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7 Years Later.. I Still Miss You.
You're like that star 20 million miles away.. a gentle light that shines in my night sky.. I once stood so close to you, I was blind to the fury with which you burned.. I never understood that even the brightest stars burn out and fade away. Here and now, wrapped in the arms of the dark, I find myself wishing for your warmth and light. I've walked a thousand steps since the last time your eyes met mine. One million tears and a lifetime ago my world stopped. I still watch for you, waiting for the day I can see your face light up with laughter. I know it won't be here, not in this world, but a heart can hope. My throat burns with these unshed tears.. I don't understand how there can be any left. I dream of your eyes smiling at me from across the room and I know it's only a memory from long ago.. I feel as though I've spent a lifetime looking at death but until I looked at your headstone I'd never felt it in my head, in my heart. I don't know.. I just know that this

The 10-year Old Blues
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. "I don't want to know," the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me." Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Santa' speech. If you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for."

1 Year Anniversary
Next week is my 1 year date on Fubar (26th) will be busy next week so while i had time want to blog on it. I can't believe how many great folks i have meet on fubar/lost cherry/cherry tap sure a few a holes but for the most part great people. Very surprised to since I was expecting very little like the other networks but I seem to fit fubar. I know it's different for women and i apologize for all the asshole guys out there. Never thought i would make it to level 15! Pretty much happen by accident i quite trying after level 8. Anyway to all my friends even those who have left fubar thanks you have made it a fun year! Update: Wow 1 day from my anniversary and I get a nasty one. Some lady blocked me and I swear all I said was Hi. Not that i care i barely knew her but that was very odd.

22 Year Old Toy Boy !!! I Want One..lol
When I went to lunch today, I noticed an old lady sitting on a park bench sobbing her eyes out. I stopped and asked her what was wrong. She said, "I have a 22 year old husband at home. He makes love to me every morning and then gets up and makes me pancakes, sausage, fresh fruit and freshly ground coffee." I said, "Well, then why are you crying?" She said, "He makes me homemade soup for lunch and my favorite brownies and then makes love to me for half the afternoon. I said, "Well, why are you crying?" She said, "For dinner he makes me a gourmet meal with wine and my favorite dessert and then makes love to me until 2:00 a.m." I said, "Well, why in the world would you be crying?" She said, "I can't remember where I live!"

The Yearning
I see it all so vividly Like the meaning to a song Your eyes penetrating me Our mutual attraction so strong You place your hand upon my cheek And I smile at your touch We share a moment, my knees are weak As I realize there is no enough Just feeling your emotions, makes me yearn for more As you gently pull my body close And reach my hearts inner core Invigorating is your love, bold is your mind Sweet emotion is our description The true story of you & I.....

Yearning
Darkness Soft rustling sheets Warm masculine hand Exploring Lustful feminine eyes Full of anticipation Yearning Desire brimming Aching elevated Ecstasy Moist kisses Passionate dance Ascending Higher and higher Higher…higher Higher Immeasurable gratification

The Year I Was Born 1979
In 1979 (the year you were born) Jimmy Carter is president of the US A major accident occurs at a nuclear reactor on Three Mile Island near Middletown, PA An American Airlines DC-10 loses its engine and crashes seconds after takeoff, killing 275 people Hurricane David kills over 1200 in the US and the Dominican Republic Some 90 people, including 63 Americans, are taken hostage at the American Embassy in Tehran, Iran The Soviet Union invades Afghanistan ESPN starts broadcasting Aaliyah, Jennifer Love Hewitt, Norah Jones, Heath Ledger, and Kate Hudson are born Pittsburgh Pirates win the World Series Pittsburgh Steelers win Superbowl XIII Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Kramer vs. Kramer is the top grossing film Sophie's Choice by William Styron is published "My Sharona" by The Knack spends the most time at the top of the US charts The Facts of Life premiers What Happened the Year You Were Born?

Year 2007
You know you are living in 2007 when you.............. 1. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 12. Even worse,

10 Year Old Blues
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. "I don't want to know," the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me." Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Santa' speech. If you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for."

The Yearning
wanting you wanting to be with you needing to feel your touch yearning to feel your kiss lips so delicate and smooth hands so soft and gentle feelings inside My heart skips a beat I want you even more Your so close if any closer I'd reach out for your hand I wanna taste your skin I wanna feel you inside of me passionately thrusting rip my top off tear away my panties cut off my bra tell me you love me your everywhere everywhere I think everywhere I go i want to taste you Damn I just wanna be with you now

76 Years 129 Days
Okay so today I was going through some old pictures and I came across my grandparents birth and death dates. Well for some odd reason I did the math they both lived to be the exact same age. It's weird that even though they died 3 years apart they both lived the exact same amount of days. 76 years, 129 days

60 Year Marriage
A man and woman had been married for more than 60 years. They had shared everything. They had talked about everything. They had kept no secrets from each other except that the little old woman had a shoe-box in the top of her closet that she had cautioned her husband never to open or ask her about. For all of these years, he had never thought about the box, but one day the little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would not recover. In trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took down the shoe-box and took it to his wife's bedside. She agreed that it was time that he should know what was in the box. When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money totaling $95,000. He asked her about the contents. 'When we were to be married,' she said, 'my grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage was to never argue. She told me that if I ever got angry with you, I should just keep quiet and crochet a doll.' The little old man was so moved;

The Year Of The Wolf
I have returned from the nothing the dread loneliness of the ever more I have transformed from a seed and now I have grown... come, walk with me and I shall lead you through the nothing to return here again as The Wolf Of The Moon this is the year, this is the time.

Year Of The Dragon
Okay, I haven't blogged in a while about anyone in my family and since I myself have not even caught up with her good lately, I'm going to tell you about my great friend, Year of the Dragon! :) We were introduced a while back by a mutual friend who is not longer on this site, Jeremy Crow. If you knew him, you either liked him or you didn't but if you did, like us, you miss him dearly! "T" (as we all call her), at the time we were introduced, was told, along with her daughter (Stay at Home Mom, also in my family and good friend!), that they needed to be introduced to some good people. LOL (Thanks Jeremy!) And so, our friendships began. :) She is a very sweet, smart woman, who has been through some rough times in her life but come a long way. She became a bouncer on this site long before many of my friends on here even knew about Fubar (previously CherryTap and Lost Cherry before CT). As a bouncer, you will find that she is always there when you need her, maybe not immediately (

5 Years Without Evan.. Remember The Fallen Soldiers.
Well the 5th anniversary of Evan's death is coming up soon. I was going to just stay home, mope and cry for the day. Can't go to Iowa to visit his grave because I don't have the cash, and I would have to take my son. I don't think he would understand that I'm crying over his actual father. The one that helped me create him. I've been living in denial because I wanted to protect myself. Protect my son. My son who is the epitome of what his father looks like.. big built, strong, and so loving too. The harder I deny it the more my son looks and acts like him. He's so friendly like Evan was. He says hi and waves to everybody. I think of it now and I hate myself for getting married after Evan died to the asshole I named my boy after. I kick myself every day. I haven't told my (current) husband about Evan, really. I don't know why. I guess after all these years I feel like they should be kept separate. I love them both so much. I'm probably going to listen to 'It's been awhile' by Sta

1 Year Ago Today....
Let me share with you what I was doing 1 year ago today...a year ago I was sitting in the Room of my wuelas at Addelson Hospice...I was holding her hand and talking to her. Take into mind she had not opened her eyes or communicated with us in days. I sat there and talked to her, I knew she could hear me. Wuela could always hear when we talked to her it was a gift for her lol... As I sat there talking to her I notice the flem coming up..I ran to tell my mom who went and told the nurse...The nurse told us words we didnt want to hear "her time is coming"..I felt my heart stop beating...so The nurse cleaned her up and we went back into the room. We sat there for a while until her breaths started coming faster and shorter. We called my wuelo back to the hopsice because the nurse said it would be anytime now...Her whole body was so cold already... As we gathered around her bed and watched her struggle..I was crying those silent tears that no one ever realizes that they are crying. My w

10 Year Old Blues
10 Year Old Blues .... A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. "I don't want to know," the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me." Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Santa' speech. "If you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for."

Yearning For My Perfume
subject: yearning for my perfume post date: 2007-10-17 14:02:50 i know i cant help but know see you watching me everywhere noticed you look away when i look at you seen you looking when i was practicing i know i cant help but know showed off more when i see you looking strained my body in angles to show off my curves see you peeking when i was doing makeup embarrassed when you watching me eat please talk to me don't stand back heard you sigh as i walk by i know you think i'm unreachable even i know i'm an eyecatcher want you to talk to me don't be embarrassed if i catch you as you were looking at me love the admiring looks you give strained my body to get you to look more i'm not so innocent as you think know more about love than you think know the power i radiate i see the shine in your eyes with my every step with little twist as my booty wiggles heard you breathing deeper the aroma taking in all the scent of my perfume enticing yo

A Year Of First And Change!
This year has been a year of first for me, some good, some not so good. The not so good 1. I was held at gun point for the first time. This scared the hell out of me and lead to me doing things I would have never doen. 2. I found out my boyfriend was still married and living with his wife. My heartbroke but I lived. 3. My boyfriend's wife called me looking for him. I felt like shit and didn't like being the other woman. 4. I broke up with a married man. Now they're getting divorced. 5. The man I love went back to his ex girlfriend. Yes it still hurts but I'll live and hey she dumped him so........ 6. I had my first major surgery alone. No big deal right. The good 1. I watched my best girlfriend give birth. I never thought I could be so attached to a child that wasn't mine from birth but I am! 2. I had my first one night stand. That was fun. 3. For the first time I looked t a guy after sex and said I'm done with you, go home. Not my finest mo

1 Year Of Loneliness
Dear friends, today it is 1 year since the course of my life turned at 180 degrees, 1 year from the day i started this road... the lonely road. 1 year since i was brutally dumped with no explination, with no remourse with no "good bye". I feel like crying , crying for the girl that last year thought will die of sadness. Thank you all that had the patience of listening to my story and comfort me. I am alone on this road called love but i will bare my cross till the end. I just ask one favour from you, my dear friends:love the person that God sent to you coz some of us are not that lucky to be loved...and NEVER joke with the words "i love you"

5 Year Old Fatally Hit By Train? Follow-up
A father whose 5-year-old boy was killed by a train Thursday while playing near train tracks in Watauga said he is searching for answers and looking for a way to give meaning to his son's death. Five-year-old Kevin Bradford's older brother, Josh, told his father, Tony Bradford, that he tried to save his older brother the night he and two others went on the train tracks behind their apartment. "This is what my son, my 5-year-old, made in school," Mr. Bradford said while holding up a drawing of a lion. "One of the last things he made in school, I guess." Since that fatal Thursday night, Mr. Bradford said he has had many questions about how and why his son died. "Was it a big hole in the fence you went through or a small hole?" he asked his son. The hole is where Josh said he, Kevin and other children sometimes crawled through to get to the tracks to look for special rocks and bones. "It was this wide," Josh replied while holding out his arms. Josh said while the apar

A Year And A Half
it's been almost 2 years since the wife had her anurism... things are so different right now i dont know if things will ever get back to what we had. I miss having My submissive, my slut, and my plaything to use as i want. if anyone who reads this can help me figure out how to deal please message me.

The Year I Was Born This Song With Already A Hit!
The year I was born this song with already a hit! I loved this song and the music video too..... It always reminded me of like a murder mystery type video like it was being solved while it went through scene by scene .... Thank you Tink! I love this song sweetheart, thanks for having this song on your page. I haven't heard it in a long time. Probably the last time I heard it I was play GTA: Vice City!

22 Years...jesus
o, if you know me at all you know that my family tree is a bit confusing. Brothers are cousins, I'm adopted..yadda yadda. I'm not going to go in to detail about it all on here because quite frankly, you would still be confused afterwards. So here is the simple version: I have an older brother named Shawn, a twin brother named Shane, and a little brother named Joey. I was adopted, and due to some weird timing on the part of my family and thier relationships, Joey is technically my brother/cousin, and the one out of the other 3 that I keep in contact with on a frequent basis. When I was 8, the four of us spent the summer at my mother's house. It was the last summer I would have contact with Shawn or Shane, as Shawn left with our mom to PA, and Shane headed off to TN with our sperm donor. Joey still lives in Mo and we talk often, but until tonight, I hadn't spoken to or seen Shawn or Shane since that Summer, 22 years ago. Now for some of you reading this, you know how much effort

A 90 Year Old Man
A 90-year old man announces his intention to marry a woman of 30. He is persuaded to have a medical exam first. "Everyone tells me I need a checkup to see if I'm sexually fit," he says to the doctor. "Okay," says the medic, "let me see your sex organs." So the old guy sticks out his tongue and his middle finger.

The Year 1907
This will boggle your mind, I know it did mine! The year is 1907. One hundred years ago. What a difference a century makes! Here are some statistics for the Year 1907: ************************************ The average life expectancy was 47years. Only 14 percent of the homes had a bathtub. Only 8 percent of the homes had a telephone. There were only 8,000 cars and only 144 miles Of paved roads. The maximum speed limit in most cities was 10 mph. The tallest structure in the world was the EiffelTower! The average wage in 1907 was 22cents per hour. The average worker made between $200 and $400 per year . A competent accountant could expect to earn $2000 per year, A dentist $2,500 per year, a veterinarian between $1,500 and $4,000 per year, and a mechanical engineer about $5,000 per year. More than 95 percent of all births took place at HOME. Ninety percent of all doctors had NO COLLEGE EDUCATION! Instead, they attended so-called medic

35 Years
A man and a friend are playing golf one day at their local golf course. One of the guys is about to chip onto the green when he sees a long funeral procession on the road next to the course. He stops in mid-swing, takes off his golf cap, closes his eyes and bows in prayer. His friend says, "Wow, that is the most thoughtful and touching thing I have ever seen. You truly are a kind man." The man then replies, "Yeah, well we were married 35 years."

24 Year Old Nfl Star Passes Away
NFL STAR SEAN TAYLOR DIES FROM GUNSHOT WOUND MIAMI (AP) -- Washington Redskins safety Sean Taylor died early Tuesday, a day after the Pro Bowl player was shot at home by what police say was an intruder. He was 24. Family friend Richard Sharpstein said Taylor's father told him the news around 5:30 a.m. "His father called and said he was with Christ and he cried and thanked me," said Sharpstein, Taylor's former lawyer. "It's a tremendously sad and unnecessary event. He was a wonderful, humble, talented young man, and had a huge life in front of him. Obviously God had other plans." Taylor died at Jackson Memorial Hospital, where he had been airlifted after the shooting early Monday, Sharpstein said. Two carloads of mourners, including Taylor's father, arrived at the house Tuesday morning. They remained inside and did not speak to reporters. A single bouquet of flowers was left by a palm tree just outside a front gate. Beside the mailbox, an untouched newspaper lay with news of

2 Years Ago
on this day 2 years ago i was married to love of my life...I cannot begin to describe how happy Joe makes me....He makes me feel things i never thought i would feel...I feel loved,cared about,wanted,seXy(wich has been something NOBODY has ever been able to make me feel about myself) HAPPY ANNIVERSARY baby Baby i love you with all my heart & soul....

8 Years!!!!!!!!!!!
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee (Hardly seems worth it. ;p If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour. (Do not try this at home...... maybe at work.) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. ("Honey, I'm home. What the....?!") The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's lik

A Year In Reflection
Last night I was listening to music and chatting after a long ass day of working; I began to realize "damn!!! I am going to be 42 yrs old on Tuesday." Automatically my mind went back in time; remembering the past year and it was quite sad. There were a few joys but not many. I fell in love with someone I had no business falling in love with. I was told by him that he loved me too but he had to be realistic. It would never work. I knew he was right, there was a big age difference and because of my situation. It was so hard to let go but I did and I cried for days. I lost a baby that I didn't even know I was carrying, again I cried for days. To top it off when I told the father of the baby he never once said sorry. Once again I fell in love with a man who broke my heart to the very core. You know the kind where you don't know what to do and you think you are going to lose your mind. ..Those are heartaches I never ever want to experience again. I did have a mental break down.

A Year And A Half Later And Nothing Changes
Aaron here, recently I've been out on a lot of dates with a lot of different girls and have realized that i attreact some interesting people. So here I am going to break down in groups the types of girls I attract and I want all of you who I have dated or have expressed interest in dating to tell me which girl are you 1.The Crazy Chick: This girl can be characterized by a recent break up or just a man-hating mother. She inexplicably has the entire future mapped out and will pretty much make up scenarios that will blow your mind. Always has a question to ask about your past and expects a detailed in depth answer or else!!! Able to hide the fact that she is in fact NUTS for long periods of time, WILL NOT HAVE SEX under any circumstances 2. The Unavailible: NEVER answers phone text messages or ims, will have great sex with you and then disappear a few weeks laternever to be seen or heard from again leaving you feeling used and unwanted. Very attractive but extremely elusive, wo

Yearning
I need a place of darkness I need a dwelling of trust An abyss to call my own With strength to pull me through I need a box to enclose me I need a burrow of hope A void to hold my tears With room enough for a torrent of madness I need a soul to hold me I need a heart of passion A warmth to clutch and seize With protection from unexpected storms I need you to hold me I need you to trust me A love so deep and pure With no doubt or fear of the past But anticipation and excitement For what we have yet to do Strong we are together With NO ONE or ANY THING to get in our way

1 Year....
ok i might be a lil quiet today.. today is the year aniversary of my daddys passing.. so i know i havent been around cuz i have been sick for the past 9 days or so but yeah this gives me a nother reson to be a lil off but yeah.. ok sorry..

1 Year
I can't believe how fast time goes by.. it feels like only yesterday that I got the phone call telling me Ryan was killed. Today made exactly 1 year and I still think of him every day and catch myself talking to him. I haven't even taken his number out of my cell phone. How sad is that.. it's not like it's going to ring and be him. I miss him so much and I tell him so all the time. My bestfriend, Ryan, I miss you more than anything and love you! You are still in my thoughts and will always be. I wish so much that you were still here, you always listened to me when I had a problem and you always gave me good advice. I know one day I will see you again and that thought warms me. We all miss you! You will always be my bestfriend sweetie!

4 Years
"I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand." Another year has passed without Tracen. I tell myself each time that I won't let this date make me fall apart, and each time, I am crushed. I laid in bed crying uncontrollably this morning with my daughter wiping my tears and asking why I was so sad. How do you tell a three year old that a piece of you is missing? Or how much it kills you to look at her face and wonder what if? I'm trying so hard to keep it all together when I have every reason not too. It's just so overwhelming that I can't catch my breath.

