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Poems
If we lost… If you lost your mind, I would be your thoughts. If you lost your happiness, I would be your laugh. If you lost your strength, I would be your muscles. If you lost hope, I I would be your faith. If you lost will, I would be your reason. If you lost your breath, I would catch the wind. If you lost sole, I would be your spirit. If you lost your heart, I would be your beat. If you lost your love, I would bring you back your passion. If you lost me, I would give a hundred second chances. If I lost my mind, You would laugh and lend me yours. If I lost happiness, You would be my smile. If I lost strength, You would pick me up and carry me. If I lost hope, You would believe for me. If I lost will, You would say over and over “don’t give up”. If I lost breath, You would give yours away and turn

Shhiiitt
my boyfriend got kicked outta his house sunday he slept over and left last night at like 11 well he was supposed to call me today and he didnt so i dont kno if hes got somewhere to stay or is sleeping outside if hes eating or if hes even okay i would die if anything happened to him and he did say he was going to just disappear for a month and if he disappears from me for a month ill go crazy i need my man to live hes my life my world my fucking everything and i dunno if i should call his mom and see if shes heard from him at all or not ugh =[ it really was well part of it rocky was amazing like always actually better i havent been up there in a month ((due to hanging out wit my boyfriend)) and all my amazing friends were there and then when i got out my boy was waiting for me and he had been waiting like 2 hours for me to get outta rocky =] well then me and a bunch of people came back to my house and this bitch frankiie is just stupid she rang my

Sign Up
Please pray for my sister she is in the hospital unresponsive and I just wanted to ask all my friends on here to pray for my family........I have already lost my dad,my mom and my brother-in-law in the sum of 3 years and I can't lose her please pray for her and even if u don't know her it will help more than you know.....She has 2 sons that just lost their father 3 months ago and I know how it feels to loose both of your parents and I dont want them to know how that feels so please pray for her and my family I thank you all that pray and all of you that read this!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Men
yeah so I got played again.........FUCK ALL MEN.!!!!!!!!!!! Im fucking done.......the old Shannas back im so fucking tired of being sweet and nice when all it gets me is heart ache and I hope the little ass reads this......cause thanks to him.............. im back!!!!!!!!!!

Rob Zombie
Rob Zombie Foxy Foxy He who gets slapped and he who gets saved, He who brutalizes the timeless stage. He is the mongrel, he wants it all, He lives for relics, hang on the wall. Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? She who looks back, and she looks away, She internalizes the motion wave. She is the butcher, She wants the air, She hides the scars under her hair. Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Don't you wanna ride it? Educated Horses Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonna be? Foxy, Foxy, what's it gonn

Bitch I'm From Louisiana
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Louisiana came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU! IN CALIFORNIA: I can wear sandals all year long I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often I know what real cheese & avocados taste like Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear I know 65 mph really means 100 When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck arou

Me Poems
A teenage girl's first crush is . . . well, crushing. Her body isn't hers, nor is her mind. She finds herself shivering, shaking, blushing, Weak, tormented, sick, and going blind. And why? Because some guy might look her way, Then cast his eyes as quickly to the ground; Some special one, for reasons she can't say, Whose voice makes her feel faint when he's around. But now my crush on you has been returned, And so the two of us stand on some brink: It can't be love so young, and yet we've learned Love does its will, no matter what we think. Slowly, slowly now--we mustn't rush: Let's enjoy this first sweet teenage crush.

Damn Right I'm The Mother F^%$#ing Princess!
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Horny
17 months since I got laid lol... I've got a bj I've got a handjob I really need sex! If anyone in my gorgeous buddy list would like to invite me over for a teenage make out session please do I'm dieing for some fun... leave a comment or email me I'm dieing to find a fun sexy bang buddy!

Smelly Skank Thoughts
Well, where do I begin? I am married to a man that would rather jack off then throw me a bone. He claims that my cooter smells and that it tastes like a soggy fish sandwich that's been laying at the bottom of the trash can all week. It hurts but whatcha gonna do? I would wash my ass but I like the way flies buzz around it. Not to mention I have herpes and it kinda burns. I do have pussy pics I am willing to show. I think my snatch looks hott with all the ooze coming from my open sores. Who wants a lick? Why is it so hard to make money? I spend all night hooking and I come home with less money than I had when I left for work. Why doesnt anyone want to pay me? I work very hard. I put extra effort into all of my blow jobs and other various tricks. Not many men want to have sex with me (paper bag gets in the way I guess) but my blow jobs are really good. So why is it that every time I complete the job they push me out of the car? Am I so ugly? I know that I could

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies
1. If you are choking on an ice cube simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself. 2. Avoid cutting yourself slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold while you chop. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. You only need two tools in life - WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shouldn't move and does, use the duct tape. 8. Remember: Everyone seems normal until you get to know them. Daily Thought: SOME PEOPLE ARE LIKE SLINKIES. NOT R

Happy Labor Day
How do you say goodbye to someone you have known and loved all your life. Someone who has left behind so much. Four children and a husband. At such a young age. It just goes to show what drugs can do to someone. They don't only effect you but, everyone around you. Leaving them vulnerable, alone, sad, and depressed. What is to become of there life now that u are gone? The girls are just now teenagers, the baby is three. Let's not forget the six year old too. How could you enjoy yourself pill after pill knowing that you were leaving them behind? Maybe, no one understands but you could have givin them a chance.

Jokes
A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady 60 miles per Hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at Her and speaks in a clear voice. "I know we've been married for twenty Years, but I want a divorce." The wife says nothing, Keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 65 mph. The husband speaks again. "I don 't want you to try and talk me out of it," He says, "because I've been having an affair with your best friend, And she's a far better lover than you are." Again the wife stays quiet, But grips the steering wheel more tightly and Slowly increases the speed to 75 He pushes his luck. "I want the house," he Says insistently.. Up to 80. "I want the car, too," he continues. 85 mph. "And," he says, "I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards And the boat!" The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes Him nervous, so he asks her, "Isn't there anythin

Thank God!!!
ok so i dont believe i can win first place prize...but i still have a chance for 3rd...im currently #11....so all my fu friends...plz click the pick below, and comment bomb the hell outta it...and if you havent already rate it as well...thanx so much..... ive tried bulletins....now im gonna try a blog....can you please click the pick below, rate, and commment the hell outta it....thanx so much so my dad has hit a rough spot, and he and his wife and my siblings were on the verge of foreclosure....i stepped forward to see if i can get the mortgage in my name, to help them out due to my dad being a disable vet, and getting a hearing to collect on that...the mortgage company didnt want to wait..so i applied for a mortgage to buy their house...and i got approved so now they dont have to move....thank god!!!! please pray everything goes through for them.....

30 Things A Man Should Know About Their Women!!!
30 things a guy should know: This was written by a guy who has had years of experiance. 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you did. 8.5 If you DO sleep with them, DON

Pain...grief....agony
Today....I lost my brother. Fourty seven years old.....two years and 6 months after his own 21 year old son and my beloved nephew was killed in an accident. My pain is immeasurable. I've lost the ability to think and function. I've spent the last 3 days at his bedside...praying for a miracle that was never to come....and watching the last breaths of his life. Now I'm lost in a sea of anger, confusion, grief, sadness and denial. Words usually come easy....but now, I can't find them.

I Love This Doctor!
I love this Doctor I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products. Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake? A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, that means they take the water out

11/17/17
DJ Wiccanlove is live and taking all your requests.Stop in and visit with her. Click on the image Well I guess I should do an update since I forgot after the nurse was here on Thursday. My knee is doing much better. My fever broke and my blood level of the blood thinner is within normal limits. Now if only I could remove the stress from my life I just might heal even faster.

Any Models Out There???
hey ppl....im a resident plastic n general surgeon....just hopin to find some models for my work...for modeling...or even some advice or commments...contact me...or if willin to chat... jawwad316@yahoo.com is my id...take care..

Complaints (funny)
These are genuine clips from London Council flat tenants complaining to the Council about problems with their flats 1. My bush is really overgrown round the front and my back passage has fungus growing in it. 2. He's got this huge tool that vibrates the whole house and I just can't take it anymore. 3. It's the dog's mess that I find hard to swallow. 4. I want to complain about the farmer across the road; every morning at am his cock wakes me up and it's now getting too much for me. 5. I am a single woman living in a downstairs flat and would you please do something about the noise made by the man on top of me every night. 6. And their 18-year-old son is continually banging his balls against my fence. 7. Please send a man with the right tool to finish the job and satisfy my wife. 8. My lavatory seat is cracked, where do I stand? 9. I am writing on behalf of my sink, which is coming away from the wall 10. Will you please send someone to mend the garden path? My wife tripped and fell on i

St George Beach House
St George Beach House Hidden amongst the pines sits this charming Island retreat. Discover the privacy and seclusion in this quiet home. Become reacquainted with nature and bring your boat for fishing. Walk or ride your bike to the fantastic shops and restaurants. Venture down the short trail to the ocean. Features/Amenities: * Beach * Beach Community * Boat Launch * Cable TV * Dock * Handicap Provisions * Laundry * Marina * Pavilion/Gazebo * Pets Allowed * Picnic Area * Playground * Security: Lighting, Streetlights St George Beach House, Florida Beach Home, East Pine Ave, St George Island, Florida beach house, beach house for sale, beach home for sale

My New Contest I Am In
The Elimination Show Down !!! It's All About Survival !! Heres how it works 1. CONTESTANTS MUST BE SALUTED - Level 5 or Higher to enter 3. Bombers Must Also Be Saluted & Friend - Level three or Higher to comment Bomb 4. Anyone may Rate photos 5. ONCE Contest starts No New Entries 6. Once Contest Starts I will add people as I see them I do have to sleep. (If they are Confederate Bombers They Will Be Blocked NOT Added ) 7. My Blocked List Will Be Cleared With The exception of Confederate Bombers None will be allowed to participate. Rates = 3 Pts Each Comments = 1 Pts Each This contest is one Of Jokers Wilds One Of A kind Contest. Each 24 Hrs after the start I take out the Contestants Picture with the highest amount of comments and rates until there is only one contestant. that contestant is the winner and the survivor. Anyone that is on my friends list may comment bomb whoever they like to try and eliminate an opponent. ( * Folder wi

A Thank You For All The Help
I know she does alot of contest and giveaways, but I just like to take this time to tell her thanks for everything she does to make Fu Barring even better. Thank you for everything you do Stephanie.. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Kenneth Hello I just wanted to say Thanks to everyone who help me get my VIP. I know who alot of them were, but not everyone. Thank you so very much.. Kenneth

Life
i have two different families now and it seems like my new found family loves me more than my own and i dont know why. my real mother never calls me anymore and neither does my youngest sister. but my other family will do whatever they can to help me and my kids even though they dont really have to. i need help and advice

The Chair
The Chair There he sits sitting in the chair; watching my every step. I turn on the music with a blare; gyrating into rhythmical depths seeing him ever more aroused, I feel very proud. I walk over to him every article removed; he smiles and asks , "What did I need to prove? " I unzip his jeans to free up his manhood; as I lower myself down over him as only I could. I straddle him while in the char; he now knows I'm not playing fair. He grunts as he enters my caverns with deep rhythmic patterns. We slowly gyrate to the seductive song ; as we make love slow and strong . Alas! The excitement overwhelms us as we mover hungrily in lust. Wild and free; our fiery passions melt in what will always be. Faster, harder ,deeper, we sinfully rock, When alas the ship has finally docked. Sweet juices flow; and the love for each other eternally grows. Sapphire Aka Valarie A Laboy © 2006

The Man Who Started D&d Is Dead
OBITUARY Gary Gygax, a pioneer of the imagination who transported a fantasy realm of wizards, goblins and elves onto millions of kitchen tables around the world through the game he helped create, Dungeons & Dragons, died Tuesday at his home in Lake Geneva, Wisconsin. He was 69. His death was confirmed by his wife, Gail Gygax, who said he had been ailing and had recently suffered an abdominal aneurysm, The Associated Press reported. As co-creator of Dungeons & Dragons, the seminal role-playing game introduced in 1974, Gygax wielded a cultural influence far broader than his relatively narrow fame among hard-core game enthusiasts. Before Dungeons & Dragons, a fantasy world was something to be merely read about in the works of authors like J.R.R. Tolkien and Robert Howard. Today in Americas Clinton beats Obama in Ohio primary McCain sweeps 4 primaries as rival concedes Colombia escalates Venezuela's quarrel with U.S. But with Dungeons & Dragons, Gygax and his collaborato

Encouragement
Nothing endures forever. Everything perishes in time. So laugh and love while you may, Help who you can - work while you must And when the end comes so be it. All fame ends in oblivion and is soon forgotten But it is fun to strive, joy to win. It is a challenge to lose and try again And victory always comes if you try hard enough. To lose is not to fail. The only failure is to lose and not try again.

Wanna Own Me??
Want to Own me? Want me to ravage you with gifts and rates?? You do?? Woot! Heres how it works.If you aren't already a friend with our lovely hostest PebblesinAZ then click on her pic and add her. :) Then you can find me in her Auction Folder. If you aleady are a friend, well then you know what to do! :) If you don't feel like playing, please stop by my page and show me some luvin anyway. ♥ Please be sure to rate/fan/add our lovely hostess, you'll be happy you did. ~PebblesinAZ~Co-Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! xoxo Co founder of THE FREAK SHOW! Woot! XOXO Read my Bl@ fubar

Submissive Meets Her Master For The First Time
I received a package in the mail one afternoon with my Master's name on it. Walking into the house my heart pounding I tear open the envelope. In it is a hand written note with instructions: 1) Get into the tub and make sure there is no hair to be found anywhere, punishment will occur 2) You will receive a package that will contain what you will need for our meeting tonight 3)Someone will be there to pick you up at eight o'clock be ready. Looking at the clock, heart pounding and anticipation flooding through me, I rushed into the bathroom. Sinking into the hot water, I close my eyes and let my mind wander. What will Master look like for He has not allowed me to see Him yet. Rubbing cream all over my mound and in between my legs, feeling myself getting aroused and wet, I imagine Master's fingers pleasing and teasing me. Pleasure filling my body as I get closer to climax. I know I may not cum without His permission of what He owns. Getting out of the tub I grab my terry cloth robe and f

Mona Lisa Explained
Mona Lisa (Italian: La Gioconda, French:La Joconde) Leonardo da Vinci, circa 1503–1506 Oil on poplar Look at the painting, and my comments on it, and see if you found what I did. Interested to know if I am crazy or not... but I think I know the answer to that question... The Mona Lisa is probably the world's most famous painting of an unknown subject. She is said to have the most sublime smile ever to be seen, but I think it could have been gas. Most people do not know this, but it was painted on Poplar wood, not normal canvas. It took Leonardo Da Vinci 4 years to paint this portrait, so he must have either used a very small brush, or he was diddling her behind hubby's back, which is the true source of her enigmatic smile. Mona Lisa is also Nat King Coles best song, in my humble opinion. As a world-renown art expert and maker of baloney sammiches, I will explain this painting to you. If you look at it, which is the best way to view art in my humble opinion, you

Children & Cell Phones
Thinking about getting your child a cellphone? Then you should consider laying down some rules before you do. Most parents probably talk to their children about not going over their minutes or using their cellphone in class, but several studies highlighted by the Washington Post indicate that parents should also talk to their children about the dangers of talking on the phone while crossing the street. That may seem like a no brainer, but a study by the University of Alabama at Birmingham says unintentional pedestrian injury is a leading cause of death in middle childhood. After finding out that one-third of children between the ages of 10-12 owned a cellphone, the university decided to test children in this age group in a virtual environment that simulated a street with traffic coming from both directions. Children practiced crossing the virtual street with and without phones, and those talking on the phone were more likely to get hit by a car. Parents have argued that they on

Thinking About Monday Morning
Hi All! If you have read my blog in "Freaking Grrrr!!!" you will know what I'm rambling on about now. If you haven't read it yet, this might make more sense to you if you read that one first. ~Tomorrow~ I'm thinking about the hearing tomorrow, and trying to decide how I will handle the situation. In my past experiences dealing with school officials, I have found that they have made up their minds long before I walk through the door, and talking to them is like talking to a brick wall. Andrew has never been in trouble before, so I don't know what to expect with this meeting. BTW, the kid who attacked Andrew got 7 days out of school/tech. I'm not sure when his hearing is. He might get more. Anyway, I want to defend Andrew in what happened. He has been putting up with crap from this kid for the past 2 months. I want to know what the school is going to do to stop this kid from not only harrassing Andrew, but other people in the school too. Obviously Andrew's instruc

The Blue Flame
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Ass/butt
Big butts do not make the world go round. Unfortunately, our society thinks so. Its like boobs are a thing of the past, you can get a boob job at the carry out nowadays. Its all about the bootie now. Even white women are feeling the pressure, getting those injections that make their butts look like an old worn throw pillow. I know big booties are great to look at, trust me(I am an ass man)but don't let that be the end all when it comes to making important decisions. I have seen many of my homies walk through the door with a chick who looks, talks and acts like a pure swamp turkey. When questioned on their choice of women their response was "But I'm sayin, she phat as sh*t tho!" I'm not going to put the entire blame on BET for this one, though. As a culture, we feed these images and notions to our kids. I have seen toddlers watch a woman walk past and stare at their asses, just like their fathers were doing. We have to watch what we feed our kids mentally. Not only in what w

Miiss Priincess
60 things a girl wants but won’t ask: 1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she’s beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman. 22. Tell her she’s your everyt

A Glipse Inside My Head...
boring rainy days cause me to think...and well thinking isn't always a good thing...but often the result isn't what i had intended when i started...so enjoy, i don't know where this is going but we can figure it out together. so not that i am dying to be with someone or anything but it would be nice. i miss the stupid shit that you take for granted ya know. holding hands, cuddling and kissing have to be the things i miss most about having someone in my life. the worst part is i think that my last relationship was pretty much BS for the whole 5 months of it and had me hating all men for a while after...wondering in fact if love was real. then of course its back to the world of meeting people and dating which, is THE most awkward thing in the world. you like someone, find them attractive, start to talk to them, meet them, things seem ok then the talking stops, so you move on. it's a vicious cycle of crap. so i guess that brings me to now...where i think i like this kid, who i have n

Gastric Bypass
I had my surgery on 8/4/04, at my pre-op physical which was 2 weeks prior to surgery; I was at my highest weight ever, 455 lbs. At that appointment I was diagnosed with High blood pressure and Post partum depression. Even though it was almost a year after my daughter Lindsey was born. My lowest weight was in November of 2006, when I got down to 234 lbs, but then the holiday's kicked my butt!!! I gained back up to 245 lbs by the day after Christmas… so with my new year's resolution to give me strength, I got busy, and by February, I was back down to 235. But then I unexpectedly became pregnant. Anyone who thinks that gastric bypass is the easy way out, is completely insane!!!! Not only is it a complete life altering experience, but you go through an entire paradigm shift. First, you change the way you view food, then you see others through a different filter, if you will, then you change the way you see yourself, that is the change that takes the longest. Don't get me wrong, I sti

An Ill Ma
I do not know who you are. This email to RCKER which has been brought to my attention makes me ill. Unlike some on FUBAR - my daughter is not a player. She does flirt with some on FUBAR in the different lounges and in shout boxes but when she does get to know some one and cares for some one - she is true blue in expressing her feelings. She is up front with her true friends. You apparently do not really know her like you think you do. I do not know who she has flirted with and hurt you by doing so - but, she backs off from anyone who has some one in his or her life. Sadly, some do not always tell her the truth at first about being attached. DJSXY has been hurt herself and as a result has backed off from getting to know many personally and now hangs out with those she does know more. Those who really do know her and have for awhile will not believe your lies. It is actually these type of lies that effect and upset one. You are attacking and interfering in some one's life.

