QuintheDoc forever waiting on a dream's blog: "A fair intro"

well I am back in IL now, pretty fucking crazy being back home again. Still lonely as hell, but I get by. Working at State Farm now, and trying to keep myself together. Its funny every V-day I think it can't possibly be worse the next year, but it always is.... in fact the only thing I have to remember the last person who cared for me is a t-shirt haha, and I am wearing it. I just don't know... hopefully sooner or later I won't have to feel so singled out and secluded.

Up above the bright blue sky lies a place no space no time here there is no whims or woe just decisions lined with gold cloud nines ten below and exquisite is just a word somethings we will never know like where our dreams can go the sky is below me the ground above everything is vertigo in this world I choke and cry not a word comes out slowly die but I dont burn out in the end it was it all in my head such glorious things with a hint of dread cloud nine was ten below the sky was mine and that I know but in the end it all makes sense it complements your elegance...