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If you are on me please....thanks......if big deal.... Im having naughty thoughts........     that is all. I need body tossin' clothes rippin' orgasmatronic sex........NAO!!!!!!!!!   that is all
It never fails. Its all the same. I'm tired of the games u play. Well count me out. Yeah it makes me heartless. Yeah it makes me cold.. You react upon reactions. I never meant for this to happen. I never meant to be this way. I don't know what i was was thinking but today it really did change. I will always be there. I will always have ur back.. But nothing more than that.. I won't come to u with anything. I won't do this. I can't.. I'm sorry.. I fucked things up.. Go figure its just like me... What the fuck should i even care. Im waisting to much time in such a hollow place... what was i thinking.. who were u to play back on it.. U had a part in it.. but no it's selfish of me To even blame u at all.. Cuz I knew better... You are not the mastermind. You are not the one I mind. You are not the one I love. You are me trying to convince myself. You sit there all perfectly in your abercrombie clothes. Acting like nobody knows. BUT you know I know. Your secre
The Guitarman
Being generous is a trait and a good trait. To be able to help those in need and not to expect something in return is a rareity in people. I give and refuse to ask for anything in return. For to ask for something in return is not being generous, it being greedy. And Carl "the guitarman" is not greedy, for you damn sure can not take it with you when you die! And as Forest Gump would say, "that's all I have to say about that"> Do you agree that the minute that you have somebody corporate dictating your words, it is no longer true graffiti? Graffiti can never become too mainstream because it is an activity, not a style. Mainstream embrace can water down the cliche graffiti look but most progressive graff artist have evolved past that eighties wild style look. It’s true that once it’s done for a company it’s not true graffiti unless the company is the graff artist’s company and they advertise their product with their street art. Graffiti is generally an illegal activity which conform
This Is The Part Of My Life Where I Yell Son Of A Bitch
Silently standing, awaiting sunset, a small group of soldiers patiently sit. Head to toe in camo, armor, and ammunition; these weary warriors fight with conviction, Jets and helos break the silence, as these brave men prepare to stop violence. Flashes, noise, pain, grief and misery, the farthest things from their minds as they pray on bended knee. Hand signals, nods, the shuffle of boots, the sounds you don't hear when they destroy evil's roots. "CONTACT LEFT, TANGO DOWN, OUT OF AMMO, BLACK BLACK BLACK" they keep pressing onward, without ever looking back. Constantly moving, running head long into danger, these brave men who earned the title Airborne Ranger. A wife becomes a widow with the knock on a door, as all of her strength crashes with her to the floor. She cries all alone as he confirms her fears, her hero has died, covered in blood, sweat and tears. She remembers her pride and how much she would brag, but all she has now is a folded flag. She wishes it were
She Devil's Paradoxx
Hey all my wonderful friends I am making animations and pics if interested. I will do it for offers. I am trying to get up fubucks to pay for VIP or Auto 11's and Bombs. If you would like one PM me and let me know. Send me the pics you would like to use with a brief description of how you kinda want it to look. Below are some examples I have done for my wife so far. I will be putting up more as I make them.  ANIMATIONS I made this for my wife she is a new member of Dangerous Curves.   I made this for my wife when she had her 11's on       PICS  
COLD IS A RELATIVE THING. . . . . . 65 above zero: Floridians turn on the heat. People in WY plant gardens. 60 above zero: Californians shiver uncontrollably. People in WY sunbathe. 50 above zero: Italian & English cars won't start. People in WY drive with the windows down. 40 above zero: Georgians don coats, thermal underwear, gloves, wool hats. People in WY throw on a flannel shirt. 35 above zero: New York landlords finally turn up the heat. People in WY have the last cookout before it gets cold. 20 above Zero People in Miami die. WY People close the windows. Zero: Californians fly away to Mexico. People in WY get out their winter coats. 10 below zero: Hollywood disintegrates. The Girl Scouts in WY are selling cookies door to door. 20 below zero: Washington DC runs out of hot air. People in WY break out the snowshoes. 30 below zero: Santa Claus abandons
Wonderful Me!!
Perfect, just perfect, the wave ahead of me is just perfect.  I’m lying on my board out at the point where the water breaks just so, it’s my favorite spot, and this is a perfect wave.  It rolls across the ocean as though it was sent straight from hell itself.  A personal “fuck you” from the devil just for me.  I blow hell a kiss and rise up to my knees.  I can see its fury its malice, and I resolve myself that this one I take to the sand.                  The closer it gets the faster my heart beats, pounding at my chest as though it wants to run from whatever this wave might bring.  But I steel myself as I rise onto my feet.  Yes you big beautiful bitch come get me! My mind screams, but my hands tremble and my mouth is dry.                  Now its close, a roaring wall of water wanting to send me back to the sea.  I lean on to my back foot as it comes along side me.  The world stops, and waits as me and this beast become one.  I ride the nose of my board r
Risking Everything
Well I have always been a pretty crazy girl and went where the winds blew me. Well this time I think the winds have finally blew in a direction thats worth risking it all. Sometimes in life you meet people that are just so amazing that your life is changed by the first conversation. On fubar I have made some pretty cool friends and a wonderful guy. My friend MJ came to Florida for a wild ride of a vacation that had its ups and downs, but man am I glad she came. I had a FUBAR account but never really used till she came down. Thanks girl now I know why your on here all the time!!! Love ya MJ WELL I HAVE MADE A MILLION MISTAKES IN MY LIFE. I HAVE MADE LIFE HARDER ON MYSELF MORE THEN MOST COULD EVER EVEN IMAGINE. BUT THIS TIME I MADE ONE THAT AFFETED EVERYONE AROUND ME. I WENT ON A WHIM AND TRUSTED SOMEONE THAT ABUSED THAT TRUST. I AM 27 YEARS OLD... I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER, I MEAN I AM A MOM FOR CHRIST SAKES. I SHOULDNT HAVE TRUSTED SOMEONE I DIDNT EVEN REALLY KNOW. NOW MY DAUGHTER AND
Song Lyrics And Album Cuts
Click here to listen to the music as you check out the lyrics ALL MEANS NOTHING Words and music by Rhob Elliott, Todd Johnson©2007 Awful Racket Music (ASCAP), All Rights Reserved "... ask not what your country can do for you, ask what you can do for your country" - Pres. John F. Kennedy"... Tear down this wall..." - Pres. Ronald Reagan "... because people have got to know whether their president is a crook...well I'm not a crook" - Pres. Richard M. Nixon "... government is not the solution to our problem, government IS the problem..." Pres. Ronald Reagan "... not gonna do it... wouldn't be prudent..." Pres. George H.W. Bush "... those weapons of mass destruction have gotta be somewhere..." - Pres. George W. Bush "... I did not have sexual relations with that woman..." Pres. William J. Clinton "... in my line of work you gotta keep repeating things over and over again... for the truth to sink in... to catapult the propaganda..." - Pres. George W. Bush "... tear down this wal
Dark Side Of The Moon Lounge
He every on come buy and check out my lounge and join help us get our name out there plz Come To Dark Side Of The Moon Lounge//// SilverWolf says she is sorry for being gone but come in and relax and injoy the page we made   Come and join us at rick-dickulous lounge. owner Zerocool9050,Co owner SliverWolf,Co owner Steelerector. So come on buy have a drink on us if your new to our lounge.
Island dreams in hot solar rays, footsteps on the grainy sand, clear blue oceans where dolphins swim, pina colada's and coconut palms. Stories in reflected glories, with laughing and founding desire, morals be delicious soft silky love, like the wings of a peacefull white dove, Hearts beating in redness fury, a cold strike upon the stone, with love flowing fast and smoothly, a tremble and shake from the bones. myspace graphics IN LOVE I meet her gaze I help her stand I hold my breath and kiss her hand I see her blush her cheeks red now I smell her hair and kiss her brow It brings me joy to hear her speak I take her hand and kiss her cheek I feel her skin beneath my finger tips I hold her face and kiss her lips Our love's true passions will now begin I caress her form and kiss her skin Our passions flow like summer rain Our love's fulfilled as we kiss again In the afterglow in fond embrace We speak of love and I kiss her face Copyright ©2008 Dale
Today Is New
I am moving to Apple Valley, Ohio near Mt. Vernon. i can't wait to get out of morrow county, ohio. and i am promoting a new lounge check it out. This must be blogged. I got to ride on a harley davidson motorcycle today. i loved every minute of it and will remember it forever. He rode up in his leather and asked me if i wanted a ride so i grabbed my shoes and we were off. It was the best feeling in the world. i haven't been riding for 20 years and it was like coming home. Thank you to everyone on fubar. i love this site. Rock on!Bigbutyjudy I am starting over. i am single and live alone for the first time ever. I love it. I want to meet new people and have lots of fun.
The Antics
so your shopping, and the lil boy askes, mommy, whats a copstopper? what? you reply you know from that movie... where he says dont move copstopper, and then says, mmm such a good copstopper...... so lets imagine for a moment, that your sitting on the couch with some sexy girl on her knees in front of you. the windows open, blinds up. theres a knock at the door. the girl gets up and looks through the peep hole starts laughing, and calls you over. you look through the peep hole. what do you see? two mormons going door to door to discuss the demorilization of our youth... as you turn back around, she pressess you against the door, drops back down, and continues where she left off. and then you hear one of the people playing there own version of games upstairs, yell out the window to the mormons, "we arent home". doh! be sure to comment so your lil boy is getting dressed for school. and sees you, your eye all most swollen completly shut. what little bit is open, is r
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The Straight Low Down:)
for the love people, this place cracks me I am not and will never ask to see your nsfw, so you can bet that I will NEVER!! bling you or blast you or 25 second vip to see them.  the reason this cracks me up is why the hell are you posting photos you supposedly are so intent on letting only a select few see!  Premise I am asking for money for you to see me naked..theres a word for that lol! if you post the pics you know your wanting people to see it, if you didnt you would not have even taken the bloody pics in the first place.  like I said cracks me up:) hugs and luvs, JC For all you folks who thinkim just another knotch on your fu belt, guess again! If I friend request you its cause I ment it and I expect some semblance of communcation a hello if I say hi A thanks when I give gifts small things to you major things to me. If your to busy with your 5000 friends to do that, well you can count on 4999 cause I will delete you. having said that thanks to all who have bothered and im sorry
Awesome New Lounges
Come Check out the awesome new Redneck Heaven and Cutting Edge Tavern were the music plays all night and all day and we take your request and play all sorts of Tunes so what you waiting for come check us out!!!Redneck Heaven link is: And Cutting Edge Tavern Is: We have live DJ'S so come check us out we love to see ya in the lounges.      I would like to invite you all to come to the REBEL REDNECKS FAMILY bar on May 24th at 9pm we are having a Auction and is also one of my REBELREDNECK SONS B-day and we going to have a great time and party so come have fun with us and enjoy the company. Those of you that dont know the link it is: so what you all waiting for come party with us and get your bids in on all the ones in the Auction if you would like to be in the Auction just get with me either by the bar or yim me at must be in by May 22nd that it the deadline du
Spider's Cage
        BabyBoy Is Having An Auction one Bomb Bling and a Auto 11's And He Is Starting It Off With A 1Mil Dollars And Ends This Saturday So Come Start The Bids Click On This Pic BeLow And Bid Bid Bid !!!!!! So Hurry And Put A Prize Or Amount on Them... They Will Go Real Fast And Soon ...........So What Are U Waiting For???????????? This Bully Was Made By : WolfGurl (repost of original by 'WolfGurlHeadProMotor@TheCage' on '2009-06-09 08:07:42')
Thoughts N Stuff!
There's always 2 side to every story told no matter what kind of story it is. Lately I have been feeling betrayed, stabbed in the back, lied too & many other feelings to go along with it.  I had a very good friend of the family pass away & was buried on 9/11/2010.. I went to reach out for the 1 person that was always suppose to be by my side to help me get through the rough times. But nope he couldn't even get online or fkin call me cuz he was to damn busy playing cards with his buddies. I'm sorry I maybe wrong but if u love someone & wanted to marry her, you'd drop anything to comfort her when she's hurting deeply. I have always been there for ppl and it just seems like the one time I needed someone he turned his back on me which hurt me even more then I was already hurting. Let alone I was reliving the whole 9/11 cuz I was there, I saw the hurt children, adults, etc & doing everything I could to help out that day. But for some reason all that didn't matter to him. Back in july of 201
Jum Dankwean
now ..around the world"made life to investment " then my life not think that............. I should W " the way of my life stye " and stand by me and natural............ get away from the bank ... " don't make every thing for them rich " now ! I found my life " easy and deep art today poletic not for people now thailand have monnydemocracy not for people ofcuse ! redgrop made for taksin shinawat " bad polish "
Being Stupid
LOL. So Texas Blondie was apparently rated somewhere below a 9 and she got pissed! Ugly people make me laugh! She did think my status was funny so i need to thank her for that. But i can't because she blocked me with the crafty words"blocked". Now i am all sad. LOL. Guess that is one less friend. Awwwww -G-   Ah I was able to get one of them back today. So I rate this Sweet Kitty person a 9. Now 9 is not bad at all. In fact I thought the woman was pretty cute, but the picture just didn't say 10 to me. What did I say? Oh the picture. Not the person.  Anyway, she says something about thanks down rater or something like that which is no big deal but she left a message all cussing me out like "you think you're an 11 fucker?"  Come on. No where on here do i say i am an 11. Can't give myself one. Nor do I ask for one anywhere. I really could give two shits and a fuck if i get one or not.  I have got a few of them from the real women here that are smokin like say anyone from my friends lis
For My Father On His Birthday
My dad would be 87 today...just having him close in my thoughts and heart. Luther van Dross-Dance With My Father Again -
The strongest Trustworthy. Sexy. Professional kissers. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic and funny. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Loves music. Not a Fighter, But will Knock the fuck out of u. The best and biggest freak in bed! Strong. Considered to be a "Spartan." The most intelligent. Falls in love too easily. Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt. I'm running....Alway's running ....As the Confusion set's in....As the angels....Open their eye's....As we are so unhappy....We are so sad....For we had lost a best friend....We shared the years....We had shared the days....As you say you'll join us for a walk on the clouds....Then we'll join you for a rise to the stars.... It brings out the worst in us....When your not around....So where did you go where where did you go.... As we count the fallen tears that fall before our eye's....Hiding behind the empty smiles as the lightning crashes....Like the wave'
everyone talks about what is faair and what isn't. well this is life its not fair and never will be. Though i feel pain as i right this. it is about me and everyone else if this touches you. When people needed you, you was always there for them. but when the tables turn are they there for you?. no instead they are off else where leaveing you to deal with it yourself. All through-out our lives we try to shape who we are but, its the people we keep around us that makes us who we are. and as we get older we all seem to come to these roads keep helping others and risj getting fucked over ( oh an you will me fucked over) or do you become the one doing the fucking over. eventually we have to decide to be the prey or the predator. in many ways we are all both and neither those who have good hearts and good intentions will make it out better in the end but of those owho use will always be the losers. but what of those who have become cold and hateful from the lives we have lead and the
they say you can't fix stupid and boy are they right... conversation with a guy that messaged me on the plenty of fish dating website... keep in mind that his profile reads just like his messages. way to put yourself out there. maybe i'll post part of the profile at the bottom. just cuz it's that damn funny. enjoy! Subject: i kno ..... Me n u would b a very good combo Subject: RE:i kno ..... and how do you know this? Subject: RE:RE:i kno ..... Cuz look n the mirror ur finer thn a mother****er Subject: RE:RE:RE:i kno .....  really...does this work on other girls? i read your profile. or at least tried to. i'm not interested in a "getup" so try looking elsewhere. and's "know" not "kno" Subject: RE:RE:RE:RE:i kno ..... Nice try at talkn sh*tur not2 good at it tho stick 2 the Lil****losers who r real good spellers baby Subject: RE:RE:RE:RE:RE:i kno ..... give up the pick up lines, "cuz ur not2 good at it." Subject: RE:RE:RE:RE:RE:RE:i kno ..... Look baby I gotta 1
Make Up/ Skin Care Help...
  DJ DARK COMMANDER Is up for auction!Auction Ends April 21st, 2009 @ 4pm EST!Bid & rate the pic Please!!!!!!!!!!!Click the pic below to bid!!! so here goses some of me singel dad fightting to have myy son full time been thow hell all my life and trying to get a holed on it but not easy at all now hiring lounge staff if you want a to join hit me up on yaoo dark_dark_knight_commander
More Then Memories To Me
how can you take everybody away from me means so much to me its like my whole world has fallen apart i know that people say you don't take them away unless it is there time but sometimes i find that hard to believe and i honestly don't understand where you are coming from wen you take a father of two lil ones then a lil over a year later you took a 16 year boy and i know that he had no right to be out that late driving, now they have to live on in the hearts of there loved one they will always and for ever live on in my heart i know that much for sure but i still don't understand why there time on earth they were both so young when they had to come home forever i know you more then likely had or have something very special for them to do i know that they are the angels i feel around me all the time i see them in my kids all the time and they never got to meet either of them it just really hard to deal with sometimes cuz they act so much like them its not even and i thank god everyday
Something Funny
Two nuns are ordered to paint a room in the convent, and the last instruction of the Mother Superior is that they must not get even a drop of paint on their habits. After conferring about this for a while, the two nuns decide to lock the door of the room, strip off their habits, and paint in the nude. In the middle of the project, there comes a knock at the door."Who is it?" calls one of the nuns. "Blind man," replies a voice from the other side of the door. The two nuns look at each other and shrug, and, deciding that no harm can come from letting a blind man into the room, they open the door. "Nice gazongas," says the man, "where do you want these blinds?" A woman goes into Cabela's to buy a rod and reel for her grandson's birthday. She doesn't know which one to get so she just grabs one and goes over to the counter. A Cabela's associate is standing there wearing dark shades. She says, 'Excuse me, sir. Can you tell me anything about this rod and reel?' He say
Always There
People change day by day, Hoping someone will show them the way. Some changes are for the best, And that’s when we are put to the test. Test your will to live, And also your will to give. Live like you were dying, And give with out trying. Trust in yourself to make the right choice. Scream loud so the world can hear your voice! Push through the hardships, And work out all broken relationships. Remember all the precious moments, And let go of all the false movements. Never forget the way they made your eyes glisten, And take the time to stop and listen. Hear them when they sit and cry. Hold them close when they are about to die. Tell them everything will be fine, And let them break loose and shine. You were there all along, But it took forever to know that I belong. Your hearts I have broken, And your words I have spoken. You left me to grow, And did I ever put up a show. I left your lives pained and concerned, And had no idea of the bridges I burned. I
so there i am sitting on the bed thinking of what the night will have in store for me. the bathroom door in the hall opens up and out steps this complete goddess. Now at this time in my life i wasn't particualarly the outgoing type and in my mind this was a woman that i believed i never stood a chance with becoming friends, let alone bringing her home with me. She has got to know that she completely captures me at this moment. My eyes are scanning her perfect ( in my eyes ) body. She had excused herself just before to slip into this beautiful peach babydoll set which was a perfect contrast to her skin. She had the body that every man would love. Just right and soft as velvet. I know i have some goofy grin or something as she walks toward me cause she gives this nervous smile while biting her lower lip ( you know ladies, that sexy ass smile that buckles me ). Her hair is perfect as always. You see latin women have the perfect hair. Thick and black with subtle waves that you can run
There are 365 Birthdays. Out of all of the billions of people who live in the world, there has got to be somebody born on each day of the year. We're going to try to accomplish the task of seeing if we can fill the calendar up with a birthday on every day of the year.Add your name next to your birthdate and lets see if we can do it!!! (Hey and don't delete any one) Copy and paste and make a new bulletin! ! ! ! ! ! ! !January 1-Dustin Engler!!!January 2 -January 3 -January 4 -January 5 -January 6 -Courtney BryantJanuary 7 -Ricky "Dunn Dunn"January 8 -January 9 -January 10-January 11-January 12 -January 13 -Judge D.January 14 -Samantha marie KlossJanuary 15 -autumn nicole pateee(:
Song Lyrics
I am one of those people that feel song lyrics make or break a song. Lyrics allow people to say things they have always wanted to say, express what they are feeling in a way that can be felt and understood by many. I am never one good at speaking up about how I feel nor am I eloquent or well versed. These lyrics reflect my attitude towards things happening in my life. Have you ever felt that the world is just spinnin so fast and you are close to losing your grip, and slippin away? If that makes any sense. That is how I have felt for a long time. It isn't till recently, due to certain people in my life I have had a few hands be reached out towards me and those those I thank you. Thank you for making me feel whole again And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you And this is who I get when, when I don't know myself anymore And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me Breathe yo
Ripped From Shawty Zomg
seriously comic relief lmfao 
My question of the day is simple.. Why does bad things always happen to good people. You find somebody thats awesome.. they let you down.. You find a job and in turn get 10 more struggles in the financial department, Your nice to a person you cant stand with the most inner part of your being.. they screw you over. Why is it people always seem to kick when your down. They never put a burden on you when you feel like you can take the world.. And it has always been like this as long as man kind has been in existance  The world is so full of evil.. why are humans, the smartest of all the species. the most relentless of them all?. Why do they feel the need to create wrong doing on others? why do they feel the need to lie, cheat steal and murder their way through life.. everyone does it.. all of those They murder everyday!  They kill each other on the inside.. and create more chaos then ever imaginable. People in this world need to learn that the misfortunes we expirience in life will
I am currently living in a house here in Natrona PA. I only owe $6,000 on this house...... I am trying to make it my sole property. Forgive me but I have poor credit and I cannot find help from any banks or anyone. I am 28 years old, and I am very responsible. I have lived in this house since July of 2008 and I have paid all of my bills on time every month. I am looking for someone who would be willing to either buy this house for the remaining $6,000 dollars and allow me to make reasonable monthly payments to that person. Or I am looking for someone who would be willing to loan me the $6,000 dollars so that I can buy this house and then make payments on the loan. I am honestly trying to not have to deal with the person that I am buying this house from initially. I don't know what to do...The individual that I am purchasing this house from is always trying to do me wrong. One month she charges me one price and because I get a room mate she wants to demand that I pay her more money each
My Complaints Bout General Population
Ok, here is my burden. I was working at a job I truely love. I worked with mentally retarded individuals. All going well for 361days.Then one day im accused of verbal abuse toward my favorite client. Do I even need to tell you guys that I didn't do? I didn't do it! Well, there were no witnesses only the one person that accused me was around me. All the other staff were in the kitchen the doors shut, and I was outside with my clien where I was suppose to be. Long story short, I spilt tea on myself and supposedly I called my client a "worthless piece of shit". #1 this client is someone i truely love, I share whatever I have with him from my drink to my Marb's. I think more of him and the other clients than alot of my acquaintences. I do not make a habit of cussing people out period. No matter who they are. #2  this client did not spill or throw the tea on me. So I had no reason to cuss him anyway. Well the question I have about loyalty comes in where the co-workers lied on me and about t
my mumm was seeing how bad i had been. Yes i had an affair with a married man. Unfortunatley for me i was given the wrong impression. 'Im leaving her' ' I dont love her i love you and we are going to be together' How much of an idiot was i to believe it all. His wife found out and confronted me. So, i backed off. Im never doing it again. EVER! So my mumm was to see how many of you decent folk have slipped up... and if i was a minority, and to  make me feel better that i wasnt the only one in this world that fucks up. Do gentlemen still exist??   They flatter a lady genuinely... They dont mention sex at all... They dont ask you to do anything... They give and expect nothing in return...   OK... maybe this is a load of crap.. maybe i wouldnt mind a little respect!!! Yes i know.. repect is to be earnt.. I flatter genuinely.. i dont mention sex and wouldnt expect anything from anyone and im so much of a giver its untrue. I am respectful in all senses...until someone disresp
The First Of Many Poisonous Entries
Well its that time of year again!!! Im at my Aunt Sandys and Uncle Parrs place...and so far Im having a great time I miss tommie immensely however, and sometimes he dances around in my head and distracts me...but thats alright....I know Im coming back to him....and that is a comfort. The drive to North Dakota starts on monday....and wednesday is my 20th birthday....Holy fucking shit Im not going to be a teenager weird!!! Anyway, just wanted to write a stat...signing off!! If I have my whole life ahead of me the why can't I live it? I alwasy disappoint someone. Im so confused and caught in the tight grip of control. Will someone please free me? Im ready for something els
Not For The Faint Of Heart!!!
I finally know how to say what i feel... Do I care what you think? LOL NO!!!! I dont... Do you care how I feel?? LOL again NO!!! Whats left to be said?? Im not the person you thought I was.. Im sick ... SICK of Being ignored.. Sick of being walked over!!! this goes for every one!!! Dont under estimate me!!! you dont know me and what I am capable of.. Do you throw the word Love around like a toy?? lol Peace betches!!! There are times in our life when we are either a part of, or just witness things that we wish we have never seen or went through! I myself have been there! Ive been abused Mentally, Physically, Verbally and Sexually. Ive been hurt more times then not and at times have wanted to give up! Ive been suicidal thinking theres noway i have anything to live for! there was a time in my life when i would ask GOD "WHY ME." Theres a time when my best friends were the pills that promised to put me to sleep,if i took just the right amount i wouldnt hurt anymore! There are times when i w
Saving The Easter Bunny
Little Boy at Nude BeachA mother and father take their 6-year old son to a nude beach. As the boy walks along the sand, he notices that many of the women have boobs bigger than his mother's so he goes back to ask her why that is. She tells her son, "The bigger they are, the sillier the lady is." The boy, pleased with the answer, goes to play in the ocean but returns to tell his mother that many of the men have larger things than his dad does. She replies, "The bigger THEY are, the dumber the man is." Again satisfied with her answer, the boy goes back to the ocean to play. Shortly thereafter, the boy returns again, and promptly tells his mother: "Daddy is talking to the silliest lady on the beach. And the longer he talks, the dumber he gets. A little boy went up to his father and asked: 'Dad, where did my intelligence come from?'The father replied. 'Well, son, you must have got it from your mother, cause I still have mine..'---------------------------------------------------------------
Some Tags Made (if Yours Please Leave Comment When Picking Up Thanks!
You may recognize me, and there's a reason for that! I did have a previous account that I had to abandon due to the drama that was surrounding it by an ex-friend. It was just much easier for me to have Fubar Support delete that account and to start fresh. (The only bummer was that I was level 26! But that's really not that big of a deal because I am here more for friends then for online points! :) )This brings me to where I need my fellow fu's assistance! Can you repost my bulletin so that the friends that I had on my lists can see how to reach me at my new profile? Thanks sooo much everyone!   Here's the link to my bully: matter if we had met before or not, feel free to send me a Fan/Add/Request and I'll return the favor!! Thanks a million everyone!! I would love to help one of my favorite Indie bands make it to this huge opportunity for them! So, I am supporting them the best I can, voting for them the maximum 20 times a day.. can you h
Ramblings And Other Such Things
Colors or Black or White?blackPink or Purple?purpleYellow or Green?greenApple or Orange?orangesFairy or Princess?princessPanda or Kangaroo?pandaAnalog or Digital?digitalCoke or Pepsi?cokeCoffee or Tea?coffeeCake or Ice Cream?ice creamMiami Dolphins or New York Jets?ICK neitherHockey or Soccer?soccerSummer or Winter Olympics?winterRollerblade or Iceskate?rollerbladeFire or Ice?fireDildo or Vibrator?vibeBeatles or Rolling Stones?BeatlesElton John or Billy Joel?Billy JoelGold or Silver?goldMetallica or Slayer?MetallicaPineapple rings or tidbits?tidbitsIn tic-tac-toe, are you the X or O?OHeads or Tails?headsSchool or Work?WorkThrow up or Diarrhea?neither thanks anywayBowling or Rollerskating?bowlingHurricane or Earthquake?hurricaneToo fat or too skinny?too fatCoffee with creamer or black?w/ or ?whateverAmazing Race or Survivor?SurvivorDomestic or Foreign car?dependsMiami Ink or L.A. Ink?L.A. InkSandals or Tennis Shoes?sneaksTwister or Connect Four?con
The Primer Of Shadows
A friend of mine wanted to know how you can see a person as they are and I told him to look for a Honest Moment. He looked puzzled and I explained it to him... A Honest Moment is when a person is caught without any of the masks or filters they use to deal with the day-to-day throng of humanity. An example would be when a friend of his was interracting with a small child. She didn't think anyone was watching and her face relaxed and a honest smile crossed her face. As soon as she noticed that someone saw her in her moment, the mask and facade went back up. In a Honest Moment, you can see the potential of a person, their happiness and their sadness. Their rage dancing with their fears. I learned that people want others to think of them in a certain way while totally not being true to their essence of self. If you are lucky to see a person's Honest Moment, you will most definitely see what I mean. A photograph can rarely capture a Honest Moment but it does happen.      Wild Cards is a s
Anyone Can Read These :)
I posted several stash items through out the night. Most of them are Alvin and the Chipmunk videos...what can I say, I love that shit!The last 2 videos are from our Cruise video that we purchased from Carnival. The "Setting Sail" video has a couple seconds of my sons on it. I marked them in their spot and I even tell you the minute & second where the'll be in the title so you can just go right to it.The "Deck Party" video is about 10 minutes long and has a lot of me, Allison, Simon and my husband. I marked me a couple times and my husband once. Can you find me the rest of the time? I would rather you watch and comment them than to rate pictures and stuff...lolAnyway, take a look at them and tell me what you think! If a man cuts his finger off while Slicing salami at work,He blames the restaurant.If you smoke three packs a day For 40 years and die of lung cancer, Your family blames the Tobacco company.If your neighbor crashes Into a tree while driving home drunk, He blames the bartender
Just Stuff
I hide behind the veil, of powder and pencil, I live behind the will,of hunger and grief Only to become, underneath it all, a shade lighter, yet, a shade darker I am unleashed, into the night, in search of life, amongst the darkness But stumble upon, something even more, terrifying than what, I'm trying to find I only need to look, within myself, for the horror, that is mine And stumble, to a mirror and, see the reflection, of evil itself You see, the Devil, doesn't exist, as we have been taught to know it. He is in me, and in you. For every rage, every sin, every scream, every dim, lit night that falls upon us, He is in me, and in you. Doesn't that suck? Waking to the stench of rot and fire. Burning, gagging, vile, filth, I reach out from my dirty bed towards the rays of the moon, like the living light to a thriving flower I rise..... Stretching my way out of the grave, I fight to live again. I stand confused, hungry, cold.....realizing one thing will make all of this pain, bewi
Just A Freakin Rant
So I have decided to keep a lil harem of bishes...They must be my slave and rate me and give me stuffs. drinks etc. lol...In return of being my bish I will do the same for you...So...if u wanna be Wykkeds bish...u must tell me why u deserve the title. lol...MUAH...luvs all of ya...thanks in advance. LOLPs...this was for fun...but I wouldnt mind really having some of my own personal bishes. LOL...kisses you sexy aka WYKKED For real people...Cant you be the same all the time instead of being wishy washy from one moment to the next....There...Ive said my peace...grrrrrrrrrrrrrr So Im finally dating again and actually having a good time...Some dates not so good others great....Actually have had several dates with differet friend over the past 2 weeks and I have to say...Some men in this world are gentlemen....Hmmm....stay tuned...for the dating blogs...Lets see if this will get crazy like the last time I was dating regularly.....blah...