The Year's Best Headlines
THE YEAR'S BEST HEADLINES Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says No, really? Police Begin Campaign to Run Down Jaywalkers Now that ' s taking things a bit far! Panda Mating Fails; Veterinarian Takes Over What a guy! Miners Refuse to Work after Death Those good-for-nothing ' lazy so-and-sos! Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant See if that works any better than a fair trial! War Dims Hope for Peace I can see where it might have that effect! If Strike Isn't Settled Quickly, It May Last Awhile Ya think?! Cold Wave Linked to Temperatures Who would have thought! Enfield Couple Slain; Police Suspect Homicide They may be on to something! Red Tape Holds Up New Bridges You mean there ' s something stronger than duct tape?! Man Struck By Lightning: Faces Battery Charge He probably IS the battery charge! New Study of Obesity Looks for Larger Test Group Weren ' t they fat enough?! Astr

1 Year And Counting
Ok so today is my 1 year anniversary on here. So I have decided to PIMP out my family becuase they are great and everybody should have them on their friends list. So go show them lots of love for me. THANKS!!!! Kimmy **Fu-owned by Philemon**@ fubar ♥МĨĹĶ~&~ĤŐŃ&Y♥@ fubar _(¯`·._Ãñg€£© W‡¢¢åñÐ€š‡®€§ & ß‡s€×µå£Ð®€åmš_.·´¯)_@ fubar ~♥Temptress♥~CLUB FAR~*THE SISTERHOOD*@ fubar *~Alice in Wonderland~* Owned by Witchie Woman@ fubar ♥ BlondeAquarius ♥Dorkorella♥@ fubar ** LJ **@ fubar Mysti-Poo(Please read About-Me)@ fubar Tiffy*Peachykeenjellyb'sFuWifey*Up In Smoke CoOwner@ fubar ~FAT SONNY~ OWNED BY ~SWEET THING~(DEVILS HUBBY)@ fubar Kinkstar Sin *READ PROFILE* Fu Owned* LOL Family

The Years Best [actual] Headlines Of 2007
THE YEAR'S BEST [actual] HEADLINES OF 2007: Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says [No, really?] Police Begin Campaign to Run Down Jaywalkers [Now that's taking things a bit far!] Is There a Ring of Debris around Uranus? [Not if I wipe thoroughly!] Panda Mating Fails; Veterinarian Takes Over [What a guy!] Miners Refuse to Work after Death [No-good-for-nothing' lazy so-and-so!] Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant [See if that works any better than a fair trial!] War Dims Hope for Peace [I can see where it might have that effect!] If Strike Isn't Settled Quickly, It May Last Awhile [You think?] Cold Wave Linked to Temperatures [Who would have thought!] Enfield (London) Couple Slain; Police Suspect Homicide [They may be on to something!] Red Tape Holds Up New Bridges [You mean there's something stronger than duct tape?] Man Struck By Lightning: Faces Battery Charge [he probably IS the battery charge!] New Study of Obesity

A Year On And Everything Has Changed At Ibrox
A year on and everything has changed at Ibrox By ANDREW SMITH EVEN the potential to lose a player can be considered a reflected glory in assessing Walter Smith's second coming at Rangers. The club Smith returned to exactly a year ago this Thursday would not have attracted the £9m offer from Tottenham Hotspur for Alan Hutton, which the player declined to pursue. The Ibrox squad then, under Paul le Guen, a seemingly querulous, flaky bunch of also-rans, would have been lucky to attract such a sum if shifted lock and stock in a fire sale. The flames were licking Rangers when Smith inherited a team 14 points adrift of Celtic, and without a serious championship challenge in two seasons. These were expected to singe the reputation of Smith, celebrated for guiding Rangers to nine consecutive titles after emerging from the shadow of Graeme Souness in April 1991. Instead, the only smoke now wafting from the club is given off by the remarkable rekindling of success which Smith has been res

The Years Pass On By....( Time Tells A Story)
The years pass on by.... Time tells a story..... A story that has yet to be told..... Through the time we see the darkness inside. In that darkness lies in wait growing ever so rapidly. Making each moment we see the lies that have been told so much more clear. Each one has taught that you can't seem to run from the lies nor can the lies that are told become much more darker than the ones already known. They only get deeper. For this I hold close and keep it as my strength. Seeing how each one is not told by one person but by many. For this I see just how clear the darkness can turn into light. The light that passes me by. Or the light that can save one from them self. I run from the light why? Because I know no good in the lies you've told me. I keep away from you to keep what little bit of goodness in me true of me. You weren't the only one nor will you be the last. But you can't keep up the lies forever. These lies will turn the deepest and most darkest of times eve

2007 Year In Review
First off HAPPY NEW YEAR and welcome to 2008 my friends. I have a few things planned this year but I will get back to that in a bit. First though, I'll summarize what all happened in 2007 my way. The beginning of 2007 was sparked with a roller coaster of emotions for me. I was in a bad relationship and struggling in all aspects physicaly, mentally, and financially. I am happy to say that I am doing somewhat better all around now thanks to the support of my friends, family, my new record label, and of course you fans. You all have made possible a long time dream of mine and I am glad that you have all stuck around. In 2007: 1. I released two albums: Ethereal Dreams (10 Track EP) and Twisted (5 Track EP) 2. I was signed by a record label out of Chicago...Andromeda Recordings. I must say that after bitter disappointment with my first label that I am proud to be a part of this label and the family that came with. They are truly an amazing bunch. 3. I finished the year in the t

Yearning
Dawn of morning light emerges Like a restless unbound soul, Illuminating the barren walls Where darkness took it's toll. Caressing my face with warmth Lingering like a summer day, Slowly my senses awaken Bright sunbeams guide the way. My first thought is as always Your memory haunts my heart, Another day passes without you Languishing that we are apart. My day starts much the same Treading the moments of life, Longing to hear your inner voice And end this feeling of strife. Eagerly rushing through the day All tasks that must be done, My heart cries out to be with you To watch the setting sun. If I could span the many miles That separate our love, I'd soar across the vast blue sky And land peaceful as a dove. My heart always yearns the day We no longer need be alone, Until that time my ache will grow For my love is cast in stone.

3 Year Old Anthony
3 year old Anthony with blonde curly hair 3 year old Anthony with sky color eyes 3 year old Anthony who didn't have the chance to grow up and become the man his mom wanted him to be. A little boy who played so much A little boy who loved to watch wrestling. A little boy who couldn't have the chance to grow up and have a family of his own. A little boy whom is loved by many. None of these will happen for he was taken far to soon. Taken by a serious bacterial infection that Anthony couldn't fight off. But I know he is somewhere up above watching us till the day we join. I know he is up there with out no pain. Letting us know everything is all okay. But I know he is missed by all.

01-23-08 (2 Years)
I hope 'IF' this day finds you definitely twisted That your bends and turns at lease had a few Good stomach laughs & spins from within. What I used to call "losing my stomach" Yesterday (the 22nd) was 2 years here at fubar, Talk about twist and turns ... I bumped into this site by accident: I'd been logging on daily to a "dating" site called OkCupid for about two years when an on-line friend sent me a link to a site "Hot -or- Not" to rate her picture there. I stuck around that site most of the day (Checking out the "hotties") I made a profile uploaded a couple of pictures there to get "rated" too ... Just finished up and notice a banner ad for a place called: And the rest is history ... I've mention to anyone who listen ... About how much work & growth I witnesse

A Year Of Tears
subject: A Year of Tears post date: 2007-12-15 04:49:18 views: 62 comments: 4 ratings: 0 Foreword: I posted this a week or so ago on my MySpace blog but ended up taking it down because it was largely misunderstood and harshly criticized by a few. This is actually a type of poem/writing that I began over a year and a half ago. I found it a couple weeks ago and decided to finish it. Please know that it is not about anyone in particular and is not even necessarily about what is going on with me right now, but rather an expression of feelings and experiences, some real, some imagined. I hope many people can understand or relate to what is expressed. If you don't get anything out of it, I'm sorry but please don't judge. This is not about "me", it's about hurting, healing, and learning to love again. So once, again, I'm going to try to share this and hope someone, somewhere, gets it. Dig it or don't. A Year of Tears It's been a rough year. I lived, I loved, I lea

The Years Have Done Me Good!!!
So i was digging looking at old pictures reality hit! I am a MILF now!! and to think i used to think i looked good back then Oh what was i thinking??? so here i am in 2002 and here i am in 2008! THE MILF!!! LOL

1 Year Ago Today...
so its been a year now since youve left us and i know that no one has forgotten you... i know we werent the best of friends but we were starting to be..i wont ever forget the day they called me and said you were gone..heather, kassie, and i were like completely heartbroken...we had just seen you at school and you were fine..making jokes, laughing, nothing was wrong!! you were such an amazing girl and you didnt deserve anything that happened to you! i wont ever forget that funeral either...we were all waiting for you to jump up and say gotcha! lol..none of us wanted to cry because we knew that youd be laughing at us lol...i still miss you girl and i think about you alot!! im proud to have shared my name with you [haha] ♥

62 Years To Life!
The man that murdered my husband last year was sentenced to 62 years to life on January 22nd, 2008. He is an asian gang member and nothing more than a cowardly punk, and the justice system worked by putting his Candy Ass where it belongs.....BEHIND BARS...for the rest of his life!!!! He is not even eligable for parole till he serves the 62 years! Even though this dosen't bring my husband back it does still make us all feel a little better! He (Sophan Mao) killed my husband and wounded his brother for a dirty look that my husband's friend suposidly gave to him or one of his friends and because my husband was the biggest guy there, he took him out first! My children lost their father, his parents lost their son, brothers and sisters lost their brother, and so on.....all because of some chicken-shit mother-fucker that couldn't fight like a real man, but now he will be taking it in the ass like the little bitch that he is!!!

22 Years Of Friendship Down The Drain
you say i stole your boyfriends. I say they like me cuse i did not lay on my back to keep them. you say i stole from you/kids. i gave you more then what i got back. you say i lie. but you lie to me and friends/family too.when you meet your husband ididnt want a man traped in a boys body. I have my real man and loves me and dont flirt with other woman and he is mine. you say i cant be trusted. but have learned not to trust anyone. so thank you. this is for the friends who have hurt me. 1.marissa 2.stacey 3.sonny THANK YOU ALL

Yearning From Desire
Yearning from desire You opened the floodgates Touched the soul Made me shake, quiver, and roll Yearning from desire You taunted and teased Touched the soul Made me wanting, craving, for more Yearning from desire You just disappeared Touched the soul Made me empty, crying, and lull Yearning from desire I will you back Touch my soul Yearning for more

39 Years Without A Stranger's Kiss
If you are 50 or older and would date a married man 2-3 days a week, please let me hear from you. Other than my kisses and a long-smoldering passion I have nothing in particular to recommend me. I can play 9-5 only and like very much to tour the canyons near Amarillo, lakes and parks. If you like to hold hands or walk close together you will be most welcome to do so. As a retired photographer I like to keep my skills sharp by taking lots of photos, so dress and act accordingly.

1 Year Ago Today
Well a year ago today the only dad I knew was taken away.. I have heard over and over the first year is the hardest yada yada yada, but is it really? BECAUSE to me today seems to be the hardest.. Those memories I CAN do without.. So does it actually start to get better after today? I DOUBT IT.. **will finish later**

4 Years Old
this is a message to heaven i have to write this with care then send it in the post box they go anywhere dear mummy i hope you get this i wanna tell you i love you have a good life in heaven i hope the bible is true mummy i cant stop crying i know i shouldnt but i do anyway im doing much better and i actually started school mummy at school i did homework we had to pick our favourite angel in the sky daddy helped me pick though i picked you in no time i dont know what else to say now exept that i love you so bad i give you kisses and send them with this oh and lots of love from dad mummy i hope you read this you dont have to if you cant reply but will you please if you read this send me a sign in the sky

Yearning
Yearning from desire You opened the floodgates Touched the soul Made me shake, quiver, and roll Yearning from desire You taunted and teased Touched the soul Made me wanting, craving, for more Yearning from desire You just disappeared Touched the soul Made me empty, crying, and lull Yearning from desire I will you back Touch my soul Yearning for more

10 Years Ago On Valentines Day
Just to think 10 years ago on valentines day I did not get candy or flowers I recived something so much better I had my daughter Summer I dont think there is anything i would have wanted more on such a special day I named her Summer Valentine She is such a sweetie Just cant understand where the time has gone . I am thankful every day for having her Mommy loves you so much Summer Keep being you

18 Years Strong
meet dholtstingray he is a great guy to have as a friend we have been married for 18 years on the 18th so go show him some love rate fan and add if u want thanks beeholt DHoltStingray* Little Shop Of Horrors Lounge Pres.@ fubar

6 Years Ago Today...
Dad,so many images come to mind whenever I speak your name; It seems without you in my life things have never been the same. What happened to those lazy days when I was just a child; When my life was consumed in you in your love, and in your smile. What happened to all those times when I always looked to you; No matter what happened in my life you could make my gray skies blue. Dad, some days I hear your voice and turn to see your face; Yet in my turning,it seems... the sound has been erased. Dad, who will I turn to for answers when life does not make sense; Who will be there to hold me close when the pieces just don't fit. Dad, if I could turn back time and once more hear your voice; I'd tell you that out of all the dads you would still be my choice. Please always know I love you and no one can take your place; Years may come and go but your memory will never be erased. Today, God, as You are listening in your home above; Would you go and fi

A Year Ago Today
a year ago today i was sitting at home when i got the shock of my life. i was watching the fox national news and saw that a friend of mine had shot and killed three people. i did not want to beleive this had happened but when the state police call you and ask you if your friend had tried to contact you it sinks in that it is true. if you knew this person you would have never beleived that this happend. he was one of the best friends i ever had.

Years And Years
On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, G od created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll

Year Of The Rooster
The tenth animal who arrived was the showy Rooster Chinese Horoscope the Rooster Rooster Personality People born in the year of Rooster are very usually observant. Most of the time, they are very accurate and precise with their observation. These people certainly love find themselves in the spotlight, they love entertaining friends and adore meeting new people, and even unexpected and uncertain circumstances are not a barrier for them. It is almost impossible to find someone born in this year looking dowdy or untidy. The fact is that these people are usually one of the best dressed and groomed of all other people. They are actively interested in clothes, colours, and accessories, and usually are very critical about their own appearance as well as about appearance of those they are surrounded by. People born in the year of rooster like to be noticed and flattered. Such person might dress a little flashily with this in mind, but in his heart, he/she is completely conservative. Ro

Yearning
The pain in my heart The pain from loosing this dream, my wish. The love I receive from you, the pain I give you. Why must you do these things. Excite me get to prepare and take it all away, just the same. Do I mean so little to you. Is your intentions true or game plays. I feel the pain of loss. If you love me, where are you. Make up your mind, Stop playing with me. I am not a cat toy, I have a heart. Do you not see what you do to me.Back and forth I go. Happy then torn down. To be made happy again with false truths. When will it end. Can you really love someone Or are they just your panthers prey. Something to love for now and kill eternally later. I am so tired of living in the shadows of sorrow. I want your love. Please don't close your eye's to me.

Yearning
You can wake up and see the blood trickling from her lips, You can taste The lust on your tongue from his finger tips, And he is the bringer of all your dreams, The desire you have to hear those screams, The craving to feel him against your skin, The ecstasy you want when his teeth sink in. He can arise From the Flames to feed his passion and need, He can imprison me Your body to his will and empower his greed, He is a demon summoned to your deprivation, A sadist to ignite an orgasmic sensation, And at night you will wait for his arrival, Dependant on his hunger for your survival, A Satanic poison is contained in his kiss, An impending death hidden in sexual bliss, Numb from reality he will take life from you, Discard all you once saw as right and true, He is no demon of whom you're under a spell, He is your master from the dark of Hell

30 Years Of Marriage
After 30 years of marriage, this couple was lying in bed one evening, when the misses felt her husband begin to fondle her in ways he hadn't in quite some time. It almost tickled as his fingers started at her neck, and then began moving down past the small of her back. He then caressed her shoulders and neck, slowly worked his hand down over her breasts, stopping just over her lower stomach. He then proceeded to place his hand on her left inner arm, caressed past the side of her breast again, working down her side, passed gently over her buttock and down her leg to her calf.Then, he proceeded up her inner thigh, stopping just at the uppermost portion of her leg. He continued in the same manner on her right side, then suddenly stopped, rolled over and became silent. As she had become quite aroused by this caressing, she asked in a loving voice, "Honey, that was wonderful. Why did you stop?" I found the remote," he mumbled.

Years Gone
i was just sitting here looking at old and new pics. friends family ex wife kids. i look back from time to time , sometimes i just hear a song on a page that reminds me of all the years gone and will never have a chance to live what i missed.. i was married to a very sweet loving lady for 13 years. yes we had great times together not to say raised beautiful children. i was always the one working working working, got so caught up in all the fame and money of things i lost the yester years. you know not there to see all the things a dad and a husband were ment to see. i loved my wife and children but thought i was doing what i was ment to do. be a good provider.. not true. it looked like i was but all i did is lose out on everything. one day it all came and with out notice. it was all gone. home...wife.. kids.. job.. i lost it all. now i just look at the things i truly miss. the coming home to see my wife and kids and the togetherness of famuly. now my family is 3 states away and i am d

12-year-old Article Rings True On Environmentalism Whack-o Kooks
The Absurdity Of Trying To Control Climate 'Cool Climate' by Jonathan H. Adler, July 1996 Environmental activists are increasing the heat on policy makers worldwide to do something about global warming before it is too late. They charge that human activity is already warming the planet—yet the climate is not cooperating. Thus far, 1996 has been a cool year. Much of the East coast experienced record snowfalls this winter, and May was the sixth consecutive month of temperatures below seasonal norms, according to global satellite measurements. Only several months ago the British Meteorological Office reported that 1995 was the hottest year on record, edging out 1990 by a bare 0.07 degrees F. Environmental activists proclaimed the announcement as further evidence that human-induced global warming had arrived. Yet all was not right with the data. The designation of 1995 as the "warmest year on record" was based on incomplete measurements. As readings for only the first 11 mo

104-year-old Sprinter
104-year-old sprinter A 104-year-old South African man has set a new world record for the 100 metre race. Phillip Rabinowitz, from Cape Town, is now officially the world's fastest centenarian sprinter, reports the Daily Mirror. He finished the 100 metres in 30.86 seconds, knocking more than five seconds off the previous best. It's not quite the 9.74 seconds set by Asafa Powell in 2007 but Phil is 80 years older than the world record holder. Phillip said: "I've always run and walked everywhere because when I was a kid there weren't any cars."

4-year Old Drunk In School
THE VILLAGE, Okla. -- Authorities are investigating the apparent intoxication of a 4-year-old girl at an Oklahoma City elementary school on Wednesday, police said. The child was carried out of Andrew Johnson Elementary School by a paramedic, according to an officer with The Village Police Department. "We don't believe it happened on school ground. We believe it happened before she got to school today," said Deputy Chief Steve Jagosh. Jagosh said his department was called by school officials to check on the child, who they described as acting strangely. Teachers told officers that they smelled an odor of alcohol on the girl. The girl was taken to Children's Hospital in good condition, authorities said. However, Oklahoma City spokeswoman Kathleen Kennedy denied that the child was transported anywhere. Police said they will investigate how the child was able to access alcohol. After the child is released from the hospital, officials said, she will be taken into Departmen

The Year That I Was Born
In 1954 (the year you were born) Dwight Eisenhower is president of the US Nautilus, the first atomic powered submarine, launches Senator Joseph McCarthy begins leading televised hearings into alleged Communist influence in the Army Roger Bannister, a 25 year old from England, breaks the 4 minute mile with a time of 3:59 Supreme Court rules unanimously that racial segregation in public schools is unconstitutional Hurricane "Carol" hits the Long Island - New England area killing 60 and injuring 1000 Senate condemns Joseph McCarthy for contempt of a Senate elections subcommittee during his Army investigation hearings Playboy magazine issue features Margie Harrison, the first playmate Howard Stern, Oprah Winfrey, Christie Brinkley, John Travolta, and Jerry Seinfeld are born New York Giants win the World Series Cleveland Browns win the NFL championship Detroit Red Wings win the Stanley Cup Lord of the Flies by William G. Golding is published W

1 Year Today
Well, it's been a year & I still miss him. I even expect to see him when I go home, but he isn't there. However, I would like to thank Lucretia for being there through all of that for me. I love you & will always be there for you.

1 Year Club F.a.r. Anniversary
First, let me send love to all my Club F.A.R. Family, Fubar friends and family. WELL IT'S OFFICIAL. Club F.A.R. is proud to announce it's 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY, Effective March 15th. I'd Like to thank all the past, present and future members of Club F.A.R, for making Club F.A.R. what it is today, THE BIGGEST AND STRONGEST FAMILY ON FUBAR. There are many plans to make the 2nd Year of Club F.A.R. even better. - We will have NEW Leadership with NEW Co-Owners being added as well as other titles. - We will regulate members much better but not dictate, all in the thought of helping all of our current members get to their next levels, show them love on their birthdays and to be more regularly pimped out. We are huge with 400 members so things will take time but with more leadership we will hopefully make our family even BIGGER & STRONGER. - PIMPOUTS will be weekly or bi-weekly. WE DONT, I REPEAT DONT DO PIMPOUTS, friends or not for comment bombing in contests. I am a true believe

2 1/2 Years Cancer Free
Tomorrow is the second to last test in Spanish, I can't wait to get it over with. Also, tomorrow is supposed to be sunny and 65. I pumped up my tires and played with the gears... its time to start riding outside. I have a good 8 mile course planned out, lots of hills and all of that. Its hard to describe how it feels to be riding, its like when I used to put on my uniform with the Army. You put the gear on and you're not yourself anymore, you're part of something bigger... you become a symbol. 2 and a half years after cancer and I'm still here. I'm not going anywhere anytime soon...

