This blog is not aimed at all of my friends. It is aimed at the ones who pretended to be my true friends when in all reality they were just fuckin playing games with my feelings and my mind.
There is one person in particular that this is aimed at and she knows exactly who she is. I was being a real friend to her. I sat up nights with her on the phone many times because she was stressed out and couldn't sleep, or she was depressed, or because she just wanted to talk. Yeah I did that almost every night with her. And then I come to find out, she was just talking shit the whole time because she wanted to keep tabs on my husband. SOME FUCKING FRIEND YOU WERE MELISSA!!!! You didn't even have the damn guts to tell me that you didn't really want to be my friend. But I kind of figured because you always wanted to talk to my husband. Well everyone will know what kind of person you are when they read this. Yeah, I found out everything about your conversations with Jim. I am not a fucking stupid blond. I happen to be very smart. I love my husband and I will not let him go so get over it. He loves me and will not leave me just because some chic says he needs to. You could not handle all the shit I have been thru with him. You could not tolerate what I tolerate. I have been thru hell in my life, and yeah it was a lot worse than yours. He got me out of the shell I was in when we met, and thanks to you I am crawling back in. I thought you were a real friend when all in all you just wanted him to get rid of me and my kids so you and yours could move in. Pretty fucked up girl. You were two faced and you lied straight to my face everytime we talked on the phone. Why couldn't you just tell me you wanted to push me and my kids out of Jim's life? NO GUTS that is why. Well Sweetie it isn't gonna happen. And also we all know you were being a spy for Jeff. You were running in between conversations and telling him what any of us said. that in itself is fucked up. I don't really care what all these people think of me. And frankly I don't care what they have to say about me. All those on here that don't like me can kiss my fat ass!!!! I did not come here to play stupid games or make my self look like some kind of hoochie. Yeah there are a lot of guys on my list, but that is because they are real friends. I don't try to fuck every guy that comes along. We talk like real people all of the time. yeah I do flirt and I do tell my husband, he knows what I say because I read the conversations to him when I do have them. I don't play with peoples feelings or their minds. I don't tell people one thing and really mean another. I hate the fact that I trusted you enough to actually tell you about my past and my a little of my childhood. And you stab me in my back. God I guess I really was stupid for thinking you wanted to be a real friend. Well I hope all enjoy this little read. Say what the fuck you want I don't give a damn. And if anyone has a problem with me voicing this then FUCK YOU!!!! I am not out to get hurt by any one on here and let it be known he will not leave me just because a few of you think I am a bad person. But don't judge lest ye be judged. Not a whole lot of you even know the real me, and many of you never will..... I am done and I have said what I needed to say... Good bye and have a nice fucking life!!!!!!!!!!
