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Color Charts
SVG Color Code ChartNote: Since you can also use the Color name in your code, the ones with the Astrix(*) can be used with either spelling of the color name. The Hexadecimal and the RGB will be the same.If you have any questions feel free to mail me by clicking the text or leave a comment in this blog.ColorColor NameHexadecimalRGB *********aliceblue#f0f8ff240,248,255antiquewhite#faebd7250,235,215aqua#00ffff0,255,255 aquamarine#7fffd4127,255,212azure#f0ffff240,255,255

Navy Seal's
The SEAL Code Loyalty to Country, Team and Teammate Serve with Honor and Integrity On and Off the Battlefield Ready to Lead, Ready to Follow, Never Quit Take responsibility for your actions and the actions of your teammates Excel as Warriors through Discipline and Innovation Train for War, Fight to Win, Defeat our Nation's Enemies Earn your Trident everyday United States Navy SEAL In times of war or uncertainty there is a special breed of warrior ready to answer our Nation's call. A common man with uncommon desire to succeed. Forged by adversity, he stands alongside America's finest special operations forces to serve his country, the American people, and protect their way of life. I am that man. My Trident is a symbol of honor and heritage. Bestowed upon me by the heroes that have gone before, it embodies the trust of those I have sworn to protect. By wearing the Trident I accept the responsibility of my chosen profession and way of life. It is a privil

Missing You......
i awaken from a dream with tears upon my face... the aching in my heart nothing can erase... my hand reached out for you and found an empty space... forgotten in that moment you sleep another place... days spent at your bedside i watch your pain filled sleep... on the outside i am calm inside silently i weep... feeling so helpless i wish i could take your pain... make u whole and happy and see u smile again... i hope you can feel my love as i gently squeeze your hand... the soft kisses on your brow as by your bed i stand... i never knew a love so deep as what i feel for you... watching u hurt breaks my heart in two... the future wont be easy but time will make u whole... to make u feel loved,well and happy is my only goal... i return to a lonely bed its all that i can do... counting the hours til i can be with you...

What Does It All Mean ?
So , i have yet to write a blog. This will be my very first ever. I honestly have no clue why i'm writing this right now ( call it rambling if you want ) , i guess i just need a little bit of an ' out ' (so to speak) . . . So hear i go ! As I lay there in bed , tossing and turning. Thinking and searching. I realized how completely restless i have become. Tormented every hour i'm awake. Tortured while i sleep. And Distracted while i work ... The rules of man : Provide , protect and love (how i see it atleast). Inside : Flames, passion , unconditional love , stability , complete and udder hatred , torment , deep sadness , confused beyond belief and fear. Questions : Is there truely a meaning for life ? What is our purpose ? What do i do now ? How do you make things right ? I'm sure you have heard the saying " Things work out in the long run " " Things happen for a reason" yada yada yada . Of coarse, everything that happens in your life will without a doubt , make you the person

Random Observations....
So I have realized again today that no matter how badly you want something to go smoothly it never does. People will repeatedly disappoint you and there is really nothing that can be done about it unless you wish to give up on it all. Why is it that people have to make up lame excuses, it doesn't matter what it is because it all leads to the same thing in the end, one person ends up feeling badly because they put faith into someone else and were let down. I'm not saying that I was hurt but this, more pissed off then anything, but I would like just once for someone to prove me wrong. I don't expect anything out of people, therefore I don't have to be let down in the end when someone tries to screw me over. Just seems like in my small town there are nothing but really crappy people and I'm so sick of it... don't know how much more bullshit I can put up with. So I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about my life… like what has made me into the person I am today… its sad but I don'

Havoc
Okay so its almost 4 am and I'm just getting home from the hockey game, bar and McCreary's after after party. DAMN sooo much fun, must remember to post this weekend and lasts pics. I caught the winning puck that was tossed off the ice!! Just got home from Buccella's apartment. OMG we had sooo much fun tonight. Jen and I went to the Havoc game, we won!! Left there and went to The Third Base bar with the team and left there and went to Buccella's apartment to have more fun! LOVE HOCKEY PLAYERS! off to night night, posting pics later.

Tonight
The Alabaster Box Regret. Oh, that we could have done things differently - if we could only turn back the hands of time... How different would life have been if we'd only known then all the things we know now. . . Maybe. Inside every person is something called an "Alabaster Box." It is the most sacred and secret place in the human heart where the precious and carefully guarded truths of your existence are stored. What you believe to be true about yourself and what you hold most dear is kept in there. Memories, emotions, heartache, love, the deepest and most profoundly felt of all your experiences have been distilled into the most potent of all elixers - the essence of you. There's a story of a woman named Mary who brought an Alabaster Box of perfume to Jesus and poured it on his feet. In her desperation and sorrow she washed his feet with her tears and dried them with her hair as she lovingly poured her most valuable possession on the feet of God. There were those

Poetry
Fantasy All my life I had built up a fantasy of the perfect man. Countless romance stories and fables helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind. Searching for that fantasy lead to many disappointments. Reality made it clear that there was no such man. And as the years went by, the fantasy started to fade away - until I met you. I had almost given up on the fantasy until my fantasy became reality, that reality became you. Walk With Me Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is

Funny Sh*t
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters. ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. _______________________________ ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth? WITNESS: July 18th. ATTORNEY: What year? WITNESS: Every year. _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does i t affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? _____________________________________ ATTORNEY : How old is your son, the one living with you? WITNESS: Thirty-eight or thi

I'm Thinking Of You
I think of you in the morning and I think of you at night I think of you when you're far away and when you're in plain sight I think of you when I'm happy and I think of you when I'm sad I think of you when things are wonderful and when they're going bad I think of you when I'm busy and I think of you when I'm bored I think of you when everyone seems to love me and when I'm being ignored I think of you when it's cold and I think of you when it's hot I think of when I'm alone and even when I'm not I think of you when I'm at home and I think of you when I'm out I think of you when I'm thinking because you're all I'm thinking about

Random Thoughts Of A Crazy Mind!
Bottom line is we all just want to be happy. Most people prefer someone else there to share in our happiness. Someone to hold, someone to kiss, someone just to call to hear his or her voice. And who doesn't want that? Sure, you have the few people who like their single life and like being able to do what they want when they want, and there's nothing wrong with that, but at some point in life everyone wants that person to hold, even if only for a split second in time. Then there's that person you chase time and time again. The one that always seems to be just out of reach, and so you try harder and push yourself further to no avail. Sometimes I don't think you would ever admit to it but you would give up the world for this person. When they cry, you collect the shed tears soaked into your shoulder. When they laugh, you were the one that made them. And when going to bed at night, they're your last thought before slipping into a dream of them, and your first thought when you awake. Yo

Miscellaneous
This is what is wrong with our country: This dick had a (white power) status next to his name. Can you be any lamer? This is a conversation I had in yahoo with him but his id is basically the same in FUBAR. without the 224. tryme69times224: what up sexy BUZZ!!! ME: not much i have buzzing issues if you buzz me .. i get a bit aggitated tryme69times224: why ME: cause its a sign of impatience tryme69times224: lol tryme69times224: ok then wow ME: lol ME: lol what wow tryme69times224: nothin ? for u BUZZ!!! tryme69times224: dambit tryme69times224: sorry ME: what question tryme69times224: have u ever had innercourse w a black man ME: and you care why? tryme69times224: i was just wondering u have havnt u tryme69times224: hey i aint trippin tryme69times224: i had sex w a black woman tryme69times224: so shit its a ? ME: lol honestly i dont beleive its any of your business but yes i have black friends though i havent slept or had sex with one ... yet

Mind Scrying
The Prayer Sky Father looks down on us and sighs, while Mother Earth cries for her children. We have lost our place in the Great Wheel. We no longer learn the knowledge of our forefathers and mothers. We have closed our ears and hardened our hearts like wayward children that stomp their feet and shake their fists at their surroundings. Mother Earth's Trail of Tears is marked with sorrowful footprints, bloodied with intolerance, ignorance, and hatred. How can we find our way home? Sky Father and Mother Earth wait to greet us once more. If you look to the sunset where land and sky become one, you can see them there arms outstretched to embrace us. Our hearts need only love that which was given us, and our minds remember that which was forgotten. Then we will all be Brothers and Sisters again in the Great Village. Listen to Mother Earth's song and Feel Sky Father's strength. We will find our way home one day and be lost no more. Embrace the old ways. Mother

Poetry Mine And Others
Winds blow, bearing change unknown. Thoughts of paths unpaved encircle you. Its gentle breeze caresses your face through the screen. Lifting your head you see tree limbs swaying. Singing brown sparrow perched on an oak limb, looks inside your bedroom window. A numb stillness washes over you. Sitting next to her on the bed you wonder, how he could sing, not now! You anger, for moving on is a far off dream. Such betrayal to feel comfort, yet comfort entangles you in this solemn moment. Sunrises glow softly gives birth to a new day of life. You turn back to look at your love. Taking her still hand you lean over her. Lovingly you place a goodbye kiss on her forehead. The coroner takes her away. The bird’s song ceases, as you slowly walk away. Author: Me WORDS TO GROW ON... If I want my dreams to come true, I mustn't oversleep. Of all the things I wear, my expression is the most important. The best vitamin for making friends: B-1 The quality of my life

Fubar's Next Godmother!
♥lilhoochiefromdownunda™ ♥ has AUTO 11s!!! Alex is a really good friend of mine and she is just 300k from becoming a Godmother. She only has a little under 300 photos. Please give her a good, hard spanking. Thank you and have a great night. ♥lilhoochiefromdownunda™ ♥:@ fubar Brought to you by..... RedZ28@ fubar She's under 200k points to go, please help! cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ♥@ fubar Until she's fubar's next Godmother. There are two HHs left and her Auto-11's are activated. She will spank you back hard. St3ph4ni3~Rate Spankers member@ fubar

My Stuff
Hello all Well I could go on for hours even days with stories of what guys have put me through but I won't bore you with all of that hoopla I will just tell you what it has done to me With the lies it has built a steal wall and with the cheating it has bruised my heart and with the emotional games it has broke my heart in a million pieces that lay scattered behind a wall that is gunna be hard to tear down I know it all seems so trivial but really it has taken a toll on me I have only been in love truly twice in my life and I am afraid I may never find that true love ever again Out of all the pain that I have felt I have learned one thing keep your guard up and let No One convince you that everything is perfect because no matter how good things may seem at the moment there are always rough spots in a relationship After thirteen yrs of marriage I made a decision to end it because I was tired of being the one to give 110% and only getting back 60% it made me feel

Dive
Why is it when a family member passes,family just like to fight about who get wat ....It's sad to say that I went to my best friend's moms funeral and b4 she died,They had to make a serious decision to wheather to let her go or let her stay.....But of cause u know who had the last word to it all and i know u no who that was.........The man up stairs himself"GOD'' I'm so glad cause for my friend she never wanted to b included into that decision to murder her moms, I'm sayin this to say that family sometimes have the worst decision to make ,but to fight and put one another down if there not in the same catorgorie as u .....meanin havin a job........it's a time an a place for all things.........The main thing was not if my friend had a job but to put there mother to rest the right way and do it to gether as a family.........As we all know there's always one who has to b different, and the bad thing about it all is the one that's tryin to b better than everybody else nobody likes her.so is

Forever
Your friendship and love, And all the wonderful things That they bring into my life, Are like nothing else I have ever known. My heart is complete With the love we share, And our love grows more Beautiful each day. I love you, And as long as we are together, I have everything I need. You are with me always... In a smile, a memory, a feeling Or a moment we share. You will always be My Love, Forever Michael

Special Thank Yous
FANTASTIC!!! EXCELLENT!!! SUPERB!!! I NEVER got such a big ovation like I did during all 3 shows!!!! Everything was BEAUTIFUL!!!! I would like to first thank God for his blessings & mercy, & allowing me to do something I always dreamed of doing. W/out Him, there is no me. I would also like to thank the entire production staff & crew for all their hard work & dedication, and all the directors w/ their abilities to help set me in the right directions & bringing out the characters w/in me & also allowing me to express myself w/ my characters. & a very big thanks to everyone I worked w/. You all are excellent to be around, & I'm glad to learn some things from you all as well. See you guys down the road :) & finally, I would really like to thank my family for coming to see me perform, especially my mother, who's had my back since February 26, 1986. & another great thanks to ALL of my friends (from school, Facebook, Myspace, OCC, Detroit, West Bloomfield, co-workers, & of cour

J & E Creations
We are Jessica and Eric of Rhode Island. We both grew up in North Providence, and currently reside in Johnston. We have been involved in art in one form or another all our lives, and finally decided that we should do something with it! We specialize in custom, hand~made products. We have a wide variety of hand~made jewelry; chain maille; Mala beads; soy candles; soy~based shampoo, conditioner, lotion, and spray; vegetable glycerin hand and bar soap; and new and exciting products from artists near and far! We have added some new artists, with more coming all the time, so make sure you have a look at what they can do! Our constantly changing website is www.jecreations-llc.com. Please come on over and have a look! Any questions or feedback are more than welcome! E~mail us at: jessanderic@jecreations-llc.com We are an internet~based business presently, and will eventually be brick and mortar. In addition to the website, we also do house parties, local shows, and fairs/festivals! We

Can't Wait To Be Done With School!
I started school in April 2007 for Medical assistant....i have learned so much and i can't wait until i am able to be done with school so i can look for a better job....i am gonna keep going to college to work up to my RN cause thats where the money is.....I want to work in the pediactric unit cause i love kids so much and i have the patience to be with them.....I just wished i have done the schooling a long time ago but i wasn't sure if i could handle drawing the blood and everything but i am doing great so i am gonna handle going through it....i am gonna party when i get out of school for my break....well i will keep everyone updated when i am done with my schoolin....take care everyone...

Finally Did It
i finally broke up with scott. i'm not bitter about it im never going to let someone control mylife again. we been fighting for a while .we break up and get back together. a good friend of mine opened my eyes . told me the way he treating me is wrong and i shouldn't have to deal with it. and he right i shouldnt have to deal with it he lied to me and now he has some other bimbo . her pic is all over his vampirerave page and im not upset . let someone else deal with his over protect of ways his lying ways. his cheating ways im done with him im going to be staying single for a while . im not jumping in to anything with no 1 for a while .

I Hate Ny Self
im just wondering what life would be like with out me in it. would it be better or would it be worse. would the world be a different place. would people that i touched be the same if i wasnt here. would people i touched in one way or another even still be here if i wasnt here. this has been on my mind alot lately. and i want to know from my close friends on here what they think?

Music
we've only just begun to live White lace and promises A kiss for luck and we're on our way We've only just begun Before the rising sun we fly So many roads to choose We start our walking And learn to run And yes! we've only just begun (*) sharin' horizons that are new to us Watchin' the signs along the way Talkin' it over just the two of us Workin' together day to day, together (**) and when the evening comes we smile So much of life ahead We'll find a place where there's room to grow And yes! we've only just begun Don't ask me just how it happened I wish I knew I can't believe that it's happened And still it's true I got lost in his arms and I had to stay It was dark in his arms and I lost my way From the dark came a voice And it seemed to say There you go There you go How I felt as I fell I just can't recall But his arms held me fast and it broke the fall And I said to my

Guys And Cybering
OMG ITS FUNNY HOW MANY GUYS ARE JUST HERE TO CYBER, ONCE YOU ANNOUNCE THAT YOU DONT DO THAT, THEY REMOVE YOU AS A CRUSH..THAT IS JUST SAD AND SHALLOW, THEN GUYS WONDER WHY GIRLS TREAT THEM THE WAY THEY DO, WELL I DO ADMIRE MY GUY FRIENDS WHO STAY AROUND CAUSE THEY WANT TO BE FRIENDS..NOT HERE JUST TO CYBER..SO HUGS AND KISSES TO U AND TOO ALL THE GUYS WHO WANT A RELATIONSHIP..IM ALL OPEN FOR THAT TOO..

To My Friends.
If there is anything you like to watch, you can find it at this site. http://www.ovguide.com You name it they have a link to where you can watch it. Sorry everyone, but I don't have the internet right now. I'm using a friends, I will try and keep in touch when I can. Life kinda sucks for me right now. Hugs and kisses to all the ladies and wazzup to the fellas. "Starship Troopers 3: Marauder" Genre: Action / Fantasy / Comedy / Adventure / Drama / Horror / Thriller / Western / Sci-Fi Release: 2008 July Rtg: 7.4/10 (774 votes) "The Eye (2008)"

Vip
my VIP runs out on Nov 12th and i have to cancel it bc i am poor lol... so i wont get to renew it for a little bit... so sad!! lol... unless anyone wants to be a super duper awesome person and get me one lol... but i dont expect it haha, so just know my 11's will be gone for a bit!!!

Im In Love With Ken Darling
imikimi - Customize Your World everyday I wonder if there is something called love. I get into a relationship and things end up going down hill when someone else has interest in the man you think you have love forever. I want to know what is out there for love. Who can actually love me for me and I would do the same with them.

Idiots!!!
I made it all the way to Henchman without being talked to like this!! I guess theres a first for everything...AND THIS WAS NOT PROVOKED. Just appeared out of nowhere....:( here's his link JONAS@ fubar

Need Music
im making a cd and need some upbeat music to wake people up, any suggestions out there? old rock or new rock preferred, but any good ideas out there would be great. its gonna be a morning business meeting, so it needs to be SAFE FOR WORK thanks for any suggestions!

Big Titty Women
I LOVE WOMEN WITH TIGOLEBITTIES, I LOVE TO SUCK ON THEM NIPPLES,AND CARESS THEM BIG OLE TITS. A HAND FULL IS NEVER ENOUGH, I LIKE EM TO WHERE I HALF TO HAVE BOTH HANDS AROUND THEM BIG OLE TITTYS. IF YOU LIKE BIG OLE TITTYS GIVE ME A HELL YEAH.. AND IF YOU HAVE BIG OLE TITTYS SHOW EM TO ME AND I'LL RATE BOMB YA.

Purplestarz Blog
http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51572 Been looking for some furries out here in the world of Fubar. I really enjoy anthro art and RP. So stop on by the lounge and help me earn some points!! Hey Lovies, So I totally had to make the city of PurpleStarzia. I will keep updating this post to see how the city grows and such. Click to visit. The more you visit and invite the bigger our city can be!Click to help us GROW! http://www.xanga.com/purplestardreamz/630738991/question-time-with-cathi.html You will want to check out the Cathi FAQ I am starting. You can also post questions here or there. However I will only post the answers on Xanga!

Angel's
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong -doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on. When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usua

Happiness
Someone once told me that you can only find happiness in one place.........inside yourself. If you're not happy with who you are and what you've become, you will never be happy. You can't find happiness with another person if you are not happy with yourself.

Valentines Abyss
Normally i just let stupid stuff roll off my shoulders...but today has been the day from hell so im going to open my mouth and scream! i will do whatever i want. and that means i will marry the man i want and no one will be able to stop me. unless of course it is him. people who think that it would be a bright idea to comment on how i run my life should stay out of my way. bc i am a bitch and i will admit it. And anyone who thinks that they can mess with my man should walk away now...bc they are wasting their time. and we only have so much. well...now that i have said that i feel much better. ^.^ ta ta y'all

Surveys
1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? Yes 2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress? Short party dress 3. What would you do if you received a long love letter? I'd read it over and over again! 4. Group dates or single dates? Depends--prefer single 5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends? Yes 6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend? Not at all 7. Is your hair up or down today? It was down, now it's up 8. Do you straighten your hair? Sometimes 9. Favorite mascara? Any 10. Do you get your nails done? Yes 11. Small or large purses? Both-depends where u go 12. In your purse, what are your must haves? Cell, wallet, gum, lip gloss, keys 13. Jeans or sweats? Again-depends what Im doin 14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable? No 15. Do you text message a lot? Sometimes 16. What would you do if you got pregnant? Ahhh...??? 17. What’s your favorite color? Purple 18. Heels or flats? Mostl

Give Me A Break
Ok this is crazy how can someone mark a picture NSFW that doesn't show anything. I'm sorry my ass looks better then yours or your wifes but dont be like that. So who ever did that shit needs to grow up and deal wit it. For who did that u need to go back to MySpace that is a place for you. Kelli

This Is Me
dear stalkers..... it's kind of creepy that your always on my shoutbox.... even before i log in to my fubar account..... also.... try acting like a normal person and not a stalker/psychopath if you want to get to know me... thanx......flesh MY COMPUTER WON'T LET ME INSTALL ACTIVE X AND I KEEP TRYING TO CHANGE MY FILES TO JPG BUT IT WON'T LET ME! A LITTLE HELP....

Black Orchid
Black Orchid Have you ever been so lonely, No one there to hold? Pull me in or disown me, And then climb inside. My arms are open wide. Have a look inside. It is not that I am scared to learn, Why I'm empty inside. hold my hand or show some concern, If I live or die. My eyes are open wide. Help me look inside. I hear the water drip from the faucet. It's sweetly falling in tune. I'm gently closing the closet. I fall to the floor, and crawl to my room. The thought of ending it soon... Just let me sleep in my room. Hear me cry! cry! cry! I hear a knock at the front door. Don't come in! I try to look at you But I can't stop shaking. Leave me alone. Just go away. Mother I'm so scared. Empty bed and all of the sheets are gone, They're wrapped around me and you. All is quiet but the drop of a gun. I want to belong...to someone... But maybe life's not for everyone

Hehehehehaha
Today I slipped and fell in Stonededland. How I got there I don't know. But I do know that the sky was meow blue and the time was 4:20. and this chinese man was waving at me from inside my loopity looped dragon water bong glass pipe thingy with a bowl. I think I'm gonna wave back.

