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[as I Contemplate The Next Day]
I really need to get off my ass and start priming."Maybe tomorrow" is slowly creeping on "maybe next week" what am I afraid of? There's no way I love Berserk this much. I'm already halfway through 20 years of content. I dunno. I need to mow the lawn.I need to clean my house.I need to trick my dog insto not eating her tail. I need to find a reason. That bloodlust I used to feel.Soothed by the smooth descent of the sword. That wanderlust I used to feel that first step out the door. AdventureI cried with small torn bits of grass and soft gravel falling from my hand catching in the gentle plains' wind Now barely a whisper. I guess I'm feeling a little lonely.

[as I Contemplate]
... the pain in my backthe rough cartlidgey clicks in my throatevery time I swallowthe firm pink flesh on my foreheadthe rawitchingnub in my neckwith a shard of glass in itI'm reassured by two facts.I am the great destroyer, first there was me.Then there was not.Think Taxi Driver.Only no prosand no schizophrenia.The difference between the psychopath and the sociopath.I'm going to be self aware enough to enjoy this.

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As I Drove Along
AS I DROVE ALONG It was a beautiful Sunday, nice day for a drive. While driving along on the highway, there was this turtle trying to cross the road. I swerved to avoid hitting this little turtle. I was wondering, where that turtle was going to risk his life? I often ask myself, where am I going with my life? Do I take risks that I have to? Watching the turtle I know, I can get where I'm going by staying steady. In life, the swift don't always win the race. I also know, there's detours along the way. I also know like the turtle, unless we stick our necks out, we'll never know what, we can achieve. I'm older now, I can look back at dreams that were pushed aside. What is our life if, we never have a dream we can live? Most of my life has been living a dream. Sometimes, the dream turns out to be better then fulfilling the dream. I wish you all well in your journey. May you be like the turtle and be willing to stick out your neck CHRIS

As I Dream In Bed
Late one night as I dream in bed Darkness fills our sky The Ground Trembles And Begins to Break Awakening my Sleeping Spirit As I stare outside, I realize that I am not home I feel as if something is there, lurking in the corner of my room I lay eyes upon what has been watching me It is the most horrific thing I have ever seen Desperately, Fratically, I scream for The Healer to help me Never in my life have I had to fight so hard to wake up I try to run, but I am stuck, being pulled back to sleep, into this twisted reality I know that Im no longer stuck inside a dream, and it is hard for me to understand, but deep down inside there is a part of me knows exactly where I am.

As Idle Eyes Turn West.
Stuck playing chess by myself.Twelve steps forward.Four to the side. Drying on the side of the road. Red dusty sky. Powder. Blue.The kind that rests dry on your lips. Paints you a whole new hue.Rolling the build up into little coils on my palms and brushing them off. Dust to dust. Canvas to soil. Downtrod to marxist idealism.The opportunity to fail.The grand wide open free of uncertain.Sun crisp pages rattling in the gentle breeze.The jagged itch of four days no razor.Work it out with dirty nailsand wild tendrils of never before styled hair. This is where all stability goes to die.Where every manly man walks over the edge of the world into the blank savannah. This is where I take my first step.

As I Did So Did She, And We Both Knew This Was It, Love
I was young then, peaking in the physical formGirls took notice as I did with themMe and one shared glances and gentle conversationTraded glances and obvious lust lead to a beautiful ventureOn my bed wrestling two friends on the verge of adulthoodWrestling turns to fondling and glance turn to gazesI go in for a gentle kiss aiming for her lips It lands on her neck and a moan eruptsHer hand roams down and finds my bulgeIt grows by the touch of her soft skinIntertwined in a tumble of lustOur destination in sight and engines on full towShe removes her under garment as I remove mineShe put herself on top of me and lays on my chestI slowly insert myself into her I feel her soft breath on my neck as she moans I pick up pace slightly all the time kissing her clavicleShe continues to moan softly and sweetlySounds of passion fill the roomSounds that fuel me and ignite us bothMy rhythm increases with her moaningWe both know that soon we both will explode with pleasureSo I kiss her neck harder tha

As If Anyone Cares
have to pick up my pieces somehow But they are all over the floor I have to get myself together now I cannot get out my front door My medication is insufficient At poetry I seem quite proficient Does anybody really care? I am neither here nor there but nowhere And now I wonder what to do I used to be someone but I forgot Who maybe you I never knew What hit me what fit me or who I was I only wrote these lines because I wanted to reach out to you

As If My Life Doesn't Suck Already
After a night of sleeping, well the lack of but at the shop, I get threatened by some stupid chic cause she screwed up and we followed the law. Yeah she threatened to send bikers after me. Oh, I am just so scaried please what are they going to do to me that I can't deal with or hasn't already been done. Then I find out my little girl is hurt and has to go to the ER. She scratched her eye really bad so I had to deal with the hospital from over here cause I can't go back yet cause I don't have the money. SHe has to have 2 drops in her eye 4 times a day. Plus some dye and pain killers. I hate to say it but what the hell is next.

As If
http://www.myspace.com/saraevansmusic "As If" As IfSara Evans Ooh Yeah I love the way you wear those worn out blue jeans walking all around in the big sunshine Baby let me believe that you're perfect at least for a little while You don't have to tell me what you're thinking You can keep all that to yourself Baby we got such a good thing going don't show me that you're someone else {Chorus} Cause Im acting as if this blue sky's never gonna rain down on me I'm telling myself This true love's never gonna leave me lonely Unless there's something I've missed I'm acting as if We don't have to have a conversation Baby don't ya think it's going fine We don't need to send out invitations to tell the world that you're mine {Chorus} Cause Im acting as if this blue sky's never gonna rain down on me I'm telling myself This true love's never gonna leave me lonely Unless there's something I've missed I'm acting as if As if your sweet kiss is never gonn

As If I Really Needed Another Damn Blog...
Hahahahhahaha....I don't keep up with the dozen or so I already have on various sites. I sooooooooooooo love mashing buttons tho and that create a blog button was soooooooooooo calling my name, so here I am staring at this big ol empty white box and with nothing to say.... Uh oh...now that post blog entry button is looking really tempting...hahahhaha...I think it's a a sickness really..... BUTTONSSSSS...teehee....I promise to write something later...I really must push that button!

As If I Didn't Have Enough To Do...
I think I am the busiest man on Earth. I know, I know... Everyone always says that. But I think I am really... I get up mon-fri and take the kids to school (private school no bus) and as of late take Lady Juke (that’s my wife) to work because my Jeep is back in the shop for a new transmission (number 3). Then back home to take care of technical support problems, check my network, servers, fight off hackers, SPAM for not only my email but my clients and write some code for various web applications (Cold Fusion). This is all before 10AM. Then I have to practice my bass and learn whatever songs we are planning on adding to the rotation. Then on some days it’s off to my new side job I landed through one of my best friends working on computers. This is a nice gig and I enjoy working there, everyone seems really laid back, it must be the dog bones. In addition to this there is also the Station, I have to answer questions from affiliates and listeners, trouble shoot any (and a lot of) sound i

As I Fall For You
As I close my eyes and fall slowly asleep I will be thinking of your warm loving kisses up on my lips as sweet as your are, for I will also be missing your loving warm cuddly arms around me for knowing this I will for asleep knowing your are there when my eyes open to see you once again for me... for as I bid you good night and sweet loving dreams I leave with you my words for you to remember me by for your are truly wonderful to me as I will be there tucking you in when you are feeling fast asleep to dream of beautiful things for I bid you good dreams tonight of me and you... hugs and kisses all ways as am there for you Date wrote 30-11-07 By Aj Rich

As If You Cared
It has been refreshing to be away from the computer for almost a month. I have been able to focus my attention to where it needs to be, and has allowed me to bury myself in work. There are alot of you that I do miss, I do not miss the drama or the people behind it. I just wanted to say that I am still breathing and I am still around and that I did not fall off the face of the earth.

As If It Couldnt Get Any Worse.......
well just when i thought it couldn't get worse, even though I had registered nurses coming out everyday, taking my temp, cleaning the incision, and repacking it....with all of that supervision, I still got cellulitis, an infection in my blood. It was in my kidneys, my liver, my pancreas, my bladder and my bowels as well. I had a temp of 102.7 for 4 days, I just got out of the hospital friday. I was on 10,000 mg of antibiotics, percocet by mouth and dilauted by iv for the pain, the doctor said if I would not have come in by the next day I probably would have had to go to surgery again and be put in ICU,Im very sick and very sore, Im going to put some pics of the incision and stuff in my stash cause I cant upload pics for those who can stomach it. and YES I AM suing the surgeon. with all of those trained professionals taking care of me I cant see how this could have happened or how it coulod have gotten so bad without SOMEONE knowing and covering it up. Im sorry if it seems as though I a

As If!!!
Alright so as you now I had an account on RMB as itskacibitch, cuteasakitten on here is also on RMB, she faved all my pictures, and added me to her friends list. I wanted her to leave me alone, so I was trying to hide from her, so I re-registered. Thinking she won't find me and leave me alone, turns out she found my new name, and added me to her friends list and faved my pictures again. WTF STOP IT I AM SICK AND DONE WITH THAT SHIT! I AM DONE DONE DONE!

As If It Were My Last
Let me live my life from the viewpoint of my death, since I have been moving toward it from the day I was born, Remind me where I'm headed! In this way, I know I can find new gratitude and delight in each hour of the day. For I can say: "This moment---right now--- may be my last."

As I Fall Asleep
As I fall asleep, a single tear adorns my cheek I turn to ease the pain darkness as my blanket my breath grows shallow yet filled with hope when this torment will relinquish my battered heart? - KW

As If You Care.
Talk to me, and make me feel, as if you care. Hear me when I talk. Miss me when I am gone. Realize the bed is empty, because you told me to leave. Miss my smile, the way i miss yours, because I care. Miss my eyes because I miss yours, and the way they light up when you smile. Soon one day, after I can not take your abuse anymore. One day, you will want these things, and you will hear, this... As if I care.

As If In Amber
So many faces … Eleanor knowsAngel of Mercy … like candy to your soul?Dark Temptress … my attentions keeping you alive?I blush furiously and then bite.I shake and am afraid …Just as quickly I charge into battle - sword high above my head.What I want depends on who I amI bring a passionate kiss to a knife fight ...sharper than any blade I can cut through your soul if you'd let me.But with a touch most tender - dress any wounds I leave behindA strip tease and a slow handThey are all divine in their own space and time.I can be all of these and none of them.Which one is it you see?Which one is it you want?If I dare be just one to you, will I find myself frozen in amber?I have never been happy displayed beneath primordial goldI don't want to choose my faceI want my souls to come to the surface at will and uninhibitedNaked and challengingBeckoning you to ride with them … let go of your inhibitionsIf you looked deep enough you'd find the face you left in the

As If Any Of You Needed Further Evidence...
...of what a dork/nerd I am: I posted on Baby J's blog on how changing the famplifier rate notification from "by way of" to "via" would result in a 60% savings in related bandwidth. I made two text files with 100 iterations of each phrase. "by way of" was 1005 bytes, and "via" was 404. Waiting on approval by blog owner, lol.

As If I Won
I had a dream last night, that I died. From all the pain, locked inside. Is it possible, to die from a broken heart? To fake a smile, while falling apart. That is what is happening, to me. Longing, loving, insanely. The feeling was too familiar, inside the dream. Because I carry it around, constantly. With every heart beat, I grow weaker. The pain buries itself, just a little deeper. So much to say, with loss of speech. I have never felt, so out of reach. Beyond help, beyond repair. All I want, is to be there. Although my love, will live on through him. I would love for just once, to feel his skin. Against mine, to become one. Then I can take my last breath, feeling as if I have won.

As If
If only I could describe into words the feeling I have inside. As if Im under water and no matter how hard I kick my feet I just keep sinking deeper and deeper, until finely there is no more room for me to sink and Im stuck, as if Im a prisoner in my own pain. And I float there, at the bottom of everything and everyone. And I watch as the world slowly picks at my heart and soul until I no longer float but fall, and no one is there to catch me. And I scream, but nothing comes out, and I cry, but no one takes time to listen. So I fall. Thinking of the moments of pain the drove me sink so deep that I float and to float so far that I scream and cry and finely fall until I can fall no more it seems to simply be a reminder to get up and face the world. But as I do that and as my soul and heart crumble beneath my feet and I use every ounce of courage to stay standing, head up high, then I realise no matter how hard I kick my feet I will always end up sinking back down, so deep into pain, t

As If Our 'lying Eyes' Didn't Know Already...
As if our 'lying eyes' DIDN'T know already... Face The Nation @FaceTheNation Much vital evidence has...but added fuel for Bugsy Jac-Trots ‏@JacobinTrotsky 1h @CBSNews @FaceTheNation As the prologue to the conspiracy book of American Political Horrors

As I Grow
I live my life threw my semi chest My heart beat strong, sometimes contaminated by the pest And yeah I know I'm livin' blessed And if I didn't make it here, my life would be a mess Can't live a life of fear All that get you is nowhere surrounded by a bunch of stress And I always had a hard head Had a choice to play around wit life or listen to a gossip So I straightened up and I'm doin right Growin every year, aiiyo this thing ain't happen overnight But I still got alot to do And never givin up cuz anything I feel I know is possible Don't never let people disgurage Plants see the dream, Baby and let 'em flurish Lettin you in on what I know Huh, as I live my life and as I grow

As I Get Older..
So many hath fallen to the wolves of time.The once-proud metal hordes are diminished.For every kiddie-safe,numetal pustule on the sonic landscape,it seems we lose stalwart veterans?That's blasphemous.Makes ya wonder,would the scene suck if,say,Quorthon,Chuck Sculdiner,or even Cliff Burton survived?Moot question;we'll never know.But we can be thankful for the oldguard still standing.Treasure the ones who fight against radio-friendly pap:even the shitty bands are better than mainstream.And we still got Maiden,Demons And Wizards,hell,even Cradle Of Filth.All is not lost.Not quite yet.Though I still want a reunited Carcass,while the members are still alive.

As I Grow
As I Grow Please... UNDERSTAND that I am growing and changing very fast it must be difficult to keep pace with me but please try LISTEN TO ME and give me brief clear answers to my many questions then I will keep sharing my thoughts and feelings REWARD ME for telling the truth then I am not frightened into lying TELL ME when you make mistakes and what you learned from them then I can accept that I am OK even when I blunder PAT ATTENTION to me and spend time with me then I can believe I am important and worth while DO THE THINGS you want me to do then I will have a good positive role model TRUST and respect me even though I am smaller than you I have feelings and needs just like you COMPLIMENT and appretiate me then I'll feel good and I'll wnat to continue to please you HELP ME explore my unique interests talents and potential in order for me to be happy I need to be meand not youor someone you want me to beBE AN INDIVIDUALand create y

As I Grow Wit Out My Babys
WEN I WAS LIL I HAD NO 1 . NOW THAT I HAVE ME BABYS I WISH I CAN SOME HOWE REDEW MY YEARS.I WANT 2 BEABLE RASE MY EYEBROW AND SAY LOOK IM A GREAT DAD.IM NOT JUST SOME THUG I SIT ALONE MY DREAM MY LIFE MY SOUL MY BREATH MY AIR NOTHING CAN STAND BETWEEN ME AND MY LIL SOLDIERS

As I Grow In Age
As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game , she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if you are a jer

As I Go
All and all I hear I could maybe be spoiled with what I wish, if the candle stayed lit and time stood still, it is only you I'd be with. Imagining you with me, I experience peace and tranquility, only with you do dreams fail to reality. Had never before actually thought I would ever come across one, that would answer my prayers and let me know my searching is done. If this is really my dream and it is really coming true, do I just enjoy the time I have with you?? Or gather momentos of the time we spend.... just in case it comes to a terrible end. If problems are now in the past, and I know longer have to worry its going to last. I would love that possiblity but its new to me, will you hold my hand and heart with care, I'm not sure of how it goes or how it will be, I am crying tears of joy in a delightful scare. I hold a need to know its love that I feel, when coming from you, I know it is real. I am going to keep that thought as I go, you never need to worr

As I Imagined.......
Well, as I imagined, the phone calls from my family started yesterday afternoon. It's amazing how, suddenly, I am the one person that was in the wrong because I stepped in when I saw a child being mistreated. It would be a lie if I sat here and told you that some of the things that I was told yesterday didn't hurt. But hey, I've been hurt before and somehow, someway, I've always bounced back. Sometimes it's the hits and the bruises that makes us stronger in the end. I will admit that due to this and a couple of other things going on in my life, my cement wall around my heart is being reconstructed. There are times I wish I had never let it down, but there are times in life that you come to trust people and before you realize it, they've slowly taken the wall down. Now I'm working on rebuilding it. Anyway, just another ramble of a day in my flip flops.

As I Lay Here On My Bed
As i lay here on my bed iam thinking only of you fred when i wish to be with you instead as i lay here on my bed my wishes are going dead because i dont here from you im going out of my head as i lay here on my bed i'm crying my eyes out and boy they are so red as i lay here on my bed the words of this poem strikes the hairs upon my head as i lay here on my bed iam putting a strain upon my brain iam trying not to sound so lame while yet iam trying to explain these feeling i have boy your the blame as i lay here on my bed i have this picture of you in my head as i lay here on my bed Written By: Blossom_Rose

As I Look Back
As i look back on my life i find myself wondering.. Did i remember to thankyou for all that you have done for me? For all of the times you were by my side to help me celebtate my successes and accept my defeats? Or for teaching me the value of hard work, good judgement, courage , and honesty ? I wonder if i've ever thanked you for the simple things... The laughter, smiles, and the quiet times we've shared? If i have forgotten to express my gratitude, for all of these things, I am thanking you now... and im hoping all along, how very much you are loved and appreciated . xxxxx

- As I Lay Dying -
::crawls to you .. whispers:: "it's time to let go" loosen this rope, step off this chair -time- to drop the lie :as my garments fall to touch my toes shrouding them with ruffles and lace placing my naked knees in disgrace: "-i t.r.i.e.d- to hide my face" in the burial ground of my palms which, have waited to witness my skin ... .. . C R A S H I N G against still waves of pavement releasing the scent of your selfish arms the reaper encircling the remains of me that "n.e.v.e.r B E L O N G E D to thee" nor thou to me neither did these secrets called clothe that leave me naked .. exposed -without them- n.o.t.h.i.n.g to hold but my visibly barren skin which i can peel away without the hindrance of your honeyed flesh caging mine all the sweetness you dote contains only the bitter taste of milk spoiled your due date has come and gone you've e.x.p.i.r.e.d -i cant weep- n o "i cant e.v.e.n shed a tear"

As I Look At The Stars In The Sky (written On 12-1-06)
As I Look At The Stars In the Sky By: Jeremy Malloy As I look at the stars in the sky The twinkle reminds me of the one in your eyes And when I think of you to me it’s no surprise That in my stomach I can feel hundreds of butterflies You are the only one on the face of this earth I want to kiss And even above that the only one I want to be with So far I have put all my feelings on the front line In hopes that one day you will be mine I know if we were together our hearts would intermingle And never again would I be single All I do is crave to hear your voice To be around you all the time if I could would be my choice I love to do what I can to make you happy Don’t worry I’m doing my best to make this not sappy I have had feeling for you since back in the day If you look at my heart it’s stamped with your name If being with you mean I have to wait forever and ever I choose that to be my number one endeavor To me you a

As I Lay Before You
As I Lay Before You As I lay before you naked and see the passion in your eyes, I want so much to please you and feel your hot breath on my thighs. I long to bring you pleasure, feelings that you've not yet known - as you thrust so deep inside me in that place for you alone. To know your bodies secrets, it's recesses to explore, as I expose my own to you - not bashful anymore. So tell me your desires, that when we're next entwined, I'll know the ways to send you on a journey most divine.

