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Why Is So Hard??
I have been just sitting here after a wonderful night out with a dear friend.. wondering why is it so hard for ppl to accept others for what they are? Is our world so bad off that there isn't just a nice comment or be kind and no comment at all? why is it that it seems easier for ppl to just look at the outside appearences of others and think badly? I throw this out to everyone because first off i can't mumm yet and secondly i think that all of my friends know that i don't take any one at face value!! its the inside beauty that really counts. all of my friends are beautiful ppl...why? because i see them for their insides. they are kind and loving ppl, some are mothers, fathers, some are not parents at all. some are slim,and some are not.. ( me being NOT ) but you know i'm o.k. with that i am me and i love me. i'm not cruel, or hateful. generally i am very happy with my life. there are some changes in the future, ill accept them as they come. so give a shout for being your self, what

Why Is It Soo Hard
WHY IS IT WHEN I LOOK AT MYSELF I SEE NOTHING BUT FILTH WHY IS IT THAT I LOOK AT MY SELF N CRY WHY IS IT THAT THE ONLY GUY I LOVE N HAVE LOVES FOR 18 MONTHS N HAV NEVER CHEATED ALWAYS SEEMS TO CHEAT ON ME N USE ME N ABUSE ME AM I NOT WORTHY AM I AS LOW AS I THINK I AM WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I FINALLY PULL MYSELF UP I GET KNOCKED BACK DOWN WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I FEEL LIKE I HAV ACCOMPLISED SOMETHING EVEN IF ITS WITH HELP PEOPLE TELL ME ITS NOT WORTH IT N I AM BACK WHERE I STARTED WHY IS IT THAT THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME FEEL WORTH IT LIVE SO FAR AWAY WHY DO I FEEL SOO WORTHLESS BUT YET I KNOW I DO ALOT N HELP AS MENY AS I CAN B4 ME B4 WHAT PROBLEMS I HAVE B4 HOW I FEEL NO MATTER WHAT EVEN WHEN MY BEST FRIEND DIED HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND N YET I STILL HAD PEOPLE THERE CRYING N HELD STRONG AND SUPPORTED EVERYONE ELSE AND YET I GET SHIT THROWN BACK AT ME WHY DO I FEEL ALL ALONE WHEN THERES ARE SO MEANY OUT THERE BUT I JUST CANT TOUCH THEM AND YET I KEEP GOING AND I HOLD MY H

Why I Complain
Why I Complain.... Space is nothing but a waste of time. So are pets that do not mind. A band with no rythem,the other with no beat. A man that thinks he can dance has two left feet. Two cats fighting after the sun goes down. Knowing the radio's on and hearing no sound. The ocean is water we can not drink. No wonder all those ships just sink. Driving down the road and running out of gas. Getting a ticket for going a little to fast. Having no where to go and noone to meet. Trying to write. But just can't think. Trying to finding a finally thought. Knowing what I just typed was all I've got. Kelly Whitehead Copyright ©2007 Kelly Whitehead

Why Is It...
That every time the weather gets bad, people drive like full-fledged IDIOTS? Has common sense become THAT rare that when you get behind the wheel and there is ice on the road that you STILL drive 60 and 70 miles an hour? Sadly, such is the case here. We were prepared for the nasty weather. Yet, when I had to leave for a couple hours this morning, there were at least 10 accidents because dumbasses DON'T PAY ATTENTION. There were still the usual cell phone talkers, make-up appliers, newspaper readers, fast food eaters, shavers (yes, I've seen that one a few times), and general morons who seem to be so fucking color blind that they can't tell when the vehicle in front of them is STOPPING. To these people, I say thank you. Thank you for getting pissed off at me for going too slow for you on the highway. Thank you for slamming into the concrete barrier as you passed me. And thank you for giving me a good laugh this morning as you ranted and raved on the side of the road as you insp

Why Is It....
that sometimes i know that i am not perfect and i have screwed up a time or two that when i screw up that is all anyone can focus on? Even when at the time that it was done it was done because it was told to me to do it. why do people that you love have to hurt you all the time. sometimes i think that loving people only leads to being hurt and ridiculed for things that you do.

Why I Haven't Been On Much Lately
First off I would like to say Hello and Thank You to all my friends, thanks for the ratings, comments, adds and gifts. I recently had to move which hasn't been an easy task, living on SSI and trying to set up a new place that needed work to make my security and find people to help me move my stuff has not been easy to say the least and then in the middle of all that my mom's Lung cancer got worse. She ended up in the hospital on antibiotics and steroids. She's not doing to well. They gave her 3 yrs if they can keep the cancer at bay with radiation seeing her body is too weak for chemotherapy and she can't keep getting lung infections. She's only 57 cause she had me at such a young age so this really was so unexpected and has been one of the hardest things I have ever had to deal with. I will be taking her in during the day to keep watch over her and her husband will have her at nights to keep her out of a nursing home. She has been very confused and is losing some of her senses and co

Why I Don't Trust Many People... (in French)
Pour permettre me dire ceci premier: Je me trouve triché souvent. amis, famille, amants. Dans la fin que je suis triché dans quelque forme ou un autre. Hier soir, mon amour est allé obtenir de l'argent de ma mère, aurait dû être allé une heure, plutôt il a été allé quatre. Ainsi je suis soucié de quelles vérités mon amour cache. Les mensonges, et les menteurs un aime sont pourquoi je méfie de. malheureusement il semblerait que plupart sont des menteurs. ::terminer l'émission::

Why I'm Not Here Much!
Hey guys. I wish I could be on here, but I am so busy. I got a new job so I work until 5:30, then I go straight to school. By the time I get home, I am exhausted. I spend my weekends doing homework! I am sorry but I will peak in when I can!

Why Is It So Quiet Around Here Tonight?
Hey everybody, whats going on?? Everyone is so quieet tonight!! What are u all up to?? Why wasnt I invited? hehe Just wanted to say hi and see whats up with u all.....Say hi if u like.....ill be around!

Why I No Longer Do Contests...a Real Friend Won't Even Ask.
From Baby Jesus... ==================================================== Fucking eat that, scripting bot cheaters. Yes, this will slow down photo rating. This will also kill comment bombing contests. I would like to thank the fucktard, Spiffycool, and our very own Fornicates and Angel Baby for helping to foster in this drastic measure. The cheaters HAVE BEEN OWNED! ==================================================== This was my original bulletin. Here is a little more thought-out, articulate, and planned explanation to everyone. 1. Sign yourself up a membership for almost ANY website with a forum. Create an account to start posting on that said site. Enter your first post.. then try to post something else within 30 seconds. Most likely, YOU WILL BE DENIED This is called SPAM protection for the forum's server. It slows down flame wars and keeps some bots off the message boards. Comment bombing is a form of SPAM. Think about it. 2. Babyjesus does NO

Why I Quit Thr Radio Show I Was On...
This is my letter to the station managers... David, Kate (spelling?) Look I am sorry, I need to let you know that I am choosing to leave the show due to both creative and personal differences. I have had absolutely no creative influence on the show although TJ and I were supposed to be developing it together. The show no matter what TJ says was my idea, and to not be able to see any of my vision realized was quite frustrating. I understand that it was never "our" show but solely TJ's show due to the fact that you are his"connection" and thus I would never have gotten on the radio without him, he even told me that he has your agreement on this matter. That matter can be expounded upon, but whats the point? I dont feel that I need to complain or gain agreement or pity, Im just telling my side. Also, I had a personal issue with some of the show's content, I dont find it at all acceptable in any way to make fun of someone, (Anna Nicole Smith) on her day of passing, TJ attempted

Why I Choose My Perfession
The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy. The true neighbor will risk his position, his prestige, and even his life, for the welfare of others." ~Martin Luther King, Jr.

Why I Write.
Some people wonder why I write. So wirte for release. Others write just to please. Me.. Well I write for one to reach out to others. to help them, and I write to create emotion. To make one think. Feel be it happiness, sadness, stregnth or hope. To cause arousal or smething to puzzle. The only problem is.. that for a writer he or she must have one thing. A reader, that all I am looking for soem people to give me a chance. I browse blogs mostly when I am on, and read what catched my eyes, and respond where I see fit. So please..just give it a try read some of other ppls things, exspecially your friends. Younever knwo when someone is trying to reach out.

Why Is Pain My Muse?
I got hurt reciently. It seems it took that for the muse of poetry to stroll through my mind once more. I don't know if it hurts or helps but here is my poem. Why do the memories keep running through my head? Of things that we did, Of things that you said Why can't I forget? Why can't I cry? Why did you hurt me? Why did you lie? You said "I want to make love to you" your words, not mine. You can't just throw that around, like some bad pickup line. What were you thinking? Was it just the beer? Were you just saying things, You thought I wanted to hear? You said "We need to talk" so step up, be a man. Instead you hide behind phones, instead you ran. Why can't you just tell me? How did you betray? Why use cryptic words? Why can't you just say? Someday I will forget, but I will never forgive The words left unsaid, the actions left undid. I will move on. I will have one cry. I will mend my heart Goddess bless, and good bye.

Why I'm Not Online Right Now...
ok guys.... i know a lot of you have been wondering why i just dropped off the face of the earth. it's because my net and my phone has been disconnected. since my fathers funeral i have been putting all of my bill money into paying off the funeral home... therefore it's all been turned off. i will be back online as soon as i possibly can. until then... just leave me an offline on yahoo or send me a private message here in cherrytap. love you all and miss you soooooo much. talk to you all soon. love, nichole a.k.a. cola

Why I Am Pissed Off!
Why is blood thicker than water? Why are there “laws” that meddle with the affairs of common sense? What stranger knows what to do with the “affairs” of a sweet, senile old woman? What child has the right to outright pillage their parent, endanger their well-being and show repeated lack of care hence hospitalizations and “experimental” procedures performed on them? Why do I continue to fight what appears to be a losing battle that the only winners are the attorneys? OK Confused now? So am I as well as the lawyers and even the Judge! In case you need to catch up… read the following blog: http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/24690/168504# So why today’s rant? Attorneys, Judges, Laws and Family – just do not mix!!! I want to know what happened to common sense and hard EVIDENCE (of which none is admissible in court so as the “law” states) regarding each and every stupid proceeding and filing and total waste of time and money. Claudia Margot Carl is the 61 year old “baby boomer” dau

Why I Like Marines Speech By Radm J. Stark, Usn, President Of The Naval War College.
We all know where Nick got the great name. The first Marine. Note: My Captain is referring to the USS Nicholas DD-449 which is named for the first Marine Commandant The speech interests all of us. A speech by Radm J. Stark, USN, President of the Naval War College, made in Newport, RI on 10 Nov 1995 Why I like Marines Speech by RADM J. Stark, USN, President of the Naval War College. The first reason I like Marines: They set high standards for themselves and those around them, and will accept nothing less. I like the way Marines march. I like the way Marines do their basic training whether it's Quantico, San Diego, or Parris Island. I like the idea that Marines cultivate an ethos conductive of producing hard people in a soft age. I like the fact that Marines stay in shape. I like the fact that the Marines only have one boss - The Commandant. And I like the directness of the Commandant. I like the fac

Why Is A Vigina Like A Rubics Cube?
Sorry, but I don't know what else to name it. Making love’ vigina has to be like a rubrics cube If you don’t twist and turn properly, your way off tune. On a path to try to find one to be with You find that you marry the one you love and not the one you sleep with. Cuz the one you creep with Ain’t the one you count the sheep with. But me, Oh no, no one told me love was so damn confusing But its amusing to know That though The games we play Might make you win, But in reality you’re actually loosing. So many think it’s just a cruise, Hell, if I don’t care, ain’t got nothing to lose, and so many women, make it easy to choose, but when the pen and the paper melt cuz of the burning shit your heart felt when she crushed it, then you tend to see a bruise. And when it hurts like a motherfucker Well, then you mix blood with booze. I love it when they take the time to insinuate upon you That a kiss don’t mean sit, til’ she’s layin’ upon you, But you persist upo

Why Is It So Strange...
to have more guy friends then girl friends? I've been asked a number of times not only on here but in real life... well I'm a tomboy so i get along with guys more wuts that matter with that? is it a crime? I dunno I just connect with guys better, and i would love to find a few good girl friends i mean to chat with, talk to or even hang out with but they all seem to be girly I hate girly, and they are back stabbers i hate that shit.. oh and they can't understand a commpliment I mean if i say "sweety ur boobs are hawt tonight" they get all offened.. gezzzz okay sorry had to get that off my chest!! lol stupid I know but shit...

Why Is It?
That my worst enemy is my oldest sister? What the fuck does she get out of making my life hell? I mean seriously one of these days she's gonna have to find a new target. Either that or I'll slit her fucking throat.

Why Is This????
i find this really wierd when ever i have a friend ask if i can give them a hand cause they are in a contest i go and help but when i am in a contest and ask for help no one comes to help me out. i posted a bullentin and not even one person read it. now that just shows me how many friends i do have on here. i'm not trying to cause shit but i think it's retarted that no one helps me out when i ask, but when they ask i always help them so i will tyr this one more time if anyone does read this i would love it if you could rate and comment my pic with my son in a contest just click on the link and i will make sure that i return the favor to ya. thanks everyone

Why Is It That
when women are online men are brave enough to chat to them but i have notice that there is a new hex about the mminute the men ask the women if they are married they back off granted in some cases this is good but what if the women actually want to speek with the male population online ??? i have been treated myself like this and it is so annoying so i though i would let everyone know i dont bite if you want to chat please do . yes i am married and yes i have male friends if you ask there is more to my story. just remember i dont bite honest, i would like to hear from as many people as possible

Why I'm Bi An Proud Of It
I notice the older I get the more proud I am to be a bi-sexual female. When I was growing up my Dad was a strict Christian man, an was very unforgiving towards anyone who didn't think the same way the Christians do on the issues of Moral values. Now I love my Dad, don't get me wrong, I understand he came from a strict up bringing an really didn't know any better. But there are so many things it took me a long time to expierince for myself because of fear of being looked down upon as a hiethen an a sinner by my family an piers. And I remember very well when I spent the night with a girl friend from school when I was 11, an we were playing around on her bed, well one thing led to another before you know it, we were experimenting? I guess that would be the proper word for it lol. But we experimented with each other for a long time, and I really enjoyed it. I enjoyed it so much so it really frieghtened me to the point I went back home that evening. Needless to say, I harbored those sexu

Why Is It...
all that seems to matter on this site are the sex pictures (or should i call them the NSFW pictures) getting as many friends on your list as possible and getting points? well it bugs me okay sorry to be bitchy but i've got 155 photo's in my folders and the only ones any one cares about are the sexy, dirty and hawt ones.. well you know what fuck you if you can't be a real friend a rate all the pictures just buzz off okay!

Why I Cry
Sometimes I cry inside, so no one hears me. Sometimes I cry outside, so I can get some help with whatever is wrong. I cry because I am starting to love you and feeling loved by you. I cry because I am beginning to trust you. You are beginning to trust me and I cry because I I am happy. I am crying inside because you are not with me right now. Sometimes when I am crying inside you don't know because I never show it. I am thankful for you because you are there to comfort me when I am crying on the outside. I cry because I know that I can be there for you when you are crying on the outside. I cry because I am happy to have you there for me and me being there for you. I cry because I miss you and wish you were still with me in my life.

Why, I Want To Know
Why is it always me? I can never find a guy to make me happy. I always find the losers of the world, I really do wish I was another girl. I'm tired of being told I'm so nice and so sweet. Maybe if I was mean, there'd be a nice guy out there I'd meet. I'm tired of being lonely, but, tired of being used. I'm hoping and praying for God to bring me good news. Is there something wrong with me? Is there something in my life that I've done to make me unworthy

Why Is It......
Okay, have you ever came on "cherrytap" and saw.....people without a some type of clothing on..lol...you got guys without shirts.....and girls with their ass hanging out all over the place and of course don't forget the bosom shot....now, I like to see the opposite sex and all...but, enough is fucking enough already...don't you get kinda tired of a seeing all the flesh....in the pictures?....It seems like some folks rely on their pictures to gain an interest in the fairer sex...male and female......what is the fucking deal people.....can't you have some merit in your words to gain a possible friendship with someone?...Is that so damn hard?....Why do people feel the need to show flesh?..( now I admit I have friends on my list that's just about ass naked.....some might even be...who knows... ).....I wish I could show what's going on my mind.......then how my body looks, now........if you had a weight problem and it took you years to workout....and your proud of it...show it off.....that

Why I Do What I Do
PEOPLE ASK ME HOW I CAN DO THE JOB I DO. WELL MAYBE IT ISN'T A JOB, BUT A CALLING, MAKING SURE THAT THE LAST MEMORY A FAMILY HAS OF A LOVED ONE IS A GOOD ONE. HERE IS A COPY OF A POEM THAT HANGS IN MY MOM'S OFFICE AN EMBALMER'S HAND God gave us hands to use for Him, to use in different ways. Doctors use their hands to bring life into the world and to maintain life as long as possible. Artists use their hands to capture life on canvas. Authors use their hands to give shape to their creative ideas. But you, the embalmer, take that with which life has gone, and attempt to work miracles, and you do. You have no life with which to work, but you are expected to make your masterpiece lifelike. Family and friends pass by and inspect your work, not knowing how many hours were spent, nor understanding the agonizing heart that went into the masterpiece which you have created. You know that in a few short hours your masterpiece will return to mother earth, never again to be viewed by

Why I Love Being Greek!!
Why I am proud to be Greek: > >Because we are European Champions in Football (Soccer). > >Because we are European Champions in Basketball. > >Because Paparizou (singer) made us Champions in the European song >contest (Eurovision). > >Because we Buy whole watermelons and not in slices. > >Because we Buy whole lambs and not in pieces. > >Because when we Buy feta, we Buy at least a kilo and not 150gr. > >Because nights in Greece finish in the morning. > >Because we take our coffee slowly and not in "shots". > >Because flirting is our national hobby. > >Because we always moan about the public sector and everyone seeks to get >a job in it. > >Because we go out almost every night, even if we are penniless. > >Because we respect our Grandmothers sometimes more than our wives. > >Because we know how to spend Better than we know how to save. > >Because although we look like we

Why I Hate People...sometimes.
random message sent to my shout box: alone_x_ha...: can i lick your pussy clean my response in my head: oh yes! please do so! i'm so glad you mentioned that...because it's been on my mind all day! you are such a mind reader. also...please die...soon. *sigh* it's almost as bad as the photo comments that sugar gets... i mean...are there actually women out there who view that pick-up line as acceptable? i would really like to know. i just saw a blast of a woman who probably views that as acceptable hahahaha oh the humanity. i make myself laugh a lot...just so you all know. usually when i leave comments for people...i'm cracking up at how witty and humorous i am. i'm basically 100% fantastic. and believe it or not, i didn't win a cherry tap contest to convince me of such a thing. you ARE allowed to form opinions of people without having them win cherry tap contests. i realize that you are as shocked as i am right now. also...click this sheep to rate and vote for me i

Why I Write
Why I Write If I don't scream my lungs out the words that fill them will drown me the exclamation and excretion of these thoughts and phrases are a function of my continued existence I cannot continue to tell myself I am frustrated I grow tired of hearing something I am already quite aware of therefore I scream onto a canvas a notebook a keyboard and into a text box and onto a web page into wandering eyes in hopes that someone somewhere someday will say: I understand, I cannot help, but i understand Thank you for understanding, reader All I need is the thought that you might exist it is what keeps me writing keeps me thinking keeps me from being irrational. done by christine

Why I Cheated
Just wanted to let you know that I\'ve been conning people on this site ever since I joined back on Dec 18 2006. I started out by having my other profile of cherry red which I used to promote my real profile. My profiles are All I care about is gaining points so what I have done is stomp on people to make it happen. I want so bad to be #1 that I started to have contests and reward the contestants with blasts. But now I don\'t want to pay up for those blasts because I\'m already #1 now so I don\'t have to try hard anymore :) I like to screw over people. cherry red is my other personality and I become a bitch when I log on as her. When I am Kari I try to make myself look innocent and a marter then I login to cherry red to come defend me or promote my profile. You see my profile cherry red was given 1500 fans on sign up so it made the profile look popular that way I can promote my real profile and people would think that I\'m a somebody :) Well here are some of the profiles I use feel fr

Why I Love You.....................
Why i love you, I love the way your voice sounds when you tell me you love me, I love the way you whisper my name, I love the way i feel when I talk with you on the phone. When neither one of us wants to let go. We could talk for hours about nothing at all. but know that what we say means more and more. Yes the way we fell in love was a strang way to do it but, we both know that the love we have will be forever. I long for the day when we become one. That day I will cherish til my last dying day. With every breath i take, I feel you, I breath you, I live you, Forever

Why I May Not Reply Back To You...
If you send me a shout, or a message, or a comment...and I never get back to you. #1 - I forgot...I tend to forget a lot. Those who know and love me know this. I have great long term memory, but my short term is worth shit. #2 - I just dont want to talk to you. a) Maybe I just dont like you. b) I'm probably busy c) I just dont like you So if I havent gotten back to you, I apologize. And as far as "just not liking you", dont get all angry. I'm just saving you some keystrokes. I'm a tease and wont show you any naughty pics or cyber with you. So that answers that.

Why, I Give Up!
Many have asked me why,do I give up? Well, I have given up on finding the one for me. Many have said that, they want to be with me and when I come to there area let them know, that isn't how it works. Like, Sam, in "I am Sam", words, words, I need more than words! Words without actions mean nothing to me. I guess one could say that I am gun shy when it comes to men, I guess I am so deal with it, I have come to the conclusion that I will stay single till I can find a local man or one that wants me and takes the bull by the horns and shows up,ready and wanting what I want........So, guys if you only have words, keep them to yourself, I can take care of my self and will continue to do so. I want you to walk beside of me not in front of me or in back of me........Life is to short for the what ifs of the world......oh and if you want to see my pics make a salute pic and then come back and chat awhile.

Why I Been Gone
Well lets see first my phone company was being a jerk.. But atleast that was the the bad of it.. Seems Dragon's got himself a new girl friend and for the the first time in a long time has been truely happy. Though I can't forget my cherry freinds and family.. So I be around here and there.. Love all you guys and gals who make my time here fun.

Why Is It??
MMM this been in my mind for the longest.... Why in hell guys love woman that love to controling them??? I think it's sad that happens. Only time i think it should be allow is in the bedroom at times lol. But if the girl wouldn't let the guy go out with his fucking friends or anything fun. THAT is a lesh on the guy to the fifth power.. And I am a female saying that... What do you think????

Why I Like Making Friends On Ct!
Common wisdom has it all wrong. Familiarity doesn't breed contempt; if anything, it develops affection. Go about your ordinary routine with an extra sense of delight. Everyday company can become extraordinary.

Why I Feel I Have Low Self-esteem
When you get married you think it will be forever. Your own wishes and dreams cloud your vision and so when the clouds move away you see the choice you have made and realize it was wrong. YOu stay becasue that is the way you have been taught. My first husbandtold me I was to fat. I was about the same size I am now as I was then. I believed him and so I didn't care how I looked. We were married two years before he started hitting me. The last night I was home with him he threw a knife at me to use on him. I threw the knife accross the room and ran out the door. My parents lived next door so I had only a few feet to go. I stayed at my parents and went ot the police the next day to file charges and they said they woudl get back wiht me. No one did and I stayed at mom's. Whiel I was gone on a job interview he moved everything out of the house. He filed for divorce, forcing me ot get a lawyer. He got visitng rights to our son but when he came I had a very uneasy feelign so

Why I Am On Probation
Many of you don't know the pathetic human being Opona aka Mouchy. So this blog won't make much sense but it does explain why i have 2 years probation. To all that know him will probley say to me "ya should have known" and i agree i should have. With about 8 years from talking to that prick you forget that he was a compulsive liar. Anyways, here we go. It all started when I had got an apartment with my so called Friend Sean Williams (of 12yrs). He kept in Touch with Opona and Opona was telling Sean his Hard luck story about having been fired from his job and haveing no where to live. So since i already helped Sean get back on his feet with a job and a place to live i thought i would pass this good deed on to Opona too. So i told him he was welcomed to come live with us rent free for 2 months with utilities included and that i would see about getting him a job. Well it took me about a week to get him a job at food lion. that may not sound like much but hey for a guy who ha

Why I Submit
The bite of gravel eats the flesh of my knees, the crap of the whip sounds seconds before I feel the searing heat marking its territory, I look up at you knowing that you hold the power of my pleasure, the power to keep every nerve ending in my body jumping; anticipating what could possibly be next. You take the candle tilting it so the river of wax falls gracefully upon my ass, running rivers between my cheeks, pooling at my anus, overflowing and moving on to my clit where it solidifies; tightening.....sending me into intense orgasm. YOU hold the power, watching and guiding my body through the transitions of pain and ecstasy. I have been asked so many times in the past why I enjoy being a submissive woman in this world when my personality is that of a free spirit. To me the above answers that question hands down. In order to achieve great orgasm, ones body must be awake and alive. FULLY. When are you most at attention? Most alert? When your body or being is experiencing so

Why It's Wrong
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I

Why I Heart You
this is a poem is called "why i heart you", i wrote this on 1/27/06, to someone special, hope you guys enjoy, there many more poems ive written and il try and post them up. i heart you for: being open and honest and telling me what you do.. i heart you for: giving me your time even though you may be tired at times.. i heart you for: understanding me & knowning exactly how i feel inside.. i heart you for: caring so much like no others ive known.. i heart you for: your willingness to help thoses around.. i heart you for: your sincerity & maturity.. i heart you for: the way you look at life.. i heart you for: our similarities.. i heart you for: the way you carry yourself inside.. i heart you for: being respectful & considerate of my feelings every time.. i heart you for: making me smile, laugh & happy all day.. i heart you for: making all my problems go away, even for a few hours youve made my day.. i heart you for: your strength & al

Why I Love You
I love you when you try to say what you mean and end up confuseing everybody. Somtimes yourself, too. I love you when you try to keep secrets from me, but end up telling me anyway. I love you when you get mad at me, then hug me two minutes later. I love you when you put the soap on the top ledge of the shower. I love you when you make me mad, then madder because you make me happy again. I love you when you listen to me complain about something stupid, when something important happened to you. I love you when you make up games out of nothing, and all of a sudden they have a mountain of rules. Even though they didn't excist five minutes ago. I love you when you cuddle with me, it's hard to sleep without you now. I love you when you tell me you'll never leave me, and mean it. I love you when your depressed, because it makes you look human, even though you scare me sometimes. I love you when you fling me over your shoulder, it's just cute. I love you when you forget what I tell

Why Is It Like This
IS it funny how the brain works? Its simply amazing if you stop and think about it. It alows you to dream you you are in a deep sleep or even when you are awake! Thares even ways that you can stimulate your mind, like i do. Im pretty sure you guys know what i am talking about. The reason I think i stimulate my mind is to calm the evil thoughts that go through my mind. Like most of you have music constantly going through your mind as i do to. Some days i apsalutely go insane and that my mind takes over my actions! OF coures thats called insanity! When insanity takes over I have have a habbit of doing things, unspeakable things that is! Yall may think im crazy and thats alright cause i agree with ya! The ones that really know me would not be scared of me! Cause thare the ones that know how to calm me down. You probaly relieze by now i am a very dark person. that likes to hide in the shadows of the dark. And dont like to be arround that much people! Only reason for that is becase i dont

Why Is There No Love For Me!!
Why is there no love for me, I searched for the answer but still don't see.. There was a time in my life, when I looked for a wife.. Now that is a distant dream, and I have no buisness on a balance beam. you see love is a serious matter, not just a bunch of on line chatter.. Now don't get me wrong, there are plenty of women with the same old song.. they do all that they can to find my heart and lock it, but in the end they just hang on because of my deep pocket.. but what I want is real, and it is deeper that just something you can feel.. But just so there is no misunderstanding about what I like, I want the kind of passion that keeps you warm all night.. A woman's body is special to me,and you are all queens to me.. But the kind of body that I crave, is the one that after one look you are a permanent sex slave.. let try to break it down to it's smallest part, I need a woman that also makes love with her heart.. yes I am and ass man and I love full lips too, I also love round hips and

Why Is Being Truthful So Hard For Some?
I know! I know! You are sick of hearing me bitch and moan about people and their fake ass main pics. Last one! I promise! Couldnt this all be alleviated with a couple of small additions to the onMouseover event that pops up the profile tooltip: AGE and GENDER It would prevent someone from clicking on... ohhhh I dunno.... a pic of female and landing in a males profile! For Instance... THIS FUCKING ASSHAT! Is a guy. A Lying Sack of Shit in my opinion. I just prayyyyyyyyyyyyy

Why I Totally Adore Cats..this Cat Saved Her Family From Death.
Cat Rescues Family From Carbon Monoxide AP NEW CASTLE, Ind. (April 6) - A cat helped spare a family from death by carbon monoxide poisoning by jumping on the bed and meowing wildly as fumes filled the home, the owners said. Eric and Cathy Keesling said their 14-year-old cat, Winnie, played a crucial role in saving their lives March 24 after a gasoline-powered water pump in their basement caused the odorless but deadly gas to build up. About 1 a.m., the domestic shorthair began nudging Cathy's ear and meowing loudly. "It was a crazy meow, almost like she was screaming," said Cathy, who hesitated to get up until Winnie's caterwauling and jumping persisted. When she finally climbed from bed, she realized she was nauseous and dizzy and couldn't awaken her husband. Because he had undergone minor neck surgery the previous day, she decided to call 911 but was so disoriented she had trouble dialing. Paramedics found the couple's 14-year-old son, Michael, unconscious on th

Why I Am Doing This
Well my really good friend sent me this and like a bonehead I am doing it. Like myspace wasn't enough to keep up with. She just likes this one cuz it is easier. Anyhow you can also check me out at www.myspace.com/cowgirlingaston Enjoy!