Video Work Blogs
I am on vacation, want the Kobalt Tools 500 and now I am Tenn seeing my sister. This trip was made possible by the monies I have made producing my videos and clips. I am still in search of a stable and sexxy partner to help me with these ventures. Could this be you? Was at a freind's house,she likes to shot video for me. At the time I had a girlfriend who wanted to get into the porn biz. That day was every man's dream in a bedroom with two women. Anyway, we were working different postitions and she was doing very well. I wanted to cum two hours, but I doing my best to hold back. We were trying to do a reverse cowgirl, one of my favs. The way she was moving it was hitting right spot and then I popped out and then I popped. I managed to cover her freshly waxed pubic mound. My friend who was holding the camera, her mouth just drops and she say's "when was the last time you came?" and my girlfriend giggles and says this morning. She starts to inform me that she never seen a man cum that m

First Blog
I have completed week one of my 12 week excrise and diet program. I feel better today because last night I had a great prime rib steak, baked potateo and half slice of cheese cake and it was AWESOME! When at week four I will post a progress picture. I do believe I can stick with this, I feel some much better than I did this time last year. I will give more info when I post another update. Mark www.amateurflixxx.com Hello everybody, I think I met someone special. Hello all, Thanks to the extra money I have getting from video production and while being on vacation, I have set a written goal that I going back to the gym and getting back into serious shape. Mainly for health reasons. I have noticed that most of the men on here who have great bodies seem to get alot of attention. So by June I will have my six pac abs back. I have not had s flat, cut stomach since I was powerlifting and strongman contest. I will be adding pics showing my progress, so please rate. At that time, there w

Remembring Our Veterans
I could use your help with a project. I am conducting a service of remembrance and a call to peace in honor of all veterans over the last 70 years. If you would like to assist I would appreciate any pictures of veterans that I can use in a presentation during our singing and prayers. Also, if you have good songs for us to use, I am talking about roughly an hour of music in the course of the service so about 17 songs is my goal. I have many in mind already, but you most likely know others I haven't even thought of. I assure you, this will be a service honoring what those serving us always strived for, but it will also be as my grandpa (who lost 4 brothers in service during WW2) said, "If we would do justice to those we send to preserve our country, rights and property, then our first prayer must be that we join our efforts with theirs to work for such a peace that their services are never needed again." If this is an event you can support, then I ask that you send me any pics you

Irish Toasts, And Blessings
Sayings and Toasts May you live as long as you want, and never want as long as you live. May those who love us, love us. And for those who don't love us, May God turn their hearts. And if he can not turn their hearts, May he turn their ankles, So we may know them by their limping. May you live as long as you want, and never want as long as you live. There are good ships, and there are wood ships, the ships that sail the sea. But the best ships are friendships, and may they always be. "May the sons of your daughters smile up in your face." May the enemies of Ireland never eat bread nor drink whiskey, but be afflicted with itching without the benefit of scratching May your home always be too small to hold all your friends. Here's to you and yours And to mine and ours. And if mine and ours Ever come across to you and yours, I ho

Read First
If you've gotten this far and actually read peoples profiles as i do.. i have some ground rules 1: If you don't have a salute i won't add you 2: If you send me a friend request.. and you don't say anything other then just clicking the request... i won't add you 3: If your a newbie.. unless your from the indianapolis area.. i won't add you ( i do make acceptions ) 4: If i do add you, and i ALWAYS RATE your pics, stash or blogs i expect the same in return, if you don't well your deleted. I can't stand point whores on here that beg and beg for rates, blasts and never return the favor 5: Other then that im a pretty nice guy... like to joke around and have fun, and if you want to know anything just ask

Hot Keys
I've never been one to use them, atleast not anything more than Ctrl+C and Ctrl+ V, but I've been forced to use many more of them lately at my job and I'd thought I'd share some that might make everyones life a little bit easier. Alt+Tab Cycles between open windows, Hold Alt while pressing tab to go to more than the last window visited, otherwise you can go from one window and back again. Uses the last two windows visited. Great for switching from IM to IE or firefox, etc. Ctrl+tab In internet explorer and yahoo Im or any program with tabs, cycles between tabs. Great if you have more than one tab open on fubar or on multiple sites. Ctrl+pageup/pagedown in excel cycles between sheets within a document. Ctrl+P prints Ctrl+Z undo Ctrl+C copies Ctrl+V paste Ctrl+Y redo/repeat Tab Cycles through links/objects, great for selecting enter on comments and while bombing. Ctrl+S Save Ctrl+W Closes window/but not program A

Drifter Chronicles
I never really felt the need to write in these things seeing as how few people read'em and hardly ever comment on them,but i don't give a fuck i'm gonna write it 'cause i want to!! Anyhoo, i think i was meant to be a drifter since i was a young buck on the streets of New York. At night was always when me and mom would make it out into the streets, Right after school and homework we would get dressed, go eat and hit the town. Can you imagine 42nd street New York back in the early 80's? When breakdancing was big and EVERYONE had no laces in their Adidas! But just that alone was a sign. I was brought up a night owl, a child of the night, A night walker, whatever the fuck you wanna call it,lol. And for a time it was good until we moved to South Carolina! What a fuckin mindfuck! Dirtroads, trailers (trailer-trash), the nearest store is a mile away and no buses,cabs, or subways!!! But i learned to adapt to my surroundings and become very knowable of my place of dwelling, but then we move to

If I Was In Ur Bed?
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Push me off the bed 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) Fuck me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops lol Repost with the title IF I WAS IN YOUR BED!!!!! and see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back make sure you repost this

Truth Or Dare
I'm for sale Here's the rules of Fubar Adoption.... If ur a guy u must pick a girl, if ur a girl u must pick a guy. Put in the subject "I'm For Sale" and see who wants to own you. The first person to send u a message sayin "I own you" owns you. It's that simple... P.S. repost cause it is funny and surprising to see who gets you FIRST you must do it even if you are taken play TRUTH/DARE (& be honest) I dare you to tell me the truth: Four things you want to know about me: 01. 02. 03. 04. Three things you like about me: 01. 02. 03. Two things you don't like about me: 01. 02. My best feature: 01. Two things you want to do with me: 01. 02. One word that describe me: 01. One question for me: 01. repost this see how many people do this to you Just copy and send to me... There is at least one person on your Fubar list that wants to kiss the hell out of you. So lets play the "Kiss or Pass!" game. The rules are simple... i

Nothing Compares 2 U
Nothing Compares 2 U IT'S BEEN SEVEN HOURS AND FIFTEEN DAYS, SINCE YOU TOOK YOUR LOVE AWAYI GO OUT EVERY NIGHT AND SLEEP ALL DAY SINCE YOU TOOK YOUR LOVE AWAY SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT I CAN SEE WHOM EVER I CHOOSEI CAN EAT MY DINNER IN A FANCY RESTAURANT, BUT NOTHING, I SAID NOTHING CAN TAKE AWAY THESE BLUES, COS' NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU IT'S BEEN SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU HERE LIKE A BIRD WITHOUT A SONG AHHH NOTHING CAN STOP THESE LONELY TEARS FROM FALLING,TELL ME BABY, WHERE DID I GO WRONG I CAN PUT MY ARMS AROUND EVERY BOY I SEE THEY DON'T REMIND ME OF YOU AHHH I WENT TO THE DOCTORS AND GUESS WHAT HE TOLD ME, GUESS WHAT HE TOLD ME, HE SAID GIRL YOU'D BETTER TRY TO HAVE FUN, NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, BUT HE'S A FOOL COS' NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU ALL THE FLOWERS THAT YOU PLANTED MAMA IN THE BACK YARD ALL DIED AND WITHERED AWAY AHHH I KNOW THAT LIVING WITH YOU BABY, WAS SOMETIMES HARD BUT I'M WILLING TO

13,400 To Level A Leveler
FOR THOSE THAT HAVE NOTICED I HAVENT BEEN POSTING MUCH ON THE LEVELER NAME.WELL THAT IS DUE TOO BE ON DIAL UP AND ITS SOO SLOW. I APOLIGIZE FOR THIS. IF YOU NEED HELP ON A LEVEL UP PLEASE HIT ME UP ON MY ACCOUNT. MY LINK IS ON THE PROFILE. ~BOOBOO Show her some love. She returns love back to you.Shes always there too help everyone that needs leveled. §AÐI§TI© LIGHT ~Ånarchy §kulls Mistress~ GrØw ®oØm EñTìt¥@ fubar You know what too do go Rate, Fan, Add her and rate her pictures and stash THANKS FOR HELPING HER LEVEL. HAVE A NICE EVENING.

Lyrics I Love!!
yo look i know we been, been friends for a minute but i think its time we trust the situation i know how you feel you know how i feel i just wanna put it out there [Verse 1:] I Gotta Say Your A Hell Of A Woman Your Like A New Drop In the Summer Pull Me Over The Weather When I'm Under, did u know U Know You Do That For Me ....Do That For Me...And I Wonder Sometimes Why You Be Takin' Your Time I I Know It's Gon' Be Right Girl I Put That On My Life You Be Givin' Me The Coldest Shoulder Coz U Don't Want Your Emotions Takin' Over Instead Of Talkin' Bout You Lookin' For A Soldier... Yeah Are U Tryna Say You Don't See That In Me I Know That Were Freinds But Taken It There Wont Mess It Up please just Trust In Me Girl I Got you Cant You See? (Ohhhh Ohhh) [Chorus:] Baby Girl It's Killin' Me Why You Tryna Act Like You Don't Like U Don't See What I See (You Should Be With) You Should Be With Me it's you heart but, Before U Give It To Someone (O

13,440 To Level A Leveler
Show her some love. She returns love back to you.Shes always there too help everyone that needs leveled. §AÐI§TI© LIGHT ~Ånarchy §kulls Mistress~ GrØw ®oØm EñTìt¥@ fubar You know what too do go Rate, Fan, Add her and rate her pictures and stash THANKS FOR HELPING HER LEVEL. HAVE A NICE EVENING.

Tribute To A Wwe Hall Of Famer
WWE Hall of Famer The Fabulous Moolah Passes Away Date Added: November 03, 2007 Story By: Marc Middleton - WWE.com has announced the passing of WWE Hall of Famer, The Fabulous Moolah. Apparently Moolah passed away last night sometime. On behalf of everyone here at the site, our condolences go out to the family of Moolah. No cause of death has been confirmed yet, but WWE should release more details soon. It's believed Moolah was 84. Fabulous Moolah passes away Written: November 3, 2007 Related Content * Fabulous Moolah photos * Moolah is remembered by her friends WWE is saddened by the passing of Lillian Ellison, who was known to sports-entertainment fans as Hall of Famer Fabulous Moolah. She passed away last night in Columbia, S.C. In the world of women’s wrestling, there will always be one irrefutable legend that stands head and shoulders above the rest: The Fabulous Moolah. She was the longest reigning champion in the history of her chosen sport,

Kaito Demonia Blog
*prances around like a dork* My Salute been accepted >=3 I'm so excited! Now! I can.... >.> be awesome? *goes off to update more on her fubar* >=3 Heading to Maine in 12 more days. Woohoo! I'm not sure, I just figured, I got the blog, I got the time. >=3 I'm trying to think... but that's not working out to well, tomorrow I'm heading back to my grams, and ummm, I get to re do my damn Salute since mine wasn't good enough... which is fucking ghey, since I had friends who did almost the same thing as me, but mine gets rejected D:< XD Oh wells, They'll get my finger for a fucking salute.. D:< Anyways, n.n I am the happeh! >.> Annnnnnnndddddd.... That's it! n.n; I love my boyfriend Optimus Prime xD It's official! lolz!

Vip Give Away
MY WONDERFUL FRIEND IS WILLING TO GIVE A 1 YEAR VIP IN RETURN FOR 60,000 COMMENTS...I KNOW I CAN DO IT WITH ALL OF YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT...PLEASE HELP ME OUT, I'LL BE FOREVER INDEBTED..LOL..I THANK YOU FOR READING MY BLOG AND TAKING THE TIME IN HELPING ME...LOVE YOU ALL....

Love
Many mistake lust for love, a physical attraction can be a strong thing and enter a relationship thinking that it is true love, when it's not. They don't find out till later when the sexual feelings die down and you have nothing to talk about. A friendship is important in a relationship a person who can take your worst you got to throw at them and still loves you. A person that puts up with your crazy ass mood changes. Someone you want to do things with besides sex, go places or sit and kick it on the couch watching a movie or whatever the show may be. Someone you can keep no secrets from, because you trust them that much not to judge you for your past or present issues you may have in your life. A person you trust so much you know they would lay down their life for you so to speak as would for them. In short homies for life with the benefits of being your lover and your life companion someone you can see yourself being old with and still feeling the same as you do for them as you did

My Favorite Bdsm Links
Lifestyle BDSM Fetish Links Bondage Topsite ALT.com Bondage Fetish Free Sites Adult Bondage Fetish Pic Post Bondage Fetish Movies Sado Slaves Red Ass Teen Spanking Abbraxa Toilet Slaves Wasteland Bondage Fetish Fucking Machines Whipped Ass Hogtied Wired Pussy Water Bondage Men in Pain Ultimate Surrender Sex and Submission Device Bondage NEW* Tranny Seduction NEW* The Training of O NEW*

New Pics
I have just uploaded an ungodly amount of pictures in my kinbaku section. Family can only see it and it will remain that way. If you are interested in seeing what's in this particular folder, then you should have an interest in the following: Kinbaku, Nawa Shibari or Kinbaku Bi. If you don't have an interest, you are not missing much :) Oh yeah, to get added to my family then you are interested in kink or actively involved in the kinky community. You should be willing to prove your kinkiness :) Cheers!

~jade~
she sips daintily from her champagne each time her lips part you watch her.. wishing you were the liquid that eases down her spout. ______ _ unveiling her mask, you love what you see a woman of desire and tranquility you want to own her heart.. in your mind your body is passionately intertwined.. she dances so elegantly your body begins to tremble when you think of her touch, you're an unsuspecting victim... of her sexual desire and lust... _______ __ As the song begins to play you close your eyes..and begin to pray for just one time to hold her body close to you even if its for only one night to come true..... _______ _ an amazing dance electrifies your body you don't remember a time, which felt so good you photograph the moment in your mind of a sensual intimate love, that put you in sublime. your madness of desire bleeds your heart the rhythm starts to consume you dancing into darkness, her shadow departs shadows as one now, meshed in the wind.. ____

Sillymonkeys Silly Rants
Nuff said Karma and Rebirth The wheel of life, or "samsara", is an ancient symbol that has the same meaning in Buddhism and Hinduism. It is symbolises the cycle of birth, life, and death. When one revolution of the wheel is completed, life begins again with rebirth. What is karma? Karma is a Sanskrit word that literally means "action". The word is used to refer to volitional acts as well as the forces that arise from these acts. The idea of karma had existed in ancient Indian philosophy before the time of Siddhartha Gautama, and it became an important element of Buddhist philosophy. The Hindu and Buddhist concepts of karma are quite similar, although Hinduism makes a further distinction between different types of karma, such as present karma, latent karma, and future karma. In the understanding of both thought systems, the law of karma describes the connection between actions and the resulting forces, as follows: wholesome actions lead to wholesome states while unwholesome

Heartache
I love all the men in my life But all they do is hurt me Everytime I turn around the cuz me pain Pain in the heart and in the brain They never stop to think what they are doing to me They think it is funny how i feel I sit there and cry and all they do is say boo who They dont have any respect for the way i feel Thats why most men get what they deserve I put all my feelings into it And alls i get in return is feeling like i was a peice of shit and my feelings smashed to the ground I treat them ike there royalty and they sit there and treat me as a piece of ass Well im more than that im sweet kind and caring And to all you assholes that dont know that fuck you Im tired of being hurt by my boyfriends friends and family I wont name any names you know who you are and if you dont open your fucking eyes and see what you did You will get what is coming to you cuz now i wont take your shit and let you cause me pain This is to anyone that has gotten hurt If you ever need anyo

N.a.p. Family
http://i202.photobucket.com/albums/aa231/kywolflover38/fdc2a4459aea28f7a3a26601cfa3eaa4.gif Tsisquo'ga ♥Native American Queen♥ Club F.A.R.# 1 Family on Fubar@ fubar Chief of Native American Pride@ fubar Attention all N.A.P. members this is our weeks levelers. They need our help and support to reach the next LEVE

Life .....
There comes a time in your life when you realize that if you standstill now, you will remain at this point forever.You realize the if you fall and stay down, life will pass you by. Life's circumstance's are not always what you think or what you might wish them to be. The pattern of life does not necessarily go as you plan. Beyond any understanding, you may at times be led in differnt direction's that you may never imagined, dreamed, or designed. Yet,if you have never put any effort into choosing a path, or tried to carry out your dreams, then perhaps you would have no direction at all. Rather than wondering about or questioning the direction you life has taken, accept the fact the there is a path before you now. Shake off the "why's" and "what if's" and rid yourself of the confusion. Whatever was~is the past. Whatever is~is what's important.The past is a brief reflection. The future is yet to be realized. Today is here. Walk your path one step at a time,with courage, faith, and deter

If You Wanna Know
The more I see of you the more you see of me. If you have anything specific send me a private message and we will see but I might have something specific for requests that I would want to see as well. It would depend upon the request. Anyway I will be adding more to my family pics tomorrow night more than likely. so we will just see who has requests for those. if you have a request you can always ask me anytime but it needs to be a private message. anyway let me know what you might like to see.

I Lost My Best Friend
I just wanted to say hello to every one and to wish them all a very happy holidays. I am sorry that I haven't been on much lately. As most of you know the holidays are a tough time for me and I miss my daughter a great deal. I have also been suffering through some broken ribs and that has also had me down and away for a bit. I want to apologize to everyone for not being around that much and I do wish you all the very best and all the happiness. Please take care and I want to send hugs to each and everyone. Lots of love, Shane Well I have known by best friend Derek for 18 years. Well today he is mad at me and I think that he will never talk to me again, which right now is too bad because this is his fault not mine. He is the one who fucked up not me and I am not going to be guilted into doing something I don't want or can't do. Here is the story. Derek and I both have the same doctor. I have 2 bad knees and a bad shoulder. He has a bad knee. Well we both get the same prescriptions

Died Friends
all my frinds say they"ll be there 4 me but there never there when I need 2 talk I loved 1 of them more as girlfriend then a friend i was all ways there 4 her but when I needed her help she was no where 2 be found Ive found that some people are better 2 keep your distance from or theyll just fuck u over & over again! I need 2 find some1 i can trust & not have to worry about them stabing me in the back & u know who u are ! you should be lock up or shot with a bow through the heart everyone needs to check if there friends are really there for them or r they just there because they have money!!or got some 1 they want the gates have raisen from the sand the death & hatered has began.Life is but a thing of the past frinds are said &gone theres no moving on no one 2 turn 2 no way toescape the pain my relationships take friends a plenty & friends a few you've all turnedon me the way u do we where once close now where far a part what went wrong.Iguess we just have moved on from our childish wa

Let's Ride!
Hmmmm, well I am single again.....been asked out a couple times this week. Was suppose to go to a biker event with the club RKMCMD4, they are having a ball tonight. But it is across the bridge and didn't want to leave Bryan and go that far. So John thank you for asking me to join ur friends!!! Tomorrow going to get my saddle bags can't wait!!!! Talked to harley about the new exhust pipes.....shit I got approved for another bike...I was gonna get. More of a touring bike. If I had more experience I would go and get it but need to learn on this one first. And now that I have Chris to ride with, well when the weather permits now LOL, its alll good. Hugs my friends

The Pearly Gates
A train hits a bus filled with Catholic school girls and they all perish. They are in heaven trying to enter the pearly gates when St. Peter asks the first girl, "Tiffany, have you ever had any contact with a male organ?" She giggles and shyly replies, "Well, I once touched the head of one with the tip of my finger." St. Peter says, "Okay, dip the tip of your finger in the Holy Water and pass through the gate." St. Peter asks the next girl the same question, " Sandra , have you ever had any contact with a male organ?" The girl is a little reluctant but replies, "Well, once I fondled and stroked one." St. Peter says, "Okay, dip your whole hand in the Holy Water and pass through the gate." All of a sudden, there is a lot of commotion in the l ine of girls. One girl is pushing her way to the front of the line. When she reaches the front, St.Peter says, "Reva, What seems to be the rush?" The girl replies, "If I'm going to have to gargle that Holy Water, I want to do it bef

Say What =)
~!*More Qoutes*!~ ~!*Kisses , Even To The Air, Are Beautiful *!~ ((You Taught Me What It Was To Cry)) --The Love We Have Is The Neverending Story-- :+:Don\'t Waste Your Time On A Guy, Who Isn\'t Willing To Waste His Time On You.:+: //No Man Is Worth Your Tears. The One Who Is Won\'t Make You Cry.// *Kiss My Lips....And I\'ll Kiss Yours!* ::Have You Kissed Me yet?!?!?!?:: \"Don\'t Hate Me Because I\'m Beautiful...Hate Me Because Your Boyfriend Thinks I Am!\" --Always Remember Your Unique, Just Like Everyone Else-- ((You Can\'t Always Get What You Want)) ^.^Something Happened To Me, It Was The Sweetest Thing That Ever Could Be, It Was A Fantasy, A Dream Come True..It was The Day I Met You^.^ **If I Could Be One Thing In Life, I Would Be A Tear; Born In Your Eyes, Living On Your Cheeks, And Dying On Your Lips** I Wrote Your Name In The Sand But The Waves

