So my year on fubar....
Well I joined fubar for the basic reason, someone used that wanna see more pics of me lines, and it was hook line and sinker.lol. Fu became my get away from real world problems. At the time of joining I really needed that get away it was the one month anni. of my aunts death and I wasnt taken it well. I got sucked right into the lounges right away, and learned the meaning of ONLINE DRAMA lol. People were taken things so serious and I always thought wow its just the computer. Well little did I know this was gonna become part of my life.lol. I moved around fubar making friends, that im still friends with till this day.
I ran into people that I knew in real life and hadn't seen in years. It was crazy and I was loving every minute of it. But like everyone you some how get your feelings mixed up in all this Internet fun. And I went and got mine involved, thought the guy was the greatest thing on earth lol, little did I know I was just alittle fu stepping stone to him.( i can laugh at this all now cuz ive stepped out of the fu bubble) lol. So this guy used all those great lines on me.. he loved me wanted me to come see him yadaydaya. Then I was like wow I let my feelings get way to involved in this I didnt wanna trust another soul on Fu.
That's when across this group of people on fubar. They are funny as hell and were always there for me. We fought we stopped talking every little thing you can think of. But in the end we still are friends... We all became a family in lounge known as Club Rocka Fellaz. This lounge isnt open anymore cause one night 2 of us got heated at each other and acted like immature people. It wasn't one person doing it, it was a to person deal. And i'll admit i was one of them. After that break in the family, my heart actually broke alittle after telling myself time and time again i wasnt going to allow my feelings to get involved I did. I opened my heart to not one but many people. And because of one stupid move a family was torn.
If your reading this then you all know what im referring to, you guy's have become more then a internet conversation to me. You are real people with real emotions and blood running thru your veins. I hate that this break had come, and I wish I could take it back everyday. But I still feel like we are strong enough to get thru rough patches and keep the friendship/family we created on this site...(love you still my rocka fella family).
So thats where im at in my fubar life... Thats just alil bit of my year on fubar...
Yours Truely,
Collie
aka
YUMz