Fubar Blog Posts 2

Why?
why do people put or add pics that no one can see i understand the NSFW pics put to make all of your pics private is stupid your friends cant even view them and then on top of that ive seen the tittle of the album (private dont ask to see or you will be removed from friends list) thats really retarded so what do you think please respond.

Why ?
I ask you what's wrong in a soft voice and hope it's not me. I hang onto your words as you talk to me hoping it's not me. I hear the words come from you and still hope it's not me. I feel the pain come from you and hit me like a knife and still hope it's not me. I try and find out what is wrong and I still hope it's not me. I ask again even more softly what's wrong and still hope it's not me. I want to find out and yet I still hope it's not me. I look at you in the eyes and beg to know without talking and I still hope it's not me. I cry because I feel your pain and hurt and still I hope it's not me. In the end you showed me what all of it was. I held on when I knew you were hurting. I held tightly to you when you were angry. I held on when anybody else would of let go. I stood strong through the storm. Yet I still ask why and hope it's not me.

Why??
Sitting here trying not to think about you but thats all I can do right now besides cry Why did it have to happen teh way it did?? sitting here looking at the pictures fo you staring off into space thinking about how happy you made me about how you made me feel so special like i was the only one around even when there were others around Sitting here thinking about you looking at your pictures and the pictures of us crying all over again wondering how i'm going to get over you since i gave you my heart an fell harder for you then I thought i was going to Wondering if I give you time an wait around for you or If that will just be stupid on my part and maybe I should just move on even though it will be hard because i still love you to death and still want to be with you sitting here tryin not to think of you and wondering what I did wrong to screw it up an wondering if I should wait around like you said since u just need time or if I just need to start tryin to move on W

Why?
Why does my breath seem to catch at the touch of his hand? How can my heart race so fast just at the sight of HIM? Soul mates are two halves of one soul, sewn on a single strand. We are soul mates and true love this is, the fairy tale is now reality and no longer a whim!

Why?
why can't i be loved? why am i not majestic not normal why can't i be loved why can i not be beautiful not ugly why can't i be loved why am i not sadistic, yet playful why can't i be loved? why must i be seen as inocent compaired to perfect why can't i be loved why is it everyones eles can to find another to love another yet i can't seem to afford to be loved for who i am maybe i can't be loved becuase theres no use looking for something that dosen't exist

Why
Why is he asking poeple on here what he sould do? I am not using him. No one understands what is going on with us. Yes i do admit that i sat at home not doing anything, but he told me i did not have to go to work. then when we told me that the rent was going up i went out and go a job, and about me missing work for a week you have to understand what was going on with me. since that happend i have been to work everyday and i will not miss a day unless i am told to stay home. i just wish he would talk to me about it and not post our problems on here. I have had a couple people tell me that the person that i am with has been using me since February. She has sat around the house until I tell her to get a job or she leaves my life. then after 3 days doesnt go to work for a week. She lives with me. the thing that i would like to know is what I have done with her or what i have said to her is in love or because I am tired of her using me.

Why?
this is something a wrote a long time ago the date is 10-20-05 why does it seem like as soon as the pain stops theres always another fight or a lie ending in sobs if you loved me really why did you do it thats just kindof silly then you got mad and threw a fit when really you were wrong you did the dirty deed and sang her that love song and even planted your seed why do you keep hurting what once wasent enough so you keep flirting so twice you try my love but end of round two you did one last thing and lied about it too had a little fling this all could have been prevented if you'd shut up and listen i warned you of her intention but i was wrong, but look in the end you tried to excuse it as jealous now you see that i was right and she came between us you were blind as night this is hard to deal with dont know whether to cry or throw a fit but ill try its all i can do the damage is already done was it worth it to you do you feel you won are

Why
Why is my head spinning, why is my heart pounding, why does my chest hurt, why is my skin crawling, why wont the tears stop flowing, why are the wall closing in, why do i still care so much, why does my heart ache, why is my jaw clenched, why cant i breathe, am i covered in hives, why cant i sleep, why cant i eat, why wasn't i good enough, why couldn't i fix it, why am i so lost, why couldn't we just take a break, why try and take my daughter, why force me up against a wall, why tell me you hate me, why cant i be loved, why cant i love enough to heal the cracks, why couldn't i have friends, why couldn't you just talk to me, why couldn't we get help, why couldn't we go to counseling, why cant you lust make a clean break, why cant you love me for me, why cant you see that money doesn't mean anything to me, why did you have to play dirty, why did you stray, why did you stray so many times when i was here and all yours, why wasn't i ever good enough, why couldn't you see me, why couldn't y

Why?
Pools that form from tears are the deepest and darkest. A crying voice is louder than any avalanche. The breathe behind the words, "I don't care" is more destructive than any hurricane. The weight that bows a head in forlorn could crush a mountain. Shattered dreams take more to rebuild than any city. And so the hardest puzzle to solve is why we hurt one another.

Why?
Why did you leave without saying goodbye? DId you not love me? Did I not make you happy? Why did leave me with the burden of not knowing what to do? Did i disappoint you? Did meet your expectations? Why do I hurt so bad, did I deserve to have my heart ripped without being or knowing it? Why do i live with with all these things with no answers. Can you answer my questions?

Why
WHY- Do I feel so alone? WHY- Are people who claim to love me being so fake? WHY- Is my heart being overlooked for my body? WHY- Are some people so shallow? WHY- Do some people see a sign of weakness when you're a genuinely good hearted & giving person? WHY- Do some people look down on others, when we are all created equal?

Why
Why do i keep trying to make this work and you keep pushing me away? Stop and think about what you are doing befor you push me away forever. I dont want this love to end ever. Never ending love. That's what i want. Why do i keep trying? by cleon

Why
Kill me kill me now my heart numb my senses numb my sight blurred and distorted blood of my once true love stain my hands and clothes. Why? Why? Did she have to die at my hands? Why? Why must this pain in my heart be so great? Till death do us part that was the words. Her death upon my hands. Her blood covering my body. Will this go away? Will this stay? My innocents shattered. What is to become of me? What is to become of my existence? With this knife I take into my heart with this knife I end my life. My only ding wish. Is why? Why did she have to die?

Why???
So why does it always happen no matter what ya do to try to avoid the headache from allergies from takin the stupid meds the doc gives ya to avoiding everything that can flare it and what happens ya the headache the sneezing the damn swelling eyes and face. Why!!! Move to somewere else ya know it does not happen that wat , I moved out of chicago and look what happens the allergies only get worse.Yet again I say why??? Also when you wake feeling like this why is it like a magnet for kids to get as loud as they possible can just so you have to yell I mean its like they know you feel like shit so lets put ya thru more misery. Why? Nothing can ever go just right and when it seems like it is gonna be perfect them bam!! You are wrong. Why??? Just once I would like for all my family and freinds to have a perfect happy life and nope that does not happen. Why??? so here are just a few why questions I am not lookin for answers I just know this is the way of the world but I felt like writing and

Why
I was just inspired by a chick in a blast that had a quote that said "I am addictive". Funny its always the dullest and the boringest of people that claim to be interesting and exciting. Is shoe shopping for hours and roaming through sale pamphlets give you a high? I am perfect! Does your ideal female have a voice of a trucker, obesity problem, and 10 kids? I am perfect for you! Is your idea of hot, kinky sex would be me laying my 500 lbs on your dick and rocking back n forth? Then I'm acrazysexywild_girl.

Why?
Why do I feel so much pain inside? Why do I still search for the light? Why does everyone hate me? Why do they laugh? Why? Why? Can’t they see im in pain? Can’t they see they hurt me? What if I ran away would anyone care? Would anyone cry? Would anyone try to find me? Would anyone worry? No! No one care no one would cry no one would try to find me no one would worry!! Because in this world im all…. Alone.. Behind this mask is pain.. I can fake a smile so you won’t see me frown.. I can fake a laugh so you won’t see my sorrow.. I can stand in the rain so you won’t see my tears.. And I can stand in a thunderstorm so you won’t hear my screams of pain… but what I can’t do is stand here and tell you I love my life and I never frown because that would be a… lie..

Why?
Why? Why do I continue? Why do I go on? What is there that I must keep going forward for? Through mountains and valleys and deserts and oceans I continue to move on, step after painful step. Even when I know the next one is going to hurt I take it. Again another step and another. Why? Every obstacle harder than the last, and the future very plain to see. Nothing I care for, just there. I know the way out, I know what can stop it. But I go on. The next day the same as the last, pain. Some days I physically hurt. Some days I hurt in all ways but physical. It all hurts just the same though. And I go on. Why? I can see that others hurt like me. I can see that as I am alone, there are others like me. So many times I just want to stop. But I go on. It seems the worst is when I get hope. Its grand, its great and things seem like they will be ok! But then its gone and the pain is worse than before, 'cause I thought I could be free. I realize, I knew. I saw this a

Why
can any1 tell me why people have to hate so much i mean i find people hate others because of there race or handicapt or they just look different but i cant understand why. being handicapt i come acrossed it daily & can ussually ignore it but sometimes it makes me cry because it seems so mean spirited. im no different then any1 else so i just dont understand why.

Why
Why is it everytime i look at you You turn your head the other way Why is it when I speak to you you have nothing else to say Why is it when I kiss you You have no feelings to show why is it when I touch you all you say is I know Now, that i realize this I have but one thing to say I know now, that you don't care So it is time to turn and walk away. So why don't you tell me how does it feel to be the one left holding the hurt that is truely real So kiss me as i turn to leave and leave you with the hurt that I once concieved Go ahead and yell just as loud as you can as I slam my car door Leaving you there to stand. So tell my why is it that you hurt so bad you knowing now that i am the best you ever had

Why
I have to admit that I had reservations about joining another online website like Fubar. For the most part, I think that they are evil, in certain instances. But, I had a good friend invite me, and I thought that it couldn't really be that bad. For the most part, it really isn't. But, there are those that ruin it for me. I try to treat people the way they want to be treated and feel that I deserve the same. If I tell you something, then it is the truth. I don't lie. There are people that I have met in Fubar who have been really great. Not out looking for anything other than friendship and networking. It is those people that keep me coming back every day. You may not know me, but, thank you for your friendship. There is one that I met, that I really enjoyed talking to and attempting to get to know. But, even that has me frustrated and confused. So, it leaves me to wonder.....why do I bother....why do I attempt to open myself up to someone new, when they tend

Why?
Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight? Why do I care about you even though you hurt me? Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality? Why do I try to hide from what is true? Why do I still have these feelings for you?

Why
Why do you hate me so? You get everything you want with out consiquence. When is it my turn. You have known me for so long, yet I am never the one that ends up happy. I wounder what spell you have him under now. You are not ganna be happy with someone eles until you are happy with you. I can only help but so farbefore I break. The only thing that you want that you do not have is a child 24-7. I am sorry for that, but you have someone that will give you what ever you want with out saying NO. why not let me have HAPPINESS? You see what you want to see but I see differently than you. I see him with untainted eyes, all you see is someone that can give you the last thing in live that you want. I see someone that is happy being who he is. I hate the way you make me feel when i am around you. You make me feel like I am this little girl that can't do anything for herself. Everything that I want to do involves getting away from you! I don't understand you anymore You say that you want me to be

Why???
You know I am not the best looking thing in the world but I am not the worst looking thing either. If you can't talk to me cause I have kids or cause you dont think I am good enough to talk to then your missing out. If you go by looks then your missing out on alot. Yeah I'm not skinny nor am I a beauty queen, I never won prom queen but if that is what you are looking for then you are shallow. I am a good hearted woman and I have alot to offer. I can be one of your best friends you will ever have. So if you are out to see all the HOTTIES well in a few of the guys eyes I am a HOTTIE and so you get to miss out. So go and talk to only the skinny girls and miss out on one of the best things that could of ever walked into your life as a friend. Keep being shallow and wearing the blinders. I know that I am a great person and so do most of the guys on here that talk to me.

Why...?
What have i ever done to anyone i work with to get my car keyed.....my sister dumps someone who i gotta work with over the week end and next thing you know i go to work yesterday...(monday) to work a 12 hr day and go to leave and see somone did this...now i gotta pay for it....ugh...i hate him...even tho i dont know if it was him for sure but hes the only person i could see doing it....

Why
I'm not saying I want my EX back but I would like to have someone in my life to share funtimes with besides my children. I love my children very much but there are times I long for the adult interaction and conversations. You get used to having someone around and then when your alone it hits you like a brick wall and it can get pretty damn lonely when you don't have a special someone in your life.

Why
I was sitting having a good conversation with a friend on here and my daughter suddenly feels the need to ask why? "Why is it that when someone asks what time it is they point to their wrist?" "Am I suppose to point to my vagina and say I have to pee,where is the bathroom?" I am in awe of this child. She will sit and ask some of the strangest questions with a straight face and demand an honest answer from me without me cracking up. I love my daughter!

Why?????????
I apologize for venting on here but when is our country going to join the 21st century? When are we going to stop all the hate crimes? People blame it on the area they live or their upbringing but its up to all of us to put a stop to it. I live in a very small community in Pennsylvania and even here in redneck country some are changing their ways.Recently some things happened in this area that really irks me. I won't go into detail but when its this close to home you worry. Not only adults are being killed or injured, but innocent people and children too. Lets stand up and put an end to all this useless violence. Again i'm sorry for venting here but just had to get it off my chest.

Why????
JUST CURIOUS AS TO WHY ALL THESE MEN ON HERE TELL YOU ONE THING AND THEN TURN AROUND AND DO THE COMPLETE OPPISITE OF WAT THEY DID SAY MEN DONT MAKE NO SENSE NONE NOT EVEN THE LEAST BIT BUT I AM REAL ABOUT MINES AND I KEEP IT 100 I DONT PLAY NO BABY GAMES THAT SHIT GOT PLAYED OUT IN THE 90'S I KEEP IT FRESH TO DEATH AND I KEEP IT ALL ME I DONT NEED NO GAME BOY CUZ I DONT PLAY GAMES SO IF YOU ARE A MALE AND THINK THAT YOU GONNA GET PAST ME BY LYING TO ME DONT THINK ABOUT IT BECAUSE I NO A LIAR WHEN I SEE ONE SO YEA U AINT GOOD ABOUT HIDING NOTHING FROM ME BECAUSE I KNOW ALL ABOUT THE GAMES SO KEEP YA GAMES AND WATEVA ELSE U TRYI TO USE TO BRAIN WASH THESE GURLS ON WIT KEEP IT WIT DEM NOT ME...N E THING ELSE THAT I DIDNT MAKE CLEAR HOLLA AT ME AND I WILL TELL YOU OK.... RHONDA... TAKE CARE

Why
me and ma b/f jus broke up and usually im tha one that goes and makes up i cant do that this time im tired of always having to do it, he gets mad over nothing then im tha one that has to put all tha pieces back together i really like him and i think about him alot but im trying to be strong and not call him or txt him. i changed not for him but for tha relationship. its really hard...............and i dont really have anyone to talk to cuz ma family doesnt care about anyone but themselves. i jus wish i cud be happy....

Why?
What do you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone think you're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going as though nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how much better off you are without them when deep inside you...you wonder how they are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever" become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" become something that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is just tossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something people say to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure that most people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on a person's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life of pain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but what happens to that person when the one they thought would love them through it all...saw them for who th

Why?
My mind is full of thoughts full of questions full of memories My eyes are fooled by the twinkle of your heart fooled by the words you spoke fooled by the smile on your face My heart has been hurt by the one I adore hurt by the lack of truth hurt by the coldness of your shoulder My soul no longer shines through my eyes no longer gets me through the night no longer be a guiding light Your soul shines through your eyes shines through your lies shines through your hurt Your heart has been hurt by the one you adored hurt by the lack of love hurt by the coldness of her shoulder Your eyes were fooled by the twinkle of her passion that wasnt for you fooled by the words she spoke fooled by the smile on her face Your mind is full of thoughts full of questions full of memories I ask myself why you want to run why you want to hide why you always cry You ask yourself why I

Why
Although I didnt know you, I question why you did it? Were you lonely? Did you lose the love of your life? Or were you fighting drugs or alcohol? I've thought about it, Played with the idea, Even come close to doing it, But I could never get over the thought, That there still might be hope, How did you do it? How did you get so depressed, That you'd rather be dead, Than try to change your life?

Why?
Deep Thoughts............ If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor. If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why do we still have monkeys and apes? Should crematoriums give discounts for burn victims? Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice?" What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant? Why do they lock gas station bathrooms? Are they afraid someone will clean them? If the police arrest a mime, does he still have the right to remain silent? Do they sterilize the needles for lethal injections? If a pit bull humps your leg you'd better fake an orgasm. Light travels faster than sound. That's why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups. Jesus loves you, but everyone else thinks you're a twat. Live every day as if it were your last. Eventually you'll be righ

Why
why do guys/girls have to play stupid games why cant they just come right out and say they want to get back together instead of beating around the bush about it and gettin all yancy about what others say and do and expecting someone to completely read their mind like theres this unseen rule that if your talking again your automatically with em ......ummm you cant be with someone till they ask you thats just common sense some have no problem in telling a guy/girl they love and care about him/her and wants to be with him/her and dont play games(most dont)they just flat out say what we want when we want and they dont care who knows it or what anyone thinks because they are happy with choice they made and thats all that freaking matters if you want her/him tell hem,just that simple if you dont want her/him tell em...... that way they are not sittin there waiting on a someone that clearly doesnt love and care about them as much as she/he does him/her and she/he can

Why?
Why do I always have to be the way I am? I wish just once I would listen to my heart, Maybe you and I would have a new start.. Why do people get into my business? Seems like everyone knows my weakness I know I should never said what I did--- Sometimes I feel like a kid! Why do things go wrong? I always feel like I’m alone… And even though you are gone I still can hear our song. Why does time flies by so fast? I think about the past About all the times I had a blast All I know is that you and I are a must… Why can’t we be together today? I know that I can get my way It might take more than a day, But it will happen someday!

Why????????????????????????????????
I WAS IN A AUCTION HAD TO HURRY AND FIND THE HIGHEST BIDDER TO FU OWN ME! JUST BECAUSE THE AUCTION OWNER HAD A ARGUMENT WITH MY SISTER OVER THE PHONE SO I WAS THROWEN OUT OF THE AUCTION BECAUSE OF IT.. DOES ANYONE THINK THATS FAIR ON MY BEHALF? I SPEND FUBUXS TO JOIN A STUPID AUCTION AND I GET THIS IN RETURN?? ALL COMMENTS WELCOMED ON HERE.

Why??
Why is it that you see someone who seems to have a problem within their life and you try to help them, or they say something or post something that gets your attention and you try to show them a different side of what they have going on and you always end up on the crap end of it? Well, tonight I saw someone floating across the screen with a status that said "Looking for one guy to prove they aren't all the same." So me being a very genuine and understanding guy, who is not like any guy that anyone will ever meet; I attempt to show them that there is a guy unlike any other. So as I attempt to show a little compassion to the situation laid out by this person, they have to go take care of their child, so I sit and wait for them to come back. As I attempt to be a friend and show her that I am unlike any guy, and there is someone different than the rest; out of nowhere she comes off and says that she is going to go back out with her ex. At this point I am like so why am I trying to prove t

Why
WHY DID I HAVE TO LOVE YOU, WHY DID I CARE? WHY CAN'T YOUR MEMORY JUST GO AWAY? WHY DOES IT STAY? WHY DO I THINK ABOUT YOU DAY AFTER DAY AND NIGHT AFTER NIGHT WHY DOES MY HEART SAY DON'T RUNAWAY? WHY DOES MY MIND CRY OUT FOR YOU? WHY DOES IT SAY YOUR COMPLETELY TRUE WHEN WE BOTH KNEW YOU WEREN'T WHEN ALL YOU COULD DO IS CHEAT AND HURT SO NOW I FACE ALL THE HURT AND PAIN INSIDE SO NOW I FACE ALL THE HURT AND PAIN INSIDE KNOWING YOUR NEVER COMING HOME! KNOWING YOU'LL NEVER BE MINE ONCE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why...
Why do peeps play games, bullshit and lie??? I ask this becaue I am tired of the games and childish behaves that "adults" dish out in the days we all call "life". I mean come on.. if you like someone be honest and forward about... but if you dont hell let them know that too. Dont lie and beat around the bush with... "Oh I like you too"... and "Yeah we can meet and hang out see where it goes from there"... Please!! These lines may work for awhile but as we all know... actions speak louder then words. And well once again in this sad thing we all call "life" I have seen these bull crap lies once more. Peeps say they want honesty and truthfullness... BUT when its given to them... they simply cant handle it and shun the person away... slowly and surely. Now for the reason I am writting this. Well see I have come to like someone VERY much and despite all my efforts to be myself and honestly blunt about things... I feel sadly enough I am being shunned away. Perhaps I maybe wrong but deep

Why
Why do I always falling in love, just to be broken just to be left behind just to be ignored? Why am I always left shattered, just to bleed out just to be left to rot just to be forgotten? Why is it always me getting hurt, just to be burned by another just to be left holding the pieces of my heart just to be alone? Why I ask you must it always be the same for me. don't I deserve to be loved, don't I deserve to be with someone, don't I deserve to be remembered? I have asked these questions time and again. Now I ask, Why won't somebody answer me? ( And Yes this is because of You)

Why?
Why do I feel so lost even though I'm surrounded? There are those who say they love me Will I ever know they do? I wonder if it's possible to feel true love Is love something real or imagined? I know I want to feel it I hope it doesn't burn Which is real? Love or desire? Desire to be loved Love of being desired I sicken myself with what I fail to feel Why do I open myself this way?

