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Me
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find

This Is My Job
YOU HAVE TO COPY AND PASTE TO YOUR BROWSER BAR TO SEE THERE NOT VIDEOS OF JUST ME BUT IM IN THE FIRST ONE SEVERAL TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this video is me and my troops pleas think of us tonight befor you sleep thank you. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EACvyjbEFw8&feature=related my current mood.... my best friend just died 50 ft from me. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TDMQlesQafk&feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YDh5eoiRJlk&feature=related

Open Sky
Open sky Wide as the night that surrounds me like a mystery Closing in tonight Taking hold I want to hide I'm lost in a world that's so empty I can't breathe Counting every day I stay alone I'm falling backwards Nothing matters when you're far away I need to feel you on my skin All I have to hold is empty space Take me in Endless time Wearing me down 'til I can't see what's around me All I want to be is where you are But I'm blind Trapped in the shadows between us Sinking deeper Reaching out I'm begging for your heart Falling backwards Nothing matters when you're far away I need to feel you on my skin I'm falling backwards All I have to hold is empty space Falling backwards Take me in You're every breath I take You're every star above me Turning, burning bright It's written on my face In every day I live through

Bad Girlfriend
My Girlfriend's a dick magnet My Girlfriend's gotta have it She's hot, can't stop, up on stage, doing shots, Tip the man he'll Ring the bell, get her drunk she'll scream like hell. Dirty girl, gettin' down, dance with guys from outta town. Grab her ass, actin' tough. Mess with her, she'll fuck you up. No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned, but she's Comin' back to my place tonite! She likes to shake her ass she grinds it to the beat She likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teeth I like to strip her down she's naughty to the end You know what she is, no doubt about it She's a bad, bad girlfriend! Red thong, Party's on, Love this song, sing along. Come together, leave alone, see you later back at home No one really knows if she's drunk or is she's stoned But she's coming back to my place tonite. I say No one really knows just how far she's gonna go, But I'm gonna find out later tonite She likes to shake her ass she grinds it to the be

Start My Album
i want to start an album with nothing but the finest boobs on fubar. so needless to say, ladies i need your help. if you thing you have the finest tits on fubar show them off. you dont have to show your face just your tits. i will have a winner in the end. you will be crowned the finest boobs. prize still to be determined.

Dreams
If dreams were given to a lonely women and a lonely women dreams come true. I'd force myself to sleep all the time just so I could dream of you. If wishes were given to a lonely women and I was given just two, I'd wish for you to always love me, and the other I;d give to you. If my tears could write a love song, I'd write a love song for you. It would explain just how i feel inside, and how much I Love You. But, dreams are only dreams and wishes seldom come true. My tears cant write a love song, but when they fall, they fall for you

If Only
Are things right or wrong? Is society weak or strong? Their are rules and guidelines Sentences, tickets and fines Their are laws to follow and obey For a sane world which is not even close to 100% today Where is mom and dad? Unity between the two is slowly leaving most like a fad They are not all to blame When even perfect parents deal with grief and shame All the emotions and fear Search only the tv to find many to appear Music, movies and school have changed their ways Some have seen better days They as well are not the full reason So many feel sorry for themselves and play the blame game its the season The battle of he said she said Why can't everyone be happy and sleep well in bed? All is to be seen is negativity Not exactly the best of scenery For the word love seems so lost at sea Cannot be heard often in the air that is open and free The lack of care is beyond compare If only more people were aware

123 Days And Other Interesting Stuff
I checked in on the Become An Ex site, which helped me quit smoking because I feel obligated to go on and cheer/support/encourage others to do the same. Didn't realize until I checked my Quit Keeper that I had been quit for 123 days. This makes me happy. Last night, watched Dancing With The Stars, every time I watch it...which isn't regularly but occasionally, I want to dance. So last night I danced into the kitchen to refill my glass of iced tea and caught my reflection in the mirror. This made me unhappy. I lamented I couldn't exercise immediately after surgery and now that I know I can, or at least enough to produce suitable cardio, I'm stuck in my recovery process of mostly sitting on my ass with random errands thrown in here and there. So, today, after I finish sitting on my ass to finish typing up an interview I conducted in July and only finished transcribing yesterday, I will be dancing my butt into shape. It would be a real shame if certain modified parts of me were

Trip To Texas
Well, after serveral complications, I am finally ready to hit up Texas to see my fiance. I can't wait. She is my WORLD! I love her with all my heart. All these people can;t understand why I am madly in love with a woman that is 2000 miles away. All I can tell them is it is none of your business why I love her. I love her for who she is, and who she is destined to be. She is an excellent mother, and treats me like I am some one special. She loves me for me and excepts the fact that I havemy problems. She will be with me forever. I love you babygurl, always and forever!!!

Love
I wrote this a long time ago...almost two years. I was in a bad state for a while, emotionally, due to a breakup. Anyways, enjoy -- or don't. =========================================== I haven't written anything for a while, due to a combustible combination of having nothing very interesting to talk about or the time to write anything up. But I've been thinking of love recently. Well, all aspects of love actually. I read this essay that someone I know had on their web page, and it was about the feelings of love, and how a certain person would showcase it towards the love of his life, what he would do, how he feels, etc. I found it to be quite contrived. But it opened the larger picture up, that of aspects of love. Love gained, love lost, love given, the meaning of love, how we find love, levels of love, why we find love, what love means to one person as opposed to the person next to them and the feeling we all feel that we call love. I think I was once in love. It's hard t

Crazy Fuc*king Players
I refuse to be played here guys,not going to work.Fuck me once maybe twice but never a third time. I will be an ace on this player shit before to long I am learning from the best.YOU are teaching me very well. Thanx I am fed up to my ass on this shit.I will play you since everyone thinks they can play me.

Secrets
DONT TELL ME YOUR SECRETS THERE'S SOMETHING ABOUT YOU I CANT RESIST DONT TELL ME YOUR DREAMS I CANT CONTAIN MYSELF DONT TELL ME YOUR PAST I WILL KNOW IN THE END DONT TELL ME A LIE MY FEELINGS FOR YOU I CANT HIDE

This Is My Life Story
A note to a woman, who knows me well. A note to a man, who no longer dewells. I know it wasn't easy for what you did I don't blame you. It's not that you were being sleezy It had been true love with the first 'I do'. To tell you how the story goes, It took a little while you know, Before I knew it, I was 21 yrs old, He never got time to watch me grow. I always knew without a doubt, what you told me on that day, from the debt you tried to make me pay. You broke a heart, that was never whole, You took a part, Maybe that's why I am so cold.

Stand
I walk down a lonely road, constantly searching for a path. The path that will lead me to where I need to be. A place where responsibility stands firm. Where I will stand tall, never wavering. Always looking out for you. Along with memories of sad times, behind me the road begins to fade. I am nearing the path that leads to you. Along with a bright future and good times, ahead of me the sun begins to shine. I will soon stand firm, with you by my side. Your hand in mine, you step forward into our future. With dizzying fear filling my head, hesitantly I follow. Into the future we go, knowing not where it will lead. But we will take on anything that stands in our way. We will conquer everything. Together we will stand.

Sweeeet Auction
NATURAL_WITCH IS IN AN AUCTION!!! Come bid on this SWEET Witch in Dianas new Candy Shoppe Auction. While your at it, r/f/a Ms. Diana and rate all the pics for the people in the auction. SWEET BIDDING!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!!! (repost of original by '~MysticFaerie~***Happy Co-Owner of Club United***' on '2008-11-03 17:14:39')

Music Of The Rawk - N - Roll Outlaw
. . THESE ARE SONGS I WROTE AND CO WROTE AND RECORDED WITH ONE OF MY FORMER BANDS "SIX STRING INSANITY" WHICH DISBANDED IN SEPT 2004, WHICH WAS COMPRISED OF MYSELF ON LEAD AND BACKING/HARMONY VOCALS AND RYTHYM AND LEAD GUITAR, BOB RYNONE ON LEAD AND RYTHYM GUITAR, RAY SEARLES ON BASS GUITAR AND CHRIS MORSE ON DRUMS AND PERCUSSION. . BROKEN WING BROKEN WING by SIX STRING INSANITY Fandalism Free MP3 Hosting . LONG ROAD TO NOWHERE LONG ROAD TO NOWHERE by SIX STRING INSANITY Fandalism Free MP3 Hosting . 8 SECOND RODEO (we ain't talkin horses here folks... lol 8 SECOND RODEO by SIX STRING INSANITY

Guts? Or Balls?
Guts or Balls? There is a medical distinction. We've all heard about people having guts or balls, but do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definitions are listed below: GUTS - Is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: 'Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?' BALLS - Is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: You're next, Chubby.' I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, however, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death.

Pls Show Love 2 'just Ed'
Hey My Fubar Family,Friends n Fans...Please do me a Big Favor.. Pls show Just Ed lots of love by Fanning him and Rating Him,It Would Truly Mean alot 2 Me...Please,Please..Thanks a Bunch.. Muahz!! JUST ED@ fubar

Time To Reflect
A lot of Americans have become so insulated from reality that they imagine that America can suffer defeat without any inconvenience to themselves. Pause a moment, reflect back. These events are actual events from history.. They really happened!!! Do you remember? 1. 1968 Bobby Kennedy was shot and killed by a Muslim male extremist. 2. In 1972 at the Munich Olympics, athletes were kidnapped and massacred by Muslim male extremists. 3. In 1979, the US embassy in Iran was taken over by Muslim male extremists. 4. During the 1980's a number of Americans were kidnapped in Lebanon by Muslim male extremists. 5. In 1983, the US Marine barracks in Beirut was blown up by Muslim male extremists. 6. In 1985 the cruise ship Achille Lauro was hijacked and a 70 year old American passenger was murdered and thrown overboard in his wheelchair by Muslim male extremists. 7. In 1985 TWA flight 847 was hijacked at Athens, and a US Navy diver trying to rescue passengers was murdered by Musli

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Wryns ...this Pasage Has A Lot Of Meaning
Wyrns are not avaricious we do not desire much, Pretty, only what we believe is rightfully ours. We are each part of a shield that protects the enirety of the world, and yet we do not wish to own everything in that world. That which is part of our hoard, our treasure, is not our prisoner; we guard it jealously, but only because we love it with everything that is in us. What humans see as possessiveness, dragons believe to be the purest form of love. This is true whether the treasure is a single coin, a living being, or a whole nation of people

Not A Day Goes By.
Not A day Goes By. All I have are pictures, just visions on a screen, I have no way to hold you, no way to show you, just how much you mean, but in my heart and soul, you are forever apart of me, you ask me if I think of you, if my love is real, you have only to open your heart, and inside you will feel, with my every heartbeat, every breath and every thought, I think of you always, love you more then words can say, when don't you cross my mind, a million times a day? Not A day Goes By...

Snuff
Snuff Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again… So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can’t destroy what isn’t there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I’m alone I cannot hate I don’t deserve to have you… My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn’t face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn’t hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren’t my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint… My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go So

Top 5 Annoying Profile Photos
I laugh out loud when I see them. If I don't rate them, here's why. 5. Gang Signs- Real gangs use them to communicate secretly. You use them to publicly communicate your stupidity. 4. Cut out the ex- I know they were there, why hide it or pretend they weren't? That crop job sux. 3. Graduation photos - Nothing was ever cool about these. We look like wax dummies or dorks or funeral parlor directors. And for goodness sakes, if you need to, use them as contrast to the present or the expiration date is 2 years. Example: This is 2008, you can only post them as a primary photo if you graduated up to a year ago or they can be posted in your main gallery for two years after graduation. Move on already! 2. Glamour shots- More makeup, more cowbell. Yes they are glamorous...for 1993. 1. Multiple cellphone self-portraits- STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT! Rule #1:Only three different shots with the same outfit with three different poses. Rule#2: Use different environments. Rule #3: If you c

What A Dance
In love's dances, in love's dances One retreats and one advances, One grows warmer and one colder, One more hesitant, one bolder. One gives what the other needed Once, or will need, now unheeded. One is clenched, compact, ingrowing While the other's melting, flowing. One is smiling and concealing While the other's asking kneeling. One is arguing or sleeping While the other's weeping, weeping.And the question finds no answer And the tune misleads the dancer And the lost look finds no other And the lost hand finds no brother And the word is left unspoken Till the theme and thread are broken.When shall these divisions alter? Echo's answer seems to falter: 'Oh the unperplexed, unvexed time Next time...one day...one day...next time!'

What Secret Gift Of Kindness Can I Give Today?
The measure of a man's real character is what he would do if he knew he could never be found out. --Thomas Macaulay Remember the tale about the poor, tired shoemaker who cut out his last bit of leather and awoke to find a beautiful pair of shoes sewn for him? Night after night two little elves secretly worked from midnight to dawn sewing shoes to help the old craftsman. Helping the shoemaker without his knowing who they were made the elves very happy, and they danced and sang as they worked away. These elves knew their reward was in the doing of the good deed, not in the discovery of them doing it. What secret gift of kindness can I give today?

The Odds Are Always With You If You Try
THE ODDS ARE ALWAYS WITH YOU IF YOU TRY -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Success in anything is connected with action. Successful people keep moving. They make mistakes but they don't quit. They hang on long after others have let go. You must have persistence. Keep trying is the rule that you must follow to become successful in anything. Persistence means taking pains to overcome every obstacle, to do all that is necessary to reach your goal. You must never, never, never give up. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Reproduce freely but maintain Copyright notice.

Humans "being"
majestic we are . .... humans. simultaneously i am in question as a human and in certainty as a soul.... my soul has been maintaining certainty for days now, total confidence that my God has been speaking clearly with love and support of the current part of my life journey. today i allowed the human in me to question the very thing i already know is right . . . i am guided by my soul with courage . . . a gift from God, a gift i would never have as just a human woman in a human body, but as human being with the gifts of choice and faith and the beautiful soul we all have. it is my courage now that guides me through this part of my journey, the journey to my soulmate. i believe a human being is just that . . . a human "being". Being in all of his gifts,being in all his life, being in all his love, being in all his woes and most importantly . . . being in all his spirit and soul. If fact when spoken about as a group we should be called humans being, humans with an "s

Merci`s 2
WELCOME TO FUBAR NEED POINTS TO LEVEL COME PARTY AT THE ORIGINAL LOUNGE FOR FIREFIGTER WE ARE LIKE NO OTHER LOUNGE ON FUBAR FIRE FIGHTERS HALL HAS THE BEST FIRE FIGHTERS WE NOW HAVE SHOCKWAVE RADIO THE PEOPLE STATION CLICK ON THE PIC OF THE FIREMAN BELOW TO JOIN US IN THE HOTTEST HALL ON FUBAR WITH THE BEST DJ'S YOU WILL EVER HEAR LIVE FROM SHOCKWAVE RADIO

To Fan Or Not To Fan. Not Meant For Everyone, But If It Is, You Know It.
I can understand the majority of people here want you to fan them before they will accept your friend request. No problem. So I made it my norm to rate profiles and fan everyone before I send them a request. It helps newfu's to level quickly and it makes people who have been here forever look better because they have a thousand fans. Getting fanned gives us points to level which everyone wants to do. Now my bitch is that I have fanned over 1400 members to date and have asked my friends to fan me back. Now I may lose some friends after they read this and if I do so be it. For those of you who have fanned me back, I appreciate it and love you all. I try to help as many of my friends as I can. Whether talking to them and cheering them up when they are feeling down, sending gift after gift just to get them to smile, etc. I love the friends I have here. Now I know some of you aren't here all the time when we ask for your help, but for those of you who just choose not to fan those of us th

Life
I'm looking at the clock, the monotone tic toc: Every second is gone, and those moments will never return I pour my life down the drain, I look at myself in disdain, I know that I know nothing, I don't think I will be able to learn Some pages of my life are unmarked, So many times I embarked On a journey that lead me right back to the port I thought I could do it all, But I know that I've missed my call- Somewhere down the road of life I tripped and fell very short

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 11-17-08 Sexy Green Eyes
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 11-17-08 Sexy Green Eyes Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Ambee Birthday: 07-22 Zodiac Sign: Cancer Hair Color: Brown Eye Color: Green Tattoos: 1 Piercings: 2 *Favorites* Color: Purple Season: Fall Day Of Week: Saturday Animal: Dog Flower: Calla Lily *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: Yes Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Of Course Smiled For No Reason?: Yep Sat On Your Rooftop?: Not my current one, but yes *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: Computer Phone 0R IM?: Phone McDonalds 0R Burger King?: Burger King Summer 0R Winter?: Summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: CD's XBox 0R PS2?: Neither really RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: Pepperoni and Pineapple Your Fears?: Snakes Your Weakness?: my friends children Do you like Thunderstorms?: yes Number of things in my Past

What Does N.i.n. And Shinedown Share
Nine Inch Nails and Shinedown both share exactly half of one song a piece in my "concert" memory. This makes me sad. I really wanted to see N.I.N. and I walked in just as Trent was sharing one last song with David Bowie. I simply could not believe it when it turned out that David Bowie was the headliner. It just did not compute. Now Shinedown shares the same short memory for me. They were the only band I really wanted to see out of the line up of Saving Abel, Buck Cherry, and Avenged Sevenfold. I walked in just in time to hear one last line of one last song and watch a few guitar picks and drumsticks being tossed into the audience. I could not believe it. Since when do concerts start on time? Buck Cherry was great - if you like hearing a Keebler Elf sing. I am addicted to (Saving Abel PUN, just for FUN - did not see them either) growling male voices. I did not get a fix. I did change up the lyrics to Crazy Bitch in recognition of tones flowing out of a throat and into my unattent

What Country Matches Your Sexuality?
Your Sexuality is American The average American first has sex at age 17. And the average number of partners is 11. 42% of Americans have had sex in a park. 43% of Americans have a “toy” that vibrates. What Country Matches Your Sexuality?

School -- 1957 Vs. 2007
SCHOOL -- 1957 vs. 2007 Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1957 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1957 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombi

Are You Out There??
so how long is long enough, Its been 4 years and life has been very tough just driveing all around this country looking for a new place to start over now I find myself here in philly The last place I wana be how I miss my montana. life there will never be the same so someone tell me how to start over

Ok George Lucas This Has To Stop
as most of you know i am a huge star wars fan and i am watching the clone wars cartoon on cartoon network. and i was watching last nights episode and who do i see not just one of the most annoying charachters in history but two jar jar binks and c3po hey george when the fuck are you gonna get it nobody likes those two bumbling idiots neither one is funny they serve no purpose can you please fucking kill them before you alienate all your fans like me i swear to god i wont buy anymore star wars shit if you put those two in an episode together as the main focus. not only did that episode suck ass it was shitty please george get it through your thick skull you fucked indiana jones up the ass please dont bone star wars the same way i know its your baby and you hate when people bash it. but for fuck sakes listen to your core fans and kill jar jar and c3po. and in closing i used periods so its a start lol

The Bride Of Mortal Death
The Bride of Mortal Death This girl is dead. You can see it in her eyes. You can see it in her body, In her tribal scars. But she is dying a Queen; You can see it in her eyes. She knows full well her future. She knows full well her doom And lives in glorious bloom. She lives in passionate splendor But she is dying a Queen. You can see it in her eyes For she lives each moment as if forever; She lives each moment as if the end, As if the end were here. I bet ya she’s a stellar fuck. 12-6-98

Post Op Update
On November 24th, 2008, Angel returned to see her orthopedic surgeon for her follow up visit post op. She was informed that during the surgery on her right leg, two plates, twenty screws and grafted bone were used in the attempt to repair the damage. The incision site is about five inches long and required around 12 staples and one suture. Those were all removed during this appointment and the incision has healed nicely with no infection. Her surgeon has ordered her to continue with no weight bearing for a minimum of six more weeks and she is getting around with the aid of a device called a "roll-about" which is similar to a Childs scooter but modified so that she places her knee on the seat and pushes it with the other leg. It was determined that this device was needed due to the fact that her previous injuries to her hip and pelvis have not healed completely and cannot endure the stress of having impact on them without re-injuring her. She remains optimistic in general and excited ab

Hmmm.. My Thoughts...
Ok so here's my thing... Why do things happen the way that they do.. I am a firm believer in the statement that "EVERYTHING happens for a reason," but what is the reason??????? How do I find out the reason? Will I ever know the reason? Why do we hurt and get hurt, or better yet, why do we allow ourselves to do either or???? I just so happen to also be a great communicator.. So if someone wants to say something.. ANYTHING.. why wouldn't they? I am here to listen, react, give advice, comfort, empathize.. etc.. TALK TO ME!!!!!! Anyone reading this is probably going like What the HELL is this woman talking about????? I'm venting.. I just don't get how things happen, or why they do... and probably never will.. I know it is all a part of our "BIG PLAN" that ole boy upstairs has set for us, but DAMN if it isn't one thing its another and it is NOT FAIR! Someone once told me that life is only about 50% fair... I disagree, I would say more like 15% GRRRRRRR Anyhow.. while I am hoping that this a

Stolen From Mel
Outcast Genius 87 % Nerd, 57% Geek, 70% Dork For The Record: A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia. A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one. A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions. You scored better than half in all three, earning you the title of: Outcast Genius. Outcast geniuses usually are bright enough to understand what society wants of them, and they just don't care! They are highly intelligent and passionate about the things they know are *truly* important in the world. Typically, this does not include sports, cars or make-up, but it can on occassion (and if it does then they know more than all of their friends combined in that subject). Outcast geniuses can be very lonely, due to their being outcast from most normal groups and too smart for the room among many other types of dorks and geeks, but they can also be

Pleasure & Pain
Pleasure & Pain In anticipation of our next meeting, I get a shiver down my spine. To be in the control of your able hands Is an addictive passion of mine The day is here; I am wonderfully frightened. You lead me to the cold and sterile chair; The melodious buzzing, I am intoxicated The smells of antiseptic and latex in the air. A cool wetness, and then the graze of the blade You firmly press the sheet against my skin I inspect the mark and smile in approval; You say it is time to begin. My heart begins to race as you approach And I feel a hot surge in my veins. My breath departs me for a moment; You grin and mock my pain. I begin to relax and bask in my bliss Watching with masochistic delight. Pain becomes pleasure; torture is hedonic - I move and you hold me down tight With one last thrust, your task is complete - I am bloody, injured and content. You dress my wound and send me off; I can't wait to do it again.

