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what ever i type in here is truth from my heart if i do lie let me feel it.   Today my ex gf is talkin shit about me o Why do i put up with peoples rudeness & bs i wish i dont with desire and hate but i do with lust. I rember every thing that gos on every year ither Getting hurt or dealing with some bitch who dont like me for me. God People have some fucking heart. I got Plans for up comming years & nobody is guna get in my fucking way Not you not your BF or Husband No body.
is it wrong for me to loveto desire two parts of the same wholehalf of me is torn it seemsnever quite fitting all the seamsi burn for one i yearn for the othernever quite finding the niche i discoveredtempted by the forbidden fruit it seemsso soft so lush my mind seems to dreamlace and purity soft creamy skinlips red as rubies this is my one sini need to know am i living a liedoes my body desire something that will never be minewill i know can i you temptress of my heartif in this desire i play aparti must sit here and wait till the day that i findif i am missing an angel somewhere in my mind I saw you...and that was enough... To covet your heart your strength your love My vampiric heart began to beat... Needing to feel your lips on me Lust turned to love in our first gaze Setting my mind and my soul ablaze Touture terrifically clouding my mind Wondering if and when your be mine Feeling you feather light hands on my breast Your mouth pressed tight to me I cannot resist Exct
Hahha Fucker
Well Start with the good. The recital went great. The class nailed both routines and I really was proud..they worked so hard..I thought I few times I was gonna break before they caught it..but we all made it thru alive and well lol. I made Adam go with 16 years I have never seen him "dressed up" *giggles* He cleaned up quite well even if he did bitch that the slacks made his nuts sweat. In fairness he does look better out of the clothes tho;)   with that said...many of you know about my redneck drunk asshole neighbor with the doog that never shuts the fuck up.Well my son was out riding his scooter yesterday..i was sitting on the bench reading a book. Ever since we finally called animal control over his dog, this asshole has been uncontrollable..barking at us all the time..telling Jarod to suck his cock...well yesterday, he goes to my SON in the middle of the street and says sorry your momma is crazy and needs ot be taken away son. are YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!!???!?!?A DRUNK FU
Fubar Stoof
Here is a list of abilities for BOTH sides. Personally, I have been both. They both have pros and cons. I prefer Demon as I can help out more friends in a day and can be a little more "evil". I have put this here so that those of you about to choose can see for yourself the abilities for both sides, giving you time to make up your mind. Also the page isn't available until you reach level 25. So take a look. Ask around. But choose wisely! **WARNING** Even though it CLEARLY shows you in bright YELLOW on the page that you will be charged to make your choice, I still get many people asking "Where did all my fumonies go??!!"  It will charge you 10 million for your choice. If you don't have the full amount, you will be charged whatever amount that you have.  Yes. You DO have to choose once you level. And yes, it DOES charge you now to make your initial choice!! It REALLY, REALLY grinds my gears when people get something up their rears and go on a flagging spree. What you guys fail
Random Thoughts Of A Twisted Bish
I post this every year about this time.  I don't ride anymore, but I have a lot of friends that do.......a lot of people I care about. When you are out riding around in your cage, PLEASE be aware of those on bikes!!!!!! The following poem is for all you that ride. I have no clue who wrote it.....I know I didn't. Please feel free to copy it to your own site and spread the message. I'm sure that all of us have horror stories about someone that we loved either getting killed or seriously hurt on a motorcycle. I'm also sure the majority of those incidents could have been prevented IF the people in cars had been more alert. I only hope that I can help save one biker by posting this.++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++But, You Didn't See MeI saw you,hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But, you didn't see me,put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you,pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.
My Poem
Alone through the unknown By: Fire Lily  4/7/2010 The bringer of fire the bringer of light, The one who shines through the endless night. The barer of hope the barer of dreams, But beware the truth is not always what it seems.   Beware the good beware the bad because love is something to never be had. Into the light from the dark, The one without a soul mate always to be apart. Time is something one always seeks to concur, in her life it is her true loves blocker.   Through time and space there will always be a divide, She is truly one of a kind. When she was born the mold was broke, but she is one half of a whole that never can be spoken. But in the end she starts again, reincarnated to fight and defend. But through it all she concurs alone, for her sole mate is always ahead in time in places unknown.   Have you ever felt like you didn’t belong? As if the life your living isn’t yours? Like you belonged to a different place, universe, even a different time period. T
Writings I Like!
Women have strengths that amaze men.They bear hardships and they carry burdens,but they hold happiness, love and joy.They smile when they want to scream.They sing when they want to cry.They cry when they are happyand laugh when they are nervous.They fight for what they believe in.They stand up to injustice.They don't take "no" for an answerwhen they believe there is a better solution.They go without so their family can have.They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.They love unconditionally.They cry when their children exceland cheer when their friends get awards.They are happy when they hear abouta birth or a wedding.Their hearts break when a friend dies.They grieve at the loss of a family member,yet they are strong when theythink there is no strength left.They know that a hug and a kisscan heal a broken heart.Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail youto show how much they care about you.The heart of a woman is whatmakes the world keep
Hatred...and The Poems Of Love
I never once knew what I felt, couldn't tell if what it was, was real or not. Every day I cherished the fact, I held on too. We gave it our all, through the good and the hell. Never once did I ever turn my back on you, only taking a step back from you each time it blew. Anger in its truest form, the form of my darkness is released through my voices, growls, screams..till the knife comes out.Blood is bled, and what is shed is no more then tears of a different thickness. Witness the breaking point in which you point the finger, don't mention how the past will linger on your tongue waiting for a chance to strike. But let me fuel the fire and leave all desires off my sleeve until I expire, its the only thing that will never change. Sick in the head, tongue filled with lead, leaving a hole in your head, click click bang ya dead. Metaphorically of course, but I do want a divorce from ever remembering ya quicker then a race horse can piss with two dicks, like I said I'm sick in the head, have
Speed Dating And Networking
Whats On My Mind
I walk into the bedroom and grab my tattered redfleece robe. As I'm walking out of the bedroom my eyesfall to the open drawer of my dresser where my pantiessit. There, nestled between Cat in the Hat panties andHello kitty panties, is my vibrator, 2 porns and abottle of lube in a plastic baggy so that it does'tleak onto my panties. I bite my lip and stare into thedrawer. I've never done that in the bathtub, I think.I wonder what that would be like.Well, I guess I'm going to find out. I grab it out ofthe drawer and go into the bathroom, shutting off thewater. I dip my toes in the water and realize it'sstill a tad bit to hot so I turn the cold water onfull force. Now I'm really itching to get into thebath and try  masturbating in water. Finally! Thewater is the perfect temperature. I slowly slide intothe water, the warmth enveloping my body, sendingslight prickles through my skin because although it'sthe perfect temperature, it's still warm enough toprickle my skin. I run my fingers throu
Things That Piss Me Off
This really isn't a "Thing that pisses me off" but eh, it can go here.   I want to just let go of all the things I held close to me. Cut the tie, and bury the axe whatever mediocre phrase you want to use go for it.     My life is slowly becoming clearer, albeit there are still some pains I must endure yet, I still don't mind it. I was told a pretty decent notion today. When things don't work out, you either A) move on or B) fix the shit and try to make it work.  Now considering the aforementioned pains, it boils back down to a trust level. What I could not be trusted on I do not think can ever be saved. Now my lack of trust for the former becomes my latter of anxiety, stress and over all discord. Do I take a leap of faith and try to resolve things, or do I just walk away from an already wrecked magic carpet ride of good times, and shitty times?  I can't figure out what I want, and the same applies bounced to me in return. Having exhausted most of my brain power in meaningless argu
Slipknot bassist Paul Gray dead at 38: reports Tue May 25, 4:15 am ET LOS ANGELES (AFP) – Paul Gray, bass guitarist with macabre heavy metal band Slipknot, has been found dead in an Iowa hotel room aged 38, US media reported Monday. The musician's body was discovered by staff at a hotel in Johnston, near Des Moines by an employee, reports said citing local police. The cause of death has not been determined but foul play was not suspected. Gray was one of the founders of the group, which was launched in Iowa in 1995 and has become famous for the menacing hockey masks band members wear. Gray famously wore a black pig mask on stage. The band has enjoyed sustained success since their debut 1999 album, "Slipknot," which sold more than a million copies. The band's fourth album -- "All Hope Is Gone" -- reached number one on the Billboard 200 in the United States and also topped the charts in Australia, Canada, New Zealand, Austria, Finland, Sweden and Switzerland. The band has
Natalie's Blog Spot
Tonight with YouCountless candles flare themselvesinto loose strings of pearlsup and down the stairswith the lively lilt of my steps.From ample ancient urnsclothed in bloom and verdigris,full flushed antique roses dispenseheated mauve and myrrh scents.  And from a domed baroque balconya ripe moon beams breezy glanceson fresh laundry hanging crookedin small musky backyards.Cause I'm going to see you tonight.There'll be no weeping widowsin decrepit cathedrals,no broken plaster angelswith pure alabaster eyes.There'll be no disturbed womenmumbling toothless solo dialoguesas they peel off worn out rags to wade mossy fountains in the park.There'll be no pomp and circumstance,no lavish feasts for debutantes,no lazy siestas for bureaucrats,no medals for dictators or generals.Cause I'm going to see you tonight.When at last your shadowdarkens my porchand we race your Camarodown narrow back alleyseager for the open road.My bare feet on the dashand the brisk magikof curves meeting
Random Thoughts From The Hip
 Heres another random rant from yours truly, disbelievers..... Ive noticed another annoying trend here....And this just might be me being over critical but it seems that there is a proliferation of people wanting something for nothing....I.E. wanting to see my Naughty Pics and I dont get squat in return.... Ive tried very hard not to troll for things on here but it seems to me that Im only someone's friend on THEIR terms or Im convenient when they want something...Im not here for your amusement any more than you are here for mine...I have thoughts and feeling and again there is more to me than my looks, and body...If you cant understand that concept, you need to move on to some other bubble headed bimbo cause I aint her! Im sick and tired of seeing others reaping the benefits of others generosity and I dont get a thing...Ive been nice to most people here and have zip to show for it...Other than an over abundance of drinks that dont help me in any way, shape or form... People claim
Lounge Time
Come visit the best loung in town. Have a crazy time chating and just goofing off but keep it clean. Theres great people to talk to that will talk back to you about whatever you want to talk about. Heres the link I made this really great lounge with the help of some friends and iI really need to get ppl in there so plzz come in bring your friends check it out join and have some fun it would be great to be able to keep it going plz and thank you. Hello my name is Sierra I'm in this great lounge called The Devils BackBone. I'm here to say hi and help make this the best lounge on fubar. It's not there yet but with the staff we got here and all the great people that come in, Devils BackBone will be the best lounge around. It's a small place right now but with the friendly staff and the fun people here your sure to have a great time and some crazy fun so click the link below and join our outragous family.                                  
They Always Remember Home, Do We Remember Them? How Do They Feel?     Support your troops as you Support your Families. Make as one. Come look at the faith we have in our youth. paste in addy bar.   Check out this link, if doesnt go through copy and paste n Internet Addy line.
Diary Of A Mad Woman
fucking mono is going to kill me.. my fucking organs are going to die 'cause I can't sleep. FUUUUCKKKKK. What is with all the wacko jerky guys on here tonight. I'm wondering if it was the ass picture I put up? Maybe I shouldn't have done that. Thinking about deleteing it. Don't want the negative attention some of these people have been giving me. Seriously. Some of you have been straight up fucking rude. Why not just fuck off with your negative attitude? No one appreciates it, especially not me. Next time it happens, Imma just block those motherfuckers. Also, wondering why fake girls and not so attractive girls have SO many comments? And. Why do people think that they shouldn't have to rate someone because they already know they are attractive? That is pretty prejudgemental. I love getting rated and commented, personally. It may seem stupid, but it makes me feel good to know people think nice things about me. AND. Who CARES if some of the comments people leave are cheesy or pervy?
My First Blog
Hmmm first we had fun with the game earlier right even thou some were so close it would bite them in the nose lol not gonna mention names lol.. And I know I made it when I have stalkers that put me down after I block them cuz I dont fall for their lame...lame .....lame....pickup line then they make accounts to attack me lol I laugh at you stalker go back to myspace if u dont like it and I dont put up with spammers ie lounge monkeys and liars players etc lol so if you like me show it or prove it stand out some how . One I blocked one idiot who keeps asking the same shit over and over speaking of which would it kill you guys to be original gotta make yourself stand out saying im sexy as f*ck dont do it for me either some of the lines you guys use are lame yes im moody. And blowing me off too is a major no no for me its my biggest pet peeve. I just cant stand players too i smell them a mile away. Im still being harrass by that hacker loser get over i didnt fall for your game im not stupid
CHILI JUDGING CONTEST:>>A Texas Chili Contest>>If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for>you.>>>For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is.>They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes>around. It takes up a major portion of the parking lot at the city park.>The notes are from an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank,>who was visiting from Canada.>>Frank: "Recently, I was honoured to be selected as a judge at a>chilli cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last>moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table>asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came>in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the>chilli wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I>could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted".>>Here are the scorecards from the event:>>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>>Chili # 1 Mike's Maniac Mobster Monster C
For FeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I hear your voicemy heart longs for youfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eyeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I see your facemy heart skips a beatfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eye Can you see the light, or are you still just blind,or can you be lost,in the shadows of your mind,open up your eyes,and together we will start,we will star to walk,and never be apart,and together, we'll run....take a look at me,and open up your heart,see the light i feel,and we'll never be apart,is your mind still dark,or is the daybreak nearing,is it my love you fear,or the love for me your feeling,and together, we'll up your eyes, and let your fears rush out,feel the love I give,and they'll never be a doubt,oprn up your heart,and we
One day i wont be here.One day when you have a problem you wont be able to call me for help.One day when you want to send a message i wont ever recieve it.One day when Im not here I wont be able to tell you I love you so much and cherish every moment I have had with you.Never regret anything we ever did regret the things we didnt have a chance to do because it was too late.Remember all the tears we got to see roll off each others faces and remember all the kisses and hugs.Dont ever leave my side when i need you cause i will never leave yours. It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and an day to love someone... but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. If u ever think of me out of the blue,just remember its all the kisses ive blown in the air catching up with you!
Tiny Stories
It was just after nine in the morning, on Monday, as I was drove to my new job site.  I was a tiny companion, as the brochure says 'a small ear, eye, mind and voice to tell your troubles too'.  And the tiny part comes in because I'm only two inches tall.  The car pulled to a stop and my carry case was lifted up.  A minute latter I heard a doorbell ring and the case softy hit the ground.  I heard some muffled voices and the size door unzipped, flooding the light in.  I grabbed my duffle bag across my chest and picked up my other tow bags and walked out, as I heard "--is your tiny companion".  She smiled down at me and hurried off, I knew she had more droop offs to make. I looked up to my new companion.     She was a huge, big boned woman...and not just because I was tiny, she had to be at least six feet tall.  She had very long tan legs that were shown off nicely by the thigh length cut off shorts she had on.  He breasts were also impressive, at least C cups, and they to
News Reports
UK family ask for 'no black hotel staff' A British family has sparked a legal storm when they told staff at a US luxury hotel that they did not want to be served by any black people. The family allegedly told staff at a five-star Ritz-Carlton hotel in Florida that they didn't want to be served by "people of colour" or staff with "foreign accents". But Haitian-born waiter Wadner Tranchant has sued the hotel claiming that by preventing him from serving the family, the Ritz-Carlton violated the Civil Rights Act, the UK Times newspaper reported. Mr Tranchant, who is black, was moved to other duties when the UK family were seated at the restaurant. Mr Tranchant's lawyer said nine witnesses would testify that the family had made the racist request. "My client was prevented from waiting on this couple because he was black," he said. "Plaintiff was humiliated, embarrassed, frightened, intimidated, subject to undeserved shame and suffered severe emotional stress, which is continuin
Dating/relationship Advice
Not sure what I should do about this! Back in high school, I had an on and off relationship with one of my teachers . Which by no means am I complaining about. I knew at the time it was just going to be an affair while I was in school. Which to me was fine. I mean what  young girl would not go for the older woman. Which she wasn't that much older 10-15 years. Anyway, here is my problem now! After high school thought for sure it was over even we both said it was. but at the time I knew I was moving to a different state because of my parents work and they wanted me to move with them even though I was old enough by that time to be on my own. Now that I moved back home to Colorado, she found out that I had moved back  from a mutual friend of ours and contacted me by email which I got this morning. In the email she has told be that she has never stopped thinking about me and miss that I am no longer in school being she don't see me everyday no more. And also misses the time that we spent
The Jewgalo Chronicles
Why not?  Yiddish is derived of mostly Old High German, Hebrew-Aramaic, and languages of the Jewish Diaspora.  Some of the words have crept into  English such as chutzpah, which means unmitigated gall. I took a journey on a highway through life, No one picked me up 'cept myself. Scares me to know that very few care To see a desperate man. They look but they do not see, They have eyes but they don't want to see. I took a journey on highway through life, No one  picked me up 'cept myself Scares me to know that very few care, To see a desperate man on a highway Singin' to himself. And laughin' at the world as it goes by, But I'm just laughin' at myself! The Ba'al Shem Tov, also known as Israel ben Eliezer, or the Besht, The founder of Chassidus, a Jewish religious movement based on joy in doing the commandments, said that a person who says he loves G-d and hates people is a liar, for how can you love someone you don't see, and hate someone you do?  I know some atheists will ge
Celiac Stuffz
As some of you know, I have celiac disease. But what you don't know, is that I've been foolish and have not been following the proper diet for almost a year now. I'm started having some of the same problems I had when I was first treated. Yes, I know, I'm stupid for not sticking with it.... Someone was asking me about celiac disease the other day, and if it was dangerous. This is part of what I found out. When individuals with CD ingest gluten, the villi, tiny hair-like projections in the small intestine that absorb nutrients from food, are damaged. This is due to an immunological reaction to gluten. Damaged villi do not effectively absorb basic nutrients -- proteins, carbohydrates, fats, vitamins, minerals, and, in some cases, water and bile salts. If CD is left untreated, damage to the small bowel can be chronic and life threatening, causing an increased risk of associated disorders -- both nutritional and immune related.
Darkness surrounds my eyes, cuts all my emotional ties, to those who would, to those who could, potentially betray me, i now see, that this is all, my fate is to fall, I will not fade from this life, i will not break from the strife, all is lost, as to the cost, tis life obscene, I'm not yet so keen. on the thought of you having my heart, since when did you play the part, you took what you had, made it look bad, now you will be teared, i am one to be feared, i wouldn't piss on fire to put you out, i wouldnt even raise a shout, i would sit and watch you burn, an slowly wait for my turn, i watch you wallow in your very own sorrow, just remember love, your the one with the heart as small as a dove, i played my part, and gave you my heart. i fell down, to get right back up, i have my resolve, the world does not revolve, not around me, other may yet see, that to walk my path, you have to do the math, can you walk for so long, follow your own song, for
its 4:09am. I am awake.  i want to sleep but i have a lot on my mind. so i figured, what if i write down everything thats on my mind.... well i feel better and finally go to sleep?    I don't know whats wrong me. I don't know what triggered. I was hanging out with my best friends the other day. I was kinda like the 5th wheel. It didn't bother me at all. We went to TGIF, got our grub on, got our drink on then we went to go see KICK-ASS! which by the way is super awesome. It didn't bother me at first. Not till i got home I started to think holy shit why do I feel lonely? I even put that down as my status! ha! well i think i said....loneliness welcome back to my life. I started to think about silly shit. like the little things. Who doesn't like getting a text message from someone the like that says "I miss you!" or something among those lines? lol i don't know dude. maybe i'm crazy. hahahaha. it feels good to be wanted. but it sucks when you want someone and they don't want you the sa

Ah, yes divorce from the Latin word meaning to rip out a man's genitals trough his wallet Mission for missionary Missinary quite contary How dose your graden grow A sixty niner is alaways finer come on let's go,dont be slow Diggy doggy,bend over and I'll do you,real slow,no really slow We both stand up you pretend youre looking over my shoulder for a four leaf cover We both pretend that we dont know we sit up an face each other well just sit till the cows come home I'll lie on my back you pretend your at the track you saddle me like you would a colt I'll just lie there try not to bolt                                   Sex,sex,sex,sex,sex,sex See the problem that god gives men a brain and penis,and only enoough blood to run one of them.
Well life sometime take unexpected turns you can either go with the flow or run away from it. My life is on a path that I really wish I know whre it was going and sometimes I am glad I have no idea where it will go. All I know is I can either run form it or face it. Yes at times I want to run and other times I am glad I have not. I know that whatever I do or say can and will be either heard or ingoned. Well anyways some of you probbly have no idea what i am talking about and tjhat is okay and others well I sure you do or might. Well I have been on really about 3 years now and have made alot of friends and I have True friends. Yes I know most of them are online but either or if you are online or off line we all have people we call friends and we also have true friends. A true friend knows your past and is in your present when you need them, not just when they need you. They love you despite your faults and support you always. This is what a true friend is as you read this you will see
  Every now and again Every once and awhile There comes a time When our time has come Massacre the masses The harmful swarm of humanity The dirty breed infestation Erase the history The truth has been lost Buried beneath miles of Greed Kill the need Don’t let the sick feed No more ungrateful maggots Fuel the uprising The uprising to rid this world Of L I F E Everything is designed to hurt you Everything is designed to control you The person who helps you is your greatest Enemy "Keep your friends close and your enemies closer." I Cross no lines, for no one Before you complain Why don't you try not being a part of the problem. People - Stupid Universe - Meaningless God - Fake and/or Evil Fucking Bastard Cunt Me - Immortal You - Sex Object and/or Stupid and/or Meaningless and/or Fake Evil Fucking Bastard Cunt
Phoenix Rising
"Music's the only thing that makes sense anymore. Play it loud enough, it keeps the demons at bay..."~ JoJo/Across The Universe~ It's hilarious how sometimes you're just minding your own business, maybe playing an online game or two, when: WHAM! Something occurs to you that SHOULD have been obvious. I mean, it's literally a "d'oh!!!!" moment. Ok, I figured out a long time ago, that revelations rarely come when you're LOOKING for them, and even if they do, then  the "epiphany" isn't at all how, or what, you expected. This is a matter of course for my 19 lyfe... so I've gotten to a point where I just really sit back and let my "discoveries" flow naturally. Well... yes, I (the loser @ this online game that I was playing) was really letting my mind take a chill day. I've quite recently and presently been through a whole SLEW of emotions that required me to admit to various truths (even if only to myself) and alter my behaviors and feelings toward certain things, so, absolutely, I was just
Luvers Deelite
As I am walking, there is a feeling of concern. Is he checking out my ass? Does my hips sway? Is my shirt up? Can you see part of my panty? What the heck is going through his MIND?? Uggggggh females with boobs? friends with balls? fondle wet breasts? feel wiggle bend? Any thoughts..I mean suggestions? :) She desired him..wanted him so badlyHer body cried out for himThe nipples started to ache..for his mouthThe breasts wanted to be cupped in his handsVisions of seeing him devouring her nipples and breastsOvercomes her body and she lets out a cry of delightRiding on that desire and hungerShe watches a porn videoIt's a man and womanThe woman is riding the manVisualizing in her mind..she thinks of himThat it is her..riding himTouching herself to send her over the edgePutting as much fingers in her pussyThinking it is his cock that is penetrating herShe pinches her nipples..visualizing his mouth..sucking itHer fingers..going deeper and deeperStretching out her tight little
Fu Muse Says
Spring gave us an angelAnd dying autumn took her awayAway from this world and away from usNow we all walk alone in our griefShielding our eyes from GodHiding behind livesIgnoring the pain deep within the chestHow could Autumn be so cruelOr was it truly winter calling I figured it all out. When my friends used to say I needed more action in my life, lol HAHA! The truth is, I was more content where I was in that life. No stress and omg I smiled more. My sister said I don't laugh as much I used to. Guess its weird, cause thats me laugh laugh laugh! A lot has happen, that has changed my life and made me see that I have to be smarter, faster, and put on the bullshit shades. I have discovered the blog, lol. A place to bitch and whine. I am simply down this weekend. There were moments of happiness and then I was let down again. I am at the point where I want to just give up, but that's not me.  I am a fucking thinker, I could think for people if they wanted me to, lol. I feel like I'
then again, I've been leading towards a more reptilian theme.  Maybe Slough. I do love that word. So, I go to google Karmaceuticals to make sure it isn't taken yet, and it is, as a medical marijuana dispensary in Denver.  I think I'ma stick with the name though, I don't think they'll mind. Okay, so I have books and I'm beginning to learn what kinds of materials I'm going to need for my soap/candles. This blog is going to mostly be a place for me to put my ideas/recipes/whatever. Aaaaand yeah. This is gonna be fun, lots of trial and error kinda stuff.
Hope For Peace
We elected these corrupt individuals through lust for power and greed and driving this planet ever closer to extinction. Don't vote democrat because you believe the republicans are to blame. Don't vote for the republicans because you believe the democrats are to blame. All share equal guilt for the state our country, our very world is in right now. Headed full speed ahead to disaster. We need to vote in people who love people, not unions, lobby groups or organizations that all have an evil agenda. Vote in the local grocery store owners, the neighbors, the friends you know that are good and pure and we will bring a change to this world and forever cast this evil out of our lives. Hope for peace but prepare for war because the human heart is corrupt. Only through strength and putting fear in the heart of the enemy, can peace be won Is the current administration worshippers of Satan?. Is Obama a satanist? This is a quote from one of his mentors, , Saul Alinsky   "Lest we forget an over-
Why is 666 a scary number, because of what is written in the New Testicle?       Made you look! Why are names important?  In Hebrew the word for name and reputation are the same word, Shem.
The Big Girls Next Door
Click to join thebiggirlsnextdoor *~*The Big Girls Next Door Meet & Greet*~* Saturday June 5th 2010 Doors open @ 7 p.m. til 3 a.m. The Hideout Bar 3304 West Chain of Rocks Rd. Granite City, Il. 62040 7 p.m. - 9 p.m. No Cover After 9 p.m $ 5.00 cover The Band "Guilty Pleasures" will be on stage Couples and Singles are welcome! for more information contact or Send a text 314-632-6185 The Hideout is located at the corner of west chain of rocks road and route 3 , right off of interstate 270 on the east side. Party Like a Rock Star Theme Party!!!!!! April 28th 2012 @ Missy's Crib 9:00 pm  You're Invited to Dress up like your favorite Rock Star/ Movie Star , Costume is required.It's B.Y.O.B. ,  Please remember to R.S.V.P.  for more information: email or Text me 314-632-6185
My Thoughts.
So a musician friend of mine is in a jingle competition for the Shake Weight.  Could my friends on here please go to the link below and vote for Eric Michael Hopper. he's jingle number 9.  Thanks in advance!!!     I might not be that beautiful or the sexiest...Nor have the perfect body...I might not be anyones first choice....But I am a GREAT choice...I dont pretend to be someone else....Cause I am too good at being ME...I might not be proud of some of the things I've done ....but I am proud of who I am today. Take me as I am or don't take me at all. The next town over from where I live is in a contest to win $100,000 towards a dog park. Your votes would mean SO much to me! You can vote once per day on both of the following links.     PLEASE VOTE FOR DERBY, VERMONT (VT)   If you could pass those links along to others it would be wonderful too! This is much needed in o
Off The Top!!!!
     30yrs old -n- Im still a soldier/  with a cold shoulder/ glock 9 stashed inside the shoulda holster/ ballz big, huge bolders/ stay chillin with ol head warriors/ plastic henny cup, weed vapors/ stay dumbed out/mouth filled with mini razors/ the gun in my coat leave u brainless, razors leave u faceless/ at home sharpen the blade clean the stainless/ I stay conscience, mindstates cageless/ neva chill with cats hearts filled with fakeness/ Old school Mafia rules/ henchmen beneath u blood oaths taken to make the Family a certified orginization/ the sky is infinate like the mindstate of a new born infant/ steaks fresh off the choppin block, succulent/ cash flow stay in its mass abundance/ hidden sub basements filled with weapons of mass destruction/ Scheduald Family functions/ Dominance established thru respect earned by feeding thoes who trust u// This goes out to a special woman who recieved a broken heart from me,I'M SO SORRY!   A young boy foolishly in lust with no knowledge of l
.Name: DavidBirthdate: March 13thBirthplace: PhiladelphiaCurrent Location: DenverEye Color: BlueHair Color: BrownHeight: 5'11"Weight: 200#Piercings: NoneTatoos: NoneOverused Phraze: not sure...FAVORITESFood: SteakCandy: Dark ChocNumber: 13 or 7Color: Black, Navy, Khaki, Burgandy, Forest Green, GreenAnimal: Tiger, Raptors, WhalesDrink: OccasionallyAlcohol Drink: Rum n Coke, BeerBagel: Yes, with cream cheese pleaseLetter: S for Sensuality, E for Erotic, X for my thoughtsBody Part on Opposite sex: Eyes, Neck, Small of a womans back...This or ThatPepsi or Coke: Occasional CokeMcDonalds or BurgerKing: McDonaldsStrawberry or Watermelon: StrawberryHot tea or Ice tea: BothChocolate or Vanilla: SwirledHot Chocolate or Coffee: CoffeeKiss or Hug: BothDog or Cat: Have two of each.Rap or Punk: NeitherSummer or Winter: SummerScary Movies or Funny Movies: There are scary movies?Love or Money: LoveMY...Bedtime: 2200Most Missed Memory: not sure, I'll have to think about it...Best phyiscal feature: You
Soo i hear they're gonna change the number of mobbies from 750 to 1000 really soon. Go add me if you havent already!! & also.. if you're not in a turf.. now would be a good time to join one! Especially since people are allowed to take millions of dollars per attack! We can have your back! We're growing more & more everyday & we'd love your company =] We're not just a turf.. we're also a family! Here's the link for you to check us out =] come onnnn, you know you wanna!! Much love!
Banana And The Vibrator
The Banana and The vibrator There's a Banana and a Vibrator on the bedside table The Banana says to the Vibrator What are you shaking for?, She's gonna eat me.   4 all u gujys that just want 2 get on yahoo or cam 2 cam, just 2 show what u have and want 2 c something from me 2 help u get off, just don't bother, If I don't feel it then I don't want 2 c it. Move on 2 someone that will,
Random Thought Stuff
Got this in an email from my local Italian restaurant.....Good thing I wasn't drinking anything at the time or else I would have spewed from my nose. :P   An old Italian man lived alone in Brooklyn.  He wanted to plant his annual tomato garden, but it was very difficult work, as the ground was hard.   His only son, Vincent, who used to help him, was in prison. The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament:   Dear Vincent,  I am feeling pretty sad, because it looks like I won't be able to plant my tomato garden this year. I'm just getting too old to be digging up a garden plot. I know if you were here my troubles would be over... I know you would be happy to dig the plot for me, like in the old days. Love, Papa   A few days later he received a letter from his son Vincent.   Dear Pop, Don't dig up that garden. That's where the bodies are buried.
My Opinions
How come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already is. You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it. Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea what so ever. The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them. I love him but I cannot show it, want him but he cannot know it, need him but I know it'll never be, if only he needed me. I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind. I wonder, what I could Do or say to make him like me. I wonder, what or who I need to be, to be his. I wonder, when just being me will be enough. Should I sm
Irish Pride
The auction for irish pride will be held on June 18th at 6pm estern time. If you like to be apart of this event in irish pride let us know we will get your name down. Here is how its going to work:All Fubucks will be split 50/50Half will go for the lounge and the other half will go to the person who was on for the auction.If you win the person put the payment to irish pride lounge profilewith who you bought.Also think of what you will offer the people so they bid on you the more the stuff you offer the higher you will go.You can be on cam if not at least be in the lounge.If on cam and in the lounge please fallow the lounges rules please.  We will start promoting this event starting May 19th we will drop the bulletin and comment drops tommarrow all have to help out in this that is staff. If member you are not required but if do that will be appreciated.Thank you all for all your cooperation.Dj Irish Rocker Many people ask me. Why Irish Pride ? Why on fubar? What is Irish Pride ? Do I ha
LET THEM GO! BY BISHOP T.D. JAKES....    There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.    I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.    The Bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]    People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.    Let them go.    And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to r
Bam Bam's Words
changes in phases indistinguishable from the way this ebbs and flows the undreamble turns face up and shows the grace pf placement through strategic and invasive tactics unbased in the math of it but aware of a path in it I laugh and its a strange muse. hereafter is when to make moves on the constant shake the roots and beyond that wake to truth, an ever expanding dialation its unraveling evolving and baffling, its revolving but not in the sense of violation it grabs a sweet tooth and satisfies satiating you, but this is me this tree an unnamed breed seeded from undepleted love and now seated with heated mind, as my buzzing fingertips find the way through the keys attempting to sieze the diem the dream unfolding a renovation with hell to heaven scaffolding remolding fire and water emboldening soul with cynergy recoding the whole thing with energy Im holding a thinner string but the cabling wont budge the strength and pull is just too much can you touch this Im feeling realxed in my gri
Required Viewing - Videos [nsfw]
I highly recommend the movie; Atlas Shrugged: Part I While it was not  well recieved by critics or at the box office it gives a perspective on both sides of the economic issue currently tearing this country apart. Fair wages are the root of both sides, one wanting to make enough that they do not need to depend upon government support, and the other wanting no limit upon what they take from their various enterprises. This movie shows what could happen should economic mining continue. It also briefly touches upon the other extreme, paying each worker less than their worth as a means of creating equality. Two sides of the same coin. There needs to be a balance. Profit mining will fail, paying everyone the same will fail. If the workers or the money men quit, it's game over. Instill responsibility in all early and enforce it with equitable employment practices. Responsible Corporations can = Smaller Government, but Irresponsible Corporations will always = Huge Government. If you have ev
Friendship Poems
Once all the smoke has cleared, Things will never be the same.  Where once hearts were true, Now to others they cast blame.    May this never become of us,  A friend like you,I would never let go. True friends in this world,  Mean more than most will ever know.    So if we can we should be true, And value each other to the end.  This is my message to you all tonight,  Those who are my friends.   #2 You see me in different shades, In all different points or degrees.  But when you read my words, Then you get the inner me.  You may believe I'm something I'm not,  my looks can be very decieving.  If you take the time to read my words, Then hopefully your heart can start believing.  When I look at you,I see your beauty,  I feel your eyes,your smile,words that ring true.  Now you know all of me,  But do I know all of you. No 3 With the beauty,  you all surround me with.  You all mean so much to me,  Trust and believe,my words are no myth.   Each passing da
Poem's I Wrote!!!
