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I Have No Title...
i'm not going to be around a whole lot. so, if you shout or message me and i dont get back to you, its because i'm not here. i need some time to think, and heal. i love my friends and that doesnt change, but i'm not in the right frame of mind to be social. hope everyone has a good day, week, month, year.. whatever. So, i feel the need to write, it helps me to feel better, sometimes. I don't really know whats plaguing me.. i should be totally thrilled. At the end of the month, i will have 2 of my very favorite people, coming in from out of state to visit me. Carly (best friend since grade school) is coming in from Boston, to celebrate her birthday with me. Tony (mike hunt) will be here too.. i'm so excited about it!!! But, i feel tired today, and not in the happiest mood. i suppose we're all entitled to those days.. and no... its not PMS!!! So i'm done whining, and i wont advertise this, cause i dont feel like dealing with people's negativity today. If you should read this,
Holy scriptures have it that two women appeared before Prophet Solomon claiming that both of them were the mother of a baby. The prophet was faced with a dilemma. How would he be able to decide who the real mother was? However, he was famous far and wide for his wisdom so he ordered that the child be cut in half and that a half be given to the women who claimed to be the mother. The older lady said, “yes, it’s ok. Divide the child in half and give me my share.” But the younger of the two cried, “No, please don’t harm the baby. I give up all claims to the child. Please give the infant to the other lady.” In an instant, the prophet knew who the real mother was. Of course, he did not cut the child in half. He told the younger of the two to take her baby home. He knew that because she was the real mother, she would rather give up her child than see it harmed. He admonished the older one because she laid false claims to a child not her own.   I am p
Rinontheroxmusic (bathroomstars)   pussycat dolls This is my favorite video by them.. Mainly because, I ADORE, Phil, lol. Keep in mind, most of their music is done, in the washroom!   I guess I can not post the video here.. lol.. but, trust me, take a look.
Just some thing to know a bout me.  I try to go in to the military as soon as I got out of high school. I wasn’t excepted because I can’t read so well or right but I have gotten better not by much it’s still a work in progress. Lol another reason I was trend down was I have two screws in my right foot but my father was in the navy he was radio man on a destroyer one of my grandpas was in the air force in world war II and my dads four brother was in an Amy and the marines one of my uncles john was a sergeant and in the green brays and I am have had a relatives in ever war all the way back to the civil war.   I am prude of my family and my history I support our troops My father is in the legend of homer for the shrines if it wisent for our troops then this country would never know real freedom.  If I was ever drafted then I would go and I would know what to fight for all the thing that our honored troops fight for us and this country  !    in the summer of 1997 I w
Best Drink Ever take one part southern comfort, one part ameretto, shake in ice. pour in to glass. top off with sour mix. damn good. its a creeper.
Foxxxy Nyla
The Goat December 22 to January 20 Traditional Capricorn Traits Practical and prudent Ambitious and disciplined Patient and careful Humorous and reserved On the dark side.... Pessimistic and fatalistic Miserly and grudging I'm Ambitious. I Live Life to its Fullest!. I'm an Angel in Disguise. I'm a Simple Woman Who Is Very Easy To Please. I Never Stop Talking. I Love The Colors Red And Pink. I Love To Laugh and have a good time. I Always Keep it Real. I'm Fake For No One! I Do What I Want. I Either Talk Too Much or Don't Talk At All. I Love Being The Center of Attention. Sometimes I Kiss And Tell. Life would suck Without Music. I Love My Family, And my Friends. I Believe In God. I Love Being a MoM. Pink Carnations Are My Favorite. I love to Dream. Sometimes I wish Life could be a little easier. I'm Addicted To Panties, and Shoes, They are the greatest. I'm spoiled. Men Fascinate Me and I Love Being Around Them. I Like Rain. Summer is my favorite season. I have ki
My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day's a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day Against the grain should be a way of life What's worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts 'cause there's no second try So live like you'll never live it twice Don't take the free ride in your own life If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce old memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
The Poetry Of Electricity
Desire Is A Tulip in Spring Heart grown tired and torn, forever find the echo, where desire born of dawn was new, green lawn, sunny,hot and delicious. Forever entreating, defy retreating, Love is worth the effort worn, For weeds grow in vapid sensation, Lush foliage loves conversation And true love is a tulip stem born, Waiting eternally without thorn, A bulb just waiting for Spring's soaking, Sun's warmth, and never forlorn. A dreamscape doorway, Midnight black, promising of nighttime sparring Pleasures and primal perfume entice Of morsels savored and midnight laughter. A scene of gentle carnage, linens torn away from careful placement, revealing the wanton bareness of our ecstasy. Could we regret the night's passion
With a masochistic-sociobalistic pantomime I find.....                                        Oh lord you're killing me Inside, I lied                                       Oh god you're killing me     Creeping and crawling This hatred is calling                                       Please oh god forgive me...                  &n
For The One Who Hide The Wrong Did The Wrong Thing Still
(Spoken) Speak the truth and speak 'ever Cost it what it will For he who hide the wrong he did Did the wrong thing still Come back sweet St.An, come of me again Cause I'm broke again, broke, broke Yeh I'm broke again, broke, broke And down on St. Andrew I'll buy it back from you But you ain't no lover, lover, lover No, no your just a pusher, pusher, pushing, pushing I've been down to St. Andrew To pay for my sins are you Love come save me Love come save me soon Now I've sung midnight choirs with beatsets, drunks and liars but theres never fighting, fighting, fighting No we just get higher, higher, higher So long since I walked a road Amongst these midnight souls They were only stealing, stealing, stealing Yeah we're stealing for feeling, feeling, feeling I've been down to St. Andrew to pay for my sins are you Love come save me, love come save me soon yeah love come save me soon love come save me soon Yeah love come save me Love come save me soon One day my time will end And who I've b
Batshit Without The Baggage
If you recognize those lyrics then undoubtedly we can relate on some level. With all my heart I believe that there was no better decade to have been born into than the 50's.  I would not trade it for having 30 years shaved off of my age or anything else.  I love that I can remember 11/22/63.  I love that I can remember where I was on 7/20/69.  I only wish I had been old enough to attend Woodstock that same summer.  I once had a roommate that did however.  That's as close as I came.  Robin, who was about 5 years older than myself, and his CAT attended Woodstock.  LOL. There are times...such as tonight...drinking Tequila, celebrating my 53rd birthday, and listening to songs from that era...that I am almost spiritually and psychically transcended back to that time.  Little did we know that it was such an incredibly amazing time to be discovering the world.  Is it any wonder that in years to come there would be a TV show that would actually REFER to those years AS "The Wonder Years"?  I
Lame Azz Men
The Lies Men Tell... 1. I Love You 2. I dont have a Girlfriend 3. I have a car, but its in the shop. 4. She kissed me 5. My Grandma died...I have to cancel 6. Da condom didnt break 7. I was at a friends house 8. I wont tell anyone 9. I dont have kids 10. I was working late 11. Your the only one im having sex with 12. I dont live with my parents. 13. Thats my cousin 14. It will only hurt for a minute 15. I will pull out...I promise 16. Its not my kid..It looks nothin like me 17. Baby...I'm Sterile 18. Ill only stick the head in. 19. I have a Job. 20. I was Drunk. 21. I was really High. 22. I thought we broke up. 23. I think I should see other people. 24. Its not you...Its me. 25. I have my own business. 26. My dad owns this club/bar. 27. I came from a wealthly family. 28. Were just "friends" 29. I had a great time tonight...Ill call you! 30. Wanna come over for some coffee? Coffee = Sex 31. Its just a rash. 32. I wont cum in your mouth. 33. I fell aslee
My Thoughts
      Two woodpeckers, A Mexican woodpecker and a Canadian woodpecker were in Mexico arguing about which place had the toughest trees. The Mexican woodpecker claimed Mexico had a tree that no woodpecker could peck. The Canadian woodpecker accepted his challenge and promptly pecked a hole in the tree with no problem. The Mexican woodpecker was amazed. The Canadian woodpecker then challenged the Mexican woodpecker to peck a tree in Canada that was absolutely 'impeckable' (a term frequently used by woodpeckers ). The Mexican woodpecker expressed confidence that he could do it and accepted the challenge. The two flew to Canada where the Mexican woodpecker successfully pecked the so-called 'impeckable' tree almost without breaking a sweat. Both woodpeckers were now terribly confused. How is it that the Canadian woodpecker was able to peck the Mexican tree, and the Mexican woodpecker was able to peck the Canadian tree, yet neither was able to peck the tree in their own country? After
Daily Ponderings
So today, my son Nevin, 11 years old, calls me and says he's going bike riding and needs some money to get something to snack on while he's out for the day. 5 minutes later, my oldest son Ian calls me, and says he needs 15 bucks to take his girlfriend to dinner tonight. I told Nevin to ride his bike up to where I work, and I would give him 20 bucks. 5 for him, and 15 to give to his brother, Ian. Nev shows up with 3 of his buddies, and I give him the 20. I go home for lunch, and ask Ian if Nev gave him 15 bucks. Ian replied, "No, he only gave me 10 bucks." Nev calls me later, to let me know where he is at and what he is doing. (Apparently they have some secret clubhouse in the woods). I asked him what happened to the 10 bucks I gave him. He replied: "Dad, I went to McDonalds, and they totally screwed my order up. I ordered two orders of fries, and two Cokes, for me and Tanner. And they ended up giving us THREE fries and THREE Cokes, and we didn' realized they messed up until afte
Anime Fan
Hello Everyone.I hope that you are doing well today. It's been some years now since I've watched anything on Entertainment Tonight. But I remember one time Leonard Maltin showed a movie trailer with the legendary Babe Ruth coming into aclassroom and telling kids it was time to play baseball..There is an anime coming out called Big Wind Up. It will be released by Funimation Entertainment and the manga creator is Asa Higuchi, plus the director is Tstomu Mizushima. This is not the first time that I've seen baseball beingcovered by anime. The Japanese people have for a very long time had amfascination with baseball. ADV Film released an anime series called, Princess Nine - a story about a girls baseball team. I've seen baseball episodes in manyanime series like Maison Ikkoku (Note: Chachamaru was the name of the baseballteam in Maison Ikkoku.), Ultra Manic, The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, Yumeria. Even in the World Encyclopedia of Comics, edited by Maurice Horn, it shows on page 433 an
Survival Guide
An illegal immigrant picks up a hooker. 'Hey, how much you charge for one hour, sister?' he asks. '$100,' she replies. With a heavy accent he says, 'Do you do Immigrant Style?' 'No,' she says. 'I pay you $200 to do Immigrant Style.' 'No,' she says, not knowing what Immigrant Style is.'I pay you $300.' 'No,' she says. 'I pay you $400.'  'No,' she says. So finally he says, 'OK, I pay $1,000 to do Immigrant Style.' She thinks, 'Well, I've been in the game for over 10 years now. I've  had every kind of request from weirdos from every part of the world. How bad could Immigrant Style be?' So she agrees and has sex with him. They do it in every kind of way. Finally, after a very active hour, they finish.Exhausted, the hooker turns to him and says, 'Hey, I was expecting something perverted and disgusting... But that was good. So what exactly is 'Immigrant Style'?'The illegal immigrant replies, 'You send bill to Government.' Survival Guide for
Consider This...
Seems like as many people as not have some kind of photo album dedicated to haters on this site.  If you haven't seen them, you've likely at least seen a status message or blast dedicated to these people.  From what I can tell, a 'hater' is a person who downrates or seems to arbitrarily flag photos as NSFW.  What's constant is that the offended person feels that they've received unwarranted feedback or negative attention. With the confirmation of Sonya Sotomayer looming on the horizon, the Bill of Rights has been on my mind. It's almost a certainty that a reinterpretation of certain rights will follow sometime down the road, and I'm concerned that my worst-case-scenario may become a reality.  However, the most uniformly defended right, and the one most universally accepted as inviolable, is freedom of speech. Almost to the point of taking it for granted, we accept that we may say whatever we want at any time, almost without consequence.  While there are few exceptions to this paradig
ƇǾleen *fu wifey to SøuL ₳$$ā$$iƝ* & Promotions @ SER@ fubar The hardest part of any friendship is when it's time to say goodbye. As much as we might like things to stay the same, change is an inevitable part of life. The universe may seem huge and the rift between friends on opposite side of the world may seem a great distance. There are many tools available with which we can communicate, but even without these tools there is a secret that only real friends know, and it is this. All the mountains and valleys in the world cannot separate friends whose hearts are as one.  Not everything lasts forever, not the tears in our eyes, nor the pain in our hearts.  Life seems to lose meaning when love ones choose to depart.  The friends we earn and the people we know may choose a different path or a different way to go.  We are left with nothing, but memories they've left behind.  Fortunate that for a moment our lives were entwined.  How many people have we met, how ma
Sad But True
we all know at least 3 of them. someone that was a good person, you were friends with them, and they seemed to be a real person. then, all of a sudden they are gone. they became too caught up in the point system, to give a flying fuck about friendships, or even to care about being a human being. well... i am not on here for that. sure, we all get a little grin, when one of our friends bombs us, or gives us a cute bling. but i dont allow myself to become engrossed in it. the mentality that, "if i'm not in your family, you cant be in mine" is fucking ridiculous. are you just a collector? is it a status thing? if you're reading this, and it offends you, ask yourself when was the last time you contacted me for anything other than something to do with anything other that a level requirement? have you asked me how my new apartment or job are going? have you thought about me or my kids at all? maybe getting a REAL life and thinking about something other than your pathetic little e-bullsh
The Inside Story
while cruising the news sites while her boss was busy, my mother stumbled across an article on KSDK about a pair of songwriters, one from Indiana (a real Hoosier) and the other from Saskatchewan (that's Canada for those of you that don't know Canada). they moved here and have since written a song about the bizarre quirks St Louis is known for. here are the lyrics and their video. i may be from here, but i'm not *OF* here. dig ?-----------Symmetry - I'm Not From Here(video link here -- )i just wanted some direction to a place i'd never beenas i listened intently for the street namesinstead he rattled landmarks and places long torn down"Go past the old Arena and the Famous Barr downtown,""turn left at the big Amoco" and right at the "Old Sears"I don't know what he's talkin' 'bout cuz, hey, I'm not from hereI'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I can't your find your dusty buildingsI don't drink your k
New Drive By Cootings
To anyone who has wondered, I am sorry if I have seemed distant or just not been around comunicating much.   I have been sick off and on for the past several years and this year for a few months it was really severe. No drama here Im starting to feel better, Im not cold all the time and I am starting to eat again. Now I can slowly start to get things done around the house that my poor old wife Debbie cant do, which really makes me happy :) I was going to type a long rambling epistle but My sister inlaw is coming over and I want to cleanup the house so she wont know how we really live :-D David Okay concerning my shoutbox and PMs ,  It is really simple. I am not ignoring you! 90% of the time I am on fubar is when I am at work. So If I dont get back to you in a nano second it may just be that I am actually working. If i rated all your pictures that does not indicate that I lust after your body as awesome sexy as it is.  A lot of times I just start clicking on stuff when I am interv
More Nothings From A Nothing
I have never felt so alone or stuck in a place that didnt want me My car broke down in the desert and I got no money I came out to see the woman of my dreams and I aint gonna make it... its God's Will it seems No, I never felt so alone in a place that didnt want me I thot I had received a sign from the Big Man upstairs He took my job from me and I took it as "ya gotta get out there." I took off on a journey to a hell hole called the Mojave Just to get my heart broke by the woman who wants me Someday if ya have the misfortune of ever out there and ya see an old guitar case just tossed aside without care Just remember there was an owner to that old axe cover and he just might still be walkin there lookin for his lover Cuz... I never felt so.... lost and alone... in a place that didnt want me TY, Pryj.... nice to know SOMEONE is watching for us.... BUT, YOU DIDNT SEE ME

 I saw you,
hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.&
Today...i had the biggest wakeup call of my life..I honestly didnt realize how much i took life forgranted until this happened.We had went to my sister was fine,happy,jolly....and within a split second she had blacked out and fell in the floor,non-responsive...we had to call the ambulance out....i watched them put my baby sister on the stretcher & put her in the back of the ambulance.All i could do was pray to god that nothing would happen to her.I prayed & prayed & prayed...all that could come to my head was how much i had taken her forgranted & thought she would always be there..We got to the e.r. and waited & waited & yes waited some more....then by the grace of god my sister was alright.I could've cried a thousand rivers i was so happy.I hugged her & didnt want to let her go.So..ive been sittin here thinking of how much i really have taken forgranted,how many ppl ive took forgranted.thinking they would always be around.I realize how selfish i have been towards other ppl.A
Whatever I Feel Like
IN MY FIRST AUCTION!!! COME PLACE YOUR BID AND OWN ME FOR A MONTH! JUST CLICK THE PIC! ENDS SEPT 15th! CLICK ON THE PIC TO GO BID!       Well Im not really around here much anymore. Fubar has lost its appeal to me. Friends that I used talk to all the time have either moved on with their lives and arent on the site anymore, or just dont talk to me anymore. I spend more time with my kids and in the real life, and dont find the need to sit on the site for countless hours anymore. Hopefully next school year I will be attending school to get my LPN and moving into the career that I want to be in. Real life has more value to me now instead of trying to life in a fantasy world I guess. But for those that would like to keep in touch, send me a message and you might get my yim lol not promising though. And those that already have my yim, send me a message once in a while if you feel like talking. Other than that....Have fun. Ok so this is a rant. Why is it virtually Impossible to f
Creeds And Things I Live By
I will not let my ego blind me to truth and I cherish my life, for though I have lived I still have much to learn. I understand, and honor my animal instincts, but I never let that I am a predatory animal overtake me. I use my mind to clearly help me define all reason and to help explore that which I do not know or cannot be explained as rational. I recognize the difference between the worlds of truth, fantasy, the unknown and the planes of other existence and feel at home with them all. I acknowledge the fact that survival is the highest law, but make sure I do not infringe upon another basic right. I acknowledge the Powers of Darkness and Powers of Light, both to be hidden in its natural laws. I know that my external Rituals are but part of Physical Fantasy while my internal magic is what is real. I respect and acknowledge on all levels and plains the results of my magic. There is no heaven as there is no hell, there are only life and death. And Death is the end of life and life is t
Joke Of The Day
A drunk in a bar pukes all over his own shirt, which was brand new before he came in. “Damn,” he says. “I puked on my shirt again. If the wife finds out, she’s gonna kill me.” “Not to worry,” says the bartender as he sticks a $20 bill in the drunk’s pocket. “Just tell her someone puked on you and gave you some cash to cover the cleaning bill.” So the drunk goes home and tells his wife about the guy who puked on him. She reaches into his pocket and finds two twenties. “Why are there two twenties?” she asks. The drunk replies, “Oh, yeah, he crapped in my pants, too.” A man walks into a hamburger shop and orders a regular meal. Later, the waitress brings his meal to him. He takes a bite out of it, and notices there's a small hair in the hamburger. He begins yelling frantically at the waitress, "Waitress, there's a hair in my hamburger! I demand to see what is going on!" So, the waitress takes him back
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Another Thing I Wrote.
Just for one moment I want to breath you in to feel you to hold you.  To question nothing to know nothing besides that you are mine.  That you want me to be yours. So soft so my everything.  I want to get lost with you feel your being. feeling each others thoughts in this time. One min to know im your dream come true. One hour to let go of all the fears I ever had. Take me with you to the place no one goes. I want to be fine so hold me embrace me without holding back. A day  A week  A month  A year A life time  Doesnt matter to me.  As long as I feel your complete in making me feel the ways I have only dreamed . My pain brings you joy so I hand you the tools to do so. My body is my own  you desire it so I give it to you so you can  be pleased. My heart can break so I give you the pieces so you can put it back together and make it yours. My mind can wonder so I give you my focus and my thoughts so I never stray from you. My essence is free flowing so I give you the
Extreme Emoness Aka True Feelings
Will i ever be enough?Will i ever make you proud?Will i ever not be one of your daily disappointments?Will i ever fit into your minds perfect image you have of me?Will i ever be good enough to fit into your dream world?Will i ever get to be myself?Will i ever get to feel?Will i ever be able to live my life?Will i ever not let you down? Will i ever get to be happy?Will i ever get to feel i wont always fail?Will i ever be able to do stuff in my own way?Will i ever be free from your ridicule?Will i ever be let go from the nitpicks?Will i ever get to see your stubborness end?Will i ever be able to do anything right?just getting fed up with it all honestly.. im just so sick and tired of never being enough and people always wanting more. i cant be a perfect image of what everyone thinks i should be. i have to be myself and do things in my own time. I'm not a child that can be pushed around and made to do whatever you want to please yourself for that point and time. I need to live for myself
a smile is everyting. its what pelope notice first and it can hepl make a random strangers day better if you smile more. smiles aqre what make people happy but not really but people maght be happier only if you smile more. i domt know but smiles are important to me i dont mean to sound wierd... actually i do. im a strange person and proud of it so be yourself and be strange who cares if people stare and gape its what makes you feel good that matters oh and sory people im dislexic i dont even think i spelled that right but again i dont give a flying fuck yeah 4 me ok so yeah im new here and i dont really know what im doing so heres to figuring things out... i reeally hope i dont fuck up my computer trying to work it all out that would just be me and my luck... FUCKING GREAT... so anyways... come be my friend or somyhing... i dont know... GO FIGURE... right well besides that i dont know so heres the story..... i have this piece of shit volvo that barely runs and is about to be complete
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Her Heaven Vs. My Hell
Hello I am Sumin New Let me explain me I am the light after the tunnel I am the darkness in between I am the question to you answer I am the answer to you question I am the felon that commited the crime I am the judge that gave him time I am the bullet that kill your major I am the birth that created the labor I am your tainted shame you see I am your your loving brother of your family I am you the arms that hold is there for the scare I am the the main nightmare I am the great innovator I am the great decapitator I am the fire that keeps you snug I am also that fire on your body that you moms its beatin off with the rug I am the lazy man's tired I am the hungry man's fire I am the fountain of youth I am death's truth I am god disciple I am the devil minion I am everything you can imagine and more I am the ceiling and the floor I am the player of the game I am the game of the player I am the the huslter supplier I am the same husltlers feen I am the alcoho
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Serious Stuff..
Normally I am used to acknowledging the pain and loses that come with life.. never before have I noticed that something special inside myself had died with it. Usually it is the pain and the loss of the person is the love and good times you had together and knowing you will never have more then what you already enjoyed with them. I went to see Tool for the first time on July 21st 2009. This is a band I have tried to see every chance they were on tour for the past ten years. I have failed for 10 years straight for various reasons. Never the less I had finally done it I accomplished something I thought I would never have. I had a great time and was joined by friends and my wonderful girl friend however as much of a good time as I had.. something was missing.. and I really had to search my soul to figure it out.. I usually have a blast at concerts.. Love it and go crazy for them. So I started thinking perhaps I am just getting older.. perhaps I am just worn out. Why don't I feel the way I
Love Is ...Love is the greatest feeling,Love is like a play,Love is what I feel for you,Each and every day,Love is like a smile,Love is like a song,Love is a great emotion,That keeps us going strong,I love you with my heart,My body and my soul,I love the way I keep loving,Like a love I can't control,So remember when your eyes meet mine,I love you with all my heart,And I have poured my entire soul into you,Right from the very does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward Open your heart and take us in, Love - love and me. forever EVERYTIME why do I put my heart out there every time every time I get my heart broken why am I so forgiving? Every time I fall hard every time I love I get hurt why do I even brother or try anymore? I’m tired of every time I cry all these tears I’m tires of every time  I get hurt every time I think I met the perfect right guy I only get hurt and pain every time I get hurt I always say never again will I let i
Dave was so excited to be going bear hunting. He spotted a small brown bear and shot it. Then there was a tap on his shoulder, and he turned around to see a big black bear. The black bear said "You've got two choices. I either maul you to death or we have sex."Dave decided to bend over. Even though he felt sore for two weeks, Dave soon recovered and vowed revenge. He headed out on another trip where he found the black bear and shot it. There was another tap on his shoulder. This time a hugegrizzly bear stood right next to him. The grizzly said "That was a huge mistake, Dave. You've got two choices. Either I maul you to death or we have rough sex."Again, Dave thought it was better to comply. Although he survived, it would take several months before Dave finally recovered.Outraged, he headed back to the woods, managed to track down the grizzly and shot it. He felt sweet revenge, but then there was a tap on his shoulder. He turned around to find a giant polar bear standing there. The pola
Im best in a crisis situation. Im great for keeping secrets. I always read the directions and build things right the first time. although i have had 6 as pets, i dislike scorpians. I do not belive in sex on the first date, the goodies are too good to just give away. I will only have first time sex in a bed where i can be most comfortable. my mothers family was old money until i was about 6, other then proper ettiquite i do not follow my familys values, i will never marry someone i do not turely love for the financial benifits. I can adapt to anything or anyone, i just have to stay interested. I can see past imperfections and find the real you. I am sensitive, i realized this when i was 14 but was afriad of it, i have built a few connections with certin people and can sense their needs. Other then avoiding trouble by trusting my instincts i can use my talents for myself. I would not mind building on my abilitys now but i really do not know where to start.   I live in texas and
30 THINGS GIRLS WANT GUYS TO KNOW     1. We like sex, but only when we get pleasure too2. Comparing us to your ex's is NOT a turn on3. A hug is sometimes 1000 times better then something from the store4. When we buy you something, we are also asserting OUR independence5.  If you want to be pampered when you come home, your ass better have a job to earn your self the pampering.6. Your friends are only cool when there not making you act like a Dick7. Don't leave your shit on the floor and then complain about a dirty house8. You don't like the way we cook, your ass can pay for take out9. WE LIKE GOING TO THE MOVIES, take us for just the hell of it10.If a gay man walks into the room, don't go spastic unless you yourself are having doubts about your own sexuality.11.Your car, my radio12.You don't like going to the doctor, we don't like gett
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Seriously man. You're a nice guy deep down,act the part. You dont have to be rude and obnoxious to be liked around here. Even if that was the case,then so be it. I could care less if u rate my pics. My level and my short friends list is that way for a reason FFS! Go ahead and rear your ugly head to me,Ive got nothing to lose but my apathy...Your style is played out.Give up on trolling.You SUCK at it!If you dont want your ass handed to you in a mumm then dont start shit with your superiors.Yes,I said superiors because Emanon has a higher IQ then your entire family combined.In closing...Get the FUCK over yourself.Thank you and please drive thru....=== 'Bishop Lovelace *** AKA*** Gunner' wrote the following at '2009-12-10 09:05:02'..>> oh wait i dont want you backing me up for nothing as a matter of fact please dont come to my rescue and as far as me looking like an ass well thats your opinion they started on me so i only say the truth so if you want take me off your friends list if i rec
Up For Auctions Place Your Bids In The Comment Section
Place Your Bids In The Comment Section Below **Cash Bids outweigh fubucks** DON'T BID IF YOU CAN'T PAY UP PLEASE! DEMONS PLEASE TEMPORARILY ADD TO YOUR FAMILY!! Arthur Arvada">@ fubar In need of 27 more to level. All help greatly appreciated!! Click on the picture to vote for Pickles!Send your sister send your mama send your friends!Please click the share link when you're done rating ty!                  
Extreme Hits Lounge
WE NEED PEOPLE IN THE METAL SHOPPE NOW TO BE JUDGES OF THE DJ BATTLE BETWEEN DJ RAPTOR AND THEVOICE. PLEASE COME IN AND ROCK OUT   hey all friends family and fans if you could please go vote on my sister wicked wanda and leave her a comment it would be much apprecited blessings sisterskylove           hey
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Message from Firechief: "Attention All, The 2nd Alarm Hotties a group I founded on my owned and asked a 2 face Bluedemon to help me in the start only to have him leave after I did a Real Cash Contest has with the help of a young lady (who needs help) think they are running the 2nd Alarm Hotties and yes they have taking over the profile I started and even allowed men in the group. Between the 2 of them I watch them run the Hotties into the groud and I would ask that you pay no mind to either of them. I shut the name 2nd Alarm Hotties Down last month and thesr 2 who between them both dont have a clue how to run, promote yet have to steal an idea I had dating back to lost cherry days. So if you see them tell them to create their own group as neither will ever be able to take the hotties to the level we had it many times" This is what firechief have posted on his profile to bring Blue, Anni and this group down. Due to this we have decided to change the name of our group. Any suggestions
Please Take A Min To Read About The Mfkn Family :)
Ok So please take a minute to read about the MFKN family :) The MFKN Family is all loyal friends to one another that look to one another as family on this website . This was unplanned Family but we realized what great friends we truly do have. Me and cruser started this out together and realized how many people wanted to be apart of it so it became one giant ass family hell muddah fuckin yeah. So If this sounds interesting to you or what you're about Please take a min to inform me and cruser and we'd love to have you aboard. We bomb ALOT and we like to bomb all the MFKN family members. Now as far as requirments go lmao we have none ...i know I know right one thing we do ask is all family members Fan Add and Profile rate one another AND a must is no DRAMA this is all about being here for one another and  ADD MFKN to front of your name. You got drama bring it to me ill wet the flame :) Everyone listed below Is apart of the MFKN family =D   P.S. lolz If you need to know what MFKN means
"As I stood there with his sculpted penis in my hand, it crumbling from the humid Florida air, I imagined him feeling the pain of every piece breaking off. The first piece was half of the head; I could see him sitting there grabbing his member and screaming. The next piece even bigger than the first was below the head onto the shaft. Again, he was moaning in pain from his cock breaking into thirds. The last piece broke off at his balls... ahhh, the final piece giving me deep satisfaction. He is on the floor now unable to move. Yelling for help but he is alone, by choosing his own destiny to be alone. I am happy and overjoyed as the pieces fall through my fingers and onto the Florida sand." My body goes thru different levels of pain on a daily basis ranging from a 7 to a 10. A year ago, I would pray for a 5, now I pray for a 7, and dread the almighty 10, which is the hospital equivalent of your intestines being ripped from your body as your bran is leaking from your ears. I have not bee
AAADDKNOW THE SYMPTOMS.....PLEASE READ!Thank goodness there's a name for this disorder.Somehow I feel better even though I have it!!Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. -Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder.This is how it manifests:I decide to water my garden.As I turn on the hose in the driveway,I look over at my car and decide it needs washing.As I start toward the garage,I notice mail on the porch table thatI brought up from the mail box earlier.I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car.I lay my car keys on the table,put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full.So, I decide to put the bills backon the table and take out the garbage first.But then I think,since I'm going to be near the mailboxwhen I take out the garbage anyway,I may as well pay the bills first.I take my check book off the table,and see that there is only one check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study,so I go inside the house to my desk whereI
Road Trip - Stories More Tossed Together Than Mondays Gumbo Special
Since I promised the bit about Florida Being flat.   George and I rented a Neon. I did not yet know it but it was a super Neon.   Our first stop on our interim road trip was in Las Angeles. We visited friends who were moving back to LA from Miami. In the two days we spent with them their cars and furniture showed up from the move.   Because there was no furniture at our friend's house we spent almost no time at the house. We arrived went out to dinner came back crashed on patio furniture cushions borrowed from the neighbor.   The next morning we woke up and the neighbor came over. My friends had lived in LA previously in this same house. They never sold it instead renting it out for the few years they were gone. When they moved back they already knew most of the neighbors who were the same.   Including the neighbor who used to babysit for their oldest child. She came over to visit first thing in the morning. She looked exactly like what all babysitters would look lik
Forbidden Fruit
Through all that I been through this past few months has opened my eyes to one known fact, that fact is no one is ever promised tomorrow and never assume that our loved ones will last forever, and to love them regardless of thier faults and their imperfections. The only one that is perfect is our Lord God, and he loves all of us unconditionally. Well lets put our Christian walk to the test . and practice being more like jesus to forgive and forget, to not judge because someone doesn't live as you do and to pray for them instead of talk about them, That my freinds and fam is truely UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.I dare u to take that step with me THUG PASSION IS A WONDERFUL THING, IT CAN BE SO HOT ,BUT YET LEAVE SUCH A SWEET, SWEET TASTE IN UR MOUTH. JUST LIKE THE DRINK HYPNOTIC REPRESENTS THE SWEETNESS AND SMOOTHNESS OF THE WOMEN, THE HENNESSY HARD AND HOT REPRESENTS THE MAN, AND WHEN PUT TOGETHER IT MAKES A PERFECT MIX. MAKING IT GO DOWN SMOOTH AND EASY,SO TRUST WHEN I SAY OPPOSITES DO ATTRACT. E
The Word Fuck
When I think of the way I thought of the world as a child, It makes me wonder what points in my lfe brought me to where I am today and to whom I have become. I am a fucking maniac. I rarley sleep more than five hours a night, My mind is an unstoppable thinking machine. I think about situations,music, relations amongst friends and foes,work, and a jumble of other mindless thoughts that just suck ass. This was not at all how I thought life would be. Now lets not get me wrong here(the rant I like alot of stuff about life but do any of you watch the history channel...? I want to get a bunch of crazy old homeless dudes, get em' all liquered up and let them watch a whole season of the show "MegaDisasters"... Then give them sharpies and card board and watch their drunk asses get turned loose in a crowded mall that would be the shit!!"THE END IS NEAR....WERE ALL GOING TO DIE!!!! seriously though watch that show... we are currently over due for(according to the history channel)
Thoughts On Life
i dont know what else to do. i dont know where else to go. im destroying everything in my life. i was diagnosed with bipolar and borderline when i was a teenager. im 27 now. when i turned 18, i made the decision to stop taking my meds. i didnt want to be tied to them anymore. i wanted, when people meet me, for them to actually meet ME and not my pills. ive learned to track my moods and tell whats going to be a trigger and adjust my behavior.this time is different. its never been this bad. im scared that im not going to be able to pull my self out of this one. ive ended a 9 year marriage with my pregnant wife. i have a shitty job that im trying soooo hard to fight the urge to quit. i called out of work last night to stay home and get drunk. the worst part though is, as lame as it may sound, i actually feel like "everyone is out to get me" i feel like everyone is talking $#%^ about me behind my back. i feel like if anyone is talking to me, that they have some sort of agenda, like they're
ok so i have a 12 year old son who hasnt talked to me in 2 years and i dont know why so the question is what can i do to get him back please pray for my son he has the swine flu hello all my fubar friends will u sign my guestbook thanks
Im not much for rap but Jay-Z is still throwin it down Well as i Iay in my profile I love music of all kinds. I missed MudVayn on Fryday, but I am getting lucky. My luck is bringing me Phish. Tomorrow I will be headign to Chigago to see an exelent live show I cant wait. Due to this sudden chang in my plans my little face will be excited all night. Just saw Steve-o stick like a 10 gage needle through his cheak. It was hilarious. LMFAO!
