Fubar Blog Posts 3

Think Your Life Sucks?
If you think life is bad... How would you like to be an egg? You only get laid once. You only get eaten once. It takes 4 minutes to get hard. Only 2 minutes to get soft. You share your box with 11 other guys. But worst of all. The only chick that ever sat on your face was your mother. So cheer up... Your life ain't that bad!

Life And Relationships
I wrote this as a reply to bulletin a friend had posted about why girl's do what they do when it comes to the ones they love leaving them. I thought it would only be right that the guy's had their story told. Although once again this is for those guys that always finish last in life, you know what I mean. Here's To All The Guys. That weren't assholes to the ones they loved. That tried their hardest to do what was right and protect that girl they thought was number one. That watched the tears fall from that sweet and innocent face, while holding back their own. That did what they thought was best, because they didn't realize how happy she was with him. That knew as they walked away the only comfort that would be afforded them is the tears shed as the nights were spent without sleep. That hid their tears from the world because that is what men do. That ignored her calls and texts, because hearing her voice would bring us to our knees. That spent the time getting over her by lookin

Help Please Ladies And Guys As Well
ok girls, joe is getting on my nerves omg we are officially dating now but i dont find him attractive like "you know wht" and i told him none of it cuz it is somethin i promised my self i wouldnt do but he keeps suddly mentioning it and he asked me if i would hold it against him if he wanted to kiss me all over and i said yes and he thought i was joking grrrrr i like him enough to date him but not enough to get physical wht should i do HELP!!!! please thanks to who ever comments this :D

Please Read
you are on my mind as i close my eyes at night in my heart that is where you shall stay though you never had the chance to really be a mother no longer hearing lullabys a single tear is shed each day in the heavens you will grow and watch over me, your mom my angel you shall be high above the clouds i loved you before you were gone wishing our parting had never come to be a child not brought to term still your my secrect i hold inside i'll never let go nor never forget the child i lost was not a regret just a fate i was not meant to have......

Dinner & A Movie
The kids and I were having dinner and watching Transformers, when the house started shaking. I knew it was an Earthquake and sat still and looked over at my son. His eyes were HUGH! and mouth wide open. The windows shook and a few things fell off the walls. My son stood up and yelled Earthquake and stepped under the framing for the doorway. I smiled, knowing this was taught to him since kindergarden. My daughter was in shock hand over her mouth also standing under the frame. I sat and rode it out on the sofa. lmao When it was over.. < this all took place in little less than 5 seconds, they each were on they're cell phones. I had fogotten this was their first major quake. They are use to feeling 3.0 and below. I smiled and told them it was safe to come out of the doorway now. They are still on the phone excited and talking to friends. It was around this time back in 1989 that I felt the biggest Earthquake for me. That was 8.9 and destroyed homee, bridges, and suc

I Saw You Today.
I saw you today, laying on the side of the road, Your tongue hanging out of your bleak, expressionless face, You had died, who knows how long ago, I don't want to know, Some cruel, emotionless human hit you, and you fell to its hate, They will never know the life they destroyed, only that they did, But believe me, poor soul, for your death I mourn, You were taken too quick in this world, I will never know why you were in the street, but I do care, Maybe you were a stray, maybe some small girls love, But for your death, I do cry, and mourn for another innocent lost, I wish I could have saved you, with my own being if need be, But I know you don't blame the person that murdered you, Its not in the hearts of beasts till put there by humans, I believe you lead a good life, and for that I am proud, I don't know your name, but you will be with me forever.

Dreams
To hold you in my arms To feel your heartbeat With mine to know The passion and the Aww you have Given to me Hold me to close Today and kiss me with You heart and your soul I will be here with you In my thoughts and my Dreams

Forgive Your Enemies
Forgiving your enemies At the end of the church service, the Minister asked "How many of you have forgiven your enemies?" 80% held up their hands. The Minister then repeated his question. All responded this time, except for one small elderly lady. "Mrs. Jones?" said the Minister "Are you not willing to forgive your enemies?" I don't have any." She replied, smiling sweetly. Mrs. Jones, that is very unusual. How old are you?"Ninety-eight." she replied."Oh Mrs. Jones, would you please come up in front & tell us all how a person can live to be ninety-eight years & not have an enemy in the world?" The little sweetheart of a lady tottered down the aisle, faced the congregation, and said very sweetly: "I outlived the bitches."

Firefighters Are Human Too
Firefighters are human too Firefighters are human too.....We answer the call, no matter what time day or night. We run into the burning house not knowing what we will find on the other side. We look for your family, your pets and try to save all of your memories. We look into your faces seeing the pain the sorrow the helplessness of what has just happened. We strive to put the flames out as quick as possible to save all you have. We pull the bodies out no matter what the age, race, or religion but cannot show the emotions that haunt us every day so we can be strong for the ones around us. The car wrecks, the fires take its toll day after day, for some of those that are lost are friends, family and loved ones. At the end of the day we go home and reflect on what has happened. Some of you call us heros or the bravest of the brave, risking everything but not for glory or fame but for the knowing that maybe the next call you go on can make a difference in someones life. It is not a g

Love Life Amputee
Title: Love Life Amputee By: Shawn Foreman I used to not care But I see you standing there Then I realize, life isn't fair It's these feelings that haunt It's these memories that taunt I never get what I want It's the story of my life It's the cause of this pain and strife This shit isn't cool This shit makes me act like a fool How should I feel? How do I know what is real? What am I supposed to do? I can't seem to get through to you All I wanted was you and me But that won't happen, it's plain to see So just leave me alone and let me be Leave me alone to clean up the debris Just leave me alone because now I'm free, I'm free from the things you do to me

Toffee Pumpkin Pie
Ingredients * Pastry for Single-Crust Pie * 1 15-ounce can pumpkin * 1 cup sugar * 1 tablespoon all-purpose flour * 1-1/2 teaspoons ground cinnamon * 2 eggs, slightly beaten * 1 teaspoon vanilla * 1-1/4 cups half-and-half or light cream * 1 cup coarsely chopped chocolate-covered toffee bars Directions 1. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F. Prepare pastry as directed; line a 9-inch pie plate with the pastry circle. Trim to 1/2 inch beyond edge of pie plate. Fold under extra pastry and flute or crimp edge. Do not prick pastry. Set aside. 2. For filling: In a large bowl, stir together pumpkin, sugar, flour, and cinnamon. Add eggs and vanilla; beat lightly with a rotary beater or fork just until combined. Gradually stir in half-and-half or light cream. 3. Place pastry-lined pie plate on the oven rack. Carefully pour filling into pastry shell. Sprinkle chopped candy over filling. 4. To prevent overbrowning, cover pie edge wi

Returning To Work
I find that sometimes that in my life I don’t feel fulfilled. I don’t have a hard life which is a blessing, but a lot of times I wish I could do more. I’ve come to grips with the fact that esteem that I held my family in wasn’t warranted. So I need to find another body to fulfill that empty piece of my life. I’m going back to work in the youth shelter. Going to volunteer, and possibly start that art program for the kids they've been pushing me to do. Tomorrow I’ll be at the Gala event in Huntington Beach CA helping the shelter raise money for the kids. The theme is Hawaiian tropics, so I get to wear fine slacks and Hawaiian shirt, hehe. Should be fun, I haven’t hung out with gals from the shelter in a while. Plus there is always free Champaign. Woo! -Rafael

Rants And Raves
1:29 am and it’s late on a Friday morning…I should be tucked away ; sleeping soundly tonight as I do each night. Drifting into an abyss of dreams , nightmares that plague my mind each night. Though tonight that doesn’t seem to be the case…tonight it seems I sit here…up my mind going a thousands miles a minute as I think, think and think some more about us. You and I… I haven’t thought about the sentence in such a while that perhaps it was better when I didn’t spend majority of my time seconding guessing my feelings and lived isolated, my heart frozen from feeling. It sure as hell was better then always wondering, doubting if I’m the person…the right person you need me to be? Who I am and who you see I wonder if they’re often the same person? Back before I discovered I had a heart…or was in self denial I walked away…without any care in the world. Nothing really bothered me yet then here you came and changed all that. I’m not writing this intentionally to make it sounds as though you

Love
Love is like the ocean that deepens the soul. The kisses from his lips makes me weak. The touch of his hand burns my flesh, His body next to mine makes me wet. I want him with a desire. I love him because he makes me feel like a real woman.

And Her Heart
"where do you go young soul?" "i go where the river takes me" "do you wish to cross this river?" "charon, i do not have the payment" "then forever will you reside here" What have you done to the pure impassive second to best was her in show reaping the last of the bits from masses suckling upon his toe.. the burden of all in the whispers... never cloaking for the suffering all she was spent from the lush and the push yet she withered at the becon call! Yet here you stand sword in hand for the bitting to come succumbing to the bitter winter frost she ascend by amends to the distant shore forever with the ruthless beastial lust! "abandon all hope... ye who enter here..." Prize mine eyes for they see a window to the soul shackle down forced to drown in the whipping cold severed limbs to within her heart was broken by the man whom she thought she could LOVE!!!!

Yeap
honey if i die i know you'll eventually remarry 'a man said to his wife .so soon as im gone i want you to sell all my stuff now why would i want to that?''well he replied]i dont want some other asshole using all my stuff'' she replied ''what makes you think id marry another asshole

~*~wanting To Hate Yet Wanting To Love~*~
Being heartbroken again seems to painfull to bare So I gently whisper your name in the air, Slowly forming the letters of your name with my lips This is just something that I cant resist I cant believe its you Never would I think you can be mine Or even apart of my life Then reality sinks and I realize that you dont only have a girl But you have a wife Thinking of you holding her in your arms Makes my stomatch turn Suddenly I wanted to hate you Thinking that your just another lesson for me to learn You dont really wanna be with me..or am I just insecure Since I know you have a girl Makes my feeling so unpure Is it that I want you so badly And willing to do anything to keep you Or even having to tell the truth But if I do it will it work? Will having relations with you keep you in my life? Will it make you be mine? Will it make you be with me at all times? So selfish of me Trying to take me away from your love But I want you so bad til I'll do whats it takes

I Think "i Luv You"
I Think "I Luv You" by BlueWolf © I can't put myself to say "I luv You" But I do so much I think When I look at you I can't turn away When I hold you I can't let go Does this mean I luv you? I can't stop thinking of you I can't stop dreaming of you I lose my breath when I'm around you No one has made me feel this way I think no I know we are meant to be.........

Why I'm Single?
Hello all Well I could go on for hours even days with stories of what guys have put me through but I won't bore you with all of that hoopla I will just tell you what it has done to me With the lies it has built a steal wall and with the cheating it has bruised my heart and with the emotional games it has broke my heart in a million pieces that lay scattered behind a wall that is gunna be hard to tear down I know it all seems so trivial but really it has taken a toll on me I have only been in love truly twice in my life and I am afraid I may never find that true love ever again Out of all the pain that I have felt I have learned one thing keep your guard up and let No One convince you that everything is perfect because no matter how good things may seem at the moment there are always rough spots in a relationship After thirteen yrs of marriage I made a decision to end it because I was tired of being the one to give 110% and only getting back 60% it made me feel

Love And Loss: Poetry From My Heart
Empty 13 Dec 2004 From sleep into darkness I awaken. Trying to keep my feelings locked inside. My tears are stinging my eyes. This pain is to real to hide. Why am I forsaken? I am broken. Why am I misbegotten? I am opened. Hold me like you used to. No! Your gone to be forgotten. The hurt I can't suppress. My heart aches with emptiness. The pain won't stay gone away. I wish for blessed numbness. Why am I forsaken? I am broken. Why am I misbegotten? I am opened. Hold me like you used to. No! Your gone to be forgotten. The sickness in my stomach greets me. It is never far away. A never ending knot of anguish. I just can't make it fade. Why am I forsaken? I am broken. Why am I misbegotten? I am opened. Hold me like you used to. No! Your dead to be forgotten. Here the waves of pain come again. I taste the salt from my tears. All those years lost, I cry. Time to lock the hurt back inside. Why am I forsaken? I am broken. Why am I misbegot

Please Help My Freind Out
Hey everybody a real close freind of mine got her account deleted for some really stupid reason she was a rockstar before it happen! If ya can and if you find the time please rate her and fan her for me thanks everybody! The Game Spicy Angel@ fubar

Let Me Out
FUTURE LEADERS OF THE WORLD LYRICS "Let Me Out" I found some peace today I grit my teeth And swallow all my pain and selfish pride I use to hide behind [Chorus x2:] Let me out, let me out I’m singing Let me out, let me out I’m singing I’m a liar and a cheat in prison Accused of telling the truth Flames of pain stained paint my eyes Child I've lost this face won't lie Time burns my souls decay grey Sifting through the smoke and lies Swimming exhale our love that's died First and last ain't ever the same, so I’ll keep on singing this I don’t care if you’re right or if I'm always wrong Just want to sing my song before this whole world [Chorus X2] [Bridge:] Now and forever I stand to sever all ties and connections with recollections of pain or fear Family, society, authority and every peer Swallowing tears, lien' in my stomach I'm getting free-er every second eroding and exploding All these corporate deceptions right here I'm... Metal prison bars blo

Useless Facts
Diet Coke was only invented in 1982. At least one of a pair of identical twins is born evil. ...Or so tv tells me Each year over $2,000,000,000 worth of Halloween candy is sold. A law in Fairbanks, Alaska, does not allow moose to have sex on city streets. Cat urine glows under a black-light! The longest recorded flight of a chicken is 13 seconds! Most People use over 16,000 gallons of water in their lifetimes, or 2.5 quarts per day. Taphephobia is the fear of being buried alive! Elmer's Glue-All is the best selling glue in America. 1. President Lincoln, when informed that General Grant drank whiskey while leading his troops, reportedly replied "Find out the name of the brand so I can give it to my other generals." 2. Being intoxicated had desirable spiritual significance to the ancient Egyptians. They often gave their children names like "How Drunk is Cheops" or "How Intoxicated is Hathor."

You Will Never Be Sorry...
...for thinking before acting. ...for hearing before judging. ...for forgiving your enemies. ...for being candid and frank. ...for helping a fallen brother. ...for being honest in business. ...for thinking before speaking. ...for being loyal to your church. ...for standing by your principles. ...for closing your ears to gossip. ...for bridling a slanderous tongue. ...for harboring pure thoughts. ...for sympathizing with the afflicted. ...for being courteous and kind to all. -- Author Unknown

Last Night Online
so as most of you know i'm moving back to the states from germany. i'm leaving wednesday morning. tonight will most likely be the last time i'm online for a while do to meetings tomorrow and then going to bed early tomorrow night due to an early ass flight on wednesday. i love ya'll and i will get online as soon as i can to let you know that i made it alright and that me and the babies are safe. pray that everything goes alright for our flights. dj m.i.a. ~aka~ brandy

Foreplay – Steps To A Whole Day Affair…
Foreplay is not something to be rushed. In fact, the longer the suspense, the tighter the tension, the hotter the passion! You see, if you are trying to put foreplay back into your lives and then rush through it, then you are undermining its importance. Instead, plan for a night of passion you and your partner won’t forget. Start the day right. Start foreplay the minute your partner wakes up. For women, try leaving erotica (a Kama Sutra-type book always works!) by the bedside or ‘accidentally’ leave a pair of black (or red) thongs on the bed. Titillate his imagination! For men, leave a dirty magazine under the pillow or on the bed. The ‘accidentally leaving your underwear’ thing doesn’t work for men as successfully as for women though. Instead, wake up with, er… an erection and be sure your partner sees it or ‘accidentally’ comes into contact with it. I guarantee your partner will wake up with thoughts of sex in the air! (There you go; foreplay has begun!) Now conti

Family History
Bloomfield Family Crest and History Archives Origin Displayed: English. Where did the English Bloomfield family come from? What is the English coat of arms/family crest? When did the Bloomfield family first arrive in the United States? Where did the various branches of the family go? What is the history of the family name? Anglo-Norman names are characterized by a multitude of spelling variations. When the Normans became the ruling people of England in the 11th century, they introduced a new language into a society where the main languages of Old and later iddle English had no definite spelling rules. These languages were more often spoken than written, so they blended freely with one another. Contributing to this mixing of tongues was the fact that medieval scribes spelled words according to sound, ensuring that a person's name would appear differently in nearly every document in which it was recorded. The name has been spelled Bloomefield, Blundeville, Blomfield, Blumfield,

Hahahahaha!
I just realized that I may, quite possibly, listen to my music just a smidge too loudly. I was at my coworkers desk on the other side of the office while she showed me something and I heard my music screaming loud and clear. But the question is... Do I want to adjust the volume....?

Whatch What You Pay Attention To & Why !!
Focus If you focus on resentment, you'll create many more things to resent. When you focus on gratitude, you'll bring many more things into your life for which to be thankful. Focus on anger, and you'll continue finding additional reasons to be angry. Focus on love, and the opportunities for experiencing love will greatly multiply. Focus on life's best possibilities, and you'll move steadily in the direction of your dreams. Focus on the things you truly value, and they grow even more valuable. Focus on what you are able to give, and you'll greatly expand what you are able to have. Focus your energy, your attention, your interest and your passion on some particular thing, and you can make the impossible happen. Where is your focus most consistently directed? That is where your life is most certainly headed. By choosing your focus, you choose your lifestyle, the world around you, and your future. Focus on what is truly good and right and valuable for you, and you will be g

Shania Twains Left Nostril
Before you ask, i have no idea... Well, yesterday was wierd. One minute feeling ok, next...well read yesterdays blog entyr for yourself. Today im good, not exactly an action packed day but productive. If deep cleaning carpets is your thing, you're gonna have an orgasm over this! I shampooed the lobby carpet.... ...now clean that up and get back on with your work!

Es Ist Für Mich Hart
es ist hart, damit ich ließ von den Sachen gehe, selbst wenn ich lasse sie gehen wünsche. sie bleiben in der Rückseite meines Verstandes, der manchmal durch das monotny des täglichen Lebens versteckt wird, aber jedes hin und wieder kommen sie zur Oberfläche und bilden mich Gefühl so wütendes oder verärgertes und konfuses Innere. sie bilden mich Frage Sachen, die ich nicht sollte und es verletzt. ich wünsche, daß ich vertrauen und gerade sein könnte, aber ich kippe, weil somethig innerhalb ich nicht it.i der Reihe nach verletzte Leute erlaubt, daß ich liebe und Obacht ungefähr und ich nicht die mehr tun möchten

Perhaps It's Far Too Early To Reveal
Perhaps it's far too early to reveal A feeling not yet ready to be love. The light of dawn, though hesitant, is real; Real as well the hopes that time will prove. I dance across the meadows of my heart Carrying doubts that mingle joy and fear. I know I'm half myself when we're apart; All I want is with me when you're near.

