Razorblade Kisses of LDC's blog: "friends"

Hey there what have you all been up to me nothing to much but here is my number for you all to get ahold of me it is 919-723-6835 that is my cell phone number right now and i will get to all of you when i am able to get on when i am not working and haveing some problems and there is going to be some more pics and ultra sounds on my pics and i am 2 months which is 8 weeks pregnant now and i am trying to take care of it

Ok i am tired of people that say they are your friends and everything like that and then when you need them the most they are nowhere to be found or they wont answer the phone for you... And when they need something they expect you to be right there for them why is that... They want you to be there for them but they want to leave when times get rough and everything like that and i am wanting to know what makes you a friend when you are never there for them and then when they need something you have to be there for them or they get pissed at you and say that youdont care when in all rality it is them that dont care about you... If someone can tell why this is please feel free to do that for me i need to know this so that way i can understand this...

hey well here goes friends are suppose to be there for you no matter what and is suppose to keep their promises and do what it takes to keep the friendship... But now days it seems to me like friends are not the ones they are suppose to be and it is hard to know who is real and which ones to believe and then you think that you know them and they wont hurt you are use and the ones that you will or you think would do it doesnt they are actually the ones who care about you and everything like that... and then you see someone that you know that you like and you would want to be with but hten when it come down to it you expect them to leave and shit like that but they stand behind you no matter what and the one who was suppose to turns their back on you and then avoids talking to you intil it comes down to it and then when you call tehm and ask them what is up they just tell you that they want ot go their on way and everything like that... So how do you trust people again after being used and then threw away cause i would love to know...