Auctions
Once again I found my self in an auction. Below are the terms I am offering (if you want to add something it might be discussed) For one month= 2 gifts, 2 drinks, 2 daily comments,and added as my Crush Everything rated= pics, blogs, stash Pimp out= bulletin, blog, on profile a SFW Salute Happy Bidding

Missing You
I miss you grandpa!! James Michael Shultz November 21, 1925 - August 21, 2007 May the road rise up to meet you, May the wind be always at your back, May the sun shine warm upon your face, The rains fall soft upon your fields, And until we meet again, May God hold you in the palm of His Hand.

Rest In Peace
On August 20,2008 a very dear friend of mine was killed in a work accident while working at AMTRAK. Steve or better known to us as "Spkie" was only 22. He was hit by a train while working on the track and dies 2 hours later at the hospital. I can not believe he is gone. Through his viewings and his funeral, I was thinking to myself, "Is this actually happening?" Spike was the best guy you could ever meet. He fit in with everyone and made all those who knew him feel like a million bucks. He was wise and loving, and would do anything for anyone. You couldn't find a better person or friend. I am a better person just for knowing him. He was truley an angel and always will be. I know alot of people loved him and miss him as I do. Rest in Peace Love. I will see you again one day.

Hello Everyone
Just so everyone knows i havent forgotten anyone i have been very busy i been on a 17 day straight work week then the storm took are power away for a week .. i finally get today off woo hooo .. work is working me to death so for the next 3 weeks i will be working on 6 days and off 1 so i will try and return as much of the luv you all gave to me back to you so if i dont get right to you please dont think i forgot you i am just very busy also being a single mom i have children to take care of also .. so i will try my hardest to get to each and everyone .. have a Great day!! Make someone Smile today cause if you make one person smile each day you have made someone happy if not just for that moment !!! Joe CockerWith A Little Help From My Friends Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Mission
Do U Know This Sexi Lady? U SHOULD She Is ON A Mission To Oracle And Needs YOUR Help!! Go Show Her Some Love HardCore Fu Style!!! Rate,Fan,Add,Crush & Bling Her!She Loves Back!! ~ CynzDreams ~Owned By SouthernOutlawBiker~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar :::Pimped W/ Love By::: $Dj' BABY BOY${D.S.C}O.GPimp of

True Friends...
SOMETIMES I WONDER ON HERE PEEPS SAY OH I AM TRUE AND WILL BE YOUR FRIEND THEN I COME 2 SEE AM I ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS YOU SAY YOU WONT MOVE THEM AND THEN I SEE THAT YOU DO ANYWAY ARE YOU A TRUE FRIEND HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM I AM GOING THROUGH SOME STUFF RIGHT NOW AND YOU KNOW IT IS SOOOOOOO HARD 2 FIND YOUR TRUE FRIEND I GAVE SOMEONE ONE HERE MY # AND I AM NOT SAYING NAMES THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND DID THEY BOTHER 2 CALL 2 SEE IF I WAS OK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HMMMMMMMMMMM.....WHO IS MY TRUE FRIEND..SORRY BUT I THOUGHT THAT THIS WAS A FRIENDS SIGHT NOT JUST GETTING POINTS...I DONT KNOW I AM VENTING SO ANYWAYS HAVE A GOOD DAY MY FRIEND CAUSE I WOULD HAVE CALLE YOU 2 SEE IF YOU WERE OK....=)

I Dont Know What To Say
Whats the point of writing a blog if no one is here to see it? I'm pretty tired of this. Im pretty tired of people trying to buy me, then getting mad that i tell them i dont want to be bought. Im pretty tired of here. Where i live. Im tired of me, im tired of bitches with 6 lbs of make up. I'm tired & im only 24, is this all? Im tired. just leave me alone. even that im tired of.

Ladies In Oregon
It was early Saturday morning. Dan Flanagan had slept in late since his wife and daughter were away visiting his Mother-in-law for the weekend. His first big chore of the day was to clean the pool He was on his way to the back when the doorbell rang. "Is Maureen home?" cheerfully asked the young girl at the door that he recognized as Cindy, his daughter's girlfriend. Cindy was wearing an oversize t-shirt covering her bikini, carrying a beach towel and a tote bag. "She is at her grandmother's this weekend." "Oh, I forgot!" Cindy lied, a look of disappointment on her face. "But you can still use the pool if you like. I was just going to run the vacuum out there." Dan couldn't help but feel a chill run up his spine as he spoke with the young girl. At 18, the same age as his daughter, Cindy was one of the most attractive teenagers he had seen. She was also a flirt. He wasn't sure if it was innocent or by design, but she had always managed to arouse him when she had

Sonethine You Gotta Read
My friend Chris (family) sent me this article, knowing I spent 10 years in the USAF, all I could so is shake my head and say... Is this this sad or what? Please read the letter below and comment. True Story…….. Luke AFB is west of Phoenix and is rapidly being surrounded by civilization that complains about the noise from the base and its planes, forgetting that it was there long before they were. A certain lieutenant colonel at Luke AFB deserves a big pat on the back. Apparently, an individual who lives somewhere near Luke AFB wrote the local paper complaining about a group of F-16s that disturbed his/her day at the mall. When that individual read the response from a Luke AFB officer, it must Have st ung quite a bit. The complaint: 'Question of the day for Luke Air Force Base: Whom do we thank for the morning air show? Last Wednesday, at precisely 9:11 A.M, a tight formation of four F-16 jets made a low pass over Arrowhead Mall, continuing west over Bell Road at

My Fu-owner!
The absolutely gorgeous Bacardi Girl is my new Mistress! Everyone please go check out this amazing Fu and Rate, Fan, Bling, Add her. Show her tons of love! She deserves it and you won't be disappointed! Click on her pic to go Party with Bacardi!!

Fans And Friends
To to all my Fans and Friends, as of late I have had trouble with what I thought was a friend. She does not agree with me posting NSFW pics. I have not now nor have I ever or ever will ask a friend to look at them, thats VERY rude on my part. don't get me wrong I like looking at these pics, but if you don't like them don't look seems very simple to me! the few people I give my phone # to want to text me bullshit so they don't look bad on Fubar thats just a bunch of Crap!!!!!!!!! so if you wanna believe all the Drama by all means get off my friends list and stop being a fan....a True friend or Fan would not put up with this.......I hope all my Friends and fans understand why this just pisses me off!!! for those that stay I Thank you....for those that go....FU

I Find This Funny
ϟϟ ssdaddy78 ϟϟ was nice enough to rate me as a "1", but his status says he "doesn't rate darkies, don't take it personal". Did he or did he not see I was a "darkie" before he even clicked to rate? lol I think someone just wanted a closer look at my tits, lol

The Wang Is Comin'!!
I call my mom to check up on her and see how her day went, she said 'Ty...work was...dumb as hell!!' and I said ' Well...what happend??'. She start to explain, 'Well son, i was helping a customer out with a bill and pays his bills online.

Mrs Dmfp
I'm new here so yeah I'm tryin stuff out. I think I like this place. I might have to stick around. If you want me to stick around send me a message, or a friends request or something and holla atcha girl and let me know. I might actually use this thing to let people know what's goin on with me too lol... Muah have a great day!

Lmao...rices Burners...
piece of shit that costs 8-17 grand and looks like it costs 90, but does 0-60 in about 16 seconds. obviously a dreamers car, for example a dreamer who is 16-21 yrs of age who makes about minimum wage an hour, whose parents probably drive a mini-van. skinny pimpley-faced kid in his lil asian car with his wannabe gangsta bitch barbie girl friend in the passenger seat checking her make-up in the side mirror bobbin her head to the "phat" beats blasting out of the 50,000 watt system, while admiring her scrwany ass boy friends asian charcter symbol tattoos on his scrawny arms while he's on his lil cell phone/2-way talking about his boys and saying that he's "pimpin".

Tanks Are Fun
I have 3 whole days left of being a civilian. Then it's off to start the most exciting and gut wrenching job ever! I'm going to say I welcome this new challenge. I also look forward to meeting my fellow brothers/sisters in arms. So yea, ever have one of those days(and I suppose I'm speaking to all enlisted people here), where you run into something that makes you say fuck this civilian shit. I'm glad I'm in the fucking army(or what ever service you're in)? Either way I'm havin one of those momenets. I could be an army snob and say I'm a 19Kilo and leave the rest of you to guessing, but I'm not that big of a dick at the moment. Big fancy way of saying I run Abrams tanks. *Takes a shot* Here's to the Army kids!

Kinky Calls
I wrote this for someone special... You know who you are Kinky Call! Another night of no sleep Laying in my bed alone Wicked thoughts cross my mind As I hear the ringing phone I pick it up and hear a voice The voice of the man I need Wondering if he’ll realize I want him to plant his seed The talk is simple “how are you?” Are you lying in your bed As passion grows within me And a fantasy feels my head My fingers start to fondle My nipples harden with desire You ask me what I’m doing And say come light my fire You tell me your cock is hard And I blush as if you knew My fingers touching lower My clit is hard for you Our moans go deeper gasping For the passion to last all night Imagining your cock inside me I fantasize the thought I hear a groan outside my window Then a quick and anxious knock… With a moan and gasp you say to me Baby open the door and suck my cock… I open the door with nothing on And you lean down to kiss me… I say wait, And

Prison
it is shitty that im going to prison january 22nd for ten years and nobody will even miss me cause i no longer have friends here in my town cause they wont be able to write me cause their lives are to busy to think of someone other then them selfs

Insights Of The Blind
Simply Put: Maybe I was wrong in thinking that this website was intended for a mature audience, of the 18+ variety, and while I understand that not everything should be publicly displayed because the work ethic of many countries has gone to shit over the last few years, and you have to keep some things out of the work place to prevent 'Sexual Harassment' and all that.. What the fuck is NSFW. And furthermore, who decides this shit? There's sex on Cartoons, a 10 year old can manage to get hardcore porn from simple search engines (that is if they don't already know half a million streaming video sites), hell public television is smothered with debauchery, infidelity, promiscuousness; you can find an article in Maxim about how to 'Lie better to your GF' and what not. So because I like being naked/semi-nude in a artsy setting in front of a professional photographer I deserve to be slanderized for wearing "revealing clothing"..? What happened to that age-old principle if

Everyone Needs To Read This It Can Save Lives
Greetings , thanks for stopping by.everyone needs to read this and read it again till the world gets it CRYSTAL METH This is a true happening. A 21 year old female was addicted to crystal meth, overdosed, and lost her life. After her death, they were cleaning out her apartment and in her top dresser drawer, found a poem she had written... Meet Mr. and Mrs. Crystal Meth. I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have many names. But there&rsqu

I Died For Love
Hey, baby ?) What's crackin' ? Who ya mackin' ? Whatcha doin' ? Who ya screwin' ? Whatcha drinkin ? Whatcha thinkin' ? (Hey, baby !) Say my name Play your game Wanna do me ? Wanna screw me ? I'm your pet Make me wet (Hey, baby ?) Don't ya stare I don't care Want some fun ? Make me cum Keep it goin' Cause it's snowin' (Hey, baby ?!) Tie me up Pin me down Flip me over Upside down Make me make that fuckin' sound

Website Design & Development
RidhiSolutions.com is a website & Software development company that specializes in providing outstanding value for money services for web design & development, flash design, Flash based website, web-site re-design and maintenance, e-commerce solutions, corporate style graphics creations and software development We develop

Your True Self
The one thing I want more than anything in the world is to know people for who they really are. Not the plastic,” I want to impress you", mask that hides their true self. How can friendship ever grow if you aren't learning about the person on the inside but instead accepting the actor playing the role on the outside?

Now I Think I Know
I kept my heart closed and walls up for several years. 2 of the men on my team were married and I know what the job did to the wives when we had work to do.They were usually together glued to the news hoping and dreading to see what was happening in the world not knowing where we were or what we were doing. I couldn't bring myself to put anyone through that so I stayed to myself until my time was over. Today is a new day. Yesterday is history. The most important thing you should know and believe is that no matter what you are not alone.I've led men to hell.Time to follow the heart.

Yay My First Blog
YAY my first blog on lostcherry. i dont know what to write but i did on anywayz.SO :P:P:P:P Today is my 22nd Birthday yay me. NOT i feel so fucking old it aint even funny. But i dont care. I have a 9 month old son that gave me the most wonderful birthday present and that was that he took his first steps for me.

Just Me...what U See Is What U Get
The midwest is definitaly a lot slower paced than back east. I am used to being on the go from morning to night. Now I am in the midst of unpacking and not doing a whole lot else. The business has taken a definite hit with the move. I am hoping it will pick back up here soon so I can spend my weekends doing something I love to do- selling sex....well not exactly sex but toys and stuff to help with it. HMMM I wander if these mid-westerners are as kinky as those people in NY. Can't wait to find out! I am definitaly not a morning person, and having kids in school I have to get up way to early. So here I sit thinking about getting in the shower and getting ready to take the kids to school and then go to work(the work I don't particulary like). I so hate mornings. I suppose it would help if I went to bed a little earlier than I do but then I wouldn't get any free time to myself. Hmm. Well I guess I need to get off and into the shower....if I can get there without the kids attached to a

Am I Being Spied On?
4 times today,I tried to leave a comment,an this place wouldn't let me.4 times today I tried to send an IM.The site closed the IM box out on me.What the Fucks going on, here.I toned down my comments on Rate a Photo,others can leave sexual comments but I'm not allowed.The Moderators on this site,need to leave me the Fuck alone.11 Days alcohol Free today.another meeting accomplished. My patience an Tolerance of Insobordanation,is not at a Control Point in my Life yet.I could relapse at any given point.I'm trying my Damnest to better myself,find Happiness again an move on in my life.I might never Love again or find a new gal to love,But meeting new people online is a start for me.Some of u-all like my comments others don't.to each there own.I'd rather Rate just Friends an Familly + Fans.But the Moderaters here seem to think I'm a Perv,which I'm not.I'm Lonely I miss my ex + my Stepdaughter.An I'm trying my Damnest to over come this Flaw.An online friends are helping me with this.Peace + L

Are You Hot??
Body: If we fucked..... Body: Reply in a message and Repost so others can fill it out ;) 1. Would you be in control? 3. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you go down on me? 7. Would you give me a hickie? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like 4play or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take ur time if I told you to? 14. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 15. Would u want to go fast or slow? 16. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 17. Would u be loud or quiet? 18. Do u think u could make me have an orgasm? 19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you 20. WOULD U FUCK TODAY? REPOST AS "IF WE HAD SEX?...... Its all in the name of fun...

Little Johnny's Question
Little Johnny had a cussing problem & his father was getting tired of it. He decided to ask his shrink what to do. The shrink said, "Since Christmas is coming up, you should ask Johnny what he wants Santa to bring him. If he cusses while he tells you his wish list, leave a pile of dog poop in place of the gift or gifts he requests." 2 days before Christmas, Johnny's father asked him what he wanted for Christmas. "I want a damn teddy bear lying right beside me when I wake up. When I go downstairs, I want to see a damn train going around the damn tree. And when I go outside I want to see a damn bike leaning up against the damn garage." Christmas morning, Little Johnny woke up & rolled over into a pile of dog poop. Confused, he walked down stairs & saw another pile under the tree. Scratching his head, he walked outside and saw a huge pile of dog poop by the garage. When Johnny walked back inside with a curious look on his face, his dad smiled & asked, "Wha

Gluttony
Your Gluttony Quotient: 61% Eating is not just a hobby for you - it's your life. And while your friends do appreciate your good taste in food, they're a little disgusted by how fast you shovel it down. How Much Gluttony Do You Have?

Falling Apart!
My daddy passed away on january 24th 2006 so the one year mark is in 2 days It is hitting me pretty fucking hard It kills me that he isnt gunna be here for my LIFE Im still REALLY young and he isnt gunna be able to see the rest of my life, The last time I saw my dad was about 3-4 years ago and the last thing I said to him was "I hate you" And now that heis gone I wish I would of been a different person to him My dad was never really there my mom and my dad devorcied when I was 2 and we moved away from the state I was born in [North Carolina]when I was 3 For the dumbest reason......I am so done talking about this opn here If you have any questions feel free to ask but please be careful and I am saying this for your own good IM REALLY PISSY right now Thanks for reading this it shows you care! I just wanna fall to the ground and never get up, that way I dont have to worry about my dad not being there to hold my child or not being there to walk me to the alter or there to help me pick

Rippers!!
I just gotta say I cant beleive that some people have the fuckin Nerve to rip someones pictures off to put on there site!! Thats hard up i'll tell ya! You know who u are Nino O!! You sick bastard.....I have now taken my pictures I care that get ripped off of here! Thanks for making a girl feel welcome you loser! Lay off my shit! To all my friends sorry about sounding so harsh but going to a freaks site and seein my tub picture just makes me sick thinking about what he's doing with my picture ya know.

A Different Kind Of Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lig hts in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gav e a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps

My Stories!
My story is that of a miracle. Never in my wildest dreams would I have guessed that the person, who would return my sense of hope, would be my own five-year-old daughter. This is my story. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Another morning in the Aspen Mountains. Another morning I must face without her. Ever since I lost my wife, Merry, it has been such an incredible burden to wake up every morning without her by my side. She died in a car crash. It had been sleeting that day, and the roads were slippery. She had been driving home to us, after a trip to the library to get some books. But the driver on the other side sped up, and his wheels skidded. He lost control of the vehicle, and my wife was hit head-on. It is still a bit hard to talk about this, since it happened only three weeks ago, right after Thanksgiving. I remember that night clearly. I had been finishing up the dishes as Merry and our daughter, Hope, played around on the living room carpet. I remember smiling as Hope’

4a Christmas Miracle
Always believe in MIRACLES!! Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin. The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but .." the old woman began

Frog
well my name is ashley an i have had this for a lil while just never used it but if u want to talk to me or find something out just let me know k!! well today was just another day nothing special just had classes an all that stupid shit!!!! it was cold as hell an it even snowed alittle we had an art display at school to it was quite interesting! but i better bounce until another day let me know how ur days was!

