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My Poetry *please Do Not Steal, That Would Hurt.**
Trapped inside my own head With nothing but my own fevered dreams to comfort me. I know the pain of the madwoman; She lives inside of me. I've felt the strength of demons And the weakness of self- preservation. And hope. Hope. Hey, parents, do you know where your kids are tonight? Are they locked away inside of themselves? Are their minds slipping away? Mama hen, mama hen . . . The fox has taken your baby again. Precious minds are a shame to waste Memories are forgotten in haste. I am losing all that is me . . . Yet gaining something entirely different. Something that acts like an animal And speaks like God. Comforts me like a best friend And loves me like its child. I am its child. An innocent brat, ready for its teachings. Ready to do what is told to me. Believing all that is said to me. Taking in all. And living off of my fevered dreams. You ask me how we got from there to here, And you tell me you can't remember, And so I'll answer it for you, Though per

Lmao
here we go....."a very sexually active 40-something walks into a plastic surgeons office. she explains that she like sex and would like her pussy lips reduced since they are well fucked and flappy. she embareassingly tells the doctor, " i dont want anyone to know about this can you promise me your utmost discretion?" the doctor says that " NO ONE will know". so after the procedure she awakes and finds three roses placed next to her on the bed. she very angrily asked the doctor, "i thought you said no one would know, where did these come from"? the doctor said" calm down miss, no one knows, the first one is from me, my wife had the same operation done several months ago, she said that it had hurt, the second was from the nurse, after watching the procedure for the fisrt time she felt for you, " "and the third" she said?", arms crossed, " well the third was from a burn patient upstairs to say thanks for the new EARS."

Holidays
I am getting very discussed everytime I try to do anything from adding background /layout , to music its pissing me off I am not real good on the computer anyway so maybe I am doing something wrong but it is pissing me off. I wish everyone a happy holiday and a wild and safe new years

Bored
im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored please help xx im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored,someone help please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hiya,im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored any one wanna play xxx

Thoughts
His boots were worn and tattered From all the miles he's walked His body is beat and bruised From the battles he had faught His m-16 grows heavy As his body grows so weak He hates this hell he faces Cause he doesn't get much sleep His day is almost over When bullets start ringing out His brothers and sisters lay dying As the noise grows so loud He has no hesitation As he drops down to the ground He screems with so much pain As his body takes a round He lays so still not breathing His fighting is finally over His family can't stop weeping As they bury a Fallen Soldier

Your Thoughtssssssssssssss
Dead Peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee' wanna join????????????? The idea of Luis Cipher exists as you know it by my profile....."Luis Cipher" in reality it does not exist; it is an abstraction for Lucipher.....ergo, there is no real me....only the abstraction that you perceive...an entity that you perceive, something illusory.....and though I can hide my cold gaze & you can shake my hand and feel my flesh grasping yours....and maybe you can sense that our lifestyles are probably comparable......I am really not there....except that part of your mind that allows me to exist.....don't YOU think????? It's not what you thought when you first began it, you got what you wanted & now can hardly stand it.....but now you know it's not going to stop, your sure there is a cure & that you will finally find it....you think one drink will shrink you to the illusory underground & live it down......it's then you understand that it is not going to stop.....not going to stop til you wise up....

The Fake E-mail Guy. Lol
LOL. I had this stalker for a lil while in the past three weeks, in which he turned into a hater since I turned his sexual advances down that he kept sending me in e-mails on here, IM's, and shouts.. I blocked him & that's when he went really nuts; he was sending every one of my friends fake e-mail messages about me. Because he obviously had no life, LOL but anyway thanks to sonny for taking care of it. friend me / rate / fan me Y

Looking For My Funny Valentine
OK, I AM A VERY LOW MAINTAINANCE GIRL BUT TEND TO HAVE THE WORST LUCK FINDING "MR RIGHT". NOT A PROBLEM FINDING "MR RIGHT NOW". I'M 5'1, 115, FROM HAWAII, WORK OUT REGULARLY, AND THE REST YOU CAN SEE IN MY PICTURE. I'VE BEEN TOLD I AM TOO PICKY BUT HERE GOES........... -MUST BE FUNNY, WITTY, SLIGHTY COCKY -HAVE A BIT OF A 'BAD BOY' EDGE -5'10-6'2, 190-230 LBS, ATHLETIC/MUSCULAR BUILT -CAUCASIAN/EUROPEAN -26-40 YRS OLD -OPEN TO HAIR COLOR BUT TEND TO BE PARTIAL TO DARK HAIR -NEVER BEEN MARRIED -NO KIDS( I WANT KIDS ONE DAY, JUST NOT YOURS!) -A GENTLEMAN I DON'T THINK I AM ASKING FOR MUCH...........GOOD LUCK GUYS

A Lil About Me...
I'm new to this so just bare with me on here..I haven't figured everything out just yet but in time I will.. Ok about me...I'm 5'3 about 107 lbs. I have blue eyes and brown hair..I have 2 wonderful boys that I devote my life to..They are 5 and 3... I am a home health aide and I am on the road to L.P.N. school. Well if you want to know more just let me know...

The Truth
Perversion of a truth I'm stuck there, (Inside of lies buried in me, why) Alone Born into a world never asked to be here (Try to forget truth doesn't exist, truth) (It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, truth) Maybe we're all the children of a star, Misguided in direction, our misdirection Pardon me while I pray for light I'm not the only one, that walks between the rain, there are many. I'm not the only one, When everything is lost that doesn't surrender Perversion of a truth I'm stuck there (Inside of lies buried in me, why) Alone Blind walking through a world I never asked to be here Versions of the truth... I'm not the only one... Lies!

Attention!
Can you help my friend out with some votes..... here is the picture to go to the page and write comments for her..... THANKS Please help My friend win a contest its the last few hours of the contest and very close please help by commenting on the pic below and help us score points

Shadow Vampire
Shadow Vampire Many dark centuries have passed since the first vampire was created. During that time an evolution occurred in the ranks of the Vampire legions. New breeds rose to follow their different paths... among them walks the Shadow Vampire. Unknown to most they developed many powers such as the ability to observe and absorb the talents and feelings of these they encountering their journeys, In time of great danger they found the Shadow Realm. A place not easily tolerated, causing great pain and even death to many that tried it, but a few intrepid individuals adapted and survived in the Shadow Realm without harm... thus the Shadow moniker. As the centuries have passed they have crossed paths with many other breeds finding many that the like and even more that they don't. Perhaps it was because of the nature of the Shadow Realm with its constant sameness that their curiosity became so strong. Intrigued by the powers of the others displayed they sought out and learned al

An Erotic Story
Naughty Girl So how was your day? he asks me. I reply It was ok. Nothing very eventful happened. hmmm, it looks like something happened..you are alittle flushed. What have you been doing? See something on Cherrytap again that got you all heated? He asks. stumbling because he can see so much about me and it is alittle uncomfortable and terrifying that he can read me so well Umm nothing much I just was looking at some pics..I reply Yeah and were they naked pics? hmm have you been a naughty girl? he asks I did see some sexy pics today and yes they turned me on..is that so bad? No he replies but what did you do when you saw these sexy pics? he asks me Did you touch yourself? Did you play with that sweet pussy of yours? Were you a naughty girl? I think you were. Come over here as he draws me over to him. I am not sure what he has in mind. Am I in trouble? for just looking at someone else's yummy parts? He grabs my butt and pulls me toward him. And grinds his

Jd's Shit
Im goin nuts...i always get pissed off when people dont anwser their cell phone, that is the reason why u got one in the first place, right? well now i fuckin kno.....my phone never shuts the fuck up!! i mean why cant ppl let me call them back....I cant take this shit anymore! stop fuckin blowin up my phone! Shit is really get underneath my skin! Thanks for all of the comments!! there are so many of you that i cant juss go to each individual....but thanks for welcoming me!

Military....
You will all have to pardon me while I have minor break down ... My son is enlisting ... He is grown and it is time for him to have his own life but I am still his mother and I'm not taking it so well... I am VERY PROUD of my son, I am also very AFRAID for him ... Well now my son has become a recruiting assistant... Great for him not so great for me... Why? BECAUSE I HAVEN"T HAD MY TRUCK WHEN I NEEDED IT IN WEEKS... Oh well I can't yell at the SGT. but I can yell here, over it now thank for letting me *Grrrowl* here.... I told the Sgt this A.M. "I just want my truck you can keep the boy" ... ;) As of January 8th I will be gone to Ft. Jackson, SC for my BCT [basic combat training]... I know I haven't been on much lately but thats because I have been talking with my recruiter, taking the ASVAB and getting my physical taken care of... I will be gone from Jan 8 untill... I will be doing my BCT and AIT at Ft Jackson... Will see you when I am done... Will let you know where I'm off t

A Special Thanks, 2 A Couple Of People!
Well, let me start by say Thank you to a few people of have been there for me, helped me, and well Just for being! First is to Bob, thank you for sending me the link to join! 2nd is to a Very special person, and he knows who he is! And he knows the reason why! Next is my best friend, Kim, for always being there and loving me! Last but not least, well this is to Keith, I want to tell you Thank You! For everything you have done for me and to help me. I aprreciate it from the bottom of my heart. Thanks, Guys, and Gal! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

When Is It The Right Time For Sex
Dr. Romello : Topic - Sex, when is the right time..? Category: Romance and Relationships TOPIC: "SEX, when is the right time to start having it (sex)..?" Each topic is told from my (Dr.Romello's) point of view... Might not be the way you'd do things, but your not writing the damn column, so shut it up.. hahahahaha Now, if you haven't read any of my columns (then your ass needs to be WHOOPED..haha), some of this you might not understand, because either your a RIF (Reading Is Fundamental.. hahaha) or because you don't understand the slang I use... BUT, i will try to make it as simple and basic as possible.. Ok.... The ultimate goal is to know when is the "RIGHT" time to have sex with your boyfriend/girlfriend, just started dating, or etc..etc SOooooo, when is the right time to start having sex with your bf/gf, or someone you just started dating, someone you just met, or even you just got married....???? hmmmmm Now, it's hard really to put a time table on thes

So...
So I'm really bored and thought I'd write a Blog. The other day I was stupid enouph to ride my fourwheeler in town and got a ticket...sucky huh? Well I don't have the money for it at the moment but i will soon and my Mom won't even borrow the money to me.... annoying right.... so now i'll probably end up in jail just because my mom has to be a bitch! Yeah we were arguing about it one day and she was like i didn't want you...i was going to put you up for adoption and your dad wanted me to have an abortion..(it's not like i told my dad to stick his dick up her box...everyone would be better off if i wasn't born but i had no control over that and i'm too much of a chicken shit to do anything about it myself so yeah).. I love my parents so much...not! Wanna know what else really sucks... i lost the only set of keys for my car...well actually some one stole my purse.... and i ran out of pot and pills which makes my day ten times worse... and then to top it off the doctor hasn't called back

Just A Little Insight To My Life
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a husband's horror at 6 in the morning as I check his wife of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring her back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting her husband and family to know everything possible was done to try to save her life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What hazards await me

And It's Everything I've Already Forgotten.
I'm bored out of my mind and singing to myself in German. Can we say "dork"? Anyway. An hour before work begins. Someone take my mind off of it? xoxox Life...is boring. We all know that. My latest ex is a moron, and I've just recently cut all contact with him. (I've been getting a million texts a day that I never respond to.) It's so exciting. Aside from this, I'm nursing my new tattoo and two new piercings....and possibly beginning an ARG. (Alternate Reality Game.) I know, it sounds incredibly dorktastic but my friend, Rachel, and I decided to begin it. Anyway, much love. xoxox, Rylynn

There's A New Sherriff In Town!
Ok, so this is my first blog entry here on the tap. I first want to assure all of my adoring fans and fans-to-be that I have more pics on the way! I don't have much of anything exciting to say, but I needed to get the ball rolling. This space will soon be filled with lots of juicy and exciting things, so just bear with me. This enrty was really just a show of good faithmore than anything...proof that I will show up here from time to time. Well kiddies... Tune in next week...same Bat time, same Bat channel! Ok, So I just wrote for like 30 goddamn minutes in this stupid thing, then net explorer booted me and all was lost. I dont even care enough to type it all over. So..A NEW RANT! I spent like a solid hour spacing out in front of my computer today at work (your tax dollars in action, I work for the state. I had this really awewsome daydream where my room mate walks in on me and my bf in the midst of the deed and at first we don't notice him...so he just stands to the side an

For Those Not Coming Home
LOST Sometimes I cannot help but to remember what I ‘ve lost. There is no music playing as I examine the cost. So many things await me. Sins I will one day answer for. My soul is mostly black & yet I sold it like a whore. I did not do it because I was in a dire need. I walk my own path . In the End it’s me who will bleed. I have so many choices; Y et my hands seem bound. Somewhere on this road I’ve become lost. I need to be found. My choices seem reckless. Bordering [to you ] almost insane. I died a long time ago, darlin’ . You see the shell that remains. Like a lost treasure I am hard to find…So true. I walk through Hell in my travels. All ask is……Will you? Listen Can You Hear The Angels Laugh? For as long as I can remember; we've played our little game. I'd struggle for happiness and He'd take it away. I could be bitter as I pick myself up after each fall. Yet He does it to make the angels laugh. He's God after all. No matter how low I fall

Its Me In The Flesh
Well i am a very young 40something :-" i enjoy a variety of different past times. i love the big screen experience , cuddling, public affection, and all kinds of music . I'm an open minded GEMINI with a heart of gold, who wants nothing more than to find a mate to make and keep happy.

New Discovery
Baby mammoth discovery unveiled By Paul Rincon Science reporter, BBC News The mammoth's trunk and eyes are still intact Enlarge Image A baby mammoth unearthed in the permafrost of north-west Siberia could be the best preserved specimen of its type, scientists have said. The frozen carcass is to be sent to Japan for detailed study. The six-month-old female calf was discovered on the Yamal peninsula of Russia and is thought to have died 10,000 years ago. The animal's trunk and eyes are still intact and some of its fur remains on the body. In terms of its state of preservation, this is the world's most valuable discovery Alexei Tikhonov, Russian Academy of Sciences Mammoths are an extinct member of the elephant family. Adults often possessed long, curved tusks and a coat of long hair. The 130cm (4ft 3ins) tall, 50kg Siberian specimen dates to the end of the last Ice Age, when the great beasts were vanishing from the planet. It was d

Just Me
Life is like a river, that flows, through twists and turn, love and hurt, life and death, but if you don't travel this road, you might well be dead, cause you never truely live, till you travel down that river... Sometimes there are rocks, down trees, and shallow water, but push throught, and the full stream is ahead... Life goes on, Just like the river.... Sometimes if you walk against the flow, you can become a stronger person, and love life more... _________________________________________________ see I can be a nerd but I am fun and just write what I feel at the time... I hope to get to meet alot of new people on here... oxoxoxoxox

Do You Know?
You think you know me..But you'll never know the pain i have suffered thru or the battles i am fighting me yet you see me as someone you can talk to someone you can use to get naked someone like a whore..you dont see my smiles or my tears or how i deal with the passing painful years. You dont know the hurt i live with everyday..the sarrow that just wont go away.you dont know my favorite flower or my favorite color..You dont know the life i have to live or the hopes and dreams that i can conceive..you dont know the fight i have left in me or the little pride that i dwell on..You dont know the seemly happy person who hides behind a mask but yet the battle shows in the eyes from the past..You dont know the stress of being me..so please repost this if you care i wont promise things will happen to you things that really wont..If you know me as well as you think you do tell me..I am dieing to see who really cares

Just For Laughs
Y CANT A WOMAN BE A FRIEND WITH A MAN WITHOUT THINKING ITS ALL ABOUT SEX? I LIKE TO HAVE A MALE FRIEND TO HANG OUT WITH. Q. What do a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A. The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q. What is the difference between a woman and a washing machine? A. You can bung your load in a washing machine and it won't call you a week later. Q. What doesn't belong in this list : Meat, Eggs, Wife, Blowjob? A. Blowjob: You can beat your meat, eggs or wife, but you can't beat a blowjob. Q. What's worse than getting raped by Jack the Ripper? A. Getting fingered by Captain Hook. Q. Why is a pap smear called a pap smear? A. Because women wouldn't do them if they were called cunt scrapes.

Freedom
Quote "freedom to differ is not limited to things that do not matter much. That would be a mere shadow of freedom. The test of its substance is the right to differ as to things that touch the heart of the existing order."

Thoughts
A Few Good Doorman" ...You can't handle the truth! Son, we live in a world that has bars, and those bars have to be protected by men with black shirts. Who's gonna do it? You? Your drunk friends? I have a greater responsibility than you can possibly fathom. You weep for your drunk friend who got kicked out and you curse the doorstaff. You have that luxury. You have the luxury of not knowing what I know- that your buddy getting tossed, while tragic, probly saves lives. And my existence, while grotesque to you, probly saves lives. You don't want the truth because deep down in places you don't talk about at parties, you want me at that door, you need me at that door. We use words like float, identification, stamp. We use these words as a backbone of a lifetime spent watching a bar. You use them as a punch line. I have neither the time nor inclination to explain myself to a person who gets loaded under the blanket of Security in which I provide, and then questions the manner in which I

A3ther's Mind
ONE: What's another nail in the coffin when you're already dead Just like another bullet in a corpse's head Load the magazine, pull back and cock Just like that we're ready to rock Flick the flint, let the flame rise Inhale the smoke, we're dead inside Feet on the ground, but head's in the sky I'm betting my soul, no second tries I'm on a one way road to destruction I've got a one-day active bloodlust My one track mind can't function Since the one last day my heart was dust Why do you have to ask me why I don't change I've never liked seeing me acting so strange And don't even try to tell me that I don't care How would you know? You've never been there That's why I laugh when you try to get me guilty Cause in my mind there's no reason to be And it's so funny when you try to act Just like when I leave and never come back I've got one last thing that I've got to do But I've got one straight shot to success This is my last minute ticket for one last trip thr

Water=poop
> Subject: good to know > > As Ben Franklin said, "In wine there is wisdom, in > beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria." > > In a number of carefully controlled trials, > scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 > liter of water each day, at > the end of the year we would have absorbed more than > 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria > found in feces. > In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. > > However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking beer > (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because > alcohol has to go through a purification process of > fermenting, distilling, and filtering. > > Remember: Water = Poop, Beer = Health > > Therefore, it's better to drink beer and talk > stupid, than to drink water and be full of sh_t. > > There is no need to thank me for this valuable > information: > > I'm doing it as a public service!!!

