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Confused Blonde
how come things come so easy for some of us and others like me are so confused
My feelings, thoughts, wants, wishes..... My tears fall down from my eyes My heart breaks The pain inside It won't subside The thoughts I have will never be When will I get over you? When will I find me? How will I know When I am happy again? Why can't I be loved By someone that is true? When will I be able To live again I need a sign I need strength Where my pain lies My determination to move on grows I have 2 angles that keep me alive With them my goals come alive My life is a mess I know this is true But as each day passes I know I will make it through it all!
Sitting , watching and waiting, slowley the answers come........nothing said and nothing given yet still the answers come, is all that it once seemed, heart and soul, neither seem given, hearing words so sweet they seem but how true they may be, remains to be seen, yet slowly the answers come It never fails to amaze me how, in this life it seems that, just when you start to get back on your feet once more and everything seems just right, something happens to pull it all away from you once again.... It would seem that through sheer coincidence, someone very very special to me has mis-read something that maybe a thousand people had, at that time the same status I had for mine, but it woud seem that because someone else in my family had the same status it was read that the two were in some way related.....I can not speak for the other person, or know whom their status was relating to but I feel it was not for I guess it can be read in many ways by different people at
wtf. I don't understand this place. I'm confused.
I'am writing this to get my feelings out and let the one I want to be with know how much I do care and want us to work. I'am really confused though. One minute he's fine and the next he is saying things that don't make sense to me. No matter what I say or do I feel it will never be good enough. Getting close to someone is hard for me and when I do it just seems like I'am always let down one way or another. I feel like I'am never going to be happy with anyone and that I shold give up on the fact that guys are never going to treat me with respect. Guys seem to want t walk all over me use me for whatever reason get me close to them and then say fuck you!!! I'am destined to be alone forever and I think I need to just leave all guys alone. It's hard though. There is one guy that has made me happy and it's hard to just walk away. It's hard to leave him alone. But it's obvious to me he doesn't feel the same as I do so with that respect I have decided to leave him alone. I have decided to
Well im not exactly sure what a "blog" is, but i jus posted some new pictures and i'd like erry1 to rate and comment of course... holla... oh and i have a couple questions...
Confessions Of A Neurotic And Plagued Pixi (book Teaser)
‘I Do Believe In Faeries’. She wears proudly like a bumper sticker in the small of her back. I guess you could say it slightly sums her up, if you got to know her a little. One day she is perfectly normal and can carry on any kind of drilling and intelligent conversation or debate, and the next she is completely off her rocker, flighty free and ready to do just about anything. But I guess that is one of the things that draws people to her. That, and she has truly had some of the greatest and amazing adventures that one can really have in the short life of twenty six years. But it wasn’t all good times that made her the way she is, her life reflects through her wisdom she freely offers to friends or strangers at any occasion. She reminds me much of a young gypsy girl who just is very comfortable with the free range of life and doesn’t ever want to “settle” as we would call it. I envy her sometimes, when I’m sitting in the cold front living room remembering what it was once like to have
Just askin...i know this doesn't apply to all of you...but ya know...some men just suck ass
Confessions Of A Self Proclaimed Nympholeptic
Noun 1. nympholepsy - a frenzy of emotion; as for something unattainable delirium, frenzy, hysteria, craze, fury - state of violent mental agitation I can't say for sure why I'm always drawn back to Klimpt's painting The Kiss when I get like this...why that is the image that I focus on in my head...its not exactly your stereotypical vision of the Cinderella story with the happy ending. Everyone will look at it and see something different. I see perfection, the perfect kiss, the perfect embrace, the perfect setting, the perfect amount on intimacy without indecency. And in the middle of all that perfection I see myself.....not as the perfect compliment to the other elements....but as the woman who can't quite decide if she buys into the perfection, who holds back just enough to not let herself be drawn in, who can close her eyes and recognize how much she has around her but who knows that as soon as she opens them the real world comes rushing back in at her and she's ju
50 Confessions (thanks Brandi Dawn)
My 50 Confessions 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? Mom or Danny. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yes. I hate having to push the cart with my car. 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Wait who was it?? KIDDING! Of course. 4. Do you take compliments well? Rarely. Still not used to them, and been used too many times, so I always think it's a ploy 5. Do you play Sudoku? Never have 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Most likely. 7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save? My poor kitten, and my art work/supplies 8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? Danny. 9. Who do you text the most? My Mom or Danny, kinda a tie. 10. Favorite children's book? Stellaluna. 11. Eye color? Honey brown. 12. How tall are you? 5'6 ish 13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you? Nope, because than I wouldn't
Confusion About People
why is it someone would rate you low and they have no idea who you are? why is it someone would flag a photo NSFW? if you dont like it move on to something you do but no reason to hate on someone because they arent a 10 to you. try smiling and being nice for a change and you might make a few more friends. talk to someone and find out who they are or just move on. i was asked if i flagged a few pics today and sorry thats not my style. but if you bust my balls I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR! do unto others as you want them to do unto you... You Asked..."I Felt Things Were Going Well. Now, I Just Don't Know What to Think or Feel" "I am starting to date someone I have admired for a few years. When I finally approached this person romantically, they responded just as I had hoped. We had a little discussion to get each other's expectations clear, and I thought all was well. But the last few times we were together, he seemed either preoccupied or too tired, and not really engaged in our being tog
Confused...i Dunno
Body: If i dont call you [ Its because im waiting for you to call me ] When i walk away from you mad [ Follow me ] When i stare at your mouth [ Kiss me ] When i push you or hit you [ Grab me and dont let go ] When i start cussing at you [ Kiss me and tell me you love me ] When im quiet [ Ask me whats wrong ] When I ignore you [ Give me your attention ] When i pull away [ Pull me back ] When you see me at my worst [ Tell me im beautiful ] When you see me start crying [Just hold me and dont say a word ] When you see me walking [ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ] When im scared [ Protect me ] When i lay my head on your shoulder [ Tilt my head up and kiss me ] When i steal your favorite hat [ Let me keep it and sleep with it for a night] When i tease you [ Tease me back and make me laugh ] When i dont answer for a long time [ reassure me that everything is okay ] When i look at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] Whe
Confusion Or Dillusion?
Ok, so I am a middle aged (OMFG!!!) somewhat attractive mother of four children. I use the term "children" very lightly because they are all just about grown. I am already starting to feel the "empty nest". Anyway, I think I am stuck in a rut in my life and there is no hope of ever getting out of it short of death. I love to flirt with men (some women) and I do it all the time... I work in a public place so there is ample opportunity. I find myself fantasizing about the men I flirt with...I love a guy with ink and if he rides a motorcycle I am quivering all over! There lies my problem...I have been with my "b/f" type person for almost 5 years...but I can't help but think that there has to be more to MY life than this...I feel like I have somehow been short changed...I keep thinking about all those men I could be with and I just want to scream at the top of my voice "I need more!!!" I hate the thought of being with this one guy for the rest of my life..."is this the last man I am ev
Drifting away, deep into your eyes, Your warm naked body, glides in between my thighs, Your lips are so tender and taste so sweet, Yearning for the moment, our souls do meet, You bury your head into my chest, And run your tongue around my breast, With each gentle touch, I begin to shake, In pure anticipation, of the next move you will make, I need you inside me, I can no longer wait, My back arches in pleasure as you penetrate, Deeper and deeper you press into me, Becoming as one, in pure ecstasy. I just want to lose myself, If only for a moment, This passion that's inside, I can no longer control it, It's screaming out at me, With a voice tha is hoarse, Wanting to be unleashed, With unimaginable force, Let me forget who I am, And be what you need, I'll climb up on top, Or you can take the lead, Whisper to me, How you want me to please, I'll dress up for you, And crawl on my knees, Touching my body, You'll kno
70 Confessions
1. Who was the last person to call you baby? Harry 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? yeah, for some reason I do 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? no question about it!!!!!!! 4. Has someone ever sang a song to you? yep!! 5. Do you play Sudoku? when it's slow at work 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Yep!! 18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save? my dog!! 19. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? Hmmm let's leave it as someone I love, no name but you know who you are!!!! 20. Who do you text the most day to day? hmmm have to say Alonso, Kraig or Mitch depends on the day, LOL 21. Who last said they loved you? no fare!!! my dad, LOL 22. What color are your eyes? Brown 23. How tall are you? 5'8" 25. Do you like your parents? Yep 26. Do you secretly like someone yeah, but it's not really a secret!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know there are people who are going to read this and not take it the right way. Some will feel it is a time to pounce and move ahead with their own agenda and others will feel it is a slight against them. IT IS NEITHER. it is my confusion and I am just in the mood to write. What do you do if you have feelings for someone but you feel something is missing? Or not neccesaarily missing but not developed. You see a lot of people in relationships and you give advice but you cant seem to get your own head clear. You dont want to mess things up but there are issues that dont get resolved. I see a lot of people on here go through this and it is very frustrating. Is it because we are on the internet? Is it true that you really cant have a relationship of the mind with out the physical being involved. Can you truly not be in Love with someone unless you can touch them? I dont really believe that. And why do people say, after a break up, that they will never do that again? Is it b
I hate that I get jealous when I know I shouldn't be. I hate that I blew up on him. I hate that I made myself look like a jealous fool in front of the girl. I hate that he considers me his best friend. I really hate that I met him now. I hate that I can't tell him the truth. I hate that I took three energy pills and can't stop shaking. I hate that I now have nothing to do to get rid of the energy. I hate the way I feel right now. I hate that I'm really beginning to dislike guys. I hate that I'm acting like girl. I hate that I'm so stupid.
Confession 2
When I was growing we lived in front of a church (and my family isn't religious). It was a Sat. night and the next day at the church there was supposed to be this big female choir group performing. They had this illuminated sign with interchangable letters on it. My friend and I umplugged the sign and changed the letters (and just threw out the extras). When the choir group showed up the sign read "69 Singing Whores, Singing this Sunday!" It was all over the news. We lived in a small town.
Confused About Life
Is there anyone else out here thats living the life that they did not intend on living or is it im the only one that seems to be unhappy with my life?? i wanted so much more for myself but seems im setteling for much less i dreamed of a nice big house with lots of land and horses but i know now from 17 yrs of the same life it just isnt going to happen the way i dreamed of or not even close to being the life i dreamed of... oh well i reckon we cant always have what we want right??
Tearing myself from myself like small pieces of paper - confetti falling into you. I am swept away. Becoming much less, so much more and touching your wet skin places I have seen in pure darkness as your sighs define the contour of each warm breast. Adding, subtracting, divided and multiplied by the scent of you - raw and delicious, drawn into me - some internal spoor leading to ecstasy. Dizzy on my back - looking up and into the cause, the effect of this free-fall. Oh, call my name in my desert and I will sow new seeds inside this window to your storm and to the calm of your collapse upon my chest. Let us build tomorrow morning from the ocean and the wind of our sweet collision in this bed. © All rights reserved
I went out with an old friend last night and met her new boyfriend. Since I’ve known her for over 9 years, she wanted my opinion, and basically my approval, since I’m pretty much the only one who really knows what she’s going through. From what I’ve heard of him, what I saw of how he treated her and how she reacted to him… I like him, I approve, but I did tell her to warn him as we left that if he hurt her, I’d kill him. After all she’s been through, she deserves to be happy more than any other person I know. If he hurts her, I swear on whatever god, devil, or spirit you may believe in that I will hunt his ass down like a rabid dog. So then in the car as I was heading home, I started thinking about the “threat”, and how they were with each other and I started thinking about my “relationships”. I haven’t dated a local guy in years. I’ve had friends, fuck-buddies, whatever, but no relationships. The guys I always seem to fall for, connect with, whatever you wanna call it, alway
Confessions Of A Thinker
It started out innocently enough. I began to think at parties now and then -- just to loosen up. Inevitably, though, one thought led to another, and soon I was more than just a social thinker. I began to think alone -- "to relax," I told myself -- but I knew it wasn't true. Thinking became more and more important to me, and finally I was thinking all the time. That was when things began to sour at home. One evening I turned off the TV and asked my wife about the meaning of life. She spent that night at her mother's. I began to think on the job. I knew that thinking and employment don't mix, but I couldn't help myself. I began to avoid friends at lunchtime so I could read Thoreau, Muir, Confucius and Kafka. I would return to the office dazed and confused, asking, "What is it exactly we are doing here?" One day the boss called me in. He said, "Listen, I like you, and it hurts me to say this, but your thinking has become a real problem. If you don't stop t
you know that commercial for Five gum? how they have all the ball bearings in a giant speaker and the guy walks into them barefoot and lays down in them in his boxers? then turns on the sound with a low thrumming bass that makes all the ball bearings vibrate around his body? I want to do that. When I need you I Won't Say A Word When you're not there I Won't Say A Word When I look for you I Won't Say A Word And you're invisible I Won't Say A Word Or have stepped away I Won't Say A Word When you don't tell me you love me I Won't Say A Word When you won't say I'm special to you I Won't Say A Word When the loneliness makes me cry I Won't Say A Word When I am starving for your attention I Won't Say A Word When I fall into a well of depression I Won't Say A Word When I lose all hope I Won't Say A Word When I stop believing I am important to you at all I Won't Say A Word When I've given up and given in I Won't Say A Word When what could have been has faded to no
so I'm totally confused by the male population lately. Part or me wants to trust someone and part of me is screaming not to! Its strange to let everything go and just trust someone. I'm not good at it and when things scream in my head that its all game its hard to trust. I donno. I just know that I'm totally and completely confused. Like I go days without talking to someone and then we spend an entire night talking nonstop for 6-8 hrs..then i dont hear from them again... I'm totally confused about this whole situation. Its hard to figure out whats going on. I'm trying to be trusting, but how can I not have doubts? I'm just confused and now this blog is just as Who knows. I know I shouldnt care and that things just will either take course or they wont... I just have absolutely no desire to get hurt again... UUGGGGHHHHH too confused! Did I say that enough?
to start i would have just asked in a mumm but it says i cant do that so oh well.. So this is where i am really confused at... This girl who says she has feelings fer me still sees her ex almost everyday or talks to him.... I am not wanting to be played a fool, but things have developed to sum extent. I am not sure what to do or how to speak about it... I think there are things going on that i am supposed to be to stupid to notice or know, but I cant help not to igonore these small lil signs and hints that are being givin to me... The part thats getting to me the most is she is the first person to ever make me feel like i am somebody and that i belong. So this is really affecting me in many ways... Do you see my delima or where i am coming from.... Please Help You can leave all the comments you want to, any helpfull advice would be nice....
I wanted to let ppl know that a good friend of mine named Jason recently passed away. In Iraq fighting for our country. It was a roadside bombing that hit on his side. He was suppose to be home in 30 days. He was a good friend, a dad, a son, a grandson. He made ppl laugh with his sense of humor. He was a awesome person who didnt deserve to die but did for our counry and for that Im grateful to him. Ty you jason dor being a great person that we all knew and loved. You WILL never e forgotten. And to all o those soilders who are still out there thank you. For all those who did fight and are still fighting thank you, Make sure you thank them for what are and have donefor us and our country. May you rest in peace JASON (seth)! I will miss you lots but you are never forgotten So Im lost and so confused. I love this guy but I dont know if he feels the same way. I would do anything for him. He means the world to me. I want to marry him and make him happy. I dont think he feels t
I was gonna mumm this but figured i didnt want to hear sarcastic comments from a bunch of other ppl. Is it possible for a person to fall in love with two ppl at the same time? My husband and i split like 4 months ago and i fell for someone. shortly after i fell for someone else. I was confused on what i wanted. One was closer, could provide a stable home and said all the things i wanted to hear. the other was just natural at showing how he cared and it was so easy to fall for him. so i ended up going with the first one and he was the wrong choice. but i just could not decide that is what made it hard. I ended up hurting the second one and i can understand how he feels. I really wanted to try to work something out with the second one and now he wont, says he needs time to think about things. I know he feels rejection, i completley understand that, but if he loved me as much as he said he did, why not give it a go and see what happens. nobodies perfect and we often take the w
Well here i go.In my life i've lied to girlz about loven them. never had loved one at all that is till five months ago when i meet her the girl of my dreams, the one who makes me smile when ive had a bad day simply by hearen her say hello.if you think i dont know what love is, your wrong i love my family,my friends, not untill know i have never felt love for one other person,but when you cant sleep at night because that person got hurt by dumb shit you did or that you know your gonna lose them because you did something so dumb and you cant rewind just cuz you know in your mind it was all just a lie to the other person, and know the person you do love probebly thinks that what u've said to her is a lie as well,when you know that everything you've told them about your past n your feelings for them are not a lie its the truth n there the only one that knows about things in your past that have made you who you are today sitten here writen this wishen you could talk to them and work things
totally cant figure out what im doing none of this crap is working
Confidence, Trust, Hope
HOPE, TRUST, CONFIDENCE CONFIDENCE: One day all villagers decided to pray for a rain. On the day of prayer all people gathered and only one boy come with an umbrella. THATS CONFIDENCE! TRUST Trust should be like feeling of a one year old baby, when you throw him in the air, he laughs... because he knows you will catch him... HOPE Every night we go to bed, We have no assurance to get up alive in the next morning But still we have many plans for the coming day... KEEP CONFIDENCE, TRUST IN GOD AND NEVER LOSE HOPE... _dYaNiKa_ (^_~)
Confessions Of A Loose Cannon
Title: Conform By: me Used up and let down Lost with no sound Deep under ground By these rules, we are bound A bunch of drones Nothing but common clones Lost with no home Left to watch and roam A disease inside the bone Conformity, a symptom the disease has shown Left alone The disease has grown It's real It's something one can feel There's no chance for one to heal It's a forbidden seal Something for the masses They get together and display their caskets They lay down and do as they're told No one is brave enough to be so bold They lay down and follow the rules They lay down, but I'm no fool
what is love? Current mood: confused how do you know if someone really loves you or if they are useing you or are playing games its really hard to know what hurts the most is that you love some one so much but you don't really know if they feel the same about you its easy to tell some one you love them but meaning it is different i don't know Help!!!!! why is it that everytime i think i am going to be happy someone or something always fucks it up and i am tierd of it i am tierd of being happy one min and the next feeling like shit why cant i find a man that will make me happy and be happy with me life sucks it really dose sometimes i wish i wasn't alive to be around for all this bullshit well were do i start life sucks and love is no where to be found why why can't someone love me for who i am not whats between my legs or how much money i have why can't life be so much easier then is is right now
Confusing Matter Of The Heart
Confusion In My Head
Somewhere there is peace. Somewhere there is quiet. Somewhere there is violence. Somewhere there's a riot. Each of these places exist inside of me. From one day to the next I don't know which place I'll be. Sometimes my world moves fast. Sometimes my world moves slow. Sometimes my world will not stop. Sometimes it just won't go. My mind chooses the path and my emotions follow along. It seems like most of the time I don't know where I belong. Some days I am really happy. Some days I am really sad. Some days I am overwhelmed. Some days I get so mad. One day I know the good will overcome the bad. One day I know the happiness will overcome the sad. My mind is always roaming seeking the light in the dark. I hope one day that I will find a place of peace for my heart. When that day finally comes I will be happy to sit and chill. But until that day comes I can only continue to feel ill. The walls may fall around me. I may get lost out in space.
