Fubar Blogs 5

I Want To Fall In Love With You
I want to fall in love with you But scared it may not be I want to fall in love with you Is there a chance for me? I want to fall in love with you And hold you close to me My affection overflows When I look at you I see... A glimmer of hope, a ray of light Someone I'd like to hold at night Oh so tight, don't let go Let my love just overflow Melt into me, we'll become one We'll play for keeps, not just for fun So, what ya think, will you be mine? And love me till the end of time? Take care of me and love me right Make our emotions take the flight Soaring high above the plains Feel true love and no more pain Of broken hearts, and no more tears Just pure sweet love for all our years Get deeply lost in each other's kiss This is something I'd hate to miss To you, I give my wounded heart And hope that we will never part But if thins don't work out You have my word, without a doubt That if we're not meant to be together We'll still be friends until f

Beautiful Meaning Of Silver
This is beautiful and full of meaning -- please read it all the way to the end. Malachi 3:3 says: 'He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver.' This verse puzzled some women in a Bible study and they wondered what this statement meant about the character and nature of God. One of the women offered to find out the process of refining silver and get back to the group at their next Bible Study. That week, the woman called a silversmith and made an appointment to watch him at work. She didn't mention anything about the reason for her interest beyond her curiosity about the process of refining Silver. As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and let it heat up. He explained that in refining silver, one needed to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as to burn away all the impurities. The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot; then she thought again about the verse that says:

I Heart Renaissance Fairs
I went to the Renaissance fair on Saturday. I went with Tracy and we met up with 3 other people later. I had a 5 hour energy shot before we went in and then almost immediately got a glass of wine. Then another. Then another. The last two were doubles. We met up with Patty and I got my palm read. The palm reader was an old lady with gray hair and and huge boobs that kinda spilled over her gut. She looked liked she was really over Renaissance fairs. She told me some random stuff. Something about if I want to have a kid I am probably gonna have it out of wedlock. There will be A big love affair but not for a while. I will be traveling a lot. Some other stuff. I have had a palm reading before and she pretty much said the same stuff. Well except for the getting knocked up and going on the lamb thing. After that I blacked out. I think the energy drink plus cheap fair wine caused some kind of crazy reaction. I kinda remember walking around. I think I might have had a burger. The next d

Forgive Or Forget
I am being to wonder if fubar is a place for me. Someone who no matter how mean someone treats me Im always trying to make it right. I have met many kind people on here, but I have also met some very cold, uncaring people here as well. People tell me its just the internet, but that doesn't mean U still can't get ur feelings hurt. Someone told me yesterday I give love away to easily and they were correct on that I do, I have a big heart and sometimes that can be my down fall. If someone does something to me and they come back a give a heart felt apology I accept that and welcome them back. I guess what it is I expect everyone to be like that and when thier not it confuses me. I guess I need to relize that there are some very cold hearted people out there and move on and stop taking their mean way to heart and relize its not me it them and thats life and their loss and focus on the ones who appreciates my kindness and stop boosting egos up that don't deserve boosting .

Special Moments
March 19th will be my 3yr anniversary here on fubar/cherrytap/lost cherry. Been here long enough to see some crazy things happen and some wierd changes made. For all of my true friends on here i'd like to thank you for helping me out when i needed it and helping me through some of the difficult times in my life. Please make sure to swing by my page in the up coming days and show some fu love! Once you make friends with me and keep in contact with me, you'll have a true friend on this site! Love to you all! P.S. when ya stop by, pimp me out, bling me and bomb me! I wanted to be oracle by my 3yr anniversary but i'll take what i can get!

Untitled
He was her artist Her body his canvas His lips the paintbrush She closed her eyes and imagined what a beautiful piece of art she was becoming as she felt his lips brush against her skin. Each sensation feeling more heightened than the previous... Vibrant greens and blues mixed with a shimmer of sliver swirled through her mind. The artist began smoothing his hands along the curves of the canvas, still continuing to apply bursts of color with the brush. The colors were becoming warmer and more intense... Violets, reds, and oranges danced in the center the painting. The brush kept dipping in and mixing colors together. The artist kept applying short fast strokes until the paint was just the color and consistency he wanted. The finishing touch was perfect as he stood back and admired his work. A translucent shimmer cast over the painting making the whole canvas seem to glow. This was indeed his masterpiece.

Chaotic World
I am angry with this chaotic world, this existance is like a feral twirl its a flaming all consuming life its entertaining my disdain and strife right now a small with inside my self I could mawl those who challenge this space i carved out and bleed at times and it helps to define myself a place a trace of me no surrender not with breath in my body I ache to comprehend this chaotic world then to ammend the cycle it breaths life from then rescend any invitation of its existance

Have A 4.0 In Collage
Student Schedule MARCH 2009 GE127 College Mathematics I Credit Hours: 4 Section: E2 3/9/2009 5/31/2009 Main - KNC THEORY 4 Tuesday 6:00 PM to 7:32 PM Main - KNC THEORY 4 Tuesday 7:52 PM to 9:24 PM ET115 Dc Electronics Credit Hours: 4 Section: E1 3/9/2009 5/31/2009 Main - KNC LAB 3 Thursday 6:00 PM to 7:32 PM Main - KNC LAB 3 Thursday 7:52 PM to 9:24 PM Main - KNC LAB 3 Thursday 9:34 PM to 10:20 PM ET225 Networking Concepts Credit Hours: 4 Section: M1 3/9/2009 5/31/2009 Main - KNC THEORY 9 Saturday 9:30 AM to 11:02 AM Main - KNC LAB 5 Saturday 11:22 AM to 12:54 PM Main - KNC THEORY 9 Saturday 1:04 PM to 2:00 PM Student Grades Course Title Grade Credits Term GE184 PROBLEM SOLVING A 4 DECEMBER 2008 TB133 STRATEGIES FOR THE TECHNICAL PROFESSIONAL A 4 DECEMBER 2008 TB143 INTRODUCTION TO PERSONAL COMPUTERS A 4 DECEMBER 2008

Steven
I'm 24 years old, I work as a plumber and HVAC tech. I like to do summer recreation: like go to the lake, or go fishing. I spend most of my time working. Sometimes I wish I could be a kid again, sometimes being an adult sucks, too much responsibility. Usually, I'm an outgoing person, I like to make people laugh, from what I hear I'm not to bad at it, and I like to be the life of the party.

Someone
IM LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN BE THERE WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO, SOMEONE WHO WONT PRETEND, SOMEONE WHOS NOT AFFRAID TO SAY THE WAY THEY FEEL ABOUT ME AND IM LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEEL AND CAN KEEP IT REAL, SOMEONE WHO SHOWS HE CARES. SOMEONE TO SHARE MY PAIN, SOMEONE I CAN RUN TO, SOMEONE THAT I CAN CRY WITH THROUGH THE NIGHT, SOMEONE WHO I CAN TRUST AND WHOS HEART IS RIGHT, SOMEONE WHO WONT TAKE FOR GRANTED HOW MUCH I CARE AND APPRECIATES ME, SOMEONE WHO I CAN CALL AND WHO LISTENS, SOMEONE WHO WILL SHOW THE WORLD HOW MUCH I MEAN TO HIM, SOMEONE WHO WILL UNDERSTAND MY PAST AND ALL THE SHIT I'VE BEEN THROUGH, SOMEONE WHO WONT CHEAT ON ME AND SOMEONE WHO MAKES ME FEEL SPECIAL AND WHO LOVES AND CARES ABOUT MY KIDS AND ME

Funny Stuff
So i go onto this site to see what my celebrity look a like is and the first one i match for is Jessica Simpson the morph is bad so i try to load another picture and it turns out thatg i look like Kristin Davis... take a look and tell me what you think. MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Free genealogy - Geneology

Contest Help Please!
Alright, I went and did it. Oh yeah, I did it. I entered a contest. Needing some help. This game contest is a bit like Golf, lowest score wins (although if that was true in most games I would win.) There is only 10 of us in it, but here is the kicker. The host, the Awesome Wonder Woman, has Auto 11's on today and Thursday. So if you will be so kind as to go and rate the other 9 contestants, and then when Auto 11's are off, go back and rate me a 1, I would be GREATLY appreciative. Let me know you did it in PM, rated those 9 an 11, I'll give you 1,000 fubucks. That's right, 9 clicks 1,000 fubucks. Also, please be considerate and rate, fan, and the host, the Amazing Wonder Woman. She's a complete sweetheart. Remember, don't rate this FUGLY dude's pic anything.

Hotjhen
see my pic here http://www.mylot.com/w/image/2148445.aspx add me in my msn if you want to chat with me at(fuzzfuzzsan@yahoo.com)id.thanks One word that describes me "Dreamer", because I really dream all the time. I daydream about the past, the present, things I want to accomplish-all kinds of things. I can just totally zone out for ages and not even realize it. The way I look, people always think I'm some kind of a wild child who parties a lot. But Im not like that. There are parties, but often I just stay home and read. When I'm drinking with my friends, I just want to enjoy the evening and the company. I hate it when guys come up and say "Excuse me, can I be your friend?" It sound rehearsed, some- thing you'd use in a school playground! And what so special about me that you must be my "friend"? There are really much better places and more suitable occasions to get to know a gal than at a club. If there anything about people which angers me most it is dishonesty! Ive been

Wax On, Wax Off
This is one of the funniest things I've ever read! All hair removal methods have tricked us with their promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now... My night began as any other normal weekday night. Come home fix dinner, played with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: Maybe I should get the wax out of the medicine cabinet. So I headed to the site of my demise; the bathroom. It was one of those cold wax kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand and then they get warm and you peel them apart press it to your leg (or wherever else) and hair comes right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean I'm no girly, girl but I am mechanically inclined enough that I can figure it out. YA THINK!!! So I pull one of the thin strips out. It's two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together I get out the hair

"do Not Go Gentle"
"Do Not Go Gentle" by Dylan Thomas Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right, Because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on the sad height, Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. This man said it all. Do not let people step on you and get you d

Blackout Partien
Last night was off the hook!! I went out to my fave bar and they had a special of buy one bottle get one free and at $2 a bottle you can't beat that. I was double fisting them all night long!! When 2am came around and the bar was closing I didn't even know where my damn feet were!! So luckily I had a buddy there who was sober sopher for the night and I got to pass out in the back of his car!! I woke up the next day only for him to tell me that I had taken off my shirt and was trying to dance with every pretty girl there!! (Can you really blame me though?) Anyway hey write me about a badass benge you went on!! I'll keep you up to date on mine too!!

This Is Me
My life is mine and its revolves around my family and kids. I've decided not to let anybody in whose gonna tear me down or make me feel less important. I have to be happy in order for my kids to be happy. I am a loving mother and girlfriend who needs to learn how to be patient and trust others. That is my goal or I will never be happy!!!

Mayline
Hello I'm Mayline from phils. right now I'm on Lipa city with my aunties. I love to go to the beach and have a cool swimming i love the night life here very beautiful. iI go to the gym every night coz i have a job in day. lol i love to listen a music of beyonce,jhon mayer,etc RnB. i love to eat food and mingle with my friends go to disco. the best thing i have my body is to have lot of sex from the one i love..lol just kidding. i love to play bowling and play games to to mall and shop to have a new outfit. I'm here to meet people just add me if you want to talk with fflsexydi@live.

The Crazy World..
I'm lorein from phils. I love to party have some friend.meiogy@live add me. I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew How much that's just not like me I wait up late every night Just to hear your voice But you don't know that's nothing like me You know I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time i've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me I want to make sure everything is perfect for you If you only knew That's not like me to follow through Maybe even give up all these dead end dreams Just to be with you But you don't know that's nothing like me Hey yeah I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time i've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This

I Find This Funny
ϟϟ ssdaddy78 ϟϟ was nice enough to rate me as a "1", but his status says he "doesn't rate darkies, don't take it personal". Did he or did he not see I was a "darkie" before he even clicked to rate? lol I think someone just wanted a closer look at my tits, lol

Fucking World
Sitting at this dam computer filling up this fucking blog everybody can suck a garillas nut cause i lost my fucking job this worlds so fucking stupid why the hell are we still here we got drugs and guns and terrists and aids went past the queers global warmings gonna kill us all so stop filling up your tank anybody got a dollar bill to bail out another bank fucking world

For My Friends
i may have missed a few of you, and for that i am truly sorry. but i love you anyways.. here is something special for my friends, you guys are awesome, and thank you for being you! Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com

St. Patty's Day Auction!
In my first auction! YAY! Please come by and rate and bid me! Or just rate please...helps increase chances of getting Auto 11's for the St. Patty's Day Auction! Please cut and paste link below! Much fu-love to all! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1173055&albumid=1533613&i=1466257708&idx=6 Thank you

Cute Its Me
im cherry love im happy girl like you want to see enything happen its ok for me coz its not mind in a problem its happy battle if you are interested to me hit me up.. im the girl you are ,funtassy the girl in your dream im happy girl to want me enything you like from me iwill doit for you im open minded..

St. Patty's Day Auction - 1st
You really want me it's time to prove it!! (devilish grin..) In my 1st auction for St. Patty's day so come show me love. Click on the link below rate me / bid on me. Conversion list (if needed) 2nd picture in auction file. Heres what you get...(as if me wouldn't be enough): Valid for 30 Days!!!! *#1 Family *Owned by in my name *Random Comments / Gifts *100 11's a week *Keep you Shitfaced when needed (If cash prizes ex. bling, auto 11s, blast) *All of the above PLUS *SFW salute *Random big pimpin gifts *Random Photo Comments (If Happy Hour is offered): *All of the above PLUS *2 SFW Salutes *Yahoo IM *Random bling 1x week. All of this sound good to you then name your price..I might just give you a little something extra..hehe Come love on me!!!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1173055&albumid=1533613&i=3561076873&idx=8 Muah's and more. Col

Things On My Mind.....
ok so i've been talkin and just listening to people around me and what they have to say about my relationship or about there problems and things that are going on with them in life. I have noticed that there are a lot of people that are not trusting them selfs and wut they want in life. everyone can give someone advice but do they take it? Many can give others advice to drown out what is going on in their life. I know i am one of those people, i love to help others with what is going on with them just so that i can forget for a few mins about what bad things are going on with my life. Everyone has that one person they can tell everything to, i just find myself talking to everyone around me about my problems cuz sometimes its nice to see what others have to say. then also i find myself talking more about friends problems and the more and more i sit and listen to what they have to say the more and more i remember that what a relationship is supposed to be made up of. your supposed to be

What Happens When An Aries Gets Bored!!!!!! ---
So this is what happened after I took my Paxil: (for social anxiety disorder): I stepped out of the house in newly dyed red hair, my new leather boots, and my "Mrs.Voorhees" shirt and ventured to Walmart to get some snacks and cat food, and I actually got a compliment on my shirt and all eyes were on me. THIS is what happens when you leave a "wanting to socialize" Aries in a closed room for 2 weeks!! I just HAD to get out. So the plan for tonight is lay low, chill out, play some games, snack and maybe tomorrow call my work to see if I can come back, and if not, well I think it's about time to start using my CMA title. That's it for now.. I am Still bored and antsy but I'll just put some duct tape over my mouth and make myself pass out so I don't piss anyone off!! Lol I'm like a hyper little kid. "Won't you be my friend"? I dont wanna creep anyone out so I'll just play with my imaginary friends on World of Warcraft lol =(

Hey All
I just wanted too let everyone know im back. i promised I wouldnt be gone forever although it seemed like forever. We are moved into our new house Still got lotsa unpacking too do but its coming along. I want too thank you for all the love showed too me while I was moving. I missed alot in my tool bar so if you showed love and want it returned send me a message. Im still getting back in the swing of things. Things change on the site everyday. I got all kinds of Cherry Bombs and still learning what they are. Thank you for hitting my page. Ill do my best too return the love in the near future. I missed you all so much.Fubar is part of real life I cant get rid of. So giving ya all an update.. New pictures of our house will come soon Hugs too all

March 10 '09
I was feeling on edge today even though I had posted some stuff this past weekend. Venting some frustration about how people treated me. Strangers that have no respect for others as if they are more in the way rather than how they wanted to be treated. Now that I keep encounter shit that reminds me of how messed up stuff can be. I try to be strong when I get pushed down by being angry with my self esteem. Not feeling so safe about myself when I go to work or out just hanging around. I know posting some blogs is more for the author rather than the reader. Considering the type of social networking site this was made. I think the notion that people come up to someone with can be confused by lust or a goal to try to be the hottest. I don't try to invest any type of money into this stuff cause its flaky. It does nothing to better us nor does it make me feel any better to prove that I am better than you. I think my goal is to just be me. Wondering what people think about me c

Own Me For A Month More Offers Available If Cash Bid
Ides Of March Auction Brought to you by Radio X show Go To This Page's Pics To The Ides Of March Folder Radio X show@ fubar My Auction Pic :D This is my first auction and I have no idea what I am doing so help me out people. Bid on me. Here Are The Rules

Day 2
well today started off good, got the girls up, their hair done, breakfast cooked, and off to school on time, a little later than i wanted too, but still they were on time. and their clothes even matched ( i think), then went to the gym and ran 2.5 miles and off to work. while i was at work i got a few calls and text from my wife. she found out that i quit my job and went to work for my friend. she was kinda being a bitch. whatever. then like a dumbass, i text her a little later and told her i was thinking bout her and i missed her and i still love her. she sent me one back that said she loved me and what she is doing right now is for the best. as the day went on those words repeated over and over in my head. than it hit me best for who? best for the kids cause now their little sister is going to be raised in a different house than them? best for me cause my life is flipped upside fucking down and as stupid as it sounds i love her and miss her? or best for her cause she now lives at her

Tequila And Salt...
Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2.. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. And always remember....

Help A Friend To Godmommy
~T~ pErFeCtLy UnPeRfEcT~ ~T~ pErFeCtLy UnPeRfEcT~ Lets Help Her To Godmommy She Has Just Under 2 Million Points To Get There. So Please Lets Help Her Out And Make Her The Newest Godmommy!!!! Brought To you by Sexy Sta

Insatiable Girls Wanted..apply Within...
Many of you have seen my face before, I am a rabid flirt,I love to meet NEW people always! Today I am thinking of starting my own ALL girl clique on here! I am single and always looking and after being on FUBAR for over 2 years, I have become quite the connasuer of the finer things in life! I thought to myself: I am single, sexy, and just can't possibly be tied down right now! I need some insatiable girls on my team? So if Sarge can have his Bad Girls and Dylon can have his Divas...I am going to have my Insatiable Selection!!!! Sure there are a lot of them girl cliques on here claiming to have the Baddest of the Bad on FUBAR, I wanna have the most absolute, bonafide, HOTTIES on here! I am not looking to make this the Tropicana Beauty Contest, Women come in various shapes, sizes, and flavors. I am looking for you to be apart of my Stable...Details coming soon! Ladies drop me a line...I am looking to start recruiting. Love, *Kisses to you all* Marko Aleksandar

Criss Angel-news
Another award for Angel: Magician of the Decade By Melissa Arseniuk Criss Angel hopes his arms are all that folds at the Luxor. First, he was called a Mindfreak. Later, he was named Magician of the Year. Now, Criss Angel has another title to add to his collection: Magician of the Decade. The Luxor illusionist received the first Merlin Award for Magician of the Decade from International Magicians Society this evening. The society’s president, Tony Hassini, presented the award after the 9:30 p.m. performance of Angel’s Cirque du Soleil show, Believe. It was the first time the society has given the momentous accolade in its four-decade history. The organization has already named Angel its Magician of the Year five times, in 2001, 204, 2005, 2007 and 2008. Siegfried & Roy, David Copperfield and Lance Burton have also received the award. The 41-year-old magician was humble after being named Magician Of The Decade. “I never set out to win awards, just to push my o

Babies Breath
MY POEM....... Babies Breath by: Cheryl Ann Lampton When I was young As all young girls do, I wished the perfect dream To one day come true, But as I aged some more That wish, That dream Was washed ashore Though i tried And wanted and waited My lifelong dream, Why am I so hated?, First it was one Then soon grew to ten, Will I get the chance To have that feeling again?, The warmth, the life growing inside When it was gone,I too, inside died The sound, The pleasure Will I never Hear, The pitter the patter A sound oh so dear, My life will never be complete Without the sound of another heartbeat The tiny fingers The little toes The curious eyes, And the rosey red nose, The cries in the night, The one most parents fear, That sweet little cry Would be music to my ears, That pain that burns So deep in my chest, That wish, That dream For one beautiful babies breath! Copyright ©2009 Cheryl Ann Lampton

How Do You Know?
How do you know when you found true love? How do you know if you didnt have it before and ran away from it? how do you know whos arms to be laying in? someone any input? Please dont tell me follow my heart... because thats not as easy as it sounds.

