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Cool Thing
Your Birthdate: June 6 You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you. Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first. You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world. An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be. Your strength: Your intuition Your weakness: You put yourself last Your power color: Rose Your power symbol: Cloud Your power month: June What Does Your Birth Date Mean? Butterfly You are like a butterfly So beautiful and bright. You are a butterfly princess to me. Every time from now on each time I see A butterfly I think of you. You are so colorful in me mine eyes. Every time you smile it looks like a beautiful butterfly. So bright and beautiful and so proud you’re my friend By Justin Thomas
Memorial Day
Porch Monkey 4 Life -CT's Most Hated-@ CherryTAP this guy is a pic ripper and slanders your name and pics says things like shes a whore lets get him stopped to all my family and friends have a safe holiday i will be in and out until tuesday i will be on vacation so if i dont get to you dont be upset just give me time loves and kisses chairbear
Hollowing The Heart Of True Love
I've been in love but nothing like this, I've had feelings for girls, but nothing like this. Every time we held hands I would break down. I felt that our relationship was special, that it would never end. What came to me next was the words that hurt worse than a thousands bullets, the words that it’s over, this happened to soon. I felt that I would rather be shot in the head, but that wouldn't have solved anything. Girl I gave you my love, and what you did was throw my heart to the floor. The problem was figuring out what I did wrong and it seemed that you believed I was your father, before we started going out I thought I proved to you that I would never hurt you in any way, but longer we went out that never seemed to get to your ass. You have got jealous over some bull shit. I had friends that were girls before we were a couple and they will remain my friend when it’s over. every day I tried to prove that I loved you, but that never happened you only cared that I was happy, b
Whats Inside In My Heart And Mind
Pain is when you cant breath even if your chest still rises and falls… Sadness is when you look out the window and thinks that rains are your tears.. Loneliness is when you still feel a hand touching you, even if there is none.. Desperation is when you wait for a message that will never come ……. And love is when you experience all these things and still open your heart to that someone.. Some say .." it is not love if you have doubts" .. and i said " sometimes you just refuse to believe." They say.. " You cant Love somebody you havent met" I said " I havent met God But I LOVE HIM"
My Blog
Thanks guys it showed me who actully looks at my page and who are on here not just for a rating but are well in dought good pen palls, you all brought a smil to my face today after having a really touph 2 weeks you should know right know the little things do count for some people a hole lot thanks again love carlo A daughter is beauty at its finest. Heart of an angel, soul so pure, and sweet. Daughters are one of God's most precious gifts that he has bestowed upon the world. Angels in Heaven do not compare to thine beauty, and grace my ever so beautiful, and lovely daughter. Seeing you at birth brought more joy to me than all the money in the world could ever do. You are morning, bright, and shining, you are noon, you reside at the highest point in my heart, you are the dew kissed night. You are my daughter, heart, and soul.
New Music
The Photograph
Right now I believe I'm being tested. So are you. Is it right that a government can send our friends and family to some God forsaken hell hole but I can't write the word fuck in a newspaper editorial to be seen. I'm not saying the word in a context to which a child might see it, and if they do just so happen to see this word they should know what it is and respect it. Not just let it loose in a flurry of obscenity. Words are undefinable that way, and they're just not that effective. You see, we're human beings, and we've been put here for a reason. Some are to undermined the capacity of thought for other people. You're being told to shut up and you are. Good monkey. Now, go buy something and say to yourself, "The United States is a land of freedom." I've also heard the phrase, speaking of freedom, "Freedom isn't free." Well, if it isn't free, it isn't freedom now is it? Don Imus, don't really know the man, lost his job over his use of the phrase "nappy-headed hos" that was directed t
Gone For Awhile
HEY,THIS GAL IS BACK !!!! HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GREAT LABOR DAY WEEKEND!!!!COME VISIT MY PAGE AND BE NICE TO ME I MISSED SOME OF YOU !!!! I got this Sexy Comment from! To my friends I'm not going to be on ct for a few days.....I'm moving hope to be back on in a few days!!!!!!! I got this Sexy Comment from! I got this Sexy Comment from! SEE YA SOON !!!!!!
First Time
today is may 24 2007. this is my first time on Cherry tap. it is not a bad place. Better then i thought. Well i got asked to tell a little more about my self. I'm a soon to be married woman. I have a great guy in my life, I could not ask for more. I have a great little boy. Not real little he is 9 almost 10. My life he is. I work as a CNA and have for the last 10 years. About to start working working with mental ill people. Which i like to do a lot. There is a little biut more about me. All ya gotta do is send me a link and bomb away...For every comment you leave, I'll give you 8 fubucks....adds up fast...Use as often as you like...Contest never ends. You may withdraw accumulated fubucks at anytime. You can also rate all pics in my album and get 2000 fubucks and in addition to that, for every person who comes and rates my profile/fans and sends a request that you sent them..I will give you 100 FuBucks..3 Easy ways to cash in..Hit me up in pm today!!..DADDY P
Feelings And Thoughts
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.comFrom the first time our eyes met, I knew you were the one.The one I searched for,The one I longed for as a friendThe missing piece to my heart.Nothing could ever compareto this loving friendship that we share.I can't imagine my lifewithout you, and I hope I never have to.Have A Lovely Day, My Friend Music Codes at MySpace ToolBox a href="" target="_blank">
How do I express my love even more than I have. I don't know what to say to get you to understand that I will not betray you like everyone else has in your life. I love everything about you and all I can do is be there for you and hope that day by day you see that I am not out for anything other than your love. I would never do anything that would not please you. I could care less about anyone on this site or any of the other sites that I am on. YOu are the one and only for me and I really wish that you would open your heart and know that no matter what I am always going to be here for you my love. You are my best friend, my lover, and my soul mate. There is nothing I would love more than for you to know that no matter what I am here and you can lean on me for anything. THE AGE OLD QUESTION.... WHAT IS LOVE??? LOVE IS WHEN HE/SHE IS THE ONLY THING THAT YOU CAN THINK OF... LOVE IS WHEN HE/SHE IS THE FIRST THOUGHT THAT CROSSES YOUR MIND IN THE MORNING AND THE LAST THOUGHT THAT E
well she found out about me..and in the end he picked her..I kinda knew that was going to happen..I just kinda wished that in the end he would pick me..He told me they were having problems and that he wanted to be with me..Theres more going on that I found out..Her dad is his I dont know if that has anything to do with it..who knows..I havent spoken to him in a few weeks and I do miss him like crazy..also I found out that he is leaving to Iraq in September for 6 months..this sucks.. I hadx such a crazy started and 11:30pm and ended at 5:15 this morning.. I'm getting attached to a guy that has a girlfriend. When I met him he didn't tell me he had one. Now I'm just stuck and I like him a lot. I'm like his GF#2..when she isnt around I am..I want to let him go but I cant. I want him to choose but I dont want to pressure him. I want to be with him right now..even though I was just with him 3 hours ago.I didnt want to leave his side..I had to go to work. If not I wouldve
Tomorrow is the big day LoL, Just a little nervous. Wow the event is from 10 pm till 3 am. This is going to be my first fashion show shoot / party. Hmmm I hope I got everything.... Do you think 1,275 photo's will be enought? LoL after the show i will try to post some samples... see ya there .... Photography, I am pretty good but I need practice on people. If you are in the local area (Miami, Ft Lauderdale area) and would like pictures for profiles or what ever just shoot a e-mail or private message with your ideas. I will give you an dvd of all of the images taken. I will Shoot on location only ( I currently do not have a studio.)
True Friend And Family
Well not that anybody missed me or anything lol jk....just wanted to let everyone know that we got everything moved and for the most part have our new house in order...been working alot and still organizing things so I won't be on too much but I missed yall!!!and I must say....WOW soooo much has changed....well that's about it ttyl much luv~~~pixi~~~ I just wanted to let everyone know that I am planning on cleaning up my "friends,family,and fan"'s nothing personal but there are sooo many people on here that I don't even talk to that its getting difficult to keep track of the ones that actually do talk to me....I'm not bitching or complaining I guess i just wanted to point out that i am here to meet new interesting people...which i have...i am not here to get points...rates....fake friends...or whatever not looking for a man i already have on who i love with all my one has the power to change that...I have met some really great people on here and am glad
Silly Laws
I came across these today when I was just looking through some videos...SHOCKING. Why do parents do this to their children? Don't get me wrong, I have kids and I am sure that I make mistakes, but please.... Teaching your child how to shoot a gun may not be the wisest parenting choice until they are mature enough to know how to use one. MySpace Video Codes | Funny Videos This one is just wrong... MySpace Video Codes | Funny Videos Alabama - Illegal to wear a fake moustache that causes laughter in church Alaska - Illegal to wake a bear for the purpose of photography - although it is legal to shoot a sleeping bear Arizona -it is illegal to hunt camels (which is why they are taking over the state) Arkanas - in Little Rock, if a man and woman flirt with each other in the street, they could be jailed for 30 days California In San Francisco, it is illegal to wipe one’s car wiht dirty underwear (and you would do it why) Colorado - Illegal to go out in pub
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________ You complain about how h
For some reason, I know not why, the person mentioned voted my photo a 2. I don't know if she took time to visit my profile. I know she didn't contact me to find out what kind of person I am. Think I'll go down rate one on her, see how it feels. I left her a message too. Why do people put pics of others, Male putting Female pics, on their main profile? They can't get people to look at their profile any other way. Or is it they just don't have the confience in their own self being. Kind of lame to try and get ratings by tricking someone to go to your page. Besides that, in most cases you probably don't get the rating because it wasn't what they were looking for.
New Duty Assignment!!!
June 07 i gonna be leavin this god forsaken town. the liason really hooked me up got me everything i wanted, well almost everything, theres no bonus :(. but i told him i wanted Ft. Campbell and be got it for me. well wish me luck. wednesday next week i'm gonna find out where my next duty assignment is gonna be. as soon as i find out i'll post it.
Real Newspaper Ads...
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed In a very sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do Anything you want." So he tied her up and went golfing. *********************************************** A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test. The optician showed him a card with the letters: 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the optician asked. "Read it?" the Polish guy replied, "I know the guy." ************************************************ Mother Superior called all the nuns together and said to them, "I must tell you all something. We have a case of gonorrhea in The convent." "Thank God," said an elderly nun at the back. "I'm so tired of Chardonnay." ************************************************ A wife was making a breakfast of fried eggs for her husband. Suddenly, her husband burst into the kitchen. "Care
My Bday
Alright guys..for those of you who I know from the Maryland area,I will be at the Maryland Line Bar/Grill eeevery evening from thursday-friday for part of my birthday week celebration! Tuesday(my actual birthday evening) I will most likely be up in Red Lion with my friends from work and wednesday in York with my old school friends. So as you can see already...I won't be on here too often this week. I'm going to try to enjoy every bit of this as much as possible cause hey,i'm only going to turn 24 on the 24th of July once in my life. So why not enjoy it? Just giving everyone a heads up on why some of you might not be seeing me on here too much. Birthday wishes of course are always welcome cause well...either way you all know I love getting comments. Hope you all have a good week. *hugs* ~Kelly Hmmm let's is officially two months until my birthday sooo I gotta make the list. I always atleast get one thing off of it so what the hell lol. Plus hey it's a big bday cause it's not ev
**what every kiss means** -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. (I miss those!!) -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ **What the gesture means** -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ **Advice** Don't ask for a kiss, take one....... If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Lo
An Enticing Thought....
sitting here letting the mind wonder... wanting you to come to me. as i sit in this chair. with that longing sparkle in your eyes. wanting to know eachother. a slow walk as if to hunt your prey. needing to take what you hunger for. I sit here. not knowing the sharpness of your bite. not realising the pain that you will so willingly give. that delicious taste that touches your lips as your mouth connects with my flesh. the wetness dripping from your tounge as you take whats yours. delving deeper as you pounce. as you ravish this flesh that is mine. pinned to this chair. your body crushes my form. a sweet smell lingers in the air. a growl creeping withing you. i quiver as i am torn. a whisper of a scream escapes from within me. with eyes watching you. i see the pleasure as you consume without a pause. taking all that is yours. knowing i belong to you now. How can we tell when forever is written in the stars? Promises can be made, set to every twinkle. What h
Isn't The Question You Ask,
"Trust and hate, and love and fate, and I don't understand. Social grace, the human race, confuse me. These words I speak, bring forth a world of emotions. Emotions of dreams lost, dreams found, and dreams I'll never see. So it is written. So it shall come to pass. But the questions is, will I, or will I not be But Isn't that the same question, that I've been asked time and time again, since my childhood? Isn't the question really, is there any dreams, I'd like to sell? "Isn't the question you ask, the same question I always heard while growing up? Don't you want to fit in with them? If it is, the answer is no... I refuse to be a shallow sellout like those others. I am beyond that.
First Attempt
One of the great things about the Military is that On all Federal Holidays we get a 4 Day weekend. For Memorial Day we're getting Sat-Tue off so I'm in an awsome mood. I'm Also happy because all weekend it's going to be a fucking beutiful day which means I get to ride my Bike all weekend long. Also I should be able to add more pictures aswell. Yes i know my album is lacking heh. Alright this is my first attempt at a blog whatsoever. I'm sorry ahead of time if it seem's like I dodge around some subject matter that might seem interesting but since I'm in the military and a recruiter I have to be carefull on what i put in here so I don't compromise any of my recruits personall life. And let me tell you, us recruiters hear some stories. Boy do i have some stories to tell. But for now you dont geta hear any of them. Buahahaha
I Want It But Havent Found It. It Is Love
This is a tattoo that im thinking about getting. this is another one I want too.
I Was Trippin Hard Tonight
im starting a contest..its north vs south vs east vs west.... i need 1 person from each thats a total of 4 ppl... the gift will be a big pimpin gift of your choice (maybe the mansion if i have enough but no promises) contest starts as soon as i get my 4 ppl.. it will run for 1 week from the start date.. also when inquiring pls let me know what side you are representing..thanks rules are must have a salute to enter. body thats is new may bomb your contest or you will be deleted must live on the side you are representing and tell me what state 4.and you have to rate and fan the host LOVLYMOM (CLUB F.A.R)~MEMBER OF THE SYNDICATE~CT WIFE TO ALMOND JOY@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'mysticaldreams~Owner mysticdreams~ place~Proud member of the confederate bombers family of CT~' on '2007-06-23 16:48:01') ok i dont know how to do all the pretty graphics but im starting a contest..its north vs south vs east vs west..
Before Me
I was struck before the hour Of a love so sudden and sweet. Your face shone like a shining star And made my own heart beat. My face turned as pale as ever, My legs refused to walk away Yet when you looked at me What could I possibly say? My life had suddenly seemed To all just melt away. Then my blood rushed to my face And took my sight away. It seemed like it was midnight When it was only mid- day I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start, They spoke as a chord does from a string And a sweeter melody it did play. You seemed to hear my silent voice And love's appeal to dream I never saw such a sweet face As the one that stood before me. I'm lying in bed, thinking of you. You're far away, but yet so close. You fill my heart with love. You make me happy. I want to touch you, hold you, cuddle, and make love. You seem so real... You touch my heart with all you say. Is this all in my mind? Is this real or a dream? Will I ever know
One Love
I AM WHO I AM I AM ALL THAT IS ME I AM A BAREFOOT GIRL WHO LIKES TO HUG TREES DON'T JUDGE ME BY MY LOOKS IF YOU DO NOT KNOW ME I M PROBABLY FAR DIFFERENT THEN HOW YOU PERCEIVE ME TO BE I AM WHO I AM I AM ALL THAT IS ME I AM A KIND HEARTED WOMAN I AM THE BEST THAT I CAN BE I AM GROWING EVERYDAY WITH A POSITIVE ATTITUDE I TRY AND STAY I GIVE THANKS TO MOTHER EARTH WITH EVERY WAKING DAY I AM WHO I AM I AM ALL THAT IS ME I AM A BAREFOOT GIRL WHO LIKES TO HUG TREES don't tell me that my heart is lying don't tell me it is not true don't tell me not to feel the way i am feeling about you i want to let this take me wherever it may lead i want to see what could become i want to know what could be i have only known you for a short while but the impact you have made is driving my heart wild this feeling rushing over me the way you make me smile this feeling that i have is much more than something mild a mirror image of myself in you i do see t
Dig A Little Deeper
...before our way ward children ~ before the political wars ~ after sounds of bop & jazz ~ when new generations where born ~ a man with many names and faces ~ romed to all those Far off places ~ and spun the tales that began the search for our selves ~ drifting and trying in vail ~ to grab hold of the meaning of life ~ and all of it's dreaming... DIG ALITTLE DEEPER WHY DON'T YOU NOW ~ FOR ALL YOU HAVE LEAREDIN THE PAST IS IRRELEVANT ~ FORGET THE RULES ~ THE NEW RULE IS EVERYTHING GOES ~ FORGET WHAT SOCIETY HAS TOLD YOU IS CLEAN ~ ALL THAT WAS DIRTY IS NOW DEEMED CLEAN ~ DIG A LITTLE DEEEPER AND SET YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES FREE ~ FEEL NO SHAME ~ EVERYTHING IS NOT AS IT SEEMS ~ LET GO F YOUR FEARS ~ CRAVE ONLY WHAT YOU DESIRE ~ SEARCH DEEP AND BRING BACK ALL THAT YOU WHERE FORCED TO PUSH AWAY ~ DON'T GET CAUGHT UP IN THE GAME ~ IS BECAUSE IT'S JUST THAT ~ A GAME ~ AND IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LIFE
I Am
Just Something Funny..
We spoke to each other on this one night, and i hope you will listen to it- because you know -- like you said sweety- every song has a meaning. and this one does. you know you have me for life - and you know you will not be let down. And i will not use you the way the others have, and trust-- you dont need to worry- i have friends yes- but no one has my heart- Farting preacher 2
well i just recently decided i am a dumbass, i broke my knee, and tore my acl, and mcl ligaments. so im sittin here at work all knocked up on oxycodines and im starting this new page to pass the time. should be fun getting to know you guys on here, and i hope to make a couple new friends. thanks and have a nice day fuckers... that is all -big-ben- i have come to realize all girls in ohio under the age of 25 are psychotic whores! that is all -bigben-
going off now to run in the ladies mini marathon doing it with my sis and some teachers from my sons alc class were rising money so we can build a new sensory room for talk to you all soon unless i drop i'm soooooooo not fit but it's for ryan and his little buddies . peace out bee .xxxx to all my friends that i im on yahoo had to disband because i think i got myself a little stalker troll so i won't be using the im but you can still email if you want. luv beexxxx
Okay Here We Go!!!
Well.. Here I sit.. Wondering what I could ever say on my Very first blog.. What does one say? Tell you what.. How about I tell you a good story. Go's kinda like this.. Hey maybe I could start a book.. HA HA HA HA LMFAO!!! So On to the story.. Titled: These are the people That I Have Worked With.!!! o.0 At where I work. Its a production plant. We use wood and glue's all the time. One of the glue's when it gets on your cloths.. It looks like Dried Blood. So As you can imagine people have a select set of work cloths.. No mater where you are in the plant your cloths take a shit kicking there.. So Anyways.. There is this one guy in the plant.. Scary Beard Fragle rock fluffly long black hair. doesn't weigh 130lbs.. 5'6" tall With these nasty torn up jean jacket and jeans and a shirt with this glue on it that looks like dry blood. He's wearin this nasty dirty work ball cap. So Our production plant broke down on a Wed. 11:30 in the morn. We all got sent
Mermorial Day Weekend
Well Saturdays I normally Spend Time with my Ex Kate.Extra Corricular addictivity time.Have a Few Beverages an get Wild.So my Preminition that I had last night became a Reality this afternoon an tonight. has been Canceled once again. Actually I'd like to tell the whole Story.But at this time I will not. Actually with all the contests going on for The Kingdom of Wolves it is proberly Best I stick around,anyway. I will keep busy an not fester this Situation. Actually my Friendships with Luna's, From my Kingdom of Wolves is actually a Hell of a lot better than my Relationship,with my ex that will be ending sooner than she might think. I desire Companionship but she can't or don't want to give me this that I seek.The only reason she is with me is for the Awesome sex I offer her.When I was Younger I lived for the Sex.But since I turn'd 50,I Desire Companionship. Maybe my Fishing Buddy Corey will pick me up 5:am tomorrow or maybe we shall CancelMy ride into where I need to mighta a
Somebody's Raising Their Child Right
Talk About Whatever
Can someone tell me why they changed the name again? I've been on CT almost a year now and it's been a blast. I have so many friends and fans, but sure would like to have more family here. So, if you wanna be in my family, add me to yours, and I'll add you too. Well that's it for now. Back to what I was doing...more goofing off...LOL
So sorry my mum was removed so sorry if u were about to vote on it will do another one soon dont know why but there something about big or huge boobs that atracs me think its beutifull not looking for any haters as i write this blog i want o come in contact with girls and women that loves their big ones or would love having bigger ones all you beutifull sexy women and girls are more then welcome to send me thoughts and comments but please no haters love the female formes and have a huge respect for people as they are big curvy and beutifull=)
First Blog Ever
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? fill out and reply Well as the caption says first blog so i
Just Come On In
Just For A Chuckel..funny Stuff..
One evening a man was at home watching TV and eating peanuts. He'd toss them in the air, then catch them in his mouth. In the middle of catching one, his wife asked him a question - and as he turned to answer her, a peanut fell in his ear. He tried and tried to dig it out but succeeded in only pushing it in deeper. He called his wife for assistance, and after hours of trying They became worried and decided to go to the hospital. As they were ready to go out the door, their daughter came home with Her date. After being informed of the problem, their daughter's date said He could get the peanut out. The young man told the father to sit down, Then proceeded to shove two Fingers up the father's nose and told him to blowhard. When the father blew, the peanut flew out of his ear. The mother and daughter jumped and yelled for joy. The young man insisted that it was nothing. Once he was gone, the mother turned to the father and said, "That's so wonderful! Isn't he smart? Wh
so im sitting here at work the Sun is out its soo freaking nice i am so close to the lake i can see it off the balcony of the Hotel its friday and i am just waiting for peoiple to start showing up so that i can get them Checked in I am reading The Number of the Beast By Heinlein while i wait all in all its been a good day very happy with it. Just trying to get life back on track :) You scored as Officer, Officer, you're the brass. The leader of the bunch. You have leadership qualities, or you have a really big ego. Most likely both. You know how to get things done, and don't care who you have to kill to get them done. Your a person with a mission and to stand in your way means pain. You have gumption and intelligence to back it up. Hold the line!!! AND SOMEONE GET ME A STARBUCKS!!!Officer69% Engineer63% Combat Infantry/Armor63% Support Gunner63% Special Ops56% Artillery/Aircraft56% Civilian25% Medic13% Which soldier type ar
Hair Raising Rides
MY SON IS BACK HOME IN THE GOOD OLE USA!! Please remember why we celebrate this holiday weekend and the sacrafice these men and women and their families make to protect our Freedom. Please keep them in your prayers!!! We won't be singing, "Back Home Again In Indiana" but, my son is welcomed home by his wife and daughters with hearts as big as the state of Texas! WELCOME HOME TO SCSF 506th FLIGHT!! THE MILITARY The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an
....rants And Such....
Ok so it has been a really long time since I have posted a blog anywhere, in fear that it will be read by people who shouldn't read it and twisted around to further help them. I have been going through court and all kinds of crazy shit to keep my son. It's been the worst 2 years of my life. I feel like I am on a never-ending rollercoaster. I am right at the point where you think you're gonna puke...but can't. My ex thinks he can basically black-mail me into giving in and giving up my rights as a mother. Well I am going to fight tooth and nail to keep my son. I know I am not a perfect mom, but honestly who is? Even the snooty bitches in huge houses who can buy anything and everything for their kids are far from perfect. My point is I know I am a good mom. My kids are well taken care of and get just about anything they could ever want (when I have the money to get it). They are clothed, bathed, housed, fed and loved. We don't live in filth, our house is moderately clean like just
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
My Poem
I’ve been told I’m sweet I’ve been told I’m kind Each time I fall It blows my mind It hurts so much When I find you’ve lied With nothing else to do I sat down and cried I don’t know why I fall so easy It hurts a lot And makes me queasy I’ll walk away And let you be ‘Cuz I can’t take What you’ve done to me. By Dori Axt May 25, 2007 This life so dark Nothing is ever safe Not even my heart Nor even my body Torn to pieces From the inside out Heart shattered Skin cut Blood trickling My clothes are stained With empty eyes And no more heart This life no more Gone with the blood Gone with the tears Empty eyes stairing forever!
you tell me.would you rather have us fight over in the middle east.or here? we are fighting them on there own ground.yes we are losing men left or right.but would you want them over here.killing you in your own we another 9/11.maybe we do to wake you sloppy americans up .its been 6 yrs since we had a yea your safe here.if something does happen,god help us.we would help each other out.your just say fuck my neighbor.i"m all for myself.all it takes is one strike .to one of our main power plants.we are see a homeless person on the street,sure you look the other yes you wont help anyone.admit it your greedy&you know just need to watch the highlights of 9/11.then again your mind will wakeup.then your say ohh yea we lost 30,000 of our ppl.maybe more maybe just guessing.just something to think about on this wkend.thats what its all about.your fellow americans who died for their country.god bless them WHEN YOUR OUT HAVING YOUR COOKOUTS&DRINKI
i know i probably said some things to some people i didnt mean this is really stupid of me but i od'd 2 times and some really bad shit happend to me but if your still willin to talk to me please do n forgive me cause i didnt mean to hurt anyone well we're not together its been up in the air for a week and now he's gone moved out and left town all in one day. i guess i should be happy, since it was a pretty short sweet break up kindaa, till u get down to the details. but i hurt so bad, and i feel like i can't let it go because i'm a parent now, like i'm wrong for poundering abt it rather than thinking abt my daughter 24-7. i don't want to talk to someone but i feel like i'm gonna bust at the seems to vent to someone i just don't know who. i feel like you pull one nerve the wrong way ibut all in one day he's here at'm gonna fall apart. i feel pathetic, my anxiety and depression and everything else that's wrong with me that im on meds for (for those who know) is 100 times worse. right now
Please remember our troops this memorial day and pray for their safe return *Turn up your volume*You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the sam
Family List
and if your not on my family list and want to be just let me know!!! and add me to yours!!! So I just cleaned out my family list... If I had you on my list and now I don't. Look at your family list and see if I am there. If I am then you can come bitch to me about it. But If I'm not there, then you can stop the bitching. If you want to be family with me, then its got to be mutual. that is all, have a nice day!
THIS IS THE SECOND PHOTO THAT HAS BEEN FLAGGED OF MINE AND I DONT UNDERSTAND AS THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH THIS PIC!! this is pissing me off, it took my friend time to make these tags for me, and some fucktard comes along and rates this one as well NSFW!! WHAT THE FUCK!! why do i bother..
