As a child i came from a suddled family. I was tha 3rd child of tha family out of 6 and i was a little crooket then others in my family. When i was in jr high school i was hanging with some friends and we used to do some of everything that kids do. I started hanging out in tha streets and i became a little tougher and rougher. I didn't think like i should and i was forced into this gang and i was jumped by 5 guys and one of them i knoched out . I had it in my mind that i was not going to fall for nothing i was one of the ones that wasn't going to take no shit from nobody. It had stated to interfear with my school and i used to get into trouble and alot of times sent home. I knew that my mama didn't like it and i thought well thats just the way it is. I got myself together and i lifted weights and i got into sports. My p.e. teacher was tha coach of out football team and he said sun your pretty strong. In tha 9th grade i benched 180 pounds and i made tha football team. I was a very fast runner and i couldn't be caught onced i got passed you. Got into high school & i still had that bad boy image and it took over me and i got into trouble in tha streets again and winded up going to tha youth servises for 6 weeks and i had to do comunity service plus i had a curfiew and probation. I had to be in tha house between the hours of 7pm to 6am.. I got a job part time and that eliminated tha curfiew. I was kicked out of school because of a gun that was found in my locker. It took many people including my mom to get me back in. After the blosson festival there was a croud walking the streets and me and 2 of my brothers was in the croud. My brother Eric got into it with some guy over a girl and Derrick & I tried to make piece between them and the other guy came at me talking shit and so on. A fight broke out and one of his boys came out shooting and everybody scattered and when i went back to find my bothers they were gone. I heard that eric was shot but i also had been grazzed across the chest, hand & leg by a bullet. We recoverd after that and i started talking to this girl(maybe that's what i needed to keeep me out of trouble)and we talked for a year. A year later i was shot in tha side due to a drive by and i think that that was the turning point in my life cause i knew that i had put myself amd my mama through alot. I turned to god more and it wa his love that changed me. I got into music and i started feeling tha love for it. I started writing, singing, rapping and i was currently a dj if i might add. I got a job and i was dooing good. I have 2 boys now Isaiah(7) & Jeremiah(3) & they are my pride & joy. Been through baby mama drama and now that i'm a single man i take care of my boys like a real father supposed to. No touble no worries and my mama was happy. She and i worked at tha same job and that was even better cause we both were happy. My mama went to tha doctor and he found something in her x-ray. After they ran tests they descovered that it was cancer. She had sugery to get rid of it and they treated her with ratiation and chemo. I tooker for her treatments everyday for about 3 months straight. It made her sick but she was better. She became ill and again they discover that cancer had came back but this time in her hip. They treated that as well and she had begun to loose all her weigh and she wasn't eating as much. She got better and she was dooing fine. 3 months later she was having some problems breathing and the doctors did an x-ray and it showed that her left lung had collapsed and during tha sugery they saw some more cancer around her esophogus and it was eating a hole through it. I saw what my mama was going through and it hurted me to see her that way. I asked her if she was going to get better and she said cedric baby i hope so. 4 days later she passed away(7-11-06). I didn't know what to do. I turned to drinking like everyday all day for about 2 weeks. My mama meant the world to me i mean she was my best friend and my everything. She, my Father and I shared the same birthday and that wsa so amazing our birthday was on tha same day. She had always told me to go to church and i took what she said so yeas i am in tha house of jesus christ. She was a very hard working woman that loved everybody on and off her job. She opened her house to anyone whu didn't have a place to stay. She loved us and all of her grandchildren. She didn't have everything that she wanted but she had us and she was happy with that. She don't have to suffer anymore and she don't have to carry on anymore pain. I'm happy but sad at the same time. I'm happy cause she's not suffering but i'm sad that she's gone. Alot of our best times together was on the road and that was everyday. Mama i love you, miss you and i will always keep u in my heart forever . The lord has a place for you cause he and i know that u were a very blessed & saved woman. We will meet again someday. Now i still working and i am in and out of tha recording studio working on my new album that will be out spring of '07. Music Has always been my life and i' i'm gonna always be apart of it in any way shape & form. Currently single and waiting on tha lord to send me my mableline qween. She will be special casue i'm going to treat her with my all aswell as respect. I'm a great guy and i'm all about fun and love. That's tha way god wants me to be and that's whu i am.........