Some People Think That Friends Should Be Just Friends
Some people think that friends should be just friends; To try for more might ruin what they have. I think the closest friend is one you love, Sharing life with words and lips and hands. One caress unravels mysteries Lodged behind the most elaborate mask. The revelation's more than worth the risk. I want with you such sweet simplicities. I want us to be friends who now are free To speak with all the languages of touch. I want to share your anguish with a kiss And feel your happiness against my cheek.

She's In The Home Stretch!
LisaSweet only need 20,191 to level to GODMOTHER!!! Please please PLEASE if you can throw some rates her way it would be GREATLY appreciated!! {By her & me} lisasweet ~ member of sunshine angels friends club@ fubar Come on my little sugarplums let's help her level today! *MUAH* ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Funny
A couple was invited to a swanky masked Hallowe'en Party. She got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the party alone. He being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed, and there was no need of his good time being spoiled by not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for one hour, awakened without pain and as it was still early, she decided to go the party. In as much as her husband did not know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. She joined the party and soon spotted her husband cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice chick he could, and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife sidled up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his partner high and dry and devoted his time to the new stuff that had just arrived She le

Such Pain To Endure
Look at this fight Its tearing us apart Every day and every night Tugging at the strings of my heart Yet there is nothing we can do But sit by and wait for an end But I will do my best for you Because I am your best friend I dont know why it has to be like this Why we are falling apart Not a single hug or kiss maybe it was a bad idea from the start When did I fall in love with you And why did you fall for me Though we are close its true We will never really be Its like I eveytime you say goodbye I slowly die inside Left alone I sit and cry In the dark corners I try to hide Is this pain the I will Have to endure What I will always feel Its hard thats for sure I only wish it werent so tough That we didnt have to feel the pain Even though things get rough I dont know what we will gain When I look at your photo All I feel is love and compassion But this much I know Its not lust its more old fashioned Its obvious we will never be one Is i

Unbreakable Promises
To leave you out in the cold Isnt something I would do How many times you've been told I wouldnt do that to you I wish you would see That nothing that I said wasnt mean to make you flee or make you lose your head I said nothing to wrong you but with the words you hurt me And say that I hurt you too And you are gonna leave me be The things that were said I dont know what to do Those horrible things in your head Well I wish you'd see its not true With Nothing more to say to me I will leave you alone I cant believe this is going to be Even with all the love I've shown Im sorry you think so little of me Though I was there through it all You say you no longer want me to you be There for you when you fall Well if that is really the case Im sorry that you think its true I wont give up, I'll continue the chase There isnt one thing I wouldnt do I love you as a sister and my friend You cant push me away so fast I will be there to the end Even if I co

Pumpkin And Maple Turnover
Prep Time: 10 min ; Start to Finish: 1 hr Makes: 8 servings Just 10 minutes prep time for this luscious (and easy!) dessert, and it's off to the oven. Turnover 1 Pillsbury® refrigerated pie crust (from 15-oz box), softened as directed on box 1/2 cup canned pumpkin (not pumpkin pie mix) 1/3 cup packed brown sugar 1/2 teaspoon maple flavor 1/4 teaspoon pumpkin pie spice Dash salt Glaze 1/2 cup powdered sugar 1/4 teaspoon maple flavor 1 tablespoon milk 1/4 cup chopped walnuts, toasted* 1 . Heat oven to 375°F. Unroll crust on ungreased large cookie sheet. In medium bowl, mix pumpkin, brown sugar, 1/2 teaspoon maple flavor, the pumpkin pie spice and salt until smooth. 2 . Spread pumpkin mixture over half of pie crust to within 3/4 inch of edge. Brush edge with water; fold crust over filling. Carefully move turnover to center of cookie sheet. With fork, press edge to seal; prick top several times. 3 . Bake 23 to 30 minutes or until golden brown. Cool 5 mi

Friends List
everyone is being removed. None of you read these things or my bulletines for that matter so see ya! To clarify this... Those who post buletines day in and day out and yet don't bother to read mine have been removed!

I Get It Now....
At least thats all i can hope for... I've gave so much of me ... its all gone now.. the emptiness cant be filed with someone else... only me.. but i am all gone.. i wanna cry when he aint here... but i know when he is im nothing... so either way i lose... how do i give up... something i made a piece of me for so long.. how did i get so blind... to the fact... he is just no good.. all of the he's really... for all of them have left me.... wanting more... and alone....

Just Call Me Speedy..lol
So Im driving to work yesterday...running a lil late. Alarm went off at 4:15am..I rolled outta bed at 4:45am..heh Anywho..Im blowin up the back road to pick up my partner for the day, it's about 5:15 am and I need to be 2 1/2 hours north of where I am by 7:00am.. Im just passin a big truck, when I see the hint of reflection from that keystone logo that can be none other than a PA State Trooper...I look down at my speedometer... FUCK!..Im doin 76 mph in a 55! O_O Yeah so before I even have a chance to hit the brakes his lights are on...Im busted! So I pull over..knowing Im in BIG trouble..(Im in the company truck..oops).. Get my license and shit ready.. The officer looks at me and asks me for my crap then asks why was I flying up HIS highway at 76 mph this morning? Told him I was late for work..He asks where Im headed..I tell him..he looks at his watch and says... Youre gonna be late! .....haha, funny guy :p So he runs my tags and shit...Comes back..looks a

My Love Awaits
Driving home from work tonight, my thoughts are on a hot shower and my warm bed. As I pull into the driveway, I see your car parked there, and know that I won't get either one for a while. As I start up the walk, you open the door and smile at me, watching me as I stroll toward you. I step to you and you put your arms around me, kissing my soft lips as you welcome me home. As I turn to remove my coat, you push me against the door, slamming it shut on the outside world. My arms pinned by my coat, all I can do is moan your name as your lips and hands assault my senses. I finally struggle out of my jacket, my hands moving up to run through your hair as you gently nip my neck with your teeth. All I can do is lean back and let you have control of my senses, my body, and my soul. They are all yours for the taking as you rip my shirt open, buttons flying, exposing my breasts encased in a black satin bra. You lift your head and smile at me, letting me see the evil thoughts running throug

Bashfull
· friend TaKe IT DeEp updated status: gone 2 work...yuk!!!! · johnboy26691 just checked you out! · Tha #1 Stunna rated your photo a '1'! · Tha #1 Stunna rated your photo a '1'! · Tha #1 Stunna rated you a '1'! · Tha #1 Stunna just checked you out! Look at what this fag did...... he has no picture on his profile, but he can downrate someone......... it must be some fuckin retard i shut down before such a big boy!!! To bad he cant show his face so everyone knows what a looser he is!!!

This Is To Say Goodby To All My Friend At Fubar
I have had it with the internet service that only wants to work every now and them and alot of my friends have left fubar cause baby jesus and all the other staff like to fuck with it to much/It has been fun and going to miss u all

I Touch Myself
To that special person...he knows who he is *winks* I love myself I want you to love me When I'm feelin' down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me Chorus: I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch myself I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no You're the one who makes me happy honey You're the sun who makes me shine When you're around I'm always laughing I want to make you mine I close my eyes And see you before me Think I would die If you were to ignore me A fool could see Just how much I adore you I get down on my knees I'd do anything for you Chorus I love myself I want you to love me When I'm feelin' down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me Chorus I want you I don't want anybody else And when I think about you I touch myself Ooh, oooh, oooooh, aaaaaah Chorus

Shallow
why are you always there just when im walking out the door on someones lips in my dreams in black and white i am singing your songs now i am looking for the way out i am ready to forgive you and dying to hold a grudge. you were just what i needed at exactly the right time now i think about it i cringe yet the longing doesnt fade i still taste you god you were sweet and i became so sour tainted and wrong. why are you never here? when im looking for you? when i want you your fingers your strong arms the salt the see-through smile. im getting in so deep.

And Than It Was Winter
And it's winter before we know it.... You know, time has a way of moving quickly and catching you unaware of the passing years. It seems just yesterday that I was young, just married and embarking on my new life with my mate. And yet in a way, it seems like eons ago, and I wonder where all the years went. I know that I lived them all... And I have glimpses of how it was back then and of all my hopes and dreams... But, here it is..the winter of my life and it catches me by surprise... How did I get here so fast? Where did the years go and where did my babies go? And where did my youth go? I remember well.. seeing older people through the years and thinking that those older people were years away from me and that winter was so far off that I could not fathom it or imagine fully what it would be like... But, here it is...my friends are retired and really getting gray...they move slower and I see an older person now. Lot's are in better shape than me...

New Poem
Still a work in progress... You say I have strength enough to do this; Sometimes I believe you. Falling asleep is so hard without you; It's then I don't believe you. As morning sun pours through my window I'm one day closer yet, But the moon comes out and sombers me; Why aren't you home yet? How self-absorbed to focus only on me; You're out there all alone. I be quite lonely without you here But you're the one not home. I will be right here waiting, my love, Ready to hold you again. When at last in my arms you rest- I will believe you then.

Easy Apple Stuffing
For this recipe, you will need: * 1/4 c. butter * 1 c. chopped onion * 1 c. chopped celery * 2 cans of condensed chicken broth * 16 oz. package of seasoned stuffing * 2 c. chopped apples Preheat the oven to 375 degrees. Soften the Vegetables Place a Dutch oven on the stovetop over medium high heat. Place the butter in the pan and let it melt. Next add the onions and celery to the saucepan. Let them cook until they are tender, for about 2-3 minutes. Add the Broth Now add the broth to the saucepan. Heat until it comes to a boil. Mix in the Stuffing and Apples Remove the pan from the heat. Pour in the stuffing, then the apples. Mix the ingredients together well. Cook the Apple Stuffing Cover the pan and place it in the oven and cook for 30 minutes. Use the stuffing for a turkey or serve on the side. Enjoy.

Your Love !!!
Like a star you came into my life You filled my heart with joy You took my pain as if it was yours You provided me with love that no one could give me You gave me a shoulder to cry on You were my pillar when I was falling

Come Dream A Lil Dream With Me
Close your eyes and touch the air For in the breeze, I am there Surrounding you with loving grace Warming your body with my embrace So let's dream together and make it last We can take it slow or take it fast Because the only thing I want tonight Is for you to kiss me and hold me tight Gone is the loneliness from a discouraging day In our own passionate world, everything is okay The closeness of bodies gives warmth to each heart Even though many miles are trying to keep us apart Maybe someday we could be more than this To have and to hold instead of only to miss And until that day comes..... I'll meet you in my dreams ~~~~

Taking Baby Steps
Today is a little better. I'm trying. I just feel I should take a ME break for now and get my shit together so that things don't get out of control again. Had a friend tell me: "Think of it this way... when life takes something very important from you.... fate (god) will bring you a bigger better more beautiful present than you imagine". So I am going to run with that. I would love to meet that someone special when my time is right but for now....just going to chill. I do have some wonderful men friends on here that I adore. A couple I just would love to wrap my arms around (ya know who ya are) and they continue to be my friend(s) through all this crap and have been very supportive and I appreciate it all very much. When its my time to meet those individuals....I know its going to be BEAUTIFUL!!! For my friends...XOXOXOXOXOXOX, THANK YOU.

Peoples Pictures
why is it that people put up these pics of themselves...and we get all gaga from how hot or gorgouse they are then we see the updated pic and OMG......they all of a sudden aged 30yrs.....they forget to state on their hot looking pic..this is from 10+yrs ago..............just my thought...

3??
Now, I normally don't get upset about downraters (obviously, since this is the first time I'm complaining about one). Hell, anything 7 or better I tend to take as a compliment and less than that from a guy doesn't bother me at all. However, this one bugged me. At the risk of sounding arrogant, I think I'm a little better than a 3.

Dreams !
Dreams of you are all I dream, Thoughts of you are all I think, Being in your arms is all I long for. You are my everything my Heart & Soul, to be without you will only make me half of who I want to be, I want you and need you more then I need to breath. I may talk to many guys, but you are the only one in my eyes, you are my shelter from the rain, My Protector from all bad things,You are the light that guides me through the night, You are my man that is to hold me tight and you know I am right. When Two Hearts like Ours collide, it is impossible to ever let them go. Never wanting to kiss is something I don't want to miss. The old me is gone and disappeared, all that is here now is things I long to hold near. All I know is once you are here, I will hold you so near to never let you go. I know you Love me as deeply as I Love you, your the only one I need. As of now you have said only a few more days and you will be all mine, as i will be all yours, to never be parted again. I have never

Kiss
I'm gonna be dramatoc and say, Its nice to know i was that easily forgotten. His friend Dillion wanted to go to lunch toay with him.And Gio wanted me to come. But I knew he hadnt seen him in a while and he oesnt hang out much with his friends (his choice of course)so i told him that he should go alone with himn and have some guy time you know? All I asked was for a kiss before he left. Simple right? Well i was laying in bed, he comes in and asks me where his belt is, i didnt know. He gets ready to go, dillion is here.and they leave. Oh what about the kiss? Yeah didnt get it. Thats what i get for being the cool girlfriend and not needing to tag along with his guy friends. I sent him a text, he says oh yea i forgot *kiss*. I'm like, oh gee thanks. He says whatever, i forgot, come on. I havent said nything back. I could.but i dont like being dramatic.

Hmmmm
the mumms suck, the profiles take forever to load, there are sloppy women all over showing too much skin, and compliments that i get seem more transparent than a freshly cleaned window. also tewdope's nose is still a big free range honker. its good to be home. here's tits;

Leave It To Mandy To Give Me Something To Write About...
Have you ever been in a Store, Restaurant or anywhere where there were properly marked parking spots, clearly marked and no marks what so ever at the front of the store or establishment denoting any type of parking right next to the door and have someone pull right up just like they own the place and come in and get what they needed and leave? I have seen this happen before and yesterday was no difference in the fact that the same lady did it again. She promptly parked her car in front of the door which really was more of a thru lane then a parking lot got out and walked in placed a to go order. Now that in itself was bad enough but, she had that blue-tooth device on her ear making her seem even more important I guess. Don’t you just want to separate that person’s ear from the phone device after awhile of seeing it? I do. It’s like Star Trek…I keep waiting for the Klingons to show up at any minute and Captain Kirk and Mr. Spock along with Sulu disarm them. Ok I will get over the Ear-wi

Memories (of Dad)
*Memories* Life has taken a drastic turn, Your days are filled with heartaches, tears, and concern. The house may feel empty. You may search for something that you wish was still there. You know in your heart the emptiness will always be there. It is our memories that keep them Near. As each day goes by, it seems hopeless no matter how hard you try. Hoping you hear, The sound of their voice so soft and clear. If you listen closely that hope you will hear. The memories are what get us through the many tears. Listen to the sound, the sound of angels dancing around. Though they aren't here upon the ground. It is because of them the laughter soon will be found. So listen closely I say. All of the angels will be together again one day. When you sit there and hope to see, A glimpse of what life use to be. Don't be sad if it doesn't appear. It will be in the slightest breeze that I will, gently kiss your cheek. It will be the memory to give you that peace. If you find

Alone...
i really need to get my head checked... watch/listen to the video on my page and this is what i'm going through right now... he fucked me over, i let it happen again. wtf, i'm tired of putting myself out there, i'm not a fucking doormat youknow... oh well, i gave him another chance, and he shit on that too... oh well.. later

Trying To Move On
Trying to move on seems to be a struggle. They say one step at a time, one step at a time but every step hurts alittle more each and every day. Trying to move on why is it so hard. Trying to find the reasons why. Trying to climb this mountain it isnt easy. Swimming this raging river i just cant seem to get acrossed. Trying to move on why cant i let go of the things i cannot change, and just work on the things i can change. Please help me get across that raging river and find my way up this mountain, please help me see that life isnt that bad, Trying to move on seems to be a struggle, will you be there my friends in the end. Can i count on you to wipe away the tears that i cry. Trying to move on one step at a time, will you be there to take my hand, will you be there in the end. Trying to move on

Looking For Someone To Rate?
My wonderful friends... if you're looking for someone to rate; happy hour or not; here's a great guy that is trying to level. He doesn't have many pics or stash so it shouldn't take you too long. Please see if you can help him out. tf5_bassist@ fubar PS: Do let me know so I can say thank you! ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Violent J And The Dark Carnival
The Dark Carnival preaches to everyone in many different ways. Me and Shaggy are just one of it's ways to reach people. For example, even an old lady that plays Bingo every weekend will eventually hear the words of the Dark Carnival only it will be through a different outlet. Something that interests her will give her the message. Weather or not she acts upon it is up to her. What ever this force is, it reaches us all, whether you heed its warnings or not is your own choice. This is what will happen to those that received the Dark Carnival's messages threw us. After death, your soul will stand up out of your body. You will all the sudden see The Dark Carnival's parade of wagons rolling towards you. Lead by the 6 Joker's Card faces on giant flags and an entire parade of ghost and wagons following them. You'll know right when you see them that there not with God and not with the Devil... These wagons are about to take you to one of them though. You're about to face judgment. I think T

Just A Lil Something
All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself.

Dream
We walk on the beach in our bare feet. You hld me so close I can hear your heartbeat. We eat under the sunset with the candles lit. Being with you makes me so happy I feel sick. We dance under the stars to a magical tune. You kiss my neck, my knees get weak and I swoon. Walking by the sculptures We sit in the hand. I kiss your cheek and you hold my hand.

Horoscope For The Day Hmmmmmm Lol
Kick back and enjoy the good news -- something you did recently is paying off in a big way. It could be financial, romantic or something entirely different, but everyone can see you're a winner!

Group Information - Read This First
The Big Bad Wolf WHAT IT IS The Big Bad Wolf is an add/fan/rate club, where members will make friends and fans. HOW TO JOIN The rules are simple - to join, you must contact Heartistic Soul, and let her know that you want to become a member. Then, you must also put "Member of The Big Bad Wolf" somewhere in your display name. Once you've done this, your link will be added to the member list, and then you will begin to add, rate, and fan ALL MEMBERS on the list before you. As time passes, the list will grow more and more with new members, and you will gain fans, friends, and rates from each of them. THE BIGGIES - You will be given 10 days from your joining date to have all members fanned, added, and rated. If you can not complete this within the time allowed, drop us a line. - You MUST complete all 3 steps for EACH member. - If you experience a problem with a member who has not returned the checks, contact Heartistic. - ALL VIPS MUST RATE AN 11 ON THE PROFILE OF EVERY

The Return Of The Leathur Lair (again...)
Brief Update on TLL.... My computer tower recently took a massive nose-dive. The bad news: the tower's shot. The good news: my files are ok. More bad news: I can't access them. Yet. Great news: TLL is back on air, thanks to the beyond-generous help of some certain "volunteers" who just did NOT want to allow The Leathur Lair to slip quietly into the annals of radio history... And so, I present here What's Gone Down Since... The Leathur Lair playlists ================================================================================================ 11-02-07 (back after computer blew a second time; playing "borrowed" music) WRR Dog promo Rob Zombie "Sawdust In The Blood" LIVE Rob Zombie "American Witch" LIVE Mark Collie "In Time" Black Sabbath "Children Of The Grave" >voiceover: "Tubular Bells" Iced Earth "Dracula" Wayne Static "Not Meant For Me" Billy Idol "Flesh For Fantasy" Dokken "Standing In The Shadows" >voiceover The J. Geils Band "Shoot Your

Torchwood: Combat - Saturday At 9pm E/p On Bbc America
Combat- Saturday, November 17th at 9:00pm & Midnight ET/6:00pm & 9:00pm PT on BBC America. Savage aliens are being kidnapped from the streets of Cardiff, and Torchwood wants to know why. Owen is sent undercover to find out who is behind it and soon befriends the charismatic Mark Lynch (Alex Hassell). Beneath the veneer of normal city life, Owen discovers a shocking subculture. Can he avoid being sucked in?