Just A Moment Of Silence For Wayne, R.i.p!
I just want everyone to no that 2day is a 1 year memorial since my former employer/good friend passed away. His name was Gerald "Wayne" Welch. I worked as his P.A For over a year during a termenal illness he had, He was a very kind hearted man and I would like a moment of silence 2 day for him. He will trully be missed by many family and friends... REST IN PEACE WAYNE.... WE MISS YOU! LOVE, Sara

9/25/07
Come on in and join us for an evening of great music come request your favorites :D Come on in and join us for an evening of great music come request your favorites :D Come join me and listen to music while u take advantage of HH. Just click the pic to join me and request your fav music :D

Wtf
ok so wtf is up with women always wantin the bad boy image instead of a guy that they know will treat them right and take care of them? why is it that if a guy is nice and shows respect that most chicks now days always put them in the friends cateory instead of giving them a chance? well this is all for now but there will be more because i kow i'm going to see something that makes me say what the fuck

Heres To The Future
Wow...!!! Life has a funny way of knocking you down at the very moment that you feel like you are on top of the world... Over the last month I have truly realized that I'm really not on top of anything right now... Ive realized that I have definitely come far, but at the very same time, I'm still gullible and nieve. Nieve in believing and trusting in people and life more than what I should. I have this picture perfect/happy ending in my mind that I just seem to focus on....like everything will work itself out in the end... dumb right? Tell me about it... I live in the past too much...I love too much and I hurt too much.... I'm at fault in this too....At fault for knowing beforehand and yet still going forward with something that I knew would end again anyways... Going forward because I was in love with the past and what I thought things could and would be if I would just give it another chance... It's one thing to make a mistake once...but to make a mistake over and over is a ser

Family Sux
In this family, if you want a baby of your own more then anything else you get told you can't have them... It's medically impossible. But If you don't want them... YOU HAVE ALL THAT YOU CAN!!! Then My sisters all share MEN!!! I swear!!! My sister Kim married my sister Roxannes ex boyfriend, Roxanne married Kims, My sister Kim slept with my sister Billie Jo's first husband after they were married... and her second a week before their wedding!!! THEN MY MOTHER!!! OMG!!! She wants all of our men!!! No matter how old they are!!! I swear, I am glad I am not deranged like that... oh wait, my husband is my neice's father... uuuummm...

Death
i been on here what a few days and ppl are already pissed well get over it and urselves satan out it seems totally bleak in this reality cant wait for someone to really liven up this place we need just a little more power hungry mad men to give us something to do or else daylight is just a brighter darkness time 2 die all of u its my time 2 rule

Contest
I went to let the dog in at midnight this morning and the cat got out I went to get her and step on a board with a big nail in it and the nail went threw my foot. So I spent most of the day sleeping and laying around with my foot propered up and on pain meds they take off the edge but the pain is still there. Im hoping by tomorrow Ill be able to get back on the net. Just wanted to let everyone know whats going on. Hugs to all my family friends and fans know. Love yall! Talk to yall later. Thanks for reading. Hope everyone has a great weekend. I am wanting to hold a contest for the sexiest fubarians! First place will be a week's blast second will be three days and third will be one day! Anyone wanting to enter let me know. When I get enough contestants I will make another blog announcing the date it will start.Thank you for reading! Love yall! Smoochez and huggles!

" For Our Mom Helen Kage & Cherie "
PLEAS KEEP KAGE AND MOM HELEN IN YOUR PRAYERS TOMORROW IS THE DAY OF HER SURGERY , TY ALL FROM KAGE AND ME Get More at COMMENTYOU.com " MAY GOD'S ANGEL'S WRAP THEIR WINGS AROUND YOU AND PROTECT YOU ALWAYS . WROTE BY CHERIE 3 /14 /97 I LOVE YOU MOM HELEN CHERIE IN MY PRAYERS ALWAYS

" Strangers Just Ripping And Not Asking "
'inocent_babygur...' just ripped your 'photo' from 'PsychoBitch Dizzy's FU Wife VIP assistant to Death of special forces'! inocent_ba...: no need i didnt ask for ur thnks ->inocent_ba...: i can make you one if you like ->inocent_ba...: ty ->inocent_ba...: ty inocent_ba...: ok iw will but u should be proud ppl like ur work ->inocent_ba...: out of respect to all here you need to ask the person not take it upon your self to rip ->inocent_ba...: and you need to delete it before i fix you inocent_ba...: then in your option block the rips ->inocent_ba...: excuse me i made it you have no right to it ITS CALLED " RESPECT " BEFORE TAKING WHAT IS NOT YOURS !!!!!!!!!!!!!

R.i.p Dad
i miss you so much i wish that i could feel your touch when you are hugging me again. i know you're in heaven looking down because when you do, the rains just pours down. i know that we are apart and it brutally breaks my heart. all that i can do is just sit here and mourn over what has happened to you. i sit and remember all the times we had but when i do, i become sad. so just rest in peace like i know you will but just remember i love you still.

Soccer
My 2 beautiful step daughters each played in tournaments this weekend under14 and under19 Kayla the younger one won all three games went to the championship round and took 2nd against a team that was very aggressive and lost only a few games during the regular season. Way to go girl. Brianna the under19s also won all three of there games but had less points so they played for 3rd and fourth place. They took 3rd so proud of both of them. They each scored a goal sat. first of the season for both. Now we are on to the founders cup and winter league they keep us busy but it is worth it. They are awesome kids. They played their hearts out.

Quivers Rants And Obsessions
I am there. Close your eyes... face the Sun... feel my warmth? as the breeze.. touches your flesh... let it be, I carressing you Forever, think of me at these moments, I AM there With you. As Autumns chill,sets in Winter draws near.. lifeless leafs, blow about your feet. It is I reaching out to touch you, I am there, with you. When winters frost.. sits upon the window sill, reach out to touch it feel it melt,upon your finger tips. It is I, melting at your warmth. I AM, there with you. As spring, brings blooms.. Of the brightest colors, scents of the best variety. Stop, breath deeply.. see their beauty.. It is I.. waifing about in the air.. seducing you. Pulling you closer.. touch the delicate petals, feel my softness. Inhale my scent. I am there.. with you. Summer sets in.. it grows hot, The sun beats down upon you. As you wipe the sweat , from your brow, I will be the cooling gentle breezes, you crave. Giving you comf

Poems
all of my love is for you it's pure and true all for you i will not mention your name for i do not know how you will respond to this baby i am telling you the truth about my love being pure and true all for you you know everything about me and i know very little about you my gut and my heart both agree that you and i are meant to be if this means anything to you please let me know in the truest and purest way possible for you i fell in love with you and you tell me that you love me too but you don't show it unless we're alone if your love for me is pure and true please show me that it is in front of everyone

Me
So this is how we end…not with happy celebration, but with a deafening silence. I always thought that you and I would be able to work through any obstacle..that maybe somewhere in this world I had found the one person who could accept all my shortcomings, all my weaknesses and strengths and help me grow with her. I guess I was wrong huh? Now here I am, doing to you what you’ve done to me, not even showing me the decency to confront me face to face. Sure, I was mad at you, and you know it was for good reason. Killing myself in order to make sure we could eat the next week while you sat there mindlessly obsessed with your game…it upset me like you will never know. You will never know how hard I had to work to get us what we needed and wanted…how out of my mind I went worrying about bills and whether my measly paycheck would be enough to support us. You will never know how hard I defended you, hoping things would get better because I was married to you, and that’s what ma

Come See My New Friend
If If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or being hated, don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise: If you can dream -- and not make dreams your master; If you can think -- and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two imposters just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken, And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools; If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breathe a word about your loss; If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve

New Years
Welp...it's 12:11 am...its offically 2008...so were is my new years kiss? playing video games on his computer, not even acknowledged it's new years. I got more from him while he was in Iraq!!!! happy freakin new years to me!!! it's sure as hell not a happy one!!!!!!!

Some Pursue Happiness While Others Create It
The doors of opportunity won't open unless you push on it. The hardest part of any success occurring in someone's life is taking that first step. The only one you can hold responsible for your position in life is yourself. Whether it is in a relationship or business. No one forced you there. We all have free will. The worse thing I hear so much from people is my relationship failed because THEY did this to me. My business failed because THIS person did this to me. Sometimes this can be true but people this is called life. Every day we encounter obstacles in our path. No exceptions. In business, at home, or in a relationship. It's all about how we deal with these obstacles. You're not alone. My God, if I even tried to count the times I was knocked down in my life through a bad relationship or a difficult obstacle to overcome in my career I could go on for years writing. But this I can guarantee. Every time I got knocked down I got right back up and was stronger than before. Every

Irrestable To Who Now
i have been trying to figure what i say to women to make them go all gaga and want so much out of me ,, i have been trying to figure out for the life of me what itis that i say to make them this way ,,, is it cuz i am a good listener and that i ofer advice that only i know of cuz of lessons life taught me ,, but still this cant be the one thing women want ,,,, i mean most guys tell women what they want to hear but on the other hand i dont i tell them the truth is that so wrong of me ,,, if i think they r beautiful then i tell them if i think they r ugly i will tell them so ,,,, but still doesnt explain the factors of the women wanting to be with me andhave a releationship with me ,,, most of the women tell me that they r unworthy of a releationship but in the end i convince them that everyone is worthy of being loved ,,, is that such a crime ,,, and then on top of it all they r all trying to figure out what i say to make these girls think that i am there only chance at love and they h

Longing For You
Longing for your love I sit in my chair I can feel your breadth The wisp of your hair My eyes still closed My heart starts to race Lost in the moment I can see your face My eyes quickly open Thinking you’re there It was all a dream Life's not fair

Fake People
i want everyone to know i need a lawyer to get custody of my son. so if anyone knows of a good one cheap or of any father groups that help to support the fathers please let me know i haven't seen my son close to half his life he is only 16 months old. so any help is good his pictures is in my profile thanks for any help you all can do thanks why is it you always find people putting up a phony picture of what they think they should look like come on people you are you quit doing this my god

Calm The Nerves
THIS IS WHERE I FINALLY NEED ALL OF YOU.. WE WILL SEE WHO IS THERE FOR ME.. MY FIRST CONTEST. NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET. WILL RETURN FAVORS TO ANY AND ALL!!!!! LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU. ¢¾~BRATT~¢¾ Please show Bratt & her Daughters some love CONTEST WILL BEGIN MARCH 28th, AT 7 P.M EST & WILL LAST TWO WEEKS, ENDING APRIL 11th, AT 7 P.m. EST Click on the pic below to start bombing. Please leave a comment or two to help out and return the love that she has shown you. She is always quick to help others so let us all help her out as much as we can too. THIS IS WHERE I FINALLY NEED ALL OF YOU.. WE WILL SEE WHO IS THERE FOR ME.. MY FIRST CONTEST. NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET. WILL RETURN FAVORS TO ANY AND ALL!!!!! LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU. ♥~BRATT~♥ Please show Bratt & her Daughters some love CONTEST WILL BEGIN MARCH 28th, AT 7 P

10 Things {some} Women Lie About
10. They come over your house and say....''Hey, can I charge my phone...................TRANSLATION........She hasn't figured out if she is going to give you any yet so she doesn't want anyone else to disturb ...moreover, she is actually TURNING off the phone while it's charging...When the phone FINALLY charges, she never turns it on..NEVER....THAT'S WHORE 101... 9. Her phone rings and she NEVER picks it up if it's a dude that she is talking to....Why , she wants you to think you're the only one....take note..dont be stupid fellas....she will pick up when its her girlfriend...THEN if she likes you......she might say ''OH, I'm chilling here with ''JOHN''...like her friend really knows who the fuck you are...FELLAS...THIS IS WHY..when you call your girl...it goes into voicemail....or she jsut doesnt pick up.....I mean think about it... 8. When your with a woman and you are getting intimate...and your ready for her to give you a piece of her mind(meaning sucking dick)...she says...'

Kentucky In My Mind
Kentucky in my mind The mountains they engulfed me such a long long way from home excited and eager to conquer this realm of life on my own Listening to the moans of Bluegrass soothing an ache in my soul after awhile learning the heart doesn't have a home Everyone has roots that place you come from but you carry the heart with you you are it's home I let myself fall in love with the cool air through the pines If I close my eyes I can see it .....Kentucky in my mind

Lonely
A Poem I wrote in 2002...Tell me what you think Today, I'm feeling lonely, Distant and apart, Far away from everyone I hold within my heart. I talked to you this afternoon. You asked me what was wrong. I told you that I was fine, But that was all a lie I'm sitting here now, thinking About you and me And where we'll be, When we greet tomorrow's tragedy A shadow hovers over me, Like a gloom I cannot shake. And all I want is for you to hold me, To take my loneliness away.

Love Is
What is love, Love can't see you and you can't see it Love is a sneaky thing I guess sort of slick Love can hurt and Love can heal Love can be born and Love can kill Love has won and Love has lost Love can catch and Love can toss Love can stand and Love can fall Love is small and Love is tall Love is right and Love is wrong Love is weak and Love is strong Love is up and Love is down Love can smile and Love can frown Love is good and Love can be bad Love is quite and Love can brag Love is a little and Love is a lot Love continues and Love stops Love can hope and Love can dream Love can talk and Love can sing Love can be a word or Love can be a ring Love can be nothing or Love can be everything So where is this thing we call Love I don't know the only real love we have comes from above...

Pimpin Out
I JUST WANT TO TAKE A MINUTE TO PIMP OUT SOME AWESOME FRIENDS OF MINE!!! THESE ARENT JUST ANY GURLS..THESE GURLS ARE THE BEST YOU COULD EVER WANT...AND WHO I ROLL WITH!!! IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER.... ~Dj Devilish Desire ~Don't Try To Fix Me I'm NOT Broken!!~@ fubar

Contest This Weekend!!!!!
To all that had my yahoo.......it crashed and lost it all......if you want to be added back on please PM me your yahoo, or msn.........Thanks!!!!!! Come check out fetish And Join the Family!! We Love Seeing New Faces...We will be holding a Contest this weekend for all.....Come join the party! Its going to be a leather and latex contest......We want to see all with your hottest outfits! Come share with us on cam there will be prizes !!!! The prizes are as follows : 1st Place gets 100K and 5 blings 2nd Place gets 50K and 2 blings 3rd Place gets 25K and 1 bling SO ARE YOU UP FOR THE CHALLENGE????? AND SOME FUN????? CONTEST BEGINS ON SATURDAY MAY 17TH AT 1PM EST AND WILL GO THRU SUNDAY TO 1AM EST....SO COME ON LET LOOSE AND LETS PARTY AND HAVE A GREAT TIME!!!!!!! Do You Have A Fetish Come To The Lounge And Share Your Fetish With Us FEEDINGTHEDESIRE.COMM (repost of original by '♥ Angel ♥ Co

Forget Him
*Forget Him* Forget his name, Forget his face, Forget his kiss and warm embrace, Forget the love that you once knew, Remember he has someone new. Forget all that you shared, Forget the fact that he once cared, Forget the times you spent together, Remember now he’s gone forever. Forget the times he played your song, Forget the night you cried for so long, Forget how close you two once were, Remember now he has chosen her. Forget you memorized his walk, Forget the way he used to talk, Forget the things he used to say, Remember now he’s gone away. Forget the way he used to phone, Forget the times you were alone, Forget he was your whole world, Remember there’s another girl. Forget his gentle teasing way, Forget you saw him yesterday, Forget the things he used to do, Remember now she loves him too. Forget the thrills when walks by, Forget the way he made you cry, Forget the way he used to say your name, Remember things are not the same

I Want A Man Like This!!
I want a guy... who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. Someone who would sing to me at random moments. Who would let me sleep on their chest. A man who would get mad at someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me. I want someone who would call me 3 times a day if he went away. He would throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then kiss me a million times. Someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh. He would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist and give me bear hugs all the time. He would tell all of his friends about me and then smile while he did it. And we'd make out in the pouring rain. He would never be afraid to say "I love you" in front of his friends, and we would agrue about silly things then make up. I want a man who would kiss me on New Years and count the stars with me. Who would stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and w

Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For eve ryone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of th

Looking For Dj's @ Lost Radio
If you are looking for a wonderful group of people to get to know and a place to DJ. Come to Lost Radio! you can Contact DJAngel , DJ Punk, Or DJ Italianman for info... Lost Radio also Streams in Several lounges and are always looking to add new ones to our family !

I Want You
I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you, and be pleased. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee Your arms, the legs, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire I want to be the ocean waves that drench you. I want to be the water that quenches you, Quite simply... I want you.

Special
Body Cuntinent I want, I shall, I must cross your body cuntinent I trust that my trip is mutually accepted My tongue shall be my means of travel Your seven sensual holes will be navigated with skill My tongue and lips shall chart your cuntinent I begin by letting my tongue flow steadily into your half-opened mouth, which has issued a Visa and Carte Blanche. My tongue gliding into your mouth wanders like a virgin tourist, caressing your own tongue in friendship. It is your tongue that welcomes the approach of my tongue. Our tongues entangled suggest that our lips join together in ecstatic rhythms in this oral orgy. Our tongues untangle and watch our lips in AWE, finally in sheer madness our tongues say farewell. Leaving your soft, sweet, tender lips, dragging my tongue and treading quietly on my lips I approach your ear. My tongue deserts my mouth and speeds toward the ear, I witness your shoulder come up toward your ticklish ear as it arrives. my lips arrive snorting warm air i

Searcing For Yng Luv
Looking to trade some stuff, and looking for ways to keep my stuff from being visable to just anyone. My last "room mate" told me that there was a way to encrypt my pic's to look like another pic unless someone has the encryption code. If you want to trade or can enlighten me on how to encrypt, holla!