Why?
Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the Batteries are almost dead? ________________________________ Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they already Know there is not enough money? ________________________________ Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion Stars; but have to check when you say the paint is still wet? ________________________________ Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? ________________________________ Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you Throw a revolver at him? ________________________________ Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? ________________________________ Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'lisp'? ________________________________ If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? ________________________________ Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles Are always white? ___________________________

Why???
Well I think that if you are dating someone in a long-distance relationship you should trust that person to be loyal to you. I mean I know that when I'm in a long-distance relationship I know that I trust that person to be telling me the truth and that they are to be loyal but not all people think that way and to not have trust in a relationship is to not have a relationship at all!

Why .............
.... Do so many of the restaurants and delis here open at 7am and not a one of them serves any kind of breakfast? Oh sure they sell coffee and pastries, but wtf? Can't I even get a decent egg sandwich?

Why?????????
Why is it that people don't read blogs to find out about the people they want to chat with. I mean here I am wanting to make new friends and get to know new people and they are still hitting my shoutbox and thinking that I'm ignoring them when actually I just can't get the damn thing to work because my computer is stupid and doesn't work for me half the time like it is supposed to. I mean is there anyone actually reading this one or am I typing it for the hell of it. Just wondering. I mean HELLO I've given out my yahoo name several places and still noone has bothered to even say hello there. Oh well I guess I'll just keep trying to answer all of you (if anyone is even reading this) and hope it goes through. TTYL on yahoo hopefully>>>>LOL

Why
why did i think this was going 2 b different when i was hurt before why didnt i think that he was going 2 b different then the others when they did the same thing why did i believe him when he says he loves me when nobody could love me why did i think that i could b loved when i was never loved why did i beleive him with my whole heart when i was going in the wrong direction why did i why did i wish i never did cause nobody has respect for me nobody loves me why did i think my life would b different

Why?
Why do I seem to care? When obviously you don't. Why do I constantly put myself through this? When it always ends the same. Why do I always believe you? Even when I know it's a lie. Why do I continue to see things different? When they always end the same. Why do I feel the need to keep trying? When obviously you don't want to. Why am I the one sitting alone crying? And you are always doing something else. Why do I have to fight for your attention? Yet you always have mine. Why can't I get you off my mind? When I know I haven't crossed yours. Give me one reason why I shouldn't just let it go

Why
It's all happening so fast. Seems like just the other day I found out my daughter was sick and now she is in the hospital with a major infection. They dont know if she is going to make it. Now I am on a flight not knowing what will happen. Hoping I will get there in time!Please every keep us in your thoughts.

Why?
Why? thats a question i've been asking myself a lot recently. Why do people do the things they do? Why do they say the things they say? Why when everything is looking to be heading up not down does something always happen to bring it to a grinding halt? and WHY does life have to be so damn complicated? but, that's one of those things that nobody can answer for you, it's something you have to figure out for yourself.

Why
Cancer...what a horrible thing Such a hateful sickness You take more lives each and every day And cause strife along the way And this is the least that I can say CANCER, I HATE YOU!!!! You took my mother and two dear friends And now you threaten more people I love Cancer, I ask you one thing WHY???

Why
i have been on fubar for awhile now.i have gotten to know some amazing people!!....i have gave being in a leveling group a try..didnt work..i have helped being co-founder to a leveling group..that didnt work out either..i am a very strong minded person..i let my stubbberness get in the way of alot of things....which brings me to the reason for this blog....there is a special person to me on here, that i have hurt....and to you i say............i am very sorry for what i did !!!..i know i let you down...i know i cant make up for it..all i can say is im sorry ..the rest is up to you....

Why
ok i met someone that i really want to get to know and she wants to get to know me so my question is why is it when you tell someone else u give them the option to date why do they have to get upset and end the friendship is it wrong for the 1st time in my life for me to be happy and have what i want helppppppppppppppppp

Why???
Why do so many people of this country say that they support the troops when they can’t even began to tell you one little thing that they have don’t in support of the troops? Why do so many people unwilling voluntary for any branch of the armed forces but yet want to look down on us when we proudly stand up and do what you are unwilling to do? Why do your friends and loved ones and everyone who knows your name pat you on your back for joining the service but know one knows you and or want to help you when you return? Why is there so many hypocrites in this world? Why can’t we be looking on as heroes like your favorite sports star when we are willing to pay the ultimate price for YOUR FREEDON, WHICH ISN’T FREE?

Why...
Why The buttons on my phone are worn thin I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in. But I've broken all my promises to you I've broken all my promises to you. Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make it hard to smile because You make it hard to breathe Why do you do this to me? A phrasing that's a single tear, Is harder than I ever feared And you were left feeling so alone. Because these days aren't easy Like they have been once before These days aren't easy anymore. Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make it hard to smile because You make it hard to breathe Why do you do this to me? To me, to me, to me... I should've known this wasn't real And fought it off and fought to feel What matters most? Everything That you feel while listening to every word that I sing. I promise you I will bring you home I will bring you home. Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make

Why
Loving someone you cannot have. Someone whom you know was made for you. Nothing in the world has made you feel so complete so at peace so whole. Nothing has made you cry from within just for the look in their eyes. My soul is shattered I am bound by this life bound by my choices bound from the only thing that I have ever lived for. Imprisoned by my own choices. By my own. Shattered pieces fly as they are projected by my souls screams. Shattered pieces that only the wind can carry to my souls love.

Why
Why is it when I think everything is starting to work out for me that something has to come along and complicate shit? I have a good guy now, hes good to me and my daughter even if there are times when I wonder what the truth really is...but then again thats probably just my paranoia kicking in like always. Things are going really good with him. And then my ex has to walk back into my life and tell me how he really feels. When the whole reason I left him was cuz I didnt think he was serious about us.... Now Im not going to leave my man for him but it still hurts. I mean I really did like him but I couldnt handle not knowing the truth when he was so far away. And now that he says how he feels its too late. Then to make things ever worse, the one guy I was trying to hold a friendship with even though his family hates me has once again started his bullshit with me. Trying to blame me for his marriage failing. When I had nothing to do with it. I may not have liked the fact t

W.h.y???
putting your heart n soul n life into something n watch it go away like u was never there around or anything y try when all u get is a brokeen heart n nothing out of the thing u once loved n cared about???...

Why
Why is it that life isn't always fair??? Why is it that no matter what you try to do, it just isn't enough?? Why is it that no matter what I try to do, it either isn't enough or isn't right??? Why is it that I can't make anyone happy??? As a child, I couldn't wait to grow up.. Couldn't wait to be out in th REAL world.. Be my own boss, do the things that I wanted to do.. As an adult, the real wold is crule.. Life is crule.. Things that happen to each & everyone of us in one way or another can be crule.. There is no rime or reason for may things & I don't always understand them.. I guess I never will...............................

Why
would somebody please inform when the world just stopped caring....i remember a day when people actually cared for each other. helped each other out in any way they could. Now everyone seems to be out for themselves. when the hell did this happen..im telling you now that this is no way to live...grr

Why
Why does it hurt so much, the pain never goes away, eats at every fiber of my being. Makes me sad at the simplest thing, makes me angry for no apparent reason at all. Makes me wish sometimes that tomorrow would never come, makes me wonder what is so wrong with me. Makes me question someones intentions, makes me put up that wall again, that wall you broke down. Is there really an answer to the question "why"?

Why??????????
first i don't like when people mark my pics nsfw...rude and i think they are jealous cause i don't know...just alittle pissed come back from gettin coffee i and i see a few of pics that don't have to do with me got marked...what the fuck....fuck u haters just jealouse...now this pic i have up is safe cause i know what safe and nsfw is .....so i am going to marked this blog nsfw cause i am cussing like a storm here...i am going off but not at anyone ...just blowing steam...i get pissed very easly...lets just say i take after my dad...just made myself smile but still the point is ...i have been to this site before and know what i am doing....so if u think its nsfw then u must be a hater should go back to myspace...where the little kids hang out...this is an adult site...get over it...well why i am on it...i don't give a flying fuck what u rate me...still get points no matter what so...just here for friends and make new ones....if u all don't like it...MOVE ON!!!!!!!!! cause i don't care.

Why?
Why is it that these various E.D. medications say that you should see a doctor if your junk stays up longer than 4 hours? What was the criteria? So, a 3 hour 59 min stiffy is fine but 4 hour 5 minutes means that a doc has to get involved again? I'm sure some guys (and probably some girls) would see it as an opportunity.

Why ?
why am I so loved when, I have done so many bad things? why do we need others to make us happy ? why do I give love so freely, when I cant accept it at all ? why are there people that take from others and then give to the ones that hurt them ? why do we really sleep ? why do we love one another? why do we hurt the ones we love the most? why are there choices to make , cant god just tell us what we have to do ? why the fuck am I asking all these silly questions? why ask why ? last but not why am I who I am ?

Why.............?
Sometimes I wonder WHY......Why we are, Why we do, Why we think. Some people have looks, money, a thought, a wish......or maybe a need. Is a need a 65" TV, or maybe a vette (OMG that would be a want). How about real life today? A real 401k that lost 65% in less then 10 days, how about a box (sorry woman) cardboard box at that! I understand fun(GO COLTS). I have great real life friends (that I don't have to buy a blast for....one let call her Mary is a internet porn star......yes I was at the COLTS game on Sunday with her and oher friends(pics to follow)) like the () () inside? Just a thought in a moment in time!!!! LOVE

Why
Why is it people in life turn things around and say things that are not true. I know that this happens everyday and in everyones life. But I was noticing how people are in life around me. I am not talking about anyone that I know but I was talking to a friend about her problems. I notice that things are not as they seem when people tell you things, like to keep their lives a mystery, but when it comes down to it why dont they just let people know the truth and talk to someone about it instead of holding it in.

Why
cant sleep cant think thoughts of u fill my head..why must i go through this torture.tell me you love me tell me u want me. dont leave me hanging here by a thread.i need u more than i want to.I love you more than i should.Please tell me why we repeat this love song..we both know it ends in heartache.I dont know how much more i can take.Watching you walk away from me is hard..watching you walk back into my life is harder.Its like a dream come true all over again..but i know its a nightmare in disguise.

"why?"
why does my heart skips a beat everytime i hear his voice? why do i worry when he's gone away too long? why do i get upset when he'd done something wrong? why do i get jealous when some girls get near him? why do i dream of him- be it day or night? why does he get stuck in mind all the time? why do i want to calm him down especially at the height of his temper? why do i want him to change for the better? why am i doing all these stuff? why oh why? tell me.. i guess... i really think... ...that i'm in love! and that's with you- MR. MASSIMO RICCIARDI

Why....
Well...some of you know who we are...we may have been friends for months or we may have just met...or maybe you just spotted us and came to see what V.I.P.E.R Girls are...Whichever one it is I'd like to explain a little about why we made this group... My name is Scarlet and I am what is commonly known as a BBW...5'9 and 3/4's and 217lbs...However I am not insecure about it and I hate it when women feel ashamed or down about themselves because of their weight...There are groups all over fubar celebrating what is "socially desirable"...the skinny Barbie doll model types...in their string bikinis and sexy revealing lingerie...Not all of us look like that and not all men want that type...I happen to be the g/f of a very hot guy off of fubar...Irishtoad...he moved all the way from Indiana to be with me...I have noticed a trend on here that has started to bother me...You can almost always guess which girls are average or bigger just by their profile pics...folders of nothing but face shot

Why??
1- why is that when u have somethin or someone good you mess it up and always wonder why u constantly gettin hurt n treated bad by the ones who aint shyt and who aint about shyt?? 2-why is it that when u have someone absoulutely perfect for you you break up wit them and it takes you forever 2 realize u had a good one?? why cant you realize it then and stick wit them?? 3-why do bad things happen to good ppl?? 4-why do ppl call u names n say shyt about you when they kno good and damn well they the ones actin like that and not you?? 5-why do niggas and bitches have 2 play games?? 6-why does it matter if ur gay, bi or str8? i mean as long as you happy thats all that matters right?? 7-why do nice guys always have 2 finish last? 8-why do ppl try 2 talk down on others and make them feel bad? is it bc theyre insecure with themselves and they have 2 take someone down wit them? or is it bc theyre jealous?? 9-why do ppl get mad at u 4 talkin 2 their significant other not

Why?
Why does it seem a broken heart fails to mend, even when you try to move on? Memories that haunt you and won't let you move so easily because you remember all that you had in one person and suddenly become afraid of never finding that again. Knowing deep down inside that what you had was a rare find and no matter how many people you look for it in, whether you're sober or drunk, self-destructive or not, you're not going to find it. Why do feelings of guilt still surface even when a relationship ends? Why do we still hold onto the hope that one day something will change and our one true love will return to us. Why do friends try to make us feel better by saying "Don't worry, he (or she) will realize what they had in you and they'll be back. You're a good person for all you did." Why do we start crying over a lost love, when we are just sitting there doing nothing except watching tv, reading, or creating a piece of artwork? Its hard to see through tears, and with the tears come the

Why?????
why are ppl always tryin to be someone or something they arent, i am who i am n will never change that, i am what i am n cant change that. i guess some ppl cant see the difference between fake n real people by lettin that person be who they are, they dont even give a full chance just automatically take out on innocent ppl for others...... well, i guess they r the ones that have things to hide, n fake, n lie about eh? well i guess in the long run we find out who n what we all are and who and what others are

Why?
Why am I hurting more now that I ever had before? Why does the pain in my heart not subside from the worst loss in my life ? Why does the future in my life seem to look like it will never get better no matter how hard I try to remain postitive about it ? Why can't I face the reality that it is over and let go ? Why do I hold out hope that the only thing that ever mattered to me will someday return to make my life whole again ? Why does this depression get worst day after day ? Why is God making me hurt so bad, have I really done so many terrible things in my life to deserve all this pain ? I hope the answers come soon, because I don't know how much longer I can live my life like this before I have to do something I don't want to do to make the pain go away. God please send some kind of sign to make me understand - WHY ?

Why?
Do you ever wonder why some people can be such assholes.... i do i always wonder why people treat other people like shit for no reason. is it because they think they are better then that person? or are they naturally just that way.??

Why?
If people say that they like you for who you are, then why don't they keep their words and accept you instead of turning their backs on you? If people say that they'll call you later, why won't they keep their words and call back? If you show someone love and give them attention, why won't they show love back instead of blowing you off? Why do we ignore people that care about us and care about the people that ignore us? Why do women go for the the guys who treats them like crap instead of the nice guys that treat them right? Why do people always want to be fake with you instead of being true friends? Why do people wanna judge and label you before they get to know you and see the real person? Why do people wanna ignore the people who show them respect and pay attention to the people who wont show you anything at all? If they said that they care about you, why don't they always show it to you? If they say that they love you and never leave your side, do they re

Why?
Why do I continually give men a second chance when I know they are no good. I gave the "bad boy" a second chance. I missed him, I don't know why. Probably because he promised me he would change and he would try hard to do it. And he did, for the first few days. But after that it went back to treating me like a little kid. I realize he was older than me, but still I am mature for my age and I am pretty sure I can make my own decsions. I don't get it what about him do I miss so much? I broke up with him again and THAT was horrible. Even worse than the first time. I had never ever in my life been called a cunt, and that right there should make me not ever want to see his face again right? Why doesn't it? I'm starting to miss him again and I want to see him again be with him again? I don't know if it's the sexually connection we have or what. Do I just miss the sex and the excitement and the thrill of it all? Sometimes I wish I could just forget about ex's and not miss them it always

Why
iam really sick of some people on here how shallow they are with alot of things no one is perfect and iam not even close to being some what perfect . and on that note yea i have a big scar its on my belly i got it from birth and it means alot to me if you cant take me for me then you dont need me . in anyway i cant understand why some people are like they but yet they bitch and wine when others do that to them and then they got the nerve to ask why why cant others accept people for who they are and not what they can do or what they can be

Why
Current mood: blank i have been going threw a lot of crap over the past few months and in the last month i have been in and out of the hospital. Not just any hospital but Butler and another great place called SSTAR it is for detox and mental health. SO, in this battle with not only myself and the little things in the world that ush me over the edge, I am trying to quit drinking. There is nothing i want right now is more then a DRINK!! actully maybe a 1,000 of them. But i can't So, on Nov i lost my job and been trying to get any assistance that i can. I was able to get foodstamps. Hell i am not to proud to say it. It is not something that i wanted to go do but i needed. Now i am waiting for SSI/SSDI (god knows how long that will take.) But in the mean time i filed for unemployment Got al the papers stating how much i would get if i qulified. Well i just got the call.... DENIED!!! okso lets count... 1-no job, 2-denied TDI ( i didnt have enough in the tdi account i was 600 sh

Why
Things happen for a reason, like my baby niece. Never knew she was coming... never knew she was born the other day. Now i know about her... held her for a couple minutes, to find she was taken by social services. Things happen for a reason. Now i know in time things will have to get better, because in every book the endings do. So life in general has to one day... just don't know when, or how soon. Life makes people wonder, wonder what if's and why. Life is life and to live is life, so we all might understand one day.

Why?
Subject: Older women :o) Body: Turning 30 by Andy Rooney This is for all you girls 30 years and over....and for those who are turning 30, and for those who are scared of moving into their 30's! This was written by Andy Rooney from CBS 60 Minutes Andy Rooney says: As I grow in age, I value women who are over 30 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?". She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 30 give a damn what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 30 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an

Why
why is it that when you fine someone new to love you? you find out that some people in your life likes you why do they have to wait antell you have someone new in your life to tell you that they like you i am in love with three guys and only one is with me and the one i love and will always love left me for a bitch and now is married to her and the other one i cant see what can i do i love them all but only two of them loves me back the other one dosent care what i am going through in my life but i dont care if he dose or not i have someone in my life that is alot better then he will ever be in his hole life and i am happy with him i have a son that loves him to and that is the only thing i care about and he loves my son

Why?!?
Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are going dead? Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there is not enough? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'lisp'? What is the speed of darkness? Why is it that people say they 'slept like a baby' when babies wake up every two hours? Why is the word abbreviation so long? Are there specially reserved parking spaces for 'normal' people at the Special Olympics? If the temperature is zero outside today and it's going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold will it be? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Did you ever stop a

Why
Why She always asks and I have to laugh Cause I think sometimes she really cant see Who she is and what she does to me The way I wear the title nerd face More proudly than the congressional medal of honor Or the way her laugh lightens my heart And eases my soul The way she purrs when she wants me, just my company on the phone then I know she misses me as much as I miss her then I can see into a future I can dare to believe That I me can make her happy Just by being me Without the fear The way she texts me Sometimes saying absolutely nothing The way I get her The way OMG she gets me lmao The way she has made herself at home in my psychie And the way she is welcome there Lets not forget her beauty Which she calls cute I call radiant as the sun and I cant wait to see it in person Let me go blind after for I have seen all that the world has to offer And lets not forget her humor Even on the darkest times, it takes a lot to break her spirit And when it is lo

Why
Okay, I understand that guys like tight young pussy, and most like it shaved bald, or maybe a racing strip. I have been told that I scare and intimidate guys. Thats right little bitty me. Makes big guys shake in fear. That makes no since to me. The guy telling me this said, "no girl with a body like yours likes to be beat, much less raped, you are either fake or fucking stupid". He is telling me this while I'm laying there with a broken leg, and his hands are around my throat. Sorry to scare everyone but I LOVE FEAR AND PAIN. I loved him strangling me as I struggled for air. I LOVE BEING CHAINED AND GAGGED AND USED AS YOUR FUCK TOY AS YOU BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF ME. I LOVE PAIN, I MEAN I REALLY LOVE PAIN. When I was laying in the middle of the street with the EMT's working on my leg I refused all pain meds. I never take pain meds. I FUCKING LOVE PAIN. I love the look in a guys eyes, when I chained up and gagged, struggling to forcing his cock out of my pussy as h

Why?
Why is it when i think i'm over you, You have to call, and try to get some. Why is it when i finally decide this time its IT NO MORE you confuse the hell out of me? Why is it that you still have such a strong hold on my heart? Why cant you just leave me alone... I'm NOT comeing back to you again! Why cant you just understand that i've had enough of your shit? Why cant you Go away, find someone else to tourture? Why dont you just Go away from me all together... Is that too much to ask for??