Dynamite Radio
WE ARE LOOKING FOR DEDICATED SLAVES...I MEAN EMPLOYEES IN MANY DEPARTMENTS, IF YOUR INTERESTED IN A POSITION PLEASE DROP ME A LINE UNDER THIS BLOG, IN MY INBOX OR IN MY LOUNGE. IF I AM NOT AVAILABLE GET AHOLD OF MYSECRETSEXTOYS OR ANY ONE OF MY LOUNGE STAFF. TO CHECK OUT THE LOUNGE, CLICK THE BANNER BELOW! Dynamite Radio Announces It's Weekly Auction!! Bid on and Win The Hottest Guys and Gals on Fubar!! What Will You Do With Your New FuSlave?? Auction begins @ 10pm est sharp on Friday the 23rd *Bring Your Fubucks and come bid on these hot guys and gals!! *Auction rules are as follows: highest bid wins you the slave you bid on for 24hrs. High bidder wins the auction for each person being auctioned off. High bid winner must transfer fubucks to the person being auctioned off or purchase fubar gifts in an equal amount of bid price. This auction is for enterta

Car Keys
Put your car keys beside your bed at night. If you hear a noise outside your home or someone trying to get in your house, just press the panic button for your car. The alarm will be set off, and the horn will continue to sound until either you turn it off or the car battery dies. This tip came from a neighborhood watch coordinator. Next time you come home for the night and you start to put your keys away, think of this: It's a security alarm system that you probably already have and requires no installation. Test it. It will go off from most everywhere inside your house and will keep honking until your battery runs down or until you reset it with the button on the key fob chain. It works if you park in your driveway or garage If your car alarm goes off when someone is trying to break in your house, odds are the burglar or rapist won't stick around... after a few seconds all the neighbors will be looking out their windows to see who is out there and sure enough t

My 105 Truths 1. real name: Crystal Marie 2. like it ?: yes 3. single or taken?: taken 4. zodiac sign: cancer 5. male or female: Female. 6. elementary: Midland City Elementary 7. middle: South Dale Middle School 8. high school: Dale County High School 9. eye color: green 10. hair color: light brown 11. are you a health freak: No 12. height: 5'7'' 13. do you like yourself: yes 14. piercings: None 15. tattoos: None 16. righty or lefty: righty FIRSTS- 17. first surgery: none thank god 18. first piercings: none yet 19. first real best friend: Amber Caldwell 20. first sport:: Never played sports 21. first pet: never have had a pet 22. first vacation: Panama city beach 23. first crush: a guy in my 2nd grade class CURRENTLY- 24. eating: Nothing 25. drinking: Nothing 26. about to: eat 27. listening to: the tv 28. waiting for: Christmas 29. wearing: blue jeans and a tshirt 30. want to get married to: yes 31. careers in mind: business manager WHI

Broken Dollz And Shows!
So the past week has been very exiting yet has left me very dehydrated haha. First all the shows that have been in town have just been overwhelming... My set will be coming out on Nov.. 16th on Broken Dollz for one.... Drove out to Baton Rouge to see Psyclone Nine and Merazene from chicago. It was the first time seeing Merazene and we where pretty impressed :) I figured they where going to be another Dope rip off band but they still had there own style, you could definitely tell they are used to playing in front of a lot of people... and after they got off stage we where able to talk with the singer for a while. He was a really friendly guy and it turns out he used to play with Bile! If you ever get a chance to talk with him you need to, he is a really funny guy. Then Psyclone came on and totally rocked the house, they only got a half an hour set so most of there intros where skipped but they still rocked my socks :D I bought a bunch of merch, got stuff signed (oh yeah i am a fa

Announcement
i changed my other profile to "friends only" instead of family only. why? cuz i dont care if any of you look at whats in there. its not an "everyone" folder because its NSFW content and well people should have to work for it a lil bit :P. have fun

Cashiers
Subject: 'A Rapist's New Trick' Please take 3 minutes and read this...then pass it on.... When I think about it...I probably would have believed him and opened the door..... RAPIST TRICK Know what money you are carrying. You will see why as you read. Be sure every woman is aware of this M.O. Share it with your wife and daughters. Know what money you are carrying... This was the first I have heard of a scheme like this..... I wanted to pass it along. Be safe! Something very serious to pay attention to. Criminals are coming up with craftier, less threatening methods of attack, so we have to be extra cautious. I live in Alexandria , VA , but I often work in Lafayette , LA , staying with friends when I'm there. As you know from America 's Most Wanted TV program, as well as the news media, there is a serial killer in the Lafayette area. I just want to let you know about an 'incident' that happened to me a few weeks ago, and could have been deadly. At first I didn't go to the

Love
dont let your memory fade of me you will always be with me but old memory fades fast if all you remember is i love you dont let your memory fade of me memories are for you and me I'll be lying here beside you i will always love you dont let your memory fade of me old memories fade new ones are made for always and forever of you memories are words you string so well dont let your memory fade of me Once again now One more time new memories are made by you of a single embrace forever

To All The Fighting Men Everywhere
am i so easy for the soldiers and sailors i feel for every man who comes along my heart goes out to all the men who are alone and oversea fighting for freedom that we so much enjoy love to write about the men and their loves i also write about sadness which i dont love write because it helps clear my mind love the comments written about them will listen to a sad love song feel the joy of the tune and lyrics i am all hip hop with a lil salsa thown in Brandy's have you ever will mellow out my mood Thank you to all who serve in our military!!! i can not do enough for you our military in my own way i try to do as much as i can to always show you what you are fighting for

90 Things About Me
90 Facts About You 1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING? yes 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 2 1/2 YEAR 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? Rascal Flatts cd from Richard 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? yes 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? I walked a mile today 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? Food 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? a payday candy bar 8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Smile 9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? Take me There 10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? Dothan,Alabama 11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED: Dale County High School 12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: none right now but was Nextel 13. FAVORITE STORE: Walmart 14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD: a year I worked at the college I went to 15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE? yes 16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?: no 17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED: My friend Katie 18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY: Leora 19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND: About a month ago 20. FAV

~*~wsc News, Updates, & Bombing~*~
Welcome to Fu~Vivor- Fubar Island! HAPPY HOUR OR $100 GIFT CARD? New Contest starting as soon as I have enough players. Just like the show its all about being the sole survivor Part 1: All Contestants will participate in reverse bombing, meaning u will not bomb yourself, you will bomb the other contestants. U want to be the person with the least comments. The person with the most comments at the end of every other day will be eliminated. However the contestants who are eliminated will not go "home" empty handed. They will receive for every comment 1 Fubuck, every rate will equal 1 Fubuck as well. When all have been eliminated down to two players then part 2 will start. Part 2: The two remaining contestants will retain their comments and will continue on with an endurance race to the finish line. The first to reach 50,000 comments will receive their choice of a Happy Hour or a $100.00(Real US Money) Gift Card. Which is to be purchased online and emailed

The 1912-s Nickel
As i stated earlier, I am a coin collector and prices of coins are based upon demand and the amount that were minted. I researched a certain series nickel that was minted from 1883 til 1912. There was a low mintage in 1885 1.4 million, and the price of that coin is going for about $480.00 in good condition. Then i noticed that in 1912, the mintage dropped drastically to 238,000. The value on this coin is only $175. in good.I asked myself, how come the 238,000 mintage is worth less than the 1.4 million mintage? I wanted the 1912-s coin to go up in price so i started to buy them in quantity from dealers that submitted the prices to the price guide. I called dealers from california, washington state, new york, texas. and a few other states Taking whatever they had. I also bought them towards the end of the year so they would remember my purchases fresh as they sent them to the editor of the price guide. I purchased 42 nickels and put myself a roll togather. The price guide c

Football - North Vs South
North v South : Football FOOTBALL SEASON - NORTH VS SOUTH WOMEN'S ATTIRE Up North: Chapstick in their back pocket and a $20 bill in their front pocket. Down South: Louis Vuitton duffel with two lipsticks, powder, mascara waterproof), concealer, and a fifth of bourbon. Wallet not necessary -that's what dates are for. STADIUM SIZE Up north: College football stadiums hold 20,000. Down south: High school football stadiums hold 20,000. NAMES Up North: Doug Flutie Down South: Herschel Walker WEATHER Up North: Snow and Ice. Down South: Sunny, highs mid-60s, lows in the thirties. FATHERS Up North: Expect their daughter to understand Sylvia Plath. Down South: Expect their daughters to understand pass interference. ATTIRE Up North: Male and female alike: woolly sweater or sweatshirt, jeans. Down South Male: -pressed khakis, oxford shirt, cap with frat logo, Justin Ropers. Down South Female: -ankle-length skirt, coordinated cardigan, flat riding boot

Dunno
life seems unfair at times. I'm sure that we hve all been there done that. but when the good things happen do we all question why they happen? Or do you just accept it. I have recently had some really goo dthings happen to me, and I am happy about that. There is nothing that I want to change right now. School is going as it always does, and YEAH! I'm almost done, then I can find a job and move on from this part of my life. there are many friends and relatives in my life that have been right here next to me, helping, encouraging and whatever else it took to keep me moving towards my goal...and for that Thank you all for that very much! I am moving forward in my life, and things look really good. Job opportunites, friends and more are looking better everyday...I'm delaing with some health issues but nothing that can't be solved. And to my best cheering squad: Scott, Brian and Rob....((BUG HUGS)) to you and may you find and recieve everything that you deserve....H&K My Gir

My Fucking Life....:(
WELL WOUNDT YOU KNOW IT.....THINGS ARE REALY TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE. GUESS MY DREAMS CAN JUST BE FUCKED ALL THE TIME. BUST MY ASS TOO FUCKING MUCH ONLY TO GET LET DOWN. I WONT BE WORKINGMY DREAM JOB LIKE I ONCE THOUGH ANS WAS LEAD TO BELIEVE. SO AS OF RIGHT NOW I WONT BE MOVING....WONT BE GOING TO DAYTONA AND WONT BE LIVING MY DREAM.......I JUST FUCKING GIVE UP!!!!!!! PLEASE DONT TELL ME IM TOO NEGATIVE CAUSE THATS NOT GONNA WORK THIS TIME....I WAS SO POSITIVE WITH THIS AND MAKING PLANS TO FOLLOW MY DREAMS AND THINK FOR MY SELF THIS ONE TIME AND NOT THINK ABOUT ANYONE ELSE AND IT STILL BACK FIRED.............I ALMOST THINK IM JUST GONNA MOVE THE FUCK BACK HOME AND SAY FUCK IT. I TRUELY FEEL SO FUCKING HEART BROKEN AND I ONLY HAVE MYSELF TO BLAME...THIS TIME IT WASNT A FEMALE OR A FRIEND....I DINT LOSE ANYONE(THANKFULLY).......I FEEL LIKE IVE MADE SO MANY SACRIFICES IN MY LIFE THAT FOR ONCE I WAS GETTING SOMEWHERE AND ALL THE SACRIFICES IVE MADE AND THE SHIT IVE PUT MYSELF THROU

1977-2007
Enjoy the trip from 1977 to 2007.. ...... . 1977: Long hair 2007 : Longing for hair 1977: KEG 2007: EKG 1977 : Acid rock 2007 : Acid reflux 1977 : Moving to California because it's cool 2007 : Moving to Arizona because it's warm 1977 : Trying to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 2007: Trying NOT to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 1977 : Seeds and stems 2007 : Roughage 1977 : Hoping for a BMW 2007: Hoping for a BM 1977 : Going to a new, hip joint 2007 : Receiving a new hip joint 1977 : Rolling Stones 2007: Kidney Stones 1977 : Screw the system 2007: Upgrade the system 1977 : Disco 2007: Costco 1977 :

First Blog
So this is all new to me this fubar. Have fucked around on 360 for a while and got invited to the drunk fest that is fubar. Still playing with all the bells and whistles so bear with me if you see my turn signal on and Im not turning youll know why! *fumbling with the radio controls* how the hell do you turn up this thing?

Fu Hotties
So we (Victoria is the founder and im a Co-Founder)started a group of the hottest guys on Fu!!! So guys if you think you are sexi enough to make it in send me a message and girls any guys you think are sexi link me to their profile!!! Its time for some eye candy for our girls!!!

Chistmas Cards
It's that time again woohoo I love Christmas and sending out cards to all my wonderful friends,so if you'd like a card from me message with with ur address,and u can have mine to if u like (i except money)lol just joking. love, Denise

Join Studio 54 - The Best Lounge On Fubar!
http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50065 Be Hip, Be Cool, make new friends and get TIPSY! Join the best Fubar Lounge and tell them ThePurplePrincess4u sent you! I promise you will be happy you joined! Birthday Club for members too! Thanks for reading my first blog!

Ugghh..ty 4 The Points Loser
· $bigtimer$ rated your photo a '1'! 3 min ago Then he shouted me and told me not to hate and blocked me.... LOL Loser....if you are so bold to rate people 1's, then don't hide behind the block button coward!!! By the way, thanks for the points boy. shelby@ fubar shelby rated your photo a '3'! Yawn....another loser!

Just Shit On My Mind
I've been deep in thought here. I've noticed a contradiction in Fubar's ratings of what's NSFW and what's not NSFW. I've been to many a members sites and this contradiction has popped up many times. There have been photos which I and most ppl out there would categorize as a NON-NSFW photo yet for some reason the FUBAR powers that be have rated this photo NSFW. Why I ask myself and others out there? This shouldn't be a difficult decision to make. If any body part which would be covered on a beach lets say is covered in a photo, then it should NOT be catigorized as NSFW. If this specific body part is not covered in the photo then it SHOULD be catigorized as NSFW. This is too simple. Why are photos of non-nudity blocked and in some cases photos of nudity not blocked? Get it right and be consistiant. It's that easy. Just shit on my mind is all. I was browsing my page and took notice at the aray of eye candy which always makes the famous Fubar Spotlight area on the right side of everyones p

Thank You.
To those who know me ... Thank you for your love and friendship without which ... I would feel lost. To those i angered or hurt.. I am sorry. I know i can never make it up but am willing to try. Thank you for your time. Goodbye.

Hopeless Romantic
I WOKE UP THIS MORNING THINKING I HAD THE FLU, THEN IT DAWNED ON ME I'M LOVE SICK OVER YOU. INSTEAD OF WATERY EYES AND FEVER, I HAD VOICES IN MY HEAD SAYING "YOUR CRAZY IF YOU LEAVE HER." AND I HAVE NO USE FOR TYLENOL, I JUST WANTED YOU AND I WANT IT ALL. BUT LIKE A KID WHEN ITS SICK IT ALL WAYS WANTS ITS MOM, INSTEAD I WANT MY GIRL TO HOLD ME TILL HER FINGERS GO NUMB. YEAH MY HOMEBOYS LAUGHS AND PICK AND SAY THAT I'M THROUGH, BUT ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN THE LOVE SICK FLU. THEN THE OLD FOLKS SAY THAT IT CHANGES WITH THE WEATHER, WELL THIS IS ONE TIME I'M SICK AND I DON'T WANT TO GET BETTER. Is it just me that is overthinking? Or got a whiff of something stinking. 'Cause all of a sudden something's not right, And affecting the way I sleep at night. Is it too complicated for me to understand? When I know I can be the bigger man. Or is it just my insecurities, That seem to get the best of me. It's just the way I stare into your eyes, Is it ful

hey all its the weekend and im glad i had a bad week so anywhy i still have a lot of room on messenger for you if you want to add me i love to make friends and talk to them its nascarfan200272@yahoo.com add me lets chat wtf i have over 400 hundred friends and only 422 of you have signed my book wtf

My Fubar Family
I have seen the bully's and the blogs by most of you. I have friends on both sides of this fence. I am stayin in the middle and out of the drama and bashing. I love all my friends and family and I dont want to lose any of them over this. I have already had the feeling that a few will leave over all of this and i hope they know how much they have meant to me but i understand why they are doing what they are. I will not take sides or chose who i speak to because of this, i will now and always will be me. I hope that everyone understands and knows that this comes from my heart.

Can't Win 4 Losing
Can't Win For Losing I cannot think of one thing that I ever regretted doing until now. I regret that I hurt my friend. I regret how I handled that entire situation. I knew how my friend felt about me. I cannot sit here and say I did not have a clue. I regret that I hurt a really good friend. In spite of myself, I am now by myself. Because he was just that to me: a friend. The one thing I truly needed more than all else. And yet I hurt him because of my preferences of what I wanted in a man, a mate and not what I needed in a friend. I lost a good friend. I wanted a kind, gentle, loving man. A man who would respect me to no end, a man who would make love to my mind, my body, my soul internally. A man that could share every part of himself with me, as himself. A man who was not solely interested in my body, but who I am as a person. A man who I am not only attracted to in regard to appearance but encompassing his mind and the way he thinks. With the exception of the last statement, I had

A Father
A father was reading a newspaper. He didn't want to be disturbed by his little girl, so he cut out a map of the world, tore it to pieces and gave it to her to assemble. After a while, she returned to him with the map all in perfect order, every piece in its place. The surprised father said, "Honey, you don't know anything about geography, so how did you do it?" The innocent girl replied, "The picture of Jesus is at the back of this map and I knew if I have Jesus in the right place, the whole world would be perfect." Have a blessed day

Is This 4 U
I heard the music when true love called, a song sent from heaven on silver wings. The whole world was dreaming, wisps of light streaming, as the stars spilled their magic upon you and me. The tune was more lovely than the nightingale's song, more delicate than a rose weeping, yet as powerful as the sun leaping to shed golden ribbons in herald of dawn. And I bow down before you, the one my eyes have longed to behold, my lonely heart pining, love Light shining, I swear that I shall love and adore you

Poems
If these walls could talk, you'd know my body is dead, my mind has been taken over, that's why I am so scared, I can't control it, anger is making me blind, I've been left here on my own chained to a hate of some kind. If these walls could talk. If these walls could talk, you'd know about my fears, about all those nights I screamed for help, about all my fallen tears. You'd know about the demons haunting me at night, you'd be able to help me keep my fire alight, if these walls could talk. If these walls could talk they would say that it's all right, God sends His angels to look over me at night. They'd encourage me, say though I am alone it doesn't mean I‘m on my own. He watches me, from above and showers me with all His love, if only these walls could talk. Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain al

Tell Me
Tell me about the law of gravity that states anything that goes up must come down and i will introduce you to the law of aerodynamics that states that it is possible that something can go up and remain there. Before this year runs out, u shall find urself somewhere that u cant even bring urself down. Your blessings shall never come down, u shall never fail, the law of gravity will never work in your finances, business, family, all area of your life etc. Stay blessed. The devil is a liar. You may be going through a tough time right now but God is getting ready to bless you in a way that only He can. Keep the faith.

My Feelings
I have seen everything going on lately on here and to all my friends, family, and fans Im not taking sides because I have a lot of great friends on here and I dont want to lose any of you but can we please stop all the drama and bashing. A lot of you know me and you all know that I try to stay out of everything. I just dont want lose some great people I have on here..I know some of you may not agree with what Im saying but Im sorry I had to get my feelings out because Im not picking sides I care about all my friends..so if you decide you dont want to be my friend I wont hold it against you at all. So please dont make me choose between any of you

Survey's
What is the status of you and the last person you texted? a high school friend 2. Whats wrong with you right now? I bored 3. Do you miss your first love? Never had 1 4. When did you last cry? a couple days ago I needed 2 5. Who do you hate? no one. hate is a wasted emotion and life is too short 6. What do you want in your life right now? for people to come around 7. Are you happy? sometimes 9. What do you smell like? I stinky 10. Drinking? pespi 11. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed? a woman lmao 12. If you could change something in your life, what would it be? it will all be changing soon enough and i can't wait!!!! 13. What do you wear to bed? since it's winter right now, pjs 14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated? sometimes 15. How do you feel about the person you got this survey from? she loves her family 16. Are you friends with all of your exes? nope 17. What's something you wish you could underst

Captain Brad
To my ShockWave family Greetings to all, I came into ShockWave not really expecting the hospitality that was shown to me. For that, I must thank all of you. These past two years have been really difficult for me and I couldn't really deal with people. Everywhere I looked I saw my friends turn into enemies. Because of that I had retreated back into myself and severed myself from the world. I just went about every day like a zombie. I figured that going into lounges and getting back in tune with people would be good medicine for me. However, that was not the case. I've been in plenty of lounges and in each lounge I felt out of place. Then when I came into ShockWave I was surprised at the kindness and hospitality of the members and staff. Y'all made me feel at home and shown me that there are still people out there with love and kindness in their hearts. I appreciate all of you and I am proud to be a part of the family. I love y'all very much. Love and Light, Danielle A

Abcs Of Love
A Passionate Night I close my eyes As our bodies in twine I'm giving you all of me, my heart, my soul, my body Lust, love, passion fill our bodies The love flowing through us is not mere Your lips brush my eyes, my lips, my ear I feel your heart beat next to mine Right now, the line between right and wrong is so fine You kiss my chest, my stomach, my legs "I want all of you," my body begs You kiss me hard and so passionately As you finally take me I can feel you I can feel all of you My body begs for more As my thighs grow sore I scream out in ecstasy Feeling the tightness grow inside of me I feel the tightness burst And it quenches my sexual thirst As our bodies unwind I feel your lips on mine I feel your breath on my face As you whisper,"I love you" Those three words caused my heart and mind to race Then, I finally managed to say, "I love you, too." More Than A Friend Every now and then you find a special friend who will never let you down.

Military
>> The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, >> >> I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. >> >> My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, >> >> My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. >> >> >> Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, >> >> Transforming the yard to a winter delight. >> >> The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, >> >> Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. >> >> >> My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, >> >> Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. >> >> In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, >> >> So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. >> >> >> The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, >> >> But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. >> >> Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the >> >> sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. >> >> >> My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, >> >> And I crept to the door just to see who was near. >> >> Standing out in t

Huuuuuggggggsssss!!
instead of putting this chain-hug on every single page of my fubar-pals.....i figured you'd all get it anyway if i posted it in a blog.... ..soooo?..HUGGGGGGGGGGGSSSSSSS!!!! :) If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own; A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there.