My Daughter Is Going To Iraq!
Today I remember those who lost their live to the horrible events from the hands of the evil. I sit here with tear running down my cheeks. First I grieve for those lost and second I pray for those serving. As a mother of a young woman who is serving today my heart aches. The mixed emotions Im feeling today are those of Extreme pride for her yet fear for her. In my heart I know what she is doing today is what she needs to do as a woman, a soldier and as a AMERICAN! I love her and miss her dearly! Well, as a mom of a soldier I got the new a week or so ago! Suzanne is heading to the Sand Box.... The mixed emotions are here. Proud, supportive, scared, just to name a few. It will be a long 400 days.... She is my baby girl Yet a Strong and vibrant Woman.. She a SOLDIER! She is doing what she signed up for because she an American Soldier. My 5lb 2 oz baby at birth is doing what many cant/wont, defend our country. Proud? OMG Never been so proud of her.

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrg!
Verizon sucks balls!! Just thought I'd share that opinion with you all. If you hadn't figured it out by now I have no net at home and haven't had net since Thursday night when the storms hit. If you see me online then I am using the computer from the office and it's slower then grandma's bowel after a hunka gouda. yeah, bad joke, get over it. I'm working on trying to get to the point where the levelers will help me Godmother...hard as hell to do when you have no net. And what's with the downrating?? A freaking Godmother rated me a 9! Yes, you heard right, JL¥ÑÑ, a Godmother, rated me a 9. Before you go all "give her a chance" on me listen. I have been back by her page, rated her a 10 and made sure I fanned her, and left her a comment stating "I appreciate the visit but would you mind fixing the 9?" I know shit happens sometimes, but some acknowledgement of it being an "oops" would be nice, but nothing. And no, unlike a lot of my downrating blogs I am not giving you a link, becaus

Get Ready For Part 974 Of My Confessions
yeah, so I'm really bored right now and i'm trying to move up to level 3 so I can vote on MUMMs 19 more days till i move to cali. yay So you know you had a good night when you wake up shit faced the next morning. heres a little advice for ya, never skip in flip flops, the situation does not end well. spitting 151 into a campfire is entertaining albeit dangerous. mixing fire water with 151 is prolly the fastest way to get fucked up. if you let one person touch ur boobs everybody will want them. thats about it for the advice for now, i'm sure i'll think of some more later

"we Remember" Club
WE REMEMBER & WILL NEVER FORGET this is a club for those who will always remember not just 9/11 but also for the,soldiers who put their life on the line and for their familys. if you want to be part of the WE REMEMBER CLUB YOU MUST ADD/FAN/RATE EVERYONE 1) rate these photos (there is only 15) http://fubar.com/images.php?u=229107&albumid=482454 2)then go add/fan/rate everyone send a PM to TotallyHugeObsessedMCFanatic in the subject line put "WE REMEMBER" so lets get started in showing our support today. WE REMEMBER ------------ ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar *************** sweet alabama~FU-ANGEL~OWNED BY STANG77~GREETER@SEDUCTIVEDREAMS~>CACA@ fubar ***************** luBell240-~-ShAdOwLeVeLeR@ fubar ***************** ~SazzyGal.~BAD*GIRL.~Fu~Slave to ~vitamin de~^

In Need
I just need someone to help me get my mind off of someone that I been apart from. The relationship is long over but I am still needing someone to help me fill that gap. And someone that has a insatiable taste for sex too.... I may never find it here but its just worth getting out of my system.

Things That Annoy The Shit Out Of Me
Ok this is just annoying to me. Maybe I'm just a hormonal bitch this week. Who knows. I like the fubar trains. Its a fun way to make new friends. Well there is one thing that really annoys me. Why do people join trains but then have their settings so that you have to be a friend to make a comment?? I'm sorry but I'm not going to rate you, fan you, add you as a friend and be able to remember to come back after you approve me to add the train comment. I mean I can understand that you might get comments you dont like. When that happens just hit the delete comment option. Ok Im done bitching.

Hh Birthday Party
Couldn't Think Of A Better Way To Celebrate A Birthday Then By Having A Happy Hour! His Celebration Will Begin At 2:00pm Fu-Time! Save Your 11's And Strap In For A Great Time! 2.1 Million To Disciple. Let's See If We Can Get Him There! Go To Tappinit's Page Fan/Add/Rate/Bling Him As Hard As You Can! He has a Heart of Gold .. or Silver ! He LOVES the drunken poultry! Put him in a Tiara and he'll probably DELETE!!! But the Doggie? That's what he does .... oops .. Loves the BEST! ~Tappinit~@ fubar To Keep The Party Going Tappinit's Owner, Linda Will Be Having Her Happy Hour At 3:00pm Fu-Time! So Save Some Birthday Cake For Her! ~Linda~@ fubar This Bulletin Made By...

Pebblesinaz Auction
Come check it out you won't regret it! Lets see who can spoil these sweet, sexy, awesome fu's. You will find only the best there! We have some nice ones and some naughty ones :) Lets spank them all with lots of love! Oh yea while you are there don't forget to spank PebbleinAZ hard! SHE IS DEFINITELY GOOD FOR IT!!!!! Here are the entry's :) Come and show them some love and make a bid on them.

Immortal Stars Awry!!
what if a much of a which of a wind gives the truth to summer`s lie, bloodies with dizzying leaves the sun & yanks immortal stars awry? blow king to beggar & queen to seem (blow friend to fiend : blow space to time) -when skies are hanged & oceans drowned, the single secret will still be man. what if a keen of a lean wind flays screaming hills with sleet &snow: strangles valleys by ropes of things & stifles forests of white ago? blow hope to terror:blow seeing to to blind (blow pity to envy & soul to mind) -whose hearts are mountains , roots are trees, its they shall cry hello to the spring what if a dawn of a doom of a dream bites this universe in two, peels forever out of his grave & sprinkles nowhere with me & you? blow soon to never & never to twice (blow life to isn`t:blow death to was) - all nothings only our hugest home; the most who die the more we live.

Buyer Beware
I normally try to stay out of the fuDrama, but sometimes it finds you no matter how hard you try. So it began simple enough, I had the fuBucks to spare and I bid on and won three ladies in Joey Stylez auction. Two out of the three were great, this is a story about the third. Of all three, she was the one that insisted on receiving the fuBucks right away. That should have warned me. Here is what she promised to do for me: To date all I have received is a fuOwned by in her screen name for a few days. What follows is every message sent back and forth from me to her: She told me she was having money issues so I told her get it when you can. Apparently, she took it as I'll put it off till he stops bothering me or forgets. Decidedly to cut my losses and ask for her to return the fuBucks that I paid for her and we would be square. What I got back was a nasty hate-filled message telling me that I would be taking food out of her daughter's mouth a

Holly's Head
i wanna hear what you all got for christmas. what was youru favorite and least favorite gifts? i got a new laptop from my daddy. it was kinda a bday/xmas present but i looove it. my brother got me the ugliest sweater i've ever seen. and seriously, a sweater in florida??? lol! i figured i would just start my blogs off by thanking all of you for making me feel so welcome here on fubar. you are all so sweet and i look forward to getting to know everyone :)

Respect And Common Sense
I've seen this happen so many times that I have to say something about it now. For those that Really Know Me as a Person...those that talk to me like a human being and a friend, know that I am the kindest person around. And even after being hurt, I still call you a friend. But I have got to vent about this...why would one add me and chat it up with me like they want to be a friend only to do a 360 when their online girl that they have never met starts to get upset? Why would one tell me that they don't want the drama with the comment wars but yet let someone disrespect another on his own page? This is a blog about respect and common sense. First, let's get this straight...if the two parties have never met in person and committed to each other, then you two are not a couple lol. This is the internet and just remember that anyone can be anyone. Second, if you don't wan the drama, then look at the ones actually leaving you the comments and see who's disrespecting whom. Third, there's no n

Native Belief
i am 1/2 native american i have been looking up on some belief that the native american have and the one that really got me was that man and women are not equal the women is held in higer respect for the fact they cook and clean and mak clothing and child barriers and men just hunt and fight for thier tribes !

Lady's Input Please
is it true that nice guys finish last? I have always been the nice guy and so far no good. Should i stop being so supportive with the women or should i still continue to be this nice guy when at the end the girl always tells me, "I cant go out with you, our like my brother since u r so nice."

Carol-leigh
DON’T MISS OUT ON ONE OF THE HOTTEST LADYS ON FUBAR CAROL-LEIGH HER HH IS @ 11PM EST OR 8PM FU TIME COME HIT HER AUTO 11’S HIT HER HARD SHE LOVES IT !! CLICK BELOW AND RATE THIS HOTTIE Carol-Leigh **Stiletto Girl**♥Just Being Me♥**@ fubar This bully is brought to you by DJ BADBOY (¯`¤ÐJßãÐßØ¥¤´¯)ÖWñÈR @†HÈßLÚÈMÖÖñ/ÖWñÈR @§ÖÚ†ÈRñ HÌÐÈWÄ¥@ fubar

Some Thoughts Of Mine
~Why...~ I sit on my bed, knuckles bleeding... the wall beside presents a hole but my hand isnt pain.. my heart is.... 4th time in eleven years... and i always ask.. why? Why do i always fall for it? each time hurts worse... and each time i question... what happened?? ~What I Wouldn't Give...~ Oh what I wouldn't give... to know what to do to know how to do to see you smile to get the courage to lock our eyes to tell the truth to touch your fair skin to hold your gorgeous body to tell my love to feel our lips together; our tongues entwined Oh what I wouldn't give... To love you forever true...

Naked Rocker Got Me!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. 1. I count everything. I can remember things as pictures in my head so if I dont have time to count them right then and there, I can count them in a mental picture later...and I do... 2. I tend to take myself too seriously and forgo having fun so I can keep an eye on everyone else around me. My girlfriends call me Wendy the Wall. In order to talk to them you have to go through me first...Good luck with that! 3. I was bitten by a dog when I was 12 and received over 200 stitches in and on my mouth. 4. I was in a car accident at 14 in which my left eye almost exploded...I received 150 stiches in that eye and I still have perfect vision. 5. If you insult my intelligence in anyway I will put you to the ground. It took me a long time to come to the terms that it is ok to be intelligent and I will never hide it again. 6. My moth

Confused
This is the most confusing shit i've seen to date. lol not only am i new, i don't know what fubucks are, or how to become an oracal..was it? lmao seems pretty cool if i could figure it out. Ant pointers? hit me up

Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? MIA 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? short 5. Your father? Great 6. Your favorite thing? laughing 7. Your dream last night? wet 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? RNR 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? sane 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? love 18. Where you grew up? usa 19. The last thing you did? shower 20. What are you wearing? nothing 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your computer? here 24. Your life? boreing 25. Your mood? lonely 26. Miss

Reminising Remembering The 80's And 90's
So, I don't know what I was doing yesterday, but I heard the work "SIKE".. I instintly starting laughing, and reminiscing about when I use to say that..! hahahaha the good ole years.. So, this week's blog is about the things that I remember back in the day..! (yea yea yea, I know, I'll miss some things, but I can't put everything in this blog) enjoy...! haha Stuff from the 80s & 90's Clothes : parachute pants - (and don't front, you all were MC Hammer fans..! haha) swatch watches - the plastic ones were the shhhhhht..! Overalls with one strap down - acid stone washed jeans tight rolled/pegged your jeans banana clip - all the chics had these.! Cross Colors - I had every cross color shirt that was.! haha Snap Bracelets - big hoop earrings - biker shorts - hahhaa daisy dukes shorts - ahhhhh summer time..! haha footloose leggings - chics were rockin these for days..! haha hair look like this - and guys t

Come Join Us At
If you have not been to our lounge recently, you're missing out! Click this link to visit us in HOTEL EROTIC CORENAIXCORE (nsfw) Hiring All staff starting fubx pay 10$ in hour: http://www.fubar.com/lounge/65653 -the management

Looking For Something Fun In Missouri??
Ok, the info for the industrial night is: Wednesday night March 18th. At the SOCO club. Time: 9pm til 1:30 am Location: 128 E Nifong Bvld. Columbia MO 65205 DJs : DJ Dark Horse, DJ Larry K. and DJ Dhust from KC. Cover: $5 for 18+ and $3 for 21+ Vending services by Dark Horse Leather Music: Goth, Industrial, EBM and 80s

Voter Alert
Representative Henry Waxman has introduced a bill (HR 1256) giving the Food and Drug Administration (FDA) the ability to regulate tobacco. This bill would: >Divert resources away from the FDA's core mision of protecting food and drugs. >Prevent tobacco manufacturers from giving adult tobacco consumers accurate information about different products that may reduce the risk of using tobacco. >Not provide a regulatory framework that would significantly reduce tobacco-related death and disease. Oppose the Waxman bill and support reasonable alternatives. Go to www.nocigtax.com No FDA regulation of tobacco!

My Girl
I thought I would never find a woman who would love me for me. One who would not critize my looks or my size. She is so beautiful inside and out. She is fun to be with. I can spend my just texting or iming her all day. She brightens my day everyday. I have to thank my hubby for introducing us. Without him I would have never know that someone like her existed. I value ever minute I can get with her. I want to thank her for loving me for the way I am.

Wished Upon The Same Falling Star
Sitting here, in the shadow of the dark No stars in my sky And a frown on my face I'm sure this is the place I die The cold night air, makes me shiver But I sit there, in silence I just think of me and you And I wish the whole situation would make sense I look toward the sky for guidance And in that split second I see a lone star falling I wish upon it, a wish I hope comes true That you will come calling That same, cold night Far, far away from where I sat under that dark sky You saw that same lone star falling And you wished that same wish as I On that dark, cold night The two of us, so far away Wished upon that same lone falling star And that wish, we both happened to say

Rain
Rain coming down,window by my side.Hand coming down,to my lower thigh.Listening to the pitter, patter.My hand goes in and out slower then faster.Exciting myself with every beat.So wet and sweaty, got to turn down the heatRain is so sexy, it always turns me on.My vibrator and me, holding a special bond.I let out loud and deepful moans.Hitting my g spot, and special zones.Feeling myself getting wetter and wetter.My own touch is feeling better.Clouds part and out comes the sun.Hearing the rain get softer makes me cum.

Lionel Messi In Usa
http://www.sawfer.com/football/david-beckham The English super star david Beckham will be featuring with his actual soccer team AC Milan, as the team tours in the United States of America and plays one of its football games against Beck's prior team, the Los Angeles Galaxy in August. The Los Angeles Galaxy competes in the American soccer league (Major League Soccer) and is expected to fill in the stadium's seats to the full. FC Barcelona that will be be playing against the Manchester United of Cristiano Ronaldo for the trophy of the the Champions League final game in Rome, Italy with be facing the MLS team of L.A. Galaxy on the 1st of August (Rose Bowl Pasadena, California). The Spanish group of football stars are also planned to visit the Seattle Sounders on the 5th at the Qwest Field. Barcelona, led by Messi, Eto'o, Alves, Pujol and other soccer idols will feature in a 3rd match which confirmation is still pending To comment on this story, or check further more details, c

Joomla Cms Development Company
There are no other choices apart from joomla for E-commerce solution. Joomla is the best amongst the rest content management systems we have. Using Joomla is not only easy but you hardly have to have technical knowledge for applying joomla applications. Are you in search for an experienced joomla designer or a mageneto developer? You are in the right place. We are amongst the leading web development solution providers in India. Our web development solution company works on four main content management systems. These are respectively Joomla, Magento, Drupal and Wordpress. We have experienced and skilled magento web developers who are not only dedicated but focused and itching to provide you with great quality website.

My Heart Is Breaking
I feel like I will be in a war for the rest of my son's life. He is only 9! His father refuses to listen to reason. He loves ripping my son out of my arms as my poor son screams & cries for me. He enjoys not letting me talk to my son when he is visiting him. I am still in yet ANOTHER court battle to modify custody. He now wants 4 days & give me 3. The accusations are all unfounded, but he does it anyway. My son does not want this! He likes the way things are. He cries all the time because he has no choice or say so in the matter.

Life Poems
Life is the sum of experiences that we encounter as we go through life. Day to day struggles and triumphs are experienced by all of the world's creatures. As human beings, when we encounter a challenge, we have freedom to choose how to react. Every decision that we make leads us down a different road. We will never come to exactly the same crossroads. Every decision the we make has significance. The tiniest choice that we make reverberates throughout the entire universe

Folder
Just putting this out there for those who might be interested in buying a Fubar T shirt. It really is a nice shirt and with the ten free credits a pretty good deal. Mine also came with free bumper stickers which I liked very much. I wear mine out and always get comments on it just because of the word Fubar. I have even met other members while traveling the country and that is always cool. Just type Fubar Tshirts in the search box

Our Rantings!
*shakes head*..you know the decision to have children is a definite right of choice to anyone with functioning reproductive organs..but shouldnt there be this fucking law written somewhere that states:If you have children..and you foolishly decide to take them into public..you must beat them into submission if they refuse to act up?..I mean COME THE FUCK ON..*breathes* Ok I am not this child abuse advocate..infact those who know me WELL know I am very caring and loving to children..*grins*..but there has been this transformation to society that has appeared in my eyes..its the reversal of roles..the switching of titles..the bizzaro world of discipline..let me explain. Maybe I was asleep..lord knows I do sleep at times..maybe I was paying little to no attention to the world when this happened..*stares*..but WHEN the fuck did parents become the lesser of authority figures to their children..case and point coming up: I was in Food Lion..yes I know that was my first mistake..that

Just Ramblings And Stuff
What is Wicca Category: Religion and Philosophy For those that would like to know here is something you may be interested in WHAT IS WICCA? - Excerpts from an article by Herne Contrary to what those who choose to persecute us wish to believe, Wicca is a very peaceful, harmonious and balanced way of thinking, and a lifestyle that promotes oneness with the divine and all that is. Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset, the forest in the light of a glowing moon, a meadow enchanted by the first light of day. It is the morning dew on the petals of a beautiful flower, the gentle caress of a warm summer breeze upon your skin, or the warmth of the summer sun on your face. Wicca is the fall of colorful autumn leaves, and the softness of winter snow. It is light, and shadow and all that lies in between. It is the song of the birds and other creatures of the wild. It is being in the presence of Mother Earth's nature and being humbled in rev

To Every Girl!
To every girl crying tonight you know you deserve better than that - To every girl that dresses cute not skanky - To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot. -To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. - To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose the whore instead. - To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. If they even exsist? - To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess. - To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. - To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. - To every girl that just wants to hold hands. - To every girl that kisses him with meaning. - To every girl who just wishes he cared more. - To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold. - To every girl who just wants him to call. - To every girl who lies awake at nig

Superman Recipe
Superman recipe 1 oz gin 3/4 oz dry vermouth 1/2 oz apricot brandy 1 oz mandarin juice 1 tsp grenadine syrup Shake with a glassful of broken ice and pour unstrained into an old-fashioned glass. Add a speared cherry, and serve. Serve in: Old-Fashioned Glass

Sex And Babies
attractive test! would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would u give me your n

To All My Friends
For a few months now I have had a room mate named Crystal. Its odd the way she became our room mate as she was the new girlfriend of the ex best friend Ray. She came to meet him before halloween and we all hit it off so she stayed a few days and after a bit of a discussion she convinced me to allow her to move in and find a job near here since she was living in Poinciana with her family and they were in the middle of freakin no where there as well. So a few months have gone by now and her and I developed a closer relationship and began to refer to each other as sisters and not friends. This was very wierd for me since I am notorious for not trusting or being friends with very many females since I have a very bad track record of friendships with girls (usually I was betrayed one way or another) so for me to extend my heart to someone of the female persuasion these days is a major event to those who know me. Throughout this time frame I have given her clothes from my closet (all designer

Love It!
One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord."

