The weight of the world lies on my head,
At night, I just think and toss in my bed.
The problems, the sadness, this is not how it is suppose to be,
A void so deep, the bottom is impossible to see.
I yearn for the passion, that spark I once knew.
that feeling of completeness that intensity known by few,
A touch causes goosebumps, a smile makes you melt.
the anticipation of a kiss and the desire that is felt.
I'm no longer a school girl who could stop at one kiss.
Such wild desire is too hard to control and an opportunity not to miss.
So I stare at the ceiling and dream of the day.
That married Prince Charming will come my way.
Causing my body to pulsate, the quivers of joys,
We'll experiment with positions, fetishes and sex toys!
We'll know every inch of each others body, every spot that makes us high,
We'll take each other to orgasmic heights that are beyond the heavens and the sky,
We'll drop exhaustedly on the bed, fulfilled completely with no words that can say,
What an amazing experience this was and the most unbelievable day,
We will kiss each other good by, returning to our lives and our reality.
Not discussing or thinking about the issue of morality.
Because what we just shared cannot be a sin.
It was so beautiful, so intense, it's the way it should always have been.
So I toss and I turn with the world on my head.
But now the fantasy relaxes me as I lie in my bed.
So the world becomes peaceful as I hold my pillow tight.
And I dream of such ecstasy until the morning light!