Would You
HEY I JUST I THOUGHT I WOULD LET EVERYONE KNOW WHO DOESN'T KNOW ALREADY.I AM HAVING A LITTLE BOY. I AM DUE SOMETIME IN MARCH AND I ALREADY HAVE ONE CHILD, A SON WHOM IS 18MONTHS, AND I LOVE BEING A MOM. BUT ANOTHER LITTLE BOY IS ON HIS WAY AND WILL MAKE AN APPERENCE IN MARCH. 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u fuck me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard/want me to fuck you hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answ

Would You
1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u fuck me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard/want me to fuck you hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like .porno stars? answer: 18.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 19.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer: 20.Would u do me once then leave me the next day? answ

To All Concerned
MERCI HAS ASK ME HTSEXYMOMMA TO LET EVERYONE KNOW SHE WILL BE AWAY FOR FEW DAYS . SHE SAYS SHE IS FINE AND WILL MISS EVERYONE. SHE ALSO STATED SHE WILL BE BACK REAL SOON. LOVE TO ALL , MERCI WRITTEN BY HTSEXYMOMMA FOR MERCI .

" Mom Helen I Want You Well "
I WANT MOM HELEN TO GET WELL , AND MY KAGE TO BE STRONGE " I LOVE YOU KAGE WITH ALL OF ME CHERIE " YOUR BABYDOLL FOREVER & ALWAYS Free Comments & Graphics Codes Free Comments & Graphics Codes

Home
Well, I have decided to go back to my parents house for a few months. #1 reason is they are in their 70's now and limited mobility. so they need me to be around and help them with stuff. #2 my current room mate (after a couple years) is not all that great. i like the guy but he has way to many habits I cant live with any more. A - smoking nothing against smokers, but it affects my health way to much breathin in his smoke. B - big whiskey tooth. every day / night a full bottle gone. I drink, but not like that. he cant go one day without whiskey. C - hes a slob I am tired of cleaning up after him. I come home from workin 8-12 hours and the last thing I want to do is clean up his messes. dishes from the night before he said he would do. I sweep, mop, vacuum the floors when i can, but I need him to also. added to that, when he washes dishes, I have to do them over again. food still on the dishes. I guess I should have seen this before my 2nd year of living here

Nintendo Wii
Nintendo Wii Click here to buy Nintendo Wii The Wii is the fifth home video game console released by Nintendo. The console is the direct successor to the Nintendo GameCube. Nintendo states that its console targets a broader demographic than that of Microsoft's Xbox 360 and Sony's PlayStation 3, but it competes with both as part of the seventh generation of gaming systems. A distinguishing feature of the console is its wireless controller, the Wii Remote, which can be used as a handheld pointing device and can detect acceleration in three dimensions. Another is WiiConnect24, which enables it to receive messages and updates over the Internet while in standby mode. Nintendo first spoke of the console at the 2004 E3 press conference and later unveiled the system at the 2005 E3. Satoru Iwata revealed a prototype of the controller at the September 2005 Tokyo Game Show. At E3 2006, the console won the first of several awards. By December 8, 2006, it completed its launch in

My Poems
Mom, you're a wonderful mother, So gentle, yet so strong. The many ways you show you care Always make me feel I belong. You're patient when I'm foolish; You give guidance when I ask; It seems you can do most anything; You're the master of every task. You're a dependable source of comfort; You're my cushion when I fall. You help in times of trouble; You support me whenever I call. I love you more than I can express; You have my total respect. If I had my choice of mothers, You'd be the one I'd select!

Rip Joey
Joseph John Cianter Age: 27 From St. Catharines, Ontario October 29th 2007. His death was accidental, He slipped and fell and hit his head the wrong way and broke his neck. He was a loyal friend and almost like a brother to me. He stood by you when you needed him and he would never turn his back on you. He will be truely missed and loved by those who were close to him. A piece of our hearts have been taken away from us on this day and he will never be forgotten. So on this day we shall light one candle to remember him and a moment of silence. Bestfriend, Brother, Cousin and Father. Shall we not forget the good times and memories we had with him. May an angel watch over him and all he loved. May your heart be filled with sadness but filled with happiness each time you remember his smile and remember how much he loved each and everyone of you. May we not forget who he was and who he would of been if this never happened.

What Things You Want To Know About Me
Me being a member of the Army National Guard and just having gotten back from Afghanistan (Yes I got shot at and had an IED go off near us amongst other things)what do you think about the Military in general and about the war going on overseas? All my friends and Fans send me some mail I love to read mail and make it interesting mail at that... In here you can ask me any questions you want to. I am not shy and will answer to the best of my abilities. Anything goes so ask. You have my email here or you can ask me on my regular email (which gets checked all the time) @ road_block@sbcglobal.net this is my Yahoo email and Yahoo messenger ID.

When The World Falls Away
Life is a riddle, much we don't know, where will we run to, where nobody knows, the hurt in our heart, and all the loss in our soul, no one to guide us, we face the unknown, as we walk in the darkness, we are never alone, we are all on this journey, and our paths sometimes meet, just getting to know you, a gift I'll cherish so sweet, keeping you right here inside me, safe and warm, we will be forever together, When The World Falls Away...

Apologies
Hi All! As I was rating one of my friend's pics, my computer went "nutso"! Sooooooooo, to everyone who has rated me today, I am sorry for not being able to return the love thus far! But, rest assured, I will get back to you sometime today! Please accept my sincerest apologies!

Mime In The Zoo
A Mime in a Zoo One day an out of work mime is visiting the zoo and attempts to earn some money as a street performer. As soon as he starts to draw a crowd, a zoo keeper grabs him and drags him into his office. The zoo keeper explains to the mime that the zoo's most popular attraction, a gorilla, has died suddenly and the keeper fears that attendance at the zoo will fall off. He offers the mime a job to dress up as the gorilla until they can get another one. The mime accepts. So the next morning the mime puts on the gorilla suit and enters the cage before the crowd comes. He discovers that it's a great job. He can sleep all he wants, play and make fun of people and he draws bigger crowds than he ever did as a mime. However, eventually the crowds tire of him and he tires of just swinging on tires. He begins to notice that the people are paying more attention to the lion in the cage next to his. Not wanting to lose the attention of his audience, he climbs to the top of his cage, crawl

Hearts And Thoughts They Fade Away
I started crying about an hour ago... about stupid stuff... Missing my ex Missing a friend who is leaving soon a friend coming back to a home i have left So i have been cryin and cryin and cryin then i realized the trend of why Separation, Missing, and loss each time then i linked it... tomorrow is the anniversary of the day i watched my best friend get killed. about 5 years ago Its funny how PTSD manifest itself Sigh.. its funny having a night like last night then a day like today Oh well but unfortunately i cant focus on the good...really good... surprisingly good cause of personal reasons.. and the nap didnt help get me out of the funk Soooo what to do what to do... i got an idea..but it will have to wait for later tonight. In the interim I will listen to Hannah Montana... What???? Damn my blog addiction... but mumms cost too much SO just got off the phone with my exes mom... AND GUESS WHAT My ex and my stalker broke up... Th

The Rant House
Ok so I signed up for this Fubar thing, because a friend of mine is on here. Because I love her to pieces I decided to check it out. First, it was confusing as shit. So... I laid back and didn't come back until a month or so later. I went to her house and we were fooling around in the site. As I see how much she's in here, I figured "what the hell..." So as time passes I'm slowly figuring this out with the generous help of other fubars. I get sucked into a few things first. I played the "bored" game where you rate shit like hot or not. So I'm being honest and rating with 2s and 5s... because well some people put up fucked up pictures. I can't help it's a bad pic and I'm being honest. BUT I didn't know it was telling them then it was ME doing it. LMAO So I get a lot of mad peeps. Oh well. SORRY!!! I just won't rate like that anymore, I'll keep going if I think your picture is shit! LMFAO :P It's a fucking website for shits sake!! Do you LIVE your life here? So anyway...

Men's Answer To Maxine!!
Men's answer to Maxine. We knew it was going to happen, but we just didn't know when. Here it is, men's answer to Maxine! MAX Men strike back! How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it. ------------------------------------------------------------ Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. ------------------------------------------------------------ Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows Them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------ ------ How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------ How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clo

Don't You Just Hate It? ? ? ?
1). Don't you just hate it ...When someone posts pics labeled NSFW ...and the show nothing (maybe the waist band of a pantie)I'm talking about the ones that could not get a teenager with raging hormones excited. 2). Don't you just hate it ...The "Me in the Shower" Pic ... lets get with it folks ... it's old news. 3). Don't you just hate it ... When you find a profile with the most Sexual title you could find (that include but not limited to words like: Naughty, Sinful, fornicated, sexaholic, Your next wet dream ...) Like the old saying goes ... "If you talk the talk... don't post pics that are too mild for DEFAULT. 4). Don't you just hate it ... When you open a new profile that has caught your eye or intrest, you read the profile, rate it, Fan it.. and open the pics and EVERYTHING IS SET TO PRIVATE. Lets face it ladies ... if general pics are that private you should be in a convent not on FUBAR. 5).(This is one of my PET PIVES) Don't you just hate it ... When you meet

Rain / Sunshine
It is raining... now. I like it when I'm cosy, warm and don't have to go anywhere... This is a home-type rain. I like it when I'm sad, walking in the rain without an umbrella helps me hide my tears... And the dull weather suits my mood. Seems that the sky is crying with me and knows my pain. This is a friend-type rain. I like it after a long drought. The smell of rain is great then and it is so expected and needed. This is a refreshing rain. I like it first time in spring. It washes the grumpy snow away and helps the grass get green and is usually mild and warm. This is a greening and washing rain :p Any more rains YOU like?

Im Finally Free
Out of nowhere u came into my life and just swept me off my feet!! Everytime i see ur face my heart soars when you talk 2 me my heart melts i have never felt so beautiful and loved... I never imagined i could love someone so much,or feel so loved and happy the feeling u give to me is like nothing i have ever felt befor and i promise 2 always love and cherish u for always Once i was a prisoner lost inside myself,with the whole world surrounding me, My whole world so black. All i want is to see the light, Free to laugh,Free to soar,Free to shine,Free to give, Free to love,and Free enough to fly. Now you come around you come to me with a casual flow and suddenly my defences start to go. When you talk to me in that sensual tone i start to melt away fall like rain,anytime you come around maybe i could melt away in your arms You totaly stole my heart and made me fall so totaly head over heels in with you,You are by far the best thing that has ever happened to me the way u make me feel,smil

You Don't Know Me At All
As I sit here and write this i wonder if you'll read it. I wonder if you even care to know me. I cry, I bleed, I feel, I care. Sometimes it doesn't seem that way, and sometimes it's something else. People always worry about what's going on in their life, and believe they are neglected by the ones they love. They haven't come to realize that people show their love differently. It's not an end all be all. My life is complex and intertwined. I've put off most of my life things I've wanted to do. I'm trying to find a balance in everything I do. Yet feelings of neglect and regret come over oneself. Can't you just see I'm one person, trying to make it all work. If you love something you let it go because you love them, and it's wrong to hold it back. If the love returns, it's yours forever. They have learned to love you for who you are, and not what they want you to be. If they never come back, it wasn't your love to keep. Look into my baby blues, do you see yourself in there?

Movie Reviews
Kraken- Tentacles of the Deep 2006 Director: Tibor Takács Writers: Nicholas Garland (co-writer) Sean Keller (written by) Actors: Charlie O'Connell ... Ray Victoria Pratt ... Nicole Kristi Angus ... Jenny Cory Monteith ... Michael Jack Scalia ... Maxwell Odemus Aleks Paunovic ... Ike Nicole McKay ... Kate Michal Yannai ... Sally Mike Dopud ... David Emy Aneke ... Principal Elias Toufexis ... Keith Christa Campbell ... Emily Nene rating :5 (on a 1-10 scale) I wasted $4 renting this dumb movie and It totally sucks. The special effects looked cheap and cheesy. The characters were not easily relatable. The basic plot of this movie is this. Ray watched the Kraken kill his parents when he was a boy. When he is grown he wants to seek revenge on the giant squid. He teams up with an archeologist names Nicole to try to find the thing while she searches for the

Playing Games In Dating
Why do people play headgames all the time especially while dating? I have always gone by the saying," Do unto other's as you would like them to do unto you." Or "honesty is the best policy." I do not understand the need to "string someone along," when I am sure that you would not like it yourself. The dating scene would be so much easier and life would be so much easier if people would just treat other people with respect. I do not know about other people, but I can handle rejection a whole lot easier if I am just told up front of someone's opinion rather than it drag on and made to fell like a nuisence. Does anyone else feel this way??

Love, Me
WE HAD QUITE THE DISCUSSION OVER THIS SONG. IT SEEMS I WAS CORRECT BUT DID NOT KNOW WHO THE ARTIST WAS, TRIED TO SAY THE NAME OF THE SONG WAS CALLED LOVE ME..... WELL AS YOU ALL SEE IT IS CALLED LOVE ME..... I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three. Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. he said, "boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago, Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but i loved your grandma so." We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together. Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever. But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead Of her, i found this letter, and this is what it said: If you get there before i do, don't give up on me. I'll meet you when my chores are through; I don't know how long i'll be. But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see. And between now and then, till i see you again, I'll be loving you. love, me. [these lyri

Stupid Fucking Drunks
man yesturday just wasnt my day... first i almost got into an accident that morning cause my truck is a piece of shit which i blame on my alcoholic piece of shit ex... then that same truck fucking blew up on me after going to get my man from polk city.. i mean litterally blew the fuck up.. then i called my ex bitching at him cause he gave me the fucked up truck when he knew id be driving his kids and shit around with me and he took my brand new truck for me cuase hes pissed im now happy... then the fucking prick wants to get the nerve to tell me hes going to come over and beat my ass and my mans ass.. he did come over drunk off his ass but the only one who got there ass whooped was him.. my baby laid him out twice and when the cops were called noone went to jail cuase we saved both guys but even the cops said ( smiling no doubt ) that mark deserved it and that thats what stupids drunks get.... sorry about airing all that out but it had to be done.. for me lol.. later bitches XOXOX

My Book Pages On Myspace
For those of you who still have and use a MySpace account, stop by my book page next time you log on and check them out. http://www.myspace.com/dittmomsbook http://www.myspace.com/kidsbook2007 http://www.myspace.com/funnykidsstories

Boredom
Time fly by nowadays and everyday almost is the same as any other day. People change around me but I stay the same lost in myself. Not sure what to do, or if it even matters if I try anymore. But I still have hope for better times but just not sure when those times will come. Hopefully they come tomorrow or maybe the day after that. There is nothing to gain by feeling down most of the time, or maybe sadness is something to gain? Well hopefully soon enough though I will find something that gives some happiness again. Since feeling down just stats to getting old. Just doing the same things over and over, just ain't feeling any fun anymore. Just makes me feeling bored but still I continue doing it, because I can't find anything else to do. If I just knew what I wanted to do with my life instead of going from one day to another just waisting my time. All I'm left with is dreams that just seams impossible to ever being able to accomplish. Well maybe because I aim real

For All Who Can't Read
Ok for all of you fu's who either CANNOT read or just plain REFUSE to read my profile and how I feel about certain things, I have a video here for you that will show you the results of your silly behaviors. Getting in my shoutbox about nsfw pics, getting in my shout saying you can make me feel real good in bed, emailing me similar requests, and stalking will result in you starring in this video. Please do not put yourself in this position LOL! Please watch video to get the picture. BRB...gonna take a shower!

I Give Up
Well this is it I give up. I am leaving Fubar. as of one week from today I will be deleting my account unless I start getting some points. In the last 3 weeks I have only gotten around 300 pts, which tells me I am either too old,or too ugly to keep pace. I have spent hours rating photos and stashes but only a couple have even bothered to rate me back so I can take a hint. To those who are my friends here I will miss you. You can keep in touch via Yahoo Messenger my SN is bigjack6ft5 ... email bigjack6ft5@yahoo.com drop me a line if you wish. Good bye and God Bless Jack

Jaded
I am a lonely soul in search of a mate, but not expecting to find. A wondering spirit upon the breeze, chained from the past left behind. While learning from experiences gone by, to not dredge that path again. Yet understanding the same may not be, I shall find out in the end. A passionate heart yet frozen to stone, dripping upon the floor. Emotions so deep run through my veins, locked behind hidden doors. Tears and smiles and glittering eyes, all expressed in a single glance. Defensive self to keep the control, yet giving others a chance. A gentle touch with an angry urge, within the dusk of the night. A burning love that smokes up the air, within my candle light. A smell of Autumn, sweat and nectar, that excretes from my every poor. I'm a playful wink, a loyal kiss, wanting to give you more. A mysterious longing, while wanting to be needed, an itch under your skin. A Perplexing thought that you cannot forget, while finding you here again. So

Moving
Well I just got my nursing license and I was offered a really cool job with a travel nursing agency... First they got me going to Morgantown, WV for thirteen weeks then FL. So wish me luck I really hope I like this new gig...

Just A Wee Rant
just woke up this morning to a beautiful site..last night i got off the computer and sat up eating homemade popcorn with my kids..we stayed up watching movies all night and finally all four of us crashed... when i woke up on the couch(not the smartest thing to do, yes im sore now), i looked around me.. my daughter was on the other end of the couch, my youngest son was curled up by my feet, and my middle son wsa on the floor with the cat.. it was so peaceful...reminded me of what i work so hard for, why i struggle the way i do, of the hard times we went through to get here.. i was filled in those quiet moments with so much love...i even got a wee bit teary eyed... so, when things get hard, and i'm ready to give up, this is one of those moments im going to think about..just thought i would share.. and of coure, it didnt last, now i must go and make breakfast because i have three children complaining they want bacon!!! lmao The way not to go about getting a tooth pu

Realization 101 Part 1
Time for a new blog. Time for a change of my norm. Well somewhat a break from the norm. Usually I sit back at just bitch about the things that are pissing me off. Or things that I have been holding in. Might as well not lie there are plenty of things that will be part of that. However at this particular moment in time I am more in the zone of realization. So many topics just don't know where to start. Ah what the hell here we go. The first random thought and situation on my mind at this givin moment is - Why is it that people over the age of 18 cant act like adults, but, yet they want to be treated as adults? A few examples. "The he said, she said Bullshit", "Not taking responsibility for their own actions", and last but not least, "Drama...Drama... And wait did I say Drama" This vicious cycle is all pretty much one in the same. However it does nothing good period. Some people just choose to live there not realizing that in most cases your never going to

Dear Reader
Fell asleep this morning around 5:40 - 6:00. Then woke up 2 hours later. I hate nightmares. I hate having them, and I hate that they exist... I hate it more that I've been having the same nightmare for about 3 and half years now. I'm sick of this feeling that I get when I wake up. I'm sick of the feeling that I get when I go somewhere new, and think to myself "hey...have I been here before?" Deja Vu... more like Hell Avenue to me... Is it possiable to dream up a place that you've never been to before... and when you get to that exact place, it looks just like it did in the dream? I think I need to talk to someone about this... I just dont know who I can turn to for advice. -JSkitzo™ The pain inside of me, Grows more everyday. The feeling of 'love'... Emotion's course... Is taking it's own way. I cant help this feeling that I have. I cant help but to feel... And I feel it, really bad. I'm sick of the stomach pains. Knowing there's a chance... We'll never be together...

Cyber Space
The sounds drift along Slowly getting louder With noise and music They bring the attention home The noise and buzzing brings notice People turning heads Talking is heard But only one is seen Fingers are a tapping Letters forming words Floating in the air Conversations flowing From one to another Secrets and lies are told Friends and enemies Come together The world becomes smaller As we embrace technology A curse or life Only time will tell WATCHING THE DAY The sun begins to rise As the moon drifts down Towards the sea Submerged for a day Ready to begin another night The rays begin to warm the day Touching and caressing Easing over the ground, the trees The buildings brace for the heat That will begin the day ahead People emerge from the slumber of the moon To begin a day with the sun The streets are slowly filling Cars gaining momentum, Buses stopping and starting People walking to and fro The working day begins with pace As the sun

Big Jc Blog
I HAVE A REAL GOOD FRIEND WHO IS IN A CONTEST ON HERE AND NEEDS SOME HELP. SO IM ASKIN ANY AND ALL PPL ON MY LIST AND AND ANYONE ON FUBAR TO GO TO HER PAGE AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE BECAUSE SHE DESERVES IT SHE NEEDS 10,000 COMMENTS TO WIN A VIP PACKAGE AND SO THATS WHY IM ASKIN EVERYONE TO HELP AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE SO PLEASE DO PPL SO JUST LOOK ON MY BUILITEN BOARD AND LOOK FOR THE NAME (WHISPE)AND GO AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE well i just wanted to say that im going to be geting married soon to the woman of my dreams well im workin on a few touchup on my lounge i just created today andi just wanted to get the word out and around so if ya want drop in and check it out and like i said its a work in progress so i hope you like it and maby you can offer me some ideas that would help me out anyways the lounge is called BOUNTY HUNTERS CLUB so check it out

It's Not What You Have
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they h

Poetry
Some days I see the light Dancing at the end of the rope That dangles from this tree of misery It beckons me to follow Into the shining other side Clearly it’s a lie There is no other side I’ve been to look And found myself staring back The same face as always Always the same darkness Hidden under every relationship Every rock of coldness That turns my heart to ice And allows me to seek out Yet again Another dangling light Pain A drop Enters the stinging pond Crystal clear Like my memories of you Within the shattered whispers of dreams Rain A painful shower Falls on my tear stained cheeks Soaking wet Salty Around the painful wounds Thunderstorms That don't disappear When the sun comes out Splashing Into the pools of eternity Dropping from The clouds of my heart The pavement is slick After my rain falls Dangerous to travel After the acidic dew Covers the roads Flowers bend towards the earth As my pain Fills their lovely petals Lightening f

Dixie
Okay, I dated this girl from this site. She wanted to be friends. We dated for a while and I was totally stupid and told her that I needed some space. Now I am lost without her! What am I supposed to do now that she is gone? I mean, she wants to be friends but that's it. I brought it all on myself I know. There has got to be a way to win her back!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luff Of My Life
i have a love of my life but he is like far far far away from me.lol. pooor man doesnt know when i am trvelling to him or what but to keep him knowing i am here i ring him vissa verrrrrrrrrrrrrsa.lol. well catch u up afffffffffa

Lol
HERE'S THE DEAL... I'VE BEEN HAVING FUN WITH A FUBAR FOOD FIGHT. :D THANKS TO A COUPLE OF FRIENDS!! WITH AN AWESOME SENSE OF HUMOR! I WANT YOU TO EITHER (1) CONTINUE THE FOOD FIGHT OR (2) GO SHOW THESE TWO LOTS OF LOVE!!! TELL THEM I SENT YOU. ;) AND DO ME A FAVOR... GIVE IT A TRY, I WANT TO SEE HOW CREATIVE PEOPLE CAN GET WITH THE LIMITED AMOUNT OF GIFTS WE HAVE... EX: I'VE HAD MY DRINKS SPIKED, APPLE PIES, HOT WINGS AND SUNDAE'S THROWN! GET CREATIVE AND JOIN IN ON THE FOOD FIGHT!! DON'T BE STINGY WITH THEM FUBUCKS... USE THEM TO THROWN VIRTUAL FOOD AND DRINKS!! HAHAHA ENJOY. ;) †hΓøä†ƒäωk™ Co-Owner of L.O.L Levelers@ fubar **PR Mamii**SBG BOMBER**FU-G FAM**@ fubar THANKS FOR JOINING IN ON THE FUN!! THESE TWO ARE THE BEST!! HAHA THROATFAWK EARNED A TROPHY... :D IF YOU DON'T WANT TO JOIN IN...THAT'S COOL, BUT GO SHOW THEM SOME LOVE!! AND CONGRATULATE THROATFAWK FOR KICKING MY BUTT... :P LOL!! FOOD FIGHT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ♥MJ™♥ Ï.β.Ï.Ç.