Why I Have Been Gone
I have not been on because so many things have been happening in my family and I feel like I am drowning. So many so called "Friends" have came and left my life, I have just been tired of it all and don't know what to do anymore, except try to enjoy my husband and 4 children. My brother-in-law who was in the car accident on January 12th finally came home after he died (his heart stopped) it was 2 months in the ICU and organs missing but he is home & alive. Of course, not the same man he used to be, but still here. I hope everyone is having a great life and I miss you.

Why Im Single
Some one asked me today why I am single/Well the answer to that is simple/ MEN SUCK/MEN LIE/MEN CHEAT/MEN USE YOU/MEN ABUSE YOU/MEN WANT ONE THING AND ONE THING ONLY AND THAT SEX/IF YOU DON'T GIVE IT UP TO THEM THEN THEY THINK THAT YOU ARE A STINGY BITCH/NO SORRY THATS NOT CORRECT/SOME GIRLS HAVE MORALS/ The reason I am writing this blog is to answer that question/So if you don't like my answer then fuck off/I am single because I choose to be/Not that I wanna be or anything/I CHOOSE TO BE/I have been fucked over to many times in my life to want to be in a relationship/It's hard to be in a relationship when you have trust issues/You don't trust anyone because you have been fucked over to many times to count/actually you ran out of fingers and toes to count on/You get cheated on/You get lied too/You get hurt simple as that/You get smacked around/Beat around/Why stand for that/Why depend on a man at all/Men are good for sex/Well maybe sometimes/Men think that they rule the earth/When i

Why It Is?
why is it that you all give me 10's when half of the pictures arnt any good,,you can hardly see them i want you all to be truthfull,that is what friends are for to be there for one another but not to hide the truth,you all are awsome and love you all but be truthfull about the picturs ok

Why I Hate People
i hat people cause the dont take the time to know me or get to know me and in nt that bad of a kid but if people are going to lie to me and tell me bullshit for get it i have enought of that in my life and i dotn what aney more

Why Is This???
WHY IS IT? Alot of guys think that tits or boobs are the best ting ever and I have to dissagree!! I think that a female butt is like the best thiong along with the hips and there face, eyes, hair as well as mabe saying that shor and petette is the best thing!!! We all know that butts come in many different types of shapes and sizes like other thing we know of!!! Some guys even thing that a female has not butt when they do!!! See a few of the pic samples bellow of what I think is a hot butt!!! This is what looks good to me!!! However the middle pis is the perfect one to me!!! Do you have one better? Show me a pic and I will tell you if its better!!!! NOW THOSE ARE GREAT BUTTS

Why Is Religion Like Pornography?
(Originally posted on October 5, 2006)I found a funny, yet truthful post as to why religion is like pornography. It's interesting reading.tag: religion, pornography, humor, atheist, atheism-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Why I Don't Earn Buckets Of Cash
A Dark and Dingy Place My Life Essex 13th April 2007 The Chief Executive The Liskeard LEA Cornwall County Council Re: Standard of teachers in Callington Schools – How They Ruined my Life Dear Sir/ Madam I am prompted to write to you to complain in the strongest possible terms about the standard of education received between 1975 and 1980 at the (then called) Callington Comprehensive School (now known as Callington Community College). I should also inform you that I have taken legal advice and it is my solicitor’s opinion that I have a very strong case for redress through the courts. I was prompted to question the standard of teaching I received after a chance meeting with a Newquay teacher, we will call her Brit B for the sake of this letter. It has immediately become clear to me that here is an educated, erudite, witty and charming young woman who has been able to raise three fine young men and still has the energy and drive to enrich the lives of the young peopl

Why Is It?
Why is it that it seems as though i have wronged someone in a cosmic or spiritual sense, which ever you prefer, that my life is to be in constant misery? I really am not sure how much more i can take! I'm really about ready to say fuck it all and leave. It seems as though every time i am happy and in a meaningful long term relationship, even on the verge of marriage, that it has to be taken away and my life destroyed! To make matters worse it seems as though i cannot do a GOD DAMN thing right! Every time i try, i get it wrong and fuck things up more! For fuck sakes there is only so much that one human being can take and i'm not sure i can take much more!

Why I Like Cougars...
First off - a couple definitions... MILF - I think we all know this one...so if you don't know what it is, send me a PM and I'll explain it to you... Cougar - An older woman targeting single men for dating / relationships / fun... Now - if you've read my profile, you know I'm attached - significantly so. Going on 7 years. That's a big deal...:) But...prior to meeting Krista, I dated Cougars almost exclusively...from the time I was 17 until I met Krista 7 years ago. You have to wonder, why...right? Well - there are many, many benefits to dating a Cougar over a lady my own age. 1) They have a decent grasp of who they are. There's usually no arguments created only because she can't determine if it's you she's upset with, or herself...It can save hours and hours of arguments that simply shouldn't have to happen. 2) They are supporting themselves - one way or another. Regardless of whether it's through child support, alimony, a career or a job...they are self suppo

Why It's Important To Understand English.
Why it's important to understand English. I had a bunch of Canadian dollars I needed to exchange, so I went to the currency exchange window at the local bank. Short line. Just one lady in front of me. . . an Asian lady who was trying to exchange yen for dollars and she was a little irritated . . She asked the teller, "Why it change?? Yesterday, I get two hunat dolla fo yen. Today I get hunat eighty?? Why it change?" The teller shrugged his shoulders and said, "Fluctuations." The Asian lady says, "Fluc you white people, too!"

Why Is It That I Loose Every One ??
in about august i met a wonderful man on here named Aj Mccalister, he was severely stricken with cancer and we ended loosing him to it on November 17 of last year, well in his will it apparently stated that his laptop be sent to his nephew who is proudly serving our country in iraq and has done so attached to a "team" that has been getting pounded over the past few days last week on the 10 they lost some one who happened to be his partner and him and one other member were wounded it was on the news and in the local paper, well at 11:30 this evening i get home sighn in to yahoo and find an offline message from one of his buddies saying that his position was over ran and they have not heard from him in 12 hours that message was sent to me at 5:47 pm , we had gotten so close and were looking forward to and antisiating his return home after 3 years away and us getting together so man y things planned and dreampt of , now i may have lost some one ver

Why I Love My Dogs!
IF, I could live in the middle of nowhere, don't they think I would? Cos I sure as fuck wouldn't choose to live here! Roll on the kids going to Uni then I can fuck off abroad! Yes, the local fucktards have got their knickers all in a bunch. Somebody over the back has got a dog tied up in their back garden. It hasn't stopped barking and howling for 3 days! And guess who's door they keep knocking on!!! Raven is getting pretty much pissed off, as any mama dog would, when she hears a pup in distress. So pissed off she's got the E collar on to keep her quiet. She is not a happy dog. I'm at the end of my tether. I can't see which garden it's in or I'd go round and punch some fucker! oh I almost just did! Self righteous arseholes, coming round here blaming me! FUCK OFF!! If one more ignorant jumped up arsehole knocks on my door, I may well just commit murder. Either that or I'll put the fucking E collar on them to shut them up! I'm a really nice person, until people

Why Internet Dating Sucks?
So let me get on my soap box and tell you why internet dating sucks... 1. For every attractive woman there are 200 guys, mostly ugly and all annoying, probably using some photo of a friend or out of some magazine. 2. Not only do women get annoying emails from local guys they get contacted by ever perv / dork / dweeb within a 500 mile radius. 3. Most guys won't bother looking at a profile with out a photo, but if a woman is attractive in the photo, every fanboy from under a rock comes running, with some letter they spent 6 weeks writing 4. These losers will send that letter out to every woman with an email address with the same hopes as a spammer, if I send out 10,000 copies someone is bound to reply!!! 5. I said it before and I'll say it again: If you look like Napoleon Dynamite, a woman who looks like Cindy Crawford does not want to chat with you. Not now, not ever, unless you have Bill Gates's money. And no I do not believe all women are gold diggers, just most...

Why Im Fat
ok to answer some questions why im FAT i got few fat people in the family,my 1 dog is over weight,im fat cause i eat to much pizza and donuts,i have trouble losin weight wow after i turned 30 but trying.sometimes its a struggle but,i know someday i wont be fat but hey im me just o answer a few questions hope this helps to ones they ask me about my weight,thanks

Why Is It.........
Why is it when there is a natural disaster people always have to drive by and check it out? Why can't they just stay at home and let the fire, police and work crews clean it up without getting in the way? Where I live and work a tornado touched down and we (the city workers) couldn't even get to the blocked roads without the intrustion of buttheads blocking the roads with their cars! I just have to know.

Why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im Sure Not Many Will Answer
why is it that guys always want a skinny girl? why is it that guys only want to take out skinny girls? why is it that to a guy a big girl is only good for being a friend? why is that guys tend to stay away from big girls? why is that if your boys don't think shes dateable you won't date a girl? why is that guys always want to play with big girls emotions? why they can't see the good in a big girl? why cant they see the person not the size? why can't they just be up front? why can't they just say what they mean and mean what they say? I KONW ,BECAUSE THEY SCARED THAT THEY JUST MIGHT FALL IN LOVE WITH A BIG GIRL AND THEY WILL WOULD REALLY LIKE HER,BUT THIER BOYS WON'T SO THEY GOT TO KEEP YOU AROUND FOR THERE SAKE BUT NOT TO CLOSE FOR THERE FRIENDS SAKE. (IF YOU AGREE OR DISAGREE LET ME KNOW BUT I DON'T THICK TO MANY PEOPLE WILL DISSAGREE)

Why Is It Because They Lived Under My Roof...
Why is it that because they lived under my roof that I am responsible for taking care of their debt when they left me with basically nothing? My boss received a phone call today from my former tenant's brother asking her to leave a number for me to call him. My boss knows the brother well because my former tenant was also a former co-worker that had to be rushed to the hospital from the job because he had gone into congestive heart failure in October of 2006. I'm thinking that the number is my former tenant and not him. I call the number and it is not set to receive messages and it's a woman's voice. I thought it was kind of strange and called back and got the same. I blew it off. I just got a call back from the brother. He asked me who I was. He rattles off all these names and really doesn't let me answer anything other then my name. Then he says, "OOOHHHHH you are Don's friend." "Yes", I reply. He then proceeds to ask me when Don is going to receive his money fo

Why I Could Never Be A Good Lesbian
Quite simply, I've tried licking pussy and I just didn't like it. Women, with their genitals being mostly inverted, have this dark and eerie quality to them when your head is down below. Somewhere in the middle of my one and only cunnilingus expedition I began to feel like the spelunkers from the movie The Descent. I kept expecting blind albino monsters to come crawling out from the depths of her pussy. My lesbian friends informed me that I simply chose the wrong woman with which to initiate my feminine oral adventures, but I must beg to differ. My love for the breast will go on unabated, my eventual appreciation for anyone's pussy other than my own will not. I like the things in my life to be upfront and quite frankly, there's nothing more upfront than my sexual organ of choice, the cock. Discussion of the Day: I suppose this could best be handled by my heterosexual male and lesbian readers, but what the fuck is so appealing about licking pussy? How the hell do you go thro

Why I Wish I Was An Only Child...
IF I WAS AN ONLY CHILD ID HAVE ALOT LESS BULLSHIT TO DEAL WITH BECAUSE ID NO LONGER BE THE YOUNGEST..I WOULDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH MY STUPID ASS GAY BROTHER STARTIN FIGHTS WITH ME THEN MAKIN IT OUT THAT I STARTED IT WHEN HE PUT HIS HANDS ON ME FIRST OR HAVING HIM SPIN IT IN SUCH A WAY AS TO MAKE OTHERS (WHO KNOW JACK SHIT ABOUT THE DYNAMICS BETWEEN HIM AND I) BLAME ME ALSO, IT MUST BE GREAT TO BE SO MANIPULATIVE THAT U CAN MAKE EVERYONE THINK UR SO FUCKIN INNOCENT AND THAT EVERYONE IS OUT TO FUCKING GET U...IM SWEARING SO FUCKIN MUCH IM FUCKIN MARKIN THIS FUCKER NOT FUCKIN SAFE FOR FUCKIN WORK!!!!

Why I Have Not Been Around
Sorry everyone i have not been around. The reason being is i currently lost a close friend. I will be attending the funeral today at 1:30 p.m. Thanks to all my friends that have been there for me. Hopefully i will be back to normal soon! Love yah all Char

Why Is It Only Females Get Those Super High Ratings On Here
what are yall rating each other i been on l;vel sevn for like 3 weeks now this is gettin rediculous. you women should be ashamed of yourselves to let a handsome young man as my self be stuck here like this i think you should have a site wide rally to get me to level 19 by next wednesday.

Why I Write
I wrote to be free To express my feelings True feelings Which are hidden deep To unleash tears and joy To calm and be open Open as a field I write to be free To unleash anger and depression Peaceful as a meadow Lonely as a desert Express all true feelings As a flowing waterfall Beautiful to the very end.

Why Im Not Online That Often.
I have medical problems again. Getting really tired of it. Im right handed and now my strings in my right wrist are inflamed and the doctor thinks about the carpal tunnel syndrome. I also have a history with the Lyme disease, so they are checking everything out. Probably I have to go to the hospital for a surgery, but till that time I have to rest with my wrist and have to use medication. They say that sperm is the best glue in the world, but I doubt it! Hahaha. I know that in the USA they are much further with research for the Lyme disease, but in the Netherlands they are very sceptic about it. So I have to wait and visit doctors again, probably with no result... Talk to you all soon I hope! With love from Lolita.

Why I Am The Way I Am
A Bereaved Parents Wish List 1. I wish my child hadn't died. I wish I had him back. 2. I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak my child's name. My child lived and was very important to me. I need to hear that he was important to you also. 3. If I cry and get emotional when you talk about my child I wish you knew that it isn't because you have hurt me. My child's death is the cause of my tears. You have talked about my child, and you have allowed me to share my grief. I thank you for both. 4. I wish you wouldn't "kill" my child again by removing his pictures, artwork, or other remembrances from your home. 5. Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't shy away from me. I need you now more than ever. 6. I need diversions, so I do want to hear about you; but, I also want you to hear about me. I might be sad and I might cry, but I wish you would let me talk about my child, my favorite topic of the day. 7. I know that you think of and pray for me o

Why I Should Be On The Realworld
(For those that haven't seen, I've signed up on realworldcasting.com. I think I should be on!) Why is is that "Stupid" is a tag one can choose [to describe themselves on the Real World casting site], but "Intelligent" is not? Isn't it about time that Real World puts on some people who can compose complete sentences? For that matter isn't it about time that the Real World have on some thirty-something, balding guy who is built like Clay Aiken and stresses about how he is going to pay his mortgage? I'm tired of the whiny, retarded, trust-fund model wannabe's that Mtv trots out for this show. It's time for a change! We thirty-something Gen-Xers are what put this show on the map in the first place! For that matter, we're the ones that made Reality T.V. into a viable medium with which to air train wreck drama without having the expense of actual writers. You're welcome, America.

Why I Was Going To Leave
I was going to leave CT not because of any of my friends or family on here. You all are the best and I am glad to have great people like you on my friends list. I just had some home life problems and it was all blamed on the computer and stuff that he didn't feel was wrong for him to be doing so i just said screw it and was going to delete myself so there was no more fighting about the computer but things happened and well here i am back on CT. I just wanted to clear up that none of you did anything.....it was nothing to do with online i just got mad and stressed over and and said screw it....hope you all understand. hugs TashaBear

Why I Been Gone So Long...
I lost my internet for a while, like 3 months. After that me and my family were going through some shit. We got kicked out of our place and had no where to live so we moved in with my cousin. That place was hell. Everyone screaming and yelling. I wasn't allowed to do shit. After living there for a couple months, my cousins husband threw us out and told us we had until only 5 to get out. So we called up my moms friend, Sandy. Right now we're still here. And on another note my sister is pregnant by the guy she met off the net. Shes gonna get even fatter! But I love her anyways. I hope she knows imma kidnap that kid when she has it. She's due in October...AGAIN! Ok thats enough for now, I might right more later. ;)

Why I Am The Way I Am (lenghty)
Yeah...For those of you who know me, you all know I am very difficult to get along with. I make no excuses for me being me because in all actuality, I gotta protect me. But to let a little bit of myself out I will share some details about me that not many people know. Bare with me. As far as I could remember, my dad has been a drug addict. When I was little he used to do some foul shit. I can remember about 15 dufferent places I have lived at before I was 10 years old, that is including a car and his friends house who had no electricity or running water. We had to shit and piss in a bucket and it was my job to empty it out when it got full. So I had to live in stench in filth. Not only that, but he used to beat the shit outa of me my mom. I remember when I was in the 6th grade he took a 4 X 4 to my back. When I was 8, He beat me non stop for 4 hours, and when I passed out, he picked me up by my balls and beat me some more. I pissed blood for a week. In the beginning it was c

Why I Urge You To Not Support Them.
WAL-MART TAX FACTS HOW WAL-MART AVOIDS PAYING TAXES: *Wal-Mart owns its stores. Bet they pretend they don't. *They set up a fake "shell" company out-of-state. Then, they pay rent on their own store to their own fake company. *They deduct the cost of rent so they don't have to pay corporate income taxes on it. THIS SCAM HELPED WAL-MART AVOID $3.39 BILLION IN STATE TAXES BETWEEN 1999-2005. (1) HOW WAL-MART LINES THEIR POCKETS WITH YOUR TAX DOLLARS: *Wal-Mart failed to provide company health care to over 775,000 of its workers and their families in 2005. *Many of those employees are forced to use Medicaid or just show up in the emergency room. *While other companies take care of their workers, Wal-Mart shifts the costs to taxpayers. TAXPAYERS WILL PAY $9.1 BILLION OVER THE NEXT 5 YEARS TO COVER WAL-MART'S HEALTH CARE COSTS. (2) THE REAL COSTS OF THE WAL-MART TAX: IF WAL-MART PAID THE TAXES IT OWED IN 2005... *318,440 uninusured children would have he

Why I'm Buying A Gun. And A Big F'ing Dog.
Some of you have already heard this... but I had to get it on the interweb so we can apprehend some crooks and leave their bodies in the pond. Last night, after my last day of finals and having a terrible time working on my Cell Bio. lab notebook (10 weeks of lab results and questions to answer... ugh), I went home to get wasted. I felt I'd earned it, and I'd turn my homework in on time, and do a bit of drinking again Thursday, since finals week would be over... Started drinkin' burrs around 7:00, finished 3 before we left the house sometime before 8. We headed over to Linton's house (with coolers full of beers) to look at tires for the big ass truck that's soon to be at our house. 3 hours, a 12-pack, and a George Carlin routine later, we got home, and I spilled beer all over my phone. I set it in the toaster oven to dry for an hour (at 200 degrees, it wouldn't melt, but it was full of beer anyway, and so was I) while I made a sandwich. I took it out and went to bed to watch the sec

*why Is It That Some Of The Most Beautiful Songs Reflect 1of The Most Horrible Relationships Iv Ever Had??**
++EVANESCENCE: GOOD ENOUGH++ Under your spell again. I can't say no to you. Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly. Now I can't let go of this dream. I can't breathe but I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough for you. Drink up sweet decadence. I can't say no to you, And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't let you conquer me completely. Now I can't let go of this dream. Can't believe that I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough. It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good. And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall. Pour real life down on me. 'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough. Am I good enough for you to love me too? So take care what you ask of me, 'cause I can't say no.

Why I Did My Apt Research, 1st
After resting up from my trip to LA, I made the decision to explore ideas, get suggestions & whathaveyou from others, who had searched & gotten an apartment; I then thought of creating some Mumms, to help me in my research on how to find an apt, what steps to take, which cities & states to look into & so on. I also thought it would be a good idea to post, asking about advice on apt hunting, on certain boards & such; I even thought of posting it on Bulletin boards, Blogs & such to see what kind of response I'd get. I then began posting about advice on apt hunting on online journals, blogs, Bulletin boards, then started asking, using My Mumms; as I was receiving advice & so on, I started looking on the sites given to me by others, who'd thought it would be a nice thing to do. I then posted Mumms, asking about certain cities & towns, they think I should try for, while looking at more sites, that were given to me; as I was checking back on my mumms, I found that I was also receiving adv

Why I Fired My Secretary
Last week was my birthday and I didn't feel very well waking up on that morning. I went downstairs for breakfast hoping my wife would be pleasant and say, "Happy Birthday!", and possibly have a small present for me. As it turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone "Happy Birthday." I thought... Well, that's marriage for you, but the kids.... They will remember. My kids came bounding down stairs to breakfast and didn't say a word. So when I left for the office, I felt pretty low and somewhat despondent. As I walked into my office, my secretary Jane said, "Good Morning Boss, and by the way Happy Birthday ! " It felt a little better that at least someone had remembered. I worked until one o'clock , when Jane knocked on my door and said, "You know, It's such a beautiful day outside, and it is your Birthday, what do you say we go out to lunch, just you and me." I said, "Thanks, Jane, that's the greatest thing I've heard all day. Le

Why I Struggle To Live
WHERE WILL THIS ROAD TAKE ME? I WONT KNOW UNTILL I WALK IT! BUT WHEN I REACH THE END OF ITWHAT WILL BE THERE? SO MANY QUESTIONS BUT NOT ENOUGH AWNSERS AND NOT NEARLY ENOUGH TIME TO AWNSER THEM CORRECTLY THE LIFE IVE LIVED HAS A HAUNTING PAST IN ITS OWN WAY, BUT I PUSH FORWARD TO SEEK THE AWNSER IM LOOKING FOR. SO UNTIL I FIND THOSE AWNSERS THAT WILL HELP ME IN THE LONG RUN.... I AM NO LONGER THE HAPPY PERSON I USED TO BE OR THAT I WANT TO BE I DONT WANT A SHADOW TO CAS OVER MY HEAD FOR ALL ETERITY BUT; THERE IS NO FUTURE SO I LIVE FOR YESTERDAY ANDTODAY, HOPFULLY TO FIND WHAT IT IS IM LOOKING FOR ALL MY LIFE... BUT NOW I LIVE FOR ME AN MY FAMILY, STILL SEEKING MORE AWNSERS BUT STILL KNOWING THAT I GOT LUCK TO EVEN BE ABLE TO SAY I EVEN HAVE MY OWN FAMILY MY HEART IS HEAVY WITH SO MANY ACHES AND PAINS BUT I STILL PRESS ON KNOWING THAT I COULDNT BE MORE HAPPY, MORE PLEASED, WITH THE ROAD IM ON. IVE MAD CHANGES SO THAT I COULD LIVE IN PEACE BUT THERES S

Why Idk
Why does meeting someone turn into liking them? Why does liking them turn in to lust for them? Why does lust turn into love? Why does that love turn to loneliness? Why does that loneliness turn into despair? Why does despair turn into hatred? Why does the hatred have to spread to other people who don't even know you? Why does the world compell these people, who dont know you to try to destroy the only ounce of life you have left in you, from the love you had? To the haters that don't even know me!!! You all can kiss my ass. Doin things to hurt other people for no reason is just childish and imature. As for my true friends thanks for helpin me through this. FOr anyone who wants to copy and repaste may due so.

Why Is It???
Why is that you get lots of people added to your friends list that never comment back? If you are like me tha just keeps sending them messeges and post and comments with no reply, don't you also wonder why at time why they dont ever respond? Well I do, but, I know at times its really hard to say why they wont comment back, wont rate back or anything, I know most have other things to do, but still, atsom point, it really would be nice to see them comment, and rate back time to time. I care for all who are on my lists on here, but most of them, dont reply, well 3/4ths dont reply the do and I am very greatful for those that reply, shows me you are my friend. Thank you my dear friends.

Why I Cry?
Why I Cry- written 01/03/1998 I cry for a purpose of expressing my feelings, dreary tears that hold my head down and gracious tears that hold my head to the ceilings. Pain and love so deeply expressed, you will know when I am happy or so regretfully depressed. Joyless tears on the verge of joy many years of wise words I should have never annoyed Watery eyes til the end of our lives, even on sunny days cause even GOD cries, why do you think tear drops fall from the skies? Whether you are large or small, short or tall, tears come from all. SO Why I Cry? You can know its all in your eyes, Just think about it when you breakdown and cry!

Why Is It My Favorite
the final fantasy series has been my absolute favorite. so how unfortunite it was that the first final fantasy movie had nothing to do with anything the series had to offer. if anyone can remember the spirits within, the animation was great ( i personally thought ) but the story, the story was dreadful.had nothing to do with anything i had ever played. so rightfully to my surprise the makers of the series came out with their rendition of a movie. but this time it was finished with style. the style of final fantasy 7 still one of the most sought after games in playstation history. people this is what cg movies are all about. vibrant whites and lush blacks, colors only truly harnessed by hd. people u must watch this movie, if not for the story, for the graphics alone. i promise if you keep an open mind the movie is rather good. also this one follows the story of 7 two years after the game. give it a try and ponder this. where will entertainment go as technology advances. thanks for

Why Is Wrong To Feel?
In rebuttle to those whom have given me shit and called me a pussy for havin feelings and tryin to express them. First of all, FUCK YOU! Yes I am a man and yes I have feelings. Does that make any less of a man? It's not just other men that seem to think that men should not express their emotions. I have gotten comments by women as well, sayin that I shouldn't exprss myself like that cause it makes me look like a pussy! Well here it is! I am a human being! As tough as I want to be and have to be I have feelings too! So if you don't appreciate how I personally feel or choose how to express myself then fuck off! If you wanna test my bravado to see if I'm tough enough to be a man then step the fuck up! If you can fight me then you can hug me! That is what real human beings do for eachother! I jut don't get how expressing your heart makes a inferior impression of you on certain people!

