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Teens Aquitted In Beating Part 2
Friends and relatives of two teens accused in the beating death of a Mexican immigrant struggled to contain their relief as not-guilty verdicts were announced on the most serious charges against the former high school football stars Friday.Gasps filled the courtroom and some had to be restrained by sheriff's deputies as they tried to rush the defense table after Derrick Donchak, 19, and Brandon Piekarsky, 17, were acquitted of aggravated assault, reckless endangerment and ethnic intimidation for the death of Luis Ramirez.Piekarsky was also found not guilty of third-degree murder for the death of Ramirez, who died of blunt force injuries after an encounter with the teens last summer.However, the all-white jury of six men and six women from Schuylkill County jury found Piekarsky and Donchak guilty of simple assault.The case drew national attention to the small town of Shenandoah, Pennsylvania, highlighting race relations and polarizing the community on who was to blame for the incident.L
Threesomes "about Me" :)
Threesomes ShareNow, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other.Three Names I go by1. Anissa2. Anissa Christine3. I don't have any nicknamesThree Jobs I have had in my life1. Pharmacy Tech2. Elementary School Teacher3. Psychological ResearcherThree Places I have lived1. Michigan (lived there for 34 years)2. Ohio (while I went to college at the University of Toledo)3. Texas (where I have lived for the last 3 years)Three TV Shows that I watch1. Americas Next Top Model2. Project Runway3. LMN moviesThree places I have been1. Toronto, Canada2. Las Vegas, NV3. Lake Tahoe, CA Three people that e-mail me regularly1. The people I work with2. My friend Rusty3. David Three of my favorite foods1. Chinese (Kung Pow Chicken)2. Veggies3. Homemade Pizza (the kind that's better for you)Three things
Simple Man
I love him, I love him, I love him, and when he comes i'll follow, i'll follow, i'll follow, he'll always be my hero, my hero, my hero from now until forever, forever, forever.. i will follow him, follow him where ever he may go, there isn't an ocean too deep, a mountain to high i can't reach, he is my destiny.
Prayers Please
As some of you already know, my sister is 35 weeks pregnant and the baby has now flipped into the breech position. They are afraid they will have to do an emergency C Section this week. Please keep my sister and her little family in your prayers.   I know some people think this is wrong and cheesy but she is my sister and I could use a little support right now.  
I know that there are others out there that have experienced layoffs. I can only relate to my experience though. If anyone out there thinks that they work with or for friends, you may want to reconsider that thought. I loved my job. I will go ahead and get that out of the way. There were times that I would have rather been at work than be home. I had always dreamed of working in the type of environment I was in. I could laugh without feeling odd. I could talk to my co-workers. Hell, we even got along. I tried to help them out when the need arrised. I was consistently in the top 3 in terms of calls taken, tickets created, and tickets resolved. In fact, if you factor all three together, I was probably the top person on the Helpdesk. You would think that with all that, I would have been a sure thing to avoid getting laid-off. That wasn't the case though. It appears that there is other factors that goes into who gets the cut and who doesn't. I was laid off last month from my said job. N
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The Coolest/ Hottest Friends
It's great to meet you all and I consider myself lucky to have made friends, so quickly I might add, with such a group of cool and beautiful people as yourselves.  I look forward to getting to know each and every one of you better.  Until then cheers.  Michael
Dangerous Curves
a href="" target=_blank>2287381">@ fubar Dangerous Curves 2009 Mission StatementIt is the main goal and focus of this group to bring together a group of friends, that can confide, lean on, and trust each other to be there for support, confidence, and guidance...Although there are other groups that claim to be all girl but headed by a male, our group is solely women and is based on your average woman's needs.We are coming together as mothers, full time employees, housewives, single, married, and by all means confident and sexy in individual ways.::Fore warning::We are a laid back group of girls. No one gets paid here lol So with that said we keep our rules, regulations, and demand of member's time to a minimum so that everyone can still have their fu-fun but also have sisters to turn to. The needs of every girl should be reflected by the group they represent. Sound like something yo
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6 Sex Mistakes Men Make
Hey guys, think you know everything there is to know about having sex with women? That erotic encyclopedia you carry around in your head may contain a lot of basic errors and omissions about women's sexuality -- errors that can lead to sex mistakes. That's because -- after learning the facts of life -- most of us are left to figure out sex for ourselves. Guys tend to take a lot of cues from adult movies, and we all know how true-to-life those are. Experience may help, but many women can be shy when talking about what they like. To help us with some sex tips, WebMD asked two acclaimed sex educators, Tristan Taormino and Lou Paget, to tell us what they think are the most common sex mistakes men make with women. Taormino is a prolific author, lecturer, and video producer. Her latest project is the Expert Guide educational video series from Vivid Ed. Sex Mistake No.1: You Know What She Wants Men often make assumptions about what a woman wants based upon what they've done with other wo
Please Help My Friend
Hey EVERYONE, My friend nSexiBabe89
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Because....master Says So......
He is the master and he is going to do everything he wants with the couple who experience hardships in their sexual life, he’s going to give it a new life and his cock is going to help him… Of course I knew what was going to happen but I also saw plenty of emotions on the faces of a young couple – embarrassment, excitement, even fear before the man they knew little about and who demanded to call him “Master”. However, people say I look like a reliable person who can be trusted. This time it worked as well. After a few phrases which didn’t mean much the tension went down a bit. This is Alex. He is just the same I’ve expected. He considers himself intelligent (because he graduated from Harvard) and sexually skillful (because he likes fucking). He obviously loves his wife but in the letter to me he calls her “a bit strained” and says she “isn’t sensual enough”. The situation seems familiar to me. Many women suffer
Myspace =]
finally i have decided to make a myspace so i could add more pictures and that so if you have it and wanna add me please feel free to -     =D   THANKS .
Do Woman Perfer....   A Man Who Has Children Or One With Out?   Older Or Younger?   Nice Guy or Bad Ass (/shady)?   With or With out Tattoos?   Anything Else You Can Think Of   Leave A Comment...
Performing Arts - Non - Verbal Theatre
Why very few artists work in this universal art form in the world? Is it hard to practice or not many mentors are in this field?
Your Sex Sign is... You're a 22nd century lover - without any rules or hangups. You're a typical 'trysexual'... well versed in the bedroom and curious about everything you haven't tried. You give everyone you run into the most exotic sex ever. Aquarius, you are a 22nd century sexual being. Your tastes and attitudes are totally futuristic. You are very adventurous and curious about everything. Aquarians are the 'seekers' of the Zodiac. You aren't posessive or materialistic - and you make your own rules. Your sexual personality is exotic and bohemian. You love to talk about sex - anywhere, anytime. You enjoy hearing about other people's sexual exploits, and you completely unshockable. You reached sexual maturity at an early age. You have had many varied sexual relationships, and you have dabbled in just about anything - if only for the experience. Above all, you aspire to become better and better in bed. You love to be taught new sexual tricks. You love to
Secret Recipie
in a saute pan add olive oil,minced garlic n shallots, saute tillgolden brown.add in red wine,blanced broccolli,sliced yellow peppers n saute for 30 seconds. add alfredo sauce n al dente fettuccini your fettuccini should be sauted in another pan with white wine salt n pepper n fressh basil. ad in thinly sliced capricola ham green olives with the pimentos,and capers, add in two table spoons of marinara sauce n a pinch of crushed mustard seed. saute then add in diced tomatoes and a shot of tobasco saute for 30 more seconds and serve. place a tomatoe rose in middle of dish with a sprig of parsly for garnish  have fun and enjoy
New Job Bouncing At Endless Tragedy
My first day I got this cool new job as a bouncer/greeter at the Endless Tragedy Lounge. Come join us My job is to welcome everybody who enters and invite visitors to join our lounge as well as keep the peace. So far it's alot of fun and hard work but I think I'm gonna enjoy it.
Come Join This Lounge
then this is the lounge you want to come to.   tell them that GhostRyder sent you.
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Down I Guess
Sometimes I feel like "fate" is just laughing at me, sending people into my life that I could never be with, or showing me what I could have but then swiping it away before I can take a breath! Its very frustrating, and at times depressing. I just want someone to share my time with, someone who will give a damn about me. Someone who gives as much as they get without being asked. I guess Im just having a moment of weakness or maybe Im just really lonely and in need of "the real" thing for a change instead of something thats just a temporary teaser to what could really be. I'm just missing the closeness of someone who wants to be with me.
Manners Don't Exist Online
Why is it that eeryone seems to think that they can turn their manners OFF when they turn their computers ON?  I don't understand.  People online will say a million things to others that they'd never say in person!   Here in this "Online Bar," a man will say the wilest things to a woman: "Hey, I'd love to see you naked" or "Hey, do you like to suck kok?" or even "I'll pay you $xx.xx (Fu-Bucks) to let me watch you (on webcam)."  In most cases, if the same man were in a REAL bar with the same woman, andmade the same crude comments, the woman would likely SLAP the shit out of him or have him hauled out by the bar's security.   Why is it different online?  Why are you allowed to hide behind the relative anonymity of the internet while you run around like a dog in heat e-humping every woman in sight?   Well, to all those of you who are unmannered bafoons, I say I've had enough!  I expect the same here online that I would expect in the real world.  If you say something to me here that,
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I'm not drunk enough to care what you think yet.  While I'm being utterly annoying, why do I have to tell the forum if there is "NSFW content" in a site that only "adults" are supposed to be able to access.   Ahh the irony.  Oh the coincidences... Bleh the spelling errors.
If you want to see my NSFW pics, SEND ME A 25 BLING PACK and I'll automatically open it. If you'd rather send fubucks, then send me a Private Message and I might make a deal. =] (Offer in the millions) Also a 7day blast will do. (YOU DONT HAVE TO MESSAGE ME FIRST, IF YOU JUST BUY IT YOU'LL IMMEDIATELY BE LET INTO MY FAMILY TO SEE THE PICTURES) For those of you that don't know how to get me a Bling Pack: Go to my page, click "bling me", then at the bottom right it says "Give someone Bling Credits" click that, then click my name in the list of people and send me a 25credit one.   Also offering personalized NSFW salutes for a 25 credit blingpack. **This is seperate from the nsfw pics** Send me a blingpack with your email address and what you want the nsfw salute to look like/where you want me to write your name or anything like that, and I'll email it to you within a day or so.
National Guard
This is the life of the Army National Guard no matter the age you can always join and have a good time but when we get deployed our realationships have problems and we feel as if our lives start to crumble before the we get to the hot zone but when we get with the right one who is with us for through it all they are the strong ones
Poll For A Top 10 List...
Doing this on a bunch of different sites. Combined answers will result in a Top 10 list.   A bunch of books, comics, video games and cartoons have been made into movies. What's the single worst character from which actor? Pick the 1 worst you've ever seen?   My pick: Jim Carrey as the Riddler   (If someone has already written your answer, write it in anyway)
Closing My Account...
I am rarely on here anymore, so I am going to close my account.   If you really want to keep in touch with me, message me (not shoutbox!) and I will give you my email address.
My Story
Well I am originally from a small town on the banks of the Ohio River. I have 4 siblings, 3 older Brothers, 1 younger sister. I was raised in a very tough enviroment. My father was an alcoholic, my mother scraped for every penny she could, but in the end we were very very poor. My childhood was not easy, but it tought me one very important lesson, no matter what your situation is, you can overcome it. America is the greatest nation on earth, through hard work and making more good decisions than bad,I can say that I made it out. I plan to use this blog to over time tell my story and let all of you in on a little of what makes me tick. I also will detail the struggles i have had and the means in which I used to overcome them.
started out to be a pissy day.  Hit the dojo down the road...popped a few bucks and then worked out.... yay!  But ended up fucking up with my chest and had to quit for a bit before I started in again.    I love to text.. chat and talk.  And it is relativly easy to text while kickin the bag.  About as easy as riding a bull in a china shop, trying extra hard not to break anything.   I quit ... came home, its only a three minute walk.  Maybe a lil more.   I am a lil worried... and a lil turns into a lot.  That happens with PARANOID SCHITZOS.  lol.  that is why they call them paranoid.  A little reassurance every so often goes a long way. I just wanted to say to a few peeps that actually stuck through it... Thanks. Your the bestest friends a girl could want.  And you know who you are.    
Just About Me
i would like if more ppl would view my profile. i am nice but if get me mad it is an whole other story. so just dnt talk shit to me or say any thing dumb
Rate 100  pics 10/11 Comment on last pic pm when when ur ready to view the folder
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Thank You Fubar But...
Well first of all I want to say thank you FUBAR. I met my soon to be husband on this site. We will be married at the end of this month. He is everything I have ever dreamed about. I was seriously in the worst relationship right before i met him. Like I was being beaten on a daily basis. Then after about 6 months of not getting online *I wasnt allowed to.* I got online and came to my page here on FUBAR and seen that this very hot man had said "hi" to me and I took a chance and said "HI" back. From that day forward Brandon and I have been together. About 4 months after we started dating he asked me to marry him And yes I know its very quick but I KNEW HE WAS THE ONE FOR ME! and I said yes. So at the end of MAY BRANDON and I will be saying "I DO" all thanks to you FUBAR. I have never trusted the internet to meet guys. But for some reason I trusted him and trusted this site. Probably because I have been on this site for a long long time. He is truelly the best man I couldd have ever dreame
Takes A Real Man!!
It takes a real man to sit here and call a woman a cunt because she rated his photo a 1. Come on did it hurt you? Did it make you bleed? Do you need a person on a computer to tell you that they find you attractive? Well if so then you need to shut your computer off an go find a life!!
Summer Girls
How you could become a member of “Summer Girls”. You may be recommended by a current member; however that is not a guarantee that you be a member. The CEO and the managers will review your profile and see if you’re the type of member we are looking for. If you’re known to cause trouble no matter how hot you are you will not be accepted. If you can wear a bikini and the strings don’t disappear you're what we’re looking for. Also the FINNAL decision is up to the CEO. If you can contribute to the Group in a good way you could be added. Examples: Graphics, Lounge Coding, Promotions, or other helpful ideas. You will be ELITE, THE BEST OF THE BEST!   The following information is what you will need…  
If You Want To Know Just Ask..
God, My Family, and my Top Dogs love me and thats all that matters. I love life and I love to party, If you got a problam with that then look the other way hater I'll blind ya. Im real and I love being me, I an't got nothing to hide. Just ask me. By the way Im a party D.J. If you have an event and your in Georgia just call me on my cell 678 943 2735, ask for shortkut.
Bipolar Junction
it's well after midnite in a candle-lit tomb. it's here i am buried in the aftermath from her womb. she would have been happy, she would have been proud, but she was very tired. and way beyond her youth.
Hey Would You Like To Meet Me Im Mariana Visit My Profile And See How Do I Look
im out going, indecisive, a wannabe artist and the best thing that has come up since the wheel :P and yeah, im a bit of a flirt too. and poop you guys, i know im special.
Focus On Children In Nepal
How serious is this problem? There are an estimated 50,000 street kids scattered across Nepal in every major urban area. In Kathmandu alone there are some 1800 street kids and that number will have grown by 500 to 1000 more this year alone. The numbers, of course, are hard to verify as these kids do a good job of losing themselves in the cities and the suburbs. There are three types of street kids and they all need help. First, those living with their family on the streets: no home, no education, improper diet. Secondly, those with one parent or both parents who work at such menial jobs they too are homeless, no education, dietary concerns. Lastly, and the most unfortunate, those kids that are totally alone: abandoned, abused and no where to go and nobody to turn to for help. These children are the most in need.. These kids range in age from 3 years old on up. Help us save the children of Nepal. In Nepal there are hundreds of children living on the streets. children who live and work
Gender 411
I see where many of the new meat and even some of the elder bar cliental are uncertain of thier gender?   huh? Now I understand if you are not certain of which forms of working phenotypes that you may not know of which you may be seekin for eros fulfilment. but; you are uncertain of your genotype? unless you are a functioning morphadyte, how could you be confused? strip, stand in front of the mirror and look down, its danglin right before you.... now if you need help identifing; that a whole different blog.....
big money weezy white wife beater wit a sync underneath me how do i feel bitch i feel undefeated snap my fingers dissapear from the presynce yea i ball in we ball out i sent sum niggas wit guns 2 ur house jus to find out u live in a dog house, DAYUM
I was talking with an old friend about religion, she is a devout church person. But I have been thinking, is it all real??? I am still not sold. Don't get me wrong I grew up in a church family, and went to church on every Sunday, I did the youth group thing as well.But as I have gotten older and looked at things in the world, especially  in  what’s  called by many as the holly land. Every major religion known to man seems to lay some claim to that patch of dirt. They have killed each other for centuries over a mound of dirt and rock, and I wonder is it worth it? Is the Muslim Moosic as holy as the Jewish Temple? Or the Calvary mount? Honestly as one man I am  not sure, but is it worth the loss of life and the constant blood shed. The state of Israel was created after WWII too give the Jewish people there own home after the horrible atrocity that occurred in Europe under the jack boot of  the Nazi’s, another stain on mans collective soul? If you take a historic look at the b
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And She Said She Loved Me
   As you all may know I have been involved with one of the most wonderful ladies I have ever met.   When I first saw her I got warm all over, my heart skipped a beat, and my heart melted like butter.  I knew right then that I just had to find a way to spend the rest of my life with her.    I was very excited about this lady.  I bought her gifts and went to her page often to rate her and such.  Then after a while I found the first comment she had sent me.  I felt like I had turned to jello.  This beautiful person had actually shown me some attention.    Eventually we started chatting, then the first phone call came.  When I first heard her voice I fell in love right there.   I told her a little while later how I felt about her.  She responded in kind, yet with a very reserved attitude.  then a while later she told me she loved me.  .  It was the day before Easter, and when I heard those words I about melted on the spot.  The most fantastic lady I had ever laid eyes upon loved me.  I
Love is a wonderful gift. It's a present so precious words can barely begin to describe it. Love is a feeling, the deepest and sweetest of all. It's incredibly strong and amazingly gentle at the very same time. It is a blessing that should be counted every day. It is nourishment for the soul. It is devotion, constantly letting each person know how supportive its certainty can be. Love is a heart filled with affection for the most important person in your life. Love is looking at that special someone who makes your world go around and absolutely loving what you see, Love gives meaning to one's world and magic to a million hopes and dreams. It makes the morning shine more brightly and each season seem like its the nicest one anyone ever had. Love is an invaluable bond that enriches every good thing in life. It gives each hug a tenderness, each heart a happiness, each spirit a steady lift. Love is an invisible connection that is exquisitely felt by those who know the joy, feel the warmth,
I must look just like a fool herein the middle of the road standing there in your rearview and getting soaked to the bonethis land is flat as it is mean a man can see for a hundred milesSo im still praying I might seethe glow of a brake light. But your wheels just turn, down the road aheadIf it hurts at all you aint showed it yetI keep a lookin' for the slightest sign that you might miss what you left behind I know there's nothing stopping you nowbut I'd settle for a slowdown.I held on longer then I shouldLeaving you might change your mindthose bright lights of Hollywood would fade in time. But your wheels just turndown the road aheadIf it hurts at all you aint showed it yet I keep a lookin' forthe slightest sign that you might miss what you left behind I know there's nothing stopping you now but I'd settle for a slowdown.But your wheels just turn down the road ahead if it hurts at all you aint showed it yet your just a tiny dot on that horizon line come on tap those brakes baby just o
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Mona Rosa Mona Rosa,siyah güller,ak güller; Gülce'nin gülleri ve beyaz yatak Kanadı kırık kuş merhamet ister; Ah senin yüzünden kana batacak, Mona Rosa,siyah güller,ak güller Ulur aya karşı kirli çakallar Bakar ürkek ürkek tavşanlar dağa Mona Rosa,bugün bende bir hal var,Yağmur iğri iğri düşer toprağa,Ulur aya karşı kirli çakallar Zeytin ağacının karanlığıdır Elindeki elma ile başlayan...Bir yakut yüzükte aydınlanan sır,Sıcak ve minnacık yüzündeki kan,Zeytin ağacının karanlığıdır...Zaman çabuk çabuk geçiyor Mona,Saat onikidir,söndü lambalar.Uyu da turnalar gelsin rüyana,Bakma tuhaf tuhaf göğe bu kadar;Zaman çabuk çabuk geçiyor Mona. Akşamları gelir incir kuşları,Konarlar bahçemin incirlerine;Kiminin rengi ak,kiminin sarı.Ah,beni vursalar bir kuş yerine!Akşamları gelir incir kuşları... Ki ben,MonaRosa,bulurum seni İncir kuşlarının bakışlarında.Hayatla doldurur bu boş yelkeni O masum bakışlar...Su kenarında Ki ben,MonaRosa,bulurum seni.Kırgın kırgın bakma yüzüme Rosa:Henüz dinlemedin
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The Next Terrorist Attack
Subject: The next predicted terrorist attack  Juval Aviv was the Israeli Agent upon whom the movie ' Munich ' was based.. He was Golda Meir's bodyguard -- she appointed him to track down and bring to justice the Palestinian terrorists who took the Israeli athletes hostage and killed them during the Munich Olympic Games. In a lecture in New York City a few weeks ago, he shared information that EVERY American needs to know -- but that our government has not yet shared with us. He predicted the London subway bombing on the Bill O'Reilly show on Fox News stating publicly that it would happen within a week. At the time, O'Reilly laughed and mocked him saying that in a week he wanted him back on the show. But, unfortunately, within a week the terrorist attack had occurred. Juval Aviv gave intelligence (via what he had gathered in Israel and the Middle East ) to the Bush Administration about 9/11 a month before it occurred. His report specifically said they would use planes as bomb
Why Me?