  Another feeling in the gut, This one pierces right threw my heart. The pain is unbearable. I feel as if I could die. Please God make it stop. Please God make him see. Why Lord isn’t he happy with me? What more must I do to save us? How many more time must my heart break? Marriage is a sacred thing. What ever happen to death do us part? I lift you name on high my Lord! I praise you with all I have left! I will abide in you shadow. Lord help me please! Be my strength in my time of need. Open up my husband heart. Free him of the hold that Satan has. Release him O’Lord. I pray to you my father in Heaven. If anyone can help me, I know it is YOU. I put all my faith, love and trust into you lord. I will do as you call me to. I ask of you lord please save this marriage. I love him unconditionally! And forgive him for anything he’s done to me, And anything he may do to me. Just as you forgave me father, I forgive him. Thank you Lord for all t
Yay And Stuff
No more drama stuffs   I want to hear funny stuffs    whatcha got that is more or less sfw kinda that wont make me lose this blog or yeah..... Not gonna be on here long,because I am extremely uncomfortable tonight.I did have a pretty decent pain day though. Ginger is having her kittens!!!!! just wanted to announce it,if I feel better will give updates.One looks like a dark smoke color,the other is black & white. hugs and loves! Kitty updates!New album up and I will update it when their eyes open and as they mature and start playing etc. Can't believe my poor cat had SIX kittens! I am kinda here and there today,got company coming over to give my son prizes for helping me until 12am with momma cat.So dusting etc. With my back totally screwed my house isn't perfect anymore and I am like blah to it and know I am gonna pay for this cleaning later. who cares BECAUSE I HAVE KITTIES!!!!!!!   hugs and stuffs, she is being such a good mommy too for her 1st & LAST time :D
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Posted on Friday, July 24, 2009 6:12:23 PM by CMS • Page 16: States that if you have insurance at the time of the bill becoming law and change, you will be required to take a similar plan. If that is not available, you will be required to take the gov’t option! • Page 22: Mandates audits of all employers that self-insure!• Page 29: Admission: your health care will be rationed! • Page 30: A government committee will decide what treatments and benefits you get (and, unlike an insurer, there will be no appeals process) • Page 42: The "Health Choices Commissioner" will decide health benefits for you. You will have no choice. None. • Page 50: All non-US citizens, illegal or not, will be provided with free healthcare services. • Page 58: Every person will be issued a National ID Healthcard. • Page 59: The federal government will have direct, real-time access to all individual bank accounts for electronic funds transfer. • Page 65: Taxp
The Ceiling Of My Debris
Dreams come true because of youyour my perfect sunshine timefrom climbing trees to playing with skies your my perfectfrom laughter to the talk about our futureyour my perfectmy sole matewild and crazy statemy grateful baby loveso humblemy perfectwe've grown so muchour love so strongand always hit tin bongstogether foreverwhat ever we want to do we dowere ever we want to go we gowhat ever we want we getWere Engels of the skyand the Owls eye your my perfect You are the light in the dark room. You are the train that arrives soon. You are the handshake between friends. You are the song that everyone likes. You are the spice that senses entice. You are the sanctuary of strength not used. You are the vibration to which I attune. Richard LeBlanc (c) 2009 Culminating in the ceiling of my debris. She churns out the language of disgust. Well coordinated, directly at my chest. Fearful, she be not, to her consequences. The payoff is, a trifecta of somothered love. Who cares about my
So.. I know I said I hate my ex. Well I don't hate him. I just hate the way he is. Sometimes I miss him so much.. but I know for a fact that I will never go back to him. I will never be suckered in by those words that he used to get me to stay with him just because he wanted me at the time. I will never fall for the whole "I love you, I wanna marry you and have kids with you" bullshit! I can't believe I was so fucking stupid! And now look where I am! I knew after the first 6 months things wouldnt work out. But I kept trying.. NEVER AGAIN! He hurt me so much!!! So Nic, I want you to know... I totally changed my mind about you. [Jaejoong]Tsumetai sono te kimi no seijanaiOsanaki hibi hotta kizukakae[Changmin]Dareka wo aisuru koto osoreteru noKotoba no uragawa se wo mukete[Yoochun]Dakishimeta kokoro ga koori no you niSotto tokedasu[Jaejoong]Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameniKono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa[Junsu]Sore ga moshimo boku naraMou ichido kimi no kokoro woTowa no yasashi
drizzle and she drenched in it a lot to see and lot to find she tippling over falling water here one looked at her with awe to pluck the sexiness she got the night and the thunder she and the wonder in a whole some called her whore she the night of queen seen in every pure place ready to be sold and ripped just! gazing into your eyes, so serpently try to reach inside where no one yet has ever  traced the part deep and deadly like a cave so sucking ,so satisfing where the heaven rests the pleasure and peace leaves the girls your heart, i will climbe and crush the hidden and sexy part. her soft ,silken body red red rose like lips the sound sss.... when get her glimpse bouncing bossom and curly hairs i came to know how sexy you are kiss you and flirt you o ! hello and hi sexy
i sit here tonight thinkin over my past.and i always come to this one place and stop i guess thats a happy place for me in my life. i wish i could bak and do things over for sum sufficent reason but we can't. Now its all bout the bills and the family . I wish sometimes he only knew i stayed up late at nite crying and wishin he was mine again. and that i could wake up beside him and look n2 his lite blue water like eyes.and feel his soft gentle rose like lips. But back then we made our choices and now we have been gone our very own separte ways. and it breaks my heart to see how diffrent of a person he is.thats y im here tonight. layin here cryin cuz he has changed and so have i . We all make choices in life. Some are good and some are bad. We don't always know how they are gonna effect our lives or others at that time.But we have learn from those choices and somehow we have to learn to except them and the responsabilitys that come along with them. i sit wondering all the ti
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Walk a mile in my path and smell the danger of my wrath , come upon me as i say forever gotten i shall stay/ Once she was young and had a weak heart but now all all grown up and ready to start. come upon me as the wavs clash breath behind me and my wrath... forever gotten i have gone down the path on nowhere beyond... sticks and stones under my feet but really boys you are in for a treat. my heart so cold my feel so warm but underneath i am torn.  Did you ever want something so bad in your life but you don't how to approach it to just let yourself have it. well I am the one the knows this better then anyone . I sit every sit wondering on how I can be who he wants me to be or what I should do just to let him see that it can be real. You don't have to sit back and wonder so much on how you wished life didn't turn out you wanted or how much you longed for someone and never did anything about it. For months I have wondered that and every time I tryed to hard to let that person see there is
I'm no furnituresmith, but I do know good furniture when I see it. Couches to climb and sit upon, dressers to open and empty, and chairs to climb and throw myself from. But when it comes to this "loveseat" I can't say as I fully get the point. The etymology completely defies logic to me because, at least when I sit on one, I don't feel any sort of love at all. It's a great big, empty, lonely sort of piece of furniture. There's bigger couches out there I'm sure. I'm even sure I've seen a bunch of them myself, but this one doesn't particularly lead me to any particular conclusions pertaining to affection. Maybe I'm mad, or maybe I'm just happy enough to be in touch with the matter, so I'll ask my question either way just the same. Why is a two-cushion couch called a loveseat? It makes no sense, really. We have a pair of loveseats in our own living room, and they're adled with anything but feelings of love. They're objects of territorial contention and a sore subject when it comes
I dunno anymore I feel like it is just the same shit different day!!  I am the one that is always os busy that I hardley have time to get online and see my wonder why I don't have that many.  The internet anymore is just becoming a hassle....I thinkI would be a lot happier if there was no computer in the household at all.  That can't happen though the husband needs his time on the computer, every day when he comes home.  Is it his release?  Does he not want to be here?  I dunno but he likes being on here and if that is what he wants than that shall be what he gets.  I am thinking strongly about deleting all my accounts on everything and just keeping my e mail.  That is how some of my faimly is able to keep up with me.   I just don't know what to think or feel anymore.  I am lost and would like to find my way back but I need a helping hand. Sometimes I have to truly wonder what the internet is.  Is it a tool or an escape.  Most the time it is both but sometimes it is an e
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I Ramble Sometmes...
a smart man once said, as he was preaching to a group of people, aka believers with hope,aka lovers who've been hurt..... that life is like chapters in a book, some characters from a chapter disappear, and others last through out the whole book.......... some bridges were meant to be burned, nothing last forever, and by saying forever, its a promise, and you know you can't keep it. for you can't say never, because you never know what tomorrow will bring. the world is magical and it bound to create some crazy things. you can try to hold onto what’s broken for fear of losing something, or you can be brave and learn that it isn't everything. People aren't possessions or material things. They are born with a heart and feelings. And for you to treat a person worse than you would treat your sneakers is inhumane and how low will you stoop to have what you want? some people will do anything to have control.. and you have to look at people and the situations like you would gas in a car..
* I'll swallow it all . . . I love the taste. * Are you sure you've had enough to drink? * I'm bored. Let's shave my little kitty, you big lion king! * Oh come on, what do ya say we get a good porno movie, a case of beer, a few joints, and have my friend Tammy over for a threesome! * God..if I don't get to blow you soon, I swear I'm gonna bust! * I know it's a lot tighter back there but would you please try again? * You're so sexy when you're hungover. * I'd rather watch football and drink beer with you than go shopping. * Let's subscribe to Hustler. * Would you like to watch me go down on my girlfriend? * Say, let's go down to the mall so you can check out women's asses. * I'll be out painting the house. * I love it when you play golf on Sunday's, I just wish you had time to play on Saturday too. * Honey, our new neighbor's daughter is nude sunbathing again, come see! * I've decided to stop wearing clothes around the hou
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My Poetry
The First Time I Saw YouThe first time I saw you,I already knew.You had my heart,I truly loved you.You make me whole,There is no debate.You're the one I love,You're my soul mate.You make me complete,There could be no other.The only one is you,My one and true loverI love you with all my heart, My soul and mindA love that together,We surely can bind.I loved you from the beginning,There will be no end.A love that forever,Will only ascend. My Special SomeoneI bet you didn't knowThat you just passed my mind.You do this so many times each daySince a guy like you is so hard to find.I saw a falling starJust the other dayFor I sat there and thoughtBut only had one thing to say.The wish I just gotI really do not need.Because the only wish I wantIs a wish I have already received?Some might even sayThat I'm in another placeEvery time I think of how you lookAnd that smile on your face.To conclude the way I feelAbout all the things you doYou are that special someone.You're like a dream come true. Wh
I'm Back
Well, I came back and thanks to all my friends and lovers I am back to where I was + some.  I had a little help through a generous HH and went on a Cherrybomb fest this morning.  I will have to think of a real good NSFW story for yall later.  IF anyone has any input, just tell me :)
I must add that sending those pictures shocked me and gave me an immediate hard on. It had me thinking about if I had you there, putting a sexy body with tattoos (I have 2 tattoos) in my hands, and looking close, wanting to touch. There’s porn and then there’s someone you talk to and desire, just to bad I’m still down in Houston with family for a couple more days. Maybe we can meet up sometime soon and see how things go. I’m sure they will be maybe a little shy at first and then heat up. I would probably get you talking if I could because that’s just my thing to do, and of course I would talk as well. Just imagine us meeting up at a restaurant, Me in a nice pair of slacks, and a colored dress shirt, no tie and the top button undone (boxers, briefs, or commando?). You show up in your hot black halter dress, sexy little panties, thigh highs, and platform heels. We sit down at a table and just stare at each other. Checking each other out, we cant help but
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Snake Woods
I awaken in a wagon, near someones feet. I get sat up, and feel a flask at my lips, giving me water. I drink slowly, careful not to drink to much and choke. I rest until we stop. I meet up with the Lord who is in the carriage ahead of the wagon. He is the noble that I heard of, and he wants to talk to me. I relate that I know nothing of the horse or its rider, and why it was out there. He asks where I am going. I reply, the very same town he is going to. "I heard you were banished there" I explained. "It would make for a good story someday." At this statement, the young man, (younger then me by 2 years or so)gets very incensed at this remark, does not allow me to tell stories about him, and does not allow me to travel with him any further. I stay at the farmhouse we are at to fully heal. Helping out the first day, I get full bed rest the second day to start on my travels on the third day. To be continued.... This is the start of the adventures of Cor Lune. He is a gem cutter
As An American, Robin Willians Has A Plan
For the 1st time in my life I am ashamed of our government and the American People. Our government has always been a government of and for the People of this country. With 65 to 70 percent of the People of the United States not in favor of this Health Care legislation, the Federal government has decided that this issue should be forced down the People's throat whether we like it or not. They have now treated the People like small children who do not know what's best for them and by God they are going to show us what is no matter what. And we have no choice in this at all. The People have spoken and we have been told to shut up and enjoy the ride. To shut up and do what we have been told. The Democrats have decided they know best what is good for the country and the rest of us are just spoiled children who know nothing. Not only is this the biggest power grab in the history of the United States, it is also the start of the dismantling of our republic. As "We, the People" a
Freedom Of Speech Or Is It??
This Guy had the Guts to put this on the Internet... I love it. Way to GO!!!! YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare. I am an American. I am a Master Mason and believe in God. I ride Harley Davidson Motorcycles and believe in American products. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. Get over it! I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and Willie G. Davidson that makes the Awesome Harley Davidson Motorcycles. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake
I want to play a game........Its  called "one question, one question only"...You can ask me one question and i will do my best to answer it truthfully and honestly......   Go!!!!!!!! Take it nice and easy that is all. i am to me.......
  the pain is constant my nerves wear thin, cant even muster the frame of mind to let myself grin, No happy momments its all gotten so lost, feeling colder each day like the winter frost, I want to be ok i want to work this out, but everytime i speak these words come steadily out your mouth, neglecting all responsibility for actions taken present and past, mixing up priorities making what should be first last, it isnt fair to those around you no matter what you say, I live my life looking out for you day after fuckin day, I cant understand whats going through your head, waisting time destroying things spendin up the bread, I just wonder to myself if you really wanna be here, if its even me myself that you wanna really keep near, Ive been trying so hard to do right and not faulter, but the problems keep mounting as this wall keeps gettin taller, its so high now that it touches each and every cloud, and the voice in my head is screaming so loud, just give up and let it
My Friend
$safe_uid_dname@ fubar Hey everyone My Hot friend Michael Wakely needs help to level up. He is a wonderful friend and has helped me out alot so in return I want to help him gain more points and level up so check his profile out and do what you can to help him for me PLEASE!!!  
I'm just a step away I'm a just a breath away Losin my faith today Fallin off the edge today I am just a man not superhuman I'm not superhuman someone save me from the hate It's just another war just another family torn Falling from my faith today just a step from the edge Just another day in the world we live I need a hero to save me now I need a hero Save me now i need a hero to save my life A hero'll save me Just in time i gotta fight today To live another day speakin my mind today My voice will be heard today I've gotta make a stand but i am just a man I'm not superhuman my voice will be heard today It's just another war just another family torn My voice will be heard today It's just another kill the countdown Begins to destroy ourselvesWho's gonna fight for what's right Who's gonna help us survive We're in the fight of our lives And we're not ready to die Who's gonna fight for the weak Who's gonna make 'em believe i've got a hero I've got a hero livin in me I'm gonna fight for wha
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Where's The Bud At?
Summertime.....................but where the hell has all the good bud gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I'm smoke deprieved and tired of trash.......... I'm beginning to hate this area.  I can't get a bag without seeds and stems.....where's all the good bud gone.  I need to move back to PA. What is up with this town?  I can't find good bud any where.  I need saved..............
Your lips, your eyes, your soulAre like a work of art,The most creative thing of allIs your beautiful heart.If you were a painting,No colors could expressThe beauty deep inside you,A rainbow, nothing less.If you were a sculptureThe clay could hardly makeYour figure of an angelWithout one mistake.If you were a euphonyNo choir could really singAll the beautiful musicYour eyes could possibly bring.So here I am, an artist,With inspiration beyond beliefBut to capture such rare beauty,I'd have to be a thief.Copyright ©2007 Cecily Nikole Pate Melting What's the useWhat's the causeWhat's the matterAre you scared of the fogWhat's the fuss What's the fight Too late nowYou can't make it rightMelting your bodyMelting your soulMelting your bones Melting you whole Cecily Nikole Pate I cannot takeEverything I see It's very depressingJust leave me be I don't want to feelEverything I touchIt's to much painIt's just to much So take me awaySome where I can't seeSome place secretJust leave me be I
[ Insanity, The loss of Logical Reasoning ] Inevitably, humanity loses it sense of reality, a surreal enviroment in which we all live. The loss of this reality is but a small step in the path to true freedom. What is pain without the enjoyment of it's sinister actions. To watch a person go through so much, only to lose what little reasoning they had, and eventually kill something in a sadistic malicious way. It is a beautiful thing to see the light of life fail in the eyes of a dying person. Their unrelenting screams of mercy and anguish. How pathetic to attempt to seek mercy from themselves. Do they not know it is them who is causing this pain? Perhaps that is insanity at it's best, To commit vile acts without the knowledge of it being done, Even when it is to yourself. That is not the point of this specific endevour in to the mind of a woman. Who is she? No clue, but today, She is me, and I am her. - Tears began to stream down the pale facade of < Insert clever name here>, She could
Reaper...part 1
Location: N.O.R.A.D. Rocky Mountains “neutral” 06:00 M.T. Tuesday   As the sun starts to peek over the top of the mountains a young woman gazes out over the horizon, her long black hair gently swaying in the morning breeze. “May I join you?” says a voice from behind her. Startled she quickly turns around only to see the Senior General, but with a grim look on his face. “Why, of coarse you may, Senior General Sir, I’d be honored.” “You can just say sir, ma’am.” “But of course, sir.” As they stand there the General turns toward the lady, “So has it been found yet?” “No, it hasn’t been yet, and it concerns me.” The General asks with a puzzled look, “Why’s that?” The women looked back at the man with a look of death, “Y
Reaper...part 2
Interrogation Room, London England (Land of Chaos)   “Lady Tsunami, are you awake?” “Huh?” “Hey Tsunami are you awake?” Tsunami opened her eyes she was in a room all by herself, well except for a man across the room from her. They were both strapped to chairs. “So you’re awake that’s a relief.” The man lifted his head, Tsunami recognized who it was instantly, “Jim, why are you here?” “I failed an order; or rather I chose not to do it. You see I was ordered to find you, and then betray you and Reaper. But my morale values wouldn’t let me do something like that so they threw me in here and tortured me everyday.” His body was riddled with bruises and lacerations, “and now they’re going to use me to break you.” Tsunami looked back at him “If you know Reaper than do you know where there holding him?” Jim turned his head, “He’s in there.” Tsunam
Joke Of The Day
*Roses r red, lemons r sour, open ur legs & give me an hour.  *Kissing is a habit, fucking is a game- guys get all the pleasure & girls get all the pain. 10 mins of pleasure, 9 months of pain, 3 days in the hospital- a baby with no name. The baby is a bastard, the mother is a whore, this never wouldve happened if the rubber hadnt tore! *Sex is like math: u subtract the clothes, add the bed, divide the legs & pray 2 god u dont multiply. *Roses r red, grass is green, open ur legs & ill fill u with cream. *Sex is evil, sex is a sin, sins r forgiven so stick it in. *Roses r nice, violets r fine, ill be the 6 if u b the 9. *Eat me, beat me, bite me, blow me, fuck me, suck me very slowly, if u like it dont be sassy, use ur tounge & make it NASTY!! There was a cucumber, a pickle, and a penis3 sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber says "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at him and sa
Ahhh Youth
When I was about 10 or 11 years old - we were volunteered by the scouts to model for a clothing catalog - I was backstage and all of my friends were out on stage - so it was just me and about 5 women - I was standing there and the woman next to me said to the other woman - bathing suits? the answer came back yes - so she reached over and unsnapped my pants and pulled them down - undies too - then she turned and asked which one - I’m standing there naked - when I noticed all of the women smiling and looking at me - I looked down and was standing at attention - now - I wasn't very big then but I was rock hard - ever since then - there is a smile that a woman gets that just makes me crazy.  I think that's where it comes from - I love to see that smile that says - hey - look at that - I like what I’m seeing. Once - back when I was in the dorm at college I went to the laundry room late at night - it was the only time you didn't have to wait for a machine - when I got down ther
Gentle Sonnet Of Love
Characters…   King Samuarian Princess Starlet                                                                                     Castle Staff…   Heather (serves Princess Starlet) Shima    (head of cooking staff) Dizzy     (head of cleaning staff)   Knights…..   Eldaran-Gothic Demon Knight NightCrawler
Why Do People Lie?
Wake Up
Anyone that has been to my profile knows I have a pretty politicly aggresive profile. I am not affraid to bring to your attention the corruption in the goverment of The United States. Today when I logged on I noticed someone had accessed my profile and made some changes. The first change I noticed was that my "Joker Obama" pic that I used as my profile image pic had been changed to what you see now. The second change my status was something about being mad at the corruption and lies and asked if you were tired of it yet and if so do something about it....get off fubar and do something then. Well that status was deleated and the option to creat a ststus message had been removed from my home page. I went to change my profile pic bac and was informed I am not allowed to acess this section. So I the went to see if perhaps they hacked my profile as well. And sure enough my entire "About Me" section was deleated. Guess someone did not like my right to my opinion. Now keep in mind I am keepin
Too Much
Why you gotta be a bitch- Go behind people's back and talk shit? Does that make you a bigger man? I'll  beat your ass til you can't stand!! Yeh, so I'm married-but getting a divorce Because it was never good and only getting worse. . . . Gave you a chance, you asshole All my lovin' too- And then you abandoned me After giving WRITTEN word you wouldn't Thanks for giving me a chance Everyone knows you believe in equal opportunity But I ain't sellin' my ass to survive No matter what people think of me. Life ain't fair-you know it first hand There is so much more to a person Than their love glands- So riddle me this Ya indescribable clout What's your greediness And lies all about? Rules of friendship Don't lie, cheat or steal- Got enough family for that You know the deal!!! Or are you that much a shmuck That you can't feel? Yet you are childish Totally immature- Experiences haven't taught you a thing So drugs help the blurrrrrr Could see right through The "fa
Make Your Self Fell Good
Words Of Power
by Kamran. 2009   Awake again to the sound of lies,Again and again, like flies,Their lies we'll killWithout guns and big skillsWithin the colorful boxI've heard your blasphemiesI've watched the faces of decietTrying to make enemiesReady now for your super skillsYour big weapons,In the hands of little childrenYou want them to killDon't fret, for your plan is a successDon't fret, for your end will comeClose your eyes, and they will comeWith the guns you've handed themYou've dressed them with your designDecievers! but they're learning tooFrom the sharks you've unleashedAmongst them.Watch, they'll rise with the sunAt one with the heat of rageThey'll show no pityThey'll spare none that breathe by Kamran. 2009 Awakening to the lightLonging for a clean sightAwakening from my sleepFor I've sunk way too deepLeaving what I believedIn hopes that I'll be relievedFrom life and it's addictionsAnd all of the fictionCrossing the line, I'm awareI've looked back and I careI don't want to see only to
When in search for the perfect match in your life,its very difficult.But when ones found and everything seems to be going good,then it seems to take place the lack of communication which leads to hurt feelings with a question hanging in your head.Communications is very important in any type of relationship,if you don't have it then you get misled and that resorts back to your feelings once again.and that will also put a trust issue in the point is with good communications,people can really get confused and have hurt feeling.And my belief that is the foundation for any kind of relationship,You have to have.So if all possible talk it over and get your understandings,mutual and be happy.The main thing is openness and honesty.In order for you both to be mutually happy. Friends are forever,Friends dont pick on each others weakness,to tear them down,you look at thier weakness and try to make each other stronger.Thats a true friend. I am wanting to explain some non sense.I had a l
The Wtf Files...
Ever notice that when something happens when you find out who your true friends are, it is always a bittersweet moment?? It is nice to know who has your back, but it also sucks to find out those you thought did....don't. I got a call from the principal this morning! She wants a pic of the ex to put in the office & he isn't allowed past the lobby now. I love when a moron cuts his own throat by being stupid & bully-ish! I decided to start a file for shit that I want to rant about.  I am gonna start with my ex cuz trust me, this stuff will amaze you....   OK, sssooooo today is my Grandmothers wake. It also happens to be the day before school starts, so it was meet the teacher night too. I of course did alot of running around & it was a very stressfull/emotional day. For anyone who knows anything about my prior married life, you feel for me. For those that don't, I will let you in bit by bit in these rants. You will come to find out your life is not as bad as it could be. I really hop
My job is so fucking unbelievable. I'll try to sum it up by first telling you about the folks I work with:First, there is this supermodel wanna-be chick. Yeah, okay, she is pretty hot, but damn is she completely useless. The girl is constantly fixing her hair or putting on makeup. She is extremely self-centered and has never once considered the needs or wants of anyone but herself. She is as dumb as a box of rocks, and I still find it surprising that she has enough brain power to continue to breathe.The next chick is completely the opposite. She might even be one of the smartest people on the planet. Her career opportunities are endless, and yet she is here with us. She is a zero on a scale of 1 to 10. I'm not sure she even showers, much less shaves her "womanly" parts. I think she might be a lesbian, because every time we drive by the hardware store, she moans like a cat in heat.But the jewel of the crowd has got to be the fucking stoner. And this guy is more than just your average po
Songs I Love
Snuff - Slipknot     Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sin The air around me still feels like a cage. And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again.   So if you love me let me go And run away before i know My heart is just too dark to care I can't destroy what isn't there   Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you OOh, my smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know   I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your lights But all of that was ripped apart, when you refused to fight   So save your breath I will not care I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough?   I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint OOh, my own was banished long ago It took the death of hop
Playin In The Sand
They had run for two days, driven on by the enemy and in fear of their lives.  At dawn on the third day, they felt safe sitting in eachothers' arms watching the Sun come.  And in those moments of peace, they realized spirituality and intimacy that a lifetime of searching had not revealed to them. My attempt at poetry.  More to folow.  Better too I hope :-) When I look into your eyes Your love is there for me These moments help me realize How much more there is to see.     Is there really a place called Knob Lick Kentucky?  I mean dude.... How are you all today.  I'm working and pushing myself to get out in the heat.  I had a video crew here today to shoot some footage of the operation. They atually put makeup on me.  Ha!!  It's 120 degrees out in the middle of nowhere and they wanted me to look good.  Surreal man. So I hope all is well in the states.  I'm actually trying to learn how to care for my bamboo shoots.  I got a little cup and about a dozen bamboo about four inches t
->g1: I won't be calling youg1: my yahoo ID is: byvic->g1: Please refer to my about me section on that questiong1: 718 342 9580g1: do u have yahoo?->g1: nog1: ok let meet tomorow at the mall->g1: 2. I don't know you.->g1: OK, then let me help you out... 1. Spring hill is a ways away and I am drunk. I am not getting a DUIg1: im here on vacation i need to meet some one->g1: Why would I?g1: why?->g1: I don't think sog1: come over->g1: I am sorry to hear thatg1: im here in spring hill bored->g1: Nothing... you?g1: what r u up to?->g1: hig1: hello I wish Google Maps had an "Avoid Ghetto" routing option.     More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can't wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that's not only better, but also more directly involves me.     Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong.       I don't understand the purpose of the line, "I don't need to drink to have fun
Mixed Thoughts
wanna be an airborne ranger,Live the life of guts and danger. Airborne ranger,Life of danger. I wanna be a scuba diver,Swim around in the muddy water. Scuba diver, muddy water.Airborne ranger, life of danger. I wanna be an S.F. medic,Shoot some funky anisthetic. S.F.medic, anesthetic.Scuba diver, muddy water.Airborne ranger, guts and danger. And when I retire. Im gonna be a texas ranger,Drive around in sking tight wranglers! Texas ranger, skin tight wranglers. Im gonna be a UPS man,Drive around in a ugly brown van. Ups man, ugly brown vanTexas ranger, skintight wranglers. Im gonna be a forrest ranger.Chipmunks are my greatest danger. Forrest ranger, chipmunk danger.UPS man, ugly brown van.Forrest ranger, chipmunk danger. i just like this and wanted to share it     [Switching on and off between Andre "3000" and "Bentley Farnsworth"][Andre]Ahhh, such sweet soundThe Fiddler on the Fuckin' RoofIs that Mr. Bentley Fonzworth?[Bentley Farnsworth]Indeed it is SirGood day, good s
Running Built For This I will be posting some of my personal running blog here. This is one of them:   So Lauren txtd me and asked if I was down with her "short" run. After being achy all day I started to feel better towards the end of my work day so I decided to reschedule the Kelly Drive run and join her. It was a struggle today I admit. If it was up to me 2.5 would have been sufficient. But Lauren had done some "speed work" earlier in the day so I felt compelled to get that next 2.5 done. She stressed to me the imprtance of rest and said since I was ahead of schedule I should rethink when I want to step it up to the 8.37 of Kelly Drive.So, the title of this post is "Clockwork". Ray Kline was a good friend of mine. He was known as Clockwork in the music biz. His production landed on the OuterSpace album "Blood Brothers". We would chat about music in the beginning and then evolved our friendship into a lot of l
Short Stories
            My First Mistake   I thought I would never be like most dirty men, but I am. This is my story.               I came home, it was bad dealing with issues at work and my ex-wife calling me crying and worrying about our daughter, she had just turn eighteen and once again having issue at school, so I was going to go get her and bring her home with me, so she could at least finish high school, at this moment I no longer give a hoot if she went to college. It was no big deal to me any more, I just wanted peace with my ex-wife. So I came home to shower and change clothing to go fetch my step-daughter, who didn’t know I wasn’t her biological father. I could never bring into my reality or her the hidden lies about her mother that destroyed our marriage. I hated the fact, I had to drive six hours to my ex-wife house, but I was going to do what was best for my Ami. She was everything to me that her mother wasn’t. I have loved her like she was my own child, so I g
i am so not watching it again... you can have fun though avoids responsibilities, people tell them they are childish and need to grow up, would rather live in their head than the real world, wants success to just happen to them, focuses on fantasies more than reality, believes they deserve to have whatever they want, life lacks direction, never know what to do next, does dumb things frequently, inconsistent performance, lazy, slacker, does the minimum to get by, does things without thinking, does not feel they have any reason to accomplish anything, tend to ignore or put off problems, believes fun is the most important thing in life, most people think they are crazy, forgets scheduled appointments, more past than future, gets attention through negative behavior now tell me that doesn't sound EXACTLY like my little stalker bitch... 8-P  
I've been on FUBAR for one month now;  made it to Level 16 (Fu-gee) and I'll probably level up again tomorrow. After that, I'm figuring it'll take longer. I guess I'm doing OK... the people I asked were non-comittal.  How fast DO the early rankings go by for most people?   OK...up to NINJA level... that gives me over 200 pics, and I've added more videos to the "Stash". Olympic Wipeouts(bronze, silver and gold) and a guy having a bad day in his cubicle! OK, So I've finally opened a Blog. I have nothing to say, so I'll say nothing.(unlike most bloggers)  
From Honey
Hi..... honey was just dreaming of u yes yes .... u I love your soft kisses. I love your soft touch. I love the way you bite your lip. I love you soooooo much. I love the way you look at me. I love the way you smile. I love the way you're shy sometimes, Every once and a while. I love it when you look at me, When I'm not looking at you. You think I do not realize it, But really...I do. I love the way you cuddle. I love the way you sleep. I love the way you rub your neck, when you are thinking so deep. I love all of you, Your nose, your lips, your hair, your feet. I will never stop loving you. You are so amazingly sweet. I love that I love you. I have loved you from the very start. I LOVE ALL OF YOU, I now hand you the key to my heart. Honey....... Dear Honey.... Mesmerized…. I have become completely lost in your eyes Your smile astonishing I guess it would be true for me to say you complete me Yet… how can I separate
I know many say this is just the net no big deal, but you are sadly mistaken, behind the font, behind the screen there are real people who have worries, fears, life concerns, illnesses, simply seeking a connection. This world has become so hateful and whether any of you are willing to admit it, it has affected all of us. Most are blessed enough to have a support system to help them through the rough times, but many stand alone and regardless of whether it is by choice or the result of the hatefulness, they are the ones who suffer most. When you attack someone your cold and callous actions may cause more damage than how you think, some people have committed suicide for the torment caused to them, some have shut down and have never opened up again. And the tormentors see it as funny, one day it may happen to you or a loved one and well perhaps it will change your outlook on how you treat people.We dont have to be a hateful society, and honesty doesnt have to be cruel or harmfulsome of th
Om ~
May 19, 2009Special MessengersReconnecting with Friends Every person that passes through our lives makes a contribution to our life stories. There are those who play large roles and make deep impressions, but sometimes a brief special appearance before life takes them in another direction creates a meaningful connection. It is a rare gift when they suddenly reappear in our lives after a long absence. Though the world may seem full of more people than we could ever know, we are often drawn to people with similar energy, which brings us together time and time again. On first meeting, the characters in our life stories may seem familiar. We may know each other from past lives or perhaps we merely recognize the energy of a kindred spirit. But when fate brings old friends back into our lives, there is always a reason. They may act as messengers, reminding us of a part of ourselves we have forgotten to nurture. They might appear to give us a chance to react in a new way to an old situation.