Skrewdriver
Women have magic powers. They get wet without water, bleed without injury and make boneles things hard. Please be patient, i am a virgin here and at work. shhh dont tell. I will update more at home and as time goes. Thanks to xtc for introducing me. Seriously, what the hell. In a good way. I mean, i have been here hardly 2 days and i think i am addicted. Oh my. What the... freak... an i hate writing blogs, wha tthe hell am i doing, where is my shrink.... my head. my god dam freak skull ahhhhhhhhhhhh k, i think i am okay now. w00t

Love Sonnet Xvii
This is my favorite poem by Pablo. I read this in Mr. Knuth's class waaayyyyyy back and it has been my favorite ever since..... Love Sonnet XVII by Pablo Neruda I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz or arrow of carnations that propagate fire: I love you as certain dark things are loved, secretly, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries hidden within itself the light of those flowers, and thanks to your love, darkly in my body lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where, I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

I Like It Dirty!!
I get to keep a piece of sanity. Lol, yea it's not a big piece, but hey. 93X (http://www.93x.com/home.asp) our local rockstation, anounced today that Alice In Chains might be a part of OzzFest. That would totally kick ass. And that it would be located indoors, not sure if that would just be a Minnesota thing or not.

Wendys
Hey All Whoo Came In To See Me.. Im still having difficulties in replying to you. Just to let you know YOUS are all so sweet coming to see me! One day I will figure this site out!! mauh! It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, And if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, For your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, If you have been opened by life's betrayals Or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, Mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with JOY, mine or your own; If you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you To the tips of your fingers and to

Dreams
Ok,Maybe just maybe someone can help me figure this one out,I've searched the Net and can't seem to find anything to help without having to join some type of forum. I had a strange dream the other night and I've tried to no avail to pick it back up again which I can usually do...sorry let me get to the point lol... I had a dream a couple of nights ago about an ex that I have not even thought about conciously in a very long time,I don't remember any dialouge of the dream,just this visual of seeing him in the kitchen of our old place anyways I happen to look down and he has no feet they are amputated right above the ankles and he's got these weird looking prosthetics on....any ideas?

Emergency Info
kenneth bush: Hacker Warning HACKER WARNING !!!!!!!!!! > I JUST RECEIVED THIS FROM ANOTHER GROUP SO PLEASE WATCH OUT FOR THIS > PERSON WANTING TO JOIN. > If somebody called bum_tn@007 hotmail com adds you dont accept it > because its a hacker. Tell every one on your list because if somebody > on your list adds them you get them on your list. He will have access > to your IP computer address. So copy & paste this message to every one > AND fast Just got this from Werewolf by Night! Take it to heart!

Vomit From My Brain!
Well, the clowns won't REALLY eat me, but I feel like something bad will happen if I go back to my empty bed right now. My body hurts, I'm tired, I just want to hibernate, but every time I lie down I start thinking and that's bad. I want so badly to just fast forward the next few months to get through all the pain and healing. I want to feel whole again. I want to be able to go through my day without thinking things that will bring tears to my eyes. I have so much anger, grief, shame and sadness inside me right now, and they've all become some strange, toxic cocktail. I'm just so tired of it all! I am so quick to see the good in others, so eager to give them the benefit of the doubt, that I wind up opening myself up to worlds of hurt. Why does the right thing to do feel so terrible? I have to be up for work in a few hours. I'm so tired. I guess I should try sleeping again, huh. I got an alert today that said "someone rated your blog a 7!" So, someone, and I don't k

A New Day
Well, I must apologize to my friends for being away for awhile. A lot of changes have happened to me. First, I moved from my house into an apartment not too far from the house. I wanted to keep my children in the same schools. I moved because I could no longer afford the house. I'm fine with it. It wasn't easy for a single mom of three to pay for a house, but I did it for almost three years. I like the new apartment. It has space, with exception to my closet (I really miss it!) lol. Second, I had surgery on my right hand on 2/15. I had a arthritic bone in my right thumb and I had it removed. I'm still in recovery but I'll be fine. It's going to take a minute to work out the stiffness and soreness. I return to work Monday. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. lol And third, my birthday is in 10 days. I've thought of not doing anything but i deserve to celebrate something. When I moved into my house three years ago, it was a week before my birthday.

What I Believe
to see the future would put me in awe i know to see what i have done can be a doom to know what i have become what i am about sure would be a site i hope my future lays among the heavens lighting the world freeing my soul i know i cant be a part of such a grand design i lay on the ground gazing at the stars wishing hoping i know i cant ever have what i desire but i always have what i believe

The Baby Chronicles
March 27th- Well we have decided on Anthony for a boys name if this baby is a boy. We would like to have a middle name that starts with a "J" so we can call him A.J. for short. However, this is not a necessity as we like a few other middle names as well. I am putting up a poll to see what you all think would be a cute middle name for Anthony ______Marchione Help us pick a middle name!!! Anthony Jackson (AJ) MarchioneAnthony Jayden (AJ) MarchioneAnthony Michael MarchioneAnthony Mason Marchione (View Results)Create a Poll

Thnking About Being Adopted
Been thinking lately about the shock I felt when I found out I was adopted. Kinda hard on the system, when you live to be my age, and find out. I found out after both my adopted parents had passed away. My brother knew and had made a promise to my father that he wouldnt say anything until both of them were gone. I wonder why? Did they think I was that fragile, that I couldnt handle it? Yes.... they were right... But, I think I could have handled it better if I was told when I was a child, and not an adult, who now has no life history. I mean, who am I know? I am not the person that I thought I was/am??...Un-nerving to say the very least. I love my adopted parents for wanting to love me and take care of me/us (** my brother..who is also adopted-from a different biological mother). We both were adopted as newborns, if that makes a difference.?? Mom was a great photographer and a shutterbug, so I have tons of photos of both my brother and I as teeny tiny babies and us b

Just What Is A Pagan?
We are not evil. We don't harm or seduce people. We are not dangerous. We are ordinary people like you. We have families, jobs, hopes, and dreams. We are not a cult. This religion is not a joke. We are not what you think we are from looking at T.V. We are real. We laugh, we cry. We are serious. We have a sense of humor. You don't have to be afraid of us. We don't want to convert you. And please don't try to convert us. Just give us the same right we give you--to live in peace. We are much more similar to you than you think. ~Margot Adler When one defines oneself as Pagan, it means she or he follows an earth or nature religion, one that sees the divine manifest in all creation. The cycles of nature are our holy days, the earth is our temple, its plants and creatures our partners and teachers. We worship a deity that is both male and female, a mother Goddess and father God, who together created all that is, was, or will be. We respect life, cherish the free will of sentient bei

Various Things
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all myspace members are asked to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the myspace network, and the average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up. If all myspace members did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,200,000,000.00 (that's BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldn't) repost this bulletin repost it with 'Don't pump gas on May 15th' I thought I would never love again Then you came into my life The brother of my best friend You say its easier not to care You say you don’t k

Funny Stuff I Found In Bulletins
Thought this was great,,gives me ideas,lol 16 things to do at wal mart 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where

Men
Reasons Why Men Have Two Dogs And Not Two Wives 30. If a dog leaves, it won't take half of your stuff. 29. Dogs are not allowed in bloomingdale's or neiman-marcus. 28. Dogs like to ride in the back of a pickup truck. 27. When your dog gets old, you can have it put to sleep. 26. Dogs don't let magazine articles guide their lives. 25. On a car trip, your dog never insists on running the heater. 24. If a dog smells another dog on you, they don't get mad, they just think it's interesting. 23. A dog won't hold out on you to get a new car. 22. A dog will let you put a studded collar on it without calling you a pervert. 21. If a dog has babies, you can put an ad in the paper and give them away. 20. If you pretend to be blind, your dog can stay in your hotel room for free. 19. A dog will not wake you up at night to ask, "if I died would you get another dog?" 18. If you bring another dog home, your dog will happily play with both of you. 17. Another man will seldom steal your do

Anything Goes
hey everyone, i don't understand what is wrong with people. this guy on here is just really rude and he will not leave me alone. i don't know what i did to him but rate his pic, thats all i did and he is like obsessing over my rate that is kind of retarded. like i said before i don't care what other think of me. just for others who look at my pics my 4 month is holding a can that is empty and i was sitting right there holding with her, and she is teething so that means she likes the coldness on her gums. if anyone thinks that it is a bad thing its ok just be honest with me instead of being cruel about it. nobody is perfect, i sure am not. everyone makes mistakes. you know whatever that person is nothing but a thing on the net its a waste of time for me. you know sometimes it is hard to live, there are people out there that just can not take the truth, honesty is something that i believe in. if you can not be honest with yourself then there is no point of being honest with others. to it

Special Days...
Rose is having her twins today... I will up date on how it all goes when I get back from Hospital ... Wish me luck I'm the coach... Fathers are wonderful people Fathers are wonderful people, too little understood, And we do not sing their praises as often as we should, For Father struggles daily to live up to his image As protector and provider and hero of the scrimmage, And perhaps that is the reason we sometimes get the notion That fathers are not subject to the thing we call emotion. But if you look

Loungin'...
So....I'm sitting here wondering WTF to do all night!!! I drove from Maryland, to my hometown, New York!!!! To go to the Yankee game and my boys LOST! They only got 1 damn hit!!! Them Bombers need to get their shit together! Anyway, now I'm back in MD, chillin' with my Malibu n Coke over here, bored as shit, exhausted as hell, and NOT in the mood to go out! My arms and face are BURNT to a crisp...and, well, I guess Im going to just BLOW my night online! Or just go BLOW! Something....or someone! lol =) Maybe I'll go frolic on alt or aff and get into some trouble! teeeheee he

I'm In A Give Away Please Help
I need 20,000 comments to receive a one month free VIC. Any comment bombing would be appreciated. Thank you everyone! Lucy I need 20,000 comments for a one month VIC. please comment bomb the pic below. All Love will be returned..muah Lucy

I Am Done Living
OK BEFORE YOU READ THIS I JUST WANT TO LET YA KNOW IT PROBOABLY DOES NOT EVEN MAKE ANY SENSE I JUST FELT LIKE RAMBLING!!!! I AM DONE LIVING MY LIFE FOR EVERYONE ELSE I AM GOING TO START LIVING IT FOR MYSELF. A GREAT PART OF MY I HAVE SPENT CARING FOR PEOPLE WHO DID NOT CARE BACKFOR ME(NOT TALKING ABOUT MY JOB). I WAS ALWAYS WORRIED ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THOUGHT ABOUT ME, AND WENT WAYS IN MY LIFE TO MAKE THEM HAPPY DESPITE HOW IT MADE ME FEEL. I HAVE LOST PEOPLE WHO CARED FOR ME BECUASE I WAS TO BLIND AND WALKED AWAY TO FOLLOW SOMEONE ELSE. TO THOSE PEOPLE I AM SORRY . I JUST WISH I WOULD HAVE OPENED MY EYES TO THIS ALONG TIME AGO.WHO KNOWS I MIGHT BE HAPPY WITH MY LIFE RIGHT NOW IF I DID. OVER THE PAST FEW MONTHS I HAVE CAME TO TERMS WITH LOSING WHAT I THOUGHT WAS THE BEST THING THAT HAD EVER HAPPENED TO ME, AND TO HER I SAY IT IS YOUR LOSS. I AM A GOOD PERSON DESPITE WHAT YOUR FRIENDS WOULD SAY I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU ALWAYS WANTED AND TREATED YOU WELL. AND TO YOU I SAY I A

Boasting
Just boasting a little .. We just got back from A Hockey tournament in Tronto and My sons team won it all. They went 6 - 0. My son played 3 of the games and recorded 3 shutouts!!!!!!!!! Just really proud I had to share

Waiting
i'll stand in your line when you've got some time for you n me maybe i'll stay or go liars fire burns me my weakness again is only desire truth and respect not bought not sold precious as gold left me all alone no scenic ride recognize our potential hear me clear dont be afraid of a love to the grave believe what you will i wait in line with endless sorrow legend or liar remains to be seen tore open my heart devoured it clean flashback gazing in your eyes i feel what's you shiny bright and so warm i get lost there freezeframe words that you've spoken i've always believed just lately i wish you'd say what ya mean i'm here for you so close if you want me. if you dont say goodbye snapback alone i shiver back to black left this place before but betrayal deceit and misprinted lies bring me back and keep me cold i'm torn and crying for you are you the killer or are you the savior?

Damnids
Okay so quite a few people have asked me to make them an ID but I need some information before I can finish them........I need to know a color that you want.....and it can be just about anything, doesn't have to be just primary colors...and verify if you want a light or dark shade. Also I need what you want written under your name, it can be ANYTHING that you want it to be. If you are not sure, feel free to take a peek at the ones I've made, they are in the album titled, "Things Ive made for friends" Or there are more in my stash. I've ran out of pic uploads so all the new ones will be posted in my stash. You can copy them to your computer and then upload them from there. I primarily make them all with the same heading and footing, if you want anything different feel free to ask. And last but not least, if you want your DOB on it and it's not on your homepage, please let me know otherwise I will put "unknown" PLEASE PLEASE message me so I know how you want it, it's much ea

Expecting A Miracle
Here's a little update: After being hit with a hurricane that destroyed the coast, I needed some good news. My daughter had her ultrasound last week, even though the hospital was running on generators. IT'S A LITTLE GIRL!!!!!!!! She is due April 23rd! But I think that she will be born May 3rd. As many of you already know....my daughter found out that she was pregnant about two weeks ago. The method of birth control that they were using failed. She and her boyfriend have been together for almost four year now, but this was not quite what they had planned at this time in their lives. For the past two weeks, I did not know if my daughter was going to keep the baby or not. Her boyfriend's mother has been a real pain over the past couple of weeks. Withing 48 hours of being told about the pregnancy, his mother brought over 10 abortion clinic phone numbers and had called each and every one of these clinics to discuss what they had to offer. She continued to harass my daught

Down And Out
Well today i found out that my dog that i had for 13 yrs. has cancer and it will cost a total of 314.79 to put her to sleep and to cremate her.So i feel like crap but i know that its for the best so she doesnt suffer any longer.how many of you lost a pet that was like a family to you.

Questions That Are To Serious For A Mumm
I know this is most likely a dumb question and you should have had a V8 kind of thing. I was wondering if anyone knew what Somali 20:20 means I've been looking online and can't seem to find much aside from something about piracy and Somali warriors, Somalis Killed then something about health care. Any feed back would be appreciated, because there are a lot of Somalis running around with stickers etc on their cars etc here http://www.adnkronos.com/AKI/English/Security/?id=1.0.1626210444 http://www.nationmaster.com/graph/ter_glo_ter_ind-terrorism-global-indicator http://www.samliquidation.com/harvest.htm I'm also going to include some of the replies I've gotten and my replies to them! Got curious about your question about what 20:20 means with Somalis all driving around with it on bumper stickers on their cars. Did a few google searches on 20:20, then added Muslim, then Somali. Generally where it shows up, looks bad. First link is a sample. Also thought the

Thank You!!
Hello all...I'm in a contest to win a 3-day Blast...please stop by and drop some rates... My link to the contest is below...The rules are posted here... IT’S A SALE!! AND PRICES ARE FALLING LIKE UM, STARS!! Yeah, that was cheesy… but VERY TRUE! I wanna celebrate my move to New York, and what is better than a really good sale??!! Here’s the deal: • For a very limited time, I’m cutting the prices for blasts! • 1-Day Blast -- Regular price = 3,750 comments. SALE PRICE: ONLY 1,000 COMMENTS!! • 3-Day Blast -- Regular price = 6,000 comments SALE PRICE: ONLY 3,000 COMMENTS!! RULES/RESTRICTIONS: - You MUST email me (do not shout me!) and include in your message what level of blast you want to go for AND a jpeg (no other format) pic or link to a jpeg picture. - Entries for this special promotion will only be accepted until midnight Fubar time on 1/31/08. - Every participant will have precisely one week (no extensions)

Psychos
watch out for a guy that goes my chubby chaser! i chatted with him a little bit and now he thinks i'm his girlfriend and he won't leave me alone. i had to block him because he wouldn't stop leaving comments for guys to leave me alone because i'm his girl! he's scary and gross so be careful!

Future
So I met this beautiful lady on myspace about 7 months ago... we hit it off from the start... laughin & jokin till the wee hours of the morning every night... Talked and shared everything about ourselves... good and bad.. past and future. we share alot of the same goals.. we share the same type of personality both very loving affectionate and giving people. Now there were a few bumps in the road, but nothing that couldnt be overcome. Well we finally go to meet on Sunday and i was nothing less then amazing... everything was 1000% better then I could have even imagined. I know how i feel and I think she feels the same way as well... but how can you really know 100% I wrote this last night.. with no other reason other then I cant get her out of my head.. she is all I think about... I am just curious... am I overdoing it? am I thinking to much? You tell me.... here is what I wrote.... So its been a few days since I have seen her and I cant get her out of my mind

Dusty Underwear...lol... Soo Funny!!!
One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife "Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!!" His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. "What is this??" he said to himself as a little "dust" cloud appeared when he shook them out. "April," he hollered into the bathroom, "Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?" She replied with a snicker..."It's not talcum powder...... It's 'Miracle Grow'."

Someone Should~
someone should host a contest featuring ink n piercings sfw of course!lol but someone should.. if i had the gears for it..id do it..but it dont seem to hav been done yet.. hmm just a thought! n a damn good one i kno

10 Commandments Of Marriage
☼ 10 COMMANDMENTS OF MARRIAGE ☼ Commandment 1. Marriages are made in heaven. But so again, are thunder and lightning. Commandment 2. If you want your spouse to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say, talk in your sleep. Commandment 3. Marriage is grand -- and divorce is at least 100 grand! Commandment 4. Married life is very frustrating. In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak and the neighbors listen. Commandment 5. When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing: Either the car is new or the wife is. Commandment 6. Marriage is when a man and woman become as one; the trouble starts when they try to decide which one. Commandment 7. Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you said. After

5 Kinds Of Sex
1) The first is Smurf Sex. This happens during the honeymoon period; you both keep doing it until you're blue in the face. 2) The second is Kitchen Sex. This is at the beginning of the marriage; you'll have sex anywhere, anytime, even in the kitchen. 3) The third kind is Bedroom Sex. You've calmed down a bit, perhaps have kids, so you gotta do it in the bedroom. 4) The fourth kind is Hallway Sex. This is the phase in which you pass each other in the hallway and say, "Screw you!" 5) There is also a fifth kind of sex: Courtroom Sex. This is when you get divorced and your wife screws you in front of everyone in the courtroom.

Makin Changes
ive changed my name n im makin some moves now im workin towards god mother by the end of Feb. I will be havin a happy hour next Thrusday for my Birthday so get ready to drink it up on me Much love to al of u n to all my close friends that i speak with all the time I LOVE U GUYZ MORE THAN U ALL KNOW!!!