Just when I thought I found a nifty lil site through some mutal party animal friends.. I find my EX on here.. I mean, shouldn't there be an age limit or at least a background check!! Holy Lord this SUCKS!! I'm not gonna name names, however...WATCH OUT.... You never know who you date until you find their parole box...NICE. I may have done stupid shit to him, but damn did he put one over on me... Two years I lived w/ this person and had no clue he was on paper.. I'd rather be a crazy fucked up biatch then a complete loser! He comes across as a friendly charmer...but WATCH OUT! WEIRDO!! Who the hell comes to a site like this at his age?? LAME!!!!! Anyway... don't worry guys.... You're lucky you'll never have to meet him in real life! I love my party friends. You ROCK!! Kisses, Sandy  
What Is A Redneck?
Can some please tell me what a redneck is ? I see rebel flags hanging and when i ask what it means to them they dont know . Can i get the true please.
~true Essence Of Love~
THE ESSENCE OF LOVE AS SEEN BY KAHLIL GIBRAN~I always try to incorporate his philosophy into my life. I hope it touches someone else as gift to my friends that wish to explore, The True Essence of Love~ ......Peace.When LOVE beckons to you follow LOVE, Though LOVE'S ways are Hard and Steep. And when LOVE'S Wings enfold you yield to LOVE, Though the Sword hidden among LOVE'S Pinions may wound You. And when LOVE speaks to You believe in LOVE, Though LOVE'S voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as LOVE crowns you so shall LOVE Crucify you. Even as LOVE is for your Growth so is LOVE for your Pruning. Even as LOVE ascends to your Height and Caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the Sun, So shall LOVE descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the Earth. Like sheaves of corn LOVE gathers you unto Itself. LOVE threshes you to make you naked. LOVE sifts you to free you from your husks. LOVE grinds you to whiteness. L
Really Bad Ideas That Hopefully Turn Out Fun
Wicked is off on her own personal Holiday, so it it up to the rest of us to keep theme monday going. Today's theme if future space beings.  Star Trek, Star Wars, Futurama, The Fifth Element characters are all fair game as well as many others.  The character just needs to be from a future in which space travel is happening, Please let me know who you are and what you are from.  I left my space nerd glasses behind while drunk on another planet.  So far claimed characters. Bender (futurama) = Hugh Leeloo (the fifth element)= Pixe Marvin (hitchiker's guide) = Ms. Badcrumble Yoda (star wars) = MasterOfPuppets Princess Leia (star wars) = Princess DaisyBlue. Ripley (aliens) = Ms D Zim (invader zim) = Chainsaw. Predator (predator) = Darrick Kit the Kunt of the Future (her drug addled mind) = Kit Astro Boy (Astro Boy) = higgs boson Stitch (lilo and stitch) = Stitch Elroy Jetson (the jetsons) = Dooragard Darth Tyranus (star wars) = Anonymous The Crushinator (futurama) = Witty Sc
Muppets Day!!
So of course its Monday so Hugh and I decided it should be National be a Muppet Character Day..... Hence I'm beaker. There has been overwhelming favour to be a Muppet so if you could please advice us in a comment on who you are then nobody will pick doubles... Also if you would like we are allowing for sesame street characters.... Thank you from the dorks, Swedish Chef and Beaker
Hello Everybody
hello everyone......I have sad news to Grandmother passed away Sunday morning....i will be going home tomorrow the 5th of may to attend her funeral.......I sure miss everyone and talking  to you guys on a regular basis.....i hope to be back on Friday and i will contact everyone after you guys and hope to be back online asap   Wes
Colorado Only
Hey anyone on here from montana. skiing was great this year we still have a few places still open
Now how messed up is this, a friend of mine which i was talking to him yesterday was ranked a level 18 and within 10 minutes he was a newbie level 0. He went to the help lounge and guess they couldn't help him out. Im not sure what happened or went on but now he has to start all over again.   Im asking for you all to please go by and show him some luv. If we all give him luv he should reach his level 18 within no time.   He is a sweet and caring guy and its messed up that it happened to him. Please click the link below to take you to his page. Thanks for everyone that helps him out. He deserves it. phillipp@ fubar
Payment Terms For Rates.
I will pay 30k FuBucks for rating my full folder named "Bomb/EZ Rate 1" during any Happy Hour or 10K for every 100 rates during HH. Please pm for payment, no gifts with the message included or sb either. Private message only and I wil be confiming your rates so any info associated will get payment to you quicker (who's hh, time of day, etc.). Thanks for participating in advance and thank you to all the people I have done this for. Have fun guys.
This Morning
These are some thoughts that could happen in the next few months. Good Possiblity: A shirt that says I survived S.A.R.S., Mad Cow, Avian Flu, and Swine Flu. Not Good Possibility: That people will remember the dates of any of these "pandemics". Even if none of these things happen no one is keeping track.  Well mabey me but I am not sure that counts.  Fact : These little guys :> :) :( :P   ;}  =| emoticons The first recorded use of them was during the presidency of Abraham Lincoln. In copy of the typwritter typed speech the emoticon was used to indicat that he should shift his voice to a laughable tone. In case the crowd didn't get the joke. Opinion  I think way more important fact out of this little snippit is that if Abe needed a reminder that this specific line was a joke, perhaps, it wasn't all that funny. 5909 We have all had to make some tough decision before, like putting a dog to sleep or owning up to a mistake we have made.  Yet the convesation this evening with
Ahem, Just Read It :-)
what up kinda new in this tryin 2 get my rep up add diz homie
A New Business Venture I Have Started
  Truly Twisted Props is a prop shop unlike any other offering a staggering selection of unusual and bizarre props for rent to the television and movie making industry and also for photographers and models. If you are filming a horror, fetish, or decidedly differently themed production Truly Twisted Props can fulfill all of your prop demands. What we do not already have in our extensive stock of rare and unusual props we can locate for you or even custom fabricate. Our props range from unusual masks, costumes, and accessories to a large variety of edged weapons, restraints, Medieval instruments of torture, large scale modern fully automated "kill machines" one would imagine seeing in such films as SAW, and just about any other unique, bizarre, and/or rare prop you can dream up. When the other prop shops come up empty, Truly Twisted Props can supply, find, or create just that certain something that will make your production a success! Our prop rental rates are on par with industry st
Lisa's List
how do you navigate this dam place ??????
Tired Of Drama
I am tired..and kind of in a mood.  Just call it PMS.  Anyways.. I worked today.  We had a patient who ended up..we had to put sign on the patients door for no visitors..unless checking with the nurses station. Well noone out there knew what to do or say.  It was over a personal matter.. of the patients family/ or friends taking advantage of him..and getting money from him.  Well.. the way I look at it.. thats not our job to really worry about. Its his choice..and if they are doing this stuff..and family is worried about it..then they should have taken care of the problem before he came to the hospital.  They act like they do not know how to get help though in cases like this.  We also get once in a while..these patients..who do not want people to know they are in the hospital..etc.  You can not tell people where they are..etc.  Well. it makes my life quite misserable..wondering wtf to tell people when they call or come to the desk.  I feel horrible lying to the people.  Fact is.. we a
Flower In The Sky
Flower In The Sky   they sing freeness silently amongst the stature of the trees, soaring in the gale of the wind I see fallen leaves dance in a quiet corner like the quick whisk of your perfume scent taking me away like a tiger swallow in flight,     how beautiful are you when I am in a trance upon your sight and like a slave I would serve you my fairest maiden, upon 1000 there are none who can compare to my sweet,   as my mind ponders wildly your pleasantness cherishes a smile that is bestowed upon my face, how lovely are you?  Like an angel within the sky you are the preciousness of God’s making, and to touch you gently would be a keepsake within my heart,   and to be with you is like a far faraway dream, how can I hold you once without a memory seizing my soul?  Tell me how can I trade a chance to go to heaven to capture one moment with you?     
Rub My Nipples
A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, 'RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES!' The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,'Ma'am what's wrong?' She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, 'RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES!' and doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads, 'Ma'am, why are you saying that?' In a huff, the woman says, 'BECAUSE, I LIKE TO HAVE MY NIPPLES RUBBED WHEN I'M BEING SCREWED!' The crowd broke into applause and her money was quic
Lap By Lap: Richmond
7:54 p.m.—GREEN FLAG/YELLOW FLAG NO. 1: Brian Vickers brings the field to the green as the Crown Royal 400 is under way. Lap 6—GREEN FLAG: Brian Vickers gets the field up to speed and we are under way at Richmond. 1. Brian Vickers 2. Jeff Gordon 3. Denny Hamlin 4. Martin Truex Jr. 5. Jeff Burton Lap 7—LEAD CHANGE: Jeff Gordon goes hard into Turn 3 and holds it to beat Brian Vickers to the line. Lap 8 —LEAD CHANGE: Brian Vickers drives away from Jeff Gordon to retake the lead. Lap 9—YELLOW FLAG NO. 2: Dave Blaney gets loose and slams into the wall. No free pass is given. Lap 13—GREEN FLAG: Brian Vickers brings the field to the green. 1. Brian Vickers 2. Jeff Gordon 3. Denny Hamlin 4. Martin Truex Jr. 5. Mark Martin Lap 14—Kyle Busch has a great restart on the outside and jumps a few positions to 11th. Lap 16—Mark Martin passes Martin Truex Jr. for fourth Lap 18—Kyle Busch continues to make gains on the outside as he
Friends Of Kelly Ann
Kelly Ann has been having some health issues lately...She had a heart catherization done this morning, and had to have 3 stints put in...They also found out she is a diabetic...So any of you that have had to deal with any of these know that she's going to have to dramatically change her lifestyle...The Dr. said no more smoking, and has to avoid sugar & fats...This is going to be a dramatic change, one of them alone would be rough, but 3 at one time is going  to really suck...Those of you  that know her, pls go show her page some love, let her know you're thinking about her...Those of you that don't, you really don't know what you're missing...Her and I have been best friends for over 10 yrs now and she's an awesome person to have on your side, so PLS stop by her page and let her know that you care...I appreciate you taking the time to read this, and pls repost it so that it gets out for all to see...Thank you so much Natural Witch AKA Tina...Just click her pic and show her some fu-love
Fleeting Thoughts
In the silence she sits fleeting thoughts in her mind Awaiting the destiny that lay before her Cherishing every image of him in her mind Longing for the day that she can call upon him to be with her Yearning for the feeling of her hand rapped tightly into his Wrapping each other in a sweet embrace she longs to be his Awaiting the touch and the feeling of her breath on his neck To be able to grasp the feeling of the emotion he has been yearning for his whole life Slowly and steadily she approaches this mystery she would like to call her own Knowing in her heart that this is what she has truly been longing for The feeling is indescribable as he approaches this beautiful woman for the first time in his life Feeling as though he has yet to be complete without her Within this sweet embrace she realizes that this is the man that she was made for With tears in her eyes she whispers I love you
The Seasons Of Life
THE SEASONS OF LIFE        There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away. The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in the summer, and the youngest son in the fall. When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen. The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted. The second son said no it was covered with green buds and full of promise.   The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked  so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen. . The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life  and fulfilment.   The man then explained to his sons that they were all correct, because they had each seen only one season in the tree's li
everyday something new is to happen however when it comes to friends and love i am lost. things are always the same i go to work in the morning and then i am bored when i get home so when this popped up i said sure what can be the worst thing that can happen anything or nothing we'll have to see. So come be friends and see what i need to see in friendship and who know what i need to see in all  of the friends that are on this site
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First Blog
Ok so today is Monday, May 4th, 2009.  This is my first blog, journal what ever you wanna call it.  Never done on and never had a daily journal before either so not sure what to say, or what I wanna say.  Yesterday was a tough day for me and I just wanna get it out of my system and behind me.  Yesterday morning on my way to work I was on a head on collision as a result of a deer crossing the road, this was about 4:15AM.  Yes I am okay for those curious or worried just some minor bruises and innjuries.  That was the end of a very long week for me.  I am Security at the lounge 504 Bourbon Street so make sure you come and check it out.  It has some really kewl people in it and not as much drama as I have seen in some of the other Louges, but still all in all it has its drama too (but who don't).  i have been having alot going on in my life and so I am thinking writting some of this down will help me shed perspective to myself on it.  As for me if you don't know me and are reading this for
Sometimes it's not enough just to say "I love you." Even thought I do Love you, I feel I need to express more, because there is so much more to our relationship. Sometimes I need to tell you you're the love I live for, you're my dream made into reality. Yours are the arms that hold me close, and it is your smile that brings a ray of sunshine to even the darkest of days. You are the one who tells me to keep believing in myself, in you and in us. You have become a part of me I could never live without, and as long i'm living, as long as you care, I'll be here for you. I'll do anything for you. This is a special time in our lives, because we are sharing it together... I love you.
If You Must Do It, Dress For The Occasion
If You Must Do It, Dress For The Occasion Posted 4/10/2009 2:39 PM EDT NEW ALBUM, Well Dressed Killing Machine! Release date: April 1st, 2009 ELLSBETH - ALBUM TRACKS AVAILABLE...Matches on: Artist NameMetal / Gothic / ProgressiveLOS ANGELES, Plays: 4,175,266Views: 7,377,028Fans: 70,209 Sean Lacefield / Guitar Jay Liermann / Drums and Percussion Shannon Quamme / Vox Scott Ramsay / Guitar  Jim Dineen / Bass  PROFILE:  Similar Artists-A.D.D./Evanescence/Saigon Kick  Exposure Level-very high.  Originality Level-high.   A cross, between Saigon Kick and Evanescence, with a dash of undescribable, makes Ellsbeth a unique force to be reckoned with. Lead vocalist Shannon Quamme, has a vocal range that's clear and flawless. The entire band fits together, to give your ears a treat, even live and unmastered. Their Debut CD was officially released to Snocap, April 1, 2009 and it's quickly looking like this album will be a collectors gem.  
   I recently discovered a blog on my ex wifes profile  calling me a dead beat father and accusing me of stopping child support payments, and moving 3 hours away. Well lets start with the first accusation.  I am not a dead beat father.....when the custodial parent prevents the other parent from seeing and or even talking their children even though attempts are made over the months that is not being a dead beat father. My child support payments only stopped when i changed jobs and then it was only long enough for dhs to update their system as i called them and gave them all the pertinent information.  2nd part of the accusation.....i did not move 3 hrs was only 2 and as far as her saying that i expect her to bring them to me and pick them up? I didnt expect it but when my lawyer is done that may very well happen as she put in the modified divorce decree that she would drop off and pick up the children and had it filed in court, and has she done that? The answer my friends is n
I am sitting here in da Bar lots of nice ladies downing a cold Miller Lite and watching WWE Raw ,, Oh Hell Yeah !!!!!
Angel/demon Auction   IS the link tothe auction im in...
well sum people think their shit dont stink but im here to say that they do!! Kiss my ass whom ever thinks ur better than me. Fuck you and the horse u came n on...and do not forget that im a fucking bitch and ill bite u n the ass just like you tried to fuck me in the ass!   dont worry about me....ill b just fine as soon as i get my foot out of ur ass that i planted n there today. the double life u think ur sooo gettin away with will tumble on u like a ton of bricks!! KARMA'S A BITCH & WHEN IT CUMS FOR YOU, & IT WILL ~ DO NOT CUM CRYING TO ME~WHAT CUMS AROUNS GOES AROUND....WHAT DID U THINK UR SPECIAL? FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU....NO NAMES NEEDED...U KNOW WHO U R!!!
Salutes If U Want
im makeing salutes just let me know u want one and how u want it
Friends Help this guy out ADD FAN RATE Tell him AngelAmanda Sent you its his cousin. Show him love for me. Let him know i have the best people on fubar in my friends and family.
Dog's Name
Help me name my new pup. I call him Storm he is a male Blue Heeler. But I need something to go along with Storm to put on his papers. Pet lovers help??????
Mary you are so loved.........Luv Jesse, Skyler, Mandy, Logan, Autumn, and Brooklyn. I love you so much baby I am the luckiest husband alive and I will never forget that. Go show my wife some luv for mothers day please and tell her that her husband said she is the best.She is my number one in family and friends. I just wanted to say a few things to my beautiful wife. You are everything to our beautiful daughter and I. You keep us smiling when we are down. you make us cry when you cry. You are the best mother a daughter and son could have. All your kids light up when you walk in a room. I light up when you touch my hand and my heart pounds like on the day we got married. You are worth more to us then anything. We need you more than ever and we want to hold you when times are tough. On mothers day we just want you to know that no matter what we will never give up on you. We will always make you proud. We feel safe in your heart and your arms. You're love gives us all hope for the f
I've taken all I can take, by no means am I giving up but with all the shit you're pullin it feel's as if everythings a mistake. I can't wait around anymore. sitting here watching my life pass me by while you go out and do your own thing tears me up inside. Being the person I am I grin and let my emotions hide. "Drawn together like moth's to the flame you left me and you were to blame, no longer the same, the old me long's for a change. Dead and gone is what I am, No longer here to give a damn. Tired of the bullshit and game's, I'm on the fucking verge of losing it..."All thing's aside in the end none of this will matter, I'll be the one to pick up the pieces and mend your brokenheart. A heartbreaker all along soon it'll be your turn to feel the pain that you once so unwillingly dished out.
Good Stuff!
So I'm sitting up doing nothing at midnight and for some reason I'm having fun doing it. Everyone I know is sleeping but I'm not tired. I work night shift so I don't usually get tired untill like 3 am. It sucks but oh well. I'll write more tomorrow.
Now I'm really depressed. My birthday is Friday and mothers day is Sunday. My husband and my son are not going to be here for me. I need a hug. *sigh* My life fucking sucks!
Think About It
If we were in a very crowded bar both tispy as hell I walk by you whisper in your ear but you do not see me do it and disappear... would you try to find me?
Lets Start A Debate!
On May 5th, I sent this to Glenn Beck. I honestly don't think that he'll put it even see it but... So, here it is. Tell me what you think. I'm not an economist, but have asked myself, "If for some outragous reason, I were elected President, how would I fix this fiasco we're in?" My answer... First and for most, I would suspend the US Income Tax for the first year, across the board. Let me restate that. For the first year I were President, no U.S. Citizen would pay one penny in income tax. Second, as applies to the tax challenge, I would order a re=write of the entire tax code as it stands today. That would entail taking said code and burning it. Then, at the end of the first year institute a new tax code that would read as follows. All U.S. Citizens would be taxed 10% or their income. This would be broken down thusly... =====2% for a Social Security type account =====2% for a National Health Care system that provided money to pay for Emergency Health Ca
Gangsta 74
dis is da realest nigga n da mac towm if u kno were dat at shit i kno dat i smoke an drink pop beam have a alot fun at da club yea yea mad ,man 4ace click an i got a few homboi yall mait  hallow at gangsta peach orcard 2 da fullest im just looking 4 1 of yall female out dare
The Dead Undead
a drug addict alcoholic, deemed a psychopath, perhaps growing into a lunatic. cravings beyond that which many know, those that may and could, lain a grave. "Caffeine, nicotine, marijuana, ecstacy, vicodin & alcohol." sounds like a Feel Good Hit of the Summer - Queens of the Stone Age (plug) I'm not okay. Trent Reznor once wrote; "My lips may promise but my heart is a whore." For's like a fucking Mantra! So my questions - that have no anwsers, not a plea for help, just a suggestion...experience, strength and hope.......................................................................................... I have done bad things, made mistakes, more than this, bad dicisions, choices made which cannot be taken back. So mote it be. Consider this: Walking along in the woods, it is something you enjoy doing....suddenly you come to a pit of quicksand along the middle of the trail. You know what it is, what it, do you walk around it? Maybe you'd like to play with it, poke it
Swine Flu?

why is it that some ppl think that once they get to know you in one lounge you want to follow them from one lounge to another lounge
På Norsk
What is 17th of May?Norwegian Constitution Day or "grunnlovsdag," commonly known as "Syttende Mai" or the 17th of May is a celebration of the day in 1814 when Norway’s constitution was signed in the town of Eidsvoll, Norway.In the Greater Seattle area, the day has been celebrated since 1889 with proclamations, speeches and a parade. The 17th of May Festival is sponsored by the Norwegian 17th of May Committee, an independent, nonprofit organization founded to commemorate Norwegian Constitution Day.A cooperative effort with Viking Community Bank, the Ballard Chamber of Commerce, the Ballard Merchants Association, the Nordic Heritage Museum, Norwegian groups throughout the Greater Seattle area, Norwegian and many community groups. The planning begins the day after the parade and goes on all year long.Looking back: The first Seventeenth of May celebrations in Norway consisted of festivities and political demonstrations against Swedish control of Norway. They began in 1815 in private
"The clock of life is wound but once, and no man has the power to tell just when the hands will stop, at late or early hour. Now is the only time you own. Live, love, toil with a will. Place no faith in time. For the clock may soon be still."