Own Me .. I Dare You !
~ * Sweet Serenity * ~ Queen of Hearts ~ @ fubar Sweet Serenity is putting herself up on the Auction block as well as Hosting Another contest !! What is she offering ?? ***** 3 SFW Salutes **** Pic Rates w/ 11's during HH *** Daily Gifts to keep you feeling Marry ! ** Daily Profile Comments * If you make it worth it .. :) I'll even make you 5 Custom Photos !! What is she giving away this time in the contest ?? A 25 Credit Bling Pack for the Holidays !! What do you need to get this Holiday Gift ?? 10,000 Pic Comments !! 25,000 fu-bucks to enter >> 10,000 fu-bucks will be returned at the end of the Contest !! Bonus reward for joining !! Folder will open as soon as there are enough entries and will stay open untill someone reaches 10,000 pic comments. Send me the fubucks along with the link to the pic that you want to use .. I will add you to my blog and send you a message the day before the auction opens. Holiday pics encouraged !! & SFW.

The Great Fixer
I seem to have this amazing power when it comes to my relationships. I've been in several where I am a rebound, the first after that "big breakup". Normally the people these relationships involve have been hurt pretty badly by bad behavior on their ex's part, and we've all been there and know how that goes. All you hear is about how terrible this was, or bad that was, and how great it is that you aren't that way. Usually, over the course of months, or years, those feelings of how they were wronged go away and the past scars fade. That's where it gets interesting, because out of all of those relationships, I've had several end up with the person breaking up with me to go back with their ex. In fact, this very latest one, she suddenly stops speaking to me, and ends up back with her ex husband, apparently. I dunno if this can be attributed to my great healing power in a relationship...or how terrible I am compared to the last person :P Anyway, bring me your dead and dying relationships

Missing Person.
Search for two men suspended TAMPA -- The U.S. Coast Guard suspended its search tonight for two men missing after their plane crashed in the Gulf of Mexico 20-miles southwest of Yankeetown. At 5:40 p.m Tuesday. Coast Guard officials said they were stopping the search pending further developments. Zachary Schlitt, 28, who lived in West Palm Beach (pictured at left) and Darien Peckham, 34, (pictured below), from Tampa, have been missing since Sunday.. Rescue crews searched for them for more than 40 hours over a 2,800-square mile area focusing on two areas where a seat and a flight bag containing aviation headphones were found. There was no sign of the men or their plane. The two were traveling in a small Tampa-bound plane when, at about 6:45 p.m Sunday, an air traffic controller in Jacksonville reported that their 35-year-old twin-engine, fixed-wing Beech 35 Debonair aircraft, traveling from Tallahassee to Vandenberg Airport, lost contact, according to the FAA. The Coast G

And Life Gets More Interesting...
So not only am I dealing with the fact that my cousin is still missing (the sheriffs department decided to reopen and take over the search as of yesterday..)buuttttttt, my cousin Tiffany called me yesterday, in tears. Her grandfather, or my great uncle, has to have open heart surgery. Originally they were gonna do it next month, but they received the tests back yesterday, and 2 major arteries are clogged, which means they bumped his surgery up to tomorrow. The doctors have very little hope he'll survive it, because its that bad. I have the FABULOUS job of being the bearer of bad news and letting my parents and my nana know.. GREAT. I'm 99% positive Darien didn't survive the crash, and I sure as hell don't want to lose my uncle in the same week... Oh, and then. My fucktard I-wish-he-would-die ex, Jay decides to email me because he "wants to talk." So me, being nice and giving him to grow balls and admit the truth, talk to him to see what he has to say. I get the whole "I'm still

Uh Lol Being Alone.
I lost my mind last night, Kneeling in the shower. Cradling my body close, Praying for an answer. I lost my mind last night, Crying in the shower. Gasping for a single breath, Struggling for life. I lost my mind last night, Dying in the shower. Looking for a peice of me, Trying not to panic. I lost my mind last night, Lying in the shower. Huddling on the slick wet floor, Whispering 'please help me.' I lost my mind last night, Searching in the shower. Waiting for the tears to stop, Knowing that it's useless. I lost my mind last night, Traveling in the shower. Going places left behind, Hurting, raw, and weak. I lost my mind last night, Weeping in the shower. Hugging knees up to my chest, Wishing it was you. I lost my mind last night, Running in the shower. Aching from the bitter pain, Screaming from the lies. I lost my mind last night, Kneeling in the shower. Knowing that I can't be fi

My Girl
Boy Oh Boy when I screw up I screw up bad,......1st and formost I need to stop venting to my friends when my gf and I have a fight,ect,... this is not good!! Cuz nomatter how mad I get at her,..I love her with all my heart and will never ever leave her. 2nd of all I am sorry hunny,...you are good to me and you do leave me love,....its fubar thats all and I shouldnt take things personaly. I know my girl,..nicole loves me with all her heart and is and will always be there for me when I need her. In fact shes there for all her friends when they need her. Sometimes its just not good to run at the mouth when ur mad sad or have hurt feelings. My girl is the nicest sweetest warm and loving giving person I know,..or guess what??? I would have never fell in love with her. Fact is,..shes been so used and abused my sum of her friends on here and she almost always gives them 2nd 3rd 4th and 5th chances,..lol Thats cus she has such a good heart and really loves her friends no matter how piss poorl

Darkness & Frustration
I am walking in the dark. I hate myself for it and I hate where I am in my life. I put on a happy face infront of my children but that is about it. I don't know which way to go. There are so many things on my mind. I'm doing my best to deal with it but its hard when you don't have any friends close by. I apologize for being so distant but that is just the way that I feel. I very rarely get onto the computer anymore and when I do, it is fairly brief. I'm trying to deal with everything that is happening and so close to the holidays. I don't really have alot of people I can depend on and no one that is really close. I disguise my unhappiness by throwing myself into the gym. To no avail at that. I'm not dropping the weight and have actually gained a bit back. I think it is muscle weight but I'm not honestly sure. I don't want to go back on the pills that I was taking b/c they make me so irritable. I can't handle that on top of everything else. I just don't know how to deal

Tagged B*tches ;-)
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? DESK 2. Your significant other? ANDREW 3. Your hair? AUBURN 4. Your mother? MAUREEN 5. Your father? DECEASED 6. Your favorite thing? CUDDLING 7. Your dream last night? AMAZING 8. Your favorite drink? MUDSLIDE 9. Your dream/goal? SCHOOL 10. The room you're in? OFFICE 11. Music? ROCK 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? MARRIED 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? CONSERVATIVE 16. Muffins? BANANA 17. One of your wish list items? CLOTHING 18. Where you grew up? CALIFORNIA 19. The last thing you did? SLEEP 20. What are you wearing? NOTHING 21. TV? OFF 22. Your pets? NONE 23. Your computer? LAPTOP 24. Your life? FULFILLED 2

Ultimate Insult
Kris walks into his bedroom with a sheep under his arm and says: "Darling, this is the pig I have sex with when you have a headache." His girlfriend is lying in bed and replies: "I think you'll find that's a sheep, you idiot." The man says: "I think you'll find I wasn't talking to you."

The Journey To Self Discovery
I am on a journey of self discovery right now. It is a path that I know I have to walk, yet I constantly find myself wanting to sink back into what I find comfortable and easy in my life. The problem is what I find most comfortable and easy in my life may not be the best thing for me. How will I know if I am not willing to venture out? You know that inevitable fork in the road of life? The one where you see that wonderful, smooth path on one side and on the other side an uneven, arduous, and untraveled path? Yep....That’s where I am at! I want so badly to skip off down that easy path that I know so well but I also know that eventually I will end up at the same place it has taken me so many times before.....the comfort of self-denial. You know, pretending everything is ok? “I can handle anything thing on my own that life throws at me. Heck I am a survivor, a trooper of sorts!! Why do I need to take the hard path? I am already strong?” Yeah.....Sweet denial!! Truth be told I chose

Rates And Adds.
I am just curious if other people are experiencing the same problem I am. Seems like back in the day people would check you out, rate a bunch of your pics then add you. Now I am lucky if they even rate my profile pic. What gives?

Deer Meat
A man kills a deer and takes it home to cook for dinner. Both he and his wife decide that they won't tell the kids what kind of meat it is, but will give them a clue and let them guess. The kids were eager to know what the meat was on their plates, so they begged their dad for the clue. Well, he said, 'It's what mommy calls me sometimes'. The little girl screams to her brother 'Don't eat it, it's an butthole!

Away
For all my friends who chat with me, I will be away from sunday the 14th until tuesday the 23rd. If you really want to stay in touch during that week. come to yahoo messenger. My ID is markiephx or email me at markiephx@yahoo.com I will have messenger and email on my cell phone. If you want, I can even take a couple pics and email them to you. and if u want to have a phone chat, email and let me know. I will give u my number. xoxoxoxox Mark

Update
ok well my docs are stupid.they wanted to do emergency surgery the other night and today decided to do more test.ughhhh anyway my brother is kicking me out his house so i have to go back to mine i still have no power water or gas but at least i will have a roof over my head.however i wont have internet so i wont be on for a long time.i will miss you all

Holy Stripclub
Two nuns walk into a strip club, the first one walks up to the bar sits down and tells the bartender "One of the usual Joe" he looks up and says "Bambi why its been for ever since you've been in here, you coming in for amateur night tonight, I see you dragged out the old costume." The nun just shakes her head and takes her drink turning around to face the stage, the bartender shrugs and goes back to his other duties. The Second nun walks straight up to the stage and sits down slapping a twenty down on the stage bringing the girl over, the stripper bends over picking up the twenty looks at the nun squeals and ducks her head and says "Sister Martha what are you doing here?" The nun looks up and says "Just take off your clothes and do your job" Stunned the stripper begins to strip for the nun. After the dance Sister Martha stands up walks over to Bambi and says "Okay baby I'm ready to go, your room or mine tonight?"

Thank You
JUST LIKE THIS PICTURE,KINDA REMINDS ME OF ME. YOU EVER GET THOSE DAY WHEN YOU JUST WISH TIME WOULD STOP, OR YOU COULD GO BACK AND START YOUR LIFE AGAIN? LATELY I HAVE BEEN FEELING ALOT LIKE THIS. I WISH I COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND MAYBE, JUST MAYBE IF I DONE THINGS IN LIFE DIFFERENT MY LIFE WOULD BE SO DIFFERENT THAN IT IS NOW.BECAUSE RIGHT NOW MY LIFE IS IN A STAND STILL MODE. I AM LIVING MY LIFE DAY BY DAY HOPING FOR THE BEST AND PRAYING FOR TOMORROW. AND I KEEP A POSTIVE ATTITUDE AND DO MY BEST NOT TO LET THINGS BOTHER ME. I HAVE MADE SOME VERY GOOD FRIENDS SINCE I HAVE JOINED THIS PLACE THEY HAVE THE KINDEST HEARTS AND I AM SO THANKFUL TO KNOW EACH OF THEM....THEY HAVE BROUGHT JOY TO MY HEART. I AM SO HAPPY THAT THIS HAS ONLY HAPPENED ONCE. Many people do not understand cancer and may withdraw from you because they're afraid of your illness. Others may worry that they will upset you by saying the wrong thing. You can help relieve their fears by talking

For Her! ( She Knows Who She Is)
if i was smart id just start off rambling because nothing i say seams to do you justice. I Love you ....doesnt fully encompass even half of what i feel, I Want You doesnt come close to expressing how much i Need You, and i need you says nothing about how much and how often i pray that i never have to find what life would be like without you in it. so heres the deal...............im not going to find out. and neither are you. to say you comeplete me is just not cool i was whole when we met thats how i found you. to say that id die without you is to over the top and kinda screwballed seeing as how i lived without you just fine. so this is what i have to say about you. I Love Want Need Crave Desire Cherish Lust after Long for Ache to Hold Want To Kiss Cant Wait To Cuddle With and Spend My Life With........................You. True Love....is when it hits you so hard it knocks you on your ass and off your feet and it seems like its always been there just hidden from view. It Doesnt FEEL n

To My Good Friend Cobra
This is to my really good friend Cobra who is really sick with breast cancer.Please come by her page and show her some love and support.I am one man who dont want to lose her.She is a true fighter and her spirits are very high.I put a song up for her so i can see her smile knowing that i care for her and i am truly her friend as she is mine...we all love you Cobra very much.. Love always your Friends and me Rhino aka Rodney Island - trent wilmon - Rodney

A Visit From Santa
Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at the Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin. The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. “Who is this?” asked Santa, smiling, “Your friend? Your sister?'' “Yes, Santa,” he replied. “My sister, Sarah, who is very sick,” he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. “She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!” the child exclaimed. “She misses you,” he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. “What is it?” Santa asked warmly. “Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but...” the old woman began, shooing her grandson over to one of Santa's elves

What The Doc Say's, Word For Word.
Ok. I called and requested a copy of the procedure and results. This is what it say's word for word. If you understand anythin, let me know! Thanks! INDICATIONS: The patient is 23 years old. She had visited the emergency room a few times over the past few weeks mostly because of some kind of epigastric pain. The pain is in the epigastric area and she has had it for awhile. The lab workup over this past period of time has been unremarkable. She had a gallbladder ultrasound that was normal. She has not established with a primary care physician because she does not have insurance. She communicate with me on the phone on the recommendation of the emergency room and on the phone, because of the persistent epigastric pain and the sense of frustration of the patient, I decided to have her meet me at Mercy Medical center this morning to do an upper GI endoscopy and to go deeper in her history. Talking to her, she is living with another coupld who are her roommates. She is unmarried. The pai

Simple Little Short Story - Part The Third
Both Rachel, and Mark were paralyzed with fear. The silence was anguish. Tommy's eyes seemed to keep them frozen with a cold, unforgiving stare. His cold blue eyes were wide open and blood shot, and his face only seemed to turn whiter with each passing second. A few short minutes seemed like an eternity. Finally, Tommy slowly turned and went downstairs. Mark asn Rachel didn't dare to so much as blink, until they heard the front door creek open, and slam shut. Mark took this as his cue to hurry and get dressed. He didn't even look at Rachel. He couldn't. Tommy was his best friend, and he betrayed him. Mark was well aware of Tommy's capabilities. At five feet, eight inches tall, and only one hundred eighty-fve pounds, Tommy was, "the little engine that could". Having been in many barfights together, Mark had seen what Tommy did to other people. The end results were never pretty. Mark had every reason to be afraid. As Mark left the bedroom and headed downstairs,

Funny Shit...not Really Almost Cost Me My Job
So... I had an ex-employee write a letter to my boss, saying that I wasn't a good manager. That i did sexual acts on the clock outside and that I played favorites to certain employees. In order to do sexual acts, doesn't that mean I'd have to be in a relationship? Well i guess not really to that, but that I'd have to be around long enough in the day to do that. Since I'm out of there around 1 in the afternoon, makes it kinda hard to do that. As for playing favorites, every manager turns a blind eye sometimes to whats going on, even when they know its wrong. I dont play favorites. I've learned from really awesome mangers, that it comes back and bites you in the ass. I guess what really pissed me off the most; was the fact that this employee couldnt be bothered to come talk to me about what was troubling them. That they felt the need to go over my head and talk to my boss. I've told all of my employees that if they have problems with me, to come talk to me about them that way i

Infuriated
I will not mention anyones name here because you know who you are. I have read the rules regarding the NSFW photo's. I have several pictures that I know were marked out of spite, jealousy, rage or other form of emotion, I do bring out the best in people. It really bothers me that there are flat out disregards to the rules when it comes to certain people. I have seen blast that are first approved before running that no doubt in my mind are NSFW. If i feel a photo is considered NSFW i will place it in proper folder. If i was placing what is truly a NSFW photo up and it was marked then I would shut the fuck up... However if u dare to look through my default album, there are a few there that are marked and I believe we can all see no harm in them...Its just my fucking legs people what do you want me to do with them? Cut them off! One more thing is when a photo is marked and u get the infamous email from Fubar shop...if u respond to them they never answer back. My ? to them w

Are You Really Real?"
Are You Really Real?"> I've spent a lot of time on this site. I've met some really great people..and some not so great people. I've forged some very strong friendships, and I've lost friends I thought I would have forever. The one thing that I have to admit, REALLY gets my goat (this goat is a figurative thing...not literal), are the number of Fakes around...and the flakes that stroke their egos. Number one? I don't understand why you have to create someone fake to be. Why misrepresent yourself to everyone? If you meet someone you actually like....what then? What story do you tell them. Number two? Ermmm..why do the fakes have to be hot, 20 something, always with "private" pic, fakes? Oh...and no salute? Come on now. LOL! If you can post 1000 pics of "yourself" on this site, then a salute is an extremely simple process. Number three? Why do guys buy these fakes blasts/blings and die to see the "private" pics? You can google them. Might take a while to find, but they ar

Another Christmas Ruined By A Drunk Driver...
It is with a saddened heart that I write this. I have always been against drunk driving and now it hits even closer to home.My Brother-In-Law Rene Herrera was walking with a girl he met at 12:05 A.M. AZ time on Christmas Morning just a couple of blocks from the street we live on and a drunk driver ran up on the sidewalk and ran over his whole body. He spent Christmas getting surgeries and is now in recovery in Trauma ICU. Both his legs were broken, his left ankle and knee shattered , his back was broken, most of his ribs were broken, he suffered external head and facial injuries. Luckily the doctors found no internal injuries so far.Another family's Christmas ruined and torn apart by a careless, selfish Drunk Driver. In this case the driver is 45 year-old victor lopez (all in lower case to show the disrespect he showed to all those he endangered by his decision to get behind the wheel while intoxicated) He has been arrested but my Brother-In-Law will have to go through more surgeries

How Do You Really Feel About Your Family?
You Feel Humbled By Your Family You like to persuade your family that you are right about things. You like to be the leader in your family. You feel like some members of your family are too unhappy. These family members tend to create unhappiness for everyone else. You've improved your family relationships through introspection. You always look at your own behavior first, and you've made changes to how you act. You have trouble keeping up with your family member's birthdays and anniversaries. You are often late with your gifts. How Do You Really Feel About Your Family?

On Government
"When dictatorship is a fact, revolution becomes a right." Victor Hugo "Government, even in its best state, is but a necessary evil; in its worst state, an intolerable one." Thomas Paine "Of course the people dont want war...that is understood. But voice or no voice, the people can always be brought to the bidding of the leaders. That is easy. All you have to do is tell them they are being attacked, and denounce the pacifists for lack of patriotism and exposing the country to danger. It works the same in any country." Hermann Goerring "How lucky for those in power that people don't think." Adolf Hitler "The history of liberty is a history of limitation of government power, not the increase of it." Woodrow WIlson "Now more than ever before, the people are responsible for the character of their Congress. If that body be ignorant, reckless and corrupt, it is because the people tolerate ignorance, recklessness and corruption." James Garfield

If Only I Could See
KINKYCOMMENTS.COM If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes Then I could see who broke your heart Who’s the one you mourn and shed a Trail of tears in life… If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes I could kiss away the sorrow that’s keeping You awake at night? Sheltering you out of the twilight of my Dreams, forbidding your Mind and spirit to merge and Dream with mine…. If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes I could be there with you through the blissful times Thunderstorms and kiss your blues away, You're all I think and dream of, every minute of The day every step I take, I can’t perform at work Loneliness seems to be my only friend but there’s one good thought, You’re always on my mind as I Imagine myself in your arms and in These eyes… If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes I drink your tears and heal your heart with every kiss Yo

Pieces Of Me
every time i hear your name another peice of me dies every time i see your face these tears fill my eyes its been such a long lonely year without you here as i try so hard to fill my time to fill this empty space you left behind and every time i try to stand on my own every time that i am alone i find my self falling down as i fall to pieces i take out the pictures of you and spread them on the floor as i think of you i become confused as my reality becomes impaired i picture you holding me tight holding me through this dark and lonely night kissing me softly and telling me that you care that you will always be there you will catch when i fall as i awake alone curled up on the floor the pictures of you still lying in front of me tears begin to fill my eyes as another piece of me dies

So Far Away
i know i can never have you and it tears my world apart to know i will never hold you or have you awaken in my arms you are so far away and here alone i cry in vain my heart breaks every day with all these miles between us there is no comfort for this pain i will never hear the music or have the last dance i will never be able to whisper in your ear all the beautiful things you deserve to hear to surrender all my passion to you to look into your eyes to kiss your lips and heal all the sadness inside

Cabin Fever
I seriously can't wait till everyone gets back. I'm about to go nuts bouncing off the walls. I didn't realize how much time I spent at my friends houses until I had to fill that time. I should consider a hobby. Curling anyone? A little xkcd for everyone. Anyone who appreciates nerd humor should visit this site: www.xkcd.oom and just start hitting random. I've read them all, and they are all funny (warning, degree in math or similar focus may be required to understand some jokes). Sadly enouogh, the above has happened to me before.

My Thoughts On Life
You can't expect to meet the challenges of today with yesterday's tools and expect to be in business tomorrow. Now that I am older, I see why the idea of elder wisdom has passed from currency. Not to know me argues yourselves unknown. Farmers are respectable and interesting to me in proportion as they are poor. Retail is detail. The errors of faith are better than the best thoughts of unbelief. Care is a state in which something does matter it is the source of human tenderness. You -- poor and obscure, and small and plain as you are -- I entreat to accept me as a friend of the heart. There is something terribly wrong with a culture inebriated by noise and gregariousness. Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. Truth is far from the ones who seek it, but is never more than one can handle. To fail to love is not to exist at all, but to live life in an instance. Thus much for thy assuranc

Life
Yesterday as some of you may know I went with my girl Daphne to the plasma center in Hampton. I am able to donate between 600 and 700 milliliters. I am glad to do it because I get paid for it but it also benefits everyone because it helps make medicine and helps babies and other stuff. I use about an hour to an hour and a half, my plasma and in return I get about 60 a week for doing this. It also gets me out of the house. It gives me some money to have when I wanna go to VB and when I want stuff.

Her Mom
In another blog I wrote about Sandy, This is about her mom Terry. Terry was 33 (she had Sandy when she was 15) and had two other daughters ages 16 & 14 and a son 12. I went to their house one afternoon to pick up Sandy and Terry told me that she wasn't there but would be back in little while, she went to get the kids. Terry was wearing a bathrobe and drinking from a bottle of wine. She invited me in to wait. I sat in a chair in livingroom and Terry flopped down on the sofa. When she did her robe came open a little and it appeared that she wasn't wearing much under it if she was wearing anything at all. There was some soft porn movie on tv and Terry started to touch herself lightly. Between the movie and her I was getting a little turned on so dropped my hand to my crotch and gave it a little squeeze. Terry sat up, letting the robe all the way and asked me if I saw anything I like. I said "yeah" and she began to finger her pussy and pinch her nipples. Terry then said I could take

Another Day
Another day nothing changed existing in a world I do not want looking in the window of a world I would love to call home wandering if that world would love me to could love me at all. Trying hard to peel away they layers of decay covering me or maybe it's to late has the decay became what they see and not the me that screams out to be free. CAN YOU SEE?!?!