Lyrics : Let It Go
fallenoneinblackwings@ CherryTAP Looking in on me I'm sure you know Im tired of being me, Tired of being alone , Everything's turned to ashes for far too long still searchin for a place to call my home Drink away each day Tho I hold my own Looking at me , what do you see Is this my life Is this really me Why cant we Just leave behind This pain we breed , That destroys Our lives LET GO come on LET IT GO Never felt safe Never felt I've known My own face or even my soul So far away from everyone I've known The picture fades The story unfolds Forgotten my name I've grown so cold The child grows as the soul corrodes Whats left behind a face no one knows an empty shell left out in the cold alone far beyond any signs of hope a weatherd man struggling to cope far beyond light far beyond fear lead by regret the pain draws tears Look in on me , what do you see Is this my life Is this really me Why cant we Just leave behind This pain we breed , Tha
well im n love wit my best friend should i tell him? well i would but it not that eazy...i just dont wanna git hurt...what if he runs away? what if he dont feel the same way? i dont think i can take that rite now he makes me happy but idk im so confuzed i ll write more l8r im n happier mood 2day...i been feelin weird & scared lately cuz i think im fallin 4 sum1 & i just dont no how 2 handle it i wish i new if he felt the same but idk i ll write more l8r
I Dunno...
I did everything the right way and i cant get my background to show up! I don't know what to write for my first blog on CherryTap! I could write about me, but none of you really want to know that anyway. I could write a story of a girl, who looked so sad in photographs, but I'm sure that would bore ya too. So maybe I'll just leave it at that. And I'll actually blog next time! Luv, ME
Just On My Mind
Some people really piss me off. Seriously. those who play games with peoples minds and pretend to be something or someone that they are not, really tick me off. I mean, I get that this is the internet, a fantasy world. But when you take things farther than just a www page, try and be real with people. And you know, when you catch these people at their little games of deception, it absolutely infuriates me that they have the nerve to turn around and apologize for something that they know that they are not sorry for in the least little bit. It escapes my vocabulary on how to describe exactly how angry this makes me. Don't complain to me of other crazy people when you, yourself, obviously have something not to sane going on with your own mind. Stop fucking with me. When you become real and want to show me exactly who you are, then come talk to me, otherwise, leave me the hell alone. I hate mother fucking fake ass people! Hot Guys, If you think you are hot, sexy, good looking, e
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Is it me or are girls really that picky!!!I know I am an average looking guy so why can't I find a nice girl to date.Do I have to a ***hole to them to like me.....I am a nice guy so I try to be nice to them and all they say is why are you so nice why cant I find a guy like you-----Duh I'm right here----all they wanna be is friends;I'm not saying that friends aren't bad but I want someone who I can spend my time with...So if anyone has any pointers on why girls are like this please let me know.... How come nobody signs my guestbook...I would sign yours if you had one,so if you visit my profile please sign my guestbook and I would in return do the same...
Crisis & Opportunity
"Oppurtunity is always prestent in the midst of crisis" The chinese word for crisis carries two elements, danger and opportunity. No matter the difficulty of the cricumstaces, no matter how dangerouse the situation,... at the heart of each crisis lies a tremendous opportunity. Great Blessings lie ahead for the one who knows the secret of finding opportunity within each crisis. unknown Well for all who know or that care. I won't be leaving Oklahoma for a few more months. It seems life has had another twist. I want to thank everyone for there support and encouragement.
I Am I
She is benediction - she is addicted to thee She is the root connection - she is connecting with thee She is sublimation - she is the essence of thee She is concentrating on he, chosen she I'm dancing barefoot, heading for a spin Some strange music draws me in Makes me come on like some heroine She is recreation - she's intoxicated by thee She has the slow sensation that he is levitating with she Here I go, well I don't know why I float so ceaselessly Could it be he's taken over me I'm dancing barefoot, in mid-air I spin Some strange music draws me in Makes me come on like some heroine I'm dancing barefoot, heading for a spin Some strange music draws me in Makes me come on like some heroine I and I i am a girl i get easily stuck in my head i am deep i like to be ahead i stand up for myself i've put my heart on the shelf i spin around in circles, while singing out loud i voice my opinion i can endure a large crowd
A FRIEND SENT ME THIS...IM THANKFUL FOR SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT HELPED GET THROUGH THIS ROUGHT TIME....NANCY YOU WERE A BIG PART OF THIS AND I LOVE YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WITH THIS.... If you are diagnosed with testicular cancer, your health professional will explain what type of cancer you have, whether it has spread beyond the testicle (metastasized), and the potential for curing it. You and your health professional will discuss your treatment options and possible outcomes of those treatments. Testicular cancer is considered a highly curable disease, especially if diagnosed at an early stage.3 Initial treatment Treatment for testicular cancer begins with a radical inguinal orchiectomy, which is surgery to remove the affected testicle(s). Depending on the type of cancer cells present and whether your cancer has spread to other areas of your body (stage), this procedure may be followed by one or more of the following treatments: Watchful waiting. This is a period
Random Thinking.
Why is it that when ever someone says the are upset, depressed, or mad, that everyone has to take it upon theirself to change that person's mood? No one tries to change the mood of someone that is happy and feeling good. Though being that way to much is more unhealthy to you mentally than being upset now and then. Maybe I didn't get the memo, or go to the meeting that made having any feeling other than joy and happiness illegal to maintain for more than a few seconds. Have you ever asked someone how they are doing, and when they respond good, ask them if they wanted to talk about it? Of course not, because everyone is comfortable with someone being happy. But they get very uncomfortable when someone they know is upset, angry, mad, or just being anti-social. Personally, I find it annoying that when I am in a bad mood, people think it is their responsiblity to make me feel better. There is only one person that can change their own emotions, that is the person feeling them
I hope everyone is havin a great and safe holiday!!!!! First off I wanna say I mean no disrespect to anyone!! What I'm bout to say is actually true if you think about it. I know it is cuz I've been there...and it pretty funny if you think about it too. lol You know you are fat if you have to wipe your ass from the front! lol... Like I said, I've been there. I USED to be 180+ at only 5'2" that was big!! lmao...anyway...I'm just glad I can look back at myself and laugh! Sorry if I upset ANYONE!! It was not meant to.
You have come into my life Through a door I was afraid Would never be open again For many have slammed it On their way out So please feel free To stay as long as you like But should the time come That you must leave Please, close the door gently --As you go Should I hesitate as I speak Please don’t think me preoccupied For words don’t come easily When one really cares And too often I evaluate each word Trying to be anyone --but myself And the fear of rejection Brings confusion The confusion brings silence And my heart prays That you might hear my silence --and understand
Nobody Knows But Him
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Yay Me
i hate my job, my manager is a dumbass and doesnt know what he's doing. the customers are rude dumbasses. they need to liten up i just got my first job and i love it!!!!!yay me......i work at braum's, for those of u who dont kno wat braum's is it's kynda like dary queen
Jbomb's Blog (not Very Creative Huh?)
WWE Superstar Chris Benoit found dead Written: June 25, 2007 STAMFORD, Conn., June 25, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment was informed today by authorities in Fayette County, Ga., that WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son were found dead in their home. Authorities are investigating, but no other details are available at this time. Chris was beloved among his fellow Superstars, and was a favorite among WWE fans for his unbelievable athleticism and wrestling ability. He always took great pride in his performance, and always showed respect for the business he loved, for his peers and towards his fans. This is a terrible tragedy and an unbearable loss. WWE extends its sincere condolences and prayers to the surviving members of the Benoit family and their loved ones in this time of tragedy. So I'm going on a Job Training trip down to Pleasanton California. I'll be there from the 29th of May and leaving on the 1st of June. If anybody in the Area wants to
Solitary Mando!
Well, its been a few loong horendous days without MT II. I got her back from the shop on Friday.. Final diagnosis: Blown Front Differential. Prior prognosis were incorrect and I shouldnt have been driving it AT ALL, which really tore things up even worse... so heres where things stand: 1995 Jeep G. Cherokee...............................................$2000 Replace Oil Sending Unit..............................................$100 Tow Truck from Galesburg...........................................$100 First Diagnosis.................................................................$70 2nd & 3rd Diagnosis with estimate...................................$70 Final Diagnosis / Front Differential Replaced..........................................................................$887 Taking your 10yr old son "Muddin'" in the Holiday Inn Parking Lot....................... PRICELESS!! LADIES AND GENTLEMEN: ITS JOHNNYS 36TH BIRTHDAY BASH!!! My Birthday i
Well my math teacher stuck me with some bs for homework, so I am hoping that I can get a few of you to do this and see if you can figure out how this works. Please email me or leave comments if you do it and if you can figure it out for me!! If you are brave enough to do this for me, feel free to use a calculator!!!!! Thanks in advance, John 1. Pick a number from 1-20 2. add 5 3. multiply the result by 4 4. now subtract 70 5. multiply the result by 5 6. add 250 Now here is the Magic, divide the final number by 20 and presto you have the number you originally picked!! Taking pride in yourself, your race, your religion, your country, or anything else does not mean hating me, my race, my religion, my country, or my anything else. Pride & Hate do not belong together.
A Snake Is A Snake.
One day there was a man walking down a road,when he happened upon a baby snake.The snake was injured and near death.The man picked up the snake and took it home,where he nursed it back to health.Almost twenty years went by.And during that time the man and the snake were always together.They were the best of friends.They shared and did everything together.One day while the man was about to feed the snake,the snake bit the man with no warning at all.The man now laying on the floor dying, said to the snake:"My old friend, for so many years we have been like brothers.When I found you you were near dead.I took you home and made you healthy,you meant everything to me.How is it that now after all this time you could bite me"At that moment the snake looked at the man and said simply.........."I'm a snake" Yes it's been a crazy road,but we are coming to it's end.My sunday nights will never be the same.I've laughed, cried,cheered and booed.I have screamed with anger and looked on in fear.But a
Mind Vomit
My beautiful little sun conure Hecate died. I'm not sure what happened to her. She was talking shit just last night like she usually does. We covered her up for the night and this morning she wasn't hollering at the top of her lungs which is her usual habit. I commented to my roomie that she sure was being quiet and when he went to take her cover off, we discovered her at the botom of her cage. I've been crying all day. I love all my animals and I wonder if I mised something, some sign that she was sick or uncomfortable. The odd thing is when we went outside there was a dead sparrow in the front of our complex. Freaky. My roomie is so kick ass though, he buried her in a pot container and he planted a flowering bush on top of her and hung her bell from her favorite toy it's branches. Now she will always be on the patio where she loved to hang out and enjoy the sun. I'm just so sad...all our other animals have been really quiet today, I guess they can tell when things l
Hello Every One,          Sorry I havent been on here in a while... My Mom got really sick and passed away in August to Cancer... The guy I was with for a couple of years and planning a life with, has called it off with me cuz of some stuff from his past that is catching up with him I guess... I dont know none of it makes any sense to me... Right now I am trying to find a way to get my things packed and stored and place to stay at for a bit until I finish my doctor appointments and are able to move... At least I have my 3 doggies... I am having to sell my horse and some other stuff so I wont have a lot to haul... It looks like I will be heading for Cody, Wyoming once its all said and done... I have been really down and upset and hurt and confused... All my friends have moved away to other places and I feel alone... Sorry for all the babbling but I needed to get it out and still have more but dont want to bore any one... Hope you all have a great one... Thank you... Hey to all who rea
All About Me!!!!!
Does anyone know how to delete an account? If so please let me know, it would be a great help, yes I will be coming back immediately, just got some asshole screwing with me and would prefer to delete this one and set up a new one. I am 23 years old, i have two wonderful children that i love more than life itself. They make me happy even on my worse day. I dont know what i would do without them. I work for a sercurity company and am engaged to my honey nick. we are like every other coupe we fight more often than not but we love each other dearly. Well I will make another blog in a few days. Hit me up. Jess
Hello Everyone
Hey it's official, I now have two kids in high school, which is so surreal to me because I could swear it was just yesterday that I was in high school, anyway, I wasn't sure my youngest was going to make it into high wasn't looking very promising there for a while, but she did it! She is now a freshman, starting at East in September and my oldest will be a senior at East. It's just amazing how fast the time goes, I remember when my oldest was laying in her crib, crying and all I could think was "how long before she's 18?!" and now she almost is...oh well, my girls are my life and I love them with all my heart. I'm sooooooooo proud of them both. Oh yeah, if you would stop by my pictures and rate the ones of me and the ones of my girls. Thanks everyone! Hello friends and fans, I wanted to thank everyone for their comments, ratings, and being my friends and fans. When you all get a chance, check out all the new pix I posted. Some of me, my k
What is a Boyfriend Between the bothersome stage of adolescense and the delightful feticitueds of fatherhood, we find a gangly jealous, but darling hunk of a man called a BOYFRIEND. Boyfriends come in handy and they come in all types of cars and clothes, but on the inside they all have the same MOTTO: "Go with as many girls as possible, break as many hearts as you can, and hurt as many feelings as possible without being made a fool of or falling for anyone themselves". Boyfriends are found anywhere and everywhere except where they are supposed to be--at their girlfriends house. When you are washing dishes or fixing your hair they want you to come over, but when you want a kiss they are fixing their cars or adjusting their computers. When you are with his friends he is making smart remarks and disregarding your new outfit and feelings, but when you are alone he is an Angelic Romeo. When you want to make a good impression on your parents he trips over the table spills ev
so iun an effort to better myself and get back in shape i bought a mountain bike off a friend, a konsa stinky downhill bike. i start riding today just like this little 2.5 mile route i plotted and god damn . let me tell you people you wanna know how in shape you really are? hop on a mountain bike. good lord i made it the whole route. i had to stop 4 times, but i am proud to say i made it the whole way without walking. i hope this is a start to a good thing so i was in a relationship for a year with a girl thought was made for me. recently things changed and she broke it off because she wasnt into it anymore or something like that. i have never felt like this about anyone this shit is rough. its been since tuesday and i cant get my mind away from it. to top it off me and her have been friends since middle school and we were roomates beforehand and i have nowhere to go and neither does she so we are roomates again. talk about odd. o well life rolls on we still care about each other it j
From The Mind Of A Broken Heart
The last few months have been really rough on me. I hate where I live, and the Person that I'm living with, & really not by choice, but for the simple fact I have no where else to go. I do everything around here that I would rather be doing the person that I'm actually In Love with. You would figure that the longer that I'm away from My Love the less I would Love him, but that's not the case. If anything I Love him even more. I miss the Touch of his hand on my skin, the feel of his Lips on mine, I miss looking into his Eyes & getting lost for hours. I miss being able to breath. What gets me the most is my 3 year old son. He misses his Daddy so much. Everyday when he has one of his play phone he talks to him all day. Every night when he goes to bed he swispers in my ear I Love Daddy. Now tell me that's not Heartbreaking. How do you tell a 3 year that he can't have the Daddy that he wants, because the Father that he has wants to be totally selfish, & only think about his Happiness??
Infernality - When I walked through the gates of infernal hell, I saw the dead turn from humans to demons, demons of hellful beings of nocturnal darkness. Immortal beings of the un-living vengefulness hate. Will or will they not become immortal to the living life of heaven. From the towering red inferno above me to the warm flowing of the blue clouds of trusting angels. This blasphemy has got to stop, for that the abolishment of evil humans will soon be brought to the gates of hell and will meet the prince of darkness. He broke the Hiatus of the rules of himself while that the lacuna will soon open for the beings to fall and live in Infernality. The Armageddon will soon come for that the livings of beings will be in vengeance. Forever darkness, Forever death, Forever will the beings of demons will live in the lust of torture and will feed off the undesirable hate of the sinners. The tyrants will come; the sinners will be fed to the hungry devils in the darkness of hell Dest
Want To Change But Just Can't.
how can you stop loveing someone? You just can't. If I wanted to stop talking to someone i would have them all together out of my page. I still see them in my family. I still see them as my crush right? No one respects my feelings at all what so ever. This is what i mean. I just want it all to end I want to have peace of mind. I want the drama to end. IF I am in tears daily cuz im scared i can't afford my bills and im in your house crying in front of you. why come to me for something i just can't give u and Than be like why did i not give it to you? I am tired of being the bad guy. Im tired of being pushed to the point where i blow up. I have not been well for the last couple weeks and all i do is cry no one seems to give a shit about me. Im on edge all the time i don't want to answer my phone. I am trying to avoid my home honestly because Im tired of what i am dealing with here. I feel like i am getting barragged with shit from every direction. My mom, someone i
They Say Misery Loves Company
wheres all the guitar players in portland? i'm new to this. it' it's..a bit difficult to understand. it's like myspace times ten. this site makes me feel a little lame and dumb. can anyone tell me how you edit your profile.i.e. music/pictures background. can you use your old projectplaylist on this? crazy. so if i don't respond to you immediately.. sorry. deal with it. i'm trying. tm.
What No Parent Should Have To Go Through
This is a poem my stepdaughter wrote for the funeral of her step brother my oldest. I post this in his memory he passed away on May 16th, 2004. I love you Jayme. My Soul by Davionna Deep with in my soul I creep, my secrets there I will keep. In the dark there is a light, to guide me through my selfish flight. Day is night, and night is day, your only hope is to pray. Then we lay ourself's to rest a single rose upon our chest. Now we say good bye and then we sleep, a bed of roses by our feet. March 2, 2007 - What no parent should have to go through. This is a blog of what no parent should go through and that is the loss of a child. This a select group that I hope no other parent will join. But I know such as life is that is not to be. You never want to open your door and have the police standing there at 4:30AM because you know the reason they are there and it isnt because you forgot to pay a parking ticket. There is only one reason and one reason only that they are
I Hate Stalkers
So i have my style pretty much set, i like to keep my page skinny so people don't have to scroll, and i like the pink and the stars thing i have going on. Now don't get me wrong, i don't mind if people want to share that, but is it bad to be weirded out when people copy me even down to where i position my little pink punk pic, my music player, and my meez? I know its childish but surely people should be individual and do their own thing? When even the wording of the profile is the same am i right to be a little freaked out? Well after the whole copied profile incident i decided to change things up a bit... well... alot lol. If anyone else likes what they see and doesn't want to be bothered coding their own i can try to knock up a profile or two for my lovely friends lol ;)
I uploaded some random pics from my web site to up my points. If you want to see more go to HERE You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
Just For Fun
Get Your Sexy Name Get Your Sexy Name Get Your Sexy Name provider. you like that they provide the security and luxury while all you have to do is enjoy it. because spoiling you is what make them happy. they love to show you off and to make you happy. they work hard play hard and fall in love hard. they would walk to the end of the earth for you. tresure this love! Take this quiz at
About My Injury
Well, I can finally breathe better! Makes it a bitch to smoke a cigaratte! I am still pretty lonely! Of course I love sex(DUH). jUST TO HAVE SOMEONE OVER TO KEEP ME COMPANY WOULD BE GREAT! WATCHING MOVIES, playing games like dominoes or EATING. Just whatever. Anything but sitting at my desk, by myself. Today has been good, so far. For those of you who know me, know that I went to the ER Thursday because of lack of the ability to breathe! Turned out I had a mild case of broncidus(however it's spelled)! I had 2 breathing treatments,2 shots,2 different kinds of pills to take for a week, an inhaler(when needed) & blood drawn! Thank the lord that I am feeling better today! I am pretty bored though! Anybody wanna come over to watch movies? I only have about 700! I just got Rocky Balboa!
To My Husband
Well lets see here we have been together since Sept. 4th, 2000. You asked me to marry you on December. 24th, 2000. And I agreed to it. Beings that you had done this on a sad night for me but the thought counts you knew that Christmas Eve was depressing to me because of my Nanny passing away and the time you had asked me was the time that she had passed away. But I got to give you credit you did take the sad tears away and made them happy tears. I love you with my heart all the time and plan on to. Then we got married Oct.16th,2001. Then February I found out that I was pregnant serveral months passed and we found out that it was a boy and we chose to call him Keegan Adam Robinson, and he was born on Nov.3,2001. Then at the end of March I found out that I was pregnant again then a couple months passed and we found out it was a boy so we chose the name Isaac Nathaniel Robinson with a little help from a friend. Isaac was born on Dec.18,2002. Then two years past and I found out in March tha
Buy from me, and get an Avon buck for every $10 you purchase! These Avon bucks act as coupons for a discount on your next order! I got Bug Guard repellents, sunscreens, SPF lip balms, fragranced and flavored lip balms, Skin So Soft deodorants/body lotions/shower gels, body powders, and more! As for the lip balms, just name a flavor you'd like and I'll get it for you! All of the above are in my possession and are ready for immediate shipment! Come on, guys and gals, buy from me and help me make the danged ends meet!! Join my frequent buyers' club - buy from me every two weeks, and you get all the inside scoops on Avon and mark, get the new products from Avon and mark before they're even out in the public, earn Avon bucks, and get freebies! Email me with your orders!! Heya everybody! I just wanna get this the heck out of my way so I can blog normally once in a while, lol. I hail from Jacksonville, Illinois... been there 9 years, and still don't know a l
Cleo Died On Friday May 25th...
My poor Cleo passed away at 8:30 AM on Friday Morning, May 25th, 2007. She was the greatest dog there ever was and will be missed forever and always... This was the very first picture I ever took of Cleo... And this was the very Last picture I ever took of her... :( Excerpt from the book, "Maya's First Rose" If you ever love an animal, there are three days in your life you will always remember . . . The first is a day, blessed with happiness, when you bring home your young new friend. You may have spent weeks deciding on a breed. You may have asked numerous opinions of many vets, or done long research in finding a breeder. Or, perhaps in a fleeting moment, you may have just chosen that silly looking mutt in a shelter -- simply because something in its eyes reached your heart. But when you bring that chosen pet home, and watch it explore, and claim its special place in your hall or front room -- and when you feel it brush against you for the first time -- it inst
How Time Has Passed
So what good things do we have planned for the holidays coming up ?? Cannot belive I am facing 50 on thursday ... Don't know where a lot of the years have gone .. Know I don't feel like people say 50 should ...
I Love Him
crazy girls..IN MY EYES always willin to fight for somethin they shouldnt even worry about talk to a million guys and say they are all theres when they finally find a girl a crazii girl goes nuts and wants to kill them when they have a boyfriend they always sayin they "need breaks" they dont kno which way is up or which is down they say one thing and do another they cry and whine over every lil damn thing that goes wrong or right in there life they say they are gonna drop it but they dont they get on there mans/crushes myspace and start shit wit other females they dont ever have the story right or straight they leave a thousand and 1 comments for there "guy" to piss off other ppl THEY JUS DONT TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER one day she has a bestfriend the next they hate each other they always tryin to take the TAKEN men they think the world owes them somethin they get pissed off at nothin they wanna have a baby wit a guy then wait till he/she is born and run off and then try
Andrea,lady so sweet. Gorgeous in all ways,glad i was able to meet. As beautiful as a sunset that she always glows. A Heart so big,it blossoms like a Rose. A precious Jewel,that's what you are. Eyes so hypnotyzing,like a Dimond,can be seen from a far. Blessed us with two beautiful gifts who are our world. Sapphire and Jazmyn,our two wonderful girls. Once together but now apart. Still my Friend,but most important,a woman i love who will always have my Heart. Thank you for everything,lady of my life. Exspecially the Nine years,though now getting Divorced,for being my Wife. My eyes are crying as i write and now sobbing wet. Due to my joy for you,Andrea.A lady so sweet,that i'm glad i met.Just up got on here decided to write thinking of you. Got on here and decided this is my tribute to us,and was imspired to do. Love you my Friend,always will. Just know for you my Heart will always stand still.Andrea,lady so sweet. Hot as can be,though far away but together soon,all the way from here i ca
A Witch
Craft Law holds that we have a variety of duties: to the Gods, to our fellow Witches, to our neighbours, and to the Earth. Our duties to the Gods: To the Gods we offer our devotion, freely given, for they demand no sacrifice of us. Our offer is simple enough: to share our acts of love and pleasure with Them when we feel so inclined. Those acts of love and pleasure go beyond the obvious ones that we share with our lovers in private moments - think of the taste of cool water on a hot day, or the beauty of the Moonrise on a clear night, or the sheer joy of music well-performed. The Witch's customary duty, and great pleasure, is to listen for the messages of the Gods. The Gods do not force us to listen to Their words, nor can other Witches tell whether we are or are not paying attention to the Gods. But all the same, we learn through the wise words of our teachers, and the example of our fellow Witches, that listening - actively and openly - to the Gods is a good thing to do. For
Happy Memorial
Many of us know of someone who is, or has served their country. Maybe they're a family member; Maybe they're a friend....... I'd like to take this time to ask that we all say "Thank You" and to remember our fallen heroes. We pray for the safe return of those who would willingly lay down their lives for our freedom. Below is my night's work. It shows us that Freedom truly isn't Free. Tammie. WW1 Started June 28, 1914 The First World War was designed to enable the Czarist Government in Russia to be finally and completely overthrown and replaced with a new atheist, Communist government. Why would anyone want to alter the lives of an entire nation? Historian Walter Mills wrote the following about the purpose of the war and about Colonel House's basic intent: "The Colonel's sole justification for preparing such a batch of blood for his countrymen was his hope of establishing a new world order, [a world governmen
Come Help My Mama Get 4000 Comments
This is my first contest. Its a 3 day Blast give away. I need 6,000 comments. If anybody would like to help would be wonderful. Thank you Come comment my mama please and thank you...comment bomb her...she needs 4000 comments to get a motorcycle gift. WOOO WOOO.
I'm back around for those of you who wanted to know just give me a shout i will be on here most of the night. Hey i know i dont talk to alot of ppl on here. But to those that i do. I will be gone for about a week or so. but i wpromise to catch up with everyone when i get back. Thx for the friends and hope to make more.Talk to everyone soon!
I Need Some Help Please
This fellow cherry needs our help to win a month VIC so lets help her out. She is currently in second lets get her to first!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks christy !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am in a contest to win a week blast. the contest is for the pretties eyes and it is comment bombing. PLEASE BOMB ME!!!!!!! This is the link above to get to the pic in the contest. Contest goes on for a week so please help me rack up the comments!
Here Are Some Stories
One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs or smiles no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye. Say "I Love You." or "I Miss You" So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it.. and fix it when it's broken ... and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .....and friendships. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that are irreplacable, no matter what. Life is important, and so
Gas for the drive to the convenient store: $20.00 Hooded winter jacket with large inside pocket to conceal identity and carry gun: $65.00 9mm handgun purchased from Ray- Ray up the block: $150.00 Failure to master holding on to your weapon during your planned armed robbery : PRICELESS (Watch repeats itself) How many of you are from Florida? For those of you visiting, please note this applies to ALL areas of Florida. For those of you who live in Florida, you already know this!! How To Drive In Florida.... 1. Turn signals will give away your next move. A real Florida driver never uses them. 2. Under no circumstance should you leave a safe distance between you and the car in front of you, or the space will be filled in by somebody else, putting you in an even more dangerous situation. 3. The faster you drive through a red light, the smaller the chance you have of getting hit. 4. Never, ever come to a complete st
Time To Move On.....