As I Lay In The Expanse Of This Bed
"Desire is the very essence of man." "An object in possession seldom retains the same charm that it had in pursuit" "We have been raised to fear the yes within ourselves, our deepest cravings" ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ Telling me to stop believing is like telling me to stop breathing As I lay in the expanse of this bed I feel your presence… You are here, Your lingering scent and closeness Arouse passionate desire Your soft gentle breath Whispers across my lips Your tantalising tender touch With precision of a skilled surgeon and delicacy of fluttering gossamer wings brushes my skin teasing like a cool breeze I roll into the warmth Of your awaiting embrace concerns of the day Fade into oblivion As Eros and Aphrodite Whisper in dulcet tones Words of love Igniting souls of passion Evoking emotions Like liquid crystal into moulds Blending, flowing Unifying into hues of ruby red And amber shades Hands gliding contours

As I Lay Dyin'
As I lay dyin', got my mind flyin'/ Right before my eyes, I see my life rewindin'/ Got these images flowin' in -n- outta my brain/ Seein' so many things, got me goin' insane/ Pain, coursin' all throughout my body/ Last thing I remember was a 12-guage shotty/ Shoulda paid attention when I heard the click-clack/ Now I'm bleedin' out, 4eva posed on my back/ Afraida seein' my eternal damnation unfold/ My mind grows weary as my body grows 4eva cold/Damn gettin more to difficult to keep breathin'/ Really don't wanna see my loved ones weepin'/ Always knew that I'd be a victim to the violence/ Intuitions lead to my permanent silence/ Makin' a livin' is all I've been tryin'/ 4eva rendered obsolete, as I lay dyin' As I lay dyin', contemplatin' how it came to this/ Got me runnin' through the names on my list/ Wanted to escape this life as a youngsta/ Somebody had to supply all the junkstas/ But layin' here, I'm both happy and sad/ Finally at peace, though I won't be a dad/ Had countless lesson

As I Lay Here
As I lay here bleeding, dying on the floor, I notice that your picture is still hanging on my door. All those thoughts and memories come flooding back to me, and then the tears begin to fall for what we used to be. We could've made it work out, We could've made it last, but all that love and happiness is only in the past. As I lay here trembling, crying on my floor, I begin to wonder, if you care anymore. How could you make me hurt so bad? Why did you make me cry? It was then I realized I didn't want to die. But now I lay here silent, dead upon my floor, and as I fly to heaven, you knocked at my front door...

As I Lay Dying
as i lay dyin i see the hopeless underneath my feet as i lay dyin the whole world, like a wave, crashin over me feelin no more pain back in this room again hearin this same, music in my head that only i can hear as they wipe away all of my old tears tears of what used to be and how they still haunt me hearin the same voice inside my head and as i lay dyin i see the hopeless underneath my feet as i lay dyin the whole world, like a wave, crashin over me it was the shot that killed so deep inside how much it hurt to close my eyes and the darkness spreads as the fire burns prickling, itching its burning, burning and as i lay dying i see the hopeless underneath my feet as i lay dying the whole world, like a wave, crashing over me

~a Silken Rose~
~A Silken Rose~ I leave with you a silken rose one that will never die or perish I'll lay it right beside you my love for you, the one i love and cherish I'll keep the memories alive in thought to help me through each day I'll keep you alive in my heart my love angels guide you on you're way My thoughts will take me on a journey until we meet again- I will reminisce remembering the wonderful life we shared my love and the thrill of our first kiss No matter where you are in the universe stop by to say 'hello' and as you journey onward my love for you will still gently flow.

As I Look Into Her Eyes Of Grey,
As I look into Her eyes of grey, I see things that may or may not be, As She looks back into mine, She sees what is truly there, Compared to this beautiful women, I’m a more simple man, For She was made a women, She, is a bit more complex by nature, Then again, that’s how She was intended to be. I sometimes wear my emotions for Her, On the outside, and not hidden deep in my soul. Her emotions are there, and they are real. It is up to me to understand them as She intends. Take nothing for granted, Always follow Your Dream and Desires, For if You decide not to follow, Your life will be full of the regret of not knowing, “What if I had at least tried?” “So try with all your existence, to make Life what You want”! “If you don’t then prepare for “the not knowing”.

As I Lay Dieing
Title: As I Lay Dieing As I die I can hear my heart start to slow in my chest I stop and look back at all thats past I could have been nicer, could have tired harder. I'm feeling the blood slowly trickle down now it shouldn't be long I stop to think about all that i'll leave behind the friends, the family, loved ones. whoever thought it would come to this slow pain death I've yerned for it for so long and now that I have it I can't believe it's here life is to short or should I say was to short I'm starting to go cold now, my eyes start to tear up I'm growing numb I hope to be in a better place in the end but with that I leave you with this TO all out there have a good morrow and dream wonderful dreams take life serious but take it with a sense of humor too because when you die inside your done, gone lost from this world never to return again. And with this a piece of myself dies

As I Lay Dying
Inside I'm slowly dying..... I'm fading away so fast........ I thought things would be different..... Now I'm not sure how long i can last...... I don't know what to say..... I don't know what to do..... It hurts just to think..... That i may never get to be with you..... I lie awake each night.... Thoughts running through my head...... Praying something will turn out right..... But inside it just feels like I'm dead....... Does anybody hear me? Does anybody care? Will anything ever go right? Will my love i ever get to share? I know that I'm not perfect.... And that I'll never be.... So please just try and accept me..... Either hold my hand or set me free.....

As I Lay Here...
As I Lay Here... As I lay here beside you here in tha dark, our bodies pressed close together, I hear our song playing softly in my head and the beating of your heart in my ear. As I lay here beside you here in the dark, our bodies pressed close together, I feel your hand glide gentely over my body and your lips kissing softly on my shoulder. As I lay here beside you here in the dark, our bodies pressed close together, I taste the salt from your tan skin and the sweetness from you lucious lips on mine. As I lay here beside you here in the dark, our bodies pressed close together, I see the yerning in your dark brown eyes and the quick raising and falling of your chest. As I lay here beside you here in the dark, our bodies pressed close together, I smell the chemistry bewteen us and the hormones that pump in our bodies. As I lay here beside you here in the dark, our bodies pressed close together, I realize how much I really want you and how much you really want me.

As I Lay Before You
As I lay before you naked and see the passion in your eyes, I want so much to please you and feel your hot breath on my thighs. I long to bring you pleasure, feelings that you've not yet known - as you thrust so deep inside me in that place for you alone. To know your bodies secrets, it's recesses to explore, as I expose my own to you - not bashful anymore. So tell me your desires, that when we're next entwined, I'll know the ways to send you on a journey most divine.

As I Lie Here Wondering
As I lie here wondering I can almost hear two ants Floating down the river on a twig And I wonder where they're going. As I lie here wondering I can almost hear two ladybugs Gossiping to each other And I wonder where they learned it. Every little thing Goes on In it's own special way As I lie here wondering. August

As I Leave This World
Voices are in my head. Your voice telling me I should be dead. As I leave this world. I think about how you hurt me. It was never meant to be. I hope one day you get what's coming. What goes around comes around. I shouldn't have to tell you... Now I have made a decision... I want to kill. I want to die. I have tried so hard. You left me all alone. I feel stuck up in this world all alone. Forced to think that hell is a place called earth. You murdered me inside. I wrote the play... I'll write the pieces... Play them out as my life ceases. A stab to the wrist... One will end it all... My silent cry... My plea to die. Pounding in my ears. My eyes see visions of life to come. As I realize I have hope...

As I Look Into Your Eyes
As I look into your eyes I see a great surprise A angel I see, looking right back at me you are sent from heaven above you are so pure like a white dove I hope we can become friends Which I would cherish unto the very end.. Your smile brightens my day Please, don't go away XXX Naughty!!

As I Lay On My Bed
As I lay on my bed As I lay on my bed, thinking about you, I feel this strong urge to grab you and squeeze you, because I can't forget last night. You came to me unexpectedly during the balmy and calm night, and what happened in my bed still leaves a tingling sensation in me. You appeared from nowhere and shamelessly, without any reservations, you laid on my naked body...you sensed my indifference, so you applied your hungry mouth to me without any guilt or humiliation, and you drove me near crazy while you drained me. Finally I went to sleep. Today when I woke up, you were gone, I searched for you but to no avail, only the sheets bore witness to last night's events. My body still bears faint marks of your enthusiastic ravishings, making it harder to forget you. Tonight I will remain awake waiting for you... ......you f**king mosquito.

As I Lay Here
As I lay here and wonder why? I try my hardest not to cry. I pray as well, For my heart to not swell, With the pain from the past, For feelings I hope will not last. Soon I see the sun rise, But only to my despise. Another day I have to push through, Another day alone with out you, Another fake smile, pretending to be ok. All leading to another night that I will pray, For the tears to stop falling, For my heart to stop calling, Calling out for someone whos not there, Reaching out for someone so unaware, Of the love that we had, Of why I feel so sad. So again I lay wondering why, And once again begin to cry.

As I Lay Here
As I lay here tonight The more I think of you and the more I fall in love with you tonight Your looks, personality and of course the attitude I learn more and more about you every day and the more I learn the more I fall in love with you.

As I Look In The World
As I look in the world. I find myself a dying breed. To want to love with little want of any return. My wants are of those of the world and of myself. It may sound corny but how many out there pay it forward, without wish of return. The world has become a fest pool of taking from one another with no giving back. I am not saying we should all go back and live as the Amish. There is a compromise between living like an Amish and the technological minded people we are today. Young girls feeling that they have to dress like a promiscuous woman just to be looked at by a fellow male. No wonder the rate of pedophiles have risen steadily. Now we can say it is because the internet, TV, and the media. But it is not it is because we don’t care enough for ourselves to correct what we have lost. Love, peace and understanding that there are just some things that we can not control. Tomorrow I dare all who read this to go up to that person at work, school, or somewhere on the street and carr

As I Lay Me Down To Sleep
As I lay Me Down to Sleep I think of the prayer my mother used to recite Whenever I was scared in the still of the night She would comfort me with words O’ so kind Praying for protection for body soul and mind But now I am cast out into the darkness For I followed the call of sin that harkens Transformed forever into something hideous Ensnared by deceit O’ so insidious I have lost the beauty of my youth All because I foolishly strayed from truth Now I have no-one to comfort me in the dark Now my souls fire is loosing it’s spark

As I Lay Dying- The Sound Of Truth
This is my favorite song by As I Lay Dying, it's from their new album "An Ocean Between Us" "We have all heard what we wanted to hear 'truth' that sounds right to our ears But what wisdom is there within us to live based on the feeling of our hearts? How many times has instinct let us down, Never to be thought through never to be questioned? Say what you really mean when your ambition calls you For what use is there in praying If you will only hear what you want to hear? We speak of fighting to resist this world but what about the battle within us? If we have chosen to live against the grain then why are we all facing the same way? there is no difference between us and them if we all blindly seek 'truth' from sentiments"

As I Lay Me Down To Sleep
As I lay me down to sleep reality fades into a distant dream I close my eyes in hope i will be granted peace The love and desire I have for another thats among the clouds in my dreams Unwillingly I see his face I see his smile and weaken due to his charm His kisses seem so real,His touch so sensual I forget I am dreaming I dream of a man I cannot have and love a man that does not exist The torture of love destroys me but the reality of what i have brings me joy As I lay me down to sleep I am able to give this heavy heart some peace

As I Lay Dying
As I walk thru the rain Everyone stares And its all in vain Cuz the rain Doesn't wash away my pain My heart hurts My body aches Never understanding What is my fate But the rain Never washes away my pain Tears roll down my face My heart loses it's pace But still I find no relief From all this god damn pain In the end I see her Waiting for me At the edge As she smiles I feel relief From all my pain And she whispers Let's get out Of this god damn rain RR

As I Let Go
As I let go of these stupid thoughtsI get scared of life no where to runyou caused me falutsI bleed for youyou make me miserableI bleed to fix my problemsshould I make hope invisableA look wont betray meI can still feel this energyI can hear it in my heartlove exist it you make it into a strategydont return unless i love you I need youI miss youI crave youbut your love isn't for me.

As I Look Over My Life.....
AS I LOOK BACK OVER MY LIFE, I REALIZE THAT EVERYTIME I THOUGHT I WAS BEING REJECTED FROM SOMETHING GOOD, I WAS ACTUALLY BEING RE-DIRECTED TO SOMETHING BETTER..... IN MY LIFE, I'VE LIVED, I'VE LOVED, I'VE LOST, I'VE MISSED, I'VE HURT, I'VE TRUSTED, I'VE MADE MISTAKES BUT, MOST OF ALL I'VE LEARNED.....

As I Mature
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I've learned that no matter how much I care, Some people are just assholes. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you better have a big willy or huge boobs. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up yhan you think. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to takes its place! I've learned that 99% od the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it. I've learned that the people you

As I Mature
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope that they panic and give in. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big willy or huge boobs. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up that you think. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do,unless we are celebrities. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades , and there had better a lot of money to take its place! I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids d

As I Mature!
This tells it all...LOL! I've learned that you can't make someone love you, all you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I've learned that no matter how much I care some people are just azzholes. I've learned that is takes years to build trust and only suspicion, not proof to destroy it. I've learned that you can only get by on charm for about 15 minutes, after that you better have a big willy or huge boobs. I've learned that you should never compare yourself to others -- they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that you can keep throwing up long after you think you've finished. I've learned that we are all responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. I've learned that no matter how hot and steamy a relationship is at first,passion fades and there had better be alot of money to take it's place. I've learned that 99% of the time if something in your house isn't working right one of your kids did it. I've learn

As I Mature.....
I've learned: that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I've learned: that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes I've learned: that it takes years to build up trust and only suspicion not proof to destroy it I've learned: you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that you better have a big willy or huge boobs. I've learned: that you should not comepare yourself to others.They are more screwed up than you think. I've learned: you can keep vomiting long after you think you are finished. I've learned: we are responsible for what we do unless we are celebrities I've learned: that no matter how hot and steamy a realationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had be alot of money to take its place I've learned: that 99% of the time if something is not working in your house, one of your kids did it I've learned: that the people you care most about are taken away from you

As I Mentioned Before About Emotions...
(Originally Posted on May 1, 2006)I am having trouble emotionally accepting what logically I can accept about the existence of the xtian version of Satan and the like. However, at the website of the First Church of Satan, I found this page.In it, a Satanic person was talking to a person who wanted to be a Satanist but was having trouble emotionally coping with the decision. So the Satanist (John Allee (aka Lord Egan)) wrote out a "I sell my soul for X" letter, which he had the other person sign. This helped signal the subconscious that it was happening and to calm down.I went ahead and decided to do much the same thing. I copied the start of the letter and will finish it tomorrow after I figure what I should put as my "asking price" and I get free access to the printer here at work. Then I shall use a red pen (as done in the story) and destroy the pen afterwards. It is just tricking the subconscious, but it should work. tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, em

As I Mature...
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I've learned that no matter how much I care some people are just a$$holes. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better have a big willy or huge boobs. I've learned that shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a releationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place. I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it. I've learned that the people you care mos

As I Mature
As I Mature I've learned that you can't make someone love you all you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in I've learned that no matter how much you care, some people are just assholes I've learned that it takes years to build up trust and it only takes suspicion not proof to destroy it, I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes after that you'd better have a big willy or huge boobs, I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others-they are more screwed up then you think I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first the passion fades and there had better be a lot of money to take its place I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house one of your kids did it I've learned that people you care about most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones

Asinine Dereliction...
from my myspace page. Dated 9/26/06 Someone once told me that they found mutual mastrubation exciting...And I had to ask if whackin' it to the naked pictures of her that are online counted...And apparently, she didn't know she even had nude pics...Let alone ones on the internet. You should have seen her face when I told her she was one of dirtywhitetrashwhores.com's biggest money makers. Me and my big mouth. Random thought...Anyone ever have a midget kick them in the teeth? BEFORE SHE KICKS YOU IN THE JUNK? So...Some of you may be wondering, what in the fuck does this have to do with the set category...And all I'm gonna say is this... ...NOT A DAMN THING...well, anymore...I kinda sorta had a bit of an A.D.D. attack...If you couldn't tell from the title...damn I need a ciggarette. ***************************************** ...I hate chicken. I've never liked it all that well...Unless it tasted like something else...Like...Not chicken... Oh yeah.

Asinine Surveys-perpetuated
Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you? It wasnt exactly a bed. Call me unconventional.Tears are falling from your eyes, what's the reason? I have chronic chalazia. If you got paid 5,000 dollars would you stick your hand in an elephants ass? I would milk his prostate, after donning a life size glad bag of course. Has anyone ever promised you forever? Yea, thats kinda part of the ceremony. Do you get high? No Something bothering you? The loom of mortality. Has someone told you they'd always love you then went for someone else? Yes and no. They told me. But they went on to "find themself". What made you happy this weekend? An unexpected gift, at an

As I Pine
Sitting in the darkness watching the time As I pine wanting some one to cuddle An wishing for something meaning full never gaining anything meaning full When it starts to seem ok It all ways seems to come UN fray The darkness Tuns an eerie Grey In the early morning coming day The loneliness passe's Eye's adjusting to the firer glow Blue sky as for as the eye can see Birds chirp as cars fill the road Another day is born with new life yet possibly new strife Who knows what to come Thy eye's close and night comes sounds of life song fills the air its time to Begin again Another day another life another sorrow Joy , hapless, to live and baer This what it is it sis what Live death joy or sorrow all for; nothing nothing but life.

As I Play My Drum.
AS I PLAY MY DRUM, I LOOK AROUND ME AND I SEE THE TREES. THE TREES ARE DANCING IN A CIRCLE ABOUT ME AND THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL. AS I PLAY MY DRUM, I LOOK AROUND ME AND I SEE THE SUN AND MOON. THE SUN AND MOON ARE DANCING IN A CIRCLE ABOUT ME AND THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL. AS I PLAY MY DRUM, I LOOK AROUND ME AND I SEE THE STARS. THE STARS ARE DANCING IN A CIRCLE ABOUT ME AND THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL. AS I PLAY MY DRUM, I LOOK AROUND ME AND I SEE MY PEOPLE. ALL MY PEOPLE ARE DANCING IN A CIRCLE ABOUT ME, AND MY PEOPLE, THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL!

As I Rush....
AS I RUSH THROUGH TIME I FEEL THE PAIN IS DEATH UP AHEAD OR DEATH BE WHAT I TAME WE ARE BUT A SPEC IN TIME WITH IMMORTALITY IN OUR EYES LEFT TO QUESTION LIFE AFTER DEATH WHILE LETTING LIFE PASS US BY A Little something I wrote after my dad passed away. Michael

*as I Retreat Within Myself*
++FIONA APPLE: THE CHILD IS GONE++ Darling, give me Your absence tonight Take the shade from The canvas and Leave me the white Let me sink in the Silence that echoes inside And don't bother Leaving the light on 'Cause I suddenly feel Like a different person From the roots of my soul Come a gentle coercion And I ran my hand O'er a strange inversion A vacancy that just Did not belong The child is gone Honey help me Out of this mess I'm a stranger to myself But don't reach for me I'm too far away I don't wanna talk 'Cause there's Nothing left to say So my Darling, give me Your absence tonight Take all of your sympathy And leave it outside 'Cause there's no kind Of loving that can Make this all right I'm trying to find A place I belong And I suddenly feel Like a different person From the roots of my soul Come a gentle coersion And I ran my hand O'er a strange inversion As the darkness Turns into the dawn The child is gone The child is gone

As I Remember
Prisoner of my drowning faith I huddle in the shadows of my fears Lost in the dark river of my loneliness Alone I listen choking in hate to the defeaning screams of my silence The lies are just now irreverent ashes of the fire you left behind All the traces have faded Swept by the wind of your empty promises And never ever will you comprehend deep inside where my silence howls the past shall NEVER pass.

As I Ramble...........
I am me. It's all I ever want or can be. I have come to the realization that I can't and wont change who and what I am. Not everyone can handle or deal with that. Those people should not be in my life, even if I want them to be. Life is much too short to deal with the drama and emotional vampires that I have dealt with in the recent and distant past. I am finding myself in this mess called life. I love who I am and what I am and what I will be in my future. I am many things to many people and I love every aspect of that. I am a single mother of three great kids. They are my life without question, I live for them, I breath for them, I would die for them. They will always be first in my life. I dont think I will ever marry again, though to have someone to experience life with from time to time would be kind of cool. Some day perhaps?

