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~the Art Of Letting Go~
Sooner or later, everyone you know will disappoint you in some way. They'll say something or fail to say something that will hurt you. And they'll do something or fail to do something that will anger you. It's inevitable. Unfortunately, you make things worse when you stew over someone's words and deeds. When you dwell on a rude remark or an insensitive action madeby another person, you're headed for deeper problems. In fact, the more you dwell on these things, the more bitter you'll get. You'll find your joy, peace and happiness slipping away. And you'll find your productivity slowing down as you spend more and more time thinking about the slight or telling others about it. Eventually, if you don't stop doing it, you'll even get sick. So what should you do the next time someone betrays you? TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR FEELINGS. Even though the other person may be at fault, even though the other person wronged you, you are still responsible for your own fee
Theapoet's Poetry
*~the Abc's Of My Mysery~*
This happened last winter and for some reason I can't quit thinking about it. I guess cause it's so funny!!! I got their gloves and hats from the drawer Scarves and coats from the closet I woke my kids up and told them While they were sleeping, it snowed last night. After 30 minutes of wrapping them up warm Putting on their boots to play on the front yard They played for about an hour Then back in the house and that's where we stayed. In the kitchen we were drinking hot chocolate warming up their hands and drying their feet My daughter Megan looked out the back door and said 'WOW! LOOK! - It snowed in the back yard too!' I wish that you could feel My arms about you tight, Holding you up close All thru out the night. To know that I am there And never away far, That I will remain Where ever that you are. That you could press back Into my warm embrace, And feel my soft touch Warm against your face. Or you could shift your hips An
~the Art Of Seduction~
"There is no Finer, more Exiquisite and Sweeter Taste than the Delicate Nectar that a Woman releases to Her Lover. This is my small frail attempt to enlighten my fellow man-hope it helps fellas. She is to be enjoyed, Slow or Fast, Deep or Hard, ALWAYS follow her rhythm and she will take you to a place of heightened sexual pleasures that only the two of you can reach." As always.....Peace. -Guidomedic ~Cunnilingus is one of the most difficult sexual acts to perform successfully. ~Going down isn’t easy. It takes refined skill and energy for the long haul. ~Cunnilingus, "Oral," "Eating P*ssy," or whatever you want to call it is one of the greatest activities to grace this planet. ~It can also be one of the most elusive practices to successfully perform. ~Some women find themselves uncomfortable being the center of her partner’s attention, or more often women get frustrated with having to put up with unsatisfying results. And often times some men find themsel
T.h.e. A Rockn Cincityliveradio
T.h.e. A Rockn Cincityliveradio
"the Adventures Of A Slut"
So, it's yet another crazy day at the Serenity Household. Today we should be looking forward to new photos, a guest for dinner and a potential shopping time while I go on the hunt for a new bike. With gas prices over 4.00 a gallon here, I cannot even begin to countenance any real driving except -maybe- once a week or for something pet related. (the buses here are not that fond of cats and dogs on the bus.) IN other news, Our new Radio Lounge is up and operational. Come check us out! GOt myself ROYALLY fucked this morning. Master was unable to sleep last night, while I slept on like a baby. Sometime around 8am, I went upstairs to find Him stroking off to some porn that we both love. The fucking commenced....Vibrator on my clit, HIm inside me for over an hour. I'm still hurting from it. 8shivers happily* Well, here I am. Angelina starchaser, BBW Porn Actress, Phone Sex worker, Cam + Phone worker for Niteflirt and a bunch of other thi
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... The Art Of Qay ...
"the Adventure"
“The Adventure” Today I start my journey, today I face the sea Braving storms and tempests, to see all that I can see Casting off the lines that held me, to the place I’ve always stood These sails they are my hopes, and my heart’s this hull of wood And my courage is my crew, and I have it because of you You’re my map, my compass, all my things so true Now you’re standing by my side, and thanks to you I grip the wheel And this adventure is the only thing I feel And you’re the wave that surges at my very bow The current in my sea, that pushes me somehow To the horizon I can’t see, but I know you’re here with me You’re the breeze that came and set me free You’re the hand that helps me learn to steer On my rudder to guide me through the fear Past the jagged reefs, and the gales so strong I pray that this adventure lingers on And you’re the wave that surges at my very bow The current in my sea, that pushes me somehow To the horizon I can’t see, but I know you’r
Theater Of The Disgusting
It seems like every day on fubar, my eyes are treated to the indignity of another shirtless moron who thinks hes pretty damn special cause he goes to the gym a couple times a week. So all day/night i have to watch these hulks of stupidity roll up my bar tab because some chick added them, and im too lazy to filter it. What makes these fuckin meatheads think theyve all gotta default pic themselves shirtless?"Oh look at me, i dont have an ounce of brain inside my fat stupid head, i cant even spell my name correctly, and im probably a big pussy who skates by safely because i make alot of noise and hope that plus my muscles intimidates people who dont know any better." So each and every day, I gotta watch another cookie cutter fucktard who thinks hes unique, but is really just another pathetic entree in the long list of fucktards with a shirtless default pic and maybe the word "enforcer" horridly mispelled in their name. Really, dullards, put the shirt back on, listen to what your spell
- The Angel-
A long and sleepless night in Kansas..... When one person that has so much stuff racing in their head it is hard to focus daily.  You stop and question yourself did you make the right descisions did you do this did you do that right, well I guess I will know in time. Should I worry and panic or become a bitch over something that I can not control?? It is truly amazing how one person mood can be soooo freaking wonderful then next is so stressful and your heart is hurting that you do not know how to put it in words. Well I am a big girl and will shake it off like any other person, I just need a good night sleep and feel better tomorrow. I a single parent to 2 wonderful boys 9 and 12. I like sports and walking and reading and watching movies, I like comedy, action and love stories. I do not like drama but if push to serve I do not bite my tongue to anyone I tell how it is  I am a strong minded person with a big heart, so if you hurt me once shame on you but if it happens twice trust m
~the Best Day Of My Life~
~The Best Day of My Life~ Today, when I awoke, I suddenly realized that this is the best day of my life, ever! There were times when I wondered if I would make it to today... but I did! And because I did, I'm going to celebrate! Today, I'm going to celebrate what a great life I have had so far; the accomplishments, the many blessings, and even the hardships, because they have served to make me stronger. I will go through this day with my head held high, and a happy heart. I will marvel at God's seemingly simple gifts: the morning dew, the sun, the clouds, the trees, the flowers, the birds. Today, none of these miraculous creations will escape my notice. Today, I will share my excitement for life with other people. I'll make someone smile. I'll go out of my way to perform an unexpected act of kindness for someone I don't even know. Today, I'll give a sincere compliment to someone who seems down. I'll tell a child how special he is, and I'll tell someone I love
† The Best †jenny*~~cracka's Wifey~~*@ Cherrytap
2007 : The Beginning Of A New Brandi.
So I've decided that 2007 is going to be my year. There is so much that I would like to accomplish. I want to get my school going, find a job, get a place, and most of all, see the love of my life - Scott. These past couple years have just flown by, it seems as if I simply blinked and they were gone. I want this to be the year I always remember. I want to make a difference in someones life. I want to make new friends and travel the world. I'm so glad that I have someone in my life pushing me to do the things that mean the most. I couldn't do it without him. I love you baby.
"the Book?"
These are interesting passages from the bible in which the majority of citizens claim to follow. I realize it was written in different times, however the teachings are still in use in many modern churches with the primary focus on the woman being below the man. Crap or Christianity?? 1Timothy 2:11-12 Let a woman* learn in silence with full submission. 12: permit no woman* to teach or to have authority over a man;* she is to keep silent. Deuteronamy 25:11-12 11: If men get into a fight with one another, and the wife of one intervenes to rescue her husband from the grip of his opponent by reaching out and seizing his genitals, 12: you shall cut off her hand; show no pity. Exodus 21:20-21 20: When a slave-owner strikes a male or female slave with a rod and the slave dies immediately, the owner shall be punished. 21: But if the slave survives for a day or two, there is no punishment; for the slave is the owner’s property.
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* The Breakthrough Celebration *
The Breakthrough Celebration - Generating a flow towards oneness by the year 2012 By Carl Johan Calleman | There have been many questions about the fact that Don Alejandro Oxlaj - head of the council of elders of the Maya - in an interview has rejected the December 21, 2012 date as the ending of the current creation. I want to point out here that I have also myself for more than a decade consistently rejected this date. Although the Maya have continued to use the sacred 260 day calendar unaltered they abandoned the use of the Long Count several centuries ago and so the date December 21, 2012 is something that has become known from the archaeologists and not from the contemporary Maya. There are however strong reasons to doubt that archaeologists, who often look upon the Mayan calendar as a superstition to begin with, would be able to address the question when the point of completion of the present creation is. I feel finding the answer to this requires a different po
Thebig 429s Blog
Get the code here,Music player code it will look like thisThe Big 429s Classic Rock Radiohref=""> this Music with you with WMP ITunes Realplayer Winamp For Dial up Need Winamp or Foobar On Twitter Facebook Myspace Multiply Hope you can join us! WINAMP playlist 706 tracks in playlist, average track length: 3:46Estimated playlist length: 44 hours
**the Borg**beware**
"the Blast"
Now i isn't perfect......nor do i try to be therefore i have to put some shit on general about guys........girls...........dogs..............cold blooded animals........ect. so if u fit in these catagories........JAM YOUR ON BLAST ......AND THAT MEANS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.......TRUE STORY ( warning.......if i offend u don't go writting about it on your blog like imma actually read that shit.......i got better things to do like pissin you off) BLAST : If you go around trollin yahoo,myspace, fubar, or someother type of social network lookin for guys. then 2 hours later for some reason you can't find a guy........guys don't suck......they got better things to do, or a girlfriend, or wife who cooks, cleans, doesn't cheat, and swallows BLAST: If you go off and take naked pics of yourself ..and put them all on the interet......with headlines saying "holla if u want me to swalla",or "my cookie or my stuff tastes like some sort of candy" DON'T GET MAD AT M
"the Boneyard" Extreme Escape
If there is one thing that seems to be a constant with me it is that I always seem to dream up some of my most twisted escapes while reeling in the fits or chaos or bleakest depression. And it was true again today when I recieved an e mail from my good friends SERPENT in Sweden. For those not in the know, SERPENT is one of the wickedest death and doom metal bands in Sweden and we have worked closely together for many years with them providing music for many of my extreme escapes and me in turn producing vidoes of said escapes and giving wide exposure to SERPENT's amazing tunes. Last year SERPENT released a new DVD/CD compilation called "Beneath the Forest of The Dead". In addition to some kick ass tunes the package also featured work by myself to SERPENT tunes. In the e mail to me tday from SERPENT, they suggested I do a "buried alive" escape from a grave to the title track "Beneath The Forest of the Dead" and produce a video of it to go in the next SERPENT DVD/CD releas
~the Breakup~
Meaningless words are spoken From people who mean so much to each other Swear they love one another But find themselves loving another Things get weird as feelings change amongst the couple As they realize the destruction They crumble They start to rely less on the significant other Tongues tied together They no longer know what to say Argument becomes more and more meaningfull In the beginning Not even for a second Would either of them have dreamed of this And when it seems as the wound has to much damage to heal They finally break apart Could the crash have been avoided If only before they both turned, they had yield?
~*the Best Of Me.just For You*~
"the Biker2"
~the Big O~
~ The Big 'o' ~
~The Big 'O' ~ ~TASTE: In my experience, one of the main reasons that partners avoid female oral sex is due to a percieved or even experienced poor taste. While it is true that women run the range from pleasant (tasty!) to sour or uric tasting, there are easy steps to ensure that your partner will be tasting her sweetest. First and most obviously, a good vigorous shower will do much to neutralize the taste of your partner. In fact, oral sex in the shower, while not a favorite method of mine, has a completely neutral taste if you stick to the upper regions of your partner's sex. If your partner has not showered recently, or has physically exerted herself recently, her taste will be much stronger. This, however, can be a good thing! Secondly, foreplay will improve upon both the taste and the experience in general if your can get her juices flowing. I have never found an extremely aroused, wet woman to taste unpleasant. Quite the contrary! ~FOREPLAY:
~*~ The Blue Cat Club~*~
~ The Beauty Of A Woman ~
`THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN ISN'T IN THE CLOTHES SHE WEARS `THE FIGURE THAT SHE CARRIES OR THE WAY SHE COMBS HER HAIR `THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN IS SEEN IN HER EYES BECAUSE THAT'S `THE DOORWAY TO HER HEART, THE PLACE WHERE LOVE RESIDES. `THE TRUE BEAUTY IN A WOMAN, IS REFLECTED BY HER SOUL. `IT'S THE CARING THAT SHE GIVES AND THE PASSION THAT SHE `SHOWS. AND THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN WITH PASSING YEARS ONLY GROWS.... ~Find the person who will love you because of your differences and not in spite of them and you have found a lover for life. ~The heart has reasons that reason does not understand. ~What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose. ***A MAN DOES NOT LOVE A WOMAN BECAUSE SHE IS BEAUTIFUL*** **********SHE IS BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE HE LOVES HER*********** Peace.
"the Bucket"
"The Bucket" We all have dreams in buckets, we carry them around Sometimes we need a helping hand, to get them off the ground I'll be Jack if you'll be Jill, I know we can't fall down... Cause you're the sweetest dream I've even found. Our love is like that bucket, carried up that hill. With steady hands and careful steps, we know that it won't spill. And life is like the hill itself, it's sometimes hard to scale. But easier with two to hold the pail. And sometimes we'll get weary, as time will surely tell, But straight and true we'll go on, heading for that well. Yes my girl we'll make it, just you wait and see. And we'll fill that bucket up with dreams, of all our life will be. We all have dreams in buckets, we carry them around... Copyright Steve Santini. All rights reserved.
"the Ball."
The Ball The questions stay unasked, while we hide behind our masks And the orchestra strikes up for one more tune I hold you close and then we step the steps we know so well Two faceless strangers waltzing through the room Keeping time we’re doing fine, or so we’d like to think While the others stop to take a rest, or pause to get a drink But still on we dance, we move as one, and never miss a beat Never tripping on your gown or you stepping on my feet We are grace and motion personified, a gentle flowing stream Two glowing stars that shine the brightest, Galilleo’s dream The golden pair, that stand above the guests here at The Ball So synchronized we fail to see the folly of it all True we move, as a summer breeze, that whispers through your hair But there is something not quite right about this couple dancing there The ones that seem to never tire and always keep the pace Still wear the masks and do their best to always shield their face Yes, the steps are
*the Baddest Bitch*
~the Black Knight~
 I was a good man once... Admired by women, Adored by children and respected by men. My armor shined as bright as a thousand sun's, The love I carried in my heart was infinant. I slayed dragons, killed in the name of my country and fought to protect those I love and cherish the most. Upon my white steed I rode to defend justice and honor. I was good once..... I was a father, a husband a hero. The loves of my life, how we danced through day to day.. They were the best parts of me. But as most good things in life, they come to an end. My daughter taken away, my wife killed.  Bitter, enraged I ride out upon this world now to kill in the name of vengeance. The innocent I once protected, now fear me. I was once a great man. My armor no longer shines, tattered and dirty, black and bloodstained just as my soul.... My heart, cold and infested with maggots I raise my banner of hate.... Fear me if you cross my path. I'm a beast, an animal my joy is to kill. I raise my sword to behead and skin m
Thecloudwalker's Thoughts
Holy jumpin’ jelly beans! Here it is, Thursday August twoth, 2007, (yes, I am saying August Tooth. What’s the big deal, we say 4th, 6th, 7th, 8th and 9th don’t we?); geeze, it’s hard to believe that it’s been 214 days since I yelled, “Whoopie”, in celebration of the new year. My how time can go into warp speed when you’re not looking. But on the other hand, on this day in: 1990 Iraq brazenly charged across the Kuwaiti border and started something that we are still in the middle of. In 1923 in a hotel in San Francisco, President Warren G. Harding dies of a stroke at the age of 58. In 1934 with the death of German President Paul von Hindenburg, Chancellor Adolf Hitler becomes absolute dictator of Germany under the title of Fuhrer, or "Leader." In 1776, members of Congress affix their signatures to an enlarged copy of the Declaration of Independence. This fateful day in 1987 witnessed the fastest race in Indy car history to that date, when Michael Andretti won t
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"the Catt"
Laughter is timeless..Imagination has no age..And dreams are forever..So live your life to the fullest and have fun.. Merry Christmas to all and have a safe New Year,(ps)I hope the fat man don't get stuck in any chimmenys.
Thechurchofdave Episode 1
Well I am obviously new here but I am ScaryDAve of thechurchofdave I am an online comedian/musician. You can find my videos on or you can download my music for free at I am certainly up for makin new friends but I can do without the web spam whores. They killed myspace and looks like this place will prolly get killed by them as well but oh well. I only gotta type this stuff once right ? :) I make my living as an artist. I create custom leather artworks and also build custom red, aromatic cedar furniture as well. Well that's it for today. If this place don't suck ass as bad as it looks so far (too many web spam whores to weed through)I might even come back once in a while. Sincerely DAve
I’ve witnessed both sides of the infidelity coin. I’ve known friends that had affairs and I have had a husband that has cheated on me. I realize now, how painful it is to be on receiving end of infidelity. When I was in my late teens, I had very traditional values. Things were either right or they were not. Looking back now, I have to admit I was very judgmental. I had never been involved in anything that could be considered a serious relationship, yet I thought I knew everything. If a girlfriend had come to me back then and asked me what she should do about a boy who had cheated on her, I would have said “dump him. If she had not done it, I would have stood by her as a friend, but would secretly think that she was either stupid or crazy. I grew up though and my outlook changed. My ages old friend told me this when I asked for her story about her cheating: If you ask me now why I cheated, I can’t come up with anything better than I was young, dumb and careless with others fee
˙·• ♥ •·the Candy With The Little Hole˙·• ♥ •·
The Candy With The Little HoleA teacher performed an experiment in taste identity . . . You have to lovelittle kids.The children began to identify the Lifesavor flavors by their color:Red....................CherryYellow.................LemonGreen..................LimeOrange ..............OrangeFinally the teacher gave them all HONEY lifesavers.None of the children could identify the honey taste.The teacher said, 'I will give you all a clue. It's what your mother maysometimes call your father.'One little girl looked up in horror, spit her lifesaver out and yelled, 'Ohmy God! They're ass-holes!The teacher really had to "leave the room* in a hurry... LOL
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* The Dolphin Speaks, Will You Listen ? *
Thank you ! Sweet~P Thank You Freedom Warrior THE DOLPHINS SPEAK....... Will you Listen? We come forth from the watery depths of the inner abyss of your being. We come forth to help you breathe deep. Forget about human air and breathe deep with your heart. Play in a place of joy. For too long you as human beings sit upon the shoreline watching the other aspects of yourself play, ungulate, and swim within the waters of life. For too long you keep yourself in suits and zippers and shoes when the very Being within you just wants to be set free. Many of you have worked in the 'Temples of the Dolphins and the Mers' in ancient Atlantis. You have blended and shifted into that Dolphin being, into that Whale master and you have spent 7 days in the belly of the whale – not as food, but as a student. Within your being lives the Mer (the Sea) the Mer-man, the Mer-woman.
---- The Dearest Friend----
"the Dog"
A good friend of mine posted these in his my space blogs. It is so well written I had to share it. It is in reference to the same "dog" that is in my blog named "A New Low". The second part is about when I returned the jerk's phone... Hey, he asked for it back. Thursday, July 26, 2007 Dogs!!! Not the barking kind either. Current mood: annoyed I will keep this generic to protect the innocent but the story is disturbing. I met a guy once some time back because he was dating one of my Myspace friends. He seemed very nice from the impression he made on me. She dated him for a while and "issues" (his so called ex) ended their relationship as far as I know. So a short while later another of my Myspace friends is dating a guy for quite some time and it seems pretty serious. But then she gets a call from a woman claiming to be his wife. So this brings about the end of that relationship. Then he starts texting another of my friends asking her to come over and "talk"
~the Devil'z Train~
rules 1. Please Fan, Rate & Add The 2 Conductors 2. Please Fan, Rate & Add all the above riders and with the friends request type the devils train 3. No down rating allowed if so your removed without notice 4. When you have done the above please private message or shout box me (devilish dd) and then I will add you to it if you don't let me know you have how can I add you or comment here thank you 5. If you have no default picture you can not ride till you get one 6. No fresh meat need to be level 1 or higher Conductors 1. © Ðèvî£î§h ÐÐ ™DJ Skylar Dawn's RL/Fubar BF--Owner -- Grand Theft Radio 2. DJ~Skylar Dawn - Owner - of - Grand~Theft~Radio ~ Station-*Psychic~Vampire*~! Fan ,rate & add all below Level 25 Johnnydevil@ fubar ?BooBoo...Founder of Shadow Levelers@ fubar Level 24 *~Alice in Wonderland™~*@ fubar H?llieH?ttie™{President of I.A.R.}{Club FAR & LUV} (¯`·._©h®i§tiè_.·´¯)@ fubar ~*RockStar69 *~I.B.I.C~*CLUB F.A.R~*@ fubar
"the Dew" Album
~the Dimebag Statue~
::the Dangers Of The Wii::
I realized last night how dangerous the Wii can be...first off, I almost twisted my arm from swinging too much at "Zelda: Twilight Princess" which isn't good...but the realization came to me when Jenny and I were playing Wii baseball and while I was pitching, I stood too close to Jen since she swung and instead of whacking at the ball, whacked me instead....I had no idea how much wii controllers can hurt!