Why?
Will I Ever Be good enough again? Ever be good Enough to be given love rather then bagging for it? Ever feel whole and want to give, wondering what it is like to take? Will the hurt of being left ever ever subside? Answers to questions I can't find yet, when I do, the happy dance I will do! "Actions speak louder then words" I guess I just heard all I need to hear.

Why
why do i even bother with men all they ever do is break my heart....just like my justin who i use to love until we got in a fight now i know he don't give a fuck anymore and he doesn't know i wanted to spend the rest of my life with him....it really sucks and i think i just need to give up and move the fuck on!

Why?
Why does life have to be so confusing? Why is it that whatever I wish for, dream of, is always just out of my reach? Why is it that what should be good, always hurts? Why are people cruel and narrow minded, so judgmental? Why do we give up on what we want because of what others think? Why do we change to make others happy? Why do I always fail? Yep... its a bad day..............

Why?
Why do people prey on people with good hearts? They know you have a good heart, they know you would do anything for them. Why lie to get money from someone? Or to get whatever it is you want? Why not be honest? Is honesty a bad thing? I don't understand it.

Why?
Why is there so much pain and sadness in my life? Why wont someone love me? Why does such a giving, loving, compassionate woman have to be so lonely? People all around me, friends laughing with me, my children loving me so much, but I cant find love! I LOVE with everything in me....why is my life filled with sooo much sadness,pain,and loneliness and tears. I am so tired of crying. GOD HELP ME! I feel like dying.

Why?
Why is life so complicated? Why is nothing simple? Why does love never flow smooth? Why are men emotionless dicks? Why are true friends so rare? Why do I bother living? I don't know the answers to any of those questions, least of all the last one.

Why?
i sit here looking a new year in the face,why is it alll i wish for is to hold my baby one last time?i had a beautiful woman ask me to dance tonight and all i could think of was rae's voice sayin sheloves me.i know its not healthy but why cant i get past her,was she that special or am i that lost? i wish i knew the answer.because im so tired of being alone.what i wouldnt give to be held by someone that loved me.love it's so taken for granted these days what does one do when they know the true meaning of love? i wisgh i knew tonight all i can say is i love you rae and miss you more then words cn say.what ide give to hold you tonight.......

Why?
Why do we torture ourselves with the mindless and the mundane? Can't we be happy with all the many "things" we are blessed with? Life, love, family, friends, job, home, clothes, food! Do these things mean nothing? Are you familiar with Maslow's heirarchy of basic human needs? No one I know has ever reached the top. Is it because we want more and more? Why does happiness elude us? Or are we avoiding it? Happiness is right in front of you, just open your eyes and reach for it. Being happy with what you have is not settling, its knowing. Knowing what you want and have. Appreciate it for what it is or you will lose it. It will be taken from you and given to someone that will love it and appreciate it. And after its gone, there is no getting it back. Ever. We have become so terrified of happiness that we pretend to have it. How hipocritical is that? Figure out what brings you true happiness and hold on to it!!! If you don't, it will find someone that will.

Why
Why is every body so damn sensetive? "OMG SHE JUST SHOWED THE BEGINNING OF HER CLEVAGE CRACK! THAT IS SO NSFW!" or "OMG ALL HE WANTS TO DO IS FUCK! IS THAT ALL GUYS EVER WANT TO DO?" first off, this is an adult sight, if somebody wants to show a picture of them getting fisted, LET THEM. its their business. second, yes I fuck most of the time that I am awake and not at work. You dont like it you dont have to look at my page. and if I try and strike up a conversation with you, dont go bitchy on me immediatley. just say hey, dont want your cock. and at that point I can take a hind and piss off. Its not that hard. Ok I feel better now. Stop being so damn sensitive you yuppy fuckers.

Why
Dreaming, talking, walking, living, why are we here? Does it matter what we do, who we see, or where we go. Does it make a difference, hell I don't know.... Somewhere, somehow, someday, I will find you untill then dreams are my only place to go. Your perfect, that is to me. perfection is not only what you see. Why have I not found you, why are you not in my bed. Why are you not holding me close. Two hearts as one. Instead you hount me always in my head. You have no face but to me the rest is clear. where are you why havent you found me, love of my life, my one an only fear.

Why?
You said you loved me, But ALL along YOU knew you were going to break my heart, You said YOU would love me forever, So why are we apart? Now IF you REALLY meant FOREVER, Then you should have meant that YOU would try, Cause once you said "FOREVER", And now that's made me CRY.... Why did you lie? And Why did I cry? Why did we even try? I DON'T like to trust, And now you KNOW why!!! You hurt me bad. How could you do that? You said you loved me, But I know it was all a LIE!!! We'll now I'm alone but I dont mind, I hope your happy. But I hope you know how bad I hurt. We'll I guess this is good bye. All I want to know is WHY??

Why
Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight? Why do I care about you even though you hurt me? Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality? Why do I try to hide from what is true? Why do I still have these feelings for you?

Why
Why is it so hard to find someone worth the trouble of dating or being in a relationship with? It seem no one wants that anymore. They just wanna use someone for what they can get out of them and then move on to the next. I guess its why I stay single because I can't seem to find someone worth the trouble of being in a relationship. Its all about games and using someone for sex or there money. I don't need a man in my life I get my own stuff I don't need a man for that. I just want a man for his company and someone to cuddle up at night with why is it so damn hard to find someone worth a damn I will never understand.

Why?
Why? Why is it that we have enough will power to destroy? But not enough to Build? Why is it that there's enough religion in the world to seperate people and cause wars? But not enough to unite and bring Peace? Why is it that people agree to disagree? Why can't people just look at it from a different perspective? Why can one person love another? And the other can't accept and Love them back? Why do people hate other people just because of their Skin tone? Why can't people just unite? Why does it take a tragedy to Unite people? Why can't people be that united all the time? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why don't people act? Rather than just talk about acting? Seriously, Why?

Why
Why is it when I hear your name I get happy? Why is it when I think about you I forget all my problems? Why is it when I hear the sound of your voice I become speechless? Why do I worry about loosing you when you told me you love me? Why do I think your slipping away when we don't talk everyday? Why do I get nervous when you get near me? Why do I always think about you even when your right there? Why do I feel that I have to talk to you all the time? Why do I feel like heaven when I look into your eyes? Why is it when you hold me I feel safe? Why is it when we are together time seems to speed up? Why do I seem to float away when you kiss me? Why do I get sad when you stop hugging me? Why do I get chills when u whisper "I love you" in my ear? Why did I fall in love with you?

Why?
Why do we feel the need to see what our friends are writing to their other friends on places like Fubar and Myspace? Going as far as to check other peoples profiles just to see how much contact someone is having with someone else is a bit far in my opinion. I used to think it was just the young who suffered from this need to check up on their friends and significant others but I'm finding recently that the disease is infecting the older people too. Personally, jealousy and possessiveness are not traits I admire in a man, (or woman for that matter) Why worry about what I do with someone else? I can still be your friend too. Just a personal thought. Blessings on all who read this.

Why????????
Why do I feel stupid when you look at me? Knowing deep down in my heart how it'll never be. Things changed so fast I was caught off guard thinking about how life without you will be so hard. Knowing standing on my own is the only way to go. Not having enough balls to ever let you know. Not knowing how things might have turned out if I had and how the thought of someone else loving you makes me so sad. Watching you walk right out of my life yet again but not knowing why or when. Hoping with all my heart I have been wrong about things from the very start. I corrupt our lives every time I make these observations to myself knowing if you knew the truth it'd put you through hell. So since I cannot afford the guilt I would inflict on you I just tell myself none of this is true!

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Why is it when I want you, you don't want me? Why can't we compromise? Why did you make me love you and then leave? What makes me unmarriable? (Is that a word?) When do I get to decide my fate? Why do men act like MEN all the time? Ok, I'm done bein emo. I'm also done with men. Lesbianism here I come!

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You took my love gentle in your hands like a buttterfly Then you plucked one of my wongs laughing as I flopped upon the ground The love that we shared was a beautiful thing It brightened my life as I began to sing It took so long to feel as I did Our time together so little eac day we shared Would've brought us closer if we dared Oh, how I longed to be with you each day To let our hearts mingle as they may I know you have your ideas and I have mine Together they could intertwine We weren't together very long But now I know you're truly gone

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Why do women cheat when they have it all? For that matter, why does any! cheat when they have it all?? Why do some guys have all the luck??? why do some guys get the attached women?? Why do some guys only get girls when they are with some 1?? why is it when they are single no1 wants to even hang out..........

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Why is it that I still think of you? Why is it tears fall when I do? Why is it that my heart rains? My soul screams? Why is it that I want to be with you? Why is it I can't forget about being with you? Why is it that there is this feeling deep inside of me that won't let me forget about you? Wh is it you?

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One word expresses the torment, the anger, confusion, and pain. "Why? " I scream to the uncaring night. My emotions making me go insane. "Why?" Again, I yell. The silence deafening, defeating, unknowing, uncaring. I curl up in a ball alone and afraid, no one seeing, hearing, and much less caring. The salty tears drip unchecked, following paths long remembered and known. I try to deflect the blows of hurtful words that mar the soul but not the bone. Blows not aimed intentionally yet hurt just the same. I do not know when I have not felt the familiar pain. What a relief it would be to be free! To be excepted and liked just for being me. Many may know of my troubles yet not so much as I, And I know not the way to stop the tears that I perpetually cry.

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MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com February 15, 2008 at around 2 am my brother John as most of you know was in a tragent car accident and died on impact. Because of a drunk driver and my brother's decision to get in a vehicle with him it ended his life. I'm not sure how to deal with any of this. I wake up every morning tired wore out wondering whose next to go in my life. I try not to think that way but thats all that goes thru my head. I'm not sure how to handle this. A little over a year ago I lost a friend Tina and thought wow no one has ever died so close to me before. But then it happend...My own brother...gone. I thought losing Tina was bad it still is and the worst part Michael pointed out to me was exactly a year and one month later to the day I lost my brother. Is this some sick cozmic joke? Is God having fun with this?? It makes me sick just thinking about it. I dont understand anything anymore. Life doesn't make any sense people dont make sense nothing jus

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i start to want a relationship. then i get into one. and then it goes bad horribly fast. after the last time, i decided to be single, for, well, indefinitely. i hate them. wish i could bypass the first few parts and just get to the more deep parts. anybody care to try to help me understand it?????

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I keep breaking all the promises That I keep making to myself You'd think by now that I'd be over this Instead I'm feeling sorry for myself So why does everything seem desperate now I should be feeling so alive But it feels like something's missing Something's wrong somehow It feels like something deep inside has died So why do I feel desperate now Why do I feel like dying Why do I feel desperate now Why do I feel desperate now I keep breaking all the promises That I keep making to myself But promises mean nothing to me anymore Circling the drain Spiraling to hell So why do I feel desperate now Why do I feel like dying

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Why do I feel so much pain inside? Why do I still search for the light? Why does everyone hate me? Why do they laugh? Why? Why? Can’t they see im in pain? Can’t they see they hurt me? What if I ran away would anyone care? Would anyone cry? Would anyone try to find me? Would anyone worry? No! No one care no one would cry no one would try to find me no one would worry!! Because in this world im all…. Alone.. Behind this mask is pain.. I can fake a smile so you won’t see me frown.. I can fake a laugh so you won’t see my sorrow.. I can stand in the rain so you won’t see my tears.. And I can stand in a thunderstorm so you won’t hear my screams of pain… but what I can’t do is stand here and tell you I love my life and I never frown because that would be a… lie..

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Is it necessary for people on this site to share EVERY detail of their lives? Why do I need to know about your sex life? Why do people feel the need to tell me how they enjoy anal sex? Is it absolutely necessary to be completely candid? Shouldn't SOME of these things still be off limits to tell a whole site full of random perves? It's one thing when you are having a one-on-one (no pun intended) and you're discussing these issues, because that's a private conversation. But turning around and sharing the details with the masses just makes the person in question seem easy. Maybe I'm just a prude, but I won't be sharing my sexual preferences in a mumm, or a blog that everyone can read. Sorry guys.

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There he goes watching her She walking past him again He rehearsed it everyday Deciding to tell her then He loses the urge to speak She goes on her merry way Here he is again on the steps Out watching her the next day He finally has the strength As she walks past his place He asks her what is her name She says her nickname is Ace He tells her that he likes her She says i can tell when i walk by Then she ask him this question What took you so long to say hi Nervous and confused he stutters I didnt want to sound like a fool She say any man that conquers his fears Is sexy, smart and totally cool That day was almost 20 years ago They are still together and happy The moral of this story is never wait The outcome of that would be crappy. Also this moral is here Why wait, Why hesitate Doing that will force You to miss something great

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I wish that I was nothing more than a forgotten memory, lost in the flowing sands of time, never to be remembered again. To slip out of exsistence would be wonderful , to live no longer in this world of false shells know as people. Why do I live on in this hell, I have done no wrong to deserve this torture, I just want it to end.

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ive worked with a few mulims ive known a few and have a few that i count among my friends. but what id like to know is how can jews be the only ones at fault? the preseident of iran told the world media iran would be the cure to the cancer of jewdeism. now ill be honest that ive only read a few passages from the koran, but all the ones ive read have been evil and full of hate, the videos ive seen where muslims scream death to whoever opposes islam and to kill the men and take their wives as war booty makes me wounder? if i stood outside of an embasy shouting that kind of terror id be arrested after the first sentance. one last comment before i end my rant if the rest of the world is evil and full of unacceptable behaviour why not go back to the middle east? HAPPY ST PATRICKS DAY

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People always ask me the same question: waht was your reason to come here? uhm...the answer is the opportunities. In this country, I have all the opportunity in the world to make a better life for myself. Then someone sometimes says: "you have a college degree, and work an hourly job at a hotel at night. What gives, if this is a land of opportunity? Not taking advantage of opportunities doesn't mean you don't have them. I PREFER not to be a desk slave, to go anywhere whenever I want, to get big fat hotel discounts when I travel, and have time at work to do my art. I dont give a shit for flat screen TVs, salons, fancy purses, other shit, so why would I work extra hard for it? My only goal in life is travel and more travel, and I need a flexible job to do that. My parents are better examples of opportunities grabbed by the pants: I remember my mom working as a PhD'd scientist, and making less money than my friend's mom that was a chair factory worker. Same with my dad,

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Its been a while since I posted a blog. In fact the last post was a few days after my near fatal semi wreck. These past four months have been horrible. He lost his job because of the wreck and now cant find work, Im still struggling to remember this wreck so I can move on, and three weeks ago I get into another wreck! This one in my own vehicle. I totaled it out. Not my fault and I got reinjured. If that cant get any worse, he decides that we need to "take a break" from each other. He just ups and abandons me. I know it may have been for the best, but now I have no one to lean on to help me through this disaster in my life. I know, get some big girl panties and move on. But I just cant simply do that. I can not move on until I can come to terms with this semi wreck that I can not remember. The docs say it could be soon, or it could wait as long as me lying on my death bed to come back to me. Either way, the longer it waits to return the more devastating it will be to me.

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for someone who tried to be my mother when my own mother can't be there for me. I hope you are reading lady because I love you. Sometimes I push people away it appears But it is me pushing my own self away and in turn colliding with anyone who might reach out I do not want you to feel or see what I do No. Trust me it hurts too much... Something happened I don't know when for how could I not notice That one day the music went away. A profound absense strikes me. Once a chord, a song matched with every point in time and space Dovetailing... I want to hear the music again. Anything but the shrill silence. But to one who tried to reach out I don't know how to apologize I got scared and ran like hell Not from you, but from letting you hear Any more of one story. A wise woman tells me I must have mercy on me first. To get to that place of forgiveness and let other people go. She claims each of us has a counterpart Portion of the world to us And that when

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I don't know about most of ya, but i always hear "your a great guy and i rather have you as a friend". I hear it every time i try to get with a girl, they say it without giving me a chance mijority of the time or they would just come out and say that they just f**ked two of my freinds then luagh... I know im a great guy but dont use that against me, hell! i might be from missouri but i aint dumb. then there are those girls that take a good hearted men for granted and just use them and kick them while they'er down. dont get me wrong us guys do it to but not all. after all is said and done though i sit back drink and think about what just happened and said... i've been kicked around a few times in past relationships though everybody has, dont get me wrong every relationship has there faults. i could put a girl on top of the world where she is in the hevens, but she'll take it for granted never fells. for the girls that have given me a chance i thank them then leave on peaceful terms wi

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if you dont need an answer, hen you dont have a question, if you dont have a question, then you dont have a problem, if no one has a problem, then everyone is happy, if everyone is happy , why are there love songs

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We fight,We die,through the night,we cry,watching the light,pass us by,why should we fight?why should we die?it doesn't make anything right,Can't you see those hearts that cry,those who fight with all their might,often die,but tell me why,why make your loved ones cry,in kids' hearts they scream with freight,but tell me why,why scare our kids with the fight of all fights, wake up and see the light, and tell me why.

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Why....................... why.................... why.................... because i'm tired of this damn planet and the humans that inhabit it..... maybe i'm just saying that or maybe i mean it...... take a guess and then flip a coin to see if your right. How about i take you for a twisted journey into my sick past so strap in and enjoy the fuckin ride................ Anger, hatred, rage, sadness, sorrow, revenge, and death is what my life revolves around...... yeah i don't look it right? well guess what i am........ cut my rist maybe drink a lol crimson elixer of a new victim or maybe just put some one 6ft under...... yeah it's all very tempting. I've done it all from niddles to exticy. Rapped a couple women hell killed a few ppl even ran a nife into my best friend how ever dispite this i will say this if you've read this and think that this is true you've just been mind fucked! lol

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why does it seem like as soon as the pain stops theres always another fight or a lie ending in sobs if you loved me really why did you do it thats just kinda silly then you got mad and threw a fit when really you were wrong you did the dirty deed and sang her that love song and even planted your seed why do you keep hurting what once wasent enough so you keep flirting so twice you try mu love but end of round two you did one last thing and lied about it too had a little fling this all could've been prevented if you'd just shut up and listen but i was wrong, but look in the end you tried to excuse it as jealous now you see that i was right and she came between us you were blind as night this is hard to deal with dont know whether to cry or throw a fit but ill try its all i can do the damage is already done was it worth it to you do you feel you won are you trying to test me see how much i can take sre you trying to see how long till i break all i a

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My ex brother in law, who I am still close to and love like a brother, has been through so much in his life..and he is out of a very unhappy marriage and with a woman who loves him and whom he loves dearly. Now just this day, this wonderful sweet woman found out she needs a heart transplant. She has had terrible heart problems all her life and now it is failing. She has no insurance to cover it and my rotten ex sister in law is dragging out the custody part of the divorce just to get at him. He wants desperately to marry his gf and his ex is making it very hard for him to get it done. I am so angry with her!!! I want to smack her! He has loved this lady for awhile now and they want to be married for as long as possible. She doesn't know how long she may have and it is possible she could die before she gets a heart. I know this is bad to say but I want to cut out his ex's heart and give it to his girlfriend! But that would be impossible because she doesn't have one to begin with. I am

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Why do you cry why dowe die why must lie and why must innocent men fry. The sickness of life only passes once in awhile but when we finally get to the end it feels like the longest mile I only ask this question is why does this happen why must we be ill i ask this question becuase of the life i lead one of torrment and denial also one that i have already defiled the word of mouth is life is short cold lonesome cause of mistakes i have made this has only made me more jaded and frayed. In this life the are winners but also dont forget there are losers which are you choose wisley cause your passion will make you decide

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Why can't I control my heart? Why do I always screw up every relationship I've ever been in? Why do I love so hard yet walk away. Why? Why can't I just find a girl who loves me for who I am? Why can't I find some kind of happiness in my life? Why am I crying when I write this? Why? Why should I not delete my profile here at Fubar? Everyone says it is just a game. Why play games? Life is too short and love too hard to find to play games. Why was I such a fool to think I could find love here? Why? Why do I think I will actually find love? Why don't I just realize that I was made to walk this earth alone? Why???