 I wROTE THIS TODAY i AM in a dark mood!!              "Sanity Fading"I can hear voices, can you hear them as well?They tell me to do all these awful thing's,thing's that I do not want to do.I wish they would stop screaming and tellingme their awful lies.Like I should take a spoon and gouge out myeyes. They say to take a rusty knife and cut off my finger's and that it will be an awesome joke.They say to take that same rusty knife and slice open someone's throat.I know that I am not evil, yet why do I hearall this crazy shit?I hope I don't give into these voices 'cause if I do that will be it.Everyone will suffer at the hands of theseabominations.Because of these abominations my name willgo unknown to all of creations.It is just awful to think that will happenif I let them go.I can hear voices, can you hear them as well?They tell me to do awful thing's, what should I do?They tell me to bite your tongue off and to bite out your eyes. I would watch you bleed to death as they laugh at you
you may be the one that commits suicide, but you are not the only one to die.   it might seem like the easy way out, but you leave all your friends and family, to cry and shout.   people die every day, and there is nothing anyone can say.   just because your life is not the best, don't set your body to rest.   there is someone out there for you, and there love is true.   so don't let your life go, god has a beutiful life he wants to show. i live life for no reason, it's like a season.   it comes and go's some times it snows.   every thing turns white, problems go out of sight.   then life turns to hell, can't you tell.   my poetry is shitty, an't that a pitty.   mabe god will get his way , when hell takes my away.   when i am gone , every one will be able to move on.     done by jason borchard     I am waiting for day to turn to night, when there is no more light.   I used to have fun in the sun, those days are long over done.   time is not
Peoms I Wrote...
That look in your stare,the gentleness of your touch.The warmth of your hug,i miss you so much.The moments we spend together,theres never enough time.But I'm happy when your around,i love that your mine.My feelings for you,they are so deep.I dream of you every night,while I'm asleep.You make me feel safe,i know that you'll protect me.My love for you is true,i hope that you can see.Together forever,we'll never be apart.Maybe in distance,but never in heart. In silence and in honor Into the darkness we fade With only minutes left To flaunt this parade... So throw away happiness! There is nothing left to say..
"2" Gothic Stories I Wrote...
It was a late autumn night, when my life changed forever. I was attacked and bitten by a creature unlike any I have ever seen before. I felt my life the very energy of my soul drain from my body as this thing, fed off my blood. To this day I do not know why it stopped, but as I lay on the cold ground that dark night, unable to move, unable to breathe, watching the darkness engulf everything that I once held dear. I knew that my time on this world was far from over. As sharp pains wracked my body, and silent screams exited from motionless lips, I felt my very being get twisted, ripped apart and then put back together. Lying on the ground, everything was almost completely black, the last thing I remembered was the glowing eyes of the creature staring down at me.I awoke weeks later from countless nightmares screaming, I sat dazed and confused as to where I was, and what happened to me that was unknown. It was pitch black in the room where I laid, and yet I could see, I could smell things,
Jux Bein Mi Self
 i hated when dumb ass people dont appericate everything u have sacrficed for them or be the shoulder to cry on or that support and love that u have given them told em "dont worry bro ill be here when u need me or hey hun i got u everythings gonna be alright i love you" then the fucking cocksuckers turn around and say u havent been there for them well 2 words 4 ya FUCK YOU!!!!!!! I'm sinking again, I'm drinking again Drownin and Wildin you breathin' again Is easy to sin when you bleeding within' Needin the grin, cheese and recede in the spend Lower than low, lower than low Thats how I feel in the morning Lower than low, lower than low That's how I sound when you callin' Lower than low, lower than low Im high but feel like im falling im sorry but I feel lower than low This is me (this is me)I'm a queen, I'm a klown, I'm a G (I'm a G)I believe what I wantGot you singin' my songBut your seein' me wrongSo what's a matter with me?This is the belief (the belief)
Jesus Tits
  12:25pm Ackbar: i have an idea, but it involves you, a tinychat chatroom, and your ability to get a woman to write my name on her tits=] 12:26pm MFKN VAN H...: lol what do i get out of it? 12:27pm Ackbar: do you wanna hear what i had in mind? Itd be private, of course. 12:28pm MFKN VAN H...: sure 12:29pm Ackbar: or you coudl take the picture, for me. I want to see a vegetable in your anus, or your penis stuck inside a vegetable. 12:33pm MFKN VAN H...: ummm not gay and don't do vegetables 12:33pm Ackbar: i swear, if you put your penis in even an avocado, a melon...or, shit, shove it deep in some peanut butter, ill give you the bling you want. 12:35pm MFKN VAN H...: why do you want to see my penis in food so bad? 12:35pm Ackbar: some people like cars, some pepsi versus coke. My thing is genital insertion in food products. And, i can deliver. 12:36pm MFKN VAN H...: sorry can't do that
Late Nights
SO i jst got back and i can't stop thinking that i probably should not have drank what i had. Thinking is a constant thing lately and there's nothing i can do about it i hate it but it doesnt stop. I can't wait for the day where i can look into his eyes and tell him i love him hold him close and be there for him when he needs me, he makes me smile each and everyday doesn't even have to try..the way he makes me feel is unbelievable and i really dont care what people say he makes me happy so fuck off and leave it alone he's my dream come true and i'm glad he's who he is there is nothing i would change if i had the choice...   HAHAH Random check list... Does he make you smile [XX] Does he make you blush [XX] Does he treat you right [XX] Is he there for you [XX] Can he make your heart race [XX] Does he make you wish you were in his arms [XX] Does he give you reason to live [XX] Does he protect you when he can [XX] Does he care [XX] Does he love you unconditionally [XX] Would
Drunken (again) Prodigy
The point behind this is to give me a place to spew all my drunk shit. Usually I'm embarassed the next day, so in this zone, I'll never hold it against you if you don't against me, okay? HeD   Ain't no more sunshine, just rain and cold sufferingGeneration born to die with their eyes wide openThe clock strikes The wrong rightsThe mob rules The second Armageddon, igniting the lit fuseNo turning back& every soldier is on pointReady to die, the confrontation coming, ready of notIt's on again, It's time to say your prayers againIt's not the end, just the beginning of the endIs it hard?Yea, I can hold it down like thatIs it real?Yea, You know I break it down like thatIs it rough?Don't even try to front like thatI'm on fire baby, a big dog will hunt like that Another day, another buster wanna battle meAnother mamma crying, now her baby is a casualtyI'm ready nigga, slice like a machete nigga, got fetty nigga, never spend it on Betty niggaI hit and run, never stressing to look backWhen I loo
Food For Thought
         A young boy in the tribe had fallen in love with a young girl from another tribe. Everyday the young boy would cross the plains to see her. They found comfort in each other since they both had been hurt in the past. They both had suffered hardship. They had seen loved ones taken by sickness and killed while hunting. They had both known famine and drought, despite their youth. Together, they would walk down the river and by the canyons. They laughed about the goings on in the tribes, dreaming of the time when they came of age to marry. Two full seasons had passed, and the time came for the young boy to participate in the rite of passage, so he could become a hunter and a man in his tribe. To do this, after the fall harvest he had to leave the tribe and brave the winter alone. This would prove that he was strong and wise enough to provide for a family. The young girl feared for him, she knew it was a dangerous time. The young man reassured her; “I have learned much from
I Just Go Wrong...
i pride myself on being smart, artistic and good looking, so how can a mind so strong be so wrong?  why does it seem like everyone i love either gets hurt or grows to hate me?  how can such a nice guy go so wrong?  when can i do summing right?  im just like car parts, i look nice, but ill always be replaced someday by summing better... have a great time and get fukked up!  as the day is long; and so the damage goes on!  PRIZE!    have a good time and never say good bye.  consistant bikkering; they are the way, they love the way, I AM THE WAY!  kill em one, kill em all!  have a great time and get fukked up!  we will never give away what we have won!  this is a part of me, you are a part of my mind, so get in line to get fukked up!  have a good time while the cool corrupt as the day goes on and so the damage is done!  gonna tare this god damn world apart, gonna break humanity, gonna piss gasoline and set the world on fire!  have a hella good time while the cool corrupt!  get a hella high
Tough shit, Amigo   A beautiful fairy appeared one day to a destitute Mexican refugee outside an Arizona immigration office."Good man," the fairy said, "I've been sent here by President Obama and told to grant you three wishes, since you just arrived in the United States with your wife and eight children."
Whenever ppl says, damn he ruined it for the rest of us...and in the past it has, I recently made the choice that one bad apple isnt going to fuck it up for others who arent shitheads lol....and believe me, i know who the good ones are, even if i havent spoken to you, i know lol, and i dont want ppl to be scared to say things to me afraid im going to chew you out...just have common sense, which i have found isnt real common lol...i have a sense of humor, just dont disrespect me...plain and simple...i dont think thats so much to ask...and the whole, dont put up nudes if you dont want ppl to say things, its my page, my pictures, my pictures should say : wow, shes pretty cool for sharing these, NOT, hey, i can talk to her like a whore, hell, my pics are with my husband...i highly doubt that is being whorish, and i dont think me sharing them says im a whore either, maybe it says im somewhat confident that ppl will enjoy looking at them...but, maybe im wrong, maybe im giving ppl too much cr
Our love has gone, Gone far away. They travel here and there, But we know they will always come back to us.   They might be away, But our hearts are always with them. Where they go, we are there with them.   We might be separated by distance, But not in mind and soul. They know we stay true, No matter where they might go.   It seems like a life time, When they are not here. But when they return, Everything seems to stop.   Our happiness has returned, We can quit worrying and stressing. They mean the world to us, As hey do to most others.   For they are  American Soldiers, That most hold dear. And they fight for what is right, And protects us day after day.   They don't consider their own lives first, They think of their loved ones, And everything they hold dear.   They know there's a chance to die, But they look at it straight in the face, And they show no fear, Because they fight for love, honor, freedom, And everything they hold dear.   They mi
I would like to put forth that we change what we call ourselves to Humanimals.I hear people all to often deny that they are animals or using the term in a derogatory manner. If you are not an animal, are you vegetable or mineral? We are the animal Human, we are subject to many of the same afflictions that other animals have, but supposedly have the intelligence to overcome them. We see them in our day to day lives, even make jokes about them. The 'terrible twos', the 'little adult' stage,the 'teenage rebellion', the 'seven year itch', the 'biological clock', and the 'mid-life crisis' are all examples. Most are designed to facilitate breeding and a diverse gene pool, but do not fit well into a monogamous relationship, if any wish further explanation on how these were meant to affect breeding, feel free to drop me a line and ask. If we are to overcome them we must be aware of them, educate ourselves about their effects, and be smart enough to overcome the; however in order
src=""" Apparently, some terrorists like to take in the sites before they blow sh*t up. The all-American cocktail of glitz, commercialization, and entertainment, garnished with the busiest subway terminal in the city and thousands of tourists packing the streets daily, Times Square is for terrorists what Carnegie Hall is to musicians: the big time. Fortunately for us, the most recent jackass to attempt taking out a chunk of Times Square wasn’t a front row kind of guy in his bomb-making class. It's good to know there are slackers even in terrorist cells. [Shout out: What do you think about ... Times Square Bombing Attempt?]  
Demonic And Dark
When satan's son is dead, castrated A dark gateway will be created The world will transform to a living HELL And will create the unholy shell Where the skeleton hangs the body lies As demons' hands reach for the skies The life within now gone away Tomorrow is a darker day Joy to demons, Joy to hell Joy to those within the shell The hatred is a joyous thing And sorrow makes the church bells ring The tree of life is grown with thorns And sprout anew with little horns The angels have abandoned flight And there will be no morning light Those who burn with holy fire Will not reach their one desire The happy dreams will not be filled Let all the joyful ones be killed The dark one sits on burning tower The bright one feels his folding power It seems now that the tide has turned Let all the holy ones be burned The world has now come to an end This is it, I'm afraid It's over my friend. Twisted minds in an endless world of pain. A place where beautiful things vanish before the naked eye. Darkne
September 11, 2001began like the many days before,But before long the world would knowwhat this day had in store.A hijacked plane flown into one of the twin towers,ending its deadly flight.A mere 18 minutes later another plane hit,This the beginning of America's plight.The once vital components of a business day,Such as documents and desks,Now trivial objects as hopeless employeesLeaped tragically to their deaths.The Pentagon, once a national symbol ofOur country's safety and strength,Was also attacked and bears a wound,Smoldering hundreds of feet in length.The entire world watched in horror,As tower one crumbled to the ground.No true New Yorker will ever forgetThe unbelievable sight and sound.A short while later the other one caved,Crashing down floor by floor,And before our eyes reality set in:The World Trade Center was no more.Fireman and cops rushed to the scene,Helping in any way they could.Many of them risking, sacrificing their lives,As any of our finest would.Civilians ran in f
Miscellaneous Writings
They say high school is tough, But I think that it's fun. It's where we make life long friends. Where we meet our first loves. It's a whole little world of its own. A place where we learn not only about equations and formulas, but about the bigger picture of our world. About life and the world we live in, And the people who live in it. In high school, we're exposed to various ethics and backgrounds; With all of this, we recognize what makes each of us different. And with open minds, we can accept and appreciate That of which makes each and everyone of us Unique in our own special ways "If tomorrow starts without me,          And I'm not there to see,           If the sun should rise and find your eyes           All filled with tears for me;           I wish so much you wouldn't cry           The way you did today,           While thinking of the many things,           We didn't get to say.           I! know how much you love me,           As mu
Would like to be in a turf to where I am accepted and where there is no drama of he said, she said crap. I would like to start out as a soldier if possible. Please if anyone could help that would be great. Thank you. Please keep me at 50% buzzed.  It is for when I level to 22.  It is one of the requirements.  I would really appreciate it.  Thank you. Please read my profile.  Especially the about me section.  I would like it if you would do that.  For I am not going to repeat it in the shout box.  Thank you.  
Things Found
Do you chance the agony of rejection or scornin hopes of the ecstasy from acceptance born?Will you risk the heartbreak of love gone bad,to find a love so true, like few have ever had?You are caught within their mesmerizing glance,do you bet it all on love and take the chance?Will the fear of making such a huge mistakepersuade you to keep loneliness and it's ache?There is less pain in being alone it is true,but is that the thing that really want to do?The ache of loneliness is constantly there,the sadness that leads the heart to despair;at least in trying to love there is the chanceyou will have a forever of love and romance.In the end the choice is up to none but you,the time is here, so what do you decide to do? A Brand New Startby Jill Lemming  God sometimes brings us to a placewhere answers can't be found...Where we cannot see tomorrow,for confusion all around.  Yet deep inside we realizethat all things work for good...Even times when we've been woundedand we feel misunderstood.
 I want a lover, a best friend  Someone beside me until the end  Is this you ?    I want a hand to always hold  Arms to warm me from the cold  Is this you ?    I want an ear to hear my cries  To wipe the tears from my eyes  Is this you ?    I want a heart that is true  No matter what we may go through  Is this you ?    I want laughter and a smile  One who will go that extra mile  Is this you ?    I want a love that's forever more  Till I'm taken to that distant shore  Is this you ? It's difficult to chooseAnd so hard to knowThe things that will happenWhich way your life will go. Yesterday has passedWhat did we learnSweetness or sorrowOr which way to turn. Today is brand newIt should be a treasureWith laughter and joyFrom all lifes pleasures. Don't plan on tomorrowFor it may never arriveBe loving and kind todayJust be thankful and thrive. Dream with me, of future days Seeing the changes of our ways Walk with me, hold my hand Feet feeling the oceans sand Talk
Rambling Thoughts And Textual Intercourse...
I love the internet, it's got so many things on it.  Things that make you laugh (Mostly on Youtube... although the TV Tropes website absorbs far too much of my time on the net), things that make you cry (Again, mostly on Youtube... the shit people do to themselves and then make public that I wouldn't confess to a Catholic Priest) and things that make you go... Wait... WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?? I'm still trying to figure out if it's the beard or the glasses... maybe the chest hair and tinkering with cars... I don't know... what I do know is that you'd think, as a guy, my e-mail spam would be of a specific type... and it totally is, just not what you'd think. It never ceases to amaze me just how often I get spam in my e-mail that has to do with bigger tits.  "ENLARGE YOUR BREASTS" and the like.  I don't have breasts, and I keep myself active enough that across my chest I do not have mounds of fat big enough to be classified as breasts, boobs, tits, gazongas, torpedoes, tatas, or whateve
Interesting Videos Ok, have to do it this way, since I can't get the thing to embed.    
when im at wrk,freinds and fand  get in for free,Im the front dood bouncer,call me clownface,then i will know,hope to see you there   being a bouncer is not an aesy job,but when you look like me its a good fit thanx for all the help my fubar friends
Odds And Ends
i wanted to ask anyone when you go to any site does it say http:// or https:// is theyre any free programs that i can download since limwire is no longer in use i have frostwire it aint that great ive tried it always says its corrupted any other ones out theyre who has fb let me know
Damn my rebel heart keeps beating But yet my soul lies here bleeding My destiny broken My fate unknown Left to die with my eyes open Seeing your face every time I wake Living my future in the past Living backwards so your memory will last Your voice alive within my mind Remembering you, time after time And every night I spend hours kneeling Hoping my hell isn't real Praying for you to smile at me Come to me, call to me In vain So e
Liek Wh0a?
♞ Ҡ๏иκฟεƨŦ ♞: happy hunting then  -  del {SNO} HELL RIDER: IM GOD  -  del {SNO} HELL RIDER: i dont need luck  -  del {SNO} HELL RIDER: LOL  -  del ♞ Ҡ๏иκฟεƨŦ ♞: good luck  -  del {SNO} HELL RIDER: over a game  -  del {SNO} HELL RIDER: i will make u cry  -  del ♞ Ҡ๏иκฟεƨŦ ♞: get busy  -  del ♞ Ҡ๏иκฟεƨŦ ♞: why wait?  -  del {SNO} HELL RIDER: u will know when i start fucking with u  -  del {SNO} HELL RIDER: right now im just getting inside ur mind  -  del ♞ Ҡ๏иκฟεƨŦ ♞: then stop crying about it  -  del
Freeman's Wish
well okay... I had the most unexpected moment today... I didn't even know it was coming as i thought my soon to be ex had already been served... I allowed a realtor to visit as we are selling out house and have to agree on what Will be taking place as far as getting rid of the place... all that said and it was about half way through his presentation when he looked out the window and noticed a police man parked and walking toward the door... it was a then that I knew that that was the service of the papers for her... wow.. timing was way bad.. though I was glad that the realtor was there or it might have turned ugly... she excused herself and the poor guy was left from a smooth talking sun of a gun to a stammering idiot that didn't know what to say.... I felt bad for the guy... and I kind of didn't like how the timing worked out it would have been better for me if it would have happened when I wasn't there... oh well now I have a story to tell about it.. this one isn't as long as but
For the past 15+ years I have been having the same exact dream over and over again. While there are nights that I do not dream this dream or at all, the nights I do have this dream are getting to be bothersome I guess.   My dream starts out with me waking up and walking down stairs to the dining room area. I am living in Union Beach, NJ(In this dream for some odd reason I am living in this town). My entire family is in the dining room crying and just trying to get things in order. My twin sister is crying especially hard and while I try to console her and the family I am ignored. I have this issue about touching people, not really my thing..but I digress, While I am being ignored I ask several times whats going on and each time I am still ignored. The scenery begins to shift and I am at a graveyard, watching limos and black cars roll up through the gates. I see them go past me and towards an open grave. As everyone begins to get out, a hearse appears in the distance and moves to the
please go like my friend so the last few months have been some rough times, and not only with deaths but with health issues for myself. Ill be taking a break for a while not sure when but when i dont show up for a while you'll realize it was time. Not sure when ill be back either. Just wanted to thank my fu family and friends for all there support and hope that you all take care. And if for some reason you leave fu i hope that you know that i was grateful that we were friends and that i wish you all the best!!! (h) and ((cookie hugs)) Hey all slowly recovering, but thank you to all my friends who stuck around. Im really trying to be on more but trust me i did not mean to ignore anyone!! slow recovery!! ((cookie hugs)) hope everyones doing well, send me a msg let me know (loves)!!! 
Funny Poetry
She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!
Virgin Blogger (first Time)
Not going to get fancy, I really don't come here very often. Haven't made a salute or whatever it is, so I can't talk to some people. I come on when sent an alert. Pantyshotz sent me a drink and I tried to return the favor. Don't know if it went or not. The alert said there was a comment also, but I have no idea what it was. I wonder if she will see this? Hopefully she will This is all fun and good, but it is a fantasy type thing. You will never meet the others you talk to, and I have no idea what I can tell them;since there is that section about being "defrocked" depending on what you say. If someone wants fantasy, all I have to do is dip into my past and describe it first person as if we were within licking distance. I have met women from dating sites, but at east half that I have met have had problems such as being alcoholics (4), Bipolar (3), thieves (2), multiple personality (1) but if you count all of the rest of least 8. One of her personalities was a televangelist an
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Poetry In The Making...
Alone in the darkness that is my soul Not ready to move on but needing to Pondering about who I really am to you Tired of waiting so I hide behind my walls No one will ever get through ever again Invisible barely existing  I go on about my daily life, shrouded behind a fake persona When home in my comfortable safe haven of what has now become my safety blanket I sit in the dark Pondering what could of been but will never be You claim you want help for your current issues; yet you seem to think that it just comes to you. I'm here to tell you ...keep dreaming, it's not that simple. Suck it up, Man up, and grow a goddamn pair! The illness will forever own you if you keep up your life in such a manner. You don't just wake up one morning and *poof* you're magically cured! It takes time, effort, and yeah...there will still be disrepair. My words of wisdom and advice to you would be this: STOP FUCKING DOING WHAT YOU'RE DOING IF YOU ARE HONESTLY AND IN FACT WANTING IT
Fuck Fake Ppl They Can Suck On My #$%^
Fuck fake people Pullin’ fake ass shit With fake ass minds On MY damn time NOT cool!!!! If you can’t be real I’ma let you know the deal If what come out yo mouth aint true I don't want shit to do with you and sumthing else u can burn in mutha fuckin hell u lyin bitches stealing photos that areent ur and shit i may not be good looking but im the realest idont do that shit u stupid fucks and if ur one of them fakes here in fubar then this diss goes out to u bitches How can you stare at me in my face and smile And talk behind my back all the while You may think I'm dumb by the things I do But you can’t be straight up so what does that make you Figure it out!!!! Usually I wouldn't give a damn But the lyin’ and deceit hit me like WAM Hey it’s ok and I'm doin’ well But I hope you ride a slow fiery buss straight to hell Kiss my ass!!!! Oh. For those that think im fake when it comes to my rhymes fuckyou im more real then harmaggedon jus come at me i dare
  You dance over me while I am unaware you sing all around but i never hear the sound   Lord, I', a,azed by you How you lov e me     I met him threw a young women I was counsling.  She knew i was unhappy with my marriage and introduced me to her friend, vie the internet, Bryan.  We seemed ot hit if off real good.  He was 28 to my 44.  He liked the same college football team as me even liked the same drink, Dr. Pepper.    We planned on meeting that thursday but coem Tuesday his mom was admitted ot the hospital and it looked like she woudl die any day.  It took three weeks.  While all the family, Bryan, his dad and siste; stayed at the hospital day in and day out.  I never ever oncetalked to him on the phone as his excuse was he was shy.   Withe the moutaining excuses as to why we couldn't meet I began to sit back and reall observe teh situation.  The young women I was counsling had moved in wiht me while they were waiting on Bryans mom ot get better.  I watched as she would
The Wall Of The Shamed Bwa Ha Ha Ha
Now normally I could give a fuck less about douchers and dumbasses alike but this guy he just pissed me off. Anyway his funame is 819lukes and this mother fucker runs around posing as a member of the military to get this get himself some e-pussy. Enjoy his and I's conversation bwa ha ha ha!!   CCE cReEpE...:It actually made perfect sense you dumb fuck but I forget you have the education of a fourth grader so let me put it a little more simple for ya. A. If a girl clearly states she is taken take the mother fucking hint. B. Just because you are in the military doesn't give you some amazing power over pussy. C. Just because you are in the military doesn't mean you can pull it like some fucking suffrage shit your in fucking cali for fucks sake. 1:51am CCE cReEpE...: So yeah next time you try to harass you some e-pussy how about not being a stupid jackass and show some fucking class 1:51am CCE cReEpE...: You worthless booter cunt 1:53am 819lukes: lol m
I Am A Proud Army-girlfriend & Wife
i am a military girlfriend. i hold no formal recognition with the powers that be. i am at the bottom of the chain. i hold no Military ID card, i am not a “dependent” or a parent. the man i love may face unspeakable dangers, and i am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news. i understand this and accept this. i have promised to be here for him upon his return, no matter how long he is away. people may say I am insane for making such a commitment with no guarantees, but i hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe to me.. i know full well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times.. there is no ring on my finger that symbolizes our commitment..i hope every day that he will be able to call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions… smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and relationship is based on a brief communication where “I love you and I’m okay” speaks more than vo
  An Amish farmer walking through his field notices a man drinking from his pond, with his hand.The Amish man shouts: “Trinken Sie nicht das Wasser, die Kuhe und die Schweine haben in ihm geschissen!”(Which means: “Don’t drink the water, the cows and the pigs have shit in it!”)The man shouts back: “I’m a Muslim, I don’t understand your gibberish. Speak English, infidel!”The Amish man shouts back in English:  “Use two hands, you’ll get more!”
Food Pr0n
1/2 large white onion Fresh Ginger 2/3 cup peanut butter 2/3 cup peach jelly Fresh cracked black pepper 1 egg 1 small can Mandarin Oranges 1 TBSP Fresh chopped Garlic 4 Boneless, skinless chicken breasts, frozen.   Using the chopper of your choice, chop the garlic, ginger, onions, and pepper together. Open the can of mandarin oranges and drain the juice into the onion mixture. Continue chopping until everything is small and moves smoothly. It should be a liquid consistency. Add the egg and jelly and blend well. Gradually add the peanut butter, blending as you go so you don't wind up with a mass of peanut butter coated in the sauce. Now you want to add about 1/2 the can of oranges. Reserve the rest for a garnish.   After blending thoroughly, lay a long sheet of aluminum foil in a baking dish. (Roasting bags work quite well for this as well.) Lay your frozen chicken breasts on the foil and carefully pour the sauce mixture over it, thoroughly saturating the chicken. (It's lik
Party Rush
How to make suprize to someone : 1.Knock the door in the morning 2.When she/he open the door,you must ready to suprize 3.You have to can mysterious face 4.Show your face,and give the doll (or anything suprize)  TADDAAA !! Your face so cute :) Someone Look Like What do you want? 1.He look like prefer me,but I think no cause he not know me -,- 2.He look like copypaste me,but I think for what? Random too? 3.He look like care with the problem,but he never solve a problem 4.He look like dont like him aunt give him a new phone and care 5.He look like no need parents,but realized he very need 6.He look like stupid,but realized hmm…he smart 7.He look like not jerk to choosing a exotic girl,but realized….like a jerk 8.He look like understanding,but realized he not understand (maybe) 9.He look like care to sister but realized,he not care,hate and annoy 10.HE LOOK LIKE CARE TO ME AND LOVE ME BUT……..I NEVER KNOW :) 07 June 10’ I VERY HAPPY TODA
If Tommorrow Never Comes...
Well its that time again.   Let's party it up not once but twice at the same time in my lounge.  I would really love to see everyone there but i totally understand if you can not make it.  If you would like the link to the lounge, please SB me.  I would be glad to give it to you.  Everyone is welcome and invited.  Hope to see you there.  They both start at 10:30 est tonight. Come and join us in My Fair Wedding as I do my very first fu wedding and fu marry my best friend Bud and his soon to be fu wifey IrishRaina. There is going to be a reception party and an anniversary party and also a halloween party. The wedding starts at 10 pm est on October 30, 2010. Parties will follow. Please contact me for more information and the link to the lounge. We would love to see you come in and join in the fun. Well yall its that time again.  I have 2 new lounges that are hiring dependable staff and everyone is welcome.  Great places to have fun and no drama is allowed.  Don't like drama and drama
i married my wife on march 31 2010 and ever since then it has been nothing but hell she refused to give me any kind of space when iam on the internet she stays behind and see what iam up too or if iam calling a friend or texting she always looks on who iam talking too she is so far up my ass that i cant even take a shit with out her approvalshe lies and try to manipulate me to do what ever she wantsme and my wife got into a fight and she shove me first and i shove her back and i try to get my marriage license from her since i was the only one who ever paid for anything and everything but she refused so i try to get it from her i did not hit her tho even tho part of me wanted too she had the cops called on me at the end of Julyi was in jail for a day and i got out they gave me anger management i start next week that stupid cunt could have ruin my life all together because i already have court in phx for a old charge of protecting my ex gf from a guy who i thought was going
More Feelings
I'm not sure where to life has taken a downward spiral. I am almost 30 yrs old and having to move in with my mom. I feel like I have been used again and thrown away AGAIN. It depresses me to think that the only use men have for me is physical not never emotional. When will my feelings matter? I am starting to think NEVER. The depression is begining to be too much to bare. I want to shut off my emotions and never let anyone in. I am thinking this might be the only way to protect myself. Why should I care when no one else does? Why should I give a shit about anyone? I am done trying to find someone to love or love me. I can only take so much and this last experience has opened my eyes to how I am valued and respected by others. This is where the depression takes over. My nereves can't handle watching what I am being forced to watch. I am trying to not see but I am not blind and my heart is still broken. No one cares and this just adds to the pain. I wonder if I will ever fe
Just So You All Know
                                           Yea,I FINALLY found the kind of rig I wanted,in my price range,below that actually,lol. I now have a 1996,(I know,but if you saw this rig,age wouldn't matter to ya),GMC blazer w/ 4 wheel drive. It is in great condition in and out,no rust,clean,no rips in cloth seats,pw/pl,NICE cd/radio player,auto,v6AND only about 35,000 miles on it.I STOLE IT for $950.00.Cool huh?.....Of course it does need something to pass inspection,but it's only a muffler and a brake line and bf will do the work for me for nothing plus get parts cheaper than I can. Going to play with my new rig,have a good night all,love yas,mauhz.(h) Just want to wish ev1 a Happy and safe Halloween and say I'm sorry for not being around. It doesn't mean I miss or love ya any less. I have just been very busy cleaning out a bunch of stuff I don't need in house any more and VERY stressed out cuz of neighbors. Also I have been busy with my son's boy scout meetings. He earned his bobcat badge
Moral Compass
      I have noticed that a lot of people put rape their cherries/molest their like button in their status.  I know people are trying to joke or be sexually appealing.  However, others and I find it appalling because of  what these words stand for.  It is sickening to see so many people use these words so freely. Some things are not and should never be a joke.  There is definitely nothing sexy about rape/molest. Rape: the unlawful compelling of a woman through physical force or duress to have sexual intercourse Molest: to make indecent sexual advances to; to assault sexually  When the word molest is used in proper context it usually refers to a child being sexually abused. I want people to be aware of the damage they can cause with the reckless use of these words.  Some things never go away no matter how far you go in life. Fubar is suppose to be an escape, so please make it pleasant for everyone on here. This is my personal crusade to make people aware. If you want to sta
Lost angel on this earth, She is not sure where she belongs. She wears cuffs on her ankles and wrist. She believes in her heart, That one day she will find where she belongs. For now, she is a lost angel, She wears a fake smile, to hide the pain that she carries in her heart. She doesn't want anyone to know the pain, So she smiles and laughs. She touched love a few times. But it was never ment to be. Maybe one day, love will find her again. She has the need to be claimed, That would be her greatest victory, Some where is the one that is ment to own her. Until then she is a lost angel. She hears everyone tell her, wait longer lost angel. It will come, the one that will own you. Will find you. These cuffs she wears belongs to the one that will own her forever. Everyone wants her in their life to make it brighter and happier. To touch her is a gift and to own her is a pleasure. To own her heart is the greatest gift, you could ever have. To own her body, mind and soul is
Tarot Card
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)Very LowLevel 4&l
The Life And Times Of A Davey
What is love? I think that anyone that should know me should know this.  Hi I am Bi--Polar lol:).  I was diagnosed in 2003'.  I spent a long hard journey to get to where I am at now in my progression.  I think that I am working through this pretty well.  I stuble along the way and have to learn more and more everyday.  Looking forward to living a long life.  But you know what I gotta be real and make sure that I keep up on the way!  I think that the world is a ever changing place and to live in it you must know the ground rules.  If you don't the world just might swallow you whole. Love to live my life you better think twice. To all those who care, Dave Galich   You know that you cannot ask me anything.  Because I am not here to give anything.  So on and on I go.  Ranting.  Just punching keys here.  I wanted to think of a future with you but now I think that I will just sell you out and tell them all that your the biggest liar that ever roamed the Earth.  It only makes sense cause
Black & yellow fly swiftly through the blue, Wing's of Crystalline opaque Glass, Sun shining Through, Dive gracefully into flower's to drink the sacred dew, Spreading across the land pollen Mother Nature Kindly Sew. Come disturb our hive's & you soon will see, An army off proud Soldier bee's, Buzzing & flitting in there thousand's over the Hill, Tails raised forth , lance's carrying vengeance poison tipped, On that which try to destroy the hatred . within the hand that touche's our honey, Many will fall during the war, Broken & hurt, Carried gracefully back unto there hexagon slumber, Fighting for there gracious Queen, Her every will fullfilled, New spirit's are bred from there soul to carry the honour! Alone he sits , In a Silver cradled Moon , Hoping he see's her soon , If only a fleeting glimpse , Join me on a Comet , Heading for the stars , Through the Darkness & Into the light , Bathed in a warm surreal Glare , You'll travel safe, Never leave my arm's , My sweet Lad
4th Of July?