I Am Addited
About the 12 Step Program Twelve Step programs are well known for use in recovery from addictive or dysfunctional behaviors. The first 12 step program began with Alcoholics Anonymous (A.A.) in the 1930s. The 12 Step approach has since grown to be the most widely used approach in dealing with not only alcoholism, but also drug abuse and various other addictive or dysfunctional behaviors. The first book written to cover the 12 step program was titled "Alcoholics Anonymous", affectionately known as the Big Book by program members. Following the subsequent extensive growth of twelve step programs, numerous books and other media were created to cover the steps in more detail and for different addictive and dysfunctional behaviors. An extensive chronology and background about the history of A.A. has been put together at Dick B.'s website. The twelve steps of the program are listed above in generic form. Other groups who have adopted the 12 steps to address their own particular addictive
Bored As Hell
I'm 18 yrs old I was born 2/26/91 I have blue eyes, blonde hair I'm a senior in high school..graduating in 2 months. I love my friends and would do anything i can for them. I'm a lover and a fighter...just depends on the day. I'm not a whore. My dad died when i was 10 I've lived in many different places. I can be a bitch...but only if you put me in that position. i don't really know what to talk about. I'm just really bored and waiting for someone to come talk to me... If you wanna know anything about me you can just ask me. I'm not very shy and I will answer just about anything... Well apparently a couple years ago I started a blog on here and I just now realized it lol. Figured I should update about me seems how I'm not 18 anymore and a lot has changed. * I'm now 20 and living with my husband of 9 months. We have been together a total of 2.5 years and we have a beautiful little girl together. * My daughter's name is Vanessa. As of the day I write this she is 7 months. She
Dark Smoke
My lungs are full, burning The reaper on me Clouds of dark smoke fill my lungs I feel i am dieing Oh how i wish to die Black smoke release me into a painful abyss I only wish my heart to stop the pain is to much Take me now, i want to suffer Dark smoke, my death My saviour I dream of death death is where I belong I am yours, take me Drag me out of my skin Sweet death, my saviour Make it hurt Death can't come soon enough Killing myself seems so tough Life. so rough Why must i live Why can't death just give Free me now Free me now  
Music First Song I Created
The First Mistake versus 1 There singing this to you just to tell you that I still think about you/I want to ask you how you been and who you with/how are you in this world/I still think about you and where would we be now/when you lay there all alone do you think about me like I do/Do you wonder what im doing at this moment/ I do all the time-----------/ Chorus It's been along time since we have seen each other/ It seems like i cant get you out of my mind/ before you left I should have told you what i really wanted to say/ and not bottle it up inside/ the feeling's wont leave me alone and I dont know what to do/ It's been 5 year and it still eats me inside----/ Versus 2 The days I spent so mat at myself/ I was so full of emtions that it kept me up at night/ I should have told you what i was really feeling/ So why am i waiting when there's nothing left to say-------/ Chorus It's been along time since we have seen each other/ It seems like I cant get you out of my mind/ Before y
Samsung LN32A550 32-Inch LCD TV 1080p - Cheapest Price! Samsung LN32A550 is a perfect  way to step up to Full HD 1080p resolution. A fast 5 ms response rate produces smooth-motion scenes for sports and action movies, and a dynamic contrast ratio of 30,000:1 makes for deep blacks and crisp lines (15,000:1 in 32-inch and 37-inch models). Samsung LN32A550 is a perfect  way to step up to Full HD 1080p resolution. Superb connectivity and networking  with a USB port and 3 HDMI 1.3 ports with Consumer Electronics Control (CEC) means these HDTVs play well with all of your other electronics. Samsung LN32A550 32-Inch LCD TV is a perfect  way to step up to Full HD 1080p resolution. Easily enjoy MPEG and JPEG files stored on external devices by connecting through the side-mounted USB 2.0, turn your LCD into a full-scale home viewing gallery, or connect your MP3 player for a dynamic audio experience. Samsung LN32A550 32-Inch LCD TV is a perfect  way to step up to Full HD 1080p resolution. A
Art And Me
Got to the point again for a second time , sick of the people on this dam site and how they act . If you are a friend of mine and want to stay in touch then stay in touch on my yahoo or like to stay in touch dont know how let me know , This is not for sure ill give it untill tonight and see what happens let me knwo if you like me to stay or you like to see more of my artwork , i get enough comments on this blog about staying then i will , if not the stuff above will apply. Rick
Hi there! I'm in a Salute Contest and I need help from my friends I need Rates, comments and even bling count for points. The breakdown of points is listed below. The winner will be the one with the most points There are 3 ways for me to receive points.  * First is rates which will count as 5 points. * Second is comments which will count as 1 point. * The third and final way is bling. Each bling credit will give you 5 bonus points added to your total points (ie. If you send me a 1 credit bling you will get 5 points added, if you send me a 3 credit bling you would get 15 points for it).  If send bling please state in the bling message who the bling is for that way the correct contestant receives the credit for it. please thank you! I'll Pay you 1000k for one pic rate just pm me when done and i will send you the fubucks! Contest Brought To You By: (DJ) Army Medic-Handyman @ The Playground/ OwnerofWeldingangel/ownedbyDevilsAdvocate
Meanderings Of A Loosened Mind
As I sail on the wine dark sea, I keep running into these stange winds that blow me off course.   The gods have not been kind lately. The crew is restless. My mate is going mad. I sit alone in my cabin wondering how I can survive the chaos.  I have determinde that if the fates send our course by a tranquil, verdant and promising island, I will abandon ship, leaving my crew to tear each other apart.  Perhaps this is cowardly, but it could be merely survival. Well Today was father's day.  I didn't sworn at but bit get bitched at, got a card that's sincerity I question, was brought to a restraunt that I liked purely by chance and was given 6 pairs of socks. I guess it's better tan a poke int the eye with a sharp stick....and it was better than last year's. It occured to me that the metaphor of thinking in black and white or "grey areas" is critically flawed. When one thinks in black and white they see things very ridgedly no matter the evidence to the contrary. "Grey areas" are just mixed
My Odd Thoughts
There are times in our lives that make us enter the realm of the unknown. We begin to see the other side of ourselves at this point. There is no turning back at this point, no u-turn. The path is set before us is hard and extravagantly rocky with all the pressures of outside influences. Some make it to the end, others do not. How we navigate and learn in this unknown abyss makes us more aware of the opposite side of life. We rarely see any influence that shows us a good way to crawl through this, but they are out there. There are songs, people, movies, and books that make the journey less desperate than it is. Focusing and surrounding yourself with these make all the jolts of pain and the face plants less than what they would be without them. The trek is something to be aware of, and if, only if, you make it out, are you wise enough to say you have lived. A million souls have vanished before I met you. Time was irrelevant and pain full when my eyes were open. I never understood what it
My Wife
I am writing this to anyone that reads this,tifanie my wife is an amazing woman she is not only beautiful but if ya take the time to get to know her you will notice that shes a funny,outgoing and a sweetheart.she has a great sense of humor a woman who is just a down to earth  and is an amazing wife that through all our hard times has stayed by my side she truly is the breath i take and the beat that keeps my heart going,she has shown true love that if you can have that in ur life hold on to it dont let it go cause these days its rare and tifanie has given me that and much more, so this is just a lil somthing to tell just a tiny part of an extrardinary woman and wife  i love you tif and all i want for you is good things and i hope you know just how much i love you sweetheart like i always have said you are my 365days of beautiful we have a love that you see or read about but this is tifanie everyone a real person  so go say hi see what shes about she is my #1 on my friends:)            
Alex's Squishy Thought Holder
Lately, I've been eating what appears to me to be too many vegetables. I haven't decided what qualifies as too many veggies, but I usually eat a huge bowl of mixed veggies with lunch and another with dinner, and throughout the day I snack on baby carrots. I'm going to turn into a rabbit. I cut my finger on a can of vegetables yesterday, and it hurt. Afterwards, somebody offered to be a nurse for me. That was hot. I've got a show this coming Saturday that I have to play with a cut left index finger, which as a guitarist is not really a great thing. I'm feeling pretty sexy right now... ...except for the bandage on my left pointer finger. Rock and roll. So I'm awake. That's wonderful. It's just past two in the morning and I have a German test in seven hours. If I weren't already somewhat proficient in the language, I'd be genuinely upset, but it's okay. I am wondering why I'm awake. I've got a few theories. 1. I've got too much energy. 2. I'm too horny to sleep. 3.
Friends & Family Of Mine
Do you think this father that told his son to lie on Michael Jackson so they can just get the money from Michael do you think this Father should get in trouble as we know as well as I do Michael Jackson isn't a Child Molester so leave him alone     let's just say I haven't been on that much this year and the reason is I've been looking for jobs been to 2 job interviews and still haven't found the job this economy has gotten so bad that I just dont know what to do anymore yes my head is still im still looking nothing is stopping me @ all I'm not giving up but another thing I've been going through some family issues just meaning family problems and so thats why I haven't been on here and everything but friends & family if I haven't rated you or showed you some love whatever I'm sorry but I will just please give me some time to get through this life of mine I know things will get better but please remember that I love you all and I'll be back soon P.S. My Birthday is on April 27th and
Attitude   The longer we live, the more we realize the impact on attitude on life. Attitude is more important than facts. It will make or break a company. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for the day. We can not change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play the on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it. We are incharge of our attitudes. Someone once asked me what my favorite quote was, I thought about it for a few minutes and I responded with… “I don’t really have one so I will make one up.”   I thought for a few minutes more and the only thing that came to me was this…   Don’t look to yesterday it’s the past, Look to tomorrow for, it brings the future. To the Ladies   Over the years I have noticed something that has often made me wonder.   I have had some female friends in the past that has wore t
Sex On The Brain~
His eyes riveted to the pleasant valley that opened up before him; he looked without any show of shyness. I saw his tongue dart to wet his lips. Lisa slowly attended to his cup, with sensual care. "Sugar?" The word took on new meaning. "Yes!... er, yes." Derek fought for his composure. "Ready to cream?" I thought that he would leap out of the chair at that moment, but instead he crossed his legs tightly, and held on to the arms of the chair. He managed a strangled approval. Lisa poured the thick, rich stuff out carefully, yet spilled a bit of it. "Oh!" she almost-whispered, and she touched a finger to it, and then licked the sweet stickiness off. She blushed. "That's really not very good manners, is it, but it's good to have every drop enjoyed." Derek shifted uneasily in his chair. Lisa stood before him for a moment, absent-mindedly pressing her skirt down her thighs. Her hands moved as though to touch him, but did not cross the barrier. "Oh... I am so absent-minded lately, I have some
Date: Jun 12, 2009 5:20 PM Subject: RE: Body: I do. They say what they think people want to hear. Let me ask you if you were on your death bed and loved someone with all uour heart but they did not love you would you want them to lie and tell you they love you or be honest and break your heart before you go? There in lies your answer. People don't like hurting others feelings. Though one thing they do not realize is that though it may hurt your heart will heal it is better to be told I don't love you than I love you and find out later on they never did you that said i think saying it and taking it back to appease someone is the biggest betrayal of the heart ever. I don't believe in fate, I believe we make our own destiny and we have a say in what fate sets in motion. I don't believe it is soly up to fate. I believe there is more than one person out there for everyone, I do not believe in one soul mate. If that was true everyone would always be single. We would always be alo
Police Warning to Online MembersState police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then sendit out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothingto be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do notreply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requestsfor private in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the deaths of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet.Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far.This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send toeveryone you know! Ladies, this is serious.Jennifer S. Faulkner Education/Information SpecialistRoanoke Fire-EMS541 Luck Avenue, Suite 120 Roanoke, VA 24016(540) 853-2257 (phone) (540) 853-1172 IF WE CAN PASS ON
Hmm let the thoughts wonder around and play mind games with your body 1. Who was the greatest prostitute in History, Ms. Pacman! For 25 cents that bitch swallowed balls til she died.   2. A pimp had three hoes. Hoe # 1 was sucking dick, Hoe # 2 was strippin and hoen, Hoe # 3 was reading this message not making me any money. Get back to work Bitch. So me and all my buddies go to ocean cove ,CA. And their we seen the most wonderful thing ever it was a bunny rabbit laying his eggs for easter so we all thought wow their really is a lil bunny rabbit to lay his eggs, but to our surprise that morning we take the kids to the very spot we seen the eggs being layed and let the kids look for a golden egg, but the children come back and say uncle justin I got lots off eggs see, and i look inside and to my surprise its just a carmillo, oh so we thought truth told it was s**t,but we never had it in us to tell them the truth and switched the eggs while they slept and yeah happy easter.

DJBARTAB Come show him some luv and help him lvl Click on his pic and boom your on his profile!!!! This is a little something I wrote one night shortly after my father passed. DARKNESS It's dark outside The rain is pounding down I should probably hide The pain is building inside I wonder why you lied Was it to save your pride I look around But I am all alone Darkness is all around I am the only one home No noises to be heard No motion where you once stood I know you are around Just not for me to see I know you are watching me But from where I am unsure The pain is building For I need you here To comfort me, to hold me To tell me it will be all right Without you by my side I have no one to turn to No one to confide For you were the one I could always turn to Even when it meant that I cried You always gave me your shoulder Even when we both grew older Now you are not here The pain is becoming extreme I know that where ever you are It is bright and sunny Isn't that funny
Just so you know......I mean it.... lol seriously you know who u r :)     Nickback - I'd come for you   Just One more moment, that's all that's needed.Like wounded soldiers in need of healing.Time to be honest, this time I'm bleedingPlease don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean itI cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the groundBut it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me nowEveryday I spend away my souls inside outGotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow.By now you'd know that I'd come for youNo one but you, yes I'd come for youBut only if you told me toAnd I'd fight for youI'd lie, it's trueGive my life for youYou know I'd always come for youI was blindfolded, but now I'm seeingMy mind was closing, now I'm believingI finally know what just what it means to let someone inTo see the side of me that no one does or ever willSo if your ever lost and find yourself all aloneI'd search forever just to bring you home,Here and now this I vowBy now you'd know
New Rules 2009
Bouncers! Ha Ha. Sorry but I have to laugh. Are bouncers just bots? Or not? Seems like everytime I log onto my fubar, I click on a person to check them out, and only rate 2 pics before...BANG! Fubar Bouncer Busted. Now I have to type in numbers and letters and submit this just to be able to rate 2 more before...BANG! I say let us rate as much as we want to unless you're scanning my computer and find out that all I am is a bot. DAMN, didn't know that. now I'l have to go back and change my profile telling how I grew up with a toaster for a mother and my dad was a vacuum cleaner. New Rule: For all you fubarians, faceboxers, taggers, and myspacers; make a smaller profile. Stop putting all the add-ons like music videos in the About Me sections. About Me should tell who you are. For Christ's sake people, these huge ass profiles are taking up 4 gaziilion terabytes of my hard drive and making my computer jump off the desk and give me the finger as it strides out the front door. I mean, come
i might  be taking a  break  from  fubar  for a while....if  i wanna reach me,  this is my e-mail,  leave a  phone # in my e-mail  to reach  u ...tyvm   HI   could you please stop by and show this wonderful woman some love...ty just click on the pic below ** PROPHET ** LadyLove Single & Carefree ** Fu Owned By BOXER AKA MR EXOTIC EARTHQUAKE **@ fubar
Somethings That Haver Touched My Heart
God's Cake   This is about the best thing I've ever read as an explanation.  We all wonder many many many times over WHY? Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation! A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with
Poems By Submissive
  I catch myself staring as if I was a stalker. I catch myself being a detective to find out more  About you as possible as if I was a stalker. Pain, Fun, Love, Curiosity Here & There It’s a 50/50 Thing (we all wish) Here & There I was told to treat people the way you wanted to be treated. The heart isn’t perfect but it’s as delicate as a crystal it can always be broken. The pleasure is within your r
For Nicole
of all the things I have said and done nothing in my life compares to the day you came into my life and told me that you love me. My life was only about me, me, me now it is about you, you, you. One day I hope our dreams will come true, the day it becomes about us, us, us. I know I have never done anything in my life that would make me worthy of your love, even now I have done things to upset you and make you cry. Each time you have forgiven me. Each time you have have told me you love me still. Every time I hear those words I stop and think of how wonderful you truely are, My one dream above all is to make you proud of me, proud to say that I am yours and you are mine. I love you more then anything. You are the light that brightens my days and the fire that warms my soul. our first time....we would go for a walk along the beach...bringing with us a blanket and a picnic basket....holding hands until we find a secluded spot to spot and eat as we watch the sunset.....I would hold you clo
gotta go soon! ne one up for bein dirty dammit my computer is messin up! try to upload photos and it wont let me! having other issues with it too. give me a few days and i will have my profile set! could i get some drinks, some fans or something from someone!
First Post!
Let's take a dumbshit, make a fubar profile without a picture, follow a link from another webpage, and be added without knowing it to the links friends list, therefore getting the one person in the world that's not too excited about you, pissed off, cause their friend is "pissed off" at them for not knowing who I am. Great. Oops, I did it again. Man i just wanted to check this site out, didn't know it would stir up a cauldron of issues and irritated people, jeezus. I think I apologized too much though, but it was an honest mistake really. Meh, oh well. I was meandering through this site that we're on, Fubar. I noticed that some people with morals, self worth and some other big words that i don't know the meaning of...has asked that comments related to sex, f*cking, oral...etc (yeah you get the picture) weren't to be tolerated. And yet, some dudes just go on and see what they want to see in the picture, without really looking at it as a whole. They see boobs, tits, ass and god knows wha
who wants the lakers to win ? i do   utah jazz vs lakers who do you want to win ? me personaly lakers lets here it for LA I beleave the LA Lakers will go all the way this year to win it.
      THEAUCTION~Starting on 4/27 @ 1 pm EST thru 5/10 @ 6 pm EST~… are the rules…..& now here are the stars of the auction
dont  understand  why  guys  hurt the  ones  that  realy   do  love  them  wish  i  knew  the  answer hate  fake  men hey   just  need  some  help  rate  my   pics  help  me  level  up  thanks  everyone hey  to  all my  friends  plz check  out  my  new  pics     rate  me  plz  love  ya  all   thanks
Quotes To Ponder
She walks in beauty, like the night     Of cloudless climes and starry skies;And all that's best of dark and bright     Meet in her aspect and her eyes:Thus mellowed to that tender light     Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less,     Had half impaired the nameless graceWhich waves in every raven tress,     Or softly lightens o'er her face;Where thoughts serenely sweet express     How pure, how dear their dwelling place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow,     So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,The smiles that win, the tints that glow,     But tell of days in goodness spent,A mind at peace with all below,     A heart whose love is innocent!     - Lord Byron Intelligence and courtesy not always are combined; Often in a wooden house a golden room we find   Talk not of wasted affection - affection never was wasted.   Music is the universal language of mankind   They who go Feel not the pain of parting; it is they Who stay behind that suffer.   E
Went For A Hike...
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Who wants to buy me a drink Just oujt looking for friends Who wants to buy me a drink
Im looking for someone willing to Make a trade; ive got BLING, and im looking to trade to get Bling packs for a Couple friends of mine; If anyones able to, or knows of anybody that can, please do let me know!   Packs large and Small; anythings doable!   PM, or SB me, if you coudl assist me on this! Be made aware of this Fag. HIM, and his wife are jacking people, with false offers to purchase Bling...   $$*DragonKing$$* R/L Engaged To ~~Sexy Mom~~@ fubar This guy got all asshurt over me Not giving him samples ahead of time when he KNEW what the deal was to gain access to my NSFWs. Proceeded to rattle off a whole lot of BULLSHIT about me, and how im a whore. If anyone would like, go show him some LOVE. JAMES*** Add Me Fan Me and Rate me ****@ fubar
I was fucking kidding myself I tried to change who i was to be with someone.  I know some of the changes were for the better but now that things have so drastically changed and I see things for what they really are I gotta ask myself was I trying for the wrong person? I never figured out how someone could tell you that they love you and then just walk away like nothing ever happend, are these people just heartless fucks or did I just give my heart to the wrong person?  I think I need to learn this trick.  Mayb they dont even know they do it hell I dont know and I guess I probably never will but you know what I dont wanna know I like the fact that I am a caring person and I like the fact that I am trying and doing it on my own.  Best of all I like that you really get to see how a person is when everything is said and done. I am sorry that I lost him cause yea I did and do truley care.  Well I guess it just goes to show you no matter how old you are you still gotta try new things cause y
Higher Education
School: Ohio teacher took students to strip club   HAMILTON, Ohio – A school spokesman said a southwest Ohio teacher has resigned after acknowledging she accompanied four female students to a male strip club. Butler Tech school district spokesman Bill Solazzo said the 47-year-old teacher resigned Thursday. He said the teacher told Edgewood High School administrators that the students, all cheerleaders, asked her to take them to the bar in February. The teacher told school officials in an e-mail that she got permission from the parents of the 17- and 18-year-olds to bring them to the club. The teacher taught marketing at the school and previously served as a coach for the district's eighth-grade cheerleaders. Warren Haynes, the Allman Brothers Band guitarist, routinely plays with the surviving members of the Grateful Dead, now touring as The Dead. He's just finished a Dead show in Washington, D.C. and gets a pop quiz from the Huffington Post. Where d
Click Here And Help
ok if you want to be in my pimp folder private message me that I can rip from your pics one pic...people will click on your profile pic,  I only have 12 spots for hurry and let me know Vote!!! Twisted Butterfly Vote!!! Please vote for Twisted Butterfly for me, she is a special friend and would be a great one for you also. Tell her New Patriot sent you. Thanks for the help in advance. Please Repost for me. I was told today that my best friend Texasgurl had a stroke...please show her some love and repost this if you can.. thank you NewPatriot imikimi - Customize Your World! ~~ ♥ texasgurl ♥ ~~ aka DeMoNAnGeL #6@ fubar
Mine, Mine, Mine!
I was stuck as "fresh Meat" wondering if I was going rancid when out of the crowd a few people came to help get me started.  I expected a nudge. I GOT one wild ride.  If I missed any thankyou's along the way, please accept them here and now (everything was moving so fast, lol) I'm jealous of all the "bells and whistles" some of you have. Myself, I'm still playing "what does this button do". Once I get things figured out a bit I may play the game. Ya know, guys drooling and posturing at gals strutin' their stuff.  But not in quite the same way I expect.  Bigger isn't always better.  I know about gravity, lower back pain,etc. and from any angle, "more than a mouth full is wasteful". hmmm only 20,00 lounges left to check out.  lol  omg Happy 4th to your and yours.  Please be safe and happy on our Indepence Day, America. The same to you Philippines.  With (it seems) so many screaming "Yank go home" it's nice to know someone has officialy set aside a day to celebrate it's freindship wi
Lol So True
Why do we put suits in a garment bag and garments in a suitcase?Why do we play in recitals and recite in plays?Why do we have hot water heaters?Why do we drive on parkways and park on driveways?Why do 'tug'boats push their barges?Why do they sell a pound cake that only weighs 12 ounces?Why do they report power outages on TV?Why do they put Braille dots on the keypad of the drive-up ATM?Why do they call them "apartments" when they are all stuck together?Why do they call it disposable douche? Is there a kind of douche you keep after using?How come Superman could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked when someone threw a gun at him?How can there be "self help GROUPS"?How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another?How can someone "draw a blank"?How can overlook and oversee be opposites, while quite a lot and quite a few are alike?Have you ever imagined a world with no hypothetical situations?Does the Postmaster General need a stamp of approval?Does the little
Is The Mind And Heart The Same?
please excuse my spelling and grammer.i believe there is such a thing as evolution actually. though i am religious and i have my own opinion .do you think humans really came from moneys or apes.i know this blog is not about apes and monkeys but if you beleive so much in evolution you must beleive that humans came from apes and that earth is billions of years know how the moon moves closer to the our planet or im not which it might move further each year well every second.if earth was bilions of years old then that would mean that the moon would be flat on the earth just lieing on top of usor if its moving away a lot more further then it is now.i believe that the earth is only around 6000 years old base on the bible and that would explain the distance between the earth and the not a scientist so i dont know much its just an opinion that should be put in consideration.scientist expalins that gas takes millions or billion of years if i recall my earth science class i took
Brn Eyes
If you have have been trying to meet someone but they keep blowing you off, do you think that they are really interested in you? sometime when you text them they take hours texting you back or dont even text you back Do you think they are involved with someone else? I need your input so I can think about something so let me know what ya think. Why do people have make themself look trashy to get peoples attention? Do they think it's cute? Is it to make themself feel better? I just don't understand. I personally don't thinks its attractive. And then they have pics of their kids up, come on. Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.   1 I am allergic to bullshit 2 I like to w
Poems By Me
Creatively, you worked your art You spun a web around my heart. How beautifully your deeds spread Each intricately woven thread.   With strands of care you dry my tears You gentleness dispelled my fears You held my hand to give me courage To brave the storm   With kindness, you keep me warm Your passion lit a glowing fire That filled my soul with sweet desire   Your all that I was dreaming of For the web you spun is made of love. Warms my heart and soul Brings happiness to my life Love is in the air    
Ive been on fu for maybe a year or two now. Ive had two different IDs so I cant really remember how long its actually been! Anyways recently I had an epiphany. The thing is, in life there are fairweather friends. You know, the ones who come and go for whatever reason. This is more so the case with online friends. You meet, say hello, have a great time just chatting and goofing. Then one day you have an argument and boom, the joy of the internet means, blocked, ignored or whatever you choose to do to not converse with someone again. And well, there are the friends who are always there even if you dont talk. The ones who randomly stop in every once in a while and say hello to catch up and its like youve never not been chatting. The ones who brighten your day. They throw in a few HUGE random acts of Fu kindness and what have you got? Youve got: This girl is just a top quality chick and a great friend! And thats all Ive got to say about that! Regards
Love And Heartache
he sees her standing all alone amidst the chaos of life. he goes to her and takes her hand and leads her to safety she seems puzzled almost as if shes seen him before she sees him smile and she realizes that it's the very person she fell  in love with. only he's different some how So he takes her into his arms and holds her so tight and safe, he looks to the horizon and see a battle quickly approching. His wings open and he wraps them around her protecting them. He looks down calls to her and says I love you. and kisses her lips. he feels her push closer to him. he picks her up and takes to the skys. and he carries her to safety. with sword drawn he tells her that he will return shortly and that he loves her more than life itself. he reluctantly leaves her and with a tear in his eye he kisses her again softly and takes to the skys once again only this time to fight evil and despair. A dark cloud approaches.   I observe its movements.   It's habits....   you know
Stuff I Think About
My 30 day time time-trial of Photoshop ended yesterday.  I am soooooooooooo bummed out because I'm going to start going to computer graphics type classes soon. Ugh, I'm just all upset. If anybody reading this can help me out in any way, let me know. I means so much to me. :) J'ai été engagé deux fois. Les deux a rompu. Le prochain gars m'est parti. Et le gars après que cela m'a frappé. Omg, I've had this thing for over 10 years. My Mom bought it for me when I younger and I just didn't have the patience for it because it's flat and the clamp part is only an inch long. But I figured it out last night, and omg, it's awesome.
Life Changing Events
So, I was working at one of the local jails March of 2008, and was meeting some very interesting people.  But, as with any situation one in particular caught my attention.  He was extremely out of place in the facility.  He was clean, well spoken, polite, and extremely intelligent.  On several occasions when I wasn't having a great day, no matter how hard I tried to mask it; he would call me out on it.  It became almost therapuetic talking to him.  When it came about I was going to have to leave that job I was heartbroken and scared.  Yes I was terribly upset about leaving my job.  I loved it.  But, I was more scared because I had come attached to this fine man.  I came to know Robert as an extremely kind, careing, loving, intelligent, and beautiful man.  We worked out a system to write so that it would not cause problems. About two weeks after I left I wrote the first letter.  I was extremely shocked to quickly receive one back. From then on it seemed as if each of us was flooding eac
A virgin ship sailing, I embarked on the journey of you,Kneading fingers navigating my every position,Heart racing with desire only a woman can understand,Once she has met the power of a man,One who can take her, wake the core of her erotic longing.    I lay face down at your command, As you came around and sat legs spread, Drawing my head towards your bare intentions,  Rubbing away my inhibitions.   One stroke at a time,  I rocked to your gripping rhythm,  Ever so innocently brushing your outstretched shaft With my hair swept face. Swaying between your thighs,   My sighs showing you appreciation, I refrained from reaching out my tongue, Aching to take you in, Stopping to cherish that moment in time, A moment of innocence between us, One that will never be again. Forbidden pleasuresWho makes the rulesUnfound treasuresAnd beautiful jewels
God bless my family when I am away, Leave the lights on I'll return from harms way, Grant me courage and strength to protect others each day, So they live in peace without worry, fear or dismay, Bless those who have fallen given their life for another May their spirit live on from then and forever, Return me home to my family at the end of each night, May I pass through the door before the morning's first light, Shall I give my life for another before the dawn breaks today, God bless my family when I am away..... A man walked into a pet store and was looking at the animals on display.Whilehe was there, a First Class Petty Officer from the local Navy basewalked in and said to the shopkeeper, "I'll take a maintenance monkey,please."The man nodded, went to a cage at the side of the storeand took out a monkey. He put a collar and leash on the animal andhanded it the PO1, saying, "That'll be $5,000."  The PO1 paid and leftwith the monkey.Surprised, the man went to the shopkeeper
Places I Used Live
Looking for some new friends  that have same Intrests as I do  that live in dallas,tx plano,tx las cruces,nm and mcalester,ok?  places I used to live    las cruces, new mexico,  in   plano9 years, mcalester10 years  c urrent Looking for  new friends that have same intrests too.  and live near mcalester,ok  and dallas,tx  Las cruces,nm. and plano,tx
This Site
April 20/09   Even though i want to leave this site so badly and i keep saying every single day of the friggen week.  These amazing ppl down below r the reason i stay on this site.  *shakes head*So if u want to meet some amazing ppl.  U don't need to look that faraway at all.  There pretty much in this bully.So y not go and rate, fan, and add them.  They don't bite, i promise**¥êþ Ìm HêR**@ fubar☮ beautifuL XO ☮ ∞ ஐ*ღDangerouS Curves Memberღ*ஐ@ fubarAmong The Wildflowers@ fubar♥ Angel Baby ♥@ fubarQüéêñ ☼ƒ ♥'š ~Fu-Married and Owned by DarkDragoon86 ♥~Fubar's Most Finest@ fubar       Rachelicious@ fubar       Kimberly**owned by Kevin*@ fubarsilly@
Awesome Songs!!!