One Reason I Shall Burn
For those of you wondering if I've finally lost my fucking mind. Yes in a way I have. I will spare you all the relationship details as they have small bearing on the events of the past week. I did have a child murdered today, the act was not done by my hand (directly), but all in all I am still going to burn for my part in this. I was told by my doctors back in september when i refilled my prescription that the longer I take the drugs I'm taking the greater the chance of me not being able to reproduce anymore. Well considering the amount of children I already have, that might not be a bad thing. Well here it is a few months later, and im told by my then gf that she is pregnant. FUCK!!! Well being the type of person I am. I am not going to run away from this. I tried to list the options available to us. None of them were viable for her. I should take a minute here to state my opinions on this matter. I am against abortion, I believe it is murder. I do believe it can be used in specia

Good Deeds/pay It Forward
THE OTHER DAY, WHILE AT THE POST OFFICE, THERE WAS A GUY (OLDER MAN) BROKE DOWN, I GUESS HE WASN'T FROM AROUND HERE CAUSE HE DIDN'T KNOW WHO TO CALL....SO, I FIGURED THAT I'D DO SOMETHING NICE.... DROVE DOWN THE HWY AND GOT THE NAME AND NUMBER OF A MECH. SHOP THAT WOULD COME HELP HIM AND DROVE BACK UP AND GAVE HIM THE INFO. YESTERDAY I MISSED MY TURN SO I DECIDED TO TURN AROUND IN A WINN DIXIE PARKING LOT. I SAW A FIRE THAT HAD JUST STARTED, SOME BUSHES IN A LIL GARDEN AREA, SO, I CALLED 911 AND REPORTED IT. I'M ALWAYS DOING SOME KIND OF NICE THING, AND RARELY MENTION THEM TO ANYONE. JUST THOUGHT I'D SHARE THIS WITH YA'LL AND REMIND YA TO PAY IT FORWARD, NEVER HURTS TO TAKE A FEW MINUTES TO HELP OTHERS OUT, CAUSE ONE DAY IT MIGHT BE YOU IN A ROUGH SPOT. PEACE.......XOXOX'S JADE

Rant.
Fucking bastards!!!! I have today had to cancel all my card details because of thieving fucking bastards who won't get off of their own arses to earn a decent living of their own. They boil my piss and I hope they rot in hell. End of rant, not that anyone's listening..... pfftt. Jen xxx

Contest!!
This soldier has one order for all you FU people DOWNRATE ME! That's right I said DOWNRATE ME! With all the A11's going and Cherry Bombs going downrating has become nearly impossible so here is your chance to downrate someone. So help a soldier out and downrate me. You will feel better. And please rate the others a 10 or higher. It starts 3/11/09 at 11:00 A.M. FU Time So click the image below, it will direct you to where you need to down rate!!!! BUT...watch out for Wonder Woman and her Auto-11s. If she has Autos turned on...then DO NOT RATE. Rate all others but leave his alone Solder Of Fortune Thanks You!! (repost of original by 'Jenna~Fu Wife and R/L Girlfriend to Soldier of Fortune~' on '2009-03-10 13:16:08')

I Can't Say No :(
So, I can't say no when a friend asks something from me so I'm in not one but 2 auctions. Some may call me a point whore, I say don't judge me :P Just click these links and bid on me. You can lecture me AFTER you own me. This is for Papi's auction This is for Radio X auction

My Funny Friends
OUR GUY 2MUCH MADE DEMON TODAY! GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE AND CONGRATULATE HIM! CLICK BELOW TO GET TO 2MUCH'S PROFILE.... ☠ 2MUCH ☠(shadow levelers)happy owner of -rbk-@ fubar (repost of original by '♫Carebear♫' on '2009-03-10 20:41:46')

Tracy's Birthday
It was Tracy's Birthday yesterday so a bunch of us got together to celebrate. I twas the usual crowd at the usual place with the addition of cake. Tracy received a similar pin to the one I got for Valentines day (see previous blog). This made me feel better because now I am not the only one with ugly jewelery. Hers is a fly but she kept calling it a bee. Jaun also made it very clear that I owed him some sort of sexual favor because I tongued his ear ring off at the Renaissance fair. This was when I was blacked out so I told him he actually owed me the sexual favor. The next stop was the Todd XXX for a new birthday toy. Tracy must be in her mid 40's and has never owned a vibrator. I stayed pretty sober because I didn't want to leave my car anywhere. That's when I saw it so clearly. Jaun's signature move. Jaun is always with us when we go out always ready for another bar or more drinks. He waits for one of us to get really trashed and then he offers his prey a ride to t

Dont Know What To Do
Ok, so I really like someone. But when I see pics of him and his ex, I cant help but feel like I dont add up. I have problems trusting people and believing what they say, this goes for him as well. I dont know if I should believe him, that if I do that, I may feel like I have a chance at this or what. I just dont see what would keep him around because of how happy he seemed with her. I just dont want to be let again i guess. I guess that I cant measure up to anything because Ive never really been important to anyone.

For Sale
1950 Cadillac restore project, took the original motor out to swap with a chevy 350, never got the motor or the time, so the car sits motor less and transmission less. No body damage minus some rust. Interior is non existent. All gutted and ready for a new start.... see my pics for car pics $2000 or maybe trade for something.

A Mothersvlove
A mother's love A mother weeps she's lost her son, something evil has begun. She never imagined that this could be, how could my son do this to me. I raised him right, I showed him the way, now her words have gone astray. He cannot find his way back home, somewhere out there all alone. She searches the streets day and night,she will not give up this worthy fight. There love is strong there is no doubt,one is here one without.. Her pain is great he'll never know,in her eyes they do show. A mother weeps she's lost her son,if you find him then we've won. When you see this mothers son,you'll know his face by what he's done. Tell him a story of a mothers love,as told by Mary from up above. One look from her eyes,he feels her pain,the tears gush out from his shame. She holds him close,she holds him tight,she will not lose him not tonight. The words he speaks are from his heart,when his mind is weak they fall apart. One more lesson that she teaches

Radio Storm Invite
PLEASE COME AND JOIN US IN THE RADIO STORM LOUNGE. WE HAVE AWESOME TUNES AD AWESOME DJ'S. http://www.fubar.com/lounge/59077 YOU ARE ALSO WELCOME TO JOIN OUR FAMILY. WE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU.

Southern Vasectomy
After their 11th child, an Alabama couple decided that was enough, as they could not afford a larger bed. So the husband went to his veterinarian and told him that he and his cousin didn't want to have any more children. The doctor told him that there was a procedure called a vasectomy that could fix the problem but that it was expensive. 'A less costly alternative,' said the doctor, 'is to go home, get a cherry bomb, (fireworks are legal in Alabama ) light it, put it in a beer can, then hold the can up to your ear and count to 10. ' The Alabamian said to the doctor, 'I may not be the smartest tool in the shed, but I don't see how putting a cherry bomb in a beer can next to my ear is going to help me. ' 'Trust me,' said the doctor. So the man went home, lit a cherry bomb and put it in a beer can. He held the can up to his ear and began to count! '1' '2'

Love?
I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME WE TOUCHED EACH OTHERS HAND AND FELT SUCH POSITIVE ENERGY FLOWING THROUGH US, IT SENT CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE. THAT WAS 11YRS AGO. NOW I STILL FELT THE SAME WHEN WE LAST KISSED . BUT NOW THE FEELING IS NOT MUTUAL NOW I GET "{I NEED MY SPACE". ? SO WHAT DO I DO? SHOULD I CONTINUE TO WAIT OUTSIDE MY COMFORT ZONE OF 11YRS. NOT TO MENTION THE COMFORTS OF HOME . YOU KNOW THE THING WE ALL TAKE FOR GRANTED, A BED,MY KITCHEN (SELF TAUGHT GOURMET COOK) CLOTHES , ETC.... OR SHOULD I JUST GET MY SHIT AND MOVE ON, CONCENTRATE ON MY MUSIC AND LIVE LIFE? AFRAID NO ONE WILL EVER GIVE ME THE CHILLS AGAIN

That's Random
What are these words, ideas, images, or dreams that just *POP* into my mind. Sick, crazy, fun and most unimaginable. Why are chocolate rabbits made on Easter? I get the chocolate, and rabbits are for breeding. Chocolate is an aphrodiciac (sp) so I suppose a chocolate rabbit would put anyone in the mood. If that is the case wouldn't that be a better gift on Valentines day than red roses?

Irish Love Story
An elderly man lay dying in his bed. While suffering the agonies of impending death, he suddenly smelled the aroma of his favourite scones wafting up the stairs. He gathered his remaining strength, and lifted himself from the bed. Leaning on the wall, he slowly made his way out of the bedroom, and with even greater effort, gripping the railing with both hands, he crawled downstairs. With laboured breath, he leaned against the door-frame, gazing into the kitchen. Were it not for death's agony, he would have thought himself already in heaven, for there, spread out upon the kitchen table were literally hundreds of his favourite scones. Was it heaven? Or was it one final act of love from his devoted Irish wife of sixty years, seeing to it that he left this world a happy man? Mustering one great final effort, he threw himself towards the table, landing on his knees in rumpled posture. His aged and withered hand trembled towa

Oolong Tea / Carrot / Egg
A carrot, an egg, and a cup of Oolong tea ï¿½ You will never look at a cup of Oolong the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed Oolong tea. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the Oolong out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and Oolong tea," she replied.

Cool Ass Lyrics
WHAT SHALL WE USE TO FILL THE EMPTY SPACES WHERE WE USED TO TALK SHALL WE SET OUT ACROSS THIS SEA OF FACES IN SEARCH OF MORE AND MORE APPLAUSE SHALL WE BUY A NEW GUITAR SHALL WE DRIVE A MORE POWERFUL CAR SHALL WE WORK STRAIGHT THRU THE NIGHT SHALL WE GET INTO FIGHTS LEAVE THE LIGHTS ON DROP BOMBS DO TOURS OF THE EAST CONTRACT DISEASES BURY BONES BREAK UP HOMES SEND FLOWERS BY PHONE TAKE TO DRINK GO TO SHRINKS GIVE UP MEAT RARELY SLEEP KEEP PEOPLE AS PETS TRAIN DOGS RACE RATS FILL THE ATTIC WITH CASH BURY TREASURE STORE UP PLEASURE BUT NEVER RELAX AT ALL WITH OUR BACKS TO THE WALL P.F.R WATERS

St Patricks Day Auction
ST. PATRICK'S DAY AUCTION Ending: Tuesday, March 17th Midnight EST (9pm Fubar Time) AUCTION INFORMATION: * Auction will be for fubucks AND/OR cash/bought gifts. * Auction open to anyone * No entry fee to participate * Auction will run for one week and end on St. Patrick's Day night * Person with the most Auction Picture Rates will win a bling pack * Top winners in the auction will be auctioned off again LIVE in DDR for fubucks only (number to be determined by total number of entries, minimum of top 5 entries) To enter, Contact Contest Hostess: dj nilla ~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM~ @ fubar

Marking His Territory
Chandra giggled and grinned as she wandered through the mansion. She had only been working at the law firm for a few weeks and was ecstatic when she was invited to the monthly party. It was a time to socialize with all the employees and the fact that it was at one of the most expensive homes in Greenvale Acres was even better. Chandra was fresh out of college and had only one thing on her mind – sex. Well, actually, she had two things on her mind – sex and a husband. Chandra was the typical gold digger. She struggled through three years of college to get a diploma in office administration so she could work at a fancy law firm and marry one of the rich lawyers. Chandra struggled through college not because she wasn't smart. She was borderline gifted actually. She struggled because she spent way too much time partying, fucking, and more fucking. "Beautiful dress Chandra. Is that Alfred Sung?" Nick had paid close attention to Chandra from the first day she started working at the firm.

Come Join The Fun
Come and Join In on The Fun!!! We would like to Invite to our new home at Heavens Devils. This Lounge has a laid back atmosphere and we are willing to try new ideas so if you see anything in the lounge you think could use some work let us know. Feel free to come and check us out. If you are interested in working for our lounge please feel free to contact myself Mama@H.D or H.D.Red Dog Owner at anytime. I look foward to seeing you in the lounge and please remember the point of haeing lounges is so that people can come in and have fun and enjoy themselves its not a popularity contest. Here is the link to the room http://fubar.com/lounge/66456. Hope to see you soon.

Peter Britt
Hello, My name is Kristine. I am a long-time friend of country/rock artist and published author, Peter Britt. I wanted to tell everyone about Peter’s book “All That I Am, I Think!. Peter’s book is a journey into emotion. Pain, love, sex, anger, passion, forgiveness and much more. This is perhaps the easiest reading book I have ever had the wonderful pleasure to own. It was surprising to me, that a man could actually understand a woman so very well. Not only in the respect that a woman is physically different but, in a woman’s emotions and feelings. The true woman inside. This man has a seemingly natural understanding of how we (women) think and feel. The most wonderful [art of his book, was that it made me feel as if I were having a conversation with Peter over a cup of coffee. That in itself made me realize this man has something substantial to say to the world. Fortunately, he was compelled to write about who and what he truly is deep inside and share it. Any woman who wants he

Tired Of This
im tired of helping people rate and comment their stuff... i never get anything back in return... all i do is try to be nice and help out... but no one i guess is like me... i put my own time into helping everyone one... for once i would wish people started helping me out.... hopefully it will happen... hmph... thats all i have to say.. Jimmy

Drama
Not that its really of anyone's buisness on here but TomyB and I are SEPERATED!!!!! We have been for quite a while and its really starting to piss me off that some people seem to think my life belongs in their mouth. If you want to know something have the fucking balls to ask the people involved. If not keep my damn name out of your mouth. This isn't high school people last time I checked we were all adults that should have better damn sense. Jealousy is a really ugly thing and eventually it WILL come back to bite you in the ass. It appears some people have never heard the saying karma is a bitch.....maybe you should of paid a little better attention. If I wanted to have a threesome I have a girlfriend that lives right down the road that would be more than willing. I don't need to search the internet to find that like some people apparntly do. Whoever seems to think this is funny really needs to take a long hard look at their own life & find out what the hell is missing. Trying to des

Who Wants Auto11s Or Cherrybomb Bling?
AUTO 11 OR CHERRYBOMB UP FOR GRABS! IM HOLDING A RATE CONTEST FOR THE BIGGEST PIMP OR PIMPETTE OF FUBAR.THE PRESON WITH THE MOST RATES IN TWO WEEKS WILL GET THERE CHOICE OF A AUTO 11 OR CHERRYBOMB BLING IF INTERESTED PLEASE P.M ME AND SEND ME THE LINK TO THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO USE.MAKE SURE YOU HAVE FUN WITH THIS NO CHEATING,DRAMA,AND PROMOTE YOURSELF.PIX MUST BE G.Q STYLE MEANING.IF YOUR A PIMP SHOW YOUR PIMP STYLE.ABSOLUTLY NO TOLERANCE FOR DRAMA YOU WILL BE DELETED OUT OF THE CONTEST:)CONTEST WILL START WHEN I HAVE AT LEAST 10 PPL. CONTEST HOST PurpleSky*Fubar's Most Finest *@ fubar

Randomness
In the year of fourteen ninety-twoWhen columbus sailed the ocean blueHad he landed on indias shoreYou might never have come to knock on my door.Who needs a rhyme or a reasonSome dreams were made to findSo I know that I must followAsk me just how much I love youYou are starlight, Im galileoEven on the darkest night ohI will find the shining light of our love.Through the rain clouds thundering nightsMr. franklin stood there holding his kiteHe was crazy always pressing his luckBut he got what he wanted when lightning struck, yeah.Who needs a rhyme or a reasonSome dreams were made to findSo I know that I must followAsk me just how much I love youYou are starlight, Im galileoEven on the darkest night ohI will find the shining light.Ask me just how much I love youYou are starlight, Im galileoEven on the darkest night ohI will find the shining light of our love.I believe in you and the special love we could shareAnd maybe one day darling youll turn aroundAnd all I really know is I will be the

Day 3
well had today off, and found out i am off until tuesday. which sux cause im used to the monday thru friday thing,and i could use the money, but after that ill be back to my regular schedule. i had a regular morning with the kids, and my wife brought my youngest daughter Lilah to me, so we hung out at my house all day. it was the first time since all this shit happened that i have had her. i miss her bad, i didnt want to take her back, but she has to take breathing treatments for the next few days and all of her stuff is over there. so im gonna get up in the morning and drive out there to get her after i drop my other ones off. i cant wait. it was good watching all of my kids play together. you never realize the little things till they are taken away. my wife is still being real short with me, when she sent me that email last night, she told me all the things that i did to drive her away, and she also said that my oldest kids are almost out of control. she hasnt ever been around kids b

A. A. A. D. D.
A.A.A.D.D. KNOW THE SYMPTOMS ..... PLEASE READ! Thank goodness there's a name for this disorder. Somehow, I feel better even though I have it!! Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and se

I'm Back
Well for what it's worth, I'm back for now. First I want to thank everyone for the well wishes and the "miss you's". I wish I could say all is well now but unfortunately I cannot at this time. My time away did some good but some things haven't changed in my absence so I am compelled to be blunt in a blog. First, let me say I have and will always be grateful for all the "luv" shown on this site. As you all know, I always return it some form or another whether it be rates, bling, gifts, or sending people to assist you. This DOES NOT however, entitle you to anything from me or my friends. If you have a problem or an issue be adult enough to go the person directly; I am not going to tolerate the infantile tattling, etc. This is an adult site so act accordingly. Secondly I am absolutely not going to be stalked, watched, spied or monitored any longer. I do for people because I choose to and entitles you to nothing. If you have a problem with how I conduct my fu-business or ha

The Rules Of Indiana
THE RULES OF RURAL INDIANA ARE AS FOLLOWS: Listen up City Slickers ! 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. They're live steaks. That's why they smell funny to you. But they smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? Rt. 70 goes east and west, I-65 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $150,000 corn pickers and hay balers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in southern Indiana waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while an oint buck and 3 does are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your

Come Join Us At
If you have not been to our lounge recently, you're missing out! Click this link to visit us in HOTEL EROTIC CORENAIXCORE (nsfw) Hiring All staff starting fubx pay 10$ in hour: http://www.fubar.com/lounge/65653 -the management

New Lounge Underconstruction
i just recently closed out an account that had a lounge called LOUNGE 343 honoring the 343 firefighters who perished on september 11th 2001. i have decide to rebuild it here. i am currently looking for promoters...security and djs. if interested plz pm me and i will get back to you asap. this 343 will be bigger and better than the old one. see you there. plz repost. BLACKHEARTEDWOLF

Why The Fake Pictures?
Can someone tell me why so many people on here use fake pictures on their profile page. Is it to get more attention than they would get using their own picture? Are they hiding from something or someone? Or are they just trying to deceive the opposite sex and they think it's a game of some sort. Honestly, I'm pretty tired of going to a profile, starting to check someone out and find the picture is their fantasy, not even close to what they look like. Anyone else on here feel that way? Isn't this fake picture crap the reason they make everyone use a salute now? I don't have a salute, I have my real pictures of me on my page. If everyone was straight up and used real pictures, this salute crap wouldn't exist. Get real people!

Cya Round
Alright So im not on fubar as much any more so im just gunna get rid of it. Of course im not gunna throw my YIM name out on fubar, so if you are a good friend of mine then do go ahead hit me up for my Yahoo, if ya dont have it already. I have it on my Phone so I will always be on yahoo. So send me a shout for it and cya round have fun Fu-kers...