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My Poems
Sometime I sit and wonder whyWhy it is I sit and cryI wonder why I am so sadWhen I think of what we could have hadWhen I think of things the way I dreamedI guess some things arent as they seemedWhat can I do to make you seeAll I want is you with meSometimes I wish I had just one more nightJust one time to hold you tightI fear that day will never comeBut always know you have my love Life is so unfair. Your heart goes here and your mind goes there.Why can't things just go right?Instead we always just fuss and fight.How can you just turn your feelings off and onWhile I sit here crying because your gone?My chest is aching, you broke my heart.You ripped it out and tore it apart.I so wanted to believe you had changed.So my life I rearanged.Now I'm not sure what to believe.If you ment what you saidthen why did you leave?So here we go again.I sit here wonderingwhat might have been.Would the two of ushave been happy together?Would we have made it to forever?I guess now we will never know.Just
LoveLove to me is like the morning dew clinging to the leaves of the liningtrees of a mossy brook. A beautiful, heavenly feeling, that lingers insilence, only to disappear at the warmth of the sun. It causes you to wantto experience it more and more, morning after morning, until it becomespart of you. Alone AgainYou said you would always love meYou were angered when I did not say itYou bought me flowers to show me you caredHeld me, kissed meAll during the time you "fell out of love" with meI loved you more than anythingI feel the fool for feeling soI thought you were true to meThat your love was eternalYou made me believe that it wasLove is blind, this is trueFor 14 years I believed in youI stood beside yousupported you in your lifeYou were my best friendThe one I felt connected toIn November and again in JuneI said I would wait for youYou asked me to do thisYet with no intentionsto give us a second chanceWhy did you do this to me?Why do you now act like you care?My heart has been bro
I'm Back
Guess what? My comp is finally acting right. I know thats a new one. Anyway whom ever wants to talk feel free to contact me. I have missed everyone alot and would love to hang out and chill. Yeah I know I was gone again for awhile, but shit happens that you can't control. I guess no-one wants to talk anymore bc of it..Well, if you are mad at me just let me know please don't give me the cold Sorry to all my friends and family for being gone for so long without telling anyone the reason why...I've had alot going on here and I just now got my comp back up and running...I've missed everyone and feel free to write me back and bust my butt because I know you want to..
My Life
well onto another blog nobody will read..:D As I said before, this is my stress relief. Well yes, the 5th did suck, just like I was sure it would, 5 years of marriage down the drain, when I tried to go to sleep this morning I honestly was surprised by how badly it affected me.  I haven't cried in a long time, but I'll be honest I did today twice, when I tried to fall asleep (which didn't really work) and then talking to my parents later about everything.  Of course talking to them about my problems is never a good thing, my mom just decided to tell me how much she has always "hated the bitch" which doesn't surprise me, although some of the reasons surprised me, but then when my dad jumped in the bandwagon it really did shock me.  He had always seemed like he loved her and I had no idea that she had pissed him off beyond hurting his son, but no, he apparently saw her as hopeless and worthless as my mother did.  Now I'm not saying that I agreed with everything they said, but it did put
  OMG,when family is needed, these guys take the cake.(HEY THAT'S MY CAKKKE!!)I MEAN MY OWN FUXKIN MOM WOULDNT HELP ME!!!These guys came too the plate, ready too bat for my girl and i.THEY have given my girl and i their blessing and SPONSORED my girl!!WoOP!!!!WOOOP!!!MMFWCL 4 EVER!!!!!!                   MY PAL AN YOURS!!!!«WikdClownz69» Juggalo Mafia™© West-CοasT ĜeИeЯa£@ fubar                THIS GIRL RAWKSSSS!!!!!!!SHIIZAH *MMFWCL*   JUGGALO MAFIA 4 LIFE WOOP WOOP@ fubar4 REAL WITHOUT YOU BOTH OUR DREAM OF BEING TOGETHER WAS ABOUT TO EXPIRE!!!!FUXK WHEN U NEED THAT KIDNEY,I'LL HOOK YOU BOTH UP!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA               MMFWCL & BIG THANNKS          Twiztid Monkey & Horny Juggalo        (disclaimer)(kidney was a joke)   I KNOW ALLOT OF TEXT AND INFO BUT PLEASE READ AND HELP TWO HOMIES THAT ARE VERY MUCH IN LOVE AND WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF THEIR LIVES TOGETHER BE TOGETHER..ANY HELP IS APPRECIATED AND IF YOU CANT HELP MAYBE YOU KNOW OF OTHE
Is this like the year of the bad ex's holy crap..OMG..what the hell..I mean I am friends with most my ex's..cuzI figure just cuz we couldn't make a relationship of that sorts work out doesnt mean they are bad people....but the few that I wouldnt mind if they existed or not have all decided they want to be my friend on either facebook or myspace...AAAAH run away! Far Far Far away...... Eye lids still weary...dreams still holding me back - keeping my hangin between real, unreal but I hear a voice and I see comfort and warmth small words falling so easily "mom....wake up" messages still being sent...I need to reconnect I can' wait I don't want... Maybe I need to stay here. Then the light of sun hits the eyes like a mini welcoming fire of day.. "I am up....I am awake...It's ok dear...I love you too." Oh, how sweet and silly. But I still wanna go dreaming. Indian legislation's on the desk of the do right congressman Now he don't know much about the issues so he
Would you wonderful fu friends and family be a sweet and help a girl out? Follow the link and rate/ comment for me?   Much love to all! Hey friends, family, fans and all Fubarians..... I am entered into my very first contest on Fubar.  Could I bother you for a minute or two and shamelessly ask for you to follow the link below and give me your vote? Pretty please with sugar and spice. Thank you!! You all are much appreciated.   Hugs and Kisses..... Hello to all my fu friends! Yes, I am back!!! Did you miss me? I have missed fu so much. And I am writing to explain my absence for so long. I had to take time away to try to mend a broken heart. See, I have been seeing someone off and on for 3 years. I truly love my Shadow Man. Still even though he shattered my heart and almost destroyed my soul with his departure from my life. I
I am giving you another update sorry but a lot of people prayed for me after my accident, so this is easy to just update and tell all about it. I am gunna tell the last few months have been fun. Have enjoyed being outside I am sad that Fall is here. I will tell I have met a lot of my neighbors this summer. I have put up some pictures of some of my neighbors daughter they are so cute it ain't funny!! I watch one of them all the time. She sees me and comes running. She is only 2 but she is so loving. You should here some of the things she is saying now. One is OH NO, like when she thinks she has broken something when she really has not but does not know that. She says the word HUH all the time and the word NO. Most of the time its funny. The main reason for this was to say I am doing tons better since my last hip surgery. I still go see the doctor for my hip but just for check ups. He says all is good. It really does not hurt like it used to before the surgery, it hurts like once in a wh
take me take me away away from all that I am all that I was I was alone alone I take Alone I take me   You'd better watch yourself That's what people say It's too late for that I believe I've had my day Oo, I've had a hard time With this soft thing of mine Seems like bad boys always Knew how to get through to me Blow my mind And I believe I'm coming to a bad end Oh. I believe I'm coming to a bad end A bad end  Mmm there was a time I was okay And yo I loved to baby him Do anything he say Then he start to turn on me And it ain't no fun no more Now there's bruises in the bed at night Needles in the drawer There's blood all in the mirror And there's strangers at the door And I believe I'm coming to a bad end Bad end A bad end Aah, coming to a bad end I'm coming to a bad end Oh, bad end I believe I'm coming to a bad end  So these words were written to me..over 15 years ago from a man who was significantly older than me..we were exchanging poetry for a long time via mail...and it was
Dark Thoughts Of A Country Boy With Nothing To Lose
I’d just like to begin by saying that if you find yourselfreading this and wondering does this include me it probably doesn’t if it didyou'd know it without a doubt. Now with that said I’ll start with the biggestshit stain of my lifetime. My soon to be ex-wife Pat. You’ve been a lead weightdragging me down to the bottom of an endless see of misery for the past I don’tknow how many years. I don’t know because I honestly don’t care anymore. Theonly good thing that came from whatever we had at one point is my beautifulson. You can judge me and talk shit all you want but the fact remains I lovethose children whether they’re mine or not. The only reason I don’t call isbecause I have to listen to your bitch sessions every time I do. Besides that, everytime I hear your voice I look for something sharp to stab my eardrums out so Idon’t have to hear you. It’s so agonizing to hear that ugly ass voice over andover in my head. I&rsq
As the week finally came to an end, we decided that a night out would be a good way to end a busy week. U came up with the idea of going out to eat, so u picked a place to go and eat. We arrive an we are seated and waiting patiently. I started to stare at u cause we have not had one night alone all week. U stare back at me and shake ur head no cause u knew what I was thinking, but I was nodding yes. I got up and walked away, u noticed that I was going to the bathroom so u figured that u would follow. As u walked in I locked the door behind you. I asked " If u are against it y are u in here"? You looked at me said "Icouldnt resist". U told me to get on the sink,and as a good girl I comply. U run ur hands up my shirt and gently kiss my neck, I start to wrap my legs around you and pull u closer. I grab onto to your back and start to scratch. I pull ur shirt up so that I can feel u alot better. You continue to kiss my neck but then u start to kiss lower. U stop and look at me and smile as
ok i need help lvling i have asked for help over and over and i have been helping yall lvl why in the hell cant yall help me??? when i get a cherry bomb dont ask for me to bomb you cause im not going to just because yall arent helping me and if you dont like this...then deleate me from your friends bye now.... I know this has came up time after time again but don you think after so many lvls you should have a salute?? well its true becasue some people are just to ugly to take a pic of themselfs and out it on here wtf come on now and the ugly ones think theres hot stuff and there to pretty to put one one hot no ones pretty everyone is the same SO LET PEOPLE SEE THE REAL YOU GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!!! i know im fat and hell i know im ugly but i let people see the real me in and out hey this is my one and only blog on here prolly but here in the last few days i have had alot on my mind about this guy i have been talking to on and off for about 3 years and i figured out im in love
Erotic Writings
                                                                                    1.        He had not planned on kissing her just yet. He told himself it was too early, too bold a move. Better to wait for a more definite sign that she would respond favorably.  Maybe it was the moonlight on her vibrant skin, or the way the stars sparkled in her eyes when she looked just past him to the heavens that made him pause. Something about her presence sang to him, her symphony holding his body in rapture. His nervousness and caution melted away and he saw a beauty far greater than anything he had experienced before, a beauty beheld, it should seem, only by angels. Funny, he thought, how the senses cross when they are overwhelmed: the sight of her he could almost taste, he could hear the way her breath might feel on his neck, and that symphony sang to him as always, pulling his body close. The sudden certainty that he must kiss her flooded his awareness. Bold, yes, but absolutely necessary.
Madam Jenny's
By now almost everyone at Facebook has heard about the dispute between Zynga and Facebook. First Zynga threatens to leave Facebook because they think a 30% commission to Facebook is too much. Facebook wants Zynga to keep all of their games only at Facebook. I will admit I do like Farmville, Mafia Wars and Poker Blitz (when it is working). However I do not know if I am willing to log into Zynga every day in order to play my games. I am a member of Pogo and I do not log into Pogo every day or even once a week to play games even though I have a chance of winning a jackpot spin worth real money. I check my Facebook almost every day but that includes checking on updates from my friends and family. Playing the games is a bonus that is offered at my profile site. Plus Zynga is not the only company supplying games at Facebook. Their games may have better graphics than most, but ultimately I still play games at Facebook that are not by Zynga. Such as Country Life, Mobsters, Mobsters 2, Airline
Lord Wolf's New Blog
Hi Mike how u been? you an I have had our differences threw the yrs.But I leave fubar on occassions.But this time I brought back new members.Some work out some don't,I been recruiting for fubar from pogo.Last time it was MyYearBook. My Problem I was accused of being a Hacker that I hacked an Deleeted Sin City Lounge an Kanan's account by a StellaRossi.So I sought repubution from this Drama Queen Bitch I desirerd an Apology from her. The Mumm I posted sought that.I ran it as NSFW on purpose so it would not get Flagged.But acourse it did.So then I sought an Apology in the Status Box perhaps I missed used the status box.But to loose both status boxes has really crippled me. I can create tags on my whereabouts which might be elegal as well .To Compensate my status being gone.An Yesterday I found my Bulletin + Blog privelge has been put on punishment as well. That is no biggie because I can have others that are Loyal to me Post Blogs + Bullys. I have just finished reading your new TOS.
True Friends
A memory lasts forever. Never does it die.True friends stay together.And never say goodbye. "When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy." Friendships are different from all other relationships. Unlike acquaintanceship, friendship is based on love. Unlike lovers and married couples, it is free of jealousy. Unlike children and parents, it knows neither criticism nor resentment. Friendship has no status in law. Business partnerships are based on a contract. So is marriage. Parents are bound by the law. But friendships are freely entered into, freely given, freely exercised.
Who I Am
(Taken from my MySpace blog, just thought I would share, though it is long lol.)   Honesty is good right? I like honesty, even if it doesn't exactly make me feel good.  And I figure the only people who read these are people who kinda care what's going on in my life, and if you are a friend, I have nothing to hide really.  If you aren't a friend, why in the world are you reading this crap? ; ).  So recently I decided something, and it's not like usually when I decide something, this is gonna happen. As most of y'all know since the tornado (WOW, almost 2 years ago!) I've had panic attacks, or I call them neurotic attacks since it does funky things to my nerves and back. Anyway, since it happened I have been a little emotionally... unbalanced? I guess? What I mean is I can go from happy to sad to angry any time during the day, and sometimes I'll just remember tornado stuff and remember the sounds and feelings and all that and it messes with me, makes me feel shakey and yeah
Funny Stuff
 Woman's note to Tech Support: Last year, I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0, and I noticed a distinct slowdown in the overall performance, particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5. Much to my surprise, Husband 1.0 contained additional undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NHL 4.3, and ESPN 2.0. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix the problems, to no avail. What can I do? Response from Tech Support: First, keep in mind that Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system. Try installing Guilt 3.0. If that application works as designed, Husband 1.0 should automatically run the applications Jewelry 2.0 and Flowers 3.5. Remember, overuse of the above applications can cause a default to Grump
Its Going To Be A Long Road To Get There...
"Trust" (quietly) You. You cannot tell. How much your love...  has put me. Put me through hell. The look. The look in your eyes.  They made me believe. Believe that every thing.  every thing every thing was alright. SO How. Baby, tell me how? Can you sleep so sound at night? Making me TRUST.   TRUST everything is all right? How can you make me trust? (quietly) You You walk down the street. Holding my hand. To our friends. Life seems grand. Us. Making memories. Or is that what you want me, you want me to see? SO How. Baby, tell me how? Can you sleep so sound at night? Making me TRUST.   TRUST everything is all right? How can you make me trust? (quietly) You You gave me your trust.  And then thrown it all away. In another persons bed. You went to lay. Building my trust with a lie. Every single day. Every single day. Baby...  every single day. Every si
Questions Answered
I am not sure how to properly title this, but I think the wording above best describes the point I am trying to get across in this blog. This website has oodles of them, to the person with the flashy default is craving attention, to the "DJ's" Owning or running a "Lounge", and then is where I rest my head, the mumms. Now the running consensus of the mumms is just cut and dry, no frills opinions which dislikes the stereotypes of this website. I have been hanging in the community for a while, but then again, by this behavior by insulting other fubar stereotypes and claiming not to be a sheep, I feel like the forum has succeeded in creating a stereotype of it's own.  Here is where the hypocrisy part comes in. I feel like yet again, the mumm community has become another huge popularity contest. I notice this in mumm comments that I have left. They go unresponded, but I notice a few posts up, someone else says the same exact thing or makes the same exact point I did 5 minutes ago, and tha
Ade due damballa. Valinchella santeria. Oya shungo yenya macumba.Give me the power, I beg of you.Leveau mercier du bois chio.Secoise entienne mais pois de morte.Morteisme lieu de vocuier de mieu vochette.Endelieu pour de boisette damballa! (x3) Ade due damballa. Give me the power, I beg of you. Leveau mercier du bois chaloitte. Secoise entienne mais pois de morte. Morteisma lieu de vocuier de mieu vochette. Endenlieu pour du boisette damballa! Endenlieu pour du boisette damballa! Endenlieu pour du boisette damballa! Ade due damballa. Give me the power I beg of you.Secoise entienne mais pois de morte.Morteisma lieu de vocuier de mieu vochette.Endonline pour de boisette damballa!Secoise entienne mais pois de morte.Endelieu pour de boisette damballa! (x4)
Pain Of Itch Chapter 1
    PAIN OF ITCH By: Aaron M. Klug .. .. Introduction....   The Devil plays it fair; he just never tells you everything. Rules, always invite trouble to the party, even if you follow them. Walking into a dream, you end up in a mask of your own reality .. ..       Chapter 1: Where am I?   Dreaming in a cold state, the demons of your nightmares twist your visions into what god holds hidden. Sending images of blood to your brain as you attempt to run for your life. Circles you continue to move searching for something, anything. The hunter is still out there, with the advantage of sight.  Waking up in darkness you start to breathe. Laying still your pulse consumes you. Your thoughts race towards a cliff at high speeds and no brakes. Your senses reveal horrors unknown to the natural world as your worst fears come to the surface. Chained to what feels like a cold brink wall, you attempt to see through the darkness. You do not sense another being.  Speaking softly, hello emits from
True Blood
If she talked any more shit, she'd be shaped like a turd. --Nelsan Ellis as Lafayette Reynolds I should've known that something wasn't right the second you walked into my life carrying that big bag of crazy. 'Cause any woman with a purse that big is bound to have something in it I don't wanna know about. --Ryan Kwanten as Jason Stackhouse Lafayette: Excuse me. Who ordered the hamburger, with AIDS?Redneck: I ordered the hamburger deluxe.Lafayette: In this restaurant, the hamburger deluxe comes with french fries, lettuce, tomato, mayo, and AIDS. Do anybody have a problem with that?Redneck: Yeah, I'm an American and I got say in who makes my food.Lafayette: Well baby, it's too late for that. Faggots been breeding your cows, raising your chickens, even brewing your beer alone even before I walked my sexy ass up in this mother fucker. Everything on your god damned table got AIDS.Redneck: You still ain't making me eat no AIDS burger.Lafayette: Well all you gotta do is say hold
Memories Of Our Darkest Day
What were you doing that fateful dayWhen part of our world was taken awayThey came one morning like thieves in the nightTheir hatred destroyed everything in sightSo many loved ones were lost that dayBoth towers, the Pentagon and lives had to payToo high a price for piece of mindGround Zero is all they left behindSo many tears have already been shedHearts broken as we buried our deadThey came to destroy but they made us strongThey thought we would crumble but they were wrongFlight Ninety-three gave the ultimate giftLives of the few for the many who livedJust remembering gives me chillsThat painful day the world stood still What were you doing that fateful dayWhen part of our world was taken awayThey came one morning like thieves in the nightTheir hatred destroyed everything in sightSo many loved ones were lost that dayBoth towers, the Pentagon and lives had to payToo high a price for piece of mindGround Zero is all they left behindSo many tears have already been shedHearts broken as we
Then, And Now.
Let us pretend that nothing has happened. After all, is the easiest way out. Let us keep ourselves busy. Le us look for thrills and exciment everywhere with anyone. That will help us move on.  Let us convince ourselves that is worth it. Isn't the right thing what we are doing, right? We are not for each other, right?. So it does not matter. No harm was done. We were just playing at lets believe it can happen. Sitting at the table we are. Facing each other we shall. What is going through your mind? You ponder what is going through mine. Are we to just expose our differences? Are we to justify the reasons of our actions? Why bother you may say.  I may follow up and reciprocate the cold feeling. In the end was it worth it? One thing is for sure if you believed in me just as I believed in you. Then I might say it was worth it and I would do it again. The question is, was our hearts in the right place? Did we cheat on them? You saw into my eyes, I heard your words. Are we to take actions up
I Love My Gurl
TITLE SAYS IT ALL IM SINGLE AND IT SUCKS HIT ME UP GIRLS she says she likes me but is it real or is it fake ive trusted those words to much that i can no longer tell if its real or not if it is then i can finaly start this brand new chapter in my life so if its real show me and let me know that wut u say is true but only time will tell the only words i know that seem to be real is forget resks and take the fall if its wut u want then its worth it all YOU ASKED ME TO LOVE YOU YOU ASKED ME TO CARE SO WEN I DID YOU LEFT ME HERE SO SAID DONT WORRY YOU SAID YOU WULD NEVER HURT ME SO WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME KNOWING YOU WULD KILL ME WHY DID YOU PUT ME THURUGH ALL THAT WEN ALL I DID WAS LOVE YOU ALL I DID WAS CARE
Happy Endings...
Thank you for this Iris...Like it alot... Because we have the right to Dream, Because you have the right to Hope, Because we have the right to Love, Because there is a Rainbow in each of us As long as we know that it will show after the rain, Because words matter and feelings even more, Because a friend will always know how to comfort, Because eyes never lie, Because a heart can be hurt and broken but never destroyed, Because as long as we live we can try... Because even we walk alone sometimes we are never alone... Because there are Angel's among us... Because when everything's made to be broken... I am always here to tell you that i am you friend!! IRIS     Happy endings not for me.So by now i should have learned that anything in my life that seems too good to be true, really in fact is. And as the attage goes, "Careful what you wish for", yeah that's true.  Listen to it, Heed it.  It works wonders.  As for what I've been wishing for now for a while,
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Things That Make You Go Hmmmmm
100,000 entry fee, send me a pic of you in a Bikini, the the one that gets the most votes and comments wins either a auto or bomb (your choice) and a boomerrang! hmmmmmmmm correct me if im wrong, but i believe pogo is a place where you can play games and win "tokens" now fubar has what "borrowed" this concept, yet they whine when other people use there ideas, things that make you go hmmmmmmmm I have a zip file of over 4500 ez rate pics, make me an offer !! thats alot of points, especially if you have auto 11's on.
Simple Adventure I am again writing about the lil adventures...most of which happen on mass transit..most days I adore people...yesterday was not entirely one of those days... So I go wait for the bus...which seemed to take 3 times as long as normal...get to parkrose transit a lil stoner red head kid find his way around on the buses and light rail system..ok 1 karma point..give a man who was obviously on something a lighter so he didnt have to keep askin everyone for a light... cool cool 2 karma points...the red line shows up I walk on get off at the Gateway transit center ...walk onto the pavement look around all the random people waiting...and there stands my daughters father...oh fun fun...he yells didn't expect to see you here...I respond with didnt expect to see you at all...(its been like 2 yrs) I go ahead and start towards the store which is right across 2 parking lots (basically) and I hear.. "There's the cunt that wont let me see my child."   Oh the things that we
Stalin Qoutes
All men can see these tactics whereby I conquer, but what none can see is the strategy out of which victory is evolved.Sun TzuAll war is based on deception.Sun TzuAll war is deception.Sun TzuAll warfare is based on deception.Sun TzuBe extremely subtle, even to the point of formlessness. Be extremely mysterious, even to the point of soundlessness. Thereby you can be the director of the opponent's fate.Sun TzuCan you imagine what I would do if I could do all I can?Sun TzuConfront them with annihilation, and they will then survive; plunge them into a deadly situation, and they will then live. When people fall into danger, they are then able to strive for victory.Sun TzuFor them to perceive the advantage of defeating the enemy, they must also have their rewards.Sun TzuFor to win one hundred victories in one hundred battles is not the acme of skill. To subdue the enemy without fighting is the acme of skill.Sun TzuHe who is prudent and lies in wait for an enemy who is not, will be victorious
Poems, Dreams, Ramblings
Romeo is sitting in a chair by the fire watching Juliet read. Romeo: Come hereJuliet: Yes SirJuliet closes her book and walks over to him dropping to her knees, her hands in her lap. She peers up at him through her lashes, a quick flash of amber before she respectfully drops her eyes.Romeo: I want youJuliet: I'm yoursRomeo: No, i want to possess you, command you...Juliet: I'm yours my love. Do as you wish.Romeo: No, i don't think you understand. I want to do vile things to you, things a good man should never do to a woman... He rakes his hands through his hair in frustration...Romeo: Look at me.Juliet looks up at him this time giving him the full weight of her gaze. She looks so fragile to him eyes so innocent yet knowing. How can she both... Her throat so delicate so breakable the sight of her makes his blood boil and slam through his veins. Those lips... so plump begging to be kissed, to be bit. He grabs her by the hair and yanks her face to his kissing her hard. His teeth bruise her
Fw: Very Important-----please Read
Ok here it is, He is over in Iraq. He would love to level before he comes home. He has alittle over 7 mil to Oracle.. Plz lets show this man how much we appreciate all he is doing to keep us safe!!! HE comes home in 2 weeks, We can do it!!! Anyone-using Internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning, Direct from both Microsoft and Norton Please send it to everybody you know who has Access to the Internet.. You may receive an apparently harmless e-mail titled 'Mail Server Report' If you open either file, a message will appear on your screen saying: 'It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful...'> > >>> > >>Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC, And the person who sent it to you will gain access to your Name, e-mail and password. This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOLhas already confirmed the severity, and the anti virus software's are not capable of dest
Pimping Out Great Friends!
*MissBehayvn* ~Fu~Engaged To~ HATEBREED420~@ fubar   Show this sweet and sexy lady Tons of love and respect! ~Green Eyed Girl ~fuWife to Soldier4life ~Vixen of the Dark Realm~@ fubar This is one of my closest and dearest friends show her lots of love AND respect! love ya darling !!! TAGGEDBYANANGEL@ fubar   Show this lovely lady LOTS of love and respect!
Heathers Blogs ...
my life as of recent has become well whats a good word to use other than fucked. starting back in january i had a lot of things start to happen, and there are tons of things that have occured since then up until now. lots of people have an opinion about my life and what they think they know. but i would have to say people shoud live the things i have lived and then i kinda get the feeling you would say im thankful and happy you made it through and that your still here figthing. there a few people in particular who i have watched word themselves and write somethings to make what they have done to me seem so easy and that i am the bad person in all of this. i beg to differ however. i know what it is like to be treated in some of the most horrible situations by better half i kinda feel like that makes me able to treat people not that way and better than that, and to be able to admit when i am wrong and learn from my mistakes. i was with someone for 6 years and had 2 children with the
Check This Out!!!
  R U open to making more money? then watch this video, you won't believe it. check this out, it'll blow you away!!!     it's goin CRAZY!!!! Message:   Hey Freinds, I don't know about you, but I consider myself one of the "little guys". And I've got to say that there aren't too many opportunities for the little guy to get ahead. That's why the Blastoff Network is surprising so many people - it's the start of something very big. Right now, you can share something that: saves YOU money costs NO money is fun and easy to promote is spreading like wildfire has generated a near unheard of 25% YES response and pays you whenever anyone buys - up to 10 LEVELS deep! Will people really use it? That's easy. Would you rather get cash back when you buy stuff? Or not? friend, people WILL use this. People WILL share this. People WILL get paid. Again and again. The only qu
Random Thoughts...
"Fire scares me, yes, and earthquakes, and venomous snakes. People scare me more than anything, for I know too well the savagery of which humankind is capable." ~ Excerpt from Chapter 10 of Odd Thomas, by Dean Koontz In the middle of reading a book about a man who talks to ghosts, solves crimes, and takes down criminals I had a thought. In general, I don't particularly like people. Not to say I don't like certain individuals, I have friends and I enjoy the company of others. But in the grand scheme of things, I would just assume avoid delving into the real world social mix. I have the unfortunate gift of seeing things as they are and not how I would wish them to be and reality is no fun place to live. I don't think there is any inherit good, or evil for that matter, inside any of us. Rather, I think there is a primal desire. Supremacy. Simple enough, we all want to win. And, who doesn't? There is nothing wrong with wanting success. The issue lies in seeking individualism power vers
This Is Bulls**t
People of fubar, I feel we are being discriminated because this site knows we are not why treat us like them? Why is it so damn important to become a VIC? Sure, the bouncer ID check bastard leaves you alone, but think of the money your wasting. Now I can understand fully if you want to waste your money on shoes, clothes, "toys", and other useful why waste money on a site that "supposed" to be free??? Another thing that makes this site unbearable is the fact that we have to pump out money for crap like blings/blasts/tickers/happy hours/spotlights and that is piss-poor. Shirts with the site name is one thing....shit that's all we really need. Most of these users have become whores because all they want is animated and glittery bullshit just so you can see what pics they got locked away which is retarded. Like I mentioned in a recent mumm...if your gonna charge people to see you naked, you should quit this site and start your own personal site and charge an arm and a
Poet And Didn't Know It
  A boy and a girl,the best of friends.primary to high schoolfrom beginning to end. Through all those yearstheir friendship grew.They both felt the same,but neither knew. Each waking momentsince the day they met.They both loved each othersunrise to sunset. He was all she hadin her terrible life.He was the onewho kept her from her knife. She was his angel,she made him smile.Though life threw him curves,she made it all worth while. Then one daythings went terribly wrong.The next few weekswere like a very sad song. He made her jealouson purpose he tried.When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousylike it was a game.Little did he knowThings would never be the same. His plan was workingbut he had no clue.How wrong things would go,the damage he would do. One night she broke down,feeling very alone.Just her and the blade,no one else home.