Loved New York, it was much different than I had expected it to be. All my life I had heard people speak of the big apple. It sounded so big, I was intimidated by it without going there to see for myself. Maybe it was partially because I spent my time there in Valley Stream. But even after that I went back into the city before leaving for my next assignment in Martha's Vineyard. All I can say is this, I loved New York. The people are friendly and it has so many things to do. There is no doubt in my mind that I will go back there soon, so much I want to see and do there. But for right now, my work is taking me in a different direction.....Martha's Vineyard.Can hardly wait..... Once again my journey through life is taking a new turn. This time it takes me back east, to New York state. I have lived in Texas for over 12 years, it was much different than I had thought it would be. One thing you can say for Texas, it has some great people here. If there would have been more fishing I would p
The Pentagon announced TODAY the formation of a new 500-man elite fighting unit called the United States Redneck Special Forces (USRSF) These Alabama boys will be dropped off into Iraq and have been given only the following facts about terrorists : 1. The season opened today. 2. There is no limit. 3. They taste just like chicken. 4. They don't like beer, pickups, country music or Jesus. 5. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt. The Pentagon expects the problem in Iraq to be over by Friday. A man was being tailgated by a stressed out woman on a busy boulevard. Suddenly, the light turned yellow, just in front of him. He did the right thing, stopping at the crosswalk, even though he could have beaten the red light by accelerating through the intersection. The tailgating woman was furious and honked her horn, screaming in frustration as she missed her chance to get through the intersection, dropping her cell phone and makeup. As she was still in
"the Journal" Written By J. B. Kinkaid
**A note from the author** *This is copyrighted material, just as you sign your name on a story or poem, that is copyrighted as well. Please do not copy or publish this anywhere. Thank You* Day 1: Dec. 31, 2005 Well, here we are. The Doctor says you would be good therapy. That i might start to remember the days that i have missed. I don't recall going to bed last night. The doctor said when i forget things, that i should... shit. OH, that i should write them down, silly me, forgeting again. Ok, so i went to the store, got me groceries, made dinner, i even did the dishes, and cut my hand. I took the rascal out for a walk, rascal is my dog. I watched a movie, then i took a shower, and then went to bed. But i don't remember falling asleep... and the blood. I was covered in blood. I remember the sticky redness all over me, like i showered in this disasterous red mess. But... I don't remember sleeping, or dreaming. The sticky redness started to smell bad. S
New Lounge
Oh yeah that's the name. lol Read the lounge title if you don't know what that means ask someone who does!
To take from the Earth.. is to nourish thy self and others. To feel the Wind.. is to be free and enjoy all life. To light a Flame.. is to find your way in the dark. To dance in the Rain.. is to bathe in the tears she can no longer hold back. To know the Spirit.. is to take in all Elements and live life in harmony. Do you know the Spirit? Once upon a time, there were two Witches. One was a Feminist Witch and the other was a Traditionalist Witch. And, although both of them were deeply religious, they had rather different ideas about what their religion meant. The Feminist Witch tended to believe that Witchcraft was a religion especially suited to women because the image of the Goddess was empowering and a strong weapon against patriarchal tyranny. And there was distrust in the heart of the Feminist Witch for the Traditionalist Witch because, from the Feminist perspective, the Traditionalist Witch seemed subversive and a threat to "the Cause". The Traditionalist Wi
Witchs Chant
Taking in the wind The breeze blows Upon her face As she sits there Eyes closed Yet seeing the beauty of the world Not the starlit sky Or the flowing hills She sees more Than can be seen with just the eyes The happiness of a flower Who has just bloomed The last wish of a fish Just caught by a bear All of nature’s hopes, dreams, and despairs She stands up Smelling the breeze Picks up her wand And falls to her knees She sits for a minute Lost in herself Calmly she stands Without further ado She begins an enchanting dance An energy flows out of her Pulsing in the air Lighting up the world As the wind blows through her hair Suddenly she stops And opens her eyes With one tear and one eye One drop of water for the world Falls to the ground She walks away Knowing someday She will change our world. Darksome night and shining Moon, Hearken to the Witches' rune, East then South, West then North, Here come I to call Thee forth. By all the powers of land
Witchs Charge
SPELLCRAFT is the art or ability to cast or work spells, also known as "work". "To Work" is also known as performing "magick", which is spelled with a "K" on the end to differentiate this kind of magick from prestidigitation, or sleight of hand performed by stage magicians. Spellcraft uses the vibrations of natural things around you plus your own vibrations to accomplish a desired goal. Colors, herbs, incense, etc, all have vibrations that affect the universe. This has been proven by the physicists of our modern age, but was known to the ancient magicians already. Before resorting to magic, however, you must do everything you can on the practical level first! Magic never excludes you from your own participation. If you light a black candle to lose weight, for example, and then contimue to eat ice crean fudge sundaes, your spell is NOT going to work! This may seem like commonsense, but I have repeatedly heard people complain that their spell did not work, and they did absolutely n
Memorial Day Weekend
***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? well had a decent weekend other than the water heatrer busting and causing a mess and a hea
It is. I have nothing to do except wait for my laundry to dry. Isnt that just horribe. I know lol. Yeah boredom, the one n only reason I am typing this right now. Ahhhhhh I hate it more than you will ever know. People love to pull me in all sorts of directions. Theres always what someone thinks is right and what someone else thinks is wrong. Sometimes I wish I knew for myself because things would be so much better if I did. Well I guess I'll just have to go into that deep contemplative state again like usual.
Sports (yes, Sports!)
Buffalo's first daily sports blog focusing on the Buffalo Bills and the Buffalo Sabres along with the rest of your favorite local teams. We're not above dabbling in current events or pop culture and we'll even throw in an occasional video showing painful shots to the groin for good measure. Don't act like you're not impressed. For anything and everything on the NHL, see NBC's Bellowing Moose (and his droppings) at!!
The weight of my thoughts pulls at me, I think of all the bad and forget the good, The pain, the heartache, They consume the person I once was, Leaving me an empty shell. My heart and mind wondering what will be. Too much pain, All I see is the down side, I try with all my heart and soul, To find the light, And climb from this dark abyss. But as I grasp for the edge, The pain of my loneliness Pulls me back into the darkness, Which has become as a whirlpool, Pulling me deeper with every stroke I take, Losing strength, losing faith As deeper into the darkness I fall. The weight of the pain, Crushing my heart in my chest. Taking the person that I was, Making me something else, Something that doesn’t know, How to feel, How to love, How to care, How to be me. It all seems to fade, Into the darkness, As I fall all alone, With no one to save me. Your lies haunt my nightmares. Your love I once embraced, Into my heart your lies poured. I kept you close, My dr
Real nice of him, isn't it? My apartment was being shampooed yesterday, and my cat was a no-no in there while it's going on. I brought the cat over to him for only four hours so we can get out of the pro's way, and I could go and meet the manager of a painting company... I'm pushing the employment thing. Dressed nice in black slacks, brown spandex dress shirt, black leather boots. Hair and face made up. Just as I was about to leave, that ex-asshole text-screams at me on the cell saying my cat attacked him and I gotta go over there and get the cat back RIGHT NOW. I tell him "I already told you that the carpet's being cleaned, and I have a little job interview this morning!" His reply? "I don't give a SHIT! I'll dump the cat at the pound and tell them it's a dangerous animal and have it put down!" I sigh. I drive over there, look at the cat. He's purring and rubbing his head on my legs. Hmmm... vicious, is he? I pick him up, put him in the car, and the ex-asshole argues wi
And It's Everything I've Already Forgotten.
I'm bored out of my mind and singing to myself in German. Can we say "dork"? Anyway. An hour before work begins. Someone take my mind off of it? xoxox boring. We all know that. My latest ex is a moron, and I've just recently cut all contact with him. (I've been getting a million texts a day that I never respond to.) It's so exciting. Aside from this, I'm nursing my new tattoo and two new piercings....and possibly beginning an ARG. (Alternate Reality Game.) I know, it sounds incredibly dorktastic but my friend, Rachel, and I decided to begin it. Anyway, much love. xoxox, Rylynn
You Are a "Don't Tread On Me" Libertarian You distrust the government, are fiercely independent, and don't belong in either party. Religion and politics should never mix, in your opinion... and you feel opressed by both. You don't want the government to cramp your self made style. Or anyone else's for that matter. You're proud to say that you're pro-choice on absolutely everything! What's Your Political Persuasion? Like my Marine brothers who fought alongside me in the Battle of Fallujah, I know a little something about choices. When the nosecones of 767 passenger jets punched into the Twin Towers, my choice was simple to make. My choice was not, as the patchouli-smelling Berkeley hippies would have you believe, the duplicitous work of “salespeople known to lie to and seduce minors and young adults into contracting themselves into military service with false promises.” By that rationale, car salesmen are responsible for the 40,000 Americans who will die this year on
GAS!!!!!!! Body: You may have been told about not buying gas on May 15th. Check out this alternate. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, ha
One Click Please
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o mI rated you and fanned as well, if you would like I would love for you to come by my page and leave me some love as well. Rate me, fan me and leave me a friend request if you like. I hope you have a kick ass day and welcome to CHERRY TAP!!! One click is all we are asking, please just take a second and go and rate this pic. It would really mean alot. You dont have to comment unless you want to but please just rate this sweet little one. Thank you so very much to all who do.
Thank all of you beautiful people for your thoughts and prayers. A little over a month ago I was in New Jersey and got assaulted...busted my face about 25 times. A day and a half in the local hospital and two more in a motel room...I drove back to Texas with just half of an eye. Couldnt see shit. Over the next few weeks it seemed as if my eyes were getting better. About two weeks ago I developed a huge black spot covering my vision in my left eye. Rushed to the emergency room to learn that I have a detached retina and went straight in for emergency surgery. They removed the lens from my eye and inserted a gas ball inside to hold my eye together so maybe it will heal. I am left eye blind for the next two months (possibly permanently). I thought they were going to have to do surgery on my right eye, but found out today they aren't...thank God! Just need a corrective lens for it. I know for a fact that THE worst part of being completely blind is...How do you know when your butt is clea
im dreamin of cats again. the world is comin 2 an end. we r n the galaxy facin certain death. the universe will explode if we dont stop it now. 'Freddy' is lovin every min. of it. 'Cat' is my protector,my savior, & the love of my life. Freddy kills Cat. he died 2 save me. i scream n horror. 'Lita',plus 4 crewmen,includin myself r aboard a ship headin towards the rip n the galaxy tryin 2 escape death. Freddy is the emperor & warns us 1 last time.then a big explosion comes towards us like a huge fireball n space. i ball up n the corner on the floor & cover my head. i cry as i close my eyez & pray 2 b saved. then silence. then Lita sayz 'live 4ever'. i look up & say 'what?' i stand up,turn around & what do i c? our lives have been spared cuz my savior & protector has returned 4 me. the tears rolled down & wouldnt stop. i said over & over again 'i love u'. he said he felt the same & would b wit me 4ever. he got 8 more lives 2 live. he will never leave me & he will alwayz b there no matter
Generally Saying Hi
Does anyone even remember dial-up anymore? Guess what I do because I live in a town that is divided between broadband and dial-up. I'm fortunate, not, to live in the dial-up area :-(. I hate the way it runs on rainy days like today. It takes me forever just to view a dang profile, not to mention if I wanted to leave a comment. I think that's why I haven't been to everyone's page yet. I hate that! I'm noisy and want to know what everyone has on their page to make my better lol. So much for my rant. Thanks to everyone who has been so nice to me. As a newbie, it's refreshing to know that they are still people out there that go out of their way to welcome someone new. It means a lot to know that they are people out there that are interested in who you are and what to be friends with you. Even if you're on dial-up and computer stupid lol. I love looking at everyone's profile. They are so great ones out there. I love all the graphic! Whoever told of them are a brainy person, couldn't
Random Crap
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast. God then said, "I have sent yo
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars . . . A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool
Our Lounges
This was a bulletin posted by my son on his Myspace page. I thought it was very moving, so I wanted to share it with you. We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be eternally grateful. I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease... I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen," When a flag had draped a coffin. Of a brother or
Hopes And Dreams
Lately, those who u think are friends, seem to be shady and two sided. In the past several months, i have made many "friends" on CT, some of which turned out to be fake, and some who I believe to be real. I have seen staged deaths and mockeries enough to drive you insane. That's the realism of internet communities.. fakeness to a degree. I had became a DJ at a lounge that at one point was very popular, and had many friends in it, and i have seen many other DJ's come and go, some to start their own lounges, so therefore creating a rift in our lil family, others have "died" but not really. I have spent months dedicating myself to the lounge, and when times got rough for the owner, i said i would take over for them, and ease the load. I gave my ALL on top of my daily life. Working numerous hours for the benefit of the lounge, while other's were "to" busy to help us out, when they were needed the most. On that note, when it comes down to it, the owner decides that the lo
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too all my friends and fans its been a rush but im done here its time to move on if you want to chat with me my yahoo id is bye all too all my friends and fans its been a rush but im done here its time to move on if you want to chat with me my yahoo id is bye all
who has a crush on me been on there for awhile now ..who is it i need help to level up
New Pics Up
I have new Pictures up stop by and some me some love comment as much as you want would like to know what you think, thanks and have a good day Stop by and say hi sometime and show some love so i dont feel lonely and want to leave ct cause i do like it here and i hav made some friends since ive been here but only a few ppl spend any time talkin to me tryin to get to know me and im single so i can make all the friends i want without havin to worry about some body gettin mad lol so stop by and show me some crazy love, loves you all peace
Locked in my cage, I stare at the emptiness; this very emptiness possesses my soul - we are one. The months pass, as do the years, yet as time progresses, it loses all relevance. I sit here trapped in a recurring nightmare, never to awaken. I feed on my own self-pity - I never hunger. I merely exist, captive in this asylum, biding my time; my sole gratification, inebriated isolation. The door to my cage is ajar, as is often the case, yet it's pointless to leave; each journey leads me back to this God-forsaken realm of suffering and despair. Long ago, I was free; I remember faces, smiling faces. A different me, in a different time - it was a time of fulfillment, of togetherness, of love. Then one day the fantasy ended, and I was here . . . but enough about the past; I must face my reality. Distant voices race through my head, as I stave off insanity. But this time, the voice is real. Unsure of its origin, I feel my soul is not as cold; my
*jealous-of-me* Lr's & Dr's Lmao!!
For my records only...not so that others go hastle her....i like it when i get down/low raters, cuz it just means they are jealous of my beauty and of what i got!! awwww it be aight!! I don't blame you for hatin me cuz ya aint me hun! *GRINZ* ~Just~a~bitch~@ CherryTAP just a noob biatch that doesnt know any CT etiquette yet *7* on my default I am lucky, she rated my pic an 8, others according to their comments weren't so 'lucky' LOL anyway, for those that care, she's a NOOB as of yesterday and must not be gettin any ass cuz like her Nickname states, she's 'rude' SaraRude@ CherryTAP
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ok about me i guess. i am 43 years old, married no kids,but do ,how ever take care of 3 year old little girl. and she a hand full. i think we learn from each other,and who said you can't teach ,old dog's new trick's lol. she is apple of my eye and the the only one who hold's the key to my heart. and as far as love goes i found out hard way that nothing last forever. i have no clue why iam at this cherry tap thing lol , it's not like i don't have life lol. ok you think your sick of hearing about me ,well hear i go again lol, i love all kids music love 70s rock and all country and lite jazz.i enjoy walking and love it when it rain's , and i like smell fresh gut grass, i am just a kick back kinda person i guess. i have been told a person with heart of gold.i try not to get mad or upset over ever little thing cause life to short. ans besides i love take the time to stop and smell roes's . ok folks i am 42, female from Ohio I enjoy walking running, and spending time with my grand nice. a
Well i am just writeing this cause i need to get it out they say it helps to talk about it.. So here i go i have been single for over a year and i have felt like noone really wants to be with me or even is intrested. I still get intrested in ppl but everytime i do i get my hopes up and it seems like for a few they are intrested then i wake up and relize i am just dreaming agian... Why am i here to be alone for my whole life? Well if thats it i dont want to be here... I await the end. See i feel alone all the time but you know there is one person i know is there i just forget it sometimes that is my roomie... She is an amazing person.. I cant beleave i was lucky enough to have ment her... Thanks Trishie Pie Your the Best !
The Way I Feel About Things
My name is Nazareth Griffin, or Big Z for short,. I'm not famous, political, or even an author. I'm just a simple man that has a lot to say about the way the world works and would like to cut through the red tape and bullshit. That's right I said bullshit, why we will cover that latter,. So if you are free minded or would just like some funny, reading that might let you learn a lil sumpin sumpin the enjoy. I would love any post about what i say good or bad. Thanks again for you time and enjoy Big Z Why do the idiots of this country think they have to tell us every little thing any cleb does or that we even care. As you might have already hear Lidsay Lohan has become the umtenth cleb to get shit faceted and totally wasted and jumped behind the wheel. WOW, there is big news, people with lots of money and time to blow it doing stupid things. This is why we are getting dumber and dumber, wondering why Lohan got drunk and drove, Spears shaved her head, and Paris is staying at
What Where You Thinkib!!!!
It always amazes me how some people are so quick to judge othes when for : 1 they have no clue about anything 2 they basicly are hypocrites 3 where never tought manners they where raised as low life trailer trash and think they are the shit !!! LMFAO !!! for example how someone can rate someones photos a 3 and dont have one of there own LOL ... they are probably BUTT ASS UGLY and to stupid to even borrow one ... LOL!!! Whell I guess you can't pleaze everyone ... but people like that should shut the fuck up and keep there comments to themselves. the fact that the ass whip even took the time to rate me tells me the low life has no life and is jelious.. This site is worst then myspace ... NOTHING WORKS .. Cant contact suport .. Tried to do a survay and that crap dosent work LOL .... this site needs a lot of work befor I spend a lot of time on here .. cant see wasteing time trying to do something and cant get anywhere ....
Rant And Roll
I was trying to find something to blog from some of my charming email.. But..alas.. most of what I have today is from pando.. and.. I don't want to go there.. heh.. Well..Miss racing.. wish winter would hurry and be over already. I think I was ready for spring when we got tulip plants less than a week after xmas.. a burst of spring.. I know.. when spring comes we will be bitchin.. and then summer we'll be bitchin about the heat.. and wishing for winter.. heh.. tis life even.. ah well.. well.. enough for now.. I'm going to go ponder over some of those political blogs I enjoy so much... I find something good.. I'll be back to blog.. Well.. it seems I've entered myself into tomorrow's 5K in Hartford. One of my co worker's is into racing ie; running/walking and has been trying to get me involved all summer long. I've run out of excuses.. and basically.. I'm going to live up to my promises to run/walk verrry fast.. Wish us luck.. ! Finished it and then went straight to work..
G'day everyone... I've been working today on setting up a new Album in my pics for Autism related graphics that I have acquired from other people and sources as well as items I've created myself. I welcome all of you to have a look and take what you like from this album to use in your own efforts. Thank you Vicky and Nichole/Pezz for providing me with a number of these items and to Nichole/Pezz for providing me with the following links to sources of some really good information on Autism and books on Autism: - a directory of books and other resource material on Autism, Aspergers and other related conditions. - an online store for bumper stickers and magnets related to Asperger's Syndrome, including a link to a like site for Autism related products If anyone else has anything they wanna forward my way, please feel free. I'd appreciate anything you can come up with. More t
For My First Contest
Ty TO ALL THAT HELPED MY FRIEND IN HER CONTEST U GUYS ROCK... SO COME SHOW THESE SPECIAL CHERRIES OF THE DAY SOME GREAT LOVE.... ALWAYSNICE@ CherryTAP Nav@ CherryTAP Vastatio!!@ CherryTAP HillyBunnie@ CherryTAP Don Aviles@ CherryTAP Most*Beautiful*Plague@ CherryTAP Hellspites22@ CherryTAP NO MORE DRAMA@ CherryTAP fireman1x1@ CherryTAP burg@ CherryTAP mister bukkake@ CherryTAP eric
I Can't Get You Outta My Mind.
Diary of A Broken Heart © By Brittaney A. Montgomery We were just friends at the start, Always having fun, never apart Then one day, something sparked The next thing I knew, you had my heart. The days flew by, I lost track of time Everytime I was with you, I was on cloud nine. Then one day, you asked me to be your girlfriend I exclaimed, yes! and prayed we'd last until the very end. No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn't happy, Happy that I was with you, and you were with me. With me in your arms, you told me you loved me, Then gently kissed my forehead and gave me a squeeze. I was convinced you were the one for me, Apart from you, I would never be. Just when I thought all was well, Was when you began to put me through hell. You said, we should just be friends That's when I knew it was the end. I looked into your eyes, trying to find out why, It was all I could do, not to begin to cry. Where I once saw love, I saw nothing, I couldn't believ
Ben Dover Grow The Fuck Up
I just wanted to say that I see this puke put up a blog about Miss Cherry again this morning. I just wanted him and all his wonderful friends to know that I went to his page on my own accord and not cause of what Miss Cherry or Fat Sonny said. Looks like to me this illiterate puke can only attack women and children. WHAT A MAN YOU ARE BENDOVER. The reason I made that bulletin was not to attack you but to point you out for the kind of thing you really are. ENOUGH SAID. THIS PUKE MUST FEEL LIKE A REAL MAN. AFTER HE COULDN'T GET TO MISS CHERRY OR I FOR POSTING AND REPOSTING BULLETIN A BULLETIN ABOUT HIS CHILDISH ASS HE PROCEEDED GO AND DOWNRATE A FRIEND OF MINES PICS OF HER KIDS. WHAT A REAL MAN HAS TO DOWNRATE PICTURES OF KIDS TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT HIMSELF. ENOUGH SAID. HERE'S THE PUKEBen DoveЯ®™@ CherryTAP BTFW any of you on my friends list don't like FAT SONNY OR MISS CHERRY YOU ARE FREE TO LEAVE IT THIS PUKE MUST FEEL LIKE A REAL MAN. AFTER HE COULDN'
I am in a giveaway there is no time limit but need at least 400 comments a week to stay in it. i am trying to get the porche which needs 20,000 comments . thanks for the help Debbi "I.A.R." "A.O.V." "NBSD""F.A.R"@ CherryTAP The Flag of the United States of America If this doesn't give you chills, you should pack up and move on to another country. I Am the Flag Of America I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, My head is a little higher, My colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am
Online Comics
some are still running, some exist as archives... Kevin & Kell was one of the first I got into, has been around since September 1995. (It took me a good part of a day, around... 2000?... to read the back archives. A most pleasantly spent day.) On a world of anthropomorphic animals a rabbit and a wolf cross the carnivore-herbivore barrier and fall in love... (and waiters mistake Kevin for dessert, a not-too-often used joke in the early years) Another furry comic with a different aim was mentioned before- Ozy and Millie, about a fox, his adoptive father, his friends, Zen, school, bullying, general weirdness (and specific weirdness), humor and politics, ... College Roomies from Hell!!! is now back, I see, and a good thing too- that was a good one. The Suburban Jungle, starring Tiffany Tiger and... ... ... go read- a model, a bar, a... Schlock Mercenary - Space Opera, Mercenaries, ... - well, I am a sci-fi fan, and this is fun. Was reminded today of a comic I used to fo
Check This Out
A Letter
so a male brain is needed to decipher this e-mail can someone help? well... I don't know where so came from but this is the first 5 minutes I've had to do anything since may 25th and as soon as I log off I'm back to the same old worky shit til the end of october. I flat ran outta time and that sounded like the easiest way to handle my shit before I was going to really drop off the face of the earth. sorry I'm a coward. not going to ask you for anything because it would be flat wrong at this point and I've caused enough trouble for one lifetime, and no I'm not on drugs unless my job is now considered one. Sorry I flat fucked up and I guess I can't take it when someone cares. I temporally lost my mind. For this I am sorry, but don't we all at some point in time? I think this is a major downfall in being female for me. Had I been a guy I wouldn't have cared. Would have just said oh well I'll hear back at some point. Eventually, to use one of your words. I hate that word, along with
Sometimes I Just Dont Know...
People confuse me a lot. I think thats why I am not a people person. I mean of course hiding behing the internet you do what you would normally not do in real life. But why be nice to someone, then the next minute be a complete just baffles me. If you dont like someone, just dont talk to them. Not be nice...then turn around and be a dick. And I am not just talking about men..women are the same damn way. People all together just need to chill. Take a valium or something. Well to all my friends who actually read my blog...i know i know its boring. But anyways, I am going through a lot of crap right now and I am sorry for not being around. Life hasnt been to great lately for me. But I am not going to go into all the gory boo hoo details about it. My problem, not yours...LOL So anyways...if you want to send me messages I more than likely will get them but just give me time to respond to them. I do not have daily computer access so it might take me a little while to respond. And t
*Fair warning before anyone reads this. I am just venting* So much for so called friends. All I hear from this person is how much they want to spend time with me and next thing you know time is available and they don't show. This isn't the first time and I will probably do my best to make sure it is the last time that this happens. On Sunday I double checked with this person to make sure Tuesday was on since I had the opportunity to not only watch my friends daughter, I also had another opportunity of getting a little extra cash on the side. The person assured me Tuesday was on, so I passed on the opportunity because we had plans first. So now it's Monday and I don't hear much from the so called friend. I give him a call no answer left a voicemail for him in the early afternoon. I called later in the evening and still no answer from him, so I left a second voicemail. Just before I went to bed I decided to send and IM to him since I saw he was on. Finally I get a response from
New Kitty
Ok New kitty has a name. Her name is Pyewacket pronounced pie wack it If you are wondering (and I am sure most of you are) LOL the name comes from a show Mike remebers seeing when he was a child. The show is from the 50's and is called the Bell, Book and Candle. ok. just wanted to let you guys know that she has a name now. and she is getting fat and fluffy and doing great. she is so cute Well, We have inherited a new kitten. She is adorable. I am putting a link in here to her pictures so you can see what she looks like. For those of you that don't already know, we got this kitten on monday the 28th of May. My dear friend vickie lives across the street from me. Next door is an evil 5 year old girl. I am telling you this child is evil. I do believe she will grow up to be a female jeffrey dahmar. Anyway next to them is a family that hardly ever is there and they brought home two little kittens last week. I am telling you these kittens cant be 4 weeks old. They are tiny. W
Gods / Goddesses / Celestial Entities......