* Feel Me?
~Soulmates~ Karma is a responsibility shared between soulmates~ Someone mentioned to me the Possibility of soul mates today and it made me think for along time about what he said~ he said this “ I believe there is a soulmate for everyone, someone who is drawn to you by the traits and qualities others have called flaws. They love and respect you for who you are and what you stand for regardless of what other people think. And don’t try to change or mold you into what they consider right.”~ I think Craig was more right then he knew at the time~ how often have you just stared at someone and just wondered about them who they were what makes them tick~ your sitting there going through the random pages of quazi odd internet friends on myspace or a similar mindnumbing destination, and this one person always makes you stop and look deeper into the pages of there life~ Maybe its how they look … maybe its what they say .. in Your case maybe I loved you fo

O_____m_____f_____g_____
i swear to god there is a fucking iq test to be in customer service and if you exceed the expectation they wont hire you .... are they all retarded? my entire issue was that i could not sign into messenger ... "can you now sign into messenger for me?" yeah lemme get right fucking on that! omg if i could smack a bitch through the computer screen ..... "i dont understand how i can see the link but you cant" so i explain exactly what i see ... "oh well i think i know why now, you installed messenger 9" how the FUCK does installing a program automatically change a website that is a general send an email to us page? *SCREAMS* i swear people are retarded ....

Be Patient Please
I have had quit a few new family members added and i am glad to have you all.For those of you who havent read my past blog.All family members get everything rated.That is what I do cause family must stick together.This may take me quit awhile.So please be very patient with me.I am on 2 out of three days and most of the time all day.Thank you all for all the rates you have given me so far and for the fan and for wanting to be added as a friend.I appreciate you all.Have a great day and a better weekend.God please you all.

Charity
Well, it's all over for another year. The BBC's annual Children in Need telethon appeal has just finished, and has so far raised just over £19m ($38m) which will go to charities all across the UK to help children who are in need in some way. This has got me thinking. It is a very strange giving culture we live in. While I know many of us may give to various charitable organisations on a regular basis (although I admit I don't do this as often as I'd like) or will give our loose change to people collecting for various good causes in the street, generally speaking charity doesn't seem to come easily to us. The Children in Need appeal is a good example of this. The BBC arranges for celebrities all around the world to perform for free in order to encourage the British public to pledge as much money as possible. Top names such as Kylie Minogue, the Spice Girls, Sharon Osborne and Orlando Bloom, to name but a few, all appeared in tonight's telethon to ask people to part with their mone

A Friend.......
"A Friend" A friend is always there when times are down, to cheer me up ands to reverse the frown. A friend is always there to party it up, especially when i drank too much and threw up..... A friend is always up for do"ng someth"ng new, sure man ifs thats what you want to do too!!! A friend will be at my funeral in time of mourn, ask"ng God when is it my turn?.... A friend will be at my grave talk"ng to me for hours, look"ng up at me ands leave"ng me flowrs... A friend is always the one to make that wish,....Damn,...why?,...come bak, cause ur miss"d.....

Lonely-akon
Lonely Lonely im so lonely, I have nobody, To call my owwnnn Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely I have nobody, To call my owwnnn Im so lonely, Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin Im so lonely (so lonely), Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl Im so lonely (so lonely) Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all

Es Ist Verloren
wanna make me bleed ? you sure know how i try to make things clear but it all gets lost somehow in my mind nothings fine but i make do i try to keep the vines from tangling like they always do i dont know why its always the same and pretty soon ill fall again but its expected now and then i wonder if ill ever stay up next time will i just become the ground ? i know you see me bleeding!

Ice Ice, Baby
I have issues. Not that this comes as any earth shattering news. The time has come for me to grunt and groan over how newspapers....especially sports in the news...present themselves to the public. Yes, a sports blog...from a female. A little background on my sports fanaticism. I grew up in a home like you. However, ESPN central paled in comparison to our family room. Sports 24/7. The only thing missing was enough people to do the wave. But, on any given Sunday during football season, the room would be packed. I loved those Sundays. I hate the Packers with a passion. My dad always claimed that we had cribs with an "I hate the Pack" mobile dangling over our heads. Thus my love of football was thrust on to me as an infant. We grew up on the northside of Chicago, should have been a Cub fans, but instead we were die-hard Sox fans. I won't get into how the Sox will always outshine the Cubs....ok, maybe not this past season...but in seasons past. I didn't care for bas

Inspiration
Authentically you Causing others to lose is not the way to win. The way to win is to create value where there was none before. What you truly desire you cannot take from anyone else. Your effort and your commitment are what will fulfill your dreams. The mere tokens of success are feeble substitutes for success itself. Real success always comes from the inside and spreads outward. Don't waste your time chasing a fleeting, superficial image of fulfillment. Put your energy into creating and living the magnificent substance of your dreams. The moments you'll always treasure are the moments when you allow yourself to be authentically you. Choose to fill your life with those golden moments. Let go of the self-defeating desire to take what anyone else may have. What you have and what you can do with it are so very much better.

Cajun Deep Fried Turkey
1/2 cup kosher salt 3 tablespoons onion powder 3 tablespoons black pepper 3 tablespoons white pepper 2 tablespoons sweet basil 2 teaspoons bay leaves, ground 1 tablespoon cayenne pepper 2 teaspoons filé powder 3 tablespoons garlic powder 1 1/2 tablespoons paprika 1 (10 to 12-pound) whole turkey, non self-basting 4 to 5 Gallons peanut oil, See Note 1. Stir salt, herbs and peppers together. Mix until well blended. Use 1/2 to 2/3 cup for a 10-12 pound turkey. May be stored for several months in an airtight covered jar. 2. Remove the giblets and neck, rinse the turkey well with cold water and pat dry thoroughly with paper towels. Take care to dry both inside cavities. Place in a large pan and rub the interior and exterior of the bird with seasoning mix. To allow for good oil circulation through the cavity, do not truss or tie legs together. Cut off the wing tips and plump little tail as they may get caught in the fryer basket. Cover pan and place in refrigerator overni

Glazed Turkey With Sweet Potato Dressing
3 sweet potatoes, peeled and cubed 1 orange, rind finely grated, juice squeezed and reserved 1 tablespoon butter or margarine, melted, divided use 1 medium onion, chopped 1 carrot, scrubbed and chopped 1 celery rib, trimmed and chopped 1/2 cup chopped peeled parsnip 1 teaspoon ground sage 1 (approximately 10-pound) turkey 1. Stuffing: Place sweet potatoes in a saucepan and cover with water. Simmer 15 minutes, or until tender. Drain, mash, and stir in the grated orange rind. 2. Place half the melted butter in a large skillet over medium-high heat. Add onion, carrot, celery and parsnip. Cook 10 minutes, stirring often. Add sage. Add mixture to the sweet potatoes, mixing well. 3. Preheat oven to 450°F. 4. Spoon the stuffing into turkey. Insert a meat thermometer through the body cavity into the thickest part of the stuffing. Brush remaining butter on the turkey and place in a roasting pan. 5. Bake at for 30

Invincible
"Invincible" I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew How much that's just not like me I wait up late every night Just to hear your voice But you don't know that's nothing like me You know I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time i've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me I want to make sure everything is perfect for you If you only knew That's not like me to follow through Maybe even give up all these dead end dreams Just to be with you But you don't know that's nothing like me Hey yeah I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time i've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You com

The Journey
We drove as though it would sustain the night, Like the highway that stretched before us, right into eternity. With no direction. No purpose. Only knowing we’d know when we arrived. We fell into silent rhythm of the passing street signs. A hypnotic trance, As we watched the neon blur streak through the dark And the road unravel in twists and turns. We blindly followed, With unwavering faith that we’d reach our destination, With unyielding freedom of nowhere to go. We were empowered. We had defied reality, In our vessel that traveled away from place and time, Away from expectations and restrictions. The thrill of escape pushed us further, Until the hypnotic hush fell over us permanently, And serenity was found: Our final destination, Uncovered through the journey of the open road.

More Baby
Tomorrow we find out the sex of the baby. I'm way to freaking fucking excited. Last night the baby went crazy and was using my bladder as a punching bag. Wasnt fun. Felt like i had to go the bathroom every five minutes. But at least we know its a strong healthy baby. And obviously more active then it's parents :) These french fries are good.

Things I Like
Just because it's on my mind, here are some things that I find super incredibly hot, in no particular order: - When a girl bites her lip, eyes closed, while climaxing. There's just something cute about that. - Naughty photos of: legs, "teasing pics", shorts, undies, closeups... I could go on forever. - When my sweetie wraps her legs tightly around me as we make love - The sight of my sweetie on all fours, looking back over her shoulder. - Hearing about female masturbation. If she can get herself off, she'll probably be a lotter better between the sheets than if she couldn't. - Bullet point lists.

Darkness
Light turns to dark, It all fades away, Tonight is the night, It all falls apart. Nothing we can do, Nothing we can say, No matter the pain we feel, Tonight we lose it all. All love disappears, All faith vanishes, All hope is lost. When the darkness falls, We lose it all. Light turns to dark, Happiness to sorrow. Tonight is the night, It all fades away.

Intuity
Today's Horror-scope: Your intuition is transmitting messages at a furious clip right now and you should be sure to pay careful attention. You should certainly pick up on something new about a friend or family member.

Real Man
You say you’re a real man. You say you treat me like a queen and like gold. I have yet to see the glitter and gold. You don’t know how to treat women. Oh wait, let me rephrase that. You don’t know how to treat people at all. You expect everyone to do everything for you but you don’t do anything for anyone else. You’re a grown man so start acting like it. You don’t do anything but wallow in your self pity. You’re a lazy piece of shit. You want everyone to feel sorry for the problems you’ve caused yourself. You whine and cry and guilt people into feeling bad for you. Well guess what, it don’t work anymore. We’re all done dealing with you. You can say we never cared. If we never cared, then why the hell are we here now? Who has taken care of you your entire life? Who helps you because your blind? I know you haven’t been doing anything for yourself. You’re a fucking hypocrite. You scream and yell at everyone for the same things you go and do yourself. I guess in your eyes that’s what a rea

Death And The Art Of Foreplay
I have to say that most people take there love ones for granted. I had a friend of a friend that met a man who her childern didn't approve of. The seperated for a couple years fighting the temptation of there love for one another. Just to make her grown children happy.Well They got together this year without anyone knowing. Just a couple of weeks ago they were making love and he had a heart attack in the middle of it and died in her arms . His last words to her were I Love You. I now realize you should not ever take your love for someone for granted. Because you can never tell how long you have with that person. I have always been the beliver of living life as if it's you last. Enjoy each second and its amazing what we miss because we aren't paying attention. Just a few thoughts thanks for reading

Stalker
oK here it is straight forward i like to chat here on fubar and yahoo if i want to add u i will if i wanna show u cam i will ask u to view. i dont want to meet u in person. i will not visit by train,plane,or automobile. i like to flirt but that is all that it is. im happily married to a wonderful man. so if u cant accept that then take yourself off my page and if i delete u then it was done for a reason leave me alone cause i will block you......... and u know who u are to all my real friends i hope i didnt affend you in any way

Can We Just Give Thanks...and Leave The Holiday Alone..
Giving thanks. Thanksgiving…that is it. Celebrating what we are thankful for period…On MSN there is an article under today’s picks. The question asked is the article. Is Thanksgiving Religious? Do not get me into a discussion over this about this or even about taking Christ out of Christmas. I get so fed with the holeyer then thou extremist’s out there changing the face of the world. Can’t we allow Holiday’s to be what they are and allow people to celebrate them the way they choose or have we become so communist of a people that we have to cow tow down to fractions that just need to make waves… You know, I know and everyone knows the meaning of Christmas, the Meaning of Thanksgiving, Labor Day, Memorial day the list goes on and on…Why do we allow for these days to be taken away from us? Oh yeah, as a child which Holiday memories do you remember most? These dates are dates in time families cherish what they have and their friendships with others by inviting them into their lives, homes

For My Wife
When you said, "I love you," I went over the moon. My heart sang its glory, The stars sang in tune. As when with a word God brought forth light, So with these words You ended my night. So with these words You made something new: A bond of devotion Between me and you. How powerful words To shape who we are! We ponder in silence; Our words cross a bar. Your words crossed a threshold And entered the past, Yet they have created A world full of love that will last.

Why Gratitude Is Important
This is something that all ancient civilizations have understood and is the basis of all wealth. When I say wealth I am not just speaking from a materialistic standpoint. I am talking from a deeper level of understanding. This understanding is the path to success in all areas in an individual's life. Whether the problem concerns financial, relationships, or emotional well being and growth. It all comes down to the same thing. Whenever a person is unappreciative his/her life crumbles around him/her. If he/she forgets the support they have received and betrays the help given they will fail in all endeavors. Why is this? We have all heard the old addage about "biting the hand that feeds us", it is a universal truth. Not only this but when we do not appreciate the help we receive and betray the support we have we spiral further down the ladder to fail in all we set out to do. When we hold onto negative emotions such as anger and resentment we cling to lack and

Please Is All We Ask
To all my friends fans and everyone else in fu land. I ask you all to please come and show some respect to a fulling brother who has lots his life fighting to make our country your country and world a better place. I also ask that you take a moment to remember those men, woman who have fulling and those that will full. At the Going Down of the Sun We will Remember Them http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50755 having a memorial service for a fallen soldier in military inc. lounge at 8 pm est there is the link click it to take you there please stop in and show respect to freinds and family of this american hero

My Travel Personality
Your Travel Personality Is: Easygoing When you travel, you're looking for a lot of downtime. Vacations are your chance to recoup. All you need is a scenic spot and plenty of time on your hands. You'll figure out the rest. You're not one to make lots of plans when you travel. You just follow whatever path seems right. What's Your Travel Personality?

Precious Stars
But for the precious stars, that hang their head at night. When at last you whisper quietly, you'll make all things just right. And for the precious moon, that shines so in your eyes. And your kiss delivers me, across the star filled skies. What of the tender darkness, that finds lovers out of breath? And spent he lies their motionless, still upon her chest. But for the precious stars and all they see tonight, will be as if twere nothing, when at last I hold you tight. Devl

Eh.
Sometimes I wonder why we set ourselves up for disappointment. I wish I knew how to keep myself from doing this. I realize it after the fact and I tend to do it quite a bit. Keepin this first blog short and simple. Just something to think about, then again I don't want to beat myself up over it. What's finished, is finished.

Can I Invite You Over???
Can I invite you over to my house? Sit you down on my couch. Have a little convo. Pour some Grey Goose...and take you to my bedroom, lay you down and turn the lights off. Light a few candles, take off my clothes, walk to the dresser and turn on some music. Then walk slowly back over to the bed, get under the cover and ask you to do what you need to do to get comfortable. I'll slowly climb on top of you and begin to kiss your stomach. And work my way down...and finally I get on my knees and start.................praying that you'll be blessed every day! GOTCHA!!! I wonder what you were thinking about when you were reading this.

How To Treat A Woman ... By My Dear Friend Mirko
The following paragraph was written by my dear friend Mirko 'baldaddy' Bell Well ladies, I have been thinking about this for a while and thought I would ask. What is it about a guy that catches your eye? What makes him attractive to you? What turns you on or off about him? What does a guy have to do to win your heart? Is it the little things he does, the way he looks at you, what he says or does? Please let me know and maybe if some guys look at this they may just get it and actually think before they open their mouths. As for myself, I think that actually listening to what you have to say and not just pretending to hear is a very important quality. A lot of guys will acknowledge you, but are they really listening or just appeasing you? Also respect, as my mom raised me she always instilled that in me and also threatened me if I didn't I'd answer to her....lol. So, please let me and all the other guys out there know what you think. I'm sure it will be an enormous benefit to them.

Pt 3 Of Work @ Home
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A Circus Called 'life'.
"Make love, not war." BULLSHIT! Love hate forever for it is within us all to have the legacy of freedom beneath us is a Hell condemned to a life of justice for those who rape and murder get a death of glory to spend all enternity with a God! Confused? Why? We live and breathe confusion. Our sorry lives are a muddled up mess of ropes which we are bound by, locked up in a cage where we are all just a part of this freak show in a circus called 'Life'. (Again, interperate this how you wish. We all have different views.)

The Strength Of A Man
THE STRENGTH OF A MAN The strength of a man isn't in how many women he's loved. It's in whether he can be true to the ONE woman he's trying to love. The strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders. It's seen in the width of his arms that encircle and protect you. The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice. It is in the gentle words he whispers. The strength of a man isn't in the words he speaks. It's in how he keeps his word. The strength of a man isn't in how hard he hits. It's in how tender he touches. The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift. It's in the burdens he can carry. The strength of a man isn't in the hair on his chest. It's in his heart that lies within his chest. The strength of a man isn't in how he makes love. It's in the understanding that there is more way to making love, than just making love for fun himself

Asking A Guy Out - For The Ladies
I thought this was interesting. I've never had enough balls to ask a guy out... i guess thats because i dont have balls! LOL I'd love to be able to do it... it would definitely cut the waiting time in half. But i'll probably still wait around for him to either make up his mind or to make plans. Meh.. anyway... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How to Ask a Guy Out Asking a man out is no easy feat. It's up there along with one of Hercules' ten tasks, even including the one where he has to tame Cerberus, the hound of hell. This is because to do something this bold, one must have self-confidence in oodles…and confidence is as they say, rare as diamonds. One thing that's important is to keep in mind that you must have realistic expectations. That means that when you set your sights on someone, don't aim for the impossible. Movie stars, musicians, sports celebrities - these are people that are nearly as out of reach as the planets in our galaxy.