You know I'm a dreamerBut my heart's of goldI had to run away highSo I wouldn't come home lowJust when things went rightIt doesn't mean they were always wrongJust take this song and you'll never feelLeft all aloneTake me to your heartFeel me in your bonesJust one more nightAnd I'm comin' off thisLong & winding roadI'm on my wayWell I'm on my wayHome sweet homeTonight tonightI'm on my wayI'm on my wayHome sweet homeYou know that I've seenTo many romantic dreamsUp in lights, fallin' offThe silver screenMy heart's like an open bookFor the whole world to readSometimes nothing-keeps me togetherAt the seamsI'm on my wayWell I'm on my wayHome sweet homeTonight tonightI'm on my wayJust set me freeHome sweet home When I get to the bottom I go back to the top of the slideWhere I stop and I turn and I go for a rideTill I get to the bottom and I see you again.Do you, don't you want me to love youI'm coming down fast but I'm miles above youTell me tell me tell me come on tell me the answerYou may b
Monte Junkie Xl
An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a sperm  count as part of his physical exam   The doctor gave the man a jar and said, 'Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow.' The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the   doctor's office and gave him the jar, which was as clean  and empty as on the previous day.   The doctor asked what happened and the man explained, 'Well Doc, it's like this - first I tried with my  right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but  still nothing. Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with  her right hand, then with her left- still nothing.  She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then  with her teeth out- still nothing.  We even called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried  too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she even  tried squeezing it between her knees, but still  nothing.'  The doctor was shocked! 'You asked your neighbor?'  The old man replied, 'Yep, none of us could get th
Spoiled And Pimped By Spicy
Come pick your flavor of the month... We have plenty to choose from.. The flavor of the month auction is now open so come get bid in... If you would like to join the auction, you can still do so. PM me with your photo link and what you are offering. Also there is a 50k entry fee. Take a peek at the contestants below.. :)
all i feel is the blackness of fear closing in on me. im alone noone to help pull me out of this dark place. i look around wondering in anyone notices im slowly slipping away into myself. someone help i ask quietly but noone is there to hear my plea. is anyone there does anyone notice that im dissappearing and changing into someone that isnt me. will anyone notice if i dissappear and never return will  anyone be there to help me out of this dark place. help me find my way out. The darkness rises around me as my wings surrond me protecting me from harm. I feel the pain and sorrow from the darkness surronding me but my wings and my guardian protect me from harm. I sit in the darkness wondering why i cant help. I feel helpless because i cant help heal the sorrow. Why oh why cant i heal the pain. Someone please help me out of the pain and sorrow. here i sit in the darkness afraid ta live and wanting to die. the only thing that keeps me going is my one family member that i claim the rest h
Random Thoughts I Have Sometimes...
Just a few of the things I've learned lately: Life is unfair. It will take everything from you, if you let it, and offer nothing back. Equivalent exchange is a meaningless phrase wrought out of desperation to make everything nonsensical conform to some grand scheme i truly believe to be nonexistant. Harsh words and actions remain in memory far longer than a smile. Sadly, it has always been this way. I will most likely be far better remembered for every wrong I have ever commited than for any good things I try to accomplish. However; I can decide each day how I will affect my world. I can simply let each moment and opportunity pass, justified in the fact that nature will take it's course, or I can make a stand. I can choose to make today better than yesterday was. And if I'm feeling truly noble, I can attempt to do so more for my friends and enemies than myself. I cannot be a sheep. I do not follow well, I am far too opinionated, and my vision is far too good (I wear glasses for a r
A Blog To Women Something To Think About
the sweetheart day is coming up. some of us have one some dont. i am wishing everyone the best and hope you have a sweet one     there are things in life we go through and there seems to be no book or anything to help us with them. we try our best and there are things that bring us down.     i guess the biggest thing is when you have kids. you try your best to raise them and teach them right from wrong. then one day it seems to blow up in your face and you just dont know what to do. it is even worse when you are deviorced and the other parent makes the other look and feel bad.      i guess what i am saying is when will it get better and the one that feels bad will ever feel happy and wanted for more than being a nite thing.                      LOVE                                                                 Giving someone the ability to destroy your heart, but trusting them enough not to.                 
Hey all you members of The Bikers Hideaway and nonmembers. Thanks for taking a moment to read this. This is just to let you all know I have redone my "about me" section of my profile. This is now to describe The Bikers Hideaway and its upcoming events. So go check out my profile and see what is going to be happening soon. Also while there you will see three people who have helped me more than they know with getting The Bikers Hideaway up and running. Show each one of these people some seriously madd love. Thanks and keep it between the ditches.......Unless the cops are after you then get that bad boy off road!!! I have gotten close to 50 friends now and to be honest if they were all active friends here I would never have time to do anything but be on fubar. I only want friends that want to be there, on my list. So if you wanna stay please comment, say hi, or even tell me to fuck off by the end of the weekend. If you are in my top friends or belong to Bad Habbits you are safe. I am tryi
Dream Or Is It A Dream?
Kate had never had oral sex before because she though it was wrong. Her parent had brought her up in a strict religious home where the only act of approved sex was the missionary position. The dream had lowered her resistance and had her begging for his lips and tongue. "OH GOD BOBBY!" she cried. Her hands held his head and mouth tightly against her mound. The pleasure soon reached her max as she climaxed. "BOBBY!" Bob wiped his mouth and moved his lip up to capture one of her long hard nipples. As his mouth move up so did his body until his hard-on rubbed against her moist pussy. She opened her eyes and looked into his. Fucking was not in the dream. "No we can't," she whispered. She wasn't supposed to fuck him. She was supposed to suck him. She moved her body under his until her mouth was poised at the crown of his shaft. She didn't blink an eye as she opened her mouth and licked around the spongy tip. The dream somehow made it right for her to do this vile act. She learned as she
My Lounge
im hiring all staff for my lounge come buy and check it out my new lounge has some cool music so come on by and join in on the fun  come on by my ounge and check iot out its called Army Rangers Lounge check it out and become a member im hiring all positions apply within
i need a sex bubby beautiful over wisdom to fit in with their style + your Cinderella story'sfor a price + vanity's a business built to fleece the uniquje + silicon and star collide, the rest will fall in line + just as beautiful as you are, it's so pitfull what you are + you should have seen this coming all along + visually you're stimulating to my eyes + your Cinderella syndrome's full of lies + your insecururities are concealed by your pride + pretty soon your ego will kill what's left inside + just as beautiful as your are,it's so pitful what you are + you should have seen this coming all along + it's so pitful what you are, as beautiful as you are + you should have seen coming all along + you're evertihng that's so typical + maybe you're alone for a reason.      as that rise from the deep of hell the mortal will be no more is the AS DAYLIGHT DIES
This Weekend!
its over.  i got to meet my fubar friends.  i had fun.  there will be pics up in everyones profiles soon.  would i do this agian?  sure.  there is one thing i wish i could change about it... but you can't change the past.  the one thing that was the best was meeting KY!!  we hit it off in person just like we did here on fu.  she is great.  i hope we can hang out again.  it really was cool to see that all the people i have grown to love are real people.  it really is to bad it had to end.  maybe someday..  who knows! last night i got to meet 4 of my fubar friends. and tonight i will be going back to hang with them again and two more are going to be showing up tonight.  its gonna be a big fubar party!!!  i can't believe i'm gonna meet 6 of my fubar friends this weekend!!  i've have talked to them since Nov and now we are all going to be in the same house togethe!  i can't wait! we all are excited!
Been A Lone
when i do that  ifeel so much better about my self it al most make it be able to handle people at all thanks for being my friend and i talk a little lady name madina to join here and she a new be please help her learn bob use to think that being alone is the best no pain, not having to worry about other. as time rolls along you learn that no painis feeling nothing is just being,careing about other is selfness and not very filling to one self my biggest argument was i could do what i want and no boss to that i find i happy doing for other and dont do much for my self. so i fill i learn that i rather be dump and hurt eery day give my whole life to other have a boss that on me all the time  then be alone any longer i dont reget it but glad grew out of it sio enjoy your mate if luck to have one they could be gone tomorrow the fool on the hill it a chance to write what i fell and maybe get it right beor it to late or at lest understand why
Paxpacisdivinus Blog
Alan Keyes: Government Will Stage Terror, Declare Martial Law   Former Presidential candidate gives most dire warning yet about Obama agenda   Paul Joseph Watson Prison Tuesday, April 21, 2009 Former presidential candidate Alan Keyes has given perhaps his most dire warning yet, saying that the Obama administration is preparing to stage terror attacks, declare martial law and cancel the 2012 elections, which is why they are demonizing their political enemies as criminals and terrorists. Keyes is best known for his performance during the 2000 Republican presidential debates, when he was accredited by many media outlets as being the clear winner during a series of debates with George W. Bush and John McCain. “It’s obvious that they will stop at nothing,” Keyes told attendees of a reception in Fort Wayne, adding, “We may wake up one day and there’s a series of terrorist attacks, the economy is paralysed….martial law will be declared e
Can't We Just Move On?
AS i sit here looking out the window, wondering why the streetlamps out side seem so blurry, even though no.. it's not raining. yet.. i've taken my eyedrops for the seasonal allegies.. but yet.. it's still blurry outside. i wipe the moisture from my yes yet.. it keeps reurning on it's on.the occasional tick tock from the clock seemingly drives me crazy.for no reason of it's on, yet it does.I sit here here thinking that now, after all this time on fu.. i have made a mistake.i have allowed people in my life,where i know i know i am a loner, & enjoy the solitude of the night.. the comfort of being who i am, without anyone knowing who i really am. but.. this night, i come to realize..  i miss aperson here that doesn't even know i exist. she goes by the name of badcrumble. she doesn't ask for bling.. points, or anything. she doesn't try to standout, yet.. she's outstanding.. i realize i love joking around with nearly everyone. loved by some, hated by many. there are those that really a
Just Me
I dont know who all will ready this but oh fucking well i get alot of time to think about shit and one of the things that dont make since is what woman do to use men like puting down rules like saying we cant fuck other women but if your woman is bi she can and we dont say nothing about it well this is how i see it fucking has one perpose and that is to breed and fucking for any other reason is breaking the rules of fucking dont get me wrong i love to fuck i just dont think women have the right to put rules on us men specially when the rules dont apply to them well all men need to say fuck that do as we please and if the woman wants a man they have to except it or be single whats up everybody hows everybodys day i'm bored and at home if anybody wants to know me just ask or dont Hi my name in just i'm a truck driver been around some i'm a cool easy going guy that likes anything fun to do
Random Thoughts
Follow your DESTINY Wherever it leads you! There comes a time in your life when you realize that if you stand still, you will remain at this point forever. You realize that if you fall and stay down, life will pass you by... Life's circumstances are not always what you might wish them to be. The pattern of life does not necessarily go as you plan. Beyond any understanding, you may at times be led in different directions that you never imagined, dreamed, or designed. Yet you had never put any effort into choosing a path, or tried to carry out your dream, then perhaps you would have no direction at all. Rather than wondering about or questioning the direction your life has taken, accept the fact that there is a path before you now. Shake off the "why's" and "what if's," and rid yourself of confusion. Whatever was-is in the past. Whatever is-is what's important. The past is a brief reflection. The future is yet to be realized.Today is here. Walk your path one step at a time- with coura
Humpty Dumpty :)
Jack and Jill went up the hill so Jack could lick her candy... But Jack got a shock and a mouth full of cock because Jill's real name was Randy!! The big bad wolf said to red riding hood "bitch suck my dick" red riding hood said "fucker dont change the story...ur supposed to eat me!!" Humpty Dumpty sat on the bed Little Bo Peep was giving him head As soon as he came she started to weep She knew by the taste... He'd been fucking her sheep
Random Thoughts.......
  My whole life I've always taken care of someone else; always putting myself last to provide the needs for others. Never did I ask for anything in return because I consider it a blessing to be a blessing for others. Unfortunately in the end, my kindness was taken for weakness & I was labeled an "extreme bitch" cuz I decided now it was time 2 take care of me. I was told if I keep neglecting myself I won't be any good 2 anybody & that made sooo much sense. So now I take care of me whenever I feel like it and to those who I struggled for who no longer have my back cuz I chose to put myself 1st - I wasn't depending on ur asses n e way - I'ma b aight!!!! (When did lovin urself become the avenue hataz travel 2 try & run u down???) I'm laf'n @ all of u!!! Ok, my 1st blog & just f.y.i. it's called "Random Thoughts..." cuz my mind is always goin a mile a minute & how I write (proper English or slang) can offer insight to the mood I'm in. Thank you!!  It has been one of those days where any s
Yay for first blog!!...sooo I'm in a ranting mood. An if you honestly don't wanna hear it.......don't fawking read this xD   I felt the need to do this don't know why. Im bored. SoI'm actually kinda sick with fu. Like really, My whole meaning to come on is to feel better an get away from the drama that is in my life. Yet I sit here an find myself being hounded by the masses with stupid little things. People getting pissed off bout little things. All I got to say is...its the internet....the mfkn internet. If a little thing lIke oh I don't know...this is clearly just an piss someone off by NICELY stating your kinda put off by the way the are approching you? you get a whole mfkn speech about how your a horrible bitch an you have made them feel like shit....sorry..again the mfkn INTERNET.. I unno..I just don't -shrugs- But  Im kinda thinking of leaving fu really...... guess this is what this was about...Im thinking of leaving yeah peace Don't remeber how I found
Poetry (not My Own...)
Hell I’d burn for eternity in the depths of your embraceWith your heart shaped flames kissing the sides of my face.Stretched out on a gasoline bed of hot coals and nailsIs as painful as the bliss of burning flesh that I smell.Devilish laser eyes burn holes through my heartAs the heat of lust boils our sweat dripping in the dark.And a tornado of emotional flames scorch my earsAs the taste of your hot magma evaporates my tears.‘Would try to escape my fate to bakeBut walking through fire makes nerves shake.No, not shaking in pain of your sexy flameLike a fiend I want to blaze ‘till I go insane.‘Till my eyes pop out and my body goes numb;‘Till the friction of our rubbing bones cause smoke to come.This is crazy I know.  I must be under some Salem witch spell‘Cause instead of going to Heaven I’d rather stay in Hell. Ce soir a thousand eyes light the skymine shall fade within your eyessunset caresses twilight in b
His name wa Anthony James, and he was my son for 44 hours and 55 minutes. so heres his short and eventful biography.It started on Thursday. Sharalon, Anthonys mother, and I went to dinner and had an awesome time. Then later she started having a sour stomach, or at least thats what we thought. We get home and she became more upset and wondered if something was wrong with the baby. It got so bad that she started screaming at me and we got into an argument that lasted all night and into the next morning.Friday morning, I had to leave for work mad. I worked at a developmentally disabled group home for 12 hours that day. Sharalon kept calling me and complaining about how it hurt so bad and I finally convinced her that she should call her doctor. This was at about 6 pm. I got home about 8 30 pm and I started noticing her wincing every couple of minutes. I took the phone and I called her doctor and told her what I had seen. The doctor said that we should head to the hospital to find out if ev
Family Issues
Well for the ones who are keeping up thank you! Just found out that my cousin is doing good and she is recovering very well at this time. Adult protective services let us know that my aunt will never be able to see my cousin again and that she is facing serious charges and is looking at another prison sentence. The APS told us that after 30 day evaluation we could go to court and take gaurdianship. We plan on doing just that too. We are going to bring her here to our town where she will be closer to her family and also to where we can see her anytime we want to. We are putting her in an assisted living home w/ppl like her so that she can interact and make new friends and be more independant! Im happy things are starting to look up and for the real friends who took the time out to read my other blog and say a prayer i thank you very very much!! I will keep you updated! Okay I know this is going to sound kinda stupid to some of you but...i have a daughter who is three and she is mixed, a
Waste Of Time
♥♥A special friend....♥♥Is someone you can't replace..... That you can talk to them about anything,.... To laugh with, until the tears run down your face.....
Everyone Always Leaves
WTF??? I will never understand humans. We all say we love each other and miss each other and its always bull shit! Y even bother? If words in this world mean nothing then y even speak? I know my questions will never be able to be answered but I have to voice them some how to anyone who will listen! I just dont get it! Y does everyone always leave? They either run away from u, die, move or just stop all communication without any reason! WTF is so damn wrong with me that no one stays? Can anyone please tell me? I dont know y but i feel like i lost part of myself! If anyone can help me find it plz do cuz i just cant seem to find the light! So my mom basically called me a whore today! My spirit is completly broken! I dont know who i am anymore! Maybe i am everything that everyone has said about me! Im just a girl trying to find herself!
We fight,We die,through the night,we cry,watching the light,pass us by,why should we fight?why should we die?it doesn't make anything right,Can't you see those hearts that cry,those who fight with all their might,often die,but tell me why,why make your loved ones cry,in kids' hearts they scream with freight,but tell me why,why scare our kids with the fight of all fights, wake up and see the light, and tell me why. Your heart was pure,Your eyes were soft,sometimes it makes me wonder,did i really love you enough?now your gone,and i see,that i may have loved you,but you had even more love for me,i have no regrets,a father figure you may be,i just wish i could see you one more time,i wish you didnt leave. Through the stars,deep within the sky,two hearts meet,one gal and one guy,though the two are different,they still fell into one,they twist and turn around eachother,never to come undone,well this story must cease,but this isn't goodbye,these two hearts have soared,they've learned how to f
Got this emailed to me from an old classmate from Bullitt Central High School. I was in 17 years, and saw alot while i was in and takes alot for me to get emotional. Cut and paste and send this to everyone you can and have the thanks of an old crippled soldier. God Bless and Merry Christmas. A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps
Black Goddess 22
So yeah...I have entered another contest and would really love it if my wonderful fu friends and family would please go vote for me.  I love you all and thank you for taking the time to at least come read this! Well, I knew this day would come and it looks like it has. For most of you, this is just the web and a fun place to hang out.  For others, it is a place to find and connect with others and when that happens, I don't care who you are, emotions begin to play a role.  I have found some really wonderful friends on here and I treasure their friendships more than they realize.  You know who you are.  Yes I am married, but as most of you know, not always and actually rarely happy.  I found a wonderful guy on here and became quite attached.  Well because of things beyond my control, that didn't work out so well.  Am I a stupid girl for falling for somebody on the net, maybe (just one of my many flaws).
Lookin 4 Wh@t?
I am outta here How's it hangin out there in the fu world? Feel free to give me  a shout back. I am just lookin to have some fun here online. I aint beggin for blings or anything else. Those who cant take the fact that some one might rate you any6thing less than a ten Get overit. Normally i don't rate a blond higher than an 8 Red heads are my passion. Life sucks here in shitsville I mean er um bellefontaine. I work my ass off to bring in a fucking paycheck and my wife just sits on hers. Her fucking dad lives with us and doesn't help out atall.
why the hell do people go to c movies like that it was nice,  i fell asleep watching it, the crazy part was when shen was in the alley fighting the guys, i'm sorry but guys that movie makes us look weak, the other crazy part was the explosion in the fuckin buildin whith ninjas u fucking terrace im just kidding, another was finally something really crazy the end part when the guy and the girl are fighting she knocks his head around so it looks like his back of his head is at his peanus side what the hell ,and who the hell names there daughter white rose i mean this is fuckin stupid and funny have u ever seen a man that lives 2 steps awy from his mom if u havent or fogot, have u ever seen taxi who the hell drives when they can sing ,who the hell lives 2 steps away from there mom ,well dont miss the movie its straight funny and for u should see the way he drives kinda like a manieak (lol)thanks for this oppertunity peps see ya people rate and luv, this i know your probably owned but add m
Crash And Burn
i have terrible luck with men. i pick the wrong ones to go for. i think i'm out to sabbatage myself. i think i on purpose go for men who are not capable of telling the truth, who can't care about anything but themselves and getting laid, i go for people that i know have no intention of being in it for the duration. i think i do it because i'm scared to death of getting close to someone again...i was wicked hurt by the one man that i could honestly say i was in love with. every since then, i just don't trust anyone. i would like to. i would love for someone to prove me wrong, but, that's gonna be hard because i automatically assume that whatever poetry and prose comes out of a man's mouth is complete and utter bullshit. i met someone not too far back that i thought "wow. this person is entirely different than what i'm usually attracted  to. don't be an ass...give him a try." bad fucking idea. he's just like everyone else. talks a damn good game, but, it's words and that's all. it's anot
There are people in this world who dress up and act like clowns; I don't like these people. I am not clownophobic (or to be politically /scientifically correct, coulrophobic). I do not fear clowns. Really. I don't. They are just not nice people. They scare little kids, they cause neurosis in some adults, they have big floppy feet, they try to fit too many of their kind in a car, I could go on and on. You know how people ask:"If you had three wishes, what would you wish for?" My answer is simple. Forget all those answers about world peace and solving the world hunger problem. If I got my three wishes, the world would be a better place (it definitely would be more peaceful without all that honking of those silly horns and without all their horseplay)!  WISH 1: If the word clown is used on a homepage or website, I wish that it was some kind of Internet-Law that it had to be crossed out --just to symbolize how annoying clowns can be.   WISH 2: I wish that all clowns had to go down
Texas Godfather
  Its always too hard say godbye to someone you love and its even worst if you can never find yourself to cry every time i think about it never getting the chance to say goodbye but still never crying at the fact your no longer here it makes me die over and over inside its make feel as if i didnt care enough about you to shed tears as i paid my respects when you were once one of the most important aspects in my life Its alwayz hard to sit through a funeral without crying but its even harder to go through life knowing that you didnt cry you couldnt cry at your sons funeral I love you When I became your friend, I never thought it will be like this, it will be so beautiful........I want to talk to you, I want to share with you, I want to see you.......I wait for you, and when you reply, I feel so good. I don't know, how I got attached to youin so small time......I
I can feel the smoothness of your skin My lips brush against your hair And follow the curve of your neck The same thing always brings me back here I'm addicted I can feel your heart beating so hard Your pulse I can feel at my lips I let my teeth tear at you You sink into me I'm addicted It's like floating, the feeling created You become part of me once again The moistness of your skin, the blood and just you I'm addicted My lips go to meet yours and you take yourself in The bitter-sweet taste and I'm yours again Forever addicted   I see this Women Clad in dark, indigo denim and my entire, Accumulative Ambition as a male. The final abyss, Land of good company And the only home for me, Should be a sight mediocre when compared to this beauty (To put Beauty to shame). Honestly, it is a scientific fact that the sun rises each day only So that we may see this Morning Star and sets only so that we may not go blind from staring too long. My eyes afire, she walks about as the Love-child of se
What Seemed Like The Most Perfect Evening!!!!
The lights dim,the soft romantic music seemed to be playing in the background.The atmosphere seemed pefect,everything seemed just PERFECT,he stood up smiling,gazing at her beauty and walked over to her seat,He held out his hand and asked ,,,"MAY I HAVE THE HONORS OF HAVING THIS DANCE,WITH YOU ?BEAUTIFULL LADY.She blushed a tad,looking innocently down,then back into his eyes.Yes i'd love to she told him,as she smiled and grabbed his hand.He slowly led her to the dance floor.the dim lights made her look angellic and float towards the dance floor.Taking one hand and holding it in his,and wrapping his other arm around her waist.He stepped closer to her as he gently pulled her to him,she laid her head on his chest,,she could feel his chest rise and fall with every breath and hear his heart beat loud and strong,,they danced and danced,,till the music played no more,,he whispered in her ear,i have a little something ,that i would like to give you,they stopped,,he stared straight into her mesm
The blood that trickelsFrom these veinsAre caused by thoseWho brings these painsThe knife they useTo stab this heartJust makes it's beatCome apartThe breathe it takesIt loses quickThe blood that runsIs not so thickDarkness closesWith every breathIt tastes it's sorrowAnd it's deathThe life that flashesBefore it's eyesAre caught withEvery tear it criesIt envies allThe pain that's deltOf those that onlyIt has feltThe beat is slowing The bloods run dryNow aloneIt lays to dieTime is tickingIt's almost outSo where's the strengthFor one last shoutIt will not moveThere it liesWith one last breatheThat's where it dies in silence i suffer,no one shall know,the things that i do,will not let it show. this bleeding i do,is not seen by eyes,for everythings that bleeds,has its own descise. in silence i suffer,with nothing at all,nothing to hold me,tis why i fall. I grasp in the darkness,for something to hold,but the walls are smooth,nothin shall mold. the rush of this fear,that enters my heart,makes
Fuzzy Wuzzy Was A Bear
Hi All - Sorry I've been away for so long, but it has been a hectic year. In April of 2010 I had a rather large tumor removed that was playing tag with most of my vital organs. The good news is that it wasn't cancerous. The bad news is I'm still usually in a bit of pain as a result of the surgery. With that little scare out of the way, last summer I decided to redouble my efforts to get my publishing company off the ground. In December 2010 we came out with our first short story collection, with two more following in February and March. We've also signed four authors to contracts for full-length novels - the first one is scheduled to come out in August 2011. I'll private message anyone that wants the website for the company. I'm still working 60-80 hours weeks, so I probably won't be here as often as I used to be. Just wanted to say miss you all and hope to be getting more time to catch up with everyone. Kenny (fwwabear)   Hi - I get asked a lot of questions about the teddy bears,
Jus Cuz I Can
Sexy Slow** Time slow, climb so, close we combine bones. Our thighs roam, the passionate music rings, cries, moans. Pleasure me, your treasury, makes me feel heavenly. You've sexually arrested me. But really we sexin free. Taste me, I'll taste you the space below ya waste too. Feel my tongue trace you, and my arms embrace you. Spread wide, hold close, fingers cluth the bed post. Then I'll softly coast, slow it down and softly coast. Lick you, lips move all along ya hips groove. I wanna kiss you, til ya body drips loose. Grindin it, you ride and twist. I wanna spend time with it, arch ya back, bend ya wrist. Ya spot my tongue is findin it. Sweat exposed hickies on ya neck & breast, flexed ya toes. I leave you Wet, Unclothed Rockin So sexy slow by lilmama It is the spring but yet I'm cold Because this girl ran away with my soul I wonder if she knows That although Separate places we will go I will be filled with sorrow But yet she will always be on mind Because she was my definition of fi
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Auction Blog
I am currently taking donations, in order to buy someones points for 12 hrs. I hope you will all help me out people that donate a mil or more will be featured in this blog and i will ask that everyone show them mad love for their support in my attempt to level to 27   Make me rich and make me your pet for one month!!!!!! Copy and past link to make your offer! Please Copy and paste link and only rate and comment on me make it a great comment and we both get blings If i win i'll bomb whoever hits me with the most comments
Every Min Counts
another day I awake another one I am thankful for.  I push past the thought of the pain and push through my day my favorite song buzzed through my head into the mystic.  I look around at the petiness of people not realizing how much worse things could be for them.  And yet I feel like a thief stealing one more day from what is trying to be taken from me.  I will fight in my mind and against my body.  I will let you watch over me for now.  But the end is inevitably mine.  And I will choose it for all the right reasons.  I do appreciate that wisp of breeze bringing in the sweet smell of fresh blooming honeysuckle.  Do others notice it does not matter.  I see more of life than I wanted to at this age I am more aware of what some cannot expect to have to go through.  but I can tell you this I won't waste one single minute on anger hate or disappointment or let anyone take me to a place where I lose my precious moments in time.  Make everyone count.  Stay above the Fray! I was reading kahil
Come Meet Rosealie Hale
About me: I was born to a middle-class family in 1915 in Rochester, New York. My father had a stable job in a bank while my mother was a housewife. My parents were social climbers and I was the ticket they needed to reach their social aspiration. I was clearly the favorite of my parents, with two younger brothers. While growing up, I dreamed of a lavish life--a life with a rich husband and children as beautiful as I was. My parents influenced my want of material things, which made me vain and conceited. I wanted a big house that someone else would clean, with a large lawn that I would play with my children on. In Rochester, where I grew up, there was only one family that had what my parents wanted--the Kings. Royce King owned the bank my father worked in. His son, Royce II, saw me for the first time and began dating me. It was a quick courtship and we were soon engaged. The engagement went too quickly and wedding plans were made. I couldn't help but feel something was missing from
Why Not?
Honk if you love peace and quiet. On the other hand, you have different fingers.Back up my hard drive? How do I put it in reverse? Always remember that you are unique, just like everyone else. He’s not dead — he’s electroencephalographically challenged. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say will be misquoted, then used against you. I wonder how much deeper the ocean would be without sponges. How many of you believe in telekinesis? Raise my hands. If you think nobody cares about you, try missing a couple of loan repayments. You can’t have everything — where would you put it? You never really learn to swear until you learn to drive. On the keyboard of life, always keep one finger on the escape key. To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism; to steal from many is research. A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking. " To Love and be Loved is to feel the sun from both sides. (David Viscott) Do you prefer to Love or be Loved?
Music That Has Impacted My Life
Song details Title When I'm Gone Artist 3 Doors Down Album Away from the Sun (2002) , Track 1 ,Another 700 Miles (2003) , Track 3  
Totally liking on life, at the moment. Except, for a few glitches, I assume.  Nothin' I can't handle.  Lol...not liking living with someone, instead of being on my own....well, since it's my sister, it is really not that bad. Better than it was before. I am a bit confused about my next step in life. Tht is not unusual, though. Hehehe. I get tired of being invisible. I get tired of pretending I don't care. I love that I have someone who worships me, but why is it only him who's ALWAYS there.  Some people say that I am pretty...others say that they love my art. But on what happens to be bad day, A KIND, HELLO, whould be a a nice start. Why am I so forgettable? Could I get a few suggestions, on how to not be?  Just every once and a while, I don't care if it is out of pity, could it just be about ME! No one will actually read, I don't really care if I sound cheezy... And Honestly...I am over it could be about whatever the heck whoever wants it to be!!! LOL
Me, And Things About Me
First and foremost, I've unsubscribed from all lounges.  I am one person, and only one person.  If I go one place, I catch flak from one party, if I go another place, I catch flak from another party.  Sorry folks, I love you all dearly, and I'm not going to catch hell for that.  I am friends with multiple groups of people.  If I can't go to talk to them freely in various different places, then I simply don't want to be in any of those place.   Next on the agenda: I am not in a good place right now.  I spent about 4 years trying to build a future for myself that has ended in epic failure.  I wake up every day looking at this epic failure.  I need to get out of here.  That's my current mission, with my sanity at stake.    The prop business has pretty much dissolved into nothing.  It gets hard to do something you love, something you've been built up on being told it'll be great and wonderful, and then become disillusioned by it all.  I got fucked, hardcore, by various circumstances. 
No More Meaning
why does it seem like as soon as the pain stops theres always another fight or a lie ending in sobs if you loved me really why did you do it thats just kinda silly then you got mad and threw a fit when really you were wrong you did the dirty deed and sang her that love song and even planted your seed why do you keep hurting what once wasent enough so you keep flirting so twice you try mu love but end of round two you did one last thing and lied about it too had a little fling this all could've been prevented if you'd just shut up and listen but i was wrong, but look in the end you tried to excuse it as jealous now you see that i was right and she came between us you were blind as night this is hard to deal with dont know whether to cry or throw a fit but ill try its all i can do the damage is already done was it worth it to you do you feel you won are you trying to test me see how much i can take sre you trying to see how long till i break all i a
Landind Zone
on profile picture;in korea at the time air force. but was so drunk;from korean beer and a drink called sojo; that I was in north korea! peace! back from trip early ;san diego ; weather turned little bad! drinks on the house! wanna see some funny ass old japanese monster movie then check out ultraman vs red king in video stash! 