Love In Ur Soul
the feeling of love in ur soul many people think they know what love is... many people have found true love... then there are people who love for the wrong reasons.... love is a feeling not an act.. love is an uncontrolable emotion that is soul drivin to the core of ur inner being....love is a persation of lust , desire , need, and comitment....when ur in true love ur soul , mind, body, and desire linger for the other, wanting to touch, hold , communicate, and caress every part of each others individual lifes... uniting ur lifes as one unit,, sharing and exploring together in unity..i guess the question is though, can love ONLY be found from the OUTSIDE/IN?.. ppl meet a person starting with a physical attraction between two beings.. then they get to know each other and build the trust and desire....does it have to be this way... loving outside/ in?.. or is it possible to love INSIDE/ OUT.. knowing someone before u ever lay eyes on them... wanting to touch and hold.. having the des

Climax
how do u discribe ur inner soul when u reach climax? A..is it a rush of tingeling sensations through out your body? B..is it a massive displacement of your self control? C..is it a feeling that burst in to a fire zone that cant be put out? D..is it a total melting sensation through out ur intire body, that makes you get goose bumbs...? E..Is it an uncontrolable desire to share that climax at the same time? F..is it a wet and gushing displacement of body fluids and really not knowing where it came from ...lol G..is it a feeling of lust and desire so within ur own that u explode in to a frinzzy? H..is it a twitching and squrming feeling that u have to get away from.. one that u cant keep going.... ummm what one suits u best? .........for me i would have to say B and D...

The Taste Of Ur Kiss
The taste of your kiss Our eyes connect with melting powers Pulling us together no matter the hour… The touch of your hand upon my face Feeling the power of your embrace… Such passion and desire fill the air All drawn in, over that one stare… Moving slowly as our lips connect Everything's feeling so correct… They are soft to the touch Which I love so much… It taste like cherries And all kinds of sweet berries… The taste of your kiss is so sweet It really is a delightful treat… After the taste of your sweet kiss All I can do is reminisce… written by me.. butterfly kitty. aka kacy

Have A Good Weekend .
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will. In times of trouble, In times of need, If you are feeling SAD, You can count on me. I will giv

For Someone Very Special To Me
They is a special place for you, deep with in me. It's a special place, where only you can go. You make my days so much more, give me something to look forward to waking up to. You have brought me such joy and happiness, not a moment goes by where I don't think of you. I long for the day we can be together forever, and never have to be apart. You are a priceless treasure to me, to hold in my heart. You mean so very much to me, just thought you should know, how very special you really are. Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

About Me!!!
every girls dream.. every girls dream is to find mr. right yeah u know my shining knight. does he exist . he is out there if so, god tell me where. i have gone through thick and thin but know i feel i am on a tail spin. i keep my eyes open looking for him but here i am hanging on a limb. i know he's out there somewhere you see oh god please bring him to me. i want what every girl dreams just to be loved as it seems. it's tuff being home and all alone and i am scared to come out of my comfort zone. so i ask you god, if you are there please help me find him somewhere. written by butterfly kitty aka Kacy i am 31 yrs old and i am a single mom. my kids are my life. every breath i take is for my kids. i was married for ten yrs to there dad. we have been seperated for well over a 2yrs now. i am not looking for a daddy for my kids, they have one. i am a waitress and work my ass off to support my kids. i am a very loving person, with a big heart. somet

Just A Jotted Down Thought
I wish we could go back in time back to those precious unspoiled moments in our relationship,b4 doubt ever entered our minds. because if we could go back and start from those unspoiled moments once more. I would hold u alot longer, never miss a chance to tell u how much u mean 2me, and that i would never hurt u. But i know we can't go back to those days, I know i can't erase the mistakes. I can't take away the questions u must have or the hurt we both feel in our hearts. But i can assure u of 1thing......I LOVE U AS I DID THEN AND AS I ALWAYS WILL!!!!!! never let anyone take u from u, because it's harder to get u back..................

Never True
Title: Never True By: Me I am cold I feel traded Bought and sold I feel degraded With nothing and no one to hold I feel jaded Waiting for the story to unfold Emotions have been stated I feel lost Not knowing which way to go This memory I have crossed It's these emotions I can't show Because if I do It will be something, you misconstrue So I will not say a word I'll act like nothing occurred But then shit gets stirred It's ok, it's preferred It's something that's really absurd There's nothing you can do There's nothing that I want to It's something that I never knew, No matter if there's many or few, That nothing, and no one is ever true

You
Free Marquee Comments and Layouts THIS IS DEDICATED TO ALL MY PEEPS ON HERE WHO SHOW ME MADD LOVE AND JUST REAL COOL TO ME. SO IM THROWIN IT UP FOR ALL YALL AND SHOWING THAT GEORGIA LOVE!!!! I LOVE MY FRIENDS LETS GET STARTED!!!!!!!!! NO PARTICULAR ORDER!!! $DJ BABY BOY$ ~DJ FOR THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY & BOMBSQUAD~{ DIRTY SOUTH CREW}@ fubar Crazy Mojo Hands@ fubar Bluedemon*Ellie's Fu-Hubby*DemonHouseOwner*@ fubar *§qµ¡®t*

Destiny
I have never lost a friend due to misunderstanding. Usually things are talked out. You know -'What did you mean?' What was that about?' 'Whyn did you say that?' All the norm!. However I lost a friend due to misunderstanding. The friend "Destiny". Very cool person, very cool! Please be careful of how you phrase stuff when you make comments to people you dont know, be sure its solid comment, not a comedic comment that will be taken seriously. No one really has any thing in common. Please, before you judge someone for what they said understand them first. As the old saying goes """Never Judge A Book By Its Cover!!"""

Wtf
OK EVERYONE SHE NEEDS YOUR HELP...SHE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR EVERYONE IN THERE CONTESTS BUT NOW NONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WILL STEP UP TO THE PLATE AND HELP HER. SHE IS THE MOST THOUGHT SWEETEST PERSON ON HERE AND IS ALWAYS MAKING TAGS FOR EVERYONE WHEN THEY ASK, BUT WHERE ARE THESE PPL NOW?? SO PLZ U GUYS HELP HER OUT YOUR KINDNESS WILL BE GIVEN BACK!!! LINK TO HER CONTEST http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1027945&albumid=620008&i=403294881 LINK TO HER PAGE AdDicKtIve SinS~OI!~I LikeEmWhite! GF 2 ICE@ fubar

I Put Something On My Profile
Ok my friends and family, I put something on my profile that is a poll and I did it a few days ago and what I would like for you to do is go vote on it, it's towards the bottom of my profile, so if you want to go vote on it, it's there and nobody has voted on it, so go vote on it if you want to, please and thank you all Todd

I Don't Want To Dream.
Ya know? That in our times of hurt and suffering ; At least in the times that I am experiencing, there is a beauty inside of the pain, that stays hidden from view, untill when the pain is so deep, that it has cut you to the very core of your being. This beauty that was hidden, rises from the wound and acts like a balm to the soul. Weather in words, or in art. The pain is flushed from the open wound, taking with it; all the vile, and repulsiveness of what was originally hurting you. I don't care what others think when I say this: But LOVE Sucks. Why as humans do we have to suffer these feelings ? I see alot of other people that do just fine without it. Or so they say. Are those the people that end up old and alone sitting on the park benches feeding pigeons bread crumbs? Feeble, withered, sitting in a wheel chair, in some unknown resthome looking out the window, waiting for someone to showup that never will. Because of having given up on

Stress Free Holiday Shopping
Inventory Sale, 8 a.m. December 26th through Midnight December 31rst. Lipsticks in the following shades 2 for $13.00 [some shades are limited so order quickly!] PINKS: Magenta, Pink Daisy, Pink Coral, Paradise Pink, Pink Satin METALS: Sheer Blush, Gold Dust, BERRIES: Strike-A-Pose Rose, REDS: redwood, red salsa TAWNIES: Copper Mine Cheek Colors Buy 1 get 1 Free [regularly $10.00 each] Eye Shadows Buy 2 get 1 Free [regularly $6.50 each] Dual Coverage Foundation $11.00 Color 101 Compact filled with three eye shadows, two blush colors, 1 lipstick, 1 eyeliner, 1 lip liner, 1 lip gloss, 1 Mascara, cheek Color brush, and dual end eye applicator [regularly $111.00] NOW ONLY $85.00 including Tax. Color Palette Compact filled with two foundations, two sponges, 8 eye shadows, two cheek colors, 2 cheek brushes, 2 dual end eye applicators,

Love Hurts
Love Hurts As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. RM

Confederate Bombers
Come Help! The Watcher needs 50,000 comments to win a Happy Hour Blast. No Time Limit Come and join the best Family on Fubar. I promise you won't be sorry. Since joing the Confederate Bombers I had no idea what "showing love" really meant. CONFEDERATE BOMBERS ROCK!! COME CHECK US OUT ~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~@ fubar The Watcher needs 50,000 comments for a happy hour reward. Please show him some love. I know it will be returned.

Aaadd
AAADD They have finally found a diagnosis for my condition. Hooray!! I have recently been diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D.! Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it goes: I decide to wash the car. I start toward the garage and I notice the mail on the table. Ok, I'm going to wash the car, but first I'm going to go through the mail. I lay the car keys down on the desk, discard the junk mail and I notice the trash can is full. Ok, I'll just put the bills on my desk and take the trash can out. But since I'm going to be near the mailbox anyway, I'll pay these few bills first. Now, where is my checkbook? Oops, there's only one check left. My extra checks are in my desk. Oh, there's the coke I was drinking. I'm going to look for those checks. But first I need to put my coke further away from the computer. Oh, maybe I'll pop it into the fridge to keep it cold for a while. I head towards the kitchen and my flowers catch my eye; they need some water. I s

Just So You Know
You have been warned! Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties & local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called "Beer". The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large "kegs". Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that "something bad" occurred. At other times these unfortu

I'm Going Through A Second Childhood
I am no different than anyone else. We all have our pains to take, or children to feed, our food to find and to make the pain cease, but sometimes it's just not ready to obey and i must submit to a life of pain beyond what I've desired but if someone else were to be in one second less pain because of me I'd take it for them happily. The past is gone The time is nowThe future is not here Nothing is quite clear This is fine For this moment in time Because I can be patient and serene. Life flows the way it chooses And the ebbs and lows all have one resounding rhythm Deep within I have no fear Because what can you do to me What I already have happen In my arrears Time takes it's patience And patience takes it/s time It's all good This one last time And I cried, and cried, and cried and asked people why they even bothered with me? What makes you love me?" I'd ask, to, "I just do". I love only you. Now that often seems like a dream come true but when you hav

Flames Of Passion
Flames Of Passion by P-Jizzle Kamai My Heart is on fire. In my madness, I roam the desert The flames of my passion devour the wind and the sky. My cries of longing, My wails of sorrow are tormenting my soul. You wait patiently, Looking into my intoxicated eyes You accept my passion with the serenity of Love, You are the Master of existence. One day, I shall be your Lover.

God's Garden
God's Garden by RedyFrLuv With love and grace, God filled a vase With flowers of every hue, Around it, He set Some baby’s breath, Cut from His garden too. Once content, to earth He sent His bouquet for all to view. So that we might recall, The beauty of it all, He named it after you

Every Time, Always Something!
If this sounds like I am rambling it's cause I probably am. Had a long ass day and it's going to roll over into the weekend. My office is in Las Vegas. I spend my Monday thru Fridays there every week and fly home to be with my son on the weekends. Most of the time I try and keep it to a three day week and then back home. Well, this week I went out later in the week versus a Monday. (See, rambling. I know.)Today, was hell. My flight was supposed to leave Las Vegas at 8:00am and put me home around Noon. Didn't happen that way at all. Plane leaves gate 20min late, no problem, they can make that shit up in the air. We taxi to the runway and the pilot floors it, plane takes off. We probably got 20 feet off the ground and the effen smoke alarm goes off. Problem in the lavitory or something. Flight attendants going ballistic, they search the lav, nothing. False alarm. We go for another hour and the captain gets on the overhead system. We are turning back to Vegas. This flight should only l

My Arms Are Open
At the end of the day Here I am Arms open, and still waiting waiting for you... Waiting for you to see the world is not all evil Waiting for you to see love does exist At the end of the day when the sun goes down Im still here, waiting when all others have turned away When the temporary fire she made has gone out When you've been burned by the flames of her lies When you know you no longer want to play and its time to take your ball and go home Its me you will find Home.... Waiting... With open arms, to heal your heart and lick your wounds When all else fails, its my shoulders you will fall upon and my arms you will run to Its my heart that will take you back 1000 times Its my heart you will break 1000 more but at the end of the day... Its still me.... Waiting..... With open arms, to heal your heart, lick your wounds, and love you like no other For, I am not a girl you'll love for the moment I am not the girl you'll love for a season I am the wom

My Ramblings
I feel myself falling deeper into this pit of anguish, only to see the truths that lie before me... Your words only for a small moment in my time eased this....only to placate a long known desire. Though this desire still reigns, your words now fall on deaf ears...Too long have i been victim to this , not only now but so many before you. Because of this, your so called words now only embitter me and drive me back to that brink of just what makes me despise your kind. The self induced hermit i have become over the years , from this type of rhetoric that falls from so many mouths...is a place i find solace So now i must retreat, admit my flaws still exist, and lick my wounds that have reopened. And go on with a life i know is meant to be. Pulling away the skin that covers me, ripping and tearing it savagely from my being. I no longer can wear it, suffocating myself for too long.... I throw the remnants to the the ground piece by blood soaked piece ......The pain this creat

For My Baby
anytime anywhere any place you could be anyone today maybe I recognize you on a crouded street maybe you take me by suprise will you be the one I had in mind there come a day when you walkedout of my dreams face to face like I'm imagining baby how can I be sure that your the one I'm waiting for will you be unmistakable people say I'm watching life through a glass desprately waiting on a chance I know you love holding on holding out for me but how we gonna know the time is right what if your here and I'm just blind there come a day when you walked out of my dreams face to face like I'm imagining baby how can I be sure that your the one I'm waiting for will you be unmistakable how can I know a song I never heard how would I know your voice when you haven't said a word how do I know how this will end before we begin there come a day when you walked out of my dreams face to face like I'm imagining baby how can I be sure that your the one I'm waiting for will you be un

This Is Going To Be The Funiest Night At Work
Last night was kinda boring ya know....Dead as a door nail and quiet as a mouse....But when I was walkin the floors last night lookin for time orders I saw a dude wearing an Ozzy Shirt then I started singing Mr. Crowley like 5 times....When I sang the song for the 5th time I was passing a old couple and they told me that I do worship the devil and I said no I dont I just like Ozzy's music....They tell me that Rock & Roll is the devil's music...Come on now were not like living in the 50's anymore....But other than that it was fun I think they both got scared of that song...One of my all time favorite Ozzy tunes along with Crazy Train =)....Anyways, it was a fun night after all....Just had to ignore their stupid ass drama bull shit =)....Lata people I dont know really where to start....Hmmm Lets say that my job is fun and easy going....Some people bitch and complain about their job....Boo fuckin whoooo get my drift....I never complain about my job at all....I just take it hour by hour an

Blah Blah Blah
checking out Hastings with my 13 year old daughter, and 9 year old son. Saw somw little things from cartoons from my child hood. and my 13 year old looks at me and say "wow mom, i didnt know they had cartoons back then" i pointed to some things from even before my time and she was like wow was there actually tv before you were born.. lol i wanted to slap her.. lol i mean come on im not even 32 yet.. lol man some people here need to get lives.. i havent been on in like forever and as soon as i do people i dont even knwo start shit.. come on people grow up.. By Brittney K. Cook Remember when we were so in LOVE? I do, because you were the one I could trust. Remember when you would hold me tight? I do, I didn't want you to let go I wanted it to last all night. Remember when we use to argue about the stupidest things? I do, because when you got mad it was the cutest thing! Remember when our love was so strong? I do, because i thought nothing could go wrong. Remember when

Poems
People are liers and I can't stand it. Why can't they just tell the truth. I have this so called frined that lies to me all the time and I allow it only cuz I don't know what to do about it. This frined....we'll just call u BOB for now, tells me things nearly every day yet does what he saids he doesn't want to do. What do i make of it?? I feel he is just using me and calling it a friendship so he can reap the benifts I give him yet he is getting it else where as well. I have tried to talk to him about it but he doesn't listen. Then there are the rules and he is breaking them. I am so fed up with this shit! MOE I'm so lost and not a soul around. I'm awaitting my death slowly if feels. Alone I have walked many miles and alone I am in the dark. Fear light will never hit my face again for I am in hell. RAGE By: Romae Harvey I tremble with fear in my vains. I cry with tears like rivers. I hunger for freedom with locks on my doors. I scream with n

Fantasy In The Arms Of Nature
I lie perfectly still, among the grass and the flowers, the sweet fragrances wafting in the air, absorbing into my mind, the intoxicating scents making my heart beat faster. I moan in absolute ecstasy. This is where I belong. In the bosom of Mother Earth, from whence I came. I lie there listening to the quiet songs of nature, the owls whistling at me and the song birds, looking down at me. I see the deer walking carefully through the birch trees, watching the fawns look around curiously. I long for the touch, the intimate connection. This is my home. This is where I belong. I belong, in the arms of nature. I am a child of the rain. A druid child. I hope to explore the beauty of the world where I feel so much at peace.

Poetry
The four seasons Don’t let your life fade away Like the snow in spring. Don’t let your self die Like the leaves in fall. Take the time to prepare your self Like the tree in winter. Let your self be reborn Like the leaves in spring. Now that you have started anew, Like life in summer, may you grow strong And may you never let the seasons of life Bring you down. Mike L. The Hunter For when you left me, the shred of a noble tear rolled down my cheek. For I was one with noble human feelings; for when you left me, my human side crumbled into the darkness of this rotten world. So the beast I was has re-conquered my human side. For I was doomed to be a hunter, a hunter of evil. For I have tried to live a normal life, I have always been rejected by the human kind. The bread between the greatest of vampires and a human being has made of me the perfect warrior. Roaming from town to town, I use my powers to save the endangered species, the hum

Bad Days!!!
Some things that are so misunderstood should seem simple to another person. If you trust in ones thoughts, feelings and what they believe in. Shouldn't that be enough to hold something together if it's meant to be? Just cause a person is doin what they feel is right from your opinion, does that mean that the other person is wrong? No that's the difference in us as human beings. It's what makes this world go round. Some opinions don't mix well and some don't. But to make a person choice over another person is really something to think about. I have had my insecurities over the years with due right, but I learned to fight them and learned what it is that I needed to overcome them. If I can learn them, why are they being thrown in my face for? I can't haven't a clue. Maybe I was raised differently. I was raised to stand by my decisions if I truly believed in them. I am just rambling here, so I'm gonna end and edit this later.. Katrina You have been bitten now go and bite

Help A Girl Out!!
A while back, I joined Tupperware. This was to help take some of the pressure off our "normal" income, due to a surgery and meds needed by our middle child. They weren't covered by insurance-and still aren't. The problem is, I haven't sold enough and my account will be deactivated soon!!! Now isn't exactly the best time for that. Right before Christmas, is hard enough, under normal circumstances. So if you wouldn't mind, could you take a look around, see what we've got(lots of great deals right now!!) and maybe place an order? Every little bit helps. But as of right now I need to sell $182.56 in less than two weeks time!!! Can you help me do that? Maybe get a little bit of your Christmas shopping done early? We've even added some NEW toys, for those with children. If you can't order, perhaps you know someone who can. If so, please, please, pass on this link.Thanks so much for stopping by. Please pass this blog, or link on to all you know. http://my.tupperware.com/ShMills Tha

That Is It!
OKAY, I WANT TO KNOW RIGHT NOW.. WHO IS THE STUPID FUCK THAT KEEPS FLAGGING MY PICTURES "NSFW"? COME ON NOW.. STOP HIDING BEHIND A FUCKING COMPUTER? ARE YOU SOME JEALOUS, JILTED MAN? COME ON STAND UP AND BE COUNTED FOR? IF MY PICTURES GET FLAGGED ONE MORE TIME.. I WILL LOCK THOSE FUCKERS UP TIGHT AND NO ONE WILL EVER SEE THEM AGAIN.. HOW THE HELL IS MY ASS PICTURES "NSFW"? COME ON.. TELL ME.. FREAKIN' COWARDS.. I AM SICK OF IT.. I WILL TALK TO A BOUNCER AND GET THAT DAMNED THING TAKEN OFF!!!!!! i AM QUITE SICK OF IT. GET A FREAKIN' LIFE AND STAY OFF MY PAGE IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME.. IT IS PLAIN AND SIMPLE!

