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So like we all know the economy sux ass, and all that happy shit, but try being a cab driver, in a city thats overrun with too many cabs on the road, and the city working against you, I mean for instance we have what's called the free shuttle here downtown, now don't get me wrong i realize most major cities have some form of public transportation, be it city buses (which we have) or something, but here the wise people of hte city government decided to implement the "free" electric shuttle downtown, which ok from looking at a tourist point of view, is a good hting, free transportation around downtown, cool, but then looking at a taxi drivers view, one of those free shuttles is equal to 10 cab rides when it is full, thats 180 bux im losing bc that one shuttle is running, so i think there should be a compromise run the free shuttle for the tourists thats fine and dandy, but have them stop running at around 6 or 7 pm NOT 11pm, and let the people figure out how to get around after that, it
Since being on fubar for a short while...I've seen probably not more than 1% of all the women available on this site. And of those I've seen literally thousands of pics of boobies and butts (some in bras n panties, some not,) thighs, backs, legs n toes, tattoed or clean, sittng, standing, or whatever, and most in sexually provocative positions...some real to life and others who have porn sites who are "selling it" here.
To that end...I hate to tell ya, there's not a one of you that's got anything on anyone else. After awhile, it all begins to look the same.
The ONLY real difference belongs to the ones who actually spend the time to have one on one conversations. Kinda like real life. I see ya'll dressed to kill out and about doing anything and everything imaginable...but the ONLY ones I remember are the ones who take the time to get to know me.
I am in a photo contest and need some help! I am trying to win a VIP. I need rates and comments on my picture. Just click the picture to be taken to the place!!
I Didn't Know...damn It ...just...f'n Dammit.!!!..
Feb 5, 2009 Lux Interior, lead singer of The Cramps, has died. Rock'n'roll heaven just got a lot weirder.
Lux Interior , madcap and lascivious lead singer of classic goth punk-a-billy band The Cramps , has died at age 62.
Well, I got 20 days til I'm supsed to be fighting in Kearney, Nebraska. This fight as been moved twice, and I am over anxious. I don't really know how else to calm down but to write about it, so I am just bullshitting my way thru a blog just to feel better. I have halted training for a few days just so I can relax, and tr and escape from the fight, but I just can't get it off my mind. What makes it worse is BOREDOM.. Sitting here doing nothing isn't helping much, but that's just the way the cookie crumbles.
I feel tired, sore, and drained both physically and mentally, from having to wait longer and longer. Having personal and financial issues (not that everyone else isn't), but that just makes the lead up to the fight more stressful. 20 days... I've dealt with worse before, but sometimes you feel overwhelmd and just have to vent sometimes. Anyway, Just felt like writing I guess. So thanks for reading, and I'll see yall next time!!
Are you a tittie or a ass person??? Male or females can answer this.. Would love to hear from you!!!
Help Puweese :)
Anyone notice that Just (aka Tool) has passed level 28, but can't level cause he needs referrals? he's an awesome dude. Always bombing everyone and blinging their ass. Just@ fubar Help out a friend, and refer a friend......if you can just convince ONE friend to sign up using this link------and take a look around, we can all get Just that Lost Soul level he worked so hard to get. Thanks. Please re-post often. And use link below. Cheers http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=1301644
(repost of original by '~Cubby~' on '2009-04-19 08:24:29') (repost of original by '~★~vixen260~★~Fubar4Life~★~' on '2009-04-19 08:28:48')
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experie
My Drunken Code-fu Is Tight
I used to make mead. Srsly! It's a fun little hobby, easy once you get the hang of it, and is great for gift giving and artistry. Store-bought mead is very, very sketchy. Probably not for you Brit's though.Here's an "ad hoc" recipe for mead-like goodness in a pinch.- 2 quart cooking pan, stainless steel preferably- 1 stove- 3 lbs. honey (I guess that's about 1.5 kg of honey)- 2 to 3 cups of scotch or whiskeyRoughly, 1 part whiskey to 3 parts honey. Obviously I like a little more scotch than that...Pour in the scotch and honey. Put on a low heat, above 185 degrees F (85 degrees C) but below boiling. Wait about 20 minutes and stir it occasionally.The heating is something you MUST pay attention to. This is primarily for two reasons:1) If you boil honey for too long you'll change the "flavor" of it. Honey is a delicate flavor. It can get a slightly burnt taste to it even though it remains liquid.2) As I found out today, do NOT boil honey and scotch. Just don't do it. Especially do not cove
Alright, as none of you know, I just moved to New Mexico. I have a job as an assisstant manager with Western Refining Co. and having only been there 2 weeks, I'm already bewildered by the shit my employees come up with. Last night is an excellent example of this. I was put in a position of needing to terminate someone because of consistant failure to do his job, and came in for work yesterday (my 1 day off!), and cover the swing shift. Well, because of the UFC fight going on lastnight, my night crew was 2 hours late. So, not only did I have to work on a day off, but I had to stay late! Now, I have a nasty sinus infection going on, and I was not in the mood for any bullshit. I called the idiots at 2200 (10pm) and told them to get there asses to work on the double. Obviously, that went unheeded. So, on Wednsday, when I get back to work, there will be some heads rolling. If you live anywhere near San Mateo and Osuna (which is where my store is) and would like a free bit of entertainment,
Imsmut Show My Owner Some Mad Love
ImSmut FuMarried to tashafrggrl-lost count of the mistresses already@ fubar SHOW MY FU OWNER SOME MAD LOVE ImSmut owns me: LoSt AnGeL**~Manager @ The Texas Roadhouse~owned by ImSmut~**DBCmc**@ fubar
Is it about money?Is it about looks?IS it about taste?What is your idea of what loves about?
I Believe that Everything Happens for a Reason.
People Change So that You Can Learn to Let Go,
Things Go Wrong so that You can Appreciate Them When They are Right,
You Believe Lies So You Eventually Learn To Trust No One But Yourself,
and Sometime Good Things Fall Apart so Better Things Can Fall Together.
About Me Since Im New
Hello! Im a 43 year old grandmother of 2 soon to be 3..To me my family comes first..The last 2 years has been hard on me since I have been in and out of the hospital and they still dont know what exactly is wrong with me..Jack is my oldest grandson and he is our world..Kaylie is the middle granddaughter and she means just as much as Jack but her parents dont think so..Then in November we will have a new baby that my youngest daughter will be having..My husband of 23 years is my life..He is my rock when I need someone to lean on..I just want to say Thank You and I Love You Charles..Well, I hope I will make new friends on here..
how many people on fubar are from newzealand and who is from wellington?
Nude Photo Access
OK GUYS IF YOU ARE WILLING TO HELP A GIRL OUT, IN RETURN I WILL GIVE YOU PERMENANT ACCESS TO MY NUDE ALBUM. FULL ACCESS TO MY NUDE ALBUM BY EITHER :
A BLING PACK
1 MILLION FU BUCKS
THANK YOU SO MUCH, HOPE TO HEAR FROM ALL YOU GUYS, XOXOXO
I love how people I don't hear from for several months, contacts me and adds me to a website. Wow.
So Stitch, if you are reading this, this means you missed me as your friend. Doubt it since last thing I was told is that you were scared of me.
I am going to be having more of my sleeve done after 1.5 years of money troubles, hard times, other bullshit that has crippled me from getting stabbed. As of April 25th at 7:30pm I will be getting more work done on my sleeve and pics will be posted on Sunday at the latest.
Be sure to be checking for that because I want everyones opinions.
will give all my elevens during HH for the whole month to the one who gets me a vip
I Am Lonly
HI I AM SO BOARD I HAVE NOTHING TO DO NO ONE TO TALK TO NO ONE TO HOLD ME I WISH SOME ONE COULD CALL ME IF SOME ONE DID CALL ME WE COULD TALK FOR HOURS 1-561-596-8766 WELL IT WOULD BE NICE IF SOMEONE CALLED ME
Gluten Free Guy
Hi, I must be the newest "fresh meat" on Fubar. Well here goes with the blog thing. I'm really into Gluten Free Food and a healthy lifestyle, not boring, just healthy. We put so much trash into our systems that we need to take a break and let ourselves escape from all the bad and enjoy the good [Gluten Free that is].
Home for me is in the Endless Mountains of Pennsylvania. My place is on top of a mountain in a little area where the deer and bears and turkeys outnumber the people by 3 to 1. It is almost Spring here and the flowers are starting to bloom. There are no fun places like Fubar nearby, so this site is a godsend for me. I'll post my thoughts and information on a Gluten Free lifestyle and all the benefits derived from it, as we go along. For now, give me a shout and I'll shout back.
Gluten Free Guy
Life On Fubar.com
Ever screwed up and hurt someone you was starting to care about - but really didn't mean to. Ummm that sucks - you feel like an ass about it as well. Well, Killed my profile and thought about just staying clear of fubar for awhile - was new anyway. Got to missing it on this rainy day and joined back up. Sucks when you find someone you really feel you click with and, I don't know, maybe just being MAN - I screw it up... I seem to do that only with the ones I am VERY into, which is rare. Normally it is me dumping someone, funny... Anyway - So back now.
Darn let me get to rating some people so I can get some ranking. Got to start traveling some next week - so until then... Bye
I've had the worst week of my life, but i wouldnt change it for anything! Learn to be grateful, thats all i'm gonna say...
if some of you are wondering why it is that i dont leave animated comments or such on profiles?...well wonder no more...it seems that i have been "tripping the spam filter" after about 8 or so profile comments...and once that happends i end up with bouncers all over the place every time i want to look at a profile...heck i was even bounced when i wanted to check into my blogs... so since this is getting a little wierd...i might not be doing many profile comments...i klnow i know..i havent done alot before but i might just not do any at all now....so to those of you that feel i havent made contact...please bear with me
I Wish I Could Control Myself
I have lost every other guy that has meant anything to me. I push them away. I yell I scream. I complain about unimportant things. I say things that come to my head no matter how hurtful they might be.
I met this guy. I have never met him in real life but i love everything bout him. It is scary how can u feel this way about someone unknown. I love his looks, his personality, his kind heart, his innocence. I love everything about him.
But the downside is that i dont know how to have a healthy relationship. I dont know how to be easy going and loving all the time.
I know he is going to leave me. So I am scared to open up fully to him.....
I dont know what to do anymore
Ice blue eyes have stolen my heart. He takes tme to knew hights of happiness that I've never been to before. His kiss in soft yet posessive, His hands are strong but soft when he touches me. Sorrow enfolds me every time he leaves my side. I need his touch more than I need air. I yearn to feel his skin against mine, to give myself to him complelety.
So the last couple months i have gotten really bored with the site... same ol thing begging and pleading for ppl to rate or anything... People always want the help but MOST arent willing to return the favor.. I know its all about points, and such and if you dont have autos running now or a Bomb ppl dont even look twice at you. I remember when i first started onthis site, ppl actually rated each other to help out. Or if you had/have blings ppl would actually trade with you or whatever... Ahhh life before Auto 11's!!! There are over usually an average of about 50k ppl on here at any given time...and the funny thing is.. ITS ALWAYS the same ppl srolling by the top of the screen.. ALLLLL day long. Always the same ppl getting help. What is the secret to getting the rates? or just ppl to come by and send a comment to say hi every once in a while? Well i guess im done with my rant lol... Comment if you'd like... oh wait thats even if anyone looks at this lol
Have a good night!
SOo i have to go to oki whats exactly there when i think of oki i think of grain,j/k na oki is awesome when you find out were you wanna go . na im lying ive been there before big whoop what eva . well guess i goto go back omg . im so scarewd ha ,ever seen that movie delervernce or some omg please i dont want that . man im crazy any i'll like it out there
Hey ladies come and bid on the sexy death , hes hot and has a lot to offer so click on the pic and place your bid
Acution ..buy Me Plz
PLZ COME CHECK OUT OR AUCTION AT THE SPIDERS CAGE IF U BUY ME I WILL SHIT FACE U AND GIFT U FOR A WHOLE MONTH WOW YUP ILL BE A GOOD SLAVE ...AND A BAD BOY IF U WANT LOL SO JUST CLICK ON THE LINK AND BID FOR ME AND SHOW MIRINDA SUM LOVE FOR SETTING THIS UP TYV MUCH AND MUCH LOVE TO U ALL ......ED. AKA. PAPI CHULO
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Eager anticipation makes a long road longer
The flow of time already slow, floats lazily in still waters
It seems the world is against my every desire
Things from so long ago, they should be gone
I want to go home and so fate will tease me
The future for whcih I dream is but a whisper
I wish my eagle would spread it's wings
Making times passage a wind in my face
Untill that point, where life at last is whole
Eager anticipation makes a long road longer
The flow of time already slow, floats lazily in still waters
April 29 in dh2 we are havin a metal competition for any dj that wishes to enter you get 20 min to tear up the air waves and make my ears bleed. all you gotta do is get a hold of me via sb or yahoo firstname.lastname@example.org look forward to lots of entries we start at 6pm est and will run all night,
thanks yall hope to see ya here
Fake Profiles -yes/no
All for my own personal and legitamate reasons.
Have you done this? What was your experience -did it achieve what you wanted or - was it just a waste of time?
Help Get Me To 500 Friends
hey fubar how r all of u i am trying to get to500 friends just to see if i can get them so spead the word i will do the same for u please help me i am trying to get 500 friends by my birthday on tuesday
So yeah... I have had my tongue pierced for a few years and have always wanted to get something else done. So I decided that I wanted to get a Monroe (a stud where Marilyn had her beauty mark). So I got it done on Friday and I absolutely love it... so now I want to get more done... Uh oh. LOL so yeah now I have a new obsession.
can anyone out there help me get started
Ya Wanna Know How You Can Get Into My Nsfw Folders.. Look In Here !!
So ya wanna know how you can see my NSFW pics ??
It is real simple .. $10 Bling pack gets you in for a week $20 Bling pack gets ya 2 weeks $50 Bling pack gets you a month$100 Bling pack gets you 3 months
An auto 11 or cherry bomb also gets you a month
a month vip renewal gets you 2 weeksa 3 month vip renewal get u a month
a 3 day blast gets you a weeka 7 day blast gets you 2 weeksa 30 day blast gets you a month
A happy hour gets you in for 6 months
Wanna know what's in there ? I will give you a hintThere is a little of just mesome of me and my toys a little of me and my gfa little of me, my gf and our hubbys
Rip My Mom Die March 28
hey people i have lost my mom she was my best friend and my hero and i love her with all my heart and soul and i wish i could wake up again and see her and here her laught and talk to me anyways she die of heart failure and i miss her more and more everyday and all i got left now is my daddy and my 8 siblins and i hope u all now i am very heart broken my my die on march 28. 2009 at 12:45 and i miss her everyday and i dont have no friends and i wish i can have friends to talk to anyways thank u for listen to me your friend amber and please leave me a comment
Beware (new Name)
just to let everybody know our scammer gurl ~~~Sexy Mom~~~ changed her name into ~~SparklingAngel~~ let everybody know in ur friendlist and all over fubar so she wont have the chance to rip ppl off again!!!
~~SparklingAngel~~ thats the new name, beware of the scammer lady!!!!!!!!!!
I Love My Peoples =d
Okay since I can't fit everyone in my status I wanted to say thank you to you guys on here I love each of you.
I love you Sweet and thank you sooo much :)
Krista thank you soooo much that was really awesome of you
Shay you're way too nice to me :P I'm not worth that much money! but I love it! hehehe
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In The Life
I come as I may
I stay if i go
I know what I not
Today is a show
Some day is tomorrow
I kiss to say good bye
The memory feels so shallow
I'm Up For Auction! Oh Noez.
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. You can't tag the person who tagged you.1. Weird? I believe I'm psychic.2. im pedantic when it comes to the correct spelling of my name [get it right] I like to call her Trina.
3. I'm not a 'normal' male?4. I can admit to being insecure.5. I fucking hate the Twilight series. :)6. I'm an only child.7. I'm too trusting at times.
8. i loathe liars
Driving around, and saw this sign that said.''When you planGod laughs.''For some reason, this sign grated my nerves a bit. When we make plans, God laughs. I assume because he's already written our story, and we're all just following his game plan.Doing what we're told, without hearing a word. God finds amusement that our plans are what he already planned? As opposed to being our own thoughts,our choices, what we want to do. God seems like a bit of an omnipotent child. We have free will, right? But, if everything we choose to do, is actually his choice, where's our free will? I guess it doesn't exist, if you believe in God, that is. I believe in God, myself, just doesn't seem to be the God everyone else does.Oh well, I couldn't care less. If everything's just God's plan, does he plan the suicides? The murders? All the other sins that cause our souls to go to 'Hell'?Did he plan all the genocides, wars, everything else? For what purpose? Does he giggle when I plan to jack off? Because it'
So people convinced me that I should be in an auction!!! So if you want to own me and have some great benefits you should buy this sexy VaJayJay hehe. The link for the auction is as followed....
Come show me what you got ;)
Tfcd In Va And Eastern Nc
Looking for amature models or anyone that would like to do a TFCD from Richmond to Norfolk and into Eastern NC. I am trying to build my portfolio and willing to do TFCD and editing on the photos. I will travel and do whatever type of photos that you are looking for. There will be a form that will be filled out giving both model and photographer permission to use the photos for portfolio use. I have been doing lanscape, nature and other types for a couple years now and I'm in the process of getting into model photography. If you are interested you can e-mail me at PhotoXElite@gmail.com and view my site at PhotoXElite.googlepages.com.
. WE NEED TECH n9ne To Come To The North East...
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Thought Of The Day....
There is a fly, flying above the water..There is a fish watching the fly, fly above the water.. and he says to himself " if that fly drops just 6 inches I will be able to catch it and have myself a good dinner"There is a Cat watching the fish..watching the fly, fly above the water and he says to himself "if that fly drops just 6 inches .. the fish will be able to catch the fly.. I'll be able to catch the fish and have myself a good dinner.."There a bear watching the cat.. watching the fish watching the fly, fly about the water and he says to himself "if that fly drops 6 inches The fish will be able to catch the fly.. the cat will be able to catch the fish I'll be able to take the fish and have myself a good dinner!"There's a man watching the bear watching the cat watching the fish watching the fly fly above the water and he says to himself "If that fly drops 6 inches the fish will be able to catch the fly.. the cat will be able to catch the fish.. the bear will be able to take the fish
so i thought at time goes by things are supposed to get easier, i guess who ever said that was so so wrng it is just gettin wrse and hrdr to deal with. Day after day i sit and try and figure y i love someone that does not seem to love me back and it hurts. i have never loved and hated someone so much at the same ever in my life. i guess i jus want what i cant have. I wish it was all diffrent and that it will get easy soon. I cant handle bein hurt any more and seem to just keep gettin hurt more and more every day. I really do not kno how much more my body handle if it can handle any at all. Im worn and my body is havin a hrd time adjustin to this along with other things im currently not able to mention. I jus want it all to better bit idk that will eva happen. I think of my life and things that i want to say and can't and jus cry for hrs on end, i cry myself to sleep every nite as i think y me. There are so many thing i want tell him but cant find a way and when i do he seem alwatys idk
hello my name is joe, im a single laid back male, im easy goin open minded, likes trying new things, i love movies, playing pool n darts, i like to bowl, hang out, have coffee
If I could catch a rainbowI would do it just for youAnd share with you it's beautyOn the days you're feeling blue.If I could build a mountainYou could call your very own;A place to find serenityA place to be alone.If I could take your troublesI would toss them in the sea,But all these things I'm findingAre impossible for me.I cannot build a mountainOr catch a rainbow fair,But let me be what I know best,A friend who's always there.
Pain Push Alwys Me
tyvm good nght and sweet dream love u ture brother and keep head up high about of wether my heart to ture friend to ur heart and lady head down call home easy time fall prise my smeat my heart and soul far always and wood and pick and school high game and year and take alot soulmeet school meet and care and time end rd i froud end a rose beside head store and deal not who im now and i see fly bye eyes and am high and keep ur dream save for a rain day and night feel taz live on life and love more going down in darkside world my life? A gun beweet eyes and i take love pull rope up and take soul love heart for sister ture and brother hod out my real world peoples!
First Blog Ever
I have never written in a blog before. I am Jamesie not very good looking and dont have many friends. But I am a happy person who spends a lot of time with my collection of postage stamps and chocloate wrappers. I think collecting chocolare wrappers is really fun, and if you are reading this and you also collect let me know and maybe we can swap some. Thats it for now. I might do some more tommorow
Why Not Safe For Work
The last time I checked, you had to be 18 or older to join this site. The last time I checked, if you are at work, you should be working, not browsing the damn internet. People who spend all day browsing the web instead of working end up ruining it for those that barely do it. Having said all that, here's my rant...
I have a problem with people on this site marking pictures or videos or this that and the other NSFW. Bottom line: YOU SHOULDNT BE ON HERE AT WORK!!!!!!!!!!!
I could respect it if you were saying that this should be marked adult content. I could respect it if you are saying that this shouldnt be easily viewed. Again, no problem with that. However, you are at work, who the hell cares whether its safe or not because you SHOULDNT BE VIEWING IT!!!!!!!
Disagree with me or agree with me, bottom line is that you go to work to work, not play on Fubar. I've seen thousands of pictures marked NSFW that werent even nude, let alone sexual in content. Some were simply bikinis or cleav
My old gf is 7 months pregnant and 40 years old. Back when I was pregnant with my oldest (12 years ago)
she had a big issue being around me due to fact she was hurting and couldnt have kids. They tried vitro and all.
Anyways..she wouldnt even come to my babyshower. After 15years of marriage..there marriage went to hell cuz her
hubby had a affair on her and got a girl pregnant. We tried to be there for both of them.. but once she used us to help
her move out of there house..we didnt hear from her again til she needed help moving again. Seemed like
thats only time we heard from her. Anyways.. now shes having a baby shower and called up like best of friends.