1 Year Ago
Kristopher Kage Is One Year Old Today ! Current mood: chipper Category: Life Kristopher Kage is one year old today . This time 1 yr ago i was sitting in the hospital bed , hooked up to the patocin . The nurses keep coming in asking me " Are you feeling these contractions " I say " no , i feel nothing ". around 2:30 pm the nurse is in my room checking the wires and stuff , checking kk’s heart beat and the contraction thingy , Then all of a sudden my water breaks , it was so awsome i feel this big old POP . I was so Excited i knew this was going to be the day my Little Boys would come into the world .. With that coming about , the contractions become unbearable .. i had this little paper back book in my hand , fanning myself and crying with each contraction , i break down and get the Epidoral ! From then on i was a Happy Camper until the stupid old Nurse just shoves in the cathiter , i was like OUCH !! So around 4:45 Pm its just about that time to Push it out ,Sho

Year Of The Metal Dog
Its amazing how accurate these things are, this fits me pretty much to a tee. The Dog Dogs are honest,straightforward,and friendly. They are extremely protective of themselves and their loved ones. With a passion for fair play and justice, they never fail to rescue you time after time. They may rant and rave, but they never rest until they right the wrong. They are true humanitarians and suffer with the world.In spite of their concern for others,social graces and fancy parties do not impress them. Having sharp eyes, they will see through people's motives. They are quite private about their personal lives and someone prying into their affairs make them secretive and withdrawn. Once you gain their confidence, they open up freely. Once Dogs classify you, they rarely change their minds. There are few in-betweens. Dogs perceive things either in black or white. You are either friend or enemy. Luckily, they are good judges of character and have superb insight into human nat

26 Years What A Waste
CHICAGO - For nearly 26 years, the affidavit was sealed in an envelope and stored in a locked box, tucked away with the lawyer's passport and will. Sometimes he stashed the box in his bedroom closet, other times under his bed. It stayed there — year after year, decade after decade. Then, about two years ago, Dale Coventry, the box's owner, got a call from his former colleague, W. Jamie Kunz. Both were once public defenders. They hadn't talked in a decade. "We're both getting on in years," Kunz said. "We ought to do something with that affidavit to make sure it's not wasted in case we both leave this good Earth." Coventry assured him it was in a safe place. He found it in the fireproof metal box, but didn't read it. He didn't need to. He was reminded of the case every time he heard that a wronged prisoner had been freed. In January, Kunz called again. This time, he had news: A man both lawyers had represented long ago in the murder of two police officers, Andrew Wilson,

3 Years Today
Its April 14th and it has been 3 years since my brother was killed in a car accident. People think the passage of time makes it easier, but it doesnt. I just returned home frome the cementary where I was visiting, and I cried because I miss him. My brother, Shawn, was only 25 years old when he passed on. If ever there was a person that you could count on it was him. I like to write about him because I dont ever want to forget him. I try to take a lot of his ideals and apply them to my life today. The biggest one that I found the most important is to make time for the people in your life. No mater how busy he was he always made an effort to visit with friends, family, and to occassionally chat up a stranger. He never took a single day for granted, and neither do I anymore. I was not always like that. I was so busy that I used to put my friends and family last. I payed the ultimate price for that by losing out on the chance to talk to my brother one last time. You always think that there

7 Years Ago...i Lost Him...
Earlier today I was in such a great mood. I did not realize the date until I called my mom and she told me to say a prayer for my dad. I sat and thought about it. Today is April 22nd. He died 7 years ago today. While I did pray I felt horrible for almost forgetting. I felt guilty as though I had forgotten my father and the memories I had of him. Right now I am sitting here just reflecting and I miss that man. He was such an amazing father and such a great husband to my mother. This day when we lost him I shall never forget it for so many reasons...but mainly what plays in my mind is how cold he felt when I said goodbye to him and I saw the life leaving his body and he got that pale color soulless bodies take on as a person dies. I remember wondering what we were going to do now that he is no longer with us. I still have days where I wonder how we are able to make it. I look at my mom and wonder how she must feel to have lost him. Rest in Peace Dad, Jesus Lopez, known as

20 Years Ago Today
My mom died 20 years ago today, my children will never know her, and I have lived longer without her than with her. I am not so much saddened but more nostalgic. See my life would be so different if she were to have lived. And not for the better, I believe that things happen for a reason, and sometimes the reasons are not revealed for many years. At any rate, my son is constantly reminding me of her, and how he wishes he could have met her. I don't know if I should bother to tell him that today is the day she died.. This is mindless dribble..I know, but was just thinking about the day she died..and it was like yesterday, the details still fresh in my mind. The feeling of knowing I was alone, with no siblings or father at the age of 17. It was a hideous feeling and to mount on that..I was left with the debt of the cheap ass funeral ($5,000). Her grave marker, the cheapest one that they offered, wondering if now that things are different, if I should not upgrade her mar

A Year Ago
A Year Ago A year ago I longed for the magic of a feathered kiss A year ago you blessed me with that which I most missed That night under the stars with the air soft and sweet You took me in your arms and let me sweep you off your feet A touch of paradise; ` the hour lasted forever But caution called and our bond was soon to sever And oh, deepest regrets as I released you with a sigh My pained and passionate heart taught again to fly And now here we are, a year hence has past I hope to kiss you again and this time make it last For though the magic of your kiss has lasted me this year My deepest dream has been again to hold you near

90 Year Old Virgin
Two 90 year olds had been dating for a while, when the man told the woman, "Well, tonight's the night we have sex!" And so they did. As they are lying in bed afterward, the man thinks to himself, "My God, if I knew she was a virgin, I would have been much more gentle with her!" And the woman was thinking to herself, "My God, if I knew the old geezer could actually get it up, I would have taken off my panty hose!"

8 Years
It was eight years ago today, that you blew my mind away I love you and I care I will always be there. I never knew I could love someone as much as I love you. I thank God that I finally found my one true love. I found it in you I count my lucky stars each and everyday, That you came my way, I love you more everyday. I'm glad Your in my life I can't wait to be your wife. I want to spend the rest of my life in the arms, of the man I just can't get enough of and love more then life itself. I love you, I truly do I can't wait to say i do. So I can be your wife and spend the rest of my life, In the arms of the man I love and truly adore. Our love is strong and true, nothing compares to the way I feel about you Not anything in the world could ever compare to way I love you.

15 Years Is Nothing Compared To These Tears
Its been fifteen years, so the calander says Seems like such a long time, and its been so unkind Even though I can't hear your voice I swear at times I could feel you there Guilding me from that which is wrong Helping me to sing my song I still don't believe it been so long Half my life without you now In retrospect all I can say is WOW I barely remember your beautiful face Will I keep this pain, is that the case I saw you suffer ......for so long what terrible thing you had to endure I can't imagine the pain and fear Knowing your fate, draws ever near When the phone rang with THAT call I knew without a word, I wanted to fall I knew you where gone, left this world, and it hurt me so with a touch of relief, for your pain and deseise could no longer grow ...but still I hated ...that I was left alone.. many years I lived in sarrow...then children of my own made me think... how hard it must have been, saying goodbye..to your own I miss you much but it gives me resolv

10 Year Old Boy Arrested For Mom's Mistake
This definitely rates a 10 on the old weird-meter: MUHLENBERG COUNTY BOY ARRESTED FOR MOM'S MISTAKE GREENVILLE, KY - Amy Mercer and her ten-year-old son thought they had settled a 2007 lawsuit in which Mercer agreed to pay another family's medical bills. But after failing to make a payment in March, she says her son suffered the consequences. "I asked them why they would take me. I hadn't done anything," says Mercer's son, Timothy Stephens. "I got to the Sheriff's Department and they were just pulling him out of the car like he was some kind of little criminal," Mercer says. Monday afternoon, a Muhlenberg County Sheriff's deputy showed up at Timothy's elementary school, saying he had a warrant for Timothy's arrest. For what? A restitution payment his mom missed in March and planned to re-pay in April. Timmy Stephens was at school in Longest Elementary School in Muhlenberg County when he was called to the principal's office. Waiting for him was a police officer the

1 Year Anniversary Of Running
may 18th I'm now on my 4th Marathon, next week I will be at 5, its the first ever Marine Corps Half Marathon, the race sold out in like a week, but registration opened back up due to popularity so its gonna be big, i'm thinkin about running in my camouflage uniform in support of the Marine Corps, thats gonna add more weight on my body but i don't plan on racing my ass off I just wanna have fun, I never would of thought I would've kept running like this, it just kinda grew on me after training for my first Marathon last yr, i'm hoping to qualify for the 2009 Boston Marathon at this yrs Marine Corps Marathon, i'm planning on running 2 times a day just to get ready for it, i'm lookin foward to dropping at least 5 more pounds and running the capital crescent trails soon...

21 Year Old Giving This Old Lady A Lesson..lol
My Shoutbox Leah♊...: Genes. It causes emotions, but is not in itself emotion. You're wired a certain way, and then act and adjust accordingly. I'm not saying people can't act different, but they can't change who they are fundamentally. ->Leah♊...: wait wait wait..you think that an individuals core has nothing to do with a humans emotions? please inlightne me on what a "core" is then Leah♊...: Many people were ingoring her question. She specifically stated that she understood that attitude and ideals change. She wanted to know about the core of an individual's existence. Emotions have nothing to do with determining whether it's possible for that to change. ->Leah♊...: I called you that becasue you are only looking at the words...not the true emotions ->Leah♊...: no one was ignoring her question at all. ->Leah♊...: I never said I wasn't judemental Leah♊...: Balls, eh? And to set things straight... you're judgemental as

Year Of The Horse
You Were Born Under: You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam. You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing. Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long. Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word. You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger. What Year Were You Born Under?

8 Year Anniversary
So for those who dont know, yesterday was my 8 yr anniversary. No its not a wedding anny or anything like that. May 13th, 2000 was the day that changed my life forever. However, im not sure whether good or bad. This is the first time that the day slipped by without me remembering which is nuts. I know yall are like "wtf are you talkin about?" I got into a bad car accident which broke my neck and paralyzed me for life. For those who care to read or take a glance heres the story: May 13th 2000 This is the newspaper article from my car accident. This is taken from the Greybull Standard in Greybull, Wy where i lived at the time on May 14th 2000. The following is the article incase you cant read the picture.***A one-vehicle rollover approximatly eight miles north of Greybull early Saturday morning sent two men, ages 18 and 19, to the intensive care unit of Deaconess Hospital in Bllings, where they are still hospitalized for injuries they substained in the mishap.Shawn Dickens

!0 Year Olds...how Cute
Bruce and Jenny are only 10 years old, but they just know that they are in love. One day they decide that they want to get married, so Bruce goes to Jenny's father to ask him for her hand. Bruce bravely walks up to him and says, 'Mr. Smith, me and Jenny are in love and I want to ask you for her hand in marriage.' Thinking that this was just the cutest thing, Mr. Smith replies, 'Well Bruce, you are only 10. Where will you two live?' Without even taking a moment to think about it, Bruce replies, 'In Jenny's room. It's bigger than mine and we can both fit there nicely.' Still thinking this is just adorable, Mr. Smith says with a huge grin, 'Okay then, how will you live? You're not old enough to get a job. You'll need to support Jenny.' Again, Bruce instantly replies, 'Our allowance...Jenny makes 5 bucks a week and I make 10 bucks a week. That's about 60 bucks a month, and that should do us just fine.' By this time Mr. Smith is a little shocked that Bruce has put so much

10 Years
I cant believe it has been ten years since our little town of Springfield had the worst day of our lives. we lost family and friends on May 21, 1998. My heart broke cause I lost an amazing friend and more friends were hurt. The nightmares are still etched in my head and even after ten years it is like the wounds are brand new. I guess some wounds dont ever go away and having your friend die twenty minutes after talking to him on the phone is one of the worst ones I have. I can still hear his voice in my dremas sayin "Luv ya Baby Girl see ya at school. be careful I have a bad feeling today." then we laughed that he always had bad feelings and we hung up. I am going to go to the memorial on WED. and just say goodbye again. and bring Mike his favorite flower. a carnation. dont take a single day fro granted. one minute you could be talking on the phone next you are walking with your Ancestors in the Astral plains. HUGS

A Year Went By...
And yet I am still standing, It seems so much longer than a year..but its only been a year. I called my son yesterday because he is at his grandparents, and I asked him if he was ok, and he just responded with I don't need to be checked on like a baby! I just wanted to make sure that his grandparents weren't forcing him to relive the whole day over and over again...I worried about even letting him go visit them during the anniversary of his dad's death! A very smart friend of mine told me that he too would be devastated if he lost his ex...so I guess its not just me. Of course I was intimate with him, and he had a spot in my heart because we had a child together, I loved him even though I thought I hated him! But I know that I can make it past yesterday, and I didn't even fall apart once! I feel cold and calloused..because yesterday I didn't cry even once yesterday, but since I made it past yesterday, I will make it past every year, it may get easier and easier to get past these

158 Years Ago
Do you know what happened back in 1850, 158 years ago? 1. California became a state. 2. The state had no electricity. 3. The state had no money. 4. Almost everyone spoke Spanish. 5. There were gunfights in the streets. So basically, it was just like California is today, except the women had real boobs and the men didn't hold hands.

7 Year Old Takes Six Bullets To Save Mother's Life
Seliethia Parker always saw her role as protector for her 7-year-old daughter, Alexis Goggins. But it was Alexis who ended up saving her mother's life by using her little body to shield her mom from a fusillade of bullets. Doctors told Parker that her heroic little daughter, who was shot six times, would never walk or talk again. But Alexis has surprised people with her gritty toughness. She's not only walking and talking, she's expected to have a full recovery! Read here http://abcnews.go.com/GMA/story?id=4646774

8 Year Old In Trouble In Florida
You know family members need to have their statements critiqued before allowing them to air. Good Morning… A story that surfaced back in April to which A boy in Fort Myers, Florida, has been charged with aggravated battery for hitting his classmates and his teacher over a set of crayons. The 8-year-old boy is about 4 feet tall and weighs about 70 pounds, and got into trouble after a fight with his classmates over a box of crayons. He began hitting the classmates and also hit the teacher, who was trying to break up the fight. The Royal Palm Exceptional School called the police and arrested him. The female teacher ended up with bruises on her face. Dorothy Williams, the boy’s grandmother, is upset with this incident. She told WBBH-TV: If he was overpowering her that much, I feel like she shouldn't be in that line of work…If she can't deal with him, put him in someone else's classroom. If it's a male, whatever, and let them restrain him. Dorothy praised the school for her grandson

10 Years Cancer Free!!!
So, please keep in mind as you read the fallowing statement that I have been drinking tonight and such. So if you think my spelling was bad before, you ain't seen nothing yet!!! Anyway, ten years. Where does the time go really. I was only 19, life was good I had a car, a job, amazing friends, and freedom. But ten summers ago was the worst summer of my life. It was 10 years ago today that I met Dr. Knost. It was 10 years ago today that he told me that I had Ovarian cancer. I couldn't believe it. After he left my parents were in shock. Mom made her phone calls and so did I. I called Jason. He showed up and was crying. He was my best friend and it was that moment I kinda fell for him. I had Karin, Catty, Jason and Nikki come up to the hospital so I could tell them. I want to tell you guys, you have no idea how much it ment to me for all your support. You were my true friends. Its really amazing how people can show thier true colors when you go through something like tha

A Year Ago
As many of you know I have been confined to a wheelchair for nearly 16 years. Well it was around this time last year that I took my first real steps after hearing the doctors repeatedly say over and over again that I may never walk again. Well I am proud to announce that it is one year later and I am still walking and I am even getting stronger and slowly but surely moving away from using my walker. I am so proud of myself and for making such a great accomplishment.

A Year In Review
So it has been a year since my last blog. And I realize that not openly expressing my thoughts can be both hurtful and stressful. Though I tend to like to think of myself as a pretty nice and outgoing person, I've come to realize that I feel so much more at home, well at home. I don't have many reasons to go out, the city I live in is a pretty lively place, but I never really get curious about whats out there due to traveling so much. I've met a lot of great people and seen my fair share of interesting places, but to be honest with you sleeping in a hotel bed night after night, week after week is really tiresome and gets old very quickly. Its a life that pays the bills but its not one that I'd especially care for given the lack of actual technical know how some aspects of my job are. Either way, this past year really has been a boring one. I'm going to strive to liven it up because we only get one, and as sad as it is to note that Mr. Tim Russett's passing has helped me to rem

10 Years Later
Ten years later and so much has changed. I think about the things that my dad is missing out on. His first grandaughter is married and a teacher. His other is now a nurse and still as stubborn and beautiful as ever. Little Michael is no longer his little great grandson, but a girl crazy, sports fanatic teenager with peach fuzz. I could go on and on here. I have never popped the hood of the car without looking over my shoulder. I can feel him watching to see if I remember how check the fluids in mycar. I tear up sometimes when I pass up a primer car. lol His idea of my first car was an El Camino and mine was a 69 camero. Neither of us won that argument lol. Our project became a 1986 Mustang. It arrived in 4 different colors and I got my first lessons in stripping paint off my car. And then transmission, etc. lol I miss having my talks with him about life. I can't say they were life changing talks, but I always laughed at how he called Smoltz...Smokey and Chipper Jones...Chipp

Yearning
Girl it's your body that makes me yearn for you... Nothing right now can hinder this moment... Every time you come into view...my body yearns to feel your kisses...pressing against my lips tasting of things to come... Your body has a way of giving me so much pleasure...this I can't deny...so many naughty thoughts running through my mind... Thoughts of you touching me, stroking me...kissing me in all the right places to get me so damn hard... I can't stop now in what my body yearns from you... Your touch... Your kiss... A gentle sucking motion in all the right places... I want my dark hardness to feel every stroke from you... Every lick from your sweet lips...as you taste every inch of my body... "Damn how I need to Feel your touch!" I want to feel your soft hands push me back...as I lay down in front of you...as you kneel down between me with a lustful look of pleasure... Only to first feel your lips once again kissing mine g

Yearn To Touch
Yearn to Touch I've felt you before the first touch Enticed to take all Will to give all You are in control In your complete submissiveness Compelled to please you I submit You expected no less I demand no less Ask and ye shall receive Ask and you will be fulfilled Give to me all that you are Submit to your darkest dreams Let me take and return A hundred fold You have never felt this way before You have been denied No longer Give all that you are And breathe in forever

Year Of Rose Poem
A YEAR OF ROSES Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, I love you even more this year, than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, with every passing year. She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and placed them, in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was to live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then, the very hour struck, and not one minute m

A Year Ago
A year ago ...seems like a long time but in my heart so short for my loss was a painful one. Hope my little grand-daughter...turned Two May 27th of 2007...and passed June 29th./07. Hope was born to a mother who hated her (22 wks of Pregnancy)...but to a father (My step son) who loved her with every breath she took. She had to have surgery on her hip because of her birth, part of a defect. She had the first surgery..but was in lots of pain and they decided a second surgery had to be done to leviate the pain. We all awaited word that she was out of surgery and safe and sound. The word came and we were all relieved. Then one hr after the surgery...a call I wasn't expecting. Hope had flat lined. They got her back, she went into a coma..and then while in the coma had a stroke. We prayed and prayed for God to let us keep her but after she came out of the coma and managed a few words of I love you daddy, nanna and everyone, then went into a 3rd stroke which rendered her brai

1 Year Anniversary On August 7th,2008
Some of you guys know me,knows that a year ago August 7th I made a positive move with my life.As I was on my way i had many thoughts running threw my head and all i was kinda worried about leaving my family behind and what I really knew well. But as i arrived to the meeting point I was wondering what She thought of me being the first time I met her in person,we didn't exactly take it slow ether but threw out the months of up's and downs we worked out wonderfully,As i write this I can honestly say that Heathers the most loving and understanding person I have ever known,and also we soon plain to be married I know there's an age difference but I really don't give a shit what people think about that. The fact is that we have had a good first year together,we work well together and i am really ready to settle down and be with some one for good. I tried that before but as most of you know that didn't really work out as I dreamed,but I know that the higher power was looking

1 Year Vip Contest
I'm in a Contest to win a 1 year vip or a $120 prepaid credit card first one to 60K wins The folder will be open 12:00 a.m. central time July 12th. & thank you so much for the HELP heres the link ↓↓↓↓ http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1559624&albumid=1059202&i=1930423324 And plz show Edge some LUV * EDGE *Win A 1 Year Vip Or $120 Prepaid Credit Card Check Blog For Details@ fubar

50 Years
A couple had been married for 50 years They were sitting at the breakfast table one morning when the wife says, "Just think, fifty years ago we were sitting here at this breakfast table together." I know," the old man said. "We were probably sitting here naked as a jaybird fifty years ago." "Well," Granny snickered. "Let's relive some old times." Whereupon, the two stripped to the buff and sat down at the table. "You know, honey," the little old lady breathlessly replied, "My nipples are as hot for you today as they were fifty years ago." "I wouldn't be surprised," replied Gramps. "One's in your coffee and the other is in your oatmeal."

