Why is it that when you need people most they are complete ass holes and don't really give a damn. Everybody who I was once close to and would do anything for me have completely turned against me. They told me they would stick by me no matter what fuckin decisions I made. Well I made my decision and that's to be with the one I love, JAMES! So fuck all you stupid people who swore you would stick by me and now won't have a god damn thing to do with me. It's funny that your my best friends until I do something with my life that you don't like. I've never turned my back on you when you needed me. No matter what it was for. So the next time you need me, don't come crying to me. I can't be friends with fake people. All of you can go shove it. Yes I know I'm being rude but I rightly don't give a damn anymore. That means all of you so called friends in fuckin Petoskey. You're all pretty much nothings in my book now. Thanks a lot for nothing. And by the way, you're my "so called sister" and no I'm not talking about my real sister, I love her to death, it's the other so called older sister. Fuck you. You can't be there for me now, I won't be there for you either. You want me to call after nine, well fuck that too. I don't want to talk to a trader. Good bye to all of my so called friends. Hello to the one I love and my small but close family. That means my children, the one I have and the one on the way. My mom and dad, brother and sister. And the very few others who I know will reply to this stupid blog. I love those of you who really care, and I really dislike those of you who are everything this blog mentions.