Oh Im sure what Im about to say is going to piss alot of people off but dont forget, there isnt a lil person in my head running in circles yelling "give a damn, give a damn". We are so stoked about The 4th of July....but why? I mean I know people have died for this country but that also happens in every day life as well. We tend to forget the truth on this it so called "got the freedom". It was stolen from the people who were here first. Where was the freedom then? Where was the voice that spoke up and said, "ya know what, this is OUR country".  There was no voice, those people who now live on small parts of land were killed. For the soul purpose of mine mine mine!. point is, before you shoot off your fire works, have your family cook out...take a moment to remember the ones that DIED so people could be here..oh and dont forget...if it wasnt for the NATIVE AMERICANS...most of the people on the boats would have died as well...My people taught them how to live.
Why Am I Famous?!
Misa Campo kicks off her career By the time she was in her late teens, Misa Campo had moved permanently back to Montreal, where she managed to land a job as a bartender at the city’s exclusive Jet and System nightclubs. Misa’s bosses, impressed by her sunny personality and drop-dead gorgeous looks, encouraged her to give the world of modeling a shot, and specifically pointed her towards Montreal’s annual performance Misa Campo Why Is She Famous? Misa Campo got her start as a model at various trade shows and conventions, and quickly moved up the ranks within the modeling world thanks to a series of high-profile appearances in a variety of upscale publications (including Maxim magazine). Misa Campo Biography Misa Campo was born on January 28, 1987, in Montreal, Canada. When she was just two years old, Misa moved to California’s Newport Beach to live with her father. Surrounded by her relatives, Misa grew up in a safe and comfortable environment in whi
Weekly Goal Update And Such
today was a bad emotional day so i went for a walk... in the last week i found out i definately have to have back surgery, my doctor wants me to get down to 160 before the surgery but will settle for 200... i've been waiting for a lost wages check since april... they told me april 9th i should get it in 5-7 weeks and i found out friday that it is now up to the insurance adjuster when to give me the check and if i havent recieved it by the end of my case which could be 3-5 yrs from now that my lawyer will address it then so i have lost my apartment that i was to move into on the 1st of sept.... my cell phone has been acting up giving me scramble screen and have to restart it to see whats on my phone adn then over the weekend it stopped letting me send forward text messages or pic or video texts so i took it in today and they told me that even though i pay for insurance every month they are claiming it was damaged by me doing something to it not covered under insurance so i have to pay 5
The Failbox
I love cleaveage, and so do you. If I had a pet angelfish, she'd love cleavage. My grandma probably loved cleaveage, and so probably does the squirrel right out side my window staring blankly at the light pole. Obama loves cleaveage, and even Ray Charles does, even though he can't see it. My computer loves cleaveage, my Fubar account loves cleaveage, my coffee, boots, guitar, yahoo messenger list, taskbar, broken partition, and all my bathroom acoutraments love cleaveage. Ok so you get the point. The subject is cleaveage. Why would anyone discuss cleaveage, you might ask... Well it's because it's a treasured and beautiful thing that women passively showcase and abuse. In my opinion, in my own mind, women use cleaveage to attract attention like catnip to kittens. Well, newsflash: It works, and that attention might not be the kind you expect. I think in some cases, it can attract undesirable attention, like stalkers, and effectively, rape. Not cool. I know. Not a cool subject. But it's
In Loving Memory
A million times we've needed you A million times we've cried If love alone could've saved you You never would have died In life we loved you dearly In death we love you still In our hearts you hold a place No one else will ever fill It broke our hearts to lose you But you didn't go alone Part of us went with you The day God took you home       Geraldine Guest September 24, 1913 - September 27, 2006 You walked with me and helped me understand where I was going. You walked with me when I was all alone along the way. You told me you promised you would always be there. You may not be here physically but ur footprints are in my heart. Our hearts may be filled with sorrow and despair but we hold ur loving memorys. You carried me when I needed a friend and when I thought I lost my way you gave me strength to carry on. On the bad and good days I know you will still be there. We Love you John John and  always remember that. Angels fly. Devils swim. John John, you walk on this E
Waiting For Her...
I have been waiting to find that one cool chick that you only hear about. I might have found her. But I dont want to jinx it.  Someone close to 6ft tall im 6'4 and im really sick of bending down to kiss a girl. But anyways for some reason I have not had a relationship last for more than 6 months. Im sick of fucking looking for that one cool chick to spend my time with. Either there in diff. area codes or there are red flags make me want to say no. To make love or just sex. What would you rather have. Is it strange to want to make love and not just have sex? Is it that the fact that just sex is just sex and the fact that I want more than just sex is kind of unheard of in my circle of friends. I must be getting old or something I have no fucking clue. Ok some of you might know I have been going over my options on where to go to school in the southwest or the west coast. Well, I think that it is time for me to live for myself and no one else. With that being said I think im going to just
Thoughts, Musings, And Other Crap
i have been on and off this site for almost 4 years, and when i first got on fubar i said and did lots of fucked up things to many ppl, now i admit while nobody is perfect, i was way out of line and a real asshole... i'm not here to try to make excuses for my past mistakes however... i am simply tryin to say that i have done lots of growing up and changed myself and the way i treat others for the better.   Yeah, i know i still have a long way to go and im not tryin to play a guilt trip on ppl i just want to ask anyone that i have wronged in the past to take the time for me to show that i have changed... and i am aware that i still make mistakes but over all i want to be a friend and someone that you all can be proud of and respect not think poorly because of my past mistakes or rumors.     in short, please give me a chance to show that i am someone with a good heart that is worth knowing...                                                                      thanks,             
I walk this lonley road, the only compiny that I keep is the wind and my shadow.Its not perfit or complet, its full of potholes, deadends and spot are onley dirt and over grown with grass and weeds. Its been a long time sent I have walked with any one, But dont get me roung there has been a few who have walk with me time to time, but not for very long most leaving when a better and falsly britter road opens up. There run up haed an the gone forever. The skys normley turn dark and sart to wheep for days on inn it seems, but then it clears up. The road is a mirrror of my sacred and wounded heart, showing all how pass by what i have been though.But yet I still walk on day and night hoping one day that some one will walk with me to the end.                                                                                                                                                        rye the drifter thouw these blury blood shot eyes, I see your dark intinsoins, With these scared hands
The Maverick Life
Tonight's posting is about a saying that George Carlin said that I find very true. "Life + Logic = Comedy"   Tonight at work...I was at one of the casino entrances, and there is an awning  there with 2 heavy poles out front. An elderly women and her grand daughter were waiting for some members of their party to show up while standing out side. The little girl was dancing all about the area, and I asked her if she was taking dance lessons. She says no, that she just liked to dance. She would dance over this way..then back over to her grandmother...then swing around the pole a few times...and repeat. The little girl was around the age of 10-12. Another female (that I knew) walked up, and informed me that she had just been hired by the casino there..and started work next week. My friend went inside...and I over heard this chat between the grandmother and grand daughter: Granny: "Honey...see that women coming there...what do you thing she does for a living?" Daughter: "She's a nurse..
Waisted Time
I'm workin at Yogurtouille on Mowry Ave in Fremont. Here's my schedule:   Sun 6:30p-10:00p Mon 6:30p-10:00p Tue OFFFFFFFFFF Wed 6:30p-10:00p Thu OFFFFFFFFFF Fri 7:00p-10:30p Sat 7:00p-10:30p   Come get your fro yo on! Excellent selection of flavors and topping, seriously, they're bomb. This girl came in today from another yogurt shop to get some from mine. Fa sho! I need a logo for my band and I'm too lazy to draw one up myself so I'm calling on you to design one for me. The winner gets their design used for my band and credit where credit is due! If/when stickers are made you'll be sure to get a couple. If you need musical inspiration to make this happen go ahead and get yourself a listen here: By the way, my band's name is Writing Checks For Ice Cream So it started off by me getting my hair done in a really weird way... like it looked like i had bunny ears coming out of my head and a bowl cut in the middle with a second poof
Random Rant
   I have just stated to work on a portait of my grandfather and his siblings. Some of witch were gone befor I was born.. Only ones left are my two uncles out of 7.. plan to give them prints when I finish...I was very closse to my grandfather and am close to his brothers .. I've done many porteaits befor but this one is personal and I feel intimidated by it.. But I havr faith in my abilitys and hope I can pull my head out of my ass to finish this ' Hey it's been one of those weeks were no matter how hard yoou try you just can't seem to break ahead. I have been trying to find steady work for eight months but nothinig is out thier. Trying to make a living as a free lance artist sucks.. No ine thinks about the time and effort put into making their piece, and like just anyone can do this.. I'd love to see some one pick up a brush and see what comes out.. just sick and tiered of main stream america thinking any one can be an artist.. it's not easy takes years of practice and finding out yo
Quick Beef Steaks with Mushrooms and Wine Using cube steaks instead of the usual cuts can shorten cooking time and calories.PREPARATION TIME: 10 minutesSERVES: 44 large (4- to 6-ounce) beef cube steaks½ cup red wine8 oz fresh mushrooms, quartered2 medium garlic cloves, minced2 tbsp fresh parsley, finely chopped2 tbsp butterPlace cube steaks in a quart-sized plastic bag, then set in a bowl to help bag stand up.Add wine, mushrooms, garlic, and parsley. Marinate mixture, refrigerated, for at least30 minutes (to add flavor) and up to 24 hours (to tenderize the meat).Melt butter in a large skillet over medium-high heat. Braise steaks, two at a time(reserving marinade for sauce), 2 minutes on each side. Remove steaks to servingplatter and keep warm.Pour reserved marinade into pan, and bring to a boil over medium-high heat. Cook fora couple of minutes, then pour over steaks. Serve immediately. Variation: If you are short on time, simply heat marinade ingredients together in asmall pan for 2
Questions That Can Never Be Answered
When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to th
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Random Thoughts
When I look back on my life nowadays, which I seem to do, what strikes me most forcibly about it is that what seemed at the time most significant and seductive, seems most futible and absurd. For instance, sucess in all it's guises; being know and being praised; ostensible pleasures, like aquiring money and seducing women, or traveling going to and fro in the world and up and down in it like Satan, explaining and experiencing what ever Vanity Fair has to offer. In Retrospect, all the exercises in self-gradifaction seem pure fantasy, what Pascal called, "licking the earth" Have you ever watched kids on a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gased at the sun into the fading night? Do you run through each day on the fly? When you ask,"How are ya?", do you hear the reply? When the day is done, do you lie in your bed with the next hundred chores running through your head? Ever told your child,"We'll do it tomorr
New Poetry Yay :)
I've never been so sure of anything till I met you you make me feel as happy as a gol digger with a rich jew you make me feel as light as air you show that you really care but you're so far from me why does this ocean have to be so mean so unforgiving and cruel I don't think its cool this ocean is breaking my heart I love you but i'm not sure I can fulfill my part all because this ocean won't let me embark all I want is you someday it'll happen but probably not any time soon :( I feel nothing, numbed by an unknown energy, now i sit here about to make a wish your blood on a dish, drowning itself amongst the bitterness. Embrace the life to my lips a breath grazes my lips gently, my mind dances with transylvanian memories of times depleted by the night. I see yet my eyes are closed, I see for i am no longer blind. Into the darkness i walk, I see, this place isn't so dark after all... I feel nothing but yet theres somethingnow I sit here about to make a wishyour blood on a
Poems And Writings
chorus these tears i cry are for a lost soul.... one that everyone sees but know body knows.... he feels so empty feels so cold... he just wants to be found and to be exposed....the razor meets the skin... blood begins to pour... a secret of life... and how it is no more.... with all the things on earth.... the tears still seem to fall... its a never ending cycle... he just wants to be warm.....chorus. these tears i cry are for a lost soul.... one that everyone sees but knowone knows....he feels so empty he feels so cold... he just wants to be found and to be exposed....all these thoughts running throu his head.... how woiuld it be if i was dead... BANG BANG... and now he knows... no body hears it... no body knows.... his cry for help is now long gone... chorus. these tears i cry are for a lost soul.... one that everyone sees but knowone knows....he feels so empty he feels so cold... he just wants to be found and to be David Scott Fentress sometimes it seems like i can n
real love never dies!!!! ♥♥♥If ya can,t be good, be good at it!!!♥♥♥ real love is forever♥♥♥
My Personal Mental Thoughts
I wish that I could save you from the mental thoughts you are having. I wish that I could save you from the terrors you are having with the world and how things are suppose to be. I wish that I had a chance to hold you and help you any way that I can. Distance is away for the truth on how you feel. But theres nothing I can do. Theres nothing I can say that will make everything for the moment just go away. I wish that I was able to walk with you, sharing moments from the past until now. I wish that I was able to smile for you, just making sure you did that, if not only once. I wish that I could watch the sunset, the morning sun rise, the sounds of the earth waking up..just you and me. I wish that I could be a better friend. I wish that I could give you better advice, but what I say is only from what Ive learn. We all have different lessions. Teaching you is what you already know. I wish that I could start your life over but then you'd have to start over with the he
From The Ashes
I am the man...for which no god waits Yet an entire world yearns, my courage, m strength, my sacrifice I have fought bloody battles on far away ground, and here upon the streets of home I have held onto dying and torn commrades in their last moments of life I have looked into the eyes of Death and felt the stinging coldof fear, yet moved forward I have gone places and did things no one else should ever have to, all in the name of rightiousness? I have been lied to and lied about...I have been scorned, slandered, and the brunt of many cruel jokes just because others that wear the same uniform I have, have been cowards I have seen the horror in the eyes of an abused child or a battered wife, and have been forced to choke back tears so none could see a weakness they might exploit...and yet have been branded a heartless bastard for it I live with death and chaos, and walk into shadows alone I am marked by blood, darkness, and powder burn scars and yet I will give my life if nee Gentle On Reviews Lol
Never felt good enough for anyone but myself My confidence is hidden deep down I can't understand why i still feel this way The pain form the past still haunts me Jumping up when least expected I wish it would go away so i cant be happy once again But here is where it seems to stay Most days i feel like a hollow shell of what used to be What i wonder could set me free Even when i think i am happy This other thought is still there waiting To prove itsself known like a badge of shame I hide from the world And replace the hurt and pain with smiles and laughter Hoping to one day find a new cure To this torturous hell The past i know is dead and gone But the pain still lingers on This test of emotional strength Has been going on for longer than i can stand How much more of a tolerance will last Before i succumb just like all the rest? Hold me now 'cause I am floating away Hold me now 'cause I can't take this So full of hate and anguish Destroying all the faith we had
Just Stuff
Just need to vent, I don't have many friends, quite a few who have either removed me from there top friends or family, those who have dropped me and wont talk to me, and I have a few that are friends, and i do appreciate it, but right now I am lost, not sure what I've done. At one point I could say I had alot of friends, I didn't have to upload naked pictures for ppl to come to my page or to talk to me, funny thing is, i let ppl view my pictures without saying, buy me a vip, blast, ect, like alot of bitches on here do, guess ppl like me get taken for granted, half my friends list probably dont know my first name, those ppl will be gone shortly, im done being nice and im done letting ppl make me feel alone. I found out a few weeks ago I have Ovarian cancer, and when its time for me to go, i wont be missed by most, ill be missed by those that matter, i lost my brother this week to a fucking IED...just want to know what I've done to deserve so much in such a small amount of time...I have
Club Karizma 2010
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Studies And Finds Of King Arthur
In the morning when I wake up And I open up my eyes, I feel an aching in my heart That’s when I realize. How much I really miss you And long to have you near. My heart is filled with sadness, And my eyes are filled with tears. At different times throughout the day, I find I’m missing you. And I wonder if, perhaps a bit, Maybe you miss me too. I miss you in the shower, When I’m in there all alone.  And when I want to hear your voice, And call you on the phone. When I check my e-mail And find there’s nothing there. I can’t help it that I worry, And I put you in my prayers.  I think by now it’s safe to say, That I miss you very much, And my heart will never be the same Since it suffered Cupid's touch. There is a bridge between Heaven and Earth It's called The Rainbow Bridge because of its many colors. Just this side of the Rainbow there is a land of hills meadows
_______________~Puppet~_________________Am I not just a puppet for your personal amusement?A doll for you to laugh and sneer at when tired of all others? A puppet... with torn clothes that long to be renewed, my painted face.. faded and scratched from all the days of being toyed with. My strings are rather dull, but still not able to break under my own free will. I wait in the dark corner of my mind and await for the next person that I must amuse, then be placed back in the darkness, and wait again. Such a life I have come a costume to though, after all what else must a Jester to do? A wait for the kings orders and then entertain untill send to the gallows, or upon my own death. So I wait, in my corner until my king, my master comes and fetches me. And I still think....Will someone ever cut my stings? Its only once you tell yourself, I’ll only bleed for a whileBut the truth is my dear you can’t keep hiding behind your smileThe cuts are getting deeper and you know I know it
Random Facts And Stories
I haven't been on much to invest any time into my friendships here, and for that I apologize. Been trying to get my life back on track lately. I reapplied for college, I start next month. Strictly online, I'm doing this as best I can. I will have two jobs starting next week as well. I need the money. And I've been trying to invest time in my relationship with Matt because some things got complicated when his friend decided to be a lying bitch. Fact is, I love this boy. I have since the first time I met him and I don't plan on anything changing that. Our parents are meeting on Saturday and Sunday Matt and I are going out of town together. I'm excited for the great great weekend we will have. :)   Well, Sorry again for everything and i love you all :) In virtually all Western societies, execution of a pregnant woman would be delayed until after the woman gave birth, which no doubt gave rise to a desperate effort on the part of some condemned women to get pregn
EnamoredBy the swell of herBreast, softUpturned, firm.Blue eyes thatBeckon, embrace.Down hair tracesGentle smiles.Difficulty seeingThe contrast,Between the visibleEmbroideries of heavenlyBodies, indeedBeautiful. And the innerEmbroideries whichThey only reflect andAre infinitely moreBeautiful.Clairvoyants perceive"Elementals"Those sprites thatTap into thePositive energies ofNatures Love.She cries out to me"I give you a new Commandment,Love one another!As I have loved you, soYou alsoShould love oneAnother" John13:33 poet Days inceptionCoffeeHot, smoothFrench pressedBreaking sunSleep filled eyesSlight stumbleOn deckApproaching railMorning sunFiltering soft chemiseEach curveShadow seenBed hairTussledWantonly, beggingMy fingers to touchTurningSlight smileAskingWhere's the coffee?I fetchWillinglypoet "The GiftStanding silentThe earliest – 1670The latest stillFresh not yet Disturbed byThe settling of timeFamily plots carefullyTended crowdingThe solitary stoneInscribed – “Unk
My Writigs
5 seconds later he was announce dead.....dead with his heart opened was empty inside......they wonder why.....he was heartbroken with no feelings inside........he always show love to everyone he meets.......but those same people......whoever they may be........thought it was ok to use pretend to be real.......but really they thought that he wouldn't do anything to them......til he snap.......when he came to his senses.......he realize that he killed everybody that he loved..........even if their love was fake......he had nothing to live he died.....showing everybody what it was like to be him......Be care who pretend to be friends with or this might happen to you. I wish I could be like bob marley and just smoke my troubles away but since we are not the same and ima martian, I know everything is going to be alright so I just take off my shoes and relax my feet and just lean back and tey to do some writing. But I can't come up with anything I got writer
well let me start 1st of by saying i will not be saying any names at all! for a very good reason but i do have lots to say.....I wanna know what the hell gives you the right to do somthing so fucking stupid for the 2nd time BOTH of you!... i mean god gives you a 2nd chance to prove that you are a good person that you can tell whats right from wrong that you can leav the damn drugs alone. he gives you a 2nd chance to bring a child into this world and rase it right and keep it outta harmsway.. and ya know what yall do yall fuck that up so bad.... WHY???? what made them children deserve that??? now there is 3 children in this world wondering why? why they dont and will never know there real parents?HA REAL PARENTS!!! screw that!!!! mabe i should say sprem and egg donor.... what did they do to be treated they way they have been treated!!! .... BOTH of you had the chance... and i remember the day you said she was preg.... you looked me in the eye and said this is my 2nd chance god is trusti
The story takes place during the summer of 1995.  At the time I was a firefighter/medic and crew officer for a local volunteer fire and rescue department.  One weekend, which I had off from fire duty, I was notified of a large structure fire within my area of operations.  Not having anything else to do, I went to the station to help with staffing.  When I got to the station, there was an immediate need for an ambulance.  A grabbed two other personnel to staff the unit.  While responding to the fire, dispatch redirected us to the interstate for a significant multi-car accident.  The dispatcher indicated there were 5 at least 5 cars involved with possible trapped victims.  There were other units dispatched but would be delayed because of the fire.   When we arrived on the scene, I knew this was going to be bad.  Half of four-door sedan had slid under a tractor-trailer.  An old station wagon was upside down and was partially in a ditch approximately 50 feet from the sedan.  There were f
True Love
You're there when the darkness comes turning off the ligh tand I'm all alone and then I see your faceyou're there when I'm to tired to go on my legs crumbling under me and then your arms are around me lifting me upyou're there when the tears won't stop hiding somewhere so they can't see don't want to be a burden and then I hear your voice saying "you're not"you're there when I don't know what to do thinking I'm not enough never living up to my own expectations and then you say I amaze youyou're there when I don't feel safe anywhere it all looks to scary don't know where to go next then you take my handyou're there even when I don't ask you to be somehow you just know want you next to me then I turn my head and you're there  Every time I think about you,I'm reminded of the reasonswhy I love you from the depthof my heart and soul.And I wonder what I'ddo without you,without your healing smile,your words of faith,the caring and sensitive wayyou touch me,lifting mejust when I need it most.W
                          Chapter One Some  times I   miss being the   teenaged dirt back  hanging out with  you  homies   fucking  them   half the  time   smoking  weed  and popping pills Having fun  damn   too   bad Sex sells!Some time in may 2010 Here’s   the  scoop  my  name  is  Bell  I’m  Nineteen years  old big deal right  I  know this  much  sex sells!  Lol I  knew that  at  eighteen  I’m   pretty  flat I’m short only five foot  two  inches tall  heheh  I  look up  even  if I’m  on my  knees  I  have  a  boys hair cut(boo to older brothers)  I’m not  a girly girl by any means   I say  bring on the  camping , drinking, pot smoking , and cliff diving  , 4x4ing , and mud Here I come I love to have sex and  just chill out getting  paid  and having a good  time  Never drink  on the job  number one  rule besides wearing a condom  never for get that either Some times the calls  are shitty  but it some time worth it.  My loving  Shadow is the best ma

Keep the Post Offices and Postal Workers Busy   It is up to all of us to keep the Postal Workers busy and use regualar mail and sending out packages and cards and keep then open and operating ! Many workers will soon lose their Jobs due to lack of business since the computer agae began and Internet started. All of that luxury we use is now the downfall of our Postal carriers. If you care about your local post Office then keep them going ! Mr. Scott nailed it... COLUMBINE STUDENT'S FATHER 12 YEARS LATER!! Guess our national leaders didn't expect this. On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful. They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every
Wolfhound Metal Radio
Wolfhound Metal Radio is making a special compilation of bands of Rock&Metal. It will be 4 CDs in mp3 for free download online with 80 bands.All bands can participate in this contest. The voting will be by the official facebook of Wolfhound Metal Radio.If you're interested in participate, you have to read the conditions:1. You should send an email to with the next information:Band,Country,Genre,Links. Include in the email a photo band & logo.2. The bands should have Rock or Metal roots, we don't accept POP Music.3. The bands should have one Album or EP.4. We only accept bands and the single projects will be rejected.5. It can participate unsigned and signed bands but they need the confirmation of the label for including it in the email.6. All political bands will be rejected.All those bands that do not meet the requirements set out above will be rejected.The last date for participate in this contest is 15th May.Good Luck Bands!Wolfhound Metal Radio, www.
So here I am stuck in Hell and I am wondering where in the hell did I go wrong? I think I got things all figured out and that I am finally on the rd to stability and routine again just to have it all go to hell in a hand basket. I cant seem to get to where I am going and I am not in any way going to remain stuck here or going back to where I was...ugh. My phone is shut off and I don't have anyone left that I can call on for help. People just love running their mouths and getting up in my business when their own lives are a fucked up mess and yet I am wondering why I seem to be the only one that sees this shit. I mean like do people not see all the hate and drama that is being spread or the fact that by egging it on or spreading things heard/overheard/disclosed to you that you are only feeding in to the drama??? And wtf is up with ppl stealing lately????? ppl I dnt even know are stealing things from me and then the people that are trying to be my "friend" and help me are actually callin
Desi's Day Dreams
Out in the woods I cracked Against the ground my head had smacked So logical reasoning, I found I lacked Only aware of the wrong choice I backed Crazed and insane I listened for the far off profane Trying to find an imaginary lane Bloody and torn I nearly could have sworn I could touch the coming morn And caught my hand on a waiting thorn Nearly dying I couldn't stop spying The trees, for my clothes and skin they were trying Until in the end, on the floor I was lying My blood from my body started shying Then, all of a sudden, just like that... I wasn't dying. There's a knife in my heart Where you played the part Thinking we were both so smart Until we learned I was simply a tart So please... don't even start Filling the rend which will never really mend only for death might I send so my life I can lend so others can fend Don't really wanna talk about pain So I'll mention your stain While my heart lays slain The conversational bane that splits us in twain... Little lily f
Explorer James The Tongue
to whom it may concernin 1991 i was set up to murder a man i was told it was the GYPSY JOKERS at the fourways hotel but it was a bunch of guy's who said they where REBELS they said it was the police plan to trick me into thinking i was killing a cop to join the GYPSY JOKERS,the police offerd them hundreds of dollars or millions i turned down the offer to kill that man, who was thrown in front of me on the dance floor in side of the Port Augusta, FOURWAYS HOTEL in the VAULT area, as i was walking back into the saloon bar, i heard  "shit there go's all that money just walking out the door"" we will just have to take him else where," an kill him for nothing an forget about the money, the cops offered us", i said " what you mean the police are paying for this" they said "yes, where REBELS not GYPSY JOKERS" we was to swap the gun with your prints for the money the cops offerd usi said ok you can have my finger prints, they said one problem he is still alive, i said thats easy you's kno
Nepal Trek Info
The best way to experience Nepal’s unbeatable combination of natural beauty and cultural riches is to walk through them. The immense contrasts in altitudes and climates found here support an equally spectacular mix of lifestyles, vegetation types and wildlife. Trekking in the mountains of Nepal is more a cultural experience than a wilderness expedition. You will be passing through picturesque villages inhabited by diverse ethnic groups. You will see Chhetri farmers working in their fields and Tamang herders grazing their animals on the steep slopes. You will meet Gurkha soldiers home on leave and come across Sherpa yak drivers transporting goods over the high mountain passes. And always in the background, the icy pinnacles of the Himalaya loom over the scenery. Trekking in Nepal is an all season activity. It is possible at any time of the year depending on where one wishes to go. However, the most popular season are spring (February - May ) and autumn (September-November). Even d
Just For Laughs
"The Train Set" Little Johnny was in the living room playing with his train set while his mother was in the kitchen getting dinner ready. Johnny would take his train around the track and stop then announce "all you mother fuckers getting on get on and all you mother fuckers getting off get off". Johnny's mommy thought she heard johnny say these bad words but wasn't sure so she listened and sure enough she heard Johnny announce "all you mother fuckers getting off get off and all you mother fuckers getting on get on". Johnny's mom rushed in the room and told Johnny that he was to go to his room and think about the language he was using and not to come down from his room till he figured it out. So Johnny goes to his room and remains there for over an hour. Finally he comes down and tells his mother that he knows what he did wrong and it won't happen again. So Johnny's mommy says "ok go play and don't let me hear those words again". So Johnny goes back to the living room and takes his tr
Just My Blogs
Why do I just lie awake and think of you? It'z because everytime I close my eyes I see you...I never realized what I was doing till It ended..People say never regret the decisions you make, but i can't help but regret what i've done to u..& to a lot of people around me...Now I know why nothing good ever sticks with me..because it took you to realize how I treat other people and only think for myself...I look back at the wonderful 9 months we shared, I couldnt thank God enough for putting you in my life. As a punishment of all the wrng I have done onto people..he's taken you from me. God only Does what's for the best, never for the worst; though it may seem to be. I'm tired, wore out, all i do is lye awake and think about you..3 a.m comes round and all i wanna do is call you up, so i know you're still there..My heart tells me you are, but my thoughts tell me you're gone forever...I wouldn't blame you if you were. Now that i see who & what I've become..I don't blame you or anyone else fo
What To Do
you know when u find someone that u really care about and well u just hate to let em go? I'm still trying to get over the face that when i get home back to wisconsin ill be still hurting and ima be missing the one great guy who i met and fell in love with. yeah i may have lost him to his ex, but on the other hand it was for the best. he'll always be in my heart and ill never stop loving him, but its hard. i wish that i never lost him cause he means alot to me, but i cant change that. things happened between me and him and well yeah. so of course im still gonna hurt and miss him, but ill never forget him. He made an impact on my life and im not gonna give up on him that fast. I have a feeling that he'll forget me when i leave, but idk. thats gonna be his choice, not mine. well since this is my first blog, im a little upset and hurt so forgive me. Im always having guy problems that seems to never end and well my son needs me the most even though this is my third time taking off on him. h
Fubar Status Updates Aka Shout Out To The Fuworld
This blog will be edited frequently. I want lots of input. Any comments you leave about rules you know will be added to the blog. Light Side Everyone is rated "11" if you have them. A "10" if you don't.  In your head you can say 2 or 7 but your fingers must always go to 10 or 11. Try to rate back everyone who rated you. We are here to help each other out. :) Dark Side Start rating people what they really are and you most likely will be blocked a lot. If you view it. rate it *if you wander onto someones page by accident. Go ahead and at least rate their profile. You don't have to ask for friendship.* INPUT FROM FERLISHIOUS: Viewing (even if on accident) without rating makes you look fishy! If you're still a level 8 or so, people may assume you haven't figured out how to rate, but anything 15 or higher just makes it look like you're snooping which no one likes. View me without rating me? Don't be shocked when you're blocked. If you shout it, rate it ESPECIALLY if you're ask
Completely Confusing Rambling
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH FUCK GAH DAMNIT SON OF A BITCH IDK HOW THE FUCK TO SAY HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU THE CONSTANT BACK AND FORTH MY HEAD SPINNING FROM IT ALL... AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! IT WONT FUCKING COME OUT AND IT IS EATING ME ALIVE..... If you could be honest just once in your life. One moment to speak the right down brutal truth, no matter how evil it Ok I have finally come back to this place. Now that I am back it is time for a new posting.. This time away has taken me in many different ways. I have changed in many of those ways, let's just say I have grown-up which was much needed. Before I left I was dealing with a bunch of shit and wasn't getting the answers I was seeking. Now don't get me wrong I have always felt like I was quote unqoute excepted but most. I believe that I have finally found me and the path that I must take in life to be happy and get that feeling of satisfaction. Not to mention any names but there were some people that I had to remove myself from. I know
Stuff I Write...