Support The Men And Women In Harms Way
Of the 6 years I was in, half of them were spent in airports, bus stations, barracks or hanger bays, and one in boot camp. They can be very lonely, so if you have someone special who is not home this holiday, serving their country, send them something, anything. You would be surprised at how the smallest gift or card can brighten someones day while they are over seas. Have a great Christmas season everyone, and remember those in harms way!

Simplicity In Thought
The earth owns my body...God owns my soul ... My heart is all I have left to offer . Have any glue? These Feelings of Doubt , Pain , Bitterness . Thus brings Chaos , Confusion , Isolation . I feel like Judas , with your whispers in my ear . My deceptions so unclear . My heart sinks lower in my chest . The images I try to repress . I hear my demons mocking me from a distance . I continue my path . Leading me to my own demise . I trip along the way . Pause to see another way . There's no where to turn , when you cut yourself off , from everything .Just Like Judas . How do you ask forgiveness . When you betrayed the one person . That could give you your salvation . How do you pick up the pieces and move on . When your hated by all , Loved by none . And As the story goes . In a single day , driven to madness , by his own guilt . He persecuted himself in the shadow of Olive branch . Deceit with in a kiss.... Normal what exactly is normal. Normal - Conforming to the standard or the c

Fu Marriages Are Rediculous
sure...fubar is a tolerable way to kill some time but for the love of god people....ITS THE INTERNET! meeting peope on the net is fine...but mature aldults having fu hubbys and wives?...it's really kind of gay dontcha think? perhaps a bit less time in fatansy land and a bit more in reality...may help with that bi polar disorder you are...or should be...medicated for...it's called A LIFE you should try it.

Life On A Daily Bases
Never argue with an idiot. The people watching might not know the difference. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. On the keyboard of life, always keep one finger on the escape key. When you're laying in bed at night looking up at the stars, don't panic when you suddenly wonder "Where the Hell is the ceiling?!" Remember, when someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown. BUT, it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and SMACK the asshole upside the head. The statistics on sanity are that one out of every four people is suffering from some sort of mental illness. Think of your three best friends -- if they're okay, then it's you. Just remember........if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off. Everyone has a photographic memory. Some just don't have film. Some people are like Slinkies . . . not really good for anything, but you still can't help but giggle when you see one tumble down the stairs.

24 Feb 2008 Love and lust from a Master Current mood: naughty Love and lust is such a strong word and strong feeling. Now along with love, for some, comes lust and domination. That is, for me, to have a master, to give commands and live on that edge of not doing what you are told in order to get punished. Sometimes that could be a fun and rewarding experience but then again... it might not be. This is also the need to feel the intensity of pain while in a sexual situation..... Domination takes me to an entire new plane… I have no concept of what is going on around me except what is happening to me at that time. Someone today said that anyone could be a master and dominate you. This is not true for me. It has to be someone who I love, yes, love not just lust, trust, and one that I know will not hurt me in a bad way. I have such a master. When we first started out he sucked on my nipples so hard that I thought it was going to fall off. Those actions made me start my thirst fo

Jealousy
Jealousy stay away from me you cause nothing but pain You consume me from the inside out and make me cry in vain I hate the way you make me feel and hate the day you came To make me doubt and hurt someone there's only me to blame I'm done with you and drive you out from within my heart of hearts And pray before this day is done she'll say we'll never part If she will say she'll try again I promise her this day That jealousy has ran it's course and now must go away

Lover''s Regret
Lover's Regret I can't sleep, although I close my eyes; remembering the good times. Years come and go; I am still paying for the crimes. I never meant to leave you, I never had a clue. How can God keep punishing me ? For something I was too young to see. I paid dearly for what I had done; Never really ever seeing the sun. Why does destiny keep putting us together ? Places, times, in any kind of weather. Why don't we listen to our hearts following through, taking us back to where it all had start ? The beginning sure sounds nice; I want it back at any price. Wipe away my tears; as I calm all your fears. I am still the girl you once knew, Brighter with knowledge and power too. Sail with me once again off to the bight sunset. Back to the time where we first met I love you and you love me; What is stopping us to just let go to be free ? I promise you this time it will be forevermore; if you come knocking on my front door. We can have the happy ever af

Add/adhd
so todays blog is over add/adhd/ , I see so many people bad mouthing parents if they say there kids got it. Or how parents dont do there jobs.. and thats why there kids are that way. I do believe at times that kids are wrongfully diagnosed with olit..but I also believe it to be a real thing. My oldest has it. I lived with it clear up til he was 8. He was very busy, couldnt sit still..etc. We done all the tricks..time out, butt whippings..etc. Was very hard to deal with. He was very emotional and if you even looked at him the wrong way, he would cry. He never understood what he was doing wrong. He never was up with rest in school on reading. Hes not the type who wants to do things wrong just for fun of it. Anyways in 2nd grade.. teacher said he was daydreaming alot. I finally asked her oppinion..she said her boy was same way and found out he had ADD. So, did the paper work..me, and 2 who know him..and 2 teachers. With what we answered on the questions..doctor said he had it

New Fu-buddy
this is a real good friend of mine, like a brother, he is fairly new here adn needsour help! I will be helpinghim with his page in just a minute! He is real and real cool as well, so show him the fu-love! :D thanx everyone! http://fubar.com/user/1590453

Stomach Bugs
Tuesday, June 12, 2007 dreaming in viral vision...... Current mood: nauseated the end of the weekend became a body fluid square dance that is probably to disgusting to go into detail over but just so you get it ...... stomach bug..... damnit. ok first of all the whole bug thing is not something i get normally but it has been known to bring me down a few times.the best part has always been the vivid dreaming.holy shit some of them go way off the charts. wanna see some cool shit go suck tonsils with someone whos been hugging porceline for a day and see what happens.ill share a less than version for you. me or i think its me walking along .... kind of an internal view and a bit bouncy... makes me sick ... like motion sickness.fall through the ground into black and nothing .... im not sure there is a bottom but i stopped so.... i guess so. out of the black a bear lunges at me mouth open to take a bite... i stop the bear with my hands holding his jaws open."cut it out

You Have Oficially Been Pimped
OK People please show your love for one of thee most Hottest of the 2nd Alarm Hotties Ever! Go to °°«MîñX»°°Asst. to the Chief Dep. 2nd Alarm Hotties page and hit it up... Don't forget to come check out her lounge Fetish too. Pimpout Brought to you by: ☆Core☆Pimp Daddy C☆Owned by °°«MîñX»°°Asst. to the Chief Dep. 2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar

She's A Proud Fubomber Tat Contest!!
Here is the link to She's a PROUD BOMBERS Contest Hit it hard for the next 7 DAYS!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1145479&albumid=940071&i=3674589262&idx=2 Thank YOU ALL!!! Hello to ALL FUBAR Family & FRIENDS & MY AWESOME Fubomber FAMILY!! I am entered in a CONTEST KIDS! It starts at 5:00 PM EST TODAY!!!!(3/29/07) I have a link to the Contest Host, the AWESOME "PassionMan!!" http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1145479 This is a 7 day contest.. My Tat is the Scorpion on my left shoulder, the long Blonde hair in front of my shoulder... Please click on the Tat Contest folder @ 5:00 PM EST... and show as much love as often as YOU can! I appreciate your participation in advance! I LOVE YOU ALL!! MUAAAAZ!!! She's A Proud FUBOMBER~Fu-Wifey to Sleazy Rider~ Manager/Trainer~Fubomber Family Hello to ALL FUBAR Family & FRIENDS & MY AWESOME Fubomber FAMILY!! I am entered in a CONTEST KIDS! It starts at 5:00 PM EST TODAY!!!!(3/29/07) I have a link to the

Love Is Everywhere
May You Always Feel Loved by Sandra Sturtz Hauss May you find serenity and tranquility in a world You may not always understand.. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with optimism and courage.. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there even when you feel most alone.. May you discover enough goodness in others To believe in a world of peace.. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, a warm smile, be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them.. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending.. Teach love to those who know hate, And let that love embrace you as you go into the world.. May the teaching of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them.. Remember, those whose lives you have touched and who have touched yours are always a part

Ewwww Gross/handbags
HANDBAGS... Have you ever noticed gals who sit their handbags on public toilet floors, then go directly to their dining tables and set it on the table? Happens a lot! It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes "what you don't know will hurt you"! Read on... Mom got so upset when guests came in the door and plopped their handbags down on the counter where she was cooking or setting up food. She always said that handbags are really dirty, because of where they have been. It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may know what's inside our handbags, do you have any idea what's on the outside? Women carry handbags everywhere; from the office to public toilets to the floor of the car. Most women won't be caught without their handbags, but did you ever stop to think about where your handbag goes during the day. "I drive a school bus, so my handbag has been on the floor of the bus a lot," says one woman. "O

If Only There Was A Clear Cut Way To Know For Sure If Your Partner Is Cheating On You. Unfortunately, Very Few Cheating Partners Are Willing To Be Hon
Loss of Sex Drive Unless there is another cause of stress (i.e., difficult assignment at work), then a sudden loss of interest in sex may indicate your loved one is getting it elsewhere. Defensiveness A cheating partner often feels bad deep down and this guilt can come out via defensiveness or blame placed on you. Be on the look out for signs of aggressiveness from your partner. Host of Excuses They may seem cliche, but comments about needing to work late, having to take a business trip, or needing to unexpectedly meet with a client, can all be signs of cheating. Telephone Hang-Ups If your partner's new liaison is bold enough to call your home number, he or she may hang up if you answer, instead of your partner. Be on the look out for frequent hang-ups. Gifts Out of Nowhere Besides defensiveness, your cheating partner may try to throw you off track by being extra nice. Flowers, chocolate, and other gifts, especially if they are typically uncommon, could be a sign of infi

The Young Ladies I Currently Own
The Lovely Ladies That I Currently Own Mz Belle MZ.BELLE OF FIREY HEART & SOUL FAMILY~~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~Fu Owned by Demented187@ fubar Singlemomnok Singlemomnok~Fu-Owned by I'm Smut Provert ~Fu-Owner of Aksfarmboy, DJ MyLastBreath and 2HottSexy@ fubar Miss Crys Miss Crys~Shadow Levelers~Owned By ~RobiSue~69Munch~Lil Slavegrrl~Dizzy~Smutt~Dr. Tre~@ fubar Pezz Pezz*Promoter 4 Diablo's Den@ fubar ~Irish_Chick79~ ~Irish_Chick79~ Fu-Owner of Tomm401 ~ Fu-Owned by Brett and TequilaRose ~@ fubar EasyOnTheEyz EasyOnTheEyz♥2ndAlarmHotties♥AsstChief♥AsstChiefOfPromotions@ fubar sweetmomma sweetmomma_diablo den greeter@ fubar DeDe DeDe~Co~Owner of Excalibur Rawk Radio@ fubar

Tag You're It!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I may act like what people think of me doesn't matter, but those close to me knows it does. 2. I smoked while I was in college, but was able to kick the habit. 3. I will help just about anyone as much as I can. 4. My greatest fear in life is that I will never get married or have a family. 5. I have an abnormal obsession with Dale Jr. 6. I watch WWE EVERY Monday night. 7. I trust people way too easily and usually get burned in the end. 8. My dream vehicle is a Chevy Silverado 1500 (black). 9. I hate to be wrong and have a hard time admitting when I am. 10. I can be very stubborn. When I have made u

Felings
wheen you love someone you should trust them. well i trust her but she dont trust me well 2 years ago i made a mistake that broke her heart and i regret every mistake that i made and now we are back together. sometimes i feel i aint geting a fair chance to prove my self and it tears me up inside becaus i love her with all my heart and i whant to spend my life with her well thats it for now latter.

Hotties Rule!
So sick of the lines, iv heard it all..... there are so many ways to say it too... ok i,ll stop being mad at my exes... just damit.... im a great person, love my family, im part of the american dream.....so why am i sad over dumping a loser who beat me up inside and out.... I guess i am just upset over my own stupidity, how could i be so dumb, again? once should have been enough.. ok so on the bright side of life i get to focus on me and staying away from ass holes... SO HERES THE LINE " ARE THERE A FEW GOOD MEN LEFT"? rember the old days..... when we were young b4 alchol yea they were good haha...

Abunza Review
Abunza Review Are you FAILING online? Train yourself to succeed today The Abunza home base business is a brand new marketing system created by Michael Spire and Sebastian and Abunza and my team are causing some SERIOUS chatter in the home business industry. It's long been the goal of every business co-founder to somehow AUTOMATE business...so you don't have to be on the phone calling leads, making follow ups, setting up appointments, closing people, and doing all the other stuff that almost no one likes to do. Yet most people have no choice because that's all they've been taught, and it's all they know how to do. Well, Michael Spire and Sebastian and the online business of Abunza just CHANGED all that and its official on Dec. 1 2007so as you can imagine during this pre-launch stage many have token advantage of saving $250. Abunza offers travel certificates, software, e-books, and the ability to sell the software you are given separately through your own “store”. Me

App!
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Melissa's Plastic Dreams
I'm posting this video cuz it reminds me a lot of myself. This is a song from the tv series "Kids of Degrassi Street". One of my favorite shows. I'm kind of feeling this way today, in fact, I feel like this a lot. I know the song sucks and is kind of corny, but the words are what really make the difference. Ok, so watch it and let me know what you think. All comments are welcome. Good or bad. When you assume, you make an "Ass" out of you and "Me", lol. So true, so true!! One of my new friends on here tonight, asked me why I put the wrong age on my profile. And I was like, WTF? It says 31, I am 31. Hahahaha, I don't think I'm ever gonna look my age, or act it either, lol. Im really tired, and haven't gotten that much sleep in the past week or so. And it's now almost 12:30 am, and I'm up farting around on here with no good reason!! GO TO BED MELISSA! It took me 2 days to get the damned layout the way I wanted it on my page, so far. And I'm still not done with it yet. I

The Boob Train
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More Taxes
Adding a tax to your retirement is simply another way of saying to the American people, you're so darn stupid that we're going to keep doing this until we drain every cent from you. That's what the Speaker of the House is saying. Read below............... Nancy Pelosi wants a Windfall Tax on Retirement Income. In other words tax what you have made by investing toward your retirement. This woman is a nut case! You aren't going to believe this. Madam speaker Nancy Pelosi wants to put a Windfall Tax on all stock ma rket profits (including Retirement fund, 401K and Mutual Funds! Alas , it is true - all to help the 12 Million Illegal Immigrants and other unemployed Minorities! This woman is frightening. She quotes...' We need to work toward the goal of equalizing income, (didn't Marx say something like this), in our country and at the same time limiting the amount the rich can invest.' ( I am not rich, are you) When asked how these new tax dollars would be spent, she repl

9/11/07 Cheayla N Numalte Rip
This is in memory of CHEAYLA, she was taken from this world by a drunk driver. She had such a loving heart and was always there when you needed her. She was due to be married this summer and would have finished her bachelors degree in psychology . Her and her fiance were both killed instantly in the head-on collision. No matter what you would say she would always find the positive side about things.

My Fu-owner
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Ladies, Just When You Thought You Were Safe:p!!!
Telling Husband You're going out for the night with the 'Girls'... Nothing... Red Leather Jacket for night out with the 'Girls'... $200.00 Car wash and Wax.. $20.00 Getting a Radar photo speeding ticket while out with the 'Girls'. $150.00 Having husband open the mailed radar photo citation, and seeing You with another mans dick in Your hand........PRICELESS!!!!!

Inside The Mind Of Mindcrime Miller
Hello everyone =) My name is Sasha, i'm 19, and i'm from Mechanicsburg, PA. I currently live w/ one of my older brothers, and my mother. Plus our 4 cats (oldest to youngest) Mitzi, Mimi, Punky, and the newest of the bunch, my little kitten Smokers. I love to have a good time indoors and out. I love sports (football, hockey, baseball, rugby, anything that is a "contact" sport) I've been playing MGSA softball for 14years now as a 3rd base-girl. I love animals (especially the Wolf) and I enjoy every minute i have with my pets (or "family" as i call them) I am currently working towards becoming a carpenter (or if someone wants to hire me as their secretary that works as well!) I have 5 tattoos (left thigh, back, wrists and chest), and nine piercings (ears, eyebrow, tongue, nips) If you have any questions, feel free to ask!

Girlfriend Application
now in order to fill it out correctly, click the link on the top then fill it out and then click the get-r-done button and it gives you a code. copy and paste that code and send it to me in a message so i can read your application. Click here to take this survey: Girlfriend Application. Wats ur name??How old are u??How tall are u??hair color??u got any tattoos??u plan to get any??piercings??do ya drink??smoke??if the moment was rite... would u kiss me??would u mind if i just looked at ya n' smiled??wats ur perfect date???how would u describe ur style of clothes??are u a virgin???would u give me a back massage if i asked for one??would play w/ my hair while i was asleep on ur lap??have u ever cheated on anybody???wat are u doin' in life... work... skool???u like to dance??party??would ya wanna hold handz in public??do u like to watch moviez??do u drive??if not... why not???do u have strict curfew??u like pets??wat race are u??wat is ur best feature??wat do u think is my best featu

Contest Mz.belle And I Are Holding
> Ok We Are Running Picture Contest This Contest Will Be A Rate Only Contest This Will Run From Midnight On The 30th Dec Till 31st Of Dec Midnight The Prizes As Follows 1,3,5,10,20 Credit Blings 1 Golden Star 1 Month Vip 3 & 7 Day Blasts Plus Bling pack The Most Person With The Most Rates Gets A $20 Bling Pack Also We Are Holding Auction For 4 Auto 11s The Hosts For The Contest Are As Follows MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~ Owned by Sexy Baby Blue Eyes~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~@ fubar ~~~Demented187~~~FU Owned by 'MZ.BELLE for life~~~Force 3 Bomber@ fubar So If You Wish To Enter Please Contact One Of The Hosts

Putting Your Affairs In Order
The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, 'I've some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order. The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting. ? 'Well daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go so well.? In this case, things aren't well.? I have cancer.? Let's head to the club and have a martini. After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of? the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating. The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end. 'I've been diagnosed with AIDS.' The friends were aghast, gave the woman their condolences and beat a hasty retreat. After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, 'Momma,? I thought you said you were dyi

Hero
this is a story on a buddy of mine chad kite, also i have a video on my page and wrote a little something about shad on my home page check it out 3 Fort Lewis soldiers pick up Silver Stars By MIKE BARBER P-I REPORTER (Editor's Note: This story has been altered. Sgt. 1st Class Chad Kite's affiliation with the Green Berets was mischaracterized in earlier versions.) Three Fort Lewis soldiers who put their lives on the line in Iraq and Afghanistan were honored this week for their courage with the nation's third-highest award for combat valor, the Silver Star. In a ceremony Wednesday at 1st Special Forces Group headquarters, a Green Beret -- Staff Sgt. Chris Federmann of Cincinnati -- and a soldier serving with the group -- Sgt. 1st Class Chad Kite of Elkton, Va. -- received Silver Stars for their actions last year in Diwaniyah, Iraq. "While under intense enemy fire and without regard for their safety, (Federmann and Kite) prevented anti-Iraqi forces from overwhelmin

Pick Up Lines
1. Beauty is only a light switch away. 2. My love for you is like diahrrea I just can't keep it in. 3. I know I'm not Fred Flintstone but I can make your Bed Rock. 4. If yer gonna regret this in the mornin we can sleep till afternoon. 5. Are your parents retarded? Cuz you sure are special. 6. Is that a mirror in yer pants? Cux I could sure see myself in em.