Chronos In Greek mythology, Chronos (×ñüíïò in Greek) in pre-Socratic philosophical works is said to be the personification of time. He emerged from the primordial Chaos. He is often mythologically confused with the Titan Cronus (Êñüíïò in Greek). He was depicted in Greco-Roman mosaics as a man turning the Zodiac Wheel. Often the figure is named Aeon (Eternal Time), a common alternate name for the god. His name actually means "Time", and is alternatively spelled Khronos (transliteration of the Greek), Chronos, Chronus (Latin version). Some of the current English words which show a tie to khronos/chronos and the attachment to time are chronology, chronic, and chronicle. In astronomy, the planet we now call Saturn because of Roman influence was called Khronos by the Greeks. It was the outermost planet god/deity, and was considered the seventh of the seven heavenly objects that are visible with the naked eye. Given that it had the longest observable repeatable period in the sky, wh
The Perfect Day
If there was just one wish I could have I would wish for your happiness If there was just one season in each year It would not be winter nor spring nor summer nor fall It would be the season of love If I could give peace It would be all yours If I could make it rain I would so nobody would see your tears falling When you are blue If I could only have one person to give my love, With my arms open wide I would give it all to you A beautiful day and a handsome guy No drops of rain not a cloud in the sky Flowers were blooming colors so fair The wind was blowing gently through my hair You said three words I was longing to hear Three little words I treasure so dear And it was at that moment there was nothing else I could hear It was at that moment the world stood still. c/o Sarah O.
Heather's Blog
When alone in the dark All I can do is think of you Thinking about he fun we used to have Taking strolls in the darkest of nights Sharing so many secrets Making promises we would never break When alone, I cry Missing all those wonderfull things Living with the heartache Almost wishing I could forget Feeling the darkness aproaching Trying not to remember Even though it's hard when the memories creep up in my dreams When alone, sometimes I can hear you When alone, so many things tend to dwell in my mind To live without you just wouldn't be the same Everyday passing by without your smilling face Never being able to hear your voice Lost in a sweet somber never wanting to return My heart has grown so empty I've never felt like this before You were the one To live without you has put me in discontent All I ever wanted was to love you And for you to love me back Living without you, is dark and heart wrenching with no po
Blahhhhhhhh. Yeah i'm moody and bored, so I figured i'd write about it. At the moment I am watching my 2 year old, and her 2 year old friend. Hmmmm, they're driving me crazy! They fight too much for being so young. Do any of you believe in the terrible 2's?? Well I hear it gets worse, but it's REAL! I love my little girl very much, but she runs around like a crazy person, and is always screaming. Hm,I ask myself if i'll look back on this and laugh. I don't think so, but you never know. ok, so I woke up this morn. to find my lip ring gone! It must have fallen out of my mouth while I was sleeping. I stumbled into my bathroom, to get another one. Fuck!!! My hole was closed! I had to push it through. Now my lip hurts! This all took place at like 7:00am. Way too early! What away to start the day huh? Screw it! My lip hurts, but I wont let it ruin my day.:)
My Grandchildren
well as most of my friends here know my grandchildren from s.c.are here for a visit for 10 whole days...and lets just say after 1 1/2 days i am pooped but pooped in a wonderful way...i have 4 of my grandchildren here and friday i will have them all together for the first time in 3 years so expect lots of pictures ok thopught it was going to be relaxing day but daughter just called wants to spend the day here need to baby proof so ill talk to you guys soon well im expecting grandchild #6 already have 4 girls and 1 boy..well alll thoug im a little disappointed i am getting another little girl..but she is loved the same as the rest so it guess it soesnt grand son is really dissappointed he already has a lil sis he wanted a lil fact his word to his mother were "Why do you have to have a girl"cute huh for a 6 yr old... poor guy
Meet People N Show Love!
id love for someone to mail me a little bit on how the hell this site works lol... are there chat rooms? or like a search for local people? etc. Im also looking for new friends to help me with this contest- think you can help? -Christina if you can JOIN the site- i get ALOT more votes for that- its only 2 seconds to join!! USE RECRUIT CODE 115 AND STATE NJ ZIP CODE 07728 Hey All I Heard this site was good to network and meet new people so here i am- completely confused! haha. Im Christina, Im from Nj, and im aspiring model! Hit me up and when i figure this thing out- ill hit u back! lol. If u could take a second to support me in this contest im in - id appreciate that toO! If u join for me Ill get 5 votes- then click here. USE NJ 07728 TO JOIN!
Love !
I am guessing everyone on my friend list has done it lol Since they are on my friend list.... But why do we do it? does it help forget that one you can't forget? And MEN----tisk tisk, would you be upset if the girl is crying during the act? but you knew she was on the rebound? Hmmmm I'd like to know---seriously I am happy to say, I have made a connection with someone that has been my friend for along time. I hope it will work out, for the long haul. But I know, as a person, I deserve this wonderful man and for me that was half the battle.
What If...
As the man peered out the tiny window of his cell, he wondered what the next day would bring him. As he sat on his cot, he shifted through his mind of all the past crusades and defeats. “So many times I have tried, and all the feelings have died, I am doomed to remain in the place I have made. Perfectly secluded, but very polluted, as my heart doth rot away. When I built this place, I seeked the escape and the safety I knew it would bring. But as time wore on, the door was gone and now I am doomed to remain.” As tho man wept in his hands, he heard a voice across the sands that sounded awfully familiar. He climbed to his feet and peered into the world outside. Looking at him and seeing the beauty within, an angel came to call. “Time has done you wrong as you sit and sing the songs of all that saddens your heart. It’s true, once before I tried to release you, but only had I failed to succeed. But now I have returned, and hoped we have learned that we can’t give up so easy.” T
Should I?
Should I post a picture of my package? Any of you ladies think I should put up more naughty pics? If I get good response and not just like 3 people I will do it. Ok I got 1 and a no comment out of 40 something people so I am taking that is no one wants to see that
My First Hate Shout
->kk chain: down where south carolina......i'm in texas sweetheart i don't take shit either ->kk chain: if you can't handle the comments don't post the mumm kk chain: if you wernt so far away in tx runin your domn ass mouth i would wope your god damn ass and then we'll see whos a bitch!!!!!!!!!!...dipshit...oh and you dont know me bi the way so i segest hiley you shut you mouth befor it runs away!!!! kk chain: yah southcarolina and if you got a problem with that you can just keep runnin your mouth but one day it will come back to ya sweetheart... LMAO i love it! she asked if it was a popularity contest as to why some ppl are ugly and some are sexy and i commented that it was retarted to think that just because someones parents are popular that makes them sexy and i called her a dipshit. i could have called her worse! so then i get this in my shoutbox! start from the bottom and read up. kk chain: oh so you think your all that but you no what you dont even no me so you don
My Blog
So I said I would become friends with only people I could strike up a conversation with... Well I confess I failed! I have met some great people so far, but have to confess I have also added some people as friends because I want to progress and be a little more popular here on CT.. Does that make me a bad person? So here I am, the world of CherryTap! I've always been one of those people who said "no, don't have the time for myspace.. don't have the time for whatever" but i've been sucked in! So here I am, a newbie on CT, no idea how to use the thing.. so starting to learn and in the process, hopefully make some friends. DILEMMA NUMBER 1.. Do I add everyone under the sun to boost my CT points and get a better cherry rating.. however much it appeals to me, part of me says NO, I want to meet people and make friends, not just have 100,000 people in my friends list and never talk to any of them. So dilemma over, I will be "sensible".. try to make friends.. and then in 2 weeks
Post Your Own Damn Blog
this is going to be a long one. about five years ago i saved 2 of my grandchildren from a fire, i was burnt 80% oof my body with first, second and third degree burns, my lungs collapsed, the doctors put me in a drug induced coma for five weeks, i was in the hospital for 3 months, when this first happened the doctors tried everything they could do to keep me from dying, but the doctors at osu burn clinic told my mother that a higher power saved me, because spite all their efforts to stop me from dying, then trying to bring me back, was useless, yes, i had a death experience, bu tthats betwen me and god,68% of my body is grafted, i had three major skin graft operations and was given twenty pints of blood between the three, i am tested every year for aids, though i know i don't have it cause god healed me of any damage or diseases made to my blood, but thanks to the fact that the doctors pumped me full of massive amounts of steroids to ward off infection. i now have type 2 diabetese,
Hello All... Update
okay here it goes, im tired of being a door mat in life. i love everyone i give all i have to everyone. now im tired of being the door mat and im ready to be treated like a lady. i want things in life. im tired of just living in life i want to LIVE LIFE , really. i want somone who likes to be treated with respect and cared for . if that is you apply , well if not.. see ya!! life is getting short and im ready to get a new start on it... JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO TO ALL AND SAY IM SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON OR KEEPING IN TOUCH. MY LIFE HAS BEEN VERY UP AND DOWN THE PAST MONTH OR SO AND I WAS SICK A BIT TOO, AND PLUS YOU KNOW , KIDS AND BASEBALL AND ALL THAT. SO ANYWAY... KNOW I HAVE NOT FORGOT ANY OF YOU AND THAT IM STILL HERE... I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING AND KEEPING IN TOUCH WITH YOU ALL.. MUCH LOVE AND MANY HUGS
First Time
If anyone catches my blast could you capture it and send it to me? I just would like to see it. Thanks I have had the honor of someone purchasing a blast for me my very first one so be on the look out kids I'm moving up! lol xoxoxox
On Rating...and Being Rated...
Ok... so a good chunk of my friends know that I just finished my first contest and am involved in another... My original intent was to see what the whole 'contest' thing is about, and show some Military Love to our Boys...but little did I know that it would bring some of my cooler friends together...or that I would learn the reality behind the CT World... And now for the Hipocracy, cuz I'm still a member...I realized that it truly is a big popularity contest, High School online...hardly anyone is who they say they are, and most don't mean a word that comes out of their mouths... I had a lot of fun with the contest, but I don't have all day to sit around and comment bomb or rate...nor do I expect it of my friends...I might stay up and online a few nights a week, but that's an insomnia problem...So for this I's not as if it's meant for more than a silly title or gift, why not just give if you have it to give? Anyways, I'm also losing the second contest, but I'm l
Best Of The 80's
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Comment Bombing Contests
I know we all like to win things that we enter competitions as such and here on our loved Formerly Lostcherry Cherrytap now FUBAR we have comment bombing a interesting way of the host accumulating a massive increase of hits to ones page ,,,of course it is expected that they WILL deliver on their promise of the prizes offered ,,,,,,But the thing that annoys me the most I must say and yes those that are bombers and read this if ya take offense and get ya beak (nose) out of align well so be it ,someone has to point things out and hey so what if i am a little voice down under! I am still going to tell ya my thoughts on the way comments are shown Definition ,,,A comment is generally a verbal or written remark NOT this dflmlkmfelkm CRAP or rrrrrrrrrr or whatever takes ya fancy while lamely just merely adding to a tally of times submit was entered It’s little wonder why Baby J and Scrapper are doing the darnest to enable the Bouncer to appear to annoy so many They kno
I'm Found
I looked in the mirror But I failed to see A reflection of myself For you have all of me And all of me Needs all of you To make my dreams come true And if I don't get to see you soon I don't know what I'll do For love struck like lightning But it only took one flash To let me know I love you And forever it will last So while the stars I have wished upon Witness from above You'll see a face Beside your own Reflecting all my love. I was so lost in my past not knowing if I was coming or going . living with someone that only caused me pain everyday for 17 years until I said to myself thats it i'm done time for me to be happy now and i walked away with only my boys and my soul. Then after almost a year I was on myspace when this man messaged me . we talked all night long until it was time for him to goto work the next morning . then when he got home we talked for more on yahoo .Now it's been a year since that day and we are so much in love and so m
OKAY! IF YOU RATE ANY OF MY PICS OR ME A 3, GUESS WHAT? I RATE YOURS A 3! SIMPLE. LOGIC TELLS YOU, IF YOU WANT HIGHER RATINGS, GIVE HIGHER RATINGS. BE WARNED. Your Birthdate: August 28 You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame. You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems. Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego. You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance. Your strength: Your bold approach to life Your weakness: You don't accept help Your power color: Bronze Your power symbol: Pyramid Your power month: October What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Why Doe's Love Have To Hurt So Fucking Much
i wanna know 21 things about you. Current mood: curious i wanna know 21 things about you. Fill all the ?'s out.. no blanks! ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME THEN POST IT FOR UR SELF and see who will answer...enjoy!!! 1.Your Full Name(It doesn't have to be full .. first name will do just fine): 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Fave Movie: 5. Fave Song: 6. Fave Band: 7. Fave Food: 8. Most Embarassing Moment: 9. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do
Good Songs With Powerful Lyrics
Highway run Into the midnight sun Wheels go round and round You're on my mind Restless hearts Sleep alone tonight Sending all my love Along the wire They say that the road Ain't no place to start a family Right down the line It's been you and me And lovin' a music man Ain't always what it's supposed to be Oh, girl, you stand by me I'm forever yours Faithfully Circus life Under the big top world We all need the clowns To make us smile Through space and time Always another show Wondering where I am Lost without you And being apart Ain't easy on this love affair Two strangers learn to fall in love again I get the joy of rediscovering you Oh, girl, you stand by me I'm forever yours Faithfully Whooa, oh-oh-ooh Whooa, oh-oh-ooh, oh Whooa, oh-oh-oh, oh-whoooooa-oh Faithfully I'm still yours I'm forever yours Ever yours Faithfully Wish I could find someone who would think about me like this. "My Immortal" I'm so tired of being here Supp
Sign my guestbook its a little empty lol Well My bday is is on June 1st and I have not figured out anything to do yet. I was wondering if I could get some ideas from anyone who would like to give some ideas.
Ex's Are Ex's For A Reason
Ok most of everyone on here knows that my dad had to go have surgery done today. Well I just wanted to let you all know that he is doing fine, he is home now and he is hurting just a little but not much.. They said that what they thought was torn ligaments was not so that is a good thing.But anyways for all you that knew about this instead of sending each of you a message letting you know how he was doing I thought I would just posted so you all would know he is fine.. Ok everyone I do not do this just for anyone but I am going to for this very sexy man lol he adopted me as his foster sister this morning so I owe him this much.. He is the best...He is such a sweetie and a very good friend of mine.. He is funny as hell and I think if you all get to know him you will agree with me.. Just click on the link below and you will go straigh to his page.. Make sure you rate his pics, cause he wants to know everyones thoughts of him. Show this great sexy man some love.. warchild@ Cherr
He was born May 9th 2007. and was 9lbs 9 ounces. 22 inches My baby is throwing up a lot and breathing funny. And the doctors keep saying he's fine but I know different. They dont stay awake with him while he is coughing and crying and throwing up. I am! I hate doctors.
Dominance And Submission
what is the difference between a Dominant and a submissive? some would tell you that being a Dominant means that you need 10 different toys with which to beat, a paddle and a moving target(who is willing of course) and that being a submissive is sitting in one place and enduring countless blows and pain all for the joy of feeling it. However, these things are some things that Doms and subs will do in the course of a relationship. these things are not what being a Dom/sub is. The core of a Dominant and a submissive is not what they get into for a scene, or their kinks. the key difference between a Dominant and a submissive is simpy this A Dominant has Dignity. A submissive has Pride. this seems too simple to be a fact, however consider this as an example A submissive has only what the Dominant allows them, pride is the one thing they always CAN have, pride in the Dom and how he/she can control the sub, pride in how handsome/beautiful their owner is pride in how we
Prayers To The Machine
Well, for my recent birthday, my family gave me seasons 1-3 of "The Sopranos". I was a little bit surprised... I've casually watched the show and loved it, but never expressed much interest in it. Somehow they picked up on it, though. I just finished episode 12 of season 1 tonight. I know I'm a little late to the party, but this show is freaking sublime. It almost makes me wish I were still an English student so I could write papers about it. Instead, tomorrow morning I go to organic chemistry, which I am looking forward to for entirely different reasons. Again, I'm a little late to the party. I'm 26 and because of my little pre-career career shift, I'm still working on a degree. Neverthless, I'm excited about finally getting into the nitty-gritty of modern biochemistry. What can I say? I'm fashionably late ^^ Have a good night, beautifuls. HUGS! Mr. Sevens I have to admit, I'm a bit of a prude. I'm also tipsy right now, so forgive the lack of coherent tone i
Poems Of Mine
There was a time I saw you pure; I thought you were the one. No longer, do I feel so sure, Not after what you've done. I gave to you my very heart, My loyalty, my trust... Then watched you rip my soul apart With selfish, greedy lust. Once, I thought you felt for me, But I was merely used. You Brought me much atrocity; I hope you were amused You called it "love" and I believed, But now I see the lie. No longer, will I be deceived. No longer, will I cry. So leave me to my emptiness; It's all I've ever known. I'll never feel a lover's bliss Instead, I'll die alone. My whole life has begun to break. I'm dying from within. Loving you was my mistake. I'll never trust again Like the flakes of falling snow, Melting in the street... Like a helpless, starving doe, Ripped from its mother's teat... Like a lamb trapped beneath The clutches of a bear... Like a tiger, without teeth, Deprived beyond compare... Like the fish, within the sea, Eaten by the shark... There'
This Is Me-- The Real Me.
Ok for starters- i am not going to delete this one- but there are some who beg to differ-- but-- I see no need in saying to hell with the ones i know have shyt on me and have shyt on real good people on here.What pisses me off is the fact that i have made some great friends here and have been through some shyt with alot of fake - phony assed so called wanna be friends that only use you- yes this is a site for people to see how many rates and comments you can get to level up and become a "BIG WIG" but you know-- lol-- how in the hell do you think that the people under you feel? when they come to your page and rate you your lousy assed ten or 11 if they can afford it- then a day later they go back to leave a comment and OOOOPS--- they cant because you have taken them off your list- or the men on this site--- not all of them but a alot of them-- the first thing they ask is--- "Do you have a web cam?" or Yahoo? or msn?ect. Now you that know me - know Im gonna speak my mind- reguardless- i
If You Love Cherries N Music ....
Hi all you sexie cherry tappers, thanks for stopping by and showin love! I would love to show ya the same love, so stop on by and let us know what you wanna hear. We play it all and our dj's kick ass !! *~-=-ASR247DJ-=-~* Your #1 station & the BEST on the Net-All request all the Time! >URL FOR WMP OR WINAMP Now Hiring !! Like what you Hear? Also look for us in the After Shock Radio lounge right here in CT !! I DJ Live Mondays and Thursdays noon to 3pm Eastern time, stop by and give love to all our rockin djs!! Yes thats right, this hyper lil country gal is spinnin tunes live noon to 3 pm Thursday!*~-=-ASR247DJ-=-~* Your #1 listener friendly station & the BEST on the Net-Where requests get played! >URL FOR WMP OR WINAMP Triple Shot Country Ladies!! > Now Hiring !! Like what your
Love Is...
Love Me Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down. Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad, Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad, Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain, Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain. Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun, Love me always darlin', after all is said and done, Love me always darlin', until all our life is through, Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you! Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when you
Fun Shit
A priest, a rabbi, and a monk walk into a bar..the priest says "Have you heard the one about us". NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post thi
The Look
My friend Poet left this poem on one of my pictures and it is so beautiful, thank you very much.. made me cry! The Look It is hard to Describe, yet Each time I See it the Softness and warmth, The quiet Countenance, takes my Heart to a place of Peaceful remembrance Of youth spent Chasing the blossom Of a first kiss, The shudder of The first caress The salty taste Of sweat stained bodies In tender embrace It is the look in your eyes Whenever we meet And the fading of it When we depart
I am sure I could and should write something really profound here but nothing is coming to mind.. I know that I am a lonely. I want to be wanted again, is that too much to ask? I don't mean sex either, if that was the case I could get that I just don't want meaningless sex. I am frustrated and tired of kid games. I have a hard enough life without the games. Is there anyone out there that is tired of games and wants to really get to know me? I have issues I admit that but they are my issues noon elses to deal with. I am honest and will tell someone exactly what I think of them. Hell I will tell you anything you could ever want to know about me. Just ask.. Or are you all scared to get to know the real me? I haven't written in a long time and not sure if this is just a momentary lapse of sanity or because I am loosing grip on everything. I have been tested alot over the past year. I have become a single mom because my husband is in prison. I have tried to be a good mother to my c
lol ya know this really fits in my life lately , you figure it out .
Me My Self And I
hey ya'll cherry peeps,,just a little hello and have a wonderful SAFE summer,,and keep it reall,,dont be hatin cause it is heritage not hate like it says in the pic of my porfile,,,,,,,,,send me a message or coment some time,,show some love ya'll,,,chows babes well first off,i am melissa and i am from tennesse,,i just wanted to write that i love to go 4 wheelin and gettin dam good and muddy,,dont be affraid ladys,,just mudd,,lol,,i also am a mother of 2 teenage animals,alan 18 and josh is 15,,i also love to be out doors walkin is great ,just bein w my family is good enough for me,,check out my profile,,if yaa do not have a sence of humor,,please save the DRAMMA FOR UR MOMMA,,,dont send it this way,,i am as out spoking as them come,,u ask me a oppion i will tell the truth,,if ya dont like my answer dont talk w me if ya have a personality of a Jack Azz
Friends Of Friends
So camping is great. It really is. But sometimes you just have to give up. When you can't find a spot when its late at night when the bugs are so thick you can't get through them its just too hard. But to all my friends who made me stick it out I love you guys. We need to go again soon and get more peopl out there with us. Love you all. I wonder sometimes why it is so natural for us always want what seems to be just out of reach. I am all for striving to make youself better in life. But come on sometimes you just have to stop and realize what you have isn't always so bad. For the ones I am talking too don't hurt another just cause you aint getting it from someone else! Hehe
Doing It Again
I hope and pray I am not missing anybody, if I do then I really didnt mean to... I want to say thank you to people below for helping me winning this VIC...some of them, well most of them I did not even know before this give away...and so I did not only win the VIC i won some new thank you all and if i missed someone please let me know...i will fix it ... there is no order here...every help is apreciated the same way...I will put beanie on top, she pushed me to join this give away and she is the link to the new friends I have made... lots of love Alexa aka Moet beanie@ CherryTAP *~*~*Nyne*~*~*@ CherryTAP LaceAllOver@ CherryTAP ~Sweet Southern Comfort~OTS~@ CherryTAP 'BONZ'@ CherryTAP Eliz@ CherryTAP THE TRUTH@ CherryTAP RACER4 ~lonewolf@ CherryTAP becca6597@ CherryTAP '1969" (A LOVING CT WIFE OF KENNY THE CONCERT MAN) (Read "About Me" b4 adding)
It seems like everyone I know takes their vacations in the summer. Family and friends plan trips. People want me to go have a good time with them. I would love to go somewhere during the summer. The only problem is I work in road construction in Michigan. Summer is the busiest time of the year. Nobody seems to want to get away during the winter when I have just about all the free time in the world. I guess I'll plan a vacation for myself this winter. People say that construction is dangerous work. I never felt that way. I know there are hazards involved, but I've always felt if you take the necessary precautions, unless there is some freak occurance, you'll be safe. I don't know the details of what happened yet, but I'm getting ready to go into work and my roommate tells me he just heard on the news that someone fell off one of the bridges on my project. This is the second accident like this since I started on this job in February. The first was fatal, someone fell from the slope pavin
This is sick in a good way. I can’t believe a 15yr old girl put this together but it makes you stop and think, that’s for sure!!! This is good.... The following is the hottest thing on the internet and on Fox News today. Lizzie Palmer who put this YouTube program together is 15 years old. There have been over 3,000,000 hits as of this morning. In case you missed it, here it is. NO MEANS NO!!!!!! (repost) date: 2007-05-31 14:11:13 Guy: "Can we have sex right now? Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "" Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy:
So Glamorous...
Aye tagged me and I can't turn her down. So now here's the rule: I'm supposed to list 10 random things about myself....and, then tag 10 people at the end of this blog who have to post their own blogs of RANDOM THINGS ABOUT THEMSELVES and tag 10 new people as well. 1. I love scooby doo... can't tell you why. It cracks my shit up. 2. I bellydance. Not professionally, but I have performed for audiences. 3. I love thai buffet, buffet more than a thai restaurant cause then I get to try everything. 4. I was the tallest girl in my school (or grade can't remember which) until I was 11. 5. I love cheese. 6. My boobs have names... coco and chanel. 7. I hate romantic comedies. 8. I'm jamaican and cuban 9. I know how to play the trumpet 10. I love daytime tv... judge shows and maury, hilarious. I have to tag 10 more people... not sure who... Hey all... I know I said I wouldnt.. but I did it again... Help a girl out in this contest... just one rat
~freaky Ass Bitch Or House3wife~
just wanted to wish each and every one of you a very happy fathers day HERES THE DEAL I WANNA SEE HOW MANY MEN AND WOMEN ACTUALLY PREFER A FREAKY ASS GURL OR A PLAIN JANE....LET ME KNOW............
Got Me Spinning....
i havent blogged in a year? oh crap. lol things around here are probably the same as last year, working tons at the airport still. i want to get a sportbike this month, something used to start, itd be nice to get out and take pictures again too and a motorcycle would be an affordable way to get out and about. (fuck the current gas prices) i will be gone nearly a month. i should have some wifi access at the hotel or else i will crash over at ashlee's to use her computer. you all know youre going to miss me so leave me some messages if you can. there should be picture updates from time to time while im in california so be on the look out. XoxO -Jakob
Things I've learned from my boys. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. If you spray hairspray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. A 3 year old boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowed restaurant. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to hold a 45 lb. boy wearing batman pajamas and a superman cape. It is strong enough however,if tied to a paint can, to spread enough red paint on 4 walls of a 20 by 20 ft. room. You should not throw a baseball up when the ceiling fan is on. When using the ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. The glass in windows (even double pane)doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. When you hear the toliet flush and the words "uht oh", it's already to late. Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, and lots of it.
Thinkin' Out Loud
My thoughts are cloudy , things used to be so clear. My life has become so complicated, it used to be so easy. There were no worries. Not having to think weather or not I will have enough to pay my bills each month. How did it get this way? Where did I go wrong? Did i make a mistake with the route's I took? I don't know what to do. I want the life for my daughter to be good. I want her to have what I didn't have. I want to be Happy and in Love with someone. But who will that be? Will it ever happen? How can I expect someone to find me beautiful and irresistible if I don't think I am beautiful and irresistible? Will it be someone i am attracted to? Will I have to settle for less? Why can't the O.N.E. I Love, love me in return? For who I am and not what I look like? I know I have a good personality. Why can't that be enough? Life is hard right now. I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. The one thing that keeps me going is Alicia. She is my love, my life. First and foremost my ALL
Inside I'm slowly dying..... I'm fading away so fast........ I thought things would be different..... Now I'm not sure how long i can last...... I don't know what to say..... I don't know what to do..... It hurts just to think..... That i may never get to be with you..... I lie awake each night.... Thoughts running through my head...... Praying something will turn out right..... But inside it just feels like I'm dead....... Does anybody hear me? Does anybody care? Will anything ever go right? Will my love i ever get to share? I know that I'm not perfect.... And that I'll never be.... So please just try and accept me..... Either hold my hand or set me free..... A poem that I found a long time ago, let it be to remember our lost heros, whether they were grandparents, parents, uncles, aunts, brothers, sisters, cousins and friends.... When Tomorrow Starts Without Me When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your
Mia's Very Secret Thoughts. Heh.