Sexual Position #9
Ache... A slow burning candle...I begin to melt from the heat and passion of this flame. Lighting and warming my soul. As a moth to a flame, I can't resist to touch. Tenderly and softly as I move my hand up the inside of my thighs. Melting into thought and fantasy of you. The flame inside growing hotter. Laying back upon my bed, with my legs spread further. Slipping my hand beneath this panty. Soft like silk or the petal from a rose. The need getting stronger, wishing it were your hands upon me now... One hand caressing my breast, noticing my nipple harden as I allow my fingers to penetrate deep inside. Beginning to bite on my bottom lip, from passionate thoughts of you. The flood gates open and begin to drown as I lose all control. My moans now coming from this deep, starving ache for you... Wondering if you think of me in this way and if you were to happen upon me in this delicate position, would you set me free and release this ache within me... Thoughts and
Omg This Is Cute :p
The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, 'I've got some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order.'The woman was shocked but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting.'Well, daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. So, let's head to the club and have a martini.'After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating.The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end, 'I've been diagnosed with AIDS.'The friends were aghast, gave the woman their condolences and beat a hasty retreat.After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, 'Momma, I thought you said you were dying of cancer, and you
My Writings
APOLOGY by ADAM JOHNSONthrough the mountainsacross the seaeven the boundless forestswouldnt keep you from mebut i must departso i leave this for youan apology from my heartso that you might remember methe things ive doneand places ive seenmy attentionwas givenso few and far betweennow i realize my faultsa little latei can only hopeneglect doesnt lead to hatei dont know when i'll see you againtheres only one thing left to doplease forgive mei still love you WAIT FOR ME by ADAM JOHNSONwhere is my one true love?is she out there as lost and lonely as i?could she be with another... leaving me to be alone for eternity!?if you are truly out there and searching for me as i am for you....hear me now, feel me in your heart, see me in your i convey this simple message"wait for me"no matter the distance to travel, no matter how long it takes, one day we will find each i say once again, "wait for me"if you just have the patience... we will be together one day.dont ignore t
So i have decided that i will be writing a weekly blog about things that I find interesting, or i feel need talked about. Last week was obesity this week is idenity crisis.Have you ever felt that you were born the wrong sex? You look at your body.. and your disgusted.. Like.. why do i have breasts.. these arent mine.. or.. i should have breasts? and your a man asking yourself this? I believe this is all a mental thing, not that they are crazy, but that the hard wiring was crossed, and the physical doesnt match the mental. (as i will say the same with gay lesbian peoples.) this will be a differnt blog entirely) and i give people that take the time and have the courage to change themselves, so much admiration for going after what you want!This is something that happens more commonly then what you might think. I can speak about this personally, but not that i would or want to be a man. But growing up i was always tall, i stand 6'0-6'1 now. I was always small chested. the women in my famil
Ramblings Of A Fairly Coherent Mind...
So most of you have noticed I have been more on the emotional side lately. While it's a good and bad thing all at the same time, I'm quite sure there is a lesson that will come out of it. It still needs to stop. I know the weather is having an effect on my mood. Also I think it has a lot to do with my upcoming trip back home. Everyone has family baggage right?!? When did I become this whiney woman?!? I can’t even stand me right now! ARGHHHH, I really need to just get out and have some fun. I have been so driven this year that I think I just need to release for a while. I need to stop being mom and co-worker, and house fixer upper and just be a woman named Carrie for a while. Sad but I really couldn’t tell you the last date I went on. I miss dating. I don’t miss the crap that comes along with it. I hate the games people play. What’s wrong with just being honest? Yes, I realize I need to get some (save the comments guys). Sometimes I just hate being the decent mor
Ncaa Fb
My week 4 Top 25 predictions #1. Florida over Kentucky#2. Texas over UTEP#3. Alabama over Arkansas#4. Ole Miss over South Carolina#5. Penn State over Iowa #6. California over Oregon#7. LSU over Mississippi State#8. Boise State over Colorado State #9. Miami Florida over # 11 Virginia Tech#12. USC over Washington State#13. Ohio State over Illinois#14. Cincinnati over Fresno State#15. TCU over Clemson #16. Oklahoma State over Grambling StateTexas Tech over #17. Houston #18. Florida State over South Florida#19. BYU over Colorado State Southern Miss over #20. Kansas #21. Georgia over Arizona State#22. North Carolina over Georgia Tech#23. Michigan over Indiana#24. Washington over Stanford #25. Nebraska over Louisiana-lafayette My week 5 Top 25 predictions No. 3 Alabama over Kentucky No. 18 Georgia
My Thoughts.
Change Your Thinking It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his
Mozilla Firefox 3 Browser Tweaks & Plugins
Here is a step by step guide on adding more speed to your firefox web browser     In your location bar, type about:config   Once it Opens You should see similar to the following screen   Tip1 In the filter bar type network.http.pipelining You should see the following screen   Normally it says ” false ” under value field , Double click it so it becomes ” true “. Once you finished this you should see the following screen.   Tip2 In the filter bar again and type network.http.pipelining.maxrequests Once it Opens You should see the following scr
Funny Stuffs
This is from a quote database my friend got me hooked on. Evader: nothing beats a caffiene high when reading a good bookEvader: kicks the imagination into overdriveQuixote: I'll bet a light dose of psychedelics would beat a caffeine high.Evader: no, then the vowels would segregate from the union and you'd have an alphabetical civil war on your handsEvader: if you REALLY fuck up, the numbers will come in as peacekeepers and proceed to draw out a year long campaign to 'resolve the conflict' while secretly stealing all the punctuation I became confused when I heard these terms which reference the word 'service'. Internal Revenue 'Service' U.S. Postal 'Service' Telephone 'Service' T.V. 'Service' Civil 'Service' City & County Public 'Service' Customer 'Service' and 'Service' Stations This is not what I thought 'service' meant.  But today, I overheard two farmers talkin
Foo Vs Nirvana
my first blog, in my second real account, well, so i got dumped ok i can handle that i got jacked (dumped) by awwwww a pup well i guess i'll get over that       it is afterall       just that     the interwebz       i had posted NOTHING so important as thoughts       well with that in mind, i just want mto say these thoughts,....     i didn't join to say anything or mean anything and when whoever deleted my page,(on my birthday, at high noon mind you, at high noon of that day) i wasn't turpid.   you think i've changed my attitude, or my mind?....       nope       i'll be quieter.... no     i'm still here           ziggy aka lukasgrew         california,....i'm fine,.....AaaaahAaaaahAaaaah I'm fine,.....Somebody check my brain..... so.... the linkin' park song, givin' up....really bugs my friend....i just heard it....again... 4 yr's less than that, but,.... i see how he's doin'....   and i'm glad i let him copy my copy.
Walking In The Air
"Walking In The Air" [Intro:] Walking in the air, floating the sky... Floating in the air... We're walking in the air We're floating in the moonlit sky The people far below are sleeping as we fly We're holding very tight I'm riding in the midnight blue I'm finding I can fly so high above with you Far across the world The villages go by like dreams The rivers and the hills The forest and the streams Children gaze open mouthed Taken by surprise Nobody down below believes their eyes We're surfing in the air We're swimming in the frozen sky We're drifting over icy mountains floating by Suddenly swooping low on an ocean deep Arousing of a mighty monster from its sleep We're walking in the air We're dancing in the midnight sky And everyone who sees us greets us as we fly "The Voice" I hear your voice on the wind And I hear you call out my name "Listen, my child," you say to me "I am the voice of your history Be not afraid, come follow me Answer my call, and I'll set you free" I am
Well let me  start by saying I am leagelly blind. Was since birth. Don't waste your time or mine by feeling sorry for me. I was put in special edd from the get go. wich back then in Ca. was their way of getting you out of the way for the kids who had a chance. So forgive my  had spelling, grammer and  what not. I do  just fine in my  life. I don't need some one to take care of me I do  just fine  on my own . I can take care of my self and others just fine. Yes there is  a few things  I can't do,but a lot I can and some things i don't even  know about yet. I am always willing to try.   For those of you who judge me  on my eyesight and don't give me a chance ,you are only hurtign yourself not me. You are loosing out on knowing  some one wounderful. I will be fine with out  a closed minded fool for a friend.   I am single  and not looking for  Mr. right. I don't need a dad for my kids they have one. I don't know if I will ever want  a relationship again. I have a long ways to go befor I
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You Don't Like It
Okay for all who know me from my last webpage you all saw that I was married right we guess what. I am no longer married that is right gentlemen but before you guys start bombing me with single IM and everything like that note this. One this website there is just only one love for me and I am not saying who it is cause he wouldn't want to be revealed. I love him and I have a child by him. Even know it was an affair with my husband I was willing to do anything for him. I love now if I was to shout it out to the tallest tower to the highest mountain. I want to wake up to him every morning and go to sleep with me in his arms. I hope he does read this cause then he knows that this is for him. I love es and I always will. I am using intials here. Okay lately my roommates's mother has been coming over and been dictating on how I live and raise my kids I don't like that it pisses me off and she went over the deep end tonight. Let me explain something and tell me if this wrong. Okay My eldest
Think Pink In Oct.
  If you have been seeing pink ribbons everywhere in the past two weeks it because October is National Breast Cancer Awareness Month. It is designed to raise the public consciousness about breast cancer, the importance of early detection, and to encourage women to do self examinations and get mammograms. No doubt, this is an important and worthy undertaking. Companies have joined in to help raise money for various breast cancer organizations typically by promising to donate X cents or X dollars for every product sold bearing a pink ribbon. A maximum donation is often stated in the advertising. So many companies have joined in doing these promotions dubbed “cause marketing”, that store shelves and ads are filled with pink ribbon items. Some women with breast cancer are now speaking out about the commercialization of their disease. They don’t like the fact that some companies appear to be profiting from their pain. “Many breast cancer survivors like Zieli
Dark Musings
Heat and moisture gather between her thighs as her fingers now tace along the curvature of her hips. She moistens her parched lips with her tongue as her fingers trial down to the waistband of her skirt. A sudden noise echoes in the empty alleyway bringing her out of her daze. Before stepping out of the alley she smoothes out her clothes. She is reminded of the sand that abrasively rubs her thighs and decides it is probably time to head home. A hot soak in the tub is in order and perphaps her release. The beast stirs within , she glances up with a darkned smile and blackened eyes. The cool night air carreses her heated skin. All around her a variety of music plays as she walks down the busy streets tuning out the world around her. She licks her parched lips and lights a cigarette in vain, hoping to calm the hunger that grows within.   She feels the eyes upon her as her heartbeat accelerates and her breathe quickens. The smell of the ocean permeates her senses , the sound of crashin
It's a little bit funny this feeling inside I'm not one of those who can easily hide I don't have much money but boy if I did I'd buy a big house where we both could live If I was a sculptor, but then again, no Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show I know it's not much but it's the best I can do My gift is my song and this one's for you And you can tell everybody this is your song It may be quite simple but now that it's done I hope you don't mind I hope you don't mind that I put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song It's for people like you that keep it turned on So excuse me forgetting but these things I do You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue Anyway the thing is what I really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen Lucky you were born that far away soWe could both make fu
first off let me just say this iam not on here looking for sex and iam not on here looking for a one night stand i don't need to be on a dating site to get laid also i don't pretend to be someone iam not iam what iam and if you don't like that then please just leave me alone how many people on here men or woman alike that can be this upfront about them self's with no secrets after all if there one thing i learn is don't let there be any shocks later down the line to walk into later on you know also i take people for everything that they have even there flaws because no one is perfect i have no type when it come to a woman really what you see is what you get my name is Keith iam looking for one woman to prove to me not all of them are the same iam Italian dutch Irish and Shoshone and Cherokee iam 26 years old stand about 5ft8 black hair hazel green eyes use to work in porn when i was 18 stop at the age of 20 got tire of it the money is good but that's not really me been single for 6 yea
Just Bull Shit
 i like my body when it is with your body. It is so quite new a thing. Muscles better and nerves more. i like your body. i like what it does, i like its hows. i like to feel the spine of your body and its bones, and the trembling -firm-smooth ness and which i will again and again and again kiss, i like kissing this and that of you, i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes over parting flesh ... And eyes big love-crumbs, and possibly i like the thrill of under me you so quite new So ur the Bitch who told the Bitch that Im a Bitch well listen Bitch it takes a Bitch to know a Bitch to call a Bitch a Bitch. BITCH   So my birthday is on Friday the 13th. I know I know. But I love it. I am having a birthday on here on the 13th in the VELVET LOUNGE and Having a day out with my friends on saturday. Would love 4 all my friends to stop by and wish me a happy bday. I havent had a good 1 in a while. So come on in to the velvet lounge and party with me o
Something Needed
everytime i see you my river rages everytime i see you my clit swells   thinking of you makes me eager   eager to touch you   eager to kiss you   eager to feel you anticupation of penetration   dwell deep into my cavern feel the moisture of my walls feel the heat of my core touch my river banks with your branch anricipation of penetration   your lips....soft your caress...tender your necture...sweet you give me what all others failed to give i did not communicate to you what was needed what was desired you sensed what was desired from you what was needed anticipation of penetration   have i found what my body has been craving? what my body desperately desires? are you real or will you turn into another..."beautiful nightmare"? anticipation of penetration   i find myself thinking of you constantly the thought of you makes me smile the thought of you makes me shiver the thought of you makes me....flow anticipation of penetration   your essence your ki
Hosting An Auction
OK peps..I am gonna host another auction/contest...a late Valentines know I am behind! This one is 4 everyone! So cum all...lmao!    It will start Monday 2/14/11 & end on Sunday 2/20/11! There is no charge 2 enter the auction! I do them 4 fun & 2 help others! Ownership lasts for 1 month! U can accept any bid at any time if u want!    Here is what I need from u if u want in:   1. A link 2 a pic of u (SFW or NSFW)   2. A list of everything u want 2 offer (please no really long lists)   Please send info & pic in a private message not in my shout box! Put subject as Auction so I know what it is! If u need help with ideas I will be glad 2 help out!   Here is how the contest part is gonna work! The winner will be decided on total rates! If there is a tie it will go by rates & comments combined!  Prizes:   1st Place: 1 Boomy 2nd Place: 5 Credit Bling 3rd Place: 3 Credit Bling     So get me ur info asap!   Thanks, Christina =)
No Whining Zone But I'm Doing It Anyway
seeing as how I'm somewhat new to the mumms, I don't really know how things were in the past. what I do know is seeing several complaints about not wanting to play in the mumms anymore. yes, this is old news. there's something that really bothers me about the whole thing. was there really control and a whole different approach and general feeling of the mumms. would another way of mumming like a advice column or a open forum poll debate type things be something people would like to be doing? something where there aren't as many topic and other restrictions. where it's less likely to get IP banned or what ever is done when an opinion isn't agreeable to others. when I have trouble making a decision and I make a mumm, it is frustrating as hell to go through the chat and discussion that has NOTHING to do with my topic. this is probably a feeling shared with others. maybe there can be a button that brings you aside from the main topic to start babbling and then there an option to go off to
My Contest
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Daddy Bear's Play Time
For those of you who are Bisexual I believe you will understand this piece very well.  For those who are not I do hope it will help you to understand a little of what we Bisexuals sometime go through.  ENJOY: The scent is usual heady as I caress the skin, soft and supple.  The nipples get firm under the ministrations of my lips teeth, and tongue.  I stroke the thighs, and then caress them, and then finally I lightly dig my nails in and scratch them.  All of these things elicit the reaction that I want, my lover’s heart beats faster, and I can hear it through their chest.  There breath becomes fast and labored with excitement.  There chest starts to heave, I know they are excited, as I am hard and ready for the passion that I have brought to a boil, but yet I know in my soul that this is not what I need.  Yes it will be release for the both of us, but not the release I need.    This is cause lover under my caress, the lover whom I will be in a moment fully inside is my wife! 
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Monavie Featuring Acai Is Here!!
Since I work with many companies and leaders around the globe I get the privilege of hearing and learning about things that many people don’t. I was listening to a group of distributors discussing the topic of training recently. It was very interesting for me to just listen and hear the input from different people and watch the direction of the conversation and then their conclusion (or lack of). Here is what I observed: The premise: To train or not train new distributors Argument for training: They’ll be better at M.L.M Argument for not training: Training doesn’t “really” help; it only slows growth There were many great points (arguments presented) for both sides and everyone had fun debating it; although it did get pretty heated at times. My conclusion was and is that it’s a worthless debate because the premise is incorrect. Again, the premise is train or not train. That assumes there’s an option to train or not train. With this group
Auction Time
Jokes & Thoughts (nsfw)
Just Thoughts
I look in the mirror and see a girl, Who is staring back at me. I don't know who she is, Because she's not the girl I wana be. She puts a smile on, While inside she is falling apart. She says, "I'm okay", As pain fills her heart. She pretends not to care, As everyone slowly walks away. She hides behind her mask, And pretends to be okay. She is scared to open up, And call someone her best friend. They all turn out the same, And never really care in the end. She is scared to let people close, It always ends up as heartache. She decides to trust someone, But it always ends up as a big mistake. She feels like a stranger in her own home, Like she doesn't even belong. She tries the best she can, But it always seems to be wrong. She freezes up at the word "love", People throw it around too much. Her muscles constrict, As she is afraid to be touched. She has ideas for the future, Hopes and dreams of her own. But she doesn't hold her breath, Because disappointment is all she has ever known. She
Rantz N Ravez
Thoughts  for today... Why is it that people do not take the time to get to know you and stay with their clicks.  What seperates us from  making realistic descisions. Maybe it is self interest.... Maybe this is all randomness, but this is where  I'm gonna start throwing my thoughts....Maybe people should look to the internal instead of the external. Not to say physical aspect doesn't play a role in relationships but I don't think I could deal with somebody in my opinion can't  keep up with the same thought process as me...Where am I goin with all this I guess you wonder? Well try being a friend. Good luck it has challenges, trust, loyalty, forgiveness, commitment, intelligence, and respect....maybe your not cut out to be a friend. Thats ok too, I can agree  to that. "I am a part of all that I have met.... Tho much is taken, much abides.... That which we are, we are-- One equal temper of heroic hearts,               ...strong in will To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield."
Poem- From Someone Special
Hearts made of Glass   I have a heart made of glass I keep up on the shelf I take it down when, I want to be myself It beats for a love of only one man A Love that is given like no other can My heart made of glass he holds in the plam of his hand until the moment has come when our time is done   You have a heart made of glass Your keep up on the shelf You take it down when you want to be yourself
Yeah I, I got to know your nameWell and I, could trace your private number babyAll I know is that to meYou look like you're lots of funOpen up your lovin' armsI want someWell I...I set my sights on you(and no one else will do)And I, I've got to have my way now, baby(and no one else will do)And I, I've got to have my way now, babyAll I know is that to meYou look like you're havin' funOpen up your lovin' armsWatch out, here I come*You spin me right round, babyright round like a record, babyRight round round roundYou spin me right round, babyRight round like a record, babyRight round round roundI, I got be your friend now, babyAnd I would like to move inJust a little bit closer(little bit closer)**All I know is that to meYou look like you're lots of funOpen up your lovin' armsWatch out, here I come[*Repeat]I want your loveI want your love[**Repeat] THIS VAMPIRE NEEDS TO TAKE A DAY OUT OF LIFE TO GET THINGS STR AGAIN...WHY DO I NEED TO DO THIS WELL I HAVE TO STUDY AND GET READY FOR A MATH
Not really being what some call acting emo, but damn I am beginning to think I did something wrong lol. Those I use to talk to don't talk to me anymore and I'm wondering is it because I wouldn't go back to the other lounge or what? I mean hell when on fubar you ain't fucking getting paid real money to dj or shit like that. It's for fun but ppl take it way too fucking seriously. You can't work two lounges? Why not? You gonna fork over real money and make it a real fucking job? It's for fun it's to meet new ppl and hell maybe even make new fucking friends because your life is too fucking busy at times this is a way to communicate with the outside world. Sometimes ppl don't have a job yet and do this in their spare time for entertainment. But damnit all if ppl are ppl on here and have feelings? No you are just someone on the internet to some ppl so there for you are not real. I say fuck that bullshit. If you'a liar on the net what makes you any different then IRL? Oh I am honest to those
Where Has My Brain Gone
You know lately it has become harder and harder to just care about everything anymore. I mean What do you do when you realize theres no point? I say this only because in the last few months so much has happened to make me care less about the world. My son has been moved to Washigton because his mother is Evil and likes to use our son against me to get her way, when I put my foot down and said I had enough she packed up the kids and runs away taking from me the best part of my life. She stalks me through here and various other methods and not just me but the people I care about. I can't have a relationship because I'm so worried that she will destroy it. I'm back in college but it has even lost the excitement of making my future better. I lost the only job I've had in 2 years because if I didn't quit some employees and a supervisor would have killed me for sticking up for myself. I'm still in love with a woman who I now realize will never love me like that again because I'm a fuckin
What? You Dont Get Bored?
I have been running into this alot lately that because I speak my mind I get banned from somewhere. Now it is not always mean. I am not always being disrespectful. But I do speak the truth.   If you are being a bitch or a dick guess what? I will tell you just like I expect you to do for me.   Politics is a big thing that gets me in trouble. I do think Obama is a tool and is destroying the country and no I am not a racist for thinking this way. The only racists are the ones using this lame defense for a broken idiot who is ether criminal or dumb as hell.   I will under every circumstance defend myself from stupid emo driven cyber bitches. If your life sux so bad that you must spread it online please expect me to tell you your being a pussy.   I am all for free speech. Say what you feel and deal with what happends but if you cant hear the truth or anothers opinion then stay the fuck away from me cause I dont hang with children.   Thanks I love this place. I have friends here.T
What A Way To Start. . .
Spoke with a knowledgeable friend today about my recent diagnosis. General thought is that I will be a likely candidate for angioplasty. I am thinking that I am way too young for this to be happening, and yet, I am grateful for that fact because it means I am more likely to heal well from the procedure. We shall see what my cardiologist says on Wednesday. My heart has some kind of issue that requires me seeing a cardiologist. Fun stuff. Not. So, to help me pass the time and move on with life, I joined up here and am working the The Studio. Good people and good times to be had there, so be sure to check it out!!     So, I'm going in Wednesday, October 28th for a catheterization. On one hand, it'll be good because we'll find out what's causing the issue. On the other, not so good, because I'll have to go back for the procedure to fix the problem.
He turns the tricks to make them smilenobody knows what he hides so vileAmong them he is the one who cheer them upwould they smile if they knew what is in their cupHe is there only to make others happywhat about what makes him happyWould they smile if they knew thatIf they knew what makes him smileHe shows a side there in the courtbut at night he is something of another sortA man who is free to do as he pleasesa requiem for the one who teasesA jester is he during the daybut what would they sayif they knew that during the nighthe extinguishes a life, a lightHe'll turn a trick here and therebut the string is more than he can bearso every night he'll go out for moreand become what he deeply adoresHe is what he is, that can not be helpedhearing his victim as she yelpedWhat he is, is not just a simple gestureHe is true to who he Evil Jester Ever since he's lost his love over a century agolife has never been such a strain on a heart beforeHe knows he'll never be loved by anotherand h
Halloween Origins
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Gaelic folklore The Samhain celebrations have survived in several guises as a festival dedicated to the harvest and the dead. In Ireland and Scotland, the Féile na Marbh, the 'festival of the dead' took place on Samhain. The night of Samhain, in Irish, Oíche Shamhna and Scots Gaelic, Oidhche Shamhna, is one of the principal festivals of the Celtic calendar, and falls on the 31st of October. It represents the final harvest. In modern Ireland and Scotland, the name by which Halloween is known in the Gaelic language is still Oíche/Oidhche Shamhna. It is still the custom in some areas to set a place for the dead at the Samhain feast, and to tell tales of the ancestors on that night. Traditionally, Samhain was time to take stock of the herds and grain supplies, and decide which animals would need to be slaughtered in order for the people and livestock to survive the winter. This custom is still observed by many who farm and raise livestock becaus
This secret life I live burns my heart until it turns to ash. My tounge itches as I long to tell someone, but my mouth refuses to open. I sit quietly in an empty room alone, thinking of what to do next. I cry and the tears fall like bullets onto my lap. I hang my head low in shame of the dreadful mistake. I want to change this feeling of hate, but I cannot seem to make it happen. My throat is sore, my legs are weak, of the things I've done I shall never speak. I pretend that everything is fine. I show no fear or no emotion, but inside I'm fighting a personal struggle. It's hard to stay calm and not break down. Inside my tears I could just drown, but I can't let them out no matter what. Crying makes me weak, vulnerable and that I am not. One voice tells me to be strong and another tells me just to move on. It's hard to breathe in such a confined box where I feel trapped inside with no way out. I can never escape no matter how hard I try. I think I'll give up, give in and just die. Dark
Fucking Retards.
jeez i love trolling on here for the ugly and old. it REALLY amuses me to see these "people" honestly posting pictures and shit on purpose that just embarasses them. although i am completely against, and hate, the whole employers trolling sites like this and firing people over what they say and do in their own time and whateverthefuck, i would completely shitcan 99% of these idiots if they worked for me and i saw their shit on here. but come on, its hilarious laughing at other people. i have no blogs posted. nor, any stashes. except for my red moustache. i forget i got the boot/quit and lost all that shit. however, i believe im going to start adding to the stash. music shit that is. and im pretty sure this blog thing is for me. so i dont forget. im thinking about mass friend requesting just to do it. and every person that "likes" me and rates my photo. but im not going to rate shit. just request. because im bored. BORED GOD DAMNIT. ooooooooooh sweet jesus!!!! the new episodes of
"Give us not to her.", he cries. My mind not fooled by the tongue that spreadeth lies. "This one is true." , he says. My heart wanting to believe already forgetting past heartbroken days. "The pleasure. Not worth the pain.", he laments. My mind does beg that pointless portent. "This one will be different, I can tell.", he does defend. And with that my heart leads us away breast bared once again. My heart does jump for you whether’t be for pleasure or for pain. Like a dog beat randomly for behavior fair or foul making him insane. Driven unto chasing his tail does nip himself yelping at the added hurt ‘Till you pull him back to you leash in hand with a wicked jerk. A mended heart that is my wish made on those stars that light the sky But when they do fall carrying’t to me it is too heavy a burden it seems and they plummet by Driving deep ‘nto the Earth taking my wish to smolder in Hell as it doth in my chest I still see in my mind that flaming
Why in the fuck would I give a shit if you re rated me? If you felt compelled to do so, just do it and be on your way. No need to tell me that you re rated me. I am not going to feel obligated to reciprocate. If you are on my friends list and do this, then you are a fucking retard. Events that have taken place in the last several weeks have got me to thinking. However, There is just one thing I cannot figure out. This is in reference to no specific individual, just something that I have noticed over the years. I know what my personal opinions of it are. I was just curious as to what others may think. I am sure most if not all of you have seen me busting some poor schmucks balls in the MuMMs for his/her lack of attempting to spell, punctuate and using just basic grammar rules. My personal take on it is, the majority of this behavior is usually done for two different reasons. The first reason being that the person is an actual idiot and too stupid to even try to do things the pr
My Songs, Please Do Not Rip
I know I've lost youI know you're leavingbut before you go Iwant you to knowwith you my heart willalways and forever goYou've showed me loveAnd took it from menow my heart is bleeding, why notlook in side and see It's a hole in my heart where you used to beI'm over it nowI just wanted to saynow that my eyes are openI feel so very strongIt always felt rightbut now I know it was wrongI let it out, I let it outAll that I shoud holdI let it out, I let it outThe story to be toldYou turned my world upside downThrew me out and crushed my soulTook me out of your memorydroped me down a long dark holeNow I'm out and back to lifefound myself and stronger nowForget the past, live for the moment I'll forget about you, and show you howI thought it was loveat first it may have beenyou took it away, I won't deny thatIt hurt me bad, I fell awayThe longer I thought about itI realized I don't want you to stayI let it rule me, It took me overThese feelings that I lost you, now I know the turth isthat I ne
Baby On The Way
Went to my doc appoint and the baby is doing good. The baby is 3.56 cm long so far and i'm 10 weeks today. My do date is May 18th and my sister is supposed to throw me a baby shower. I can't wait til we can see if the baby is boy or girl. On my ultrasound the baby looks like a peanut ^__^ so awesome they have the technolegy to see the baby before it's born. Any way off to the game I usually play. Oh and my next doc appointment is November 18th. Lots of love to all my friends. Trista ^__^ Me and the baby are doing ok. Went for my 2nd check up today and very happy that the baby is so far developing wonderfully. Below are the ultra sounds and hopefully you can desiver them. We're hoping the next check up we'll be able to tell if it's a boy or girl. These are the first ultra sounds.   These are the second ultra sounds.   Hello :) I found out about a week ago i'm going to have a baby. I'm 2 months along so far and tomorrow is my first prenatal doctor visit. Hoping all is well si
I found out this morning one of my best friends was murdered early sunday morning. She had been dating a man, and he started abusing her. She kicked him out, and had a restraining order on him. It did not stop him from kicking in her door and strangling her to death. Because of this psycho I no longer will get to hear her amazing laugh, see her beautiful face. Because of him I will not get to hear her words of encouragement, or sweet understanding. I just can't believe she is gone. I just found out the funeral is set for Friday at 10am. This has been a horrible past 24 hours and I am still realing from the whole thing. My friend started dating a man and he started beating her. She kicked him out about a month ago. It was just a week ago that she filed a restraining order against him. He had already tried to strangle her once in the past two months. She has been scared every since. She was a very strong independant woman and refused to get help any sooner. If she had she may still be
My Broken Heart          Way Too LongHere I am again  just me inside my mindKnowing it necessary to go back in time  not as complicated as I would have it seemBlood paved roads leading to lost dreams  never thought I would have what it takesYet all that time, I never would break  what dont kill you only makes you strongerWell it seems to me it just takes longer  pieces of me are born while other pieces dieRest in peace, and whatever you do, dont cry  fighting, always trying to find my groove Always on the edge, not daring to move  a matter of time before I would fallExquisite pain, meaning nothing at all  thunder and lightning, beatiful blood red skiesCalm before the storm brewing in my eyes  lies dressed up pretty, all home grownSmoke and broken mirrors, all to call my own  my fun house constructed and built of bloodMaking me doubt myself and all I love  new dreams now having me hypnotizedLooking into my mind, I sit mesmorize
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To Whom It Concerns
 This is a Repost for Someone decided to delete it even though it was within reason and definition of boundries. It had nothing to do with bashing, clearly stating that the Join effort of two lounges was going to Split and become one without the other again. But clearly that isn't supposed to be allowed. But here comes the Blog again confirming it. The Dual Ownership Staff Goddess and Incubus are pulling out. They are Taking their Half called DPG and leaving HD. Everyone is tired of the Drama that is contant there so in doing so they have been branded as traitors for leaving. No worries though, They will always have a home in Angelic Demons. If this blog gets deleted they had better send me exact reasoning as to why its deleted, otherwise its abuse of Power for nothing in this is Bashing another like I was told as to why the other was deleted. But it bashed no one, only spoke about a lounge and whom to contact. Until next time.   Oh and You can Contact this Person for Verification on
Random Things
Past few weeks(3 to be exact) I've been having the same kinda nightmares ever couple days and that makes it hard to get any sleep. In my dreams I have been murdered stabbed shot drowned garroted etc. Not very pleasing. In my dreams I know who it is who does these things to me but when I wake up I have no clue. So with pen in hand I decided to write out how I am feeling and by meditating and listening to my spiritual guides how I am overcoming the negative energy these dreams are giving me.I stand there atop the mountain. Lookin into the vast storm approaching. My body rigid, waiting not caring that the elements start to assault my body. Betrayer.My body starts to be cut as your words slash into me. The tears start to form, well up and fall down my face. I stand not moving, not caring. BetrayerThe storm overtakes me rocking my body whipping its harsh poisonous wind as your callous uncaring wreck my soul. My body hurts, aches but does not fall as it should. BetrayerI glance down into the
Wander With Me
LATE AT NIGHT   Quiet as a feather bed... No sounds around at all... Only the easy purring... Your cat's sleeping in a ball... The whole city is fast asleep... Unless they are like you... Not really resting, not awake... But not knowing what to do... Think you'll have a glass of milk... Or a piece of buttered toast... Watch a little late T.V. ... (An hour at the most) Pretty soon the sky gets light... And it is nearly dawn... Now you're sleepy, tired too... And you begin to yawn... Off to bed for just a bit... Must rest to keep your charm... Just as soon as you drift off... You hear your clock alarm... Hit the button labeled, "SNOOZE"... Three or four times more... Can't ignore the time by now... You're tired to the core... Guess this day will have to have... A little nap or rest... Or all the things that must be done... Will not get done the best...   So I say to all my party animals out there in fubarland; Work hard and play harder, but let's not forget
Hard Times
i cant believe what they say is true how could you be gone away forever never to beseen again on earth but you will always be seen in my eyes its still hard to this day to know that i missed your funeral it kills me day in and day out just to knowthat i didn't get to say my last good-byes to you the. the only person that ever truly cared for me no i didn't even make it to your brothers funeral and that kills me also but i wasn't nearly as close to him as i was to you my grandmother you were then just a grandmother your were my best friend we had alot of laughs but it is sad to think that we will never be able to have those laughs again on earth but you alwaysremember that i love you more then anything in this world you r my heart my soul and most of all your my grandmother the kids still ask about you every now and then but i haven't had the heart to tell them that they wont be able to see your smiling face in this world again we know you love us but still why did it have to come to an
Does it seem like pulling teeth trying to get ppl to talk to you on here? I try to put myself out there as much as possible, so I can make new friends. Anyone who actually takes the time to get to know me knows what I bring to the table. I don't even know what the point of trying to contact anyone is anymore. If anyone has similar experiences, let me know. I'm near the point of just not coming in here anymore.     Another thing I have noticed is how many on here live their "lives" on here and other internet sites. It's sad how people will hang around here constantly, want to involve immerse themselves in others' business, yet refuse to even think about meeting people in person.    A few months ago, I was interested in someone on here. I was told by more than enough to forget it, bc as others said, she lives on here, and makes zero effort in real life. They were right, and I moved on. Not trying to come off as a negative person, but go out and enjoy life, IN PERSON, instead of behind
Shotslingerss Bar Rants
i wrote this a few years ago when i was managing a large nightclub in my area. i had a terrible night and went home and just vented. this is a MUST read... especially if you have ever worked in a bar or nightclub a message to you, the club head, from me, your doorman: those things on your feet, are made by puma. that makes them sneakers. fyi fucker. and retro jordans? i know they cost alot. so do throwback jerseys, but we dont want you wearing those either. stop bein a pain in the ass and dress right. next year youre gonna look at those and be like, i cant believe i used to wear those. (reference your closet full of von dutch and ed hardy wanna be poser wear) put on some fuckin dress shoes. dont drop names. if you have to drop one, they didnt like you enough to put you on the list with everyone else. now you are gonna inconvenience me to track down your friend so they feel guilty and say "yeah, let em in" just so you can save 10 bucks. thanks for contributing to the excitement of my
Recondite Meanderings.