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Why is it that when you meet a person you really like, things are great for a while and then things get complicated and stressful? I'm open and honest, so if you ask I'll tell you my honest opinion. Yes I speak without thinking a little more often than I should. Would you rather me lie to you? I know what I want, but how to get it is the problem. I've done the whole friends with benefits route and the casual dating thing. I'm honestly tired of it. I want a man that I can see some sort of future with. Someone that I can have fun with and joke with, Who doesn't take everything so seriously that it sems like life or death. He also needs to know that I will care without a doubt. I may not always say it and hell I have a hard time admitting that I care about anyone as more than a friend. Life has its ups and downs and I know that its how you deal with it that shows who you are. I don't always make the right decisions and I know that, I'll admit that. Just love me for who I am not just what

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OK I STARTED TO DATE THIS GUY WE HAD ALOT IN COMMON .... FOR ONCE I FELT HAPPY .... THAT DIDNT LAST .... ILL EXPLAIN , ONE MINUTE HE WANTS TO BE TOGETHER .... THEN HE NEEDS TIME TO THINK SO I GAVE HIM TIME TO THINK... THEN HE WANTS TO BE FRIENDS I SAID OK THATS FINE ... BUT AT THE SAME TIME I TOLD HIM I HAD FEELINGS FOR HIM AND HE STILL CARED ABOUT ME .... ON FRIDAY EVENING WE WHERE TALKING AND HE ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO HANG OUT , THEN HE SAID I WANT TO BE WITH YOU AND MISS YOU ..... TODAY I TEXT HIM AND NO REPLY .... HE IS NOW IGNORING ME AND I DONT KNOW WHY AND WHAT I DID TO HIM .... IM SO CONFUSED AND HURT HELP ME UNDERSTAND WHATS GOING THREW HIS HEAD AND WHY HE DOING THIS TO ME

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WHY? Why? Why do I sit here and continue to tell myself meaningless truths that haunt me constantly, throughout each endless day of my worthless life. Lies that push me over the continuously shrinking edge forcing me to do horribly unspeakable things. Then, I begin to listen to those very lies and actually believe they might have some truth to them, but the amount of truth each of those lies possess is a mere, soft, attractive, cloud that covers the deep, crushing pains and sorrows that is peacefully waiting to rip my soul into pieces that will never again be together. It leaves me in a state of confusion and falsehood that is simply impossible to understand. Not to be overly broken, I fall into a haunting sleep, hoping to never wake. The next day’s sunrise slowly creeps into my dark, gloomy room as I continue to stare at my plain, empty ceiling, as I have for the past few but seemingly endless hours. When I actually get out of my cold, almost frozen bed, to begin the day; it seems tha

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If people say that they like you for who you are, then why don't they keep their words and accept you instead of turning their backs on you? If people say that they'll call you later, why won't they keep their words and call you back? If you you show someone love and give attention, why won't they show love back instead of blowng you off? Why do we ignore the people that care about us and care about the people that ignore us? Why do women go for the guys who treats them like crap instead of the nice guys that treat them right? Why do people always want to be fake with you instead of being a true friend? Why do people wanna judge and label you before even gettting to know the person first? Why do people wanna ignore the people who show them respect and pay attention to the people who won't show you anything at all? If they said that they care about you, why won't they always show it? If they say that they love you and never leave your side, do they really mean what they said?

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Why is it that some people on this site is only worried about points and NSFW pics. There are other things more important like finding new friends or people just to chat with and have a good time on the net. I just dont get it at all. I have met some very nice people on here in just the few days i have had my name up. I just dont understand why there cant be more people interested in actually trying to find new friends and showing the world there is still actual people that care about others feelings. Its just hard to understand but the bad thing is its not just this site my space facebook tagged its all the same anymore. The NSFW pics ain't bad for some but its not about seeing people naked this is a site to meet people and get to know people, unless i am just totaly off base here. If I am somsone let me know cuz i see a lot of potential on this site, and then you have the peopel that rate someones photo NSFW when its not even that. I have seen spread eagle on here and i have seen tas

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first :my friends already know my english is bad so i hope u can understand what i type then people i'm here and i'm asking myself: why a lot of people on internet like do bad things to other people? why so many drama? why so many fake? May be becouse they are bad person,may be becouse they haven't a real life,may be becouse they are jelous....i don't know.. People tell me why i dont post a salute,well why i have to post it???the real friends i had meet here had saw my face on cam so they know i'm really me...if someone needs i post a salute for talk with me...well they can stay away... I'm tired,really tired of people who speak ill of someone...I'm here talk directly to me if u have a problem...

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Okay I am going to let it all out. You are warned. Who gave women the right to fuckin have more then two or three children in their life time. There becomes a point that it is to much. If you are having more then one child to try to save your marriage or trap some poor guy into something that is unhealthy to begin with then you should be put out of your missery. It is wrong to be spitting all these kids out into our society. Most of them if not a selective few are completely out of control. And 90% of the blame goes to the mother. If you are going to teach your children that it is okay to act like a complete baboon then you have no right o be a mother. You are not helping them in life. You minus well get well aquainted with the police department because you will most likely be spending a great deal of your time there with your child. Why do they have to be given what ever they want. You are not helping them survive that way. I here the excuse I want them to have what I never had.

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y is it that to me everyone seems to be taken 20 steps ahead and in life and i am the one who is taken 40 steps back no matter what i do i cant get ahead i cant be happy anymore my life has taken a turn for the worse and i cant get out of here wat does it take to get ahead of ur life? why cant i be happy again? i just want to take my steps ahead and stop going back

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is the end really so near. there once was a time, when everything seemed so clear what happened when did everything become so blury was i asleep was i high or did i really just watch it bly right by so cold i feel, lithe depths of the ocean yet so warm from the skies and heavens why do i do these things to these things to myself why do i do these things to ones i love where is this taking me what is it keeping me from it there any such light at the end of these tunnels im trapped in?

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Why can't life just be simple and easy? I'm trying to find a place to live 'cause my family's house just went into foreclosure. Well I got a little money saved up and now everything just blew up. I need almost $2,000 to move in to an apartment and then I still need to get a car for transportation. And on top of all that the job I have is through a job service agency so I never know when they'll take me off the place I'm working at now, and if they do that it could be weeks before they send me to another job. Everything just seems to get over whelming from time to time and it just totally wears me out. I'm writing this mainly just to vent, but if you want I could use all the advice I can get.

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Why is it, when you attain and meet someone who fulfills all the qualities you could ever ask for, that someone who's jealous or territorial wants to bring you down? I care about her and thats that. She's presented who she is to me. if thats a lie then of course ill be heartbroken, I've already poured a lot of my soul and feeling into her. Shared some things and well to be honest, I understand her situation. If you'd had a life like hers or mine, you'd want people to listen, and sometimes there isnt much you can do about it. And people need to get off her ex boyfriend issue as far as the one she still wears the ring for. Dear god people, if you'd been so close to tying the knot for the rest of your life with that one person, wouldnt you be a little depressed or upset too? So stop rushing her to get out of it, Ill be honest, I hate every single god damn perverted sex driven male on here. And regardless of how she talks to you guys, or what she shows you or what she does, shes important

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Why must i give you the satisfaction? to see me cry, to know i think of you constantly? this wasnt all my fault. i took the blame yes, but it takes two to break hearts as we did. was it love? it sure felt like it...or was i being deceived? we sang in the car, ruined the albums i cherished, they haunt my dreams as do you, a stain on my heart and on my shirt. what did you think when i came home? were you relieved? or were you "hurting" as i was so naive to believe? i cannot shake it.. my heart is still mending and with every day passes so does my love for you. you were my best friend, someone i relied upon and shared all with.. now you are the bad taste in my mouth, no longer the tear in my eye, or last nights dinner in the commode, you are just a memory. like those past you will become what was, and when i find what is, you will be the life lesson i will pass to my children... the path i will urge them NOT to walk. you destroyed me and i hope you can live with that, of course you can, y

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WHY DOES IT HURT SO BAD...I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE CAN JUST LET YOU GO!!!!! LOVE DOES HURT REALLY BAD I AM SO LOST W/MYSELF RIGHT NOW AND DON'T KNOW WHAT 2 DO...HOW DO YOU GET OVER THE PAIN OR WILL I EVER GET OVER IT I DON'T KNOW I NEVER FELT THIS B4 AND I DON'T WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY AGAIN EVER............

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Why is it that i am so disappointed in the male species??...i know i am a man, and i should be lumped in here as well but i dont hate myself.....I dont do dumb things( on purpose) to make myself look stupid but I cannot understand why we as men make ourselves look dumber than we actually are...... /end rant

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Why is it ppl are so afraid of whats diffrent? It's not like im going to do something bad to you cuz i look wierd or strange. To me you are strange for looking normal and being afraid of whats diffrent. I just think it's silly that ppl would act like that...

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..WHY.. Pain..... that’s all I feel just the sour taste vinegar& tears that burn like acid.... the metallic sent of blood and the sound of shattering dreams ....why.... must I cry myself to sleep only to be tormented by the past the faces of those around me begin to blur as my strength weakens ....why.... must I suffer at your hand? I already want to die.... why must you make it worse?!! aren’t I tormented enough already?! another suicide attempt, another bloody mess on the floor while you stand there watching ...laughing... as I lay there bleeding my heart...cold and broken as memories flash before my eyes ...why... what point is there to fight it never knew the warmth of happiness or knew what it was like to be loved I’m just another broken heart that was forgotten by the world just another child without a home and family who cared nothing more then an empty shell, stripped of all emotion all that’s left is pain and hatred it has to be my fault... every

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Why do we ask why? It is simply human nature to question things we do not understand. We end up with sleepless nights pondering what we do not understand. Question why we were blessed with what was given or chosen for us. Wondering if we are worthy of such blessings. Is it really too hard for us to accept what this is life and we will never truly understand why? ~Jes

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Why is it that in the month or so we have been up and running I see so many ups and downs? I see people with out THE Baby Dolls in their name. I see people not showing love. I see members who have their buzz meter's at 0%. I see members VERY close to leveling, yet not getting help. But then on flip side I see members like Joy, who every single day I see her on several members pages, gifting, commenting , rating. I see Tonya, recruiting, keeping home page open. I see Luscious, making tags and pics. I see other members being active. I'm not pointing fingers, naming names ( for the negative anyway) but I want us to be THE strongest we can be. I want us to be THE group that people think about when they think about premiere groups on fubar. I want to be a trend setting group. I want other groups to envy us, pattern their OWN groups after ours. But most importantly I want EVERY member to feel love from EVERY member. Ok. I'm done. *steps down from soap box*

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my best friend was asleep in her bed... the next thing she knows she is fighting a pillow that is over her face while some guy rapes her. i have been with her for over 24 hours.. have gotten about 3 hours of sleep... about to try to get a few hours in before work...after i eat something so my stomach doesn't eat my spine blarg

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I want to know WHY? I have been going through other womens' pages and stuff.. most of their pictures are obvious "NSFW" pictures, but they aren't ever flagged...NOTHING.. Just are rated, commented on and adored.. all my are..are flagged as "NSFW".. Why aren't their pictures flagged. I have had it. This is the last straw..If any of mine are flagged again I will never post another picture here anymore..EVER..I am tired of the double standard.. they can post pictures without them being flagged and I can't? HELL FUCKIN NO!! I just saw one picture and her hand was down her pants...and it wasn't. If I posted a picture of hair up my nose or whatever redundant picture i can post.. within a second it is flagged as "NSFW"..Not just the women..I've been going through the mens' pages too and my Gods, they show their dicks and they aren't flagged. One of you must hate me so bad..like two years ago...someone went through and flagged 500 of my pictures and it took a bouncer 7 hours to clear them an

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How can you walk away so quicklyHow can you move on so fastI would do anything for you What will it take for you to figure that outMy heart cant take this nomoreYou are my world you are everything to meYou used to say I was the same to youPeople say move on But love dont go awayplease pull me from this bed of roses the thorns are too much..

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why do black people in baltimore park and walk in the street as if no one needs to drive down the street or there is no potential of getting hit by a car? why are people upset with Prof. Gates? if you were arrested at your home and you've commited no crime nor has any crime been commited? Disorderly? Prof. Gates was sober and pissed off. He didn't curse the cops or assault them. And even if he did, it was in his own home when he asked them to leave his home when he proved that it was his. Obama was right. The cops were stupid. Taking someone down for mugshots and fingerprints because he was pissed off. If you committed no crime and you are at your own home, the police cannot dictate what is disorderly. That is the law. They should've left after they got the ID. Yes, it was racism. People need to wake up and recognize what it is and realize in this country it will never go away. Everybody is entitled to hate what they want to hate, but using their so called authority to embarrass pe

Why
Why should i have to put up with anyone who wants to control me? Why should i deal with the people always being in my business? Why should i have to live with the people who chose to be little me ? Why should i have to put up with the family always wanting to get into my business? Why should i have to always answer questions to people who dont need to be in my business? JUST WHY SHOULD THEY BE IN MY BUSINESS? WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO PRIVACY AND TO LIVING YOUR LIFE WITH OUT ALL THESE QUESTIONS? WHY SHOULD PEOPLE EVEN CARE ABOUT WHAT I WANT TO DO IF THEY DECIDED THAT THEY WEREN'T GOING TO DO IT ANYWAYS? WHY JUST WHY? I haven't done anything to be in the wrong about my life. I just want people to accept my decisions and accept me for who i am. I want people to understand that i have my own choices and i dont need drama. I am only me and therefor thats the only thing i can be. People decide to hide away and decide to be away from their families for a reason. Its bullshit that people want to

Why?
So I'm sick as a dog right now...ear infection and sinus infection...So what do I do this morning? I bravely take the kids to breakfast, fill up the van, wash and clean out the van(which was quite the job), take out the trash, vaccuum the living room, clean the living room, load the dishwaser...I should be resting and now I feel worse than I did when I wake up....Why can't moms just ever take it easy?

Why?!?!?!?
Ugh seriously...Why do people have to say things like this?!?? "Don't think you aren't beautiful because you aren't skinny, lots of women are over weight." Seriously?!?! What would give eone the idea that I thought I was ugly anyways?? /annoyed

Why?
It seems more often and more often I sit wondering why do I even keep trying. My life just pretty much sucks. I just can't seem to get things together. Lately it seems I think about death alot. Don't know why, just have been. Sometimes it just gets so hard to stay positive and not let things or people bother you. I've gotten really good at hiding my pain from others but it's really getting to be too much to bear. The only thing that has been keeping me going is my faith in God. That has been my only reason for living. I have nothing else. I have no home, barely holding onto a car, have no money and have no one in my life. I've always been able to pick myself up but lately it's like what's the point. Just soooo tired........

Why
Yesterday is gone even though I only remeber it as today.Today, is the here and now. I live it.Tomarrow, never seems to come, everytime I open my eyes it is today.So if it is always today and tomarrow never comes, Why the do I keep getting older?

The Why
So this is to let my FRIENDS know why I'm no longer working in the Velvet Lounge and why I won't be going there as much. Today, as many of you already know, I took one of my 10 month old puppies to the vet. I left myself parked in the lounge while I was gone. It took much longer than I had thought it would... about 3 hours. When I got home I made my pup comfortable and I did get back on and speak in the lounge. There was TWO people talking when I came back. I said hi and did the nammmmmmmmeeeeeeeee thing to them and then to about 8 other people as they either entered the room or started to talk. During this time I was in about 6 IM's and explaining to a person in the lounge what the vet had said about my dog. I had spent 3 hours finding out my dog has a very serious infection. He had some how managed to shove a stick or something down his throat and into his voice box. Not knowing he had hurt himself it had abcessed and he is a VERY sick doggie (see the new pics in my "More Ran

Why
why do people hear about a situation and take sides?? It's a chick up here that feels that i'm a whore cuz i allow some men in my fam if they got some good shit to offer and yes i show them the goodies but i'm grown! Don't judge a chick because she dresses sexy that is soo wrong in so many ways and just because she dresses sexy don't mean she's a whore!

Why
Why does the sun keep on shineing,why are the skys shades of blue,why is my heart beating slowly with out you,why does the world keep on spinning,why are the trees shades of green,why is my world feeling lonley,why are you gone my dear Child why did you leave mommy alonewhy God did you take Ur little one homewhy can others be happywhy cant i let go...to all miscarried children and there mothers

Why????
Why is it always the good ones that are like Angels on Earth that are struggling so much or become sick and then some? Why not the murderers or hateful people that do bad things to people? Why is it that murderers, theifs and and others get richer while the poor struggle more and get poorer? Why can't someone help everyone and make them all better? Why with todays medical technology are we not able to heal and find cures to Cancer and other major medical issues? Why is it that I am not rich so I could break a few heads and get things going to make things better in this world? My prayers, thoughts and healing energy go out to my friends. family and those that I love through out the world!!

Why ?
so many woman have come into my life just to leave me alone and lonely ...well i have realize that i am me .. sweet sexy funny caring compassionate,passionate, and most woman that i find are a bunch of crazy ones who make me pay for the mistakes that assholes have done to them. im not an asshole i dont fight or try to control .. woman think they want someone sweet and funny and all that i am.. but they are attracted to assholes, who miss treat them and abuse them time and time agian .. many beautiful woman on here .. and shallow as hell .. that look for the looks in a guy know i know im not the lil pretty boy type .. nor am i a redneck slob.. just as one song put it a Good Ole' Boy .. sadly mistaken for redneck.. ..lol i cant stand country music and pop blows.. i love living my life and would love to have someone in it to spend time with and shar my heart.. sometimes makes me wonder am i not good enough..? but i know i am.. thanks for all who read this.. thank you very much

Why?
life as we know it ? Current mood: depressed Category: Blogging Why I.... Since day one Ive been wronged only to not belong - Even my own family couldnt take the truth - Im not doing it, Im the undone - Their the ones with guns - I never asked I never delayed - It only takes some time until their done - only to start again - This time making it harder to run - If I knew no one would believe me would it have changed things - Instead its all the unsaid making it harder to lie by their side - Leaving minds to bleed the sight only hearing my crys for why - its not I who you should be afraid of - its the devil you see in their eyes - Lying only to save their own souls - yet they dont even know the whole truth - Instead its I who needs the help - I refuse this time to lie and deny the life ive been dying by - It wasnt I so why do I cry - when someone else would do just fine -

Why?
Why is it that the ones that don't deserve the love are the ones getting it. The ones that would be wonderful...never looked at that way? Just something I've been wondering for awhile now... I'm gonna go back to youtube and check on this damn clip I'm trying to watch.

Why
Why does the rain fall from the sky? How can a sugar pill take this pain away? I should have known that you would break my heart. You've ended something that didn't have a chance to start. Put out the stars. Rub out the sky. Look to the future. Wipe the teardrops from my eyes. Shut out the sun. Put out the light. Want you to tell me how you're gonna make it right. Why am I crying over you? Why? 'Causes there's nothing else that I can do. Why do you make me look like a fool? Wish I'd read the signs and left you well alone. God, I wanna call you but I can't pick up the phone. Put out the stars. Rub out the sky. Look to the future. Wipe the teardrop from my eye. Shut out the sun. Bring on the night. Want you to show me how you're gonna make it right. Why am I crying over you? Why? 'Causes there's nothing else I can do. Why do you make me look like a fool?

