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I Am A Witch
I Am A Witch by Gerina Dunwich I am a Witch With rhymes and reasons. I am a changeling like the seasons. My mother is the Moon, My father is the Sun, With Goddess Earth am I as one. I am a Witch, a Pagan child. Mother Nature's spirit wild Grows within me, Flows within me, Meandering like a spellbound stream, Enchanting my every waking dream. I breathe the air of liberation, I tend the fire of transformation, I drink the water of creation, Earth-magick is my conjuration. I am a Witch of shadow and light, Of Avalon mists and ravens' flight. I am a Witch, with pride say I, For a Witch's soul does never die.

Life Suks
so my mom freaked out about something and now i have no babysitter so i have to quit my job now this really isnt hurting me but my kids and on top of that my father is bitching because i havent been paying him anything well now he can really bitch because there is no chance of him getting anything. i wish i had normal parents that looked out for there kids instead of themselves

2007
2007 at the stroke of 12:00 am we where tosted with our shot guns in the air lighting up the sky. Even my 14 year old son was right beside me shooting off his 12 gage shot gun haveing a blast my brother ,dad and sister and I and about 30 or 40 others partied like it was going to be 1969 agin we brought in 2007 with a bang!!! Haveing a good time for New Years I am thinking things might be a little better this year

A World Without Witches
A WORLD WITHOUT WITCHES By Robert F. Potts Can you imagine a world without witches, A world with all people the same? Where the only known dragons are hiding in books, And children are terribly tame? A world without magic would be sad indeed. I cannot imagine the pain Of having a world where there's no Santa Claus, Where wizards are searched for in vain. Can you imagine a world without spells, That science and businesses run? And think of the sadness a unicorn feels When he no longer plays in the sun. Can you imagine a world without witches, No elves, and no magical pools? And can you imagine how dull it would be If all that we had were the schools? I cannot imagine a world without witches, A world with no magical wand. A world without beauty, or even a dream, Or a wood sprite of whom to be fond. They say I should grow up and be more mature, Like a normal adult ought to do. But I'd rather, at night, go dance with a witch, And I'll bet that you feel

To The Light And Love Of My Life
ROOTS AND WINGS !! LIFE IS HARD TO TAKE SOMETIMES WHEN YOU ALONE AND LONELY THE MIND IS NEVER QUIET AND YOUR SOUL IS NEVER FULL THEN YOU MEET SOMEONE WHO SHARES YOUR INNER VIEW THEY BECOME SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL A FRIEND BUT AW BUT EVEN CLOSER WELL YOU ARE THAT FRIEND AND CONFIDANT BECAUSE YOU KNOW AS I TO BE A FRIEND YOU HAVE TO BE WILLING TO GIVE EACHOTHER ROOTS AND WINGS ROOTS,TO KNOW YOUR NEVER ALONE ROOTS ,SO YOU CAN COME BACK HOME WINGS TO FLY ABOVE THE WORLD SO CRUEL WINGS TO FIND A LIFE FREE AND REAL WELL YOU MY FRIEND HAVE GIVEN MY HEART ALL OF THESE YOU HAVE GIVEN ME ROOTS AND WINGS FOR THE LOVE OF MY LIFE KATHLEEN,MY KAT FROM YOUR POPPA BEAR!!

New Male Model!!
I'm seeking a new model to be my "main" guy in my pix/video. This is what I'm looking for: ~Located in the Brevard Co, Fl area (I am south so Indian River may also apply). ~Reliable transportation (because I'm not going to pick your ass up) ~Single or OPEN relationship (I don't have the time for drama) ~Over the age of 27 ~Over 5'10" ~Slim body type ~Dick 8 inches plus ~Your face will be in ALL content NO EXCEPTIONS Those are the main quailifications, however I'm VERY picky & will decide on a person to person basis. If you're interested please e-mail me photos of your dick, face & full body. Only send me clear/RECENT photos, and make sure a the above mentioned are included. You may also reply to this message, so long as you have photos attached to your page. MadisonManson@gmail.com I'll post a blog about this with further information later on tonight.