I didnt want to speak to her so she spoke to hubby..saying she was gonna send a babyshower invite.
I guess I am spiteful..and all. Part of mes happy that she finally is pregnant..but part of me just pissed over how shes
been over the years. She says this is gods miracle...and says her ex is pissed that shes finally pre
My mind is empty like my soul.
My heart is full of love, but thous endless with hate.
My soul is empty like my crys as i think of my past.
Siting here thinking of the pain i finlly realzed from the endless hate from my soul.
My anger comes from rage from thou endless and my empty soul.
People sit there and tell me that i' scum bec i don't have a life to live, but i'm try to make it better, but my empty soul is pulling me down.
So why is my endless and empty soul still having all i just what my life back and get rid of my empty soul.
Stalker Complete 2009 Promotional Image Website: http://artistpavel.blogspot.com/2009/04/stalker-complete-2009.html Excerpt: STALKER Complete 2009 ---------------------------------------- This mod has been created with a thought of bringing the beautiful and immersive game of STALKER from the last generation era, when it was created to an up-to-date experience you'd expect from games you play in 2009. I did not try to include every single mod out there that changes the game beyond recognition, that was not the point. The following list is the carefully chosen essential collection of most advanced and aesthetically pleasant modifications, created by talented concept artists and programmers in the past 2 years. These are meant to technically and artistically enhance the game without compromising the original feel and atmosphere developers meant you to see. You'll notice every single detail has been retouched and has a polished feel to it. This is ideal for first time players or peop
Easy Way Of Life
Bring every one down. Make People suffer the way i found.
The only way i could escape the way i lived was using the down drug.
Smoking every day while the bitch yelled at me.
i finlly snaped with my mind was cloudy. I said to to the Bitch "why don't you come down to my level" and then i said also "then you would stop bitching about what makes me feel better".
Makes me escape the reallty of my life.
Now i thought i would be out of this hell I'm in, but it keeps coming back for me.
So that makes a nother 8th is gone to keepmy head stright so why am i still in the same hell of my own mind.
Bring up old pain that seems to keep bring me down.
Another Me With An Away You
Without you..I see strikes of fire in my brain
I see sadness, depression,I feel unbearable pain
Without you I see the smile of life crying loudly
where the ears of a sad fate listen calmly holding
the broken promises about the untrue happiness..
Without you I see a heart that's broken, left
between the dust of the worlds biggest desert
where the sun shines over my burnt hearts skin
how painful shameful it seems to be, for without
you makes the biggest cursed sin
Without you..I see cold nights singing the saddest
tunes, that the sky thunder harshly for Its desire
and the stars shine the lightening of Its fire
where I shed the fears of how cruel without you is..
For without you means I die, I fall, I end and tire
Without you I see life a dark hole with not a slit
shed of light..I see not the shiny days but do imagine
the unkind dark nights, full of horror drowned by tears.
Without you I see my heart pumping pounding all these fears
Without you I see the world
Hello Gerard West here to let you guys in on a game known as MSC Wrestling or Masters of the Squared Circle. Basically what this is about is strategy and knowing how to work around your opponents. This game is indepth with moves and game play. No you do not control your wrestlers but you play in a different style of turn based action. Basically you dont attack once and then exchange control. If you are interested you can always go check it out at www.mscwrestling.net Just make sure you let them know MrRKO sent you. Thanks for the support.
i will be closing my account....don't have much time for this anymore. I have about a million fubucks to give away and around 15 bling credits left. If there is something you want send me a pm and tell me why i should give you bucks or bling and I will see what i can do. I had a great time here and enjoyed chatting with everyone! If you serious want to stay in touch send me a pm as well and let me know and I will tell you how! :) see ya's!
The stillness of silence beneath the waterfall cave
a memory of golden paths staying each day the same
Showering teardrops erupts within my souls delight
your beauty and passion portrays our sunset lights
Tenderness by touch, a magical explosion by two hearts incrust
our pillar of trust, leading our love beyond the ocean shores
Whispering love songs embracing the still moon light
with painted dreams illuminating a lover's scene
Shaking fingertips beneath a heart beat emotion
your devoted love strings still lingers underneath my skin
A true found treasure with a gem stone of a kind
your sparkling eyes inflaming what is yours and mine
Our sunset lights will flourish for all to see
for the love we contain is all we need.
A cloud of mist surrounds us both
Faded Waters is all I know
Stormy waters is like a story untold
So is the love we both deeply uphold
The sound of waves deep inside
Flowing through my veins all the time.
Sadness surrounds our souls tonight
The passion that grows is ours tonight
For Faded Waters is all I know
Love comes and love goes
Holding on a love unknown
Faded Waters in my heart alone
Dreams I dream in misty nights
In Faded Waters I sleep tonight
written by someone
for someone ...
for lack of better words
dying? aren't we all
lonely? every second without her
suicidal? i think not
happy? far from it
sorry? to no end
love her? with my all
My son has a science project due this week. We tried the following but it didn't work. Should we try again or try something new?
Tears Are Words The Heart Cannot Say
My bleeding heart, the fountain of lover's true art
words escape through tears burning so sincere
Calculating emotions multiplying with true devotion
bound by tears of words, which the heart alone endures
Words of silence around my lover's heart
with tears performing a musical art
Count each tear and feel what I feel
for my heart is crying out, for you my dear
So many emotions in so many ways
sometimes it's difficult to show what my heart contains
With words through tears I show my love so clear
as my heart erupts, distinguishing how I feel
A lover's heart captures words it cannot say
through tears it shows a realm, unexplained.
Tears In The Sky
Clouds submerge with tears in the sky
as my heart longs for a place so divine
time and time tear drops fall
reflecting on a place I do call my own
A breeze of coldness upon my face
delightful it is to feel such embrace
fog in the sky producing an icy storm
so is my heart missing you more and more
Snow like clouds hanging over me
as I feel the warm touch of a his love
shallow streams flow beside my feet
as rain falls down escalading as I speak
Late night moon shining down on me
painting your face, all around me
silence surrounds me with tears in the sky
capturing the content of you in my eyes
written by her
Tears By Words
Word by word these tears are born
by your true desires they are formed
Your written words inflicted on me
has raged a sadness deep within me
It's not the first time, but this was the last
the words you've written has shattered so fast
Words written, is our true emotions
feelings and desires all in motion
It's hard to believe, but I truly see
that written words, can devour me
So oil painted as tears elope
I continue reading this one last note
Your words of friendship beautifully engraved
will always portray, the love you displayed
It's been so long since you've been gone
but one day I'll meet you, where we belong
Written by: Sierra
For the greatest love unknown!
Sexy Story Some What I Did Better Before
he gently wraps his arms around me gently breathing on mehe begins to remove my topbut also with gentle kisseshis hand moves down the side off my armhe then moves in closer into mewanting to make me feel goodhe then brings his one hand down tomy ass and just with his finger tipsrubs againts my skin,he begins to get a little ruffand it begins to get a little moreintenceeach minute he presses againts meputting my hands againts the wallbiteing me just hard enough to feel good
we begin to bump each otherthe blood in r vains move fastermy breathing is so deep and heavyhe takes both hands and puts them on mybreastpushing in to me before he entershe kisses all the way down my backlicks and nibbles all the way downto my....he gently plays and nibbles and looks up at meseeing my face with such intence and sweat comeing downhearing me moan places his hands on to my belly and down my legsstimulateing every sexual nerve, he picksme up from my legs and gently puts me on thebed pushing harder on to
Outer To Inner
Decisions so blurry so unclear
these altering changes forms mystical tears
A blacken rose plunders to the ground
broken and open, a source of light
The truth inside pours out to night
breathing freely for all to see
The outside was known
but within was never told
Too late, because the rose has fallen
they never knew but will today
A day of conclusion and all the truth
some shall be broken and torn apart
Those so close will feel internal pain
others may see it as a changing lane
The crushing elements of that night
is a beginning for some to a fruitful life
We learn we fall into the deepest holes
we climb we rise to heavenly sky's
In the end it was never about them
but only the one that sees it all
I think we all like to at least feel like in some way if not loved at least thought about so we do things that we wouldn't normally do and then some of us block things that we really shouldn't but all of it is going to come back on us in one way or another we will never be free when we have so much that we need to confront with some of us that just cant and others that are too scared and then theres us that are all of the above...
I hope to always be the oneThat takes your breath awayI hope to always fill your thoughtsAs you go about your dayI hope to always be the oneThat you dream of at nightI hope it's still my face you seeWhen you close your eyes so tightI hope you always feel the loveThat I have for only youI hope that you knowEverything I feel for you is true.I pray that what we shareWill last for eternityAnd when you need someone so badKnow you can always turn to meI pray that the hurtWe sometimes feel insideWill one day come to an endAlong with tears we've criedI hope to always have this feelingThat you bring to meTake another look into my heart...I love you...honestly.
A simple thought of you and I'm gone again,Just thinking about your sweet face.Wishing I could touch your body,While giving you kisses all over the place.I'd caress your back,As you stare into my eyes.The thought of you here next to me,Puts my body in a rise.Your hands all over my skin,While your tongue traces my lips.The feeling begins to intensify,As you move just past my hips.I imagine you inside of me,And I let out a slight moan.The thought of you making love to me,Begins to set the tone.Slower in the beginning,I want to feel your every thrust.Your kissing my neck now,As you touch me on my bust.I run my fingers through your hair,As you breathe into my ear.I bite down on my lower lip,Just wishing you were here.You pick up the pace now,And I begin to lose control.I imagine your face looking down at me,As the ecstasy takes its toll.You rub my face with your hands,And softly kiss me on my cheek.You can tell just by my smile,How much the thought of you makes me weak.I take a breath and
This week can be either very promising
full of disappointment
Tomorrow I have my GED assesment test...
which, for those who don't know, is the first thing they have you take in good 'ol K-port TN
It just tests you to see how smart you are and what not
if you score high enough you take a practice GED test
and if you score high enough on the practice test then you can take the GED test w/o the classes
So lets Hope i pass the assesment...
wish me luck...
Then Thursday i have my second Interview with Bojangles
seems promising but i dont want to count my chickens before the hatch...
so wish me luck on that as well...
other then that im just chillin...
doin the usual...
which lately is cleaning and unpacking....
i can't wait till i get this place the way i want it :D
Never Let Go
So restless at night, when I dream of youI open my eyes, hoping it came true.It didn't again so with tears in my eyesI hold my pillow to soften the cries.But distance means nothing in love that's trueAnd though I long for one touch from you,I'll squeeze that pillow while we're apart,You hold me too, you hold my heart.No one has ever made me feel so complete,My whole life was lived just so we could meet.I'll dream of you now, on into the night,Hoping that soon you'll be holding me tight.My dreams will come true one day, I know,Just hold me close, and never let go.
Would U Just Listen
Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,How you felt around me? The memories we shared,And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.You were my first love and my true love, that will al
Life And Love In 09
I have thought about my life lately,thinking of what i want to do with the love i have in my heart I have come to realize that meeting, and falling in love with you is the best thing that has ever happened to me. My love for you is beyond words, beyond anything I could have ever imagined. I am content with our life, what it will hold, the exciting things we have ahead of us, to experience together, as a couple. I am ready for all that our future holds for us, the good and bad, we will get thru it all together. We had withstood the test of time, the test of a long distance relationship, and have suceeded thus far. If we can overcome these tough issues, then any and every thing is possible for us. I am ready to face this future of ours, this wonderful future that we have ahead...together.**I wrote the above on 4-3-09**4-19-09Well since writing this some things have changed, and we are faced with a situation of my creation. I am very regretful for what I did...I am filled with more remors
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I'm so tired of being alone. I'm not really sure how to fix this time in my life. All I do is WORK WORK WORK and then I come home and get on this fucking box, escape to this pathetic fake world here on the fu because I have no other life. My past relationships, romantically and friendships have all gone to hell. It's made me not trust one single person and THAT SUX!. Its nice once in a while to have alone time but day in and day out....DAMNIT!!!
I took this lil test and this is what my answer was, what should you parents named you~
BrookeYou are very self-conscious, but you are beautiful. You worry about what other people think about you yet you are all they think about. You are very caring and sweet, but you can be aggressive.
My dog bit the powerman today. He had no buisness in my yard the meter is on the side of house. But because of tghis the animal control took my baby girl. I have to wait 10 days and pay $650 to get her back .
It Hurts To Love Someone
I am in love with my husband but I am afraid that if I give our life another chance it wont work and then again I don't know if he would want me back to start with.
The reason for this blog is that my husband gets out of prison tomorrow and I don't know if I am ready for this. I know I am the one going to pick him up. I guess we will see what happens tomorrow. I thought he had another year and I was going to get a divorce but I get a call today and guess what? He is out and needs a ride home.
It has been an abusive relationship and I don't know if the abuse will change. In my heart I know it wont get any better but I want it to.
On The Edge Of Heaven
Just to have you with me
I would have done almost anything
Only a blind man could have failed
to notice the state that I was in.
Every time we met,
my heart would skip a beat
Never imagined our relationship
would end in tears and defeat.
There is so much we have in common
and in my heart I felt so sure
this is the man I have waited for
You made me feel so happy and secure.
But as time went by, we did not grow
closer but drifted further apart
The more I held on to you, the more
you closed the door to your heart.
My other half is what you are to me
to know all this but still having to walk away
Is more than I can bare, because in your arms
is where I belong and where I want to stay.
On the edge of heaven
but forever on the outside looking in
I will turn away from love now,
this game at which I will never win.
Irish Slang Words Lol
acting the maggot means: behaving foolishly or annoying.
crack or craic means: having some fun.
drawers means: her panties or knickers.
fella means: another word used for boyfriend
gas means: having fun,also enjoyment.
bold means: bing naughty.
fair play means: well done
lad means: another word used too describe a man or group of people.
full shilling means: mentally competent
snug means: cosy booth
shift means: kissing
courting means: old word used for dating a person.
feck means: another word for the fck
naw means: another word for no
nip means: nude
on the piss means: out pub drinking.
plastered means: drunk
tackies means: runners
up a duff: ur pregnant
vixen means: cute woman
hows me auld flower? another one used too asking how the person is.
hows she cutting? how you getting on?
bird: another word used for girl
gaff: another word used for appartment or house
Soul Of A Poet's Heart
Written with the soul of one's pure heart
Written like a song, some form of art
Written with bitter, rare truth from that soul
Written with emotions, so out-of-control
Pen to paper, as the words are spoken
Each word written, is another heart's token
Like flowers expanding across a page
The truth of the heart is released from its cage
Each word is spellbinding, entrancing to the eye
In which a beautiful new story always underlies
Beauty written, like a sunlight through a gem
The writer awaiting praise, or whether to be condemned
Each line and stanza written as a magical tale
Waiting to be expanded upon or a twist unveiled
The soul of a poet's heart is the story-teller now
And with the truth, lies a gift that poet's are endowed
Pure ascertainty, truth without a doubt on the mind
These poet's lives, laid out no matter how unkind
With treachery and happiness, longing and freedom
The word's of a poet, fortune read like one's palm
Read the soul of a poet's heart
Wished Upon The Same Falling Star
Sitting here, in the shadow of the dark
No stars in my sky
And a frown on my face
I'm sure this is the place I die
The cold night air, makes me shiver
But I sit there, in silence
I just think of me and you
And I wish the whole situation would make sense
I look toward the sky for guidance
And in that split second I see a lone star falling
I wish upon it, a wish I hope comes true
That you will come calling
That same, cold night
Far, far away from where I sat under that dark sky
You saw that same lone star falling
And you wished that same wish as I
On that dark, cold night
The two of us, so far away
Wished upon that same lone falling star
And that wish, we both happened to say
I recently got this message from a good friend,it was so beautiful that I'd love to share with you:
"A woman's heart should be so lost in God that a man needs to seek Him in order to find her"
Please Dont Say Goodbye
This pain is now my torture
and i don't know what to do
it doesn't seem that long ago
when i felt so close to you
i don't want you to leave me
i cant bare to watch you go
but if you are not staying
then theres things you need to know
i miss you when we don't talk
and i think the world of you
i look up to you and admire your strength
and i am proud of everything that you do
when i know your happy and hear you laugh
i cant help but feel happy inside my heart
but now i have this heartbreaking feeling
i can slowly feel us drifting apart
i don't know what to do to tell you
that i want to make things right
i just wish we were close again
and know that every things alright
i cant help but think your hurting
and maybe need some time alone
but its hard to watch you suffer
i don't want to be on your own
i am always going to be here for you
and i hope you know i will always care
you are the best thing i have had
and your the one who was always there
So Near Yet So Far
You are my hope
you are my inspiration
you make me hold on
when i feel like letting go
you came into my life
when i no longer cared
but then you made me see
the person i could be
you have saved my life
you have made me strong
you are the person
i have waited for this long
you are so brave
you make me proud
I'm so happy now
you have gave me a life
i wish i could be there
to know you really care
i know you'd keep me safe
i know you'd be my cure
i would feel so free
i could be the real me
we are so far apart
the distance is killing me
i cant feel you close
i fear you will go
so I'm writing this
cuz i need you to know
my dream is to be with you
to see your smile for real
to know that all this pain
i no longer need to feel
dreams don't come true
they stay in my head
but without my angel
i know I'd be dead
Hey y'all, I'm up for auction. Go show me some love
A New Life
The new chapter in my life is opening. I cannot wait to unfold the pages that will spill new words into my being. There will be an absence from here from time to time in the coming days. My absence brings a welcome new presence. During the next week the relationship that has been blossoming is about to come into full bloom. John and I are to join our lives to be one. So as with being as such, I will not have time to tend to all of you lovely folks that I treasure and hold dear. Please keep my spot warm as I will be here to sit with you all once again. Thank you all for your well wishes and friendship. Until our next meeting.
Athena's Corporation is always looking for good sales reps, managers, models , designers, promo girls, etc. This economy sucks right now and jobs are far and few between. There are plenty of openings everywhere, especially in the Portland area with the corporation. message me to find out more,
I am at a level 25 and would love to get my very first spotlight......I will take donations, rate pics, rate stash or other things depending on what them other things are in order to get spotlight....if you would like to help me out and want me to rate pics or anything like that for fubucks towards the spotlight please message me or leave a message in this blog and I will let you no when i will let you no if I will do it and also notify you when its done. I would appreciate any and all help to get me the spotlight.
Just to let you all no..if you do help me out in anyway...i would like to make a picture with everyone that helped me and when i get the spotlight it will be put as my main display to thank you all for helping me out...it will show one person then another and so on and so on.
I can't make the pretty bulletins or anything like that but if someone would like to make me one it would be greatly appreciated as well.
Please Help Me Towards A Spotlight. Thanks So Much For
I am having a hard time choosen. I want to have fun and play a game but I dont know weather to use handcuffs and blind folds or a whip and candlewax and nail filer
Wh3n I Cry
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our dog merv saved our two kids from two bad pits [ not all pits are bad ] but thease two went after my kids in my yard merv got in between them . he got quite mest up but he saved our kids .merv is the greatest pet ever
To My Baby
The Way You Make Me Feel
You make me feel special,You make me feel new,You make me feel loved,With everything you do.
You hold me close when I am sad.You wipe the tears from my face.Every time we are together,It seems like the perfect place.
My eyes light up when you enter a room.I smile when we are together.No matter how bad things are,You always make them better.
I love the way you kiss me,The way you hold me tight.I love the way you touch me,I could be with you all night.
I love the way you can make me laughFor absolutely no reason at allI love how no matter what I do,You will be there to catch me when I fall.
I just want you to know,That even though we sometimes fight,I will always love you!No matter what, day or night
How Do You Determine
HOW DO YOU TELL SOMEONE THAT THE DECISION THEY MADE REALLY HURT YOU AND MADE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU DIDN'T MATTER TO THEM? WHEN YOU ARE THE ONE THAT IS ALWAYS THERE FOR THEM NO MATTER WHAT AND THEN THEY TURN THEIR BACK ON YOU AND ACT LIKE IT IS NOT BIG FREAKING DEAL. WHEN THEY JUST MADE IT SEEM LIKE YOUR FRIENDSHIP WITH THEM WAS JUST A CONVIENCE AND THAT YOU NEVER REALLY MATTERED... ALL THOSE PHONE CALLS STOPPIGN WHAT I WAS DOING TO CONSOLE AND TELL THEM THAT IT WAS GOING TO WORK OUT. NOW I AM SITTING HERE HOLDING WHAT IS LEFT OF MY HEART WONDERING IF I COULD HAVE BEEN A BETTER FRIEND AND IF SO HOW SO I DON'T FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING THAT I DID WAS IN VEIN TO BE TOLD THAT I DONT CARE IF YOU LIKE IT OR NOT BUT THIS IS WHAT I AM GOING TO DO AND ESPECIALLY TO KNOW THAT THIS FRIEND IS DOING SOMETHING WITH SOMEONE THAT HE/SHE KNOWS IS GOING TO TURN THIER BACK ON THEM AGAIN AND THEN HERE I AM PICKING UP THE PEICES BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT A GOOD FRIEND DOES AND YET I AM STILL HERE WONDERING IF I WAS E
I have regreted this since the day my little boy was born . The fact of knowing that my pride & joy would grow up & leave the nest . I'm kind of depressed right now , my only son turns 17 , on Thurdays . Soon my baby will be going off to College , & I hate the thought of that . Yes I will still have 3 other kids at home , but it's not the same . See my son is my first born & my only son , & I have always had a special bond with him . To this day he still tells me he loves me , hugs me before he goes to bed , calls to let me know he made it to his friends house alright ,& asks for permission before he goes anywhere .
I have been wondering that when he goes off to College if he will call just to say I Love You Mom , or if he's going to come home on the weekends . I can't imagine my life without my son in it , & hate the thought of him growing up . It's really depressing not knowing if he will still be my little boy . All I have ever asked of him was to do good in school & stay out of
April Auction! Bid On Me!