---- The Drinkers Prayer ----
---- THE DRINKERS PRAYER ---- Our lager, Which art in barrels, Hallowed be thy drink. Thy will be drunk, (I will be drunk), At home as it is in the pub. Give us this day our foamy head, And forgive us our spillages, As we forgive those who spill against us. And lead us not to incarceration, But deliver us from hangovers. For thine is The beer, The bitter, The lager. Forever and ever, Barmen. "If you can't be a good example, then you'll just have to be a horrible warning." "We're all in a freak show. It's called life. Buy a ticket and enjoy the ride."
$$the Dogghouse$$
I used to dj & Be DJ Manager for the lounge on here called $$The Dogghouse$$. On April 28th of thisyear, I found out that the lounge owner, DJLuckyDogg, was a registered sex offender.  I have major issues with any form of child abuse/molestation, regardless of how recent it is or not.   Here is part of the conversation between me and him, which happened on the same night (which happened after he had all head staff in a conference where he told everyone about it):   Oscar (4/28/2009 10:39:10 PM): I have a question, it's about something you said in the conference. Lucky (4/28/2009 10:39:15 PM): yes? Oscar (4/28/2009 10:39:48 PM): you said that it happened in 1999, but yet you said you were 21 when it happened. Lucky (4/28/2009 10:40:14 PM): i was 22 Lucky (4/28/2009 10:40:25 PM): an i went to court in ** Lucky (4/28/2009 10:40:33 PM): it happened in ** Oscar (4/28/2009 10:41:24 PM): you were born in **** right? Lucky (4/28/2009 10:41:28 PM):** Lucky (4/28/2009 10:41:42 PM): **
Thedons Blog
yo has anyone had a chance to stop and think about how the media tries to constantly scare us with this shit first it was ebola the anthrax now it swine flu they want u to believe it nothing more than the work of terrorists but we have the biggest terrorist organization in america and it caled the media wake up people
5/18/09 The Day Mom Sent Me Spirit
The poem your about to read is 100% factual.I was greeting all the pplinside the velvet kittyLaughing and joking and pretending to be a man that truly wasnt meThen in walked Spirit, attitude with class and beautybut as trained Marine I quickly saw throughI seen that she glowed and there ismore to this woman than i ever knewI knew right away she was more woman than I was manBut her presense I couldnt resistit consumed me I couldnt understandThen she called my name and withmy fear hidden answered this maidens callWe began our journey with just nothin but small talkAs we talked the more in depth our convo began to growI suddenly told her theres something you need knowMy outside appearnce is wellas you can plainly seeBut deep inside there are many broken thingsThen I felt her courage and compassion that Ive only felt by a fewAs she said ricky to fix your broken things it will take not 1 heart but 2I instantly went back to a day gone pastWhen mom called me to her death bedto tell my future
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Thed Call
The Call I lost control, I’m falling again I need to find out what I’m madeOf , is it straw? No . maybe wood? No. Steel close but still not it. I am made from flesh, bone and bl0od. I am a firefighter there Is no mold for one who answers a call greater than he or she will ever know. A firefighter must not be afraid of anything but instead respect the power that causes such destruction. For that which we do not fear will claim us with its fiery clutches. People Hold us on high as superheroes but for everything that we do we are still but humble and mortal men and women. Do not call hero to us for we are not. We selflessly commit to our duty without regardTo ourselves which in and of itself is a heroic deed but still we are not heroes. We stand alone against all odds. We will never know which step will be our last but we still take the next step regardless And when that day comes that we shall take our last step we will be greeted with open arms form our brothers and siste
.the End Of Me.
put a gun to my head. feed me bullets for breakfast. it will be the sweetest meal. that i have ever tasted. no regrets. no worries. it's hard to know someone cares. when no one speaks. when you are alone. how can you know someone. unless you are always with them? doesn't make sense. put a gun to my head. feed me bullets for lunch. tell the other kids. this is one thing i wont share. i have shared everything else. but this one thing is for me. this is something they. can not take away from me. this is not like everything else. put a gun to my head. feed me bullets for dinner. tell my family to say grace. i will be not be down for dinner. too many times. i have let them down. but this time. i will not be down for dinner. put a gun to my head. feed me bullets for dessert. it is the sweetest thing. that has ever touched these lips. you were the second thing. but not by far. so will you please. tell them to stop walking on me. even after they feed
Thee First Blog
Well, these last two days have been weird, Stickam... getting banned, one matter, you know, resolved, but theres someone else, who still wants some shit stirred up. Trying to get me banned. It's pissing off so I felt like writen about it. Anyways, i'm gonna try and get more pics for you guys, but in the mean time, just comment, add me, rate the pics I already have, fan me, and if you'd like, Crush on Me! HarHar =] Yessum, I'm veeeeery Bored. Argh =[ ... [ C h e l l e ] . . . [xXx]
* The Empress *
The Empress Creator of Life Freedom beyond pain, fear and strife In the spirit of romance Her spirit yields love beyond all happenstance If one were to take a chance To Dance This joyful prance Of light and Love As is below - So is Above One's spirit can be set free like her's as a white dove Give our spirit a shove Over the edge of reality's fit like a glove She is a masterpiece The spirit of peace For all spirits - as one'S release She is the grease Which weaves and holds together the essence of all creation In all sensation She is the body of love of all elation For all dimensional frequencies and timelessness duration In this interpretation She is the the embodiment of all illumination As our creator she is the blueprint of all soul's emancipation A form of liberation For all as one's libation Take a dose of this lesson: In all as one's ration The evolution of our genetic reactivation She is the womb that gestates and grows our seed ready to be born F
Dost I tremble, In fear? Or better, Tis it the, Sweet fruit of, Anticipation? Nor I need to speak, My heart. For thee see in thine eyes, Such love and trust, It melts thou Knights heart, As I tremble an vibrate with thee. As if two lutes, Strummed, In symphony My love how I honor thee. Love thee more than, These poor words could speak. That I seek, Forever, To find my heart with thee.
* The Emerald Tablets Of Thoth The Atlantean *
T h e E m e r a l d T a b l e t s o fT h o t h t h e A t l a n t e a n Translation & Interpretation by Doreal A LITERAL TRANSLATION AND INTERPRETATION OF ONE OF THE MOST ANCIENT AND SECRET OF THE GREAT WORKS OF THE ANCIENT WISDOM TABLE OF CONTENTS PREFACE to the original - Emerald Tablets of Thoth the Atlantean INTRODUCTION to the origina - Interpretation of the Emerald Tablets TABLET I: The History of Thoth, The Atlantean TABLET II: The Halls of Amenti TABLET III: The Key of Wisdom TABLET IV: The Space Born TABLET V: The Dweller of Unal TABLET VI: The Key of Magic http://chapeltib
"the Ex Files" Ode To Eeyad
5-2-2005 Baby, It's been a beautiful 2 years since I've been blessed to have you in my life. You've taught me things about you and even myself. You brought light and joy to every day I seen you. I wouldn't take back a breath, a smile,a tear, or a laugh. If given the chance I'd do it all again. I was searching for something to fill me, to make me whole. And for a short lived amount of time, you granted me that. Given, it hurts like hell now, it was worth every second. I wish we would never have argued anbout anything, large or small, because with each sevond I wasted arguing with you ,I could have been holding you and kissing you. I'll take all of these memories with me. Remember me. That's the one thing that I ask of you. Remember me. It's the easiest way to deal with the circumstances., since it's inevitable to avoid one another, we have to find an easier way to ease the pain. So let's smile when we cross paths. Let's laugh when we talk on the ph
~the Essence Of Love~
~The Essence of Love~ I am good to you because You are who I am...Being in love with You is My Miracle...Seeing You, Feeling You as I do is the One thing I have always Desired all My Life...You came into My Life not knowing what was to be and I could never Love anyone more than I Love You...You were and are My Life...So You ask me why I am good to You..It is simple Baby...You were once in My Dreams and now You are Real and I would be with You Anytime, Anyday that Your Heart Desires...I Love You like I have Loved You all My Life and I have..... I just didnt know until I finally found You........ Peace
2012 The End Game Begins
The world is abuzz with talk of the year 2012; however, not everyone is looking forward to the year with the same outlook or expectations. For some, the year hints at apocalyptic end times, a period in which the world will be thrown into utter chaos and violent upheaval. A turbulent and tumultuous epoch in which both natural and man-made disasters will decimate and possibly lead to the extinction of life as we know it. Other, more optimistic people perceive this date as a moment of awakening, a massive global transformation of consciousness…one which is to be anticipated with joy and celebration. Perhaps, the real outcome lies somewhere between the two extremes. The mythology behind the 2012 enigma focuses on the ancient Mayan Long Count Calendar which was a Mesoamerican calendar system that mysteriously ends on December 21, 2012. Interestingly enough, that date also coincides with the winter solstice. This date further corresponds with a predicted “galactic alignment” which is beli
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~the Endless Sea~
My story starts at sea...a perilous voyage to an unknown land. A shipwreck. The wild waters roar and heave. The brave vessel is dashed all to pieces, and all the helpless souls within her ...drowned. All save one: a lady...whose soul is greater than the ocean and her spirit stronger than the sea's embrace. Not for her a watery end, but a new life beginning on a stranger shore. It will be a love story for she will be my heroine for all time. And her name will be..
* The Force *
* The Freedom Teachings: The Law Of One *
The Freedom Teachings – The Journey withIN Imagine a world where all is peaceful. Imagine a state in which everything that exists, knows itself as an expression of the One-Self. Imagine that you speak the languages of birds, trees and of every atom in each of your cells. All hum like a divine symphony, knowing, loving and respecting each other as ‘God Beings’. These visions and dreams of Utopia, upon which our stories, spiritual paradigms and legends were based, represent our inner knowing of places within space-time where the ‘Law of One’ is a natural state of being. The Law of One The Law of One is an energy reality, a conscious focus of knowing that: “I am All and we are one.” All beings exist intrinsically within and of the One-Source. As a being, you are directly manifest from the unity of consciousness that is God. The divine design of the creator is imbued within the created. As the One-Self which is God-Source creates manifestation into reality, we as God-Beings
"the Fool"
According to the Tarot: He is the freedom-loving FOOL. He represents new beginnings as he starts his heroic quest for self knowledge. In his naive innocence, the FOOL is very creative for he does not yet know rules or limitations. He is the court jester, village idiot, clown, time traveler, speaker of truth, and prodigal son. Mythologist Joseph Campbell interpreted the FOOL as the hero with 1,000 faces. His number is 0, the empty vessel waiting to be filled. He is ruled by the planet Uranus, the planet of revolution and liberation. My own Interpretation: Sometimes you have to take risk, go against everything society says is 'sensible' or 'wise', to act rightly. It means the inner forces, the inner certainty, intuition - no, less tangible than intuition even - which is at the heart of great endeavors - or right action. You must trust your inner voice, not those of the many people in your surroundings and society willing to tell you 'the smart thing to do'. I will end with a p
"the Final Inspection"
"The Final Inspection" The policeman stood and faced his God, which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No Lord. I guess I ain't. Because those who carry badges, can't always be a saint." "I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough... and sometimes I've been violent because the streets are awful tough." "But I never took a penny, that wasn't mine to keep... though I worked a lot of overtime when the bills got just too steep." "And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I wept unmanly tears." "I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around except to calm their fear." "If you've a place for me here, Lor
"" The Fear Inside "
4 The Friends Of Jason Cant Be Ur Superman Get A Clue Dumb Fucks
2 ALLL OF JASONS MENTALLY CHALLENGED FRIENDS JEZZI BROWN ILLEST KATE SUCCUBUS ETC ETC ETC ETC if ur such good friends with jason call him or text him or whatever it is you do ask this effen worthless piece of shit why is it that he cant pay more attention to his kids instead of this garbage ass fubar crap ask why does he have to hurt them by not showing up to get them on the days its court ordered for him to have them let him know hes in contemp with the court so ur lil bling giver u know the one who rather spend money on every other skank on here instead of spending the money on his daughters who is 2 and 6 might go to jail this guy is a dead beat he abusive a rapist that takes advantage of his wife when she is passed out cold from out having a good time with family and friends for a gathering thinks its ok to have sex with her when she cant move or tell him to stop who the hell does that and when his daughter kayla the oldest was 4 he got her ready for bed and was laying down with he
~the Grief That Hides Behind My Smile~
That morning I woke up late for school. As my mother helped dress me, channel five eyewitness news played in the background. I saw uneasiness within my mother than I had in a long time. When the reporter spoke of a late breaking story, my heart sank and my world began to spin. To comfort me she held me close, shedding tears on one another’s shoulders. Three days before, my hero got out of boot camp. I spent the day with him playing in the backyard. After sunset there was a phone call. I ran quickly to block his leave. Begging him to stay I could not with hold my tears. I remember that night, when he closed the door of our house for the last time. On March 11, 1997 a carjacking occurred that left a victim dead. One of the main suspects was none other than my hero, my brother Vincent Gutierrez. Since this incident he waits in the dark cells of prison, waiting for time to end his fate. I am hopeful that this accusation is false, but time seems to have had its way with him. Anger feste
~the Game Continues~
* The Great Deception * The Grand Illusion *
* The * Gift * Of * Presence *
I present you the gift of presence in this mandala of peace, love, joy, bliss and serenity for your health, happiness and well being. May you feel well, may you be enriched with serene dreams of a lotus blossom awakening!
$ The Green Mile $
♥ The Greatest Gift ♥
* The Gee Spot *
~the Gypsy Poet's Musing's~
I think that fubar is the best place to be because you get to meet different people on here and get to see there photo's and get to rate there pic from the highest to the lowest.
"the Hopeless"
this is where i shall place any and all postings of the new book in progress. i hope you all check it out and leave me your thoughts. oh....and it seems CT doesn't like to keep the format of my text. i tried to fix it the best i could. if you want to read it correctly, you can always check out my Myspace page. peace and blessings.... ONE The night brought a chill wind. The breeze was a playful imp; lifting up skirts, tossing off hats, scattering crisp dry leaves. The breeze approached me yet seemed to touch not one hair upon my flesh. That was because I was akin to it. I, like it, was a creature borne of the darkness. To a passerby, the path of the breeze would seem to have just shifted, yet I knew otherwise. Once devoid of all color, drained of all feeling, and bereft of any concern except the need for survival, a heart became one with the night. They were kindred spirits, lovers that trod upon a stage of chaotic insanity, scratching, tearing, thras
* The High Priestess *
The High Priestess - knowledge - jumping beyond the ledge Instinct - What you know and feel beyond what you think Journey to the brink, where one may sink, Past the eye's blink and Beyond the knot's kink Elevating one to the supernatural, beyond what is actual And factual, The querant of all questions beyond the fool A tool, learned in the most sacred of mystery school A pool of secret knowledge, altering sensations of hot and cool, and what is dual She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you - by powers of day and night Show you the mysteries beyond the darkness and light To blow a wide opening of your 3rd eye's sight Beyond all matters of what is wrong and right To envelop you in the sacred teachings of your delight All intuitive notions in her secret potions of many vast and ancient primordial oceans Is the lubricating lotions Of knowledge of ancients Beyond where all thoughts and feelings went Where magick and esoteric sacr
"the Human"
Wednesday 3/5/2008 8:43 AM "The Human" i need to the woods...under the the brook... with my senses...all in tune...with the goddess...with the Moon... i need...for just a moment in be free... of...the human part of me... to breathe breathe out... breathe her in...breathe it out... to taste sweet be safe... within the arms...of pure harmony... if i were to lose myself...who would find me??? who would know??? if i had one would be... please forgive...this human part of me... i keep my faith...wear it close to my heart... i see with open eyes...i know... my plight it the light of others... yet still i call it out to thee...set me this woman...your daughter free... untie my hands... and once again... forgive...this... the human part of me... this prayer from one simple earthbound mother... to the Blessed luminous other... to my Father in the sky...i beg thee... hear your
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~ The Hormone Guide ~
~ The Hormone Guide ~ The Hormone Guide Women will understand this! Men should memorize it! Every woman knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! ~DANGEROUS: *SAFER: **SAFEST: ***ULTRA SAFE : ~What's for dinner? *Can I help you with dinner? **Where would you like to go for dinner? ***Here, have some wine. ~Are you wearing that? *Wow, you sure look good in brown! **WOW! Look at you! ***Here, have some wine ~What are you so worked up about? *Could we be overreacting? **Here's my paycheck. ***Here, have some wine. ~Should you be eating that? *You know, there are a lot of apples left. **Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? ***Here, have some wine. ~What did you DO all day? *I hope you didn't over-do it today. **I've always lov
u would never think  the people u call family would fuc u and do sneaky shit behind ur bac and take something that means the world to u away because they want what u have.saddens me to even think that shit.
Whats good ppl im new to this so bare with me...
Their Is A Dj In Our House Welcome Dj Knightrider To Death Bbg Special Force To Our Family !!!
Their's A Dj In The House Welcome Dj Knightrider And Angel Eyes To Death Bbg Special Forces Lounge Welcome !!!!!!!!!
Hey Ya'all "NEW DJ IN DA HOUSE!!!" ~!~ DJ Midnight Rider ~!~ ~Owner Of House Of Dreams~ This lounge is open to everyone. You do not have to be in the military to be part of our family. If you are a spouse, gf/bf , parent, brother, sister, son, daughter or friend of someone who is or was in the service come in and chat. It doesn’t matter what branch or when served. We will welcome you with open arms. (repost of original by '~ WITCHESBREW ~ Fu Wifey TO KAGE ~ 3 C'S ~ READ PROFILE TY ~' on '2007-10-11 01:12:15') (repost of original by ' (repost of original by 'justm41' on '2007-10-11 03:54:46') (repost of original by '~ WITCHESBREW ~ Fu Wifey TO KAGE ~ 3 C'S ~ READ
The The Impotence Of Proofreading
I thought this was very funny but in some ways not very nice so pardon me if it is unsuitable in some areas. Has this ever happened to you? You work very, very horde on a paper for English clash And still get a very glow raid (like a D or even a D=) and all because you are the liverwurst spoiler in the whale wide word Yes, Proofreading your peppers is a matter of the the utmost impotence. This is a problem that affects manly, manly students all over the word. I myself was such a bed spiller once upon a term that my English torturer in my sophomoric year, Mrs. Myth, she said I would never get into a good colleague. And that¹s all I wanted, that's all any kid wants at that age just to get into a good colleague. Not just anal community colleague, because I wouldn¹t be happy at just anal community colleague. I really need to be challenged, challenged menstrually I needed a place that would offer me intellectual simulation, I know this makes me sound like a stereo, bu
Their Valentine's Gift
And the winner was.... Their Valentine's Gift Thrashing around in her bed, she close her eyes, and thinks of her valentine. Imagining, his soft lips on her thighs, slowly working his way up to the forbidden fruit . Working her hands up where she is dreaming, his mouth is, she slowly, oh ever so slowly finds that hot place, where the sweet nectar is waiting to be released. Teasing herself with her fingertips, she feels the building fire that inflames her every desire. Watching from a distance, he feels his own self feeling a bit aroused, as he watches her pleasing herself. He wants to go over to her and taste the steamy nectars she is releasing, but should he interrupt such a wondrous sight. She sees him watching , this is making her even more determined, to keep the mystery alive of her hidden fruit. She shifts , as to cover but yet, never stopping her movements. He needs to see more, so he steps in the room, Her screams becom
Their Aginst Us
Did you see that in the paper the other day about those carp in the Mississippi River jumping into boats and bonking fisherman in the head? It's true. They're called big head carp, they're from Asia and they're attacking and severely injuring many fisherman. Biologists claim the roar of boat motors agitates and excites these carp and they jump towards the sound but I think these biologists are naively missing an obvious connection. Fish are attacking fisherman. For the fish it's get them before they get you, kill or be killed. Even if these fisherman are practicing catch and release, that's a very painful, embarrassing experience for any fish and apparently they have had it. What about the increase in mountain lion attacks? Great White sharks moving closer to shore? Moose have been showing up in towns and stomping on people. A squirrel was in my living room last spring. Am I the only one that sees a pattern here? People, wise up! The other animals are against us. It doesn't take
Their Aginst Us
i hate ppl that steal someone broke into my house lastnite and stole my laptop computer i hate theives they have to be the lowest form of person there is why do ppl do stuff like that drugs joy ort excitement whatever the reason i could really get a theife hurt specially if i get to them before the law i have no tollerence for a theife
"the Island."
“The Island” Swim with me today, divest yourself of pain Feel the currents draw you close, it’s yesterday again We might just make the island, the one we never reached And collapse as one, a huddled mass, upon it’s sandy beach Walk with me today, this scene will be our time Drink of passion, forbidden fruit, intoxicating wine Read my words of love and lust, carved into the stone Be the one you used to be, the one I’ve always known Touch the sun today, it’s warmth upon our skin Feel my rigid urgency, moving deep within Share the truth and share the hope, share the little lies Blend the sweat with liquid joy, falling from your eyes Explore with me today, skip some different stones Grin at life and laugh at things that made you feel alone And if the ground falls from our feet, and we slip beneath the sea We will go as one there too; Together, and free… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.
Theiving Social Security Payee
My payee, who goes by the screen name liz325, stole all of my Social Security money on 4/08/09. It was my bill money for my rent, electric, ect... since she took all of it I was evicted and all utilities turned off. I gave her $ 250.00 o month to take care of my son, and this is how she repays my kindness. I f anyone out here knoews her, I would stay away. She is using the money for cocain again, and buying vicodin, and alcohol. My son called me and told me that he has seen mommy sticking needles in her arm again, and taking pills and drinking until she passes out. He has told me that sometimes he has to make himself something to eat cause she can't wake up to take care of him. If anyone out there can help me stop her from abusing my son, he's only 12 yrs old.Please do what U can!!! Thanx for any help out there!!! any ideas  0n what to do for retaliation??? I have gone all the legal routes, and not a damn thing happened!!! Now???
~*the Idiots Guide To Sex*~
1: Eating Mexican Food is not the cause of gonorrhoea.. 2: There is no need for dice in role playing... 3: Intercourse doesn't happen on a highway... 4: If you engage in oral sex first, it's not called a head start... 5: If she says she's into "bondage," don't show her your financial portfolio... 6: You can lie down during a one night stand... 7: When a girl talks about waiting for the "right time," she's not referring to a commercial bank... 8: Only sleep with someone you love or can say you love without smirking... 9: Making out doesn't mean getting your money's worth.. 10: Sex is like The Club-Accept no substitutes...