Club Paradise
Thank you for your interest in applying for a position here at Club Paradise. Below you will find a simple application that you can email to us where we will consider all applications. Here are examples of the Job Descriptions so that you can better understand the duties of each position. DJ: Using the SAMS Broadcast software, play music through the lounge to entertain the listeners. Actively monitor the request line page and communicate with the Head DJ, in regards to any schedule conflicts. Above all else have fun. The more fun the DJ has the more fun there is in the room. Greeter: While in the lounge, actively engage people as they enter, and continue to make everyone feel welcome and a part of the family while also trying to get visitor’s to hit the subscribe button. Make everyone feel welcome and have fun. Promoter: Promotion is an all encompassing task, from going to people's pages and leaving comments, to talking about the lounge as you interact with others on fubar.
One Of These Days
One of these days I'm gonna have to get on here and check this site out for all that it is worth.  Just don't have the time right now.
Take It To The Limit One More Time
i am a single mum looking for a kind strong fathfull man to share my life with is this you if it is email me at
I Don't Care How Many Friends I Lose Over This!!!!!!!
Month OneMommyI am only 4 inches longbut I have all my organs.I love the sound of your voice.The sound of your heart beatis my favorite lullaby.Month TwoMommytoday I learned how to suck my thumb.If you could see meyou could definitely tell that I am a baby.I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.It is so nice and warm in here.Month ThreeYou know what MommyI'm a boy!!I hope that makes you happy.I always want you to be happy.I don't like it when you cry.You sound so sad.It makes me sad tooand I cry with you even thoughyou can't hear me.Month FourMommymy hair is starting to grow.It is very short and finebut I will have a lot of it.I spend a lot of my time exercising.I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toesand stretch my arms and legs.I am becoming quite good at it too.Month FiveYou went to the doctor today.Mommy, he lied to you.He said that I'm not a baby.I am a baby Mommy, your baby.I think and feel.Mommy, what's abortion?Month SixI can hear that doctor again.I don't
Truth Or Dare
ill answer any question or try to do all dares
Salutes I Need Your Help
i want to collect salutes from all 50 states and countries from around the world, please help me make my folder   please link me when and if you do pleaseeeeeeeeee
Busty Babes
Im turned on by busty babes...Woman with curves...
The Climb
The Climb lyricsSongwriters: Alexander, J; Mabe, J; I can almost see itThat dream I am dreamingBut there's a voice inside my head saying"You'll never reach it"Every step I'm takingEvery move I make feelsLost with no directionMy faith is shakingBut I gotta keep tryingGotta keep my head held highThere's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be a uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to loseAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climbThe struggles I'm facingThe chances I'm takingSometimes might knock me downBut no, I'm not breakingI may not know itBut these are the moments thatI'm gonna remember most, yeahJust gotta keep goingAnd I, I got to be strongJust keep pushing on'Cause there's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be a uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to loseAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sid
Keep Hating Jelousy Is A Sickness! Get Well Bitches
"None Of Your Business"What's the matter with your life?Why you gotta mess with mine?Don't keep sweatin' what I doCause I'm gonna be just fine - check it out[CHORUS]If I wanna take a guy home with me tonightIt's none of your businessAnd she wanna be a freak and sell it on the weekendIt's none of your businessNow you shouldn't even get into who I'm givin' skins toIt's none of your businessSo don't try to change my mind, I'll tell you one more timeIt's none of your businessNow who do you think you arePuttin' your cheap two cents in?Don't you got nothin' to doThan worry 'bout my friends? Check it...I can't do nothin', girl, without somebody buggin'I used to think that it was me, but now I see it wasn'tThey told me to change, they called me names, and so I popped oneOpinion's are like assholes and everybody's got oneI never put my nose where I'm not supposed toBelieve me, if he's something that I want, I'm steppin' closerI'm not one for playing high-poleLike the high soditty 90210 type of
Get Your Super Hero Or Villian Today
In lue of Next Monday (Be your favorite Super Hero or Villain Character) I have decided that I should post a list of the characters already taken. If you wish to play along with Hugh's and My craziness feel free. I is kind of Nerdy and totally dorky but hell Ill admit I'm one and proud of it. Elektra= me Silver Surfer= Seamus Poison Ivy= Blue Eyed Soul Tick= Name Crisis She Ra= Witty Ash (Evil Dead)= Sasquatch Gambit= Soda Batman= Husky redneck Siryn= Ms. D Cat woman= Reeka Hulk= MOP Daredevil= Crimson Knight Storm= Amykins Deadpool= Anonymous Birds of Prey= Pixie Captain Underpants= Chef Jay Spinning Boobs=Hugh Satara= Hawk girl Flash= Bonz Witchie= Scarlet witch The Green Hornet= Swift Rogue= Karma's Bitch Dr. Manhatten=The Dork Knight Hunter Rose= Jai Huntress= Pixie Thanks for playing Wicked
Fupa Just Check it out. You wont be dissapointed.
The Trucker
live life to the fullest n ever looking back on the past
I just got a call from G.S.I telling me that they are cutting me luse
my father is leaving my mother for a girl whom is only two years older than me....i feel betrayed because this girl use to be my friend. what do i do? do i just sit back and not say a word or do i get angry and let my feelings be heard? i am fixing to have a baby and i don't know if i should allow my father the right to see his grandson or do i ckick him out of my life for being so cruel to my  mother as to carry on with this girl all these years and just now telling my mother he hasn't been in love with her for 16 years? What do i do?
A Few Things I Hate
I hate waking up in physical and mental pain everyday. I hate being able to easily say "I love you" but in reality not being able to actually "love" anyone. I hate the constant whispering and voices in my head. I often hate the fact I wake up in the mornings. I hate feeling like a burden on my family and friends. I hate the feeling people think I'm over exaggerating my pain. I hate breathing.
Little Bit Bout Me
If you want to hear fiery horns, banging drums and all-around good stuff. Check this out!! This the Madison Scouts Drum and Bugle Corps playing "Malaguena" from there Gold Medal year in 1988. Enjoy!!
Contest Ends May 11 Come Bid
Last of a Dyin Breed:   Smack Daddy:   Motitaz:  
Jus doing it for the points.... lol...
Mosquito Remedy
THINK SPRING!!! MOSQUITO REMEDY THAT WORKS!! Never hurts to know or try a new method.I just thought I'd share this since we have a mosquito problem here...And Listerine has no DEET in it, which is nicer for spraying on your children and grandchildren! The best way of getting rid of mosquitoes is Listerine, the original medicinal type. The Dollar Store-type works, too. I was at a deck party awhile back, and the bugs were having a ball biting everyone. A man at the party sprayed the lawn and deck floor with Listerine, and the little demons disappeared.The next year I filled a 4-ounce spray bottle and used it around my seat whenever I saw mosquitoes.And voila! That worked as well. It worked at a picnic where we sprayed the area around the food table, the children's swing area, and the standing water nearby. During the summer, I don't leave home without it.....Pass it on.
Tips On Pumping Gas
TIPS ON PUMPING GASI don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleumfor about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon..Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose , CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons.Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity and the tempe
Thedons Blog
yo has anyone had a chance to stop and think about how the media tries to constantly scare us with this shit first it was ebola the anthrax now it swine flu they want u to believe it nothing more than the work of terrorists but we have the biggest terrorist organization in america and it caled the media wake up people
To My Fans And Friends
I am getting fu-married tonight. Anyone who wants to come is welcome, just see the bully for details. and to my fu-hubby.. I cant wait :)  You are totally awesome!    
I´m Back!!
I am just heading back from a 3 month party in Costa Rica! Did ya miss me?
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite artist? 3. Do you drink/smoke? 4. Do you like the rain?i 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports?
....a woman. Or rather the ideas and sound to them. Sometimes your ideas are good and you are on the ball making every smooth move and transitioning like a pro as the lyrics shape themselves and the ideas come to you without any hassle, other times you wipe out and things just don't seem to go your way cuz the ideas are against you just being a bitch. Lol, ah well, guess you have to roll with the punches. Too bad I have work early tommorow morning. At least I could find a way to sort things out in when it comes to writing lyrics.
My First Blog~
I thought I would take advantge of this blog thing by saying Thank~You to all who took the time to send so much love and kyndness for my birthday. Out here in the real world I have a small circle of family and phrends that love me. In the fu-world I got a country full of family and phrends! So Right On to you all! ~Peace~
Hubbys New Pics
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My Thoughts
If you ever think you are alone remember you are one of over a billion people on this planet.Pace yourself; you have a whole life to fill.God has given you everything you need to suceed.Keep your head up and a smile on your face; unless you can't.Wish upon a star, you never know what might come true.Always think of way to have fun, then go and do it.Try, Try, Try and you'll Suceed, Suceed, Suceed.Always rely on your friends and family for things you can't do yourself.Never think you can't do something, because that is the only way that you can't.If you keep looking back, you'll never move forward.At a certain point, you need to stop thinking of others and start thinking of yourself.Try as you might you can't change someone that doesn't want to change.If you know what you want-go and get it.If you love someone don't give up on them.Never change for someone who won't change for you.
The Aisle Seat
The Aisle Seat   Two Radical Arab Terrorist types boarded a flight out of London . One took a window seat and the other sat next to him in the middle seat. Just before takeoff, a U.S. Marine sat down in the aisle seat. After takeoff, the Marine kicked his shoes off, wiggled his toes and was settling in when the Arab in the window seat said, “I need to get up and get a coke.” “Don't get up,” said the Marine, “I'm in theaisle seat,   I'll get it for you.” As soon as he left, one of the Arabs picked up the Marines shoe and spat in it. When the Marine returned with the coke, the other Arab said, “That looks good, I'd really like one, too.” Again, the Marine obligingly went to fetch it. While he was gone the other Arab picked up the Marines other shoe and spat in it. When the Marine returned, they all sat back and enjoyed the flight. As the plane was landing, the Marine slipped his feet into his shoes and knew immediately what had happened.
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If It Should Be
if it shouls be that i grow weak and pain should keep me from my sleep; then you must do what must be done, for this last battle cant be won. you will be sad, i understand; but don't let greif then stay your hand. for this day more than all rest, you love for me must stand the test. we've had so many happy years; what is to come can hold no fears. you dont want me to suffer so the time has come, please let me go. take me where my need they'll tend, but please stay woth me'til the end to hold me close and speak to me until my eyes no longer see. i know in time you will agree, it was a kindness done for me. although my tail its last has waved, from pain and suffereing i'm saved. please do not grieve that it was you who had this painful thing to do we've been so close, we two, through the years; don't let your heart hold any tears. AUTHOR UNKNOWN I COPIED THIS FROM A WEBSITE THAT HELPS ME GET OVER MY LOSS OF PETS!!!  
My Shit
    So ive had some shit been goin....fuckin no job. been single for awhile. usually i sit at home but i was kidnapped recently lol...not in a bad way of course. Ive recently just rejoined fubar and i missed it a lot. Im happy to have the friends i have on here. i hope for more of course...but this is just my first blog entry that id figure i would write. so hope everyone is doin well
Happy If U No Me
hell ya happy no finally over that girl that i loved so much she broke my heart and im threw wit her but ne ways im back in the action if u want to hang out come down to odessa tx and we will for sure if not jus text or call me my number is 4323496833 ya ya
2009 Reading List
The Templar Revelations – Lynn Picknett and Clive Prince   The Adventures of Felix Gomez – Mario Acevedo -          The Nymphos of Rocky Flats -          X-rated Bloodsuckers -          The Undead Karma Sutra -          Jailbait Zombie   Ghost Rider – Neil Peart   A Study of Communism – J. Edgar Hoover   The Art of War – Niccolo Machiavelli   All Quiet on the Western Front – Erich Maria Remarque   Adam, Eve and the Serpent – Elaine Pagels   The Politics of Heroin: CIA Complicity in the Global Drug Trade – Alfred W. McCoy
Pimp Outs
Do you want one? Just tell me if you do here and I will give them out in order of the comments. What's the catch? Nothing,I do it because I can. Just leave a comment and I will start again tomorrow. Remember,I only have 3 a day so have some patience :-) By the way,this new blog crap sucks!!!
Summer Is Here
Kids are doing the softball thing so time for me on here will be limited and very spuratic.  Stop by and say hey, send some drinks, etc....I'll always return the favor. Smitty
So Happy
i am so happy, i've got a wonderful future hubbie and things have been goin so good for me. it's not perfect but nothing is. me and my high school sweetheart have been on again off again for a while, and we're back together again and this time it's set. we have our three babies and are so happy together. i can't wait for the soon upcoming day where i'll be his wife :D i've never loved anyone the way i love this man. he's the only man that knows me and what i need. he's the first real man to come in my life that i respect and care about. we've had our problems, but worked through them all. he's wonderful and i love him lots :) it's a wonderful feeling loving someone this much. i'm so lucky to have such a wonderful sweet guy. i never thought i would be in love like this, it's incredible.
Where It At
i have to say that this place rocks u meet cool people have a great time and the lounges offer great tunes im not trying to hye up this place if u are a member u know what i mean so i have to say this place is where it at rock out with youre c***k out  very one who read this thank for taking the time im new at it so u have a great night
ok so at 9 am I have a dentist appt.. my first in 5 days. its a new dentist so that also makes me anxious. I dont like going to the dentist just makes me nervous I guess. last time they tried to pull a tooth out and it never came out b/c it hurt too much. in fact thats anothing worry.. they will still have to pull that same tooth out. but I guess if I just go and get it over with I will have no more anxiety or worries right? any advice?
It's Me
I have no idea of what I'm actually supposed to do on here....anyone willing to help?
Deleting Account!!
Just wanted to let friends/fans know that I'm deleting my fubar account on Friday. You're welcome to contact me via myspace. if you want to keep in touch!     Veronica
How To Make Contact Me
hit me up in my yahoo messenger account my addy is dizzyKiersten6969...see you there, thanks!P.S => ive got a lot of photos out there, we can trade if you want
My First Attempts At Writing Songs
    As I drag your body to it's final resting place I think about your slowly ripping open your heartAnd getting me a tasteof that Virgin blood that I all so adore licking and sucking I keep wanting more But I cant do that I need to stop Because before the end of night you'll be buried 6 ft below I look down upon your faceDirty and bloody, what a fuking worthless disgraceI grab you up by your hair pulled you closer and whispered in your fukin ear....( Chorus ) Im gonna take your life bitchYou gonna die bitch Choke and suffocate till you cant take another breath BitchIm gonna take your life bitch You gonna die bitch Choke and suffocate till you cant take another breath Bitch
The Best Part Of My Day:)
The best part of my day after a long hard day at work or the stress we all face and problems we all seem to share weather it be money,family ,or just the everyday bullshit we face i can honestly say my wife is the best part of my day with a careing word or a simple i love you i know we will be ok. I cnt believe all the shit this woman has delt with before me and now with me shes a trooper my energy my breath when i cant breath and my heartbeat when i want to give up shes a little fiesty at times lol those eyes that are so beautiful can show just how pissed she is by a glance ,they also show the loving tifanie who is loyal considerate and goes without and doesnt complain just says baby it will get better she is my world and 6-13-08 was the best day of my life baby you are more than amazing i love you:)  she loves pink so baby heres somthing beautiful for you:)
This is something we should all read at least once a week!   Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio "To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written." My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:   1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
Fubar And It's Log In
Well I will probably have my account deleted for this but I am to the point.........does it matter anymore? I have tried for days on end to log into my account and our homepage account. By going through and to my surprise it will not let me log in and go to my logged in page. Also it seems, I am logged in on the fubar side, but not on my side because it keeps redirecting me to yet ANOTHER log in page. I tried EVERYTHING to get online, and guess what! Finally I logged in but, in order for me to log in I had to hit this link fubar. It goes to the "MEET US" page. I can either create another account or I can log in there. What is really going on with FUBAR? Is it finally "Fugged Up Beyond All Recognition"? The bombing families cannot bomb anymore due to it supposedly flooding the servers. You can't rate pics anymore, due to flooding the servers. What is the point in buying VIP's etc, if you can't even level without buying different things that FUBAR gain
Online Generic Pharmacy
Generic Viagra drugs have been used for long for different purposes. Generally, there is a notion that these drugs are harmful to health. However, as per a recently conducted research, it is now clear that these can also be good and effective for us. Scientists are continuously working to explore more about other uses of these drugs. Many herbal drugs have been introduced which are having charismatic effect. Generic Viagra is a very popular generic drug which is being used as the alternative of the famous medicine Viagra. It is used for many purposes. The generic name of this drug is "Sildenafil Citrate". The successful treatment of erectile dysfunction in men is done with the help of this drug. It works on the similar theory of active ingredient and gives the effective solution. Original Viagra is very costly and not easily available, whereas the generic form of Viagra is relatively cheaper and can be found easily at any medical store. Both the original and generic versions of Viagra
Toxic: Dr.pepper
This Monday, April 13, 2009 photo shows a recipe titled "D Peppers Pepsin Bitters" in a ledger book from the Waco, Texas, drugstore where Dr Pepper was invented. Poking through antiques stores, Bill Waters stumbled across the tattered old ledger book filled with formulas. The maker of the soft drink says it's not the secret formula, but that hasn't stopped the book from generating interest at an upcoming auction. (AP Photo/Donna McWilliam) (Donna McWilliam, AP / April 13, 2009)   DALLAS (AP) — Poking through antiques stores while traveling through the Texas Panhandle, Bill Waters stumbled across a tattered old ledger book filled with formulas. He bought it for $200, suspecting he he could resell it for five times that. Turns out, his inkling about the book's value was more spot on than he knew. The Tulsa, Okla., man eventually discovered the book came from the Waco, Texas, drugstore where Dr Pepper was invented and includes a recipe titled "D Peppers Pepsin Bitters." "I beg
Generic Viagra Helps In Treating Erectile Dysfunction
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Many people looking for an impotence cure try Viagra because it is one of the more common impotence cures available and were the first of its kind. Cialis and other drugs have followed suit with medicinal solutions that are as effective, but Viagra is available everywhere you look. Usually Viagra comes in dosages of 25, 50 and 100 mg tablets. If you buy them from an online pharmacy then you would be well advised to purchase the 100mg tablets. They are more cost effective, especially when bought in bulk and using a pill splitter or even a kitchen knife, and by starting with fractions of a pill you can easily up the size of dosage you take if this is required. Generic Viagra is an anti-impotence drug manufactured by Pfizer with an active ingredient sildenafile citrate for treatment of male impotence. Sildenafil citrate relaxes the muscles and increases the blood flow to particular areas of the body. The intake of Viagra increases the ability to achieve and sustain erection on being sexua
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English To American Translation!
Since my days on Fubar I have been easily confused or some might say lost in translation. Here are a few that now actually make sense now I know. If you have anymore let me know, I won't feel so lame when I have to ask in future!   English Bold - American unbold AArse- Ass, Advert- Commerical, Autumn- FallBBoot (of car)- Trunk, Biscuit- Cookie, Box- BoothBarrister- Attorney, Bin- Trash Can, Bungalow- Single storey house, Bum bag- fanny pack, Bar maid/man- BartenderCChips- fries, Crisps- potato chips, Casualty/ A&E- ERCaravan- Trailer, Cupboard- closet, Candy floss- cotton candyCanteen- Cafeteria, Crumpet- English MuffinChemist- Drugstore, Car Park- parking lotDDummy- Pacifier, Double yellow lines- no parking zoneDressing gown- robe, Dinner jacket- tuxedoE - Cant think of any!FFag- cigarette, Football- Soccer, Fire brigade- fire departmentFather Christmas- Santa Claus, Flat- apartmentFlat mate- room mate, Film- MovieGGay- fagHHoliday- VacationIInsect- BugJJelly- Jello, Jam- jelly, Ju
Knee Surgey
ok so last monday i went in and had my right knee scoped basically i had all my torn cartlidge taken out . I went to the the doc for my follow up visit and found out that i have partial bone on bone and no dcartlidge left in my right knee so wich means within the next 10 yrs i will be going in for a knee replacement which should be fun NOT.
Rantings Part 1
I don't understand this website. Noone ever write me, nor buys me a drink. Do I have to post some "half dressed pix or what".. I am a fun filled girl that can def keep a converstation going.... Well im off to bring the puppy to the vet.... Untill my next ranting take care
Help Me Pleaseeeeee......
ok my fone got cut off and i dont get paid till tuesday next week and my daughters really really sick ill do anything if someone will pay it online for me just click this link below and enter 813-384-0957 as number my bill is 57.00 please someone help me
Bruce Campbell Sayings
Memorable quotes for Army of Darkness I love this movie and I thought it would be fitting to have one of my favorite things in this world in my first blog. (I lifted this from IMDB - so call me a cheat if you want) Ash: Yeah! [after shooting King Arthur's sword in half] Ash: Alright you Primitive Screwheads, listen up! You see this? This... is my boomstick! The twelve-gauge double-barreled Remington. S-Mart's top of the line. You can find this in the sporting goods department. That's right, this sweet baby was made in Grand Rapids, Michigan. Retails for about a hundred and nine, ninety five. It's got a walnut stock, cobalt blue steel, and a hair trigger. That's right. Shop smart. Shop S-Mart. You got that? [first lines] [opening monologue] Ash: My name is Ash and I am a slave. As far as I can figure, the year is thirteen hundred A.D and I'm being dragged to my death. It wasn't always like this, I had a real life, once. A job Ash: [now Ash is in a flashback] Umm... Hardware
For My Little Itty Bitty Baby Boy!