Confessions And Poems From The Darkside Of Nothing
Continue to sleep ask no questions why take no look inside shed blood but pay no mind it's only yesterday watch skies as they burn lay down when it's your turn live life with no concern it's only yesterday kiss life the kiss of death take mind of your last breath fight til there's nothing left surviving yesterday Make of me the shadow of my mind reflect me on your deepest thought then pass me into time Close again that door to the place I have searched for shape the demons for me and my will is mine no more I stand blank An empty canvas paint yourself on me make me your lies show me your secret hues abstract former lives I still stand blank
Confederate Bombers
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Confederate Bombers
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Confusion Is The Worse
Im just going to let my feelings flow right now im depressed down and dont feel like any one wants me or im not good enough i gave a man 5 yrs of my life just for him to tear it down and tell me he could never be with me again what am i suppost to do i feel like i cant move on cause he still has my heart and wont give it back and is still hurting it everyday every moment every sec. i want to move on so bad but i feel as if i am stuck and i cant move i loved him with all my heart gave him everything he ever wanted and needed i had a few blow ups but shit who doesnt right he keeps saying i love you i love you BUT WHY DID HE LEAVE me and why cant he be with me cause he has fell out of love with me is that it or is it just cause he wants to hurt me and he wants to see me cry i feel so bad so guilty is it something i did or something i did not do or just plain out nothing to do with me at all . i feel as if i cant go a day with out him popping up in my head why cant i just move on or let hi
Confusion Thoughts
Well for once in my life I found myself looking for a date.... lets see here I am not one to ask someone on a date nor tollorate a date offten. I guess that I just don't have the paticence, maybe cause I am a bizznatch when the time calls for it. Anyway on with the date thing. A Few people have asked me why I am looking for one and also told me that I shouldent have a problem finding one... well HAHAHAHAHA to that! See I have a company Christmas party coming up and well need someone to go with me. Sounds simple right? Well time to burst your bubble its NOT! I don't want to take some twat hound person out to meet my boss's ya know. They MUST be neat and clean not to mention know how to hold their alchol! Thats a BIG deal there. So here is the deal... I don't want to have to drive to another state or city to get hit me up if you are in my area and think that you might qualify for the following. 1. Can speak proper english. 2. Have nice attire that you can wear.
Confused About It All
I am just going to vent here. I am married have been for 12 years now. Why my name is Just me all alone, well it is because i don't have a real marriage. Things have been bad and wrong for a long time and for some reason, he won't let this go. I don't want to stay just for the kids because it will eventually effect them too. I hate being cheated on, lied to and not knowing anything about him anymore. We don't talk, we don't share anything other than what other bill came in the mail and which kid has the hockey game. I feel alone. I think it would be better if we were not together anymore. He talks with other women and does his own thing and i find myself on here to find other people just to have a normal conversation. Which is why i don't cyber that is not what i want right now. I am looking for conversation with someone that may have any of the same issues or knows someone who does. Well that is it but i shall continue this later.
Confused More Than Ever
Some of you all know why my last relationship ended it was because my ex boyfriend of 7 yrs decided that crack/meth was more important than us (me and the kids, his being one of them)He chose a path I was not going to put up with. so I ended the relationship in march of 2007. His mother calls me the next day to find out what happened so i explained to her everything. by the time it was all said and done i was made out to be a lying bitch and so on....I have not heard from this woman since march! so tonight I'm sitting here I decide to check my email only to find a message from his mother. Hope things are going well for you and the children. I'm sorry things didn't work out for you and Joe. That doesn't mean we can't communicate if you will. I would like to keep in touch with my granddaughter. Will you send me new pictures from time to time and let me know how you are doing? I do miss seeing her. Thanks ahead of time. Phyllis and let me add this too he (my ex) the fath
Pretty sure life is crazy... everyone always told me that life wouldnt b easy but not a dam person ever told me that it was goin to b this hard... a warning woulda been nice... i shoulda just stayed in bed today, cant deal with this shit... all tha signs were slappin me in tha dam face and i still believed it...fuckin dumb
The Confederate Flag Poem
The hands of our women made it, Baptized in our mother tears, And drenched with blood of our kindred With hope for those four long years, Across vale and plain we watched it While the tide of battled rolled, And with streaming eyes have we followed The wave of each soft silken fol. As high over our hosts it floated, Through dust and din of the fight, We could catch the glint of spearhead And the flash of crimson light; Whilethe blood of men who bore it Flowed fast on the reddened plain, And our cry went up in anguish To our God for our martyred slain. And we went and watched and waited By our lonely household fire, For the mother gave her firstborn And the daughter gave her sire, But the wife sent forth her husband The maiden her lover sweet, And hearts kept time in the silence To the rhythmic tread of their feet. As they marched o'er vale and mountains, While our banners rose and fell, Though victory often crown
Confession Of A Man....
If a man wants you, NOTHING can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "BE FRIENDS." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "It will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from
hello there, Wow, this site is alitte hard to navigate. Someone told me someone was on here using my pictues, whick is why i made this profile. If you want to visit me on myspace, it might be easier, my full profile is there (with tons of pics!) Come find me ( Much Luv, Courtney
Confessions Of A Drama Queen
Sunshine beams through the window pane, Waking her from sleep. She rises from her sheets and pillows, She yawns long and deep.     She's padding to the mirror, She's looking in disgust. She brushes through her crimson hair, She wipes away the dust.     Her friends all say she's beautiful. They say that she's a star, She can't believe what they believe, She envies who they are.     She hate's the person she's become, She walks away with a sigh. She grabs the shining, shimmering blade, She softly starts to cry.     She brings the knife upon her wrist, Space already occupied by scars. She wants to force herself to feel, Outside, wheels roll on tar.     A knock breaks the silence of morning, She tries to hide the blade. She rushes to the front door, Glad to not have stayed.     The he stands in the threshold, He holds roses scarlet red. He gives her a defeated look, And fighting tears he said: Always
I don´t get it why is it that people are never happy with what they have? I know there are moments where we can be happy but then...come most of the time we are always missing something or we just want more.(It´s just the human in us I guess.)For example people who don´t have a significant other want one but when they have them they get tired...when you get money it´s never enough...I can jst keep going on and on but I would rather hear everyones opinion on the subject so please feel free to comment
Confused About Females
i dont seem so understand girls these days they all say oh i want a good guy i want a good guy that will treat me good and this and that and the other. Then once they find a guy like me that is nice and will treat them right, they fuck them over. I know so many girls that are amazing and nice and they find these guys that are nice and sweet for a few weeks or maybe months. then these guys start treating them like shit and they break up and get back then break up and get back. then the girls meet a nice guy like me during one of the break ups and they talk and talk to these nice guys then they go back to these guys that treat them like shit. it makes no sence to me. why do girls allow guys to do shit like that to them.
Here i sit with this thing in my head. About this girl that i like. She don't know it i don't think i could tell her ether. Why is it so hard to do so i ask my self every night! I stay awak thinking of her wishing that i could do so thin when i see her i freeza up what is it with me? I guess i will never know she is so cool and very pritty she is like a angil to me i do think she knows that i like her but she will never hear it frum me.
Well, I should be asleep right now but I can't sleep. I was reading earlier.......I know.....what a anyways, and I read something that hit me and stuck with me and I guesss I'm just doing this blog to get my thoughts in order. I have found that writting these sometimes helps. I'm not too sure if I want people to be able to read these but I'm kindda curious about what people will say about this...if anything. And since I am a "kat" kills and only satisfaction will bring me back. So, on that not lemme get back to point. In the boo that I am reading the phrase that hit me was something like this....... "It's better to have loved for ten days, than living your live and not loving at all." Now if you haven't noticed it sounds close to the popular... "It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all...." I guess it would all depend on who you talk to about that. I for one am not too sure. Yes I have loved.....and still do...which i
ok so lets see, yeah im in here n having fun meeting new people n leaving comments n then you get to that profile that has been set to accept no comments! So whats the deal? Heck its fun to leave comments n share emotions and just have a good time n then u get the no html comments I don't know about you but that has about zero excitement in it for me.....sorry I just get a wee bit frustrated with that so thank you for letting me vent. Hope all of you have a great holiday!!!
Confused plz repost for me and help me comment so i can win the blast for my lounge thank you so much ;) I have had a best friend for a while now and I have had a crush on him for a long time. He told me that nothing would ever happen between us. So I was ok just being a really good friends. I was told by him that he has changed his feeling for me and i dont know what to do now. Then there is a a guy that I really like on here and we get along so well but we have a long dist relationship if we get to gether it would be a 13 hr drive to see each other. He makes me smile and very happy every time we talk. You that tingle feeling in the pit of your tummy. hmm plz help me.
Confused At Life
Well I'm not the best at writing anything. Have always had trouble putting my thoughts and feelings on papers. Hell I have trouble expressing them without them being taken the wrong way. The last 5 years of my life have been filled with a lot of pain and heartache. I went through a messy divorce, changed careers (the best move by far I ever made), been through what an extremely difficult relationship, and well lately I seem to be experience a bout of loneliness. Don't get me wrong there is not a minute of my day that I'm not doing something but it seems that guys have changed so much then the way they were 15, 10 even 5 years ago. If I have to blame anyone part of me is saying women are a big part of why men are so different. We've now stepped up our "game" and try and play the game like the men do but where is this getting us?? It's getting us a bunch of men that can get sex anywhere and don't want to take the time out to actually get to know a women. I know that to
Today my wife and I went to the OB Doctor for our 11th week appt. I was so excited about being a father for the third time. The doctor went to listen to the heartbeat, but couldn't get one so she said that she was gonna do an ultrasound. Well I got so excited because I would get to see our baby today. When they did the ultrasound, they realized that there was no heart beat, the child had died two weeks ago. It is a very hard thing to go through, but i've got to be strong for Tiffiny. I pray that God will give us the strength and comfort during this trying time. Yesterday was one of the scariest times of my life! I was just sittin at home hangin out when I started feeling funny. My heart started beating really hard, my chest felt like the was 200 pounds sitting on it constantly, it became hard to breathe and when I started feeling tingles in my right arm, I went to the hospital. The hospital was packed and they didn’t have one single bed left in the place. I got checked in and they wer
ok so I want to get my hair permed. The weather in North Carolina is pretty humid.Or it can be I mean. The best and easiest hairstyle for me and my frizzy hair is a perm. I'm not sure if I can get one though cause i just colored my hair in november. I dont want to over-process my hair. UGH! what should I do? right now I just end up putting my hair up most of the time. so help please!
Confederate Bombers Our Target
Confederate Bombers Sexy Baby Blue Eyes Lt. of the Confederate Bombers needs your help on his contest please MUST ADD/FAN/RATE THE HOST HERES HER LINK.. THANK YOU CONFEDERATES ROCK!!
Confession Of An Aching Heart
I try to count the days and seem to lose track every time. All I can really say is that it's been over a month. But for some reason, it seems longer. Time seems to pass quickly on the normal, but slowly on the things that are special. My friends tell me that they can see a change in me. I seem happier. And I think maybe they're right. I don't dwell in the pit of blackness and despair that I had once called home. I had a reason not to flee this hellhole of a city and retreat to the sanctity of my lame-ass one horse hometown. I still look back on the past and chafe at all the pain it caused me. I curse those who betrayed me on the most intimate level and then abandoned me. But looking over and past all that pain, I'm eternally grateful to you for finding me. Maybe now I can get past all those nervous and mental breakdowns and pathetic attempts at suicide I've had in the past year and look toward something bright and maybe hopeful. I don't know what the future holds for
I never thought I could fall so fast or deeply for someone..Then I met him, and my whole life has changed, for the better I think..I feel like I have a purpose..Knowing that someone really cares about me as a person, cares about my feelings, my opinions, and thoughts is such a new and wonderful feeling.. But to have that person seem uncertain, makes me feel a little insecure, makes me wonder if it was something that Ive done..I love this person more than any amount of words can say, and I hope he knows that, and never for one second doubts my love for him..
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? HIM 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? MOST OF THE TIME 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? LISTENER 4. Do you take compliments well? NOT REALLY... USUALLY TRY TO FIND OUT THE MOTIVE BEHIND IT... 5. Do you play Sudoku? NO 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? I'M CHUNKY SO I THINK I COULD LIVE OFF MY OWN FAT FOR A FEW WEEKS... 7. Do you like to ride horses? YES. 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? YES... CAMP KERN.... LORD HELP THOSE POOR CHILDREN...LOL 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? HUNGRY HIPPO... HMMM MAYBE THAT'S WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME... HEHEHE 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, what would you do? 6 MONTHS AGO I WAS ALL UP ON THAT SHIT BUT NOW..... NO AND NOT JUST CUZ I FOUND SOMEONE NOT MARRIED... EVEN IF THAT DOESNT WORK OUT I DONT THINK I COULD GO THAT ROUTE AGAIN...LOL
Confessions Of A Broken Heart
Pain... Tension... Fatigue... Depression... Anger, Aggression, Frustration. All these unwanted sensations - Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind. Repeating, resisting, insisting - Refusing to be denied its recognition Of its position in my Frustration, Confusion, Delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to gain By forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused, unclear, out of control, My world spinning, spinning, spinning, My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic, Like fine sands running through my hands, I'm losing my mind.
Confederate Bombers Please Read
Just want to let the Management of the Confederates and the members to know. After receiving a letter from Management that seemed to be trying to point the finger at me because of The Watcher leaving the family I feel that I need to say a few things. I don’t want to cause any drama seems the one of the Confederates can enough of that and one of their key things is no drama in the family? I could come back with comments to prove somethings in the letter I was sent are wrong. The reason I am not going to say much on this letter I was sent is because, maybe there is some misunderstanding on both our parts. Unless we could talk as adults then I have nothing more to say on this. If management would like to talk to me please contact me for further discussion. As far as Cherokee goes she has attacked Watcher on fubar and yahoo. She has also put out some crazy stuff on me. Well I am not going to say much here either than you prove to people what you are Cherokee by your drama. Now I coul
so many things are going through my head right now so many big factors in why i feel like this she wants to help i knows she does but she can't i have to just sit here and let my feeling out please stop worrying i am not mad at you this is just something that i have to deal with alone you are still my friend as it will always be but right now i need to write cant you see just please please let me be dont think i am mad i am not please see my feeling on everything just needs to be free just know please hun right now i am fine, well not really fine but as good as it will get but i am not mad at you i promise you this i will talk when i am ready but now i am not this has been coming for awhile these feelings and stuff you know all the things i am going through right now so you see why i need my time to write i hope just know i am not mad at thee i feel all fuck up inside i know i didnt do nothing wrong tonight but yet i feel bad how do i make it right its n
Confessions Of A Broken Heart
Pain... Tension... Fatigue... Depression... Anger, Aggression, Frustration. All these unwanted sensations - Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind. Repeating, resisting, insisting - Refusing to be denied its recognition Of its position in my Frustration, Confusion, Delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to gain By forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused, unclear, out of control, My world spinning, spinning, spinning, My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic, Like fine sands running through my hands, I'm losing my mind.
Sorry to all of you who've stopped by and haven't heard from me. I only get on occasionally, and I have yet to figure this place out. LOL... Not the most (virtual)socially inept person you'll ever meet, but I'm sure I run a close second. If you have any suggestions to make this easier, please poor them on me! And thank you for the compliments! Hope everyone has a wonderful Valentines day!
Confederate Family Blog
Have you ever felt so alone & nothing makes sense?? Well that's how I feel right now, I feel like i'm facing everything alone. facing everything by myself with nothing but tears and a fake smile!
~confessions Of The Heart~
~Confessions of the Heart~ ~What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined... to strengthen each other... to be at one with each other in silent unspeakable memories. ~In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing. ~Love cannot endure indifference. It needs to be wanted. Like a lamp, it needs to be fed out of the oil of another's heart, or its flame burns low. ~You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived, are the moments when you have done things in a spirit of love. ~The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration. ~Love works in miracles every day: such as weakening the strong, and stretching the weak; making fools of the wise, and wise men of fools; favouring t
Confusion In My Head
Somewhere there is peace. Somewhere there is quiet. Somewhere there is violence. Somewhere there's a riot. Each of these places exist inside of me. From one day to the next I don't know which place I'll be. Sometimes my world moves fast. Sometimes my world moves slow. Sometimes my world will not stop. Sometimes it just won't go. My mind chooses the path and my emotions follow along. It seems like most of the time I don't know where I belong. Some days I am really happy. Some days I am really sad. Some days I am overwhelmed. Some days I get so mad. One day I know the good will overcome all the bad. One day I know the happiness will overcome all the sad. My mind is always roaming seeking the light in the dark. I hope one day that I will find a place of peace for my heart. When that day finally comes I will be happy to sit and chill. But until that day comes I can only continue to feel ill. The walls may fall around me. I may get lost out i
One day I walked into Walmart with the intention of exploring the store for promiscuous girls. On this expedition I decided that upon finding a beautiful girl I would give her a Valentines Day Card, with a dozen roses, and ask her to be my valentine. I figured that if the girl said no I wouldn't have to buy the card or the roses. HAHAHA It was an absolute blast - seeing the look on a damsels face after a random stranger asked them to be their valentine, in Walmart, was priceless.
A Confused Sub Came Before A Wise Master
A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him and needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic. The gentle Master had her kneel before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up at him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretches its branches to the sky. At that moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and his impressive size towered above her like a giant tree. Then he began to speak. I'm here for you, now and always no matter how far time and space takes us. Whether you walk away from me today or you stay and serve me I will not turn from you. I am as patient as time itself; I will take not from you unless you give freely and completely of yourself, but I give onto you regardless -- for my love is unconditional. Like the olive tree that can both feed you and shade you, I am there seem
Confused & Sad
I don’t know anymore what is going on. I’m totally at my wits end, tired emotionally and mentally. I feel so totally lost and confused. Deep inside i’m crying out yet the only one i wish could hear me doesn’t. Alot has happened to me over the years but now it breaks down to just in the past few days. As i look into her eyes at work i see someone deep inside of there just begging and yearning to come out as well a scared lil girl holding back all she has to try to keep the world from seeing her. I know who she is and the person that is inside of her. A sweet, dearing, wonderful, caring lady that i have had the honors and privledge to fall deeply n madly in love with. There was a time happiness, joy, laughter filled in her gleaming eyes, now all there is is what i said earlier, the begging and yearning. I so want to be there for her and i cry out her name letting her know that i am but my sound is but mute to her ears. I pray to God that may the confusion that is within her would go away
50 Confessions
My 50 Confessions!!! Message: 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? - him 2 . When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? - nope... coz sum1 will pick up the cart 3. If you had to kiss again the last person you kissed, would you? - kiss? of course.. i miss it!!! hahaha 4. Do you take compliments well? - yup 5. Do you play Sudoku? - sometimes 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? - maybe,if someone is waiting for me.... i would be! but if not? i'l think i die there! 7 . If your house were on fire, what would be the things you would save? - everything in my rooms..hahaha 8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? - my bf 3 yrs ago... 9. Who do you text the most? - nothing, i hate texting 1 0 . Favorite children's book? - all about princess... 11 . Eye color? - brown. 12. How tall are you? - petite =) 13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you? -
I'm very confused nowadays in men that make the statement that they want to meet a nice woman. Someone comfortable in their own skin, fun to be around...blah, blah, this just a line of crap to make people think ahhh poor guy...I know alot of women...GOOD women, attractive, fun, successful, intelligent that are single looking for these men that are looking for these women, and yes I am one. I'm tired of hearing "Man I can't believe you're single". Are men afraid of women like me? Afraid of confidence? Afraid of success? True I'm on the thicker side but does that make me less of a woman? No it means I'm comfortable with who I am, I'm not going to worry about "me" about if my hair is messy, if my nail broke, or if I can't find my lipgloss. I take care of myself I look nice but I'm going to make DAMN sure my man and kids are happy. I don't mind helping out around the house...not just the inside but mowing the lawn, fixing a fence, taking a trip to the dump, do you think Bar
He comes into my life then leaves. I have no understanding of why. He returns but only says three words. I am confused by him. Wanting to know what he wants. He knows how I feel. I think I will never know how he does. Sometimes it is better not to know.
As many of you know my life has been pretty fucked up this year. I lost my girlfriend who meant the world to me, my life was planned with her. I lost my job. I started taking care of my mom. All and all my mental health has been at just about its lowest in as long as I can remember. I'm depressed, I'm angry, I'm ready to call it quits. but I can't. Not because of my kids, or my mom, or anyone else that has no faith in me anyways, I can't cause its not in my nature. I'm sick of my anger. I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself. I done with other people having any major influence in my life, or how I live it. Do my mom and my kids drive me crazy? yeah. Did Erin really fuck me up when she fucked me over? yeah. Am I going to have a hard time trusting women again? Hell yeah (you all do suck) but I'm done having that control me. So my life hasn't gone to my plan. So fuckin what. I've got my friends. I'm more dedicated to living life than I was last year. I'm goin to have some fun now. New frie
Well I am more confused now then ever. my wife kicked me out of the house a month ago now and on Easter she said she still loves me but doesn't want to talk to me. To me that doesn't make since. If you love someone wouldn't you want to talk to them at least?