Auto 11 Auction Again By Popular Demand!!!
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The Night
The night rests heavy on my shoulders like the darkness is a palpable weight crushing down on me. Lightening, gold and swift, splits the sky and the rain is pouring down under leaden clouds whose edges blend into darker hues of nothing. I'm sitting here on this bench, drenched and shivering right to my soul, lost and alone. I do not know who I am or where I was heading, not anymore. I remember where where I've been and I do not want to go back down that road but I can not stay where I'm at. If I sit here for many more nights I think I will die. Seven weeks now, the days have passed with agony and I'm running out of reason's to fight. I remember whispers and the voices echo in my heart. A lover's soft hush, a concerned friend with a helping hand, a prayer from birth and the compassion of someone who walked this road too. No one reaches me anymore and no one really knows the secrets I hide. How far I have fallen I can not say, Seven weeks and I've lost my way.

Uncrowned Queen Of The Brits (as Written By Al Murray) Lol!
We Brits all know that Al Murrays all time favourite band/music heroes are Queen. Here are who he thinks the Brit awards 2009 should have gone to: BEST GROUP : Queen (without a doubt)! BEST NEWCOMER: Queen (They qualify as they are now called Queen and Paul Rodgers ! BRITISH BREAKTHROUGH ACT: Queen (They sung a song called Breakthru)! BEST SOLO MALE: Freddie Mercury (Even on his own without the band he was better than everyone else)! BEST LIVE ACT: Queen (come on, queen live aid - no ones topped that)! BEST FEMALE: Roger Taylor(in a dress in the I want to break free video, right?) ! OUTSTANDING CONTRIBUTION : Queen(Nuff said)! CRITICS CHOICE: Queen (no one has been critised as much as queen)! ** Think you can all see Al Murray is an obsessed queen fan, totally biased but a funny read in the paper I had to share .....the mans just too funny lol!! ** HAPPY MONDAY!!

Wanna Own A Cherry Bomb??
ARE YOU READY FOR A CHERRY BOMB EXPLOSION??? WELL GET READY BECAUSE MZ. SHORTSWEETIE IS HOLDING ANOTHER BLING AUCTION!!! THIS TIME A CHERRY BOMB!!! STARTING ON MARCH 9TH AND ENDING ON MARCH 14TH!!! BIDDING STARTS OUT AT 1 MILLION FU-BUX!!! CLICK ON DA BOMB AND PLACE YOUR BID!!! THIS AUCTION BROUGHT TO YOU IN PART BY... AND BY... ME...ZOOKS

Help Me Make Godmother, Plz?
PLEASE HELP ME OUT. I HAVE BEEN ON THIS SIGHT FOR 2 1/2 YRS AND AND HAVE YET TO MAKE GODMOTHER. PLEASE HOOK ME UP WITH: BLASTS, TICKERS, HAPPY HOURS, CHERRY BOMBS, HIGH BLING PACKS, HIGH BLINGS, OWN ME, FUBUCKS, AUTO 11s, RATES, FANS, FRIENDS, CRUSHES, SECRET ADMIRERS, FUMARRIAGE , VIP.....AND THE LIST GOES ON.....SPOTLIGHT WOULD FUCKIN RAWK TOO!!! I HAVE GREAT PICS TO CHOOSE FROM. PLEASE HELP ME OUT HERE...I DON'T ASK FOR MUCH. ANYTHING ELSE U CAN THINK OF TO HELP ME LEVEL. I WILL RETURN ALL FAVORS ASAP. WOULD LOVE TO MAKE ORICAL, BUT IT WILL BE AWHILE :) PLEASE, REPOST THIS AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. KEEP IT GOING FOR ME. BLOG IT, BULLETIN IT, PIMP ME OUT BIG TIME....THANK YOU IN ADVANCE. I LOVE YOU ALL, ★ღfReCkLe EaRzღ★ FuMarried 2 "OLD GUYS ROCK"@ fubar

Rating Pics Vs Bouncer Checks
WANT TO KNOW IF ANYONE ELSE IS TIRED OF TRYING TO RATE PICS AND KEEP GETTING EVERY PIC OR EVERY OTHER PIC OR TWO THAT "YOU ARE RATING TOO FAST"? AND GETTING SENT TO BOUNCER CHECKS. I KNOW I PERSONALLY AM TIRED OF IT. I LOVE TO RATE PICS BUT IT TAKES 3X AS LONG NOW TO RATE PICS THAT IT HAS DISCOURAGED ME FROM WANTING TO RATE PICS ANYMORE. IF YOU ARE TIRED OF IT AS WELL AS I AM, PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT TY!!!!

How To Last Longer In Bed
The most generally requested query for men who are trying to prevent early climax during the existing day is: how to last longer in bed for men? If you realized the response to this query, well there is a excellent possibility that you would not be studying this information. There are plenty of solutions, techniques, approaches. We will expose several of the most traditional Jedi thoughts technique that men have used throughout the age groups to go more time anytime. This is regarding how to go more time in bed is on the reason of many different men during the existing day. It may cause much stress and psychological as well as sex-related sadness, when often there is a certain remedy that can perform for most men. Seeing as we are all different individuals, this also indicates that one remedy may not actually be the veritable strategy for another individual. Confidently these helpful questions with yahoo answers can help you to reach a useful review for treating early ejaculation for

Hmmm....??
WHY IS IT THAT EVERY TIME I START TO HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE I GET HURT? OR FIND OUT THEY ONLY WANT TO BE FRIENDS? WHY CAN'T I FIND LOVE? WHY CAN'T I FIND SOMEONE THAT WANTS TO BE WITH ME AND ONLY ME? WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE GETTING HURT? IT SEEMS LIKE I WILL NEVER FIND LOVE. SEEMS LIKE I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY. ALL I ASK IS TO BE LOVE AND BE LOVED BY A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN. WHEN WILL IT BE MY TIME? WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN? I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY ALL THIS KEEPS HAPPENING TO ME? Good morning everyone, I am writing this blog to let you all know I am taking an extended vacation from Fu. I will not be deleting my account. But I will not be on for a long time. I need to get my head straight. I am having a lot of personal problems in my real life right now. I do not want any of you to worry about me I will be fine and I will be back as soon as I can be. I want to tell my bestest bestie Prissy I love you like a sister your my best friend on and off here you have always had my back and I have a

First Time With Rachel
I noticed her my first day in design class, the art design class, an unusual course selection for an engineering major. I could not help looking at her because she looked so very young. She must be, I thought at first, a local high school student, who was smart enough to take a college course. Then I began to see her in many places on campus, so I figured she was some female genius who had graduated from high school at age fifteen and had been admitted to college early. I saw her seated alone at lunch in the dining hall one day and sat down across from her. The young beauty glanced up and smiled at me. She had a head of hair that was unbelievable, long, wavy, and honey-colored. "Are you and art major?" I asked. What an inane question! "Yes," she answered. "I want to be a painter some day." "I trying to be an engineer," I explained. "I had one year of college and then went into the army. I just got out this June. Now I'm back again, trying real hard to become a student again

How Kinki Am I.
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90%A Sicko50%Average50%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

My Past And History.
This is hard to write, but I want to let ya'll know what I know. I am in a sad mood at this time because I have been thinking about the past. I want everyone to know what I have told just a few close friends. Not even my parents know everything about me. I don't share my personall life that much. When I was younger I lost a brother to a drive by shooting that happened in Houston, TX. I was 13 at the time. It happened on June 21, 1992. It was Father's day morning. He was 26 years old. He was on his way home when a car pulled up next to his truck and there was four black guys in the car. They opened fire on my brother and one bullet hit him in the left temple that killed him instantly. It was later said that they had three of the four in jail, but they let them go because they didn't have the driver. It is still a open case. Nothing more has been done about it. It has hurt my parents very badly. He had two sons that never got to know their father. We get to see them once a year and th

Random Thoughts
To my friends at the LC; For the Veterans on LC; For my Family; For my Brothers and Sisters in arms: This is a work that I did in 1997 as part of a counseling program for PTSD. There have been many similar type works out there, but this one is unique, as it was written over the course of only about 15 minutes as I poured my heart out on to paper. Some will understand, others will not. For those that have family in the sandbox; Your Brother/Sister/Son/Daughter/Father/Mother will seem different after they return. They will have a different look in their eyes... a serious one. Use this to learn. Use this to understand. Use this to love again! Please feel free to repost this, but PLEASE... This is copywrited work. Please leave this unchanged in content! Thanks, Dave Stopher www.davestopher.com/warrior.htm +~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+ Shed no tear for me for I am a warrior. I chose my path willingly, only to be granted my wish. I've suffered, I've toiled, and I’ve bl

In My Own Words
THE DEATH SLICING AT THE SOUL SEVERING SKIN FROM BONE AND TURNING HEAVENLY TEMPLES, INTO HELLS ASHES... WILL NO LONGER DRINK THE VIRGIN VENOM OF THE NEW CHILD BUT WILL LAUGH AT OUR BLOOD-SOAKED SKELETONS AND CALL THEM TO BE HERS... LOVE ME..... DEPRESSION IS CONTAGEOUS..... ~RYDIA~

Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perennial

My Life As It Stands
what is this aching i feel deep in my soul as i wake up at night to the nightmares in which i cant scream. life is hell in which the fires burn into my brain. love is whimsical in most aspects do people really think a internet bf is a true bf? why does anger lead to guilt/ these are my ramblings and thoughts

Amber Miller
SO IM I HOT OR WHAT HAVE A GEAT DAY HEY WHATS UP OUT THERE?WONDERIN IF THERE IS ANYONE WHO COULD USE AREALLY TRUST WORTHY FRIEND?THOSE ARE HARD TO FIND!!WELL HOPE YOU ENJOY MY BLOG..LET ME KNOW.. ITS HARD TO FIND SOEONE WHO WILL BE A TRUE FRIEND TO U ANYMORE..U JUST ABOUT GOT TO KEEP THINGS TO YOUR SELF.AND THATS SAD

Sexiest Female Smile Contest! :)
Leaving for sunny FLA on thursday! im going to be there with my three girls for 2 weeks and 2 days and its going to be beautiful! i cant wait! :) Ft. Lauderdale here i come baby! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=184063&albumid=112595&i=3370889454

Numero Uno!
Do you know who has the upper hand in the realm of desire, attraction, and romance? The answer is simple and easy: Women There is proof all over the internet...Men spend bilions a year on pornsites and dating sites, all because of their lust for the opposite sex. Oh sure, women have to deal with a lot of prejudice in the workplace etc....They have to deal with a menstrual cycle that can be very uncomfortable once a month.... But you know what? Even if a girl is missing half of her teeth, and is 100lbs overweight, she can still snap her fingers and get a line of candidates who are sexually attracted to her. And yet they will still complain that they can't find a guy who loves them for who they are, or that respects their feelings, or is willing to commit, etc... Maybe they should look on the brightside...Many guys have trouble even feeling wanted in the first place. So, here is my first Blog. How sweet. Though I seemed to have joined this site about 5 months ago, I

Memory Lane
Close your eyes... And go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light , Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones! Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Happy Meals Cereal boxes

First Blood
Adding my weightless comments to the ton of meaningless blathering already out 'here'. The holidays are here, we're completely broke (as usual) but at least I'm good with the judge, I have a psycho-bitch-from-hell ex-spouse with kids and child support who LOVES trying to put my ass in jail, try divorcing one yourself and you'll know where I'm comin from with that!! We've recently moved (to Phenix City, AL) and the house is still a mess - but at least I'm 2 1/2 hours closer to the kids (the psycho-BFH ex doesn't like that at all, but screw her - No you do her, I'm Thru!! :) for Lo, these 7 yrs now - and in those 7 years of blissful divorce, her sorry ass has drug me in front of the judge 10 F***g times! She got her the best in legal counsel, tho - cos the first 5 or 6 times were over menial bullshit, that she only got a few hundred dollars in legal fees for, but that was merely the SETUP for the jail time and big bucks to follow!! (watch your Ass, before having kids with thes

Venting
fuck all these bitch ass guys that hit on my girlfriend.....its fuckin low life fuckers like you that ruin relationships and die alone. i know damn well im in love and that its true kinda funny how many sad ass lonely bitches come on here blow my girls shit up. FUCK OFF AND DIE BITCH ASS PUNK MOTHER FUCKERS!! so yea i hate being a 25 year old that works his fuckin ass off. i look around and see all the rest of people my age just slackin ass and making it by and i scratch my head cause wtf? i bust my ass 60 hrs a damn week and these dudes are sittin at home on their asses. bla i just work to friggin hard i guess, but i party hard too so who in CT wants a drink?? ok so i really dont understand this thing and i have myspace down so im gettin pissed ......lol......but yea yea you know you love me

Bliss
another day silently comes to an end days have passed with nothing left the stars align between the sound of silence forever and a day i have wondered lifeless escape from paradise until the day a breaking thought occurs once again united we stand and we fall harder than before life is death death has become me tell me why another day passes finally bliss

What Is Your Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Yep
Well it has been a wonderful day, here in my neck of the woods. Got to connect with an old friend, that was wonderful. Hope all of your days was good!!!! Ok what is it with people and chips, seeds, cookies. OMG. there is more to eat than that.

My Daughter... My Best Friend
I have a 5 yr old daughter who is my best friend and the best gift I have ever received. I found out when I was 3 months pregnant with her that she had Down syndrome. My doctor offered me the option of terminating the pregnancy. I know he was just doing what he had to as a doctor but I didn't even have to think about it. That definitely was NOT an option as far as I was concerned. He told me about all the possible health problems she might have and that she might not ever have a "normal" life. But I refused to believe that. The way I saw it was God gave her to me the way she was for a reason. And who am I to argue with Him? I accepted His wonderful gift and to this day have never once regretted my decision. Now, I'm not saying that there haven't been some really rough times, especially during the first 2 years of her life. But, we got through those rough times together. She's very loving and has a very strong will to learn everything she possibly can. It's because of her that I have le

Why
CAN SOMEONE ON HERE PLEASE TELL ME WHY PEOPLE ON HERE HAVE TO LIE AND NOT BE THEMSELF.WHY CANT THEY BE THEM SELF AND TELL THE TRUTH. CAUSE I KNOW ONE GUY ON HERE THAT HIS WHOLE PROFILE IS A LIE. CAUSE I KNOW THE TRUTH. HE SAID THAT HE LOVES HIS KIDS BUT HE REALLY DONT CAUSE IF HE DID HE WOULD NOT YELL , HIT, PULL THERE HAIR. AND SAYING THAT HE IS A PERFECT GENTELMAN HE TREAT WOMAN THE WAY THAT THEY SHOULD BE TREATED. THAT IS A LIE THE ONLY REASON WHY HE MARRIED MY SISTER IS SO HIS CHURCH WOULD HELP THEM OUT.

Blah
When will this all go away? The pain I feel from day to day? I say I don't feel like dying, But somedays I'm lying. Sometimes I just want to shout, That thinking of death is MY way out. I wouldn't ever go all the way, Atleast that's what I say. I've prayed to die, And that's no lie. I've cut so deep, That there was blood all over the sheet. I want to die a long death, Where it takes days for my last breath. Right now I wish I was dead, From a gunshot to the head. But it won't come true, Cause I couldn't do that to you. This is a curse, My life keeps getting worse. One minute I'm up... then I'm down, Wishing I would drown. In and out of T.R.M.C., Trying so hard to be free. These fatal attemts at suicide, Something I was told to hide. When will this vicious cycle stop? When I'm found by a cop? The cuts run so deep, But yet, I still don't weep. I keep it all inside, Praying that one day I'll di

The Procrastinators Creed
WOW! This is an eye-opener...God Bless Uncle Sam. I'm not into poetry, first I thought this was funny...but then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass. Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to a

Tramp Stamps
OK...not sure how this all works but just thought I'd try this out. I Think Tramp stamps are sexy as hell. Girls with ink are sexy as hell if it's in good taste. If any girls read this... just wondering if you find the term "tramp stamp" offensive? Incase you never heard the term "Tramp Stamp", it is the tattoo that girls have over their azz. This is my first attemp at this and still figureing this site out. Let me know what you think. Thanks, Greg Edited*** Please do not take offense to this post. I am not calling anyone a tramp. Just calling a tattoo that for lack of better terminology.

Contests
THIS IS A CT FOOTBALL LEAGUE BASED ON RATES GIRLS AND GUYS INCLUDED HOW TO PLAY THERE WILL BE SIX PPL TO A TEAM EACH ..EACH TEAM MEMBER MUST COLLECT RATES FOR THEMSELVES AND THEN THE TOTAL WILL BE ADDED FOR THAT TEAM. THE TEAM WITH THE MOST COMBINED RATES WILL WIN GAME!! THE TEAMS EACH TEAM WILL CONSIST OF SIX PLP (COACH, QB, RB,WR,LB,SS) WHAT I NEED TO GET THIS STARTED VICE PRESIDENT (2ND IN COMMAND OF THE LEAGUE) COACHES(ALSO OWNER OF THERE TEAM ..IN CHARGE OF FORMING TEAM) THERE WILL BE SEASON END REWARDS FOR THE FOLLOWING COACH OF THE YEAR QB OF THE YEAR RB OF THE YEAR WR OF THE YEAR LB OF THE YEAR SS OF THE YEAR PLAYER OF THE YEAR CHERRYTAP SUPERBOWL MVP CHERRYTAP SUPERBOWL WINNER One Week Blast Will Be Given To Each Member Of Superbowl Winning Team Games will be held every Tuesday AND Sunday. The length of season is yet to be determined based on number of teams. COACHES: Select 5 players for ur team. Assign

Omg Please
HEY OUT THERE EYES FOR YOUR SOUL IS A FAMILY MEMBER AND GREAT FRIEND AND REALLY NEEDS SOME HELP AND I KNOW I HAVE AWESOME FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT KNOW HOW TO BOMB LIKE CRAZY SO LETS SHOW HERE WE KNOW WHAT WE ARE DOING AND LETS GET HER INTO FIRST AND KEEP HER THERE PLEASE RIGHT NOW SHE IS 4000 BEHIND AND WE NEED HELP THANK YOU WHITEANGEL2229

Hospitial Visit
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! motherfucking ow to be exact. Ill set this up.. after fair was over for the weekend i decided to hit up "la fiesta" and grab a bite to eat and hang with some friends. cool, i ordered a CHICK AND cheese quesadia, i got a cheese instead. she offered to fix it but folks i was ravenous so i took it and devoured it. bout an hour had passed and i was thinking that it just didn't settle right. i told my friends good night and headed out on my hour drive back to another friends (where im staying) and it got a little worse. thinking an upset stomach was to blame i just chilled out on the couch and played some game for a bout an hour. the pain got worse. now thinking that it was a vicious gas issue mixed with a hunk of cheese i tried to lay down... that didnt work either and things were getting intense.... so to shorten this and skip some ick details i went to the hospitial fearing the condition of my appendix. after some iv induced pain killer they wh

Cowards
WTF?...I pull slight tude on a man i have NEVER met..and i get blocked. How many women are on this site that have driven them to do that at a blink of an eye? I'm shakin my head here!! I get blocked cuz i don't read some (GRRR i soo wanna name call but i won't) ASSHOLES blog. Then i get bombarded with 1's..lol. OI!..All the power to ya. Next..I comment on someones pro..(kinda like this, dont member proquo as im blocked and can't view).."Hey, could at least say thanks for the add?" Ya so i was in a mood, but i recovered nicely..so i thought. This is minor..why fuck around ? I dont fuckin get you guys.You act like you know me! OR us!.. Callin us BABE..and HUN..or HEY SEXY...???