Sharing Personal Experiences/wishing Could Have Experienced
A >brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. >When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions >at the entrance: >"You may visit this store ONLY ONCE!" There are 6 floors and the value >of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any >item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, >but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman >goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. > >On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: > >Floor 1 - These men have jobs. > >The 2nd floor sign reads: >Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. > >The 3rd floor sign reads: >Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good >looking. > >"Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. > >She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: >Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking >and Help with Housework.

What The Hell...
Since I got arrested on Saturday because of my exbf, I need to gather 800 by sat the 8th to pay the rest of my bail back which was 1000 but was only able to pay 200 to get me out...so if there is any way i can get help with some money that would be great.... I was seeing this guy from August till about the beginning of November and just recently broke up about 2 weeks ago. I understand why it needed to be done, but not the way he did it. He did it over the phone while he was in LA instead of doing it in person...i really thought that was a cowards way out. What pissed me off was that he was supposed to come back on Sunday. He had me think the whole time that nothing was wrong and that he would be home on Sunday. Well low and behold he had one excuse after another as to why he couldnt come back that sunday. So then he said he would be home on Monday, and once again he had another excuse and that was when he told me that we needed to be friends, get to know each other better, get that u

Straight
I'm straight 100%, I'm tired of guys e-mailing me. I don't mind if guys want to talk about bikes, cars, or other things. I don't even care if you are gay just don't hit on me or try to get with me. Girls are welcome to message me any time they want and about any thing they want. Thanks, Hotrod7

Me
how do u know if u are in love and how do u just say its to much......is it ok to take a break with your hubbie or not can u get to much of inch other......so i don't know what to do i need someone that well give me good sexy i think that i wont to a female i am bi so that my have some thing to do with it to i may need a girlfreind i don't know

Going To Dallas For The Weekend
Hi friends , I'm going to Dallas tomorrow , saturday morning and I'll be back sunday evening. So I'm wishing all my friends a great weekend . Yall leave me some love here ya girls about to make it to Godfather :)

Karma
I ran into my EX and she had been swung on by someone.(got her ass kick) She had a smart ass mouth and a fucked up attitude. She was both sweet and evil. A true Gemini. Even though this woman made me want to beat her ass many times I never put my hands on her We broke up on bad terms fake court cases for domestic abuse and bogus restraining orders with her beggin me to answer calls. A fucking mess!!! Ironic she would end up with someone who really don't play that smart mouth nasty attitude shit. I wasn't happy at all. I acted like I didn't see the shit. Talked for a good 15 minutes gave her a hug and rolled out. The jammy wasn't fresh but you could tell it was a few weeks old. Karma is a bitch.

A Friend....
Every single time I think of you my teardrops fall like rain...... Every time I close my eyes I see your face in pain then i think "Am I the one to blame?". I know its hard on you to see me go but I love and miss more than you would ever know. Although I did not go to far I sometimes wish I was still there where you are. 300 miles is a long long way but mom I will be visiting on Thanksgiving Day. You are my life, my friend, my MOTHER and to replace you there could be NO other. Although I know we are miles apart, I still carry you with me deep in my heart. Please dont forget that you are the best each night you lay your head down to rest! Mom I Love You & Miss You Love Your Daughter, Leslie A friend is someone you should never let go, carry them with you through rain, sleet and snow. Hold tightly to that feeling of knowing someone cares and keep in your heart that they'll always be there! Dedicated to Michelle aka: shatteredtiger friend of 11 yrs

Hands Held High
you can listen to this on my homepage... and you should, it's a great song Hands Held High Mike Shinoda – Linkin Park Turn my mic up louder i got to say something lightweights step it aside when we come in feel it in your chest / the syllables get pumping people on the streets they panic and start running words on loose leaf sheet complete coming i jump in my mind and summon the rhyme i’m dumping healing the blind i promise to let the sun in sick of the dark ways we march to the drum and jump when they tell us they want to see jumping fuck that / i want to see some fists pumping risk something / take back what’s yours say something that you know they might attack you for cause i’m sick of being treated like i was before like it’s stupid standing what i’m standing for like this war’s really just a different brand of war like it doesn’t cater to rich and abandon poor like they understand you in the back of the jet / when you can’t put gas in your tank / and th

Should I?
Time heals all wounds,and time also builds desire… I sit her staring into your eyes so full of life and fire… Wondering, wanting, needing…thinking of you… My oh my, whatever should I do… My head says no, my heart says yes… Which is right, is anyone’s guess… Heartache is possible, that I know for sure… But is her love and passion worth that to endure? Is it worth the risk, to take the chance… For something that will be a wonderful romance? Should I sit idly by and let this amazing woman go… If I do that, I am afraid, the truth I will never know… As you can see I am torn…not knowing what on earth to do… The best decisions are the hardest ones, that I know is true… So I sit here wracking my brain, trying not to guess… And my brain says no but my heart says yes...yes...yes…

To Loose A Loved One
Good friend of mine today lost his wife in a horrific car wreck leaving him widowed with 4 kids. Live is too short, you NEVER know when your time or someone else's time is up. Hug a loved one, call a family member and tell them you love them. Call a old friend that you butted heads with. I can personally relate. I lost my best friend, my soulmate, my husband. Life is too too short. Dont hold anything back. You may regret it once its too late. Much Love....

Candle Of Love
Few people come into our lives and make everything shine, but you're one of those rare and splendid jewels who makes the whole world bright. When I was sad, you made me smile. When I was alone and blue, you were there for me, and you made me feel strong enough to accomplish anything. Because I appreciate the many things you do, more than words could say, I'm sending you the Candle of Love, and hoping you receive many blessings from above.

Thought About You
All day long, I thought about you. Even when I tried not to think about you, I thought about you. When I closed my eyes, I thought about you. When I opened my eyes, I thought about you. When I thought about the beauty of the season, I thought about you. When I thought about the warmth of the upcoming holidays, I thought about you. When I heard a love song on the radio, I thought about you. When I checked my email, I thought about you. Even when I said goodnight to the stars, I thought about you. And when I slipped beneath the softness of my blanket and gave in to the bliss of sweet dreams, I thought about you. I just can't stop thinking about you.

I Need You
"As I am about to lie in my bed, I'm dreaming of your arms around me... Your chest brushing softly against my cheeks. I feel your breath closing in as you lift my face to give me your kisses...Oh, it is very difficult to live with you far from me.Please come and be with me... to stay forever..."

Let Have Fun
everybody.. lets get this started and see what creative movie titles we can come up with.. here's the rules.. think up a movie title(ANY movie title), and add "Between Your Legs" to the movie title..ill get it goin...continue to forward this!!! rocky between your legs it your turn to comment

Conversations In My Mirror
Two nights ago I got your message. It was obvious. A blind man could have read it. My covers were kicked off of the bed, And I was exhausted in the morning. It was as if I had been up working all night instead of resting. I knew it was a message from you. . . And that all I needed to do was to pick up my pen, And let you write it down on paper for me to read. But I was so exhausted that I overslept. Then I was late for work, And you don't even want to hear, About the day I had. Last night I got your message. It was practically in neon. I awoke at two a.m. because my arm was asleep. My neck was locked at an awkward angle. My pillow and blankets were all on the floor. It was freezing cold. I began to sneeze. This happened again at four. Then, at six, when I needed to be up. . . I slept the sleep of a man who has walked through a blizzard to stay alive, Only to collapse three feet from his doorstep. I knew that your message was important. And that all I needed to

Reflections
Hello! I didn't think I'd see you this soon. Although sometimes I've felt as if you'd never get here. But I've always felt sure that we would meet. All the times that I've seen you, On the old slides of my father's. That strapping young man with his face in the wind. Never tired. Never weary. Any scars he carries are still fairly fresh. The weathered look will not be upon him for thirty years. I used to look in my mirror for hours, Searching for that twenty-something man. Hidden somewhere in my face. I never caught more than a glimpse of you, Hiding behind my eyes. . . Until now. In the reflection of my television set, I caught you watching me. You're different than I'd pictured. Your hair is longer and you have a beard. But the gaze is the same. The fascinated way you watch me, When you think I'm not looking. I can tell that you see me in you. Tell me. . . Do you look back at me in the mirror, Spending hours searching for the face you had years ago. . . As I

Armor Polish
So after all this time I realize That my parents got it wrong They should have called me Don Or if you prefer. . . Mr. Quixote I polish my armor daily Constantly ready to find causes Which surely would have been better off Had they remained lost But In I'll charge Blazing through the muck My sword of integrity held high Rescuing the helpless townspeople From the tyranny of the evil windmills And of course I won't win But that's not the point The point is I tried And that effort Gives me the courage to try again Instead of just letting those damn windmills win And when the villagers come to me and say "look at what you did! You come charging in here Armor caked in muck And now we have windmills! I hope you realize how much trouble you've caused!" Is it easier to let these tyrants alone? Not say a thing, not get involved? Undoubtedly But daily i polish my armor Until I can see my face in it And daily I ask of my reflection "How do I fight the good fight? H

As I Lie Here Wondering
As I lie here wondering I can almost hear two ants Floating down the river on a twig And I wonder where they're going. As I lie here wondering I can almost hear two ladybugs Gossiping to each other And I wonder where they learned it. Every little thing Goes on In it's own special way As I lie here wondering. August

August Finds His Purpose
Having just ended my brief career as a soldier, I returned to my favorite pastime. . . drifting. I was bound and determined never to settle into any profession again, but these things have a way of creeping up on you when you lease expect it. With little more than a years worth of freedom from the Army, I found myself enrolled in college taking an EMT (Emergency Medical Technician) course. Ever vigilant in my pursuit to be "one of the good guys" I maintained an A average for the first time anyone I know could remember. Then came the day that makes or breaks all young EMT wannabe's, A five hour shift in the emergency room of a hospital. Being the victim of my own habits, I was broke again, and had to borrow nearly everything I needed for my shift: Lab coat, stethoscope, note pad, and a white shirt. But thanks to several classmates, my friend Chris and I arrived at the ER fully prepared, at 5:00p.m. sharp. Now I can't speak for Chris, but I was nervous. I had only been in the class

Because You Didn't Ask
Hey, that's for me. As if it made sense, As if there were rhyme to my reason, And vice versa. My birthday's on the twelfth, I'm ectomorphic, Little tests I've never studied for, Yet seem to pass. She drinks coffee. I guess I have my tests too. The joy of discovery, Tongues tickling across the phone line. Does she feel my presence? As much as I feel hers? The distance between us like the tide, Always moving. A little scary. A lot wonderful. The wind rushing past my ears. How'd I pick up this much speed? The thought of her beside me, Nuzzling my neck, The flash of her brilliant eyes, Here we go, No point in looking back. 'Cause hey, That's for me. August

Bigot
Bigotry is the act of telling another, Exactly what and who they are. Telling instead of asking Preaching instead of talking Interpreting instead of listening Condemning instead of sharing Hating instead of learning Patronizing instead of loving Bigotry is ugly, And I am guilty of it. I have thought of others as "Job stealing wetbacks" or "lazy niggers" I have personally been offended by individuals So I struck back at the collective culture. I created them in my mind Hugely flawed, because I made them that way. I have been a bigot. It took another bigot to make me see. August

How Old Were You The First Time You?
How Old Were You 1. When you first fell in love – 17 2. Got a myspace account - 37 3. Got drunk - - 16 4. Smoked weed - 15 5. Got french kissed - 17 6. Went to the hospital for surgery - 23 7. Got your heart broken badly - last year 8. Lost a pet -7 that I can remember 9. Got arrested - never 10. Smoked a Cigarette - 15 11. Broken a bone - 14 12. Went to a concert - 19 13. Got your own cell phone - 36 14. Got a speeding ticket - Never 15. Ran away -never 16. Snuck out of the house -never 17. Pierced other than your ears - None. 18. Got a tattoo - last year 19. Bought porn - Never 22. Totaled a car - I never did it, I was hit...at 28 23. Moved out of your parents house -18 25. How old are you now? - 39 26. Had a kid - 18 27. Lost your virginity - 17

Bitter Temptations
You make it so tempting. With your fascination for suffering And my ability to inflict it What a pair we would make I could take you to the edge And make you dance Make you scream Make you beg. . . Over and over again. I could take you Where you so pathetically desire to be. Except you won't be satisfied. No matter how close you are to the edge, For you, it's still too far. Kissing my blade Sucking on my barrel Feeling your lungs ache for air Not enough, not enough And I'd rather please you than hurt you So I do the former by way of the latter And yet you want more And the hands that snuff your flame Could well be mine. You make it so tempting. With you calculated ice. Your adolescent arrogance. I want to slap you And call you the stupid bitch that you are The kicker is. . . You think I'm impotent, Because I won't. August

Black
He is dressed in black tonight. Black as the night. Black as sin. Black as death itself. He wishes his skin were paler. At night he dreams of skin so pale and thin that it is translucent. Anything to appear darker, Closer to the Devil, Closer to death. The "Charles Manson" look is in. "Dracula," "Rasputin," Anyone with long hair and a tortured soul. Anyone with a festering dark secret. He has a secret. A dark dangerous secret. One that makes him play his moves flawlessly. No sudden eye movements. Maintain a constant display of indifference. In the old days it was different. A woman used to fear "a wolf in sheep's clothing." "A scoundrel," "A cad." This is far worse. He is a lamb in wolf's clothing. Bambi in the Devil's suit. Thumper in Charlie Manson's goatee. All the while, hiding his terrible dark secret. That deep down, beneath the pale skin and demonic features, Under the snobbish indifference and acidic stare, He is really someone. . . THAT YOUR MOTH

Building Blocks
(Partially inspired by/ stolen from, T.G.Spinosa) It has been said that hydrogen, Is the building block of the universe. Hydrogen is said to be the building block of the universe, Because it is the most abundant element in the universe. I disagree. Stupidity is far more abundant than hydrogen. Don't you hate rhetorical questions? Tell me again about short term memory. I'd give my right arm to be ambidextrous. The problem with apathy is. . .never mind. I'm sorry sir, you have no money in your account. Yes you did just deposit $100.00 yesterday. Yes I realize that you haven't made any withdrawals. I'm sorry sir, you have to go back to your home branch. Yes I realize that you deposited the money at this branch. Yes I realize that your home branch is across town. SIR, you can't ride that unicycle in here. No sir, I am not changing the subject. You just can't ride that in here. No sir, I realize that you're carrying it. I just want you to know. . .What do you mean? "

Call Me Captain
Some forage through life, In search of a rose. And others are led, As if by the nose. The flighty, I'm told, Just drift in the breeze. No control or direction, They simply take leave. They're just tossed to & fro, By the will of the wind. Don't know where they're going, Don't care where they've been. And others, like me, Like to play in the tides. We sail our own ships, With the stars as our guide. We seek out adventure, Fortune and fame. Searching for others, To join in our game. Through fair skies or storm, We drink wine and sing songs. Loving each moment, Even when things go wrong. With the wind at my back, And my love at my side. I haul up my anchor, And set sail with the tide. So tell me I'm captain, Or tell me I'm mighty. But whatever you do, . . . .Don't . . . . . tell. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .me . . . . . . . .I'm. . . . . .flighty!. . . . . August

Carpe' Diem
Well of course It wasn't my first time, Oh no, my first time was long behind me. But for some reason, I was still nervous. Desperate to do something, Restless for some action, I guess it never gets any easier. Heart pounding in my chest, Sweaty palms, Thoughts racing. What am I doing here? How did I let this happen? What do I do now? Before the first time, I would rush with reckless abandon. Desperate for climax, Always pushing my luck. Nowadays, I'm more careful. Regarding my scars as lessons, Rather than trophies. Yet, here I am again, Stuck for sure, Halfway up a mountain, Facing death. . .One. . .More. . .Time. He and I are old friends. He watches me with baited breath. Waiting for me to welcome him on. And for a moment. . . I consider it. Leap off this rock, Take control, Make my last act a determined one. It is a good day to die! I look back on my life. My only goal satisfied. If I have to go today, I can honestly look back and say: "My life has

Online Status Legend
Since my pc crashed a few months ago and I had to rebuild a new rig. My online notifications do not save for later uses like before and I do miss some of my old ones. The only one the hangs on is "PC failures suck!" LOL...great! So as I go along and add new ones. I'll add them in here for quick reference for all of us. If you go .."Hmmm...wtf does that mean?" You may want to go here and it may be revealed. Unless its a fresh one. Then I will add it shortly ;-) Inside My Bottle = Home and online. Hit me up to call me out of it. Sealed Inside Bottle = Home and online. Please do not disturb. Swirlin and Smokin = Home and online. Smoking and up for BSing ;-) In My Rainforest = Home and online, but outside enjoying my patio or working on my plants. Will be back shortly. Magische Dromen = German for magical dreams. Sleeping. Cat Furniture = At my desk, but Suzail is sitting on me. May not type. If do its all catscratch. Adrift in Moonlight = Sleeping happily. Seul Som

A Chance Encounter
It was the kind of thing that just doesn't happen. Which is what made it so unusual Passion is where you find it I always say Or at any rate I'll say it now After she came up to me, stopped me in my tracks, Looked me smack in the eye and said "Don't say a word. . . Don't give me a line, Don't even try to be smooth. 'Cause anyone can do that. I need someone Who'll shout my name from the rooftops Dance with me in the rain, Be the cavalier to my damsel Open up his heart and sing to me! If you can't do that. . . I don't even want to know your name." Like I said, It's the sort of thing that just doesn't happen. Now before I continue I hear you asking. . . "What did she look like? Was she hot?" And my answer is, It doesn't matter. I really couldn't tell you if I tried. The only thing I can say, Is that her character, her essence, her energy. . . Ignited me. And in that quarter of a second That it took me to respond I came up with at least a dozen songs That I c

Closets
I have an orange shirt that I like to wear. It's old and threadbare and looks a little silly on me. It's missing some buttons and the sleeves are too long, but I like it. It's the most comfortable shirt I own. I don't wear it often and almost never when I'm out in public. I keep my shirt tucked away safely in the closet. Shirts belong in closets. A friend of mine had a lot in common with my orange shirt. Her name is Laura. She too, spent most of her time in the closet. Then one day, she came out. It was a big event, Gay Pride Day in Las Vegas. Laura asked me to join her and provide support as she ventured out of the darkness of her closet, and into the harsh light of judgment by her peers. I was honored to be her parasol. We arrived at the park and began to look around. There must have been ten thousand people there. We looked at the different booths, the different vendors, and the different people. I saw hundreds of couples holding hands, happy to be enjoying the sunshine together.

Cold Comfort
I killed a mosquito today. Hey, it was him or me. Parasitic little blood sucker, Landing in my sideburn. Disrupting my search for the perfect pen. On instinct I struck. Slapping down my foe in an instant, I triumphantly viewed my kill, It was a ladybug. The word sorrow is inadequate, Remorse, regret, despair, Not enough to say what I felt. "I'm sorry." I said aloud. Remembering all of the times, I had been squashed recently. Misquitofied in haste, Presentation is everything. Cold comfort I'm sure, To my ladybug. Here is your epitaph, And I promise to be more careful, In the future. August

Not Happy
I dont understand anymore i try to look the other when certain things happen on here. But sometimes its too hard not too. Aww well i'm just blabbing and you know who knows what i'm talking about. LATER!!