I have had a lot of up's and down's in my life. It has not been easy for me and i think the hardest is not being in a relationship. I gotten tired of bouncing from one relationship to another so i have just decided to stay single. In a chance encounter i met a wonderfull man. We started dating and on the first date is made clear from both of us that we did not want to start a relationship cause he was heading off to iraq. Well something just grew between us and every chance we had to spend with each other we did. In my relationships that i have had in the past after about a yr they fall to shit. So i am in a bit of a pickle at this point in my life. Should i wait a yr till he comes home and just keep in touch with him as i am now then pick up were we left off and see what happens..or should i try to find another to fill the void in my life. In my heart i dont want to start another relationship just to be put in tourmoil when brad gets back. Either way im sure i lose another yr of happ
Confused At The Meat Market.
You know people....I really just joined this thing because I don't have a girlfriend and anyone including me likes attention. I am what I think to be pretty good looking. But sometimes I have a hard time approaching women in public. So it's easier on this thing..even though it won't go anywhere. It's odd it's like that with me since I am a Salesman. Cars, homes, all kinds of shit. But when women are too beautiful I freeze sometimes or just act overconfident because I'm a little nervous and that blows it. Divorced five years and just sick of the bullshit. But whatever I'm here and it's fun. Just wish when I turned this thing off I had someone shouting "dinner's ready". But if I had that goin on, I wouldn't be typin this damn Blog. I love all my fans and friends for being so nice. Thanks. Justin
does anyone know why my buzz always says dry 0 % ??? if i need something put it in for me ok lol thanks
There is one guy in my life...well I should say in and out of my life. He drives me crazy! I just recently moved back to my home town and I got asked out tonight...I know I shouldn't care what he thinks but I do. He delets all my photo comments and maybe I should just give up on him for good. I am going out with the person who asked me tonight and I will probably compare him to the end...maybe I just shouldn't care about him anymore. He recently told me things that I dont think anyone else knows, does that make me special in some way??? He has a gf right now and always does I think he is toying with my heart. I dont think he cares for me at all maybe I am right...:(
My god why the hell do I attract these fucking wackos??? If the guy is a certifiable douche, a major asshole, narcissistic bastard, a cheater or just plain fucking crazy they are attracted to me!! WTF? What gives? Are all males just fucking nuts or do I just bring out the crazies from the woodwork? Good god, I think I'm gonna stop dating for awhile and let the crazies chase someone else for a change!
Confused... About Fubar
i am new to and I havent got everything understood about it, if there is someone who can help me figure this site out that would be wonderful.... Thanks to Everyone Out There
Why do I find that when I am at my lowest point and keep my hearts little hurtful splinters inside a person I trust but probably should'nt always finds a way to make it a million times worse. Why when I am asked to open up and told that I am so this and so that do the people I trust make me feel like crawling under a rock and mind traveling through the situations that made me this way from the start. I know that we need to find faith within ourselves and try to make the best of things but why why do people just act so heartless? Why when I am leary of opening up and keep to myself do I try to put faith in people that never had a drop of faith in me but shadowed it with drawn out whispers of genuine and whind up being whispers of deceit. I know this may sound stupid but I am puzzled as to why! Why does a person that I never really asked anything of find the need to fill me with lies when if anything all I needed was a great friend. I am not the perfect person as none of us are or the
Confessions Of A Gay Psycho Bunny
Hmm so I been watching a lot of this guy on tv and youtube and been shocked at what I seen Guess thats what he wants u to be I watched in amazement, shouted at him in anger(when he stabbed the turtle with the pen knife), nearly thrown up and watched through my fingers Just could not believe this guy and it seems as if he is a faker from the news report i just read - when he was meant to be living in a jungle on what he could find to eat like bugs and stuff it now seems he was really staying in a 5 star hotel!!! Anyways he says all we see is genuine Go search for him on youtube if you not sen what he is all about and let me know what you think - is he for real or a faker??? Please note, the names of some courses have been changed. Attendance for at least 10 of the following courses is mandatory: 1- Combatting Stupidity 2- You Can Do Housework Too 3- PMS: Learning When To Keep Your Mouth Shut 4- How To Fill An Ice Tray 5- We Do Not Want Sleezy Underthings F
How is it that a man can ask me to marry him and say that my and I are his world and then turn around and leave me so suddenly? Then tell me that I never meant anything to him after I go out to the bar and have some fun. I mean I was dancing with another man but at that point he had already left me a week earlier. I have been trying to pretend that I am ok but I'm not I'm so far from being ok. I went from planning a wedding one second to being single the very next second.
The Confederate Family
Confessions Of A Former Catholic Schoolgirl
that the other woman is always sexier than the girl friend/wife jager is evil as mae west once said, "a man in the house is worth two on the street" (that goes double for girls) that sex is an art that bunnies are cute that the nineties were the pinacle of civilization that men on fubar need to come up with more original dirty come ons (not all, just most) the only thing better than big breasts is bigger breasts (yes, i credit marty with that one) that karaoke is way more fun drunk that old street is the best bar around here that salma hayek is the most beautiful woman who ever existed that tarot cards can be uncanny, even when the reader has no clue what the fuck she is doing what do you believe? let me know (i'm sick of writing blogs with no comments) how do i find other bi girls on fubar? i mean, i like it that we don't necessarily have to label ourselves, but i'd like to meet other girls like me. if you are/know a bi girl on fubar l
Remember when you asked me what is love to me? people usally say it's cuddling and kissing and loving n caring what about the pain the hurt the yelling and screaming the late night phone calls with i miss u'z ya sure there is good n bad to love but what happens when u never get to say good bye what happens when u love some one so much and u never get the chance to tell them how u feel love is more than the late night phone calls the times u spend at the mall,, it's more than holding hands,, it's what is in your heart,, it's how u truly honestly feel love is when the world stops spinning and the sky is no longer blue the clouds are never gray and it never rains love is scary but it's also a wonderful thing I just wish i wasn't so afraid of love now... ~WRITTEN BY THE SMARTEST MAN I KNOW~
Am I picky or dont have a life? I often wonder am I to picky in finding a woman I try to look for woman that are leveled headed and have a sence of humor. I have met a few woman but they dont seem interested. I beleave I treat woman whith respect, do I seem un aproachable or just some fucking loonatic? I just dont under stand I use to have all kinds of woman before I was married. Is it because I just used them for a peace of ass no commintment? yes you might say I was a asshole. And yes they knew what I was doing I told all the woman I didnt want a commitment just to see them. Is that what woman want no commitment or was it the times. Yes I dont have a life I voulenteer at my friends work then go home. I do go to my friends Chris's house on Thursday for Thirsty Thursday and ounce in awhile to the bar but that's it. So is it I cant find a woman beacouse I dont have a life. So any feed back would be nice. Thanks Keith a. ka. oddweed,K-man
y do men say they are gonna be there for or with you when they have no plans on it... or if they do plan on it anything they're boys want them to do is more important... I've gotten to the point where i just dont care anymore.... i'm just not gonna allow myself to be available so i dont have to worry about it... I'll be here when he actually shows up but i will never spend another waking moment waitin on any man...
My husband and I have been split up for about 5 months now after being together for 7 years. I found out about a month and a half ago that he has been living with another woman for about 3 and 1/2 months now. When she found out about me she pushed for him to file for divorce so we met up and signed papers. He insisted on being the one to go turn them in to the court for whatever reason (normally he would have left something like that up to me). Well when I call the court to make sure everything was turned in and right they say he turned in everything but the page that was signed and notarized (the most important paper) and a paper that only he had to fill out. Tell me he didn't do that on purpose! Well now he won't talk to me and he avoids me at all cost even when I am trying to sign new papers. I don't understand what is going on. He is the one that left and said he wanted a divorce so despite the fact that I still love him with all my heart I have tried to just get it over with. I ha
I am kind of confused by something but, the one who confuses me does not get it. I care for you more than I should but do not know what to do. You live so far away, and yet you are so near. I wish I could make a place where we could run away to, like we use to joke around about. I miss talking to you, hearing you,and seeing you. You became such an important person in my life in such a short time. I don't know why or how. Things just went down hill and I decided I have to distance myself from you. I can not tell you how I really feel because you are so far away, and I barely know you. But, I think you can guess and put it together. I feel like a fool telling you anything like that so I will write it in here and keep you in my heart even though you are not in my life. I miss you and you know who you are.
Confussed About Men
Some men want you all to themselves, others want to share you, some want you to be bi, others dont. If you dont "put out", they dont give you a chance, but if you do "put out" then some think less of you. So where do you draw the line and be you... The thing is..I want to please people, I would do anything for you as long as you treat me right.. that is what some guyes dont understand about me. My two ex husbands took advantage of that. So why should I settle for less than the best. Someone that will treat me equally the same. The better I treat them the better that they treat me. Where our relationship gets better, not worse. So that is why im confussed and am not settling for less than the best. Someone that truely takes my breath away. All I have ever wanted was to be a wife, that takes care of her husband and to have children. Who knows... Maybe God hasnt sent him my way yet for some reason. God, I tried on my own and screwed up and didnt wait for you, im trying to be pati
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this fubar things looks interesting, but really i am super confused on what is going anyway i think that is all that i have to say at the moment.. i am going to go and finish cleaning.. peace out!
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Lesson One: An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing. A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him; 'Can I also sit on my ass like you and do nothing?' The eagle answered; 'Sure, why not.' So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle, and rested. Suddenly, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it. Management Lesson: To sit on your ass and do nothing, you must be sitting very high up. Lesson Two: A turkey was chatting with a bull. 'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.' 'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my manure droppings?' replied the bull. 'They're packed with nutrients.' The turkey pecked at a lump of manure, found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, he was proudly perched at the top of the tree.
It's funny how a guy who usually never has a problem winding down, turning his mind off at night gets into trouble and can't sleep at night. It wasn't too bad, but last night it just got the best of me. Tried to lay down, then the mind kicked in. Then about the time that the mind got wound down, the heartburn kicked in. So at 3 AM I was outside getting some Rolaids from my truck. Then to top it off even more. I am not feeling anything. I am kind of "numb." While the constants are still there, such as missing my kids, fear, and all that usual stuff, I'm not feeling the other things I should be feeling. Elation at being off this weekend. Exctacy for not being in the field. Happiness for passing both tests in class last week. Happiness at most likely still getting to go to ALC/BNCOC in April. The usual stuff just ain't making a difference in my life. I am fricking stuck. Garth Brooks, you are a sonofabitch. This learning to live again is killing me. It's funny how a s
Confusion On The Other Party
Have you ever been in a situation where you know what you want and yet the other party says they know what they want but yet when it's headed in the direction of that, the other person runs and would rather not have it happen then let it happen? No one is perfect but communication is very important in any aspect of life today. Why would you say you want something and then when you get it or are close to getting it, run away scared? Do you really want to be that unhappy in life? The past really makes one think and I hope everyone is not letting the past control your future...leave the past where it belongs and LIVE and go after what you want.
Confused And Lost
I gave you my heart, I gave you my soul, I gave you all that was inside of me. I gave it all to you freely and unconditionally. If I could have given you the world, I would have given you that too. Because to me you were everything and the world to me. All I ever asked for in return, was your honesty, trust and friendship. And to just be gentle not hurt me. You promised this you could and always would. And I truly believed in you, and your every word. But you took it all and so much more from me, and just disappeared without another word. Leaving me, broken, hurt and lost without any reasons. So confused, because none of this is like the person I always knew, trusted and totally believed in.
The last 3 months you know its been very hectic. But the last few days I'm ready to have an emotional breakdown. I'm crying myself to sleep and trying so hard to hold it in during the day. My bank accounts are STILL negative, I STILL haven't found a job. I sit at home with kids 24/7. I know I'm only 22 and a new mom but even new moms at 22 need a small vacation. I wanna go away for a week or two and just relax. No kids, no family hassling me on shit I already know. I'mtrying my damndist to do what I need to do. There are thousands of Accountants needed out here but they all want experience. How are college graduates supposed to get experience when nobody wants us!!!! I feel like I wasted my money on college right now. The only person I can talk to about my problems shouldn't have to listen to it but if I don't talk about it then I will break down. I'm trying to hold it in and not let my kids see my upset or my family but I'm getting to the point where I can't do it anymore. I nee
Confessions Of A Plant Lady
Who wants a pair? Hello People :D My day yesterday was quite entertaining, to say the least. I was on my way to the job site and BAM... I get rear ended by a Jetta. Taking a right, yielding, sun in me eyes..I see a, I "stop quickly" and the girl behind me.. well you know...her air bags deployed..crazy smoke from her dept comes...ambulance comes...she leaves in ambulance...cop comes..makes report...I go to work. Craziness. I arrive at the job site and the guys have the metal frame ready to go...the owner is there asks me if I'm ok and offers to buy me something to drink *grin* (I ♥ my place of employment) we go and get coffee...he helps me think of the positive side of the accident..and off I went to check lights, take pictures and fluff branches (I was spose to climb the metal frame...but they wouldn't let me, cause of the accident *cries*) Anyway, this tree is amazing...I'm glad I was there to help... *never knew exactly how outdoor, 26 footers +
Confused An Bewillered
trying to learn on the stuff on here no wounder i go duhhh all the time buying rounds the private talk boxes it keeps me confused and now my biggest thing is can the myspace showin luv pages work or thoes type of messages no wounder i dont do much here LOL i'm soo lost aint that bout a kicker
I am confused over things in my life. I have listened to the wrong people, and now I am paying for it. I may have made the mistakes but I am trying to correct them .
Confessions Of A Bored Housewife....
then blog about it! I've come to realize that my personal limit for forced nicety and cordiality is two days max! The holiday is over people! Please Leave! I understand I'm bound by contract to endure my in laws' idiosyncrasies but I assure you I was never told nor warned of the magnitude to which they would continuously annoy me personally. I'm seriously thinking of adding an amendment to my marital contract if and when that opportunity becomes available to me! We're going on day four. Not only does my tongue hurt, it has teeth marks! Did I detect the distinct taste of blood? I'm sure I did! Never in my whole life have I even fathomed detesting any individual this much let alone two! I know, I should be the better person here. I should endure for the sake of my kids. Don't get me wrong. I do! In fact, I understand that is their sole reason for being here. It's not me. It's the other family that resides within my home...I get it, but why? Why do I have to be
Confused And Hurt
confusion and hurt Current mood: disappointed I just don't understand, no matter what I do, everytime I let someone in and care about them, I get hurt. I am tired of it. It's not fair. I am not perfect, I have never said that I am, nor will I ever, but I really don't think that I deserve all the pain and hurt that I get. I work my ass off to try and better myself and my daughter and all I get in the end is pain. Does it ever end? Can't help but think it doesn't, that this is just how it will always be. I really hope not though.
Confused And Scared
Ok when I first became pregnant my ex didn't want anything to do with the baby or me.. Now all of a sudden he wants to name it and have half custody!!!! He has a bad temper and he even told me he can't handle kids.. He should know his sister has 4 of them and he can't stand to be around them for more than a few sec.... Right now i'm homeless and don't have a job.. even with every thing against him I'm afraid that he might get custudy becouse of my situation... was wondering if anyone can give me some advise??? I realy don't know what to do besides getting a lawer by the way he already has one!!! so can anyone help?
Confusion Is The Consensus
The Dream Is Over… Well, here I sit now, broken down until I question me and what all I might have done wrong. She called me this morning to say Merry Christmas, which was nice, but all I kept thinking was exactly how painful this Christmas has become so far. All through the night I kept waking up crying, thinking about what I have lost and trying to figure out exactly why. And let me tell you, I am no closer to figuring that out at all. Shit, I didn’t even really feel like opening my presents at all because of all of this. This morning has been far from what I pictured in my mind about how it would be. I imagined waking up with Her in my arms and giving her a kiss, waking her so I could say Merry Christmas and hug her. Then we would go out to the front room and get some coffee and open our presents together, side by side smiling at each other as we shared what we received with one another. Instead, I woke up alone, crying and feeling cold and desolate, empty, Lost… Lost I am indeed
Confederate National Party
Welcome to the.... Confederate National Party Restoring the Confederate States of America to its rightful place among the nations of the world CONFEDERATE PARTY PLATFORM We, as common citizens of the United States, having come together with no major sponsors or controlling interests other than our common interest in liberty and equality have formed the Confederate National Party. We do now set forth in this document our common beliefs and agenda of what we wish to achieve as a national political party. We believe that the power of the government comes from the people governed and is granted by those people to the government for the protection of the people, not for the control of the people. The states which compose the country of the United States are sovereign entities superior to the Federal government of these United States and that the only true role for the federal government is to act as a unified voice for the several States in dealing with foreign nations and
When you think in your life that you are unhappy....think again. Let me tell you I said I was unhappy for many months. I hurt the one I loved and cared about very much. I realize now I wasnt unhappy at all. Just was scared of getting closer. I didnt want to get hurt. Well now I know. I am unhappy now cause I do not have him. We will work through this and I promise you this....I will never say I am unhappy again. Or take the man I love for granted. I love him so very much. Im in a tight spot right now. I love this man with all my heart but because of circumstances cant talk to him. If he loves me still he would get ahold of me. Do you all think he still loves me? If he wants to come back all this bs needs to go away.
Confused Girl
hey guys i just wanted to inform u that in a few weeks i will be losing my computer it needs some work done to it,lol so i am very sad i just love fubar and all of my friends well if u wanna keep in contact with me email me your numbers ,i will be back but in the mean time thanks.xoxoxox trish hey everyone cvome by my page and show some love i wanna leavel up,lol fan add rate ,exc,just show some love and ill return the favor amd if u wanna get to know me write me.
Hearts dark and shadowed We lived in a time only we knowed For there was life only for us Now its time to go our separate way We try day in and day out To stay the same in just one way Everyone changes thats no doubt But the end for us is drawing nigh We try to change but dont know how Everything remains on its own route But for us its different in every way Once we thought things were just for us But to come to find out We were not even here The mind can play tricks in a cruel way For our lifetime was but one day
Confidence Rocks As My Sister!!!
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Sometimes I wonder why I am here. You think that you really know someone and you have a bright future and then it crashes in your face. I guess you cannot judge a person unless you really truly know them, which takes time. I learned a very valuable lesson in the last week of my life and here it is: Do not be naive and think that because someone says they care and want a future with you, that it is true because it is most definitely NOT...they leave and don't come back no matter how my heart is breaking. It doesn't matter to them. It is all for him and only him. You know who I am referring to and I am officially over you and it is definitely YOUR loss because I will make some man VERY happy in the future. Sooner than you think.
So many hours I have waited for the perfect kiss. Hundreds and thousands of minutes passing like sweet molasses through the smallest of pores on cadaverous flesh. Each drop beating on my already bruised lips until they become so frighteningly numb that I cannot even speak.   But tonight, here under a warm blanket of shooting stars and
in the dark abyss that has become my life i realize that i need some light not one the come from a light bulb but one that comes from another person i need a savior in my life someone that will pick me up when i fall hold my hand and guide me when im lost tell me that what im doing is right not wrong someone that will love my unconditionally someone that has patience beyond belief because i know im stubborn i know im hard headed i know how much a can and cant handle and i want that person to be there and say thats enough. you cant take anymore youve reached max capacity i need that person one person who i can be Me around and not have to put up a facade anymore i want to shed my mask and be free in you i see all of these things and so much more you have shed your light on me so i can see that i AM going in the right direction and that i can finally say enough is enough and i want to thank you for that.   by~meandonlyme~ 4:21 am 3/23/2012 so. i really l
A Confederate Soldier
The daughter of a Soldier Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of our
Confused A Bit :((
ok, everybody here should post at least one secret, sin, or confession...bring it on...let's keep it going. I'll go first...old transgression. I once made out with a girl because our guy friends offered us 20 bucks. however, she was drunk and i kept all the money. more to come... Today, i want to know random things about least 1 but hopefully more. Jenniy random # 1: The scar on my ass in my nsfw pics came from a kid hitting me with a bicycle when i was 11. It took 14 stitches, I think. I need to scream. Instead, I'm going to make a list of complaints here like a whiny little bitch in hopes that I can get some things out and get some momentary internal peace. Peace of mind? no. I realize it's doubtful I will have that especially this evening.    Please don't feel the need to inundante this blog with i'm sorrys, it'll get betters, look on the bright sides, or stay positives. While well intentioned, I just don't give a fuck about that. I just want to complain
She smiles and looks deep into my eyes, I see her need come pouring out to me She nuzzles close, and whispers in my ear, softly whispering words that I want to hear sweet lover there is something I must say something I need to take my breath away For I have a confession that I must make, of a million ways to make my body quake of smoldering hungers down deep inside A desire for something that we can share made flesh to fulfill all of our secret needs make us burn with empassionened deeds
well i have fallin in love again..but am to afraid of getting hurt like the last time...i have no clue what to do. he is so sweet to me. but everything he says i dont believe cause thats what seth said to me.. i dont think i can ever show love again. (a heart so tender and shy gets broken with one little lie) what has happened to me??? i used to have a kind heart.. now all i have is hate and anger and only feel a lil love???