Well Momma was exhausted after she had me, took two nurses to hold me, and one nurse to slap me. Doctor turned to momma and he shook his head, wiped the sweat off his brow, and then he said , "This boys way off the charts, as far as I can tell, ooo brrrr momma he's a double X L!" By the second grade I was 5' 2"! Fifth grade I was wearing a size 12 shoe! Eighth grade I was shopping at the, Big and Tall, and the coaches had me playing High School football. Uncle Roy said "Boy you'll make the NFL! ooo brrrrr son, you're a double XL!" Double XL, Double XL! Dont call me on the phone just ring my dinner bell. Double XL Double XL! Im a lean, mean, love machine that likes to be held, ooo brrrrr baby Im a double XL! Here we go! Country cuties in Texas, string bikinis in Florida, Barbie Dolls driving Lexus, out in California. A skinny little pretty boy aint what they wanna hold, they want a real man with meat on his bones! I'll yank their Yankees, ring their Southern Bells, t
Still Stings...joe
A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me, yeah The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it's only you and me Everything I know and anywhere I go It gets hard but it won't take away my love And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done It gets hard b
Why can't I control my heart? Why do I always screw up every relationship I've ever been in? Why do I love so hard yet walk away. Why? Why can't I just find a girl who loves me for who I am? Why can't I find some kind of happiness in my life? Why am I crying when I write this? Why? Why should I not delete my profile here at Fubar? Everyone says it is just a game. Why play games? Life is too short and love too hard to find to play games. Why was I such a fool to think I could find love here? Why? Why do I think I will actually find love? Why don't I just realize that I was made to walk this earth alone? Why???
New Life Started
My husband passed away back in June of 2008, this month I have gone ahead and begun a new life with a new man and am living with him. We've known eachother for 6 months now-so, it's not rushing into anything. I waited until long after the passing of my husband to begin going into the dating world again. It's scary living with someone again-but, it's a natural flow to the relationship that I'm having. Everyone have a blessed day-and hope to talk to each and everyone of you soon.
The Easy Way Out?
Everyone hears the word "Suicide" and has their own views on the topic. I am always hearing people say suicide is the easy way out. Someone told me tonight (in regards to an issue with someone close that i love), "I have never thought about doing something like that, how could someone want to just take the easy way out? Are they really that incapable of handling their own issues?" It boggles my mind how one minded people can be. Is it really so hard to think that people come from different backgrounds, have different experiences, and deal with different situations every day? Everyone is different and we all know that. Why is it so hard to think that some people can't deal with certain issues the same way you can. We are expected to handle the problems of our world through relaxing, talking, thinking, venting, writing ect... No matter what happens to us in life we are told that it can be worked out. That's the way things should be done.  When is enough, enough? I'm not saying that I su
When You Start To Wonder About Life
A few hours ago, i got a phone call, telling me that my uncle, had taken his own life. This was a man , who all my life, was the only level headed one, of a huge family. Always the strong one, always there to help the others, always smiling, happy. But recently his business went bad, and he felt he had nothing left, but to take  his own life. Leaving behind, a wife.. 2 kids, 2 grand kids.. and i can't seem to get my head around it all. How can the one we all knew as the strongest man, be so weak??? Does life really feel that bad for some people??? I know all this sounds cold, and uncaring, but suicide REALLY gets to me, so many people take that way out now, and i know that some just can't see a way out... but do they realize the destruction they leave behind? It's like I'm hurting, yet disapointed at the same time, that one of my own , would take this way out. Please don't get me wrong, i love him dearly, thats why this is hurting so much... I just wish he had of talked to us.
Unless you like credit cards and scams stick with the Laws(boys in BLue) But if you want to contact someone on this site stop making it seem that your so special that you have to have friends and that you your self is special..Let people know who you really are and stop blocking yiur file..If you look sexy people are going to wish they can screw you but the people you blogg and send liking's of dont make it so hard for them to cum if you really like them or are interested in your leg's allready nobody actually know s where you are unless they are serial stockers and have an I.Q. of 210...Get real ladies your not going to sleep with any one who doesn't look good or you feel that they are actually n the city and you seen them before..If your not a pot head or drunk, Meth monster of shooter ...nothing is ever possible to talk to people who fuck and have orgies... what is this site really for ..I have good times not drinking even if i was drunk right now ..what makes me feel o
Crazy day trying to keep up with everything that can be done in fubar...    I will learn!!!   It is interesting that this actually helps me feel less lonely...
Things To Think About
OK lets see if the Third time is the charm here. Memorial Day is a day to remember those who made the ultimate scarf ice for this country. Yeah all gave some and some gave all is so correct in portions. Less than 90+% of us are in the military at some degree and less than that even went to defend this country. So yeah we don't look for your respect or even ask for it but when I see a status that a hero is someone who knows right from wrong that makes me sick cause anyone then is a hero where some have a made a scarf ice that no one else would make for you. No disrespect to the fireman , police officers, or even the medics that stay here they place there lives on the line just as well. But those of us who have been to war and a veteran are a rare breed we have been places and done things that we should never had to do because we were trying to protect either ourself or one of our brothers in arms. Regardless what you think a true soldier each time comes back differently and wonders how
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Never Be Me Again
Islovetimeless?Does it spanpassing of decades?Is it unaffected by space?Everlasting, eternal, ageless, older than time.True love surpassed the ages, more certain than death itself, souls drawn closer with each rebirth.Through the centuries our spirits met, we shared pleasures beyond earthly recognition.Awareness encompassed hearts that knew the joy of lovingin each life, never forgetting. Reliving moments,ecstasyof lovewefound.
Mile High Club 4:20
just want ed to say what up i just want really cool stories of your adventures
In My Heart
Mind froze in confusion Each breath toxic to my soul Tears flowing from glass eyes As life drains from the very core ...... Of my heart ...... Let me sleep, the peaceful sleep Take the very breath I breathe If love was meant to hurt this way I shall never love nor hold another ...... In My Heart ...... Please God send me back Where I can find a new beginning Erase the words that cut and bruise Strip me of the pain of betrayal, that aches ...... Within my heart ..... Let me sleep, the peaceful sleep Take the very breath I breathe If love was meant to hurt this way I shall never love nor hold another ...... In My Heart ...... Frozen in this tomb of unhappiness Unable to break the shackles that bind My mind twists and turns, never fully resting Images dance with a smirk, again and again ...... Tearing at my heart ..... Please let me sleep, the peaceful sleep Please take the very breath I breathe If love was meant to hurt this way I shall ne
Thanks to everyone that made this day become a reality. love you all your the best friends a guy could ask for. Congrates to my other new pumkins pain papi and beauty.
Almost Emo
do you ever wonder why we are put in the situations we are put in, i do all the time, why we are who we are where we are and feel the way we do about things, i really dont know. sometimes i feel lost like i dont know who i am, there are times where i am happy when things are going on i start to feel like i know but when im not i still feel lost, i just wish i could keep that happines around, but how do i find that permenant fix
Write What You Want
Warrning To Everyone
Ghost_writter2000 is nothing more then a lier and cheat. He tryed to play me and two of my friends and got cought all three times. He will tell you what you want to hear as long as you are tell ing him what he wants . He will make promisses that he will not keep. HE is nothing more then a preditor .... Head my warnings .. stay away from this one ...   Dont want a nothe woman to get hurt again from HIM
I am offering every single point I make in a 12 hour period to people who get me a 135 credit bling pack. You can pick the 12 hours, to a point.(This is the new ability that Angels get when they reach Virtual Virgin.) The price of the bling pack includes me running an auto during your time. If you would like a HH to run, then you would have to get me that and tell me when you want it scheduled. Anything else you would like to do to promote more points is fine - within reason.
Atrophied Souls Asylum
I am an artist, first and foremost, if you can look at the world and think "oh its stupid"... then I probably dont want much to do with you.   that being said, go check out my artwork at Maybe im not the best, maybe im the worst, but I do it because it makes me happy to create something
Hold Me By The Hand
Hold me by the hand And never let me go I'm afraid of falling But I'll never let it show Instead you'll see my smile And my web of truthful lies I'll let you hear my laugh But it will all be my disguise I can't show you my weakness I can't let you see my fears I can't show you my sadness I can't shed a single tear But the pain inside's so real I want things to be okay Why can't I make it better And make things last another day You were my only saviour When I was with you things were real I lived just for those moments The moments when I could feel They say that things get better But how long will it take I've been waiting here forever And yet my happiness is still fake Maybe you'll come back to me And I'll be happy again I can't go on without you Because you're my greatest friend Who is this person you ask me This person I miss so much It's not so much a person But rather a soul untouched So I'm standing here, incomplete Not able to carr
10 Last Seconds
10 last seconds to change my mind 9 failed attempts to press rewind 8 little reasons to let go of it all 7 more seconds to make one last fall 6 drops of blood a crimson shade 5 fingers grip the blade 4 tears drip from my eye 3 reasons to tell one last lie 2 final seconds to say i love you 1 last thought...if only he knew
Words are just that. There's no story to be told. Simply a voice when all that's wanted is to be loved. Trying is pointless.. When you know you'll never be as good as the rest. Fear isn't real but instead is change.. When that's the last thing everyone wants. No one wants to understand. All that's there are words... And who needs words when they are just that. No one needs to be wanted, but they want to be needed. Different is nothing but a tale.
~ The Little Things
I remember when I was little.. vaguely, in bits and very small pieces. Sometimes I find myself sitting and thinking about the few things I do remember, but they seem so large in my mind. Moms smile, her voice.. her drawings just laying around. I'd spy a naked woman on occasion and wonder who drew it, it wasn't until later I realised it was Mom. Random writings, bits of poems that made no sense to me, but still made me smile because they were  her words and that's all that mattered to me. Her. Singing at any given time, just because. Always loving to listen to her. Her tears, one of the strongest emotional pains I've ever felt. My mom cried, felt. We had a fight here or there, growing up, I'd rebel as much as a teenage gal growing up in the sticks possibly could. The one thing that made me love her more than anything in the world was one simple sentence. "Jessica, I've never been a mother to a 14 yr old girl before... I'm new to this too." *smiles* Indeed.. she was perfect in her hone
Closest Thing To Perfect; Farthest Thing From Me
Although you have your flaws And imperfections, as do I To me, you're simply perfect Perrless through my eyes You're always such a jerk But your sweet side sometimes shows You've told me that you cared And I'm glad you let me know My love for you burns with no end And my heart belongs to you completely You're the closest thing to perfect But the farthest thing from me You don't always know what words to speak Or how to make my problems go away But you can always make me smile And give me hope to live another day You're are the brightest person in the world And half the time, you're clueless as can be But still, my heart belongs to only you For it aches in pain for you; and bleeds I accept you with your flaws You're amazing, don't you see And you're the closest thing to perfect But the farthest thing from me. . (Dont i know how this feels)
Forget The Past; He's Her Future
To gaze upon his beauty, for her is pure bliss Why has she fallen so hard, for such a guy like this? She's in over her head, unable to think straight Just wishing and hoping, to have the side of fate With a smile stained frown, she gets through the day But once he is seen, her world returns from gray She can feel that her heart, skips every beat Because somehow in a way, he makes her feel complete He fills her heart with smiles, makes her feel like living life Is really worth it in the end, without the pain and strife Her heart yearns for his presence, more eager by each day Something about him's different; she can feel it in her vein She never thought this day would come; but he fills that empty hole The one inside her heart; the piece her first love stole He makes her worries disappear, and her stressful days subside If only they were meant to be, if she no longer had to hide Her breath is cut short, and her throat becomes dry Once he's in si
Into The Heart (battle)
Blood veins and locked chains The things you will have to cross A far away journey to encounter It is an adventure to reach the boss Yet are you willing to fight, Willing to sacrifice your king? A chess match is what it is With heart and soul on a string Moves will equal consequences Are you ready for the beating? You should be anxious, petrified There is no negotiation meeting Yet if it is the battle that you win And you tear the walls apart You will win the glorious prize And conquer the childlike heart A heart so soft and loving Locked up in walls and chains Into the empty halls you will find Whatever else the heart remains A naked body you will find and see With eyes so innocent and pure A kiss you are tempted to give The body, soul, and heart's cure But you will refrain yourself For you are the gentle knight Willing to sacrifice your heart In order to win the fight
Give Me My Chance To Shine
Why do you judge me, just by what you see? Do you even know what's within, What's underneath this skin? Is it my hair, Or the clothes I wear? Is it my face, Is that the case? Can't you see my pain, How I struggle to stay sane, When you degrade me, Just upon what you see? How could you do this? I know I wouldn't be missed, But is my life Worth being taken by this knife? I try to be nice, But I'm just like spice; Some like it, Some don't; Giving it a chance, most won't. Please just listen, Give my chance to glisten. Let me show you what's inside, Let me come out, so I no longer have to hide.
New Bf
My Plan...Alright...most know that I am done with school...except for the CLEP test that I am studying hard for. This test should take care of the 3 credits of science that I am missing so that I can get my Bachelor's Degree. My plan is to move to Amarillo TX. Those that know me are probably saying...WHAT?! Yes, I hate Texas, but this time around (yes my second try for Texas) things seem to be falling into place. I am going to be applying for a case worker position. I know this isn't juvenile probation, but I cannot get that type of position without experience. So, we all have to start somewhere. I knew when I chose my career goal and my major that I would not be making a truckload of money, but that is not why I chose this. I am excited to venture forth into my new life and I can't wait to see the changes that God has in store for me.My bf...Part of the reason for moving to Amarillo is for Mr. Chris (he soo loves it when I call him that! JK). :D :D :D that's me grinning from ear to ea
Hussein Obama is a liar and a fraud. He lied about Air Force I flying low over NYC for a photo op coz the a**hole won't show the pics! He lied about being not being born in Keny coz he will not present evidence to back it up, like a birth certificate and school records.
Damn People
People piss me off here latley.  They live with you and aer nice and sweet o your face but the first time you walk out they steal your shit.  And they're family.  WTF People.  Have some respect and don't go throu my shit.
I've Decided To Be An Asshole
    Really, I'm tired of all these countless, meaningless, exhausting conversations. Fubar is all about rates? Fine, I'll rate you. But I'm not here to entertain you when you're bored. I don't care if you're good looking or nice, unless you want to talk about some really deep things, like philosophy, intuition, etc, don't waste your time. It's not the only thing I want to talk about, but it is essential. I've had enough conversations about "nothing".   P.S.: Did I sound like a bitch? Right. Fuck you.  
Grand Reopening
 i have rebuilt LOUNGE 343 . it is now called THE 343. plz come on by and check out the improvements. i am hiring all staff. hope to see you there soon...
Extreme Weightloss Plan And Goals.
Well, I have been noticing some weight gain over the last seven months or so after my extreme weight loss goals that I accomplished last year in the first six months of 2008. I managed to go from 230 pounds last year in February to just under 200 pounds by my 30th birthday last year, and than by mid June, beginning of July I made it to between 175 and 180 pounds.. I felt much better after the weight loss especially since my acid reflux dissappeared after dropping below 200 pounds. In the last couple weeks I noticed some acid reflux again, and realized that I am at 210 pounds. My goal is to get myself to drop at least 10 pounds by my birthday again this year which is just over two weeks away. I have started as of Tuesday night this week with similar to what I did last year with control of intake on how much food I am eating. I had 350 calories approx. in 24 hours, and will probably have similar for the next 24 hours, and so on and so forth. Still eating some of the same foods I have b
Always And Forever
If one day u feel like cring...Call me. I don't pomise that i will make you laugh but i can cry with you.If one day u want to run away-dont be afaraid to call me. I don't pomise to ask u to stop...But i can run with you.If one day u don't want to listen to anyone...Call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if you call...And there is not answer...Come fast to see me.Maybe i need  u.                  Remember everone needs a friend don't ever leave the one you love fot the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
Chemo Sux!
If I don't respond, it's 'cuz I'm probably chemo sick. Sorry , but puking takes precedence. I don't wanna f up my keyboard!
Unspoken Words
Everyone has that one person they love the most. The one that can make you smile just by a phone call away. One that makes stupid jokes but you laugh anyway. It's always that one particular person thats written all over your heart but don't even realize it. At times its that one person that you know you wouldn't be able to love. Watching people love, watching people hurt. Now I realized how much love can stab you like a knife because of these stupid rules that others spread around. Specific things that one can not do because others say they can't. Is that really love? Is it hard to accept truth? Questions building up inside me, making me more confused then I already am. Being stuck in the middle is not always easy. One thing I'd like to ask everyone. Isn't "Love" something that's shared by others no matter how much you dislike that someone or something? One that can learn to move on from previous wounds. One that can accept the truth. Sometimes I wonder how much better life would be if
Let Me Dream
Let me dream.. Like I've never dreamed before.Let me dream that I'm in love.That I'm a free and flying dove.Just let me dream.Let me dream that I can be.Happy for the rest of eternity.And that one day you will seeWhat a perfect woman I can be.Let me dream that you secretly stare.And inquire about my when and whereLet me dream that I'm the oneAnd other than me...You want none.Let me dream that you think of me.And whether we one day will be.The lovers who had no chance.To be who they wanted to be.Let me dream that you are waiting there.And that life might at last be fair.Let me dream of your silly smile.And that loving me was worthwhile.Again..These are just dreams.That might never be real.But one day you might know..How hard secret love feels.
I Guess He'll Never Know...
I guess he'll never much I love him so.As days pass my love for him grows,yet his love for me never existed at all.I guess he'll never happy I am when he is around.How his presence warms my heart,and he doesn't even notice I'm around.I guess he'll never much he means to me.How much it hurts when he loves someone else.How my heart tears when I see him look into her eyes when I wish they were mine.I guess he'll never see...the tears I cry in my room.Wishing he could just see me,the way I see him.I guess I'll never have him in my see his smile and glistening eyes.His one of those fantasies that never come to life,He will just be that guy that I can never be with.I guess I'll never know...What it would be like to have the guy of my dreams in my arms.
Just Keep In Your Thoughts
I just found out that my x My little girls mom has cancer I dont know quite how to deal being my x and all i am there for both her and my little girl I have been told it looks to have been spreading my x is scard and already to just give up and i am just plain worried about her and the girls.  I was there for them for so many years and noe i am on the sideline just praying for the best She told me that my little girl does not know and i feel so alone on this one I am very strong never give up but she just does not have that fight right now I dont know what i am asking just any thoughts would be good I do not blog much so please if you have something to add or thoughts would be great I lost a friend to cancer when i was 14 she was 16 I did not deal with it than and this time i would like to find out more and what can be done I am looking on line to feed that need But real thoughts and real people make a diferance  
You said you'd never break my heart.You'd never make me cry.I believed everything you said.I believed every lie.You made me so happy.Just to be with you.It was the best relationship ever.With just me and you.I'm still not glad it's over.I may not ever be.You're still my one and only.Hope that you are happy.Don't think I don't miss you.It still hurts to hear your name.I love you more now than ever.But I won't be yours again.I thought the pain was over.But boy was I wrong.I feel it more each day.The hurt isn't gone.
Dont Know What To Do
I'm scared.. no terrified.I don't know what to do.My heart and mind are at war.They're fighting over you.One says, "Let go,He doesn't really care.You need to move on,Wake up from this nightmare."The other tells me to hold on,You know him and his ways,He's scared of getting hurt.Screw what others say.The others... I forgot.They tell me to say goodbye.This isn't a real relationship.Why do I bother to try?You give me no hope,No ounce of affection.We hardly talk at all.It feels like rejection.Maybe I can't take a hint,Maybe you never loved me.Maybe I'm a stupid girl.Maybe this is how it has to be.I hold on anyways,Though it hurts everyday.I fell in love with you.What else is there to say?You thought I would forget,But now I think you see,I meant everything I said,about you and me.
I Burnt It All For You
Butterfly KissesBrush Across My CheekWhispering WordsTo Sweep Me Off My FeetSing Song VoiceSaying My NameEverything You Do To MeDrives Me More InsaneLie After LieYou Swear Your Love Is TrueI Feel Like A FoolBecause I Believed In YouCriss Cross MarksDecorate My WristBegging MyselfTo Somehow Change ThisHeart Pounding HarderYour Face Haunts My DreamsSmiling Face, Teary EyesNothing's As It SeemsPhotographs ScatteredLaying On The FloorMatches Lit, In My HandTo Me, You Are No More
Need My Friends Help
I was just sent a link by a family member to a profile that was created yesterday, by someone using my pictures as themself.  I went to support but was told there was nothing they can, or will, do.   "there isnt anything that we can do .. block the member or ask them to remove your pics hun .. TOS 7 .. Member Disputes. You are solely responsible for your interactions with other Members., Inc. reserves the right, but has no obligation, to monitor disputes between you and other Members."   I don't consider this a dispute, but guess that's just my opinion.   Maybe if my friends let this person know, that they know the "real" person in the pics, I'm hoping she will add her own real ones?!   Not asking for any trouble, just a simple comment letting her know, you know that is not her!  Thank you friends!  Hugs, Cindy Darlene@ fubar   If that doesn't work here's the page link UPDATE She deleted the profile after friends left co
That Some Shit"> IM SO FUKIN MADDD...... THIS TRICK.. si sepas mi gentez.... orale  contigo dia.. esta rukka llamada al yop ese yo tener un nene !?!?!?!?!?!?   HELLLL NO  !?!?!?!?  ella es loka....  no cabritos por yo !?!?!?!?!    
Is This Really True, I Got This Info Off My Fren's Profile On Hi5, I Need An Input From Men And Women.