I was born a depressed bastard with hand-me-down clothes and a mother that had to work three jobs to feed my sorry-ass brothers and my sorry-ass self. We stood in lines at churches and waited for free food. We had food stamps and WIC and all the embarrassing assistance I didn’t want my schoolmates to know about. I can only remember that in black & white. But even the future is based on grayscale. These days the existence (and persistence) of the lack of color in my life is pushing me to my limits and I realize that I want more. I want to learn the secrets of the trade: If you love me, I’ll love you. I want to find the fountain of youth: I’m only as young as I feel. I wa
i found out that there is a BIG difference in loving someone so much it hurts.......and loving someone so much you're sore. lmfao. been sitting carefully for the last 6 days! Do you know the difference in having the Balls or the Guts to do something? Here is what a friend told me........ It takes Guts to come in 2 hours late from a night on the town with the "boys" to a wife who is standing at the back door with a broom in her hand and say, " You are either still not finished sweeping that kitchen, or you're fixing to ride off somewhere!" It takes Balls to walk in 2 hours late from a night with the "boys" with lipstick on your shirt and womens perfume still on your skin to a wife that is waiting in the kitchen, slap her on the ass as you walk by her and tell her she is next! just a little fyi I found amusing.
My Life....
Lifes journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well presevered body but rather to skid in sideways totally worn out shouting "HOLY SHIT " WHAT A RIDE!!! How many dogs does it take to change a light bulb? 1. Golden Retriever: The sun is shining, the day is young, we've got our whole lives ahead of us, and you're inside worrying about a stupid burned out bulb? 2. Border Collie: Just one. And then I'll replace any wiring that's not up to code. 3. Dachshund: You know I can't reach that stupid lamp! 4. Rottweiler: Make me. 5. Boxer: Who cares? I can still play with my squeaky toys in the dark. 6. Lab: Oh, me, me!!!!! Pleeeeeeeeeze let me change the light bulb! Can I? Can I? Huh? Huh? Huh? Can I? Pleeeeeeeeeze, please, please, please! 7. German Shepherd: I'll change it as soon as I've led these people from the dark, check to make sure I haven't missed any, and make just one more perimeter patrol to see t
Sevendust - Skeleton Song
Sevendust - Skeleton Song (Thanks S...for reminding me) I'll stay right here with all these familiar faces And shut-out everyone else from the world we created Instead of becoming the sick and twisted I'll lose myself in a song again And There's nothing wrong In being far from right Another skeleton song Stuck in my head all night And there's something wrong When everything goes right Another skeleton song Will save my life tonight Was it that hard - to open the door to faith When everyone feels the same A different face but on the same page And I don't need something - that hurts more than nothing So I lose myself in a song again And There's nothing wrong In being far from right Another skeleton song Stuck in my head all night And there's something wrong When everything goes right Another skeleton song Will save my life tonight So I try my best to see How you can relate to so much grief Never stop forgetting why you ca
Life It Self
MAYBE WE WERE MADE TO MEET A FEW WORNG PEOPLE BEFORE MEETING THE RIGHT ONE SO THAT WHEN WE FINALLY MEET THE RIGHT PERSON,WE WILL KNOW HOW TO BE GRAT WHEN THE DOOR OF HAPPINESS CLOSES,ANOTHER ONE OPENS, BUT OFTEN TIMES WE LOOK SO LONG AT THE CLOSED DOOR THAT WE DON'T SEE THE ONE WHICH HAS OPEN FOR US. LIfe' it is full of pain and SELFish acts of hate! At one point in time, everybody will discover that all we need to survive is our sanity and the love from ourSELFS! We need to love ourSELFS and not hold on to those hurtfull things we did to others and forgive,we all feel that we are lost and worth nothing and pretty much useless at one point in our life and thats when we need to stay strong and pull it together for the sake of our loved ones , but most of all, for our-SELF! Just remember those days looking in the mirror telling your SELF how good you feel and look wether you were under some kind of drug or not!!!! Or when you wer
Open Your Mind
Baby Got Back
Extrem videoclips
Well hear I am trying to ebay a couple of items and waiting for ebay to set itup. So i thought that i would get on hear and and blog about it. Any one wanting a jeep for parts or a lizard just e-mail me and we will talk. SO as most you you can see I suck at spelling. So if I miss spell something I am sorry. I dont mind to be corrected so you see something please let me know.
Wake An Bake
hey cherrys im in a contest plz help me win heres the link, much love to you all, its wake an bake time!
It's Official!
Trees of every description have carved themselves into our mythologies in an enduring way. I have been looking for something “different” to symbolize my marriage and total commitment to my beloved Eugene and thought “wooden rings” made by some fantastic artisans at would be a wonderful idea if I can incorporate a Mobius Strip engraved with “Forever and a Day”. Native American teachings speak of trees as 'The Standing People'. These Native teachings speak of the special lessons and gifts each Standing Person has to give humankind. Birch gives the essence of truth. It is considered the 'giving tree'. Walnut teaches us clarity and focus, using our mental gifts wisely and how to best use our intelligence. Oak teaches us strength of character and how to keep our bodies strong and healthy. Cherry teaches us the lessons of clearing the pain of the heart and relating to others in a compassionate manner. Cherry is the tree of the heart. Pine is
I Need My New Family's Help
I POSTED A BLOG WITH THE TITLE "I NEED MY NW FAMILY'S HELP" SO IF ANYONE FROM THE FAMILY CAN PLEASE READ IT AND PLEASE HELP ME I WILL REALLY APPRECIATE IT I WILL GET THEM A GIT TY hello 2 my new family. i just have a few questions. how do i know who 2 bomb? and to post a conest 4 someone where do i go 2 get their pic and where should i post it? im sorry but i am new to all this i mean being a bomber and all thats if anyone in my family can please please help me i would really apprciate it thank u.
This Is What Love Is Truly About....
1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter. 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying. 10. Ahhhh...I see the f***-up fairy has visited us again... 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you.
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Forever Died
The first time someone told me they wanted forever it last almost 15 yrs. before she went after her next forever. The second time it was 3yrs. before I was trading for a guy who made more money and didn't travel for work. After three years of being alone I finally (with a nudge from a mutual friend) decided to try again and this time told her up front that I wasn't interested in any less than forever, she said that's what she wanted to. GUESS WHAT forever ended after one weekend. So given the rate of decline, I'm pretty sure that at this point Forever is completely gone and Ture Love is only a fairy tale. I have my kids and friends and I think I need to just be happy with that. Love is a wonderful feeling until it isn't there anymore and this replaced by heartache and that's the a feeling I can do without. Just in case anybody does actually read this stuff. I'm a middle aged middle child so run for your life. I have spent most of my adult life in one totally screwed up relationsh
It is so funny how you spend forever trying to figure life out and just when you think you have it, the unexpected comes along. I always thought I knew what I wanted and damn it I was going to get it, even it took me until my dying day. I hate change. Things should always be the way I expect them to be. I try to keep control of everything to make sure that it is that way. Recently, something unexpected came up and changed what I want in life, what I expect in life and everything that I think should be. I am trusting something I would not normally trust, believing in dreams that I thought were just dreams and I am willing to sacrifice everything to achieve it all. It is definitely not what I planned on, not even close to being able to fulfill that, but oddly enough, I think I am okay with it! I just hope that it is what it seems! And I thank you for giving it to me! I have made alot of leaps of faith lately and life has never been any better. I hope to God it stays th
Anouk , One Word
Look At All The Racist
I just sittin here goin through profiles and givin 10's when all of a sudden all these white people come in blockin me whazz up wit dat. look at the fat girl down rater that rated me a 1 makes me want to cry ....... NOT!!!! Another one down rates me ~Gothic Rose~™Goddess of Death~Founder of The Covenant of Shadows~ Member of The Confederate Bombers Family~CT Wife of Warlock~@ CherryTAP My 1st Down Rater AMERICANGRYL*OWNER OF THE HOT SPOT LOUNGE~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~BOMBSQUAD*CT WIFE OF DEVIL4975@ CherryTAP ~loveable sissy~GIT-R-DONE FAMILY`Bartender of the HOT SPOT lounge@ CherryTAP Makes ya wunder bout some people heres another 1 Big DaddyCONFEDERATE BOMBERS@ CherryTAP Damn This sista rated me a 9 nyhottie@ CherryTAP
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You Are a Prophet Soul You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You? You scored as Angel, Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often
Finally moving out of this hell hole of a place on Friday i am so excited. I started working finally again at a cleaning company and i love it. I have only been working for a month and i am dropping my second check friday on my security deposit. The place is huge about 1200 sq ft and it is beautiful. There is a weeping willow tree right in the front yard. I wish that i could move in now. Its just going to be Nathan me Lynn and Shawn. I am tired of Steves lies and all of his other bullshit and hes not working so i don't need him to waste my money. It'll be cheaper for me too so i will always have money when i need it and i'm right next to the mall so its going to be badass!! It hurts to realize that me and steve are no longer together but everyone tells me i deserve better than him because of the shit that he puts me and Nathan through. Nathan deserves better than him he can sit in his grandmas basement for the rest of his life and work to pay child support for his other kid a
So I went to Ikea today with my cousin. We were buying a bed for her son. So I was on a rant and rave about guys not having balls and how I could care less that we were broken up but I think at the VERY least deserved a face to face explanation instead of a text... but anyway...(dwell over the situation not the guy!) She had picked out which bed she wanted and was waiting for her mom to come take a look at it and we decided to wander. I found two bedroom sets that I absolutely love, but seeing as I don't have any room for them or expendable cash at the moment had to leave it :( Oh well. We ventured into the office chair section and were testing out chairs. I've come to the realization there should be an ikea type store for Men! Just like how I tested out a bunch of chairs looking for a comfy one I could go around and test out hugs and kisses and such then pick one out that had the looks and personality I wanted. Would be Perfect! Go to isle 45, bin 6 for this one! hahahaha! So yeah. He
I'm Just A Girl..and These Are My Thoughts
Update for my lovely supporters! I found out that thay are making Jenna Jameson's auot-biogrophy into a movie! I told my mom that we are getting that on DVD when it comes out! I can't wait!!! Yay! Here are two links that you need to watch!! They are of my idol, Jenna.
see photo's for the judge Never in a million years did I think I would find a girl that is as sweet as my Nicole and never did I think I would want to spend the rest of my life with one person but I found her and am the happiest person alive and if any one tries to get in the way I will judge them I love My little Nicole I have never felt this way about anyone and cant live with out her Nicole Petsch I love you
Cast No Shadow
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Just Stuff
Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific
My Blog
Last year I dated this guy that tryed to rape me, I left him and dated this other guy about 3 months later that only wanted to have sex with me, that didnt happen. So after He left me I started cutting, I meet this guy and he saved my life he got me to stop and showed me what love is. My dad never talks to me, and hes trying to be a father figure now. I am a much happier person now even though the guy i was gonna marry left me and I am an emotional car crash at times and people say i should kill myself you can screw your self I got to far in life to kill myself I am an angery person at times just like everyone else I just have a way to get it out. i didnt know what they are i just put one up because i wanted to see what it was ok get off my ass
Now, This Is A Teacher!
10 Reasons It Doesn’t Pay To Be “The Computer Guy” May 02nd 2007 by Shaun Boyd I only met my brother’s ex-girlfriend’s family once — the year they invited our family over to share Thanksgiving dinner. Since we were basically a group of strangers looking to make a good first impression, the table conversation was nothing more than friendly idle chitchat. When I asked our hostess for more mashed potatoes, she took the opportunity to ask me about myself while dishing out my second helping — “So Shaun, what do you do for a living?” Hesitantly, I responded: “I work in computer support.” The transition to silence was immediate. All eyes suddenly turned to me, raised eyebrows all around. If you hadn’t heard my response, judging from everyone’s reaction you might think I said something outrageous like I was a male stripper or a gynecologist — but I knew the awkward silence would soon be broken by an overwhelming outpouring of computer questions. “Oh wow, a computer guy!” —
Poppin The Blog
Listening to some Dragonforce!! Man I love them. I plan to head into the college today to get my tee-shirt from my club. It's possible that I might go to the YMCA to get lessons on swimming. I do know how to dog paddle and swim under the water but I don't know how to tread water. Weird huh? Ya well there are a lot of weird things about me. Such as corduroy creeps me out. I'm also dislike opera and auctioneers because they put me to sleep. I don't like not having control of my own body and anything that can put me to sleep without my consent is not cool. Okay I just read the last sentence and I think it makes me sound crazy but it's staying. There are no truly sane people in this word just different levels of insanity. HERE is Some Word Salad to feed your madness: I want to adjudicate the cerebral, and domesticate the eternal squirrel. Okay, well this is my first blog on cherrytap. . .I guess that's cool. I couldn't quite figure out why there is a place to place my b
Me As Of Now!
I decided to uninstall the newest version of Internet Explorer 7. Because I didn't like Internet Explorer and all the stuff I heard about it containing some bugs, I decided to uninstall it. So I went through Start -> Control Panel -> Add or Remove Programs and searched for Internet Explorer 7. I clicked on the one that only said "Internet Explorer 7" and it took me to this uninstalling phase. It then warned me that most programs would "freak out" if I have done so by uninstalling Internet Explorer 7. So I decided to ignore it and take the risk, a risk that I was going to pay very soon. It took a few minutes of deleting the files and stuff, then I had to reboot, upon logging on to my account this error message pops up stating: "This application has failed to start because iertutil.dll was not found. Re-installing the application may fix this problem." Then there are ABSOLUTELY NO icons present on my desktop nor any start button or task bars or anything. The only thing I can
Scarry Shit
Shame & Misery
The reflection being presented is an analysis on the nature of human control. It is presented in the “prose” form to emphasize on the personal view and aspect of control focusing on the how its wrong for masses of society than good. It also explores how industry and government use control to fuel insecurity and distrust and in the long term we’re more the worse. A Man once talked about the sad sad truth and the dirty low down. He said that somebody had a "jones" for this and a "jones" for that, that this running with the jones boy he sure knows where its at. It sounds kinda simple, buts what’s in a word? What’s in a line? Finally, what do you the individual understand and learn from it? To me "the sad sad truth" is that people always want to be right. Whether they're right or wrong, being right seems to be the way to go. Take for instance this past Saturday my parents had an argument about the Soxs and Cubs. My mom's a cubs fan while my dad and I are fans of the Soxs, he calle
Well I have been in school for alittle bit now. I am doing good in all my classes I am getting a "b" or higher. I am trying to keep up the good grades and work full time. Its kinda hard and stressfull but I am doing it. Well If you ever hear me say something negative about my schooling will you please yell at me. Right now im doing good but Im still going to need support to help me get through it. Thanks for your guys help. I started school on the 16th of may and I am still doing a good job. I am getting all A's in my classes so im happy. I am acually paying more attention in my classes then I did in High School. So far its going good But i think i will have to update later into my school year. It could change or it could stay the same. Well thats it for now all.
i am sitting at home. being bored. i just figured out how to use this whole thing, so i just wanted to write a little. i can't wait for tonight. it was my friend's birthday yesterday and a bunch of us took him to the hookah bar to chill. ...and tonight we are all going to his place to party..and drink...and such. it will be fun. the people i am around are always fun. i said..bored. figured i would write something. not that its interesting or anything...
Xposing Scum On Ct®
So Tired Of Being A Pimp
Almost there thanks to everyone that has helped out! I need to level up I am sick of running out of rates. Someone please bring me some 11's! Please thank you drive through.
That Bitch!!!!!
This bitch is trying to destroy mine and my husbands marriage and neither me or my husband has ever met this stupid bitch....Let's go show her some not so cherry love....Here is the link to her page!!!! Florida Gal@ CherryTAP With much love to all my friends, Crazy Bitch This childish little girl thought it was so funny to post a mumm about "Why men don't get laid" and asked for everyones opinion....Well we gave our opinions and she got really pissed off at PuNkin and started saying PuNkin was ugly and she was cuter than PuNkin and when I chimed in to defend PuNkin the little bitch started shouting at me in my Shoutbox and leaving me private messages....She started telling me she hated me and I was a bitch (well duh look at my screen-name LOL) and she said she was going to go to the bouncers and tell them me and PuNkin and Pierced Psycho were harrassing her and I told her the bouncers didn't give a shit about goes on in between CHERRYTAP memebers....Well if you would like to go
Ok as most of you know i am an easy going guy, i let people come in to my place, play games watch movies, basicly anything they want to do short of blowing their load in my room, but 1 thing i cant stand is a god damn thief, i am nice enough to allow almost anything but i just noticed some of my things missing & when i find out who it was i might be away a while because im cutting the cocksuckers hands off for stealing from me i treat everyone like family & YOU DONT FUCKING STEAL FROM FAMILY. im so fucking sick of shit comming up missing from my house & sooner or later i will catch who it is then it will be over so for now im fucking done Lobo
This Is My Life
Ok, so as many of you already know, I was recently an extra in a film being shot here in Providence called 27 Dresses, starring James Marsden of X-Men fame and Katherine Heigl (Grey's Anatomy). I had a bit of embarrasment over X-Men underwear mentioned in a previous blog (we'll get to more on that later, lol). So anyway, I was notified that they would be needing extras again for a Goth club scene and I was quick to respond that I would be available any time they needed me. As it turns out, I guess my extra status the first time got bumped up to featured extra since you saw me clearly in several shots. They told me I could only participate again if I could drastically change my appearance. I laughed to myself as I thought of that concept. ME? Drastically change my appearance, that's just sooooo unlike me. LOL. So I bleached my hair, had my hawk up, wore my contacts, put the piercings back in, did the goth makeup and went all out. Apparently it worked seeing as how Heat
And I Name The......
wow.. just got my picture ripped... went to see who took it and found out this guy tips peoples pictures so he can downgrade them.. WOW isnt he just a model citizen. just goes to show GOD didnt grace alot of us with couth. ok fine talk shit about me whatever i mean hell lol it's what we do sometimes right? but for god sakes if you look worse then i do please look into the mirror first well ladies and gentle men.. i got into my first wreck in my truck that i've had for not yet 2 years (welllllllll ok it's my second wreck but i don't count the first since it was my fault and did no damage to my truck) here i was on a thursday morning , just got adjusted by the chiropractor and man oh man was i feeling really good.. my neck wasnt hurting anymore and that damn achey left arm i've had for years finally wasnt there.... so i get into my truck, drive down the road, 5 minutes into the trip *sqeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling of my tires* *bammmmmmmmmmm as the lady hits my truck* *crashhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
If You Knew....
If beauty is skin-deep how deep is your love cause your beauty is eternal and soft as a dove you flow through my veins like a river to my heart that wil never stop running and will never depart forever together together forever with us together none could be better your sexy while awake probably sexy while asleep so just in that your love must be deep! If you knew what u meant to me you'd be mine in a minute all this love and admiration and no where to send it with the face of an angel and the heart of gold you could never be bought never traded or sold So if you only knew you'd drop everything and run cause measured 1 to 10 you're 9 million and one!!!
Flame's Fantasy
~To Be As She~ It is a night of sorrow, a song of ethereal pain, wolves vent their loneliness. The dark one wakens. Wisps of death shrouds her pale form, an eternal wanting. Her silken hair cascades over fragile milk-white shoulders, and her full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the life streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of new life, I rise.
Rest In Peace Dad!!!!!!!
12-29-32 thru 06-01-07 DAMN LIFE SUXS!!!!! Im n Amerillo working in the Chevron refinery and I get a call that my dad has passed away!!!!!!! I work on the road doing shut downs,Maybe i should do a shut down in to the wall on the way home! That way the funeral wont b sooooooo fucking hard!!!!!!!!! Dont get in my way im a train out of control crashing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What will kill the pain 4 broken ribs!!! Im tired of sleep'n and being pilled out?????? And fuck this girtle thing the hospital gave me!!!
Sexy Stories
I was walking with my friends at the Santiago fair. 2 of my friends decides to take off leaving me with my best friend Layla. her and i have been close. heck we were virgins till that day. see we were both hanging out in out tight white halter tops and short shorts. man she looked hot. I have been checking her out since we were 15. i have secretly lusted to touch her breasts. we went by this hot hot guy working the concession stand for fried dough. he was checking us both out and both Layla and I were eyeing him. he asked us if we would like to eat some fried dough with him as a vacant spot in the field in the moon light. both Layla and I jumped at the chance. he said he would be right over. Layla and I both went and sat in the field in the moon light. we sat next to each other and the wind was blowing our long hair. I was just looking at her and she seemed sexier then ever. I could feel the chill and I could see Layla’s nipples sticking out her pure white shirt. I could smell my bare
Fuck 3rd Shift
i didnt think there was people this fucking stupid but apearently i was proven wrong. how can u have the odasity to call and ex's friend who was only asscociating with u cuz u were with there friend let alone call ur ex like ur there best friend or some shit.GET IT THRU UR HEAD... ITS OVER he does not give a flying fuck about u let alone ur p.o.s yellow car that someone smashed into the back end of. THERE IS A REASON y yinz havnt talked... AND WONT EVER TALK AGAIN.. so just lose the numbers and leave us and OUR friends alone no one wants shit to do with u!! fuck 3rd shift after what happened 2night there was this black dude that came in that was at the store i believe wednesday night also that when i walked passed him to distribute baskets thruout the store that just stared at me with a dirty ass look and mumbled shit that i just ignored. well he came in and my boss shelly told me he told her that he didnt like me so when he was ready to checkout i went out to have a smoke. she
A Deeper Me?? Yeah Why Not
I've been tossing around what to write about first for a couple days - with this whole deeper me thing, where do I start? I realized that starting at a fundamental point would be best. I think the biggest thing that people do not know about me and the biggest thing that sets me apart from most is my ability to believe that reality is far more complex than the general populous is willing to accept. I have never been able to figure out why so many people simply accept things the way they are and close their minds to all other possibilities. I am talking about a broad range of things. From the fact that I believe that life outside our planet is not only a possibility but a probability to the fact that I believe in other planes of existence. Not because I have proof or because I can even pretend to understand the how's and whys but because I can not accept that what we see is all there is. Hundreds of years ago people thought the world was flat, had no comprehension of the w
Why does FUBAR basically force you to do things?? It's now saying this to me... "You will not collect more points or move to the next level until some friends party with you. To invite your friends to the party, go to your Invite page. Soon as a friend joins, you'll be automatically connected to them on fubar and you'll level up!" Ok...if I wanted to send out e-mail to invite everyone in my e-mail contacts to join up...I would've already done that. Several of my friends are already on Fubar even. So...basically...I am not going to level up to be able to post more pictures unless I send spam e-mails to friends.'s a good thing I'm not on here for a popularity contest...I'm really not concerned with levels and points. The only thing that bugs me about the levels on here is not being able to post more pictures unless I go up a level...and they give you like what, 5 more pictures spaces to post?? I like posting pictures of my family and friends and art and
Something Interesting
LIBRA - The Partner for Life Body: GEMINI - The Liar (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost SCORPIO - The Gorgeous One (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed. A caring person. One of a kind.Gorgeous Smile.Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. AQUARIUS - The Slut (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
New On Site
It's been a rough weekend for the citizens of Noxubee County. We lost a very loving and outgoing person on Sunday June 17,2007. Im not going to go into details though. All Ima say is we gone miss you and we'll always love you... R.I.P. Bobby "Lil' Bill" McCloud Hi my cherry fam! Wat it do? I'm TeKe and I'm new to the site,just joined today. So bear with me until I get the hang of it aiight. Feel free to rate me and become a fan............
Sexy Diva
Six Flags
well what a crappy day it was it was to be sunny out in massachussetts but it rained and the park closed at 3pm cause it wouldnt stop but it was my sisters bday but it turned out a bad day we went on a few rides but nothing big i didnt feel it cause of rain uhhh my sister has asked me to take her to six flags for her 21st bday tomm the 4th and bring her 2 soon to be sister in laws it should be fun even in the rain as long as some of the rides are open
was bored, zoned out and started to right, nothing special. just words, thoughts and feelings down with words i don't see things clear anymore, the breath is slowing down and the pace of thoughts seeking truth, can't keep falling, i am not listening to the words you say, their no longer welcome at my door, what you want me to say, i never say, this is just a game that i can't play. You can't keep fighting, the wind blows in a different direction then before, can't keep wondering if life is worth dreaming threw, for i can't see the world no more in this horrible place, please kick down my door. My face is burned inside your head, for the taste of pain runs threw the vains of not understanding my fate, you keep falling, i am not here to subject your life like you adore. The race of not knowing that the game is so mudan. for it never makes you happy, you can't keep falling, i am not here to save you anymore. For what you want me to be, i never be, We seem to be trapped inside thi
Just to share and live my life for you Just to find its meaning and story too Just to know You are my reason for living Just to understand my faithful loving Just to hear the sigh of joy Just to see you here beside me Just to touch your soul with my lips Just to absorb your spirit while we kiss Just to scent your aromatic embrace Just to taste my encounter with grace Just for you I pledge constantly, I'll be just for you I dedicate all that matters to me Just for you my life, my heart I give Just for you I do really intend to live Just to think of you I smile Just to show my love reaches across the miles I am wondering at this very moment if you are thinking of me, if you like me, wondering what is taking you so long to write me. Many times I thought I finally have you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to have you in my arms. I am thinking of how we will meet. Would it be as romantic a
Poem :-)
When your heart is all alone Every second seems so long When it's just you, you can't see through Those ol' clouds that rain so blue But when somebody loves you There's nothing you can't do When somebody loves you It's easy to get through When somebody loves you The way I love you When it's late, the sun hangs low By yourself, nowhere to go Sing song, you dance alone Play solitaire and stare at the phone But when somebody loves you There's nothing you can't do When somebody loves you It's easy to get through When somebody loves you The way I love you So let's put aside our foolish pride and let our hearts say hello We both agree we're just no good At bein' on our own 'Cause when somebody loves you There's nothing you can't do When somebody loves you It's easy to get through When somebody loves you The way I love you The way I love you if vodka was water and i was a duck i would swim at the bottom and never come up but since vodka isnt
About Me
[b][i]The Ultimate SEX Survey[/i][/b] by [url=]game_gurl69[/url] [i]Do you like it rough or sensual?:[/i] sensual [i]Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?:[/i] opposite [i]How often do you like to have sex?:[/i] depends on who I am with [i]Is sex a top priority for you?:[/i] no [i]Do you have sex face to face with your partner?:[/i] yea [i]How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?:[/i] haven't in a very long time!! [i]How do you feel about one night stands?:[/i] don't care for them [i]How many one night stands have you had?:[/i] just a few [i]What's your favorite position?:[/i] any [i]Where's your favorite place to have sex?:[/i] almost anywhere [i]Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?:[/i] make love [i]Have you ever watched porn while having sex?:[/i] yes [i]How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?:[/i] not very long [i]Do you ge
I want to be loved. I want to be adored. I want to feel needed. I want to feel wanted. I need to know I'm worth it..... I have been through the ringer a few times in my life. I have been beat down emotionally and physically. It has taken so much time to pick myself back up from the devestating blows that I have suffered. I have met guys...some nice, some not so nice..but that feeling was just never completely there. You know...the one that says, "This is it". I am so afraid of getting hurt. I am so afraid of being thrown away. I am so afraid of games. How do you know when it's worth risking the only thing you have left in your heart? Or do you just close your eyes take a deep breath and jump. I want to be loved free from pain. I want to be adored and I want to adore. I want to feel needed and be able to fulfill needs. I want to feel wanted and I want to be able to return the same.I want to know I am worth it.... I want real love....... You know....I have met a
Fill It!