I Just Sat And Watched You
Just when I thought I could stand on my own after all the tormoil, today I buried my 14 yr old niece. There is nothing worse than saying goodbye to someone you were teaching about life and what was in store for them ahead in life. Only to find out, they taught you more than you can ever learn in life in a horrific day. How many times did I tell my son he couldn't stay out and ride his scooter because I was tired of sitting outside? how many times did I not give him 5 more minutes to try his best again on the monkey bars? Saying goodbye to my niece opened my eyes to what I was not indulging myself to in my life. How many times do I have to be selfish or too tired before I realize what I lost? Today I realized, as I said goodbye with tear-filled eyes to my Mindy, that I don't have tomorrow, I only have today. What do I actually have to do that is that important that I can't throw a ball to my son or watch him learn another stunt on his scooter, bike, or skateboard? Pay bills, clean a ki

Idiot Sightings....
IDIOT SIGHTING: Hubby and I had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not. Four is larger than two." We haven't used Sears repair since. ________________________________________ IDIOT SIGHTING: I live in a semi rural area. We recently had a new neighbor call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the Deer Crossing sign on our road. The reason: " Too many deer are being hit by cars out here! I don't think this is a good place for them to be crossing anymore." From Kingman , KS ________________________________________ IDIOTS IN FOOD SERVICE: My daughter went to a local Taco Bell and ordered a taco.

Excitement
I just totally can not get over the excitement of knowing that in roughly 22 days I will be with my hunni again. Everytime I talk to him or talk to anybody about this flight back my heart starts pounding very rapidly. The past few months has felt like a lifetime away from him and I have absolutely hated it. I am very thankful for my friends on here because killing time on Fubar has really helped the time go by a little easier. It was really cool to quit the job I was working last night, I was technically suppose to work there thru the 22nd but when that payday is after the time I will be back in Germany, why do it. I did however call my 2nd job and she will be working me 5 days rather then 3 next week and I get paid from that job before I fly across the pond. During the 1st month I am sure that I will be on the site Monday thru Friday when my hunni is working out of town. After that I really need to concentrate on the language. That is my goal, to be able to carry on just a very basic

I Was Thinking About Joiningg One Of Thez
I Was Thinking About Joing Of Of The Fallowing: Suicide Girls Gods Girls Broken Dollz Burning Angels And There Are Other Ones But Cant Remember There Names Ill Post Later. But Yeah Witch One Sounds Good To U?..Because I Might Join Sometime When I Move Out Next Year So Yeah. ;) And If U Dont Know Who They Are Go To Uhm There Myspaces.

Isn't It Great Being Irish?!
An Irishman's Philosophy In life, there are only two things to worry about— Either you are well or you are sick. If you are well, there is nothing to worry about, But if you are sick, there are only two things to worry about— Either you will get well or you will die. If you get well, there is nothing to worry about, But if you die, there are only two things to worry about— Either you will go to heaven or hell. If you go to heaven, there is nothing to worry about. And if you go to hell, you’ll be so busy shaking hands with all your friends You won’t have time to worry! The Mouse on the Barroom Floor: Some Guinness was spilled on the barroom floor when the pub was shut for the night. Out of his hole crept a wee brown mouse and stood in the pale moonlight. He lapped up the frothy brew from the floor, then back on his haunches he sat. And all night long you could hear him roar, 'Bring on the goddam cat!'

Ramblings Of A Pissed Of Chick!!
So, you live your life and meet that "perfect" someone. To find out that he plays the game well. The only thing he does not realize is I play it so much better! It's funny how men (and I suppose woman too) think they can pull something over on you. The internet helps them with being the dishonest person that they really are. And they don't realize that the trail is there to be found. No matter how hard they try to get rid of it. But, you just have to know where to look. Play the games you want to play because they will not affect me any longer. I am better then that and I will get by without a lying cheating dick like you. It may take some time but, hay I've been single before and loved it so I know I can do it again. So while your sitting there in your dark lonely world remember that you made the mistake of lying not me and You're the one that choose not to have reality at your side!! And If your reading this as I am sure you are it is about you!!

For Dream Catcher
What you are about to read, is for a very dear person to one of my dear friends. Please copy and paste into your own blogs and bulletins. You are needed by so many You are charrished by so many You are the Light in the Darkness And the Darkness in the Light Without you this world is bleak Without you we would be amiss Without you we would give up Without you all hope is lost You bring us a new day You bring us a new hope You bring us a new Light When we need it the most Without you we would be nothing So you must realize this above all You are needed by us all For you give us our everything All my Love, Prayers and Support goes out to you Dream Catcher You need to come back to us. Your Daughter needs you, your Family needs you, your Friends need you.

Wow
Ever feel like you're down in a hole, even when you are content with your life? Wow, just started unpacking one suitcase and became a little overwhelemed so I had to come out of the room for a few minutes. Trying to figure out why that overwhelmed me, perhaps I am scared to unpack in fear that in 3 months I will have to re-pack again. Rudi told me the other night soon we will be going to the Government office to apply for a work visa. My biggest fear is what happens if they deny it? Will I have to go back through this whole process again? I got to Germany Friday and he left early Monday morning for the week to work. I am actually ok with that, but I do miss him like crazy, seems like it was just a tease after being away for over 3 months. I was starting to think that things were not *quite* the same with us, but I am fairly certain they are now, he just has alot on his mind with all the work he is doing. I am super proud of him and how well his business took off featuring he started

I'm Sorry!! :(
A Friend of mine posted this as bulletin....at another site...gawd and it is soooo sad...because sometimes it is true...Society and "SOME" men have a certain idea of what a woman should look like or what types of things "we" should be doing...Therefore us Plain women are more often than naught overlooked .... ahhh well, what a pity...(now I do not know if the song will come out but it is a good one...made me sad...:( ...) I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.If you're a gir

Dsc One Of Our Own...
I am sorry that I have not been on lately and I hate to bring more sadness to a day that is already filled with bad memories, but I have not been on much due to the fact that my wife had surgery in July to remove a tumor from her spine and is now wheelchair bound due to paralysis. It has been a job taking care of her, due to the fact that our house is not handicap accessible. I will try to keep in touch as much as I can. This is a great guy that is having a rough time right now.. I rarely ask for much and have never asked for you to go to another profile for me. But this hits close to home for me, and i know the Hell he and his family are going through! Everyone drop by and show him some love and support. One loving word can lift his spirits.. And he will pass the love to his wife.. He is a really sweet guy and is struggling with a hardship right now.

I'm Bat-mitzvahing My Daughter Rebek'ah-myself
when she became double digit age-the question briefly passed in my mind--shall i pay some synagogue thousands of dollars to teach my daughter stuff of the ritual nature which sometimes even conflict's with G-d's Law--or shall i give said money away to worthy charities and teach her myself of the wealth of knowledge i acquired through a lifetime of study of G-d's Laws - i chose the latter. she becomes 13 in 4 days--i will bat-mitzvah her before sabbath on friday--on a holiday actually defiant to G-d's Law.--THIS IS NOT THE NEW YEAR---IT'S THE 7TH MONTH--IT'S A MINOR FESTIVAL TO SOUND THE TRUMPET--AND IS CELEBRATED FOR 1 DAY--NOT 2--AND TO GET INTO A SYNAGOGUE FOR IT-YOU MUST BUY TICKETS!! -will Bekah's bat mitzvah bre in a synagogue--i don't think so--it will be in the same dinky room i study the bible in--i'll read and teach her from the bible as i have been--not for a day but for a lifetime--teach her about G-d, what and how it means to be a Hebrew, how to pray--all that's good.--a

Frightening Experience
Occasionally the most tragic of events can hit the headlines. When it happens, we all wonder why. But all too often a cult can explode into violence upon itself, the result being mass suicide. Why does it happen? What social forces are involved in this will towards self-destruction? This essay is an attempt to understand. And we need to begin with a few examples. Order of the solar temple: For instance, on 22 December 1995, sixteen corpses were discovered on a plateau in the French Alps in the shape of a star. This was the second mass suicide of the Order of the Solar Temple, a cult formed by fraudster Joseph di Mambro and homeopath Luc Jouret. The first had been fourteen months earlier, involving infernos in two Swiss chalet complexes, proceeded by the suspicious deaths, by fire, of five members including a young mother and child in Canada. The Solar Temple was based on a mix of Knights Templar mythology and new age mysticism, with a distinct apocalyptic nature that would lead to a ne

The Storm
The winds of rage came roaring through..... And ripped the heart from me and you. MISTAKES,TRANSGRESSIONS;all fueled the fire... Destruction of "Family" the Primary desire. Do we listen,ignore,or view with wise eyes? Bring forth truth instead of lies? Pounding hearts,eyes full of tears... Pulsing blood fuels our fears. Hope and wisdom,words of peace.... Who can restore these things in me? Fear has no place within my heart... The words"HARM NONE" the best place to start. Our Kingdom's our family,our friend,our lover; Father,Mother,Sister,Brother. Grant serenity,wisdom,patience,love.... Make honesty shine like a light from above. Only God has the right to decide who must leave... No one can change the way I believe. If you're family,friend;even if new.... Only you can destroy my belief in you.

Life Is So Wonderful
well me and my wife split up and then after three months I find a GIRL ( note a girl) that kinda in a way broke my heart but introduced me to her ex-fainces ex-girlfriend and me and her hooked up now I'm in the predicament with her boyfriend/ex-boyfriend ( being that he doesn't know at this moment in time but does know that me and her are sleeping together and he don't care due to the fact that he gave me permission) coming into town and wanting to spend some time with his girlfriend (that want to break up with him and be with me) and also me and her got engaged today Sept. 30, 2007 and we are planning the wedding date for Oct. 31, 2008 after which my divorce will be finalized I hopewe found that love can come in some of the most unpredictable ways we started out as fu*k buddies and turned out to be perfect for each other my family loves her unlike my soon to be ex-wife and ex-girlfriend and I found someone that does love me and won't hurt me and her name is Wendy I love her more than

About Me
This is just something in my mind as im staying up all night yet again hehe... but anyway I have gone through all my life thinking why I'm less than others and it was so terrible to get picked on and mocked, for thinking you had friends when in all reality the truth was the ones you wanted as friends wouldn't give you the attention. To be brutally honest I don't want to sound like a completely arrogant individual but I have lived a very rough life, a life of chaos, envy, jealousy, deceat and so much more. As most of you prolly know the hardest thing to deal with in my life was the day I watched my uncle die at 5 years old he decided his life wasn't worth living, and shot himself right infront of me. Could you imagine the pain and guilt that would put a 5 year old through not knowing or understanding why his uncle shot himself while having his brains on your face ? But from then on my life went down hill, i was molested at 7 years old not even 2 years after my uncle killed himself. and

If You Were Just Added
Usually i space this type of post apart more, i know i did one relatively recently, but due to my wonderful friends and the birthday blasts i seem to have gotten a growth spurt in my friends list. Things to remember: Although I have NSFW's, if people stop rating the SFW's, the NSFW's will be locked. i've done it before, i'll do it again. Crude comments are fine in pic comments, they are NOT fine in my shout box. (creepy comments that scare people aren't fine anywhere) advertising belongs on your own page, and x-rated animated gifs as well as music players will be deleted. I really don't want to see your nsfw's (unless you're a chick - and no, that doesn't mean i want to see you screwing your girlfriend, guys). Also, i NEVER comment on them, so again, don't ask. If i happen to peek at them, more than likely you will not even see a rate from me. I am taken. Stop asking. My family pictures are family at MY discretion, don't ask to unlock, don't ask to get in. Stop using

Hide
I cannot define Myself to you, its just something you will have to find out for yourself, but you will never know who I am unless you ask. Am i the person you see on tha street and past by without even a smile, am i that man you look down upon, well am I.You dont know me no you dont so dont judge me. I aint a man that gets his pleasure from you pains, I get me pleasure from seeing your sweet smile and for those who read this no it aint a song, I havent post any of my songs on here this is just what I am feelin and if you wanna know tha real ME will ask me sent me a comment of just send me some mail. to all I just wanna see how many ppl think its cool to have that one friend with benefits

Romance
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy ______________________________ OFFICE ARITHMETIC Smart boss + smart employee = profit Smart boss + dumb employee = production Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime _____________________________ SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need. _____________________________ STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. _____________________________ HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman,

I Wanna Win!!!!!!!!!!!
I need your help Im in a contest and would appreciate your help by commenting you also earn points towards leveling... Thanks for all yr support.. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=809145&albumid=657586&i=2843443313

Stalking
I have a problem and could use some help. I bought a beautiful lady, here on fubar, a pair of diamond earrings in exchange for the right to stalk her for one week. The problem is, I don't know how to stalk online. could I get some friendly pointers? Please remember that I don't want to scare her, jusat make her laugh.

Life Is Beautiful
hi everyone there is email circulating around the net called life is beautiful.. if you recieve one of these emails........ PLEASE DO NOT OPEN IT DELETE IT STRAIGHT AWAY it contains a virus which when opened gains access to ALL YOUR PERSONAL INFORMATION INCLUDING PICTURES AND ALL OTHER INFORMAION ie your bank details etc......... so please remember to delete it straight away

Baby Boy Epic
baby boy, u can't b real. u got women takin care of u n u want 2 bite the hand that strokes ur ego. how could u b so brain frozen 2 fall victim 2 ignorance. i know they don't teach that in school, but life damn sure don't spit that bullshit up. it is more like u adopt the teachin of some 1 voted probably the most likely 2 teach ignorance. if ur heart is so cold and polar, y try and succeed 2 capture a warm, lovin, worshippin the ground u walk on woman. if she opens up her legs willin and delighted 2 share her temple with u she must b thristy 4 love. of course she is confused by the love u share, which is really a diguised, dressed up, wolf guardin a baby in a basinet. damn when hard times just smile at u, she becomes ur victim. wit ur lack of love and comfort, u decide is the weapon of choice. poor baby don't even overstand she is stronger then that. what she hypnotically allow is one's power 2 manipulate her into believin she is weakier then he. i now know y they say, "u won'

Bookmarks
Restarted my browser and found that more than 1/2 of my bookmarks were gone! As I have been rating friends' stash and pics, I kept track by bookmarking. Now, ALL of the stash bookmarks are gone and more than half of my pic bookmarks. Other sites, for comments, etc. are also gone. Soooooooooooooo, I hope that all of you will be understanding as I try to somehow find out where I was in your stash so I can continue to rate. Please be patient - I NEED A REAL DRINK!

Happy Birthday Dad
Dad you left us to go home with your parents Iguess God needed someone to make him laugh a little cause you were always makeing us laugh with your jokes and your sense of humor. you have been gone five months now and I miss you dearly. Today you would have been 74 . I'm thankful i had you for 73 of those years but i would love to see you now just to tell you I love you and happy Birthday. I had a hard time today dealing with you not being here. I know youre in a better place but that still doesnt stop the pain or the emptiness i feel right now. but i hope you can hear me when I say Happy Birthday and I love and miss you dearly. love always. your oldest son D.J.

" For The Man I Fall In Love With "
NUTTINBUTTSEXXY I'AM COUNTIN DAY'S HRS , MINS , SECS . FOR WHEN KAGE N I WILL BE TOGETHER , NEVER HAVING TO SAY C'YA , AND TO BE TOGETHER TO LOVE EACH OTHER AND HOLDIN EACH OTHER ALWAYS. I SO CAN'T WAIT. I LOVE YOU KAGE MY LIFE MY DREAMS AND LIFE . WROTE 1/23/08 YOUR LADY FOREVER CHERIE

Growing Apart
Growing Apart Today I watched my baby sister get married; I looked on as she was all giddy and happy. I seen myself at that age, Where has the yrs gone ? When did my youth slip away from me ? I remember a time , not so long ago where that was me standing up at that podium ; Saying I do. Yesterdays Promises ; Tomorrows Dreams; All slipped away from you and me. Travel back with me in time ; Young and foolish so much in love were we, The memories do glow. I wish you could look at me the way you used to Kiss me to liven up every tingle I have to give. Embrace our love once more; For if you cannot do this, set me free ! Why do we stay together if we have lost what we once had ? I don't want to be second in your life ; I want to be first again. Love me like you used to; before our love was tainted and cursed. Sapphire Jewel Aka Valarie A Laboy © 2006

This Is 1 Of My Short Stories That I Had To Get Out Of My Head After Having 1 Of Those Dreams.
I was woken up out of a dead sleep by a dream that I was having this is what came to my mind. I had to get this so I grabbed the nearest pen(marker) before I lost this. The devil came to me one night as I was contemplating my life's past, present, and possible future. True to form she told me she would give me what I wanted most if I gave something that she wanted. This perked my curiousity so I agreed. "I want your soul," she replied. "Not mine to give." I told her. "It belongs to the father in heaven." "I want your body." She said now showing less restraint in the tone of her voice. "Nor does my body belong to me but the earth from which it was sculpted." A small smirk raises from my lips while saying this. Getting aggrivated she commands that I should give her my mind. "Give me all of those fabulous thoughts you have." She snickers when saying this. "My mind is not my own for it wonders where it may may and only comes back to tell me a story or two." The smirk

Epitaph
The wall on which the prophets wroteIs cracking at the seams.Upon the instruments of deathThe sunlight brightly gleams.When every man is torn apartWith nightmares and with dreams,Will no one lay the laurel wreathAs silence drowns the screams.Between the iron gates of fate,The seeds of time were sown,And watered by the deeds of thoseWho know and who are known;Knowledge is a deadly friendWhen no one sets the rules.The fate of all mankind I seeIs in the hands of fools.Confusion will be my epitaph.As I crawl a cracked and broken pathIf we make it we can all sit backAnd laugh.But I fear tomorrow Ill be crying,Yes I fear tomorrow Ill be crying.