Pleasure And Pain
Hate me And cut my flesh Take me and feel My pain and scream Fuck me And tie me up Your hands on me I see your wrath Pleasure and pain blood and sin Lust and hate sex and death Kiss and scars death and screams Tears of blood for my lust Your pain is my addiction Your blood is in my veins Your pain is my obsession Your blood is in my veins Hate me cut me Prey me fuck me Harm me and lock me up On your mouth my blood Lick it up rape me And taste my lust Your hands on me I see your wrath Pleasure and pain Blood and sin Lust and hate Sex and death Your pain is my addiction Your blood is in my veins Your pain is my obsession Your blood is in my veins Slave of my pain Master of my flesh

Climate Swings Shaped Human Evolution
The evolution of our earliest human ancestors was driven by wild swings in eastern Africa's ancient climate, scientists claim today.The rapidly changing climate reshaped the landscape, leaving once plentiful food and water resources in scarce supply and placing enormous pressure on early humans to adapt. The sustained upheaval drove some species to the brink of extinction, while other better-suited relatives emerged and flourished, the scientists believe.Researchers identified several extreme shifts in climate dating back millions of years to when humans were first emerging on the continent. Three of the greatest periods of climatic change took place around 2.5m, 1.5m and 1m years ago. These roughly coincide with the appearance of Homo habilis, the first human species; Australopithecus afarensis, a sturdy primitive ape, and the later human species, Homo erectus, which became adept at stone tool use and hunting.Researchers led by Mark Maslin, director of the Environment Institute at Uni

How I Feel
You know, I wonder if they'll laugh when I am dead Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight Why am I trying to see, when there ain't nothing in sight Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die a look inside my mind

Poetry
Frustrations peeking, anxiety creeping,crying weeping in need for sleeping. Cant bring myself to relax,get halfway there and sanity steps out. Do I deserve it,can I afford it. So much to do,so much to prepare, not sure if I'm here or there. Not feeling needed words not heeded. Thoughts go unspoken, promises broken. For fear of rejection in my own reflection. Trying to help but none for myself. I see a future it's bright,from a pessimist told my optimisms bold. Fear for my soul, losing emotional control A home a heart a love I hope,from my past it looks like nope. Going crazy,feeling lazy,future hazy. Can I get there when I dont know where? Can I be here and not feel near? Not knowing where I'm going,or what my future is showing. Is there love and laughter,happily ever after. Alone or lonely, am I my one and only? Tired of being sorry,sad, made to be mad. Don't want the pain,the guilt I've gained,it's driving me insane. I feel at fault when I'm not for all. My life g

This Is Soooo Sad
Its a baby not a choice¢¾ In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself "very pro-choice," she didn't think this assignment would be a problem. She was wrong. This is what Nurse Shafer saw: "I stood at the doctor's side and watched him perform a partial-birth abortion on a woman who was six months pregnant. The baby's heartbeat was clearly visible on the ultrasound screen. The doctor delivered the baby's body and arms, everything but his little head. The baby's body was moving. His little fingers were clasping together. He was kicking his feet. The doctor took a pair of scissors and inserted them into the back of the baby's head, and the baby's arms jerked out in a flinch, a startle reaction, like a baby does when he thinks that he might fall. Then the doctor opened the scissors up. Then he stuck the high-powered suction tube into the ho

This Is Probably Going To Get Me In Trouble
WOMEN ARE EVIL Women, by nature are evil. It is only when we understand this simple concept that men can ever hope to understand women. Hopefully, with these guidelines, men will have a better understanding of the mysterious ways of womankind. The first thing one must remember about a woman is that she knows everything. This is without exception. To go as far as say that a woman knows what you are thinking is not unrealistic. If, at any point of time, you are unsure of what you are thinking, one of the best ways to find out is to ask the nearest woman But, unfortunately, there is a drawback to asking a woman such a question. This drawback is that she, in all probability, will answer. And once a woman starts talking, it is vary rare that she will ever stop. I believe this has something to do with the way women think. Women believe that as long as they are talking, people listen to her. Of course, listening to a woman talk can be very tedious at times. It is OK not to listen to h

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 11/24/07;
Why is it when a parent, grand-parent, uncle, etc., likes to drink they are a fuckin' drunken ____ (insert ya own)? And when a son or daughter tips back a few we send them to rehabs? But when we do, we fuckin' deserve it, people don't know the shit we go through!

Locked Up! 3 Day Contest
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Bullshit
Ok... soo, as many of you know my little nephew is in the hospital. He was born with all kinds of problems, heart lungs, clef pallet, all kinds of shit. His mother and father NEVER come see him until they're forced by my father or mother in law. They don't care. They'd rather sit at home than see their son. Well, they found out this past wednesday he was about to die. Then they went to the hospital for a little while, but got bored, and went home. Then came back and stayed in a motel. Not spending time with their DYING SON. I've never been so pissed off in my entire life. They don't take care of their other son. He's MR, just like both his parents, and he's not exactly, a BRIGHT lil boy, but they still treat him like shit, ignore his crying, stuff like that. And he's just barely over a year old. Its just some major bullshit. And then tonight, the mom was talking to me, and so coldly kept saying "IF he even makes it...." It was disgusting. I've never been so upset in my entire life. The

Salmon Baked In Phyllo With Warm Potato Salad
Ingredients Olive oil 3/4 C. sweet Swedish mustard, divided 1/2-C. fresh dill, chopped, divided 4 (4-oz.) salmon fillet pieces, center cut (16 oz.) Sea salt and Freshly cracked black pepper 1/4 lb. unsalted butter, melted 3 phyllo pastry sheets 1 Tbs. caraway seed, toasted 1 leek, white part only, cut in rings 1 lb. fingerling potatoes, roasted 1 C. creme fraiche, prepared 2 Tbs. dried currants 1 bunch mesclun greens 1-oz. salmon roe Directions Mix together 2 Tbs. each olive oil, sweet mustard, and dill. Brush the mixture on the salmon fillets; season with salt and pepper. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F, brush a baking sheet with some melted butter. Unroll the phyllo dough and lay a sheet flat on a work surface. Brush the sheet with melted butter, then dust with some caraway and dill. Repeat with 2 more sheets of phyllo, stacking on top of each other. With a sharp knife or pizza cutter, remove 4-in.es off the side of the sheets to form a square. Now, cut criss-cross

Savory Pot Roast With Vegetables
Ingredients 1 (3 lb..) boneless beef chuck roast, tied and trimmed of all fat fresh ground pepper; to taste olive oil cooking spray 3 large carrots, peeled and cut into sticks about 1-inch wide and 2- inches long 3 large ribs celery, cut into pieces 2-inches long 1 large yellow onion, peeled and cut into 12 equal pieces 3 large cloves garlic, thinly sliced 1 C. dry red wine or fat-free, no-salt-added canned beef broth 1/3 C. low-sodium tomato paste 1 1/2 Tbs. Dijon mustard 1/2 tsp. crushed dried thyme 2 large bay leaves salt or salt substitute; optional 1 1/2 Tbs. cornstarch, mixed with 2 Tbs. water Directions Rinse roast and pat dry with paper towels. Sprinkle both sides with pepper. Lightly coat a heavy skillet with Cooking spray and place over medium-high heat. Add roast and sear until well browned on all sides, about 8 minutes total cooking time. In a 4-quart (4 l) or larger crockery slow-cooker, combine carrots, celery, onion, and garlic. Place browned roast on t

Beef Taco Bake
Ingredients 1 lb. ground beef 1 can (10 3/4 oz..) tomato soup 1 C.chunky salsa or picante sauce 1/2 C. milk 6 (8") flour tortillas, cut into 1 inch pieces or 8 (6") corn tortillas, cut into 1 inch pieces 1 C. shredded cheddar cheese Directions Cook beef in skillet until browned. Pour off fat. Add soup, salsa, milk, tortillas and half the cheese. Spoon into 2-qt. shallow baking dish. Cover. Bake at 400°F. for 30 min. or until hot. Sprinkle with remaining cheese. Yield: 4 servings.

My Living Will
My Living Will Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." So she got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.....

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a t

Two Glasses Of Wine
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 glasses of wine.. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two glasses of wine from under the table and poured the entire

Ur All I Need N This World
All My Love To You! You came into my life when I needed you the most You offered me your heart,your support and held me so close. You guided me out of all my misery You cared, you listened and you set all of my worries free You gave me strength when I was weak You reached for my hand to guided me back on my feet. You offered me your shoulder when I need to cry You encouraged me to stay strong and to always try. You are like a sweet angel from the sky You bring me so much joy and you lift my spirits so high. You always were the one that stood by me You assured me how beautiful my life could be. You took away all of my pain and sadness You gave me hope and showed patiences and erased my sorrows and madness. You have captured my heart and soul You are what I need you know You are truly my very best You stand out above the rest. You really mean the world to me You are everthing what true love should be. You are not only my friend and lover You

Lenny Kravitz - Can't Get You Off My Mind
Life is just a lonely highway I'm out here on the open road I'm old enough to see behind me But young enough to feel my soul I don't wanna lose you baby And I don't wanna be alone Don't wanna live my days without you But for now I've got to be without you I've got a pocket full of money And pocket full of keys that have no bounds But then I think of lovin' And I just can't get you off of my mind Babe can't you see That this is killing me I don't want to push you baby And I don't want you to be told It's just that I can't breathe without you Feel like I'm gonna lose control I've got a pocket full of money oh yes I do And a pocket full of keys that have no bounds But when it comes to lovin' I just can't get you off of my mind, yeaaah Am I a fool to think that there's a little hope Yeah yeahhhhhheee yeah Tell me baby, yeah What are the rules the reasons and the do's and don'ts Yeah yeahhhhhheee yeah Tell me baby tell me baby, yeah What do you feel insid

Domestic Violance
The international day of domestic violence. We as men condemn: Men that are unable to distance themselves from violence and use physical solutions. Men that are not able to control their personal frustrations and use force to impose their point of view. Men that are able to use any kind of aggression verbal or physical against women or children. I am appealing to all men to condemn domestic violence and join the protest against the use of any aggression. MEN THAT USE VIOLANCE AGAINST WOMEN ARE NOT MEN

My Pledge To My Master
“Slaves, be subject to your Masters with all reverence, not only to the good and gentle, but also to the perverse.... Wives in the same way are submissive to your husbands." I Peter 2:18 and 3:1. He is Master and I am Slave. He is owner and I am owned. He commands and I obey. He is to be pleased and I am to please. Why is This? Because he is Master and I am Slave. My condition, my status, is doubtless clear to you. Would it not be clear from the speaking of chains, and collars, and such? You may find it objectionable. I do not. I love it. In it I find my fulfillment, my happiness, my joy! Perhaps you think what I am is degrading and perhaps it is, but, if so, it is a delicious, precious, joyful degradation which I treasure, and in which I thrive and prosper and one I would not at the expense of my very life have otherwise. It is a thing of softness, heat, devotion, obedience, service, beauty, and love. In it I am happy, and fulfilled, completely, perfectly, totally as a total

Written In 02
Why can't she see How much he means to me Let him go Let him be If she walks away It may break his heart To see something go For which he's worked so hard I can't break down a wall Built so strong Surrounding a heart That's been done so wrong Can't stand to see Him hurting so bad The pain she's caused Makes me mad I'll admit that I would like A chance with this man Am I strong enough To pull him through I THINK I AM!

Got Inspired From A Friend. Xx
I love you like I love a day when everything goes right I love you like I love to lay and watch the stars at night I love you like I love the rain its lustful calm embrace I love you like I love to laugh until it hurts my face I love you like I love to drive with no real destination I love you like I love the thrill of pure infatuation But most of all I love you like I love a cherished friend Who holds me tight, dries my tears and loves me to the end

Submitting
Can't seem to get you off my mind Imagining your face between my thighs. The way you make me scream out your name bringing me to the point of extacy with such pleasurable pain. I let you do things that have NEVER been done before Obeying every command I am YOUR whore! Give me an order I'm eager to please Snap your fingers I'll be on my knees. Your every desire shall be fufilled as your slave it had become my will. Just say the word and it will be done cause submitting to you is so much fun!

I Like Posting Lyrics.deal With It.
tori amos - - carnival I'll sing to the sun in the sky I'll sing to the sun rises high Carnival time is here Magical time of year And as the time draws near Dreams fill my heart I'll sing while he plays his guitar I'll sing as the night wakes the dawn Will love come my way On this magical day And will love stay in my heart I'll sing while he plays his guitar I'll sing in my dream from afar Will love come my way On this magical day And will love stay in my heart Will true love come my way On this magical day Or will I live alone in my dreams Will true love come my way On this magical day Or will love only live on my dreams Stay, stay in me, in my heart You I say it again The way you walk and I know the way you can The way you're telling me you're not a dangerous man I said it again, I'll say again I'm not that kind of woman The way you're telling me Whoa What you can do What you can do to me What you can do...you

Give
'IT IS MORE BLESSED TO GIVE THAN TO RECIEVE" I GIVE TODAY SO SOMEONE ELSE MAY GIVE TOMORROW, I GIVE WITH MY HEART. I GIVE MAYBE JUST A QUARTER, OR A CANDYCANE, OR I GIVE A TOY TO A CHILD WHO MIGHT NOT HAVE ONE, OR MAYBE JUST A SMILE, I GIVE MY HAND SO THAT I MAY HELP YOU,... TO GIVE IS TO LIVE. FOR THY KING,... YOUR LOVING GUINIVERE FOREVER.

Please Forgive Me (lyrics)
It still feels like our first night together Feels like the first kiss and It's gettin' better baby No one can better this I'm still hold on and you're still the one The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer You still turn the fire on So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't You're the only one I'd ever want I only wanna make it good So if I love ya a little more than I should Please forgive me I know not what I do Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you Don't deny me This pain I'm going through Please forgive me If I need ya like I do Please believe me Every word I say is true Please forgive me I can't stop loving you Still feels like our best times are together Feels like the first touch We're still gettin' closer baby Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin I remember everything I remember all your moves I remember you I re

The Mask
I wear a mask, So no one will know. I have a secret I hold, Deep down in me. A secret that never can be revealed you see. I can't write about, I can't find the words. I wonder how to explain it, It all seems so absurd. This secret I hold haunts me everyday, There is no way it can be erased. I carry it around, I do not reveal the pain, From the secret I hold deep in my veins. Maybe the day will come, When there is someone to trust. Some one I can reveal my secret to. They will care for me. They will love me, And I will know. Until then my secret I will hold. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Song For The Day
"Vermillion, Pt. 2" She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame. All the torment and the pain Leaked through and covered me I'd do anything to have her to myself Just to have her for myself Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sane. She is everything to me The unrequited dream A song that no one sings The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad. But I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me A catch in my throat choke Torn into pieces I won't, no! I don't wanna be this... But I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me She isn't real I can't make her re

Survey
[One] Who were your last five texts from? kevin and eddie [Two] Where was your default picture taken? my bed [Three] What's your middle name? renee [Four] Your current relationship status?? relationship [Five] Does your crush like you back? crush? whats that? [Six] What is your current mood? anxious [Seven] What's your mom's maiden name? cross [Eight] What color shirt are you wearing? red [Nine] What is the wallpaper on your cell phone? a pic of me and eddie Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be? nothing it all happens for a reason [Eleven] Where was the last place out of town that you went to? good lord. ummm..... lets see... [Twelve] Ever had a near death experience? yes [Thirteen] Something you do a lot? sing to myself about anything today i made up a song and dance that i was the state marshmellow man [Fourteen] Do you have a fondness for gnomes? UMMM..WTF! yay!! gnomes im a gnome [Fifteen] Who can you tell anything to? hell if i kno

Who Cares
A soldier met a girl on-line, she promised him she'd wait for him till he got back no matter how long he was gone she promised to wait, the Soldier lost contact with her while he was gone, he was gone only a few months, when he got back and contacted her , he found out she didnt wait, that she broke her promise to him, when she was asked why she broke her promise, she simply said you left and was gone for a few months, the Soldier asked about the promise she made him, she just simply said you left, the Soldier told her she knew he was leaveing, and thats why he asked her to make him the promise. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS? LEAVE COMMENTS PLEASE

I Know That Girl!!
Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the pearly gates. "In honor of this holy season" Saint Peter said," You must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. "It represents a candle", he said. "You may pass through the pearly gates," Saint Peter said. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He shook them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said, "You may pass through the pearly gates". The third man, Jack, started searching desperately through his pockets and finally pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just what do those symbolize?" The man replied, "These are Carols."

Az Trip....
Well the week in az went well....however i had a few issues with the not so HD 2500. Snapped a tierod the first night...and on halloween as i pulled into flagstaff i smoked the transfer case... Guess it was my turn for a run of bad luck... Currently stuck on stalag 13 outside kemmerer wyoming...this is a long jaul well...90-120 days. Just finished surface and it'll be caseing break in a few hours...yehaa...i can escape. DW

Do More
Do more ~Tony Martinez I sit here Lump in my throat My mind races My body aches I want to reach out to you I want to Do more You ask for time and nothing else Take all the time you need i'm not going anywhere I still feel so helpness So powerless So here I remain In the dark Always behind you Ever ready to catch you To support you To love you I just wish I could Do more.

Relationships
My ex fiance and I just broke up because of an disagreement and what I found out what he did behind my back, I tried to work it out with him as a grown woman and he's being a little boy, I'm sick of the mind games men play, tired of getting hurt, tired of the bullshit and lies, I hate games and don't like them...I've tried my hardest of working it out and giving him reasons, but he doesn't want to say yes to me about being with me when he said he will give me a second chance, but he is pushing me away again like last time when we weren't dating, I'm getting sick of it. I don't know what to do and I hate it!

For The People Who Hate And Wanna Dog My Ass... Well You Can Kiss My Ass...
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Something I Wrote From The Heart!!
Something I wanted to share from My creative mind on sleepless nites, a short story of love, sleeplessness and closer. Written by Ghost 8-29-07 Sleepless nites!! I can't sleep cuz I worry I can't sleep cuz I wonder I can't sleep I don't know why I can't sleep since We stopped talking I cant sleep cuz I wonder what your going through I can't sleep cuz I just dont what to say or do anymore I cant sleep cuz I miss You I can't sleep cuz deep down I loved You I can't sleep cuz I miss talking to You I can't sleep cuz I miss Your voice I can't sleep I wonder how Your doing there I can't sleep cuz I know whats going on I can't sleep cuz I care alot or I wouldn't have said what I said that nite I can't sleep cuz You lied to them on there about Me I can't sleep cuz I know how You feel about Me I can't sleep cuz I know You still love Me no matter what I can't sleep cuz I wanna help You get out I can't sleep cuz I know You want Me to help You get out too I can't sleep

I Am Half A Sleep...
Good Morning. I heard this almost too funny to be true story on the way into work, where as a Store called Simply Amish had been robbed. Normally in a store of this caliber you would think furniture made of wood and clothing might come up missing. But this store had a big screen plasma TV taken… hmmm apparently that might be an upbeat Amish store… Oh well no matter. I am in morning. LOL Yes it is Morning but, my goofy Packers played like dog do do… dig I just say do do… wow I know I need new material… Well for today my wish is for sleep… No I mean I hope you have a great day and a marvelous weekend I need the sleep… A huge hug and a few pats Mart

Broken Dreams
I've stopped dreaming of future fantasies. For when I left you they weren't realities. My dreams of us together were blown out of the sky when I came to realize you still loved your x-wife. I left in a searing pain that only time can ease and turn to understanding for you to be at peace. I know that if I marry I can't take second place For if I can't be first Then it's just a waste.