- APRIL AUCTION HAS STARTED COME IN AND BID ON YOUR DR.CHadenstein F/R/A/ Auctioneer Come and bid on me guys!!! **SHOW ME SOME LOVE**
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN
I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare..
I am an American.
I am a Master Mason and believe in God.
I ride Harley Davidson Motorcycles and believe in American products..
I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican!
I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way!
I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American.
I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. Get over it!
I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English.
I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God
when and where they want to.
heeey help me why i cant comfir my email, and neigther send shoutbox and privates msn..
Fubar doenst want me?
Please bid on me!!!
Hey everyone. There is a Luah @ Kroc's this Friday. Good TX Country too. Drink specials to help you wind down... See ya there.
message me if u need more info
21 AND UP ONLY
Just About Me
i might be old fashion but its wrong to have any kind of sex talk to women that your not married to.. so if i dont call women sexy or hot that because im married and i hope that you will understand.... i am only looking for people to talk to online nothing more .........and thank you for being my friend......
in a hundered ways i suffer each day
learning how a soul and body can merge
into a shapless blur of carrion nightmares
the heart beats, the lungs draw air,time ticks
the surface calm and warm never revealing
inner war of hellish hateful timless grip
thoughts linger like cancerous foul breath
why must i embrace malignant lies long trip
my foundations chiseled hammered chipped
in evil most heinous im set adrift
she knows not of damge deeply done
like flesh in fire can never be healed anew
the phoenix will rise to do no right set
Its Been Too Long
So I'm not gonna lie, I completely forgot about this site, which is kinda crazy cuz for a short while I though it was a pretty fun site. I wonder if i can get back into it. Time will tell....that it will.
Damned If I Do..damned If I Dont
I feel this way at times..in real life and on here. I just give up. Why even bother having friends? I get bitched at on here..if I am not talking to just that one person. So, if I am to devote my attn to only one on here..why bother having friends?
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story.
These are our rules!
Men are NOT mind readers.
Learn to work the toilet seat.You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.We need it up, you need it down.You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.
Sunday sports, It's like the full moonor the changing of the tides. Let it be.Crying is blackmail. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work!Strong hints do not work!Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!Yes or No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days. If you think you're fat, you probably are.Don't ask us.If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways
hi....i am ayasha 21 yrs old i live in coloradoi like malling and hang-out with friends...i love playing guitars and piano...i love to sing while playing that instrument..i dont like a person who thinks for its own good..and he/she taking for granted all my sacrifices..i love surfing the net and make some friends by used of chatting and online games..i want you to be my part of my daily routine...so if u want to be my friends just add me up or lets talk or chat to each other so we can enjoy our company..all i can say is if we could be friends you will know who is ayasha is..me? im 5'7 in height,white skin,curly hair,thin, and if you want to see me just add me up..all i can say is im fun to be with and i can make you happy whatever you want..i like a person who have a sense of humor so we can tackle anything under the earth...i like bar hopping and drinks some beer and when i get tipsy i like to dance all night long until i will get tired..i go to church twice a week because i believe i
To The Fidiot Warhorse
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ATTENTION ALL HATERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Theres a fidiot named Warhorse ( http://www.fubar.com/user/1709722 ) spreading a rumor bout me saying I hate the military when infact i NEVER said those words.......I said that I dont trust people and just because someone wears a uniform doesnt mean their the greatest most loyal person!
He just got mad cause I found out hes a huge flirt and I rejected him cause I been played enough!!!!!!!!,,,,,,,,,he just wanted a booty call and I seen through it......... now u haters can leave me alone cause i NEVER said i hated the military!
April 20, 2009
Every Nation: Turn Excuses Into Creative Thinking
by Rick Warren
In our Devotionals series, Pastor Rick Warren discusses the Bible passages that inspire him the most. Today's Devotional is based on this passage:
"The Lord replied, 'Don't say, 'I'm too young,' for you must go wherever I send you and say whatever I tell you'" (Jeremiah 1:7 NLT).
Here are some common excuses for not fulfilling your commission:• "I only speak English." This is actually an advantage in many countries where millions of people want to learn English and are eager to practice it.• "I don't have anything to offer." Yes, you do! Every ability and experience in your SHAPE can be used somewhere.• "I'm too old or too young." Most mission agencies have age-appropriate short-term projects.Whether it was Sarah claiming she was too old to be used by God
What To Do
Does my heart know what it wants?
Does my heart know what it needs?
Can my heart heal?
Can my heart survive the tourture?
Does my heart know how to be whole?
These are questions only I can answer.
But do I even know how?
Do I know what real love is?
Or is it all just a game?
How can you give one your heart when it is not whole to begin with?
Moses Story Mp3
A mystical teacher sat by the seaside It was about five o'clock cause we heard the free ride Anyway;the teacher was talking in stride sitting upon a rock that was wide and warning against false pride "Come to where I reside!" a woman criedand the teacher replied, "Do you serve your fish fried?" "Yes," she replied, "with potato salad on the side." And the teacher replied, "Well where do you reside?" She said, "Up on the hillside, it's not a far ride. If you came to have dinner, I would be so gratified." The teacher replied, "It's six o'clock, seven o'clock, you decide." She replied, "Seven o'clock, do you like stir-fried?" She was mystified and felt so dignified The teacher was coming to the house where she resides So she purified with pesticides Called her friends up nationwide Some of her friends were tongue-tied they felt so glorified She made steamed fish, baked fish, fish that was friedSoup, steamed vegetables, potato salad on the side You could sm
Plenty people throughout my life told me that perfection don't exist....but from my point of view, they haven't kissed your lips.....Held your hand Or touched your skin......It's obvious they never looked into your eyes and saw the ocean deep and wide......Or seen the clearest skies, lost their breath and damn near died, from their hearts skippin beats.....They must have never felt your touch...It's crystal clear to me that your smile has never lit their life.....They must be out their minds.....Cuz I seen perfection with my eyes...Seen my reflection deep inside......
I've seen majestic mountains tipped in snow....Jellyfish in the water glow, as they passed me by......I've seen my daughters birth....I've lived and learned lifes worth...I've seen the best and seen the worst......I've come in last but always first......I've even tried so hard to forget you that I cried.....I've felt the softest touch.....Been on top and I got crushed.....But I never dreamed I'd live without you in my life......
Ok...this is fubar...in case some of you don't know what it is...it is an online adult bar. I joined this site to meet new people...make new friends. I have met tons of great people on here...and thank you guys for showing me so much love! Saying that...I have also met some crazy ass lunatics on here! I am not on here to find a potential husband...in fact...I have already had one of those, and not looking to pick up another. If you cannot be a friend to me w/o bringing your petty ass drama on...I suggest you delete your profile and go elsewhere. Get over it and move the fuck on!
I feel better...love you all!
i walk this road
this road is mine
i'm willing to share
but i can't see anyone one it
i hate this road, all alone
i hear people all around me
why can't i see them
must i walk alone
if so, how long
what must i learn
how to love, hate, or accept
i never had someone to love
i have been alone
i hate to hate
it is never good to hate
i guess i must accept
must i accept to be alone
A man lies in the street dead
A child sleeps with out a bed
A man lives with out a home
doomed for life he must roam
for he sleeps in the parks
he sleeps in the subways
he does not know today is Sunday
it makes me mad and makes me sad
why can’t he get a job?
or even steel or rob
he wants my money I find that funny
what made him this way?
could I be this way one day?
he could have been a business man
but some thing happen that he not planned
he could of fought in the war
in this could be his reward
no he must be lazy
or maybe a little crazy
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Headded Across The Pond
hey to all my friends,
just wanted to say that im pulling out on the 20th of may and i will keep all my friends in my heart while im there. we can keep in touch on here. lol i think its gonna be a fun experiance except for the heat. my and 130 degrees dont get along. OK friends drop me a line every now and then.
Your sexy soldier,
My Hip Hop is more than krs-one,nas,and other MC's.but she is a beautiful,honest,and a amazing thing to see.Angelistic voice to hear the amazing songs that she held in her heart. The love that she bring to her friends and her family is where it all start. To albums to mixtape, from a hook to a hot 16. her walk with christ is all the music is need .if 16 bars is your best, she walk around about 365 bars and all with no rest. She play sometimes the same songs to mess around with you. but, soon she refix to a hit like the "we fly high" remix .Her eyes are like lose you to a unknown world full of Dj scratching boards,Her smile is like a spotlight so bright that you can't ignore. She is the definition of "sexy love', and she is The "One" for me. I ain't Jay-z And she not BEYONCE, but together we are "Bonnie And Clyde 03". I have "1Wish' is that soon she can be real with me,cause i can't breath without her with me. My Hip Hop is you and i hope you can see. That You are the music in me.
who wants to be the first to bye me a drink?
Just A Smile For The Day
The only way to pull off a Sunday afternoon quickie with their 8 year old in the apartment was to send him out on the balcony with a Popsicle and tell him to report on all the neighborhood activities.He began his commentary as his parents put their plan into operation: "There's a car being towed from the parking lot", he shouted.A few moments passed... "An ambulance just drove by!?A few moments later, "Looks like the Anderson's have company!" he shouted."Matt's riding a new bike..."A few moments later, 'Looks like the Sanders are moving!"A few more moments, "The Coopers are having sex!!"Startled, his Mother and Dad shot up in bed! Dad cautiously called out, "How do you know they are having sex?"
"??cause Jimmy Cooper is standing on his balcony with a Popsicle, too!?
To All My Friends and Fu Family,
I am writing this blog to let everyone know that Roughstock owned by CB is still one of the best country bars on the fu. It is not closing nor is there any intention by CB to close it. Due to a staff issue that went bad rumors have been started. This is to let everyone know the truth. Please shoe CB your support and love by taking time to go into roughstock and spending time and buy him and his staff a drink. Thanks Your Sinful Friend Suzy
Know Yourself First
i know i can't be the only one who feels this way. sometimes feelings feed into the things we do rationally or irrationally. i think before we decide to jump into things you must know yourself first.
i thought i knew myself, but realized that i didn't in some weird way. i looked for nurturing because i didn't find it in my life and things went awry. i am left hurt and feeling like i am worth nothing. i don't know why i let myself get emotionally involved and get used, but i guess thats the MO i need to break out of. hell, i don't even let people in my life unless i've known them for a while, but sometimes you take a chance and fear rejection and guess what......you go in with arms wide open and find out that you are rejected in the end.
i plan on taking some time to know myself and to know when the signs are heading for the irrational risk taking events. when its all over i know that its like falling off a top cliff and hurting everywhere from pain and then crying in agony.
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Ditched all but the local folks, which even those I don't talk to. Dropping it down more later. Drop a line if you care to stay on.
Another blog to try and express the chaotic thoughts rocketing through some grey matter I call a cerebra cortex. It is only a big bunch of nerves and chemicals. Hell, that is all that I am -- a large collection of atoms, chemicals, and electrical impulses. None of those things ever feel pain.
Why the hell then do I hurt? Where can it come from? Why is it that this emotion called Love can cause more damage than anything else on Earth? I can see what physical interactions do to the muscle, sinew, bones, chemicals, and even electrical processes in the body, but why is it that Love can do more and not leave a single mark?
It makes no sense.
I know there is no particle for Love, but yet I feel a great chasm where mine should be. Einstein could not figure this out either. We know light is both a particle and a wave without knowing how or why, but no one can tell me why Love has no form or substance but it acutely noticable when it is absent.
I sit here contemplating this as
I have been talking to my ex from HS on facebook and he's In Iraq. Well I was talking to him just now, and a rocket hit his base, And he acted like nothing. I on the other hand started shaking And he was scting like it was nothing. Apearently this happens offten.. I couldn't Imagin being a military wife/girlfriend, Now he went on patrol to make sure everything is ok. He knows my situation so He knows If I get on at night he can't IM me even thou he's on my friends. I'm so not ready for a friendship with a military guy, He get's leave in Sept and he's coming back to Philly But still He's right in the mix of shit out there :( He was my 1st boyfrined so nothing ever happenend between us and were strickly friends so get your minds out the gutter.
Get To Know Me First!
Of course I'm new here. Looking for friends or something more. But first let me tell you about me. I'm fun loving person who likes to be outdoors. When I'm out in the woods I like to look for snakes and lizards, so I need someone who loves animals I have sugar gliders, rats, dogs, cats, birds, fish. But all my guys are sweet and loving. But I need more than just them. I love movies and all kinds of music. And i want a guy who knows hows to treat a woman. I do have a kinky side that is very bad. But that is to find out later.
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain
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A Look Into My Mind
the term forever seems to be a stretch of ones wants. when in reality nothing can last forever...unless your onea them bible thumping people who think there is eternity and heaven and hell which seems to be the trend these days
But in reality i dont see forever actually happening cause who can tell you what really happens after you die? no one. and most typically all those who say they will do something or be with someone forever are those whom never last doing or claiming to do or be with whomever or whatever they say will last forever
I just see it a damn shame so many peoples judgements and reality perception is clouded by wants
HATFIELD, England – In the search for Earth-like planets, astronomers zeroed in Tuesday on two places that look awfully familiar to home. One is close to the right size. The other is in the right place.
European researchers said they not only found the smallest exoplanet ever, called Gliese 581 e, but realized that a neighboring planet discovered earlier, Gliese 581 d, was in the prime habitable zone for potential life.
"The Holy Grail of current exoplanet research is the detection of a rocky, Earth-like planet in the 'habitable zone,'" said Michel Mayor, an astrophysicist at Geneva University in Switzerland.
An American expert called the discovery of the tiny planet "extraordinary."
Gliese 581 e is only 1.9 times the size of Earth — while previous planets found outside our solar system are closer to the size of massive Jupiter, which NASA says could swallow more than 1,000 Earths.
Gliese 581 e sits close to the nearest star, making it too hot to support life. Still, M
I had accompanied my Master to the Arabia's. We had taken 3 long months touring with the other Knights of the Realm, the reason of the tour was to establish a route for the forth coming Holy Battles, to draw all worlds into Christianity. Where my Master went I followed as was customary. A Sultan invited my Master James and his fellow Knight to an evening of entertainment. It was a rowdy event, with many loose women and looser men. Women of Arab persuasion openly and brazenly showing flesh and throwing themselves upon the Knights. I sat quietly at my Masters feet as was my duty, ready to serve him should that be his wish. My eyes widened in shock as a group of veiled women began an erotic dance before the Sultan. The three women performed a dance in front of him, removing an article of clothing at each move of the routine. My gasp was audible as they were totally naked and in front of their Sultan; their brown bodies undulating before him, parted legs standing just above his face. Thei
Moving Back To Cali
I'm due to be moving from TX to CA in a few days (Sunday, to be exact). I will not be online between the 25th of April until after I get settled in wherever I end up moving. LOL Yes, at this point that's an uncertainty - still doing lots of last-minute apartment hunting. I'm asking everyone please do not rate until I get back online, since I'll feel awful knowing Fubar deletes the "Bar Tab" feature frequently and I won't see where you rated me; anything else, at least I'll have a notice for that whenever I'm back online. LOL I'll return the favor as soon as I do get back online. Have a wonderful rest of the month and a great May, everyone!
Hello little babies. I am going to be holding the FIRST ever Purgatory Dance Party Auction...Its a Chace for our PDP fans to own us like lil bitches....or us own each other (we know the boys will love this). While getting some perks too.
If you don't know about auctions this is how they bascially work. You offer things like Salutes, Rates, Comments, a spot in Top friends/family, Artwork, Their name in ur display name in exchage for Fu-bucks, Bling Packs, Bling, VIP's or whatever else they offer.
They own you for a month. If you want to you can offer NSFW salutes. Anything goes. Just Keep it fun and lets hope its succuesful.
If you would like to be in this auction Leave a comment in here...letting me know. I'm asking that the Staff of PDP get involved along with the regualar PDP fans.
So lets have fun! It will only work if ya get involved!
Also if you would like to be involved, and I don't already have your YIM, SB me the add so we can discuss what you would like
My True Friends
Ok, it's getting to be the time when i am tired of all the one-way friendships in here. I do my best with the time that i have, to try to stop by the pages of all my friends and at least rate their pages. And when i can, i go in and rate as many pics as i can.
I guess my point is this: everyone wants to be Fanned/Added/Rated which is great. BUT, people should at least have the courtesy to return the love to those of us who take the time to show it.
Soooooo, I am going to start cleaning out my friends list. If you truely are a friend and want to stay, let me know. If I don't have a reply by the end of the week, i will start by deleting those of you who I have not heard from.
Th Dreary State Of The California Dept. Of Corrections And Rehabilitation
The state of Ca has more people in prison than the entire Federal Prison System. There are more people on parole in CA than the total of all of the other 49 states combined. Ca has the only parole in the country that is 3 years long, extendable to 4 years. In reception centers, where inmates 1st go before being assigned their permanent living space, at a regular prison, there are approximately 75% parole violators caught in the "revolving door" syndrome.
They say.... Come to California on vacation.... Go home on probation.
Hey ladies, wanting to have a 3some with you and my husband. Please respond if you are interested.
Earth Day Auction
WOULD YOU LIKE TO OWN A SEXY MEXICAN CHICA WHO IS VERY SWEET, COME BY AND BID ON ME. THE EARTH DAY AUCTION. MZCH@OSROXX IS DOING THE AUCTION COME OVER AND BID ON ME. AND SHOW MY GIRL SOME LOVE
When Will It Be My Turn?
When is it my turn
To feel the tears burn?
When can I cry
And express the need to die?
Why must I be strong
And pretend that I belong?
When can I be weak
And receive the comfort I seek?
I get exhausted from the pretense
The pain is just so intense.
I hide from all of my fears
And continue to hide my tears.
Why is it so wrong to show emotion
When I feel I could cry enough to fill an ocean?
Why can’t I be just another person
Instead of letting the pain worsen?
Two of my pics were reported as NSFW, I do not understand why they were reported. There were no sexually explicit bady parts showing and nothing offensive was said in either of the pics.
I am not going to mention any names, but I was then accused by a former fu family member if reporting her pic(s) as NSFW because I was the last person in her folder. Its poddible that the person then went into one of my folders and reported a pic of a female covered in body paint(artistic) as NSFW. I felt attacked and betrayed, I do not like to deal with drama and to fix the situation I blocked several people, deleted 24 pages of so called friends and locked all of my folders so that only I can view them.
Fubar support sent me a message stating that if the issue continued they would delete my account without notice. I did the only thing that I could do to protect myself from being attacked again and being forced out completely.
I know that this is only an internet social gathering place but I ha
Lap By Lap:phoenix
8:45 p.m. -- GREEN FLAG: Mark Martin and Kyle Busch get the Subway Fresh Fit 500 under way from Phoenix International Raceway.
Lap 1 -- Mark Martin pulls ahead to lead the first lap as Kyle and Kurt Busch fall in line.
Lap 5 -- Several battles have broken out in two-wide racing, beginning with Dale Earnhardt Jr. and Greg Biffle for 14th.
Lap 10 -- David Reutimann has the fastest lap this time by. He runs in seventh.
Lap 15 -- Mark Martin continues to lead and has the fastest car on the track this lap.
Lap 17 -- Kurt Busch passes Kyle Busch for second place.
Lap 20 -- Kyle Busch has fallen back to fifth position.
Lap 23 -- David Reutimann moves around Kyle Busch for fifth position. Busch is complaining of a tight race car.
Lap 26 -- Tony Stewart is on Jeff Gordon's tail in a developing battle for third place. Both drivers began the race with loose cars as part of their strategies.
Lap 30 -- Regan Smith is hanging inside the top 10 in 10th after starting the race in nin
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Being A Pawg(phat Ass White Girl)
Hello ladies. Just want to that these days their are a lot of pawgs out there and it seems some are proud of and some are not. But i am here to tell u all that being a pawg is the best thing in the world. So when you are walking down the street the next time u r out and about be proud of what u have behind u and show it in those tight ass jeans or behind closed doors with that lucky one. I do when i can and it makes me horny as hell.
Search Is On:
Finally decided, we shall be moving to NJ. Either back to Spotswood/Helmetta or North Brunswick. So I guess I'll be looking to find "friends" in that area whom my wife & I can "connect" with. We put our house up for sale a coupleof weeks ago and we are hoping to move sometime in September. Is that a realistic timeframe in this market? Boy I hope so. Kinda tired of this area. Would like to get back closer to my kids in Plainsboro & closer to friends/family in Brooklyn. Would luv to move to Brooklyn, but I definitely can't afford a home in the areas I want such as Dyker Heights, Bensonhurst, Bay Ridge or Boro Park. Can't believe 30 yrs ago the house I lived in went for $35K & now it's around $850K. Wish I would stuck around and bought there all those yrs ago.
Brothas..sistas...love & Relationships
As I discuss issues with my fellow sistas, I have discovered it’s much harder for the good sistas to find a really good brotha. A brotha that is not focused on her nice curves but more on her spiritual relationship and her intellect. A brotha that’s not more interested with laying down with her vs. building a spiritual relationship together. I realized ladies, that if we seek after the spiritual relationship then everything we need from the brothas will fall into place! This is not a male bashing because there are some good brothas out there, at least I would like to think. Ladies, we must portray that spiritual relationship that I’m talking about. Now, if you’re not living the lifestyle, then you can expect to get that which you are living! But for the ladies that are living a spiritual lifestyle and still being approached by mess, continue moving forward in that which God has ordained for you. Right now, your ideal man is Him until He sends that man that is to
My Yahoo messenger isn't working, so if you'll kindly mail me your MSN or AIM name, I'll add you. Most_Evil and gh0st_254 were the only Fubar people I added.
Help A Deployed Soldier
Ever wanted to do something for a soldier overseas but didn't know anyone over there....
Now you don't have to.