I have spent my whole life searching.. Searching for something inside Something i could never find Something i couldn't hide   The one thing to make me feel whole To fill the empty hole It was so cold and dark My deep dark soul   I found that something in you Something i tried to fight A battle within I tried with all my might   I pushed and pushed Till i could no longer deny You were my soul  I could no longer hide   The war is over My search came to an end I'm tired and worn All of my love, i do send.     To the sound of a voice I awake.. I close my eyes in hopes It will go away   I drift back to sleep Slipping back into that dream It all seems so sweet But nothing is as it seems   I hear the voice once more I sit up to answer you Why you won't leave I have not a clue   I'm haunted by the memories Of our scattered past The neverending nightmare Of a love that didn't last.. I actualy wrote this like two years ago... i dunno...       KK
My Poems
The morning sun shines  as the sky warms up like a beating heart. The night time stars glow in the presence of  beauty, giving a spot light on whom most deserves it. The earth rotates only to move slowly, it seems to dance in circles. The ocean waves grace the shore, crashing upon the rocks. Energy in life is alive. The moon makes a trail to follow so nothing ever seems as scary........just for you.   If I take your hand will you dance with me? Let me move your body as if we have our own music. If I lean in to kiss you lips will you greet me half way? If I want to walk with you, go any where and see anything would you come? When you get tired, rest your head on my lap. I will be their when you awake. Still running my fingers through your hair.....just for you.   Midnight is the passion that makes the savage from under our deepest  mist of souls strive to make perfect love.  Is there such a thing as that? Upon the morning light does the one still clinging on to your heart  re
Rantings Of The Royal Highness
Alright. Let me start this off first by saying that most of my family, this does not pertain to.   However: This is something I've wanted to write about for a while. Probably no one cares to read it and that's fine, if they don't want to be informed, their loss. Oh well.  Most of my family, are people that I've become close to here in my time in the oh so lovely world of fubar. In short, they've earned their place there by being true, loyal, real life friends, that I just HAPPEND to meet, on fubar. Some, have bought a place there for bling runs. Others still are there on a temporary basis for level requirements, etc etc etc. When I run bling, I sell family spots. Anyone who is friends with me, or keeps in contact regularly, knows this. Some friends, I've had in my family, have recently been removed. I ask that if you find that you have been removed, that you do not take offense to this, as there are several reasons why this could be.  Reason #1  You were added for a temporary am
Me,my Life And Random Stuff!!
not gonna be on much for the next week as i will be spending toime with my baby bro,sis and mom and dad THE YEAR 1908 This will boggle your mind, I know it did mine! The year is 1908. over One hundred years ago. What a difference a century makes! Here are some statistics for the Year 1908 : ************ ********* ********* ****** The average life expectancy was 47 years. Only 14 percent of the homes had a bathtub. Only 8 percent of the homes had a telephone. There were only 8,000 cars and only 144 miles Of paved roads. The maximum speed limit in most cities was 10 mph. The tallest structure in the world was the Eiffel  Tower! The average wage in 1908 was 22 cents per hour. The average worker made between $200 and $400 per year . A competent accountant could expect to earn $2000 per year,
How I Feel Today, August 17, 2010
The way I feel today August 17, 2010. The way I feel today, is I’m being punished and I am nothing but a piece of dirt on my family’s shoes for they ignore me. My fault I guess because I created another profile on Fubar (my ex has gotten my son to think Fubar is porn and the source of the Trojan virus that infected her laptop. If that was true then all the computers using their internet access, wouldn’t they? I am loosing weight from the lack of food and drinking a lot of water in these wicked hot days, The reason for the lack of food is because my Food Stamps have not yet arrived and I am out of food. I was rationing my food to one meal a day to make to it until my Food Stamps arrived, but I miss calculated. That is okay since I have been drinking lots of coffee to curve my appetite, so I won’t go to bed feeling hungry like I did when I was a young boy. I will not bother with that family that talked me into buying this mobile home since they do not really treat
I'm never waking up again so I'll never have to find out what you did. Each day it's harder to pretend. That your eyes aren't lying as much as your mouth did. I'd grab your head by your hair and I'd hack it off. And put it on display at the front of the yard on a stick that's decorated with a little pink bow and a sign that says "Her friends and family should have taught her more about love." Dear Tragedy, I never had anybody. But being alone wasn't half as bad as being obsessed with a breath taker, a smile faker. But these years alone have eaten me alive. Recounting pages in a book. That I'd torn out ashamed that one day you'd look. Afraid that once you did you'd really know how it felt to be a sucker on a string that you dragged around wherever you'd go. I'm running around, around and it hurts. Tempted to tape up the pages I'd ripped. And although I recognize that we're attached at the lips, you're the one in charge and that the captain's gotta sink with the ship.
The Bzzzz Of Fubar..tards And All
okay so im not gonna name any sure that she is gonna go complain to fubar staff about my blog. here is a hint her name has to do with murder .   so here is my side of the story...this is the last time im gonna worry about this bullshit drama.   the other night I was spending time with my b/f i was drinking a little it was friday night and i was just messing around.Well i just got a brand  new laptop and I was wanting to try out my camera.So I set my status to " someone show me how to cam I really want to go on air???? so I had another drink and I still could not figure it out..I think my cam wasint working correctly. so stupid me goes and clicks on broadcasts.I thought someone has to know how to tell me to do this ill just click on a cam and ask them. Well i guess I decided to click on the wrong cam because all hell broke loose after I did. I simply said and I qoute " hey,im sorry im a little drunk and I dont know how to do this....all of a sudden she starts cursing
I like big butts and I cannot lie. In case you haven’t learned this about me already, I’m a bit of what some may call a “chubby chaser”. I’m proud of it. I think my taste leans towards some pretty hot women. Yet nearly every woman I’ve ever met, especially those who have modeled for me are always conscious about the way they look; specifically in the weight department. No. Conscious is not the right word. Self-conscious, overly concerned, neurotic; those are more accurate.Now before I start my praise of the Big Beautiful Woman (affectionately to be referred to as BBW for the duration) I would like to play “devil’s advocate” for those of you nay-sayers who just don’t subscribe to my logic. It would seem logical for boney people, such as me, to simply argue that if a woman does not like her weight she should simply go on diet, work out more, or take “better care of herself”. I once these point of views and let me jus
A woman in a hot air balloon realized she was lost. She lowered her altitude and spotted a man in a boat below. She shouted to him, *Excuse me, can you help me? I promised a friend I would meet him an hour ago, but I don't know where I am.*...The man consulted his portable GPS and replied, *You're in a hot air balloon, approximately 30 feet above ground elevation of 2,346 feet above sea level. You are at 31 degrees, 14.97 minutes north latitude and 100 degrees, 49.09 minutes west longitude.*She rolled her eyes and said, *You must be an Obama Democrat.**I am,* replied the man. *How did you know?**Well,* answered the balloonist, *everything you told me is technically correct. But I have no idea what to do with your information, and I'm still lost. Frankly, you've not been much help to me.*The man smiled and responded, *You must be a Republican.*?I am,? replied the balloonist. *How did you know?**Well,* said the man, *you don't know where you are, or where you are going. You've risen to w
Me And Ma Bitches;)
She moves her body like a cycloneAnd she makes me wanna do it all night longGoing hard when they turn the spotlights onBecause she moves her body like a cycloneJust like a cycloneShe moves her body like a cycloneAnd she makes me wanna do it all night longGoing hard when they turn the spotlights onBecause she moves her body like a cycloneA mighty cycloneNow look at that peppa'On the back of that bumpa'She aint even playinWhen she's shakin that ruppa'And oh, you aint know?She gets lower than a muffla'Even with her girlfriendsShow stopping with a hustla'The way she move her bodyShe might see the MaseratiShe wanna put it on meTryna show me her tsunami
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Final Fantasy
When death comes over ones soul, the reapers cold, sharp, nails pierce ones wrist. Unable to resist his pull, they are forced to walk behind him, awaiting there judgment as to which side there soul will be taken to. If your life was peaceful and happy, then his grip will be released and the marks will vanish, allowing you safe passage into Shangri-La. If your life was full of hatred and pain causing, then you will be cast down into the pits of hell to endure a punishment you have never thought existed for your crimes.... But for a select few that escape his grasp and run away, the marks will never leave and they are to suffer a torture worse than Hell could ever provide. Life with no happyness. Sadness everywhere you go. Never to feel love of joy withen the heart ever again. This is a Final Fantasy. Pain, hatred, sorrow, and love. all are emotions that involve another person to have. If this means humanity must have pain to have happiness and vice-versa, why should we want it? becaus
Mouses Blog Yo
YouCanOnlyTypeOneWord Answers.   Not as easy as you may think.     1. Where is your cell phone? boobs   2. Boyfriend/girlfriend? david   3. Your hair? down   4. Your mother? old   5. Your father? older   6. Your favorite thing? david   7. Your dream last night? awesome   8. Your favorite drink? monster  
Cause I'm Just Another Dumb Broad
Happy in being forever alone not giving a second thought to what was the unknown.. what could be, what might have been.. I was happy with that decision in the end.. And I let him... let him in... let him en-wrap me.. let him over take my guards and dismantle my walls... I let him have all of me... and all I entail... I gave to him what was my all, my everything and then I even gave more.. Turning a blind eye, a deaf ear... a tear stained cheek... I let him... have the best of me.. the worst of me.. the whole of me.. the shell of me... I stood next to him, brokenly hoping... continuously praying...  hurtfully accepting... I let him get the best of me...... as I got the best of me, shattered.. broken.. every day! I let him...   Have you really even seen the tears I've cried? The pain and anquish they carry from inside...
Rodney Carrington
Soldiers Home Comming Surpeise
    THE KICKSTAND DROPS HEREBy: Phil McAmmond, Alberta, Canadac/o Gary babcock     THE KICKSTAND DROPS HERE All bikers sense that far too soon our rides on earth will cease,The urgency to see some sights continues to increase.Thus, year by year, we make our plans to journey here and there,And build some happy memories, which with others we can share. We're not concerned about the risks that many seem to fear,But truthfully, we all agree, we age a year each year!This thought can help to make us reach for meaning in our days,And as it does it helps us change in some important ways. The scenes we see, the folks we meet, are treasured more and more,And sharing is more pleasant now, than adding up the score.But what of folks like us who love to ride from here to there?We cannot reach our goal each day by failing to prepare. We check our fuel, our maps, our tires, to make our trips worthwhile,And then we head out, wind in face, to cover happy miles.We'd think it si
Philly Chick
i am shy but i wish my fans n friends chat with me sometimes i think forget about me i been threw alot on here bad n good things i work my ass on here    i what all my favor friends n fans that i love be on fubar areday i feel very special that i love you always n i got 5 cherrybombs today n i am hard working women on here that take time out to rate my friends n fans that i care about alot n i love fubar always what up all fubar fans n friends i am coolest girl to chat with n rate me areday n love take pics n rate arebody
Life Sucks
When will men learn?One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife, 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in 'Slim Fast'. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!'His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded.The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the heck is this?' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out.'April', he hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?'She replied with a snicker. 'It's not talcum powder; it's 'Miracle Grow'! You guys just never learn, do not tick off the woman . The goverment and certain big businesses are trying to pass legislature known as   H.R. 3261 "Stop Online Piracy Act" (SOPA) and S. 968 "Protect IP Act" (PIPA). this legislature will destroy our internet and sites like craigslist and facebook...Congress needs to hear from you, or these dangerous bills will pa
i'm so annoyed with the world that we live inits hard enough just for us to make a livingits the same thing over and overwe're only getting older and olderso we're told get a job thats safecuz dreams are too fake for us to chasethis is my life, if thats the casecant i decide to design my fateif i wanna get high and wastedthen i will and no one can say shiti just hate that we're caught in this matrixthe money we make, the government takes itthen paves highways, with no exitsjust more ways to get caught in trafficso i ask them, please do tellwhat would you do if you could not fail?yeah, for real, put the job on the shelftake a deep breath, spend time with yourselfsay hi, introduce you to youif you couldn't lose, what would you do?whoop-dee-doo if you dont have a cluenone of us do when we first leave schoolyou're a fool if you think that you're straightcuz you put on a suit and a tie every dayand show up to a job that you hatethe only reason you're there is cuz you're getting paidyou wast
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Just My Stuff
Ka-ching! Even though I’d never heard it before, the sound was unmistakable — metal striking metal. It wasn’t a coin dropping into a slot machine tray, although ironically we were searchers at a site that would soon come to be known as Larry’s Big Casino — a steep chute on the backside of Sun Valley’s Bald Mountain. The tip of my aluminum avalanche probe had connected, two-and-a-half feet beneath the snow, with a ski. It was attached to 18-year-old Larry Arwin from Seattle. He’d been there about 90 minutes and I sensed that he was toast. Fourth from the left in a 15-person probe line, I yelled the trained response, “SHOVEL!” The patrol was digging in less than fi ve seconds. A mid-level mountain trails manager, I’d just led nine rescuers — patrollers, volunteer locals, and ski school instructors — single-fi le off the top of Baldy. We were the main column of a full-scale ski patrol avalanche rescue. Outside the sk
A trembling hand writes a letter,The curtain falls veiling her weakness,She looks down at the paper and that is when all of it ends,It all ends.Roses and thorns and she was not born yesterday,Laughter and still air and can he not feel what she does?For his mistakes is he not rue?Her tear fell on the rose he thought it was dew.She wanted to apologize for if any of her mistakes she overlooked,All she wanted was that apology back,She flowed with the river and fell too deep for him,He never replied and just faked smile she could see that much.Encrusted in lashes she hid the pain the only source for it to reveal,The magic is dying and midnight stands for only sixty blinks,The stab in her heart Juliet takes her revenge,Juliet shall take her revenge.The hairs that cascade over her shoulders hide the scars,Revenge is as sweet as the nectar of those red flowers,Toys and a heart they are all just the same to him,She weeps over the loss of her old time friend.Spirals and circles al
With the advent of Twitter, Facebook, Myspace and even Fubar. I think more and more people are becoming more distant as the cause of it I remember when I was younger feeling more connected to people. Nowadays with the addictive addition of the internet I think it's becoming harder and harder for us to have meaningful and lasting relationships. no matter if they are friendships or even lovers.   I think we all need to get closer to those whom we care about. In this modern society.. can we live without? We living a world of waiting and putting off. Most people I know live for instant gratification but can we all have this   I think not.   I think is more people would learn to live without, and learn that you have to work for what you need.. Nothing in this work is free. "Hurt" I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I becom
Me Myself And I
Ok so I feel like blogging about this so that someone that sees it may help.  It seems that I have become intrigued with the whole being a  dj thing.  I think its awesome what my favorite dj's can do and I want to do it too.  So I know this is just a silly blog but I really would love any advice any dj could offer someone who doesn't have a clue how to use zulu which is what I downloaded after having issues with my virtualdj.  Feel free to mail me if you want. Thanks in advance for your help :D I would like to start by saying hi and thanks for stopping by lmao... no really i'm new here and figured i would give a little bit of information about me here. Ok, so first things first, I am happily married to my hubby and we have 4 beautiful children together. Second, I am not racist, but I am prejudice.  I hate all forms of stupidity equally. Third, I love zombie movies and loud music. Fourth, I am submissive and I honor my husband in all that I do.  If he so chooses he can view anythin
Survey Stole From Someone
If you know or not, I have been working as a cam model... if interested... Im on : and I am online usually Monday - Friday around 1-2 pm EST. Also, if you want any special videos for you, Ill give ya a good discount if you mention Fubar and are a fan or friend.... For the deals, message me here and we can work something off my amazon wishlist and what you want! Solo videos, message streaming for live... and even if lucky, maybe I can get a girl on cam with me for you...  Have you been to an emergency room in the past three months? Yeah, right. I don't have health insurance. I'd rather be dead than have medical bills. ** concurIf so, what for (patient, visitor)? What is your least favorite thing about the same sex? DB's, like serious.... this isnt the jersey shore What about the opposite sex? when i just say ok, i mean ok, not yes, not no, its an ok, its a decision that isnt really important, so please make where to eat
A Blog For Sofia
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Ramblings :p
Picking Up the Pieces of Me   How many times can a heart be broken? Do the pieces ever fit together again? A heart is simply complicated. It's ever changing and ever growing, reshaping and forming or filling holes. The pieces may not be perfectly fitting when you try to put them back together but somehow they fit and grow together - maybe slightly or deeply scarred. Nevertheless...they fit, perfectly forming you. Perfectly you - imperfectly's all you.   ~Azria~  If we all know how fleeting time is, why do we waste it? Why do we settle for mediocre when we can have and deserve so much more. People, myself included, waste their lives while living and at the end we fight for it....why can't we be content with where we are on the journey because Time will never be our ally or friend. OK so my week started with my 5 year old daughter calling someone a douchebag. She used the word perfectly and even explained to me why the person was considered a douche. She is too smart and usu
My Opinion
  I have a huge problem with people stereo typing single parents...just got done reading something that was to a point, maybe correct to a certain extent, but in another sense disturbing...not all single parents made a bad decision in whom they had children with...unfortunately life isn't never was and never will be...I didn't choose to be a single parent, but that is the cards I was dealt...and I take the responsibility seriously...I have other friends who are single parents who also have been left to raise their children on their own and also take their responsibility does not make us bad people because the other person was the "wrong" person for one reason or another...I would rather raise my children alone than have their biological father be a part of their least now, they have a chance to be influenced with morals and values that I was raised with and not with the backwards back stabbing lies that they could have been raised with....sometim
Band Announcements
Most who know me know that due to some torn tendons in my foot that I'll be out of commission for a few weeks. However, I did do a show this last Friday, opening for Great White and Kittie. It was a rather fun show, I thought - a bit last minute, as we were asked at the very last second, but nonetheless good. I'd decided just for shits and giggles to do a cover set for our 2nd set (as another band cancelled so we played a double set to keep the crowd entertained). I picked the set as it was rather last second and easier for me to kick it out that way. I chose a bunch of songs that we jam out in rehearsals - mostly high energy, and above all just fun for us. The set went great, the crowd was into it, singing along, screaming, high-fiving us. Today, however, I got handed something that rather floored me - a review of the show, including our cover set. In this review was a very scathing synapsis of that set. Here's part of what was said: "Trent is a very talented musician, of which ther
My Thoughts
I never told you how I felt when you broke up with me. You just up and left without saying goodbye. Sowhy do you have to lie to my face? All I ever did was love you and care for you.  If you could see hoe I felt when you left. Try seeing through my eyes for once. See how hard it is to raise a child as a single parent. Then maybe you would understand how I feel. Just when I thought I found the right guy. I got turned around and told he wasn't interested in me and it really hurt. But I just feel feel frustrated at the fact he had to lie to me about it. I could have been told the truth but NO. If I would have gotten told then truth I would have been just fine with it. I'm just so freakin mad about it. I wish I wasn't lied too. Sometimes I wish I could be there for my one true love. Ad i know he's trying to get up here to see me. but sometimes i just feel so alone without him.
Life As I Know It
quit being so damn stingy with your pimpouts and buzzkills! you don't have to pay anything for them! seriously! ugh! I feel like giving up. I don't have the energy to try anymore. Im drained. Everything going on inside of me is sucking me dry. I want to be able to do good in someone else's eyes, not just mine.  I need purpose to live. I have none. Maybe someday that will come, but what if it never does?! Its a waste... There's a monster inside of me struggling to break free. Clawing beneath my skin, weakening me. Im about to give in, count 1,2,3. Let it break out, unleash its fury.
What Is It And Why The Fuck Do I Care
Alright here is the low down about me.......I am not here to make friends.......I am not here to yap yap yap my ass off to randomn people........i am here for my own reasons........mainly just to pass the time..........I dont see the point of someone asking so many questions to a total random person........well not more than two questions anyway......1.  How are you?   of course right...if a question should arise....and 2.                       ............well thats stays blank cuz i will stop talking to u after Like i said i am not trying to be a ass or a richard..  but i got all I need or want here at home........ I have one girl in my life and that is all i am going to little six year old daughter Lexi..   So see i have reasons for the things that i do...or say.....I dont have time for games and if i do .........well i play them with my little girl. I tried living for others before myself.......uh uh that shit dont work either but ........
I posted this on my EP account (I Want to Get Pregnant Group).  Tell me what you think about it:   *** I think this is one of the most wonderful reasons why being a woman is so much fun. You are a nurturer and a cradle of life. I consider motherhood and womanhood as a blessing. My version of feminism is different from the kind of feminism that you will get to read in books, magazines and most of the websites. For me, feminism is not about gender bending. It is about giving the same importance to women and empowering them. It is about empowering the female or the womb power and making women love themselves for who they are.  Women can do sports, manage a business, take leadership roles, and excel in fields outside the home. But you can never compare them to men. They are different from them, yet they are equals. Women are the cradles and nurturers of life. Men are designed to protect it.Some people ask, why is there a limited opportunities for women when it comes to some fields like
Random Words
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...So if you love me, let me go.And run away before I know.My heart is just too dark to care.I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my fate -If I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have you...My smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightBut all of that was ripped apart...when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not hear.I think I made it very clear.You couldn't hate enough to love.Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend.Then I could hurt you in the end.I never claimed to be a saint...My own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my so
Poems From The Inner Woman
Just wondering ladies what would be your ideal first date be with someone let alone if its with a girl or guy? FOr me I would like to go somewhere quest and get to know her better. If its just a quiet restaraunt, walk on the beach or park. Something like that would be fine with me/ What about everyone else? How many of you ladies like Pick up lines? Wheather its from a female or male? Me personally don't like them. Everytime I hear one from another girl I just roll my eyes and walk away. And tell them if your interested in me just be yourself and not use a line.  What about everyone else? Why is it that most girl's are afraid to approach other girls if they like them? I just don't get it! I know if I am out and see a girl that I think is beautiful I would go up to her and talk to her. I have no problem approaching other girls if I am attracted to them. Are girls just scared to be rejected thinking the girl is straight or just not into them? Or maybe its a height issue! I mean what is t
Quotes From Songs I Like
Mariah:I shouldn't have walked awayI would've stayed if you saidWe could've made everything OKBut we justThrew the blame back and forthWe treated love like a sportThe final blow hit so lowI'm still on the groundI couldn't have prepared myself for this fallShattered in pieces curled on the floorSuper natural love conquers all'Member we used to touch the skyAndLightning don't strikeThe same place twiceWhen you and I said goodbyeI felt the angels cryTrue love's a giftWe let it driftIn a stormEvery nightI feel the angels cryC'mon babe can't our love be revivedBring it back and we gon' make it rightI'm on the edge just tryin' to surviveAs the angels cryNe-Yo:I thought we'd be forever and alwaysYou were serenityYou took away the bad daysDidn't always treat you rightBut it was OKI do somethin' stupidAnd you still stay with meBut you can only go for so longDoing the one you claim to love wrongBefore too much is enoughYou look upFind your love goneAndWe were so good togetherHow come we could no
Big Papa Words
Where to start...FUBAR... FUCKED UP BEYOND ANY RECONGTION .. is it too me its... FEAR not what u see and hear  UNLIMITED Experiences and Horrors U can decide what u want or challenge in here... CAN u deal withit or jus Ignore it??  BEFORE u answer that ?? Y or what/who or U may have brought u in dis Socail Network...hmmm?? ALWAYS remember dis is not REAL LIFE.. but maybe u will get lucky and find a SOULMATE??  REMIND urself u Made the CHOICE... Welcome New Members, My FAMILY Friends also.. HOPE ur STAY here will be AWESOME.. But BEWARE what u choose also??.... JUS WORDS BY Raulxo  First of all thanx for stoppin by to read dis  Blog it means alot !!! Well My name is Raul Rodriguez My Mom and Dad will be soon havin their 50th aniversary of bein married soon I am from California East La born in Chinatown at the famous GENERAL Hospital my mom nickname me elnegrito cuz i am the blacksheep of the family i did what i wanted when i wanted and the only one who control me was my mom She taught
Horrorscope's Rantings
To those people who display flags from other countries (on your rear view, on your house, etc...), if that country is so great, please, go to it! You want to burn the American Flag? Go ahead, just wrap yourself in it first! "Stare Too Long" by Corrosion of Conformity   Oh lord I must be crazy, Settled down and I find nothing new.. Older days, they used to matter but I don't care Cause I got nothin' to lose And if I stare too long, I might not see you right Over time, the heart goes out of sight And if I stare too long, I might not see you right Close the door. Where the heart is out of sight Many a dreams across the river But it's too strong for a boy like me, yeah.... Now you're gone but I still remember Better days as they wash into the sea And if I stare too long, I might not see you right Over time, the heart goes out of sight And if I stare too long, I might not see you right Close the door. Where the heart is out of sight I've got the time but I got no reason I'm broken
Wow what a difference time makes. I was use to be on this site heavy and then i started noticing the change, so i said, maybe it is just me and then i said it can't be. So i broke out for a minute. But me the type of man that don't like to give up on something decided to come back. this time i told myself, make a new profile and just advertise, what can it hurt? Well personally speaking nothing can hurt me, but i can't say the same for everyone. the more i run into people on all these different sites, i find them using more filtering efforts to find sensible people to socialize with, it shocked me. I can't blame them, look what most of the people on here have to offer, stupidity, games, ignorance, no social skills and a lack of home training. This is the same way they apply to socializing on the street. Being on this site makes it easier for them to get away with shit without suffering an ass whipping. People sites like this one has become infected every second that passes by such huma
My Rie Rie
Rie Rie,     Everyday that I see your smiling face I cant believe how lucky one man can be. I had no intention on falling in love with you. I had no desire to get into a relationship with anyone. I guess what they say is true, when you are not looking for love that it when it will find YOU. We started out as friends, listening to each other, consoling each other, laughing and joking and it grew each day. Each day I saw more and more of who Rie is and more and more Rie came out of her shell and let me see her true self. You have blossomed like a rare flower and your beauty increases everyday. You have touched my heart, my soul and have stimulated my intellect more than any woman has. Now only are you sexy and beautiful, but the intelligence that you exude floors me every time I talk to you. This is not the forum for me to say some things, but how you are treated by others, namely FB sickens me. You will always have my respect, love and admiration for the rest of your life my love. I hea
Yay, you gave me a title. It is a cool title, makes me giggle a bit because everytime I say it, I think I should talk like a pirate. SME (subject matter expert.) I feel like Captain James Hook's right hand man. But if you give me a title that means people are always going to interupt me while I am working, you should give me a raise or figure out something so that my numbers aren't affected because I don't get the work I should done because I'm helping everyone else do their work. :( I'm done now, needed to get that off my chest so I could maybe work while I'm not being bothered instead of sitting here being irratated.     FOR THE LAST TIME - I WILL BE FILING A SMALL CLAIMS CASE AGAINST AMAZON FOR THE ENTIRE BALANCE OF THIS ACCOUNT .  IN ADDITION TO WRONGFUL TERMINATION AND WHATEVER ELSE I CAN DRUM UP.  THE NY STATE MAX IN SMALL CLAIMS IS $5,000.  FOR THE $39.26 THAT YOU STOLE FROM ME, *** WILL HAVE A LAWYER PRESENT IN A COURT HOUSE IN STATEN ISLAND.  IT IS GOING TO COST *** A L
Lonely Again
Been told a lot lately about how I need to like myself more and be ok with being alone. So that get's me thinking, If I was happy being by myself, why the hell would I want anyone else around? You'd think it would get easier being alone as time passes, especially getting out of a life that was stressful at its best and violent at its worst. But being alone gets harder every day. I lived this way for years before and it drove me to the edge of ending everything. I can only hope this time will be easier. I'll never understand how people can believe in things that just can't be real, even when all evidence proves them wrong. They continue to cling to the belief in ghosts, gods, aliens, or government having any positive value to society.At the same time I'm supposed to believe that there's some way I can ever find someone and be happy, even when all the evidence says the opposite. I'm expected to cling to some hope that if I just change the right things in my life and hold on long enough t
My Crazy Life
"Rules of the South" are as follows:1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot.2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked.3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow youdrive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way.4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you.They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-75 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one.5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year.6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept.7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope youdon't have it up to your ear at the time.8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop.9. The "Opener" refe
For some time I’m searching for your loveWith the tune, that’s something I’ll remind you ofWhen I feel the turning of the sunEvery moon has something that I’m dreaming ofWe can sail and sail as one by the time we reach the sunWhen hope will guide my wayI’ll hear you say You are all that I want, you’re more than thisYou’ve been gone on your crystal ship‘Cause I’m standing on the shores with the wind and a kissTime will fly, on your crystal shipYou are all that I want, you’re more than thisYou’ve been gone on your crystal ship‘Cause I’m standing on the shores with the wind and a kissTime will fly on your crystal ship Now we sit and wonder at the moon,While my heart is beating so much fasterWe can rise, rise up like
Netanyahu at his best   Even those who aren't particularly sympathetic to Israel's Benjamin Netanyahu, could get a good measure of satisfaction from this interview with British Television during the retaliation against Hamas' shelling of Israel.The interviewer asked him: "How come so many more Palestinians have been killed in this conflict than Israelis?" (A nasty question if there ever was one!)Netanyahu: "Are you sure that you want to start asking in that direction?" Interviewer: (Falling into the trap) Why not?Netanyahu: "Because in World War II more Germans were killed than British and Americans combined, but there is no doubt in anyone's mind that the war was caused by Germany's aggression. And in response to the German blitz on London, the British wiped out the entire city of Dresden, burning to death more German civilians than the number of people killed in Hiroshima. Moreover, I could remind you that in 1944, when the R.A.F. tried to bomb the Gestapo Headquarters in Copenhage
As I walk through the shadows of life, waiting for once was. I seek what they have taken from me.  The very meaning of my life.  They took it all away from me.  Wit the promise of the power I once held.  Looking through the window of time I seek something, that  can not be found. Their lies of a better meaning.  Half truths never to be spoken.  Life lost with out a thought.  My soul lost to me from the greed of power.  Lovers lost in a moment in time.  Never to be found. Seeking what they can not remember. Seeking dreams stolen in heave thrown to hell. Crawling and crawling trying to get away from hell, yet never far it seems to be.  Stuck in between them begging  for a way out.  No way to escape the hell that has been given to you.  Crying at the loss of hope.  That you have lost along the way . Never to be seen by the light of day. I watched her as she walked towrds me with tears in eyes. They had taken her true love from her. They where soul mates meant to be together for ever.  Bu
Hammer Time
So on this path of life we walk, often blindly, we meet fellow travelers.some stay with us for a while others merely pass by, as our trails cross in the forest of existence. some brief encounters we mayhaps should have caused to be longer. others we should have made shorter, but as long as we learn, we grow and become a being that heals more than hurts, laughs more than cries and often has a kind word. then we are traveling in a positive direction. life is an interesting journey,for some reason byond my grasp I just can't make every thing work.I don't understand why people feel the need to compliment you for "talent" they don't even know if you have. is it their need to receive compliments or ego strokes so they give them just to try to get them in return ? in the past week i have been told by a few people (who just met me and don't really know me) how "talented" I am, and how "artistic" I must be when its not possable for them to know if I am or not. On one hand I apreciate the e
Rebecca's Poetry :)
Why does it all have to be so confusing,   Life, in that mystical & enchanting way?   Why can’t it JUST be simple, like a spider,   Spinning its web for its home each day?             Why can’t it be so easy,   When ya meet someone you love?   Why does it all get scattered around,   Like seeds blowin’ through the world from above?             OH WHY is it EVERY single time,   Something sparks my heart a’light,   I turn around lookn on down that path,   Where suddenly things just don’t go right?    
More than Pleased with how things go...... Sometimes you fall hard and fast .... You can not explain why...... It is life just let it happen! Are things ever easy.... Hell no is the answer to that! Why is it a person can feel an instant amazing connection To someone that they them selves have never even met? I am still at lose for words at times.  I wish I could touch and feel and smell and everything physically involved. That would make it so much easier on me.... Then I would know if this is something that is tangible. Something REAL!   Do I just walk away now and forget the connection even occurred? Do I cut my loses knowing my heart has not been broken nor could it because I walked away to early? Is the tape from the last time a year and a half ago that was holding my heart together still intact? I am clueless... There is a part of me that wants to put myself out there..... But there is a bigger part of me saying pull your self back..... Grab your heart and e
A Poem To My Husband
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat . Relax . . . And read this slowly.I Believe... That just because two people argue,  It doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, It doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe...That we don't have to change friends if We understand that friends change.I Believe....That no matter how good a friend is, They're going to hurt you every once in a while And you must forgive them for that.  I Believe...That true friendship continues to grow, Even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I Believe... That you can do something in an instant That will give you heartache for life.  I Believe....That it's taking me a long time To become the person I want to be. I Believe...That you should always leave loved ones with Loving words. It may be the last time you see them.  I Believe.... That you can keep going long after you think

Days go on and on...I always look for a wayto make them go faster. Faster days to get some point that I can't namefor some unknown reason. A race with no rhyme or reason...spinning wheels in muckthere's no logic to this mess. Maybe one day the destination...can be this clear placethe end result of a rainbow. A peaceful place with you...but who would I be thenif not this mess of a person. Do we embrace the we embrace the chaosor continue this mad dash. No More Sad Words Said It Is What It Is Classically Said.   Some things last Some things don’t Sometimes we lose the best And are stuck with the rest   Somehow we end up in this place A toss up for the human race You do yours and I’ll do mine   In the End I’m sure we’ll find Which way to go And reap what we sow   You Do yours and I’ll do mine Should we meet, It’ll be heaven divine “I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live d
"welcome to hell can i take your coat, would you like a glass of wine? how about cavier? no? well its straight to bussiness then. i would like your soul if you dont mind? no it can never be freed. you would stay here forever. :D the sound of a quill scratching a signture echos welcome to H3ll can i take you arm? would you like being burned alive or maimed? how about decapition? No? >:D Too Bad....   Sunrise , SunsetSunrise bathes the world in a golden glow,Washing away the nights troublesI watch confined as light scares away the creatures of the nightI wish, silent in reverence that it could chase away my sorrowsI stand letting the golden glow creep over meUntil finally it reaches my eyes bright and uncompromisingAnd I don’t dare blinkI look out over the world so fresh with colorAnd the world looks back at me its brown eyes sweet as it blocks the glaring light of dawn leaning occasionally one waySo the light will hit my eyes revealing the amazing
If you are stuck & wondering just HOW IN THE FUWORLD you are gonna get the "Cherry Inferno" Achievement so you can level... Check out this blog by the bouncer Stevens... Its a GREAT tool & I think way more ppl will get the achievement done IF you can follow the directions!!!   Have an AMAZING day on FUBAR!!!!   Yours Truly~ Bama Princess WARNING: THIS BLOG MAY CONTAIN OFFENSIVE MATERIAL, DON'T BITCH THAT YOU WEREN'T WARNED!!!   Ok, let's start with the 1st thing on my mind right now. We have been told for GENERATIONS to keep our fingers out of our mouths. There IS a reason for that, the human hand is the NASTIEST part of the body, so all the pictures of the girls with the fingers in your mouth trying to be sexy, you may as well be sucking sewage through a hose. On to hello Mr. Obvious #2 LESS IS MORE... men (REAL MEN) like their ladies with some class and a bit of mystery, so cover up unless you want to be treate
Fubar Things
Ok Fubar, wtf? Every time a major championship game/series is coming up, you put up blings for the teams involved. Since I joined Fubar last September, you have made Texas-Alabama for last year's NCG, Colts/Saints, Yankees/Phillies, Giants/Rangers, etc. Fast forward to a few weeks ago, Oregon and Auburn are slotted in the NCG for college football. Is there a Ducks or Tigers bling? Noooo, only an Auburn one after the game. Now you have ones up for the NFC & AFC title games? Seriously, it's not even the Super Bowl yet. I guess you guys are a bunch of Cal and/or Stanford fans and felt like snubbing Oregon or something. Way to show some love for the PAC-10. If Stanford was in the NCG I bet you would have had it up two weeks in advance. So thanks for not putting up an Oregon bling when many of us were looking forward to it for over a month.  Ok, so with all the tweaking and retweaking with God looks like they're set on it being 20 million points or 24 hours, whichever comes first.