Love And Hot Feelings Mmmmm
This feel of your hand in mine The sound of your voice The gentle caresses Playful hugs and kisses Your mouth on mine As you find my most tender areas Sending electricity through me As only you know how to do The amazement at our excitement The lust in your eyes That is meant for The afterglow of it all The feel of your arms around me The sound of your breathless voice The satisfied caresses The caring hugs and kisses All the things I miss about you. A Romantic Night A thousand candles all around me Lighting up the night A romantic evening Love in the light A dozen red rose pedals On a king size bed A lady and a gentlemen Lying head to head Kissing each other As some soft music plays But on this beautiful night There's more romantic ways A romantic dinner Under the moonlight The lady and the gentlemen Lay a kiss that's so bright Then they say bye-bye Losing each other’s sight A romantic evening A romantic night. you are EVERYTHING. The air that I breathe, the blood in my veins, the

In Song
sway me in perfect harmony balance my grace with song move meadows in dreamstate entrapping me in song swep moments of memorization captivate me in song release me from this seed of shadow take me away with song

The Psychology Of Creating Attraction
Hey Crystal, Before I ever learned how to attract women, I used to watch how those guys we call "Players"... would walk into a room, leave with the woman of their choice... and make it look so damn EASY. I used to think to myself that it would be SO fantastic if I could do that. I figured that these guys must be "good looking" or charming... or have SOMETHING... ...something I didn't have. Later, after I learned the SKILL of meeting women, I realized that the most important thing I had been missing was knowing HOW to ATTRACT women. Here's the BOTTOM LINE: ANYONE can learn to meet women. But if you don't UNDERSTAND how to create ATTRACTION, then you will beat your head against the wall YOUR ENTIRE LIFE and still not have any success. The BEST way for YOU to learn how to create MASSIVE attraction is to read my downloadable eBook called "Attraction Isn't A Choice". http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Attractio

The 3 Biggest Secrets Learned About Women
The 3 Biggest Secrets Learned About Women >The best education you can get about women and dating can be found here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ WHAT I'VE LEARNED ABOUT WOMEN... A lot of guys ask me to "sum up" what I've learned about women and dating. They want a "short course" in how to attract and meet women... and how to do it NOW. Here are three of the most important "keys" I've learned about women and attraction... summarized for you. 1) Attraction isn't a "conscious" process at all, and if you don't understand how it works, you could spend your whole life doing the wrong things and getting bad results. The WORST part about this idea to me is that most guys actually COULD be successful with women... with not that much extra effort in their lives. But they never will. They'll just walk through life thinking "Oh, well. Women just aren't attracted to me. I'm just not the kind of guy that women like.

Help Me
Hey all....I need a little help. First, I have a bunch of new pics and want you all to check them out and rate them please. Also, I want to get a new profile name for the new year but I want some suggestions from all of you if possible...Love you all and talk to you soon Tom

May Be It Just Might Be A Good Year!!
I am sooooo happy. I have had some books to sell online on Amazon.com that I have just sold one today. I have had my seller's account since the latter part of 2006. No, these aren't books that I have written (I wish!!!). These are simply books that I have collected over time and need to make room in my apartment. Now, if I could figure out to get my own books published, we will certainly be in business for this year!!! :D Kat

A Lil Shorty
When a new child visited our Sunday school, the teacher greeted him and asked his age. The little boy held up four fingers. "Oh, you're 4," said the teacher. "When will you be 5?" The child stared at her and after a few seconds replied, "When I hold up the other finger."

The Truth About Adam And Eve? Lol
After three weeks in the Garden of Eden, God came to visit Eve. "So, how is everything going?" inquired God. "It is all so beautiful, God," she replied. "The sunrises and sunsets are breathtaking, the smells, the sights, everything is wonderful, but I have just one problem. It is these breasts you have given me. The middle one pushes the other two out and I am constantly knocking them with my arms, catching them on branches and snagging them on bushes. They are a real pain," reported Eve. And Eve went on to tell God that since many other parts of her body came in pairs, such as her limbs, eyes, ears, etc.......she felt that having only two breasts might leave her body more "symmetrically balanced," as she put it. "That is a fair point," replied God, "but it was my first shot at this, you know. I gave the animals six breasts, so I figured that you needed only half of those, but I see that you are right. I will fix it up right away." And God reached down, removed the mid

Putting Things In The Past And Moving Forward
Well its the start to a new year. 2006 was a rough year for me. I have decided to make the best of 2007. I will turn 20 this year and thats hard to believe. Im going to go to college in the spring time. Im going to major in nursing. Im trying to find a job to get my car and make new friends. As far as enemies goes, thats in the past. If they wanna be friends fine if not thats fine too. Now i still havent heard from my ex. I need to to get the rest of my stuff. So hopefully I will hear from him soon. Well I wish everyone a great year. Muah!!

