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Pretty Fugged up way tae start my first blog.maybe i can blog about good things in my life later.
I was told by my da last night around 10 pm that me ma was put n the hospitial.we all knew she had cancer and it was a matter of time.as of 8:14pm today she passed.but its till too damn soon.i can't imagine the pain this woman put up with over the past 8 years.i guess she lived long enough while dealing with untold amounts of hurt and pain.im 33 years old i understand death but even this seems tae be unfair.i never wanted this day tae come.no one does.i need a while off to settle family affairs. Its FUCKED when everyone fights about what they are going tae get when a loved one dies. Scrounging around like a pack of wild fuvkin dogs like t's that last meal.it makes me sick on my stomach.and if i have any say so the vultures will get a hand full of SHIT!
Just pray for me if you do that sorta thing.you can imagine right now im not happy with Gods decsision.if your like me and don't really do the relgion thing just keep your thoughts with me ill know your thinking.
But no matter how i look at this it is by the most painfull thing i have ever dealt with.im not typing this for your pity or your sorries.im doing it because you should know never forget loved ones spend as much time with them as ou can .one day your not gonna have the time tae say sorry.