Life Before Chris
Well, Chris did a blog about his life before me and what he has gone through, so I thought I should do one too. As Chris said too, I had been through my share of failed relationships. Got married the first time at a young age... had my son Ryan when I was 22. When Ryan was 9 months old I left his father as he was abusive. From there on I had a few more (more then I want to admit) relationships that seem to go sour for one reason or another. The hardest time in my life began in 2002 and my life has never been the same since. In December of 2002 my only child was diagnosed with Cancer. Ryan fought the disease for a year and a half... tragically and sadly, he passed away in May of 2004. After Ryan passed... I was lost. Thinking I was ok, trying to be strong, brave etc. I neglected myself and it all caught up with me a year later. Depression, panic attacks etc. I was a forever changed person. My marriage started falling a part and before long he told me he didn't want to b

* Outside The Box *
Thinking Outside the Box means viewing reality as patterns locked in time based on the scicnce and math that create our reality. Our consciousness exists, in part, inside the box - the physical plane or frequency. Conscious awareness is evolve out of the box in the alchemy of time. The boX = 'X' - XBox - Xbox 360=Completion - the hourglass='Z' 12=1+2=3=third dimension - 3D 12 spiraling cones around 1 source = 13 = 4=4th dimension = time Forming grid programs of eXperience - MatriX - Tricks - Trickster - Duality 'X' - As is above, So is Below - Emerald Tablets of Thoth=Hermes Trismegistus Hermes The Magician - Magic - Tricks Magi - Christ Consciousness Grid Thoth the ancient Egyptian Scribe who wrote our program Emerald = Alchemy - Emerald City = OZ - The WiZard Alchemy Wheel of Consciousness based on the spiraling patterns of Sacred Geometry = SG = StarGate = Wheel of Karma = Alchemy Wheel which spirals us back to source and is linked with the center - Eye of

Here I Come!
Ok..So I am noew here!! Ive only been here a week or so, and I really like it. Ive seen MANY fimilar faces and it is awesome. I just wanted to say thanks Owly..for bringing me here, Im sure we will have times like we use too! I am SOOO Looking foward to it...Love ya GF..and if anyone wants to add me, please do! Take care and have a wonderful day!

Alive And.......well?
Satan is alive and well today byway of congress. Millions of people will starve today while we build bombers. To build another bridge to burn in the name of progress. Culture pacifies the puritans up until they swarm us. Sophisticated algorhythms and automated gifts, 5 we occupy each applicant despite a x-mas wish. The hex we willfully submit, the rest of each other even our own brothers or mother to even invole color is sin above all other. I shudder and start to ponder.Besides the united snakes of A, ignorance is the biggest monster, 10 alive and well today. To hell with all the ney sayers, vague saviors that sucumb to sirens call. You know us as the pave layers, audio slave makers, 15

It Was Created
NEVER HEARD CREATION EXPLAINED THIS WAY BEFORE !!! FUNNY! In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast.

Life
they say the world is flat. they say its going to come to and end. they say hell is on earth. they say life will begain again. they say that love is just a word. they say it has no meaning. they say we are all alike. they say how we should live. well i say fuck what they say and be who u want 2 be as the day goes bye the more and more i miss you. as the months pass the more and more i want to see u. as the comes near i want 2 hold u tight. as the time passes i wish it wasl all begain again as life passes the older we get. as we grow older the wiser we are. as all this happens my love for u grows stronger and stroner

For All Those Who Don't Do Bulletins.....
Big Beautiful Woman A divine evolution That transcends time and space. She goes beyond Geographic location. The magnitude of her strength Is not determined by age, relation or gene. She supersedes womb or seed, Classroom, church or temple Boardroom or sorority symbol- She's not a black thang, A white thang Or even a blood thang. She goes beyond a finite Comprehension of what She should be, who she is, Or who she is given to. She's not defined by ethnicity, Culture, or generation. She is a state of being real- A condition and place in love That knows no boundaries, Limitations or even expectations. Like love she sees nor feels no ill. She is patient and kind, Generous and giving, Without ulterior motives. She's not about "what can you do for me?"- "What have you done for me lately?" or "Let's compare ourselves." She's not about keeping tabs on "Who gives what to whom" or "Who is the best amongst us" She's not a red thang

Intro !
Just giving all the people that visited my profile a shout out. Hopefully, if I scream their praises to the wind then maybe they will hear what I have said and remember that they have a friend out there. I realy appreciate the visits and don't be shy to add, rate, or show me some love. I haven't been a member for very long, but the experience is sure different than any other sites of its caliber. It's one that I hope will be enhanced in the future by making new friends and maybe a few fans. I will continue to keep an optimistic view on the prospect of meeting different people and try to further enjoy the "tappa, tappa, tappa". - Where would we all be without the "Tappa, Tappa, Tappa"? This one goes out to all the people that took the time to, at least, visit my profile. I feel compelled to show these chosen few some love and thank them by stating my gratitude thast they've done so. Even though I've been a member for such a short time on this particular site on the electro

Just Curious
Recently I have two photos ripped without permission. Appearantely Cherrytap does not want you know who did it. Atleast it is not being displayed on my profile. How many others think photos should not be able to be ripped without your permission and authorization. I also think if you go to someone's profile to rate them below a 10 your ID should also be displayed that way you can no longer hide your identity and the fact you are a mean person. I personally do not feel i derserve a 10 everyone stops by and neither does anyone else but we do because we are nice!!!!!! Chris

John
I just copied and pasted this from my other blog... here is a link to the story http://www.kcra.com/news/16615673/detail.html As most you you have probably heard the events that happened over the night where my husband works has left us all saddened. At 9:30 last night Deputy Tony Diaz ( my husbands beat partner) responded to a DUI call. after a short chase the call ultimately ended with the suspect shooting Deputy Diaz in the shoulder. Deputy Diaz Died in the ambulance on the way to the hospital. If your thinking HOW could he have died from a shot to the shoulder. It severed his artery. Coroner said he wouldnt have made no matter what. he bled out. My husband spent his night on post in the pariemeter of the incident. We just found out this afternoon. My husband stood ALL night just 15 feet from where this POS person was hiding. Right now John is doing alot of what ifs. feeling like its his fault for not going to dunnigan with Diaz and choosing to go to knights Landing ins

Another Invisable Blog
Yesterday's Bit of Drama will not Happen Again.There are 423 on Friends List.If you have Displayed Friendship Towards me or The Kingdom of Wolves.You might have nothing to Gripe About.If your Lucky 150 will stay on Board this Circle of Aqaintences.Whom I Actually Concider a Friend.There are 302 Fans of this Amount 150 will Stay.There are 406 Fans of.It's up to you all to Remove me.I have Real Loving Family,mostly Kingdom Family.That means the World to me.Or Friends of Kingdom Fam.Or Friends that have Showed me a Great Friendship.Some of you have been Friends since the L.C. Days.You all have nothing to Worry about either.If you Wear a Heading that I Feel is Degrading like what Happen'd yesterday.Instead of a Shoutbox Conversation I'm just gonna Delete your Worthless Puke Ass.Simple,over an Done.As Friends all I Desire or need are Lovers of the Wolf.or Natives etc.If you Don't Admire The Wolf or the Natives(Indians)Get the Fuck Out.My Family an Friends who are Natives.Are The Best Most L

Silent Window
I am super busy in this hectic life, so please excuse my absence. I work two jobs full time, and then there is my children. I miss all my cherry tap friends, so feel free to email me and I will write you back when I get the chance. Hugs to Jamie! I miss you girly!!!! I woke up with a start this morning, no good morning, no Hello's, just the sound of two children out of control. A three year old with a mind of his own, whose words dig deeper, it's like a sinking stone, this thing, my heart. It's breaking each day, as I watch my grip on reality break away. The chill in the air, makes my body shiver, My mind is on what I have to deliver. A job, a home, a life that's so good. So I can prove to myself, what is right. I watch as they play, as they wrestle and fight. I hear the crying, the bitching, the lowdown, no good skeeming And I wonder, where do I belong? My heart it is bitter, My mind is raging made. It's like wild waters, breaking f

My Life
In May 2006, My husband and I had decided to try for a baby, the beginning of July I found out I was pregnant, In August my doctor had told me that my pregnancy would not be viable so we had to terminate it because it would everntually become a painful miscarriage. So we did that and since then we've been trying to conceive so today May 10, 2007 I took a pregnancy test and it was positive! I am so nervous, I just hope it does not turn out to be another miscarriage. ok well that's all and thanks for reading!

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Quotes
I've been thinking about quotes that have some sort of meaning to my life, though I use the term quote loosely. Sometimes it's a song lyric or a line from a movie, but sometimes it is something that someone has said. I'm starting this blog as a way to put down quotes to share with others, and feel free to reply with quotes of your own. If you decide to add a quote, please state who said it, if it's from a movie, state the movie it's from and if it's a lyric, the artist and song. "Life is what happens to you, while you're busy making other plans" John Lennon, song "Beautiful Boy"

Special Times
i really love it when people try to spite you by doing ass hole things tring to hurt you and it all comes down to one thing bitch i am the bigger prick of all you can not out think me so please give the fuck up before you get burnt you self rightous bitch their was a time in my life when all i could think about was parting .. now their is this little child in my life and all i can think about is spending time with her .. before she grows up . i had her about two weeks ago and my little one said daddy i want to ride my bike . so we took her trainning wheels off and of course the little lady feel and it scared me to death but she was so happy that her daddy spent time with and showing her how to ride a bike was one of the most happiest days of my life and i am sure i will have many more of them their was a time in my life when all i could think about was parting .. now their is this little child in my life and all i can think about is spending time with her .. before she grows up . i

Tool
Tool Sober Theres a shadow just behind me. shrouding every step I take. Making every promise empty. pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path of must we, just because the son has come. Jesus, wont you fucking whistle. something but the past and done. Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why cant we drink forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave. I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down. Mother mary, wont you whisper. something but the past is done. Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why cant we sleep forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center

Some Info About Myself
My Life In 200 Questions 200. My middle name is: david 199. I was born in: Tenn 198. I am really: bored 197. My cell phone company is: cingular 196. My eye color is: Hazel 195. My shoe size is: 11 194. My ring size is: I don't know 193. My height is: 5 foot 11 192. I am allergic to: Bees 191. I was born on: January 27th 190. I am annoyed by: Fakers 189. Last book you read: Berzerkers 188. My bed is: Queensize 187: One thing you hate about yourself: try not too 179. My favorite Holiday is: Halloween 178. The perfect kiss is: Heartfelt 177. The last three cd's i bought were: I don't remember 175. Are you living at home?: no 174. Do you have any siblings?: not really 173. Are your parents divorced?: yes 174. What did you do yesterday?: fixed some things around the house :::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In::: 142. Love at first sight? yes 141. Luck? yes 140. Fate? yes 139. Yourself? yes.

In Memory Of
Today marks 2 full year that my dad passed away from lung cancer....He entered the hospital Dec. 2004 and was never able to come home again passing away July 20th 2005, 2 weeks to the day after my 27th bday...We watched this great fantastic man fade away before our eyes... We were so happy..anyone guess which one is me? Christmas was always a fun time for us He loved his grandkids so much...Had nicknames for em all like...Wimpy Woo Woo(Brit), Wing Nut(Allen), Sarah Teapot(Savanna) and lil Shithead(bre)...lol I was and always will be Daddy's Lil Girl Was alw

What Should I Do?
Um ya......Where to start....I have been in a relationship with a guy for more than 7 years And there are attachments. You see he tells me he loves me and that he wants to come home but when I call him he can never talk to me. I don't know what the deal is. I don't know if I should hang on or let go. Some people come to me and say "You and (my boyfriend?) aren't together any more?". And I ask him why I hear this and he tells me he never said that . But why would I be asked that? What should I do? Keep him because I think too much? or dump him because he is lying to me? Please comment..Thanx

Interesting Check It Out This Might Be Intesting To You
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Bombs Away
Hey everyone, I hope your week is going well. This lovely lady needs your help. She's in 1st, and we need to hold the fort to keep her in first place... All bombers to the bomb floor now if possible... Just click on her pic, and you are there. I know if we all come together as a team, we can get this done. Here is Angels pic link: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=662923&i=3847493902# EVERY COMMENT COUNTS!!!! If you can, please help Angel-jen comment her contest...http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=662923&i=3847493902# Pay it forward....Please help comment on this pic to help Angel out!!! THANKS IN ADVANCE.

She Has A New Profile
She has a new profile and is trying to get back to where she was before. She is one of the coolest people on fubar if not the coolest. So go show this awesome lady some love. Rate, add and fan her. You will be happy you did. She is a great friend. So what are you waiting for? Go check her out. The link to her profile is below. Thank you everyone and have a great day. ~Ashley~NewProSameBitch@ fubar

Nsfw
Why do people make such a big deal about insisting this is an adult site and there shouldn't be a NSFW button?! I strongly believe that the NSFW button makes perfect sense.. Hello.do you know know NSFW means? Or do you just know that it gets on your nerves?! NOT SAFE FOR WORK..IS JUST THAT.. It doesn't mean we are any less of adults to have things specified as NSFW..but one..those of us that don't want to see others womens pussys up on our screen should still have just as much rights to the sites as those who want to put their pussys up on the screen.. and.. those who have access to the internet at work should be able to go on this site without their boss walking in and seeing others private parts up on their computer screen. Come on people..is it that much of an inconvenience to label things NSFW?? geez.. we are adults.. adults who have lives and don't just come on the internet to get off looking at someone elses pictures! okay.. I had my rant..have a nice day!

Sad To Find Out A Person You Invite To Your Home As Lied
I INVITED A PERSON INTO MY HOME , BECAUSE THEY SAID THEY WERE IN A SITUATION THAT WAS NOT GOOD . SO , OUT OF THE KINDNESS OF MY HEART , I INVITED THE PERSON HERE . HASN'T MADE ANY EFFORT TO GET UP OFF HER ASS TO FIND A JOB, BEEN ON THE COMPUTER 24/7 , GIVEN OUT MY PHONE NUMBER WITHOUT ASKING , SAYING I SAID IT WAS FINE AND I DIDN'T . I SUPPORTED THIS PERSON SINCE SECOND WEEK OF JULY . LIED ABOUT ME TO A FRIEND , STATING , I KICKED HER OUT FOR NO REASON , WHICH IS A LIE . I SAID SHE HAD TO LEAVE , BECAUSE I CAN NOT TRUST HER . HERE IN MY HOME ALONE , WHILE I'M WORKING FOR 8 HRS.

Tell Me
Tell me about the law of gravity that states anything that goes up must come down and i will introduce you to the law of aerodynamics that states that it is possible that something can go up and remain there. Before this year runs out, u shall find urself somewhere that u cant even bring urself down. Your blessings shall never come down, u shall never fail, the law of gravity will never work in your finances, business, family, all area of your life etc. Stay blessed. The devil is a liar. You may be going through a tough time right now but God is getting ready to bless you in a way that only He can. Keep the faith.