My Thoughts
I am single and looking for a guy, who is kind,considerate,respectful,romantic,doesn't play head or mind games. Knows what he wants out of life. If he has kids thats fine with me.   I was watching the verdict being read today in regards to Caylee Anthony. Her mom was accused of killing her. The verdict came bac not guilty. How can a parent do that. She had no emotions when the verdict was read but she got up and hugged her attorney after everything was said and done.  Why is it that she is going to get away with murder and this girl isn't going to get the justice she needs. Casey told a friend of hers at one point that the tatoo that she had was dedicated to her daughter caylee. I just think that it was just a good show in my opinion. what is everyone else's opinion on the trial. I am trying to find Mr.Right. Will i ever find him.  I want a guy that is going to stay with me through the good times and the bad. I want someone that is going to love me for me. I want someone that is g
True Statement
Hit this desperate girl up. She's into all kinds of shit...and btw...she loves 1 nite stands To all you pervs...hit this chic up.....she is 1 hell of a freak  lol         Its pathetic when desperate triks like these have to drop links in peoples SB's just to get people in their fake ass lounges....saaaaaaadd
Hidden from me,she is now found,A beauty I should never have lost.A friend that had vanished,To my heart it did cost.Will she smile at me again,Even close to the way before.Or will I pay the price,And never hold her heart nomore.Please beautiful smile for me,I hope brighter than ever.Because you will never leave my sight,My friend,my beauty forever. Write a single blog post for the topic/key phrase “college admission essays.” The post should be in form of tips for the students applying to colleges. It should NOT be a college admission essay itself. The post should be roughly 500 words with the following SEO requirements met:- key phrase appears at least once for every 150-200 words- 2 titles both of which contain the key phrase. The second title should be longer than the first one and come immediately after it. The blog post you submit should be fresh and unique. It will be thoroughly checked for plagiarism and “spinning” tactics
Passions Of Desire
The sun rises on a cool crisp morning, My body aches for want of yearning. I want your caress, your touch, For I need your love oh so much.   You are my presence in my mind, I am lucky to find a man so kind. To hold in awe at your passion and need, Your want for me is not out of greed.   To languish for hours within your arms, Your wit, your humor, and your charm. Enlightens within me a new desire each day, One I hope is there forever to stay.   I love you lover, friend and desire, My loins ache for you as though on fire. My breast harden at your thought, Nipples grow hard, sensitive and taut.   The door to my inner depths opens for you, The passion, the fire, the need to endure. Caressing you, touching you, kissing you, My love has been waiting so long for you. The soft seduction of your lips, Your venture down to my hips. Squirming, shivering, pulling you near, I invite you in, I have no fear.   Our bodies engage, two as one, Pure excitement, the play ha
The People I Have Lost
THIS IS ALL BOUT MY KIDS AND FAMILY THAT BEEN THERE FOR WHEN. I NEED THEM THE MOST AND THE MAN I AM WITH RIGHT IF IT WAS NOT FOR THEM. I WOULD NOT NO WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE BECAUSE THEY R MY LIFE. I LIVE AND GOD. GOD HAS DONE SO MUCH FOR US THAT DON'T KNOW MUCH MORE I CAN THANK HIM ENOUGH FOR BEING THERE THROW THE HARD TIMES. I JUST THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR LETTING MOM STILL BE ALIVE AND FOR BRING THE MAN I GOT TO ME BUT HAS FOR MY KIDS THEY R MINE WORLD WITH OUT THEM I HAVE NO LIFE. I LOVE THEM WITH ALL MINE HEART AND ONLY GOD KNOWS THAT. i wish my dad was here i miss him so much. i have not seen him in 15 years and i just wish you would come back home because so hard not seening you in my life. i can remeber when he was a around. it was so good times to have him in life and now he is gone and i want him back. i love my dad a lot. i am dad's girl and his not seen his grandkids that he has. i miss u dad and i love u i just wish would come back to me.                                 
we talked, We walked,for a Moment in Time.You passed through my life that day and left your mark.You may never pass my way again,Or you may stay for a lifetime.No matter what,I want to say thank you for the impression you made that will stay with me for eternity.I enjoyed the walk, I enjoyed the talk.I am blessed for that moment in time.The first time I saw you I knew you would affect my life, though your role I did not know.I asked myself, "Why is he alone? Why does he sit so quiet, all alone? Is he sad?Is he glad to be alone? Is he alone? Is he lonely? "There is so much I want to know.I asked myself, "Why him? When so many people pass through my life each day,why him? "What attracts me to you? What makes me want to know more? I want to know.Even if my questions are never answered, There is one thing I want you to know.I have been blessed by the effect you had on me in thatMoment in Time. Lose weight. Get a job                Sometimes it takes traumatic events to put things in
Mary Has A Little Lamb
CHECK OUT KENDRA WILKINSON'S NEW GIRL ON GIRL LESBIAN SEX TAPE VIDEO ONLINE OVER HERE! Ask and u shall receive! Just uploaded another video, this one a strip tease! I just got around to fixing my blogger problem, I lost my gmail/blogger pw and no longer had the alternate email they had! It was just faster and easier to create a new blogger! I just started posting on it and will be providing all the links to my pics and videos and yes you can expect the same wild crazy stuff too! Thank you my friends who have waited so patiently for me to get off my lazy ass and fix that issue!
Xx Ur Worst Nightmare Xx
without you, there is no reason to live every moment , there is no reason to wake up in the morning , there is no reason to breathe every breath.  without you , my world is gone , my life is meaning less , my heart stops beating. without you , all colors are dull , all food is tasteless , all flowers are wilted. without you , there is no light , there is no warmth , there is no music. without you , i can not love , i cant not live , i can not laugh. without you ,
Not Up My Alley But Exit Left
What some people would do to wreck themselves to ever having a relationship or to get laid. And that's hardly an easy thing to do especially for women on the getting laid part. But what is the point in being with someone who wants to stay lonely and miserable. It's worse than being a fool at heart. Like this woman with her insane demands to win a cruise trip with her.... and with her parents. The horror.
When It Rains It Pours.
Well, Finished with jury duty.  then on the way home My car decided it wanted to stop accelerating.  after further listening it was the transmission.  so now i get to replace that for 3k  and despite the fact that the car is only "Worth"2700  i Own the car out right.  so ill pay through the teeth to keep it... The Engine is in top condition. i change the plugs every 2 years, oil change every 2 months k & N Filter rad flush every year changed the front suspension this year, changed the rad / ac fan.  new ac new front and rear discs, every 6 mo i change the break pads.  but again the engine will HAUL a**.  So in the mean time i get to ride the motorcycle in the rain (and i just got my permit!) I just heard that a dearest friend, who was like a mother to me. Who is a mother to Eric & his wife Penny. A grand mother to their kids. A wife to Dennis. She was always full of humor, wisdom, love witty comments. She cared for many of us. And the many of us will always remember her, love her & the
My Poetry
Snow caps on the mountainsCool breeze in the airThe scent of all the evergreenSo beautiful and fairThe wilderness so freeAnd the wildlife as they roamThis life I live so happilyI love to call my homeThe sight of mother natureAll her beauty is so grandAs the sounds you hear so vividlyWhispers through this landBreathtaking to see the sunriseTo see its morning glory raysTo view it by the oceanI love to see those daysSilent is the twilightAs the stars shine in the skyIt's like magic in the distance When a shooting star soars byThe crashing of the wavesOn the shores create a mist
I walk down this lonely road where it will lead me. Wondering when and if I will ever be able to leave long lonely road. each time I stray it has just brang me pain and disappointment. Not only for me but from my broken family to. this time of year is not the happy time it's supposed to be for me. So I wear my happy mask for all to see. Inside I hold my broken heart together. Will I ever fill this hole in my life? I may never know. Till then i will trudge along taking it one day and one step at a time. In the darkness I sit listening to the clock on the wall. As the emptiness, and loneliness creeps back into my heart. Thinking of the love I have lost or ever hold again. Will it ever find me again? Or am I destined wounder this life alone in the dark? Never really finding the light. So much to get in the way. So many obligations in our lives to get in the way of true happiness. So many miles between us.To many things that get in the way of the happiness we all seek in this thing we call
El Yunque
El Yunque is located in a green belt like most Tropical forest around the Equator, The Equator cover approximately seven percent of the Earths surface. El Yunque National Forest, the only tropical rain forest in the United States National Forest System. The Sierra de Luquillo Mountains which transverse this area receive over 200 inches of rain a year.Located in the east side of Puerto Rico, the forests covers an area of 28,000 acres.El Yunque is big in diversity, There are more species of trees in the Forest that there are in all the other forests of the National Forest System put together. The Taino believed their gods lived in the Sierra de Luquillo.As the home of Yuquiyu, The good God who protected them from all that was evil, gave the cloudy peaks a name which means white or sacred lands. The Spanish explores translated the Taino tern in error to "YunquePetroglyphs are etched in some of the forests rocks as a reminder of the early inhabitants of the area, The Taino Indians for whom
What Do I Want Out Of Life?
Ahh yes, the question that leaves each of us as humans perplexed. I am what most people has called very unique. I am not the kind of person that follows trends nor other people. Yes, I am well aware of how most people look at me before I open my mouth. However, if you are one of the few people that I have given a minute of my time on here, you will know, I very much think outside the box. My political stand point is Independent, as is everything else in my life. A rebel at heart, I am not and never will be a conformist. I do not conform to religion, politics, race, or anything else I read or see. My life is always based off a emotion, a wisp of a thrill, and inspiration. Something that will truly move me, something that will reach in me and pull out another side to myself that has yet to revealed it's self. I choose to make my life full of knowledge and full of reason. I am chasing life's subtle love note's. To simply lay my hands on the things majority over looks in there eve
How I Miss U
I found u deep in side crying trying to find your way out not knowing where to hide. the lies the power of it all trapped in side reaching out to take your hand but u slip away in to the darkness losing my mind tearing at my soul spinning out of control. I am all alone there is noting to find there is noting to save any more! i walk the line i sway back and forth from one side to side  i stand tall and make the best of it i dont cheat i dont steel and  itry not to lie i try to do my best in every thing i do i try to bettermy slef and make others happy i am your friend i will always be there walkingthat line trying to reach the top going fare and abovethe silver lining that hangs above my head trying to make u happy and full of life!!! if u cant do to your loved one as they do to u then why be with them! u cant run away from every thing u have to deal with it! u have to sit down and talk it out and some times do things u dont want to do i am still learning this and have a lot to learn t
What My Head Thinks yum lick lick OK so i am moving to Chicago in like a week and a half and i think it is a very right choice but the ppl I'm living with don't want me to leave there are like you cant stay there we want to keep you but the thing is i hate living where I'm living and i want to have the freedom to have my own life without having to worry about who needs what which kid needs to be changed and so on. cant a girl just go out with drinks without having to worry about working in the morning with the kids jeez. living where I'm living now they expect me to be on call 24/7 which a person can not and will not do I'm not to stop my young life to help someone that ain't doing anything for themselves I'm not going to raise your kids I'm sorry you don't want to I'm only here to watch them while you get a job and not when you want to play vid games and sleep off you drunkenness so i am leaving with no remorse and glad to have the chance to be myself with ppl i li
I spent 5 years giving you chance after chance to make things right. All you could ever do is lie and cheat. Everytime things aren't going your way with your new conquest you feel the need to barge back into my life, drag up all the feelings that I've tried to bury, and leave me feeling like a scared weak girl again. I hate that you make me feel like a bitch for pointing out that your choices are the ones that ended our relationship. It is over, it's been over for more than a year, deal with it. You don't get another chance, I'm not letting you break me again. A GOOD boyfriend would-text you every second he's not at your side.-hug you every chance he gets..and stay there for a while.-call you beautiful or pretty instead of sexy or hot.-stay up all night to text you-tells you he loves you.-Kisses you-teases you, but lets you tease back.A GOOD girlfriend would...-constantly remind you how much she loves you.-do anything to be with you-gets really close to you when hugging, dancing, et
Bad Day In My World
Its just another gloomy day that I have to face alone. Maybe one day the sun will shine threw the darkness and warm up my cold heart. I want to know everything about you dont leave anything out. I want to know where you grew up, all the road youve ever been down. I want to know everything about you. Ive fallin so in love with you over the short time we've been together being with you for the rest of my life wouldnt be long enough for me. I dont ever want this to end. I want to know everything about you dont leave anything out. I want to know what you love and hate. I want to know your favourite momory. Ive fallin so in love with you. I need to know all about you dont leave anything out. Baby dont leave anything out. Life isnt always rainbows and butterflies its heartbrakes and tears.But u pick me up when im down when i feel like theres nothing left no reason to b alive like im all alone.u look at me with those pretty eyes tellin me u love me!i know im just fine!!
My Life....randomness
Today is the day after's boring! I said goodbye to my 93rd year old grandma "Bye Grandma, see ya later." She grabs my tiny hands and holds them and says "Bye hope you have a good time, I love you."  I left the house and when i got into the car i nearly started to cry. This was probably her last Thanksgiving! :'( She hardly ate any dinner (which we had A ham sandwich and mircowave mashed potatoes) what a GREAT thanksgiving dinner!? NOT! I don't blame her at all not to eat any of them!  It was awful...we watched Avatar two times, the last 30 mins of Twilight (FAIL), 2 mins of Planes, Trains, and Automobiles. and played my wii for an hour or so.. Now i am back home about to eat turkey soup, marshed potatoes w/ gravy Yummm!? well talk to u all soon ~Irina247~    Listening to :30 of Strings album Brand New Day lol (even though i own the cd) lol thats how bored i am :PMy mom told me this morning i could go shopping and i could spend some of my money..yesterday
The Ixii Era.
A Start
re-posted (thanks kristy):   So, let me get this "straight"...(SO TO SPEAK)...Kelsey Grammer can end a 15 year marriage over the phone, Larry King can be on divorce #9, Britney Spears had a 55 hour marriage, Jesse James and Tiger Woods, while married, were having sex with EVERYONE. Yet, the idea of same-sex marriage is going to destroy the institution of marriage? Really? Al One   One likes smiles One remembers touches Does any one like One One is only One   One iikes many One likes other one, and two, and other ones But One is here, other ones are there The light square is between one and others   One wants one One needs one One knows of 1 + 1 = 1 One wants to be 1   One spins with arms out One doesn't touch another one Is there one?   All One Al One Alone Lone One     i copied this from perfectlyinked   some of these are perfect and some fail - can you guess which is which?   THE RULES1) Put your iPod/Windows Media Player on Shuffle2) For each an
I'm normally not someone that gets too involved in online communities or social things, but it's come to my attention that even in person communication is lacking these days. A real conversation should flow with a statement or question, followed by another question and a statement so there's a direction to take a conversation. That or some sort of thought provoking or response provoking dialogue. This, unfortunately, is missing. You can tell by those awkward silences in which someone says something to abruptly force you to struggle to find anything to say to their previous vocalization.  Now, with that out of the way, let's get into a few things about why I don't reply to most things I receive on here (and, it's really no offense). Do you often respond to advertisements and reply back with a letter about how someones doing when you get some junk mail? I didn't think so. So why on earth would anyone reply to someone marketing themselves. Now, I understand that there really is a popular
How I'm Feeling...
So I've had like 3 people block me in the last week or so - one of them I think because the other girl he was talking to found out. LOL I told you she would you crazy fool. Not that he and I had talked in weeks or anything but why send me a message to my inbox then block me so I can't even reply? I"m like NO I'm not his gf wth I' have someone I dig and he knows that   The other two IDK it's just weird. Not really a big deal but if there is a girl you're "dating" on fu or whatever just say it that's totally cool I'm just here for friends pretty much anyways. It just seems lame to me. Why block someone? With the few odditys I don't know that anyone really meets anyone from here...I mean I don't really care it's not that big of an issue just something I suppose I find interesting.    Anyways, I'm gonna shower and get back to life in Denver...To the Library, ok maybe just to the store but none the less to somewhere! I'm sitting here watching scrubs Episode: My 15 Minutes of Fame. First
Jerry Quarry- My Ex-father-in-law
This Place
What is Hot ? Real 36Ds and an ass that will fit into Victoria's Secret skinny jeans. SIZE 8 and under .................... Classc1 has REAL 36D - DD tatas and owns and fits into size 4 Victoria Secret skinny jeans. What is not Hot ? an over weight woman and unattractive claiming all these men want her fat ass, thinking all these men are lusting over her and talking 3 kinds of crap on her page about how hot she is .................... PLEASE !!!  Let us step into reality. Of the women whom are depicted in REAL profiles, YES I said REAL Profiles. This site is way inflated with false and fake ones. Maybe 1%, ( I am being generous ) are good looking enough to say that they are sexy or  HOT !! Thanks for reading. I have been back on this site now for about six months. I met my best friend and wife on this site as well, much has changed since I met her here back in 2007. We have had the most precious little girl a couple could have, been through a deployment and a Permanent Change of
Kiss My Fuckin Like!
So i dunno about you but i like to keep fubar seperate from my facebook. you dont have a facebook so you dont think this pertains to you. You're wrong!  That blue little "like" button you see under peoples defaults and in their pictures... if youve got one attached to your fubar profile, you are in this too. Just because you do not have a facebook, or didnt link your facebook account to your fubar DOESNT mean your fubar profile isnt being broadcasted on facebook. It just means that YOU do not broadcast your OWN fubar profile on facebook. I have a facebook. I can go to anyone of your profiles or pictures and hit that blue facebook "like" button and it will show in my facebook feed to ALL my facebook friends that I "liked misfit on fubar" and will supply a link to hers (or yours) profile.  From there MY facebook friends can click on said link and get to your fubar pictures. From what I understand is, that if we set our profiles to be "viewable by fubar members only" that people on fa
I ended up going with a 75% Wool 25% Cashmere suit in Charcoal grey, with a brown and green lining (to bring out my eyes). 2 shirts (oxford of course) with French cut cuffs (because cuff links ROCK) I'm gonna look PIMP in Vegas next month. Pics as soon as it's finished!   -R This weekend, Babygirl and I attended a ‘Devil’s Fire’ (aka Cell Popping) workshop in the North Bay.   The process intrigues me.  There is something very primal about applying hot metal to naked skin… We learned the basics of the process, how to prepare the subject (whom we call the canvas), the application of the design, and how to use and care for each of the various implements. We picked up a Cell Popping kit, and then it’s just a matter of deciding where she will wear my mark. PEOPLE WITH MORE STYLE THAN ME... HELP! Getting a tailored suit for Vegas (CES BABY!). Need help with the choice of suit. Do I do charcoal suit with a greenish lining that brings out my eyes? Dark b
Don’t you know that I have cared about you,That I fall just for youThat I cried because of youThat I could die for you. Don’t you know that I live just for you,That I dream just for youThat I laugh just for youThat I hope just for you Don’t you feel my great love just for you,My dreams I have offered youMy pain each time you cryMy joy each time you smile. Don’t you see what’s deep inside of me,What’s in the very heart of meDon’t you see, yes you really don’t careBecause you don’t know me after all.   The tender words are spoken Each body and soul bared
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her. No matter if we gain weight or our outer looks change a little it is your attitude toward people and you still are the same person just a lil different....they should love you no matter what ...if they really ever loved you at all. An old married couple had no sooner got into bed when the old man passes gas. "Seven points" he says. The wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was THAT??" The old man replied, "fart football!"  A few minutes
Fu Xmas!!
On the First day of xmas the Fu Whores Gave me a herpes breakout that everyone could see. On the Second day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me two over used balls.  On the Third day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me three french ticklers.  On the forth day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me four calling pervs. On the Fifth day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me five golden cock rings.  On the sixth day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me six penises spraying.  On the seventh day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me seven whales a swimming. On the eighth day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me eight jacks a jacking. On the ninth day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me nine sluts a whoring.  On the tenth day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me ten sparkling belg's prancing.  On the eleventh day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me eleven begging bling whores.  On the twelfth day of xmas the Fu Whores gave me twelve over charged credit cards.  CHRISTMAS CAROLS FOR THE DISTURBED ~* 1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? * 2. Mu
Santa No! A Christmas Carol By Bradley Raptor
When I was a boy About five years old There's one christmas story That I never told Christmas eve, I was tucked in my bed so tight I awoke to a ruckus shortly after midnight I walked down the stairs And who did I see? Standing beside my christmas tree T'was Santa unpacking toys Like he'd done on christmases past He said "I've been in your chimmney, little boy Now let get get in your ass!"   Santa No, santa no Don't touch me there Santa no, santa no But he don't care He shaves snowflake designs into his pubic hair Santa no! Don't touch me there    Little boy: "Santa doesn't molest children!" Brad: "He sure does Jimmy! He touches little boys constantly! It goes somethin' like this..."   He walks into the room with a "ho! ho! ho!" Like "Little boys! lets make out under the mistletoe!" "I'm gonna check my list and see if you've been naughty enough, Then I'll put GHB in your eggnog and squeeze your butts and stuff!" "I've got a present for James, Billy and Gary'
Kitty's Messy Thoughts ^^
 im going to answer here on the  10 most often asked questions. (you were really thinking im going to write of my secret afection torwards my neighbour?!) so if you are reading this it either means you love me and you are a good friend of mine wanting to know me a bit better (and i will love you for that forever!)  or you've asked me one of the questions and ive sent you here. QUESTION 1 : WHAT IS THE SIZE OF YOUR BRA? ARE THOSE BOOBS REAL? YOU HAVE HUGE/ BIG / MASSIEVE TITIES YOU KNEW ABOUT THAT?Why do you need my bra size? are you going to buy me lingerie? if so than its DD 42 i like red and black the most. Yes they are real.... thank you Mommy (h) well you see them on the static picture i see them moving, shaking, bouncing 24/7 so thank you captain obvious i do know my breasts are rather big than small ;D QUESTION 2: ARE YOU SINGLE? WHY ARE YOU SINGLE? Yes, I am single. Why? because i can, because i want and because it's good for me. when/if i will meet a guy who blows my min
A Society Of Underdogs
Im going to make this very simple! 1) I decide who I am a fan of, I do not have to fan you! 2) I decide who is my family, not your level requirements! 3) Bling will not corrupt me, i will not beg strangers to spend their hard earned money! 4) I dont care what color your name is OR what level you are, there is more to life than FUBAR! 5) I really dont care who your FUmarried to, its not real! 6) selling your NSFW is PORNOGRAPHY, be proud of what you have accomplished here! 7) Fubar does not determine my self worth. you shouldnt let it either! 8) If you in anyway abuse my friendship, it will be your loss not mine! 9) I will not beg for you to return my love, i will just stop loving you! 10) YOU ARE NOT BETTER THAN ME! if this upsets you, grab a tissue and suck it up your supposed to be an ADULT! If your interested in being a SUD need to answer a few questions first: Q1) how did you get to the level your at? Q2) what do you do when someone rates you or polishes y
Favorite Song Lyrics
(There goes my everything) I hear footsteps slowly walkin', As they gently walk across a lonely floor. And a voice is softly sayin', "Darling, this will be goodbye forever more." There goes my reason for livin'. There goes the one of my dreams. There goes my only possesion. There goes my everything. As my mem'ry turns back the pages, I can see the happy years we had before. Now the love that kept this ol' heart beatin', Has been shattered by the closin' of the door. There goes my reason for livin'. There goes the one of my dreams. There goes my only possesion. There goes my everything. --- Instrumental --- There goes my reason for livin'. There goes the one of my dreams. There goes my only possesion. There goes my everything. There goes my only possesion. There goes my everything...   Could I Have This DanceArtist: Anne Murray (peak Billboard position # 33 in 1980)Words and Music by Wayland Holyfield and Bob Housefrom the movie “Urban Cowboy' starring John Travolta and D
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One New Years Eve
This is not anormal blog for me Im just bitchin.... I woke up in a great mood but it seems like everything has been a mix of good and bad and ive been trapped in a quazy crazy world that I don't see working out well. I want some space and play time but I have no Idea how to bring this up with lovey... maybe I should call an old fried and escape for the weekend but I know he wouldn't take that well.... I just wish men came with instruction manuels so that when I needed to figure out what the best buttons to push to get a few things I could just flip to page 87 in the manual and have all the answers laid out for me. But things don't work out that way. Is it possible to do things without all this bs in between. Tonight like many others... I am getting ready to be invaded... That is how it feels sometimes... Like I'm opening mys self up for another penial invasion in my already sensitive body.  Tonight we are meeting the officer for a little naughty play time. Lovey is in the shower getti
1) if she walks away from you - follow her 2) if she tares at your lips - kiss her 3) when she pushes or hits you - grab her and dont let go 4)  when her hand rubs against yours - grab it and hold her hand 5) if she's cold - give her your jacket 6) if he lets you wear his clothing - he likes you in them 7) if she comes  to you crying - ask whos ass am i gonna kill 8) most women PERFER to be called BEAUTIFUL over sexy. by calling them sexy, iot most of the time makes them feel like just a trophy girl, if you  tell them they are beautiful, they know you mean inside and out   * most of the time girls jsut want their man to cuddle with them, so sit on the couch, watch a movie, and put your arm around her   * girls love when their man holds them, and hugs them for no reason at all   * those kisses out of nowhere ? yeah we love those too.   * dont say  you love us if you dont, cause sooner or later we will find out the truth   * if u feel like cheating, just end the realtion
Sometimes I Write Things Down
i saw u in a dream once, everything u were, are and will be. i fell in love with that moment and u in it, who i was when i held ur hand... left empty when i awoke...   if u dont show me how could i ever know if u dont know me how could u ever show in a round about way these games we play i'll give u a little, enough for me to take it all give it to me baby, the only thing is all i want i'll speak to ur soul if u give me control i loosen my grasp and u start to gasp, breath for me.. . its what i do for u just a little bit of all of u if only it was a taste the idea was love at first bite i choked on u too tough to crack i watched that hard shell shatter crumbling into the dust that slipped through my fingers fuck ur walls...
Paulies Rants
Right I have to start looking for a new place to live, because my Landlord can't respect my privacy, keeps walking into my apartment at night, when I'm either sleeping, or doing my thing in bed at night. Been looking at the prices for rent in Durham Region, I pay $640 a month now and can barely make ends meet. Take a fucking look out there, the average price for a Bachelor Apartment in an apartment building is $800 a month. I served my country, I've been a volunteer in St. John Ambulance. I won't share with people I don't know and I won't move into subsidized housing because you morons just cut my entitlement back. WAKE THE FUCK UP QUIT SHITTING ON US LET US HAVE OUR DIGNITY AND PRIVACY AND GIVE US THE MONEY TO AFFORD A DECENT FUCKING APARTMENT IN A DECENT FUCKING AREA. Now the big mission for 2011, first, most of my rants will now be discussed in private. Second, start moving away from peeps, activities, places that have negative influences on me. Third, have more fun. Fourth, not put
My Thoughts
Happy Saturday everyone,  thank god there is football still or I would have no idea what day it is. That happens when you have a lot of free time on you hands. Hope everyone has a great day and finds everything they want. Also please, keep sending me drink for some reason I am not drunk enough. Really how are you women going to take advantage of me than.  Have a good one all. Sorry Haven't been on as much as I should ... and really I realized I dont' have nearly engough pics for this place and most of mine might have to many clothes on but I suppose this gives me something to work for in the new year.  Have a good day all and until I feel like blogging again have a good one. Man I am up way to early for being unemployed.  Really and its way to early to be on FuBar ... have a good day all and look forward to ranting alot on here have a good one.
Fu Rants
Xx Maja xX Triv...: IF YOU EVER THINK YOU HAVE BEEN POSSESSED BY VETIS: # Do NOT, no matter what, give into his offerings or demands, no matter how tempting they may be. Most attempts to rid yourself of Vetis results in damage or possibly even death. # IF YOU WANT TO REMOVE VETIS FROM YOUR BODY YOU MUST NOT SPEAK WITH HIM. Continous speaking and bonding with Vetis will cause you to fall deeper into his grip. He tries everything he can to tempt you to the point of either suicide or homicide  tXx Maja xX Triv...: (Killing yourself or others). Sometimes, if you are too deeply involved with Vetis, you cannot escape him. Those he has killed (There are no Official records of him killing anybody, except my and others word) are usually covered in splinters or bruises. Sometimes burns or removal of the tongue are present, depending on how much he hates you, or how much he hates to hear you talk. Xx Maja xX Triv...: # DO NOT ATTEMPT TO PURPOSELY CONTACT VETIS. Unless of course, you are very po
TY TO ALL THOSE WHO LEFT ME BDAY WISHES... HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKENDER hey all   ty for all yr comments and emails...sorry that i aint been about but i shall be here n there...hope u had a rocking xmas and a fantastic new year Hi all friends...its been quite sometime since i was on here last. I am alive and doing just wicked. I trust that everyone is doing well. Will check in later, till then keep stoked!!! Sexylicious {{XX}}
The sun is bright, the sand is hot, damn I'm sleeping on a cot! I haven't heard and haven't seen my family since I was 18. The closest friend I have to say, is a M16 and a grenade. The people here are full f pain and sorrow, Lord I pray, I live 'till tomorrow. Blood, sweat, tears and pain, what do we have to gain? Blood in the street, tears in our eyes. Why did these people have t die? Why? the sun is bright the sand is hot. damn im sleeping on a cot. i havent heard and i havent seen my family since i was 18. the closest friend i have to say is an m16 and a hand grenade. the people here are full of pain and sorrow, lord i pray i will live till tomorrow. blood, sweat, tears and pain. what do we have to gain. blood in the streets tears in our eyes. why do these people have to die? why? When I walk down the lonely road, you're the only one I wish to know. My emotions rise and fall like tides lines on a cliff wall. As I look up at the stars, I wonder why w
Random Thoughts
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me. I want to cry I want to scream I want to tell you mostly I hate that I'm so afraid of everything I wish I would've been strong enough to say no to you I wish I could believe my own lies I use to cover up the pain you left I envy the way this hasn’t hurt
That the top women ask for so much bling and crap, and they get it? I mean yeah most are hot but they won't show you shit until you pay for it. You know I'm no prude, but if you can't go without talking about sex and my body on chat, there's no way I'm meeting you. Ever. You obviously just want a roll, and I don't have sex with anyone until I'm sure there's going to be a relationship, and I'm comforatable with them. Also online, guys say the rudest nastiest shit. It's so pathetic and I wonder if they would like it if their mothers, daughters, or sisters got treated in the same way as they do me. It's freaking pathetic. I understand Fubar is a virtual bar, and there's nudes. I took mine off. Deal with it. But that does not give you the right to ask if I'm into anal or other things. Grow the hell up. I'm not desperate to get a date either. If I want to meet you, I will tell you. I consider a guy to be interested in me if he kisses me or holds my hand either the first date or second.
Do people really want to see a Zillion head shots of the sameface? BORING!!!! What's up with that ? Are people so full of them selves that they think one would enjoy looking at the same face a thousand times! Smoking can save your life! Check out a book titled: 'The Health Benifits Of Tobacco' by DR. William C. Douglass "Smoking doesn't cause cancer or heart attacks." You want JOBS ... Buy American  ... simple as that !!!! eg. i bought a hammer (made in China) it broke before i could pound one Nail ....Qantity I Got a Hammer I've had for 20 plus years(made in America) ......Quality Imports =polution /garbage .... Exports =Jobs=Quality We're wasting money on Shit that ends up in landfills and takes jobs away!!!
Im Back
AFTER BEING REMOVED FROM THE SITE FOR A MONTH AND LOSING FRIENDS PICS ETC I AM BACK FOR THOSE I HAD ON MY OTHER ACCOUNT IF YOU WANT TO READD ME YOU CAN IF NOT IT WAS NICE KNOWING YOU   January  Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight.  February  Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels.....Helllloooo!!!.......bottles  won't fit in printer!!!MarchGot really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....Box said ' 2-4 years!'  April  Trapped on escalator for hours ...  Power went out!!!MayTried to  make Kool Aid.....wrong instructions....8 cups of  water won't fit into those little packets!!!  JuneTried to  go water skiing.......Couldn't find a lake with a  slope.   JulyLost breast stroke swim
My Poems
Look in my eyes, what am I thinking I know what you did, I know about her I know what you said, I connected the dots I read your thoughts, Read mine what am I thinking? Get out leave forever Take her with you, See if I care And it isn’t unfair I wasn’t stupid I opened my eyes now, I’ve learned from this... Love isn’t bliss. You walked out the door And leave me I say its okay As I turn away Away from the anger The disappointment I need to stop and accept This is what will be Day after day I start to forget Forget what was said Its time to just forget You As I walk out this door And slam it shout I forgot And now its time for you To remember Remember what you said Remember what you did Remember it’s you In the end Because I forgot Love – a small word that means so much For some it’s emotional, others it’s spiritual, some it’s physical touch. It takes a second to say it, and a lifetime
Teresa's Nonesense
Music ♥
My song to you, you succubus bitch...   Top down in the summer sunThe day we met was like a hit-and-runAnd I still taste it on my tongue (taste it on my tongue)The sky was burning up like fireworksYou made me want you oh so bad it hurtBut girl in case you haven’t heardI used to be love drunk, but now I’m hung overI’ll love you forever, forever is overWe used to kiss all night, now it’s just a bar fightSo don’t call me cryingSay hello to goodbyeCause just one sip would make me sickI used to be love drunk, but now I’m hung overI’ll love you forever, but now it’s overHot sweat and blurry eyesWe’re spinning round a rollercoaster rideThe world stuck in black and whiteYou drove me crazy every time we touchedNow I’m so broken that I can’t get upOh girl you make me such a lushI used to be love drunk, but now I’m hung overI’ll love you forever, forever is overWe used to kiss all night, now it’s just a bar figh
Being Single Doesn't Mean No One Wants Means You Don't Want Just Anyone!
