Well so far this year has been pretty decent and hasent kicked me in the ass like many before. Ive decided that this year is going to be the year of making changes and not letting myself settle for just anything. Thats why I am joining the National Guard. I need to prove to myself that I am capable of more then just the day by day desk job. I am going to train to be a Flight Medic and I leave for bootcamp in July. I have naver done anything in my life that required me to take chances, I wake up at the same time everyday and I go to work because thats what I thought you are supposed to do as you get older. I dont want to do that anymore, I want to help people and make a difference in someones life. I think everyone has a job to do here on earth and I dont think I will be satisfied until mine is done!!!!!!!!!!!!
