OK, my first blog on here...
For the past few days i really havent been acting myself, i have had alot going on in and out of my head...
I was with this guy the last 3 months of my pregnancy up untill about Thanksgiving..he just so happened to buy the beautiful new home that me, my mom and my son live in. Well he agreed that even tho he didnt live here he would still help pay the mortgage b/c his name is also on the house along with my moms and it would ruin his credit for life..well mom gave him till the end of this month so he could save up money to help, he was going to give her $500.00 thats half of the payment..well she has been trying to get ahold of him and he will not return any of her phone calls and it is stressing her out, shes freaking saying we are going to end up on the streets and shit like that, and i cant handle it.. i too have been stressing and freaking out over all of this and i just dont know what to do, we cant re- finance till Sept, and after next month we wont have the money to keep it, now mind you, this house is on 5 acres that has been in my family for over 50 years and if we lose the house, we lose the property as well... i dont know what to do, im trying to be strong for my mom and most of all for my son, but there is only so much i can handle...im so scared that i isten to my mom cry herself to sleep every night b/c of this and it makes me cry as well..Im not looking for pitty or anything, just needed to vent and this is cheeper then going to a shrink....
i just dont know what to do anymore....