Before you wanna be an asshole with your girl, Think about this... While your ignoring her , another guy is giving her attention . While your giving her problems , another guy is listening ..While your to busy for her, another guy is making time for her. While your making her cry, another guy is trying to make her smile again, When your not sure if you want her, Another guy already has that figured out.. SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT MEN says,I'm not trouble I'm just a challenge to handle. Yes I'm single and any guy who wants to change that is going to have to be pretty damn amazing! Single, doesn't mean that you know nothing bout love. Fact, being solo is wiser than being in a wrong still very much single!So is now taking applications if you think your suitable for the position apply here the pay is terrible but the benefits r great...
Life And Death
Well, i continue to heal after my pacemaker surgery, and since the docs dont want me working, i started writing a book on my all time love, the west. Its called The streets of Tombstone(After the OK Corral).  Yesterday i recieved a call from a publishing company interested in the book based on the samples i e-mailed them, and they might be sending me a contract to publish it!  I cannot tell u what a gift from God that is, because writiing keeps me from going outta my mind with boredom.  So im working hard on getting everything wrapped up on that end, and hopefully success will be headed my way soon! A little over a month ago i had open heart surgery and a pacemaker. Now, as the final hurdle to getting disability, the Social Security doctors want to do a MRI and internal cardiac exam, u are NOT supposed to do this with someone with a pacemaker and 2 heart attacks already. I feel old enough already these days, but it seems like i have to jump through hoops for these people.  So if i dont
My Life....
So, in having a conversation with my son Noah I asked if Nicholas had a girlfriend, he said, "No!" I asked if Nathan had a girlfriend, he said, "No!" Naturally I ask, "Do you have a girlfriend? He said, "Yes!" I said, "You do, what's her name?" He whispers, "Shelby". I said, "What does she look like?" He replies, "She has brown hair... No, I'm not talking about her!" Nicholas throws into the conversation, "Noah, you're talking about Hannah." Noah, say's, "No I'm not." Then asks, "Mom, am I talking about Hannah?" I reply, "No, and I'm not telling anyone who you are talking about." Noah says, "Mom, Nicholas likes Hannah, but she moved away." Next, the two are arguing, and Noah, yells, "Nick, no girls really matter unless they are family anyway!" I said, "Right on Noah!!!" That's it, its all about family! Proud of my 9 yr old ;) If my life was a portrait, it would show all of my true colors and be etched in gold. If my life was a photograph; it would never get old. If my life was a secr
She sits at her desk watching her crushWatching him laugh, sing, the way he says her nameMaking her smile as well just from hearing himWanting more than friendshipBut knowning she can't have himHe loves another...another friend of theirsLetting her heart break and mend againShe watches on being the unknownAll the things she feels for her crushHe may never know how she feelsNot wanting to ruin the friendship they haveSo she sits an is silent saying not a wordFor she is the unknown A heart is not a playful thing,A heart is not a toy.But if you want it to get broke,Just give it to a boy.Boy's like to play with things,To see what makes them run,They play us girls for fools,They do it just for fun.You wonder where he is at night,You wonder if he's true,One moment you'll be happy!The next will find you blue.You see my friend, I ought to knowI gave my heart to you! Im lying in bed, With nothing to do, Except just lay there, Thinking of you,I'm sitting at my desk, With nothing to do, Excep
My Poems
I thank you right now for being my friend. No strings attached, no being condemned. Taking me in ,with little or lot. Unconditional a word this world has forgot. You hear me out, when I need to talk. Hanging in there No matter how rough the walk. And all the times past and those to still come. Bringing my spirits up When down they've been run. So if I seem distant, cold or not here. Remember inside I'm thankful you care. I don’t know what is wrong with me, why the tears I cry. I wish I had stability, and a reason why. This feeling isn’t comfortable, not in any way is it right. I want to be normal again, this hopelessness has me shaking all through the night. I wish I could shake these thoughts away, fragment what has become of me. My feelings shrouded in this gloom, I want so badly to be free. Make it stop. Make it stop. How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows m
Think About It And You Tell Me Who Is
REPOST!! DO NOT ADD *JASON ALLEN*, LINDA SMITH, OR JASON LEE, ALSO IF SOMEBODY CALLED *AMY ALLEN* ADDS YOU, DON’T ACCEPT… IT IS A VIRUS. TELL EVERYBODY, BECAUSE IF SOMEBODY ON YOUR LIST ADDS THEM, YOU GET THE VIRUS TOO. **COPY AND PASTE AND PLEASE RE POST* THIS HAS BEEN CONFIRMED BY FACEBOOK AND SNOPE Michael Richards Court SpeechMakes one stop and think after reading this :Michael Richards is better known as Kramer from tv's Seinfeld series.This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act.He makes some very interesting points. He said :I'm proud To Be WhiteSomeone finally said it.How many are actuall y paying attention to this ?There are African Americans, Mexican Americans,Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc.And then there are just Americans.You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction.You Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,''Whitey,' 'Caveman' ... and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head,Sand-nigger,
The Tides That Bind
It was a day like any other. The sun rose as it always did, kids played outside as they always do. People came and went as they often do. it was looking like an day not unlike any other. That is how it seemed, anyway, on the surface, but the deals that are made behind closed doors often have their casualties. Whether intended or not. Lives, are ended over such deals. Its funny what people are willing to give up when no one else is looking. What matters go undefended that are entrusted to the watchmen in our lives. Vigilant and ever present to protect such things as we give them power over. Was someone asleep at the gate? Was it a snake oil salemen, silver tongued and full of false promises? No, unfortunately such treasures are handed over readily and easily and to the first takers. Was it a glamour? Was there some uneven footing that pushes the matter? Perhaps, but when we practice dishonesty it brings it own rewards and punishemnts. Let no good deed go unpunished, simple, so simple a
Pain Relief Pack
Back Pain Relief Pack when sitting is a very common problem for many people today, because the session was to set a higher amount of pressure on the spine has nerves and muscles surrounding the spine. Obtain relief from this pressure is not easy to implement, unless you only resist this to relieve the pressure. Being a developer of office and professional, I explored many ergonomic office chairs since I started in the business of office furniture in 1992. At that time, many fresh products are designed to provide back support in the lumbar region and chairs, which takes the stress of the back with angles and shapes rear seats and even a heated massage. But I found someone who actually offered the option of both hot and cold treatment that was built on a chair. Many doctors support the cold treatment to reduce swelling of the muscle tissue surrounding the area most injuries in all damage not only back pain. Usually after 2-3 days of cold treatment the swelling is red
Payment Problems & Cca's
The CCA form is sent to members after they have made several purchases on fubar. The CCA process verifies you are the card holder. Most likely you have been sent this form before and ignored it. Copy and paste this link into your browser and you SHOULD be able to access the online CCA form.  If the above link does not work or you are using someone else's card, you will have to Download the CCA form and FAX or email a signed copy to (650) 261-9669 or .  Click Here to Download CCA Form Here If you use debit/pay as you go or multiple cards, please note in the comments and list the card. If you use PAYPAL, please enter your account information that you have registered with PAYPAL. We are NOT asking you for credit card numbers or anything we do not have on file from your previous transactions.  Anyone using someone's card other than their own is required to complete a CCA form and have the card holder cosign the form. Click Here
6 Sure Ways Emergency Hot water heater By. Eric Teague   HOW TO MAKE AN EMERGENCY HOT WATER HEATER       Recently after suffering a power loss throughout my community i started to think and prepare for future outages. One of the biggest gripes during the outage was not having hot water. I decieded early upon a secure purchace of a generator would be wise, i was able to isolate certain areas of my house through the electricial panel. However you just need a 110v power recepticle prior to test and to maintain or elevate the tempature. STEP 1-  Go Collecting   
when i think of love...... i think of happiness, love stories, kissing you, making love, roses and teddy bears, watchin movies, making jokes, when i think of love...... i think of sadness, broken hearts, angry words being tossed around like a rag doll, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!! HAHA!! when i think of love...... i think of the way your arms hold me tight when i get scared in the night, the way you mone when i bite, the look in your eyes when i tell you the moment is right, oh how i when i think of love.... i can hear your voice but cant see your face, your not real, at least not yet, maybe....YES! you will be here soon to help save my heart from cardiac arress... i dont know im just bored being single is like being stabbed in the heart over and over again. you feel so alone. so missplaced. like noone wants you. for once i would like a guy to actually be a good guy. not just pretend for a month or two. a real fucking man. i dont care if he has alot of money or wh
I'm a real person that likes to do real things. I treat others like I want to be treated. I am single no kids yet and I just want lady friends and more to get to know on a personal level,friendship and see where it goes. If I find Miss Right thats cool but I can kick it with Miss Wrong. All I ask for is respect understand that I am a human being with feelings and emotions just like you are human with feelings and emotions. I hurt,I cry,I get angry, and I am capable of loving and being loved. So many people out here are so caught up on superficial things that they forget about whats really important. It's not all about looks and money it is most importantly about a persons character and their heart. You can have someone with drop dead gorgeous looks and money by the tons and they can treat you very badly too. I hate when I am not giving a chance to show who I am to a lady. When they just brush me off because of my size I just say to myself her loss. Women say they want a good man, a goo
Jah is often used as a shortened form of the reconstructed Tetragrammaton.[2] The Tetragrammaton is often translated (especially in older English versions of the Bible) by use of the term "Lord", and the word "Hallelujah" by the phrase "Praise ye the Lord" (Psalm 104:35 KJV and footnote). Thus, partially translated and partially transliterated[clarification needed], the term could be rendered "Praise Jah." With the rise of the Reformation, reconstructions of the Tetragrammaton became popular. The Tyndale Bible was the first English translation to use the anglicized reconstruction. In the original text of the Hebrew Bible, "Jah" occurs 50 times, 26 times alone and 24 times in the term "Hallelujah". In the King James Version of the Bible it is transliterated as "JAH" (capitalised) in only one instance: "Sing unto God, sing praises to his name: extol him that rideth upon the heavens by his name JAH, and rejoice before him". (Psalm 68:4) An American Translation renders the Hebrew word as
Forbidden Fruit
Truth and honesty is what I seek, in order for our relationship to reach the peek, of pure exploding extacy that is share between just you and me and to build a love that will last for eternity.The bond of trust sould not ever be broke and can never be fixed without any words being spoken.Not Lettin go of the hurt and pain, whether past or present , can only make the falling of our love destint. So let God shine his amazing light and sit back and watch how high this love takes flight. Have u ever asked yourself, Why do I keep making the same mistakes over and over again? Well I have and I learned that God keep making you go through those same mistakes for a reason. One to make you realize your not perfect and your not God. The second reason is that mistakes are like lessons,like when you were in school and the teacher repeats the same lesson over and over and you think to yourself, we just did this, so y are you repeating it? Its so you can get it in your head, so you do well when test
A Peek Inside My Inside..what Im Reading In This Fleeting Moment...
What I've Just Finished:   The Cathedral Of The Sea, by Ildefonso Falcones.  A heavy, thick, and gorgeously jacketed novel, written by a Barcelona author and translated from continental Spanish, this story takes us to 12th century Barcelona and the true story of the building of one of the most important cathedrals in Spain, through the life of a single man whose lifetime coincides with, and is intertwined with, the construction of the Cathedral Of The Sea. Fascinating.. gripping.. and enlightening.. I could not put it down, and would never have known that this book was not written in English originally, so skillful is the translation.   Edenborn, by Nick Sagan. If the author's name sounds familiar.. yes, he is the son of Carl Sagan, famed astronomer, author of Cosmos and Contact, and founder of SETI, the Search For Extraterrestrial Intelligence. Edenborn is the second in a post-apocalyptic series.. an Earth devastated by plague and now inhabited by a grand total of less than two do
Y Valentines Day
First I was afraid, I was petrified.When you said you had 10 inches, Lord, I almost died. But i'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long. But I grew strong and I knew that I could take you on.. But there you are, another lie, i was ready for a Big Mac and you brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it was bullshit, just a sad pathetic dream. Shoulda known there was no Anaconda, lurking in them jeans! Go on now go, walk out the door, don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4. Weren't you a prat to think i wouldn't find you out? Don't you know we're joking when we say size don't count? I will survive, I will survive. As long as i have batteries my sex life's going to thrive! I will always have good sex, with a handful of latex. I will survive, I will survive. Hey Hey! HEY LADIES, SEND THIS TO ALL THE MEN THAT DID YOU WROHG!  YOU DON’T KNOW You don't know, but I am the mom who cries every morning and hopes every night for his safe return. I am
The Lunatic Is In My Head
Absolutely, I get caught up in it on a daily basis :/ I had this trend going on as I posted in social sites for a while; it was called Negative/Positive, where I would ideally name off something negative, but add the positive counter to it. Here is one of those this morning: Negative: Mass texting is so impersonal, and to be honest, rude in some instances. Positive: Mass texting is certainly useful in some instances, such as business. In my opinion, it's better to know the message you're receiving is meant for you :) Anti-social people are taking over the world, and while I've been in that category for much of my life, I want to come out of my rabbit hole, and love the world I live in! Part of that is learning to be direct with the important people in my life. So, what I am saying in this blog is, get out of your damned rabbit hole people! -Dean It was just another morning and I woke up feeling rightThough this particular day, I had an epiphanyPerhaps this life is not as golden as
Mistress Flash... Nsfw - Updates
Nice variation of a St Andrews Cross... dubbed a Chris Cross since the builder's name is Chris :-) Very sturdy but portable enough to put in the trunk of a car... awesomeness Nice set of dragon's tongues... matched... hand painted with inliad rose tips on handles - gotta get ready for florentine scene now 2 different little stingy things nt sure they have a true name, lol, handmade and awesome... one is cable wrapped with fur on the other side - very decieving look, the other is a braided plastic a very nice sap   nice aluminum crop extremely nice metal chain flogger I cannot wait :-0
For Biheavenlyangels Members
Due to how fast we've grown as a group, I have had to assign teams. Please check the team folders to see which one you are in. I don't have enough room to keep everyone in fam, so I have management, team leaders, girls who have contributed to the NSFW folder and those who have bought their way on in the fam. Eventually I may have to creat team pages if we continue to grow at this rate. I hope everyone understands. The people that I have made team leaders are ones who have helped me on a daily basis in one way, shape or form. As we grow more, I will also be making new teams. If you are interested in becoming a team leader as this happens, let me know and we will get you in as one. Thanks. Any Angel wishing to become a 2nd Alarm Hottie please send a private message to MajaBabyyy. She is our #1 friend and the Hotties Dept Chief. Let her know you are a member of BiHeavenlyAngels. I am putting together a new folder and would love as much participation as I can get. It will be a folder of me
C51 Creations
Alright Whats up Everyone? A lot of people have been asking me for Animated Pics! I love to do them but there's Diff Kinds. So Let me explain the style and Prices here:    Basin Animation - up to 10 Pics you choose in a slideshow Style. 2 Million FuBucks or 1 Bling Credit. Animation with background - up to 5 Pics. 5 Million Fubucks or a 6 crt. Bling Pack.   Animation With Colorful Background - up to 10 pics or less - 12 crt Bling Pack or a Boomerang. Like Me Slideshow - up to 10 pics or less - 12 crt Bling Pack or a Boomerang.   Picture Animated Background - 1 picture 1 Animated Background - 10 million or a 6 Crt bling Pack. Animated Video gif - How ever long the video is + Cool Background - Auto 11 or bomb or 65 crt Bling Pack If you are looking For a Video For this picture... Please hit up Kryptonight he charges 6 Credits for each picture! His Link is:
Wednesday Hump Day On The Glow Radio
Wednesday Night on The Glow Radio:  The Reverend DJ Furg & The Church of Rock featuring Rock, Punk, Grunge, Metal, & more starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is DJ Sass N Jazz & "The Jazzy Side of Glow" spinning the FEEL GOOD Jazz Music & other genres too starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt Closing Tonight is Tony the Misfit & The Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music  at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt   Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & on Microsoft's Media Player's Internet Radio Classic Rock Section or you can go to our website at: ___________________    
Things Of Intrest To Me...
  I work down at Ashberry Hills Minimum wage, but it pays the bills Cleaning floors and leading hymns on Sunday Katherine Davis, room 303 Sweetest soul you ever could meet I bring her morning coffee everyday Chorus: She calls me Raymond She thinks I'm her son Tells me get washed up for supper before your daddy gets home She goes on about the weather how she can't believe it's already 1943 She calls me Raymond, and that's all right by me She talks about clothes on the line in the summer air Christmas morning and Thanksgiving prayer Stories of a family that I never had Sometimes I find myself wishing I'd been there Chorus: When she calls me Raymond She thinks I'm her son Tells me get washed up for supper before your daddy gets home She goes on about the weather how she can't believe it's already 1943 She calls me Raymond, and that's all right by me There's a small white cross in Arlington Reads Raymond Davis '71 Until she can see his face again I'm gonna fill in the best I can Cho
Bear Blog!
This case is similar to mine - My ex-wife had an affair with her employer, who was married. She had a baby, but didn't tell me I was not the father. I found out when he was 19 years old. Ex-Husband of Arnold's Alleged Mistress Speaks About Betrayal for the First Time Entertainment Tonight, Tuesday, May 24, 2011, 7:55pm (PDT) Entertainment Tonight's Mark Steines spoke with Rogelio Baena, the ex-husband of Arnold's mistress Mildred "Patty" Baena, for a new interview to air in two parts on May 24 and May 25. Rogelio tells ET he thought Arnold's alleged love child was his biological child all along and that he learned that the boy was not his son only one week ago. He goes on to call the situation a "betrayal" and "Arnold Schwarzenegger for me, [was] my hero... Maria is destroyed." Married to Patty for ten years, today Rogelio says he'd like to tell his son, "I am your father. That's all." I wish they had a law like this in New Jersey twenty years ago!  htt
Whispers From My Soul
It’s a new day. Most people are up and getting ready for work, depending on your time zone. Me, I haven’t been to sleep yet. Not from lack of trying, I assure you.  I have so many thoughts running through my head.  I’m a firm believer in the power of 3.  Good and bad things seem to happen in 3’s.  June 29th I had my stroke, July 29th my Grandma had her stroke.  1 month to the day after mine.  Now I’m just waiting to see who the next person will be. I know a lot of you may be saying to yourselves, well if she’s set on it happening then it will.  Not so…..It’s from experience that I say this. All my life things good and bad have happened in 3’s. Even things that are not connected to me.  Case in point, Amy Winehouse is found dead,  I think it’s been about a month give or take and now the ex lead singer from Warrant Jani Lane was found dead in his motel room last night.  I know there will be a 3rd.  I’ve never seen it ha
What Happened To Most Of These Lounges On Fubar??? Either They Think Their Shit Doesn't Stink Or They Just Suck Balls... Either Way... GET OVER YOURSELVES.... Do Us All A Favor... Stop With The Dramatization Of Saying "My Lounge Is Bad Ass... Even Tho I Do Hang Out In Here A Lot And I Don't Get Paid For What I Do So I'll Just Pretend I Make A Killing Off These People" Take Ya Fuckin Monopoly Money And Buy Yourself A Damn Life With It... Cuz Fubar Is NOT The Way To Go... Get Over Urselves.. And To All The Lounge Owners Out There That Have Their Lil Cronies That You Call "Promoters" Go All Around Fubar Leaving Me And Countless Of Other People These Stupid Profile Comments Of Ya Lounge.... Just Delete Your Shit.... Nobody Cares About Your Lounge.... Nobody Will EVER Care About Your Lounge.... Get A Life... Hell.... If You're Single... GET A GIRLFRIEND... Or A Boyfriend If You're Attractive Enough To Do So... And Move On Away From This Place.... Because As Long As I'm Here... I Will Make Y
My Poetry
Day by day, happiness or sadness,Which our lives lie in between,So much strife, not enough dignity,Words and actions lie within us.Cool, calm, collective,How we gain to prosper,Excluding weary days,We strive to regain our composer.We realize in the passing days,Whats instore to better our future,love & support are amongst us,Nevertheless, splendid times to share.Better state of compromising,To walk away from pain and suffering,In due time, will mend our hearts,To explore what life has in store for us....Copy write date... March 2001Written by Nevaeh Jynsen My heart is bound to you,I gander at wat I see,If the wish is true,Then we were meant to be.
Wondering, where all the ordinary people went. I maneuver myself through this virtual world, Full of faces of people like ghost in the machine. So where did, all the ordinary people go? Maybe we have come to a point in the time line when its cool to not be. (Ordinary) that is.  No longer wondering. Personally I've never been to interested in anything very Ordinary. It just wasn't me.....But in the end, if all else fails and falls by the wayside, we can all just be fucking Ordinary together!!!           “He who controls the past controls the future. He who controls the present controls the past.” ― George Orwell, 1984 "When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro"..      Hunter S Thompson  I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me. Hunter S. Thompson A question that sometimes drives me hazy: am I or are the others crazy? Albert Einstein  “Listen to the mustn'ts, child. Listen to the don'ts
Nothing To Do With The Fu
On my way to the circus..or back from the circus..or was there a circus..have no idea now. What did happen was during my happy homeless days I got real tired after 3 weeks and no sleep so I pulled the motor off the highway. Then I noticed a closed BBQ place and jumped on a picnic table and started to nod. All of a sudden I have the biggest set of headlights [car type you boobs] in my eyes. Out from behind the lights I see this figure in blue with a baton, not the cheerleader type, and he approaches slowly. I quickly sat up and said "WOW! did I order take out". What kind?? In uniform he couldn't laugh but I heard the jaw crack as he tried to suppress the smile. He asked what was going on and I started to tell him I was a professional photographer taking [star] shots. The cloud cover gave that away so I headed for the truth. He said he would finish the tour and be coming back thru in an hour and I'd better not be on that table. So he left and I put motor under a tree and jumped on the ne
News & Information - Drugs [nsfw]
Drug abuse prevention is worth more than all the cures and punishment in the world x100. People should get to know what they might be getting into, BEFORE they start. Information is also the best way to help someone already abusing, and it can help friends and family of those who choose to use understand their choice. Use and abuse are two separate things but the fact is, all abusers start as users and use, at any level, can lead to abuse and addiction. Not MUST, not WILL, but CAN. Get knowledge, get it from as many sources as possible, disseminate (spread) that knowledge, and do not use lies, threats, punishment or misinformation to deter anyone from any drug.The truths about drug addiction and abuse are as bad or worse than all the common lies and have the extra benefit of not alienating those who choose to use. Once you lie to someone they will discount your information from that point forward. Most drug users could not tell you about the real threats of the drugs they take, outside
Can You Give This To My Daddy?
Im not the type to be shy and not speak my mind and that seems to scared the good guys around here away. guys say that they want sweet honest girls who can hold their own but then when they have a girl like that they seem to not want it. it seems that guys only want the skanky girls and the whores that will do anything just to have attention. im here to say that im not a girl like that i hate being looked at like a piece of meat all the time if i try to have a serious talk or relationship even long distance the guy should want to know about me and my mind more than what he is thinking of my body. and women saying well we will just go lez so that they dont have to deal with the ass hole men that do this to women well sorry girls but instead or ass holes u get bitches so u cant run. y cant there just be a guy that cares about looking at ur face and not ur tits or ass. or one that truely listens and wants to know what u think and not just hear how good u say that u r in bed. like the song
Annes Blog
An old man said "Erasers are made 4 those who make mistakes." A youth replied "Erasers are made 4 those who are willing 2 correct their mistakes!!" Attitude matters!!.. I'm always amused at how quickly a guy will tell you, "he loves you". Its often followed by a series of "I don't want to hurt you", "I did not mean to hurt you", and " I hope we can still be friends".Guys, whats going on?  If you like a girl, leave it at that.  Love is a genuine feeling which is losing its impact because you take advantage of it .. Breaking up and having your heart break is a disaster, you feel as if your not worth anything and you think that no one else will luv u again, but chances are: there is someone out there in the world waiting for you to enter into their lives and before you know it, you’ll know that the one who broke your heart is not worth thinking of anymore…..that is why they say in life….luv never fails….if you find that special someone…..
A Poem
What do you do when you made a mistake that somebody wont forgive you for, they wont even read what you have to say and they do they only turn it into excuse. i know i should move on, forget about it i mean come on it just somebody on the internet. i could go out and have some fun, do whatever i wanted. yet here i am at a rave, laughing with friends, dancing with my glow sticks and not once would i let another guy dance with me, not once did i hit back on a guy when he try to talk to me, all i could think about was getting home and hoping to god there be a message there. I go out to eat with friends after the rave, eating fast so i can make it home in time hoping there be a message there..waiting for me and for him to be still be up,  i get more there was nothing...n o t h i n g, ahh my heart to not think about him and care so much i drink my pain away. when i go to sleep , i try to sleep as long as i can because i hate the morning, i hate waking up knowing he wont speak to
Island Hoppers
                     "DANCE OF THE WHAMPHYRI"                     daylight wanes...darkness calls,                     amidst the failing light...                    bloodlust, love, and romance,                     call creatures of the night.                      unknowing prey, open throats,                      walk the streets so safe...                      they never know, never dream,                      about thier terrible fate.                        but, for two, is different now,                      they seek each other only...                        the romance of the whamphyri...                       in eternity, so lonely..                       &
Welcome To My World
Just arrived at work. I was soaking wet when i got here... It's raining for 8 hours now, no break... When will this s**t end. I want sun, i want summer or I will get depressed... Finally spring has come back to Berlin... :DI woke up and the sun was shining through my open window. I decided to let work be work and stayed in bed longer. I enjoyed the sun shining onto me. It was awesome... So now I am happy again... And that's good for me... and for all of you hehe At work now... and you know what, I don't care it's still a beautiful day! :D so i had my knee surgery on friday. it was succesful... it hurts, but i'm okay. i come home, switch on the tv and see all the shit that happened in japan.people die or are missed, nuclear plants get out of control. people have no home. that was 3 days ago. and things over there get even worse. so now today i'm back in the office. and i feel bad. not because my knee hurts, but because i noticed how unimportant my little self is. and then i read a
General Warning!!
It's strange for me to be writing this really because having started I'm not really sure how to continue. In the time I have been here at Fubar, I have made a few enemies, some very good friends and one person in particular who makes my whole exsistance mean something. No matter what the relationship, I am thankful for each and every one of you. You have all been the source of a great deal of happiness to me and have become a part of my life that I cannot go a day without, and even though Fubar will only allow me to put 50 of you into my fu-family, I wish that I could include each and every one of you. Some of you have known me for quite a long tme, others are only recently getting to know me but I would like to think that I have touched your lives in much the same way that you have all touched mine. Having said that, and probably sounded like an old fool, I suppose, its time to get to the point.  I have for a couple of months been suffering from some health problems. Those of you th
He slips through with a wicked laugh, feeling the shadows swirling. Feeling the anguish and betrayal. Though he is a cad, he caresses just the edge of the wall with the barest touch to the shadows for bringing him here. His breath catches, his body tenses, as eyes quickly flash darting to the bed. The smile, a mixture of lust and venom twists those lips. Easily moving behind a curtain as her screams fills the room, and him, like the sweetest music. He watches himself bring her body to another shaking orgasm that rips more screams from her. A mix of sweet pain, and horrible pleasure. The him of that time slapping at her exposed flesh as she writhers on the bed trying to close herself to protect as such as relish the pain, pleasure, everything filling her, going through her, making her... The bed of metal with a cruel lovely design moves slightly. Where the shackles bounce now grabbed as she is opened roughly. They are closed to bite along her wrists, her ankles, a
The Moment
We were on the porch, smoking and drinking. It was a warm late June night. I thought you might have a crush on me, but I really wasn't sure. So you told me you liked me, and I asked you  "What do you want to do about it?" "I want to kiss you." You told me this and I literally got weak in the knees. I replied; "You know where my lips are" in a throaty, husky voice. So we went inside, and sat on the couch, and you kissed me. I called you that day on a whim, since I was in town visiting. It must have been fate that your office was around the corner from my hotel. You told me to come over, that you wanted to meet me in person. So I walked over top the office. There you were behind the desk. My heart was beating strong. I got lost in your eyes. We talked and then you had to get back to work. I asked you shyly if I could taste your lips. So, you got up from your desk. You took my arm, and pulled me close, and bent down to kiss me. It was a gentle, lingering sweet kiss, that is burne
I wrote this a while back while bored at work one day. I think it's pretty funny, and fairly decent considering the subject matter. Oh, what a wonderful way to waste an hour Counting how many penises a woman can devour You can watch it alone or with a good friend To see how loud people moan while taking it in the end Staring at people move and sway while at the height of their passion And seeing what high heels are the latest triple "x" fashion Picking your favorite star and following their career With lotion in one hand, and in the other a beer Locking the doors, and checking them twice Mastrabating in peace is always nice Timing your orgasms to match with them So you can imagine blowing your load in that hot sexy femme As you sit back exhausted, and wipe away the fruit of your labor You realize that you were being watched all along by your nextdoor neighbor So, this is something that I would like to do something with. What, I am not sure. A novel was my original idea,but I t
This & That
I try to get excited by New Years, but honestly my mind doesn't think of time in the linear fashion that most people do. Today is no different than yesterday, the resolutions I could make today are no less important than the ones I could have made yesterday. What IS important is that we grasp EVERY moment and make the most of it, for we have but one life to live, and never hesitate to tell the ones you love that you do in fact love them. So every once in a while I see a bouncer check where the letters/numbers make me laugh. Tonight was such a time and it inspired this joke off the top of my head.   Have you heard about the new product for racist homosexuals? Its called KKKY Jelly. So maybe you have noticed, or maybe you haven't, that a lot of my statuses lately have been fitness oriented. Needless to say I have become a little bit obsessed. But wait! There's a reason.   As many of you know, I spent from December of '09 until my surgery in July of '11 enduring rather nasty shoulder/
New Lounge: Heaven And Hell On Earth!!!
Everyone Blog.
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The Simple Things That Define My Life.
This is a great monologue I love to perform by Neil Gaiman, a wonderful author, I forget what its called per se? But here.“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-yo
Kyle - My Brother
Well as of yesterday Kyle is back in the ICU, to add to his injuries he now has pneumonia, sepsis, his brain swelling is increasing, and renal production is slowing down.  They aren't giving us much hope at this point. He's not responding to stimuli at all now. I'm just asking for prayers, this has consumed my mom, I had to take her to the doctors today and have her medicated, I honestly don't know how much more I can take before I crack. But thank you to the few that have been checking on me, you have no idea how much it's appreciated. Well I came back to PA today after spending another week in Columbus with my family. As of when I left this morning, Kyle is completely off the sedative drip and is on Methadone and Valium that they are injecting straight into his feeding tube (stomach absorbs more than IV) he opened his eyes a few times but there is no recognition or anything really, it's like the old saying, the lights are on but no one is home, at least for now... They were able to g
What I Like
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Randy's Poetry 3
Jen's Place
"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She's loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect, you aren't either & the two of you may never be perfect together. But if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking of you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she know's you can break: her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she... makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." — Bob Marley 1. Ladies, be very careful who you talk to. Chances are your talking to a guy who you would never even speak to in real life. Or would never speak to you rather. You don't know them. Just because you spent time chatting with them, even on the phone or yahoo messenger, web ca
Blonds Explain Easter
An atheist was seated next to a little girl on an airplane and he turned toher and said, "Do you want to talk? -- Flights go quicker if you strike upa conversation with your fellow passenger."The little girl, who had just started to read her book, replied to the totalstranger, "What would you want to talk about?"Oh, I don't know," said the atheist. "How about why there is no God, or noHeaven or Hell, or no life after death?" as he smiled smugly."OK," she said. "Those could be interesting topics but let me ask you aquestion first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff - grass.Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, buta horse produces clumps. Why do you suppose that is?"The atheist, visibly surprised by the little girl's intelligence, thinksabout it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea."To which the little girl replies, "Do you really feel qualified to discusswhy there is no God, or no Heaven or Hell, or no life after death, when youdon't know shit
Johns Rants
Ding Dong! Osama's dead. a bullet to his fucken head? The Bastards  FUcken DEAD! Ding Dong! Bin Ladens Finally dead.Wake up - sleepy head, rub your eyes, get out of bed.Wake up, the Bastards dead. He's gone where the goblins go,Below - below - below. Yo-ho, let's open up and sing and ring the bells out.Ding Dong' the merry-oh, sing it high, sing it low.Let them know The FUCKTARD is dead!As Mayor of Notta damn thing, In the Country of the USA, I welcome this day most regally. But we've got to verify it legally, to seeTo see?If HEIf HEIs morally, ethic'llySpiritually, physicallyPositively, absolutelyUndeniably and reliably DeadAs Coroner I must aver, I thoroughly examined the turd. And he's not only merely dead, he's really most sincerely dead.Then this is a day of Independence For all the World and their descendantsIf any.Yes, let the joyous news be spread The wicked Bastard Terrorist at last is dead So my day started out pretty normal.. Idiots pissing me off.... Stupid Drivers yada yad
My Stuff
The End. Written April 15, 2011   Can't sleep ... I'm frustrated and overwhelmed from all the things I want to say to you. but there is no point in saying anything ... because you don't know how to love me anymore. So let all your so called *friends* cheer you on as you make this last mistake. They couldn't possibly know what’s in your heart when after all these years, I barely saw your true heart myself. Your victory will be very hollow when you realize what you've missed ... and you start to remember that it wasn't just me that made mistakes. So, paint a untrue picture of a man who was so wronged if that's what gets you through this ... Be sure to color it in a way that you're a saint. Forget all the lies I had to swallow, all the promises that were broken, that I had to forgive and forget the fact that you would not let me go ... What was it that you were hanging on to till now, Instead of letting me move on? You selfishly kept me there, hurting me a
For All Those With A Headche...learn From This.....