Ok so I'm sitting here trying to figure things out but I just can't make sense of this tangled web of my so called life. I was with a guy for 9 months (I know it was only 9 months and taking a lifespan into consideration its nothing, but it still meant a lot to me). We had our good times and our bad. I guess in the end it turned out to be more bad than good, because now we don't even talk. At the moment I am happy and relieved it has come to an end because I just can't handle the drama and bullshit anymore. That and I have found someone who I think is very worth while and am excited to see what the future brings with him, but at the same time am very scared. I guess I don't understand why I can't even talk to my ex. I told him more than I have ever told anyone before... I could use the comfort of hearing someone who knows almost everything about me telling me that I'm going to be okay... How can one give up their heart right after someone just crushed it? I swore that I would ta
Confused - Wat Do U Think?
i lived life like i thought i should, never realizing the mistakes i made would be difficult to correct the older i get i met this one girl i love, helped me through good and bad times but i never looked at it like she cared ...maybe because i was to scared scared of what? thats the question, i never got to the point where i needed an answer i would just sit there and wonder wonder about what? how fucked up i am?, no! the fact that i did fuck up and why i did things that certain way only to go on and say... I HATE MY LIFE I HATE MY LIFE GOD HELP ME HELP ME TO SEE now i'm where i shouldn't be, in a hole i cant get out from only to please the ones i dont care about leading to a street with a different route that route led to my lifes journey, with lots of forks in the road ...problem was i never knew which turn to take which led me to believe its ok to make a mistake! that mistake lead to sadness which i knew i could overcome but something insi
To those who have ever chosen to drink and get behind the wheel of a car.... read this.... and maybe next time you will think before you do that...before you make the decision to take someone elses life into your hands. Death of an Innocent I went to a party, Mom, I remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, So I drank soda instead. I really felt proud inside, Mom, The way you said I would. I didn't drink and drive, Mom, Even though the others said I should. I know I did the right thing, Mom, I know you are always right. Now the party is finally ending, Mom, As everyone is driving out of sight. As I got into my car, Mom, I knew I'd get home in one piece. Because of the way you raised me, So responsible and sweet. I started to drive away, Mom, But as I pulled out into the road, The other car didn't see me, Mom, And hit me like a load. As I lay there on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say, "The other guy is drunk," Mom, A
Confused As Hell
I'm kinda not wanting to type this cause I have to re live it, But I really don't feel like I can cry anymore about it. Maybe if I talk about it I'll realize that I'm being stupid and get on with it. Anyway, Yesterday was St Pattty's day. I'm not Irish so I told my husband to go out and have a good time but he knows not to come walking in smelling like god knows what and late, I get up to early to be woken up at 1am. The begining of the night was good, I had some friends with thier kids over we visited and the kids played. Once they left O went to bed, well about 11:30 I text him and he didnt respond at all, then came walkin in the door all late. O and didn't wear his wedding right either. I know I talk alot about how much I hate him but I'm not gonna sit around and be looking like the fool, I'm hurt and upset. The kicker is He tried to have sex with me after, thinking that would make up for everything think he did wrong last night... I don't exspect him to check in like I make P
Hey everyone, Happy 2009! Im new here and seem to having a heck of a time figuring out how to get around. Some people seem to have a page similar to myspace, how to I set mine up? Thanks for the help. RockinAngel
I have tried this crazy place a few times now and I just don't get it. I'm confused when I'm here... But I am giving it one last try.
Confessions Of A Dangerous Mind
So i decided today was hair removal and i was going to wax myself myself...normally i would pay someone to do it or have katiecakes do it..however me being me i now have numb lips. also on the weird front.i didnt actually get all the hai off because everytime i'd go to rip thestrip off my son would majickly appear and ruin my focus. so yeah.if youre gonna wax yourself. put everyone in a coma...yourself included. I know you're supposed to help thy neighbors and all that. But where do you stand on help thy neighbors even tho they're psychic vampires that suck your will to live. I say screw em.
The Confession Box
OK HERE I AM AGAIN EXPLANIN MYSELF. I AM THE BEST PERSON TO HANG OUT WITH AND YET I KEEP GETTIN LOST OR LEFT BEHIND. MY FAMILE AND I MEAN MY REALY FAMILY IS SO FUCKED UP MY DAD IS A DRUNK AND MY MOM WORKS ALL THE TIME AND THE FAMILY THAT I DO HAVE IS FALLING APART. my big sister and my best friend right now is so ready to just give up on it all and i feel so shitty that there aint nothin i can do to help her. another of my besties is down and i have no clue y as we dont talk that much. my little sister has her own shit to worry about and as for me..... i can be the upmost amazing person but when you fuck with me or the people i love it hurts me and does nothing but make me mad. i mean ya i have no job right now and it hurts like hell too i know that i am not perfect but who is. i have met some amazing people in the last few weeks but i must warn you all i am a very quiet and shy person most of the time. i can be self centered and i can be a bitch but for the most par
Confusion Of The Mind
Memories fade into the dark deepths of the abyss. My mind fills with the shallow pain of recognition. The realization of what's to come saddens the soul. It is real or is it a fake reality sitting upon a pedestal that could make or break the imaginiation of what you figured to be true. Blank expressions stare unto you as if you were the one who should be blamed. Set yourself free unto the sky above, the shame that follows is the shame that sits on your shoulder hovering around your thoughts of pain. With each tear comes the thought of what could have been. With every smile comes a lie. Open your eyes to reality of what's around you. Feeling the sun smile upon your darkest days brightens everything around you and you pull yourself through and finally wake up from a dream that was nothing more than a sad story untold. Things begin to become clearer...The days fade without recognition, my mind becomes blank and my heart hollow. Nothing changes. Will it ever? With every step of happiness
Confused On What To Do...
OK, this is why I'm confused. A guy and I started dating in August and a little over a month later he dumped me by giving me the silent treatment. However, two months later he started talking to me again. I just don't know what to do. I kinda still have feelings for him but don't want to get hurt by him again. And the weird thing is, is that he talks to me more now than when we were dating. What should I do?
Confidence is what you all are Lacking cause If you had Confidence you Wouldn't be on this Site. This Site was made for ppl with Low self of Steam and No Confidence!!!!!! Now the Difference is if I saw you in a Bar I would actually Walk up to you and Make Conversation with you unlike all these Fake Ass Mother Phuckers on here!!!!!! Why you ask becouse I have Confidence.......What you Got!
She can't handle it when I'm silentTakes to the extreme now it's violent The words waste awayEating at me day after dayHer words pierce like a fluteI sit back dying as a muteIncreasingly driving her insaneLack of my words caused her painStuck in this life it's a rat raceAlways searching for a happier placeIs the grass greener on the other side?Forever in my silence I will hideAll she does is talk talk talkPushing me out forcing me to walkWhy is she forcing me to speak?Why am I lame and weak?No longer living in fearListen and my words they will appear.By Dakken Dedicated to RCH > Don't be Confused > Your heart was only bruised > > Time will help you move > Love will only prove > > That you are better then rest > You deserve only the best > > Remember that I care > Life is often unfair > > We may not understand why > you need not cry > > It happened for a reason > You can weather the season > > Good things will come > Go out and get some > > Life with out thorns > O
Confessions Of A Bored Cam Girl
Hello there. For some reason you're reading this I'm not really sure why. Anyways - I'm bored and frustrated. That would be why I crawled back to Fubar. My new site is being slow about changing my model name from "Frankie Chemical" to "Tiffany Twisted" so I have another night off. Kind of nice to be back in such a crazy dramatic place though. I love me some chaos. Also just wanted to say hello to everyone (those of you who knew before and all of you who didn't). Hope everyone has a bitchin' Thursday. I, on the other hand, will be waiting for my new name to kick in so I can rock out on cam once more. -Sybil Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have dreams
Confused As Usual
What's my problem? I have been married 16 years and very stable in my marriage. I don't have to worry about cheating and other things that destroy marriages. But my heart is hurting for the "What we used to have" feelings. Does that make me pathetic?
Confessions Of A *insert Cute Girly Stereotype Here*
So this is my first blog post. I haven't quite decided what I want this to be about, but to start it off, I thought I would mention the fact that somehow, I'm ranked #852 today! Which is exciting, of course, but also slightly mystifying. Maybe this might not seem wierd to anyone else, but looking at the people I'm ranked around, it's hard to figure out. I'm the only one who doesn't have a VIP for one, haha. The person ranked under me has ten times as many fans, and lots more bling and stuff. So... why am I ranked up there? I can't figure it out, and it's bothering me, haha. If anyone has any ideas on the Great Ranking Mystery, let me know!
This is the most confusing shit i've seen to date. lol not only am i new, i don't know what fubucks are, or how to become an oracal..was it? lmao seems pretty cool if i could figure it out. Ant pointers? hit me up
Confidence Is A True Friend & See Ya Soon
    ***Your Prayers Are Truly Needed*** This is my Friend Deb! She is one of the most Amazing, Caring,Loving , Woman i know on Fubar! I am Honored to have been able to meet her on here! She has a heart of gold and is always looking out for me and helping me and many others out in many ways! & This woman NEVER ask for anything in return! Deb has gone through so Much In Life! And has been through many of lifes hardships and has pulled through them amazingly! She is a very Strong Woman!At the young age of 32 She was terribly beat by two men with a baseball bat! This Pain that One night has Continued on to this day! She got severe brain trauma which led to a build up of fluid which requires a shunt to be put in every year! Debs Daughter gave me this information as she knows i'm close to her mom and wanted me to know what was going on and that Deb will be going into surgery very soon and is in a lot of pain right now. This from her Daughter Tasha......... "i dont know how she get
This site is very confusing to me. Since I signed up I still don't fully understand it. When I am on it I hear different sounds and I have no idea what they all mean.
Confessions Of A Sex Fiend
I'm done here...maybe I'll scan the grocery store for some late night meat. Unfortunately, I'd have to be charming and witty and the only thing I'm exuding is through my veins...I need it...badly. Hard to calm down lately. Every year it gets harder. I let my head hang and grit my teeth until my jaw pops ... my heart slows enough and I feel safe enough to move. My hand drops to my bare thigh and the touch of skin on skin...even my own...starts my heart racing again. I probably should have put on some panties before I left but I love how the wind caresses up my legs in my favorite mini-skirt. The room goes black and all noise gets filtered out except for the constant bass of the music and it pulses through my body, helping move my need from my fingers through my thighs. Suddenly I'm all alone in my head. Nothing else matters but the wetness between my legs. My left hand lightly runs its fingers across my exposed chest...slowly dipping into my cleavage and
OK.... so this has been popping up more and more. I consider Bling and Gifts as GIFTS. My choice. I give them to whomever I want, whenever I want, because I FEEL like it. Do NOT ask me for Bling as this will annoy me. And DEFFINITELY do not try to GUILT me into buying you bling. It is my money and guilt trips don't work on me. I will try to be nice about it but I will NEVER buy you anything again, and I may never talk to you again. This is a promise. Next time it happens you are blocked. PERIOD. Everyone else, enjoy the presents.... Love Ya!   Bill
I really have no clue how to do anything on here. Yea i guess you could call me stupid, idc I just created my page last night.. But yea im just a lil lost.
Confucious Qoutes The Philosopher Confucius. 551-479 BC - many attributed and translated sayings and chinese proverbs. Virtue is not left to stand alone. He who practices it will have neighbors. Silence is a true friend who never betrays. To go beyond is as wrong as to fall short. If you look into your own heart, and you find nothing wrong there, what is there to worry about? What is there to fear? He who speaks without modesty will find it difficult to make his words good. I hear, I know. I see, I remember. I do, I understand. Death and life have their determined appointments; riches and honors depend upon heaven. Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life. It is easy to hate and it is difficult to love. This is how the whole scheme of things works. All good things are difficult to achieve; and bad things are very easy to get. It does not matter how slowly you go, so long as you do not stop. A journey of a thousand m
For the longest time I thought I was drowning. Falling into a sea of nothingness. I was what I thought of as lost. But then there was you... I met you and those big green eyes showed me what being lost was really all about. Your breath stole mine, showed me a new meaning of suffocation. Your strength weakened mine. Your intellect baffled mine.... WHAT IS THIS???? When I hear your voice I go deaf to all else. My hands get shaky my heart quickens with a fierceness. My knees feel unsafe under the weight of this absurdity. I don't think you realize what it is you do to me physically and mentally. What do you call it? When you are near me I can't think a solid thought. I find myself catching my breath. I try to keep my balance for fear of falling into an unknown abyss. But you take my hand and assure me that I am safe. When we are apart I feel like crying, I am incomplete. I can't eat can't sleep all I seem to do is itch for that drug you give me. A little pill call
Confused Please Help Me
Wow where to begin, last night was completely a mind fuck. As I search for answers to my past, a old friend turns up on here. Although I can't recall much about her I do remember her name and can't forget her face. I don't recall the last time we spoke to each other or how things even ended. I do remember where she lived when we were friends. Maybe she will be able to help fill in some of the blanks in my past. Although we have both gone our seperate ways, I hope to be able to still have the friendship we once shared. Last night the dream I had about her felt so real, I'm not sure if it was something that really happened or if it is my mind playing tricks on me. Hopeful time will tell and maybe some of my past will be revealed. Please help I need to know what happened.
you know it confuses me ,, when i am nice to somone who is atractive or i compliment the way they look it always seems to blow up in my face my kindness does not mean i want to be with you it does not mean that i want to have sex it doesnt mean anything i have been branded and embaressed humilated and lied on it is the end of the road ppl dont you understand how short life is ,, so i live it with no more regrets no speed limit signs on my highway ... i am very flirtacious when it comes to women always have been but now i see that doesent get me very far i care about somone very much to wich i thought would grow... so many mistakes i wish i could take back but i cant no regrets just moving forward.. life and it's struggles are strange but you can always find the lesson you learned deep inside if your looking .. all the while i sit here confused if i acted like an asshole or offended ppl i am sorry if had done things that made you feel like shit or made you feel stupid i am sorry but no
I was just wondering why is it that fat girls never seem to get attention on here? I help most all my fu friends and fans out to the best i can. and i help others if asked. But why dont i get attention?
Confusius Says
Confucius Say... Man who wants pretty nurse, must be patient.Man who drive like hell, bound to get there.War doesn't determine who's right. War determines who's left.Man who lives in glass house should change in basement.Man with hole in pocket feel cocky all day long.Girl who sit on jockeys lap get hot tip.Girl who sits on Judge's lap gets honourable discharge.Man who keep feet firmly on ground have trouble putting on pants.Man who leap off cliff jump to conclusion.Man with tight trousers is pressing his luck.Man who run in front of car, get tired.Man who run behind car, get exhausted.Passionate kiss like spiders web - soon lead to undoing of fly.Foolish man give wife grand piano. Wise man give wife upright organ.Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok.Man who scratches ass should not bite fingernails.Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it.Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house.Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at ni
My son is 17 months old and and his temper seems to get worse every day.. he gets his temper from my fathers side.. 90 percent of the men in our family have this terrible temper and i prayed that he would not have it.. Cause all i see in his future is lots of trouble... Im scared he will have the trouble my cousin had trying to keep it under control. my cousin finaly has it sorta under control.. but he now has a long criminal record.... and has been in and out of jail too many times to count and was in prison for 3 years all because of his temper.. i dont want this for my son... i mean my son is so sweet but a wrong look and he is mad... Why is it when ur with a guy and you break up caues they dont want to be with u anymore. why do they call you and your friends asking where your at and who you with all the time. its like they cant stand for you to be happy. I think im cursed to only find and be attracted to assholes, jerk offs,  and freaks.  like my most recent ex after 3 years of me
i confess i wish i felt half as pretty as people tell me i ami confess i wish that i could find a guy to love me i confess that i wish i dont feel like such a screw upand that i wish people would stop letting me down i also confess that i put on a front around people i act like i'm always happy but i'm not. i wish i could be as happy as people think i am. i confess i'm so tired of being fake with people and pretending to be something i'm not. i'm sorry im not a size 5, and i dont have big boobs and that my butt is to big. and that i eat. i'm sorry that i dont have blonde hair and blue eyes. and that i'm smart and i'm not afriad to show it . i'm sorry that i can have a "blonde" moment or two. i'm sorry that i'm not perfect. some more confessionsi confess that i'm sick of people pretending to be something they're noti confess that i always think people are lying to me i confess that i wish i was another person sometimesi confess that i'm a bitch, and i push people away but i dont mean to
I still dont know what the hell I'm doing. Theres so much here I don't understand, drinks, gifts, friends, family, , crushes, legends, secret admirers, blocks, blasts, and midgets? Whew, damn I'm tired already and I haven't even made love. I need help!
my wife is driving me crazy! she has gotten into an emotional relationship with a guy here on fubar, and i've been trying to remain calm and talk to her as an adult. but she has issues expressing how she feels, keeping things that bother her to herself. i have talked to her about going to counciling but she seem hesitant. i love her to pieces, and i want her to be happy. but she doesn't make it easy for me not to just give up. she supposedly has some feeling for this guy but they haven't met in person so she is not sure how she exactly feels about him and she wants me to wait untill she mets him when he comes down in august. not to mention that this guy has been married for the last 23 years. plus this guy stood beside his wife while she fought breast cancer. given the fact that he lives in canada, i just can't do what i really want to do , and take my frustration and anger out on him.