As I Read Your Words Today....
So very happy was I from the second I saw your smile. Then you talked to me and the distance went to feet from miles. You are there and I am here, but your voice on the phone keeps us near. Feeling like a school kid again with butterfiles, As I have you on the phone with me my, how the time flys. You have all the right answers and say the right things, and we both agree we have what we want now to see what time brings. In just one brief moment of time, I thought i found my special one I was gonna make you mine. But fate always seems to see things different than me, Now I am wondering if you and me as in "us" will ever be. I kinda feel a small hole in my heart, I feel kinda of taken back really a bit torn apart. I never give in quite so easily, but making you happy was all i could see. Just some mean words from you were said to me, and now I feel worse than hurt I feel so empty. As I am sitting here tonight writing my feelings on here, You need to feel these words as

As I Sit Here In Tears
as i sit here in tears as i sit here in tears i wonder why i have to hurt u so much you talk about how much hurt you have well most people know how u feel as i sit here in tears i wonder why you hate me so much is it cuz you think i dont love you as much as i did befor or is it cuz you dont love me as much as i sit here in tears i wonder why you think diffrent of me for you did is ti cuz you changed or did i change either way some one has changed as i sit here in tears i wonder why people think less and less of me is it cuz i am to nice to people or is it cuz i am easy to make cry as i sit here in tears i wonder why i have to hurt you so much as i lay here and wonder should i end my life or not well only god can tell me how to feel

As I ...sit.. Here.
As sad and unamusing as it may sound but i find myself to be a bit outta place here. I mean I have no bikini pictures...or pictures where my breast are bounding out of my clothes to meet your eyes... And no... I'm not posting any either. I just wounder what is more prized... the curve of the breast, body now days... or a good mind. But then again this fat chick is quite satisfied in knowing my face and beauty can be much more alluring. Just food for thought!

As I Sit
as i sit in this chair and ponder what to write .so many words pass threw my head like an endless train. this train passing between my ears. i hear the words makeing sence makeing this poem as i sit in this chair. i see the screen these words apear on. i see the colors of my background and i see the words as i sound them out to the typeing of my fingers on the keyboard that is connected to the brain box of this computer. that wich links the monater to the keyboard that makes it posable for me to write this poem .and to see all the work of the poets that pore there heart and soul into what they write. then i think of my friends and how they inspired me to keep trying evey time i went to spoken word at five points .every tuesday night when it was at fuel. now all i have is my train of thought passing between ears makeing so much noise i had to put it into writing just for some piece of mind just to have my brain explode with more things to write. then when i r

As I Sit Here
I think of all the things that i want in my life and what i want i don't think is to much. I want someone to love me for me, someone to respect me and treat me like i'm a lady and the only one that they want and/or need in their life. I want someone who's honest and faithful and caring and someone that can be not only my lover but my bestfriend. Someone who doesn't put sex as the #1 priority in the relationship because to me that is just a bonus if you don't have anything else you have nothing. I want more then anything to be happy and to feel good especailly after everything i have been thru with my ex but it's going to take time and I know i'm not ready for a relationship right now I need time for me, time to heal most of all right now i just want a friend if something more comes of it then it does if not at least i've still got a friend. Even when you tell people this they seem to get the idea that you promised them more. Just relax and go with the flow of things. I don't even k

As Is Lyrics
you can't hide behind social graces so don't try to be all touchy feely cuz you lie in my face of all places but i've got no problem with that really what bugs me is that you believe what you're saying what bothers me is that you don't know how you feel what scares me is that while you're telling me stories you actually believe that they are real and i've got no illusions about you and guess what? i never did and when i said when i said i'll take it i meant, i meant as is just give up and admit you're an asshole you would be in some good company i think you'd find that your friends would forgive you or maybe i am just speaking for me cuz when i look around i think this, this is good enough and i try to laugh at whatever life brings cuz when i look down i just miss all the good stuff when i look up i just trip over things and i've got no illusions about you...

As I Sit Here Pondering
As a wake up from a nap, I sit here pondering over what to do. Part of me is saying give him a second chance, another saying let him go, you dont need the drama. I wonder why he did what he did. There are things i did that didnt help, But cant one forgive and forget? Im stuck with wondering if i give in, And give a second chance. Will i be burned again? Or will it all work out? You never know what life has comming your way, Things my be good, or even bad. But what is one to do? Bonnie Marie Adams Copyright ©2007 Bonnie Marie Adams This is my work. If you would like to veiw more of the poety i have done please contact me and i will provide you with the information on how you can. I take pride in my peorty, for i have won Editors Choice 5 Years in a row, for maltiple poems i have written.

As I Sit Here
as I sit here I wait for you I wait for you to appear as I sit here I think of you in antisipation of what I might hear as I sit here I know who you are you are my love my salvation my friend as I sit here I know you will come as you always have I know you will come as I sit here waiting for you to appear I know you will help me with my daily bouts as I sit here I try to think of how much I mean to you and if you even care as I sit here I have my doubts waiting is nerve wrecking, I've done this too much and as I sit here I think I know how much you really care but as always I'll sit here and wait because I'll always wait for you no matter what

As I Sit…
As I sit on the edge of this dark abyss, the Darkness surrounds me. As I sit on the edge of the dark abyss, no light escapes. As I sit on the edge of MY dark abyss, I take account of my life. As I sit on the edge of this dark abyss, I realize I have never swayed the masses with my oratory. As I sit on the edge of the dark abyss, I doubt that I have touched one person’s life for the good. As I sit on the edge of MY dark abyss, I have never led men on some great crusade. As I sit on the edge of this dark abyss, I doubt the universe would miss this one soul. As I sit on the edge of the dark abyss, I realize I have no one to pass my beliefs. As I sit on the edge of MY dark abyss, I come to know that every decision I’ve ever made has simply been wrong. As I sit on the edge of this dark abyss, I know that I have no one else to blame. As I sit on the edge of the dark abyss, Saying that “there is someone always worse off”, doesn’t make my life any easier.

As I Sit Here With Tears Rolling Down My Face
As I Sit Here With Tears Rolling Down My Face This is a poem about someone that I feel like I lost. As i sit here with tears rolling down my face, Was it love or just a hope for his warm embrace, I ponder the reality of what really was, I wish i could have found out before the bitter end, What was or wasn't didn't mean a thing to my love for he never knew, Why can't i feel the love and hopeful embrace as these tears run down my face, Will this pain come to no end? Will i sacrafice my heart again? Why doesn't he see that it is him? These tears that run down my face are only dying for his warm embrace. Written By: Tyna Kirchner in 2006

As I Sit Here...
As I sit here wondering... Still... How my life got to this place... Still..drowning... Drowning alone, still, in a tub filled with dreams.. Dreams... Fame, fortune, and bigger things...gone... I've... Gone to that place..The place of broken... Hearts... My heart...Your heart...THEIR hearts... Unbelieving.. Unbelieving that dreams will come true...Tears... Tears, tears... Lost friends...family death...LOST TIME... Time... That will never return...Fast...Unrelenting... and blah fucking blah...

As I Sit Here
As i sit here on the beach my normanl life seems so out of reach. the waves are hitting the sand i just wish you were here to hold my hand. I know you are far way here i could never stay. you are who i am missing right now i wish you and i were kissing. As i sit here putting seashells in a jar I know when no one else is there for me, you are. I know in my heart That i never want us to part. When everything seems so out of line it all changes when i see you-everything's fine. AS i sit here i know my love is yours forever and i don't want our hearts to sever.

"as I Sit Here!"
I sit here and watch her sleep She looks so peaceful I watch over her hoping for the best But I know that there will never be Any hope for her! Why is God taking her away Away from me Away from our long love life? Why is he taking my wife from me Why? I lost all hope Without the faith I can't cope For the fact that she is being Taken away from thee Oh God why are you doing this To me? What have I done to be punished? What is it that was so bad to Where you feel like I need to suffer? Oh god why are you doing this to thee? I sit and watch her sleep My eyes grows heavy Tears start to fall And just like that everything goes black! I awake only to find

As I Sit
As I sit tonight in my log cabin By Eric Ethan AS I sit tonight in my log cabin watching it snow I pick up the pen and my paper to write the great love poem from the heart When I write I let out my emotions of good caring feeling nobody has experience in awhile I never start once a upon a time or how the weather is, I’m like artist painting that picture and describing to you and make your mind feel that painting or that picture I have token, I make you take that walk or feel how I feel to experience in this poem Have a sit in my big chair next to my desk as the fire is glowing in the this cool night air When I write tonight it comes from the heart not from a movie or a book I read. When I write I write things people has not experience the caring and things they never had done in ages. Take my hand and let’s walk the golden brick road and get away from our troubles and long Lets enjoy the beauty of nature and different colors of the clou

As I Sit In Total Darkness
AS I SIT IN TOTAL DARKNESS WITH NO KIND OF SPARK MY DAYS ARE NUMBERED IN THE DARKNESS OF SLUMBER I AM LIKE A LOST PERSON WHO LIFE ALWAYS SEEMS TO WORSEN AS I GO ON IN LIFE MY HEART IS CUT WITH A KNIFE AS THE TIME GOES BY ALL I CAN DO IS CRY I FEEL LIKE A LOST SHEEP WITH NOTHING TO DO BUT WEEP SURE ON THE OUTSIDE I LOOK HAPPY BUT DEEP INSIDE I FEEL CRAPPY I FEEL LIKE A VILIAN WITH NOTHING BUT AN EMPTY FEELING AN EMPTY FEELING IN MY HEART AS MY LIFE KEEPS FALLING APART I STAY HERE IN THE DARKNESS WITH NO WHERE TO LOOK FOR A SPARK I LOOK AROUND AT THE REST AND SEE THEM ABLE TO REST BUT HERE I SIT ALWAYS FEELING LIKE SHIT I TRY TO DO MY BEST BUT END UP IN A MESS

As I Sit Here
i'm sitting here, snowed in totally bored, chatting with some friends of mine, wishin' i had something to do. i think a lot on days like this. not much else to do. i'm pretty lucky actually, i'm self employed and self suffiencent. I have my own place, my own car, and i'm going to school to get my degrees for a better job. It's kinda nice being independant,, doing what i want, when i want,with whomever i want. but being independant has it's draw backs. relationships are hard because guys want a strong independant woman,, but not too strong. they still need to feel needed and depended on. well,, i guess i don't do that for them.:) i've gotten so use to doing everything on my own and depending on NO ONE but myself, that when someone wants to do something nice for me i don't really know how to take it.and the thing about it is,, i'm not really even looking for a serious relationship. more like a tight friendship. a best friend even. i'm not looking for someone to be up my ass all the time,

As I Sit And Wait
As I sit and wait I think to myself what should I do As I sit and wait I ask myself should I let you know As I sit and wait and decide what I should do one thing is clear My feeling for you are strong and true As I sit and wait theres one thing that makes things clear my feeling for you are real As I sit and wait I think to myself what should I do As I sit and wait I ask myself should I let you know I know one thing for sure my feelings for you are true I want to tell you the truth I want to scream and let you know But I am afraid that you dont feel the same So as I sit and wait I think to myself should I let you know

"as I Sit Here"
“AS I SIT HERE” As I sit here thinking My thoughts Are drawn to One person and I Don’t know why As is sit here and think This person is in my mind, My heart and in my soul Every hour every minute and every second of every day as I sit here thinking more about this person I feel he is attaching to my heart and soul more and more as I sit here I truly am wondering if the thoughts I am having for this person are mutual for the both of us or are they just thoughts I am having as I sit here deep in my own thoughts about this person I reminisce about the conversations we have had together I see his face smiling back at me wondering what his answer is going to be to that one intimate question as I sit here and re-read what I have written I wonder if god has really and Truly Sent me my “knight in shinning armor” After all these years

As I Sit Here...
As I sit here thinking of the man I love...my heart is full of love and pain at the same time. I want to be with him more than anything! I cannot get to him soon enough. Our future together could never be long enough. I'm tempted just to sell everything I own and jump in my car and take off to Washington. I am so consumed with love, and the desire to be with him forever. My brain has difficulties processing anything but how can I get to him faster. He is the love of my life. My soul mate. My destiny. So what do I do? How do I get from Louisiana to Washington as fast as possible so that I can be with the man I love? I dream day and night of being in his arms. I know that I am blessed that I have found the PERFECT man for me, and I say perfect as in just who he is right now. I would change absolutely NOTHING about him. My heart, and my body, aches to be with him day and night. To feel his loving arms around me. To feel his love for me. And to be able to show him all of

As I Sit Here Crying....
My thoughts are on the one true love of my life. My heart aches to be with him. My body yearns for his. What will it take for us to be together? How much suffering do we have to endure? The love we feel is so strong and intense. The love and the want we have is overwhelming. I've never loved this hard before. He's never loved this hard before. It is our destiny to be together. We yearn for forever in each other's arms. Love knows no boundaries. Love doesn't know distance. I know the pain we endure right now will make the happiness in forever worth it all. We share the same dreams. We have the same desires. Our souls are connected, but our bodies aren't. I long to make his every wish and dream come true. He longs to love, hold and cherish me forever. When will we have our "happily ever after"? God grant this prayer request soon! I love you Jimm!

As I Sit And Log On My Computer
It was a wet Monday morning. She sat at her computer and logged on. He was online!!! But today she didn’t feel that fluttering in her stomach, or that quickening of her heart when she saw his name. The spark had died. Somewhere along the way they had lost the intimacy and she was hurt and sad. Her mind drifted back to all the hours they had spent online together...all the fun they had had…and my, what fun it had been! She remembered the day that he had made her cum seven times. All he had to do was say those three magic words and she was putty in his hands....oh what a feeling it still gave her when she remembered it. She closed her eyes and let her thoughts drift back....as she lay there she heard a noise and opened her eyes...and there before her was the man who had stolen her heart online. She couldn't believe that he was actually here in her lounge, coming towards her. He walked towards her and smiled. She stood up and went straight into his arms...as though she belonged t

As I See It
I see so much heaven,so much hell. I have so much love, so much pain. Could there be more then i thought this world could ever contain. We all have our own yin & yang, good and evil. I understand that no life is rainbows & sunshine. Instead there is an endless battle of continuous suffering. I prey that sooner or later the coin will flip to a better side. I need to believe we can find the balance between constructive and destructive. This as i see it could be all there is.

As I Sit In Total Darkness
AS I SIT IN TOTAL DARKNESS WITH NO KIND OF SPARK MY DAYS ARE NUMBERED IN THE DARKNESS OF SLUMBER I AM LIKE A LOST PERSON WHO LIFE ALWAYS SEEMS TO WORSEN AS I GO ON IN LIFE MY HEART IS CUT WITH A KNIFE AS THE TIME GOES BY ALL I CAN DO IS CRY I FEEL LIKE A LOST SHEEP WITH NOTHING TO DO BUT WEEP SURE ON THE OUTSIDE I LOOK HAPPY BUT DEEP INSIDE I FEEL CRAPPY I FEEL LIKE A VILLIAN WITH NOTHING BUT AN EMPTY FEELING AN EMPTY FEELING IN MY HEART AS MY LIFE KEEPS FALLING APART I STAY HERE IN THE DARKNESS WITH NO WHERE TO LOOK FOR A SPARK I LOOK AROUND AT THE REST AND SEE THEM ABLE TO REST BUT HERE I SIT ALWAYS FEELING LIKE SHIT I TRY TO DO MY BEST BUT END UP IN A MESS

As I Sit Here, Looking Into The Mirror...
...I ponder the reasons before me... ...counting the ways I could adore thee... ...Searching into the abyss... ...seeing the painful bliss... ...every concept I see... ...my misery set free... ...I look into the shadow... ...reaching for that one true fiasco... ...running into the night... ...caring not for the fight... ...I throw myself into the fire... ...embracing our desire... ...My life I give... ...to let My Heart live... ...granting you your sweet release... ...I can die in peace... ...my soul reclaimed... ...just as we had aimed... 05/06/09 Mr. E

As I Sit Here I Think Of You
As I sit here I think of youI know our love is trueI know our love will holdFor our love is truly boldWe have been apartThat is the hardest partI know you must goBut soon I will followNothing will keep me awayOur love is here to stayI see you sleepingI want to hold you dearAnd I feel like weepingI know the time is nearJust remember I love youI will be faithful and trueI sit and look forwardAs we move towardThe long life we have aheadI love you my dear.

As I Sit
AS I SIT AND WATCH THE STARS,THEY REMIND ME OF YOUE EYESTHE WAY THEY GLISTEN WHENEVER YOUR AT MY SIDE. AS I SIT AND WATCH THE SUN,IT REMINDS ME OF YOUR SKIN THE WAY IT SPARKLES SO,JUST LIKE THE GOLDEN SANDS. AS I SIT AND WATCH THE RAIN,IT REMINDS ME OF YOUR TEARS WHENVER YOU'RE AWAY FROM ME,LETTING OUT ALL YOUR FEARS. AS I SIT AND WATCH THE WORLD,IT REMINDS ME OF YOUR LOVE, ALWAYS SPINNING ROUND AND ROUND,UNTIL THE DAY SETTLE DOWN. Copyright ©2008 Tabatha

As Is.
Gently wedging styrofoam against metalhoisting and hauling... and cramming it into the box.That squeak of protesting cutout and cardboardalways makes my skin crawlMust be how most people react to nails on chalkboardback when chalkboard was culturally relevant.All hail dry-erase.And the fine inky powder it leaves on your fingers.Professor's in their fashionable spectaclesand square jawsleaning coyly against the boardand putting their $300 jacket over a full length smudge up their back. For a moment I missed Matt.A moment interupted by placing this duct tape against the parcel and slapping a big red "return to sender" and for some reason summoning a memory of that blackhole that used to insist she wasn't like everyone elsethe girl that smoked naked in the garage when it rainedor always borrowed my favorite shirts because they smelled like me.The one that smiled after saying something cruel.And turned away like a petulant child if you didn't love her enough, that very second.That girl I

As I Slept
I arrived home later than I had told Di, when I rang her earlier that evening, it was after 11pm. As I entered our bedroom, there she was, sound asleep on the bed, she looked so peaceful, laying there on her back with her arms stretched behind her head, with only a sheet covering her lower body, stopping neatly tucked up under her exquisite breasts, I undressed and had a quick shower. As the water ran over me, the thought of her on the bed, in her nakedness, aroused me so much, my cock stood proudly to attention, the fine stream of water spraying from above, danced down on my knob, so exciting me, I thought I would cum in the shower. Enough I thought, I left the shower and dried, threw on my robe and strolled out into the kitchen, a big cold glass of iced water, flick on the TV, and catch the last bit of the late news, and then to bed. Sleep came easy to Di, and she looked incredibly beautiful when she slept, her eyelashes resting against her cheeks and her full red lip

As I Sit And Think
As I sit here and think.... i've come across a lot of people which have either made me stronger or more leary of other folks.... as most of you may know... i'm a caring generous person when I can. I may not always be able to show everyone the love they may deserve. I appreciate all my friends I do have on here. I have had some so called friends in the past that i thought I treated very well and at the same time have tried to be there for them when they are feeling down and out. HHMMMM wrong move... I got treated like crap and from some who i never ever thought would do that to me. I guess it's because I am too trusting.... maybe nieve who knows.... so if anyone feels that i'm not a good friend or i don't talk to you much... it's because maybe i've been taken advantage of by people who i truly cared about and I am holding my wall up. Remember that. Sometimes because of recent things that have been going on in my real life, I just sometimes don't feel like talking..... and I have that ri

As I See It ....
Black of life is coming to us in a way we know it, in a dream, or thinking , feeling, sadness over power the feeling of lost of feeling of unknown. As I see it set still here the noise in your mind take it all in. As a black rose lay on your bed I love you for all time. I run to you and you do not know or here me in the night. My heart is black of life is coming to us in a way we know it, in a dream, or thinking , feeling the sadness over the power of lost of feeling unknown. I lost the love, kindness, my heart is soft as the moon shines over my pain of love. Tell me something, to change my mind of love of kindness of a black of life is coming to me in a way I can not change. I want to change to be with you. Dance with me .. like we did long ago... love me like you did. I want to be your toy.. love is not real in your mind. Come and dance with me like the old days. bY LoVe GiRL... love takes you away to a dream.. and you wake up. This is a dream to me long ago and I miss you .. It

As I Say Goodnight
As I Say Goodnight As I am saying good night at the end of the day, And you are not here, but many miles away, My heart is so empty and so lonely inside, As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide. I close my eyes and try to go to sleep, But with the sadness inside I begin to weep. Suddenly I remember what you once said to me, Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be. When distance tends to keep us apart, Remember I still hold you near in my heart.

