As I lay here and wonder why?
I try my hardest not to cry.
I pray as well,
For my heart to not swell,
With the pain from the past,
For feelings I hope will not last.
Soon I see the sun rise,
But only to my despise.
Another day I have to push through,
Another day alone with out you,
Another fake smile, pretending to be ok.
All leading to another night that I will pray,
For the tears to stop falling,
For my heart to stop calling,
Calling out for someone whos not there,
Reaching out for someone so unaware,
Of the love that we had,
Of why I feel so sad.
So again I lay wondering why,
And once again begin to cry.