Poem I Wrote "one Last Time"
Please give me some honest feed back; just know I wrote this when I was 17. If I could look into your eyes Id tell you I was sorry and that I loved you Id study every curve and beauty on your face Memorize it If I could hug you one last time and forget My life would be less complicated But it wont go away If I could turn around and not feel your smile I‘d turn pale blue from the cold For the warmth would be gone We are not children anymore I cant hold your hand and tell you everything is all right Because I cant seem to let go And that is holding me back Glass after glass I fill up trying to drown what happened But I endorse it I can still taste the sweetness of your lips And I don't want to I can still see the look in y

Sickness
yesterday i was in the hospital for the past 3 days my left side was hurting badly and yesterday i started puking my brains out i went to the hospital i was born at stay there for 3 hours i never got seen at all so i left and went to Tempe saint lukes i got in right away they give me something so i would not puke no more my back and sides hurt so much because of that so i wont be on fubar for a while they told me i have 2 kidney stones one of them is 4 and the other is 6 i cant wait for this to be over with

To My Friends
It saddens me to say that finally the fu-drama has found my page and my real life. Due to some very rude and inconsiderate person who claims to "love" me harrassing me and my friends I am having to consider leaving this site. I told myself if this place ever stopped being fun for me that i would leave instead of getting caught up with the crap and that is what i feel i need to do now because this is no longer fun for me when i have to wonder which one of my friends will be harrassed by this person next. It really sucks because i have made so many wonderful friends and had such great times on here. I have asked that person to reveal their true identity on here but even though they "love" me and are covinced we are to be together they refuse to tell me who they really are so iI can deal with this on a 1 on 1 basis...instead they would rather have me remove everybody them included. Also since I have added many of you to my yahoo messenger I am going to have to block and delete everybody

Anit 'i'
you hv 2 blo' me up, sho me make a g' mad u betta throw them up. i luv fancy car i luv dyme azz chick. u dnt need small waist i take azz an titz... been known 2 brake it dwn move a ponud. get da yayo, cook it up move it slo' pop a glock & spray at da cop'z. i'm a G' LUV ME, HATE ME, BUT U CANT C ME OR BE ME, SO ENVY ME. i'm known 2 stay on top buss when its not... ask about me baby i'm hot... turst i live a crazy lyfe, pluz i kno what da ladiez like. need'z a man tht listen an takes advice. i can be all 3 an i can lay da pipe. so u look at me lyke boi ur game iz tight, i'm look'n back lyke iz tht rite... understand i hv no game it'z jst sum ppl understand da story... hihi... thnkz 4 ur tyme 1luv coke2dope

Bra And Lingerie Contest!
Please help me out with a prettiest bra and prettiest lingerie contest! Just click on the photos and rate rate rate!! Please click on both pics and rate me!! Thank you and much love!

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10 Things About Me....
I was looking at someones blog and I got tagged. So if you are reading this, consider yourself tagged. 1.. I am a huge Cubs fan, My family isa huge Cardinals fan. SUCKS!!! 2..I have been married 3 times and only the 3rd was real. 3..I have lived in 6 states but traveled in 36 states. 4..I used to be a amateur writer/blogger. But my writings kept getting ripped off. 5..I am a REAL landscaper...as in architect and horticulture. 6..I have a habit of reading everything no matter how ridiculous. 7..I can't stand politicians. Democrat or Republican. 8..I am a Fox news nut..if you don't know whats going on then you aren't watching the right channel 9..I believe in God. I am far from perfect, but still read the Bible. 10..I don not like stupid people. But I live in the land of Stupid.

Needing Social Life
Lookin 4 real friends, and hopefully a new gf; tired of bein alone. I need a good listener, sweet, caring girl that I can get 2 know. If ya wanna meet someone cool, down 2 earth, a rebel badboy of the 80's write me.

Zodiacs Which Are You?
ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! GEMINI - Irresistible Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. CANCER - The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Grea

All About Me!!!!
Well Hello To All My Fellow Fubar Friends, Im here to tell you a little about the man behind this profile, Im 52 yrs young and even younger at heart, of mind, even younger yet. I am the type that has to keep going to continue being young, am a firm believer that if you stop you will wilt and die.Was married twice in my time, first time eleven and a half yrs, ended up me leaving, second time, married to the love of my life for twenty three yrs, and she fell out of love with me. Devastated as I was, I went to hell and back, brushed myself off, and started at it yet again. I never stay down for long, was always able to bounce back.I have two daughters that I am very proud of, And a son who is my best friend.I live to ride my 1975 custome Iron Head Harley, work ,party, and live each day as it is my last. Some people will pass me on the street and look, and stare at me, as to think , what is he wearing, look at those disgusting tattoos, and where did he get that mohawk from, To those people

No Matter What
Scream to my soul and poison the veins Open an artery then drink its remains Light my blood through the fire it sings Then stab my heart for the love it brings. Kill me with a kiss and one shall not crave A touch of elegance upon my forgotten grave, Ring a chime of hatred that tomorrow stole For you can incinerate my feelings, but never my soul. Wash a prayer in acrylic acid it shall be cured Then hate me with everything those tears endured Change matters not to the one who sees so blind You can control my life and even distort my mind. Call on the ghosts of past and future changes Haunt all fear with wasted word of exchanges Then light a candle for my chains it shall sever Dead or alive I only exist to love you forever.

I Dare You
I dare you to love me, until the day that I die... Holding me in comfort without ever tasting regret Through thick and thin then never looking back, Cradling my soul as if it was a precious diamond While picking up the pieces if ever I fell apart, So I dare you to love me, like I've always loved you! I dare you to want me, until the day that I die... Forgetting the pain of my mistakes, like I did you Trudging through difficult times like nothing mattered Fighting a cause of threat to our love, If ever it called Cherishing the good and the bad without walking away, Now I dare you to love me, like I've always loved you! I dare you to care for me, until the day that I die... Wiping tears from my pale cheeks, would you cry too? laughing through our happy times, standing side by side Kissing my forehead as I silently slept, whispering I love you Freeing desires to what we both need, could you see too, Because I dare you to love me, like I've always loved you! I dare

Crazy Thoughts
Why is it when your sleeping it`s called drool but when your awake its called spit? Why does the Easter bunny carry eggs? Rabbits don't lay eggs. Why doesn't the hair on your arms grow as fast as the hair on your head? If someone owns a piece of land, do they own it all the way to the center of the earth? Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle? If the FBI breaks your door down do they have to pay for it? If you fart and burp at the same time, would it make a vacuum in your tummy? If a doctor suddenly died while doing surgery, would the other doctors work on the doctor or the patient? Why do we sing "Rock a bye baby" to lull our little ones to sleep when the song is about putting your baby in a tree and letting the wind crash the cradle to the ground? Why do sleeping pills have warning labels that state :'Caution: May Cause Drowsiness? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why is it that no

Which Why Nothing Is Impossible
When the cold nights been sleepless and faith turned to be weakly hopeless in the sharp darkness that never shines when I had truly nothing to call mine I founded you.. when the roads been long and I was lost & the sun's light seemed never to last days passed by , crossing back to the past.. when I never truly felt these days un-noticed I felt you.. when I walked the unknown with tears ahead. Fear pumped my heart for the unknowns threat Blood boiled through my frozen dead soul..and just when I needed to live again & feel whole I found you.. How I found you? when the merciless light blinded my eyes & I was lost while walking the road of lies when the near tomorrow I was unable to see when I feared searching for you, even for me! My love actually ;by then You found me.

Where I Sat & Wept
I swallow the hurt ,once swallowed the soul in me and weakly bite the lips of pain that bit me where I scream an echo cracking these walls . From glass they are made & permanent to words a noise they make as they sharply kiss the ground rhyming like the tunes of my heart shattering around. Around that red river where I sat for long and wept the river where my tears & misery once fell & there been kept.. where the air chills the renewed tears on my cheeks crawling from brown eyes tired, lost in what to seek.. Now this river joins another & another until far from my sight they all merge rapidly toward That unseen.. How I wish for my tears to run just as far & farther just as far that I forget all that now seems to matter to forget all black memories & walls they've built the unbearable weights they threw & I have held.. How I wish my memory to forget and forget just as fast as the flow of the river changing the water of that past.. How I strongly bite still these

My Heart, His Land
The night eyes, are but like yours, and weird how much the heart asks about them without you what will I and this life worth you , a sun the earth roves forever around where the wings of passion, have found a ground in which my greetings with & on forever land.. for the dearest person, the special name.. whom if about I willed to talk ,life would pass by and my words yet would never end as the sun sets, no one flies to my mind but you and the night gently dies tiring my questions only you on my mind,no matter how long the nights are with songs of passion singing alone with you being far how I desire to see the face of my life ,where you stand. with yours coming through time to hold my hands I have nothing but my love , passion and feelings with some wounds that your love is healing.. a heart whose beats counting the seconds though distance been hurting the breathe I inhale despite the pain that history brought, but now is pale ..we will be there to return

Loser!
Ok so this dude obviously got upset cuz his perv ass couldn't shout @ me! lol... How dumb, get over it! Here's the comment he left me... Comments on *{♥R3dHoT♥}* Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~*ChAriLiCi0uS*~̵ 69♣ΜأΩď₣®ΞаҚ♣69... Online (Online) Mount Pleasant, TX March 12, 2009 @ 11:36 am IM GIVING YOU A 1 AND REMOVING YOU.I will not tolerate women being private with their shout box turned off on a PUBLIC site. reply | delete comment | block user

Thank You!
I just wanted to say Thank You to my friends, family, fans, crushes, admirers for always making me feel special and putting a smile on my face :) You guys are awesome! I try to return all the love that is given to me but I do occasionally miss someone because my bartab moves faster than my brain LOL if I miss you PLEASE let me know so I can give ya some lovin! :D

Love Needs Not Proof
Love needs not one proof when I say that I love you I say it because I really do, when I said that I love you you said that you loved me too and now as I say I love you , you stare asking for a clue am on fire like the feelings I hold, a heart that keeps not, things untold a soul that cant boil when its cold, can't stand when its too heavy to hold, asking for one true thing, for you now loving you" as you deny that I do" here I am saying it for the last time you can kill me if my love is a crime break me down for the feelings I hold drink my blood for what I tell & told burn me,tear me into millions of parts if its a sin, holding you in my heart let the blue sky fall over my head hold hatred rather than love ,instead, for every true love word that I've said heave a hill, until you see me dead.. crash my bones crash them well turn my life dark, just turn it hell you can even kill the words I try to say leave me alone for a decade ,for a day believe me

Things To Do When You're Bored
Act like a spy / secret agent for the day. Flash your mailman. Act like you just met your friend for the first time. Arrest yourself. Start a conversation with yourself. Ask a question nobody can answer. Ask embarrassing questions. Ask people how to pronounce their name. Ask people if they want to see your “belly button treasure”. Crawl around the room humming the music from Mission Impossible. Ask people if they’ve seen your head. Balance a pencil on your nose. Make your feet talk to each other. Make sound effects for stuff. Dress in something silly and laugh at yourself. Make up a new language. Put stick-on tattoos all over your body. Be one of those people that yell “SHH!” (Even though ur ADDING to the noise). Play songs backwards and listen for satanic messages. Listen to a painting. Call a wrong number and talk to whoever answers. Call an insurance company and try to insure your stuffed animal. Call toll free numbers and make friends with the operators.

Just One Rate Needed Plz
Ok Im Up For Auction Im Not Asking You To Bid On Me .. But All Im Asking If You Could Spare 1 Min Of Your Time And Rate My Picture Im Not Bothered If It's 10 / 11 Also While You Are There Could You Plz Rate Fan And Add The Hostess She Is Absouletly Awesome Plz Click On The Picture Below Thankyou .. Auction Ends St Pattys Day

My First Auction!!
ST. PATRICK'S DAY AUCTION Ending: Tuesday, March 17th Midnight EST (9pm Fubar Time) This is my first time ever in an auction! * Please come and place a bid :) * If anything, please rate the picture a 10 or 11, the person with the most rates gets a bling pack! * Please tell your friends to come rate as well, or even to place a bid! * You all are wonderful and awesome! To place a rate/bid, please click the picture! (There is a conversion chart at the front of the album)

Mish First Auction!
ST. PATRICK'S DAY AUCTION Ending: Tuesday, March 17th Midnight EST (9pm Fubar Time) This is her first time ever in an auction! * Please come and place a bid :) * If anything, please rate the picture a 10 or 11, the person with the most rates gets a bling pack! * Please tell your friends to come rate her as well, or even to place a bid! * You all are wonderful and awesome! FuBUCKS CONVERSIONS FOR AUCTION To place a rate/bid, please click on her picture below!

Inyourmouth69
I'm here to meet new people,so i can enjoy life with that beatiful woman.I don't have time for the games and bullshit.I'm 32 years old just moved from chicago to south haven ms.I know how to treat a real woman.but most off all i know what i want and know how to get it.yes i have a freaky side to myself but in a good way.I love to please a woman sexually,pysically,and mentally.I'm very single,and i'm sreaching for a soft loving woman and i'm going to get her!!!!!

Which Are You?
A carrot, an egg, and a cup of Oolong tea ï¿½ You will never look at a cup of Oolong the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed Oolong tea. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the Oolong out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and Oolong tea," she replied.

Help This Girl
She is in a pic rate contest and another member of the contest has somehow cheated so she need our help. Here is a link to her pic. it only takes a second for one rate! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=888520&i=3903583078&albumid=1505419#2251050504 once that is done stop by here and leave a comment on the 1 mil blog to let Dream snacher know you helped out and a chance at 1 mil fubucks(read the blog) http://fubar.com/user_blogs.php?u=2049560

Party
hey there everyone we are having a tat party april 11th it is in indianapolis in. if you want to know more about it just hit me up or i have myyearbook and i can tell you more. there will be some or one of the guys work on there if you would want to see. or they have a site on myspace. the d. name is naptown inc.

I Promised
I promised the day you were born,i would always be there. No matter what you did,i'll still care. You can count on me for anything,i mean that with all my heart. Even if i move away,and we are miles apart. you'll always have me by your side,until the day i die. But even then i'll come back to you,so there will be no need to cry. I love to know you need me,and i hope you always do. Even though i am your Mother,we can still be best friends too. So i want you to know,my Dear Daughter of mine,I LOVE YOU now,an until the end of time.

Through The Windows Of Heaven
Through the windows of heaven,the eyes of god watches over you. In his vision,there is nothing that can't be seen. For his eyes and heart are both watching every living thing. If there is a question that you may want to ask, his ears are there to hear your every prayer,and bring all your troubles to past. for in his hands there is a power so GREAT,that words cannot describe. Also enough love in his heart to touch and fill all of our lives. so speak the will of god and be sincere in your prayers of need,for the answers are always near. The world can be a confusing place,but if you put god first (MATT 6:33 ) and have faith and belief in the word of god, this world and man you will not fear. (JOHN 16:33 )

Give It Away
Give away far more than anyone could ever give to you. Give away LOVE,God's love.Give away Grace,God's grace. Give away forgiveness,Forgive like God can. I wish i could tell you all of this will be easy... That i just started one day and whoosh,my life changed... That i gave away everything i knew and learned. Sorry,that's not how it worked out. everyday is a challenge,just like my walk. so,everyday i take one more step forward. Today,i can look back and see how one step at a time has brought me this far. Then i turn and look in front of me and i am humbled. I see how far i have to go.so,i take another step forward. I know in my heart that i need to be even more generous. It's easier said then done,i guess. For now,i'll just keep working at a growong my faith,Giving away GOD'S LOVE,GRACE,FORGIVENESS and sharing my faith with others.

A Stranger
A stranger appeared before my eyes,i was drawn to him before i could realize. Some people you meet and don't know why,they come into your life,when you don't even try. I met this stranger the other day all i want is to see him someday,the thoughts of him flood my mind. He was oh so soothing,oh so kind it's hard to understand,it's not a joke. We connected even before we spoke the room was crowded but it was plain to see there was noone around just him,just me. We were drawn together like a moth to a flame. Seemed hard to believe i didn't even know his real name. Our screen names alone brought us together,We connected and changed our lives forever. We seemed so comfortable with each other,there was no need to screen,noneed to cover. We had so much in common,so much to say. Neither wanted the night to go away,we talked of ourselfs and soon could see. This brief encounter was meant to be. Some people you find and don't know why ,come into your life and make you fly. We were br

A Fairytale
Dreamland awaits you, close your eyes, Imagine you and i, close as breath Skin upon skin, lips touching, For you taste of raspberries, sweetly irresistible, The fragrance of you, takes my breath away, I am burning inside, a torch of fire, Burning fuel of passion, for you are my desire, My heart beats with every breath, you are my destiny, Your eyes evade me, deep,dark,mysterious, i am your slave, your love has captured me, grab my body, pull me close, Show me your love, in ways i could only dream, Wake me i must be dreaming, this is a fairytale.

Dreamer
I dream and there you are. Words cannot describe how you look,standing there alone. There is no light but i see,clearly,perfectly. You appear so real. Could i truly be dreaming? I've known you, forever-maybe more. we have met oftontalking,crying,wondering. I know all about you ,mind and soul,sheer perfection. you say "I MISS YOU." NO,I mustn't be dreaming. Walking towards me slowly,you call my name. I answer,"I AM HERE." I wisper yours. I wait. No reply. What is happening? I know i am not dreaming. I can see your face,yet i cannot reach it. I can see your eyes,yet they look away. I wisper it again. then shout,"WHAT IS HAPPENING?" No response. "I LOVE YOU!" You reply, "I do not exist,I cannot love,I am not real." Your image fades. I wake and you are gone.

Perfect In Weakness.
Her cry is like a melody Sung softly to the skies Searching for an answer Unable to find in herself Pleading for her worries To be gently kissed away Her frown is abstract art Waiting for a brave soul To level the rough edges With undying compassion And smooth the wrinkles With hope for tomorrow Her heart is like a maze With shattered promises Crowding each crevice And devious lies linger While bleeding venom Poisoned innocence She's broken no doubt Yet shines like no other Whisper sweet nothings Gaze as she beams joy With a smile so genuine Scripted with splendor While others cower in fear She's perfect in weakness

I Looked In The Eyes Of A Soldier
I looked in the eyes of a soldier so much did i see. All the adolescence innocence was gone there stood a new man in front of me i saw fear and frustration the feeling of where do i fit in ? if they only knew what i've done they could never love me again! I saw pride and self-confidence. He was a soldier proud and true he could take on anything. bring on an enemy or two i saw peace and remembrance as he visited with family and friends the memories of the good times that he thought would never end I saw the pain and suffering as his mind drifted far away Remembering the hell he's been in not knowing if he'll go back someday i saw the anger and aggressiveness that a soldier needs to surive the temper rising back in the states at the remark from a wise guy before i looked away tears begane to fall before me stood a soldier who has given his life for us all!!!!

I Feel You
I can still feel your fingers touching my breast. Your warm body pressed close to mine kissing your lips,so soft and sweet your hands as you slowly explore my body taking me into a heavenly bliss running my fingers through your hair as you lower your head to my treasure. Moaning uncontrollably,I quiver with desire. My passion is growing higher Looking into your Beautiful,sultry eyes as you raise and tilt back your head Your passion is growing higher and higher as you lay me back on the bed Quenching with mad desire with the heat of your mouth,on fire as your tongue meets mine. Pushing your love into me with such burning passion,yet so sweet and loving My body is trembling,heart pounding in rapture as we dance withsuch burning ecstasy the sultry look on your handsome face I arch my back to meet your movements as we dance faster and faster in our pleasure. Passion is rising higher and higher our love for each other burning like fire waiting,prolonging that spe

Stupidity
I just have to write about this as I have seen so much of it lately. Going into chat rooms, something I have started doing in the last month. Well, as many of you will know, they can be very, very, stupid. The ocnversations within range anywhere from talking about work to arguing over who has the biggest dick or most sex in the room. There is also the group of the chatters that have all met in person and most likely, sexual encounters as well. These make for horrific conversations! I mean I am left to wonder how many of these people actually graduated from anything, let alone school. My point to this is, those of us who maybe are new to this or perhaps truly looking to meet some new people to converse with, are at a slight disadvantage when there are "clicks" that rule the rooms as if we were all in high school. I don't know about anyone else however, I certainly have no desire to repeat high school again! So the refreshing news is this, when I joined FUBAR a few days ago, I fo

Sellin Laptop
well i figured since now im getting the silent treatment from everyone for the past week for some reason because no one wants to chat anymore on here , yahoo or aim my laptop is basically now just a dust collector so im selling it. so if u feel u wanna chat with me then ask for my cell number or something.... idk. anyways thanks for showing me what kind of people u all truly are.

I Wanna Know
Why is it when people become sexually involved, even after telling one another they arent looking for anything serious, that one of the people always catch feelings for the other..And in no way does this mean that its always the women that catch those feelings..Is it depending on how good the sex is??