Why I Am Here....plain N Simple
I am here on Cherrytap To make friends. Yes I am 46yrs old But bein friends doesn't mean I want to have sex with all of you. I am a generally nice and kind man, But like everyone else I have my limits. If you accept my friendship request I expect to get to say hi a time or too, Otherwise..why accept? I am Not a Perv. Yes I love Beautiful Women but U have nothing to fear from me. I do get upset at times..Try living the life that I live N see If it don't upset U. Anyways, I am here for my friends so if you added me for a number then remove me.. And don't worry, If you choose to ignore this you will be off my list soon. To the rest of my wonderful friends..I love you. Take care..Ken

Why Is Love So Hard To Get Out Of?
Why Can't You Fall Out Of Love The Minute He Makes You Cry Or When You're Hurting So Much You Want To Just Crawl In A Ball And Shut The Whole World Out... Why Does Being In Love Feel Like I'm Being Punished For Wanting To Love Someone... I Want To Stop Loving You Everytime You Hurt My Feelings And Everytime You Make Me Feel Like Im Not Good Enough For You... I Wish I Had The Strength To Just Shut You Out Of My Life And Never Think About You Again... I Dont Want You Constantly On My Mind I Don't Want To Think Bout You Every Minute Of My Day... I Want You To Be Gone From Me With Only Memories To Prove You Even Existed In My Life... Why Do You Always Know What To Say To Me To Make Me Forget About Wanting To Hate You... How Is It That No Matter How Mad I Am At You And How Much I Want You Gone From My Life You Always Know How To Get Back In My Heart... In All Truth I Never Wanted You Out Of My Life Or My Heart I Just Don't Want You To Hurt Me Anymore... I Want To Be The Gir

Why I'm So Sick
I just wanted to update everyone about my health lately. I appreciate all the cards, soup, and messages you've all sent! I'm getting sicker everyday and I feel like it's not going to stop untill I croak. Here's the ever updating list of medical problems: Right ovarian cyst Yeast infection HPV pre-cacerous cells severe migraines(once a week) Irritable bowel syndrome with constipation Severe chronich bronchitus Urinary tract infection still broken foot(partially healed) MTHFR eczema teeth rotting out of my mouth arthritis Insomnia depression generalized anxiety disorder adjustement disorder Medicaid will not cover a lot of the medications for some of these problems, so I'm left sitting here with nothing. I don't know if I can keep going like this...I just don't want to be sick anymore :-(

Why Is That The Good Guys U Have Always Turn Bad
DAVID AND I WAS TOGEATHER FOR ABOUT 8 YEARS AND ENAGGED 3 YEARS HE WAS NEVER READY TO GET MARRIED EVERY TIME WE SET IT HE WOULD UP IT AND ALSO HE LYED TO ME 2 HE CHEAT ON ME 2 TIMES OK HE TELL ME ALL THE TIME THAT HE TELLS HIS FRIENDS AND HIS FAMILY ABOUT ME WILL I WANT TO SEE IT FOR MYSELF SO I JUST PRETENDED TO BE SOMEONE ELSE ON THE NET I START CHAT WITH HIM FOR HOUR OR TWO GOT TO THE PART TO ASK HIM IF HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND HE SAID NO WE BROKE UP 3 YEARS AGO AND THEN ONE DAY HE CALLS ME TO TELL ME THAT MY FRINED WANT ME TO CALL HIM SO I WAS GET READY TO GET OFF AND ALL THE SUDDEN I HEARD THIS GIRL AND GUYS VOICE WILL IT WAS MY DAVID AND THIS GIRL TALK SWEET AND NICE TO EACH OTHER AND I GOT OFF THE PHONE I WAS SO MAD AND THERE WAS RONALD ME AND RONALD WENT OUT YEAR OR SO AND WE WAS ENAGGED TO WILL ALL HE WANT TO DO IS SEX SEX SEX AND WILL IM WAITING TIL I GET MARRIED TO HAVE SEX WILL HE PUSH ME ONE NIGHT INTO SOME STUFF I DID NOT WANT TO DO AND PUSH ME AND PUSH ME INTO IT AND

Why I Didn't Quit - My Rant
I was going to quit CT today after being bugged to death by some people who just won't take silence for an answer (NO! for those of you who need translation). However, after being reminded (by a friend) of who I am, I have decided to give this a while longer. When I let people add me as a friend, it does not mean that you are on my fans list, nor are you family until I decide that you are. If you'd like to be treated like a piece of crap, trust me, you will get what you ask for. Being told over and over again how "beautiful", "sexy", etc. is a real bore. There is a person inside the hair and the face, and if you want to talk to me, you'd better come at me with more than your dick in hand. (Seen one, seen them all.) I am a well-loved friend of many people, including musicians, family and friends. I have a favorite on here, and if you have to ask if it's you, trust me, it isn't. He knows who he is. Does he consider me a favorite? I would like to think so, but hel

Why Is It
why is it that i always attract pervs and horndogs,i came on ct to find friends and some of you are good and true friends but some are direspectfull and doesnt know how to treat women..i came on ct to also try to boost my selfesteam and some of you helped me do that you people are awsome..i wish that you guys could read how you realy sound when you say the things you do to woman,i realy tought that i was ugly because of two men that was in my life and realy left me total distroyed and i want to thank the ones that has always been here since i started ct you all are awsome,love susan

Why Is It So Hard To Find A Date!!
Is it me or are girls really that picky!!!I know I am an average looking guy so why can't I find a nice girl to date.Do I have to a ***hole to them to like me.....I am a nice guy so I try to be nice to them and all they say is why are you so nice why cant I find a guy like you-----Duh I'm right here----all they wanna be is friends;I'm not saying that friends aren't bad but I want someone who I can spend my time with...So if anyone has any pointers on why girls are like this please let me know....

Why Is It ????
When you have a second, stop to think what you as a humen could do to make another humens life a little more liveable???? Why is it that we are always putting ourselfs first before others??? Why is it that we are always trying to help out other countrys and not our own??? We see what thay have to deal with. Thay don't have the freedom that we have. But do we really??? Some of us do it cause it is what God would want us to do . After all thay are just like us. Even if there skin is a different color or the fact that thay speck different than us.But then again some of don't give a dam about nothing!! Why is it???These are quastions that have not yet been answnered .Sorry if my spelling isn't the best!! But then I am different than you or anyone else for that matter. We all are different!!! Thats what makes us so unique.

Why Is The Tomb Of The Unknown Soldier-arlington Guarded 24/7?
. Why is the tomb of the unknown soldier-Arlington guarded 24/7? I know that they started guarding the tomb in 1937 but I wanted you to know the reasoning behind it. It said that the decision to guard the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier was a sign of respect to the fallen ones. Below I included a piece I received from a fellow veteran regarding the Tomb of the Unknown. In 2003 as Hurricane Isabelle was approaching Washington , DC , our US Senate/House took 2 days off with anticipation of the storm. On the ABC evening news, it was reported that because of the dangers from the hurricane, the military members assigned the duty of guarding the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier were given permission to suspend the assignment. They respectfully declined the offer, "No way, Sir!" Soaked to the skin,marching in the pelting rain of a tropical storm, they said that guarding the Tomb was not just an assignment, it was the highest honor that can be afforded to a serviceperson. The tomb has been p

Why I Should Own The World
There comes a time in my life, like, every few weeks or so, when i realize, I should own the world. Cuz ya know what, i would do a damn good job of ruling the world... and being the Queen... cuz ya know, shit would go my way more often... and things would be done the way i want them to be done... (which is of course, the right way, duh) anyways though... last night was pretty cool... work went by quickly... which is always nice... i chatted all night... how unusual huh? It stormed like MAJOR bad... quickly, but it was BAD... tree limbs down everywhere... all kinds of stuff... bad bad bad... but man, rain is SOOOO awesome... one of these days i want to have sex IN the rain... like, naked as the day i was born, having sex, in teh rain... man that would be soooo awesome... thought i would add that... anyways, other than that, things are going ok i guess... i'm stressed as hell, cuz of the wholse house, packing, moving ordeal... but other than that, i'm doing quite lovely... just

Why I Love Punk Music.
Punk bands often have the most glorious sense of humor. For instance, tonight, I just heard this song: The Yuppie Pricks - Hummer In My Hummer Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, HHMMMMMMMM. Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, Hummer in my Hummer, oh, yeah. As the Governator, I hereby decree, Wrap your lips around, My Austrian Red Heat. Steroids can’t hurt me, True Lies from the weak, My balls are too strong, Won’t you take a peek? Hummer In my Hummer Don’t have time to waste, Always Commando, Director says, “Take five”, Time for you to blow. One more for the road, Hop in my H2 Pussy Predator Suck it ‘til it’s blue. Hummer. While the lyrics are political in nature, they're often way too funny to be serious. Another of my favorites is this song: The Vandals - Anarchy Burger (Hold The Government) anarchy, kill a cat shoot james brady in the back raise an

Why Is That Being Nice Seems To Get Me Nowhere?
i am so frustrated. I try to treat people nicely the way I want to be treated. I am not a nasty person and I don't do mean things to others. i try to go out of my way to help others... at least I try to be friendly. I feel like I am really getting the short end of the stick these days. Today it was really raining and I was trying to use an ATM. A lady was coming out so I asked if she could hold open the door to the ATM room when she came out and she basically refused to do it. I had the damn MAC card in my hand for gods sake. So I got soaked because she could not be nice for five seconds!!!! Lately this kind of stuff seems to keep happening to me. I don't know why but I am really kind of upset about it. I feel like a punching bag. Like I am supposed to be nice and take everything and these other ppl can just be jerks and it is okay. Well it isn't and I have heard that Karma can be a real bitch! I am going to stay true to my heart and continue to treat others the way that

Why I'm So Negative
Well, I moved out of the house since it's all cleaned out and ready for rent and moved in with the aunt and uncle for the 10 more days I'll be here... and ... yeep, it's dawning on me where all my negativity and negative train of though comes from. Then my folks flew in yesterday and I'm ready to scream!! Every comment, every time my dad or his sister open their fucking mouths, it's something negative!!! She was backing brownies, I come in the room and say that it smells good... she says "that can be deceiving"... so.. no wonder I can't take a compliment or view things in a positive manner. I love my dad and all but it's really rough being around him. He has to be the center of attention and he gets so pissy over nothing.. yeep, things I have to work on not becoming. Nothing is like it used to be, all those immigrants, all the criminals, all the people in the neighborhood who are not in compliance with the HOA codes.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH go outside and get some

Why Is It When....
I been played on here many times. Why is it when you give back whats done you to you, your called a player and say you play games, but when someone does the same crap to you, its not a game to them. Can someone explain this to me? Someone claims they are interested in you, you show them interest, and they dont tell you that you got someone else?

Why I Removed My Photo
I just discovered that some horny old fart on another website I belong to stole my photo from my profile and posted it on his page. Not in a friends group I don't know him. he just put it a group of other women in swimsuits. This is why I removed my real photo from here. Its a shame that a few jerks have to ruin it for everyone.So now I have my Totem and Protector's pic for my profile. I do have a pet wolf named Nakei who is just as feirce. I 'd like to put him on the man that stole my photo. What an asshole! Cheayla

Why I Am Hardly Here Anymore, Help.
The site is running so slow for me and I have firefox, but that does not seem to be working like it used too. To make a comment on someones profile, it takes me about 4 to 7 trys of pasting then clicking submit and waiting for it to work.. when it does not, I have to go back to the persons page, paste again and hit submitt again, so, its a never ending story. I still have VIP here, but I dont know if I should just cancel it.. Im not here because I cannot get this site to work anymore. I dont know if this is a problem everyone has, or just me. It used to work beautifully, and now.. just to load a photo takes me up to 4 to 7 trys as well. Its frustrating because I love it here. when I go to the help group for CT, it does not work for me because the next moment, I am not there or I have to refresh to see what they say. I am really missing it here. if any of you have suggestions, please let me know by responding to this blog.. otherwise I am going to have to cancel VIP and my accou

Why I Am Patriotic & Who I Am
On my page I told you I was born In Quantico, Virginia at Prince William Naval Hospital. Yes My father Is a Marine did his tour of duty in Nam. My father has 2 purple hearts. I lost 2 uncles in Nam whom I never met. My whole family except for the girls have served in one of the armed forces. I have family and friends currently in Iraq. My brother served in Desert Storm. My grandmother passed away and I inherited some of the books that she had about Nam and everyone's name on the wall and the location on the wall. I love my troops and support them to the fullest. I do have a myspace account that is Dedicated to my father and Randy my uncles and the rest of the troops. If you like to see it it is www.myspace.com/lisaghollars. I hope yu have gotten an insight on who I am. But My grandmother passed away before she could even get to see my site. but know she is in Heaven and she knows I have it and she is proud and that is all that counts. This woman traveled to Washington D.C. with the Ve

Why Is It?
*warning.. Rant, brought on by my ex boyfriend* That no matter what I do, I seem to attract assholes? Gah! The last guy I dated left me three days before leaving for Iraq (on our "anniversary"). Which I could understand somewhat. He said he was coming back for me.. well.. guess what? He came home and fucked my friend and got her name tattooed on him after he sat there and told me for months how he misses me and can't wait to see me when he gets hom. Worst part is he didn't even have the balls to tell me, I found out from his myspace. I guess that's what happens when you date your best friend of seven years. Not to mention the fact I was completely faithful to him and was totally thrown into the military life... he was the ONLY military guy I dated. Yet he insists to message me complaining about how he and kristin arent getting along.. or some other stupid problem.. GAH! WHY CAN'T I JUST FIND A NICE GUY!?!

Why I Am Here.
I thought I had better write a litte bit more about me and why I have a CherryTap page. I really am not here to pick up women, I really love all of you that comment on me or my page, and I thank all of you that think's I am good looking,hot, so on and so forth. It's I nice ego boost!. But I really am just here to try to increase trafic to the site's I sell my item's at. Yes I only have women as friend's! That's because I get along better with women, and I really don't like many men, 75% of them are nothing but assholes, plus we all know women have better heads for business....lol...If you would like to chat thats fine I am always up to meet and make new girl FRIEND's. Yes I am straight!. I have a coulpe of girls locally that keep my need's met so I don't need to come to the internet for that, and let's get real when your talking to someone on here the odds of you hooking up, meeting in real life for say. Is very slim. So I don't even see why a person should bother, unless you are ju

Why I Dread This Day Every Year
If you've known me for awhile you've seen how i am every june 8th and if you're close to me you know why i hate this day. so for those of you who care but arent close and havent really known me very long here's a brief explaination of why this day is horrible for me. on the day of june 8th back in 1999 i had a tragic event accur in my life. i was in New Orleans at a Baskin Robins at 1pm when i fell to the ground in the blink of eye from a pain in my chest that felt like a heart attack. it only lasted a few seconds, i didnt know why but i felt like something was wrong but i didnt know what. So i went about my the rest of day there like normal. But when i arrived home that night i went to check the caller ID only to find several calls from 2 different police departments and a funeral home. when my dad called back the local pd they showed at the door. im the unlucky one that answered it. i looked into the eyes of one officer and all i could say before he opened his mouth was "NO" i didnt

Why I Am No Longer In The King Of Ct Contest
OK all, I am posting this because I have been getting A LOT of friends, fans etc asking what happened to my picture in the contest. It appears that some people who have voted for me were using a spamming style program that allowed them to post rapidly and without anything in the comment box. These people did this on their own, and did so even though the rules specifically stated that no fake accounts or comment bomb programs were allowed to be used. For this reason, PlzNoExcuses removed my picture from the contest. She is totaly besides herself and hated to do that. And if she was able to get a hold of me during the day, I would have withdrawn myself from it on my own. I am one who does not believe in cheating and this was all supposed to be fun. I hate that this happened. Not for me, but for all of my legitimate friends who spent hours typing in comment after comment. YOU ALL ROCK! My suggestion for anyone who runs a contest on CT, there are only 2 fair ways to do

Why I'm Pissed
well heres the case my best friend since 2nd grade decided to hit a girl and from what i been through it's not something you want to do...yes i've hit a girl befor and regret it to this day i was lucky to not get a restrainment order on me well any ways he thought he was a big man by hitting a girl i have lost alot or respect in him for it but it's not the 1s time that morons pissed me off so he's on his last straw i'm pretty much done with his stupid crap i'm ususally very forgiving but i'm tired of forgiving some one who pisses me off and says sorry only to do it again....i've made the mistake of hitting a girl once but will never do it again i have alot more respect for women now and know better.

Why Is It?
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FIND A GOOD MAN? I HAVE HAD MY HEART BROKEN 5 TIMES TO MANY ALREADY. DO REAL MAN EVEN EXIST ANY MORE? I'M JUST A SIMPLE COUNTRY GAL LOOKING FOR A SWEET KIND GUY WHO KNOWS HOW TO TREAT A WOMEN WHO WON'T CHEAT AND WHO IS HONEST DOES THAT TYPE OF MEN EXIST ANY MORE. THE GUYS I DATED ALL THEY WERE WAS CHEATERS AND JUST WANTED ONE THING THAT WAS ALL. THEY DIDN'T WANT A SWEET KIND HEARTED CARING WOMEN WHO IS 100% FAITHFUL IN A RELATIONSHIP AND WHO DOESN'T BELIEVE IN CHEATING ON THE PERSON THEY LOVE. SOMETIMES I WONDER IF THERE ARE ANY REAL MEN OUT THERE LEFT.

Why Is There So Much Death In This Old World?
WHY IS THERE SO MUCH DEATH IN THIS WORLD? WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD TODAY WHEN PARENTS SHOOT THIER OWN KIDS OR DROWN THEM OR HURT THEM IN ANY WAY ARENT PARENTS POST TO HELP OUT THIER KIDS LOVE THEM WANT THEM NEED THEM? WHY IS THERE SO MUCH HATERED ?SO MUCH PAIN?SO MUCH KILLINGS?SO MUCH SADNESS IN THIS WORLD.?. A FRIEND OF MY GOD DAUGHTERS HE WAS SHOT AND KILLED ON HIS 17TH BIRTHDAY EARLY THIS MORNING IN THE BACK BY HIS FATHER AND YESTERDAY A BOY DEAD EVEN THOU IT WAS A ACCEDENT IT WAS STILL SAD. AND LAST WEEK THERE WAS A BOY SHOT AND KILLED IN THE PARK NEAR OUR HOUSE HE WAS ONLY 17 .BY A 18 YEAR OLD BOY A 17 YEAR OLD BOY AND A 15 YEAR OLD BOY . AND NOT TO MENTION A FEW OTHER CHILDREN THAT HAVE BEEN KILLED OR DIED OR WHAT EVER . I DO NOT BLAME THE GUNS I BLAME THE PEOPLE BEHIND THEM GUNS IF THEY CANT CONTROL THEMSELFS FROM SHOOTING SOMEONE ELSE THEY SHOULD NOT EVEN HAVE A GUN .DONT MAKE IT HARD FOR THOUS OF US THAT DONT EVEN THINK LIKE THAT OR EVEN WANT TO HURT OTHERS BUT

Why I Have Been Away And Not Talking To Anyone
Hey hey everyone well to tell everyone i have been real busy. I just started a new job and have been working all week.. tring to learn this new job so i have been on the computer at work all week so by the time i get home i don;t feel like being on the computer... soon as a git into this job and off the training computer i will be back...

Why I've Left Here.
I'm probably barking up the wrong tree, but here's a few reasons why I'm never here any more. No particular order to it, jsut the order I think of them. I don't expect you to leave for these reasons, just know what's been going on with me. 1- I don't want to fan and friend you just because you did it to me. I've even written that on my page. Take the time to read it, don't just leave a comment expecting it from me because you did it. 2- DJs in particular- I don't want to listen to your radio program, either. I don't like what you play; if I did, I'd already be listening. I turned off anonymous shouts because of you... thanks. 3- I'm not here to comment bomb your latest contest. This isn't junior high, I'm not voting for you for class president because you're the most popular kid in school. I didn't like that 15 years ago, and I like it even less now. If you're pretty, intelligent, etc., I'll let you know. If the only way you can realize it is by me pasting 200 commen

Why Is It??
Okay, So it's friday and I am sitting her rating people and woman after woman and even a lot of men on here are half naked in their pics. WHY is THAT??? Are we all so desperate to be noticed that we throw our morals and our dignity out the window? What happened to leaving it to others imaginations? Or better yet saving yourself for view only of those who are truly deserving privately instead of flaunting your desperation over the internet where ANYONE can see it? On the plus side hey many of you are hot. But I wouldn't bring ya to meet my mama! Hands out blankets for those who need them and towels for those who look and were ummm naughty! xoxo

Why I Am A Race Fan
I LOVE THIS!!! ..> ..> Jun 18, 2007 Why I Am a Race Fan By Mark Moore Ward Burton has offered to help a six-year-old boy he met at an autograph session, who was born with a cleft palate, and after meeting him, Ward has offered to pay for any surgery needed to correct his condition. Not only has Ward's kindness touched me, but it has reinforced something I've known about NASCAR - the drivers, the teams, etc. - for over thirty years now: By and large, this is the nicest group of athletes around. We all know that stock-car racing got its start from "whiskey runners" in their souped-up cars, but you don't hear of the drivers being involved in betting scandals, drugs, fixing races, or any other illegal or unsavory activities. Look at the constant labor disputes in other organized sports. NASCAR drivers do get a salary annually, but most of their income is based on their performance. If they finish poorly, their pay reflects it. Talk about incentive! Sure, they

Why I Love You
I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for ignoring the possibilities of the fool in me and for laying firm hold of the possibilities for good. Why Do I Love You? I love you for closing your eyes to the discords and for adding to the music in me. By worshipful listening. I love you because you are helping me to make of the lumber of my life. Not a tavern, but a temple; and out of the words of my every day, not a reproach, but a song. I love you because you have done more than any creed, to make me happy. You have done it without a word, without a touch, without a sign. You have done it just by being yourself. After all perhaps that is what love means.

Why Is It....
when one member of the oppisete sex fucks up we tend to go on a i hate all(insert sex here) their nothing but liars, and or chaters, users ect..... personaly i know not every man on th e planet is a lieing fucktard but the words still come out of my mouth on occasion. personaly i know 4 men who are not liers nor cheaters well.. that i know of anyway and i choose to belive that but even when men get fucked over by a chick they say it too is it just venting in a fit of rage or hurt what why..... and even though we know better why do we still do it? just a thought

Why Is It So Fuckin Hard??
Why is it that we lie? cheat? steal? try to be someone we're not? Why is it that when you give people an inch they take a fuckin' foot? Since my divorce back in July of last year i've maintained the good-hearted side of me, But yet my street sense has taken more of hold, when i say street sense i mean like i dont get caught up in the he say-she say bullshit that has come to be an everyday occurance with the people i've known so far. Don't get me wrong i've done my dirt and i'm not proud of most of it, but things happen for a reason i guess. But why is it when you try to be nice to someone and be as real as you can with them, they give you their ass to kiss? i don't undertand it, i've always been the type of person to share the roof over my head, the clothes off my back, and the food on my plate and when it's done i get fucked! but then when you show attitude everyone is like "why you trippin?" Are you fuckin serious?? It all breaks down like this.......people lie,cause the truth hurts,

Why I Don't Care.
Look, I'm glad our troops are fighting the good fight, but honestly I don't believe in the shit we're fighting. And if i called stupid or if someone says 'i'm sittin by watching life on the sidelines' b/c i dont give a fuck about the war or some shit then so fucking be it. I honestly don't fucking care. I've had friends I went to high school with die over there and leave behind families and children who'll never know mommy or daddy b/c of this ridiculous shit. So if i'm sittin here watching life pass me by wtf are they doing over there? Losing their lives for no good fucking reason.

Why I'm Starting Not To Believe In Love
People use the four letter word too freely and don't understand what it truly means. So if you tell someone you love them, understand it means sacrifice no matter how hard times get and not leaving at the first hint of danger.

Why I Am On Here
To all of you guys in particualar that are viewing my profile. I am not on here for sex. I am not easy. I just got out of an engagement. I waited for the guy while he was in Iraq and all i got out of it was my heart ripped out of my chest. I am not here for pitty either. I just am here for friends. Not friends with benefits. If you are going to call me sexy...don't....i dont like it....I dont want to meet up with guys just interested in getting in my pants. I am here because i want to be not because i have to be...i will not come home with you..i will not go drinking with you...i am not even of legal drinking age...i am 18 years old...i just got out of high school a little over a year ago...i am intelligent...i know what i want...i dont need people telling me they want me....or that they think im ugly ...or hot.... Yes i am blessed, but that doesnt mean i am dumb or easy... READ MY PROFILE...dont just look at the pictures...If my looks are the only reason you are talking to me then jus

Why I Rarely Visit Profiles...
Some people just don't know what the fuck a stash is for. I mean, some of the pages I go to would literally be some 20ft long if you printed them out on a4 paper. Just miles and fucking miles of images and videos, etc. STASH YOUR IMAGES AND VIDEOS FUCKERS. STASH IT. Does anyone really need 4 different slideshows and five different types of guest books and maps? Is it really necessary to have a picture of everyone you've ever known and met listed on your profile? STASH YOUR IMAGES AND VIDEOS FUCKERS. STASH IT. Also - autoplay shit on your profile? Fuck off with that shit. I'm listening to music and go on to your page and get fuckin blasted by two tunes at once. STASH YOUR IMAGES AND VIDEOS FUCKERS. STASH IT. Also - fucking sparkling flashing all singing all dancing epileptic fit inducing skins? Thank fuck there's an option to view profiles as CT default. STASH YOUR IMAGES AND VIDEOS FUCKERS. STASH IT. I mean, your main profile page, your home page should real

Why Im Not Online Right Now
hey all i just wanted to let you know why 13 is not online right now. he is in jail right now for something really stupid but it was for me so i love him to death for it. i don't know when he will be gettin out right now but as soon as i hear anything i will update it here in the blog. if you want to know anymore details please feel free to contact me and i will fill in any details that you want to know. berta lynn@ CherryTAP here is the link to my profile leave me a message and i will get back to ya as soon as i can. thanks for your time hope you all have a happy and safe holiday i will keep you all posted as to what happens!!!! ~berta lynn~

Why I Do This
I am an Animal Rescuer My job is to assist God's creatures I was born with the need to fulfill their needs I take in new family members without plan, thought or selection I have bought dog food with my last dime I have patted a mangy head with a bare hand I have hugged someone vicious and afraid I have fallen in love a thousand times and I have cried into the fur of a lifeless body I have Animal Friends and friends who have animal friends I don't often use the word "pet" I notice those lost at the road side And my heart aches I will hand raise a field mouse And make friends with a vulture I know of no creature unworthy of my time I want to live forever if there aren't animals in Heaven But I believe there are Why would God make something so perfect and leave it behind We may be master of the animals, But the animals have mastered themselves Something people still haven't learned War and Abuse makes me hurt for the world But a rescue that ma

Why I Love Josh
He sent me a text this morning after he got to work. I was still in bed when he got up and he told me that my mom left me a note to put dishes in the dishwasher and to put them up. He put the dishes in the dishwasher and turned it on so all I had to do when I got up was to put away the clean dishes. Okay so back to the text, this is what he sent: Just sending some love your way to tell you how beautiful you are to me and to let you know that today should be an early day How sweet is that. Yesterday we went and picked Alicia up to drive her to the store. Then Missy called and we drove her to a couple of stores. So Josh was the big man, he had three girls with him. I got to talk to Scott on the phone and as far as I know all is well. After we dropped the girls off we went to my brother's apartment to go swimming. It was very nice, not too crowded. After that Josh and I came home, got something in our tummies, and went to bed. My mom has told me that she thinks the baby shower will b

Why I Fly For The Empire
I found this again when going through old PC Gamers. This is from May 1997. Back during the Tie Fighter vs X-Wing big days hehe. Why we fly for the Empire As we eagerly await our copies of X-wing vs. TIE Fighter, we've had a heated debate as to which side our team will fly when we take on all comers and reduce them to salvage. The consensus is we'll be suiting up for the Galactic Empire - and here's our reasons why. (I've got a bad feeling about this...) ° Vader is your Co-Pilot: We think a guy who can strangle people over a videophone is someone who ought to be watching out six. ° Ship names that don't just rattle off the alphabet (A-wing, B-wing, X-wing, Y-wing...) ° When confronted with bad news, Imperial Navy Officers don't whine "Nooo!" and then jump down bottomless shafts. ° Our Bespin Cloud miners don't pitch Colt 45 on the side. ° Darth Vader's Imperial announcements have the same soothing, reassuring tone as that guy from CNN. ° White armor show

Why Is It.....
Why is it guys say things like......."Don't worry your pretty little head about it, you wouldn't understand stuff like this anyway" (wanna bet?), "You're being a drama queen" (ok, there are a few out there, but usually not), "Must be that time of the Month" (usually not {I hate this one}) or "You're just being jeleous!" (in most cases, not even! {I also hate this one; poly-amorous lifestyle doesn't have room for it}), when all us gals are just trying to do is find some understanding of your (at times) stranger than usual actions and/or logic?