The World’s Most Beautiful
The World’s Most Beautiful I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon, I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky; Even a rainbow would make me smile, And I’d love to swim in crystal clear waters Of an untouched sea; Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star, And try to gaze from afar, All the diamonds in the night sky; The mist on the mountains is breathtaking, As is walking in rainforest; To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for, As to stand on the highest peak in the world, And look at the sights below; I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds, Across the bluest skies; I’d do anything to see All the beautiful things in the world, Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara, Like a river twisting through a dusty land, All the beautiful things in the world; But I also know I am looking at The world’s most beautiful creation, Every time you smile, And every time I look into your eyes.

Holy Carp
So am I am drinking my bottle of water; I start reading the label (like I do with everything) and BEHOLD! There is a goldfish on the inside! Well on the inside of the label :P I was like ZOMGWTFHOLYCARPSWEETNESS! I think it just made my day xD Almost as much as my friend getting made fun of by a deaf person, holy crap that was funny.

Laws Of Ems
Laws of EMS Written by John Riley, Houston, TX (j-riley-at-swbell.net) Originally published in Emergency magazine, 1979 THE FIRST LAW OF EMS: All emergency calls will wait until you begin to eat, regardless of the time. COROLLARY 1 -- Fewer accidents would occur if EMS personnel would never eat. COROLLARY 2 -- Always order food "to go". THE PARAMEDICAL LAWS OF TIME: 1 - There is absolutely no relationship between the time at which you're supposed to get off shift and the time at which you actually will get off shift. 2 - Given the following equation: T + 1 Minute = Relief Time "T" will always be the time of the last call of your shift. e.g., If you are supposed to get off shift at 1900, your last run will come in at 1859. THE PARAMEDICAL LAW OF GRAVITY: Any instrument, when dropped, will always come to rest in the least accessible place possible. THE PARAMEDICAL LAW OF TIME AND DISTANCE: The distance of the call from the Hospital increases as the

Sleep Cycle Quiz
Night Shift Sleep Cycle Quiz by Vicki Cadwell RN, BS, CEN, MICN Capistrano Beach, California As published in the Journal of Emergency Nursing 1998;24:377 1) If Helene, who works the night shift, goes to sleep at 9 am and receives a phone call at 1 pm, what is the equivalent time on the sleep cycle of Joan, who works during the day? A. The middle of the afternoon. B. The middle of the night C. It is 1 pm no matter what shift you work. D. It does not matter because people who work the night shift do not need to sleep anyway. 2) Helene, who works the night shift, has had how much sleep when she is awakened at 12 noon? A. Enough -- anyone can sleep until noon. B. Who can sleep during the day? C. Only about 3 hours. D. Plenty -- people who work the night shift sleep faster than people who work the day shift. 3) If Joan, who works the day shift, received a phone call at 2 am asking what was charted on Mrs. Smith 2 days ago, how happy would she be? A. Ecs

I Am Waiting
I Am Waiting I’m outta of my clothing. Now I’m naked upon my king size bed. I’m ready to play, But you are not here. I’m outta of reason to wait, But I want only you to love me in ways that will make soar. Yet, my king size bed is empty. Come to me now, so I can enable to lose myself in wicked passion with you. I linger here with lost dreams of passion. My heart flutters like butterflies wings. My soul is wishing to be completed by your love. I’m outta of thoughts and tears. Now what should I do. I breathe with need to touch you. Can you please come love me? I need your kisses to set me free. I am waiting for you to come to me. I am willing to surrender everything over to you. Hypnotic is your haunting smile and eyes that calls out to me. I am waiting to belong. Ask me not to give up on you. Give me no false lies. Donate all your passion to my unlived passion. I am waiting for you to make all my wicked dreams come real. I am willing to 4get all o

Inauguration Cost
yep the country is in trouble with the economy but good old obama is spending $150 million of tax payer money for his inauguration. hmmm does this seem like the correct thing to do??? i dont care who u voted for, thats just not the correct thing to do with the way the economy is right now. hope no problems happen in this great country because most is coming from fema....

Slow Down
i dont no why people want to rush into a relationship if you do that it wont last long take your time get to no that person inside and out by that i dont mean to keep talking about sex get to know there likes and dislikes just becuse you want a relastionship does not mean you should force the other one into it thats not how it works and if you just got out of a relationship then give your self some time and think about why it did not work out to better your chances to make it right the next time

Holy Fuc
king Shit. Seriously. If you don't want to read a book, leave now. Jeff bought a new router today. It works great with his computer, and his playstation, but started a chain reaction that lead to his mom's computer to melt down. I kind of feel like its my fault for telling Jeff to buy the router, even though it had nothing to do with it in the end. The router wasn't even hooked up when it happened. It just all happened after he turned off the old router and tried to change a wireless setting. The issue dates back to one of those fucking mini-cameras. Those things are fucking terrible for your computer. They never install right and always end up corrupting. It happened to mine, and it happened out of the blue like it happened to her. I feel so bad. She has all of her pictures already backed up onto her iPod though, so she shouldn't have an issue. She is just has no idea how technology works and doesn't know what to think about this. Jeff doesn't like it either. I'm scared. I don't wa

My Superman
The innocent bond between a child and her parents is taken for granted. Knowing that your parent(s) are to always be there. Always making sure to include the infamous, "no matter what, I will always love you". Hoping to shelter the child from the harsh reality that one day, they as parents will no longer be there. There comes a day when the small delicate soul will grow into an adult generally reflecting the teachings, love, etc the parents instilled. When this time comes, roles are usually reversed. It is now the parent's time to confide in the child for support through those hard times. It's now the child's turn to hold her parent(s) hand up the stairs, through the living room, to the car. Truly inevitable that at some point we as children must take care of our parents. Thinking about this is definitely hard. But it's a reality I live every day. When I was a little girl sitting on my daddy's lap, time stood still. Not a single thing was ever able to come between the bond of father

My Body
for every level i move up on here i will add to pic's. but if you want to see a special pic or want a very special pic made then i want in return either a 7 day blast, 1 happy hour, or a bling pack. you get to decide what iam doing in the pic of course. ;)

Update 1/22
Well, today we were told an answer to a the question we needed to hear "How long?" I suppose there is no good answer and no matter what they tell you it's a crapshoot and can be off by a year or two (longer) or sometimes a few months earlier. Our answer was "about a year". 365 fucking days! Of course they are going to do a bone scan because of lingering back pain. There is a great possibility the cancer has spread into the bones. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The brain, lungs and adrenal gland is not enough? A healthy man who walked 2 miles a day after breaking his hip less than a year ago. I dont understand. I dont know why I am giving strangers updates on my dad, I guess it's an outlet for me. Please bear with me.

Trailer Love
I really thought that you did love me That day you clocked me in da face. You said my fried up chili chitlins Turned out to be a pure disgrace I thought you were, like, all romantic When you unloaded in my hair. You've left me feeling sad and frantic, Your crusted jizz is still in there. I really loved the way you touched me With your size 13 army boot, The way we shared together needles Was just so ultimately cute I thought you were the one and only, You even had my email addy I want you livin in my trailer And be my 16th baby daddy But now my life is done and over You've turned it into livin hell The day you told me that youve knocked up That ugly skank from Taco Bell

Proof That Some People Are Too Dumb To Live ~
Clotheslined! 2008 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (13 January 2008, Florida) A 37-year-old man was killed trying to cross the Manasota Key drawbridge on his motorcycle. Wearing only swim trunks and sneakers, the man was seen racing at high speed towards the gap as the bridge began to open. Bridge designers had anticipated such lunacy and invented the crossing guard. The closing gates swept him off his Suzuki and over the side of the bridge, into the water and out of the gene pool. By a twist of fate, the motorcycle continued up the ramp and made it across to the other side! Not a Shred of Sense 2008 Darwin Award Nominee Unconfirmed by Darwin The ambulance responded to a frantic call concerning a neighbor's trip through an industrial tree shredder. It seems the individual had decided to prune his own trees, rather than hire a professional. Why not? After all, the local shop rented shredders that could make quick work of yard debris

How Explain The Miracle Of Light?
How explain the miracle of light? A lamp's a miracle, refueled or no. Nor is there aught that ought be more than night, Unless some unmade maker make it so. Know that nothing is but miracles, Kindled from the void we know not how; And God, if God there be, the greatest miracle, Here within the sepulcher of now.

How Do You Live Your Life?
You Live Your Life Silently You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot! You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable. How Do You Live Your Life?

You Will Alway's Be In My Heart ~ I Love You My Friend~
We Have Lost A Dear Friend On Fubar she went by 719Brat but, those that knew her, know her as Natalie Johnson. Engaged To Chris Green aka Mullet Muncher & Colonel's Best Friend Since 2nd grade. She Was and Always Will Be A Very Sweet & Wonderful Person. She passed away yesterday Jan. 27 2009 From Pulmonary Edema at the age off 33. She has battled it for A number of years now, we take comfort her struggle is now over and she rest's in peace Please Pray For Her Family(3 Kids) and Fiancee They Were To Be Married In March After His Stationing @ Fort Carson in Colorado Springs, Colorado where she was living but, from Augusta, Ga This Was Her Fubar Profile Below 719brat@ fubar This Bulletin Brought To You By "Colonel" Fubars "MOST" Finest@ fubar

This Is So Bad
One day, a farmer was tending to his livestock when he noticed that one of his cows was completely cross-eyed. He called up a veterinarian friend of his who told him to bring in his cow. The vet took one look at the cow, stuck a tube up the cow's butt, and blew into the tube until the cow's eyes straightened out. The vet charged the farmer a hundred bucks, and the farmer went home happy. About a week later, the cow's eyes were cross-eyed again, but this time the farmer figured he could probably take care of it himself. So he called his hired hand over, and together they put a tube up the cow's butt. The farmer put his lips to the tube and started to blow. Strangely, nothing happened, so he asked his hired hand to give it a try. The hired hand removed the tube, turned it around, put it in the cow's butt and started to blow. "What are you doing?" asked the farmer, horrified. "Well, I wasn't gonna use the side that YOU had put your lips on."

A Note From Me
I"M written this blog today to fill in my family and friends that care.. I'm not sure how much i will be around. if i dont chat with you its nothing personal . MY real life family is going thru some very hard times right now.. we are one of the many American who are losing there home due to high payment and my H losing hour at work. we are with a company that will not work with us and would rather us walk away from the house then help us.. it a very scary time for me as i have 3 boys i have to protect. But with that said the scary part of all of this is we have no means of getting another home . so i have been working on trying to get a plan together for my family. I come here not for pity but for my family and friend to just understand that I'm very stressed out and trying to hold my chin up the best i can. sometimes this place his the only thing i have . anyhow pls keep us in your thoughts.and I'm so thankful for the friends and my very close family on here you are my b

Border Jumpers.
jesus christ. so not too long ago in illinios at a BP refinery or some shit, a bunch of undocumented (illegal) immigrants got busted. well this talk show my station produces is on right now discussing this shit. they got a preacher dude and some other cat bitching that it was unjust and wrong that these people got busted and arrested and shit. the preacher dude says it was done arbitrarily. and that most of these people are pillars in the commnuity and that they may even have spouses that are legal citizens and children that were born here. well. tough titties. YOU ARE AN ILLEGAL. YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO BE HERE. SORRY. YOU BROKE THE RULES. LIED. TOOK JOBS FROM LEGAL CITIZENS. SO SORRY CHARLIE...or gonzalas.....or pedro or whoever. i cant believe their arguements though. 'these people have been here for years. they should be exempt.' what the fuck. seriously. illegal is illegal. ive done all kinds of illegal shit under the radar for years. so that means im exempt?

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Audio Online, Dru Boogie's O&a Remix Cd, Jim Norton And Artie Lange - Tickets On Sale
Tuesday Opie and Anthony Links: New Boobs On RateMyWOW, New Audio Online, Dru Boogie's O&A Remix CD, Jim Norton and Artie Lange - Tickets on Sale NOW!, Lots of New Videos Online

Stupid Secret Admirer
I thought I would share with you my internal monologue when I came back to my hotel this evening. *open fubar* Oh great I have 32 new messages I bet 30 of them are from that stupid secret admirer thing. *opens mail* Oh look I was right, god I'm smart. *clicks first one* Oof not much of a selection here, well if it isn't her or her I don't care who it is. *15 minutes of clicking and dissapointment* Why the hell do i still have to open all the rest of these. *10 minutes* "You have a new secret admirer" OH FFS DOES IT EVER END?!?!?!

Something's Missing
I'm feeling such a vacancy, I don't feel whole Wish I could put my finger on it but I don't know what it is I looked in every place I could seek Tried to find the missing part of me I can't explain this feeling Feels like I'm on the wrong journey going in circles And I ain't even going nowhere I'm lost in the middle of nowhere Something is missing Can't somebody help me? I'm missing a part of me Show me what's missing I'm in the dark room in a bad position I'm looking for the light to restore my vision 'Cause I'm walking blind i keep falling down , I can't find my way I can't explain this feeling Feels like I'm leaving something behind Can't think straight, something's on my mind Can't pay attention cause I'm all so broke Can't find the words 'cause they've all been spoke The answer's gonna be right in my face, What I'm gonna do to fill this empty space. Something's Missing

Hardships
I was talking recently to one of the people that stayed at the hotel. He said that Americans are spoiled, hence why they dont care about each other. Hardship really makes humans care for each other. Because politics is not a workplace discussion, I had to bite my tongue. Hardship may make SOME people care about others, in general, it brings out the most primal, basic instincts in humans. When I was little, and there was a huge economic crisis in Russia, people turned into animals. Ugly, selfish animals that would destroy anything and everyone in their path to get a piece of meat thrown into their cage. Every time there would be some food or clothes appearing on the shelves, they would cut in lines, causing fights; swear at each other, accuse each other of vilest things, etc. People were ugly inside and outside, callous and unfriendly. Jealousy and envy were the #1 thing on people's minds, causing back stabbing, rumors, and other shit. The only positive thing abou

Foundry Cams: Dirty Little Girl Boob-fest With Burn Halo
Holy boobs! Nyluh, Luxie, and Hayden from FOUNDRY CAMS have some of the most impressive bosoms we have seen in ANY of our videos EVER, and they're showcasing them prominently in this new video for "Dirty Little Girl" by BURN HALO. You will never see more surgically-altered bosom-shaking young ladies in a three minute video. Take our word for it! Excellent editing by our own Jon. CLICK THE PIC TO SEE THE DIRTY LITTLE GIRLS Then, of course, when you're finished drooling all over your nice new faux-vintage t-shirt, head on over to FOUNDRY CAMS and chat with Nyluh, Luxie, and Hayden LIVE on webcam! Special thanks to BURN HALO Bands and labels, if you want YOUR music featued in a FOUNDRY CAMS video, you should send your CDs and press kits to: FoundryMusic c/o DFL MEDIA, LLC PO Box 257 Millington, NJ 07946

Can I Give You Some Advice From A Guy's Point Of View?
Valentine's Day is around the corner, for couples it's the big thing for them , for singles, some would use this oppertunity to tell the other half about their feelings while others just hate this day exisits. I want to say a few things on what to expect and what to do and what not to do. If you don't want to read this i suggest you leave now. If you do read this and you think i'm a chump who don't have a life...... F#@k You, I don't care about your opinion. Before I begin I want to say this is not internet bashing. 1) If you are currently separated from your husband and if you have or haven't file for divorce and thinking about seeing other men. Make sure your mind is clear on what you want. If the guy tell you his feelings and you're not sure about dating at the moment. Let him down gently and explain your reasons on why you don't want to date him. Don't make it sound that you are confused about what is going on with your life in many cases you don't know what you are

Patches
This is why patches is the worlds most awesome leprechaun Candace: in the words of harvey danger..your only bored if your boring Ian R: Then I'm bored A LOT Candace: hahaha Candace: Ian R: You were supposed to pick me up there and be like U? Nahhhhh. Thanks alot Candace: HAHAHA not gonna happen Candace: you put yourself in that hole you can dig yourself out Candace: Ian R: I see that Ian R: And OMG I HATE YOU Ian R: Wanna have my babies?????? Candace: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA Candace: omg that was amazing Ian R: That's what she said! ---------------------------------------------------------- he hates me because my status says "hate me like you mean it. i kinda like it "

Ma Latest Kickbutt Poem To Know Where Ma Head Is At
there i am looking for answers touring though fubar and i run across Poetic Suicide how ironic tat poetry should be ma downfall when i wrote before it was of saving now i write of da opposite that is ironic isnt it opposite of good it is bad or evil that i am evil evil evil i thought i was a fool for no one, but oooh baby im a fool for you thats status of Poetic Suicide n' i know i was a fool. merely coincidence? i know what i must do life is so full of inconsistency that is ironic too that i am deliberately stating the truth that i am and i should not be if life is to win, i must not it is just paradoxical that i should be here ha i emailed dis to a friend he wont even answer

For My Fu Friends
i'm going to be away for 2 weeks wanted to say ty all for everything and i enjoy talking to you. i hope we will see each other again. until then lvl me i want to be a disciple. miss you all talk to you soon.

It's Auto Time Again!
As most of you Fubees know i cant post bully's oh well what ever and yeah it's got more to do with than Hijackin that morons post's anywho I have this auto on till 9 am est tomorrow and as you can see i chose angel instead of the dark side lol. Why did i choose this that's an easy one i know i can use a few pimp outs a day to help other members scroll across the top of your screen not sure what else its good for but tht was the deciding factor for me you all know i love to pimp friends out Im almost there but i sure as hell can use your help to get there rate downrate anything i dont care a point is a point is how ive always looked at it , Ive had some help from some fantastic friend's and family yea ill put the links here click on each one please add fan and rate them President Lincoln©~Fat Sonnys' Proud Uncle~OWNER of VIGILANTE RADIO~blank requests get denied@ fubar ▓ℜainbowBriteKill@▓© GoddessOfGraphicKillaz&DangerousCurvesMember@ fubar M

Winter Blonde
As a trucker stops for a red light, a blonde catches up. She jumps out Of her car, runs up to his truck, and knocks on the door. The trucker lowers the window, and she says "Hi, my name is Heather and You are losing some of your load." The trucker ignores her and proceeds down the street. When the truck stops for another red light, the girl catches up again. She jumps out of her car, runs up and knocks on the door. Again, the trucker lowers the window. As if they've never spoken, the Blonde says brightly, "Hi my name is Heather, and you are losing some Of your load!" Shaking his head, the trucker ignores her again and continues down the Street. At the third red light, the same thing happens again. All out of breat H, the blonde gets out of her car, runs up, knocks On the truck door. The trucker rolls down the window. Again she Says "Hi, my name is Heather, and you are losing some of your load!" When the light turns green the trucker

Friday, Feb. 20
Totally made up news: Financial matters are in the news again today as the banking industry downgrades Bank of America and Citigroup to junk bond status (not made up). The US treasury has decided to forgo the use of money, and in turn we will be using something that currently has more value than the US dollar: rocks. That's right ladies and gentlemen, pull out your picks because at this rate dirt will be more valuable than our currency before long. Saddle your cows and start hauling the goods. Today in history: In 1792 U.S. President George Washington signed the Postal Service Act thereby creating the U.S. Post Office. Parts of the act establish several foundational rules for the post office, including the rule that they will always have at least a twenty minute wait, and all employees must eventually go crazy. In 1880 the American Bell Company was incorporated. They never made any Bells. Ever. Well, maybe the ones in the phones, but no real bells. Sad day for bells everywh

Movie Game
Ok, I'm going to say a line or two from a movie and you see if you know what movie. I won't make it very long..no sense in sitting here forever! enjoy. Please post your comments with the answers. There might be a reward in answering them correctly!! Also all movies are newly released within the last 5 yrs with the exception of 2. Good Luck & Enjoy!! 1. I had my eyes opened. I came to realize that I had more to offer this world than just making things that blow up. And that is why, effective immediately, I am shutting down the weapons manufacturing division of Stark Industries. 2. If I was going to kill you, I'd have done it when you walked to your car this morning and been gone by the time your body hit the sidewalk. But right now all you can this about is your family. And this is making you desperate. Desperate men do stupid things. Without the suppressor, this weapon will sound like a Howitzer going off in here. And... I don't leave witnesses. 3. Do you want to know why

A Girl Has To Be Sneaky .....
slight of hand now you see it now you dont sitting next to me all snuggled up on the couch watching a movie never noticing where my hand has stolen to until you feel my hand caress your stomach up to tease and torment your nipples soliciting from your lips that moan of pleasure music to my ears letting me know you like it and want more a girl has to be sneaky to find your secret spots so we can tease you into pleasure

I Need To Let This Out...
for those who don't know this.. my grandma passed away on christmas day.. and i have had a really hard time letting it go.. i don't want to let her go i want to hold on to her forever... how do u get better from this? i was fine until this past saturday i was at work and i felt this presence on my right i thought a good friend of mine that had passed which i just found out he's still around.. i thought it was him... then i start to think... my family is in texas.. she would of visted me last because i'm in florida... i need to get this out because i don't need it to build up.. someone help me and tell me what to do cuz i have no idea anymore

Paul Revere
Will someone tell me why after all the shit i've been through i still know EVERY DAMN WORD TO THIS SONG????? Now here's a little story, I've got to tell About three bad brothers, you know so well It started way back in history With Adrock, M.C.A., and me, Mike D. Been had a little horsy named Paul Revere Just me and my horsy and a quart of beer Riding across the land, kicking up sand Sheriff's posse on my tail cause I'm in demand One lonely Beastie I be All by myself, with nobody The sun is beating down on my baseball hat The air is gettin' hot, the beer is getting flat Lookin' for a girl, I ran into a guy His name is M.C.A., I said, "Howdy", he said, "Hi" He told a little story, that sounded well rehearsed Four days on the run and that he's dying of thirst The brew was in my hand, and he was on my tip His voice was hoarse, his throat was dry, he asked me for a sip He said, "Can I get some?" I said, "You can't get none!" Had a chance to run Pulled out his sh

On Addiction.
What's it going to take to feel clean again? My hands and knees are soiled. What's it going to take to feel love again? These memories make my blood boil. What's it going to take to feel strong again? In weakness I fall apart. What's it going to take to feel peace again? No harmony, no calm in my heart. What's it going to take to feel hunger again? Bitter emptiness sets in. What's it going to take to feel proud again? Haunted by some unholy sin.

