Mercedes's blog: "The rantings of a submissive heart"

created on 04/09/2007 | http://fubar.com/the-rantings-of-a-submissive-heart/b72279

posted on 08/09/2017&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;04:08&nbs-07:00;am

RIP (Remembered in Pain)
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To love with no love in return… Is a fate worst than death…

To bare your soul … To the cruel and angry…

To open your heart… To the cynical mind…

I don’t live for the love of life… I’m here against my will…

I exist for others amusement… Beat me till I scream… Tears will never fall…

Rip the flesh from my body… My will stands tall…

No life here… My heart is dead…

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posted on 04/09/2007&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;02:04&nbs-07:00;pm

Beating my head against the wall
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I don't know when it happened, I only know it happened... You stepped into my life, smiled that smile & turned my world upside down... My mind swirls with thoughts of you... When you're gone I'm lost in the darkness of my soul... Forced to contemplate my existence... When I'm with you, I feel complete... No longer out of place... If I fell to my knees at your feet in tears, begging... Would you let me in... If my tears make the ocean look like a drop of rain ... Would trust me then... If I ripped my beating heart from my chest & offered it to you... Would you believe me then... My Heart is yours... I am YOURS... Now,Til the end of time...

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posted on 04/09/2007&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;01:04&nbs-07:00;pm

The Slave's Prayer
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The Slave's Prayer Author: Screamer © 1996 Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom. Allow me the spirit to know his needs. Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts. Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace. Allow me the love to show Him myself. Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him. Allow me the light to show us the way. Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him. Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him. Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him. Let my eyes show Him the same respect, rather I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet. Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman. Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself. Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely. Give me the strength to please us both. Permit me to love myself, in loving Him. Allow me the peace of serving Him. For it is my greatest wish, my highest power To make his life complete, as he makes mine.

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