As It Should Be........
To live content with small means; to seek elegance rather than luxury, and refinement rather than fashion; to be worthy, not respectable, and wealthy, not, rich; to listen to stars and birds, babes and sages, with open heart; to study hard; to think quietly, act frankly, talk gently, await occasions, hurry never; in a word, to let the spiritual, unbidden and unconscious, grow up through the common--this is my symphony..................William Henry Channing 2 the dawn

As I Toss & Turn...
The weight of the world lies on my head, At night, I just think and toss in my bed. The problems, the sadness, this is not how it is suppose to be, A void so deep, the bottom is impossible to see. I yearn for the passion, that spark I once knew. that feeling of completeness that intensity known by few, A touch causes goosebumps, a smile makes you melt. the anticipation of a kiss and the desire that is felt. I'm no longer a school girl who could stop at one kiss. Such wild desire is too hard to control and an opportunity not to miss. So I stare at the ceiling and dream of the day. That married Prince Charming will come my way. Causing my body to pulsate, the quivers of joys, We'll experiment with positions, fetishes and sex toys! We'll know every inch of each others body, every spot that makes us high, We'll take each other to orgasmic heights that are beyond the heavens and the sky, We'll drop exhaustedly on the bed, fulfilled completely with no words that can say,

As I Think Of You
As I think of you I think how sweet and how caring you are as I think of you I think how much I love you as unconditional I think of our love as the best in the world as I think of us I think of how happy I can be just to be with you as I think of you and you loving me there's not a day that goes by that I wish I could give you everything as I think of you I think I love you and I cherish you I wake up every morning with thoughts of you with thoughts of being with you and being happy your the one I love your the one I want to marry your the one for me your the one that make me happy your the one I cherish and love

As I Touch
search within complex dreams For the love whom I long to be with The enigma that took a hold of me And infiltrated into my very core With his Talismanic attributes He continually rules my soul Reaching across landscapes of my mind As he touches emotional spheres With invisible hands he caresses me With silent words he speaks with me Our synergies dance upon a breeze And then carried across widespread planes Over mountainous terrains and hilltops Through canyons, dips and vales Gushing effusively like raging rivers Flowing fluidly along meandering streams Reaching the shores of evolving desires A touch awakens me from my dream As my hand reaches towards my cheek A cool moistness I feel upon my flesh Is it but a splash from the wilful waves? Or tears which surreptitiously egressed?

As It Is
i have almost 1000 friends and 17 have left a rate and a comment......why is it like pulling teeth to get a lil love......ya ever realize the way you treat others is how u will get treated...show me some respect,love, rates and comments in this and i will return it, i always do cause how i treat peeps is how i exspect to b treated.....if u want to b treated like pooh ooh ooh then thas u'r choice but friends are supose to help friends now wheres my loooooove @@@@@@....lol click pic for direct link

As I Think Of You
As I think of you; alone in my room, I can see your face and you are smiling at me. I wonder if you are thinking of me too, seeing me smiling at you. As I think of you; I know we said good-bye, I wonder if we will be together someday. maybe we'll be ok, the second time around, at least I hope so. As I think of you; I think you may be too, the same things I do. Once in a while something reminds me of you, and the things we used to do. I sit here and wonder if you do too, think the things we used to do. As i think of you; I wonder what you are doing, whatever it is I want to be with you. I really wish we could be together again, and be the way we used to be. I know now that you want to be with me, you also want to be the same, like the way it used to be. As I think of you; and the things you say, I wonder when you are going to come my way. I hope we will be together again soon, but I don't know if I can wait. As I think of you; I silently tell you I love

As It Could Have Been
Anytime you want to heal some pain, Or get away from all the rain, Call me up, don't be afraid. Call me up, speak my name. Can I be the one to give, so that you can live? Why should you cry? Cry until you're dry. Not because I say, And then some day, Call me up, and speak my name. Time to pick, time to choose, If you don't pick Love, you lose. To not decide is to decide, If you don't live, you've died. Call me up, and speak my name. Call me up don't be afraid. It's up to you as it's always been, It's your life, my old friend. It's up to you, to use your nerve, Go and get what you deserve. Call me up, and speak my name. Call me up, don't be afraid.

As I Think
I SIT HERE AND PONDER AND THINK OF YOU, YOUR AN INPORTANT PART OF MY LIFE AND OF ALL I DO, I MISS YOU AND BABYGIRL BOTH AND IT GETS MY HEART, CAUSE I REALLY CAN'T STAND ALL OF US BEING APART, I'M SORRY THT IN THE PAST I USE TO DO YOU WRONG, BUT I HAVE GROWN UP AND KNOW WITH YOU I DO BELONG, YOU HVE CHANGED MY LIFE AND SHOWN ME A WHOLE NEW WORLD, AAND FOR THIS I WILL ALWAYS THANK YOU MY GIRL, SO NEVER FORGET ALL MY LOVE TO YOU I SEND, WE WILL MKE IT THROUGH ANYTHING AND STILL BE TOGETHER IN THE END.

As It Is
Oh, to caress the sweet warmth of your breasts, the flesh, firm yet pliant, 'neath my fingers, causing a swell of desire to dwell in that beautiful bosom, which lingers... The soft, silky feel of your skin sends a thrill and a shudder thru me as we touch, with our arms wrapped around one another, we drown in the sea of desiring so much... sheer bliss for me this would utterly be, to fulfill our desires, set our souls on fire, with the passion of you around me... Your sweet lips, so full, entice as they pull my tongue out to mingle with yours; they wrestle and twirl, and my head starts to whirl, making me want you much more... The caress of your hands as they're stroking the glans of my penis excite as it grows and it throbs in delight awaiting it's flight, in the wetness which from you now flows... sheer bliss for me this would utterly be, to fulfill our desires, set our souls on fire, with the passion of you around me... As my manhood enters

As I Take You
As I Take You by Glenn As I take you in my arms And lift you on to me I am so excited by the Fact of what will be As my soul explores The subtle nuances of your skin Your flower opens wide And welcomes me right in Let your warm sweet nectar Flow to me for all time We know this blessed moment Is all of yours and mine If the walls come down around us, Let what will be, will be For lying next to you like this Is the best thing in life for me

As It Comes
Monday, June 23, 2008 As it comes Enjoy life as it comes, in the precious moments of each day. Live your success and fulfillment here and now, not in some distant, imagined future. Do not set yourself up as a hostage to your circumstances or your inventory of possessions. Choose right now to live richly and fully no matter what. Make joyful and thankful use of whatever you have, wherever you are. There is so very much you have going for you. Pay no attention to those who scream that you must have this thing or that experience in order to be happy. Ignore them, and simply choose to be happy by creating your own interpretation of happiness all around you. Keep in mind that most of the people who tell you how bad things are, seek to gain their own power or profit from your dismay. Life is good, life is rich, life is joyful and fulfilling to the extent you choose to make it so. Open your eyes, look around, and see how truly beautiful your world can be. Real success is

As It Appears...
There are way too many people on my friends list who want the spotlight...I would like to help them all, but I was trying to get it myself... Anyway, I think I'm going to take a break between these classes and my next ones since I can't seem to keep up...and I need a break. I have a sinus infection or something like it, and it is driving me freakin crazy! I need better meds, but don't feel like going to the doctor.... My daughter participated in a fashion yesterday, she was so freakin cute....those of you on my myspace will get to see pictures as soon as I can get them posted:) Next week is the county fair, and my daughter has to show the first Saturday...I hope she places, there are about 20 kids in her class, but i think she will do well:) Well, I have to catch up on my homework so I will hopefully be here for part of Philemon's HH...♥ you guys!

As It Should Be
To live content with small means; to seek elegance rather than luxury, and refinement rather than fashion; to be worthy, not respectable, and wealthy, not, rich; to listen to stars and birds, babes and sages, with open heart; to study hard; to think quietly, act frankly, talk gently, await occasions, hurry never; in a word, to let the spiritual, unbidden and unconscious, grow up through the common--this is my symphony..................William Henry Channing 2thedawn

As It Turns Out...
So I went to her house and all was cool so I thought we were still ok then a few hours later I get a letter in the mail... yup it was a breakup letter. So it's official, I'm single again... At least she didn't pawn my grandmother's ring, she returned that to me so I'm thankful for that.

As I Talk To You.
This thoughts are on a personal level but anyone in a similar situation would simpathise with them and I know they are many. AS I TALK TO YOU. When we read each other's conversation while we're online my love,you might feel that they are just words someone sent thousend of miles away and that this are just that,words without much meaning,just because we cant see each other's eyes while we are saying it.But when I read your words my mind starts to wonder and the thousends of miles just disappear from us and you are here with me holding you tight,feeling your heartbeat beating with mine,then smiling at me and placing your lips with mine,feeling the warmth of your lips that seems to say those 3 magic words "I LOVE YOU".Then with those loving eyes they seem to tell me "take me my love,make love to me".So next time we read each other's words,understand my love that this are not just words but true feelings that comes from the heart.

As It Is
This isnt a bitching blog I just wnted to say TY for tose of you whom I truly value and I believe value me back. I have had a very rough pathc lately..and have whined more than usual. I try not to let my health issues make me that way. But..sometimes we have weak moments I realizze my family will always suck..and no matter how much I WANT a relationship with them..it cannot be forced. I have met some amazing people here that have become "adopted" family. And I just wanna say TY for that on another note I am thinking of giving up my obsession with Drill he will never relent to my stalking I am thinking maybe of..Ford....

As I Thought
Just as I thought I talked to Erin this morning instead of tomorrow. I asked several questions since one was never addressed. As I uderstand it this surgery will be in late December. You know it has to be me because I'm the one that asked her about her hair. I maybe the only patient of hers that asked because she told me sometihng about it the last time we met. My psoition is still the same and I never changed my mind according to this position but only the perspective given to me opened up further. Just as I have no reason to stay there are none to leave. No, I'm not stuck or confused it's just the way I view everything and how I process this and arrive at a conclusion is a little different than yours. Norio

As It Should Be
As a fog on the wind the density of your adoration lies sweetly upon my skin Cradle my passion within the strength of your faith Ignite my fantasies within the subtly of your desire Wear my happiness as you would your favorite suit I would dare traverse the miles that divide and breathe new life into your world For the simple pleasure of claiming this forever Let me crawl around inside your every thought and drown in your waves of emotion Seduce my mind Intoxicate my senses Arouse my soul I will create the reality we both deserve from dreams now intertwined Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

As It Stands
I am currently in a real dark place in my life right now,and it sucks ass. It sucks feeling like no one understand you and feeling unloved, even by family, especially when you know some where in your heart that can't be right. It suck being the good guy and doing the right thing but seeing people who don't deserve shyt get all the goods and reap the rewards. It's hard not to hate and wanna do wrong when that is what seems to get you. Ahead in this world. It's almost like having a conscience and morals is a bad thing. I don't completely understand what is going on right now in my life and how it or to this point but it sucks ass. I have tried retrospective thought and making plans to advance. I have gotten advice and implemented different things and all for naught. I have fragmented skills that should have me ahead of the game, but with no degree and no money to one, yeah well I am behind the 8 ball as they say.i wanna do better, I want to work, but I am not willing to accept a shyt j

As I've Matured
As I've Matured... I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back.

As I've Matured...
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity. I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy it. I've learned th

As Ive Matured
As I've Matured... I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back. I've learned age is

As Ive Matured
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. *I'VE LEARNED THAT EX'S ARE LIEK FUNGUS, AND KEEP COMING BACK* I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. I've learned that artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity

As I've Seen In My Lifetime.
Myself, as to me from a child, was very much the fighter,,and do as I pleased,,But at a younger age I knew little. I at age 10 was abused by my 4rth grade teacher. Didn't know right from wrong back then as now parents are well taught than they were back then...Once there was a sayin if you cant trust ur parents or whatever to talk you your teacher. I fear these words now as teachers can be the most corrupt ones as Many,,,and here we do lie now in the media where much is brought to hype about those now but werent back then. I was Brutally beat upon by a punk I did not know or he did not know me, too I was supposed to be dead as my kin was awared of my hope for survival wasnt a chance.Or they were told If I lived I'd be a veggy for life. I'm called a miracle,,as I did live ,,am far from a veggy,,but do have numbness in my tongue,,and my left hand, also. Something ive had to live with the whole time ive been alive... My younger son was an allstar athlete in football, basketball an

As I Walk Amongst You
As I walk threw your Battle Fields,Feeding on your Dieing,Gettysburg,Manassas to name a few.Damn Lincoln wanting to free the Slaves,what a fool the man was.My daddy lost his plantation,my mother was Raped,my sister was turned into a Trollup,a friggin whore.The Sound of Muskets firering in the distance,still hear it in my Head Damn you Yankees,for freeing our niggers,an Burning my home to the ground,.Damn all who Defy me!

As I Watch You Sleeping
As a single mother of two boys with special needs I struggle each day with mixed emotions.I always worry if I am doing enough for them, yet I'm so tired of "fighting" the system,and daily challenges to beable to give them the help they so need. Some days I feel so alone, in the battle of them versus me. I ran across this poem one night and it really touched me.My boys give me so much strength and love and the desire to go on. As I Watch You Sleeping As I watch you sleeping, my problems seem so small. The rewards you have to offer me, are so big and so tall. As I watch you sleeping, I realize just how great your accomplishments are. I know how much you struggle to have made it this far. As I watch you sleeping, I can't imagine how my life would be without you. Even through the hard times I'd be lost without you. As I watch you sleeping, I see just how much you have brought into my life. All the joys and happiness, all the wonder and excitement.

As I Walk Through Life
As I Walk Through Life ....I've learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned- that you can keep going long after you can't.I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned- that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned- that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I've learned- that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I've learned- that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I've learned- that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I've learned- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you ev

As I Was Reminded Earlier...
by my mom... Today is the last day of Fall.... Tommorrow is the first day of Winter...Altho with the fluky weather we all have been having you would think Winter started back in September in some places... Its the reason for the season....Barf..

~as I Watch You Sleep~
Slow rolling over Knowing you're for keeps The one that I lust While I watch you sleep My feelings for you So strong and so deep Course through my body As I watch you sleep Never had a friend As you are to me Know that I trust you While I watch you sleep Passion so intense Nothing can compete I'm in awe of you As I watch you sleep Can't help from running Fingers unsteady On the chest of you While I watch you sleep Across your nipples And down your tummy I'm smiling at you As I watch you sleep You're starting to stir You're smiling at me Cause you've done the same While you watch me sleep

" As I Watched A Show This All Came Back "
SHOW WAS BASED ON THE DAY OF 9/11 , A DAY , WE ALL WILL NEVER FORGET . LIKE YESTERDAY , AS I WATCHED , I SAID WE WILL NEVER FOR GET THAT DAY . THE DAY SO , SO MANY LOST THEIR BROTHERS , SISTERS , HUSBANDS , WIFES , AND THE LIST GOES ON . THAT DAY , ALL AROUND THE WORLD ALL BANNED TOGETHER , WAS THEIR FOR EACH OTHER , I LOOK NOW ITS NOT THE SAME , WHY CAN'T ANY OF US , TAKE 1 SEC OUT OF WHAT WE DO AND TELL A FRIEND , MISSED YOU , LOVE YOU , GIVE A HUG , ARE WE THAT SO INTO OUR SELVES WE FORGET THE LIL THINGS THAT ARE IMPORTANT , IF I HAD PLEASE FORGIVE ME BECAUSE YOU ITS MATERS TO ME . HUGS & LOVE BREW

As I Walk Through Life
As I Walk Through Life I've learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned- that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned- that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned- that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I've learned- that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I've learned- that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I've learned- that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I've learned- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hu

As I Walk
As I walk As I walk in the light of day, I am often greeted along the way. By the wind in my face in my face, by birds that sing, by God's beauty in everything. As the day passes on, I continue my journey as far as the day is long. I come to my place of rest- solitude in God's comfort I find it as the sun begins to set. As the darkness of night over comes me, I know in my heart I will be comforted by thee. As I awaken with the morning anew, Returning to that moment of..... As I walk in the light of day. I feel the wind in my face, the birds singing their praise, and the beauty of God's grace- in all of is where I see God's face. written 8/1/04

As I Write
As I write this my heart is aching with pain and I think maybe I will never be able to write again. We used to spend every moment together. Now you simply disappear. At first I would get angry. Now I only feel a painful hurt. Last night I gave you a gift but you did not even take the time to look at it there was a deep burning hurt my heart. Again tonight you said you would be right back and never returned. I can understand once or twice but not every night. I will never let the hurt show on my face. Maybe only a single tear drop falling down my cheek will betray my feelings, give you a glimpse, a shadow, or a trace of my true thoughts. I want to smile as I look up at the sky. I want to watch the moon brighten the night. I want to watch the clouds pass above making whimsical designs. I want the stars to guide me and I want wings to lift me and let me fly. Right now I suffocate when I try to breathe. These chains you have bound upon me will not release my body. I am sad becaus

As I Watch
As I Watch She hides and struggles All I can do is watch For I have no say She is here but already gone She will make this choice And go her own way She will go for the wrong reason For a relationship that won’t work One that doesn’t last She will give herself up She will close herself off And her future will be like her past Not more than a last option I am just a worthless Useless Looser I lost to a man She doesn’t love And he still gets to choose her The torment and hell The mental pictures I have As I lay awake in my bed Thoughts of how Great You and I could have been Have now gone dead

*as I Wait*
Written on 3/8/2006 Can't stop the ache How much can I take? This time invested Knowing you like no other My soul yearns for your affection My heart shattered by your mistakes Yet I will remain Enamored by you And I will wait. Your heart stays with me And does not stray You see me in whispers And hear me in visions of beautiful memories. I haunt your dreams As I wait for you. Every bend I turn Remnants of you I see The kiss of the sun warm on my face As your lips Ecstacy and elation rises within my senses And back to earth I collide With the truths of you and another And still I wait. You make your choices You give your heart tenderly She takes it away Greed in her eyes Breaking pieces slowly off Pieces you trusted in her hands And slowly you turn To me And I continue to wait. The affections earned The trust instilled Relations formed Step by step Finally I move In the direction of your open arms Apologies accepted and

As I Walk Through Life...
As I Walk Through Life....I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for lifeI've learned that its taking me a long time to become the person i want to beI've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words coz it might be the last time you ever see themI've learned that you can keep going long after you cantI've learned that we are responsible for what we do no matter how we feelI've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls youI've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its placeI've learned that heroes are people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done regardless of the consequencesI've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping scoreI've learned that my best friend and i can do anything or nothing and have the best timeI've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when your done

As I Walk Through Life..
As I Walk Through Life.. As I Walk Through Life.... I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life I've learned that its taking me a long time to become the person i want to be I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words coz it might be the last time you ever see them I've learned that you can keep going long after you cant I've learned that we are responsible for what we do no matter how we feel I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place I've learned that heroes are people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done regardless of the consequences I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score I've learned that my best friend and i can do anything or nothing and have the best time I've learned that som

As I Wake
I wake from my slumber and look around in a dazeAs the fog in my mind starts to clearI notice I am not alone; I see long black hair drifting in my faceAs the wind drifts through my window;Teasing me with her sweet fragranceAs the spring sun starts to warm my body,As i stare into the sky the clouds souround me with tranquility;I start to feel content and happyI realize I have something everyone wants and fears,I am not alone

As I Watch The Rain Fall...
As I watch the rain fallI wait for someone to callSomeone to call my nameSomeone who feels the sameAs the rain drips down the glassI think about my pastAll the things people have said to meHow all I want is to be freeFree from all the pain and fearI've suffered too much these past few yearsI wish that I was different in so many waysLife has been so hard these past daysAs I listen to the rain fallI wait for someone to callSomeone to say they love meSomeone who can set me freeFree from worry and painBut tight nowI'll just sit and watch the rain.