A Man Of Honor ...
Sometimes I sit back in my chair and watch the people go by I see them milling about doing their daily routines or I watch them in chat rooms. They build this illusion around them that all is great and they are perfect, when in fact the world isn't perfect and neither are they , If you point out a persons flaws or chink in their armor, some will come at you with harsh words, trying to cut you to the quick. I sometimes wonder if I ever really knew those people at all.. People are not perfect, we have flaws, That is called" being human," We're human beings. Could that be why , I seem to be , attracted to soldiers? Soldiers don't hide their flaws. They focus on compensating for them, building up their strengths. They have it drilled into them they are masters of the word "compensate"! That should be a word we teach our kids... Stop trying to teach kids to be perfect. I believe soldiers and kids can be pu

Dreams
The doctor said the reason I could never remember my dreams -is because I wasn't having them. Right as I was about to enter REM sleep, the deep sleep where dreams occur, I would stop breathing and wake up. Its the reason I was always so tired. Then -the respiratory therapist who was showing me how to use the c-pap machine explained a study done on cats, where their sleep was interupted right as they slipped into REM sleep. Eventually the cats suffered heart failure and died. Ughh - Anyway - Dreams are cool, and waking up wide awake is cool. Muah!!!

Think About This Before You Buy A Ticket To Any Fetish Ball
How do you spend your money on your kink entertainment experience? Do you spend it going to big events like balls? If so do these facts make you want to attend certain events? Does it support your community - meaning do the producers and/or promoters interact with your community on a regular basis? Do they donate space, time and coverage to information from the local groups or do they just use the members for free labor without thanks? Does it support any charities you believe in? Or all the profits just for themselves? Does it treat you like a welcomed guest or just promise you stuff included in your ticket price that is NEVER what they said? Does it show real fetish related stuff or just do show ponies [and not in the cool PonyPlay way]? Do the other attendees come from local groups or is it just a bunch of lookie loos and the soley Stand and Model crowd? Does it have a "pretty people" contest where the same folks from the same crowd win every time? What do

First Letter Game
1. What is your name: Pixie is what i go by in Rl so thats what I'll use. 2. A four letter wordunk 3. A boy's nameatric 4. A girl's name: Pixie 5. An occupation: Painter 6. A colour: Purple 7. Something you wear: Pants 8. A food: Plums 9. Something found in the bathroom: Plunger 10. A place: Paradise 11. A reason for being late: Pregnant 12. Something you shout: Please 13. A movie title: Pocahontas 14. Something you drink: Passion 15. A musical group: Pearl jam 16. An animal: Panda 17. A street name: Pensacola 18. A type of car: Pinto 19. The title of a song: Purple rain

Parking Space
Stop honking your damn horn! He shouted this as if the other drivers could hear him or even cared. The car slowly crept to a complete halt on the already crowded freeway that had now become a true parking lot for the south bound lane. Normally this situation would have gone unnoticed since there are three lanes. But this was not a normal day. Two of the lanes had been shut down for repairs for the last two weeks and now the shoulder was even non-existent. The traffic behind him was really piling up fast. He was not quite sure but he thought he may have even heard accident happen a ways back. If only he had done that tune up he thought. He began a slow decent in his mind. Going to a place where the car horns faded and the shouting diminished. He reached over and opened his glove box and reached for the .38 special he kept for safety. With the revolver tucked into his jacket pocket he exited the car. Standing for a moment to absorb the situation he sighed heavily and turned t

Treading Messy Waters
I was feeling on edge today even though I had posted some stuff this past weekend. Venting some frustration about how people treated me. Strangers that have no respect for others as if they are more in the way rather than how they wanted to be treated. Now that I keep encounter shit that reminds me of how messed up stuff can be. I try to be strong when I get pushed down by being angry with my self esteem. Not feeling so safe about myself when I go to work or out just hanging around. I know posting some blogs is more for the author rather than the reader. Considering the type of social networking site this was made. I think the notion that people come up to someone with can be confused by lust or a goal to try to be the hottest. I don't try to invest any type of money into this stuff cause its flaky. It does nothing to better us nor does it make me feel any better to prove that I am better than you. I think my goal is to just be me. Wondering what people think about me c

I Guess I Will Never Understand Dudes...
So... apparently if you are nice enough to talk to a guy online who just happens to live within 200 miles of you... you are automatically agreeing to have sex with him. I didn't know this was the case, but I have found out recently over the last year or so that this applies to EVERY SINGLE DUDE. The most pathetic thing is when a guy just invites himself to come in your area and 'meet up'... yeah, um, thanx for inviting yourself to my house, now go fuck yourself. Why in God's name are guys like that? Then you're a bitch or prude if you're like "whoa whoa, wait, just because I'm talking to you about whatever does not mean I'm agreeing to fuck you"... And if guys want to say that girls are the same way let me point out a very very pliable fact. A vibrator can get a girl off every time, guys can't. So the main reason a girl tries to come after a guy is because the bank or resources is running low and they want to hook someone as a 'just in case'. I'm not like that, I'm also not someone

Top O' The Mornin'
-> O'DEREK&CA...: Am I Like, what? GAY!? Why, yes, i am. Basically, the game i said were going to play, is Buttdarts. Youre going to lube yourself up, and let me get a running start at your rectal cavity. I will run at ludicros speed, and hope to penetrate your bowels with the Schwartz O'DEREK&CA...: no are you like -> O'DEREK&CA...: Were any of them Gay BArs? O'DEREK&CA...: well that was my wife speaking now i am have a good day from djcrawler i was a dj 6lounges in 2007 one now -> O'DEREK&CA...: inside we both know whats been going on..WE KNOW THE GAME AND WERE GONNA PLAY IT! -> O'DEREK&CA...: weve known each other for so long....your hearts been aching, but youre too shy to say it -> O'DEREK&CA...: look, a full commitments what im thinking of. You wouldnt get this from any other guy. O'DEREK&CA...: ok god bless you -> O'DEREK&CA...: never gonna make you cry, never gonna say good bye... -> O'DEREK&CA...: i just wanna tell you how im feeling O'DEREK&CA.

I Wanna Feel
I WANNA FEEL THE MAGIC FLOATING IN THE AIR, WALK HAND AND HAND UNDER THE MOON LIGHT LAY FOR HOURS AND WATCH THE STARS DANCE ACROSS THE SKY SWEPT AWAY LAYING THERE IN YOUR ARMS BY THE BEATING OF YOUR HEART THE WHOLE WORLD JUST FADES AWAY SUDDENLY I'M MELTING INTO YOU THERE'S NOTHING LEFT TO PROVE I WANT TO BE CAUGHT UP IN YOUR TOUCH SLOWLY AND STEADY RUSHING OVER ME MY HEART IS WAKING UP AS ALL THE WALLS COME TUMBLING DOWN THERE'S NO NEED FOR WORDS I'M CLOSER THAN I'VE EVER FELT BEFORE BABY, ALL I NEED IS TO BE CAUGHT UP IN YOUR TOUCH ISN'T THAT THE WAY LOVE IS SUPPOSE TO BE SING TO ME THE SONG OF THE STARS

Fuckin Whores Or Lack Of
cherry bomb was semi successful, glad i was able to hit all the friends that i did if i missed you i`m sorry, don`t take it as a personal stab, i was just following who was in mmms and my bartab you mummerfuckers need to get some e z rate folders, most of you non whores have a largest folder of 14 thank you tew for the bomb, love ya lady

How Well Do You Really Want To Know Me?
So I got hooked up with a new chiropractor, because my last one bled me dry, he's a friend of my friend so he's being sensitive to my needs; no job and serious back injury We're looking at my x-ray and he's talking about how they looked for signs of cancer, arthritis, bone spurs, etc...then calmly assured my nervous self I had none. But then he points to this large black mass all around my spine, to which I start to freak out about wondering what horrible thing that could be and he turns to me and says, "This is your intestines, they aren't usually this dark." I immediately start thinking the worse and he turns to me without skipping a beat and asks, "How are your bowel movements?" And that is when he switched from being my friend's friend to my doctor, or else I would have died of embarrassment. Oh and he put me on a diet of high water content fruit for breakfast, so I'm noshing on grapes and watermelon I picked up from the store this morning. So how's your week b

Yes
I am tired and feeling nervous because dealing with people who have baggage and stress in their lives they tend to snap at you and so what happens is they take it out on me and that is sometimes called drama. So I have to get away from this drama and baggage and stress that some fubar friends might be under or otherwise they snap at me. lol

My Life Being Royally Screwed Up
I have no idea what I have done in my life for so many people to treat me wrong. Hell I sleep in my car at least for this week until Friday. Ok I stand currented my wife is being told that she has to stay with her mother and not me by a doctor. Now what right does a doctor have to tell someone that at all. I honestly think she hates homeless people which means she would hate me. Im on the verge of going to jail over a stupid restraining order that is on me from my mother in-law. My mother in-law is a real piece of work too she gets awarded a order on me over mental issues and something I didn't do. I honestly don't understand what I have done to have this happen to me in the last few months of the last year into now. I just wish none of it ever happen but thats just a wish. What I really wish is that someone would help me out by getting rid of this crap cause I am sick of it and I really don't need another panic attack cause I don't think my heart can take it especially when it already

Wtf Suck!!!!
What is it about fubar that makes everything so easy to talk? Is it the fact that they are 3000miles away, or that you on Fubar are safe from being shy, nervous, awkward convo's, and the choice of who you talk to? What do you do when you do like this person? Do you really know them, or are they fake? And if you believe they are real (90% of Fubarians aren't) and they like you to, what then? Most have lives that you will never be in, agenda's that don't include you, goals that over see you, and skin you will never touch. What feeling do you get from all that? Pain, rejection, loss, and a fantsy that will never happen. Do you continue going on with it? Or do you accpet it as it is and just enjoy being friends? Don't tell me i'm gong to deep into this cus i know who i am, and thats what i do. You don't like it STFU and get off my F*ckn blog. I don't do this to be ragged on, i do it for others thoughts. So if you feel like writing stupid sh*t you will be the only one enjoyin

The Misery Of My Dying Heart...
The Misery Of My Dying Heart… not even a new love could ever resurrect this cold hearted soul; that lives in pain everyday looking through nothing but the shattered glass as the rain continues to drop down deeper and deeper until his unwanted pulse is coughing up blood again and now that the candle is lit to perfection and ready to drip the thoughts of loneliness away; I sit back with a glass of Whiskey and begin to slip into an unconsciousness as all those wasted out prayers I've prayed over the years seem to get more silent from me and I've come to a point where my lack of faith does me no good anymore; just as wishing on empty promises left themselves to fly back to Heaven where I truly don't belong; the misery of my dying heart is now left for dead before the clouds come up again so now the non existent flowers begin to rise over my own grave and I wait for my own fate to see past all of the mistakes that I have mad

Underneath The Same Moon
Shadows of the night Moving on the ground Like silent clouds They follow me, around As I wonder through the dark Through the midnight mist Remembering our last kiss Do you know how much you're missed Tonight I stand in this lonely place And I've searched the heavens for some saving grace And I cry, dieing without you I know you're somewhere looking up there too. Right now that's all two distant hearts can do At least we're underneath, underneath the same moon Picturing your face Flowers in your hair Like you always wear Ohh, I can see you there. Longing to be touched But you're out of reach Ohhh, hold on please Wont you wait for me. Tonight I stand in this lonely place And I've searched the heavens for some saving grace And I cry, dieing without you I know you're somewhere looking up there too. Right now that's all two distant hearts can do At least we're underneath, underneath the same moon Shadows of the night Moving on the ground Like silent c

Wtf
Have you ever had someone who you really care for but they do not reciprocate, and then they tell you to your face that they finally found someone who is the dating type, and all you wanna do is scream WTF. I've been there when you're happy and sad, cool or mad, driving you home when you've had too much to drink and not try anything, listen to you go on about the guys in your life while you try on every outfit in the store, but I guess that stuff doesn't count.

Present Your Id Please
We'll today I went in to buy some smokes. yA YA i know I need to quit. My kids ( 14yr, 13yr,5yr) sat in the truck which I parked right infront of the door. I walked in and no one was in there and I got carded. I gave the lady my drivers license she read my birthdate out loud then looked over to the other lady ( who I knew) and she noded. The one lady had a funny look on her face like she couldn't believe my age. I got back in the truck and was thinking wtf. My kids started laughing and telling me the lady who looked at my license gave me a funny look like she couldn't believe my age. I looked at my son and said ahh so I guess I don't have any bags under my eyes today lol. He laughed and said nope. It's been a while since I've been carded just kinda shocked me. It did make me feel alittle better though since Im turning 31 in May.

Blaze
Do NOT threaten Anon... Simple Straight(well, HES not) And shows what a pussy clowns really are=] ß£AZΣ: Sag...: I would cut your balls off punk bitch ->ß£AZΣ: Sag...: If i paint my ballsack to look like a lotus blossom will you finally shove it back down your throat, and STFU? You best serve the world, silent. ->ß£AZΣ: Sag...: ill GTFO of your shoutbox, if you let me in your SHITBOX again ß£AZΣ: Sag...: get out my shoutbox you faggot ->ß£AZΣ: Sag...: Good dir, methinks i woudl LOVE to slide my sausage in those manly ass globes of yours=] Blaze, The Dead Faggot™@ fubar

Good Lord....
I`m in a bad mood. I hate that person. I`m just gonna go chew some fucking gum. Like seriously I`m just going to chew some gum and let her take what she wants. Eh see if I care. Let her one up me what ever. I`m just sad and disappointed right now I suppose.... ....Update..... Oh sweet...my point still wasnt made across

Dream Of You
As I laid down last night, I thought of you I thought of your smile, a shine so bright As I thought of your smile, I noticed your eyes Eyes that burn with love like fire I thought of how your sexy lips taste So soft and sweet as delicious strawberries Juicy from the hot summer sun of June As I thought of your lips I heard your voice So calm and tender, innocent as a young child As it brings silence to the songs that birds sing as you begin to speak Then I started seeing the physique of your body Fragile as china doll, beautiful and delicate Wanting to be held by my tender and loving arms That’s when I saw you lying next to me Our bodies flesh to flesh, your skin soft as velvet As I glanced deep into your eyes you released intimate desires, that have lived long within my soul That’s when I saw you give me your body to hold copyright jas 2008

Here Is My Attempt.
Today you make me the happiest man, because in marriage, you give me your hand. I promise to love you for all of my days, until death do us part, still a long time away. I vow to you now in front of family and friends, I'll stay beside you, through thick and through thin. You mean more to me, than my own life My lover, my friend, my faithful wife. Only a lucky few find true love twice in their lives. I can now say that I am one of those few, Because you've said the two greatest words to me...I Do. So now I'll repeat them to you, my love so true. To everything asked of me, I say I Do

Time With The Family ...
Today is my birthday as most of you that know me know already ... spent time online with Harley which is never enuf ... i crave that man ... went to High Point NC to see some friends and pick matt my 14 year old up .. he had stayed the weekend with them .... we cooked out ... had cake and ice cream ... which was omg more than i eat in a week ... but meh .. a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do right ... i took one for the team ... anywho... matt asked if we could go fishing ...... and i said ummmm hell yes ... he ended up catching two fish and was loving it ... i took becca to the playground there right on the water ....... was so beautiful ...... i sent Harley pics all day and texts so he would be sorta there ya know ... we are working hard at being together even so far away ... soon that wont be an issue ... yay... I so want to show Harley and our son who is with him ... the south ... one of these days id love to take them and spend time showing them all the things that live in my

Back Stabber Or Looking To Get Me Fired?
There is this girl who works where I do and she's a school bus driver. She has her nose in everyones business but her own. People have told her over the radio to mind her own business and she is known as an ass kisser. She's been with the company for 10 yrs. Anyhow, I had went through training on Wheelchair lifts by this company and the other company I work for as well. I went 1 wk with Durham and then 2 wks with the other company I'm with. That is 3 wks of damned training on wheelchair lifts and although I don't claim to be an expert I know what I'm doing. This teacher came over to the bus...he always starts working the lift. He isn't supposed to. I told him so in a polite manner and also asked him to please not tighten the strap on the lift cause it set the alarm off last time he did this. He went to this bus driver after I left and told her I jumped all over him. She knows me and knows I am not like that...that I am tactful at how I would have asked him. Well, instead of coming

My Life Story Part 3
I arrived at Fonda's house and moved in with her and my niece and nephews. They had bought the house I grew up in, but had been rebuilt after a housefire in which Rita burned the original house down with most of the pictures and other things of momma . Anyways, I hooked back up with alot of my old friends. This turned out to be a bad thing. We were all older now and drugs and alcohol were more available. A large group of us met on a gravel road not far from the high school we attended each morning. We all sat around and drank and got high every morning. Then one morning, we all got really wasted and took off for school. 3 of my friends were the last to leave. They were still smoking a joint and they were going slow to finish it. They got to the railroad tracks and dropped the joint. Being wasted, they did not even notice they were on the tracks. They had the music cranked and did not even hear the train coming. They were struck by the train. My good friend Curtis Bradford was killed, a

Kittys Hosting An Auction! Wooooot!
DJ Sexy Kitty Is hosting an auction!If you would like to be in it sign up by Tuesday April 14th @ 2pm EST. Auction will begin April 14th @ 6pm EST. Join in plz! Send Me a Pm With a picture of you that you want used & What you will be offering. Entry fee will be 2,500 fubucks. And the starting bids will all be 15K. I will also make you bullys to post for when the auction starts! Click the Pic Below to Go Enter!!!!!

The End To This Adventure.
this adventure has come to a tire screeching hault. i will have to say that what you hear about swift is most likely true. i know they have done me wrong in more than one way in the past 15 months with them. i just got kicked out do to a lieing dm (driver manager). yea i know, what one doesnt lie lol. so now im out looking for another trucking job that i can possiblly get. i know itll be tough do to the economy but i cant really sit here and do nothing.

Good Lovers..
Somehow I have been fortunate to have three very good lovers in my life .... it is not their sexual prowess that makes them good lover, though they are certainly nothing to sneeze at, and many would have to go a long way to top any one them, that is not their secret to a good lover, it is them themselves. But it is the other elements that make them special: their compassion, their kindness, their intelligence, and even their psychic ability to somehow know when I need them the most.I no say I was in love with any of them,they just to me made great lovers. My lovers have all been gracious enough to place me in a high position in their lives, to make me feel wanted, sexy, needed, that is truly a high honor for any human. For when a person knows they are accepted and wanted, there is no greater ego booster. And in return they get back tenfold of what they give to me for I feel free to share myself with them.What do they do that is special: they give to me their time, their attention a co

And A Person Behind Those Nasty Fake Accounts Is...
Jai When someone made a nasty Russian Slutt accnt, posting all my private info, the IP address was from his computer, resulting in him getting deleted. Ash and I were just talking about the stupid cowardly fake Cunty Cunt aka Slut profile, and I told her how I STRONGLY suspect that it is Jai. Not even 5 mins later, the Slut logs off, and Jai, who hasn't been on in a while...logs in. Speak of the devil! I am rarely wrong when it comes to my intuition (cuppyfake scandal, lol), and I KNOW it is him. People, beware of Greeks bearing gifts. The guy is an unstable psycho...

Hand Job
A guy walks into a pub and sees a sign hanging over the bar which reads: Cheese Sandwich: $1.50 Chicken Sandwich: $2.50 Hand Job: $5.00 Checking his wallet for the necessary payment, he walks up to the bar and beckons to one of the three exceptionally attractive blondes serving drinks to an eager-looking group of men. "Yes?" she enquires with a knowing smile, "Can I help you?" "I was wondering", whispers the man, "are you the one who gives the hand-jobs?" "Yes" she purrs "I am." The man replies "Well wash your fucking hands, I want a cheese sandwich!"

Evil Never Dies For Life....
MY E.N.D SISTERS BEING ONE OF YOU IS AWESOME...I CAN STAND UP FOR MYSELF AGAIN...HAVING FAMILY IS EVERY THING TO ME...WHEN PPL START TO BASH US I PUT MY FOOT DOWN AND TELL THEM TO BACK US THEY HAVE NO CLUE WHO OR WHAT WE ARE...I OR FAMILY WE TAKE CARE OF OUR SISTERS IN NEED ....IF BY PHONE,NET GOING TO SEE EACH OTHER HELL THAT WORKS TOOI HAVE TOLD PPL THAT I AM EVIL NEVER DIES AND THEY JUST GIVE ME A WIERD FACE AND TELL ME TO GET A LIFE...I TELL THEM THAT E.N.D IS MY LIFE PLUS THEY ARE MORE FAMILY TO ME THEN ANY THING..I LOVE MY SISTERS VERY MUCH...I KNOW THAT ONE DAY I WELL GET TO MEET ALL OF MY SISTERS....DAMN WHEN WE ALL GET TOGETHER WATCH OUT WORLD GET IN OUR WAY I FELL SORRY FOR YOU HA HA...WE ARE GOING TO TAKE OVER THIS BIG OLD WORLD NO MAN IS GOING TO STOP US AND FOR OUR LIL ONES THAT IS RIGHT THEY WELL FOLLOW US TOO...

People
Why do people have make themself look trashy to get peoples attention? Do they think it's cute? Is it to make themself feel better? I just don't understand. I personally don't thinks its attractive. And then they have pics of their kids up, come on.

Emotional Bonds
First off: Let's discuss this new blog editor. Its not really "new" is a Javascript Toolkit called TinyMCE. I've used it in some of my web applications. I had suggested that TinyMCE be droped into Fubar back when it was still Lost Chery, A message I sent to both BabyJesus and Support. I'm a tad annoyed at the fact that I was ignored for my professional oppinion. But I'm also amused at the fact that TinyMCE was implemented anyway, because it shows that I was right. The meat of this meet: Throughout my life, and more so in recent years, I have discovered a commonplace, something I do, without realizing I do it. I call it a commonplace because for me it is common, or at least familiar. I help people. Borderline white knight's syndrome, I tend to offer advice, help, and support at times that it's needed, and usually when needed most as luck would have it.I have found that my place in life is to serve as exactly that. A helper, one who gives to those that are hardly able to return the fa

Who Do You Lean On???
Lean on Me I don't know which way to go, my strength is very small. I'm looking for direction and can't hear, God at all. It's taking all of my energy to just get out of bed. And when I try to concentrate I just can't clear my head. But then in total silence I hear my Savior say, "Don't lean on understanding just lean on my Today!"