Thinking....ouch It Hurts.
Did you ever wonder....... If there are birds out there, afraid of heights? If fish can drown? (thanks Shawn) If some monkeys can't climb trees? Why cats always land on their feet? A billion things, I wonder about, as I aimlessly walk amongst the other half- alive people out there. I often wonder why we think we are the superior species of this planet. I mean for all our intelligence and technology, which is an accomplishment, are we really getting it? By getting it, I mean, what this life is all about? I feel as if somewhere along the line we became to smart for our own good. Or maybe we're not smart enough to really comprehend the power we can weild as one great civilization. I mean shit, a only ten thousand years ago we were berry pickin, mammoth huntin, uncivilized morons. In the grand scheme of things, thats not very long when you consider the process of our development and the billions of years our planet has been around. Only in the last hundred years have we inve

My Dearest Heartbreak
Am I a fool, no fool, or a tool? You are a friend... You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle, warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful.' This personifies a caring person… a sweet man… a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed.' You are working extremely hard… perhaps even above and beyond the call of duty. You must chase your bliss… your muse… chose to be amused! You are preparing for the future and therefore trying to build a firm foundation upon which you may base all of your dreams and aspirations. You are trying to break away from the mundane existence that you have been experiencing of late. You have many high hopes and ideals but you are concerned whether circumstances will allow you to realize these ambitions. You want to spread your wings… to broaden your fields of activities; yet you are concerned that your dreams are just that… 'dreams' which ar

Sex Personality
Daring, confident, animalistic You like to have a lot of sex and try a lot of things. You are very kinky and have a lot of confidence in yourself. You like to explore all aspects of sexuality because it is something that interests you a lot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Help Him
MY SON IS IN A CONTEST"CUTEST KID" PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SUM LUV. COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED(HINT HINT) LOL.. WE APPRECIATE IT !! AND THANK YOU IN ADVANCE.JUST CLICK ON HIS PIC. CONTEST STARTED JAN.1,2007 AND WILL RUN UNTIL JANUARY 8,2007 @ MIDNIGHT. XOXOOXOXOXOXO Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com

Winter In Michigan...
I can not recall ever riding my Harley in Michigan in January... It is Jan 2nd and I just got back from a nice sweet ride... Now I just have to find a babe that thinks 40's is great Harley weather...

Update!
Ok where to begin.. Last time I did one of these me and Lisa weren't really talkin but now, we are awesome!! We rock as bestfriends and I basically love her.. Well a lot has been goin on so I'm gonna tell you about it for a little bit! Awesomeness!! Ok so my ex, Justin, his gpa died and of course I went to the viewing and what not and there I saw Mr. Charles.. And I must say, he's hot :).. So I've been hangin out with him until he goes back to Vegas.. Damn air force people!! But it's been fun and awesome and all that stuff!! Ok new years!! New Years Eve was the best.. Went and drove around with Chad, Lisa and Lance for like 2 hours in MI getting alcohol.. Me and Lisa had a weird converstion in Walmart's parking lot about those two but at the end it all turned out good :).. After that we went back to Chad's and of course started drinkin!! By this time me and Chad had our converstion in his room and I'm very glad that we did, turns out we both like eachother so that's good.. Befor

Answers To The 5 Most Important Questions In The World
This is what we have been waiting for...the true answers to the 5 most important questions in the world: Q1. WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, only "down under." Q3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because, when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q5. WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch.

The Final Lover
What Fictional Vampire Archtype are You? You are the Final Lover. Romanic, honey-tongued romeo, you are the master of love's last kiss. You woo the young ladies, pluck them from light's caress and give them a smile as they sink into death.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

The Ladies With The David Blaine Pictures
You know who you are. The larger than desired ladies out there who are self trained in the art of illusion. I see it every time I visit one of these sites. Some big girl will do herself up the best she can then snap 400 pictures with her webcam from various angles so she doesn't look as big. Sometimes a 300lb woman can appear very slim indeed. It's a nasty trick you play on people who aren't into fat chicks. You masquerade yourself with trick camera angles that David Blaine would be proud of. The chin down method. The from the shoulders up method. The laying perpendicular to the camera method. The stomach down on a soft bed method. You make it hard for us non-BBW lovers to sift through to find our type. Sure you need loving too but there's guys out there for you. Be proud of what you have because well placed confidence is sexier than aything.