60 Years
A CNN journalist heard about a very old Jewish man who had been going to the WesternWall to pray, twice a day, every day, for a long, long time. So she went to check it out. She went to theWestern Wall and there he was, walking slowly up to the holy site. She watched him pray for 45 minutes. When he turned to leave, using a cane and moving very slowly, she approached him for an interview. 'Pardon me, sir,I'm Rebecca Smith from CNN. What's your name?' 'Morris Fishbien,' he replied. 'Sir, how long have you been coming to the Western Wall to pray?' 'For about 60years.' '60 years! That's amazing! What do you pray for?' 'I pray for peace for Christians, Jews and Muslims. I pray for all the wars to stop. I pray for all our children to grow up safely as responsible adults, and to love their fellow man.' 'How do you feel after doing this for 60 years?' 'Like I'm talking to a fuckin' wall'.

Year Of The Rooster
1921, 1933, 1945, 1957, 1969, 1981, 1993, 2005 People born in the Year of the Rooster are deep thinkers, capable, and talented. They like to be busy and are devoted beyond their capabilities and are deeply disappointed if they fail. People born in the Rooster Year are often a bit eccentric, and often have rather difficult relationship with others. They always think they are right and usually are! They frequently are loners and though they give the outward impression of being adventurous, they are timid. Rooster people's emotions like their fortunes, swing very high to very low. They can be selfish and too outspoken, but are always interesting and can be extremely brave. They are most compatible with Ox, Snake, and Dragon.

60 Year Old Man
A 60-year-old man went to the doctor for a check-up. The doctor told him, "You're in terrific shape. There's nothing wrong with you. Why, you might live forever. You have the body of a 35 year old. By the way, how old was your father when he died?" The 60 year old responded, "Who said he was dead?" The doctor was surprised and asked, "How old is he and is he very active?" The 60 year old responded, "Well, he is 82 years old and he still goes skiing three times a season and surfing three times a week during the summer." The doctor couldn't believe it. "Well, how old was your grandfather when he died?" The 60 year old responded again, "Who said he was dead?" The doctor was astonished. He said, "You mean to tell me you are 60 years old and both your father and your grandfather are alive? Is your grandfather very active?" The 60 year old said, "He goes skiing at least once a season and surfing once a week during the summer. Not only that," said the patient, "my grandfath

5 Years???
The other day, someone asked me "Where do you want to be in 5 years?" I looked at them and the first thing that came to my mind was your normal stuff... happy, financially sound, debt free, and all that... but before I could answer... my mind drifted. (I know what you are thinking and it doesn't drift that much!!! ;) ) I started really thinking, where would I want to be in 5 years??? I am already happy. The happiest I have been in many years. I have everything I have ever really wanted or its within reach. So, I thought some more. My life has taken so many turns, hit so many bumps, raced along the edge of cliffs, and when you really think about it... I have fullfilled all of the things I have really... truly ever wanted. I have a very healthy and happy family. My children are doing great and are looking forward to the new path in which our lives are carrying us down. My fiance' and I are happy, healthy and looking forward to him being home. We have a wonderful home t

125 Years Ago
I found a book which an individual wrote 125 years ago. I have to be extremely careful with it because the book I have is that old. It is full of interesting things. The author believed he was outlining the best ways to go about life and to look upon various things in life. He was a Christian and makes it obvious in his writings. I don't find that it makes his statements any less relevant to people who are not followers of this faith. It is my intention to present fragments of his writings in an effort to show the value I have found therein. They will be direct quotes though I often find that some of the references to people he makes are historical figures which don't deliver the impact to us that they once may have. I at times will leave out paragraphs or sentences because of this. My focus is on the message and I find that they distract from the message when you don't possess the knowledge to see the relevance. I will not alter the material otherwise.

2 Years On The Fu....show Me Some Love!!!
COME SHOW ME THE LOVE!!! That's right my fellow fubarians today is my 2 year fu-anniversary and I need some love!! Stop by my page and F/A/R me, buy me a drink, leave a comment, bling me, or just say hi so I know you are showing love. I promise you won't regret it!!. This bulletin brought to you by EasyOnTheEyz¢¾Playmate@Cellblock69Radio¢¾@ fubar

15 Years!!!
August 1, 2008 marks fifteen years of celibacy, wait, I mean, monogomy for me. I would say, for "me and my husband" but that would be a lie. It applies to me only, (put two and two together...and what do ya get?) therefore, making me the superior one in the relationship! Either that or I'm just plain stupid. We met when we were nineteen. Both of us on the "rebound" of serious, long term relationships that failed miserably...(His moreso than mine!) I would not recommend this type of beginning to a relationship, although, I wouldn't venture to say that we both planned it this way. It just so happened to be and well, it's worked...most of the time... We've only been married 11 of those 15 years though! This is something I highly recommend! That way, you know what to expect before you sign that dotted line... There are acceptions to the rule though...

22 Years!
So in 1 week i will be 22. I feel old lol. I know I know Im still young. But blah! i hate birthdays. This one should be good tho. My best buddy is throwing me a party at her house, and I cant wait. I invited sooooo many people but I just hope they show up now. Its going to be soooo much fun. I hope things go well and theres no drama or anything. I think i need a date....any volunteers? hahaha Yea im gonna be waassssttteeeeddddd!!!!!!!

28 Years
Well the weekend has come and gone. I am just going to jot down some random things I have figured out...or not over my 28 years. True friends stay that way, no matter what and nothing comes between that. Life is not fair and the sooner you realize it the better off you will be. Some days it really isn't worth getting out of bed. Never rush to find love and when you think you have found it, wait some more. Whiskey and women are best served warm, beer and revenge...cold. Karma exist but usually doesn't work as fast as you would like. Society has lost it's morals, and those that still have them don't fit in with the majority. Don't believe a cop when they say you can't out run them or hide from them...ask me and I can explain. Drinking in excess is fun, sitting on the curb bleeding and in handcuffs is not (most of the time lol) Never underestimate the abilities of your opponent. For all the women that say there are no good men left...they need to open ther

Yearning
The flame that represents your life glows brightly basking all who are near in your aura It is I who secretly yearns to be one of your chosen, to loom in the love and warmth of your light I hear your name whispered in the dark, only to realize it has fallen from my lips My heart cries out to be near you, I am here why can you not see me Why do you not know who I am but I am cut off and in the dark ~Wycked~

Yearning
my heart is aching my soul is crying yearning for the one i love wanting his arms around me though many miles separate us whenever i close my eyes i feel his arms around me keeping me safe and secure i ache for the day we are together i ache for the feel of his arms the sweet taste of his kiss the gentleness of his hands my ears strain to hear those words my heart beats for him alone my arms ache to hold him i ache to spend my days by his side and the nights in his arms

3-year "marriage" Contract
Aoife and I were growing weary of being on pay-as-you-go plans. My plan with Telus was okay, costing me about $50 per month (plus tax) for my limitless incoming calls and limitless texting, but her Rogers plan sucked ass - she couldn't get text bundles like I could. So off we went yesterday, up to the mall and into the Telus store to check out a "family" plan so we could both upgrade and get free calling/texting between us. We signed up for a three-year contract, and we're joking that now we HAVE to stay together because of the phones =P We had an option to get new phones and of course we took it. Aoife's Razr is old and having issues, and my LG whatever is just...Whatever :p We were looking at the new Shine model (silver or gold available) which would cost $80 and it was buy one get one free, but we were quickly distracted and entranced by the newer Keybo, which was $50 (so the two would cost $100). Yeah, we went with the Keybo. She got black, and I got pomegranite. She just "ha

7 Years And Day Late
U.S. troops authorized to raid Taliban's Pakistan havens Jonathan Manthorpe Vancouver Sun Friday, September 12, 2008 The war in Afghanistan has formally spread to neighbouring Pakistan with reports from Washington that President George W. Bush has authorized cross-border raids by American forces. So far there has been little reaction in Pakistan, where feelings both of the sanctity of national sovereignty and dislike of the U.S/ government are intense. This lack of reaction on the streets is largely because Pakistan, like all predominantly Muslim countries, is currently observing the Ramadan period of fasting and religious contemplation. But the American move has serious implications for Pakistan's new president, Asif Ali Zardari, who has already been the target of a torrent of criticism for voicing support for the campaign against the Taliban and al-Qaida militants during his inauguration on Wednesday. The expansion of the war into Pakistan was also applauded on

1 Year Ago (rip Dad)
one year ago today is when we lost you dad, you went to a better place, free from pain, free from suffering, free from this world, you have been miss by those who care, those who did not forgot what time it was, no phone calls, no messages, thats ok dad, like when you were alive, those who cared, still care, those who live you helped, bye knowing you are still here, its been a year, its been hard, wish you were hear, i still need more guiedence, i have done as you asked, i have taken care of the family, now its time for me to go, rest in peace dad, love bedrock

86-year Old Lady's Letter To Bank
86-year old lady's letter to bank Shown below; is an actual letter that was sent to a bank by an 86 year old woman The bank manager thought it amusing enough to have it published in the New York Times. Dear Sir: I am writing to thank you for bouncing my check with which I endeavored to pay my plumber last month. By my calculations, three nanoseconds must have elapsed between his presenting the check and the arrival in my account of the funds needed to honor it. I refer, of course, to the automatic monthly deposit of my entire pension, an arrangement which, I admit, has been in place for only eight years. You are to be commended for seizing that brief window of opportunity, and also for debiting my account $30 by way of penalty for the inconvenience caused to your bank. My thankfulness springs from the manner in which this incid ent has caused me to rethink my errant financial ways. I noticed that whereas I personally answer your telephone calls and letters, --- when

Year Of The Dragon's Birthday
We have a special FUBAR birthday coming up on the 27th!! She will be out of town celebrating(wink wink), but we wanted her to know that we are thinking about her before she leaves! YoTD has a special place in my heart, as my mentor, my sister team mate and my bestest friend. Please show her the love that she deserves. Year of the Dragon™"@ fubar So hit her up and love the hell out of her! Have a ROCKIN Birthday T. LOVES YA BUNCHES!! Jack and Dolly Jack and Dolly@ fubar (repost of original by '†DollyDagger†™' on '2008-09-23 14:20:53') (repost of original by '

2 Years Gone
Joined: October 1, 2006 Cannot believe I've been on this site for that long, seems that time has just flown past. The good has always outweighed the bad for me though and I have had good friends since almost the first moment and up to now. None of which I will ever forget. Sad as it may seem, I fit in better with people here than outside of here, but it's better than fitting in nowhere. So thank you all for allowing me to be me, and for putting up with it.

2 Years
Today is the two year anniversary for the kitty and myself. Hard to believe. It doesn't seem that long ago that he was my waiter at Chili's. What progress have we made in two years? Well, we managed to not live together for a year and a half. We have also managed to live TOGETHER for the remainder. Currently we are considering separate residences to add that distance spark back into the mix. [Vanilla tedium is wearing on both of our nerves.] Our D/s dynamic is stronger then ever. We are heading towards presenting him as a top to all but me. Many people have the misconception that he will bottom to anyone if I just ask -- this is completely untrue. He ONLY likes to bottom to me. Otherwise he'd enjoy beating the crap out of everyone else. I totally encourage this!! [And no, he is NOT service topping me in private. We do NOT screw with our dynamic like that by my design.] Our complete clarity is still completely intact. We tear down each others walls and look into our souls

60 Years Of Nhs ?
Subject: FW: 60 YEARS OF NHS!! Lady rings her local hospital and this conversation follows: 'Hello I'd like some information on a patient, Mrs Tiptree. She was admitted last week with chest pains and I just want to know if her condition has deteriorated, stabilised or improved? ''Do you know which ward she is in? ''Yes, ward P, room 2B''I'll just put you through to the nurse station. ''Hello, ward P, how can I help? ''I would just like some information on a patient, Mrs Tiptree, I was wondering if her condition had deteriorated, stabilised or improved? ''I'll just check her notes. I'm pleased to say that Mrs Tiptree's conditioned has improved. She has regained her appetite, her temperature has steadied and after some routine checks tonight, she should be well enough to go home tomorrow. ''Oh that's wonderful news, I'm so happy, thankyou ever so much! ''You seem very relieved, are you a close friend or relative? ''No, I'm Mr

10 Years ~ Wasteland
"Wasteland" Change my attempt good intentions Crouched over You were not there Living in fear But signs were not really that scarce Obvious tears But I will not Hide you through this I want you to help them, please see The bleeding heart perched on my shirt Die, withdraw Hide in cold sweat Quivering lips Ignore remorse Naming a kid, living wasteland This time you've tried All that you can turning you red Change my attempt good intentions Should I, could I Here we are with your obsession Should I, could I Crowned hopeless The article read living wasteland This time you've tried All that you can turning you red but I will not Hide you through this I want you to help Change my attempt good intentions Should I, could I Here we are with your obsession Should I, could I Heave the silver hollow sliver Piercing through another victim Turn and tremble be judgmental Ignorant to all the symbols Blind the face with beauty paste Eventually you'l

5 Years. 40-45. Dann All Ist Gut!!!
Tro: Du har nevnt forbindelsen mellom Hitlers jødeutryddelser og Aztekerenes menneskeofringer. Har du noen referanser til påstanden? BZ: Først og fremst oppdagelsen av Jesus som egypter. En oppvåkning om dette og forståelsen av Egypts betydning fører til et mentalt ras. For en jødehater som Hitler kan det ha ført til et ekstremt vannvidd underbygget av den første verdenskrigens totale sammenbrudd i mennesklighet som dessuten finner sin parallell i Stalins utrenskninger. Og vi må huske at Hess, personen som ganske sikkert fortalte Hitler om sammenhengen mellom Egypt, jødene og Jesus, så på sine medsammensvorne under Nurenberg-rettsakene med idiotens blikk. Han spilte klovn med full rett ettersom de som kjente hans sannhet var kun massemordere. Og de som skulle dømme ham levde i en annen verden. En annen som kan ha kommet til den samme innsikten er Bowie. Han gir i sangen 5 Years en beskrivelse av kommende undergang med en innlevelse som kun en aztekisk prest ville kunne forstå.

18 Years!
It's hard to believe it really has been that long, but 18 years ago, this beautiful girl was born into my life. She's always been Daddys Girl, as much as my son was attached to my wife, she was attached to me. I remember how she used to look at me with those big brown eyes smiling, as if she really believed I could do ANYTHING. :) Well she has grown up into a mature responsible kind hearted civic minded young lady, who is almost always willing to play the role of peacemaker, but do not let that soft exterior fool you, once her patience has run out, she can be a bulldog. I love her and I'm so proud of her, a dad couldn't ask for a better daughter.

8-year-old Charged With Murder
8-year-old charged with murdering dad, another man By FELICIA FONSECA Associated Press Writer ST. JOHNS, Ariz. (AP) -- By all accounts, he was a good boy. No problems in school. No disuptions in his religious education classes at St. Johns Catholic Church, where he was to mark his First Communion this year. So police and neighbors in the 8-year-old's small eastern Arizona community are at a loss to explain why he would have used a .22-caliber rifle to kill his father and another man at their home. "That child, I don't think he knows what he did, and it was brutal,'' said the family priest, the Very Rev. John Paul Sauter. Police say the boy killed his father, Vincent Romero, 29, and another man, Timothy Romans, 39, on Wednesday. The men worked together, and Romans had been renting a room at the house, prosecutors said. The boy, who faces two counts of premeditated murder, did not act on the spur of the moment, St. Johns Police Chief Roy Melnick said. Police are look

30 Years
Today is my last day of being in my 20's. As of tomorrow I will be a moldy old hag that can no longer be trusted by the younger crowds....or atleast thats what I believed before I turned 30. But ofcourse now that I am at this point 30 isn't looking so bad. I thought I would be sad and depressed but I am actually looking forward to it. I might actually feel like a grown up....well kinda I guess. But its got me thinking back over the last 30 years. My god...where has the time gone?? I don't even want to imagine my kids turning 30 yet, but I bet it will be here before I know it. So 30 years ago tomorrow I was born, at 6:25 in the evening. I wonder if my mother ever thought I would be who I am today when she was holding me there. I can kinda fathom the idea.....I look at my kids and wonder what they will be like as they grow up. Its amazing thing isn't it, watching your little ones grow and mature. I love watching them learn and discover new things. Its so fasinating. And I

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3 Years
So it’s officially been three years since my surgery. The past two years when the date comes, I normally just get in a blah mood. That moods leads to me thinking about all the things that I have lost in these three years. This year I’ve taken another look at it. Yes I did loose some things but not everything. I don’t blame my parents for not trying to keep up most of my bills. I know they couldn’t. I do not blame them for selling my car. Later on they did replace my car but later on we agreed to sale it too. Yes it’s been three years since I have worked. I choose to have surgery so that I could walk for a little while longer. I knew from the get go I could end up worse. I do not blame the doctor. This year I’ve looked at the whole situation from a different point of view. I do not long for the things that I lost better yet I’m thankful for the things that came out of having surgery. I’m very thankful for my Mama. If it wasn’t for her I would be lost. She is always there for me to lean

A Year Ago
a year ago A year ago I longed for the magic of a feathered kiss A year ago you blessed me with that which I most missed That night under the stars with the air soft and sweet You took me in your arms and let me sweep you off your feet A touch of paradise; ` the hour lasted forever But caution called and our bond was soon to sever And oh, deepest regrets as I released you with a sigh My pained and passionate heart taught again to fly And now here we are, a year hence has past I hope to kiss you again and this time make it last For though the magic of your kiss has lasted me this year My deepest dream has been again to hold you near

Years Behind Me
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2 Years
It's been 2 years since a friend invited me here, to what was then Cherrytap. Things certainly change. I've changed as well. I've made good friends, and at times found good friends were not so good. In the end, I learned lessons about myself, and about life. I have not been spending as much time here lately. It used to be on all the time even when I was not sitting here. But I lost the desire to be here. The same goes for yahoo, myspace, and facebook. Now as tomorrow will be 2 years, I'm ready to go for a variety of reasons. The only thing I don't know is if I delete it all, or just stay away and see if there is a urge to come back later.