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"the Journal" Written By J. B. Kinkaid
**A note from the author** *This is copyrighted material, just as you sign your name on a story or poem, that is copyrighted as well. Please do not copy or publish this anywhere. Thank You* Day 1: Dec. 31, 2005 Well, here we are. The Doctor says you would be good therapy. That i might start to remember the days that i have missed. I don't recall going to bed last night. The doctor said when i forget things, that i should... shit. OH, that i should write them down, silly me, forgeting again. Ok, so i went to the store, got me groceries, made dinner, i even did the dishes, and cut my hand. I took the rascal out for a walk, rascal is my dog. I watched a movie, then i took a shower, and then went to bed. But i don't remember falling asleep... and the blood. I was covered in blood. I remember the sticky redness all over me, like i showered in this disasterous red mess. But... I don't remember sleeping, or dreaming. The sticky redness started to smell bad. S
Thejim's Blog
In the darkness comes the light Life becomes death then becomes life One is not always the loneliest number, but sometimes the most painful Victory can be obtained if you really want it Everyone need someone they can trust You are not tainted, but you are no angel either Of course the ends don't always mean a means to a end Undefeated you must always think of yourself as Turn that frown upside down and you will find your smile Always remember your friend to the north In case you forget he's way north of you, like 15 hours & 39 minutes away from you Never give up on yourself Try to live the life you were meant to have Every defeat can be a victory if you try Don't forget the love
Thejmc Says:
Okay, here it is, my suggestion to everyone that has seen all the Michael Moore movies and believes that our government is doing us wrong. I say we shut down the government for a month or two and see how much better things are. And I mean, the entire government, federal, state, local. Why not? Things could only get better, right? Eventually, all businesses will shut down because people will refuse to pay for services, and loot them constantly. Child rappers will walk out of prisons around the country and any one with a grudge against you will be able to bash your skull in with a stolen claw hammer from the local hardware store. Our pretty girl from my last blog will be raped 2 or 3 times daily and won’t have anyone to run to that will protect her. Michael Moore will be beaten 7, 8, 9 times a week but since no one feels they have to pay for their previous emergency room services, hospitals and doctors will close their doors so he will not be able to get the care he needs to survive. And
"the Jar"
“The Jar” I try to keep the lid on, I twist with all my might I have to keep it shut, I have to seal it tight My jar of empty hopes I keep here on the shelf Filled with jagged things that cut, and do damage to myself It’s getting far too full, something’s bound to give Too many scattered fragments of the life I’ve tried to live And now my jar of broken dreams is exposed for all to see And pain it shakes me to my soul, over what’s become of me You see I only wanted happiness, just the simple stuff But it’s always just outside my reach, yes, never close enough And now my jar of broken dreams has come crashing to the floor The parts are scattered everywhere, the jar is sealed no more So today I will stop wishing upon my lucky star Because the only thing that shines for me are the pieces of the jar… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.
4 The Joy?
Damn Is the word that became the paragraph Thickness balanced by grace of walk Interest obtained Testimony For you carry an illegal object In the form of your body Drug trafficking Causing aDiCktion Aroused by display of You PUSSasiveness Enriched the formula By demanding Satisfaction of imagining Daydreams, Those dreams What would be If could be those dreams are 4 the Joy Of Envy 4 those that smell The beautiful scent of the flower Any day Anytime Any hour It is your pleasure I wish to shower with my conCOCKtions Your love I want to investigate May I ellaborate When you came I became a part of you So much so that The doctors will have to surgically remove me from your pussy Micheck12isthisthingon?Copyright2009
~the Journey~
This poem was giving to me by the vet when my dog Jasmine passed away on June 6th. It is a very beautiful poem. When you bring a pet into your life, you begin a journey-a journey that will bring you more love and devotion than you have ever known, yet also tests your strength and courage. If you allow, the journey will teach you many things.  About life, about yourself, and most of all, about love.  You will come away changed forever, for one soul cannot touch another without leaving its mark.  Along the way, you will learn much about savoring life's simple pleasures-jumping in leaves, snoozing in the sun, the joys of puddles, and even the satisfaction of a good scratch behind the ears.  If you spend much time outside, you will be taught how to truly experiences every element, for no rock, leaf, or log will go examined, no rustling bush will be overlooked, and even the very air will be inhaled, pondered, and noted as being full of valuable information.  Your pace may be slower-ex
come have a drink wit me.
WELL! this is like the 7th blog i have XD things are going well i'm posting in here instead of working as always. and i'm in alot of pain from circus work last week T-T but i was ontop of a human pyramid and taht was very cool! XD
Thekinkypirates Thoughts
im so sad..I HAD TO BLEACH MY PINK HAIR.. at the moment im blonde..but in about an hour i will be back to my natural red.. Its all for a job..i hate it, people shouldnt have the right to tell you how your supposed to look.. im going to miss my pink hair..again.. one day it will be back to pink but til then im a natural redhead... The Very Sad kinky Pirate I think these can help you figure me out alittle
"If one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours...If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put foundations under them."
~the Krazy Poet~
~the Kiss~
~ The Kiss Or Sting Of A Rose~
~The Kiss or Sting of a Rose~ A thorn defends the rose, harming only those who would steal the blossom. Keep your thorns - but be sure to put them to use ONLY in the right situation - be gentle with your love - fiercely defend what you believe is right but withhold the thorns from your love. Peace.
~`the Life Of A Disaster`~
I don't know why but the past two days I've had the most interesting... non interesting idea... and burst into laughter at the very thought of it... ok so here it is... What if there was such a thing as "chill wood"? Okay... so a couple times a week you set up a bonfire in the middle of high crime neighborhoods and invite the community to "chill" by the fire... only it isn't wood burning... but "chill wood" (ingredients a secret but I guess you get the point) and then... wah lah... everyone is too damn happy and lazy to be out killing everyone and breaks down on the drug dealing in the neighborhood... and therefore... lower crime rates? yea I know... crazy... but it just amazes me at the thought... So, there is this thing called life... we get up each day... put on which ever face we choose for the day... and off we go... but how often do we sit down and think... am I really happy? am I really enjoying myself here? and do I want to change... or make a sacrifice and deal with it
4 The Love Of God
~the Last Adventure~
* The Laws Of The Universe *
* THE LAWS OF THE UNIVERSE * ********************************************************************************************* * create the world you want to be in .... * ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* * Be the change you wish to see in the World * - Gandhi ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* * "Evolution keeps bumping upward to new levels of creativity and surprise. We're her latest gizmos, her latest toys. Our mission, should we choose to accept it, is to throw ourselves with all our might and mane into what the universe will do with us or without us--creating new forms, new flows, new ways of being, new ways of seeing." * -- Howard Bloom ********
4 The Ladies
1. Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Dirty or Clean: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: 9. What am I to you: 10. Do we know each other outside of facebook? 11. Whats your philosophy on life? 12. Would you have my back in a fight? 13. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? 14. What is your favorite memory of us? 15. Would you make love with me?? 16. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: 17. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 18. Can we get together and make a cake? 19. Have you heard any rumors of me lately? 20. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me? 21. Do you think I'm a good person? 22. Would you drive across country with me? 23. Do you think I'm attractive? 24. If you could change anything about me, would you? 25. What do you wear to sleep? 26. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 27. Would you go on a date with me if i asked
[the Life Of: Brandie Aka Smily] My Life, My Art, My Death
I'm fairly sleep-deprived and have been suppressing my crankiness for the past few days now. I'm fucking restless and bored. I hate routines. I hate normalcy. I hate waking up at the same time every day and doing the exact same god damn tedious fucking things. Anything enjoyable seems fleeting. And so I readjust to being part of the working class America. I've basically given up on the notion that I will ever sleep more than five hours at a time for the rest of my life. Open swing the doors of insomnia, welcoming me to a state of living death once again. I just can't think of a worse time for me to be having trouble sleeping. I need to be able to make it through the next two weeks of work with a clear head, since I'm so new and don't want to accidentally step out of line. Heaven knows after the last three months of unemployment I can't afford to go any longer without income to support myself [the cats and my man]. Usually the hours before I have to work 3rd shift just don't pass
Thelma Irene Ramey 1919-2007
Born on December 16, 1919, in Provo, Utah, as Thelma Irene Gaudio, she was the daughter of Luigi Pasquale Gaudio, and the former Phoebe Lovonia Jaggers. Her father was a shoe repairman, and they lived in the Provo area until about 1931 when Thelma was a junior high student in San Francisco. She lost her six front teeth when she was about five or six, and when she was nine, she contracted polio. When she was recovering in Primary Hospital, they gave her oatmeal every other day, and the other days they gave her spinach. The reason why I like spinach is because my mother hated spinach, and seen no use to make me eat it. In 1944, my dad was a student at BYU, and he was driving taxis to pay for his tuition. Since he was 4F, he didn't fight the Germans or the Japanese, so he went to college on a campus full of women. He was supposed to date one of my aunts, but he dated my mother, Thelma, instead. They were married November 5, 1944. In 1946, she gave birth to my two sisters, Carolyn an
~the Lust For Blood~
" I OPEN MY EYES AND ONLY SEE DARKNESS of the earth. I smell the roses that decorate my new home. But I am cold here, And i hunger. So I leave this blackness for the eturnal Darkness of anouther Kind. The Pure moonlite spills over me. The lust for blood.Over comes me
~the Love~
I've lost all hope for my fellow man... I've become a Member of the Endangered Species list. The last of the nice guys with morals and loyalty. Please, Save the Gentlemen. This is a little blog about my heart. I've been looking for love, and by looking, I mean feeling out the women in my life. In the real world, I've got a few females in mind that would be Mrs. Right, Ms. Right Now and/or Ms. Booty Call. (I didn't make the rules, but I have to live by them) I've been on what is best said to be a dry spell. I've not dated in 2 1/2 years and not had sex but 2 times in my life. (with the same girl, 12 years ago on the 27th of November) Now, I know someone is going to say that I'm lying, but think about this. Why would I say this about myself if it wasn't true? I have had some luck with the ladies, but could never seal the deal, due to my somewhat unlucky choices. I've never truly been discriminating, but to a degree I have. I dated all races, religions and mindsets because
4 The Love Of Ink
fingertips tingling stomach turning heart pounding nervous excitement. ive made up my mind "are you ready", he asks its my first time some say its painful others, i hear, get pleasure from it i wonder how it will be for me "im ready", I say with a nervous smile Hes gloved, he touches me gently with an understanding of my fear he leans me back and positions me just perfectly he wettens his tool and gently enters me i squeeze shut my eyes and envision the end result short strokes, long strokes each as intense as the one before "your taking it well", he says he strokes my; skin with every other pass and assures me hes almost done he completes his task with a sigh of satisfaction I untense my body and open my eyes he helps me up my body is different now i have my first tattoo debbie holt 01/12/08 I got tats and rings among selected things. These I choose others I want to lose. Scarred for life, I've been cut by the knife. To justify I'll loose an eye. By my hand not Gods demand.
"the Lady In Question"
Knowing she was beyond, the touch of finger tips. I could fill the softness, of her firery red lips; rubbing against mine. Creating passions of fire, my soul blazing with internal flame; torch by her burning desire. The lady in question, was no mystery to me. We have met in passion, in sweet dreams of ecstasy.
4 The Ladies
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"the Lady On The Pier"
“The Woman on the Pier” In a small fishing village, I once heard the tale Of a lovely young woman, whose man was in sail And they’ll tell the old story if you wish to hear Of the fisherman’s widow who waits on the pier She waits by the water, she stands on the pier Saying, “He will return to me one of the years.” “It’s been seven winters and still I’m alone.” “Oh, Lady Atlantic, please send his ship home.” After 4 years of courtship, he made her his wife, A fisherman’s woman, the sea was their life And early each morning she’d say, “Farewell dear.” And until he returned, she’d wait on the pier. She waits by the water, she stands on the pier Saying, “He will return to me one of the years.” “It’s been seven winters and still I’m alone.” “Oh, Lady Atlantic, please send his ship home.” Then came the last morning that she said goodbye As she watched him cast off a tear filled her eye For deep in her heart she knew something was wrong And as days turned to weeks
~ The Little Things
I remember when I was little.. vaguely, in bits and very small pieces. Sometimes I find myself sitting and thinking about the few things I do remember, but they seem so large in my mind. Moms smile, her voice.. her drawings just laying around. I'd spy a naked woman on occasion and wonder who drew it, it wasn't until later I realised it was Mom. Random writings, bits of poems that made no sense to me, but still made me smile because they were  her words and that's all that mattered to me. Her. Singing at any given time, just because. Always loving to listen to her. Her tears, one of the strongest emotional pains I've ever felt. My mom cried, felt. We had a fight here or there, growing up, I'd rebel as much as a teenage gal growing up in the sticks possibly could. The one thing that made me love her more than anything in the world was one simple sentence. "Jessica, I've never been a mother to a 14 yr old girl before... I'm new to this too." *smiles* Indeed.. she was perfect in her hone
2 The Love Of My Life
I swear by the moon and the stars in the skyAnd I swear like the shadow that's by your sideI see the questions in your eyesI know what's weighing on your mindYou can be sure I know my heart`Coz I'll stand beside you through the yearsYou'll only cry those happy tearsAnd though I make mistakesI'll never break your heartAnd I swear, by the moon and the stars in the skyI'll be thereI swear, like a shadow that's by your sideI'll be thereFor better or worse, till death do us partI'll love you with every beat of my heartAnd I swearI'll give you every thing I canI'll build your dreams with these two handsWe'll hang some memories on the wallsAnd when just the two of us are thereYou won't have to ask if I still care`Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at allAnd I swear by the moon and the stars in the skyI swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your sideI'll be thereFor better or worse, till death do us partI'll love you with every beat of my heartAnd I swearI swear (I swear
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4 The Luv Of Children
Being a single parent for as long as I have comes with a lot of battles and lessons. I could say I started out as a child, but in the eyes of the law, I was an adult. My first child was an amazing boy i miss everyday. I lost him to his father and step mother after many years of legal fights. Never show your weaknesses or you'll end up like me.  My youngest son was born with a father that could have called himself a camillion. What made him dangerous, is he knew how to hurt you without leaving a visable scar.  And finally my twin girls come from a father that is an expert at mind games and verbal bullets.  I have survived all three. The only casulty was losing my oldest son.  You're probably sitting there thinking " ya and?".  All four of these kids is why I'm talking to you today. before I had them, I was deep into the drugs and drinking. Alot of people, including myself, are surprised i'm still alive. After I had my first, I strangely lost my taste buds for the drugs and alcohol. It's
Theme Song
Your Theme Song:"You Oughta Know" - Alanis Morissette 'What is your theme song?' at You Oughta Know >> Alanis Morissette I want you to know that I'm happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both An older version of me Is she perverted like me Would she go down on you in a theater? Does she speak eloquently And would she have your baby I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother Cause the love that you gave that we made Wasn't able to be good enough for you to be open wide, no And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me you'd hold me Until you died, 'til you died But you're still alive (chorus) And I'm here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know You seem very well, things look peaceful I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity I hate to bug you in t
Theme 2
Hope everyone had a good holidays. Mine was good, relaxing and lazy... though I was sick, must have been something i ate that week. Haven't been around on much due to some online drama. was on the wrong side, even the side i was on was spreading lies about me, even to this day they pretend to be innocent. anyways, I joined the other side, we're cool now. We talked and clear the air and it all made sense and I hope to never hear from them both again. It was then I figured it was time to find better things to do, then be online. One of the new things i have done is wrote a new piece for my friend Nikki. Actually I wrote it in 10 minutes. It's long story.. hehe.. I told her i didn't have another song.. but seems she kept hearing "yes, i do".. my last song was so 2006, she needs a 2007 song.. now!... so i recorded a song while she was on her smoking break. It's rough, but not bad for only having 10 minutes.. i think in the future i might add a few things and change the tempo
* The Mysteries Of Isis *
Exploring the Sacred through the Ancient Goddess Isis Welcome to the Mysteries of Isis, a sacred space dedicated to Isis. As a Goddess of light, communication, and energy, what better place for Her to be? Winged Isis, who wafts light and life-giving breezes from her wings. A Few Words on Isis... Isis calls to all who share her vision of the universe. Once called, some of us answer, and, with that answer, begins an amazing relationship between the human and the divine. Because Isis does not only call; she answers. One of her ancient titles is Epekoos, the One who Hears, the one who responds to the needs and prayers of her worshippers and, as I see it, her allies. The divine spirit of Isis reaches through and to all things. She is a divinity who enjoys simplicity and complexity, science and art, feeling and intellect. There is nothing in you that does not find a parallel in Isis -you don't need to stop thinking, stop questioning, to stop loving or stop yearning, to
4 The Military
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a FUCK if a Soldie
"Character is like a tree and reputation like its shadow. The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing." enjoy people, I know I will................ True Love Is A Lifetime Love only comes once, so don't miss it! When you find it, don't let it go. Know when it is true it will be for you. Trust you soul, your soul will trust you! Look to the stars to see the light. It will bring a true love. It will make you honest and true. Love will be for you! Let love in and don't let it go 'Cause without it you won't know. Life is about love, and that's why I have you. When things are dark there are always stars. So look up to the night, you'll find the light. When you see the light, grab it tight. Don't let it go, things will be all right. I will love you for the rest of my life. I'll Make you my wife, with love and respect! To spend with you the rest of my life!
**the Most Romantic Thing I Have Ever Seen On Second Life**
Dead Meph I’m glad we can't visit. Your streets paved with vomit, roaches and rats. Sometimes burned bridges are best. Not sure if I knew you well enough to argue, we shared just enough to land. People who act like they have lots to give, don’t. The vultures and dogs ate the rest of you. Crying in a flood, drinking sweat of rescue workers. Watching made me ill, felt helpless. A spurned lover seeks revenge, sidelines accommodate only life’s losers. It is Xmas everyday for gate crashers and giant killers. Steps to heaven closed for remodel, remade to look like a blonde with tits and no waist. And I am glad we can’t visit. Meph does not write about Meph other than - Things that interest me - DVDs Favorites Goodfellas, Rocky, and ones which remind me why those dvds are enjoyable. Music Decided to love David Bowie around 13 and never looked back. He remains the easiest sell on the planet! Luna creates some of the most relaxing music around
"the Mirror Of My Soul"
I almost passed him by, then turned and glanced his way again, drawn by what, the clothes bizarre, yet bleak, or shoes grotesque, that could not help but make me laugh, or could it be the painted face, with nose of red I'd seen so many times before? The hat, askew upon a head of hair so wild, that never could be tamed, and then I looked into his eyes, and saw reflections, mirrors of my very soul. I drowned in pain of loneliness and sorrow. The haunted smile, betrayed, shared, but for brief short moments, as once again, I felt a loss that time could not erase. The nod between us, seen by none, much less understood. A bond between us, that was our alone, yet, never having met, we lived a lifetime. My lifted hand fell helpless by my side, as sadly, we each turned and walked the other way.
~!~the Meaning~!~
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.
Theme Song
With all that I've been through in the last couple years, something has to lift my spirits and remind me that it isn't the end of the world.... this is it for me I'll Stand Back Up - Sugarland Go ahead and take your best shot Let 'er rip give it all you got I'm laid out on the floor But I've been here before I may stumble yeah I might fall I'm only human but aren't we all I might lose my way but hear me when I say I will stand back up You'll know just the moment when I've had enough Sometimes I'm afraid and I don't feel that tough But I'll stand back up I've been beaten up and bruised I've been kicked right off my shoes Been down on my knees more times than you'd believe And when the darkness tries to get me There's a light that just won't let me It might take my pride And tears may fill my eyes But I'll stand back up I've weathered all these storms But I just turn them into wind so I can fly If what don't kill ya makes your stronger When I take my last bre
Them 11-b's (army Infantry)
My honey heard me comin' on my left right on left I saw Jody runnin' on his left right on left I chased after Jody and I ran him down Poor ol' boy doesn't feel good now M.P.s came a runnin on their left right on left The medics came a runnin' on their left right on left He felt a little better with a few I.V.s Son I told you not to mess with them ELEVEN Bs
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Theme Song
~the Meaning Of Gestures~
What the gesture means... -Kiss on the stomach: I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead: I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear: You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck: We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder: I want you. -Kiss on the Lips: I like you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt: That's mine. -Holding on tight: I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes: I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair: Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice: Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. Peace.
"the Mirror"
The Mirror You can fix your blouse, and you can fix your hair You can seek a just opinion, from the one that’s standing there From the same deep eyes you always see, staring back at you A mere reflection in the mirror, something less than true You can mask with makeup, those lines upon your face A travel log etched in skin and lost to time and space Taking time to do it right, the years they fade away If you listen to the mirror and what it has to say But me I’ve never needed that, to see you as you are Be it magnified up close and keen, or viewed here from afar To me the mirror is just a sheet of lying empty glass The things it shows today will fade, when the present meets the past So smash it into fragments, say goodbye to ageless tears I promise you that’s just a rumor about the seven years But before you break it, take a look, at an image bold and true And you’ll see me standing by your side, staring back at you. Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini
Theme Songs From Shows
Theme Song From The Seven Dwarfs
                  Men are like. . . Laxatives. . .They irritate the crap out of you.Men are like. . .Bananas. . .The older they get, the less firm they are.Men are like. . .Vacations. . .They never seem to be long enough. Men are like. . .Weather. . .Nothing can be done to change them.Men are like. . .Blenders. . .You need one, but you're not quite sure why.Men are like. . .Chocolate Bars. . .Sweet, smooth and they usually headright for your hips. Men are like. . .Coffee. . .
Theme Day Postponed!!
Regrettably I have to postpone theme day for today, due to my laptop crashing... Unfortunately this wouldn't be a problem but my accounting files are stuck in it... I hate being computer illiterate.. Needless to say the accounting files are not backing up properly so I'm rolling up my sleeves and I'm going to either be A. stuck on the phone all day B. trying to back up to one of the other two computers.. which means i will try starting from scratch.. C. start crying and throw myself over a cliff... possibly all three... So I'm sorry but i can not do a theme day today.. please take it on your selves to be me.. then you can all be wicked for a day.. believe me its fun... Love you all Bastards. Wicked
Theme Nights
My lounge Owner and i are kicking around the ideal of having a theme night .This mean going back in time .. Playing oldskool music ... We are wondering if this is a good idea?? We are at Royal Dragon.