Leaving
this place is not for me. some people are pretty mean here. i don't know why. they have no idea who i am but yet they decide to IM me and call me names. i don't know what i ever did to anyone on here. but i can't block every newbie out there. i don't know who has the right to judge anyone for what they do but it seems a few people on here think they can. and yet they sit on the computer and check out every chick on here. can you say double standard?? i have played the game. i've rated people and sent drinks to those rating me. can't say i got the same back. a few did but most did not. so, it's time to go. this is going to stay up for a day or 2 until a couple of friends see it.

Mothman
MOTHMAN The Mothman is the name given to a creature reported in the Charleston and Point Pleasant areas of West Virginia between November 12, 1966,[1] and December 1967. Most observers describe the Mothman as a winged man-sized creature with large reflective red eyes and large moth-like wings. The creature was sometimes reported as having no head, with its eyes set into its chest. A number of hypotheses have been presented to explain eyewitness accounts, ranging from misidentification and coincidence, to paranormal phenomena and conspiracy theories. November 15, 1966 On November 15, 1966, two young, married couples from Point Pleasant, David and Linda Scarberry and Steve and Mary Mallette, were traveling late at night in the Scarberrys' car. They were passing the West Virginia Ordnance Works, an abandoned World War II TNT factory, about seven miles north from Point Pleasant, in the 2,500 acre (10 km²) McClintic Wildlife Station, when they noticed two red lights in the shado

A New Beginning
The dawn breaks only to begin another day, but this day is unlike any other Today is a day filled with change, change that starts with me But wait why should I change for the world to accept me, I want to be accepted for who I am and what I stand for I know I am far from perfect, but I am still me A daughter, a sister, an aunt, a friend, a lover, sometimes a fighter, but mostly someone who has love to give and wants to be loved What a sad world we live in, a world based mostly on apperances and where uniqueness has no value I won't let this stand in my way of being myself, and one day someone will accpet this And this will start the new beginning, a beginning that will last a lifetime

Dragons
Many people have simply said, "Dragons are mythical, henceforth, they are not real." Well, knights were in mythological stories, as were princesses. Are they not real? True, we have proof of their existance, but do we not have proof of dragon existance? This is what I will be trying to discover: Are the "mythological" dragons real? If so, which ones? What would they look like? Eastern Dragons Let us review the external appearance of the Chinese dragon: thin, long body with four legs, over sized head, and no wings. Flying is out of the question. There have been no creatures proven in science that could fly without wings or wing-like structures. The legs and talons are also out of proportion, but, if enlarged, can make a plausible serpent. Pretty much, the Chinese and Asian dragons can exist, but not as we believe them to. They would be a little more like snakes with legs. All right, people have argued this: Chinese dragons could be filled with a gas that makes them "float", and t

Bitches
I have a fiance, we been together for a longest time. Last week it turned out he was talkin to this Russian bitch from here, for a longest time. SHe has no decency at all, and have led him on to have feelings for her. The bitch is married, mind you, and its pissin me off that she would try to play my man like that. I didnt snoop around, but he left his messanger run and I saw her talk dirty to him like a shameless bitch. I know he doesnt want her, and that he knows she is married. But I am pissed as al hell that some one like her would do somethin like that. I kno he doesnt want her cuz we live miles away from where shes at. Adn she is not even his type. Watch out for her, so she doesnt do that to you. She is a bitch, and enjoys leading people on for fun.

Cops
as its a fine spring evening the sunshining over the city the skies are clear and clean, and the cops swarming the area. i texted two friend and about 10 minutes later detained by the police as i was talking to a friend in Kansas *spellcheck*. he asked me who i was talking to told them i was "talking to a friend in missiouri" he asked me to turn around, immediatly i assumed the postion legs spread and hands behind my head fingers laced. as every officer was taught, he patted me down. with the unwanting feeling overcoming me. he asked if i had "drugs, weapons, anything in my postion that would poke me?" i thought of something dirty, kept calm and replied "yes, a utility knife and a pen knife". he took them out asked "why do you have them" i replied, "because im a carpenter and i use that knife when i work and incase i need one when im out", he gave it back to me. he asked why i had the small one (already annoyed) i replied "Because it came with my tape mesuare

Venting
OK, my first blog on here... For the past few days i really havent been acting myself, i have had alot going on in and out of my head... I was with this guy the last 3 months of my pregnancy up untill about Thanksgiving..he just so happened to buy the beautiful new home that me, my mom and my son live in. Well he agreed that even tho he didnt live here he would still help pay the mortgage b/c his name is also on the house along with my moms and it would ruin his credit for life..well mom gave him till the end of this month so he could save up money to help, he was going to give her $500.00 thats half of the payment..well she has been trying to get ahold of him and he will not return any of her phone calls and it is stressing her out, shes freaking saying we are going to end up on the streets and shit like that, and i cant handle it.. i too have been stressing and freaking out over all of this and i just dont know what to do, we cant re- finance till Sept, and after next month we

Truer Words...
One of my son's best friend wrote this, on MySpace. I took the time to read it..not sure if its his own words or not..kind made me stop and think..reminds me something that could had been written during the early 70's..you may or may not agree... From: Chris (Psychotronik) Date: Mar 12, 2009 8:29 PM Subject: truer words were never spoken Body: Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth. And the truth is, there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn't there? Cruelty and injustice, intolerance and oppression. And where once you had the freedom to object, to think and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and systems of surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting your submission. How did this happen? Who's to blame? Well certainly there are those more responsible than others, and they will be held accountable, but again truth be told, if you're looking for the guilty, you need only look into a mirr

Why Do People Feel The Need ???
I just post a mumm , .. And I am totally amazed at how many rude as well as flat out disrespectful replies I got , .. to something that was just done in fun , .. now note there was noting rude , degrading , disrespectful , in what I wrote , .. It was on my favorite cartoon , .. And I already know I will get flack for this but , .. If you are unable to be respectful , why even waste your time , .. Oh I forgot , .. they give points to rude people here , sadly that can't be changed ... I have a saying of mine in my home, it simply reads " If you can't respect me , or the people who are here , at least be respectful enough to leave " .. In this case if you can't be respectful , why comment , .. Your just show your true colors , .. But what do I know ... Mikeal -aka- Milo Bloom

Slowing The Night
I reach through the darkness my hands touching nothing but a blackness so thick i can slice through it only to have it grow back. Keeping the night away fro my heart for when it closes behind me i will suffer the slowing night each step i take towards you the night gets even slower walking through a sludge feeling it clinging to my skin Needing to get to you i can not stop... i finally see you with in my few more steps All of a sudden your swallowed by the slowing Night Lost in despair i chose to give up. knowing it woud be useless to fight against the slowing Night i sink slower in to the sludge my heart unprotected I look u one last time to say "my heart goes to where i cannot" Forgive my failure to reach you In the slowing Night...

My Sims Video
My creativity is being used up on something else besides my writing. Story and video I created, everything you see done by me, watch. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v= DpNi-DwTxgI enjoy. (Fix the spaces) To see my other videos visit my page, http://www.youtube.com/user/couturexbarbie

My Frustrations
YOU KNOW, I'VE HAD A LOT OF THINGS HAPPEN TO ME IN MY LIFE SINCE DAY ONE, FIRST BEING DIAGNOSED WITH CEREBRAL PALSY AFTER MUNSON HOSPITAL COULDN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT IN THE WORLD WAS WRONG WITH ME SO @ 9 MONTHS OF AGE, I GO TO THE UNIVERSITY OF MICHIGAN HOSPITAL IN ANN ARBOR WHERE THEY COULDN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME, SO BASICALLY THEY JUST DETERMINED I WAS PHYSICALLY CHALLENGED WITH CEREBRAL PALSY. SO PRETTY MUCH, I'M AN ENIGMA HAVE BEEN FOR A LONG TIME AND ALL OF MY CHILDHOOD FRIENDS JUST MOVE AWAY AND DRIFT AWAY AND YET THESE DAYS, IT'S A BIT LONELY, YEAH, I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND NOW AND ALL, WHICH IS GREAT BUT I FIGURED, WHEN I HAD FRIENDS THAT'S ONE THING I WANTED WAS A GIRLFRIEND, A STEADY GIRLFRIEND NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN, I HARDLY HAVE ANY FRIENDS ANYMORE AND IT'S NO PICNIC MAKING FRIENDS NOW AT TIMES, YES, I HAVE SOME BUT NOT MANY THESE DAYS. I DON'T THINK IT MATTERS WHAT SEASON IT IS EITHER! GRANTED, MY PHONE NUMBER IS ON HERE AND IT'S NOT HARD TO GET A HOLD OF ME WHETHER IT

Me
Hello friends and fans!! I am sorry i have not been around for a while. i have been too busy and wish life were a video game, but to far off fantasy. If you don't hear from me just drop me a line and I will get with you. i would like to thank those of you who have left me presents. You know who you are. Plus today my baby Ayasha (Siberian Husky) had two pippies. I will post pictures later this weekend. Thank you for the support friends and fan

An Idea
Kinda going thru something and can't afford to buy bling packs or blasts. So I'm just going to put this out there for anyone that cares...LOL! At anytime if u could like to buy me bling packs of 25 or a week blast I will do 1 of the following offers as my way of thanking U... 1.) Added 2 My Family 2.) FuBucks 3.) Salutes 4.) Ability Points 5.) Let Me Know The bigger the packs the more I can do mix and match or let's work something out! Just private message me and let me know what your going to send and which u would like back for being so kid. Come back for more if you'd like! Hehehehe Hmmmm wonder what it would take to get the bigget bling pack or a HH???

"get Er Done"
During a visit to the local old folks home, I asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," I said. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window? Ummmm?

Sports
we won .... 1-0 ..... worked our asses off for it too... the team we played was undefeated like us but had a better record... they normally win the league. We gave them their first defeat of the season

Journey
If you could only understand That my life is a demand All I want is your hand To show me what I forget I need you now But I dont know how Whats seems to be right Turns out wrong What seems to fun Makes me want to run Run and hide from all mistakes Disappear with out trace.. I want to be found I want to be around Its never too late So please dont lose the fate..

Tongue In Cheek
So here it is, my first blog. Thought I'd start off with a doozy. A subject that I anticipate will garner the full spectrum when it comes to opinions. C'est la vie....we must take the good with the bad and I welcome all insights. It's a trivial matter really. One that would hardly cross a persons mind in a month, some a year, some maybe never. But it came up in a recent discussion with a friend and we were on opposing sides of this debate. It was something she had never tried and was scared to do. I myself am no stranger to the subject and have long ago embraced it as an ideal, so I felt the need to inject a little truth projected on a wrongly labelled 'taboo' subject. And just what might this subject be? Why anal sex of course. Still with me? Excellent! Now this subject, while of course being more poignant to the male gender, is actually aimed at you women. I suppose it's obvious just what side of the debate I took in this matter. I'm fully behind this form of pleasure (pleas

Thinz That Confuze Da Quietz Stormz Here...(rated Kwazy)
Okay, number 1...I am still kwazy and look at things both literally and figurative...U TELL ME! ;-) 1. Are you a Ninja or Pirate?(Personally, I think I am a Piratess...oh, that could be I lean towards Jonny Depp and past movies) 2. What kind of Transformer are you? (Hmmm, could not think of anything but maybe they can invent something really hott with wheels or wings to transform me into from this computer..ps leave my bewbeez) 3. Shoutbox...CAN U HEAR ME NOW? HELL-O No! I can see you are blinding me by da caps. 4. MUUMS ....It costs to post something for you to vote on and what is the return? Help me on this one! 5. MIDGET? Where are they? I don't see them? I am tall, but hell I am scared of'em! 6. Salute! If I wrote on Paper I am a real person, I have tried to get Duff(daschund)to learn to write, but he is hardheaded. He does not want to be a real member since no PittBulls or German Shepherds has no Fubar account. 7. Secret Admire...why? If you likey, then admir

Poem 4
its dark and windy deep in the soul, tormented from demons deep within, afraid to unwind its cold grip. suffocating the light which guides, slowly darkening the eyes, washing the memories which make you happy. lamenting your soul weaker, hardening within you to break you, fragile shards slowly work inside. turning you to be who you are not, letting the blood boil unstoppable, raging like and inferno within the skin. trying to cool it intensifies your passion, freedom wanting to escape without recapture, knowing the reality that it can not avoid

About Me
My love for pitbulls is real deep. I own one right now. His name is Nino. He is the black and white dog in my photo's. He is a really great dog. Nino is 4 years old. I would not trade him for anything. His very nice. not mean at all. So all u people out there that think every pitbull is mean your wrong. U just havent meet the right one yet. Its how u raise them. I know 5 other pitbulls and they are nice. And they all are grown so there not babys. ( BAN THE DEED, NOT THE BREED ) The other pitbull in the photos is a blue pitbull. It is my fav breed of pitbulls. If u get one that is a good breed u will be spendin some grands on them. I have seen them go for between 4 grand to 20 grand. Its no joke. ( What a blue pitbull is ) Ok the pitbull will look gray. But when the sun hit it just right you will see a blue tent in there hairs.

Daily Humorscope
Aries (March 21 - April 19) Someone will tell you today "Boy, what a girl goes through to send her brother through proctology school." Despite being forwarned, you won't have anything to say. Taurus (April 20 - May 20) Good day to buy chocolate for someone you love. Gemini (May 21 - June 20) Uh oh. The cows have come home, and the fat lady is about to sing. Better come up with some new excuses, quick! You can do that while you're coping with the unpleasant result of the cows coming home. Cancer (June 21 - July 22) This is an excellent day to dare. Dare to eat a peach. Dare to wear your trousers rolled, and walk along the beach. Dare to be different. That sort of thing. Leo (July 23 - August 22) Today you will be suddenly struck by what a genius Norman Rockwell was, and how unappreciated (in the major art circles) he remains. You will vow to do something about it. Virgo (August 23 - September 22) You will have a nightmare tonight, in which you find yourself danglin

Win 1 Million Fubux
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Happy St. Patricks Day
Irish Blessings and Sayings May you always have Walls for the winds, A roof for the rain, Tea beside the fire, Laughter to cheer you, Those you love near you, And all your heart might desire! May you be in Heaven a half hour before the Devil knows you're dead! When Irish eyes are smiling, Tis like a morn in spring. With a lilt of Irish laughter You can hear the angels sing When Irish hearts are happy All the world is bright and gay When Irish eyes are smiling Sure, they steal your heart away. May your blessings outnumber The shamrocks that grow, And may trouble avoid you Wherever you go. There are many good reasons for drinking, One has just entered my head. If a man doesn't drink when he's living, How in the hell can he drink when he's dead? May the best day of your past Be the worst day of your future. I'm looking over a four leaf clover That I overlooked before One leaf is sunshine, the second is rain, Third is the roses that grow in the l

Life
It takes only one drink to get me drunk. The trouble is, I can't remember if it's the thirteenth or the fourteenth." "Happiness? A good cigar, a good meal, a good cigar and a good woman - or a bad woman; it depends on how much happiness you can handle." "Relationships are all about honesty. If you can fake that, you've got it made." "Whiskey is by far the most popular of all remedies that won't cure a cold." "Ninety percent I'll spend on good times, women and Irish Whiskey. The other ten percent I'll probably waste." If you think you know the secret of life stop and ask your bartender how many drinks you have had before you share it. Why is it the more people drink the smarter they think they are? boozes are like women get a little and you want more get a lot you get a head ache.

Unicorn Poem
Unicorn A long time ago when the Earth was green, There was more kinds of animals then you've ever seen. And they'd run around free while the world was being born. The loveliest of all was the Unicorn! There was green alligators and long necked geese, Hump back camels and chimpanzees. Cats and rats and elephants but sure a you're born, The loveliest of all was the Unicorn! But the Lord seen some sinnin' and it caused him pain. He says, "Stand back, I'm gonna make it rain. So hey, Brother Noah, I'll tell you what to do. Go and build me a floating zoo." "You'll take two alligators and a couple of geese, Two hump back camels and two chimpanzees. Two cats, two rats, two elephants but as sure as you're born, Noah, don't you forget my unicorns!" Well, Noah looked out through the drivin' rain, But the unicorns was hidin'-playin' silly games. They were kickin' and a-splashin' while the rain was pourin', Oh them foolish unicorns. "So you ta

Idiot Liberals
Dear American liberals, leftists, social progressives, socialists, Marxists, Obama supporters, et al: We have stuck together since the late 1950's, but the whole of this latest election process has made me realize that I want a divorce. I know we tolerated each other for many years for the sake of future generations, but sadly, this relationship has run its course. Our two ideological sides of America cannot and will not ever agree on what is right, so let's just end it on friendly terms. We can smile, slate it up to irreconcilable differences, and go on our own ways. Here is a model dissolution agreement: Our two groups can equitably divide up the country by landmass each taking a portion. That will be the difficult part, but I am sure our two sides can come to a friendly agreement. After that it should be relatively easy! Our respective representatives can effortlessly divide other assets since both sides have such distinct and disparate tastes. We don't like re-distributive

Fun Time~
I sat in the bonus room of our home, logged into my favorite on-line game, intently playing while also aware of the dog sleeping at my feet. Daniel was in the shower, I was supposed to be checking the e-mail for anything important that may have come, but I trusted the dog to alert me when she heard him head up the stairs. At the first wag of a tail, I was prepared to shut down the game and bring up the mail file. "Is that what I sent you up here to do?" His voice from the doorway was the first indication I had that he was done in the shower. My big dog lifted her head and wagged her tail – a little too late to do me any good. "Let's go" was all he said. I logged out of the game without saying good bye to the other players, something I never did, and reached to shut the computer off. "Leave it," he said. "I'll be back up to finish." I got up from my chair, walked past him to the head of the stairs, I knew there was nothing I could say to change what was going to happen. I had been ca

Myself
Just wanted to let those who had contacted me that Im ok. Just had a lot going on in my life and had to take a break from everything...things r still rocky but getting better with time...thanks to my true friends that stuck by me...ppl just b careful who u trust cause they may not b who they seem to b...have a good day..

Fake Females
Well in my life I have figured out that if you have female friends you have to know them for a very long time cause if you don't then chances are they will stab you in the back. I have this old friend who stole my wallet she said she didn't but she was the only person that i was with so there is no way that I lost it. I have torn my house up side down and still havent found it. But i don't care anymore females like her should be punished by not having anyone. and karma is a bitch so what goes around comes around. well thats it for now...waiting on my baby to wake up...

Speak Of Love
Speak of Love Speak of love in whispers, or with a louder voice Pressed in between the sighs and moans, as if you really had a choice Shared in unknown languages, a distant foreign tongue Said in ways of urgency, with syllables that stun Speak of love in darkened rooms, we’re renting by the hour The ones with tarnished furnishings that diminish not the power From your lips they tumble forth, and linger on the air An age old tired mantra, a hope, a trust, a prayer Speak of love in simple terms, untangle all the wires Pull out your can of gasoline and feed the dying fires Pump coins into the meter, so time is on our side Fill the tank with something else, instead of tears you cried Speak of love with honesty, move into the light Try a different angle, instead of left or right Use unspoken gestures, or motion with your hand Take the leap, step off the cliff, you know I’ll understand. Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Lloyd3skelion
TISKELION CODE OF CONDUCT December 1st, 2007 by titovenida T - Treat others as you would have others treat you. R - Rise to defend the name and honor of the Fraternity whenever it is unjustly criticized. I - Inform and orient your fellow brothers in all matters, which you consider vital to the Fraternity. S - Salute and respect your fellow brothers in the proper manner. K - Keep decorum in all Fraternity meetings and act accordingly inside and outside of the Fraternity. E - Excel in your chosen field of interest and endeavor. L - Live a life of modesty and moderation. Avoid gluttony, drunkenness and other vices lest, you forget God, country, family, health, studies, work and the Fraternity. I - In your everyday life take care of what you write and say. Avoid misinterpretation and lasting misunderstanding. O - Obey all Fraternity rules and regulations and be guided by the TENETS and CODE OF CONDUCT of the Fraternity. N - Never reveal to anyone not

Stronger
You never know what you can do until you have to. To see that everything and nothing matters, Only time can teach the truth. Stronger now then ever. Seeing things for the first time. Like a breath of cold, clean air, Things are not so clouded. Breaking through the fog. Learning to fail and move on, Stepping up when it is needed the most. Everything must evolve. Afraid of the future. The uncertainty of the unknown. No time to redo life. We must just learn to be stronger.

