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What are you waiting for?
why hath the fates need to play cruel games on me, showing me true love and taking it away within a moments time of a day.
what wrongs have I must done in a former life to be treated so heinously in matters of love and heart.
why hath my heart be wrenched to and fro like a long boat in a raging storm.
what is my purpose in this all, this charade of life and love.
why hath my heart be born to always love knowing it shall be torn asunder.
what is the reasoning in this madness, this fixation to love and be loved.
why hath i fallen for she, she who fits me like no other has or ever will.
what have i done to deserve to find the one to give me a happiness no other can bring me, and yet cant wholly have.
why hath i been forsaken to love she, she who is my heart, she who is my twinflame, my mate.
what must i endure further to be graced with her love again, if i will ever be graced by her presence again.
soon, the kiss of steel will beckon unto me, calling me to share in its embrace. soon, oh so very soon, it will say my name like a long lost fiend enticing me with its release. soon, i must make a decision as to whether i will accept the call and release my pain through blood, or carry the ache within me, waiting...longing.