Crying On The Inside...published
The tears are pouring from my eyes and rolling down my cheeks for the pain in my heart won't let me fall asleep. It stays bottled up inside until I blow my top Then it all comes pouring out and I can't make it stop. But I keep it to myself like everything else because unlike most people I can't be myself.

Don't
Don't say you love me For I know it's not true. Don't say you care because I feel the same for you. If it isn't in your heart Don't say it in my ears because if they're lies it'll bring more tears. If lies are all you have to say, say them to someone new. Don't take pity on me just because of my love for you. Break it off now before it's to late for we both know it's not our fate.

Bucs Mma Fight Of The Week- Tito Ortiz Ve Ken Shamrock 3- The Final Chapter.
Bucs thoughts on this fight........ "I had a feeling the 3rd fight would be on spike TV. After the controversial Stoppage at UFC 61- Bitter Rivals- the rematch had been established. This is Shamrocks farewell match. I will miss him in the UFc. he will be a legend always to remember. i wish he could have won this, but is always a winner in my book. this is the match to "Bury the Hatchet". This fight was shamrocks last chance at redemption. Tito had been 2-0 vs shamrock. but here is the 3-0 match. Tito Ortiz vs Ken Shamrock 3Add to My Profile | More Videos

Im Sorry
Im Sorry I’m sorry if I ever hurt you You know I made a mistake I’m sorry if I ever made you cry I didn’t want your heart to break I’m sorry if I made you jealous By flaunting myself around I’m sorry if I ever ignored you And buried you in the ground I’m sorry if I wasn’t greatfull For all the things you done I’m sorry if I never let you know You’re my only one I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you How gorgeous you really are I’m sorry that I didn’t let you know You’re my shinning star I’m sorry that I didn’t hold you Until the sun came up high I’m sorry I didn’t kiss you longer When we came to say goodbye I’m sorry that I wasted time And never gave you my heart I’m sorry that all that I’ve done Has caused us to part I’m sorry that I forgot to say The most important things to you I’m sorry that I wasn’t the best But baby I do love you

F.o.o.d.
Ok so my friend Andy ("Spreethang" on FUBAR) and I were talking and have come up with a new club, F.O.O.D this stands for FUCKED OVER ONLINE, DAMNIT! Please comment if you'd like to be part of F.O.O.D.! This is for anyone who has ever had an 'online' relationship and then it didn't work out, for anyone who was talking to someone and the other person turned out to be totally opposite of who they said they were or lied in general, or anyone who had people talk shit about them online (probably because they were just jealous of you anyways).....so please feel free to tell us your experience or just say ud like to be a joiner hehe, Peace and God bless. Thank you, Founders Andy & Linda

Without
SO I WOKE UP THIS MORNING AND EVERYTHING SEEMS SO GLOOMY..ITS RAINING OUTSIDE AND ALMOST DARK. I GUESS TO MATCH HOW IM FEELING. I8 FEEL LIKE I LOST A WHOLE PART OF MYSELF AND I DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO. I GUESS IN LIFE YOU HAVE CHALENGES AND EVEN WITH LOVE ITS REALLY HARD. WHEN U THINK UR ABOVE THE CLOUDS SO IN LOVE, SOMETHING HAPPENS AND U LOOSE EVERYTHING U WORKED SO HARD FOR.ILL NEVER GET BACK WHAT I HAD AND I FEEL LIKE IT WILL RUIN ME FOR GOOD. I WILL NEVER WANT ANYTHING ELSE THAN WUT I HAD. THE ONE PERSON THAT MAKES UR HEART HAPPY U FIGHT WITH FOR WUT..NOTHING BUT MEANINGLESS WORDS THAT WILL HAUNT YOU FOREVER AND EVEN THOUGH U SEEM TO FALL U PICK YOURSELF RIGHT BACK UP..BUT WITHOUT THE ONE THAT MADE U STAND TALL IN THE FIRST PLACE

My Heart
The time that i spent with you ment everything to me I thought I was in heaven and never wanted to leave but the first time I told you how I felt about you it scared you away I know that i should never have opened my heart to you for some reason I felt safe with you I trusted you I thought I had it all when I was with you but the day you told me that you did not want to see me any more you brought so much pain to me I dont think there are words for the pain that I have now all I can say is I cry everytime we talk you are the only one that I know that can bring a smile to my face like you do when I am down all I have to do is look back on the past and think of all the good times that we had together

What The Holidays Mean To You
What The Holidays Mean to You What Do the Holidays Mean to You? For you, the holidays are about generosity. You give as much as you possibly can to friends, family, and charity. You celebrate the holidays in a minimalist style. You are likely to only give one great present and decorate your house with a few special items. During the holidays, you feel magical. You love all of the decorations and how happy people are. You like to sit back and take it all in. You think the holidays should be decadent and indulgent. You never mind gaining a few holiday pounds... it's worth it! Your best holiday memories are of childhood foods and traditions. You secretly still wish you believed in Santa Claus.

The Koala Story
A koala was sitting in a gum tree... smoking a joint when a little lizard walked past, looked up and said, "Hey Koala! What are you doing?" The koala said, "Smoking a joint, come up and have some." So the little lizard climbed up and sat next to the koala where they enjoyed a few joints. After a while the little lizard said that his mouth was "dry" and that he was going to get a drink from the river. The little lizard was so stoned that he leaned too far over and fell into the river. A crocodile saw this and swam over to the little lizard and helped him to the side. Then he asked the little lizard, "What's the matter with you?" The little lizard explained to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the koala in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile said that he had to check this out and walked into the rain forest, found the tree where the koala was sitting finish

Im Sorry Im Letting My Past Control My Future
I WANNA SAY SORRY TO ANYONE I HAVE EVER HURT IN ANYWAY IM LETTING MY PAST CONTROL MY FUTURE AND IM A SELF CENTERED SON OF A BITCH AND A FUCKING ASSHOLE FOR LETTING MY PAST CONTROL ME IT HAS COST ME THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND WONDERFUL PERSON I HAVE EVER KNOWN I JUST WANNA SAY THINGS ARENT ALWAYS ABOUT ME BUT IM SORRY I PUSHED YOU AWAY N HURT YOU N IM DEEPLY SORRY FOR THAT NO THIS BLOG ISN'T ONLY ABOUT ME IT'S ALSO ABOUT THE PERSON I HURT AND DIDN'T MEAN TO I GUESS I NEED TO GET OVER MY PAST I WANT THIS PERSON TO KNOW I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT THEM DEEPLY BUT I GUESS I BLEW ANY CHANCE OF US TALKING THIS OUT N IM SORRY BUT I WANT THEM TO KNOW I DO CARE BUT IM A JERK BECAUSE I LET MY PAST CONTROL MY EMOTIONS IM SORRY FOR THAT

The Amc Channel
I Think the American Movie Classics channel has been trying to recruit younger viewers or has had an increase in their advertising budget. Last month they used Paramore's Misery Business to advertise their movies for November. For December they are using Editors' An End Has A Start. Much better music than they have used in the past. :)

A Marine Responds Ta John Kerry
A Marine Responds to John Kerry This is a VERY good letter ...................... Subject: A Marine Responds back to John Kerry {This was written by my husband, Aaron, who is currently deployed to Iraq, in defense of a recent comment made by Senator John Kerry. Pass it along, it might inspire someone else to speak up! ~ Michelle} Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your homework, and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well, and if you don't, you get stuck in Iraq" So I wrote him a letter: I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree and between deployments I am pursuing an M.B.A. In college I was a membe

Thought Fer The Day
Thought for the day: > >In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-American > >sentiment and negativity, we should remember England's Prime >Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by >one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America, he >said: > >"A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many >want in... And how many want out." Only two defining forces have >ever offered to die for you: > >1. Jesus Christ >2. The American G. I. > >One died for your soul, the other for your freedom. > >YOU MIGHT WANT TO PASS THIS ON, AS MANY SEEM TO FORGET BOTH OF THEM. >AMEN!

Written For Muffbuff38
It seems as if i have known you forever Our friendship is very special to me. I hope we never say goodbye. Just thinking of you makes me smile. You've always been there for me. You have sent your love time and again, called just to make sure i was ok. Means alot just having you as a friend. You will always be a big part of my life. In my heart i hold you close. Although i can't be there to give you a hug when times are tough, but know you are in my thoughts always. It seems as if i have known you forever. My friend i just can't thank you enough. Our friendship has grown strong and in the end i hope that we will still be the best of friends. It would break my heart if we ever said goodbye, but in my heart you'll always be close, and if we never meet, know that the distance and the miles in between will never change the way i feel my friend. Love you my friend. written for muffbuff38 you have been an amazing friend I will always be here for you and i will alw

Sts-122 Atlantis Crew Arrives At Nasa's Kennedy Space Center
STS-122 Atlantis crew arrives at KSC. Image Above: The STS-122 crew pose on the Shuttle Landing Facility at NASA's Kennedy Space Center after their arrival for launch. From left are Mission Specialists Leopold Eyharts, Stanley Love, Hans Schlegel, Rex Walheim and Leland Melvin, and Pilot Alan Poindexter and Commander Steve Frick. Photo credit: NASA/Kim Shiflett French ESA (European Space Agency) Astronaut Leopold Eyharts will remain on the International Space Station while Endeavour returns flight engineer Daniel Tani. The crew's arrival signals the imminent launch of space shuttle Endeavour on mission STS-122. The launch countdown begins at 7 p.m. Dec. 3. Launch is scheduled for 4:31 p.m. EST on Dec. 6. Endeavour will carry the Columbus Lab, Europes largest contribution to the construction of the International Space Station. It will support scientific and technological research in a microgravity environment. Columbus, a program of ESA, is a multifunctional, p

Driving
Have you ever noticed, that while you are driving, or even if you are just observing driving for that matter, whether it be from the passenger seat, or as a pedestrian, that no one....and I mean no one, at least in your mind drives as good as you. It's hilarious once you realize that everyone on this planet, in your mind, is either a slow-poke, or a crazy bastard. I finally found it out thanks to my 8 year old son who, quite happily pointed out that in a span of 30 seconds, I had yelled at someone to get out of the way, followed directly be screaming at someone for being an asshole. So it got me thinking....never in the history of my life, or at least the last 14 years since I have been driving, have I ever said..."Man that dude knows how to drive." Just one of those things that is probably and indication of how much free time I have on my hands, but funny nonetheless.......

I Said A Prayer For You Today
I SAID A PRAYER FOR YOU TODAY AND I KNOW GOD MUST OF HEARD I FELT THE ANSWER IN MY HEART ALTHOUGH HE SPOKE NO WORD I DIDNT ASK FOR WEALTH OR FAME I KNEW YOU WOULDNT MIND I ASKED HIM TO SEND TREASURES OF A FAR MORE LASTING KIND I ASKED THAT HE BE NEAR YOU AT THE START OF EACH NEW DAY TO GRANT YOU HEALTH AND BLESSINGS AND FRIENDS TO SHARE YOUR WAY I ASKED FOR HAPPINESS FOR YOU IN ALL THINGS GREAT AND SMALL BUT IT WAS FOR HIS LOVING CARE I PRAYED THE MOST OF ALL... Author unknown

This Morning
This morning has been a long one already, as I have been up since 4 am. Why so early? Well it's because the carbon monoxide detector went off. The furnace was faulty and was emitting carbom monoxide. My dad attended a luncheon and recieved this detector as a door prize. We plugged it in about a month ago...and because of that, My family is fine, my son is fine.... The reason for this blog is, IF YOU DON'T HAVE A CARBON MONOXIDE DETECTOR, I HIGHLY URGE YOU TO GET ONE. IF NOT FOR THE DETECTOR IN MY HOME, I WOULD NOT BE SITTING HERE BLOGGING THIS TO YOU. PLEASE FOR YOU OWN LIFE AND THE LIVES OF THE PEOPLE IN YOUR HOME, GET A DETECTOR! YOU NEVER KNOW IT COULD SAVE YOUR LIFE, AS IT DID MINE AND MY FAMILIES TODAY!!

Women Lol
A WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. Keep reading-they get better!!! WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet , I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax,pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root,and still be afraid of a spider. MARRIAGE SEMINAR While

Changes! Learning To Be Alone!
Thanks for letting me vent! I have no other place to vent but here in my fubar blog! Life is funny...you meet the person you think your going to spend the rest of your life with! Next thing you know your alone with two girls to raise! Yes he helps but only the days I work! So i'm doing alot on my own! I know the past should be the past but there are issues I can't forgive or ever will! He said he didn't want anymore more children and thinking this was it I went and got Essure done which is a permenant irreversable procedure! Yes I am angery! I'm hurt! and feel i have every right to be! What if by some strange chance I do meet that soul mate, i can't give him children if he wanted one! I moved 12 hours to be with him away from my family and friends! And came to love my new town and state to much to leave, along with my PRIDE! I have a great job and great opprotunity for my job to pay for ME to go to college!! I cant give that up! While driving home the other morning from work

What Does Love Mean?
What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds . The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 "Love is when my mommy makes

Paths We Follow, Thanks Jake :)
You will sometimes meet someone you believe is a soulmate; you feel the connection on many levels, perhaps instantly. And as you get to know each other more, you begin to feel the connection deepen and you feel that you must have an arrangement with this person that predated this lifetime. Do not assume, however, that this soul connection necessarily means that you are meant to be happily together for this lifetime. It may be that you are meant to be friends and allies, helping each other out. It may be that you are going to help each other in ways that even involve conflict and separation, but with an end result that is beneficial to you. It may be that you are going to learn some lesson from each other and then go your separate ways. What you need to do with all relationships, including those that have that instant and deep connection, is let be. You need to allow all of life, including close relationships, flow and evolve. You need to let people be who they are, not what you want

Better Late Than Never
I do not wish you any ill or any pain or sorrow. You ask me how long I'll love you 'til? I'll love you 'til tomorrow. Tomorrow never comes they say so I'll love you 'til forever. I know that it's been some time since but it's... Better Late Than Never. ask again how long i'll love?

Emotions All Over The Place
I am really beating myself up here and been up/down with my emotions about the situation with my ex...Long story short I had to break down yesterday to call the cops due to him harassing me and sending me really really mean texts/voice mails....He abused me with his words and pushed me a few times but what bothers me the most is he said I pushed him to do all that he did and that I will wake up one day regretting letting him go cause I cant do any better than him....What I dont get is how is me not letting him control me or push me around my fault in how he treated me like shit....I am starting to think I am so freaking stupid to allow him to do this to me for a year...I just never thought ppl could be that away...I just think maybe I am way to passionate and way to caring along with way to forgiving which I hate...I am to the point I dont know if I can trust anyone enough to let them in my life again...all I know is I wont settle cause I deserve the best and that is what I will get in

Very Interesting Facts
VERY INTERESTING STUFF In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have 'the rule of thumb' ------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled 'Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden'...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S . Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is impossib

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twen

If We Had Sex
If We Had Sex..... don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?

Somethin Really Fucked Up.. But Hilarious
One day a girl was sick and her boyfriend had come over to fix her up and make her feel better, so he brought some soup, brownies, and a tape with some re-runs of the OC and Laguna Beach. He makes the soup and sets everything on a table next to her and pops in the tape. She eats the soup and watches the video. Her boyfriend says that he's gotta go to meet a friend, so he leaves and she breaks out the brownies. She finishes them right as video tape was over, and right after Laguna Beach ends, it cuts to a scene with her boyfriend getting a blow job from her "best friend" and she spits his cum into the bowl of brownie mix. He looks at the camera and says, "You've just been dumped."

My Zodiac Sign
PiSCES - The Sex Addict (2/19 - 3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. People pleaser. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. loves to talk and talks too much. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.

A Rollin' Stone
You can count on me To be a rollin' stone I don't know when I'll be home The way things are And the way they have been I just don't feel Like starting over again Love just aint All it's cracked up to be Maybe this is just how it is I dunno maybe it's just me All I know is, I had different plans Moving ahead as fast as I can Tunnel vision tripped up by love Pressing on when push comes to shove I'm really a pillar Not looking back Maybe looking for love Is not where it's at

Marry Christmas
Christmas Carols for the Psychologically Challenged 1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Queens Disoriented Are 3. Amnesia --- I Don't Know if I'll be Home for Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and Fire Hydrants......... 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Full Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll tell You Why 9. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder ---Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells ... 10. Agoraphobia --- I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day But Wouldn't leave My House 11. Se

She's Baaaackkkk
Angel Hell Yea has come back to Fubar! WOOHOO! Please go show this sweet friend of mine some love. She's hoping to find all of her old friends & make some new ones too. angel ¢¾ hell yea ¢¾@ fubar She doesn't have much to rate by way of pics & stash but if you hit them all & then let me know I'll gladly buy you a drink. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy PS: If you haven't given me a smooch yet please check out my previous blog.

