I'm sitting here viewing the inner workings of my mind that are hidden from the view of an eye.Cannals of a bruised mind by emotional blows.It;s a mixture of pain and misunderstanding with different perceptives.One is man ,two is woman.Generally neither one is all right nor all wrong but the most devastating is the children who are often scared from the adults emotional feelings.I can remember as a child the first thoughts of their relationship.I would ask my mom why she stayed every other day.And here I am been through 2 divorces,I guess besides living unahappily it made me not want to fight for love or just give up too quickly.Something thats suppose to be so precious seems to be only a dissapointment these days.Giving secrets away to someone who had inspected them and walked away Saying by virtue of actions that I am not enough!I guess if our physical bodies knew no pain we would have no way of knowing when we were going too far,and injure ourselves beyond repair because nothing would warn us.Still I have learned the art of taking risks,no guarantees just more lessons learned to becoming a wiser woman with a bigger heart.Just a thought to share.~V~