Stupid Trix Bytches
I have NO clue who you dumb Bitches are Nor do I care, If you think for one second I'd leave my wife for you, You are one fucked up piece of mentally derranged shit, I hope you fall off the earth and float in the Nothingness of space because that's where you fit in.....Nothing. To my wife Lynn, Remember I Love you, No one will ever come between us, In this life or the Next! oh AND btw iF I RATE YOUR PICS doesn't mean i want you!

Save Eath
On March 28 you can VOTE EARTH by switching off your lights for one hour. Or you can vote global warming by leaving your lights on. The results of the election are being presented at the Global Climate Change Conference in Copenhagen 2009. We want one billion votes for Earth, to tell world leaders that we have to take action against global warming. between Earth and global warming. For the first time in history, people of all ages, nationalities, race and background have the opportunity to use their light switch as their vote – Switching off your lights is a vote for Earth, or leaving them on is a vote for global warming. WWF are urging the world to VOTE EARTH and reach the target of 1 billion votes, which will be presented to world leaders at the Global Climate Change Conference in Copenhagen 2009. This meeting will determine official government policies to take action against global warming, which will replace the Kyoto Protocol. It is the chance for the people of the wor

The Dark Side
Heartache and the loss of god Left empty , alone and odd Feel the pain and never trust Due to abandoned love and lust Given to one who was my kindred soul Left without the one who made me whole Twisted into a crippled form of life Unable to ever believe in one called wife Wanting someone who is all that is good Desiring one who has been there and is understood Who knows the depths of loneliness and pain One who came through the madness and came out sane One who felt the want to hold and to touch and feel One who wanted it more and needed it real One who questioned the ways of god in this life One who walked through the fire of heartache and strife One who sees through eyes like my own One who has the soul all these things have known I guess it must be left to the hands of one on high I may never see the answer till the day I die By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Now Can I Heal?
Now, Can I Heal? Wednesday, December 8, 2004 A spark begins down deep within, A raging fire is soon to begin. No time to think, no time to react The fire consumes all in it's path. Seconds have passed, the destruction is great None could have seen what would come in the wake Of the pressures and tasks heaped up to the skies Jammed all together these reasons are why. No time to think, I shove all aside, Just shoving it all to the back of my mind Depression will settle, consuming my soul Will I be left wondering, or dead in some hole? If I don't face this and take it head on To my anger, and rage will I be a pawn So face it I must, though the tears will then flow I'll be crumbled and broken, with no where to go. Lost in the night, alone in the dark Try as I might, I can't light the spark. The hope burns away, the fire burns bright 'Till not even ash is left in this night Despair now deceives me, the lies ringing true. Chained to my sorrows, who can I tu

I Will Overcome
I Will Overcome Sunday, January 26, 2005 Just ignore this empty shell you see, I’m not myself, I’m just a wasted dream. I hate feeling like there’s no way out There’s no where to go when I look about. I’ve lost control, emotions raging high, I struggled so hard, this I cannot deny, To gain control of the broken me, And bottle emotions like a raging sea. Succeed I did for control was mine. I bottled them all up deep inside, And from my mind my cares did flee Whenever they tried to torment me. But all at once the bindings broke. My emotions soon did take control, And now I’m lost within their midst No light now shines through these mists. For so long I searched for the way out Of the raging sea, and the rolling winds. Damned emotions that surrounded me I just wanted it all to end. So conquer I did, these raging winds, and The sea of emotions that controlled me. And by the time I was out and free, I was amazed at the sight that awaited me. A drop of

Relationships!
I am really depressed right now do to relationship problems. It sucks! So I was just wanting someone to talk about it or hear about other peoples. If you don't want to open up then don't post on this blog. This blog is to open up to the community.

Brain Teasers
*Six glasses are in a row. The first three are filled with milk, and the last three are empty. By moving only one glass, can you arrange them so that the full and the empty glasses alternate? *I have a hundred legs, But cannot stand. I have a long neck, But no head. I cannot see, and I'm neat and tidy, As can be. What am I? *A certain number has three digits. The sum of the three digits equals 36 times this number. Seven times the left digit plus 9 is equal to 5 times the sum of the two other digits. 8 times the second digit minus 9 is equal to the sum of the first and third. What is the number? *What can you share and still have all for yourself? *What kind of rocks are on the bottom of the Mississippi River? *What gets whiter the dirtier that it gets? *I have four wings, but cannot fly, I never laugh and never cry; On the same spot I'm always found, toiling away with little sound. What am I? Yeah I'm jus bored..lol. Here are the answers: 1. pick up the second glass & p

Betrayal
Betrayal Monday, January 17, 2005 Betrayed the blood flows down my back My heart is crushed to powder black My soul is torn, now ever stained With bloodfilled tears the lies obtained I just want to hide away, To crawl into the darkest grave Never again to be found My soul to the night forever bound I can feel the pain within my chest The heart that beats beneath my breasts The vice is tightened ‘round my soul The torment, ever shall it grow? Love betrays, passions burn bright Consuming all within this night The black smoke shall reach the skies Rising from the flowing lies The fiery path tells of betrayal great My soul now crushed, my heart shall break The knife, it sinks within my back The blood now flowing, the night so black The light is gone from the day Now shall I never find my way? The night of torment approaching fast Where can I hide, to escape the wrath Of the hate, the rage that fills my soul How do I stop it, No more to grow? The pa

13 Years Old
I really hate ppl ruining my day and I ain't gonna let no one do it today of all days. Those of you who really know ME...know that I had lost a child, Justin, back in 2000 when he was 4 years old. Well today is his bday and he woulda been 13 yrs old. I'm not here for sympathy or whatever cuz it's a part of my life and I'm ok with it. The point of this blog is to remind everyone who reads it, whether you have children or not, to cherish life...love your loved ones, tell them that you love them, and let go of the petty shit. Life is WAY too short and you never know when you aren't going to be able to tell that person that you love them. Have love and peace in your heart always...

No Computer
So my laptop got hit by a power surge so I will be offline for a while until I can afford to get a new one. Until then You can all contact me via yahoo deadbody929 / deadbody929@yahoo.com if you don't have my number you can get it from Cat (JadeMoonlight) or Jess... they can be found in TMR (Twizted Minds Radio). I shall post more about this later on when I can get access to a computer.

Well
Hi I'm new Still trying figure this out, but Im used to soical network sites so I should get used to it pretty quick. Can you reply to blogs? Or just view them? Any forums? I feel like a right noob. Blog time Its friday, I live in a club city and I'm in. On my own. To make it worse my mum and dad are going out to get pissed. I feel like a loner. I love going out of a weekend but trouble with mates and what not has put me right off, anyone else know people or you yourself react horrible off alcohol?

Dwelling
Writing, helps, when I’m down Words flow while wearing a frown A muse in misery, I guess I’ve found Don’t confuse me, for some emo punk, thinking I’m the only one Who can feel, We all do, those of us , who are real I mean something’s got to get you down, Otherwise nothing can lift you up Like a bass line that sets in just right Kick drum beat heavy and tight Anything, that travels up your spine, Standing your hair on end A singer wailing, like on it their life did depend A bolt flashing illuminating the sky The feeling I get when I look in her eyes That’s where I need to dwell that’s where I belong

Tender Heat
Tender Heat Thursday, January 20, 2005 A gentle face with caring eyes A tender word I cannot deny A hand reached in and grasped my soul To stop the pain, and mend the hole. The tempest and the raging seas Swirled in anger all around me. My eyes looked up and there stood one As brilliant as the rising sun An ear to hear my deepest fear A mouth with words so sweet and dear The arms that fit around me Held me close so perfectly A heart so filled with care and love Is like fresh new rain from up above When I’m in despair, in pain, in need, This heart goes out, to plant the seed Of healing and of happiness To ease the pain, to give me rest. These gentle hands of comfort sweet Have filled the cold with tender heat. By: Rachel M.F.

Time For Self
I will be gone for the weekend.Need to clear my head and get ready for April 8th which I am almost certain I will have my freedom to go wild again.I will see everyone when I return and hope all a good weekend and no bad luck today.Brumsing Friday 13th.

Fun Fact Of The Day
E.C. Segar's character was based on a beady-eyes,pipesmokeing, wiry old bar-room brawler named Frank "Rocky" Fiegle-a legend in Chester,Illinois around 1915. Like Popeye, Fiegle never lost a fight but he was no sailor; he earned his drinking money by sweeping out the local saloon. There was a real Olive Oyl, too. Dora Paskel,a shopkeeper in Cheater.She was tall and skinny,wore her hair in a bun and even wore tall button up shoes...

A Great Fu-slave
As many of you know my account was deleted so... I thought a great way to get back in the swing of the Fu was to have a new great owner. As the tag says more will be added as bids go higher,either fubux or cash bids but as always cash overides fubux,so what am I worth to you?? imikimi - Customize Your World!

The Climb
I can almost see it. that dream I'm dreaming, but there's a voice inside of my head, tellin you'll never reach it every step I'm takin every move I make feels lost in no direction, my faith is shakin but I gotta keep tryin gotta keep my head held high The struggles I'm facing the changes I'm taking sometimes they knock me down, but no I'm not breaking I may not know where, but these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most I've just gotta keep goin, and I gotta be strong just keep pushing on, but There's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move always gonna be an uphill battle sometimes I'm gonna have to lose ain't about how fast I get there ain't about what's waitin' on the other side it's a climb

Death Of A Generation
How many deaths will it take before our generation realizes there is a lot of history fading away to memories? How many generations have gone by with out the wisdom and knowledge of its past? How many more will pass? Questions that only we have the answers to. Answers that are self evident if we get our heads out of our own ass’ long enough to open our eyes. I am not political, “religious” or even motivated by the events of today. But what I am is someone with strong moral and ethical beliefs based on knowledge and wisdom gained based down from generations before. Last night at 0300 I lost that chance when my Great Aunt passed. I am saddened by not only the loss of my Aunt but the fact I never really knew her. I heard Grand Ma talk about her all the time but was always too busy to make the trip out to see her and sit and listen and learn. Not only learn about her but learn where my family came from. To gauge where its going and gain an understanding of why we do the thin

Looking For Something Fun In Missouri??
Ok, the info for the industrial night is: Wednesday night March 18th. At the SOCO club. Time: 9pm til 1:30 am Location: 128 E Nifong Bvld. Columbia MO 65205 DJs : DJ Dark Horse, DJ Larry K. and DJ Dhust from KC. Cover: $5 for 18+ and $3 for 21+ Vending services by Dark Horse Leather Music: Goth, Industrial, EBM and 80s

Bdsm 2
He came home to find her standing before him in a short black skirt, sheer white blouse, black stockings and black high heels. It was obvious she wasn't wearing a bra, as he could clearly see her dark, taut nipples pressing against the thin fabric of her blouse. He wondered if she was wearing any panties. Her cheeks were flushed. He looked at her and smiled, saying "What have you been up to My dear?" She grinned, a Cheshire cat grin, and took his hand gently in hers. She slid their joined hands up her leg and he could feel her bare skin just above the lacy tops of her thigh high stockings. She kept pressing his hand higher. Suddenly he felt that she did indeed have a scrap of cloth covering her, though such a small amount of material should hardly be called panties. The fabric was wet with her liquid heat. He stifled a small groan as he slipped his fingers beneath the material and felt the vibrator gently humming, buried deep in her cunt. And his eyes widen a bit as he realized she

most days it seems we never have enough time togethere. between the demands of work and home .there"s not a lot of time or energy lift over for just us.but i wand you to know that you are at the heart of everything in my life. our relationship give me the strength and confidence to be my very best . and emotional support that get me through every hectic day . so although some days we may be too busy to spend much time together. you:re always a part of everything i am and everything i do .

Birthday Bulletin From T
**silly me. I posted this in the wrong blog...heh** From my bestest friend, YotD. Her and Poohbet, my sister, also went in for a happy hour for me tomorrow, and Pooh also bought me an auto 11, just for that. If you ever get the chance, stop by their pages and show them some mad mad MAD love. They are the greatest!! Love you both bunches!! 50 AND FU-TABULOUS! My Best Friend is turning 50 Saturday! She works hard on site as a bouncer, and she puts up with me...probably the harder of the two jobs. lol She has a birthday Happy Hour Saturday as well. Remember to stop by and show her some birthday love †Dolly O' Dagger†™@ fubar Love Ya Doll..Many Happy Returns! Year O'Dragon T (repost of original by 'Year O'Dragon™' on '2009-03-13 12:52:32')

Jealousy Is A Terrible Disease ..get Well Soon Beoch
i find it pretty interesting that some people these days find it neccesary to tread on ground they are unfamiliar with!!! do ya really know who you are messin with ??? you wanna come to my page here on the fu and harrass me and sb me .. and then block me???? are we in high school again ??? and to top it off this beoch think that i wanna steal her man??? are you seriously kiddin me??? so heres what i gots to say about all of this .... first of all i think that it should be known that if your man aint happy at home then you are soooo doin something wrong!! maybe ya need to re-evaluate your relationship !!! not my fault your "man" aint into you the way he wants to be into me!!! hate on me if ya want to but trust that i DO NOT want you drunken, wife beating, alcoholic man!!! i been there and OBVIOUSLY dont want him NOW!!! good luck with your trash ... if ya need help takin it out hehe let me know lmfao **HoTTy**

My Spotlight!
I had the spotlight and for a bid of 44001111 I got it.. Ran Auto 11's Started out with 9,064,484 points Ended with 14,815,452 Total points from that.. 5,750,968 (not that bad for just an auto 11) Tool Tip Views 20,919 Photo Views 52,207 I ended up pretty happy with that.. During that.. I got 97 cherry bombs..

Irish Things
There once lived a girl in the forest There once lived a girl in the forest whos morals where quite the lowest Robins men were not merry till they met this sweet fairy and that’s why it’s called Sure-wood Forest! There once was a lass from Kildare There once was a lass from Kildare With lovely long golden hair; She cut off her tresses To buy some new dresses To wear to the Kildare Spring fair! There was a young lady of Fashion There was a young lady of Fashion Who had oodles and oodles of passion. To her lover she said, As they climbed into bed, Here’s one thing the government can’t ration! There was a young lady one fall There was a young lady one fall Who wore a newspaper dress to a ball. The dress caught fire And burned her entire Front page, sporting section and all. There once was a lady, Ilene There once was a lady, Ilene, Who lived on distilled kerosene, But she started absorbin’ A new hydrocarbon and since then she’d never

9 Words Women Use....hilarious But True
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission.. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding

Got Apps
WHO HAS THESE APPS????? IF YOU HAVE THEM COME AND JOIN ME, IT IS SO HARD TO FIND PEOPLE WHO PLAY THEM!!!!!!!!!!! Copy and paste http://www.myspace.com/reloc.cfm?c=2&id=1638b47c-a788-4144-aad6-7fb47eeb7f06 Hey Everyone, I love playing all these apps that Myspace has; I know talking about Myspace when this is Fubar. That is the only reason why I pretty much have a Myspace account anymore cause they become very addictive. The hardest thing though is finding people to join up. Yeah I know you can go to all those sites to add more people but next thing you know you start getting people who aren't real. So if you have have them come to Myspace and join up with me and see more pics of my life and me also. If you missed it here it is again. http://www.myspace.com/huggy2177

My Final Prayer(mo Chroi His Memory Of Her)
A slow rolling tear Fell down his cheek As he stood over her bed he began to feel weak He couldn't believe it No way this was true He couldn't live without her He wouldn't know what to do He dropped to his knees At the head of her bed Looked up to the ceiling While crying he said, "Why'd you do this god Why'd you take her from me I need her so much Why can't you see It can't end this way No, she can't die God please don't do this I can't say goodbye She can't go away Not here, not now I'll do anything to bring her back Please just tell me how Take the life from me Take my heart and soul God please bring her back I don't care what the toll Take the blood from my veins The breath from my chest I don't care if I die Just put me to rest He stopped speaking for a minute As she layed there slowly dying. The only sound to be heard Was of the teenage boy's crying His tears crashed to the floor As he barely made a stand He reached across h

Forever And A Day
My smiles and laughter I owe them all to you You've helped me so much By just simply being you You've held my hand Every time I've tried to push away You've brought me back from darkness And shown me other ways You've given me memories That warm my cold heart You'e taught me lessons I should have learnt from the start I know I've done some things I should never have done I'm not afraid to admit anymore That it was me who was wrong No words can thank you For what you've done for me You've healed the old wounds And you've set me free I know it hasn't worked out Quite the way we planned I have so many reasons That one day you'll understand But just because it didn't work Doesn't mean I won't be here No matter where you go in life I'll make sure I'm always near And every time I'll think of you It will always make me smile Because you've given me the best gift of all You made my life worthwhile Forever And A Day!

Kid And Me
ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY Kid Rock I've been sittin here Tryin to find myself I get behind myself I need to rewind myself Lookin for the payback Listen for the playback They say that every man bleeds just like me And I feel like number one Yet I'm last in line I watch my youngest son And it helps to pass the time I take too many pills, it helps to ease the pain I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same Everybody knows my name They say it way out loud A lot of folks fuck with me It's hard to hang out in crowds I guess that's the price you pay To be some big shot like I am Out stretched hands and one night stands Still I can't find love And when your walls come tumbling down I will always be around And when your walls come tumbling down I will always be around People don't know about the things I say and do They don't understand about the shit that I've been through It's been so long since I've been home I've been gone, I've been gone for

Settled In
Well we got settled in down here in Florida. It is so different than OK or TX. My job is going well. My oldest starts school next week and my youngest one likes his sitter. It's a friend of mine that I went to school with, so I know he'll be safe. My mom has called like a zillion times since I've been down here. I know she's worried about us, but she has to understand that I can make it on my own. We're taking the boys to Disneyworld tomorrow. My oldest is so excited about it, my little one doesn't really understand it yet. Disneyworld is so cool, I got to go with one of my Aunts when I was 9. She took me and some of my sisters when we were little. Of course being girls, our favorite thing was the castle. haha I'm so thankful for the friends that I have down here, they have really helped me and my boys. Thanks Jen, Sam, and Stacy

This Is What I Want....
"He said the relationship came out of nowhere, adding that he had been "too busy" for love." But "here's somebody that breathes life into you in a new way and makes you fuller and that's what she does to me!" aaaaahhhh, i so want someone to say that about me I want to feel the butterflies in the stomach even at the sound of his name. I want to do the little things for him: notes in the pockets, in the car, texts or voice mails randomly during the day just to say Hi and i'm thinking about you - but not in a stalkerish way. lol Why is dating so hard? Just be yourself and honest, the truth hurts sometimes but better to find out in the beginning than later. All for now, i'll add more later

*daddy*
Well first off i know there are a lot of girls like me out there that are "Daddy's Girls"!! I love my dad with all my heart and soul! He is and will always be my number one!! Here recently my dad found out his heart is not beating the way it is supposed to. Well the doctors put him on some meds to see if it would help and it didnt. So he went back and they preformed some kind of internal shock treatment on him and when he went back for his check up the doctor let him know that the shock treatment did not work either. Now he is going back Monday to meet with the doctors to discuss what they can do now. It is just a meeting monday but we are pretty sure that its going to be about the forcing him into a heart attack and then trying to bring him out of it. I have been having a really bad gut feeling about all of this and i dont know if it is that im just really scared or nervous or what it is! I dont want to think about the worst that could happen but i cant help it because i have to atlea

What's Up With This Weather?
Only a few days ago I was wearing my typical Texas attire consisting of shorts, tank and flip flops... Why not? Spring is just around the bend and the Texas sun was beating down on us; the temps teasing us with a taste of Summer.. averaging in the high 80's and coming damn close to 90 degrees! And quicker than a blink of an eye, I was pulling on a hoodie which was quickly replaced with my Winter coat and Boots just to run out and buy beer! As I sat and peered out my picture window this afternoon, I watched as the hard rain fell... all damn day. I'm no stranger to rain... We had a good bit of rain back in Alaska and Washington State. I dont melt. *Not so far anyway. But this is Texas! These daily rain showeres seem foreign here. As I sit and stare out at the rain and the accumulated puddles left in it's path I'm asking myself one question: Should I seriously consider building a raft?