How Old Is Grandpa???
How old is Grandpa??? Stay with this -- the answer is at the end. It will blow you away. One evening a grandson was talking to his grandfather about current events. The grandson asked his grandfather what he thought about the shootings at schools, the computer age, and just things in general. The Grandfather replied, "Well, let me think a minute, I was born before: 'television 'penicillin 'polio shots 'frozen foods 'Xerox 'contact lenses 'Frisbees and 'the pill There were no: 'credit cards 'laser beams or 'ball-point pens Man had not invented: 'pantyhose 'air conditioners 'dishwashers 'clothes dryers 'and the clothes were hung out to dry in the fresh air and 'man hadn't yet walked on the moon Your Grandmother and I got married first, . . and then lived together. Every family had a father and a mother. Until I was 25, I called every man older than me, "Sir". And after I turned 25,

Wtf
WTF is wrong with women today? If a man hs a close female friend, why is it that their new gf are so intimidated by this? I had a friend message me out of the blue last night and say " Hey I cant talk to you anymore, I am with someoen and it will piss her off " and then he even got a bit smart assy and mean. this is a person that could talk to me for 12 hours straight. I am sso fucking fed up with guys not being able to stand up to their own girlfriends. They are willing to throw away over a year almost friendship, someoen who is always there for them, and cares about them for a woman who already in the first weeks of a relationship is telling them who they can talk to.WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then I have one who cant see me anymor cus of a new gf who lives in another fucking state. because " it might cause a problem " once again WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!! What is wrong with you guys out there? If your girl told you to blow off your best buddy that is male, you would kick hr to the curb or

Have You Ever
HAVE YOU EVER Sometimes It's wrong to walk away Though you think it's over Knowing there's so much more to say Suddenly the moment's gone And all your dreams are upside down And you just want to change the way The world goes round Tell me Have you ever loved and lost somebody Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry Can't you see That's the way I feel about you and me baby Have you ever felt your heart was breaking Looking down the road you should be taking I should know 'Cause I loved and lost The day I let you go Can't help but think that this is wrong We should be together Back in your arms where I belong Now I finally realise It was forever that I found I'd give it all to change The way the world goes round Tell me Have you ever loved and lost somebody Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry Can't you see That's the way I feel about you and me baby Have you ever felt your heart was breaking Looking down the

Old Shelf
Please do not rip or copy THANK YOU !!! Upon my shelf lies pictures ... dust covered memories made by us Love Lives no longer holding us close exceptions of old pictures collecting dust Heartfelt covered romance lurking like a funeral ; black and of stone Cobwebs are now being built by this spider of the shelf ; clinging dust still on these pictures of us Cleaning one day , dusting off the dust we made , swipping every memory to thin air , rolling every web on the shelf into a ball thrown into the trash ... so mote it be so the memories are gone

Christmas
A Soldier's Christmas Eve The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier I puzzled,

The Nitty Gritty Pt 2
Because I can generally only speak for myself...I really don't like to delve into any other aspects of the lifestyle that I generally don't know about. But...because I'm blind as a bat and didn't see a comment on the last "Nitty Gritty" I'll delve a little further. Under the community there is a code of ethics that are stressed to be followed. They are not laws or rules but more like guidelines to keep everything in order. More common sense than anything else. The Black Veil. "The 13 Rules of the Community." 1. DISCRETION This lifestyle is private and sacred. Respect it as such. Do not make a sideshow of yourself. We do not have to prove ourselves to anyone. Appearing on public TV to tell the world that you drink blood is useless attention-getting. It gets a negative reaction for the whole community. Our place is in the shadows; our greatest protection from small-minded humanity is the fact that they do not believe we exist. Someday they may be ready for us to reveal ourselv

We Can All Be Self Motivated !!
In control There are lots of temptations and there are plenty of excuses. Keep in mind, though, that you are in control of you. To reach the destination you have chosen, you must follow the path that will take you there. And while diversions and distractions will constantly come along, remember that you are in control of you. Your thoughts, your words and your actions are precisely the ones you choose. They can take you anywhere you would like to go. Though many things are out of your control, you are always in control of you. You can respond, you can adjust, you can persist and you can move in the direction of your dreams, no matter what the outside factors may be. You are in control of you. Your decisions in each and every moment determine the quality of life that you live. It is a heavy responsibility and a magnificent opportunity. You are in control of you, and you will always go right where your actions take you. -- Ralph Marston

An Interesting Read
Dear Children, It has come to my attention that many of you are upset that folks are taking My name out of the season. Maybe you've forgotten that I wasn't actually born during this time of the year and that it was some of your predecessors who decided to celebrate My birthday on what was actually a time of pagan festival. Although I do appreciate being remembered anytime How I personally feel about this celebration can probably be most easily understood by those of you who have been blessed with children of your own. I don't care what you call the day. If you want to celebrate My birth, just GET ALONG AND LOVE ONE ANOTHER. Now, having said that let Me go on. If it bothers you that the town in which you live doesn't allow a scene depicting My birth, then just get rid of a couple of Santas and snowmen and put in a small Nativity scene on your own front lawn. If all My followers did that there wouldn't be any need for such a s

What's The Time?
Every Monday morning for years, at about 11:30 am, the telephone operator in a small Sierra-Nevada town received a call from a man asking the exact time. One day the operator summed-up the nerve to ask him why the regularity. "I'm foreman of the local sawmill," he explained. "Every day, I have to blow the whistle at noon, so I call you to get the exact time." The operator giggled, "That's really funny," she said. "All this time, we've been setting our clock by your whistle.

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 12/9/07;
"If the world could only learn the profound truth, that "Two wrongs make a right provided they are made at the same time." Then we could learn to love and forgive when no malice is intended, imagine all that is lost because we strive for only "right!" Brownie McGee on playing the fuckin' Blues!

In Santa's Arms
Santa is coming on Christmas Eve night So I tuck the babies in bed, all snug and tight Now they’re fast asleep, I can hardly wait Because he’s coming for me, we’ve got a hot date! A fires been a blazing since a quarter past ten And I’ve mixed up a potion of fruit spiced with gin The air’s filled with fragrance and there’s twinkling lights And as the Christmas tree shimmers, the setting is right Then in saunters Santa, with a look I recognize As there is a fire burning in his mischievous eyes His deep sexy voice, is smoother than cream And when his lips move on mine, it’s a beautiful dream I slowly undress him; remove his cap and his gloves As I’m ready to give him, all the things that he loves There’s a fire in my body that’s ready to please So I dance scantily before him in a naughty striptease I’ll be so warm and snug in sweet Santa’s arms As he whispers his fantasies and turns on his charms The fluff of his beard he’ll run down my spine And his heated bre

Christmas Card . , Beautiful
This is a beautiful Christmas Card . Please copy and paste the link if you would like to see it . I have no idea to make it visible here . Enjoy and Happy Holidays to all . Luv ya . Tom http://ecard.ashland.edu/index.php?ecardYear=2004adm

A Little Story
Ladies and gentlemen, hobos and tramps, Bug-eyed mosquitoes and bowlegged ants! I'm about to tell you a story I've never heard before, So pull up a chair and sit on the floor. Admission is free, so pay at the door. One fine day, in the middle of the night, two, dead boys got up to fight. Back to back, they faced each other, drew their swords and shot each other. A deaf policeman heard the noise, and saved the lives of the two dead boys. If you don't believe my lies are true, ask the blind man, he saw it too!

No Faith Left
In this time of the birth of Jesus Christ, we get together with our family and friends, exchange gifts, and wish each other well. This is all that I really have left. The meaning of Christmas was lost long ago, as I simply no longer believe in any religion. I believe in some kind of higher power, but not a god, or a son of god. I have found that the bible simply does not answer the questions that I have, it simply covers up facts with uneducated half truths. Early man simply did not understand the world, religion simply exist to to ease us as we come closer to death, it tells us that there is a rainbow on the other side. I have seen no evidence of any god, nor have I seen any real good coming from any religion. We all have to sleep at night, it is easier to think if we die before we wake, that some happy place awaits. All I have seen from religion is greed, and perversion, and faith based on forgiveness of sins. I simply cannot believe in a god that forgives so easily. If you a

My Bitch Bout The New Feature
k well here it is... the new bar tab feature sux... yes i know we have the option of turning it off but then we don't get to see who has left us a profile comment or which of our friends has uploaded a new pic or updated their stash so we can rate them... i know this new feature like a lot of other things on this site are here to stay but honestly i really don't give a flying rats ass if Joe Bloggs left Jane Doe a new profile comment

My Golden Compass Demon...
I saw this & had to give it a shot. I'm not sure that Fubar will handle flash in a blog, but here goes. In the Golden Compass, people's souls are on the outside in the form of animal spirits they call demons that follow them through life. I went through http://www.GoldenCompassMovie.com and did their test to see what my demon would be. Let me know what your is ;-)

I Keep Thinking...
I keep thinking in the back of my mind That things will change in a matter of time I feel so low and such emptiness What have I done to create such a mess? My heart is full, filled with love A gift I was given from heaven above All I wanted was to share it with you You've always been there to carry me through You make me smile , you make me laugh I wonder, can you tell me, what's wrong with that? I miss you so much, my heart has an ache Why can't I be trusted, what's it going to take? Just because I love my friend Does our friendship have to come to an end? I don't think it should have to be that way But it seems like there's going to be hell to pay I'm not afraid, I refuse to be controlled I have to stand up, I gotta be bold Without trust, love is lost Just how much is this going to cost? I don't care, there's no price too high I'm not going to let this friendship die It means too much to me to let it go And I just wanted to let you know That with each tear

Dr Who: Voyage Of The Damned Teaser Trailer
BBC One screened on Saturday a short, 10-second teaser trailer for the forthcoming Christmas special Voyage of the Damned (except for viewers in Scotland, who had their own trailers). The short series of three clips showed first the Doctor, then Astrid and then a special effects shot of the Titanic itself. The clip is available to view on the official BBC website (behind door 8 of the advent calendar). If you are in the United Kingdom you can also see the trailer on the official BBC YouTube channel. A two minute trailer for Voyage of the Damned is also being shown in UK cinemas. Reported at The Doctor Who News Page.

Am I Really That Self-centered?
Yes, I am self-centered enough to think you care that I put a music player on my profile. On top of that, I'm self-centered enough to think that you really want to know more about my taste in music and will go look at what's on my player.

Food For Thought
Shattered lives helpful tools for instructional classes Spooning the sugary sweet taste to the masses Sex packaged and sold as works of fiction Gluttonously consuming to feed the addiction With a heart colder than the depths of winter Frozen emotion cracked reality?s jaded splinter Colder than the eyes of a snake ready to strike Still at work earning your place in the third Reich

Weather
here in michigan we are going on our 3rd ice storm already. all the weather models are predicting a very ice filled winter. looks like its time for some good snow tires and a lot of prayers for this part of the country. we have another major ice storm coming tomorrow. hopefully wher ever you live, your winter will be a safe one. i know here its gonna get reall nasty reall quick. so if this storm heads your way please drive carefull.

Something Funny.
Twas the night before Xmas, and all though the house. Everyone felt shitty, even the mouse. Dad at the whore house, mom smokin grass. I just settled down, for a nice piece of ass. When out on the lawn, there rose such a clatter. I sprang from my piece, to see what was the matter. He came down the chimney, like a bat out of hell. I knew right away, that fat fucker fell. He filled all the stocking, with pretzels and beer. And a big rubber dick, for my brother who's queer. He rose up the chimney, with a gigantic fart. And that son a bitch, blew the chimney apart. He cursed adn he swore, as he flew out of sight. Piss on you all, and have a hell of a night.

Away From The Harvest
Tune: "Away In A Manger" words adapted by Blake TaylorMixon Away from the harvest the seasons have turned The nights have grown colder and fires we've burned The stars in the heavens look down where we stand Neighbors and friends with candles in hand. The warmth is returning, the sun and the light Will brighten our days and shorten our nights Come gather around the Solstice is here The old one is passing, begins the new year.

The Night Before Christmas, Texas Style! (email)
T'was the night before Christmas, in Texas, you know. Way out on the prairie, without any snow. Asleep in their cabin, were Buddy and Sue, A dreamin' of Christmas, like me and you. Not stockings, but boots, at the foot of their bed, For this was Texas, what more need be said. When all of a sudden, from out of the still night, There came such a ruckus, it gave me a fright. And I saw 'cross the prairie, like a shot from a gun, A loaded up buckboard, come on at a run, The driver was "Geein" and "Hawin", with a will, The horses (not reindeer) he drove with such skill. "Come on there Buck, Poncho, & Prince, to the right, There'll be plenty of travelin' for you all tonight." The driver in Levi's and a shirt that was red, Had a ten-gallon Stetson on top of his head. As he stepped from the buckboard, he was really a sight, With his beard and moustache, so curly and white. As he burst in the cabin, the children awoke, And were so astonished, that neither on

The Link About Me.............
I had made a google page, with the help of my sister Danielle, about my whole ordeal with my heart. Please feel free and read it check out the other websites that are listed on there. They have some really good information on them. If you have any questions or comments, let me know. Enjoy and thank you for looking. http://frogmommi23.googlepages.com/home

Drama
please don't bring me in your drama of male female fights on here. i tank anyone who feels thay are worning me of a perv but please if its just the case of someone being jealous please leave me out of it . if my name is on there friends fan,s list i'm sorry about that i have over a thousand friends and fans and i don't even know who all is on there and i talk mostly to a few frends and family on here so if i'm on his list i can't help it if thay ask to be added i add um so please leave me out of it .

Men Laws
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: - (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. - (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. - (c) After wrecking your boss' car. - (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and beaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy's choice

Outta My Hands
I have met alot of people in my travels through life but it seems the ones i desire the most to keep, are outta reach or slip through the cracks of this painful earth!! Sometimes the harder u try to catch it the further it drifts away why is this?Is this part of the learning process or is it just torment to the soul? I am tired of wanting what i cant have!!

Whats The Moral To This Day Of Mine??
My days are always busy for me And today was promised to be no exception..I got up early and drove to work, There wasn't much traffic at 6am this morning I had the whole road to myself. The orange of the dawn had yet to break the night time spell on black sky. I parked my car and took a minute to enjoy the quietude.I set down my books,picked up my coffee and leaned against the car.It was just the star-studded sky and me. Across the city,Lights flickered.Shawdowed trees slept.The night was calm: no noise, no hurry,no demands.That would all soon change within a couple of hours.Let a few thousand alarm clocks buzz and a few thousand garage doors open and the serenity would be invaded as suburbia awakened.but at that moment suburbia slept. Life is like that sometimes.There are jaunts in life's journey that are as glassy as a midnight lake on a windless night. No noise,No rushing,No cries.There are measures in our music where the conductor silences the kettledrum, and only the flute i

Personal Issues
I don't understand quite a few things in life! But the thing I really don't understand right now is why some people on her seem to think I'm blowing them off or I don't wnt to be their friend, because I'm not on here all of the time or at the same time they are! Some of you know, right know I'm having some personal issues in my life. I'm having a lot of trouble finding a job, i'm not being paid from my last job and I suffer from depression and other problems to the point that I just sometimes don't want to get out of bed! I just want everyone to know, I'm not trying to push any friends I have made here away! I'm dealing with my personal demons in my own way right now, please just support me by praying for me and letting me know you care. Thanks!

3 Quotes For Today (email)
"If you would not be forgotten as soon as you are dead, either write things worth reading, or do things worth writing." -Benjamin Franklin "Glory is fleeting, but obscurity is forever." -Napoleon Bonaparte "Let us take things as we find them: let us not attempt to distort them into what they are not. We cannot make facts. All our wishing cannot change them. We must use them." -John Henry Cardinal Newman

My Baby Died Tomorrow
Those of you that know me know that Stanly (my puppy) is like a son. He is a BIG part of my world!!! He has been VERY sick lately and is suufering way too much. He is either in pain or drugged. He can barely walk and has lost sooo much weight.He has arthritis in his lower spine and nothing can be done for him. Yesterday I decided it would be best to let him get some peace. That was one of the hardest decisions I have ever made. Tomorrow at 5pm I take him to the vet. .....................

My Wife
Let me remind you that you are the one who called me crying and telling me how depressed and homesick you were and how you miss your sister and her new baby and telling me how the boy you are with is misstreating you and all and wanting me to get you home to oklahoma remember YOU CALLED ME so I cannot believe you would let him block the only way you have to find out anything about the wrest of your family.

Are Racialism And Racism To Different Things Or Just A Shiny Coat Of Paint On An Old Ccar?
Long before and ever since Nietzsche proposed the untrustworthiness of one ethnicity (after all there is only one race: homo sapiens sapiens what some people mistakenly call "race" is actually "ethnicity") there have been people who sought to intellectualize racism and racialism as appropriate defenses for one ethnicity's aggression against, or segregation from, another. The relationship between "racism" and "racialism" is complex because the words are at times used synonamously and at other times racialism is distinguished from racism where racialism is considered a political/philosophical agenda where racism is an action. This allows racialists to recruit and defend their position distancing themselves from the violence of racism. In the Oxford distionary "racialism" was first noted in 1907: belief in the superiority of a particular race. "Racism" is first included in 1936: The theory that distinctive human characteristics and abilities are determined by race. Now these were g

December
A cold December sweeps through my heart snow is falling river's are covered with ice and the lifeless earth beneath me a slight breeze and i am slowly turning to frostbite there are no longer any leaves to keep me warm and no water to quench my thirst no shelter i can provide all of my barriers that protect me have finaly fallen i'm no good for any living thing a slight snap a twinge in my soul the sharpest pain in my side i tumble over into my river my weight breaking through the ice slowly i crumble the weight to much to bear the river carries me away to escape or to die By C. Adams

Big Karaoke Party Tonight...
My house........ be there........ or be square....... This Friday....the 14th Wanna Come? Hollar back at me..... and i'll give you the directions!!!!! Don't be a wuss.... come out and THROWDOWN!!!!! it's going to be a....... wee-in-the-morning kind of party ;) Can you hang? Now what are you waiting for... start emailing me NOW....... for directions..... to the most kick ass party..... on this side of DFW!!!!!!!!! :D Derek aka Showtime ps. BYOB...and possibly a cooler, first come first serve to spots in the fridge lmfao and damnit, IT'S GOING TO BE A PARTY FOR THE AGES, AND not a party for the faint of HEART!!!!!

Why Dont You & I
Why Dont You & I Santana Ft. Chad Kroeger Since the moment I spotted you Like walkin round with little wings on my shoes My stomach's filled with the butterflies...ooo and it's alright Bouncin round from cloud to cloud I got the feelin like I'm never gona come down If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lie ooooo And every time I try to talk to you I get tongue-tied turns out that everything I say to you Comes out wrong and never comes out right So I'll say why don't you and I get togehter and take on the world and be together forever Heads we will and tails we'll try again So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven Cause without you they're never going to let me in When's this feaver gona break? I think I've handled more than any man can take I'm like a love-sick puppy chasin you around.... ooo And it's alright Bouncin round from cloud to cloud I got the feeling like I'm never gona come down If said I

My Heart
Too good or no good. All or nothing. It is what it is. Or is it? Another grain of salt taken. I can make room for this pile. Like a pill, u made me sick in the beginning, an appetite increased to decrease another. I have ur part time divided attention, that I find reasonable and that matters. I dont take for granted the little time we do spend. Each time, I try to take a piece of u with me in exchange for pieces of me. I'll take your words, your knowledge and use them positively. I will carry your heart with me at all times to make sure it is not neglected or mistreated. I will listen to it when it needs listening and tell it," I am not perfect but I'll work hard to keep you with me." Believe it, or don't believe it. I have my own bank account, I pay my own debts so I don't want money. I just want your heart because u have mine.

Asta Este Pentru Diana
She is her mothers beauty, romania's blushing bride. She walks in rows of twilight, she is her nations pride. Her smile that lights a country, her laughter in the air. Romania I envy, for what you hold so fair. Her majesty and her wonder, her forrests green and full. And standing there above it, she is their precious jewel. Hearts that bow in wonder, eyes so full of grace. Romania how you hide her, and keep her in her place.