Could We Have A Moment?
Could we have a moment of silence please? For the seventeen sailors of the U.S.S. Cole? Could we have a moment of silence please? For George burns, Henny Youngman, and Victor Borge'. Could we have a moment of silence please? For the students of Columbine, And all the copycat killings. Could we have a moment of silence please? For the soldiers of Vietnam, The soldiers of Korea, The Soldiers of World War Two. Could we have a moment of silence please? A moment for the homeless, A moment for the downtrodden, A moment for the guilty. And while we're at it. . . Could we have a moment of silence please? For the downsizing of Microsoft, The relocation of Boeing, For William Shatner's career!?! What's the deal here? What's with all the silence? We say "shut up" as a bad thing, Remember? Don't you dare do this to me when my turn comes. When you remember me, Make some noise. So can we have a moment of patriotism please? For the sailors of the Cole? Can we have a momen

The Cynical Poet
If there's no coffee stains on the page, Then it's not really a poem. It's a note. I am the cynical poet. I'm reading poetry, Even though I'm sure that no one is really listening. It's not really a poem if you didn't cry over it, But if it rhymes it's still poetry, Just not good poetry. I am the cynical poet. The coffee cup is half empty. It just is O.K.! If it mentions your dog, Or your truck, Or your girlfriend, Then it's not really a poem. It's a country song! There may be poetry here tonight, There may even be good poetry here tonight. But there won't be real poetry here tonight. Real poetry, The kind that leaves you Feeling like the lemon wedge On the side of a vodka glass. I am the cynical poet, And you just can't find real poetry anymore. August

Cycles
Don't ask me to begin For I excel at beginnings I can get the ball rolling Set things in motion Push us down the hill. . . Don't ask me to begin For I love beginnings I love it when it's new Endless possibilities Countless paths to explore Don't ask me to continue For I don't know how The ball rolls too quickly It's out of control There's too much momentum Don't ask me to continue I'm too easily swept away There's nothing new The paths are closed It's the same old slide Don't ask me to end this Endings are sad Endings are a lack of possibilities They are closed doors The antithesis of romance Don't ask me to end this For I'm sure that I can The emotional tourniquet goes on too quickly I don't want closure, I want exploration. So don't ask me to begin. August

Deadlines & Explanations
So you want me to write a poem, For you. Just who do you think I look like? Robert Frost? I don't write poems for you. I am the egocentric poet. I'm not an artist, I'm a smart-ass. Duh. . . You all have it so easy, With your coffee houses. . . And your open mics. . . Six different kinds of espresso, Not to mention Chai. Back in my day, We didn't have a French Press. Back in those days, If you wanted to read poetry. . . You had to take a jar of Foldger's Crystals, And go into the closet. And we would just sit there, In the dark, In the closet, Chewing Foldger's Crystals and reading poetry. And you couldn't come out of the closet. Because that opened up an entirely different can of worms. So let's get this straight once and for all. I am not an artist. I'm a poet. The egocentric poet. The insensitive poet. The "I write for me." poet. But you can call me an artist, If you really want to. August

The Death Of Poetry
Nobody does poetry anymore. All the good metaphors are taken. The coffee houses now serve chai. Guitars rule the stage, Inspired by fuzzy legged women. And I find it sad. I've met the beat poets, And yes, they were jerks. That was their right. I've met the coyboy poets. Out on the range, Coffee you can chew, good stuff. The coffee houses now serve chai. I've been the guerrilla poet. No mic, street theater, raw entertainment. I've been the warrior poet. My body a map of scars, The pathways of my life. Nobody does poetry anymore. Why quote Shakespeare when there's M.T.V.? The coffee houses now serve chai. What's up with that? I'm still a poet. Because I don't know what else to be. The empty page still calls my name, As does the empty stage. I am poet, Read my words. I am poet, Hear my voice. I am poet, Buy my books. (Just kidding.) I am poet, Know this, Even when I drink chai. August

Dragons
There aren't any dragons. Yes I know, It seems sort of obvious when you say it like that. But it saddens me, There aren't any dragons, And there should be. Young men should be able to rescue desperate maidens. Fighting the good fight should guarantee victory. Right and wrong should be obvious, Black and white, clear as day, Never murky, never confused, But of course, that's every bit as fanciful, As the notion of dragons, Far too often I am reminded, That this is the real world, Where the good fight doesn't always cut it, People don't always mean what they say, Fairness is not a universal quality. It saddens me. There aren't any dragons, And there never really were. August

The Dreamer
It's easy to tell a joke to you, It's easy to sing you a song. It's easy to open up to you. It's been easy all along. You are such a puzzle. You're confused? How can that be? How can you not know how you feel? Look inside, it's plain to see. I know you're independent. I know that you feel fear. But please believe, and dream with me, And you'll never shed a tear. I'm not what you expected. I am a nomad, true. One thing you can count on, I am so in love with you. August

E-mail
Roses are red, Violets are blue. The computer was on, So I typed this for you. Flowers are nice, Chocolate is better. You've been on my mind, Thought I'd send you a letter. Or maybe a poem, But rhyming is hard. I almost decided, To send you a card. But I know how you'd whine, I know how you'd wail. I finally decided To send you E-Mail! I don't mean to confuse, I don't mean to beguile. I just thought this poem, Might bring you a smile. I'll finish this note. (I've been typing since noon.) With the greatest of hopes, That you'll email me soon! August

Endings
You tell me that you love me, You tell me I should wait. Can't you understand I'm lonely? Don't you realize I can't wait? I think about you all the time. Why can't you think of me? Now we hardly ever talk, Using words like us or we. Where did all the feelings go? Why can't we bring them back? You tell me I need patience. But I know it's love we lack. I don't want to leave you, So don't force me to go. All the things I love about you. . . There are more than you could know. But every time I'm near you, You always shut me out. I thought I was the only one, That you cared about. But now I see my folly, And I realize I was wrong. I thought I held your heart of hearts, But you did, all along. You only care for number one, With that I can't compete. You love me less than you love yourself, And so, I accept defeat. Don't try to talk me out of this, I'm sick of hollow lines. I thought of talking all this out, But it's just a waste of time. I'm ti

Erased
I used to be a poem, to bring a smile to your life. I used to be a blanket, to keep you warm throughout the night. I used to be a teacher, to guide you on your way. I used to be a soldier, to protect you through the day. I no longer am a soldier, my rank and title gone. I can no longer keep you safe, or protect your little home. I cannot lead your son to be, the man he will become. As a soldier I found purpose, but now I find there, none. I no longer am a teacher, it's not my job to guide. My lessons all forgotten, cast upon the tide. My humble school was boarded up, of this there is no doubt. For I went to teach a class one day, and found, I was locked out. I no longer am a blanket, there's no warmth in me tonight. I cannot be a cover, to shield you from the light. I've been turned into a useless pile, of rags upon the floor. It happened on the day you said. . ."I care for you no more." You ran from me without a word, I guess you couldn't face me. And I didn't

Filibuster
When I was fifteen, the Lord came to me in a dream. Which I suppose is a good thing, because if he came to me in a coffee house, I'd be significantly less prepared. But this was just a dream, however vivid, however real. He stood before me, and I have to admit that for a man of his years, he looked pretty good. "What can I do for you God?" Amazingly enough, God's pretty approachable one on one, and not as tall in person. "I want you to become a poet my son." God's got a deep voice. "A poet? God, come on." He most be joking, Everyone knows that God has a wicked sense of humor, right? How else do you explain the flamingo? "Gahaaad, I'm going to college, I'm going to be a lawyer, make my mark, be rich." "My son, you will become a poet, travel to distant lands, discover people and ideas wherever you go, and you will write, poetry." "Yo God, ya got the wrong guy." I've always had a problem with father figures. I think it's the whole holier than thou thing. Alth

First Impressions
And she made me think of poetry. And yes, And she made me want to dance. And yes, And the music didn't matter. . . Wasn't there. Didn't care. And yes! At that moment I wanted to do. . . Everything. Make a statement, Rule the world, Seize the day, And yes! It was all possible. The cacophony of emotion, The plethora of noise, The wonder of all that is new. And yes. She made me want to grow, And yes. She made me want to try, And yes, She made me think of poetry. August

For A Friend
I tell you that I love you You tell me it's a lie Every time I try to talk to you You just break down and cry. I can't bring back the magic The feelings we used to share I try to tell you I'm hurting But lately you just don't care. Should I go on trying? Trying to make you see. Or should I just admit it? You're not in love with me. Breaking up isn't easy. I've heard this to be true. You walk around in anguish. While friends say you're just blue. But life goes on, or so I'm told Whether we like it or not. And I've found that it's better to live life, Then to just sit around and rot. So reader now I make a toast, To finding someone new. I hope that you are happy, And life is good to you. August

Party Near Franklin, Ma
It looks like I am going to the "brickhouse" that is 20 minutes away from my hotel that is in Rhode Island. Hopefully I will meet ya there if anyone is around here :) Ok...I am here in Franklin, MA out on business. I am staying at the Hawthorne suites off exit 16 on the 495. If anyone is near me, or wanna meet up somewhere let me know! I usually go to cole's tavern down the street from my hotel. I would like someone to show me around since I am new to the area. Hope to hear from you!

For Fun
Roses are red, violets are. . . well they're violet. When this email arrives, be sure that you file it. Fossils are old, babies are new. Thought you should know, I've been thinking of you. Computers cost money, pencils are cheap. Sentiment makes you sappy, please try not to weep. Crayons are wax, tables are wood. Hope you're doing like me, 'cause I'm doing good. Prose is for rambling, and poems for rhyme. I like to do both, when I have the time. Writing's a pain, e-mail is fun. I hope you enjoyed this, 'cause now I'm all done. August

Enough
ENOUGH What is your heart? Tell me about it How dose it love? And fall in love? How could it sell? Somebody buying it Enough You cheated on who opened his heart for you You hurt and sold who loved you The dream of your life which he draw for you You stepped on it and lost it by your hands My heart that you wound and did wrong Tomorrow you will ask it to forgive you Tomorrow you will be hurt and repentance When you find it forgot your look and too late Enough I used to believe all your words I used to live on your fake dreams You used to cheat You used to hurt You made me live in your illusions You made me live in your illusions Enough I am sure you dont feel me And you can't feel my pains that you made Tomorrow you will taste my pains Then you will cry on me Now I am telling you enough To stop years of love You are end of sorrow and memory And my heart now needs a start Enough I used to believe all your words I used to live on you

Fortune
Having finished my dinner, My belly was full of things that are impossible to pronounce, But it's fun to try. I opened my fortune cookie. For some reason I was hesitant to read it. What if this was the one true way of telling the future? What if all of our tomorrows, Were forecast on this piece of paper? I wouldn't have to ransack the morning paper, For my horoscope. I could end my search for a decent palm reader. I could stop trying to trans-channel Nostradamus. I would finally know your name. I would know our life. I would sleep soundly each night, Content in the knowledge That you and I are predestined for each other. I unfolded the fortune. "You are fond of Chinese food." So much for my future. Maybe I should enroll in chopstick school. August

From Michaela
You can't give me the sunshine. Although I admit you have a certain warmth. It's simply not sunshine, So don't expect me to stay too long. You can't give me moonbeams, No matter how hard your poetry ribbons try. They are simply not moonbeams. So don't expect me to stay too long. You can't give me rain. Salty tears don't quite cut it. They are simply not rain. So don't expect me to stay too long. You can't give me fire. No matter how intriguing your nipples are sometimes, They are simply not fire. So don't expect me to stay too long. You can't give me wind, Because you need it. So I changed my mind, I will stay, And I will see you when you pass through. August

For Gail
Violets are violet Roses rose colored Reading your poem Has left me befuddled Now don't think I'm cruel Now don't think I'm jaded Your poem has left me A bit twitter-pated Can it really be true? With the linger and pining My heart skips a beat (And thanks for not whining) "Master August" you call me I blush at your praise (Better tell John So he'll give me a raise.) You know, of your absence I could never grow fond Come on April 10th Why must you take so long? I pine for your coos Tickles and kisses I'll try to make Portland To grant you these wishes Till then by my screen I will wait all the time So end my suspense And send me a rhyme August

A Funny Name
What's in a name? A rose by any other name would smell as sweet. Then why does my name spark reaction? It's a common name, Though not for commoners. It is a name for kings and great men. It is a name of respect. Why then, do people laugh? The name itself means "to be honored." Why should that be funny? Is it because a month holds the same name? And if so, that's hardly my fault. Why should I be troubled? Maybe it's because, There are so many ways to say the name, Or a part of the name, And still have it mean the same thing. There's Augie, Gus, Augustus. . . It seems like there's more than that. . . I've been called so many things. . . But maybe there's a good side to this too. Maybe I can get away with all the things I do, Because of my name. "That's August, he's crazy, You can tell just by listening to his name." Now I admit that I march to the beat of a different drummer, And I admit that I have done, And still do, some crazy things now and then. . . But I

Geek
People say I'm crazy People say I'm a geek People say I'm a nerd People say I'm a creep My friends say I'm OK A little weird but all right My parents say there's no way That I'll ever turn out right I listen to the radio I memorize the words I hear things inside myself That no one's ever heard I used to live inside myself Afraid to let anyone in I should have known that nobody out there Would understand just where I've been I read my books and poetry I understand them all I have built these walls around myself I have made them strong and tall I once thought that I found someone Who wanted to come in To share with me, her secrets And show me where she's been But just like all the other times It never worked out right We each wanted something different So we parted after a fight Then, there was someone else We needed each other as friends We keep each other inside ourselves Hoping it will never end I give to you the story of my life Laugh

Ghost
Some people touch the lives of men. Some people take a stand. But I cannot touch anything, With my shadow of a hand. My presence isn't really known. I'm a dream that some recall. But I never really leave my mark, Not a single scratch at all. No home to keep, I roam the land. My footsteps leave no trace. Invisible, I haunt the globe, Still searching for my place. I once thought I was Captain. "I'm a buccaneer!" I'd boast. But in truth, I'm not out chasing dreams, I'm really just a ghost. August

Gifts (a Letter To My First)
The hairbrush is gone The first gift you ever gave me I balked at the time But I loved it It was my little piece of you Now it's in a landfill somewhere Covered with the teeth marks of that damned dog The sunglasses are gone, lost On one of my many adventures Two dollars well spent on a cheap piece of plastic Every time I held them I thought of you The last of your gifts Swept away by life And what of the gifts I gave you? As hard as I try I can recall only one My most prized, kept my whole life Entirely intangible Do you treasure it as I did? Or has it evaporated into thin air With the hairbrush and the sunglasses? August

Glance
There it was, The look I had been waiting for The expression that says "I anticipate" "I hunger" "I burn" She showed me that look And I was filled with an incredible euphoria But the look was not for me And it bothered me, That the pair of eyes for which it was intended Didn't see it Didn't look for it Didn't hunger for that look It was wasted August

Golden Gifts
"you disappoint me in the way that you behave, and how you treat me." And I'm greeted with a slamming door. "Happy Father's day" I mutter as I walk away. My mind stumbling back across the years. Tripping flat. . . across each disappointment. The week before Christmas, Thrown out into the cold. No shirt. . . no shoes. . . no respect. What a disappointment I was, I survived. Even though you told the neighbors, And the police, That I ran away. What a disappointment. Every stumble, Every fall, And I can't seem to land on my face. And through this haze of resentment I wonder, Does the Chrysler building resent it's foundation? Does it dream of marble instead of concrete? Can this skyscraper admit. . . That without it's base, however flawed, It would crumble. Happy Father's Day My gift to you is silence. No retort to your slammed door. The last word is yours. It's over, you win. I'm the disappointment. August

G.o.p. Creed
I am a republican. A member of the American National Republican Party. Because I am proud of the organization I represent, I will always act in ways credible to the Republican Party, and the nation it serves. I will hold myself and my fellow Republicans to a higher standard of conduct, specifically when meeting those of opposing views. I will debate any issue on the merits, and never let a debate denigrate to name calling, or violence. Nor will I stand by and watch other republicans do so. I will treat my fellow Republicans, and my adversaries, with respect at all times. I will police my own organization. I will not hesitate to denounce a party member who has behaved disgracefully. For that individual represents me as well as the rest of the party. I will support free speech. Particularly when it disagrees with my own views. I will defend another's right to disagree with me. I will be open to new ideas, regardless of their source. I will be committed to being open minded, a

Grady Cooper & Rebecca Ann Kizziar
August second, nineteen ninety-seven Remember this day For this is the day of your wedding The whole is now greater than the sum of it's parts. Remember the love you feel this day. Remember it. . . When he leaves the seat up. . . When she's "in a mood". . . When he forgets to take out the trash. . . When she forgets to recap the toothpaste. . . Remember. . . you're a team. You're together forever, this is it. To have and to hold. For richer, for poorer, In sickness and in health, Through rain and shine, And most of all, All of those days that are only partly cloudy. Remember Rebecca, Remember Grady, When your partner deserves your love the least, That is the exact moment that they need it the most. Be slow to anger and quick to apologize. Speak your love often. Show your love always. And remember this day. August

The Great Mike
This poem doesn't make any sense. This poem goes on and on. It's not really a poem. It's just senseless rambling. . . and thus defines me. I am the senseless rambler. The man at the bus stop who mumbles to the wall. The man on the strip who talks to the lamppost. They are all me. Only I am more fortunate than most. I am not in the buffet line muttering about turkey gravy. My audience has ag. . . No wait. . . That came out wrong. My audience has agreed not to throw things or lock me away. The Java junkies are suckers for endless babble in the name of art. Here, have a tarot card. Good poetry, bad poetry, songs, screams, creative filibusters. . . even empty silence. . . hell, even full silence. I could ramble on and on. No really. . . I could. Is it my turn? If it's not I could go anyway. I'M IN CHARGE! August

Grenades & Spam
Join the Army, be a man. Talk to me, I'm Uncle Sam. Every morning, with the sun, We get up, and run run run. For breakfast, it's green eggs and spam! Courtesy of Uncle Sam. I'll teach you how to shoot a gun. We do this after our morning run. Now doesn't all this sound like fun? To run in the sun and shoot a gun? Now in the Army, every day, There's a push-up game we like to play. And you can play this fun game too! How many push-ups can you do? Another thing we do all day, Is play the game "Grenades Away" Is it fun? Well I should say, It's always fun the Army way. At nite time after all our games, The sergeant calls us funny names. He says he has a great new game, Marching, marching in the rain! Just think of all the games we'll play, If you'll just sign your life away. Take my pen and sign today, And we'll play games the Army way! I do not want your funny names. I won't do push-ups in the rain. I will not sign. I will not train. I will not play your Arm

The Guru
"you're a poet, right?" At last, a question I know the answer to. "Yes." Go with simplicity. "So then you know stuff right?" "Yes." What the hell, it worked once. "Great. What do I need to know?" Don't laugh, don't laugh. The coffee house steps are the new mountain. If he thinks that you're the Guru. . . There are worse fates. "What is it that you seek?" Solomon eat your heart out. "I wanna know how to do what you do." Ok Solomon, you can come back now. "What do I need to know for the open mic?" At last, a question I know the answer to. "Be confident." "Be brief." "If you can't be brief. . . Be spectacular." "Keep it simple" "If you can't keep it simple. . . Make your transitions short." "Remember your audience, Don't try their patience." "Believe in your words, Or no one else will." "And most importantly. . . When you're finished. . . Let people know." August

Happily Ever After
I wish I had a horse. Yes, It'd have to be a horse. Because then, I could jump onto my trusty stallion, And together, we could race across the countryside, After you. And you would see me on my charger, Obviously larger than life. And you would realize that yes, We should give this a shot. Happily ever after is an attainable goal. But I'd need a horse. It wouldn't work without the horse. The hero doesn't chase the girl in a Geo Metro. The stalker does, but not the hero. I wish I had a horse. I wish I had a carrier pigeon. Yes, that'd work. I'd send you a poem on wings of love. You'd receive it, and read it, and know, That we were meant for each other. Happily ever after has our names on it. But it'd have to be a carrier pigeon. Email just doesn't cut it. Because I was a geek before it was cool. I wish I had a carrier pigeon. I wish I had a kingdom. Yeah, a kingdom, that'd work. I could offer it to you, Risk it for you, Lead it into battle for you sword

How It Starts
And it starts with the peacock Feathers bright, strutting his stuff Flogger hanging from his belt Peacocks, the most ferocious beast. . . . . .of the petting zoo. So it goes to the bull Muscles rippling Horns sharpened, Flashing his knives amid his leathers. A little obvious if you ask me. Domesticated creatures don't do it for me. But it's hard to fear camouflage So my freedom is to go unnoticed The deadly spider. . . waits. It starts with your neck Tight in my hands A gasp as your breath is lost So it continues in your eyes The surprise, trepidation, fear. . . But you ain't felt nothing yet. The spider sits and waits Counting every insult Seething at being overlooked Revenge is the art of the spider. You're going down As I vary your torments Breath, pinch, slap, cut. . . Just a bit at first. I want you to realize your mistake. Nobody fears camouflage. But it starts. . . August

I'll Be There For You
When the creek gets high and dry And you've broken our canoe Well don't begin to worry Because I'll be there for you I'll pour the creek more water And fix your boat like new And it's just my way of saying Heather, I love you. When the road gets long and dusty And you've worn out your best shoe Without any hesitation I'll be there for you I'll sew your soles so nicely You'd think they were brand new And it's just my way of saying Heather, I love you. When you're feeling lost and lonely With no one to talk to Just smile, sit, and wait for me. Because I'll be there for you. I'll listen to your troubles Maybe tell a joke or two I love to make you smile because Heather I love you. You may wonder why I'm saying this What purpose could there be The reason that I'm here for you Is that you're always here for me I'll never let you down Just you wait and see And until we are together I'll be loving you, love me. August

Talktalkfuture
Buffalo? Fuck. No one voluntarily goes to Buffalo. I mean, as a general rule. It's the type of place you are born in and don't leave. It's the type of place you go for a meeting when your client buys some shitty company there and then you spend the whole time you're in town feeling like you have the hantavirus and the only possible antidote is getting the fuck out of Buffalo fifteen minutes ago. It's the type of place that's on the national news every once and a while because some guy flipped out and killed someone at Wendy's or it snowed a lot again or they annexed themselves to Canada or what the fuck ever. But you don't get in your car on a sunny Sunday afternoon and drive to fucking Buffalo. It isn't done. Except, apparently, when it is. So anyway, I was having half a pack of jerks come in from out of town. My friend Joe was flying back from Seattle where he lives with his probably illegal immigrant Mexican au pair wife (obviously). Joe was tech

But...we Can Still Have Fun!!!
HI......thanks for reading this.......I need to explain this to my friends........I am owned.....by a absolutely wonderful man.....he is my ...MASTER...some of you won't understand it...it is not what you may be thinking...it is a good thing.....he is guiding me in my exploration of myself...and my pleasures........he keeps me focused.......helps me make the right choices.....we are friends above anything else......and that is what makes this a truly wonderful experience.....I am a strong independent woman...and giving him this control....empowers me!Feel free to ask questions.....I am very open about it.....I have much respect and adoration for this person....my Master......my friend.....and I hope you will respect that......I can have but one Master....so...please don't ask me to disrespect him....I'm sure you understand.......I can ...however...still have fun.....but keep in mind...he does own my body...(what a BIG job...lol)so...please don't ask me to share it with you......take wh