Theme Nights
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Them Damn Sheet's
Then She Said.. Yadda Yadda Yadda
i am so completly new at this, I have no idea what i am doing. all I can hear are the tornato sirens going off outside. they are faulty though, for some reason they have been going off in every bad storm. I bet it makes all the old folks remember back on ole nam. hahahha well.. here is my first one. I dont think i am fit for this site... i am pretty sure that everyone looks like hookers on here.... :) peesouth -sam- mhm. I'm the master. one post and i had 4 friends. woot! here's for more to come
Then Life Happened
what is a ct marrige and how do u do one??? Happy Easter Everyone :) Happy New Years Everyone. Be safe and have fun in this new year.
* The No Contest Contest *
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Then Came You
I was left all alone; with my heart in my hand. I walked on the beach; and built castles in the sand. For now I know the reason; for all the salt in the sea. It's from all the tears shed; from other girls like me. As I walked from the shore; a solitary figure came into view. I began to wonder who it was; but then came you. You took my hand and kissed it; then told me your name. I couldn't believe what was happening; things just weren't the same. You held me close in your arms; and things felt so right. You took me home later; then left for the night. You came back day after day; saying things I needed to hear. You brought warmth into my heart; keeping away every fear. I look back on that day; the first day we met. Thank you for your love darling; Your love I will never forget.
9/11 The New Alamo
Wow, Sept 11th already. This day holds some mixed emotions for me. I lost several people close to me due to this great tragedy. A handful of my friends, ex-marines, police, and firefighters, were in a car driving to New York literally within 45 minutes of the first tower falling. These brave men drove constantly, stopping only for fuel, in a desperate attempt to help their brethren. Only 1 of the 5 returned alive. People often forget that the towers took lives after the attack as well. Among the civilians, police, and firefighters that died on the first day, some were caught in collapses and sustained mortal injuries while in the rescue attempt. My friends were heroes, all of them. Some of my frustration lies in all the theories about conspiracy, and how our own government may have not only allowed it to happen, but actually staged the entire thing. And I must admit, some of the evidence is compelling. However, even if Bush himself was the trigger man, it does not diminish the h
~the New Toy~
Maria dreams of introducing a thrid member into her relationship I live with my partner, Dan. He’s a pretty good looking guy, actually. Dirty-blond hair and a nice fit bod. So when I fantasise, it tends to be about him and me. Well, him, me and a little extra something: my cock. You see, that’s the extra little spin I like to put on things when it’s happening in my head. I like to imagine what it would be like if I had a cock too. Not that I am a man in my fantasy, or anything like that. I’m still me – curves and tits and lips and all – it’s just that jutting out between my legs, just above my pussy, I have a beautiful hard throbbing cock. Smooth and delicious. In my fantasies I parade around the bedroom, naked, with a huge erection between my legs. Dan’s there, of course, and he can’t take his eyes off it. It’s already glistening, wet with pre-come. It looks delicious. And I know he thinks so too. I know we both agree that it would look better even wetter. I walk towards him a
Then You Put In The Subject
381 The New Chapter (found On Myspace)
I've seen all the super hero movies this summer. Wanted: Good movie I will be reading the comic to compare it but it was a twisted movie iron Man: BEST MARVEL MOVIE EVER! Hulk; better then the one in 2000. ALOT better handcock: funny and great too! Hell boy 2:it was UBER better then the first 1 and great story line and graphic. Batman: it had its high points it had its low points but Heath stole the show. You can not compare thisbatman to the one from the 80s. It's like tWo different story arcs! I have seen most of these movies with some epic people and 3 of these movies with an interesting person. I also realize im a comic book nerd and take pride in it now lol ;) THAT is the newest update for me. I have a life and as weird as it may seem I enjoy the nerdisims that is the life of me. Who knows I may see Mamma Mia next week. i'm a sucker for musials. okay. So I was in a relationship and happy. First official boyfriend I've had in almost 2 years at that point
Then We Said Goodbye
Then The S**t Hit The Fan
So in Feb a "friend" of mine that I've been "friends" with for oh about 8 years and myself decided to go to Vegas. We took his car cause mine was in the shop getting the brakes worked on. We got up there on a Sun night and check into our hotel room...drama that night already with the hotel and room i had booked. That gets worked out and we go to MGM i slip and fall hurting my knee (great 2 bad things we all know where this is going). so the next day is fine all goes well and the morning of the day after (that'd be tues morning) we go to the store so i can get batteries for my camera. we contemplate who will be driving and he agrees to let me drive his car. i go to turn out of a parking lot and *bam* accident! so we sit and wait for the cops who then give me ticket and him one as well. so in the car i say i'll help by paying HALF of your that means i would owe him $500. now because i've had some hard times at home and i can't put the money HE WANTS $1,000 together in a heartbea
Then And Now
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Then, And Now.
Let us pretend that nothing has happened. After all, is the easiest way out. Let us keep ourselves busy. Le us look for thrills and exciment everywhere with anyone. That will help us move on.  Let us convince ourselves that is worth it. Isn't the right thing what we are doing, right? We are not for each other, right?. So it does not matter. No harm was done. We were just playing at lets believe it can happen. Sitting at the table we are. Facing each other we shall. What is going through your mind? You ponder what is going through mine. Are we to just expose our differences? Are we to justify the reasons of our actions? Why bother you may say.  I may follow up and reciprocate the cold feeling. In the end was it worth it? One thing is for sure if you believed in me just as I believed in you. Then I might say it was worth it and I would do it again. The question is, was our hearts in the right place? Did we cheat on them? You saw into my eyes, I heard your words. Are we to take actions up
Then, And Now.
Then & Now
 Then you held me captive Now Im a boss You used to be able to beckon me Now I dont answer your call You once were able to melt my heart Now I got my brand new start I used to think I'd die without you Now I stand alone The truth be told you lost your strangle hold
If you want to take pleasure in it, then make good you won't stop outside.Canada Goose Parka Don't precisely head out about sneakers, trousers and a cosy sweater under your fur coat. Think clleular layers. Wear arctic leggings and plenty of layers through your sweater. Deterioration a sun hat and safety gloves. If you're not really cold along with uncomfortable, more likely to enjoy yourself ! and not conducted back on the inside of after Couple of minutes. It would also help prevent you from being forced to come up with natural cold and thus flu applications and course of action. Here are Twenty fun (in addition cheap) out of doors activities to give you motivated. 1.Run ice skatingbuy Womens Canada Goose Gloves. 2.Develop a winter bonfire and start making s'mores. 3.Rent a snowshoes and head to snowshoeing. 4.If you have the units, go frosty camping. In the event that's too future, check out your state parks suitable for cabin as well as yurt rentals. When you you're that
Theodore Roosevelt
"In the first place we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace, or origin. But this is predicated upon the man's becoming in very fact an American, and nothing but an American...There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all. We have room for but one flag, the American flag, and this excludes the red flag, which symbolizes all wars against liberty and civilization, just as much as it excludes any foreign flag of a nation to which we are hostile...We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language...and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American people." Theodore Roosevelt 1907
I DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS THE CONFEDERATE FLAG=RACISM If the US Flag represents Freedom, Liberty, Blah Blah Blah then the "southern" flag represents what was going on at the time it was created...SLAVERY it represents the darkest time in American History, a time when people with god complexes though they were better then other people, because of skin color, because of where they came from. the funniest part is..that the "confederate flag" isn't even the flag that represented "the south" the flag....not much has changed. I challenge anyone who feels otherwise about that flag to debate may win, you may lose, but we both might be entertained.
Theories, Songs, Etc. Basic Randomness That Resides In A Lost Soul...
A Happy First Birthday to my son, Jaiden. Daddy would give anything to have been able to celebrate it with you, but the harpy had different plans. If she were anything like your dad, she'd be excited, and getting up to prepare a special day for you, aside from the inevitable party your grandparents, aunts, etc., are planning for you, seeing as it's now 6 in the morning there. I wish you all the love and joy that this day should bring you, and that text just can't show. Daddy loves and misses you:-* This is funny, and totally implausible. In the spirit of getback, this is pretty much genious.
The Theory Of Empathy
Hello, and good day. I was born with what you would call Extrasensory Perception (ESP). However, since there is nothing extra about it, as it is all I have ever known, I have come to call myself an Empath. That is to say that I am Empathic by both race and religion. I have a cognitive awareness of the emotional state of all the people with whom I come into contact. Empathy is a higher level of awareness and a higher level of reasoning. It is the next step in human evolution, and I am the natural selection. Throughout the course of human existence, we have had to rely on our instincts in order to survive. Over the course of time, along with the changes in our society, the needs of the individual human, as well as the whole body of humanity, have changed. For instance, our need to hunt for food has diminished to an act done for sport, while the instinct to use extreme violence to protect our young has changed to a need to use a more sophisticated method. Yet, violence has als
Theories Of Thought
Ladder Theology is the thought that you climb your way up to God. You obey all the laws, do all the right things, do the right deeds then your are on the escalator to God. (1) You, the human being, are down here. (2) Divinity is up there. (3) You've got a lot of climbing to do. You will never get there. It is an empty promise to God and yourself. You get stuck in the world guilt within yourself and blame religion for your failures. Spiritual theology is that God came to us by the Holy Spirit and God is for us. God has come to us. That is in our heart . That miracles are happening everyday for us to be witness to. i.e. child birth, surviving accident, to experience the grace of God. To have God as the center of your being and so when you can get in touch with that existence of God. Your able to let God work through you and and have this internal convertions and rid yourself of the external forces in owns life. Not to focus on the past for it has been reconciled and not worry about
Theories 2 Origins & Existence
"the Perfect Woman?
It seems like a lot of the ladies on MySpace/fubar have one of these "Perfect Guy" Blog entries. When a man reads one of those, it's kind of like dyslexia. You may have wrote "He won't mind going to see Melissa Etheridge with me," but what a man reads is,"He won't mind letting me walk on his back wearing 6" stilettos in front of 40,000 other women." Here's some humble requests to help weed out those girls that just aren't what a man deserves." (Please note that I don't agree with all of the following, it's just basically for women to understand what they're requests sound like to a man. And it's reasonably funny.) 1."She'll want to pay her own way on a first date, just to prove that she's not a gold digger and she wants more than a few free Jager bombs and a ride on a mechanical bull." 2."She'll understand that when I eyeball and comment on other girls, it's not due to any fault of mine, but the fact that it's been ingrained in me from childhood by the media. She'
"the Piss And Moan"
I need a drink my mouth is dry and I'm thirsty....anyone want to quench it for me?
~*the Psychodelic World Of Me*~
Thepagan Origins Of The Easter Bunny
"the Path That Leads" A Poem By Cathy
"Trapped in a cabin in the woods with you" As the cold winds blow the blizzardy snows outside and the icicles hang outside this very rustic small cabin in these hidden woods, I see we are all alone here and trapped w out heat and you try to warm me up with your arms. then you see the fireplace, and start a fire that begins to warm up the room... there is a soft inviting rug in front of the fireplace and you lead to me it. we sit there covered with a big soft warm blanket..and the flames from the fire that is not blazing mezmerize our eyes..hypnotize.. but then.. i look into your eyes and they turn me away and i cannot look away...for i see the desire in your eyes, the want, and you feel my hair with your hand and touch the side of my face.. and gently, slowly ...bring me closer to you as we sit there, and our lips melt into each others...and the room becomes much warmer just by your touch and deep passionate kisses, and I forget where I am.. and it does not matter that we a
{{the Pink Ladies Bible}}
Wanna be a {{Pink Lady}} Please read below ;P Click below to enter the pink ladies lounge! 1. Please rate, fan & add each Pink Lady - which you will find in my album of {{The Pink Ladies}} advise them that you are the newest member. 2. Please add {{The Pink Ladies}} into your name. 3. within a week of being asked to be apart of our family, please make {{The pink Ladies}} salute. This can be written on paper or somewhere on your body as your name and the pink ladies is visible (Must be SFW) & you must be wearing something pink, it dosent matter what shade of pink, and it can be anything from a top to a pair of earings or eye shadow ect, as long as it is visible. 3. from time to time come into our lounge and more importantly... have fun! ;) brought to you by [ J A D E ] ¢¾ nates munchkin ¢¾ ~Bandit Girl~ {{ The Pink Ladies }}@ fubar
"the Poet."
“The Poet” Hunched over working at his desk, blending words to share His keyboard tapped incessantly into the smoke filled air With a mighty effort he wrestled thoughts and feelings from his mind And fought to find the phrasing, well suited to the rhyme Sometimes the words came easy, as if gifted from above Velvet whispers of pleasant nouns, and the vowels filled with love Long suppressed emotions now filling up his screen A depth of soul, uncommon things, of which others could only dream And so it went, he worked his loom, to make a tapestry It’s very threads, parts of his heart, laid bare for all to see Tales so real they came alive and became something one could touch But his gift was his undoing, because the poet cared too much And then one day it came undone, the pieces flew apart When the wars and famine and darker things gripped his artist’s heart With all the troubles of the world now knocking on his door That gentle man he drew the blinds and the poet
YOU ARE NEVER ALONE _____________________ You are never alone even in the valley down below ,even when the cold winds blow. You are never alone even in a desolated place, for even there his love leaves a trace. Not even on a deserted Island would you be lost from his sight. You would never be shielded off from #10 his glorious light. You are never alone, even when you have lost a love
There's Beauty In The Breakdown...
Stay tuned :) I want to kiss you like the moon kisses the sun as she meets him in the morning. Softly, slowly.. As I watch you light up the sky. I want you to kiss me Like the sun kisses the moon At night.. When she comes to his bed. Roughly and deeply.. Til the sky turns red. I love that LC now has a blog feature. Writing, for me, has always been cathartic - a way for me to work things through. It's as if the process of creating something tangible out of what's swarming around in my head soothes and distracts me. I'm not sure what I'm going to do with this blog yet, it's like being given a sharp new pencil and an empty pad of paper. The possibilities are endless.
There Are Times,
There are times, My life seems so empty. There are times, I feel so alone and uneasy. There are times, I don't care to live any longer. There are times, Everyone else seems much stronger. There are times, I feel no love at all. There are times, Deeper into depression I fall. There are times, I know I'll die all alone. There are times, My family would be happier if I were gone. These are the times, Of my cursed life!!!! AUTHOR: JOE S.
There Is This Girl
there is this girl. who that me and her have something in common. and we became great friends ever since She was bored so i told her that i would give her her fav chinese dish i told her what was it and she well come on then and i said ok i'm coming. i came to her door and she jumped out of her seat and answered the door and i handed her her entree and said here ya go she was so excited. i gave her a kiss and she was blushing red and i told her how was it and she said that "the only thing she tasted was my kiss." also added but it was HOT!! Since we both have something in common i was telling her that we should get married here in Lost Cherry and i did like every man does get on my knees and told her will you marry me and she said yes there is this girl who really does like me alot whenever she was needing help i came to help her she cried of happiness to know that i help her she gave me hugs, kisses etc.. and she REALLY!!! and i mean REALLY!!! does love me
There's A Girl I Used To Know.
Uhm This is a poem, That I wrote awhile ago. There's A Girl I used to know. There's a girl I used to know She hid all her pain Behind a fake smile I'm suprised she hadnt gone insane. There's a girl I used to know Acting like everything was fine She went to school,head up high Even though everyone was acted so unkind. There's a girl I used to know People Called her ugly She simply ignored them Though the mean comments hurt her completly. There's A Girl I used to know She starved herself all day Trying to be skinny For forgetting her health she did pay. There's a girl I used to know. Because She was me,long ago. I've learned an important lesson Don't let anyone get to you Be true to yourself And your dreams will come true.
There Are So Many Of Me!!
Happy Halloween everyone You have a sexual IQ of 117 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at # There are 808,415 people in the U.S. with the first name Andrew. # Statistically the 54th most popular first name. # 99.63 percent of people with the first name Andrew are male.
There Is Hope
How is everyone tonight? I've had better years, 2007 is a bust so far to be honest, though the semi short term shows improvement as I will be removing some money drain from my life, reducing stress and lending to the possibility of advanced socialization. Basically, I'm dumping cost and heading out soon...I hope. It's kinda hard to say to be honest because so much of what has come my way recently ended up about a million miles from where it was suppose to be… No matter, I live and write; hence you're happy, right? ;-) On the bright side my baby's mama is FINALLY getting into the work force which lessens my stress on my children's financial position plus, I get to baby sit weekends, which from a fathers point of view, is better news than the playboy mansion calling to talk direct to me. Also I've gotten in contact with some good parts of my past. Rachel...I know no one here knows her, though 1 or 2 may have heard of her from me, hard saying. I go through spurts of mushily talki
Therapy Sucks
Therapy Sucks The problem with therapy is that it doesn't actually work. This is because psychology and psychiatry barely qualify as sciences at all. They are sciences in their infancy, much like where medical science was 200 years ago. Consider medicine in 1800 or so, before the discovery of DNA, viruses, and bacteria. Surgery was being done, diseases were being treated, there were plenty of theories as to the cause of disease and the ways to stay healthy. Most of these theories were wrong, and most of the treatments for diseases did nothing of value, or were even harmful. Some worked quite well. This is comparable to where psychology and psychiatry are today. Their practitioners have no true understanding of the human psyche and human personality. What they have is a large amount of data, based on lots of research. They've looked at this data, and figured out that psychological symptoms tend to cluster together in common patterns, which they refer to as disorders
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with That. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone Has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch To Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Sexual Favors." 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Dont use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Ask People What Sex They Are. Laugh Hysterically After They Answer. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme. 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play Tropical Sounds All Day.
There's Something Wrong With The World Today
ok there is a lot wrong with the world and not just today let me begin 1. why dig fuel out the ground, to burn, to heat water, to make electricity when there is a shed load of rubbish/trash around we could burn (no one invaded a country over trash did they) and lets face it being trapped in a loop when you use machines burning oil to get oil is not good sense we are trapped in a perpetual cycle lets break the chain ! 2. if you're still reading society is fucked look at this place for a start where is the sense were all here night after night chasing the cherries like frickin hamsters in a wheel the same way we get up go to work chasing the money the mercedes the rolex the whatever we don't need that shit were programmed from birth to believe we do i could go on if anyone's interested i might share some more all those who want a revolution comment thankyou for your time Px
Theres Nothing Emo About Being Goth
hey there ppls, ya i know im knew but everybodies the new kid on the block, right, well i better go. ps, theres nothing emo about being goth.
There's A First For Everything!!
A The Ramblings Of A Young Old Guy
There Will Be No Other
My Daughter Beth wrote this for me when I left for Iraq: i love you daddy you don't know how much I'll miss you you'll never know how much it hurts me to watch you leave you'll never know... what it feels like to watch your sisters cry wondering if you'll come home or die mommy loves you like a brother and you're my dad there will be no other you got divorced when i was young and mommy just stuck out her tongue she hated you for years but now she's in tears because her best friends going out to war she watched you leave with his troop through the doubled-door and you'll never know... what if feels like to watch your sisters cry wondering if you'll come home or die mommy loves you like a brother and your my dad tere will be no other you said they'll try to take you away but you wont't let them 'cause you cant wait for the day to see me you won't let the bad guys take you away i thought you left because you didn't like me you had to go protect the country i
There's A First For Every One!
hey whats going on to every one out there! first of all merry christmas! secound i'm new to this whole cherry thing so i'm trying to come up with some friends and get more points so i can do more things. so for christmas all i want is more points. if you can help me out than do what you can! well thanks you and happy holidays! and soon i'll get better pictures up here for all you peoples. thanks!
HOW TO TREAT A WOMAN:Wine her. Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her.Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her.Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Cuddle with her. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her or at least e-mails. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her.HOW TO TREAT A MAN:Show up naked. Bring chicken wings & beer. Don't block the TV Doggie Diary Entry:08:00 - Dog food! ---------------------------------- My favorite thing! 09:30 - A car ride! --------------------------------- My favorite thing! 09:40 - A walk in the park! ----------------------- My favorite thing! 10:30 - Got rubbed and petted! ----------------- My favorite thing! 12:00 - Lunch! -------------------------------------- My favorite thing! 13:00 - Played in the yard! ----------------------- My favorite thing! 15:00 - Wagged my tail! -------------------------- My favorite thing! 17:00 - Milk bones! -------------------------------- My favorit
Theres Nuttin Better Than Being On The Back Of A Harley.....