A fart is a pleasant thing, It gives the belly ease, It warms the bed in winter, And suffocat es the fleas. A fart can be quiet, A fart can be loud, Some leave a powerful, Poisonous cloud A fart can be short, Or a fart can be long, Some farts have been known To sound like a song...... A fart can create A most curious medley, A fart can be harmless, Or silent, and deadly. A fart might not smell, While others are vile, A fart may pass quickly, Or linger a while...... A fart can occur in a number of places, And leave everyone there, With strange looks on their faces . From wide-open prairie, To small elevators, A fart will find all of us sooner or later. But farts are all bad, Is simply not true- We must never forget....... Sweet old farts like you! Kinda brings a tear to your eye - right? Why not send this on to other old farts and bring a smile..or....tear to them! A young woman goes to her doctor's office, afraid of the strange developm
National Treasure
A SLATE WIPED CLEAN   The effect of the ripples through time an overload of pressure crushing the mind. Of all the dreams once held so very dear knowing there so far away yet are so near.   Left to reflect on what to expect being alone now, surviving somehow.   For when all came into view to realize long was I surrounded by the repeated lies. Lost in confusion past and present dead uncertain of the future that’s yet to be read’   Left to wonder if the rumble of thunder will cease to exist or painfully persist.   Despite all that has transpired for I swore won’t lose sight to the depth of my inner core. And never is there to be acceptance of any defeat but a call to arms having hope of the one I seek.   A challenge to address after sins confessed not causing a scene but treated as a queen.   So it is of the essence to find and to approve upon my body quivering as mountains moved. For a quest now laid to rest a future now seen the heart has
With Love From Chaotic Moon
We Love   We love and we loose.  We love and we choose. We love to regret and we love inside our heads. We love to remember all those moments in September. We love to know it wasn't all in our head. I saw you sitting there as you spoke his nameAnd I saw you laugh as searching straight ahead. We love to alter the things we wish to be. We love the definite of how the day shall be. You love the way my hair feels as you hold on tightI love your breath against my cheek when you begin to speak.I saw you sitting there as you spoke his nameAnd I saw your tears falling as you held me near.They love the way we turn away when nothings left to fearThey love the way we hold on tight with moments at our feet. I saw you sitting there and still you call his nameAnd I feel all the yesterdays that I kneel to him and pray. We love to remember how sweet is his peace.    She pleaded as they questioned. What can I say. Other than , "The time has come that I know why. Why. I cry."He'd left that night
Song Lyrics I Like
I just became a member of a club known as the bumbling foolsBotching the game and the best things in life is the motto and the ruleSo if you can open up your heart and hear me out just for tonightBaby I got something to prove to youI've gotta show you I can do it rightGet outDon't want to see you againMaybe we can still be friendsI know that I'm gonna go and screw it up in the endBut that's okay cause I'm your average manSo I turned tail and ranAnd I know you're not my biggest fanBut whatever you want me toYou know that I'm gonna do it now or do the best that I canSo if you can open up your heart and hear me out just one more timeBaby I've got something to say to youI was wrong and the fault is mine Get outDon't want to see you againMaybe we can still be friendsI know that I'm gonna go and screw it up in the endBut that's okay cause I'm your average manBaby you could do a whole lot betterBut you could definitely do a whole lot worseHow can I even try to do betterIf you won't give me a
Please Comment On My Book "dimention 27" Chapters 1-7 Early Draft
  "Dimention 27" Chapter one a lot to do with advertising Lock Downly the third was the last in a long line of space captains. His great grandfather the first Lock downly was known as the brilliant invention of the dimention jumper. The same inventor was now known as Lock Downly senior. After whom Captain lock downly the first took over, followed by Lock Downly the seccond, Who was replaced by Captain Lock downly squared. a clone of captain lock downly the seccond. and it was almost time for captain lock downly the third to walk in his fathers, granfathers, great grandfathers, and a clones, foot steps and Become a space captain and an inventor. incidentally it is this captain lock downly (the third one)to whom, who, whoms?... its the guy whos we follow in this adventure..... not his cryogenicaly frozen great grandfather, grandfather, his granduncle the clone, or his father, whom although not frozen for tax reasons or to preserve death along with the first the lock downly's I ass
Deep in my soul Love so strong  It takes control    Now we both know  The secrets bared The feelings show   Driven far apart I'll make a wish On a shooting star   There will come a day Some where far away In your arms I'll stay My only love   Even though you're gone Love will still live on  The feeling is so strong My only love My only love   You've reached the deepest part of the secert in my heart I've known it from the start My only love  My only love Will you miss me when I'm gone? Will you remember all the good times we've had? The hardest thing about leaving is saying goodbye  
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Had Enough
All the dreams and the fantasies, all the wishes that never come true, all the right all the wrong, and then there was you. In this life that we live day to day, we all have things that get in our way. something or someone that leads us astray. It doesn't matter how high you build the walls, safety is uncertain when, something or someone can make them fall.... Reality is replaced and you're no longer thinking straight, nagging in the back of your mind, is the battle between love and hate... I didn't want to love you, I wasn't ready to believe, I never intended to fall, as may heart was desperate to receive..... Now the heart is completely broken, I don't know what to do, I have fallen victim to the something or someone that is YOU   It is amazing to me the seriousness in which some members here on FU actually take it. I'm gonna say this..... If you are my fan, friend, or family member, it is because I found something interesting about you either on your profile, or in a chat conv
Good For A Laugh
Several months ago, I came across a joke called "Waxing Woes", and up until now, I thought it was the funniest thing I had ever read.  I couldn't believe someone could possibly be so spazmatic or idiotic...until now.   Tonight, I decided to do a little "routine maintenance" in the nether region, and started the prep for the project.  I got out the waxing kit, laid out the appropriate sized strips, baby powder (to keep wax from sticking to the skin - OUCH), and appropriate tools.  I took the lid off of the hot wax and placed it into the microwave. For those of you who do regular waxing treatment, you know what a pain it is to run back n forth to the microwave as the wax begins to cool, constantly reheating for ultimate hair removal.  Tonight, I had the "brilliant idea" of getting it EXTRA hot in the first place to skip having to do this (the start of my idiocy).  I set the microwave for 5 minutes, and walk away, intending to check on the wax every minute or so until desired temperatu
Untitled And Unacceptable.
If I find my peace of mind, torture me. If I seem too serene, torture me.   Note to self, You're an idiot. Don't even think about it. Serious. Love, your logical, sensible side. ps. I mean it this time. 43 hours ago, i woke up from a nap. haven't slept since. i feel the crazies coming on, like they weren't already here.   can't eat, can't sleep, can't think straight. i have a one-step fix to this problem of mine. so simple, and yet, so fucking unattainable these days. weed dealers have been bad at their jobs lately, no joke.   on a positive note, im tripping balls from the exhaustion.  at least mother nature has a sense of humor sometimes.   fuck. it's my fault. i was wrong for wanting a slow life. i was wrong for wanting to be good. get me a fuckin sugar daddy and go places, son. seriously. fml.   sigh. not even seriously. but still. i feel like my sense of adventure died when i turned 21. tired of this playing it safe BS i've been trying for over a year now.  
Fukin A Lol
just sitting here once agin.  ill be so glad when i startschool next week.  the time goes sooooo slow when you have nothingto do.  or you cant do and do what you please.  being legally blind gets on my nerves..  even thoughive never had the ability to drive...  i wish i did.  think if i could get behind the wheel if i wanted would change alot.  would save me breath n explaination lol but today stated off lagged lol.  couldnt wake up for nothin.  then  i dozed off like three times now a big whopping headache ugh..  this couch is horrible.  now im on fubar blah blah blahin...  ugh lol  till next time... TODAY I HAD A AWSOME DAY..  EVEN THOUGH IM TIRED AS HELL AND I GOT ALL THE HAIRI HAD LITRALY CHOPPED OFF LOL..  IT WAS DAMAGED.. SAD FACE..  BUT ILL LIVE..  GOT MY HAI DONE ON  ONE OF THE HOTTEST FUCKIN DAYS LOL NINTY...  OMG IM DRAINED.  I  DONT KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO MAINTAIN THIS  STYLE BUT.. UMMMM  IMMA LET THEM DO IT LOLOL..  SO YEA..  BUT N E WAYBLAH.. ZZZZZZZ ok. its fuckin hot lol
Family & Things Close To My Heart
Just a bit of bragging: She was contacted because of her video posted on YouTube and the production company bought the rights to use her video in their ad. I have to laugh. She and her friends do a lot of videos and post them on YouTube. That it actually paid pretty well is fun. Nicole has been my niece since before she was born. We had a special bond because she's the same age as my youngest daughter. When I got an annulment from her uncle, most of her family stopped communicating with me. I understand it to a degree because his family is different from mine. They have an 'us and them' belief system. You're either in or you're out. Well, I'm OUT. So today and for the next few days I'll be in my niece's hometown. I just sent her a friend request on Facebook and I'm hoping she gets in touch with me. I haven't seen her in 8 years and I miss her. I didn't grow up in a family that casts people out who choose to break up or get a divorce. In fac
My Poetry.
Terrible thoughts rush through my mind as my anger grows, the things I think of doing to people no one should ever know. My dreams are full of blood and death, I wake to my own screams, I'm turning back into something I do not want to be. The feelings of cutting are coming back the release is all I need, but once the razor cuts my skin I feel the need to bleed. Darkness grows inside my heart untill I feel no pain, the voices start to speak again, I know I am not sain, I hold back from the darkness untill it fills my soul, I feel my insides dying as it's starting to turn cold. I have nothing left inside of me, it's time for me to go, I want everyone to remember Angel, before my soul turned cold. 2008 I take the knife and begin to cut, deeper and deeper till the feeling comes, the sky turns black the ground blood red, the feeling of relief is still with in. I just keep cutting till the feelings done, hide the scars, turn and run. The scars wi
   So last night I revealed on twitter that I have never been to a strip club in my life. Of course like some of you a lot of people were shocked. It’s not the fact that I lived in Atlanta which is the Strip club capital of the world. I think it’s the fact that I blog about sex and dingle berries and have yet to step into the place that exudes “sex”. I’m sorry, but I just never thought “Oh shit I’m gonna hit that tittay bar tonight.” That has never ever entered my mind. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t have a problem with strippers…well I don’t like and can’t stand male strippers. They all buff with their fake d*cks and they smell like musty cum…but besides that I don’t dislike female strippers. I don’t think I can dislike female strippers because a stripper saved my life once. #TrueStory  I just don’t have anything to learn from them.       So with this whole stripper talk last night,
My Research
How Time Travel Will Work by Kevin Bonsor Browse the article How Time Travel Will Work Introduction to How Time Travel Will Work © Photographer: Nicemonkey | Agency:Dreamstime.comThe dream to travel through time has existed for centuries. There may be no other concept that captures the imagination more than the idea of time travel -- the ability to travel to any point in the past or future. What could be cooler? You could jump into your time machine to go back and see major events in history and talk to the people who were there! Who would you travel back to see? Julius Caesar? Leonardo da Vinci? Elvis? You could go back and meet yourself at an earlier age, go forward and see how you look in the future... It's these possibilities that have made time travel the subject of so many science fiction books and movies. It turns out that, in some sense, we are all time travelers. As you sit at your desk, doing nothing more than clicking yourmouse, time is traveling arou
About A Piece Of My Mind
Your tha frist thing i think of each morning when i rise,  your tha last thing i think of each night when i close my eyes,   your in every move i make and in every breathe i take,  My feeling are growing stronger by every move i make, I want to prove to you that i love you, but thats tha hardest part so im giveing you all i have to give to you..... i give my heart If I were to fall in love, It would have to be with you. Your eyes, your smile, The way you laugh, The things you say and do. Take me to the places, My heart never knew. So, if I were to fall in love, It would have to be with you.   If I were to give you my heart, It would have to be to you, For bring things into my life, So beautiful and new. Love, so soft and warm beside me, That I know it's true, If I were to give my heart, It would have to be to you.   I was looking for an answer. I was looking for a way. To keep the magic that you bring, TO each and every day. To live our lives together, A
Him: So do you workout? Me: Not so much anymore Him: Why? Me: I am not as motivated as I used to be Him: Why? Me:  DO I LOOK LIKE I NEED TO WORK OUT??????   End of Rant!! Usually conversations start off by saying, "Good Morning", "Good Afternoon" or How are you? even a Hello is good, but NOT "I want to lick your tits".  I really wish I had an full understanding of the male brain and what possesses shit like that to roll of a tongue.  But see here, I am giving to much credit to this person whom I deleted as friend, he wasn't thinking with his brain he was thinking with his "other" brain.  So maybe I have answered my own question.  Anyway, it still boggles my mind.  Because I always ponder - when will they ever learn??? I know hate is a strong word.  So let me remind you of the true meaning: to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward; detest.  That pretty much sums up how I feel about CAPTCHAS.  If you are not sure what a captch
Smells Like Purgatorrentz
I'm probably like many and enjoy a non-stop flow of music into my ears. Bu t does my desire for high quality, low cost, tunes have any negative side effects. Well a recent newsletter from Projekt Records founder Sam Rosenthal, has shed some new light on the subject. It turns out that some streaming services pay less than one cent per play, in royalties to the artist. "Let's discuss the economics. For a play on Spotfy.... NOW READ THIS CLOSELY..... on average $0.0013 is paid to Projekt. There is the math, plain and simple! 5000 plays generates around $6.50. In comparison, 5000 track downloads at iTunes generates almost $3000. To be clear: I am not suggesting that every stream would have been a sale at iTunes. I understand the reality of the music business. I am providing that as a comparison for you." The above is quoted directly from the newsletter mentioned at the begining of this lovely extension. So if you really want to know more, please click here, and read it in full
New Codes
Hiya...My name is Breezy! I live in Sunny Florida...I love the sun,fun and water! I love to go out dancing,I love to laugh and have fun.Im just your average girl next door...nothing special about me.I have been told that I do have a bubbly personality and I do seem to be the life of the party.Im an open if ya want to know anything...just hit me up!   ~me~ Today I sit...reflecting on my past...wondering if I had taken a different path how different my life could possibly me. I sit and reflect on the present...the present is filled with so many emotions,some happy,joyful and Breezy and yet others are dark and despairing... Then I think of the future...what does the future hold? You really never know the emotion and pain that is sometimes hiding behind a smile.Life is so it to the fullest! Laugh till you cry and Love like there is no tomorrow!   ~me...just rambling~
Stuff And Nonsense
  There was a quaint little community known as Gainesville, Georgia. It was filled with lots and lots of poultry farms, and prided itself on being "the chicken capitol of America!" Some major poultry processing plants operate out of Gainesville, and employ lots of good, honest, hard-working bubbas who pluck and clean and prepare those chickens for our dinner tables. But one day, the managers at one of the biggest plants made a discovery. Some of the decent Abercrombie and Fitch boys working on the chicken assembly line were "having their way" with the poultry. Apparently the workers believed that since the chickens were going to die ANYWAY, and be all cut up, nobody would ever notice. Which is true.And so, for a time, many a foul fowl was being processed alongside pure, virgin birds. Unfortunately, the workers who'd been enjoying their chickens uncooked were arrested. There was only one problem: neither the quaint town of Gainesville nor the bubba-headed state of Georgia had any laws
English - See me A.S.A.PChinese - Kum Hia NaoEnglish - Stupid manChinese - Dum GaiEnglish - Small HorseChinese - Tai Ni Po NiEnglish - Did you go to the beach?Chinese - Wai Yu So Tan?English - I bumped into the coffee table.Chinese - Ai Bang Mai NiEnglish - I think you need a facelift.Chinese - Chin Tu FatEnglish - It's very dark in here.Chinese - Wai So Dim?English - Has your flight been delayed?Chinese - Hao Long Wei Ting?English - That was an unauthorized execution.Chinese - Lin ChingEnglish - I thought you were on a dietChinese - Wai Yu Mun Ching?English - This is a tow away zone.Chinese - No Pah KingEnglish - Do you know the Macarena lyrics?Chinese - Wai Yu Sing Dum Song?English - You are not very bright.Chinese - Yu So DimEnglish - I got this for freeChinese - Ai No PeiEnglish - Are you harboring a fugitive?Chinese - Hu Yu Hai Ding?English - I am not guilty.Chinese - Wai Hang Mi?English - Please, stay a while longer.Chinese - Wai Go Nao?English - Our meeting is next week.Chinese
"As I gazed into your eyes - something inside me forever changed...You laid there by my side and gave me a smile that tore down the walls surounding my Heart..I found what I'd been looking for all along..that magic feeling I could never have before..I felt you there.. beside me.. taking my hand in yours..When the tears faded away and I came to my senses - You gave me a promise I'd been dying to hear since the moment we met..You Told me that we'll always be together...Time and space ceased to be.. Our threads of fate became one..All the pain, doubt and fear in the world would not keep us apart..Not anymore..If I'd have died right then and there in your arms,it wouldn't matter.. It still would have been the happiest momentof my life.. Death is only death.. and you.. are so much more..But then something happened.. The dream ended.. I was forced to openmy eyes only to realize.. that I had lost you once again..I had returned back to reality - along with the sad shards of my broken Heart.. T
Poems Written In The Summer Of 2010, Inspired By Someone Who Will Hold A Permenent Place In My Heart
In a perfect world, in a perfect time...but this is no perfect world and is there ever a perfect time? The mystery of life amazes me sometimes with the things it throws my way...Unsure of what I should consider and what i should just pass by.....You were one of those moments that life presents me with....Do I pass by or do i say hi..........what a great decision i made....Just by taking a chance on a random person in a random place ivemade a connection that has changed my life forever.... In a perfect world,in a perfect time...but this is no perfect world and is there ever a perfect time?Time...theres never enough and all times are perfect if you use it to its full potential....There are two kinds of people..those who live life and those who watch it pass by....At some point in my life I watched it pass by...but no more...I intend on living it to the fullest extent...By making a simple decision to enjoy my time on this earth in everything I do I found you.... In a perfect world, in a p
Dear Wife,During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often:54 times the sheets were just cleaned17 times it was too late49 times you were too tired20 times it was too hot15 times you pretended to be sleep22 times you had a headache17 times you were afraid of waking the baby16 times you said you were too sore12 times it was the wrong time of the month19 times you had to get up early9 times you said weren't in the mood7 times you were sunburned6 times you were watching the late show5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo3 times you said the neighbors would hear us9 times you said your mother would hear usOf the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because:6 times you just laid there8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling4 times you told me to hurry up and get it over with7 times I had to wake you
  Now that my university is closed for winter holidays, I finally have more free time to do all the crafty things I’ve been wanting to. One of these is a lamp made from plastic cups I’ve seen at taf, the art foundation, in Athens. When I first saw it at taf, I was amazed; I looked closely and I couldn’t believe my eyes! The object itself is so peculiar, modern and alien-like it could be in any design exhibition. With my best friend’s birthday coming up, I decided to make it myself and give it to her as a gift. It turns out it was the easiest craft I’ve even done, the epitome of DIY objects!   I only needed a couple of things: 200-250 large plastic cups (recyclable, at least ) 600-700 staples a stapler a lamp socket, lamp cord and plug – mine came from a broken IKEA lamp! That’s all you will need.   Start stapling the cups together as shown.
An old West Virginia Hillbilly saying: You cannot get the water to clear up until you get the pigs out of the creek. *SOME OF YOU MAY APPRECIATE THIS AND SOME OF YOU MAY NOT.**I DO NOT APOLOGIZE FOR POSTING THIS BECAUSE OF IT'S TRUTH.**If any other of our presidents had doubled the national debt, which had taken more than two centuries to accumulate, in one year, would you have approved?**If any other of our presidents had then proposed to double the debt again within 10 years, would you have approved? **If
okay so someone said it's unhealthy to get less than 2 hours sleep a night... meh maybe there is some truth to that but i've always managed anyway... but to share... i have sleep paralysis so some nights my body freezes and the left side of my brain activates and i hallucinate... i also have nightmares on pretty much most random nights i manage more than 2-3 hours...  and yeah i like scary movies... but my nightmares aren't quite fun... i have very vivid dreams... not just sight and sound but smells tastes and even feelings.... ever wanted to know what it's like to be someone else.... well i do... now imagine if that person was getting a thrill out of killing people.... (no i'm not joking) and then switch and play the role of the victim... knowing exactly what he plans to do to you.... and how he's gonna take his time... to be able to feel what they feel exactly... the heart racing fear or excitement... and when you wake up you don't quite know who you are... reality is blurred and
Fluffy Sausage Wallets
THIS IS SOMETHING I HAVE ON MY FACEBOOK WITH MY FAMILY AND THE CUNTS THAT KNOW ME IN THE REAL WORLD title was as it goes ______________________________________________________________________________________________________________ so my dad called tonight... kinda strange 11pm his time.... he's drunk and in bed by 6pm most nights.... i thought how strange.... as i hit the ignore button... then as i often do i played out little scenarios in my head 11pm something must have happened... he could be in the dying or in the hospital.... and i ignored my last chance to speak with him...   then i stopped and thought.... what would happen... would i take it as an excuse to start drinking again? would i fall into a deep depression? would i even take a day off work?   i stopped myself there... honestly i don't think i'd feel anything... not because he wasn't a part of my life for most of it... not because he's a used up druggie... no... it's because deep down... i don't feel anythi
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Hairy Goblet
  4:05pm limited ed...: 4:07pm Mud: i hope a weasel crawls into your cunt you worthless whore 4:07pm limited ed...: excucse me 4:07pm limited ed...: i was just being nice to invite u 4:08pm limited ed...: im not a whore 4:08pm limited ed...: so u barking up the wrong tree 4:08pm Mud: sorry i meant to say i hope a rabid weasel a tiny little fucking animal... crawls into that dark decadent hole of yours and dies you diseased whore 4:09pm limited ed...: well glad ur talking about urself cuz ur words ur discribing u 4:10pm Mud: glad you don't know how to spell for shit either i guess they didn't need that in whore school 4:11pm Mud: or did your daddy turn you out himself 4:12pm limited ed...: hahaha u need a life fag boy 4:12pm to limited ed...: i'll bet you liked sucking daddy's dick didn't you? 4:13pm reply limited ed...: u must of cuz ur saying a
Bid On Me
Fubar Hottest guy of the Summer Vote For me and Rate My Pic... Good Offers For Every one So dont miss out Click on my Pic   This Hot Summer Sizzle Auction Is Braught To you By The Sexy~ TwizTed KiTTen ~ Show Her some Love Hi People im in an auction its my first yet..   I would like some people to come check my out and hopefully get a few bids and rates.... Here it is ty and Have fun   Hi People im in an auction its my first yet..   I would like some people to come check my out and hopefully get a few bids and rates.... Here it is ty and Have fun  
AS SOME OF YOU MAY KNOW OR NOT I HAD SURGERY ON MY LOWER BACK (L5) AND THEY ALSO TRIED TO FIX MY (SCIATICA) FOR THOSE WHO AREN'T FOR MILER   WITH THIS ILL EXPLAIN (Sciatica refers to pain that radiates along the path of the sciatic nerve and its branches — from your back down your buttock and leg. The sciatic nerve is the longest nerve in your body. It runs from your spinal cord to your buttock and hip area and down the back of each leg.) HERE IS A LIST OF SOME OTHER THING I HAVE WRONG WITH ME ,TRUST ME I HAVE A POINT LOL   Herniated disk Herniated disk — Comprehensive overview covers causes and treatment of back pain from disk herniation. Cervical disc degeneration is a common cause of neck pain, most frequently felt as a stiff neck. Cervical degenerative disc disease is much less common than disc degeneration in the lumbar spine because the neck generally is subjected to far less torque and force. Nonetheless, a fall or a twisting injury to the disc spa
Punks Not Dead The Sun Just Has Not Come Out Yet
 Message To All Wanna Be Dj's - Dj Stickem by Chuck B        WAY to FUNNY BUT SO TRUE   you can cut this code out and put it on ppls pages  ok so winter in Poland no punks to be seen, its like asian hot chicks in winter they dont come out tell the sun comes out... PUNKS NOT DEAD THE JUST SLEEP TELL THE SUN COMES OUT. WHY MEN ARE SELDOM DEPRESSED:     Men Are Just Happier People -- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $500
Staff Applacations
I do apologize deeply for now having to have staff go throgh applacations but we have had problems with staff prior so now we are doing applacations Please fill this out fully FUBAR NAME POSITION YOU ARE APPLYING FOR TIME IN POSITION(YOU ARE APPLYING FOR) IF NONE THAT IS FINE LOUNGES YOU WORKED FOR(LIST ALL LOUNGES) AMMOUNT OF TIME IN THE LOUNGES (LISTED)   I do apologize deeply for now having to have staff go throgh applacations but we have had trouble with staff prior so now we are doing applacations please fill this out FUBAR NAME POSITIION YOU ARE APPLYING FOR TIME IN THE POSITION(APPLYING FOR) IF NONE THAT IS FINE LOUNGES YOU WORKED FOR (LIST ALL) AMOUNT OF TIME IN THE LOUNGES (LISTED) I do apologize deeply for now having to have staff go throgh applacations but we have had problems with staff prior so now we are doing applacations Please fill this out fully FUBAR NAME POSITION YOU ARE APPLYING FOR TIME IN POSITION(YOU ARE APPLYING FOR) IF NONE THAT IS FINE L
Forever Ends TodayHer tears were cold as winter. Understand the true meaning when you slaughter angels.A kiss that burns forever. The letter that ended a voice is broken with lies in a soul I now despise Forever ends. Forever ends.Forever ends. Forever ends. Whisper soft, look into my eyes, black roses rain from blood filled skies Whisper soft, her eyes stained with cries, black roses flood as this dies.Her heart tastes sweet like rain, Forever ends.Her heart tastes sweet like rain, her tears froze to her face. Her last breath, her last breath drifts away. Addicted To You I wake, eat, sleep, and dream you.This emotional journey before us -almost too much to bear sometimes.Yet, every time I hear the ringing of the phone,or see your name pop up online, I know that I am addicted to you.But it is far more than that,and please listen very closely.I am a very reasonable and sane person,not given to idle whims or fancies,not taken in any more by false hopes and pro
Pregamin Lyrics: before we hit the town we're slammin beers down its time to get your head in the game we're ready for the party before it starts so grab a beer its time to pregame aw yhea yhea we're all pregamin yhea yhea we're all pregamin yhea yhea we're all pregamin PREGAME we're all pregamin saturday morning get up its 10:52 we better start the drinkin got a football game at noon LETS GO hit the road before im late get ready to tailgate throw on a fratty shirt and pick up some paper plates cuz we're ready to get thrown get in the damn zone thrown back tall boys of nattys and keystone light up the flame grill let all the beers chill head ache from last nite BRODY NEED
Forget Me     by Me Forget My Love, Forget my face Forget my touch, My warm embrace.   Forget my hopes, Forget my dreams Forget those times, You Ran Out on me.   For all the nights, You made me cry Truly deep inside, I wanted to die.    All those days You left me sore, You Up and left me On the floor.   I asked for help, I wanted love All you did,  Was push and shove. Now it''s over As you can see, I think it's time To Forget Me.   ♥ Dear Haters,Don't Hate Me Because I wasn't who you thought I was or wanted me to be.Don't Hate because I am cute and sweet; hate cause you can compete. It's Better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you're not. So don't hate what you can't imitate.....Either Love Me or hate me, both ways I'm on your mind and I'm Flattered :) Plus, I learned to always forgive my enemies, nothing annoys them more ♥ When You See Me Bitch♥Step Aside♥Because I will Kill Your Rep♥And Murder Your
I take you for a date at the park, a sunset picnic at the park on top of the mountain, overlooking the forest below. We eat dinner, drink champagne, and watch the sun disappear below the horizon. As the last of the rays fall below the skyline, a nimbus-glow crescent slipping behind the trees, I lean over to kiss you. Deeply, passionately, our lips pressing together in what seems like an endless kiss. Your heart beats and your head explodes, spinning as we part. I grab your hand, pulling you up, dragging you away from our blanket. It's dusk, light is fading fast, causing shadows to leap as we dash through the grass. I lead you to the swings, setting you on one, playfully pushing you. You laugh as I push you higher, my hands on your hips with each swing. Suddenly I stop you, joking about pushing you over the top. You grab my shirt, pulling me over to kiss you again, your breath still short from laughter. I lift you up, grinning, and wrap the rope of the swing around your wri
It comes upon you anyway! Whether it is sought or nay, it will come upon you anyway... I can't imagine wanting, Yet there is for all a time. In the dark recesses of dying, We create religions, Yet I cannot imagine the dying? Emotive, the end! Whether life is contain later, Or stay, or lip of loop, it is the end. Cherubs are brim they say in Heaven, The innocent first week ends, Every day an adend, Every day emboss. I can't imagine, the dying, deal with it then. I expect I'll have no choice, Thus, today I tend the finer features, In preparation of creating fine gloss, I cannot imagine, the dying. Nothing to be done after, I'll pop a cork today, Offer welcome, Flirt
Daswampyard Ladies Night
WE PROMISED AND WE DELIVER LADIES NIGHT IN DASWAMPYARD       If you hear any noise, It ain't the boys , it's Ladies Night , uh huh! ~*~ Oh yes it's Ladies Night,And the feeling's right,Oh yes it's Ladies Night,Oh what a night! ~*~ That's right Ladies! Ya heard right!!! ~*~
Caught 51 (basher Blogs)
Ok... Been seeing this a lot... people who are not military That Wear the Military Symbol on their page. To why no one of Admin has noticed is beyond me... so...     Hmmm... Yeah? Did you fuck a Military man to get this emblem? Sure you did! We all know who you are on fubar.. no need for explination. So why do people do it? Why else? Military gets 10% off on buying Bling Packs and a Comp VIP! No for me... I would buy Bling Packs for Military over buying bling Packs for regular people... why? Cause their Hero's but when your faking it Fuck you! Just to let you know there is a Law against impersonating an Officer including Military. We all know you don't ave what it takes to get off fubar for a min and work your ass off for something like this. You just like to get naked for Money I.E. Prostitute/Stripper or Wannabe. It's Wrong. Ok everyone already has seen you naked yet cause your Militery Wannabe... you get shit. So People beware. JFS   Fucked Up Beyond All Reconition... http
Accept me for who I am Not what u think I should be.......   I have come to the conclusion that life is not what we think it should be it is what we make it out to be. People are not who you think they are at all. Life goes on even though your dying inside and if you let it, it will consume the very being you once were. To pick yourself up from this may be full of tests and trials but in the end you will come back to who you are and not the person they wanted you to be in the first place. But with all this said.. who was I..... There is nothing left to break nothing left to shatter All i have are pieces all torn and tattered. Do you ever feel like breaking down?  Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you? Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright No you don't know what it's like to
The most useful part of this card system, at least for me, is the determination of who is in your spread - that is - whom you have a connection with or as the card people say "a planetary relationship".This is easy to determine. 1st find your birthcard Let's say it's the King of Diamonds: ruled by the Mars row whose individual ruler is Venus. The spread is read one way only - viz., from right to left beginning with the Mars row and goes like this: the 6 of hearts is the Mercury card, the 4 of Clubs is the Venus card and so on until the Neptune Card which is the 4 of Spades. But the relations also include all of the cards above and below in the Venus column as well as those on both diagonals.Various books are available which provide profiles for each card. These are based upon the numerological significance of the particular card as well as what is regarded as characteristics attributed to the ruling planetsThe Tables appearing below provide general characteristics attributed to
The Great Evolver.
6:30am sitting in my office and a bug, in fact a fairly large beetle like bug landed on my neck.  I felt it and then my brain told me I felt it and then my mind convinced me I felt it and then I decided, something was on my neck.  I pondered that.  What was on the back of my neck and why was it there?  It did not feel like it was moving.  There was just some object on my neck.  I decided to brush it off with my hand.  I thought I heard a slight buzz of wings when I did so.  But then nothing.  I looked behind me and....nothing.  I was confused.  Had nothing been there all that time?  Had my mind played tricks on me.  It had afterall convinced me of the fact that something was on the back of my neck.  I was curious.  I stood up and then the creature that had eluded me flew up to the ceiling of my office. Ahhhhhhhhh sanity at last.  A bug had landed on my neck and the world was right.    So about that bug....  It changed and grew and developed over time.  It evolved.  So how do men evol
Cowboy Mutterings
Wrote this when I was in the heat of the chase... people think we ride for some kind of glory or cool trophies, think again. Bearin’ Down Climb up the gateAnd hang your rope.Is he gonna buck hard?You can only hope. “Let’s go boys!” – clack!They just turned another out.That belly twistin’ bramerPut your pard on the ground. Looks like you’ll have to coverMake a right pretty ride;Er ther’ll be only cold beans for supper,No hotel tonight. Now there’s just two aheadThat last twister marked 89,He spurred the hair off his side.Now the pressure’s really on – ya gotta make a near perfect ride An hour ago you were yuckin’ it up with yer pals back behind the chutes,Now, yer focused – turned inward,Checkin’ yer gear;Crankin’down the straps on your boots. A nod – clack!You hear the crowd moan;One more face down in the dirt,Ol’ Trev gets up with a groan. Your pard pulls your rope, as you dro
Not Sure What To Call This...
malfunctional encephalon useless grey sludge damaged receptors  cranium crud neurotransmitters misfire at will muddled, befuddled riddled to hell dopamine slow travelling  sick synaptic transmission  brief moments euphoric sharp sudden remission serotonin standby norepinephrine away inane glial matter take it away  lobotomize me
Doctors...   (A)  The number of physicians in the  U.S. is 700,000.    (B)  Accidental deaths caused by Physicians per year are 120,000.    (C)  Accidental deaths per physician is 0.171    Statistics courtesy of U.S. Dept of Health and Human Services.    Pay attention. Now think about this:    Guns...    (A)  The number of gun owners in the  U.S. is 80,000,000.    Yes, that's 80 million)    (B)  The number of accidental gun deaths per year, all age groups, is 1,500.    (C)  The number of accidental deaths per gun owner is .0000188    Statistics courtesy of FBI    So,  statistically, doctors are approximately 9,000 times more dangerous than gun owners.   