Doubt.
This pain that i feel inside...is absolutly 100 percent real. Its catching up to me, and is removing pieces of me, which i need in order to keep sane. Im feeling lost, alone, & helpless. Im so Afraid to get close to the thing that i love so deeply...just beacuse of the fact we are yet so far away...But...Maybe i should just stay strong...for the better of myself. Maybe is should just shut the fuck up and go with the flow. Nobody said that like was going to be a peaches and cream...My life is just crumbling beneath the very ground i walk on. I hope you know that im serious...you know who you are...I hope you know that i am scared to get even closer to you, beacuse of the distance...please understand me, which i know you are doing your best at...I love you...i hope that things will work out...Its been a year, yet i find myself in an even harder posistion. Just keep your word this time...please.?

Bitch Please
I am entirely certain that writing these blogs are saving me thousands in psychiatric bills. I mean fuck why can't your insurance cover someone helping you with your personal issues. Its hard enough for me to trust someone I am familiar with I might as well have something I pay for help me pay for a person who professional works in the field. Anyways.. just would love to go off on some people in general but that isn't going to change their personalities. Maybe when people are kids you can change them.. But once people hit about 18 its next to impossible to change a persons habits and traits. You more or less gotta accept the fact that whoever you associate with is gonna be that way no matter how much you try, or just leave them. My option is more or less the latter..not so much that I decide the fate but the female does. Females are different than us males in things other than physical but I think we can shed light on quite a number of things we have in common. We all are

My Superpants
For those of you that don't know me, my name is Shayla or Shay according to my boyfriend, Kent. I have 2 kids, 1 girl and 1 boy. Kent, my kids and I all have about the same interests. We all like being outdoors, when the ND weather allows. When we can be outside we like to ride horse, go 4 wheeling, go down to the river to swim, toss the football around, and build trenches on the sandbars. Kent is so awesome with the kids. He loves to play with them and they have so much fun together. I absolutely without a doubt love him to death. There is no one that I would rather be with. He is definately the love of my life. I'm not going to sit here and make you think that we have this fairy tale relationship, like all relationships we have had our ups and downs, and our good times and bad times but we always seem to get through it. Not many couples can say that they have survived everything that we have. This man, other than my kids, is the reason I wake up in the morning. I wish there was

Feeling Alive Inside
I didn't think these feelings for you would ever come back. For I thought I'd never see you again I'm feeling alive inside again because of you And i hope this feeling of being alive will never end Believe me for every word I speak is so very true It's something that lifts me up from first sight Cause in my heart it's where it's been all because of you I never threw those feelings for you away i kept them inside and locked away To only be released back into my world when you came back to me that day For i've always thought of you and never left you behind Feeling alive inside again is what you have helped me find You where always the one i wanted and nothing more No other one has made me feel alive inside and thats for sure.

Cancel Ur Credit Card Before You Die...
Hilarious, But sad! - THIS IS SO STUPID BUT THAT IS HOW DUMB THE COMPANIES ARE..... Cancel your credit card before you die..........(hilarious!) Now some people are really stupid!!!! Be sure and cancel your credit cards before you die. This is so priceless, and so, so easy to see happening, customer service being what it is today. A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service charges on her credit card, and added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00 when she died, but now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank. Here is the exchange : Family Member: 'I am calling to tell you she died back in January.' Citibank: 'The account was never closed and the late fees and charges still apply.' Family Member: 'Maybe, you should turn it over to collections.' Citibank: 'Since it is two months past due, it already has been.' Family Member: So, what

Poetry Library
This is a Library (a bible) of different form styles and the general manner in how these forms of poetry are written. Repeating French Forms Legend: A = 1st Rhyme Direct Word Repeat B = 2nd Rhyme Direct Word Repeat a = 1st Rhyme b = 2nd Rhyme O = Start of Line O = Syllable R = Refrain, either full line, phrase or word … = Condensed Variable Line Length ***** Rondeau OR…oa Oo…oa Oo…ob Oo…ob Oo…oa Oo…oa Oo…oa Oo…ob R Oo…oa Oo…oa Oo…ob Oo…ob Oo…oa R ***** Rondel Oo…oA Oo…oB Oo…ob Oo…oa Oo…oa Oo…ob Oo…oA Oo…oB Oo…oa Oo…ob Oo…ob Oo…oa (Oo…oA) (Oo…oB) ( ) = optional ***** Rondeau Short OR…oa Oo…ob Oo…ob Oo…oa Oo…oa Oo…ob R Oo…oa Oo…ob Oo…ob Oo…oa R ***** Rondelet OooA Ooooooob OooA Oooooooa Ooooooob Ooooooob OooA ***** Roundel OB…oa Oo…ob Oo…oa o…B Oo…ob Oo…oa Oo…ob Oo…oa Oo…ob Oo…oa o…B ***** Triple Rondel Oo…oA Oo…oB Oo…ob

Jerks
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My Writings!!!
True Friendship What is a true friend? A true friend is defined as follows: A True Friend is there with you when times are bad. A True Friend is there when life is good. A True Friend will stand beside you and fight together till the end. A True Friend is someone who would never leave you when someone calls you names. A True Friend will laugh at your jokes and cry with you when your sad. What does it all mean? A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE YOU CARE ABOUT TO THE END OF TIME!!! Poem by J. Russell

How Is It
how is it that love can be so amazing yet with so much pain how is it this is all we say we want when all we do is suffer and want more each day how is it that each day all any1 can think about is the pleasure of themselves but today is always a new day but yesterday will always be tomorrow because nothing ever seems to change

My Thoughts And Feelings..
Love...the most uncontrollable feeling in the world. The emotion that takes your breath or breaks your heart without any warning its taking over. The one feeling that everyone in the world wants to experience more than anything.It has finally found me or maybe has taken me this long to realize what it really is. I feel as if I have searched my entire life for something that was out of my grasp only to realize that it was there..I just had to find the right person to share it with. I have discovered that love is... That feeling you get when you look in his eyes and wonder how you ever got so lucky to capture the heart of someone so amazing....or when you get that tingle or cold chill all over just from his touch...or that warm feeling you get when he pulls you close ...or that smile that spreads across your face just because he smiles at you. The way you want to melt from the way he smells...or the way you get weak from his kisses...or that feeling of safety and security from being in

1st Blog
So, this is my 1st Blog. Quite frankly, I'm sure about what to say. Do I just open up into a Rant? Say about my Day? Talk about... whatever? Or, should I just close this up? I think I'm going with the latter!

Tells A Tale
i received this message from a female on here this morning..what is she talking about? from: 68-IOU-1 (Evil) Australia subject: U MARK NON OFFENSIVE PICS NSFW LOL received: 03/13/2009 04:29 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam YOU COCKSUCKER FUBAR FAMILY MESSAGED ME TELLING ME YOU MARKED MY PICS NSFW AND THEY WERNT EVEN OFFENSIVE. WATCH OUT HATER COZ EVERY1 KNOWS U DID IT NOW HAVE A FUKIN LOVELY DAY ASSHOLE BLOCKED!!!!! _______________________ i dont even know what MARKING A PICTURE NSFW MEANS.

Stalker Application
Stalker Application: Name: __________________________ Screen Name: __________________________ Sex: M or F Age: __________________________ Location: __________________________ How Many Times A Day Will You: Be on My Page: __________________________ How Many Times A Day Will You: Comment Me: __________________________ How Many Times A Day Will You: Message Me: __________________________ How Many Times A Day Will You: Follow Me: __________________________ How Many Times A Day Will You: Give Me: __________________________ Would you be willing to buy me a blast? __________________________ How Many 11's A Day Will You Give Me? __________________________ If Your Not VIP How Will You Make Up For The 11's? __________________________ TO BE CONSIDERED FOR MY STALKER YOU MUST HAVE YOUR CURSH SET ON ME BEFORE APPLICATIONS WILL BE CONSIDERED! DECISION WILL BE MADE WITHIN 24 HOURS OF APPLICATION BEING TURNED IN!

Omg My 1st Auction
OK this is my 1st Ever Auction i participated in on Fubar... check it out... HUGS http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=33820&albumid=1563039&i=3495259268&idx=1 And the Winner gets.... recieve a bling of my choice *fan you *rate 1st 100 Pics 11's *rate all remaning pics 10's *when rates reset start by rating 1st 100 Pics 11's then 10's for all others (Repeat for 1 month) *rate all stashes *kept "shitfaced" for 1 month *daily random gifts *personal Salute *added to top family for 1 month *added o top friends for 1 month

I Almost Hate You
Do you admit you are missing out that the best part of you is somewhere else does it hurt to know that for the last few months these scars and heartaches that you left me with are in vain and i hope they serve you well you had your chance dont you act like youre the first with so much to offer you sure know how to waste the better part of two lives does this quinch your thirst? PRE CHORUS first blood, first love, drawn from the weak ive been a fool for allowing you to even let me think maybe this is it... maybe loneliness would leave me alone but i guess that this is more accurate than the look in your eyes and all the lies that would leave your lips CHORUS these scars heal but my heart never will not until you are where i need you but these butterflies are smashed by all your lies ignorance is bliss and it causes the innocent to miss out on what true love really is What will we do tonite? bread knives or theatrical lines? my heart crawls to you but

Friends
a week after new years day, my dear friend Drew informed me he has a brain tumor, and he has only 3 to 5 months left to live. i get to fly to Maylene tonight to console his family after his services. in early 2008 i lost one of my biological brothers and sisters to suicide and murder, all in a 2 month period. in 2001, i lost one of the closest friends i ever had to a guy who "accidentally" shot her at her own house party. and in 2003 i lost my heart, grandma Camilla. i nearly lost myself a couple times i can and will admit that, but i am still here. these people i talk about today, i can never see, feel, and speak to ever again. that hurts the most because i dont have that many people i can call family. i have disowned my foster family/families for the shit they put me through. i can finally say goodbye to them and not be sad, but i am afraid of what happens next. i say goodbye and goodnight leaving one last remark for them... "though i can now forgive those that caused harm, i will ne

Work
Fritst and for most I want to say hi to everyone I am new to this site so it is going to take a little bit for me to learn it. Now as for the subject, work has been very scares for anyone these days. I finally after a few month of being laid off found one. It doesn't pay much but at least it is a job. the only thing is you work 6 days a week. It takes some of getting use to but I am making it. I hardly see my family. Kids are at school and hubby works during the day. Witch that is a nice things. I finally get some away time from him. I have been working with him 24/7 for the last 17 years. I met him on my first real job, it took some time to get use to seeing him everyday. But now I can finally have a personal life (so to speak) So what goes on hear is just a little flirting and it is all out of fun. So let the games begin. I know I got of the subject of work, but I am sure that you really don't want to hear boaring things. Well you all take care and I will be stop

Why?
So even with knowing that life is fucked up,and there is nowhere to turn to fix your problems but within, why do I still get into to the stupid shit that happens in my life? You would figure that by now I would be able to see said shit coming down the road all smelly and fucked up and say, "Hey, that looks like shit, maybe I should avoid this?", YA THINK? But no, I go running along merry as you please, blind to the whole thing like a dumb-ass, and wham.....WTF just happened?!?! And the really silly part is I have no clue as to how or why. It's like it was disguised as something else and when I least expect it....pow....HERE I AM, FUCKED UP SHIT IN YOUR LIFE! HA HA HA! Well at least I have one saving grace in my life now, Sam. She seems to make everything better when I talk with her. I could have the weight of the world on my shoulders, and just hearing her voice seems to lift it. Even listening to and helping her with her troubles makes my day. Sam, could you do me one favor though? I

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Celebration Auto
> > I very PROUDLY watched my son, who is a freshman, play in his FIRST JV Baseball game scrimmage yesterday!! Since it was a scrimmage, all 20 players played and got to hit once - he got a double in his only at bat. To celebrate his making the team as a 9th grader, I will be activating an auto 11 today @7:00pm EDT (4:00pm Futime)!!!!! It will run until Sunday, March 15, 2009, 7:00pm EDT (4:00pm PDT)!!!! C'mon over and level up!!!! P.S., I will also be returning some "bomb" love to peeps, going all the way back to the end of Feb. So, my SB will be off so I can concentrate on hitting as many of them as possible!

Marcus' Blogs
2007: PULSE ENTERTAINMENT ARTICLE (NEWSPAPER) CODY, WY SPOOK SHOW INTERNET RADIO SARASOTA, FL 2008: FJS INTERNET RADIO NEW YORK (TWICE) 2009: FALSE HOPE INTERNET RADIO CODY, WY (INTERVIEW AND GUEST CO-HOST)

Tribal America
Wisecarver was raised in Wounded Knee District, in the country about 9 miles north of Manderson, SD. He attended Rockyford School, Red Cloud School, and graduated from Little Wound High School in 1988. He is 39 years old, was in the Marine Corps, is a logger, firefighter, ranch hand and mechanic. Marc has had a number of trespassers on his place over the years and always called the police but it takes from 35 minutes to an hour to reach his place. Last April, 2008, a pickup truck zoomed past his house where he was outside working on his vehicle. There are 'No Trespass' signs at the two entrances and on the fences to his place. He tried to wave down the truck as it proceeded into the bottom field and began chasing his horses. He got his rifle and fired a shot into the air. This got the driver's attention but the driver turned his vehicle at Marc as if to run him over. Following a verbal confrontation, the driver gunned his engine again with his hand on the gear shift as if to hit

My Life & My Mama
As a child i came from a suddled family. I was tha 3rd child of tha family out of 6 and i was a little crooket then others in my family. When i was in jr high school i was hanging with some friends and we used to do some of everything that kids do. I started hanging out in tha streets and i became a little tougher and rougher. I didn't think like i should and i was forced into this gang and i was jumped by 5 guys and one of them i knoched out . I had it in my mind that i was not going to fall for nothing i was one of the ones that wasn't going to take no shit from nobody. It had stated to interfear with my school and i used to get into trouble and alot of times sent home. I knew that my mama didn't like it and i thought well thats just the way it is. I got myself together and i lifted weights and i got into sports. My p.e. teacher was tha coach of out football team and he said sun your pretty strong. In tha 9th grade i benched 180 pounds and i made tha football team. I was a very fast

Kick It Tonight
Its been cold for a week we dont talk we dont speak turn away from each other when we lie in bed i dont understand whats goin on in our head How the pride makes us blind to the hurt that we both know is killing us slowly inside why cant you and i decide? someway somehow right here right now Lets kick it tonight i dont want to fight forget who was wrong forget who was right if we can forgive each other enough then baby we'll learn how to get back to love It feels like by the way years ago it was only yesterday and who would have known when we stood under moonlight and stars up above and swore that we'd never give up on our love How the pride makes us blind to the hurt that we both know is killing us slowly inside why cant you and i decide? someway somehow right here right now Lets kick it tonight i dont want to fight forget who was wrong forget who was right if we can forgive each other enough then baby we'll learn how to get back to lov

Fake Ppl Here
crystal dizz hoe got mad at me cuz she kno 2 fuk ppl 4 weed in homestead nd i kno da dealer nd he only fuks nd dips nuthin 2 do wit me y ppl luvs givin me bullshit nd drama idc bout it or her but i feel bad 4 her kidz im real i speak my mind i don't bite tongue

Portland Drivers
ok i dont bitch much and am very shy about writting stuff--i cant spell or type very well and would rather play my guitar but anyway... The ten aspects of shitty driving.. 1.Use you fucking turn signals ---thats what they are there for. 2.The people that make a right turn but stay in the same lane..----------thats what the turn lane is for--get the fuck out of the way and be contiensous of other people behind you dumb ass. 3.When you park your car in a big city--try not to just fling your door open without looking.need i say anymore?? 4.TAILGATERS.there are resons not tailgate somebody.for 1 it is just rude and pushy,2. it miss leads the people behind you that traffic is just flowing dandy ----untill you slam on your brakes-recipie for disaster!lol 5.Lane drifters:those people that decide to switch lanes and think that u can read there mind as they drift into your lane and then turn on their signal--lol 6.Slow drivers in the fast lane.In Portland there are alot of folks who driv

My Best Friend
When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn’t really matter who won or who lost. What is important is when you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you’re not a part of it. Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn’t love you back, don’t be afraid to love someone else again, for you’ll never know unless you give it a try. You’ll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don’t get hurt, you don’t learn how to love. Love doesn’t hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why it’s called falling in love because you don’t force yourself to f

Stuff
One love you only get one chance to find your true love. I found mine once, I wanted to be with him but we both ruined that. There's one love for everyone and once you find them never let them go they may make you sad, but just know that they are always there to make you happy. Don't let your head fall when you've got someone to hold it up for. always keep a smile on your face when you know they will always have a piece of you even if you don't know that they are your one true love and never let them go.

Whatever
I know i haven't been on for a while but life must go on. things are so damn whatever that i can't think straight. i have always believed that you shouldn't take life serious because your not gonna live through it anyways but, it is hard to not be that way some times. You can't ignore life and expect it to just be right. and ppl are down right nuts sometimes. if we could all be like dogs it would be great they don't care where you go, how much you have or don't all they know is they wanna be with you and are happy when your there. and they get to sit around and lick them selves ALL DAY !!!!

Rip
Rest In Peace Andrew Test Martin The following is from a bulletin post on myspace He was also a friend of mine who I've known for 5 years and introduced me to several other wrestling stars who are also my friends. Andrew James Patric Martin aka "TEST" will be missed by all those who knew him including myself. RIP bro Andrew "Test" Martin, a former world champion wrestler, was found dead in his Harbour Place apartment last night, according to Tampa Police. Police say at this time there is no indication of foul play. At about 8 p.m., police responded to the Post Harbour Apartments, 725 Harbour Place Drive, to check on Martin, according to a media release. A neighbor reported that she could see into his apartment through a window and that Martin appeared motionless for several hours. Officers entered the apartment and found Martin dead. He was transported to the Medical Examiners Office for an autopsy to determine the cause of death. The date of the autopsy is undeterm

True Friends
TRUE FRIENDS OTHER FRIENDS: Never ask for food TRUE FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. OTHER FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. TRUE FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. OTHER FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. TRUE FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" OTHER FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. TRUE FRIENDS: Cry with you. OTHER FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. TRUE FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. OTHER FRIENDS: know a few things about you. TRUE FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. OTHER FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. TRUE FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. OTHER FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. TRUE FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" OTHER FRIENDS: Are for a while. TRUE FRIENDS: Are for life. OTHER FRIENDS: Will

The Gamers Rant
Most people who see the gamer think of the man player at the bar. the one who seems to be getting all the honeys. Claims to have a gf in every state. Well I'm not that type of gamer. I'm a nerd and geek rolled into one. I play video games and D&D. I work at gaming/comic book store. I collect comics. Play mmos Love girls in glasses yeah thats who I am. I'm not the type to just to friend ya because you message me out of the blue. get to know me then maby we can be friends.

Night Wolf Gifts
Hi all! I'm back and kickin' with a new home and my own business. I have taken on a business partner (Troy Moore) and our online store should be up and running by next weekend. We will also have gift cards available. As a grand opening promotion, we will be giving away $10 gift cards. If anyone is interested, please message me with your primary email address and I will email you a FREE gift card worth ten dollars off your first purchace at our online store, nightwolfgifts.com. There is no obligation to buy anything, but there will be an expiration date on the cards. I'll let everyone know when the site is up and running so you can check it out. Blessings, Corwin

Me...in The Tub
Ok...most of you have asked for some more risque pictures of myself...So..I thought I would oblige...Here you go...And..like I've said before...It's not that big of a deal... :)...You might have to scroll down a bit....