Investments
Call me. Invest a quarter in our relationship. Let me be secure in the illusion, That if you spend a quarter for me, You will gladly walk across hot coals, Just to be by my side. I can convince myself that if you call, You are reaching for me across the wires. Give me the illusion that I am being pursued. Call me. Call me. Invest a few minutes of your day in our relationship. This will prove to me, That every waking moment you spend away from me, Is really agony to you. That you could so easily set aside precious time to talk to me. Call me. Call me. For every call is an investment, A precedent, A promise. It says that we are going somewhere, Instead of nowhere. It says we are connected. It declares that there is a future On which we can sit, And look back on all those promises, All those phone calls, All those investments. Call me. August

It's Out Of The Way Now.
So she says to me; "You've just made the biggest mistake of your life!" And I really had to think about that. Because I've crammed an awful lot of mistakes Into the past twenty-six years. Now we're not just talking, About when I shoved that copper wire, Into the electrical socket Or when I told my mother, What I really thought of her meatloaf. Those are pretty minor league compared to others. Like the time I asked my Drill Sergeant; "Drop what?" Or the time I let her kiss me, Although I knew she was pledged to another. I have made mistakes that have launched me across oceans, As well as continents. My mistakes have hurled me into as well as out of, Military service, broken houses, sleepless nights, And way too many relationships to recall, And this is the biggest mistake of my life? Oh well, At least I've gotten it out of the way. August

The Juggling Song
(to the tune of 'Turkey In the Straw.') Well I got a set of beanbags and I practice every day And I'm gettin' pretty good 'cause I can hear the people say; "He can juggle up above his head and juggle to the side He could juggle with a blindfold should he ever feel inclined." (Chorus) Juggle today, Juggle tonight. Throw things at your friends and there's never a fight You'll be glad you practiced all the time When the audiences tell you that you're doing really fine. I can juggle on the floor and I can juggle in a chair We can juggle all alone or we can juggle in a pair We can juggle face to face or we can juggle side to side We can juggle 'round another even if he's pretty wide Chorus Well I can juggle axes I can juggle magazines And I never juggle apples but I juggle tangerines I can even juggle bowling pins and other heavy stuff I can juggle flaming torches which is really pretty tough Chorus I can juggle on a mountain I can juggle on a plane. I c

Shorter Poems That Are Actually Poems
Yellow skies, black clouds And transparent arrows Pointing to a black hole The sun was dead. The moon long lost, it fell behind that sheet that some call god STOP It pains to see the world you’ve created, It’s shaming to know I’ve helped. Can’t we open our eyes? But then we’d have to see THEIR AFRAID, The monsters in the window Are seen with blind eyes. THEIR AFRAID, The clock is running out And the turning hands are growing, Louder YOU CAN’T PRETEND NOT TO HEAR YOUR ALARM Wake up from your shackles, It’s time for your nightmare He had a lot to say, He knew the ropes well. But he knew the

Julie's Poem
So you really wanted a poem. O.K. fine, this poem is for you. Without preamble, without introduction. Because poets aren't any good at introductions, We're too busy pouring our existence onto paper, When the ink dries. . . There should be more. All the metaphors should have footnotes. Cliff Notes should print a guidebook to my poetry. How do you like your poem so far? What's that? Not what you expected? You expected the literary equivalent Of flowers and chocolate? Instead, you get a minestrone of ideas. An incomprehensible mix of ingredients, Put together for no other reason Then their availability. They were the leftovers. Like me. Because now we are apart, So all the laughter, tears, Sweaty nights, and frustrating moments, Are behind us now That door is closed, locked and chained. The last of your words ringing in my ears, With the slamming of that door. Without me having ever written you a poem. So here it is, your poem. Hope you like it. Can't talk now

The Kiss
It was a kiss straight out of a storybook, The kind you feel in your toes. The kind that wars are fought over, Quests are ridden for, Dragons are slayed for, Kingdoms are lost for, It was that kind of kiss. And now I know what breathtaking means, What desire means, What meaning means, It was that kind of kiss. It was the kind of kiss that. . . spoke. It spoke of beginnings, It spoke of possibilities, It said, "I want you." It said "goodbye." It was that kind of kiss. It was the kind of kiss that. . . inspires. It was the kiss of a muse, Of a true love, Of a stranger. It was that kind of kiss. It was that kind of kiss. And like all kisses, It had to end. August

At The Table
Down to the felt. Don't bother to count your chips, You've been dealt a mighty blow. Excuse time; 'But I did everything right!' 'He shouldn't have done that.' 'I had bad cards.' Done now? There are other games. Other tables. This game appears to be too rich for you. Maybe this isn't your calling. Not everyone's cut out to be a gambler. Even if you turn this game around, Get off the felt, Grab the high stack, There'll still be other losses, Other upsets, Do you really want to go through that again? The dealer looks to me to see if I'm going to walk or play. I'm still licking my wounds. Maybe I should become a farmer, far less risk. Plowing fields, harvesting crops, dreaming of cards. At the table, I never dream of farms. Down to the felt. Don't bother to count your chips. I pick them up, Toss them into the pot, Blind. I'm a gambler, And I'm all in. August

Know Who You Are
From this day forward, Whomever dons the uniform is your brother. They are your family. They will understand, When you drink too much, Smoke too much, And even when you leap into a ditch, At the sound of backfire from a passing car. They will understand when you can't sleep, When you say; "I don't want to talk about it." When you bolt upright in bed, Sheets soaked with sweat and tears in your eyes, Choking down a scream in your throat. Be aware of these brothers. Even when the uniforms come off, And their glory days are long behind them. Be their brother when you hear them say; "Squared away" and "good to go" There is respect to be had, From all fighting men, From all who give up themselves To become a part of something greater. From all who survive. From this day forward, Know who you are. August

A Lasting Impression
It's supposed to be easier than this. Your memory is supposed to fade, Like a photograph. My God it's been a year! Since I first saw you, Since I first touched you, Since I first spoke your name. And after all this time, I still remember. And there he he was. Jealous of our intimacy, Wanting to crack our code. Knowing that with every smile, Every wink, Every touch, Meant something that he couldn't fathom. And then you were gone. . . Quicksilver is not to be held, Save for a moment. No one understands Mercury better than I. But I still feel empty at your passing. It's been a year. That feeling should fade. It's supposed to be easier than this. August

Letter From Exile
You asked for a letter. But what am I to say? What exactly is it that you want to hear? Do you want to hear that I miss you? I could tell you that I miss you. But that's not the truth. The truth won't fit in a simple single line. The truth won't look so good on paper. The truth is, that when you send me away. . . I feel relieved. I feel happy to be back in the one place that I'm comfortable in. The unknown. By myself, on my own. But that's not what you want to read. You want an invisible bond to link us together across the miles. That tether no longer exists. You severed the umbilical cord long ago. And I've long since given up on the idea of repairing it. You simply don't like me. Your mind is made up, and getting to know me won't change it. How I feel doesn't matter to you at all. So here's my letter from camp, Mom. Fifteen years late. I'm on my own and doing fine. With. . . indifference. Your son. August

Love
She said to me, "I want to give you a reason to come back." And I thought; That must be love, A reason to come back. She gave me a memory, unlike any other. But aren't they all? I came back. Planning to stay. I had my reasons. But she was gone. And I wept. For I thought I had given her, A reason to wait. And I thought; That must be love, A reason to wait. And I realize, all alone, Love has no reason. August

Miss Muffet I Presume?
On the blanket, a spider had landed, Walking his little spidey path. I had no interest in feeling his spidey feet, As they carried him across my bare leg. So I held out the paper, a compromise, A spidey ladder, a spidey lifeboat to safety! But Spidey wasn't going for it. He apparently thought my leg held much more adventure. An anonymous woman snatched the paper from my hand. She held it for this fickle spider and he climbed aboard. And I thought; 'How neat.' 'She likes saving spiders.' 'She is having fun being a spidey savior.' Suddenly, she overturned the spidey-raft, And unceremoniously dumped spidey into a bush. Much to my surprise, she turned to me and said; "Yeeech! I hate spiders." August

Mr. String
On the blanket, a spider had landed, Walking his little spidey path. I had no interest in feeling his spidey feet, As they carried him across my bare leg. So I held out the paper, a compromise, A spidey ladder, a spidey lifeboat to safety! But Spidey wasn't going for it. He apparently thought my leg held much more adventure. An anonymous woman snatched the paper from my hand. She held it for this fickle spider and he climbed aboard. And I thought; 'How neat.' 'She likes saving spiders.' 'She is having fun being a spidey savior.' Suddenly, she overturned the spidey-raft, And unceremoniously dumped spidey into a bush. Much to my surprise, she turned to me and said; "Yeeech! I hate spiders." August A friend of mine gave me a ring, And said that I must see the things, This man can do with only strings. "With string," he said "This man is king." This "King of string" was knot too tall, He was sort of stringlike after all. He said "Come on, we'll have a ball."

Inspirational
DO YOU SMELL THAT? A cold March wind danced around the dead of night in Dallas as the doctor walked into the small hospital room of Diana Blessing. She was still groggy from surgery. Her husband, David, held her hand as they braced themselves for the latest news. That afternoon of March 10, 1991, complications had forced Diana, only 24-weeks pregnant, to undergo an emergency Cesarean to deliver couple's new daughter, Dana Lu Blessing. At 12 inches long and weighing only one pound nine ounces, they already knew she was perilously premature. Still, the doctor's soft words dropped like bombs. "I don't think she's going to make it," he said, as kindly as he could. "There's only a 10-percent chance she will live through the night, and even then, if by some slim chance she does make it, her future could be a very cruel one." Numb with disbelief, David and Diana listened as the doctor described the devastating problems Dana would likely f

Long Poems, Short Stories
One man,…… one man alone stalks the night. Away from ammonic terraces and hallways Away from monotonous gestures of people that once knew the clouds Faltered and unseen this man walks through streets known and never seen the rain caresses his face, trembling along his jaw line but failing to replace his tears. Following the yellow painted lines to the long lost graveyards of the unknown he finds himself longing for that simple caress of the water to be replaced with her hand. The mother, sister, lover that he left to cry in her simple corner of solemn Willows kiss his brow while he lingers silently into his cookie crisp suburban legends to remember the dead. Soon finding himself waltzing in the local graveyard, midnight long forgotten and the rising sun as good as a myth. To waltz among the living is the only solace to be found in the glory of his death, the remnance of love’s memories are far but forgotten. Yet bodies stolen by stone pallets distill the meaning,

Muses & Love
Sometimes I lose the words. And I'm a poet. . . So it's not as if they're behind the couch. And you'll never believe that I'm swept away. When normally, the words flow from my tongue with ease. As if I'd been practicing for years. But you can't lie in a poem. This isn't rehearsed. I'm winging it here. I'm making it up as I go, But that's not quite. . .accurate. I'm not, making it up. I'm thinking it, I'm living it, I'm breathing it, I'm being it into existence. I'm writing it down, Because you can't lie in a poem. The muses won't allow it. And one of those muses, Is a six foot two inch tall, blond, German Dominatrix in full fetish gear, Who only visits me twice a year, and doesn't leave until she's completely satisfied. And yet sometimes. . . I lose the words. And I stare mutely into your eyes. Where in God's name is the leather fraulein when I need her? Because you won't believe in love at first sight. Not from a poet. Not from a charmer. Not from me. But

My Best Time
Well, she wasn't eighteen She was closer to forty And she didn't have a body like a supermodel More like an aging housewife There were scars on her stomach And she was self conscious about them But I wasn't there to see her scars I was there to hear her laugh I was there to drink in her eyes I was there because every time she looked at me. . . Every time she touched me. . . Every time she called me love She made me believe That there was nowhere else on earth That she would rather be, Than in my company right then And I was nervous It wasn't as if I'd never. . . Just, not a lot. . . The wine was good The lights went off The music came on Dun dun dun da da dun dun Dun dun dun da da dun dun That song from Queen I think Dun dun dun da da dun dun Dun dun dun da da dun dun Under Pressure And the beat was playing havoc with my rhythm And the wine was threatening my stamina But still she called me love She kept telling me, In a hundred subtle ways This was whe

My Love
My love for you is like a chain saw, Rough-cutting the forest of my resolve. My love for you is like a train wreck, Determined to happen, horrible yet fascinating. My love for you is like a fable, The longer it goes, the more meaning I find. My love for you is like a gargoyle, Meant to frighten evil, but sometimes frightens all. My love for you is like a cave, Dark and dangerous, but exiting. My love for you is like a madness. (No explanation necessary.) My love for you is like a cancer, Eating away at me from the inside. My love for you is total, Just thought you'd like to know. August

Never **** With A Juggler
I was In the Army. (Hard to believe, but true.) My duties that day were to be on gate guard. I received a phone call from inside the main building, so I handed the gate key to my friend Doogie. When I returned, Doogie was gone! And sitting by the gate, surrounded by his evil henchmen, was my arch-nemesis, Stewart. Obviously, Doogie was called away, and the key was in the hands of one of these mindless goons. Things did not look well for our hero. "Who has the key?" I asked. "You're the gate guard. Why don't you have the key?" sneered Stewart. I was not about to fall for his little game. Before I had come back outside, Stewart had been bragging to his cronies. "Watch this, I'm gonna **** with August." "Stewart," I challenged, "Give me the ****ing key." (I apologize, but we really did talk that way back in the Army.) "Here!" cackled Stewart, and with a flick of his hand, he threw the keys point blank at my chest. Now nearly everyone I know will be happy to verify the

Noise
I'm the host, if that's ok. I mean if it's not ok I. . . Well I guess I can't do anything about it, So I hope it's ok. Since I am the host, I'd like to read If that's ok If you don't mind, Are you sure? I want to read about. . . My body parts and. . . My sordid relationships, And my under-active hypothalamus gland. But I won't talk about sex! Is that ok? I'm the host. August

Nothing So Original
As I walked through the darkness I was startled by the light. Not scared or uplifted, just surprised. It flashed for half a second Deep into the night. And I'll never know the reason why it came. This is the story of darkness And how it came to light Nothing so original Nothing so out of sight In darkness there is comfort In light you are alone. Does it have to be one or the other? Is there a combination of both? The combination is tricky You're never quite sure where you stand. Darkness and light is quite a mix You go there when you can. When I was in darkness I didn't feel alone. It was only when the light came in That I saw what was my home. It showed me that when darkness came I just couldn't see what was there But what was there was nothing There was nothing anywhere. I've made my peace with darkness I live inside the gray. Just enough darkness for cover Just enough light for day August

Nothing So Original (rewrite)
It flashed for half a second Deep into the night. And I'll never know the reason why it came. This is the story of darkness And how it came to light Nothing so original Nothing so out of sight In darkness there is comfort In light you are alone. One extreme or the other. A combination of both? A tricky combination. Never quite sure where I stand. Darkness and light is quite a mix I go there when I can. When I was in darkness I didn't feel alone. It was only when the light came in That I saw what was my home. It showed me that when darkness came I just couldn't see what was there But what was there was nothing There was nothing anywhere. I've made my peace with darkness I live inside the gray. Just enough darkness for cover Just enough light for day August

Ode To Agnes Depesto
Part I. You called me on the telephone, But as you can tell, I'm not at home. Now don't begin to whine and moan, Just leave your message at the tone. Part II. You might be tired, you might be hurried, You might even, be scared or worried. I'm not here now, but don't you weep, Just leave your message, at the beep. August

Ode To My Hat
I'm only a hat And I stay in my place Up there on your head Making shade for your face I'm only a hat The mark of true wit I sit slightly askew Just awaiting each tip I'm only a hat And my uses are many As to questions of style. . . You know I have plenty. August

Offering
I don't know what to offer you. I'm a poet, So you know I'm not rich. Any good looks I have, Are merely a trick of the light. I don't know what to offer you. I'd be your champion in war, But my warring days are in my past. I'd be your genius, But when I look at you, I know that will never be. I can't even offer you witty conversation. You turn me into a fool. In your presence I'm soaring, Flying, Falling, Drooling, Giggling, Dying, I'll be your fool. And that's my final offer. August

What The Hell
I started seeing this woman a couple of weeks ago and I am not sure on how to take it all. Everything started out good as always. I bought her everything that she needed whenever she asked for them. The last night I went to see her I bought her a dozen roses with a vase, made her a cd and wrote her a special message on the card. I have done everything for that woman and now she says that she needs time to get herself straight when she is the one who asked me out!!!! I dont understand this. Time is what I gave her. I only went over there when she asked me to come over. I dont understand women and why when they have a man that is supportive,caring, and will do anything for them they decide to push them away. What am I doing wrong????? Couple allegedly takes nude pics of teenager June 13th, 2008 · No Comments MEDINA — A husband and wife from Brunswick are accused of taking and receiving naked pictures of a 13-year-old girl earlier this year. Christopher Brock, 36, and Nicole B

Oh That Is Just Sooo Cliché
Can you believe that? What's your sign? Can I buy you a drink? Everybody's doing it man. As if. . . Whatever. . . A watched pot never boils. A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush If you kill two birds with one stone. Why, there's more than you can shake a stick at. You don't say. . . A stitch in time saves nine. Well I'll be. . . Haven't we met before? Was it in Paris? If I said you had a beautiful body would you hold it against me? Take a long walk off a short pier. Walk west till your hat floats. Get lost Take a hike Drop dead Don't do me any favors. Trust me. I'm not that kind of girl. But will you respect me in the morning? Who loves ya baby? Alice, you're the greatest. He's dead Jim. To the Batcave Robin! All righty then. Hey dude Awesome man Groovy Like, totally tubular. Bitchin Hey buddy, spare a dime? Can I take your order? You want fries with that? But of course it's true. I'm on the spot here. Would I lie to you? Here's to you.

One Chance
That was it. The door is closed. You had your chance. I'm a one chance man, A true romantic. Anything can happen. Anything is possible. I throw caution to the wind, Wear my heart on my sleeve, I'm ready for anything. Except that. Except those words of yours that cut through me. Not like a knife, But rather like a branding iron. Which instead of leaving an imprint on the surface, Gouged through to my bones And scarred me, in the marrow. I may still enjoy your company, But you won't receive mine. I'll only give you what's on the surface. It won't be me. Or at least not any part that matters. I will never again expose my underbelly To that branding iron tongue of yours. You wounded me once, And therefore lose the opportunity To ever do so again. I should probably tell you all of this, But I won't. The old adage is true. Knowledge is power. And I'm through with giving power to you. It's a shame that this happened. I really did care for you. It's too bad th

On Mardi Gras, Hugh Hefner, And Exposure
Mardi Gras, certainly one of the most renowned parties of the world, where you can see all the babes, boobs, butts, and beers you could ever hope for. Where else would the Hefner limo be that week but in 'The Big Easy?' I found myself actually shaking hands with the ultimate man's man himself. (Great handshake by the way.) But this isn't an ass-kissing story to pay homage to the founder of Playboy. In the days that followed, men and women alike were captivated by the story of my encounter, and I began to wonder why. What is it about this man that appeals to so many? I decided that it wasn't the money. Wealth is more common than it used to be, and it still can't buy you charisma. No, the answer lay deeper. Flashback Two of my charming lady friends, (We'll call them Rebeca & Marie) were having a discussion about Victorian dresses, and more specifically corsets and the wonderful cleavage they provide. Marie, whose figure resembled that of an ironing board said; "No way, ain't hap

Pain
Holding onto the slats of the stairway My face pressed against the wooden bars A prisoner, struggling to hear the warden I hear their yells and I know I am helpless Pain is memory's glue It's what keeps things important It places value on ordinary life. On my bike with a mile to go I take the back way through the wood They won't look for me there I see the fallen tree and know Before I see the five of them I am helpless Pain is memory's glue It's what keeps things important It places value on ordinary life It's Christmas and the house is full I have a room mate for the holidays As the light goes out I know I am helpless Pain is memory's glue It's what keeps things important It places value on ordinary life I'm half dressed in the middle of winter He's drunk as I'm propelled out the door I'm at a disadvantage Far from helpless Pain is my friend It helps me focus It keeps me creative and strong I'm in a strange land when the rocket hits I'm

Leo
LEO: The Lion in bed Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at shit. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Loyal.Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Great when found.

For Paul
Send me a ticket for Christmas. A heart attack makes me travel. Death and weddings are the only things that get me to Jersey anymore. So I will put up with an airport at Christmas. I will tolerate my relatives. I will brush aside questions as to me financial welfare, my moving back to Jersey, my estranged father. I will ignore taunts from my mother and sister. I will do this because of your heart attack Paul. Paul. . .That's all I've ever called you. Although technically, Grandpa would be correct. Of all my relations, I have never crossed words with you. There are no slammed doors, or angry shouts in our past. There is only cozy conversation. About warm coats, hot pies, good meals, pretty lights on the Christmas tree, and always, a piece of candy. I am here in New Jersey, away from all control. I am at their mercy. But it's not so bad. I am not as angry as I used to be. So here I am, in a room full of people that really don't like each other, and everyone turns to me. I am the br

Perspective I.-vi.
I. My Eyes He's a giant of a man He wears a saintly glow With love and pride he teaches me All I'll need to know. With loving arms that hold me Friendly words and playful games A sense of humor, grace and charm I pray to turn out the same. II. His Eyes He's a noisy little thing But cute, I'll give him that He learns things quickly, like his Dad He's sharp, just like a tack. But small and fragile most of all Is what he seems to be He cannot make his way at all He must rely on me. III. My Eyes He's drained another bottle Ignore him, it's the beer Remember how he used to be Keep that image clear. You owe him for the things you are No matter what he does Know him for the man he is But love the man he was. IV. His Eyes He's always saying something smart What a noisy little brat He won't amount to anything You can depend on that. But weak and worthless most of all Is what he seems to be He cannot make his way at all But he'll get