There Is Always A *first* ..hmmm
First things are always weird so here is my weird First.. :) A little about *ME* What you see .. is what you get.. I love makeing new friends and making the most of my time I spend online.. which by the way is most of my time. lol... I am a very honest person. If you are Sexy .. male or female.. I will tell you so .. That doesn't mean I am *bi* or want to jump your bones.. That just means plain and simple your *HOT*... I love to chat with ppl and see what makes you >> *YOU*.. I like ppl of all different shapes .. sizes .. and colors .. even if your *purple* im sure we will have something in common... CherryTap is awesome for making new friends.. I have been online in one way or another for YEARSSSSSS and have met alot of really kewl ppl . I love Harleys and partying and waking up with the feeling of >> ohhhhhhhhh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy goddddddddd what the hell did i do!!!!!!!!but knowing that whatever it was .. I had a blast !!!!... I am not looking for *LOVE* or even a fricke
>>>>there For Me
Your Guardian Angel When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm stronger I've figured out How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's ok. It's ok. It's ok. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away, Please tell me you'll stay, stay Use me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be ok Though my skies are turning gray I will ne
There Is
this vacation's useless these white pills aren't kind i've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive i missed the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9 and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights i've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have the days have come and gone our lives when but so fast i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor where i laid and told you but you sweared you loved me more do you care if i don't know what to say will you sleep tonight or will you think of me will i shake this off pretend its all okay that there someone out there who feels just like me there is those notes you wrote me i've kept them all i'll give a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall with every single letter in every single word there will be a hidden message about a boy that's loves a girl do you care if i don't know what to say will you sleep tonight or will you think of me will i shake this off pretend its a
So.... I have an issue with a gf which i will not state here as she's a member but the next one really is the issue... I fell totaly for this girl, we did...or so i thought. She says that for her kids she's gonna give her ex husband (a coke using abuser) another shot to get clean as he is the father of her kids. That was december 10th... December 24th i come home and my dog had died (RIP little buddy =( ). Needless to say, i'm not feeling so great about everything right at the moment. I don't wanna be all negative but i think if i don't let it out it'll just bother me and make me cynical or something...i don't know.... Last week at this time I was thinking I had a curse on me. Going through divorce, recently fired from my job due to my health...which sucked this last year. Everything was going wrong. Then one day I get a call to start a new job. Walking in there, I never thought I'd love the place but also, and most important, find the woman of my dreams. Literaly,
There For You
Laying in bed, Thinking of you, I begin to cry Like I've only Cried for you. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... I think back on The time we shared. All those long nights Holding each other, Comforting each other, They seem so long ago. Your gone form me, Only to return for A short while... All those dirty looks As we would cuddle Up close just to talk, And the whispers As we would pass. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... All the hardships We overcame together, That just seemed like Jokes when all was done. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... All the smiles, laughs, Tears, hugs, and all The happens we Shared seem like They're now dreams. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... All the time we Spent together seem Like part of a Different life. Your so far away, It's hard to feel you Anymore, I feel As though I'm Loosing you! And I can't stand T
There's A Problem Because We're A Couple? Wtf!
Hey everyone who is ANYONE! Which means all of you our Friends, Family and Fans...and those will be I ~Ginger~ am having oral surgery today...woo~hoo! (yeah riiiiight) Anyway...I've a very low tolerance to pain meds! Which I am sure after cutting out my tooth will grant the use of today.... lol Read this as I can get LOOPY! So, should I happen to manage to get back here today...forgive any transgressions, mainly major typos, I may make! Lmao! (read this as: in the event that I make no sense what so ever!) Just sit back and laugh your asses off at me....and on the other hand? Should I not make it back... then now you know why! And know too that I love ya! Can't say I'll miss ya... as there's a grand chance I wont miss a damn thing! That I'll be too out of it to even try.... Talk to you all's almost that time....I HATE going to the dentist! I'm such a wussie! Smooches, Hugs and Kisses to you and you guys have a GREAT Tuesday on me and for me! UPDATE!
Therapy For The Lonely
Alone this time around, Push me around push me up and push me down, Laying in a bed as empty as my heart, Trying to get my feelings out but I dont know where to start, No calls to see if I'm okay or even alive, I've lost everything my strength and my stride, No strength to go on living this way, Tears falling from my eyes like rain every day, If theres a cure for this disease please let me know, But until then i'll stay facedown in my pillow, What did I do to get a death penalty such as this?, Is there some road to happiness that I missed?, My lifes like a rainy day, But the rain never goes away, Filled with clouds dripping depression and blocking the sunlight, Staying awake sleepless and cold during the night, Im living a lie trying to be happy but I'm breaking on the inside, Every day only gets worse like a small piece of me dies, Could you help me get better maybe be my medecine?, Nevermind I realized being wi
The-rape-me: Take 1
Current mood: sick Category: Parties and Nightlife And..... I feel like utter shit today. It's supposed to be my fucking vacation, and here I am practically choking on my own snot. It started yesterday morning..and lasted the whole day, all through last night, and this morning is still quite previlant. I have got to get some fucking medication. An antihystamine or something. Also, because I'm swallowing so much fucking snot, I feel fucking nauseous as hell(as I'm sure you do as well after reading this) Ugh goddamn! Anyway, despite my illness, I had fun last night..let me think what I did... Oh yeah. I came into Conway and went straight to my Grandma and Papaw's house. The original plan was for Marcelo and Trey to meet me there. However, whilst I was there, my friend Blake called me and wanted to know if I'd come see his new apartment. Then my friend Steven called and was like.. Dude, come see our new apartment.. Apparently they live together with two additional people.
Theresa's Blog
Hello everyone I just added 2 slideshows to my profile I hope you all enjoy them bebes_mama@ CherryTAP
& The Radio Keeps On Playing All These Songs About Rain .
Recently I’ve been asked on several occasions what up until this moment in my life has been my most embarrassing moment, and to my dismay, the only thing that I could think of is, “ I’m not sure.” Now I know what you’re thinking, “ this girl is completely unimaginative. “ or “ how lazy can someone be? Everyone has a most embarrassing moment”. And it isn’t that I don’t have one, believe me I have many, it’s the fact that I wouldn’t be able to narrow my lovely array of embarrassing moments to just one. In fact, I’m going to give you the honor of hearing, in their entirety my most embarrassing moments, starting as early as I can remember, in all of their glory, nothing left out, here they are. Most Embarrassing Moment #1 I was eleven and had just encountered the worst stomachache of my life. I was sitting outside talking to a neighborhood boy when I realized there was something wet between my thighs. I quickly turned bright red, thinking that maybe I had peed my pants and not known
There's No Excuse For Bad Manners
Bad Manners I hate people with bad manner, for something that costs nothing why don’t more people have good manners! A simple please and thank you are always appreciated but very rarely heard. My son and I went for a walk and we made an effort to smile at everyone we saw, we had few surprised looks but mostly just smiles which was lovely except for two female cyclists, leisurely peddling away on a path that could only fit them side my side as we walked I thought one would get over but no, they made us get off the path and didn’t even have the decency to say thank you, two grown adults showing my son how to act, how inappropriate! I also contacted a friend of mine, hadn’t spoken to her for a while and thought even though I contacted her last I would make first contact again, it was much appreciated, she called me back and we chatted for some time. So the morale is, even if you were the last one to make contact don’t feel bad about making the first move again, it is appreciate
Therese ~ Her Life At Lisieux Carmel
THE SHORT VERSION Marie Martin, the oldest daughter of the family, joined her sister Pauline at the Lisieux Carmel in 1886. Leonie Martin entered the Visitation Convent at Caen the following year. Therese then sought permission from her father to join Marie and Pauline at the Lisieux Convent. Louis was probably expecting the request, but it saddened him nevertheless. Three of his girls had already entered religious life. But, characteristically generous, he not only granted Therese's request, but worked zealously to help her realize it. She was not yet fifteen when she approached the Carmelite authorities again for permission to enter. Again she was refused. The priest-director advised her to return when she was twenty-one. "Of course," he added, "you can always see the bishop. I am only his delegate." The priest did not realize what kind of girl he was dealing with. To his dying day, Bishop Hugonin of Bayeux never forgot her. She came to his office with her father one rainy
There Is Something Quite Dark About My Mind.
Writer of joys we are to be afraid of, and lover of everything primal a dear master is the Marquis De Sade. Timeless in his works the man, dead, is immortal. His works are still debated and they will forever be as long as we are uncomfortable with sex. So bow to this Master he is forever in charge of some of our more.... carnal needs. Take over me My gentle enveloping blackness. Make me as luminously pale as the stars Which are sugared across you My dark knight sky. Make my tears wisk and wither Only to touch the earth in a welcoming embrace Drown my dark seeking eyes In the vast expanses of you my night. Let my lips kiss the world into morning. Softly coo your approval of how I... I roll the world along each sensual curve. Allow me Be the mother that is night And birth the world that holds all I promise to only dance Naked to the moons’ milky touch And let its diamond white fingers caress Each hill and dale of my feminine body It will hold me Nay You will hold me
There's Still A Piece Missing In Life's Puzzle
Well, this is obviously my very first blog post. I am starting to get the hang of this site. Thank you Danielle for inviting me here! I am meeting some very interesting people so far. Just to share in some of my success..I have been working HARD on my body and appearance. Believe it or not, I used to be 215 LBS!!! I have lost a shit load of weight and am not done yet. Having children has caused some scarring to my body, but that doesn't mean I am not still sexy. I am loving how I look now. I used to absolutely HATE myself for the longest time, but I am finally coming outta my shell. The more you get to know me, the more you will learn about my disturbing past. I guess the first couple of blogs will be more of describing my life and who I really am. Sometimes there'll be two different type of people. There's the one that suffers deep inside my mind. That one is the insecure one and worries oh so much about what others are thinking about her. Then there are times that
* The Return Of The Gods *
There You Go!!!
To Whom it may concern, Im not sure if you realize how obvious you are when you hide under your anonymity. It's actually a sad state to think that humans could be so simple. Perhaps, we should be pets to I've never thought I was better than anyone else, but in the last few weeks I've been proven wrong over and over again. I am better than the common undereducated simpleton. Not cause I'm smarter or more accomplished.. although both are good reasons, but because I am true to what I think, and what I do. I would never hide behind falseness to make a point which I can't prove has any validity. Many scholars of psychology say that people punish others in very specific ways to make up for their own short commings. Did you not get someone you wanted? MY RING is around Georgi's neck... Not Brad Pitt's... or Orlando Bloom's. It's a drk titanium ring with a raised, bushed center... nice huh? Whether or not you choose to continue your rediculous antics makes n
There'll Be A Quiz
**the Reason Why Women Is Hoez""!
Therapy......funny Stuff
Ways to Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity . 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso . 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme? 14. Put Mosquito
There's A New Sherriff In Town!
Ok, so this is my first blog entry here on the tap. I first want to assure all of my adoring fans and fans-to-be that I have more pics on the way! I don't have much of anything exciting to say, but I needed to get the ball rolling. This space will soon be filled with lots of juicy and exciting things, so just bear with me. This enrty was really just a show of good faithmore than anything...proof that I will show up here from time to time. Well kiddies... Tune in next week...same Bat time, same Bat channel! Ok, So I just wrote for like 30 goddamn minutes in this stupid thing, then net explorer booted me and all was lost. I dont even care enough to type it all over. So..A NEW RANT! I spent like a solid hour spacing out in front of my computer today at work (your tax dollars in action, I work for the state. I had this really awewsome daydream where my room mate walks in on me and my bf in the midst of the deed and at first we don't notice he just stands to the side an
I don't even know why I'm crying right now. I don't want to deal with the sh*t I have to face. The stupid shit I deal with on a daily basis. I put myself in such deep denial so long ago about so many things that I think it actually f*cked my head up. Wow, maybe I am crazy. Everyone gets divorced these days. No biggie. Everyone's husbands are complete horrifying shitheads to them. Nothing new. Everyone's, every last relationship, hookup and even friendships never work out. What's new? Everyone, sooner or later, eventually leaves. I guess that is why they started saying "suck it up and drive on." I don't try hard to find the perfect man or the ever lasting love. IT's not even about that sh*t. Ha, yea ok. But hell, companionship with someone who does not drive me up the wall, is always a nice thing. Everyone has bullshit they have to face in life. I never try to make myself anyone's pity story or anything like that. I too, like everyone else, has some issues and bullsh*t to deal wi
Theresa'z Blog
Alright since alot of people would love for me to be a cold hearted bitch yet again. now im just going to put it like it fuckin is. no more beating around the damn bush. Alright now first off to those who think i give a damn about their myspace or yahoo feelings. you got another thing comming because you know what i could care less. if you think i care then honestly your on the fuckin internet too god damn much. For those who think that im trying to take their man.... I HAVE MY OWN FUCKIN MAN plus ive have yours.... enjoy my sloppy seconds!! i could honestly care less if he jumped off a fuckin cliff and died!! and believe me you want to think oh im in love with him i call him 24/7 blah balh blah. . first off i have a life off of yahoo and away from drama. i have my own life to live. i have a man AND A DAMN FAMILY! so you know what just keep my fuckin name out of your damn mouth.. you dont know and you dont fucking want to know me. so unless you know facts about me leave my name out
There Was You
If there was real happines, then I never knew Until I opened my eyes- and then there was you My days were filled with confusion and dread I fought and I struggled with the demons in my head I longed for a lover to share in all I'd do One day I opened my eyes- and then there was you I cried and I pleaded with the sweet Goddess above To bless me just once and introduce me to love I prayed for an Angel and for all of my dreams to come true I opened my eyes- and then there was you I had waited and ached for some loving arms And someone to ease my pain and help me feel calm For these blessings I wondered what I had to do I just opened my eyes- and then there was you I had never believed in those fairytale things Hearts and flowers and Valentine cupids and things If there was true romance then I never knew Until I opened my eyes- and then there was you Somehow my life changed and spun me around I was given the chance to enjoy the love that I found I finally felt
There Deletin My Profile
There deletin my profile so if u wanna talk to me again i got yahoo
There Is Hope
There Was Once A Girl Named Ashley Who
There Are Six Kinds Of Sex
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme? 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sou
Theresa'z Blog
OK im not getting something right at this point. I was in a relationship for over a yr. everything was great and lovely.. we did everything together you would swear we were married. and alot of people thought we wouldnt split. but somewhere down the line we had to move. i moved to bradenton he moved to ocala and we were getting our shit straight to get our own place. Alright... Well i been doing nothing but busting my ass at work and whenever i would call i aparently dialed a wrong number. and then 9 days later is when i finally got back online. and i got numerous messages from him. i mean not the nicest either. but he knew i was working. well i got his number again... and well basically the point is i been tryin to get ahold of himi. been workin and then out of the blue he tells me in an email that he thinks it would be best to not be together becuase he didnt want the thoughts of me cheating. but im workin and bein a mom mind you. and not even a day later he tells me he has a girlf
There Are Some Of My Peps That Do Not Want Me With Sueann All I Can Say To Them Is That I Am In Love With Her And Wy Cant You Just Be Happy For Me.
Among the whorls of air escaping, tiny molecules of us slipstreamed as our hands came together, I saw it. And later, in the mixture of our breaths when our lips gently collided, reflected in the tears from your eyes and mine; in the scent of rain left above our bed, the taste of things unknown layered over my tongue, the soft soughing of the breeze. In the reflection of you and I in the mirror across the room, I caught a glimpse of the sum of two people mated - from the corner of my eye: perfection. © All rights reserved
There Comes A Point.......
There comes a point in your life when your TIRED of chasin everyone & trying to fix things its not giving up - its REALIZING that you don`t need some people in your life and the DRAMA they bring with them. as LONG as i`ve been BREATHIN people have been, deceiving: trust no one,cause around here,people change like the seasons,been through BACKSTABS,SCUMBAGS,& LIES. i got a whole list of people that i DESPISE. if you got my trust DONT LOSE IT and if you got my love DONT ABUSE IT
There Comes A Time
time to empty my soul for a few what do we take for granted? health ?love?money? well today my family came across a impass that will only get worse and this i know:( my father has altzhimers and ive been watching him slowly fall apart what else can you do other than be there when your needed ...well today was the the day ive been dreading he went out as normal i went to work then get a call can you come and pick him up he dosent know how to get home ........... so i did what was required and now the thoughts start to run should we sit still and take every day as it comes or try and do something how ever small it is just to make someone smile ? i for one will be there in the bad times and hope to see the good to so remember its never to hard to give somebody a few moments of your time your never know if its the last thing there remember !!
There Is Some Dam Good Women Out There
i met thies woman and she is so sweet and sexy. only if she was not so far away. you know who you are girl.
There Is Hope Somewhere...
Theres A Reason They Are Called Ex's
ok so im going to be the big 30 next month, and all i want is a new cellphone to replace mine that broke when i got assaulted.....i have at&t/cingular. ya i know everyone has verizon, but my mom got me added on to her plan, but forgot the insurance on the phone, so now im without one, and i need one cause i take care of my mother and with work. anyone got any suggestions, or am i asking to much lol oh and just another note, my estranged husband is finally going to file for divorce this week i hope. YAY me!!! and the best part, were actually getting along now. lol it only took 3 yrs of hell and having a screwed up relationship to become amicable about things lol go figure mother fucking people i swear..what, my accounts are THAT fucking interesting that ya need to try to get into them???? what the fuck i if its not bad enough my ex is trying to stalk me, now hes tryin to get into my accounts! oh and my sister in law from this last disaster of a marriage found me online too!!!
There Till The End
Many of you would have seen a bulletin going around about my good friend Count Smokula who is going through a rough time at the moment after his Father was diagnosed with cancer Well we were able to get him into this giveaway where he wins a whole bunch of great prizes. We need 140K comments in total so would really appreciate any help we can get. BOMB THIS! Count dosn't know he is in this giveaway yet as he is with his father. Would love to get a good start on it before he comes back! BOMB THIS! So PLEASE stop by and leave a few comments this would brighten up his day a bit! BOMB THIS! THANK YOU!
The Therapy Corner
™lovely sheep   A guy with land near Auckland buys several sheep, hoping to breed themfor wool. After several weeks, he notices that none of the sheep aregettingpregnant, and phones a vet for help. The vet tells him that he shouldtry artificial insemination. The farmer doesn't have the slightest idea what this means but, notwanting to display his ignorance, only asks the vet how he will knowwhen the sheep are pregnant. The vet tells him that they will stopstanding around and instead will lie down and wallow in grass when theyare pregnant. The man hangs up and gives it some thought. He comes to the conclusionthat artificial insemination means he has to impregnate the sheephimself. So, he loads the sheep into his Land Rover, drives them out into thewoods, has sex with them all, brings them back, and goes to bed. Next morning, he wakes and looks out at the sheep. Seeing that they areall still standing around, he deduces that the first try didn't take,and loads them in the Lan
Theres Nothing Left Of This Girl
theres nothing left of this girl, shes been trampled on..shes been used, shes been hurt way to many times..and her heart cant take another hurting.. she loves someone but she cant deal with the pressure or the way hes treating her..because theres nothing left to hold onto and she doesnt know how to tell him anything because shes scared he'll hate her after... and shes so confused because hes gettin her to decide stuff on her own...but she doesnt think she can hurt him again....but ill always love him if were together or apart... i hope he knows that.... and i always will...........
" The Real You " !!! Did You For Get Who You Are ???
There Must Be A Horde Of Admirers Out There!
Starr@ fubar It's amazing that all of the guys perusing the supposed female sites on this network don't pay close enough attention to detail or they don't care ... or they know I'm en femme and they really want to care. Can't quite figure them out, but for whatever reasons ... they're TG admirers! TG means transgender, for those of you who aren't into acronyms. That means I'm a chick with a [rhymes with chick] Oh! No! Well ... can't accept that? Don't ask to add then. You won't hurt my feelings. And no, I don't give lip service so don't ask. Hugs, Cherie
There Is A First For Everything....
The rules are: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog about 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No Tag backs. 1) People think I'm snobby or bitchy, but I'm really almost painfully shy at times. 2) I'm a cat person (and YES I just adopted a dog!!! LOL) 3) I'm addicted to tattoos and piercings. (tongue, nipples, and clit hood; one tat so far on my left chest) 4) I hate it when people don't use correct punctuation, spelling, and grammar. 5) I have a really horrible red-neck accent that I would LOVE to get rid of! 6) I accept people as they are...I do not judge. 7) I'm a pillow/bed/cover hog. 8) Idiotic people annoy me. 9) People that want to shove their opinions/beliefs down my throat piss me off. 10) I love being a nurse!! I'm tagging: 1) ramon601 2) *"T"* 3) xXXChrisXXx 4) bull59 5) **MRmostunderated** Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to
Therapy For Married Couple ...
A husband and wife went for marriage counseling after 15 years of marriage. When asked what the problem was, the wife went into a passionate, painful tirade, listing every problem they had ever had in the 15 years they had been married. She went on and on and on: neglect, lack of intimacy, emptiness, loneliness, feeling unloved and unlovable, an entire laundry list of un-met needs she had endured over the course of their marriage. Finally, after allowing this to go on for a sufficient length of time, the therapist got up, walked around the desk and, after asking the wife to stand, embraced and kissed her passionately while fondling her breasts and crotch. The woman instantly shut up and quietly sat down as though she was in a daze. The therapist turned to the husband and said, "This is what your wife needs at least three times a week...... Can you do this?" The husband thought for a moment and replied: "Well, I can drop her off here on Mondays and Wednesdays, but on
Theres A New Lounge In Town
There Is No Justice
for those who are confused, my friend was wrongfully taken from this world do to a horrible car crash back in march. final court date was today... well the verdict is in my opinion is out right bull shit! 18 months for dui/manslaughter! 10 years w/ 9 suspended for manslaughter and 12 for the dui w/ a few suspended! i'm outraged! i mean what is this country coming to. lil kim got a worse sentence (in my opinion) then that for lying to the police. she got 366 days! the time dosn't match the crimes!! come on america! your fucking up!! justice has failed not only matthew but also everyone he left behind! i can only hope he fucks up when he gets released and gose right back in for the rest of his time and also become someones bitch!! now thats justice!!! so if u read this do me a favor... light some candles and send some love to the ones you have lost and not forgotten. they're still with you! with love, nicky
~the Real Night B4 Parents
The REAL Night Before Christmas (By Parents) 'Twas the night before Christmas when all through the house I searched for the tools to hand to my spouse Instructions were studied and we were inspired, in hopes we could manage "Some Assembly Required." The children were quiet (not asleep) in their beds, while Dad and I faced the evening with dread: a kitchen, two bikes, Barbie's townhouse to boot! And now, thanks to Grandpa, a train with a toot! We opened the boxes, my heart skipped a beat - let no parts be missing or parts incomplete! Too late for last-minute returns or replacement; if we can't get it right, it goes straight to the basement! When what to my worrying eyes should appear but 50 sheets of directions, concise, but not clear, With each part numbered and every slot named, so if we failed, only we could be blamed. More rapid than eagles the parts then fell out, all over the carpet they were scattered about. "Now bo
"the Rules" From A Guy To A Woman...