Wtf These Ladies On Lock Down In Akamrs_t Lil Pleasure Auction!!!
AKAMRS. T IS GONE MAD HOLDING THESE WOMEN ON LOCK DOWN TILL SOME LUCKY PERSON FREE"S THEM TO BE OWNED FOR A MONTH! AUCTION WILL BEGIN AT 7:30 P.M EST.........................! NOW THE WARDEN WILL OPEN THE AUCTION TO LET YOU VIEW THEM, BUT YOU MUST BID ON THEM TO OWN THEM. HOST/WARD: PLAYMATES:

East Side
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Journey
so according to google maps it would take me 38 days to walk from Memphis to Austin, TX to Denver, CO to Portland. i think they SEVERELY overestimate the rate at which i walk. but that is what i want to do. at least that's option 1 for a journey option 2 would be Memphis to Chattanooga to Atlanta to Philadelphia to Rhode Island. and google maps tells me it would take 20 days to do that one. see if i went east i could maybe hop on a ship and make it to Europe. if i went west then i'd end up in portland because fuck hopping on a boat to china or russia. maybe i'd live in canada vancouver maybe. sometime soon im going to take months off from life as i know it and ride my bicycle to portland. or maybe rhode island. you may ask, why not north or south? why just east or west? well i've been south. i went to mardi gras, it was fun, i loved new orleans. but i've already been there. i want to go on a journey to new places. with no time frames or comfort zone. and ive been north

Relationships
Its supposed to be just a title. "Boyfriend" or Girlfriend" is supposed to be just a word. The meaning behind it is whats supposed to matter. How you feel is whats supposed to matter. But what happens when you let go of that title? How are you supposed to be single but still so emotionally attached? How do you not think about everything that got you to that point? How do you not regret the steps you took to get you to that point? How are you supposed to decide whats most important in your life when there is so much hurt? It comes down to a choice of something that will be there for the next 50 years or something that will be there for the rest of my life. I've made choices to better my life, but what happens if those choices result in me loosing something that truly matters to me. You say its just a title, but to me its so much more. Its a part of who I am and how I represent myself. What do I do now that is gone? You say that nothing has changed, but

Salutes
So you are making a salute for me ? Awesome. I truly appreciate when people do that for me. Any and all salutes will be accepted of course. However if you wanna make me something special...I'll tell you how. check my "special salutes(for me)" folder to get an idea of what I like...insult salute. Flip me off and have "fuck you Donnie" written either on yourself or nearby. Make the fubar version as sexy as you want. If you want to make me VERY happy go a bit further and make me one for my private collection.This one can be as naughty as you care to share. Thank you, Donnie PS I'll return the favor, in any theme you may like

Creepysbinky
Okay, so I've been dating this guy for over a year. and we're in a committed and serious relationship. It's my spring break. And he just bought me a ticket to JAPAN!! to go see him. he's stationed there. I need to find a way to make it worth while. I want to do something that will totally blow him away! Anyone got any ideas?

The Genuine Women Of Fubar
I am "The Real Deal" Ranger76 and everyone who knows me on this site knows that I'm a genuine guy on and off of the internet.I have been in a couple lounges and have seen somethings that I don't like.Out of the lounges I have heard things I don't like...sooo.....I got the idea to do something like this and see what happens. i am all about respect to women...no games,no b.s. i have seen that some women on here don't want to be treated the way they have been....that's what this is for. To join.....you have to simply be tired of being treated less than what you deserve. there are a few rules for the club....but nothing that is to strenuous. 1: common courtesy to all, 2: respect is foremost 3: honesty 4: we will keep everyone rated and help one another out as much as possible 5: have fun and keep it real and genuine We will hold meetings in yahoo conference and keep everyone up to speed, so exchanging yahoo id's is a good idea,,,,,once all is done, add GWF to

What Is A Goddess Bath?
This was brought up in another conversation that I had with another member today so I feel compelled to let you all know about me and some of my sensual beliefs. In my beilief system as an eclectic pagan, a woman is meant to be cherished for she is the life blood to all mankind. I treat my woman to this ritual every time we have the opportunity. 1)I run her bath water with the wonderful scent of rosewater. 2)I light scented candles and place them all around the tub. 3)She will then slide into the tub while I relax her by slowly messaging and kissing her temples and shoulders. 4)After I have put her into a completely relaxed state I will then slowly bathe her body lathering up her neck, down her arms. Slowly I lather up and message each breast gently then progress slowly down her belly. Before soaping up her thighs, I slowly carress and wash that sexy area between her legs. When she begins to gasp for air I begin working on her inner thighs and slowly down her leg to her sexy f

My Birthday!
OK SO MONDAY THE 16TH IS MY BIRTHDAY! THE BIG TWO ONE - 21~!~!~! MAKE IT SPECIAL FOR ME PLEASE! SEND ME BLASTS, TICKERS, BLING, BLING PACKS, FUBUCKS, SALUTES, PICS... ANYTHING!!!!!! I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT AND WHEN I START WORKING SOON I WILL GLADLY RETURN THE FAVOR! I AM A WOMAN OF MY WORD.. ANY OF MY FRIENDS CAN VOUCH FOR ME ON THAT. I AM ALSO RUNNING AUTOS TOMORROW SUNDAY MARCH 15TH. STOP BY IF U CANNNNN! ALSO I AM IN AN AUCTION THAT ENDS ON ST PATTYS DAY... GO RATE ME AND BID ON ME! MAKE THIS THE GREATEST BDAY EVER! THE AUCTION LINK IS IN MY AUCTION BLOG WITH THE ST PATTYS PIC IN IT!

Naughty Application
CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN......... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Boob size, if a girl?? 4. Favorite position ? 5. Do you think I'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures 15. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Threesome? 20. Would you make me scream your name? 21. How many times would you like to cum? 22. Would you use me as a booty call? 23. Can I use you as a booty call? 24. Do you like foreplay? 25. What is foreplay to you?

Haunted Passions Staff Auction
Staff Of Haunted Passions All Bid's Start out @ 20k It will LAST A 2 Weeks! ~~~~AUCTION WILL START MARCH 15TH~~~~ Rules Of The Auction: No Drama No Fighting No Bashing If you See Someone You Want Bid On Then BID BABY ! The Fu-Bucks That You Offer To Them Goes To Them!!! NOT TO ME!!! I Will POST THERE PICTURES AN OFFERS ON THE 14TH IN A FOLDER ON MY PROFILE. THESE IS FOR FUN! IT WILL START AT MIDNIGHT ON THE 14TH AN GO TO THE 29TH OF MARCH IN WHICH THAT NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT I WILL CLOSE THE FOLDER AN THEN I WILL SEND A MESS TO THE WINNER AN WHO THEY WON FOR THE 30DAY'S!! SO LET THE FUN START AN LETS GET THE BIG MONEY ROLLING!!! I'm doing this to Have fun Not Anything else. All These Great People Have taken the Time, To sit an think on things to Offer so Stop By an Take a BID on them. They all are Good People an just wanna have some great fu-fun. So lets Do it Right an See who goes to want owner for 30day's. Remember this is for fun ONLY!!! THANKS CA

It Was Just A Dream Chapter 3
I woke up to control by metro station lighty playing on my ipod sterio. I hit the remote to turn it off but it just turned up. "damn you remote" said with a yawn, I felt something wrap around my waist. I turned to see marie laying next to me and I realized it wasn't a dream it was real. "good morning happy pants" she said opening her eyes. "good morning too you" as I turned complitely around to face her & put my hand on her hip. She grabbed my neck and we started to make out. I kissed down her jaw over to her neck. As I kissed marie's neck I glaced up at the clock blinking 11:28. "oh shit" I yelled as jumped up to find my clothes.. "what? What's going on?" sitting up in a ball on the bed. "oh nothing I was only suppose to meet luke half an hour ago". "oh crap" she said geting out to get dressed. We just through what we had on last night. "are you driving?" as she almost fell over putting her shoes on. "ofcorse not you are" as tossed her the keys to my 67 chevy impala that loved. Every

Why Am I Labled A Monster?
I have always tried and failed horribly to win friends and then more sometimes. I am sorry but I have no idea how to approach a woman and have a true relationship. Don't get me wrong I know how to get sex and I have been blessed because I have never caught anything. I am just so very tired of strictly being physical, and NEVER being good enough to be in love. I mean when someone does fall in love with me it always turns out that I am not able to be physically attracted to them as well as emotionally. Am I so wrong for not wanting to allow myself to just settle? I mean, I have tried to do the whole " Be with someone and not care about their looks " routine. I am sorry but it just never seems to work out that way. If I am not physically drawn to a woman I just cannot see myself with them for an extended period of time. I know that I am sounding shallow as anything but I cannot really help that either. Every time that I have just settled for what I could get then I ended up disappointed b

Stories And Poetry By Me
[If you play this while reading this opening to the my new story I think that you will feel more a part of the story and the emotion of the main caracter Ivy... THIS IS JUST A STORY.] PROLOGUE She can hear the pounding on the door leading from the hall to the bathroom. If only she could make it to the bed in the other room. Her legs feel so heavy that she can hardly place one foot in front of the other. Five more steps and she will be to the bed. Then she can close her eyes and escape. Stumbling she falls. She crawls the rest of the way to the bed and drags herself up on to it. The pounding on the door is louder, harder, more desperate now, but seems so far away. Laying in the bed she shuts her eyes and lets her body relax. She can hear 'Dante's Paryer' playing in the room. Almost as thought it is a sign that the path she chose this night has been right. The pills are starting to drag her deeper and deeper in to the calming

Its Stypid
I dont care what other people think about me i am who i am. I love me the way i am and i dont care if you dont like me or not.The only person that matters about what they think of me is my son and that lil boy loves me the way i am cuz yes I can be stupid but it makes him smile and thats the only thing that counts. If your not my son or my family or friends then you have no reason to juge me for who i am you dont know shit about me so keep your mount shut. You can talk to people about me but that dont mean nothing just means you dont have no life and you have to talk about me that just proves am batter then you. Grow up and get over it shit happens. I am new at this fubar thing and i dont know what its all about but am trying thats what matters but life is to short to be mad about stupid stuff live life to the fullest and have fun go with the flow.

Amber Alert!!!!!
EVERYBODY ON MY LIST BETTER POST ATLEAST ONCE,""****AMBER ALERT **** 7 YR OLD GIRL *** TAKEN BY A MAN DRIVING A NEWER SILVER TRUCK IN IDAHO FALLS, IDAHO. ** LICENSE PLATE NUMBER... 72B381. *** "PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING!!". WHAT IF THIS WAS YOUR LITTLE GIRL

Auto 11's & Cherrybombs Runnin
Did you know there are alot of Auto 11's & Cherrybombs running now? But did you also know that there are more members on here that don't have them running and probably more than half that will never have one? And did you also know that rarely does anyone rate members unless they have auto 11's and/or Cherrybombs? They deserve rates too regardless if they have them or not. If their rates are good enough for the ones running them to BEG for then they should return the rates regardless. Most think oh they are getting points off of me but what about when they run out do you go return the favor? The answer is no you don't. So why not try something different...go rate non auto 11's as well. Try returning some of what you get. You hear alot about cheating on here but the way I see it is the ones that make it all the way WITHOUT Auto 11's or Cherrybombs actually earned it. Now I will sit back and watch my friends list get smaller lmfaooo!!!

I Liked This
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two. - Captain Corelli's Mandolin

Ex's
Okay so the question was would you rather your husband/wife be with one specific or a bunch of different people, IF you two agreed to swing during your marriage. This is something I've thought about my entire life, knowing I have a super healthy sex drive. IF me AND my Husband had that agreement I would want my other love and his other lover to love us enough to respect us and stay with only us. Yes keep it in the circle. Why? First, diseases easier to keep up on testing if you don't have to go through 20 or 30 different people if/when you pop up with something. Second, whether or not I am there with my Husband or him with me I'd want the lovers to be able to come and go as they please. And yes his lover and my lover would be allowed to hook up too so it'd be a great deal. But, most of all I'd be happy knowing that she cared for him as much as I did. I'd even allow the others to live with us. But, that's been through an entire life of thinking and a lot of maturity that I'v

.r.i.p. Andrew ''test'' Martin
The Associated Press issued the following article: Ex-WWE champ, Andrew Martin, found dead in Fla. TAMPA, Fla. (AP) — Authorities say former professional wrestler Andrew Martin, who was known as "Test" and "The Punisher" to fans, has died at his Tampa home. He was 33. The former World Wrestling Entertainment champion was found dead at his apartment Friday night. Police say a neighbor reported that she could see into his apartment window and that Martin appeared motionless for several hours. Police say there was no indication of foul play. A cause of death will be determined after an autopsy. During his time with Stamford, Conn.-based World Wrestling Entertainment, Martin held the Intercontinental, European and Hardcore belts. He was also a tag-team champion. Martin most recently worked for TNA Wrestling under the name "The Punisher."

Darkness And Evil
Without Good, Evil has no reason to be. Without Evil, Good will have no reason for being eather. So in the End of Good or Evil as promissed, what will Forever be like for the Winner's of the battle? What will the reason of being then?

Country Boys Do It Better
So i was thinking....How many of you believe that country boys are just a little better in the sack? No im not talking about the midwestern farm hands that have relations with livestock...Im talkin about the good ol' southern country boys. What do ya'll think?

Who Am I?????
I am 232 years of romping, stomping, hell, death, destruction. I am the finest fighting machine the world has ever seen. I was born in a bomb crater. My mother was an M-16 and my Father is the Devil. Each moment that I live is an additional threat upon your life. I am a rough looking, roving soldier from the sea. I am cocky, self centered, and overbearing. I do not know the meaning of fear for I am fear itself. I am a green amphibious monster made of blood and guts that arose from the ashes of my enemies, festering on anti-Americans throughout the globe. When ever it may arise and when my time comes, I will die a glorious and grotesque death on the battlefield, giving my life for the Corps, Mom, and Apple Pie. I stole the Eagle from the Air Force, the Anchor from the Navy, and the rope from the Army. Then on the 7th day, while God rested, I overran His perimeter and took over the Globe and I have been protecting it ever since! I live like a Soldier, talk like a Sailor, and sla

Jarheads
Individual. A word that was considered to be an insult in the Marine Corps. "So, you just want to be an individual, huh?" It was used to discourage you from making decisions based on your individual needs and think for the team as a group. You could never be one by yourself; you were only one as a team, as a unit. Individual thoughts had to be extinguished and removed from your way of thinking. Individual emotions could not exist, you had to feel as a group, and feel sparingly at that. You had to cross train and cross think. Not only did you have to know the other mans job, you had to know the other mans thoughts so if he were killed you could move right into his position without compromising the mission. It is a system that strips you of your identity, your meaning of self. I excelled in that environment, even as emotional as I am. I was able to mold myself into the ultimate team player and quickly into the team leader at the age of 19. I thrived on teamwork and thinking as one.

U.s.marine Corps
If I wanted to be a Doggy Then I would've joined the stinkin' Army If I wanted to be a Fly Boy Then I would've joined the stinkin' Air Force If I wanted to be a Swaby Then I would've joined the stinkin' Navy But I wanted a job that makes you lean and mean Livin in the woods with my M-16, eatin hot dogs with pork and beans The Marine Corps offered all of this I said I wanted a job that gives me pride and joy The Marine Corps offers all these things Now the moral of the story is When it comes to the Armed Forces The Marine Corps has got'em all beat

Am I Your Friends???
Your enemy stabs you in the front...Your friend stabs you in the back...Your boyfriend/girlfriend stabs you in the heart...But me, your closest friend, carries a knife...To stab those assholes right back.

3somes(blame The Slave Ninja)
Threesomes Share ________________________________________________________________________ Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Bob 2. Bones 3. Pags Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Mailman 2. Bartender 3. Video tape editor Three Places I have lived 1. Bronx,NY 2. Pasadena,CA 3. Slymar,CA Three TV Shows that I watch 1. ESPN Sportscenter 2. Jeapordy 3. High Stakes Poker Three places I have been 1. in a submarine, in New London, CT 2. in a volcano crater on Maui 3. The Old Yankee Stadium Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. My Niece Lea 2. My Friend Blu 3. My Sister Carol Three of my favorite foods 1. Rare Steak 2. Strawberries 3. Chicken Three things I would like to do 1. Get Better 2. Visit Texa

I Feel So Bad And Guilty.=(
I cant stop crying. This is one of the worst nights of my life. It will sound silly to some of you but to me and my family it was horrible. Tonight I went to my grandmothers house and had a nice dinner with my family. My mother brought over her beloved chihuahua Rocky. I bought him for her 5 years ago when her other little dog who by chance was named Rocky too got ran over. Well my dad went on home and I told him that I would bring my mom and the dog home after she finished doing my hair. Well we left and I said lets stop at the carwash so I can get the trash out of my car since your with me and I wont be alone. Mind you it was 11pm at night. Well she got out of the car with me and Rocky was right by her feet and she put him back in the car and what do you know he jumps out and takes off running for the road. I ran as fast as I could after him but he got struck by a car and killed right in front of us. My mother fell to the ground screaming and crying. I ran to the road to try and see

Omg I Need Sleep!
Ok so I got a new puppy last week! His name is Fizz Gig! He is so cute his eyes melted me and I love babies and animal so baby animals are just the cutest thing. Anyway the people I got him from said hes half Pomeranian and half miniature pinscher. Also that he was 4 weeks old. I think he is a little older but he is so spoiled and wont eat anything but puppy formula. lol He wakes me up several times in the night and wants to play. I have tried to put a pic of him on here with no success yet. I'll keep trying. I still do not have internet but a friend was nice enough to let me try a couple of air cards over the weekend to see if they were an option. They are almost as bad as dial up. Wish me luck with the pup and any ideas on what do do at night would be helpful!

This Sweetheart Has A Happy Hour At 12pm Fu-time
THIS SWEETHEART IS HAVING A HAPPY HOUR AT 12PM FU-TIMEAND SHE WANTS TO LEVEL SO I WILL PAY 10K FOR EVERY 100 PICS YOU RATE FOR HER SEND HER A MESSAGE AND TELL HER I SENT YOU AND PM ME WHEN YOUR DONE. Italian Princess* Fu wife to Dark Defender* Dangerous Curves* ^M!K3Y^@ fubar

Will These Words Save Me?
Will these words save me? Current mood: sleepy Category: Life Sometimes I wonder if these words I write will save me. I wonder if there is something I write that can make the pain stop. I want a similar heaven to what I've read about. i want these words to be a God-send of sorts. A cancer has risen inside of me and has pushed upon me the numbness that follows. Will these words save me? I keep asking myself. When will my answer come around. What follows me around is a sense of despair. What more can I say? What will I say when time has run out? Adorkably Yours, In Sickness & In Health, Nichole AKA ~☆~Deviant Obscenity~★~©

The Things I Think About So Much That It Hurts My Brain
The Things I Think About So Much That It Hurts My Brain! Current mood: contemplative Category: Life I never thought it would come to this. A time when I didn't know what to say or to write. Speechless in these days have I become. So many things I would like to say, but something keeps getting in my way. Fear of what people may think of me? maybe. Fear of what I'll think of myself? It's a possibility. I may release the madness and melancholy that I have fought so hard to keep. What of me then? Will I become just another face in the crowd? Someone too simple and therefore is overlooked because of her silence?! Yes, what would become of me then? Some would welcome the quiet and peace, but can I? Can I let go of such opinions and outlooks? Of words that make them ponder? All these questions run through my head daily, and daily I push them away for another day. I fear I will lose the words that have made me quite sought after. Not famous even in the sligh

Question About Love
Love what is love anyway, is it freedom, is it completeness, or is it just words. Let me tell you about a friend of mine, She was with this girl and they all the time said I love you to each other, they were together about 3 years. Then they broke up and all I heard was how awful the other one was from both of them, after a while they both started seeing other people and now her ex is engaged to a lovely lady and my friend is seeing a guy now. My friend called me and said she received a message from her ex girlfriend asking if she could come over so they could sleep together, but her ex says she is very happy with her new partner and I know my friend is happy with her partner. My friend did say no though. I was in love once to a very special person never once did it cross my mind to cheat them but they cheated on me so I let it happen because I loved her with all my heart. One day my heart was broke because I lost the love of my life because of stupid people. I have found a ver

Disapointed..
Damned People... I asked two different people from work to give me letters of reference for a scholarship I wanted to apply for.. As far as I can remeber.. its Due tomorrow, and Neither of them have turned up with a letter.. I did keep up with each of them, almost daily. One was a manager, the other just a fellow co-worker, and every time I saw them, I asked about said letter.. I was told "I haven't forgot you" from Trent, and "I'm off tomorrow I'll do it then, I Promise" by Nikki.. Yea.. Right.. Only Amy came through for me, She had one for my by the end of January when I first asked.. Nucci and Amy let me put them down as people for a loan, not sure if Im going to get one or not.. Oh well just needed to vent

Where Is The Love?
So I sit here broken hearted because my internet sweetheart has revealed their true love online. Am I alone thinking there is love here, there anywhere. I once thought I had love then it disappeared then I found it again and once again it escaped me. After many years of marriage love vanished before I knew it escaped and then I wondered is love just in my mind or does it really exists? Was I ever really in love or did I just wish it happened to me so I was happy at the thought of someone finding it with me. I can't deny that I am always happy to see my friends happy and find someone to share life and love with, but what of me? Yes I know I am not alone and other's face it every day, but it doesn't relieve my pain any less. I just go on with a smile on my face faking happiness so I don't share my sorrow but where can I put it all? No I am not looking for sympathy, in fact I don't even care if anyone responds. I just want to feel that happiness again. Sure I have faith in God but h

I Am Back But For How Long
I am back online and glad to be here. I left awhile do to personal reasons. I was not very happy with the way things were going and the drama. However, I have come to realize they were minor compared to what is happened in my life. So hello and I hope the following explains why I am back although it was not written for that purpose, but it is some insight. So Far So Good This morning I fell back to sleep as the love of my life was preparing for work. It has happened often as of alate. Oh, I wish I were awake and alert every waking minute she is, but I am not. I have not worked in nearly a year and you were to see me, you say, "Kick the lazy bum in the rear and get him out there doing something worthwhile, he is just so darn lazy. The truth is I would love to be out there and making a great living. It is difficult with the current situation for a man who can not keep his shoes dry to get a great job. Enough of the that now and back to the beginning. As I said I had fel

Facts
So my only brother has been dead a lil over a year. ok technically its been 20 months or 86 weeks or actually 601 days today. I really shouldnt know this. He died on a sunday but there are some facts i cant seem to get out of my head. I really suck at math but when you look at this day as a day that you lost someone so important and a day my life changed its hard not to see it. Ok so my first fact is I am clingy when I love someone. I am scared of not getting to say i love you to someone i love. cause i lost that chance with my brother. That makes me overuse the word sometimes. I am scared that I am gonna be alone my entire life. i am scared that I will never be a good enough mom to my girls. I am scared that i am not a good enough girlfriend that sometimes i try to be something im not or act ways i dont normally. I dont ever want to lose my daddy or my mommy. i try to please everyone and dont like anyone to be mad at me. i hate to fight but tend to do it just cause i

Omg The Stupidity!
I was reading the Sunday paper and I see that two people were arrested after having 26 pounds of pot mailed to their home. Do they come much dumber than this? Seriously... oh, and I feel kinda blah today, boobs would greatly improve my mood.