Why I Married A Younger Women In Spite Of Her Cooking Skills
Well, sometimes life is a bitch...... You come home after a long, hard day at work. You really hope that your unemployed and not so intelligent wife at least has cooked some dinner for you. You struggle to get up the steps, find the key and open the door to your residence, and then you find your wife sitting there on her ass, eating dinner that she has cooked for HERSELF ONLY! Unbelievable, she has been home the whole day and she couldn't even cook your dinner! You think to your self, "Why the fuck did I marry her"?

Why It Hurts
Why it hurts ~Tony Martinez Angel I see the pain on your face I know it hurts You see the pain on my face So it hurts You know my heart You know my promise I know your heart You want me to give up so badly To stop the pain But understand my angel I can't ever give up I wont ever give up I know you're torn That's why it hurts I understand I love you My angel

Why I Love My Husband...
There are several reasons why i love my husband but for instance just the other day everyone who talked to their husbands got into arguments over money (it is hard to balance a checkbook or bank account when two people are using it and can't discuss what they have spent) My husband calls me and the first thing he starts talking about is coming home and pinning me down to have his way with me lol I love my husband for that he knows how hard it is for me and instead of fighting with me or getting upset with me he talks about fucking me! :D

Why I'm Never Going Into My Bedroom Again...ever.
Last night, I went upstairs to change into my comfy clothes so I could veg in front of my tv for an hour or so before attempting sleep. I have had major bouts of insomnia the past few weeks and I am ready to travel to Europe with these trunks under my eyes. While in the bathroom, and looking in the mirror to see if it was time to wax my eyebrows again...I see reflected in the mirror my two worst nightmares sitting on the ceiling of my bedroom. There...perched upside done...were two very large black spiders that had definitely mutated from some underground pesticide plant. They were both on the ceiling and both fairly close to each other. Well, I'm a grown woman, and I can kill a bug with the best of them...even the ones on the ceiling with the chance that their dead corpses will land in my hair. But two at once? Too much for me to fathom. Which do I choose? If I hit one, the vibration would send the other one scurrying, in which case I'll never know where in my bedroom it

Why Is It
why is it some people get in trouble the first time they break the law or neglect their kids, while others just get told repeatedly to not do it again or they are gonna get in trouble? That would be like my kid burning our house down over and over and me telling him now I told you not to do that, next time your gonna be in big trouble mister. The system sucks and has let my son and us all down too many times!

Why I Want To Marry Tigger
The only way i know how to start is blog is with the some of the words that really say how i feel about Tigger! I met him in the lounge late one night He really got me working up an appetite He had me laughing all night There's nothing more dangerous than a boy with charm He's a one stop jive, makes my panties drop He's a swinging rockin sugar coated candy man He's a one stop, gotcha hot, makin all the panties drop I had only been in the lounges a couple of times when I heard this voice come over the radio. I knew right there i was hooked. I had to know more. The personality that Tigger has is something that is so damn sexy. I love his laugh and his outspoken nature. He is not only hot but he is smart as well. His knowledge of music and how quick he is to find what people are looking for is amazing. And I would be a the perfect match for him, need you ask! but i will tell you anyways. I am outspoken, sweet and care about what is going on with my friends. I am proud of wh

Why I Want To Ct Marry Dj Tigger
I guess I should start this out with the reasons I want to CT marry DJ Tigger. He's HOT! He's SEXY! He's SWEET and he makes me smile! He also does a great job as DJ for Cherry Tap's Excalibur Radio!(woot, woot!) Almost every day he is in there busting his furry little tail to make our Cherry Tap experience more enjoyable. He tries to please everyone with his music mix and plays requests and dedications throughout his entire show. He shouts out to everyone not leaving anyone behind. You can almost feel the excitement when he pops into the lounges to say hello! Now you're probably asking yourself why would he want to CT marry Jen. Well, I will tell you why! I'm lovable, huggable, squeezable, smart, funny and sexy in my own way! I am Head Bartender for the BBW World Lounge and have the hard job of trying to keep it livened up and fun at all times. I LOVE making people smile and try to surrond myself with people who aren't afraid to laugh..even at themselves! In short, I feel tha

Why It's Important To Understand English
Why it's important to understand English I had a bunch of Canadian dollars I needed to exchange, so I went to the currency exchange window at the local bank. Short line. Just one guy in front of me . . . an Asian guy who was trying to exchange yen for dollars and he was a little irritated . .. He asked the teller, "Why it change?? Yestoday, I get two hunat dolla fo yen. Today I get hunat eighty?? Why it change?" The teller shrugged his shoulders and said, "Fluctuations". The Asian guy says, "Fluc you white people, too!"

Why It's Important To Understand English
I had a bunch of Canadian dollars I needed to exchange, so I went to the currency exchange window at the local bank. Short line. Just one guy in front of me . . . an Asian guy who was trying to exchange yen for dollars and he was a little irritated . .. He asked the teller, "Why it change?? Yestoday, I get two hunat dolla fo yen. Today I get hunat eighty?? Why it change?" The teller shrugged his shoulders and said, "Fluctuations". The Asian guy says, "Fluc you white people, too!"

Why In The Hell?
Why is it possible for me to find decent guys online , but not in real life? I know, it sounds crazy.... It's almost like the age old question of "Can you really find love online?" I never said I loved anyone, but it seem like the only guys worth talking to anymore are online. Not just online, but living hundreds, even thousands of miles away. Like I'll ever meet them..... I fucking hate that! And why are all the guys I do meet in real life complete assholes? Married, but they still wanna fuck. Single, but not attractive. Liars, enough said.....

Why Is It?
Why is that we love what we can't have? Is it normal human behavior or what is it? Why do we feel that we need to have someone love us to survive in a world that is so shallow? I have just been pondering and can't really answer these questions that I have right know so maybe some fellow FUBAR insight may help me!!!!! If your going to be rude don't waste your time im not in the mood for ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why I Have Been Gone!
I am super busy in this hectic life, so please excuse my absence. I work two jobs full time, and then there is my children. I miss all my cherry tap friends, so feel free to email me and I will write you back when I get the chance. Hugs to Jamie! I miss you girly!!!!

Why Is It..
Why are people so afraid to let people know that they have feelings?. I went through many blogs,& I've noticed that many of their poems were push aside . Mine in counting ,is it because they are super weird,or people just don't understand them?

Why Is It???
why is it everytime you think youre life is going the right way, life has a funny way of making it go for the worst. my life seems to be going in the right direction, but now i got this guy that wont leave me alone now. ive tried everything to get rid of him and hes not happy that there is a great guy (and you know who you are if youre reading this)in my life now. and i would never do anything to lose him either. ive got a lot of friends that wanna go down there to set him straight but i know thats not the way to go around it. i need some suggestions to help me with this. i just dont know what to do anymore. please help me if you can!!!

Why I Love You.
I've never seen you Or touched your skin I've never felt your lips Or held you tight But I know I love you Not because of the way you look Or because of that sexy voice Not because of the things you say But because of whom you are When we meet I will kiss you And hold you all night I love everything about you Because it's you

Why I Hate Tom From Myspace
Tom is the most pitiful excuse for a web developer I have ever seen. He fucked up the website, posts an alert about something completely irrelevant and you can't e-mail him. I mean, if you could than why the fuck can't i? his fucking online status is ALWAYS set to away.

Why Is The American Government Releasing Guantanamo Prisoners?
Calling him a “senior Taliban commander,” The New York Times reported on Wednesday that Abdullah Mehsud blew himself up at his hide-out in the town of Zhob in southwestern Baluchistan Province in Pakistan, rather than surrender to government forces. But what was he doing commanding Taliban troops in the first place?Mehsud had been captured by American forces in northern Afghanistan in December 2001 and sent to the Guantanamo Detention Center. The reason he was able to resume his duties as a Taliban commander is because we released him from Guantanamo in March 2004. The Times reported that “upon his return to the region, he took up arms again and soon became the Taliban commander of South Waziristan, a tribal area near the border with Afghanistan.” Mehsud is suspected of being the mastermind behind the kidnapping of two Chinese engineers in 2004, one of whom was killed. So the question, not asked by The Times, of course, is why on earth did we free Mehsud in the first place, pe

Why I've Been Mia
I know I haven't been around much other than today but I've had a lot on my plate with my Mom being sick. I assumed today my mom was going to be coming home from the hospital but looks like it's not going to happen. They ran more test and indeed the cancer has spread to her live and stomach. She's now unable to walk and speaks in riddles. She's just a shell of the woman I used to call mom.. it's strange really. She doesn't even know who I am... So for now it's just the family taking turns by her bedside so she's not alone when she goes..However long that will be... So please bear with me.. Thanks and hugs to all..

Why Is It????
Why is it I post a blog pouring my heart and soul into it and no one rates it??? I post a retarded mummm and it gets bombed like hell with votes and comments!!!!! Arte my friends so shallow they don't see the heart that goes into my blogs???? I am sharing with you my tragedies and feelings the least you could do is show me the 5 seconds of respect and rate them so I know wether or not to waste my time thanks good luck and if the respect and love isn't returned dont bother calling upon me for help!!!

Why I Write
in the latest hours I come to you old friend just a pen and a paper to listen and save the words I pour out on this empty page help me release and keep myself sane they let me remember when I often would forget the hurt that I felt or new love that I met just how I felt in that very moment just pure emotion no need for attonement somehow in those pages i feel some reprieve a release of pressure that builds inside me I can say all the words that i've ever left unspoken and balm this old heart that is all too often broken and one day when I'm gone the world will look back and see these tattered peices left behind that once belonged to me

Why I Hate Living On My Island
why do I hate staten island. Everyone you know still lives here and you bump into them. Its ineviteable. seen someone I went to JHS and HS with she didnt recognize me. She said where she was was 'temporary', She was smart, how the hell did she end up there. She still looks the same tho. Glad I was out of there fast

Why Is It...
That women shoot down nice guys when it comes to dating. I understand that they want the nice guy t o brig home to mommy and the bad boy in the bedroom, however when you are always labeled as the friend don't they realize they could be tossing away the best thing they could ever hope for? In case you havent guessed... I AM TIRED OF BEING THE FRIEND!!!

Why I Deleted Eveyone
I am sure all of you are a little confused as to why all of you but 12 were deleted from my friends list (stupid fubar says that I have 241 friends), they can never get anything right on this site! Just like it says I have 61 pictures when I only have 7! All of the 3,000 people on my list were here for one thing and not really my friend. Anyway, I am only on here for friends and friends only. I have made a few that I can call my friends. If I post some pictures of me on here, it will only be rated pg, not X! If I do post a nsfw picture, it is only for 1 person to see. Please don't ask me to see it. I was hurting someone I love very much and never meant to hurt him. I never want to hurt him again! Ciao!

Why Is It So Hard For Kids And Y All The Stuff??
Why do kids need all that shit for school I would understand if they were going into like middle school or HS but mines going into first grade and she needed some crazy stuff like post its...highlighter? its crazy stuff!

Why I'm Cranky Today
I apologize if I have been crankier than usual to some of you today and/or a bit spacy. On top of the usual kid junk I'm having to deal with: Last night I chipped part of the back of one of my teeth so that hurts like heck. My son broke my TV this morning and I can't afford to fix it or get a new one. About 5 minutes ago I discovered something happened with the aerator on my sons fish tank so his 4th birthday present, his gold fish, is dead. On payday, we discovered the check was cut in half and I have checks bouncing so I'm stressed about that. I'm sorry, I don't mean to take it out on anybody. PS. Oh and my son took the fish out of the tank himself to "make him swim" and then was crying about his poor fishy.

Whyi Heart Firemen
Why I ♥ Firemen It’s no secret. I’m a sucker for firemen. I love them. I can’t get enough of them. I’d say daily though, I’m asked why I love firemen and if I could possibly love other uniformed men. I generally give no explanation at all about loving other uniforms and why my preference is for firemen except to say that they’re hot but the reality is there are so many other reasons why I love firemen and frankly there are a couple of reasons why I don’t have the same fascination for other uniformed men. Instead of recreating the wheel with explanations, I thought I would go ahead and define for everyone why firemen and more over why not other types of uniformed men. Please see below: Cops: You’re pricks. You know you’re pricks. You may look good in black but once the vest comes off you’re suddenly not as studly as first impressions would give. Navy: You’re gay. You spend six months out of the year on a boat with limited amounts of pussy. What other conclusio

Why I Love Minnesota
Here's to all of us who live in Minnesota , some born and raised here. Some got here as fast as they could and others who would like to be from Minnesota. This is the best version of this that I have seen. Not sure if all of them apply to everyone, but . . . . Rules of Minnesota : 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. You say our lakes smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. 4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 combines that are driven only 3 times a year. 5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of ducks are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ea

Why I Have Dogs Instead
A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialled the employee’s home phone number and was greeted with a child’s whisper: “Hello.” “Is your daddy home?” he asked. “Yes,” whispered the small voice. “May I talk with him?” The child whispered, “No.” Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, “Is your mummy there?” “Yes.” “May I talk with her?” Again, the small voice whispered, “No.” Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, “Is anybody else there?” “Yes,” whispered the child, “a policeman!” Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee’s home, the boss asked, “May I speak with the policeman?” “No, he’s busy”, whispered the child. “Busy doing what?” “Talking to daddy and mummy and the fireman,” came the whispered answer. Growing more worried as he heard what sounded like a helicopter

Why I'm Still Here (and You Are Not)
So most of you know that I have a band called Pheonix Rising. We've had some small successes online and I had a lot of high hopes for us. However, a couple days ago I called it quits with my bandmate. He's a great and very talented guy, and I wish I could still work with him... but he's far away (in Australia) and he has to work all the time. He can't make time for the band... and he won't move here unless it's certain that he can make enough money at music ONLY to keep his house and stuff in Australia and live here. I have sacrificed a lot already and it's hard to work with someone who seems incapable of sacrificing anything. I had waited a long time for stuff to change, and I wanted to wait longer... but I have a feeling that I would be waiting forever for him to find time for the band and make it work out. So I said goodbye. It's funny... if he had just said "Please don't give up on me; this is what I really want" I would have said "OK." But he didn't, and that's proba

Why Im Here
hi ppl, how r u today? i hope everyone is fine. im writing this to let u all know exactly wat i'm lookig for on here. i'm not here to win any popularity contest. i'm here to make friends. if ur intrested in being friends, then by all means rate me, add me to ur friends list etc. but if ur only lookingto better ur rating, go find other ppl to do that for u. thank u for ur cooperation.

Why I Think This Site Needs Help!
You know how sometimes when you log on and there is a message from the guy who owns this site saying " Please refer people to keep our site going, blah blah blah." I think alot of people dont get into this much cause it pretty much is turning into a contest site. Seriously its fricken annoying to have half of my bulletins say "Oh help! Im loosing! please bomb me!' Booo hooo hooo so I can get a fake platnium cherry or diamond! My gawd! Its really getting ridiculous. Then we have these people who request you as a friend only to be rated, and fanned! "Please add me, fan me and rate me" so my level can go up. Then what? What are you going to do when its up? LOL!!!!!! More than half of my (friends ) on here I never talk to and if I do its oh comment bomb me this or rate that! Its stupid Im sorry. I liked this sight before but now its boring me. There are some people on my list I talk to and like so dont get me wrong, you know who you are. :) Im not trying to talk shit a

Why Is It?
Why is it that every time things start goin good (so you think) everything goes down hill? You are happy and loving life one minute, hating life and crying your eyes out the next. Then you end up crying yourself to sleep at night cause that is the only way to get any sleep. I just dont understand this at all.

Why I Love Pro-wrestling.
One thing about me that people are more often than not suprised to find out, is that I am a huge pro-wrestling fan. I started out when I was a kid with The Undertaker and Hulk Hogan, and took a very long hiatus. I started hanging out with guys who watched it my senior year of high school, but as soon as I saw my beloved 'Taker hanging out with Limp Bizkit of all people, I seriously got really disguisted with the sport. (To the fellow fans who are reading this: I had no clue about the whole "indie" underground scene, so don't jump on my case just yet. ) I was, am, and forever will be a guy's girl. I'll take a six pack of beer and pizza/chicken wings over some fancy restaurant any day of the week. I am not all that into football, but I did start watching and paying attention to it just last year, so I know a little bit about it. In fact, I started paying more attention to sports in general just last year. Knowing what I know now, I REALLY wish someone would have clued me int

Why I Am A Superhero.. Faith, Belief... Unwavering Confidence
Autism! Pdd nos! Aspergers syndrome! ADHD! High functioning! Low functioning! Delayed! Hearing these words about your child can be crushing. They can devastate you to your very core. The good news is THEY DON’T HAVE TO! Let me tell you why…. It doesn’t matter. That’s right. It simply doesn’t matter. If you want to really help your child then read on. I’m serious. Don’t be like the thousands who wish they had “lived” this concept sooner. Pretend for a moment you have a newborn. He is simply perfect. By the time he is two years old, his fingers are so long, they look strange. You go to a renowned physician and ask “What’s wrong with my child? Why are his fingers so long?”. The physician smiles and says “Your child has a condition called spindle fingers. He has a natural gift for playing musical instruments. Many dream of having this talent”. You’re absolutely thrilled and can’t wait to share the news. You rush home but on the way you stop to buy a toy xylop

Why I Respect Marines
After April 19, 1995, there were rescue workers from all over the country had converged on Oklahoma City. They were there to help with rescue and recovery effors. One of those rescue workers was First Sergeant Dan Curtin, USMCR, and a NYC Firefigher. He was in the rubble, and found a man's leg. He brushed away some rubble, and saw a blue pant leg, with a red stripe. Known as a blood stripe in the Marines. He knew it was one of the two unaccounted for Marines. He cut part of the pant leg and saw that it was the leg of a white man, and knew it was CPT Randy Guzman. 1SG Curtin gathered some other Marines (once a marine always a marine) to help with the extraction. He was given approval from the FEMA chief for 4 hours of work due to the structural instability in the area he was working. He and these Marines spent 5 hours working to extract the body. When they had the body ready to be extracted, an Air Force Colonel sent in an American Flag to be draped over the body bag. Thes

Why Is It People Keep....nightly Rant
Anymore because some idiot sued a computer company over buying a laptop that he put on his lap and it burned him. Now anyone that works in the computer industry can not call a portable desktop (aka notebook aka as most ppl know it laptop) a laptop anymore. They are to be called portables or notebooks. Well you get some idiot out there and they say that they are calling it a laptop and you used the correct terminology because you have to and they throw back at you that they're not talking about a bunch of paper they are talking about a portable computer called a laptop. Then you have to go into all the info about how they can not be legally called "laptops" because some idiot sued a computer company because he had it on his lap too long. Yes I work in the computer industry as you can tell and yes I can get bitchy about this situation especially when the customer doesnt listen to what you are saying. Too many times I have wanted to reach through the phone and smack them. My nightly r

Why I Don't Trust Many People Anymore
I thought I should write a blog since I have nothing else to do. Yeah. Most of you are saying you had a kid how can you be bored. Well, I'll explain. I was car wreck with 5 other people. My best friend Shelly, My husband Justin, My brother James, was my friends Ali and Nick. We were going up to Ozzfest when Ali wrecked her van. Ali's van had a L shape backseat (which started behind the driver's seat and went to the back and went to the right to make a L shape seat) there was no cushions or seat belts. Ali was in the driver's seat, Nick was in the passager seat beside Ali. Shelly was in the backseat right behind Ali, then me, then James, then Justin. Ali was going 100 mph on the highway. Justin and James seen a car ahead of us with it's hazards and flat tire. They told her to slow down. But she didn't listen and kept going. She came up on it and tried to slow down and then she push on the gas to move in the other lane but the was a truck so she tried the other side and it was too late

Why I Love To Cook.
My cooking for myself started the beginning of my sixth grade year. My mom had gotten into a car accident one night while I was home alone. My dad was on a business trip. She had called me to say she was going to stop at a fast food restaurant to pick up dinner, and she never came home. A few hours after not hearing anything, my neighbors came to my door saying the police had called them instead of calling me directly because they didn't want me to freak out. I was going to freak out either way, but I suppose it would have been more traumatic if they had called me. I spent the night at my neighbors, who at the time was one of my best friends. I still talk to his parents here and there, and he is only a couple towns away from me right now, but I haven't seen him or his brother, or his parents for that matter, since they moved about a year or so after my mom's accident. One of the neighbors that told me took me to the hospital so that I could see for myself that she was ok

Why I Hate People
girl: hey i have something to tell u guy: ok girl: u know how i told you i had some marriage proposals pending guy: yes girl: well i expepted one ---- This chic married a towelhead and divorced him because he was abusive..and shes back in the same boat. And she use to tell me how bad it was and all and now, shes back in the same situation. Why dont these dell techs stay and find their own kind, instead of invading us chatrooms

Why Is That?
Why Is That? Why is it that people can come in your life get to know you grow to have strong feelings for you but then run away when things get deep? This is something I been vacillating for weeks. Now I think I know what it is it is the facts that they may not be able to have what they want when they want it but when the opportunity presents it self they are no longer thought of or considered. Now is this faith or just how things are? Tell me I want to know because if this is how love grows I don’t want to know. Why it is that people want you but don’t fight to keep you but do all the things in the world to push you away? All I can say there is times you wish you stayed or just walked away. This is one of those times I just feel so confused full of emotions for so many reasons and have no way of letting them out or expressing them to let people know what they are all about. Why is it I feel pain and just want to hide my tears in the rain and let them

Why Is A Disability A Problem
i'm to the point of just not giving a shit about what anyone thinks anymore. all anyone seems to do is bitch at me because i right in caps and not lower case. i have a program on my computer that allowes it to talk to me. that way i don't have to depend on looking at the screen to see what i am typing. my puter tells me what i am typing as i type it. so if this is all fuck up i don't really give a shit because every one thinks all i am doing is yelling. if that is the case why do you even read the mumms that i have posted. just so you and profve what an ass you can be because you are perfec and i am not. i am just as nurmal as you or anyone else. if you thing i am not capable of doing things like working on carws or detailing them like i used to whern i owned my own detail shop for 10years,. and was very sucseful at to. i have pics in my profike that show the work i have done with cars. so just because i am blind does not mean i am not able to be apart of your fuck up world. know one

Why I'm Not Here
Well, I wanted to just write a note and let you people know what I've been up to. Not much...LOL. But, I did go back to work on Aug. 6th (I'm a teacher....gets earlier every year). So, that means I'm not here during the day. I also am not getting online much at night as I am exhausted and not used to the routine yet. So, if you've been wondering where I am, that is it. Of course if you want to message me, that's great...but I thought I'd let you all know that my IM name at yahoo is tweetynole813 if you care to add me. I am always a message away :) And now back to your regularly scheduled programming....

Why Is It So Hard....
Why is it so hard for people to be nice anymore. This saddens me so much. Would people say the things they do if you were in front of them? Is it they feel safe behind a computer? The knife cuts just as hard that way. Had you been in front of me would you still have reacted that way. What would be the point? To prove you can be sneakier, knowing I wasn't coming back? You knew, but couldn't help it. You saw a chance to make a point whether it was right or not, you went for that throat and cut knowing I wasn't coming back. You say you stick up for your friends then claim I was one. Yet you stabbed me the same way, pulling words from times back, with bias behind them. You don't want to be held responsible for my leaving but you are. You want me to come back and relieve you of your guilt I won't do that. You and I know, don't I. The letters have been nice but weird thoughts roam my head, had you really cared why did I stand alone? They all come running after it is over, wanting and wishing

Why I Am Still Single.
Ok so i have this little problem. I was at my buddy Zacks dads house and then met this girl. Not saying who it was. Then, that day we got drunk with them, and i ended up making out with her all night till we hadda go. Then, we never stopped liking each other 4 the next like...2 months. Then i asked her out. She took 3 days to answer it ignoring everything i mentioned about it and cut herself out of depression. I dint want a cutter so i was like "fuck that". Then 2 weeks later i figured, well, maybe i'll give her a 2nd chance. So i did. I asked her out, and she said no cause everyone told her i cheat on my gf's with kylie. ewwww hell no. aint true. so then, about 2 months, 3 months later, she asks out my buddy. he says yes. He ends up not being that good of a bf 2 her and she might dump him. Meanwhile, i still like her. I asked her if i had a chance still, and she said she dint know. She then ended up cheating on him on friday with this dude named zeb (having sex with him) and i end up

Why I'm Sad
I found out this morning that the woman that basically raised me from age 9 months to 14 yrs died. I am very upset by this. This woman was not related to me but she was like a mother to me. She was very dear to me as was her husband that passed away in 1993. I will miss her very much. Love you Gladys. 11-20-20 to 8-20-07.

Why Is It?
Why is it there are those few people who bitch when you send them a link to look at a photo or a profile? Did they ever stop to think that you thought that it might be someone that they would enjoy? If you are one of those people that I am talking about you know who you are... Block emails do whatever, BUT STOP BITCHING AT ME! IDGAF if you want to recieve them or not, you dont want to look at it dont open it, dont read the email!

Why I Am Mad!!!
Rock Star --> Fuberlord 99.99% Level: Rock Star (20) [?] Today's Rank: #212 Rank: #760 Rating: 10.09 (3667) [?] IT WONT LET ME MOVE PLEASE HELP ME LET ME KNOW WHAT TO DO PLEASE HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS LOVE YOU ALL MY RANK WAS HIGH NOW IT GOING DOWN B OF THIS PLEASE HELP ME

Why I'm Sad.
Today....my wife, the love of my life, left me. Although it was on good terms(as good as it can be I guess) it still hurts alot. I guess we just grew apart over the years and I know I wasn't the easiest person to live with sometimes. (Two souls that were joined as one are now torn apart...And a great love is undone.)

Why I Have Not Been In Fubar
MY HUSBANDS GRANDMOTHER HAS BEEN IN & OUT OF THE HOSPITALS THIS PASS TIME SHE PASSED AWAY 4 TIMES... SHE IS STILL ALIVE THANK GOD! BUT THEY DID A BLOOD TRANSFUSION AND DID LASER WORK ON HER NOSE & THROAT AREA... SO SHE IS STABLE FOR NOW AND I HOPE FOR A LONG TIME.... IT HAS BEEN A LONG & STRESSFUL 3 MONTHS... A FEW OF YOU WHO HAVE MYPACE WHO ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST KNOW WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON & I THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH GREAT FRIENDS & FAMILY TO US! THANKS, MARSHA

Why I Love You
I've never seen you Or touched your skin I've never felt your lips Or held you tight But I know I love you Not because of the way you look Or because of that sexy voice Not because of the things you say But because of whom you are When we meet I will kiss you And hold you all night I love everything about you Because it's you

Why Im Not On
if im not on as much is cause i have pressure sores that decided to break AGAIN..last time the broke i was bed ridden from jan -april..so im not able to sit up right now.i can type laying down but i become sore ..blah blah blah..so if you dont see me right now you know why..if you dont know what a pressure so is look it up..

Why I Want To Leave My Husband To Be With My Master
The first reason I want to leave my husband is that I don't love him anymore this has been coming for a long time because he really doesn't know that I'm around unless he wants a little piece of ass. Then he only takes care of himself rolls over and goes to sleep, not a careing weither he has taken care of me.I do everything for him and I'm tired of not getting affection i need some attention. I think my Master could do this for me. I would enjoy being his slave.I want to serve him, pleasure him and let him control me. This alone would give me pleasure because I know he would appreciate this.I want my Master to control me I enjoy that very much. And one day it will be so.

