Jenn's blog: "Poems"

PROMISES BROKEN DAILY BACKS STABBED BY 2 FACES TRUTH TWISTED BY GOSSIP HEARTS SHATTERED BY LOVE ONES EYES TELL LIES PROMISES KEPT DAILY 2 FACES BEING STABBED BACK GOSSIP TWISTED BY TRUTH HEARTS LOVED BY LOVE ONES EYES TELL TRUTH AND YOU WONDER IF THIS WORLD IS FUCKED UP MY ANSWER IS...YES THIS IS A FUCKED UP WORLD!!!!

BROKEN AND MENDED MANY TIMES MEN LIKE MY FATHER LOVED AND SHATTERED IT MEN LIKE MY FATHER MENDED IT WITH GLUE ONLY TO BE BROKEN AGAIN BY THE NEXT MAN THIS TIME GLUE HAS TURNED A BROKEN HEART TO STONE STONE HEART TURNED FROM GLASS FEELS HURT NO MORE GLUE MADE IT HARDER AND HARDER TO BREAK TO TURN A STONE HEART BACK TO GLASS IS TO LOVE IT

TEARS FALL FOR LOVE TEARS FALL FOR HAPPINESS TEARS FALL FOR LAUGHTER TEARS FALL FOR PAIN TEARS FALL FOR HATE TEARS FALL FOR ANGER TEARS FALL FOR SADNESS TEARS FALL FOR DEATH TEARS FALL FOR EMBARRASSEMENT TEARS FALL FOR FAILING TEARS FALL LIKE RAIN

WHAT DO I GOTTA DO 2 GET YOU 2 HOLD ME CANT YOU SEE I WANT YOU 2 HOLD YOU WHAT DO I GOTTA DO 2 GET YOU 2 LOVE ME CANT YOU SEE I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART WHAT DO I GOTTA DO 2 GET YOU 2 SEE IM HURTING AM I HURTING YOU AM I YOUR LOVER OR FRIEND 2 ME YOU ARE MY LOVER, BEST FRIEND, WORLD AND SUNSHINE

Calling When night is calling could you resist? Resist the power that is calling? Say no to what your soul is waiting for? Refuse although your heart seems to break? Ignore the feeling that darkness brings? Stop refusing! Answer the call! Go out in the night! Maybe you´ll become what you wish for. Vampires are waiting... AUTHOR UNKNOWN

Awaking Vampire The sun sets. The creatures of the night coming to play... to play with humans... naive humans... No one knows what will happen. You don’t know, either. Although it’s your life that’s going to end... tonight. The darkness is falling. And you’re still happy. You still don’t know what will happen. Still don’t know anything. Soon you’ll learn... You’ll learn to love eternal life. You’ll learn to love the night. You’ll learn to hate the day. Same as I did. And you’ll learn to love me. And maybe, someday, I´ll tell you... tell you why you had to die... tonight. The moon is rising. And I found you. I took all my hate... and made you one of us... Now you’re lying on the ground. The pain is for the moment... but it’ll let you go. And only the sadness will stay. The sadness of having lost your life. And maybe, one day, of having lost your love. But for the now it’s the sadness of having lost your life... tonight. AUTHOR UNKNOWN

DREAM OF A VAMPIRESS Night, like a black veil descends now embracing the world around me. I sleep, yet do not ... your presence is near. You invade my every dream ... even when I am awake. You walk ... nearly float, sensuous, exotic, unearthly each step driving my heart against my chest. Your eyes, sensuous, beckoning draw me they dance. I stir, dark desires, fought with prayers burn within my very soul. A sound, sweet words falling over ruby lips caress my heart, my mind, my soul. Long silky hair swirl over ivory shoulders. Your smile, sensuous lips curl slowly ... revealing Long, Pointed, Sharp, White, Glistening. I rise, ivory arms reach out, beckoning and pull me to your breasts. Drifting now, I float freely on a sea of desires, my heart pounding, my flesh burning against yours. Our lips touch ... yours move slowly. A kiss ... sharp with the pleasure of pain ... against my throat ... and then you are gone ... Night's Children now return to sleep I fight against the gloom as I wake ... reaching ... But alas, I wake only to your absence AUTHOR UNKNOWN

Ode to a Vampiress In darkness ... it is said of ones such as You, does she dwell ... she is, the dark seductress who haunts your every dream. And beware, they say. for her embrace is ecstasy ... and ... death. And yet ... I am haunted by your dark beauty and dancing eyes, and the turn of your lips as you smile. I have listened and heard your voice singing in the wind. And now, as Night's Children sing to you I lie upon my bedding, cool satin against my fevered flesh, and my thoughts turn to You. And sleep will not come ... this night. AUTHOR UNKNOWN

In the dark No stars in the sky One light in the dark I can't see anything except my face Nobody heard me Nobody want to listen Nobody awake My voice just lose in the dark In their world I'm not alive But I'm shouting in the dark I'm shocking in the dark I'm hiting in the dark I wanna swallow the whole dark I'll rip the dark With my black knife I saw a bleeding line A shining line It's the dawning of my life by O.A.

One Way Ticket To Hell I try to stop it but I can't Like salt on an open wound Is death coming soon? Everything seems upside down The room is spinning round and round The walls are closing in on me What happened to being free? Blood is dripping from my wrists I’m pounding the floor with my fists The anger the fury The fire its burning No water just gas Its igniting so fast No doors in this cell In the pits of hell I’ve lost all that is good I’ve forgotten all that is sane Now all I know is pain Deanna Jovanelly