There is a great website that you can log into and be able to send letters, cards, care packages, ect.. Just go to http://www.anysoldier.com and click on where to send. You can search through them and find one you wish to send to. You can look by state, location they are at, or by branch. Then all you have to do is get the address and send your package on it's way.
There are men and women both on there and most of the time the packages you send gets distrubuted to more than one person. Some of the service personel on there get more packages than others so you can look and see how many times the address of a particular soldier was requested.
Just remember that these soldiers are trying there best not to get hurt so they do not have time to send thank yous to everyone they get packages from. So if you are doing it to get a reply then this is not the site for you.
Wrong Email Address
Wrong Email Address This one is priceless! A lesson to be learned from typing the wrong email address!!! A Calgary couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel schedules. So the husband left Calgary and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her email address, and without realizing his error, sent the email. Meanwhile, somewhere in Vancouver , a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to glory following a heart attack. The widow decided to check her email expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she scre
u wanna no something sad? whats sad is when the only thing you ask 4 on ur birthday is to spend time with ur favorite sibling and instead they spend time with their friends while you do work 4 them. all on ur own birthday
Wine Is Fine But Whiskey Is Quicker..
SUICIDE SOLUTION OZZY
Wine is fine but whiskey's quicker Suicide is slow with liquor Take a bottle and drown your sorrows Then it floods away tomorrows Evil thoughts and evil doings Cold, alone you hang in ruins Thought that you'd escape the reaper You can't escape the Master Keeper 'Cause you feel life's unreal and you're living a lie Such a shame who's to blame and you're wondering why Then you ask from your cask us there life after birth What you sow can mean Hell on this earth Now you live inside a bottle The reaper's traveling at full throttle It's catching you but you don't see The reaper is you and the reaper is me Breaking laws, knocking doors But there's no one at home Made your bed, rest your head But you lie there and moan Where to hide, Suicide is the only way out Don't you know what it's really about
Food & Drink "french Don’t Want To See Their Precious Rosé Diluted"
The French are in a huff about a European Union proposal (expected
to be ratified in June) that would lift a ban on “blended rosés.”
Traditionally, rosé has been made by briefly macerating red grapes,
but the E.U. believes that allowing producers to make it cheaply, by
simply blending red and white wines, will help countries like Spain and
Italy get rid of overstock (it’ll also even the playing field; non-
uropean blended rosés are already permitted). Even though the E.U.
proposes to distinguish blended rosés from “traditional rosés” via
labeling, an organization of 750 French vineyards is nevertheless
rigidly opposed, and the French government is barring the practice
within its borders. A rep for the CIVP/Provence Wine Counsel says, in
a press release: “This proposal will destroy the true wine’s hard-
earned image and undermine a time-honored tradition of production
excellence.” Not to mention, it’ll take money out of
! ♥ ! Story Time With Bobbi And Lilly ! ♥ !
Lilly in Wonderland said:
Gah, I'm so bored. Read me a story?
❤Omnia Vincit Amor❤ said:
once upon a time...
in a land far, too damn far away
like over the hill through the meadow, and 23345.3059 more miles away..
there lived a beautiful princess named hmmm..named lillywiththeprettyface haha
but this princess was unlike any other!
some would say she was a bit....hmm obsessed yes thats it!
obsessed with old gray haired men with big man meat!
Lilly in Wonderland said:
......this princess, on her quest for the ultimate in old man meat, stumbles upon a beautifulsexiness princess named, Ms.BobbiBretsassaicecreamyummyness.
She too was obsessed with the unattainable. ( But let's face it, if these princesses put their heads together and showed some thigh, could totally score.) They made a bond of friendship, and totally mocked every fu-tard in the land....
❤Omnia Vincit Amor❤ said:
one day lillywiththeprettface and bobbibreatassaicecreamyumm
Cougars And Milfs, Dingos And Dilfs
A few days ago my boyfriend and I were watching something on TV where a woman in her 30s dating a man a couple of years younger was referred to as a Cougar. I looked over at him."Cougar?" I asked. "She's barely in her 30s. I don't think she qualifies."
COUGARS AND MILFS, DINGOS AND DILFS Category: Romance and Relationships
A few days ago my boyfriend and I were watching something on TV where a woman in her 30s dating a man a couple of years younger was referred to as a Cougar. I looked over at him."Cougar?" I asked. "She's barely in her 30s. I don't think she qualifies."
So I decided to do a little research into what, exactly, constitutes a Cougar.Cameron Diaz dated Justin Timerlake in her early 30s. He was in his mid 20s. Does this make her a Cougar?
Apparently so. According to 20-something males out there, a Cougar is any woman over the age of 30 who dates significantly younger men. According to urbandictionary.com, a Cougar is "an older woman who frequents clubs in order to
~words Are Just Words...it's The Actions That Follow That Speak~
Tell me where you came from and it also tells me who you are at this point....
Show me your choices and it allows me to see who you are becoming.
Each day is an empty canvas for all of us, irregardless of our past, good or bad.
And each day, every decision is a path to a new life...
every decision leads to one....not the sum total but every single one of them alone....
no one makes us angry or sad or hurt....they only do things in front of us and we decide..again, decision....
we decide what value to assign to their words or actions.......
I do not put value in negative, it only empowers others......
I try to grasp onto positive and be positive, even in the face of adversity.
tend to become 'Patterns of Action' and in turn, those 'Patterns' become us..
the way we react and view things...they become "Habits".
Habits can be productive or counterproductive...that is our decision.
Bad Habits can only be excised and replaced by starting a ne
Life is what you make of it! I like to go to clubs to go dancing and play pool.
Solution Of Psychosocial Problems
Hi I am Dr. Ammar , if you are facing any psychological, Mental, Social, Sexual Problem visit my website for getting solution. mentalphysicalhealth.blogspot.com
Name at birth: Malcolm Little
While in prison for burglary, Malcolm Little adopted the Black Muslim faith and became a minister of the Nation of Islam upon his release in 1952. As Malcolm X, he was a charismatic advocate of black separatism who rejected Martin Luther King, Jr.'s policies of non-violence. At first a follower of Elijah Muhammad, Malcolm X broke with the Nation of Islam in 1964. That same year he made a pilgrimage to Mecca and shortly afterwards he embraced orthodox Islam and took the name El-Hajj Malik El-Shabazz. He recanted some of his earlier more strident viewpoints on race, though he remained a staunch advocate of "black power." He was shot to death by a group of men while giving a speech in New York City in 1965; some of the men had connections to the Nation of Islam, though a formal tie between that group and the assassination was never proven.
Return Of Sadam
The Calm Before the StormRevelation 13:16, 17 warns that in the future, Christians committed to honoring God’s commandments will have no legal rights in a future economy as a way to punish them into disobedience of His Word.Well, in many ways, we are already seeing this happen. In one nation, people’s religious beliefs are being used as justification to be refused crucial foreign aid. In another, store shops are being forced to close on Sunday as a political concession to religious power. And in America, a provision in the economic stimulus package regarding religious activies on campus stirred controversy in congress.A Return to Sodom?For instance, in Nigeria, it is against the religious beliefs of both Christians and Muslims to commit homosexual acts. Moreover, their legislative body recently determined that the nation would not recognize homosexual marriage.This vote in support of traditional marriage riled the European Union, which is now seeking to stop foreign aid to
Ok so right now I am so glad I have no more children in school....
They are STRIP SEARCHING CHILDREN in SCHOOLS
They are saying they DO NOT have to abide by the 4th ammendment
They say they DON"T have to have probable cause...
(probable cause being reasonable proof .....)
How far are schools going to go with their dictatorships
They say they can do this WITHOUT a parent present
Without a warrant
Now I understand the concern for safety in the schools and that guns and drugs are a big focal point
But don't children and their parents have rights ?
The schools don't seem to think so
But even hard core drug dealers get better rights than our children
TO STRIP SEARCH AN 8TH GRADE GIRL just cuz someone said opens the door for every bully every clic and peer issue to become a weapen against those they choose to attack for what ever reason..it opens the door for child vendetta
Who cares what the psychological aspects this can have on a child ......right?
who cares if a child ma
My True Love
My true love is myself cause i love myself 3 times a day.
Not meaning to rant, but fuck I am going to.
Ok, maybe not a rant but more of just a question.
Why do words hurt more than actual physical contact?
Talk to me, you never talk to me.Ooh, it seems that I can speak.But I can hear my voice shouting out.But there's no reply at all.Look at me, you never look at me,Ooh, I've been sitting, staring, seems so long.But you're looking through meLike I wasn't here at all.No reply, there's no reply at all.Dance with me, you never dance with me.Ooh, it seems that I can move,I'm close to you, close as I can get.Yet there's no reply at all,There's no reply at all.I get the feeling you're tryin' to tell me,Is there something that I should know?What excuse are you tryin' to sell me?Should I be reading stop or go, I don't know.Be with me, seems you're never here with me,Ooh, I've been trying to get over there.Ah, but it's out of my reach.And there's no reply at all.There's no reply at all.I get the feeling you're trying to tell me;Is there something that I should know?What excuse are you trying to sell me?Should I be reading stop or go, I don't know.Maybe deep down inside,I'm trying for no one else b
1 Mayonnaise Jar And 2 Beers...
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 beers...
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full.
They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full.
The students responded with a unanimous "Yes."
The professor then produced two beers from under the table and poured the entire
Things Happen For A Reason
We all have things that happen within our lives that we dont fully understand.. what is the reason for certain things?
I have always been told everything happens for a reason, but what are the reasons for some? Some we never figure it out..
If for everything there is a reason then what is the reason for all the bad that happens in our lives?
Probably never will figure it out....
Stay On The Boardwalk
Ever wondered what goes on on the other side of gambling casinos? Well one night while in Atlantic City with a group of friends, we decided to find out. We had been drinking heavily (always a bad start to quite a few of my stories) and lost a lot of money in the casinos and decided we were going to find a party somewhere close in the area before our bus pulled out to go back home. So I said, “Hey let’s take a walk on the backside of the casinos and see if we can find a club or some place that’s throwing a party.” So we go outside on the boardwalk and then venture to the back side of the casinos.
As we’re walking we notice there are a few people walking along the streets, no where close to the numbers of people walking on the boardwalk though. Finally I tell the guys, we can’t find a club or a party unless we start asking people. So I see three very pretty, very scantly dressed women standing on the corner talking to each other. I cross over to them
Romance?..or Is It?
It all started on a Friday night. You see, I work two jobs and I also work every day of the week, but lately, who doesn’t work 7 days a week? I guess you might say that I have an odd combination of jobs. I am a computer programmer during the day, and in the afternoon and evening I work at a fast food restaurant. No, I’m not the manager there, I am basically a grunt. I only have two evenings off a week. One of them is Monday night (I’m a wrestling fan, you see, so I gotta watch Raw) and the other is Friday night. Normally I would do things I need to. Grocery shopping and laundry needed to be done on Friday, but on this night, I needed to unwind. There was nothing to prepare me for what was about to happen. I arrived home at about 4 in the afternoon from cashing my paychecks and picking up a few things I needed at the grocery store to tide me over until I actually needed to go shopping. I sat myself down at my computer and turned it on. I logged onto the internet and al
SORRY IVE BEEN AWAY BROKE MY LEG ABOUT 6 WEEKS AGO OR SO HAD TO GO GET SURGERY DONE BUT IM ALMOST BACK TO NORMAL WHATEVER THAT IS
SO THIS IS ME JUST SAYING SORRY TO EVERYONE I MISSED YOU ALL BUT IM BACK NOW
ILL BE HERE EVERYDAY NOW
KISSES TO ALL MY GREAT FRIENDS
Why Good Men Dont Fall In Love
ok my wife cheated on me with all my friends and my brother during the time we were together now that we seperated june of 2008 shes now 6 mos pregnant by my brother all i did was give her everything i could i took her and her three kids in from two other marrages and treated them like my own she abused me even stabed me i tried for several years to hold it together but i guess it wasnt ment to be
Life As I See It
I have been thinking alot about this lately. I watch people and can't help but wonder why they make it so hard to be happy. Everyone talks about what they want to make their life better or to make them complete, content, whole....Happy. However, how often do these people actually do anything but talk about it. It seems most are online in these social websites because they are seeking something or someone...the man/woman of their dreams mainly and occasionally their search is over, but usually they keep seeking. It seems that most on here have heart problems...they have been hurt by someone in the past. What usually ends up happening is they in turn hurt someone else that was searching for the same exact thing... a person to love and be loved by. Why does this happen?..well cuz everyone must pay for others wrongs. My thoughts?..if you want to be happy just do it...stop wasting precious time. If you love someone (and they love you) just love them, do what needs to be done t
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Divorce Sucks But Im Back
Yeah I was married for awhile so thats the big reason why i wasn't on here but yeah now im just looking for friends on here now still.
But yeah if yas wants to chat to some body kinda cool thats me give me a shout alright latz
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When Will Things Feel Right?
I lie awake at night
and wonder when things will feel right.
I stare at the stars above
and question the existance of true love.
What I seek is not perfection
I merely want a close connection.
I want to be loved for what is me
and not for the potential you see there to be.
I want to feel secure when we sit and cuddle
or even as we sit and watch a Monday night huddle.
I want a friendship and deep understanding
and the comfort and peace when emotions make a crash landing.
I want a shoulder to moisten with tears
a partner in life to help me push away my fears.
A face that can make mine brighten
when I need my spirit to heighten.
I want to be loved because of my flaws
and to be the one that makes his heart pause.
I want my happiness to be his priority
for our love to be so strong that we're a minority.
These wants are not just a one way thing
I want both of our hearts to sing.
I want a sense of safety and security
and a continued feeling of purity.
the greatest thing in life that u will ever learn is to love and be loved in return. love is no game. the one u really want is not the one u can live with but the one u can't live without. it hurts when u have that one person and then life fucks up and u have no choice but to let the love of your life go untill u can have them back and have your fairy tail ending. the person i am talkin about knows who they r and hope that u understand that i love u and i'm sorry we can't be together right now.
I am looking forward to this summer, beach valley ball season, biking, running, just simply spending time out side in the warm weather.
Well this is my frist time on this site, so I am really not sure what all to type here.
Well I guess I am looking for a change in my life. Not sure what that change is yet, but I am looking for something. When i find it i guess that i will know. mainly i am looking for some new pards, peeps, friends, what ever you want to call it..lol
Where Has All The Good Skating Gone?
Back in the day me and the boys could tear up parking lots, blast through indoor malls, and shred an endless amount of empty pools. Now there is just too much security, all the pools have been covered over or turned into parking lots, and the malls just plain suck. Sure there are plenty of skateboard parks but they are full of pre-teen phenoms and overly agressive posers. Now I'm having to consider building a mini-pipe in the backyard. I am currently developing an indoor skate park with a throw back theme to pools, rails and stairs. Hell mabey I'll throw in a couple of rent-a-cops to chase us around for the nastalgia. Until then I'm stuck in skateboard hell!
What's Happening Here.....
Has anyone read the article featured on MSN about the “Climate Catastrophe” and global warming? In my opinion this should be a concern to everyone, yet most people dismiss it because it is not likely to happen in our lifetime, but what about our children and grandchildren? I am glad to see that MSN has featured this on the main page. Hopefully it will open the eyes of some to realize what is happening. The first part of the article reads………..
“You've been hearing about the negative impacts of global warming for years. Sometimes your friends nervously joke about it — "Could land in the Rocky Mountains become beachfront property?" Other times you read with worry the news about forest fires, hurricanes, droughts and heat waves. And you wonder, "Is climate disaster already upon us?"
Scientists say the answer is "yes." We are now experiencing the effects of human-caused climate change and, even if we drastically alter our polluting behavio
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Shadowed By A Sigh
Thunder in the distance
shadowed by a sigh.
Vibration from a thousand jets
.......flutter of butterflies.
Roaring of the ocean calms
to a trickling stream.
.... radiator steam.
Lost in another's eyes?
Take a swim through their veins?
Electric sparks as lips meet
Savor a honey kiss
....What is so powerful
....mighty in such force?
Love that's pure and crystal clear.
........All for you of course.
For His Memory Of Her,
I hold her truth safe always!
Air, Water, Fire
Standing high on the rocky mountain top
She stands mesmerized by the beauty below
A sea of trees and fields spread out before her
Like the strokes from an ole masters brush
Finely painted with textures and colors of nature
Sweet smells waft through the air assaulting the senses
Essence of pine meadowland and wildflowers
Raising her arms in the air as a goddess in worship
Turning her face to the sun, rays dare to kiss her cheek
Soft blue dress swirling around her in the breeze
Wind caressing her bronze skin tenderly like a lover
Birds sing her praises and angels lend her wings
Turning to face me, my heart races and falters
She smiles, I catch my breath and gasp for air
Her touch is a fire that only she can quench
As our lips meet, I am no longer solid mass
I am air, water, fire; I am all things for her
Profile of the Sociopath
Sound like anyone you know?
Glibness and Superficial Charm
Manipulative and Conning They never recognize the rights of others and see their self-serving behaviors as permissible. They appear to be charming, yet are covertly hostile and domineering, seeing their victim as merely an instrument to be used. They may dominate and humiliate their victims.
Grandiose Sense of Self Feels entitled to certain things as "their right."
Pathological Lying Has no problem lying coolly and easily and it is almost impossible for them to be truthful on a consistent basis. Can create, and get caught up in, a complex belief about their own powers and abilities. Extremely convincing and even able to pass lie detector tests.
Lack of Remorse, Shame or Guilt A deep seated rage, which is split off and repressed, is at their core. Does not see others around them as people, but only as targets and opportunities. Instead of friends, they have victims and accomplices who end
Learning To Dance In The Rain
Blood pulsing in my veins as your body is crushed against me
Steam rises from our heated bodies as the cool rain drenches us
My arms around your waist my eyes locked on your reflection
Moving to the rhythm of the rain and the music of our hearts
The wind whispers in the trees a song of sweet seduction
Perfumed fragrance of flowers scent the air with a touch of musk
Nature's orchestra playing softly as we step and sway as one
Locked in embrace, lost in love, dancing, unaware of the cold
The moon partially hidden by clouds peeks out to watch
Winking its approval of the romantic scene before it
Brushing the hair from her face, I lean in for a much-wanted kiss
Our lips meet; kiss accepted and returned in the heat passion
The rain stopped and the clouds part, stars illuminate the sky
Air fresh and clean, still we danced oblivious to our surroundings
Learning to dance in the rain holding tight to our tender love
So shall we dance in life, conquering troubles and strife
The Need To Know
Do you really love me?
A question that I need to ask
Would I be number one?
On the other hand, be dead last
If I tried to runaway
Would you block my path?
If you saw me crying
Would you even ask?
How many calls would it take?
To get you here with me
Until you used the excuses up
Then you could be free?
Are you really, what you say
Or someone I don't know
Should I finally take my leave?
Pack and go on home
As my heart calls out to you
Am I but a fool?
Alternatively, do you love me?
Darling tell me true
To That Special Lady In My Life One Day
Every time I look into your eyes all my pain just seems to go away, every time you smile its so pure that it lights up the black in my heart, every time I think about being with you I never want to let you go, the sound of your heartbeat is pulsating to my heart, your face is an expression of a thousand words, but there’s only one word that I choose BEAUTIFUL, every time I hear your voice its like a memory in my thoughts it will NEVER be forgotten, I want us to be ONE
I lay here tonight,
Dead it seems.
Pointless to hope,
When nothing heals.
Trying to cope,
But nothing feels.
Such a word.
Lost in nightmares,
Why so difficult?
To open up,
Let him in.
Feel the fire,
Embrace the sin.
Loving to have,
Only to feel.
To be lost,
In a moment.
That was never real.
Is this a dream?
Or my sad reality?
Am I awake,
to draw blood again.
My skin burns,
My pain wins.
I'll lose it.
Lost it all,
In hopes I'll trip,
In my dreams,
Never hitting the ground,
Nor making a sound.
Is my hearts last pound.
In my dream.
I'll stay here,
I'll cry here,
I'll die here,
From Pain, To Love, To Sorrow...
Of all the days I've waited,
And cried so many tears.
No one has ever rescued me,
From all my pain and fears.
You picked me up when I had fallen,
Lifted me high above all.
You kept me close from heart ache,
You said you'd never let me fall.
I believed those words you spoke gently,
And fell deep into a confusing dream.
Your voice echoed in my body,
Those whispers turned to screams.
I slowly felt the pain haunting me again,
And the sorrow was more then torture.
I lost grip on everything I ever had,
And fell from what my heart worked for.
I curled up in a corner tonight,
And cried so many tears.
Tears I thought I had lost,
Through out those many years.
Happiness had me fooled,
Blinding me from the facts.
Love is a stone cold lie,
And hurts when it attacks.
Love is an evil thing,
Torturing all that crosses it's path.
And if you let your guard down,
You will feel it's wrath.
Pain and sorrow are thought to be bad,
Can You ?
Make me feel, Leave me be. Help me cope, Set me free. Call my name, Shut up now. How to love? I don't know how. Hold my hand, Let me go. Take off your mask, Put on a show. Hold me tight, Walk away. See you later, Come back today. Write me love letters, Don't send me a thing. Sing me a song, Let love ring. Love me always, Hate me forever. Tell me it's over, Tell me it'll get better. Calm me softly, Anger me in a fight. Kiss me long, Get out of my sight. Make me feel, Leave me be. Help me cope, Set me free. Touch me gently, Stop going to far. Come away with me, Get out of my car. Call me later, Forget my number. Hang up the phone, Watch me slumber. Give me peace, Make my life hell. Free my heart, Put me in jail. Let me feel, Try to be sober. Drinking is your love, Tell me when we're over. I'm done helping you, I'll pick you up again. I hate you so much, I am your only friend. Make me feel, Leave me be. Help me cope, Set me free.