Let's Ride!
Hmmmm, well I am single again.....been asked out a couple times this week. Was suppose to go to a biker event with the club RKMCMD4, they are having a ball tonight. But it is across the bridge and didn't want to leave Bryan and go that far. So John thank you for asking me to join ur friends!!! Tomorrow going to get my saddle bags can't wait!!!! Talked to harley about the new exhust pipes.....shit I got approved for another bike...I was gonna get. More of a touring bike. If I had more experience I would go and get it but need to learn on this one first. And now that I have Chris to ride with, well when the weather permits now LOL, its alll good. Hugs my friends

George Carlin
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger thin

Moving Out Of Michigan
Well what can i say? I am finally moving out of Michigan. In roughly about 6 months I will be heading to Missouri to start my life over. I have to very dear friends down there to which I am thankful that I have them in my life. I will be looking to get back into the bar scene there and hold a day job as well to get my finances set up. I feel this is an opportunity of a lifetime to move on with my life and leave Michigan behind and the declining economy here. I have met some wonderful people there and cant wait to get there. I still have some unfinished business here that i need to tend to but once it is done i will be able to go. Chrissy and Eli you guys are the best. I couldnt have done this without you. Wish me luck!!! Ray Wow where do i start. As you all know i have been trying to find my son for a while now. 2 days ago I got a letter in the mail from Ohio stating that they have custody of my son. Apparently the My Ex and her husband were taking nude photographs of of

Liars And Two Faced People
This blog is not aimed at all of my friends. It is aimed at the ones who pretended to be my true friends when in all reality they were just fuckin playing games with my feelings and my mind. There is one person in particular that this is aimed at and she knows exactly who she is. I was being a real friend to her. I sat up nights with her on the phone many times because she was stressed out and couldn't sleep, or she was depressed, or because she just wanted to talk. Yeah I did that almost every night with her. And then I come to find out, she was just talking shit the whole time because she wanted to keep tabs on my husband. SOME FUCKING FRIEND YOU WERE MELISSA!!!! You didn't even have the damn guts to tell me that you didn't really want to be my friend. But I kind of figured because you always wanted to talk to my husband. Well everyone will know what kind of person you are when they read this. Yeah, I found out everything about your conversations with Jim. I am not a fucking st

Swinging
Is monogamy natural? For some couples it is. For others, monogamy results in a very unnatural, confining relationship. Many psychologists, counselors and other experts agree that for some couples, a more open relationship works, and works well. How is it that many people in our society who have never tried swinging will accept, forgive and sometimes even encourage a friend who is lying to their spouse and having an affair, yet judge a swinger as a bad person even when they participate in these activities with the total consent and participation of their mate. It seems to be a bit of a double standard. I have seen very few affairs and almost no divorces. It just isn't common in this lifestyle. When you enter a swing club for the first time, you may have many preconceived notions about what kind of people go to "these kinds of places." What you will find in most swing clubs will surprise you. Most swingers are nice, normal people, just like you. You probably already know someone who

Club Envy
The newest spot!!! And it's only getting hotter Click on the drinks above to Get yourselves on in here for a ROCKIN GOOD time !!! (repost of original by '~*~CloBaby~*~Bartender~*~Bar Dancer~*~Greeter@Club Envy~*~' on '2008-01-02 21:01:24') (repost of original by '*~HäyÐïï ßäßïï~*Manager @ Club Envy*~Fu Wife to my erica~' on '2008-01-02 21:03:52') (repost of original by '~*~CloBaby~*~Bartender~*~Bar Dancer~*~Greeter@Club Envy~*~' on '2008-01-02 22:56:10') (repost of original by '[[.dorkyliciouss.]]*[[FUwifey to haydii babii]]*[[rlgf to theman19]]*[[CO-OWNER]] of club envy' on '2008-01-02 23:54:09') (repost of original by '~*~CloBaby~*~Bartender~*~Bar Dancer~*~Greeter@Club Envy~*~' on '2008-01-03 00:36:37') (repost of original by '[[.dorkyliciouss.]]*[[FUwifey to haydii babii]]*[[rlgf to theman19]]*[[CO-OWNER]] of club envy

Excitement
Im so excited..and I just can't hide it. Im about to lose control and I think I like it! Well if you didn't read lastnights blog.. I won a 2005 Pontiac Vibe on ebay. It has 35, 000 miles..and is grey. I feel like a new momma.. wanting to show it off. So go look.. its in my default pics. I have moved up from minivan momma! So this morning, I was outside cleaning out my van.. ready to get rid of it. lol. Boy, all the junk in it. Anyways.. my new year resolution is to take pride in my vehicle..and to keep it spotless.

No Fucking Drama Allowed!!!!
This goes out too all my FUBARIANS out there friends and soon too be friends.Please do not shout out too me about your man problems or anything else IF you're just looking for drama between me and another FUBAR member.If I have posted this blog in error I apologize but but I have worked too damn hard too get the real life friends I can actually see and have a drink with come Friday night too fuck it up over some fucked up drama on here.Once again if I have posted this blog in error I apologize ..... (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) SINCERLY SMOKEDOG 777

Romancing The Four Sisters
I met the four sisters when I was young. Their mother welcomed me into their home. As I grew older I loved all of them, and discoverd the pleasure of being with each alone. The youngest, like a fresh breath, I would take her in the morning light. Her smell and touch was soft like, the flower she gave without a fight The second would bring fire to my soul with the juices of her fruit so sweet. And we would share the magic together far into the night. The next a little older, but as lovely as the other two. From the shadow she would come to me draped in red and gold I loved her for the gente way she aroused me. With her touch that was hot yet cold. The oldest also pretty her touch a little sharp. But the passionate chill she gave Left me wanting so much more And then would come the mother, she wore her years so well. She had only to whisper my name and I would dance into her core. Though I am now an older man and only just a lord. I can still romance

Looking For A 3 Sum Partner With Experience
So are there any nice gals out here who dont have a problem helping a fellow gal out? must be honest.. D & D free cause we are, must not smoke Must have self confidence and well nice breasts. YOu dont have to be a super model just be comfortable with yourself and want to make some new friends. My lover has a fantasy and I'd like to help him get it fulfilled!. So please ladies contact me and I can arrange to show you pics. Im not bi.. but he has a few other things he would like to see along with this fantasy, so if you are bi thats fine. Im willing to try, to make his experience the best for him and all involved. So if you are interested in helping stop by and say HI.

" Rip Torrey "
TORREY TODAY WOULD OF BEEN YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY 3/19/72 GOD TOOK YOU HOME BABY ON 3/14/97 NEVER WILL GET OLD SON YOU WILL BE AS YOU WERE BEFORE YOUR ILLNESS WE LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SON imikimi - Customize Your World FOR YOU SON I LOVE YOU MOM & BROTHERS KURT AKA OAK & ROWDY DALE & ANGEE YOUR SIS N LAW

The Rat Race
Once you work on something for some amount of time you usually want the outcome to be in your favor. Take me for instance. I've been in the army for 7 years, I'm good with ppl and don't really get into trouble.....I know my job, and I'm damn good at it. Yet all I seem to get is "You fucked up", or "You didn't do that right." I've been on three deployments. All I have gotten is a handshake. No awards saying that I have served my country, nothing, nothing at all. Shit I can't even get a fucking reach around, or have them use KY when they fuck me over. I'm sick and tired of striving in this life when all i get is.........nothing. Nothing to show for my hard work, and dedication to what i do and to what I love, and that is to the uniform i wear every day. The ppl that thank me everyday for serving my country is great, and I am greatful for it, but damnit sometimes you have to give credit where credit is due, and i'm on the deserving side of it.

Sexy..hot...wild
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Help Me Level Her Please.....
Come On Everyone!!! Party at... Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~@ fubar While There Fan, Add, Rate, Bling, Rate Her Stash, Pics Etc... Oh And Let's Make Sure Everyone Gets Shitfaced ;) She is 91 K From Leveling!! Remember when you needed help leveling.. she was there helping you.. along with the Shadow Levelers. So Let's Go Party At Her 'Place' lol Make A Mess! :P This Party Announcement brought to you by: ~ Echo Angel ~@ fubar & Wildly Purrrfect ~WildCat~@ fubar (repost of original by '~ Echo Angel ~' on '2008-04-13 22:15:55')

Let's Clear The Air....
For starters, I'm aware that this is cyberspace and not reality whatsoever but I needed to get some things off my chest. With that said, here goes..... I've met some great people on FUBAR that I may not have met otherwise. No, these aren't just people I chat with online. I actually have phone conversations with some and have traveled to meet others as well. THESE PARTICULAR PEOPLE MEAN SOMETHING MORE TO ME THAN JUST A BUDDY TO CONVERSE WITH WHILE I'M ONLINE. It's starting to piss me off that my kindness gets taken for granted. I will & have always bent over backwards to help a friend in need, or been there for someone that just needed to vent. Now it seems that not only was my kindness taken for granted but I've been made to look the damn fool. I didn't do this to name anyone specific, because this person will know exactly who they are. I do not under any circumstances, like to be lied to. I feel there is no reason to lie to someone that has always stuck by and put up with nonsense

Blog
well i just got back from TEXAS about a week ago,,,god i hate kansas,,,what a different world it is down there,,,i LOVED it,,,theres always something going on there in houston,,,next time im going down there 4 me,,,none of that FAMILY b-day crap,,,no taking mom down,,,{what a long trip that was},,,next time just me, and a better rental,,,no more minivans,,,im thinking mustang convert or a charger r/t,,,that poor old minivan just couldnt keep up with those crazy texan drivers..give me a real car ill fit right in,,,

41 Things That Make You Go Hhhhhmmmmmm?
1. If you throw a cat out a car window, does it become kitty litter? 2. If corn oil comes from corn, where does baby oil come from? 3. If there is no God, who pops up the next kleenex in the box? 4. When a cow laughs, does milk come out it's nose? 5. Why do they put braille on the number pads of drive-through teller machines? 6. How did a fool and his money get together? 7. If nothing sticks to Teflon, how do they stick Teflon to the pan? 8. How do they get a deer to cross at that yellow road sign? 9. If it's tourist season, why can't we shoot them? 10. What's another word for thesaurus? 11. Why do they sterilize the needles for lethal injections? 12. What do they use to ship Styrofoam? 13. Why is abbreviation such a long word? 14. Why is there an expiration date on my sour cream container? 15. Why do kamikaze pilots wear helmets? 16. How do you know when it is time to tune your bagpipes? 17. Is it true that cannibals don't eat clowns bec

Dear Mommy
Dear Mommy, I am in Heaven now... I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got close

She Beg's...........again
I'm dreaming. It's not entirely clear what the dream is, even while I'm in it; it's one of those hazy ones at the surface of sleep, but it's pleasurable, for certain. My nipples feel tight. Mmm, very tight. "Pet." Your voice is warm, and your hands are on my breasts, pinching. "Nrrf?" I mumble. My mouth feels sticky. "You're dreaming, pet." You start rolling my nipples around in your fingers. "Mrbgle... That feels nice." "You woke me up moaning." Your hands begin to trail from my breasts, up and down my sides. "m'sorry, Master." I wriggle a bit, hoping you'll go back to my nipples, but you shift on top of me, gently kneeing my legs apart. You're hard, and seem to have dispensed with clothing at some point in the interim. "Oooo, is this for me?" I rub up against your cock teasingly, feeling my wetness from the dream coat your length. In response, you press inside me, sighing contentedly at my warmth. My hips arch up towards you, and a satisfied grunt escapes my t

Master Darius..........part V
I woke with Master’s lips pressed to mine. “Wake up my slave it’s time to get up if we are to get to the theatre in time. I suggest we have something to eat now then go out for dinner after the show.” “That sounds wonderful Master,” I said and he went and fetched the room service menu from the dresser. We decided on coffee and cakes and Master rang down with our order. Getting out of bed, he pulled on his clothes and leaned down and kissed me. “You have permission to stay in bed while the waiter brings us our food.” “Thank you Master.” I was pleased that he was not going to make me greet the waiter naked. After a short while there was a knock on the door and Master went over and answered it. The waiter put down the tray he was carrying and stood there, obviously waiting for a tip. Master looked at him. “Would you like to see something interesting?” Without waiting for a reply Master came over to the bed and, in one fluid motion, pulled the covers

Master And Mistress
I had a dream about you again the other night. Not last night but the night before. I forgot because of everything thats going on. But here it is. I randomly showed up at your apartment. You answered the door and there I was standing there wearing a long buttoned up coat. You invited me in, you seemed confused. You took my hand and pulled me into your room. You started kissing me on my lips, on my neck. You held me tight. You took off my coat and what was underneath made you take a step back. I was wearing nothing but a red bra, red lace underwear and a garter belt. Which I find rather interesting since i have never owned a garter belt. Anyways, you smiled with this big devilish grin. You pulled me close and lowered me down onto the bed. You slowly unhooked my garter belt and pulled my panties off. You then spread my legs and started to lick my clit. Oh how good that felt. You nibbled it gently and inserted two fingers deep inside of me. I quivered with pleasure. You stopped and

Kittens Night For Master
I came home late after work last night and my kitten was ready for me. She sat kneeling on the floor by the door completely nude. She sat tall and straight waiting for my permission to move and my approval. I walked in and stood beside her. I patted her head and let her snuggle for just a moment. I walked down to the bedroom and dropped all my clothes and put on my bathrobe and a pair of boxers. I know that it is not glamorous, but it works to check the mail in when I need. I walked beck into the living room and sat down on the couch to watch TV. She looked saddened by my lack of attention. I slapped the inside of my thigh twice quickly and she dropped onto all fours and crawled across the room to me. She has nice curves and she is a pleasure to watch slink across a floor. She seemed to look much happier as she approached my lap. I spread my legs and my robe fell open. My cock hard hardened up nicely from watching her breast sway ever so slightly as she approached. She brought her h

My Blog
Never in a million years would you think I would be the legal guardian of anyone. Never in a million years would you think I would be the legal guardian of someone older then me. My mother went for surgery a few weeks ago, and long story short because of many different excuses they had to put it off for a week. When they finally did put the stints in (she has some blood clots in veins in her brain), every thing went fine. This was the third time she had it done. After the procedure, she started to feel dizzy and threw up. She had a very severe stroke.There was a lot of bleeding in her brain. As of Friday night, they didn't know if she was going to live. I've been back and forth to DC all weekend. As of Sunday night, they think she will live. They aren't sure, but that is what they think. She was breathing on her own for a little while, they've been back and forth between putting her on the respirator. On Monday, she could respond to simple commands. If you ask her to squeeze your ha

Get To Know Your Ghosts - Residual Haunt
The most common style of a human haunting is a residual haunting. A residual haunting is like having an impression made in time. The entity may seem to be lost in a time warp. The spirit really isn't even there, only the energy is. In most cases people may here screaming or crying due to the violence factor that may have caused this traumatic event to happen. People may also hear the sounds of footsteps walking on the stairs or through hallways. Typically the repeated event is whatever the person who left the energy behind did often or an significant event that they remember happening to them. It is almost like it the energy has become part of the dwelling that they once occupied on an every day basis. These haunting styles always seem to happen in the same place every time. There is usually very little you can do on this style of a haunting except make the family who is having these problems understand what is going on and explain to them that they are in no danger due to the

Why Does It Have To Be So Hard To Find A Soulmate?
Since march of 2008 i have been with this girl who at first treated me great. Now all she does is ignore me, wont cuddle, dont want affection, and now keeps telling me to leave and find someone else. So i am currently looking. If your out there please stop by and let me know...

Another Path In My Life
as i walk down the road and looks behind me and sees what life ha been and what life has 2 offer i see the happiness that life has to offer me ive gone from a very unhappy life to a life of love ,caring and gentleness a man who really loves me and doesnt try to change me accepts me for me and doesnt try to change that . I am the luckest woman in the world to have found this man Irocz i love you so much and thank you for coming into my life

I Don't Usually Do This Crap.
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Couch 2. Your significant other? Hell 3. Your hair? Blonde 4. Your mother? Demented 5. Your father? Tight 6. Your favorite thing? Fluffy 7. Your dream last night? Blank 8. Your favorite drink? Tequila 9. Your dream/goal? Content 10. The room you're in? Huge 11. Music? Electic 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Earth 14. Where were you last night? Work 15. What you're not? Sane 16. Muffins? Shaved 17. One of your wish list items? Rufus 18. Where you grew up? Newcastle 19. The last thing you did? Typed 20. What are you wearing? Dressing gown 21. TV? Rarely 22. Your pets? Fluffy 23. Your computer? Toshiba 24. Your life? Busy 25. Your

Through The Good And The Bad
The Feast by StarFields We swept into the sleepy town on wings of night; we were a rushing, a ferocious wind and we were hungry. Some felt us coming. Some amongst the fat and frightened sleepers raised their heads, their hooded eyes would try in vain to pierce the dark - as always, they would try to find a refuge in a fire, that is all they ever knew to have, to stand between them and the endless night, filled to the brim with life that wants to feast upon them, wants to sink its flashing teeth without a second's hesitation deep into their unprotected flesh and tear their worlds apart in a bright ruby sacrifice, a baptism of blood that ends their meaningless existence. But all the fires do is blind them further still and take away whatever chance they might have had to rise and flee, or to agree and find a balance, learn our ways and share our days and nights in some form that resembles an ecology - but they do no such thing, instead they quive

Just Gettin It Out My System
*this isn't about anybody on fubar* the name is carni,the next midwest lyrical demon books upon books with hidden scriptures of black magic have your body twitchin when i'm 3 states away not the mofo to fuck with, have so many untapped abilities got a family like no other that i'm ready to die for (haha if i could) think i'm ugly and stupid, well FUCK YOU, u don't know me don't like the way i act well quess what FUCK YOu i'm me and that's it, no point in changin just to make u happy got SP on the shirt don't know what SP is, well it's the next big thing finally th Super Producer and the Straight Jacket Psycho collide on one track breakin the lock on ur brain and lettin reality sink in what u thought u knew is about to change no gimmicks just facts the raps i spit with the beat they on will make your head spilt whoever said nice guys finish last is a damn lie been single to long got myself thinkin that i'm not good enough how the fuck are u gonna tell me no u

Friends
find me a woman thats real,find me a woman that's strong ,find a womn that's ooh so true, i got a pedistal to put her on, find me a girl sweet as could be, find me a woman that's young, find me a girl that's pretty,find me a woman that swears i am the one and try not to treat her shitty, find me a woman thats tough, find me a girl that's loyal, find me a girl that says she's the one and that's a girl i am going to spoil, cuz i have been waiting for way to longwhat's past is past what's done i can't unwind all said and done your the one for me she's my angel she's my lover she's my very best friend .... loyalty, trust, unconditional foundation builds bonds and relations. to make it in this life you gotta know who your friends are, some use words i prefer action, learn this leason don't stress friend can't be bought, it comes from the soul, giving respect. man lif eis a funny thing the ups and downs it steadily brings, the heart aches from chasing your dreams, i hope one day people would

2/28/1999...
I will always remember you... The holder of the first time, my lips touched any other lip... The first girl I ever care so much for... (not family) The first love of my life... Then you were gone... With you, was my heart my life before, and the person you loved... In exchange was all this hatred the path of darkness the relentless pain and a dead heart which all equaled to the man I am today... I don't blame you.. oh no... If only I didn't make you go in that car... Rest In Peace ARS, for no mater where you are... You will be with me...

Relationship
i was talking to a friend of mine and he is upset because he had a dream about his girl. The dream was that he was in a room and his girl was screwing someone in front of him. That morning he asked his girl if she was interested in sleeping with other people? She told him yes but not at the risk of lossing him. He asked me for advice. He wants to know if he should trust her. Can you guys help me give him advice.

The World Through My Eye
This is not a commentary on the issues and sunjects presented here. This is just the things I see in the news and in the world around me. So don't get your panties in a bunch if you think i am supporting or bashing some cause or subject close to your heart. Cause I'm not, my opnions aren't really voiced here.