Chain Daters
I have several friends on another website who are what I like to refer to as chain daters. This website gives you the standard social networking feed that tells you everybody's business. I pay attention to these particular people because it seems as if every week they are falling in love with someone new. I'm not sure what the overall deal is, but for some reason they are in and out of relationships faster than most people change their socks. I think they are really hopeful people, too, because every new guy brings them this sheer joy of being with someone, and they throw every bit of themselves into it. Then sure enough, a couple of weeks later they hate men, or think they are being cheated on. I'm not sure what drives people in and out of relationships like that, but sometimes I just kinda wish I could tell them to really look at what they are doing. It can't be fun, and has to have some serious consequenses over their future. But, I'm learning to keep my mouth shut. Well, besides

Who, What, Where?
At times I think my own mind tends to be able to influence me. This morning I woke up with a song I haven't listened to in like months stuck in my head, but only a specific part..."It's time to say it, hard to say it: goodbye." Normally I wake up with something knocking around in my head, but this one keeps bugging me. First of all, not really all that fond of the song anymore, secondly I haven't heard it in a while because of that, and thirdly, what am I trying to tell myself? My first thought is I've got to get ready to say goodbye to someone. Maybe I'll be the one saying it first, maybe it will be said to me. Either way, that would be losing someone in my life. Maybe it's time for certian relationships to end, or maybe I've been feeling that they have been ending on the other side of the relationship and I'm just preparing myself to hear it. Or perhaps I should stop overthinking things.

Help
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Who I Am
Don't know who I am, So I'm searching deep inside, Not who I was before, Because that person died. I'm lonely and broken, Can't recognise my own face, Nothing feels right, I've fallen out of place. And slowly I'm breathing, Planning out the days, I'm not just some little girl, And this isn't just a faze. For I lost myself, Oh so long ago, And I'm carrying so much, I wish I didn't know. All of the missing pieces, Are lost inside so deep, I'm calling out, Singing myself to sleep. Time is taking over, And there's so much to say, But the words won't come, And I'm pushing the moments away. The sweet melody I once knew, Got swallowed up by choice, Nobody's there to listen, Don't wanna hear my voice. She's there somewhere, The girl I used to know, And I don't know who I am, Because she choose to let me go.

Dj Barbie
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Losers On Drugs
I was ask the other day about my views on drugs. I told my friend you really honestly dont want my opinion do you He said yes. I said well if I tell you, it may end our friendship. He looked at me strange but said no come on I ask the question say your piece. I said and I tried hard not to bore him or now bore you with the details but here goes Since the age of 5 years old, my mother (not bio mom) got hooked on meds to help her slim down. It went from them to harder shit. Most were uppers and downers. It was a horrible life, she was always out of her mind on drugs. She would slide across the floor pissin and shittin, yelling to the top of her lungs. I never understood why my father not real father bu adopted, stayed with her. She made my life a living hell and I feared for my life all those years till I moved out at the age of 19. The only good thing she ever taught me was what drugs will do to you. They fuck you up!!!! I said so in my opinion drugs are for losers.

May God Look Over His Family
Authorities say 32-year old Shawn Stewart of Walkersville was killed Monday while turkey hunting in Lewis County. A search of the Stonewall Jackson Wildlife Management area was launched when Stewart failed to meet up with members of his hunting party after a day in the woods. A number of volunteers and emergency personnel combed the woods until locating Stewart's body Tuesday evening across the bay from the Vandalia Ramp of Stonewall Jackson Lake. He had been shot in the head. State Police and Conservation Officers from the DNR are investigating the incident. Officers say he suffered a gunshot wound to the head, but investigators aren't saying if it was a rifle or shotgun. State Police collected forensic evidence Tuesday and authorities are today interviewing other hunters who may have been in the area at the time of the shooting. Stewart was an avid outdoorsman and very familiar with the area. He was an accomplished bass fisherman with several wins on the West Virginia Bass F

A Poem I Wrote In Treatment
theres no more meaning thers no more time he goes he buys a bag, he buys a dime cant face the world, doesnt even want to try he snorts it up, shoots it in wants his brain to fry dont want to think, dont want to feel he sits out his window, so much time to kill nothing to do, nothing to see so many things he wanted to be he sits alone in his room nothing to see, nothing to do needs some money, theres never enough hes comin down, hes out of stuff there goes the bracelette, there goes the ring there goes the rent, there goes the t.v. nothing to do, nothing to see so many things he wanted to be he sits alone in his room nothing to see, nothing to do robbing a bank, stealing a car gunshots fired, didnt get very far out of the car running in fright two shots in the head in the middle of the night nothing to do, nothing to see so many things he wanted to be he sits alone in his room nothing to see, nothing to do

Dad
Alls I ever wanted was a dad to play catch with and spend time with me But you were just to busy with yourself to take a few minutes a day to talk to me and toss a ball around Now down the road your tryin to make it up me But it might be a little to late for that I can always foregive you and love you But I will never forget how you always said no to me No when I asked you to spend just a few minutes with me If it was what you wanted to do, we did it But if it was what I wanted to do, we didnt do it Ill never be able to say these things to you in person I cant understand why I cant, but I want to So im askin you to PLEASE pick up a ball and toss it around with me before I die here in this hospital bed FRLW 8-9-08

Clearing Friends List..
Just wanted everyone to know i am deleting alot of people from my friends list. U can hit me up on yahoo and see if ur one and i will let you know. I am just so tired of all the drama people are starting and i don't have time for it anymore. I feel like i am in high school again and i hated it then so why would i want to do it all over again? if u dont have my yahoo message me on here and i will get back to u asap. ty all

27
Today marks my best friend who was like my sisters birthday. She would have been 27 today. With everything else going on this is very hard for me to deal with. I could call Jen up at any time day or night and vent to her about anything especially guys. I was always there for her and she was always there for me. When I lost her in 1999, I lost 1/2 of myself...Last year I met someone who I could go to to vent but slowly over time that stopped. Now I feel like again I am alone in the world. I have 3 people who I am close to that is going to be leaving this year and it sux. One person is someone who has treated me like no other person has and I think at times that I will never find someone who can treat me like he did and respect me. Maybe I will one day but right now it wont be soon. Only time will tell.

Joke
So my 10 year old son asked me last night: Daddy, "How did the turtle get accoss the freeway without getting killed?" Stumped for a while, he offers me a clue... Take the f off of free and the f off of way" I thought for a couple of seconds and responded: There is no effn way! I was laughing so hard my stomach was hurting.

To Know Me
To Know Me is to know the extreme. I am emotional, irrational, and hotheaded. I don't start shit, but I don't take shit either. I don't halfass anything, either it gets done, or it doesn't. Nothing In between. To Know me is to know passion. I am emotional, irrational, and deeply caring. I live life one second at a time, and I want to know every inch of your body, your spirit and your mind. To Know me is to know and old, restless, wandering soul. I know the best way to keep your dreams from being crushed is to never have one path, one route, one goal. My heart can be as cold as ice, or as fiery as a freshly lit coal. To know me is to know that I will never twice travel down the same road, my never sleeping soul is in search of new lovers, new experiences, and new adventures, never gold. To know me is to know I am neither a sinner nor a saint, but at the same time I am always refusing to be labeled as timid, week OR bold. To know my spirit is to know that of a vagabond's, neve

Submission Part 5
Trying to reason why do I even wanna try this when I can just leave . Cause I know deep down I dont want to leave . I want to know who and why so much more than I want to really admit to myself . Bowing my head to compose myself . Inhale and out , I pick a spot ahead of me in darkest parts of room . Imagining I am looking him start in the face . Showing him that I do not fear him . Untying the silken sash to let it fall , cascading down to pool on the floor. A quick intake of breathe as the coolness of the stool touches me . I begin with the ear buds and notice a tape inside . Temptation to play it is weighing on me . Resisting the urge as I place it carefully on the side . Slipping off my glasses leaves me with a sense of loss , carefully sliding in the opposite side . Picking up the blindfold I trace the design on it and compose myself . Wondering is he really watching me now , what is his thoughts now . Slipping the blindfold in place leaves me with a true sense of darkness now .

Religion?
Ok, I have been taking some heat because of my warped take on the subject (not here but in the real world) I am a devout Heathen in a Xtian society~ now by heathen I do not mean athiest. I believe in a higher power just not the damn every one but mine GOD~ you know the one that says believe as my followers do or burn in hell. My higher power is more mellow and laid back. I think of her (hey~ you worship a man if you want, but I am not going to worship a male diety) as a benevolent God. however like all women you do not want her mad at you!!!! She just sort of sits back and watches her Children, and as long as they behave ( don't go about killing any of thier sibblings) She just lets them play. oh sure she might spank one or two of us now and then. But only really Bad boys and Girls get a time out, and in the end all her children will be welcome in her loving arms. I would get into Her commandment but I need to see what trouble I can get into to on Yahoo!!

I Do!
The room is dark and quiet, even with so many people occupying such as small space. The clock begins it’s low, resonating toll of the hour. Suddenly a single candle is lit at the front. Then hundreds more throughout the gathering of friends and well wishers. By the time the bell tolls the midnight hour, the room is softly lit by the glow.The aisle between the two sides is marked in a manner symbolic of the occasion. By those who have gone there before. Every three feet is a woman and a single red candle. And beside each woman is a man.At the front, under a massive array of candlelight, stand two men and one woman. The two men face the crowd and the woman knells with her head bowed as if in prayer, which she may very well be.One of the men at the front stands higher than the other, the Master of the Ceremony. With a cane, he begins to strike the floor. Half of the gathered crowd mimics the action with feet striking the floor, the other half remain motionless.Then begins the prece

Plans Discussed But Not Foreseen
I get in my car to go home, suddenly someone rises up out of the back seat, puts his hand over my mouth and says “don’t scream, don’t say a word, just back out and drive. I’ll tell you where to go." It’s dark outside, I can’t see him, and the voice is gravelly but familiar. That makes no difference I’m still scared. His hands reach down the front of my shirt and he pinches me, hard. I now know where this is going and I don’t like it. He tells me to turn down the road up ahead, I know this read leads to an old abandoned piece of property, no one around. He tells me to stop, and grabs a handful of hair yanks my head back and tells me “ ohh you are going to like this slut” He gets out and yanks me out, my mind is racing and it’s so dark, I can’t see him. He makes me stand there as he circles me, I feel his hot breath on my neck, I’m scared but at the same time aroused. He shoves his hand up und

Im New And Was Just Curious
hi all my names ryan , was just curious if there are any kool down to earth ladys out there . im also lookin for friends , you can never have too many of those :P well hmm i guess thats it for now :) hope to hear from sum 1 sumtimre

Surveys Are Fun.. Are They Not?
DATE APPLICATION Current mood: curiousCategory: Quiz/Survey 1) My name is: _______________________________________. 2) The gender I claim to be is: (M)ale (F)emale 3) My real gender is: (M)ale (F)emale (T)hree-Mile Island

Boyfriend Application
name: age: date of birth: eyes: hair: drink: smoke: music: movies: what do you think about me : would you like to kiss me: would you like to french kiss me : would you ever lie to me: would you cheat on me: do you think im bautiful or hot:

Caresses Of Night
The feel of your lips,a caress and light touch.A feeling within,I've held onto too much.Just a thought,a whisper, a teaseMakes me smileand beg "Take me please."You smirk as your eyesstare deep into mine,And your fingers tickleall down a lineStraight to the center,to where pleasure lies."Please, take me now,"I beg with hands tied.Your a tease as you tickleYou please as you goYou grab a firm hold,as I moan, from below.Another caresssends chills down my spineMaking me squirm,seemingly moaning in time.A nibble, a bite, a grasp and pinchI moan, you think "Well, this is a cinch."My voice looses itselfas you tickle and tease.My mind draws a blankand I grow weak in the knees.You draw yourself over meI'm not able to touch.I can't help but think,"This is too much."I draw my head up,trying to kiss your sweet lipsBut you pull awaynot allowing this kiss.You whisper, I moanyou lick as I groan."Now, don't stop now!"You pull yourself back,not allowing my touch.Your in control,and I love this so much.D

I'm Ian Holmly And I Have No Idea
First, I am not the above-named Minot High graduate among those honored Sunday at Bethany Lutheran. I wouldn’t be surprised (and have to come up with a hasty explanation) if he does a Google search for his name on the Internet and finds this. But when he said it as he was the last person Pastor Janet gave the microphone to after she asked them if they knew what their plans after high school were, I thought when I heard it and we laughed that it would make a great title! Very often I have no idea either … heck, the first person asked this just gave his name! School ended Thursday, and that night after work I went to my sister-in-law Margaret’s house where Martha and the kids were visiting for the evening. By the time I arrived, Martha and Margaret were inside singing karaoke with a computer game version of Nashville Star while my kids, my nieces Breanna and Josceline, and some of their friends were jumping on the trampoline. I got up there with the kids for a whi

A Burden Revealed
My burden, revealed to you with trustSimple is your answer, but yet impossible to fulfillI wasn't asking for your advice, but for your comfortYou stabbed me in the back, announcing my burdenWas I not there, as a true friendDid I ever deserve, to be betrayed like thisAnother reality turned to illusionWas I foolish to trust and careShaking with this feelingAnger inflames my beingSomeone else takes overThe opposite of my characterForbidden angels calm my angerBut the damage has been dealtNo room for apologyNo words taken backEven those said out of characterTrust and care, I'm awareGone for now, and maybe forever

Lost And Found Captured Reality
I'm lost, I'm foundIn your eyes, against the groundEmbedded you are, in my mindTake a step, lost in timeAround you, it feels so rightWith you, in my sightIn your eyes, I see gleamingNo insecurity, I hold my breathingBeating heavy is my heartFrom the happiness you have broughtI see you as an artIntigued, lost in thoughtI'll hold you from your fearsTell me how you feelI'll take away those tearsBecause baby you know this is realCaptured is your beautyLocked in a boxHeld up above meWith a key and a lockTake everything you've knownEvery dream you concealEvery fantasy grownI'll make it real

Irc Fun
Boredom is a terrible thing. There is a reason, however, that I am never actually bored and only approach it, slowly.That reason is my ability to find ways to amuse myself.Example: I'm having so much fun right now. pretendin' to be a HNG and randomly demanding nude pictures from random women and then being all "mmm..yeah..can I laminate this?" "laminate it?" "yeah..you know..so the fluids won't damage it.." I'm basing my score on how many stop answering me at lamination what's the score so far? i love a good sporting event 9-6. 6 being the number who were either not freaked out or actively encouraged it. which is sortof worrying. so.. are you saying this humorously? or like really being serious I'm totally doing this. at least I'm totally doing the -saying- I'd never laminate pictures and masturbate on them. it'd be a waste of plastic. and also gross. almost forgot that bit.* entropy roots for the losing team ..oh wait, that's both sides.I know, you want to see an example, right? Well

Twisted
Locked in the twisted depths in the darkest reaches of your own mind, gazing through eyes that barely see, everything in a haze. Not in control of anything, unable to speak, unable to move. You try to grasp some understanding of the world about you. Looking for anything that is real. In desperation you reach out to someone. Trying to find that one person that truly cares. Someone to share your plight. Your pain is their pain; your hell is their hell. Your beauty radiates upon them. And you shine in their eyes. When you have your down moments they comfort you and share, and love you all the more for letting them see your pain. When you have your good moments they rejoice and are happy for you. But that is not the case here. You are still locked in your mind, unable to control your actions. Nothing is real, except the hazed over world and the darkness within your head. Are you even real? Or are you a figment of your own imagination?

I Need To Know
They say around the way you've asked for me There's even talk about you wanting me I must admit that's what I want to hear But that's just talk until you take me there oh If it's true don't leave me all alone out here Wondering if you're ever gonna take me there Tell me what you're feeling cause I need to know Girl you've gotta let me know which way to go My every thought is of this being true It's getting harder not to think of you Girl I'm exactly where I wanna be The only thing is I need you here with me - oh If it's true don't leave me all alone out here Wondering if you're ever gonna take me there Tell me what you're feeling cause I need to know Girl you've gotta let me know which way to go This is a song by Marc Anthony

You Belong To Me =]
Yes you are mine :D And i have a blast to prove it. What your looking for has been here the whole time. If you could see that im the one that understands you. Been here all along so why cant you see you belong with me. =] Oh wait you did. [[Iloveyou]] Anywho! The last few days have been NUTS. I encountered a stalker. OMG and let me tell you. It was NOT fun. Been working on "things" and im starting to feel okay with situations. BTW please dont ask me for CB. Autos. Or Bling Credits. If ive 1 never talked to you. 2. You NEVER rtf. or 3. just wanta use me :D cause Hunnie IM NOT beat =] I get where ive gotten on my own. Alot of you should try it =] Now mind you ive meet some awesome people so far and they are awesome :D check out my family :p They rawks! Oh icon of the day: Anywho Happy fathers day guys =]

Justice Anyone?
Yesterday I saw a video of a young woman in Iran that was shot and killed. What was her crime? Her crime was the desire to be free! Thousands of people in Iran are hungry for freedom! It is sad to see how the state police are taking down the names of the wounded arriving at the hospitals. I have so much to say about this, but for this time I will be brief. Don’t we as American’s stand out for freedom? We are the greatest nation for a purpose, I believe. It seems now that the administration is more interested in dealing with corrupt governments than helping the innocent crying out for help. All I can do now is wish and pray for justice! Those young people protesting in Iran are truly brave.

Murder Potion
Listen up ya'll I got a little story to tellStraight out the pierced lips of RazakelSince I came out the womb mama knew I wasn't quite rightDaddy was a minister I was never good enough in his eyesSo I stayed up late at night with my voodoo dolls and black candlesHexing and cursing and casting evil spellsStarted touching myself and fantasizing about the DevilStarted sinning left and right so when I died I could burn in HellMama could tell she got scared and told daddyThey pulled me out of my room, sat me down and started askin'Why are you so evil and why do you blasphemeBecause I hate your God and I'm possessed you seeThe Devil fucks me in my sleep and in my dreamsWhen I orgasm he strangles me and says I'm his wicked queenCome here and take a sip of my murder potionFeel the effects and put your hate in motionPoisoning your brain sayin' God's name in vainI'm a plague, I'm here to stay and I'ma sin every fuckin' dayDouble, double, toil and troubleFire burn and caldron bubbleWith the eye o

Mass Murder
The poison's in my guts I'm feelin' sick and throwin' upI've got that timebomb syndrome my mind is blowin' upIn this sick state of being so decieving there's no controlThrowing out the bandages like everyday with my own soulAnd this Holy Christ to Hell the pain it digs even furtherMass murder mind abduction blaming terror for the tortureAnd now I'm taking out the order now no pain or second guessingBlastin' brains of bloody bitches all to teach them just a lessonNow I'm weighin' out the options stop and look at who is watchin'Raise my fist up in the air now you know you have a problemGot my eyes upon you buddy you freeze begin to studyBy the time you know what's right I'm carvin' holes up through your bellyAnd don't think for a second you're free or gettin' looseHands behind your back and hoisted up on some fuckin' nooseAnother dead man hangs in the rain and at nightHangs dead in the sky and still bleeding with frightWe kill, we thrill, we mutilateStrangled them bitches suffocate Then

Listen Up!!
FIRST THINGS FIRST..IM TIRED OF PEOPLE COMING TO MY PAGE AND BITCHIN AT ME,FOR STUPID REASON,DONT ASSUME IF U DONT KNOW WHATS GOIN ON..IF I DNT RATE U WHILE I GO TO UR PAGE ITS CUZ I ALREADY RATED U,THE REASON I GO TO UR PAGE IS TO SEE IF ITS TIME TO RE RATE U,SO DONT COME INTO MY SHOUT BOX BTITCHIN N TELLIN ME SHIT CUZ I DIDNT RATE U WHILE I VISIT UR PAGE...MAN,GROW THE FUCK UP PPL,IM GETTIN TIRED OF THIS BULLSHIT,THATS WHY I LEFT FUBAR FOR ONE MONTH,I CAME BAK HOPIN EVERYTHIN CHANGED BUT NO EVERYTHIN THE FUCKIN SAME...I WILL RATE UR PAGE WHEN ITS TIME FOR IT TO BE RE RATED...SO JUS LETTIN U KNOW DNT BRING UR DRAMA TO MY PAGE,CUZ IF U DO U R GOIN TO BE BLOCKED... TY,MUCH LOVE;THICKNESS85

The Truth Behind Fubar
fubar.com well i was a member for 3 years and in that three years i watched the site change from a place to chill make friends and have fun a well presentd fun friendly site. as the popularity grew the owners of the site begain to change it for the worse. Used to be there were no requirements to level beisdes a verified salute to get past level ten and what ever points the next level requires. now you have to refer so many of your friends to move up levels and the previous referals dont count towards new required level amount. you have to pay for some of the levels there currency fu bucks and now even real money for a few. they added alot to the site but all these new additions cost you money. the amounts they want to charge for fake things on a website is down right greedy. as for being a non vip member your options are limited and will not elvel up anywhere near as fast as vips no matter how hard you try. they have crafted there site to force you to spend your hard earned

Moving
this is to all my friends out there in FU land. I am in the middle of moving from the north to the southwest so if I don't get back with you its because I didn't have time. once Im settled I'll be back on more frequently.

Sheepdogs, Wolves And Sheep
"Most of the people in our society are sheep. They are kind, gentle, productive creatures who can only hurt one another by accident." We may well be in the most violent times in history, but violence is still remarkably rare. This is because most citizens are kind, decent people who are not capable of hurting each other, except by accident or under extreme provocation. They are sheep. Then there are the wolves and the wolves feed on the sheep without mercy. Do you believe there are wolves out there who will feed on the flock without mercy? You better believe it. There are evil men in this world and they are capable of evil deeds. The moment you forget that or pretend it is not so, you become a sheep. There is no safety in denial. Then there are sheepdogs, and I'm a sheepdog. I live to protect the flock and confront the wolf. If you have no capacity for violence then you are a healthy productive citizen, a sheep. If you have a capacity for violence and no empathy for your fellow c

Tattoo Drawings
I am writing this blog to see if anyone that is able to draw could help me out with drawing two of my possible tattoos that im getting. one tattoo is going to be a dragon breathing fire while sitting on sword that is stuck in a stone. the second one is a sword through a heart with two dragons wrapped around it breathing the opposite directions. on both of those im having certain chinese symbols put on them. on the first one the word courage will be on the stone and on the sword's handle area will be the word honor and on the second tattoo im having the word commitment. so who ever reads this at all leave me a comment or message or write me on yahoo. my screen name is futurefordracer and i will be happy with who ever is willing to help since i cant do it at all now that im laid up on a bed.