AN INTELLECTUAL OBSERVATION OF THE DIFFERENT TYPES OF COCKS MISERABLE DICK- When the guy is extremely handsome. He says the right things,does the right things. When it comes to sex, he is lacking in this department. He sucks your tits too hard, kisses your mouth too long, stays around your neck forever, fingers you like a GYN Doctor, licks your pussy like he was in a track meet and has a very small dick. You try to give him some head and only find that you are actually sucking a pacifier. This is so miserable. You think, "how can a guy so fine, so polite have weak game?" To top everything off ladies, how about just when in your mind your going to try to get the best out of this even if you have to make yourself cum and he beats you to the punch. DAMN, I cannot believe he came in 3 minutes!!! TOLERABLE DICK- This is funny dick. He eats major pussy. He eats it so good, your knees feel a little weak. It was good enough to make you shed a tear. Then he puts his dick in, for you to realize
Stuff I Like
Sexy can IYeah, YeahAll we wanna know is....[Chorus:]Sexy can I, just pardon my manners.Girl how you shake it, got a nigga like (oh)It's a Kodak moment, let me go and get my cameraAll I wanna know is, sexy can I.Sexy can I, hit it from the front,then I hit it from the back.know you like it like that.then we take it to the bed, then we take it to the floorthen we chill for a second, then we're back at it for moreSexy can I, just pardon my manners.Girl how you shake it, got a nigga like (oh)It's a Kodak moment, let me go and get my cameraAll I wanna know is, sexy can I.[Yung Berg:]What's up Lil mama, it's ya boy YounginG5 dippin, Lui Vuitton luggage (ay)Gotta love it, ya boy so flyAll the ladies go (oh) when a nigga go by.Gucci on the feet, Marc Jacob on the thighShe wanna ride or die with ya boy in the chi.That's right, so I let her kiss the princeHer boyfriend, she ain't missed him since.[Ray J:]Sexy can I, just pardon my manners.Girl how you shake it, got a nigga like (oh)It's a Kodak
Looking 4 Cam Fun?
Looking to have some fun! I'm 25 married I love my wife but she does not have sex with me enough. I am a sexaddict, I'm not trying to hook up just find someone to play with online. I don't know maybe hook up you never know    
Alone From childhood's hour I have not beenAs others were; I have not seenAs others saw; I could not bringMy passions from a common spring.From the same source I have not takenMy sorrow; I could not awakenMy heart to joy at the same tone;And all I loved, I loved alone.Then- in my childhood, in the dawnOf a most stormy life- was drawnFrom every depth of good and illThe mystery which binds me still:From the torrent, or the fountain,From the red cliff of the mountain,From the sun that round me rolledIn its autumn tint of gold,From the lightning in the skyAs it passed me flying by,From the thunder and the storm,And the cloud that took the form(When the rest of Heaven was blue)Of a demon in my view. Edgar Allan Poe  
Looking For Love
lookin for a nice girl?
Two Become One ...
  The lover sleeps and amid his dreams His angel comes on sunlit beams. To waken him with kisses sweet, For her love for him is oh so deep. She wakes him with her caresses light Upon his skin and smiles so bright. And in her eyes, he sees the love She feels for him neath stars above. He comes to her to gently place, Kisses upon her neck and face. To caress her body and touch her soul. For together two become a whole.
Friend Or Foe
The time i'v spent with you makes me laugh the dreams i'v had of you makes me cry without a touch the setbacks makes me wanna leave the soul you have has me loving you time is short dreams are far setbacks suck but your soul is perfect why oh why does Crying,loving,laughing and leaving hurt so bad......mabe one day the heart will find out but i will find out with out you.
Help Me Please
i need some help!, anyone have any advice on how to handle your better half when their going through midlife crisis. its killin me slowly and hurting our family.i feel so alone in this.he has pushed his family away,  he has cheated,lied,started drinking.seem's like he hates his kids..he make's excuses why he doesnt have time to talk. he make's time for everyone else except for his family. (including the person he having an affair with).he will lie to me and tell me he's gonna do paper work and i find out different,he turns his cell off when he's at her house. god what do i do? im tired of cryn everynight.please help me :(
Story Time
I wrote a true erotic story and got published.  Jill Jill's Erotic Story
Bombings And Auto 11s!!!
OMG So I will be running my first auto 11 and cherry bomb this Saturday!!! So what I want you guys to do is let me know if you will be running auto 11s on Saturday so I can bomb you!!!! (must have a folder with atleast 250 pictures plz). Also I would love for all of your support and rate my pictures for my auto 11!!! I am going to see what I can pull together for some rewards for the high raters!!! So get ready for the bombings and the autos Saturday!!!! I should be running my autos around 10 am futime and I am hoping to start bombing around 11 or 12 futime!!! So if you are interested in getting bombed just leave me a comment here :)! Luv ya guys!!!!!!!   P.S. I am also trying to get a blast for Saturday, so if you can help me out either pm me or sb me!!! I am willing to pay fubux!!! Please help me out guys!!!!! :D
Paying Fu-bucks For Morphs
I would like a couple of morphs made if you make them and are interested in fubux please PM me with the cost and I will give you the pics I wants made for the morp.  Thanks for reading and hope to hear from you soon!
A Story Of The City
I try not to remember the past The City the good times the bad the mistakes but it is hard late at night the thoughts the memories creep back in. I still remember the First day I arrived in San Francisco that Feb morning in 1977 I dont really remember the bus ride to get ther but I do remember the City. Getting off the bus and standing in the new city with just my backpack and the 700 dollars to start my new life. The air was crisp and dry the city seemed so strange to me then. I had come across the country to begin anew to excape the drab cold world I had left behind to meet up with a dear friend who had made the journey months earilier to find her sexual freedom. I was coming to find her as much as to start a new adventure the trouble the two of us casused back east was legend but she had journeyed to seek her freedom and she had beckoned me to come to the Promised Land of San Francisco. Trully I was sure this was the land of oppurtunity where I was sure a man could be anything. I w
Your Such An Idiot!
My daughter and sister were shopping the other night. Apparently,money,fubar and I came up in a conversation. =/ dies. The amount of money I have spent was a great topic. My sister informed my daughter that I was an idiot,which is her way of being loving. :-) Shelby concured as normal. In the car last night Shelby and I are talking about this and I said "yes,I am an idiot,but it's my money and I can spend it when and how I want" You really have to know my daughter. She said "admiting your such an idiot is the first step in recovery,great job mom! You can see what the problem is and fix it from there" She has got to stop reading books!
Here I Am
ok so here i am just me. i am not what people think i am. i am a quiet individual who is honest and true about what she means. alot of people seem to think that if your out going and your loud and obnoxious that you have all that self confidence. well thats not me. i maybe loud and my personallity may shine like the sun. but in all reality, i am this quiet little mouse that sits in the corner and waits until someone notices her and ask her to join in and then i come out of my shell. until then i just sit back and i am real quiet. those of you who know me best know this. i am honest when someone asks me a question that i want to answer and if i dont want to answer it i just will ignore you till you go but hey its all in good fun sometimes just being me. I never thought i would get as far as i would get today in this world. and to be honest i never should have made it past 16. but someone or something was watching out for me and made sure i made it to this age that i am now. My
Salutes Made For Me
taking personal saltues....any takers???
Wanna say hey to everyone!! I was in the hospital for a couple days, had a gallbladder attack, so they did surgery and removed it. I was havin alot of pain for awhile, but now that Ive had the surgery I do feel alot better!! I quit smokin!! I had a few on easter at my moms, she came over one day and I took 1 off her, and last weekend I went out for a couple hours and had a couple then, but other then that I havent had any!! So I think Im doin really good with the whole smokin thing!!  I cant believe how much this place changes everytime I log on something is new! Anywho I cant stay long, but I wanted to say hey to yall and I do hope yall are doin good!! I still dont think ill get on here much, but if you wanna keep in touch with me let me know and ill give ya my myspace or email address. Still wont be everyday, but it will be more often then it is here. Yall take care and i do hope to catch yall sometime soon!! Lots of licks and spanks to all my friends!! xoxo
How Im Feeling Right Now May,7,2009
Deep down my heart is breaking It gets worse every day I sit here alone shaking Remembering the good days I try not to cry I try to be stong But it doesnt last long My life has been nothing but a lie Deep down my heart is dying As I sit here crying Trying to believe in something But something always turns into nothing I try to remember what it feels like to be happy But I get lost in pain My life is full of shame Deep down my heart is screaming Just waiting to be free
Checkout My Roommate Demonik
sup boys and girls.yep im hottstuff's roomate,going to school for photography and hottstuff is my practice dummy lol jk well sorta anyone looking for photos to be done check me out and drop me a line peace out.
Gotta give a shout out to Monster JAVA.....this sh't is just frickin AWESOME....gotta love it. Three hrs. of sleep and three JAVA's an' I'm ready ta party like a f'ckin rock star baby!!! Seriously the people at Monster are diabolical geniuses
What Im Looking For And Not Looking For
*Not My Kinda Guy*I would never date a  flamer or mr sister for friends maybe luv interest hell no they need not apply,cant stand them.All i have to say on that is slowly step away from the mirror and drop the lip gloss come on already boys we're gay not girls oh here's a big secret u might not have realized no matter how much maybeline you put on you will still have a dick and this is not for the people who feel like they should have been born the oppositte sex,this is for all you 70 pound Victoria Beckham look alikes wearing half tshirts they stole from there baby sisters who are in grade school sorry sweety hannah montana just doesnt work for yah and stopping wearing glitter please your not a fairy princess.*My Kinda Guy*I prefer straight acting men a smartass the kinda guy you dont know if u wanna deck him or fuk his brains out for beng a smartass.A man who is very active in sports kinda a daredevil but can also have a very calm and collective side who could just be content with re
I continue to walk down this lonely road.One that only few people know.All my emotions locked inside.No where to go, and tears in my eyes.One step forward, and ten steps back.I'm running in someone else's race.Once upon a time I followed my dreams.My dreams are gone, and I'm left with these...These empty rooms, with dirty walls.I scream at the top of my lungs.Trying to find a way out is useless. Because every door I find does nothing.They just lead me to another empty room.Where no matter how loud I scream,No one can hear me.
For all those who may have some concerns....DONT PANIC!!!! I have been told ts perfectly safe!! namaste ;) x
Night Riders Lament
Under Her Desk
I started off this morning in a very bad mood. I like to enjoy my coffee and sit alone for an hour.. well my driver being somewhat of a twit locked herself out of the van for the second time in 24 hours... I grumbled a lot while walking out the door.....   To my surprise when I came back, my lovely Witty had offered to hide me under her desk. I graciously accepted only to find I wasn't the only one under her desk..... Its getting slightly crowded under there and I'm wondering If i should move out or start growling at people who come into my corner space.. My beef on a thursday Wicked
In The Chaos
My band and I have uploaded two songs on our Myspace music page and if you would like to hear them please vist enjoy and let me know what you think!
Not Sure What To Do
i have a delemma,i use to go out of my way to help"friends" then i realized where are they when i need it a shoulder to lean on or just help leveling,and i decided most of them only know me when they want something.So i decided to stop putting it on the line for every friend that decides they need my some of them want my help again.yet ive been asking for help leveling for 5 monthes and its always the same 3 or 4 that come and rate my things to what should i do keep being mr.wonderful when its convienant for them or stick to my guns till they decide if im a good enough friend to have in there at the point i dont care anymore after monthes of being left behind cause im not in the hip or kewl crowd guess i just wish more of them treated me like i try to treat them.i dont know maybe just delete my account and move on life has got boring here in fuland anyways it's not the fun it use to be seems if you dont have bling to throw around nobody cares about ya
Something New
hey to all im new at this but it seems like it could be fun or aleast it will be when i figure out how to use everything here.
A Little About Me...
my  name is karri and i am from a small town in texas. i am a single mother of 2 beautiful little girls and i would not trade them for the world... i am not shy and i am out-spoken most of the time. i love all my friends and i will do anything for them. my happiness comes from helping others and thats what i do best.. i dont care what the problem is if you need to talk to someone you can trust i am here for you all if you need someone to vent to my ears are open and i will listen to you. i used to be in the navy and was discharged for my knees being so bad.. i only hope that my children will succeed more in life than i did. i dont have much else to say but if you wanna know more just ask and i will answer honestly.. love yall all... karri
"That's a sweet ass ride!" "Go blow it out your ass" "That's one ugly ass..." "Butthead" "Butt munch" 'Cavity searches' The term 'butt pirate' ect. The world is full of quotes/things that seem to have an 'ass' connection. There are times I can't even believe how  many terms relate to it! Don't get me wrong, I don't care but I can't help but observe how popular it tends to be a topic, I mean women think all guys think/care about are boobs, but, nope, the ass is the view point :P 'Anal probes' You can tell the world is ass focused here. They talk of aliens, advanced life forms and yet, these 'advanced life forms' got a thing for the ass too LOL. I mean I always have found this amusing but seriously, don't think any aliens have come to visit and don't think there's any reason to think they want to go out of their way to shove objects up our ass. This HAS to be in relation to the human race's obsession with ass lol... The planet 'Uranus' Am I the only one who DOESN'T think this
Nakita. Terror Of The Dog Park!!
For those who know me well, know that I have a slight problem with my dog. For those of you who have dogs might know there's one of me in every dog park around the world. I got my beautiful pooch from the City pound when she was 6 months, she was so small and malnutritioned I figured I would name her something fierce and strong. So I choose to name her after a female assassin.. Nakita. At first Nakita was a sweet and gentle dog, she was carefree and lovable. Then after she hit her teenage years she has become the biggest bully of the park. I drive up to the dog park and as soon as I open the door my dog is out stalking her prey... Usually a Great Dane. She runs toward them hackles up and growling.... you might say I am a bad pet owner but Ive watched so many shows and yes ever Caesar.... I am that lady everyone laughs at, I am the lady who runs threw the park chasing after her little bitch.... hoping ot god she will listen just once. Hoping that she wont come close enough just to
2 Years Missing
  FIND MADELINE MACANN Gerry & Kate's Message: It is two long years since Madeleine was taken. It is two years since we were a happy family of five. The pain and anxiety does not lessen, but our determination to find our beautiful daughter remains steadfast. We are no longer looking for a 4 year old little girl – but a 6-year-old one. This is crucial. We are hoping that the new age-progressed image of Madeleine aged 6, produced by the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children in Washington, will help people to see what Madeleine may look like today disappeared, scientists create image of how she'd look now On May 7th at 9pm (UK time), a televised ‘reconstruction’ of potentially significant and suspicious events from around the time that Madeleine was taken will be aired on Channel 4 in Britain. Much of this information has not been disclosed to the general public before and it is apparent that there are several highly important unanswered questions r
A friend of mine asked me the other day "How do you define yourself?". After thinking about the question for a while I have come to the conclusion, I don't define myself. Of course, I am sure I do define myself on some subconscience level based on my past, what I have done, what has been said of me, how people have acted around me... there is a sea of suggestions all around us trying to define who we are. But, I don't think one should define themselves. I am not going to define myself based on my actions and achievements, because by doing so I also have to define myself by my mistakes and failures. If I fail more times than I achieve does that make me a failure? What about thoughts and beliefs? Should someone define themselves by their views on life? I don't believe so because we are all wrong on one level or another. We are all ignorant. If we define ourselves by our beliefs or our "morals" and turn out to be wrong, what does that say about us? Does that mean we have been living a li
Seem To Exist
sometimes what we are searching for .. isnt what we end up getting .... life is funny like that .... and then one day u find urself searching again ..maybe I AM  not making any sense and no one will prolly even read this ..... so just a waste of time ... u ever want something so bad that u wish u could go back and change and do things different .... one of my best friends lost her life last year .... I miss greatly and if I could go back and change te way things happen I would ..... u think u have all the time in the world to tell someone that u love them and u think oh I can wait until tomorrow .... when we chat .... and then tomorrow never came I often think that if I could have stopped her ... if only she would have called me and talked to me all night she would still be here today ... well the last time I talked to here was only a few days b4 her life ended.... if maybe I just said hey come spend the weekend at my house we will go out and search for new guys ... or maybe just fli
Untaimed Anger
For the past several day I have been angry. Everyone knows this kind of angry. Its the pent up rage you feel and it makes you more angry when you dont even know what it is that your angry at to begin with. I've been going through a rough time these past 3 or 4 weeks and havent been able to find much comfort. Some of my closest friends seem like they don't care much about my problems and almost care free in their own worlds. The only comfort iv been able to muster is sitting in a small room with nothing but an air mattress, my laptop, and a small TV. A lot of the time I feel angry at everything around me from the floor creeking, or birds chirping. My total silence from the world seems insignificant but at the same time sane. There is one person I am thinking of right now and she has kept me calm and smiling through the last few days. She is quickly filling in what I felt to be a hole that would never be filled. Most people would consider this person in a way to be "the one". It's stran
Lifehouse : If This Is Goodbye
And day lights, craving Sunshine on this frozen heart I am wishing you well Wondering how you are If you and I are going under Maybe we can both recover And find forgiveness for each other Even if this is goodbye And time heals But these scars keep on tearing us apart And sometimes ending is the only place to start If you and I are going under Maybe we can both recover And find forgiveness for each other Even if this is goodbye If you and I are going under Maybe we can both recover And find forgiveness for each other Even if If what we had is really over If fate is out there we discover Let's find forgiveness for each other Even if this is goodbye (Second best song ever... Just wish he could forgive me)
I Need....
i need a damn homegirl, someone i can click with. someone who doesnt mind kids manye even has a few. someone who is flirty with girls and can be goofy with me. someone who likes to party but doesnt take it to the extreme. i guess i just really want someone to laugh and chill with.
Birthday Boimbing
It,s my bithday May 22nd and since I can't be here that day I want to celebrate with fu on Thursday May 21 Looking 4 friends to give me 6 credit bling gifts so I can get enough to bomb 4 or 5 times If I get 30 friends giving me a 6 bling credt I will pick  one name out of  a hat and give 1  friend an auto 11 If you know me you know I'll be honest with the draw  I will show no bias so please don't ask If this turns out well I'll repeat it  so please no drama This is a chance to get an auto 11 for a 6 bling credit  If I get 50  ; 2 autos will be picked 60; 3  and another draw for every 10 extra after that So if 100 people enter 7 people will recieve an auto 11etc. I will draw the name or names Wed may 20 at 6 pm Pacific time so the draw will end at 5pm and i'll give the autos to whoever wins on wed between 6 & 7 pm pacific timeI will try to bomb everyone that sends a 6 cr bling gift at least twice If there are 100 x 6 cr bling gifts given there will also be an auto given to the person wh
I Wonder
I wonder if he thinks of me, when it's quiet and he's alone. I wonder if he remembers my number, when he looks at the phone. I wonder if he remembers the smile< I gave him so freely. or our special little talks, when all the lights were dim. i wonder if he ever stops to think of me now n then, to wonder how I'm doing, or how I've been. I wonder if he hurts inside, when-ever they play our song. I wonder if he yearns for me, when a couple stroll along. I wonder if the memories, keep him awake at you. I wonder if he wishes, that I never LIED that night. I wonder and question, until my wonders run out. But I wonder if he wonders what I'm wordering about?
Don't Judge Me
Don't judge me by my looks Don't reject me because of my face Get to know me Before you decide my place Don't criticize my actions until you know the reason why Keep your mind open Keep the hope of love alive Don't despise me without reason Just give me the Chance To prove the good I have inside Take time to discover The feelings that I hide Never hate with only one look Give me the chance I deserve Look n see maybe you will find The love inside of me ..... Dedicated to: the one soul I miss more than anything in this world!
Single Moms!! I Need Advice
So, I have a 14 year old son that is just out of control. He skips school, smoking cigaretes and basically disrespectful. He is on probation for Theft III and broke his probation by skipping school and spent 4 days in juvenile hall. The day after he got out he skipped again. I have been fined $150 for him skipping. I just don't know what to do anymore. I am doing my best to raise him but he is a very angry unhappy boy. Does anyone have any suggestions? Please Help!   Well it's 05/08/09.... my son was arrested today for minor in possesion of tobacco and skipping school and put in juvenile hall. I really don't know what to do. I have exhausted my options with him.
I Do Love You So I Will Let You Go
To let Go...Doesn't mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. Is not to cut myself off, Is the realization that I can't control another. To Let Go....Is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. Is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To Let Go....Is not to try to change or blame another, I can only change myself. Is not to care for, but to care about. To let Go....Is not to fix, but to be supportive. Is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let Go....Is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcome, but to allow others to effect their own outcomes. Is not to be protective, it is to permit another to face reality. To Let Go....Is not to deny, but to accept. Is not to nag, scold, or argue, but to search out my own shortcomings and to correct them. To Let Go....Is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes, and to cher
My Recent Heartache!
Recently, I was with a group of friends, hanging out downtown, and one of them asked another out. The person who did this, was my friend Lisa, that I have known for the last 5 years. We met back in winter quarter of 2004 and since then, I have had feelings for her. But now, seeing that she asked another girl out and she is bisexual, I have managed to miss another opportunity to let someone know of my feelings.This has put so far on edge, that it made me create a partial list of things that get on my nerves and this was one of the top 5. I feel so fucking stupid now, because I let my guard down once again with fear and agony reigning supreme. I just don't know what I am gonna do anymore. With people telling me that things will turn out if you hope for the best, I really dislike my chances of finding someone or anyone for that matter, who I can physically and mentally trust without being in fear of being let down or severely heart-broken all over again.I guess, if by small chance, someon
Here For The's About Life!