Why Im Not Online Anymore
Now im in college, and i pretty much just want to die. I hate it here so much, i want to go home. My boss is a biatch, its just so horrible. Im taking a break from here, ill be on once in a great while. Im so sorry you guys i really am. I hope to keep in touch with yall. Please PLEASE email me everyone at cocopoofy121@yahoo.com please. I need to talk to some people but i cant really on here but just please get a hold of me

Why I Love Being A Firefighter
In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her six-year-old son a r

Why Is It...
Why is it that guys have to ask "so did you cum?" after sex? Ok...here is my thought... if you have to ask do you honestly think it happened? Not saying that this has happened to me recently... I just was bored and thinking about this last night so I thought I would ask...

Why Is It So??
Well i have moved and have settled in my sisters house.. I have been here for i think 6 weeks now and after being here for 3 weeks my mum went to the doctor for a problam she had. 2 days later she is told she has cancer. For the last 2 weeks i have been taking my mum to tests and more tests. If i had not moved would she have got cancer or would she be fine now? I am sad and unhappy because of this. On Friday the 7th Sept she will have surgery for this. I have moved, i have my mum sick and the job that i was ment to get when i got here has not happened. So should i be happy or not?? Well i am a bit but still worried about my mum and also running out of money. Well thats life. I will live with it and still be as happy as i can. Take care everone and be happy.

Why Im Sad
most of the people on my friends list probably know why im sad at the moment and i want to say a big thank you to everyone who has sent me their wishes and too say thank you back i send CommentTrainCommentTrain love from me and enjoy your day and enjoy the weekend more xx the problem is i got broke into and it has scared me lots cause the people who done it just live a few doors away from me and police have done basically nothing

Why I Am No Longer A Pharmacy Technician.
I was a retail pharmacy technician for two years, certified by the state of NJ for two years, as well. The whole time I'd have to listen to retoric about how "we're all one big happy family" and "smile for the customers!". I'm busting my ass for about a dollar above minimum wage, doing a job that if I don't do correctly has the potential to kill someone, all for some white corporate male in an office I've never even seen can get his bonus???? That's why I quit. Even though I was one of the best techs they've ever seen, when it came to dealing with the customers. EVERYONE liked me. You know how hard that is to do when you work in a pharmacy?? All you do all day is deal with bitchy sick people!! And don't even get me started on health insurance companies. I am SO glad I decided never to become a pharmacist, because the whole entire pharmaceutical industry, as well as US health insurance companies, make me want to retch.

Why I Need Someone With A Penis...
dawndee: i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed a boy@ -Lo: how cooooooooooooooome dawndee: i neeeeed help!!! dawndee: there is a dead mouse in the pool filter! dawndee: he has no hair! dawndee: i can't gert him hout!! dawndee: heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee dawndee: i tried! dawndee: i did dawndee: i really did dawndee: but he is so gross -Lo: eeeeeeeeeeeeeew -Lo: ew -Lo: ew -Lo: ew dawndee: and hairless -Lo: ew dawndee: and -Lo: ew -Lo: ew -Lo: e -Lo: we -Lo: weww -Lo: eeeeeeeew -Lo: ew -Lo: ew dawndee: he moves when i try to scoop him -Lo: ewwwwwwww -Lo: wwwwwwwwwww -Lo: ewwwwww -Lo: hes aliveeeeeeee? dawndee: i neeeeeeeeeeeeeed heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp -Lo: he aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiveeeeeeeeeeeee? dawndee: no! dawndee: he is deadddddddddd -Lo: ewwwwwwwwwwww -Lo: wwwwwwwww -Lo: w -Lo: ww -Lo: wwwwww dawndee: and all of his hair is oooooooooooooffffffffffffffffffffffffffff -Lo: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew -Lo: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Why I Think Most Men Are Pansy Asses..
If it's one thing that I hate, it's being tougher than the dude beside me. I think it's because the way I was raised, and who I was raised by. My dad and I would be repairing a barbed wire section of a fence and all of a sudden, a barb would catch on his arm, rip about 1/4" into his arm and the white meat would show for just a moment before the blood came. I would freak out and he would say "Just a flesh wound. It'll stop when it's ready", and we'd continue fencing. One day, my Dad, sister and I went to Burger King in Oakdale,CA. right after getting a load of hay. This arrogant asshole called the lady behind the register all kinds of "bitches" n' shyt and my dad promptly put down his burger, stood up and walked to the register. He said in his John Wayne-ish voice "That woman there is a lady. You will regard her as such"....as he tried to lock gazes with the stranger. This stupid guy said something to the effect of "Mind your own business" to which my dad replied "I'm here, an

Why Im Here,really!!!!!!!
i got accused of being a freak this morning,to fucking bad i guess.ive been shhooting down cam girls since got on the internet,not saying if thats what your into,its your business!but i really dont think people talk enough any more,and hell if your offended by my comments,get real its the internet,would you rather me send you all the lovvy dovvy shit other people send,as far as im concerned those are the ones you should be freaked about!!!!!! well enough ive always believed to each there own,you cant handle my shit no skin off my teeth!!!!!

Why It's Great To Be A Women
We got off the Titanic first. We can scare male bosses with mysterious gynecological disorder excuses. We get to flirt with systems support men who always return our calls, and are nice to us when we blow up our computers. We absently hum tunes from musicals without anyone being suspect of our sexuality. Our boyfriend's clothes make us look elfin and gorgeous - guys look like complete idiots in ours. We can be groupies. Male groupies are stalkers. We can cry and get off speeding fines. We live longer, so we can be cantankerous old biddies wearing inappropriate clothes and shouting at strangers ... Men die earlier so we get to cash in on the life insurance. Taxis stop for us. We've never fancied a cartoon character or the central figure in a computer game. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing.

Why I *can't* Stop Thinking Ever >.>
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere.

Why Is It Every Year Around This Time He Shows Up?
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070911/ap_on_re_mi_ea/bin_laden_video Al-Qaida says 2nd bin Laden video coming By LEE KEATH, Associated Press Writer 26 minutes ago Osama bin Laden will appear for the second time in a week in a new video to mark the anniversary of the Sept. 11 attacks, presenting the last will and testament of one of the suicide hijackers, al-Qaida announced Monday. Each year, al-Qaida has released videos of last statements by hijackers on the anniversary of the 2001 attacks, using the occasion to rally its sympathizers. But this year's releases underline how bin Laden is re-emerging to tout his leadership — whether symbolic or effective — of the jihad movement. While past anniversary videos featured old footage of bin Laden, the latest appears likely to include a newly made speech. Bin Laden had not appeared for nearly three years until a new video was released over the weekend. In that video, he addressed the American people, telling them the war in

Why I Don't Date Anylonger
She breezed into my life One mid winter night With a few drunken laughs On a dodgy chat site And for lingering hours Time’s fabric was torn On that night in July When we spoke until dawn “Isabella” she said Was her name, to be fair I did not really know I did not really care But in the wee small hours At the start of the morn She let slip with “T.....” Lies exposed by the dawn For a time there was nothing No sound from her space Even though all my contacts I had pushed in her face And for me things settled Into another dull round Of chats, meets and dates Of loves lost and found Now quite by surprise On that same dodgy line We met once again Got along there just fine Took the convo off-line SMS was on fire Then the phone bills all rose And the talking went higher Found her sexy voice sweet And her dirty mind fun Made me spurt every time Dirty talk with a gun So she wanted to meet Something I was against Felt it’d spoil what we had

Why I Write.
I've walked through the shadows of hell... Fearing all things... I've danced through the clouds with angels... But only in dreams... I've hated myself for the choices i've made... But i've learned... I've loved those who chose to do me harm... For what it's worth... In the end I hope to see my life... As more than just a passing phase... I suppose I will eventually find peace with myself... Hopefully someday... Instead now I tend to live out my time drawing shallow breaths... Interested in only witnessing my daughter's life before my death... Indeed she gave life to a being who had always struggled with morality... Incomplete even though I knew for a fact that love was all around me... Incompetent when it came to making the right decisions, but please... Imagine me as a saint even though I know i've done many wrong... I never want anyone to believe those things I wrote in my songs... It was all for the escape and the release that it brings... Inspiration comes from

Why Is It So Hard???
Why is it so hard for people to just be open about how they feel. Why give mixed messages, why play games. They don't want to get themselfs hurt but what they dont realize is that their hurting the other person. All i want is for the person im with to be there for me and show me that they "Love/Like" me, is that too much to ask. You know everyone makes a big deal about all the big things in a relationship, well what about the little things? To me they matter just as much if not more than everything else. Is this too much to ask???

Why I Love Oregon
got this from a friend off myspace. I had to share it with you all. I love Oregon. OREGON PEOPLE (also referred to as Oregonians) We are in Oregon, the best state in the US, which means we have skiing in the east, farm country in the valley, wine country in the south, skiing (again) right smack in the middle, the ocean out to the west, and not too many suburbs since we have urban growth boundaries, take your pick. The Rose Festival includes the largest all floral parades in the country. Portland has more strip clubs per capita than any other city in the country. We can drink any city/state under the table. We have more microbreweries per capita than Germany! (i.e. we have a better night life than you!) We don't have to pump our own gas. We don't have sales tax, either. We have more ghost towns than any other state - yeah, we're pretty spooky. Average Precipitation - 37" (less than Atlanta, Baltimore, Houston or Seattle - and without that nasty humidi

Why I'm Deleting My Old Account...
Well it's no big deal. but this is what happend. I had an account way back when... before you and I ever met when this was Lost Cherry. Anyways I left the site but kept the profile and then came back later on...Everything was going good then had a bunch of drama with a few people so I had enough and closed the account. Well a few weeks later I was talked into creating a new account. And part of creating that account was to piss someone off, so we gave myself the username of Meishas Bitch. Well after a few months I didn't want to be called Meishas Bitch anymore... So I changed it to OneSexyPhucker.... Well my fubar id url and email is still MeishasBitch and I can't change it. I tried but the system will not allow me too. And often enough I get asked what this meishasbitch thing is all about. Then I have to go into the same old song and dance. I know it's lame. But that's why. I've actually talked about doing this for a while now with some of you, but have just been putting

Why Is It?
Why is it that the people that tell you that they are always there for you are the ones that are never available when you need them? I have some pretty good friends, and they always tell me "I'm here if you need to talk" but then when I'm ready to open up and actually vent a little, they are too busy doing other things...they don't have time to listen right now.... I guess I'll never understand this....maybe its just me....Hell, i don't know..... Anyways, the opertunity is gone....I have pulled it all back inside where it will stay until I decide to let it out again..... Ok, I'm done ranting now...have a good night....

Why Is English Hard To Learn
Reasons Why the English Language is Hard to Learn * The bandage was wound around the wound. * The farm was used to produce produce. * The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. * He could lead if he would get the lead out. * The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. * Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present. * A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. * When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. * I did not object to the object. * There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row. * They were too close to the door to close it. * The buck does funny things when the does are present. * A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. * To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow. *

Why? It's Not What I Am.
Why is it when people see a Marine they call him soldier? I have been in both branches of the service; Marines first then Army. I wised up and came back to the Corps. A soldier doesn't earn a title as a Marine does. When you look at a soldier and ask him/her what branch are you in? They say: " I'm in the Army." But ask that of a Marine and you'll always get the response: "I'm a Marine"; NOT: " I'm in the Marine Corps." People may argue and fight that we all do the same job and it shouldn't matter what we are called. This point is very well true. But it's the discipline, the professionalism carried out by both that make the difference. I have been on Army bases that they do certain things, act a certain, that as a Marine we'd get wall to wall counseling for. Look at the uniforms, there is such a huge difference. Even more so in the dress uniforms. Marines rank for all enlisted but Private have crossrifles. We don't have the Specialist which I never understood anyways. Treated as a Corpo

Why Is It???
Why is it that funerals bring out the worst in people? Is it grief or is it guilt? Today was Eleanor's Memorial Service, pre-arranged as her wishes were similar to that of her husbands with a few personal requests. No problem, I knew it was coming. October 2004 I cleared out the spare bedroom and arranged it so he and I could take care of mom in our home, which meant getting rid of double and even triple household items and goods to make it roomy, comfortable and safe. Thank goodness for a 2 car garage that wound up being storage and donations to the needy in the community after hurricanes and other disasters. Having only known her 5 years, I had the pleasure of listening to the stories of her glory days from her son Daniel who would have been my husband had we wed before he passed away in April 2006. So in all actuality - I was a "daughter" without the marriage license or birth certificate. I had to stop working a full time job as it was necessary for me to take care of fa

Why I Hate Crack-heads!!!
ok so as some of my friends here know,since my ex ran off and left me with a 700 dollar a month apartment and a massive load of bills,i have lately had to stay in a men's hostle the past bit,well last night one of the bloody crack-heads who also stays there,stole my bass from right the hell beside me!!!my glasses where in there,my mp3 player and my pride and joy,banfa,my bass.she and i have travelled the world 3 times round together.she has been with me through the last 4 women in my life and she has been the only thing keeping me sane and also fed numerouse times.want to kill and want to cry.it is like a part of me is missing.

Why Is It...
that I can't seem to get my "guy radar" in tune? I meet someone, talk to them, get to know them, and then they turn out to be a dick? Well, I've learned my lesson. Should have learned it from my last husband, but I've always tried to hold out hope that there are some truly decent guys out there that aren't JUST tryin to get in my pants. I think I'm just kidding myself. Have decided to take a break from the dating scene and regroup. Can't be any worse than sitting here wondering why I'm not good enough to get to truly know and then see what goes from there. I'm just so tired of the games. Way tired.

Why I Love The Way I Do
how has this love come to be how have you come to mean this to me maybe somethings ill never know either way this is what i have to show i will give you everything that i am and risk being crushed once again with all the talk and all the maybes but all that is what keeps me at peace of course i want to have more and show you exactly whats in store you know ill wait for you a life time just as long as i can call you mine all i ever wanted to have for myself was love wich is my best kind of wealth all the love left inside of me all of the life i have left to breath is for you to do with as you please so long as you dont cut me down to my knees you can be my one and only and i wont leave you lonely i swear i will always love you and i swear everything i say will be true i wont stay out late when you need me at home i wont let you work your hands to the bone my love for you is so very strong ill support you even when your wrong with me yo

Why I Love
A surge of love, When you kiss me, Leaves me breathless, Can't you see, Your smile in the morning, Your smile in the night, An empty place inside me, You filling it with sight, I want to please you everyday, I will love you sweet and true, I'll never be a section eight, Because I know you love me too, No darkness in this world will keep me, Because you save me all the time, Your the one that moves us along, And it makes me want to rhyme, I will never love, Like I have loved you, I love it when I sleep with you, Even though the nights are few.

Why Is It Like That?
Why is it someone acts a certain way around u and its all b/c they want something? Isnt someone beautiful on the inside? If u dont think they r beautiful on the outside dont tell them they r just b/c u want something. Thats just wrong! I know people lie to get what they want, especially sexually, its a shame..And sometimes the ugliest person is really beautiful to the person who said u were beautiful but they were lying to get something from u. Cuz trust me SHE AINT BEAUTIFUL! I dont understand why people cant just be real and why they gotta lie. It really hurts someones feelings. And when u know u could never be that lucky to be with the person who tells u this crap, it sux also...ah I dont understand and guess I never will...

Why Is It So Hard?
This is going to be hard to write without sounded jaded but its late and i couldn't care less. Why is it the right person is so hard to find? Me for example im only looking for an honest,funny,caring good guy. IT's not like im asking for allot lol And men i know go thru the same shit. There's those cheaters and liers and manipulators and im tired of it. Im on the verge of just becoming a nun lol I mean cmon yes everyone loves sex, but there comes a point where you want someone in your life thats not just there for a bootycall. It's infuriating, like what the hell have we been brought down to? All my asshole ex's aside i still think theres hope for a good man but fuck it's like what the hell do people have to do to get past this game when your dating.. Why can't people just be themselves and get on with it that way from the start, i know i do. But no your with a guy you talk to him all is good and like 3 months into your getting to know each other all the monsters pop out the clo

Why I'm Not Around Much
I've got my yard sale this weekend and have been really trying to finish getting everything ready been washing almost 20 normal size boxes of tupperware plus i still have a HUGE box as well to wash. Monday things will return to normal. Have to get spare bedroom ready for JustShizzle and his lady because they are moving in with us. So please bear with me if i miss comments yesterday i had 25+ so I'm sure I missed a few. Love you all.

Why I Am Lost In This World
I have never really been close to my father. When I was a small child I remember thinking that my father hung the moon and wanting so much to be near to him. As an adolescent I began to experience the let downs and disappointments that my father so freely willed upon those around him. My fathers’ life largely consisted of a nineteen year old mentality and circled around where the next party was. He was a military man, and found the lust of needle drugs while serving in Germany and hence contracted Hepetitis from using a dirty needle. He married once before my mother; a short-lived marriage that produced a single daughter. When that relationship hit its’ rocky bottom, he returned to Ohio and subsequently met my mother. When my mother told him that she was pregnant with me, my father asked her to have an abortion. He already didn’t want me. My mother refused the abortion and plans were set in motion for them to be married. They remained married until I was about 3 yrs

Why Im Sick
THIS MIGHT SOUND YUCKY BUT I HOPE IT STOPS PEOPLE HAVING TO GO TROUGH WHAT IM GOING THROUGH. I HAD A SPOT ON THE SIDE OF MY NECK WHICH I THOUGH ID GOT RID OF BUT NOT SO LUCKY AS I DISCOVERED, IT DECIDED TO COME BACK THE REASON IT REAPPEARED WAS I HAD A REACTION TO THE SUN AND HAD TO GET CREAM WHICH INFLAMMED THE SPOT AND IT STARTED TO LOOK LIKE A LUMP AND IT WAS ALSO ITCHY. THIS WENT ON FOR A WHILE AND EVENTUALLY THE DOCTOR SAID HE WOULD REMOVER IT FOR ME.OK I THOUGHT SO YESTERDAY I HAD MINOR SURGERY TO GET THE LUMP REMOVED NOW IM SITTING WITH A RATHER SORE NECK WHICH IS AFFECTING MY SPINE AND IT HURTS LIKE MAD. SO WHAT STARTED AS A SPOT ENDED YESTERDAY AS A LUMP IN A SAMPLE JAR OFF TOTHE LAB FOR TESTS AND I JUST WANT PEOPLE TO CHECK FOR LUMPS AND IF YOU ARE UNSURE ASK THAT IS WHAT THE DOCTOR IS THERE FOR.I HOPE YOU DONT HAVE TO GO THROUGH WHAT IM CURRENTLY GOING THROUGH. TAKE CARE AND LOOK AND BEAWARE also i now have pics in my nsfw me folder if you want to look

Why I'm Single Part 2
Its amazing how I'm having these revelations lately. I wonder why men are so scared of a real woman? Why they would rather deal with these women who have issues and are out to drain men of their money and life by not working and not returning love and being jealous amongst other things when a real woman is right there in their lives as a "friend". I'm tired of hearing I'm such a nice girl with a big heart but yet I'm still dealin with men who act like children. Why am I the first person they come to when they having relationship or women issues? Lmao...do I look like a dam relationship therapist when I'm divorced and can't seem to make a man happy myself? The single life sucks but I guess that's what I get for being picky with what I want. So keep dealing with ur many relationships with troubled women and know that I am straight where I am for now.

Why Is It?
Why do you do the things you do? How you treat yourself, and me too. I see you for who you are, so why can't you? You say you don't deserve me, But who are you to say that? You can't see what I see, You are not me. So think long and hard, And remember, I know you and see you for you, and you alone, So come to me, and let me show you, you Through me.

Why Is It That Only Whites Can Be Racists?
Sad but true and I agree. I have many friends that know my heart on this subject. They know how I feel about them ....... if you really think it is all good for the white man think again and read carefully. Not only is this true, but we are the ones that are blamed when all does not go according to the big picture. I am sorry people but we didn't paint that damn picture so try doing a little painting of your own and try to control your racist comments for those that truly deserve them. Just because I am a proud white girl ....... does not mean I am a racist I am just Proud To Be White!!! And I would be proud to be purple if that was the case as well!!!! Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey,"

Why I Do What I Do...............
I can still remember when those twin towers fell...... I had just woken up to go to work and was doing my usual morning routine....... get out of bed... turn on the tv as i go by start the coffee go into the bathroom brush the teeth and and a shave or maybe not then a hot shower and get dressed sit on the couch coffee in hand watch cnn for 30 min and then off to work............... that day I was late.... I couldn't believe what I saw..... the reporters at first was saying accidents but in my heart I knew attacks but I prayed it was accidents............... after it was decided it was an attack I pleaded with my ex to back me up if i wanted to rejoin....... she wouldn't so in late 05 I did it at 35 and in the army of all things!!!!! I still have some resentment from Desert storm/ Desert shield because we wasn't allowed to finish the job... and now we control the whole country but if we would have finished the job before things would have been like after WW2 in Germany.... I guess all

Why I Write
somebody asked me: what influence do significant others have on your writing? first: i try to think -- what is a significant other? it seems to me that there are two kinds of those. there are the kind that the world sees, and then there are the kind that are significant in the sense that neruda talked about love "i love you as i love certain dark things...of which one does not speak..." ok, well i love that line. now. for example: for many years, my dogs have been important to my writings because i read to them for something that i can only describe as a certain quality of musical-ness. i don't want to bore people with that. so that is an influence but if i said it out loud, well, it is hysterically funny to most. the writing i do, well, it has its origins in many things that really have not much to do in the present. and i suppose that is true of many people. i have a certain line length that i like a certain rhythm. it is like my line length and rhythm is

Why It Sucks To Be " Gg " Sometimes !
Reasons I'm here doing this & NOT gettin some ! #1) I was breast fed by my father, Mom only liked me as a friend. #2) If it wasn't for "pick-pockets " , I wouldnt have any sex life at all ! #3 ) I allways get " boooed " by peeping Toms' . #4) Even hookers tell me " Not on the 1st date " ! #5) I went to a discount massage parlour & it was " self-serve " ,.. #6) My dog even hates me, his favorite bone is in my arm ! #7) I knew my ex was cheating on me when my parrot started saying, " Go out the window, he's home " !! #8) Even when I was a kid , I was so FUGLY, I had to " trick or Treat" over the phone ! #9) I worked in a pet shop when I was a kid, people kept asking , How big I'd get " #10 ) I had really bad acne as a kid, 1 time I fell asleep in a Library & a blind man was reading my face ! #11) Now I only smoke after sex,...which explains why I've had the same pack since 1983,.... #12) Found a hooker 1 night, I dropped my pants & she dropped her pric

Why I Write Blogs
Oh boy what a morning and it is still 11:00 am! I got my computer to work, after unplugging everything and then taking the big dust ball off the back of the computer fan! My poor computer couldn't breath! So now it is working but I need to to a complete backup of everything before this happens again and it won't start back up! My work and life are on this computer! I still need to open up the back and clean the dust out but will do that later after I back it up. I need to walk on my treadmill. I haven't in days because of my neck and the doctor told me not to for a few days but really need to get back into the habit. It is hard to create the habit of exercise but so easy to get out of the habit! I kind of feel like I have been through a lot lately. I am a strong, independent, stubborn, loving woman that has the will and tenacity to get through anything. I have been wearing my feelings on my sleeve lately and that isn't good. I guess it means I care too much about peop

Why Is It So Hard
You know I have spent most of my life looking for what most people call a soulmate. I use to laugh at them and think how foolish they were to believe in such. Hell I didnt really believe in love at all. Then this year she walked into my life and turned it upside down. I wont ever be the same again. I have found what everyone looks for, MY SOULMATE. I am in heaven everytime she holds me, touches me, and kisses me! Then along came everyone else, trying to break us up, split us apart. If they truly loved her then it seems they would want her to be happy. Instead they do everything they can to make us fuss and fight. After almost one year of us being together they are still trying. Even here on this sight there are those who call them self friends and yet do things that hurt her and me. We left this sight once before because of these people. Thought maybe it would be different now. Nothing has changed but the date. I asked her to marry me two months ago and she said yes. Sh

Why It's Bad To Be A Lil' Ocd... For Your Opponent
I have to share an amusing story. Last night, my guys were picking on me about the fact I am a bit OCD when it comes to arranging the stupidest things. They took my pop can and turned the tab sideways, so I corrected it. Well, hot damn, that must mean we mess with it again. I then go after the can to fix it, and it now becomes a game of keep-away from Koi. I curse Woj, the one who takes the can, but then my attention turns to Squeak (all of you, go yell at him on here! He's in my Family list!) who decides to grab a deck of playing cards. Squeak is quite proud of himself upon his return, as he opens the cards and mixes them up, some backs up while others face down. I twitch, visibly, as I attack and start arranging them by suit and number. ...When Woj reaches in and ganks a needed card. I turn, glare, and tell him to give it back. He grins, shakes his head no, then gets pounced on. Squeak and his roomie, Price, quickly move the glass table. Woj is holding me off for the m

Why I Cry
I cry that my world has been torn apart This pain is a stake deep in my heart. Solitude is my only friend As I lay upon my tear soaked bed. Who could help me? Who could I tell? Will I survive this private Hell? All through the night I toss and turn I can't sleep My love I yearn! I wait for My Moon, my Sun & my Star! Wondering what they're doing or how they are. I cry until the night turns into day Still void of my love for another day. I'll wait for the sun to shine on me Until then . . . my life is so empty. This is the hardest time I've ever known I Wait . . . & I Cry For my love to come home!

Why I Love Mom ! ! !‏
Mom and Dad were watching TV when Mom said, "I'm tired, and >it's getting > >late. I think I'll go to bed" > >She went to the kitchen to make sandwiches for the next day's >lunches. > >Rinsed out the popcorn bowls, took meat out of the freezer for >supper the > >following evening, checked the cereal box levels, filled the >sugar > >container, put spoons and bowls on the table and started the >coffee pot for > >brewing the next morning. > >She then put some wet clothes in the dryer, put a load of >clothes into the > >washer, ironed a shirt and secured a loose button > >She picked up the game pieces left on the table, put the phone >back on the > >charger and put the telephone book into the drawer. > >She watered the plants, emptied a wastebasket and hung up a >towel to dry. > >She yawned and stretched and headed for the bedroom. She >stopped by the > >desk > >and wrote a note to the teacher, counted out some cash for the >field trip, > >and pulled a text book ou

Why I Brew My Herbals For 6 Weeks
Most of my honeys, vinegars, oils, and tinctures are brewed for at least six weeks. I was taught to do it this way by Susun Weed, my first herbal teacher, but it took a while before I understood why. Other herbalists frequently suggest only a couple weeks brewing time. And I have even read many that recommend making infused oil by heating it with the herb for only a few hours before straining it and bottling it for use. So why then, when there are other less time intensive ways that many use successfully, do I continue to use the six week method? Well, it’s about aligning the subtle energy of the earth’s and the moon’s cycles with my medicines, which I have come to believe makes them more potent. The moon has a powerful effect on the cycles of Earth and her population. An obvious example is the moon’s influence on the ocean tides. It moves billions of gallons of water on the Earth’s surface by simply moving past — that seems pretty powerful to me! There is also evidence tha

Why Is Life So Difficult
life sux specially when you think you fouind sum one who you know you will like and you can make happy but they wont even let you get close os just siplly push you always why cant you have sum one who will enjoy being with you next to you and when you do meet that person they are so far away why is life to complicated i wish i could really ahve some to make happy every day next to me you know who you are and you know what to do dont ask who just say it and be next to me.