The Jungle Test
You Are Imaginative You are a creative, innovative person. You're not afraid of great risks. Right now, you are seeking a new challenge and a complete life change. You are drawn to people who are passionate and deep. You feel like there are a few minor things in your life that need to be changed. You make a lot of course corrections in your life. Your first reaction is usually not your final verdict. The Jungle Test

Attention Whore
Lately, whenever someone leaves me a shout, any messages I was or had planned typing was stopped until I clicked on the shoutbox. I'm uncertain of the reasoning behind this and honestly it has become quite annoying. Usually I do not let things bother me that are not such a big deal. Imagine being in the middle of writing something, especially being deep in thought, and not be able to type mid-sentence. Sometimes I write so much that I have copy/pasted alot so I don't have to rewrite everything. Now There are also times where the shout takes a few seconds to show up, so I have to stay on the page until it shows up. At first, when this started...well there goes my thought process due to a shout lolz. Now, I am able to click on another tab I have open and go back to what I was doing. Don't get me wrong and assume that I don't want shouts or have a habit of ignoring people. My shout box is where I do most of my *hugs* and status replies lolz. If you aren't in on what I mean sb me a *hug* s

Beach And The Sun I Love The 4th
today was a nice memory than the crapy ones im so full in my head.for once i had a compeltly normal day ..."what i think is normal" i was happy and i heard no one in my family yell with hate or rage. a rare thing to have a nice thought about your family i heard in one of my books that says you..."should live for today,and look foward for tomorrow" for once im look foward for tomorrow.

Why Pay
Why do people get on here expecting others to pay them to see them naked on cam or their naked pictures? I do not understand why one person would pay someone on here when there is free porn all over the internet. I would have to be very very desperate to want to pay some chick to see her naked pictures on here.... HAHA

I Am Very Fortunate ...
So I blogged in Feb about my company dissolving it's Arizona branch. I freaked out at first, then calmed a little and now I just feel so blessed. I have worked for the company for 5 years in September. I am a hell of a good worker, but sometimes slack off, take too many sick days and get bad reviews on calls. Even with my many faults, my boss and her boss have chosen to keep me. I am the only person who was working for the Arizona branch, in Arizona to still have a job. The other reps that worked for the Arizona branch are in Oregon and Washington and not really affected. Being a telecommuter I am supposed to be w/in 100 miles of an office. In case something happens with my systems, I can go into work rather than be offline. Anyway, my point. Today my boss called me to inform me that they have moved me from being an Arizona employee to being a Washington employee and this move is going to affect my accrued PTO. Fine, not a problem. As she is telling me all the things

Totally Creeped Out By This Friend Request
LightDrake (Enf... (Dragons rule) 2009-07-09 11:35:08 My full name is Jon Kossow.To tell you some more about me love. I am a good guy,the world needs more of us.I am a man of virtues.Love is a virtue,Honesty is a virtue,Mercy is a virtue,Patience is a virtue,Fairness is a virtue,Faith is a virtue,Honor is a virtue,Self-sacrifice is a virtue,only when it is needed to save the life of another.I hope and pray to god that the right woman sees me for who I am not what I look like.I don't care what someone looks like true beauty comes from within.I don't care if she is rich or poor,money can't buy my love.I do want a girl who wants to be married and have my children.I also want her to like it in the rear if your wondering im just putting all my info out there so you get to know me.Im just an average looking guy with battle scars from a long time ago,who must find his future wife.Im a smart guy and a gentleman.Do i interest you?Let me know if you are interested sweetheart.If you

It's About The Sex Survey...
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DON'T BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE OR S.O.

Dating And Ocean City
I didn't notice there is a text editor on here wild.. well anyways hey I haven't written a blog in a while. Thought I'd write about dating and beach time that i have coming up on sunday. Lots of complaining but oh well.. I'm pretty angry but I really shouldn't be cause I'm not working and its good to chill. Dating is lame for me cause I can't seem to mesh well with women.. lol i sound like such a homo saying that. Oh well.. Anyways I always have found someone great in a month or so just to get it slapped in my face. Nobody said finding love is easy. Just when you get the hang of someone.. and it fails with me. and you gotta find someone else you gotta change yourself as much as you don't want to because every girl is different. Nobody seems to want to change for me. But guys I know not have difficult in finding a woman. I don't get it. I think its cause I don't go to bars or clubs. I hate social situations cause there is a lot of competition and game playing. That just

Promises
Hate your life, hate the world, I promise I'll never tell. Speak your heart, speak your mind, or I promise you'll hate yourself. Love your husband, love your wife, I promise you only have to try. Play with your children, show them you love them, I promise its worth the time. Follow your path, be true to yourself, or I promise you'll want to cry.Forgive your enemys, forget your hate, I promise you'll enjoy the sigh Be your best, love your family and friends, and I promise you'll never die.

Day Dream
Falling trees with hanging leaves fluttering in my mind. A simple life with simple times hiding behind the times.Soul searching and blood thirsting socioty seems to thrive. Full of agravation and frustration with the world as it needs to be.I do not need or want any of lifes hypocricysI will stand alone, if I must, upon my mountain top.Blissfully watching "life" pass me by looking off my giant rock. And all this useless and needless drama will finally come to a stop.Happy to be, to see, to love, to laugh, bring back the beauty that lifes ment to be. Will it be done? Can it be done? I guess we'll just have to wait and see!Don't let the world get ya down. Lead by example or dont complain. My small and insignificant words of wisdom to anyone who cares to hear them. Find something you love and hold on to it. A person, a hobby, and idea or even a dream. Be true to yourself.Peace to allNick

This Is Madness!!!!!
I'm back with another rant today-- Whiners, Bitches, and Drama. I have a pic in my collection that explains how I feel about drama-- simply put, STOP THE DRAMA. Yet, everywhere I look around me on fu, I see it-- someone is saying this about someone else, then turns around and tells THAT person whom the stabs were intended for something else entirely!!! GROW UP FUCKERS!!!! THIS ISNT ELEMENTARY SCHOOL! (well maybe to 85 percent of all fu-barians this place IS elementary school where people can explore their second childhood) My job has plenty of drama-- chases, lies impending death, the whole nine fucking yards. but in all honesty, the drama here makes me laugh, because I see how pathetically in need of attention some people are. Everywhere I look I see an attention whore or someone flashin their chitty titty bang bangs on a blast..but yet MY nearest and dearest gets her pics marked NSFW and she doesnt even NEARLY show as much... WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?!?!?!

Where Does This Leave Us, O Singer?
Why do we so frequently think of people in terms of our consumption. We are consumers, yes, but not merely so. The question should not be "How do we marginalize and ignore and demean this person we do not like or do not want?" but "What is wrong with us that we do not want, appreciate, or love this person?" The abominable Peter Singer has said that, given the choice in a fire to save a kennel full of beloved dogs, a clinic full of newborns, and an orphanage full of unwanted children, he would save the dogs. Such is the display of self-indulging desires and conditioned love on the part of whoremaster man (as Shakespeare termed him). He sins first by not wanting those who need his love, and then justifies disposing of them by saying that, well, he does not want them. We need to grant people what we owe them. And sometimes, beyond that, simply do what is good to another.

Desperate For Help
sigh...ya'll need to go order vids so I can get a new mattress..mine is beyond dead. www.clips4sale.com/store/31225I gotta get a new queen size mattress.My back is demanding it ..not to mention..mine literally fell apart when I went to go and flip it .:(Help me out and go buy some clips.I'll have a brand new one up tomorrow.

Additional Service On Offer
for a one time payment of a very reasonable 15,000,000 i will assassinate everyones favourite conspiracy theorist in dear old fubar land. i will phoshop his head on a corpse of your choosing.

Bite Me
So, a coupla days ago, I got this mosquito bite on my thigh. It ITCHED like a MOTHERFUCKER! I mean, I just wanna stab my leg with scissors to make it stop. Ofoucrse, the more I scratched, the more it itched. Now I start doubting it was even a mosquito. My thigh has this enormous (about 4in in diameter spot, which is red, and feels hard to the touch ((insert a penis ref, you immature heathens)). My thigh is soft, and theres this semi raised ENORMOUS welt on it. WTF??

My First Homework
So I have been accepted for a 2 year full time course in graphics and design art, specialising in photography, starting in september. I also got my first homework assignment, to take a series of shots, each showing one of the following as its theme, texture, line and finally shape. The last part of the assignment is to find 3 photographers who specialise in these areas and discuss their work, this one is stumping me so far. here is one my images so far.

This Is Awkward
“The war had lasted for four years and it had consumed hundreds of thousands of lives and billions of dollars in treasure. It had destroyed one of the two American ways of life forever, and it had changed the other almost beyond recognition; and it ended as it had begun, in a mystery of darkness and passion. If no one could say exactly why it had come about in the first place, no one could quite say what it meant now that it was finished. (A century of reflection has not wholly answered either riddle.) Things done by men born generations after Appomattox would continue to shed light on the significance of this greatest of all convulsions of the American spirit.” The final chapter of historian Bruce Catton’s “The Civil War” (LOC 77-119671), what seems to me a 1971 abridgment of his 1960 book on the Civil War – I shouldn’t have to say “in the United States”, that’s usually what everyone thinks of when you say “civil w

Heath
On sunday july the 19th at 12:15 am i had a heart attack, and at 7:30 in morning on monday the 20th they put a stint in one of my right blood vesisal and i hope that works for me. Please get back with me let me know what you think and i been home since thurdays afternoon. thanks, wayne a.k.a twisted dragon

Im A Deviant.
Well, after forever of making fractals and such.I decided to join DeviantArt.com to showcase my fractals. Of course, my wife says I've been a deviant for years....lol. I'll always put fractals here because they are the only pics I get rated on. Have fun on the FU!

Update
OK...so my sed rate is in the 70's...normal is 20 and under...(that is the amount of inflammation in the body) My kidneys are acting up again ...my potassium is low..and My T-cell count is in the gutter There is the update...bad day....but as usual this too shall pass they upped my morphine ;) Me and my lil man just had a very nice lunch together...I am gonna cry when he starts school next week. Kitchen is done except I am waiting on the mounting brackets for my microwave..so on to the next phase of the remodel. I miss Johnny I want sanity

Being Auctioned And The Ensuing Drama
hey guys, Glenn here...yes its true I'm in a fu auction but al-fucking-ready, I'm getting pms from people cat clawing...GET A FUCKING LIFE!!!!!! its an auction! I'll lay it to ya straight...its only for a month and it by no means implies that I would be in a relationship with anyone that wins me in that auction...for fucks sake...there would be only a few that would actually have a shot (and they are in my friends and family and they know who they are...Cozy *winks)

Why I Don't Really Miss Dating...
I don't really miss being misled or lied to in order to get stuff from me. I don't really miss having my heart beat upon by women who really could care less who I am or how I really feel. I don't miss having a relationship go great only to find out later that the love and passion were blinding me to what they are truly like. I don't miss having someone decide what is best for me without discussing it with me. I don't miss having to act like I don't have health issues and other problems just to get a woman to pay attention to me. I don't miss being expected to be someone I am not.

Crones
I live in a condo mostly occupied by old people. Very often when I go home, there are some old crones asking me where I'm going and iif I live here. Its REALLY gettin on my nerves, and its still a coupla years til they all die off. Soo... wtf should I tell them next time?

Things I Hate:
women that cater to man's every word vain people stupidity teenagers slow drivers onions oversexed people prudes ignorants peoples' kids political correctness women that lfaunt their boobs, then complain about staring (see Prudes) junkies welfare people that ask if I was a mail order bride

Eve....
I have had this recurring dream...for the past three nights.... This girl walks up to me...kisses me, and says that everything is going to be ok. She has long black hair, and white skin. I look at her, in my dream, and feel completely at rest..... I kiss her back and ask her name.... She says....Eve....... *good night*... And she's gone..... /Strummer is a dork... //I'm not lying....for reals.....

Midnight Companion
I Love this manthis man in my head The one who holds me through the nightThe one who drifts away in the morning light Hours I sleep, dreaming of him in his arms wrapped up in them This man makes me feel thingsas if they were newHe is with me every nightseeing me through Making me smile throughout the dayAs I remember the funny things he would say Each night I go to bed Meeting him in my dreamsUntil I can touch him This will have to do it seems His love reaches into the darkest part of meInto my depths, he already has the key He makes me feel loved safe and warmLike no one else had ever done As I wake in the morning lightI realize he is still thereAlthough I cannot see himhis prescence is everywhere

Lets Recap
I got this From a Fellow Fubarian with some sense, Guitars007. Thank you for sending me this gem,, And for giving me permission to repost,> So, Let's Recap - > > > > > > > > 1. The American people elect a black president with a total of 142 days experience as a U.S. Senator from the most politically corrupt state in America whose governor is ousted from office. The President's first official act is to order the close of Gitmo and make sure terrorists civil rights are not violated. (He screwed up!!)> > > > 2. The U.S. Congress rushes to confirm a black Attorney General, Eric Holder, whose law firm we later find out represents seventeen Gitmo Terrorists. (An honest mistake?)> > > > 3. The CIA Boss appointee, Leon Panetta, has absolutely no experience, has a daughter Linda, we find out, who is a true radical anti-American activist and a supporter of all the Anti-American regimes in the western hemisphere. (There > > were socio-economic factors involved!)> > > > 4. We got the second most c

Just In My Head
left cold and dieing as a crying wolf howls to the moon i see the lights passing green and yellow red and gray fading to night the sky turned black sitting as like a dead tree rottening folding paper to mush and wasted scared at the surface and bleeding inturnly my heart drops from my chest pondering what will happen next.......................

World Of Warcraft Has Come Back To China
World of Warcraft Power Leveling has been banned for a long time. After a lot of frustration, World of Warcraft is finally getting back to China, but it seems that it didn't do so without making some concessions to China's censorship. We know that when The9 was still in charge, they had to make multiple graphical edits to the game to avoid showing off exposed bones, such as altering the Forsaken models and turning player corpses into gravestones, rather than a skeleton heap.Now that NetEase is in charge, they've had to make some changes to the game as well, though perhaps not as substantial. Potentially funnier, though. According to this Chinese website, severed heads and skulls have been covered up. Literally. Item icons that would show heads or skulls in other regions of the world are now bags, chests and crates in China. This includes things like Van Cleef's Head, and even spell icons like the ones used by Ruin and Improved Corruption have been replaced by bags.It makes me curious i

Jus Meee!!
my purse has become a diaper bag.my diaper bag has become my purse.i can talk on the phone, feed a baby, and update fubar all at once.i heal bumps and bruises with a kiss.my shirt usually smells like milk and i don't care.i wash more bottles than actual dishes.i take 5 minute showers and still feel refreshed.relaxing consists of breastfeeding and reading a magazine.i actually use the coupons i receive in the mail.my usual laundry load consists of pink shirts, tiny socks, and Dora underwear.i sacrifice what i want for what they need.i conquer fatigue and a dirty house.i am depended on.and i know the meaning of unconditional love.i am a warrior.but they call me mami.

What Makes A Ass Hole
I think this pretty much defines what a asshole is Common Everyday Actions That Assholes Use1. Personal insults2. Invading one’s “personal territory”3. Uninvited physical contact4. Threats and intimidation, both verbal and nonverbal5. “Sarcastic jokes” and “teasing” used as insult delivery systems6. Withering e-mail flames7. Status slaps intended to humiliate their victims8. Public shaming or “status degradation” rituals9. Rude interruptions10. Two-faced attacks11. Dirty looks12. Treating people as if they are invisible

Freedom
by Denise Girod Wednesday, August 22, 2007 Rated "PG13" by the Author. To all our Soldiers past and present, God Bless Glory to the American Flag, long may she wave So many have been covered with her when they've gone to their grave So many of us have taken for granted that our freedom will always be We tend to forget those who have kept that right for you and for me A Soldier will stand and fight all night to keep us from harm While some of us sit at home and refuse to lift an arm Some sit around and complain all day how wrong this war must be While a Soldier pushes that aside to continue to fight for you and me Some sit around and complain about the food their going to eat While a Soldier works straight through hungry and weary on his feet While you sit around and complain about what you have or where you live Remember what a Soldier somewhere for you is about to give A Soldier stands tall and proud and ready for the fight We must stan

Some Interesting Thoughts On Porn And Addictions
Here are some thoughts and links on pron and addictions. http://www.troubledwith.com/AbuseandAddiction/A000000779.cfm?topic=abuse%20and%20addiction:%20pornography%20and%20cybersex http://group-therapy.tressugar.com/4746950 http://yedda.com/questions/Husband_addicted_lying_internet_627091914389263/ http://www.propeller.com/story/2008/12/31/whose-fault-when-men-become-porn-addicts-christian-marriage-counseling/ http://www.rense.com/general73/porn.htm http://phoenixmenscounseling.com/blog/2009/08/11/guys-relationships-and-porn-part-deux/ http://74.125.155.132/search?q=cache:http://www.obscenitycrimes.org/vbctreat.cfm

Spoiled Little Rat-bastards
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking Twenty-five miles to school every morning Uphill... barefoot... BOTH ways Yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to mychildhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today youdon't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, We had to go to the damn library andlook it up ourselves, in the card catalogue!! There was no email!! We had to actually writesomebody a letter, with a pen! Then you had to walk all the way ac

To All My Friends Plz Plz Help,
Ok here it is, He is over in Iraq. He would love to level before he comes home. He has alittle over 7 mil to Oracle.. Plz lets show this man how much we appreciate all he is doing to keep us safe!!! HE comes home in 2 weeks, We can do it!!! http://www.fubar.com/user/2676889

My Profile
Hi, My name is deboh, im from westernafrica. Im single and about 5fit 2 inches tall, loyal, humble, gentle , welcoming and responsible. i love to share meet positve minded people and focused too. IM hardworking and i believe in hardwork. I glanced through your profile on net and i admire everything about you. i will like to meet you definately love to share pleasantries together even get more closer and probably stay for a life time permitted you welcome. I love listenig to good music and mostly commited to my work. I hope and believe distance between us will never be a barrier to our friendship. You could reach me at my mail id mayos4love@yahoo.com. hopeful to hear from you.

Pondering
So today I got to thinking at work: a size is a really relative term. No, we are not talking penises here. I am talking about...us, humans. An elephant for ous would be huge, but in comparison to a house, its tiny. A house would be microscopic in comparison to a country. A country would be microscopic in comparison to a planet. A planet is microscopic in comparison to a universe. The larger the object that we are being compared to is, the smaller we appear. So...although scientists are stipulating that there IS an end, or edge, to the universe, there is still something there, beyond it (a concept that is REALLY hard to grasp, but its like counting: no matter how huge a number is, you can always add 1, and make it bigger). So based on that, the larger the size of something, the smaller we are. So, technically, when being compared to the Universe, we are...almost nothing. As tiny as space between the atoms in a matter. Same goes for time. Whereas an hour is a pretty good chunk

Pee In My Vag
My buddy Andrew is comin over to my work to chill with me (I work graveyard shift), and last time he did, he passed out in a lobby on a couch. Which almost resulted in his hand bein dipped in warm water. It turned out too hot, and he got scalded instead of peeing his pants. I have to come up with something for an old man to do (he is 49, so it cant be too severe)

Bragging
I dont think there is anything more sad than a man trying to impress a woman by tellin her about his wealth and success. Nothing is more revolting than bragging, and when a guy mentions to me his huge house, or his paycheck, or whatever it is he thinks would impress the pants off of me, I just wanna puke in my mouth a little and chop his dick like a piece of liver. The sadder part is, that there are women that would swoon and drool over brainless idiots like that. Just pathetic...

40 Tips To A Better Life
40 Tips for a Better Life1. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the ultimate anti-....depressant. 2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. 3. Buy a DVR and tape your late night shows and get more sleep. 4. When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, ‘My purpose is to __________ today.’ 5. Live with the 3 E’s — Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy. 6. Play more games and read more books than you did in 2007. 7. Make time to practice meditation, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives. 8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6. 9. Dream more while you are awake. 10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants. 11. Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan salmon, broccoli, almonds & walnuts. 12. Try to make at least three people smile each day. 13. Clear clutter from your hous

Search For Lindsey Baum ( Mccleary, Wa And Surrounding Area's)
The original Site for Lindsey Baum can be found at http://findlindseybaum.com/Here is something I took form the from page to show you. The site has more info including Tips, How you can help and more! This is something that my unit participated in. Some of us will be going back out on the weekends to provide more assistance. ANYONE can help search for Lindsey Baum so if you are in the area and would like to help, let me know. A $10,000 REWARD HAS BEEN ISSUED FOR INFORMATION THAT LEADS TO FINDING LINDSEY BAUM PLEASE READ LINDSEY'S BLOG FOR MORE CURRENT NEWS AND INFORMATION(SEARCHES SCHEDULED THIS WEEKEND CHECK OUT THE BLOG FOR MORE INFO!) Have You Seen Lindsey Baum? 10 year old Lindsey Baum disappeared from her hometown of McCleary, WA on June 26th, 2009 as she was walking home from a friends house a few blocks away.**Please note Lindsey turned 11 on July 7th 2009. Height: 4 feet 9 inches tallWeight: 85 poundsEye Color: BrownHair Color: BrownPersonality: Outgoin

If You Lived This
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's...!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, bread and butter and drank soda pop with sugar in it, but we weren't overweight because WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING! We would leave home in the morning

Trickydick Is Giving It All Away Look Inside To See Who's Getting It....
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Fun With Names Vol.2 Rio My Pimp
as sexy pricilla here and in like a minute... i got.. 32 friends request and 6 fuckers in my shout box trying to fuck me... i shit you not... i am gonna kill that bitch... *damn* how desperate are these guys if they see this pic and jump?

Work Your Way Up
Take your time when you start to eat pussy. Get her warmed up with some basic foreplay—kissing, fondling, etc. It’s better to go down on a wet pussy than a dry one. Once she’s aroused, make your descent. Try kissing and tonguing her ankle or the sole of her foot. Then kiss and lick your way slowly up the inside of her leg (the back of the knee is a good erogenous zone, too). Tease her a bit more by kissing and tonguing her inner thighs. Blow some air lightly over her cooter. She’ll go nuts.