My Mumm
OK all, I should think out how to write my next mumm. I was referring to the people who blast for points, it is only fair to return the favor, I should have posted all replies, feel free to repost and I will accept all. Thanks

My First Happy Hour! Save Your 11's!
My First Happy Hour RATE A THON Monday, April 7th @ 11am Fu Time Rate this Folder with 100 10's for $10,000 Fubucks! Rate with 100 11's for $15,000 FUBUCKS! (just click this pic to take you to the rate a thon folder) Just send me a private message when you are done so I can pay you! Only 135k to Henchman! Come Rock my Fu and show me lots of love! tappinit ~~ Proud Owner of PebblesinAZ && babygirl_01 ~~ Humbly Owned by Blairmare@ fubar Thanks to my PebblesinAZ for this Happy Hour! ~PebblesinAZ~Chris and Bobbi 2gether at last. His First Happy Hour Mon @ 11am@ fubar

Red Dragon Dj Auction
THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE ALL STAFF AUCTION....DJ MAHA OWNS ME FOR 30 DAYS!!THANKS FOR BIDDING! Just click the lounge logo to come visit us and join our family THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE ALL STAFF AUCTION....OWN ME FOR 30 DAYS!!JUST CLICK THE PIC TO BID ON ME! Just click the lounge logo to come visit us and join our family AUCTION STARTS TUESDAY JULY 22ND 10:00 A.M. EST AND RUNS TIL TUESDAY JULY 29th MIDNIGHT EST RULES #1. MUST SUBSCRIBE TO LOUNGE TO BID #2. MINIMUM BID IS $10,000 FUBUCKS #3. Cash bids overrule all fubuck bids...CASH BIDS ARE LIMITED TO ANYTHING YOU PAY CASH FOR ON FUBAR #4. LOUNGE RULES MUST BE FOLLOWED #5. ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA...THIS IS FOR FUN FOLKS! WE ARE ALWAYS HIRING...FEEL FREE TO ENQUIRE!

What Is A Juggalo?
A Juggalo is a member of the subculture that has grown up around the fanbase of the Detroit rap group Insane Clown Posse, and related recording artists at Psychopathic Records. Steps 1. There are no real steps to becoming a Juggalo. You either have the ability to become a Juggalo, or you don't. 2. Look in to websites based around Insane Clown Posse and Juggalos: * Faygoluvers.net[1] * Juggalonews.com[2] * MyJuggalospace.com[3] * insaneclownposse.com[4] 3. Go to a concert from Insane Clown Posse, Twiztid, Blaze Ya Dead Homie, or any of Psychopathic Records other members. This is optional. 4. Ignore criticism. If you are a member of the Juggalo family, those who hate you do not matter. 5. If nothing else learn to accept and appreciate everyone for who they are and just enjoy life. Thats what the Juggalo fa

Writing
As you go on in this world, keep looking forward to the future.. to all you might be. Don’t let old mistakes or misfortunes hold you down: learn from them, forgive yourself -- and others -- and move on. Do not be bothered or discouraged by adversity. Instead, meet it as a challenge. Be empowered by the courage it takes you to overcome obstacles. Learn things. Learn something new every day. Be interested in others and what they might teach you. But do not look for yourself in the faces of others. Do not look for who you are in other people’s approval. As far as who you are and who you will become goes -- the answer is always within yourself. Believe in yourself. Follow your heart and your dreams. You -- like everyone else -- will make mistakes. But as long as you are true to the strength within your own heart.. you can never go wrong! Look at my life. I’m floating like mercury around the earth. My footprints shine with stardust. All because I love you. All because you love me!

The Full Blast
Ahem…I like to make a FU-TOAST…1st off, I want to give a BIG HUG in gratitude to WarriorCwen for this 3-day **BLAST** She is living proof that first-rate people reside here in FUBAR LAND…if it wasn’t for this site we wouldn’t be best buds today, so thank you FUBAR for providing a service where minds meet, thoughts are explored as well as shared and souls are united abroad! Much Love to ALL my FAMILY FUBAR friends that I hold dear at heart, you know who **YOU** are…I also want to take a brief moment and state that I want to **LEVEL UP** to a **ROCKSTAR**, so give up some LOVE my fellow FUBARIANS…(its good for the soul). The proof is evident that when we come together on here…we can make almost anything happen, so cheers to ***LOVE***PEACE***FRIENDSHIP***LIFE*** & ***FUBAR*** Respectfully Yours - MR MAXIMO

Jet Auction Or 20 Pt
JET IS UP FOR AUCTION OR MIX N MATCH 20PTS. OPENING BID 200K PRIVATE MESSAGE ME UR BID. AUCTION WILL CLOSE TOMORROW 10PM FU TIME 6-29-08. YOU CAN CHOOSE 2 ELMOS 4-4TH JULY OR HAVE ME SEND 20-1 PT TO PEOPLE OF YOUR CHOICE. PS- DON'T FORGET WHEN BIDDING THAT FUBAR CHARGES A 20% BUX TRANSFER FEE. SO PLEASE KEEP THIS IN MIND. HAPPY BIDDING AND BEST OF LUCK!!

Erotica
He pushed her up against the door jam and shoved up her skirt over her round ass. Her long boot encased legs spread apart as he fingered her clit. “Baby” she whispered as her heels scraped the marble flooring. He bent her forward as he pushed his fingers insider her. She moved back against him. “Mmmmm.” Reaching back she pulled his cock out and started to stroke him with her hand. She turned around and knelt before him and licked the head. Opening her full lush lips she sucked him in. Suckling him further and further into her mouth until he was deep in her throat; moving her head back and forth on his cock. She was on her knees looking up at him as he sucked his cock just the way he liked. But it wasn’t enough he wanted inside her sweet pussy. Stopping her he walked off and got a chair. He put the chair in a corner. “Sit down Baby.” She did as she was told. He sat down in front of her, lifted each booted leg and spread them wide then licked her clit. Licking her

Normally, I Woudn't Do This But....
Ok, whoever signed my guest book and there name is Joy from Salina, KS. please look at my profile so I know who you are and can add you back, if that is what you wanted, when you left the comment on my guest book. This is the only way I can find out who you are and when I find out, this blog WILL BE DELETED TOO and thanks

I'm Making You Mine..........
I call to collect you from your house, having already made sure I left you instructions on how to dress for me today. Short, tight skirt, hold up stockings, high, spiked heels, tight top, no bra and panties and a little leather jacket. I wait in the car for you so I can watch you walk to me, swaying as you do, looking so damn hot it's untrue, then I get out of the car, come round to the passenger side, open the door and help you into the car, getting a good look up your skirt as I do. Good, I see you haven't shaved for a day or two and your pussy looks a little hairy. I like to see that you can follow instructions. I close the door as you get comfortable, then get back in the car and close my door, start the engine, then pull away from the kerb. As we drive I look at you and am pleased to see that you have remembered what you are supposed to do as we drive along. As I watch I see you slide a little further down in your seat, slide your skirt up and lazily start to toy with your cun

Looking For New Friends
How do u find true friends,fun and caring ,been on here for 6 mths and found just a few true friends ,if your a true friend rate my page and my pics,if ur not i will now for the friends that r real Thank you.

Noone Wants To Walk To Me Anymore
yeah i figureed it would get this way for me just like it did in yahoo at first people would talk to me all the time every day then they start talkin to me 5 days a week then from 5 days a week went to 4 days a week then 3 days a week then 2 days a week then 1 day a week then it becomes no talk at all and its getting the same way on here just like it is on yahoo and to this day its still like that on yahoo noone ever wants to talk to me they would rather be talkin to other guys rather then talkin to me its like everyone looses interest in me or something which thats basicly what it comes out to when they have people to talk to on there list and there online they will talk to there other friends which comes out to be they will talk to everyone else but me im sick and tired of being the one who is everyone elses sloppy second but enough of this bull if you all want to comment please do i would like to hear from the stuckup and the non stuckup people on here some are not stuckup but yet s

Time To Improve
i always try my hardest to be the good guy and be nice but sometimes lately i feel anger creep over as time goes on. i work hard and play hard but sometimes i just wanna say fuck it. i really need to think things through

Sense Or Sensitivity
Today goes into my records as one of the saddest in recent memory. As many of the folks here know we have been trying to adopt two rescued basenjis. We have spent just over a thousand dollars all told to get them carry cages, beds, collars, leashes, food, vet bills, 2 steel "baby gates" and a host of toys and treats. We were as committed to making this their forever home as we could get. We have 2 cats and we made it clear to the shelter and to BRAT (Basenji Rescue and Transport) that we could only deal with cat friendly dogs. We were lied to about this. The dogs refuse to not chase the cats. The gates we got to divide our home into areas in an attempt to give the cats some ability to roam, tho never the freedom they gave up. It has become a bit like living in a state of siege. and the cats are losing. Today Almond Nut, our little girl cat - who has lived huddled on a top shelf of one of the bookcases in my office since the dogs came here, venturing out only if she though they

Just Me
Made it here to Alaska. I was worried about it since I had never flown. Things are looking better already up here. I am loving it so far. Now all I need are more friends in the area. I hate being lonely when everyone is either at work or at school.

Chocolate Sings!!
CHOCOLATE SINGS!!!!!! One day I had a date for lunch with friends. Mae, a little old 'blue hair' about 80 years old, came along with them---all in all, a pleasant bunch. When the menus were presented, we ordered salads, sandwiches, and soups, except for Mae who said, 'Ice Cream, please. Two scoops, chocolate.' I wasn't sure my ears heard right, and the others were aghast. 'Along with heated apple pie,' Mae added, completely unabashed. We tried to act quite nonchalant, as if people did this all the time. But when our orders were brought out, I didn't enjoy mine. I couldn't take my eyes off Mae as her pie a-la-mode went down. The other ladies showed dismay. They ate their lunches silently and frowned. The next time I went out to eat, I called and invited Mae. I lunched on white meat tuna. She ordered a parfait. I smiled. She asked if she amused me. I answered, 'Yes, you do, but also you confuse me. How come you order rich desserts, while I feel I must be sensible? S

Fubar Fakes
so...ive been bored at home and scanning all the people, and one thing i noticed is,why dont people put up real pics of themselves on here? I understand "oh shes hot or thats my favorite actress,musician" or whatever but atleast put the pic of YOU up first.Then put that other stuff in a folder or whatever. Sorry got on a rant,im done now. just wondering

Caught By Master.....again
Sun shining down on my body, penetrating my skin, warming my topside, the water keeping my backside cool. Water slipping up and down my neck, tickling my ears, as I dip and slightly sway on the surface. I roll over, face down, eyes open, gazing down below. The sun’s rays reverberating through the water, shimmering on the sky blue bottom of the pool. I briefly wonder what sound it would make if I could hear the dancing reflections, perhaps as a soft wind chime. Tilting my head up and to the side I inhale deeply, then face down again as I raise one arm up and over, slicing into the water in front of me, pulling down and back. Then the other arm repeating the motion. My arms moving in sequence, pulling me through the water. My legs cutting like scissors, propelling me forward. The soft splashes of my limbs working through the water are muffled as I tilt my head up and sideways to pull in more air. My body is a machine overcoming the environment in which it floats. My heart pumps fast

Wow It Dose Happen
one day while aimlessly wandering i stumbled upon a true freind a soul mate on one of these darn web sites now she the best thing since sliced bread so i say never give up follow your dreams because they might just come true even if you least expect it

Choice Of Colors
If you had a choice of color Which one would you choose my brothers If there was no day or night Which would you prefer to be right How long have you hated your white teacher Who told you, you love your black preacher Do you respect your brother's woman friend And share with black folks not of kin People must prove to the people A better day is coming for you and for me With just a little bit more education And love for our nation Would make a better society Now some of us would rather cuss and make a fuss Than to bring about a little trust But we shall overcome our beliefs someday If you'll only listen to what I have to say And how long have you hated your white teacher Who told you, you love your black preacher Can you respect your brother's woman friend And share with black folks not of kin I said now people must prove to the people A better day is coming for you and for me With just a little bit more education And love for our nation Would make a better

Nympho
i got this from dictionary.com Nymphomania: 1775, in Eng. translation of "Nymphomania, or a Dissertation Concerning the Furor Uterinus," by Fr. doctor M.D.T. Bienville, coined from Gk. nymphe "bride" + mania "madness," perhaps influenced by earlier Fr. nymphomanie. Defined as "a female disease characterized by morbid and uncontrollable sexual desire." Also coined in 1775 (by Richard Chandler, in "Travels in Greece") was nympholepsy, on model of epilepsy, with second element from stem of Gk. lambanein "to take;" defined as "a state of rapture supposed to be inspired in men by nymphs; esp. an ecstasy or frenzy caused by desire for the unattainable." Nympho "nymphomaniac" is from 1935. also: A disorder in which a woman exhibits extreme or obsessive desire for sexual stimulation or gratification.

Oblivious To The Obvious
I have a very attractive single female neighbor that has lived across the street for a couple of years. I have always looked our for her because she is alone and single. My wife says that she wants to sleep with me. I dont see it, She says she watches me when I work outside, She always comes over to say hi when she sees me outside. Even when i am outside late at night smoking she comes home sees me and comes over..I dont pay attention because I have been with my wife for 12 years, Is she over reacting or am I missing someting.

My Pet Peeve
Being an Army Veteran and proud of the fact, it gives me great pride when I see other people take pride in their country in dispalying our Flag. It does however sadden me that many of these people do not know the proper way to display the flag and in doing so inproperly it is a disgrace. It has become one of my biggest pet peeves. I have even gone so far as in my hometown to knock on one of the city councilmen's door and ask him if he could not afford a new flag since the one he was displaying was torn to shreds. I see many people having their picture taken in front of flag, trying to show they are patriotic ( and I applaud them for the effort) but the flag will be backwards, and this in intself irks me. SO I have decided to list the proper ways to display the flag, perhaps there are some that just do not know there is a right way and a wrong. .1 When the flag is displayed over the middle of the street, it should be suspended vertically with the union(blue) to the north in a

Let's Help Bill Level!
imikimi - Customize Your World! Click on his pic to take ya to his profile and rate the Hell out of it and tell him I sent ya:) Bill@ fubar Bill always returns the love!!So drop by the 3 day party and show him lots of love:) This Pimpout Brought To All of Fubar by none other than:JoAnna (repost of original by 'JoAnna{{Llama Levelers Co-Founder}}-{Club Far}-{{Shadow Leveler}}' on '2009-02-10 17:02:19') (repost of original by 'Bill' on '2009-02-10 17:05:23')

4 Girls Only
im horny send me a meassge pleaz if u wanna see my thick 9in dik ill send u a pic im so fuckin wet i jst wanna fuk u comment or meassge me ill make ur pussy get sore fuk everyday ur pussy will be full of sperm and all over ur face lick ur pussy clean ill make u so wet u would fuk me al nite ill fuck u hard anyway anywhere suck my dic make me hard please u want comment wat u think bout it

Are You In That Mood Yet?
You hurt me so good... You're the most non-supportive of my supporters The most supportive of my non-supportive friends You love me so much but it feels like spite You're so spiteful towards me, but I can tell its cause you want my attention I love you so much, it drives me insane so I tell you that I hate you And I hate how you can make me fall in love with you over and over again Missing you and being without you is one of the worst pains in the world But having you there to miss is such a wonderful gift We argue everytime we talk so I try not to have long conversations with you... Yet I like hearing from you because then I know you're ok and safe I wish that you would meet someone and take your attention off of me I love knowing I'm on your mind as much as you're on mine

Angel Of Your Pain
You all believe I'm an angel Holy good and pure You think my wounds are healed But believe me they're still sore You think I'm an innocent I'm the helping hand You've really just never looked deeper But still you'd never understand You don't know of what I am None of you know what I see For when I close my eyes I see you all bleed I hear all your thoughts I feel everything you feel No this isn't just a poem This is for real The pain you're receiving I'm receiving too So what do you think happens If you don't make it through You all kill me each day With your sorrows and your pain You cut yourselves Until I'm drenched in blooded rain But do you stop? When I beg you all too You don't all realise the effects of the cutting that you do So I'll help you with your pain I'll try make it go away How I do it all I'm afraid I cannot say But please stop what your doing All you who bleed The damage you're doing Is far more than you can see Beca

Free Stuff! My First Blog-enjoy
Hi all- With economy super tight I wanted to share with you this little group I found, It's called Freecycle- Freecycle.org It's regular people like you and I, posting their goods for free pick up; first come first serve, or posting goods they are looking for. I have seen everything on this site; tires, fishing boats, trailers, baby clothes, books, anything you are looking for or looking to get rid of, and it's all free! Like a yard sale, only better! To find the freecycle in your area, go to the site, click home, and type in your city and state. It is also a Yahoo group if you have yahoo. Give me an update if you find anything great! C

Mean People
Hello my fubar friends, ok, I don't know how to invert it so start reading this conversation from the bottom. Donedeal lives near me and has asked me out before but I said no. The main reason has nothing to do with his age but his immaturity. So he comes back after a few months and wants me to go out with him. I didn't catch the beginning of the conversation online but that is the gist.

Still 2 This Day.....
Mayb u GUYS can offer SUM insight.....I just checkd my "other familiar" site...an NO it was NOT myspace lol...so anyways, there's this message from a guy i QUIT talkn 2 back n May...His message simply read..."If I promise 2 take u seriously an NOT act like a jerk...can we start talkn' AGAIN?!"....I mean SERIOUSLY...NOT MUCH has changed w/ me since May, when we stoppd talkn...so Y NOW?! He was JUST like ALMOST every other guy...yep good enough 2 hang w/ DEFINITELY good enough 2 SUM~WHAT fuck around w/....but ANYTHIN' ELSE.....OH HELL FUCKN NO!!! EVERY guy that does this @ 1 pt n x...he ALWAYS ends up re~surfacing...Now...mind u i added my most recent pics...an he has NO CLUE that i have my eyes on sum1 else...if he knew bout this other guy...i'd chalk it up 2 competetion or OH I WANT her NOW ONLY b/c she wants SUM1 else.... Is it like NON~FUCKERS remorse? or what?! Seriously...all comments will be greatly appreciated...Far as I'm concerned...he HAD his chance an he threw it away!!! CO

Poll: To Join Or Not To Join?
Ok, my dad is a Retired Leutenant Colonel in the Army and I have been going to college since last september(2008). I had to stop college to get a new job just to pay for it and got an appartment with some friends. But I'm not making enough money to pay rent and support myself atm. I need to get back in college and get my bachelors degree to go anywhere. Do you think I should join the US Armed Services, why or why not? If you think it would be a good thing which branch would you recomend?