Adult Style Christmas..lol
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look o

I Need/i Want
I have been doing some thinking. I know it is scary but that is what happens when it is cold and all you want to do is hid under the covers. I am through with Anthony it is that easy. I want to, or maybe need to, have some guy come along and give me what I want even if it is just for a little while. I know it is shocking to think that I might know what I want but I do and I have come up with what I need to know about the guy before I like him try to give me what I want. I need to know His first & last name His age That he is d & d free That he isn’t attached To be willing to get called/text and be free to make me happy Open for the idea of maybe ending up being boyfriend/girlfriend (maybe if things work out) What I want A guy to go down on me (I always try to return the favor) Is to be able to try girl on top Is to try different things, get taught different things A guy to be around to maybe even just go to a movie or go a get coffee and/or a few drinks Anthony

Bytches And Fakes
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Chapter 2
A little more serious and a hell of a lot more painful. . . Yesterday was December 15th. I didn't notice that until a few minutes ago. It's funny that everyone is so excited about Christmas and all I feel towards the damn holiday is anger. If I hadn't been sick last Christmas, I would have been there for their last one. Papa and Gramma were both in such great health then. How was I supposed to know that God would take them away from me? Papa was diagnosed with Thyroid Cancer in April, two days after my birthday. We were hopeful at first, but our prayers crashed around us when his cancer started spreading faster than anyone of us could have anticipated. Within no time, the cancer had spread to his lungs, stomach, liver and then finally his pancreas. Shortly after, he died. Three months and three days after his diagnosis, he was gone. He passed away on July 15th. In our hearts, we always knew that if one of them should die, the other would follow soon afterwards. They were ve

Faster-than-light Take: I Am Pondering I Am Legend
Richard Matheson's 1954 novel has been adapted three primary times for film. Each movie has remained basically faithful to the book, but not without deleting some other major reference or plot development. The Vincent Price vehicle, in hindsight, was a miscast. The early 70s version with Charlton Heston still in his Ten Commandments phase, somehow mixed up social revolution and blaxploitation in the process. As far as big-budget blockbusters go, this Will Smith I Am Legend makes for enjoyable reviewing. Special effects are awesome, as a New York City (and by imaginary extension, the world) is rendered dead and vacant by a virus that mutated from a cancer cure. Smith's rather ripped military scientist, Robert Neville, traverses Manhattan's deserted streets by SUV (or in one case, a Mustang) and goes through apartments and stores, collecting all he can in the way of non-perishable food or even DVDs. The "survivors," in a sense," are not the traditional vampires in Matheson's books

Hmmmm Changes
Been away for a week and see that either there has been a change or there is a bug. What is with seeing what your friends are doing? I don't really care to see what they are doing. I know there is probably an option somewhere to turn that off and I will do it when i find it LOL. It might make some happy seeing what their friends are doing, but I'd sooner stay in the dark and leave that up to them.

~ George Strait - Amarillo By Morning ~
Amarillo by morning, up from san antone. Everything that Ive got is just what Ive got on. When that sun is high in that texas sky Ill be bucking it to county fair. Amarillo by morning, amarillo Ill be there. They took my saddle in houston, broke my leg in santa fe. Lost my wife and a girlfriend somewhere along the way. Well Ill be looking for eight when they pull that gate, And Im hoping that judge aint blind. Amarillo by morning, amarillos on my mind. Amarillo by morning, up from san antone. Everything that Ive got is just what Ive got on. I aint got a dime, but what I got is mine. I aint rich, but lord Im free. Amarillo by morning, amarillos where Ill be. Amarillo by morning, amarillos where Ill be.

Lyrics For This Week
"Over You" Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best fo

Just Got As An Email :d
I'd LIKE THIS BACK IF IT APPLIES A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! 'And what do you want?' the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages,' he said without waiting f

Dan Fogelberg: August 13. 1951-december 16, 2007
Dan, whose voice and whose songs transcended genres, the passions that are to be found, often buried deep within one's heart and soul, were that which were transformed into the lyrics and music that Dan created and became etched into our souls forever..... Dan Fogelberg~a rarity among men, who lived his feelings as one should, but that few are able to...those who knew him and those who came to know him through his art share profoundly in his loss, but are the better too, for having been touched to the core by his capacity for love unconditional. Thank you Dan for being a part of my life too...michael. http://thelivinglegacy.net/condolences.html

A Gothic Night Before Christmas
A Gothic Night Before Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through our house was blasting the "St. Vitus Dance" by Bauhaus; Torn fishnets were draped on my forearms with care, And two cans of Aquanet applied to my hair; My thoughts were of graveyards, and horror and dread, Black visions of pain and despair in my head; And Bianca, whose face was as pale as the moon, Had thrown up her arm for this evening's swoon, When out by the gravestones there came such a clatter, I sprang from the coffin to find out the matter. Away to the window I flew like a ghost, Expecting to find a dark devilish host. The moon on the breast of the uncaring snow Threw ominous shadows on objects below, When, before my tormented eyes did traverse, But a gorgeous black Crane & Breed carved-panel hearse, With a gaunt, shrouded driver, who filled me with fear, And eight skeletal creatures that might have been deer. More rapid than vultures his coursers they came, And his dee

7000 To Go For My Vip
please come by and help out tonight. tonight is the night everybody who reads this please come by and help i feel that im gonna get this tonight with all of your help let do this turn the music up and bombs away

For A Friend ...be Careful
Online love is great, if single With many spots to mix and mingle. Play some cards or write a poem. Touch a heart from your own home, Words of love and lots of kisses. Sometimes you click, but many misses. One day the perfect one appears, And you share laughter, joy and tears. he fills your nights with all his charms. You long to travel to his arms. But he is married, already taken, And marriage vows have now been shaken. Two loves will complicate his life, An online lover and a wife. Someday he will be forced to choose, And all of you will somehow lose So think it through past just today If your not in his heart then walk away

What Color Is Your Passion? My Results
Your Passion is Purple Sophisticated and classy, you're a bit picky about sex. You're more likely to be turned on by a fancy hotel room than a dirty flick. Sex is fine enough, as long as it doesn't mess up your hair. For you, sex is more about power and favors than actually pleasure. What Color Is Your Passion?

You Don't Know Me, Like I Do.
So... after being bored most of the night... doing numbers, cleaning my room, walking the dog then just laying in bed reading... I started getting that 'feeling' again, the one that comes on when you miss someone and you know you can't make anything better to make it go away. And then you try and act like it's not bothering you, and you end up saying things to people, then they get pissed, and whatever. I can't wait until December's over. On another note...I busted my ass to sell today, and I did sell a lot, so my boss awarded me with a new camera for all the hard work, and I got a Christmas present from a kid at work... some Burberry purfume stuff. Buwaha, and he's teaching me spanish stuff, except the only progress we've made is calling eachother whores. x] Eh... if "you" read this. And 'YOU' will know who you are, again, I'm sorry for what I said.

Special People In My Life
I updated this today. This is made to honor the special people in my life. Thanks for being part of my life. Knowing all of you has made me a better person Photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com

In A Mood... Pt. 2
i woke up this morning not myself and thoughts fill my mind of you with someone else and all the pain i feel was caused by me but i'd feel this pain forever if it means you're happy but i know i'll always want to be with you i'll love you forever, until time's through i'll sleep the pain away meet tomorrow with you i'll sleep the pain away and i'll pray you could love me too I woke up this morning all alone and it's no ones fault but my own and all the pain i feel was caused by me but i'd feel this pain forever if it means you're happy but i know i'll always want to be with you i'll love you forever, until time's through well i know i don't deserve another shot that's ok, i still love you with all i've got I wouldn't trade anything for the time i spent with you, got to call you mine

My Stalker Is My #1 Fan! :d
Trust me when I say the next few statements is not me bragging. Someone is making accounts, coming to my page for whatever reason then deleting themselves! For awhile, I NEVER knew who it was or what they looked like. Untill yesterday. Their pic was of a guy with a bandana around the lower part of their face and holding a knife. Their profile name was "Don't worry. I'm not stalking you". That pic might not even be of them, who knows. But the profile is completely gone now! They stopped by my page last night, I saw the pic (didn't really think anything of it though :/) and this afternoon, it's gone. Only reason why I noticed them is because they popped up in a blog I had just written. But this has been happening a lot lately. I'm not mad, scared...anything really. I just think it's weird and I'm curious. Curious as to what this person's mental disorder is. But hey, I might be completely wrong and it might not even be the same person *coughbullshitcough* But if you're seeing this M

What Happened Too......
What happened to people who went into work where ever it was, put in an honest days work, wether is was 4,8,10, or a 12 hour day and barely griped and complained about it? What happened to company barbeques and cook outs where everyone was there with their families? What happened to people who put their heart and soul into everything they did? I was sitting here watching the news and dealing with a credit card company that debited my account without my permission becuase somehow they got a hold of my account information. After a very loud discussion that made the dogs bark and the cat meow uncontrollably, the cancelled a card that they started up without my permission, I came a conclusion. This place has gone to hell in a hand basket rather quickly. Everyone is out for a quick buck, no matter how to get it. the news was covered in bank robberies this morning, the credit card company debiting my account all willy nilly. Im more than annoyed at all thi

Dj Flash
NO MATTER IF HE'S STREAMIN THE CLASSICS... OR... JAMMIN WITH TODAYS BIG HITS... THIS DJ KNOWS HOW TO ROCK... AND HE HAS ... ONE HELL OF A SEXY ACCENT TO BOOT BUT NO MATTER WHAT TUNE HE MAY BE PLAYING..HE ALWAYS PUTS ON A GREAT SHOW BUT YOU'LL ONLY FIND THIS HUNK AT... GREAT ATMOSPHERE... GREAT CHAT... AND... AWESOME TUNES... HE KNOWS HOW TO GET THE LADIES DANCIN... SO COME ON IN TO AFTERSHOCK AND SAY HELLO.. GET TO KNOW SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE YOU'LL EVER MEET ON FUBAR WHERE WE'LL TREAT YOU LIKE FAMILY ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ WILL VON~*~ ~*~DJ SQUID LEE~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ RAVEN LADY X~*~ ~*~DJ DIESEL~*~ ~*~DJ EARTHWALKER~*~ ~*~DJ FLASH~*~ ~

That Time Of Year
It seems death always happens with someone I know 2 weeks before Christmas. My husbands uncle 2 yrs ago.. my best friends mother last year.. and this year it was my great uncle.. Which then drags up all the feelings of miss my grandfather who passed away a few months ago.. What is it with this time of year? Its depressing! Remember to tell youre loved ones how much you care and you love them. You never know when it might be the last time. love misty

Life Is Crazy
A dark cloud surfaces over your soul. It wants to break its net for sunlight. Nothing happens not even a small hole! Awakening at night to a dreadful fright. Things will be better someday. Loosing sight of life and sound. Pretending to be happy and sweet. A morbid lie to cover up. Life is an oblivion you have to meet. Take that small drink from this huge cup. Just try to face the hard things. Remember that through it all, I'll always be your best friend. No matter how hard you fall. By....me Stacie Arnold

Justin Timberlake - Until The End Of Time
"Until The End Of Time" Listen Woke up this morning Heard the TV sayin' something 'Bout disaster in the world and It made me wonder where I'm going There's so much darkness in the world But I see beauty left in you girl And what you give me let's me know That I'll be alright 'cause if your love was all I had In this life Well that would be enough Until the end of time So rest your weary heart And relax your mind Cause I'm gonna love you girl Until the end of time You've got me singing Oh whoa, yeah Oh whoa, yeah Everybody sing Oh whoa, yeah Everybody singing Oh whoa yeah Now if you're ever wondering About the way I'm feeling Well baby girl there ain't no question Just to be around you is a blessing Sick and tired of trying to save the world I just want to spend my time with you girl And what you're giving me Let's me know that we'll be alright. 'cause if your love was all I had In this life Well that would be enough Until the end of time

No Way
Surfacing through the evil spirits that rupture my soul. How could I do wrong? How could I be such a fool? The demons capture my legs and pull me down. I'm trying to smile. Trying hard to get rid of this frown. You're there every step that I take. You're even there for when I wake. The red eyes hunt me down to the point of no existence. I reach above. I have no resistance. A warning sign of the end. Why does it always have to be this way? Why are you my only friend? By...me Stacie Arnold

Have You Ever?
have you ever been teased by someone,that you got the hots for,it damn near drives you out of your mind?Well,I have,and it is torture.And they call us females teases!BS!Grrrrrrrrrrrr,it is driving me up the wall!I dont think I can take this much longer.So I'm just gonna FUCK...take a cold shower,and not look at your damn pic!No,I wont,much as I want to!Not going to give you the satisfaction!GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!SO fucking frustrating!

Merry Christmas Troops
LETS REMEMBER OUR TROOPS NOT WITH THEIR FAMILIES THIS CHRISTMAS FOR TWO VERY SPECIAL GUYS IN IRAQ LOVE AND PRAYERS & THANK YOU FOR WHAT YOU DO imikimi - Customize Your Worldshow them love-DR FU ROCKSTAR@ fubar Bulldog@ fubar

A Different Christmas Poem... Thank You ~*darkstaph*~
Please Repost In Honor Of Our Service Men & Women. A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know. Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood

Keeping It Real!!!
YA KNOW A LOT OF MEN CALL THEMSELFS A PIMP,PIMP DADDY,AND PLAYER.BUT IN THE WORDS OF MR.XSTRDNY,A REAL PIMP,PLAYER,BALLER IS THE MAN THAT CAN KEEP 1 WOMAN BY HIS SIDE AND KEEP HER HAPPY.TO BE A REAL LADIES MAN KNOW THIS THERE,S 1,001 WAYS TO LOVE A WOMAN AND 2,002 WAYS TO MAKE LOVE TO A WOMAN,SO WHILE ALL THE MEN ARE TRYING TO BE SO CALLED BALLERS SEE IF THEY KNOW THIS,WHAT IS YOUR GIRLS HIGHEST FANTISY AND HOW SHE WANTS IT FUFILLED!!I,ON THE OTHERHAND KNOW THIS SO DONT BE SUPPRIESD TO FIND IM GIVEING THE WOMAN OF YOUR DREAMES, ALL OF HER DREAMES!!!!!HELLO. MEET MR.XSTRDNY LADIES!!!YOUR REAL DREAMES IN A MAN AWATES YOU HERE IN ME.I WILL FIND THE ONE AND YOU WILL FIND ME .IT HAS BEEN WRITTEN!!!!!I ONLY NEED 1 AND THERE CAN ONLY BE ONE!!

To My Family,friends And Fans
Christmas - that magic blanket that wraps itself about us, that something so intangible that it is like a fragrance. It may weave a spell of nostalgia. Christmas may be a day of feasting, or of prayer, but always it will be a day of remembrance - -a day in which we think of everything we have ever loved. There's more, much more, to Christmas Than candlelight and cheer; It's the spirit of sweet friendship That brightens all year. It's thoughtfulness and kindness, It's hope, For peace, for understanding. Let us remember that the Christmas heart is a giving heart, a wide open heart that thinks of others first. The birth of the baby Jesus stands as the most significant event in all history, because it has meant the pouring into a sick world of the healing medicine of love which has transformed all manner of hearts for almost two thousand years... Underneath all the bulging bundles is this beating Christmas heart.

Poem Competition
A local newspaper ran a competition asking for a poem with the most romantic first line, but the least romantic second line. Here are the top 12 entries they received: 1. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss But I only slept with you because I was pissed. 2. I thought that I could love no other Until, that is, I met your brother 3. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the r oses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty, and so is your head. 4. Of loving beauty you float with grace If only you could hide your face 5. Kind, intelligent, loving, and hot This describes everything you are not 6. I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off of your face 7. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes- Damn, I'm good at telling lies! 8. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you has screwed up my life 9. I see your face when I am dreaming That's why I always wake up sc

Kianna, Rob....and Other Friends Of Rob.
Kianna was a wonderful woman and friend who will be greatly missed. Her passing has brought confusion, sorrow, grief and hurt. The Confusion comes into play, as to why God would take her from us so early. She had a lot of life left to live, and we will miss her greatly.... The Sorrow comes because I know see my friend Rob in so much hurt and grief....and Kianna is no longer there to be there for him, like I always trusted she would be.... The Grief comes because for those that have spoken to her know that she was a beautiful person inside and out, and we were blessed to have known her, no matter the length in time that we have known her, just knowing her was a blessing.... And the hurt.....well this is different for everyone, but for me it is because I will miss her, and miss feeling "safe" knowing that she is there for one of my best friends. For those of you that don't know, Kianna and Rob have been friends ... BEST FRIENDS ... for the last 12 years. A friendship as pure as fr

Celine Dion - I Love You
Celine Dion - I Love You Lyrics I must be crazy now Maybe I dream too much But when I think of you I long to feel your touch To whisper in your ear Words that are old as time Words only you would hear If only you were mine I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you Should've made my move when you looked in my eyes 'Cause by now I know that you'd feel the way that I do And I'd whisper these words as you'd lie here by my side I love you, please say You love me too, these three words They could change our lives forever And I promise you that we will always be together Till the end of time So today, I finally find the courage deep inside Just to walk right up to your door But my body can't move when I finally get to it Just like a thousand times before Then without a word he handed me this letter Read I hope this finds the way into your heart, it said I love you, please say You love me too, these three words They could change our lives fo

Xmas 2007
So this xmas really suked for me.. one week b4 xmas i got replaced,WHY? I'll never have the answers cuz our relationship was one I never had b4. he was the man of my dreams..so xmas rolled around and i thought for sure everything was gonna work out and we would be back together and i would go visit him inna week....ummmm NO. so the night b4 xmas i layed in bed and thought all the material things im gonna get will never make me as happy as he did. so i woke up the next morning tying to keep a good face for my kids but deep down i was dying inside. I stared off at my tree inna daze and thought the one gift i wanted would not be under my tree. i wanted my boyfriend back but i knew it was already too late. so i guess that means i was a naughty gurl this year.But hey theres always next year

The Final Inspection
"The Final Inspection" The policeman stood and faced his God, which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No Lord. I guess I ain't. Because those who carry badges, can't always be a saint." "I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough... and sometimes I've been violent because the streets are awful tough." "But I never took a penny, that wasn't mine to keep... though I worked a lot of overtime when the bills got just too steep." "And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I wept unmanly tears." "I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around except to calm their fear." "If you've a place for me here, Lor

I Need You
I Need You Just as a poet needs inspiration to write a masterpiece I need you... Just as an artist needs a subject for his work of art I need you... Just as a teacher needs a student to mold into greatness I need you... Just as a composer needs a theme to create a timeless melody I need you... For without you, my life would be empty of all inspiration. There will be no work of art for me to gaze at; no person of greatness before me; no timeless melody to listen to. My life will exist in shades of gray instead of vibrant colors and I will be less than whole.

First Dec. 25 Christmas Celebration To Pagan Wolf Shrine
By Associated Press ROME (AP) - The church where the tradition of celebrating Christmas on Dec. 25 may have begun was built near a pagan shrine as part of an effort to spread Christianity, a leading Italian scholar says. Italian archaeologists last month unveiled an underground grotto that they believe ancient Romans revered as the place where a wolf nursed Rome's legendary founder Romulus and his twin brother Remus. A few feet from the grotto, or "Lupercale," the Emperor Constantine built the Basilica of St. Anastasia, where some believe Christmas was first celebrated on Dec. 25. Constantine ended the frequent waves of anti-Christian persecutions in the Roman empire by making Christianity a lawful religion in 313. He played a key role in unifying the beliefs and practices of the early followers of Jesus. In 325, he convened the Council of Nicaea, which fixed the dates of important Christian festivals. It opted to mark Christmas, then celebrated at varying dates, on Dec. 2

Married
well been busy with my life trying to figure out what i wanted to do with it..moved here and there and looking for love in all the wrong places and sadly enough he was right beside me all the time..well anyway ..i got married to day...and im very happy except hubby had to work and i got the day off.............grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr hugs to all

Psalm 23
Psalm 23 is associated with death, but it has a much deeper meaning; for it's a beautiful promise of everlasting life and renewal. It assures us that even in death we'll not be alone, that God will be there to lead us home and give us comfort. It's a vow that there's nothing to fear for great things await us in heaven. Truly, this prayer should lend hope and comfort to all who hear it.