Random Rantings
I saw the perfect graphic tonight I mean seriouslywhat DO you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is theone who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone thinkyou're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going asthough nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how muchbetter off you are without them when deep inside wonder howthey are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever"become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" becomesomething that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is justtossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something peoplesay to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure thatmost people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on aperson's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life ofpain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but whathappens to that person when the one they thought would love them
I guess its all the same.I guess ill always be single.I guess this sadness that grows inside me will never change.I guess that is my destiny.I guess this life is over.I guess that it will change when im dead.For now i guess this Mumm is over, just like the words i once spoke before, and from this year to a new year that is just beginning, i guess ill always be single, for i guess its all the same. Im a good man, i work hard, and i take care of my responsibilities. Where on my profile did you read otherwise?? Games, you want to play games, go back to my bio and read my opinion on that. Im just so sick and tired of the repeatitive issue, this is why i stay single, why do you think i want to be with a person who doesnt know how to be my inspiration? In my experience, ive met a few people online, some who are still my closest and dearest freinds, others that i wish ive never met. But, hey, what can i do? New york is filled with horror stories, lol. Im not here to be your puppet. Im not her
Real Talk
So.... I've been in Philly since the 10th, havent even made it back to NY yet and the way things are looking, I won't be back anytime soon.Mom's cancer spread to her spine and femur so she can no longer walk... The tumor on her c2 vertebrae has basically eroded the bone which the body perceives as a broken neck. The Neurosurgeon was amazed that she is even able to still move her head.We are on an agressive radiation schedule and will probably introduce chemo sometime within the next few following weeks. It's been rough but hopefully the road will be worth traveling and mom will be in one piece again.Thank you so much to those of you who have been following the story and asking, wishing, and praying for my mother's recovery. Though it won't be a speedy one, I truly appreciate everyone's support.Mom's still awake so I have to go back to her hospital room now. x0x0(h) Lilo Mom had her first round of chemo yesterday. Let's just say she isn't the ideal patient. She acted like a coke addict
" Truly To Love...and To Be Loved...     Is a CHOICE...We MAKE Daily"  This year: It's been a tough,rough year...We were so fortunate NOBODY in my immediate family had cancer....Well surprise!!! One after another,My Mother,Father,two Aunts,a cousin,then I lost my Aunt this year...Another Aunt still coping with difficulty in recently being blind....Still another emergency surgery....Dad had two this year and about to undergo a third in Dec.... My favorite Aunt....She was a fabulous person....I shall miss her terribly...Then my Grandmother...not one cancer but two!!!...God always hears from me....But more now than ever.To make matters worse my "baby" ended up with the diagnoses...Thank God they were wrong....He only had to have tonsils and adnoids removed.... OhMyGosh....when will it end?....My sister jsut called.NOW she is in the hospital with a tumour and they are operating in the morning.... I miss those days when worry was over silly things...Like where is the money coming fro
What Happened To My Leg
 My youngest son broke a china plate (he pulled it off the kitchen table), my wonderful hubby cleaned it all up for me, but when I came back into the living room, I stepped over the garbage bag that had the broekn pieces in it, but I didnt step far enough over and the plate was standing up against the edge of the bag (broken side up) and it cut the hell outta my leg as I put my foot down.. ended up with 15 stitches.. those pics were taken at the hospital rigtht after they stitched it up.... it looks (and hurts) alot more now  Ugh lol Just wanted to let everyone know where I have been. I am very sorry for not returning drinks and such, I will be working on it all day. I just spent the last 28 hours in the hospital with a bleeding ulcer. :( Yuck! But it has been cuterized, and I'm all better and home now. Thank you all for the warm wishes! Your the best! :) Lots of Love! Ok, so I am in this contest... I need everyone to rate and leave lots of comments as I get points for EACH rat To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just
Just Shut Up And Listen.
Hmm.. I almost have nothing to say anymore. Life seems very insightful so far, but what can I say I haven't lived long enough to say anything great. I have had a lot of shit happen in my life, but that is what makes me, me, of course. I could have gone without some crap happening in my life. Though I am some what content. I came home today after a week away to shit. Who else my mother. My house is not a home or a place of ease I go day by day grinding my teeth pulling back my urge to pull out a knife and slit her throat or at least shut her up. You ever seen in movies when a person stalks or a child stalks around the house with a knife in attempt to kill a person I've done it more than three times. Define the word bitch and you'll see a picture of my mother. The horrid woman who gave birth to me, I would rather have died when I was being pulled out, I tried killing her. Example I was the only C section out of three and they had to move organs and stuff I was moving further up towards h
Seriously.. Wtf!
*sigh* Life always has to lead you on doesn't it? You think you finally got your sh*t in order and then "Wham! Bam! Thank you Ma'am, but I don't think so..." Then instead of suport from the people you think are supposed to be there, you get nothing... All you hear for days is "Why are you being such a b*tch?" What kind of answer are you really expectin to hear? You don't tend to like "Because I can?" Do you think I'm going to deal with this by myself? Seriously? If you really knew anything about me, you'd realize that is the last thing that will happen. *sigh* Why is it that when you meet a person you really like, things are great for a while and then things get complicated and stressful? I'm open and honest, so if you ask I'll tell you my honest opinion. Yes I speak without thinking a little more often than I should. Would you rather me lie to you? I know what I want, but how to get it is the problem. I've done the whole friends with benefits route and the casual dating thing. I'm h
For Craven
I have an offer that you might like. I am offering NSFW salutes for people or person who sends my #1 Craven Moorehead a Jugga Face bling.. You are my treasure, my world, my fame;I share your heart, your joys, soon your nameI give you love, and peace of mind;You give me laughter and thoughts so kindI give you care, you take it from me;You give me warmth, so willing, so freeI give you a promise to have and to hold;You give me your love more precious than goldI give you my trust, and also my heart;You give me a promise that we'll never part Jason       Make photo slide shows at  
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Give me a reason to believe that you're gone I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong Moonlight on the soft brown earth It leads me to where you lay They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home I will stay forever here with you My love The softly spoken words you gave me Even in death our love goes on Some say I'm crazy for my love, Oh my love But no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my love They don't know you can't leave me They don't hear you singing to me And I can't love you, anymore than I do And I can't love you, anymore than I do People die, but real love is forever. BREATHE NO MORE     I've been looking in the mirror for so long. That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side. All the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me, Too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter, But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. If I try to touch her, And I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no more. Take a breath and I try to draw
Blue Moon
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I should know who I am by now, I walk, my record stands somehow Been thinking of winter. Your name is the splinter inside me, while I wait... I remember the sounds, of your November downtown, and I remember the truth, a warm December with you, but I dont have to make this mistake, no I dont have to live this way, if only I would wake... I walk as though Ive been cleared by now, your voice is all I hear somehow, calling out winter, your voice is the splinter inside, me while I wait.... I remember the sound of your November downtown, I remember the truth, a warm December with you, but I dont have to make this mistake, and I dont have to stay this way, If only I would wake.... I could have lost myself in those rough blue waters in your eyes, and I miss you still... I'll never forget the sound, of the last November downtown, and I remember the truth, a warm December  without you.... Where do you go when the day is long? And where does your heart beat, and who is wrong? Why do I fee
Free Massages At Work?
I have the greatest supervisor in the world. Curt, aka boss-man is so f-ing awesome. He trained me right before he became supervisor. He's so smart, and he's a smart ass. lol He's approved all 3 of my vaca days as soon as i handed him the vaca slips. I've trained him as well. I ask him "Curt, what do I always tell you?" and he says "don't be a dick, be a dude." LMAO. Boss-man's the shit!! So after 2 nights in a row of getting post-ops back and having them tank within 30 minutes of anesthesia leaving, the stress level was a wee bit high. But the big-wigs decided to pay respect to all us ICU/CCU nurses and we all got free massages at work this morning. lol Gotta love nurse appretiation week!!! So I can't even go to Meijer with out thinking about my buddy Matt from work. We went to Meijer on night so he could pick up a wii, and as we were walking out we passed the flower display. There were some orchids out and I stopped and looked at them. So Matt says "awww, you are a girl!" To
Love And Direction
Don't try to out smart love~ When you feel it let it be, let it guild you sweet and carefree!! Open those strong arms and let it be don't be scard of me.. For I give to you the strength of unity and all that is glorious and free!!! I see in you things I've never seen, your words are so strong how can a feeling like this be so wrong? The power of love is so much better with two with a man like you.. Don't try to out smart love because it will find you... Real life- fubar- Myspace- facebook and Drama.... I guess I am wondering why the word drama is used so much when speaking of these sites?? Here is my dilemma.... I hear the word lots and I guess my confusion is this, what does the word really mean? When someone comes on these sites, and spews out that he/she is this most awesome person, draws you in with words, and then that person believes in those words, why then is it that the person biting on the lies that you created is considered drama? We all do our share of being someone we are
I Realise!
I realised last nite, how horrible of a person i have been =*(   I realised that i have been totally and complelty selfesh. It took my fiance to say we need a break and actually taking that break from me to see what i was doing wrong=*( Yea  it hurt like hell and made me cry for hours but it was for our own benifit. I know she is comming back to me, i know she loves me so much and wants to be with me, but i was completely selfesh to her and i thought i wasnt =*( but i was wrong and i see that now. And i hurt her, and thats something i never ever ever!!! EVER want to do again and i wont! I always wanted to be the damn center of attention and i cant belive i was like that! i hated those types of girls with a passion and here i was being one of them *splaps him self hard* i deserve that from my fiance, but she isnt here to do it =*( . But baby girl, i see now how horriblke i have been i wont be like that anymore!! Im sorry baby gril
How To Throw A Lightning Bolt
It is as if it happened just yesterday, something happened which blurred the ties between humans and nature. Humans began feeling the need to dominate nature rather than live in symbiosis with it. This choice cast the human race from the heavens, perhaps it was this event that is described by the eating from the tree of the “knowledge” of good and evil. Once people started developing superstitions pertaining to the natural chaotic state of existence, society itself digressed from a source of great understanding to one of great confusion over how to approach the infinite bounty of an ever expanding Universe. Call it God, call it Quantum Entanglement or Mohammad or Allah or the Zero Point Energy Source or whatever you want to call it,  the point is that at some point, society on a larger scale stopped seeing itself as an entity which was entangled with every aspect of existence and we fell. It’s amusing to take into consideration that everyone exists within their own d
Wrost Horror Scaryer Movies Ever! Warning Spoiler Alert!
Gran Torino!!! Current mood:  peaceful Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities So far the best movie ever for 2009!  Gran torino kicked ass and was so fucking funny i almost pissed myself !  clint did great job directing it, and good job playing old bitter moody old fart!   Heres some of the Quotes he said: Thug: What you lookin' at old man? Walt Kowalski: Ever notice how you come across somebody once in a while you shouldn't have messed with? That's me. Walt Kowalski: Oh, I've got one. A Mexican, a Jew, and a colored guy go into a bar. The bartender looks up and says, "Get the fuck out of here." Walt Kowalski: Jesus, Joseph and Mary. These Hmong broads are like badgers. Walt Kowalski: [sneering and aiming his gun] Get off my lawn! Thao Vang Lor: Excuse me Sir, I need a haircut, If you ain't too busy, you old Italian s.o.b. prick barber! Thao Vang Lor: Boy, does my *** hurt from all of the guys at my construction job! Walt Kowals
Random Thoughts...
There is a woman on Facebook that is deleting people from her friends list because all their animals on Farmville are fenced in. She believes it's animal cruelty and keeps posting as her status how mean we all are because the animals need to be free.I love crazy people. They are such entertainment. Just thought I'd share.  YELLOW RICE CASSEROLE 1 pkg. yellow rice mix, cooked according to directions1 stick butter, seed to rice while warm1 (12 oz.) Mexican1 can cream of mushroom soupAdd Mexican and soup to the rice mixture. Put into greased casserole dish. Top with grated medium Cheddar cheese (about 1 cup). Bake about 30 minutes at 350 degrees. Can add 1 cup boiled chicken or turkey. I just perv'ed some dudes page. He listed his interests like this.... "Wrighting drawing and vampires"See the funny?Lol
Life In General...boring To Most!
I've read that it feels like "butterflies" or "a fish swimming" or some other gay thing like that.  In actuality, it feels like baby is pinching and poking my uterus from the inside and is getting stronger...started feeling this a month ago.  Oh, there it goes again, lol.  Baby is always more active at night...p'haps 'cause that's when I am movin' around... I am going to be a mother.  Never would have guessed it...and as cheesy as it sounds, I am going to have a baby made from love.  I absolutely adore the father, and I couldn't imagine a better daddy for baby to be.  Being so in love kinda hurts... Wow, betcha can't tell I'm pregnant and full of hormones, eh?  :p  Kay, I'm done being cheesy... Got a text today from a friend I consider a brother...the text said "GOODBAR is dead" and that's it.  My little group of friends...we are all fucked up.  So, I wasn't sure if he was playing around or not, so I called him.  He was crying...and that just isn't like him...AT ALL...for reasons onl
Country Tire Swing Train
~Country Tire Swing Train~ Hey, who wants to swing on the tires with me? As a country girl at heart I always loved tire swings or other homemade swings hanging from a tree. So I thought this would be a fun train to do. ~Rules~ R/F/A everyone on the list or comment if already added. Rate the pics (link below) in the Country Tire Swing album. Please pm and let me know when u have finished so I can add you to the train. Will be making tags but if you would like to make your own that’s fine too. Train Owner ◊ LadyStClair ◊ *☈☈Recruiter* *Owned by Inkspot69* Train Riders ~Inksp0t69~ RATING REVOLUTION HEAD CREW LEADER ~Fu-Owned By ~♥JEANNIE♥ ~ ♥ MZ.LIZ ♥ ®® Head Recruiter,Llama leveler, PHAT CHICK ,VMV ☣ Coal Mnr2008 ☣ SexyRedhead/Fu-Wifey to SweetPeabayba/Owned by Belle/Dangerous Curves member!
What do you guys think? Did he get out of this hold? My Shoutbox  sueann: rubbing my pussy ->sueann: just rating pics and stuff  sueann: wat u doing ->sueann: ok sueann: how are u - >sueann: hi  sueann: hi   BTW I dont know who this chic is. Maybe she was trying to test me, who knows. Anyways if you girls are gonna play the game..least play it right..LOL I just wanna tell all the mommys happy mothers day, and that you guys are the best. Especially all my friends on here. You girls know who you dont forget to holla back..;)
Basic Things About Me
sorry, had to move this... doesn't make sense in Friend requests i don't want...   I am: female german 27 5'8" student (studying History, English, German) Tech Support agent for a german webmail provider goofy (Bravo reminded me... ) Webmaster of 2 websites ( and a german one ) I love: quiet things SNOW!!! baking cooking reading fishing (usually i don't have the time) sitting at the river Rhine my job my family (even if we can't be together for long without starting to fight) my friends my cat my PDA staying up late
Grow The Fuck Up!!!
1. When you are sad, I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry fuck who made you sad. 2. When you are blue, Ill try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile, I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared, I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused, I will use little words. 7. When you are sick, stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall, I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. When you need a kidney, I will search the web for you. This is my oath, I pledge it till the end. Why, you may ask, because you are my friend. You know, i really hate stupid people who think they know me...get off your damn high horse and look around..nobody thinks ur hot shit and i sure as hell dont quit acting like i need to treat you like ur the next fu
Just A Day
ok so maybe its supposed to be busy bee.. but I prefer bitch. *shrugs* anyway.. have been on a nutzo streak adding products to my online shop.   That is my Hallowed grove. only on the web for now, but one day it will be real, but alas I am rambling.. here are some of the designs I have added.. well for the word tee's.   "SUPPORT CANNIBALISM!  eat me. " "I'm not a stalker... I'm just curious.   By the way you're out of milk." "I have the perfect body. But its in the trunk and starting to smell." and alot more, I will me adding more through out the next few days.. let me know what you think.   ok.. off to think of some more demented shit to turn in to a tee. *waves*     I want some damn it. Ok.. so what I really want are auto 11's, Cherry bombs and a vip.. but I would be happy with some bling.. or for fucks sake any luv at all.. I dont seem to be getting much lately.   Ok my sexy fockers, I am off to read a bit fu will survive witho
Horny And Looking
the lounge was empty and the muisc was above avg. but there was not one  staff member to be found  and when ask  got no response in my oppion this club needs to hire more staff or close down when they can not staff the room when was contacted  by the enforcer was bought a drink and then told that the owener was there and was invited back  this is a place that I will have to give a second chance to  but from the  first look This reviewer gives the SEX KITTEN  a 6 out of 10 Just got shut down by the EX  told me she wanted to do friends with benafits and then when the time came she said   ohhhhh   my boyfriend  won't understand    I said this is BULLSHIT  was I wrong????   I wish I was a better looking man cuz then I could have  sex with the lights on  the women  keep telling me to TURN OFF THE FRICKN LIGHTS and its starting to hurt my  feelings but maybe its just me   does anyone else have this problem????    
Lost And Lonely
i sit here alone waiting for hope that one day i'll finally be able to stand up and say no to the one thing in this world that has always had a hold over me. no matter what i do it seems that i will always give in to my heart it has a cotroll over me that i just dont understand i've been hurt so many times by this pain that i live with every day for the past 4 years but how happy i become when she comes back even just to be friends i know ill get hurt every time but i am in love with this person so much i guess im willing to put up with the pain but at least i can feel something in this lonely heart. im 40 and getting older my life is not what i wanted but i deal with it hopeing one day the  one thing in my life i need will finally come true and that one thing is true love as i go thruogh this life i come to realize that some people  will never find that love and im starting to think i am one of those people.  i love this person more then my own life how ez i could give it up just t
eveybody plz pray for blackwolfs dad hes in the hospital with luekemia!plz pray for him!tyvm and god bless! FUBAR SAYS NO CAMS!!!WHAT DO U THINK????SHOULD WE BE ABLE TO HAVE CAMS OR NOT??? LOOKIN FOR A PROMOTER IN TRUCKERS PARADISE COME BY IF INTRESTED!!!!!
Under The Microscope
You can't handle me, no one can! If you wanna compare notes I can bring out the "big guns", the slef pity pot that so full of shit that it is constantly overflowing. My boots can walk, I ain't trippin' and I know there are people out there that have it so worst than me - (Give my love and respect to those fighting for this crazy cuntry
Just Thoughts
i love technology and i love my family but if u put them together it's like fruitcake fruit is great so is cake but wtf is up with fruitcake anyway i just got in a big fight with my dad b/c his new t.v. is sencitive to wat he's watching and will change the picture size depending on wat he's watching and he's a channel surfer so it changes alot and b/c i'm the only other person in the room and he's a moron i must be magicaly changing the screen size so i get yelled at b/c he dosen't understand his new t.v. anyway just another random thought no real point but doing this beat punching a wall or even worse me dad so i guess i'ma head home back into the dark ages of no internet but i'll be back on monday maybe depends on if another fruitcake in the family figured out that her router has an on switch and isn't powerd by magic ight peace woo hoo i'm bored as shit watchin my nephew waiting till he leaves to go home well i was planning to type more but i'm not gonna so l8er pplz peace ight firs
here is a little about me.Im  proud bbw and i walk with great pride of who I am and secure in my body.. Im looking forward to meeting new people and making lots of friends and one never knows maybe the man who will wing my heart and sweep me off my feet. im just a simple girl who enjoys the simple pleasures in life...from a walk in the rain to sitting in front of a fire place. I love old movies and a huge fan still of the 80's music especially the big hair bands. ok one more shot before it gets erased again...i would like to find a man who enjoys the simple things in life...and adores bbw women and would be proud to have me on his arm... someone with a great sense of humor and a huge heart..someone who can accept me and my cat as a package deal...someone who enjoys spending time with me and thinks of me when we arnt together. someone who is great at conversation beyond sex i need someone who will stimulate my mind with fun and exciting conversation...flirting is ok..some one who is
In The Depths Of A Mind Insane Fantasy And Reality Are The Same
Let them marry. Whats the big deal? Sanctity of marriage? Fuck that. Marriage happened long before your god was created and made into the greatest scam. So you cant use religion for an excuse. Marriage used to be 1 man and however many wives he wanted. Even the bible says that. So that argument is bullshit. Jesus didnt belive in marriage anyway according to the bible. So let them fuckin marry. You dont need god or a church or a priest to get married, so why does it have to be man an woman? Now for some randomness. I love big breasts that are not full of additives. I love women with hips and ass as well. I dont even mind a little tummy on them. I love speed/thrash/death/grind music. Fuck all that radio/mtv shit. Its worthless and just geared to make money. I mean come on, Britney cant sing a fuckin note. Its all digital, and when she performs live, she fuckin lip synchs. I hate all religions. Seri
Twisted Phuckers
Twisted Phuckers!! A select group of off the hook, totally rad, extremely sexy, super fly, wicked crazy, bad ass individuals aka US Welcome and Congratulations on being a Twisted Phucker We are gathered here today to acknowledge all the douchebags fucktards and dip shits of the world.... If you to are a dipshit this may not be the group for you. We can not be held liable for hurt feelings or unexpected and random acts of assholish behavior. If at anytime you feel your civil or personal rights have been violated please feel free to email us with your concerns. We would love to have you be the next douchebag of the day. With that said we take all requests seriously and only after a thorough investigation into your worthiness to be named twisted phucker will you be allowed to join. If we feel you fall under the category of any of the above said dipshits, don’t be surprised if we kick you out after said complaint and tell you to piss off!!! Your Twisted Phuckers....This Is Your Famil
my cats raping me.         thats all i have to say. widow creepers come here golden boy and piss in my tea lets go on the roof and talk about the birds and the bees ill touch you there and you'll stroke my hair lets lace our fingers and call it fair let me stand on your head while you're holding my thighs lets have some cake and eat with no plates ill sit on the grass while you bathe in my sweat I'll close my eyes once you change your mind you'll open your eyes till my bodies nude and wet I'll try not to be shy but i cant help the rose in my cheeks lets lace hands and call it fair ill kiss your lips while you touch me there ill shut my mouth and wont make a peep ill keep it a secret before your words cheat golden boy come here and piss in my tea i prefer the bitter truth then the careless words that sound so sweet we'll grow old you'll be deaf and ill be mute lets be physical than talk cheap i'll fight you while you hold me tight touch me here while i touch you there My mind say
Oh The Weather Outside Is So Delightful!
I stood up to look at her as she lay there panting for breath, a light sheen of perspiration covering her upper body. I watched in fascination as the vibrator slowly, very slowly slipped out of her. As it did a deep sigh came from her. I picked it up and took it into the bathroom to rinse it off. By the time I returned she was breathing more normally, so I asked, "Well, how do you like this, something special so far?" She smiled for a second and then whispered, "It's wonderful, just wonderful." I took a folded blanket off the bed and covered her with it, tucking it in around her. "Aren't you going to untie me now?" I chuckled and replied, "Oh, no. I don't intend to do that for a while. You get some rest and we'll continue after you do." "John?" She said. When I didn't answer she said, "I'm wore out, I couldn't cum again, if I wanted to." I chuckled and said, "Oh yes you can. Rest, take a nap, then we'll finish." She pulled at the cords for a moment and started to protest. I cut her of
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There Are No Strangers
A Stranger Or A Friend?   Stranger, our paths may have crossed by chance, or perhaps destiny has brought us to a point in our journey that requires us to meet, If I should fail to raise my hand and greet you, will I have closed the door to the opportunity that you may have shown me the path that will lead to my destiny?  Will walking away from you deny you information to guide you on your journey? If we crossed paths by chance will it harm me in any way to smile and say “Have a Nice Day”. Or could it be that by walking away from you, I have just walked away from my own Destiny…   The only strangers in my life today are those people I have yet to meet, The friends in my life today were at one time considered strangers by me until we took a chance by simply saying Hi…. Will you be the stranger who crossed my path today that I may greet and then consider renaming as my Friend?   “My journey to a destination unknown to me has taken me down many paths
The hunter becomes hunted, the predator, becomes prey! Today, have to say was alright. I got somethings done. Played sand volleyball, and got a sunburn. today was sunny here and was out in it all day. think I am beginning to realize that with all the damage I 've done to myself over the years, the mind pushes forward to suceed, but my body can't keep up.  But Ill keep on pushing it!   For those who served and died for this country, I salute you!
  Ty czyniæ coœ do zrobienia mi (you do something to me)I think!   To my stranger in the night, my Prince in my dreams. One word, one gift makes it easier to slip into the darkness of my slumber to where I will find you, and wake into the void of the sunlight to make it so much brighter. It’s Almost a juvenile feeling during the brief moments that we speak can I be perfect without flaw knowing, you know no better. Dreaming and writing of perfection I am not even sure of: It’s a Magical, Poetic need, a desire to know your soul and your truth. For now I wait for the night to set in when my desire turns to dreams,  you’re on the beach next to me as our sun falls to the depths of the ocean… Michelle 2009 My heart was strong and full of the most powerful love I found someone to give the love  and he abused it  then kept it. Why leave it with me so I can continue to love and give?  that would be a good thing, something a man would do for a women he loves.
i really need help. i love this person so much i feel like they don't want me to get close cause of their own personal reasons but how am i to make this work please me. i really need it please leave comments   well its offical i have had one of them days you just wish that you never lived on this shitty earth. when all that seems to happen is everything falls apart around you. well not for me i got woke up at 8:30 in the morning to be kicked out of my home. wow what kind of dbags do that to someone without any warning at all!!!! FUCK THESE PEOPLE AND ALL THEY ARE ABOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! people now days even more women now confuse the living hell out of me. they do this by sayin one thing then doin and acting another but what the hell is wrong with this pic. i mean i do everything for everone and what do i get is nothing more than a smack in the face. please help me figure this out leave some advice for a man in need of help on this
I can say that I am a spiritual person, but I don't believe in organized religion. Why is that people think that just because my mother happens to be a preacher, that I must be a Christian? Especially, when it comes to living in the South and being black, I seem to be an anomaly. Am I supposed to be Christian by association? THE TOP TEN REASONS WHY I PROCRASTINATE: 1. Why is it that people can't tell the truth to save their lives? I would rather be told the truth, no matter what the circumstances. Telling half truths is the same as lying in my book. I am a grown woman. I don't lie. I have no one to answer to but myself. Why is it that I can't get that from people that I deal with? It seems to me that the truth is a deadly disease that no one wants to catch.
Where In The Fu Is Pmalone41??
My impending incarceration On Monday May 19th I am due in court and am facing 6 months in jail. It is due to a toxic relationship I was in with this 22 year old girl. She had talked me into shoplifting some things for her and like an idiot I did it. Ofcourse I got caught. I have a prison record for Assult on a police officer from 1999 so they are throwing the book at me this time and going for the maxium sentance on a misdemenor. Hopefully I can get another 30 day posponement or at least 2 weeks to self-surrender to the jail. If not I will be going straight to jail on Monday. Anyway I thought I should let you, my fu-friends know that I will be taking a long vacation from fubar in the near future. I would like to thank everyone for their friendship and help in leveling me to Godfather in only one month. I will return to you all asap. Take care, and god bless. I'm Free!!! I was sentanced to 121 days jail, suspended and 3 years probation. there is a $900.00 fine which I'm being given
Please Read First!!!
Welcome! And I'm glad you're showing interest in learning to edit your profile yourself! This is the directory, I'll start from the top of the LostCherry/CherryTap/Fubar profile, and divide it up into sections, and further in depth on those! Happy Hour and the Who's Online Marquee:   This is the entire top section. Who's Online is no longer a marquee, but it periodically shuffles new users in. The Live Feed:   This is where all your updates are. The Chat Box:   AKA SB or ShoutBox, this is where users instant chat with you. The Blast Box:   This is where users are for 30 days that have bought or been given a "Blast". The Ticker:   This is a short message that users can purchase. As it now appears on the homepage instead of the user profile, I'll be skipping this. Name, Action links, and your URL:   Pretty basic, this section also included the Ticker at one time. Welcome / Header Pic (The space between the Chat Box, and the rest of your profile.):   Your welcome mat, se
A Little More About Me
okay so here is somthing some of you may know from conversations withe but most of you probably dont.  I am Ex-Airforce I served for 4 years from 96 to 2000. I was a crew chief on a C-130 Spectre.  if you dont know what that is its the big 4 prop thing in my pics with all the hardware stiking out the side:).  my job was general maint of the aircraft and to direct fire on targets! good times! So more about me, well lets see I was born on a friday night at about 8pm, just in time for the party! because of this I am always hyper on fridays, no matter if I am at work or not, and if its a full moon and a firday..dont even bother, you get within 10 feet of me and you will be electrified the energy pules out of me in waves! Yes I love full moons, vampyres are kick ass on a random note, If I could be any mythical creature it would be that one..if they are mythical lol.  yes I like twilight and loved the books! lol.  interview with a vampire was a great show as was the 90's version of b
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Who We Are
If I KnewBY Robert Byers If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song. Who We Are Who we are you ask We live on our feet, definitely Will not live on our knees. When duty calls We leave everything behind Family, friends everything we love. We will kill for
Once in a lifetime you find something special, Your lives intermingle and somehow you know this is the beginning of all you have longed for A love you can build. A love that will grow. Once in a lifetime to those who are lucky, a miracle happens and all dreams come true. I know it can happen, it happened to me, for I've found the "Once in a lifetime" in you- af·fin·i·ty Pronunciation: \ə-ˈfi-nə-tē\ Function:noun Inflected Form(s):plural af·fin·i·tiesEtymology:Middle English affinite, from Anglo-French or Latin; Anglo-French affinité, from Latin affinitas, from affinis bordering on, related by marriage, from ad- + finis end, borderDate:14th century 1: relationship by marriage2 a: sympathy marked by community of interest : kinship b (1): an attraction to or liking for something (2): an attractive force between substances or particles that causes them to enter into and remain in chemical combination c: a person especially of the opposite sex having a particular
Song Of The Day and miss you I'm coming homeI've been gone for far too longDo you remember me at all?I'm leavingHave I fucked things up again?I'm dreamingToo much time without you spent It hurtsWounds so soreNow I'm torn, now I'm tornI've been far awayWhen I see your face my hearts burst into fireHearts burst into fire You're not aloneBut I know I'm far from homeDo you remember me at all?I'm leavingDo you wait for me again?I'm screamingNo more days without you spent It hurtsWounds so soreNow I'm torn, now I'm tornI've been far awayWhen I see your face my hearts burst into fireHearts burst into fire My bed's so cold, so lonelyNo arms, just sheets to hold meHas this world stopped turning?Are we forever to be apart?Forever to be apart It hurtsWounds so soreNow I'm torn, now I'm tornI've been far awayWhen I see your face my hearts burst into fireHearts burst into fire (I'm coming home)I've been gone for far too long(I'm coming home)Do you rem
Recently, in a large city in France, a poster featuring a young, thin and tan woman appeared in the window of a gym. It said, "This summer, do you want to be a mermaid or a whale?"A middle-aged woman, whose physical characteristics did not match those of the woman on the poster, responded publicly to the question posed by the gym.To Whom It May Concern,Whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, sea lions, curious humans.) They have an active sex life, get pregnant and have adorable baby whales. They have a wonderful time with dolphins stuffing themselves with shrimp. They play and swim in the seas, seeing wonderful places like Patagonia, the Bering Sea and the coral reefs of Polynesia. Whales are wonderful singers and have even recorded CDs. They are incredible creatures and virtually have no predators other than humans. They are loved, protected and admired by almost everyone in the world.Mermaids don't exist. If they did exist, they would be lining up outside the offices of A
The Affinity
I've decided to plant some seeds in honor of our new group, the Affinity. I think it will be neat to watch our seeds grow as do our friendships within the group. If anyone would like me to plant something special for them, I'd love to. Just let me know. I'll be hitting the seed store in a couple of hours here, lol, and will have you all in mind. I was excited before about this group, but now I'm Really If you've never heard of this group, please ask me about it, or see the Bulletins in same name. We're growing, I'm happy to say. === 'The Affinity' wrote the following at '2009-05-18 15:33:35'..>> > > > > > > > > > > > > I've been surfing around the fu for a long while now, looking for a group of people to join. I've visited pages, watched them at work, thus far haven't found a connection with any of them. Not that there is something WRONG with them, but none of them seem to have what I'm looking for.> > So, here are my thoughts. I'd like to be par

well ladies you have made this old man happy that you have become a part of the most beautiful ladies on this site now im not worried about all the haters out there a just would like for you all to come and leave a idea here for me to look at so we can start a contest of some kind let me know? i have 1 for you all now i have asked you all to be a part of my squad of beautiful ladies, correct and you all said yes this is how it has grown. 1. nowi would like to see which of my beautiful ladies can tell me why did you say yes when i asked you to become a part of this squad of beautiful ladies? 2.what would you like to see on my profile that would make it better? 3. to become a top friend please tell me why you should hold a ranking from the top 10 i will read all that you write i will judge from what you tell me on what number you will be. i like a chanlange Hello the one special persons in my life today is my  children. my daughters brings me so much joy and happiness and is a ver
You abandoned me on this cold, dark road.You left me all alone to solve this impossible code.In this endless storm of tackling winds, blinding lightning, roaring booms of thunder, and stinging rain.With me forever feeling this pain.You walked with me but left like the other.You abandoned me on this cold, dark road.You were with me for every twist and turn.Trust is a lie this all must learn.You said you would always help me.Trust comes with a hard fee.I trusted you then was abandoned too.Now that I look back that's nothing new.You abandoned me on this cold, dark road.Now I go every day all alone.Not a single thing I own.I couldn't take it I fell to my knees.Another one of lives cold hard fees.No more, that is the last time I will fall for this trick called trust.All will have good times as well as the bad times but all that is left for me is bad to be had.Besides the bad all i have left is this impossible code,because you abandoned me on this cold, dark road. I sit all alone in this roo
My Kids
So my 9 yr old lost yet another tooth last night. I will be the first to admit, I am the WORST Toothfairy in existence. I usually forget she's supposed to come so the day after goes something like this:   "Awww, the toothfairy didn't come!" "Really? Are you SURE?" "Yes, I checked under my pillow and my tooth is still there." "Well that sucks! Maybe she got busy or something. Ok, go hop in the shower so we can get going (or go brush your teeth)". Off she goes while I shove a dollar bill under her pillow. "Are you SURE she didn't come? I mean what if she couldn't get your tooth but left the dollar anyway and you just didn't see it? Why don't you check again to make sure." "Yesssss! She DID leave me a dollar!" Problem solved!   Why would last night be any different? Tooth went under pillow, I forgot and this morning she made the discovery that her tooth was still there and no money could be found. DAMN! Think fast! My explanation was that because it was raining last night, she
Are Men Really Dogs?