Darkness rains! Darkness reigns! Searching for the obligatory apologies that never come. She looks upon the silted landscape - hoping, pleading to whatever ear may catch her somber notes, that her savior will come to her, with promises of salvation: Lost. She wonders! She wanders! She feels most inept; the death-throes are more frequent, now. Guilt-ridden, blood-drenched - her eyes have witnessed the fiery destruction of humanity. Oh, the humanity of it all!! The ashes have supplanted the air that she once breathed into her lungs; she gasps for it, like the proverbial "fish out of water". She seizes! She ceases! She draws her last breath. He comes from there - that place... over there. He surveys the detritus; he turns in disgust! Her tears have yet to reach the ground: Suspended all! Educating the public is essential to the progression of scientific literacy. We should take the initiative (both as professionals and dilettantes), to actively engage the public at large, and to present (
People Come Into Your Life For A Reason, A Season, Or A Lifetime
wifey means to have a girl that you know is gonna be ya girl for life. you're basically righ that it means to have a girl who feels like a wife to you   Wifey A woman that you treat right, respect and feel good having her as your girl. More than just your girl.     I HAVE A WONDERFUL WIFEY. SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND. AND ALL YOU HATERS CANT TAKE THAT AWAY FROM US...       There are motives for everything. Juxtaposed against the backdrop of advantageous endeavor, people leverage and jockey for position all the time, and often it’s at the behest of friendship. Original author Jean Dominique Martin said it best by leaving lasting impressions with the following essay. Do you believe that people come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime? What does friendship mean to you? How well do you choose who would be your closest allies? There are reasons why people are essential in our lives.   When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you h
Tonight is the night it all ends, the person you thought I was the person you want me to be,For trying to give you all of who I am I found Me.. Tonight is the night it all ends, this lonely heart in search of something real , something true,My soul was enlightened I found myself when God gave me you :) Finally You were all I could think about , You snuck into my dreams ,You made me feel like a beautiful woman inside , When you stopped & stared at me ,You played games with your eyes like you were in disguise, Hiding from me like a child,I thought I really loved you , I thought that it was really true , I thought there was a man inside of you.... Bury all your secrets in my skin, Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins, The air around me still feels like a cage, And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...   So if you love me, Let me go, And run away before I know, My heart is just to dark to care, I can't destroy what isn't there, Deliver me i
Live Feed
this iswhat an aftertouchis to a symphonybarely noticedin the stormof what wasthis islingering resonancenine hundrednanosecondsin durationbut saying everythingthat was ever spokenin one final exhalewhen commotionwas cut sharpinto the loudestsilence ever heard this isyour facerelaxing afterexciting expressionexercise to sinkback into stillnessalmost closed eyesskin so unstrainedbrushing yourstill parted lipsagainst minethis isyour voicea soft moaning sighin sharp contrastto the hollering highthat seconds agofilled the roomand my mindthat uneloquentchanting explodingtonightthis isso much morethan my stillhammering hearttrying to lowerthe pulseas powerlesswe exhaleand sink softlyonto ourselvesand welcomethe aftertouchof a symphonyfor now I ama candid mirrorseamless, askew,slightly altered,familiar view.I make you thinkyou sense nexus,perfect match,pegs and holes,a gemini union.But no,there isno uplink,not a twinconnectiononly me;your customizedreflection. insomnia strikesi dreamthat i sle
It's Sciencey.
This was name crisis' idea so you can all blame him or give him credit. I am going to hold a Sciencey Fair. What makes a picture Sciencey? 1. it must be done on white paper (it can be lined) because that's sciencey 2. It must be in marker (or crayon but not pencil cuz that's ghey) and at least 2  but no more than 5 colors. That shows effort. 3. it must be Sciencey so if you want to draw your ingrown toenail it must be presented as: the effects of putting my swollen broke down toe into too small highheels or soemthing like that. 4. Must be hand drawn 5. Must be as vague and as detailed free as possible but must get your point across.   EX: sciencey plan for moon domination by throwing sciencey stuff at the moon. (this actually happened btw) contest rules: all entries must be submitted by Friday November 13th final grades will be given out on Friday November 20th You are not limited as to sciencey subjects. You can use previous sciencey drawings if you have one. Yo
why is life so hard to live Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Others stay awhile, make footprints on our hearts and we are never, ever the same  Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it.
My Poetry
David   My mind is numb and my body aches.I would love nothing more than to take back all of our mistakes. But what is done is done. The past we can not change.When I heard you were gone it just sounded too strange. You gave me our daughter.   The one thing I always wanted the most.Now I just wish you were here so you could love her and hold her close. I’m sorry for the times I hurt you and all of my mistakes.I wish I could change it so bad that my very soul aches. I wish we could have gotten along and put all our differences aside.We were both just too damn stubborn and full of foolish pride. All the wishes in the world sadly can’t change anything that’s been done.I will spend the rest of my life with my regrets weighing me down a ton. I would give anything to have you back to tell you how sorry I am.Even if truth be told you probably wouldn’t have given a damn. This last promise I make is all I can do for you as I sit here with tears in my eyes all a blur..I
   "The Legend of the Deam Catcher"      Long ago when the world was young, Spider Woman appeared to an old spiritual leader. Spider Woman spoke to the elder about the cycles of life.... From infants to cildhood, to adulthood and finally to old age. And while Spider Woman spoke she wove a web in the elders willow hoop which had feathers and beeds and offerings on it. When she was finished , she spoke to the elder and said, "The air is filled with dreams both good and bad , waiting to come to the sleeping person. The Dream catcher sorts out those dreams , for, while the good dreams find the way to the peson through the hole at the webs center , the bad dreams don't know the way and get hopelessly tangled in the web where they fade with the first light of dawn."     "Author Unknown"      Rates and Comments would be nice. Well , first off I am looking to add more friends. Mostly from around Pinellas County. And from the rest of the Tampa Bay Area as well. For now that is about it. More
So True
EXERCISE FOR PEOPLE OVER 50:Begin with a 5-lb potato bag in each hand, extend your arms straight out from your sides and hold them there as long as you can. Each day you'll find that you can hold this position for just a bit longer.After a couple of weeks, move up to 10-lb potato bags.Then try 50-lb potato bags and then eventually try to get to where you can lift a 100-lb potato bag in each hand . (I'm at this level.)After you feel confident at that level, put a potato in each bag. you gotta love this guys explanation of hell... The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands an
Brain Teizze
O.K. Let me start with being crushed by 2000lbs. of concrete. Mostly lower extremities, a little Brain surgery nothin to serious! Now I am still me, maybe not the same me you knew before. Some dayz are better than others. Slight memory problems, constint PAIN!!! I know my friends and family get sick of hearing about it. But when they get sick of it they can Leave! I CAN'T!!! After 3 yrs. of CRYING my tears dried up! MAN, I haven't checked my email in almost aweek!!!! Too good to quit!to much fun! but help my computer skills!!!!!!!!! its gr8 having my own place. can have women stop by anytime & give me lovins!!!!
I knew you all my life You were allways a good friend But when I got to know you better I let my heart unbend I couldn't help past memories That would only make me cry I had not forgotten my first true love And was able to give it another try So ive fallen in love with you yet again and will never let you go I love you more than anyone I just had to let you know And if you ever wonder why I don't know what i'll say But i'll never stop loving you Each and every day My feelings for you will never change Just to let you know And it's TRUE when I say to you I'll allways love you so Sexy Nurse Claudia">@ fubar To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or lo
Home Alone
If you have a little pain they want to take your heart out. I'm only 43 and I'm not in bad health. Just after I kicked that lazy bitch out. I now get to have fun getting ready to be cut on so much fun. Life is just a Son Of A Bitch I just got back in touch with my daughter after 15 years. We sat down and talked. She now knows where her temper comes from and why she has a big heart. Now she is sad that dont have anyone in my life. I just got out of a 7 year hook up. What do a 43 old an is going to do? I like the new friends this place have given me!
Ramblings Of An Idiot
Well, technically it's not mine. But there's no way in hell I'm letting my daughter actually drive this thing when she gets her license. She turns 16 next week. It was given to her by her grandfather. '78 MG Midget. So I decided to actuallt go tot this thing and am drunk off my ass so fuck off about anytypoes, etc.   I arrived like an hour after it started in hopes that lots of people were there, and there were. Upon my arrival I was given some dude Bobs's nametake instead of Jeff. good start i figured :)   So anyway, name tags straighed out I walk in. So first group of people I see is a dude I knew bob, I walk over, shake his handm and he basically is like, 'who the fuck are you'. So I wander off and am thjinking good start. So I start to walk across the room and suddlently my name is broadcast to everyone. I look up and the DJ happens to be a good friend of mine form school.   Hurray, I'm saved I think, Mark is a cool ass dude. So basically me and him spend othe rest o
Touchy Subjects....
To start this one off I will say that I am happy with what I have going on in my life, but lol.. there is always a I know that some people will object to what I have planned or what is going on... All I can say is that I am sorry ahead of time but I will live my life the way I want and I want to be happy... I am used to making everyone else happy before myself but I think its time for a change. I am happy with the way things are progressing in my life... I know some stuff can still be better but I plan on making it that way soon whether some people like it or not. I love my friends to death and would do anything for them but a few I'm not sure about anymore because I don't need people that are "supposedly good friends" to be talking behind my back and callin me names. I hate fake people and I don't need those types of people in my life. For my true friends that will reacd this I thank you with all my heart for being there for me and want you to know I am about to begin a n
Lessons In Life
I was talking with a friend who said that the men on here can be so rude at times.  I had to agree with her.  I commented that I myself had upon occasion forgotten that on the other side of the computer screen is an actual individual.  With the technology of today we have done away with a lot of the typical human contact we all need from day to day.  We can rent movies of buy things and never have to talk to an individual.  Even the grocery stores have all gone to automatic self scans. The point is that in todays world we still need to act civilized.  Maybe even more so than before.  It's easy to just shrug our shoulders and say well I'll never meet or see this person so it doesn't matter.  But we need to remember that that person does have feelings and does shed tears just like the rest of us. I'm kind of new at this so bare with me a bit.  Anyways I have a little story.  My friends and I had gone to a pretty well known bar in the area and I had a few drinks and then a few more.  I
The Humble Beginin
my mind and soul is stained with violence, as much i hate to admit it as much as  i despise it at times, violence is a necessary evil. i wanna be done with my old ways no more  reminiscing, ive laid so many young people i love to rest, drugs, illness,gunshots. how will they remember me? DMS is more than a crew, more than a squad, more than a group of brothers united by shared experience and culture. While it is all of those things, it is more. DMS is equally a mentality, it’s about being down-for-life with one another, and it’s about the deep values of honor, respect, friendship and pride that inform the daily habits, decisions and overall points of view of its increasingly diverse worldwide membership. Most of all, it’s a true family in every sense of the word. What began deep in the belly of New York City as a group of multi-ethnic friends from the worlds of hardcore and hip-hop under the banner of Doc Marten Stomp or Doc Marten Skins has grown to encompass areas
This Is Stupid
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My Horse Is Amazing!
and i was standin off to the side this guy comes up to me and says "sir your gonna have to move, your blocking the fire exit" as if there was a fire, i wasnt gonna run if you are flammable and have legs, you are never blocking a fire exit but then i figured out, thats dangerous because what if the person you wave to doesnt have hands? theyll think your bein cocky like hey look at these mother fucker these things are useful i think im gonna go pick somethin up look at my horse, my horse is amazing. give it a lick. mmm it tastes just like raisins. by the stroke of its mane it turns into a plane, then it turns back again when you tug on its winkie. ooh thats dirty. doo ya think so, well i better not show you where the lemonade is made, sweet lemonade yeah sweet lemonade. sweet lemonade mmm sweet lemonade. get on my horse ill take you round the universe and all the other places too. i think youll find that the universe pretty much covers everything. shut up woman get on my horse h
We Have Failed To Paint It Black
wait my dear ... no jealousies silly thing ... you can't know how i feel come take my hand i will show you the flame burning secrets, burning wishes ... your name don't be insecure, don't be afraid ... i'll hold you tight oh, virgin weakness, infinite sweetness ... that's you so let's dance all alone i want to kiss you, want to feel you deep your silly skin, a tender touch, a sign that promises so much i want to kiss you, want to feel you deep and so we dance nothing ever spoils my joy of loving you, of looking in your eyes ... i couldn't be that blind that i won't crave for you and still we dance all alone i want to kiss you ... I have of late, but wherefore I know not, lost all my mirth. And indeed it goes so heavily with my disposition... that this goodly frame the earth... seems to me a sterile promontory. It's a most excellent canopy, the air. Look you, this brave, o'er hanging firmament. This majestical roof fretted with golden fire. Why, it appeareth n
hey, spend your hard earned money on virtual gifts so that you can see pics of my sub-par boobs!! 1. All girls secretly love a guy who can sing.(MEGA-Turn-On) 2. Just so you know, girls don't want to smell you from 10, 6, or even 2 feet away.(lay off the Axe) 3.Girls HATE players!!!! 4. Most girls would rather cuddle than have sex (unless they're sluts) 5.We love it when you put your arm around us at the movies.(especially the scary ones) 6. We don't need you to be Superman. We just need you to be there. 7. Please, if you really need to talk about your size, use your guy friends, not us. 8. Pretty much all girls like to talk about something, so feel free to call us. 9.Bad breath is a major EWWW! 10. We LOVE suprises, that is , the good ones. 11. Don't ever try to impress us by cursing or fighing. It doesn't work; you just look like a jerk. 12. When you pick on the girl you like, she won't think your interested or cool. She'll just think that you're mean. (Ah the logic.. of g
Live Auction at Big Daddy's Hot Spot! Wednesday, November 18th 2009 9a Futime/11a Central/12p EST   Click the link below to enter the lounge and become a member! You must be a member of the lounge to be part of the auction or to bid! How this is going to work: 1. Leave a comment here saying you joined the lounge and are wanting to be auctioned off! (the more people we get into the auction the more possibilities of getting a higher bid) 2. Wednesday come ready with your offers, once your name is said to be auctioned off we will have you place your offers in the lounge...then the bidding begins. 3. 10% of your earnings will go to the house (DJ Big Daddy himself!) 4. We will keep this clean as possible and no drama please! 5. If you have any questions please feel free to leave a comment here... you can also contact DJ Big Sexy Daddy (#3family) or Rock My World (His fuwife). We are looking forward to this auction being a huge sucess an
Rhonda's Blog
Thoughts At this point and time in my life, I have been talking to God a lot!! When you don't understand your own circumstance its hard not to want to take it into your own hands...the thing is...the IMPORTANT thing is ... you can take it in your hands ... take it in your hands and hand it to the One who makes sense. Praying in times like these I have found can almost be as awkward as a blind date. Its like ... well, uh....don't really understand this all that much and uh.... hmm..... help? But I have also found that its okay to do that. Because even a help with a question mark, God hears. And the fact that there's prayer in the first place means you are opening your heart and extending FAITH! Which I believe God acknowledges. I have also been catching myself cursing lately... I am just bein real... yes...those who follow Jesus slip... but I am being ministered to, to watch my mouth... even if its only every so often foul things slip. Because I will never know if th
Fu-kn Real : Thoughts Of A Vyksin
The following description is from the official website: know the drill. Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for a significant other by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner, shows and any other baubles that women find romantic. Every Valentines day you rack your brains for that one special, unique gift that will show your wife or girlfriend that you really do care for them more than any other. Now ladies, I'll let you in on a little secret; guys really don't enjoy this that much. Sure seeing that smile on your face when we get it right is priceless, but that smile is the result of weeks of blood, sweat and consideration. Another secret; guys feel left out. That's right, there's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or too embarrassed to admit it.Which is why a new holiday has been created.March 14th is now officially "Steak and Blowjo
Please Help Me Out....& Repost!
My little angel Gabriella D. is in the baby battle contest! We could use some votes! Voting is easy, go to the link below to voting gallery F-Jal (make sure it says Gabriella D.) and click for her! You have to enter your email then register (takes a minute and they don’t send unwanted emails) Thanks for your support and as you vote let me know so I can show ya some lovers!
Words Of Mine
A child sits alone in the corner, Tears roll down his cheeks. He cannot remember his last meal, Seems like several weeks. A man wanders the dark and dingy streets, No place to call home. He lays his head down to rest, Feeling so all alone. A battered woman, all by herself, Nothing left, but to cry. She refuses to leave, Afraid to even try. Society created these stories, Left in a world of nobody's. Man choosing not to help, Leaves them hungry, cold and bloody. In God's eyes, there aren't any nobody's, Of this you can be sure. Every day is filled with tests, Many hard to endure. Angels watchi
Sensational Delight
Ok here is a video of me in the shower. Toying around with a new Flip Cam a little bit on the shaky side cause he kept getting wet . Its only going to be on this site for 21 days. If anyone knows a free hosting site let me know so i can upload it there. Enjoy! New Photos! Somewhat Sticky! Enjoy! The folders name is "New Photos in the shower" Enjoy!
Please Read This.
I was walking around in a supermarket when i saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back, the boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'' The little boy turned to the old woman next to him, ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' She replied, ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy
My Blogs
"EQUALITY" By: Matthew Pennison I know I will be blissful during the rest of my days I will be happy and not because of wealth or fame My quest for knowledge and equality will suffice my humanly hunger For me there is no need to sit back and wonder Havent people seen enough devastation? Don't they believe enough of their time has been wasted? How long will it be before they see the truth and face it? I wasted so much time on so many irrelivant things. I tossed aside what's most important  with an arrogant fling. nonchalantly i held my head up high. I was ignorant and blind to the truth and not caring if i lived or die. i didnt care for me so i definetly didnt care about you. I know thats sad to say, but what's even worst is that it was the truth. Thank God that's all past tense,and it doesn't matter if you don't believe. Nothing will cut me short and sucsess i will achieve. Actions speak louder than words so i know i have more work to do. I'm sorry for those whose ti
Enter The Mind Of A Lostsoul (my Poems)
  Reason For Loneliness …  I never understoodyour wayshow you couldselfishly indulge yourselfinto emotionally tearingapart others feelingsripping their thoughtsinto tiny little scrapsand scattering them on the floor like lost lego pieceswhy you would squish someone’s heart intentionallylike old jello at a laundromatsorting through the messagesof something you never wantedhow can you call yourself humanwhen in fact you do not feelyou lust for others paincausing it so you don’t feel left outyou wade in your own self-pityjust to deny anyone of any truefeelings for youif ever someone were to get closeyou'd delete their livesas if they were just wordson your computer screen of lifeyou never loved anythingexcept the fact that younever allowed anything tolove youso empty...why did you do this to mewhen in fact you are meso fragile...why have I never realized before nowyou are meand I’ve done this to myselfso a
Nature's first green is gold Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leave's a flower But only so an hour. So leave subsides to leave So Eden sank to grief So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay Robert Frost Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands? Closed your eyes And trusted, just trusted Have you ever Thrown a fist full of glitter in the air? Have you ever looked fear in the face And said I just don’t care It’s only half past the point of no return
Slave For Master
They must be submissive to my will and take care of my every need.  They also must give up full control to me meaning I make all their life decisions.  I pick what they wear, what they eat, their bed time, etc... They also MUST wear my protection symbol from the beginning of training which is on my profile background.  It's a celtic order every over lapping line is a layer of protection.  Then if they make it through thier training and get promoted to submissive they must wear my band over top of the protection symbol which is the shamrock.  He's very intense and comanding.  He's very strict, yet fair, portective, caring, love, and patient.  He's to be worshiped.  He's very dominant, passionate, confident, and comanding.  He's all about making sure the slave stays in line. He has this way of carrying himself where his slave drops to her knees without a word being said.  He's very lucky.  He loves, lusts, demands, comands, and mentors his slaves through their training. He takes FULL con
Daily Prayers Dissolve Your Cares
Love Is ....
I'll be coming home just to be alone'Cause I know you're not thereAnd I know that you don't careI can hardly wait to leave this placeNo matter how hard I try you're never satisfiedThis is not a home I think I'm better off aloneYou always disappear even when you're hereThis is not my home I think I'm better off aloneHome, home, this house is not a home, homeThis house is not a homeBy the time you come home I'm already stonedYou turn off the TV and you scream at meI can hardly waitTill you get off my caseNo matter how hard I try you're never satisfiedThis is not a home I think I'm better off aloneYou always disappear even when you're hereThis is not my home I think I'm better off aloneHome, home this house is not a home, homeThis house is not a home, homeThis house is not a home, homeThis house is not a homeI'm better off aloneNo matter how hard I try, you're never satisfiedThis is not a home, I think I'm better off aloneYou always disappear even when you're ahereThis is n
Happy Thanxgiving to all! And plz be careful going home.... Happy Sunday to all my frenz...Hope u had a good weekend and holiday...hugz to you all...    :-) I just wanted to wish every1 a Happy New Year! Hope you have a Happy and safe Holiday So do you think it's safer going out or staying home? I'd really like your opinion...Thanx...
Matters Of The Heart
in light of january being cervical cancer awareness month i feel the need to tell my story. In 2003 i went for what was to be a normal pap smear and it turned out to be anything but. i was unexpectedly called back to the doctor a week later about my test results. I was nervous going cause they dont tell you to come back in unless theres something wrong. i walked in and they said the doctor was waiting on me to go right back. i walked in the exam room and the doctor said "i have your test results here" At that time he said that the results showed i had cervical cancer. he said they had to do another test to see just how far this cancer was but he was setting me up with a specialist. The next few months were like a blur to me. At first they said that it didnt seem to be too far and could do a simple procedure and get rid of it. but as it was when i went in to have the simple procedure done they found that the cancer had spread to my uterus. I was devestated to say the least. i wondered w
Surviving My Life
I finally realize i am really getting tired of trying to keep everything workout. Specially when it seems that i'm the only one putting any effort. I have been so understanding of everything but i think it's enough. But how do i let go??? How can i say goodbye if i myself is afraid of being alone. What if the only thing that's making me hold on is the fear of being alone. How do i make myself put away the fear and face the reality that i am holding on to something that is not there anymore. I wish it was as easy as the lyrics of the songs, but it's not. I'd like to be free of my fears give myself the time and attention i've never given myself before. I've always given everything for someone else. How could i make myself let go..... "Letting Go" I think I'm going to take it slow And tell you the things that are on my mind Then you can drop me off at home for the last time I only wanted you to know that I always had the best of intentions Look at what you put me through Anything I w
Love the lyrics of this song.... JEALOUS Jealous of the girl who caught your eye One of my darker days When you looked at her, where was I Should've been in her place Here I am, all alone imagining What might have been, what could've been if I had been there Jealous of the one whose arms are around you If she's keeping you satisfied Jealous of the one who finally found you Made your sun and stars collide La la la la la la la She's a very, very lucky girl La la la la la la la Jealous of the girl who won your heart They say it's a perfect match She's gonna get to be where you are And it don't get better than that She say you're fine, whisper words I wished were mine What might have been, what could've been if I had been there And you know I'd fight the good fight If I thought I'd changed your mind But if she makes you happy Then I'll leave that dream behind Then she better treat you right And give you everything 'Cause the moment that she doesn't I'll be waiting in the wing SOMEDAY
For All My Haters
lord , som ppl seriously blows my mind. last couple off days i been named called, cus of a game. lol like imma sit in a corner n cry cus somone callin me names. wont happen. i dont give a shit, if me helpin my friends, n doin somthin gd for somone makes me a bad person, then hell, then im hella bad. get it straight i dont give a shit, call me wut ever u wanna call me, but seriously grow up, its like bein back in high school, sheesh , those who know me, knows who i am, they know i am a nice person, dont do drama, just cus i dont sink down to theire level dosent mean im weak n dont know how to fight back, just lazy at times, lmao but seriously keep the shit comin, n il show ya how big off bitch i can be, n il do that with a smile on my face :) *gets up n dances, n sings* keep on hatin keep on hatin ur makin me famouse :D:D:D peac out *claps my hands* Good job to those that woke up today feeling bad about them self  and figured out that today, they gonna make someone feel less about
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"I came to you the hour I was in pain Looking for answers, I cried to you in vain. I shared the many skeletons hiding in my heart, I knew then you'd be my friend, I knew it from the start. Troubles ran like rivers, flowing through my life, You picked the pieces up and help me through my strife. When home wasn't home to me no more, You opened up your heart, and opened up the door. We cried into night until the early morn. We solaced each other's pain and shared our many thorns. As time flew, the air grew thick, I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick. The day had arrived, When it was time to say goodbye. Now I sit alone, reminiscing the past I'd blown." Just when my troubles were gone, and I came to you as a friend, the past was just too much, and the door was kicked in. Not into the friendship, but into life. I had been blown back so far; it felt as if our friendship never had a start. And now as I sit and ponder, I try to figure out, how the friendship fell apar
Witchcraft And Othere Things
Candlemas/Imbolc - 2nd February Imbolc, also called the Feast of Brighid, celebrates the approach of spring. The term "Imbolc" means "in milk" and at this time, pregnant sheep begin to lactate. This is one sure sign that spring is coming soon. Although the days are getting longer, this is still the heart of winter and Brighid, the Celtic Goddess of healing, poetry, and smithcraft is honored. Her gift of smithcraft comes with an added bonus - fire. This may be the reason some celebrate this day as the day of the Celtic Fire Goddess. This is a time of new beginnings and growth. At this time, think of your goals and dreams for this year that you will accomplish. At this time, greet the pregnant Maiden Goddess and give Her thanks for soon She will give birth to the spring. HERBS: Snowdrop, Bay, Heather, First Flower of the Year. INCENSE: Rosemary, Cinnamon, Westeria Frankincense, Myrrh COLOR: White, Orange, Red. DECORATIONS: Lamps, Brooms, Yellow flowers. FOOD: All dairy products, Cu
I feel so unsure as I take your hand an lead you to the dance floor.As the music dies something in your eyesCalls to mind a silver screen and you're its sad goodbye.I'm never gonna dance againguilty feet have got no rhythmThough it's easy to pretendI know you're not a fool.I should have known better than to cheat a friendAnd waste a chance that I've been given.So I'm never gonna dance againthe way I danced with you.Time can never mend the careless whispers of a good friend.To the heart and mind ignorance is kind.There's no comfort in the truthpain is all you'll find.I'm never gonna dance againguilty feet have got no rhythm. . .Never without your love.Tonight the music seems so loudI wish that we could lose this crowd.Maybe it's better this wayWe'd hurt each other with the things we want to say.We could have been so good togetherWe could have lived this dance foreverBut now who's gonna dance with me? - Please stay.And I'm never gonna dance againguilty feet have got no rhythm. . .No danc
Random Stuff I've Heard About Me
Yes, that's right.  I'm dropping names.  Kloverlyn was nice enough NOT to name any names in her blog, but I'm done being nice.  I'm sick of stupid blond cunt trying to play the victim card.  She has made some of the most insane accusations I have EVER heard of.  She blamed boops for reporting Klover and that's an out and out lie.  Boops would NEVER report Klover for the crap that stupid blond cunt was saying.  She accused me of not being in the military, yet she wouldn't ever make the accusations to my face.  She also accused me of hacking her fubar account, and hacking Klover's other account.  She also stated that there was no way I could have been at Fitzsimmons Army Medical Center in 1995-1996 because she claims it was closed down in 1989.  Bullshit.  I don't know where she gets her information from, but Fitz did not close down until 1999, well AFTER I left.  She did send me a backhanded apology and in her apology she attempted to lay the blame at someone else's feet.  I do not tole
perfect breakfast: I'm gonna go with the classic. an omelet, with lots of cheese,  orange juice, thick slightly burned bacon, and crispy hashbrowns.   perfect date: Dinner and drinks, followed by a show (preferably a good one), more drinks, a walk on the pier, followed by rough sex that happens without planning. perfect kiss: nice and hard on the lips, followed by a bite on the neck   perfect argument: something about rediculous pop culture.  I'll pretend to be right even when I realize I'm wrong. perfect man/woman: Smart is number one. I like women I think are smarter than me.  beautiful, funny (Witty is really whats important), someone I can argue about stupid things with, and then make up.  Someone who is as spontanious as I am. The best times arent planned   perfect shoe: I have two. beach mocosins (spelling?), I wear them everywhere, and buy a new pair every couple of months. they wear out quick. and adidas sambas. they take like six months to wear in, but once you do, the
Blood Of The Night
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Exotic Dreams
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Sometimes Even A Clown Cries
reaching out from the dark,trying to grab the last flickering ray of light,always feeling lost inside this empty night is my soul crying out fight fight fight...i wont be trapped,i wont be victim to the wickedness,that gives ignorance its might,try to hold on try to last,dont let go, victory is in sight life is full of mysteries and wonder,but most of all its full of living,ive had a pretty good life i thought,until i met someone who made me realize that it wasnt over,but rather just beginning again,This woman filled my life with such joy,but also some sadness,but i never doubted that we would be together the rest of our lives,so my tears went from sadness,to happiness when we moved in together,thers nothing like hearing a little angel call you dad for the first time,or waking up to the love of your life telling you that she is the happiest woman in the world,for you being there.this week we put up our first tree together as a family,and i got to put on my wedding band,this week was th
Have you ever been invited out by your friends and when you get there.  Random Girl.  Your friends have decided to ninja fix you up.  Now, I don't drink, I don't have an issue with it, it doesn't bother me.  I actually like seeing the changes in people between drinks.  It's amusing.  But this girl is drunk.  I don't mean healthy buzz, talkative drunk.  I mean can't string four coherent sentences together drunk.  She can't NOT talk about herself for more than a few slurred words.  As  a side question..... Why is it, every girl under a certain age at the bar is snapping a hundred pictures of themselves, screaming like they're on vacation?  These girls aren't visiting from another country.  They probably live in the neighborhood and sit in there 6 nights a week.  Calm the fuck down and gain some perspective.  So I'm sitting here with this self centered narcissistic, black hole of a human being when the band starts.  Of course, depressing indie college rock bullshit.  Lovely.  Out of polit
Songs I Wrote
a graveyard in December everything around me is dead and dying a graveyard in December so dark now, but its not too hard to see   I laid you down to rest, beneath the harvest moon it brok my fucking heart, i should be laying there too iver never felt pain so bad i cried, until that fucking night it hurt so fucking bad, the night you died   a grave yard in December your broken heart still screaming out to me a graveyard in December what i've done still haunts me in my dreams   my days and nights are filled, with blood curdling screams i cry your name out in my sleep i wake up sobbing, nightmares cutting so fucking deep   a graveyard this December moonlight bathes the dead and drowns me My graveyard in December when my life ends drag my body through the streets     You said you want it (need it)then you've got a little piece of mewas it worth it?(you deserved it)what more will it take to make you see?Can you see it? (your reflection)what is it that your mind conce
Searching For Experianced Dj's
We at the Black Shamrock are looking for greeters. if experianced be great but not necessary. but we do need an assistant head greeter. and alot of other greeters more the merry. so if interested hit me up or come to the lounge we will be glad to add you to our staff. We at the Black Shamrock are looking for enforcers. Ones you can be tuff when needed. if interested for the possition hit me up or come into the lounge. thank you We at the Black Shamrock Are looking For experianced Dj's. We are getting ready to start our own stream into the lounge and would like to fill the possitions before we get it up. If you are interested hit me up in my profile in a private message or come in to the lounge. The Black Shamrock. we are looking for head assistant head and the rest each one will be evalutated by our staff and placed accordingly. when sending private message include how long where at when is best time for you.