2. Do you want to?: 3. What would you like our relationship to be?: 4. Have we dated?: 5. Did you like it?: 6. Do you want to date?: 7. Are we close friends?: 8. Would you be here if I needed you?: 9. Are you attracted to me?: 10. this is a free space: 11. Do you love me?: Appearance Do you like my- score 1-10 12. Face?: 13. Eyes?: 14. Lips?: 15. Body?: 16. Arms?: 17. Legs?: 18. Clothes?: 19. Butt?: 20. Hands?: 21. Hair?: Do think I'm- score 1-10 22. sexy?: 23. pretty? 24. Hot?: 25. adorable?: Personality Do you think I'm- score 1-10 26. Crazy?: 27. Nice?: 28. Fun to be around?: 29. Funny?: 30. Annoying?: Would you.. 31. Share chocolate with me?: 32. Spend a weekend with me?: 33. Alone?: 34. love me?: 35. Kiss me?: 36. Care if I ran away?: 37. Care if I died?: 38. Miss me if I left?: 39. Hang out with me?: What would you do if.. 40. I kissed you?: 41. You found out I was missing?: 42. You found out I was in the hospital?: 43
What A Shitty Weekend
I cant give something to you that I do not have to give. Cory has always been the one I've been searching for and I just had to get away to realize that I'm sorry for seaming like such an asshole but I just didn't know what to say. I'll get my stuff out when I get back. It's just that I've been tring to find a way to tell you and then I start typing and someone comes in and takes me off the internet cause we have a mission. I really apriciate everything you and your perents have done for me though. I don't know what else to say but I'm sorry for the rocky road I've put you on. Bye my best friend of two years going on three. died over the weekend in iraq. He made the ultimate sacrifice for this country that we call home. He will be truely missed by me and our good friends. Thank u jared for doing what u did . We love you .. Jared you are truely missed .. thanks for ur ultimate sacrifice... R.I.P Spc. William J. Crouch
I Choose To Explain
so this guy came on page and rated me a 1 and then blocks me.....which is fine....i could care less that he rates me a 1....but how could he go and block me....i mean if ur gonna hate don't u think u should have the courage to stick with it and let the person come back at u???....i mean he has no balls at all....what a pussy .....i sent him a personal message telling me that he has no courage and is a pussy but he didn't even respond to if u guys wanna go and hate on his page since i've been blocked and can't then feel free his name is "solar agent" ok so i've been getting some comments and private messages from people that were in my family at one point and are no longer there let me explain....i've recently cleaned out my family list and deleted anyone who no longer comes by...or if they do...don't take the time to say hello or leave me something personal...or anyone who has has no idea how to maintain some level of friendship with me without only talking about se
School Assignments
This was my final paper within my Cultural Diversity class for college. Tell me what yins think. ------------ Race and ethnicity is either a minor or major part in everyone’s everyday life. Either way, it still presents itself. I do not believe anyone can say they are surrounded by one race and it be their own everyday of their lives. One may be friends with someone of a different skin color or religion. One may be family with someone who has been married or born into the family who is a different race. One may also work closely or at a distance with someone who has different views on topics because of possible immigration into the United States or because of how they were raised. Whites are said to be the majority in every situation. As if whites are looked at more highly and are praised. As if whites are more capable at jobs and positions within politics while blacks, Middle Easterners, Mexicans, etc. are degraded and put down on a regular basis. “Blacks, Mexican
i'm a little forgive any typos now( tho i'll try not to make any)...i went to the bar with some friends as an early 4th celebration hehehe get home and i see that i'm loved by people i'm not even sure that i know...its awesome...and then of course i'm loved by those i do know who u are!...ur fucking awesome!... lets just say i dont get drunk often enough lmao...i wish i could...i should..i might... so i just thought i'd throw a little something something in here... ♥♥♥♥ Daily Horoscope: Pisces For June 30,2007 Why are you trying so hard to make this work when all of the signs are saying there's another part of your fate that's falling into place? Learn to read the signs and put your energy where it can be most effective. well...with all the shit that hit the fan tonight i'm about to become a true believer in horoscopes.... if u were there for it, then u know what i'm talking about
My Forever Man
cherylsforeverman@ CherryTAP You are now and you will forever be my forever man Luke Roy. I can't wait to have you home with me and the kids as my husband. studwyser@ CherryTAP
Happiness is.... ...Waking up with your arms wrapped around an angel. ...Going somewhere for dinner and ending up with breakfast. ...Thinking you found a friend and glad its more. ...realizing that pictures of someone naked just doesnt stand up to really being there. ...starting something in the morning you know you cant finish but knowing you will get the chance later!! ...An empty house except for two naked people and the 48 hours of the weekend!!!!! Most of the time life is crap, but sometimes just sometimes there is a little bit of happiness. ...A truth when a lie would have been easier. ...A feeling of love that just doesn't stop ...A friend that comforts when they hurt inside themselves. ...A love that finds you when you least expect. ...Someone that listens to you complain when you know they really cant help. from your heart knowing it might be hurt. ...having fun with someone that is just a friend even though you want so much more. ...just a fee
Punkin's Naughty Stuff
Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u fuck me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard/want me to fuck you hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u handcuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like .porno stars? answer: 18.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 19.If i gave u my heart would u lo
You and Your Mom Are Completely Different At times, it seems like you and your mom aren't even related. You often wonder how two people from the same family can be so different. As the saying goes... you can pick your friends, but not your relatives. Are You Like Your Mom? You Are 79% Passionate, 21% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?
The Bull
I am happy to announce the engagement and wedding plans of myself and the Beautiful and Talented Miss Mysterious Pulelehua . The Wedding will be June 30th at 7am Hawaii / 1pm Eastern Time . Everybody is welcome to come see when the changes take place . Hope to see ya there ! Now I've been unmasked and my secret identity is no longer secret ! Yep ! There's new pictures of me posted now ! (as of 6-08-07) I'm no drop dead gorgeous dude , so I'll just have to do ! LMFAO !!! LATER !
well last thursday i started movin my stuff to harlan ky to my new placei stayed there til yesterday tueday will be my last day in and my youngest daughter likes it there ....but its just not the same as havin all my kids with me.ots hard lettin the 2 oldest go on their way of life but i kno i haft to.i talked to my oldest daughter ever day thank god for my cell phone.its anice 2 bdroom house but its gonna take alot to get use to cause its alot bigger than the two bdroom apartment im movin from.i met a few pwople they all seem nice but i think ill still stay to myself cause i dont lik eother knoin my bussiness.i guess im funny that way .im gonna miss my friends and family i do have in tennessee and yes i ll be back for a visit.what im not gonna miss is my x-husband always puttin me down to my kids....he should really grow up.he was talkin to my youngest daughetr on the cell phone before we made it back to tennessee last nite and all he could do is put me down so
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Those Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE
For My Cherries In Germany
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Old Poems.
powerless, i was quick to speak to you. so to prove i was your malleable ingenue. regrets surreptitiously bleed from my mind. my honorable esteem was binding me blind. alas, i lay these fetid fruits to rest and harvest my collection if unavailing conquests. fastidiously, you hang about the sky come back down and lie with me. wrap yourself in my covetous cover you dance in this condition so gingerly. many men mingle in my web of temptation but all lack lustre and bloom no beauty. i wear this epic design on my sleeve and repair each stitch so carefully. attack this love that falls upon your lap. the flame is biting and deeply salacious. or drown in these words while you sit back in overwhelmingly utter amazement.
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Never Makes Any Sense Does It...
I've had many friends over the years that I thought I could trust...and then before I knew it they pulled the rug out from under me, stabbed me in the back, and moved on down the road. It never does make any sense ...why people do that. I've known some pretty cold hearted people, hell I even married one of them. I guess I'm getting tired of the everyday bullshit that people dish out. I cannot stand negative thinkers, I cannot tolerate those that lie and then cover up that lie with another's almost too much!! Why am I writing about this? Because I'm not sure who to trust anymore...who to believe...who is sincere and who isn't. I'm one of the most honest people you'll ever meet, so I have trouble dealing with those that cannot tell the truth to save their ass!! I also cannot stand do me a favor huh? If you have psychos on your friends list, keep them the fuck off of my profile...cause from now on my claws are out and I'm not only gonna scratch
How is it that no matter how you look at life you get screwed? How many friends does one truely really have? I can count the true friends I have on one hand. I can count people I know using several people's fingers and toes. But over all it's the ones that will always be there for you that matter the most in life, oh and don't forget the ones that won't hesitate to sit in jail with ya ;)
Biopsy Results
Last Friday I had a spot removed from my hand and was told it was cancer but that it was nothing to worry about. I got the results today and it was malignant squimish skin cancer but are sure they got it all I have to go back every three months for checkups on the spot. To all my family and friends that knew I went in for a biopsy on my thyroid last week all is good it turned out to be negative and the dr said we will just keep an eye on it. Hooray!!!!
Live Each Day To The Fullest Cause Tomorrow Is Never Promised
This is Kaleb. He is suffering now from shaken baby syndrome caused by his babysitter a few weeks ago. Please keep him in your prayers. He has been going through so much. Precious little thing, he did not deserve this. I hope that God will see to taking care of the person that did this. Just absolutely horrible, evil thing that that person did. Pray for a complete recovery for little Kaleb and that his parents stay strong through this. Kaleb needs a miracle. this is kaleb before this horrible and traumatic thing happened to him. although you cant tell that much he is blind. I have the family's contact information if anyone wants to message them support letters please contact me and I will give you the information. This family needs everyone to be as supportive as can be through this tragic time. Please if you have a myspace page go to this persons page and look at what Shaken Baby Syndrom can do to a baby. STOP CHILD ABUSE!!! PRAY FOR BABY KALEB!!!! HE NEEDS YO
Help Me Win In Luscious Mami's Blinged Out Contest!! Vote And Comment Bomb Me, Plz!!
I'm Just dont with this site for now I'm im reallyy done with this site...soo im only gonna be here today and tomorrow. basically all day them 2days since i dont have anything better to do on my days off... soo if u tryin to keep in touch with me or whatnot.. u need to come and talk to me about it..and leave me a message or something or post on this bulletin to find where im going to be. My name will still be active but i might not be here I'm ususally on Yahoo all the time MSN all the time. AIM just on under my phone but i be on all 3 on my phone as well.. and im a Myspace person to.. and Facebook.. soo if u have either one of them just let me know and ill add u right away before i leave.
Looking For Adult Friends
wanna play? we need a hot little Bi slut or couple to play with this weekend!!!!greensboro Nc area.. any takers? msg us.............. hi married couple looking for single females and couples to play with in the high point NC area.
Fizzle's Blog
The Internet is the place of dreams, the last bastion of total freedom. Anything and everything you could ever imagine can be found here. Nothing is too bizarre, rare or taboo on the internet. Your experiance on the internet can as amazing, fun, disturbing, educational, sexual or boring as you wish it to be. You can see things on the otherside of the world, or not even on this world without ever leaving the comfort of your own home. No other medium allows us this much freedom outside of life itself. You can put your face on the internet, or you can anoymously make fun of those that do. Logging into the internet can be like going beyond thunderdome or maybe your just buying groceries. From the exotic to the mundane, the internet is everything, all the time. Internet: serious business. Today, I did battle with the most foul creation to ever be put on the earth. A feriocous, man-eating spider the size of a mini-cooper(the original version, not the new one.) I was innocently getting
Comment A Bitch!!
my man is downstairs playing guitar hero 3 and im up here on the internet bored as one to talk to....boohoo...someone show this bitch some love...rate me, comment me, invite me./ dying here...lmfao.....i show mad love in return!!!! yall need to sign my guestbook thingy on my profile....if you take the time to look at my profile and read my blogs then you can definately take the time out of you so called fucking busy schedule and sign my guestbook....oh did i mention...please please god
In Memeory Of Shianne Michelle Greene (03-23-99)
In Memeory of Marvin C. Starnes(11-10-2004) Marvin C. Starnes Sept. 4, 1928 Nov. 10, 2004 Two years has gone since you passed away but in our hearts you're here to stay doctor's said, "There's no cure." but God said He'd make you pure so you went away here we're left but not alone although we can't call you on the phone we still talk to you everyday especially during this holiday but in our hearts you're here to stay. In Memeory of Shianne Michelle Greene (03-23-99) Shianne Michelle Greene March 23, 1999 Many years have passed since the day we saw you last I guess something just went wrong but you're memory still is very strong you're our angel girl you're hair all in curl we can't wait for the day that we get to say, "We love you, Shianne." in that great heavenly land.
Cat Sidhe or Cait Sith (Pronounced caught shee)is a fairy creature from Celtic mythology said to resemble a large black cat with a white spot on it's breast. It is said to haunt the Scottish Highlands. Some common folklore suggested that the Cait Sidhe was not a fairy, but a transformed witch. The myths surrounding this creature are more common in Scottish Folklore, but a few myths originate in Irish folklore as well. The name comes from the root words "Cait" which means "Cat" in both Irish and Scottish Gaelic and "Sidhe" which is the word for faery folk or other otherworldly beings. It is possible that the legends of the Cait Sidhe were inspired by Kellas Cats, which are probably a hybrid between European Wildcats and domestic cats only found in Scotland (the European Wildcat is absent from elsewhere in the British Isles). Typically, Kellas Cats resemble large black wildcats, but with some features closer to domestic cats, and have probably been present in Scotland for centuries,
Bdsm Lifestyle
ok first you never getin this lifestyle for no one but yourself,a Dom sould never become one for any woman he sould always do it for himself no matter what,if he does not then he is doing it not for himself,this goes asl well for a Domme,when you do this lifestyle for another sex it means you are putting them first and if you are a Dom/Domme you never put them first unless you wish to,i learned the hard way i got into this lifestyle many years ago not for no woman i done it cause i enjoyed the power the control over a woman,if i would have done it any diff it would mean less of me i wouldn't have any respect for those who come befor me,as for me i am not the same Dom like i was when i started but the thing is it doesn't matter if i have changed over the years point blank i done this lifestyle for myself that is first off for any one of us in control then it comes pleasure. june5,2007 written by LordRipper ok the next thing for all to know about our lifestyle is this,you can
Social Security Disability
My second claim for social security disability was denied by a fat judge who makes over $100,000 a year and the reason I was denied was due to their crackpot psychologists, but also due to the fact that I am able to go to the library,the grocery store and watch tv. Apparently to qualify for disability you have not be able to move I guess. lol Its interesting I am aware of some people who have qualified for disability they try to live normal lives by going to the casino or play bingo and they move around by bus. If you read my denial claim I got railroaded by a fat uncaring judge. lol My case is in the judges hands again and I'm still waiting for my second decision. Some people are denied 4 or 5 times until approved and you never win in the federal level. The problem is president Bush told the judges to get tough and there have been people taking advantage of it so the people that need the money are the ones to suffer. With no income coming in thats why I get down
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Here’s the story of a lovely lady Who was bringing up three very lovely girls. All of them had hair of gold, like their mother, The youngest one in curls. Here’s the story, of a man named Brady, Who was busy with three boys of his own, They were four men, living all together, Yet they were all alone. Till the one day when the lady met this fellow And they knew it was much more than a hunch, That this group would somehow form a family. That’s the way we all became the Brady Bunch. The Brady Bunch. That’s the way we all became the Brady Bunch. The husband had just finished reading a new book entitled, "You Can Be the Man of Your House." He stormed to his wife in the kitchen and announced, "From now on, you need to know that I am the man of this house and my word is Law. You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished Eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. After dinner you are going to go upstairs with me and we will have t
Mad Love For My Friends
The Sex Test...Are You Up For It? The Sex Test...Are You Up For It? Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are real fun and damn good in bed ;). AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered
In The Name Of Love!
You gave me your heart, and I put it in the space that was left after I gave you mine. There was a void in my soul, and you filled it with yours. I was losing my mind, and you gave me your sanity. How can we ever be apart again, when we've given so much of ourselves to each other? If I ever lost you, I would never be whole again. I love you with all that you are. We are connected in the stars, you and I. We are connected in the stars, and every moment I am yours, my spirit soars among them. They sing to me of the love we share. I sing to them of the joy I take in it. Your love, to me is a sweet poison and I wish no antidote. The cure could only do me more harm than the venom does me good. You, to me are an addiction, and I would never think to give it up. The breath of your voice is a sigh of wind that sets the chimes on my heart to utter a sweet tune. These words, like any other, never do justice to the way I feel for you. I could spend a thousand years and wr
Tests, Quizzes
You are 82% fuckable! Take this quiz at Your Personality is Very Rare (ESTP) Your personality type is dominant, driven, poised, and self-aware. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?
What A Pain In The Cunt!!! I am in a piercing contest (though couldn't put up my nsfw ones hehe) and would love it if you showed your support. You're all dolls;) So my vertical hood piercing came out in someone's mouth the other day and then got lost altogether. I bought another today but had to go from 14g to 12g because they only had fugly gem ones in 14g and I don't do fugly gems. Well, I didn't have enough time to have my piercer put it in for me so I had to do it myself when I got home. What a fucking pain!!!!!!! Kids, don't try this at home!!!!!! took like 20 minutes and a magnifying mirror but I did it. bad enough putting it in with a horizontal hood in the way but to guage up, too.... ugh. Just thought I'd share my aggravation/success with you.
It comes at night when no one is watching. It comes so soft, that it barely has a feeling. When it comes, your heart is at ease. And the only thing that is on your mind, is Now the agony can finally. Leave As you gaze into the emptiness that fills the air. A Droplet tends to fall. While your memory races back to the time When you thought you had it all. You try to hold in what is deeply within your soul. But the burning is so intense; that you just Can't help but to let it go. During the night a stain is made. And at the same time all your pain is able to fade. The only true feeling that you feel, is the wetness of A drop that is left by a single tear. I am so tired of pouring my heart out to deaf ears. I am so tired of speaking and my words are falling to the ground and they are ignored. No matter what I say, nothing seems to matter. No matter what I do, it never seems good enough. No matter what I feel, it doesn't seem important Just no matter wha
Blonde Moment
My good friend Jack..aka Psycho~Sexy just had to delete his account because no one would help him. Some one stole some of his pictures and made up an account using his pictures. That doesn't seem fair does it? I want all my friends to harass the Sh*t out of him. He is a great friend of mine, probably one of my best friends, and I hate to see this happen. Thank's to you..all my love and kisses! Nancy here is the link Ricky1@ fubar So I was on cherry and a new request came in from Two Tons Of Fun (Bruce). Nice guy, pretty funny in fact. So I was rating his pictures and all of a sudden I got Error: you've reached the photo rating limit for your user level. I said that can't be! I know I haven't rated that many pics! So I apologized to Bruce and said that I was cut off. So this haunted me. WTF?? I approved the next person and tried to rate his picture and it rated! I said HUH!!?? So I went back to Bruce's page and he had on his pictures Error:you've reached the daily photo lim
Blah This Is My Life
Ok, so it's Monday, I figured I would actually start a blog on here, not sure exactly how long it's going to last, since I tend to blog for a day or two then I just find something better. HAHA. God I got the worst sunburn ever and I am in so much pain. I need to plaster huge signs everywhere that say's 'Put on Sunscreen'!! I got my new tattoo last week. If you haven't checked it out yet please do! It looks way better in person, but well that proboly won't happen for most of you so pictures will have to do. It's beautiful work, and I love it. I cannot wait to get another one done. It was well worth the pain. I am such a baby when it comes to pain. Anyways that's about all I got to say for today, perhaps I will write more, and all of you can actually get to know me. I tend to write alot at times, as I can sit here and babble on about nothing. Oh wait isn't that what I am doing right now. Peace Out! God dammit I tell you, another 6 Canadian Soldiers just died this mornin
Random Droppings From A Diseased Mind...
What Would the Druids Do at the Summer Solstice? by Earrach of Pittsburgh Let's see.... Well, considering the available evidence, we have virtually no idea what the ancient Druids really did for the solstices and many "Celtic Studies" sources feel quite comfortable asserting that the Celts did not even observe the solstices and equinoxes at all! In my book that's just scholarly hokum. Too often, in good books and in bad, the Celts of archeology are confused with the Celts of Irish and Welsh folklore. There are many good reasons that the Celts probably did have solstice and other Sun rites and just because it's not mentioned in the corpus of "Celtic" folklore, first written-down by the Irish monks one thousand years ago, tells us exactly -zero- about what the pagan Celts actually did over two thousand years ago. Thus: 1. A lack of evidence does not constitute evidence to the contrary. 2. "Celtic" or not, early medieval folklore is not an accurate view back into the pa
Emptiness. It's like a monster. A monster that tears at your soul, rips out your heart, laughing while you lie there trying to break loose. Emptiness. There's no place to hide. You want, You need, You have to break free. It hurts. Written and © Copyright 1996 By Vanessa aka Bowiegirl Oisin in Tír na nÓg Long, long ago in Ireland, from the time of Conn Céadchathach in the second century after Christ until the death of Cairpre Liffechair in the third century, there was a band of warriors called the Fianna, who defended Ireland against invasion. Their leader was Fionn mac Cumhail, and his son was Oisín the poet. It is from Oisín that the stories of Fionn and the Fianna have been passed down through the ages to modern day poets. And of all the stories of battles they fought in this world, and the adventures they had in the Other world, and all the turnings andtwistings of the heart they endured in both worlds, one story will never be forgotten, a
I'm going to get hit by a car in the cross walk! What is it about the pedestrian/driver dynamic in this town ? I remember staying at Laguna Beach and crossing PCH. Cars would stop if you stood on the curb. Here, in SF, the supposed capitol of compassion-ism, and empathetic leanings, drivers ignore you and, if you step off thinking they'll stop, yer ded bucko. San Jose Ave at about 30th St, right at Mitchell's Ice Cream Parlor. Wednesday mornings the cops have one of their own in street clothes tottering across during the morning rush. There are about 8 cops on bikes just waiting for you to cruise through the cross walk with Mr. Plain Clothes standing in it. It don't matter what side of the street Mr. Plain Clothes is on, if he's between the two white lines, all north and south bound drivers have to stop. It amazes me that as obvious a set up this is, cops are not hiding, lots 'o cars pulled over, and what city dweller can't pick out out a plain clothes cop anyway? cars continue to ju
My Friends
Well hello all my cherry friends i just thought the other day that life i s good and bad all at once you love you hate and then you have the most happiest thing of all kids so love them and cherish them while they are with you My friends on cherry mean alot to me i thank them for the rating and adding me to thier spots so thank you all for the greta time on here so let the good times kep rolling
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Post Surgery...
WELL IM HOME SAFE AND SOUND.. IN MY OWN BED.. CUDDLE WITH MY FAVORITE PILLOW.. HEHE.. I STILL HURT LIKE A BITCH.. AND PEE LIKE A RACE HORSE LOL.. BUT THE SURGERY WAS GREAT THEY SAID.. SO.. WE WELL WAIT AND C... MUAH hey my sexy friends of mine. im doing ok.. just setting around trin heal up.. and walkin around when i can.. im just glad that im not in pain or sick like i was last wed and thurs.. and also in pain.. the pain that i was in. remember no not rate the pics that are adult only the ones that are not adult.. i want to move up and put more sexy pics up for u all..
Rate Me!
heres my link to vote for me for the Cherry Tap Bikin Contest: go here: VOTE VOTE VOTE!!! thank you for those who support me!! hey guys! PLEASE CLICK HERE AND VOTE FOR ME for the 2008 "best of the net" calendar contest going on right now. I think you can vote once a day? SO PLEASE VOTE! i would really appreciate your support... I would love a place in that calendar! heres the link: THANK YOU!!! KEEP VOTING!! XOXO payton
The Real American Story And How It Should Be
hey what sup everybody i just created a new yahoo name i use to go by mobius6192006 but i have changed it to KingMobius so if yall dont mind please add me i would enjoy talking to all my friends on here i sure hope to hear from alot of you thanks and have a great week Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907. "In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birth place, or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American..There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all. We have room for but one flag, the American flag... We have room for but one language here, and that is the English l
Where My Mind Is Now
Well Im kinda lost at the moment, Im trying to find my place. I know where I want to be, I know what I want to be, and I know who I want there with me (Crystal).....I just can't figure out my place between now and then. I know that I need to better prepare myself for this future that I want more than anything, cause I know that future will have a happy ending (call it a fairy tale ending if you want). So I guess now is my true test of patience. How long will I be able to hold out when the girl I love is in NY and Im here in NC....and when I say hold out I mean emotionally. How long can I stick in with these shit jobs when I know I will make it and be alot happier in a career in motorcycles? I guess that is a time will only tell scenerio. I hope this all comes together soon cause I really want a life of my own....and I want that special someone to share it with me Well its hard to figure out where to start. Ive been thinking alot about someone and I dont know how to
Laughingskull's Blogs
“Oh, my God! Did you hear what Rosie said?” Sadly, this weekly refrain around the water coolers and 24-hour news networks of America is now a thing of the past. Now that O’Donnell has left the daytime TV chat-fest “The View,” the show’s ratings will most likely tumble into oblivion and the country will have lost an important provocateur of political debate. Rosie is wrong about everything (save the fact that she should be able to marry any consenting adult she wishes), but her public expression of the paranoia of the left in such a mainstream forum was just about to pay big dividends for those who oppose her point of “view.” O’Donnell’s addition to Barbara Walter’s coffee klatch a year ago was perfect timing for O’Donnell, the still unfunny former comic and second-rate actress. She arrived just as the country had decided it had had too much of the war in Iraq and President Bush, who, many believed, had bungled everything. The sort of political commentary that got Michael
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! Ladies TiTLE iT "BOYFRiEND APPLiCATiON" Fellas TiTLE iT "GiRLFRiEND APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 8. hand on knee? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have talk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same
Ok so like it is a boring week at work and im looking forward to getting home and setting up my new computer desk and playing a bit of WoW.....for those of you who dont know what WoW is its World of Warcraft....and i just changed over to a new server called Executus...and i have my main on there as a tauren hunter named come look me up....but like i said its been a boring week...looking forward to the nice weather tomorrow so i can ride my harley some...hehe Ok so i havent had much of a chance to play as much as i would like, i just moved to a new server and all and its pretty cool, i missed pvp not so sure that i really like the horde over the allaince and all but oh well...but my hunter so needs to get some lvling in...oh well find me on exectus leeoric.....tauren hunter
While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a man wishing he could whisper in her ear. While you HUMILIATE, OFFEND, & INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her & reminding her how beautiful she is. While you HURT your woman, there's a man wishing he could take her pain away. While you make your woman CRY, there's a man stealing smiles from her. Post this on your wall if you're against Domestic Violence ,it also verbal abuse ,mental abuse most women really don't think really happen tell it to late an some thing bad happen to them so if you know some who is the place u need have talk with them because to them they may think it there fault that it is happen to them an it not there fault that is happen to they need to get help an get out of that place that they are in before some thing bad happen to them.    ON 1-8-09 MY 21MNTH SON WAS BAD BEAT MY GIRLFRIEND BOYFRIEND GET THIS STRIGHT ME AN MY GIRLFRIEND BEEN TOGHTER FOR 4 YRS THAT RIGHT IM BI AN SHE ONLY BEEN WITH THIS GUY FOR 1YR AN SHE NE
My Older Sister
OMG!! Its been so long since she went into jail.. I think... Seven or eight months now.. She is finally out!!!!! And comming back to fucking ARIZONA!!!!!!! HELL FUCKING YEAH!!!!! =) Thanks for all your prayers!!! well, mandy should be here in 3 weeks... :) I havent seen her in two years... so its going to be good seeing here... I can't wait for that... so much has changed since we last saw eachother... I'm married, and Im 4'' taller... lol....