ok so im a lil confused maybe yall can help me understand it. so 2 fridays ago i went out dancing like i always to and for clarification purposes i dont go out dancing to "hook up" or "get laid" or get a number i go out to dance and have a good time, but i dance with this girl who invites me to the table with her friends she ask some questions and i answer and after she says im not looking for a one night stand or a boyfriend im looking for friends, i said great im not either im lookin for dance partners, so she gave me her number and said if you ever want someone to dance with or when your going out dancing give me a call. so i call her on monday and leave a messege that i might go out thursday with a buddy who teaches dance and i will be going out friday, dont hear from her all week until thursday when she tells me shes gonna hang out with some friends...ok no biggie..i dont know if she went out friday or not. so 2 days ago (being friday) afternoonish i sent her a text and ask "wh
So.. I know I said I hate my ex. Well I don't hate him. I just hate the way he is. Sometimes I miss him so much.. but I know for a fact that I will never go back to him. I will never be suckered in by those words that he used to get me to stay with him just because he wanted me at the time. I will never fall for the whole "I love you, I wanna marry you and have kids with you" bullshit! I can't believe I was so fucking stupid! And now look where I am! I knew after the first 6 months things wouldnt work out. But I kept trying.. NEVER AGAIN! He hurt me so much!!! So Nic, I want you to know... I totally changed my mind about you. [Jaejoong]Tsumetai sono te kimi no seijanaiOsanaki hibi hotta kizukakae[Changmin]Dareka wo aisuru koto osoreteru noKotoba no uragawa se wo mukete[Yoochun]Dakishimeta kokoro ga koori no you niSotto tokedasu[Jaejoong]Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameniKono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa[Junsu]Sore ga moshimo boku naraMou ichido kimi no kokoro woTowa no yasashi
Confessions Of A Rambling Stoic
Confessions Of A Junkie
  (Katie’s tired and ranting) Just because I don’t worship YOUR god does not mean I have no morals…. I’m really tired of people who assume they know my beliefs and then decide to go on   telling me what I believe. I enjoy even more when they point out my so-called beliefs are wrong. Honestly few people know what I may or may not choose to believe in. I think religion and such are very personal and should remain that way. I respect you and your views so respect mine. I take issues with people who pick and chose what part of a religion they will use/believe. Ok I will take this and leave that, ignore this and fuck that. Before you go on a crusade to condemn me get your shit together. People are often confused when they throw scripture at me and I can have an actual discussion with them. I am willing to listen to you and although you may not change my mind I will listen. Now if you just want reassurance or to fight about inconsequential drama im not your g
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Confessione Di Piccotrice
You've probably heard some version of what all has gone on with me. To be honest, the majority was lies, thought up by my family as a ploy. Because of the lies they have spread I've lost people in my life I always thought would be there. My life, most recently, has begun to crash down. I'll admit I made a bad choice, but no one gave me the time to explain them the actual situation they just continued on with their own assumptions and this is why I am in the current situation. I no longer have people to call friends, no one will even give me the time of day, and in search of people once in my life I've had more than one door slammed on my face from people closest to me. If this wasn't bad enough, I find out three weeks ago I have cervical cancer. So at this point I am left without support in my life, without connections, without my health, and I am left stunned, shocked and exhausted.      Hungry Scarlet letter written on my shirtmy face shows nothing but a smirk.Because,There's
Not really being what some call acting emo, but damn I am beginning to think I did something wrong lol. Those I use to talk to don't talk to me anymore and I'm wondering is it because I wouldn't go back to the other lounge or what? I mean hell when on fubar you ain't fucking getting paid real money to dj or shit like that. It's for fun but ppl take it way too fucking seriously. You can't work two lounges? Why not? You gonna fork over real money and make it a real fucking job? It's for fun it's to meet new ppl and hell maybe even make new fucking friends because your life is too fucking busy at times this is a way to communicate with the outside world. Sometimes ppl don't have a job yet and do this in their spare time for entertainment. But damnit all if ppl are ppl on here and have feelings? No you are just someone on the internet to some ppl so there for you are not real. I say fuck that bullshit. If you'a liar on the net what makes you any different then IRL? Oh I am honest to those
Burn me [Not like you should] Hurt me [It won’t do any good] Kill me [A favor to the world] Slay me [In my bed I lay curled] Fight me [No worse than I have done] Fuck me [You can have all the fun] Offend me [Go on push me away] Ignore me [Until the next day] Abuse me [When I pull the last stunt] Find me [No longer will they hunt] Unveil me [For I will show them the true me] Cut me [Show them how I can no longer bleed] Feel me [I can no longer feel pain] Shoot me [My eyes no longer rain] Hate me [You can hate me all you need] Lose me [For I hate myself more than you could ever hate me] Forget me… Suicide Don't give a fuck about this My life or any other Just go away and let me hang Impossible to forgive, forget it, murderer I'm in control Living a lie Make you pay at all cost for this Love sick Bullshit Bring it Decisions making themselves I don't need you Thorns in my side So I die No one No one could ever understand My life's exhausted
Confessions Of A Mad Man
So I woke up this morning and smiled. For the first time in a very long time I woke up happy. Alot of things have been happening to me that were very unexpected. A person I was in love with destroyed me. Much like most of the women from my past, she was exactly like them. I turned off...I didn't care or even want to care about anyone or anything except for myself. And was living just fine that way. Well, I got tripped up by a series of happenings in my life that have proven the selfish person I was is not the person I want to be. Over the next few days im sure you will see alot of changes in my profile as well as attitude. Hope you all get to meet the person I really am. In the meantime......I think I'm pregnant. I'm sitting here watching Star Trek eating cookies and olives O.o People who point out their puns are like comedians who explain their jokes: they both think you'retoo stupid to get it. The only good thing about the phrase "pun intended" is that it saves you time whenyou want
I’ve decided to be catholic for the day and confess all my sins… Well not all that would take years obviously and a lot of pages… Maybe we should call this Confessions Chapter 1.     I had a crush on someone on fu. He intrigued me more then I was comfortable with. It ended badly that friendship but I blame myself for that. Yes I am still in love with Jeff and will always be but I will and still to this day believe that there are people out there that will catch your eye and inspire you. For what counts he did that! No there are no gory details about late nights… you people can be pervy!   When I got knocked up im pretty sure it was the night I had a threesome…   I have been with almost the same amount of boys as girls.   When I met Witchie she was a little hostile, but I have seriously never felt so close to a woman in my life. I can honestly say that I could see her everyday without getting annoyed   I don’t hate the shit hawk.   I
My 2 year old daughter is dealing with Abandoment issues, her mother is bi-polar & also has boarderline personality disorder. she disapears, ends up hospitalized, & pops up still not stable & it is impacting m daughter in ways I had hoped to avoid. I'm at a loss as to what to do, any ideas are welcomed!
i listen to the rain as it hits the window pane...damn its drivin me insane. bout to loose controlmy heart is turning so cold with hateredand pain ...something i cant tame ... cant blame it on the rain... hatered ,is it something a person should claim or is it something ur to deal with and fullfill it? whatever it may be... i cant see for the rain got me seeing in red...bout to loose my headmy thoughts i want to shed ... put my feelings to bed... so lost for the fog of confusion...time is my enemy... dont know  which way the sun will riseshould i close my eyes or face my fears tired of all these years filled with tears ...tell me should i face my fears like a monster whohides under your bed at nite? i know it dont sound rightbut its now and never later ... im the one putting this on paper...i couldnt  be no faker... or be ur taker...stop tryin to get in my head. my thoughts would have u wishin u were dead. like i said ... u couldnt handle the unspoken words that could  be said...
Confused And Wondering
A drunken man staggers in to a Catholic church and sits down in a confession box and says nothing. The bewildered priest coughs to attract his attention, but still the man says nothing. The priest then knocks on the wall three times in a final attempt to get the man to speak.Finally, the drunk replies: "No use knocking' mate, there's no paper in this one either."
i dont know what to think i am told that she loves me and that makes me feel happy but i have someone else that i am happy with i just dont know she is my daughters mom and of course i love her but i love my angel also i am so damn confused why does this always happen.
Is it so wrong to want to know u come first and that you matter? Is it so wrong to want to be told that you are beautiful?  Is it wrong to want that which you give to that special someone in return? To know that you mean as much to them as they do to you? So Confused anymore not sure who or what to believe. Someone once told me to follow my heart and my gut I have done this and gotten hurt some may times I can't do it anymore. I am so tired of being the one in pain I just wana close myself off from everyone. People who said they were my friends and said they were here for me no matter what have left, I am so tired of fake people and fake friends, or people who tell u they care about you when they really don't. I have one true friend that has been there for me threw everything and if it wasn't for him I probably would have quit fubar already, I am hoping that there are more people out there like him I just don't know who to trust anymore. I have recently met a few other cool peopl
Confusion Without Enjoyment, Why Bother?
Confessions Of A Beautiful Disaster
I want a pair of Christian Louboutain shoes.  They are gorgeous.  They are extravagant.  Thay ARE expensive.  I WANT THEM!  I'm not sure how, but it is a goal of mine to own one pair in my lifetime.  It's good to have goals, right? I wear a size 8 shoe.  :D I love, I mean absolutely LOVE a guy with tattoos.  Super hawt!  :D
ok so i dont get why these guys got to run some lines they know are bull shit...come on just tell the truth...if you only on here to find someone to hook up with come right out and say it....if you are married and fucking around on your spouse let everyone....liers are the worst things ever....i would rather be beat the lied to
Confucius Says
Man who drop watch in toilet have ****** time. Man who sneezes without tissue takes matters in his own hands. Man who take sleeping pill and laxative on the same night will wake up in deep ****. A bird in hand makes hard to blow nose. House without toilet is uncanny. Man who cut self while shaving, lose face. He who eats too many prunes, sits on toilet many moons. Man who stick foot in mouth get athlete's tongue. Man that go to bed with itchy butt wake up with sticky fingers. Man who fart in church sit in own pew. Crowded elevator smell different to midget. Grease monkey who go to bed without bathing wake up oily in the morning. Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. Virginity like bubble: one prick, all gone.Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day.Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ.Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house. Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it. Ma
Eros – a passionate physical and emotional love based on aesthetic enjoyment; stereotype of romantic love Ludus – a love that is played as a game or sport; conquest; may have multiple partners at once Storge – an affectionate love that slowly develops from friendship, based on similarity (kindred to Philia) Pragma – love that is driven by the head, not the heart; undemonstrative Mania – obsessive love; experience great emotional highs and lows; very possessive and often jealous lovers Agape – selfless altruistic love; spiritual If you simply wanted to get a guy off as quickly as possible, all you need to do is lock your lips at the base of his cock and suction them up and down the bottom ¾ of his shaft at a quick, steady pace while pressing your flattened tongue against the underside of his dick. Make sure you are applying pressure with both your lips AND tongue. Keeping your tongue engaged at all times is key. I try to keep mine moving at all t
Confused Mommy
I have 2 children, my son is 6 1/2 years old and my daughter is 3. They are my everything. Both kids have different dads. I was with my son's dad for 5 1/2 years, engaged to him, and then we both split up. My daughter's dad and I were together for 3 years, married... now currently waiting for the divorce to go through. I am working my ass off to support my children and make sure they have everything they need. I don't have the best job in the world either, (bartending and waitressing) I've been trying to find a better job out there but not finding many options. I'm afraid to go to college due to not knowing what to go for and not having any time to go. When I talk to people about my financial issues with my kids and self people ask about child support. Ok well my son's dad pays $94 a month. Which I don't complain because at least he's paying it and he actually helps with our son. We go half and half with anything that he needs, like school clothes, shoes, etc. My daughter... I do this
The way I see it is this. I was blessed with two very beautiful daughters. These two girls are my only real family here in Texas and we do pretty much everything together. They are my world and if people cant accept that they are part of my everyday life, then they dont need to be a part of mine. I want someone to settle down with that is honest, hardworking, dependable as well as responsible, likes kids and being outdoors, social drinker, doesnt mind smoking, and likes cats. Plus they'll have to accept my kids as part of the package. When Mr. Right comes along, I think I'll know.  I really wish that 90% of men would think with the head on their shoulders before they start talking stupid crap. There is no reason to make a woman feel used just because they are trying to better themselves. And what is with people using people anyways? How can you call yourself a friend and ask for help all the time, but when someone really needs the help and asks. you turn them away and ignore them like
Confessions Of A Housekeeper
CUZ WE LYKE 2 PARTY! Life can be so crazy at times but that's what makes it worth liviing all the unexpected twists and turns :). So it was another busy day at work and what was about to happen i was soooo not ready for. It was my first room of the day and that sucker was TRASHED! Someone had a party in this room.... A party i wasn't ready for!!!!! When I walked into this room it stunk to high heaven like alcohol and ass! I was totally disgusted. There was enough beer bottles on the floor to swim in! So i grab a bag and start throwing stuff in (yes my hands are gloved I DONT PLAY). As i make my way deeper in the room i start to notice how much PORN was on the floor. Asian Tranny's 3, Asian D*** girls 2, Anal Asian Fantasies, and many more. I think to myself.... wow good luck with that. I finish picking up the floor and go to the bathroom. OMG you don't wanna know how gross that was and i don't want to remember it either. so i finish the bathroom completely disgusted and go to the
Confused Sick Ones
i feel very violented when old men tries to add a young girl up...i mean get ya thristy ass back...i like only 18-20 age guys so back the fuck back
Confused Sick Ones
Confessions Of A Way Past Teenage, Not So Much, Drama Queen..
there is a glitter in the grass... the brightness of it frightens me into silence. I try to speak my words defy me. alone I stand with not even my language to shield me You're enduring maintenance-level misery because you think that at some point in your future, things will just click into being perfect... OMGeez yes!  This one right here is the winner!
Confessions Of A Sheeple
 If they really want to end violence with guns, just make it illegal for Democrats to own them. Lanza? Democrat. Columbine shooters? Dem parents. Batman shooter? Democrat. Gabby shooter? Democrat. ALL these mass shooters are Democrats or had Dem parents. It really is a mental disease. If Dems want to demand an end to our Constitutional rights - they should start with themselves, leave it at that for a year or two and watch how no more crimes are committed, and leave it there. They hate the Constitution - fine - deprive THEM of it at THEIR demand.
I'm 40 years old. I had 1 son who is now 21 he has a gf he wants to marry has moved out. I'm married to a man that went to prison for abusing his daughter. all his kids are grown and on thier own now.I'm at a point that I want to give up on my life here but don't know where or how to go. I have no family left they have all passed away. I'm on my own and scared I'm currently unemployed and have no car and am living out in the stix of east texas . I wish I had someone to turn to but I don't. How the hell do I get out of this hell
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Confessions Of A Lonelyheart
    Alone at night...she has plenty of time to think. She closes her eyes, thinking about her lover.... Goosebumps raise on her flesh as she remembers the taste of his kiss.... the taste of his cock...Even now, weeks later the memory brings her such joy... Her heartbeat picks up rhythm as she remembers.... her hands slowly moving over her body....starting at her neck...She barely touches her skin... letting her fingertips roam over her bare breasts... circling her nipples slowly.... a gentle pinch of her hardening nipples... to simulate the way his lips and teeth teased her so long ago.... She bites her lower lip....remembering his taunting bites at her neck and breasts.... hard enough to bring pleasure, but gentle enough not to cause pain.... She imagines something that has not happened yet...Her phone goes off during work.... the ring tone for a text message...She looks around to see if anyone is watching her at the moment. Noticing that she is basically alone in her little corner
Confession Is Good For The Soul
If I have failed to like , rate, or anything else I am sorry.   As a lot of you know I have been very sick for the past 7 years  and it gets progressivly worse.   I have early onset dementia, liver and kidney problems that affect my vision ,  I have to use a magnifying glass to read my shout box, when i can find it. I have good days and bad days I am working with a group of doctors using experimentel drugs on me. I do NOT  want anyone to feel sorry for me, It does not hurt , well exept my pride.  I can still work and drive short distances.  I sometimes cant remember names or i wander around the house because I forgot what i was doing. It was cause by tramatic brain injury on my job  So I have Great Job security :) I just do not want anyone to have hurt feelings if i neglect them.  I really try and i keep notes by my computer that help me. God has given me a very blessed life So i have nothing to complain about..........sometimes i still do though :) if i dont answer something it
Congrats To My Baby
Glad you got the job....Everyone give her a10 Love u Pebbles....
Congratulations, It's A Blog
My opinion on the whole NSFW policy is that it is a great policy. If you don't think that a young child walking through the room should see the pic then mark it as adult. It is not going to block anyone who wants to see it, and it keeps the site classy. I will admit, I have been searching on here for some more women who are classy enough not to WANT to show their privates all over the world, but it is difficult enough either way. The MAIN reason that I agree with the policy is that I have recently had a family with small children move into my home, and I have been unable to use CherryTap while they are here because the children are 5 and 9. I do not want to expose them to the sleasy world that the internet can introduce into the home, and CherryTap was started with the idea of OFFERING the possibility to combine the internet community (Sluts, Prudes, Point Chasers, and hermits alike) to come together and have a place to chat with like minded people (with 500,000 people, everyone
Congratulations To The Winners Of The Best Christmas Tag Contest (repost)
Congradulations! Chicago Bears
Congradulations! to the Chicago Bears in making football history after 22 years we been waiting for us to return to the Surperbowl and after tonight win we are one game away in making history again by winning the Superbowl XLI all us bear fans are behind u 100% and Congradulations! for the Chicago Bears NFC Champions 2006 and giving us a new hope and for believeing again, and Good Luck When we go against the colts thank You again for a great season and hope soon to be World Champions u guys deserve it and good luck to all the players and coaches who made this team a success, Congradulations and we are all with u in ur gola winning the Superbowl in Maimi. P.S. Congradulations Chicago Bears on ur NFC Championship win against New Orleans Saints 39-14, and in our mind and hearts u r and forever will be our Champs, and to us U R already Super Bowl World Champs, Since 1985 we waited for us to return to another superbowl, it took 22 years in the making but we are heading back to the sup
CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL THOSE WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1940's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a tin, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, our baby cots were covered with bright coloured lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a van - loose - was always great fun. We drank water from the garden hosepipe and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cakes, white bread and real butter and drank pop with sugar in it, but we weren't overweight because...... WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING!! We would
While I was bored at work today being the office bitch I began to think about this past year. So far we are only in May and so far the year has gone so right for me. I finally bought a car and actually got my drivers license. I was beginning to lose hope there. I am half way done with my Assossiates degree. Finally! I have a person who has paid for all of my classes and my work has also been helping out there. As for work they called in December and I started back with them in January. They gave me a raise and way better fucking position. And even though I may have lost a few friends as the new year began I have also made some real strong bonds with some people that i could never trade. No i dont have everything i want but in the end i have nothing to bitch about. i used to hate myself i hated everything about myself. Yes there are things about myself that im unhappy with but we all have our flaws we all have our vices. i know mine and they make me me. Take me as i am or
Congrats Tess...
On 29 last month this sweet friend of mine got ct married with Miss Cherrie..I know it's a bit late but i want to congratulate them both See his page Mario di Nava..See Miss Cherries page 2.. CherryTAP He really is a very great and lovely guy You 2 rock xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Congratulations Godfathers
Congradulations to todays 3 GodFathers.Stop by and congratulate them..Special thanks to everyoneone that made it possible to God Father these 3 Fubar's.Just these 3 Fubar's had over 360,000 in points needed...Much respect to you all for showing them love. Luscious♥Mami - (Fan/Rate me then add, plz)@ fubar £ô©o™- Ťĥē Mòŕpĥ MÄŝŤêŕ@ fubar Mя. Đ Pєяĸy's Huѕband Co-Owner of The O.C.L@ fubar
Congratulations To Our Newest Godfather
Congratulations to our newest God Father.Stop by and congratulate him.Welcome to the family Tony.We would like to thank everyone that helped us to make him a God Father to the members of Shadow Levelers and On Call Levelers thank you for sticking through this the whole time. To each and every Fubar that took the time to help him much love to you. ~~Doing88™©~~My heart ♥ for ShanonLee !!She is my everything !!!!@ fubar
Congratulations To Our Newest Godfather
Its been a long day for alot of us..Forthose that might not of seen this from the start..They started at over 200,000 TO GODFATHER HIM....So never think it cant be done..Thanks for the great team work... Congratulations to our newest God Father.Stop by and congratulate him.Welcome to the family Tony.We would like to thank everyone that helped us to make him a God Father to the members of Shadow Levelers and On Call Levelers thank you for sticking through this the whole time. To each and every Fubar that took the time to help him much love to you. ~~Doing88™©~~My heart ♥ for ShanonLee !!She is my everything !!!!@ fubar
Congratulations Balie..our Newest Godmother
Congratulations to our newest God Mother.Stop by and congratulate her. A speacial thanks to all of the Confederate Bombers, Shadys Posse,Shadow Levelers, Quiet Angels, and many Friends that helped get her here. ღBalieღplz fan n r8 b4 addღ@ fubar
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Minutes after a woman gave birth to her baby, her doctor stood solemnly at her bedside and said, "I have something to tell you about your baby.""What's wrong" the alarmed mother asked? "Your baby is an hermaphrodite" replied the doctor. "What's that" she asked? "It means your baby has both male and female parts." "Oh my goodness —that's wonderful" the woman exclaimed."You mean it has both a penis and a brain?" Roflmao!! Have an awesome day!! Tc n peace..hugs..Boo xo
Congratulations To The New Fubar Couple
Congratulations From All Of Us AT SweetBabyGirls Underground Den Of Desires
Congratulations 2 Godfathers Today
Congratulations to these two Fubars on Godfathering today.Stop by and Congratulate them. _Cappy_@ fubar THE BOSS@ fubar
Congratulations 2 Godfathers Today
THANKS EVERYONE FOR HELP CAPPY AND THE BOSS GODFATHER..MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT Congratulations to these two Fubars on Godfathering today.Stop by and Congratulate them. _Cappy_@ fubar THE BOSS@ fubar
Congratulations Brandi!