Why Im A Bitch
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a ! bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embr

Why I'm Here
I haven't been on here that long but i have made some really awesome friends.There are a couple that I am worried about and you know who you are I just really miss talking to you.Wondering how your doing?Please drop me a line to let me know how your doing.And I want to meet up with 1 very special friend but they aren't talking to me right now.I made them mad i guess.I just felt like rumbling.luv and kisses stormy

Why I'm Not In A Good Mood...
I'm pissed is what i am i'm sad, scared, pissed, this year 2 of my relatives died in a car accident. the second one happened yesterday morning. a fucking 22 year old was not only drag racing, was drunk or high, and had a baby in the front seat, the baby has only minor injuries.... but that... ugh, that fucktard ran a red light into my dad's cousin. killed her, got my cousins husband in the hostile. in the I.C.U. if anyone out there prayers... please just leave a prayer... anything. I'm typing this partly to help me out... let me express myself. all this happening, all i can think of is a song that has nothing to do with anything...

Why I Love Nin
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stain of time The feeling disappears You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Why I Am Home Today...
Wouldn't most people be happy to have a day off? Well, I can't afford it right now. I got up this morning, took my shower, got dressed an ready, fixed my son breakfast, drank some coffee, fucked around on fubar for a bit.. Then was getting ready to leave and realized that my daughter had borrowed my car and would still have my keys. This happens alot, she is even on my insurance. I go upstairs to get the keys outta her purse, and no daughter, no keys. I come downstairs, look around, no daughter. My car is outside in the front. I try her cell and she is outta minutes. I try her dumbass boyfriend's cell and no answer. Pretty soon I have to call work. I ask if they can send someone to pick me up. (I used to be asked to pick up people ALL the time.. and I did) Sorry, new wal-mart policy, so until my daughter calls me back I am home.. I am prolly just gonna take the fuckin day off and relax. I was way too upset about this.. punched a door.. my knuckles are red.. duh.. acting l

Why Is A Pack Of Wolves In New York City?
Movies nowadays are ridiculous. They make action happen all the time. If something can go wrong, it does. In The Day After Tomorrow, a group of teenagers can't even walk around in New York City without being attacked by wolves. Wolves in New York City? The director must have been stoned off his mind. Let's pretend for a moment that a pack of wolves just happened to be freely roaming around in New York city. Now how did these creatures survive the flash flood that covered Manhattan in fifty feet of water? It makes no sense. The whole scene was added to put people on the edge of their seats. I was on the edge of my seat shitting on the theatre floor for screening such a shitty film. The special effects were okay, but that was cancelled out by the snobbish girl who was casted as that "snooty bitch" role. After watching her giant mouth piss and moan for an hour and a half, I won't be able to get it up until the day after tomorrow. The big dramatic component was a dad trying to get to

Why Is It??
Current mood: angry,hurt,sad... Listening to:Already Over Pt2 by Red Why is it people do the things they do?Lead you along,make u feel so good about yourself and everything and then when u arent paying attention they turn around and say something stupid?Especially when they know u'll find out about it? Im so sick of trying to get close to someone,actually succeeding and they turn around and do something stupid...I started liking this guy a lot,and he finally told me he wanted to date me..Well when i wasnt around he goes and tells someone else he wants to go see another girl and try to date her right after he just told me he wanted me!Wtf man....If u really didnt want me or want me in any way,u shouldve said something to me..Not lead me on...Definitely not go and say something like that...I dont know if i really want an explanation or just leave it alone..I hate the fact i was crying because of that,and i hate the fact i feel like i was fucked with..im so angry and hurt right now.

Why I Hate The Docs
So.. I have been having female problems for a while. Nothing new here. But this time my doctor is flipping out and testing me for god knows what all the names of the tests are. I am missing almost every friday and monday of school to go in for more testing and visits so one teacher said i have no respect for his class and said i will fail his class no matter what. Well, so far, I have come back negative for any stds which I knew would happen but its nice to have paper to prove it you know. Then they thought I was pregnant, Yeah right I say. Sure enough, the test is negative as well. So she thinks of the next best thing, an ultra sound. They discover they can not see my ovaries and not sure why I am having such severe pains and lack of my period for a few months. They send me to another doctor who thinks that I got some bacterial infection from staying in Mexico all summer, well most of it. Not to mention I did end up staying in the hospital while in Mexico as well. So here is why today

Why Is That?
I dont understand, why am I the one whos fun to be around but not to date, the one whos great to talk to but not be with, why am I ur entertainment or ur ear to listen or ur money giver or there when u need help, yet u think of me as just another person? Someone who if died u would be like "who?". Isnt it messed up the way things went? How something so small could end something so great? How one lie can ruin everything that could have been good. If in order to be with u and be all the things I am, do I also have to be beautiful? Are u that ashamed of me? Do I cause u that much embarrasment? I wear my heart on my sleeve and I give my all in everything, friends, family, relationships. I refuse to be ur trophy. I am who I am and Im sorry if thats not good enough. U didnt take the chance to get to know me. U made accusations and assumptions and u threw them in my face...And after u danced on my heart u left me to pick the pieces up..Theres not enough glue in the world to fix it..I hope ur

Why Is It?
Why is it when you grow up you cant stand a sibling, but as soon as they are gone, you miss them like hell. I am sitting around almost in tears, but no one notices that I am hurting inside. I wish you were back, but you are an man that needs to live his life. I miss you my brother.

Why I Am The Way I Am
life as everyone would put it is not all it is crack out to be.(don't take this the wrong way i am not talking about killing my self or anything like that) everyone has told me that at least once in your life you will find someone how will love you for who you are i found it once and i thought i might have found it again, this girl that i am talking about is what you would call someone you could help to the point of love, not always true but i will tell you this the next time around i get with this flicka its going to be the last time i am with anyone, so until then i will work and party to the point where everyone knows my name right i know it will happen this is the end of me carring about people and there problems, now it is my turn and i am taking most of my people i care about with me fuck this world it has nothing to offer anymore

Why I Do What I Do
People come bitching about me being full of hate and of what I say well here are the reasons why I do this. 1 It is ME. 2 I am a equal opportunity hater 3 What you do to me I have the right to do back 4 Most of you are stupid slutty and pathetic 5 I will do what the fuck I wanna do 6 I love making enemies 7 I do not support the troops of any country because it is their own stupid fault for going to a fake war anyways 8 Fuck the USA 9 Freedom of religion means my religion as well fucker 10 I do not support racism because I hate you all 11 Black white or blue doesn't matter your all fucking niggers too 12 OMG HE SAID THE N WORD!!!! no shit I did I can say a f word a g word and many other letters of the alphabet retard. 13 I hate you 14 what you did to me is what comes back 15 OMG TERRORIST!!!! Where? 16 I am not an american idiot the american isnt even a real fucking race 17 You all forgot who you are 18 sex sex sex what about love, morals, and LIFE? 19 DUHHH IT DA

Why I Left Vegas
Why did I leave Las Vegas? 3 reasons... 1. Lonely-Yes I did have a few friends there, but with my work schedule, lost touch with some of them and ended up doing things alone quite a bit. And my family had pretty much moved east from me except for my little brother. 2. Bad job-I worked security on the LV Strip for 2 1/2 years, you can see a couple old pics here from then. I was passed up several times for promotion despite working my ass off and never got a raise. After getting punched a few times trying to protect my partners during New Year's Eve and being left for dead by half the other staff, I figured it was time to move on. 3. Robbed-Between my mother stealing money from me on New Year's Day '02 to buy crystal meth instead of paying the rent, a former friend stealing from me and a roommate, and then being robbed at gunpoint one morning after having breakfast and playing at a casino, that was scary as shit!

Why I Love Cosmo
1. Randy Rub-a-Dub-Dub Before you make love, take a bath together. Prepare the bathroom beautifully beforehand with fluffy towels and candles. Then put two drops of patchouli oil, three drops of sandalwood oil, and three drops of lavender oil into your bathwater. Patchouli and sandalwood are two scents that aromatherapists believe awaken sensuality, while the lavender is thought to induce relaxation. The combination of scents and warm-water sensations will completely prime your bodies -- and minds -- for a truly sensual and erotic experience. --Nitya Lacroix, author of The Art of Tantric Sex (DK Publishing, 1997) 2. Pocketful of Pleasure When he's least expecting it, tell your man you need some change. Then stick your hand in his pocket and start rubbing his penis through the fabric, pretending that you're really digging around for that coinage you need. When he's good and hard, whisper something Mae West-ish in his ear like, "Is that a roll of quarters in your pocket or are you

Why I Feel I Am A Failure
Reason I feel I am a failure now, and that I have no purpose here. I have issues going on in my brain that I am trying to deal with, as much as it hurts me to do it, I have to admit I am wounded. Before the war in Iraq, I was different. Now, I hate like hell to admit it, but part of me is broken. I would give almost anything to go back to the way I was before. It may sound corny, but before Iraq, I felt a certain pride in the fact that I had the knowledge and skill to kill but the training and discipline not to act on impulse. Now, I feel differently, I pray that I will not lose it and harm myself or others especially those I love, which is why I tend to have problems in my relationships, because I am having issues I am dealing with from the war, I am haunted by smells, sights, sounds etc. that pull me back to the places I have been, and anyone I am with cant seem to or even want to deal with me in those situations. Let me try to explain it, Seeing my shadow on the ground

Why I Hate Rochester Area School District
To Whom It May Concern: It has come to my attention that my daughter Cherish Wwho is a 6th grade student in the Rochester School District has been given lunch detention because of an incident with another student. Well I'm informing you as of this moment my daughter will not be serving this detention because of the fact that she is terrorized on a daily basis before school , during school and after school by D'Andre , Tynecia , Tiffany ,and also a girl by the name of Aneesia in the 6th grade. Its getting to the point where Cherish is almost afraid to go to school. D'Andre actually spit in Cherishs face at a football game , he has walked past my home threatening her , and her younger siblings , telling her he's going to beat her ass in school or have someone do it , he has also stolen her property on a number of occasions . So until this problem is addressed you can forget about her taking the detention . Deal with the problem students who are bullying al

Why I Am Hating Life
Last night on halloween the worst thing happen to me and my bestfriend...We were coming back from trick or treat on the way home...this guy in front us was messing around and was drunk or on drugs one of the two.....Well we had two kids in the car and my bestfriend got mad.. so when we stopped dude started yelling out the window bitches this bitches this....we yelled out the car we have kids back her stop doin that.....He said fuck your kids, well my bestfriend was so mad she got out of the car and approached his car and said we have kids stop....he said fuck ur kid bitch and grabbed her sweater and yank her in his car as he is hittin her in the face....me and her girlfriend ran up on the car and started hitting him and tryin to pull her out of his car...well in the struggle to get her loose he acceralates and drags my bestfriend and her girlfriend 20 fts with his car....she hit the pavement so hard.....over 20 people witness this...cops are telling us they can't find the car......i sp

Why I'm Single?
Hello all Well I could go on for hours even days with stories of what guys have put me through but I won't bore you with all of that hoopla I will just tell you what it has done to me With the lies it has built a steal wall and with the cheating it has bruised my heart and with the emotional games it has broke my heart in a million pieces that lay scattered behind a wall that is gunna be hard to tear down I know it all seems so trivial but really it has taken a toll on me I have only been in love truly twice in my life and I am afraid I may never find that true love ever again Out of all the pain that I have felt I have learned one thing keep your guard up and let No One convince you that everything is perfect because no matter how good things may seem at the moment there are always rough spots in a relationship After thirteen yrs of marriage I made a decision to end it because I was tired of being the one to give 110% and only getting back 60% it made me feel

Why Is It?
I am appalled at the actions of men in this world. There was a recent situation I was witness to. A very dear friend of mine was being treated poorly and being mentally abused. I told her to come to my home and think it over on a clear head. She managed convince him to let her come and when she got here she told me the situation in person. I listened attentively and was disgusted at what I heard. I told her that she could stay with me as long as she needed and to think it over thoroughly and not make any hasty decisions. She spoke with this man for three days, in which this man did nothing but accuse her and blame her for things wrong in his life.. I kept quiet until he decided to blame her for something extremely personal and made her cry. I told her to go take a hot shower and i decided to try to talk some sense into him. We went back and forth and the conversation became ugly , but all for the reason that he refused to see that he did anything wrong at all. He would hide behind the

Why I'm Sad Today
This past weekend was just stressful. I was sick on saturday but went to clinicals anyways. My instructor made me go home after i made my first rounds. I was making stupid little mistakes the whole time i was there. I went home and had to take care of the kids because apparently my husband assumed since I came home that he got a break. Then on sunday while i was out studying for my test tonight, I got 2 phone calls. First one was to tell me that my 17 year old cousin is in the hospital with somthing wrong in her abdomen but the tests they've run are inconclusive. She's having more procedures done today. Then I found out my uncle (on the other side of the fam) passed away unexpectedly with my 28 year old cousin kneeling in front of him begging him to take another breath. I'm just done....

Why Is It So Hard?
why is it so hard to get someone to like you? you do everything that you know and then even some and it still doesnt get you anywhere. you try your hardest to get someone to like you for the way you are but it just doesnt seem to work for shit. i am tired of working my ass off to make a relationship work when the person doesn't even know your there after they tell you they want to be with you. its not worth the time or the pain, games are for children and yes i may only be 19 and not know alot but i do know some and i know enough to knwo that if it isnt going the way its supposed ot then just give up

Why Im Pissed
okay so my photo was marked nsfw, which totally pissed me off. first of all, i have a shirt on. how come other girls, even bouncers, can have primary photos in the bras or less. second of all, it is no more suggestive than other photos i have seen. even comments are racy here! third of all, my photo is not a suggestive body part with no face. i have no eyes because my name is anonymous, so thats the whole point of having no identity. it is no more suggestive that girls who have primary photos of only their mouth and/or tongue. there is no face there how is that acceptable! and lastly, how the hell can i guy get away with having a primary photo with his penis, but i get marked nsfw for showing clevage. myspace never had a problem, and it is wayyyyy more tame than this site, they dont allow nsfw photos in anything. that photo was my primary for like a month and i didnt have a problem. so yeah, im pissed so retaliation is coming. -anonymous

Why I Want To Live My Next Life Backwards
Why I want to live my next life backwards... You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day and then you get kicked out of the home for being too healthy! You spend several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day, you work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon you're too young to work. So you go to high school, play sports, date, drink and party! As you get even younger you become a kid again, go to elementary school, play and have NO responsibilities. In a few years you become a baby and everyone runs themselves ragged keeping you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like conditions... central heating with room service on tap. Until finally..... you finish off as an orgasm! I rest my case... :)

Why I Love My Friends....
I send Chris a text telling her that there is only one theater in this state doing Horrorfest. And it's one hour away. She pretends to pitch a fit. She sends me a text asking me if i want to go. I already had the directions printed. lol

Why Is It
Wake up and pay attention! Why do people commit suicide? Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school? Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them? Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys? Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged? In The Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves? I KNOW WHY! Cliques! "Whores" "Geeks" "Goths" "Emos" AND THAT’S NOT EVEN HALF OF THEM! Society in general

Why Is It...........??
...that when you try to quit doing something, like smoking, everything aggravates you? That when you are aggravated, it seems everyone and everything around you is trying to aggravate you more? That the more aggravated you get, the more you want to take someone's head off? Anger begets violence? I can see why. Everyone in the house, all the adults that is, is trying to quit smoking. We've all taken our turns at different methods in order to try and quit without all the "pains" of withdrawal. All to no avail. What seems to work for one doesn't work for another and after awhile, seems to quit working for the one it WAS working on. Tried the gum, the lozenges, wellbutrin, chantix and now patches. None of it gets rid of the craving, has some serious side effects and does nothing for the "mood swings" you seem to get when you don't get that nicotine fix. My tongue is going to be really sore or gone by the time this is all said and done! I've been biting it for so long now in order to not

Why Is My State Better Then Yours
Body: Some Jerk-off from "Cali" wrote this shit and it took a real person from the Grand state of Illinois to offer the rebuttle---------- CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around

Why Is It
i don t understand these girl s on here they want you to send them comment s right and we all know how hot and sexy you all are when we do send u all comment s you alll could atleast say thank you and talk to us everynow and then.i mean a girl who is willing to show all and u say something to them they are like i have a boyfriend if u loved your b/f you would show ur body and not expect guy s to talk dirty too u i mean damn what s up with that if us guy s are going to be nice enough to give u all commplement s atleast say thank you don t be so damn stuck up cause they are million s of hot girl s on here your not the only 1 even though half of you might think you are i hate to break it to you all but god made every girl the same there s nothing special about your vagina they all look the same damn

Why I Have To Move...
I won't be on much for the next bit. I have to move.. I was told that no matter how many doctors and agencies write for my son & I to be transferred to a more safer and cost effective and repaired place - they wont do it. Not even to the city next to the town I live in. Their reasons... (My response is bold) 1. "No matter where you go... your son will have bullies. With his condition - it is a given. You have to deal with that " - He will have some bulling yes. He has high functioning Autism - Asperger's Syndrome.. but they are condoning it by not doing anything. 2. "No matter where you go - you will have ppl that will destroy your property (even if it is in your yard). Bring everything in at night and it will cut down those chances. It is the way society is now a days - sad but true." It isn't just my son's toys that they went after but my car as well.and toys from other kids in this neighbood 3. You need a 2 bedroom place and we are limited on that kind of ac

Why I Fired My Secretary...
LAST WEEK WAS MY BIRTHDAY AND I DIDN'T FEEL VERY WELL WAKING UP THAT MORNING. I WENT DOWNSTAIRS FOR BREAKFAST HOPING MY WIFE WOULD BE PLEASANT AND SAY, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!", AND POSSIBLY HAVE A PRESENT FOR ME. AS IT TURNED OUT, SHE BARELY SAID GOOD MORNING, LET ALONE "HAPPY BIRTHDAY." I THOUGHT... WELL, THAT'S MARRIAGE FOR YOU, BUT THE KIDS WILL REMEMBER. MY KIDS CAME INTO BREAKFAST AND DIDN'T SAY A WORD. SO WHEN I LEFT FOR THE OFFICE, I WAS FEELING PRETTY LOW AND SOMEWHAT DESPONDENT. AS I WALKED INTO MY OFFICE, MY SECRETARY JANE SAID, "GOOD MORNING, BOSS, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" IT FELT A LITTLE BETTER THAT AT LEAST SOMEONE HAD REMEMBERED. I WORKED UNTIL ONE O'CLOCK AND THEN JANE KNOCKED ON MY DOOR AND SAID, "YOU KNOW, IT'S SUCH A BEAUTIFUL DAY OUTSIDE, AND IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY, LET'S GO OUT TO LUNCH, JUST YOU AND ME." I SAID, "THANKS JANE, THAT'S THE GREATEST THING I'VE HEARD ALL DAY. LET'S GO!" WE WENT TO LUNCH. BUT WE DIDN'T GO WHERE WE NORMALLY WOULD GO. WE DINED INSTEAD AT A LI

Why Is It..
Why is it so hard to walk away from those that you know are no good for you? Why is it so hard to just say STOP and severe all ties? Why is it so much easier to go for people you know will do you wrong than the ones you know will treat you right? Does lust and infatuation really have that strong of a grip? Is it often confused for love and passion? Why is it that we set ourselves up for heartbreak with the wrong one which we know is comming than treat ourselves to bliss with the one we know will be good to us? Could it be that we already know what the outcome will be with the wrong one and have braced ourselves for it? Or is it the fear of uncertainty of where the right one may lead? For me, I know that though I have had a few heartbreaks, the hardest one to get over was from a right one because I never saw it comming..

Why Is It So Hard
why is it so hard to find a really nice guy, someone thats gunna make u feel the way u want to feel instead of makin u cry cuz of the way they make u feel. u kno i been thinkin bout past relationships n damn i was wondering what i ever did wrong to end up wit half the guys i was wit, i jus wnt to find a guy thats gunna like me for me n treat me right, im tired of being in abusive relationships n being wit guys who lie steal n cheat i want to meet someone whos honest, caring, compassionate, independant loyal, nice, sweet, smart, is that so much to ask for? dnt i at least deserve that, shit i kno i aint no dime, n i kno im far frum being one n hell i may be the ugliest person alive but shouldnt i at least deserve to be happy for once, even if it was for a little while, damn its crazy how some ppl can jus at the right time say the wrong thing... n it may not entirely have to do wit them but its so easy to take it out on them because u dont wanna hurt no more n u want someone else to feel

Why Is It That A Guy????? Ok Read This >>>>
Why is it that a guy wants to F*** around with all women , but Yes there is but, when he wants to marry a women ,he wants what they call a thourough breed lady , one who hasn,t had men or had many men in her life. It,s as if the guy thinks he can,t trust a woman, if she has put herself out there to lots men. He also wants to be the only man she has know , in some cases.. He wants a Virgin, but they are hard to find but can be found. Yet women know from a early age are told by their mommy and such that men have to sow their oats ; Men have to be wild , have tuns women thru out their lives so to speak. Women want a man to be True to just them but some aren,t and some are. Vice versa for Men too. Men want a women to be true and trusting . But yet were in the yr ,s 2007 and still equatitity fo men and women dont equil up.. Men get the better deal. Yet women use men back as to make them pay like hell for all the other men in their lives who have destroyed them or their

Why I Fired My Secretary
Last week was my birthday And I didn't feel very well Waking up on that morning. I went downstairs for breakfast Hoping my wife Faye would be pleasant and say, "Happy Birthday!", And possibly have a small present for me. As it turned out, She barely said good morning, Let alone " Happy Birthday." I thought... Well, that's marriage for you, But the kids....They will remember. My kids, Willy and Robby came bounding down stairs to breakfast And didn't say a word. So when I left for the office, I felt pretty low And somewhat despondent. As I walked into my office, My secretary Sherri said, "Good Morning Joe, And by the way Happy Birthday ! " It felt a little better That at least someone had remembered. I worked until one o'clock , When Sherri knocked on my door And said, "You know, It's such a beautiful day outside, And it is your Birthday, What do you say we go out to lunch, Just you and me." I said, "Thanks, Sherri,

Why Is It???
Why is it that men think, women are stupid and don't think they know anything? This that cares about you alot.He tells you he loves you,cares for you,and has you basicly living with him.Now have in mind you and him are not dating, but that he sleeps in the same bed as you.But OOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH how he loves you. Then he go's out and messes around with another woman.Do guys think we are stupid that,we don't know what is going on??They always say Actions speak Louder then Words!!!!!! Why do guys get mad when you find out that they, are messing around behind your back and want nothing to do woth them anymore? Guys may hate me for saying this but i don't care anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why I Was Later
"Late again," the third-grade teacher said to little Sammy. "It ain't my fault," Miss Crabtree. "You can blame this on my Daddy. The reason I'm three hours late is Daddy sleeps naked!" Now Miss Crabtree had taught grammar school for thirty-some-odd years. So she asked little Sammy what he meant by that, despite her mounting fears. Full of grins and mischief, and in the flower of his youth, little Sammy and trouble were old friends, but he always told the truth. "You see, Miss Crabtree, at the ranch we got this here lowdown coyote. The last few nights he done et six hens and killed Ma's best milk goat. And last night, when Daddy heard a noise out in the chicken pen, he grabbed his gun and said to Ma, "That coyote's back again, I'm a gonna git him!'" "Stay back, he yelled to all us kids!" He was naked as a jaybird, no boots, no pants, no shirt! To the hen house he crawled, just like an Injun on the snoop. Then he stuck that double barrel through the window of the coop.

Why Is It When Your All Most Home The Army Extends Your Stay ?
well ppl an friends i was do home in jan.5th but some how i got fcked again.it sure is nice to knw the us gov can do what ever they want when a war is going on. but when we come home from the war does the gov. give a fck any more about us hell no kick us to the crub like an old used up dog. well im here to tell all my friends an give them my word i will be comeing home in one pice to see them an hang out an what ever. much love from iraq .

Why I Hate The Holidays...by Ken Germaine
I remember years ago, Mom gettin all excited cause Christmas was commin..Back in the 60's when I was lil she went all out at Christmas. That was when we still Lived up North (Jersey) She won block decorating contests and was in the paper alot so I'm told. But when I was 7 things changed, My step-Father was ill and had to have a better climate or he would die so we moved to Miami Fla.. Miami was Beautiful in 68' Not the shit-hole it has become today..(Thank U Castro) But it REALLY sucked at Christmas! 70' to 80' degrees on Christmas Mornin really Blows! But my Mom did her best even tho we were now dirt poor and had to start over. (Step-Dad quit his CBS news job in New York, he was a Camera man)My Mother WAS Christmas.. On april 22 1998 Christmas ended for me forever for me. my Mother died of cancer. I had a brand New Baby daughter so it was ok for a couple Years, Got to watch her on Christmas mornin open her Presents, I Loved to stand in the doorway at night to watch her sleep

Why Is It?
Why is it there are times in your life everything seems to be going so well and then Bam, The freaking rug gets pulld out from under your feet? Why is it there are times that you are so lonely and don't want to go but then there is a Special somebody you meet? Why is it so many of us wear our hearts on our sleeve,and then its all broken when that special one leaves? Why is it that there are times in our lives that it's filled with nothing but hurt, hatred, and mistrust then we find somebody special and we push them away? Why is it loving somebody so much you get all excited to hear their vioce, just get a glimpse of them it makes you weak in the knees? Why is it life has to be full of WHY IS ITS?

Why I Haven't Been Around!
For those of you that do not know... I had surgery on October 30th and have been slowly recovering from that. Then on November 21 my daughter and I got carbon monoxide poisoning. My daughter was treated and released, but I had to stay for a little over 24 hours. I am feeling a little bit better but if you are trying to reach me and I don't respond.. please don't get upset with me!!

Why I Am Here.
O.k. I will add a bit about me and what I am looking for. First, there is no way I am going to find what I am looking for at fubar, but I need to try something. I am looking for a special someone to share my secret thought life with. I am looking for honest answers to questions about women. I thought I had things figured out, but I am beginning to think I missed a lot of information. I am looking to a friend to help me smooth over some rough patches. I guess I am looking for a friend with benefits, but I don’t want the “benefits” to ever be physical. I want to flirt now and again. I want to connect with someone on a level only the Internet affords. Who I am: I am married and want to keep being married. I married a wonderful woman who survived a terrible molestation period in her life. It lasted years and the full repercussions of the abuse are still being felt in our marriage. It sucks. Hence, why I need some honesty in my life. I have super awesome kids.

Why I Havent Been On Here So Much
Rather than tell each of you seperately, thought I'd write it on here rather than keep repeating myself. Well you know I've had loads of health problems recently, well this is the latest update. I've got several Cysts on my ovaries and a particuarily large on on my right ovary, I've got to wait another 4 weeks then I will have another scan, if Cyst hasnt reduced in size, I might have to have a biopsy and have it removed. I went for my kidney scan today, To find might right kidney is a lot larger than normal, and I have a lot of fluid in both my kidneys, not sure what this means, but they are arranging for me to have a special xray to see kidney functioning also to see a Eurologist, kidney specialist. So its a case of waiting now. Not to mention I'm riddled with Arthritis which has flared up, I'm afraid its that time of year, so ya know why I look forward to summer so much ;) But hey I dont do things in 1's or 2's I gotta go the whole hog Lol! But smokin weed daily, keeps pain at bay, a

Why I Am The Way I Am
i feel like im lost cause of life i know i love the one im with i know im not perfect i know i have faults i know i can be a bitch but why cant you love me for me i know you think horrid of me cause i have started to speak my mind but what am i to do when i love you

Why Is It?
I just dont get it, they guys I work with are great and everything but most are just...well I think is kind of gross and weird at the same time. I mean serious do they really think I'm just going to flash them. Why is it guys love to have girls flash them in the first place. Not to mention they find it funny to steal my phone and texts my friends. I just don't know. Anyways any ideas just let me know.