Curious About Ex's
I need some serious help with this 1. I live with my mother,my daughter,son,grandson,sister,nephew and my ex. Yes I said my ex....What I want to know is should I hide the fact that my ex lives here or do you think I should tell my papi. I've hinted to it and he seems alil distant. Im afraid he isnt going to trust me. I dont have feelings for my ex . I havent been involved with that man in 7yrs and dont plan on it. He has done nothing but ruined alot of relationships for me because I told them who he was. I feel like this if I lie about who he is Papi will think that I will lie about anything and I dont want that Omg does anyone have a shotgun so I can put my ex out of his misery he is driving me up the wall!!!
well...ive been on here for about 8 motnhs and i finally but a blog up. right now just hating life but not because im in iraq. i dont know if im even semi involved with a certain someone anymore. fuck it...anyway, i havnt been on in a few months so i figured id show my face again. ill be on more often now... im really considering shit canning this fuckin site. lots of dumbasses and drama fuckheads on here. there is proable 3 peoples drama im willing ot put up with, and odds are IT NOT FUCKING YOU. it;s been told theat im a likeable guy. and a nice guy. and has a good heart. well then, if that is what was saught after, then why in the fuck do some of you "women" keep picking me like im a easy fucking target. i swaer to fuck im never asking another woman ot marry me again. and i'm not going to be getting into another realationship for a very long time. cheated on 6 times in a row, fuck it im doing something wrong here and i need to recheck my methods or something. so i guess im going ot
My Blog
my veiw on the above subject: I believe friends and i mean real friends should complment u and never insult u. I have friends and some fake friends who, out of respect shall remain nameless, the fakkies who are all nicey nicey in front of ur face and insult u when the think noone can find out. It really pisses me off more than they will ever know, or the post pics that they won't take down becuase they think its "funny" or "cool". I hate fakkies and always will and I can never trust them again, even if they try, which certain ones would never try. THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat"
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(I have trains too.) I.... have not been to sleep. I couldn't sleep because I had a headache.. and I didn't really wish to leave. I have been up.. 29 hours. I have had.. going on the fourth beer. Before I went to get the beer.. I was inspired. Certain photographs made me wish to share. While there... I.. I have not felt so ALIVE in years. I may make this a habitual practice. Slightly out of breath with cheeks icy cold. I wish so dearly that I might have captured all that I had seen. A... long legged bird of black and red.. the seagull... the owl... the family of 15 ducks. I did not. Not even the red bird.. but still, this was so beautiful that I almost wished to cry. We begin in my yard. The way there...
Well I have great new!!!. There's no canser. I am going to be fine. I will kow in a month if I have to go under the knofe again. But in til them I am going to enjoy life with my wonderful husband and my children all of them. And Guess WHAT me and my family are buying our first home Hell YEahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wnat to tell everyone that if you do not see as much of me on here it is becuase I may have to have so surgery done on my leg. I feel and hurt it getting out the pool. I went to the doctor yesterday and they told me that they have found a mass n my bone and we are not sure if it is canser. I wll let you know. To be contuine......
I Want Two Say A Huge Thank You Two All Who Helped Me Level This Account Other Account Plus A Very Huge Thanks Lovely De
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Heard Here And There
Year of the Dragon has reposted in her blog several blogs from Scrapper clarifying NSFW rules, and in blogs covering salute submission. (Earlier repost by someone else inaccessible, replacing with one on a public blog whose owner is a bouncer (a very good one, I think!) - edit 2007-09-09) Yes, you may want to read this. From Scrapper's Blog ( "Contrary to popular belief, you will NOT get reset if you and your spouse share a computer. The rumors are can't believe everything you hear!" (read further, there.) (You may also want to have a look at other blog posts - another reason for reset, if memory serves, includes use of a photo not your own as your profile photo if you are in the top 100 (scores or members, not clear on that- I'm not, anyway.))
Life As We Know It
fat I just want all of you to know I have lost 15 lbs since the last nsfw pics were taken. I will have to show all of you soon :) LEX death is following me life is haunting me the two r colliding all at once i am not sure what to make of it go with the flow a door is opening am i ready i don't know hopefully i will grow in it or will it haunt me too push it away try to fix the unfixable some of it is not their fault so where is their peace we shall know if i can this soon embrace the gift just don't let the devil in too am i ready i don't know or will it haunt me too
I Do Me
I ain't on here to compete wit other guys and stuff like that my time is precious and real no games jus on here to have fun and meet real friends.Now wit that out the way let's Fu around and try to level like crazy lol ;) And i don't think you want that so be cool no stalkers,haters,and nosey mf or ppl that try to make you jealous i'm jus on here havin fun i will block yo ass ;) i'm no snake,hater,manipulator non of that shit jus a friend who tells the truth lol can't handle it GTFO my page translate that lol :P
Hi little Alexander Scott! Mommy was so happy to see that you are a healthy baby boy. Wow are you getting so big. We only have 16 more weeks till we finaly get to hug each other for the first time. As the time gets closer the more I think of how much I'm gonna miss feeling those wonderful and so powerful kicks. Kisses and hugs from me to you till then. I LOVE YOU ALEXANDER!!! Here I am 7 wks and 3 days along. I can't wait to see you and know how you are doing. I made up my mind today for you, no more smoking. Not even after you are here. I love you so much and I don't want to cause you any harm. You are my baby and no one can take you from me. KISSES AND HUGS EVERYDAY. Love Always, Mommy
Twisted Writings
Darkness swarms around As if it knows my plan. I am one, alone, desolate Four walls close in, Creating a prison. My prison. I hold a sharp blade To my wrist. The warmth of my skin Heats the cold metal. Without fear, I pull the blade down. For a second that seems Like an eternity, Nothing happened, and then it did. Red hot blood poured From my wound. I could already feel Myself growing weak. I take the blade in My blood soaked hand And draw it down my other wrist. Blood was everywhere, On the floor, on the walls, On my clothes, on my hands, On my face, on my lips. I lay on the floor, Weak and dieing, As the blood continues To pour from my wounds. My eyes become heavy, And I breathe my last. I am dead, gone. I am alone, desolate. Sitting alone in a darkened room My mind the only company. I wonder, Should I end this joke I call my life? Would anyone care? Would I be missed? Remembered as a friend, That crazy girl you used to know, A convenie
~memories Consume Like Opening The Wound~
I found this to be really moving and wanted to share it. Comment and let me know what you think. The Invitation by Oriah Mountain Dreamer It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain!I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to re
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Vote For Me As Your Next Pin-up Girl
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Pic Explanation
I just discovered that some horny old fart on another website I belong to stole my photo from my profile and posted it on his page. Not in a friends group I don't know him. he just put it a group of other women in swimsuits. This is why I removed my real photo from here. Its a shame that a few jerks have to ruin it for everyone.So now I have my Totem and Protector's pic for my profile. I do have a pet wolf named Nakei who is just as feirce. I 'd like to put him on the man that stole my photo. What an asshole! Cheayla Osiyo(Hello) to all my new friends. Wado(Thank you) all for all the nice compliments, gifts, rates,etc. I was going to leave the first time here LOL. I was a little overwhelmed by all the attention.I am glad I decided to stay. I have met some very nice people here. The photos in my portfolio are from modeling. I do it to pay for college and they are for friends only. Thank you Bob for your advice. I did what you suggested. I hope all of you have an aweso
If you ever go to the tropics, go full out. Don't settle for a small,dark little room in an ho hum hotel. Go for the exotic. Find one with private villas. where you have personal staff to cater to your every need and want. Imagine waking up to warm ocean breezes, the warmth of the sun caressing you awake and the smell of fresh fruit. Mangos, the sweetness of pineapple, the smooth texture of the bananas, all to satisfy your hunger. The smell of the clean air billowing through the sun drapes surrounding each window. No distractions like a TV or the noise of the city. Just the steady tempo of the waves kissing the white sands, the wind playing through the palm trees, and the pitched melody of birds singing to start the day. I couldn't wait for our first morning waking up together here. After the day we had, I looked forward to relaxing tonight and sinking into an exhausted slumber. But do things ever turn out as planned? Once we had docked and turned in the boat, we made our way t
Given Some Dixie Love
I am asking all my DSC family to come out to lake green wood sc for us to all get together face to face to see who all we are talking to .it will be the weekend of june 15th . food and drinks welcome .if you have a grill bring it. ok lets all get together and have some fun i have to call off the party for the DSC im sorry . maybe one day soon we will all get together i hope thank you
I wanted everyone to know about this girl. Her name is Ashley. She is the absolute love of my life. I dont know what i would do without her. Her smile just warms my heart and makes each day, good or bad, easy to go thru. I am the luckiest guy in the world to have her in my life. Ashley, u have no idea what u do to me. U just make my life better and worth living. U just make me so happy. I love hearing ur voice when we talk on the phone. U have the sweetest most beautiful voice ive ever heard. I love the fact that we can talk for hours all night online. The day i saw ur beautiful and that beautiful smile on cam was the best day of my life. The only way i could top that day is when i finally get to meet u in person. That will definitely be the best day of my life. I cant wait to hold u, kiss u and just love u. I wanna give u all the love i can give u cuz u deserve every bit of it. I love u so much babygirl forever and always. Please dont ever forget that. You are the love of my life.
i like him alot. i mean WOW!! he makes me smiles and laugh, he knows, but i think he likes another girl on here, it sux, i finally met a decent juggalo and i feel torn like maybe i shouldn't like him like him, idk, odds are, he'll like her more den me its koo tho, ima lette il move on...i hope :( HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHECK OUT MY NEW PICZ!!! ITS A SLIDSHOW, CNT MISS IT, ITS ME, LEEEV ME A COMMENT ON WHT U THINK, DNT WORRY, ILL HIT U BACK UP, PEEC MUTHA FACKOS MMFWCL
my lord i was the drunkest person in town last night, i ripped that dancefloor up like i was on a mission lol, but shit do i feel it now. looks like its gonna have to be hair of the dog for me anyone watching the not so mighty steve mcclarens england 2 night?
My Fave. Graphic Sayings
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A Few Good And See
That in the world in which you seek shall come and find you when you're weak - Me Happiness depends upon ourselves - ME They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself - Andy Warhol God can heal a broken heart if given all the pieces... don't always go for what you want, look at what you already have or you might miss something special...Sometimes the sound of goodbye is louder than any drum beat - Me Speak when your angry and you will make the best speech you'll ever regret - Me You can discover what your enemy fears most by observing the means he uses to frighten you - Eric Hoffer Holding on to anger, resentment, & hurt only gives you tense muscles, a headache, and a sore jaw from clenching your teeth. Forgiveness gives you back the laughterand lightness in your life - Joan Lunden Anger makes you smaller, while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were - Cherie Carter-Scott The reasonable man adapts himself to t
What type of Fae are you?
I Am...
A Pisces, 26 years old, a feminine tomboy, camoflague fashion junkie, profoundly deaf from birth, going through college, a mother of four, a divorcee, a city slicker turned country girl - soon to reverse back to a city slicker, speed demon (as in cars), brutally honest, mercilessly blunt, an Avon lady, a 10 year soccer player veteran, 3 year semi-pro diver veteran, a Marine's sister and a Marine's daughter, a volunteer worker for various organizations, formerly of Elmhurst, Illinois. 5'4", 120 lbs, green eyes, orange flat-top, 6 1/2 shoes, C cup, small boned, 6 pack, oval faced, button nosed, full lower lip/medium upper lip, 3 3/4 ring finger size, scar on the forehead along the hairline (diving board incident), scar on the bottom ridge of the chin (kindergarten push and shove incident)
Man, I spent most my children's lifes raising them to go out in the world and handle things on their own and the rights and wrongs of things and I thought it might be a relieve off my shoulders when they did start making those decisions and me not stressing about how to make the right decisions for them...but hell it just goes to another level of worry as a parent. Recently, my oldest son graduated high school and now is 18 so that makes him a grown man in his eyes and I have another that is about to be 18 soon that already thinks he is grown but I still have some control over. Back to my oldest, anyhow he has been making his own decisions as "a man" for about 6 months now and for the most part I can say they haven't been bad ones. But, it is so hard for me to stand back and watch and not put my two cents in or come to rescue him when he makes a wrong fact a couple times, he had to tell me "Mom, I'm grown now" and I reluctantly back out of his decisions. I am hoping s
Hell Yeah
please leave comments on this blog thank all of my fellow juggalo's for there clown luv peace mmfcl hell yeah i'm in the juggalo mafia now so if there r any juggalo's and ofcours any juggalette's out there come by and add me as a friend show me and other fellow juggalo's some much mutha fuckin clown love.
Big Ben
His shoulder seems better now. I think he just pulled a muscle or something. Time to take him swimming! Well, my kamikazi dog did it again. I took him playing yesterday and he fucked up his shoulder or elbow, we can't really tell which. He is limping really bad but he never yelped or anything when he hurt it. I'm not even sure how it happened. I just hope it isn't serious. He already had major knee surgery last year and it would kill me if he had to go another summer without being able to swim or play. I'm going to give it a couple days to see if it gets better before I take him to the vet.
Welcome To The Brits
You are the Hanged Man Self-sacrifice, Sacrifice, Devotion, Bound. With the Hanged man there is often a sense of fatalism, waiting for something to happen. Or a fear of loss from a situation, rather than gain. The Hanged Man is perhaps the most fascinating card in the deck. It reflects the story of Odin who offered himself as a sacrifice in order to gain knowledge. Hanging from the world tree, wounded by a spear, given no bread or mead, he hung for nine days. On the last day, he saw on the ground runes that had fallen from the tree, understood their meaning, and, coming down, scooped them up for his own. All knowledge is to be found in these runes. The Hanged Man, in similar fashion, is a card about suspension, not life or death. It signifies selflessness, sacrifice and prophecy. You make yourself vulnerable and in doing so, gain illumination. You see the world differently, with almost mystical insights. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. Shal@ CherryTAP Th
WOW..... 6 month r almost over lol unbelievable how stupid and shitty this year was so far... i thought it couldnt be worse when 2006 finished but 2007 is really... hm... dont even know a word.... i always try to think about something i did wrong and that life pays me back now.... there is no light in the tunnel at the moment and it seems like i lose so many special people with being a bitch ... but sometimes thats the only way i can stand this whole disaster .... when my son got sick this year..that was the worst moment in my life... i was alone..standing in this room and 1 million people asked me stupid questions...while i saw my son laying on the ground... and doctors tried to help him.. i was never ever so scared... losing my child would be the worst thing in the world.. i dont know what i would do without him.. he makes me smile everyday... he helps me as good as he can with his 4 years.. he is a great little boy and he is so strong.. i hate being the person who has to d
so i'm out sick with some dam spring flu and don't get online for a long time, and did anyone send me an email? or leave me a message asking how i was? makes me wonder why i even bother at all... some days it doesn't seem like its even worth getting up any more. i don't have a dam clue what i want to do with my life...i know that i like movies, playing outside, comics, sex....what the hell are you going to do to earn a living like that? shit. i dont have any close friends any more. everyone from high school is married or moved away, and we just don't seem to have anything in common any more. i just dont seem to be hooked to anyone or anything. not close to my family, co workers.... don't have any serious women i'm so here i am...wondering why...why do i even bother? i'm so sick of going thru the motions. i don't enjoy life as it is. and i don't have a freakin clue as to what to do about it. so fuck you. its my turn to whine. if you don't like i
I don't care about what's hardcore or punk anymore. I just do what I want. I like The Strokes, and The White Stripes. Many people give me shit about this. Yes these bands are platinum status popular, but they don't sound commercialized and poppy to me, so I dig them regardless of how much I despise the majority of their fan base. I have a problem with these bands though, and I really don't give a fuck what you think. These two groups have absolutely NO sex appeal. Remember when all the dudes in rock and roll bands were cooler than you could ever hope to be? I'll cite a few examples and then you can contrast and compare for yourself. Side note: I listened to and enjoyed The Strokes for a long time with no idea what they looked like :D So I'll start with the sexiest rock and roller ever- Jim Morrison. There isn't a hole on any man or woman he couldn't slither into, and everyone could feel it. Next we have- Slash. Very few white men can pull off an afro, top hat, and
Alcohol Consumption
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IF YOU COME HELP ME WIN I WILL Help You If You Ever NEED IT PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE A BUNCH OF COMMENTS I WILL EVEN BUY YOU A GIFT IF YOU LEAVE AT LEAST 250 COMMENTS i have never won nething before so now is the time to help a girl out pwease thanks IF YOU COME HELP ME WIN I WILL Help You If You Ever NEED IT PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE A BUNCH OF COMMENTS I WILL EVEN BUY YOU A GIFT IF YOU LEAVE AT LEAST 250 COMMENTS i have never won nething before so now is the time to help a girl out pwease thanks
Come to me Come to me in early morn when dawn's palest blue Heals the awakening day Juest as gentle kisses announce out stir from sleep Come to me in bright midday when work and bustle replace night's calm with routine din Just as spririted talk priclains out civiv selves Come to me at eventide when dusks gray twilight gathers light and dark togather just as loves warn transcendence joins our hearts entwined. Im new here to this site and like it alot. I think I may become a junkie. Theres so much info on just one page its so neat. I was on myspace for ages and a friend led me here so thanks and I hope to meet alot of cool people.
My Ramblings
I am trapped in a hole that has no meaning, and i could very well be here forever. I dont even know who i am, or how long i've been me, here. there. it is pure existentialism. no beginning, no end. just a now that forever yawns ahead. it's an awful place—methodic, formulaic, routine, full of carefully thought-out corridors that intersect and bisect and run both parallel and perpendicular to each other. I accept that i will never understand it, and i will never know where it is, and it will always be like this. IT WON'T EVER STOP. It will go on forever, and i will have been here forever. There are pipes, dripping pipes, stacked on top of one another, that lead down darkened hallways, and seperate, and come together again. These pipes scare me; they're dripping and they're cold and they go on forever. I follow one and study the coils around it, and the vavles, and the faucets and pressure releases. …increasingly covered with sludge and algae… and there are bricks—dull and chipped—Now,
Make Money For Nothing
Hello my new friend, I enjoyed looking at your pics and am looking forward to your updates when you download more. I want to share something with you. I have found a new web company that is very interesting; they pay you for the time you spend on the net doing whatever it is you usually do. All you have to do is join, its 100% free and only requires you to join and download a view bar then turn it on for 5 hours a month while you go about your normal activities on the internet. Why not check it out and I am sure as I did you will like the idea and join, please use the following link to join or view the sight. Hope you like it and enjoy your day. Regards Mark Hi to all my Friends and Family Im just asking you to look and think about this and its benifits to you all not just me. recently joined AGLOCO because I stumbeld apon it whilst surfing and liked the idea and now after 3 months wait its all up and running scince last Monday, its
Yah... I'm Nervous... Ohh Well
Well... the gig was this past Thursday night... and I really wish more BBW's would have shown up... We worked our asses off... and the Club owner was condesending and unpleasent... He didn't care that my partners and I wanted to bring his club more business with the BBW crowd and the guys that love em... ME! My business partner... Josh.. wanted to go punch the owners son in the face... but we didn't want to alienate ourselves from working in other places in the AV... so we were pleasent.... [good business sense!] Anyway... I guess Uncle Sams in Lancaster, CA has something against people who try to bring them more business on an off night! [They seem to Especially despize the Size Acceptance crowd!.. Hmmmmm] We will press on and find another venue for our BBW event! :) Thats it! Have a Great Day! My BIG event is tomorrow night and I'm a tad stressed... I've been running around driving myself nuts testing lightshow stuff, testing audio gear, making sure we have eno
My Journals
Does anyone wanna keep me company? Im soo friggin bored. I had to stay home take care of my baby girl while theres no father around that often. That sucks but shes my world. Feel free hollar me up!! Bunches of Luv Just wanna let everyone know that im thinking about delete this let me know if anyone of u wanna keep in touch and ill give you my information. LEMME know before then.
Is There Really A Reason?
I have been through alot and wonder how much more anyone person can handle...I really want to know is there a reason to live? I can't find one and I'm trying to desperately and nothing is in forgive me for what I am thinking and for what I want to do. Hey if you are wondering where I have been ... work has sent me out of town for a week and to help open a new store. I'll be back on the 23rd...hope you had a great fathers day and have a great week
A Poem For Me
I lay here dreaming of what is true, That without you in my world, It is upside down and blue, so let the world know, when i spend time with you, my mind is blown, and my heart u will always own. some one sent this to me to express the love they feel for me. i figured i would share it with whomever wanted to read it. I met this very lovely girl, that loved nature , animals , even small ones like squirrels, Let me tell u something new, she has stolen my heart and erased my blue, so believe in fate, cuz it relieves alot of heartache, and heart's weight so i love u and miss u , don't hesitate Love Druid
Something Funny
Jimmy, who at age 72, is a Wal-Mart greeter. A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly, "Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, "Hell no, they ain't. The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind or just stupid?" "I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am," replied the greeter. "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart." NOT PRACTICING= STUPID!! NOT KNOWING WHO YOUR PLAYING AGAINST= STUPID!! NOT KNOWING WHAT TIME THE GAME STARTS=STUPID!! WONDERING WHY YOUR IN LAST PLACE AND NOT GOING ANYWHERE=PRICELESS!! MAKES ME WONDER WHY I PLAY FOR THEM
If I Could....
She sat alone at the bar staring into her glass of wine.. fighting back the tears, that had built up for some time. Then a song on the jukebox played a familiar tune.. And the tears began as they played, "Rope the Moon". An old man sat down beside her and ordered a beer. He asked if it was ok... could he sit here? Her tearstained face jsut nodded and she turned her head... With concern in his voice, he turned to her and said... "I have never ever seen and angel cry. What made u so sad child? Can i wipe the teardrops from your eyes? Whatever it may be dear, Just spread your wings and fly.. Cause it's not right, for angels to cry." The woman turned to him but he was gone.. She looked around the room.. All that lingered was the song. she glanced down at the barstool where he was before. In the seat was a letter and feathers on the floor... And it read.. "I've never ever seen an angel cry. Wipe the tears away my child, and hold your head
Just Chillin'
- Kenneth's Sexy Acronym - Kis for...KissableEis for...EagerNis for...NaughtyNis for...NastyEis for...EroticTis for...TemptingHis for...Heavenly The Sexy Acronym Generator at Okay now not that I don't enjoy giving, but I have a big issue here. Significant other and I have been together for more than 16 years (yes married) and in all that time, I routinely provide oral services for her.. It is something I enjoy doing for her. Now in that same amount of time that I have possibly licked her clit to orgasm maybe a thousand times... she has stroked my cock 0 times. She has taken the head of my cock in her mouth once... for 2 seconds. I mean really is it a fair assumption that to give is to receive as well? Damn it all I just need a fuck, a suck, and a tug!
New Photo Galleries
Hey I’m Back From Vacation I’m Been Gone For About 2 ½ Weeks Needed Time Off From Work You Know How It Is My Friends {All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy} I Wanted To Thank Everyone That Sent Me E-Cards And Remembered My Birthday You Guys Are The Best Thank You; I Apologized If I Haven’t Responded To Any Messages I Was Just On Vacation Mood Relaxing Enjoying The Hot Sun I Will Write Back My Friends……. I just had to step out and get some fresh air; I Took the First Plane the hell out Of N.Y.C LoL Ha-Ha. I Had The Wonderful Opportunity To Visit My Family In Miami Beach FL It Was So Beautiful and And Sunny Sunshine all day. South Beach was awesome You guys need to check it out +Wes-Willis+ The Specialty Bar In Frozen Drinks And Once Your Done You Just Walk Across The Street And Enjoy The Beach Wow Lots Of Beautiful Bikinis LoL Ha-Ha. The Clubs On South Beach Are Always Pumping Some Serious Music, Real Cool Trendy Clubs Where Anything Goes The Miami Lounges Are Very Stylish And Ele
Ok, I copy this Survey from my good Friend DEElicius So here goes: ---------------------------------------------------- Go over 45, you're a bad influence. If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh. Total the number of things in each list you've done. No need to say which ones. If people really want to know they will message you. 1. smoked 2. consumed alcohol 3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex 4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex 5. kissed someone of the same sex 6. had sex 7. had someone in your room other than family 8. watched porn 9. bought porn 10. done drugs TOTAL: 8 1. taken painkillers 2. taken someone else's prescription medicine. 3. lied to your parents. 4. lied to a friend. 5. snuck out of the house 6. done something illegal. 7. cut yourself. 8. hurt someone 9. wished someone to die. 10.