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Congratulations Fubar You Have Done It
Congrats To Joker On Becoming A Godfather
Congratulations Denise!
Thank you to everyone who helped my friend. cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ♥@ fubar
Congrats To The New Couple
Well Its Official My Baby Sister Amanda Is Gettin Married Tomorrow at 4Pm Moutain Standard Time In Vancouver British Columbia Go By And Wish Her The Best adorablemarie~Underground Bartender~@ fubar
Congrats Children Of The 40's, 50's And 60's
You know I was watching television the other day when they came out with some other kind of toy scare for kids and it got me to thinking... then ranting! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us and lived in houses made of asbestos. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes or cervical cancer. Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright coloured lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets or shoes, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking . As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a Ute on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. Take away food was limited to fish and chips, no pizza shops, McDonalds, KFC, Subway or Red Rooster. Eve
Congrats To Our Newest Godmother!!!
TY to ALL the people that helped this awesome woman become our newest Godmother!! You Guys RAWK!!!! ~Dragonphyre~ ¢¾StalkertoBob(NINfan)¢¾ ~CertifiedGILF~ *QueenTease*@ fubar HUGS!!!!
Congratulations Judi!!!
ThankYouEveryone So very very very much for all the help leveling to godmother I cant even try to list everyone so i am hoping this is ok .. THANK YOU I do have to thank 2 ppl who helped me get most of the help i had and thats ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar And ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar You all rocked my page like its never been before If you all ever need help you know where to find me if i am not helping my families I will be there in a flash Much love and hugs to you all ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE~MAD HATTER~*S*U*P*~@ fubar
Congratulations, David Cook!
Please take a moment to listen to this...especially toward the end so you can hear what a great vocal range he has! *Thanks!*
Congratulations Booboo
I would like too thank each and everyone that has been on my page today too help make me a Prophet. Never could I imagine waking up today and being a Prophet by the end of the day. This morning i needed 1,254,000 too level. My goal today was just too get under 1 million too go and now im a Prophet. Im not even sure how too put this into words too express my thank yous. If you all was here I would give you huge hugs. I will do my best too alway s be there too help each and everyone level. Thank you for every rate, comment, bling too help me get here. There was so many people on my page today too help me its impossible too put you all in here of fear of missing someone. This has been a long road too get here and im greatful for all my friends that helped me reach this goal. I would like too thank all of the Shadow Levelers for making this possible. I have saw so many of you on my profile day in and day out too get me leveled too Prophet. I love you all and thank you for bei
Congratulations too our newest Disciples.Stop by and congratulate them on making it today. If they are not a friend fan, add , and rate them. Thank you too everyone for all the Fu-Love you showed too help them all Disciple. Today is Troubles Birthday show her some birthday love. ~♥ TROUBLE~ ♥~*~MEMBER OF CLUB UNITED,CLUB F.A.R.,LIFESAVERS@ fubar LilBamaGirl~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM~ owned by JETT & {§È}Ìññð¢êñ†{§È} ~ **club f.a.r..**@ fubar
Congratulations to our newest Godmother!!! naughty&precioussub fu o/by"Hypnotic Star"& "fu o/of: Inkman876&Lostsoul&I am queen&ilov This bully brought to you by {Shadow Leveler Team Leader} ~Yeamon~Proud owner of Blueeyes (repost of original by '~Yeahmon~{Shadow leveler go to guy}Proud owner of Blueeyes' on '2008-08-13 17:39:25') (repost of original by 'Cajun Queen ~Shadow Levelers~' on '2008-08-13 18:07:54') (repost of original by 'MishNumber1 ♥ Of WISEUKF SUP Insane & Shadow Levelers & SBG. Club FAR Team Captain' on '2008-08-13 18:34:42')
Conga - Gloria Estefan Join the offical Fubar Conga Line! It's easy! Just fan, rate, and add everyone who has joined the line before you... or leave a comment on their profile if they are already your friend. In the friend request, or comment, put "Joining the Fubar Conga Line!" or something similar. When you are done with everyone on the list, send me a private message so I will know to add you. We're all here to have fun, just don't let go! In my dreams...or yours? ~Head Hippie~~CONVOY leader~*~Fantasy Flight Pilot~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar ~vitamin de~ ^get your daily dose^ DSC~ I.B.I.C. ~ N.A.P **Fu Angel**@ fubar ~sensual-breeze~@ fubar
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Congradulations Stacy (texas Twister)
Congradulations to Our Newest Oracle and the Sweetest Lady You'll ever know! TEXAS TWISTER
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had her twins on the 8th go send best wishes maybe get her a blast for the announcement ★RockStar69★Fu Angel★Sarges Bad Girl★@ fubar
Conga Tryout
  THIS IS A MUST READ.....IT IS WORTH YOUR TIME... On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee.  The following is a portion of the transcript:   "Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful daughter, Rachel Joy Scott, and the deaths of that heroic teacher, and the other eleven children who died must not be in vain. Their blood cries out for answers."The f irst recorded act of violence was when Cain slew his brother Abel out in the field. The villain was not the club he used.. Neither was it the NCA, the National Club Association. The true killer was Cain, and the reason for the murder could only be found in Cain's heart."In the days that followed the Columbine tragedy, I was amaze
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  You stand high on the thrown, proud and confident. While holding in the truth, to all the years spent. Conspiracy and lies, have brought you here today. You wear that crown well, covering up your betray. Turning against those, who fought by your side. A traitor you became, while your loved ones all died. For your own self benefit, but what have you won? A fake crown I suppose, what a good job you have done. At setting an example, for those who follow you now. What lies ahead? I ask you how? How do you plan to keep it hidden? Now that you’ve won it all? Your web will be unwoven, you’ll be the one to fall. For you chose to lie, cheat and steal, your way to the top. You have set an example, of what not. To do, they will eventually see. You for what you truly are, not what you’re pretending to be. But for now I stand here hardheartedly, under the grey skies camouflaged blue. With my arms by my side, as everyone else congratulates you.
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* Connective Physics *
********************************************************************************************* Our thoughts and feelings > Create our reality ..>. The future is now, today is tomorrow's yesterday, past, present and future as one. Use the force Skywalker... ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* Connective Physics ********************************************************************************************* Philosophical and spiritual traditions throughout the world have long assumed an unbounded and connected universe. [3/10/05] For example... "...and the ancients, who were superior to us and dwelt nearer to the Gods [the Anunnaki?], have handed down a tradition that all things that are said to exist consist of a One and Many and contain in themselves the connate principles of Limit and U
In my first cherry contest with a cute picture - so come help pop this cherry for me? Well I've been in Cherry tap now for about 3 weeks. I've entered a contest, made a bunch of fans, friends and few family members. Enjoying it every time I log in and play around for a while. To all my cherry tap ladies thanks for the privilege of viewing your photos on all parts of your web pages. The main thing about me is this, yeah I can play the game of rate,fan 10 as it goes in here. But you might notice one little difference I just don't go rate the first picture I see, thats too easy and too simple. Anyone can do that. So here in a nutshell is what I'm like on cherry tap. I may look at you page and not rate just for the sake of popping by as your advertisement or something caught my eye. Rate profile 10 , add as fan then go to your default photos. This where I sometimes will take the first picture rate 10 just out of courtesy of viewing mine as well. As a fan, I may even rate a few o
walking on the side walk,right passed by me was someone i never thought i see i ask myself could it be him,after all these years could it be my wish finally have been come true,so i turn to take a double take n wit my surprise it was you the guy i once seen at the club when i was out wit my girls,i didnt know what to say so i stayed still but i thought for a min i cant let this go by,so i say hey,excuse me but i dont know if u remember me from the other night at the club it was about a few yrs ago you looked at me and i looked at u n we both smiled,was it just me or did u feel some kind of connection cause ur smile told me different,at first u looked surprised like what is this chick talkin about but then u stayed quite for a sec and u said damn,its u the chick from the club when i was out wit my boyz,i been thinkin about u cause i felt the same connection u had n ur smile also told me different,damn i been hopin to bump into u,all for reals i said well here i am dont let this go,watch
Connect With The Life Force
"The spirit down here in man and the spirit up there in the sun, in reality are only one spirit, and there is no other one." -- The Upanishads We regard our lives as made up of an infinite number of separate bits and pieces. That is how our senses perceive our universe. But science has now affirmed what the sages always knew. The life force is the foundation of all, unseen and untouched though it may be. It flows through everyone and everything. It is impossible to exist separate and apart from the source of all creation. "Everything you see has its roots in the unseen world. The forms may change, yet the essence remains the same. Every wonderful sight will vanish; every sweet word will fade, But do not be disheartened, The source they come from is eternal, growing, Branching out, giving new life and new joy. Why do you weep? The source is within you And this whole world is springing up from it." -- Jelaluddin Rumi
Connie worked behind the counter, counted coins, cussed a little at the laggards and lizards leering at her longingly through the plate glass at the mini-mart - she could make my groin groan with a need I never knew before but felt as ancient as the apple and the serpent. I slipped by often for Snickers and stupid conversation, nudged nervously closer each time and finally found the courage to tell the truth: "I have a million candy bars at home, but you aren't there, so here I am - can I call you Connie?" Damn that girl was dumb, but I was an idiot for her legs, those breasts, and skin so scrubbed you could almost see right through her. Summer slipped by too soon and Connie kept her commitment to Cooper's College of Cosmetology, but this damned dick still stands tall when I recall the backseat of the Buick and that sour apple bubble gum we passed from mouth to mouth every night, out back of the launderette. I wonder who old Connie's doing now.
Connect 4
~ Connection ~
~Connection~ You and I are Connected in a Way that goes beyond Romance, beyond Friendship, Beyond what we've ever had before. It has defied Time, Distance and Changes in ourselves and in our Lives. And it has defied every explanation except One. Purely and Simply, We're Soul Mates. I can't explain it. I just feel it. It's there in the way my spirit subtly lifts when we talk.... How the sound of your voice brings me home in a way I can't explain. It's in the delight I feel when we laugh at exactly the same things... When I'm with you...Its like a tiny part of the Universe shifts into the place it's supposed to be, and all is right with the World. These things, and so many more, have made me understand..... That this is a Once-In-A-Lifetime, Forever Connection that could only exist between you and me. And deep in my Soul... I know that our relationship is a Rare Gift, One that will bring us an extraordinary happiness.....All through
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Connection Corner
In my experience of helping people on the perils of dating and relationships, the one journey women tell me they never want to go on again is meeting and hanging out with the "needy and clingy" man. Nothing turns women off more than a guy who is really needy. Below are ten signs that you are being needy. Remember you are trying to attract women, not turn them off. So if you suffer from any of these signs of neediness, you need to immediately stop those actions. 1. You just walked a woman to her door at the end of a date. Instead of kissing her, you ask her if she had a good time. Women are attracted to confident men. They don't want to have to tell you that they had a good time on a date... they want you to be secure enough in yourself to assume that they had a good time. 2. You called a woman last night and she has not yet called you back, so you either email her or call her again to ask her if she received your message. If you want to push her away, this is one of the best
Connect The Dots
If your feet hurt from walking too much, then I will tend to them, with a velvet touch. If your lungs just don't want to work today, then I'll perform a mouth to mouth until you're okay. Don't you just love the feeling of my fingertips, circling your lips. Don't you just love the desire taking hold of you, I can tell you do. I know all your favorite spots, and tonight we will connect the dots. If your muscles are wound up and tight, then I will loosen up the knots until it feels right. If your ears just ache from listening, then I'll supply the remedy in the melodies I sing. Don't you just love the feeling of my fingertips, circling your lips. Don't you just love the desire taking hold of you, well I can tell you do. I know all your favorite spots, and tonight we will connect the dots. Don't you just love the feeling of my fingertips, circling your lips. Don't you just love the desire taking hold of you, well I can tell you do. I know all your favorite
me and ma b/f jus broke up and usually im tha one that goes and makes up i cant do that this time im tired of always having to do it, he gets mad over nothing then im tha one that has to put all tha pieces back together i really like him and i think about him alot but im trying to be strong and not call him or txt him. i changed not for him but for tha relationship. its really hard...............and i dont really have anyone to talk to cuz ma family doesnt care about anyone but themselves. i jus wish i cud be happy.... so yea i have no one to really talk to about this because honestly no one really stressed out right now im 19 and tryin to do something with my life. i decided to go to school for massage therapy. even though i had a car it was messed up so when i moved 3 hours from home to nashville tn i didnt take a car with me. my school was about 3 and a half miles from ma apartment. so every morning rain or shine i got up 7 left at 8 walked to school and got there by 8:3
Connection Problems
I am having trouble with my laptop. I am going to have to have it repaired. I will know in the next 24 hours when it will be repaired. I have been informed that it will take between 5 - 10 days. I am looking at getting a replacement PC as my PC is 6 years old and requires a new monitor and the wireless connection only works now and then. If I am able I might be back online within a couple of days. If not it maybe nearly another 2 weeks. Have fun everyone while I am offline and hopefully I will be back here in a short space of time.
Anger created by love gone awry a hell storm of hatred in the tears that we cry. how much can be measured from the feelings we hide when no one's to blame, on this train wreck we ride. deceptions unmasked in moments of sorrow acceptance of all that's made your heart hollow corruption of emotions meant to be followed by hopeless abandon we all wish to swallow. when do we surrender to our hearts known desire to be who we are and be caressed by the fire. It burns inside like the fledgling and sire. connected to something you can not release. yet someone... has begun to make that distinction to hold your mind while your soul knows only peace.
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Connors Place
My names Connor, i'm 56 and love to play tennis and work on computers. I'm eager to make new friends so feel free to send me a message :D I recently found love via this dating agency .
Connie's Bling Auction
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When the sound of your voice touches my soul, warms the very eden of my existance Eyes meet across a crowed room, smiles are shared, our skin radiates like the sun, as the passion builds from 2 souls becoming one...  The touch of my hand to the small of your back, brushing your hair aside and a whisper in your ear...The hum of your surrondings turns you into putty in my hands..
Connected To You
Connected Misconnection
I do not mindwhen you placeall the blame on mebut can't you find another make believeenemysomeone who doesn't hurt youeitherthen take me off the hook forgive me forthe sinsI did not commitfree me from the place inside your headwhere I standunconvictedbut stillsentencedas deadcan you pleasecreate anotherfoeand get backto plain oldyou and meI'll still takethe blamebut you can't act the sameI am not your nemesisYes, I canlove youlike thisbut you aremaking forevershorterit will nottakemuch ofa pushfor meto crossit's border     From RevJoe i had nothing to do with the writein of this poem but the words touch me to the soul thank you Rev for being you..lovez ya
ralph lauren pas cher When it comes to online shopping it is better to choose a business that assures you on the quality standards and offers a return policy within a certain period so that you can inspect the designer cheap shoes for yourself and analyze its touch and feel and durability factors to stand up to your expectations. Most probably businesses that avail a return policy are the ones that can be trusted since they have already displayed the confidence in their products. Sometimes they criticize what are we wearing. Mostly on a certain occasions or social gatherings, the eagle eye of those people around you looking into you from head to foot. Why? Because they want to know what clothes are you wear, what is your accessories, and what shoes do you wear. They see everything about you. Mostly in a prominent gatherings, they tackle about luxurious brands of clothing and accessories. In this category of people, they are usual perfectionist. Furthermore, the inexorable s
Connecticut Elementary School Shooting
At a bit of a loss for words watching & listening to the horrifying,tragic events that have taken place today at Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, Connecticut.My thoughts and prayers are with all of the parents & families of the innocent children who were so heinously killed,as well as the principal and others of the school, as well as the family of the sick,disgusting animal who also killed his own mother & brother.All losing their lives senselessly and tragically for no reason whatsoever.This is a new low,shocking,mind boggling display of how the mindset of some people in the world today has reached a very deep,disturbing,dark level inside.And we need to get a grip on paying attention to these people who show signs they are mentally/emotionally disturbed on a very deep & extreme level.People need to start to better paying attention to other PEOPLE.Rather than paying a majority of attention to Fubar/Facebook/Twitter, cell phone's/meaningless texts,celebrity gossip,drama, etc..A
The Conqueror Worm
The Conqueror Worm Lo! 'tis a gala night Within the lonesome latter years! An angel throng, bewinged, bedight In veils, and drowned in tears, Sit in a theatre, to see A play of hopes and fears, While the orchestra breathes fitfully The music of the spheres. Mimes, in the form of God on high, Mutter and mumble low, And hither and thither fly- Mere puppets they, who come and go At bidding of vast formless things That shift the scenery to and fro, Flapping from out their Condor wings Invisible Woe! That motley drama- oh, be sure It shall not be forgot! With its Phantom chased for evermore, By a crowd that seize it not, Through a circle that ever returneth in To the self-same spot, And much of Madness, and more of Sin, And Horror the soul of the plot. But see, a
Conquer Your Fears
The greatest honor a man or woman can ever achieve is to live with great courage. Conquer your fears and you will conquer life.
Conquering My Fears
I was his Goddess, he is still my King. What I would give, to take back everything. To say I'm sorry, just isn't enough. I can admit my mistakes, I'm gifted at fucking up. I see and feel something so great, and it scares me to death. Then I push it away, and live with regret. Never surrendering my power, to someone else. I take it away from them, and punish myself. Because for me to be happy, means being weak. Vulnerable to pain, refusing to speak. Refusing to surrender, to just give in. That means I have the possibility, of never being able to win. But what am I winning, when I have lost so much. Due to fear, an unwanted touch. Everyone suffers, because of the bad things. I still shed tears, it controls everything! I am head strong and stubborn, but damn I want to live! Without ruining every opportunity of happiness, life gives. The nightmares keep forming, they just won't stop. I want a fresh start to this life, I've got. I walk and search for
Conserts Thats What I Do
Went to Canibal corpse wif vampy (hybrid vampire) on tuesday night was a very good time best metal gig I've been to so far can't wait for the next one, Soul Fly here we come hehe (6 concerts down) 2 to go I'm going to have to by us some more tix.
Consitution Of Love
The Constitution of Love * Preamble- We the people young at heart in order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug through the popularity of love established in the constitution. * The Law- It is not to kiss who you please, but to please who you kiss. * The Code- If you love me, say it. If you don't love me, say it anyways. * Statement of laws- If your love is a language, we have a lot of talking to do. * Method of Love- A. Kiss on the cheek-friendship B. Kiss on the hand- I adore you C. Kiss on the lips- I Love you D. Kiss on the neck- I want you E. Kiss anywhere else- Don't get carried away F. Playing with hair- I can't live without you G. Arms around each other- I love you too much to let you go H. Look deeply into your eyes- Kiss me you fool * Judgement- If a person hates another person, the person has the right to kiss him or
* Consciousness * - Our 3rd Eye *
The Consuming Darkness
the consuming darkness As i lie in bed staring at the ceiling, i wonder if the darkness would ever consume me. consume the emptiness, consume the things all around me. I lie there as if the air i breath will be my very last. As i lay there the darkness moves around me, deepening and growing to an astouding warmth. As i stare at the ceiling i wonder how much longer my heart yerns to beat. I lie there undisturbed, dazed and confused in what could only be described as a darker euphoria. I lie there wondering if the darkness is plotting to consume me, plotting to take over the body and the spirit of which i come from. My heart beats to a slower pace now, as if it knows that the last hour is apon us. i take one deep breath, and swallow the darkness. finally im asleep.