My Randomness
You're my angel in disguise You read my soul with your eyes Your spirit has entered my heart And it's my hope we never part For you are so special to me, Without you, my heart would weep bitterly. You're my angel in disguise Your love comforts my cries At night you guide me through the strife And it is for that, my dear angel, I owe you my life. There's something I find, in being with you, that is lost to me elsewhere. The surety of your step, beside mine. The certainty in your voice, when you speak to me. The passion behind your eyes, that touches my soul. All these that take our relationship steps beyond our dreams, past surety and certainty both, to a realm of faith. All these things, and more, I find in being with you. Hold on to me Let me comfort you when you hurt Hold on to me Let me love you when you hate yourself Hold on to me Let me help you through your trials I am the joy in your smile I am the tears that you cry I am in every beat of your heart Hold on to me.
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Waxing Poetic
We're snowed in ... and the lights flicker. Surrounded, trapped. Voices echo across the fallen snow. It's so bright we forget it is the dead of night. How easy to dismiss our fears to explain away our fright. How sad to come across your demons in the dead of night.   3/1/09 JGH   Your ribbons of need surround me wrap themselves around me Bind you to me You see through me
Dark Side
Run, run, run......i'm here for my fun thought it was safe to fuck with my mind. But you've awakened the side of me that I kept away for everyones own good. Thought it was all fun and games, but little did you know I was keeping tabs on who and where. I am gonna rape your fucking mind and destroy your fucking tried to do it to me. But I'm gonna make your nightmare a reality for you and I...We gonna dance all night until I'm tired. Don't cry now, cause all the knives you put in my back and my heart, are now laid in front of you. If I were you I'd run..But hey the door is locked..If you want the key, explain why you think you should have it... Explain why you still have my heart... Explain why you thought I was a fool and I didn't see what was going on... Stare like a zombie like you always do... I have all my life to wait... You only have minutes... Blah, blah, you're words fall on cold deaf ears... Do you feel the pain and mental torment you put me th
Why Must Everyone Be So Deceitful
Coming new to Fubar as we all do, I was not quite sure how to manage the Family and Top Friends categories. Family was not so difficult, but Top Friends is a bit dicier for me. All things being equal I didn't see it a big deal, but as I started bombing and managing the 100-11's I have available, it has become a bit more of a challenge. So here is my thinking, it may not be yours but it is mine and as such the way I view this. Friends are those that over the past couple of months I have come to be able to count on, if only for a morning re-rate whenever I rate. In most cases these are the people that make sure I remain shit-faced and rate me everyday, so that an old goat like me can level. They have helped when I have needed it, have asked but not whined or begged for help when they needed it and I have answered that call without hesitation. Some are lovely people...pretty kind some might even say they are sexy. No arguement here, but not why they are Family. They earned Family st
Collective Thoughts
Allow me to be my own person accept me for who I am. Not the person others think I should be. Sometimes I have a lot to say and don't hesitate to say it, but sometimes what I have to say can only be read in my eyes. Understand me my moods and my feelings on days when I’m feeling sunny and on days when there's rain in my heart. I'll never go back on a promise and I will always be there for when you need me. Understand me trust me and the bond between us will be impossible to break. I wake up with fear in the middle of night. I know this isn't rightanxiety from fright.Something I cannot fight. Why do they torture me soThe nightmares that  use to come and go.And, now... well continue to grow. They induce such anxiety painMy soul they emotionally drainThe lack of sleep, I am going insaneSomething I cannot explain. No one to comfort meFrom terrors unseenNo comfort for my needAll I can do, is hope and pray to be free. If my soul were made of glass I'm sure that you
News Worldwide And Such
  Dr. Paolo Zamboni has come upon an entirely new idea about how to treat multiple sclerosis, one that may profoundly change the lives of patients. He found that scientists who had studied the brains of MS patients had noticed higher levels of iron in their brain, not accounted for by age. The iron deposits had a unique pattern, often forming in the core of the brain, clustered around the veins that normally drain blood from the head. Dr. Zamboni wondered if the iron came from blood improperly collecting in the brain. Using Doppler ultrasound, he began examining the necks of MS patients and made an extraordinary finding. Almost 100 percent of the patients had a narrowing, twisting or outright blockage of the veins that are supposed to flush blood from the brain. He then checked these veins in healthy people, and found none of these malformations. Nor did he find these blockages in those with other neurological conditions. Zamboni dubbed the vein disorder he discovered CCS
Do you treasure your friendships to the point where you would protect them at any or all costs? Hey errybody,   I just was inspired by a certain ladyfriend....Wouldnt it be AWESOME if everyone made Christmas salutes for me( and each other )if you choose?? post them in my pics and we could exchange them at our leisure???.....I am trying hard to get into the Spirit of giving...i figure since a pic is worth 1000 words, we could have fun with it......   what say you peoples???   1. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"? maybe   2. Are you involved with anyone? That depends on your definition of "involved"   3. Where do you wish you were right now? In Brazil on a nice beach drinking a martini with a certain someone   4. What should you be doing right now? Nothing in particular.....   5. Does sex mean love? Nope   6. What do you believe is a true saying about life? Sometimes you are the bird, Sometimes you are the statue.....   7. Are you
Writing: Kink
It was late... a late night in the apartment as she lay there in bed, covered in the smell of wine and smoke, and still wearing her clothes from the earlier evening spent with her friends. As she laid there, her mind buzzing from the alcohol, she could not find sleep. No, her mind wandered upon a man... the one in the next room sleeping on the couch. She often thought of him, when she felt like this. Amanda and Rick always had get-togethers like this, and with their drinking one or more of their friends would end up staying the night. But it was also in these situations that she and Mitch would happen to get a little adventurous. Of course, in Amanda and Ricks' old apartment, it was much more so due to their being no guest room for her... they were on the couch, their hands exploring, lips crushing, even though drunken clumsiness kept making them giggle. Despite that, she still felt aroused at the thought as she turned onto her side with a frown. After all, Mitch was a good looking m
New Comm. # 2
If I am supposed to write for one,And only one for all time.Would she hand me her heart,To hold till the end of time. Would my words calm her,Bring a smile to crying eyes.Would they carry her so softly,Like clouds crossing the sky. Would my smile please her heart,As she opens her eyes evevy morn.Would she take my hand willingly,And let a love be born. These questions unanswered,To find them I wish I could.My answer to her very simple,Yes beautiful I would. You search the worldFor riches you'll never findIs there any way to make you realizeTo open up your mind. The treasure that you seekOn a map cannot be foundAnd it cannot be weighedBy the ounce or the pound. The wealth that you huntYou've had since the startBuried deep inside youDeep inside your heart. When I saw her beauty,I could not run away.When she said hello again,I didn't know what to say. Her beauty ran through her,From her head down to her toes.Just looking at her I lost my words,My mind knew not where to go. When a
New Social Network Virus
Ikea recalls children's high chair 5 hours 35 mins ago Buzz Up! Print Story Furniture giant Ikea has confirmed it is recalling a children's high chair following safety concerns. Skip related content Related photos / videos Ikea recalls children's high chair The recall comes after reports that locks securing the seat to the frame of the "Leopard" children's high chair may break, which could result in children dropping through the frame. One child suffered bruised legs after falling through the chair. There are also concerns that youngsters could choke on the detached snap locks. The company is calling for customers with the chairs to stop using them immediately and return the seat and frame to Ikea where they will receive a full refund. A spokesman for the Swedish retailer said: "Ikea has received 11 reports of broken snap locks, including one incident where the seat with child dropped

Sign by Danasoft - Get Your Free Sign     I came into ShockWave not really expecting the hospitality that was shown to me. For that, I must thank all of you. These past two years have been really difficult for me and I couldn't really deal with people. Everywhere I looked I saw my friends turn into enemies. Because of that I had retreated back into myself and severed myself from the world. I just went about every day like a zombie. I figured that going into lounges and getting back in tune with people would be good medicine for me. However, that was not the case. I've been in plenty of lounges and in each lounge I felt out of place. Then when I came into ShockWave I was surprised at the kindness and hospitality of the members and staff. Y'all made me feel at home and shown me that there are still people out there with love and kindness in their hearts. I appreciate all of you and I am proud to be a part of the family. I love y'all very much.   Love and Light,   Danielle   AKA "N
Adult Humor Courtesy Of Wv's 'hillbilly Hollar'
 (If this offends anyone, I apologize for it)   The President was looking for a call girl. He found such girls in a local pub, a blonde, a brunette and a red-head. To the blonde he said, “I am the President of the United States. Now how much would it cost me to spend some time with you?” She replied, “$200.” To the brunette he asked the same question. Her reply was “$100.” He then asked the red-head.. her reply was:  “Mr. President, if you can get my skirt up as high as my taxes, my panties as low as my wages, get that thing of yours as hard as the times we are living in, keep it rising like the price of gas, keep me warmer than it is in my apartment, and screw me the way you have retiree’s, then it isn’t going to cost you a damn cent!”       One particular Christmas season a long time ago, Santa was getting ready for his annual trip but there were problems everywhere. Four of his elves got sick and the trainees didn
Things That Make U Go Hmmm
  A store that sold husbands has just opened in New York City, where a Woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates.    You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch... you may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord.The second floor sign reads:   Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids.The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads: Floor 4 - These men have jobs, lov
Chapter One
A cool mist clung to the blades of grass on Luciano’s lawn like children seeking the succor of their mother’s caress as the car pulled up along the circular drive to his palatial home. The house was long and flat, ringed with simple columns as a Roman estate might. White stone composed its walls. Like the Pantheon in the city of his birth, there was a single rotunda in the center of the home, also ringed with columns, that rose slightly from the rest of the house. The car came to a stop before a porch with a high pitched roof. Among the rest of the house’s architecture, the roof, with its shingles stood largely out of place. The rear doors opened. The woman, Luciano’s companion for the night and all of his many centuries, stepped out. The rain had stopped. She held the door open for him while he floated from the car. Both he and she walked to the front door of his house. The door opened. Standing there was an older gentleman. His balding head and proper stance
Recipes For Christmas :)
Chocolate Rum balls: 1 (6 oz.) semi-sweet chocolate bits 3 tbsp. corn syrup 4 tbsp. orange juice 4 tbsp. rum 1/2 c. confectioners' sugar 1 c. finely chopped nuts 2 1/2 c. crushed vanilla wafers Melt chocolate bits in top of double boiler. Add corn syrup, orange juice and rum. Mix all ingredients. Refrigerate short while. Shape into 1 inch balls. Roll in confectioners' sugar. Keep in covered tin in cool place. Easy Banana Bread Recipe INGREDIENTS • 3 or 4 ripe bananas, smashed • 1/3 cup melted butter • 1 cup sugar (can easily reduce to 3/4 cup) • 1 egg, beaten • 1 teaspoon vanilla • 1 teaspoon baking soda • Pinch of salt • 1 1/2 cups of all-purpose flour No need for a mixer for this recipe. Preheat the oven to 350°F (175°C). With a wooden spoon, mix butter into the mashed bananas in a large mixing bowl. Mix in the sugar, egg, and vanilla. Sprinkle the baking soda and salt over the mixture and mix in. Add the flour last, mix. Pour mixture into a buttered
Learn Myself Quizzes
$93,531.00 Free Poll Suzieis96% Go straight to Hell You’ll be remembered in much the same way that Hitler is. You know you’re going to hell but it doesn’t scare you. You’ll most probably end up running the place. This summary only serves to backup what your friends already know and acts as a warning to everyone else. You will steal from the poor and elderly Take advantage of lonely neighbors Laugh at children in pain Collaborate in the murder of a mother Let 5 people go hungry for more money Steel large amounts of cash Violently chase those trying to help others Park in disabled spots Choose money over happiness and love Ignore your dying mothers last request Get away with murder if you’re able to   My Motivational Behavior    
Rnr Random Musings
Noticed others playing this *game* and I'm bored at work so What The Hell... 1. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"? We shall see... 2. Are you involved with anyone? No 3. Where do you wish you were right now? Somewhere warm, although home would work too (at work still). 4. What should you be doing right now? Working or getting ready for Christmas. 5. Does sex mean love? No, but then again I don't believe in casual sex either. 6. What do you believe is a true saying about life? Life's a bitch and then you die??? 7. Are you a bad influence? I don't think so but I've been called one. 8. Who has had the most influence on you (good)? My Children I guess. Perhaps my boss, he gives me the freedom to be creative and innovate. 9. Night out or night in? Night In... if I had to pick one. 10. Single forever with a great family or no family and your soul mate? Am Single and have a wonderfu
Surveys And Quizes
In the polarity of humans, a person's left side has been determined to be feminine, while the right side is masculine. So when it comes to single ear piercings in men, why is it that straight men pierce their left ear and gay men pierce their right? You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.   Every time I
please help us out and join us at the lounge. . look for friends_and_family under the lounge tab. if you like to become staff be sure to email me or just wanna join. .head into the lounge and click subsribe please help us out and join us at the lounge. . look for friends_and_family under the lounge tab. if you like to become staff be sure to email me or just wanna join. .head into the lounge and click subsribe. . welcome everyone who is part of is welcome to join the lounge! In the site of loving myself I begin to love you. . wanting to know what else I could do, The rest of life the peace in mind still trying to see that I can you can love me as I love you. Days can go life slows down. thing is do we really know what can make us happy? What we can do about the hate in our lives? Or even maybe the mess we give ourselves. . No matter what I know you'd be there and I can be there aswell. . Got one thing to ask. . how do you know that this life is what you want? How can you t
Late Night Thoughts.
I sit here watching ATHF and I continue my thoughts about life and death and how no matter who you think you are, you will always be remembered by what people thought of you and wether they loved or hated you.You struggle to achieve a lifestyle of comfort and status, but in the end what has all that got you? I family who's only goals are for them selves and for their status. We as a people need to recognize the bull shit that we place in material possessions , and need to value our fellow man and that each is an individual who should be able to have their own opinion. Why do we judge others by how they look and are they the same as ourselves, and measure them by how they treat others and just enjoy the time we have with each other. Life is short and the time we share is valuable. Enjoy the friends we have and the relationships we make, do not take for granted the potential each man has to improve the life of others for we are our brothers keeper. 50 years from now younger generations w
Its All About Me ;)
I picked up the phone and called Shezz. 'Hey, you got a guy for me yet?' 'Yeah, Sasha. Farrell. He'll meet you at Galleyway Hotel tonight at 8' 'WHAT! That's in like, 40 minutes. OMG. Shezz, u could've called earlier' 'Well, I only got the request like, 30 minutes ago. Anyways, get ready and go' 'OK, guess Ima have to right?' 'Right ! Now go !!!' I hung up and got ready. Best clothes. Primark. Well, I've only JUST become a prostitute! Gawd. But that outfit was hot!!! OMG. Bare Midriff tank top, Hot pants and 7 inch heels. WOWZA :D I stumbled out the door and hailed a London cab. The guy stared at me through his mirror the whole ride. When II got out, he declined my money. So I kissed him. He fainted. Oh well. I was 20 minutes early. I had brought my coat with me. Galleyway doesn't accept prozzies. So I put it on and got a room. I said to the receptionist. 'Can I have a room with CCTV please' 'We haven't got any ma'am' 'Look, don't give me that SHIT!. I know you got some' 'OK, ok. Here
The Holy Fool "There's a sucker born every minute"Few things are more embarrassing to witness than a flagrant display of belief in theridiculous, especially when it occurs in people that are clearly smart enough to knowbetter - if they would just try. Religious people are not all fools, although the vastmajority excel at foolish thought and behavior, they just suffer from a weakness thatpredisposes them to slavishly adopt the facile beliefs surrounding them, especially whenit comes with the imprimatur of authority. People that always want to do what is 'right'don't ask questions and will follow the rules regardless of the logic, or lack of it,underlying those rules.Think of the most idiotic, asinine, foolish rituals and practices imaginable and somereligion or cult somewhere has turned it into a sacred tenet of their belief system. Thelist of examples is nearly endless but a few are listed below. And remember that thesereligions and cults maintain that they alone are the one true fait
So I work in a cancer hospital and well anyone who works in one knows it can take up a lot of your life and you can become close to the folks you work with much like a combat unit, So this post is for a fallen comrade, a plucky ole gal, who not only worked in this cancer hospital but battled it quietly for years, until losing the battle one of the nurses I work with without a second thought said Marcy your comin home with me, lol not only did she take her home but they  actually went on her dream cruise to the Bahamas together, and tonight Christmas eve at approximately 4 pm Mary Brown Marcie my friend and coworker and the dear friend of My dear friend Wendy, lost her fight with cancer but as my status says not before she gave each of us that knew her the chance to see and use the depths of our humanity and for that we owe her a debt of thanks Sitting this desk, letting my mind wander to so many wrong roads taken to all the time and love and energy wasted, to what lies ahead, to the ni
  I puked in my mouth a little.   Now I'd like to receive some kind of damages to my optic nerves due to this.   I'd also like to be hit in the head with a bat so I won't ever have to think of this again.   /End Rant Ok, so this was in my shoutbox this morning when I got up sugardaddy: SWEET LIPS I BET THEY WORK ORAL MAJIC I would like to say that this is NOT even remotely how to get my attention. First of all, I DO NOT SUCK DICK. Sorry guys, it's true. Second of all, this may be a meat market, but I'd turn lesbian before I'd fuck or even come close to considering fucking 99.999% of the men here. (Again, I know, truth hurts.) Third, are you fucking kidding me? Has the art of masterful conversation been completely lost in this day and age? Have some pride in yourself. Do you honestly want some skank who will down any dick that comes along? Sure, it's ok in the short game, but for the end run, you need more than that. Finally, who the fuck can't spell magic? Guy
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∞Mrs. Durham♥∞ {RL Wifey to David} Greeter@BBW Fallen Angels said:OMFG seriously you still don't understand? Okay, let me explain it from step one SINCE YOU CANT READ.. now.. my mother buys they're presents from us to them, that means.. "from mom, stepdad, daughter, and son" & goes out of her way to make sure EVERYONE including the old, young, inbetween.. and no-show people HAVE SOMETHING... I WASNT ABLE TO MAKE IT b/c i recently moved to Florida WITH MY HUSBAND for his job, something a little more important. MY MOTHER & STEPFATHER are upset b/c they didn't even bother to tell them to tell me Merry Christmas or give me a card or ANYTHING.. they just think it's unfair.. NOW DO YOU UNDERSTAND? & i never said YOU CALLED ME WHINY.. what I said was its a free country and people are allowed to whine about whatever they please.. if you don't like it.. FUCK OFF. [image] MAKE SURE YOU READ THIS OVER & OVER UNTIL IT GETS TO YOUR BRAIN since it seems to be slow.The Best Bad Kit
T me marrige is a bond that two people have taken the promise between them.If one should cross that line than that bond has been broken and may never be repaired.If the love is as strong as is looks than good luck at putting it back together.Just be strong and your love will only get stronger. what is a lie a lie is when you don't tell someone the truth like if you are married you are engaged or that u are single just don't say your single when your profile says your marreid but some people don't even care if that person is or not married in a relationship or not just as long as they get what they want even if it means splitting up a couple who is really married do you even care about that or is it yourself that matters   I feel trapped in a world were my family does't know that I'am there.Why does family push other family members away just because they get married.And female women on this site why do they always want to cause problems by showing there bodies in full nude sh
-as my eys start to close the light starts to fade away. -as my breathing slowers the sweet scent of your skin fads away. as my mind starts to stop working my momories of you are no longer around. -as my heart stops beating you begin to cry knowing that you never said goodbye. -as my spirit leaves my body it never leaves this world to protect you. -as you begin to cry I'll be the one holding your head up high and the voice in the back of your head telling you that everything will be ok. -as you start to break down I'll be the one to put you back together from the inside. -as you start to fall I'll be the one stoping you befor you hit the ground. -as you find yourself in a dark place all alone with strangers I'll be the making you fell safe. -as you start to remember all the great times he had its not to make you feel sad and cry its me telling you that im still around and i havent forgotten about you. -as you see your loved one talking to him self when he'
My Love
You mean the world to me. I cant bear to see myself without you. Having the taught of living without you, is something unnatural to me. We have been at it for 3 months, the best of my life. We argue and fight. We scream and we cry. And even after all that we have true love. You and I are like the moon and night sky. We are perfect together. But some hate us. We have true love within each other and everyday its stronger. Place your hand on mine and I shall do the same. A promise we have made, to love each other always. Together forever is what I want. I hope its the same for you. Don't worry about me been so far. Faithful I will remain. Shall you remain too. Never will I leave you. Till the day that we are apart by death. And even then immortal we will remain. Our love will never die! I mistook by trying to ameliorate,I tried to listen to you the best I can.As for school, sometime I ran late,Just by attempting to be your last man.I ran out of time when we're talking.I can't discern ment
Jus Sayin!!
I'm sittin here thinking about where it all went wrong Why it hurts so bad when it hasn't been that long. I know that its you thats missing We have to make it right Niether of us should have to feel this way Being alone night after night. It is you that completes me and makes it all ok Being without you is like the world without air. Drowning in the sorrow and the feeling of defeat I cannot cry tears but  ache to be with. I cannot be whole until you are here The sound of my children keeps me sane and lets me proceed on But when you are here it will be perfect forevermore... I'm glad that I have met everyone in my life. Some of them are bad and some of them are good but all together it has given me a chance to grow. I always kept myself kinda locked up and away from taking chances. I make sure that the chances I take are all worth while and none of them are to crazy to affect of the important people in my life. Recently a friend of mine died and I had not talked to him in ye
“I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard
Gonna Go Crazy!!
ReNeGaDe@ fubar K JUST WENT TO THE COFFEE, SHOP AND THE PERSON THAT SERVED ME COFFE JUST SAID HEY ARE U FRIENDS WITH SO AND SO..THEN PROCEEDED TO ASK ME ARE U A PARAPLEGIC? LIKE WTF... FOR THE RECORD I HAVE SPINA BIFIDA...DOES IT LOOK LIKE I CANT MOVE MY HANDS....LEGS...COCK AND WHAT NOT!!....I DON'T NEED A REMINDER THAT IM CHALLENGED PHYSICALLY...THEN AGAIN I DON'T MIND IF U ASK ME WHAT HAPPEND EITHER BUT TO ASSUME I HAVE A ONE TYPE OF DISABILITY JUST ANNOYS ME!!...K NUFF SAID! I dunno if its cuz of the holiday's or just because I do the same fucking thing every day!, go to work, pay bills, NEVER go on a trip for my self, get the occasional piece of ass what ever!!! I feel like im gonna do something just to shake things up...well I all ready have broken a few dishes balled my eyes out yelled at the top of my lungs!!! but still feel all vented up!! u ever get like that?
Satans Blog
JUST BECAUSE YOU SEE ME AND TALK TO ME EVERYDAY DOESN'T MEAN YOU KNOW ME IN EACH AND EVERY WAY YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND MY CHANGES OR THE THINGS I GO THROUGH YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME OR THE SECRETS I DON'T TELL YOU YOU THINK YOU KNOW THIS PERSON DEEP INSIDE OF ME BUT YOU'VE ONLY SCRATCHED THE SURFACE OF MY MYSTERY, YOU SEE YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M REALLY LIKE OR WHAT I REALLY FEEL INSIDE YOU DON'T KNOW ME  WHEN I'M ANGRY OR WHEN I WANT TO RUN AND HIDE I KEEP ALL THESE  THINGS HIDDEN BOTTLED UP INSIDE SO YOU WON'T KNOW MY FEELINGS SO THAT I CAN STILL BE FREE     All That Matters {Poem 2004} Current mood:  loved                       All That MattersAll that matters most of all to me is having youAll in this world to me is you{Iwanna} I'm gonna give you my heart and my soulIf I could I would hold you foreverI never wanna let you goEvery second of everyday all I think about is youMy life has no meaning unless I can share it with youI wanna be in your arms for alway
Help Them Level
troubled_one@ fubar DJ SDMF KILGOR FU-ENGAGED to goddess_of_luv LDS FAM DBC mc PROSPECT@ fubar Hey All... ARK decided to add a new feture! Help them Level... If you know of someone whom is almost going to level than please send us a shout box or a private message and we will Blog them!   Thanks!
Servideo Broadcasting Group
okay how bout some very recent adversity?It is truly difficult to say considering the actual events that read more like a Tom Robbins novel"cowgirls in the sand"and many other hyssterical novels(I didn't read the aforementioned novel,however I  read a few others  very funny,and Bizarre.Well my back hurts so I won't elaborate(masturbate,regurgitate,acetate,those words rhyme skip to next paragrah......Any way on Nov (th 2009 I was jumped beaten up{which was the least traumatic part of that event...then my Sony Vaio Maui sunglasses $3500.00 stratocaster ...all in all about $7000.00 worth of stuff was stolen ...needless to say I was out of business(not that it was flourishing anyway)I later noticed I was agoraphobic.I was determined to make an album regardless because well because...and not one piece of art was ever on the net for sale.excepting myself ...just to see if it worked ..I bought a few Mp3's to see if it could be done.To date I believe that not one other thing has broken through
Sitting on my steps, I take a drag of my cigarette, and as the smoke fills my lungs I reflect on my day. I've had a rather unproductive one. I've had a rather unproductive life. I expel the smoke along with my loathing and then draw in a heavy breath. My eyes begin to well up, my throat begins to swell. I know what is coming and it's been quite some time since I last felt this way. I let the tears fall. I let the tears run down my cheeks. And when I flick off the ashes I watch as the embers fade in the wind. That's how I feel. In between sobs my tears claim my breath, dripping from my lips and extinguishing my cigarette. What a lovely ending. Such a beautiful way to end my day. I remember how it used to be when nothing else matter but you and me music, country roads, and future dreams. I miss you, I wish you could see although you are here, I miss you and me. I remember when you said how happy I made you and you really meant, it's just a phrase you say without think
Verse 1:I'm at war with the world and theyTry to pull me in the darkI struggle to find my faithAs i'm slippin' from your armsIt's getting harder to stay awakeAnd my strength is fading fastYou breathe into me at lastChorus:I'm awake! i'm alive!Now i know what i believe insideNow it's my timeI'll do what i want 'cause this is my lifeHere, right now!I'll stand my ground and never back downI know what i believe insideI'm awake and i'm alive!Verse 2:I'm at war with the word 'cause iAin't never gonna sell my soulI've already made up my mindNo matter what i can't be bought or soldWhen my faith is getting weakAnd i feel like giving inYou breathe into me againChorus:I'm awake! i'm alive!Now i know what i believe insideNow it's my timeI'll do what i want 'cause this is my lifeHere, right now!I'll stand my ground and never back downI know what i believe insideI'm awake and i'm alive!Bridge:Waking up waking up, waking up waking upWaking up waking up, waking up waking upIn the dark, i can feel you
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Hosting A Auction!
    Dee75Auction!!   The Rules 1. All entries must pay a 100k fee to join payable to me min bid will be 100k 2. you must send me a link to the photo you would like to be used in the auction along with a list of things you would like to offer. 3. I will post all pictures with the list of offering on Monday March 1st and the auction will end 2 weeks later on March 15. 4. All bids must be paid to each member by that day all offerings are good to the high bidder for 30 days. 5. Auctionees have the options to close the auction at anytime if they wish to accept that bid. 6. you are responsible for promoting your auction picture althought I will promote the auctions Please contact me if you have any questions or are interested in joining this auction. I am NOT responsible if the bidder wont pay up!   Brought to you by: Dee75@ fubar >   > > >   Do you guys know Mendi If not then you are missing out on a good person.