Ask
A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Vietnam?"Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea? Another mother asked President F.D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?"Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar..."So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." IF YOU DON'T STAND BEHIND OUR TROOPS, PLEASE, FEEL FREE... TO STAND IN FRONT OF THEM! And i would be will to go back to Iraq a 3rd time in a heartbeat for everyo

Ask!!!
5 questions is all u get... You get to ask me 5 naughty or non-naughty questions! I'll answer 100% truthfully! BE CREATIVE! "What's your fantasy?" is getting annoying! COME ON IF YOU VIEW YOU HAVE TO AT LEAST ASK ME ONE!!

Ask
hey my name is Emma. I am 27. I am new to this site. I love to party. I love the grateful dead and going to festivals like bonnaroo and lagerado. i love riding motorcycles and just being chill. i am going to school to be a psychologist. if there is anything you want to know just ask me! Peace and Love, The Mad Hippie

Ask
Ask Who are you? And who are I? All these questions We can't answer. Who is he? And who are they? We keep asking With no reply. Why are you you? And why am I I? We can only make assumptions As to the answer Why is he he? And why are they they? But only that person Can give the correct. But that doesn't stop us We still ask why? Ask who? Is the answer out there somewhere? We can only ask And await the reply.

Ask
Stop a moment please, this we all ask. Not just for a tease, only pause your task. Its the world who grieves, from an empty cask. Your only a disease, hid behind a mask. All us on our knees, pain is where you bask. Momenteraly ease, this is all we ask!

Ask And You Shall Recieve...
I played hookey yesterday. Didn't go into work. I blamed it on a stomach ache. So this morning guess what woke me up. You got it! Sharp pains in my stomach and I even threw up! What's up with that? I guess my body is trying to tell me I'm a bad person for not being truthfull and going to work. But now that I don't feel well, I came in. How intelligent is that?

Ask A Silly Question...
For those who love the philosophy of ambiguity... 1. Don't sweat the petty things and don't pet the sweaty things. 2. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor.... 3. Atheism is a non-prophet organization. 4. If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why do we still have monkeys and apes? 5. The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the bad girls live. 6. I went to a bookstore and asked the saleswoman, "Where's the self-help section?" She said if she told me, it would defeat the purpose. 7. What if there were no hypothetical questions? 8. If a deaf person swears, does his mother wash his hands with soap? 9. If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation? 10. Is there another word for synonym? 11. Where do forest rangers go to "get away from it all?" 12. What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant? 13. If a parsle

Ask Away
Interview I need you as fans to ask me a question then you have been dying to know. I am looking to do a lil clip like an interview and I would only want to did it with real questions and whom better than to get them from than my own fans!! So send me your questions and I look to do next week!! Kisses Alyse e-mail them to SC3MXGirl@aol.com

Ask And You Shall Receive
I'm going to bed now because I am exhausted. I went on a really good date tonight so I am happy about that. But anyway, I've been making fan signs for those who have asked, so if you would like one, just let me know, and I'll get to it as soon as I can :)

Ask Alice
"Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?""That depends a good deal on where you want to get to, " said the Cat."I don't much care where-" said Alice."Then it doesn't matter which way you go," said the Cat."-so long as I get SOMEWHERE, " Alice added as an explanation."Oh, you're sure to do that," said the Cat, "if you only walk long enough." ~Alice in Wonderland~ ~Lewis Carroll~ Day after day, the father drove to work along the same dreary highway to the same dreary job. Sometimes his daughter went to his office with him. On one of these occasions she noticed a winding road running parallel to the highway. "Oh, Daddy, let's take that road today," she suggested. After some grumbling and mumbling, the father agreed and turned off to take the side road. To

Ask Away
I posted this blog so my friends can ask me questions about anything & everything...can be a question about myself or if you are just seeking advice about something. so ask away... Disclamier: All answers are based on my opionions so I can't promise that you will like them ;)

Ask And Wish
WELCOM TO THE WORL OF DARK PRINS ALL THE POEMS THAT YOU ARE ABOUT TO READ ARE WRITTEN AND STAIND WITH LOVE. POEMS ARE FROM THE HART, AND SO IS MY PAGE EVRY WORD THAT IS IN THIS PAGE IS FOR YOU AND YOUR LOVE ONE I THINK ITS A WAY TO GET UR MIND CLEAD IN ANOTHER WAYTHEN JUST TO THINK. THIS PAGE MIGHT HELP YOU OF KNOWING THE PERSON AND THE PEOPLE YOU MEET IN YOUR REAL LIFE OR ON LINEIT MIGHT DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR HART AND MIND. IT MIGHT BE SOMETHING ELSE THAN JUST LOST IN A DREAM WORL SO READ AND WRITE ABOUT THE WAY YOU FEAL SPECIALLY WHEN SOME ONE THAT HAVE YOUR HART TELL THE WHO YOU IN YOUR WORLD THANK YOU . I wish.... I wish every one of you to be as happy as you can be, to have a great life with someone you do love dearly. I also wish all these wonderful things for little me. I wish there was peace on earth, and not all these fights Peace for every man, every woman and child, and not a war I wish I could help in any way and show them some light.

Ask Any 6 Guestions
Fill this out and send it to my inbox and then I'll fill it out for you xoxo any 6 questions, no matter how crazy or PERVERTED they are and I promise to answer them truthfully... the catch is... you have to repost this and see what people ask you "6 Dirty Questions" 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. i dare you

Ask Any Questions You Want
In here you can ask me any questions you want to. I am not shy and will answer to the best of my abilities. Anything goes so ask. You have my email here or you can ask me on my regular email (which gets checked all the time) @ road_block@sbcglobal.net this is my Yahoo email and Yahoo messenger ID.

Ask A Cop
64 WAYS TO PISS OFF A COP 1. When you get pulled over, say "What's wrong, ossifer, there's no blood in my alcohol?" 2. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. 3. When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf. 4. If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say no, my speedometer only goes to...... 5. Ask if you can see his gun. 6. When he says you aren't allowed, tell him I just wanted to see if mine was bigger. 7. Touch him. (THIS IS A SURE FIRE WAY TO GET YOUR ASS A BEAT DOWN..The Shield way, BUT GO AHEAD AND TRY IT) 8. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you had to buy a hat. 9. Ask him where he bought his cool hat. 10. Refer to him by his first name. or call him farva... i get away with this one all the time 11. Pretend you are gay and ask him out. 12. When he says no, cry. 13. If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harassment. 14. If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. (try this

Ask A Stupid Question And See What Happens...
Stupid Question.... Stupid Answer Ask a stupid question, get a stupid answer. Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for Athena the wonder dog, at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the foods nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.)

Ask A Dom
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Ask A Silly Question ...
for my first entry a joke ... I have 2 large dogs, and was buying a large bag of Purina at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. The woman behind me asked if I had a dog? Duh? On impulse, I told her no, I was starting The Purina Diet again and added that I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital the last time. But I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in line was now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy who was standing behind the gal I was talking to. Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me? I told her n

Ask And Ye Shall Receive....
After a lot of thinking as well as a lot of encouragement from many of my friends on here (you know who you are), I have decided to keep my page up and running! However, this does not mean I will be here as often as I have been in the past! The reason I was gonna leave was to give my life more attention. I feel I can still do that without completely exiling myself from here or from all of you. So my page will remain here and dormant.....I may check in every once in a while! So to those who wanted me to stay, you got your wish!

Ask A Scramjet Pilot -part One-
Some answers to some questions Matt: “Hypothetically speaking… If one were to shave their taint and then get a tattoo of buddha, Jesus and Mohammed in flagrante with Mother Theresa, would that be a sin? What if they were caricatures instead?” I’m not sure what a shaved taint has to do with it (did Tina Turner write that song?) unless of course the tattoo was being applied to the aforementioned area of hairlessness. In any case, it would be a sin if you were Jewish, I guess, because I know they’ve got some rules about tattoos and piercings, but really I don’t think an atheist is the best person to ask about what does and does not constitute sin. Alan: “Ok, since you insisted, here’s my necro question: Could you please list all the permutations of necrophilia? I feel I’ve forgotten some.” You are an idiot AND a sick fuck. Also, the many permutations of necrophilia include necro-bestiality, necro-incestuality, necro-erotica, and pretty much any and all sexual contact with r

Ask A Whore....master.
I stole this idea from the beautiful Witchie and Broken Angel, they said I could... Most of you know that I am a smart ass. Ask me a question (that's answerable) I'll give you an honest answer, or my personal honest opinion. No matter how brutal. Go.

Ask Away
Lately something has become a bit of a pet peeve for me on here. I'll see people with the status basically saying no one has rated them, can they get some rates or love or something along those lines. Now what kills me is more than a few times I've gone to some of these people's pages and rated some pics of theirs. Now to me if you're going to complain you're not getting pic rates or love and someone shows you love then AT LEAST rate that person's profile or a picture or two. It's no wonder people aren't rating your pics when you don't return the love. And now mind you these aren't people who have pages that are getting slammed. Sorry but I just had to rant about that. The other day I rated a few pics for at least 2-3 people with status messages like that and NEITHER could even view my page. It's like then don't whine no one rates you. Now onto more fun things...I'm a bit bored so feel free to ask any questions you want. I'll answer them whether they are serious or go

Ask A Silly Question
I have 2 dogs & I was buying a large bag of Pal at Big W and standing inline at the check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I was starting The Pal Diet again although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Pal nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry & that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a guy who was behind her. Horrified, she asked if I'd ended up in the hospital in that condition because I had been poisoned. I told her no; it was because I'd been sitting in the street licking

Ask A Former "cleaner" Anything.... This Is Your One Chance.
This is your one chance.... Ask a former "Cleanup Specialist" anything. DISCLAIMER: I am using the term "Cleanup Specialist" as a deliberate misdirection. For obvious reasons, I will not name the official title, which agency I reported to, classified or detailed intel of work performed, etc.)I was one of the guys tasked with some of the things our government doesn't like to speak publicly about. "Cleanup Specialists" do both on-field and off-field work. On-field work consists of the down-and-dirty shit no one really likes to do and no one in our government will admit to doing: Collecting/burning evidence, dissolving corpses, "enhanced interrogation" of suspected terrorists and similar duties.. Off-field is generally more stressful, but not as difficult: Conducting misleading interviews, misdirection of press and reporters as well as the occasional bribe/disappearing. We don't like to have to kill United States citizens, but it's an occasional necessity. We're also given cle

Ask Dating Question Tip
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Ask Dyss
Most of you know that I answer most questions with complete honesty and am as harsh and unforgiving as that whore mother nature herself... but before i go to the bar and get shit faced... i figure i'll let you ask me questions and i will try my best to tell you what you wanna here... i figure this is good practice for me... since that is how must people get laid at bars and i myself am not used to that practice... thank you for helping

Asked Me If I Loved Him? Give Me Some Ideas To Make Him Realize That I Do.
Galen told me on the way to taking him to work that he loved me and then asked me if i truly loved him. If i dont' love someone then I am not going to do things for them or want to be around them. I would rather sit at home with him then go out and go drinking. he told him that sometimes i act certain ways that makes him think that i dont' love him. If anyone has any ideas to show him that i love him I would appreciate it very much

Asked Out
So..like today i was asked out (to be someone's girlfriend) and i kinda blew him off ;/ but gosh he is not really my type...well i just said ahh i have to think about it :( i didn't wanna hurt his feelings!! im just nice like that

Asked And Answered.
100 Truths! :] Body: 1. real name ¨ WILLIAM JOSEPH WALSH III 2. nickname ¨ BILLY BUICK, IRISH BILL, DUMB BASTARD!! 3. single or taken ¨ SINGLE. 4. zodiac sign ¨ CAPRICORN/AQUARIUS. 5. male or female ¨ DUDE. 6. elementary ¨ BLESSED SACREMENT, AND ORENDA. 8. cell phone ¨ CINGULAR. 9.eye color- BLUE, GREEN, GRAY. 10. hair color ¨ BLACK. 11. long or short ¨ HIGH AND TIGHT. 15. are you health freak ¨ HELLZ NO!! 16. braces ¨ NAH, LIKE MY MESSED UP GRILL. 17. do you have a crush on someone ¨ NAH, FINDING IT POINTLESS TO. 18. do you like yourself ¨HELL YEAH, I RULE!! 20. tattoos ¨ 6. 21. righty or lefty ¨ RIGHT. FIRSTS : 22. first surgery ¨ HERNIA WHEN I WAS BORN. 23. first piercing ¨ LEFT EAR. 24. first best friend ¨ ROBBIE DIGGS. 25. first award ¨ALL STATE CHOIR CHAMPIONSHIPS WHEN I WAS IN SECOND GRADE....SAY SOMETHING!! 26. first sport you joined ¨ LITTLE LEAGUE, OR HOCKEY.. 27. first pet ¨ DRAXS THE BEAGLE. 29. first concert ¨BILLY JOEL MADI

Asked Dr. Scott He Is No Dr Phill
So tell me, Janelle," asked Dr. Scott, "in your own words, what do you think the problem is!?!" Janelle, with her head down, looked furtively over at her husband, Kurt who was sitting silently in the chair next to hers! "Don't look at Kurt," the doctor admonished her, "he doesn't have the answer, we want to hear your side of the story, so come on now, speak up, that's what we're all here for!!!" "Uh, well," Janelle began slowly, "it's just that he doesn't ever listen to me, or take me seriously, I'm just there to make sure everything goes his way and make sure I don't rock the boat!!!" Up until now Kurt had been sitting quietly, but that was too much, so he interjected, "Now wait a minute, Jan, you know that's not true, I respect your opinion, and you know it!!!" "Hold it Mr. Dobson," the doctor rejoined, "you'll get your chance to give your side of it, but right now Janelle gets to speak without interruption!!!" "Well, okay," he growled, "but she's not telling you the

Asked To Be A Godfather
A few weeks ago, my best friends asked me to be a Godfather to their baby. It was the greatest feeling I have ever felt in my life. I have never been asked by anyone to be a Godfather. I am single, never been married, and have no children, and oh by the way will be 30 in February, being asked to be their babys' Godfather, has put a new meaning into my life, someone to be there for, and be counted on, and the feeling of being trusted with such a great honor, there are no words in the english language, that can describe the feelings I have right now.

Ask Eve
Ask Eve. Evolve. Take a chance, take a ticket, take a fast train to the coast. No guts, no glory. (CHANCE (n.) : a coin with two sides that one tosses into the air as many times as one wants. The odds remain the same.) It's risky breathing, let alone needing, trusting, reaching out. Life is the leap of faith, the bold declaration of HOPE.

Asked
You asked me what I thought of you and i replied i loved you, You asked me what i want of you I only said love you asked me if i trusted you my only word was YES YOU asked me if i honored you with all my heart and soul i said you asked me if you would make love to me i laughed and said which bed? you see i love you. more and more each day i try and tell you this in so many various ways there is no one way to love you, you mean so much to me... for when i give you this golden ring on our wedding day

Asked
I asked you, could you love me you told me for always. I asked you. Look into the eye of a dragon to see the untamed heart of a woman You told me you did. I asked if you could break the walls of that heart to accept the passion You told me you could. You tore down the walls, Only to bring them back .. stronger To show you love, you turn your back. To show you strength, you scoff and tell me it's weakness. Should you find the love of a true heart, Live for that love. Accept the passion for with passion comes the unbridled love of a woman who has yet to be touched.

Ask For Prayers
I Pray for manny people If you are going thru a bad time or you just wish to have me pray for you for anny Reason Leave me your name on a coment and when i pray with the Bible ill mention you to god :-) This is a way to get closer to him and Be Closer to all. Paulo

Ask For Pic First
Had a bad experience just a few minutes ago where a girl showed interest in me on a dating site and she didn't have a pic. I continued talking with her and then she sent me her pic. Needless to say she wasn't my type and then I made her feel bad by telling her the truth, I don't how many times I apologized, it didn't matter, b/c her feelings were hurt. I should have lied, but then that would have led her on. From now on I will ask for a pic first if they don't have one displayed. I know looks aren't everything, but there must be some type of physical attraction.

Askhole
Someone who asks many stupid, pointless, obnoxious questions. God! Jimmy is such an askhole. He won't stop asking me about my favorite [teletubby] and im about to smash him in the grill, kid. (hahahahahaha! i'm sure we all know one of these!)

Ask Her To Join You
Ask Her to Join You by BabyBrittney © (author's note; true story) I reclined against the back of my chair, my feet on the desk, legs spread wide. I was chatting suggestively with a friend, Conner, online, and I was dripping wet. I glanced over at my roommate, a major prude, who sat on the couch. I wished she would just get out, so I could touch myself. I ran a hand through my long, dark brown hair, and looked down over my body. My bare legs were long and thin, and my tan body was toned, but still curvy enough to be irresistibly sexy, even to myself. The sight of my own body made me ache to be touched, fondled, fucked... I vented my frustrations to my friend, who laughed, and instructed me to rub the inside of my thigh, for Carla, my roommate to see. I had on soft short shorts, and my hand against my bare thigh sent shivers up my spine. Conner instructed me to take off my shirt, and I did. I rubbed my round tits over my bra, and slid one hand down my flat stomach. My fin

Ask How To Be A Fubar's Booty Fugitive Lady
~The purpose behind the Fubar's Booty Fugitives~ This group/profile was developed because a friend and I felt that all women on Fubar should have an opportunity to become more popular than they already are. The benefits for my friend and I are: meeting new people and making new friends. ~~~~~~~Rules & Duties~~~~~~~ The only thing we ask in return is that if you see or know someone who might be interested, please approach her and give her the profile link which is: http://fubar.com/user/2279552, and have them send a private message saying they are interested If you decided to become a fugitive there are only three rules that we ask 1. We need a face picture so we can put it in the fugitive folder 2. We need a NSFW Ass picture so we can put it in the Booty Folder as you are aware this is the Fubar's Booty Fugitives, it doesn't have to be a nude picture but it does have to be revealing meaning no pants or anything but panties covering your ass, if curious what kind take a lo

Ask ... If You Dare.
Come to the edge of the glen In a cottage you'll find her there. Don't ask her where she's been She'll only look at you and stare. Walking a circle around you She'll look you up and down Many things she has in store for you But she doesn't make a sound. Her hair is as black as the raven Perched upon her chair Eyes the color of onyx You cannot help but stare Beautiful deep brown skin Kissed by the sun above An unexpected grin As she beckons you to come. She leads you to a den That was just recently built Bids you take a chair And says "Ask what thou wilt! " You feel somewhat startled And even a bit afraid. Beneath her breath she giggles Because you are in her domain. You want to know the future She turns the tarot cards Are you a winner or a loser She stares at you very hard "I do not wish to know! " You suddenly change your mind. I think I'd better go You turn and leave her behind. You came to me for insight And now you walk away The visions are not

Asking For A Raise
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labour. I work at great depth. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. I'm always on call. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Yours sincerely, P. Niss The Response: Dear P. Niss, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have Raised: The administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end o

Asking You All???
Can you all tell me where do I find those morph thingy that changes faces or something? As I am learning here and try new things that I always wanted to try and let me know where do I find those things and thanks!!!!! ;-)

Asking For Advice
To all the people that get depressed Category: Life I was haveing a great weekend just chilling with a friend that havent seen in forever....... Then she left to go home and for some reason I felt like my life came into focus. But in a bad way.I kept thinking on every thing in my life that I was not proud of and every thing that I was. My mind was raceing a mile a min and I dont know why. Nothing triggered it. I layed on the bed and just broke into tears. I havent cried like that in forever. now im even more depressed then before now that im home and i really dont know why........... I had a cool night and I got off work a tad bit early. Stephen hasnt been really bothering me that much lately to where Im going through masive fits of depression. then it got to me..... Im lonely.......... I have put myself out there to soon after the brake up and have learned that I lean on people to much....... You no who you are and im sorry for being so forward I should never be that way..........