The Bcs Mess
Yes again all you football junkies and college sports fanatics, year after year there seems to a few teams who help throw a monkey wrench in the works and prove that the BCS know-it-alls from ESPN and the BCS themselves know nothing about the programs that play in some of the bowl games. Lee Corso, Kirk Herbstreit, and Chris Fowler off the bat picked Oklahoma to desimate, pound and by all accounts drive Boise State off the field in shame. Seems to me Lee, Kirk and Chris need to go on the air and spend 30 minutes singing the praises of Boise State after going pound for pound, point for point and showing the "Big Boys" that they belong there as much as them. Congrats Boise State!!!! You earned it. BTW - I had my money on Boise State. With what seems to be a pattern of non-BCS conferences laying the wood to the BCS schools and USC losing to Oregon State and then UCLA, but pounding Michigan in the Rose Bowl, I would like to see the pollsters vote strictly on record. Oh but wait Lee

I'm On The Lookout
Everybody knows who a Captain Save-A-Ho is. Well almost everyone. Seems guys know who they are but women rarely do. It's that big opportunistic douchebag who waits until you aren't happy about something and swoops in like a vulture to plant seeds of doubt in your head. He will say almost anything to turn you against your man and bring you to him. Typical BS like "I'd never hurt you" or "He sucks, I'd never do something like that" and so forth. I'm watching out for you Captain Save-A-Hos out there. I will point you out whenever I can. You are a vulture preying on weakened minds.

Evil Blonde Bitch Says:
Fuck them hard and fuck them fast, In their ears and up their ass. Fuck them soft and fuck them slow, In their mouths and between their toes. Fuck them up and fuck them down, Fuck them every which way 'round. Fuck them here. Fuck them there. Fuck them all. Everywhere.

All My Real Friends
to all who consider me a friend and not some bodey to make your page jump some points i have been here sins erly dec. and tryied to make friends on here. but it seems no bodey has time to even just talk. i have tried saying hi and hows pepoles days are ya i know i cant spell well but i try. so starting today if you dont want me to talk to you or you are to stuck up to talk to me please take me off your list and send me some thing saying that you did and i will take you off my list all of you have a grate day and be honest it wont bother me any way at all. and if i hert any bodey i honasley did not mean to. i apolagise if i did and thats why you wont talk to me.

Naughty Thoughts
Naughty Thoughts Slipping in between the sheets Where your warmness I desire to meet Your hot hard nakedness Awaits my quaking wetness I am closer to you Only desiring to make you quiver too Deep inside my soul Loving you will make me whole To feel your need and taste your body's seed Hold me, touch me slow, kiss me there Make me shiver with your mouth everywhere Liquid fire burns in my womanhood Damn no one said it would be this good Deep and deeper Harder and Harder Take me to that higher plain Where our love will burst into flames Thrust into me like you are dying Faster and faster there is no more denying

Sweet Torment
Sweet Torment Leather and metal adorns throat and wrists I'm bound for your pleasure Sweet torment and bliss Feel my heart beating faster as the blindfold is placed Stood now in darkness awaiting my fate Hands grasp my ankles Legs are spread wide There's no secrets left You can see my desire How my body now craves That kiss of soft leather Redhot licks of the crop Your cane, painful pleasure With soft voiced commands Sweet searing caresses Using pleasure and pain You torment my flesh Then exstacy wakens moans turn to begging I need you to quench

Hope, What Keeps Us Going!
Came across this poem by Emily Dickenson. Very powerful, especially when one is feeling a little down. "Hope" is the thing with feathers That perches in the soul And sings the tune without the words And never stops at all And sweetest in the Gale is heard And sore must be the storm That could abash the little Bird That kept so many warm I've heard it in the chillest land And on the strangest Sea Yet, never, in Extremity, It asked a crumb of Me. Emily Dickinson

