I swallow the hurt ,once swallowed the soul in me
and weakly bite the lips of pain that bit me
where I scream an echo cracking these walls .
From glass they are made & permanent to words
a noise they make as they sharply kiss the ground
rhyming like the tunes of my heart shattering around.
Around that red river where I sat for long and wept
the river where my tears & misery once fell & there
been kept..
where the air chills the renewed tears on my cheeks
crawling from brown eyes tired, lost in what to seek..
Now this river joins another & another until far from
my sight they all merge rapidly toward That unseen..
How I wish for my tears to run just as far & farther
just as far that I forget all that now seems to matter
to forget all black memories & walls they've built
the unbearable weights they threw & I have held..
How I wish my memory to forget and forget just
as fast as the flow of the river changing the water
of that past..
How I strongly bite still these lips of pain that has
been bitting me & swallow force-ly the hurt once swallowed me
For not all that we wish will come to be true , but
I seek to live,,what ever that would need me to do..
If it is forgiveness , then let forgiveness be
for these eyes are no more lost , but seek to live..
And Just live happily