Why
why do you control my thoughts , it shouldn't be this way,why should i yearn for ,someone ill never have anyway,i dont want to be in love , i dont see love the way you do ,so tell me how it is ,all i think about is you,How do you speak to me , As though you are reading a book , like you glanced my way one time , yet that was all it took , My dreams and my desires , My hopes and my fears , who are you?and why were you sent here ,Are you an angel sent from heaven , here to do some work , Or just a really amazing person , That I will never deserve.I talk to you in moments, That breach distance and time ,and when the dust cloud settles,your still all thats on my mind,You tell me what your thinking. and its like your in my thoughts , Id love so bad to cave to you ,But you and I both know that I wontYou see whats good in people , your views so fresh and new , I wonder when you will become tainted , like the rest of us do,How did I reach this level of distance ,between what I think and who I

Why?
I'm bursting with emotion And I dont know what to do My heart feels so torn in many ways And its all because of you Each night I lay in bed to sleep But all I do is cry You've hurt me in so many ways I feel like I could die My HOPES, my DREAMS, my HAPPY THOUGHTS They have all faded away And everything would be so different If only you would stay I use to trust so easily But you made it go away When you left you took my heart And all I feel is fear I fear that I might once again Be caught in someone's trap And in the end, alone again My mind it just might snap Someday I hope to love again Someone who will be there I still cant help but wonder

Why?
how come is it that nobody knows what they want out of a mate, man or lady.but we all sit back and keep barking request at one another, and get mad when the other partner doesn't get it right the first time or the third time. but we are all looking for LOVE. BUT KNOW ONE REALLY KNOW WHAT LOVE REALLY IS. love is longsuffering. Having endured mental or physical discomfort for a protracted period of time patiently or without complaint. His long-suffering wife may have had to put up with him for many years, but she also benefited when times were good. not only does the one that is out of thier minds see that they are and change some of the things about themself's, but the other one learns that they are out of their mind just as well. for tring too can the one from what they fell in love with, does any one ever concder that the way a person has been made them to what they are that had them caught your attion in the frist place, then you fell for them the way they were.why ge

Why?
Drug Dealers and Drive Bys Cause pain and tears in eyes I walk the streets with my head held high With a single question in my mind Why? Why are bullets flying over heads more than birds Why are battles spilling over into ghettos and suburbs Why are there more metal detectors in schools than books Why are there less Doctors than crooks Why are babies born already addicted to crack Why are there crooked preachers Stealing from the offering bowl and adding to their own money stacks I can ask these questions all day and night However I'll never get an answer that's just right Because I see what other's don't want to see Our world is like a boat about to be swallowed by the sea The sea of hate because we cant get along Cant let our relationship build and become strong We all right everone else is wrong Thats our mentality as we bang the Hatred Gong I sit in the alleyways where machine guns spray Where Grandmothers pray that their grandchildren will see the next day I wade through

Why?
Why? Why can't people let you love someone? Why do they always try to take your place? Why do we let others decide that? Yet when you voice your concern you become the idiot? When you say hey! I don't like that! You are told "whatever"! The absolute lack of respect for a relationship on here disgusts me already! When you only have the internet for the time being to try and stay close with someone. Its all you have! Yet others don't give a fuck! I don't understand! I don't get it! I am no ones prize! I am a simple girl from Ohio that was lucky enough to find love after 40 fucking years! I will be damned if anyone on here is gonna take that from me! All your friggin blings! All your friggin VIP's and ticklers don't mean a fucking thing! Love can not be bought! Its earned! Through giving yourself to someone! To allowing them to see your faults and downfalls! Its allowing that person to know it hurts! To finally say ENOUGH! ENOUGH! ENOUGH! I am a girl from Ohio who fell in love with a man

Why?
Why is it that you remove people who haven't on your page for months and they get mad? Why is it a Company calls up wanting to know how your service was that they don't want to listen to the negative comments? Why is it that it takes at least 13 minutes to where you need to be to wait on a real voice from a company? Why is it so hard for companies to admit there might be a problem with their equipment? Why is it people are more worried about getting the latest bling or what have you then keeping friendships going? Why is it anymore that most people don't have any common sense? Why is it so hard for people to say Thank you? Why is it most people want everything handed to them and don't want to work for anything anymore? Why is it people will send a text. You answer it right away. Then it takes them hours to respond back?

Why
Tired of giving people what they need.Does anybody notice from these wrists I bleed?The problem is the cuts weren't made by me.They were made by a phantom I can not see. I push myself day by day dealing with the pain.Yet I deal with issues that drive me insane.I got a family that thinks I'm wrong for following my heart.Meanwhile my man i have not yet found. I don't know how to take all this judgment.Maybe I'll take too much of one substance.Don't know if I cant take this shit anymore.Maybe I should find out what the end has in store. Cause I talk like this people think that I'm wrong.But the truth is I don't know where I belong

Why
Why did I decide to walk on out on Friday? Self preservation I believe is the answer. Way things were going I would of not have been around to be keying this. I did notice how shaken and pale the nurse was and I said to her that I was sorry and has nothing to do with any personal issue with her. I did briefly explain my reason to her first and than to the physician. The reasons are very simple and here it is. Six days has been squandered by them and I am not willing to squander any more. I asked for a permission to take a shower before 6 AM and here it is after the second request past 10 AM and still no shower. I left out the fact on Tuesday when I came back from the lung test, some one left a corpse of The Christ taped to my side of the upper left rail on the fancy hospital bed. The nurse mentioned it on Thursday since I had the same day nurse from Tuesday to Thursday. Also three people on the night shift asked me if I was cold and I said no. That Wednesday night into Thursday. I woke

Why?
I have always wondered. In all the family members they get to pick the one that is really not into Christmas that much to bring out the Tree and decorations. Don't get me wrong, I used to be, over 15 years ago Happy to go all out for this season but retail etc; has changed all that. If I am not in my family sight right away they hunt me down and get me.. Either telling me or requesting. Why???? I say Bahumbug. Oh yea.. Happy Holidays to you & yours

Why?
I have a few things I'd like to ask. First, I'll give you a little background as to why I am writing this. I went to McDonalds a couple days ago for dinner. I get that it is dinner time and that there is such a thing as a dinner rush (typically between the hours of 5 and 7) But should it really take 15-20 minutes for 10 cheeseburgers, two value meals, a chicken sandwich and fries? (feeding 13 people) The most infuriating part of all this is that there were 5...1234 5 people working in the grill area, not counting the people working fries. When I worked at McDonalds some 20 years ago, for 1 we didn't have the advances they have today, for another I could work the grill by myself and not have the time problem these kids today seem to have. Give me 10 minutes and I can have you 2 dozen regular cheeseburgers and a dozen quarter pounders from frozen to wrapped, with time to spare, and with special order condiments included. While I'm on the subject, when I worked there if our hair (men)

Why?
Why is it so many lounges that have kickass "metal" type names play sissy bitch tunes?...... Dont give me the usual .." we play everything " crap. Your lounge has a name that suggests metal, thrash...whatever, play it. Name ur lounges accordingly people.... and thats my 2 cents

Why
Why did this happen Why me Why did he have to die Why him Why do they get to live Why them When people make mistakes Why kill When people are corrupted Why lie When people love Why die When people die Why love Why did this happen Why me

Why
WHYYou ask me why i Love you,You ask me why i care,You ask me why i wanna hold you,and why i wann be your Big ol Teddy bear I wish i had a single solidary answer i could give you, but only one can not be found FOR while i think your beautiful, amazing, truly wonderful,there is just something else about you, beyond words,beyond logic and reasonA truly enigmatic feeling,for atleast to me you bring out almost undescribeable emotions,the kind that only when i love you safely in my arms, I whisper ever so softly,those secrets only for us to share.and as i lay here and ponderwhy you love me,why you want me,why you trust mewhy you chose me,to be your one and onlyFor truth betold before i had youmy future held bleek at besta life of desolation and solitude, but along came you ,an awe inspiring sunrise,illuminating the path to a new horizon,, finally laying the past of a once tattered soul to restand with that all questioning stops,as it seems i have been bestowed a

Why?
I sit inside my circle,As I watch holes appeer.Friends leaving that I care for,Friends I hold so dear. Something out of my control,No matter how hard I plead.Still out of my chosen few,Some have diceided to leave. Today my heart is heavy,This course another may take.One who is truely special,Without her my heart will break. With my tears in tow,My soul begging to cry.How many more times again,Will I have to say Goodbye.

Why?
Why do we wear our hearts on our sleeves? Why do we put up walls when someone breaks our hearts? Why do we repeat things that hurt us once before? Did we not get enough the first time? So many questions and not one answer will make any sense to me. I have been down the broken road and I swore to myself I would never do it again so i put up a wall about the size of The Great Wall. It tumbled down when I started talking to an amazing man. My heart became STRONGLY interested....more than what I had expected it too, I think its out to get me hurt! lol Anyway, we only live once right? So I never regret anything ever; I only learn.

Why
I'm tired of your inability to communicate and that I always have to find everything out 2nd hand...I'm tired of not being able to rely on you especially when you tell me something and then you don't follow thru... I'm tired that I can't trust anything that comes out of your mouth, because most of the time it's just a bunch of bull@%&*. I'm tired of when I ask you to do something you put it on your list of things to do 6 months from now... Tired of not being married to the person you said you were, but you were only being the person you thought I wanted not the person you really are. Our marriage is a joke. Tired of your selfishness and self-centeredness. Your so self absorbed that you don't even know where to find things in our own house. Pathetic! Time and time again it seems everything is about you - you live in the moment for you and never think about the consequences and how it will affect all of us as a family. Just tired of words that don't mean anything ....

Why?
Yanno ive always been a down to earth kinda girl, never shallow, always honest and perky, played hard but safe, and always tried to see whats the real person under those eyes. Spent most of my life sad but with some happy. Ive always done the right thing because thats how its suppose to be. Ive never used someone just for my benefit. And ive never cheated on someone. Seems ive always done the "right thing". But it gets me down that i look around and everyone else (almost) has more or has achieved what they have for playing hard and dirty. Always finding an easy way out or the easy way to obtain anything. It makes me feel stupid to work sooo hard for something i could easily get with a smile or a flirt, just by give a "lil" of my time to someone. i dnt know am i rambling? or does this make sooo much sense? or am i just taking pity on myself? seems its soo much easier to do what everyones doing and just follow the flow. But im getting tired of doing the "right thing". sometimes i just wa

Why?
why?....why not me?......i dont think im that bad of a person.....i desirve to be happy....i desirve to be treated rite.....im at a loss....i dont kno what to do anymore.....i try and try and try....and i only get shit on for it.....i let ppl kno how much i care....only to be slapped in the face by them not caring for me.....im sick of trying....im so ready to give up......i dont get people...... i feel sooo fucking used sometimes........i just wanna crawl into a fucking hole and die......i know he wouldnt give a shit! i wish i could tell my heart to stop falling for him

??why??
There's a hole in my heart not a very big one... but enough When I am with someone who cares the emotion spreads to me and fills me with joy with love and with peace making me feel like a whole person again For awhile, my heart overflows with the passion for living that the encounter has created... but then gradually the emotion drains away trickling down slowly but steadily through the hole drip... drip... drip... leaving me empty once more...

Why
Why does a caged bird sing? When it only wants to be set free. Why must a heart bleed? When it only wants to be loved.Why must a face be so full of sadness? When all it wants is to smile. Why must we lie to ones we love. When we know how it will hurt. Why must we say the words I am sorry, Just to turn around and do the same thing. Why is the question we already know the answer to. The real question is why do we do all those things,That is gonna cause someone pain!!!!

Why
Ok, I have to ask this.... Why do people bother running? I have yet to have anyone succeed in getting away. 90% of the time I know who it is from the start, yet they still try. So, anyone understand how running could possibly make sense when it just adds more charges to the original problem?

Why
Why do those who think they know something about Judaism, insist there is no hell or heaven in Jewish theology? No permanent hell it is true, but a place of purging sins of the soul for eleven months. On the other hand Gan Eden, or heaven is generally permanent unless one needs to be reincarnated. Yes, Orthodox and Chassidic Judaism does believe in reincarnation, although it is not stressed.

Why?
You know, when you feel like all hope is gone and your ready to retire, why do they have to come and kick you further down?You spend every waking moment loving them, no matter how far away they are... no matter how difficult it can be for your lives to be part of the others...Then they are gone... and you spend everyday trying to forget how their eyes sparkle, or the softness of their touch... the passion in their kisses... wishing to turn back the earth and time...But you survive. Its in our nature. To keep moving forward.Then as things go wrong and your self doubt is hanging above you, they come back just to cut the line and drop it all on you...And for what? No reason. No explanation. Just an emotional slap that leaves your eyes burning, chest tight, blood boiling...She choose to walk away, so why do I hate myself? Why do I find myself crying?Why is she crying? She moved on and found a new life... Mine stopped and crumbled...How sad... She has the world, but misses me... And yet, we

Why?
One word expresses the torment, the anger, confusion, and pain. "Why? " I scream to the uncaring night. My emotions making me go insane. "Why?" Again, I yell. The silence deafening, defeating, unknowing, uncaring. I curl up in a ball alone and afraid, no one seeing, hearing, and much less caring. The salty tears drip unchecked, following paths long remembered and known. I try to deflect the blows of hurtful words that mar the soul but not the bone. Blows not aimed intentionally yet hurt just the same. I do not know when I have not felt the familiar pain. What a relief it would be to be free! To be excepted and liked just for being me. Many may know of my troubles yet not so much as I, And I know not the way to stop the tears that I perpetually cry.

Why?
Why they feel the need to be honest about their feelings now is beyond me. My ex-best friend doesn't speak to me anymore partially due to her never trusting the relationship between myself and one the Honest asses, and her suspicions were right, at least about how he felt about me. Then the other expects me to go for him after what his mother put me through when I was 17 because of a crush I had on him at 14-15. Yeah right... I love them so much as friends, they are two of my best friends, but I just can't go there with either of them and take the chance of losing one or both...

Why...(06/28/10)
why hath the fates need to play cruel games on me, showing me true love and taking it away within a moments time of a day.what wrongs have I must done in a former life to be treated so heinously in matters of love and heart.why hath my heart be wrenched to and fro like a long boat in a raging storm.what is my purpose in this all, this charade of life and love.why hath my heart be born to always love knowing it shall be torn asunder.what is the reasoning in this madness, this fixation to love and be loved.why hath i fallen for she, she who fits me like no other has or ever will.what have i done to deserve to find the one to give me a happiness no other can bring me, and yet cant wholly have.why hath i been forsaken to love she, she who is my heart, she who is my twinflame, my mate.what must i endure further to be graced with her love again, if i will ever be graced by her presence again.soon, the kiss of steel will beckon unto me, calling me to share in its embrace. soon, oh so very soo

Why
I dunno why I get blocked all the time.... beings I am so sweet to just about everyone ... hahaha that made me chuckle alittle. *adjusts halo* I really don't care.. or maybe I do.... but I sooo hate not being able to get the last word or even defend myself . so fuck you.... if ya blocked me, block me or will block me you are the belittled idiot one......... not me *runs along back to work now* peace baby

Why?
Ever wonder Why? life throws us cruve balls and never tells us why or how to straighten them out Ever wonder why? when you go down a path that you don't pay attention till you have to walk that path for the second time Ever wonder why? once you walk the path the second time that you see things a little different than you did the first time Ever wonder why? once you finally sit and think of things that its not so bad as the person sitting next to you Ever wonder why? your life is sometimes turned upside down and inside out and not knowing how to get out from under it Ever wonder why? once you figure out how to get out from underneath that rock you barried yourself under that life isnt all that bad and you can work things out some how Ever wonder why? when you finally find your soul mate why you can't breathe, eat , sleep without thinking of them Ever wonder why? you can't breathe, sleep, or eat without thinking of them every second of every day Ever wonder why?&in

Why
I cannot hide these emotions I feel ... I am so confused and wish I could get this over with. It is a never-ending emotional roller coaster with you. Once It hink the ride is over, another tremendous fall lies ahead ... You love another, and that I understand. but living with it, I cannot bare ... I love you, those words mean so much to me. It is a terribly over used phrase I know, but when I say it ... I mean it with all my heart. I love you. There are no other words to describe it ... I know it is love because of how much pain it causes me night and day ... I wish and hope with all my heart that this would be over and done with ... but it never is. why?

Why
Why is it so hard to find that special someone? All I keep hearing is that don't worry she is out there. I have heard it most of my life. Im starting to get really tired of hearing it. Why can't that someone just finally come along? Up to now everyone that I meet that seems intrested turns out not to be. The ones that I think are the one run and never want to speak to me again. I want that special someone to prove to me that not all girls are the same. maybe one day it will happen but im beiginning to think at this point its not going to. Any one want to prove that not everyone is the same...........................

Why?
it seems like an eternity, each day lasting a lifetime, i want so badly to begin my life anew, with each days passing, each day without you. you are here, though you are gone...a memory of the ghost of you tied into a sad song. we were what everybody aspires to be, what happened seems cruel. why?

Why?
Why?? becuase you hurt me. no matter what i did it wasnt good enough. I was an afterthought. never first. unhappy. lonely. i tried so hard, and you didnt even notice. i let this go on to long. thats why. goodbye.

Why
Why was the question i always asked and never got an answer for. It was funny how one simple word could throw you into a tail spin. How I could just look at you deep in your eyes in the middle of a conversation smile and just say WHY? I was always the one who laughed at the silly things you said The one who was so quick to stand by you no matter what you did. I was the one who could just smile and make things better While you were the one who lied to my face Cheated behind my back Stole the one thing that Till this day still has a hole in it. Sadness grows quickly in the midst of anger that swells deep in the depths of my soul But one word one word alone could change the conversation Why? I'd ask it a million times and a million times more I would expect and easy answer but words would spew from you mouth in the form of poisonous venom I often think back and see the error in your ways. I often think back and see the hurt that you caused Why? Why can't i for

Why
Why do people always have to lieThey lie to make themselves feel goodWhy are there con artists everywhereThey are around to keep people on their toesWhy do so many people play gamesThey play games cause all they suckWhy do people hurt other peopleThey hurt cause the do not careWhy are there so many fake peopleThey are fake cause they will find someone to fall for their gamesWhy should i even care aymoreI care cause it is who i am

Why?
how am i suppose to give you the answers to things i don't know? how can i help you, when i can't even help myself? i don't know how to make things better, i can't tell you what you want to hear... i can't fix things for you, i can't change the way things are.... i know you're not happy... i'm not either.. coming to me.. it can't fix anything.. i'm not your answer... nothing i say or do .. will change anything... i have nothing to do with your problem... even tho i kno you blame me... i'm sorry you didn't think i was good... that i was such a bad influence... i don't know how it happened.. i don't know what i did... to make you think i'm the bad guy... i have my own problems... my own pains.. i don't know how to fix me.. how can i fix you?? 071310

Why
why is it we always want what we cant have is it part of the human condition are we to choose our own destinies or are they predetermined by ur thoughts and our desires . one of the great philosophers , states there are two ( i'll finish it later )

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Maybe its just me, or maybe not but I was gone from this place for awhile and last I checked you had to be 18/an adult to be here. So perhaps someone might explain to me how it is that a male without a shirt on and pants on..yes I said PANTS!! has his photo yanked cause its not rated pg..really?? Well lets reflect shall we! since you only have to be 13 to get into a pg movie I guess we are expanding our clientel here at fubar, no? well then Get a freak'en clue and lay off the censorship! I'm not saying we have to all have full on porno profiles but we are all adults here. Also the salute thing is a little out of control I can clearly ready all required info on the one I submitted yet it would seem those in power said no cause its a little blurry, again WOW!! really? uggg am I crazy here or are we turning into fu fu bar:P

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I'm not very good at blogging so I will try my best Why is it that everytime I see you I go nuts inside, I look at you and the feelings are real, they wont go away and I get hurt everytime without you really knowing. I dont know what to do or what to say. Whenever we get close you end up pushing me away and the pain and failure is there. I truely love you but I dont think you see it. The words are eal and will always be true. You mean the world to me and I want to have you but you wont come near me to see the true person I really am. if you could only truely spend the time with me you owuld see the real me is not fake like most, my love would be true as the words coming from my lips. I truely hurt inside everytime I get to even see you talked to me. I hae to get this off my chest and stop holding it inside. I cry to let the pain ease but it doesnt always work.

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AS I sit here in total numbness, I find myself doing something I normally wouldn't do.. writng my thoughts for the world to see, because mainly i figure who cares what you think.. while enjoying the little pleasure i do get of interacting with online friends here on fu, it's interupted by my girlfriend, she's sobbing uncontrolably.. I finally get her to calm down enuff to finally talk to me.. but she keeps saying it was her fualt. here i am thinking it was an auto accident or something... She finally hangs up on me, then texts me she was just raped..was i happy now that I finally got it out her she asked?? then proceeds to tell me that I can dump her if i want..i realize people have different reactions to trauma and react in different ways, but what did I do that was so wrong... i tried to get her to call the police, but she want, saying she's the guilty one, but.. no woman, regardless of who they are, how they look or how they dress deserve to be done thatway. why degrade a perso

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"We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, Every emotion is magnified, Our everyday reality is shattered And we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives."

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Why is is everytime I have male friends all I am worth to some of them is something to fuck and have sex with? I am not just something to fuck and use for sexual urges I am a human being with a heart and feelings not just a piece of meat.