Dragons Dream
Dragon's Dream My eyes see inside myself Look away The sky is black and so is my heart Look away I'm AFRAID I am PAIN I'll be your FOOL I am your SLAVE Action speaks I will die for you in the end I pretend I was cruel You are all inside me Don't try to find me Cause I am you and you are begging me to stay. I'll be your bad girl... I will portray but one false move and you're blown away. In this mask engraved I'm under, A MASQUERADE OF THUNDER Calling out you wonder who I am. I can hear you screaming to the bells I'm ringing Darling if you are dreaming,

~~ Sexy Lady Update~~
~~ Sexy Lady On CT Contest will start tonite at 10:00 p.m. til 1/8 at 10:00 p.m. These are the ladys i got for the contest so far..... Still got openings in the contest just send me a link in my messages to add you to my contest. Thanks ~ Maria ~

Passionate Release
PASSIONATE RELEASE > > moonlight shimmers brightly on fresh fallen snow > shadows dance the flames on a dark wood wall > caught within the candles flickering glow > silhouette pleasures tantalizing call > a quiet hum from between pulsing thighs > magic unfolds as she twists moans and howls > voice of an angel sings whimpers and sighs > eyes full of desire to which all man bows > tantalizing thoughts of wicked desires > back arching higher flames licking higher > a gentle tongue laving her secret fires > the flow of her river sings like a choir > man watches the scene and licks hungry lips > passion alive in her gyrating hips > > > > Ahhhh her short pants now slow and she sees in the flickering light of the candle glow – her man smiling as he gently stroke himself. His eyes promising this evening has just begun . . . .

Story By A Friend...
My phone rang, I picked it up with one hand while the other was on the steering wheel, the caller ID read "Sir." My breathe caught quick and my heart started to pound, "Hello Sir, How May I Service You?" "Ahh, my good little slut. Where are you?" "Driving from the gym Sir" "Good, I want you to open the envelope I gave you yesterday. Follow the instructions, and then come to see me. Now" Yes Sir, I will be there as soon as I can. I pulled a U-turn in the middle of the street, excited to go see Sir, his place was about 15 minutes away, I wanted to be there now. Just hearing his voice over the phone made me excited and I started to get wet. I opened the envelope and read "Open the glove compartment, use it on high, cum at least twice while driving, so turn it on high. You better be wearing a skirt like I told you to. And take the clips out of your hair and attach them to your nipples. These all better be in when I see you." I opened the glove compartmen

Offline For A While...be Back As Soon As I Can
Hey ALL Im offline for a while, an only get to check back once n a while. PC down an hopin to have it back up as soon as i can. Miss you ALL. Hope Christmas and New Years was good to all. Love Bill

Angel
1. Whats your Name? 2. Are we close? 3. What do you think of me? 4. Do you hav a crush on me? 5. Would u kiss me? 6. would u fuk me? 7. Describe me in 3 words? 8. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do? 9. What was ur first impression of me? 10. Do u still think the same? 11. What reminds u of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. How well do u know me? 14. What do u like best about me? 15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt? 16. Could you ever love me? 17. Give me a nickname and explain why? 18. R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u? 19. Anything 2 say b4 u go? 20. ur msn addy?

Broken
Broken hearted and shattered lost in a world where you feel like you don't belong. Looking for the one you thought loved you to find you were lied to .. All my dreams have gone away because of the pain i feel deep within Try an smile and the smile is broken ...try to cry but i just hold the tears back wouldn't want people to think i am looking for sympathy ....I believe this pain will never end And when i am happy someone comes along and knocks me down ... Let me die and let me be bacause if you cared you would show me how much you cared but yet alone and crying behind closed doors so no one knows i am hurting and feeling alone and sadness has over come me and no one cn see it ..

What Your Soul Really Says About You
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Week 3
things are going great on a new stage of food now i feel like a baby changing the stages of food but its all worth it i can see a big difference already and it only gets better from here soon as my camera gets fixed ill be posting more photos well tahnks for stopping by stop by and fan me and ill return the favor rate me comment me freind me its all good see ya soon