Tears Of Divine Hope
Tears and scars, A thick, bloody stream, Memories fade into hope, No hope for me. Falling from, An eighteen story dream, Landing in, A dark, bloody scene. The differences, Between sadness and hope, Skin is where, My blood settles and soaks. Staining my flesh, Burning my soul, My thoughts grow dim, And my mind grows cold. Memory, Loss of love, Hates tendency, Gain of blood. On the ground, I fall and fade, Into another dream, My scars are made.
So How Many Times Do You?
Forgive me Father for I have sinned
I've been a bad girl..I think about sex every single minute of my life How often do you think about sex ?
Dont b shy ladies jus hit me up secrets dont make friends especially secret admirers.
His Flawless Heart
Your pain echos,
Inside my veins.
I reach out toward you,
A touch as soft as rain.
I slowly glare up,
Seeing your eyes reflecting mine.
You say there is no God,
There is only time.
Your smile flushes my face,
All I can do is smile.
Your hand caresses my back,
Lending a feeling so wild.
Your hair shadows your face,
I gently move it to the side.
I slowly melt away,
As your press your lips against mine.
I am weak in the knees,
And all through my body.
Your hands caress my sides,
Your fingertips feel flawlessly.
The feelings I have,
When you're speaking to me.
I cannot explain,
Why you're all that I see.
Your pain echos,
Inside my veins.
I reach out toward you,
A touch as soft as rain
Once Remains (invisible)
It rids me,
But the fear.
Yet it breaks,
It's dark here,
I look around,
Yet go no where.
In this feeling.
And I run.
And I cry.
And I fall.
I push ahead,
Yet I land,
On my back.
This cold floor,
Bound by my chains,
And no key.
I heard of it,
A key will,
From the feeling,
He holds it,
In his heart,
For: Him ... He Knows Who He Is!!
I Never Will
Of the days I've tried,
To take back time;
To fix it all,
I never could...
Of the pain I've caused,
And happiness paused;
I ruined lives,
So many knives.
I always would...
Of the tears I've cried,
No one ever asked why;
Why the tears,
I never understood...
Of the steps I took,
After every book;
I read to escape,
My heart, raped.
I never should...
Of the days I've tried,
To take back time;
To fix it all,
I never could...
I never have...
I never will..
4o Ways Men And Women Fail In Bed
Please keep in mind that if you are not open minded and don't have a very wild sense of humor about sex, stories, and life's mishaps, please do not go any further on this page. I wrote this like 10 years ago on my old website based on advice and stories I heard from men and women I gave sex advice to and from what I heard growing up at parties at my house! Women and men love and agree with it but swear it's not them!!!!!! I didn't make it up myself!!! LOL! HAHAHA! Tell me what you think___________________________
Personal and private stories are not shared on this site due to privacy and personal trust. Please be aware that these are not linked to anyone directly but are for the enjoyment of your reading pleasure.
This is not my own personal opinion but jokes sent in and/or discussed and I thought would be humorous......enjoy!
Blows My Mind
well to start off im frank, im 29 i have my own house, well make that 2 of them, i have a brand new truck, and i pay all my own bills. i am a grown ass man, i am in the army and have been deployed to iraq more then i would of liked to and getting ready to go again, no biggie. but what really chaps my gluttious maximus is how NEEDY people are on here! you can tell someone there pretty thanks for accepting my friend request, you look a little thirsty heres a drink or two, no big deal! but what i have noticed is how flippen needy alot of people are on here!!!! give me this!!! i want that!!! yep! i have some bling i have gifts, not alot but i appreciated everything anyone has given me, i never asked for one thing! but i talk to the people who hook me up with things, i am a genuine real person and i give people respect and attention because they take precious flippin moments out of there lives to say whats up or wish me the best and be safe over the next year while i am gone! if you are fri
if anyone wants to contact me when im not on you can allways text my cell at 5707873195 at any time
I have sat here all day trying to figure some things out and I have realized men are such jerks they tell you what you want to hear and then turn around and tell another girl the same thing they just told you. I'm done with my relationship with my boyfriend. He lied to me again and i'm so tired of it. I hate him with a passion right now and i don't think i will ever talk to him again. I wish i would have never met him.
Where My Real Women At?
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~*~ Thinking Of Me Fondly ~*~
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day
I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk
You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night
I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there
But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind
I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips
I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you
When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I
What Is Witchcraft, Wicca And Paganism For My Non Wiccan Fubar Friends :)
I Am a PaganSelena FoxI am a Pagan.I am a part of the whole of Nature.The rocks, the animals, the plants, the elements are my relatives.Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, ages, nationalities, creeds, or sexual preferences.The earth is my Mother and the sky is my Father.The sun and moon are my Grandparents, and the stars my ancestors.I am part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it.I have my own special part to play and I seek to play that part to the best of my ability.I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect, not abuse...I am a Pagan.I pay attention to the seasons within myself - of beginnings, growth, fruition, harvest, endings, rest, and beginnings again.Life is a Circle with many cycles...I am a Pagan.I acknowledge that the Divine is everywhere in the energy of life.I am Animistic. I sense the life force in the oak tree on the hill, in the herbs in the garden, in the birds
Fathers And Sons
Tonight, I get a call from my son Ian, asking me to come and check out his tux that he's wearing for prom. He's only a Freshman, but is dating a Junior, so he can "legally" go to the prom as long as it was her that asked him.
Ok..I'm gonna get long and a bit sappy here. So bare with me.
When I got to Mom's house, he said, "Hold on Dad, I want to make a grand entrance" and went upstairs to change into it. As I stood there waiting for him, I talked with my ex, and Neil and Nevin.
Then Ian, comes walking down the stairs, with this white tux on, black tie, and a white fedora, his dark brown hair jutting out from the sides of his hat..
I immediately envisioned the day I saw him come into this world...I was the first to see his head crown. The memories of me holding him, literally, on the length of my arm, and rubbing his nose try to get him to go to sleep. Him swimming naked in the kiddie pool as I ran video tape. All of us laying in bed together playing the ABC game, when they had
Poem For Sinners
A poem for us sinners
Give me a reason not to die one simple insignificant excuse not to slit my wrists and watch the blood pour out while I cry out in pain
One simple insignificant excuse not to take the whole bottle of pills to numb the hurt, erase the abuse forget the torment that consumes my life
One simple insignificant excuse not to crash my car head on into the one comming towards me, to see my eyes watch the headlights of the car penetrate my body
One simple insignificant reason why I should be here JUST ONE- You can't can you?
When the pain consumes you and the rage eats your soul, my tormented mind recreates playing over and over the sick story you created in my head can't stop it, can't breath, can't eat, can't make the noise stop
There is no love, no emotion towards others emptiness, loneliness emulates from the pores of my being My Mask goes on everyday-it's the face I wear it's the face you want to see- there is no truth-
That isn't even who I am-you don't
I wasn't looking but you were there
You stole my heart
You made me care
I see a person with a heart so bright
You see yourself
Dark as the night
I want to be your sunshine
To make your life bright
To make all your darness turn into light
I miss your smile and your eyes so blue
Your soft gentle touch
Your kisses too
I want to spend forever laying in your arms
Making up for a past
Where others did you harm
I promise I will lov
Are U Desperate?
WTF?? Y do I keep running into lame ppl? If I went to ur page and rated u a 10 and checked you out... does not mean ur the shit... im being nice. And just showing sum luv. Dont come hitting me up asking me to fan you?! lmao thats some desperate ass shit right there.... GET A LIFE. So dont get all mad when I tell you no. And then like every other lame fucker on here... block me cuz you dont want to hear what I got to say... lmfao ( I dont care if fanning ppl is part of fubar!... I dont have too u ass wipe if I dont feel like it)
this is for that lame ass dude with the screen name "THE BOSS" you aint shit lmao
Ok I am so fed up w/all the drama on here it is just crazy people talking about others get a fuggin life would you mind your own business, and another thing dont be pointing fingers until you know your story and get them straight...=)
Life Is A B*tch
If you think I am someone you know that talked to you earlier, in most cases I dont know you and dont need your little messages.
Im HOSTING my first AUCTION/CONTEST! It will Start on May 1st @ 5PM FU-TIME/8PM EST, And END on May 10th @ 5PM FU-TIME/8PM EST. *i will take final entry on april 30th @ 3PM FU-TIME/ 6PM EST. NO EXCEPTIONS! **HERE IS HOW IT WILL WORK.** There will be an Entry FEE of 100K Fubucks. The Min bid will be 100K. ALL FUBUCKS/CASH BIDS ENCOURAGED BY BIDDERS. YOU MUST SEND ME A PM WITH A PIC AND THE LIST OF WHAT YOU HAVE TO OFFER + ENTRY FEE. You MUST RATE MY &SKITTLES& Folder & Comment the Last pic stating you want to be in the Skittles Auction. (there are only 50 pics in folder) Person with
Come On People!!!!!
Come on people!! What're you waiting for? Come check me out in my first auction ever. Auction ends Friday and I need some new bids!! Take a peek of what I'm offering and make a bid! While you're there, rate me please, they have prizes for the ones with the most rates. Thanks!!
How Do You Fly The Fu?! ,l, (-_-) ,l,
>Howey Feltersnatch is having his first contest. Entry is easy if you have a picture of flippin the middle finger your in. I'm just taking entries now so please look thru and rate everyone. When the contest actually starts i will delete and reload the contestants.My goal is to get 250 pictures to make a bombable album for the second contest. The first contest will start when i have all entries needed and will go till the end of my Happy Hour which i will book at a later date. The winner will be the one with the most rates. The second contest will be for people who bomb the How Do You Fly The FU?!?! album durin my HH. Winner will be drawn from a hat on cam in Bad Habitz Radio Lounge shortly after the HH.The two prizes will be choice of a 35 credit bling. Given durin a Happy Hour. How do you get me your pictures for the contest?
Ok today is a new day..... I had a really bad week..I decieded to approach today with a new attitude. Things in my personal life have been kind of up and down but it could be so much worse. I know its me. I can be such a witch sometimes. Yes I said it..lol. Some of it is my meds. My siezure meds sometimes make me just so moody and when i am not eating right I feel shitty. Over our vacation I didnt eat right and being depressed I gained like 4 lbs which seems like nothing but 4 lbs for me is hard to get off. I eat only 1200 calories a day to maintain my weight,,,that sucks lol.
But anyways I always said I believe in signs just have to look for them. so last night I said today would be my new day. When we got into bed last night they was a firefly in my window I have never seen one that close and i am 34 years old. We watched it for over 30 minutes maybe longer I felt at such a peace after. One of my favorite songs is firefies by Faith Hill. So i think as silly as this sounds this was m
Just A Thought!!
Your morning thought for the day:
Some days are diamonds. Some days are stones. Sometimes the hard times won't leave me alone. Sometimes the cold wind blows a chill in my soul. Some days are diamonds, some days are stones.
A Poem From My Daughter Lexi...
So there was a mom and daughter. closer than anything for so long. They always told eachother everything. They loved each other so much. Then along one day this boy walked into the daughters life. He was her everything. And she started to be with him more and more. then things started to change. their relationship wasn't the same. The constant fights. Those nights... they'd both sit in their rooms crying afterward. The mom was just trying to protect her baby. She was just being a mom. The daughter thinking her mom was just being stupid. Would say hurtful things without thinking. And never think of how bad it stung her mom. One day she had said too many hurtful things. She told her mom she wished she were dead. Her mom just couldnt take it. Her daughter knew she was having a rough time, but she only thought of herself. The mom walked into her daughters room after some thinking. She walked up to her little girl And kissed her on the cheek. She said, "Honey I love you so much. Dont ever f
I've decided to document all the brilliant ideas that float thru my head daily, so in case I decide to follow throu, and make some money, I have them documented.
My first documented brilliant idea is a kit for all gas stations. It comes with a large piece of chalk, some yellow tape remnants(crime scene printed on it), and some brown paint.
Now what you do is have a fellow employee lie on the floor, and you trace the outline of their body. Not too heavily, it has to look like it's been there for a day or two.
Then you take the brown paint, and flick it in the general direction of where the person would be standing before they fell. Take the rest of the paint, and put it near where the head is on the chalk body.
Take the crime scene tape, and cut off a foot or two, and stuff it in the garbgage can. Make it look like it was hastily jammed in there.
And finally, it will come with a fake newspaper article, where you can plug in theture of your current employee, and the
This is his FIRST CONTEST!!!!
Please Click on the PIC and Rate it for him!! Also can you leave me a comment on how I did on my first bullention and HTML blog!!
DJ Marlboroman is in his first contest!! He needs your help!! Just Click on the picture below and place a rate. Leave a comment and I will return the LUV!! Please repost!! Brought to you by: DkAngelPrincess
need all my friends to show love on my pics with comments.ill do the same
I love it when a man knows just what to do with his hands and tongue.. i love it when you suck on my lips and tickle every inch of me down there with your tongue!!! yumm!! I taste sweet like candy .. dont you want to lick my sweet juices and taste my wet dripping pussy???? youll be begging for more! i guarantee!!!
I just added some new pics...check them out! I enjoy making new friends and hope you guys will come by and say hi! Buy me a drink....I will RTF!!! Sweet kisses......Dana
Lady Gaga rocks, love her style
Omg, I was in New Orleans 1 night, and I went to the Bourbon Pub, and I ordered my favorite drink, "Sex On The Beach" and I went to the dance floor, forgetting my drink on the table, and danced my ass off. Went back, drunk the rest of my drink, and continued to party. Then i noticed I started feeling a lil dizzy so I went outside for air. But that didnt even work. All of a sudden, I started Hurling all over the curb, and It felt like it was never ending. Somehow, I managed to hop on the bus, and continued to hurl on there too. Thank God the bus driver dropped me off a couple blocks away from my house, and I called my bf from the cell phone and he came and picked me up, mid you, I was still throwing up! To this day, I hope I wasnt drugged!!
Thanks for reading, and Yes a True Story!
Just wanted to say,
Praize,Jesus Christ,our lord,for we man kind is not worthy of the grace and love he has given to us,but we as his children are living sacrafices in his name and glory,Amen,do i have any wittnesses,how many people are so lost an in lifes greifs,and don't know were to turn,well let me tell you fubars fans,his door is always open you just have to call on his name and except him to be your savior,and devote your life to him,and he will walk with you all your days and comfort you aswell,for his gifts never stop giving,and don't forget to spread his word and invite someone to his Glory.Amen.
What realy in life is more rewarding than his grace,salvation,love and most of all his promice of eturnal life with him and our Father in Heaven.
Talk to him and give it a try,now remember,his answeres are not always what you want,but they will be what you really need,and don't for get to praze him name and show it in everything you do for others will
This is more of a poll. So what is the best way to get to see nsfw's with out buting bling/blast and such?Some people like me cant afford to spend money on fubar because we just dont have it.What do you think? Or am I just a broke perv?
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My dear squishy Hugh and I were discussing creating an enertaining blog about Golden Showers, we even discussed how Hugh enjoyed them and I despised them. After much deliberation on the blog I started typing and realized that I have nothing. Absolutely nothing worth posting about Golden Showers. I turned to my cute cuddly friend and told him that golden showers werent really funny and that unless his mouth was opended during the last shower I couldnt see the haha in it. We then discussed foods and what disgusting food have you eatten. I reminded him since im greek i eat lamb that turns on a spit with his eyes still staring at you.....So Im asking for help, my mind has gone and im drawing a blank. Entertian me dammit!
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GREEN BUDS AND HASHWould you like green buds and hash?- No I would not, Mister Stash!Would you like them in a bong?Would you like them all day long?- No I would not in a bong!- No I would not all day long!- I do not like green buds and hash.- I do not want them Mister Stash!Would you like them wrapped in paper?Will you try them now or later?- I do not want them wrapped in paper.- I don't want them now or later.- I don't want them in a bong,- I do not want them all day long.- I do not like green buds and hash,- I do not want them Mister Stash!Would you like them in a joint?- No I would not, what's the point?Perhaps you would prefer a puff?Just have one, that is enough.- I won't partake, not of a puff,- Nor a hoot, nor hit, nor huff!Would you try a tiny toke?- No I don't want any smoke!What if they were vaporized?- I've told you no a thousand times!Would you, could you, in a cake?Or in cookies I can bake?- I do not want them in a cake,- Or in cookies you could bake.- I do not want them v
Bullentions I Have Made
Myspace 2.0 layouts
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Why is it that people on here and other sites try to put good people down and saying so much bs about them. I have a friend on here that can't even get rates or anything anymore because of a stupid online whore, yes I said it. Look to the best of my knowledge these sites are supposed to be for fun and to make new friends, not for some bitch that has a screwed up life to screw everyone elses lives up. Probably just to make her feel better about her misserable existance. well anyway. If you are my friend then you know I don't blow smoke up so here's what I would like you to do, This friend of mine has been acused of being a stalker, now the funny thing is he doesn't even live in America, but she says he stalks her everywhere she goes, that is obviously not true, so please block her, this is her page address
Please tell your friends too.... If you have any that are screwing with you let me know and I'll block them too and I'll let my other friends
Gotta Love Us Southerners
Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess."
Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder."
Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is -- as in: "Going to town, be back directly."
Even Southern babies know that "Gimme some sugar" is not a request for the white, granular sweet substance that sits in a pretty little bowl in the middle of the table.
All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well.
Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big bowl of cold potato salad. If the neighbor's trouble is a real crisis, they also know to add a large banana puddin!
Only Southerners grow up knowing the difference between "right near" and "a right far piece." They also
Attention Fu Friends And Family ! A Hacker Is On The Site
Douglas Davis: Passing this along....**ATTENTION!!!*** Do not accept a friend request from a CHRISTOPHER BUTTERFIELD he is a hacker. Tell every 1 on your list because if somebody on your list adds him, he'll be on your list too. He'll figure out ur computer's ID and address, so copy & paste this message to everyone even if u don't care for them cause if he hacks them, he hacks you! TY WATCH OUT FOR HIM WE DON'T NEED THIS HERE HUGS WITCHESBREW aka CHERIE'MARIE P.S THERE IS A BU
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Please love , dry your eyes ..
There's no reason for you to cry .
You loved him lots ; I know it hurts ,
But all these tears he's just not worth .
He made his choice , now let him go ;
His mistake , and he'll soon know .
It won't be long , he'll be on his knees ..
But walk away , and ignore his pleas .
The day will come ; Your heart won't ache .
No more nights will you lie awake .
The tears will stop , as the memories cease ;
His name won't hurt , and the pain will ease .
But until the day that all this ends ,
Remember that you've got your friends .
Just take our hand , and we'll help you heal ;
Showing you how true love feels .
Really really bored with nothing to do, I think I'm going to go outside. See ya'll later tonight.
If I Could Be Beautiful
If I could be more beautiful
Would you tell me I'm the one?
That your life revolves around me
Like the planets to the sun
If I could have eyes like heaven,
Would you stay and look at me?
Forever in my loving arms,
In nothingness, yet happily
If I could have skin like paper,
Would you swear to treat me right?
Like a princess left abandoned,
Could you be my shining knight?
If I could be more seductive,
Would your heart start to race?
Or would it remain indifferent
To the passion in my embrace
If I could be more beautiful,
Would it be me you finally see?
What it is you see in her,
I wish you would see in me.
If I could be just a bit better,
Or more loving or less of,
If I could be more beautiful,
Could I be the one you love?
Wishing For A Heart
I wish I could tell myself you never loved me,
Wish I could say you never had my heart,
But I know that I'd be lying to myself
Because it's been yours from the start.
I wish I could find those words
That could finally make you care.
I wish I could snatch them from the sky,
As if they're flying way up there.
I wish I could warm your bitter heart,
The way I used to when we touched,
But you'd only fly away again
No matter how hard I clutched.
Sometimes I wish you were a star,
Singing to me from the night sky,
Burning bright, for me, it seems,
With a deep love we can't deny.
I wish that I could put my heart in a box,
Safe, with a lock and a hidden key,
So I could forget the day I fell in love
And forget you fell for me.
I wish with a fiery passion from within,
One that burns hotter than the sun,
That you'd give me back a beating heart,
Instead of this tattered, broken one.
What does everyone predict on who will be in the finals? Who will wwin the finals..Big basketball fan so just seeing peoples opinions on it
UGH! I try my best to do the right thing... I really do, but there comes a point in your life where you just want to say "Fuck It". Yep, I said it.... the "F" word. Crazy right? lol. I just don't get folks. When I'm a sweet as syrup, people want to treat me like shit. When I turn BWA(Bitch With Attitude), people are nice. I am a very happy-go-lucky person and i prefer to always be a sweetheart, so what gives? Men answer me please... why do some find bitchiness such a turn on?
I Want My Wings
I have decided to make a run for Angel this weekend. I am planning on activating my Auto on Friday at 9PM EST so if you happen to be free and can spare some rates I would love to be an Angel by the end of the weekend.
I always say I have the best friends on Fubar and from the time I started the upper levels Godfather and up so many of my friends have been there every time. I am proud that I have the ones that still believe in friendship and are always there when you need them.
I want to thank you for taking the time to read this and thand you now for helping cause if you cared enough to read my blog I know you will be there to help me get my wings.
Much love to all of you
New Strip Club
Come down to Stingers in Malvern Oh and check out the dancers! Im one and we would love to keep you company! The address is 5252 Alliance rd Malvern oh We have dancers on tues an wed nights from 6 to 1 Come and enjoy yourself!
~littel Dick 2.....jealous Fella~
OOOOKK...here we go again.....just finished a bomb and was talking with friends here...when out of nowhere comes a little dick and buys one of my 'fu-owned' friends....she is new to me but has sincere and kind words on her page....well, silly guido thinks this is a fun site and we all try to raise the fu-value of those we 'own' as fun and games.....
Next this dude starts to 'fu-kill' my buzz....no worries...I have many friends that help out there.
Now here comes my problem and what I have issue with....he starts hitting my good friend's shout box and telling them stupid shit about me 'leaving his girl friend alone'.....trouble is...she is sending me messages on how happy she is that I fu-own here.....weird huh.