Sex Anonymous
have you ever found yourself feeling the Desire of anothers touch? the warm embrace and the craddling sensation of another womans body wrapped around yours with such unfilmilairity to it. and with every thought and ambition to run your hands across every curve of the supple soft skin. i find my self, ... lost

Stupid People
Why Do people have to judge other people on how they look or how much they weigh? Well I think I have the answer...When someone puts someone else down i think what they feel is "oh, I have everything and yet i feel like crap. I'm gonna make that person over there who already looks sad feel like crap about themselves...so I can feel better about myself..." and so they do...and then what do they get out of that...hmmm?? nothing they think that they get the satisfaction of making that person feel worse about themselves and yet that person who feels even more like crap may just be beautiful in their own way and one day that person who had everything will lose everything b/c they are stuck up...and the person who was teased all their life and never had anything will have everything...this will happen more than half the time...so what I'm saying is don't make fun of people who are less fortunate than you...become friends w/ them...you never know they could be pretty cool... this has be

Horoscopes
Signs post date: 2007-07-11 13:45:07 views: 161 comments: 2 ratings: 0 MINE (hehehehehe) SAGITTARIUS: The Sexy one Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in bed? Not the kind of person you wanna fuck with, you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book Written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then Resend this with your zodiac sign and label. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal

Pet Peeves
Here is a list im starting of pet peeves of mine...ill be adding to it as time goes on: 1: People that are deliberately stupid....like the people that refuse to learn anything,like how to plug in a piece of equipment into an electrical socket(which normal people learn as children),but they WILL holler at you because that equipment isnt working... 2. Disrespectful drivers: If you cant go the speed limit,then stay in the right lane,and DO NOT speed up when i try to pass you....also if im going up an on-ramp,and you are in the left lane,DO NOT change into the right lane as soon as im about to merge into the right lane,how dumb ARE people?...also people who cant multitask while driving...if you cant turn up the volume on your radio,talk on the phone,or holler at your kid/spouse without going off the road,then it should wait till you stop the car....people who dont yield when they are supposed to.....people who drive well below the speed limit on a country road,if you are scared to drive,

Amber Alert
EVERYBODY ON MY LIST BETTER POST ATLEAST ONCE,""****AMBER ALERT **** 7 YR OLD GIRL *** TAKEN BY A MAN DRIVING A NEWER SILVER TRUCK IN IDAHO FALLS, IDAHO. ** LICENSE PLATE NUMBER... 72B381. *** "PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING!!". WHAT IF THIS WAS YOUR LITTLE GIRL Last message received on 3/15 at 1:29 AM

Amber Alert 3/15/ 2009
EVERYBODY ON MY LIST BETTER POST ATLEAST ONCE,""****AMBER ALERT **** 7 YR OLD GIRL *** TAKEN BY A MAN DRIVING A NEWER SILVER TRUCK IN IDAHO FALLS, IDAHO. ** LICENSE PLATE NUMBER... 72B381. *** "PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING!!". WHAT IF THIS WAS YOUR LITTLE GIRL Last message received on 3/15 at 1:29 AM

Lets Get It From Atlanta Ga
whats up dis ya girl tia just looking for friends i stay in atlanta ga ya iam a hood bitch i love to smoke drank and have fun thats what i di so hit me pitures wood be up loaded soon kiss kiss

Foul Mood
Ever had one of those days when you just really wanted to beat someone about the head and neck area? I've been in that sorta place for a couple of days. Nothing really is wrong (besides the normal fucked up shit)but I just am in a really pissy mood. I'm ranting, sorry

Corey88
Just a hard working man living by myself in my own home at the minute. Just trying to live a stress free life(which we know is imposable but u know u gotta try and keep it to a mindon't like a lot of drama all the time, unless it's a good movie I'm loyal, very lovable, I have a good heart, I love to laugh and bug out and go places and just live life. I love to travel- I like to plan sometimes but- sometimes I like to just do it, grab my bag turn on the GPS and see ya! with my baby of course (well if I had one now) well, I do like to lay back watch a good movie, I like going for bike rids in the park, I like going to the GYM and trying to take care of myself, I like science and technology, I love cars, I'm and automotive technician anyway, it's just what I do and like. I like to cook too I'm actually just hungry right now as I'm typing this.. Bottom line is it would be nice to find someone who's down 4 me, observant, sweet at times maybe. I'm gonna leave it at that. But if u can feel t

In My Most Nihilistic Moments
The concept of value is completely confounding. Are we expected to be altruistic for the sake of social matters? Do values exist or is morality just a social occurrence? Maybe values are dependent on each situation one finds themselves in. We like to think morality comes from God, Jesus, Allah, Mythra, Thor, whatever. Consider one that believes in a completly different manner, and yet is civil, rational, and good willed. People that get their values from a deity have no real values. Their moral code is totally dependent on the existence of some higher power. It scares me to think of how fragile most peoples values really are.

For Animal Lovers
Animal Rescue Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals..It takes less than a minute (How about 20 seconds) to go to their site and click on the purple box 'fund food for animals' for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com special thanks to whimsical brat ☃ help animals? read blog!@ fubar i took this from her blog HUGS JAMES

The State Of Massachusetts
You know you’re from Massachusetts if: You know what a pocketbook is You call them what they really are “sneakers” (not “tennies”) You think if someone is nice to you they either want something or they are from out of town The public transportation system is known as the "T" and you'd rather drive in bumper to bumper traffic for 4 hours to get to Boston than be caught dead on the "Orange Line" You could own a small town in Iowa for the cost of your house There are 24 Dunkin Donuts shops within 15 minutes of your house and that is how you give directions If you stay on the same road long enough it eventually has three different names 53 degrees is "on the warm side" You've walked to Brigham's for an ice cream cone "to go" in the snow You cringe every time you hear some actor/actress imitate the "Boston Accent" on TV You call chocolate sprinkles "jimmies" A water fountain is called a bubbler. Say it "bubbla". You can go from one side of town to the other in less than fifte

A Loser
OK HEADS UP MY SEXY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.. BEWARE OF THIS CRACKHEAD SHE SOLE MONEY FROM HER DISABLED MOTHER.. i wouder if she FEELS like a women or a cunt?lovin life 24-7@ fubarJUST A LIL NOTE TO YOU CUNT WHAT COMES AROUND GOSE AROUND

Sexual Feelings
SEXUAL FEELINGS Rainy days and cold nights, These are the days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm. Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you, Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Let's play around like connect the dots, Let's make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like I never done before, Do what you want to my body it's all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do whatever you want to my body, As long as it's pleasing.

Jokes
So after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, I lasted less than a day. About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. As I had been instructed, I said pleasantly, 'Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'NO, they ain't TWINS. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. WHY would you think they're twins? Are you BLIND, or just STUPID?' So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe you got laid twice. Have a good day, and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.' My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work.

Hi My Name Is....
HI MY NAME IS MELSSA.....AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT KNO HERE IT GOES...... I AM.....CRAZY,BITCHY,INSANE,EMOTIONAL,HAPPY, SAD,GIGGLY,RANDOM,LOVING DEPRESSED,PRETTY,BEAUTIFUL,UGLY, HIDEOUS,LOUD,OBNOXIOUS,HATEFUL FUN,BORING...... I TEND TO RANDOMLY.....BUST OUT IN A SONG, SOME SILLY ASS DANCE MOVE,SAY EXACTLY WHAT IM THINKING AT THE TIME,GO OFF ON PEOPLE,BUST OUT IN TEARS,FALL FOR PEOPLE ONE DAY AND HATE THEM THE NEXT,I WILL LOVE YOU EMENSLY AND HATE YOU TO THE EXTREME, HI MY NAME IS MELISSA AND I AM A BIPOLAR!!!! LOVE OR HATE.....DEAL WITH IT OR DONT EITHER WAY IM STILL GOING TO BE ME!!!!

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My New Job
So after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, I lasted less than a day. About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. As I had been instructed, I said pleasantly, 'Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'NO, they ain't TWINS. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. WHY would you think they're twins? Are you BLIND, or just STUPID?' So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe you got laid twice. Have a good day, and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.' My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work.

What Ever Happened To Individuality??
I have noticed alot of people(in my case mostly men) who COMPLETELY change themselves for their crush/girlfriend/boyfriend. For instance they might be completely against something,but the moment the girl says they are for it,the guy will tell her he is also for it and sway to that side. They(and all this goes for girls too,i have seen it in my best friend too,but in my experience i have only dated men so thats what i can speak for) change their musical tastes,like they might HATE ICP,but as soon as a chick says they are their favorite band,the guy goes out and buys a CD and immediately becomes a fan.Ive seen them change their personality entirely,going from a nice person to a hateful person because the chick was hateful. They could all of a sudden like anime or a different style of photography. Ive had all this happen to a guy interested in me or in my friends. Now,i understand trying to like some things that your partner likes,but to completely go from one person to another to try to

Tell Me What Ya Think?
Michael Bornsheuer: It's been a while and now i know That i can never ever let you go From the first time we met and your first hello I knew you're the one where my heart will growYou are my dream..the angel from the sky Who showed me what life is and how I can cry How I can have someone who I can always rely To be there forever and never say goodbyeThe one I can hug when I am in need The one who give love.. that no one can exceed The one who'll shed tears ...if my heart ever bleed The one I have wanted..to share my life with...So,Now i ask you this ...will please you take my hand And be the person... who will always understand I want to grow old with you..i'm down in one knee You're the only one I'll ask..."will you marry me?"...

Simply Only A Poem
Maybe one day! Each day as we sit talking and chatting, I find myself starting to care even more. My mind stays racing when we are together, Yet I can not find just the right words to say. I get so tongue tied and knotted up inside, But am scared to leave for I might go hide. Wanting to know everything there is about you, The things you both like and truly dispise. Asling myself each evening we say goodbye, If any one such as yourself could ever like me. There is so many things I wish to express, Yet can not find the way to let them out. Maybe one day I shall not be scared any, To just simply say what you mean to me. P.J. ...... 5/25/2013 ..... 2:18pm

Passing Of Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they thems

Beware My Ex And Her Drama
people going to hate so let them have fun.@ fubar her profile says this MY NAME IS HAYLEY I AM MARRIED AND HAVE A SON I LOVE TO DEATH.IM A FUN EASY GOING PERSON MY PROFILE IS OPEN TO ALL TO SEE I DONT HIDE SHIT FROM PEOPLE MY EX AND HIS GIRLFREIND ARE TWO PEOPLE EVERYONE NEEDS TO STAY AWAY FROM THERE BOTH PISSED AT ME BECAUSE I MOVED ON FROM THE PAST AND THEY CANT.ONE THING I WILL NOT GO FOR IS PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT MY SON YOU DONT ME OR MY FAMILY SO YOU DONT NEED TO MAKE COMMENTS ABOUT MY SON.YES I AM A BITCH AND ITS FOR A REASON I GREW UP IN FOSTER CARE MY MOM WAS UNABLE TO CARE FOR ME AND MY SISTER AND MY MOM ENDED UP KILLING HER SELF WITH DEPRESSION AND NOT EATING I TALK TO MY SISTER EVERY MONTH MY DAD WAS NEVER AROUND DUE TO HIM BEING IN THE AIR FORCE WE DID SEE MY DAD ON HOLIDAYS I WAS ABUSED AS A KID AND WHEN I MET MY EX BOYFRIEND DAN HE ALSO ABUSED ME IT TOOK ME 9 YEARS TO LEAVE THE RELATIONSHIP AND THANKS TO MY HUBBY NOW FOR TALKING ME THREW IT I W

Bandy
Hourly Comic Day occurred on. The idea is to make a comic for every hour of the day (that you are awake, one assumes). Details are vague. Here’s what I made, drawn in a “storyboard” moleskine that has two panels a page for half of it, and four panels for the other half. Unfortunately I ended up in the 4 panel section about halfway through my day. That’s when the drawings went downhill (too small).

Some One Intresting
im not saying im intresting im looking for some one though ive been in a long relationg ship an im looking for a pritty an nice girl that likes to cuddle an have fun i party an do eneything that sounds intresting im from P.A bedford county an would love to meet u

Blah
People have no moral fiber or ethics these days and honestly it sickens me more and more every day. The same thing day in day out good people get treated like shit and have their fun spoiled by idiots who get away with anything and left do as they wish. The only ones who seem to get ahead are people with more money then brains, whores, assholes and asskissin 2 faced trash. Ive had my fill of it. The truth will come out the wicked shall be punished.

Poker
im trying what a pro did on another site going from zero to 10,000 in a year but in my case since i am not a pro i am not shooting for 10,000 but 2500 will update as i win any money or lose during the next year gonna start with nothing but playing freeroll tournaments but since 1500 enter these and only top ten pay i may have to do a small deposit here are the rules of what i am doing To ensure that I keep my bankroll intact, I've adopted some key rules: * I'll never buy into a cash game or a Sit & Go with more than 5 percent of my total bankroll (there is an exception for the lowest limits: I'm allowed to buy into any game with a buy-in of $2.50 or less). * I won't buy into a multi-table tournament for more than 2 percent of my total bankroll and I'm allowed to buy into any multi-table tournament that costs $1. * If at any time during a No-Limit or Pot-Limit cash-game session the money on the table represents more than 10 percent of my total bankroll, I must le

Poems
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow.Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mummy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls.. There were daddies along the back wall, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a man who wasn't there. 'Where's her daddy at?' She heard a boy call out

Life..or Something Like That
I am writing about Life these days...I am super sad and depressed! I want to try different things in my life..with different people. Well, with one person in general. I am not sure where to begin on this blog except for that...change is a hard thing for me. I am a real routine type of gal...I got my very own daily routine..and getting off balance is one of those things that gets to me! And besides that; this person is pretty damn far away from me...but that connection is just there for both of us..not quite sure what I wanna do with it all just yet. I am pretty sure where I want things to go. The questions are (1) Is he ready (2) Am I ready for a major change/ shake up in my life. (3) how will these changes affect my children/his? See it aint all about me....of course I have always liked to think that the world revolved around me...but I know that it doesnt. LOL... I guess I will change my philosophy to life...It IS my world..I am just letting you all live in it! There that

Just What I See
how can you be the one who rises in the morning sun how could you be the one at the dawning of the sun i am not the one who lives in the sun more for me my life romes free when night comes around i rome the town on one such night the full mone blumed bright on one such street the shadow moves beneath my feet as heat ponds beet for the night moves slow mist on the ground across the land slow on the ground the wind may wipe with in the air moveing so fast flowing trough out her hair she stand right here right by my side on this path we walke side by side thats how it was on such a night till she fell fell for the moon lite night i shal be here on this i swar till i see the face of some one who cares like the love we once had shard .... its not very good but it is somethings i could put in words i hope you all like it

Mem's 10 Commandment's For Living
1.) The Path 2 Heaven Sometimes Leads Through Hell 2.) The Path You Choose Is The Path That Chooses What Type Of Friends You Have. 3.) It Ok To Not Forget But It Is Wrong Not To Forgive. 4.) The Life You Choose Is Your Choosing Not Someone Else's. 5.) Love Everyday Like It Is Your Last Because You Never Know It Might Be. 6.) Real Friends Won't Judge You For The Bad Things. They Will Judge You For The Good. 7.) The Hate You Give Little Infants F*cks Everyone. 8.) Remember To Smile Everyday. A Smile Can Change Your Mood And Just Maybe It Might Change Someone Else's 9.) Never Be Scared To Dive Head First Into Something New. It Might Be The Best Thing You Did. 10.) So What If You Make Mistakes. Who Hasn't. It's A Matter Of If You Learn From That Mistake That Matters. To Error Is Human. No One Is Perfect

Loneliness!
As The Days & Nights Go By, I Watch How People Are So Happy Laughing, Flirting And Expressing There Love For One Another & It Gets Me To Thinking How I Used To Be That Happy & In Love(Being On Cloud Nine As The Old Saying Goes)Before I Screwed Everything Up By Acting Like A Fucking Jack Ass & A Mr Know It All. Now Days I Just Feel Lonely, Empty, Worthless & A Failure, I Feel Like I Let Myself Down Thinking Of All The Relationships I've Had & A Few Of Them I Really Really Wish I Didn't Fuck Up Cause I Deeply Feel That I Could Of Been The Most Happiest Guy On Earth With No Doubts Or Second Thoughts & Would Of Still Of Been Back Home Happy With A Family Of My Own & Just Living Life The Way I Would Of Liked To Live It But Instead I Acted Like A Fucking Fool Thinking That I Was Mr. Macho & Some Fucking Thug Running The Streets Thinking I Was Better Than The Ones That Honestly & Truly Loved Cared About Me I Wish I Knew Then What I Know Now Maybe I Wouldn't Of Been So Fucking Ni Eve & Cl

Okay So Yeah . . . .
Okay uhmmm so yeah. . . . I'm sitting here at work trying to figure out how the hell all the stuff on this site works and that fun stuff. Wishin' the phone would ring so I could make some money. I hate Sunday nights Monday mornings for this very reason no dudes callin! But anyway atleast it keeps me from being bored plus I only have this tiny little screened DVD player with the same damn DVD's I've seen a blue million times and no interest in watching again. You can only watch 28 Days Later soooo many times in one freakin' week. Love the enraged zombie like creatures tryin' to rip people apart but for god's sake when you can repeat the lines back line for line it's time to get some new DVD's.But is it just me or have there been no like really awesome horror movies released recently? I mean seriously how hard is it to make a kewl slasher blood and guts film!? I mean hell really the last one to come out that was any good was Dawn of the Dead and it was a fuckin' remake! But annnn

Life Has A Way Of Taking Over
Recently i have went through many changes...deep emotional pain and health scares to start...and then life awakenings which have brought me joy, smiles and a new outlook on life and new discoveries about myself. Needless to say...with all this taking place...it has left me very little time for the internet. I have enjoyed Fubar very much...i have met some very special, wonderful people on here that have enriched my life through their words of wisdom and encouragement. I'm not deleting Fubar...I will be checking in when i can. I just won't have the time to devote to it like i used to so I apologize in advance if i don't rate and re-rate as diligently as i have in the past. Thank you family, friends and fans for making Fubar such a fun ride.