Sex Poems
dont look at me like that it turns me on with those demanding eyes you undress me are you my lover or a great fantsy no words are spoken no regret or mistakes you take off my shirt and bring it over my head you gently run ur hands down my back slowly reaching my waiste u grabb me up and undress the rest you leave on my black thong you touch there and fuel my burn you grabb my tender swallon breast you suck on my nipple i kiss your neck u gently take off my panties reveling my wet bud you grabb my ass and lift me up you bring me to the bed naked and nude you dont touch me at all but your eyes are glued demanding me to touch myself to fell what you can do its so warm and slippery you grabb my hand and pull out your cock you shove it in its so good it sin you fill me up and take it back again harder and faster oh im getting so weak i feel it coming im going to scream as i come u whistper in my ear the first sweet words ive heard in over 2 years y
Things Said To Me
You want to know what I think about you? Well, I think that you are probably one of the most caring men I've ever met. I'm so proud to call you my friend and My Little Brother! You think of everyone else before yourself! I don't know how you do it sometimes to be honest! Maybe I'm just a more selfish person!I do know that whatever lady wins your heart and marries you will be the luckiest lady on Earth!Love you now and always, "Name removed, they know who wrote it" Anonymous said: HOOOOORAH!!! celebrating single life again sighs yeah i know a lonely thing heheI said:Fuck no it ain't lonely. Friends make the world go round, and no matter how many you have, as long as you have that one friend who is true to their word that is all you need.Anonymous Replied: i love u Dr. Woo no matter how down i am u always make me smile hugs xoxoxo Yes beer is way better than work any day. I just wanted to tell you I love you and how dear you are. Your the best Chris. No one has ever bought me back and f
La Nausée
As humans we believe ourselves to be superior on the basis that we can reason. We believe that our lives are more fulfilling than lets say a blade of grass. This i do not agree with. Can they communicate with other blades of grass, do they feel pain when we pull one out (plants do respond to stimuli like moving towards sunlight). i personally believe that humans sense of entitlement is hogwash. the earth was here billions of years before us and will be here after our species has been extinct. The universe is another thing. we do not know if this is the first universe that has existed. The start of this universe was the big bang but there couldve been another universe before this that existed and collapsed upon itself causing this phenomena. this brings me to the concept that i want to talk about. The soul. What is the soul? In my opinion the soul and god are linked but not in the way the bible or qur'an look at things. The universe is governed by energy and this energy flows within all
Fu Friends
Bling Beg alllllll you want....... IT HELPS ME THIN THE HERD   just dropped about 6 more of you high maintenance, whiney, bitchy, spoiled, "what have you done for me lately" point whores from my friends list... my live feed and my bartab have never been happier. im sick of reading about you asking for bling. you want to ask for stuff thats free? rates and comments... go ahead. but openly begging for people to spend REAL money on you??? Buying you bling or your VIP is about to expire??? heres an idea... stop being a spoiled fucking princess and buy it YOURSELF. but the reality is... you will trick some loser into spending God knows what on buying it for you so he can get a 7 day pass to your NSFW pics. selling pics of your tits for 40 bucks??? i bet your parents are proud.   good riddance Simply, I DO NOT COLLECT FRIENDS. I DO NOT WISH TO BE PART OF YOUR COLLECTION. if you want to be my friend, truly be my friend, id be happy to accept your friend request. i however will no
Reading Log 2010
My first Fubar specific blog! Please leave comments letting me know what you think, and if you'd like to hear more related to this site what kind of topic interest you.   Comment | Copy This Just a place I can keep track of the books and graphic novels I've read. Don't mind me... January Hack / Slash Omnibus Vol. 1 by Tim Seeley | Graphic novel | 300 pages | B+ Hellboy Junior by Bill Wray & Mike Mignola | Graphic novel | 120 pages | C- I *love* Hellboy and Mignola, but Hellboy junior was only in a couple of stories, not many Mignola illustrations and the rest were disgusting (not disgustingly funny) random Wray "stories". Sooo disappointing.... Peter & Max: A Fables Novel by Bill Willingham | 376 | A+ Beat the Reaper by Josh Bazell | 310 | A Don't Tempt Me by Loretta Chase | 355 | B Romance Without Tears by various | Graphic novel | 160 | B | "50's love comics- with a twist!" Cheesy but charming.   Single Issue Comic Books Cinderella: From Fabletown with Love #3 by Chris Rob
The Shadow Hawk
For once in my life I am finally happy.  I'm with a very beautiful woman named Kelly.  She makes me feel alive.  She accepts me for who I am and has been what has driven me and inspired me to be the man I am.  We have so much in common and we're feeling closer each day.  Most of all what I love about her is she has fought for me like no one else has.  She has gone through the worst 3 months of her life and it's all because her family made her choose.  Them or me and guess who she chose?  You'd think a normal family could get over it but not them.  They didn't and they made her feel like shit for choosing me but she never gave up and yesterday she has made the decision to leave home and be with me.  Her parents FLIPPED and it has been like fucking world war 3 ever since but she still loves me with all her heart and THATS what makes her so special.  She's unlike any other woman I've been with and she has my love FOREVER!!! Rumor has it that this was actually posted very briefly on the M
Facebook Of Black Dreams
    :(Between You and Christine Christine  January 7 at 9:42pm ReportI dont what your prob is but now im blocking youClay January 7 at 9:46pmwhy what did i do, i was saying sorry for getting you confused on another site facebook is confusing and i always leave it on on accident, gosh, sorryChristine  9:47pm Reportwhen you write on my wall everyone can see that until i delete it. That wasnt called forClay 9:50pmoh the how did we meet thing, oh ok sorry, should have liedClay Cummings January 7 at 9:51pmno one has a sense of humor i guess.Christine  at 9:52pm Reportthats not allClay  at 9:53pmk sorry, how many times do i have to say it SORRYChristine at 9:54pm ReportStop being sorry and think before you actClay  at 9:56pmk...sorryChristine at 9:56pm Reportno sorry :)Clay  at 10:01pmi am saying sorry now and back away slowly.....wont talk anymore i think your sister is ganging up on me now too, going back to fubar where my bad taste is ok...k...that all nowChristineat 10:02pm Re
Other Things
***standard proviso - this is not about YOU, singular. If you want to try and make it about YOU, I would suggest YOU don't as it will fast become about YOU backpedalling like a motherfucker and getting the fuck out of my face***   I was brought up not to make a big deal about certain things; if you give a kindness for the 'glory' of it - or because you get 'appreciated' and/or have some sense of what should be 'owed' you (which makes for a great martyr routine, congrats) then you are a prat. To put it nicely. Maybe it's a cultural thing.   When I give something, the act of giving is the end in and of itself. It embarrasses me and it angers me that people would feel any sense of obligation.  It also annoys me when people assume my motivation, and/or knowledge of me as a result.   I hate feeling me, anything done under obligation is worthless...and it's part of the myriad of mindfuckery that goes on around here.   That includes feigning and fawning. In life there i
Nerd Alert
O Hai guise! n case yew didnt allredy no.....: THIS IS 4CHAN: you have just entered the very heart, soul, and life force of the internet. this is a place beyond sanity, wild and untamed. there is nothing new here. "new" content on 4chan is not found; it is created from old material. every interesting, offensive, shocking, or debate inspiring topic youve seen elsewhere has been posted here ad infinitum. we are the reason for "not safe for work". we are the anonymous army. cross us and you will fail. anonymous is everywhere. you depend on us every day. we bag your groceries, we fix your computers. anonymous sees you before you see him. sitting at desks around the world right now is a nameless, faceless, unforgiving mafia composed of the best of the best. we are 4channers. the people devoid of any type of soul or conscience. products of cynicism and apathy, spreading those very sentiments daily. anonymous is the hardened war veteran of the internet. he does not forgive or forget. we ha
Anti Lounge Promotions
Promote the Lounge!!! The only way for us to grow is if we let other people know we're here. Here's a sample of what you can post to pages of new people to both welcome them to Fubar and invite them into Anti. Feel free to re-word it.   Welcome to Fubar! Come join us in the Anti-Lounge, where you'll find things done different than most other lounges. We like to have fun, talk about good times, and we even host weekly contests and live radio shows! Cut and paste the link below to your browser and we'll see you soon! Want a list of new people to promote?  Here you go! Remember, if they're green, always welcome them to fubar!!! The other day, someone reminded me that it was my birthday. It was sweet and touching for someone to remember something I've been trying to forget. Then she tells me she wanted to throw a party for me. That, too, was sweet and touching for someone to try to celebrate something I've been trying to ignore. It reminded
I have stared at a hollow grave. The waves of my life just rock me to sleep. It's the only thing I feel I have to help. And when I am asleep my haunted memories let the nightmares unfold me. No matter how hard I try I can't help but remember it. Don't fall down because an angel should never touch the ground he says. And I'm higher than I was yesterday. Believe me. But I'm a shattered torn tree in a deciduous forest. You can grab me by my waist and never let go. I'm waiting for the answer. I'm waiting in the deep silence. I'm waiting to fight through what's right and what's wrong to get me to you.   A simple thing as your touch can pull me out of the hollow tree. I am buried here with this weight over my shoulders. And I want you. I hear your whispers they have spoken to me in a world that no one else can see. I honestly didn't think it'd end up this far. And I'm really happy.       Just happy.   I miss you. Work hard get off work early to see your woman. Pale eyes make me see t
Somethings I Can't
This is the answer . I'm sure it's right now . I was asked " Why Do I pay for everything she did wrong " Tha answer is , it's not you . My red flags are easy to trip . It's no fault of your own . I'm over sensitive watching and gaurding from the biggest heartbreak I've ever had . Watching my family be broken to pieces , something I thought I had worked so hard to secure . Be crushed to nothing by sure lust or lonliness . It's not you it's me , because I care for you so easily , but I'm constantly searching for a pattern , a way for my logistical mind to forsee the future to predict , sadly enough ,how it will end . Simply because I've given up on someone really caring about me . I always seem to think it's not gonna last and in the end it will beat me , I come out on top in so many other ways , but never in this area . Why , am I so wrong at times , because I'm scared shitless when it feels so right . Thats why I can act like a SOB . When really and truly , I'm probably on e of the swe
Echo and Narcissus were potential lovers in the greek mythology. Potential due to the fact that they could never touch eachother, just look upon one another from afar and love from a distance. The only time they would be together is within death. If you look at the stars during the spring time you can see the constellation of the lovers where it shows them trying to reach for one another but their fingers are just inches away from one another. The reason I bring this up in here like this, is when you get compared to such a story it's actually quite heartbreaking. Makes you think, I am never to be with someone. Not really a happy thought, but not really emo either. Especially when you think to yourself after all the relationships you have been through your ex's finally find a love worth lasting for a lifetime right after you both split. But does it happen to you? Nope. You go on to the next it goes great for so many months or so, then poof explodes in your face and you move on and the e
There's a point in ur life when you get tired of trying to fix everything and make everyone happy. When you finally decide to quit... its NOT giving up. It's realizing that you don't need certain people and there BS in ur life!! RevRunWisdom ...  many Immature men fake their love for sex.. and many love starved women give sex that they dont enjoy 4 love     just some food for thought She never could see the forest for the trees. She never could admit it wasn't reality. She never could get her feet moving. She could not see things clear. She could never focus. She could never believe that this was her life. She could never leave. She could never dream. She could not aspire to something higher. She never could move on. She could never be comfortable in her own skin. She never felt warm. She could not give love anymore. She never thought empty could feel so empty.
My Daily Horoscope (according To Facebook...hehehe)
Astrology - Today's Gemini Horoscope Here is your Today's Gemini Horoscope You're feeling the urge to socialize, and it is a great day to expand your network. Mood:Energetic Lucky Color:Silver Lucky Number:22 Lucky Time of Day:12am Astrology - Today's Gemini Horoscope Here is your Today's Gemini Horoscope If you don't want to climb out of your shell, that's really okay! Don't feel guilty. Mood:
  THE SHELTER STAFF OWNERS Kårïzmå ? Owner of The Shelter@ fubar §WÈȆ§*Mr§.Lµ§h ² Kårïzmå@ tHÈ §HÈLtÈR@ fubar   GENERAL MANAGER   we are currently looking 4  a good manager  
My Birthday Party
Yesterday For my celebration in my birthday party, I went out last night, Hopefully had a wild time parting, I was with no panties and I dressed a short skirt, in the restaurant in the middle of eating , I said you "it was not just the dinner that you got for eating". I had continued shaving my pussy this time.. "You know, that Italian restaurant is open until eleven. We've got some time..."   In the morning after the party, when i was waking up, I saw by the window and my mirror
Singles Profile No No's And Assorted Ranting
ok.. just ranting about nothing important and blowin off a lil steam. dunno.. its just one of those days. seem to be running into a lot ppl that don't really listen to what anyone else is trying to say but like i put in the caption are just tuning you out till they can sneak a chance to start speaking what they want to say. if i can stand there and listen to you speak for five minutes straight w/out coming to a point then at least do me the common courtesy of letting me have a few seconds to give u a response. no i'm not sayin that every thing ppl say to eachother has to be all proper like but damn.... lately it seems that if i almost have to be rude to ppl unless i want to hear them drone on and on for ten minutes w/out coming to any semblence of a point and when i try to respond i get cut off like i wasn't speaking before i get three words out. lil common courtesy is all i'm askin.     talking in great detail about how you got divorced, how your last relationship went dow
*Forgive my spelling I do the best I can.... I'm old*     You get a call late one night after you get off work, it's a family member asking you to do them a favor. So you say okay what did you need? They ask you to make something for them to help out with a birthday party. Now you have to go in work early by 3 hours (which you have to cut back off because you are close to your max hours for the week). You go in early have it ready 10 minutes early even though they continuously text you about it to make sure it's done. You tell them it's done for them on time like asked. They proceed to text you saying "I'm coming" and they don't show until 3 1/2 hours later. A couple days later after you text and get no response, they text you and begin nitpicking and making things up you did wrong with it. Then accuse you of being in a bad mood. "I just asked a favor I don't know why you're mad".    This is unfortuneatly still going on. She's texting me saying I'm overreacting when she's sent me l
What Am I?
its fuckin bullshit!!! i get 8 or 9 id checks in a row every fuckin nite!!! i ask for help and why and nothing!!! WHAT THE FUCK???? why the hell are we letting the get away with the shit there doing? COPY THIS INTO YOUR STATUS AND SEE WHAT PEOPLE RATE YOU!!!! 1=crazy, 2=i'd marry you, 3=talkative, 4=sarcastic, 5=i miss you, 6=club head, 7=moody, 8=dumb, 9=mouthy, 10=spoilt, 11=random, 12=hot, 13=fckable, 14=fit, 15=amazing, 15=tough, 16=cute, 17=gf/bf type, 18=player, 19=i love you, 20=gorgeous, 21=the best, 22=cool, 23=funny
Tell Me What You Think!
Why is it that love is so hard to find, I mean true love! The kind of love that has no bounderies, the kind of love that knows no shame. I want to find a woman who can be as true as I am. I need a woman who can be my best friend and my soul mate! Is it so much to ask to want a woman who can love me unconditionally. I have been hurt so much my heart cannot take anymore breaking. .I have suffered long enough all I want is love. I know this does not sound like a typical guy but I see myself as a extrodinary guy one who knows how to love and is ready to be with a woman who can love like I do. In the heart of a true man is the patience to accept thier partners flaws, any mistakes thier partner has made becomes thier mistakes, the true man loves unconditionally no matter what is said or done, and the true man would never lay thier hand upon thier partner. In the heart of a true man is the longing to be with someone who appriciates him for him and not wanting to change him. In time the partn
God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day.He inquired of God. "Where have you been?"God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction, and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made."Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?""It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance.""Balance?" inquired Michael, still confused.God explained, pointing to different parts of earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over there I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things,"God continued pointing to different countries. "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice."The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then pointed to a land are
Hot Wife
Am I a wife to need a  screwing, the hubby just does not  keep hot me , either satisfied ? click here, and discover it         I love wearing nylons, sexy   lingerie with erotic dresses as I feel more feminine, I love showing off   and having my pictures taken, the more erotic the better, I love being   fully shaved as this increases the visual pleasure, and makes me even   more sensitive….short skirts with no underwear and loves the feeling of   getting tickled and feel the sea breeze between my open legs...and enjoy   letting people see of what I have to offer Like the beach, park,   kitchen, bed and sex. I like shopping for new sexy lingerie and by the   end of a lovely day, enjoy a glass of wine (and more...) with sunset,   latino music, and get ready for the hot nights....... spicy harmony that   is sensual, voluptuous, provocative..... the romance of the summer   months is reflected in a fresh and sensual interpretation of true   femininity, and hope to offer you a
This Is My Life
okay now i know ive been off the loop for a minute, by not having alot of female this one chic who i considered my home girl. ok we have everything in common, from kids ages to favorite foods, likes dislikes. etc..   okay now, i have a good heart n will help a friend in need, so now since i babysat her monster 18month old, n couldnt go look for a job those three days, shes yet to have paid me, and she knows i have no job. she just got an 800$ pay check this last week n said it all went for bills but yet she could go to the other side of the state to visit friends??? and another thing i seen her at the store after she got back buying beer n spending atleast 50$ on dumb how couldnt she give me money??   and while i was at the store, she called my man sexy, well she didnt see me infront of him cuz hes really tall, n his back was to her, but apparently she walked in and said hey sexy. then when he turned around she saw me, n had a shocked look on her face.. she k
Conspiracy Theory
Um why are they pushing soooooo hard for HEALTHY teens and young adults to get the H1N1 shot ? That age group has the most robust immunization systems and are the least at risk for H1N1 or any version of the flu. I understand that young children and older adults, or those with comprimised immune systems may need the shot. So why are they pushing so hard for everyone to get the H1N1 shot ? I think it's just another brick in the wall of immunizations that the government mandates, that in the long run will be found out to have so many side affects that entire generations will be damaged. Story Published: Feb 23, 2010 at 6:26 PM CST Story Updated: Feb 23, 2010 at 8:07 PM CST SPRINGFIELD, Mo. -- Some CoxHealth cancer patients received overdoses of radiation six years ago, and possibly in some other time periods.  The healthcare company has been informing patients and their families in recent days and plans to talk to reporters about the problem this week. The wife o
Pissing On Your Grave
Imagine youre dead. With where your life iz headed right now and haz been headed for a long time, describe how your grave site will look....including the surroundingz, the gravestone itself  and what little paragraph might be on your epitaph. Be honest with this and take this with the "gravest" importance in your reply. This iz the infamous new web rave, the remake of "Telephone" by lady gaga. Made by soldiers located in afghanastan, i found it interesting that no one has even so much as posed the question....   "So this is what's costing us $30 billion a year in afghanastan?"  
Recipes *as Seen On Sinfully Delicious*
2 eggs, seperated 1 1/2 cups milk 1/2 cup melted butter 2 cups all-purpose flour 2 teaspoons baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 tablespoon sugar 1 cup fresh or frozen blueberries, rinsed In a small mixing bowl, beat egg whites until stiff; set aside. Beat egg yolks; add milk and melted butter. Sift dry ingredients together; add egg yolk mixture and mix until smooth and fold in blueberries. Gently fold in beaten egg whites. Bake in a hot waffle iron. Makes about 6 blueberry waffles.   Cook's note: Through trial and error, I have discovered that it is best to wait to beat the egg whites til just before you add them. I have made a 3 times batch of the recipe and it made about 39 waffles. 1 cup flour 1 cup milk 1 egg, beaten 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder 2 teaspoon baking powder 1 teaspoon salt 3 tablespoons cornstarch 1 teaspoon soy sauce Mix all of the ingredients together. Cut meat into thin strips. Add to batter. Let stand 1 hour in fridge. Deep fry in heav
why the sudden change,why the sudden coldness when now more than before there should be closeness.there certain feelings that sometimes shouldn't be expressedbecause you never know when they can be taken for granted.Now I'm feeling some regretSad and lonely in my bedKnowing that I made a mistakeSomething that I can't go back and changeBut I know I must acceptThat certain feeling shouldn't be expressed©Rosana Torres While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a manwishing he could talk softly to her ear... While you HUMILIATE,OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is. While you HURT your woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her. While you make your women CRY there's a man stealing smiles from her. Live Life for the FUTURE and let the PAST be the PASTLife is too short to dwell over dumb shytCuz real eyes realize real lies*Go0d Girls get down wit da gangstas*
Something From The Heart...
There are lots of thinkg in life that are scary. All the good stuff usually is. Think of all the good things youve done in your life. How much of it was easy? Probably none of it was, but it was always worth the struggle, Ill bet...Some have said that Ive got guts and a heart at the same time, its a rare combination. Most people who have survived tough moments in life become tough themselves. I never did, even when I wanted too. But that was just the way I was...and it was no surprise after all Ive been through. Dealing with life at its most painful had given me both wisdom and poise, and a great deal of compassion. I wonder many times after that night, how different my life would be now if he were still alive. I suppose I wouldnt be out here. I wouldnt be half the person I am today. Thats all a part of me now. Its part of what makes me so special. I dont know if Id say I was lucky exactly, but maybe in a funny way I am. Ive had some damn tough things happen to me in my life, but Ive b
Believe Love Dedicated to Luke...My Heart Everywhere I am there you areIn wishes I make on falling starsWhile passing a stranger on the streetWhose eyes I never fail to meetIt's the clothes that you wearAnd the smell of your skinIt's the songs I hear that remind me of thenIt's the smile on your faceAnd the words that you singIt's the way you make me laugh and How I love wondering what you are thinkingIt's the feeling I get when you call me babyAnd how your touch can make me lose my breathIt's you that I can't help but fall intoIt's the words that you softly speakIt's knowing in my heart thatI believe in youIt's the longing, the needing, feeling likeI can't live without you Author: Azria     Copyright © 2009 Endless Wondering I watch you as you move with an air of illuminationIt's amazing how your feet never seem to touch the groundYour eyes are fixed on a path unseenIs this an illusion?...a dream?As you walk by everything is silentMonstrous people seem to gather aroundMy view is l
Random Notes
  Those of great worth and reliability = meaning the salt of the earth When the world is your oyster, you are getting everything you want from life. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder means that different people will find different things beautiful and that the differences of opinion don't matter greatly. Recent research findings about the health benefits of tea shouldn't be surprising. A single tea leaf contains a wide variety of substances. The two substances receiving the most attention in tea, however, are antioxidants and caffeine. Antioxidants We learned about oxidation a few sections ago. Just like tea leaves, apples and car hoods, humans are susceptible to oxidation. Oxygen molecules create stress on our tissues and organs by introducing harmful free radicals that lead to complications such as cancer and heart disease. Free radicals are charged atoms or molecules. They have to steal an electron from the molecules. Antioxidants are substances that slow down the damaging ef
For those of us who have forgotten life in the United States before the 1980′s, the sudden appearance of Brad Pitt and Yankees first baseman Jason Giambi, parading with freshly blossomed mustaches may seem random and unorthodox. Having spent the past year in the Middle East, where this particular expression of facial hair is very much a conventional display, I began to question whether we as Americans have forgotten an important element of human nature that many cultures globally have preserved. It was only after I embraced life with a mustache myself that I have come to transcend my initial prejudices on the matter. I have found in this current age, men generally fall into two camps: those who tote and understand the mustache, and those who do not tote and do not understand the “hirsute appendage of the upper lip.” The latter community perceives the mustache to be an arcane ornament, a male accessory that is often displeasing to the common eye. This is a
Looking For Friends And Buddies ^^
I love talking ^^ dont be shy or bashful. i am joshua. lets be friends. i need people to talk to ^^ Hello ^^ I am joshua, age 19 going 20 on feb 13th. I am a really friendly guy and i am always looking for friends ^^ i am an anime/ manga lover, i swordsman in training, an artist, a grappler, a leader of a clan in real life. My hobbies are making friends, playing sports, friendly sparring matches with friends, doing insane exercises and training. Just as long as people are nice to doing my best to be good and nice to them ^^ One thing i being mean. I cant stand being mean and i love helping people in need. I am a good person to talk to if you ever have any problems and need someone to talk to ^^ I know i talked a lot in this message but...i did have to introduce myself to my future friends huh? =) this isnt everything about me, so...if there is anything specific you wanna know about me...feel free to ask me ^^ final a single. i never really had any
New Auctions
I have decided to hold another Auction. I couldn't decide weather I wanted a winter auction or a Valentines Day auction so I created a mumm. THe votes were surprisingly in favor of a Valentines Day theme hense the red script. so this is how it is going to work. All entries must be in to me no later than Feb 5th the Auction will run from the 5th to the 14th. All contestants have the right to refuse any bid. Please do not ask to be pulled from the auction before it is over. All bidding will start at 10 million fubucks, sorry no exceptions. I realize some of you are above fubucks bidding but guess what? I don't care. If you are really better than a fubuck bid then no one will bid less than 165 credit bling pack on you and you won't have to worry if someone only bids 10 mil. I will not start anyone out at a higher rate than the rest. it is unfair and demeaning to the less popular people on fubar. So lets get this thing started.  Fee = 2 credits (if unable to come up with 2 credits and st
  Cherub- Second Order You are a Cherub. The 2nd Choir in the "First" or "Highest Triad" of angels. These angels are the keepers of celestial records and hold the knowledge of God. They are sent to Earth with great tasks, such as expelling humankind from the Garden of Eden. Ancient art depicts cherubim as sphinx-like, winged creatures with human faces, not the fat babies with wings that now grace greeting cards and book covers. Ophaniel, Rikbiel, and Zophiel are cherubim, as was Satan before his fall to evil. Other Cherubs include Gabriel, Raphael,  Zophiel,Cherubiel, and Ophaniel. They are guidance for divine protection, knowledge and wisdom.   Fire You are ''hot-headed'' and most of the time you get your way. You like to control people but hate to be controlled. Although you also have a tame side.     Vampire You prefer night to day and have lust for eveything abnormal. You stay true to who you really are and ignore the people who try to change you. You also like blood a
Michelangelo Sistine Chapel
After 3 bottles of great wineAnd looking at you in that dressAfter smelling your sexy perfumeAnd touching your smooth skinAfter sensuous embraces and kissesPulling up your dress and playingAfter licking and biting your neckAnd you slowly unzipping my jeansReaching inside and getting me hardAfter sliding your warm pussy against meAnd driving me out of my mindBy putting me half way in and sighingThen letting me go in a little deeperAfter pulling back teasingSaying you're not sure you're readyThen tracing my cock with your lipsWhile your tongue circles the shaftAfter pushing your legs apartPutting my hands on your hipsHolding you down, sucking your nipplesI know what you're thinkingWe're so ready we can't stand itA little voice is telling meYou're such a practical jokerI never know what to expectOpening your pussy so I can see itPleading with me to do you hardSpreading your legs even widerI'm gonna give it to you goodSo, I don't want to hear itThis is not the time to be jokingBaby, don't
Zombie Information
Here are my survival tips for a zombie outbreak..   Tip 1 Have an abondent suply of food and water...Can food is best.Make sure you stay away from meats 2-4 days after the power fails..Your best bet would be to stick to besides caned foods is ceral and if it is a must candy bars..soda is ok for a while but you need water..Also try to stay away from fishing for we wont know if the infection will spread to the life in rivers and oceans.. Tip 2 Make sure to secure your shelter so that nothing can penetrate the inside..bars on your windows will work the best..iron doors on the entrances will work..and makes sure to double check your property for weaknesses and gaps in security..A camera monitoring system would work for keeping an eye on the outside..make sure the cameras are out of reach from zombies,they might break them down..Last but not a car or truck in a building like a garage..if you dont have one and have time makeshift one that can withstand brunt force from the
My Heart and utter chaos....heart torn ftrom ur chest and nothing u can do to stop the pain.....complete loss of motor need for food or sleep......just total darkness.....pain.....slowly killing u pain......the kind u cant subside.....tears......falling like one here to wipe them and utter chaos....1,000 thoughts running through ur head......spinning......cant stop spinning......drowning....sorrow over takes and utter chaos.....fade to black..... Tell em all I'm on vacation,Say I went to visit friends,That you ain't heard or seen from me in quite a while,When they ask you where I've been,Tell em I'm out on the west coast where it don't ever rain,And that I'm probably doing fine,(Chorus)Just don't tell em I've gone crazy,That I'm still strung out over you,Tell em anything you want to,Just don't tell em all the truth,Yeah don't tell em all the truth,Tell em all I'm out in Vegas,Blowin' every dollar
Random Wondering's And Idea's
Request will be checked on every 30 minutes Come on by and check out The New Lounge on Fubar. Exotic Professions Is looking for member and staff. If you got what it takes. Then come on by and inquire. At work I have a notepad for all my work notes, occasionally I end up with a page full of scribbles of blog post ideas – mainly because I can’t write at work but know that if I don’t make note of it then by the time I get home I will have completely and utterly forgotten about the random ideas.   Has our definition of celebrity changed? I sometimes get recognised before my blog which is kind of what I want but at the same time I get all embarrassed about it. The most recent time was when I was helping out at opening of The Fountian at the beginning of April and someone who regularly comments on here said hello to me while I served him and his wife (or maybe girlfriend I’m not sure) and all the gi
Just Life...
  My life, my kid's lifes, George, Gordon, and talking to a man of God...just wanting to find some answers before it was all gone.      We fought for each damn thing we had. We were always scared, always moving, always striving to survive. I understood the unbelievable stress, and the depression. I was suffering more than any of us. But knowing what caused parents to act as they did in childhood does not make childhood better. It doesn't make it sweeter or pinker or more rainbowlike. The scars are still there, the hurts ongoing, those brittle, searing moments still raw. My kids will never forget or will forever push it down so far, that they can't relive it. You abandoned us. To this day, do you understand, to this day, I do not trust men. I do not trust relationships, I hardly trust myself. And don't you dare judge me. I hated it. It about killed me, but I did it because we didn't have money for food or rent or medical bills. That's what you did to me, and we were only
Life Goes On!
It's fine when good deads go unnoticed, but to fight with what seems like the world to help  a friend in need... F off I just wanted to say thanks to everyone for all the gifts.  I know this a game (and I love to play it), but all of those gifts and such just came at the right time.  I really needed a boost to give me a bit of a smile since I had to go to my cousin's funeral today.  I don't think hardly anyone of you knew the circumstances of his death or of his death at all, but they came at just the right time. Coincidence?  Maybe.  I don't know. Okay, so I figure this is the best way that I can keep people updated on how I'm doing without having to tell each individual, thus retelling some things that might not be so pleasant, but its also my way of letting everyone know when GREAT! things happen all at once. So, 5 Feb 2010~ Went for my functionality capacity evaluation - failed miserably... By not even being able to keep myself conscious, or able to walk on my own (I was
Blogs, Mumms? You Decide
    When i approach a woman, should it be with my intellect or emotions?  Comments are meant to be fun!     brain    Heart                                             Should I ever get into religious disputes with anyone?    A.Go right ahead B. Waste of time. as always comments should be humorous, i don't want to be bored Should I write about Chinese New Year that starts next Sunday or not?  yay  nay
Ok friends and family...the time has come for me to take some time away from FUBAR. Just seems to me that the more things change the more they stay the same and it can get very tiring. So I am going to take some time off.  If there are some of you that would like to stay in contact...shoot me a private message. See you all later. Inside my skin there is this spaceIt twists and turnsIt bleeds and achesInside my heart there's an empty roomIt's waiting for lightningIt's waiting for youAnd I am wantingAnd I am needing you hereInside the absence of fearMuscle and sinewVelvet and stoneThis vessel is hauntedIt creaks and moansMy bones call to youIn their separate skinI make myself translucentTo let you in, forI am wanting And I am needing of you hereInside the absence of fearThere is this hungerThis restlessness inside of meAnd it knows that you're no strangerYou're my gravityMy hands will adore you through all darkness aimThey will lay you out in moonlightAnd reinvent your nameFor I am wanti
Several times you have asked me What it is that I am thinking I never really answered Because I was still contemplating I wanted to tell you then What I was thinking inside But I was afraid that if I opened up You will want to run and hide Yet, here my thoughts I chance to spill With the hope that you may see That I am not a complex being Just a simple girl, that's me Just being around you Brings a smile to my face One that's been gone for so long, I thought no man could replace. When I look into your eyes A million words to say to you drift through my mind But with unfamiliar emotions swirling within The formation of sentences I cannot seem to find Your presence is ever so captivating I love to listen to you speak And each story that you tell Makes me see you're so unique
My Blog
what too say hmm have no clue hmm does everyone get many rude ppl  on here if so  what too do i will tell you i will not put up with rudness its just not right  respect  beacuse i will tell you off iam 37 a mom  and very single i put up with alot of shit from my exhubby i will not put up with that shit  ok some ppl can say  very mean things or smash ppl for what ever reason is  that they have no clue what ppl are like  or they just seem too have nothing better too do then says very rude things  too others  which is not very nice   too anyone  or just how they like too say hurtful things me i would never say things too ppl or rudeness iam just being myself  thats all you have too do  dont let anyone tell you different
I put a chick's picture up to see how many horny men and maybe lesbians would disregard the fact that I put Male 50 and also clearly in my about me.  A hell of a lot.  People should read, don't you think? The reason i put a girl's picture is to see how many people would click without reading that I am a MALE, got a problem with that? Whomever has a question of me , I will answer to the best of my ability
Thing On Mind
I hate when I have so many feelings running through me at the same time, anger, love, happiness, confused, lost, scared, tired, exhausted, No clue on where to start trying to sort them out and get rid of them. UUGGHH!! What to do, what to do? Ok needing some advice or suggestions. The guy I'm with says he loves me and wants to be with me the rest of his life, but he is going behind my back and trying to hook up with other girls. I got fed up with it and mentioned maybe doing a open realtionship where he could still be with others and we haven't yet totally discuss rules or conditions for the relstionships. I have ideas and I guess I want to see if they are reasonable. One of course is protection, then for him to be completely open and honest with me, no lieing, hiding his emails, texts, etc. I want him to make it clear to the girls that they are solely fuck buddies nothing more, I don't want them going out to dinner, him spending any money on them. I want them to pay their own way. He
My Niece
Surgery was a success!  (so far)  The two procedures lasted a total of about 7.5 hours from start to finish.  The had to go in on her right side (underarm) move the heart and lung out of the way and remove 5 discs from her spine.  (They had begun to fuse together with the progression of the Scoliosis rendering her spine 'not flexible' for the second procedure)  That procedure lasted about 1.5 hours.  The rest of the surgery was to go in through her back, realign her spine using pins, rods, and screws (from what was told to me) to reduce the curvature of 80+% to around 20-25%.  The whole surgery was a true success.  She was sent to recovery where my sister and brother-in-law were able to go in and see her when they woke her up.  She was saying she felt 'sore' but that was it.. and then complained she was hungry :)   She is currently in PICU (Pediatric Intensive Care Unit) where she was expected to be for about 48-72 hours, however, based on her responses to everything from the surgery t
Things To Say
i finally got my laptop and it is great it even has a webcam built in if i ever learn how to use . And i am open for idas and such to do when i do learn how to use it hint hint. kinky. My life is'nt much to talk about my days pretty much a repeat of the day befour i geuss you could say its alittel like the move groundhougday i get up and do the same stuff evry single day i get and clean for a littel whyal then i job hunt a littel on the computer .Butt hopefully all that will change onec i get in to jobcore after that i a going start my life and its going to be huge becaues i will be happy and on top of my game my life is going to work its self out. My granps walks around here like he has a stick up his ass he is always pissed off at everything most of all his old age and the first person that he sees he unloads his anger out on that person and most of the time its me. And he also has fucking porblem with me being on the computer and i dont give a fliying fuck what he says if he keeps o
If I asked you ….would you   Just sit awhile and not say a word?   Be my friend and expect nothing in return?   Keep a secret even if I upset you?   Lend a shoulder if I needed to cry?   Tell me if I hurt you even if it hurt to tell I did so?   Walk away and never say a word?   Tell me as often and in a manner you’re comfortable with what I mean to you?   Laugh with me not at me?   Love me unconditionally?  