Never Be Me Again
ALREADY I AM SADDENED AS YOU HAVE TOUCH MY LIFE SO DO YOU MAKE ME SAD LEAVING ISN'T THE ANSWER FAMILY STICKS TOGETHER ALWAYS SLAP ME DOWN FOREVER FALLING STAY WITH US CAUSE WE CARE I CAN NEVER BE ME AGAIN MY HEART IS DESTORYED

Thank You!
In all honesty I do not regret being on Fubar! I have met some wonderful friends that I now call family. You have all been there to an extent and I thank you all! But to those (who know who they are) you will stay in my life. No I am not deleting my account but I will no longer be on any where near as much. Those certain few will remain just as close as before and I can honestly say I love you guys! Enjoy your time spend it well and never loose hope! Catch you when I do get on I hope!

Con-crete
Your are now listenin to the most addicting music on the planetThe messages are Satanic, don't panicAhhh fuck it you might as wellSit back and relax as we transport your mind to hellBump that wicked shit, bump it twiceBurn your Holy Bible and renounce ChristLog onto Killmusick and pay the priceClick add to cart and you'll be hooked for lifeThis ain't no pussy ass mainstream musicIf your gonna hide any possible weapons, cause you might lose itSlaughterahs put on your black robesTurn up your stereo and bump The Black RoseTurn off the lights and light your candlesAs you bump that Devil music that the Christians can't handleFlip them subliminal message that puts your mind in a tranceAnd give praise to Lucifer the God of song and danceThis is thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickI spit thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickI've got thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickGo cop thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickThis is thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickI spit thatDevil, devil, devil,

*shocker* Fu Only About The Money! Lol
I actually find it somewhat reassuring to know that in this age of bailouts, cover-ups, excuses and apologies, one organization can be counted on to brazenly and unashamedly be ALL ABOUT THE MONEY!

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Boredom=random
Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?Date no, fuck yesWhen's the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?no ideaWould you smile at a stranger?do it all the time Is there someone mad, because you're talking to the person you are?aint talkin to no one so no.What exactly are you wearing now?tshirt and sweats How often do you listen to music?everydayWhere is your cell phone?right hereDo you wear jeans or sweats more?shortsDo you think your life will change dramatically before 2010?no unfortunately it will be the same ole bullshit Are you a social or antisocial person?social I guessHave you ever kissed someone whose name begins with an A?YesWhat about a K?YesWhat about D?YesWhat about M?yes Have you ever told someone you loved them besides your friends or family and really actually meant it?I did at the timeIf you could change your eye color would you?thats what contacts are for Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?Depends upon what they

The Game
Two sides meet, just another stage for all these games we play, grows worse with age, some learn love, others hate. the problem that lay far beneath risedes in the inner child. with age comes wisdom, respect and patience for those misguided. I say? Why Bother!

Will You Ever Know
I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my lifeand made me who I am.I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you arethat even on the darkest nightsyou are my brightest star.I don't think you will ever fully comprehendhow you've made my dreams come trueor how you've opened my heartto love and the wonders it can do.You've allowed me to experiencesomething very hard to findunconditional love that existsin my body, soul, and mind.I don't think you could ever feelall the love I have to giveand I'm sure you'll never realizeyou've been my will to live.You are an amazing personand without you I don't know where I'd be.Having you in my lifecompletes and fulfills every part of me.

Deleted Avatar ?? Why??
I got a notification yesterday that said they deleted my avatar because it did not follow the rules - it most like had bare chest, bra/bathing suit showing, bar skin, etc. So I click on the link to see what they were talking about. It was a poster that said, "I like to snatch kisses and vise versa" - Someone turned that in for not being safe for work. Now - it was not my profile picture. It was on my second page of pictures in my default folder. It was a neat way of informing others I am bisexual. I have seen MANY default folders as well as PROFILE pictures that have bare c*cks in them. I never turn them in even though they rightfully should be. Why? Because this is an ADULT site! I can be ADULT about it. I can either choose to ignore the pics, ohhh and ahhh over them, block the user, or simply get off of the page making a note not to return. But again, I am ADULT about it. Why people on Fu have to turn something they may not agree with in or why the people on Fu would find that offe

Yayyy
yay! I made my first blog. Saturday is my b-day im excited.. So buy me lots of gifts.. :) haha Jk.. Im going over to my moms and shes gonna make me some stuffed shells. I cant wait. i havent had them in sooo long . !!!! woot woot

Lady Ice
1. Good sex will make you stop what you are doing and make you change your plans. 2. Good sex will make you do shit you swore you never do. 3. What's good sex? It weather rain, sunshine, winter, summer or fall you gone get there on time in ah drop of ah dime when you receive that call. 4. Good sex is the only time you can beat ah girl pussy black and blue in dat minute you are done she turn to you and say she loves you. 5. What's good sex? Shit its when you to are done and you just lie in da wet spot and think about da further. 6. Good sex will make ah brotha feel good for weeks and his head and mind weak. 7. Good sex will make ah woman's legs shack raddled and shrivel from what you did to her. 8. Good sex will make you say shit you don't mean but Damn, it sounded good at that time. 9. Good sex will make ah ungodly man praise GOD all through da night. 10. What's good sex? It's the o

Another Plane Crash In Nyc!
I'm just posting this to disclose this blog it turned out to be nothing more than a regular plane crash although I heard a player for the NY Yankee died on the plane I'm not much in to baseball and I forget his name. R.I.P whoever you are. But point is there will be no more posts on this blog so. yeah This is the end of this blog so bye bye.

To All My Friends
and fat Once you read this letter you must send it to 14 people that you really care about including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then u are loved." nobody knows what they have until they loose it You never leave the person whom you love by the one u like, because that person who u like will leave you by the person whom they love Tonight right at 12:00am at night your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow be ready for the greatest shock of ur life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love by the next years. sends this to 15 people in 15 minutes. do it if you wanna know who ur real love is! I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you toni

Bad..? Me!?
Mmmmm k ., cfwg means : CRAZY FUCKIN WHITE GIRLZ now u know How bad are you?Have you ever stolen?:yepHave you ever cheated on a test?:yepcheated with someone else?:yepHow often do you use four letter words?:OFTENHow often do you drive above the speed limit?:sumtimesHave you committed vandalism?:yepHave you ever smoked?:still doTried drugs?:uh...yepPlayed strip poker?:yepTaken candy from a child?:nopeCrashed someone else's car?:nopeDanced naked in public?:nopeRan from the police?:yepSkipped class?:yepRun over an animal?:nopeWatched pornography?:everydayMade a prank phone call?:yepClick here to take this survey or find others at surveyspace.Click here to create your own.

Trust
DAD'S STORY On July 22nd I was in route to Washington, DC for a business trip. It was all so very ordinary, until we landed in Denver for a plane change. As I collected my belongings from the overhead bin, an announcement was made for Mr. Lloyd Glenn to see the United Customer Service Representative immediately. I thought nothing of it until I reached the door to leave the plane and I heard a gentleman asking every male if he were Mr. Glenn. At this point I knew something was wrong and my heart sunk. When I got off the plane a solemn-faced young man came toward me and said, "Mr. Glenn, there is an emergency at your home. I do not know what the emergency is, or who is involved, but I will take you to the phone so you can call the hospital." My heart was now pounding, but the will to be calm took over. Woodenly, I followed this stranger to the distant telephone where I called the number he gave me for the Mission Hospital . My call was put through to

Cheers To Everyone
My ernie is flying all the way from florida, to come and see me....I am so excited! The adreniline is rushing hardcore.....I dont think I have gone this extream meeting someone off the net before...so I am a little nervous....but we have been talkin for a long while...so its really cool. Anyways I need to get to sleep...I got someone commin in from FL to see me tommarow...Wish me luck y'all....;-) CRY BABY This real sexy guy, that alot of people prolly know of, Fuckaodoodledoo aka Ernie is comming to see me in just 7 days. Next Wednesday to be exsact. The 25th. I am pshyced...I am pretty much bouncing for joy...lol so I thought I would let everyone know how happy I am! Anyways laterz...lol †INFAMOUS CRY BABY†

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FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS - DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL NO CHEATING!!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN. 1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT. 2. Next to the NUMBERS 1 & 2, WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT. DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER? 3.

My Poem
Losing Sight The night is covered in blackness with a cold wind blowing, I can’t see anything there is no light to guide me, There’s no sound coming from anywhere to give me something to walk to, All I hear is the sound of my breathing which also leaves me and drifts into the darkness , The sound of my heart beating joins my breath as I begin to panic more, Afraid that I may never move for the fear of not knowing what lies ahead takes control, I fall to my knees my hands on my head gripping my hair in frustration not knowing what I should do, I let go of my hair and I cross my arms across my stomach feeling sick with the feeling of uselessness, The darkness fades away as I see myself and see how much stronger I look, I’m helping others I’m happy I look fearless and full of life, How can this be me while I stand alone in the darkness as I am now, Though I no longer hear the wind for the people talking to me over power it I feel it’s coldness, Everyt

My Poetry
Confused Im lying here wondering why I should even care. I wonder if he thinks I shouldnt be able to have a voice. But you see thats not the reason I moved here. It was because I was madly in love and because it was my choice. I was happy when I came to this place, as the days go by Im still in love but Im still quiet unsure I understand. Im confused about what or whom Im suppose to be. I just want to be able to please my man. Deep down I still want to be able to please my man. I thought we talked about any and everything that made sense. I truly miss the man I fell in love with on the phone. Maybe it is me and that in reality I really am just dense. Cuz i cant come to terms that Im so far away from home. I feel like Im under pressure all the time. Feeling like I have to walk on eggshells, so he doesnt get mad. So i usually turn my feelings an desires to paper and rhyme. Mostly Im very happy but occassionally I feel sad. I dont have anything to offer or gi

Dealing With Change
As I said in my last entry change is a good thing.....but it is also a very difficult one. Sometimes I feel that not everyone understands that. Most people feel like I should be able to just snap my fingers and move on with my life. IT IS NOT THAT SIMPLE. So I am going to lay it out in the open one last time for everyone to undertand, you will either get it or you wont, nothing more to say. I am 23 years old and I was in a very long and drawn out relationship for seven years. (That means I was 16 when we got together) I had never been on my own. I had never had to try to support myself, let alone try to support myself and a child. I had never known what it is like to live alone and sleep in an empty bed. But I do now. And it is hard. And yes I am scared, and yes I am sad, and confused, and sometimes angry. Because i do not know what I am doing from day to day. I am living in the momemt trying to make it for my son. And it is going to take me awhile to adjust. Like a good friend of m

Random Events
So thursday I was planning to go in and get a Prince Albert piercing, or to at least go talk to the piercer. For anyone that doesn't know, a PA goes in through your urethra and comes out just behind the head of a penis. Well I got impatient, and went to see the piercer today, and he did it on the spot as a walk in. Anyone who has piercings knows they hurt to an extent...you're getting a piece of metal shoved through you...but this was surprisingly easy. He pierced it at a 12g and immediately stretched it to a 10g to help reduce the bleeding over the next few days, hopefully I can get a few pictures to show it off =)

Cherry Love
Hey ya'll thanks for checking out my Blog... I need ya'll to show my girls some MAD CherryTAP Love... Check out thier profiles below! Rate em' Comment em' Help these girls out! JoanneM765~ http://cherrytap.com/user/345062 Sheerlace~ http://cherrytap.com/user/439731

Metaphysical Ramblings
I've always been a firm supporter of the infinite power of the mind and to that end I have several basic fundamental principles which have been my guiding force and temperance through many avenues of my existence... "Think a thing to be a thing, and it shall become a thing; get others to think likewise and it will be realized sooner" I have found that this simple principle is the truest of all reality bending techniques within my repetoire....and with a confident and unwavering belief in a thing, you will find that many doors open up to you....I have found by application that this prinicple applies in multiple ways and layers, hence the generic nature of the non-exacting "thing". For instance on a simplistic level If one were to think that something bad was going to happen then you are in fact giving energy and positive reinforcement to the universe that it is your will and that in turn encourages said bad thing to occur with a greater probability....or on a different extreme, if one

Just
is it or is there some big preset line that eveyone takes but don't konw? or do we realy make it? if so why is all our names not gates? or cloney? pitt ext....? i guess life is.... just is..... this life!!!!!! You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Important Message From Project Playlist
IMPORTANT: We are aware that some people are getting error messages on their myspace players. We moved all players to a new server and these messages will come and go throughout tonight (Tuesday). Please be patient. Your playlist is NOT broken and will work fine shortly. Check the news section for updates.

Join Me
Ok so last year i was in a car accident they said was my fault now i just got my car back about a month ago now this lady at work hit my car today but good thing she told me so now i might not have my car again for a few months this sucks. In this hall of shallow remorse I live Feeding on your anger, Living on your pain Gathering all your greed Your soul is lost in possession, In the shadows is where it is stash. In those painful memories, I remember The innocence that I have lost Hate me with all that you are... So I could hate you with equal fury I am in anger, I live in hate... I am the evil thrown in haste. Call out my name, It's an illusion as it spells... It is black as I loomed over, My soul is out and blank Can't you see, I'm lost forever? I will give you precious immortality Just show me that you need me The crystal, clear vile of your blood is in my hands I'll drink yours, you drink mine... COME, JOIN ME IN THE DARK.

Other
I'm starting to see a trend how birthdays really sux ass. Its probably just me. loser i know. Last 3 yrs every b-day has somehow gotten to be more worthless than the last. Still didn't get to go out to do anything again. Just gonna give up on the whole thing since really what is it anyways? Its just another damn day. Only decent thing i learned today is that my so called best friend is actually a hypocrit. When ya got plans to go out and party or just go to the bar to down a few and shoot some pool; its ok for him to dis ya and say he is not in the mood to now go out or just not answer his phone. Its like what the fuck? We have been planning on doing something but now you don't want to. So for the past 2 weeks we have been sayin that we were gonna do some stuff today. Well yesterday he gives me some bullshit answer that he isn't really sure if he wants to do anything today cause its been a bad week. Then today I talk to him and said that i'd like to get a bite to eat and just hang

A Letter To All The Troops Who Fight For Our Freedom.
Wherever you may be serving, whatever you may be doing, I want to tell you that we appreciate your efforts. You volunteered to join the military in service to our country, and you are making a selfless sacrifice to help others in so many ways you may not even realize. While this country has more than its share of complainers and critics, we also are blessed with many fine, courageous, and heroic citizens such as yourself. Your service to this nation is often hard, thankless, and frequently goes unnoticed by the very people you are serving, but you do a magnificent job of "keeping on" in spite of the difficulties. Especially, I want to specifically express my heartfelt gratitude to all who are serving in Iraq, Afghanistan, and other war-torn regions of this world. Under the most terrible and trying circumstances, you perform to the best of your ability, often facing situations that require you to make instant life-or-death decisions that you know could result in recognition of your hero

My Novel
Okay, you all know the deal with the love scenes...sex is more extreme on paper, so if you get offended easily I suggest you meander around the children's section instead of reading my scene.... Also a word to the men in my life who are reading this....this is not men's porn, this is for the ladies. It is not meant to be vulgar...it is supose to be flowery, so if that sort of thing makes you gag, just don't read it. I don't think you will gag though, so you may want to read it! *** "Milord." William turned to find his wife taking to the stairs behind him. He stopped to let her catch up to him. "What are you doing up at this hour milady? You should be abed." The troches in the tower made deep shadows dance off her golden skin. Her chestnut hair was pulled up in loose curls, a few escaping their captive hold. He smiled as she looked up at him from the step below with a smile on her swe

Funny Bulitens! ^_^ Lmao
70 Ways To Tell You've Been Online Too Long 1. Tech Support calls "YOU" for help. 2. Someone at work tells you a joke and you say "LOL". 3. You watch TV with the closed captioning turned on. 4. You have called out someone's screen name while making love to your significant other. 5. You keep begging your friends to get an account so "we can hang out". 6. Three words: Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. 7. You've even gotten on an airplane just to meet some folks face-to- face. 8. You have to get a 2d phone line just so you can call Pizza Hut. 9. You go into labor and you stop to type a special e-mail to let everyone know you're going to be away. 10. You have a vanity car tag with your screen name on it. 11. You no longer type with proper capitalization, punctuation, or complete sentences. 12. You have met over 100 AOLers. 13. You begin to say "heh heh heh" instead of laughing. 14. When someone says "What did you say?" you reply "Scroll up!" 15. Yo

Dreams
It was but yesterday we met in a dream. You have sung to me in my aloneness, and I of your longings have built a tower in the sky. But now our sleep has fled and our dream is over, and it is no longer dawn. The noontide is upon us and our half waking has turned to fuller day, and we must part. If in the twilight of memory we should meet once more, we shall speak again together and you shall sing to me a deeper song. And if our hands should meet in another dream, we shall build another tower in the sky.