Well I'm an eight ball shootin', double-fisted, drinkin' son-of-a-gun I wear my jeans a little tight just to watch the little boys come undone I'm here for the beer and the ball bustin' band Gonna get a little crazy just because I can You know I'm here for the party And I ain't leavin' 'til they throw me out Gonna have a little fun Gonna get me some You know I'm here, I'm here for the party I may not be a ten, but the boys say I clean up good And if I gave 'em half a chance for some rowdy romance You know they would I've been waitin' all week just to have a good time So bring on them cowboys and their pick-up lines You know I'm here for the party And I ain't leavin' 'til they throw me out Gonna have a little fun Gonna get me some You know I'm here, I'm here for the party Don't want no purple hooter shooter Just some Jack on the rocks Don't mind me if I start that trashy talk You know I'm here for the party And I ain't leavin' 'til they throw me out Gonna have a little fun Gonna ge
i have tones of morphs that i made ,, but the file size is to big to add to fubar.. anyone out here fu-land can help me out ?
All Jacked Up...
Heyahhhhhhhhh Five Thirty PM rolls around, there’s a little old joint outside of town I only got time for a couple of beers and a juke box song ringing in my ears The next you know the bartenders pouring, shots are flowing, got me stoned and All I really know is that I should be going, but I’m soaking up the moment I'm all jacked up, all jacked up Don’t believe I’ve ever had this much. One thing I’ve learned when you get tore up Time sure flies when you’re all jacked up It was getting mighty close to Nine o’clock, what the hell I'll have one more shot. Then I winked at a boy at the end of the bar, guess I mighta musta gone a little too far. Cause a big ole girl walked outta the blue, 10 foot 2 with a bad attitude Stepped right up and knocked out my tooth, guess I had it coming I deserved it too Cause I was all jacked up, all jacked up, Don’t believe I’ve ever had this much. One thing I’ve learned when you get tore up Don&
My Life
I have always wondered what happiness truly is and I think I have figured it out. Happiness is what you feel when you find someone you can connect with on some intellectual level that becomes emotional. That emotion leads to either happiness or sadness depending on whether or not you both move in the same direction.
How Do I Stop Loving You?
How can I turn back time? How can I just forget? You ask me to quit loving you. Am I something you regret? You tell me you don't want to hurt me, That its better if I stopped caring. How can you tell me this, When you know with you there is no forgetting? I cant just tell my bruised heart, Quit loving him that much. I cant just act like I don't care, If I ever again feel your touch. How can I stop loving you? How do I erase what we had? How do I tell my heart not to break, When things start going bad? How do I stop dreaming, About you making love to me? How do I forget your smile? I just cant, don't you see? Explain to me what I must do, To forget this love I feel. For how can I lie to my heart By saying my love isn't real? The way my heart loves you, It has never loved before. The way my body craves you, Right down to my very core. If I ever asked my heart to quit Loving your eyes, lips, and hands, It will break into a million pieces. Why c
Dear God
Dear God, it's me again. I need to talk to you. You already know what it's about. It's really nothing new. Dear God, I still love him, With every piece of my heart. But you knew this would happen, From the very start. Dear God, it hurts so bad. Sometimes I can't breathe. God, why did you take him? He meant everything to me! Dear God, I'm sick of crying. I'm afraid I'm gonna drown. These memories won't go away. I still remember how he sounds. Dear God, I miss him, More and more each day. Lord, I love him so much! Why did he walk away? Dear God, I know you can hear me. I know you can feel the pain I'm in. Lord, I feel like giving up. There's no use in trying to win. Dear God, I can't take much more. I'm destroyed inside and out. I wish that I could say something, But I swallow all my shouts. Dear God, I'm sorry I sound angry. I don't blame you, But, Lord, I don't wanna believe, That me and him are through. Dear God, I have one last favor to
About Me
I'm a 23 yr old mother of a almost 2 year old. I also have a fiance name David which we are coming up on our 3 yr anniversary, and many more to come. I have changed so much, and my daughter and david have helped me. I live in Portland, and hope one day to move away again closer to family. I plan on finishing up my schooling persuing the life that i have always dreamed about. Owning a home, having a stable paying job, and our lil pug dog. An possibly my last wish is too give alisha a little brother. :). But for right now im content with just one as the terrible 2's come along. So what else? Oh i have moved into a bigger place, have a nice car an 05', and just loving life as tho im misserable where i live but oh well i can change that n a year. My daughter talks but isnt saying much sentances yet but she does when she doesnt relized it. Eatting for her is very annoying i try to feed her anything heathy and it just gets spit out. So i dunno what to do candy is the many reason that she doe
A Fugged Up First Blog Eh?
Pretty Fugged up way tae start my first blog.maybe i can blog about good things in my life later.   I was told by my da last night around 10 pm that me ma was put n the hospitial.we all knew she had cancer and it was a matter of of 8:14pm today she passed.but its till too damn soon.i can't imagine the pain this woman put up with over the past 8 years.i guess she lived long enough while dealing with untold amounts of hurt and 33 years old i understand death but even this seems tae be unfair.i never wanted this day tae one does.i need a while off to settle family affairs. Its FUCKED when everyone fights about what they are going tae get when a loved one dies. Scrounging around like a pack of wild fuvkin dogs like t's that last makes me sick on my stomach.and if i have any say so the vultures will get a hand full of SHIT! Just pray for me if you do that sorta can imagine right now im not happy with Gods decsision.if your like me and don't reall
Never Say Die
It's been brought to my attention that this is the only networking site so far where I haven't tried to pimp out my book so here we go! If you actually read it please let me know I'd really appreciate it. There's other stuff I've written on my writing profile so let me know if you read that stuff too, you can leave comments on the site even if you're not a member :) My book is called "Never Say Die" and if you like it, there's a sequel on it's way! Thanks!!
Value Of Life
Well sometimes you never realize the value of your life until something major happens or almost happens. I got to get a reminder today to enjoy every day as a blessing when I got to see a car heading my way going the wrong way on the highway. I guess I probably should elaborate. . . . I was on my way to work just like anyother day, but my friend had me driving today. Well as I was traveling on one of the major 4 lane highways in this area I see a car heading straight for me on the wrong side of the road. I am lucky my defensive driving payed off I was able to slam on the brakes and move safely to the left shoulder. . . And as I was regaining my composure I noticed all the cars around me stopping and pulling off. . . .I am not sure what happened to the driver or if she ever realized she was going the wrong way or the highway patrol got her. . . .I am just thankful that myself or anyone in the vehicle with me was uninjured.
This Is Me!
Southern women appreciate their natural assets: Clean skin. A winning smile. That unforgettable Southern drawl. Southern women know their manners: "Yes, ma'am." "Yes, sir." "Why, no, Billy!" Southern women have a distinct way with fond expressions : "Y'all come back!" "Well, bless your heart." "Drop by when you can." "How's your Momma?" Southern women know their summer weather report: Humidity Humidity Humidity Southern women know their vacation spots: The beach The rivuh The crick Southern women know the joys of June, July, and August: Colorful hi-heel sandals Strapless sun dresses Iced sweet tea with mint Straw hats and big sunglasses Southern women know everybody's first name: Honey Darlin' Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts: Fried Green Tomatoes Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood Steel Magnolias Gone With The Wind Southern women know their religions: Baptist Methodist
Our occational encounters are full of heat and passion and I hate when they end.As your hands move slowly over my body I trembal with wanting and excitement.Excitement caused by your soft gental touch and the wanting for it to never end.Your lips softly kiss mine and then move to my neck and then on to other parts of my body.As your hands move slowly over my naked body I shiver with delight.Your hand slowly finds it's way to the inside of my thigh.Your lips seem to slowly go in the same direction.They make their way over my breasts, my stomach, until they reach the inside of my thigh.My heart pounds so loudly in my chest and it feels like it is going to explode.As you slide inside me the fire with in me grows and burns.As our two bodies become one I moan in pleasure.The weight of your body on mine nearly takes my breath away.I gasp and as I do, you push deeper inside of me.You pull me on top of you and manage to stay inside me.As I rock back and forth on top of you I start to feel the
Can You Hang?
Oral sex on a guy can go on for a long long timeThere are so many things to attend toThe scent, taking one ball and then the other in my mouthMassaging your ass with gentle firm strokesHold your hands behind your headJust breathe, as I breathe on youI massage along the groin with little circles of my thumbsAs my tongue swirls around the tip.Breathe and relax, let it happen... Keep your hands there, and see how long you canI take you in my mouth and continue the massage around to the back of your hips and ass again. Pulling you deeper into my mouth.Then lifting back and flicking my tongue along the underside,I look up at you, and at the look in your eyes when you realize that This ends no time soon. I smile with my lips wrapped around youI chuckle and you feel it vibrate through you as I pull you into my mouthDeep and swift for several strokes till I feel you thrust.I slow, and lift my mouth, look into your eyes And remind you to breathe deep in your belly.While I massage your thighs an
It Seems I Can't Please Anyone
I found Fubar in November, 08.  I have met some wonderful people, many of been my friends since day one.  Unfortunately, I have made some very bad choices about who I wanted to be friends with.  I realize this is a site for "fun" a place to "relax" and "unwind".  I will be the first to admit I am very soft hearted and normally go out of my way to do things for people who do not deserve it.  I have so many stories to tell, but my most recent experience has really got me stumped.  I lost a "friend" because I wouldnt put him as #1 on my family.  The people that are on my family and numbered have been with me since I started my account here.  They have proved they are good friends and we talk several times a week. They worked their way up to where they are.  I do not think it is fair for someone to just come along and you be friends for a couple of weeks then threaten to delete you if you dont put them as #1 on your family.  I work 40+ hours a week, some days I am lucky enough to be able
Plz Comment And Vote My Mumms
I need more comments and opinions on one of my Mumms. Plz comment and give me some votes plz and I shall return the favor
I remember when Britney Spears was losing her mind and everyone took the oppertunity to take shots, I admit I took a couple myself but deep down I totaly understood. It's a lonely place to be fucked in the head and have no where to go.  I hesitate to say I had post partum with both of my kids, I don't want to say had because I'm never really sure I'm over it. Their is a general misconception about us that we don't want our kids, I don't think their could be anything further from the truth. I love my kids dearly ... they just make me unbareably sad sometimes. I can't say it's just them, I'm still bipolar ... I still have ptsd, I'm still horribly depressed. I'm just an all around fucked up person. Some days I just don't see the point of putting myself through all this....not that I'm suicidal, I'm just not very hopeful of the future. I'm really resisting the urge to go down the "whoa is me" road with this but you'll have to excuse me if I'm a bit self-loathing. This is about the only out
I Miss Him
Here's a poem I wrote.  I don't know what to name it yet.  Please don't steal it but if you like it please let me know. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Honestly? I miss him. I refuse to lie. I miss the dreams we use to share. I miss looking into his eyes. I miss the smell upon his skin. The way he use to taste. The passion when we made love. The gentleness in his embrace. And though I may never see him again Never hear his voice. I still love him just as much. This was not my choice. And I hear he is a liar, That I can believe. I hear his ways are dyer. And that I know I've seen. Still, I wish he'd never left me, Left the shelter of my wings. But he wanted to be set free. But used a trail of lies of all things. I feel the man I loved has died, His murderer taking his place, And that he never lied. When he said he loved me to my face. So I'll miss him in the morning, Every time I raise from bed. I'll miss him every evening, Every night I lay my head. And
The Animal
yo this is the animal aka george. Bout me I'm cool untill people get on my nerves. Thats why you could say I'm a little unstable. But if the girl that can tame the beast come try. Talk to me and I'll talk back, but this pic I posted I was in a good mood. So anything you wanna know ask.
New Life
At one time it was kind of funny to see ourselves as the Addams Family a group of "misfits" ... but not any more We are a Family of GOOD HONEST People who value friendships and HONOR our WORD. I want US to hold TRUE to this It would be real nice to hold to what my chats were originally meant to be ... A place where people didnt have to take bullying from others and where EVERYONES ideas and feelings were respected and appreciated... NOT someones ideas of how THEY see things to be  nor will there be anymore bullying of friendships i.e. "if you dont see it my way I will just leave and no longer be a friend" And there will be NO MORE manipulating friendships or insulting others and belittleing them until others decide they aren't liked and leave . I personally will no longer allow ANYONE to manipulate me in order to keep their friendship... NOONE is BETTER than the next... NO MATTER WHAT STATION IN LIFE THEY ARE. I don't care if you have more money than someone else or if you
Love Has No Meaning
Why after 16yrs of marreige m some thing like thisy wife decides she wants to sleep around. Kicked me out took all I had kids car home money. I never cheated she has I never drank or got drunk Never hit her or the kids I worked payed rent bills food on the table while she stayed home than all of the sudden she has an affair and gets std's thats not right I loved her with all my heart now I can't trust anyone again. It hurts to go thru something like this. She turned so cold fast it seems love has no meaning anymore.
Just A Little About Me!
For those of you who are dying to know, I am in a very committed relationship, but am always looking for a littel female to join my family.  Friends are great, male or female and I am always looking forward to meeting new people!  Drop me a line... I'll try to get back to you as I can. I am fairly busy these days due to being a college student, and taking 17 credits!  But I try to make time to join in on some good old fashioned fun! Keep it real and love those who are closest to you!
May 8th Live Auction And Cam In Room
Come & Hang Out With Us Tonight At!! We have friendly people, good music, random bling for new members and live auction! So come on in and start to have some fun and make some new friends! If you would like to be in any of our live auctions, please read the rules then click the pic below to sign up @ blog. Any questions pm/sb any Purple Magik staff member. Thank you. So come on in and start to have some fun and make some new friends! Also we are looking for staff so if you are interested and want to work at Purple Magik please come and see us and find ou
May 8th Live Auction And Cam In Room
    >   Come join us in Purple Magik!!!!! May 8, 2009 @ 7pm Fu-time!!!!!! Make some new friends, listen to good music and just have some fun with us!! Random Bling for new members that join that night! Random giveaways! We also have Live Auctions every weekend!! sign up to be in the Live Auction:)) click to enter lounge! If you would like to be in any of our live auctions, please read rules then click pic to sign up @ blog. Any any Purple Magik staff member. Thank you. PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Please DO NOT STEAL my bulliten layouts! Thank you. sO FrESH _[diAMond dAveS gUrL *DiAMondDaVes LUCKYCharm* SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar
just wanted to let all my friends on here know that i havent been on here that much anymore cause it seems like if you dont have bling credits or auto 11's or cherry bombs your not worth that much to visit. what happen to the old way of going to someones page and rating there pictures. now people do the cherry bomb and there fore they dont take the time to actually look at your pictures that you post.well when im on here i cant bling people or cherry bomb but i do make the time to rate my friends and there pictures and i cant even get a rate so im taking some time off fubar to be with my family and friends outside of fubar and then when i come back im gonna start deleting alot of people that dont even know that im on there friends list. but those of you that actually read this and understand where im coming from i have opened a facebook account only because that site is nothing like fubar its not a contest to see who can level the fastest.and if your on facebook and want to add me feel
ok - heres the deal  - first lady to do whatever it takes to get me 2500 pics will always be 100% drunk when im online, as well as have all their photos rated - individually. i stand by that, and will uphold it.  
The Slut In Me
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Ive Got Class, On Beating Gods Ass
i have alot of aggression which lead to depression and lead to cutting to watch myself bleed for i am a evil seed that needed to find the path instead of going for a blood bath then people go telling that i am more of selling my soul to the taking it to the next level. satan and god can kiss my ass cuz they are nowhere in my class, because of the emotion that god gave me and that satan tryed to take motion of causing sin of my cutting into my skin causing alot of pain that make you think"oh my god he is in the wrong lane" oh come on lad, it is actully good to be bad in this life that i should have takken away with a knife...but then there would be so much to miss, like giving my girl a kiss and making her fill joy without a diss towards me wanting to be a monster   you look at someone and think good or bad..there are actully some who are grey
Fubar Drama
Just wanted everyone to know i am deleting alot of people from my friends list. U can hit me up on yahoo and see if ur one and i will let you know. I am just so tired of all the drama people are starting and i don't have time for it anymore. I feel like i am in high school again and i hated it then so why would i want to do it all over again? if u dont have my yahoo message me on here and i will get back to u asap. ty all
Dedicated to my fiance, Joy The key to love is to understand, Spoken words and actions. Little things that say so much. The things that cause reactions. The key to love is to forgive. Accepting our mistakes, Not forgetting, but remembering, To cut ourselves some brakes. The key to love is to share, Fortunes good and bad. Facing things together, Will wipe away what's sad. The key to love is to give, Free and with your heart. Without a thought of a return, That's where love will start. The key to love is to respect, Each other's different views Together with a common bond, Inspire each other's muse. The key to love's inside us all, Patience unlocks the door. Learning is a lot of work, With love it's not a chore. ~W.H.~  2009~
  They are to meet each other for the first time and she's nervous. She wonders if she will be able to please him as he wishes. She dreams about how to serve him, how to please him.They are face to face for the first time...she stands before him dressed in a short skirt, thigh highs, heels and a skimpy shirt that partially reveals the creamy fullness of her breast. He commands her to remove her clothes slowly as he watches and examines his new sub. She reaches around and unzips her skirt feeling the heat in her body start to rise as she thinks of what this is going to lead up to. Her body starting to tremble as the zipper moves it's way down and she slides it off and steps out of it.She places her hands on the bottom of the shirt and raises it up over her breast, he watches as he sees them starting to come into view...her nipples already getting hard from the combination of the air against her breast and the passions and desires that are welling up inside her. He reaches out and t
Inner Whore~
She loved the way the air moved over her skin -- all of her skin -- every time she took a step. She was dressed, but the whole of her outfit was lace. All of her skin was breathing. A good thing as she was almost in a sweat due to her nerves and her arousal.She had dressed as instructed. She had awoken to find her clothes laid out for her in fact. When she'd arrived at his house yesterday after so many months of correspondence and telephone conversations, her nerves had been frayed to almost nothing. Together, they had enjoyed a leisurely dinner. They'd set together in front of his roaring fireplace, which took up the whole of one massive stone wall, sipping sweet wine and talking late into the night. She knew that this polite evening was constructed only for her benefit. After so much time spent getting to know one another, exchanging photographs and revealing secret fantasies and desires, she'd assumed that by the time they met there would be no reason to be nervous. Perhaps no reaso
True Love
~~you know ur in love when u cant fall asleep because reality is finally better than ur dreams~~ Im writing this because I cant sleep! He has taken over my every thought and I feel like I have just won the lottery! Everyday I ask myself "How did I get so lucky?" I have finally found the perfect man! My Prince Charming! After a failed marriage and 4 yrs. of hell in an abusive relationship My Time has finally come to be Happy!! He tells me I'm beautiful when I know I look like crap, he kisses my forehead and gently holds my face as he kisses me(and OH how he kisses me!), he holds my hand for no reason, he enjoys fascinating 420 moments with me, he joined fubar and hurried up to level 10 just so he could own me, he downloads and listens to music hes never heard of just because I like it, he made me a cd of his fav songs to me, he told me right off that he was falling in love with me and wasn't scared of saying it, he watches stuff I like just to learn more about me, he drives 45 min each
~help Yourself~
I've always liked Tom Jones' music and Sensuality....this is one of my Faves.....'Help Yourself'.....words that resonate Passions I feel. Hope you enjoy it and smile. It's first on my playlist right now.......Peace Love is like candy on a shelf You want to taste and help yourselfThe sweetest things are there for youHelp yourself, take a fewThats what I want you to do.Were always told repeatedlyThe very best in life is freeAnd if you want to prove its trueBaby Im telling youThis is what you should doJust help yourself to my lipsTo my arms just say the word, and they are yoursJust help yourself to the love,In my heart your smile has opened up the doorThe greatest wealth that exists in the world,Could never buy what I can giveJust help yourself to my lipsTo my arms, and then lets really start to liveAllllllllll right. yeahMy heart has love enough for twoMore than enough for me and youIm rich with love, a millionaireIve so much, its unfairWhy dont you take a share
Harleygirls Life
I am so excited. I got tickets to see Metallica in concert! Even tho I have seen Metallica before..I have managed to get center stage tickets this time!! Now I just have to wait till the concert. Its not til Stop by my profile and say hello. You can never have too many friends : )
~LOL~I, the penis, request a pay raise due to the following reasons:1) I do physical labor2) I work at great depths3) I plunge head first into everything I do4) I work weekends & holidays5) I work in damp environments6) I work in dark areas with poor ventilation7) I work in high temperatures8) .. and my work exposes me to diseaseDear penis, your request has been denied for the following reasons:1) You don't work eight hours straight2) You work in short spurts and fall asleep after each brief work period3) You don't stay in your designated work area, and are frequently found in other locations4) You don't take initiative and must be stimulated to start working5) You leave your work place messy at the end of your shift6) You are unable to work overtime or double shifts7) You sometimes leave your designated work are before completing the assigned task8) You have constantly been seen entering and exiting the work place with two suspicious bagsSincerely, Miss Snatch
My Own Lil Contest!