Don't Be Shy
LONGEST GIRL SURVEY EVER -don't be shy, fill it all out- 1. You're a girl, right? correct 2. Have you kissed any one on your top list? one 4. Do you enjoy drama? hell no 5. Are you a girly girl? i can be. 6. Who was the last person you hugged? Linz my buddy 7. Small or large purses? medium. 8. Are you short? yup 9. Do you like someone? yessireee 10. What would you do if someone smacked your butt? depends on who it is.. if i knew them and didn't like them i'd probably beat the shit out of them... but if it was sumone i liked and was being funny i wouldn't care 11. Do you care if your socks are dirty? yes. 12. Do you think you’re conceited? sometimes 13. Do you dress up on Halloween? yes its my favorite holiday 14. Are you double jointed? nope 15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? not sure 16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 72 hours? touched? lol the chiropractor 17. Is there any type of

The Feeling Of Belonging Is A Gift.
The feeling of belonging - knowing that we have a place - is one of the most important gifts that two partners can give to each other. When we agree to commit ourselves to a partnership, we give each other the key to our daily lives. We allow our mate to be there with us in a way we would not let others. That means that we can expect to have a place that does not have to be renegotiated every day. This feeling of belonging is a gift, but it must be received. In essence, we say to our partner, "I take my place here in your life because we have our relationship. I will relax. I don't stand at the door and knock. We have already told each other that we are included in each other's lives." This sense of belonging stands in sharp contrast to those feelings of isolation and alienation that we can feel in so many ways. It does not mean that one partner owns the other or that no boundary or separateness exists. But the joy of connection frees people in relationships to fulfill themselves an

Nightshade (belladonna)
DEADLY NIGHTSHADE (BELLADONNA) by Caroline Tully This series of articles is a result of Caroline's research into traditional herbs found in many flying ointment recipes and is intended to be shared with other plant historians. Caution: Shadowplay does NOT recommend or advocate use or consumption of any of these herbs. (Improper use can kill you - hence the warning). "Atropa Belladonna" is the Latin for this unusual plant. The great naturalist, Linneaeus, named it this; he is reputed to have been so familiar with the nature and properties of plants that he was almost always able to find amazingly appropriate names for them. Atropa Belladonna is a good example of this because the generic name refers to the Greek Fate Atropos, the inflexible one, who cuts the thread of life. The species name is somewhat debated about; "Belladonna" is Spanish for @#145;beautiful woman@#146; and also means the same in Italian. It most probably refers to the fact that ladies in the Sp

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The Old and New Year 2007 Well here we are in the finale days of of one of the worst years I have seen in my life. From this Goof Ball thinking we might beleive he isn't gay. PostSmile! As if our government isn't screwed up enough, too PostSmile! Britney Spears running around without her panties, well ok that wasn't that bad. Then you have another Clinton running for President. PostSmile! With gas prices at an all time high people have to come up with new modes of transportation. PostSmile! Fashon has even gone to an all time low. PostSmile! The are teaching sex in or schools. PostSmile! Mediacom says they have improved the speed of your internet conection and charge you twice as much. PostSmile! While I was putting this worthless reflection of the year together the Assholes at the oil company's raised the price again. PostSmile! Hell even the movies this year sucked. PostSmile! I bough

Of All People
Dont fucking judge me you dont know me and my hubby.. yes he is working 12 hour shifts doesnt get to see his family.. so me and also him say fuck its better to be tdy.. at least the pay is better.. and this is coming from him.. he be willing to do his rotation and someone elses because this shop is a 24 hr man shop why do you need to put people on 12 hours.. its already 24 manned.. so anyways some bitch wants to comment on my mumm.. even though set to friends only.. says i am a slut and that i jus want him gone to fuck around on him.. if you all know me better i would never do anything to hurt him.. and you all know that.. and his insurance policy come on id rather have him than his insurance.. and another thing.. he is pol in the chairforce like he is going to get hurt.. for real.. give me a fucking break..

The Mirror
“THE MIRROR” CHAPTER 1: GETTING READY THE CANDLES ARE LIT, REFLECTING IN THE MIRROR, THE MUSIC IS PLAYING AND THE FIRE IS RAGING, IN HIS HEART AND THROUGHOUT HIS BODY AND SOUL. ALL THAT’S MISSING IS THE SEXIEST MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMEN HE HAS EVER KNOW. HE HEARS HER OPENING THE DOOR AND HIS HEART ALMOST JUMPS OUT OF HIS CHEST (LIKE IT ALWAYS DOES WHENEVER SHE IS NEAR) IN ANTICIPATION OF WHAT’S TO COME. HE MEETS HER AT THE DOOR WITH A BOUQUET OF ROSES THAT HE GROWS JUST FOR HER, AND TAKES HER IN HIS ARMS AND HOLDS HER AS TIGHT AS HE CAN. HE HAS BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT FOR SO VERY LONG AND HOPES SHE HAS TOO. HE TELLS HER HOW HAPPY HE IS THAT SHE’S HERE AND THAT THIS WILL BE A NIGHT THAT WILL LIVE IN HIS HEART AND SOUL FOR THE REST OFF HIS LIFE. CHAPTER 2 : THE BEGINNING HE LEADS HER TO THE ROOM THAT WILL BE THEIR EDEN FOR THE NEXT FEW HOURS, THE ONLY LIGHT COMING FROM THE TWO CANDLES AND HER BEAUTIFUL EYES. HE CAN HEAR HER HEART BEGINNING TO BEAT ALMOST AS LOUD AS HIS OWN AND

Redneck Innovations
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Test Your Love Compatibility With An Aquarius Person
Test your love compatibility with an Aquarius person Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You seem to be compatible with an Aquarius person. All the best for a great relationship ahead.

Build Up
Just throwing this out there.... Why is it that you spend over a month building up for one day? The shopping and decorating and running around for one day in time that is over in a blink of an eye. We went home to Charleston SC for Christmas and we had been planning this trip since Easter of 2007. The day after Thanksgiving my mother would call me every morning to give me the count down until the day we would be home. Even if she had nothing else to say she would at least give the count down. Then the shopping online to make sure every gift was at my parents house for Christmas. Dec 21st and we are finally there, now is where the blur begins. There is so much you want to see and do that you can't seem to fit it all in. Did I mention this was Jade's first visit to Charleston. Of course everyone had to see both of the kids, all of the family friends. Christmas eve is here and Kevin, Dad, and I are scrambling around to make sure that Santa makes it to our house. We go to

If I Had Just One More Day
If I Had Just One More Day, to make you smile, I would run a mile to be with you. If I had just one more day, to make you laugh. I would climb that mountain regardless how steep it was, just to be with you. If i had just one more day, to give you a hug, i would ride on a flying rug just to be close to you my friend. If i had just one more day, to be with you. If i had just one more day i would call your name hopes that you could hear, i would wipe away your tears, and chase away your fears, if i had just one more day to be with you my friend. if i had just one more day, to be with you my friend. i would run a million miles just to make you smile If I had just one more day.

Help Me Win!!!!!!!
OK so I made a bet... that I could level before my friend does... I need your help!!! I know a few of you have already helped and I appreciate it!! I will be making it to your page to return the love... HOWEVER, I am not getting points fast enough!! lol I need MORE help!!! Thanks so much who have already helped. It means the world to me... Please remember to rate my stash as well... I HAVE to win this!!! I REFUSE to lose!! There is soooo much at stake! Love you guys! My friends are the BEST!!!!

Odd News From 2007
BERLIN (Reuters) - From a Greek nunnery turned into a marijuana farm by two men posing as gardeners to a South African man with a gunshot wound told by a doctor to "walk the pain off," the world was full of weird news in 2007. A Moscow woman set fire to her ex-husband's penis as he sat naked watching television and drinking vodka. The couple divorced three years ago but continued to share a small flat. "I was burning like a torch," the wounded ex-husband told Tvoi Den newspaper. "I don't know what I did to deserve this." In another unusual living arrangement, a German man left his dead mother seated in her favorite armchair at their shared home for two years after her death of natural causes at age 92. Yet not everything that smelled like a corpse was really dead in 2007. In the German town of Kaiserslautern, police broke into a darkened flat expecting to find a corpse after neighbors complained of a nasty smell seeping out into the hallway. But instead they found a te

Love Sucks
What were you thinking when you left me behind? I mean are you deaf, dumb, or blind? I have questions that I have yet got the answer to. I called you on it a little over a month ago, you pretended ,but you knew. We started off as friends talking for hours with almost no end. You were different from all the rest, in my eyes you were amazing, truly the best. You treated me with so much respect unlike all the others, more then just a lover. You were brought up to treat people right and all of this I give thanks to your mother. You have the most gorgeous eyes, a nice smile, and lips that were wonderful to kiss. I sit here and reminisce, I can't believe how much that I miss. We did so much together, dinner, movies, quadding, and the hockey game where I had so much fun. You had me believing that I had finally found the one. You were the best that I ever had, you took me places that I had never gone before. I just don't understand why I can't come to gri

Senate Voted Social Security Benefits To Illegal Aliens
The United States Senate voted to extend Social Security Benefits to Illegal Aliens beginning in 2008. Now, the following are the senators who voted to give illegal aliens Social Security benefits. They are grouped by home state. If a state is not listed, there was no voting representative. Alaska: Stevens (R) Arizona : McCain (R) Arkansas : Lincoln (D) Pryor (D) California : Boxer (D) Feinstein (D) Colorado : Salazar (D) Connecticut : Dodd (D) Lieberman (D) Delaware : Biden (D) Carper (D) Florida : Martinez (R) Hawaii : Akaka (D) Inouye (D) Illinois : Durbin (D) Obama (D) Indiana : Bayh (D) Lugar (R) Iowa : Harkin (D) Kansas : Brownback (R) Louisiana : Landrieu (D) Maryland : Mikulski (D) Sarbanes (D) Massachusetts : Kennedy (D) Kerry (D) Montana : Baucus (D) Nebraska : Hagel (R) Nevada : Reid (D) New Jersey : Lautenberg (D) Menendez (D) New Mexico : Bingaman (D) New York : Clinton (D) Schumer (D) North Dakota

My Magickal Journey
Oh darkness envelop me For I am your daughter of endless revelation Oh shadows comfort me For I am your child of utmost sincerity Oh fear take heed of me For I emancipate myself from your clutches Oh vulnerability release me For I no longer am a slave to your hunger Oh hatred get thee behind me For I'll not fall prey again to your destruction Oh light shine on me For I am the daughter of Artemis Oh strength lift me For I shall abound with your might Oh power fill me For I long for your enlightenment Oh love come to me For I am no longer bound by the past Oh knowledge teach me For I seek wisdom Oh courage bless me For my heart and mind are open to endless possibility Oh Goddess use me For I wish to be an instrument of your blessed beauty Oh Blessed Be!

Demystifying The Mourning Dew
Lost, transfixed amidst the hanging gardens of Babylon She stands, stoic, posing sundial to the spectators du jour – Those entrenched in ignorant damnation, Of lessons unlearned, repeated and forgotten Such is the lineage and legacy of narrow-memoried men, Forfeiting the collective unconsciousness’ education Of ravage, rinse, repeat spin cycles required for matriculation. Salvation is the advance study – doctorate to the reclamation Her sun-bathed shadows mark the time, holding them hostage Prisoners for the obliviousness, foreign to her perception Alabaster slivers cast her amber hued, Flawless, save the tool marks of her master – Betraying her brutal creation, unleashed in ultra violence, Begetting her ravenous beauty, hastening her to cast verdict Majestic she stands, a frozen angel – fallen at the gates A murderous price to forever stand vigilant, Awaiting the revenge of her sword’s double-edged curse Carving out new wounds of eternity’s war, per diem in h

Slow Pc Grrrrrrrr
ok just letting u all know that my internet has been slowed down cause it seems i've exceeded my d/loads for the month so for the next week until it gets back to normal i'll only be coming on here occassionally as it's hell trying to get to the various pages for rates, etc... muahhhhhhhh

Chute Trouble
While being transported to basic training as a new enlistee of the Air National Guard, I accidentally opened a parachute in the rear of the C-47. The plane was piloted by a major and a captain, and I felt intimidated as I opened the cockpit door to confess what I had done. Expecting to be severely chastised, I was surprised by the captain's calm response. "Well, son," he said, "if this plane goes down, that chute is yours."

$1,000,000 Valentine Contest
Heartistic Soul is hosting another one of her awesome contests. I apparently am not technical enough to get a link in my blog. If you read the bulletin and go to her blog all the answers are there. You will need my user ID# which is 1310430 So PLEASE HELP I will greatly appreciate it!!!

Copied From Wonder Woman :d
Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a lie anyway-but sex math will know! YOUR AGE BY SEX MATH This is pretty neat. DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST!It takes less than a minute .Work this out as you read ..Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out!This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a day that you would like to have sex(more than one but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the calculator 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1758 ....If you haven't, add 1757. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number The first digit of this was your original number(i.e., how many times you want to hav

My Daily Love Tarot
The King of Pentacles card suggests that when it comes to your relationship or love life, there can be too much of a good thing, particularly if you fall into the trap of showing off. Like an all-you-can-eat buffet, where what you want is quantity, the situation changes or disappears once the want has been sated. But in matters of the heart, do what you believe, which, like a banquet, is all about quality. Tend to what you need, consider those who rely on you for support and practice gratitude. You may find that you are surrounded by a cornucopia of abundance and in a position to share this bounty with others. The more you give, the less you will suffer want in the first place. Get back to basics and make a clean sweep of those things that are cluttering up your love life or distracting you from true commitment and sensual pleasure.

Jan 3rd 08
Some of the worst feelings. I often wake up in the middle of the night feeling extreme sadness. Normaly i tend to keep it in, but i guess i can only hold so much, every now and then it comes out. After all these years, i still havent figrued it out a good way to destruct myself from negative thoughts. Sometimes i thought i did, but it never last long enough. "In every relationship, the person who cares less has the greater power." I learned that this quote is very true over the past few years. I cannot help but to feel "failed", and i guess thats where my sadness comes from. My head is killing me and want to go back to sleep, but my mind wont let me. All i want is to be able to sleep at night, and wake up feeling normal.

Op
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What Would You Do For A Friend/best Friend?
My question is simple. What would you do for a friend or best friend? To what extent would that friendship go? Would you give up something valuable for them or even family if there was conflict? Feel free to comment and give your opinion.

This Is How I See A Photograph Of A Poppy Field
I see the mountains covered in a thick mist.It reminds me of the smoke from the guns that have been fired and the bombs that were dropped in the war i look down to the valley below see the smoke slowly drifting towards some trees and a big field of poppies. I can see all the trenches with the troops getting ready to go over the top. As i walk though the trenches i can smell rotting flesh from so many dead bodies just laying on the ground. I hear the cries of the injured and the dying men as the medics try to work on their bleeding bodies. The smell is so bad it makes me feel sick as a dog. Many of the soldiers are eighteen years of age and some of them are even younger because they lied to inlist in the hell.I carry on walking though the trenches and see so many men, young and old with trench foot. The only thing the medics can use isfoot powder to help with the pain, so the soldiers can carry o fighting.

Warner Backs Blu-ray Exclusively
Warner Bros. to back Blu-ray DVD format exclusively Reuters Published on ZDNet News: Jan 4, 2008 4:42:00 PM TalkBack Share Digg Del.ico.us Print Email 0 0 Tags: Reuters, Digital media, Time Warner Inc., HD-DVD, Warner Bros. Entertainment Inc., Blu-ray, Toshiba Corp., Viacom Inc., Hd Dvd, DVD, Consumer Electronics, Sales Strategy, Personal Technology, Home Entertainment, Sales Time Warner's Warner Bros. studio on Friday said it would exclusively release high-definition DVDs in Sony's Blu-ray format, dealing a big blow to Toshiba's rival HD DVD technology. Some saw the move as an end to the war that has confused consumers and delayed the development of a multibillion-dollar market. Warner Bros., Hollywood's biggest seller of DVDs, represents about 18 percent to 20 percent of sales in the United States and was one of the few studios that backed both formats. "We expect HD DVD to 'die' a quick death, versus a prolonged format war," Pali Capital analyst Rich Greenfield told

Explaining Hahah!
i can`t believe i have to explain this to you ..you great fugly moron! you ft me alone..i left you alne...you now bother me so instead of me being mean back...i am love love kissy kiss! der!the more you g me the more i will go on how i love you and your baggy balls ol` man! and tell your mum hi from me!

ñêw ¥êår, ñêw Jðß
Alright! It's finally 2008! But, where in the hell did 2007 go? Did it not seem like it flew by? So here is how the New Year is starting off for me... a few weeks before the January, I lost the job that I had due to insufficient hours. I started looking for another one the same day. It took 3 weeks to get my first interview... 3 WEEKS! So finally found a great job as a Merchandiser at a beer distrubition company. Im loving this job. All of the guys I work with are great. It's like a family, not the typical jerk-off's in a warehouse. We joke around with each other, play jokes on everyone... even the 2 supervisors will do pranks. He said a long as we have fun and get the job done, he has no reason to say a word to us. Fun times in the warehouse. Now, as soon as my CDL classes are done, I will be put on a route to start the actual Merchandiser job. Until then, I get to train on the lot for 2 hours for the CDL test, then work in the warehouse the rest of the day. Love the job...

Bon Bon
she had sex oh what a thrill! she did it in the car trunk with a enormous hunk he took off his pants and he did a little dance she was turned on and she wanted to touch his bon-bon he fed her a strawberry her lips the color cranberry he pulled out his weenie it was quite teeny she laughed but thought he was a sexy beast anyways he whipped out the package it was time for some snackage the condom was green and it smelled like meat that was lean they were ready and they didnt take it steady the car shook in all places you should have seen the faces groans and moans they were getting groovy in the zone the condom broke OH NO! now they have an ugly baby but they'll be at it again next tuesday

A Swarthily Handsome Devil
I never would have believed I could survive without him. When I held him in my arms and watched him breathe his last breath, I thought that would be the hardest thing I'd ever do in this life. But I was wrong. Living without him has turned out to be so much harder. It doesn't feel like nearly two years have passed since the light went out of my life. The reason it's called heartache is because it really is a physical pain in the heart. It seems like only yesterday Gus and I were at Bank One Ballpark in Phoenix, in our season ticket seats that he surprised me with, watching our favorite Arizona Diamondback Luis Gonzalez playing left field, cheering him on together and laughing. Gus was The Sunshine Of My Life and my memories of him and his love for me are all that has sustained me through these long lonely months without him. I dreaded the first anniversary of his death much like I dreaded living without him as I watched him die. The second anniversary of his death is approachin