Ensign: Return Of The Jedi
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 30 October 2009 Princess Leia Organa: Luke, what’s wrong? Luke Skywalker: Leia, do you remember your mother? Your real mother? Princess Leia Organa: Just a little bit. She died when I was very young. Luke Skywalker: What do you remember? Princess Leia Organa: Just images, really. Feelings. Luke Skywalker: Tell me. Princess Leia Organa: She was very beautiful. Kind, but sad. Why are you asking me all this? Luke Skywalker: I have no memory of my mother. I never knew her. Princess Leia Organa: Luke, tell me. What’s troubling you? Luke Skywalker: Vader’s here. Now, on this moon. Princess Leia Organa: How do you know? Luke Skywalker: I felt his presence. He’s come for me. He can feel when I’m near. That’s why I have to go. As long as I stay, I&rsqu

Auction
imikimi - Customize Your World! this is the link 2 all of the auction me and the otherz;........................................... ........................http://fubar.com/images.php?u=210430&albumid=1859154

Since You've Never Been To Marketplace, We're Bringing You There
On our day off with the kids Saturday, Martha and I shared that Sarah was probably wrong; her older cousin Josceline probably has been to one of our local supermarkets with her mom. Outside of school (she’s in kindergarten) and church, some things my youngest niece in the area said gave me the impression she doesn’t get out much. Saturday morning when we brought Sarah and Josceline to a puppet show at Minot Public Library she told me when I’d asked that she’d never been to the library. Jeffrey had to stay up at the bowling alley with his aunt Mary and the rest of the family because the puppet show was for three to six year olds. Breanna and Josceline even spent Saturday night with us and our four – Sarah and Jeffrey dressed as clowns, Breanna as a pirate, Josceline as a princess – met up with their uptown cousins Mathew and Brandon and went out before the sun set and trick-or-treated around where the family lives. Sunday morning after church, th

Ends
Tonight is the night it all ends, the person you thought I was the person you want me to be,For trying to give you all of who I am I found Me.. Tonight is the night it all ends, this lonely heart in search of something real , something true,My soul was enlightened I found myself when God gave me you :)

Please Dad
Please, Dad As soft winds sweep away the daysI look back on life through a haze.Remember playgrounds, parks and friends,In childlike gaze that never ends.The laughter in a game of catch,Shall memory ever attach...To innocence in youthful eyes,Catching the ball to Dad's surprise.I recall my first bike, first wreck,Who picked me up, said, "What the heck?"Convinced me to give one more try,While, knees skinned, I forgot to cry.Just the joy knowing he was there,Making him proud my only care.There was nothing I couldn't do,My heart held fast that to be true.Though teenage years were kind of rough,I sure wasn't too big or tough.You taught me to defend what's rightAnd never back down from a fight.So I learned the hard way to stand,Still, with each lump, I found your hand.Drawing from you an inner strength,And stubborn pride of equal length.But there the line of fate was drawn,As though I blinked and you were gone.I found myself facing the sun,Not man, not boy, fatherless, one.Eye

I Have A Rendezvous With Death
I HAVE a rendezvous with DeathAt some disputed barricade,When Spring comes back with rustling shadeAnd apple-blossoms fill the air—I have a rendezvous with DeathWhen Spring brings back blue days and fair.It may be he shall take my handAnd lead me into his dark landAnd close my eyes and quench my breath—It may be I shall pass him still. I have a rendezvous with DeathOn some scarred slope of battered hill,When Spring comes round again this yearAnd the first meadow-flowers appear.God knows 'twere better to be deep Pillowed in silk and scented down,Where love throbs out in blissful sleep,Pulse nigh to pulse, and breath to breath,Where hushed awakenings are dear...But I've a rendezvous with Death At midnight in some flaming town,When Spring trips north again this year,And I to my pledged word am true,I shall not fail that rendezvous.

Broken Pieces Of Me
Broken Pieces of MeI wish I could say That I will be fine But the truth is that I will never be In anyway shape or form I have a sickness that Is based off undefined needs I will never be free of The all-consuming ways In which I see this world That unfolds before me I destroy all that I create I tear down walls Only to build others I obliterate love Because I am afraid To allow myself to feel Anything other than A sadness that is real It lingers deep An endless chasm That exist within The confines of my chest Like a wolf howling At the night sky and The plight of its intended victim Everyone involved knows What is coming Broken pieces of me Make me whole For how much longer is unknown I will do what I can No one would blame me for that But in the end I am aware that Sooner or later I will simply fall apart...... ByKeaton Foster(

Glitter To The Air
Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands? Closed your eyes And trusted, just trusted Have you ever Thrown a fist full of glitter in the air? Have you ever looked fear in the face And said I just don’t care It’s only half past the point of no return The tip of the iceberg The sun before the burn The thunder before lightning The breathe before the phrase Have you ever felt this way? Have you Ever been touched so gently you had to cry? Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside? It’s only half past the point of oblivion The hourglass on the table The walk before the run The breathe before the kiss And the fear before the flames Have you ever felt this way? Have you ever wished for an endless night? Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight Have you ever held your breathe and asked yourself will it ever get better than tonight?

Unrequited Feelings
You love to see his gorgeous face Pictured in that holy place His fantastic smile sets you on fire Each time you see him you soar higher He picks you up he puts you down His happy face & his cute frown He seems perfect in everyway But something keeping you at bay I see there's a problem you can't ignore It's killing you, you are too sore To forget his love & affection You are stuck in this one section He has found his true soul mate Now I see that you're too late Still in too deep you can't get out He although has no doubt She is for him; he is for her You've got no chance to him deter So it's all over, your happy days Your heart broken in many ways

The Dark Corner 2
When the next day came I did not want to go but I ended up driving there and waiting there like some kind of dog in heat. I felt dirty for wanting you again when I did not even like it the first time around. When I saw you walking up to me with a huge grin on your face; I wanted to slap you right then in there that my hand started to rise before I could think to stop it. You laughed and grabbed my hand before I even got to slap you. “Now now my sweet, no need to greet me like this. You liked it and you know you liked it or you would have fought me and not shown up. I am glad you did; now walk this way I live right around the corner from here.” You grab my hand and make me walk with you all the way to your house. I do not say anything because I am still trying to think of a way to get out of this without hurting myself. When we made it to your house I still had no idea what I was going to do and when you shut your door I knew it was too late to come up w

Delusion Of The Vampire
Delusion Of The Vampire I was a vampire. Nothing more, nothing less. Yes, vampires do exist. Yes, vampires do drink the blood of mortals for sustenance. NO, I am not crazy. And yes, I am writing this from beyond two graves, for I perished from the species of mortals over 440 years ago, and perished from the species of vampire 11 years ago (or so I believe; that may be incorrect). However, unlike most of my kind, I did not choose to be a vampire; it was thrust upon me by a vampire who did not wish to seek permission to replenish his clan. I never even knew his name, as he was killed by members of his clan for breaking vampire law. And I was therefore pushed most violently into the realm of the undead. Death by vampirism does not come quickly; in fact, if you are unfortunate (or fortunate; it depends on your point of view), you will live until the sun goes nova and demolishes the planet. For with vampirism comes immortality, and with immortality comes the bereavement of the loss of thos

History
Have you ever look into your family history kinda weird if you really think about it....I can tell you this it is off the wall but cool as hell....I am not going to go in details ..but there are some awesome things that I found out.....

I'm Such A Nice Person. Not Really.
Well this is a follow up to the other blog about things I heard about me. I actually got an apology tonight and I am surprised. I just wish that people understood that just because they say "Gee, I'm sorry I lied about you, lied about your man and stabbed you in the back as many times as I could while saying to your face I want to be friends" doesn't mean that the person they're saying sorry to is going to be gracious and accept it. Chances are, we're still going to be pissed it came down to anything. Especially if we know we weren't in the wrong. Maybe I could have been nicer in my thoughts, but I don't think I'm out of line in saying if someone is going to continue to lie about me or pull stupid shit I don't want anything to do with them. I'm not one that believes in sugar coating it. I won't pull verbal punches anymore. I don't have any forgiveness left in me. I made the comment that I'm one of these people that that until you give me a reason to slit your throat, I'm perf

Fubar Or Elementary School?
K look if you are gonna cause ANY DRAMA AT ALL on my page then get tha F*** off my page! In no way am I gonna try to please everyone nor accomidate everyone. Im here to have a good time and chat and have fun.... (NOW THIS HAPP) when you think that we are all the sudden in a relationship because you chated with me once and now you tell me your falling for me! WTF?!?!?! Then get pissy and say im insulting you and your now acting like a child. I don't and won't have this kind of behavior on my page, nor will it be tolerated. If you don't like it delete me from your friend list. Yes i'm a BITCH and will be open and honest with any and everyone, thats just me!

An Open Letter To The All-england Gentleman's Mummers Club
Gentlemen Whilst partaking of a brisk walk along the promenade I happened across an unfortunate young lady who was valiantly attempting to convey her child up a considerable incline. I took a moment to consider her circumstance and decided there and then that we should find a way to assist. On returning to my place of residence I withdrew to my study and immediately set about finding a solution and I am pleased to inform you that I have indeed come up with a solution so striking in its simplicity that I am astounded that nobody had thought to employ its use at an earlier juncture. Gentlemen, I propose we manufacture and supply, at a reasonable cost, the 'Dr Nathaniel Swingbin Puffkin, patented, steam powered hovering perambulator'. I have taken the liberty to design and build a working prototype of which I have attached a photograph. Yours, Dr Nathaniel Swingbin Puffkin.

Fyi...
The next time a married man or woman glances your way, you might think twice before acting on impulse and frolicking between satin sheets. The scorned spouse could sue you. Yes, you read that right. You, the paramour, can get hit with a lawsuit that could cost you hundreds of thousands of dollars. They're known as "alienation of affection" suits, when an "outsider" interferes in a marriage. The suits are allowed in seven states: Hawaii, Illinois, Mississippi, New Mexico, North Carolina, South Dakota and Utah. The law allowing such legal action dates back to antiquated times when a wife was considered the property of a husband. A broken-hearted hubby could go after his wife's lover -- not with a gun, but with the law. so if your from these states sorry but i wont look at your junk...who am i kidding yes it will

Brandon My Preicous Moon
Brandon my preicous Moon,At the beginning you are just a friend to me, the more I get attrached to you, you had became my boyfriend, once we met, becaming 2 souls into 1, you are my lover. As deep we became into each other as soulmate, we knew in our heart n soul you are my husband.You know how to spoke in so gentle n supportive words to calm me down when I feel stressed out and overwhelmed when things seem not going what I want it to be. Thats the biggest thing I admires you about. All of your affections toward me put me at ease and making everything very comforting.I know I had told you this but I will say it again and maybe again n again down the road, you are the best thing EVER happened to me. I wasn't used to get all of the love, affectings and loving from someone like you. It surely made me feel extra sepcial. It made me cherish you ever more and more everyday. It has and have not yet stop growing.You know, when you look at the sea right? Can you count the every drop of wa

Brainstorm
Not really sure why I'm writing this now since I'm not sure where my thoughts are going... So, what I'm thinking is that I'ma do something uh ?fun? for my friends. Right now, I'm making little pieces of paper to make lame salutes. Don't worry, I will most likely make pretty ones soon. As I'm ripping up the paper(*rolls eyes*), I remembered that's what I've done when pulling names outta a hat kinda thing. So, yah. I'm thinking of doing something where all your names go into a bucket kinda thing and I pick one(or five or ten) out and do something special for that person. That's where my mind went to a stop and figured I better get my happyass making teh salutes while I actually have time. Tonight, I have a major assignment in class...I am super anxious so if Im like weird...never mind you all SHOULD know not to react to my behavior by now lol Where was I? oh yeah...If anyone has a suggestion that'd be great.

So U Like Jesus? Lol
so im thinking that either im completely insane or my way of thinking is just different from others.....ive finally figured out that god is fake...thank god lol....another superstition which ties people down.....u think its real....look at this.....why do u think god is real....could be fear of death? no wait...its a moral checklist i guess.....but u know what...thats being human not being godlike.....when i look at random religions i see people just like me telling me how to act and what to believe about when i die....guess what....u dont know what happens when u die...also i have never seen a person act so moral...NEVER!.....everyone fails the "morality" bit...EVERYONE....instead i have other people "religion" telling me what i do is wrong and that i should repent for it in some way......id say that money is a key factor in that.....how much do religions bring inTAX-FREE.....ok say ure spiritual....or spiritual principles way of life.....its the same thing.....just u say it different

Life And Death
Who knows what happens to us when we die, I think it absurd and maybe even a little arrogant to think we have the slightest idea about what god is. As children of this planet, it should be about time in our evolution, to be able to look beyond things we don't understand. In all due time, knowledge comes. Don't try looking for answers, only experience brings it, and experience comes whether u want it to or not!

I Shall
I shall find that which is hidden For whatever is within me is for you to see and what is within you is for me. I shall turn every shield For you need no protection from me nor I from you. I shall climb every wall and those I cant I will simply walk around. I shall find that which has been lost For anything that has been lost can be found again. And what can be found was never lost just misplaced. I shall always remember who i am and never forget who you are For who i am wants to be where you are.

When Things Happen
The truth hurts at times. But the truth only hurts when one person lies in the first place and then you find out a little too late on what truly happened. One thing about being honest though is that when you are honest people have a hard time believing you anyways because so many has lied. Like for instance a guy tells you bluntly that they have a thing for another woman while you are with him in a sense. So many miles apart and shit is it selfish to hold him back and tell him to wait for you? Or do you really want him to be happy? I believe if he comes out and is so honest with you, and you do want him to be happy let him free and let him be happy. Selfless as it may seem, it does hurt, and will hurt. But it's for the best. Why make him wait when he can have something right there in front of him. Stupid some may call it, or foolish, but if you love someone you want them to be happy no matter what. But on the other hand when you have had someone and they keep letting you down and lying

Yesterday
Yesterday For my celebration in my birthday party, I went out last night, Hopefully had a wild time parting, I was with no panties and I dressed a short skirt, in the restaurant in the middle of eating , I said you "it was not just the dinner that you got for eating". I had continued shaving my pussy this time.. "You know, that Italian restaurant is open until eleven. We've got some time..."

Goals In Question
I feel like running away. I feel isolated and alone in my thinking and I want to break away from it all. I feel myself retreating all rebuilding the sanctuary of isolation that I have hidden within so many times before. I am beginning to wonder why I left it to begin with..... Oh yea... because there was this wonderful man that I have known for what seemed my entire life standing before me painting the picture that I always dreamed so vividly and making me believe in it somehow. I think I have heard people many times say to me that it is better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all and I honestly would have to disagree. Longing for something in your life and not getting it is terrible and often defeating, but having it... holding it, breathing it, tasting it, touching it, hearing it only to then have it placed behind a barrier that you cannot penetrate is much more painful and cruel. What is w

Initial Thoughts
As some of you know, I am a little obsessed with music. I love to hear live music, and go to as many shows as possible. There is just something in the energy between a musician and the audience that I find to be so very powerful. I am the one singing along quietly and sometimes not so quietly. I am the one tapping my feet, and patting my knees, chair dancing if the venue does not have a dance floor. I am the one with the look of complete rapture on my face, and a smile from ear to ear. I have stated that music feeds my soul. It is the air that I need top breathe. I find that music can lift me to the heavens....I feel such joy at times. I need to feel that joy, so i just keep coming back for more. It is my drug. Well, music and a vodka martini! My favorite performers right now are Brandi Carlile, Shawn Mullins, Katie Herzig, John Hiatt, and Edwin McCain. I am most interested in the singer songwriter genre right now. This of course will change on a whim should I hear some

One Day You'll Find Forever~by Jd
Restless, But utterly exhausted, Tired of guilty its left me broken, Actually i am totally lifeless, Activate my switch, I am feeling so irregular, Put your hand to my chest, Do you feel a beat? The agony bestowed upon me refuses to go away. I feel so small, My mind is conflicted, Laying here i am in a vegative state. Mentally i have shut off my conscious, No more words to speak, I may have my troubles, Your the problem i've exhausted all possibilities and went crazy trying to fix. I found the most painless route this time, When you leave take with you everything i am. Suppose i would be better off with a clean slate, I'll get lost if you want me to, Thought you already knew i was a broken man? This may be me controlling my destiny, Or maybe, I am doing y ou a favor to save whats left of you. I find it very important to experience life fully alive, Theres nothing more to be had from me, I'm tapped out of my best, Only because after all this time, I gave you th

Wow
I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground And I'm hearing what you say But I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down But wait... You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around and say.. That it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat (But that's nothing new) Yeah yeah I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue And you say Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you, But I'm afraid It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late Woahooo woah It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, yeah I said it's too late to apologize, yeah I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground...

For A Friend
The sounds that I hear The way my head clears I have only but one thing to fear I know it's not true I know it's not because of you This is all that I am All that I am All that you are I am but an open book Just take a glance just take a look All that is honest All that is true I could always be here for you The sounds that I hear How my heart fears I have only but one thing to fear All that I am All that you are This is all that I am

Stupid People Night In Chat
Yup, has to be a full moon. Winner #1 sends me an IM. A woman asked him something that he didn't understand and felt the need to IM me about it. What did she ask? She asked if he did stand up for kindergardners? *snorts* I found it rather amusing and after chatting with this person, no, he doesn't do stand up for kindergardners. They're WAY to advanced for him. Winner #2 hits me with c me cum in my mouth in IM. Though that did peek my curiousity a bit, I politely declined. Unfortunately, that tramatized him. He couldn't understand why I wouldn't want to see that. I'm sure he'll get over it if he doesn't squirt himself in the eye.

The Colors Test
You Are Colorful Because You Are Sparkling You are witty and clever. You may not be the most outgoing person in the world, but you speak up when it matters. You know create an aura of mystery surrounding you. You enjoy having people wonder about you. You never over share or dominate a conversation. You only inject yourself when you know it's your time to shine. You are classy and elegant. Making a good impression is important to you, and you love to leave people wanting more. The Colors Test Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

Shit
My eldest daughter is planning to move in with her boyfriend. She's 19 going on 20 in May. My ex wife, her mother so alienated her that she picked up her belongings on Christmas day and left for a town that's over 2 hours away by freeway. She had my blessing to go live with a girlfriend, and I was aware that this girlfriend was also a friend and neighbor of the boyfriend, but now it looks as though the two of them have decided to quit pretending. Her younger sister, who is 18 going on 10 has been transformed from an adorable little girl I once knew who loved her sister and her daddy, into a Myspace / Facebook attention whore of such a high degree it would shame many a Fubar attention whore. Volumes and volumes of photos with the pouting lips, skimpy clothes and me me me me me me me vibe. I detest the person my younger child has become. But I blame her mother, who has been permissive and enabling her in this area. See, the ex wasn't very popular in school. Although she grew up

Shifted
There has been a shift in reality a change of perspective The looking glass has been cleared and revealed A Taint on my soul eclipsing all that I do all that I know My mettle will be tested My strength revealed All bonds must be broken and forged anew

Fubar's Double Standard
I think I am starting to understand fubar. . . If you are a guy you can be topless in any and all photos, even your default picture, but if you are a female and show even the smallest bit of cleavage your photo gets taken down and marked NSFW. What the fuck is with the double standard??? Baby Jesus and Scrapper need to pull their heads out of their asses and and start pull all those photos of shirtless guys off. P.S. If a woman is in a bikini it is the same thing as her being in her bra and underware!!!!!

The Sunday Surprise
It was Sunday and no one was home. So I decided to take a long bubble bath and to watch some TV while just kicking back. After my bath I stay in my robe knowing that no one will be home until later on tonight. While I was watching a show I liked I started to drift off to sleep. I do not know how long I was sleep but I woke up to warm hands on my legs and someone playing with my hair. When I opened my eyes I saw my Daddy was the one doing that to me. “Hello my little angel, have a nice nap and bath?” “Yes Daddy I did. Why are you home early?” “Oh I did not have to be there as long as I thought so I came home early. I see your mom went out to her friends again. So it’s just you and me then until later tonight.” “I guess so Daddy. If you will move please I can go and get dressed now since I am all dry.” I try to get up but Daddy would n

Portrait Of The Devil
My body is the canvas, your brush it is the weaponYou paint me Hellbound while you paint yourself in HeavenI am the veil that is lifted from the ignorantI give knowledge, I teach Disciples disciplineYou preach intolerance and bigotry through the subconsciousAnd your political religious system makes me vomitFuck America for trying to put me on a crossMy name ain't Jesus and no my soul is not lostYou think that it is about all the shit I talk aboutBut I'm a catalyst for any kid that has a doubtAbout the system or religious institutionsCause for some of these kids my music brings a positive solutionBut you, you fill their heads with this nonsenseThe world is fucked up and you ain't helping progressSo next time you point the finger at mePoint it first to the news broadcast on tvI will see no evil because that's all I seeAnd I will hear no evil because that's all I speakYour God is dead so you crucify meI'm the Devil, the Devil, you paint a portrait of the DevilI will see no evil because th

Interesting Slavegirls Next Sequel
still some things to get shown here... this for example is a slavegirl i met... and it was a pleasure. not that thin but she had known her place. sucks properly nice round ass and at times a true painslut. this slavegirl from the us was new to the theme, but she had a big interest to serve and to please you could say... a perfect female ;) that should be enough stuff for today... soon you will find new updated here...

Which Of The Seven Dwarfs Are You?
You Are Sleepy You are an easy-going, relaxed person. You don't have a care in the world, and you find it easy to nod off anytime. People enjoy being around you. You are a complete natural, and you always act however you feel. Despite what people may think, you don't have a lazy bone in your body. You are a very hard worker. When work needs to be done, you'll work your hardest. That's why you're so sleepy at the end of the day! Which of the Seven Dwarfs Are You? Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

Where Mona Lisa Goes
Mona Lisa is in overdrive a smile cracking across her lips puppet strings pulled across the constraints of time I am the flame of my perpetually artistic flame burning finger tip tracing out my passions with razorblades I name my scars, the crimes I commit against myself are ghosts Mona Lisa looks on with a smile attempting to harness my mask delicate deliberate deviant detrimined to derail details with dignity. Mona Lisa takes a vacation with in the confines of her mask etched across her own morbid history recreating fables answering questions with questions.

