Its been fifteen years, so the calander says
Seems like such a long time, and its been so unkind
Even though I can't hear your voice
I swear at times I could feel you there
Guilding me from that which is wrong
Helping me to sing my song
I still don't believe it been so long
Half my life without you now
In retrospect all I can say is WOW
I barely remember your beautiful face
Will I keep this pain, is that the case
I saw you suffer ......for so long
what terrible thing you had to endure
I can't imagine the pain and fear
Knowing your fate, draws ever near
When the phone rang with THAT call
I knew without a word, I wanted to fall
I knew you where gone, left this world, and it hurt me so
with a touch of relief, for your pain and deseise could no longer grow
...but still I hated ...that I was left alone..
many years I lived in sarrow...then children of my own made me think...
how hard it must have been, saying goodbye..to your own
I miss you much but it gives me resolve
To know the strength you had within
was givin to me, when you made my skin
Its interesting that I only knew you as mom...
not the person you where inside
that I ended up with your heart of gold
no matter what happens....it never grows cold
THANK YOU....
ONE MORE THING....
CANCER FUCKING SUCKS!