I recieved an email from an ass today, asking me to justify myself to him. And I wondered who told him that he was worth me having to justify myself to him. This is not the only site I'm on. In my profile it says respected and cared about, both true and I never had to ask for either. Nor have I ever, or will, explain myself to anyone. Don't like me? Fine. Ignore me, I'm going to ignore you. The only person I have to explain anything to looks at me in the mirror each morning, or wakes up beside me. Everyone else can F off. No matter how much you beat your chest, your meat or whatever it is tht you beat, I will not be impressed or climb back down the ladder of evolution to pat you on the back and tell you what a big boy you are. So go back to the bamboo gymnasium and tie something up, preferably your tongue and leave the rest of the civilized world alone. And, since you do not deserve to be answered directly, I hope you read this. SSC- The way to be!! Add non-judgemental to that
Who's A Freak
Dissolving The Bombsquad
Well it was good while it lasted but it time to disband the squad,It was a good idea or so we thought but it just never really took flight so as of today the GIT-R-DONE REBEl~INDEPENDENTS~BOMBSQUAD is officially ended.Thank you to those few who felt it was a good idea and supported it and bombed like crazy...ya'll are awesome.From this time forward all GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY member's get to Bigdawg69 homepage if you haven't's the link GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY HOME PAGE@ CherryTAP Thank you all for providing me the opportunity to act as your leader and to Hitman6,Bigdawg69 and Tweetyjinxin for having faith in me that I would be able to make it work...sorry I failed you all.Remember ya'll the family is alive and well and as alway's...GIT-R-DONE sincerely granadaghia75 Well a shake-up it was lol.As you can notice by my name I am no longer a member of the GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY.I was called last eve
Sheereen's Views
so here i reject this guy nicely, and he goes and creates a mumm about whether i'm a guy or a woman? LOL, whatever right? I ignore him, i thought I blocked him.. but now i see that i get messages from him and his fubar girlfriend.
Poem To A Friend
warm wishes, tender kisses, my soft breeze, calming and sweet, makes me feel like droping to one knee, my heart pleas to have you with me, but time will tell, and friendship shall grow, i promise never to make you fell low, on a pedistal you shall go, with my heart in your hand, here i stand hopeing you will except, what ever love and respect, i will be glad to give, as god himself made me the man i am. with you at my side, things would be right, just that sight is wonderful, and truely a delight. two hearts intermingle, till your bodies start to tingle, feelings flow, sometimes slow, but with our hearts they show, as sweet and kind, in my mind, is the thoughts of you, and me too, holding you in my arms, showing you my charms, knowing you are fine, and in time, wishing you were mine, but as time passes bye, i ask myself why, life has to be cruel, like my heart was in a duel, twisted and snagged, my voice becomes gagged, wishing for you, a
What Do You Have To Say ???
I wanna be the pillow he holds close: just so I can be in his arms. I wanna be the security system his fingers caress when he gets home: just so I can keep him safe. I wanna be the flowers he gets on his doorstep: just so I can be appreciated. I wanna be the umbrella he works like a model: just so I can protect him from the storms of life. I wanna be the postman who delivers his mail: just so he'll think I'm dependable. I wanna be the girl he cries about: just to know I mean something to him. I wanna be the lie he tells to himself every morning when he says he's okay: just because he's so familiar with it. I wanna be everything I'm not: just so he'll notice me. We're just two connecting pieces in a puzzle, peanut butter & jelly on a piece of bread, and icy water and a sweating boy on a summer's day. He just doesn't know it yet. Current mood: exhausted 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Wou
Thank You All!!
Well i have some really fantastic news.... I am engaged to the love of my life Frank
My Heart Sings
Your rock-solid advice is decorated with a light sugarcoating of flirtation. Someone's not sure what it is you're trying to tell them. Go on and confuse them a little more. Secretly, they're enjoying themselves. Lyrics that make me sing... scary yes, for those who have been blessed to hear my singing 8-P I moved around from town to town lots of people around, but still so lonely friendships would grow then i'd hit the road making up excuses for why i had to leave always been too scared and unprepared to let anybody get too close to me but when i met you right away i knew you would never ever ever hurt me and the road's still long but you come along and you hold my hand and you understand when i look at you i can't believe it's true you're all i ever dreamed of and you love me and you love me, and you love me
Hey All My Fubar Military Men and Women. I did not forget about you all. I paid my respects to the grave site to all Military people. An honored the Fellow Men and Women. I want to Thank You. Have A Great Day On my page I told you I was born In Quantico, Virginia at Prince William Naval Hospital. Yes My father Is a Marine did his tour of duty in Nam. My father has 2 purple hearts. I lost 2 uncles in Nam whom I never met. My whole family except for the girls have served in one of the armed forces. I have family and friends currently in Iraq. My brother served in Desert Storm. My grandmother passed away and I inherited some of the books that she had about Nam and everyone's name on the wall and the location on the wall. I love my troops and support them to the fullest. I do have a myspace account that is Dedicated to my father and Randy my uncles and the rest of the troops. If you like to see it it is I hope yu have gotten an insight on who I am. But My gran
Two Lives As One
To the endless sorrow of night time departure into the realms of sleep We dwell within each others arms again in yet another world And in us the true fantasy spills into real life and waking time So love within the sphere of emotion, asleep, yet is like a waking dream Oh fleet of foot, an angel floats, within my sight and low and behold She dances with me..........such an honour and privilege Such beauty grace and elegance, eclipses the loveliness of the world So in my eyes she is the wonder of the whole world.....for she world Faint into my arms fair angel and let me carry you forth into a dream Filled with perfection in emotion and my love spilleth over for you As beautiful waterfall does bring wonder to within my sight So you my love bring such wonders to my heart and soul To see my angel dance as a flower dances in the subtle breeze Swaying to and fro in my trusting arms so safe yet serene Never straying too far from my grasp as my heart can not part fr
What Woman Want!!!!!!
Remind yourself that nagging someone to take care of a task doesn't technically counts as helping -- and resist the urge to just do it yourself. Look for more compassionate, constructive ways to help the situation along. Horoscope...... 7/13/2007...... SUPER!!!!!!!
u know the more i sit here and i do thinking maybe i should go back to the old me where i just didnt care about anything what people said or done it just seems like the people i trust screw me over well im tired of it dont say u have feeling when u dont dont say ur going to do something and dont do it i dont need this i got enought stuff on me as it is so if ur going to talk to me be honest i dont need the drama in my life like i said i have enough drama going on now if u really care about sum one let them know but u dont realize what u have until u dont have them ok where do i start let see phil (aka Popeye security@exotic illusions) still hasnt gotten off his lazy ass and sent me the papers for the divorce. all he thinks about is how many women he can get. haha maybe he doesnt get anything that rots his dick off. but then i dont give a fuck about him now more. why cant he just send me the fucking papers. how hard is it eh im just tired of his shit. he gets upset if i take to mu
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we either type the exact same things, or am thinking the exact same things, or finish each other sentences... WOW!!!!!!!!! wow i must say that i was very skeptical of this whole CT thing, whether it was just bad relationships in the past or just being new to this whole CT thing... But I have met someone that just makes my mind race, someone that i love talking too, someone i love looking at and someone I would love to be with. The crazy thing is she lives in TX!!! How can i be very attracted to someone so far away??? Well i think it is easy, she is cute, funny, interesting, intelligent, crazy, sexy, mature, basically everything i have been looking for... oh well just wanted to speak my mind a little, there will be more later, you can count on it!!!
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New Ky_cherry
Just joined the site and already had a few ppl say hey. I'm just on here to have fun and make friends. I am currently unemployed. Once again I called in one too many times because I suffer from Mirgraine. 3 jobs in 2 yrs. Oh well, next. I was born n bred in the bluegrass state. I am very open and have a sarcastic sense of humor. So stop in and say hi. Okay, here I sit waiting for the phone to ring. Why you ask. Because my best friend in the whole world is sitting in jail. So why's he in jail. Because he fell behind on child support and he hadn't found a new job by his court date. Okay so let's put him in jail. I don't disagree there. What I disagree with follows. He can not get out of jail until he has a job and makes 6 consecutive payments. BTW he had money coming to him for the arrears and those were paid off 2 days after his court appearance. So now he is no longer behind but he was already in jail. So you'd think they'd let him out with stipualtion if he hasn't
I want to see how good your creativity is, I am challenging you to make Me a morphing picture, if your picture is the one I choose as favorite, I will give you a pimping gift of my choice... Now now boys and girls.. here's the picture I want you to work on. Feel free to post your creations on this blog for Me and everybody else to see.. I wish I could create a separate album for the contest but... no picture space right now. I will do that in time, once I have the space for them. Here's the picture I will be running this challenge till June 30th, so you have enough time to think and pick your morphing image!!... I can't wait to see!! Love, kisses & spanks Always Mistress M CONGRATS TO EDDIE!! FOR MAKING THE COOL WINNING MORPHING PICTURE OF MOI! He did a great job!! Stop by his website, he has some other cool graphic works he does himself.. he is very creative!! Eddie@ CherryTAP He got his pimpin gift as promised!! this was very fun My frien
Everyday Life
The only way Some days I just wish. I could run and hide. No matter where I go. Suicide seems my only way. My life is not worth it. All this pain and suffering. I dont want to be here anymore. The only way is suicide. Nobody can help me. I cant fix myself. Nobody knows the real me. Suicide is the only way. I put on this false act. And slap a smile upon my face. When really Im dying inside. The only way is suicide. All I ever wanted was. To be loved and accepted. Just to feel the warth of your love. But you never loved or accepted me. Suicide is my only way. I hate you. Look at what you did to me. You broke my heart. You broke my spirit. You left me empty inside. Suicide is the way. You left me Hurt angry bitter and twisted. And becuase of you. Suicide is my only way Excuse me while I fall into the darken hole… My heart cry's and longs for something… I don't know what… My mind is spinning... And I have no control…
Naughty Thoughts
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Easy Now
my daughter will not go to bloody sleep. i've tried my sisters tried and now my bro in law is trying and from sounds of it is succeedin. Stephanie (my daughter) is nearly nine months old and a real little tinker. she gets so tired but fights it and screams and throws herself about refusing to go off.this takes about an hour and a half. i get so frustrated. also because i am pregnant again i am very tired. makes me so weary i make mistakes. like trying to brush my teeth with face wash! this place is little bit quick for me but am sure i got hang of it. my life is wee bit weird at moment. lots going on its all to much aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhh
For The Love Of Breathing...
In this world of word processors and email, I have come to notice how neglected a thing a pencil has become. I, myself, have been guilty of ‘processing’ my words. The passive ease of typing and spell checking, although attractive, I think, has taken from me some of the freedom and power in my words. Given the opportunity to, once again, wield a pencil, I find myself struck by a sense of satisfaction found, reborn, in watching the page filled by my movements. The words themselves, although sounding the same in my head as I write them, somehow feel more important as I see them written in my own script. The act of erasing is so violent actually scrubbing, and wiping away the proof of my own thoughts, leads me to exercise more caution in the words I choose. The intense compulsion toward all things expressive makes as benign a thing as reading in a coffee shop something tantamount to public masturbation. When a phrase is enticing, my mouth moves, tasting the words, a perfect paragraph
Heads Up
This weekend is our annual Indian Days Celebration. There is a Pow-Wow with over $90,000.00 in prize money as well as a rodeo, softball tourney, 3 on 3 b/ball, and music festival. There is already tons of people in town for the festivities! I'm excited since I can finally scope out some new meat, tired of the same old scene! Just kidding, anyway yeah pow-wow is in the air here at F-DUB, getting that "itchy" feeling, who knows maybe I'll snag, lol. Well if you all aint doing anything for the weekend head my way!!! Hey peeps what's up? Nothing much here just working my tail off as usual. The weather has been great and just down right beautiful! I went up to the mountains over the weekend and did some sight seeing, it was magnificent! I really enjoyed my time! I'm getting ready for our upcoming Indian Day festivities and I'm totally anxious since it will be a time to make new friends and see old ones too! Who knows maybe that Mr. Right will find me - LOL J/K! There is no Mr.
Hookahradios Free 4 All
Ok quick survey for yall Who thinks it would be a good idea for cory to change his dj name to DJ Burger K responces pls sorry cory got to jump up to next level some how lol........pls respond yes... or no... and leave ya thoughts lol.... Ok yall be sure to check out its the best station on the net.And on Sataurday 30th of june 2007 its back yes hookah radios free-4-all for those of you who dont know what this is i will explain....the free-4-all is 4 hours of unplanned mayhem live on the air this time round its DJ Voice and his team Vs DJ Rain and her team. Each team consists of 4 different DJs each having a 30 minute time slot on air but best of all no one will know which DJ is on air untill they are. Hope to see yall there thats Sataurday 30th of june 8 till 12 (gmt) and 2 till 6pm (cst)peace...........
Goodbye America
Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained Prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are Winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I Returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired: I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican Who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks Through. I'm tired of the hypocrisy of politicians who want to rewrite History when the going gets tough. I'm tired of the disingenuous clamor from those that claim they 'Support the Troops' by wanting them to 'Cut and Run' before victory is Achieved. I'm tired of a mainstream media that can only focus on car bombs And casualty reports because they are
Dear Alcohol
“I may be drunk, Miss, but in the morning I will be sober and you will still be ugly.” -Winston Churchill “A drunk man's words are a sober man's thoughts” "You're not drunk if you can lie on the floor without holding on.” "'You are drunk Sir Winston, you are disgustingly drunk. 'Yes, Mrs. Braddock, I am drunk. But you, Mrs. Braddock are ugly, and disgustingly fat. But, tomorrow morning, I, Winston Churchill will be sober.” - Winston Churchill “You're young, you're drunk, you're in bed, you have knives; shit happens...” -Angelina Jolie “What is it about a beautiful sunny afternoon, with the birds singing and the wind rustling through the leaves, that makes you want to get drunk?” Being drunk is a good disguise. I drink so I can talk to assholes. This includes me.” “Son, when you participate in sporting events, its not whether you win or loose, its how drunk you get.” “I've been drunk only once in my life. But that lasted for twenty-three years.” -W.C. Fields
Poems By Scorpio11120
Over and again I find myself in This world that doesn’t make any sense. But I come to it again and again This world that strips me of every defense. I sleep each night in my bed of shelter Wounding what the next day will bring me I dream and hope that my hate won’t swelter I send my deep and lasting love to thee Living brings only sorrow and hatred. Death breeds peace, calm and eternal life Death clears the obstacles that I must tread But how can I escape life’s ready knife? When life breeds sorrow and sadness of death I will look for your ever gentle breath. Tomorrow morning you could wake up dead. Just the thought of it makes people cry. That is the day that everyone dreads. The day when it is your turn to die. Life is a privilege we take advantage of. We don’t appreciate it until it’s gone. One day we could find ourselves high above. Sitting in the middle of god’s front lawn. When the icy grip of death is near. It gives a lot of people a scare. It fills a
Story Of My Life!
Well we have moved into our new apartment. We have been there a little over a week and other than the AC problem thing are going ok there. We were without AC for over a week but now we have it and we are doing better. We are still working on getting things together for the shop. It is time consuming but it is all worth it. I am just anxious to get it up and running. I cannot wait. Well, that is about it for now. Nothing really too drmatic going on in my life but that is a good thing. Blessed Be! So I think it is about time that I start a blog on here since I have been on her a while now. As of right now my life is CRAZY! I am working , going to school, we are moving into our new apartment soon and we are in the process of opening our own shop. I just got a new job as an office assistant for an Ebay auction company. So far I like it and that is good news. I am getting ready to start a new quarter in school but this time it is a little different because I just re
Madd Tribute/petition
THIS IS MEANT FOR ALL THE MEN WHO HAVE PISSED ME OFF U KNOW WHO U ARE Dani Sherlyn Heywood Age: 15 Date of Crash: January 19, 2001 Home City: Vancouver, British Columbia Police in New Westminster say Dani was a passenger in a car which was traveling at a high speed when it veered onto the wrong side of the street, struck a fire hydrant, a power pole and then two vehicles. Dani was thrown from the vehicle and sustained a severe brain injury and later died in hospital. She had not been drinking. Lab reports will determine whether the 20 year old driver will face alcohol charges. The driver is currently facing a charge of dangerous driving causing death. The above information was given to Dani's mom. This Girl got a ride from a friend of a friend. He may have been drinking and her life came to a sudden end. No you don't know her, Yes this is true, But think about it, Please Because it could happen to you. The Driver did not get charged for the
When We Make Love
This came out of my soul and through my mouth to my fiancee Robert Joseph Nosbisch last night when we were cuddling and having a heart to heart. For the first time in my life I know what true love is. "I would rather spend an eternity in Hell knowing I never failed you, or let you down. Than one day in Heaven with the knowledge that I had let you down and failed you. Cause my life is full of failures, and I've let down all of my loved one at some point, but you... You are the only thing I have never fucked up." WE brush our teeth you tease me "so you gonna give it to me tonight?" With a giggle " hell no!" You reply "just joking" as I counter "uh huh I bet". Were laying in bed I'm so tired as you carress my body everynight we do this and everytime it feels so good. Your hands running down every curve of my body, as I tingle with euphoria and exhaustion. You scoot up behind me closer as you rub me. Your breathing becomes labored and excited. As you caress me I
Supporting The Troops
My name is Steven Nicoli. I am a Veteran United States Paratrooper of the 82nd Airborne Division. I am maintaining a website in honor of the men and women who defend and serve our country. This page is to give the men and women who defend and serve our country the up-most respect that they deserve. With photos, letters,and many other useful information regarding our fellow Americans who sacrifice for us to live free!! It is time to show our troops how much they really are appreciated and supported! My girlfriend, Marie, and I would be honored to add you to my site bc it is soldiers like you, that makes this country the best! Adding you to my site is very easy. Can you please email me 1-3 pics of yourself in uniform(preferrably) and a little write up about your service. In your write up please include: your name, age, branch of service, how long you have been in. Optional information: where you are orignally from, y u enlisted, units
Kinda New At This........
well its the weekend now... party time woohoooo!!!!!! well i just wanted ot let you all know im very thankful for the comments on my last one... but annyways it is time for new blog now so here it goes.... well last weekend i and my wife went up north to pick up my daughter from her grandpa and we had a very nice trip but the hotel we stayed at kinda sucked tho ... (super 8) but i wasnt really thinkin bout that much as i was bout seein my baby girl again... the day came which was sunday afternoon i got that chance to see her for the first time since last november...she has grown so much since then i almmost didnt recognize her but she and i had a fun time all the way back home and my wife and i were taken pics of our trip and got this one of these 2 guys driving along side of us down the freeway lmao... and now we eare plannin to do alot of fun things with the kids durring this summer seein i have my baby girl for the whole year till school gets out next summer lol...and now i just wan
Horse Tales
At last our 2nd horse has finished weaning her foal, and will be delivered this weekend, which means Dallas (Lacy's brother) will be going back to his horse farm. Will post photos of Dale when she gets here. Had a phone call from the old owners of Lacy and Dale, Dale has had her foal this morning about 7:00 AM, a young stud foal, Sorrel, 2 white socks and a white blaze.... must be taking after the Father So it looks like Dale will be with us in a few weeks now, and maybe baby too, until it has finished weaning.
Well I had another bad day at work. There is this one asshole here, which thinks he can yell at people. Well yesterday was his last time for that with me. I had to call my boss and have him contact the shift Forman about him. I was sooooo piss off that I was shaking all over. I take meds to control the anger and rage that come from a very bad up bringing. I do not take kindly to being yelled at by anyone. I can’t do anything to him at work, but I will catch him out someday, and on that I will break him. I will mark him, he will be owned by me. The best part, I will only get 1yrs probation, six months in a mental ward, and about six months of therapy, because I am being treated for an illness that makes me mean. It’s called intermittence explosive disorder. Along with some other mood disorders. Lord look at what the world has done to me. I am by far not a mean person. I am very kind, and loving. Just don’t get on my bad side is all. You wouldn’t like me when I’m angry. Peace and Love to
Just My Thoughts
Ok so today is the big "40", still can not believe I am that old. Good news is I have recently been talking to someone on here (you know who you are) and he makes me smile everytime I think about him, I am leaving for vacation later this evening and will not be back until sometime Monday. I guess what I am trying to say is I am going to miss "this person" more than I thought, I mean I have only been talking to him for a short while. But he has the biggest heart, and is just about the sexiest thing I have seen and heard in a REALLY long time. Also he has made me realize this "big" birthday, just isnt as big a deal as I thought. Ok so I am rambling now.....Just what I have been thinking about today....and for you know who....MUAHHHH Ok, so I just got back form my cousins funeral. He was 41 years old and I will just say he died of "unnatural causes". Anyway he had been married less than 1 year and had a 4-5 month old son. He and his wife lived in Wisconsin, the rest of his fa
So I'm doing this to let you all know i i'm more on DES then anything you have a better chance to chat it up with me there. When you join let me know so i can find you and add you and do some posting with you all. So i did a photo shoot a while ago and i can't post the pics here. Blah. but here is the site i did post them in. So go have a lookie and join guys!
Creepy Guys
So this guy SexyIrishMan07 started talking to me over the shout box. Because I didn't want to give him my messenger screen names and have cyber with his creepy ass he starts calling me all sorts of names. So basically he's an asshole that's gotten himself blocked. I just wanted to warn you guys.
matrix text ok heres the question how did elvis die? we are currently having a debate about this as there are so many stories feel free to leave your thoughts and stories:d .......
It's rare that I come across a movie so good, that I want to immediately go back to chapter one, and watch it all over again. I haven't a single complaint. Which for me, is very rare. I'm not even a Bale fan, and I loved it. Caine gave one of the best performances of his life, truly. Aside from the marvelous cast, and the outstanding storyline, from a directorial perspective, it got 11 out of 10. Seriously. The camera angles bring a sort of closure, it allows you to connect with each character, see everything from their perspective. Even the smaller roles had so much life to them. I am not easily fooled. I don't think I've ever sat down, watched a movie, and actually had to question the twist. There were three that caught me off guard. And by the end, I was begging for the last one. I mean, I knew it was coming, but hadn't the slightest clue what it was. Get. This. Movie. Now. There are so many things that have to be taken into account for this movie. Firstly, it's th
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*God is my co-pilot,but the devil is my bombardier. *I don't have a license to kill,but a learners permit will work. *I wasn't born a bitch.Men like you made me this way. *Keep honking while I reload. *Taxation WITH representation isn't so hot,either.! *Madness takes it's toll.Please have exact change. *5 days/week my body is a temple.The other two,it's an amusement park. *Your child may be an honor student,but you're still an idiot. *If you drink,din't park.Accidents cause people. *If you can read this,I can hit my brakes and sue you. *Don't follow too close or I'll flick a booger on your windshield. *Save the whales.! Trade them for valuable prizes. *My wife complains I never listen to her....or something like that. *Sure you can trust the government.! Just ask a Native American. *If we are what we eat; I'm cheap,fast,and easy. *I am not A bitch,I am THE bitch. *A boss is like a diaper,always on your ass,and full of shit. BUMPE
To whom it may concern, My name is Vanessa Rachelle im 20 yrs old and have serious plan for becomming a Piercer and a Tattoo artist one day. I also would love to continue my Modeling with the Gypsy Queens which is a really cool group of woman who are for "tat's NOT tit's" if any of you lovely ladies would like to know more about it just let me know we could always use more sisters. ciao bella To whom it may concern, My name is Vanessa Rachelle im 20 yrs old and have serious plan for becomming a Piercer and a Tattoo artist one day. I also would love to continue my Modeling with the Gypsy Queens which is a really cool group of woman who are for "tat's NOT tit's" if any of you lovely ladies would like to know more about it just let me know we could always use more sisters. ciao bella
Squirrels Or Otters?
GOING TO BE MOVING SOON. NOT REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO PACKING EVERYTHING UP AND MOVING IT TO THE NEW HO USE, HOWEVER IT IS VERY CLOSE AND THAT ALLEVIATES THE PAIN JUST ABIT. IF ANYONE LIKES TO PAINT, LET ME KNOW. Along time ago, I was driving on the base, a friend's car you, and out of the blue, a squirrel sped across the street. I did my best to swerve to miss it but alas, it was not to be, I ran completely over the little guy...Much to my amusement, and further appreciation of the squirrel race, a thump...thump...and off he went, scurrying up the nearest tree. You see, this little animal wasn't even bruised and went about his day gathering acorns or whatever was available and certaining taking a well deserved nap. Otters of the world...Try to bounce back from a camaro.....
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black within and red without with four corners around about What has Long legs ,brandy thighs, a littel head and no eyes
Why does a woman have to put a man through so much stress and so many tests just to see if he is going to be loyal? Especially when he has already done so much. What is the point of all the tests? Does it really prove that he loves you. Has he not already proven that by telling you he loves you. By staying by your side. By doing anything and everything within his power to keep you in his heart while ya'll are apart. Maybe you women out there can give me a little insight. Help me out. I don't care who knows it, but I love my woman and if anyone messes with her I will KILL themand plan it so i don't get caught!!!!!!!!
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Something For The Ladys Pt2
Song Lyrics
I will be there when you cry, I will be there when you need me, I will be there when you fall, I will be there all the time. There's a road stretching out And it leads to your desired haven. Don't look back and don't you fear Cause I'll be there. I will be there when you cry, I will be there when you need me, I will be there when you fall, I will be there all the time. When you feel like giving up And you fall on your knees in desperation There's a strength beyond compare Cause I'll be there. You can believe it's true, cause I'll be there I'll never leave or desert you Through trials and temptations, oh I will be there, I'll be there through the darkness, just call me. Your every heartbeat, well I give to you And every breath you breath I give to you And when you're weary and you can't go on Just look up anywhere Cause I'll be there. I'll be there. I will be there, I will be there Every time you need me. When you fall, when you fall, and I'll pick
Who Remembers
who remembers thumper or as he was also known as wild cat? if you do and he was a freind reply to me asap.please repost army man in trouble. my ct hubby is in a contest please help him win he is way behind!!!!!! click the link above to help thanks and loves from baby girl
Never A Lover In My Life
NEVER MY LOVER IN LIFE Wanting compassion, wanting love, wanting to be touched. Longing for the perfect intimacy to find me. Over my life not finding anything but hopeless, heartless physical greed in the touches I had been given. Always yearning for that one touch that would set my body ablaze. I find the compatibility in you I have searched for so long but can never have, as you are my friend. And never to be my lover. Only the lover of my emotional turmoil and pain. this is dedicated to the best man in my life and you know who you are! NEVER MY LOVER IN LIFE Wanting compassion, wanting love, wanting to be touched. Longing for the perfect intimacy to find me. Over my life not finding anything but hopeless, heartless physical greed in the touches I had been given. Always yearning for that one touch that would set my body ablaze. I find the compatibility in you I have searched for so long but can never have, as you are my f

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