Some one asked me today why I am single/Well the answer to that is simple/ MEN SUCK/MEN LIE/MEN CHEAT/MEN USE YOU/MEN ABUSE YOU/MEN WANT ONE THING AND ONE THING ONLY AND THAT SEX/IF YOU DON'T GIVE IT UP TO THEM THEN THEY THINK THAT YOU ARE A STINGY BITCH/NO SORRY THATS NOT CORRECT/SOME GIRLS HAVE MORALS/
The reason I am writing this blog is to answer that question/So if you don't like my answer then fuck off/I am single because I choose to be/Not that I wanna be or anything/I CHOOSE TO BE/I have been fucked over to many times in my life to want to be in a relationship/It's hard to be in a relationship when you have trust issues/You don't trust anyone because you have been fucked over to many times to count/actually you ran out of fingers and toes to count on/You get cheated on/You get lied too/You get hurt simple as that/You get smacked around/Beat around/Why stand for that/Why depend on a man at all/Men are good for sex/Well maybe sometimes/Men think that they rule the earth/When in reality they don't rule shit/Men think that you will change them/When they try to change you/I have had relationships in my life/Some that were suppose to lead to marraige but in all/it lead to a heartbreak and a 14 hour drive back to ohio/Or a 5 hour drive back to ohio/Or they lead to depression/Where you don't get out of bed for days/You cry for 3 weeks straight/You don't eat/You lose weight/So why put yourself out there for that again?/Why not just live your life for who you are and not who they want you to be/ Why Not be single for once in your life/Worry about yourself/Help yourself/You can't be in a relationship with someone if you ain't happy/You can't make anyone else happy/If your not happy/I used to think/That the world revovled around men/But it doesn't/It revovles around me/HaHaHa I had to throw that in there for giggles/
So the next person/Who ask me why I am single/Or when I am getting married/or when am I going to make my mom a grandma/The answer to your question IS..... When I choose to settle down/When I think/I am ready for a relationship/When I am ready to pop some damn babies out/ I will be in a relationship/When I am ready to be in one/I got to much shit going on in my life right now to want/To be in one/I have to make myself happy first/I have to get my chickens in a row/(I think that is the saying)/Yes, I love to flirt/That is my job/Thats why I'm on this planet/I wasn't voted class flirt for nothing/I love making people laugh/I love making people smile/But before I can do all that/I have to make myself smile/I have to figure out what I want in a man/What I need to do is thinking about everything that has gone wrong/In my past relationships/Actually fuck that no I don't/ I didn't make them cheat on me/I didn't make them not want to marry me/They choose that/Not Me/They choose to beat me/They choose to cheat on me/They choose not to want to be with me/That their loss/Not mine/So to close this blog is this......
I choose to be single/I choose not to let anyone in/I choose to get married/SOMEDAY/ I choose to have babies/SOMEDAY/I am allowed to choose ain't I???