Ahhh...well I'm sure this one will start an argument but I gotta put it on record! OK! What is the deal with these 2000 ladies! (in general if this doesn't apply then obviously I am not referring to you) It is no secret that every a man wants a wants a woman like his mom. Now, no woman will replace mom but sheesh...come close! This is what I am talking about. ME i am a neat freak well not really but I am very organised. Everything has its place. Now I live with a woman, she is the mother of my daughter, she is a model, she's fun and firey and all perfect this is where the problem comes into play. She is a procrastonator and not very neat. I am the type of person who will use one cup all day. To me, there is no reason to get a new glass every time I'm thirsty. I have a huge set of dishes and I might actually use 10% of them. If I eat something, I take it straight to the kitchen when I'm done and wash it out and is clean. Now you might argue tha
Random Thoughts Of Violence.
So I just got a phone call from my cousin informing me that my other cousin Jeremy OD'd last night. So much for the great outlook I was having today with getting more feature film work next week and all that that entails. Now I just want to tell the world to go fcuk itself. I feel fairly cynical today. After the SML F up this morn and his ineptitude in general has led me to disdain culture. A bunch of stupid animals that run around with the herd claiming to know more than the sheep quivering with fear standing right next to them. Eternally, narcissistic, devolved dunces speaking from an underdeveloped brain rejecting the heart. 65-100 years long "whose gotta bigger dick" contest with poor eyesight. The WMD shoot is finally over. Yesterday was spent baking in the sun at the Mojave desert and today was at a sound stage in Santa Monica. Great shoot, footage, crew, actors and good times had by all. I really think this movie is starting to come together.
Ladies I Have A ? About My Pics . Ive Been Told I Need Some Help . Pleasse Let Me Know What U Think
I WOULD LIKE YOU ALL TO THINK ABOUT THIS . THIS IS A COMMENT THAT I HEARD FROM A ...... WELL IT DOESN'T MATTER TELL ME IF THIS MEANS ANYTHING TO YOU OR HAS ANY IMPACT ON YOUR LIFE , YOUR PAST OR YOUR PRESENT . IN ANY ASPECT OF YOUR LIFE   YOUR GEATEST ASSETT IS THE NUMBER OF FAILURE'S  SINCE YOUR LAST SUCCESS. IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS PLEASE CONTACT ME . IF YOU DO KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS AND UNDERSTAND THIS . PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CONTACT ME .( ITS PRICELESS ) VICTOR its come to my attention that the pics i have posted need some serious help . please ladies tell me the truth of your thoughts. these thoughts are from a male friend . one of my co workers please clear this  for me it's time for a nice , kind, real woman, to find me . you'll be in for a pleasant suprise. in every single way . make my dreams come true . and i will make yours a come to life fantasy. Only real interests please. don't waste our time . its way to short .
It's Just Me...
Hello, my darlin' lil' friends! If you have found me...CONGRATULATIONS! No, I wasn't leaving or anything like that.I just felt the need to relocate and start new.New life. New start. New... everything!But I am still very much me!Yes, I am still very much the goddess that I am.I have not lowered my goddess status.Just taking all things in a new direction.So, do not fret. Do not worry. I am pulling myself together for the benefit of me.Only one thing that has changed....I have done this to prove to myself about what I am about.I am about you, my sweet friends! YOU!You all mean a lot to me! I care about you!What is important to you, is important to me!I am also here if you just need someone to talk to.Or.... if you feel to weak to struggle alone...I am here to say a pray for you!And.... most importantly....I do love each and every one of you!You have been a blessing to me!Thank you, for being a friend to me!Many blessings on your souls!Muah! Sometimes I wonder why I even bother!!!! I c
looking for a friend to talk to somebody show some luv a new chapter of my life has began, who will be the first?
Fu Bomber Stuff
End Of Days
        Innocent smile      The innocent smile, so bright and calm. It lasts forever through out the time. one dark hour for the brightest eternity. Time will mend all wounds, but the oh so bright innocent smile with heal the scars. Day after day, night after night, nightmares will come. Just lay there in rememberence of that bright beautiful smile. So calming and soothing. So happy and joyful. What might of been a lost for now is an eternal gain. Because after all, the life you once lost will once be resumed.                                                                                  By: Brian Hundertmark aka Saint                                                                                                2/24/2011 12:09 a.m Im tired of this life that i liveeverytime i wake up i want to put that gunto my head. dreams of
Random Thoughts
Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew by Ellen Notbohm from the book Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew (2005, Future Horizons, Inc.) Some days it seems the only predictable thing about it is the unpredictability. The only consistent attribute -- the inconsistency. There is little argument on any level but that autism is baffling, even to those who spend their lives around it. The child who lives with autism may look “normal” but his behavior can be perplexing and downright difficult. Autism was once thought an “incurable” disorder, but that notion is crumbling in the face knowledge and understanding that is increasing even as you read this. Every day, individuals with autism are showing us that they can overcome, compensate for and otherwise manage many of autism’s most challenging characteristics. Equipping those around our children with simple understanding of autism’s most basic elements has a tremendou
My Poetry & Thoughts
Upon the dance floor we grind Lights flashing, minds blown Down your bare back my hot hand slides Shivers through the sweat, buds show Grinding hips gyrate and press to hurt Stiffening desire felt through the beat Feel your nails digging through my shirt My hands through your hair press lips to feel heat Tongues intertwined like serpents in trance Hands exploring all we have to give On the edge as silk spills down my pants Your hand exploring where my desires live Pressing member against you finds it mark Pressure through silk as inhibition falls Eyes close revealing intoxicating sparks Liquid desire unleashed as nirvana calls Falling into my arms with gasp and pant Hearts beat together in rhythm with the song Kiss me tenderly again, don't say you can't Afterglow together swaying without wrong ©2009, C-Wolf Stillness. . .Stillness . . . The quiet of the night, When I am alone, Listening for you, Unaware if you are there, Thinking fondly of you, Missing and ho
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I'll Get Over You. It's taking the longest timebut my broken heart will healfor what I once had felt so deeplyis now, no longer real. You played me like a foolbelieving all you saidwhen deep down all that you didwas hurt me more instead. I'd like to really knowif seeing me cry that wayhad any effect on youon any given day? I told you how much I loved youwith each and every dayyet all I meant to youwas someone with, to play.
Messages To Family And Friends
  imikimi - Customize Your World! to all our Family and Friends here on Fu:     We would like to wish you all a very special and memorialbe weekend. At this time also we would like to let you all know that you mean the world to us both.  You've made a big difference in our lives, some of you know just exactly how much of a diffference, but to all of you, you hold a very special place in our hearts. We love you all in your own special way. We will be gone this weekend,but will be back on Monday.   Love ya: Mare and Doc     imikimi - sharing creativity     To all our Family and friends here on Fu:         We would like to wish all of you a very blessed Easter.  You are all in our thoughts and prayers.     Love:   Doc G. and Mare  
Cleaning Out Cobwebs
Running onEmpty  - by, Ellen Sue Stern   Wherever you go, there you are.  - Al-Anon   We can worry all the way there, plotting and scheming. Or we can move with a sure heart. Either, we end up in the same place. Often I live by a schedule, and if I'm really overcommited, I even break it up into fifteen-minute increments. Then I follow it religously. Every minute is accounted for; I break into sweat if I fall behind, terrified I won't make the finsih line. But once in a while, even when I'm at my busiest, I throw caution to the wind and toss the Holy Schedule aside. I take the long way home around the lakes. Or spontaneously meet a friend for lunch. I always end up with twice the energy.   Affirmation: Everything that happens leads me somewhere Don't compromise yourself. YOU are ALL you've got.  - Janis Joplin      When we compromise ourselves - by hedging, capitulating, or failing to fight for what we believe in - a little piece of ourselves caves in. It's a slippery slope; fi
In Honor
A WIFE'S REQUESTI was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you find all over the country.You know the type--a bucket of peanuts on every table, shellslittering the floor, and a bunch of perky college kids racing around withlong neck beers and sizzling platters.Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of myglass. My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal.They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but theywere definitely "mil itary:" clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that "squaredaway" look that comes with pride.Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where myhusband usually sat.It had only been a few months since we sat in this very booth, talkingabout his upcoming deployment to the Middle East.That was when he made me promise to get a sitter for the kids, comeback to this restaurant once a month and treat myself to a nice steak.In turn he would treasure the thought of me being here, thinking abouthim
Must Read About Me
HAHAHA you're actually reading this -- your life must be pretty boring!!!(almost as dull as mine) For those of you who care and want to get to know me on a more intimate level, I wanted to write a short blog answering some FAQs I get with this profile. What are you like once I get to know you? Pretty Much the same -- never miss the opportunity to splash in a puddle...late night poetry readings...horror flicks...trips to the art with friends..that's me in a nut shell. I can be a total goof and I'm actually a repressed geek. I have very eclectic tastes' in just about everything. Even though I've matured I will never be a grown up!!! *** I promise I am NOT intimidating, I get this a lot though and i don't know why!!! If you do please tell me!!!! *** Not really a bitch... My sarcasm and bluntness often get me labeled or mistakenly labeled as a "bitch". I kinda resent that because I'm a very empathetic person and if you give me a chance I'll truly be your best friend. It's
Don't feel like doin a survey. Don't have any henhouse drama to expel. Just felt the urge to type. Back to your regularly scheduled mumming. Alright guys....and gals. For those who actually show up & read these things. I had a big ole blow out planned for my bday this year. Per usual in Saints world, shit started falling apart. So I decided fuck it. If I make no plans, they can't get ruined right? Scrapped it all. But I do want a few smiles for my anniversary of being vaginally expelled from my maternal units innards. This is where I turn to you fuckers. I wanna FuBdayParty. I want countless offkey renditions of Happy Birthday invading my Snapvine. Think a few of ya could manage that for me? Yes, I'm asking for me. Not asking much, just a chorus of that wretched song. Gimmee Happiez demmitt! Love youz fuckers. Grrrr. I hate being unaware. What happened with Jen? All I've heard is that she got IP banned. Anyone know what the score is? No one leg-humps me quite the same. *looks a
I want to kiss her everyday.  I want to wake up next to her.  I want to see her eyes open.  I want to hear her say, " I love you."  I want to see her standing next to the fridge just looking.  I want to hear her words every second.  I want to touch her.  I want to look into her eyes, and see her soul looking back at me.  I want to feel her being inside me.  I want to feel her next to me.  I want her to stand her ground when things are bad.  I want her to stand with me when things are good.  I want her to dream of a good life.  I want her to know she is loved.  I want her to know I always have her back.  I want her to know I go nowhere.  I want her to know she is a dream come true.  I want her to know always and forever is more than just words.  I want her to know they pour from lips as if my soul is attached. Sometimes Sometimes i can't control the things my head thinks.  Sometimes i can't control the feelings i feel.  Sometimes i can't see things as clear as most.  Sometimes i can't
Memorial For Vets
There is a difference between feeling gratitude and appreciation for something and feeling attachment to something. Appreciation and gratitude are states of pure love, while attachment contains fear - fear of losing or not having what you are attached to. When it comes to something you want in your life, appreciation and gratitude attract, and attachment pushes away. If you are feeling afraid that you will not get what you want, or losing what you have, then you have attachment.   To remove the attachment, keep shifting yourself into a stat of appreciationand gratitude, until you can feel that the fear has gone.   from The Secret     On this Memorial Day weekend, we remember and honor those who have died in service to their country. Let us also pray for the families that have lost sons, daughters, and parents in Iraq and Afghanistan and for the many whose loved ones have returned with physical and emotional disabilities. The big "C" has hit me just a little mild. I am having
I was corresponding with a beautiful woman called curiously Cuddle slut, (I think it was the name that attracted her to me…) any event, Got me to thinking about my Sci Fi Favorites. Lest see. Love old Star Trek, Was a Fan of Next Generations, (Next Gen to us Geeks), Deep Space Nine, (DS-9) but not too much into Voyager or “Enterprise”. Though I watch a couple and it’s OK, just not buying that it was all before Kirk, The new Star Trek Movie Rocked Can’t wait to see the next one or how it develops. Was a Fan of Farscape, (Miss it terribly), and Stargate SG1, Stargate Atlantis, Interested to see how the whole Stargate Universe is going to pan out. Love Eureka and Warehouse 13. Loved Serenity. When I read I read mostly Fantasy. Love the whole Dragons and sorcery thing. Last book I read, and I d read often was called “The Name of the wind,” which I highly recommend. Loved Hyperion, and how it blurred the lines of sci fi and horror. Also loved
Is It A Dream....?
Plaid Mafia
as plaid mafia grows memebers seemed to push for the idea of opening a lounge. so we did it. it will take a lot of hard work and dedication.   Lauren's YIM: Missymoo83706 Josh's YIM: Plaidmafia23 i ask if your staff to sign this aswell as the member blog on josh's page if i i don't have it already i would like your yim with the lounge and group being fairly new we still have tons of room to grow! not only does it help the group but it will help you as well. at the end of each month the promoters will make any were between 1000-2000 fubux. the top promoter will make an aditional 2000. who ever gets the 100th member to join will get 100k as well as the 100th member. every 100 after that will get 50k for each so if you get the 200th member you will recive 50k as well as the 300th member at differnt times we may offer 50-200k for a random member number like 163. just depends on the day. join us this monday for a fu-wedding of two plaid members! please show your s
My Blog
i lay in bed thinking of no one but you you are the love of my life even though i know i have messed up that chance of us ever being together. you are on my mind all the time every day and every nite. i smile when we talk  dont know what it is but i feel like my heart belongs to you and no one else will ever have a place in my heart like you do you have a very special place in my heart.   Nothing i do mean nothing will ever change that.  no one will ever change that.     i love you very much and always will. nothing or noone can ever change that my heart melts when i hear your voice my heart melts when i talk to you on line my heart melts when i think of you now with not having you by my side i feel my heart slowly dieing my heart slowly dies as i know i cant have you back knowing my heart will eventually stop i force it  to keep going it will always have the love for you no matter what.   there once was guy who drove a truckhe met a girl from another statethey tal
Butt Stuff a bit earlier today my dear 4 yr old daughter yells from the bathroom..Mommy I need you..come wipe I go to her beckoning call and do the norm...however today was not so normal..she had something hanging out of her ass..and well I pulled and I think it was plastic..should I be concerned? Should I have examined further? Could it have been a tape worm?  It was about 4 inches long and really looked like plastic wrap of sorts..
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Dont be defeated by Rhonda I have always seen life for what it really is. Ever since I was a child growing up, hard times are all I know. I had to sit back and watch my mother work from sunset to sundown. I had to sit back and watch my mother work herself to her grave. Nothing ever came easy for her. She always had a heart and kept a smile on her face. Life is like a newborn baby struggling to come out of its mother's womb,life is a struggle true enough, but after all the struggling you have done,and after all the hell you have been through, there is success. Life is nothing but a big struggle, but just keep the faith and focus on your goals. Don't let life beat you or you will be walking around like zombies. Keep on pushing, keep on trying, life can be whatever you make it to be. But life can also be a bowl of cherries with whip cream and apple pie. I say this again; life is what you make of it. You can achieve or conquer anything it throws at you, you can't quit or give up, you h
A Poem Made For Me
ya know i get really tired of ppl who arent themselves. they always try to be a better person on fu cause they dont want ppl to know who they really are in real life.. the sad part is they dig themselves into a hole that they cant get out of.. amazing enough when you are yourself on here, some ppl find you interesting and then some ppl dont.. but thats how life goes isnt it. whether its make believe  or not.. When im on here i am loving carefree honest and open thats me. about my feelings my past and even  my thoughts of the future i try to plan out.. when people try to tell me that i am something i am not. or try to tell me about my past and they dont know jack about it. i get so angry and frustrated and want to tell everyone to go to hell. but then again  i am simpley a little voice on here. nobody listens to. unless of course they need help with something lmao. then im fubars lil helper and explainer lol not that i mind cause i dont.. i want people to get the best out
Blacqstar (nsfw)
  Release   I came to wake up beside your sleepy form, After the love we made, After the sweet caresses of your skin, After the kisses that we shared… We walked into the bedroom together, We never left. We let our bodies mesh together as one, We let ourselves go free. I gave it all to you, I gave you all I could, I gave this all to you, With no questions asked. You opened your heart to me, You opened your arms to hold me, You stared into my eyes without hesitation, I stared into your eyes without apprehension. I laid you down gently, I took your clothes off—slowly, Sensually, I took my time with you, To make you feel complete. When your clothes were off, and you were comfortable with your nakedness, I became more than just a man, I became a part of you, and you became and extension of me, When I decided to explore you, you let me in. I took one of your long legs, caressed them with kisses, And I did the same to the other. You shuddered with delight, As I made my d
First Blog
To make us whole I would sacrifice my soul. But whome would take it, if duty-bound they were to break it? There was you, and there was sex. I put them together and what became was restless. We evolved just to test this, theory of what is love. below and above, the lines that seperate, normal and abserd. Then to disturb, The balance, The average, The medeocre. Then nowhere, could we find, Any sane mind, that could condem or condon us. But none yet could own us, and as yet to be shone us, any more higher a calling upon us.   There was you, and there was I. We destroyed that old stone sat on high. And now a new age, for our passion, and our rage. With nothing to prove and no war to wage. Will we remember the struggles, in that iron cage? Or drift off into the average, subdued life, of the common, domestic man and wife.                                                B  Kendall Clark 2005 The Last Trench As they walked through the bodies strewn thr
When The Music Changes, So Does The Dance..
...boy meets girl, girl likes boy. boy is seemingly perfect.. boy likes the "idea" of a girl like girl.. & typically promises not to dip out on her, but when it comes down to it, boy cant handle it, girl's "too real" for him...(get it?! yeahhh, me neither.)'d think guys want girls who dont over dramatize things or girls that arent controlling, judgmental and are understanding and capable of handling their emotions other than negatively to anyone other then themselves.. (right?! dude!!)  it's obvious, some guys apparently like being reminded how much of a piece of shit they are on a daily basis, they need to be "mommied" or questioned everytime they do anything so much as take a shit in their own fucken house... what, are you fucken four? (still dont get it?! go figure.) they apparently like being thrown the "pity card" frm their piece of shit ex girlfriends who cant even take care of themselves, let alone their own fucken children, yet have the audacity to dictate how and
See My Pain See My Love
  The lonely feeling in your life and heart your soul is crying for love but you can’t even feel it in your heart it is crying for love the only thing you see is pain. and to see the love that you need is the one thing you can’t have in your life because of the past. The past is a big part of your darkness in your life and the one thing you lose is the one thing you can’t get back and the one thing you need is the love you lost and part of your heart died that night and than you put up a well telling your safe that you will not lent any one get that close to your heart and every love that came in your life fall part and you say to your safe is this what I want to feel like this all my life and to feel lonely and to feel like I will never feel love and to see all my friend’s in love you feel like I don’t be long in this world and you pray to dog to take this pain away and if you can’t than pleas kill me and I now you wont do that and I say I will do
Getting Fed Up
why is it that ppl think Christmas is just about presents??? Im so tired of hearing ppl ask me if I have all my shopping done !!! Christmas is about love and showing love . If you want to buy someone something-take it to heart and find the special present for that person--A gift card just shows you dont have the heart or time to find something special.Pll now a days think its all about the gifts. Im sorry--I had to voice my opinion on it. Ive been thru alot in last several weeks--tonite I learned some other things--I cant take no more. I wanna smile bad and be happy me again--but dont know how to.I really dont know what to do. I try to make ppl happy, but the things in my life going on, its hard to. Plzz I beg you!! plzz be patient, Im really trying hard to get back to my happy me--honest.Im just really really lost and scared now. I posted a mum few weeks ago about buying a VIPO for some fubucks--Im not allowed to do that accprding to the "Fu-Lords"--now I cant even post any mums. Im t
What Makes Me Stronger
Well I've been on Fubar for about2 months now and have learned alot about the sight with those of you that are on here.  I do not judge or wish to be judged but its in our nature.  This morning when I logged on.  fewer messages than usual, which is cool, but one stuck out to me on my shout.. this guy compared me to "Ilovepapsmurf" In the beginning I talked with her and even added her as a friend, went to rate her photos and she had sveral nude photos, she is a cute girl, but because I would not put naked pics up or email her some she deleted me.  Thats fine.  But this jerk said I was an internet whore just like the bitch Ilovepapasmurf.  Am I missing something here?  Yes all you pervs will check her out to see the nakedness, thats cool, but is that what you are really looking for on this sight?  If this is what it is then Im int he wrong place.  I will not put pics up like that.  I have a son and a reputaion to keep.  You guys need to to think about it, you never know what dirty laundr
So..Friday i'm adding to my gallery of body art. I have much to do since the shit head artist I used to go to when I lived in N.O. didn't know the first thing about actual tattooing. Just because you have a tattoo machine and a shop doesn't make you an artist. Trust me, I know. So...I'm adding to my "darkside" theme on my left arm and I'm gonna get a lil something for my stomach. I don't have abs of steel but I don't care. My caring days are over! if you want a sneek peek at what I'm getting..I've made this blog NSFW so don't whine n bitch if you're some goody-two-shoes feminist. You were warned.. You have entered The Tiger's cage! For those on my friends list (who don't even bother checking me out) that have added me and just are oblivious to those who don't have BLING or SALUTES or whatever else...Just delete my ass if you don't intend to keep up with who's on your "friends" list. This is supposed to be interactive and networking right? So why is it that it seems only members who h
My Blogs
With no wings, I fly. With no eyes, I see. With no arms, I climb. More frightening than any beast, stronger than any foe. I am cunning, ruthless, and tall; in the end, I rule all. What am I?   give it your best shot i just uploaded a ton of pics of my son..well i went to move them n the folder i designated as his and theyre dissappeared..i cant find them .who do i report this 2?? Ok everyone who cares... I have a promo folder here so if u have a band or promote groups/actors {like i do} send me a msg and ill look into posting a pic to the folder                                                         Thanx,                                                               Kitty
Red White And Blue
The sun broke over the mountain as he waited there in the brisk morning, so cold his breath showed on each exhale. He looked at the wonder around him as a deer walked out into the meadow. The steam rolling off the back of the large buck as he grazed on the dew topped grass. He watched as the deer gracefully picked his way to eat the ice frosted clover. He remembered as a boy how his father had taught him to hunt. He remembered back upon each season's kill and wondered now why he took such glory in it, when the glory, for him now, was to watch how graceful and beautiful these animals could be.As his mind went back in time he thought about growing up poor with parents who worked so hard each day to put food on the table for him and the rest of the family. He is not sure that he ever thanked them for that but he knows that how he lived his life was in direct lines of how he was raised. Perhaps that was the way to show appreciation. He remembers the woodshed that father would take him and
Mind Puddle
Jerking off around people is fun, but it can have an overall negative influence on your personality. For example, there's twenty minutes left on the bus ride home and you're all alone in the back. You begin spanking and all of a sudden a terrifying wave of paranoia rushes over you. Frantically looking around, you pay attention to every little thing people say because you're worried they might catch on to your horrible agenda. A girl in the front of the bus says, "Look at that flower," to her friend. You hear that and think, "Flower? Plant? Tree? Log? Wood? Does she know? Holy shit!" Panicking, you quickly cover up and look around the bus for hidden cameras and mirrors.   See what I mean? You have to be confident. Even if people do catch on that you're stroking, you must maintain control and stay calm. One time I was bored so I took off my pants and furiously beat off. Everything was going great until I lost control and huffed loudly. At that point, everybody in the church turned arou
      On October 31st, after the little ghouls and goblins go to bed for the night.. be sure to stop on by to Erotic Dreamz For a spooktacular Halloween party! Only at     Want To Rock Out?! Then Check This out!! 11pm EST to 3am EST Only AT OKay ladies and gents, i don't care if you can't stand me or if you are my best friend, this is info we ALL as computer users NEED to know how to get this thing OFF, because it WILL lock up ALL of your EXE changes your desktop backround to a blue one thatt is telling you that you are at potential risk for virus' and that all info that you have ever put onto your computer or browsers will be seen by malicious poses as an anti-virus/anti-spyware program with annoying popups and makes you think that the only way to get t
She could remember when she longed for the gag to be removed, the thrill she had felt when the kitten worked at the strings and she thought she might be rid of it. Now that it was gone, Elyndria was more frightened that she would unconsciously make a sound or moan and be punished for it. Her captor had left no doubt in her mind that he would not stand for disobedience and restrained as she was, she had little choice but to submit to his demands. Still, she often found herself now licking her lips, or running her tongue across her teeth, savoring the sensations she had been denied before. There fact the gag had been removed gave her hope that other of her restraints would be removed, and then her chance would come to escape.She thought she heard movement off to her left and strained to listen for any sign of someone there. She started to call out a hello, but caught herself just as her lips formed the word, remembering her command to remain silent unless spoken too. The silence surround
  "It is not the critic who counts, nor the man, who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man in the arena, who's face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly...who spends himself in a worthy cause, who at best knows in the end the triumph of high acheivement, and who at the worst, if he fails,at least falls while daring greatly"   Teddy Roosevelt     He speaks of compassion,gratitude and fogiveness...his words screamed out for libertity in the face of adversity...hoping for freedom to live in our lives without judgement being passed..people who stand for peace and love. We all desiire greater...there are those that desire material things..they fight to get their wishes., there are those who deisre love and they too fight...we all fight seperate ways, we shed blood sacrificing so much in the process...lets instead fight for life...for freedom equality. Weaken yourselves to
Sexual,sensual,erotic..cant Think Of A Name
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and demanding thrusts of pa
Live Like You Were Dyin
Again, the video and sound quality aren't that good. and lots of background noise, but ya can still hear me somewhat. lol Once again, bad video and sound, but it rocks till it cuts off short. lol Hi fu-barians my friends! If you rate 100 of my pics, you get a morph. Once you've rated 100 of my pics, send me a private message and include the pics you'd like morphed. I'm sure I'll be quite busy with the morphs, so please do this as it may be very difficult to look for your pics for you. If you don't send the message, you might not get your morph. The only thing I ask is that you have fun! ENJOY!!!!  
Im New To This
Today is my baby girls firs birthday. Im very excited. Its hard to beleave its been a year. Time flys when you have a kid. Im sure some of you can relate... Well things are going great. I just got a vacation from work (laid off). My vehicle is  broken, still. Its been broken down for about 3 weeks. i guess it kinda works out since i dont have to go to work. Gotta stay positive. Everyone stay up and love life. This would be my firs blog ever. I dont have any good news. Life is taking a shit on me right now. I dont wanna be a downer so i'll post a new blog when im more positive.
Conversations And Fubar Christmas is a time  of celebration, that should be shared with family and friends. It shouldn't be about worry and stress about what to get people. it shouldn't be filled with anger about what you do or don't get... I have always thought of this time of year with warm fillings or forgiveness. This year I am having a hard time doing just that. This being number 2 on my list of bad christmases. I can't seem to forgive and forget. but I am still trying to look forward with spending good times with friends if not family. I still want to wish my family well filled with warm gathering and I hope they get everything they want for the holidays and I hope they can find warm filling for there man kind... and I hope they still enjoy it without me in there lifes... as I will be celebrating my holidays with just friends.. I hope everyone who reads this can find forgiveness in their stocking... warm wishes to all man kind... hold you family close to your heart and make
Anyone Interested? Lol
  Change Your Thinking It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
This past year has been a very interesting one, to say the least.  I've had changes forced upon me that I hated and didn't understand.  I felt alone.  At times, I felt unloved and unlovable.   But I learned a lot.  I had adventures that I would have never had.  I walked 60 miles by myself, but made great friends in the process.  I heard stories that reminded me of everything that I had in life.  I went places by myself (something I have never been comfortable with) and introduced myself to new people.  I impulsively went to an all day seminar of Mike Dooley's.  I started meditating again.  I started praying again.  And this time, not to take away the bad things, but just thankful, joyous prayer for all that I have and the many blessing in my life.   Change is hard.  I've never really liked it.  But it is often so very good.  This year last year has been one of the best years of my life.  It has been the year were I started to actually really BELIEVE that I was truly a Goddess, and
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Something I've Written...
She lived in my apartment complex.  I'd seen her around, but I'd never spoken to her.  She was a black woman, short and thick, with the biggest tits I'd ever seen.  I was standing along the rail of my apartment balcony watching the world go by when she pulled into the parking lot.  She got out of her car, looked up at me, and waved.  I smiled and waved back, staring down into her cleavage- trying to keep myself from jumping off the balcony.   She called up to me and asked what I was doing, and I told her I was watching the world go by, and I laughed.  She smiled back at me.  She had some dvds in her hand and told me she was having a blockbuster night... She said it wouldn't be neighborly if she didn't invite me to join her. We laughed and I told her I'd love to.  She called up her apartment number and told me to come by around 7ish.   I got showered and shaved and walked over to her place right on time.  She opened the door wearing a red, silk robe- her dark, inviting cleavage dema
Leavemeacomment Or Leavemealone!