Spanning The Gamut From More To Less
My husband is upset with me right now. This makes me sad. My vision is good, perhaps my delivery is whack. All I wanted was to see one more quarter in the CURE LEUKEMIA board that sits at the local Kroger service counter. Just one more quarter that I had not put in myself. In conjunction with this desire I have a moment in time arriving soon in which my husband tells me to "just be honest" - well if I am honest then that would require me to expose a whole lot of things that make no sense in the mundane world. They tell me my grandson is dead, I went to his funeral; but I do not believe it. My friend says it is so cute that his ashes sit on his favorite spiderman couch. I find it vile and I do not believe it. What sort of person would think that is cute? Would you think the ashes of your child or grandchild "cute" no matter where they were placed? So is it they that are odd or me? Mostly it doesn't matter. But I do have a dream and a practical mind. My husband says I am "assuming I k

Something A Bit Deeper
Been thinking a lot lately about what it is I want out of my life. I realize my dreams are minimal compared to most. It's a self-centered portrait that's not really self-centered or realistic. I don't know if I'll ever get what I want. I don't think I can quite describe it now, but I don't want the normal life: going to school, getting a job, living on my own.. I mean, I'm a free spirit, but all those things are restraints. Does that make sense? I just want to live my life now the way I want it. It's not that exciting, what I want to do with my life and at the same time, if I did have it, it would be the most exciting thing to ever happen. I'm a simple girl. Though to be simple seems to be so complicated.

Colorectal Cancer Awareness Month:saving Your Own Life!
I would like to take this opportunity to remind you March is Colorectal Cancer Awareness Month! The life you save just might be your own trust me. http://www.rantrave.com/Rave/Colorectal-Cancer-Awareness-monthsaving-your-life.aspx

It's Nekkid Time!!!
Join me for my Saturday morning show at 7am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Flying Is For The Birds - Part Deux
The flight home from San Diego to Atlanta wasn’t as pleasant for me as the flight there. I am not sure if it was because I was sore from surgery, or if there were just some genuinely annoying occurrences. I also get a little…out of sorts….on pain medication so maybe that was the problem. THE GOODWe told the Delta staff at check in about my surgery and they moved our seats. Our new seats were one row away from the door, and we were allowed to board first. Mom and I were very anxious for a little while there because we were two people in a three-person row and unsure if the remaining seat was spoken for. I really did not want to sit next to anyone. It is very hard for me to sit still for that many hours and I just did not want to deal with fidgeting next to a stranger (who is touching me). This was a smaller plane than the one to San Diego and it seemed more cramped. We were relieved to eventually find that we were the only two seated in that row. We got to spread ou

Replaceable
I go threw the motions today like its just another day. I got you on my mind. My visions a haze. I have defiantly seen better days. You move on. Talking about memories. This is that part where I get something in my eye. Your with her I understand. You where the better man. You long for me in every thing you do. Deep down you have this wild side. This side that she never could abide. She could never hold a candle to you. A comment from you. Or maybe that’s just how I heard it. It doesn’t matter, you got what you want. There goes that emotional shatter. You’ve watched me die inside enough times to see this is the way it should be. No good for you is what I’ll continue to be. To much to contain. An adventure every day. Another thing you say. No I didn’t just hear it that way. You miss me you wont lie. Yet still I lay here and I die. Emotional shatter. Watch the life of me as it quickly splatters. Like paint on canvas. This is the way it’s suppose to

My Angel
"FULLY AWAKE ,YET I FEEL AS IF, WELL,AS IF I AM SLEEP WALKING, THE HUNGER TAKES ME BY SUPRISE THE TIGER IN MY MIND IS STALKING, SEARCHING FOR PREY TODAY IS THE DAY , I FEED THE BEAST WITH IN, ANOTHER BLACK MARK TO PUT ON THE LIST, ADDED TO MY OTHER SINS, WHEN , OR IF I FACE MY MAKER. BE IT GOD OR SATAN HIMSELF, I NEED WILL SOMEONE TO SAVE MY SOUL, FOR IF I HAVE ONE IT NEEDS HELP, YOU ARE PURE ,IM SURE YOU HAVE ADVICE TO SET ME STRAIGHT, I NEED INSTRUCTION ,SOME LAID OUT PLAN TO HELP ME CHANGE MY FATE, I DO NOT HAVE MANY I CAN TURN TO FOR THIS , IN FACT I CAN THINK OF NONE, THE WAR TO BE A BETTER PERSON , WILL PROBABLY NEVER BE WON, THE FIGHT IS LONG THE BATTLE FIERCE , REASONS TO CONTINUE ARE NIL, YET ON I GO I MUST NO CLUE WHY , I HAVE A SURVIVORS WILL, I MUST NOT KEEP YOU BE ON YOUR WAY, I DO NOT WISH TO FILL YOUR PLATE, KEEP ME IN YOUR THOUGHTS MAYBE PREY FOR ME MY ,WORDS HAVE TOO MUCH WEIGHT, AND GOD IF HE EXIST HE WON'T IGNORE YOU , YOU A

She Will Stay
The Echoes tracing in the mind. The Essence of You, she seeks. With hopes to one day find… Yet, deep inside herself, she retreats. her Journey taking her far and wide. In very few, she will confide. Aching for her Masters Touch… Bringing forth from her… so much. she finds herself seeking her One, Ever faithful in her Journey, her Quest. Knowing the past can never be undone, her loyalty constantly put to test. Your Call bringing her soul alert. Closer to You, with every day. Licking every wound of her hurt, Knowing one day with You, she will stay. The Essence of You, Bringing slave to her knees. Through and through… It is only You, slave aims to please. she crawls, she trembles, accepting solace along the way. Inside herself, she always remembers… The care You have on display. Leaving the safety of her nest… she crawls, doing her very best. she knows You await, she knows one day... her Fate. You beckon to her in every way, Safety for her,

Vampires
Few creatures of the night have captured our imagination like VampiresWhat explains our induring fasination with Vampires?What is it about the vampire myth that explains our intrest?Is it the over tellings of sexual lust, power, control?Or is it a fasination with the inmmortality of the undead?And what dark and hidden part of our Psyche are aroused and captivated by the legends of the undead?(by the legends of the undead.....the legends of the undead)The mystery of the undead will continues to fasinate the livingVampiresDead, dead, dead, dead, dead, deadFew creatures of the night have captured our imagination like VampiresWhat explains our induring fascination with Vampires?And what dark and hidden part of our Psyche are aroused and captivated by the legends of the undead?

Take My Heart : The Words Of The Song
TAKE MY HEART WRITER: GORDON MILLSSinger : Engelbert Humperdinck You say you're finished with loveThat you'll never love again as long as you liveBut believe me, you'll love me againIf for once, you find it in your heart to forgetTake my heartI can undo all the wrong, let's startJust a little bit of love goes farYou'll begin to live againTake my heartCome on back where you belong, let's startYou can do it if you take my heartYou'll begin to live againNow that you've seen the bad sideThere's a chance that you won't find the heart to forgiveBut believe me, there's always the good sideIn a world just made for us, where lovers can liveTake my heartI can undo all the wrong, let's startJust a little bit of love goes farYou'll begin to live againTake my heartCome on back where you belong, let's startYou can do it if you take my heartYou'll begin to live again link:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GUw03tvztsE

Thank You
Acquaintances come and go, True friends lasts a lifetime, The love for the other will always show, Some would trade it off for a dime, Commonly mistaken acquaintances for true friends, No price can buy something that never ends. True Friends will withstand anything that gets in the way, As for acquaintances would fall apart and runaway, While watching the new relationships we sew, As ours will blossom and grow, Nothing can ever compare to my friendship with you, Without you I wouldn't know what to do, Thank you for being strong n true, I just wanted to say thank you for being….You

The Kiss
THE KISS DREAM:36018:NSFW IT WAS THE DREAM THAT WOKE ME UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT,&IT FELT SO REAL.IT WASN’T PLANNED,WE WERE JUST HUGGING EACH OTHER GOODBYE CAUSE HE HAD TO GO WE WERE CLOSE WE CARE ABOT EACH OTHER AND OUR LIVES GET VERY BUSY SO WE DON’T GET TO SPEND VERY MUCH TIME TOGETHER.SO ANYWAY AT THE END OF HIS VISIT WE KISSED IT WAS BREIF,SURPRISING AT FIRST BUT OH WELL, OKAY,IT WAS NICE IT WAS SWEET.KIND OF SHOCKING AND WE STOPPED AND WE LOOKED AT EACH OTHER&THEN WE WENT AND DECIDED THAT US KISSING WASN’T SO BAD.AND THEN WE LEANED INTO EACH OTHER AGAIN AND STARTED FRENCH KISSING THIS TIME OUR TONGUES INTERTWINED AND MAN IT WAS AWESOME!!!AND I WONDERED WHY WE HAD RESISTED SO LONG.AND AS WE WERE FRENCH KISSING WE HAD O HOLD EACH OTHER BACK SOME BECAUSE TIME WAS PRESSING. WE ALREADY PLAYED AND HE WAS GETTING HARD AGAIN,I DIDN’T WANT TO GET CARRIED AWAY AND GET HIM IN TROUBLE.BUT I DID WANT HIM,SO I DECIDED THAT WE’D PROBABLY HAVE TIME FOR A QU

Roadtrip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so, I just moved from long beach cali to springfield missouri. It was one hell of a trip. I went to vegas first and won some money, lots of it. My game is blackjack, and I left vegas with 10,000 in my pockets, after spending 800 of my own. it was still a good taking. After that I went through new mexico. I got pulled over for a broken tail light, the cops searched my car and found my gun in the backseat in my lockbox. one of the cops freaked out, and before i knew it there were ten squad cars and a bunch of police screaming at me to get on the ground or they'd shoot. After being kneed in the ribs and smacked in the back of the head I was arrested. I'm pretty lucky considering I DID fight back and knocked out four of them before they got the drop on me. I only fought because I was in the middle of the desert and they were talking about taking all my money and leaving me to the wolves. I paid them off with my winnings from vegas and let them keep my .357 ruger gp/100 r

Goad
goad\GOHD\verb; 1.To prick or drive with, or as if with, a goad; prod; incite.noun: 1.A stick with a pointed or electrically charged end, for driving cattle, oxen, etc.; prod. 2.Anything that pricks or wounds like such a stick. 3.Something that encourages, urges, or drives; a stimulus.

Just Thinking About My Plans Wore Me Out!
has no motivation this morning.. I think that thinking about everything that I have going on this weekend has worn me out to the point that I don't want to start the plans in motion!

Really Sad Little Mermaid Movie (she Dies) Amazing Movies Tho Look...
The Little Mermaid lives in a utopian underwater kingdom with her father the sea king; her grandmother; and her six elder sisters, each born one year apart. When a mermaid turns 15, she is allowed to swim to the surface to watch the world above, and as the sisters become old enough, one of them visits the surface every year. As each of them returns, the Little Mermaid listens longingly to their various descriptions of the surface and of human beings. When the Little Mermaid's turn comes, she ventures to the surface, sees a ship with a handsome prince, and falls in love with him from a distance. A great storm hits, and the Little Mermaid saves the prince from a near-drowning. She delivers him unconscious to the shore near a temple. Here she waits until a young girl from the temple finds him. The prince never sees the Little Mermaid. The Little Mermaid asks her grandmother whether humans can live forever if they do not drown. The grandmother explains that humans have a much shorter lifes

My Son's Just Dont Listen Worth Shit
For some time now I have made it as clear as any one can to my family about the budget. Hubby and I had to go see a bankruptcy guy to see if he could help us get out of the mess we were in. I thought for sure we would have to go bankrupt but!!! phewwwwwwwwwww thank gawd we didnt. He put us on a consummer dept proposal payment plan to our creditors. This way they would get half their money instead of non. As he looked at our situation he said you know your not that bad just you dont have enough funds comming in to cover this mess. So any how, we sign the papers come tuesday and that is that , then he is gonna show us how to budget and get back on track. I already know how to, but maybe he can show me a better way. Anyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy howwwwwwwwwwwwwww As far back as I can remember I have always told the family they cant keep eatting and eatting and eatting for the sake of just eatting. Because when they do that I run out of the things I need to prepare the meals. Butttt

I Am Alone I Love You Michael
Im sitting here alonerealising your gonei know i cant change thingsi know i was wrong they all say i dont need youthey all say im better offthey dont understand i love youyet i never said it enough i regret what i didbut i cant take it backwish i could hold youi want you back i know you deserve betteri know im messed upbut cant go on without youi miss you so much baby im sorryi know i said it beforei mean it more than everknowing our loves now behind a closed door i didnt realise what i hadtill i lost youmy heart bleeds insidei cant forget you cant you find it in your heart to forgive melove me once againtell me everythings alrighttell me its not the end yet i know the end is nowi know youll never love me againim sorry babythat i was the one to let you down

Listen
LISTEN... close ur eyes use ur imagination listen with ur heart feel with ur soul dont say a word close ur eyes list to the words feel the beat feed ur mind dont say word close ur eyes breathe it taste it feel it be it dont say a word close ur eyes let ur mind be free let ur soul sing let ur heart beat dont say a word enjoy wut the good lord gave u take it and run with it embrace the lyrics the wisdom the pain the joy never know wuts in store for the next verse. dont say a word just intake wut they say. the reality its more than the beat maybe more than u and me.... its not wut u say or see but about wut it can be. dont say a word just listen with ur soul u never know wut u may be told.

Ensign: Pass The Test
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 23 July 2010 “Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone into the world.” John’s first letter is a restatement of the key points in living a Christian life. While we have to be receptive to whatever call God has for our lives, even when we don’t agree with Him, we are not condemned for asking why this specific call. The verse quoted above, 1 John 4:1, tells us three things. Not every call on our time (in the life of the church, ”not every spirit”) has equal validity, not every test of God’s Word (“try the spirits”) is a sign of our unfaithfulness, and not every person (“many false persons&rd

The Most Sincere F/u
I never once knew what I felt, couldn't tell if what it was, was real or not. Every day I cherished the fact, I held on too. We gave it our all, through the good and the hell. Never once did I ever turn my back on you, only taking a step back from you each time it blew. Anger in its truest form, the form of my darkness is released through my voices, growls, screams..till the knife comes out.Blood is bled, and what is shed is no more then tears of a different thickness. Witness the breaking point in which you point the finger, don't mention how the past will linger on your tongue waiting for a chance to strike. But let me fuel the fire and leave all desires off my sleeve until I expire, its the only thing that will never change. Sick in the head, tongue filled with lead, leaving a hole in your head, click click bang ya dead. Metaphorically of course, but I do want a divorce from ever remembering ya quicker then a race horse can piss with two dicks, like I said I'm sick in the head, have

A Few New Words
smumm: a stupid or non mumm assgarb: someone so ridiculous or stupid, short for ass whole set of clothing shtyping: shit typing, either selective caps or numbers used as letters, short for shit typing feeple: short for fu people unlited smumm. a confusing smumm facebar: members on fubar and facebook fuans: short for fubar fans furban, combination of fu and urban or metro: suggested by Ariel Uh Fope: short for fubar dope, especially people that talk stupidity in chats fervert> Short for fubar pervert, someone that looks at NSFW pitures, and neither rates, nor comments

A Short Story Of Two Classmates
I stumbled onto this: Tandem Story This assignment was actually turned in by two of my English students:Rebecca ... and Gary ... English 44A, SMUCreative Writing Professor Miller In-class Assignment for Wednesday:One of you will then write the first paragraph of a short story. The partner will read the first paragraph and then add another paragraph to the story. The first person will then add a third paragraph, and so on back and forth. Remember to reread what has been written each time in order to keep the story coherent. The story is over when both agree a conclusion has been reached. At first, Laurie couldn't decide which kind of tea she wanted. The chamomile, which used to be her favorite for lazy evenings at home, now reminded her too much of Carl, who once said, in happier times, that he liked chamomile. But she felt she must now, at all costs, keep her mind off Carl. His possessiveness was suffocating, and if she thought about him too much her asthma started acting up

Freedom Atleast
i married my wife on march 31 2010 and ever since then it has been nothing but hell she refused to give me any kind of space when iam on the internet she stays behind and see what iam up too or if iam calling a friend or texting she always looks on who iam talking too she is so far up my ass that i cant even take a shit with out her approvalshe lies and try to manipulate me to do what ever she wantsme and my wife got into a fight and she shove me first and i shove her back and i try to get my marriage license from her since i was the only one who ever paid for anything and everything but she refused so i try to get it from her i did not hit her tho even tho part of me wanted too she had the cops called on me at the end of Julyi was in jail for a day and i got out they gave me anger management i start next week that stupid cunt could have ruin my life all together because i already have court in phx for a old charge of protecting my ex gf from a guy who i thought was going

About Me
Our happiness lies in how we percieve things. 5 years ago,I was happily married to a beautiful woman,Deana, whom I loved very much. we lived in a run down doublewide trailer that I seemed to always be working on when I was not working at my job, which was in construction and kept me away from home alot. Even though Deana and I loved being with each other, we did not allow ourselves to be happy because we wanted better than what we had. The trailer we lived in was falling apart around us, I was never home much because of my job. WE dreamed of getting away,owning our own house, and me not having to work at a job that kept me away from home so much. It was just a dream until fate played a hand. I was run over by a truck on a construction site. As a result,my back was broken and I could no longer work at that job. I got a settlement and with the money, Deana and I could afford to get the house we dreamed of. Happily ever after right? Fate wasn't done yet. The settlement that I got was en

Your So Gay.........
I hope you hang yourself with your H&M scarf While jacking off listening to mozart You bitch and moan about LA Wishing you were in the rain reading Hemingway You don’t eat meat And drive electrical cars You’re so indie rock it’s almost an art You need SPF 45 just to stay alive (CHORUS) You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys No you don’t even like No you don’t even like No you don’t even like boys You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys No you don’t even like No you don’t even like No you don’t even like… You’re so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal You’re so skinny you should really Super Size the deal Secretly you’re so amused That nobody understands you I’m so mean cause I cannot get you outta your head I’m so angry cause you’d rather MySpace instead I can’t believe I fell in love with someone that wears more make up than... (CHORUS) You

Rocker Nadja Benaissa Infects Guys With Hiv
Nadja Benaissa, who is a singer for the German all girls band No Angels, was given a 2 year suspended sentence for knowingly infecting a man with the HIV virus. Nadja, 28, was diagnosed with the HIV virus when she was 17 years-old. The court was leniency because she expressed remorse. I can’t imagine if the tables were turned and it was a man the knowingly infected a woman with AIDS. One can only speculate but I think the sentence would have been harsh. Well, the good part is now Nadja must tell guys about her infection before having sex. At least I think she should. For more http://Blogs.FanBox.com/Soyouwanttolookbetternaked BlastFM is infectious when you listen. You won’t believe all the great music you’ve never heard of on other stations. You’ll love it! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Love Crimes
her eyes open wide as we both reach a state of orgasmic euphoria, she gives herself to me while stealing what once was hers. we were one once, we spoke of lives to come, "sweet dreams and flying machines, in pieces on the ground" (james taylor) i tried to pick those pieces up, reassemble them, yet lost the instructions. all i am left with is our crimes of passion, and the memories of what may never be. i am what she told me i was... a failure, a loser, a piece of shit, my father, i only wanted to be her soulmate, i thought i was... turned out i was wrong.

Misery Loves Company
Pain, hatred, sorrow, and love. all are emotions that involve another person to have. If this means humanity must have pain to have happiness and vice-versa, why should we want it? because Misery loves Company. and goddamn it, misery LOVES me. fuck it. im tired of trying to explain everything and no one takes me seriously. no one listens to MY pain when i listen to theres. if i feel like shit, its " everything will be ok" or" dont worry, better things are to come" when i take hours out of my life to help them feel better. I AM DONE.

Clash Of The Humanbanes...
I wave my hand and they raise up, most still twitching from just dieing. Then they turn on there comrades and begin to fight anew.at this The Orcs begin to retreat. looking over at the elf I nod and her wolf comes out on the left flank and I hit it with stoneskin as I summon my shield and mace of spellstoring, the gnome, transformed into a raven flies over them and drops a fireball in their midst, they begin to regroup anyway, then I see him a large human on the ridge watching them, a night blue dragonfinned helm three red glowing gems inset, and ceremonial piece mail armor, I know this man, he brandishes his humanbane longsword, pointing with his heavily scared hand at me, I simply smile back and flick my wrist, in place of my mace, now there is a longsword, of glowing silver, with flames running the length of it,my very own humanbane known as cleanser "Warduke, I am Tandar the dying, I have been sent to kill you." I say. He laughs and says. "puny mortal, the gods could not bring me d

What's Your Grown Up Stereotype?
You Are The Introvert You are a thoughtful person who could also be described as downright intellectual. You enjoy spending time by yourself, and this leads to a lot of thinking. You tend to have a few close friends instead of lots of acquaintances. Your bonds with your friends are strong. While you may not be outgoing, you are a great conversationalist. You have many interests and as a result, many things to talk about. What's Your Grown Up Stereotype? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

Life Without You
All I see and I all I know is slowly fading into a distant memory. I feel myself slipping into this dark hole. I can hear nothing now. See nothing. Feel emptiness. I’m clawing my way from a sorrow so deep down, holding on so tight, drowning me. This shallow grave I have been placed in. Have you forgotten that I am here? You released me into this bitter world, fighting for acceptance and love. You left me alone and abused. You left me to fight for an existence so bleak and unfulfilling. A life without you. This unsettling feeling of abandonment, of loss. I want to hear your words once again. Tell me that you love me, that you are here. Commit to those promises that once were made. Those dreams we had of a life we wanted to share, together. Take me into your arms, whisper in my ear and tell me that you are still here. I long to feel you again, to hold you, to taste you. Feel the passion inside. I never wanted any of this to change and yet I managed to lose it anyways, to push it

Pimpouts
to me being pimped out is worthless now. pimpouts were made to get profile rates.now its a cop out for assholes to click the like button which personaly i dont care a rats ass about.i had rather have 1 profile rate than 10 likes.profile rates rank me not likes.i am one pissed off bitch.when i am pimped out and all the assholes hit the like button without rating my profile i click there dislike button with a asphat take it or leave it.if your one of the ones guilty doing it.

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Its dark again It always gets dark again To dark to see Cool air on my hands Which pull the blanket tight Yet dawn approaches Even if long is the night It seems forever off When all hope is lost All the lights flicker A lone bird whistles A hint of blue And hope returns Red as fire on the eastern horizon With it comes life With it comes warmth Flowers reach Leaves breath The daily spring The sky seems bluer Clouds form and hover The moon hides its face A comforting feeling The sun in my hair The calm air No reason to leave But life must return For theres red on the eastern horizon

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The jesters court the Queen of the Dance, Trying to steal a royal romance; They lavish her with presents, crown her with praise, Not once perceiving the suspicions they raise. The Queen of the Dance abides no fools; The ball she masters swirls to her rules. Behind a kind smile she laughs, peering for a glimpse To find in a jester the heart of a prince.