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i live in a town where everone looks down 0n me 4 my tattooes and i dont get it this is"nt tvland you know and im not crying about it like a lil bitch but you know there are other shit going that they go and look at and fix beside telling me im trash for haveing tatts and how im going to hell 4 being the way i am you know i always got black on and i love slipknot and mushroomhead but anyways i know there are others dealing with the some shit

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THIS IS FROM GOTHIC MAIDEN WICKED NYMPH WHO IS IN HER REDNECK FORM TONIGHT !!! The worst feeling in the world is knowing you've been used and lied to.Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever.Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone. Every time I see you all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart starts pounding, and I am painfully aware that i am not over you and you are so over me . I don't know w

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So I tried to post a mumm earlier and was either hit by bitches begging for bling, people making retarded comments, or being told I was begging for a VIP when I was actually trying to buy one with fubucks. So here is what I want to know. Why is it seen as acceptable for women on here to beg for shit, but if a guy asks for something then we are given attitude for it. I see tons of women wanting to be given a VIP, Happy Hour, blasts, or bling. So why is this ok? I was not asking to be given a VIP. My status said "What do I have to do to get a 3 month VIP??? Make me an offer!!!" That is not begging. That is offering to buy one or trade beng owned for one. So why is that wrong? Oh, and to the morons I was given a VIP by a good friend and thank you Military Poppy. You are a good friend man!!! Wish more people knew what it meant to be a friend. I mean I had some bitch begging for a fupony on my mumm and this is seen as acceptible? I may be an asshole about this, but I wa

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I wonder you become friends talk and share things then all of a sudden stop talking to ya...won't even say hello..to me if I plan on stop talking to ya I would at least tell you and why ...still share occasional Hi how are ya...

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Why am I more comfortable with the "unreal"? Why does it make me happy to know the "dead" surround me? Why does it please me when my loved ones see "them" too? Why? To know the sane see what the "insane" see as well? I am happy, tonight! Perhaps, I am not quite so insane..... *smiles* PEACE and LOVE be with you all!!!!

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Why does everyone think it's the "cool" thing to thank soldiers in blasts? Now don't get me wrong...thanking them is wonderful and they, for the most part, deserve every ounce of respect. But I will say this...there are 2 members who have been thanking them for as long as I can remember. Awesome. But why does every other girl think they need to do it too? Are they trying to be like the red names in hopes that they too will be red or do they really thank them? For real...I saw 3 blasts in a row that had to do with soldiers. Two were thanking them and one was saying they were going to make "Soldier Salutes". WTF? Anyway, people should really do their own thing and not copy someone else in hopes of becoming popular.

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Why wasn't I stronger, Why wasn't I braver, Why did I have to leave as you fought for us all Gave your life The ultimate sacrifice, I should have been with you Why did I have to live You were so much better, It should have been me!

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AS i sit here looking out the window, wondering why the streetlamps out side seem so blurry, even though no.. it's not raining. yet.. i've taken my eyedrops for the seasonal allegies.. but yet.. it's still blurry outside. i wipe the moisture from my yes yet.. it keeps reurning on it's on.the occasional tick tock from the clock seemingly drives me crazy.for no reason of it's on, yet it does.I sit here here thinking that now, after all this time on fu.. i have made a mistake.i have allowed people in my life,where i know i know i am a loner, & enjoy the solitude of the night.. the comfort of being who i am, without anyone knowing who i really am. but.. this night, i come to realize.. i miss aperson here that doesn't even know i exist. she goes by the name of badcrumble. she doesn't ask for bling.. points, or anything. she doesn't try to standout, yet.. she's outstanding.. i realize i love joking around with nearly everyone. loved by some, hated by many. there are those that really a

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Why...?... Why is it that i can't find that right one?The one that wants to settle down..the one that wants to be true...why is it no1 my age is looking to get their life on track...what is so special about going to clubs...why do they feel drinking is fun...why can't they understand that some people have more important priorities...why is it our generation is sitting back watching their life’s slowly go down the drain...do they like the stereotype that we have... do they like being called slackers...do they like that everyone thinks we don't care about our futures...is it too much to ask for someone who cares...is it too hard to understand that i am not looking for the whole dating bs...and that i am sick and tired of all the high school drama...Damn i am just sick and tired of drama in general...i would love it if drama could be kept out of my life...will it ever happen...who knows... but then again who cares enough to read this right.

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Why, when I see your picture does It cause such great JOY and at the same time a hurt in the heart? The joy is so profound that It has made men wage war just gain a smile. The pain and hurt, at the same time, has made man so meloncoly that the thought of life is of no concequence and great deeds have been wroght for that same smile. I am no great writer nor a poet. But I can almost feel what the great warrior poets might have felt. The joy of battle in a great cause, to protect your home, your family, your love... Or to sit in the quiet of night, surrounded by hundreds but totally alone with thoughts of the love you'd die for, but only wanting to live for. I don't believe I was born in the wrong age, a thousand years too late... Maybe a thousand too soon. I may be one of those souls who yearn for adventure, to seek out new things, to boldly go forth into the unknown, to capture knowledge, to conquer fear. All of this for one who could care less for the feats, who just would ta

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when i signed up for this site i thought you were to rate the pics and profiles like you see em.i know everyone dont think someone i think is nice lookin is.everbody got there own taste and what floats there boat.but when you rate someone any thing less then a 10 on here some get so pissed they rate you a one and then block ya. then get all there friends to do the same. and i dont mean i just go through and be a dick and rate every person i see a one. i am talkin about an 8 r 9. the reason i rate like that is because i thought thats how your suppose to rate. rate em like you see em.if i am wrong then why even have the 1 through 9 spots to rate. i know everyone dont see me as a 10 but i do not get mad when they rate me a 8 r 9 hell even a 1. if thats how they see me then rate it up no hard feelin. but what i dont get is when you do rate some one lower then a 10 some get so pissed and cuss ya out. why if ya dont want to be judged like that dont put up pics to be rated on a social site.

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Why do you get that feeling that no one wants you anymore? I would really love to know the answer to that question right now . Right now it feel like no one wants me around them or to even talk to me anymore. its like im just there for them to put me down all the time and make me feel like shit. i have news for them ppl that think that . i have been thru a lot in my life so far and im still pretty young and sometimes it scares me to know ho much i have been thru in my life so far .

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Why are you letting people tell you what to do? It's your life to live It's your choice on what you do ♥ don't let anyone impact your decisions, don't let them be the reason you miss out on doing something you really wanted to do. Because in the future, you will

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I have realized a bizarre truth tonight...something I have held dear and believed in for so long. Why be yourself when being yourself rips the people you WANT in your life away? I know some will say, "they are not worth it" but perhaps this person was and is...and because of my shortcomings and vices I see and feel this person distance them self from me. It hurts my heart and soul! However, I am what I am. And I refuse to be anything but ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Vices...addictions...personality flaws, physical flaws...emotional ones too. I am ME...the Tart... KELLY...The bitch...The crazy one...the sweet loving one (sometimes) I AM WOMAN...HEAR ME ROAR (or scream, cry, bitch... whichever may apply) I am Woman!!! I am entitled to it! Women have pussy...and men want pussy. Women rule the fucking world! DUHHHHHH!!!!! PEACE!

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Why do I allow myself to let guys get close to me!??? All they do is hurt you over and over again... I dunno what I do to deserve such treatment! Its starts off so well and then I hear nothing from them at all. What do I do wrong? is there something WRONG with ME! I think I'am done for a while. And you ask me why I have major trust issue's! I don't think I'll ever let another guy get too close to me ever again. I'am just gunna stay away from men I think I'am done. I have been left to cry here too many major times this MONTH! this Year alone.BYEEEE

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My life as it is.....well i vowed not to be to nice to anyone that has done me wrong. I am a faithful friend and still get screwed over. why am i a soft hearted caring and loving friend? i need to stop being so loving and caring. WHY ME?

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All I do is sit around and cry And ask myself why Why do I even bother trying It just leads to me crying Everything I say or do is wrong I’d be better off banging my head on a gong Than do the things I think I should Cause some people never thought I could Just ask my mother she’ll tell you I belong in a place I’ll call the human zoo Where it feels like your locked in a cage Not a person, just a name on a page Now you know why All I do is sit and cry

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from: HatedEverywhere United States subject: HatedEverywhere sent you a Sympathy Card received: 02/2/2012 07:01 pm replied: no block this member "Don't fucking be a pussy! You just should start shit with me, regardless of your opinion, I never said shit to you directly, however, you came on here for a reason, you also advertised you're a tranny for a reason, so let that be the reason you stay on. You will find what you're looking for, fuck everyone that gives you shit, me included. You're not here for us, you're here for w/e it is you're after. Good luck with all that, seriously! You're still a human being and have feelings, please don't respond, I'm just sayin" Click here to return the favor! Click here to see this gift on your profile. this is an email i get this morning after a mumm ;ast night that i had to have a bouncer pull, this gentelmen thought that it was perfectly fine to tell me over and over again

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After years of keeping my heart locked away... years of keeping it safe to heal.. you asked for it and I gave it to you.. I gave it freely and with happiness.. then you broke it and gave it back.. I took it back reluctantly.. and with tears of hurt and sorrow.. Realizing only after trying to piece it back together.. that you kept the key... why?

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i dont get, and i don't hink that I'll ever get why the world has liars. I guess its for the same reason that we have homosexuals, or really big people, or injustice. I speak for all maybe, when i say that i'm not the only one who has been, or is going through something horrible that was majorly life changeing. I'm sorry if I'm not perfect, my saying is if we lived in a perfect world then it would be boring. I want anwsers and i will get them.

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No matter how hard I try, I just can't figure out why you lie. The truth shall set you free, but for you the truth just couldn't be. I gave you my heart, soul, and my all, yet you lie and watch everything cruble and fall. If only you just had the guts, instead of kicking me in the nuts. Just don't know what more to say, but if you learn anything tell the truth dont play. You played with my emotions and my heart. You just sat back and watched as I fell apart. Its so hard for you to be true, so in close I again say fuck you.

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Why is it when you talk to people, rather it is on here or not, they give you all their attebtion, make you feel like your the center of their world, then stop talking to you? What do people get out of playing with peoples' emotions? If you do not plan on following through with what you tell someone, then don't open your mouth about it. In the end, you end up hurting someone and making yourself look foolish, with nobody believing what you say.

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Why ???My Body is mineI try cherish it,love it,My Womb feels like a barren wastelandNothing works rightNothing fits right.I hate my body. Is it too much to ask to have a working, healthy being that does what I want it to do.Why can't I have the one thing that I really want.All I want is a Baby.Something new to hold in my arms and call Ours.I hate not being well all the time. Honestly this is killing Me. Pain, Discomfort, Feeling like my heart is gonna break. Totally not fun.I don't like my skin, my scars or feeling butt ugly most of the time.People say I'm pretty, sexy and hot. They only see my face.If they see what I see on a daily basis they wouldn't.I am sooooo fucking gutted that I'm stuck in this body. I'm just not sure what to do about how I'm feeling anymore. Just bare with Me please. Understand I have no control over any of it :(

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Why do I wonder why you flirt the way you do? Why do you not care how it hurts me? Why do you lie about what you do? Why do you hide who you talk to? why do you hide what you talk about? why dont you tell me the truth? Why cant you see how bad I hurt? Why cany you tell me you love my with out me asking you? I love so much some times i hate you. I hurt and you dont even know. Its seems you dont care. why cant i even be your baby? why do I just have to be your hun. I HATE that word. Im not your sluts you talk to Im your wife. Why do I do the shit I do for you? Because Im in love with you and I would walk the ends of hell for you. Thus why I wanted to marry you. why am I sad? why do I go to bed crying? why do I feel alone inside? why do I feel alone all together? why do I question why? why cant I voice how Im felling? why do I dont want to you to touch me the way I want you to? why do I feel like we are more like room mates than husband and whife? I just want my husband not a room ma

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Sometimes, just sometimes, I don't know why the fuck I try anymore. Sometimes its like things are over bearing and I can't catch my breath. There is a certain element of fear in me when my flow of air is interrupted. My life isn't going to proceed like it maybe should and I will apologize over and over to everybody that thought I could take my life further than I have. I know I could have done better if I had some idea I would be alone through every birthday and every Christmas. Always yearned to be important to someone. Someone that would accept me for me. I haven't ran from anyone and that is not because I can't run, even though I can't. I do feel a presence of love when I am alone watching a sunrise or seeing the first couple of snowflakes fall. I do believe in angels and I know my dad is watching over me. I had to say goodbye to him when I was 16 on my mom's birthday. That was when I started writing. My poetry, stories, film scripts and even my diary is m

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Why do I try? When I know it will just make me cry. I cant help the way I feel Pain that is too real Just one more kiss You are who I miss A smile from your heart This is tearing me apart There will come a day Where you will want me to stay I wont be there for you to see I realize you never wanted me.

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Why try to meet me?When you're hoping and praying, That I won't kiss you sweetly... You might want to keep me?But don't… “A high this good is not meant to last and it won't!” That's you talking. It also means you might turn a good man, into a dead man walking...shhh!/ If my final days have to be this way, then please don't let the governor pardon me./ Just let me embrace my destiny with bliss... because I enjoy taking the shot even if I miss. You see, I'm not scared of anything, and I know you could have any “thing”… you choose. But hopefully in time you'll choose mine and I'll redefine and show you, it's- not- just- any...thing./ Please forgive me... for the fire of my passion's light, For when inspired... it's not me, it's everything I desired to be, but then I relize... They call me Feenix because I burn when I take flight.

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Now I still wonder why did you say goodbyeYou let me stand here all aloneThe pain inside my heart, it's tearing me apartCause now I stand here on my ownBut now I cry myself to sleepOnly you are what I needWe can make it if we tryI am nowhere without youI don't know what I should doCause my tears will never dryAnd I still wonder whyI hope that you will see how much you mean to meI don't understand why you have goneThe pain inside my heart, it's tearing me apartCause now I stand here on my ownBut now I cry myself to sleepOnly you are what I needWe can make it if we tryI am nowhere without youI don't know what I should doCause my tears will never dryAnd I still wonder why s xxxIt's like the flowers and the beesLike the mountains and the treesThe love I feel for you babyLike the desert needs the rainIt will always feel the sameThe love I feel for you baby

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I ask myself why,Must you always make me cry?I ask myself why,Do I give in to your lies?I ask myself why,Don’t I leave and not come back,Deep down I know the answer,But I cant wrap myself around the fact;I ask myself why,Do I still love you?I ask myself why,Do I need you?I ask myself why,Must I always feel this pain,I ask myself why,Am I still here today?I ask myself why,Cant I get myself to leave?I ask myself why,You have such a hold on me;I ask myself why,Must I spill my heart over you,When all you do is hurt me,Make me come unglued?I ask myself why,Your all I see within my dreams,I ask myself why,You’re meant for me?I ask myself why,Cant I break free from your hold,I ask myself why,Are you acting so cold?I ask myself why,Does your smile make me melt?I ask myself why,Pain is all ive ever felt;I ask myself why your eyes sparkle in the sun,I ask myself why,Someone so angelic can make me come undone;I ask myself why,You’re the one I love,I ask myself why,Your all I&rsq

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Why is it a person can try and try to get someone's attention and nothing happens but when that person finally gives up, it's finally noticed? Should the person feel bad for giving up? I don't know....I'm just a little confused.

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WHY IS IT THAT EVERY TIME I START TO HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE I GET HURT? OR FIND OUT THEY ONLY WANT TO BE FRIENDS? WHY CAN'T I FIND LOVE? WHY CAN'T I FIND SOMEONE THAT WANTS TO BE WITH ME AND ONLY ME? WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE GETTING HURT? IT SEEMS LIKE I WILL NEVER FIND LOVE. SEEMS LIKE I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY. ALL I ASK IS TO BE LOVE AND BE LOVED BY A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN. WHEN WILL IT BE MY TIME? WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN? I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY ALL THIS KEEPS HAPPENING TO ME?

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Is it me? The reason why they always leave? It began when I was three, That day when father left me. With no sign of remorse he stayed to his course, bags packed and the car loaded. Through the door he just walked away, not even turning to say Goodbye my son This one act of selfishness, left a family broken and feeling helpless. Never the same would things be, leaving this unit of three feeling cold and withdrawn from society Slowly things began to unravel That unit of three dwindled to one, leaving only a lonesome son. From that day I began to push away any who would begin to get close. Even more so the ones who loved me the most A learned trait of emotional survival, pushing away the love I was dying for. This way of life continued for a very long time, until I met a girl whom I gazed upon left me feeling sublime We talked and grew close and eventually began our life full of high hopes. Things were good for the first time and I finally found peace

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Why Why did you love me then? Why do you hate me now? why did you even care? why did you want to Share? why do i want you to go? Is it because you was putting on a show why do i still love you? why do i still need you near? Why am i still standing here? Why am i still asking why? when all i should say is Goodbye

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why do you drag me me down in this bull shit .... should I call tell you all about it.. should I ... why do you drag me down in this bull shit.. you got what you wanted.. let me go.. let me go.. you got what you wanted.. let me go... bY LoVe GiRL... YouLLLLL be sorrryyyyyy

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Why is it that every guy I meet say one thing and claim they mean it then turn around and act totally different. I met an awesome guy on here and he is all like i love u and want to marry u and gave me his number and now I haven't got a text from him. I don't get guys at all I am not perfectly skinny and shit like that! I grew up in Texas & Bama what do u expect. Anyway I really a lot of these guys but they hardly ever socialize with me. But it's whatever. I am a southern girl through and through u gotta deal with the damn curves, brown eyes and brown hair.

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Why do I love you With all my heart? Why did I fall for you From the start? Why do you cause me So much pain? Why do you stick to my heart Like a stain? Why couldn't I see You weren't gonna stay? Why did I believe You were gonna take the pain away? Why did you play my heart Like a game? Why couldn't you ever Feel the same? Why do I sit In my room all alone? Why do I pray You would call my phone? Why do you come back in my life As soon as I'm letting go? Why do I still get butterflies When you just say hello? Why can't I forget about you And put you in the past? Why does a part of me still believe That me and you were made to last?

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WHYWhy does this life always seem to have to be so cruel? Giving us moments of hope and joy, only to take them away and slam us to the ground like a pile of bricks hitting the concrete?Why do we feel we can be cared for or loved, when there are so many who only wish we would simply vanish from this society which truly could care one way or another if we are happy?Why does some idiot redneck like myself ever feel as if there is actually someone out there in this world who would or ever could honestly be there with me through out this lifetime?Why do the ones we care so much for and about have to be so damn far away, to where we can not even hold them in our arms and just simply snuggle tightly against one another?Why should I even care any more just what others think of me, even when deep inside it totally rips my heart to pieces knowing they just want me in some cave hiding from the world?These questions come to my mind more often than not, and the only thing I can always do, is simply

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You know I sit here and I smile and everyone thinks I am happy all the time but if you only knew what really was going on in my life you would be shocked. I cry myself to sleep almost every night wondering why my life is in peices along with my heart and I never get an answer. I thank god everyday for my real friends in my life because they are the ones that talk to me and tell me that I am strong enough to make it. Now granted I have come a long way and I am doing better than what I was but still not there yet and I have someone threatening to knock me back down and I am so close to doing something I will regret. So my head is fucked up and in the wrong place but what do I do?? I cant loose what I have gained I have to keep goin on and keep waking up everyday and I wonder why? Whats the point?

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Ive driven to alot of places over the years of being a truck driver. Maine to California. Florida to Oregon. And in all the places Ive been Ive heard nothing but the same thing. Where have all the good men gone? And my answer is..They are tired of being hurt. Just recently I found out what opening your completely feels like, and also felt the betrayal and pain of watching it stepped on, tore apart, and pissed on by some one who said they wanted everything to do with me. Yet when plans were made for me to uproot my life, travel 1000 miles to this person, and arrive to see them, I was left standing at a bus station for over 8 hrs before getting amessage to get a motel room. Then this person proceeded to continus playing me through the next day until that afternoon i was told good bye and she loved some one else. So when you all ask those around you..Where have all the good men gone? Look for those hanging there heads, those you look past because they arent some muscle head, or so

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As I sit here with arms and wrists bleeding, I wonder why God why, Why can't I just end my life, Tormented and tourtured is my soul, Broken and torn apart is my heart, Why can't I just forever enter the dark? Wam blood flowing over me, but true darkness I will never see, Why do I have to live? Knives, guns, ropes and chains, nothing will take away my pain, Blind within a light I can never truly see, Why must I live life in misery?

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If I am invisible, it is because I chose to be. I am not gonna do anymore poking for awhile. I will only chat with the ones I trust, which isn't many. I trust people more than I should, some of you have shown me that. To you, I would like to say thank you. I will stay "in hiding" while I work on my "not being able to care" attitude. The way I am seeing it is simple; if we can't get along in an online bar, why in the hell should the rest of the world. Just erase any idea that I am "butt-hurt"!!!!!!!!!! I am not, May have been before, but now I just want to be more like others seem. So many seem to have inner strength beyond compare. Yeah, it may be just a mask, but it is a powerful one and you wear it so fucking well. I already know this is like the theatre of pain and the sun will shine only after the rain. Peek -a- Fucking Boo!!