Asking For What You Want
Asking For What You Want Co-creating With The Universe Most people don't always fully realize that we all have within us the ability to cocreate our lives with the universe. So many of us are taught to accept what we are given and not even to dream of anything more. But our hopes and dreams are the universe whispering to us, planting an idea of what's possible while directing us toward the best use of our gifts. The universe truly wants to give us our hearts' desires, but we need to be clear about what they are and ask for them. To ask for something does not mean to beg or plead from a place of lack or unworthiness. It's like placing an order-we don't need to beg the salesperson for what we want or prove to them that we deserve to have it. It is their job to give us what we ask for; we only have to tell them what we want. Once we have a clear vision of what we desire, we simply step into the silent realm where all possibilities exist and let our desires be known. Whatever method

Asking To Much From Me.
These days I haven't been feeling up to par.Every waking hour I'm in tons of Pain.It started last week.Terrible Kidney Pain.Help with my NA's Narcathon Sunday + Monday,my pain was so bad I missed mondays meeting,overslept.All day Teusday I spent it in the Emergency rm at the Hospital.They refused to give me Narcotic's cause I seem to be very Constipated. So in the meantime,as I writh in Pain.I'm taking what I can to blow out this Dam of shit,which seems to be a Slow ass process.An I'm broke till Jan.3,07.I seem to be a bit of a Miserable bastard lately. I don't mind rateing Pictures,Images,Naughties,etc.When I'm feeling ok.Now the Rest of the Household seems to have the Damn flu,which could be hitting me as well.Just because the on tap display is on. It doesn't mean I'm even near the computer.I realize always some contest to Rate friends,fans,familly,.My point I'm trying to say is I feel Like Shit.I certainly don't feel like Rateing nothing Either.Hopefully I didn't hurt anyones feeli

Asking For Thoughts And Positive Energy
Come monday the 8th I might not be on so much for a while. Im haven surgery.. A biospy on my breast. It should just be out patient surgery but Not know how much im gonna feel like being on. So Im just asking for all my friends and Cherry family to send me all your positive energy and prayers my way. I sure have had a really stressful month and half. So I will be back as soon as I can.... Thanks in advance ... much love Jen

As Kimi's Life Once Again Spirals Outta Control:
Ok let's take stock of wtf is going on in Kimi's world these days: started a little over a wk ago with bruno.. knew something was wrong. had an idea of what it was, and today when my gf becky from work offered to take him to the vet for me for eval.. it was confirmed, hydrocephallus.. water on the brain.. his wailing and crying was a pain response. he would never get better, he would never have a "normal head" he would never be able to see properly he would never have a normal life, and he would always be in pain.... so.. we did what needed to be done.. in the end phoenix made the decision, it was hard, real hard on her but she knew she had to do it, and the vet was really really nice, didnt charge us, and even put him in a little box for boo to bury.. this is the end to a sad little life, and hopefully a beginning to no pain in the next if ya believe such a thing.. so we move on, go to work, got the shit scared out of me.. fefe said that the administrator had called and for me to b

Asking For More Prayer...please Please Please
My son has been very sick this week...Wow it takes so long to get ready for something like this...Really trying on the nerves.... I wish I could say things look good but the truth is they dont,,,All I ask from you is a little prayer for my son and his family they can never get enough...

Asking For A Silly Favor
Hi, In a few days I will be asking for my very first true favor from all of you. I am going to try and email everyone about this, so please watch for a "BLOG" with the key number 1 in the subject line. I'm not going to let the cat out of the bag right now but this favor will need the support of you and our Family, Friends and Fans as well. Believe me when I say after you learn what I have planned we all will want to do this and see it take place.....LMAOBT Want to know more? Just wait and just remember I can cook up some wicked stuff between these ears of mine....hehehe Remember the key number 1 in the subject line! YOU HAVE NOT SEEN NOTHING YET! Oh Lord, it does feel so good to be so Bad! hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh

Askin My So Called Friends One Last Time
i understand where poeticangel is comming from BIG time, seems all u'r friends want you to do shit for them but when comes right down to it and ya need that help they ain't friggin there for you......well i am askin those of YOU who have NOT helped me to please help me out......click on pic and show a lil love please....to those of u who don't give a rats ass ya may as well delete from friends now., cause god knows i won't help u if u can't show the faves in return

Asking God Always
When I close my eyes I dream of you. Can't sleep at night 'cause I wanna be with you. Don't want to live, don't want to cry Without you by my side. When I go to sleep at night I ask God to make my days bright. I know he will do it - I know it is true. Because he knows I only want to be with you. I hear your voice inside my head. I can imagine us together again. I know it will happen - I know it is true; Because I asked God if I can be with you. I see you and I together again; Holding hands and feeling the pain. What a beautiful feeling - I wish it were true. But I am only dreaming - dreaming of you.

Asking Everone This
So why is it when a love one are some one you love tells u i will never leave u they leave like in a week are days? Ok then why do people ak like your friends and u do so much 4 them but when it comes down to u they don't do a dam thing why is that ? I have a better one why is it when u go out with someone they tell u the sweets things but when u break up they bad mouth the hell out of u . What happen to the sweet thigs??? Please feel free to comment

Asking Too Much?
Just once in a relationship I would like to know that the guy, who is supposed to be my guy is there for me when/ if I need him. I'd like to feel like something a little more than a toy that is on his shelf that he can take down and play with and then put back. The funny thing is...that I usually let it happen for longer than it should because I so want this time to be different or I think I can make it right or change it. I don't think that I'm a bad person...and I want to be loved. I mean I know I'm loved but you know what I mean. The kind of love that my parents have. The kind of love that lets me be ME and not have to change for someone. I'm ready for that kind of love. I'm sick of the kind where I'm the one giving everything and getting nothing. I'm tired of feeling like I did something wrong or that i have to compete to get his attention. Maybe it's time for me to realize that I'm not meant for a relationship. Maybe..just maybe I"m meant to be single. A fact that sucks but it may

Asking Out A Coworker?
I haven't posted much in here lately, although I'm sure I could come up with some things to write about I just haven't had a lot of time. Anyway, on to the point... In the course of working and being around certain coworkers over the past 8 or so months, I've found myself attracted to one in particular and I don't know if I should pursue it or just let it go. First of all, she's probably out of my league. From what I can tell, she's from a family that has at least some money. I could be wrong, either way it's not the big issue with me except that I come from a family that has done all it can just to get by. I'm not knocking my family by any means, I'm thankful for them and grateful to have my family but I feel almost like the bus boy of a fancy restaurant that's infatuated with a customer...it's just something that wouldn't work. I think we have a couple of things in common or I wouldn't even be considering this at all. I just think I'm reaching out a bit far, but she's nothing l

Asking And Telling....you Do Have An Opinion.
Good Morning. It’s Friday and I was going to do my rendition of Valentines Day and what the day was about and why we seem to honor those that in this day and age might not normally be honored. But, here is my thought process. I will save that for Monday because Valentine’s Day will only be a few days away if I do that and not these three added days yet before the weekend. Today I want to mention the difference between asking and telling. Here is one big difference…one is a kinder more gentle approach and the other is more of a demand approach. Oh first off sad note about Anna Nicole Smith. I wonder if there is a higher mortality rate among X playmates or people who lose a lot of weight and can’t handle the transformation…Neither am I suggesting are any form of her death but thinking beauty sometimes begets death and so does lack of correct body weight and handling ones nourishments. Ok once again it’s a sad day in the fandom of Anna Nicole. On with the true difference of asking or tell

Asking Please!!!
I would love for you to bomb this pic to help me so I can get a blast!! If you do I will thank you in my blast!! And maybe you can get frieds from it too! HELP ME!!! I need a blast...OMG I am beggin LOL

Asking For The Help From All My Friends
This is just a note asking all my friends/family & Fans to please come Comment bomb and Rate my pic in the SExiest Cherry Contest Id love to win just ONE Contest ... But I cant do it without your Help ... Please click on the picture below and Comment bomb and rate .. Comment bombing is what Helps me win Just comment comment comment Please and I will return the Cherry Love ........... Click on this pic below iut will take you there

Asking For Help
Hey guys come and help me out by comment bombing my pic. I will help you out in return any time you need it. I cant comment myself so I'm calling on everyone thati have helped in the past to go leave a few for me.

Asking Canada, Help Me Find Jayne
May 24th, 2007 Thursday Back in 2001 I became good friends with Jayne online. We helped each other through some really tough times and shared some great laughs. We were both married at the time but my marriage was a trainwreck waiting to happen.As time went on we drifted apart. Mostly because I finally went through a divorce and was offline for a few months. Maybe she thought I didn't care anymore. Anyway I had lost most info I had on my pc during the divorce but recently found a cd with some pics and stuff. Browsing through it I suddenly saw Jayne again. I have wondered often how she is and all but had no way to locate her. I've given up hope but figured why not ask my CherryTAP friends for help. If you know her or how to reach her let me know So here is Jayne... She's in Canada...Alberta if memory serves me right. Thanks for any help you can give, IceWizard1021

Asking
Asking for Punishment Sir – I have NOT submitted to your authority as I should; may I please be punished? Sir – may I please be lectured for the behavior that earned this punishment? Sir – may I please receive a painful spanking? Sir – May I please be spanked until you feel that I have learned a lesson? I’m sorry Sir for misbehaving and earning this punishment. Thank you for caring enough to punish me and please forgive me.

Asking
well i would like to know what u all think should i cut of all of my hair and dye it sume funky colour yeah i know this sounds crazy but guse what i am as crazy as u can get atm lol let me know what u think hehehe

Asking Me About My Birthday
here is a part of the last blog i wrote... if you are asking me to go here or there with you on my birthday 1. no if its because it benifits you such as come to this big party im havin on ur b day .... why? cuz my bitch is out of town and i though we could hook up......... come to a/c with me .....why? cause you can hang around and look hot while i play the tables....... come to a/c with me.. why? so you can play on my card and get me comps........ not one person has sat down, thought about what it is i like an or need and or want to do..... let alone asked me what would you like to do for ur b day........ not one person and the most hurt full of all offers was just recntly....... i dont even want to go into detail about it cause i cried for hours after it was said to me. i just want a nice relaxing day aawya from every one except 1-3 people i want to have fun, relax, feel good, i dont want to see my family they just hurt my feelings, i dont have any friends other

Asking God A Favor...
Definition of a Million A man was praying to God. He said, "God!?" God responded, "Yes?" And the guy said, "Can I ask a question?" "Go right ahead," God said. "God, what is a million years to you?" God said, "a million years to me is only a second." "Hmmm," the man wondered. Then he asked, "God, what is a million dollars worth to you?" God said, "a million dollars to me is as a penny." So the man said, "God. Can I have a penny?" And God cheerfully said, "Sure!!.....just a second."

Asking Nicely
My best friend really needs some help, she is the greatest person and a friend to all. She is always there to help everyone that she can and now its her turn. She really needs lots of love and support to reach her goal. I would like to ask anyone and everyone to please go and leave a few comments as many as you can and if you cant comment please at least go rate her. There is a Happy Hour up for grabs here and the person in second is close behind and always is back ahead of her in the morning so please take just a little bit of time and go help her out. She is the most wonderful friend and I love her dearly. To be able to vote the hosts rules state you must rate, fan and add him and let me tell you all she is damn sure worth all of it and he will rate and fan you in return. Here is his link and her link is at the bottom. Thank you all so very much and I know she will really appreciate anyone who is willing to help out. »†HøĦå§«@ fubar

Asking All Friends
I know that this should probably be posted in a mumm but I don't care what people who aren't on my friend's list think...so, therefore, I am posting blog. A member of my friend's list told me that I have too many mobile pic head shots in my photos which is why he/she won't vote on them. Give me your honest opinion...do I need to slow down on the pics for a while... No feelings will be hurt... Luv u all... .:*de*:.

Asking !
Sating Here wishing I had someone to call Mine Watching everyone one walking by hand In hand Yet Here I sat All Alone closing my eyes and dreaming Of the day when he walking to my Live and knowing with just a smile that he is the ONE opening My eyes and whispering to God WHAT AM I DOING SO WRONG ??? WHY Am I paying this price?? wrtten by Norma C brooks

Asking For Forgivness
Lord, remember when I rebelled and didn't do Your will, And convinced myself it was no big deal? Before, I wouldn't have been hard to convince. I wasn't totally on Your side; I was straddling the fence. Now, I'm trying to recognize What's good and perfect before Your eyes. And sometimes that's a sacrifice,But I know you paid a greater price. You Word says, "Commit to the Lord whatever youdo, And your plans will succeed," and I know that's true. So, Lord, I ask forgiveness for not following Your directions. Please forgive my disobedience and my willful rejections. Help me as I continue to search for You, Knowing You are "near to all who call on You in truth." Thank You for forgiving my sin, Restoring fellowship, and for peace within. Please help me to see with enlightened eyes, "To run the race," and win the prize.

Asking Again
ok im asking this because im wondering what to do. ok i have this bitch harassing my family and friends. anyway my mother-in-law is a VET she says she look her up and said no. well i found out last night that my motherinlaw i dont know how to put this but lets just say. that person would not know how to look her up anyway. well im asking what to do just put her on iggy or put her in her place?

Asking Moms About Potty Training
i know alot of you on here are moms. im a frist time mom with a 19 month old son. i have to ask this what did you do for potty training your kids. cause its really hard i did not think this was going to be hard it is. he just wants to stand up like his dad. i know lol thats a big boy thing lol

Asking Something
This is a test blog for you folks. I am using Font Deadly Breakfast. If you see anything else except what you see above in the border, PLEASE let Me Know. The reason I ask is it will give me input on something I am trying to work on. Just leave a comment that will be just fine. Thank You for your time and hope to hear from you.

Asking Again
help me get my first happy hour needs picture comments please add fan and rate the host profile *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#26*GODFATHER* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar thank you all , will return any and all help ill give out big pimping gifts to every 300 comments given please email me when you have done so ill give your gift thanks ,Evonne

Asking A Guy Out - For The Ladies
I thought this was interesting. I've never had enough balls to ask a guy out... i guess thats because i dont have balls! LOL I'd love to be able to do it... it would definitely cut the waiting time in half. But i'll probably still wait around for him to either make up his mind or to make plans. Meh.. anyway... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How to Ask a Guy Out Asking a man out is no easy feat. It's up there along with one of Hercules' ten tasks, even including the one where he has to tame Cerberus, the hound of hell. This is because to do something this bold, one must have self-confidence in oodles…and confidence is as they say, rare as diamonds. One thing that's important is to keep in mind that you must have realistic expectations. That means that when you set your sights on someone, don't aim for the impossible. Movie stars, musicians, sports celebrities - these are people that are nearly as out of reach as the planets in our galaxy.

Asking God
When I asked God for strength... He gave me some difficult situations to face... When I asked God for brain and brawn... He gave me some puzzles in life to solve... When I asked God for happinee... He showed me some unhappy people... When I asked God for wealth... He showed me how to work hard... When I asked God for a favor... He gave me soem opportunities to work upon... When I asked God for peace.. He showed me how to help others... God gave me nothing I wanted... He gave me all I needed.

Asking For All My Friends And Fans Help
I am in a contest that started at midnight and ends the 15th...so I need as main rates and comments as I can get in order to win....so please please take the time out to rate my picture and it would be even better if u left a comment.....need 10,000 comments by the 15th http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=615538&i=2856528627# Thank You! KISS KISS

Asking Foryour Thoughts
I'm not usually one to ask for help in anythng. I usually just take things in stride. Yet lately life has thrown me way too many curve balls. The most recent is that ive been seeing a doctor for some issues that i have been having. after two to three weeks of exhaustive tests. round about answers and basically alot of friggin stress. i get news to day that the doctors have found something they they say needs further consideration. ( WHAT THE F IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)Now im usually not one that prays, not that im not religious, but ive always thought that we solve our own problems. never asked anyone to pray for me..... But i am asking now. This has gotten me more scared than ive been in a while. Just the not knowing is nerve wracking. dont know if ican deal with taking more tests. Feel like drinking myself into oblivion..... so im asking now. can you, in the kindness of our heatrs, find a second or two to just pray for me and sned some kind thoughts my way. Thank

Asking For Help...
You know , I don't say too much on here but, when i see people asking for help to level up when they need 250,000 + to go. I don't understand it. Shit like that is just stupid to me. Maybe I am wrong, If I am . Oh well.

Asking 4 A Favor
hi there i am asking for a favor i am in a contest and i need help i need 15k for a 7 day blast or vip this is my first contest and i am not good at asking for help ... i am not demanding like a few ppl thought i am asking for the help ... here is the pic or link u can go to if u can find it in your heart to help me ... i will return the favor ....thanks michelle

Asking Women Out ...... Sort Of
lapses in judgement..... Current mood: awake sometimes tunnel vision can be more of a problem than what you think. id like to give a shout out to all of the crazy fucked up chicks.yay for the interesting life i have had so far.cheers......... heres to you for teaching me some needed but extremely shitty lessons. so over a period of time through school it was trying for good girls and that was not for me at all.good girls hate me normally and after checking my attitude and way of life i can understand fully why they did.the unlucky ones that hit it off with me were looking for something more exciting and maybe a little darker.i can think of a few that hit a wall after hanging with me for too long.they had a choice so i dont feel guilty at all anymore.thank you good girls for showing me that even church cant always save you when the influence of the supposed guy next door gets in you.uh huh......thanks. thank you freaks for loving that i was a good boy to you.the freaky typ

Asking For Help
i am less then 1200 comments away from getting my vip and not one person other then my husband, mel, my sister, her friend, southern discomfort have come to help me..If i missed anyone please let me bc I want people to know who my real firends are.. I have rated for people when they have come to me and asked to me lend a hand to help them reach thier goals. So as far as i am concerned that from now on if the help is not returned i am done rating people when they ask for help.. I have posted several bulletins as well as my friend blueyesmel and not gotten any reponse from anyone hardly.. So thank you to all who have helped me I am very greatful and if you ever need my help let me know. So if you are interested in helping me please click on the photo below or go to cherrybombs page to the 1 month vip with 7 people and comment bomb my pic

Asking For Stuff
You know i hate when people ask me for stuff. I really do. But its ok to hate me back cause HINT HINT Me wants one damnit.... God, i have sunk lower than i ever have before. No i havent.... Wait till Happy Hour before giving me my plane. There, thats the lowest. Hehe Hate me? I do. :P

Asking For Help Please
HI, I need picture rates and comments if you could spare a few minutes. I am up against a bomber family, and every time my friends get me close, we end up falling way behind again....if you would like fu bucks to bomb, i will gladly pay you, just let me know what you want by e-mail and for how many comments......thank you to everyone that has been helping me.....Just click on the picture if you can help...thanks Needs over 2500 points to win fubucks. Most points wins a 7 days blast/1 months VIP as well. Most rates (over 200) wins 3 day blast/bling pack. Well your there don't forget to show the hostess some fu love.... MishNumber1 ¢¾ FubarWorldCruise & WISEUKF Owner ~ SUP ClubFAR ShadowLevelers UKFamily & SBG@ fubar

Asking For Help!
Im less then 300,000 from leveling to disciple...I spend hours in a day helping friends level...I buy blasts...VIPS...Tickers and blings for ppl to help them level...Never do i ask for help from my friends but now im asking...lets make this happen please! ♥~K€®®ý~♥~§lu†$ Wîƒ€ý~ØWÑÊR øƒ Çlub Fåñ†å$îå~@ fubar

Asking Too Much
Am I asking too much? To want to kiss your lips or even, Grab your hips as we come close to speak. Speak of the passion that is building inside of us. Souring like that kite that glides on the wind that blows, You know threw the air that flows. Can you feel the blood rush thru your body as we touch. Through those parts that blush and swell in a clutch. Let me whisper something in your ear, I’m not asking too much, just being sincere. By Sterling P. Carroll

Asking For Prayers
my 21 year old daughter and my ex wife that I was married to for 14 years lives in New Orleans. I am asking all who is reading this to please say a special prayer for them and let's hope that they are ok. I am worried about them so we are asking for their safety. thank you, Rev. Darrel

Asking For Alot I Mean Alot
I love those people who say i never ask this but can someone buy me a fairy....wtf ever i m here to say that i would ask everyday for a blast if i thought i would get one but afraid it would look like i'm begging...... ok so i m not beneth begging hell shameless fuck yes. Someone buy me a blast why? you ask? i say why not? think of me as your advertisement person. i mean i mention you in the shameless blast you bought me thanking you and threatning them to come to your profile cause that's just the right thing to do...... i mean this could be a win win situation . Well just keep an open mind and be selfish use me to promote you ...don't make any rash decisions, ok take your time and when the answer is i will do it for her then keep that thought yours truly blast her ass

Asking Too Much?
this one is a smidge more personal, but i get sort of fed up with some things. it's also a smidge pervy, but what more can you expect from me? I'm a pretty busy girl. I work full time at a pharmacy. I commute 45 miles to get there which doesn't include the extra miles it takes to get my kid to daycare. Basically, I'm gone from home from 8 each morning until almost 8 each night, 4 days a week. I also atend school full time working on my degree in forensic psychology...not to mention, I have a child, pets, a house and yard, plus I write and work with death row offenders. Busy schedule. With all that, plus my recent divorce, I really don't have the time or room or desire for a serious relationship. I like doing my own thing and not having anyone bitch at me about what I'm doing or whining that i'm not spending enough time with them or fussing because i don't sleep enough. I'm grown...let me handle my own. What i would really like most...what i asked santa for even...is someone w

Asking About Your Waist Size Or Your Breast Size
Why is it that some men (I'm not saying all) have to ask about either your waist size, breast size, or if you have masterbated (gotten off today)? I mean for real, why? It's none of your business. I'm not with you. I have a husband and he is the only one that gets to know those wonderful details of my life. It is between him and I. If you don't look at my profile, which by the way reads that I am married then please don't talk to me about that stupid crap. I don't need any more drama than the drama I already have on my plate. Thanks!