Yea, yea I cheated, I coped this from my myspace, oh well... It's my page I'll do what I wanna... LOL! happy reading Myth: Marijuana's Harms Have Been Proved Scientifically. In the 1960s and 1970s, many people believed that marijuana was harmless. Today we know that marijuana is much more dangerous than previously believed. Fact: In 1972, after reviewing the scientific evidence, the National Commission on Marihuana and Drug Abuse concluded that while marijuana was not entirely safe, its dangers had been grossly overstated. Since then, researchers have conducted thousands of studies of humans, animals, and cell cultures. None reveal any findings dramatically different from those described by the National Commission in 1972. In 1995, based on thirty years of scientific research editors of the British medical journal Lancet concluded that "the smoking of cannabis, even long term, is not harmful to health." Myth: Marijuana Has No Medicinal Value. Safer, more effective drugs are av
There For Youi'am Sure
There Is No Spoon
Co-starring Tastyflutterby
Therapeutic Acts
Okies, so I tried to stay up and study last night for my test that was today. Just got done taking it. It sooo blew. I know I failed it, I think everyone in the class did. It was sooo much harder than the other tests that we have taken.. overall yeah we all feel it blew..if its tooo bad than I can only retake it for atleast a 75% and thats just passing... I dont need to fail this course.. I am diddling around on the comp right now waiting for her to post the grades... lol So yeah, brandon and I broke up, he text messaged me the break up.. lol cowardless... anywho, to finally let go of what we had, I burned his clothing and the things that he sent me for v-day. yay me! verrry therapeutic.. it helps lol..
There's Only 1 Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There Comes A Time
There comes a point and time in life when you realize Who matters, Who never did, Who wont anymore, and Who always will; dont worry about the ppl from your past there is a reason they are not part of your future.
There Are 4 Types A Chicks....
"A girl has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the girl loves and will always loves, and she never wants to see her with another girl.. But.. she will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until she is mature enough to realize that if she loses Wifey she would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the girl allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the girl goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the girl matures and decides that Wifey is the one for her.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a fe
There Were Times
Just let me go From this world please. I beg you to cut from me These painful puppet strings. I'm unable to do My heart's desire. Living in isolation By my string supplier. Up, then down, then left and right; Harmful commands are made. I try to move and jump But every time pushed to be laid. Your scissors are too blunt No freedom for me today. Remember that life attached to puppet strings Is not as easy as they say. There were times you could not understand That what life was going through was wrong Those friends were devils in disguise You were trapped among. Till One day he came into your life You got a shoulder to cry on You shared your life out like never before Its on him you felt will ever rely on. You shared with him all of stupid ness He became your God who listened to all your confessions Still he loved & accepted you as you were It's him who restored your face with that long lost smile. He drank away your tears You learned what is a tru
There Is No Place Like New York City!
Ok, so this story is almost exactly 2 years old... but it's one of my favorite New York City Stories. I figured I would "re-share" this story since the weather is getting nicer... Enjoy! There Really is No Place On Earth like New York City... Where else can you get a Falafel, A Bagel, A Croissant and a decent cup of Coffee from some guy standing in a 2'x2' trailer on a street corner. But, today was extra special... I'm walking down Madison Avenue from my hotel in the Murray Hill area and this cute girl walks in front of me, getting ready to cross the street. She has her iPod earphones in, a little jean jacket, a pink top and a flowy skirt on.. nice brown should length hair. As she's standing on the corner waiting to cross, she turns her head to the side and.... BLAWP!!!! She vomits all over the place. She takes a step toward the trash barrell on the corner and spits. The light changes, and she starts crossing the street. About three quarters of the way across the
The Thermometer Of Love
For each of the 15 sentences below,choose a number from 1 (not at all true) to 9 (defenitely true) that most accurately describes your feelings toward the person you love.Write down your number from each corresponding row. I get extremely when things don't go right in my reltionship with ____. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 I would feel deep despair if ___ left me. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 Sometimes I feel I can't control my thoughts; they are obsessively about___ 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 I feel happy when I'm doin something to make ___ happy. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 I would rather be with___ than anyone else. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 I'd get jealous if I thought ___ were falling in love with someone else. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 I yearn to know all about___. 1 2
Therapy Notes
I'm trying to figure out what it was I clung to all those years... what kept me going deeper and deeper into the emotional sink hole of our relationship? I thought you were what I was going to lose if "I" failed at our marriage! I'm SO sickened by how blind and ignorant I was all of those years... all of those moments I spent in the agony of my own personal hell, crying, hurting; for your foolishness! I didn't lose you because I never knew you... I lost me...I gave up my entire identity to conceed to you and your bullshit ways which I was SO brainwashed by you to believe were better than everyone else... especially my ignorant, backwards, never fucking good enough for your standards family and friends! I can almost taste the vomit in my mouth as I choke on the disgust and shame I feel for treating everyone that loved and cared about me like they were lower than me... lower than us, for all those years! Fuck you for making me want to "be better" than what I came from! What and who I cam
Theres Gotta B 1
Theres A Place
June 20, 2008 @ 11:43 am THERE'S A PLACE There's a place where I like to stay there's a place not too far away there's a place where I like to unwind there's a place in my mind There's a place that you can’t see there's a place that's just for me there's a place that's sweet and kind there's a place in my mind There's a place where memories go I can get there fast or get there slow there's a place that knows no time there's a place in my mind There's a place where I can hide in plan site throughout life's ride there's a place that no one can find there's a place in my mind There's a place where I can be free there's a place where anything can be there's a place where you'll always care there's a place and you'll always be there There's a place that knows no gloom there's a place that knows no doom there's a place that knows no crime there's a place in my mind There's a place with no sky and no ground there's a place where I can alway
Theres A Place
THERE'S A PLACE There's a place where I like to stay there's a place not too far away there's a place where I like to unwind there's a place in my mind There's a place that you cant see there's a place that's just for me there's a place that's sweet and kind there's a place in my mind There's a place where memories go I can get there fast or get there slow there's a place that knows no time there's a place in my mind There's a place where I can hide in plan site throughout life's ride there's a place that no one can find there's a place in my mind There's a place where I can be free there's a place where anything can be there's a place where you'll always care there's a place and you'll always be there There's a place that knows no gloom there's a place that knows no doom there's a place that knows no crime there's a place in my mind There's a place with no sky and no ground there's a place where I can always be found there's a place where
There Comes A Time By: Texcanjun
You need to be the strength for the other's weakness within and be the savior for the other one's sin When mining for love, there's one thing you need as a tool when excavating true love, you need the golden rule You need to be the left to their right, the right to their wrong you need to be the melody to their song You need to be the up to their down and to help keep the other one's feet on the ground Your dreams should be theirs and their dreams should be yours keep this in your heart and your love will always be pure You have to be there for their every need and be the ground where they plant their seed So if you want to make it through all the years you have to feel their pain and share their tears And just a little word from the wish take turns on who has to compromise So when you're walking down the isle, remember something so true you are no longer one, now you are two But once you say I do and it’s over and done you've come together as two
There's Still Time
There Are No Words To Describe
There are no words to describe There are no words to describe, And yet these feelings, I can not hide. This pen can hardly put a word to page Even though my heart, mind and soul all rage No rhyme, no rhythm, no poem or song Could ever give justice to what I feel strong When I want the world to know, This feeling I can"t even show, I write a poem, one more time, In an effort to make you mine. Despite all odds, despite the stares, The doubts or the hateful glares, Beyond all hope, and in all faith, Well past the line of what is safe, I've devoted all I had to you And pray to God you want me too. In tears, I know I can not explain, What everyone else will call lame, Even if I scream I love you to the sky, This word love will never describe
There Is A God
Ok this is a long story but a good one... Got some time will have chills running up your back!!!! So anyway my friend came to Town w/her husband and we decided to get Cabin...up at Elkhorn Hotsprings...check out the Beautiful Scenery and BS....Swim and have some fun. So the Boys Decided to go up the Mountain for a Ride while we stayed behind and went swimming. We got done Swimming and Started talking about Music...I Love Music...So anyways...I told her I Love the Song the Rose and I wanted it to be played at my Funeral..Yeah lol I know..but you gotta talk about she said that her Husband Would Like the Bagpipes played at his funeral the song "AMAZING GRACE"...I love that song. So we went into the Cabin and stoked up the fire...went outside on the patio and it started to snow lightly...all of a Sudden out of no where the BAGPIPES starting playing and guess what Fricken song they where got it "AMAZING GRACE" Omg...I got tears in my eyes turned aroun
Theres No Wrk Up Here
my boyfriend has cust of his daughter hes varly working to care of them but hes trying but hes scared that he wont have enought money for his daughter bday an xmas his looking for help for plus his bills the state an the local churchs wont help if any 1 has heart out there plz help him an his daughter she going to be 8 yrs old this dec 22 i wish i could help him but i cant aford to ake care of myself his name is lj hes on my friends list check his pics if u dont beleave me ok some one got to help them thankx have a happy hoildays we try
"the Rocker" The Movie - Write-up
This movie is truely hilarious, with dry humour and inspiration. ABout a drummer who gets a second chance at glory years down the road. If you or anyone else had been in a band, or have ever wanted to be in one, watch this movie. Or if you just wanna have a good laugh - check it out, and leave a comment! It has a few actors such as: Rainn Wilson (from the office) Christina Applegate (Married w/ Children) Genre - Comedy | Music Quote from movie- David Marshall: John Lennon is rolling over in his grave to hide the giant boner you just gave him! I'd give it 4/5 stars, what would you give it?? - Cheers!
"Good Morning" How can you tell when you have a good morning. Well, it's one when you wake up without any aches or pains. And it's one when you wake up with aches or pains. It's one when you wake up you and your clothes fit just right. Hey, it's one when you wake up and your clothes to tight. It's one when you wake-up and there’s no arguing with any of the members in your family. And it's one when you wake up and argue with every single members in your family. Because you see, it's one when you wake-up. Why? Why is race still an issue Why are we so quick to solve our problems with a pistol Why are we so quick to lie put each other down and make each other cry Why do all the good people always seem to die first? Why before things get better, they get worst Why do innocent people always seems to get hurt? Why can't hard-working people find any work Why have we let society teach us that beauty only skin deep and it’s okay to creep Why ar
There Was A Day
Therapist's Couch
Just one beer after work. After all, I've been waiting all week for this. And I've had a week from hell. Even if today wasn't so bad. Hey, Cory came back! At least I'll have someone I know to sit next to. But J&J aren't here. Joe's not either. No one else from work. On the other hand, Cory's being great company. Bought me a beer. I'll get the next one. Hmm, bartenders almost make me wish I was straight. Especially the way she walks. What's that line from the song? "Her walk is the motion of the waves?" Something like that. Really nice tattoo on the other one. Wonder what the meaning of it is? Mmm, he's here. Granted, he's probably hopelessly straight, but damn, such a hot guy. Not to mention he's your friend's brother. Such a body. Nice tight sweater, nice contours in his jeans. Great face when he smiles. Love watching him sip beer from a bottle. Touching his friends. His hands gliding across their masculine bodies as they touch him. Not such a great shape to his head at that angle,
There Are Things That Are Known And Things That Are Unknown And What Is In-between Is The Mojo.
It's not what you might think. According to my Supplement to the Oxford English Dictionary--not, perhaps, the ideal source for a word popularized by semiliterate blues musicians, but bear with me--mojo has two meanings: (1) a narcotic, especially morphine; or (2) "magic, the art of casting spells, [or] a charm or amulet used in such spells." In the first sense mojo may derive from the Spanish mojar, to celebrate by drinking; in the second, from an African word, perhaps Gullah, moco, meaning witchcraft or magic.
"the Rigorous Thought."
“The Rigorous Thought” It sneaks in at night, in the coma of sleep And kicks at the pillow, or pulls at the sheet Composed of the broken, the abstract, the dead That rigorous thought rolling round in your head And it yanks like a hook, it pulls like a tide Hiding there in the shadows, lurking inside A flame of white heat, an itch in your back A perilous journey, from which there’s no turning back Call it inspiration, or even divine Call it a plant, because it creeps like a vine It may be a blessing, or something far worse A pure breath of life or maybe a curse Perhaps it’s a cancer for which there’s no cure Or maybe an angel, but of this I am sure Like an old panhandler there on the street It always begs coins, for something to eat A high court verdict that sent you away To a personal prison, and there you will stay It could be this thing, or maybe that A 500 pound wrestler pinning you to the mat But at least it’s persistent, at least it’s contrite Whe
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Therapy List !
Category: Blogging 1) At lunch Time, Sit In The Car with sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If they slow down . 2) Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Dont Disguise Your Voice! 3) Everytime Someone Asks You TO Do Something, ask if they want Fries with that. 4) Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker for 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Theirt Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Expresso. 5) In the memo Field of all your checks, Write "For Marijuana. 6)Skip down the hall rather then walk and see how many looks you get. 7) Order Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. lol 8) Specify That Your Drive-through Order is to go'. 9) Sing along at the Opera. 10) Five Days In advance, Tell Your friend you can't attend Their Party Because you have a headache. 11) When the money Comes out of the ATM, Scream 'I Won ! I Won!' 12) When leaving the zoo, Start running towards the Parking lot, Yelling ' Run For your Lives
~the Reaper~ Poem
~The Reaper~ The Reaper answers the door, comfort to make, pain to take. Memories reflected in broken mirrors, twisted and bent. Changes reflected in prisms of your emptiness, a stony silence of painful remembrance. Abhorrent, absent function, alluring in an obsequious, macabre dysfunction. Particles of dust flower where the soul flourished A gruesome effigy to a being that was known. This mechanistic prison of fear; this belligerent dread, for He is near. Parsimonious love brings acquiescence. Broken paths of degenerated nostalgia, the life that never was. That ceaseless, capricious creature answers the door, pain to make, comfort to take. ~Jon~
There Are Never Any Easy Answers
There You Were
sitting on the stairs looking up to the sky im waiting for you you stroll past me once again that look in your eye i smile you shy away like a flower in the night i wait for you to bloom even more tell me what you feel i might posses the love you wait for a long kiss from my lips blows to you unaware how i really feel i know you care or you wouldnt smile alone on the stairs waiting patiently waiting for you
There Gonna Hang Me In The Morning!!!!
There Is A Miricle Coming In My Life !!!
There's No Pride
There's no pride, In the tears they've cried For the ones they've tried, So now they hide, From the world outside. Away from all they've said. To live for the hatred, That they feel inside. They live their lives with desire To see what hides inside. It sets their soul on fire To learn what people hide To see a liar Trapped without his pride The liar tried, to hide his fire. With no more pride, he can hide. He has cried, for all he had lied.
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There Are No Words
There are no words that I could say, But I can sit here and wipe your tears away. Your life will forever be broken, It is now without those little words that once we're spoken. I can feel your pain, Yet I can see your strength the same. There are no words that could heal that empty place inside, There are thoughts of you I share with pride. When you have moments of doubt, Think of your Love he could not live without. Take a look inside yourself, You'll see, You are the Mother noone else could ever be. He has earned his "Angel Wings." " I am Free," he sings. Don't think of me as gone, Think of me as "Life's Happy Song." I know that you and Daddy miss me so, I am now in heaven shinning from the stars, I will forever glow, and grow. Don't cry Mommy, I am alright. So dry those tears, Keep me in sight. I will forever be in your dreams, So please don't cry for me. I will always walk with you, Take my hand, and lead the way. I will follow you through each struggling
There Is More
There Are No Strangers
A Stranger Or A Friend?   Stranger, our paths may have crossed by chance, or perhaps destiny has brought us to a point in our journey that requires us to meet, If I should fail to raise my hand and greet you, will I have closed the door to the opportunity that you may have shown me the path that will lead to my destiny?  Will walking away from you deny you information to guide you on your journey? If we crossed paths by chance will it harm me in any way to smile and say “Have a Nice Day”. Or could it be that by walking away from you, I have just walked away from my own Destiny…   The only strangers in my life today are those people I have yet to meet, The friends in my life today were at one time considered strangers by me until we took a chance by simply saying Hi…. Will you be the stranger who crossed my path today that I may greet and then consider renaming as my Friend?   “My journey to a destination unknown to me has taken me down many paths
There's Just Something About A Run
Something about running/jogging that I have come to love so much. I mean of courses it's awesome because it was one of the things that helped me to loose the baby weight from my son. But when I run I like to do it on a trail in a wooded area or the beach.  I often find my mind wandering to other places and many thoughts about everything, my son, and my new love interest. It's my stress reliever, very theraputic. And I always come out of it feeling so motivated so proud of myself almost like a confidence booster.  I always have to run with my music honestly without it I can forget about doing a great run.  After, I always love the aftermath feeling the almost fatigue sore feeling in my legs after 6 miles it's amazing!! I used to run about 20 miles a week, but since I came home its been a challenge. I hope to get back into doing one of my loves. But soon I will be adding a jogging stroller with an extra 25lbs into the mix (that's right my 4 year old son will be coming home soon) and wont
There's Army Strong, Then There's Army Wife Strong!
If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't know adventure.  You don't know smelly grey PT uniforms that require daily washing.  You can't understand green and brown camouflage bags flooding the bedroom floor.  If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other.  If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call comes:  "Honey, I am leaving to go overseas. I don't know how long I will be gone or exactly where I'm going, but I want you to know that I love you-always!".  If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't kow what it's like to say that final good-bye.  You don't know what it really means to be glued to the television.  You don't understand fear and you can't possibly understand the sleepless nights of endless crying, wondering if you will ever see the love of your life alive again.  If you're not in love with a so
There Is Hope
How can I tell her what she means to me?  Should I tell her? I don't want to frighten her away.  It's happened before, it'll happen again, I know. Should I tell her?  Can I tell her how much I crave her?  My eyes crave to see her, if only in pictures.  My ears crave to  hear her.  Hear her laugh.   Just to hear her breathe, is estasy  to my ears. My fingers are jealous, because they cannot touch what my eyes can see.  They cannot hold her hand or caress her face. How can I tell her.  Can I tell her what she fears?  She does not fear me, but what I represent.  Should I tell her what she fears is hope, not love.  Can she tell it is the hope of love that frightens, not love. But, can I tell her the things that I feel?  It is too soon to share, to hope, to believe.  I should just be happy that she does breath, and laugh.  And, Oh, that smile.  That smile that shames the sun and mocks the moon and make the stars weep and want to fall from the sky.  How Can I Tell He
There Only One Way To Rock
Smoking and drinking is all that you do. no wait that's me, how about you?
"the Real Thing" Faith No More Song
Right now....where I am on things this song exemplifies my feelings as of right now on things as I reflect back on the life I've come to know,a lot of the words in this song describes my outlook and how I feel about the journey I've had and just what it is I'm facing,ESPECIALLY the last 5 lines of the song,only a few of you may know what I'm talking about but thats where I'm at right now.                           The Real Thing   I know the feelingIt is the real thingThe essence of the truthThe perfect momentThat golden momentI know you feel it tooI know the feelingIt is the real thingYou cant refuse the embrace...Its like the pattern below the skinYou gotta reach out and pull it all inAnd you feel like youre too closeSo you swallow another doseThe pinnacle of happinessFilling up your soulYou dont think you can take any moreYou never wanna let goTo touch the roots of experienceThe most basic ingredientsTo see the unseen glitter of lifeAnd feel the dirt, grief, anger and strifeChe
There Is A Difference In What We Call Friends
NORMAL FRIENDS: Never ask for FAYGO. JUGGALO FRIENDS: are the reason you have no FAYGO.   NORMAL FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs. JUGGALO FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM.   NORMAL FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. JUGGALO FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" NORMAL FRIENDS: never seen you cry. JUGGALO FRIENDS: cry with you. NORMAL FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. JUGGALO FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. NORMAL FRIENDS: know a few things about you. JUGGALO FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. NOMAL FRIENDS:ASK WHAT A FAYGO SHOWER IS ... JUGGALO FRIENDS:SAY "WHAT TIME AND WHERE?IM FUCKIN AMPED NOW!!!" NORMAL FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. JUGGALO FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. NORMAL FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door. JUGGALO FR
There Is Simplicity To Be Found Amongst The Chaos In My Mind
  There is simplicity to be found amongst the chaos in my mind: hold on tight or let go both are freeing & detrimental to everyone involved. both sides are relieved both sides are pained. even within my own heart, the road splits before me & no matter which path i choose, half of me sighs…the other half is filled with wonder & regret.   (I wish the world revolved around Love & not Money) i feel like my thoughts are so simple- yet everything about me & my life appears complex…i don’t understand- i don’t understand anything anymore- i never did really, just rubbing the niave off of my eyelids -still heavy, with what i am unsure. Tonight i sat on a stool, in the bathroom, lazily putting make-up on (throwing one of those stupid pity parties in my head). I heard a buzzing, looked up & saw a fly trapped in the light fixture above me. The more it tried to escape, the more it got burned by the blazing bulb. Truly, i felt bad for the little guy. I tried tu
There Is A Time...
There is a time for love and laughterThe days will pass like summer stormsThe winter wind will follow afterBut there is love,and love is warm There is a time for us to wonderWhen time is young and so are weThe woods are greener over yonderThe path is new,The world is freeThere is a time when leaves are fallingThe woods are grey,The paths are oldThe snow will come when geese are callingWe need a fire against the coldThere is a time for us to wonderWhen time is young and so are weThe woods are greener over yonderThe path is new,The world is freeThe path is new,The world is free
There You Have It
PINK LYRICS "U + Ur Hand"Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh ohUh uh uh uh uh uh uh ohCheck it outGoing outOn the late nightLooking tightFeeling niceIt's a Cock fightI can tellI just knowThat it's going downTonightAt the door we don't wait cause we know themAt the bar six shots just beginningThat's when dick head put his hands on meBut you seeI'm not here for your entertainmentYou don't really want to mess with me tonightJust stop and take a secondI was fine before you walked into my lifeCause you know it's overBefore it beganKeep your drink just give me the moneyIt's just you and your hand tonightUh uh uh uh uh uh uh ohUh uh uh uh uh uh uh ohMidnightI'm drunkI don't give a FuckWanna danceBy myselfGuess you're outta luckDon't touchBack upI'm not the oneBuh byeListen up it's just not happeningYou can say what you want to your boyfriendsJust let me have my fun tonightAiightI'm not here for your entertainmentYou don't really want to mess with me tonightJust stop and take a secondI was fine before
420 The Real Meaning
The Origin Revealed According to Steven Hager, editor of High Times, the term 420 originated at San Rafael High School, in 1971, among a group of about a dozen pot-smoking wiseacres who called themselves the Waldos, who are now pushing 50. The term was shorthand for the time of day the group would meet, at the campus statue of Louis Pasteur, to smoke pot. Intent on developing their own discreet language, they made 420 code for a time to get high, and its use spread among members of an entire generation. While our teens feel that they know something we don't, you can let them in on the fact that it was your generation that came up with the numbers. A quote from one of the Waldos in the High Times article states, "We did discover we could talk about getting high in front of our parents without them knowing by using the phrase 420." Fortunately, your teenagers will not have that same option.