Sandy Beaches~
the sandy beaches & ocean breezes flowin thru my hair, brings memories of days long past livin life w/out a care. past dreams of one day walkin hand in hand w/ that special one, still find there way thru my mind as i walk the beach alone..~~~Denise

The State Of Hip-hop
This is my personal assessment of Hip-Hop as of 2-28-06 1. Is Hip-Hop Dead? Personally, I think Hip-Hop is alive and thriving. Hip-Hop influences more of society than any other form of music ever has. From albums, downloads, to ringtones Hip-Hop is always the leader in sales. As far as trends go, Hip-Hop is like a constant Halloween! If Jay-Z is drinking thousand dollar champagne, we are trying, too. If Lil Wayne is rockin Bathing Apes, then we are trying to rock Bapes, too. If Young Jeezy is wearing T-shirts with a snowman, then we are trying to wear T-shirts with a snowman. Is it right? Thats a whole different discussion. I'm just presenting the facts. The fact is Hip-Hop is the most influential art form today!!! 2. Which coast needs to be brought back? East or West? Are you serious? Both coast had damn near decade plus reigns at the forefront of Hip-Hop!! a. First, I constantly hear and read people saying that someone needs to bring New York back!! Well Jay-Z

A Little About Who Bearswife2007 Is............
Hi All! So now that I have actually accumulated friends that actually look at my profile (unlike myspace) I will start with thank you all for your comments (pics, adds, etc) There may be some of you that I have missed, and I just wanted y'all to know, that if you comment me and I don't necessarily get back to you right away, give me time, please! I created this profile during my spring break, however spring break is over tomorrow. I will be graduating with a AAS in Criminal Psychology (yes just like CSI) and I am taking over full time, so I may not necessarily have much free time over the next few weeks, but I WILL comment, if you would like a comment sooner, please send me a message, shoutout, or IM me at Bearswife2007@yahoo.com you may also add me to yahoo messenger! With that said......a little about me, I am a 25/yr old girl, born and raised in Michigan, just reciently spent 4 months in Oregon with my fiancee, when I had to come back to Michigan to finish my last semester

Friends
Hey there what have you all been up to me nothing to much but here is my number for you all to get ahold of me it is 919-723-6835 that is my cell phone number right now and i will get to all of you when i am able to get on when i am not working and haveing some problems and there is going to be some more pics and ultra sounds on my pics and i am 2 months which is 8 weeks pregnant now and i am trying to take care of it hey well here goes friends are suppose to be there for you no matter what and is suppose to keep their promises and do what it takes to keep the friendship... But now days it seems to me like friends are not the ones they are suppose to be and it is hard to know who is real and which ones to believe and then you think that you know them and they wont hurt you are use and the ones that you will or you think would do it doesnt they are actually the ones who care about you and everything like that... and then you see someone that you know that you like and you would want to

True Story!
BLACK ROBBERS-True Story By far the best email I’ve read so far… And it’s a true story… On a recent weekend I Atlantic City, a woman won a bucketful of quarters at a slot machine. She took a break from the slots for dinner with her husband in the hotel dinning room. But first she wanted to stash the quarters in her room. I’ll be right back and we’ll go to eat,” she told her husband and carried the coin-laden bucket to the elevator. As she was about to walk into the elevator she noticed two men already aboard. Both were black. One of them was tall…very tall…an intimidating figure. The woman froze. Her first thought was: These two are going to rob me. Her next thought was: Don’t be a bigot , they look like perfectly nice gentlemen. But racial stereotypes are powerful, and fear immobilized her. She stood and stared at the two men. She felt anxious, flustered and ashamed. She hoped they didn’t read her mind but Gosh, the had to know what she was thin

You Scored As Sex God. You Are A Master At Sex. You Make Your Partner Weak In The Knees, And You Know It. You've Had The Practice, And You've
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God65%A Slave To BDSM65%A Romantic55%Virgin33%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

It's Not Over
Word spoken in anger, like a dagger thrown, tearing into your heart, crashing through the bone, words are like diamonds, they never fade away, can we trust as before? will it reappear someday? what we must ask is if the risk, is worth another try, should we just walk away? when I told you that I loved you, every word was true, I forgive we can forget, put the past away It's Not Over... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

'rockin In Paradise'
someone came to my page and asked me to write them a poem.but to be honest with you all,if i am not in love,my heart is simply not in it.but anyways,here is one from long ago that i wrote that i have never shared. "ROCKIN IN PARADISE" Kissing you sweetly,holding you tight; Make love to me slowly,the rest of the night. Tingles and chills,from your head to your toes; The look in your eyes, before you let go. Words that i whisper,into your close ear; The heat that consumes me,as our bodies draw near. Touching that tickles,from love and not hate; The sounds of the love,we slowly create. Arms that now hold you,from fear and not fright; I'll never feel lonely,with you in my sight. The feelings we share,the words that we say; Beautiful memories,bring in a new day. I fall asleep inside you,never wanting you to go; A love that controls me, my words.... must surely.... show..........

You Should Know..... News Stuff
This is the short version: cocoa mulch contains a substance that is dangerous, even lethal, to dogs when ingested. It smells good, so attracts dogs, who will eat anything, including this mulch. Don't use it! If you want a sweet smelling mulch, use cedar. Even if you don't have pets, someone else's pets could possibly eat it it. ************************************************** Read below for more info and sources. I sent this as an e-mail last year. I sent this out last year after someone in my rescue group passed it along. It's spring and people are probably starting to think about working on gardens, so it's worth sending again. :) If you want to know more about it or what to do if your pet ingests it, the first link is the Snopes link, but the others are Hershey, ASPCA, and another dog site. http://www.snopes.com/critters/crusader/cocoamulch.asp http://web.archive.org/web/20031013173740/http://www.aspca.org/site/News2?page=NewsArticle&id=12729 http:

Ranting
the people I really want to talk to on messenger want to talk to me? When they do want to talk to me then I'm never here. I figure what is the point of having messenger at all. No one really talks on them Also the only time most of them IM me is if they are horny and think they can get some from me. Even though they know for a fact that I WONT give it to them. FUCK MESSENGERS!!!! /end rant

Broke Cherry
Good afternoon everybody that reads this. I'm posting this so that ya'll can get to know me a little bit. Fist of all my name is immanuel and i'm a student living in holland and hope to graduate and get the hell out of this country one day. When i first joined this site or community whatever you call it i wasn't very hopefull that i would get in contact with poeple especially with the lady's. Up to now things are going well, butt something is bothering me. the thing is I see all these nice lady's butt i can't come in contact with them because i live all the way overhere. that's frustraiting. If one of you nice lady's read this. ya'll understand what i'm talking about i want to really get in contact with some nice lady's exchange e-mail addreses chat i little you know.So my messagebox is open i don't discriminate and i don't obligate so untill we meet again xxx to all the nice lady's on cherrytape

Contests
CherryTAP Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! Ravenhair member is Stepped away remove friend subject: I am in a Blast Contest. Please Help me friends and fans. date: 2007-04-11 08:36:05 I entered The Free 30day Mother’s Day Giveaway is about to begin, it will start at 6pm Pacific Time on Thursday April 12th 2007.It ends May 13th, Mother's Day at 6.p. Pacific Time. I would be ever so grateful for your ratings and comments on my pic for this contest. The Grand Prize is a 30 day blast Second Place is a 7 day blast Third Place is a 3 day blast Fourth Place is a 1 day blast So pleaseeeee start tomorrow evening giving me comments and rates. I love you my friends and fans. For those that help me I will be doing something special for you in a few weeks. Hugs to all. The contest will be scored in the following manner: Grand Prize winner will be decided by number of comments plus 10 pts for every rate as well (minimum 20000 comments needed) Second Place will be the person with the second

Clowns
Hey everyone, just to everyone know that we are moving to Texas next week. We got great job offers and arent going to pass them up. We arent sure how often we will be able to check CT so leave us a message and we will do our best to respond in a timely manner. hey every one well dont know what to say but if anyone is intrested wwe has a good match tonight hbk vs cena but yah talke to u guys later fuck myspace

Alone
you think ur the only one who hurts dont you? u think that ur the only one who had cried? baby ive cried more times then u know. ive cried the nights i sat alone and wondered where u left out to. ive cried the nights that darkness fell on empty words. on the nights that i said i love u and tired to shair that love and got nothing back ive cried. to show someone u mean what u say is to really do it and stay that way. promises mean nothing when they r empty i know bc so many of urs were that way and i cried. so as hard as it is to say bye i must. and believe me ive cried. lettin u go isnt easy lettin life go on without u is hard but i feel at this time in place i must let it happen. some day we may meet again and once again fall in love and maybe that someday we will live happly ever after.

Juss Sum Stuff
to all dem jealous Bitches!! Notorious from head to toe, Naughty as hell but I AINT no hoe, u aint worth ma time and can't take ma place, so if you got sumthinig to say, Bitch!say it 2 ma face. I play mah game like monopoly I dare ANY Bitch to land on ma Property, Bitchy? Yeah..I might be slighty... cuz I don't kno how to say FUCK YOU politely Bitch did I just hear you talkin? Yeah, dats right..keep on walkin. 4 dem hoez tryin 2 take ma spot, I got 3 words 4 you..I think Not When Bitches brin Shyt, I'm far from da Calmest.. I aint gun slap u Ima fuck u up *dats a promise* Callin me a bitch? I kno..I kno. But in the words of Ludacris, UZ A HOE juss cuz I flirt dont mean ima hoe unlike you I kon how to say no 2 all da girls starin in ma direction damn Right Bitch ENVY DIS PERFECTION!!! Damn right im fine,sexy, I got hella money Me jealous of you?? HAHA ur FUNNY!!! 2 all da haters:do what you do I aint gott no mo time 2 waste on YOU!!! THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICU

The Condemned
The story and plot for this movie is good. A true "Survivor" reality show where the contestants have to kill or die. The characters are not really developed very much. The action, when you can tell what is going on from the crappy camera work, is decent. Stone Cold Steve Austin is his usual nasty, devil may care badass good guy. Vinnie Jones furthers his stereotyping as a nasty badass bad guy. If you have a couple of hours to waste and the price of a matinee ticket, go see it. If not, wait for cable to show this one.

Its A Wonderfull Morning
Its a wonderfull morning with all that can be happen...Dreaming of sweet feelings and sweet sensation everything is great i have a kind and gental man that loves me and i love him and i have 3 wonderful kids that i love more than anything in this world... Then i have other family that is always there for me and we all love each other My kids and my sweet heart of a man make up my life with the joy i have of watching my kids grow up and the love that him and i share with each other its just all around great! im closeing i just wanted to get something off my chest and i did talk to u all laters ~*Mandie*~ feel free to rate and comment

Your Next Breath Could Be Your Last :(
it always hurts to lose a loved one so please do me a huge favor and tell the ones you love that you love them each and every chance you get! this song goes out to my uncle Bob (Boyd) of whom passed away on May 31st this year :( i already miss him soooooooooo much. life won't be the same w/o him!

Comedy You Want To Read
a little something like Go Down Moses EXPLICIT LYRICS go down, belt line, way down my rear end man' tell 'er better let my trousers go. we looked at her webcam and what did we seee? let my trousers go. A hot sexy dancer showing her puh see. let my trousers go. go down, belt line, way down under my can, tell her better let my trousers go. she grabed several dildos, and showed em all ta mee. let my trousers go. then sucked what i chose, man i really need ta pee. go down, belt line, she seen my little man, tell her better let my trousers go. it stood to attention oh damn i need ta pee. let my trousers go. she slipped in a dildo and said that it was mee. let my trousers go. go down belt line down round my ankles man. tell her better let my trousers go. the pulse in my manhood wasn't helping mee. let my trousers go. she screamed in the mic and it almost deafend mee. let my trousers go. go down cam girl she came to my own cam. tell her better ... MAN I NEED TO GO!

Clever Signs
Sign over a Gynecologist's Office: "Dr. Jones, at your cervix." ****************************** In a Podiatrist's office: "Time wounds all heels." ************************** On a Septic Tank Truck in Oregon: "Yesterday's Meals on Wheels" ************************** At a Proctologist's door: "To expedite your visit please back in." ************************** On a Plumber's truck: "Don't sleep with a drip. Call your plumber." ***************** ********* At a Tire Shop in Milwaukee: "Invite us to your next blowout." ************************** At a Towing company: "We don't charge an arm and a leg. We want tows." ************************** On an Electrician's truck: "Let us remove your shorts." ************************** On a Maternity Room door: "Push. Push. Push." ************************** At an Optometrist's Office "If you don't see what you're looking for, you've come to the right place." **************************

To My Lil One, A Daughter I Shall Never Know Again
I remember your smile and your laugh Everytime you asked for me. I remember your arms wrapped around As you called me Daddy. Its hard to imagine you else where now But its something i must do. You may not be in my life And im not suppose to think of you. But i cant help but look at your picture And be reminded of how much i love you. You are no longer a part of my life Your mom now is someone elses wife. Maybe one day you will remember me. And all the things i would have liked to be. But if you dont, i dont blame you. There was nothing i could do. I just wanted you to know Even though you cant hear me. I do still love you.

One Question
One Question a quick question ONE QUESTION.. Ok, I had this sent to me and I thought it was cool. If you dont want to do this, no biggie! I thought I would post this and see what happened. Question.... 1 question. 1 chance. 1 answer. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any one question, no matter how crazy it is. ANY 1 question!! Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I promise to answer it truthfully. The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you.

Once Again...
Oh shit! I’ve done it again... Too little of me For all of these men Attention I like A skank I am not When I get overwhelmed I claim I forgot To call which one back? Hell I don’t know! Can you not read? Doesn’t it show? My crazy ass Can’t seem to keep track Of my many “friends” Who admire my back Ironically, though I don’t have to kiss Touch or have sex For them to want this Poisonous female They just don’t see coming I don’t ask for much So why give them loving? Admiration I crave Sex I do not I have one to turn to When I start to get hot Down in my pants You know what I mean Don’t try to act Like YOUR mind is clean! A little girl with Hopes and dreams Internally she screams Loneliness that Runs so deep That they refuse to see Loneliness she came To know As she grew it would grow Soon a teen She self-destructs So young, turning corrupt What did they give her? Banishment! The ones who define demen

Chronicles Of A Goat Witch
Hope was a drifting leaf, too light to fall, too crisp to float forever. Thick brittle veins coursed through broken edges. Browned from the sun, no longer alive. But not yet dead. It was up to the wind, if the leaf died, or soared. Here she stands, 10 feet tall on her knees. She is impervious, she is bold like merlot on white carpet. Not easily bleached out or faded. No, not her. She is bold, intelligent, risque. She knows all too well the actions of others, jaded by societies' concepts of liberation-the acts of drinking and drugging rather than freeing one's mind. Jaded, however, she is not. She has loved the greatest love of her life, and like a greasy sausage falling from the countertop, it's dirty and thrown away. She still wants it, hungry for Him. But it is gone. She cries herself to sleep, staring at a popcorn ceiling, making out His face in the dark. At 3 in the morning. At sunrise. She reaches out for Him, fingers touching the empty space. The Witch

Blog Dam It
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Kelsey's Purpose
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W3tgmja41NQ This little girl's family needs prayers.She was taking from her mom cause of child abuse then she was placed with here Grandma. the judge gave her back to here mom & then her Stepdad Michael Lee Porter kick her In the stomache & she died. the father came home from the war to bury his daughter. Please this family need prayers. go to this wen site & check it out please. http://kelseyspurpose.org/forums/index.php Help stop child abuse

Err - I Think I Need To Do Something.....
apparantly my albums are full or i've uploaded my limit on pics ive always resisted uploading a salute pic dunno why - just have i've also noticed that i haven't shifted points since reaching the level im now at do i have to post a salute pic to get things moving again ??

Twisted Me!
Well I decided to say hello to everyone and say that I am excited to be a part of the fubar family. I am 31 yrs old and a lover of nature. I am divorced and happy about it because I could not imagine spending another second of my life with that man. I am a very outgoing person and I am a nurse and a financial analyst. I love my work and I am a nut for numbers so anything accounting related is right up my alley. I don't yet have many friends here on fubar but I plan to change that very soon. As well as get a VIP account and show some 11's love to everyone who has helped me get this far and showed me the ropes. Well since it is 1:51 am I will keep this short but I plan on adding a lot of interesting things to my blog to keep my readers interested...lol..huggggs to everyone and take care..xoxoxo

Moving
Me and Just Shizzle are moving with one of our good friends DjFawn. We are having major problems with money at the moment but hopefully we get everything took care of. As of tomorrow me nor Just shizzle will be able to get on the net or use our phone. My husband left us with no money, no food, or anything. Any way I hope everyone keeps happy and keeps us in you're prayers. I LOVE YOU ALL, Trista We are in Illinos now and doing good. We are hoping to get up on our feet very soon and be self suficante. Any way, we hope everyone is doing good and let me know what's going on. *Hugs* Trista

People's Choice Powerstation
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Fuckin Wicked
ok so i work like every fuckin day and i love it but i met this guy..... and he knows who he is....(chris)haha... and it blows because i like talking to him and i work nights.....and that is like the only time i can talk to him and it really sucks.... because he works during the day... please people give me some advice.... much love **Bridgette** ok so i was out tonight havin a beer with some of the guys from work cuz i had a bad night at work... so we go chill... knock back a few and are havin a good time.... when this drunk ass fool gets all up in my shit and starts fuckin disrespectin me to my fuckin face, u know sayin all this shit how im not good for ne thing but cleanin and my purpose in life is to get pregnant and pop out a few kids then die... and so on and so on..... well when all of this was happenin my "Big Brother" was sittin right next to me....and u know what he did NOTHING........... he sat there and laughed while i was fuckin crying because i had such a

Hackers
Another one got caught today, it's all over the papers. "Teenager Arrested in Computer Crime Scandal", "Hacker Arrested after Bank Tampering"... Damn kids. They're all alike. But did you, in your three-piece psychology and 1950's technobrain, ever take a look behind the eyes of the hacker? Did you ever wonder what made him tick, what forces shaped him, what may have molded him? I am a hacker, enter my world... Mine is a world that begins with school... I'm smarter than most of the other kids, this crap they teach us bores me... Damn underachiever. They're all alike. I'm in junior high or high school. I've listened to teachers explain for the fifteenth time how to reduce a fraction. I understand it. "No, Ms. Smith, I didn't show my work. I did it in my head..." Damn kid. Probably copied it. They're all alike. I made a discovery today. I found a computer. Wait a second, this is cool. It does what I want it to. If it makes a mistake, it's because I screwed it up. Not because it do

Am I Alone
Am I Alone? I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

Health Update
I have been to my local hospital to see my consultant today for the first time regarding my carpal tunnel syndrome. I had various tests on my arms and hands, but I have been referred for nerve conductivity tests because my consultant could not say 100% that my problems are carpal tunnel related. There is a slight doubt that it could be caused by arthritis though even this he could not be sure about. I have been told that I will have to wait between 2 – 8 weeks for my latest tests, but would be able to have decompression surgery on my wrists if that what is needed fairly soon afterwards. My operations will not take place at my local hospital but in Hexham. This will mean that instead of travelling 2 miles, I will have to travel 25 miles for my ops. To be honest I am not bothered about the distance rather I would have them sooner than later. Today I have been given an appointment to attend the Neurophysiology Department at Newcastle General Hospital for my nerve conduction st

Happy Endings
Do you ever think all this is not real like it's all just a dream you think you might have a connection with someone you've been talking to them call one another on the phone hang out you think all good then you deside to ask them out you want to be with them you know start something be happy be in love and they say i like you only as a friend nothing else and your just crused because you thought they were the one because you felt so happy when you were with them and now thats gone it like how can you still be friends it hurts every time you look at them it like what do i say what do i do how do you talk to this person after you put every thing on the line then you think when is it going to be my time my chance for happiness and if this is all just a bad dream when will i wake up when will i have my happy ending... to be continued

Xmas Time!!!
Soooo I am going on leave here Saturday to go back to IL and it be nice to see that I leveled to 15 (it's 25,000 pointz) sooo it be nice to see that you guys did whatever it took to help me level since I wont be on much till I come back to GA from leave! Wish you all the best holiday! Rob

A Poem For Those Apart
if i could wish upon a star, i'd wish to be right where you are, to give you love and not let go, to tell you how i love you so, to keep you safe n make you smile, to show affection all the while, if i could have my wish come true, i'd wish to spend my life with you. i could fight but i won't try, i know we'll never say goodbye, I swear i'll love you til i die, you are all i live for, yes i could try to pretend, make you think that this could end, but i wont cos ur my best friend, yes you are all i live for, i might not be there by your side, i won't deny the tears i've cried, but there's so much love here inside that i could never let go, understand how it's hurting me, know that you are all i need, i don't ever want to be free, cos u are all i live for.