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Why is it that I do this to myself all the time. I screw up anything that is good in my life everytime it comes along. I have to sabatus everything good in my life. I had an amazing thing with a man that I fell in love with quicker than I have anyone in my life and then what did I do? I went and had to let my insecurities get into the way and I pushed him away! I let my fear and trust issues get in the way again. He never got to see who I truely was and never got to see that I had so much love for him but that doesn't matter anymore because he is gone now. My life has always been me ruining it for myself. I find someone then I stay distant from them some how and never truely let them in even though I want to. I can't seem to let anyone in all the way and I don't know what is wrong with me. I put all kinds of provocitive pictures up and get all kinds of attention that I don't want because even though people say it all i see is being pretty or cute. I put those up because at least th

Why?!??!?!?
I really don't understand why people cheat. I myself have been cheated on three times by three different boyfriends. 1st bf, didn't last long, kinda was an ass 2nd bf, lasted for a while (years) was mentaily abusive, was an ok guy with my family, good heart, just raised buy a hateful person. 3rd bf, We weren't bf/gf but we have known eachother for awhile, I flew out there to spend time with him, LOVED his family. He kept telling me he loved me, that he was going to marry me blah blah blah. I brushed it off I really didn't want a long distance relationship. but he insisted we start saying we were bf and gf. Had a bad feeling, a friend of mine set up an account.....you see where I am going with this. Sent pictures that he shouldn't to a girl he just met. Even after telling her he had a gf. I can't lie, I loved the last one, thought he was THE ONE, but nope. I know I have "issues" and also I am a big girl, but I won't let anyone treat me like that. I know I'm not the

Why Am I Scared? By Nicole Elizabeth Marsh
As I sit in the dark outside, Tears roll down my cheeks. I hear the cars passing in and out. I wish I could be like them; I wish my pain could be like them. Only Passing. I think to myself how my heart is beautiful- but still. Silence is everywhere, all around me. All the world is standing still like the night. It's soothing. Why am I scared? This calm and silence should be soothing to me, But, instead, it scares me. I feel alone. The cars still passing by. I feel the pain still. I feel alone. The silence makes me realize all that I didn't. My ears are ringing I feel alone... because I am. There are no lights.

Why Are We On This Site?
when i find myself scrounging to get enough points to reach the next level, i wonder "what is the end result?"i I have found, like life itself, that there is no reason to get to level 20 or whatever (except for fame). but i have found that meeting new peeps (shatterd and the creepy girl carrie ;) jk) is the most gratifying. and hopefully this will get me some points so i can get up. After all, this is why i did this blog...

Why Are Women So Confusing
How...how can this shit happen, I suppose maybe I let myself be led on. Who knows. We met on the internet, things went well. We met in person and I started to fall for her. I told her I liked her, she got confused. We met again. She told me she liked me, now we both know we like each other. Our conversations become sexualy charged, it seems like things are going well. Now it's those dreaded fucking 6 words...I just want to be friends. WTF? I'm so confused....and ready to give up on women everywhere.

Why Am I Black
Why Did You Make Me Black Lord .... Lord .... Why did you make me black? Why did you make someone the world would hold back? Black is the color of dirty clothes, of grimy hands and feet... Black is the color of darkness, of tired beaten streets... Why did you give me thick lips, a broad nose and kinky hair? Why did you create someone *bleep*ceives the hated stare Black is the color of the bruised eye when someone gets hurt... Black is the color of darkness, black is the color of dirt. Why is my bone structure so thick, my hips and cheeks so high? Why are my eyes brown, and not the color of the sky? Why do people think I`m useless? How come I feel so used? Why do people see my skin and think I should be abused? Lord, I just don`t understand... What is it about my skin? Why is it some people want to hate me and not know the person within? Black is what people are "Labeled" when others want to keep them away... Black is the color of sh

Why All The Lies?
I am not naming a name on who this is too... You came into my life, at first you seemed like the perfact guy. Always around, spendin time with me, talking an all. Then after a few weeks things changed as I started to see the real you. The real you who only wanted play nothing more, wanted what you couldnt have, cuz I would'nt give it. All I wanted was for you to be there when needed, stand by my side when I needed you to have my back, and to love me. I am sorry that you couldnt do them, my tears are all dried up and I moved on. Cant waite around till you want me again. I am not a toy, im a human. I too have feelings, that still hurt over you. But instead of hiding them, I delt with them. So please understand, that I am not yours to toy with! I only look out for my number one! And unlike you, my number one is my SON! I will think of you from time to time. But im not going to blame me, for all of it. I am not the one who had some chick come down (while we were fighting) to spe

Why A Motorcycle Is Better Than A Man
10 reasons why a Motorcycle is better than a Man: 1) Bigger and better ride 2) You're always on top 3) Longer and better vibrations 4) It's always there when you want it 5) You can kick it and it won't kick back 6) It doesn't want to know who you rode last night 7) You can dress it the way you want and it won't complain 8) Because it's a fast start and a longer ride 9) Motorcycles won't insult you if you are a bad rider. 10)Motorcycles don't care if you are late.

Why Am I Still Alone...can Someone Help?
I am 22 yrs old and still single. I am not likeing it anymore. Why is it everytime I start to get an interest in someone the seem to run. Is it because I have baggage? As in Kids? Am I ugly? And I fat? What is it? All I know is that I am tired of waiting for "HIM". Cuz it aint commin to me like its suppost to. I have always been told to wait and it will come to me. Well I have waited for 22 yrs and he still hasnt shown. Like right now, I have a big interest in someone. But I know he is gonna run....like everyone else has. I want to be loved. I want to be loved for me. I dont wanna just have sex anymore. I wanna make love. I wanna do it with someone who cares about me. I am tired of all the games. Guys who are attracted to me, but only for the wrong reasons...not the right ones. And the one person I thought I could rely on and be there as a friend and as a person who cared, doesnt have time for me anymore. Cuz he's got his own shit to worry about. His family members passin away, his pa

Why Are Black Icons Always The Face Of Trouble?
Why Are Black Icons Always the face of Trouble? by Darryl James Tina Turner told one side of a story to the world and to this day, no matter what poor Ike Turner says, he remains the universal icon for woman beating, crossing all racial lines. Who in the hell wants to hear his story anyway? damn the statistics that point to white Americans as the most prolific woman beaters, an African American is the face of woman beating. And, to this day, no one but two dead people, God and O.J. Simpson can be certain of his status as a murderer, yet he has become the universal icon for wife murdering. Dead-brained morons will argue to the teeth that he is guilty and the phrase "He OJ-ed her" has become a part of the worldwide lexicon for murdering wives even though he was found "Not Guilty." No one is using the phrase "He Robert Blake-d her," even though that man was on the scene of his wife's murder with a gun in his possession. Quick—name five more Black men who have even been

'why Am I Being Rated?'
Why does it seem like everyone is being rated a 10!! Ratings are funny,i just started to get the hang of them myself,feels weird to rate people so i'm a very conservative rater,i rate when a rating is deserved ..I dont just rate physical appearances i rate the overall profile ,personality, sense of humour, niceness:),sexiness, etc.. I feel almost conceited,selfish,greedy, undeserving of ..accepting these ratings from strangers, I DONT THINK IM A 10! If your judging me from just physical features,maybe a 7.. BUT i am a 10! if your rating my personality,profile,and sense of humour....i dont get how people can rate someones profile or pic and then turn around and advertize it on persons website..hahahah...lol its funny...guess it gets them ratings quicker to reach there ranking goals..anyways if you've been rated by me and not many have...then it comes straight from my heart and just from the lil bit i know of you..not rating just your pic...well unless its a c--k pic i happen to stumble

Why A Woman Cries
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God answered, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave

Why Are Guys Like This
Why is it that when you and your spouse, boyfriend or whatever splits up and he goes his own way and does his own thing but when you start to try and live life and start the healing process he has to try and stop it. He doesn't want you but doesn't want anyone else to have you. When you know it is onver and he knows it is over why can't he just go on and leave you alone instead of trying to make you miserable. I wish someone could explain that to me......

Why All The Artsy Stuff?
Ok.. First of all, I appriciate Art. I appriciate it enough to share it with the people of Lost Cherry. If you don't appriciate Art, then don't look at the pictures. I'm getting ever so slightly pissed that people are viewing those pictures and rating them 1's and 2's. If you are not an eclectic ass like me, don't rate the pictures, hell don't even look at them. Now the full explanation of why I posted the pictures.. I had an Art teacher back in middle school. I hated the woman so much... she was the thorn in my side. I made it known by the degree of work I did. The only valuable thing the woman ever taught me, was how to appriciate good works of Art. When I moved to Maine in 95, I learned about Maine's most famous painting families, The Wyeths. My particular favorite out of the Wyeth Family, is Andrew Wyeth, who painted Christina's World. People look at Art and go "oh nice use of color, odd use of shape, what the hell is that?" But to truely appriciate A

Why Are People So Fuckin Retarded
Why do people think they have t oplay games to feel good about themselves? Just wondering. I mean if you are really that shitty of a person then why not just realize it and go on with your life. Dont lie, dont start drama, dont try to make yourself seem like something you really arent. Because you'll eventually be found out anyway. Damn I sound like a bitch but you know what? I dont really care right now. And I'm not just talking about guys either. Women out there are just as fucking guilty. Especially when it comes to drama. Men think they need more than one woman in thier life to be satisfied and the women do th esam ething to see how much drama they can cause. When it only fucks people up. This is not from my experience lately. I'm writing this bc my lil sister called me earliar heartbroken bc of the games peopel play!!! Anyway. I'm gonna stop whining now and let you get on with your day. Just wanted to gripe a lil bit about the people of this world. Have a great week :)

Why Arent You On The Duck Madmann?
And its a simple anwser They havent paid the server bill No im not lying thats the truth. Ive thougt about it this weekend and i must say that im quite angry w That For 3 years i put my blood sweat and beers into that station and thaats what it boils down too So i was also thing on saying goodbye to the duck again Its sad really that this had to happen cause i felt like it was my baby i one of the only origional djs there. Now dont all youall worry im working on getting a timeslot on one of the stations here so yall can listen to my sexy voice (lol).

Why Arent You Married?
As many of you know I'm a single mom. I was married for 10 years to a not so nice guy. We have been divorced now for just over a year, apart for the last two and with that comes the "Allie, When are you going to marry again?" I hear the "that boy needs a father figure".. and," you need a man in your life to take care you".. I hear the, "your so cute and have a great personality you could find a nice guy to settle down with". Hold the bus! Who says I want to settle down? Who says I need someone to take care of me or my kid? I'm Sick of people assuming that because I'm a woman I need some big strong man to keep me safe- when in reality it was one of those big strong men that hurt me the most and kept me in danger.. Nothing like a broken jaw or cracked ribs to show ya that a husband wont keep you safe. Don't get me wrong, I dont think all marriage is bad. And I truly believe that people can marry and be happy. I like to think of myself as a romantic and I want to believe in the

Why Am I A Dork?
I am a Dork because I have old fashioned views in a young mans body. I am a Dork because I like to treat women with respect. I am a Dork because I Like to compliment a women without the thought of sex in my mind. I am a Dork because I believe all people are good inside unless they prove themselves different. I am a Dork because I am not afraid to show my emotions. I am a Dork because I am not afraid to be myself and not conform to other peoples Idea of me. I am a Dork because I love getting lost in a good book in the bath. I am a Dork because I value friends... I am a Dork because I am honest with myself... Dork Fish@ LostCherry

Why Are You Not Married?
Why are You Not Married? Here are some comebacks: You haven't asked yet. I was hoping to do something meaningful with my life. Because I just love hearing this question. Just lucky, I guess. It gives my mother something to live for. My fiancée is awaiting his/her parole. I'm still hoping for a shot at Miss/Mr. America. Do you know how hard it is to get two tickets to Miss Saigon? I'm waiting until I get to be your age. It didn't seem worth a blood test. I already have enough laundry to do, thank you. Because I think it would take all the spontaneity out of dating. My co-op board doesn't allow spouses. I'd have to forfeit my billion dollar trust fund. They just opened a great singles bar on my block. I wouldn't want my parents to drop dead from sheer happiness. I guess it just goes to prove that you can't trust those voodoo doll rituals. What? And lose all the money I've invested in running personal ads? I don't want to have to

Why Are Men Mean???
Why do men have to be mean to the one that loves them the most...My husband use to be able to tell me he loved me regradless who heard...Now there is someone in the way...Long story if you want to know more I will tell you...Anywho I love him and I am going to fight for him I have been with him for 14 years and I will be damned if I am going to let some Ho come in and take him from me...That is how I feel...Why can't men just tell you how they feel without keeping it bottled up I think that is so stupid and It makes me so Mad to know I put my life on hold for him and this is how he treats me Why can't I just Leave oh I know Because I love Him...Katrina

Why (a Poem I Wrotwe For A Friend)
i cried another tear cause im lost without you, your on my mind and i dont know what to do. you hurt me once and now you want to leave, well fuck it go just let me greeve. its better to know i wasnt ever in your heart, why did you lie if you knew we would part? all i ever wanted was for you to let go, and love me the way you told me so. my friends say its time to move on, but i rather listen to our song. they try to set me up with just a few, but all i ever thought about was you. you held me close and kissed my hand, you squeezed me tight and said you were my man. now you say it dont feel the same, with comments like that your playing a game. my heart aint a prize and its delicate like a rose petal, so when you hurt me i want to crumble and settle. on the ground were you left my soul, the day you left and let me go. i asked why and prayed for you to come back, but now im done cause you smoked up that crack. i dont want a loser who doesnt work, not a asshole who acts like a jerk. i want

Why Am I Hated So Much?
i can not understand why people hate me so much i am a nice guy i try to help everybody out when i can but i get kicked in the ass i wish sometimes i had a true friend but that is a pipe dream so bye for now

Why Advertise Naked/private?
I just don't get it. I KNOW there are some people on here that repeatedly post naked/private pictures. I have some, but if you're open and WANT to see them, I have no problems with it. What I don't get? Why the fuck do people post naked pictures, sex pictures, "x" rated pictures, and these stupid idiotic things that say "naked pictures of me and so and so, and no, you can't see them, he he he" I'm sorry, you're a dumb fuckbucket cum brain. I don't understand you. Why is it a hehehehe that nobody can see your pictures? Is this like a stupid whore tease thing? Because that's exactly what you are. A stupid teasing whore. Why post pictures if you aren't EVER going to let anyone see them? Or is it because you're just that fucking dumb you realize that you can't SHOW YOURSELF OFF if nobody can see them? Dumb asses. There's my daily for the daily for the day. Have a great one. I've insulted who I wanted to, so I'm going to. danny

Why Are Woman So Confusing?
I will never fully understand the reason why woman are as confusing.. First they act all intrested in you, and then after like the thiurd date, they start to loose intrested.. Cant i just find a girl that will be honest with me after the first date and tell me if they like me or not? JESUS!!!! Im tired of playing the dating game! IT SUCKS

Why Am I Married
WHY AM I MARRIED? You have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." A lady inserted an ad in the classifieds: "Husband Wanted". Next day she received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: > > "You can have mine." > > > > When a woman steals your husband, > > there is no better revenge than to let her > >keep him. > > > > A woman is incomplete until she is married. > >Then she is finished . > > > > A little boy asked his father, > > "Daddy, how much does it cost to get > >married?" > > Father replied, "I don't know son, I'm still > >paying." > > > > A young son asked, > > "Is it true Dad, that in some parts of Africa > > a man doesn't know his wife until he > >marries her?" > > Dad replied, "That happens in every country,

Why Am I So Tired?
For a couple years I've been blaming it on lack of sleep, not enough sunshine, and too much pressure from my job, earwax build-up, poor blood or anything else I could think of. But now I found out the real reason: I'm tired because I'm overworked. Here's why: The population of this country is 273 million. 140 million are retired. That leaves 133 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school, which leaves 48 million to do the work. Of this there are 29 million employed by the federal government, leaving 19 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Saddam Hussein. Which leaves 16.2 million to do the work. Take from the total the 14,800,000 people who work for state and city governments and that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals, leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the

Why Am I Such A Idiot And Why Can't I Keep These Tears From Fallin?
ok so the reason no ones seen me latley is because i was with jamie, ...i thought he actually loved me ...what a fool i was ....some girl that i associate called me tonight and told me that he was with his ex all day and night and that he fucked her ....well i called around and it was confirmed .....he hasn't admitted it yet because he's afraid of gettin his ass kicked by shawn and donny .......i've spent all day cryin my eyes out while he's out partying and didn't answer any of my calls his cell phones turned off but earlier i did actually get to talk to him for like 5 mins and i was like "where r u" ...he didn't answer that question but was like whatever u've heard don't believe it ...but in the background i heard 2 or 3 people say "don't lie to her, tell her, give it here i'll tell her" ......and real fast he said "i gotta go i'll call u later ok" ....i said "yeh right bye" and hung up on him because i felt the tears comin ..........why is it every guy HAS to cheat on me? is there a

Why An Sms
S - Sexually M - Motile S - Stage so keep messaging me when you at puberty Without ur SMS days are like- MOANDAY TEARSDAY WASTEDAY THIRSTDAY FRIGHTDAY SHATTERDAY & SADDAY So SMS me everyday!!! *sms Receiving law and order* =>you have 2 way receiving sms daily from me.choose 1 and send me sms which you choose. 1)when you receivemy sms then reply a sms. 2)if you not reply mea sms so miss call me in 5 minutes after receive my sms.

Why Am I So Lucky?
Through out the span of my life I have been blessed by God. Everytime I really needed something, some way some how, I was able to achieve my objectives. I don't understand how or why, but some how, things always have fallen into place for me. Usually when I would find myself in need for something like money to pay the rent or even buy food, there would always be a way for me to make the money. A way that wasn't there before, but now is. All I had to do was take advatage of the oportunity and do it! I'm at that point once again in my life where things were looking pretty grim. Out of work, no money, living with my brother, and what I thought was a failing relationship. Last Monday, not only did I except an offer for a good paying job, but I found that the woman of my dreams was still the woman of my dreams. Even after I cast her aside and sought the company of another, she takes me back into her life like I was never gone and even tried to take the blame for me running off. I didn't a

Why Am I All Of A Sudden A Fucking Number On Here I Do Have A Name
my name is TED my site says it my site also states it is adult but now i look at my bulliten it say 179076 what because i have my opinion on this site i get reduced to a fucking number keep tryin fuckers you'll have to boot me but you do everyone will know its because i state my opinion about being a fucking adult. noone said cherry tap is for fucking virgins only

Why A Tomboy Is A Better Choice For A Girlfriend
1. Tomboys are pretty. They usually: a) Don't know b) Know it c) Know it but don't care-NOW PASS THE FOOTBALL BITCH!! 2. Tomboys don't diet. So we'll never ask the stupid, "Do I look fat in this?" question. We don't care, there baggy jeans! 3. Tomboys don't like shopping. Unless it's for sporting goods. Chances are we're wearing your boxers right now! Hey! It's a great way to cut back on having to go to the mall, and spend money. Do these jeans show off my ass too much? 4. Tomboys are great at holding secrets. Cmon,tomboys don't wear make up, dresses, or high heels, but the one day we do we are sex goddess. Only to return to normal the next day. So if we can hide a sex goddess, guess what else we can hide.....bodies...blood..... 5. REAL Tomboys don't wear pink. Red and dark colors (like those found in blood, and bruises). We prefer to hide the blood spilled. Besides who doesn't look great in black? 6. Hangin with a tomboys is like hangin with one of the guys. They don

Why Are Ppl So Mean?
Hey Cherries, I received an odd message from this girl the other day. This woman wanted some information regarding a contact we both have on our list. She wanted to know stuff like: how well I knew the guy, if I talked to him alot, and what i thought of him as a person, because she was spending alot of time with him online and didn't know whether or not she could trust him. So anyway,,,,,,I responded, and I told her that I did indeed chat with him once in a while. BUT it doesn't end there for me.......I had a feeling he was misleading her, and also trying to get her on cam, cause that's how he is. So I asked her: "What has he been saying to you?". She replied and said that he told her he wants to be with her. OMG! At this point, I am freaking out.....He is trying to take advantage of this girl right!! So, I keep talking to her and I try to give her the best advice I can, considering the circumstances! I proceed to tell her not to do anything she doesnt feel is right in her

Why Are People Soo Rude
The sales ladies are the rudest the people that shop there are the rudest !!!!!! I returned a sweater exchanged it whatever was in line for 30 mins then the sales lady did not help me -- had to go off to find my replacement with another price tag on it ! Thank god for Apple martnins !!!! now i feel much better !