Why I Appreciate Yall
OK HERE IT GOES NOT 1 TO WRITE SENTIMENTAL STUFF ....BUT DUE 2 YALL'S KINDNESS I WILL .....2YRS AGO MY MOM WAS ATE UP W/CANCER ,EVEN IN HER BRAIN ....THOUGHT MY SISTER WAS A NURSE BUT YET SAT UP IN BED AND SAID HAPPY B-DAY 2 ME (A WEEK B4 SHE DIED )....TOUCHED MY HEART AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE THE BEST BIRTHDAY ....BUT YOU GUYS ON HERE ARE NEXT ....YOU TRULY MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL ON MY BIRTHDAY ....JUST WANTED 2 LET EACH AND EVERYONE OF YALL KNOW YOU ARE APPRECIATED ....SO THANKS AND LOVE ,SHERYL

Why I Hate Men On The Internet. Lol Well Most Of Them.
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Why I'm Doing, What I'm Doing.
I know you, Don't understand. What I'm, About to do. But baby please, Don't worry about me. Because I'm doing this, For us. I'm doing this, For you. I'm doing this, For my Country too. So please baby don't cry, Your eyes out. Because I hate it, When I see you pout. So please take, My hand. Because i want, You to understand. That I'm doing this, For us. I'm doing this, For you. I'm doing this, For my family too. So please take, My hand. So I can help, You understand. Tyler Montgomery 13 Dec 03

Why I Love You....
People always want to know, Why I love you so. I always wonder where you are, If your near, Or if your far. I love you because of who you are, Your eyes shine like shooting stars. Everytime I see your face, I get the need for a warm embrace. Your are the only one that I love, God sent you to me from above. And that is why I love you. Tyler montgomery 5 Feb 00

Why I Want To Be Santa
everyone loves him he only works one night a year he is fat, but still eats all the milk and cookies he wants he has an original fashion sense and no one makes fun of it his job is to make others happy He has been around hundreds of years His beard is even cooler than mine in order to deliver all those gifts, his sled has got to me the hottest ride on the planet He is a stalker, and yet folks dont get upset at him, folks sing about it (you beter watch out.....he sees you when youre sleeping, he knows when youre awake- sounds like a stalker to me) He loves to do his "ho ho ho"s

Why Is It
OK I WANT TO KNOW WHY IS IT EVERY MAN I HAVE TALKED I TO ON HERE THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS JUST WANT TO KNOW IF I WILL GIVE THEM A BLOW JOB. YA OK I AM SURE U ARE ALL LIKE THAT WAS NOT ME BUT U KNOW WHO U ARE !!!!!!! IS THERE A FULL MOON OR IS IT CAUSE IT GETTING COLD OUT AND THEY NEED SOME WAMN BODY?????? IT IS REALLY STARTING TO BUG ME!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN TAKE A LOT OF SHIT BUT I AM SICK AND TIRED HERE THAT ON MY SHOUT BOX!!!!!!!! THANKS FOR LETTING ME BITCH ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! LISA

Why I'm A Trip... (read When High)
hells yeah im a trip! kahdsjhdjs you remember skip-it? now thatttt was a way to trip... oh and bigggg pants another form of tripping... me im a nut a cashew and a trip but not a skip it or big pants... yadamean? hahahaha now i got you thinking when your high and thats why i'm a trip! You know what else is a trip? Shrooms... omg the clarity you get out of those things... being an artist like me self can understand this... you ever wanted to paint your world, you can on shrooms... no not really cause on shrooms your already in your painted world which dosent count for much... shut up it soooo does count... not like 1,2,3, but gnomesyinnn? So this brings us to Angels... what are in angles? I always wondered... pumpkin pie? fluff? love? hmmmmm Coconuts? The Snuggle Bear? Because Angles are truley amazing... You know what else is AMAZING? That I'm sooooo not high right now! CAN YOU BELIVE IT? Chea... Im always naturally high, which kiccs ass! When I'm high, Im normal... funny! Anywho... thi

Why It's Wonderful To Be A Woman
Why It's Wonderful To Be A Woman Women can talk to attractive members of the opposite sex without having to picture them naked. A woman can never be blamed if it's wet on the floor around the toilet bowl. Women are capable of doing at least two different things to a passable standard at the same time. If a woman inexplicably disappears for two weeks, one of her friends will notice. Women know the truth about whether size matters... A woman can take a drive without trying to beat her best time. Women are capable of going longer than five minutes without thinking about either sex or sports. Women never lust after a cartoon character or the central figure in a computer game. Women can cry and get off a speeding ticket. A woman can congratulate her team-mate without ever touching her rear. Women don't have to worry about catching anything important in their zipper. Women can watch one TV channel at a time without getting bored. A woman

Why I Fired My Secretary
> Last week was my birthday and I didn't feel very well waking up on that > morning. > > I went downstairs for breakfast hoping my wife would be pleasant and > say, 'Happy Birthday!', and possibly have a small present for me. As it > turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone 'Happy Birthday.' > > I thought... Well, that's marriage for you, but the kids.... They will > remember. > > My kids came bounding down stairs to breakfast and didn't say a word. So > when I left for the office, I felt pretty low and somewhat despondent. > > As I walked into my office, my secretary Jane said, 'Good Morning Boss, > and by the way Happy Birthday! ' It felt a little better that at least > someone had remembered. > > I worked until one o'clock, when Jane knocked on my door and said, 'You > know, It's such a beautiful day outside, and it is your Birthday, what > do you say we go out to lunch, just you and me.' I said, 'Thanks, Jane, > that's the greatest thin

Why Is It So Hard
Here i sit with this thing in my head. About this girl that i like. She don't know it i don't think i could tell her ether. Why is it so hard to do so i ask my self every night! I stay awak thinking of her wishing that i could do so thin when i see her i freeza up what is it with me? I guess i will never know she is so cool and very pritty she is like a angil to me i do think she knows that i like her but she will never hear it frum me.

Why Is It....
Let me just start this off saying it has nothing to do with my fu-hubby. He has let me know exactly how he feels. This is about my r/l boyfriend and he's not on here so it's safe to spill out my heart LOL Why is it that after over a year together you can't bring yourself to tell me you love me? You know where I stand with this, I refuse to be the first one to say it, so step up and be the man I know you are. Just say it!!!! If you aren't saying it because you don't feel that way, fine. But I figure there has to be something keeping you here with me and I seriously doubt it's the sex. I'll admit, I'm pretty good, but nobody is that good. For at least the last 6 months, I've been wanting to say it, but I am so afraid that if I do, it will either scare you off or I will be greeted with complete and total silence like you do when Jelly says she loves you. Notice she quit saying it? She thinks you don't love her because you won't say the damn words back. It's not that hard unless,

Why I Can't Hang Out In Lounges
Don't take me wrong, I love the lounges I belong to and would love to join more. The problem is the internet connection I am using just won't let me. Damn it. They eat up all of our band width. I blame Hughes Net, and for those of you that have this type of internet, you understand. We are working at getting a better connection, but its not going well. Cable doesn't come out this far and T 1 would cost us $500 a month. I just wanted to let everyone know this. Just because I don't accept an invite, doesn't mean I don't want to, I just can't.

Why Is It?
Why is it just because you are a staff member of one lounge that other lounges have you blocked??? Makes no sense to me..... I get banned from a lounge because I'm staff at another??? Oh well..... Not MY loss!!! I wish some people would grow up on here!!!

Why Is It So Good To Be Human
i hate haveing so many emoations so many half the time its hard to control i hate haveing a heart its a wounder as so many times its been broken it still finds ways to remend its self i wish i could just rip that fucker out onces and for all so i will never follow it again haha too bad i wish i did not hvae eyes to see thu all the lies alot of people have told me ether on here or offline i wish i never had a brain so to think and alwasys Doubts everything very few people ether on here or offline i trust its very hard for anyone to gain my trust and if you fuck up onces no matter what you do its even more harder to gain it back iam not one of those people who will forgive iam very hard headed and thats becuse of the shit i went thu in life everytime i think i got something good in my life there alwasys something takeing it right away just as fast as i got it and here a really damn good ? why the fuck cant people take you for you specialy if they fall in love with you if you fall for

Why I've Made A Family Only Blog...
:o I'M BEING WATCHED!!! So the "Firechief" for the 2nd alarm hotties was informed by one of his minions that I have replaced the "2nd Alarm Hotties" name with the "1st Alarm Uglies" I've decided to be apart of a group of people where no matter what you look like, how you act, or who you associate with, you're still welcomed. I was questioned on why my fu-ball and chain came before the hotties..."um, Hello!?!!?" Of course he's going to come before them!! Then he started giving me shit about the hotties coming after the Club Wicked Paranoia in my name....wtf...since when did I get a new dad? Or my own personal Hitler?? II wrote a very POLITE (yes people, even I can be polite) e-mail to Hitler explaining my reasons. Oh, don't worry, I will be letting my dear familiy list read that very shortly...quite entertaining..especially near the end. But to give you a brief idea... "ur not leaving the hotties. Im not letting you go" That's a direct quote from my own personal Hitler

Why Is I T? "my Rant"
OK here it is all m beefs rolled up into one. Why is it #1) I keep getting these darn infernal plug is error pop up messages :( #2) Am I so grossly horribly repulsively ugly that a person cant leave a picture comment or two. #3) I never get pointz when I fill out one of those stupid surveys that take forever and thats when they feel I am "qualified" to take one #4) Im not able to give 11's What the heck do you have to do to be able to get to give 11's #5) they have private pic's If you dont want someone to see them dont post them DUHHHH #6)I cant upload my own music on here, I can on myspace ? #7) Noone hardly shouts at me isnt that the purpose of it or again I guess Im so grossly pungent and ignorant noone wants to talk to me #8) Im always dry, I need more drinks damnit #9)that bouncer dude gets in your way when your trying to rate someone AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST WTF is a fuberlord

Why Is It?
That when you are in need of your best friend and need her for some mental support she isnt able to talk to you or even notice you but when she needs your help she wont stop bugging you till you have given your last breath on the subject she is dealing with? at times i just wish i would have never met some people in this world and then i would have to deal with this crap i am going through! i do care about my best friend but i feel she is just not there enough for me when i need a friend, She always shows up online when she needs help from me,but i cant seem to reach her when i need help just once.

Why I Love You
If time could stand still, I’d freeze it here, So you’d always hold me, close and near. In your arms, where I’m meant to be, Filled with the perfect love you’ve given me. A bond so strong, a hold so tight, To know you’re the one; my ‘Mr. Right’. A blessing sent from up above, In you I’ve found my one true love. Our lives entwined to be as one, Upon this journey we’ve just begun. Where you and I will find no less, Than eternal love and happiness.

Why Is Sex Like Riding A Bike
Why Is Sex Like Riding A Bike? 1. You have to keep pumping if you want to get anywhere. 2. It's best to wear protective head-gear when going into unfamiliar territory. 3. You can do it with no hands, but it's best not to try it until you have a lot of experience. 4. It's easier to learn with the help of someone who has a lot of experience. 5. You can do it by yourself, but it's usually not as much fun. 6. It's usually hard to control your speed the first few times you try. 7. It's best to have a soft place to land. 8. You don't need any special clothing, but you can get some if you are really into it. 9. If you're with someone who is having trouble keeping up, it's usually best to slow down and wait for them. 10. Most people think it looks easy until they try it for the first time.

Why Is It Always Religion?
Many of you have seen the ads about the movie "the Golden Compass" or maybe you've seen the book. Today a friend from Ikebana school sent me an email asking me to boycott the book & movie because of the authors atheist views. Who cares what the authors views are if the story is entertaining? I read the first book and saw nothing about his views about religion and i look forward to seeing the adaptation of the movie. Enclosed is what I got and what I sent. From my friend: "The Golden Compass" movis is set to premier on December 7, during the Christmas season, and will probably be heavily advertised. This movie is based on the first book of a trilogy by atheist Philip Pullman. In the final book a boy and girl kill God so they can do as they please. Pullman left little doubt about his intentions when he said in a 2003 interview that "my books are about killing God." The movie is a watered down version of the first book and is designed to be very attractive in the hope

Why I Hate The Winter
its too fukin cold!!!!i gotta bundle up to stay warm but im still fukin cold!!!all the boobies get covered up!!!!i cant show off my tattoo!!!!i gotta wear boots...when i wear them all fukin day at work!!!!my toes get cold!!!!my hands get cold!!! snot freezes on my nose!!!! need a hat to cover my beautiful bald head!!!!cold hands when i pee!!!! (it is cool to write ur name in the snow) big bird turns to tweety bird when he gets cold!!!!! campin sux in the winter!!!!no phillies games to go to!!!!! all the asshole eagles fans come out!!!!!u gotta rake leaves!!!!(when u have no trees in ur yard but ur fukin neighbor does) "think i need my saw" cant sit outside n smoke a joint!!!! (i can but it sux passin it!!) MAN ....THINK I GOTTA GO DOWN .....WHERE ITS WARM!!!!

Why Is Beauty Pick Of Pesonlity?
I find life somewhat one side within love and compassion, we seem to live for money and looks, but do we dare to stop and look within the mere image within the mirror to see..... Come within the light of new day... Looks are not always the same. Even with all the little niks and tucks with plastic surgery, you will still be the ugly person on the outside, if you can't not truely be whole within your heart and soul. Come within the darkness of night.... Looks matters not as long as love, passion and desire makes you soar where nothing can seems to ever bring you down from heaven ever again. So is it not better to love or care for someone with more depth? For is not better to know them by their personality than looks. Personlity is more better than looks...to love and care about some is deeper than looks, yet when beauty fades is it not depth of those, we love for their personlity keeps us strong and true to our true pathway with love and completeness? Is not the be

Why I Believe In God......by An 8 Yr Old
HIS ONE IS FABULOUS!!! > >It was written by an 8-year-old named Danny Dutton, who lives in Chula >Vista , CA . He wrote it for his third grade homework assignment, to >"explain God." I wonder if any of us could have done as well. ( and he >had such an assignment, in California , and someone published it. I >guess miracles do happen ! ) > >EXPLANATION OF GOD: >"One of God's main jobs is making people. He makes them t o replace the >ones that die, so there will be enough people to take care of things on >earth. He doesn't make grownups, just babies. I think because they are >smaller and easier to make. That way he doesn't have to take up his >valuable time teaching them to talk and walk. He can just leave that to >mothers and fathers." > >"God's second most important job is listening to prayers. An awful lot >of this goes on, since some people, like preachers and things, pray at >times besides bedtime. God doesn't have time to listen to the radio or >TV because of this

Why I Dont Go To Church
Now, I dont go to church for my own reasons, nut i still belive in god. Anyway, yesterday clinched it for me. Two jehova witnesses,(notice how they all ways travel in packs LMAO.) come by, and drop of their little paper books and all. Ok cool. One of them was talking about death and passing on, and on the bottom of the page cover something caught my eye. "How to save yourself from pornography." ... So, I turn to the page, and the things they said, ruined my morning blunt break. Now I understand the whole "temptations of the flesh" thing, I'm not knocking that at all. But, they had a couple qoutes from the bible, with the word pornography in it. ... First, at the time of the events that take palce in the bible, there were not any pornos, written, drawn, or other wise. Second, and i thnk many will agree, the word "PORNOGRAPHY" does not appear in the bible, im sure of that, I even checked the one I own to be sure. And finaly third, just to be a smart ass, in the bible it does say look bu

Why I Became A Bartender
"Who has ever written a great work about the immense effort required in order not to create?" - from Richard Linklater’s Slacker Recently an old friend asked why -- and how on earth -- I had come to be a bartender. Why and how indeed. . . I remember the day I realized my life was going nowhere. I was in high school, roaming the halls between classes, when George Viola came running up to me, waving his college acceptance letter. This was during our senior year, when everybody in school was waving their college acceptance letters. Everybody, that is, except me -- I hadn’t even applied. I don’t remember which university accepted him, though it must have been an impressive one. Viola was one smart, clarinet-carrying nerd. I, on the other hand, was a nerd of a different sort: a slacker-nerd. How’s that for God’s cruel humor? He denied me the only thing we nerds can count on in this harsh, cold world: superior scholastic aptitude. I never did home

Why Is Just The Mention Of It A Bad Thing ???
I was listening to a friend of mine today and he say a psting get shreded and the person whom posted a bad scolding, He just a simple little questionn about a Herb and it was for seen as a bad thing, So I want to know when is it ILLEGAL to mention its name like his name that shall not be mentioned ( The Dark Lord), So if it is offensive to people turn the page or the station why should as a human be told what to say and where ??? What gives I thought that we have people fighting and dieing for freedom of speech... Sorry Had to let it out .. Didn't mean to offend any one..

Why... Is It Like This?
Have you ever sat back and thought why things happen.... What races through my mind right now is why Do people play such games.... Is it fun? is it cool to try and fuck with as many people as you can... like.. haha lets fuck with her feeling cause shes not human or something? I've come across so many players and liars it makes you want to give up.... Or men who think it's fun just to mess with me because I am a bigger girl... Doesn't that make then pathetic? That they have to sit there and mess with me..... Or why is there the label of big girls being easy.. I am not easy! God!! I just want one guy to call me his one and only and be happy enough of these fucking bullshit games! Sometimes I wish I was still in highschool cause atleast then sex wasn't much of an issue.. and relationships seemed to mean something.. go figure... So.. I wonder... why do guys play games.. why can't they just come to you and say I like you! and maybe just maybe I want you to be mine!! GAH!

Why I
The world is in such a horrible state Death, disease, and destructing abound Everyone just joins in the debate But no help is given, or solutions found In a place so filled with suffering and grief Anyone could weep and have the right To call for help, for aid, and relief But the state of the world isn’t why I cry at night An elderly man near the end of his life After decades of devotion, and love Must sit idly by and watch his suffering wife Lose control of her thoughts, till she’s called from above This undeserved affliction will be with her for years Until she is able to go into the light The man and his family together shed tears But the pain of a family, isn’t why I cry at night I cry cause you’re gone, because you don’t need me Because you’re so happy even though I’m so sad I cry cause a promise that you made to me Was broken for fun’s sake, not because I was bad My heart can’t remember, that you’ve gone away It just knows it needs you to hold you

Why Is Life Choices So Hard To Make
Ok this is what i need to know. Why is it so hard for me to make the decision to leave my husband. I want to leave. Im miserable here, he treats me like shit, but yet i cant get the nerve up to leave. What am i supposed to do? Someone plz let me know whats wrong with me. I married him right after i turned 18 and been married to him for almost 20 years. i have never really known another life. I am scared as hell as to what is out there. My health is not the greatest and it will be hard for me to find work. I have a 16 year old that cries and gets very upset when i mention leaving. So should i just sit back and take all this or grow a set of balls and put my foot down and leave. Oh and did i mention that if i do leave i would have to go far away for fear of what he will do to me. He is not a stable man. He has already got violent 2 times before. Someone rescue me. Help

Why I Am Fu Whoring, The Whole Sordid Truth
I don't wanna be known as a fu-whore! Yet I find myself slinging friends requests out like they were beads at Mardis Gras! I'm not into the e-popularity thing. I swear I am not. But there are two very important factors at work in my world, causing this. 1) I am single and am actively looking here, and in real life, for potential dates. 2) The points. The damned points. I want to get one of those really cool uber Fu titles. I must have it! So if I send ya a friends request, it's not that I am not interested in talking. In fact the truth is that I'd LOVE for the people I check out here to talk to me. I'm a talkative person. And I'm basically safe. Though I am highly sexual, and am capable of some really kinky stuff, I am not a perv. The truth is that I can get sex in real life, so there's no need for me to cyber perv here, unless of course it's all in the name of mutual fun. I'm always up for mutual fun! Besides, strangely enough, having seen so many naked pics here, and

Why Is It Like This
why do people like to say there are u friends and turn around and stabb u in the back when u need them the most they arent there i wonder why they even consider themself ur friends i dont understand why someone that says they are ur frineds turn there backs on u

Why I Wont Cam/phone With You
I'm so sick of people bugging me to get on cam. or to talk on the phone. 90% of people who bug me only want to talk/see me so they can get off. I'm NOT PLAYIN ON CAM FOR YOU. these people are NOT interested in getting to know me. how do i know this? the second i tell them i'm not gettin on cam they call me "fat, ugly nasty" ect. thanks, then why the hell did you want to see me on cam if i'm so gross....yea, u just cant handle having someone turn you down. for some reason a 19 yr old girl turning down your 45 yr old ass is a huge blow to your ego. I'm sorry i dont want to see your, ugly, old, redneck, trashy, no teeth, unemployed, ect. ass on cam. I dont want to watch you play with urself. you're not attractive to me, if i were attracted to you, you'd know. Or people try to talk to me on the phone, in the rare occasion i agree its because you've done something to spark my interest, and i want to have a conversation. Just because i agree to let you call me does NOT mean i want

Why I Hate Organized Religion
All these scammers are going to the darkest caverns of hell to be ass-fu@*ed for eternity. .. I hope. . . Hinn, Hilliard resign ORU regents posts By JUSTIN JUOZAPAVICIUS, Associated Press Writer Two televangelists have resigned their posts as regents at Oral Roberts University, as the debt-ridden school tries to regroup following a spending scandal involving its former president. The university on Thursday also settled with one of three professors who filed a wrongful termination lawsuit against the school. Benny Hinn and I.V. Hilliard resigned as regents, where they were involved in making major school decisions, university spokesman Jeremy Burton said Thursday. Burton declined to say why the two resigned, but said both wrote the board to express their support for the school's mission. The resignations come a month after the resignations from the board of regents of two other televangelists, Jesse Duplantis and Creflo Dollar. Hinn and Dollar are among six televa

Why Is The Only Question
Spider so mean Had to bite me, i seen After a day of work and a work out My mind is now running about Muscles so weak Worse than before I have no clue what's in store To wonder why the spider had to shake me to my core To sit here now Everything turns to a blur People around still no worries I only tell them my past stories That was moments ago though The current situation i am in they just dont know Struck on the leg, near the ankle I knew what was in store Suprised to know i have not hit the floor Tired even more now, eyes burn Can anyone one notice me? The answer is no, sad to say i might have to go Well this might just go away Another new story for me to say Either way i think these syptoms are here to stay Seconds and moments all turn to gray

Why Is It...
i continually believe in the good intentions of others? give people the benefit of the doubt? choose to see beyond their own limiting definition of who they are in the world? i really wish i wasn't such an optimist bc alll that happens is i get leveled in the end. the bitter taste of copper pennies gets tiresome pretty quickly. this isn't poor ms. suesy freaking sunshine who's had a bad day. a lot of people assume looking at me that i have it pretty easy. if by easy you mean having nearly died a number of times, survived horrible traumas and paid my own way since i was 16, then sure. the less we assume of each other, the sooner we can get down to the important things in this life- like learning to live with diversity... among many many things.

Why Is Life So Cruel?
We try to live our life to the fullest regardless to what one other does. Whether we know how much it hurts one or the other one or not, we still make our stand looking at one another and yelling and say things that is hateful and mean to one another. Showing no letting up whether it makes one cry or even rips the heart out of the other. One is at fault and the other is feels like that the world is falling around them, not know what is going to happen from day to day. Just knowing what you u say come out of your mouth stabs like a dagger to a person heart and hurts like hell, makes it feeling u are killing me regardless to what you think; if you don’t know if it is hurting me or not. The dagger you use might as well of killed me because it feels like I have died.

Why Is It Ok For Men And Not Women?
YOU KNOW WHAT ALL YOU MOTHER FUCKERS OUT THERE THAT SAID I WAS A WHORE AND NEED TO BUY A DIDLDO LET ME TELL YOU MOTHER FUCKERS SOMETHING I AM NOT COPCK STARVED TRUST AND BELEAVE ME ALL I WAS SIMPLY TRYING TO SEE IF YOU ASSHOLES WOULD COME DOWNB ON ME AND YOU ALL DID SO GUESS WHTA YAL;L CAN GO FUCKL YOURSELF'S!!!!! BUT I DO HAVE A QUESTION WHY CAN MEN MAKE A TIT CONTEST BUT A WOMAN CAN'T MAKE A COCK CONTEST! TO ALL YOU FUCKING HATER'S EAT SHIT AND DIE MOTHER FUCKER'S CAUSE YOU ALL FUCKING SUCK ANYWAY!!!!!!!

Why I Left Lounges
Gotta a lot of things on my mind, but most of all, the lost of my best friend since childhood. Justin was beautiful in so many ways, but most of all, he was a true friend. My mood? I'm pissed. I'm really tired of the damn drama around here. I came on this site to make friends, not get into petty b.s. Yes, I do mean petty at the moment. Yes, I do visit lounges where I want to hear music. Yes, I used to be members of several. But right now, I am and will not be member of anymore. Sure I will miss the tunes, the peoples, and the chances of meeting new friends. But what I am feeling? Hell people, I just put the ashes of someone I love since childhood away this past Saturday. Yes, I'm grieving. Yes, I'm sick of b.s. Want to get a hold of me, leave a damn message or shoutbox. I will be focusing on my writings more. My children, love them with all my heart, know that their mommy lost someone dear to them for they left me a handmade card to let me know that they love me and they know that Just

Why I Love You So Much
The sparkle in your eye, The warmth of your skin. Your breath on my neck, That quivers within. The touch of your hand, The smell of your hair. The kindness in your smile, That strength in your stare. Your kiss on my lips, Your body near mine. The stroke of your touch, That feeling inside. The sound of your voice, Compassion in your embrace. The serenity in your stride, The power in your face. The calming of your presence, The beating of your heart. The promise of tomorrow, That we may never part. The beauty of your kiss, and that magic in your touch. It is for all these reasons and more, Why I love you so much. Please leave comment

Why I Look Beat Up?
Ok so I have a black eye today... WILL NOT BE ADDING MORE PICTURES FOR A LITTLE WHILE. Or maybe I will. Who knows! NOTE TO FUBAR MEMBERS! Let the dayum felons fight! Silly me... just had to be one of the people to help break up a fight in the Mainline Clinic! And who got damaged? ME! I took an elbow to the eye! Then I wanted to fight! I really need to find another occupation! The pay does not mean squat when I am getting hurt! Feel free to send me gifts to make me feel better! LOL. *Baybee* BKA DriiDrii

Why I Dont Like Febuary
a couple years ago i was pregnate with my third child.i got to the end of my second month and miss carried on valentines day.i knew in my heart i was going to have my girl finally and my body failed me.last year my grandmom passed away a few days after valentines day.febuary is suposed to be the month of love but for me it i just a month of pain.

Why Is Israel Important To Bible Prophecy?
Why is Israel important to Bible prophecy? From a secular standpoint it would probably be a mystery why Israel is always in the news. It is a tiny nation that is about the same size as the State of New Jersey and it has no major natural resources. Israel is important, however, because God made promises to Israel that will be fulfilled. One of the Bible's greatest predictions about Israel has already come to pass. In 1948, Israel was reborn as a nation. The rebirth of the Jewish state should have put aside any doubts that God had abandoned the apple of His eye. He said, "Son of man, these bones are the whole house of Israel. They say, 'Our bones are dried up and our hope is gone; we are cut off.' Therefore prophesy and say to them: 'This is what the Sovereign Lord says: O My people, I am going to open your graves and bring you up from them; I will bring you back to the land of Israel. Then you, My people, will know that I am the Lord, when I open your graves and bring you up fr

Why It's Time To Kiss Ie6 Goodbye:
There was more news on IE7 today, as Microsoft announced that they would be making the current browser more widely available through Windows Software Update Services, a facility for larger networks to run their own internal update server instead of having all users access Microsoft's Windows Update server. It's time for everyone who is still using IE6 to be asking: Why am I doing this? Windows users need IE, at least some of the time, such as to run Windows Update. There are also applications and sites which clearly prefer IE, and there are hacks and vulnerabilities which prefer it too. IE6 is documented to have many more vulnerabilities than IE7, not to mention plain old non-security bugs. No doubt there are applications and sites which work on IE6, but not IE7. The time has come to stop waiting for them to be fixed. It's something like 15 months since IE7 shipped, and they've had plenty of time to make the necessary changes. IE6 users are also behind the times. Microsoft say

Why Is It...
That nobody feels the urge to tell the truth any more, and when they're caught in a lie there's always a good reason or an excuse? That nobody thinks before opening their mouth anymore? That the word "love" is becoming an expression like "hello" or "goodbye" or "have a nice day" instead of having a true meaning all of its own? That everybody claims that the happiness and well being of their family and friends are what's most important to them when the truth is that their true number one is them-self? That wanting someone to live the life they know they deserve instead of taking the fast way out is wrong? That I'll lose sleep over something as silly as this blog post, not expecting anything in return? Why is that?