In Love Nad Pregnant....
I AM FINALLY PREGNANT AND ALMOST 17 WEEKS! NO ONE EVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD ACTUALLY CARRY THE BABY PAST 8 WEEKS AND I HAVE!!! WORDS DONT EXPLAIN HOW HAPPY I AM!!! ME AND MY MAN ARE DOING GREAT AND HIS IS SO HAPPY THAT WE ARE HAVING A BABY TOGHTER, HE HAS A DOUGHTER SHE IS 5 AND SHE IS MY WORLD. I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT HIM I HAVE FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE WHO LOVE ME AND WANTS TO BE WITH ME. HE TREATS ME SO GOOD! THIS IS WHAT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED AND I HAVE FINALLY GOT IT AND I WILL NEVER LOSE IT. YES WE HAVE OUR PROBLEMS BUT WHO DONT TRUE LOVE ALWAYS WORKS IT OUT RIGHT? HOPEFULLY WE WILL FIND OUT THE SEX OF THE BABY REAL SOON SO I CAN LET EVERYONE KNOW....TILL NEXT TIME

Freakin Men
my poor lil man was sick i felt so awful when he cries i dont know what i can really do for him he is my special lil man he is so sweet and he is muh poor poor baby and him and my other two kids are the reason i keep going on and think why is life so great and i think of them then i feel bad when its time for his shots:( Why do some people think its easy to just stop something and pick back up and get it started again why cant they wait until u get done with one thing and move on to the next why do people like to say there are u friends and turn around and stabb u in the back when u need them the most they arent there i wonder why they even consider themself ur friends i dont understand why someone that says they are ur frineds turn there backs on u

911~help Out!911*
I am offering up a free gift of an animation or morph of your chosing. To get it you must leave 400 comments here: and then send me a fu-mail letting me know you've done that! ***you don't have to leave all 400 comments in 1 day!*** ***IF YOU DON'T FU-MAIL ME, YOU WON'T GET YOUR ANIMATION!*** Leggs*Sarge's Bad Girl*Stiletto Girl*FuSista Co-Mngr*Sisterhood@ fubar Please help these two sexxy ladies out in their contest they have a buncha comments to go so drop by and leave a few every chance you get.Hell they were even trying to pay folks to comment so give um a hand! CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER h

Bel12702's Fubar Blog
EveryDay Love A Poem by: Lisa EveryDay Love is unconditional. Offers comfort and acceptance. Is giving. Is unfailing and never ending. Creates beauty in the most unexpected places. There is onley one happiness in life: To Love and be loved. Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness. To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.

It Is What It Is
Well here I am again in brokesville. Depending on the state to get something right. Oh yeah right. The last time I got child support was on the 13th. Im supposed to get it every week. I looked on the website..and they havent even RECIEVED it from Jacks work. So, If they get it tomorrow... cut a check on wed.. mail it out from Tallahassee..I wont get it until Friday or saturday. The good news is that I will have two childsupport checks back to back. Bad news..I have 10 bucks to my name, no diapers and little food. This came at a really bad time.. 4 day weekend with my kids. Today is the last day, I have appeased them with chicken nuggets.. cool aid and rice krispy treats. Ive existed on cereal with no milk and peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. The ex told me he would write my alimony check early..so I could buy diapers and food.. but he called me this morning telling me that he only had enough for his car payment. You know, if I had to choose between food for my kids and

What Happened To Free Love
what happened to the times when men and women got togehter and enjoyed the moments. What happened to knowing what you wanted and not being affraid to make the move. What happened to being real with yourself and being real with others. What happened to free love.

Journey Inside
Journey Inside Gazing through the looking glass; I see that time has stood still. I was yours and you were mine; Thoughts sadly cross through. I now turn the hourglass; Reality Strikes! Letting my heart know the reasons we are apart. Images replace the misery; Smiling , I see that the memories, I vividly see , Will never leave me. Walking to the tree of life, I inhale deeply the air we still share. Sitting down under the shade; never wishing the memories to fade. I look into the clouds, each one different and unique. I see you in each and everyone of them. I stand up and walk slowly through the paths of my life, Growing with each tiny step. My mind reminisces back to a time, Where it was so hard just to survive. My spirit has awakened to this knowledge; Withpn every old memory I have built a sacred collage. I can now see just how far I have journeyed. My soul relaxes as I now know you will be proud of me. I start to smile aga

When A God Meets His Dream Girl , Hid Goddess.....the Begining
When A God Meets His Dream Girl , His Goddess......... The Beginning "I am a woman of great powers, I can with just a touch wipe away your tears, or take away your greatest fears. I am a woman alike no other; one who loves & hates equally. I am the lioness, who watches over her primitive jungle; protecting our cubs at any cost. I will dominate and reign over my kingdom with great pride and passion. I will walk with you hand and hand in our soft romantic dreams; loving you like the devil in the privacy of the moonlit night , while being your angel in the glow of the early morning light. I am the empowering Goddess you have longed for; devouring and possessing everyone and everything who gets in our path. Take my hand; fear not; for don't you see, by allowing me to devour and possess you; my Lord; we make our own destiny to our own paradise Sapphire Jewel Aka Valarie A. Laboy © 2006

My Secret Love
MY SECRET LOVE As we come upon Valentine’s Day The day for LOVE We are miles apart But are connected through our hearts I want to write you a note But don’t really know what to say I wonder how you would act If I approached you this way You probably won’t understand But I have to let my heart speak I just don’t know how to explain it All my words get weak You make my heart feel Something it’s never felt before It’s a different feeling I can’t deny And too strong to ignore It’s just so strange to me Because I barely even know you But still I can’t help but wonder Is it a crush or something true? I think of you all the time Wondering if I ever cross your mind I keep this all bottled up inside It’s about time I let it all unwind Writing this will let me know If you feel the same for me If you read this Hopefully you will answer and we will see I could only ask you What are you doing to me? You make my heart skip a beat An

Ex-boyfriends
Just a ?, cuz mainly im bored out of my mind. But y do ex boyfriends still wanna control u when they dont have nothing to do with u? I had a good good friend lookin for me and he called my ex and asked 4 my number and he wouldnt let him have my number...and when i comfronted my ex about it..he said he didnt want me talkin to him ever again...that just pisses me off how they seem to not give crap bout us after we r over an when another guy wants to talk...its like thats the worst thing in the world and they say no us cant talk or see him at all....now i can understand this if we was still going out...but we aint....i just dont understand...mayb some 1 on here can help me figure this out.

Pws
Rules: Auction will open for bidding on Thursday, March 6th, and run until Wednesday, March 12th. All bids are open, fubucks and real cash. When bidding with real cash prizes, each $1 spent will be equal to $5,000 fubucks. Winners will be determined at 10:00 p.m. on the 12th, and will be notified by me personally. Just click on a pic to place a bid! ~Big Bumpin~ ~RANIMAL~ ~Scarface~

Victory Or Valhalla
As I sit here watching my Strenght fall from my body crippling me, making me weak and unable to even pick up a sword let alone my son. this wund was cazud form work yet is work still concidered battle? will there be Valhalla or shall I die and not know what it is to fight for my kith and kin. When my son ask's me "dady how do I get to valhalla ?" and I tell him the ultimate honor is to die in battle and meet death with honor in order to fight to save oru kin and kith. when He understands and he asks "Dady, Will you go to valhalla?" Can I answer him truthfully that yes I will be there in vaslhalla waiting for him to meet me in a warriors embrace in order to fight all day and feast at night? Or do I tell him that his father died from a wound that was not cauzed by battle yet of old age ? I do not know and it is what is starting to pick at my very soul? .................................................. Please if u are gonna talk trash save it for some one el

My Sister
My sister jus passed tonight at midnight.I will miss her soooo verry much!!! I wish i could tell her how much she meant to me and that i loved her. She may not have been the best to me but she was my sister none the less.I feel like part of me has been ripped out of me and ill never get it back. Amber wherever you are i will miss you dearly and ill never forget you!!! Love always your bro Chris. My sister leaves behind a son and a daughter and her husband Jeff who did 3 tours in Iraq.May you find peace and happiness wherever you are!! Ill miss ya and my boys will too!!

Run For You Life!
he wakes up in the mornin' and he looks into the glass his face it reminds him of the long nights that have passed and he wonders if she wonders that he wonders about her well darlin' you'd better run for your life girl you played with my head you destroyed my mind now i'd be better off dead you'd better run for your life through abused intentions you misused my trst now's the time for redemption you'd better run for your life girl, my life's in ruins pay 'the tab of pain' now, i'm after you and you'd better run for your life you'd better run for your life you'd better run for your life Tuesday, April 01, 2008 Don’t hate me!!! To those that want to hate me because I made something of myself.Fuck Off!!! I’ve been on my own since I was 16 years old,I’ve held a job longer than just a year or two.I’ve had 2 jobs that paid me in excess of $50,000.00 a yr.Noone in my family has ever ever ever made that,not legally anyways.I am

Am I Asking Too Much?
Aren't there any real people out there anymore? Someone who means what they say and say what they mean? Someone who keeps their word when they promise to be honest with you no matter what, as long as you give the same in return? Someone that won't go behind your back and badmouth you to your own friends? Is there no one out there who believes in making the effort towards what they want? My experience over the last couple years seems to be that the answer to every one of those questions is NO. For those that know me personally, you know that I do anything I can to help my friends and family when needed. Many times I go above and beyond what is necessary, just to try to help someone out. I have shared my heart with others, just to have it thrown away... usually for something I had no control over. Maybe I'm too trusting. Maybe I'm blind. I guess I still believe in TRUE LOVE... being with the one person who loves you UNCONDITIONALLY. Doesn't try to change everyth

Please Help
IM FINALLY BACK AND I COULD REALLY USE SOME HELP FROM MY FRIENDS I JUST GOT BACK ON AND NOW IM IN A CONTEST NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD BE ME BUT I WOULD REALLY APRECIATE ANY HELP I CAN GET RATES OR COMMENTS IT RUNS FOR 7 DAYS WHO EVER GETS THE MOST COMMENTS AND RATES AT THE END OF THE 7 DAYS WINS A HAPPY HOUR SO PLEASE AT LEAST CHECK IT OUT I WOULD REALLY APRECIATE IT AND WILL TRY TO HELP ANYONE WHO NEEDS IT AS WELL MUAH THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR READING CUTIE WITH A BOOTIE (repost of original by '★☆sTaRr☆★Co'Owner of the Diamond Vault★ Fu-Owned by DDiamond1975' on '2008-05-02 19:44:05')

Recruiting
I know when looking for a bombing family, you look towards one with family loyalty.With the family I'm going to start,there will be loyalty,as well as respect from your brothers/sisters..Most important, support when you need it! > It won't be like anything you've seen, on this site or any other.. What I'm proposing to do is accept members on a bike club rule system. You must prove your loyalty to become a member of this family.However you will not be asked to do more then show your willingness to bomb/level as needed, and prove that you can be a trusted and loyal member of this family..As such a probationary period(prospecting)will be necessary. Club patchs will be given out as loyalty to the family is shown..Any questions speak to a club officer..President, Vice President,Sgt.@Arms & Security, or Secretary..This is proving to be one of the greatest familys on Fu,Join us now! For more information on joining contact ~H@rleyB@by69*PUNK'S WIFEY ~HELLZ DEN SCTY*HELLZ BOMBERZ SECRET

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Such Sweet Abuse
Patience is eating my heart as I'm gaping ajar cast of this movie I'm taking too far as the truth is forgotten it proves I proved nothing and somthing's reopening these scars Truth that's forgotten rules that rule nothing these feelings of such disregard notions of potions or something to coat this I'm breathing and weening teething don't tease me Give me a chance to relinquish the past replenish the garden that pulled us this far why not mend this and mesh with a love that is true a lover of brilliance to prosper anew I'm waiting but waiting is Such Sweet Abuse

Tag
Instructions......(I was tagged by...†Lil_Tiger6†™ - MMMMMMMMM the one i like to play with Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 10. I like pot 9. I have been married and divorced 2 times!! 8. I bite my fingernail 7. I live with my ex 6. I've been admitted to "the nut house" for a week due to depression 5. I am very hard to offend!!! 4. I don't like liars!! And won't stand for it at all!! I dealt with it too much in my life. 3. Women say they love my skills with my fingers!! 2. I have a hard time talking to attractive women in person at first(Very shy which I'm open and funny when I get over the shyness, sometimes too open for my own good) AND THE

A Soldier's Prayer
God our Father, Help me to remain true to my ideals during my service to my country. Help me be what is in America, the land of the free. May I realize that I represent what our country stands for. My uniform is a symbol of duty and valor both in peace and in war. I take up arms to defend what all Americans hold dear: life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. Grant me the strength to live according to these ideals, the courage of my convictions, and the resolve to endure whatever dangers threaten. With you at our side I fear no evil and resist every enemy, secure in the knowledge that you hold me in the palm of your hand. Amen. Author Unknown The soldier stood and faced his God Which must always come to pass... He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his should

Are You A Rater?
Ok here we go again. Must be another slump. So I am doing this blog to not only help me, but the raters on my friends list. As many of you know I max out daily. Lucky if I get 1/8 of the rates returned. It gets sickening day after day. So to make it easier for me, do you rate daily and get f***d? Then leave a comment saying u love to rate. If you have made Godfather and above and don't care who rates you, or if you ever return the love then do me a favor and remove me from your friends list. I, like many other people here, enjoy to play the rating game and like to level up. So this is ur chance to let me and my friends know ur a rater. If you have rated me, and haven't seen anything back NEVER feel you can't send a private message or comment a picture to let me know what you have done and the approx. amount. I am not always here and of course my bartab flies. I WON'T think anything bad. Like I said this is the game of rating, so holler, smack me up side my head PLEASE lol.

Labor Pains
Labour Pains A married couple went to he hospital to have their baby delivered. Upon their arrival, the doctor said he had invented a new machine that would transfer a portion of the mother's labour pain to the father. He asked if they were willing to try it out. They were both very much in favour of it. The doctor set the pain transfer dial to 10% for starters, explaining that even 10% was probably more pain than the father had ever experienced before. But as the labour progressed, the husband felt fine and asked the doctor to go ahead and bump it up a notch. The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20% pain transfer. The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor checked the husband's blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing. At this point they decided to try for 50%. The husband continued to feel quite well. Since it was obviously helping out his wife considerably, the husband encouraged the doctor to transfer ALL the pain to him. The wife delivered a

Nsfw Pics *-.read.-*
Okay Im guessing the only way I can get an Auto 11 Bling is to do what I just did. I've recently added new NSFW pics to my profile in the "u wish" album which is only viewable my ME! If you'd like to view them here's 2 things that will get u in ;) ( You Must Give 1 Of The Following ) ---------------- *AUTO 11 Bling *Happy Hour *VIP/Blast *Ticker *100,000 Fubucks --------------- Well not to sure on what else to say. I'll be adding more soon.

Bridges Can B Built...
this is a repost from lady victorias blog..thank you for sharing thsi my dearest sister. my heart is always yours to have. Fires rage in my heart the heat heals the pain bridges can be built as a human being I listen to your suffering you offer me your story the pain of the war I learn bridges can be built you are my enemy I was told be a good girl speak only our words and then I met you bridges can be built truth is more important I will speak out for the healing of the world take courage take spirit the game of the tribe is not for me bridges can be built the clothes of prejudice now stripped away as I open to you leaving my bare soul that can love you all bridges can be built with the eyes of knowing I move from us and them our differences disappear the unity of humanity remains bridges can be built your sons could be mine and I could be your brother planting the bomb that killed the little boy bridges can be built and now I sta

Another Day
I love you from the bottom to the top when I see you, you make my heart drop I smile so brightly as I walk away there again passed another day i fall asleep and dream of you wishing it were just us two I gasp to breath waking from a nightmare you fell and were no longer there i get up and pace my floor as I tell myself "I can't do this any more" I fall back asleep and wake up at 8 i tell myself this day is going to be great as i shower a while and eat breakfast too i quickly get ready to go out and find you as the day goes on i walk through the park waiting until it just hits dark the sun goes down and birds fly away it is almost the end of the day tears fill my eyes this was no surprise until i see your face looking back at me i hold myself back as I smile so brightly then I stupidly walk away there passed by another day

Just Some Thoughts....
So, Here I am... it's a new year and I am prepaired to change my life... I am so sick of what my life has become. I know you ALL know what I am talking about... the get up and do the same shit every day and nothing ever changes! Yeah... I am done with that! I am sure MOST of it will stay the same but this is going to be MY YEAR! I just turned 30 and I think EVERYONE goes through the... "OH NO I'M 30 & My life is not where I thought it would be!" Phase! LoL I have been there and still am there... I deffinately do NOT enjoy the mental issues that come along with turning 30 and being STAGNENT in my life! I am also going to stop being so gullable, trusting and always willing to help! I try to help too many people and hardly anyone appreciates it. So... SCREW IT! More time for me!I know that sounds kinda crazy but I don't need anyone else pulling my heart strings! It's been done too much as it is... and now I have to repair! So I am going to keep moving... FORWARD! If you are my fri

Fudge
People my private photos are for my family only the new one i up loaded is for me only, until i leave SD then i will open it up for all to view. so please stop asking to see my privates or i will take them down now not at the end of the month.... And im sure that my family will be upset about that...