Why Are People Like This???/
yeah, im whining or whatever, but honestly people read what i originally asked and then the response i got!!!!! why are people like this????? im not the one that wuz rude or did anything wrong... EoJo Guess whooooosss Baaaaaaacckkkkkkk!!!!@ CherryTAP BITCH EAT YOUR OWN FUCKIN SHIT AND GET SOME FUCKIN BALLS I ANSWERED YOUR QUESTION, HONESTLEY AND IF YOU DONT LIKE ME BEING HONEST THEN REMOVE ME FROM YOUR LIST. IT'S NOT LIKE YOU EVER TALK TO ME ANYWAY. i HAVE A TOTAL OF 275 FRIENDS, AND 17 FANS NON OF WHICH EVER WRITE ME OR TALK TO ME OR ANYTHING ELSE. SO FUCK YOU YOUR THOUGHTS YOUR FEELINGS EAT PENGUIN SHIT YOU ASS SPEELUNKER. PEACE OUT BITCH!!!!! OH YEAH NO NEED FOR A RESPONSE... === 'army princess' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-30 23:53:13'.. > > i did read it... after the fact that u rated it a damn 1... i just asked a damn question... i could give a fuck less bout my "precious rating" as u put it... i wuz just askin... u have fuckin issues! be my guest and do a

Why Are We Here?
Well folks I got up this wonderful morning and got an email from user Dave loves Melissa in which the subject was hi guy and the body is as follows: “get off my girls stie my girls is blocking you on i blocking you have a good day…” now bear in mind that I don’t even know who these ppl are.. Never visited their sites and thought to my self hmmm. What the hell is going on here, then I decided to take a look at their respective sites and realized that their was some drama going on…. So I then tried to message this guy to let him know that there was nothing going on between his girl and I, seeing that we have never meet, conversed, imed or anything like that, but numnuts did a hit and run, made his comments and then blocked me, so this is why I decided to post this blog, folks we need to ask our selves why are we on cherry tap in the first place, which in my case is to meet new ppl, and have fun with the new friends I have made…. Hey I don’t like to put anyone on blast but there comes a

Why Are U Here? Hmmmmm
I wonder why some people are here . taken from my myspace blog I've met some of the following types.. I was dragged here by a friend ages ago.. all his fault.. Brad! lmao on lc er ct.. it was Renita.. lol I had a profile but deleted it. but I came back because.. I heard arby's had a myspace page! yeah I love food so sue me.. food won't break my heart like women. hahaha I'm here to make friends and all that jazz. I'm not here for networking.. unless you have pc related problems and can get me contract work. hahaha just kidding. Networking.. Well i'm not a model so I don't need to do that. hahahaha nor am I a Producer, director, a list or B list movie star.. nor can I rap, I can barely sing foo! lol I'm just too damn pretty to be here.. riiiiiiiiiiitght.. those are what I call casual friends.. people whom I'll never meet or they simply scare me and I don't wish to meet them. co workers - people you work with or people on the net that act like

Why Am I Here?
Thats a good question because normally i am not the most social of people, but I have tried to talk to people. Just wonder if I have tried to talk to the wrong type. I don't need a new girlfriend, so thats one thing off the list if anyone dares to read the profile. I don't need the attention, as I am happy being on my own as with people. I certainly don't have visions of grandeur and need people to bow down to me. I just followed a friend and though maybe make a few more friends, and this also gives me some destinations to visit when i go on holiday. Though the best thing is to get a different perspective on things. No matter how stupid or unimportant someone thinks they are, they have an opinion and can shine a new light on a problem. Anyway the darwin awards have been announced and damn are they funny. I can see how they got the awards because anyone with a modicum of common sense would not do any of these things LOL. I know evil to laugh at someones misfortune, but I think its

Why??? And Because.....
1. Ok so most of the friend requests lately are inquiring about my naughty pics... Ok I understand that... but to not even rate my regular pics, let alone my naughty ones really upsets me :o( I expect ratings at the very least, and i Adore comments.... even if its just one or two Please show me the love guys!!! Not just You are Hott lemmee see those pics...ok thanks Bye... ***POUTS*** 2. I am back with my boyfriend (of 4 yrs).... When He came back to talk to me the first night I showed him CherryTap and explained how much I love it and how happy it make me... the luv you guys show me. I told him it was a part of me now, and told him about how some couples "play" together on here.... he's pretty excited about it. This has opened up a whole new world for us, emotionally and sexually :o) So I just wanted to let you guys know... Im NOT available, but will continue to have "FUN" on Cherrytap with him right beside me. Anyways.... he loves the comments and messages I get. So plea

Why Are The Good Guys Made To Suffer?
Time and Time again I find myself on the recieving end of pain. When I was with Megan.....she cheated on me towards the end of the relationship buthints came up that she was cheating during. And now Kristi...with her hesitation that leaves me resentful. My head is in the clouds. That was the wording she chose. That I'm a Momma's Boy. I am..at least I can depend on her. But anytime I have ever asked for help i had the best intenetions for Kristi and jerran and i.....but still buy stuff for myself. There hasnt been a moment where i havent thought of her well being. Her condition, her state of mind. And she constantly reminds me that it was her fault...but she says it in such a way that says to me shut up and go away im busy. I don't even know how I could have loved her after knowing all of this. I had the blinders on I guess. I should have been scared. I should have told her to fuck off when she first imed me. I should have called her every dirty word in the book

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HI all!! I hope this finds u well. xxxoo to you! I have had an abundance of love, compliments, craziness, weirdness,...the list can go on and on! I just want to clarify somethings about me and why I am here. I am single and living the dream in northern california! I am happy, successful, honest, and I embrace life to the fullest. I am here for entertainment purposes. If I meet some cool people along the way great. If not thats ok too, I have a full life. I am not interested in drama,disrespectful language,being your verbal punching bag, nor am I here for cyber sex, phone sex, or interested in watching someone masterbate on cam. If that is what you are looking for pass my page on by!! There are many women on cherry tap! I am a fitness finatic! I playball four nights a week and am at the gym almost every day. I believe in a healthy lifestyle, balance is a priority in my life. I have lived long enough to know what I want in life, if it's not a fit for me I don't want it in my l

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Why Animal Testing Is Pointless
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Memories linger in still of the night Loneliness has never been to far from me Clinging to me like I was the carrier of a viral disease Stupid I was to think that you’d actually come back for me What was I thinking? Did I really think you were going to remember me and come back For someone like me? Someone of your stature shouldn’t be seen with someone such As myself because it only gives you the bad name. The negativity is pouring from me now, yes But can you honestly blame me at this moment? Can you truly land all of the blame on me, Someone who has waited for you for so long Only to find that all I get are e-mails every so often And endless nights of wondering who you’re lying next to All the phone calls that come in only to find That not one of them is from you? Looking at the mail box every day dying to see If anything came in for me A piece of paper with words of hope on it telling Me that you’ll be home soon and to not worry About anything that everythi

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So I had my first offical date with Kevin on Saturday. It was good right up till the very end. And it wasn't becuase of me and him it was bad. We were at the bar playing pool and hanging out with our freinds down there. We played teams at pool and the guy on the other team was being a jerk. Like an abusive type jerk not drunk type jerk to his wife. Not hitting her just saying mean mean things to her and about her....he left and we tried to help Valorie see that this is not a good thing for her and her kids. We made her laugh and then she went home. About 30 minutes later he came in with blood dripping down his hands and told me and Shawna to go help her I won't say what he called her...but it wasn't pleasnt. Well me and Shawna ran full throttle to the trailer a block away and found that he had beat the crap out of her car and her house. He hadn't hit her but she was scared and the kids were terrified. So I stayed with the kids and Shawna called 911. While she was on the phone with the

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would you get mad at some one if they were acting like a child? would you get mad at some if they yelled at your kid? would you be mad if some one hit your kid cuz your kid touched a pepsi can? probley trying to take it kids will be kids an they do not deserve to be hit bye any one this is probley why i am mad right now cuz i do not want any one touching my kids but me an there daddy we are there blood an if any one is going to disaplane my 2 year old it aint going to be any one but me or my kids daddy (my husband) am i right?

Why A Woman Cries
Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom? "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will, but that's O.K."....... Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?". "All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say...... The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?" GOD answered...... "When I made woman, I decided she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet, made her arms gentle enough to give comfort... I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times will come even from her own children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take care of her family and friends, even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without com

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look what our vets need to do to protect the honor they earned From: Support Our Vietnam Veterans! Date: Feb 28, 2007 8:50 PM From: Eddie V. Sr. Date: Feb 28, 2007 2:20 PM WASHINGTON, Feb. 16 /PRNewswire-USNewswire/ -- Vietnam veterans will be gathering in Washington, D.C., on Saturday, March 17, 2007, to protect the Vietnam Veterans Memorial (The Wall) and other war memorials from desecration by protesters attending a so-called antiwar rally being held that day adjacent to The Wall. The veterans intend to prevent a recurrence of what happened at a similar event on January 27, 2007, when protesters spray-painted the Capitol and spat on a disabled Iraq vet. "A Gathering of Eagles," as the veterans are calling their effort, is being joined by other patriotic groups including Rolling Thunder, Military Order of the Purple Heart (MOPH), Move America Forward and FreeRepublic.com. Those organizations are encouraging their members and supporters to protect The Wal

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I believe that the world is an abstruse space to be able to expand abulia. There is alot of blotto, but why circumvalue around it? Sophisticated Cockalorum is a cause of our lack of decretory system. Quantities of desirous revolve around derogating ones environment to consider authority. Desolation is what has become today, and much to desideratum rather than desiderate ones own intellect mind. Fallacy may be the only answer for much in question... Velouria@ CherryTAP

Why A Wussy Can't Attract Women
Why A Wussy Can't Attract Women Hey! What's the fastest way to learn about the secret psychology of ATTRACTION... and how to trigger it inside of women? Go here and download my online ebook "Attraction Isn't A Choice"... http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/AttractionBook/ ***QUESTION*** Dave, I got your book and I've read it twice. It's helped me to pinpoint areas where I need to improve and basically understand some of why women do what they do. However I have a situation. Normally, I'm a smart ass, I'm always making smart comments, and a general joker. The problem is, when I go to a club or a bar, with gorgeous HBs (Hot Babes), my mind goes blank. It's almost like my brain locks and all i can do is look without anything to say. Needless to say it frustrates the hell outta me. Any advice? Should I do some affirmations? How do I overcome this? Signed, Pissed off in DC >>>MY COMMENTS: I think your problem is really pretty simpl

~~why Are We At War~~
> > > Subject: Don't close your blinds > > > Don't Close Your Blinds > > The other day, my nine-year-old son wanted to know why we were at war My > husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were > in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and > defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a > good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my > son to go stand in our front living room window. > > He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" > > "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. > > "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United > States of America and you are President Bush." > > Our son giggled and said "OK." > > "Now, look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this > block is a different country," my husband said. > > "OK Dad, I'm pretending." > > "Now I want you to stand th

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People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you

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Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee. 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent : Oil Change $20.00 Coffee $1.00 Total $21.00 Oil Change instructions for Men: 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00 2) Stop by 7/11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in proces

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Why am I afraid of the word L.O.V.E? It is so simple to say…. But so hard to do for me…. Maybe it isn't love that's hard it's trusting… Trusting my thoughts…. Trusting my desires…. Trusting my hopes…. Trusting my dreams… Trusting my heart…. Equals my love… Why can't I love you? I don't love me enough to love you with all my heart… Why give you half… When you deserve it all…. The emptiness I feel…. You fill it up… Why can't you have it all? I'm afraid I'm going to hurt your heart…. I just want the best for you…. Sometime I feel like I'm the one for you… Other times I need to stay away from your feelings… Can I mature into the man you need…. Give me your thoughts… Give me your desires… Give me your hopes… Give me your dreams… Give me your heart…. That's love I can't be afraid of … I need faith… If you can add all that together and get love…. Why can't I…?

Why Are Men So Complex
Me and my sister hang out with a mutual friend of ours named Peter. Now this is very confusing to us both, on Friday he asked if we were gonna walk him home. Then he came in to talk to me and told me that he's had a thing for my sister since the day he met her. What's confusing is that when he talks to her he asks if she has talked to me and how I'm doing. He's asked her what's the deal with Sexy_shell(he used my real name but you guys are on a need to know basis lol) she's like what do you mean what is up with her. Well apparently he is telling her that he likes me, but then he tells me he likes her WTF. So now her and I sit and try to figure out wtf is going on, neither of us know what he is upto. Is he using me to get to her, or is he using her to get to me. Fuck we are soooooooooo confused lol

Why Are Some People Such Jerks?
So I allowed myself to get close to somebody on MyYearbook.com even though he lives in a different state. We've been flirting back and forth and have even talked on the phone a few times. Lately he's been going through a rough time being off meds (ADHD and depression) and I've been there for him. (I'm Bipolar and have Anxiety.) Well, tonight I had a bad night at work and didn't exactly feel like flirting but expected him to listen to me the way I did but what does he do? He signs off messenger without saying anything and refuses to answer my messages on yearbook. Am I just wasting my time since we both live out of state? Are too crazy nutcases like us supposed to be together anyway? I don't know what to do anymore.

Why Are Most Guys Assholes?
guys what can anybod y say about them? "they are hard to live with and hard to live without" why are guys so afraid to speak their mind and come strait out with what they have to say? i hate liars,jerk,punks,and bums.

Why Are People Stupid?
For those of you that don't know, I am a Network Admin...I work with computers. I work for one of the colleges at a University. So, I don't run the whole network, but I support the servers for my college. The University has put into place this registration system for computers. It has been in place for probably 5 years. Basically, a computer is allowed to be on the network for a certain period of time....60 days I think, and then after 60 days it has to be registered. It's not a hard thing, you open up Internet Explorer, and it takes you to the registration page. You put in your username and password, and you're registered. Very easy!! Once you're registered you can get on the network, surf the Internet, whatever. If you're not registered then you can't do anything, and no one can get to you if they need/want to. So, one of my technicians calls me up this afternoon. "Rob," he says (b/c...well, that's my name), "I'm trying to get to this computer to do something and I ca

Why A Boy Loves A Girl
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight. 15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" - even though you know that an hour

The Why And.. ??
well... i know i didn't write any blog in sometime but not because i didn't want... here is a list of what happened: - vacations: yes but i need more - actual job... and lots of problems since i came back. The biggest project i was working in, got a couple important problems but not of my work, but yes related to burocracy and to other CEOs related to development, and they decided to give full control to other section so, IT security wont be able to give at least a word in this. and now i'm almost the whole day doing anything... the rest of projects are delayed in different steps and nothing to do for now really. can't wait to leave this place - house: changes, parents being sick, me too - friends: i tried to keep leaving comments when i could, and still do, contacting as many as you i can, but some people just don't visit my page anymore at least to say thank you or answer to my comments.... so why i'm trying to make them feel i'm interested and worried and all if there is no fee

Why Am I Here.
Why am I here? I am here because I want to meet some one to be with maybe and make friends get to know some of you if I get the chance. I am not here to seat on my butt for 18 and 19 hours a day like alot of people do to raise my points make more more get more friends that I can even talk to or even keep up with in the first place . How can some one keep up and talk to 1,000 people aday or even 4,000 or more . I never seen a site where a person's only goal in life was to waste there life away to be online all day and most of the night to see how many points and friends they can collect the fastest I mean yea its fun to meet and greet and make friends but wow this is realy getting crazy now. I could never do that to my self I have to work as it is any more im lucky if I can be on this site for 2 hours or so a day . I didnt make this blog either to piss any one off ok but I know this if I was with some one and she was on her most of the day and night then ther

Why Athletes Shouldn't Have Real Jobs
Subject: American athlete's are not brain surgeons Why Athletes Can't (Shouldn't) Have Real Jobs 1. Chicago Cubs outfielder Andre Dawson on being a role model: "I wan' all dem kids to do what I do, to look up to me. I wan' all the kids to copulate me." 2. New Orleans Saint RB George Rogers when asked about the upcoming season: "I want to rush for 1,000 or 1,500 yards, whichever comes first." 3. And, upon hearing Joe Jacobi of the 'Skins say: "I'd run over my own mother to win the Super Bowl, "Matt Millen of the Raiders said: "To win, I'd run over Joe's Mom, too." 4. Torrin Polk, University of Houston receiver, on his coach, John Jenkins: "He treats us like men. He lets us wear earrings." 5. Football commentator and former player Joe Theismann, 1996: "Nobody in football should be called a genius. A genius is a guy like Norman Einstein." 6. Senior basketball player at the University of Pittsburgh: "I'm going to graduate on time, no matter how long it takes." (now t

Why Are Some Women So Prudish That They Are Frightened By Other Womens Tits And Embarassed By Their Own
First of all, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH SHOWING YOUR TITS??? I did not HAVE to show my tits to GET A MAN as this person states. I show my tits cause I like to, I am proud of them, God gave them to me. And if I do bring them out and flash them it gives me extra chances to play with them and rub on them which feels good so who wouldn't want to. Just be cause you "HAVE A MAN" doesn't mean that you have to be some sort of sexual prude. "MY MAN" as you say is damn proud of my body and urges me to show off what I got. He also trusts me enough to know that I'll be going home with him everynight and only him (unless we invite someone to join us...lol) It's not like I do it in the middle of wal-mart or in appropreiate times and places where children are exposed to it. SO COME ON LADIES, LETS SHOW WHAT YA GOT!!!! Laters Amanda I JUST WANTED TO LET ALL THE WOMEN KNOW OF THIS PIG !! I HAD HIM ON MY FRIENDS LIST BECAUSE I THOUGHT HE WAS NORMAL. WELL NOT TOO LONG AFTER PUTTING UP T

Why Ar Eyou Fake
YOU SAID YOU WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME. BUT YOUR NOT YOU SAID THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS LOVE ME. BUT YOU DONT. WE SAID WE WOULD BE FRIENDS TILL THE END AND IT FEELS AS IF THIS STORY HAS WRITTEN ITS LAST CHAPTER. WHY ARE YOU SODAMN FAKE? PRETEND TO CARE BUT THEN YOU DONT...BITCHES COME AND GO BUT FRIEND ARE TO REMAIN AND YOUR JUST A BITCH IN MY BOOK SO YOU CAN BE ON YOUR WAY. SORRY I HAD TO GET THIS OUT MY BEST FRIEND OF 3 YEARS HAS FINALLY SHOWN HIS TRUE COLORS

Why All The Middle Finger Pic's
I get bored and take the trip through CT land and I come across pic's of middle finger and I just have to say why! What is the point? I just don't understand maybe I am just a prude LOL really I am not a prude I just don't understand the mystery of the middle finger! Well thats it for now Angie

Why Are People Ignorant
Why do people think that they have to keep asking you to do something that you do not want to do. What I mean is by turning on your cam or showing naked pics. When this people ask you to do it and you do not do what they ask. Why is it that if they do not get what they want they say bye. I feel that them acting this way just shows what kind of person they truly are if they do not get there way. Come one we are not children here and if you do not get are way say bye. Grow up this is an adult site.

Why Animals Kill There Young
A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. " Hello ? " "Is your daddy home?" he asked. " Yes ," whispered the small voice. May I talk with him?" The child whispered, " No ." Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" " Yes ." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, " No ." Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" " Yes ," whispered the child, " a policeman ". Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" " No, he's busy ", whispered the child. "Busy doing what?" " Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman ," came the whispered answer. Growing more

Why Am I Hurt Over This
Ok so Im having a contest and asked one of my family members to join, and he said "ok, but give me some pics of your tits" I was like umm yea right....then he throws this crap in my face " ok fine whatever, but everytime you ask me for something I do it" Which is true hes always made little gifts for me which I always appreciate, but I didnt know I owed for it goodness, I dunno that just made me feel disrespected I guess. Anywho I just needed to vent. thxs

Why Am I Here?
Okay, I made a mumm of something I really wanted opinions about, and some of the garbage that got left in the comments. Some people here are truly jerks. A few days or weeks ago, someone had a mumm about female circumsion and all of the comments made were to the tune of .... well that is their culture so sure it is fine. As an aside in my mumm, which was about Maggie who can not go out and play anymore because of the new bird feeder next door, and who has been declawed, and I get all this shit about how mean that is. It is okay for humans to be mutilated but to declaw a cat is morally wrong. Some of the people here have brains about the size of peas I think. I doubt that any of them would read this, but it makes me wonder why in the world I am here. I joined so Jaded could get some points ... maybe it is better if I don't get too attached to it if that is the caliber of people here. Or I could just not bother with mumms ... hmmm. What else is there to do? Not much on just snooping at

Why Are They Calling Me?
It's the 4th of July. People should be at the beach, or barbecuing, or picnicking or whatever. NOT calling their car insurance. Being a phone wench is bad enough, but being here on a holiday means you get to talk the the utter bottom of the barrel. People who wait until the last minute to pay. People who have nobody to talk to and nothing better to do than scream at their car insurance phone wench. *rolls eyes* Teh stoopid. It burnss usss