Why I'm Not Here
Hey I'm writing this from Miami :D I leave tomorrow for a 5 day cruise to Jamaica and Grand Cayman. I doubt I'll be payin the ~.50/minute to go online from there, so ya probably won't see much of me till Feb 1st or so. I'll miss all my friends but I'm already enjoying weather that's 60 degrees warmer than home :D TTFN!!!

Why I Don't Care Anymore.
I am done trying to meet anyone it just doesn't work for me anymore.. I think I just keep fuckin up or caring or something... It's a waste of time.. I mean even if I am with someone I worry that they are gonna go cheat on me ... yeah I get kinda "psycho".. I try not to.. I try to be non chalant about everything.. but I notice that when I don't get a call back from a guy I am interested in or I think he is interested in me I get all trippy or hurt.. DAMN I am too old to be acting like a sorry ass like this.. it's lame so lame..plus the fact that most the guys that have been "interested' in me are like 10 years younger... I guess I will just need to be more confident.. fuck it I say fuck it fuck it.

Why Is It?
Why is it that you work so hard and so long to build a steel wall around your heart, then one very sweet, hilarious, adorable, kind and tender hearted person comes along and is able to break that steel wall down so fast that it makes your head and heart spin? I don't have the answer to this question; all I can say is that it is very exciting and scary all at the same time. The only answer that I have for this question is that God does everything for a reason and puts everyone you meet in your path for a reason. As to why he has put this person in my path, I don't know, but I am very thankful. After a very long time, he has put someone like this in my path, and now I am confused. It's a very good confused I think, but none the less I am confused. I don't want it to end, but only God knows if and when it will all end. If it ends, then I just wish it would end sooner instead of later, so that I could avoid all the heart ache and heart break. I didn't want it to end, but it has ended; n

Why I Hope African-american Culture Takes Back The Confederate Flag
I found the following Blog on the internet and thought that with all of the talk about the confederate flag that this might help some people under stand why the people of the south respect the flag. .................................................... Monday, December 31, 2007 Last Post of '07: Why I Hope African-American Culture Takes Back the Confederate Flag So, since no one invited us to any kind of party, we've spent the evening watching SNL in the 90's. And so, with Mickelle snoozing on the sofa, here's one last thing. I just wanted to go on record in 2007 as saying that I hope that African-American culture takes back the Confederate Flag. If you don't know what I mean by taking back or reclaiming, let me explain. In Nazi Germany, people who were at odds with the National Socialist agenda, were made to wear different insignia to represent their putative offense against decent society. We all know that Jews were made to wear yellow Stars of David. Homosexuals were mad

Why I Need A Real Man
ok, some of yall know me pretty well. ya trust men about as far as i can throw them because of what they've put me through in the past. i've been through hell, thanks to them and i'm afraid to do it again, i mean come one, my ex-husband was a drug addict and he'd get all coked up and beat the hell out of me anytime he wanted. i lost my first kid that way and it really tore me up. from there i went to a guy who tried to strangle me cuz he was hung over n in a bad mood, but i was smart with that one, he actually went to jail, then he called me cryin n stupid me took him back. that lasted about 4 more months then i couldn't take bein afraid anymore n i left. after that there was the guy that wouldn't let me out of the house without him, not even to work, which didn't last the usual 3 years, lol. i've been single since and not really lookin for another relationship. they scare the hell out of me, just the mention of marriage makes me run like crazy, but i do want to get married again, i wa

Why Is It
why is every time i fall for someone, i start flirt with them some ass hole trys take them from me! Then dumb ass turns round asked me what i do to piss you off!! Why is it - when someone knows you like that person all ways seem try take that person way from you when you tell them back off get all pissie! when they know u have been flirting with them 1st. Some times just want give up, say hell with it, maybe am not supposed fall love let all the ass holes take everything from me! but so damn tired everyone taken things way from me that i love and care about!!! So if have fight for the person i love then i will, if they like it fuckem!

Why It It That Only White People Are Called Raciest???
Some one else besides me finally said it. How many people are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. and then there are just Americans.You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You callme “Whiteboy, ‘Cracker’, ‘Honky,’ ‘Whitey,’ ‘Caveman’ and that’s OK. But when I call you Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand Nigger, Camel jokey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist.You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most Dangerous places to live?You have the United Negro College Fund.You have Martin Luther King Day.You have Black History Month.You have Cesar Chavez Day.You have Yom Hashoah.You have Ma’uled Al-Nabi.You have the NAACP. You have BET.If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) we’d be racists.If we had White Pride Day you would call us racists.If we had White History Month you would call us racists.If we had any organization

Why Is Life So Unfair
The most horrible thing happened on 2/16/08.. we lost the life of an awesome little man named cristian! He was only 12 years old how fair is that??? his heart just stopped! seriously couldnt his worthless cardiologist have done something to prevent this?? I have never felt pain like this before! it is so horrible! i loved him very much and miss him alot!

Why It Appears Sony Won The Hi-def Dvd War
by Lance Ulanoff I finally figured out why I was so dead wrong about the HD DVD versus Blu-ray format war. I should have analyzed the sides—Sony and Toshiba—not as two countries going to war, but as opponents in a close-quarters boxing match. Had I done so, I would have properly assessed each of the technology's assets and deficits. Back in the late 60's and early 70's when former heavyweight champion Muhammad Ali was winning all his bouts, commentators extolled Ali's "reach." His arms and fists extended a good 2 or 3 inches beyond his opponent's. This allowed him to inflict stinging jabs to the face and head of his over-matched opponents, including Ken Norton and Leon Spinks. Sony, it turns out, has this advantage, too. Reach and Distribution While on paper Blu-ray developer Sony and HD DVD developer Toshiba may appear the same, there are key differences I failed to take into account in my assessment of the pugilistic battle. Sony smartly leveraged its position in a number

Why It Appears Sony Won The Hi-def Dvd War,p2
Flash and Burn When Muhammad Ali dismantled an opponent, he didn't just methodically pound him into the canvas. Instead, he danced (some say floated), smiled, made faces, and just plain over acted. In other words, he confused his opponent and he got and held our attention. Sometimes winning in technology requires a little bit of the flash and dazzle. I think Sony got that. For example, Blu-ray drives arrived in PCs before HD players. This might not have hurt Toshiba so much, had the company not lagged way behind Sony in burner availability. Prices for burnable Blu-ray discs are still ridiculously high, but you know geeks scooped them up just so they could tell their techie friends that they just burned 50 gigabytes to one disc. TV and Smart Marketing Muhammad Ali was good TV. In fact, if you like boxing, there was nothing better (whether he was talking or fighting). Toshiba and Sony both sell TVs, but ask anyone on the street who sells the best TVs and HDTVs and they'll invariably

Why I Love Bull Riding!
Over 800 cowboys hold a Professional Bull Rider membership. They are a diverse group with different backgrounds, origins, and personalities but all sharing the same goal…to ride a bull! But not just any bull. They strive to conquer the rankest bulls in the world and everyone knows you'll only find them at the PBR! It is the one place where each ride is a true test of man versus beast. Riders hail from vast parts of the world including: USA, Australia, Canada and Brazil. These cowboys have grown up in areas ranging from inner cities to farms and ranches. Their determination and will to succeed sets them apart from others. This sport is daring and dangerous; which requires a true competitor and driven athlete. In addition to the non-stop action, the unique team of bull riders keeps the sport going strong while making every second count!

Why I Am Hard To Reach
many people on here get frustrated when another doesn't leave comments and such... but just so all understand Many do have a life outside of fubar and others have way too much going on in their lives in my case, I home school my youngest two children. I am an active Realtor in my community. I am Married. I maintain my home. I have a social life outside of fubar ( I love to go dancing and hang out with my friends ) I am always on the go just because I am logged on does not mean I am at the computer so leave a private message for those that know me I do respond to them when I get the opportunity. So please do not take offense if it takes me a little while to get back to you I do the best given my hectic life :D Love to all my fu-friends Luvingmom

::why I Love/hate Fubar::
::REASONS WHY I LOVE/HATE FUBAR:: By: Message In A Bottle ::I LOVE FUBAR BECAUSE...:: *The instant interaction with people *You meet some people in here with similar interests that can actually hold a conversation *The booze!!!! *The networking possibilities are endless *A LOT better than mylamespace.com *Wide variety of everything *The booze!!!! *The games are a fun way to kill time *Stashes!!! *The mumms, gotta love the mumms! *I can express a lot of myself on here *It's fun *THE BOOZE!!!!!!!!! ------------------------ ::I HATE FUBAR BECAUSE...:: *Perverts, especially the older ones *Married dudes trying to run thier game on me when it says on thier page they are "happily" married...gross!! *When people ask you simple questions when they can just look on your page *Asshats and pricks *When Serbs on here try to insult me...LAME!! *Internet tough guys/gals that e-threaten me.....ooooh, I'm e-shaking!!! *Stupid drama *When people get butthurt beca

Why I'm Brokenhearted
Well, our time together is coming to an end. UKnowUWantMe and I are parting ways.... but it's not going to be nasty. We still love each other very much and we will ALWAYS be best friends. Even though my world is upside down and topsy tervy, I love him with all of my heart and always will. This is not a fun time for me right now. If you want to talk that's fine. But please don't bring up our break up. It's killing me and I don't want him to go. I love him enough to let him go. Just be supportive and understanding towards the both of us. Thanks, Rebegirl

Why Is It All The Love Comes From The Kids?
http://www.temple-telegram.com/story/2008/02/21/47339 well as a few people might know my family has been going through a rough spot. About 3 weeks ago my cousin justin was in a single car accident in which he was a passenger that eventually led to him being paralyzed from the waist down. Read the story and you'll see the problem im having. These kids up and did something no one expected any high school kids to do. There are only 50 students in the Sr. class that donated and there has to be something we can do for them. Does anyone have any suggestions, ideas or just a brain fart that would lead into them having more then donating all their money to help some yokells who never saw this coming.

Why Is It This Happens???
i sit alone in my little world i build up around me... careful not to let any one person in close enough to hurt my heart... i let you in...only to see u play your games... and when i finally decide to fight for you... ppl around me take it upon themselves to drive us apart.. to say mean hurtful words to accuse me of things i never done, nor ever will.. and they sit there comfortably intheir own skin knowing they are causing another heart to break.. and yet i called u friend who are you to decide to crush my dreams and hope???

Why Is Life So Unfair
why does life have to be so unfair,You work hard from the time u leave the nest and one day everything falls down around you,U just can't seem to pick up the pieces and then one day the sun come out and the rain dries up and things seem so much better, until u meet the one who completes u and u never have to face an unfair day alone again.

Why Im Here
ok im here looking for my soul mate my partner in crime the love of my life dont get me wrong i love makeing friends but im looking for the long last relationship that will lead to marriage yes i said the m word lol i have been asked why im here so there it is the first thing that runs a man off in my life is that fact i have 4 yes 4 children rangeing from 17 to 3 all girls im not against dating younger guys as long as they are mature so there it is i will be waitin on a response and another thing if u are just looking to get a piece of what my mother gave me move on if u are looking to play games move on i look forward to hearing from u

Why I Don't Give Out My Yahoo S/n
From Yahoo chat rooms, AOL chat rooms, livejournal, myspace, and now Fubar (formerly Lost Cherry.....REMEMBER THAT ONE? lol), I have had my fair share of Yahoo "buddies". And I usually "clean out" my messenger list once every 3 months. But now more than ever, I just stopped giving people my yahoo s/n. I used to think "Eh, what's the harm in letting someone add you to their yahoo". Then, the forwarded messages came. After that, the awkward conversations with the even more awkward pauses and silences. Then......THE WEBCAM!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!! Also the photo sharing. What a weird deal to be having a rather simple and "safe" conversation with someone, then I get that prompt that I've been invited to start photo sharing with them. Not thinking anything of it, I accept. First, I get pictures of their kids, AWWWWWWW. Or maybe pictures of their pets, AWWWWWW. Or even pictures of artwork or their house and yard and what-not. But it never seems to fail, right after the picture of their 4 year

Why Is Acting "black" So Cool?
There is a trend or fad that has been going for years now. It might not be very harmful to the world as a whole but is something I see as a serious issue in the US and other ‘Americanized’ countries. A trend or fad that can be traced back into the early 1990’s that has grown exponentially. This trend I am referring to is of course the: “I wish I was black” trend. Now this could also be just a temporary fad that will be gone within a few years or a trend that will steadily rise and grow much like recent societal history indicates. With that being said, I want to know Why... Why is it so cool for people to act out “black” culture stereotypes? Now, first off let me tell you I am NOT saying that being a “wigger” is a bad thing because it imitates black people. That is not what I believe at all. Whatsoever. Period. It is a far-fetched racist stereotype that is reinforced by negative media and now is turning profit. I will outline why I believe it is a harmful trend. Why is it that be

Why Is It So Hard?
i been talking to a lot of women here on fubar and alo outside from fubar i came to the end that we women mostly look for the same or want the same we all want a man who is down for us and down for the family somebody who dont cheat cheat somebody who dont lie somebody who u can give ur life in his hands and know he will protect it with his life somebody who u can give ur hert in his hand and know he wont break it somebody who is down for the family and who put the family in the 1st position sombody who accept u for who u r and loves u for that with his hole heart somebody who u can tell everything from u somebody who will know all of ur lil n big secrets is that so hard? is it so hard for a man to be down for just one woman and not to mess around with other women? i mean to be with one woman in a relationship isnt that stressful enough? do ya really need sidepiece? to make everything more complicated and more stressfull?

Why Is Intellect So Dayum Sexy????
There's something so Dangerous....so Seductive about a man with intelligence. His intellect shows in his eyes....he has wisdom beyond his years. He has the ability to provoke erotic thoughts without ever expressing the words. Intellect is definitely a factor in the attraction equation. A man that is able to stimulate a woman's mind with conversation can easily stimulate the passion of her flesh. When a woman expresses her feelings...she wants to know that she's been heard....all she needs from him is an ear to insorb the steam of her being...a sexy man will see this and oblige. A man equipped with a sense of humor automatically wins points on the sexy scale. With his mighty use of his expression and wits combined, He becomes an addiction that most women cannot get enough of. A man who takes on an aura of confidence, self-assurance, and authority will breeze through life. His ability to take charge of any situation will forever be endeared by women. Is it in his sexy smil

Why I Hate Porn
I Hate It And This Is Why. 1. Women feel insecure about their bodies. Many of the women in porn are often a perfect 36-24-36 without an ounce of cellulite on their bodies. What woman would NOT feel slightly insecure to know that her man is drooling over this person that he is viewing? 2. Pornographic filmmakers advertise to the male audience. If they would make porn flicks with some prolonged sexual tension between two loving, consenting people, complete with an enjoyable plot, some non-sexual scenes thrown in there, and some good one-on-one action, we might have a female audience here. 3. Pornography depicts male fantasies, not female ones. Contrary to popular belief, I would say (as someone who is very sexually adventurous myself), that over 95 percent of women do not want to be screwed in every orifice by multiple men at the same time. That still leaves a good five percent out there, who would get off on this, but that doesn’t attract “the female market” by any

Why? I Ask You,,,why?
Why?I ask You Why? Why? I ask,Why? Why did you marry me? Why do you take me with you? Why do you get mad,? Why do you have a adutiude in your voice, when talking to me,? I'm not the one to up to blame, I can't control others,why? Why I ask you,Why? Why do I feel like your blameing me? Why do I fell your embarsed to be with me ? Why do I embarse you? Why do you nuge me when I'm talking, as if to say,"shut up,their not interested?" Why,I ask you why? What do I do wrong? Why can't you be happy with me? I am happy with you,why? Why when I want something and, you don't, why do you raise your voice to me, as some child? Why,I ask you Why? Why, Why,can't we talk, witout you coping a adutiude? Why don't you love me anymore? Why,do you seem as if you don't care? Why,do you act like I'm stupid,why? Why do you give me dirty looks,Why? Why, can't you ses I love you? Why,I ask you Why? ****Pat Crow*3/8/08****

Why I'm In The Wheelchair
For those curious to know, the reason why I am in the wheelchair is because I was born with Spina Bifida, the form called Myelomeningocele. I am paralized waist down, but I maintain feeling untill knees down... Here’s some information about it if you want to learn more. Any other questions about my disability and such don’t be afraid to ask. I don’t mind any type of questions. At this point in my life there’s nothing you can ask I haven’t answered before lol Spina Bifida occurs within the first month of pregnancy resulting in an incomplete closure of the spinal column. Spina Bifida is the most frequently occurring permanently disabling birth defect affecting approximately one out of every 2,000 newborns in the United States. there are three types of Spina Bifida: Occulta Often called hidden Spina Bifida, the spinal cord and the nerves are usually normal and there is no opening on the back. In this relatively harmless form of Spina Bifida, there is a small defect or

Why Is It Like This?
I have been single for 10 months and still haven't found that special someone who sets my world on fire.I have been just sitting back and letting God do his work,but I still have no one in my life other than my children.My kids fathers were all I had for a short time,but now that I have neither I don't know what to do. Help me single guys who are looking for a decent woman to settle dowm with and want a woman who already has attachments in her life. Don't get me wrong I am very thankful for the births and blessings of my kids.

Why Is It?
Why is it you can meet so many nice people. Yet it is so hard to find one that lives near you. It is nice to have friends. And I am asking this more because of the past two weeks. Well the past two weeks have seemed like a living hell for me. And I won't complain because this is the life I choose. And trying to meet someone to go out with seems so difficult. I don't know, maybe I try to hard. Or, maybe it's because I want it so bad. To spend time with one person, talking and laughing. Whatever it is, maybe its because I truly for my best friend. Because she is so nice. But whatever it is one day with patience and I hope understand I will know. And along the way hope to gain wisdom and more understanding about myself.

Why I Cry
why do i cry because u say u love me why do i cry because u say u hate me i cry because u say u hate me i cry because u make me feel all alone inside i cry because i am scared u will leave me i cry because u say i am nothing i cry because u say i'm the only one for u i cry because i know your words aren't true but most of all i cry because I LOVE U

Why I Love Me The Most!
So last night Brittany and I were in conference chat with a friend and some guy kept IM singing to her like the flappy used douche sack he is so I made her give me his sn for fun time havings! Chastine: Hey sugar tits wanna start a panty fire? little_benny_boy1986 (3/17/2008 2:40:30 AM): what? Chastine (3/17/2008 2:40:34 AM): A panty fire Chastine (3/17/2008 2:40:39 AM): fire in my panties little_benny_boy1986 (3/17/2008 2:40:54 AM): im not sure who this is Chastine (3/17/2008 2:40:59 AM): you dont need to know Chastine (3/17/2008 2:41:05 AM): Wanna hear a song? little_benny_boy1986 (3/17/2008 2:41:51 AM): not really, bit busy at the moment Chastine (3/17/2008 2:42:22 AM): BAH BAH BAH BENNY AND THE JETS AH! Bip bop doo dah! bo wwwwwooooa If ya get a chance hop on over to lil' Benny's side of the world and glide him a tune! He gets all creamy about it!

Why I Stopped Smoking Pot...
when i was in college, the stoner crowd was composed of reasonably intelligent people who just happened to enjoy smoking - mostly artists and intellectuals. yes, we would get high. but we would pursue more worthwhile activities also. when i moved back home to my non-college town and had to go to a trailer park and spend time with people like this in order to get stoned, i decided that it was time to find a new hobby.

Why Is It?
Why is it that mothers carry the baby for 9 months and deal with all the set backs, pain, sickness, even some have came close to death experiences due to childbirthing and even some have died during labor, but yet she is a horrible mom because she doesn’t take her daughter to see her dad, because he’s broke, because he doesn’t have a job, so automatically it must be her responsibility to make sure he gets visitation with his child right? Tell me why it is that so many mothers go through so much, then the fathers talk shit about the childs mother 24/7, saying that they are horrible mothers, they do this wrong and this wrong and just repeatedly complain about how it’s not fair to them. But yet the child lives with their mother, NOT the father. And relies solely on the mother for care. Tell me why there are so many dads that just don’t give a fuck? They don’t pay child support, ’because it’s not there place to help". Tell me how the fuck that is? Did she get herself pregnant? I’m p

Why Is The American Governmen Lying To The People
© 2002 Perimeter Clearance Coalition Perimeter Clearance Strategy to Realize a Smart Border for the 21st Century CNATCA is the conduit for corridor growth. We promote and develop Trade, Tourism, Training,Technology, and Transportation (5T's). The CNATCA is mobilizing the corridors' assets and resources to spark: The Central North American Trade Corridor extends from Alaska and the Port of Churchill in Canada through the Canadian provinces of Manitoba, Saskatchewan, Alberta, and British Columbia, then through North Dakota, South Dakota, Nebraska, Kansas, Oklahoma panhandle, and Texas in the USA and south to Mexico City " He advocated the introduction of a common North American currency (encompassing Mexico, the United States and Canada) and thought that this longer-term issue should be debated in the same way as the short-term currency appreciation issue is now being discussed"this is a direct qoute from a canadian parliament meeting if the canadian government knows ab

Why I Hate My Birthday!!
Ok for those who keep asking me this is why!! The main reason is the fact 8 years ago I almost died on my birthday from my first ex-husband on my birthday. And if you read my poems you have a clearer picture of why I hate my birthday. If not well I have had a very shitty life. I have lived through more shit than anyone should before I was 16. I may have many reasons to hate life, but I have two reasons why I need to go on(my daughters). My daughter is the rock I rely on to get me up in the morning to continue with this shit hole life. I may one day fine the love I want and need. I don't hold my breath for it. I thought I had it once, but as it turned out it wasn't. I have for many years believed that I am cursed when it comes to love!! Hence the reasons why I have the tattoo of a lone wolf on my chest close to my heart. I am not sure if I will have the future I dream about. I hope that I will find someone that will understand me and accept me. So far haven't found

Why... I Wish I Knew Why..
Why does it alwayz have to be bad? Why do I feel like I can't be around? Why is everything always my fault? Why do I feel like I am such a bad person? Why do I always feel like I am the wrong one? Why do I feel like there is nothing left to live for? I really wish I knew.... because it seems I don't have what it takes to ever be good enough.....

Why I Have Joined Fubar
Just to let you all know a little bit about me and why I have joined this site. First a good friend asked me to and I try to do just about anything I can to help a friend. I am not here to check out nude pictures of people or to post and show them of myself. I am a 31 year old mother of 4 wonderful children. I do not have time for games and things of that nature. I am here to meet new people and gain new friends. Friends are something you can never have enough of. If you'd like to chat with me I am here, if you want anothers opinion or advice I will give you my viewpoint (not to say that mine is right just to give you maybe a different outlook on something). I will add anyone who sends me an invite tho if you only send them as a way for popularity and have no plans of getting to know me or be friends know that eventually you will get removed. I'd like friends not show things and/or thorphies so to speak.

Why Is That
why is it that every time everybody is trying to talk bout what u do or what u dont? they dont even know half but keep putting ur name in their mouth... i just wanna say thank u to everybody who talks bout my personal life ya dont know shit so shut the fuck up friends wonder why i dont even say hi nomore well my friends ya can also say thank u to the people who try to talk bout me and my life no matter what ya fuck up my life anyways so now keep on searching for the next lil reason to talk and to fuck up everything ya can not kill me nomore i dont live anymore ya got it this time i really thank for that all i ever wanted in my life is to be happy and all what ya do is keeping me down as soon as i am a lil happy ya put me down again but if it makes ya happy well have fun but dont wonder if i get all quiet and dont talk at all nomore if its that what all of ya wanted well ya got it

Why I Love You
Sam, Love, baby...I Love you!! Lots and lots. Why? You are gorgeous, but you argue every time I say it..you are not vain at all. You are sweet, one of the nicest people I know...even if you try to hide it. You are full of laughter and energy, there is never a dull moment when you are around. Your smile makes my heart skip a beat. Your voice makes my knees weak. Kissing you is one small step away from heaven. You make life easier, Love. Talking to you lifts my spirits, I know that if I can just talk to you anything can be better. You inspire me to be a better person, you deserve the best and you make me want to try my hardest to be worthy of you. You make me smile...just by being you. I have never talked to you and not smiled. You complete me baby, you are the piece in my life that I have missed since before birth. When I hold you I feel...right. I'm complete like I never have been before. I want you more than I have ever wanted anything before in my l

Why I Loved Today's Fire Drill
so i was sitting in shakespeare, not really paying attention because i just couldnt focus at all today. i missed a lot of notes cuz i was staring off into space in my little corner of the room. for some reason, that class can either go really fast or REALLY slow. today was REALLY fuckin slow. i checked my phone every couple of minutes and sometimes it would be surprising that 10 minutes went by in what felt like 45. just THAT slow. and it's really nice outside so that doesnt help a bit. finally it was 11:50 and i counted that i only had to sit there for 25 more minutes when BRING!! FIRE DRILL! professor t decided that we would just continue discussing "measure for measure" on friday even tho we're supposed to read the first 2 acts of "macbeth". oh well. so the fire drill ended class and now i'm hungry andwaiting for shannan and i hope beth doesnt grab her before i do for lunch. but yay!! i have more than 2 hours before my next english class!! happy!

Why I Haven't Been Online
I have had a rough week because of my son Anthony being just the worst! Also, I thought I could stop taking the medication for the arthritis in my neck and that was a huge mistake! It started with Anthony being a jerk on his birthday and the next day for his birthday party. They party was fun despite him! It was just mostly family and turned out quite nice. Anthony just doesn't get it. He cut school yesterday and then lied about it. I am upset at Peter for not punishing Anthony more. He has been just "talking" to him about all this stuff. It is really causing a problem between Peter and I. It isn't good at all. Peter went in and started painting his room white since Anthony let all f his friends graffiti all over his walls a while back. Yes, he let his friends write all over his walls with markers. This is the kind of shit we have been dealing with. I asked Peter why he was painting the walls and not making Anthony do it. I told him that was ridiculous and he sho

Why I Love
I wish never fall in love with anyone all do is get hurt and get stomp on. I need something so never fall in love again. This 2nd time real fall in love. But on the other hand i would not trad my time Ashley and with hopeful still my g/f Crystal. I would not give that up. Just wish i wont fall in love again. every time my heart get broken pice of my souls dye and feel like piec of my dies too

Why I Like Wrestling So Much
Wrestling- I’ve grown up watching it so it has grown on me and I just love everything about it, the high flying moves, being able to lift such heavy people and slam them, and even the story lines. I know people will say its fake but the only thing that is fake about it is the story lines and the outcome of the match. No one knows what the out comes of the matches are going to be any way except the writers and the wrestlers themselves. Try getting hit with a steel chair right over the face by a powerful 350 lbs man and tell me it is fake lol.

Why Is It You Get Crapped On Asking Ppls Opinions?
MuMM's are polls which allow the fubar community to help you make up your mind. Well ok then.. i just expressed an opinon of if ppl should vote on peoples mumms or not. and i apparently touched off a nerve. I got alot of rude comments which changed my opinon that this site is cool to a very low opinon of that there are just a buch of jerks here. Nice way to show your fubar pride. I really liked this place.. i met some great ppl.. but ppl calling me fat ugly stupid retarded "point whore" azz and so on.. hey i got freeking feelings too ppl. do i go up and say hey this is your 5th admendment right and whipe my azz w/ it.. IT WAS JUST A FREEKING MUMM My god! And if you dont like it then isnt also just as good to not be mean or a jerk or just belittling someone? I had a friend post mumms for me when she was making up my pages for me just cuz she was bored... so my first mumm was actually if you had super powers whould ya use em? i know kinda lame but only asked cuz of a reality show i se