this is an email i get this morning after a mumm ;ast night that i had to have a bouncer pull, this gentelmen thought that it was perfectly fine to tell me over and over again that i should kill myself and i was just a fag that sucked dick and didnt deserve to live. i was just a weak man in a dress. this has become all to normal around here, but what hurt is no one stood up and said stop. yet people ask me why i do not come here or why i have been gone, well this is your answer. when did it become ok for me to put up with this same stuff every day. oh just block people, just make your profile private, well i do, and all they have to do is send a gift or drink and they can say whatever they want. like this. im not asking to be defended but when people on your friends list bash and attack its hard to know who to trust. is that really what people think, i should just kill myself and make my family happy? it would seem to be since it is what i keep hearing. so much for trying to show people that even transsexual people are normal it seems i have lost that fight atleast here. i guess the friends of my friends are my enemys.