It always seems like everytime everything is going so good something bad happens. I don't really want to go completely into because it still really upsets me. The one person that i trust and love so much scared me so bad. I don't think that i will ever be able to forgive. You begin to think that some things are supposed to go one way and it's like it turns around and slaps you right back in the face. Right now alot of people think that i'm crazy but i don't care. If you knew you would understand. But like i said i'm sorry i just don't feel like putting it out there.