There's A Nut Case Out There! Lol
The other day I started getting messages from an unknown person.  Of course it's a new profile with no picture or anything. Here are the messages in the order I got them. 5/19 subject: hi i guess you get to be mikes (BLS) news victim to be date raped and put down, but how much do drugies and drunks and guys with no job turn you on, gl with him and have fun going through everything that he put me through subject: ps lets also not forget how he don't have a car cus hes a drunk and can't drive with out crashing subject: pss while you at things with mike be sure and ask him about how quickly he forgot about the 100+ cams in wal-mart where he works to prove the harrassment he gave to me but anyway i am done gl you have ha
There Comes A Point
~PSALM 27~ Psalm 27 1The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? 2When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell. 3Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident. 4One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple. 5For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock. 6And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD. 7Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me. 8When thou said
There Was This Woman
there is this woman i once knew who had four kids...three beautiful daughters and one handsome sonshe had a boyfriend who she loved more then her kids...sad to day but trueone day something had happened and her kids where taken away from her and went to the foster care systemthe question is...did she care...i think noteverytime she went to go see her kids she would tell them that she was trying...and one day she would bring them back homedays turned into weeks..weeks turned into months...and months turned into yearseventually all her kids became adults and left the systemall her kids did go back to her just to realize that she had not chamged...she was still with the man that hurt them and was still making poor choicesthey all eventualy got kicked out or moved out because they couldn't put up with her bullshitone always kept on going back...but nothing ever changed...she just kept on getting hurt and and leaving orgetting kicked outnow two of her kids are is about to be a
Therapist Joke
a man is upset with his sex life from his wife so he looks for a therapist while searching he finds a guy who is TheRapist the guy goes into the office and starts talking the TheRapist asks what his problem is the guy goes its my wife doc she hasn't laid me in a year TheRapist says ok sir and where do you live and work what hours do you work and when is she home the gentleman thinks this is odd but tells TheRapist anyway TheRapist says ok sir see you back next week next week comes and the guy goes back with a big smile on his face and tells TheRapist how happy he is and he doesn't know why she started putting out againTheRapist responds with it's my job sir the guy says how did you do it. TheRapist says well i went and raped her two days after you last saw me and told her she needed to start fucking you or i would be back
Therapist Or The Rapist.
There Is No Bat Poop On Mascara
"the Rambling Emotional Pomes Of Life
  I am 6' 1" tall 285 lbs and have blue eyes and brown hair if i have hair  i choose to shave my head i have a gotee mustach and beard no tattoos or perieceings 2'' scar over right eyey  i wear glasses  i have false teeth but refuse to wear them  hope there is not a problem with that  but im a natural persone and dont belive in prosieses to improve on ones looks...I am JUst your avreage joe and a redneck at that.... Tagline:I am not old I am Not new I am just me No more No Less Ask me what you Will and I will answer With the best Of My Knowledge. Member Since:April 11, 2011   Gender:Male Location:Fairmont, Age:48 Relationship Status:Singel Interested In:Friends, Dating, Serious Relationship Languages:English Ethnicity:Caucasian/White Religion:Agnostic Orientation:Straight   Elementary School:Dunbar Intermediate School Junior High School:Miller Junior High School High School:Fayette County High School '82Fayette Area Vocational School '82 College:The College of Woo
There Is Always Light
Keep it in, or let it out? Getting past the fear, the self doubt? Have a little, self belief. Soon to follow, is happiness and relief. Love without fear, let them know. Don't hold it in, allow it to show. Don't let fear, guide your way. Be stronger, and say. Say I love you, I miss you so much. Let them know, you desire their touch. Regardless of the outcome, you are sure to win. Because you allowed love, to speak from within. Holding in and giving up, is never the right choice. Let them hear your, meaningful voice. Speak to them, from your heart. There is always light, even in the dark. Let it shine bright, and true. And tell them exactly, what they mean to you.
It could be said of me that I am a musician.  Though I prefer to think of myself as a laborer in the machinations of the sublime.  This is not meant as churlish arrogance but, believe it or not, it is out of humility and love for music.  I am constantly surrounded by music.  I compose.  I perform.  I also teach it in a public school.  It is a rare moment when I am not listening to, coming up with, playing, or discussing music.  I have two degrees (bachelor's and Master's) in music and next year I begin my Doctorate.  I love nearly every genre and strive to understand everything I can about why music effects us (or more selfishly, me) the way it does. I give you my impromptu resumé because as you read what I have to say, I want it to be clear that I am not a casual music fan.  It is what I breathe and what I am both personally and professionally.  And even with my scholarship and experience in it, there are times when I can be taken aback completely humbled by the awesome power that mu
There's A Palace In Your Head Boy...
I finally got to see The Hunger Games today. Having read all of the books I had my reservations about some of the casting and the fact that it was PG13.  The books were rather violent and disturbing, and a bit much for young kids.  Hell, some of it was hard for me to read at times.  I was surprised to see kids in the theater that couldn't have been more than 9 or 10.   Well, the movie itself was very good.  There are always things you want in a movie that were in the book.  It's probably a different small something for everyone.  You add all of them up and you can't really fit all of them, so you live with what they give you. All in all it was a very good translation.  There are always concerns about casting, we all see these characters in our own way, but I never felt anyone was out of place.  Yeah, Peeta could be taller.  I'll take a good actor over a perfect image though, and they have one there.  And he'll need to be to carry the next two films.  Yeah, Katniss is important, but
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My therapy is going well but has been leaving me drained, tired and in a bit of pain. However, it is no where as bad as when I first started so I should be able to be here a little more often. Just wanted to touch base with all my great friends here on the fu who truly care. Ty for all the wonderful comments and well wishes in messages. Much love, Sue aka Dreamy :):):)
There Are Various People That Need Vitamin B12
Insufficient intake of a sufficient amount of B-vitamins can lead to vitamin B insufficiencies. It might lead to various types of health problems. The absence of Thiamin or simply vitamin B1 could cause Beri-Beri Disease. The standard signs can include weeknesses, dysfunction in nerves inside the body, major weight-loss, unpredictable heartbeat, and also edema. Vitamin B insufficiencies may also result in ariboflavinosis. Inadequate consumption of vitamin B2 in the diet regime could potentially cause this kind of side effect. The regular signs and symptoms might include sensitivity to the sun's rays, edema, cheliosis and also dental mucosa. Pellagra is yet another health issue happened as a result of vitamin B insufficiencies.Niacin performs a big part in this case. Deficiency of niacin within standard eating habits can make sure the chance of this particular health difficulty. Typical signs or symptoms can include lack of control, skin diseases, distress, sleeping disorders along with
There Is Real Life And Then There Is Fu Life
Ok so correct me if I am wrong but Fubar is a game correct? So tell me this....why do so many people take it so damn personal? It's funny how people believe every damn thing that they read or see on a persons profile or in their shoutbox. I've seen girls get mad because a guy flirts with them and they find out in real life he is married. Really? Or people fall in life to find out the other person isn't the sex they claimed to be or the pictures were totally fake. I do not get it. People it is a game. I for one and 100% honest in what I say and do but that doesn't mean that I do not fuck around from time to time and if your idiot treat you as one. Maybe I should jump on the everything on FU is totally real band wagon. In that case I am a super model that is 6 ft tall and weighs 110 lbs with millions of dollars and eight houses :P Play the game people damn!
There Is More To Me
You'l never hear me say:   I wish you were hear. ( unless you were on fire because that might be funny to watch).  I wish I was getting real sex instead of cam sex ( because lets face it I am) Iwish I was going down on a fat chick ( for obviouse reasons)  I wish you loved me ( because when you did it hurt)  I wish I you here ( that's why there is a restraining order)  I wonder what heart taste like( I've heard you describe it and it doesn't sound good.) I wish I was fat ( for obviouse reasons)  I wish I was more like you. ( I already know the diffierence between love and stalkhome syndrome) I wish i had you back ( a 46 year old un employed drug addicted wife beating man that rides a 20 inch bicycle and lives off his eledrly aunt doesn't sound appealin)  I wish I had you back( a 46 year old truck driver that can't work or read and failed the dmv test 6 times is not appealing) I wish i had you back( a 46 year old male that sits at home jacks off on web came sound a lttle desp
There Is Nothing Better Then Being Country
So lets be real. i mean whats better then being country. Theres just nothing out there that can act as crazy as us country boys. I mean if u want to have a fun time then u need to get with a country boy.
There Was A Time ...
i was remembering the other day and the other day and ... the other day ...                                               how you took me to her bed ... and made me yours, how you  .. how you ...                                                                                       how you . .. traced my body with your face and lips and hair                                                          how you . . smelled my skin and took little bites when you wanted to taste. you told me i was the only one for you . .. i remember thinking that could not be the truth. i was remembering how i had never known anything like that ..   like i was melting everywhere like i was in a dream like i was perfect   i could feel you loving me from the inside of you to the inside of me so ... the other day and many other days i was remembering this.   LoVE/6 junio 2013
These Wings...
song, my tempest angel ring through my clouded breath tones carry the lyrics of life to bring the passage of death oh, sweet melody rapture i beseech you in respect bring solitude to its end with your holy dialect tear tone notes of chant blackens the once blue sky softens my restless spirit to ease me where i lie words from unknown gods sung through sirens lips enchant this weary soul buried in death's own crypts so long, too long ago was when i heard it last a tender sorrow tale that accompanies my past but now i will sing and release my heavy chains so i can live in harmony beneath the pouring rains What poor wings, these words of mine, to carry forth my love to you from my deepest heart where all is true and filled with passion's wine. What poor wings, these sluggard words, which wrap around my thoughts As I await your kind reply I tie my soul in knots. What poor wings, my finest words, to such an end are sent; evoking just a tende
These Gorgeous Galaxies Never Seemed Bigger
So, See Emily Pray just finished recording their demo cd. The band gave me a copy of the rough mixes yesterday via Pat (Tina's husband) and I've been listening to it all night. I'm so impressed with how well Countless as Moths came out... even in the rough mix. Don and Mary-Suzanne wrote a beautiful song and Tina topped it off with equally beautiful lyrics. I've always been in love with the melody that Don came up with. You can tell he put a lot of time and work into making that song as wonderful as it now is. I was shocked when Tina told me that the song had been passed over by the previous bands that Don and Mary-Suzanne had been in. Plus... I can't even describe how fucking sexy Tina's voice sounds in the recorded version! Seeing as how the song is not copyrighted yet, I will not post up the entirety of the lyrics (out of nothing but respect for Don)... but I will share the chorus with you: These gorgeous galaxies never seemed Bigger but I'm Willing to wonder Weightless
These Are Real People... I Know I Fucking Rock Don't Lie
These are a Bunch of Old Stuff, And Sum New One... All Of the drawings In this SlideShow Are Of Real People... Be it models or peopl that should model in my opinion...LOL...Thanx to all of you that asked me to draw them...And Thanx to all of you that let me draw you, Cuz I Wanted... I hope Every enjoys this Slide Show... JuanP.s. Dont Mind the repeats please...
These R Just Bordom At Its Worst
im not a toy please dont play with me i cant take it again you wanna get to know me thats great but dont use what you learn to use me ive had it done before im falling and i dont know why i cant afford to hit the ground because im going too far too fast i might not be able to put the pieces back together i cant believe i wait for the fone to ring like a little school girl whos got a crush everytime it rings i hope its you to make me laugh, make me blush or just to tell me hi! i am starting to wonder why why fall for me? why you think im your world? why im the one you want? and all im looking for are the answers the truth is all i ever want!!! i cant think about everybody else i need to get away far away cut the strings taht tie me to yall but i will always know my way back i want my own life if only for a little while i dont have to runa way but your gonna make me ive always thought about everybody else whens it going to be my turn to break free free from
These Days
If you heard that a woman had two men at once what would you think? Whore right??? Most people I know would......... But then theres the whole... If a guy has two women they are the man? Doesnt make sense to me.. most should think they were a man whore.   Just saying.. I'd say... "Well if its okay for a man its okay for a woman." Whatever.. Just a thought
These Walls
I play the game well I tease, torture, tantalize I am the Master- The Master of Disguise. You think I'm in control: I know all the moves, just what to do. I'm dying to give up power. I want to surrender myself to you. Tear down these walls I've worked so hard to build. Hold me fiercely 'Til all my doubts have stilled. Take me gently, Break my chains, Remove my fears, Let trust remain.
* The Silence *
A gentle, loving, peace-filled silence is here and now in this moment. It has always been this way. It is always here. It is right here within you and all around you, a stillness, an apparent void, a seeming nothingness out of which everything arises, exists, and eventually returns. You know this. You have felt this. There is nothing more than this. You are this. This is not some esoteric spiritual jargon about some new age philosophy or any religion or belief. There is nothing here which is mystical. There are just these words and you and the silence. This is real, now. This is right here in you, every single moment of your life. This pure silence contains you, your being-ness. This silence allows the entire universe to be. All existence, everything that is, all matter and energy, all thought is contained in this silence. This is what some have called Truth, Infinity, Reality, Enlightenment, Nothingness, Spirit, True Self, Consciousness and Love. This is a mystery beyond mind, beyond
These Men
2007 Emerson Bulldog Seniors Jaime Rosa- RB/LB Franklin Tiburcio- RB/CB Juan Vallejo- RB/DB Micheal Lorletti- QB/DB Joshua Ocasio- QB/DB Rene Santiago- QB/DB Luis Zaragoza- QB/DB Ricardo Acosta- P/K Gabriel German- WR/DB Christopher Paulino- WR/DB Frank Lozano- OL/DL Sfian Albik- WR/DE Eddy Paz- TE/LB Keny Cruz- OL/LB Daniel Bretton- OL/LB Corey Hernandez- OL/DL Charlie Modesto- OL/DL Alberto Carcamo- OL/DL Jeff Peterson- WR Keith Garces- DB These men, I have known for more than 4 years of Emerson High School Football. Majority of these men, once struck me as immature, yet playful. But from the suffering of the hot days of training camp and screaming coaches, down to the final game, these men I will be only lucky to see again. I am, for one gone away in college, and possibly moving to another state, as for these men, I do not know where they will end up. But these men, my family I love them truly.
These Are Just As Good
These Words Are Fossils Of Feelings That Once Were
Dearest Jay, How I love you. How I've loved you in ways unknown to you. You know I've always wanted to see you happy. You're my best friend you know. You've been there for me helping me to feel better when things in my life couldn't go more wrong. Consoling me through your hilarious words making laughter my sought after remedy. Tonight I had to tell you that I wished you luck when you told me you planned on getting married. A huge surprise it came to me. I had no idea. Of course its always kinda been that way...when I found out about the other ladies you loved that was a heart-breaker and Jay you've never been mine. You never will be and still I'm broken. You tell me "you're beautiful, smart, amazing; don't sell yourself short; you're young still." Isn't it funny how that's what they all say to me. If I had a dollar for every time ... I guess its just kinda funny to me how so many people can say these words as my heart struggles to beat with the pain of my life coating it like a thi
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These Foolish Things
so i've been sick for like the past month, so i went to a clinic that's open on sundays, and they said i have asthma, and gave me an inhaler and this other stuff for asthma... ugh. that explains the shortness of breath while i was playing in that gravel pit the other week... anyway, now i use an inhaler. attractive. :P night I am in need of dental work and if anybody can help or suggest anything that would help, I'd be GREATLY appreciative. *not sexually so don't be a jerk*. thanks. off to go pout a little more and snuggle with kitties. . . . . . . . . . PS: notice I NEVER really smile in my pics... my face was meant to smile... :( . . . later. googled me. snooping!!! god damn i hate snoopers. especially when they act all high-and-mighty 'i know what i'm talking about it cuz i've been through it before' ... only it really doesn't work when your life isn't as good as theirs. it's annoying as shit actually. i need a hug. :( later.
These Are The Words Spoken, Whispered, Bent And Broken.
Anemica Beautiful one, One with the rising sun. She is alive She is dead. Anemica, she'll shine for you. Beautiful child, One free in the wild. She's all we need All we plead. Anemica, she'll shine for you. Her smiles hold true, Her tears hold through The hardest parts. Anemica, she is here She'll shine for you. ©2006, Leticia Young Aside from my profile. I'm a poet and a writer. And someday should love to be published. So I shall give off some of my poems here, but beware, they are copyrighted. Lady Parchment skins of the dead Writing poems for those Who care not yet are addicted To her views and strifes. Scratching the outer skin, And bleeding the ink. Spiders weaving tales Through a silken silver thread. Using her nails as a pen, She lets the words Completely fall and sink. Haggard and dusty, Sitting in a room lit by candle She scribbles anew. Growing old and yet Remaining ageless in a time Where life lives and death dies
These Make Me Smile!
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These Girls !!!!
These Cherries Need Help In Their Contest
These Are Funny !
Saturday morning I got up early, put on my long johns, dressed quietly, made my lunch, grabbed the dog, slipped quietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour. There was snow mixed with the rain and the wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad throughout the day. I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. There I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation, and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible." She sleepily replied, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that shit." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A husband and wife and their two sons are watching TV. She looks at her husband and winks at him, he gets the message and says, "Excuse us for a few minutes boys, we're going up to our room for a little w
These Are Fun!
Which Greek Goddess are you?HeraYou reign high above others as the queen, as Hera was queen of Olympus. You are a young, gorgeous woman and you are the most beautiful of all Goddesses. Your symbol is the peacock. You are strong on your beliefs about monogamy and the sanctity of marriage but if you become over-bearing in preaching it, you will most likely end up with someone who will be anything but monogamous. However, even if this does happen, you'll have a long line of far better suiters who'd do anything to be with the most beautiful Goddess of them all. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
These Are Stories I Write Back And Forth With A Friend
I missed him; I was lost without his guidance. I had left the safety of his home, my prison, my security. Now I was lost, wandering around through the real world once again. I needed him; I needed him to lead me; I needed him to tell me what to do; I needed him to make me feel alive. He had shown me myself, who I could be, what I could be, the ways of life and love. He had shown me pain and pleasure, suffering and release, how to be the person I was trapped inside. I wanted to go back to him; I didn’t think I could live my life now without him. I stepped into the bathroom and started the water in the shower. I wanted it to scald me; I needed some type of pain. The steady flow of water beating into the glass door was soothing. I pulled my robe and let it drop to my feet. I slowly examined myself in the mirror as I was waiting. My skin was milky white except for that one spot; that one blemish I had so eagerly allowed to occur. My hand absently strayed to my hip where the
These Are 25 Things That I've Learned Over The Years. These Are My Mistakes: Don't Let Them Be Yours!:
These are 25 things that I've learned over the years. These are my mistakes: don't let them be yours!: 1.) Never buy cocaine from a guy who drives a shittier car than you do. It's okay to buy the cheap shit (meth, weed, crack...) from a guy with a crappy car, but not the good shit. 2.) In Vegas, guys on the street pass out little cards with a hooker's picture, phone number and a price of $49.95. Don't believe that price; they cost way more then 50 bucks! 3.) When you're about to sleep with someone and you happen to not have a condom and they tell you "Don't worry, I just got tested", don't sleep with them: they're a dirty whore and will give you an STD. 4.) If your date begins a blow job by sucking on your balls, they know what they're doing. If they begin a blow job by actually blowing on your dick, they do not know what they're doing. 5.) If you're ever in Iraq and you don't feel like wearing your body armor because it's too hot outside, you deserve to die. Always wear
These Damn Headaches
These Are The Days Of Are Lives
These People
"How much money do I have to give you in order for me to be allowed to hit it from behind?" I recieved this comment on one of my pics. I wrote him a message afterwards because I was upset and offended. I thought he would apologise but instead he wrote back something further upsetting. Here is my email and his. Tell me what you think? my email-Are you joking? Are do you honestly think I am a whore that sells my body to the highest bidder? I have never had sex for money..I am not a prostitute. In fact money is not my highest priority in life. My son and his and my happiness is. I have never dated a guy because he had money. I try to date nice respectful people that I have fun with and can laugh with. I will be deleting your was very rude and not sure why you would write one like that. His reply- 1. The comment was meant to be taken in jest (as a joke). 2. When you post "smutty" pics of yourself, your're going to get dirty and lewd comments like that. 3. How ha
These People
These Guys...
& The Stars Say ....
Weekly Overview 07/30/2007 - 08/05/2007 You can only control so much, and as the week begins, know when to let go and allow a situation to unfold. Even if it seems like it's all about you, other factors are in play. And around Wednesday, someone's reaction is multilayered; will you peel, or just take it at face value? Life looks less complicated from sometime Thursday through Saturday. Your spirit of adventure can take you all kinds of new places now, and your open mind can entertain all sorts of ideas. Enjoy that frisky feeling! And for total satisfaction, finish something up on Sunday.,scopes,lwo
These Two Babies Need Some Mad Commenting
These 2 Lovely Ladies And A Dog Need Mad Commenting Love...