It gets better.....he tells my friend that I will 'go broke' and he has enough power as an Evil Oracle to keep killing my fubuzz....(whoop te doo). My friend counters with she has enough power to keep shitfacing me.....Now, I don't care if some asshat doesn't like me or says
Such a forgotten disaster
I am but broken shards of glass
All that's left is the blood
And my heart that beats, at last.
I am a reflective recollection
I have no secrets to hide
What you see is what you get
There is nothing inside.
No blue veins filled with regret
No tears that I can cry
Only the immortal restlessness
Cradled in one eye
Behold my gaze and don't tremble
Try not to lose your breath
For if you do, I cannot release
The hold you have on death
Look at me, but don't pity
But keep your eyes open
For what you see is what you get
A mortal that is broken
What did you see in my eye?
Is it what I foretold?
Am I to die every day of my life
With hands left shaking cold?
How can this be beautiful
When it's all I've ever known
Days of thoughtless grays
And nights I spent alone
How can you still be standing
But I tremble at what I see?
Is it that mournful tear you shed
For the sake of losing me?
Though I have one eye to cry
And only one
Goddess Of Rain
What’s the point in saying things
If you know that they’re not true?
What’s the point in making a promise
If you don’t plan to pull through?
The rain pours down these questions
It appears, out of thin air
I don’t know why it is no one notices
Or if they just don’t care
But it means so much to me
When someone can leave behind
The problems that they created
On the rest of all mankind
Fathers who’ve forgotten daughters
A mistake that’s in the past
Thoughts that lead to suicide
It all happens so fast
The cuts that lay engraved on her wrist
Remind her of all the times she was alone
Of all the pain she was born to create
On her wrist, thoughts set in stone
Like the lightening through the rain
And the booming thunder that you hear
That’s the sound of her majesty’s cries
Whenever she draw near
So whenever you see rainfall
Know that she’s around
Because each rain drop is a tear
Multiplying on the ground
She’s just a mishap
Something to forget
Just a m
If Just For A....
If just for one day
Can I be your girl?
I swear I’ll make it up to you
I’ll be your entire world
If just for one day
Can you hold me tight?
Fool me into believing
That everything’s alright?
If just for one second
Can you show me a true kiss?
I’ve never felt so welcome
I know I’d treasure this
If just for a mere moment
Can I be the one you see?
I’m tired of feeling so transparent
Cloaked with invisibility
If just for a lifetime
Can you show me security?
Can you introduce me to a lifetime
Of painless purity?
If just for a weekend
Could you take me away?
I promise I’ll leave
Whenever you say
But if just for a second
I felt that you were mine
The eternity of pain of which I’m bound
Would really be quite fine.
"One nation, under god, individual, for liberty and justice for all" That line out of our pledge of alleigance sticks in my head..We say we live by That pledge..That its our way of living..I find that hard to believe. Take for instance "For liberty and Justice for all" Look very closely at that sentance, Its basically saying that everyone has there own certain justice, everyone should be equal and no matter what it says in the bill of right of us "All men and woman are equal" its a complete Lie. I mean look around us, Have we all gathered together as one and completely agreed that everyone is equal? If everyone was equal how come those in Africa are still treated like slaves?. How come Black men and woman still get treated with Racism through the Usa? How come even white men and woman get treated with Racism throughout the world? I can answer that..Its simple, its because we are selfish..We dont care about other peoples feelings all we care about is What we want and what we think as a
What To Do What To Do
i hate being alone. i hate being in a meanless relationship. so i broke it off. now hes feeding me lie after lie. just trying to stay with me. im not falling for it. why do men do that? why do i have to be the one to keep going through this? will i ever find the right man? will i ever find the one and only man for me that will just take me out once in a while? wont hide me from his family and friends? and some one that will be willing to take the time and spend time with me? im tierd of being used and im tierd of being alone. i just want some one that i can curl up next to and cuddle with right now.
Whispered thoughts into your ear,
But they went unheard and disappeared,
I held my breath and let it go,
But there was nothing but sorrow.
I lifted my arms into the wind
But it just flowed right through my skin.
I reached for you and then I sighed
But felt nothing down deep inside.
Knew there was something I was missing
The warmth I felt when we were kissing
I touched you with my soft, raw lips
But my hope was lost in sinking ships.
I watched your eyes just slightly open
But shivered when I saw they were broken
I wiped away a tear and soon dropped it
I touched your heart but you had locked it.
Danced around in rain and thunder
But the rain was thick and put me under
Drowned in the tears that I never cried
Pushed beneath the pain I couldn't hide.
I gasped for air but my lungs drew back
For in my death, my love had cracked.
I am nothing but a piece of the past,
And an unwanted thought that died at last.
Disregarded like the scent of night
The touch of
Windswept and cold, but the night has no feeling.
I soak up the rain, but my heart is not healing.
Heartbroken and sad, and feeling a little let down.
The silence is so loud, and yet there's no sound.
I wish to break these chains, biting into my heart.
I'm bound to an eternity of always falling apart.
The night settles in, the sun has laid its head,
I wait to find the love, when I know that it is dead.
Naked in the dark, I am searching for some sleep.
Bleeding through invisible wounds that are too deep.
I'm scared of what I've done to you, why I am alone,
Because I know it's not your fault, it's entirely my own.
Pills won't cure the constant headaches that I get,
Knives can't cut out the memories I wish to forget.
I'm feeling a little defeated and I guess it really shows,
But this is the path I'm walking; this is the path I chose.
Everything was a lie, and no truth was ever spoken.
You told me you could heal my heart, so broken.
Through crystal eyes, I see now
My Damned Angel
Stayed in the shadows so long,
The moon was burned into his eyes
Around that moon, sallow and pale
Was unbreakable darkness in the skies
His eyes are everything black and white
A portrait far too pure
A honey warmth when he's calm,
But solid black when he's unsure
I can't see anything past those screens
I've never seen anything like them on earth.
It's in my heart when they change
From depression to unshakeable mirth.
What has God done to such an angel?
And why is he so sad?
Poor angel, my damned angel,
The injustice makes me mad.
Promise after promise is made
Not one can be carried out.
Poor angel, my cruel angel,
I hear him as he shouts.
He says he wants to see the sun
Once more before, too much at steak.
I can't watch my angel, my broken angel,
He slowly starts to break.
My angel, my everlasting angel.
I love him with all the power of the sun.
My heart burns and I'm on fire,
My angel, my precious angel is the one.
Eyes lance through my soul
Hair Of The Dog
My first blog...
All my blogs will be lyrics to songs...since a lot of them apply to my life...This is my theme song....had it since high school....This sums up how I feel, I'm just sick of it all...
Heart breaker, soul shaker I've been told about you Steamroller, midnight stroller What they've been saying must be true Red hot mama Velvet charmer Time's come to pay your dues Now you're messin' with a A son of a bitch Now you're messin' with a son a' bitch Now you're messin' with a A son of a bitch Now you're messin' with a son a' bitch Talkin' jivey, poison ivy You ain't gonna cling to me Man taker, born faker I ain't so blind I can't see
Now you're messin' with a A son of a bitch Now you're messin' with a son a' bitch Now you're messin' with a A son of a bitch Now you're messin' with a son a' bitch
How is it that i am so in love but yet i feel so broken and hopeless and will never be the way it was?
I know this wont make sense to anyone but the one person who put me this way but i felt like putting this some where besides in my head.
Baby i love you and i always will til the day i die. I dont want anyone else just you. wish things were the way they used to be. i miss you and the kids so much. But id rather have you in my life as a friend then not have ya'll in my life at all. I want you happy so if that means you being with someone else then thats the way it needs to be. Just please dont keep leading me on one day and not the next. Let me go completely if you dont see a future with me anymore. I know you say you still love me but is it enough???
I would still marry you i told you once i would and i meant it then and i mean it now and i'll mean it 6 years from now.
Tormented words written in ink
God will give them blood to drink
Golden rules for all the living
Rejected boldly by the unforgiving
Words written in many ancient fables
Revisited in the house of seven gables
Though if you take a deeper look
You might find them in the good book
Revenge is sweet to the witches
Coveting carnal wealth and riches
Buried treasures in tainted ground
What is given freely comes around
Darkness comes to the wicked in a curse
For everything holy there is the reverse
It all boils down to a simple choice
We may be sorry, or we may rejoice
We may judge, and cast the first stone
Yet, judgment is for the Lord alone
Forbearance of contrite sisters and brothers
As we are forgiven we must forgive others
When we turn away from blessed bread
Our heart is cold and our soul is dead
Our mind's often too proud too think
That God will give us blood to drink
The world has been baptized by flood
Mercifully cleansed by divine blood
We may ris
I Watch You Walk Away...
You walk out of my life
Like you were never there
You leave me standing here
As if you never cared
You give me back my heart
Like it was never yours
You leave without a tear
Like you don't care anymore
I could fall to my knees
Begging for you to stay
But I let my heart break
As I watch you walk away
But its hurting so much
To keep it all inside
I try to fight the tears
But they're so hard to hide
And only if you knew
How much it hurt that day
To watch the one I love...
As he slowly walked away
Who I Am
Don't know who I am,
So I'm searching deep inside,
Not who I was before,
Because that person died.
I'm lonely and broken,
Can't recognise my own face,
Nothing feels right,
I've fallen out of place.
And slowly I'm breathing,
Planning out the days,
I'm not just some little girl,
And this isn't just a faze.
For I lost myself,
Oh so long ago,
And I'm carrying so much,
I wish I didn't know.
All of the missing pieces,
Are lost inside so deep,
I'm calling out,
Singing myself to sleep.
Time is taking over,
And there's so much to say,
But the words won't come,
And I'm pushing the moments away.
The sweet melody I once knew,
Got swallowed up by choice,
Nobody's there to listen,
Don't wanna hear my voice.
She's there somewhere,
The girl I used to know,
And I don't know who I am,
Because she choose to let me go.
Things On My Mind
Dreams of liquid life within the body of a procreation goddess.
Limber arms, legs and beating heart...so close to this life.. yet never will be a part of mine.
Growing hopes, growing dreams growing growing and yet never knowing.
Learning to be what nature denies me. Learning and being myself a woman in only half the knowing.
A mother isn't a mother because she can procreate...it is what I was tought to celebrate.
Full of dried hopes, dried dreams and dried tears. I'm a mother out of choice, yet I hear the cry, I hear the voice.
It's lodged deep inside, where I ignore and look away. The child inside looks for a way.
There can only be this I can give. My heart my time my joy. no girl or boy.
The purest love and devotion given from a child wh
Hey I m new to this site and really confused with it can somebody add me soI can have the full experience on fubar.....PLEASE
Rampage Of Exodus
Once upon a time, in a land thought dead There lived a strange creature with eyes glowing red It's soul was not twisted, as you might expect Just shaped in the mood of the world one would suspect Not far from the abode of the creature called Tohm Stood a dreary village, as if it were hit by a bomb All the poor citizens, especially the children Had no reason to smile in their village of Boraiden Sitting alone in his home in an endless brood Tohm frowned and winced, in a constant sad mood When a sudden loud crash sounded from nearby Tohm shrieked and wailed as he thought he was going to die Recollecting himself and emerging from the corner Tohm didn't think he was to be a victim of murder Stepping outside after a cautious stride He opened the door, but used it to hide Peeking from behind his wooden barrier Tohm discovered soon the sound was a carrier Carrying supplies to the land called Kiljoy But mistakenly dropping a precious toy Tohm lifted the object with peaked curiosity He studied
Results N Such
Firstly THANKYOU ur kind words and gifts and prayers have touched me more than u know.
so yesterday i went back to the oncology center to get some results n see where we go from here .. well i think i need my very own ........ HOUSE.. he could cure me but seriously i am still severly anemic, but no bleeding any where so its not loss of blood, my iron stores are also very good .. my sugar was a wee bit high as was my calcuim still. my oncologist feels the cancer is within the bone marrow.. he said something about the red cells im producing are dying or being attacked .. so a week friday i go back to the cancer center for a bone marrow biopsy.. and yes he stuck me in hospital today torecieve my fourth transfusion .. i will keep u all posted i done it in a blog .. purely so i didnt have to type it 50 times :P:P
love u guys
Let's Make A Story!
Once upon a time there was a group of pretty little cupcake... with pretty little frosting AND....
THe movie will begin in 5 moments..the mindless voice announced...
THose who are not seated will await the next show..
As we are seated and darkend the voice continued...
"The program for this evening is not new, weve seen this entertainment through and through..
Weve seen your birth..your life and death..you might recall of the rest..did you have a good world when you died?.enough to base the movie on?
I`ve been riding here & there & everywhere. Planes, cars, hitchhike, walked the road, name it been there. Now I find myself @ 61 yrs. old (never thought I last this long) & everywhere I went.....all my hangouts are gone!!!!!! North, South, East & West. Now i`m home trying to get used to the retired life(sucks), wife`s happy, sons are happy......How do I tame myself to be a ......I don`t know.....I would say a stay a home person. Worked all my life, here, there, everywhere. finally home, friends are either gone or past away. Bars are the type that you can`t wear sandles, sorry sir- you can`t come in with a tank top. To explain this further, i live in a peninsula, beach on one side bay on the other. Condos, too expensive rest......I`ll be DAMN pissed if I have to wear a tie to shoot a good game of DARTS w ith a beer chaser. Well to make a long story short, I took a ride towards the end of the Peninsula. There ....a falling apart bar I found my place, met some still living friends......I
"Changin' the Game"
Stop for a minute and feel the beatCuz Im about to spit some heatNow start the music with the volume upCuz its the game Im changin upI got mad skillz Im about to flashIts the charts Im about to smashMy flow may be bold But its never cold So put your feelings on hold And listen to what your about to be toldIts time to get off the six-pack And drink from the man wit the kegTell me what you want Theres no need to begThis man's gotplenty of fuckin beerTo supply you a grin from ear to earNow listen to my words that your about to hearDo a keg stand& try to walk a lineThats how you'll feel after my 69Light headed & feeling dizzyNow its time for us to get busyIf ya think a horseis fun to rideBaby I'm a bull and I say it wit pridePush my button the way I wantI'll guaranteeyou've never been touchedlike the way I huntAs you can see my words may be bluntBut Im not outto just bust a nutBaby its youIm about to pleaseI just demand 210%when your on your knees
Kissing your neckwi
How Women Can Tell If A Guy Likes Them
Easy ways to tell if a guy is interested in you:
He flirts with you.
He smiles at you a lot.
He always teases you or makes fun/jokes.
He will also go out of his way to be as near you as possible without being obvious.
He sends you flowers.
During a conversation, he mirrors your actions and your voice fluctuations. This action is referred to as "mirroring" and is a very positive sign that he is interested.
He compliments you a lot.
He develops a special nickname for you.
He is very willing to help you out or do you favors (like rides home, or physical work).
He laughs at all your jokes/will try to make you laugh.
He mentions activities that you are interested in so there is a chance for you two to do them together.
He remembers little things that you've talked about before a long time ago, and brings them up in conversations to let you know that he remembered.
His pupils dilate when he looks at you. Our pupils will dilate when we are looking at an
I Recently got engaged to the man of my dreams after loving him secretly for years. We finally told each other how we felt and fell even deeper in love with one another. I never thought I could be so happy with someone as I am with him. We will be married July 13, 2009 and I am so excited about it. I cant wait to start my new journey with my new husband.
How To Tell If She Is Interested In You
Easy ways to tell if a girl is interested in you:
She constantly makes attempts to touch your hand.
She buys you small gifts for no reason.
She leans towards you when you talk to each other.
She smiles at you a lot.
She laughs at your comments and jokes.
She acts giddy around you.
She mentions activities that you are interested in so there is a chance for you two to do them together.
Her eyes light up when she sees you or hears your name.
She touches you more often than what friends do.
She constantly asks about your status with girls and asks your preference in types of girls
She flirts with you.
During a conversation, she mirrors your actions and your voice fluctuations. This action is referred to as "mirroring" and is a very positive sign that she is interested.
She asks you out to lunch or dinner.
Her face turns red when you're near her, or when you talk to her.
Her pupils dilate when he looks at you. Our pupils will dilate when we are looking at anything we l
When you realize that the life that you believed was real was all just a lie you are broken. When you think that you are safe, that the person that you love and trusted the most has betrayed you, then you are broken hearted. The hard part to all of this is figuring out how to pick up the shattered pieces of what is left of your heart and move on.
Ive been posed with a question lately that i just cant seem to answer. Everytime i meet a nice girl she always asks me "Why is a great guy like you still single?" I really never have a good answer. I mean i dont want to be single, i dont like being single, as far as i know theres nothing wrong with me, heck i even make a stupid amount of money....but for some reason I just cant seem to find the right girl. After i got back from the war i lost my woman, and needed some time off, i chose to be single for a while...but since i started looking again, i just seem to never be able to find anyone who wants to stay around for any amount of time. I guess lately ive just been thinking that maybe there is something wrong with me and the girls just are too nice to tell me, how many times can you hear....Im just not ready yet, or its not you its me...before you start to realize they are just lines from someone trying to spare your feelings. Ive been trying to evaluate myself a lot lately, and see
I find myself lost without words ao I will do my best.
I have been on this site for over a year now and I have by far talk to some great people on this site. But when I came here it was in hopes of finding someone. But the same problem has always came up, either they were married and playing head games with me or they live too far away. I can't continue to talk to a few different women on here always having the thoughts of wow, what a great woman giving myself false hope of being with them. I rather be water borded then have my heart tortured. I am one of the few men out there that truely wants a meaningful loving relationship that every woman on here has talked about. But the more I learn that they have been in a abusive relationship and continue to stay in it with the hopes of that guy getting better never happens just turns my stomach!
The last two relationships I have been in just ripped my heart out from my chest and stepped all over it. I have started to think that if I real
My Last Week Of Freedom
I am sitting at the car dealership, getting my truck service and replacing the 8 coil that went out of the spark plug, figure the odds of that happening with a week before deployment, not mention having a baseball hit you windshield last week. Oh well life goes on. I have been trying to figure out how I write this blog about a week before I leave. It is kind of hard, mainly because there is a wide variety of emotions with just as intense power where you are just numb from the intensity of emotions, however I am a vet been through this task too numerous times since the turn of the century.
The biggest emotion at this moment with a week left of civil freedom, is a frustration. The level of frustration has dramatically intensified. It is hard to explain the level of horniness that I going through right now with no visible chance of getting any relief. It was bad enough having to deal with the slow process of healing from the divorce and try to build up relationships w
Is It Magic?
Dim lit room, soft shadowed gloom. Dark as night, shivers of fright. Come to me slave, and kneel before me. I am your Master and fearfully you adore me. Pain is the vessel, it carries the gift. Knowing it is coming makes your spirits lift. ...Kneeling before him, you look quietly at the floor and shiver in partial fear and anticipation. Your Master looms before you and you hear him pushing it along in front of him with his foot. "Oh, GOD!" You feel butterflies in your stomach, you feel a lump of dread weighing heavy on your soul. Oh, what powerful sensations course through your shivering body! Inching closer, you can see it from the corner of your downcast eyes and you release a soft and quiet sigh. "The box!" Joy and fear crowd together in your mind. You hear the box stop and your Master walk to stand directly behind you, he leans down and roughly grasps your hair in his hand and pulls you to your feet. "Thank you Master" you say in a soft and quivering voice and then you wince from t
During President Obama's visit to Turkey he denied that the United States of America is a Christian or Jewish or Muslim country; it is a country of citizens. This is a rather odd proclamation in a secular Muslim country where conversions away from Islam are not illegal, but they can definitely be punished outside the rigors of national law. That is why the Catholic converts there have to keep a very low profile and the Church keeps quiet about the new Catholics there. Another denial came from the White House after President Obama, the elected citizen leader of a nation of citizens, bowed to King Abdullah of Saudi Arabia: they denied the obvious fact before the eyes of millions of viewers and told us that the citizen president did not bow to a Muslim king. A third denial from the White House after President Obama had requested to address the economy at Georgetown University. The prominent displays of IHS - the first three letter
The Loss Of A Friend....
This world can analyze and size you up and throw you on the scales
They can I.Q. you and run you through
Their rigorous details
They can do their best to rate you
And they'll place you on the charts
And then back it up with scientific smarts
But there's more to what you're worth
Than their human eyes can see
Oh, I say the measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand
How wealthy or intelligent you are
'Cause I've found out the measure of a man
God knows and understands
For hel ooks inside to the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
The measure of a man.
I know people have some messed up stories about how crazy there family is and by all means if you want share with me.. But I can almsot imagine I can top them off.
My cousin and I who ive been best friends with since Birth.. Literatly.. I was there when she was born and vice versa. I'm a couple months older though. Wewt. We went with one of her friends whos 18 and he friends bf hes 16..and crazy....there was a tiny lil carnival going on so we decided to go chill and be cool.. we all naturally had a good time but since she was with me and my cousin who wont let her take shit from her controlling bf he was getting mad cus she wasnt bowing down to her. Well he pulled her aside once while we were in walmart then he did it again as we were getting food....Im not really sure what this kids problem is but its something...well he kept fucking around being stupid with her and she broke up with him..well he flipped out and was screaming at anyone that looked at him..imagine a 16 year old callin
Well I would just like to Dedicate my frist blog to two really cool and Hawt people that I recently became friends with.
Yea you know who you are SHAROL AND JESSICA!!!!
You guys are the coolest FuBar/Scape/Internet Friends anyone could ask for and I hope we have a long relationship..so we can fly to jessicas house on the beach where she raises her horses and make sweet music videos.
So my First blog I want to dedicate to you guys I
Watch Out For This Guy...
Randy the Vampire...http://www.fubar.com/user/301551
This jerk is going around & stealing pictures. Don't bother downrating him, just block him right away...try to do it when he's not online since he'll be able to get to them before you can block him. There's nothing you can do but set your profile to "friend's only" & mark your folders the same.