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  to all my friends on fubar.i need to be in 40 more demon families.please help.u can take me out after i level.thats all i ask.really need your help.thank everytime i turn around there is someone starting drama on this site.i am sick of it.just because you don't like someone does not mean you have the right to talk about scream out they are the hell do you know if i'm real.have you ever been with me or raised up with me.NO.i have never hung out with any of yall.alot of yall just want to hurt other people and don't care if someone has feeling for that person.everybody does things for a reason,might not be the right reason.i let myself get to jealous or stupid things on here and i have to pay the price for now yall care , focus on one thing was to hurt that person and never cared of what it would do to me.really get sick of this place.just want to leave this site for good.we i first come on this page i knew it was a bad thing .that took a hole 5 min.i rea
The Cerebral Catacombs
   Well, I thought I had my entry for the day, but I was viewing the Escapist Magazine forums, when I stumbled across this thread. Actually, I was watching Yahtzee blithely discuss Saints Row 2 on Zero Punctuation, and happened to chance across the thread by the following title: "Google Criticized as 'Anti-American' For Tetris Logo".    Obviously, my interest was piqued, and I scrambled (i.e. right-clicked) to have a look. I was met with the following article, written by Andy Chalk: Google Criticized as "Anti-American" for Tetris Logo Andy Chalk posted on 8 Jun 2009 4:28 pm Filed under: andy chalk, anti-american, d-day, google, tetris Google has been criticized as "anti-American" for using a Tetris-style logo to celebrate the 25th anniversary of the famed videogame rather than marking the 65th anniversary of the Allied invasion of Normandy. Political leaders gathered in France this weekend to mark the 65th anniversary of D-Day, the largest amphibious invasion in history that s
Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a stupid song about him? One  evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said  to his wife, 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in 'Slim Fast'. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!'His  wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go  unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the H*%* is this?' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out. 'April',  he hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put Talcum Powder in my underwear?' She  replied with a snicker. 'It's not talcum powder;  it's 'Miracle Grow'!!!
Wow Who Do This To A Child
they pulled the plug on JT DJ DRAGON'S son today... pray for him... he goes to a better place and is safe in the hands of god... JT u will be miss dearly u r in our heart and in our thoughts... we will keep u live in our memory... i am sorry but it might take some time to talk to ppl on here ok jus leave me a message and ill get back to u ok well have fun and take care omg my friend DJ DRAGON has a son in the hospital cuz for the kids step dad put him there... over some stupid dhit... now he is laying there brain dead and gone from the world... i am so sorry DJ DRAGON i am here for u to talk to and a shoulder to cry on... my prays r with u
For Your Information
As I stare out the window into the darkness I see the rest of lonilness sitting in for the darkness is now my friend   My world was once full of light for my heart was full of love and delight   As the cold sets in I let it settle under my skin   For now my fire is now turned to ice my warm blood is now so thick with cold that my youthness is getting old   a loving smle is now turned to stone for there is no love to grow   once there was love and passion in my eyes is now nothing but icicles that are trying to disguise   so forgive me for being so cold but my mind has grown old 0 I wonder why I have been let down again for did i do some kind of sin The tears of joy do not out way the tears of pain for I havent gained I wear my heart on my sleeve with my feelings that are left so revealing My eyes show you everything from the past and that doesnt even make things last For my sadness is not for you to judge but for you to understand me I have pieces that are broken
Will Be Here..
u may meet people.......  beter than me,more beautiful than me,but one thing i can say to u.....I will always be here for u when they all leave .           I will miss u!       She doesen't care if you call and wake her up in the middle of the night,just to talk;she hate's to argue,but is good at it;scary movies make her paranoid; she enveys every cute couple she sees;she don't judge;she loves to draw little hearts on her notes;she's free;she want's to be happy;and lately all she can think about is you.You mean more to her than you know;she has so much faith; so don't let go.. as we grow up,we learn that even the person that was supose to never let u down probally will.You will have your heart broken probally more than once,and it's harder every time.You'll break hearts too,so rember how it fells when yours is'll fight with your best friend,you'll blame a new love for things an old love did.You'll cry because time is pasing too fast or not fast enough,and eventually you will
           I don't exactly remember who said it, but I've been hearing this saying alot lately. I'm the type of person who believes that if you keep hearing or seeing something around you alot, that it must be a sign for you to hold on to or at least remember because you'll need it later... The saying is, ' In order to achieve something you never have, you must be willing to do what you've never done!!!' You know I really do hate to sound like an asshole people, but why do we give others the power over us to dictate how we feel about ourselves??? It's called self esteem for a reason!!! Now I know that I'm not the most handsome guy, the buffest guy, or whatever people seem to hold in such high regard nowadays. However, what I am is, sure that I am who I am, and that there is not anyone else in the whole world like me!!! If that's not good enough for some of you, keep it pushin', have a nice day! Quit listening to other peoples' opinions on who you are and who you ought to be, because in
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good morning everyone or eveing depening where u are..=) im going to make a salute pic now i think i figured how to make one again... also im not sure about showing all of me here...but i can do some sexy teddys or something...but not naked, just don't feel all that comfortable if u know what i mean...anyways i am going to make my salute after my ill catch up with u fu friends in a bit...=)   have a nice day   p.s. just so u know someone made me feel unconfortable before so new changes..please don't judge me cause u don't know me i had to change my privacy setting in (PROFILE VIEWABLE TO EVERYONE OR FRIENDS OR SALUTES REQUIRED)...U KNOW THAT BUTTON...sorry don't mean to yell at u..but i wanted to make sure u knew what i was talking about...=) i changed my setttings friends only can see my profile and i want to make sure that u are still seeing my profile and pics....i met to do that while going to try this for awhile and wants to know from other people using thi
My Wicked Intentions
just wanna give a big whoop whoop u know,i just can't stand people who try 2 judge other people b-4 they get 2 know's a waste of their own time and energy and they don't even realize it!!!(dumbasses) For a VIP for 1 month I will;       GIVE 300  11'S A WEEK       WILL MONITER YOUR DRINKS & KEEP YOU SHITFACED       WILL POST SOMETHING EACH DAY IN MY STATUS MESSAGE ABOUT YOU          THESE TERMS CAN BE NEGOTIATED... MESSAGE ME!!!!!
My Hidden Enemy
A Letter To: Normals Having FMS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident , most people do not understand even a little about FMS/MSP and its effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually mis-informed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me.... - Please understand that being sick doesnt mean Im not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion, and if you visit I probably dont seem like much fun to be with, but Im still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school, and work and my family and friends, and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about yours too. -Please understand the difference between "happy" and "healthy" .When you've got the flu you probably feel miserable with it, but Ive been sick for years. I cant be miserable all th
It's amazing when you get to a certain age and realization kicks in, I'm 48 and 60 is really not that far away, Over half of my life is over. I would like to say that I'm all excited about the "Future" but I'm not, I mean what do i have to look forward to? Diapers? walkers? Death? I really feel like I wasted my life fuckin around so much of it, Not givin a shit alot of it. I'm not proud of some of the things i have done but I'm not ashamed either. I wish I went to college like I wanted to, joined the air force, became that comicbook artist I always wanted to be, but i was lazy, always puttin off till tomorrow, well tomorrow has came and went.     I have been alive for 49yrs 10mos and 12days I have seen people I loved and care for die and most of my mentors  have passed on. I had so many chances to better myself but for so many REASONS/EXCUSES I simply have not. I wasted this life with all my fancy hopes and dreams and now in a decade of so I will simply cease to exist. I have h
yea i dont believe in life but deaths not a game id like to play...hmm the thought seems kind of interesting but heck what good is that to me.ill be in a pine box with my answered questions but no solution when all i really want is to find a tiny resolution but its okay but i dont even care im comfortable here with my corpse and my fear and ill lay here quietly much like i did when i was alive the only difference i am that scary thing called alive and that pine box is my life and im just sitting around lookingtrying to figure out why im still looking for that piece of substance to keep me afloat so i sang and i praise while you set there and gloat because your doing fine with yourperfect little life unbeknowest to you i paid a small price my agony and pain will be avenged upon you in a nice little word i call strife nicely gift wrapped and sent with love to you. the witness is funny yes your honor it is why/ well because who said the witness was real that he knows waht he is saying tha
Frightened Seller
Ok...So after some ups and downs...One of my best buds James Wilson finally got his EP done several months ago. After 2 full CD's, what I wanted to see from him more then anything was another full CD. A CD that I would know each and every song by heart and have the privilege of having had been through that journey with him. Well,'s on its way...coming soon...Yay...I am estatic. The Cd will be titled Exordium. My favorite song (Sink) since I first met him over 2 years ago is on the new a new song that I've ony heard once or twice (Not Important Anymore)...which btw is also fast becoming an instant fav. His songs will touch your very heart and soul and leave you aching for more... You can check James ....Frightened Seller....out on myspace @ and on the net @ www.frightened He will be leaving for 1 year to Japan sometime his month. Keep a look out for him and his wonderful music... Thanks darlings, Your Empress Dawn
Once In A Life Time..
There's this guy,and he makes me smile no mater how bad i feel.He knows just what to say just to make my day.He's the  only one person that i hate to go one day with out talking too,and more imporanitly he is the guy that has my heart! U might not be his first,his last,or his only he's loved,and he may love again,but if he loves you now what else maters?He's not perfect,and neither are you,and the two of you never will be perfect,but if he makes you laugh at least once witch causes you to think twice,and admits to beeing human,and making mistakes.hold on to him and give him all you got,he's not going to be thinking of you every moment,but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break,don't hurt him,don't expect to change him,don't expect too much from him,smile when he makes you happy,cry when he makes you sad,and miss him when he's not there!!! True friends**** *stick up for you when your being put down *will always have your back *deserve all your luv and trust *lend
Why Is Everyone Around Me So Fucking Happy!?
everyone is in lovehopeful HAPPYi need a good hug and at the same time i want to be in a cold dark room, in a big bed alone. i miss talking to who i love and think about when im alone. even as little conversation as it was we were having. the more guys that hit on me, the more i realize how alone i will ALWAYS be. i need... i need a guy who likes me to open his eyes and be straight forward with me. to realize that he is in love with me, and when he realizes that, i need him to tell me and i need him to not change his mind and i need him to know that once i  say "I love you too," it means i will ALWAYS be there for him. no matter what. i dont want to feel like a third wheel. i dont want to feel like a charity case. i dont want to feel like a burden when im w/ my friends because ive been one to my family my entire life. boys r all the same and just so...strangle-worthy. slutty chicks r nice to look at. however, they will not be there for u, to take care of u when u r throwing up in
Short Stories
    Life had been good for Jesse, a loving family, good friends, even a dog that brought him his slippers every evening.    One Morning, waking from a "late night at work".  He noticed his house was no longer a home.  The wife and kids had left sometime earlier that year, even the dog stopped coming home.  "Where did I go wrong?" he asked himself.  It couldn't be the drink, he thought, for when he drank everyone around him was his friend, laughing at his jokes, and he knew it wasn't the drugs, because everyone would come by his house to say "high".    He pondered this for months.  Then one day n the spring, when the showers were pourng down, he came upon a solution, a solution that would stop the loneliness, stop the headaches, and the stomache cramps. The solution was easy, but a process that would totaly change his life.  For change was the one thing he needed.  Most of his "friends" didn't make the cut, for to stop the noise in his life, the sounds of parties was one of the first th
What Happened To Lil Kim?!?!
Alladin was on tv the other night. And I think that the he looks like the guy from Slum Dog Millionaire. Does that make me racist? lol Dane Cook...I think he is crazy funny but my bf doesnt. Seriously considering dumping him over it. lol \:||:   Ok I love her new But the vid freaks me out. Who the heck is that?!?! Here is her before and after. Maybe you can tell me. After: Before:
More About Me...
Reality & Assumptions. Good topic if you actually can sit back pick that one apart; believe it or not they go hand in hand. Think about it and if you need me to explain it too you (LOL) let me know. Hardship of time &space creates nothing except a hole; containing what was possible to believe in and the dispare of dreams. I hold on & you let go... Believing is too forget. I once wrote: "Roses may die; yet when it lived the scent carries beyond time. All can be forgotten. I still remember." Wrote 2003 by: John Belcher I am one of just those guys; that's already had those times in life and done the crazy-boy stuff. Laid back artist, self employed and Best of all Single Father. Just living in a harden'd world thats' forgotten what it means too really have fun while existing. Who really knows what is gonna happen next...
Out In The Open.
to all that read this take in mind there are thoughs of us who have given more then just our lives and our souls to the country and world we would like to see be but our time our own familys and our most inner thoughts to what a real selfless act is. well here it is. I see a lot of B.S. on here which is what it sould be. but i do feel that everyone should show who they realy are all the time for when one shows B.S. here they are willing to show it when you want to see the real them. the more on line i am the more i see and feel that the crap is what the world is more built on which in here and there is nothing but liers and theifs. if it is not your money it is your life or what makes you you.. as is the real world this is becomeing more of what people want. the times in which we spend off line are less and there is more lies made to think that there are still real people out in the world. I see what is becomeing of this and it is more of like what the movies and goverment are showin
Unreal Love
you will not see me cry not one little tear he was not worth it he was nothing to me i swear i held him in my heart for a very long time but i had to release him i could not keep his tainted love it was to heard to bear he was never mine even if i thought he was he was just something that i placed my love on he was nothing,nothing i swear my eyes will not cry any tears i was willing to give up so much just to have him near but no i will not give up nothing to have that fake ass here his love is fake just like he is so i will not cry over him i will not i will not he expressed his love for me,then he turned arund and said it was a lie he hurt me and i can't see why no matter how hard i try i give up and die inside i thought he was great but he was a joke i should have known that his love was not real i was just used by him but i will not look back trying to find him i will go on my own he is my past he was never ment to make it to my future do not fee
Wishin U Well
>/>   ♥ ItsUrAngel ♥ Owner Of The BlueMoon@ fubar I am putting this blog up for support of angel in her fight against cancer and the possibilities of cancer.  Please keep her in ur prayers as she is just starting this battle and she needs all the support she can get.  
Listen To Tay Okay!!!
CYBER LOVE          Cyber love is a figment of our imagination. A wonderful fantasy of our individual creation. I bought all the lines that came to own me. Never understanding the feelings that I couldn't see. Never realizing my heart he was stealing. Too caught up in the overwhelming feeling. Some people need a lesson to learn. I got mine and can still feel the burn. I never allow myself to make the same mistake twice. So don't read more into my words because I'm just being nice. I can be your friend but my secrets you"ll never know. Inside of my heart is someplace you will never go. Even when you believe you are very close to me. A superficial women is all you will ever see. So don't ask me for love or something else I don't feel. I'm not trying to be a bitch ,I'm just keeping it real. Everything that matters is what I won't share. So don't be foolish and begin to really care. Please ask nothing from me except some casual chat. Because that is all I have to give..nothing b
Fu-fakers & Fu-fakirs
the first person to guess what the following ppl have in common gets a bat, pumpkin bling, or pink ribbon bling (their choice):   carefully corrupted perrrty caralina naughty & precious stang PM me w/ your answer. you can enter as many times as you'd like. send it in PM form, NOT gift form. be back tomorrow. 'nite! p.s.: i will be updating my apartment blog tomorrow, lots of news. it's easier than typing/texting it all to everyone who keeps asking. UPDATE, 11/24/13 the original blog is below this update. Alexander Filth, aka InkB**, is really Lorena Turner. she is not infertile, her mother is not dead, her dad is not dying, she used to be married, she's never been in the military, and has a couple kids she gave up for adoption as toddlers (and yes, they look just like her, spitting image). {and that's just for starters, y'all.} while on Fu before her hiatus, she lied to get not only lots of credits. i never gave her much of anything but bling and a few creds here and there,
The Life And Times Of Athena Dylan
Aurora breathed deeply, focusing her mind on the task at hand.  Eyes closed, she sat cross-legged on the mat in the dimly lit room.  She cast her mind into the emptiness, searching for the presence she had felt only once before… Little did she know that someone was watching. Black eyes glinted in the dim light.  She’s so close, so close to me….  I can almost touch her again… her long golden hair, her soft white skin… her pure soul of light… He had never felt this way about a mortal before.  He knew it was not allowed, but what did he care?  He was Belial, Prince of the Sons of Darkness, Lord of Trickery, the Angel of Lawlessness… to me, nothing should be forbidden, the creature reasoned.  Especially something so beautiful, so pure.  I deserve to experience something unsullied, he told himself.  Light has been denied me for much too long. Aurora sank deeply within her own spirit, using her power to draw the worlds of the seen and unseen
Ok so I always have seriouse love for those men and women whom unselfishly give there all for me n every1 in our country! So plse this is not a disrespect blog just need help. Ma man was medically discharged after 5wks training and as I suspected b4 he even left he didn't come back the same person that left for training. Physically he's stronger more dissiplend which is awsome! But mentally he is not all there he didn't come back to me ok. He's not sleeping right and is having nightmares. Mentally he can't barely explain what's going on in his head just feels distant @ lst 60% of the time and pushes every1 away when gets like this(he sleeps somewhat k whenim with him)...they broke him down but never rebuilt him or prepared him for this change considering he didn't finish training. I worry about him so much. I love this man unconditionally n full heartedly! I feel like my hands are tied n don't know what to do to help him get through This aside from just being there trying to understa
I am going to sound like an ass hole. Hell what am i saying i am an ass. How does a married man let himself fall in love with another woman. I feel my heart being pulled in 2 directions. I love both women and i don't want to see either of them get hurt. my heart beats for both of them. i hate myself for how i feel. i never wanted to be a man that would even think of cheating. i haven't yet but that is only because we live in different states. i know what i am supposed to do, but why does it have to hurt so bad to do it. how do i do it with out hurting someone. i feel so alive when i talk with her. a feeling i haven't felt in a long time. i want to make her happy, make her feel safe, feel loved. but how do i destroy a family for my own selfish feelings.   how did i let this happen. why does the choice i know i have to make hurt so much. why do i want to cry with just the thought of it. i deserve to be beaten or even killed for letting my heart feel this way. i just want to die rather th
Roses On Your Pillow
each time i look in the mirror i see an image of someone i knew before, but when i take a closer look, the sight before me makes my eyes sore,  an image of a past history thats lurking just behind my eyes. the shadows are all reminiscent and my image is nothing more than a mere disguise. an image is an animated facilsmile, an image that stares right back at you, a color copy of what we think were supposed to, but the image dosent know what it cannot see. now when i look in the mirror, i look at the image for what its truly for, to treat life a little dearer, for many things to be explored................................................ only on the darkside of the moon will you find people like me. people who run away from love to live their lives pain free, a place you can always go to when your hurting, and feeling down, so if you've ever had your heart broken and you need to get away fast, come to the darkside of the moon!!!!!11 i used to trip and stay so high, i'd even climb buildin
Lost Koast
Thats The Way..uh-huh, Uh-huh.
Just A Lonely Little Mouse.
Are people allowed to post any kind of nude pictures on this site? If so send me a message and tell me yes and no. If yes what type of nude pictures? I want to get some funds to get things for you fine people. Help me share the wealth. ITS a win/win deal for everyone. I am new to this site. I would like to meet and get to know the people who use this site. I would like anyone who is willing to help me learn this site so I can get funds to start having fun with the rest of you fine people. As always their are a lot of stand up people who are well respected and lots who are worthless. I ask only those of you that the the better fine people to help me learning this site and becoming my new friends.. Send me a message so we can chat.
Whats New
Hey Everyone   so ya i have a awsome new year with my family we drank and we smoked and we got wasted then i slept all new years day just to drink more that night so ya tell me how ur new year went. Lets have a awsome NEW YEARS !!!!! hey everyone   its been a long time since my last blog but there has been so much that has happened since then like first off i am a father now .... and its fuckin awsome but at the same time me and the mother are seperate which sucks but wat can u so ah ummm wats else is new .... this is new someone has voted me a asshat for some odd reason but wat can i do its their opinion .... but anyway make sure to check my profile to rate, add, and chat cus its always good to talk to ppl Well ppl this is the first blog i have started in this site and i am going to be using it as a way to meet new ppl so if anyone is interested in making a new friend then add me but mostly this is going to be also used as a way for me to get out into the fubar commuitee
My Thoughts
I went to a friends store and got out of my car to go into the store.  Upon getting out of the car a guy whistled at me. SERUSILY Do you really think we are going to stop what we are doing just to come over to get your number?  I now I have a great ass and you whistling at me does not change this. I all ready know this. So why don't you come over and tell me you think I'm hot that I have a nice ass and ask me for you number.  What's the worst that could I tell you NO.  Well I guarantee that you whistling from the side lines that you will never get my number. so got a fantasy for u invalids a toy... surprise surprise  lol so anyway i want a toy its wireless remote that sit on the clit in the girls panties i go out to dinner with a guy and when we site down to dinner before they cum to ask us what we would like for dinner i hand him the remote and let him play with it during dinner...dont think we would make it out of the parking but i think that is so FUCKING HOT what u
Packers Movers
Packing and Moving to new location is not an easy task. It is chaotic and time taking task that no one wants to deal with. People often get stressed looking at the difficult task of packing and moving. So they hesitate to move to new location. But this difficult, if it is done with care and planning it becomes easy and exciting. Packing and moving to new location has to be done with care and dedication. So in order to make this task easier, cost effective and hassle free it is better to take the help of professional moving company. There are several moving companies in the market that offers packing and moving services. You can shift to new location with hassle free hiring the services of professional moving company. People often try to save money by packing the goods on their own. But at the end they mess out with everything and packing becomes more stressful. People often wash out their hands with some of the valuable goods. So in order to make moving to new location easier and com
Just One Of My Many Fantasies!
I am in my apartment, standing on the balcony overlooking the city streets down below.  Hundreds of people crowd the street.  Suddenly a man in the crowd catches my eye.  I can't seem to take my eyes off of him.  I am standing there in a long white sundress with spaghetti straps........see through and bare skinned underneath.  Suddenly this man turns and looks at me.....making direct eye contact.  We can both feel the passion burning inside, the longing to touch each other.  I stand there, watching him push his way through the crowd, making his way to the entrance of my building.  I stay on my balcony, knowing he will find me.  Suddenly there is a knock on my door, I stand still, knowing he will come in.  He sneaks up behind me..I can feel him.  The heat from his skin radiating all around me.  He then kisses me softly on the nape of my neck..sending chills down my spine.  He then puts his arms around me, reaching for the french doors, closing them to the world around us.  He then cups
Surveys :) [[get To Know Me Bishes]]
I'm extremely bored. Ask me anything below and I'll answer you, honestly. OH shit, here we go :P You got laid last night, didn't you?Well isn't that a bit personal? =] If you must know, I did, I did. :) Shh.Have you ever kissed someone that's name started with a 'B'?Yes. Stupid jerk face :/ haha. Is there anyone that hates you right now?Its a slight possibility. But hate is a very passionate feeling and I haven't made anyone mad in a very long time so in my mind its also slightly doubtful.Have you ever woke up next someone and wanted to puke?Nope. I believe im a bit more responsible then that....or rather, a whole lot more responsible :)What is one thing that would instantly make you dislike someone?Child molesters, gay haters If someone liked you, what would be the best way for them to tell you?I suppose words might work best =] Do you like me?!If you won a lot of money in the lottery, what would you do first?Bankkkkkk it.
Darrian Lynx
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Land Or No?
"Please can I cum?" she begged, kissing the top of my shoe. She was on her hands and knees, her big ass in the air, whimpering at my feet."You are so adorable when you beg, pig," I chuckled, ruffling her hair with my free hand. I had a cigarette in the other hand, and the ash was getting long. "Open wide."She tilted her head up to look at me, and with a grimace opened her mouth. I tapped my ash off on her tongue. Her eyes got watery."Quit being such a baby. I didn't burn you, did I?"She shook her head. Her hair bounced off her cheeks."Do you want me to have to get up and go get an ashtray?"She shook her head again, eyes still tearing up. Now her red lipstick was smeared with gray ash."So what is your problem, crybaby?"Thank you for using me as your ashtray, Sir.""You don't seem really thankful," I said slowly. "Now what were you saying about cumming?""Well, Sir..." she stuttered. "Last night you told me you would make me cum if I... if I...""If you what, pig?" I sighed, acting ignorant
lol well here i am once again...alone...destroyed. I sit and wonder how i can find whati thought be the best girl ever...and her turn out to be the worst. How sad is it to actually come bragging to someoen you say you love about cheating one them lol. Please aint nuthing but a joke game she played. But is this fer real? I lay down again and fall into a deep sleep. There i am again on the side walk sitting down knees up hood up and my head laying on my knees. I look up at the sky and all aroudn one there. I can see myself sitting there and the blood rolling down my face replacing my tears. Only so much heartbreak and pain one person can go through. the tears have turned to blood. TTheheartbreak happened enough that i fill up with pain and heartache and it spills. I look at the torture and pain. I see the many ways to end all existance and i watch myself go through each one. lol and whats funny people ave no remorse for causing this pain. oh but they do have a nice thingto say ab
Whats good yall some times in life u must take the good with the bad it hurts when u cant please everbody at once but things happen 4 a reason just so long as the ppl that matter and cares 4 u knows that u tried ur best no matter what i hope whom ever reads this can relate on a issue or two in life we must choose the paths we r given if u make the wrong choise bad will happen if u make the right choise good will happen whos 2 say whats right or wrong in some ones life dont judge others unless other judge you 1st member god is love and thats the strongest thing we all have and can hold on 2 peace love and happyness 1 love 1 god 1 world in all i seen on the news yesterday or the day befor that this teen mother left her newbourn child road side that baby didnt ask 2 be bourn or 2 be left like that i hope they find a better home 4 that child then find the girl whom did that and put her ass in jail or some type of puinshment 4 her doing that well folkes less than 24 hrs b4 my b day got nada
From OutHistory Jump to: navigation, search Newly Obtained Documents Reveal Name of Woman Arrestee and Names of Three Men Arrestees: Marilyn Fowler, Vincent DePaul, Wolfgang Podolski, and Thomas Staton To honor the 40th anniversary celebration, in June 2009, of the Stonewall Riots, is, for the first time, publishing nine pages of New York City Police Department records created early on the morning of the rebellion’s start, June 28, 1969. Reproduced in facsimile with transcriptions, these sometimes hard-to-read but historic documents provide an immediate sense of what the police called an "Unusual Occurrence" at the Stonewall -- the rebellion that has come to symbolize the start of the modern, militant LGBTQ movement for civil rights and liberation. The NYPD records include new, important, and striking details: Raymond Castro, about 1969   Officer Charles Broughton of the 1st Division arrested Raymond Castro, Marilyn Fowler and Vincent
Slipknot's Tour
January 200923 - St. Paul, MN - Xcel Energy Center24 - Kansas City, MO - Sprint Center25 - Council Bluffs, IA - Mid America Center27 - Madison, WI - Alliant Energy Center28 - Des Moines, IA - Wells Fargo Arena30 - Rosemont, IL - Allstate Arena31 - Auburn Hills, MI - The Palace of Auburn HillsFebruary 20092 - Peoria, IL - Peoria Civic Center3 - Indianapolis, IN - Pepsi Coliseum5 - New York, NY - Madison Square Garden6 - Lowell, MA - Tsongas Arena7 - Camden, NJ - Susquehanna Bank Center9 - Greensboro, NC - Greensboro Coliseum Complex10 - Charlotte, NC - Cricket Arena11 - Greenville, SC - Bi-Lo Center13 - Baltimore, MD - 1st Mariner Arena14 - Lexington, KY - Rupp Arena15 - Nashville, TN - Sommet Center17 - Duluth, GA - Gwinnett Center18 - Orlando, FL - UCF Arena19 - Pensacola, FL - Pensacola Civic Center21 - Corpus Christi, TX - Concrete Street Amphitheater22 - Grand Prairie, TX - Nokia Theatre23 - Tulsa, OK - BOK Center26 - Houston, TX - Verizon Wireless Theater28 - El Paso, TX - El Paso
I mean if all that has happened within the last year isn't enough to motivate me I don't know what is. I can't really even say it's been a roller coaster because even those have peaks and valleys ..I've been free falling.   I've taken responsibility for my actions and know they've played a large role in everything that's happened ..everything can't always be pinned on me but nonetheless I've had ample opportunity to mend things.   I've been knocked down plenty of times I've had to work my way from the bottom ..but now I just can't seem to find the right motivation ..I know I can't things rolling because of someone else I need to do it for me but my heart is just not in it. A typical day for me is fruitless and I'm truly sick and tired of it. It bothers me I guess you can say because I've seen my potential or glimpses of it anyway and know I can be doing a lot better. I'm 22 I'm young I know ..but that's no excuse . I know better . I have this tendencey however to overw
Cherokee Legends
Night moon forever watching the earthen creatures padding through the night, Stars that paint the world with ideas and truth, Sky being that holds them all together, Watch the wolf travel the land and carry his hymn through the night, Wolf who walks in the night scared not of his shadow, Wolf who always sees the path that is open even when it is dark, Wolf who owns his place in the universe even when he travels the land, Howl to the greatness of the night, Plains that hold the life blood of the buffalo, Mountains that provide homes to those in need of shelter, Hills sharing the space in between the two, Watch for the wolf as he approaches carrying his song through the day Wolf who would listen, Wolf who's leadership is also his harmony, Wolf who's prowess encourages the young to grow, Howl to the greatness of the day, Winds that breath the wolf's howl to the world, Trees that
Depression Sucks
For some time now, I have come to realize that maybe trying to be out going and being straight forward with peeps isnt such a good idea . I was told by my doctor not to hold in pent up anger and not allow any one to  treat me like crap.  I even so much had hypnois to help me. As now that, I am growing older, I seem to be with out even trying, pissing people off. Example:  I had a situation that involved hubby and the only way I know how to vent and not take it out on any one is to blog. Well this woman felt the need to hand me my ass and tell me what a horible person I am moching off my hubby and going on vacation. This woman has no idea who I am or what I am going threw. Any how I wasnt nice to her, and handed her back her own ass. I went to lay down and started to think of situations,  that I have been in and how I conducted myself in public. Sooooooooooooooooooooooo I have decided to stop being so out going, and just keep my mouth shut and not  post any thing that involves
My Recent News
I have always wondered. In all the family members they get to pick the one that is really not into Christmas that much to bring out the Tree and decorations. Don't get me wrong, I used to be, over 15 years ago Happy  to go all out for this season but  retail etc; has changed all that.    If I am not  in my family sight right away  they hunt me down and get me.. Either telling me or requesting.  Why???? I say Bahumbug.   Oh yea.. Happy Holidays to you & yours  I had to  go to Burbank, Illinois yesterday, because the cancer  around her colon and bladder  is bleeding and killing her.  When I was growing up she was always telling me that I was her favorite niece,, Might have  changed a tiny bit since Yesterday was the first that I have seen her since a little over 15 years ago.. I was told today that yesterday was the first time she stayed up the longest for a while.. She had refused chemo treatement and such,,  She looks like my dad's mom  now.. When she seen my cousin Mary chris(Yes
I never was struck before that hour With love so sudden and so sweet. His face it bloomed like a sweet flower And stole my heart away complete. My face turned pale, a deadly pale. My legs refused to walk away. And when he looked what could I ali My life and all seemed turned to clay. And then my blood rushed to my face. And took my eye sight quite away. The trees and bushes round the place Seemed midnight at noonday. I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start. They spoke as cords do from the string, And blood burnt round my heart. Are flowers the winters choice? Is love always snow? He seems to hear my silent voice Not love appeals to know. I never saw such sweet a face As that I stood before. My heart was left it's dwelling  place And can return no more.................... I"m standing in the rain, trying to wash away the pain. I can't let you know how you hurt me so, from all the times you led me astray. I hear you say "I love you.",
Ray's Psychotic Transgressions
ZombieDoll     Hey everyone. This lady needs our help. She is just starting out. She needs some R/F/A and any help we can give!@ fubar Well, Jenny. I hadn't heard from you in a while. We were friends and then we just lost touch. I always thought you were the one that got away. You were the most beautiful, charming, fun person I had ever met. Jenny, I know that you are in heaven. You were such an amazing person. The time we spent together in Chicago and Dallas was some of the best times I had. Your smile, your laugh, your kindness. You were always special to me. I thought about you all the time, and have to admit I loved you at one point. I know that you and I agreed it wouldn't work because of my job and the distance but the time we shared was special, and I will never forget it. I found out from your mother on your yahoo account. She told be me briefly. I understand her surprise as not too many people knew about us. You were definitely the one that got away, Jenny. You wil
Just So You Know ....