LOL I am In my OWN contest and I need my friends help, I need you to rate and comment on my contest folder, If your not yet a friend please Rate Fan Add me (Only My Friends Can Few The Pic) after that I will send 1k to everyone that F/A/R's And Comments (No dirty or NSFW Comments your that person WILL be deleted from my friends list AND Blocked! Thanks for your help! Thanks Again ~*MysticLadyWolf~*
So I have to brag on my son's intellectual skills for a second. At bath time last night (grant you, MY SON IS FIVE) he begins to examine his private area...hehee...As he's discovering his "balls" for the millionth time (it's true you men NEVER stop playing with yourselves) he asks me, "Mommy, what are these things?" Stumped beyond belief on the most politically correct answer to give- I just kinda stood there in shock. He goes back to examining, and blurts out- "I know Mommy, it's my peepee's BRAIN!" God bless my son and his HILARIOUS tactics that constantly keeps me rolling in the floor laughing. :D
Made A Mistake
So I asked this guy I'm deeply in love with for a break right... I just keep getting bad feelings everytime I'm not around him. I mean he hurt me once and now he hurt me again. But it's more my fault. All because I asked for a break. I needed time to think. Right now I lost my voice because I'm sick and been crying for the past week in a half. I know he loves me because I mean he even put me his number 1 when he never does for any female... But during our break he looked at females cams and looked at naked pictures while on here... which makes me mad... But then I know lots of people are saying I shouldn't since we on a break... But last night... last night made the break up official... I just can't take it no more... And if people think I'm a bitch then oh well... I was looking out for my heart... And like I said dozens of times if its meant to be we will find our way back to each other like we kept on for the past 5 years...
Fav Poem
  I am troubled Immeasurably By your eyes I am struck By the feather Of your soft Reply The sound of glass Speaks quick Disdain
lost in the grand scheme of things forever in perpetual motion seeing but not seeing feeling but not feeling a constant battle of what is real or illusion adrift in a vast world of saints and sinners charlatans and the righteous always at my door wanting more giving nothing tearing me apart bit by bitter bit for their own selfish lustful needs never giving always taking filling my heart with sadness and angst leaving me to my inner chaos broken and alone
Squirting Orgasm
I lay back and let him do as he pleased. My legs spread wide apart and my hands tied behind my head to the bed. He began by gently stroking my pussy. One finger just touching me running along my pussy. Slowly he pushed it inside me and began to slide it in and out very delicately. The thumb touched my clit as he inserted two fingers into me. I had closed my eyes and begun to really enjoy the pleasures. He let his fingers move around inside me, his thumb gently rubbing against me. The pleasure I felt grew. On the third finger he began to push a little harder and a little deeper. The slippy wet fingers reaching deeper inside and pushing against me more. I felt the rise of pleasure again and the anticipation. I felt teased. I wanted more. I knew it would come but he was going so damn slowly. I knew I couldn't ask for more or he'd stop. Those were the rules. My brain begged but my mouth stayed shut. I could moan and enjoy all that he did but no pleas for something extra. He wanted to t
Success Is Waiting To Happen
When we see someone successful, we say that he just got lucky.'He must have been at the right place at the right time.'People only see one side of the picture.People don't see the failures.If you study history, you will find that -All stories of success are also stories of great failures.So if you are failing; Remember, success is waiting to happen
~love...random Guido Open Words~
~Take My Hand.... and Walk with Me... ~From Where We Are.... to Where We'll Be.... ~Love is a Mystery... ~We'll Learn what Life is.... as We Go... ~No Map...No Answers... ~All I know is this: I Love You So..... Peace.
is anyone fed up about these people putting down carrie prejean cos of the photo she did when she was 17 i mean that was 3 yrs ago let it go she should keep her title and she is free to speak her mind this a free country buy the way... 
Is anyong going out this weekend? wanna party it up with me? let me know :)
You're my life's one Miracle,Everything I've done that's goodAnd you break my heart with tenderness,And I confess it's trueI never knew a love like this till you....You're the reason I was bornNow I finally know for sureAnd I'm overwhelmed with happinessSo blessed to hold you closeThe one that I love mostWith all the future has so much for you in storeWho could ever love you more?The nearest thing to heaven,You're my angel from aboveOnly God creates such perfect loooooveWhen you smile at me, I cryAnd to save your life I'll dieWith a romance that is pure heart,You are my dearest partWhatever it requires,I live for your desiresForget my own, needs will come beforeWho could ever love you more?Well there is nothing you could ever do,To make me stop, loving youAnd every breath I take,Is always for your sakeYou sleep inside my dreams and know for sureWho could ever love you more?
Secret Admirer
Fuck you secret admirer i dont want to know you.  If you dont have the guts to say you like my style then fuck off.  I sound pretty stupid to my self cause you cant read this.
"submission" ......... Part I
August in Florida is always torrid, especially in the southern part of the state, and he could not help but sweat. Not from the weather, since he was still inside the conditioned air of the house, but from the beat of his heart. It had been racing for weeks, but today it was damned near fibrillating. Today he was going to finally meet her after months of online chats. Deep inside, he had felt like he met his soul mate the first time they talked, but now was the real test. For some reason he felt like a high school kid going on his first date again. His thoughts strayed over the past few months as he showered and bathed himself with trembling hands.  It had all started so innocently. They had met in one of those popular game/chat room combinations that everyone seems to frequent. Often he would meet a woman, or a man posing as a woman (one thing about cybersex, one never has to know, and one can pass all bounds of reality) and go directly to cybersex hell, feeling unfulfilled after, an
I don't know if anyone else has noticed this, but Hollywood really seems to be grasping for movie ideas.  It seems that everything that comes out it now is a remake, based on a t.v. show, or a book, or a comic.  Seriously, what happened to writing an actual script?  I'm not saying I don't like some of these movies, but really, was there a need to remake Texas Chainsaw Massacer?  And of course then there is the fact that they want to remake Evil Dead.  You can't do that...that's just sick! Anyways, I know that it can be neat to see a book or a comic done up on the big screen...but come, give us some new ideas.  Rambo was based on a book, Die Hard was based on a book, and so many movies have been based on Stephen King books that it's redic.  Of course, when a movie is made out of a book, they usually stray greatly.  I was suprised at how close "No Country for Old Men" was.  On that note, stop making so many damn movies out of books.  Let people read.  I mean come on, I'm not a Harry Po
The Reason I Love You
I love you because you make me happy I love you because you make me feel safe and secure I love your smile I love the way you say my name I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put me down. I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am. No matter what my faults may be. I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days better At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you are not a dream YOU ARE MINE. I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like there is no tomorrow And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable. I love your laugh I love hearing your voice I love
Chartless {by: Emily Dickinson}
Back Home!
Just wanted to let everyone know I'm back around. I had left for about a month and went to Indiana to spend time w/my kids and other family. Was stuck up there w/no internet or anything, pretty much completely out of reality. Yeah, I know, blah, blah, blah.  Anyway, if you wanna know anything else, or even give a shit, hit me up and we can chat.
Stupid People
just when i thought people could not be more stupid there is someone alwasys to prove me wrong someone yesterday called me a female   ok where the hell do you get female as my gender iam sure my pics could tell you that ur wrong also the state i live in as well   if you come to my profile just to look at my pics with out reading it you well be block iam tire of telling what already in my profile at first it did not borther me but after you get 10 people asking the same shit with out reading its enuff to piss someone off
Searching For Me
PONDERING.... As I sit and wonder what will tomorrow bring ... are any of us really sure ... or do we just guess .... do we wake in the morning and decide today the day i am going to have a shitty day ... or i think will I find true love does anyone ever really know ... what tomorrow brings ... could I WAKE  up to see my kids one last time and walk out the door just to never see them ever again ... I often wonder where are u now who would u be... and would i still be in ur heart ... do u ever wonder where I am who I became ...or remember me as I was every night I close my eyes search that maybe when I wake u might still be there but then when I do ..i knew that wouldnt be ever wonder why ur afraid of things why are people afraid of love I had friend that was afraid to live ...never had the courage...  to fight for herself .... every man that  claimed to love her ... left with no intension of returning....beat up her heart ...and before she reali
Ancient Breed
Ancient Breed Seems like many who were raised the way i was have gone or passed. To many times i am told Gentlemen do not exsist, Well i am here to say that we do . I will speak for many  we do not honor those who set such bad examples of behavior. 1. beating women 2. Abuse Everyday i see many ladies talking about how they wont trust men or that they have built a high wall due to the past.   But ladies is it that fair to judge all do to others ? Is it not the pot calling the kettle black to assume it is just Men who are in that nature .... For us men to  have been through trying times in relationships  .... Cheating ,lying, abuse People are just beasts in all shapes and forms  no person can say they are truly that one person who doesnt do anything wrong it is in our BLOOD  the temptation and the need for the rush  the flow of power and ANIMOSITY some times overpowers even the most strongwilled person . Men you are no exception to this for we to make many judgement calls    
Beware Fu_scammer!!
A man name Whitewolf user ID  Is going around asking for people''s yahoo ID's and passwords to all their sites.. please DO NOT!! Trust his man!!>... DO NOT add him to your pages!.. zinwin270 is his yahoo ID
~guido's Zen On Romance~
Just as I see it..... ~Men always want to be a woman's first love. Women have a more subtle instinct: What they like is to be a man's last romance. ~As a Rose absorbs the nutrients it feeds on and as it thrives to see the sun as it must to survive...... the Rose becomes more beautiful and in turn will provide sunshine to those who can behold it's beauty. Fortunate is the Man who can see the Rose within a Woman. Blessed is the man who this Woman holds to be her nutrient, her sunshine. ~Give her two red roses, each with a note. The first note says For the woman I love and the second, For my best friend. ~Jealousy is the only vice that gives no pleasure. ~As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you. ~Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly. ~You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her ~Sometimes the heart
Dead Memories
Sitting in the dark, I can't forget. Even now, I realize the time I'll never get. Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate. I can't go back again. I can't go back again... But you asked me to love you and I did. Traded my emotions for a contract to Commit. And when I got away, I only got so far. The Other Me Is Dead. I hear his voice inside my head... We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. You told me to love you and I did. Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit. So when I got away, I only kept my scars. The Other Me Is Gone. Now I don't know where I belong... We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. Dead Visions in your Name. Dead Fingers in my Veins. Dead Memories in my Heart
The Old Man And The Dog
The Old Man and the Dog "Watch out! You nearly broad sided that car!" My father yelled at me. "Can't you do anything right?" Those words hurt worse than blows. I turned my head toward the elderlyman in the seat beside me, daring me to challenge him. A lump rose in mythroat as I averted my eyes. I wasn't prepared for another battle. "I saw the car, Dad. Please don't yell at me when I'm driving." My voice was measured and steady, sounding far calmer than I really felt.Dad glared at me, then turned away and settled back. At home I left Dadin front of the television and went outside to collect my thoughts.Dark, heavy clouds hung in the air with a promise of rain. The rumble ofdistant thunder seemed to echo my inner turmoil. What could I do abouthim? Dad had been a lumberjack in Washington and Oregon . He had enjoyedbeing outdoors and had reveled in pitting his strength against theforces of nature. He had entered grueling lumberjack competitions, andhad placed often. The shelves in his hous
Friendly Reminder
I'm just reminding everyone to get their costumes pressed and washed, ready for Monday's Super Hero/ Villain day..Don't forget nobody likes a man with dirty tights..... Also feel free to be like Seamus and paint your body Silver just for the effects. But if you do please take pictures and send them to me...I need some serious black mail material. Make sure you have your pictures of your superheros ready, I'm not even going to try load them first thing Monday morning. Here's the list of Heroes/ Villains who are taken: Elektra= Me!!! Silver Surfer= Seamus Poison Ivy= Blue Eyed Soul Tick= Name Crisis She Ra= Witty Ash (Evil Dead)= Sasquatch Gambit= Soda Batman=HUsky Redneck Siryn= Ms. D Cat Woman= Reeka Hulk= Mop Daredevil= The Crimson King Storm= Amykins Deadpool= Anonymous Birds of Prey= Pixie Captain Underpants= Chef Jay The Shocker= Hugh Hawk Girl= Satara Flash= Bonz Scarlet Witch= Witchie The Green Latern= Swift Rogue= Karma's Bitch Dr Manhatten= The Dork Kn
Check It..may 24th!!!
Cleaning House
Well im cleaning out my friends so if you would like to stay so me some love. Yall have untill next week to so me some love or your are out. That means no one is safe.
If There Is One Thing I Can't Stand
If there is one thing, I can't stand is when people have to use kids like pawns in their chess game here, it's pathetic and it shows that they give a damn about nothing but themselves, My girlfriend, Kate, her sister called us crying because the jackass of a boyfriend says she's owes him money to fix his car, funny thing is, he got turned into CPS by his other girlfriend for beating on her kids and yet the mother of his children, Kate's sister is threatening to not let her see the kids, so I looked up the legal aid office in Redding, CA. to help her and I am honestly furious at this SOB for threatening her, she don't deserve that, she has already lost her job because of her and I told her, she needs to fight for custody of them and stay clear of the bastard! He's a prick and anyone that uses kids for their own chess game let alone kills kids should be facing the death penalty and forget this life in prison crap, they don't deserve wasting tax payers money by letting them do life in pri
Pimpin Aint Eazy
bein a single mother of 2 beautiful babies u best b-leave pimpin aint eazy! i love my babies they my life. my girl april dawn is my best friend as well as my cuzin. her baby is my baby. u mess wit her u mess wit me so bitches best step off. i love life and live it 1 day at a time the way u should! im ready 2 start a life wit sum 1 4 da rest of my life if i find him hells yea if not im goin keep on keepin on. peace out 4 now! :P
Victor's Blog
I'm auctioning off a 6 credit bling back bidding starts at 2 million fubux.
Body To Body
Body to Body,Soul to Soul.I seek your Passion,I seek it all.I need to feel your lips touch mine,the dew from your lips is the sweetest wine.Your tender touch is warm and gentle,The way you love me is so sentimental.The peace your love brings is rapture to my heart,I guess the passion was there from the very start.You move down my body to my aching breast,I feel your heart pounding from within your strong chest.I feel your lips as you take in my nipplelicking and nipping you start to suckle.I feel the arousal build from within,I show you my approval with an passion filled grin.lower and lower your lips do they kiss,not a patch goes unoticed, not a patch do they miss.your lips and tongue are warm as they touch,my pussy oh how it aches, it aches very much.It aches for your fingers, to find that button of pleasure,It aches for your love to send into rapture.It aches to feel that hardness that is hiddenThe hardness of your pleasure rod, that aches to be bitten.I kneel before you to repay th
Body Bliss
Oh my body has been waiting for this For your sensual finger kiss   that will put me in ecstatic body bliss Body bliss From your first touch That touches on my ecstasy's wet bliss Ecstasy's wet bliss From your electric touch That pulses your warm loving energy   into my body beneath my being It is so sensual, so nice, so freeing So freeing for my body My body that rides the wave's of pleasure beneath your   gentle hands Your gentle hands That ride the wave's of my curves above with   your perfect touch below My curves That lead your hands to my thighs and my calves Releasing them into seventh heaven   then taking me to the other side The other side as I roll over The music plays over the air   as your hands continue to play   over my body on the other side The other side over my body Over my body to the lengths of my arms   all the way to the tips of my fingers   where ecstasy does now linger Into my other body grooves your hands Your hands continue to travel over me from head to toe P
Rain coming down,window by my side.Hand coming down,to my lower thigh.Listening to the pitter, patter.My hand goes in and out slower then faster.Exciting myself with every beat.So wet and sweaty, got to turn down the heatRain is so sexy, it always turns me on.My vibrator and me, holding a special bond.I let out loud and deepful moans.Hitting my g spot, and special zones.Feeling myself getting wetter and wetter.My own touch is feeling better.Clouds part and out comes the sun.Hearing the rain get softer makes me cum.
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Everything U Want
Chocolate syrup and handcuffsTwo simple ingredientsFor an edible ecstasyCool metal glintingSkin tasting sweetSweat lacing the syrup salty Satin sheets and oilLet me rub your skinUntil it glistensSoft sheets and the scent of patchouliSkin feeling softOil warming it to the touchSweet and softRough and creativeWhatever you wantYou shall have it within the hourIt's true I need to be myselfBut when we slip between the satin sheetsI'll still mold myselfInto everything you've ever wanted
How To Reach Me
you can reach me at my space  just copy and paste : and send an request =D
Close Ur Eyes
Close your eyes… think of meand let me be the gentle breezethat caresses your facethe kiss on your lips so sweet Let me be the only sound you hear.. two hearts beating as onewhile I hold you so near Let me be the first thing on your mindas the sunlight streams across your bodythe last whisper on your lips before you sleep Let me be the vision in your dreams, the onewho makes your fantasies come true Let me be the one you long foryour eternal flame from yourfiery passions of desire Let me be the smile upon your lovely faceBaby, close your eyes,let me take your breath away
About Me
well im 27 and i live in winston salem n.c  and  well i like to drink and have fun  and checkin this thing out to see wat its all  about  if you want to know  more  just ask or if u can tell wat this is and how it works  it would be a big help cuz im kinda clueless
Sex Addict
need some loving or good times,have been bored today.does anyone have some great pics to show me?am interested in some fun.send some bling if you want or do what you want.want to just relax and chill out after least give me some hell or terrorize me.HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
What Would You Do?
  I would Love a $100 Bling Pack or Happy Hour For either i am offering to get you 4 pimps, shitfaced when i see needed and 5 custom tags, Rate all ur pics once and a peack at my NSFW private folder. SB ME
Well I Had To Start Some Where
well this is my first blog , priod , generaly i tend to be a little to busy with my other writings . that and my life tends to be a bit outrageous  at points , anyway I can't  think of much to write of now so  peace
Bad Luck W/girls
I've got the worst luck with Girls.Ever since my ex told me to fuck offbefore i deployed last time i haven't been able to strike it off withanyone since we've been back. Its like everything I say only succeeds in chasing everyone off.
Lionel Messi In Usa The English super star david Beckham will be featuring with his actual soccer team AC Milan, as the team tours in the United States of America and plays one of its football games against Beck's prior team, the Los Angeles Galaxy in August. The Los Angeles Galaxy competes in the American soccer league (Major League Soccer) and is expected to fill in the stadium's seats to the full. FC Barcelona that will be be playing against the Manchester United of Cristiano Ronaldo for the trophy of the the Champions League final game in Rome, Italy with be facing the MLS team of L.A. Galaxy on the 1st of August (Rose Bowl Pasadena, California). The Spanish group of football stars are also planned to visit the Seattle Sounders on the 5th at the Qwest Field. Barcelona, led by Messi, Eto'o, Alves, Pujol and other soccer idols will feature in a 3rd match which confirmation is still pending To comment on this story, or check further more details, c
Do you remember all our love? Did you get back from what you gave? I see some symptoms of a past that you forgave, You never were expendable, You always made me feel alive, and now we're in the middle of a transition in our lives.A change of pace could really do some good She's leavin an empty case witch your bringing the show, I'm leaving now! Wake up and see the places all you got and all you take. You don't have to fall to pieces you have to prove it. Make up your pretty faces it's a lovely trip a lovely place you got one life here to make it for the movies.Do you feel singled out? Do you feel less than all the rest? You know it's interchangeable, the spot light and the pain. I wanna get on top of this I wanna build that trust again, and if I give it all I've got, I'm sure you'd do the same.I cannot face the fear in this, I see a place for you and I and we can make the most of it, cause our passion never dies, and if you don't believe in me, I'll chose the path and change your mind,
Self Reflection
This is my first blog ever so it might just suck ass. This is just some things I have been thinking about. For some reason over the past month or so I have found myself lying in bed staring up at the ceiling not being able to sleep. Now i don't like dwelling on the past but that is what has been keeping me up. I have found myself reviewing my life over and over, wondering what could have been or why I made the choices I have made. Some times I just wish I could change a few things I have done or doing stuff I was to afraid to do at the time. I have made plenty of bad choices in my life. But I also know those choices and there outcome are what made me who I am today. In the past I have trusted people who I thought were my friends that ended up screwing me over big time. but I have also screwed over friends who I now wish I didn't cause the were good friends. I also wounder why every time there is something I want more than anything in the world I can never have it. I wounder why wh
I Remain Amazed
Somedays I still find myself thinking about him. Not nearly as often as I used to. The pain of heartbreak has been dulled down by time and effort to replace his memory with other people places and things. The new life I have started without him is so much more rewarding and healthy. There is no reason for me to ever think of him again. Those days are past me now. I finally got out. Going back even if only in my head would be insane. This is what concerns me most. I really must be crazy and need some clinical help or maybe some drugs to fix my broken parts. I still go back to those days in my head. Sometimes I try to figure out just where I got so off track. Why could I not see what was right in front of me. Could his lies have been that good. Or did I need to believe them. Why would I want to be so mislead. He was never that good at the game so how come he won? My heart got broke but more than that my spirit was wounded and left to die. I now that no one can explain to me
If I Had A Million Dollars.
If I had a million dollars i'd employ an immigrant. I'd pay him to sit by my pool. I would serve him drinks all day. However the second he learned any english I would fire him.
I'm Back!