Just a head's up so he doesn't get yours, too!Kat
Found The Love Of My Life
im so blessed to have met the perfect man in the world he is more than my boyfriend he is my best friend and i dont know what id do without him he makes me a better person inside and out and i fall more in love with him each word that he says he is the best and i couldnt be any happier than i am right now. thanks baby for being you your so perfect and i cant wait to be with you
In The Depths~
Speak now or forever hold your peace, Do you want me out of this place? Cuz you're throwing words back and forth, Do I have you to look foreward to? I'm built for sin, But I'm so pure when you're near. Nothing crosses my mind But white doves, and holy words. My soul, once shackled, Gives in to your kind words and sweet phrases. My body, so strong, Is now awakened by your tenderness. Is this forever, Or is it now and never? Your eyes may catch me, But your arms might turn away. Terrified of your redemption, I want more. You are my most deadly sin, But my most alive happiness.
"Dedicated to Joy"
When I think of you my heart jumps my stomach drops A shiver runs through me Your lips intrigue me, I can not help but wonder what they would feel like upon mine Your hands are a temptation mine cannot resist, I just wish to hold them and all will be right with my heart Your eyes dazzle me the light I see when they lock with mine no other gaze gives me that feeling Your voice, no matter the words makes my heart flutter and my eyes sparkle in delight You are my fuel, my addiction, my inspiration, my fantasy This love can not be calmed I understand how fragile it may be and I will protect it until I am strong enough to keep this love sheltered, while it flourishes but before then, I must have one taste, to keep me holding on, so I know it is as amazing as we imagine that it is worth the wait
To My girl, Joy
He loves weddings. Maybe it's the white dresses, maybe it's the anticipation of the wedding night or maybe it's the thrill of destroying something so pure and beautiful. No, it's just the fact that it's so easy to blend in. He loves to watch. That's all he's ever done. He loves it so much his subjects began curbing to his mind, fantasies and even his will. In the past years he has harnessed blunt suggestions and channeled them into skilled puppetry.Today's wedding, he knows, will be quite a show. Even though he has only seen photographs of the bride he can sense her sexual energy. She is divine. She might've hypnotized him instead she was so beautiful. Well, a lesser man anyway. He turns with all the guests as the large doors open. Her long dark hair beautifully set up. Her ample breasts expanded within the taught strapless corset gown. Her heavy nervous breathing was about to grow. She begins her unescorted march down the aisle with a single step. And a tingle. She keeps going. The ne
A Simple Drive~
The look of her eyes as always caused me to become aroused, while we were driving down the highway. As she drove down the road I could feel the familiar pressure of my cock starting to press tightly against my jeans, causing a little discomfort. After a couple of miles of this I pulled my cock out and start to stroke it slowly. I see her eyes drift toward my moving hand and when she sees what's going on she gets a grin on her face, now attempting to drive and look at me stroking my cock. She reaches over and starts to gently play with my balls; I shiver and moan in response to her gentle manipulations still stoking my cock. Taking a finger she plays with the tip on my firm cock and getting her own finger cover in pre-cum sucks on it looking at me with that lustful sexy look on her face.We pull into the driveway and as she turns of the engine before she starts to help me stoke my cock. She then bends over and starts to lick the pre-cum off of the top of my now rock had cock; removing my
Weekly Dinner Party
There is a group of us that gets together once a week, cooking, drinking, hot tubbin, movies, building a fire, or whatever else comes to mind in a given week. This group is people that over time has come to know each other well and everyone get's along with everyone.
I tend to take a lot of pics and post them on my MySpace, so everyone on my MySpace friendlist can view them. We have a lot of fun and on occation someone comes up asking why they are never invited.
This one girl probably asks me every week and did again tonight. I can tolerate her, but several in the group really don't care for her, I hate having to hurt her feelings but there is just no way I can invite her.
The group is made up of a total of about 30 people, in any given week about 15 will be present for dinner night. Due to jobs and the military they are never all there during a given week. It's a great group, you just can't bring someone in that'll make a current member feel uneasy. Not like it would just be for a
Will this ever lasting torture ever end!! The heat melts my flesh like I'm cheese sitting on a slice of toast under the grill, the weather man promised me rain and thunder! He lied he must of took me for a fool!! I cast a curse upon him! The day has dragged like the dead cowboys corpse tied to the horse. I cleaned and scrubbed my floors like Cinderella yet more scrubbing is required and there are no ugly sisters to help me.
All these light sources are putting a strain on my eyes, The TV gives me bright light, the monitor gives me bright light and the sun burns my retinas.
The caffeine flows though my system as if it was my blood, my eyes still close with tiredness, My arms are becoming heavy as my body fails and falls asleep, my fingers are unable to move from key to key of my blood stained keyboard….. Now I sleep
So I've been going thru a lot of stress lately and some depression. The first is mostly about bills and being able to get enough hours at work. The secound is partly cause I'm single again and lonely. Also, I read one of my friends on here's newest blog and found out just where my ex fiance is and it kinda hit home. Why am I still so broken up over him? I still love him and Jeremy but with what he did to me in leaving like he did is bad enough without it making me feel this way over and over again. I'm sick of going thru these spurts where all I can think of is him and how much I still love him. I know I need to move on with my life but it's so hard. It seems like almost everyone I trust fucks me over. Sick and tired of crying. The one man that I ever truly fully wanted to marry betrayed and abandoned me. It's been 7 months and it still hurts almost as much as the day he left. The worst thing is that I still don't know why. I'm sick of trying to pretend that I'm happy go lucky when I r
To all of the females on Fubar that post revealing pics of themselves: STOP BITCHING ABOUT PERVERTS. (for the record, I am not the pervert that is being bitched about lol) I'm tired of seeing shit that says "I'm not a slut!" attached to a butt ass naked profile pic of you!
Just because I'm dressed this way... does NOT mean I'm a slut.
Officer Officer, thank God. There's two men, they just robbed me. WOOH WOOH, slow down lady, just because I'm dressed this way, does NOT mean I'm a police officer!
Thank you Dave Chapelle. Don't post slutty pics if you don't want to be treated like a slut. IM OUT!
Teddy T.s (fotd) Friend Of The Day
TO MY: FRIENDS
HEY THERE: IV COME UP WITH SOMETHING TO SHOW ALL OF MY FRIENDS A WAY FOR ME TO SAY THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND. IM GOING TO PUT MY (FRIEND OF THE DAY(FOTD) IN MY STATUS BOX AND IF I SEE YOUR ONLINE IN FU-LAND ILL TRY TO MAKE A BULLY FOR YOU AS LONG AS YOUR IN MY FRIENDS LIST, SO IF YOUR NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST, TO GET THERE JUST (R/A/F ME) AND MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A SALUTE AND I WILL ACCEPT YOUR REQUEST.
HERE ARE THE RULES:
1-BE THE LAST ONE OF MY FRIENDS ON MY PAGE WHEN I FIRST GET ON MY PAGE FOR THE DAY (TIME I NORMALLY GET ON IS AROUND 7:00AM EST).
2- I WILL PUT YOU IN MY STATUS BOX FOR THE DAY, AND IF I HAVE TIME AND BLOGS ARE WORKING TO MY ADVANTAGE ILL MAKE A BULLY WHEN I SEE YOUR ONLINE. YOU CAN BE MY (FOTD-FRIEND OF THE DAY) ONE (1) TIME A WEEK TO GIVE OTHERS A CHANCE TO WIN AND IF YOUR THE LAST ONE ON MY PAGE MORE THEN ONCE THAT WEEK ILL USE THE NEXT ONE IN LINE.
3-IF YOUR NOT IN MY FRIENDS AND I HAVE A REQUEST AT THE TIME I LOOK YOU WILL BE CO
Ok, so I didn't wake up by my alarm clock this morning. Instead I was woken up by a chirping bird. Is this a sign that this is going to be a wonderful day and weekend? I'd like to think so. The only other person that I can think of who gets woken up by chirping birds is Cinderfreakinrella. We know her situation and how it worked out for her. So, that's what's on my mind right now...
Maybe Sad Possibly Angry
Im fucked off. Ill admit it i am.
The guy who i had a fling with who is married got in touch with me a few days ago. I should imagine he was probably BORED and felt like torturing some some so he picked ME.
I am fucking angry because it was like he just wanted to FUCK with my head.
Its not fair.
Im TIRED of being messed about.
IF YOUR MARRIED IM NOT TOUCHING YOU!!
I want loving and caring for. I dont want anyone to think i am here for games.
I wanted this certain man to leave his wife. HE is too fucking WEAK and GUTLESS to leave. He loves his kids. Not sure if he loves his wife. But his wife threatened him that she would not let him see his kids. So... thats the end of me. Hes living in miserableness because his wife is stooping low and making childish nasty below the belt threats.
BUT its not my problem any more.
Im free of him
Are You A Grown Woman? I Am!
GROWN WOMANGirls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and makeplans.Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where hefits.Girls want to control the man in their life.Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.Girls check you for not calling them.Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't.Girls are afraid to be alone.Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth.Girls ignore the good guys.Grown women ignore the bad guys.Girls make you come home.Grown women make you want to come home.Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hangingwith his friends).Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' evenmore special-and goes to kick it with her own friends.Girls think a guy crying is weak.Grown women offer the
Cold Wind Blows
Cold wind blows
Cold wind blows on the back oh my neck
gives me chills and cold sweat
someone is watching me in my mind cus it's just a matter
People laugh and they play
don't care if I die today
so if I go than I'll be out of the way
Caskets seem to you
I'd love to have a few
take my pick before I lay in the ground
While other people won't stand there their ground
Profiles In Arrogance
Recently in his speech in France, Barack Obama called America "arrogant." 1 I'm sure the French loved it -- And so did the liberal press.
But who is this president who calls the American people arrogant?
This is the same politician whose supporters anointed him "The One" and a candidate who boasted that his election would be remembered as "the moment when the rise of the oceans began to slow and our planet began to heal." 2
This is the same man who indicated his disdain for small town and working Americans when he said they "cling to guns or religion or antipathy to people who aren't like them," while addressing a group of San Francisco caviar and champagne liberal elitists.
How arrogant is that? Arrogant enough?
In truth, President Obama seems to champion the twisted "Blame-America First" mentality of the worst of the American left.
More importantly, it shows an absence of wisdom to criticize the United States while on foreign soil, and then join with the Pelosi-Reid Democrats i
I am so strange in fubar,but i still hope that i could make friends in here from worldwide!
Hey,friend!Are you prepare to be a friend of lisa whoes from china?If you like to make friend,just add me!
Last night I had a dream, I was writing a blog about how i have penis envy, and i started to think about all the things men can do with their penises. Some of these things fascinate me for example, writing your name in the snow with your own urine... if I tempted to do that it would come out in a big spot. Also consider never having to hoover over a public toilet again, thus never having to wipe the toilet of the previous piss. Shaking and not wiping... damn you with your non removable penises. But then when i woke this morning and i thought about having my penis tucked into a box where i know it will not harm another person. It only has eyes for me and i make sure its always cleanly, I came to the conclusion that I can live with hovering over toilet seats and I can always find a way to write my name in the snow...
Just my weird thoughts
March Of Dimes
My son is doing a fundraiser and we want your donation! Plz help for this great cause(March of Dimes),donations can be made via PayPal to the account email@example.com. Nothing is to small,thank you in advance.
Single Vs. Engaged Vs. Married!!
Sipping her drink, the single girl leered and said, "Last Friday at the end of the work day I went to my boyfriend's office wearing a leather coat. When all the other people had left, I slipped out of it and all I had on was a leather bodice, black stockings and stiletto heels. He was so aroused that we made passionate love on his desk right then and there!" The engaged woman giggled and said, "That's pretty much my story! When my fiance got home last Friday, he found me waiting for him in a black mask, leather bodice, black hose and stiletto pumps. He was so turned on that we not only had sex all night, he wants to move up our wedding date!" The married woman put her glass down and said, "I did a lot of planning. I made arrangements for the kids to stay over at Grandma's. I took a long scented-oil bath and then put on my best perfume. I slipped into a tight leather bodice, a black garter belt, black stockings and six-inch stilettos. I finished it off with a black mask. When my husband
To Mind's Edge
This is to my friend Mind's Edge...He is a paintballer as well.. This is from another friend's site..his tournament is called the..
GRIM REAPER SOCIETY
Need Someone's Help
ok well im asking everyone for their help in paying for my wedding and possible my rent...we are 3 months behind and if we get kicked out we will have to live on the streets with our two kids...so i have set up a paypal account if you would like to help us out just a little bit... send me and email at Pink_mommy_07@yahoo.com and give me your email and how much you would like to contribute....
thanks much love
Erotic Love Poem
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangl
Wht A Trick
yo all da females who read this sum fat ugly bitch rated me a 1 now ok now im not all that but a fuckn 1 is this true tell me plz!!!!!!!
Am I Becomming A Prude
I have been in Fubar awhile now, and have read alot of blogs and mumms that just for the lack of a better word piss me off to no end.
But what really makes my skin crawl is woman who talk explicit gutter trash. And show pictures of their personal parts .
I have been brought up to believe a woman should have respect for her self and a good healthy set of morals.
I am aware this is a adult site and its to be viewed as if you were in a bar. You know men are gonna talk dirty to you. Okay most maybe not all and it applys to woman as well I guess.
But I honestly dont think a woman needs to lower her self to that level just to get a man to notice her.
I think if a woman wants to talk dirty to her man that should be in the comfort of her home, apt. Or if in here the shout box or other means to have a convoe one on one and not for public viewing.
So okay maybe I am a prude and my views are not as open and free as most and I dont honestly think they ever were yanno.
I when growing u
iam 5/5 hazel eys short lite brown hair i like to walk in the park dinner moves dancing pool darts bowling camping swimming travle vball boating tubing baskball fishing our stay home and talk watch a good move on tv our watch tv hug cuddling and kiss to and hold hands
Clouds tangled greyA body of silkThe delicate templeTumbleweeds to a desert in droughtMistreatedBitter tasteDry mouthPurple majestic cheeksStorm aloftRed moon violinsAboard grapevine tabletopsFists of furySeek revengePowder mothsCedar bark altersThorns of a crossSilk into polyesterButterflies and angels swoop downassault
Kevin Trufan 21
I have been absent for awhile from fubar didn't know why until today then it hit me...people don't really want to be friends, people don't wnant to really know you, people just want to be popular...this said are we just here to see how many people we can add as friends, fans, family etc., so we look good out here? I see why now I needed a break! I don't need to be popular I'd rather be true to those who confide in me, those who really want someone to talk to from time to time and to be there to have fun as well. Well this oh look at me so I can get points and move up mentality is wearing on me and i'm thinking of leaving my fubar roots behind, and for most I know you could give a rats ass...this is today however, tomorrow I may and I say this "I may" with full heartfelt passion that those who claim to who they claim to be step up and be just that...
JEN YOU WILL BE MISSED,U ARE AN ANGEL NOW AND UP THERE IN THE SKY AND RAINBOWS NOW. LIFE WITHOUT YOU HERE ON FULAND WILL NOT BE THE SAME,AND LIFE WILL NOT BE THE SAME W/O U IN IT.. YOU ARE THE SUN WHEN SKIES ARE GREY.YOU BROUGHT LAUGHTER TO MY LIFE AND EVERYONE YOU CAME IN CONTACT WITH. I'M JUST SO LOST FOR WORDS AT THIS VERY MOMENT..I HAD A BLAST WHEN WE MET IN AUGUST,I WILL TREASURE THAT DAY FOREVER!!!!! I KNOW GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU..
HUGZZZZZZZ MY SWEET FRIEND,I KNOW WE WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
December 22nd, 1971 - April 20th, 2009
Jennifer Marie Lee;April 20, 2009; of Pontiac; age 37. Beloved mother of Nicholas and Katelyn Lee. Loving sister to Rodger Lee, Mary A. Vied, Debra Kay (David) Looks and Michelle Robertson. Jennifer is also survived by her nieces and nephews, David Vied, Heather Lee, Amanda Vied, Andrea Messing and Summer Robertson; great nieces and
Battle Of The Sexes
ALL STAFF MEMBERS ARE INVITED TO PARTICIPATE IN A FREINDLY COMPETITION. IT IS A BATTLE OF THE SEXES,STORM STYLE! THE STAFF MEMBER WHO CAN GETTHE MOST MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX TO JOIN THE LOUNGE WILL WIN AUTO 11TO VERIFY ALL RESULTS, THE NEW MEMBER WILL NEED TO COMMENT ON THE BLOGPROVIDED FOR THE BATTLE. ONE WILL BE MARKED WOMEN AND ONE MEN, ONSTORMIES PAGE CONFIRMING THE STAFFER WHO INVITED THEM. THIS COMPETITIONSTARTS SATURDAY 4/25 AT 12:01PM EST AND RUNS UNTIL 11:59PM FRIDAY 5/1 COMMENTS MUST BE IN PLACE BEFORE END OF COMPETITION.. TY AND LETS GETREADY TO BATTLE..
Songs Stuck In My Head
I have recently gained feelings for a guy but we've been having issues lately that have caused us to argue and fight. I feel as though my chance with him is gone completely because we just can't compromise on certain issues. Every since we started to fight this song has been stuck in my head.
now your gone
i realize my love for you is strong
i miss you here now your gone
i keep waiting here by the phone
with your pictures hanging on the wall
now your gone
i realize my love for you is strong
i miss you here now your gone
I Wanna Be A....
I wanna be a heavy metal ninja, loved by few hated by most....but respected by all!!!!!!! lol....what the fux you wanna be?
Maid To Be Taken....
She sat quietly at his feet, her arms wrapped around his leg, as he finished his phone conversation.
"The game starts at eight. I've arranged for a little maid to serve refreshments." He grinned at her. "See you then."
She closed her eyes, involuntarily squeezed his leg, and gulped. Master had just finished telling her what would be required of her tomorrow night. But only after listening to his conversation with one of his poker-playing buddies, did the full impact of the situation dawn on her. Her anticipation, her fears, her excitement, and her need to please Him collided in mid brain.
As he set the receiver back in its cradle, he twirled a lock of her hair between his fingers. "What are you thinking, Sweet?"
She chewed on her lip. She thought about answering, "Nothing, Master, but thought the better of it. She wiggled her bottom, as she remembered the last time she had avoided telling him her feelings.
"Master, my feelings are all jumbled up. You know I want to please you
Ok.. do not take this personal if u r friends with the person..but I am curious to how the Happy Hour girl whos up now.. has like 14 happy hours in one day at times..and is always having them. Seriously.. is she a millionaire..or do they just give some of the older top people free stuff?
i am writtting to inform everyone that oldsmoker has passed away on april 16 so if your wondering why he is asking now you know
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What Pets Write In Their Diaries
WHAT PETS WRITE IN THEIR DIARIES Excerpts from a Dog's Diary...... 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing!9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing!9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing!10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing!12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Milk Bones! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing!
Just For You
Don't waste your time, cos a hata's gonna hate!!! that's wat they do, as long as they know they doing their job well, they r gonna keep doing it. So the best thing is to be entertained by ignorance, brush em off, kick em to the side and keep walking. cos morals says more than ignorance. just a true example of ignorance and shame, and yrs. my hater didn't catch on that i was screen shotting her, saving everything she said, and then showed my people and laughed her. plus they love to talk and 99.9% of the time da shiot you talks gonna come back and kick u in da arse 10 folds, i realized dat today, she all talking about what my kids do, how my kids don't have adult supervision. so here's the thing i was picking darrell up today, and her childs walking across the main highway like a lost puppy and we's talking about dark 30 not no dam bright day in mr. rogers neighborhood, so hate, cos either way, its coming back after ya. don't run across town running ur mouth about somebody elses kids o
How do you make pics that look like slideshows to use as your main/primary pic? How do you make those pics that turn from you into something else like a wolf or a movie star? Any help with this is greatly appreciated xxOxx
Passionate Lies And Painful Feelings
Leave your hand prints on my body
To show where you have been
Make a memory in your mind
Of all you have seen
Taste my lips of poison
Find what I hide
Touch every part of me
Fix all the broken pieces inside
Drink my blood of life
Stare into mysterious eyes
See through to my soul
Past hidden truth and lies
Read my mind of pain
Understand my every move
Know every detour of my body
From every last curve to groove
Watch my body dance slowly
To the wind of the song I hear
Listen to my voice since sadly
Know the story of every tear
Don't see me as I show me
But how you know it to be true
See through all that is hidden
How I really feel about you
Watch me in my locked prison
In a world of shattered dreams
Where everything is so twisted
And nothing is as it seems
Break the bars around me
Retrieve and set my soul free
Watch me create a peaceful reality
where the real me you can see
Hold me under it's full moon
with crying stars above
kiss my cry
Will you be my warrior
Brave strong and true
When my world falls down
Can I always count on you
Will you lend me your wings
When I can no longer fly
Will you take me to the moon
To help stop me cry
When I'm locked in the tallest tower
With no way out
Will you somehow reach me
And be rid of my doubts
When all the stars in my sky
Have all flown away
Will you find them all again
So their no longer astray
Will you hold me in the dark
Always show me the light
When I'm feeling lonely
Can I count on you to hold me tight
Through all the bad times
That we may go through
Can you honestly say
I'll always have you
There's so much pain
That I always feel
So just promise me
That you're real
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How Do We Heal A Broken Heart...
How do we forget someone
We once loved so much
How do memories ever fade
Of their soft gentle touch
How do we walk away
When we don't really want too
How do we forgive someone
Who lied when they said they loved you
How do we trust another
When we've been deceived before
How do we open our hearts
When they're still so sore?
How do we start to see the light
After living in so much grey
How do we turn our back
When we want so badly to stay
How do we move on
When it hurts so deep inside
How do we put a stop
To the tears we always cry
How does the pain
Ever go away
How do we survive
When the one we loved walks away...