hey if you wanna buy great xmas gifts check out my online store at  they have all kinds of stuff and great prices to ..... IM SCARED I REALLY DONT KNOW IF I WANT TO GO TO THE DENTIST TOMORROW ....SOME ONE WANNA GO FOR ME LOL I HATE DENTIST LOL  OKAY IM BEING DUMB I dont know if i will be on much Tuseday cuz im haveing teeth pulled and  there putting me under anesthesia cuz im tarififed of the dentist and ill probally be in a lotta pian so if you have my cell number text me to check on me if you wanan if not ill be back probally wednessday or if can on tuseday lol  ........ I really dont wanna go to the dentist ethere lol scared to death 
Free Floting Hostility
  Well... I think it is apparent now that one of the things I enjoy in life is excess. I like things that are excessive. Excessive behavior, excessive language, excessive violence. It's fun, it's interesting, it's exciting. I like it when nature is excessive, thats why I like natural disasters. All these natural disasters that have been going on, I fucking love em. I can't get enough of em. When natures going crazy, throwing things around, scaring people and destroying property... I'm a happy fucking guy. I look at it this way. For centuries now, man has done everything he can to destroy, defile and interfere with nature. Clear cutting forests, strip minning mountians, poisioning the atmosphere, over fishing the oceans, poluting the rivers and lakes, destroying wetlands and aquafers. So when nature strikes back, smacks man in the head and kicks him in the nuts... I enjoy that. I have absolutly no sympathy for human beings what so ever. None. And no matter what kind of problems humans
My son is 17 months old and and his temper seems to get worse every day.. he gets his temper from my fathers side.. 90 percent of the men in our family have this terrible temper and i prayed that he would not have it.. Cause all i see in his future is lots of trouble... Im scared he will have the trouble my cousin had trying to keep it under control. my cousin finaly has it sorta under control.. but he now has a long criminal record.... and has been in and out of jail too many times to count and was in prison for 3 years all because of his temper.. i dont want this for my son... i mean my son is so sweet but a wrong look and he is mad... Why is it when ur with a guy and you break up caues they dont want to be with u anymore. why do they call you and your friends asking where your at and who you with all the time. its like they cant stand for you to be happy. I think im cursed to only find and be attracted to assholes, jerk offs,  and freaks.  like my most recent ex after 3 years of me
My Perfect Man
These are the Keys to a Loving Lasting Relationship ~ Enjoy!~ Love one another with all your hearts.~ Give more than you take.~ Don't ever take your relationship for granted.~ Have heart-to-heart talks and really communicate.~ Be trusting, playful, intimate and kind.~ Appreciate all the little, special things.~ Recognize that time spent together is a treasure.~ Make the most of what each day brings.~ Know that nothing is sweeter than the warmth of one hand within another.~ Walk together in the direction you want to go.~ Be supportive and sharing and open to changes.~ Always continue to grow.~ Cherish this blessing which so few truly find.~ Have dreams to reach out for through the years.~ Share one another's smiles through the good times.~ Be everything to one another through the tears.~ What your time together lacks in quantity, make up for with quality.~ Call to say "I love you" in the middle of the day.~ Keep your sense of humor and hold on to your hopes.~ Don't let work or worries
the chaotic day to day rush plunges me into a rapid flowing stream from which i have yet to return the joys and sorrows of everyday life fill my heart with a continious ache tears flood my eyes and fall like rain from sorrows i would like to abstain joy and laughter id like more to gain for the pleasures of life and love should outweigh the heartaches and tragedy yet you insist on causing grief through strife caring not the hearts you crush you sacrifice all for your delight of pain i wish  all could see the shriveled black nugget you call a heart to hear the devilish thoughts that run rampant through your mind for then and only then could they see you for what and who you truly are ...... ........... LIFE...................... a poem i wrote after i recieved my first black eye by the bitch lol i walked away from a fight with that was sleepin with my bf lmao .... pensive storm in my mind boils over turmoil turns my insides upside under whispers about you around my
Candy Shop Contests
The Candy Shop will be holding more contests.  The next contest is for the men. It's the "sexy men" contest. So, men, if you think you got that sexy going on or ladies if you think your man has it (with his permission) get in on this contest!   It will be alot of fun. Pics MUST be SFW and mail the pic link of your choice to the Candy Shop by this Friday.  We would like to start this contest on Sunday.   We will also be holding an aution soon in support of our troops and are looking for military of any branch to join the auction.  A more detailed blog will be posted for that in the future. A salute is required to participate in all contests, etc. Thanks for looking and have a sweet day! When i wrote this blog, I was under the impression the contest was to begin Sunday,it has begun today, Saturday.In order to give EVERYONE IN THE CONTEST adequate preparation time, the folder is shut down for approz. 1 hour. 1 pic is already flagged too! NO BS WILL BE TOLDERATED! ALL pics are going
Like My Favorite Pair Of Jeans
To all the sum of the earth who thinks its ok to play with a womans emotions...... Current mood:  angry Category: Life You think its nice to play with emotions? What if the situation was flipped and we played with yours? You think its fun to make a woman feel like shit? You think its funny when a girl cries? what the fuck does a woman have to do to show a man shes interested in him not what he has? Fuck i wish i knew all these answers if you do please share. your eyes are as green as the trees on the mountain. your smile is like the sunrise on the ocean blue. your touch is like an earthquake. the way you smell is like the breeze of wild flowers in the wind. your heart beat is like the sound of cool waves coming in. being with you is like the time stopping for a moment. waking up to you is like life sighing with content. a simple hug is like wearing my favorite pair of jeans. Doesn't the bible teach forgiveness?Didnt Jesus say turn the other cheek?An Eye for an Eye?Isn't
  Totally Love you Corey!!!   Californians So as not to be outdone by all the redneck, hillbilly, and Texan jokes, somebody had to come up with this: You know you're from California if...1. Your co-worker has 8 body piercings and none are visible.2. You make over $300,000 a year and still can't afford a house.3. You take a bus and are shocked at two people carrying on a conversation in English.4. Your child's 3rd-grade teacher has purple hair, a nose ring, and is named Flower.5. You can't remember . . . is pot illegal?6. You've been to a baby shower that has two mothers and a sperm donor.7. You have a very strong opinion about where your coffee beans are grown, and you can taste the difference between Sumatran and Ethiopian.8. You can't remember . . . is pot illegal?9. A really great parking space can totally move you to tears.10.  Gas costs $1.00 per gallon more than anywhere else in the  U.S.11.  The guy at 8:30 am at Starbucks wearing a baseball cap and sunglasses who looks like
Random Thoughts
Lying, thinkingLast nightHow to find my soul a homeWhere water is not thirstyAnd bread loaf is not stoneI came up with one thingAnd I don't believe I'm wrongThat nobody,But nobodyCan make it out here alone.Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone.There are some millionairesWith money they can't useTheir wives run round like bansheesTheir children sing the bluesThey've got expensive doctorsTo cure their hearts of stone.But nobodyNo, nobodyCan make it out here alone.Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone.Now if you listen closelyI'll tell you what I knowStorm clouds are gatheringThe wind is gonna blowThe race of man is sufferingAnd I can hear the moan,'Cause nobody,But nobodyCan make it out here alone.Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone. Alone by Ma Supporters!
those sons of donkeys really fcuked up tonight. badly. even with me showing up a bit late to the meeting....i was there for the middle and the closing. Closing the meeting was telling the folks my friend and i were meeting with that they fcuked up over plain and simple.   then standing up yelling about how shady they were drove me to the beginnings of a seizure. needless to say that got them to scurry away like scared dogs. these corporate...hotel art...interior design door to door salesmen will never understand the true meaning of art and culture. they understand money and how they can use people to get it. by saying they "support" the art community. well from what i heard tonight...home depot does about just as much for art as these fools do. so they were explained that...couldnt understand the "problem" about it...and they left dumbfounded my friend and i didnt sell out our entire art community for the chance of a few dollars more. some people who love what they
Les prometo que en un poco tiempo empezare a redactar en ingles . . el caso es que . . . ahhh como quisiera tener todo el lenguaje para platicarles jajaja. Resulta que el dia de hoy fui a Calgary, me toco estar "in line" formadita haciendo fila uffff con lo que me choca, cuando de repente se planto hasta el inicio de la dichosa fila una despampanante mujer con unos pechos no muy grandes pero siiii demasiado llamativos por el escote  . .  . grrrrr se hizo la linda y la nena no hizo fila para ocupar el primer lugar . . . quien le dijo algo??? nadie ! !  Porque? Pues porque nadamas estaban con la boca abierta los quince vejetes que iban delante mio  . .  jajaja  . . primero me dio coraje, luego me dio risa . . . ahhhh cuando aprenderan los hombres a no dejarse manipular y ahhhh cuando aprenderemos las mujeres a no manejar a los hombres con nuestros bellos atributos fisicos jajaja. Besos Cada vez que entro se me antoja una coronita jajaja, que barbaridad he dicho si yo ni bebo jejeje. Co
I'm in need for a taste of something sweet                                  Yes something wet and juicy like the orange I'll eate                        Something I can run my fingers through and taste the aroma           The type that has smell to wake a man from a coma                       Lay me down on the bed and sit on your throne                                Let my thounge do the work making you moan                                 All i wanna do is use my toungue to scrub your walls             Everytime I tell you that your clit give me cat calls I BEEN ON SO MANY SITE  I SEE MORE HALF NEAKED WOMEN  ON THES SITE , ITS OK BUT DON'T GO WITH THAT FAKE ROLE LIKE YOU ALL THAT THEN SAY IT ALL BELONG TO SOMEONE.....BECOUSE IF IT LIKE THAT THEN WHY ARE YOU FAKE FLIRT & SHOWING HIS GOOD TO THE WORLD? I THINK SOMTHING WRONG AT HOME ,LETS BE REAL THERS A LOT OF EYES ON HEAR& IF YOUR HALF IS OK ABOUT YOUR PAGE PUT THIM ON YOUR PAGE UNLESS HE OR SHE HAVE SECRET THAT YOU DONT KNOW ABOUT.
The sun goes down I'm left with my thoughts once again I live too much in my head Emotions run too deep But they are what my brain could keep Never to be full expressed Swallow the pride That's right No one will know I'm a different being on the inside Am I truely alive? Bare feet propt up on a cluttered coffee table Stacks of movies spread across its surface There's a varitey for everypart of ones imagination Beads of sweat trickle down my neck As a wave of heat presses itself onto my body A forceful intruder A strange annoying sound buzzes in my left ear Boiling anger spreads and streches it's fingers through my whole being Shimmering my blood As if it would soon evaporate through the pores of my skin DAMN FLY! Makes me think of the old man in Poe's story You know, the one with the milky eye? Damn thing finally flies away As time passes, the anger melts away Bare feet propt up on the cluttered coffee table Funny how fast another day is wasted When you have
Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolets
OK EVERY ONE  YOU TEL ME WHAT YOU THINK AND PLEAS BE HONEST AND DETAIL ABOUT YOUR ANSERS.. do you beave that it is the same thing to be engaded or morried on fubar as it is  in realy life... does a fu relashipon mean the same to you  as one in rela life .... tell me what you thing and why .... this should be a good blog  should get alot of diffrent openins wouldloe to know what you all think life is like a big box of chogolets you never know what you are going to et each peace is something new and you never kow what you are going to get unless you try it.. never say no till you tryd something new no matter what come up. just like when you are meeting some one new  never say no to them till you get a chjance to know them and sometimes it better to just take a chance and see what happens becease you might meet some one you like and something might jusst ceom of it then if nothing eals you at least made a good friend from it so my sugesten is take a cahnce and see what comes of it you kn
Do wonmen want to see NSFW or is it just gay men wanting to see me??  lol wtf is a fricking blog anyway? Ok, now I know what a BLOG is..  why should I "use" or "do" it??  does anyone really care...??
Just Waiting!
I can't eat and I can't sleep because I'm always thinking of you. Day in day out your on my mind and I don't know how to get you off... Your like a part of me that is missing and I don't know where to find you to make me whole. I want you and I need you but it doesn't seem to matter because I don't think you feel the same... If I knew it would make things a little easier for me to express how I feel towards you.... So will you let me know or will i have this pain in my heart forever? Just waiting for someone to come sweep me off my feet. Is that person you or are you really just a dream? Are you a figure of my imagaination that i really want to come true? Hold up are you waiting too? If so please tell me what I need to do! Because if we both are waiting for the other one to move, then what are we waiting for just to prove our love will come through? I feel so used like a Kleenex tossed to the floor! Was it somethng that I did that made you not want me anymore? If it was I apoli
today is a day to remember those who lost their lives! this is my story, and how i feel about this day and this country sept 10, i had plans to go to NYcity, start but meet up with a friend who work in the twin towers, he was going to show my gf, buddy and i around, then it was to hit time square. ofcourse i never made the trip with my gf, my buddy brian went ahead. as u know what happened the next day, two planes it the towers, i was grabbing breakfast with my gf. the area i lived in, called TomsRiver,NJ was on alert, as there was a nuclear power plant 10 miles away, i remember most about that day is what if i had gone, i wouldnt be writing this now, what if stopped brian from going,he would be alive. so since that day, i every year, i will honor those lives. in total, i lost 3 friends that day, people around jersey lost someone, or knew someone who did. i ask any viewers to leave a comment, share ur story, what does this day mean to u, how did it change u? thank you for ur time. Ma
So True
Book - In Other Words ust Thought You Should KnowIn case I haven't told you.And it's way past time.How glad I am to know you.That you're in this life of mine.Now don't start to crying.When it's time to say goodbye.You'll always be with me.And in my heart always shine.But I guess I should have told you.That we're more like the wind.The time we've been together.Would have to come to an end.The pain is too strong now.And no matter how I try.I'm afraid I can't live with,the constant need just to cry.It never was easy.Not from beginning to the end.But at least in the middle.You were my dear friend.When I get where I'm going.I'll drop you a line.And you'll know it's with great love.In which it was signed.So show me a smile now.Before the sun has to rise.Hurry give me squidge now.Before the light shows my eyes.It won't be so lonely.As I feared it would be.Cause over the rainbow.You'll still be with me.We've put it off too lo
My Sice I Can Be Fenned On
This is one way to get to know me what I do come by and visit me.Would like to see and hear what you all thank of my song call (Ice is breaking) Thank You all that do. these are the sites I long on if you like to chat with me,,, come and visit my sites
funniest caption for this picture gets 500k fubucks. I guess I need a lol. good luck.   And the winner is:   EmptyPiecesNow with: Witty I know you think this is sexy but I don't want to run to your bed this way anymore. Bounty Hunter, Babyfrog,and honey bare all tied for second. Thanks for playing everyone. "They call me the Flash in bed, too." Radiox i`m never showing you my old pics again - Seamus Watch out MOM here I come,,,,,weeeeeeeeeeeee -sweet contradictions By saying "Shazam", our hero is struck by lightning and granted the wisdom of Soloman, the courage of Achilles, and the ability to eat 50 chicken wings in 3 minutes. - Ketch22 Witty..I know you find this sexy but I don't want to run to your bed like this anymore..." - emptypiecesnow "join me tonight at 10PM EST for the RadioXShow"- Bounty hunter Best way to get a six-pack, workout? "No thanks, I'll just use a sharpie!" - here come trouble Benjamin Button Gone Terribly Wrong... jack daniels wendy "I wonder if
My Peoms
The train of heartach has come to the station making us climb abroad with dispear moving along the tracks of alone and coldness  gripping at are seat's we look around and all we see is  all the pain in are life play back  like a bad movie rerun just in color  making us dive in the river of lost tear's  fear sneaking up at us showing it's evil head it and we run from it but you know if you run and hide it away it will only make us cold and the people who have hurt you have won  the reason people hurt other people is simple this (they have been hurt and want everyone else to feel there pain so it makes them hide there own fears of hurt and then they move on to the next person until it is there turn to have it happen again to them it is very rude and childish to hurt others and why people  can't just come out forward and tell how they really feel instead of hidding it away and coping out taking the easy way out of what goes could have been this what goes threw are minds when we reach the
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You're Not Alone
A spark. Slowly a flame flickered. We fueled with passion, love, everlasting. Enduring. The fire blazed. A fire that nothing could extinguish. A spark. Slowly a flame flickered. We fueled with anger and pain. Losing sight. The fire blazed. Love conquered. The fire extinguished. All is not lost. I have not left you. You are still with me. You take my hand as we rise from the ashes. Like the phoenix taking flight. I search for love, When the night came and it closed in. I was alone, but you found me where I was hiding. And though I'll never ever be the same, it was the sweetest voice that called my name. Singing You're not alone For I am here Let me wipe away every fear My love I've never left your side I have seen you through the darkest night and I'm the one that's loved you all your life All of your life You cry yourself to sleep cause the hurt is real and the pain cuts deep All hope seems lost With heartache your closest friend and everyone e
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Dont Do It
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"lies, Lies, Everywhere Lies....."
At least for me and I do believe others are the same way. I told myself I was in love so I would not be lonely and needing that partnership with another. It has been that way all my life, not to say I wasnt in-love by no means. I just find now that I really couldn't understand or express that love until I was able to truely love myself and to be a partner to myself. I am finding now after 43 years, that I have made myself be in-love because I didn't want to be alone. I did care for both my ex-wifes, but I might have short changed them for the fear. I am alone once again as we all find ourselfs from time to time and this time, its okay....I rather enjoy just being with myself, its a good feeling. Yes the animal lust is still there, but that of course is just the phsyical need. So we create the illusion so we don't have to face the fear of being alone for to long of time. Did we care for that affair that lasted shortly or did we brain wash ourselves into thinking we were in love to escap
Get This Money Records
How many people on here will actually read this blog? How many people on here will actually read this blog and stop, take a deep breath, and examine the pros and cons. The fact and the fiction. The trials and tribulations? What do you do when there's nothing else to say? Nothing else to give? What do you do when your life comes to a standstill and you can't breathe through the pain? It'd be good to know. Well, it's official. Get This Money Records / Einstein Productions... Have finally taken the first major step towards success. 102 Jamz, a hip hop station out of the North Carolina triad area have agreed to play our exclusive demo track: More Than Air featuring EneME aka Considered SiKk. As soon as the release forms are signed, the air time shall begin. BIG THANKS to all of you who have continued to support me up to this point in my career. You will not be forgotten. And a special shoutout to that one person...she knows who she is...who has NEVER turned her back on G.T.M. and has
dogs of war its 3 am and has been for daysas the same damn thoughts they flood my brainit starts we are dog the dogs of warwe are cast aside have a home no morewe fight for peacea peace of mindwe fight peace we'll never findthe same damn thoughts they flood my mindit 3 am and has been for daysthe picture of you its starting to fadefirst your eyesthen your smileI'm left with a taste on my lipsone i cant defineits 3 am please don't leaveif only for the night i need you to stayplease don't go your all that keep me saneits 4 am and somethings wrongi feel a bit offI'm left and that's not righti try not to thinkits going to be a long nightits 4 am I'm alone in the darkdog of warwith no voice to barkI a dog a dog of warI bow my headI say no more 1 year ago today it seems so far away wouldnt belive the time has past proof lies in your letters and pictures of photographs reading your words seeing your face seems like breaking down is the hardest habit to break being so full of emptyness
Life Lesson's
I thought I'd been through a lot of shit with my friends, but nothing the likes of this.  Those of you who read this should know that my bff Zoey is writing this blog on my behalf. I asked her to.  There are two pics in my pictures of my exroommate Ben, who our family invited into our home and our trusted family circle.  I will never know why but one night he just decided to take our lives and rip us apart with ONE phone call.   You see, Ben wasn't man enough to fight his own fight maturely.  Zoey was talking to Ben calmly about a matter and Ben lunged at Zoey.  I thought he might try to hurt her, so I defended her.  She broke it up before any kind of a fight broke out, but Ben decided he would do everything he could to hurt us.  He called the cops on me and had me arrested, and I have been in jail for almost 5 weeks now. careful about who you allow into your haven from the world....your home.  You can think you know someone, but they can turn on you in an instant. 
Sweat travels her curves, a silver x upon her face, A smile hidden underneath, her eyes welling with tears "Was i bad?" she remembered asking her master his brown eyes cold he lashed her the kiss of the leather on her flesh. " You didnt clean the toilet" "BUt...mast...." he lashed her a yelp ringing into the halls. She cried hopig for pity but he taped her black mascara streaking her face. He pushes her into a chair. Her screams muddled into the tape. His wrath come across her face with his open palm. A rage fills her she loved him but he wouldnt let her go. Her arms hurting his strong arms pushing her shoulders into the wood. He looks into her soul "GET UP BITCH" He said. She had never heard this from him before enraging her. She flings him into the ground the fall confusing him she binds him to this post smirk into the tape her eyes toture his soul."Wait... what... what are you doing?" She quirks a eyebrow placing her hands into her hips her hand running over the leather the sweat on
Time To Face Reality
alright so no one pays mucch attention to these....its become my own little outlet lol mostly because its my views no one comments no one reads this its my world basically...which brings me to this....its kind of funny we all love in one world of course lol (for all you dimwits who do read this and dont get the idea of metaphor...seriously get a clue) but in reality we all live in our own little worlds....some people got the rainbows and candy cane happyness which i know myself i could never live in...that would make me wanna kill msyelf alone :)....then the darker side of you morons that take it to far i hope you take a long walk off a short bridge....but then the people like me....where there world is chaos....the thoughts that run change minute by minute day by day....where a world is mostly in darkness except the flickering of flames covering the lets talk about what happens when that world gets entered by someone who shouldnt be there....where with her co
Shout Out!!!
Hey Gang, Ok looks like I now have something else to become addicted to!! I love meeting new people and these are some cool digs to do it in. So school me peeps... Give me the 411 and let me know the dos and donts of this fubar thang. Catch ya later! Jerzgal Ok gang only a few days left to place your bid on me for The King's Auction!!!  get all my atention, love and some special perks!!!  G check it out before its too late..... CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW TO BID ON ME IN THE KING'S AUCTION!!!!! Hey my peeps.... Coem celebrate my new position with me as Manager of Centerfolds 2000!!!  Drinks on me tonight so get your booty on down and join us...   Centerfolds 2000
What is it with the truth? Why the hell are people so god dammed afraid of it? WTF? Do people not realize that being honest with someone is the best thing you can do for yourself and them?   You get people who are afraid to learn it. Why? Is it because you’re afraid of getting hurt?   Even more so, you get people who are afraid to tell it. Why? Do you think that by lying, obscuring, and/or avoiding, that the person isn’t going to get hurt? That’s a grand way to show the person that you care. I personally think that if you do that, you don’t really give a shit about the person, you’re more concerned with your own conscience. The ironic part of that though is that you can’t lie to yourself. Sure you can try, but in the end it’s not possible.   Let me go into that a little more though: Lying/Obscuring: You tell the person what they want to hear so their feelings don’t get hurt or leave things out for under the same pretense. Why? It&r
Upon the advice of my friends, I'm listening more closely to the advice of my friends. Perfect strangers, however, can read my profile and leave their advice after the beep. Where it will likely be ignored. Inked, were we going to write things in depth, or just write the important details? Hey, I'm new here. Welcome me, and I promise not to respond on this blog. Don't welcome me, and I swear, I won't respond at all.
Word Of Mouf
My Name is Jay, Im 28 in South Maryland. Im against all thats trendy not out of spite but to prove anyone can be a leader and not take the easy route and become a follower. Im spiritual but also unbalanced in some ways. I make you laugh anyway I can but I might wanna burn a hole through your eyes too. Im not a pretty boy/preppy/jock/thug/skater/goth or poser...Im alot of things, alot...If im not the guy for you because you want someone as a sugar daddy then take your ass and haul a U because I dont roll that way. I believe in real friends and chemisty. Any questions? please do ask. If your easily offended please dont read and remove me from your list lol...   The Females like 40 and older seem to be even worse than the girls my age, im talking about with relying on being half naked for attention, and the begging ect. It seems like more older people are into leveling groups then younger ones, weird I just noticed that. I get maybe like 1 profile rate returned for every about 25 I do
Fallen's Feeling's
The undescribable feeling that is love people think they know what love is, but love isnt what you feel it is the level of the relationship you have with some one, depending how intament you are with them, because you are intament to some degree with everyone, intamency is how you get along with someone you can be intament with your freinds, family, even complete strangers that you might not see ever again. love is just another degree of relationship, that is why you can love so many thing's in this world, but even the degree that is love is also broken up into several part's , when you look at it, love can just mean you care about someone or something. so this thing that is love is just another word for feeling or relationship even intamency, these four things that are listed fall in the same category but they are able to get more pacific to what they mean where love isnt it is a combanation of all three. intamency which u have with everyone or everything. relationship which in t
Ponderings And Dawnings
Ok, well im not a big fan of your troops being over sea's.....I think they should all be brought home....But I do support them for defending in what they feel is right, they're helpin to keep me and my baby girl safe here at home, so i love our troops for it. Well, I have a friend on here that has kept me laughin since the first day i've known him, so imma send him and the others goodies lol Now everyone, please take a sec and give him some blog lovin and page love... One of my peeps just did a lil question thing, and it made me wonder, "What exactly is a friend?"  Well, here's my answer.....   A friend is a person who is there for you no matter what the circumstances are. They stick by your side through thick and thin, even after you've fucked up beyond repair it seems. U may lose touch with them but they forgive you and still take ya back no matter what. They love you for being you, even if that means being an idiot at times to being the
Randoms Blogs
FRUIT WARS: The Becoming!   a long long time ago (like 20 min ago) In a Small Patch Far Far Away (a Bulletin by AsH.Weenie) A War Began (The Fruit Wars)   One Day Lady Watermellon Arose From a Shelter Underground That she was Hiding in Since a Previous War Between The Fruits. As She Glanced around her surroundings She Ponders "WTF Dammit WHere is Everyone" Within A second Later. The Evil Stealth Banana Jumps From a Tree And Attacks The Watermellon (ooooo Big Fight Scene!! lol) they fight and battle it out (All Matrixy And Shit lol) And The Banana Says To the Watermellon "Join Me on the chemically Enhanced Fruit Side! Or Be Killed!" (THe Bad Side) The Watermellon Thinks For a Minute and a Loud Pop Noise Is Echo'ed Around Them And The Watermellon Rolls Away! to Later Meet Up WIth Her Friends!... The Banana Goes Back to the Bad Side and Ponders With His Evil Warrior Fruits!..     Banana: Freezie Pop Watermellon: AsH.Weenie Mango: theresnosafetyontheseguns Apple: FEISTY
ok ok ok i know i was venting lil on the last one but ohh hell small town drama hit again and i was 5 hrs away in a other fuking town im like goddamn u got to be fuking jokeing .... But Noooo fukers what to fuk up my weekend  when im chillin at a  car show with my friend and g/f drinking and having a good time FUCK what next ....then to top off my week i got fuck up fuck up my hand broke my noise and i just got FUCK UP just leave at that sooooo ill add more going to the fuking doc today see ya soon       Part 3 soon fukers OK I NEED A PLACE TO VENT I GUESS THIS IS IT ........ IM SOO FUCKING PISS OFF ABOUT ALL THE BULLSHIT GET TOLD ABOUT ME IN THE LIL ASS FUCKING TOWN I FUCKING LIVE IN SEEM LIKE EVERYONE WHAT TO TALK SHIT ABOUT ME 1ST OFF ME AND MY G/F OF A YR.AND  AHALF BROKE UP I WAS DONE WITH ALL THE BULLSHIT WITH HER AND THAT DONE.. WELL IM COMING TO FIND OUT THAT SHE WAS CHEATING ON ME WITH SOME FUCKER FOR THE PAST 3 MONTHS WE WAS TOGETHER FUCKING GREAT .... THEN I REALLY LIKE
Let Me Live Again
PASSION As I sit here gazing in wonderment at the starlit sky My mind wanders into the dark, forgotten past. Searching, envisioning, and trying desperately to remember A feeling that has long since vanished. Slowly, in the still of the night, the images begin to resurface --- The heat, the frenzied excitement, the longing for you To melt into me, become one with me. The look in your eyes that could only come from unadulterated love And the touch that made every ounce of my being come to life. Then, as tranquility comes over me, I softly smile And I know that I will feel that passion again. THE GAMES BEGIN Just when you think You can let your guard down And start living again….. The games begin. The masks are donned.
They go to prison everyday  But they’re not doing time  Just watching felons in their state  Convicted of a crime      They keep the peace beyond all costs  Knowing what they do  Serves the public they protect  and every prisoner too.     So next time you get on your knees 
Life Lessons
As a parent, we are looked to as out childs own personal superhero. We are supposed to protect them from from the monsters under the bed and in the closet. We are supposed to kiss them and love on them when they get sick and get hurt. They look to us to do anything and everything, BUT what happens when the time comes and we cant protect them? What happens when they hurt and we cant put a band-aid on the hurt and kiss it away? What happens when we cant give them meds to take away the sickness and make them better? As many of you know, I am faced with this right now. My oldest is sick and I, myself, and the doctors are ding everything we can. He is going frm test to test. Everyday he looks at me with the "Mommy, make me better look" and I'm hopeless. I cant kiss his pain away or put a band-aid on it and tell him all better. I cant give him meds and make the sickness away. Honestly, I am scared when he has to go in for a different test. I am scared for what I will be told and how I will
Why do I wake up in the morning-nothing's changed since the day of my birthWhy do I wake up in the morning-I make no difference on this earthStrength has left-has to be-something has died inside of meIf I don't wake up in the morning-at my funeral would anyone careIf I don't wake up in the morning-would anyone even be thereYou can put me down-you can put me out, you can try to ignoreBut now you're gonna hear me when I shout WAKE UPWhy should I wake up in the morning-it be just another wasted dayWhy should I wake up in the morning-don't do nothing right anywayThat was then-not anymore-now I go blasting out the doorI'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'll prove you wrong I will not failI'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'm gonna blaze a brand new trailMight not be smart, but if I'm strongI know for sure no one ever will prove me wrong Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down - I cry for help, no one's around. Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall - It seems like n
Lyrical Nonsessnce In My Head
Am I alive or just dead? A constant tug of war for my head. To breathe without catching your scent I guess I forgot what it meant, Forever's as long as you make it, And it looks like we just couldn't take it. I wish we'd of had much more time.. but i guess this is the end of the line.   It all just ended so fast... like there was never a past. Years with memories of glee, But I guess I just couldn't see. The wool was pulled over my eyes nows its all "what ifs" and "sighs".   No words were acctually spoken... Just hearts being sencelessly broken. Come home to a empty room, to find you had left this so soon. Theres freedom being without you, but the hole in my heart takes toll too... A spot that can never be filled, these feelings I cant seem to kill. Why did it end up this way... and where to find the words to say.   I just want to end all the pain... To fix things and be bliss again but its over, its done with, its through. Ill never , ever stop thinking o
雌犬 雌犬 雌犬 雌犬 {-- Cant Be Sensored There!