I Was Listening To The Radio This Morning & Heard This.
HOW TO KNOW IF YOU HAVE A FRIENEMY.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ #1 They are jealousy of you. #2 They weren't there for you during an important event. #3 They are draining you emotionally. #4 They are nice to you, but mean to others. #5 They burden you with their secrets. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

$mr Lickable,get Down$
I cant send any message, for some reason it wont let me. Trust I know that, I come to have fun. Yes, yes I get down, How ever you want it, I say lets go have a drink . I'm here to have fun lets have fun together. Lets kick it!!

Credit Repair 411
10-31-09 My friend Lois Jarrell has just published her first book. Credit Repair 411. This book is an AMAZING and MUST read book for ALL. Keeping the cost under $10.00 because she believes in helping others and wants others to know what she has learned. There is SO much valuable information in this book. Please check out her webpage and decide for Yourself. http://www.creditrepair411.net/ *****

Women
ok, so I think that most women feel so much pressure from society to look and act a certain way, that the majority find it easier to just fit in, no matter how NOT them it is, rather than be different. only the truly strong women out there will take the chance of being different. The majority of women are middle grounders who prefer to go with the flow rather than to actually be ourselves and be noticed. what if people notice the things we don't WANT them to see? is it worth the risk? I think so. out flaws make us perfect in who we are... (h)

Hope Is Just A Word
It's amazing the way we can blind ourselves and not know thats what we're doing. To believe in someone when they say they love you and that they always will. To see hints that things are not what they seem and deny them because of the pain it will cause you...To believe it when the one who holds your heart says your the soulmate they always looked for because to face the truth that they never meant those words could break you. To HOPE your wrong...To HOPE they love you...To HOPE their words are what they truely feel...To HOPE.....

Life As We Know It
Its pretty cool... that through the internet, you can meet people from all walks of life. Different perspectives, and have amazing conversations with people. It is a great way to widen the social gap and come together and initiate conversations, learn so many new things!! I met a really great guy, who just out of being kind, helped me with my chemistry homework. I talk to other people who are either out of the military and moving on with great sucess, and others that kind of got lost, and i can lend a helping hand or a listening ear. This has been a fantastic experience. I wish more people would be open.. and listen to what people have to say, listen with there hearts. Its not about bling, or like me fan me ect ect... its a great way to become more socially aware.. and have some fun while your at it Remember.. at the end of it all, all that matters is love. Did you love with the whole of your heart? do the people in your life know you love them.. i hope you make sure to do that EVERY

Inside The Mind Of The Crazy Hyena
You know i have never understood the reasoning behind the head games that some women like to play. But what gets me the most is when a woman bitches about not being able to find a man that would love her for who she is, be loyal and treat her right but at the same time all she dates is trash, men that want nothing to do with being a commited individual unless it's simply long enough to get some tail the bounce.

Soap Box
My beautiful Mum joined the angels in heaven on Valentine's Day 2013. My sister Neeky had called me to let me know Mum was having a wound cleaned and dressed and it required surgery. I tried not to panic as it was just small surgery and she would be coming home within a day or two.

Countrygirl
hello everybody! will i had be gone for while alot things happen in my life! my mom pass away last january that major loss for me. trying get pass that. then in feb this year i had a heartattack had stint put in so was out work for while that change my life around for the good.just got watch what i do now. in apri;l another major blow my younger brother had pass away he was only 41 he had two young daughters. never got see his first grand child. he will be miss but in heaven with my momma. now my daughter been sick for almost three weeks. just never ending. so hope it gets better

As A Lounge Owner
Deleted all pics ... Due to some disrespectful BS... I have meant some very good ppl on here that I will always hold dear .... And I have meant some that should go get some well needed help ... But the power hungry they are the ones that really make me laugh cause you can type your threats and watch your @$$ kissin clones make you feel like they better go along with it or What ? You will boot them or delete them from the site ? Go For it !!! I have the SS of what I asked and your reply ... You have not made much money off me on here even to level rules changed so much I just made it to 64 lol in five years ... I could have told you that I do not come here much anyway Thank God I have a life and I am the kind that can wait to make sure all my banking info is gone along with my photos ... You are not powerful enough to take nothing from this lady ... All I left you to delete is nothing but fubar.... Now who is the DUMB ONE here? Sure was not me I took my things with me as I came in with.

What I Think About Everything
Since I was small I had always sought to believe that everyone was good. Naive as it was, I was pure. I looked at people at "face value" and saw what I know everyone can be. I believe that everyone is good at heart. I don't care who you are, what your lifestyle was/is like, anything. I believe that you were born pure and you didn't know what hate was. Hate is taught. It has to do with your enviornment. Now, this is pretty common sence so I don't feel like I need to explain, but some people don't agree with this. Some think that surroundings have little, if any at all, effect on someone. I'm sorry, not so. Everything is taught to you and it's up to you (as soon as you're mature enough to come to a conclusion from your own gathered thoughts) to decide how to act. I can see if someone were to grow up in a white family and grow up racist. They are "brainwashed", shall we say, into thinking like this only because their family is like that. That's not their fault if that's all they ever

A Soul Is Like Poetry
A PRECIOUS MEMORY----IN MEMORY OF MY MOTHER Call i shall answer-ask and you shall recieve Reaching across the vastness of heaven, armed with faith as staff and rod- Asking why? her precious love was swept away from me- I remember the calm of her smile, and a hand with such a gentle touch- The warmth of a MOTHERS KISS, something i will treasure,and forever it shall be missed-I am forever holding you within, and never wanting to let go- I remember needing, but unable to be fullfilled within-i am forever searching within this soul,but failing to find-i remember holding your precious hand,within my own as i knelt upon bended knee-i prayed for remembrence of me-i remember she was choosen amongst a precious few,and much more was needed for me-so i grasp unto the truth,and ask to be forgiven-call and he shall answer,and pray eternally to recieve such a precious memory as mine--aka poe

Holiday On Zebulon 9
READ PART ONE FIRST, THEY POST THE MOST RECENT POST FIRST. "Corn?" I asked. The beads of sweat on my forehead now made a downward trek towards my eyelids and my pants felt a little fuller. The large man who positioned himself to be my judge and jury held aloft a sparkling ear of corn. "This is the corn of judgment given to our people by the great and benevolent machine of knowledge is the instrument of your judgment." Great, I thought. This is turning out to be one scarily stupid turn of events. "The great and benevolent machine has stood as our protector for thousands of years and has never failed us." "Hey listen bub; I don't think you understand the situa... "SILENCE! the large man boomed. "You will not speak. You will not address the grand inquisitor. You will not even fart without my permission and I have not chosen to give it." He raised the hand containing the golden ear of corn and commanded his followers to prepare me for the execution. They forcefully dragged me to my feet

Wtf!!!! Don't Waste Time!!
OK..so I get that some other girls think my bf is handsome..not all but some. So some chick goes onto his pictures and rates every one of them a 10 except one...which one? the one of me. she rated the one with my daughter and i. guess she thinks it's his daughter too. sorry dear..not his...my exes (whom you can gladly have). I just find this amusing because one day his account was up and i was at the computer. He was watching a tv show...she messaged him and was all nice until i told her it was me and not him. then had nothing to say. Shouldn't you be talking to your husband? I mean yeah I talk to other people and "flirt" with guys, but I don't mean anything by it and if their spouse or whatever was there I'd talk to them too as proof I'm not trying anything. My bf knows that I talk. But this woman is acting like she wants him and don't like me. Oh well..continue being jealous cause he's mine and he wants to stay that way! OK..so i get you get points for rating photos and stuff, but of

To Blog Or Not To Blog...
I know that it really doesn't matter, but I am looking anyway. I am looking for Kelly Weide. She used to live in Westlake Village, CA. She used to work for me at a lighting company. Then she moved to Reno, NE and I haven't heard from her since. I think she would probably say it doesn't matter either. Kelly is 32 or 33 or 34. Maybe 35. She is the kind of person that can and usually does get what she wants. Not without effort. What I mean to say is, like me, she knows that everything is attainable. All you need to do is find the right angle of attack. I've been looking for Kelly for a few years now. Guess my angle is all out of whack. So if you know her, will you please tell her that a guy she once worked for, is looking for her. And if you aren't scared, maybe you could tell me how I can reach her. Think about it for a minute. I mean really think about it. It is what ever is on your mind, right now. Did you think about it? Now ask yourself, "Does it really matter?" Sure i

Just For Laughs
An elephant asks a camel, "Why are your breasts on your back?" "Well," says the camel, I think that's a strange question from somebody whose wiener is on his face." The Liberated Lover 77% partner focus, 66% aggressiveness, 70% adventurousness Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Liberated Lover. The Liberated Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and forms the kind of free-thinking, sexually-exciting, self-confident lover that society once condemned but that a liberal-mind cherishes and exults. The Liberated Lover is a treasure to find, though it can sometimes be difficult to do so because they are often already engaged in relationships

Sexual Sign
Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Art Of Erotic Massage
A sensual massage is a great stress reliever; removes toxins from the body; and most important is an incredible erotic experience. Because the skin is the largest organ of the body and is covered with thousands of nerve endings, the very nature of touch stimulates all of our senses. Creating a sensual environment is the beginning of truly great massage. Lighting, sound, smell and temperature all go into setting the mood. You do not want to be disturbed so turn off the phones and have a way to lock the door. Illuminate the room with soft lighting or candles. Exotic incense or scented candles add a nice touch. While it would be wonderful to have a commercial massage table, you can use a bed, table or floor - just make sure you have plenty of padding on any hard surface. If you are going to use a bed, position your partner cross ways at an angle and make sure you have lots of washable towels, sheets and a good mattress pad so the mattress doesn't get stained. Assemble o

Eternal Comunication
I would really like some feedback as to what i can do with my profile to make it more injoyable for everyone please dont be shy tell me how it is keep it real we like real people. You have a sexual IQ of 148 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com the realist thing is love,of this im shure and if u know this than u've taken the lure that will lead you to the path I walk when you catch up with me then we can talk i tell you this path is very rough to walk on it u must be tough so if you fall be shure to stand again get up and keep going my friend brush off the dirt and continue the path when you look back im shure you'll laugh all thats happend has made you what you R so stand tall and shine just like a star you're you,special and unique so go

Zodiac Quiz
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

For My Friend....
here goes my first blog... I am sorry to say that most of you will probably not like it.. This is like the story of my life.. I was 17 years old and lost my best friend in a car accident. he died instantly upon impact. I thought it was a bad dream happening so i strugged it off. he has now been gone for 10 years past november. the night that it happened i remember it all clearly. we were at a school dance and he had the dj play the last dance by garth brooks and got in the middle of the dance floor and asked me to marry him.. wow i was shocked to say the least. we had been friends for life and dating for the last 4 years. he was the love of my life and my best friend. i never knew i could love someone so much. we had the greatest times together. well he graduated the year before me and went to college never a weekend past he didnt come home. he was always at my mom and dads working on something with my brothers or my father. but i always got calls everyday and seen him on the weekends

Sinful Sensation
I feel the darkness engulf me in its eternal fire its wat makes me blind to my hearts true desire the darkness of my past is why im haunted by my own life my soul can barely last as i pull out a knife i see the blood spill cut after cut to stop the pain I fear my holes will never fill as i go completely insane I feel the fire again controlled by the lust now im buried in my own sin as my body turns to dust. ashes to ashes dust to dust flesh to flesh lust to lust i see the blood flow and i want more the craving starts to grow as the blood begins to poor my heart beats faster as the blood quenches my thirst nothing can forfill my hunger because i am the first. in the end all hearts r engulfed in thier own dark desires.

Hi
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Sense of Humor? MY RESULT:Witty The Cadillac of senses of humor. Smart, sophisticated, and people either love you or just roll their eyes at you. If you’ve never watched any of those “Brit-Coms,” go out and rent them – you’ll love them. If you’ve already seen them, well, it shows. You’ve got a great mind and a great sense of humor. Now if only we could do something about your sense of style. (Just kidding. You look hot. Really.) Take This Quiz! im Justin im gay i live in watertown new york (which sucks)umm go aheadif u liek and give me a shout at any of the fowlling, im on aim at fagilicious19, MSN justin88_2005@hotmailmail.com and yahoo newyork_punk13601@yahoo.com add me to any or all

Life Before Trudy
Before we met I had been through failed relationship after failed relationship. It started when I met the boys mother and we had my oldest son Corey(can't believe that boy will be 20 in August of 07). WE had two boys together then she ran off and left me to raise them alone. That was my first marriage, I was young and stupid,don't regret the boys a bit though. I tried marriage a few years later and the day she told my youngest she hated him I walked out. Three and a half months on that second attempt. I was going through my second divorce when we moved from Slidell, Louisiana to here. Here would be Fort Worth,Texas. I remained a single dad till Sept. of 04. I tried my third disaster of a marriage and again found someone who was abusive to my youngest boy. After a few attempts to fix all that was wrong I finally tossed her out on her ear. I am awaiting final papers right now, I am just thankful I kept my heart open to the possiblity that there was a REAL woman out there. I m

Talk About Being Embarrassed...
Ok. So Donnie has been wanting a XBOX 360.. He pulled 5 dbls on the last pay period in order to have the monet to buy 1..We called around today and GAME STOP said that he could trade his Xbox and his Playstation 2 in for credit towards a 360. The only have a couple left in the store and he really wanted one. So he got the xbox, playstation and all of the games together in a bag. I took him to work and went to trade everything in and to buy the 360. Mind you It is saturady and there is a store full of people. While the cashier, who looks to be about 16, is going through teh bag and making sure everything works he Pulled what he thought to be a game out and it turned out to be a prono.. the kid's face started turning red and the woman who is standing next to me, looks up and saw the porn, her eyes get as Big as silver dollars, her jaw drops and she turns gives me this look and said that I should be ashamed of myself.. I am not ashamed that we have porn in the house, however I did tur

My Heart's Wish
the light of my soul shining for the world to see to show my life is still going to givehope to the ones i love i hope i find my soulmate in you hopeing you can love me the way i love you my hole heart is yours to hold close to keep safe to look after for all times my hearts yours untill i die my soul goes to heaven or hell my love will forever be yours

Am I The Only Ony Asking Questions Here?
chick here just told her b/f he had 10 seconds... to lay on the couch and be a dork.. or go fuck her... that was a minute ago and nobody's moved.. they found a joint.. >.< am i the only one saying WTF Mate? I can't say I'd do the same thing if a sexy chick was pouncing me like that! heheh, I'd melt, and be so stunned I'd follow like a cheesy horror film zombie... >.<

Just Surviving
http://mysite.verizon.net/devonna.petree3/ I believe this to be a worthwhile cause. I know the CEO and founder personally. She was one of my first kids. A child of my heart and she has grown into a wonderful woman and mother. Thank you for caring enough to read her site. how does it feel tell me please just this once do you enjoy the power your feeling of control does it make you happy to see me cringe in fear or is it my tears that give you pleasure did you feel really good when you smacked me so hard knocking me into a wall and I fell to the floor no, perhaps you didn't since you kicked me too or was that for good measure to assure yourself that I'd learned my lesson was that a smile that I saw while I gasped for air since you kicked me so hard you knocked the breath right out of me tell me please I truly want to know for if it is these things you seek I can surely deliver I will cower from you for all of my days and cry tears enough to fill you

Just Keep Goin'...
I'm fairly new around here and I've got to say that I don't think in my 10 years online, have I ever spent so much time in one website! I thought I spent a lot of time on my own what with constant updating and tweaking here and there then CherryTap.com entered my life! It all looked a bit bewildering at first cos there's such a lot to do. Not only build another profile, get some pics up, then the music, then some graffix ect, no that's not enough. Seems I got to build some cherry points up and the only way to do that is not only update my own little portal here on Cherry, but browse a few profiles, add comments, look at pics, listen to music and generaly have some fun. I've been here about 3 weeks already and still not found the time to get to any of the chat rooms floating around. Then just as day turns to night and I think about getting to bed, that little scrolling picture list at the top along with Cherry Blasts, produces to me another interesting profile pic, so I gotta go h

Southern Preacher
An old southern country preacher had a teenage son, and it was getting time the boy should give some thought to choosing a profession. Like many young men, the boy didn't really know what he wanted to do, and he didn't seem too concerned about it. One day, while the boy was away at school, his father decided to try an experiment. He went into the boy's room and placed on his study table four objects: a Bible, a silver dollar, a bottle of whisky and a Playboy magazine. "I'll just hide behind the door," the old preacher said to himself, "when he comes home from school this afternoon, I'll see which object he picks up. If it's the Bible, he's going to be a preacher like me, and what a blessing that would be! If he picks up the dollar, he's going to be a businessman, and that would be okay, too. But if he picks up the bottle, he's going to be a no-good drunkard, and, Lord, what a shame that would be. And worst of all, if he picks up that magazine he's gonna be a skirt-chasin' bum."

Interesting
Have you ever noticed that friends can be more of a pain than not having friends? why is it when a friend needs a shoulder to cry on or someone to talk to they call you? But if you call them they blow you off.I wonder if people really know the meaning of friend anymore life is odd,ya never know what you're gonna run into,or who you will meet. hopefully both be fun

George Michael And Brittany
I found it! I have been wondering which video Brittany did with George Michael for some time. I thought it was the video called Amazing. But I found out it was the video called Outside. The behind the scenes story on this was this happened right after George was arrested in West Hollywood for Indecent Exposure. Brittany appears as in several scenes at 1:15 making out in the van, 2:07 in the pool, and 3:45 making out in the office. Brittany had told me she wanted to be in the elevator with George but the director was afraid that Brittany might end up raping him. And she really would of. Have to post this on Brittany's Cheery tap site now.

Heads Up
This weekend is our annual Indian Days Celebration. There is a Pow-Wow with over $90,000.00 in prize money as well as a rodeo, softball tourney, 3 on 3 b/ball, and music festival. There is already tons of people in town for the festivities! I'm excited since I can finally scope out some new meat, tired of the same old scene! Just kidding, anyway yeah pow-wow is in the air here at F-DUB, getting that "itchy" feeling, who knows maybe I'll snag, lol. Well if you all aint doing anything for the weekend head my way!!! Hey peeps what's up? Nothing much here just working my tail off as usual. The weather has been great and just down right beautiful! I went up to the mountains over the weekend and did some sight seeing, it was magnificent! I really enjoyed my time! I'm getting ready for our upcoming Indian Day festivities and I'm totally anxious since it will be a time to make new friends and see old ones too! Who knows maybe that Mr. Right will find me - LOL J/K! There is no Mr.

Generia
As most of you know I work as an Administrator for an online game called Generia. Well, on June 17th the game will be celebrating it's 2nd year online. Last year we had a big in game event and I'm working on another one for this year. So if you haven't signed up now is the time to do so, or if you already are a member it might be a good time to beef up your character to get more out of the event. Either way it should be a good time for everyone that likes RPG's. Thanks orgret

Cock Up!
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2.. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of y