3 Years In A Wheelchair.. :(
Today marks 3 years since my son was paralyzed in a car accident. I started to write this and it wound up way too long, so I've tried to trim this down to make it a little more readable. Going to the High School at 6:30 am on a Saturday morning to catch the activity bus for a wrestling meet a couple of towns over, Chris and his friend decided to go to McDonalds first. They liked to starve themselves to make weight, but as soon as the weigh-in was over, they would all pig out. Making the trip to McD's caused them to run late, so they were in a big rush to reach the High School before the bus left. Because of this, the driver was travelling at approx 85 mph on a little country back road (45 mph speed limit). He ran off the road in the first curve he came to (which was not really a sharp curve, even) and over-corrected. In doing so, the car turned sideways and flipped over 3 times. Chris (not wearing a seatbelt) was ejected and the car rolled over him. He has what is called a "compl

4 Years
so 4 years ago today i moved to california. and my first night in my home was also the same night that one of my musicial heroes, Dimebag Darrell was murdered in my home state of Ohio. the irony wasn't lost on me. my whole time in california has been a mix of both good and bad times. i've had my share of both and when i look back i realize how much crazy shit has really happened in only 4 years. granted most of the last year and a half has been insanely more bad times than good, i still have done my best to keep my head up and survive. and i continue to survive. i don't give up easily no matter how many times i break down and want to. i stand up and plow through it. i'm too fucking stubborn. so as i blast some Pantera on my stero i just have a smile on my face cuz ya know what? i'm not done. i'm not giving up. and i'm sure as hell not gonna lie down and die. horns

30 Years
in my last 30 years ive been a jerk or worse..granted ive had a lot of fun in my younger years..the parties the tokein the friends... the GURRLS...in my last 30 years ive thought i found tru love at times but was wrong EVERY single time......except once... the most recent one..shes given me the best times of my life.. and the worlds most PERFECT lil boy..but what do ya expect a perfect child from a perfect lady...but in the end of my last 30 years.. my jerk half has shown BRIGHT and im not proud of that...my last 30 years has not bed somethin to brag of with the exception of them coming into my life..and with how ive acted .. IM NOT PROUD OF MY LAST 30 YEARS..... my next 30 years is gonna be spent TRYING to make up for my ways... trying to be the best father and husband i can be..cause my son deserves NOTHING less than the BEST...same goes for my wife.. they deserve the best cause they are the best..and in my nxt 30 years i know ill NEVER be able to give them HALF of what they dese

3-year-old Tells All From His Mother's Restroom Stall.
3-year-old tells all from his mother's restroom stall. By Shannon Popkin My little guy, Cade, is quite a talker. He loves to communicate and does it quite well. He talks to people constantly, whether we're in the library, the grocery store or at a drive-thru window. There've been several embarrassing times that I've wished the meaning of his words would have been masked by a not-so-audible voice, but never have I wished this more than last week at Costco. Halfway, through our shopping trip, nature called, so I took Cade with me into the restroom. If you'd been one of the ladies in the restroom that evening, this is what you would have heard coming from the second to the last stall:..... 'Mommy, are you gonna go potty? Oh! Why are you putting toiwet paper on the potty, Mommy? Oh! You gonna sit down on da toiwet paper now? Mommy, what are you doing? Mommy, are you gonna go stinkies on the potty?' At this point I started mentally counting how many women had been in t

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Years End
Well this is the last day of a rather interesting year. Next year should be a year of change on every level imaginable. For me it will be a year of incredible change and I am so optimistic that my dreams and goals will be met. How so you may ask? Well, after a year of going through the motions of existing while feeling sorry for myself, I found the answer. What makes me thrive is to accept challenges and then prevail. In this year of woe, I have been given a huge challenge as well as the gift of my freedom. The woe was oh shit no job where is my money gonna come from? The reality is I have been making ends meet by this and that and the other, all legal!! THe Challenge is now not that I have to find a job, but to keep being resourceful and to eventually be in business for myself. With the realization that I am surviving and that I am maintaining my expenses, I find that I have time to pursue goals that have long died. I was a pretty good climber and I got to climb with some of the b

Yearly Exam
Went to the doctor for my yearly physical. The nurse starts with certain basics. 'How much do you weigh?' she asks. '135,' I say. The nurse puts me on the scale. It turns out my weight is 180. The nurse asks, 'Your height?' '5 foot 4,' I say. The nurse checks and sees that I only measure 5'2'. She then takes my blood pressure and tells me it is very high. 'Of course it's high!' I scream. 'When I came in here I was tall and slender! Now I'm short and fat!' She put me on Prozac. What a bitch!

The Year Of 2009
Well it has to be better than '08! First off I just want to say that by August 1st I will be in a new apartment with my new roomie cuz I'm kickin' the old one to the curb. Those of you who know me, know that I'm completely fed up with my current living status. I could go on with millions of examples of why it's not working anymore, but it will just get me upset. My job is sub-par but that seems to be the norm for anyone these days. The economy is so bad that I can't look for a new job because where I am now is safe. We have a union therefor they can't fire me or compromise my job with a layoff or pay cut. But it's sucking my soul out...I have to eventually get out or I'll never leave. Next would be a car - I need one so that will eventually be in the works once I get settled into the new apartment. So hopefully 2009 will be great!

The Year You Were Born
In 1986 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US The US officially observes Martin Luther King Day as a national holiday for the first time The space shuttle Challenger explodes moments after lift off, killing 6 astronauts and a teacher A major nuclear disaster occurs at the Chernobyl nuclear power plant in the Soviet Union Japanese video game maker Nintendo introduces its games to America US warplanes bomb Libyan headquarters in retaliation for terrorist attacks The Soviet Union launches the Mir space station IBM unveils the PC Convertible, the first laptop computer Charlotte Church, The Olsen twins, and Lindsay Lohan are born New York Mets win the World Series Chicago Bears win Superbowl XX Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Top Gun is the top grossing film "That's What Friends Are For" by Dionne & Friends spends the most time at the top of the US charts ALF, the Oprah Winfrey Show, and Pee-wee's Playhouse pr

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6 Year Old Boy Killed At Monster Truck Show.
There are 3 videos that will autoplay about this. I love racing and motorsports in all forms but this is unbelievable how cold the organziers and emergency staff were about the incident. What is even more amazing is there seems not to be adequate protection for the spectators. I can not help but be shocked that they DID NOT EVEN STOP THE SHOW and no one as of the report time of the story had even been in touch with the family to see if he was ok or offer apology or anything!!! http://cosmos.bcst.yahoo.com/up/player/popup/?rn=4226712&cl=11588889&src=news

23 Years Ago Today.....
23 years ago today the preacher said lets bow our heads to pray, let this couple live til death due us part let only that tear them apart. But years have changed us and apart we did go. But now we are stronger than we will ever know. The years have taught us that we grow closer even tho we are apart but yet we still reside in each others hearts. The heart is a funny thing. It beats on its own like a butterfly's wings. A heart can be broken it can be shattered in a million pieces but yet it still beats. It beats for us to live to deal with lost loves. it beats even tho our children have hurt us. it beats even tho the love of our lives have crushed it at one time or another. but a heart is whole when you have the love of your family and friends. so 23 years ago today I gave you my heart, I thought for a while there that you had vacated it but in truth you have always been there. I can not touch you but my thoughts and heart are with you even to this day. Hap

The Year 1908
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On February 22nd 2008 (my 23rd birthday)... I was on vacation visiting my love and my wheelchair tipped over a step. Due to my fragile bone disorder, the impact broke my legs and injured my spine. Because the hospital was unfamiliar with my condition, the doctors gave me some heavy pain narcotics that my body could not handle. The drugs put me in a state where my lungs almost stopped working and I was experiencing respiratory acidosis. That means that my lungs were not getting rid of the carbon dioxide. I had to be intubated and put on a ventilator and eventually the doctors had to perform a tracheotomy. I was in the hospital a little over 3 weeks and had the trach almost a month. I almost died and the doctors said I would have to live with the trach in the rest of my life. THEN Today almost a year later, I am trach free and feel honored and blessed to be alive. That was a scary, scary time for me and I thank my family, friends and girl friend for

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3 Years Baby!
Today marks the 3 year anniversary of when my son's dad put my head into a brick wall and I left him. It is also the day I use for my clean date. It really was a couple of days ago but I'm not positive when so I use today. (I would have almost 4 years clean but my stupid ass got back together with my son's dad and relapsed for a month about 3 years ago.)

1 Year Down, Forever To Go!
So today marks our first wedding anniversary..and memories of warm weather in Florida and not this icky white cold stuffs thats on the ground outside our door :| We are childless for this evening now its just me waitin for him to get home from work then hopfully make it to a movie and dinner before the weather gets to bed. Just wanted to say thanks again to all our friends that had faith in us from the start.. which is about 6 of yahs lol plus I want to say a special thank you to suga for introducing mr potatoes eyes to me.. yur the bestest friend a girl could ask for :) and I love you lots. Now to end my rambling imma just post our wedding song. I love you Christopher more then any song could ever word but its a close second lol. later days!

10 Years- So Long Good Bye
Keep changing your mind. Like clouds in the sky. Love me when your high. Leave me when you cry. I know it all takes time. Like a river running dry when the suns to bright. So long this is good-bye. May we meet again in another life. Like strangers passing by. May we see clearly in a different light. Keep dodging lights. Like a thief in the night. The sun will rise and expose all our lies. So why deny that you and I lead different lives. The rivers from your eye's can't change my mind.

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Year Three.
It's the third year anniversary of my mothers passing today. I wanted to honor her a bit by....well...rambling about her for a few moments. I'm not asking anyone to read this, it's mainly here for her and I. But, if you're interested in knowing a bit about one of the coolest women to walk this Earth then...by all means, read on. I remember New Year Eve. You standing on the front porch banging pots and pans absolutely carefree and ecstatic. I remember your music, I still cannot hear anything from Willy Nelson or James Taylor without crying. No matter where I am or what I'm doing, hearing songs that were essentially yours still bring tears to my eyes. Every time I pick up a book I'm reminded of you. You gave me my love of reading, among countless other valuable traits. All those PBS shows I would have never even knew existed, the parades with all the grandkids on holidays, and the "Let's see if we can get lost for the day" trips in the car. I remember all your stories of your ch

29 Year Old Murder
I am in shock, I was just watching the news and they said that a murder of a 18 year old woman that happened 29 years ago in Columbus Wisconsin had been solved and when they said the name and showed the pic of the guy who they charged I almost fell over!! He is a guy I have been working with for about 10 years, he was always a little strange and always seemed on edge, NOW I know why. Just goes to show you that you never really know a person even when you think you do. just thought I would share this, so ladies be careful!! Thanks

10 Years Later
I guess I'm a glutton for punishment. As if I'm not miserable enough. Anyway, I decided to try on my wedding dress today. So 10 years after the wedding, after 2 kids, it still fits perfectly. I'm thrilled that I once again have my 20 year old body. The memories got to me, though and I bawled like a baby. Oh, well. That's what I get for being a stupid little girl and falling head over heels for a liar.

42 Years
FTER BEING MARRIED FOR 42 YEARS,I TOOK A CAREFUL LOOK AT MY WIFE ONE DAY AND SAID,"HONEY, 42 YEARS AGO WE HAD A CHEAP APARTMENT, ACHEAP CAR, SLEPT ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHED A10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV, BUT EVERY NIGHT I GOTTO SLEEP WITH AHOT 19-YEAR-OLD GAL. NOW I HAVE A $500,000 HOME, A $45,000 CAR, NICE BIGBED AND PLASMA SCREEN TV, BUT NOW I'M SLEEPING WITH A 61-YEAR-OLD WOMAN. IT SEEMS TO ME YOU'RENOT HOLDING UP YOUR SIDE OF THINGS." MY WIFE IS A VERY REASONABLE WOMAN..SHE TOLD ME TO GO OUT AND FIND ME A HOT19-YEAR-OLD GAL, AND SHE WOULD MAKE SURE THAT IWOULD ONCE AGAIN BE LIVING IN A CHEAP APARTMENT,DRIVING A CHEAP CAR, SLEEPING ON A SOFA BED ANDWATCHING A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV.

50 Years Ago.....
The husband leans over and asks his wife, 'Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you.' 'Yes', she says, 'I remember it well.' 'OK,' he says, 'How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?' 'Oh Charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!' A police officer sitting in the next booth heard their conversation and, having a chuckle to himself, he thinks to himself, I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble. So he follows them. The elderly couple walk s haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by walking sticks. Finally, they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers. As she leans against the fence, the old m

12 Year Old Girl Pitches A Perfect Game
BAYONNE, N.J. -- On the pitcher's mound, a 12-year-old girl from New Jersey is perfect. Mackenzie Brown is the first girl in Bayonne Little League history to throw a perfect game. She retired all 18 boys she faced on Tuesday. There are no official records of how many perfect games are thrown per season. Little League Baseball in Williamsport, Pa., estimates only 50 to 60 occur each year. No one knows how many have been thrown by girls. Brown says she knew she had something special going in the fourth inning and just tried not to mess up. She'll get to throw out the first pitch at Citi Field on Saturday when the New York Mets host the Washington Nationals. Copyright 2009 by The Associated Press

5 Years Wasted
As some of you know I've been going to college for the past 5 years. The reason I got to go to college is actually beause I have fibromyalgia and the state of Tennessee, in an effort to help out disabled people (the program is called vocational rehabilitation) pays tuition for disabled people who quality. They will only pay for 10 semesters though. Having Fibromyalgia, I was only able to take 12 hours most semesters, which meant it would take at least 10 semesters for me to finish. Well, I've made almost to graduation, but I didn't pass the last class I needed to graduate due to too many abscences because I have fibromyalgia. Since I just finished my 10th semester, vocational rehabilitation will no longer pay for me to go to school and I can't afford to pay for it myself. In fact, if I didn't have fibromyalgia I would've never been able to go to college to begin with. The obvious solution to this would be to somehow come up with the money to take that one class this summer or next

3 Years
Its been 3 long years since you've been gone. It seems just like yesterday i got the phone call saying that you had passed away. I sit here this morning and think of all the times i would come over and we would talk and you would teach me a new trick in cooking to cut back on dishes. A cup of flour is a handful, a tablespoon of baking powder is a palm full. Remembering how we all cried when we found out that you had cancer...we were all afraid but you told us not to worry and it would all be okay. You put up a long a courageous fight for 3 years. I remember riding the hour commute almost daily to go to the doctors for check ups and blood work, chemotherapy, and pain managment. We all learned little tricks of our own to cut back on your pain, and sickness. on May 6th,2006 i guess you decided it was time to give up that fight. And for a week we all sat at your bedside in your home. Checking your temperature, blood pressure, fixing your IV's and keeping you comfortable as you lived out y

1 Year
Well, as of today (May 14,2009), I've been sober 1 year. I got away from the dope 4 1/2 years ago (November 14,2004) but alcohol still had a grip on me. For a short time after I quit drinking, I had myself believing that I had 2 sober dates...1 for drugs and the other for booze. I learned that to be clean and sober you had to give up both and there is only one date for that. But I'm still very proud of both accomplishments individually. However, I realize that I've only been "Clean and Sober" for one year. But I'm happy with that. May 14 will be a special and life changing day forever etched into my life and I hope and pray there will be many more years to come. I hope that I die at a very ripe old age and I'm confident that whenever that may be, I'll be sober when it happens. I want to thank all the people that helped and supported me along the way individually but there are just too many to list so I say this to them now "THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT. I COULDN'T HAVE DONE IT WITHOU

10 Year Old Girl Has Breast Cancer
"Doctors in California are treating a 10-year-old girl with breast cancer, KFSN-TV in Fresno reported.The station said that the fifth-grader, Hannah Powell-Auslam, had a partial mastectomy to remove a tumor, but it still spread into her lymph nodes.She..." Source: thedenverchannel.com

The Year 1909
The average life expectancy was 47 years. Only 14 percent of the homes had a bathtub. Only 8 percent of the homes had a telephone. There were only 8,000 cars and only 144 miles of paved roads. The maximum speed limit in most cities was 10 mph. The tallest structure in the world was the Eiffel Tower The average wage in 1909 was 22 cents per hour. The average worker made between $200 and $400 per year . A competent accountant could expect to earn $2000 per year,A denti

65 Years Is More American Than 25 Years!
Well, I thought I had my entry for the day, but I was viewing the Escapist Magazine forums, when I stumbled across this thread. Actually, I was watching Yahtzee blithely discuss Saints Row 2 on Zero Punctuation, and happened to chance across the thread by the following title: "Google Criticized as 'Anti-American' For Tetris Logo". Obviously, my interest was piqued, and I scrambled (i.e. right-clicked) to have a look. I was met with the following article, written by Andy Chalk: Google Criticized as "Anti-American" for Tetris Logo Andy Chalk posted on 8 Jun 2009 4:28 pm Filed under: andy chalk, anti-american, d-day, google, tetris Google has been criticized as "anti-American" for using a Tetris-style logo to celebrate the 25th anniversary of the famed videogame rather than marking the 65th anniversary of the Allied invasion of Normandy. Political leaders gathered in France this weekend to mark the 65th anniversary of D-Day, the largest amphibious invasion in history that s

A Year Later. How Things Change. Lmao
Whats good everyone. Its been about a year and a couple months.. I met this chick off fubar and went to go meet her.. Apparently, one of her "friends" didnt like that idea so he would text her and tell her all these different things about what he would do for her and to her.. Nigga is quite funny. So she would text him and talk to him, u know, the type of shit young females do. How he wants to eat her out and he wanted to do it so bad. So anyway, we stop talking becuase she wanted to tell him what goes on in the bedroom and tell him she wanted to be with him. Which i dont understand since he has a girlfriend. But get this, he gets happy as hell that we stop talking, he tried to write a "blog" about me sucking in bed.. Sounds kinda homo, right? I mean, why does it concern him how i am in bed.. Sorry dude, i dont swing that way. Now here is the funniest part.. Me and his "girl" are close friends and i have learned something about him. Whats fucking with all this time he hating on me, he

5 Year Old Boy Dies In High Speed Police Chase!
The police responded to a domestic violence call and the boyfriend that had a shotgun got in his vehicle and took the 5 year old with him and the boyfriend was drunk. The police chased the car for about 30 minutes when the driver went through a red light and hit an oncoming semi and the little boy was NOT strapped in and flew through the front windshied dying immediately. Please pray for the family of that boy!!!

4 Year Ceiling
A young woman, pursuing a graduate degree in art history, was going to Italy to study the country's greatest works of art. Since there was no one to look after her grandmother while she was away, she took the old lady with her. At the Sistine Chapel in the Vatican, she pointed to the painting on the ceiling. "Grandma, it took Michelangelo a full four years to get that ceiling painted." "Oh my, "the grandmother says. "He and I must have the same landlord."

The Years
The years I’ve known you have gave me guidance when I was searching for the truth. You helped me to see what I needed to do. If I were lonely down in despair needing to hear that someone was there with compassion to lend an attentive ear. All those times in my life I needed to mend you were always the one I could truly call a friend. I hope in my heart I have been there for you too and that we’ll be friends our whole life through. Christopher Kortz 12-17-2002

4 Years.....
Each time they say your nameA tear forms in my eyeHow can I be happyIf all I seem to do is cry You wern't supposed to leave usIt has to be a dreamI cant accept your absenceAnd take goodbye for what it meansYou left me lost and brokenI still can't find my wayThe years have passed real slowlyBut it's harder every dayI thought you would be here foreverEvery time I love someoneIt seems they get taken awayNone of this should have happenedYour place is next to mineEveryone says its supposed to get betterBut it seems the hurt won't ease in timeI will never forget youThough we are far apartI miss you so much MarkAnd i'll always love you with all my heart RIP Mark...Gone To Soon But U Will Forever Live In Our Hearts! Lovin U Always, Michelle & Ur Daughta Jamy'lah

3 Years On The Fu
How time flies! Just three years ago a friend told me about a fun lil site, kinda like MySpace but was more fun and more interactive with people... it was called Lost Cherry. I created a profile and have had fun ever since. The site pulled a fast one on us when it hit 1 million profiles - really miss those days :p It went from Lost Cherry to CherryTap to what it is today.. so many changes over the three years from under 1 million profiles and all you could do to level was to rate rate rate... but it got people to visit and chat and really look at pictures and stash and interact with others - it was literally the small neighborhood bar where everyone knew you and was like a comfortable jacket you loved to wear. Remember when happy hours started and we went "wow!" then the first bling and all life changed on FU from then on :p It used to be that the million dollar mansion was THE big item to give and to receive! FUBAR has certainly changed and grown, and I'm happy that friends from

25 Years Of Life
Well, what can I say about my 25th year alive? Not really much I guess. There really hasn't been alot in my life that's really worth talking about. I didn't accomplish much and what I did accomplish in my 25 years was graduate high school, get into some trouble, move around alot, get a couple tattoos, get engaged, had my heart broken many many times and was hurt in many serious relationships throughout my life. There is still much going on right now as that I am not going to give into detail about it all because it's still currently taking effect. I held down many many jobs including Burger King and KFC, TGI Fridays, and two of which just weren't jobs but possible career paths I could've chosen but did not. One being a medical records clerk for a family practice office in NJ and the other being a tractor-trailer service repair technician for a major towing company in Pennsylvania. At least with that "career" I was going out on jobs in the middle of the night, cleaning up after major ac

A Year Ago
"A Year Ago Today"A year ago todayI’m little bit strongerI can't believe what happenedA year ago todayAnd I just can't forget about itYou mean every thing to meYou went awayA year ago todayAnother year gone byOh the tears still runLife seemed so unkindA year ago todayAnd I just can't understand itAnd I don't think I ever willYou went awayA year ago todayAnd how many times have I questioned myselfWhat more could I doI’ve gotta pick myself up,Take another lookAnd dust myself off cause life's too short,I'll say it to myself and I'll say it againYour Love is with inAnd though we're so far apartYou're forever in my heartA year ago todayI’m a little bit strongerOn this anniversaryYou're watching over meAnd keeping me safeAnd warm with yourKind words in my heartYou went awayA year ago todayI miss you so muchYour always on my mindAnd in my heartR.I.P. Dad I love you with all my heart.