I've seen as of late alot of dumb shit happeneing. I don't know what's worse the clique fights (don't get me wrong my prego ass damn near pisses itself over it) or watching worthless ppl beg for handouts and then say screw u wen the time comes you need help. I've seen MANY bend over backward to help alot of these ppl on here and my question is simply this:   DO YOU TRUELY HELP EVERY1 WHEN YOU SAY YOU DO OR IS IT JUST FOR SHOW AND YOU ARE AS SELFISH AS THE NEXT?   I'd really like some feedback. I'm now to the point if someone wants help, I'm going to start charging their ass! Am I wrong for such a thought?   Oh, and another thing I think I'll address... FRIENDS.... I have almost 500 of you ppl on my list and I'll be damned if any of you (a SMALL select shall remain nameless but you know who you are that talk to me) drop by and say hello anymore. It's almost as if you forgot who helped you get where most of you are! (and if you look at my blings, you see its ME!) Get off your ass a
Thoughts.... Ideas....
At heart I'm a very, very nervous guy always worried about making the first move or telling a girl my true feelings. This cowardice has always limited my sex life and the only times I've made love has been well into serious relationships, never having anything remotely close to a one night stand. This has one exception, a night of intense passion which I know I will never forget.That night I had seen a local band with Chris his girlfriend (Emily) and her best friend (Jennifer.) When closing time came I knew Chris wanted rid of Jennifer for obvious reasons. So I offered to walk Jennifer home whilst Chris took the car. This suggestion went down well and we set off saying our goodbyes and making future plans.It was a pleasant night and Jennifer's house wasn't too far so we just took a slow walk together. Now it may seem like a gentlemanly offer but I admit I had other motives. I was in love with Jen. We had met when Chris started going out with Emily and I had been attracted to her from t
I love long hair on a guy. What attracts you most about the opposite sex? I like dancing in the rain, and leave the rest up to the imagination... My favorite colors are red and black... what's yours'?
Life & Living
For some of us Fubar can or has become an addiction, I'm one of those. Don't work as much as I should. don't spend the time I need with my friends, Fubar taking over my Life. I met someone on here I liked, but with both of us on Fubar it can't work. I'm a possesive, jealous Scoprio, I can't handle bimbos hitting on what's mine all day long. Best to walk away and time to find someone in real life :-) I've done a lot of thinking last night, I've met some great people on here that I love talking to, however that doesn't keep me warm at night. I need to take some time out and spend time in the real world, both for work, family & friends. No, I'm not leaving Fubar, however I need to seriously cut down time spend on here! Some of you know I was on layoff and had the time to waste, however I've found a new job over a month ago and now that I past my state exams and started working I need to spend more time earning my keep! I'm a spoiled bitch, I like my new house, want a new car and love
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Quoes Relating To Me
A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. Fiction gives us a second chance that life denies us   I would go out with women my age, but there are no women my age.   In these times you have to be an optimist to open your eyes when you awake in the morning. Most of the change we think we see in life is due to truths being in and out of favor. Perhaps in time the so-called Dark Ages will be thought of as including our own They say its not the falling that kills you but rather the sudden stopping that does it. In many ways this is true, like its not when the car is spinning uncontrollably that you die, No its the slamming into to telephone pole that make it to where you'll never live again. This verse has always kinda been something to live by for me in my life I've realized every time i fall it inst the fall that hurts, cripples, or even kills me but rather when i suddenly stop....i may not be literally dead, but in the metaphoric
The Daily Grind
    Click banner to enter lounge HELP WANTED! The fast growing, fun, and drama free lounge The Daily Grind has the following positions available: DJs We're looking for people who love to DJ and love making the crowd happy! Requirements include: Must have SAM Must be experienced Must make their scheduled shows Please contact: Sweetness (Co-Owner/DJ Manager) DJ Betrayed (Head DJ) TDG BUNNIES & CHIPPENDALES (Greeters) We're looking for fun people to make our guests feel welcome and at home! Requirements include: Must like to have fun and meet new people An outgoing personality is a plus Must be active in the lounge Must fan, rate, and friend profiles and invite to the lounge Please contact: Moon (TDG Goddess Bunny) BARTENDERS We're looking for great, energetic people to keep our members drunk! Requirements include: Must keep the drinks flowing Must be active in the lounge & welcome new members to the lounge family Please contact: CSC (Lounge Manager) VIDEO VIXENS & CASANOVAS (Cam
My Blogs
my main goals are to settle with down with my amazing fiance dakota, have some kids and enjoy life, i aim at one day getting a 1967 shelby gt500 "eleanor" mustang.   on fubar i'd like to make level 25 (godfather) and to make my lounge Vampire cove the best.   to my darling fiance dakota i love you more than anything this world has to offer your my life my heart is yours to hold forever I have a rather personal goal thanx to my childhood, many think that my charm, good nature, wit, intelligence, and gentleman like qualities came from a fine upbringing if you are one of these people that think this you are wrong my childhood was rough rarely saw my father, i grew up with a single mum that did amazing things dispite the fact we were quite poor i always fought against her, but in the end she brought me up well to do right. Anway my goal is to become a husband, a father to do this i need some fine lady to help me. To my many friends on fubar who have helped me through these rough time
 And the answer iiiiisssss  (  RED PAINT )   LMAO Whats red  and smells like paint? Can water get any wetter?
My Blogs
the warmth of your breathe on my hairthe way you hold my handall things i adoreall things look forward toall things letting me know you care falling asleep to the sound of your voicekeeps all the evil dreams at baythe protection in your armsthat is what i crave bodies pressed together in slumberthe comfort of knowing your theremy last exhale before i close my eyesin peace feeling neither here or there i awaken in the bright morning lightmentally stretching my mindi reach over to curl up to youopenning my eyes feeling as though everything is right i become fully awake, looking aroundtears fill my eyesi realize it was all a dreamyou were never therei lay there soundless, in my own misery. through out ones live, we always seem to sit back and wonder-was the decision i made a good one? where did it go wrong? will i find the happiness i long for-whether its within ourselves or with others, what we have learned and how the next time we can make it better. i guess what i now find interest
Auction #2
You know it's always hard to talk about what you have on your mind, when there is so much to say, that you just don't know where to begin. I've been on here since April of 2009. since then i've met alot of cool people, even made a few friends, even fell in love & still am. But the thing is, I've been on this level for about 2 months. Yes i pushed myself to level, faster & harder than most people. But, before i left to San Diego back in June of 2009. i've had 2 AUTO's & 1 BOMB. I've paid for my own VIP for 2-3 months along with some1 else's for the same duration of mine. Then i was given 1 by a friend which lasted it's normal time 1 month. Since then i've had little help with anything. Even felt like closing my acct. at different times, until now that time had come. I even lost out on buying another AUTO & BOMB because of that same friend needed a new owner. That person cost me $14 mil fu-cash, then expired on me, then she costed me $22 mil fu-cash. Now that same person had promised t
My First Fubar Blog :)
--My Fate--Looking through the hour glass,Counting each second.Not really knowing where I'll be&& where I'll go from here.Looking through my eyes,I'm amazed by all the beauty that surrounds me.It's a wonder I have found it when I did.I'm amazed,What such fate surrounds me,On my journey through life?Will I stray from the right path?Will that fate lead me to an ending path?I can't walk it alone.I need someones hand to hold,To help me make it safely home.-Shyra  Hey fuckerzzzz! :) I've been meaning to do this blog for several reasons, on account my health isn't the greatest. And for everyone who came to see me anytime I was in the hospital, THANK YOU! You are amazing :)I will update this, every once in a while!If anything were to ever happen to me......Here are a few things you should know.....1.  If I ever told you, you hurt me.... Chances are you really did, but all the same, I'll still love you.2. My family and friends are more important to me than anyone can ever or will ever  imagi
Help With Referrals
Okay since I'm getting alot of requests i am going to update a list of who i am working on and make comments as well.  When you're name is next onthe list, and I start to help.. I will let you know.  be patient as I am still a little new at this (altho i do a damn good job!!) I am only ONE person and still figuring out a way to make all the people in the list below happy at once!  if you aren't patient, by all means go find your own! lol Feel free to ask any of these people about my 'work', i'm sure they wont mind =) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~   THE LIST:  ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Angelic Devil #2028291 (Done, HH, Bomb, Paid) Seabreeze #2404245 (Done, B//11, Pending) Rayne #******** (Done, Paid) Daddy Rocks Hard #3050829 (Done, FB, Paid) Lipstick#786993 (Done, FB(drh), Paid) Stormy#1385922 (Done) Dj Immortal #984788 (Done, Paid) DJ Fab (Done, paid) Soukie La La #152100 Jagermeister #2383517 (Done, Bomb, Paid) Cindy#225795 (Done, PR, paid/paying) Silly Califas # 2952087 (HH, BP) JMAAngel
What Bomblist Did U Like Better
thats right goin to try and do one big monster bomblist. for this one i will buy the first 5 bombs out of my pocket. if u want to join in it will cost u a 25 credit bling pack *REMEMBER THIS IS A BLING PACK AND NOT A BLING* with the bling packs i will buy more bombs. so every1 who buy me a bling pack will get bombed 40 times.  there is only room for 50 ppl so sb me if u would like to join in thanks. the bomblist is full this is how this list is going to work since there are somany bombs i will run a few meaning 2 or 3 a day depending on my free time. i will chose 1 day where i will run as many as i can in one day once again depending on my free time for all those wanting to run auto's. if u don't read this and run auto's on a day i am only going to run a few then don't be shout boxin me complaining cause it will be your fault. only take a few min. to read this. thanks to every1 who has joined in and i will edit this blog when i figure out what day i can run alot all in one day so keep
Hey yall, Just  an update. I'm still in Kansas for another couple weeks. Then off to Washington. Training is goin good. Hotter than hell tho. But that's summer for ya huh. Anyway, Peace love and hair grease. Update ya when i can. well folks. here we are again. still havent left the states. still here waiting to go over.  its been a long journey to get to this point tho. ups, downs, fights , laughs, even tears. but its just another day in the army. there is one thing tho. isnt it funny how the toughest guy can turn into a blubbering mess jsut by hearing those 4 little words," Daddy, I miss you". yeah it happened tonight.  and all that i could tell him was im sorry. ill be home soon. but i just think to myself everynight before i go to sleep. that one more day that im dont have to spend away from home. its THE toughest part of all this. its not the 80 pound vest or the 120 degree heat. the can all be fought thru. its knowing that there is a little one out there who misses you and you can
Funny But True
it seems I have a problem with an old friend again!!they are making fake profiles just 2 put out trash about me and my friends use caution! if u get any messeges about me or u get trash BLOCK THEM!!!(profiles are ht 1 always & bluejays girlfriend IGNORE BOTH.and I am sorry If any 1 of u were offended by them. well let me tell you all I was e-mailin this member back and forth she was getting flirty she requested my friendship I accepted!she also fanned me and I fanned back I also rated her profile an 11 and I rated all her pics 10ns.I even bought her...I get back on and she blocked me!!!SMH thats all I can do.I kind of find it humorous!thanks for reading peace out my friends.... I get asked wild questions about my race,like am I from india or am I a paru indian,also am I mexican? lol.. even aztec!no to all I am native american indian,its kinda hard to explain to people who dont know history,I can do some bird noises ,I can sling an axe yes I do speak very little indian...and no I am not
Animal Cruelty
Do you know what I was thinking...   The word never...   If you think about it in detail...   If people on the planet truly believed in the word never,   There would be no progress, no modern technology   So thinking about the word never...   Only certain things should be considered as never   People that are living and breathing, should not be in the category because to grow and expand you have to see beyond the word never   Some people they can not, you know But to dream, and turn dreams into reality Yes you have to never accept the word never, unless it only applies to areas you accept as never.   Sometimes...I write and think the most off the wall things  Things Regular People Can Do.... To Prevent Animal Abuse "Never doubt that a small, group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has." -- Margaret Mead Unfortunately, there is no quick fix for animal abuse, but there are so many things we can a
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Just Wondering If..
My husband and I both work and go to school. However it seem like ever since I started school, “me bettering myself“ is getting in the way of his plans. I do donate plasma two times a week b4 school,to help with gas money. After I donate,I feel so sick that I feel,like I never want to do it again. I love my husband so much that I am willing to make myself sick so he can get to school and work. So I was thinking if I quite school just long enough for him to graduate.My Financial aid is good for six month after I quite,and then ill do back the same time he graduates. I know it’s cutting it real close,but I would go back. So the way I see it we would be doing ok if everything goes as I have planed.Some of the reasons for me to quite school is as follow: I’m not here in time to make a hot meal for him b4 he goes to work /school,I am in school 3 days a week, so my hours got cut back at work ,I’m not home enough so he had to take on some of the house keeping, no
Ps::this Is Junk
Newspaper Headline Typos One must acknowledge a supreme being before being able to hold public office. It is illegal to sell one's eye. A program has been created in the state that attempts to control the weather. When two trains meet each other at a railroadcrossing, each shall come to a full stop, and neither shall proceed until the other has gone. It is illegal to take more than three sips of beer at a time while standing. Up to a felony charge can be levied for promoting the use of, or owning more than six dildos. It is illegal for one to shoot a buffalo from the second story of a hotel. It is illegal to milk another person’s cow. The entire Encyclopedia Britannica is banned in Texas because it contains a formula for making beer at home.   Dumb Criminals of the Day Monday, September 9th, 2002 •  In Augusta
Music I Listen To...
Lets see if I did this right this time... I LOVE how freaking creepy this song is. This is My Dying Bride, they and Rotting Christ are my favorite bands.   I hate that I can never figure out how to post a video in a blog unless its as a comment...   Gimme an extra second to post the video :p
Ok so I have type 1 diabetes. I have to give myself 4 shots of insulin a day. My blood sugar when I woke up in the ICU was 1053. Let your head wrap around that. So I am a lot better, still have to get my levels in sync. I am trying to be a good boy but giving up sugar is hard lol. I know they have sugar free goodies and some of them taste pretty good. Anyone who has something positive to say besides watch what I eat and drink post away :) Ok so  have been reduced from combat patrols to guard duty. while this means i am safer but i feel like i have more of a purpose when i was doing patrols. staying on a camp and guarding it just doesn't feel right for a person who has been here 3 times. call me weird but it's how i feel. so yeah i hope iraq takes control and keeps control but should they need us i wont complain one bit about going back into town :) On 7/18/2009 8:32:27 PM UTC an earthquake of magnitude 5.2 and depth 7.4km has struck an highly populated area in the Ninawa Province (popu
Sometimes u gotta run away so u can see who will run after u.  Sometimes u gotta talk quieter just to see whos listening.  Sometimes u gotta step up in a fight just to see whos on ur side.  Sometimes u gotta make a wrong decision to see whos there to fix it. Sometimes u gotta let go of the one u love just to see if they love u enough to come back. Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we loseit, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missinguntil it arrives.Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best ofeverything; they just make the most of everything that comes alongtheir way.Maybe ... the brightest future will always be based on a forgottenpast; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go ofyour past mistakes, failures, and heartaches. Maybe ... there are moments in life when you miss someone -- aparent, a spouse, a friend, a child, your girlfriend/boyfriend -- so much that you just want to pick the
Rant Runt Rant!!
Reasons Why "Gay Marriage is Wrong"1) Being gay is not natural.And real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning, tattoos, piercings and silicone breasts.2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay.In the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior.People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract. Lamps are next.4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all.Hence why women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed.And we can't let the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage be destroyed.6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children.So therefore, gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed
The True You
you can set back look at what the world has for you .and some how miss what you where sapose to see ! you can read a book an still not know what the book was really about! watch a movie an still be can see an not see ! so i  guess the big ? is  ARE YOU SEEING OR JUST SEEING    what one might think is say a man robs in the middle of the might think he is a crackhad..but if you look deeper you might find to follow an walk  his path might lead to .two kids an no mother  ..who lost his job..cant get has to take care of his kids yet because he owns the home he worked his life for  an is the very reason the state wont help! what would you do! even better what would you not do.... Sleep vigiel, The night has just begun Sleep  long for the twilight has much to come  Washing over you  like the mighty waves, Sent to clean your sight , With the color of night It's that time of night Darkness of a madning wave That calls you , becones you nea
Right Or Wrong
Reality by Margaret Reality is that slap in the face When you think you have the world by the tail And life seems to be moving at your own pace When you feel like there is no way you can fail. Reality is there to open your eyes When you find you were walking with them closed And it shows you a sight that can surely make you cry Because with reality, it shows you what you already know. Reality breaks a person's heart and soul And destroys dreams and hopes that a person feels The truth and only truth is reality's only goal And it doesn't care whose world that it might kill. Reality keeps me in a state of mind That I know it has complete control But sometimes my dreams overtake reality I find And love lives for a while in my heart and soul. Reality is not fair. Reality does not care. "The world is a cold, nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there if you let it. If you know what you're worth, then go get what you're worth. It's not about hard y
The Truth In People
People say that three forth of the world is good (hopeful), and that the other one forth is evil full of (doubt). It stands to reason that had it been the other way around the world would fall into darkness, but reason isn't always clear. "what do you mean" you ask. picture a room (call it room 1) with 100 people only 1 person is good (hopeful).The rest evil (doubtful). Now picture another room (call it room 2) this room also has 100 people 1 person is evil (doubtful) the rest good (hopeful). the two rooms are given a choice the good (hopeful) person in room one must stand up and give his life to save the others in the room. the evil (doubtful) person in room two must also do the same. the one person of light, good, hope will come foreword and be happy to give his life for the others to live even if they are lost soul's. many may even change their life because of it. The dark, evil, doubtful person in room two would stay quiet hoping his life would be spared. Dooming the rest for his o
To The Love Of My Life Cassie
 swear by the moon and the stars in the skyand I swear like the shadow that's by your sideI see the questions in your eyesI know what's weighing on your mindYou can be sure I know my partCause I stand beside you through the yearsYou'll only cry those happy tearsAnd though I make mistakesI'll never break your heartChorusAnd I swear by the moonAnd the stars in the sky I'll be thereI swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be thereFor better or worseTill death do us partI'll love you with every beat of my heartAnd I swearI'll give you every thing I canI'll build your dreams with these two handsWe'll hang some memories on the wallAnd when (and when) just the two of us are thereYou won't have to ask if I still careCause as the time turns the pageMy love won't age at allAnd I swear (I swear) by the moonAnd the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your sideI'll be there (I'll be there)For better or worse Till death do us partI'll
Hey guys! Just wanted to update my friends. I will be graduating in 7 more days! It's been such a tough year, with its share of trials and tribulations. But i stuck it out, and here's my pay off. About a month ago, i applied for a stylist position at my favorite salon. (this is a huge reach, because most recent graduates have to work as an assistant for the first year or so) They called me in last weekend for an interview and practical assesment, and immediately offered me a chair!!!!   So, I graduate next tuesday, and begin my new job the following monday. I feel so grateful to all of my family and friends for supporting me and pushing me through.. now i can do what i love to do, in a place that i love.. and get paid for it!   Where to start? When i started on this site, i had no clue about how it worked or whether i even liked it. After about a month, i discovered the mumms.. it was love at first sight. in the following (almost) year, i spent many nights and days in there. m
Just Friends by Diane Blue We enjoy each others companybut for the most part, we avoid it.We pretend there is nothing there.We're just friends.Every time we meet, it's awkward at first.We check our guard and put up the walls.We're just friends that's all.We call each other on the phone,and always have a good excuse for doing so.Do friends need an excuse?You remind me that "We must be careful","We can't go there", you say.The rules have been set,and we live by them.We sit and talk for hours,two sets of blue eyes interlockedand neither turns away.I hang on your every word.Your simple presence in a room,gives my life a purpose.Add your voice and a smile,and I melt away.The thought of you touching memakes my body scream out with yearning.But we're just friends, right?Why do I feel it's more?Are we in self-inflicted denial?Our past hurts have made us so afraid,We'd rather be lonely than to take that chance again.I wish I could tell you how I really feel inside.That I'd be willin
Blah Thrice
Tonight I learned that we think we know, but have no idea. Certain people are of the opinion that there is something original out there. That is certainly laughable. There is nothing new under the sun. Some folks think that wisdom is something they can achieve. Nien. We are all relatively stupid. What can we possibly know? I will be the first to admit that I'm dumb. Its far better to admit you are dumb than think (falsely) that you are clever. Doesn't work that way.The wise ass admits he's dumb. The perfect is the enemy of the good. So why are we trying to be better when all we can be is mediocre? Its far better to laugh at yourself. Anyone who's lamented knows that. White people think they have it made. Yes, I am mostly white, but I try not to let it control me. The truth is that there is no truth. In everything there is only a grain of truth. The truth does not make you free in as much as an illusion can't. What makes you free is submission to the fact that you may never know the t
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Song Lyrics
I love this song if you haven't heard it you should it fits a lot of things with  peoples lives even my own     Hold On [1st Verse]Don't touch me, I don't wanna feel your skin.I know that you're only gonna hurt me.I hear you, I don't wanna do it again,'Cause we both know this is not a passing trait!All along a failure to connect and to compromise.Right or wrong, its easy to react.Time to realize.(No more!)[Chorus:]And you keep talking but we both know it's not true.I still know that you're wrong.And no matter what we both had to go through,I just can't, I can't hold on.I can't hold on!(We cannot waste our lives this way.)[2nd Verse]How far we've fallen in the road before us, leaves apart.[Chorus:]And you keep talking but we both know it's not true.I still know (I still know) that you're wrong (you're wrong).And no matter what we both had to go through,I just can't, I can't hold on.And when you asked if I believed, and I told you,Strength of it (strength of it) made me strong (me st
Grandma Williams
Happy belated Birthday Grandma. You are still so much a part of my life. Every day, you live through me as I work, baking desserts, pies, cheescakes, brulee's. There was no one more special to me than you. Your word was law. If you were displeased, dammit, I changed. I remember Lasagna on Thanksgiving, Fried Chicken on Christmas, and those Christmas cookies. God, you would think that Kroger sold their entire stock. She would bake for days only keeping some for herself and mostly her guests. She gave out trays of cookies to the church, health groups, family. The greatest compliment I took from your funeral was when Junior said he felt like family when he began recieving trays of your cookies each Christmas. I should have known that last Christmas when you didn't bake, that you knew. And it would be our last together. I have tried to keep the tradition up since you have been gone, using your recipies. The fig nut pinwheel is not right, i will keep working on that. After four long years o
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Lol Still New At This
I am slowly figurin things out i had an awesome time in the eagles loft last night. you all rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well i guess i am figurin this stuff out i am know a grasshopper so thats a good thing. I still confuses me from time to time but dial up make it as slow a greased owl _ u fill it in. i am so confused i dont know were to start first like the blog says i ams still new at this so if anyone has any helpful advice please drop me aline  
Legend Of Dj Stormie
Taste my PassionFeel my desireFeel my hearts lust filled fireFeel my LoveThis very nightTaste my PassionGaze into my eyesand see my paradiseTouch my heartEmbrace my soulFeel the hunger inside MeThe Hunger for LoveI sit here in the darknessSearching for your intimate lightI watch the candlesblowing in the windTaste my PassionFeel it as the clockstrikes midnightFor I live for the nightand lovemaking after midnightKiss meTouch meTaste my Passionat midnightTaste my PassiontonightAching and lustingfor a loverMy body hungersmy soul cravesI lick my lipshungering for a man to kissto touch, to embrace and caressto feel my sensuality, and taste mypassionate fireaching and lustingwith so much passion and desirefor a loverIts been an eternitysince I have sharedand embraced I'd just like to add...passions of the fleshDesires of the soulsince I have felt the pleasures of intimacy, and lovemakingHungering, Cravingaching and lustingFeed me with your passionEmbrace me with your desireAching and lusting
i really dont care about points or any of that i just want some comments on some sexy pix. i really just want some opinions. please!!! check me out.   i have some new pics check em out and comment and rate please! sexy new pics of my and my girlfriend. ***NSFW!!*** gimme a comment
Sexy Azz Men
$safe_uid_dname@ fubar DJ MR. Romance Himself@ fubar Lets101 Quizzes - blog quizzes   Are all Scorpio men just too much to handle?
Learning Process
in our day to day life we have so many things happen...we just learn how to appreciate things in our own way and of course accept things the way that God given in learning period as of now...i'm learning the process in which you building your own family...but unfortunate i'm searching for my right guy yet his not to end up this blog...i'm inviting evryone to have you or to get to know you...maybe your the right guy for me..!!! so be the one...have a nice day to all.....mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and sh
Faba Actions
your chance to own FABA looking for FUbux or bling packs linx hate me so copy and paste this please? bid now share with friends? get your morph rated and commented Rates = 5 points Comments = 1 point most points at month end wins if you dont have a morphs pik and want in contest message FABA you will be added ASAP P.S. linx dont work in my blogs so check FABA's pik albums for morphs   PRIZE IS YOUR CHOICE OF... A-11 OR CHERRY BOMB OFFICIAL FABA VIP-a-thon sign up sheet    more VIP-a-thon info here     &n
Allow Your Own Inner Light to Guide You There comes a time when you must stand alone.You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams.You must be willing to make sacrifices.You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved.Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged.There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities.Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better.Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by.Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life.Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way. A STRONG WOMAN VERSUS A WOMAN OF STRENGTH A STRONG WOMAN VERSUS A WOMAN OF STRENGTH A strong woman works out every day
Daily Thoughts
some days i sit and think "what the hell happened to me?"...when i was 18 and just graduated from high school i knew i wanted to be either a history/PE teacher or continue my culinary arts education...i was accepted into the art institute of seattle culinary arts program on a full scholarship but i gave it up to move to missouri to help out my aunt rebuild her house after hers was burned by arsonists. al though i didnt expect to be thanked it still would have been nice to hear or at least say they appreciated the fact i gave up a career to bust my ass and get degrated because i wasnt an ass kisser.   i moved home and met my daughters mom which i consider the worst decision i have made...but i love my daughter more than anything and nothing will ever change that.   i have made mistakes in my past but i was young and stupid and yes i spent a lil bit in jail but i wish people would learn to leave that stuff in the past and realize that i am not that same person i once was...i want peo
Im Funny And Clever When Bored
Have you ever dated someone more than twice your age? um no, I dont have daddy issues Have you ever "dined and dashed"? I prefer to eat and run Have you ever been cut off by a bartender because you were too drunk? no but i've been cut off by a dealer for being to cracked out Have you ever dated someone just because they had money? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA, um no Have you ever flirted with a cop to get out of a ticket? never gotten a ticket, so you tell me Have you ever gone on a first date with no underwear? My pimp said that's the way it's done. what? no? *shrugs* Do you treat attractive people better than others who aren't as attractive? no i treat all people equally bad Are you more comfortable with friends that are less attractive than you? no, that brings down my game Have you ever hated a job to the point that you tried to get fired? not consciously, but im pretty sure locking myself in my office and eating and talking on the phone all day was a cry for
Up For Auction Tonite!!!
Im in another Auction..FFS im gettin Addicted i think LMFAO!   Heres the page!!   Go bid ppl!!!Its over next Monday same time!!   xoxo Doing my first auction tonight 9PMest @   #1 friend, salute and 20/11 rates per day for a week...   If interested stop in..if not? stop in anyways!!!lol   xoxo     So here I am again!   Up for Bids on an Bikini Auction...   Bid on me if you can..if not I'd REALLY appreciate it if you could rate and re rate the pic!!It explains WHY under the pic:)   Auction ends Aug 14th!Have fun and TY!! Just click the pic or the link down yonder :P   [ photo: 729197918 ] or     Luv yas!!
To Someone Who Crushed My World
never again. Current mood:heart broken never again will my heart ache,never again will i see your face,never again will there be love in your eyes,never again will i feel your embrace.never again will my heart beat,never again will heart heal,never again will my life be the same,never again will your love be real.never again will i love,never again you will be mine,never again will i kiss you,never again will i be fine.never again will we be the same,never again will we enjoy what he had,never again we will be together,and never again will i be sad. To someone who crushed my world I began my ascent at minue zeroYou made so sure of thatYou tried to keep me down hereYour complacency has been your downfallNobody made you king of the worldAnd I'm here to dethrone youSo kiss the ring motherfuckerIt's my time, my time to shineGrasping for the straws as they fallMaybe you can make a splint for your broken egoFor your broken egoSo I say thank you for the scarsAnd the guilt and the painEv
True Stories, Funny Ones, Etc
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two. Our Marines !!     I sat, as did millions of other Americans, and watched as our government underwent a peaceful transition of power a few weeks past. At first, I felt a pride and patriotism as I watched Barack Ob
To All My Friends/fam/fans
I'm not real big in the blog scene. I just put some on here just to see if anyone reads it. I know some people do. That's cool. So...I'm gonna do some thing outta character for me.   Am I crushable???  HEHE.  I look at peoples profile and all these crushes.....I have none. Am I admirable??? HEHE. Anyway. Sometimes I just get strange stuff in my head. I guess today was one of those days. I caught myself scrolling once. I thought that was cool.  Anyway...I'm off to work. First off, I would like to thank allllllllllll my friends here. I love all of you. Some of you have kept me here over the past couple months and I thank you.   Let me cut to it.  I have got so much stuff going on right now. I'm not gonna bore you with details. I just think it will be in my best intesest if I leave the Fu. I don't want to. I've met so many colorful people here. I have enjoyed all of this insanity here to the fullest. But, I gotta take care of me. I need to get back to what is truly family
I Decided I Will Stoping Gifts For Fubar Friends For A While
We're never forget the darkest horrible terorist attack on the the world and United States on 9/11/2001.  We're stilling recovering from the wounds and losses fron the attack.  Pleases never forget 9/11/2001. I will do anything to host my first happy hour on Fubar.  I can afford it because I not have fu credits,  no credit(debit card) , can't use PayPal and can't win  fu lotto  happy hour drawing. Thank for reading this blog. This November wasn't great for me because i lost my father last Tuesaday. I been upset and sad(crying) about the loss. I haven't a been friend to all my fubar friends who were very wonderful with their love,supports, and prayers. I want to go you a big wonderful thank you.
Red Rover
Something to be appreciated. I know I do:   Thank you, Yoko! Stumbling my way around in the dark.. *thump bump*  *Splash*spills* Ahoy there!  As you can probably tell, I'm new around here, and I'm still trying to figure out the maze. I'm reading the FuBible as time permits but its a process learning what's going on in here. For instance, how to get that tagline by my name? Anywho, I'll keep stumbling, fumbling and maybe mumbling until I feel real. Feel free to grab my hand and lead me through if you happen to bump into me.  Peace All! ~Red~
Joshua Gods Salvation
Get it together within yourself this way it is established. It was in the beginning therefore it should be now. All the knowledge points in the direction of your having it before so remember it again. This is you but the greater you was established in the beginning. From beginning to beginning. Everlasting to everlasting is what we are designed for. Think not with the flesh as you have been programmed by society to think as but rather think with the spirit and your Super Physical self which created the flesh. Flesh is used to seeing only that of which is before it but if you can see beyond the flesh you will inherit the everlasting Super Physical being that awaits you. Much like you waiting for you. Lets overcome death together. Death exist only due to the fact that it exist within ourselves therefor eliminate all thoughts that may include death. Death in old time had been defeated many times. Enoch, Elijah. These two went up within the whirlwind in a chariot and were then transfigured
Guy's Opinion
Mission for a missionaryMissionary quite contraryHow does your garden growA sixty niner is always finerCome on lets go, dont be slowDiggy doggy, bend overAnd i'll do you, real slow, no really slowWe both stand up you pretendYoure looking over my shoulderFor a four leaf cloverWe both pretend that we dont knowWe sit up and face each otherWe'll just sit till the cows come homeI'll lie on my back, you pretend your at the trackYou saddle me like you would a coltI'll just lie there try not to bolt to those who want me to buy you a bling or give fu-bucks just so i can show love and help you level I have a 3yr old little girl who is a special needs child all of my money goes towards taking care of her so FUCK YOU! she is my number 1 always has been and always will be1 We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah

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