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Pain And Darkness

Pain And Darkness I can't describe the pain i feel inside the pain you made me feel..I trusted you, gave you my heart. You said you wanted to be with me you told me you cared. I should have known it was all lies.. My heart was locked and chained with no key but somehow u broke it free...I loved you so much you made the pain go away, made me feel like there was hope that i would make it through that I would finally have someone to hold me someone to care..But it was all a dream...I should have known it was all to good to be true i told you of my pain and how I was tired of bein hurt, you said you wouldn't hurt me you wanted to be with me and make me happy.. lies..all lies I can't believeI fell in love with you now all the pain all the darkness has returned, the feeling that I wont make it through there is no light all I see is darkness...I see no hope i have no one to hold me no one to love me no one to care for me.. The lonliness darkness and pain is worse than ever this I dont think I can bare..When I really need you you aren't here things around me are falling apart the thoughts in my head return..The thoughts that with just 1 squeeze of the trigger it will all end, no more pain, no more darkness, no more lonliness..But i know that i can't because of the little girl I love so much ..I am stuck in this world of pain lonliness and darkness..My heart feels like it has been ripped out and torn into amillion little peices. People around me say you will get over him you will find someone new and love agian just the same but they dont know the pain i feel, the pain tearing me up inside. I want to run away from it all somehow just get away, Not to feel the pain anymore. I sit here my eyes overflowing with tears. How could you hurt me so bad when all i did was love you? Now i am stuck in the dark stuck in the pain. Every thought of you just makes the pain more intense. Ii try to find my way out of the dark but there is no way out no way for the pain to end ..none...i just want it all to end.. no more pain no more darkness someone to just make it all go away someone..anyone...ButI know no one can helpI am all alone in this world of pain an darkness.... Copyright ©2006 Bekah Dyann Sedigas
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