~~consumers Beware~~
GO MAXINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Subject: Maxine Everyone concentrates on the problems we're having in this country lately; illegal immigration, hurricane recovery, wild animals attacking humans in Florida . Not me. I concentrate on solutions to problems. The result is a win-win-win situation: + Dig a moat the length of the Mexican border + Use the dirt to raise the levies in New Orleans + Put the Florida alligators in the moat. Any other problems you would like for me to solve today? GET YOUR PLATES READY! THIS IS INCREDIBLE! Here is a chicken recipe that also includes the use of popcorn as a stuffing. Imagine that! When I found it, I thought it was perfect for people like me, who just are not sure how to tell when poultry is thoroughly cooked, but not dried out. Give this a try. BAKED STUFFED CHICKEN 6-7 lb. chicken 1 cup melted butter 1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is good.) 1 cup uncooked
Conspiracy Of Science
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. > > > >2. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. > > > >3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. > > > >4. Make peace with the past so it won't screw up the present. > > > >5. Pay off your credit cards every month. > > > >6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. > > > >7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. > > > >8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. > > > >9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. > > > >10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. > > > >11. When in doubt, just take the next small step. > > > >12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. > > > >13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their >journey is all about. > > > >14. Life isn't tied in a bow, but it's still a gift. > > > >15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God >never blinks. > >
* Consciousness * Rules Of Existance * Science & Spirituality * Cosmic Substance * Partika * Partiki * Particum * Partiki Phasing * Primal Order / Su
* Consciousness * Rules of Existance * Science & Spirituality * Cosmic Substance * Partika * Partiki * Particum * Partiki Phasing * Primal Order / Substance * ********************************************************************************************* Consciousness ********************************************************************************************* Consciousness is energy and all energy is conscious. (See: Rules of Existence) A popular misconception in the scientific arena is that consciousness is formed by the brain-function and thus ceases to exist at the death of the physical brain. This misconception simply illustrates that contemporary science remains innocent to the knowledge of morphogenetic Fields (MF) and multi-dimensional reality structure. This assumption creates a misinterpretation of available data through which manifest symptoms (the brain) are mistaken as the cause (consciousness). (The Tangible Structure of the Soul - Page 8)
Constantly Longing.....
"I know that it's a wonderful world but I can't feel it right now. I thought that I was doing well but I just want to cry now.Well, I know that it's a wonderful world , from the sky down to the sea, but I can only see it when you're here, here with me." James Morrison. This world is so huge sometimes and at times so small. Tonight the miles seem huge and the ocean seems so wide.It always feels that way when what you want is far from you. Tonight for a few great moments, the world became small. As I talked to my love, the world became small enough to fit into the palm of my hand, for our words were flowing together like the sea and the ocean combined. We are constantly gravitating to each other, constantly making the earth form around us in order to facilitate our merge, but how horrible it is to be so close yet not touching. I battle with the question of, Is it harder to leave or harder to stay behind? I recently left my love behind, yet again, to live in the atmosphere we created toge
Constant Thoughts
I just found out that a really good friend of mine passed away two days ago. I used to work with him before. I knew there was something wrong.... but, I was hoping this wasn't it. You ever get that feeling like you know something is wrong, but you can't quite put your finger on it? Well.. that how I was all day. Today is a sad day for me... Why is it that one area of your life goes really good.. then another area gets flushed down the toilet? Why is it a constant juggle with life? One day.. I'll be able to understand that. Yesterday.. I was the happiest person in the world. And now, weell now I feel the weight on my chest pushing as hard in as it can. It's almost unbearable... I wish that I could straighten out life.. so that I have an equal balance. So that everyday can be manageable for me. You know what hurts the most? Is I haven't talked to him for awhile.. and now it's too late to say anything. It's true... when they say tell the one you love that you love them... before it's too
Consumer Reports Guide To Selecting A Girlfriend
Well it's been almost 20 years since Consumer Reports reviewed girlfriends. Since then, styles have changed, new features have been introduced, and the market for girlfriends has changed substantially. So we here have decided another report was needed. As in a car or a computer, you should ask yourself what you need a girlfriend for before obtaining one. This will, in large part, dictate the final product which you should consider. Do you want an intellectual companion? A baby factory? A hiking partner? Or just lots of good, old-fashioned sex? Identifying your needs is the first, and most important, step in selecting a girlfriend. The second question which needs to be addressed is, of course, how much you are able to spend. This is largely determined by your physical and personal characteristics--if you are good looking, have a commanding personality and a good sense of humor, you will have the resources to obtain a fancy, high-end model. On the other hand, if you are ugly, smell
Construction Code
A construction worker on the third floor of a building needs a handsaw. He sees one of the laborers on the first floor and yells down to him, but the man indicates that he can't hear. So, the guy on the third floor tries to use signs. He points to his eye, meaning, "I", then at his knee, meaning, "need", then he moves his hand back and forth, meaning, "handsaw". The man on the first floor nods, then drops his pants and begins to masturbate. The man on the third floor freaks out and runs down to the first floor yelling, ''What the hell is wrong with you!?! Are you stupid or something? I was saying that I needed a handsaw!'' The laborer looks at the carpenter and says, ''I knew that. I was just trying to tell you that I was coming.
Consequences Of Bad Behavior
Consequences as applied in the BDSM Lifestyle There are two types of consequences to ill-advised behavior. One naturally occurs and the other is a logical consequence imposed by others. The second type is the focus of this page. 1) Natural Consequences: Natural consequences are a negative result of short-sightedness or lack of attention. In natural consequences no one else is involved; your actions cause a consequence. It is a violation of common sense rules of life. An example is, not getting fuel for an automobile results in running out of gas. It is a natural price you have to pay for certain behavior. Some natural consequences take an indefinite period of time to have an effect. Natural consequences can be a learning experience for individuals. Natural consequences do not involve another person; the consequence is a direct result of behavior. It is often referred to as "the school of hard knocks". Natural consequences can be a very useful tool in training a sl
The Constancy Of Mirrors
I want the jazz of her sweet caress, to plummet head first into her hands and know the rhythm of skin. I want to lose my flesh in the constancy of mirrors while the scent of her hair erases me. She is the dance of my cocoon opening, the spirit-voice of tomorrow's moon, and the remembrance of cotton candy. I want the skeletons of all trees to whisper our names, the sky to sing us in a silent thunder. © All rights reserved
Considering Leaving Fubar
She is writing this - driving me to words to tell you: just the sound of her voice makes each day momentous. She is driving me to find the taste of every blesséd kiss in constructs of nouns and verbs - and I am mute. I cannot articulate the feeling welling up inside while all paths lead to us. Go, now, and tell your children: all poetry arises to the voice of true love, and from the need the want the longing to be naked before another and not judged. © All rights reserved
The Constitution Of The United States
Consumer Alert: Popular Air Fresheners Found To Contain Toxic Chemical
by Mike Adams A test of air freshener products recently conducted by the Natural Resources Defense Council found that 12 out of 14 popular air freshener products contained a chemical known to be harmful to the health of humans. Phthalates, known to cause reproductive problems and hormone disruption in humans, were found in virtually all air freshener brands, including several Walgreens-branded air fresheners that the popular retailer has now pulled off its shelves. Neither the FDA nor the EPA conducts any safety testing or spot checking of toxic chemicals in air freshener products. Essentially, consumers could be exposed to any number of toxic airborne chemicals from air freshener products, with no warning whatsoever. The safety of chemicals used in these products is utterly ignored by the FDA in much the same way that perfumes and cosmetic products containing cancer-causing chemicals are routinely ignored by the agency. The FDA makes virtually no effort to protect American cons
Constitution Of The United States Of America
The Constitution of the United States of America We the people of the United States, in order to form a more perfect union, establish justice, insure domestic tranquility, provide for the common defense, promote the general welfare, and secure the blessings of liberty to ourselves and our posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America. Article I Section 1. All legislative powers herein granted shall be vested in a Congress of the United States, which shall consist of a Senate and House of Representatives. Section 2. The House of Representatives shall be composed of members chosen every second year by the people of the several states, and the electors in each state shall have the qualifications requisite for electors of the most numerous branch of the state legislature. No person shall be a Representative who shall not have attained to the age of twenty five years, and been seven years a citizen of the United States, and who shall no
Consumed By You
I close my eyes and see your face. The wind whispers your name. The very thought of you takes my breath and sends me to paradise. You have touched my heart and soul. Somehow now I believe in fate. I never could before. I want to hold your hand and tell you my dreams. I want to be wrapped in your arms as I listen to yours. I need you to feel me as I feel you. My heart and soul beg for you. My body aches with need. Your eyes drive me to insanity. I feel your soul as it reaches out to me. I have never felt this feeling. It's too deep to explain. Always I think of you. I am consumed by you.
- Both Lincoln and Kennedy were concerned with Civil Rights - Lincoln was elected to U.S. House of Representatives in 1864 and Kennedy in 1964 - Lincoln was elected president in 1860; Kennedy in 1960 - Both were shot on a Friday - Both were shot in the presence of their wives - Lincoln was shot in the Ford Theater, Kennedy was shot while driving in a Ford. - They were both succeeded by southern democrats named Johnson. - Both Johnson's had been members of the Senate - Andrew Johnson was born in 1808: Lyndon B. in 1908 - John Wilkes Booth was born in 1839: L.H. Oswald in 1939 - Booth and Oswald were both southerners favoring unpopular ideas - Both Presidents lost children to death while in the White House - President Lincoln's secretery, with the last name of Kennedy advised him not to go to the theater. Kennedy's secretery, with the last name of Lincoln (Evelyn) advised him not to make the trip to Dallas - John Wilkes Booth shot Lincoln in a theater and ran to a warehouse.
The Consequences Of Action
Consolation Prize
Consolation Prize By Anthony Hunt Played mmy best game ever. Fair and competitive, I relished victory. A year and one-half, undefeated, Unopposed, in love. But all things come to and end. There was no rigged game; no broken buzzer. Only one explanation: a loss - fair and square. And so they respectfully applaud At my less-than-graceful exit. Stage right to isolation. But oh, what a consolation prize! The sweet knowledge of her bliss. Even as I depart, I smile through tears. She's happy; she loves, and is loved in return. A new champion has won her heart, And I want no rematch. For in this contest I don't need to win; Her contentment is my triumph. It is said that second place is the first loser... Yet in my most sorrowful moment, I smile grim.
Conspiracy Theory Or Fact??
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Conspiracy Theory?
Will Homeland Security the Militarized Police State Shock You Into Submission? Karen De Coster LRC Blog March 23, 2008 This is perhaps one of the most kooky and creepy Security State tactics that I have come across: the EMD safety bracelet, which is being billed as the "last line of defence." A company called Lamperd Firearm Training Systems (scroll down) is trying to commercialize this item as an "airline security product." The company’s video that hawks this device talks about the current facial recognition system called biometrics, where cameras capture photos of people and compare those images to the images of "terrorists" in its "terrorist" database. No matter how sophisticated this technology, it can all too often allow a terrorist on board a plane, and, this technology can also have the effect of creating airport bottlenecks. Ahem. The solution? The "viable, workable answer" is an electronic ID bracelet. This bracelet will replace the need for a ticket and cont
Constant Passion
to constantly want someone with everything you are is a burning desire compared to passion deep with in your soul something burns so bright so ferocious and furious despite the warnings you recieve deep in your heart you know its not lust but something much deeper it squeezes the air right out of your lungs it makes the hair stand on your neck it makes your knees feel week and want to buckle its the need of a soft body the rush of a hard chess pressed against the softness of my breast the hot passionate whispers the tender caresses the tingling of your warm tongue against the nape of my neck the pondering hands so big and yet so soft willing and searching for a way to stroke my fires granting all favors big and small not letting an inch of skin exscape your mounting passions of sexual hunger that is my constant passion.
The Conscious Mind
original post @ Many prophesies in the indigenous world speak of this time in human history as a period of great transformation. In the medicine tradition of the Inca, legend tells of a great angel who looked into the future and saw that humanity would face an enormous task at the beginning of the 21st century. Extenuating circumstances in an extremely difficult and challenging time would require extraordinary effort to bring about peace and heal the heart of the world. “Who would like to volunteer?” the angel asked. Knowing we could make a difference, we jumped up and said, “Me!” The legend reminds brings to mind a scene in The Lord of the Rings when the dwarf says, “No chance of success, certain death ahead? What are we waiting for!” Of course, our odds are better than those faced by the dwarf, but the problems humanity is facing are huge. It is no longer a matter of global warming or carbon emissions, but the possible collapse of the entire climate system
The Consequences Of Truth
The grand commentary on our time is quite simply this “The only people who will ever tell us the truths of life in this world are comedians ! “ Now with that said enjoy !
barrier break through analyzation, free our people of a concrete civilization, static wave induced lying media, brain washed channel forced illisionaria, sparked rhythmic awakenings pierced through, heart felt first time by being true, let go, connect, reflect, this is about to end, new age, turn the page, dont try to bend, sickened by processed goods in my life, industrial money making i turn to the knife, cons, cons i am not blind, cons, cons i will always find, cons, cons you i will rewind, coming through, out of this, reach for something bliss, awaited touch, hug, smile, and maybe even a kiss, society wasted, burned up time, we have nothing true but a simple crime, forget all your fears, become the one, you were meant to be and never be done, alone i throw the stone and ripples threw out, ripple effect i planted the seed to bring about, this calling which is not falling, cant ignore, turn your back on that tube, it is not your core, left
The Constipated Cow
If you listen to Pink Floyd long enough you will realize that your life is full of drama that will most likely never end in disaster. Think about all the people on the planet and how they survive every day without hearing one refrain of The Wall. My point is this, as miserable as you might think you are now, just put on any Pink Floyd CD and in a few minutes you will realize it's all drama and you got upset for nothing. See drama is emotions and acting out. If someone gives you a hard time you can either react or release. Release is when you say I'm not going to participate in your mind games. Thus, you are no longer on stage. Go home, drink a cold one, put on Pink Floyd and I promise you will feel better in the morning. Just don't forget to let the cat or dog out! RixRax Wait a minute. Aren't we supposed to believe that Muslims condemn and abhor terrorism? At least until someone mocks an Islamic terrorist. Then suddenly one has offended all Muslims. But if they really condemn
Conservative Coilition
Lisa Murkowski John McCain Richard Lugar Sam Brownback Olympia Snowe Susan Collins Arlen Specter Lindsey Graham George W Bush Chuck Hagel Ron Paul Ok I am a little behind on sending you all the podcast of the last show, but here is the podcast of the airing of my show on Saturday. In this episode of Right on Right w/Christopher Fredrickson, Christopher unloads on a psycho path by the name of Sarah Brooks whom Christopher has dubbed Strawberry Shortcake. Christopher then talks with Cory of Cory's Corner of The Conservative Way about the Marco Rubio, Charlie Crist primary in Fla and why it is vitally important for Conservatives to back Marco Rubio. Then Christopher discusses the founder of yellow journalism with Brian of Brian's Edition of The Conservative Way, William Randolph Herst. We discuss how this individual may have lead to how journalism is now. The facts on Herst are shocking, and the schools are not teaching just how influential and destructive th
Consider Otherwise
Until the light shines, keep your head steady. More to come....
Tax his Ass At first I thought this was funny....then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end. Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his work, Tax his pay, He works for peanuts Anyway! Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass. Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers; Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words Upon his tomb, Taxes drove me to my doom...' When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts Receivable Tax Build
“Consider” Consider me a blanket, consider me a shroud Consider me tattooed, with colors bold and loud That bravely shout out to the world, for every soul to see The wonder of this woman, and what she means to me Consider me a warming light, consider me the sun Consider me your brightest glow, when the night has come A red hot touch that fires your heart when the days are cold That propane torch still working well, when we are worn and old Consider me your traffic light, consider me your guide Consider me your words of truth, when others scheme and lie The one that tells you when it’s safe to step into the road A man who grabs the plastic bags when you have dropped the load Consider me your shower, when you are worn and soiled Consider me your coffee pot, always warm and boiled A living liquid waiting here, a thing to fill your cup When times are hard and you are drawn to thoughts of giving up Consider me your co conspirator, I’ll always play the game Consi
Constant Bad Day
Hey everybody, If you all think that you have had a bad day, then after you read this blog then you might think differently. Lately i have been looking for a job, but havent been able to find one. I keep filling in applications and checking in about them but it seems like no one wants to hire me. I live alone with no income whatsoever. i am lucky when friends and family give me food. i also get a food basket once a month from a local church but it doesnt come until almost the end of the month. right now i am running really low on food and i have no money. lately i have been collecting cans to make a little bit of money. right now i have no minutes on my cell phone. i have no power at home. i have to gas to cook anything on the stove. i go to bed early cuz i get bored and am lonely. i also have no running water. i go to my sisters to take a shower. i get my drinking water from the local park. I also have 2 kids but luckily they live with their mother because i cant afford to take care
Conspiracy Theory?
Many years ago, well more than 60 years ago, my fraternal grandmother immigrated to the United States, southeast Louisiana specifically. She was looking for a new life, the American dream, for herself and her kids. She immigrated from a bad marriage in Mexico. It’s my understanding that the borders back then were more open.  It was a different time, before overpopulation worries and 911 attacks, when the world could afford to be a little more innocent.   Times are different now. Illegal aliens are running rampant through the state of Texas. There are currently an estimated 22,128,460 illegals in the United States and that number is growing at a rate of an additional 6 illegals per minute. The current Presidential administration seems to be willing to turn a blind eye to this.   Now the threat of illegals is bigger than the occasional Al-Quida that might try to blend in with the illegals. Now we are facing the threat of SWINE FLU.  
Constant Default Pic Changes
People that have watched me in the Mumm area, will typically find my default pics change frequently. There is a simple explanation. I change them according to my mood. It may go through several changes, on any given day. Or, not change for several days. It all depends. Here are just some of the moods and pics I use: Don Rickles - When I'm feeling sarcastic or irritated Chief Dan George or a Native American - When I'm feelin' my heritage. Gomez or myself - When I'm feeling upbeat. Of course, the pics are subject to change. Just thought I'd explain this a bit, in case some of you were wondering.  
Conspiracy Theorist Wackos
  "It is not the critic who counts, nor the man, who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man in the arena, who's face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly...who spends himself in a worthy cause, who at best knows in the end the triumph of high acheivement, and who at the worst, if he fails,at least falls while daring greatly"   Teddy Roosevelt     He speaks of compassion,gratitude and fogiveness...his words screamed out for libertity in the face of adversity...hoping for freedom to live in our lives without judgement being passed..people who stand for peace and love. We all desiire greater...there are those that desire material things..they fight to get their wishes., there are those who deisre love and they too fight...we all fight seperate ways, we shed blood sacrificing so much in the process...lets instead fight for life...for freedom equality. Weaken yourselves to
Consider This...
Seems like as many people as not have some kind of photo album dedicated to haters on this site.  If you haven't seen them, you've likely at least seen a status message or blast dedicated to these people.  From what I can tell, a 'hater' is a person who downrates or seems to arbitrarily flag photos as NSFW.  What's constant is that the offended person feels that they've received unwarranted feedback or negative attention. With the confirmation of Sonya Sotomayer looming on the horizon, the Bill of Rights has been on my mind. It's almost a certainty that a reinterpretation of certain rights will follow sometime down the road, and I'm concerned that my worst-case-scenario may become a reality.  However, the most uniformly defended right, and the one most universally accepted as inviolable, is freedom of speech. Almost to the point of taking it for granted, we accept that we may say whatever we want at any time, almost without consequence.  While there are few exceptions to this paradig
Constructive Critisism
Ok, so tell me, what is a good man? I am 28 and single, Ive had numerous relationships fail for various reasons.. Im ok with that.. it happens.. But what I don't get is the post after post of women wanting to meet good guys!!! It makes me wanna spit.. only because I don't get it!!!   What make a man good? Financial security? Nice abs? A sexy chest? I mean come on, WTF!! HAHA Don't worry, i'm not mad.. just curious..     You should fill me in!! maybe together we can make a good man out of me!    
Consumer Mailing List
It's Ted Coleman here from Canada. I am a professional business consultant by day and a full time father and husband by night. I am easy going and love to relax during my free time. I also collect consumer mailing list to build up my customer base for my business. If you are a business person like myself, feel free to drop me a message and we can talk.
