Where are you? Calling home all day.. Wondering at work.,.where could she be???? Knowing something didn’t feel right…Shouldn’t have left that morning knowing you were sick…It’s 5PM now..I pull in the driveway….What’s my 8 year old son doing sitting on the outside step?? It’s pouring…He said “NO one will answer the door”? I’m NOT prepared for what I find….Your on the kitchen floor, near death…..a finality I don’t want to address..I’m tooooo young for this and so are you!!...Wake me up..this isn’t happening…..Ambulance and Police come….Whisk you away to the hospital……Too many Doctors, same questions over and over….Where are the Children now…...Have you died in the OR? NOT any answers from anyone….Friends come pouring in……trying to console me…Your in surgery now, brain surgery to save your LIFE….Priest and NUNS approach me…I know you’ve died….It’s NOT your time…Your in a coma…16 hour days by your side…your finger moves, then another and another..you spell words with your fingers..You know I understand…..YOUR ALIVE…..90 days before your home…You learn to walk, talk, eat, write, sit..you can’t do anything…I help u return to life……many 911 calls..tooo many to mention…ambulance rides become commonplace....I rarely sleep…years go by….When will this NIGHTMARE ever end…..Kids are grown and on their own…You’ve taught me much….LIVE each day, enjoy each day….Squeeze every minute out of every day….LOVE one another…Love your friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!….Life can change in a “Heartbeat”…