The Year Is 1947
The year is 1947Some of you will recall that on July 8, 1947, a little over 60 years Ago, witnesses claim that an unidentified flying object (UFO) with five Aliens aboard crashed onto a sheep and mule ranch just outside Roswell New Mexico . This is a well known incident that many say has long been Covered up by the U.S. Air Force and other federal agencies and Organizations.However, what you may NOT know is that in the month of April 1948, nine Months after that historic day, the following people were born:Albert A. Gore, Jr..Hillary RodhamJohn F. KerryWilliam J. ClintonHoward DeanNancy PelosiDianne FeinsteinCharles E. SchumerBarbara BoxerSee what happens when aliens breed with sheep and jackasses?I certainly hope this bit of information clears up a lot of things for you. It did for me. No wonder they support the bill to help illegal aliens! Now You Know...THINK ABOUT IT.. CREEPY, HUH?

2,700-year-old Marijuana Stash Found
http://www.torontosun.com/news/weird/2008/... Researchers say they have located the world's oldest stash of marijuana, in a tomb in a remote part of China. The cache of cannabis is about 2,700 years old and was clearly "cultivated for psychoactive purposes," rather than as fibre for clothing or as food, says a research paper in the Journal of Experimental Botany.

1 Year Ago
It has been one year since the massacre of those innocent people. I still to this day get tears when I deliver the mail to those boxes. All those lives shattered...and I often wonder why I was spared. I also thank God that I was. They had a memorial service 2 nights ago..It was so sad. All the family and friends of the slain were there...remembering their loved ones and clinging to each other for comfort. The healing will be a long time in coming...if it ever does. I hope and pray this insanity never happens again.

1 Year On Fubar - Today! Sept 16th 2009
WOOHOO! I Made it to my 1 Year Mark on Fubar! While I don't expect to make Oracle today, a huge dent will be made in my TNL! TrickyDick was nice enough to give me his points today OMG RIGHT?! That being said, some nifty things are gonna happen today. Both TrickyDick and myself will have Autos on today. So guess what? I'm gonna be paying for Rates rates for the both of us! 10,000 Fubucks for Every 100 pics rated during NON Happy Hours and 20,000 Fubucks per 100 Rates DURING Happy Hours. I do realize their are very few Happy Hours today. So make it worth it! So if you rate and you expect pay, PLEASE PM TrickyDick for the rates you give to him, and PM Me for the rates you give to me and you will be paid. No drinks, NO SB Messages! PM Totals and Comment the last pic of every folder you rate. Then Friday, The Almighty BUBZY Will be giving me her points for 12 Hours! Man, i've got an exciting next couple of days right? Happy Fu-ing Everyone!

13 Years, That Are Gone Forever.
I know this is going to be hard, but it isn't impossible. I've seen people do it, and not go back. They've crossed from one side, to the other, without looking back, because they're better than they were before. They're stronger, wiser, and for the most part, happier. Does it take awhile? yes. Is it enjoyable? No. Not in the least. but it's beneficial. Health wise, as well as financially. For 13 years I've chosen smoking over breathing. A chain over freedom. It over me. I've changed my mind, and decided to change to change my life. I just hope I Can stick to it. Fuck that. I know I CAN. What I hope, is that I WILL. I've got little over half a pack left. And have not bought any to replace them. Once they are gone, I am done. I will suffer through the headaches, the sweats, and whatever else this shit throws at me as it leaves my body once and for all. I will do this, because I WANT to do this. I want my money back, and I want my life back. It's about a choice, really. And between sm

10 Years
10 years have passed and it still hurts as bad as the first. time is supposed to heal but it seems that things have gotten worse as time passes. i often wonder how different things would be if you were still here. where would i be? would you still act the same? would we be closer? and WHY? still goes through my head.. i guess it doesnt matter why.. I just miss you..always will

6 Years
For six years of my life, I was Military. Army Reserve, but hey, it's all good. I am proud of those years. I was one of the fortunate ones that joined, served, and was discharged and didn't have to risk my life dodging bullets. Thing is, if I would have had to, I would have done so with out hesitation. My thoughts are this: If you are willing to enjoy the freedoms of this country, you should be willing to stand up and defend it. I am a supporter of the U.S. Military. 100% no fail, no falter. Each man and woman that serves, no matter what branch, has made the choice to serve something greater than themselves, and has decided that the country in which we live is worth the risk of their lives to defend. Situations like what happened last week at Ft. Hood always hit me close to home. My heart and jaw dropped when I heard the news that merely hours from me, 13 people were shot and killed. It is easy to look back and point blame, saying, "Well they should have done this, they shou

The Year 2009 And What I Have Been Up To !!!
OKAY ALOT HAS WENT ON IN THE YEAR 2009.SINCE MY LAST ENTRY I HAVE BEEN ALONE FOR THE MOST PART I MEET A MAN I THOUGHT WAS THE ONE AND WELL AGAIN HE TURNED OUT TO BE JUST THE OPPOSITE. BUT ANYWAY I WENT ON WITH MY LIFE TAKING CARE OF MY CHILDREN AND BEING ME.I WORK ALOT TO MAKE UP FOR ALL THE LONELY NIGHTS AND DAYS.I MEET A MAN ON HERE AND BECAME VERY CLOSE...THEN I GOT SCARED THAT HE WOULD BE LIKE ALL THE REST OF THE MEN IN MY LIFE AND HURT ME AND MY KIDS AND I TRIED TO PUSH HIM AWAY.BUT HE WOULD NOT LEAVE HE KEEP COMING AND TELLING ME HE LOVED ME AND WANTED ME AND MY KIDS.HE WAS SO FAR AWAY I WAS IN TEXAS AND HE WAS IN IOWA.I COULDN'T BELIEVE THAT HE WOULD BE DIFFERENT AND DO WHAT HE SAID HE WOULD DO.WELL IN FEBRUARY OF 2009 HE SHOWED UP IN TEXAS AT MY DOOR AND ASK ME TO MARRY HIM.I STILL COULDN'T BELIEVE HE WOULD BE THAT MAN I SO LONG TO HAVE IN MY LIFE.WELL HE STAYED WITH ME IN TEXAS AND GOT A JOB.THE KIDS LOVED HIM AND HE WAS THE FATHER THEY NEVER HAD.THEN WE WENT TO IOWA FOR ME TO

Years End
As the year has come..now soon to pass. The dreams and learning have come and gone. Faith has lifted giving strength to survive. Eyes have opened with no surprise... Sorrow has washed my soul..for only to truly know. My path lies clear..I know now what to do. True color does shine bright...to those whom carry the light. Never forget..what you shall do to one ..comes back to visit you in a large sum... I shall never forget the memories gathered..the broken trust..the heart-filled lies..It is what make me now know now how I have survived 12/24/09

50 Years From Now
Three elderly gents were talking about what their grandchildren would be saying about them fifty years from now. "I would like my grandchildren to say, 'He was successful in business,'" declared the first man. "Fifty years from now," said the second, "I want them to say, 'He was a loyal family man.'" Turning to the third gent, he asked, "So what do you want them to say about you in fifty years?" "Me?" the third one replied. "I want them to say, 'He certainly looks good for his age.'"

20 Years Ago
I was burning some music for my sister the other day (yes, I can be nice once in a while), and it got me thinking. You see, the music I was burning for her was Kenny Rogers Greatest Hits. There is one of his songs I happen to like ( ok, there is more than one), and it is titled "Twenty Years Ago". Part of the lyrics say "Life was so much easier, twenty years ago". I dont think it matters what decade you were born in or what happened twnety years ago, but I believe this holds true for most if not all of us. So I thought today we would discuss what happened to us twenty years ago. Twenty years ago a Flock of Seagulls ran (they ran so far away), Madonna wasnt married and she was doing the Vogue. Johnny hated jazz, Frankie went to Hollywood, and Prince sang under a Purple Rain. Men Without Hats popped the world, Motley Crue took the world by storm with headbanging, thrashin metal, and Bon Jovi set a fashion trend with ankle length trench coats. There was The Cure, The Femmes were violent,

13 Years
13 years ago this morning my dad passed away. It still strikes me funny how it's been so long but yet it still feels like yesterday. I remember every detail of that morning. Every freakin' visual and I truly wish I could forget it. Twenty-seven years I had him. Twenty-seven freakin' years of memories and the images I get still so clearly are those of the morning when we found him. How fucked up is that? Like that is truly the last image you want to have of someone. *sighs* RIP Dad.

The Year You Were Born!
The links below are cool! Everything that was going on in the year you were born, from 1900-2006, Enjoy! :) _1900_ ( http://www.infoplease.com/year/1900.html ) _1901_ ( http://www.infoplease.com/year/1901.html ) _1902_ ( http://www.infoplease.com/year/1902.html ) _1903_ ( http://www.infoplease.com/year/1903.html ) _1904_ ( http://www.infoplease.com/year/1904.html ) _1905_ ( http://www.infoplease.com/year/1905.html ) _1906_ ( http://www.infoplease.com/year/1906.html ) _1907_ ( http://www.infoplease.com/year/1907.html _1908_ (

20 Years Of Marriage
after 20 years of marriage, a couple was lying in bed one evening, when the wife felt her husband begin to fondle her in ways he hadn't in quite sometime. A It almost tickled as his fingers started at her neck, and then began moving down past the small of her back. He then caressed her shoulders and neck, slowly worked his hand down over her breasts, stopping just over her lower stomach. He then proceeded to place his hand on her left inner arm, caressed past the side of her breast again, working down her side, passed gently over her buttock and down her leg to her calf. Then, he proceeded up her inner thigh, stopping just at the uppermost portion of her leg. He continued in the same manner on her right side, then suddenly stopped, rolled over and started to watch the tv. As she had become quite aroused by this caressing, she asked in a loving voice, 'That was wonderful. Why did you stop?' He said , 'I found the remote'.

[4 Years Later]
What you thought I'd spend money on this site to mark the occasion? Maybe I'd beg and plead for pointzes omg! Nope.I've seen the whores the fakes the jaggalos the martyrs the advertisers and the garage rappers all come and go. If you haven't figured it out by now, you haven't spent more than 30 seconds on me. I'm not here for that. I'm not sure why I'm here. Seriously.The amateur porn that it was is pretty much gone, and 90% of you are very boring. But then there's the 8% I like to mock, the 1% that shock meand the 1% that engage me. Thanks for that. So how did I celebrate this momentus occasion? Mostly in my garage. I didn't get everything I wanted done today. I probably need oneONE last layer of primer, and there's a set back, some paint pooled in the head/visor and ... gunked up the part the mixture was too wet, and I didn't move the piece enough when I was applying the paint. Woopses happen. While the paint was drying I popped back inside and sanded my Gouf's sword

10 Years Gone....
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now I just need you now Ooo, baby, I n

9 Years Too Late. . .
7 Surprising Signs He'll Never Marry You 1. All of His Exes Are "Crazy" Be wary of a man who refers to his former girlfriends as crazy, psycho, or clingy — because what's the common denominator here? Him. The dude's either looney-bin glue, or he never really wanted the relationship to work in the first place. 2. He Plans Ultra-Romantic Dates A cozy candlelit dinner is nice and all, but if he only takes you to secluded places, it could be a tip-off that he doesn't want other women to spot him on a date. Next time he asks you out, suggest hitting up a busy restaurant or popular bar and see how he reacts. 3. He's Hot and Cold on the Phone He'll text you 10 times in a night, then go MIA for days. He'll chat on the phone for an hour, then ignore your messages for the rest of the week. Wondering what the hell is going on? We're going to be brutally honest: He's mostly likely busy dating other women. 4. He Guilt-Trips You It's normal for a guy to be jonesing to sleep with you

[...14 Years... (part 3)]
[Guns N Roses. 14 Years] I try and feel the sunshine You bring the rain You try and hold me down With your complain You cry and moan and complain You whine and tear Up to my neck in sorrow The touch you bring You just don't step inside to 14 years So hard to keep my own head, that's what I said And you know, I've been the beggar I played a thief I was the dog, they all tried to beat But it's been 14 years of silence It's been 14 years of pain It's been 14 years that're gone forever and I'll Never have again Your stupid girlfriend's tell you That I'm to blame Yeah and they're all used up hasbeens Out of the game This time I'll have the last word You'll hear what I say I tried to see it your way It won't work today You just don't step inside to To 14 years So hard to keep my own head, that's what I said You know, I've been the dealer hanging on your street I was the dog, they all tried to beat But it's been 14 years of silence, it's been 14 years of pain, it's been 14 years that're g

Yearning For Simplicity
My heart is like a child most of the time,tired and hungry with an orphan's cry.Reason pleads to numb the past,Yet time and time again I've mended breaks,So a cuddled dream in my soul quakes,"Oh to be free of complicated sorrow,And not wish for a saviour for the morrow.Oh to wake with a simple smile,And gaze at the sky an endless while". Poem By Tammy C.

18 Year Old Gets Botox Before Tv Debut
Look enhancement procedures I thought were for older people who wanted to look younger. But, what is happening is that those who want to look “better” are getting younger and younger. Take this babe Filipino teen singer Charice Pempengco. She’s 18 years-old and his having Botox injections and an anit-aging treatment so she can look better for her TV debut. How much better can you look at 18 years-old? I see lots of young adults at the malls and they don’t look old to me. Maybe I’m missing something because Charice is having treatments to look better. For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/07/19/teen-star-gets-botox-look-fresh-glee-debut/ BlastFM gets a musical make over on a daily basis to sound fresh each day. Hit us up 24/7 for your listening pleasure www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

The Year 1908
THE YEAR 1908 This will boggle your mind, I know it did mine! The year is 1908. over One hundred years ago. What a difference a century makes! Here are some statistics for the Year 1908 : ************ ********* ********* ****** The average life expectancy was 47 years. Only 14 percent of the homes had a bathtub. Only 8 percent of the homes had a telephone. There were only 8,000 cars and only 144 miles Of paved roads. The maximum speed limit in most cities was 10 mph. The tallest structure in the world was the Eiffel Tower! The average wage in 1908 was 22 cents per hour. The average worker made between $200 and $400 per year . A competent accountant could expect to earn $2000 per year, A dentist $2,5

9 Years Ago
Before the world changed That night was dreamy-perfect... that it was but even more amazing is that that night was real it isn't something we dreamed up something we fantasized about it actually happened I am more complete more alive for having lived that night

Year #4 Is Beginning!
So, it's quite an interesting day today. Today marks my 4th full year on this site. When I first joined, it was called LostCherry.com... Ohhhhh the changes i've seen. It would probably take all freaking day to list all of the huge and small differences between then and now and I know you guys and gals don't have all damn day to read this so i'll just keep it short and sweet. I met the love of my life on this site. On this very day, 4 years ago. No matter what we may go through, I wouldn't change a thing. I love him to death and I hope he knows that. I've met quite a few interesting people on this site as well. Some good, some not so good. What can I say, you live and you learn. You learn through certain experiences who you can and can't trust. You learn who you can and can't say certain things to. You learn who will be there for you in times of utter chaos and who doesn't really give a damn. lol Short and sweet, I owe a lot to this site. It's given me the love of my

9 Years Ago, 10 Days Ago
9 years ago, 10 days ago today. We'll call it d-day plus 9x365+10. So 9 years ago, 10 days ago today, I was fighting for my life - fighting Nazis - in Vietnam. None of you can really understand what I went through. You weren't there. You didn't have to do the things I did. You didn't have to see the things I saw. None of you can understand what it felt like to baste a turkey with only a 20 gauge syringe and a hand grenade. I don't need to explain it. But I'd better damned sure get your sympathy. I once held a dying car battery in my arms. It was my only power source for my Ipod. When it died... I cried. I cried and I cried like a little girl. I had nothing to do with that battery's death, but yet, I had to watch it die. And I could no longer listen to my Britney Spears. You wouldn't understand. These are just some of the things I've went through. These are just some of the things I've seen. If you could have been there, then you'd understand why we should not build a mosque at ground

The Years Go On
I rember every thing that gos on every year ither Getting hurt or dealing with some bitch who dont like me for me. God People have some fucking heart. I got Plans for up comming years & nobody is guna get in my fucking way Not you not your BF or Husband No body.

