I told a very close friend of mine a few years back, that I felt emotionally as though I were on a roller coaster & no one told me wheee to get off at.He told me, very kindly, that even though everything blows up in out lives, doesn't mean it's the end. It is a begining....all of those broken peices are jusr going to fall back into place.(ywah right! We are all Jenny Craig clinets. O couldn't have been more miserablr. For Pete's sake??Who will climb up stores ar the will win. So, wherw do tou live? I know I am full og questions. I'll shut up & help you out.