Constipation Home Remedies
There are millions upon millions of people across the world suffering from constipation. They are having to deal the frustration and the pain that constipation bring. But thankfully this article has one of the best ways to relive you from constipation   Constipation Home Remedies
Constipation Home Remedies
There are millions upon millions of people across the world suffering from constipation. They are having to deal the frustration and the pain that constipation bring. But thankfully this article has one of the best ways to relive you from constipation. Constipation Home Remedies  
911 Conspiracy Theories
I am very middle of the road on this (in other words, The Jury is still out in my mind)I would like to see at least an explanation for these assertionsthis video is very compelling& I think at least deserves answers to the questions that arise from this I agree that it seems so unusual that not only was something allowed to be flown into the pentagonespecially after we knew by then we were likely under attackMuch less not have any footage of a jetliner flying into a very secure & guarded building...I mean for crying out loud !!!There woulda been camera footage had the jetliner flown into a home depotNo ????????  
Consolidate Bills
I work for, and we help our clients to consolidate bills, consolidate debts and similar financial matters. If you want to consolidate credit cards debt, you should first look at all of your debt in detail. Once you know what you have, it will be easier to contact professionals to help you to consolidate credit. Find out more information on how to consolidate debt from the expert.
Considering Cupcakes
"You fucking parasite Feeding off my voice like a leech Sucking me dry Use your head Hope you're gagging in your throat Hope you gag and choke Your pale little face turning blue If you want it in your ass as I spit in your face Face down on the floor holding you by your neck Do you feel like a wreck? Well that's life, kiddo Now shut up and swallow Shut up and swallow You'll get nothing for free Don't try to suck it off me You always take you what you want Now I just take what is mine I'll give you abstinence You tell of life.. It's up to you to fill it with substance I'll play your game A lesson of life: It's not what you want, but what you get You'll feel it from within as I work my way out Such a pretty girl, but such a dirty mouth Now you want it in your ass as I spit in your face Face down on the floor, holding you by your neck Do you feel like a wreck? Well that is life, kiddo Now shut up and swallow Shut up and swallow" "Coin operated boy Sitting on the shelf He is just a toy
Constant Single
I remember how alone I was when you left you never told where you were going and why you never told me I took you back knowing you didn't want me to leave that you had faith in us knowing we would work We had out struggles but i didn't question it was hard enough just being myself i was putting trust in our bond you broke that bond you put your love on another man though you say words of comfort it'll never take the nightmares away was i not a good enough lover did i say or not spend enough for us? i gave and i gave and told you my pains yet you did what you did i don't know what else to do but to start from the beginning
Conspiracy Theory
Um why are they pushing soooooo hard for HEALTHY teens and young adults to get the H1N1 shot ? That age group has the most robust immunization systems and are the least at risk for H1N1 or any version of the flu. I understand that young children and older adults, or those with comprimised immune systems may need the shot. So why are they pushing so hard for everyone to get the H1N1 shot ? I think it's just another brick in the wall of immunizations that the government mandates, that in the long run will be found out to have so many side affects that entire generations will be damaged. Story Published: Feb 23, 2010 at 6:26 PM CST Story Updated: Feb 23, 2010 at 8:07 PM CST SPRINGFIELD, Mo. -- Some CoxHealth cancer patients received overdoses of radiation six years ago, and possibly in some other time periods.  The healthcare company has been informing patients and their families in recent days and plans to talk to reporters about the problem this week. The wife o
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Construction Nyc
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GOOD VS EVIL CONGRATULATIONS TO TEAM EVIL! TEAM GOOD = 4,744 points TEAM EVIL = 10,631 points Winner of the Girl with the highest personal score for Team Good is LUCY (1268 points) Winner of the Girl with the highest personal score for Team Evil is SHELLY BELLY (2498 points) Congratulations to all of the ladies on Team Evil for their win! Unlike last time, this was not a very close contest. Team Evil started out strong and maintained the lead every day! Great job ladies! Thank you to everyone who voted and participated! WINNERS - Please contact stixxx AND blue demon to get your prizes. We may not have all of you on our friends list (so add us) and if you don't contact us we may not be able to find you. If you want your prizes please find us! HOST OF TEAM GOOD Stixxx@ CherryTAP HOST OF TEAM EVIL blue demon(TEAM EVIL )brb@ CherryTAP Stixxx and Blue Demon would like to thank everyone on both teams for participating, and thank you all for
Contest!!!!!! and we have a winner Icy breezed through with out any competition sorry Dannie just mouthing off while it made me smile was not enough effort. So prizes awarded are the furry cuffs and romantic diner. thank you for making me smile Icy Prize Furry Handcuffs and Romantic Dinner. Ends Friday the 22nd Winner Awarded Saturday The 23rd Rules To participate you must become my Fan and message me as your intent to compete. After that it is no holds barred make me smile anyway you see fit do it the best with in the time frame and win the prize. Who's in? Warning I will call bluffs... come on peeps the contest ends next week you get LC gifts if you are the winner what more could you want let me know....? Don't let Daniegurl win by the mere fact of being the only person to join in (no offense Danie but would like some real competition) read my first blog for the rules. Seán
DO YOU WANT A YACHT? I HAVE #12 SPOTS FOR A YACHT FOR ONLY 5000 COMMENTS NOT A CONTEST 5000 COMMENTS = YACHT YOU HAVE 1 WEEK TO FINISH !! SEND ME A MSG =(^_^)= ENGLA@ CherryTAP ***THE FINAL RESULAT IN CHERRYTAP SANTA CLAUS & SANTA MOM CONTEST*** ~~FREE~~~~ (15) 39 *** Rayden (11) 9 *** Great White Hunter (24) 726 *** sailorbri (15) 133 *** weaver81 (11) 11 *** Eric S Pengolop! (15) 716 *** KreativeK (10) 6 *** Duke ( I LOVE BBW'S ) (11) 8 *** LORENZO (11) 179 *** ogary (26) 382 *** sexman60 (45) 6217 3rd place !! *** Grey (13) 11 *
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With a sigh I see another day pass, for when the crow settles and the owl is a hunt, then that which we do not name is about. For even thoe you may not believe, there is more in this plane tween heaven and earth than mankind must or will ever know or experience. Yet in the shadows there is still light from the moon, as she glides through the velvet night, in search of love long past. What are we to do if, at the end of the threads of time, we have left a page unturned, or a drop of water untasted, or a ray of sunshine pooled listlessly in a pothole? Seek to learn the truth, and teach whay you learn that in grace of fate we can outlive our shells, and pass on to the next plane! Subject: Be Careful Because of recent abductions in daylight hours, refresh you of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips, forward them to someone you care abou
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WARRANT - Cherry PieMusic Video Codes By Music Video Code DON’T FORGET TO STOP BY AND SHOW YOUR HOSTESS WITH THE MOSTESS SOME LUV AND DROP HER PROFILE A ‘10’ ! ¤¤~Stang~¤¤@ LostCherry SHOW MAH GURL SOME LUV FOR THE AWESOME IDEA! MyPersonalChaos@ LostCherry -------------------------------------------------- Okay this is the best LC Salute contests to get your camera's and camera phone's ready!!!! We want to see your LC pride so make your LC Salute signs and get them posted and ready to rip! Entries will be accepted until NOON (central time)SUNDAY, OCTOBER 2ND! I will open the contest by 2pm and it will run until 2pm October 9th. I will announce the winners the same day. The winner will receive either diamond ring or rolex bought by me from the LC Gift Shop THE RULES 1. All pictures must have you in them. 2. All signs must have LostCherry.Com, your LC Name and User ID. 3. NO PHOTO-SHOPPING. The object is for you to be creative. If it is a
I hate it when girls let thier boyfriends or husbands control them and/or vise versa. telling you who can be your friends with, who you can talk to, or even who you can even hang out with.. Like my friend Dynielle, ended up with a guy who lied and cheated on her and she took him back. and one of his "conditions" was to stop being friends with me and block me from everything on the net. stupidity at its best. all control... truly sad that she would agree with it at all.
Chapter 6 Luke and Chris reached the Halem resturant and went in to find a table. As they waited for the waiter, Chris began to tell him what happened after they left the inn. Luke had listened to her with great interest. He knew she still carried the markings on her body but not so much as when he knew her three years ago. The markings on her had disappeared all except for her upper arms now. 3 years ago..... After Siska left Van and went back to check up on Chris, she received a shock when she arrived in the room. Chris was no longer there but the doctor was. The doctor layed against the wall with his skin pealing off and the back of his head cracked open. Blood lined the walls around him but no sword marks appeared on his body. "Christina, what have you done?" Siska walked into the bathroom to notice the swords were still intact and still clean. "Where did you go?" Siska grabbed the swords and ran out of the inn leaving some money on the front desk before running out the
Well the contest thing doesnt seems to be working since no one has gotten back to me on anything saying they wanna be in it so ill just seem to make a folder of friends instead =/ Of holding a contest, but don't know what to do it on, so if anyone has any suggestions please let me know. Thanks Yes its true this IS MY FIRST CONTEST, its for sexy eyes. If you care to vote for me here is the link just copy and paste an please vote for me cause you all know i would vote on your pics and i have. so PRETTY PLEASE come an show me some love :)
*********RULES FOR CONTEST BELOW******** Okay here's how this works: 1. I do not enter my own contest it's a conflict of interest and won't do it. 2. Winners are decided by number of ratings, if there is a tie, winners will be re-posted in a tie breaker. I will announce that should it be necessary. 3. I will post the top 3 winners on my my page for 1 week as well as post a bulletin.But the top winner i will pimp out for a week. 4. The contest will begin Saturday sept 30th and will closed Sat Oct. 7th 5. You can pimp your self out have others pimp you out vote and comment for youself as well.
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Hello EVERYONE! This Contest I'm entered in is going on right now, it lasts for one week. I finally got up enough courage to enter, I'm hoping I didn't make a mistake. I was entered in last weeks for only 10 hours. What I'm worried about is someone in the contest is popular and has a ton of friends, you know when you get a shout in you box asking you to vote for someone you don't even know. I like to go to the site and see the pic's and vote for the person I want to. It seems that some are more of a popularity contest. I choose this contest site because the rules are a little different then most. It says "Winner is based on the highest rating, not the number of votes so don't forget to vote for the pic's you don't like too." Seeing that put me at ease a little but I'm still wondering if I made a mistake by entering. I guess I'll find out. Thanks for being there and cheering me on you guys mean so much to me! If I never joined Lost Cherry I NEVER would have had the courage
ok so i am on the phone with my mom today and left my computer for about an hour and a half or something.. i come back and i have messages in my shoutbox from this guy who says he rated my pics and asks me to rate his. (it might help to say that i reposted someone's message earlier about rating their pics. i did not ask anyone to rate my pics, i was trying to help this other person out. thank you anyways to those who did come rate them.. i do appreciate it) well i guess since i was not here and did not read his message he got mad and said something like "that is what i thought. i did not rate your pics. bye bye". ok first of all.. i do try to rate people's pics and try to comment people and stuff.. especially if they ask. i so would have rated his pics as soon as i saw the message. why did this guy have to be so rude? so i said that to him, that i would have rated them if he had not been so rude, but then i decided i would go rate them anyways. and i did. and not nasty. i gave him 10's
Contests Whinners
This goes out to all of you on here that start the drama....I hope next time you drink somebody "tea bags" you. For all you people that whine about there being cock contests, breasts contests and pussy contests and so on, I say GET THE FUCK BACK ON MYSPACE
You know, I never really knew there were sooo many people out there with so many similarities. it makes me wonder why human society is always so destructive and barbaric. There are soooo many of us who feel the same way, think the same way, do things the same way, have the same opinions on the same topics and are passionate about the same things in life, and yet, we somehow find a way to disagree. Always! Like, I'm in college and I'm a Pre-Vet major. I have fellow students with the same concerns about animals on their minds, but there's a rift in the department between extra-curricular groups. Now how the hell does that work? We go to the same institution, we work with the SAME animals, and yet several of us have to go and be wenches about everything. It drives me NUTS! Not only that, but there are bigger issues in the world for people to be concerning themselves with, not who's in the 'better livestock group'. They're ALL livestock! The economy is singing its swan song, there ar
just another day in the life well i went to court on an order of protection only to find out that his lawyer is turning it into a child custody hearing. she flat told me that I needed my lawyer because she was going for permanent custody. the new hearing is set for wednesday the 21st. she tried to make it a 30 day continuance. i stated that 30 days is too long and that I was ready to proceed. well anyway, so much for happy freaking valentines day. i hope to have my guns loaded next week with my lawyer in tow. may the powers that be help this process to come to a reasonable settlement. thanks to all of you who said a prayer. love to all my friends. hope ya'll had a good day. Karen dove You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course
Contest Ideas...
Guidelines: 1) Must weigh over 200 lbs. (too many 170-180 girls go in and blow away the girls trying their first contest. it's horseshit.) 2) Must be female (duh!) 3) Contest will be judged by ratings AND Comments. Most comments and best rating will win, but if you have the comments weigh more than the rating... 4) I will give a custom "trophy" to the winner to put on your profile and brag... :P 5) Photo may be any kind... Nude, semi-clothed, bikini or in jeans and a t-shirt. It's up to you. 6) Have fun and I will attempt to regulate comments, I will not tolerate insults to the ladies in my contest. I will report and I will block. Is this a good idea or am I going to look stupid trying? Thank you to all who joined. I appreciate your trust. Also, I hope all of you have a good day. 1. Coolest Bedroom 2. Best Hair Does anyone have any other ideas for a contest? This is America, so I figure I can be democratic here...
here are the rules please read carefully Rules: 1. Please Fan, Rate & Add Me 2. Rate & comment your Favorite Friends Tag & others if you wish. 3. Bombing is permitted..You can comment as many times as you want, & You can even comment your own pics. 4. No fresh meat. You need to be level 3 or higher 5. ABSOUTLY NO DRAMA whatsoever or I will remove the voter & the contestant from the contest 6. No down rating or negitave comments allowed if so you will removed without notice! 7. No lude or inapproiate comments or pictures allowed. 8. Tags that are not activated after 48 hours, will be taken out of the contest. 9. If u belong to a family, Please respect other that dont have family 10. IF I CATCH ANYONE CHEATING YOU WILL BE AUTOMATICALLY DISQUALIFIED!! here is the pic please go and rate and comment the heck out of me yes i am in another bbw contest so please come show me the love u have to be a level 4 to vote t
Went and saw Children of Bodom, Amon Amarth, Gojira, and Sanctity saturday the 16th Chris'e Danga and Johnny Sacco. oo my fucking god. it was incredible. Sanctity was eh, ok i guess. but Gojira came on and totally kicked ass. this is their first tour in the US and i can definitely say if they come back around i will go see them again. Amon "fucking" Amarth, what can i say, but unbelievable. i went to the mosh pit second song and trashed around. got punched in the head, and could barely breathe but, i was so close to the stage, it was awesome. Children of Bodom came on and totally fucking tore the place down. i swear the roof was about to cave in, it was so damn loud. i cant really explain how good they were, you just have to go see them with yourself. Sanctity Gojira Amon Amarth Children of Bodom other than all of that commotion, i am doing really well. I can honestly say i am really content with life right now. I am relativly happy with my job, and
Hi there i am now taking entries for 2 new contests. SEXIEST LC LEGS and BEST LC BOOTY send me a message with a link to the pic you would like to use if you are interested in entering.
why do people care about these contests..i guess its fun igo to lc totalk not to see how popular i can be ..i know i will piss off some of my friends ithink talking to peole exchanging ideas feelings hopes dreams and dissiapointments is what it is all about...maybe im wrong seems childish
Contest I've Entered
"Congrats on finishing third in my Prettiest Beaver contest... here is the first half of your prize.. Please let me know which of the cuddly toys you prefer... the teddy, kitten or puppy... for the other half of your prize.. " "congrats on your third place finish in my prettiest beaver contest here is the second half of your prize.." thanks to all my lovely friends that backed me up in the contest. couldn't have done without you all!!!! and Hey friends!! am currently in a give away. this is a super pack give away which contains 1 year VIP 1 Happy Hour 1-30 day blast 1 ticker package. all of the above for just 140.000 comments. so all i ask for you if you can spare me some comments to help me reach my goal. if not then it's fine if you do it's highly appreciated. just click any of the pics below and try to leave a few comments (1 /2 or bomb if it's possible)
I dont normally say anything but I am fed up with all this bitching about these contests......if you dont like how they are run and how people vote for them then just dont enter or say anything.....who gives a flying F*** who enters or not if they are having fun with the contests well good luck to all that enters if not keep your opinions to yourselves. Thats all from me good luck in all the contests
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You better crawl on your knees the next time you say that you love me fall on your knees, cuz this time I won’t be so kind can't you see that this is life and life is killing me is it yours? is it mine? our sky fell down tonight, to wash away our pain tell me , over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in show me, over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in you better see how evil you can be when you see my evil smile it's the one that you'll remember when I am not so kind can't you see that this is death and death is saving me I say burn all your bridges while you still have control of the flame I know it's hard but you... tell me, over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in show me, over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in
I am entered into the prettiest beaver contest, I hope yall will go vote for me, I appreciate all the support!!!!!!!! Brianna
I'm in the good vs. evil contest. Please click my pic below, rate it and leave a comment. You are allowed to vote for alllll the ladies on team good if you want us to win. Thank you all!
Contest...yes Another One Lol....
A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. T
Please help me with this contest... 2 places are awarded... top votes top comments....please help me Proud Soldier ContestLadies and Gentlemen this is your chance to prove to all the Cherries that you are Proud to be a soldier and to represent your branch of Service. Still Taking Nominations the contest has started. Rules Fully clothed...Sorry!!!. Males or females are welcomed. Show your pride. You may comment bomb yourself This will be based on comments because some people do not know how to play fair. Submit link to your picture in a private Message to me RedMex ~THE Dark CHICANA Queen of The RedMex Family@ CherryTAP This contest will begin now and will end 1-18-07 at 12 midnight...(subject to change).... Check here for pics of the Proud Soldiers Proud Service Men and Women If you want to still enter and think you can catch up to the rest message me. Prizes 1st Place 2nd place 3rd place Good Luck to all
please vote for me in my first contest
This top promoter contest lasted 11 days in November 2006 from the 18th thru the 28th. I managed to pull into 2nd place this time. Congratulations to Broccoli and babydol18 for their placement in the contest. All 3 of us won a Ipod shuffle, 30 days of cherryblast and some extra points. The official announcement of the winners is here CherryTAP Promoting Contest III - FINAL RESULTS. I won a virtual rolex watch for the Sexiest Man in a Hat contest. There were 18 contestants. Yeehaww this cowboy hat is magic!!! Here is the Official Announcement of the winners. Winners of the part 2 hat contest! Thanks to my lady fans I won the sexiest cowboy contest on LC here is the announcement on the winner. SEXIEST COWBOY CONTEST WINNER IS
I'm looking for a lil help for my girl Shy!! She is super cool and very sweet so please copy and past the link and VOTE for her over and over and over again. Please feel free to copy and paste the link in a bulletin as well. Anything to help her out. Much love to all!! Muaaaahhhhs :) Erin I'm whoring myself out on this one a lil too much I know but I wanna win and momma always told me that if I wanted something bad enough to just go for it!! So here I am. Thanks to everyone who has already rated the pic and left me a comment but I need more so to those of you who read these and go and look...just leave me a comment cuz you love me. Come on y'all!! I know I got some really, really stiff competition in this one but I entered anyway so PLEASE click on the link and vote by way of comment and rate me! Much love to all!!
Hey whats up everyone. I'm here to ask a favor. I'm not very comuter literate so if anyone would like to help put me in a dick contest hit me up.
The Continuing Story
What Is Self Harm? We take 'self-harm' to mean a mechanism for those who use self-injury as a way to deal with or express their emotions, self-harm has specific psychological traits and is about the condition not the action. Self-harm brings about desired effects of pain, release, punishment, feeling substitution, freedom from inadequacy and many other effects that self-harmers require that they find in self-harm. Self-harm can also be a way to gain control in an out-of-control situation, or a way to make internal pain visible on the outside which puts the pain of negative emotions into a more easy to understand context. The knife as it slices brings blood of red, as I sit there with thoughts of death in my head. It happened quite often, the freedom and release that was felt with every cut a little of the pain did release. I would not say for what although some did ask I was too ashamed to tell...... They wouldn't understand What it was like to
I am starting a contest for best tied up pussy, send me a link or let me know where i can get the pic, I will have the voting start on October 31. Happy Hunting and talk to you soon

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