A Year Of Hell In My Life & The Great Friends I Made.
How does someone make it back from a year of hell. I'll tell you how they do it. Well you start the year off with some great friends (never lose those friends no matter what). You move into the 2nd month by getting get 3 new tattoos all along thinking its going to be good month only to find out that someone in your family has cancer (I love you Tony. You are the best lil brother I have & I better not lose you). Then you end the month by going to the hospital yourself. You then start off the 3rd month in & out of the hospital for a total of 2 weeks for what you would thinking it has to do with hard time breathing but it is something else all together & end up having 2 surgerys. Along the way making some new friends (Carlos & Tray). Then move into the 4th month happy as hell your grandpa made it to be 81 years old & is still going. Then come to find out with out knowing its the last birthday you will have with your mom (R.I.P. MOM). Then you move into the 5th & 6th month with no problems

4 Years On Fubar. Time Flies By Quick!
Wow, today's my 4 year Fu-Anniversary. It's been a fun and crazy 4 years on here and I'm not regretting being on here. Yeah I know that I've deleted my page a couple of times but I still remember when I started. I would like to thank the people who been there from me all of these years and stayed with me. I dealt with a lot of fake friends and made a lot of mistakes but the real people stuck by me and I'm greatful for them. I know I may not be the most popular person on here, or a bad boy and I may be a misfit, but I'm real. I think it was the best thing for me to be the person from the underground level. I would like to thank all of the people who showed me love when I decided to come back here back in July of 2010 after a year absence from here. I've been going through a lot of stuff mental and in my life. I know I don't have many friends outside of here but it's better than none. Thanks again for being there for me throughout my past 4 crazy years on here lol. Love and re

20 Years Part 1
i sit here thinking about time passing and i know why im having such a haard time right now. its been 20 years since i last told my Da i loved him, and almost 20 years since i put him in the hot desert soil. i can remember the events of that awful day so clearly, every anguishign moment, up until mich got me drunk and i passed out at her house. i was with the kids at the pol in the hot florida sun on the 10th of june 1991, when i told the kids we have to go back to the house right now. i walked in, picked up the pjhone and checked my voice mail. one message from a number i didnt recognize. but the voice i did. My aunt kris, and i knew without even completely hearing the message that i needed to call home immediately why she had called. so i called her back, and when she answered it wasnt what happened, it was what time did he die. and at the time she told me, i had been drinking a toast to him with my friends. she told me a plane ticket was already paid for and what time i had to be at

20 Years Part 2
If I had known 15 years ago what I know now, I never would have taken her up onn that offer. I never would left the only place i call home, the desert and the mountainsi love so much, heat and all. Well come the first of July we pack everything we own into a ryder truck and the van, say our goodbyes and hit the road for california. Boy if i had know what i was getting tinto it never would have happened. We got here july 3rd. July 5th Stan goes back to work for dominoes, and 3 days later the brakes go out on the van, stan has no way to work....so now waht do we do. were leaving in a trailer in his sisters backyard, in a house that even hoarders would be afraid to touch. low and behold the tow compnay his brother-in-law works for quits on them....so instant job Stan becomes a tow truck driver. Now I've been listening in horror to his sister tell tales about tow truck drivers and the groupies. I already caught him cheating once, i dont trust him at all and I'm hearing all these storie

20 Years Part 3
As i look back now, 7 years later, I realize that day was a pivotal point in my mental status. thats when i started going downhil into the slide to where im at now. That was the day i started withdrawing and becoming more and more agorophobic, not leaving the house unless i had to. Even though i pushed for my advancement, if the doctors had been paying attention, then i might not be where i am now. i was an assistant manger for a gas station and slowly became unable to deal with cutomers. i started calling in sick, leaving early and coming in late. Stan was gone for the better part of a year, and i spent 5 months on bedrest becuase i disloacted my knee. I went through 3 managers at one store, the last one passing away, leaving me to run the store by myself for 4 months, but instead of making me manager of that store, they moved me to a biggger store, where i wasnt very welcome by the staff already there. just over a year after moving to taht store, things were bad at home. in april

3 Year Old Dies After Being Left In Car In Mid-city
Police: "Caretaker left boy in car for 8 hours during scorching temperatures." NEW ORLEANS, LA--New Orleans Police are investigating the death of a 3 year old who was left inside a locked car in Mid-City. Police were on the scene in the 600 Block of Scott Street late Tuesday afternoon. The child was found in a car parked outside a home. Investigators said it appearred the boy had been locked inside for as many as 8 hours, as temperatures in New Orleans reached as high as 93 degrees. Family members rushed to the scene as they learned of the tragedy. The young victim was identified by authorities as Winston White. Police said the boy's Godmother told investigators she had left the child in the car, with the windows closed, as she went into the house. According to officials, she did not expect to be inside long.The caretaker herself was taken to the hospital after falling ill upon learning of White's death. Police said she will f

Yearning.....
sitting quietly.... daydreaming.... her soul reaching out.... calling down the spirits..... the heavens opening up....... like the petals of a rose...... or a girl in love.... reaching out with her heart to touch Him fingers twining around His neck.... drawing Him near... her Spirit Lover..... the fire of His touch igniting her passions..... she calls out..... screaming His name........ her body writhing with painful pleasures... the sweet scent of her juices perfuming the air.... slowly...her eyes open....searching....seeking Him a single tear rolling down a sunkissed cheek.... soft sighs crying out into the darkness..... as girl sits alone...... staring vacantly out into the cloudy night...... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wv-34w8kGPM

5 Years On Fu
Yes I have been here that long. Doesn't really seem like it but July 15, 2006 was the first time i logged into this site and I haven't missed many days since. I have seen the comings and goings of the "Reds", seen the first two male "Reds", seen the drama that ensued on a daily basis in the bulletins by this one or that one. I have survived Lost Cherry, Cherry Tap and now of course Fubar. I remember "Sweet Suzy" and all the fun it was to see what she would do next. If you don't remember ask me but if you do you will chuckle and of course the Sporks drama. All this being said, I want you to know why I have stayed here 5 years. Everyday I get up and open this site and for me its never really been about status (although I managed to top out at #18 years back), or the bling or the popularity. It's been about people and friendships that I've formed. People like JohnnyDevil, Hellcat, Tomcat, Donna, Eric, Jonel and many more, some who are real life that I have had the pleasure to

5 Years? :)
no, this is not a retrospective, "my how much has changed in 5 years since I joined here" post - not much time right now and not in the mood. Might later. Still, quite failed to notice the anniversary. (A 20-year life-one or rather survival one last May quite eclipsed it, I suppose! Have at you, cars...) Cheers!

2 Years Ago Today They Called And Told Me He Was Dieing...
Mar. 18th, 2005 | 02:03 am You left me so soon... so angry You left me so young... so sad You left me so alone... so confused Why didnt you tell me you were leaving? Why didnt you think i could handle it? WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME WITH NOTHING TO DO BUT WATCH AS YOU DIE? Hands bound Flowing tears of pain Growing Numbness in life A devistated pool of crushed nothingness... Why didnt you tell me it was your time? Why didnt you trust in me? WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME NUMB AND BOUND TO WATCH YOU WITHER AWAY? ...and why am i so selfish

10 Years Ago September 10th
September 10th 2001 my dear son Adam was born, he will be 10 tomorrow :) Laser Tag and dinner...time flys, seems like yesterday I was holding him, now I stand to hug him as his chin rests on my shoulder...tomorrow will come too soon and I will be looking up and my chin will be on his shoulder when I hug him..

10 Years Ago
10 Years ago I missed being in the tragedy of 9-11 by 1 day, i was visiting my parents in PA and flew back home to FL on 9-10-01. I am thankful that my son who was only 9 months old at the time and I were home safe when I saw the events unfolding on tv. I thank god everyday for my son being alive. Sadly this was not true for so many men and women inside the buildings in NY and The Pentagon as well as in the air in PA. So many lives changed that day police, firefighters, every day people. So many people gave their lives to help save others. Today is a day of reflection of what could have been and what was. Everyone needs to show support for all of those who were affected by that day. and remember to be thankful to whom every you worship that you are still alive and with your family. Be glad you have your loved ones and parents. becasue so many lost husbands, wives, children and parents that day.

13 Years Of Carrion....
I found the griefWithin my heartAnd, through that painAnd, life in partsThere's a wilderness i knowIn that wilderness i growA found opportunityTo hunt for time and bountyIn this, my deep valleyThe blood seedOf our majestyWith all four seasonsAnd their marathonAnd, with dark carbonationI found myThirteen years of carrionFrom golden locustTo dignityI praise and burnTo rescue meTo be given opportunityTo hunt for time and bountyIn this, my deep valleyThe blood seedOf our majestyWith all four seasonsAnd their marathonAnd, with dark carbonationI found myThirteen years of carrion

19 Years An Innocent Man Still Sitting In Statesville
Juan Rivera learned his conviction for a notorious 1992 murder had been overturned on appeal when cheering inmates woke him early Saturday in his cell at the Stateville Correctional Center. The Illinois Appellate Court ruling tossed out his third conviction for the rape and fatal stabbing of 11-year-old Holly Staker and also barred Lake County prosecutors from retrying him for the Waukegan girl’s death. “He has been waiting for almost 20 years to hear these words,” said attorney Larry Marshall, a member of Rivera’s defense team who met with him Saturday at the prison near Joliet. But Rivera, now 39, already had learned his appeal had succeeded — inmates passed the word to him based on earlier news reports. “They woke him up with all kinds of cheering,” Marshall said. The ruling released late Friday means Rivera — who has been jailed for more than 19 years — could be freed from the prison within weeks, his attorneys said Saturda

25 Years Ago Today
Seems hard to believe but 25 years ago today, as a senior in high school, 4 of my friends and I left for our big spring break trip to Florida. First time doing anything like that on our own. We didnt have any wild & crazy plans and we didnt have a lot of money to spend. We had been saving all school year and planned on camping at a campground near Daytona. We planned on leaving about noon but one of the guys who was driving decided to get his car repaired that day and didnt show up until much later. We did finally get on the road about 3 oclock with plans on driving straight through to Florida without stopping. The trip was a blast. Hanging out in a car for that long doesnt seem so bad when you're with your best friends. As we drove down I-75 through Knoxville TN at about 3am still laughing and making fun of our friends in the other car over the cb radio, my friend, Bob, who was driving noticed a bunch of police cars coming up behind us all with the flashers and sirens going.

5 Years....
I never thought I would be alive 5 years after my father's death. I truly didn't...but I am. I just knew I would die of heartbreak.....BUT I DIDN'T! Why didn't I? I had longed and wished for it, for so long. It couldn't be that I am stronger than I believe....JFC! That would mean I have some sort of backbone. WTF? I guess he taught me more than to make people laugh. Cheers! My Daddio....you are sooooooo missed and loved more than ANYTHING.

30+ Years
I didn't think I would ever have this happen to me...... I just got done talking to my first ever boyfriend. He says that he still loves me. I kinda was with him when I was rather young. I didn't even think that he would remember me. My mom and dad seperated and my dad married his mom. I have thought about him over some odd 30 years as he has thought about me. Stranger things have happened but not to me. We are looking for the same kind of relationship. Distance seperates us, as usually it does. I already really love someone on Fubar. As I'm sure everyone knows, the difference between online and off is sometimes difficult but it needs to be drawn. Some downers say you can't fall in love with someone online and they are wrong. I may not ever get to meet either of them but I might get to meet one. I am not asking for help of any kind. I am just letting it be known how things for me are going. I believe that love lasts forever and the newer the love the better it is. You go through ma

4 Years Ago
Looking back now, I understand more about the human spirit, about family, and about myself. But four years ago all I could only think of two things - surviving, and how grateful I was for another day on Earth. Four years ago on this day I had my first real meal in weeks. It was greasy and lacked flavor, but it filled my belly. But more importantly it took a huge weight off my mind, because for months I had wondered how to get to sleep at night with a very empty stomach. When I lay down that night I knew hunger was one item off my list and I could concentrate on other things. But more importantly now, I think, I learned a lot. In the months before I had access to food again, things happened to me that I chalked up to my string of bad luck. Weeks went by as I emptied out my pantry. I would look at a quart jar of beans someone had canned for me 10 years before and think, 'Ten years? Is it safe to eat that?', but I had no choice. I could make a quart jar of beans last

11 Years Ago Today - Never Forget.
Nearly 3000 people died this day 11 years ago. All my life I will never shake the images I saw on the TV set of the first tower burning and then watching the second plane crashing into the other tower. Hearing unconfirmed reports at the tim e of other planes being crashed into the Pentagon and then watching the Towers collapse one after another. The sadness in my heart, the anger and the feeling of hopelessness that day. I was working in a call center that handled over 20 thousand calls a day. After that moment we had 16 the rest of the evening. The United States took the biggest hit in the face since Pearl Harbor, more towers falling. A Cardinal moving around trying to keep people inspired in a hopeless time died from a piece of debris off one of the buildings that night. I didn't sleep, I did not eat... I simply watched the television since that was all I could do is remotely hope for lives that were lost to miraculously be saved. Few and far between but it was happening. The real h

Year 2 Diabetic
In December, this will be the second full year with this lovely companion, Diabetes.. In this month Diabetes awareness, people are still not getting how important it is to take care of themselves, and very under educated in to the causes let alone how to live with it , not let it control you. Here are some terms most Diabetics use so people become more informed, you dont want this as a companion ! A1C: this is your 3 month average anything 8 or less is good, what this tells the doctor is over a three month eriod, your sugars are more or less in the same place , not too high/low. Neuropathy: this is part of human anatomy, you have small veins in your hands and feet. With diabetics , the blood sugar not constant causes them to have a bad accident of you well , gets damaged, causing a kind of aching, numbing pain that will drop anyone. The best thing to do is keep track of your sugars and watch for any discoloring , or anything off. Pancreatitis : this means your pancreas, which

2 Years?
Well.. it has been 2 years since i blogged on here... last time was in october... now its november.. close enough it has been 3 years since i was seperated from my husband 2 and a half since my divorce... Things are pretty good. My cervical cancer hasn't shown back up so far... i have had several other surgeries (2 on my foot, gall bladder, and tonsils) but am doing very well now. I have a great roomie (two actually!) and because of that i have been able to start paying off those medical bills my mustang got totaled 2 weeks after i paid it off but that was a blessing because the settlement paid off my house and put a down payment on my new car my house is a disaster, but thanks to deacon (awesome roomie) it is slowly getting fixed! my dating life is crap... but whatever umm i dunno what else to say haha

85-year Old Man And Wife
An 85-year old husband and wife decide to take a road trip. She drives because she can see and he rides because he can hear.After traveling for a while, they get pulled over by a State Trooper. She rolls down her window and the cop says "I need to see your drivers license and vehicle registration please." The woman turns to her husband and shouts "WHAT DID HE SAY?" The husband replies, "HE WANTS YOUR LICENSE AND REGISTRATION!"The woman gives the documents to the officer and after studying her license the cop says, "Oh, you're from Chicago. I've been there. Actually, the worse piece of ass I ever had was in Chicago!" The woman turns to her husband and shouts "WHAT DID HE SAY?"And the husband replies, "HE SAYS HE KNOWS YOU!"

7-yearold Uses Medical Marijuana To Ease Chemo
A 7-year-old Portland girl battling leukemia gets some extra help with her fight using a controversial method of treatment, medical marijuana. 7-year-old Mykayla Comstock was diagnosed with leukemia last year, and as can be expected, she's had a hard year. Mykayla's doctors have been treating her condition with chemotherapy which is a known effective treatment for her illness. However the treatment has horrible side effects such as pain, loss of hunger and nausea to name a few. So Mykayla's mother made a very hard decision to try something else to combat the chemo treatments. According to the San Francisco Chronicle, Erin Purchase (Mykayla's mother) signed the child up for Oregon's medical marijuana program in hopes to ease the side effects of the chemotherapy, and Mykayla is now one of Portland's youngest patients. Purchase treats the suffering girl with a gram of

Years. Joe Johnson Had 17 Points, Marvin Williams Added 16 And Eight Rebounds And Al Horford
EDMONTON -- With five races to go, Will Power says he can still beat Ryan Hunter-Reay and win the IndyCar championship -- but the margin for error is near zero. Paul Krause Jersey . "I feel Im a contender, I really do," said Power Tuesday in a conference call. "I feel like if we get everything right in the next five races we have a legitimate chance of winning the championship. "Were one of the quickest out there, and when things go right on a weekend, were always on the podium or we win the race." Power trails Hunter-Reay by just 34 points heading into Sundays Edmonton Indy event, but he dismisses the suggestion that with four of the last five tracks being road/street courses, the championship is his to lose. "Its not a matter of thinking this will be easy for me because its road courses," he said. "In fact, its become very tough on road courses to win just because of the competitive nature (of the circuit) this year. Theres no one dominant. Theres no one getting all the poles. Theres

30 Years
After being married for 30 years, a man took a look at his wife and said, "Honey, do you realize 30 years ago, I had a cheap apartment, a cheap car, slept on a pull out bed and watched a 13 inch black and white TV, but I got to sleep every night with a hot 21 year old blonde. Now, we have a nice house, nice car, big bed and plasma screen TV, but I'm sleeping with a 51 year old blonde. It seems to me that you are not holding up your side of things." Now the wife, a very reasonable woman, told him to go out and find a hot 21 year old blonde, and she would make sure that he would once again be living in a cheap apartment, driving a cheap car, sleeping on a sofa bed and if he was lucky he would have a small television to watch.:)

Year 2013, Declaration Of A Patriot
Declaration of a Patriot I am ashamed to live in a nation full of laziness and cowardice. We do not deserve this free country that such brave men fought and died to secure for us. We let our politicians regularly break our laws and we do nothing about it. They trample the Constitution from both sides of the aisle and We the People are so divided that we can only argue about which side infringes freedom less. When it was clear a revolution was needed, nobody did anything. Even now when the corrupt government talks about taking away our last means of self-defense against the encroaching tyranny? No one does anything but talk about how they'll fight alone, in their houses, with no other Patriot within 100 yards to hear the cry to battle and assist. Everyone will die, one by one, alone in their homes, until the Patriot culture is weeded out of society and the revisionists write us all off as conspiracy-theorists and kooks. Everybody talks big, but nobody ever do

Year 3
As a former teacher assistant for special needs kids, I am asked to make sure thier needs are met. April 27 , showed me at first what a tough lady I could be. I was assisting a student w cerebral palsy from the changing table to her wheel chair, as I had been doing for the whole school year. This time was different.. She had a spasm , as is part of that disability and it tweaked my back the wrong way. I thought I had strained a muscle... By the time I got home , I was having spasms , and in a lot of pain... After shots, therapy and finally an MRI , I found out 2 of my spinal discs were bulging , pinching off the nerves and causing sciatica, causing permanent damage to spots in my foot, and R leg,sometimes debilitating me to the point where walking wasn't worth it, worse then childbirth..( I have had 2 kids by the way) The doctors sent me to a specialist which shaved down the discs ,(2 surgeries by the way) which helped briefly.. It wasn't until the second I was able to

Year Really Well, So I Expect
ROME -- An early onslaught of goals gave Juventus a comfortable 4-1 win over Roma and old nemesis Zdenek Zeman on Saturday, extending the Turin clubs unbeaten streak in Serie A to 45 matches. Patrick Willis Jersey . Midfield maestro Andrea Pirlo gave Juve the lead with an expertly placed free kick in the 11th minute at Juventus Stadium, Arturo Vidal converted a penalty in the 16th and Alessandro Matri added another in the 19th for his first goal since February. Pablo Osvaldo pulled one back for Roma with a penalty in the 69th and Sebastian Giovinco restored Juves three-goal lead in the 90th. "We tried to play our match from the start but Juventus was far better," said Zeman, whose accusations 14 years ago led to a doping investigation into Juventus. Also, budget-strained AC Milan gave up the lead in a 1-1 draw at Parma, reviving the possibility that club president Silvio Berlusconi could remove manager Massimiliano Allegri. Teenage striker Stephen El Shaarawy put Milan ahead in the 50t

The 29-year Old From Scotland, Who
HILVERSUM, Netherlands -- Peter Hanson of Sweden eagled the final hole to win the KLM Open, his fifth European Tour victory. Tony Gonzalez Limited Jersey . Hanson holed a 35-footer on the 18th green Sunday for a final-round 67 to win by two strokes with a 14-under 266 on the Hilversumsche course. Spains Pablo Larrazabal (70) and Scotlands Richie Ramsay (67) shared second place on 12 under. An emotional Hanson dedicated his victory to his young son, Tim, who turns 2 in November and was hospitalized on Friday with respiratory problems. The Swede was on the verge of withdrawing from the event, but doctors advised him that he would be better off remaining in the Netherlands. "It has been an up and down week with my little son ill in hospital, so it just puts golf in to perspective. You also dont think straight when a family may be ill, as they are the most important thing," Hanson said. "I had been on the phone every hour to my wife, and she was the one convincing me to stay. "But hopefull

11 Years Old. Chris Paul Swingman Jersey . Then They Went Out And Earned It. Nick Young Scored 19 Points
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A Years Time
They say through time and space, There will always be change. But I am certain of one thing, In my heart so stay the same. An Angel taken from my view, Does never leave my heart. Even if its destined forever, That we would be apart. You have now flown back, I see you if it was only one day. Just like in my heart,in my eyes, May you now forever stay.

The 21-year-old Was At The Heart Of The Majority Of The Hosts’ Forays Forward
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2 Years Down
Working on my 3yrs on fubar I do this time to time like a up date . At one point and time I had more women on my page then men right now its about even ( guys quite perving on my page ) I know I have some most sexist women in family jfs you know if want my family you got be sexy! And some brothers in my family they help me out when you women don't want help me level my brothers do.. and some became close friends .but still I still have one of the hottest family

3 Year Old Niece Kidnapped By Father. Think Headed To Mexico!
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2-year Maximum Contract Inter Formal Offer Eto'o Picked A New Master Who Personally Show Good
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Yearning
Your eyes your lips your smile. In time, I know any effort will be worthwhile. Your air your soul your being captivates my heart to no one can replace. How I wish to be. To be yours for eternity. God please save me from me. Till we are in each others arms it is my heart you keep warm. Never let this life fade for I never want to be cold unless in your embrace.