Angel Of Your Pain
You all believe I'm an angel
Holy good and pure
You think my wounds are healed
But believe me they're still sore
You think I'm an innocent
I'm the helping hand
You've really just never looked deeper
But still you'd never understand
You don't know of what I am
None of you know what I see
For when I close my eyes
I see you all bleed
I hear all your thoughts
I feel everything you feel
No this isn't just a poem
This is for real
The pain you're receiving
I'm receiving too
So what do you think happens
If you don't make it through
You all kill me each day
With your sorrows and your pain
You cut yourselves
Until I'm drenched in blooded rain
But do you stop?
When I beg you all too
You don't all realise the effects
of the cutting that you do
So I'll help you with your pain
I'll try make it go away
How I do it all
I'm afraid I cannot say
But please stop what your doing
All you who bleed
The damage you're doing
Is far more than you can see
Don't Give Up
In this world that surrounds us
We sometimes brake down and fall
Those who stand above us
Can make us seem so small
We tremble under the weight
Of the problems that hold us down
And when we start to collapse
There seems to be no one around
We try to fight in this world
That always seems to fight back
Sometimes we’re not strong enough though
There are too many things we lack
We’ll hide away in corners
Put upon ourselves pain
But there’s no escape from this life
We all must suffer the same
But although we may struggle
And yes we all do fall
I’ll stand by your side
I’ll stay with you through it all
And if you start to tremble
Or even brake down
I’m your shoulder to cry on
I’ll always be around
We all have our faults
Are up and are downs
We cant always smile all the time
Everyone has to frown
No, no ones perfect
And no one is the same
We’re in this world together
We all play the same game
If we stick together
No matter whats to come
Today is a wonderful day.. got to ride my quad and i cleaned my golfcart today, cause there was nothin els to do. had to keep myself busy somehow. but on the other hand i could have went to bed but then i did not want too. cause i had stuff to do outside. and plus it was a Wonderful day outsideand wanted to enjoy the weather.. well gotta go talk later Love always
The Truth About The Somalian Pirate Story
In Africa from Djibouti at the southern end of the Red Sea eastward through the Gulf of Aden to round Cape Guardafui at the easternmost tip of Africa (also known as "The Horn of Africa") is about a 600 nm transit before you stand out into the Indian Ocean. That transit is comparable in distance to that from the mouth of the Mississippi at New Orleans to the tip of Florida at Key West-- except that 600 nm over there is infested with Somalia pirates. Ships turning southward at the Horn of Africa transit the SLOC (Sea Lane of Commerce) along the east coast of Somalia because of the prevailing southerly currents there. It's about 1,500 nm on to Mombassa, which is just south of the equator in Kenya. Comparably, that's about the transit distance from Portland Maine down the east coast of the US to Miami Florida. In other words, the ocean area being patrolled by our naval forces off the coast of Somalia is comparable to that in the Gulf of Mexico from the Mississippi River east to Miami t
In All Thedays
In all the Days that we Live ours Lives.
Doesn't matter how Strong we are,
Trauma always leaves behind Scares that Hurts all of us.
It follows us to Work, Home and everywhere we go in our Lives.
Trauma messes Everyone up,
But if you think about it Maybe thats the Point of it all.
All the Pain,Fear and the Crap that We have to Deal with,
Maybe going through all that in Ours Lives is what Keeps us Moving Forward.
It's what Pushes us it's makes us Continue to go on in ours Lives.
So if you Think about it and I Really meanThink about it,
Maybe we all need to be a little Messed up in order to Step up.
Hi everyone. I love playing music with my band SightUnseen. Check out our music at www.sightunseen.us and sign our guest book. Man, I'm thirsty!
Hoping For A New Job...
I am in the process of looking for a new job.. yea probably not the greatest of moments seeing how the economy is but oh well. If anyone in my local area knows of any decent places that are hiring let me know. I am preferably looking for customer support/ help desk IT work. Let me know if you know of any decent places. Even if it doesn't fall under that exact job field but it's a half decent job let me know.Much thanks!
It has been made very clear to me since our break up july of '08 that my 2nd marriage will never reconcile. It has been a hard break up for me. I only recently updated my profile. If any of you have known me well enough or long enough, I was trying to make it work. It was put to me that it would never be given another chance in dec '08. I do have a girlfriend now and am very happy. I am very loyal to who I am with. Since it was questioned recently, I am setting the record straight. It finally dawned on me what my wife was saying and I am moving on. Hope this clears things up. Any questions you may have I will answer.
Duncan aka Nitrojetta
You found yourself undressing playing strip poker, would you consider that winning or losing?
Out On The Airsoft Battle Field...lol
so one day while me and some of the other guys where having a airsoft war. one of my freinds who is always the decoy for our team asked me why he is always the decoy. i tell him that just the way it is. then he said to me give me three reasons. i said ok. heres the list 1. you always get shot first no matter what. 2. you never know where your going or what you doing. 3. becouse you cant hit the shit no matter how close you are, and i would never let you cover me when things get hard. well after that we started up the game like normal, and for once in the whole time i have ever played ever one was it multiply times. must of them came from the same team( my freind). well from then on we started to call my freinds a team killing fucktard
Destined To Be Alone
I sit alone, day after day, nite after nite, I see so many in here with with relationships, online and real life and I wonder why I can't find someone who wants me for me? What's wrong with me that I can't get close to anyone? Is it because of my violent past? Not that I haven't had men that haven't wanted to have 1 niters, but that's not me. I ache to feel a man's arms around me, to have him genuinely want to be with me, but it just never happens. I've been alone so long I can't bear it anymore, this doesn't mean I'm going to jump on anyone who wants a 1 niter, it has to have chemistry, has to have meaning. Something I have accepted will never happen to me again. I had my chance in my 20's. He was violent, abuse and cheated on me. Despite all that I fought to save my marriage. I loved him deeply, I've never had that feeling before or after. Unfortunately he didn't want me. Now I have been looking for that love for over 20 years.
If you are lucky enough to have found that kind of lov
Just Another Chunky Cupcake Looking For Love
For all you horny guys out there, this chic will cam and cyberchat with you, for a blingpack that is. She may be on thechunky side, but she is one flithy, kinky bitch. Hit her up if you bored. http://www.fubar.com/user/2258213
“ EMPTY SHELL”THERE IS A PLACE INSIDE,ONCE WAS HIDDEN NOW I CAN’T HIDE.LIFE IS A TWSTED MESS,IT SOON WILL COME TO AN END THIS I MUST CONFESS.THIS HEART IS IN DISARAY,HOPE FOR A CARING HEAR IS ALL I CAN PRAY.THIS ONCE LIFE FILLED SOUL,ALL THAT IS LEFT NOW IS AN “EMPTY SHELL.”THE HOPE FOR A SENSE OF PEACE,ALL THIS HURT, ANGER, AND SADNESS I MUST RELEASE.IT CONSUMES MY EVERY THOUGHT,THIS BATTLE I ONCE HAD FOUGHT.THE HEART I KNEW DID EXIST,IT IS ALL THOSE WHO TRULY CARED I WILL MISS.MY NIECES AND NEWPHEWS I LOVE YOU SO,BUT AUNT LADYBUG HAS TO GO.PLEASE THINK OF ME ALONG LIFES ROAD.KNOW FOREVER YOU ARE AND FOREVER WILL BE,THE BIGGEST PART OF MY SOUL.TO MY PRECIOUS BOYS YOUR LOVE GAVE ME STRENGTH TO GET BY,I THINK OF YOU, I MISS YOU, AND GOD HOW I CRY.YOU WERE MY SOUL, YOU HELPED ME GROW,BUT MOMMY HAS TO GO.I LEAVE YU NOW AN EMPTY SHELL,JUST REMEMBER THAT FOREVER I WILL LOVE YOU SO.MY FRIENDS I THINK YOU KNOW,YOU HAVE BROUGHT ME PEACE I WILL MISS YOU SO.I WANT T
Hit Me Up Hhahaha
phew where do I begin?! traveling, music, movies, tv, food, cooking, cleaning, animals, astronomy, beaches, shopping, going to new clubs, meeting new people, excersice (okay wishful thinking on that one), the paranormal (I know, I know), boys, girls, people in general, dancing, my work, fishing, FOOTBALL! BOOMER.... SOONER!!!!!! Sooner Born, Sooner Bred. My GB PACKERS! Favre is my idol! A good Coors Light every now and again.. I could go on and on. I love so many things.
I will be going to Dubia for 8 days in july cant wait. Need the vaction and get away there is so much to do and see there plus the ocean is great there there is alot of night life.
St. Valentines Day Massacre
Once upon a time on fu-land A battle was created ST. VALENTINES DAY MASSACRE by Nemesis of HELLPIT RADIO and i would like to have every brutal dj from all over to come and thrown down some tunes on 02/14/11 which is valentines day it a free for all battle theres is no fee too pay its just too have fun!!!!!
http://www.fubar.com/lounge/62086 Lets have fun!!!!!!
ITS AMAZING TO ME THAT THE PPL U WERE CERTAIN WERE UR "FRIENDS"
R NOTHING MORE THAN A SCREENAME .....IF UR NOT SINCERE....DONT BOTHER...REALLY..
NOTHIN MORE THAN A MERE AQUAINTANCE...PATHETIC
GIFTS AND MONEY R MATERIAL...MEAN NOTHING TO ME
finally back in fl after 6 yrs away. Swore never wanted to be here when I ran so far away. How did I tell myself so many lies....... just glad to see reality and be home again atlast!
Hugs were invented to let people know you love them without saying a word. Nine times out of ten, when you extend your arms to someone, they will step in, because basically they need precisely what you need. A meaningful hug is truly like a handshake from the heart. Everyone wants and sometimes needs a hug, it translates into any language. It's pretty much universal. You can hug your money all day long but I assure you, it will never hug you back. When it comes down to a kiss; here are some clichés. A kiss is a beautiful thing designed by nature to stop speech when words become meaningless. A thing of no use to one, but prized by two. Kiss: is a word by poets as a rhyme for bliss. A kiss can be a comma, a question mark, or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every one ought to know . A kiss is something you cannot give without taking and cannot take without giving. Kissing is a means of getting two people so close together that they can't see anything wrong with
you know it confuses me ,, when i am nice to somone who is atractive or i compliment the way they look it always seems to blow up in my face my kindness does not mean i want to be with you it does not mean that i want to have sex it doesnt mean anything i have been branded and embaressed humilated and lied on it is the end of the road ppl dont you understand how short life is ,, so i live it with no more regrets no speed limit signs on my highway ... i am very flirtacious when it comes to women always have been but now i see that doesent get me very far i care about somone very much to wich i thought would grow... so many mistakes i wish i could take back but i cant no regrets just moving forward.. life and it's struggles are strange but you can always find the lesson you learned deep inside if your looking .. all the while i sit here confused if i acted like an asshole or offended ppl i am sorry if had done things that made you feel like shit or made you feel stupid i am sorry but no
the pic is my brother i am a female
I Am Someone
I am someoneI walked past a dead faceeven though the person was aliveI saw my eyes in the mirrorand cried at the sightI looked at a person I didn¹t knowand I met a friendI got heads to turnwhen I walked pastI learned a lot about myselfwhen I lost a new friendI cried every tear in my bodywhen I thought about loveI got hit badthen got back in the ringI climbed a mountain of rocksand saw an eagle fly over- headI heard terrible things about myselfwhen no one thought I was listeningI realized I was strongwhen I didn¹t cry when it hurtI found out who I waswhen I was with someone elseI thought I was lost foreverwhen a friend found meI held a life in my handand it was my ownI was a pawn in someone else's gameso I surrendered to a brookI walked the fine line between survivingand not wanting to surviveI still amI am someone
how many ppl have i helped on here and no one has the nerve to help me back. I am so sick of buying autos and bombs for ppl and when they get a chance do you think that they would return the love to me hell fuck no they don't all they do is care about themselves and personally i am tired of helping ppl.... i have sat for hours rating auto 11 and bomb after bomb. do i even get help back nope not a damn bit of help.... i have 16 mil to oracle and because i am not skinny and don't have nsfw pics of me no one takes a second look at my profile. I have even done vip's and blings and this is what i get in return nada zilch none and i am done being the nice one and trying to share my love with everyone for no one to give a flying fuck about me so here it is if you don't start showing me love and really hitting my page then fuck all of you........
whats up people this is lover boy and im new on this thing so give me a break im just trying to make friends on here so just drop me a line and i will get back to you thanks
hi i am Ihsan-Ullah
M.Phil biotechnology and serving in sarhad university peshawar as lecturer.
i like search and research activities, reading books and searching net
My #7 Family Has Auto 11's On Rebeldawg69
CAN WE ALL PITCH IN AND HELP REBELDAWG69 HE IS #7 IN MY FAMILY , AND BOMB HIM . LETS SHOW HIM SOME LOVE OK HE HAS DONE ALOT FOR MANY ON HIS PAGE NO ONE HAS DARKEN ANY FOLDERS ONLY ME AND LORRIANE HAS SINCE HIS AUTO'S WAS ON STARTING YESTERDAY.HE IS A RETIRED POLICE OFFICER . ALITTLE HELP HERE TY HUGS WITCHESBREW aka CHERIE'MARIE.
When you get hurt as bad I as did recently you have to reflect on things and wonder what is the cuase of it. Based on a voicemail that I received from a person that I can not live with out in my life. I have been a terrible person. Let her down tremendously. It gets worst. She will no longer talk with me or want to have anything to do with me. There is no reason for me to go into the details of everything as it doesnt really matter the result becuase I am looking for the cuase
In my life my dad had tought me to be a sopporting and loving person. Always put another persons needs infront of yours. Good things till come to you. I though that I was doing that through life. But something must be wrong.
Daily I find myself alone. THe friends that I do make leave me for one reason or another. Maybe its my perception on life. I have no idea. So becuase I can not figure it out and I am in a lot of mental pain i will be leaving you all. This page will be left up as a mememory i
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Fire And Ice
Fire and Ice
by Robert Frost
Some say the world willl end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
and would suffice
I have to say this is the way I have seen my life lately. I want to know what everyone else thinks and how you would deal with the problem of fire and ice. Thanks everyone
yo everyone drinking time!!!!!
How Could You Do This To Me?
you walk out of my life like I never mattered to at all,then when my best friend dies you come back around,a month later you have me come and get you cause he is beating you,You tell me how much you love me and want to marry me then just like that you are gone,do not get why you would want to be with someone who beats you and controls everythig you do.I do not understand why you did this to me,I was just about over you and now I have to start over again.The worst part is you wont even talk to me to say anything is that cause you feel bad about what you have done?
Just For Me
Guess who is getting wild DJ Wild SugarDumpling is getting wild @ Double Trouble Click on any Pic to cause some double trouble with us Partners with http://www.xtremehitz.com/ check it out
You know today I found out one of my friends died, I have known Rich for 20 years..I wondered why he hasn't called me in a long time,,I grew up with him from 9th grade till my twenties and then we both did our thing but always called on holidays to say hello and give greetings and such,,His family was mine as mine his.
Rich was a good guy, we were close he had 40 acres in West Virginia...It killes me too see him gone..All I can say is if you have family or friends in your life stay close and stay in touch,,because I haven't been this sad in a long time..Every step makes a difference....you never know when your gonna loose someone......Rest In Peace Richard Adamsom....love ya,,,I will miss u...hopefully he can see this
I Love Rap
waz up peeps my name is brasndon and at my school im the class clown so yeah im funny. i also play football. im pretty new on this website and i have lots of freinds already so yeah. i am popular so yeah. so check my blog out and everything else. i make you popular to if your my friend. thats the end so thanks for reading it love, brandon
When I think about you I’m not sure how to feel.It’s like I’m holding onto something that never was real. For the past two years my heart has been chained to you.I gave up on the love of others. To you my heart was true. I just need to feel loved and have my heart set free.As much as it hurts we were never meant to be. You will always be special in my heart and my soul.You’re just not the one that can make me feel whole. No one can fill the space my heart has for you.Learning to love another doesn‘t mean that I wont be blue. You are still my best friend and no one can take that away.Just tell me it’s ok and let my heart find its own way. If I lose your friendship I don’t know what I will do.But honey I deserve to have love and happiness too.
I AM GETTING ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO AFTER THEY SEE MY PICS THEY ASK WHAT HAPPENED TO MY LEGS SO HERES WHAT HAPPENED LOL I WAS BORN WITH SPINA BIFIDA THEREFORE THE SENSATION IN MY LEGS WAS NOT SO GREAT TO BEGIN WITH. I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL AT THE TIME AND WORKING AT MICKEY D'S. I ENDED UP WORKING A 23 HOUR SHIRT AND WHEN I CAME HOME AND TOOK OFF MY LEG BRACES I HAD OPEN PRESSURE SORES ON BOTH LEGS. I ENDED UP FIGHTING THOSE SAME SORES FOR A LITTLE OVER 3 YEARS. THEY GOT TO THE POINT WHERE I WAS LIVING IN EXCRUTIATING PAIN EVERY DAY STILL WORKING A 40 HOUR WORK WEEK (HAD JOB AT A HOSPITAL FOR 2 1/2 YEARS WITH THE SORES) NEVER ONCE MISSING A DAY OF WORK WITH THE SORES. THEY WERE BAD ENOUGH FOR WELL OVER A YEAR THAT YOU COULD SEE BONE WITH THE NAKED EYE. A SEVERE STAPH INFECTION SET IN THAT ALMOST KILLED ME AND AT THAT POINT YES I COULD HAVE KEPT FIGHTING THE SORES BUT I WAS TIRED OF LIVING IN PAIN AND FIGURED THEY PROBABLY MAKE BETTER LEGS THAN THE ONES I HAD ANYWAY. SO ON SEPT 13 2006 I FOLLO
Life And Love
What does a person do when they can feel that they are falling for someone. Knowing that you both have been hurt and are still hurting. When you want the person to know that you would do anything for them. But you are so scared to say anything. So afraid they don't feel the same way. So afraid that by wearing ur heart on your sleave, you will get it handed back to with a no thanks I don't want that. How do you tell someone that they make you feel like you haven't felt in a long time. how do you tell them that by being together you might be able to make the pain go away.
There's snow outside. no freaking kidding. and it's 49 degrees out. How the hell did it get to this from 93 degrees two days ago?
Love N Passion
If I had one minuteTo hold her Let her know much I careOne minuteTo whisper how I love her Softly in her earOne minuteTo make this more than a feelingbecause another minute without herIs more than I can bear
god i gotta say my favorite part of this site, is when you vote in honesty toward someones pics they cry about it :)
The World We Live In
As Earths lush green canopies fall.Concrete prairies and black tar rivers,liter the surface of a world;in the throws of revolution,fueled by the fires of industry.Enormous cathedrals of molten glass and metalcast shadows over the tallest mountains.Inching wheels forwardin the drag of the devils sleeve.Pistons forge steel cavernscoughing and sputtering oceans of pollution,over a planet in peril;Slowly dying from man''s machines
Whats The Secret To True Love
~IF YOUR HEART&SOUL ACHES WHEN YOU THINK OF THE ONE WHO STOLE YOUR HEART&SOUL IN THE 1ST PLACE THEN&ONLY THEN YOU KNOW ITS TRUE LOVE
hey i got an email from someone who wanted to chat so i came through and now i can find him please look me up again i would like to know you i like to meet new people an friends have some time on my hands now see ya soon
Wow Some Ppl On Here I Swear
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if you dont need an answer, hen you dont have a question, if you dont have a question, then you dont have a problem, if no one has a problem, then everyone is happy, if everyone is happy , why are there love songs
Isn't it funny where you have these days where nothing seems right at all. Days where you feel your going to have a break down and yet no one seems to be around. Your mind racing with all these different thoughts and for some odd reason you cant comprehen anything that is going around you. Your body feels this emptiness that seems like its there to stay and you feel so alone that even God himself has walked away. The only thing you hear from anyone is all the negative talk in which it brings you even more down or even more far away then you all ready are or at least feel.
I'm sitting here squeezing my head as if it is a pimple ready to be popped, thinking of why I feel so down and alone. Though I can't understand why and maybe thinking that if I wrote it down that maybe my hands can do the thinking for me. I have come with many different ways of how to explain how I feel. Like my baseball theory. ( Life is like baseball because no matter how many strikes you get, you have to
I could really care leass when people on my friends list add other people. It becomes very annoying and wastes space in my bar tab. I've almost missed messages from people because of it. It needs to go!
well where do istart i am a 31 year old who is single and i have never done anything like this before so i thought i would try it i have no kids and i am single still lookin for that speacial someone i love to travel spend time with friends and family camping and anything outdoors people who know me say i am easy going and funny
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This song really has opened my eyes to a lot of things I've been thinking about and what I do believe - Sometimes you have to say goodbye and let go to move on.
My eyes are open wideBy the way I made it through the dayI watch the world outsideBy the way I'm leaving out todayI just saw Halley's comet shootingSaid "why you always running in place?Even the man in the moon disappearedSomewhere in the stratosphere"[Chorus]Tell my mother, tell my fatherI've done the best I canTo make them realizeThis is my lifeI hope they understandI'm not angry, I'm just sayingSometimes goodbye is a second chancePlease don't cry one tear for meI'm not afraid of what I have to sayThis is my one and only voiceSo listen close, it's only for todayI just saw Halley's comet shootingSaid "why you always running in place?Even the man in the moon disappearedSomewhere in the stratosphere"[Repeat Chorus]
Here is my chanceThis is my chance[Repeat Chorus]Sometimes goodbye is a second chance!!
Downrate Silly Ice Please!!
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hey yall i thought i would put my two sence into this site. i dpnt know how many of you that are on here are like me that are confused about life i want to go back full time in the military but they wont let me any ideas on how to get over this let me know