The Lost
in deepest fear and darkest shawdows i see u waitting your twisted smile gleeming you speak the words of sweet tempation inviting me to come and play i am but your toy, nothing more I love and hate you at the very same time please end my sorrow and take my life   do you realise I'm gone the door shut and locked i'm not coming back   There's nothing more to try  it's been going on far to long hollow inside ther's nothing more i can give   I wonder if you care has i turn my back to the door and slide to the floor holding my head trying not to scream but letting the tears flow    Do you see me? The real me, the one that's too scared too tell you how i feel I wait for you to see Even though it's hidden under lock and key   The smallest desire of you and me this can not be I know how it ends Fate has already sealed it  with a kiss   But here I am . . . still waiting  During the darkness nights The brightest days That you will come to me Even though you
Short Stories
Night falls over the mountain side, no noise to be heard except the wind through the trees. Under the cover of half moon light two men walk with purpose around the base of the mountains. Searching every gap between the rocks and holes under trees. "Keep searching boy, we are close, we are so close I can feel it." "Master what are we actually looking for?"  "We are looking for conformation." "Conformation? Comformation of what?" "The other..."   As the two men passionate search base of the mountain, a commotion has broke out amoung the village on the other side of the mountain.  Hateful cheering and jeering, Cries of fears and panic rip through the village.  Men runing with swords and pictch forks, women seeking safety among the deepest corners of their homes. "Not this time! Don't let him out of your sight men!"shouts what appears to be the village leader.  "Box it in and close! Ready the cross bows!" "Sir I lost him among the barn!" "Its not a him its a spawn from the pits of h
Why is it, that the person you most want, can't be the one you get?  I recently told a girl that I loved her, that I have loved her for several years.  This fact was actually causing me stress and I think affecting my health.  Now, this girl is several years younger than me, but she is quite mature and very smart.  She is also, the most beautiful person I know.  I have been afraid to tell her for a very long time, because I did not want to lose her friendship, which is very important to me, very.  I truly did not want to know what it would be like to not have her in my life, in some way. I was not able to tell her face to face.  She lives in a different city than me and I am on the road with my job.  But I had to tell her, so I e-mailed her.  I didn't get to put everything in it that I wanted, as I didn't want to overwhelm her.  But I did tell her. She responded a couple of days later.  Now, I have to tell you that I did not expect anything.  Well, I did expect that she would not hav
It All
We should place the elderly in prisons. They will get a shower a day, video surveillance in case of problems, three meals a day, access to a library, computer, TV, gym, doctors on-site, free medication if needed. Put criminals in nursing homes. They have cold meals, lights off at 7pm, two showers a week, live in a smaller room and pay extortionate rent a month!!! It's pretty sad that we treat prisoners better than the elderly.... copy and paste if you agree     "rather than love, than money, than faith, than fame, than fairness... give me truth."   bored and banned from mums still ¬¬ so i'm bloggingg. so this new fucker cat from downstairs bit my hand, the fleshy bit under my thumb. cant even fap properly cause of it. but anyway, i was trying to stop this psycho cat from getting my cat so i stupidly put my hand in its face and it bites me.  two teeth went in and its sore as fuck and swollen n red. havent been to the hospital yet, duno if i should call up and see what they see or j

Short story     I stood on the dock, looking out over the river. The morning sun was just peeking up over the tree line and casting its rays through the small openings of the dew covered leaves. I stood staring at the light that the perfectly round, orange sun shined down on the water. The water reflected the face of a new day.   Just as my thoughts began to wander, I heard Lenny open the screen door of the camp house that stood several hundred feet behind me, on the most beautiful green hill I had ever seen. Everything about this place was paradise to me. I guess that's why I never left.   My eyes followed the wharf back to the hill where Lenny sat looking at the water, his eyes fixed on the boat we've traveled in on days like today. We had the best of times in that boat, speeding down the river, laughing, singing, and enjoying the company of one another.  Oh how I can still, so vividly remember countless occasions we would become overtaken by passion, doing what came naturally
well, im still here living life day by day what more can i do . I'm here trying to live the life i want ot live not the one that other tell me i should live. i hate when ppl try to tell me how to live my life and that my daughter should come fist before anything else but i got news for them all my daughter is my world and will always come frist before anyone in my life no matter what . i dont just sit on the comupter all day while shes around i sit on here looking for the job i need to take care of her and to support her  . it really pisses me off when the person that says shit about how i should live my life is doing the same thing . well, i'm not trying to be a hard ass but i will not back down when someone starts shit with me . i will let everyone know my true colors im not scare of anyone i can do anything that i put my mind . Why do you get that feeling that no one wants you anymore? I would really love to know the answer to that question right now . Right now it feel like no one
Is It Just Me Or...?
in need of rescuing... all hereos please apply. are there more deceptive people than ever on fu? I mean, I understand it IS fu, but there are a ton of social networking sites out there. this one just seems to generate the shadiest of people. which is bad for a girl like me, who wants to see the good in everyone. and believe the things people tell me. and honestly, I don't understand the choices some people make. it's like one road leads directly to happiness & one road leads to a bunch of complicated crap AND in no way ensures happiness down the road at all. just more confusion and probably that person being led on. and they choose road TWO. WHAT IS THAT? maybe some people are addicted to misery.... so tear it up and throw it out there's nothing left to talk about only everything but you won't bend and so I break and this is like a bad remake and I'm too orignial for that always searching for some elusive thing and you it keeps you from me and from noticing that it's all right
Common Sense
Ok, so I have been on Fu for a while now.  I think that I have a pretty good idea of how  the game is played on here.  Well I dont spend money on here, and I wont buy you bling or send you credits or do anything that actually cost real money just to see you naked.  The internet is FULL of totally free porn, and videos, and hell even free hook-up sites to actually have sex lol.  Now that being said, some people that are new on here (green names) need to realize that if think you are sexy enough and have a good enough body to charge for seeing you naked, you need to have more than 13 pics lol.  I just got told by some noob, that I could send her TEN DOLLARS on PAYPAL (not bling or credits, but paypal) to see her 13 NSFW pics.  LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!! now that is funny.  Thats almost a dollar a pic, I can get 10 chicken sandwhiches at mcdonalds for 10 bucks and probably be more satisfied lol.  ok im done ranting, love you all you sexy fu's keep lovin me :)   Mike Ok, I don't pretend to be an o
Minutes To Midnight
To All The People Who Have Their Heads Planted Firmly Up Their Own Rectums.The lesson shall begin:Now.. If all those Rectally Absorbed out there could manage to extract their heads momentarily.. Please Read The Text Below.. I Promise your heads will be reinserted in no time at all!!! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Con·sid·er·ate - [kuhn-sid-er-it]–adjective(hope I'm not going to fast for you)1.showing kindly awareness or regard for another's feelings, circumstances, etc.: a very considerate critic.2.carefully considered; deliberate.3.marked by consideration or reflection; deliberate; prudent.---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Don't worry if you haven't quite picked it up.. You can have this lesson Tattooed on your Colon.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ..Blindsides.. A collage' of ev
10 Things In Life That Will Make You Fell Better
1. Drama 2. Back stabbers 3. Cheaters 4. Head gamers 5. Two-faced 6. Fakes 7. Stuck up 8. shit talkers(bullshiters) 9. Followers 10. Liars Follow these 10 rules and your life will be soo much better :) Well since I cant write this on my statues because of what i'am about to write will be to big so I'am just going to post this up on my blog and hope u guys read it. Ever since I joined Ive changed alot in a bad way I dont go out, I dont play any video games that I spent my time on I miss my friends, This became an addictive to me in a bad way and I just wanna change back it sounds crazy but its the truth. Also i dont get the help when I need it, I helped out many and when I ask they dont respond soo its just not for me sry. I just wanna thank everyone who have been there for me ill always remember u guys, ill be on here but just to talk and give my points away to ppl that mean something to me. Goodluck everyone! K so to get this out of the way, the big reason why I can't purcha
Homeless In Seattle
my day is very slow and sometimes boring..nice weather get out in the sun for a bit, but not too much as some of the meds I am taking for my ankle and depression cause some sensitivity to the sun..(yuck)..I wait and see if any one is handing out is saturday and there is a group that comes out and serves bacon, scrambled eggs with cheese, pancakes and coffee...yummmy lol...I am ok now for food til my food stamps run out then I just have to wait on the generosity of people til the 8th of next month.. so most of the time I am just sitting in the park, watching people, smoking, (sometimes I have to scrounge butts for tobacco) and listening to my nice lazy day..also come up to the library for my 90 minutes of time on line.. I have been "living" in downtown Seattle area since the first of April when my ex wife kicked me out of here place..was living in ahelter but it got to tense in there..people not acting like adults, some mental cases in there..and people drinking
Lifes Fuck Up's
Last call to wake me up and stumble to the streetDon't know if I'm coming or going (one more drink)So called friends long since departed in the nightTomorrow morning they'll exaggerate and tell me varied liesIf they only knew what I have seen and what I have been throughThe truth is bottled up inside 100 proofAnother weekend spent alone time passing byToo drunk to pick up the receiverFeeble attempts to help me go ignoredDon't have the energy or will power to make it anymoreIf they only kew what I have seen and what I have been throughThe truth is bottled up inside 100 proof Do you ever wonder where you could have been if you made different choices... I've been thinking a lot about that lately.. one particular thing is when I was 22 I got a kick ass opportunity... I started interning in a recording studio in downtown hollywood. I got invited by someone that was recording in the studio to come help out at one of there shows.. He said he'd throw a band T-shirt on me and I can help load
You know that I'm not perfect. I've told you this before. I just want to make it clear and honest to the core. I never took my side, I was always on the fence. I turned love upside down and then you said it was the end. I never made a move. I should've told you this. My love for those who hurt me never let me flip the switch. The hate I kept inside me, I kept it for myself. I spent all our time wishing that I was someone else. Guess it never mattered since all pain is the same. You feel it and you dish it out til it becomes a game. I've done my share of evil. Less Jeckle, more Miss Hyde. Sometimes I didn't know myself. I played out every lie. It's easy under cover to act like someone else. I ran away from everything. Every card that I was dealt. In the end I lit a fire and watched all my dreams burn. Now I'm a master arsonist and every day I learn A new way to destroy the rage, a way to watch it die. Maybe someday in the future I can look you in the eye. I'll say it's
My Contest
Since there are so many people on Fu who swear they are niot sexy enough to make a dam salute lol.... the salute contest will begin thursday the 25th..    The contest will end the 15th of September... Remember its all about a pic rate.. so it not a hard task at all lol.. the folder will be open to all.... and I just ask for everyone to be respectful.......  Since we already know wat the results are all winners will be given there winnings by the 24th.... had a couple please o please extend it so I did.... so get ya rates while ya can before then xoxoxoxoxoox Sexy Salute Contest......   My contest is going to be simple and to the point..... I want sexy salutes... Get your sexy on and lets do this... You will be Saluting me.. yes me not Fubar... not the chick down the street me!!!!!!    1st place... 65 credits   2nd place... 40 credits   3rd place... 20 credits   NO DRAMA NO BULL SHIT OR YOUR KICKED WITHOUT REFUND... THERE IS A 5 MILLION DOLLAR FU BUCK BUY IN TO BE APART OF T
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My Reasons
I deleted you because: (here are a few reasons why I delete people, if you feel I am in error please try again)   If you Never had a conversation with me..I deleted you. If you shouted me lame as lines like "Can I see your NSFW?"..I deleted you If you only added me to see if I had any Nudes...I deleted you If you had no salute....I deleted you However I did keep some of you for eye candy. *blushes* If You had pics of your cock and begged me to view it...I absolutely deleted you. FYI guys pictures of cocks do not turn if you have a nice body..... :) If you are a punk ass to my best friend...I deleted thankful I can't reach you from here. If you are a Bully...I deleted you and am most likely stalking you to find out where you live. I despise bullies. My job in life is to protect people and to teach them how to defend them selves against bullies and attackers. If I see you lighting up my bar tab liking and rating everyone but not even passing by my page....I de
“Everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it.” — Michael Peake When your life is falling apart, there’s always the impulse to hold on: to him, to her, to it; to the way it was, to how you wanted it to be, to how you want it now. But in order to get through a crisis, you will have to let go of whatever is standing in your way or causing the problem; these are the handcuffs around your ankles, the tin cans tied to your tail. You will have to let go of whatever isn’t serving you, whatever you no longer need, whatever keeps you from moving forward, whatever you’re so attached to that you can’t see where you’re going. You may have to let go of your marriage, your friends, your job, your career, your house, your family members, your self-image, the way you deal with things, your past, your dreams of the future. I don’t know what you’ll have to let go of. That’s for you to discover, but I do kn
Job Security
In this time of job security in the government you need to become a Grade8I thought I'd be a G girl and have some fun so I filled an application and was made a Grade1I wore a naughty little blouse the could see right thru and my Boss took 1 look and made me Grade2I started dictation in a skirt above the knee when I got finish the letter I was a Grade3My Boss gave my thigh a pinch as he went out the door I blinked my big blues eyes and I was a Grade4I felt so happy 1 morning it was good to be alive I did a naughty rumba dance and got my Grade5My Boss asked me to kiss him so I showed him some new tricks, He must have liked the lesson, he gave me Grade6We left 1 weekend for his seaside Heaven, He must have been pleased I became Grade7My work is improving for now I am a Grade8 but I don't know what it is worthCause my God I am 3 weeks Late!
Beaten, torn, battered, and bruised,her heart has become.Heart numb as can be she,has no idea what she's waiting for.Thinking of him she can't sleep,everything reminds her of him,no matter where she turns there is,small reminders of him.Her heart, mind, and soul tortured with,his sweet memory.Aching for his touch again,to take in his smell,remembering every detail of him.How could she go on living,without him?Remembering the times they had shared.  Everywhere i look i hope to see,your face.Every touch i feel makes,me long for your embrace.I am yours heart and,soul.Wishing every day that you,where here.holding you close and,never letting always touch my soul.we may be miles apart i hold tight,the promise weve made. She sits and stares out the window,as she waits and wonders when,her warrior will return to her. Longing for his sent,his touch,his kiss. Dreaming of the day when she,will be in his arms forever. 
You know that you have made true friends when you meet people on fubar and they are willing to be there for you no matter what is going on.  You can always count on them to talk to when you need help.  If you are having issues no matter how big or how small the issues are you have someone to talk to.  They always have advice when you are in need of it.  They are also willing to open their home to you when you are going to be spending the holiday alone.   I am glad that i have made such good friends on fubar.  It is nice to have someone to talk to and to get advice from when i am in need of it.  Even when i dont say that there is something wrong they know that there is due to the way that i talk.  They know how to cheer me up when i am in need of that.     These friends know who They are and i am greatful that i have met them.  I dont know where i would be without them.   Thank You both sooo much for everything. ok... WTF   one min you are owning me and ppl are buying me from yo
Test Drive
You came to me like a hard charger, being as blunt and forceful as few have come before. You invited yourself into my little space of the world, almost demanding to know me and my method. Soon you invited yourself into my mind. You said all of those things I'd like to hear, pulling on the desires to know more and learn about a mystery. Your voice was instantly intoxicating, your spirit came through loud and clear. Your laughter was like a brilliant chorus to my imagination, I could hear your smile and your somber. Wonderment and tenderness filled my mind just as you took your leave, building an uncontrolable longing for the next encounter. Time went by and the familiar feeling of uncertainly occured. When shall we speak again I wondered, when will time stand still once more just to hear your breath and sigh? As the clock ticked, day became night, nights became days, I waited. You would return, bringing back moments of edge, moments of dying to hear more, to speak more, to experience m
This Sucks
He came and took me by the hand, up to a red rose tree, He kept His meaning to Himself, but gave a Rose to me I did not pray him to lay bare, the mystery to me,  enough the rose was Heaven to smell, and His own face to see   ~Ralph Hodgson I watch you from afar,wishing you were mine,wishing that is me with you having great times,wishing your arm was over my shoulder,wishing you would kiss me,wishing that other girl would dissapear,replacing her me,but sometimes that only happens to a lucky girl crushing on you behind your back,and Im hoping that girl is me When I close my eyes, I see youWhen I open them a raiser tear fallsWhen I’m restless, I’m thinking of youWhen I go to sleep, You’re there beside me…smilingWhen I wake up, I scream because you’re not thereIf you were MINE, I’d say I luv u and meen itif you we
My Stuff
She had been home from the hospital for 2 weeks....but something was wrong. She couldn't wake up. Not fully anyway. She had to pee and in her half asleep fog, she tried to make it to the bathroom, but fell. I rushed to her and helped her get up and to the toilet. "WTF?" i was thinking...."she had been doing okay. What the fuck is going on?" For 2 days I'd been doing this. Sleepless nights, trying to go to work, but too afraid to leave her alone. "Okay" i thought too myself, "that's it." I called an ambulance, they came and got her & i followed. Once she was in the ER, her doctor, who just happened to be there, gave her a shot of something & within 15 minutes, my Tracey was back, wondering what the hell happened. I remember feeling relived...hugs & kisses were abound. Her doctor comes in and tells her: "If you go back home, you ll die there." She was admitted. The next week goes by, im dividing my time between work and the hospital, endless nights are becomes a blur. We get
Poems Written By Me
missin himbroken shattered toren and incompleteso sad that we didnt meettaken the time we had and savoring every minutewithout you my heart just aint in it i should be the one kneeling at your feetcleaning up after u and keepin it all neatyour collar around my neck i nolonger wear the feelings inside me burn make me wanna rip out my haircant believe u left after all we been thrubut kno dat deep inside my heart still crys for u i kno i must move on and finally let u gobut its so hard to do when my feelings wanna shoi miss you every moment every sec of the dayi pray that u stay safe and find ur special one that completes u in every way layin here waiting for your return my heart mind and soul race and yearn your words charm your sexxi face it all makes me leave this placeanother world u&i our own time zone so fullfilled and high i know ur the one i have waited for im so happy i opened that door i love u more every min dat pass byour world our love together till we die hes the reason i wa
Random Thoughts From The Heart.
Tell me what is on your mind, Is it good or bad?Do you lay awake at night?  Or ever wonder if I am happy or sad?Is there one thing in your life,  That you never want to be without?Please take the time to tell me,  What is your life all about?I want to know all about you,  From the beginning to the end.I want to know just where in your life,  Do you see that I fit in.Do you have days that are bad?  When you wish you could share?But you feel you have no one,  I am here and I really care.I don’t know what the future holds.  I am not sure what tomorrow will bring.I just know that at this moment in time,  You happen to be my life and my everything. My grandmother will be 96 on 9/11 of this year, but she will not be here to celebrate this birthday. For the past 32 years I have been able to pick up the phone and call.  Get any kind of advice that i needed.  Soon that will be gone.  My emotions are raw, my eyes hurt from crying and I struggle with understanding so much in life. See, m
Health Update 9/16/2011
Hi , Just wanted to let you know what is going on.. Mom and I just got back from seeing my ( hematologist) , The results from the test that the (heart doc ) showed that I did have a "mild heart attack " back in Sept. The test showed small amt of damage to the right side of the heart . They think that what happened is a piece of one of the clots broke off and hit the right side of my heart and this is what caused it. They could not see any blockage or anything so they think that my body just pushed it through and my "heart said " you aren't going anywhere yet.. So no need for any type of procedure at this time. They are going to continue to treat me with ( carvedilol) which is a heart beta blocker .. What ever that is ..LOL.. So that is the latest . I go back and see the (heart doc)on Nov.4th. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers .. Love you all . Tom G`evening To All ... Okay Here Goes ... Will Put It Out The Way My Cardiologists Explained It To Me And My Mon... Okay So After
For far too long, I have watched and waited I have delved into the depths, and rose to the heights I observed and recorded the behaviors of mankind, in all manner of being.   I have seen the blood lust of the kill,in men and women and children Smelled their appalling stench of rotting flesh, as they pass me by Heard the multitudes of oaths and blasphemies uttered from their dead lips.   There is no redemption for the filth that walks the Earth No absolutions for the men, nor the whores they inject themselves into No mercy for the killers of flesh, mind, and soul.   Selfish, narcissistic children of all ages Who would not even piss on someone in flames Who only seek the pleasure of their carrion flesh.   I look upon this world, this modern society, this cesspool of sperm and ova I feel revulsion come over me, and I turn my back on it all No more.... Let their putrid, decaying, debauchery continue....And let death be thy destination. There is nothing to be gained in thi
Do not judge others by there appearance, only judge them by their deeds.   Judge them by the mindframe, wants and needs. Whats right and wrong and what should belong are the markers on a quest, a bird in flights sad song, must find the strength to be alone, for it is the only way to rest.  Blessed is the one whos light shines bright.  Damaged is the one who fights their own life.  Keep your enemies at arms length, and embrace a loyal friend.  For dark and twisted, vein and wicked are the thoughts of evil men. Chinese water torture pales in comparison to the second hand ticking away, hurdling over milliseconds on its 60 count journey.  Tick, Tick, Tick drums on in my ears, then echoes like a church bell in an opera house. Twelve minutes past our arranged meeting time, and still no knock on my front door. The anxiety brought on by this unprecedented delay,tightens and twists my insides, causing me to throw my nerve wracked body against the wall.  Thoughts of betray
Firstt Poemm
Sunrise to Sunset I will wake, I will rest But my love for you will stay at it's best.   Each moment we make, will never break Time is not an issue, cause forever I'm with you No more tick tock for the clock This is our twilight.   So iv come to my senses as we lay in the rain I'm a Dick, your a Jane Let's make this kiss and start our fame.   Sunrise to Sunset I will wake while you rest And give you a kiss for the best.   -Alex Deer  The future must be workin hard, It's cashin' out time like checks.      The days are seemin' shorter, and we are growin' older faster.      I miss the days me and my bro would play Grand tourismo all day, winning shit.      And i miss the times when me and my friend max would fuckin sail lego boats across      A little lake just to find out it sank, and be completely cool with it, straight up.      Shit, there is so much more than i could ever print in these lines that i miss.      But somethings are better left unspoken.        If
Honoring America
April 17, 2012 Stars and Stripes|by Matthew M. Burke SASEBO NAVAL BASE, Japan — The White House announced Monday that a 101st Airborne soldier will be posthumously awarded the nation’s highest valor award for actions that took place in Cambodia during the Vietnam War, nearly 50 years ago. President Barack Obama will award the Medal of Honor to Army Spc. Leslie H. Sabo Jr., a rifleman in Company D, 3rd Battalion, 506th Infantry Regiment, in a ceremony at the White House on May 16, according to a White House news release. The president will be joined by Sabo's widow, Rose Mary Sabo-Brown, and his brother, George Sabo. On May 10, 1970, Leslie Sabo and his platoon were ambushed by a large enemy force in Se San, Cambodia, where they had been sent to attack North Vietnamese units who were using the country as a staging area for the Tet Offensive, according to an account reported by the Pittsburgh Post-Gazette. The White House news release said Sabo “immedi
Just Stuff
Love is imeasurable , its bigger than the universe, yet can fit inside your heart.Love is unstopable, it can overcome any obstacleLove is always willing to forgive, no matter the circumstanceLove is tirelessLove is the essence of 2 people.Love is one, love is all, love is not singularLove is a gift from God, God gave me the gift off your love. I cherish that gift, I cannot think of life without that gift. Thirty days have gone and pastmy heart weighs heavy,my love still lasts you hurt me deep into the coreyou said our love ,is never more each day my thoughts do not grow lessmy love for you, has failed the test with every day there is still hopeits just the way, that I can cope I hope one day, you will seethat this is a love that's meant to be I pray to God on every nighthe'll bring you back and end this fight. I wish you can read this proseand bring you back my so this may close.Darkness has invaded my soulon my sanity it has taken it's tolleternal sleep will ease my painfor the love I
My Angel
The Lessons
Hello, again. I need your help.... Well, that's not quite accurate. I need you to help you, help me, to help all of us. But we're not ready. We are burdened by psychological insecurities and instabilities. Failing to acknowledge that they exist, even if not consciously, binds one to fall prey to them. But I'm not here to demean you. I'm here to help. It's imperative that we individually deal with these issues before progressing forward, so that they do not cause worse problems later. You might call this magic, you might call this spirituality, you might call it applied psychology...   I call it "effective".No materials are required beyond your own consciousness, focus, and Will, which are imperative. If you live in a loud or shared environment, headphones with your choice of music playing may prove to be beneficial. Physically, you will not have to do anything that you would find embarassing if an observer were present, so take comfort in that.As a preliminary exercise, I want
Boobs And Willies
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, 'Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there?' The father,surprised, answers, 'Well, son, a woman goes through three phases. In her 20s her boobs are like melons, round & firm. In her 30s t o 40s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. ... After 50, they are like onions'. 'Onions?' 'Yes, you see them and they make you cry.' This infuriated his wife and daughter, so the daughter said, 'Mom, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?' The mother smiles and answers, 'Well dear, a man goes through three phases also. In his 20s his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30s and 40s, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50s, it is like a Christmas tree'. 'A Christmas tree?' 'Yes --- dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration :) this was posted in one of the DaddyDom/little/babygirl groups i am in--i find this to be very helpful--and if i had saw this before, it mighta kept me from be
Do You Want A Salute?
I get many requests for salutes.  Most of them are for nsfw, but a few have requested sfw. If you want one, I am more than happy to provide it for you.  However there are a few simple things you need to do first before I can receive and complete your request.  Just remember it might take me a week or more to get it out to you and the fee is 5 million fubucks. Open a Private Message (PM) and put SFW Salute in the subject so I know what I am opening. Include what you want the salute to say.  Usually this inlcudes your fu-name and a small message. I will reply to your PM and inform you of the turn-around time.   You may message me NO MORE than once a day via the original PM to check on the status.  This is important because it keeps all communication and changes in the same place.  If you SB me something, I WILL FORGET! Once your salute is ready, I will send you a reply to that same PM. You send the fubucks and I will upload the salute to my folders and tag you in it. You cannot
Boy's dont realize how much one little thing can upset a girl. 45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR: 1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. ...4. Give her your jacket. 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING .. 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say ¡°I love her more than you¡±, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can¡¯t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she¡¯s beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to sh
World Tour
so i'm getting some serious miles under my belt here folks (not to mention lbs. i've gained 17 of 'em already. holy shit! that's a half a pound a day. at this rate, i'll weigh more than my truck in ten yrs :o) i've driven over 10k miles already and since i'll be getting around so much i've decided i may as well take advantage of my travels and meet some of you guys. but errbody's got crazy locations in their tooltips so i have no idea where any of you are at. see that comment box down below here? post ur general location and i'll stop by, buy ya lunch and get a pic with ya for fubar :) don't be skeert. i'm not nearly as crazy in real life as i might seem on here. prolly. welp, as you all know, i used to pay my internet bill by building houses as a carpenter. then one day i mangled my hand a bit on a table saw and was ultimately unable to continue in my chosen trade. so. three yrs later after trying different things with little success, i've committed myself to commercial truck driving.
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GREEN EYES -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this. HAZEL EYES -People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repost this and have hazel eyes then you will be happy soon with the person who is on your heart. BROWN EYES -Either sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love,
I'd love to drown you in a sea of your own blood kisses to me and watch you choke on it how many songs do you wish to be written about you? this isn't the first and it wont be the last baby how well you fake a smile and some tears to match you wanted everything and more everything is ruined when i have you again your're mouth gets sewn up forever i'll never let you go Mrs. hardcore fashion show kiss your drama queen days good-bye those days are so long gone and this day so are you this is the last night your neck is not serrated this charade is getting older than suicide attempts say you love me say you love me and write it in your blood and you know what say it again se how fast your chest collapses we are all the lucky ones and i'll decorate myself with your insides and i can wear your face as a mask dont cry you just got what you wanted how cool you look now how much better would you look with your heart lodged inside the brand new cut in your throat  Tomorrow I'm gonna leave here.
Ok, well as my friends and family know I tend to go off the main stream at times. Well I have been thinking ( yeah I know huh ) but I have been giving this some deep soulful thought and I truly want to know... What does watching porn do for you? Man and or woman? Is it more of a mental or physical thing?  Is it something that aids in your relationship(s) or hinders them? Are you addicted to it?  I DON'T NEED VISUAL EFFECTS... I have a wild imagination of my own so please keep the dirrrrty details to yourself. I am asking because we having been living in a world that is plugged into the Sexual Revolution for a very long time now and as time changes so do peoples thoughts. Feed back is great to hear and you are entitled to your opinions but if this causes arguements...then those who casts the first stone truly need to look in the mirror and look at their life and look really hard.   Thank you for ANY comments or feed back on this.   Michelle.   I have lost 12 lbs total since Novembe
A Tattoo Artists Life
Can't find that gift for your special someone? well look no further,I have the answers you seek. Gift certificates available now.. ....And for a limited time additional discounts will be added to all certificates sold till Xmas. ..... show'em you love'em and have me hurt'em for you...ToxicTat2. captains log stardate 10-6-2011,  the crew of the starship ToxicTat2 had a very eventful day on 10-5-11..i woke up around 8:30 or so to use the head.upon returning to my bed i happend to stubb my toe on a chair and broke a piggy...OUCH..its all purple and hurtz like a biatch..thats ok cause afterwards i booked a bunch of tattoo work for thursday(today) and saturday10-8-11...ok so the day was going pretty good until about 10:00 that night...i then recived a text that read..hey r u a tattooer?...this is when my day just got AMAZING...after a wierd conversation i was then offered a part time position at HillTop Ink Tattoo...Matt said he was always looking for new talent and he heard about me a
A Wish For Wings That Work
After all this time of asking questions Of trying to find something to quiet this soul I'm left alone within my mind into this self-made hell I delve It's not as hot as you think More so dark and cold with no room to breathe I'm sorry, I don't think it's going to be okay this time My heart has skipped its final beat It's beating me down onto the floor That must mean that the pills are working The glass isn't half empty this time I smashed it to the ground a long long time ago It shattered when it fell and I broke to pieces Each shard's another reason, another way to give up This skin is so tight that the air can't reach my brain There is nothing telling my heart to beat any faster To let me scream for help, I will never give up I will never take the easy way out This is life This is struggle This is love This is war Why do your eyes paralyze me What makes me feel this way Carry me away with silence and heartbeats As rapid thinking about your embrace and how it makes me feel I just w
Neither away nor asleep Dwell somewhere in between Neither someone or something Be it life alone I walk it like a park Half real, half fancy A million tonight A million to fight A million to light A million is right Yonder wails on my sleeve In the arms of make-believe Sleep will set you free In the arms of make-believe In the arms that let me be Abide by a dreamer's flight Cheater misfit on high Alone in the landscapes Periwinkle skies A worried pretender passes me by A million tonight A million to light 
Butterfly Horde
Once upon a time there was a young rainbow women, her mind and body where fully aged, yet the women's soul was still innocent and child like, she lived in a world of smiles and hugs , kisses and stars , glitter and gum drops , a magical place where the women never had any problems, she would gifted others with this world, even if only for a moment at a time, the women never knew of the world outside her realm. The day came that a great storm blew into her world, turning every thing on it's head, yet the women clung to her now fragile lil world, the great storm saw this, it enraged him, he took the form of a man, and came , the storm began to take her world apart piece by piece, till only the bare bones and frame work of this rainbow women's world remained, as the rainbow women began to fall many of those she allowed into her world took there turn to stab her, draining the women of her bright vibrant colors , as she few to the ground, she did not weep , he did not run. The women had lo
So my douchebag ex thinks I am going to start hanging out with him...this is after he left for two months and never contacted me and he lie dmost of the relationship (even tho he said he didn't) sorry not big on second chances after being lied and fucking ditched me for two months so yea not going to happen!!! And anytime he talks to me he talks about sex seriously I'm not interested in getting with him in any way shape or form...It freaking blow my mind he has the balls to even fucking ask if i want to hang out.... Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife.A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer.The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affe
For Men Only
You whisper into my ear Sweet things that make me weak,Then you look into my eyesWith your mysterious provocative gaze,Causing you to touch my skinTo feel the burning of your flames,Caressing me with a love that is real,Then you kiss me...As I feel your wet eager lipsOur hungry tongues indulging in their craving,To feel the poison...Of your blood boiling throughout your soulSending electrify emotionsStimulating pure intoxication,As your hands flows over me;Touching every curve and everytime you It seems I move my legs apart automatically,As you lift me on the mystical rideWhile my body you know I will guide,Just listen to our songMaking love all night long,The flames of passion, desire and loveIs taking control over us,You put your hands in my breast,As I feel a sensation so exciting,When you kiss my nipples with your eager lipsEvery time you do that,It gets more and more fulfillingLet me feel those sensations,As I feel you deep inside meFeeling a rage so incredible to resist,As all I
Legendary country music artist and superstar of all time George Strait has announce his new Tour Dates begining in New Year January 2012.This Tour include at least 11 shows across the southern half of the country and Tour is supported by his most recent studio album “Here for a Good Time” which is his 24th album to debut at no.1 on country charts. George always shows his fans a good piece of music whether it’s on road or on the radio, Strait delivers the best kind of country music for his fans nationwide. He has also invited country superstar Martina McBride on his tour. “I love Martina,” Strait said. “She’s been on our tours before and she’s great. I’m really looking forward to the tour. Martina will definitely make it a special night.” Tickets are now on sale, so stay tuned up and don’t waste your time “George Strait & Martina McBride Tour” is the happening event now a days, grab your “George Strait
The Kisses And Hugs
Amber eyes chilling Russet and copper tintspeer out of skin white as powder.The look of a nocturnal being.I lock my gaze on their piercing, empty stare.They draw me in.I am powerless to resist.SheOpheliain crimson red corset,lies motionless on a bare wood floor,covered in dust.She invites me to imbibe her sacred charmsHave I no free will?I approachSlowlySteadilyHer icy visage warns me to turn backBut there is no turning backI am inches above herShe commands in silenceHer dominion absoluteAt last I can no longer fight what is preordainedA dark, dark kiss

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