Years Since A Canadian Driver Has Rea
For two-thirds of the Edmonton Indy on Sunday, it looked like it might be Alex Taglianis day. The Lachenaie, Que.-native led for almost two-thirds of the race, but fell behind for good after his second pit stop. Finishing fifth, it was a decent showing for the Canadian on home soil, but Taglianis failure to capture the checkered flag means that it has now been more than five years since a Canadian driver has reached the top of the podium at an Indy race, the last coming when Paul Tracy claimed the 2007 Cleveland Grand Prix. James Hinchcliffe – expected to be Canadas next great racing hope – finished 12th overall. What has happened to Canadas winning tradition in IndyCar racing? That victory came in the final season of the Champ Car World Series, before it merged with the Indy Racing League to form the current IZOD IndyCar Series. The reunification of the two leading circuits has coincided with a long drought for Canadian drivers in a sport that once captivated an entire n

7 Years Wasted
I honestly can't remember the last time I was truly happy on this site. I outlasted 80% of the members here because they would either get tired of this site or simply forget about it and eventually lose their account forcing them to make new ones. I've made it clear when I first joined this site that I wouldn't be molded or broken down to conform and be 'normal' since this site offers a chance to 'get away' from your everyday problems and have fun. Well lately 90% of the women on here are stuck-up, fakes, cons, scammers..notice how I didn't mention whores..it's because I don't look at them that way..never have..never will. This is no longer an 'adult site'..but a mere better version of facebook with some nudity thrown in. I mentioned in my last blog how this site is pretty much a popularity contest..well it's still true..only this time around, it's even tougher to be popular with the way this site is being ran. One day you get 'unlimited 11s' then your 'rating' goes up..then quickly go

5 Years And Still Strong!
August 2, 2008 was a day that would change my life forever, it’s the day I met Jo. My mom was part of this website called fubar. She would get on there and talk to her friends and just chill in one of the lounges. Well one day my mom would not stop bothering me to make a fubar, she said “there’s a guy on here I want you to talk you. I think you’d really like him.” So I finally gave in. I said fine mother and made one. She told me where to go to meet this “mystery man” and said she honestly thought he would be good for me. I met the guy his name was “spinny” he was a dj at one of the lounges and we became friends. We talked all the time! I stayed up lots of late nights talking, sometimes about anything that came off the top of our heads and sometimes super serious things that were going on. My mom was right he was perfect for me. On December 1, 2008 I finally got enough courage to tell him how I felt. I always said I love you in a f

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Yea So
IDK WHAT THESE THINGS ARE FOR..BUT IM VENTING HERE. IM SO PISSED. I DONT KNOW WHY THE HELL HE DID THAT TO ME. WHY HE FREAKING LEAD ME ON. AND THEN KNOWS THAT HE GOT ME. OMG. IM HURTING ON THE INSIDE SO BAD, AND OF COURSE NOONE TO TALK TO ABOUT IT, SO IM VENTING TO MY BLOG. FUCK I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK, WHY DO THEY ALL HAVE TO FUCKING BE THE SAME DAMN WAY. FUCK AND THAT STUPID WORD FUCKING THE L WORD MUTHA FUCKER..SAYING WHAT I WANTED TO HEAR. FUCK! VENTING ISNT WORKING FOR ME SO IM DONE IM OUT. FUCK IT. FUCK HIM. FUCK ALL STUPID FUCKING GUYS WHO LIE TO GIRLS ABOUT FUCKING EVERYTHING

Yeastie Girls-you Suck
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Yea So!!!
I used to think I was the strong one, never let anyone or anything get to me. I felt secure in my life and everything I did. Had that whole "no regret because it was what you wanted at the time" type thing. Well apparently I am as gullable, mushy, and sappy as all these other pink fleshy bodies that inhabit this god forsaken planet. Harsh, but true. We live out our lives thinking the world revolves arond us, we pass people down the road and never even think, "hey, wonder if they are having a day as fucked up as mine." You see happy couples at Starbucks, getting coffee, staring lovingly in each others eyes and want to vomit! You think well, I wonder if he knows she was over at John Doe's house last night giving him that same look while she was deep throating his member. Twisted, but true. People these days are fraudulant, unfaithful, and immoral creatures. Cruel and unyielding. No compassion and of course no one cares anymore. I am the type of person, Hey I give anyone a chance... Every

Yea So Its New Years
yeah so it was new years and you got drunk again calling me and txting me trying so hard to get me to talk to you. i told u nicely no and said i was sorry and i had plans. what happend you call me and tell me fuck you. then you txt me and tell me call you. you were so drunk you even sending txt meant for me to my cousin your friend cause you were so drunk. you did this all night totally ruining my new years. oh i was happy and doing fine till you decided to call. yeah i ignored you and avoided you hey im only doing what you did to me first remember i do. I told you once and i'm telling you again its over i told you if you ever did what you did i would walk out of your life for good. dont you get it its over i dont want you anymore. its been months since the last time we talked dont you think if i wanted to see you or talk to you i would of move on i dont want nothing to do with you or anyone else from our past.

Yea.. So..
i'm in a strange mood and felt like saying this: do what you say you will.. be who you say you are... if things change, oh well... please don't feel the need to lie.. no matter where you are, be happy with who you are..

Yea So I Guess I Am Pretty Pissed Off For No Good Reason
Judging from my last blog you would have figured. But now that I think about it. I really shouldn't be. It's only people from the Fu. I'm starting to think that I shouldn't really care what goes on around here, nobody matters. Obviously expecting the good from here has opened me up to the effects of the bad also. No expectations is the best way to go. So from now. I really couldn't give a toss.

Yea This Sucks
yea this sucks now someone said my mum was nsfw and reported me to cherrytap. and if i get one more they told me that i could get my hole cherrytap dealted that is a bunch of bull. i am very unhappy with that i thought this was way better then myspace u could do what u want on here but it looks like it aint. beacuse people act like lil kids on here and try and get u kicked off like they do on myspace i think this is a bunch of bull that someone would do that. and now i cant even make a mumm anymore beacuse of what that person did. i thought this was better then myspace im gusseing not.

Yea Thinking About Leaving
well shall i stay or go not sure just doing some thinking. if care read if ya don't who gives a fuck!!! message me let me know or leave some comments no comments by next wekk fuck it i'm gone!! to all my friends and family love you all and to all the BBW'S YOU ARE FUCKING HOTT LOVE TO HAVE SOME CRAZY NIGHTS WITH YOU!!! LATER JIM

Yea This Again
Blar...wrong place in my blogs (repost). Anyways, yea I did the snapvine thingy again. Blame Jenni. :p Anyways, leave me a voice comment and let me know if you want one back. Complete randomness, yes I know. But what's new right?

....yea.... Thatsa Bout It Lol Live Gameing
do u like 2 play games? and action video games? and and, live games? i may join ff12 online sumtime now that im able! ben wanting 2, but any way im on world of war craft! get ur ass in there and join me! i need sum help 2 lol looking 2 form a huge team at sum point!

Yea, They Still Exist.
Ok..so, I logged in today and was reminded of why I even stay on this site. Other than the very few that I call my friends, there are moments, like this, that make me smile. May seem sorta cheesy or dumb to you but eh, Fuck you lol. Anyways, I was bored 1 day (big surprise) and I'm not really a big picture rater. Usually I rate a few friends or will rate something that I find interesting. BUT like I said, I was bored. So I started rating the spotlight of the day. Seemed like a cool chick eh? I bombed her album and then went and rated all of her pics. She sent a bling, which I thanked her for and continued rating. She then sends a msg. saying she bookmarked me and will bling me again when she gets credits. I replied with I didn't need bling, I was doing it just because. I do not do anything with the expectation of something in return. I am NOT a bling addict. It's a sparkly icon on my computer, it will not cure me of illness. They're cute and I appreciate them because it means

Yea..w/e
idk im really bored right now. it seeems that my only peace comes at night when music is in my ears and words spring from my fingertips. All day drama is sucked into my soul to where i can not breathe or think straight. You would think that at night i can sleep well, but in truth i can not sleep at all. and at night when my head should be in a pillow it is deep in thought, or up in the stars. I have so many ambitions, so many dreams. I dont really know whats stopping me. But i know that eventually ill make it there.

Yea What Friends
Just yesterday i was sitting on the wall of the old middle school in the town i live in, all was well and cool, next thing i know a group of people was walkin up the sidewalk and i had realized that all those people were the crew i used to hang out with so of course i said hi to them thinkin they would be happy to see me and wanna hang out well to my surprise and painful awareness they totally ignored me and the leader of that group was someone who i thought was my best friend, and all he did was look at me like he didnt even know me, now if thats not messed up then i dont know what is cus i used to hang with those ppl all the time it was my favorite part of the day, and now no one wants me around! Am i really that bad? What did i do so wrong?? When i become someone and they are still no one and livin in a shit town then maybe they'll wish that they had noticed me! I was so upset i walked off and didnt even care if someone were to see me alone! i didnt care! I just want my life back a

Yea You Can Call Me A Whore
ive slept with 80 - 100 women in my life ,i didnt count thats just guessing most before ,i was 24,was after a weekend orgy , i decided this life sucked and i wanted more,maybe it was this need for more and now that i made a poor choice and feel in love with someone who didnt know how.i have to wonderfull kids out of it ,but i terrable scar on my heart.so i closed my heart again and returned to my old ways ,never leting anyone close,but knowing the whole time i still needed more.during this time ,i never lied to anyone ,or lead them on just to get laid,if i slept with a girl ,i ask ,wanna fuck? not whispered ,i love you.that is 1 rule ill never break , yes ,i made a mistake or 2 ,but who hasnt?so if ya wanna brand me a whore so be it.but never a lier or a cheat.i dont have my standards.but im hoping .1 day the 1 i love will also be able to love a whore

Yea Yea
just so everyone knows.. i was gonna leave ct but thanks to some ppl attacking me.. i have decided to come back. so im back to stay.. i wont be as as much for a lil while until things get situated around here.. but im back in ct and will be back to dj'in soon :D

Yea Yea Ya Dumb Whore!!
what r u mad that Eric is mine??? you mad he bangin' me and not you?? are you jealous that you'll be nothing but an internet whore to him...i can write whatever i want...matter of fact...why dont you read the comments he sent me on my page!! "i cant get enough of you girl"...and "hey guys this girl is mine, dont make me get physical!!!" so get your panties out of a wad...and find some other dick to fuck with!! PEACE!

Yea Yea
i am going back to work next week probably ! thanks jen for the talk i needed you and thank god you were there thanks a lot laura you were a big help too even tho your little your spirit carries on thru us all and those who know you ! you are a firecracker !

Yea Yea Another Auction...
I am holding yet another auction, yea i am addicted to hosting these things, so its going to be pretty simpleEntry fee for this Auction will be 25,000 Fubucks and i will start the bidding at 50,000 and repost the bulletin several times a day as i do in all my auctionsLike all my other auctions, you private message me by clicking the link below and send me a link to the picture you will like entered in the auction and i will make a tag something like this and upload it to my pics, you can make your own tags for your entry to put your own little touch on it (this is just a template all tags will not be using this background or what ever you want)

Yea....you Got It So Bad
If you think you are unhappy, look at them If you think your salary is low, how about her?If you think you don't have many friends...When you feel like giving up, think of this manIf you think you suffer in life, do you suffer as much as he does?If you complain about your transport system, how about them?If your society is unfair to you, how about her? Enjoy life how it is and as it comes J

Yea Yea
I was gonna go to the beach with my two friends today but Kari said that they changed their minds...bummer, it was a nice day to go to the beach also. Then she called me up asking if I would like to see Harry Potter with them so I did. First theater we went to, they were all sold out still...we grabbed some food at Arby's, then went to another theater and watched it. Good movie by the way..that's all that I'll say. I can't remember the last time I saw a movie with them. I sat next to Kari while she sat next to her dude, Myke. I looked over at the seat next to me which was empty and wished that someone was there with me...lol lame I know... Even though I've been pretty much single for goddness knows how long..when while with rich still..just feels weird. It's like...learning how to do things on my own again..and not with that special someone. I do miss it though. I still feel alone a lot...I don't really got close friends that I could hang out with anymore...time will heal I guess.

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Tune: "It Came Upon a Midnight Clear" Ye children all of Mother Earth Join hands and circle around To celebrate the Solstice night When our lost Lord is found Rejoice, the year has begun again The Sun rise above So share the season together now In everlasting love

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Yeeahh!!
So I met a few kick-ass people yesterday. John, Lindsey, and a couple other ones. I didn't know one of my friends was his dad that was pretty weird because he's always been like a father to me in Royal Oak but I guess it shows you how small the world really is. We hung out a little, and after the hour or so on the phone, we went shopping and all of a sudden my back started hurting a lot. I am in constant pain all the time but this time it was just out of nowhere getting really bad. This kind of thing don't happen all the time but a lot of the time my back acts up, something is about to go wrong. I was like alright I'll see if I can ride it out and see what happens. I don't like to do much about it unless it was absolutely necessary. We get back to the house, and I start feeling really weird, like I was about to throw up or something. I tried to stay strong and shortly after we put the groceries away for the BBQ we were going to have, BAM! I collapse at the bottom of the stair

Yeee Haaaaa - Tampa, Here We Come!
The laundry is flying, the tackle is being sorted, and I STILL don't know where the sleeping bags are, but...it's official! The boys and I are going to Tampa for the weekend!!! If we can't find the sleeping bags, the boys get their first lesson in BEDROLLS! OMG...SLEEP ON THE GROUND?????????????? They'll get over it! hehehe At least they have a tent to sleep in! :-D Chumhead offered to let me use his Kayak for the weekend, so that is now firmly strapped to the top of the van! YAY Also taking the Iyak, so the boys won't whine while I am out yaking away, being schooled in how to turn back over, when I dump myself in Tampa bay! LOL Sure hope Vlap and CooknFish have their cameras ready for THAT shot! lmao Sooooo...I'll be back on the net Sunday night, sometime. Dolphinanchor, I sure wish you were going to be joining us, but I'm so sorry about your uncle! Trim-Tab, we'll miss you, too.

Yeeey It's Offical I'm A Bitch..lol...
I used to be in a group on yahoo but now I'm blocked cause of something I've always done...speak my mind,..lol someone in the group thought of a question to ask and it was what features do u most like about ur self, well lot of men and women started talking about size. and alot of us was tired of hearing it so when I seen this, well i desided to be my sassy sarcastic self and respond.. and put and end to the talk about size..lol, I really would like to know ur feedback and if u think I was wrong to respond the way I did, I feel I wasn't. All feedback is welcome good or bad and no worries iwon't contact ya on ur comments..either way...lol o00o_lookingatyou_ o00o wrote: Ohhh, best feature... thats a hard one. I love my personality on the bases of sense of humor. sometime I even make my own self laugh. On the more physical side, I have been told I have beautiful lips, and eyes that sparkle. On the more sexual side of a feature, I will have to go with my 44 DD breasts :D A

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Hello Everybody !!!!! just a reminder this satureday their will be a all day party in both the dragonsong inn and ♥wonderland♥ all are welcome to come but i must say this now their will be doormen and doorwomen and if they ask you to leave please do so if you do not listen they have full mod powers they will ban you if you do not listen other then that everyone is welcome to come and have a good time

Yeeee Haw!
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Yeeehaw
Yesterday I went to the eye doctor & got myself some new glasses & purple contacts but they do not have my script in em although having these make my eyes look a little grey but rock so fucking hard....lol.... Can not wait till I'm able to uplod some more pictures so ya'll can see!

Yee Haw
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Yeehaw Please Give A Big Fubar Welcome To The Tom Dixon Band
Here’s a little info about us: The Tom Dixon Band is a country band from Manchester , NH . Though their roots reach into the blues, rock and jazz music, they are country through and through. Tom Dixon is an award winning vocalist both locally and regionally. First and foremost they are an original band, but have been known to perform many cover songs at local bars and clubs. Their brand of music has been labeled “Rock Hard Country” because of their hard edge country sound. To listen to it, you would know it’s country, but they tear it up like a rock show! Singer/songwriter Tom Dixon Released his debut CD “Rock Hard Country” in March of 2007 along with his live band. Many would recommend that studio musicians should be used in the studio, but Tom wanted to capture the power and energy of their live performances on the CD. This was a success! Tom and the band just recently opened for Big Machine Records artist Dusty Drake at the 2007 Country Fest at Presc

Yeehaw
Just one more day then I get to fly home to New Jersey! I got to talk to everyone yesterday... my baby cousin turned two (and my grandmother turned 82!) Heh, Dad's deadset on me having a boy. I want a girl but a boy wouldn't be bad at all... but I have to give him a hard time. I went to the store and made copies of my U/S yesterday. An extra set for me, one for my mom, one for my dad, one for my aunt, and one for the baby's father. I asked him if he wanted a set but he didn't answer. *shrug* I got them if he wants them. I get to do a bunch of laundry today that I've been putting off. If I don't have to go out I don't change from my pjs so why would I need clean clothes aside from work stuff? But since I do want clean clothes for NJ I gotta do some laundry. So I get to do that and then pack. Thank god mom has a set of luggage now that I can borrow since the airline I used in May broke my big suitcase. The only other one I have here is tiny. It's also good that I'm only going t

Yeeha Grandma!!!
yes folks, the big day has finally arrived, the day me and the princess go to Spain on honeymoon! Its just coming up to 11:30pm at time of writing, and I have tried (unsuccessfully) to sleep. Im just like a kid waiting to go to Disneyland, i want to sleep but mental images of us getting off the plane in a foreign country keep flashing through my head. I mean, I've been to the airport and back at least 7 times already without even leaving the house! I just cant believe im actually going to see a bit of the world, I've always wanted to travel outside the UK and now im being given the chance to. The Princess has checked and double checked that we have everything and no doubt, when she arises at 5am or before, we'll go through the ritual again at least a dozen more times. We leave the uk at 2pm and get to Barcelona at around 5:30pm spanish time. by the time we get our luggage and find our transfer bus, and drive the hour to our hotel, it'll be time to unpack and hit the bar! A

Yeehaw Ruby Cairo!
Funniest thing I've heard in a few months: "If I have to drive all the way down there and sleep in the car, I'm going to be pretty pissed." hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! p.s. i know no one gets it. she said it to me on the phone 2 seconds ago.

Yeehaw!
I have a prank idea, which I wrote about previously. I am going to post a Craigslist ad, telling that I am a tall hot blonde in town for business, and I need to get some dick in me. Then I will tell them to meet me at the crossing of road X and road X, by my hotel. I would be able to see those losers from the entrance.

Yeehaw!!!
Went out with a few of my girlfriends this evening! damn did i need that break. A few beers, on the patio with good company, couldn't ask for better. I do have a question for you wonderous fu-peeps: Am I ridiculous for being annoyed with the waitress for 1) taking 35 minutes to come to our table the first time? 2) not bringing our drinks for another 10 minutes? 3) bringing out our food after it had become hard? 4) screwing up the bill in epic proportions? Aside from the fact that she was retarded, we all had a great time. I think bad service may just be a pet peeve of mine.

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What happened? I had tons of people to talk to all the time. Now it seems like I am abandoned did I get boring or did you just get a better friend? But anyway I am bored there is nothing to do and I have to go take a shower so if you love me as a friend and let me know leave me a message I miss you!!! Oh have a great hump day hahahha

...yeha I Blew It
if neone id friends wit sexy metal man..wit the rip in his name, rtell him i said sorry yo, cuz im about ta lose it, i wasnt on here anbd now im bloacked and i think my home gurls was fuckin on here.....

Ye-haw...im A Redneck And I Like My 2nd Amendmenrt Rights..
http://www.nydailynews.com/news/2008/03/21/2008-03-21_gun_paint_company_taunts_mayor_bloomberg.html BY KIRSTEN DANIS DAILY NEWS CITY HALL BUREAU CHIEF Friday, March 21st 2008, 4:00 AM Groll/AP Bloomberg is the featured moniker of Lauer Custom Weaponry's gun-customization kit. Hizzoner is also an outspoken opponent of Lauer's gun paints - so much so he outlawed them in N.Y.C. Lauer Custom Weaponry's 'Bloomberg Collection' features gun coatings with a color-by-borough paint set (Manhattan Red, Brooklyn Blue, Bronx Rose, Queens Green and Staten Island Orange). ...and a template to create a graffiti 'facade' for maximum gun pimping. A Wisconsin company that disguises deadly firearms with bright paints and camouflage has a new target: Mayor Bloomberg. Lauer Custom Weaponry, whose products were banned in the city in 2006 because they make dangerous guns look like innocent toys, is taunting the anti-gun mayor with a line of paints named "The Bloomberg Col