Asking For Help
For my parents Asking for help "Mommya, Daddya, Bye bye I go work now." I used to be that sweet little girl, but then I changed somehow. I've become a disappointment, I guess mostly to myself. I've been in denial, But now I'm asking for your help. I've made some really bad choices, I went down the wrong road. I've gotten myself into a mess And i need your help to bare this load. I thought I didn't need you, I pushed your love away. Now I'm ready to start over, Let's just take it day by day. I need to regain your trust, I know it won't happen over night. Just please say you'll support me As I try to learn to make it right. I love and I respect you. I hope you know that's true. That's why I'm asking for your help, Even though it's the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

Asking For 1 Rate Please?
THIS IS WHAT'S CALLED A "DOWNRATING" CONTEST. SO, I AM ASKING YOU PLEASE RATE MY FRIEND A "1" AND IF YOU DON'T MIND THE OTHER CONTESTANTS A 10 OR EVEN 11. :o THANK YOU SO MUCH!! STILL CANNOT GET A LINK INTO THE BLOG, SO I WILL PUT THE PIC LINK IN THE COMMENT AREA. PS IF YOU KNOW HOW TO DO IT WITH THE NEW BLOG FORMAT, GIVE A GIRL A CLUE? LOL

Asking Again.spotlight.
I have been craving that spotlight since I started on fu.I would loooove so much if I could get it.I can only get it on wednesday's since I am above level 25. Please! Please! If you can spare any fubucks I will be more then appreciative.Anyone who donates over 1 million will recieve one safe for work salute from me.Can I do this? I believe that with the awesome friends I have I'll be able to get spotlight.Help a girl out? If not I will have to cut off all your heads.=) J/k J/k. P.s.Brokeass thank you for being the only one to donate so far.1 million that was kind of you.Salute coming soon for you.

Asking For Prayers
My father "Bill Thomas" fell Sunday and broke his right hip. The doctor said it is a pretty bad break and he needs surgery as soon as possible. He'll turn 90 on the 30th of September. And to make things worse, he's in Arizona and his children are in North Carolina. He is a WWII – Europe vet and a Bronze Star recipient. Please say many prayers for him. Thanks in advance.

Asking For What You Want
Cocreating with the UniverseMost people don’t always fully realize that we all have within us the ability to cocreate our lives with the universe. So many of us are taught to accept what we are given and not even to dream of anything more. But our hopes and dreams are the universe whispering to us, planting an idea of what’s possible while directing us toward the best use of our gifts. The universe truly wants to give us our hearts’ desires, but we need to be clear about what they are and ask for them.To ask for something does not mean to beg or plead from a place of lack or unworthiness. It’s like placing an order—we don’t need to beg the salesperson for what we want or prove to them that we deserve to have it. It is their job to give us what we ask for; we only have to tell them what we want. Once we have a clear vision of what we desire, we simply step into the silent realm where all possibilities exist and let our desires be known. Whatever metho

Asking Again Lol
Well I made Oracle on July 2nd.I can't believe I'm alreadly this close to Angel! Only 8.8 more million.The only problem is I didn't find out until the other day I need 25 referrals to level.I only have 4 lol.If anyone can help with referrals please pm me with what you want..because everyone wants something here lol.I need help and if anyone can help I will be very grateful.Thanks to everyone who has helped me be so successful the last 5 1/2 months I've been on fu.I love it here most of the time and it's fun.Love my fu family... P.s....Still taking donations for the spotlight fun any help given at all will be appreciated.

