Love...the most uncontrollable feeling in the world. The emotion that takes your breath or breaks your heart without any warning its taking over. The one feeling that everyone in the world wants to experience more than anything.It has finally found me or maybe has taken me this long to realize what it really is. I feel as if I have searched my entire life for something that was out of my grasp only to realize that it was there..I just had to find the right person to share it with.
I have discovered that love is... That feeling you get when you look in his eyes and wonder how you ever got so lucky to capture the heart of someone so amazing....or when you get that tingle or cold chill all over just from his touch...or that warm feeling you get when he pulls you close ...or that smile that spreads across your face just because he smiles at you. The way you want to melt from the way he smells...or the way you get weak from his kisses...or that feeling of safety and security from being in his arms. The way everything seems to fall into place so well just because he is in your life ... or the way that he grabs you and tells you everything is okay when you are afraid. Or maybe its the way hes so proud that you are his and does everything he can so that everyone around you knows it. Its all those little things that matter so much... the way he opens the car door for you everytime you get in the car so you aren't waiting in the cold....the way he steps back after unlocking the door so you always get inside first...its the way he waits to eat until you are hungry, no matter how hungry he is....the way he falls asleep with the light on waiting for you to come to bed....the way he washes your hair in the shower while looking into your eyes....the way he cups your face when he kisses you, taking your breathe away with each kiss....the way he cuddles up against you when hes sleepy.....the way he rubs your back so you fall asleep when you are tired but just cant get to sleep...the way he helps you around the house just because you are stressed with so much to do and no time to do it all in....the way he hands you a towel when you get out of the shower...the sweet little comments he thinks to leave you on your web page just to remind you that he was thinking of you...the way he tickles you just because he likes to hear your laugh.
I am sitting here looking across the room at the man I am planning on spending the rest of my life with and all I can think of is that finally....I have found this amazing thing and I am so incredibly lucky. I have for the first time in my life...felt complete happiness. I look at him knowing that in the last 7 months we have gone from knowing absolutely nothing about each other to being so completely in love and in 2 days ...we will make that commitment to each other. I look at my hand at the ring he so lovingly picked out..and placed on my finger and know that this IS the right thing for me, for us and in 2 days....with no doubts...I will marry this man ..