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FREE 2 GOOD HOME im single & i've been told im good looking (personal prefernces i guess, depends on what u like)  looking 4 a new start i have nothing holding me back & am willing 2 relocate 4 the right person. i dont have anything but a bike & sum cloths & no BAGGEGE....i like 2 travel lite im 35yrs young 5'7" tall & 145lbs brn eyes & brn hair im making a new start 4 myself & wouldnt mine finding sum1 who shares the same intrests as i do i LUV 2 travel & c new places. i luv the ocean, being by the water is very calming 4 me. i like 2 watch movies hang out @ home or w/friends sumtimes go 2 the bar not really in2 night clubs tho. i drink & i smoke altho im really trying 2 quit both. im healthy & willing 2 work im not about 2 go & sponge off of any1 i like 2 pull my own wieght i need my independence plz. im on an island now & would really like 2 stay out on a coast east or west or maybe even down south. eventho i like the ocean i luv the country very much. the ocean has 2 many peop
Random Crap
Why must every day end in torment, like the flows of a river smashing against the dam trying to break through to where it belongs. Nothing is ever easy, nothing is ever simple, even the most basic actions and reactions take numerous steps to complete. Yet when it comes to the heart, the complications grow and the desires go beyond the basic to the neigh impossible to accomplish. Such is the way my heart feels now, no matter what I desire I feel as if I may never have it, as if it is always a hairs length outside of my reach. ~~~~~~~~Sniplet from FoxNews~~~~~~~~~~~~ Gun rights advocates have a California police detective in their crosshairs after he apparently posted comments on Facebook advocating that "open carry" supporters should be shot. East Palo Alto Police Det. Rod Tuason apparently posted the remarks on his Facebook page in response to a friend's status update, which suggested that gun advocates who carry unloaded weapons openly — which is legal in California — should do so
Hey everyone who is interested in joining the latest craze FARKLE is an amazing dice game but the name just makes it sound so naughty like it was made for FU.  We really need a Farkle ability bling or plain Farkle bling to celebrate the rage.  Don't leave us sitting in the dust Scrapper even FB has Farkle!   Now put your heads together all vote on my blog and send a message to the powers that be on FU that you want and need to Farkle!  Get a Buddy never Farkle alone.... it is always more fun to Farkle with others.  Let's have a FU FARKLE FRIDAY!!! Why is it that us BBW & SSBBW are regarded as nothing more than playtoys for those cold hearted SOB's who chose to play with our emotions.  None of us is perfect, we all have different tastes, but we are all human and deserve to be treated with respect and compassion. Will this world ever go back to when someones word meant something?  Will the day ever come again when you can trust another persons word?  When will man ever judge us for th
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Do not go gentle into that good night,Old age should burn and rave at close of day;Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right,Because their words had forked no lightning theyDo not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how brightTheir frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sightBlind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on the sad height,Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.Do not go gentle into that good night.Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Ok once again a padre at work has sparked off another blog, well this time I was in a sort of disscussion based forum.. a few of us there. Th
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Ultimate Hotties Coc
Ultimate Hotties Code of Conduct     PLEASE READ CAREFULLY!!!     1. All Ultimate Hottie Prospects must have a verified salute and 10 recently updated pics of yourself   2. All Hotties Must Be Female NO EXCEPTIONS, and CAN NOT be a member of another all girls group on fubar.   3. Must sign the COC (code of conduct) agreement below as a comment o"I AGREE " in order to be placed into voting   4. Shout Box & Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications .You may be able to set your profile to friends only if you have added all officers this allows us to communicate with you when necessary.   5. We would like if you added RideR ChulA and the home page to your top friends or fam to show support for her and the homepage ,but is not required.   6. All new Hotties will be assigned a Team Leader who we ask to be placed in top friends but don't have to be in top 7, but would be nice so you can represent the Hotties for more exposure. Putting your Team Leader into Fa
A Demon Needs Help To Level!!!
Attention All Demons!!!BADBOY DRSTONE needs 33 more DEMON FAMILY ADDS to level up to 38.  Please add him to your family!   Help a FU out :)   Above is his link.  Thank you for helping!!   ~AngL~ Hey Everyone!!!   A Demon on my Friend's List needs help to Level!  He is a Level 37 @ 99.99% and needs some temporary Demon Family Adds to help him level.  If you could help him out, I would appreciate it greatly!!!   Thank you...   Here is the link to his profile!!! Hey all you Demons!!  Can you please help out Demon Ranger level up??  He needs to be added to some more Demon families as a requirement.  Please check him out and add him... thank you sooo much!! This is Demon Ranger's user profile! (and he is my number 2 family) Thanks again :) *hugz to all AngL  
An Angel Needs Help To Level!!
Hey Everyone.. Again!  :) JenLove, Level 34 Angel, needs help to level.  She needs 14 more Secret Admirers.  If you could please, stop by her page and click on that Secret Admirer link and send her msg or sb letting her know, I know she would appreciate all the help.  This is one of her requirements to get to Level 35.  I would also appreciate anything you can do to help her.   THank you and here is her link to her profile! Hey Everyone, Again, I know :)  ♥Priceless♥ is about 500k to level to Angel... can you please stop by and show her some love.  She is runnin' Auto's for about 6 more hrs ... any help would be great!  Thank you so much again! Here is the link to her profile... *hugzzzzz Hey everyone.. can you please help out this beautiful lady get the points she needs to level to Oracle!!! She is running Auto 11's and is less than a million from leveling!  Here is the link to her profile :) http://w
So I just started a new job a few months ago. I do customer service for pay-day loans in America. As we all know as working adults (I hope most of you are working), we do not get paid on stat holidays and banks are closed. You know what chaps my ass...? I hate having to tell people on the phone that it's Remembrance (Or Veterans Day in America) on Friday. It really bothers me that people forget. If it wasn't for all the men and women who died for our freedom, who knows what would have happened? C'mon society, you need a reality check. They shall not grow old, as we that are left grow old:Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn.At the going down of the sun and in the morningWe will remember them. RIP, Grandpa. ♥ Well, where do I begin?! Let's start off with my lovely bus ride home this afternoon... (I take the bus because it's cheaper than paying for parking downtown... Suck a bag of dicks!) So, I'm chilling on the bus and my phone (just so happens!) dies. Great, ju
Lame Stuff... Maybe Some Gushy Stuff Too
why is it that I can't ever love those close to mee? I am absolutely in love, and will never be anywhere close enough to act upon it. wow. I am sooo lame for even lettin myself feel that way. It's on. Im sooooo never chattin with awesome peeps again.. lol so you better be a loser if you gonna come around chattin... lol Here is the fight between me and the friend of mine that my last mumm was about - Im sorry I didn't use the phrase kick rocks. She is the pink - I am the blue. This was a txt convo.    Wanted 2 talk  awwww. Whatever nevermindfine Well u dont seem intrest n listenin what could you say that wasn't a big "fuck you"?  Alot ah But u don+ care dude... we've gone through this sooo much that no... I don't. Then fuck it have a great lifereally? ok I hafta wanna hash out shit to be a homie? Wouldn't you rather I just dropped it? fuck! or would you rather I cared and left a shit load of "fuck you" to let you know how I feel? lmao! ignore some more... LOL! ha ha haForge
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how to treat a lady To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every g
Theres this guy he stole my heart  never could i imagine id fall so hard, hes the one i think about both day and night though we are miles from each others sight. when he talks to me i feel all tingly deep down and side  like my hearts going to jump out and float with the tide. you see hes the one near and dear to me  holding to my heart the key. she smiles and laughs like theres not a care in the world as happy as she can be, but when behind closed doors  tears seem to flow and her knees hit the floor. asking why all this hurt and why all the pain  shes driving herself insane.  she drowning slowly in misery so deep  no can save her now. shes falling and drifting just fading away can no one hear her cries?  tears keep flowing and this girl keeps smiling  pretending all in the worlds ok i sit upon my bed wondering about my life, where ive been and how far ive gone, chastising my inner thoughts as i yell and scream for someone to hear, not a soul around to save me from
Cosmic Deconstruction
ok, this just grosses me out....what in the world do people get out of sharing pictures of their dicks TO THE ENTIRE WORLD, not even a select group of people, no you have to share with EVERYONE and please, ladies, explain to me how a picture of a dick smothered in it's own cum is attractive? have you never seen something like that before? does it just blow you mind? you're probably getting flashbacks to your middle school years slutting it up in the boys locker room. honestly...and i don't even do this blog shit but fucking christ! i mean don't get me wrong, i love dick just as much as the next chick on here, but have a little respect, what happened to the mystery of sexuality? i guess some people are just starved for attention...clearly they didn't get enough lovin somewhere in their childhood that they feel the need to share their junk with the whole world. that's what the "family" is for you know? you want to share your shit then by all means KNOCK YOURSELF OUT, but
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I'm A Needle In A Haystack
Would you please read this and my profile, and let me know what sort of impression I make?I learned about something in my social psychology class today.Most people almost always make assumptions based on first impressions. Me, I'm kinda odd. I just sit there and watch. I gather evidence, and then make judgments based on all of what I've learned so far.Things like skin tone, gender, women's chest sizes etc DO NOT REFLECT ON WHO I BELIEVE THEY ARE!That's supposedly logical behavior, yet I've learned it isn't COMMON behavior, especially in the USA.I dunno if anyone is going to read this bulletin. I mean, who really does? Most of the people on fubar don't even read profiles, but I always do.In other words, I don't make negative assumptions anywhere NEAR as often as other people seem to think that I should.If you do read this, could you please respond? I'm really curious as to how I'm coming across. I'm tempted to place this bulletin in my profile, but I'm not sure what the reaction will be
*As graceful as a swan the Mistress walks around to the front of him..places the ballgag over his mouth once more..tying it tightly. She wraps her arms around his back..pulling him close to her she licks her lips as she sinks her gleeming white teeth into hisneck..letting them break the skin she bites down harder..letting the blood fall into hermouth..and down his neck..Finally she releases him from her embrass she lets out with a deep unknown hunger.."I want to play a game..."**The man's cheeks still soaked with tears his body trembles with anger. Though the mistress keeps on pushing his spirit only gets stronger. Waiting for the right moment to strike He swears to himself Revenge will be sweet..and it will be tasted tonight**As the Baroness walks toward the table she speaks to the man like a tiger to her prey.."The rules of this game are simple, pet. Only one of us can win and I promise the other will be broken. I have spent my life being in control. Lets put my strength to the test.
What You Think
I love when you're unhappy I love when you're in pain I love how your mind goes crazy And leaves you feeling insane. I love the tears you shed I love how you wish you were dead I love the thought of knowing You know I'm in his head. I love the torture you put yourself through I love the thought that you don't know what to do. I love it that you're miserable Sad and feeling blue. I love it when he puts you down I love how I can make you frown I love how that smile you had Has quickly been turned upside down. I love how you think of me and fill with hate I love how you left it all up to fate I love that you were dumb enough To think he was your soul mate. I love it all so much, it just fills me with joy to know the man you loved played with you like a toy. Don’t know which road to go down Or which path to take All I know is I don’t want to make the same mistake   My heart is telling me yes But my mind is telling me no Sitting here thinking Should I stay or sh
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Worldly Insight
For more than five decades we have drifted away from the principals God set forth when he created this great country.  We have deluded ourselves into thinking that we could replace God's laws with the laws of man.  My hope is that we can band together to change our country.  I truly believe we can do this by getting on our knees and praying to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. My prayer is not that we will not pass laws to make abortions illegal, but that there will be no one seeking abortions. My prayer is not that we will make pornography illegal but that they will go out of business due to lack of business. My prayer is not that we pass laws regulating morality, but that the people of this great country will become great again because the word of God is written upon their hearts. My prayer is that God will give us God fearing leaders who seek his counsel and forgiveness.  That God will put these men and women into positions of leadership in our governments, our schools, our busi
One Day
When I smile my eyes seem to sparkle If you saw me inside you'd know the truth It's really the pain shining through. I say I'm an open book; but honestly no one can read me. I say what's on my mind, but not the state of it. I give my heart and soul to those around me; 99% of those people have broken at least one of them at some point. I stay silent to spare them the pain of guilt. I've been strong so long but without a foundation, I never know which blow will send me crumbling down. I'm worried I'm running out of pieces to pick up again. Nevertheless I love my life for the sake of those in it; for the moments between the blows that make it all bearable; and for the love I give but seems to elude me.
Songs That I Like
Don't be aroused, by my confession Unless you don't give a good Goddamn about redemption I know Christ is comin', so am I And you would too if the sexy devil caught your eye She'll suck you dry But still you'll cry, to be back in her bosom To do it again She'll make you weak And mourn and cry, to be back in her bosom To do it again (Pray) Til I go blind (Pray) Cause nobody ever survives Prayin' to stay in your arms just until I can die a little longer Satyrs and saints, devils and heathens and lies She'll eat you alive Jesus is risen, it's no surprise Even he would martyr his mama to ride to hell between those thighs The pressure is building, at the base of my spine If I gotta sin to see her again then I'm gonna lie and lie and lie She'll make you cry I'll sell my soul, to be back in your bosom Gladly now please suck me dry And still you'll cry, to be back in her bosom To do it again (Pray) Til I go blind (Pray) Cause nobody ever survives Prayin' to stay in her arms just until I c
My St.patty's Day Auction Come Check It And Bid On Me
AUDASITY when people are nice enuff to give u the shirt off their backs no matter wht is goin on.. that is a tru friend weather it be on fubar or real life.. when you have that persons  complete trust n respect thats true friends.. but remember when u deceive them and ly and betray them.. you will lose all trust and respect they ever had for you..   tip of the fubar day do unto others as u want done unto u karma is not always nice have an awesome day! WIKKID'S BLING WISHLIST   MOM'S DAY BLING PEPPERS  SEXUAL HARASSMENT ROCKSTAR POLISHER hi..   i have not  been the greatest person i should be or the most amazing.. but i am me.. i truely thank  the people who i have met on this site.. you all are  great in ur own way..sum ppl i have met on here hav become some really close good friends of mine..they are the type of people that you can talk to  about anything..the type that are there to talk to u through the good times and bad..who make u smile when u are sad or down..if
Like turns to lust~ Lust turns to love~ Love soon turns to lies~ Revealing the truth when I look in your eyes. Emptiness swings to and fro~ Black then sees the light~ Insanely cruel thoughts overflow~ Into my head all through the night. The unknown stairs you in the face~ While reality rips away at your throat~ Deja-vu reveals this place~ Forever gone with one last note. Coppyright Rhiannon T. Howard It's been one long week since I've seen your face or felt your warm embrace. Loving that you love it when I smile. Get lost in your eyes; a sea of shimmering caramel. I wish I would have held on just a little longer For today you are gone and your memory slips a lil farther away from my mind and heart. But the most shocking of all is that I can still feel your energy and presence near by. I can feel you thinking about me simply because you know I'm thinking about you. "If you love someone, set them free and let go and let God" because we are
Ok Gang....Since I love mirror shots so much..Ive been told that I should do a contest. So, guys and gals, if you have a sexy mirror shot and want a chance to win 5 million fubucks...let me know.  My investor tells me I should start the contest as soon as possible so....spread the word.....and private message me with contest in the subject......The contest will run for 7 days, it must be SFW and total number of rates and comments will be added up to determine the winner......this is my first time, so be gentle on me....   guys and girls...don't be shy!! I spend a lot of time on Fubar, probably more than I ever should, time that should be spent being a mom and fiance.  I've met a lot of great people and made some lasting friendships.  So, I have no regrets about anything.  I'm a sucker, I've sent people millions of fu bucks for auto 11's and blasts that never panned out, I was ripped off.  Still, I'm happy to be here.  I make salutes for salutes that I never get back. I see obviously
A child found on the battle field, robbed of family, stripped of home, is found by a warrior king. Thrust into the care of the kings spy, a boy begins his lessons at the knees of a master. Will this new found tool grow to fight for the man who destroyed his home or, will he turn in his masters hand? I'm new here so I'm just spiff-balling here. I'll rarely post anything of weight or moment. As the title says, I’m merely spiff-balln. So please take no offence and feel free to post comments at your leisure. Some of what you will find here is more for me than you, sorry; but true none the less. This will be where I post story ideas, my version of love poetry I right for my wife, and possibly story questions. For all you English teachers who have flinched while reading this, all I can say is, “I told you I needed help.” (*-*)
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Same shit different day. i write cause i can. nothing new with me. the same pain in drama. i speak the truth and it gets twisted im tired of feeling like the bad person. i wont lie to kick it so why do you? i feel like poppin off and cant stop it. im mad at my self for letting you in and stomping on my emotions. why do i let you do that. am i crazy or do i love you. i cant believe this shit man i let you in and now you have to go? you got wat you wanted dont think imma let you back in. who am i lying to i know you wiggle your way in. so why bother?  RIP GRANDMA MARIE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. ITS BEEN 12 YEARS, ANOTHER CHRISTMAS ANOTHER YEAR WITHOUT YOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. DANCING IN THE RAIN HOLDING YOU TIGHT WISHING THIS DAY WILL NEVER END. KISSING YOU KNOWING ILL NEVER LET GO. ITS YOUR LOVE THAT KEEPS ME GOING. DANCING IN THE SHADOWS. MORE AND MORE HAPPY KNOWING I CANT GO A DAY WITHOUT TALKING TO YOU ITS A BEAUTIFUL THING WH
Hope I Not Getting Sick
Show If you love someone and you want to be with them. Then you need to show them. If you want to be with them then tell them. Show them that you care. Show taht you love them. Soif you want something to work stop hiding. Make it clear. Make it so they know. world crashes down the world comes crashing down it crashes hard. you feel alone but dont know why. you want love and happenness but these two are hard to come by. your heaart cant take much more. when the world crashes keep a look out. because it might be the one you love might be next. written by kimberly jean someone I thin if you love someone so much. You would do anything for that person. Just being there and to show support. Knowing that someone is there and will also be. True love comes with in.
Dude Man!
Hey You blast all day Soft and hard Ill feel so great Or end up sad In what form you are Your always to be there To change my mood With the energy of your blast Where to go? No where to hide Its lovely to feel the heat once more Hoping it wont come crashing down The air breathes life to all who accepts Just to tease but always to remember How blessed the day has been, tommorow always another.     Speak to me for your silence scares me Unsure of what you want Scared you are hurt Speak to me for your silence makes me mad Its hard to react, I just feel alone Speak your mind People tell you not to So speak to me please so im not scared Scared that we together wont speak for all the others who wont Your voice can be heard We all want to hear Dont think its not valid I want to hear
we come to times of trial and choice through life. What separates a good man and father.. from the rest, lays in the palms. how much blood are you willing to hold? how much of your own? we live in a nation of indulgent bastards dreaming of gold rings.. at the cost of fellow soul. it is no secret that i hold little opinion for my fellow man or their acts.. the actions of a decaying society that has been on a path of destruction far beyond the years i ever took first breath. my poor fellow man and woman of a land corrupt and born to... non has gone without suffering or wrong.. non has not been smited unjustified. but few remain to stand against.. to wily give of thy self in full for a greater good. teh heart has grown weak and inept to see the good in these dark places. our selfishness engulfs like a kerosene fire of lustful dreams. am i the only bastard child of the cold world that will stand defiant? am i the only one that sees a purpose beyond myself wants? TAKE... all my blood.. in y
Obama Care
As written, the current health care bill before Congress already is guaranteed to face serious constitutional challenges on enumerated powers, 5th Amendment racial discrimination and unequal state treatment. Now the White House seems determined to add a whole new reason courts will throw out Obamacare on sight. Director of the Stanford Constitutional Law Center at Stanford Law School and former federal judge Michael McConnell explains:      "To become law- hence eligible for admentment via reconciliation- the Senate health-care bill must actually be signed into law. The Constitution speaks directly to how that is done. According to Article I, Section 7, in order for a "Bill" to "become a Law" it "shall have passed the House of Representatives and the Senate" and be "presented to the President of the United States" for signature or veto.  Unless a bill actually has "passed" both Houses, it cannot be presented to the president and cannot become a law.      To be sure, each House of C
OK, this makes the second account that I have had here. The first one I believe got deleted due to a message I sent out. I am a collector of cleavage shots and have amassed quite the collection of pictures. I have collected from a lot of lovely ladies here and on other sites that I belong to. I an up front and honest with what I am askind and not Bullshitting around.  I tend to think that the up front approach is the best way to go. Now I know alot of ladies have misunderstood maybe what I am asking, this I can see and understand.  But to go and block me or have my account deleted, thats a bit harsh. I thank the ladies here  that have replied and said yes to my message and also like to thank the ones that have said no as well.   There I at least got a response. I know its a small rant but thought I would get it out there. I love boobs and I try to stay a gentleman with this and I am sorry to those that dont see it.   I have been thinking, alot of my friends on here have my MSN
Food For Thought
1 Corinthians 13 (NKJ)     Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal.     And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.      And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned,[a] but have not love, it profits me nothing.     Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;      does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil;     does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth;      bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.     Love never fails. But whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there are tongues, they will cease; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away.      For we know in part
Two Names You Go By: 1) Jaejae 2) wiife   Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1) shirt 2) bra   [01] Do you still have feelings for your ex?  nosirrr   [02] Have you ever been given roses? yes i have, i LOVE roses
Pathways Into The Broken Heart
Lost inside the mists of time, with shadows gaze upon the world shorn Darknes encroaching upon the lands, the cries of the sons and daughters unborn Amidst the dance and gaze of time immemorable with which the call of man Whose folley was and folley is to indulge of the sins of Pan For the shadows gaze foremost the night with lusty calls and bitter frights With the writhing sighs and caressing moans of the damned souls of night For with the howls of wounded bondage bound and the whimpering cries of the sadistic mass With whom the indulgences of the twisted mind thrive so coy and crass In the sufferings of those to whom love is sought in sufferings blind daze As the night time calls of the immortal lands from darkness shadows gaze Alone at night when darkness falls and the lack of life echoes through the halls The only sound; the heart rending silence left in the wake that seeks to drive me from this place The silence left with the absence of love, that precious gift bestowed
oh my gosh.....cranky ppl REALLY NEED TO GO HOME AND TAKE A NAP!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was literally run over by a car 2 years ago, and among my many new things to adjust to I have traumatic brain injury which means its hard for me to remember or learn new things.My daughter, Trinity (here on fubar) has been doing stuff for me to get me started here. I kinda had it figured out a little , but now I'm hopelessly lost again. "sighs" The stupidest thing I have ever done in my life was get ink. My big dumb jerk husband was cheating on me a LOT and all his ho's had tramp stamps that were butterflies or flowers or some other cheesy looking thing . So I decided to get his attention by getting something more "provocative".I got, on my back, "spank me", on my right upper arm I have handcuffs, and on my left upper arm I have cherries. Now I'm divorced,I hate my tattooes, and I was told there was some kinda cream that would make em fade.Please tell me you know what that cream is and where I can buy it.
My Poetry
Tell me.created @ 2008-05-11 15:27:36 Tell Me.Tell me now what you feelTell me never againTi's a lie or Ti's a lineHeart's torn in tow by that phrasenever to know the it's truthwords no just sound'sWord's have powerWord's have truth's and Lie'sSound's have no meaningSounds are beautiful and chaoticSounds are Lie's of truth'sTell me now or neverTell me once ore foreverAre these word's or sound'sAre they real words or sound's writtenWritten sounds are false sound'sOnly the thought, the memory make them realSo are they word's or soundsSo do they hold Truth or Lie'sTell me nowtell me never againWhat those word's you said?I love you and in love with youAre they Words or soundsTell me; NowTell me; Never again. Nothingcreated @ 2007-05-23 14:24:35 Taste my lipsTaste my bloodBoth of crimsonFeel my heartFeel my breathsign of lifeTaking a chance, I'm opening upDon't play games,And treat me like a whoreJust hold me, and be my friendsListen to to your heartListen to my wordsAre they the sameArms l
Heart Of Fire
good morning lover it's time to wake up look what the new day brought a promise of rain a roar of thunder a flash of lightning a trembling that shakes us like an earthquake as we hold each other tight as love flows like magma we rock there together in the dawn's smoldering light hours pass, time stands still you whisper moan into my ear mmmmmmmmmm I love you I smile and stroke your face and gaze in to your eyes such a wonderful day for a storm Wake me from this dark dreaming Bring be a smile for my lips Give me a sign to start scheming how I'd hold you by the hips I see your blue eyes gleaming shining at me across the room I read in them a secret meaning telling me you want me too Around one question we dance I think we need to answer soon Is it time for some sweet romance? shall we dance to a sweeter tune? She smiles and looks deep into my eyes, I see her need come pouring out to me She nuzzles close, and whispers in my ear, softly whispering words that I want to hear sweet lov
A Nascar Blog
teams that seem to be doing worse: kyle busch- giving up steve addington as crew chief was just dumb. proof? up to the end of march he hasn't even got a win yet. wake up joe gibbs!!! michael waltrip- getting near retirement anyways carl edwards- still no wins and the keselowski incident didn't help. teams that have not changed much: jimmie johnson- staying consistent and having one of the best crew chiefs speaks for itself. chad knaus is so meticulous that it's doubtful that he will ever have a bad streak so jimmie just needs to keep driving the way he always does tony stewart- they haven't really changed much, but they will need to if he's going to make the chase who benefitted: kurt busch- even though tryson was numb enough to exit, getting steve addington was one of the best moves kurt busch could've done. they are still getting the wins joey logano- being very teachable has been one of his assets. having a crew chief like zipadelli helps too. expect him to get at lea
Things In Life.
As I sit here a terrible injustice is bestowed upon me by will. Just recently I embarked on a Abstinence program for myself, Which included going 40 days without anything sexual in nature to happen during those 40 days. That rules out anything self gratifying, Pornos etc... Ive been on this task for about 7 days now, talk about having a rough 7 days... Where most men communicate with the wrong end of there brains in conversating with females.. Has anyone reading this ever had to go through such a ordeal.. I am very strong willed and im very dedicated to conquering this 40 days plastered in front of me. It helps me better understand that everything doesnt have to revolve around sex or does it have to involve sexual undertones.. Im sure ladies understand a guys approach from the very start and know how the conversation is going etc.. Im just wondering if this ordeal is gonna help me overcome such a long stretch without it.. when it was 2-3 times a day to 0.. I hope I have the patience an
Stories And Fiction
Time surely does fly. I've been chatting online since 1993. That's longer than some of the kids online here have been breathing. At that time we used to use dial-up modems to connect to centralized BBS's (bulletin board systems). Over the years online speeds have increased remarkably. The software is far more sophisticated than it was back then. Some things haven't changed, though. Online romance happened then and it lives on today. I've always thought it was completely illogical and almost laughable. I mean, seriously, how are you supposed to have any kinds of feelings for someone you haven't met? What's the attraction of words on the screen accompanied by what may or may not be an image of the person with whom you are conversing? Who are these idiots, anyway? Well, whoever they are I have to count myself among their idiotic ranks. Yes, I have experienced online infatuation(at least) more than once in the seventeen some-odd years I've been chatting. I consider myself to be otherwise r
Wicked Coven
Bored, So Some Old Shit
Laying trainqually Eyes fixed upon her memoirs Intensly drawn to the piece She submits her words No sense of difficulty Eagerly transitioning line by line No intent on waisting time Beauty often rests reticent Only omitting here or there For what is seen when gazing upon her Serene yet potent What is she supressing Does she lay somber Or slumber frail It is only to be seen Dark in appearance Sheltered by a spirit Stripes hide this figure Distracting us from truly viewing Total realization is obscure No longer enchanted with self expression Her body exhibits motionless conduct now Mysterious seems to be her game This is one who shall not be tamed Eyes set with ambiguous purpose Distracting and misleading She remains composed She remains enticing She remains a figure Struggle weighs...     As much as the battle itself     Or as loose as the grip     That holds the fight together Struggle is...     A conflict between two sides     A situation of slipping
A Day In The Life Of A Mac Geek
I have a blog on Blogger that I am working's all about beautiful Purple things. I am trying to get new followers, I think I am doing a real nice job on it. Can you guys check it out ? Love yaz So I break up with my boyfriend of 3 years, move out of his apartment and a month later we are back together as friends and have the best relationship we've ever had. He is dating his ex girlfriend, I am seeing a new guy (Boytoy they call him, 10 years my junior..wink wink) and all is happy in the world. I give up trying to understand life.  All I know is it is working and I am a happy camper. So I am going out to Indiana for Easter Weekend. Driving out with the BF tomorrow afternoon. This all should be very interesting being a Jersey Girl.  I'm looking forward to doing a little cow tipping..Making sure I pack my little Powerbook with me.   It's a 12 hour ride, I am damn sure through farms and other miscellaneous Homeland USA huge expansions of land
An Unexamined Life...
  "What is F.u.cT.?" Fuct is a group containing the best Fu has to offer. The best of the best.  It's a group of people who are sick of the protocol & drama, and who just want a kick ass family that always has their back. It's built up by the 7 sins, because face it, you've gotta sin to win :) Others are invited to join the ranks, as well!   "Can I join?" The team is looking to only grow stronger & bigger over time on Fubar. If you're interested, get in contact with any of the FucT members listed below.   "What do I have to do?" All that we ask is that you rate, fan & add the members in the FucT family and over time add all of those who join along the way.We want to keep this a tight family  and make sure everyone gets support as we grow into an unstoppable Fu-Army! Be sure to add FucT to your name, as well. It can go anywhere, abbreviated or not. We do require that you have a salute!   "What do I get by joining?" Haha, sorry we don't have official FucT giftbaskets or anyth
The Truth is in the airthe feelings i just cant bareyou left me when things got hardu sit there like u dont careyou lost something great in ur lifeand all u can do is ignore itYou sit there in the dark feeling sorry for urselfWhen there is 2 lives growingHalf of u n half of meU will never really seeLooking into those eyesAll i can do is feel sorry for themThey will never know who u areFor the fact U dont want to be thereu say u do but u truly dontIf u truly did u would be here no matter whatLife is short n u dont careThey need u in their lives butU make me feel like u dont want anythingSit there in ur darkness n feel sorry for urselfI guess u will never understand what its likeMake ur excusesI don't care anymore Im tired of waitingfor u to grow upI guess u will never truly see how great these 2 can be   Again here i stand hold my bleeding chestanother piece is gonelittle by little my heart disappearsLeft in the darkness of my hurtfeeling what i didnt want toknew it was
2010 Bl0gs
        Can anyone truly look at a sunup and say that there is no God. Dare I  gaze into the heavens on a starry night and not know that we have been blessed by the Presence of an Almighty Creator. And then there are those billowing cloud formations we lay staring at as a child. Could this be an act of chance? If you want it.. I do.. Come and get it.. if you dare.. Or listen to the melodious tune of a babbling brook as it sings on its merry journey. God's handiwork is all around us and His signature is on each of His masterpieces. Do I dare?  Because God cares! And the greatest masterpiece He ever
Not drunk but still venomous I still let myself get dragged into bashing someone again... I'm not proud of this but feel I do have a right to be angry.  Unfortunately, to explain why is a tad embarassing.  I fell for a rather old trick and since the person who scammed me is a well known and very frequent presence in the MuMMs, my anger keeps getting re-enflamed. Worse for me is we have too many friends in common and I end up pissing them off, which is not my intention.  I believe scammers, especially when real $ is involved, need to be trashed and I would expect the same treatment if I scammed someone... Normally I don't explain myself or my actions, but last night I was an absolute ass on here and i think it merits explanation. Regretablly I broke sobriety and then to make matters worse, I signed onto Fubar only to find out I missed someone I REALLY care about and was pissed at myself. Then i went on to pick a fight with some people that I find rather phony and droll only to have
PRAYER OF A LOVER   Everynight when I pray, I thank God for each new day. I also thank him for something sweet, I thank him for each time you and I meet. He has Blessed me with his grace, He gave me the chance to see your face. He has taught me much, My favorite lesson was the joy i felt at your touch. Ok I promise this is the last of the food stories. I wrote this one the day after the chili dog one. This one is about roast beef Aujue.   THE RACE         The roast beef is challanging the Aujue to a race through the land. They started at the town square. They went forward about a block with Aujue in the lead. They turned the corner in front of the hardware store. Out of town they go. Look out for those trees, bushes, and brambles! SNAP! CRACK! OUCH!  Through the swamp now. Roast Beef got through first. Roast Beef has a big lead. Roast Beef just entered the desert. Look! The race is not over yet. Aujue just exited the swamp. Aujue will have to hurry to catch up with Roast B
Dear Agony "Dear Agony" I have nothing left to give I have found the perfect end You were made to make it hurt Disappear into the dirt Carry me to heaven's arms Light the way and let me go Take the time to take my breath I will end where I began And I will find the enemy whithin Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Dear Agony Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Don't bury me Faceless enemy I'm so sorry Is this the way it's gotta be? Dear Agony Suddenly The lights go out Let forever Drag me down I will fight for one last breath I will fight until the end And I will find the enemy within Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin Dear Agony Just let go of me Suffer slowly Is this the way it's got to be? Don't bury me Faceless enemy I'm so sorry

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