Asking For Love
~~~MIKEY~~~©® Stop By This Awesome Friend Above & Show Him Love. He Gives All Love Back. So Go Tell Him Hello . Thank You So Much ~~~MIKEY~~~ WOW WHAT A GREAT FRIEND . MY NUMBER 1 FAMILY IS GIVING ME All His Points For 12 Hrs 2 Help Me 2 Oracle

Askin For Your Luv & Help My Friends
! Asking all family & friends to stop by to help out. deb aka~sinfully delicious has been gone healing after deb's surgery and one more to go and we fell off the fu map. to let deb heal and she would do anything for any of you & those who know her which is alot of you know that she has a heart of gold now she needs your help fu, paying 40k for 250 pic rates or a bomb.send mail when done. mad luv to all friends & family !!!!! SrDarkKnight ~Sinfully DelicIous~Blondie~Dangerous Curves ♥~ (repost of original by '§r Dark Knïght ~ Owned By Real Wife ~ SinfullyDelicious Blondie Dangerous Curves' on '2009-08-20 16:04:51') (repost of original by 'THE ONE AND ONLY HITMAN6' on '2009-08-21 18:51:32')

Asking 4 Everyone's Help!! A True Contest!!
Can you Please send me a vote for a smile contest.. Only some of you know this but, one reason I done :D in my pictures anymore is due to a lot of dental issues I've been having as well as heart issues. I finally decided to put my insecurities aside and hope for the best for this contest. I will appreciate more than anything all the votes you can send me!! Thanks.. PK aka Smurfette!! http://www.1800dentist.com/my-smile-bites/christina-g-collinsville-il-dentist-fall09

Asking For Help.
Ok, this is a little tough to write about. I really don't want to get slamed for this, but I want to do something to make sex better for my girlfriend. I normally last about 5-10 minutes, i've lasted 15+ a few times, but that is not normal. I would say she reaches an orgasm during intercourse about 90% of the time, the other 10% I definitely help her finish, but I always feel like I've let her down. I already do some mild keegal exercises, breathing exercises, and I try to masturbate before we have sex so I'm not "ready to explode", but I still need help lasting longer. I'd love to be able to go 10-15 minutes reliably, and even longer on occasion. I'm asking for tips and advice. If you have nothing to contribute in a positive manner, please take your negativity elsewhere.

Asking For Stuff In Status (all Friends Read )
sO YER AS YOU KNOW IM MAD ANNOYING LATELY IN MY STATUS WITH WANTING TO BUY BOMBS AND HH AND 11'A AND ASKING PEOPLE TO RATE ALL PICS ETC ETC ALOT OF PEOPLE DO IT HERE ...BUT I JUST WANNA LET U ALL KNOW IM VERY THANKFUL FOR THOSE THAT HELP AS WELL AS THOSE THATPUT UP WITH MY ANNOYING ASS LOLI ANNOY MYSELF SOMETIMES HAHAIM JUST TRYNG TO GET TO ORACLE SO I CAN PIMP MY FRIENDS AND PEOPLE WHO HELP ME ETC ...28 IS MY GOAL SO I WONT E ASKING FOR HELP NEARLY AS MUCH AFTER I HIT 28 ..AND IM ALMOST THERE SO YER THANX FOR EVERY THING I LUB YA ALL ... THNX FOR LUVING MY ANNOYING ASS HAHA :) btw when i ask to buy bling packs that is not for my own use its to gift others and when i hit 28 i wont be "Selling" my pimps ethier ... its more of a thankyou for people helped me and helping friends etc etc ... the reson i wanna hit 28 so bad is not selfish ...

Asking And What You Really Get..
....doesn't feel as though I really ask that much out of life and my relationships.. and get far less than that.. Perhaps that's why everyone else seems to ask for much more~ because they have realized this trend, and want to get just as much out of everything they can (satisfaction, love, happiness, etc, etc.) and they know they won't get it all....

Asking Too Much
What some people would do to wreck themselves to ever having a relationship or to get laid. And that's hardly an easy thing to do especially for women on the getting laid part. But what is the point in being with someone who wants to stay lonely and miserable. It's worse than being a fool at heart. Like this woman with her insane demands to win a cruise trip with her.... and with her parents. The horror.http://www.drunkenstepfather.com/index.php/2010/12/06/the-worst-internet-auction-ever-of-the-day

Asking, Pleading, Begging...lol
PLEASE HELP ME HELP MAKE MY KID FAMOUS!After 8 years and many successful shows and battle wins, My sons band, Scarecrow Hill is now in an on-line battle fora $25,000.00 recording deal and US tour. Unfortunately, we are 10 days BEHIND all the other bands (due to some computer problems we didn't get the e-mail until 2 days ago)SO, I am asking EVERYONE I know, personally, for help with this.the battle ends in March.you can vote once every hour, every day so I'm asking all my friends to vote as often as possible. every vote helps!They have climbed from the 17th spot to the 4th in just under 3 days but we NEED to get them and keep them in the # 2 spot until March!the link for the site is http://www.gorillamusic.com/25000-record-deal-contest-voting/?c=101&w=t&n=20 PLEASE, VOTE FOR SCARECROW HILL!!! ITS A SHOT AT A RECORD DEAL! & US City Tour Contest Voting | Gorilla Music www.gorillamusic.com PLEASE, help if you can!ask friends!ask neighbors! get the kids in on it!lolThanx! I'm N

Asking For Men's Respect Of My Wishes And Relationship
I am asking all men and women to please respect that I have met someone that I am very interested in getting to know a lot more, and seeing where it goes. I will be friends with you, however, I will not flirt nor will I talk sex with you. If you come to me with any kind of sex chat. I will simply delete you without a second thought. I will not say who it is for he know who he is but I will say this. Even though I may not be considered his girlfriend, his baby or anything of that nature yet, to me, I am taken, and not interested in anyone else. I found who I am looking for so please respect my wishes, and respect whatever our relationship may be. Thank you. LeAnn

Asking Forr The Three Years
NEW YORK -- Carmelo Anthony leaped into the second row trying to save a ball hed batted away, the signature play in another sturdy defensive effort. Aaron Rodgers Camo Jersey . On the other end, extra passes led to more wide-open shots and the Knicks made it look as easy as they did two nights earlier against the defending NBA champions. Add it up, and New York is perfect after two games for the first time in 13 years. Anthony scored 27 points, JR Smith had 20 and the Knicks beat the Philadelphia 76ers 100-84 on Sunday in the opener of home-and-home series. "I think at the end of the day, we know what type of guys we have on this team, we know whats at stake and we want to win," Anthony said. "Thats the only thing thats on our minds." Jason Kidd had 12 points and six assists, and Raymond Felton added 11 points for the Knicks (2-0), who followed their 19 3-pointers in a season-opening victory over Miami by making 11 Sunday. They have won their two games by a combined 36 points and are 2

Asking For Help
I've been doing some thinking. Ive been on Fubar for a couple years now and I've seen a lot. The one thing that pisses me off more than anything is people asking for help who wouldn't help you if their lives depended on it. I actually had people in my family who never rated or even said hi for over a year. But then I won a God Mode in the fu lottery. I let it sit there untouched for over a week. Still no comments from these so called family members. So before I ran God Mode I went through and deleted people from my family who never made an effort to help with even one point while I was trying to level. Then I ran my GM. Would you believe that these very same people came out of the woodwork to ask me to add them back to my family?? Ummmm.... NO. Then while I'm running GM or BOMB people are asking for help. And I do. Thats just me. But have you noticed that you can ask for help and people don't even acknowledge you??? One of my friends is always asking for help. If I can help her I wil

Ask Jeeves
My 50-something friend Nancy and I decided to introduce her mother to the magic of the Internet. Our first move was to access the popular "Ask Jeeves" site, and we told her it could answer any question she had. Nancy's mother was very skeptical until Nancy said, "It's true, Mom. Think of something to ask it." As I sat with fingers poised over the keyboard, Nancy's mother thought a minute, then responded, "How is Aunt Helen feeling?"

Ask Me Out Game
ask out game Body: The Ask out game. Repost this to see who wants to ask u out. Even if you are single or not. GUY OR GIRL...Most of us go both ways.. :) Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I want to go out with you... I'm serious" and it has to be true. Repost this in 90 sec or u will be alone forever, you will be surprised 2 see who replies 2 you!! POST THiS SAYING "ask out game"Ask out game

Ask Me Any 5 Questions.... (repost)
You get to ask me 5 Questions (TO MY INBOX)...any 5 questions, no matter how crazy it is,and I promise to answer it...the catch is...you have to repost this and see what people ask you....so go for it... press reply Repost as 5 questions..... unless you are scared 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. (repost of original by '©Thåt NØ®thÊ®? Gi®l™' on '2006-11-01 15:43:24') (repost of original by 'FAT SONNY~' on '2006-11-01 15:45:02') (repost of original by 'Cricket ~ Wiccan Family' on '2006-11-01 15:52:51') (repost of original by 'dizzy' on '2006-11-01 23:03:49') (repost of original by 'I*D*G*A*F' on '2006-11-01 23:51:44') (repost of original by '~Pain Is My Passion~' on '2006-11-02 02:31:29') (repost of original by 'Diva & Daddy' on '2006-11-02 03:56:15') (repost of original by 'MORBID PRINCESS' on '2006-11-02 04:34:10')

Ask Me Now
By Moriath - With permission It’s funny the things we choose to remember... the sound of fat raindrops as they crash themselves into the window... the “phwap phwap” of the curtain as it moves in the breeze...the almost sterile smell of the hotel room... all of these things I remember as if it were yesterday. And somedays, I wonder if it were but a dream. Alone in a strange city, in a hotel far from the airport, I had time to think... to allow my mind to wander endlessly, and yet it kept coming back to one, solitary thought...you.. I wanted you. You’d dropped me off back at the hotel after our dinner. I hadnt wanted the evening to end... and not because I was attracted to you, but because you stimulated my mind as well. Our topics of conversation would have bored most, I’m sure, but each word that slipped from your mouth was an aphrodisiac to my mind and soon I was aching for more. We sat in your car for an hour just talking, not noticing the time...or at least one of us wasn’t

Ask Me Anything
OK ALL - here's a game for you. You can ask me ANY five questions in a private message. IF you repost this on the bulletin board or in your comments, then I will answer all five questions, no matter WHAT they are! :) So, go ahead, ask away! 1- 2- 3- 4- 5-

Ask Me Out Already I Like U
post this saying "Ask Me Out Already i like u" Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" (DON'T BE EMBARASED) Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if taken, if not u will have bad relationships for ten years (repost of original by 'Îññø¢êñtKå¥' on '2006-11-19 21:31:18') (repost of original by 'Dubbs' on '2006-11-19 21:41:30') (repost of original by 'If You Only Knew.....' on '2006-11-19 21:49:45') (repost of original by 'The Heretic' on '2006-11-19 22:02:57') (repost of original by 'The Girl of Your Dreams Awaits...' on '2006-11-19 22:11:30')

Ask Me Anything (or Damn Near Anything)
Hey Guys and Gals!!!!I am starting a new thing called "Ask the Portly Irishman Anything (or Damn Close to it)" and I will do the best that I can to answer you questions and I guarantee that if I do answer your questions I will shoot straight with you on the answer. So here is your chance to take your best shot and give me your best (or your worst) and this crazy whacked out bastard will do his best to answer it. Got problems at work? Fire the question at me. Problems with your significant other? Fire the question at me.Problems with your kids? Fire the question at me. Trouble with your dog/cat/other pet? Fire it at me. Need a recipe? Fire it at me. Computer problem? Fire it at me. My preferences for a date? Take your best shot. Why I write all of this shit? Go ahead and ask this nutty bastard.Neal

Ask Me...i Dare You
YOU CAN ASK ME FIVE QUESTIONS:: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential - send to my inbox __________________________________________________

Ask Me Six Questions
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, naughty or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential __________________________________________________ [[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]]

Ask Me Out
Ask ME OUt post this saying "Ask Me Out" Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if your taken.

Ask Me Out
Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if your taken.

Ask Me Out!
Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if your taken.

Ask Me Out
repost) date: 2007-01-07 07:08:42 Ask ME OUt post this saying "Ask Me Out" Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if your taken. (repost of original by 'Demented_Angel' on '2007-01-06 23:48:46') (repost of original by 'Brittiny' on '2007-01-07 00:56:57') (repost of original by 'COUGARMOON OF THE CHEROKEE TRIBE AND HUSBAND OF TORI I LOVE YOU BABY' on '2007-01-07 01:06:15') Reply To Poster | Repost Bulletin! Leave a comment on this bulletin!

Ask Me
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential

Ask Me
ask me So here's the deal, you get to ask me THREE questions no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just plain random they are. And I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (that's the truth part). Now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you

Ask Me Anything
YOU CAN ASK ME TEN QUESTIONS:: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. No matter how random, revealing, rude, naughty or pointlessI promise to answer them 100% truthfullyAsk me here or in an email to my inbox..= )~Repost this to see what others ask you!

Ask Me One Dirty ?
1 Dirty Question You get to ask me 1 Dirty Question (TO MY INBOX)...any question, no matter how crazy it is, and I promise to answer it truthfully... the catch is... repost this as 1 Dirty Question and see what people ask you................................. fun fun

Ask Me 6 Questions
You Can Ask Me 6 Questions: Ask Me 6 Questions 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. _____________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, sexual, rude, or pointless _____________________________________ I'll try to answer them 100% truthfully ______________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential- send to my inbox ________________________________________

Ask Me.
Two Truths & a Lie? Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie.

Ask Me!
5 questions is all u get... You get to ask me 5 NAUGHTY questions! I'll answer 100% truthfully! BE CREATIVE! "What's your fantasy?" is getting annoying! COME ON GIRLS IF YOU VIEW YOU HAVE TO AT LEAST ASK ME ONE!! SEND TO MY EMAIL!!!

Ask Me No Questions
Ask me no questions For I can’t explain Feelings are feelings No answer can be given My emotions own me My thoughts and words Control by my emotions Nothing will make sense Just how I feel Without explanation But my emotions Displays themselves oddly Almost like a brush off When comforting is needed Ask me no more questions For there is no answer

Ask Me Out
ASK ME OUT Body: post this saying "Ask Me Out" Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if your taken

Ask Me Anything
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential __________________________________________________ [[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]] as "6 questions?" __________________________________________________ IF YOU DON'T THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

Ask Me Out!
post this saying ASK ME OUT whether ur single or not. whoever wants 2 go out with u will messege u saying "i would go out with you" repost this in 90 sec u will b surprised who replys 2 u. ps.must do even if ur taken hrmm will be interesting to see if I get a response!

Ask Me
I'm sure most or some of you would like to ask 3 questions..Go ahead ask anything no matter what the subject..I will answer them..G Rated or Triple XXX I dont care fore away..and hopefully you'll answer any 3 I have. Lets see who responds

Ask Me Is A Stupid Retard, Too!
The retard tries to hit on me in his shoutbox and when I compliment him on his man titties, he insults me! How dare he! I'm the sexiest biatch in the world! He's just jealous! Here's what the retard wrote to me in my shoutbox!: Ask me: from the size of you, you really shouldint be the one to judge, other than a chili tasting contest Ask me: that a no cause I do find you attractive and I got 11.8 inches that says its a fact that you are attractive Ask me: wanna play with me sexy? P.S. I don't eat chilli, mostly cake. GIMME CAKE GIMME CAKE!

Ask Me
ok, here's the deal, you get to ask me six question, as naughty and daring as you can think up. Send to me, and I'll answer them trutfully. Repost this, and you'll be surprised about what people want to know about you... 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6.

Ask Me
ok, here's the deal, you get to ask me six questions, as naughty and daring as you can think up. Send to me, and I'll answer them truthfully. Repost this, and you'll be surprised about what people want to know about you... 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6.

Ask Me Something? But Answer Me In Return
profileslinger.com This is your chance to ask me most anything. I will probably answer. You can ask it here,or in a message. I just ask that you tell me something about you as I am a curious person. Thanks~ profileslinger.com profileslinger.com

Ask Me Anything
This was fun when we did this in a yahoo group I had awhile back so lets see if you guys will want to do it too. You can ask me any question you wish by sending me an email to askthemilf@yahoo.com Ask me any question you want... sex advice, personal questions, etc. Some of the better questions will be copied and posted here in the blog area under a new heading so that others perhaps having the same question will see the answer. Don't worry... your name will not be shown so you will be completely anonymous. Who wants to be the first to ask me a question? Send your question to " askthemilf@yahoo.com "

Ask Me How To Earn Xtra Xmas Money!!
Do you like candles? Want to earn money from home, with small start up costs (under $50) and umlimited income potential? Want to choose your own hours and own your own business? Then have I got an opportunity for you. I work with this great gourmet vegetable wax & soy candle company, and I'm making money and having a blast! And the best part is, it's so easy. If you'd like more information, e-mail me and I'll be happy to help! Chris ~ Don't forget to go to www.candeliciouscent.scent-team.com/index.php to enter the weekly drawing for a free 16 oz gourmet soy candle! ~ Chris Agostarola Independent Candle Consultant http://www.candeliciouscent.scent-tem.com/index.php Greenwiz Garden Club Memeber http://www.greenwiz.com.members/tweety22371/ UBIEE Enviro Project http://ubiee.com/enviro/?tag=argonaut http://earthmail.a-url.com?tag=3549

Ask Me
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS 1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5.. 6.. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential __________________________________________________ [[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]] as "6 questions?" __________________________________________________ IF YOU DON'T THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

Ask Me Anything
YOU CAN ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All questions are COMPLETELY confidential - send to my inbox. Repost this to see what others ask you. IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

Ask Me I Q And I Give U One A
1 Question You get to ask me 1 Question (TO MY INBOX)...any question, no matter how crazy it is, and I promise to answer it truthfully... the catch is... repost this as 1 Question and see what people ask you................................. fun fun

Ask Me No Questions
Ask me no questions, I shall not possess you. Ask me no questions, I shall not desert you. Ask me no questions, I shall not disappoint you. Ask me no questions, I shall not dislike you. Ask me no questions, I shall bring God to you. Ask me no questions, I shall make God feed you. Ask me no questions, I shall place you on God's blue-gold Throne. Poem By Sri Chinmoy

Ask Me
1 question 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is. No catch. But I dare you to repost this. And see what people ask you

Ask Me A Question And I'll Tell You No Lies...
Ask me a question. Any question. No matter how nosey, or pervy, or anything. Either via blog comment, or via message. (or more than one, if you like) And I'll answer it truthfully. Unless I honestly don't know the answer.

Ask Munchies
YOU CAN ASK ME 5 QUESTIONS:: 1 2 3 4 5 __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential _______________________

Ask M0p!
Yeah, I'll jump on the bandwagon for as long as I can sit here, I guess... can't sit long, breathing gets harder at night... :| Not that I'll get many people in here, but why the hell not. Ask me anything. I'll be 100% honest, if it's at all possible.

Ask Me.....
YOU CAN ASK ME 5 QUESTIONS::12345 __________________________________________________No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless__________________________________________________I promise to answer them 100% truthfully__________________________________________________All questions are COMPLETELY confidentialPlease copy and paste in a message__________________________________________________[[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]]__________________________________________________

Ask Me Any Question
1 question1 chance.1 honest answer.Thats all you get.You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX)Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.No catch.But I dare you to repost this.And see what people ask you

Ask Me Anything Cause Im Bored!!
I an restless and George Westhaven the third is as cute as a button ... so ask me anything i might just respond.. i might not..... I need to go grocery shopping and im still in my pjs and My BLimey pictures running into me in the grocery store with my pj's on while he looks at me and pictures im naked.... the answer is.................... I knew all this already Wicked And for those of you who haven't noticed i do what i want...the kids just brought me chicken noodle soup...

Ask Me
Ask me anything and I will tell you Ask me to love you and I will give you my heart Ask me to be with you and I will make you my queen Ask me to care for you and I will be your servant Ask me to protect you and I will be your guard If there is anything that you want me to do, just Ask Me.

Ask Me Guess You
I usually don't repost in my blogs but this was really interesting to me and now I can't stop thinking about who, in my life is an asker or a guesser. Here is the post from ask.metafilter.com We live in a small 2 bedroom apartment, in New York City. People like to visit here, and they don't generally want to pay for a hotel. We understand this. However, we also don't want people staying with us who we don't know or don't like. My wife received the following email (summarized): I'm going to be in NYC the night of the 5th to the morning of the 15th for [blah blah blah some work-related singing event thing]. Maria (my boss) said it is on the lower east side at Gramercy Park. I do have another friend who offered me her place to stay, but not for the whole time. Is there a chance that I could stay with you and Jeff for a portion of that time? I'd be using the subway the whole time and I'd be gone from 10-10 probably every day, so I'd be out of your way most of the time. Let me know i

Ask Me
Want me to answer a question? Then send me a private message with it in there....along with a number. I'll answer it honestly in my status. If your number was 42 my status would read like this.... [42] the answer to your questison Go for it!!!!!

Ask Not What Your Country Can Do For You By John F Kennedy
Vice President Johnson, Mr. Speaker, Mr. Chief Justice, President Eisenhower, Vice President Nixon, President Truman, reverend clergy, fellow citizens, we observe today not a victory of party, but a celebration of freedom - symbolizing an end, as well as a beginning - signifying renewal, as well as change. For I have sworn before you and Almighty God the same solemn oath our forebears prescribed nearly a century and three quarters ago. The world is very different now. For man holds in his mortal hands the power to abolish all forms of human poverty and all forms of human life. And yet the same revolutionary beliefs for which our forebears fought are still at issue around the globe - the belief that the rights of man come not from the generosity of the state, but from the hand of God. We dare not forget today that we are the heirs of that first revolution. Let the word go forth from this time and place, to friend and foe alike, that the torch has been passed to a new generation of Ame

The Ask Out Game
THE ASK OUT GAME Whoever wants to go out with you,they will message you saying ''I would go out with you'' Repost this in 90 sec or u will be alone forever, you will be suprised as 2 who replys 2 you!! PS. must do even if taken

Ask Of Me?
A beauty lies before me, And for once I am at a loss. If she turns away, Could I bare the cost. What if her heart, My words it doesn't see. If I stand strong maybe, She'll see the faith in me. To walk with you, A friend,call me. Is all I ask of you, What do you ask of me?

Ask Spirits (or Ancestors) For Protection
Ask spirits (or ancestors) for protection: Light a pink candle (I use a pillar candle. This can be reused during each ritual for the purpose of calling on the spirits.) Spirits I invite you into my sacred space. Please protect me and mine within this place. I ask that you keep away thief, troublemaker and negative one. Stop them from entering by the light of the moon or sun. With love and trust and the power of three, I thank you spirits for protecting me. (I let the candle burn for 30 minutes and then relight it and call upon the angels during rituals.) Work any magick that you need to do. Enjoy cakes and ales; thank the quarters, ancient ones and the Goddess and God. Open the circle

Ask The Convict
Ask the convict A man went to the police station wishing to speak with the burglar who had broken in to his house the night before. "You will get your chance in court," said the desk sergeant. "NO, no, no!", said the man. "I want to know how he got into the house without waking my wife. I've been trying to do that for years!"

Ask The Question
ASK THE QUESTION!! by Bob Brunk A wife of a church member was coming to church regularly. One day she asked me, as the preacher there, if I would come to her home to talk to her about "joining our church." She told me that she had been immersed in a local lake years ago by an Assembly of God minister, so I knew her method of baptism was correct — immersion. Then I asked an absolutely essential follow-up question, "What happened when you were immersed, what was your baptism for?" I told her that as I understood it the Assembly of God was "faith only" in regard to the plan of salvation (removing baptism as an essential part of the whole plan and when you actually received Christ and salvation).That group normally uses the manufactured "sinner's prayer", and at that point you were saved. Baptism was something you did after you were saved for various reasons. The lady told me that she believed that when she was baptized she had received Christ and salvation at that point. She poi

Ask The Mechanic (2)
Ask The Mechanic (2) Question: My girlfriends "headlights" if you know what I mean are out of alignment. they point in different directions. How can I align them? Signed - "its like they follow me around the room" ANSWER: STOP! these units are factory aligned and any attempt at home alignment will result is voided warranty (relationship) and loss of service. home attempts at alignment are usually met with quite a bit of resistance and complaints from unit such as - "THEY ARE NOT TOYS" and "THAT FUCKING HURTS" with units then withdrawn from view for extended periods of time. This is not to say that a trained professional can not perform said alignment. Not only can they align but even reposition or even enlarge the headlight holders for greater looking power. Nowadays the trained professional has a wide range of options to use when working on the units. most anything can be accomplished, Larger, smaller, back again, etc. Just look at Pamela Anderson over the years to

Ask-tony.com
Believing in yourself is the most important thing I think anyone can posses. Without it everything is else is obsolete and irrevelant. You can surround yourself with great things and the best the world has to offer, but if you don not believe in yourself then nothing else matters. Some of my websites: Make Money Selling On EbayWeb Page BuildersLadies Fragrances Increase Link PopularitySEO Software ReviewsBusiness Website Builder

Ask Why
Secret thoughts trace the outline of this night With all that is mystical in the burning dark light A shadowy figure appears from a dream His purpose unknown or so it may seem I close my eyes and let him begin Falling into his arms we breathe passions of sin Our bodies filled with a compelling need To touch and taste and plant the seed Somehow he knows just where to touch Desire spreads with such a rush Fingers tease and find a groove Beneath him I begin to move In rippling darkness we shudder with pleasure Inside each other like birds of a feather Love is an angel disguised as lust As sparkling gold now turns to dust Bodies collapse in frenzied release As the reality of time seems to cease As luminescent darkness covers the sky We rapture the moment and never ask why

Ask Whatever!
Not too many people knows me real well here, I'm a writer thats one of my hobbies and yes if you want me to write some erotic story please let me Comment here and i will get one a soon is possible.... I do nor accept any man because i will not get on trouble with my man.... Females to i get my imagination to fly you have to help me think naughty about you so please if you can let me see you NSFW... other wise fill my head with naugthy things Much Love, Bad Kitty

Ask Your Faith For Help & Not Answers.
When looking up to what ever it is that has you and your faith, it is better to ask that they give you help in understanding what it is within yourself to find harmony and not to just ask for answers and/or results. They can't give it, but they can help you to turn the light on within so that you may help yourself. Once I stopped asking for answers and started asking to help me see the answers within myself, I got more results. They are not the vehicle that gets you there but the fuel that helps make it so. The Drive is up to you. •MAH•

Ask Your Heart
Also ask your heart to purify and cleanse this defect and harmful desire. Ask also the help of the inner father and mother. Every time we eliminate a defect, we build our soul, our inner temple. We ascend. like going up a stairway The building blocks to knowledge and wisdom are constructed through the lessons of our character defects if we constructively review our conduct each day, asking where we are resentful, selfish, dishonest, or afraid. Remember, we need to review constructively, not destructively. Destructive review is when we ask, "what's the matter with me anyway." or "how could I be so stupid?" These question lead to morbid reflection or remorse and seriously affect our self esteem. In constructive review we ask, "what will I do next time?" With constructive review we progressively eliminate the defect and replace it with wisdom. My Creator, allow me to have my defects because through them I gain in knowledge

Ask Yourself Something
If the one thing you had to live for was taken away from you, what would you have to die for? If we got in a fight, and I was gone tomorrow, would you wish you hadn't said those words you said to me today? When I lay my head down tonite, my thoughts will not ask me who has betrayed me or how the world has wronged me, I will be asked if I loved well, even when I felt I had no love left to give. When you woke up this morning, did you bless the people you loved, or did you curse the world for giving you another day? Did you shake the hand of your neighbor, or are you still in competition with eachother's possessions? Can you look up in the desert sky, and watch the land come alive, and still say you don't believe in magic? Do you put your faith in a God that you believe should be feared instead of a Father that lives inside you when you believe in yourself? I'm no fool, I'm not ignorant, but I would rather put my belief in the friendship of a stranger then to close myself off because of t

Ask Yourself , "am I Carrying Around Anger Which Could Be Released Today?"
I was angry with my friend: I told my wrath, my wrath did end. I was angry with my foe: I told it not, my wrath did grow. --William Blake We have a right to claim our own feelings. Sometimes we get angry, but hold it inside because we think it's wrong to feel it. If anger builds inside us, it expands like a balloon ready to burst. If not released, it can make us depressed, or even physically ill. When we give ourselves permission to feel anger, we are better able to get rid of it in a healthy way. Our inner voice can tell us how to let go of our anger. And once we've released it, we can easily get in touch with the feelings that caused it. When we recognize our anger for what it is--one feeling among many others that makes us unique--it loses its significance, and we can prevent it from consuming us. Indira Ghandi said, "You cannot shake hands with a clenched fist." When we let go of our anger we can honestly embrace each other with open arms.

Ask Your Faith For Help & Not Aanswers.
When looking up to what ever it is that has you and your faith, it is better to ask that they give you help in understanding what it is within yourself to find harmony and not to just ask for answers and/or results. They can't give it, but they can help you to turn the light on within so that you may help yourself. Once I stopped asking for answers and started asking to help me see the answers within myself, I got more results. They are not the vehicle that gets you there but the fuel that helps make it so. The Drive is up to you. •MAH•

Ask Yourself...."can I Trust In The Lessons Of My Failures Today?"
Life deals more rigorously with some than others. --Lewis F. Presnall How often we think about a friend, He sure is lucky! And probably just as often we say to ourselves, Why did that happen to me? It's not fair! The truth is, life isn't always fair. We don't all get the same experiences, the same lessons. But we each learn what we need to learn in order to fulfill our destiny. We have to learn to trust. Maybe a bike gets stolen or a friend moves away. It's not easy to accept such things as these, but we must all learn to understand and accept losses in our lives. Perhaps we fail a test. The lesson we learn from this may be to study harder or to consider a different course of study in school. There are always reasons for why things happen, but we don't have to know them.

"a Slave Is To Be Measured From The Inside,
"A slave is to be measured from the inside, for it is her soul that is enslaved, her body simply follows..." Submission is not about sex. Submission is not something one can learn. It is not sex. It is not dirty. Submission is beauty. It is a beauty that comes from the very soul of a submissive woman. It is a breaking down of the walls built up in her lifetime, allowing the beautiful, sensual woman to come through. Submission is not about sex, it is about sensuality. It is about trust, communication, vulnerability, caring, and honesty. It is about being the graceful, sensual, beautiful woman that resides within. Submission is about knowing who you are, and what you want. A submissive is NOT a weak person, but just the opposite. She is strong. She is strong in herself, and in the knowledge of who she is. She NEVER submits out of weakness or desperation. She submits out of strength, love, and trust. Submission is freedom. It is a letting go of one's self, knowing that

As Laid My Head!
'07 As I laid my head last nite a tear ran down my face The thought of losing love was on my pillow case Being strong is not in site when thinking of her touch Her sent, her look her everything is why this hurt so much When i close my eyes tonight i know she'll be in my dreams Wishing she would understand just how much she means Hoping I can hear her voice whisper in the morning So cute as she says I love you even while she yawning The moments that she has they make me smile all day And how her eyes sparkled when she looks my way Id give my song to have her hand and never let me go I'll try my best to do her right my love then she would know I'd give my sight so she wont hurt when it's going wrong I've never known love like this, This feeling is so strong When I wake up i'll be alone quivers in my heart I admit it really hurts why did I have to start. As I laid my head last night a tear ran down my cheek The beauty in her everym

~a Slaves Heart,,,~
A slave's heart is filled with love, loyalty and trust, for the right Master. There are a lot of Masters, but there can only be one, "The One." When a slave finds her soul entwined with the One, she is satisfied, she is alive, she is complete. The journey is long and hard. The search goes on, but when it is found, it is blessed with the union that most cannot find in a lifetime. A Journey is worth a lifetime.

Asleep
Can't help these things i feel i never saw them coming scream loud with the pain it just fades away stand proud for yesterday how can you be so righteous when i feel my life is worthless It's gotta be everything you ever wanted How long have i been standing here.

Asleep
Cottonwood fathers float down the sun's new light dust. Pulling on my boots the cabin's door dares to break morning silence. Unknown destinction propels my anticipation. The path darken by vegetation ceiling and wooden walls. Underbrush of the lonely trail does little to slow me down. By mid-afternoon that changed with a bellowing virgin meadow. A combination of vision, aroma and a melodic orchestra is my siren. My eyes close to day's perception, while intereye takes focus. Climbing honeysuckle swings from trees, goldenrod runs gracefully over brush and blueball hides on the ground. As the thunderous trumpeting frogs join the raspy coloration of crickets and birds. The wind blows seductevely up my arm, across my neck and whispers " wake up tinman the witch is watching."

Asleep (poem)
Resting 'neath the willow tree, I found myself so much at ease, Hid from sun and prying eyes, Of strangers as they passed me by, That I soon fell sound asleep, But was awaken by the beep, Of someone's noisy rude carhorn, But not my wristwatch which was gone!

Asleep
well last night i went out with a friend and we went to dinner, gopher hole, and to the movies...if you havent seen Number 23 dont see it..i fell asleep and was woken by my friends arm in my side...well i hope that didnt ruin our time out..kinda hard to stay awake when ur running on a few hours of sleep..anyways she said she wasnt mad at me so i guess things are cool between us now, at least i hope so!!!

Asleep
Fall asleep watching you Anything i can for you id do I would cross the ocean just to see you smile Even if its just for awhile I look at you and i go blind When you laugh i feel warm inside I try my hardest to make you happy If you only knew how much i have trapped in Your voice is like a warm summer breeze That my heart will keep forever to infinity Loving you is like chasing a dream Filled with clouds nothing is what it seems

Asleep
chrus lyrics can i be put asleep while youre away? because staying awake is sucide for me? these oceans of photographs are only drowning. knowing youre out there, kills me when am here. all lyrics to song: nothings really taken my mind off you and here i am waiting for what? theres no substance being gone again opens my eyes more to what we have off we go again i quess its so long for now chrous: can i be put to sleep when your away because staying awake is sucide for me this ocean of photographs are only drowning knowing youre out there kills me when am here verse two: nothing is really making my world spining faster and time is in slow motion as i think about her rest of song in next blog

Asleep Continued
being wrong again that everything wont change when we return feeling this again i guess its better when we leave bridge: falling for you once more brings me back to memories weve made i have my decision to bring you back this love i dream at night god bless you all derekxxxxx