Sorry I was gone for over 3 weeks but some morons screwed up the internet here and I've been going nutz w/o it. While I was gone 2 bad things happened too. 12 days ago the enemy hit us with some rockets. Nobody got hurt fortunately, but its still unnerving when they hit. Right before that I found out that my older brother, Gregory, died at age 62. I had not seen or spoken to him in over 10 years (his fault, not mine) and he was cremated by the time I was told he was dead. He was a nere-do-well, but I loved him anyway and I'll miss him always. I'm gonna get a tattoo for him when I go on leave in July. I don't have any and now getting one seems like a good thing to do. i hope someone here reads this and shows me they are happy I'm here again!
hayy loads of stuff swimmin around my head ;(but STiLL hehe im feeLing ok =)though im feeling a lil hopeless about it.I can reaLLy feel the hold of the Lord upon me..thank you Father. =)He's aLways been around me .. and He never faiLs to comfort me ..that's my just keeping in touch with my strength .. our GOD =)i Love you Lord. I hope you'LL never get tired of guiding me =)
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The Justice League Mafia is restaffing... In Superman absence is seems the JLM has just been idle... Well this is not accectable... Not what the JLM is about... So Superman has disassembled the old staff and looking to re-staff new members... former members can re-join... but certain members are not gonna be able to come back... ONly serious members please join...   The JLM as one of Fubars oldest Groups... and at one time was Fubar's 2nd most popular groups... following the 2nd alarm hotties... It is my mission to get the JLM back on the top... and I will re-staff members who want the same thing... CB Superman (Founder and owner of the JLM)
Searching, Finding, Loosing, Saving
SEARCHING : Life is one big search, we spend most of our lives looking, going through different episodes over and over each time believing we have no need to search anymore. But still for one reason or another we find ourselves searching once again. Each time a little more jaded, guarded, withdrawn, broken, and wounded.       Finding : after the search for life when we finally do not have to look anymore.  Some have the time of their live living out everything they ever dream about. While there is others that sometimes are not as fortunate and still have thoughts is this Right.  Maybe it something that one said or done weather it’s done unknowingly or just did not think at that time. How can this happen Did we forget how long it took us to get here?  Did we just get caught up in all of it? We all promise ourselves when the search is over we’ll do everything right. But we have to remember we’re still learning each other. It will be because this is the one that tr
Comic Book Movies Coming Soon
With the new release of the "X-men Oringins: Wolverine" movie... I thought it would be a good idea to tell everyone about up-coming moves that you might be excited to know about... For 2009... It looks like there will be a few no name comic book movies... Not really popular characters such as: Hybrid, The Yellow Mark and The Masked Magician... But in 2010... thing start picking up again... "The Green Hornet" will be gracing the silver screen in 2010... For of you that know there was a TV show in the 60's about the Green Hornet... IN which the Late Bruce Lee played the Green Hornet side-kick Kato... In this release... Seth Rogen will be playing the Green Hornet and Stephen Chow will be playing Kato... Here is a trailer for that movie...   Another coming in 2010 is the "The Green Lantern"... There have been several Green Lanterns over the years... This movie will be about Hal Jordan story which will be played by Bradley Cooper... Here is the movie trailer for that movie...
I have NO freakin clue how to work this site. Send me a message and fill me in!? Thanks LilMissCalifornia.
JAN 3rd, 2010     Wow pregnant again!!
Latest News And Stuff
Wish I could take credit for this but I borrowed it from a FB friend. I just had to share it. Once again this year, I’ve had requests for my Vodka Christmas Cake recipe so here goes. Please keep in your files as I am beginning to get tired of typing this up every year! (Made mine this morning!!!!) 1 cup sugar, half pound butter, 1 tsp. baking powder, 1 cup water, 1 tsp. salt , 1 cup brown sugar, Lemon juice, 4 large eggs, Nuts, 1......bottle Vodka, 2 cups dried fruit 4 cups self raising flour. Sample a cup of Vodka to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Vodka again to be sure it is of the highest quality then Repeat. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add 1 teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point, it is best to make sure the Vodka is still OK. Try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 eegs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the fruit up off the floor, wash it and put it in the
Never Ending Auction
I Need Everyones Help
i have a 6 month old daughter. her father left a month after she was born. he told me it was my responsibility to get a hold of him so he could see her....and both his ex girlfriend and current girlfriend agree with raising this little girl by myself...with a lil help from my family and current boyfriend...with NO help from her real father. is it really my responsibility to contact him??? i mean honestly i didnt climb ontop of myself and get myself pregnant why should i be the one who does all the work??? all i asked him to do was call and come see her every once in a while. but he doesnt agree with me!!! please give me some feedback people.
I am currently selling Dreadfalls and if you're interested. I have pics of an unfinished example of what the individual dreads look like in my default picture album. Let me know if you're interested and I'll give price estimates depending on what you want.
I AM SO FUCKING BORED. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My New Name
R.I.P. Angel People have been asking me why the name change.. well..that is a very easy expanation... 1. Almost everyone had forgotten Angel existed. People have pretty much stopped talking to her. Angel was feeling so lost and alone. 2. Angel is what someone once called her "Fubar's Best Kept Secret" And I think that person was right. almost never given a second look. 3. Angel has been on this site for over three years and not a Godmother yet. She has sat and watched whore after whore become oracles within a month.. and they have had a lot of help and she had to do it all alone. Angel is still over 700,000 from being Godmother. I guess Angel isn't one of the beautiful girls here that get help. She feels quite ugly. 4. Angel had to die. She was almost dead inside anyways. She became Vampyresta. I hope Vampyresta won't have to resort into begging like Angel did for friends. That is humiliating. 5. Vampyresta won't tolerate those that call her a friend and never speak to her.. she
A Reason A Season A Lifetime
This was sent to me from my best friend and sister... People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person..When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need youhave expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidanceand support,to aid you physically,  emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.They are there for the reason you need them to be.Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,this person will  say or do something to bring the relationship to  an end.Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.Sometimes they act up=20and force you to take a stand.What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, theirwork is done.The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come tosh
Come Look At It
the fun fun blog  any one can look at it  
Just Enough To Say The Least Pt. 2
.... I wouldnt have any luck at all...The past few weeks have been nothing but HELL for me...on Easter sunday, i find my uncle in my bathroom dieing..then last week my best friend shot and killed himself, a few days ago was the 2 year anniversary of my ex's death, and now today, my other uncle is in the hospital on life support from over dosing...i dont know what to do anymore, i feel as if im in a huge crowd, screaming at the top of my lungs and no one even bothers to look up...aside from all that, we are still having money issues cause we had to pay for an unexpected funeral, and now we are going to have to do it AGAIN...everyone i care about isnt here, and everyone i have lost is gone. i need help, i need advice, i need someone to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be ok, that all the bad stuff is over with... i cant handle it much more, the stress is eating at me little by little till there is nothing left...BAH......
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It`s Been A While
I am anxiously awaiting your arrival. We haven`t seen each other in I don`t know. 2 or 3 months, and I know my body is aching for yours.We decide to meet in a shopping center parking lot. It`s our hometown, and as usual, the kids are cruising around the lot. There`s also a classic car show in the lot, and while I wait I pass the time looking at the old cars.My phone rings, and It`s you, telling me you`re almost here. My stomach lurches with anticipation, and I can already feel the wetness between my legs. I want to give in and rub myself until you arrive, but I hold off. I want you to be the one to satisfy me.I see you then, coming around the corner in your corvette. My hands are shaking as you pull up and flash me that mischievous smile: the one that tells me that I am in so much trouble!I do my best at staying calm as I walk around to the door. You pop the door for me, and I slide into the passenger seat. You smile and say hello and begin to drive us away from the center. Suddenly, y
my name is rose...and i have a boyfriend who is amazing he loves me and i love him....i like singing and i like 2 write my own music..i cn play a lil bit of guitar but i need to learn more lol...i like drawings and dream is to go 2 college some day or be famous lol but i dnt know if that will happen...
My Kids
i finaly get a day off in a mounth and 1/2 of working and i want to spend time with my kids but they could care less if im home or not they r all out running around with their friends. i just wish they loved and missed me the way i do them
Confusius Says
Confucius Say... Man who wants pretty nurse, must be patient.Man who drive like hell, bound to get there.War doesn't determine who's right. War determines who's left.Man who lives in glass house should change in basement.Man with hole in pocket feel cocky all day long.Girl who sit on jockeys lap get hot tip.Girl who sits on Judge's lap gets honourable discharge.Man who keep feet firmly on ground have trouble putting on pants.Man who leap off cliff jump to conclusion.Man with tight trousers is pressing his luck.Man who run in front of car, get tired.Man who run behind car, get exhausted.Passionate kiss like spiders web - soon lead to undoing of fly.Foolish man give wife grand piano. Wise man give wife upright organ.Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok.Man who scratches ass should not bite fingernails.Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it.Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house.Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at ni
Rate/comment My Default Pic
hi everyone, I need a favor to ask...Will you love on me? I would like my fubar salute photo to make the Hottest photo in the Top members area on fubar so will you help me by Rating and commenting my photo. I greatly appreciate it...hugs n kisses Italian Princess ps..Thanks for all ur help:) Love yall /xoxoxox  
Hopeless Romantic
I can sit here completely content and watch you sleep and breath Wondering what you may be dreaming about Smiles race across my face Running my nails down your back Feeling your soft skin glide under my finger tips I want to touch you all day long When you are getting ready to go somewhere I miss you before you even leave At night when I close my eyes I dream of you and feel so safe I have never felt beautiful I know I am beautiful now because you Love me And because of you I know what love is And how it is supposed to feel and be !      
Need Points
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I Wish You Enough
Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments togetherat the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the securitygate, they hugged, and the mother said, 'I love you, and I wish youenough.' The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough.Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom.' They kissed, and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the windowwhere I was seated. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed tocry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy, but she welcomed me in byasking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?' Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forevergood-bye?' 'Well...I'm not as young as I once was, she lives so far away & has her ownbusy life. I have some challenges ahead, and the reality is - her next tripback will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough.' M
Well I dont have a pic as of yet for all of you people that would like to see my face lol. i will be posting one here soon.
Happy Mothers Day!
When We Moved To The U.s
when we 1st moved to the states in '74 we didnt know English. We had a cat named pussy( no joke). We didnt know it meant something else. Well, one day our cat got loose and my mom was walking around the neighborhood calling " here pussy pussy". Then she asked ppl if they seen her pussy.Im not joking. We didnt understand it then-but now when we look back, it is too funny!! Just wanted to share it with you. The things we went thru when we moved here.Ill share more stories with you.
Just A Thought ~2
    To forgive is the highest, most beautiful form of   love. In return, you will receive untold peace and   happiness.    - Robert Muller quotes       
It Seemed So Little....
    The  Sack Lunches   I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat..  It was  going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.   Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and  Filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me.  I decided to  Start a  conversation.  'Where are=2 0you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.   'Petawawa.  We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan   After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars.  It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time..   As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch.  'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably  wouldn't be worth five bucks.  I'll wait till we get
Its amazing how things can go up and down so much.... take for instance last year... things were crazy, our lives seem to have been spiriling out of control now here we are buying our first home.... Its wierd... but what gets me the most is no matter what we do to make sure that we have a "drama free zone " our ex's keep barging in and messing it up... grr.. it pisses me off to no end... but thats ok because what comes around goes around and from passed expierences Karma is a BI*CH.... they both will get what they deserve in the end... We just need to have faith... ( and a back up plan lol ).... anyway enough rambling just thought I would throw this out there....
My Daugher Keira Rip
well it's mother's day here and i am having a really hard time dealing with it. In August my youngest daughter Keira was drown by my sister and I had to bury her. I am spending my mother's day visiting my baby's headstone and wishing she was here to hug and kiss. I miss you baby girl. I think of you 24/7.   HERES THE BAD PART MY SISTER GOT 15 MONTHS IN PRISON FOR IT....THAT'S JUSTICE FOR MY LITTLE GIRL. FUCK THE SYSTEM   SO IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE SOME NICE COMMENTS OR ANYTHING FOR ME FOR MOTHER'S DAY I KNOW IT MIGHT HELP MY MORE THE BROKEN HEART!
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Shipwreck In The Sand
I just bought and Listened to SITS silversteins new concept album which is deffeinently my favorite.with kezia being my #1.But i listened to this cd with I am the Arsonist and broken stars being my favorite songs.   I am the Arsonist-Awesome guitar intro the chorus is epic   Broken Stars- Awesome vocals and The breakdown at the end justs wants to make me mosh in a nursing home.
Classic Radiohead
I get home from work and you're still standing in your dressing gownWell what am I to do?I know all the things around your head and what they do to youWhat are we coming to?What are we gonna do?Blame it on the black starBlame it on the falling skyBlame it on the satellite that beams me homeThe troubled words of a troubled mind I try to understand what is eating youI try to stay awake but its 58 hours since that I last slept with youWhat are we coming to?I just don't know anymoreBlame it on the black starBlame it on the falling skyBlame it on the satellite that beams me homeI get on the train and I just stand about now that I don't think of youI keep falling over I keep passing out when I see a face like youWhat am I coming to?I'm gonna melt downBlame it on the black starBlame it on the falling skyBlame it on the satellite that beams me homeThis is killing meThis is killing me   Ok yeah, this isn't technically a blog in that I didnt' really share or relate any original thoughts, but I
My Boy Jb
i thinkin bout u everyday! i miss u so bad! i wish where u at. i am so piss off at brent bc he told the cops. he is not guily of u muder. thats bullshit! bc cops found ur blood in his car. i hate u brent england forever! why u wont tell them where is jb at? please tell them now!!!!!! i miss u jb and love u very much u r in my heart everyday
Oh my god don't do Drama !! just sit down and do what i say7
Inner Demons
I just barely got over a major blow to my health, only to recieve bad news about a realative.   So, basically I'm still recovering physically and now must deal with recovering emotionally.   I'm not gonna be in contact with people for a while. This is what I do. I close myself up to others when I need to focus on getting myself better. Sorry, but that is just who I am.   I don't really know what I'm gonna do, but odds are I'm gonna spend this week in Arizona. Don't know when I'll be back, or what I'm gonna do about work.
Mother's Are Special
On this mother's day celibrate the joy that is mother's day, always remember you only ever get one mother, she carries you through all the times when things go wrong, there is no love like a mother's love for her son or daughter, and when she tell's you she loves you she really does mean it, and for all those who's mom is no longer there for them as mine is for me remember she is still looking after you from heaven and telling our lord how proud she is of you and she loves you so very very much..
Fubar Family
you know its funny there are a few people i would say are my friends on here and then there are thos who are more then just friends and thos are family even tho not in the same way as  related family but you get the point   so anyways i was going thu my list to see of the ones who i added as my family who i talk to some times more then i do others people  i was a little hurt to know that some of them have taken me off there list but quickly got over it i only put people in my family if i know them well and have talk to them more then a few times. to me puting someone in your family is a special treat and so is the meaning of the word friendship however some forget that. it seems i might not be on today due to the fact since i dont really have any family iam going to sepend it with my roommates and probly go to a movie or something to do to get out of the house
Happy Mother's Day
To all the Mothers out there Happy Mother's Day. Hope you all have a wonderful day.
Life 2
Just feeling down on myself thinking i will always be alone they say theres always someone out there for someone but thats bullshit. just confirmed my ex gf was cheating on me it still kinda stings knowing i wasted all that time with her while she was spending her time and energy with someone else guess i wasnt good enough. i dont think anyone would be able to accept me or deal with the baggage i have but we will see i just wont hold my breath.Iam usally the one who likes the person more in the relationship it makes it harder when the other person doesnt feel that which is usally the case. i was looking at pictures of me and my ex last nite and it made me sad i know the realtionship was hell but there were times i was happy i just miss having someone to come home to and share my day with.Maybe someday i can find the happines i seek but with my luck with women lalty the outlook looks bleek..
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I Love You Mom Wings For Marie (Pt. 1) lyrics by ToolYou believed.You believed in moments not conceived. You believed in me. A passionate spirit.Uncompromise.Without us in your heart.A light in your eyes that, ends all lies.Vacant, broken. Fell at the hands of Those moments that I wouldn't see.Cause it was you who prayed for me so. What have I done to be a son to an angel?What have I done to be worthy?Day light dims leaving cold fluorescence.Difficult to see you in this light.Please forgive this selfish question, butWhat am I to say to all these ghouls tonight?She never told a lie.Well might of told a lie.But never lived one.Didn't have a life.Didn't have a life.But surely saved one.Saved on.Alright, now it's time for us to let you go 10,000 Days (Wings Pt. 2) lyrics by ToolWe listen to the tales and romanticize,how we follow the path of the hero.Boast about the day when the rivers overrun,How we'll rise to the height of our halo.Listen to the tales as we all rationalize,our wa
when you think of a mother what do you see? i see someone who is too good to me always there when the times are tough pushing me through when the going gets rough loving me despite all my faults even being my own personal bank vault just think of all the sacrifices and tears she has had to pay dont forget your mother on this special day  
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Mother's Day
There aren't enough words to express what I feel about the sentiments attached to the energies of today, Mother's Day. Sometimes just writing the word 'mother' says it all. I know that some of us are mothers ourselves, and so I honor, appreciate and applaud every single one of you. Herculean, this job of mothering is, and with really high stakes. And then there are those of us who today will be spending time with our own mothers who sacrifice, sing, smile and support; the ones we don't think we could live without. And there are those among us whose mothers and grandmothers have passed, but whose memories stay alive in the blue eyes, the compassionate touch, the fabulous chocolate chip cookies. We miss them every day. I know I do. Happy Mother's Day to every mother who walks this earth. You make all that's wonderful in the world even better. And most of the time you don't even know it. Lucky bamboo is a great gift that's believed to bring solid support to every area of Mom's life. There
Milf Day
my personal spin is MIlf  Day. SO everyone go out grab a HOT MILF and show her a good time !!!!
Happy Mother's Day!
To all the moms out there in fu-land, Happy Mother's Day!  You guys are the reason our kids are so special & beautiful! 
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Freedom Of Religion!!!!!
Freedom of religion,,means ANY religion!!!!!!One thing I can't stand is Closed-Mindedness!!!!To be with me,,one MUST be open-minded!Non judgemental of other religions!!!!!
Babymomma Drama On Mothers Day
So...I got a babymomma who is good with the kids but she is "out there"...What do u think I should get her even tho we not together?
Asshats And Things That Irritate Me
Allow me to preface this by saying the following. Nothing irritates me more then disrespecting someone's privacy. That being said the following is a YIM conversation I had with a friend of mine's BF while he was snooping through her account while she was at work. Her Name has been removed to protect the innocent...and by association his dumbass too.   Her Account: well you wont answer me on fubar mayb you will here Boon: what's up? Her Account: did **** tell you she had a man or told you she was single Boon: she has a man Her Account: then whats up with the kiss's back and fourth? Boon: simply friendly shit Her Account: that ain't friend stuff Boon: u've never kissed a female friend on the cheek? Her Account: nope why would I? Her Account: when you say kiss and o happy I know **** and I know how us guys think Boon: so do I...usually the guys paranoid about what their girl is doin are the one's doin somethin wrong themselves Her Account: mayb some but not all Her Account:
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Where Is My
my fu lover or Fu Hubby? I don't know why men aren't interested in me, can someone tell me why no one would want me? I would love to have someone to care for me and I them. If you you are interested or can explain to me what's wrong with me please do. Is there someone out there for me?
Sunscreen For Your Tatoo
If you are new to the tattoo world you need to know that your tattoo’s number one enemy is the sun. It is very important to stay out of the sun and avoid direct sunlight for at least one month after getting inked. After your tattoo is healed it is highly recommended to put a very high SPF sunscreen on your tattoo to help protect it from the suns rays. However, while putting sunscreen on your tattoo is better than nothing it isn’t 100 percent designed to help protect the ink in your tattoo. When you are out in the sun and your tattoo is exposed to the sun, the sun causes the ink in your tattoo to break down, which in return causes fading, cracking, and image distortion. Even if you limit your exposure to the sun your tattoo can begin to look lighter and less vibrant. While traditional sunscreens protect your skin from burning, they are not designed to protect tattoo ink. Tattooed people can rest a little easier now. There is a new tattoo product coming to the market that is
Tired Of Bs
Well as of today I am cleaning my Family List. I feel to be on someone's family list you have to be a GOOD friend. Some people on here have changed so I am doing what I feel is right. Here are the list of reasons why people are getting removed: 1. You never help me level 2. You never leave me profile comments 3. You never rate or leave me picture comments 4. You never take the time to stop by and say hello 5. You once chatted to me daily and now you don't say anything 6. You thought by adding me that you would see my Adult album...WRONG!!!!! I am sorry if some of you get offended or pissed but at this point I really don't care. Why should I give a rat's ass how you feel when obviously you don't care about me. Have a nice life!!!
Happy Mother's Day
To all of the super mom's out there the ones that are mom and dad, the ones that after a 8 hour jobs come home to cook, clean help with homework, take the kids to the soccer games, ballet clases, or karate, the ones that never make time for themselves, but are 100 percent about their children this Bud is for you, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.
My 2 Years On Fubar
Sup friends and fam Just wanted to say thank you to everyone that has been by me and been there for me for the past 2 years.  It's been a great experience on Fubar and looking forward to meeting more people.  I've been through a lot, but ya'll stuck by me during the good time, and helped me through the bad times.  I'm blessed and thankful to have such great friends on here that accepts me for who I am.  I love ya'll, and I'm very thankful for each and everyone of you.  And Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers on Fubar. And Fayth, I love you so much! You mean the world to me!  Love you baby!!!

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