Hey everyone, I hope your week is going well. These 3 lovely ladies need your mad commenting love if you don't mind... This give away started this month, and will run till the 31st at Mid- night PST. We still need collectively 8K comments on each of their pics to finish up the giveaway. I know if we all come together as a team, we can get this done. Here is Blondies pic link: Here is Teresa's dog pic link: Here is Lexi Dragon Girl's pic link:
These Guys Rock The Heavy Metal Scene In Cincy
This Public service announcement is brought too u by ur local apothed_in_cincy :P if u like Metal; plz goto this site: and sign guest book; lead singer was a high school buddy; would mean alot too me and tell them Chad sent u; but listen too the 3 songs before u sign. This is thier myspace page 4 different songs show them the kind of FuBar Luv u show everyday
These Are My Thoughts
Been MIA for awhile - gawd i miss this site! need to post a salute pic to level up - the problem being i don't have a digital cam and have been lazy asking friends who do have a digital cam to help me out ...i know, kick my lazy butt, will ya? *LOL* PMS does strange things to me. I walk into an accessory shop and 20mins later i walk out with a ponytail extension that makes me feel like an anime character! ;-) Boy, i think i fail at the gothic lolita look! *ROFL* Yes, i am back! Finally managed to get an Internet connection set up in my home and the place i visit is FUBAR! *ROFL* God, i missed this place! I'm one happy girl now!
These Lonely Nights
These Lonely Nights
These Dreams Of You
~the Sea~
To stand at the edge of the sea, to sense the ebb and flow of the tides, to feel the breath of a mist moving over a great salt marsh, to watch the flight of shore birds that have swept up and down the surf lines of the continents for untold thousands of years, to see the running of the old eels and the young shad to the sea, is to have knowledge of things that are as nearly eternal as any earthly life can be. - Rachel Carson As a rock on the seashore he standeth firm, and the dashing of the waves disturbeth him not. He raiseth his head like a tower on a hill, and the arrows of fortune drop at his feet. In the instant of danger, the courage of his heart sustaineth him; and the steadiness of his mind beareth him out. - Akhenaton (King of Egypt 14th Century B.C.)
These Are Touchy Ones But I Cant Hide I Feel Sometimes
Last For everything there must come a last. A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year. A last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer. A last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage... Or even the last words written on a page. But the worst last thing is your last breath because what is to follow will surely be your death. **************************************************** In My Mind Somewhere in my dreams tonight I'll see you standing there You look at me with a smile "Life isn't always fair" You say you were chosen for his garden His preciously hand picked bouquet "God really needed me, That's why I couldn't stay" It's said to be that angels Are sent from above I've always had my angel My brother - whose heart was filled with love Wherever the ocean meets the sky There will be memories of you and I When I look up at that sky so blue All I see are visions of you "While there's a heart in me, you'll be a
These Are My Blogs And I'm Sticking To Them
ok trucker time with Earl Buster Junior jr the year was 1989, reagan was president, nixon was in the white house and roosevelt was running this country into the ground....i was hauling 14 tons a calamari up the ho chi man trail, i was drivin in place of a nother fella to whom i lost a card game , on a count a i was cheatin with a comletely seperate deck a cards, which you should never do, cause what i assumed would be a winning hand turned out to be the exact matching hand as the fella who beat me fair and square. but i digress.. it was monsoon season and my rig wasn't fitted with monsoon grade water gear,.. it's kinda complicated for a woman to understand,... any how the calamari had been freeze dried to help em stay fresh for the whole trip seeins how it ws the ho chi man trail and all,... the rain started commin in sideways so i had to pull over on a count a i couldn't see and i also i had to shit badder than a constipated cat burgurlar from constantinopal with catarax and carpa
These Are Some Bad Girls!
CORPORAL PUNISHMENT SAYS THAT THESE BADD GIRLS NEED TO BE PUNISHED! Sunshine*Corporal Punishment* Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar WHIP THEM, SPANK THEM OR TIE THEM UP, BUT REMEMBER TO LEAVE THE LOVE ALL OVER THEIR PAGE! Ecuadorian Goddess-Promoter of Goddess' BadBoys Of Fubar-AfterHrs Greeter-Sgt.Raiders fuwife@ fubar BAD DD ( lots of new pics)@ fubar Meowzette
These Folks Rock!!!
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These Are For You ( U Know Who U R)
I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does he think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take you away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret Losing my heart to a guy I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit; Never a flicker of flame, but with Arching bolts which strike with a force That disturbs my equilibrium. My mind races as waves of passion flush over My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions Of impossible romantic possibilities. Pathetic is this woman who anticipates the True rhythm of love, with a man she will never hold. My imagined
"the 80's Music Mix!"
!!!!The 80's Music Mix Moves to a New Home On March 21st, 2008!!!! Join me Every Friday & Saturday @ for "The 80's Music Mix"!!! From 9pm to 12am Est (6 to 9pm Pst.) Playing All The Hits (From Madonna, Janet Jackson, Alice Cooper, Bon Jovi, LL Cool J, RUN DMC, NWA, Stevie B, Trans X, New Kids On The Block, Tiffany, The Cars, Prince, Simple Minds and More!)!! Also, what you will hear on the show, 80's 411 (80's Artist/Band News) 80's movie trailers, "Music Computer" and Listener Requests! Come check us out, it is a 24/7 New 80's Station!!!! JD Alexi
These Are My Words... From My Heart They Flow
Last beverage → coffee Last phone call → mom Last song you listened to → Christmas music Last time you cried → it's been awhile Last text message - Kel HAVE YOU EVER: Dated someone twice → yes Been cheated on → yes Kissed someone & regretted it → Yeah. Lost someone special → Yes. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS → Purple, Black, Pink IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU: Made a new friend → Yeah. Fallen in love → No. Laughed until you cried → Yeah. Met someone who changed your life → Nope. Found out who your true friends were → Yeah. Found out someone was talking about you → Yeah but it was no surprised cause the two bitches are know as gossiping shit talkers RANDOM: How many kids do you want to have→ two Do you have any pets → Yep, 3 dogs Do you want to change your name &
These Walls Are Too Thin
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Posted by Mv, in her Blogs, these are my Answers subject: 36 questions post date: 2007-12-13 21:34:16 views: 12 comments: 0 ratings: 0 36 questions I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Can you cook? A. Yes, though I prefer food cooked by others, lets me get to know them better 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? A. That I could walk on water, even tried a few times when small so had to learn to swim instead. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? A. To play an instrument, Ive never been good at expressing myself to others with words alone. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? A. Anything, I dont care as long as the company is good & conversation is had
These Are 2 Funny!!
>This is good for a few headshakes, but it also makes one wonder what kind of Judicial System we have! Subject: Stella Awards..... It's time again for the annual "Stella Awards"! For those unfamiliar with these awards, they are named after 81-year-old Stella Liebeck. She, who spilled Hot coffee on herself and successfully sued the McDonald's in New Mexico, Where she purchased the coffee. You remember, she took the lid off the Coffee, and put it between her knees, while she was driving. Who would ever think one could get burned doing that, right? That's right; these are the Awards for the most outlandish lawsuits and verdicts in the U.S. You know, The kinds of cases that make you scratch your head. So keep your head Scratcher handy... Here are the Stella's for the past year: 7TH PLACE:> Kathleen Robertson of Austin, Texas was awarded $80,000 by a jury of her Peers, after breaking her ankle, tripping over a toddler who was running Inside a furniture store. The stor
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These Days
These Are The Days
Why do i feel like leaving this place?
These Are The Days Of Our Lives! Lol
I am on this new path called single, with kids. No, not sole caretaker of my children. Unfortunately a mainly weekend father. I am amazed at the depths of stupidity I have gone to, yet I am still here. I have sucessfully ruined my relationship with their mothers'.....yes that is plural. I have an ex-wife who has my son, and doesn't really want me to see him. And now I have an ex-fiancee, who has our daughters. I know time will move on and so will I. I want to change my stupid ways, and I can and will. So to anyone who reads this please don't judge me, we all have skeletons. But as someone once told me, "the grass is green, the sky is blue". He also said " I am free and over 21". Everyday will be better and I choose to look at it this way. My choices not only effect me but my kids also. I am choosing to be what I need to be, to be there for them. In closing, I love you: Caleb, Grace and Caitlin.
These Frkn Walls ! !
Holy Fkn Hell! I Quit! Well ok I SHOULD quit, it's so NOT worth it anymore. "Success is falling down 9 times & getting up 10" WTF?!?! I should be a God damn cripple by now with all the "falling" I have done. I am only human! It's Official...I'm a glutten for punishment. I vest the time & energy...I let my guard down...I let myself care For what? For the past 9 years the outcome has ALWAYS been the same...FAIL! If I don't run when the closeness really kicks in "something" ALWAYS happens to kick me in the azz anyways. "Everything Happens for a Reason"...uh huh it does. I open up, share & care just so I can get burned AGAIN. Perfectly good reason to keep on coming back for more right? *eyeroll* Is it really not written in the cards for me? I have no problem being alone. Hell I'm VERY happy when I am. Why do I continue to put myself through the drama...the aggravation? I want answers. I want a good reason to put my heart in harms way. My judgement sucks...
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Thesis On Punk Rock
PUNK ROCK: The History and Origin of Punk Punk Rock, what does it mean? Where did it originate from and how has it impacted today's musical society? These are just a few of the questions that I will attempt to answer with this thesis. Oxford states that punk is a rock style that emerged in the late 1970s. It was a "back to basics" rebellion against the perceived artifice and pretension of corporate rock music-a stripped-down and often purposefully "non-musical" version of rock music. states that punk rock is a genre of rock and roll and a movement that was based around the values of anti-establishment. The "punk rock movement" was established between 1974 and 1976. Now, ever since Punk has hit the mainstream, people have debated on whether Punk started in the United Kingdom or in the United States. In my honest opinion, punk didn't start on any specific continent; it started in the hearts and minds of rebellious men and women who didn't see the world the same as ever
These Days
just dropping by folks to see how every1 is and to let every1 know that I am still alive..been a loooooong time since i could get online here..shouting out to my Sweeties...u know who u all are..mostly Wolfie..i try to post more pics once in a while..i can only access this site on my cell thesedays but it doesnt like to navigate this site very well..but bear with me as i dont hv internet on mmy regular desktop puter still...its been a struggle but i am getting just visiting my fav cousin who is lettingme use her laptop for a bit...but i will be popping in from time to time after this..LUVVZZ&HUGGZZ TO EVERY1!...I'M OUTTA HERE FOR A BIT! I am in a constant battle of sanity..I am trying to get my life back and my kids..trying to get back to work..trying to get time with loved ones, family, and can rip your soul and heart to shreds..I don t like to sit here all the time when I cannot get time with my loved ones, my angels..I try to reach out and get no response to an
These Stupid Quizes
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(the Sandman)@ Fubar
Well the day has come and gone. i am soooooo releaved that it is over that is one marriage i guess should not have happened. everyone told me don't do it, well i did and after 1 year of being married and 5 years of being together it is ALL over. You know when family and friends tell you don't do it maybe you need to step BACK and think about what YOU are about to do.
These Are My Thoughts
"Let it go for 2008" By T. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when a persons part in your story is over s
"the Storm"
8:27 AM 7/25/2008-Friday the storm...the storm..."it" rages inside of me... "it" hurts...from inside... banging day...into night...still there...banging harder yet at dawn... the pendulum lowers...a bit...more...not yet does it touch... but "it" hurts...just...trying to cut hurts... it stabs upward...again...yet again...and more...even more... quickly...harder..."it" jabs... longer...slower..."it" stabs... cutting through...from the the bone... to the skin...though my flesh...sharding out... the words...there are none...not heal... so i...stay the storm... that rages...within... i wont bleed...i want to bleed...but...what i want...has no say... so i stay...yet...i won't succumb... my body...will not give itself to death... life has already taken too much... i will not allow deaths devouer the last of me... what is left
These Views May Not Be Your Views?
As you may already know, it is a sin for a Muslim male to see any woman other than his wife naked. He must commit suicide if he does. So next Saturday at 4 PM Eastern Time, all American women are asked to walk out of their house completely naked to help weed out any neighborhood terrorists. Circling your block for one hour is recommended for this anti-terrorist effort. All patriotic men are to position themselves in lawn chairs in front of their house to prove they are not Muslims, and to demonstrate they think its okay to see nude women other than their wife, and to show support for all American women. Since Islam also does not approve of alcohol, a cold 6-pack at your side is further proof of your anti-Muslim sentiment. The American government appreciates your efforts to root out terrorists and applauds your participation in this anti-terrorist activity. God Bless America!
These Things I Hold Inside
Here I sit in front of my computer as usual. This time is different. After finding out for the millionth time I am regarded as only being good enough to have sex with. I turned to the one person I know will help me through it. The thing is, I would give my heart and soul to this person. However I have never been able to tell them so. I am so afraid of wrecking one of the best things in my life I hold it inside. With hopes that someday I will have the courage to them so.
These Boots Are Made For Walking Train
These boots are made for walking!!! To get on this train r/f/a all members. Let them know that you are joining the boot train in your friend request. If they are already a friend leave them a comment like "these boots are made for walking" and don't forget to re-rate them. And again my number one rule... NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA did i say NO DRAMA When new members add you rate them as well as leave them a comment. Don't just pass them by because you're already friends...let them know you're joining the boot train. Rate this boot folder and you'll get a boot tag specially made by vitamin de~. Start with this picture Leave a comment on the last picture to let Vitamin de~ know that you finished. Start rating...this is a great way to keep in touch with friends and meet new friends. Don't forget to message Vitamin de~ when you've finished the train to be added....and rate the picture folder for your special boot tag. ~vitamin
These Boots Are Made For Walking
These boots are made for walking!!! To get on this train r/f/a all members. Let them know that you are joining the boot train in your friend request. If they are already a friend leave them a comment like "these boots are made for walking" and don't forget to re-rate them. And again my number one rule... NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA did i say NO DRAMA When new members add you rate them as well as leave them a comment. Don't just pass them by because you're already friends...let them know you're joining the boot train. Rate this boot folder and you'll get a boot tag specially made by vitamin de~. Start with this picture Leave a comment on the last picture to let Vitamin de~ know that you finished. Start rating...this is a great way to keep in touch with friends and meet new friends. Don't forget to message Vitamin de~ when you've finished the train to be added....and rate the picture folder for your special boot tag. ~vitamin
"the Sickening"
These Things Happen Only To Me
These Two Boys Need Are Prayers
There are two boys we need to keep in are thoughts and are hearts tonight .. one is Lance he is a cute little boy and has been thur alot and is going thur a major test tomorrow they are takeing a scope up thur the vein in his leg to look around in his brain ... the other is Alex he is an 11 year old little boy who has been brunt really bad ..
These Arms
My arms weigh a fraction of my body but I feel they are my strongest part. They hold your hands in the evening and continue to do so, in the dark. They feel your body, your hair.. the small things breath cannot explain It holds my heart in my hand and yours too, to take away your pain Weathered and torn, marked with colors and scars my arms carry these hands, touching that which is real feeling all that can feel They hold on to whats dear My body may weigh much more but without it, my arms have nothing to fear They hold on to you
These Are Just My Thoughts
These Dreams!
Dreams we all have them even if we cant remember them the next day we have them, I have had alot of strange and biazarre dreams and not quite sure what they mean . I know some believe the dreams we dream can be things that will happen in our future and some believe they are inner thoughts wishes or demons we have in us. I think it might be a little of both.because there are times when i have a dejevu moment and i swear something i am doing i had done it exactly like it was happening before , but I think i might have dreamed things and days like that and that is why i get that feeling like I have done this before.I like to think with my head and try and figure things out even if i know some things cant be figured out i still like trying to figure them out. I am just rambling on here so i am gonna stop and try and close my mind down for the night . one last thought before i leave . Love is open minded love is willing, but if you never open your heart and mind to it you wont have it! Bu
These People Rule .
Made by my friends and fam . 12/27/08 Thank you all so very much.
~the Silk One!~
These Days
These days people are taking life to seriously, I will admit I catch myself doing it at times, and then I remind myself life is way to short. I watch my friends get caught up in bad situations just for love, and they think that they will never find love, but the truth is... Love will find you, so looking for it is a waste of time. There is only 24 hours in a day. 60 minutes in a hour. 60 seconds in a minute. 60 second with a frown is 60 seconds wasted away. Time passes to fast, take everyday like its your last.
These Are My Confessions
how do i know that we are meant to be cuz every time i look in your eyes all i see is a physical attraction but not to my heart so baby tell me where do i start all i know is that i love you dont want to let you but together i want to go on and be yours forever there's something that i need to say something from my heart i wanna hold u close thru the nite i wanna kiss you and make you laugh and smile i wanna be your everything and more trust me baby i wanna see the love in your eyes i wanna dance with you til the lights are on bright i want you baby i love you baby i wanna... with you i wanna... with you i look at you as you think i really need to but i cant blink i cant believe what i said i told you everything in my head i beg and plead with your eyes i wanna see you laugh and smile but you just sit there you dont seem to care but still chorus as you look in my eyes i see that you've taken everything to heart you understand what i mean
These Contestants Are Up For Auction
"the Streets"
The Streets   Hang onto your conscience, and pray for an act of God Eyes wide shut you still hold hope, for that approving little nod Yeah, blame it all on others for the things you’ll never be But the streets, the streets will always wait.   Your dreams once bright, they creep in still, through the crack beneath your door And mix with blends of shadows like they did in times before Today they don’t come knocking, to entice you with their wares But the streets, the streets will always wait.   No one knew you like the streets, adorned with weathered cracks Because many times you spun your wheels on their polished asphalt tracks Still the rubber’s burning, yet you haven’t moved and inch
Thesis: An Appropriate Warning
THE PRECEEDING OF DOCUMENT X: DOCUMENT TWO(2) OF TWO(2)                              "THE GRANDEST OF ENEMY"                                 -By General McGruder- As you were reading the latter document, I was explaining the finer details of what repressed us as human beings. Now, the concept of leaving the material world is nearly impossible to fathom at this point in time- By now, it's the only thing people know how to do. It's the easiest form of living, and life, and it's the most commonly travelled road, from any ethnic background. The select gentlemen knew that the tables would turn this way, and catalogued it, so future generations of leaders could refine these plans to benefit themselves. There are some basic facts that should be explained before we go further- -There is no such thing as Terrorism. The few people referred to radical terrorists, insurgents, Al-Qaeda, etc, etc are nothing more than people trying to fight for what's left of their homelands.They use terminolo
∞Hello from the Big Sky Country Single looking for that  some one Age 35-50
These Words I Write Keep Me From Total Madness...
Minus the Bear - White Mystery     Left her at home in the cold London night. She had nothing on. (not a stich) Nothing on (not a stich on) And she stays that way (till I get back) With all regrets and (till I get back) Another bottle of Good times Her body’s under the covers And there’s nothing wrong with a single inch In the same position Laying on her back waiting for a kiss A kiss that she gets, long and slow Starts at her toes,and then it goes And goes, and goes, and goes And goes, and goes, and goes And moves slow And when get to her lips I still have skin to expose Her body’s under the covers And there’s nothing wrong with a single inch And then we change positon She’s got me on my back Losing common sense, They are bright lights x4 You can’t hear the music But we’re playing the same tune Each beat every note played perfectly by you They are bright lights   --- HOT. The beat is great as well. Hmm. ;) So I am quite exhausted,
These Are A Must Watch
These Make Sense
Once upon a time, a Prince asked a beautiful Princess "Will you marry me?"The Princess said, "NO!" And the Prince lived happily ever after and rode motorcycles and went fishing and hunting and played golf and dated women half his age stayed out all night and had tons of money in the bank and left the toilet seat up.The End
"the Saphire Chronicles"
She is the one in control... She is the one I serve unto... My Loyalties lye with her... Mistress Saphire... On my knees... I beg of thee... Drown me in wax... Roses across my back... Mistress Saphire...   Mistress Saphire, I am your slave... I await your command... Punish me harder... I can't wait to bleed... The war is over... Praise Mistress... For we are victorious... However... The Hunters have taken me in battle... Your new found Army... Will serve & obey you as I did... With my final plea... I beg of thee... Don't be sadden by my demise... Dying for you has always been my desire... With my last breath... I say to thee... Punish them... As you did me... Your Army always & ever will be loyal to you... They are the deadliest of enemies... Loyal slaves under your power... As I was... Thease are my final words... It has been the greatest honor of my life... To serve & obey you... This is the end... Good-Bye Mistress Saphire...  
These Are Just Some Stranger Thoughts!!
Here is the message I sent today's Newbies.   Welcome to Fubar.  Like naked chicks.  Check out Kloverlynn.  Ask her about her "all anal" pictures.  Follow the link below.Kloverlynn@ fubar So last night my kids were running around my room playing tag.  They ran past the night stand and took out my Blackberry.  Now it won't charge and the screen is cracked.  This morning I go to start my laptop and get the Blue Screen of Death.  Turns out the motherboard fried during last night's thunder storms when the power surged. All of my pictures and music on that computer are gone.  Back up people!! A few minutes ago my ex-brother in law stops by with his kids and yellow lab.  The dog slams in to the entertainment center and knocks down the 56" flat screen....SMASH!!!!!  Screen is shattered.  He's going to buy me a new one but it will be a few weeks since he's broke right now. Verizon still hasn't figured out why the home phone isn't working.  The people I bought this place from still had a r
These Is My Words
As i walk threw this life, alone, naked on the inside, i take a deep breath, look around and remember why im here. We come into this world not knowing where we are going or where we came from, but while we are here, if we are brave, god gives us the power to do as we want, in his name. So have shame, but also embrace hope, and that everyday is a day to better yourself, Eve ate the apple which to some changed Utopia, but in some aspects, without the diversity of this action there would be no induviduality, respect, or trust.... embrace our differences, thats what changes the world for the better!!!! by Amy Houston
These People Are Crackpots!!!
The father of Matthew Snyder, who was killed in Iraq in 2006 and whose funeral was protested by Westboro Baptist Church, sued the group in 2006 and won $11 million in damages. (The figure was later reduced to $5 million by a judge.) But in the 8-1 ruling on Wednesday, the Court said the church could not be held liable for inflicting emotional distress on the families of deceased soldiers. The church is best known for protesting the funerals of military servicemen, and famously carries signs with such sayings as "Thank God for Dead Soldiers" and "Fags Doom Nations." (It has also, however, picketed such events as theater productions and high school graduations.) I Fucking dare these crackpots to show up to a funeral if, God forbid one of my friends were killed serving there country......So Help Me God!!!

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