Love Poem
Fuck you for what you said and fuck the day we went to bed. Fuck the fucking trip you're on and the fuck the places your dick has gone. Fuck you and all your fucking lies and you can fuck the reasons why. Fuck all the fucking times I've cried. Fuck the bitches you've tried to hide. Fuck anyone who cares for you. Fuck everyone you fucking do. So fucking run and fucking hide, you're gonna wish you fucking died. My fucking loves back on the shelf, now fucking go and fuck yourself. Fuck your car and fuck your truck, fuck you and your fucked up luck. Fuck your pissy whiney moods, fuck you and all your fucking booze. Fuck your dog and fuck your cat, I'll bet you'd fuck a sewer rat. Fucking bitter? You fucking bet. You fucking aint seen nothing yet. So fucking pack and fucking go. I'm fucking sick of your fucking show. Fuck your sink and fuck your drain, fuck you in your tiny brain. You fucking bastard, you fucking prick, I hope you burn your fucking dick. Fuck you loser and you

Your Month Revealved
Your Birth Month is July Introspective and intense, you tend to be a deep thinker. You are quiet and spiritual - and you have a unique perspective on life. Your soul reflects: Lightness, luck and an open heart Your gemstone: Ruby Your flower: Larkspur Your colors: Green and red What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Ty All
i just wanted to thank each and everyone that viewed my blog... made me feel really good to know i do have some friends that i have never met thar care for me more than the ones i have... i am so glad i decided to join cherrytop... u guys are awesome and i thank everyone for being there for me in my hard times... love u all and thanks for being there for me... hope to make many more friends .. hugzzz and kisses to all my friends and fans !!!

Life
So its the new year hell yeah oh well. i gues its tiem for new begiinings and to start things over. i have so much work to do adn my dream i want ot accomplish so yeah i got to get my ass in gear well ill cya later peeps

This Is How It Should Be Done
95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS we're on top...and we're on top why? Duh so we can stimulate our clit...by doin' our lil "snake charm" grindin' grabbin onto the males pelvic bones...which we all know does nothing for the guys...so the point is...EAT OUR PUSSY FIRST...make us cum a few times...numb us up then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end however you like. Now once you're in between our legs...don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a Thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin time. We all know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like that way. Lick our inner thighs, kiss them...kiss around our pussy lips...kiss the lips etc. finally once you've got your tongue on our clit...this is what to do...(you can use your hands to spread our lips apart if you want...it's all about preference...but for future info it's easier to make us cum w/our lips spread. So you have easier acces

Whats Your Card?
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

My New Sponsor
Hi my name is Jay Koons I race bmx bikes for a company out of Austrailia name ozcrank.com im 35 and single alot of people say im to old to race bmx and that I ride alittle kids bike my bike cost 3000. dollars there is no little kids riding that around and you sure can't buy it from toys r us or wal-mart or even target . im here in tx soo im a over seas rider for the company and my pics are on there site too. besides me working as a shift manager for arby's I race bikes and travel too.. remeber this your never to old to fallow your dreams.. because 1 of my friends who races with me is 59 years old and hes been racing sence he was 9 ... thank you to all my friends... Jay Koons

Keep In Touch
Hey hope everyone had a safe and great start of the new year!!!!!!! I go back to work tommorow and want to keep in touch with all my friends family and fans so keep me posted often and hope you enjoyed the pics there will be more to come ! Email me if ya like if you dont have it message me and I will get it to ya have a great day and once agian happy new year !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! your the best John

Fallen Marine Wanted To Give Back To Adopted Country
'May the firearms be silent' By Jeordan Legon CNN LOMITA, California (CNN) -- He was one of the first U.S. soldiers killed in combat in Iraq, even though the United States wasn't quite his country. Lance Cpl. Jose Antonio Gutierrez, 22, an orphan who grew up on the streets of Guatemala City, made the perilous border crossing through Mexico and entered the U.S. illegally when he was 14, his family said. He was later granted legal resident status and went to high school and college in California before joining the Marines in March 2002. Only a year in the service, Gutierrez died March 21 in a firefight near the Iraqi port city of Umm Qasr. "He has been given many opportunities since coming here and he wanted to give back a little bit to his adopted country," said Nora Mosquera, Gutierrez's foster mother. The lanky youth dreamed of becoming an architect and bringing his sister, Engracia Sirin Gutierrez, from Guatemala. The sister visited Southern California in time t

Spell Of The Day - Jan 2, 2007 ~
Blessing Broom January 2nd, 2007 Now that the yuletide season has passed and the traffic in and out of the home has finally slowed down, it is time to cleanse your home of old or unwelcome energies and boost protection for those who live there. This can be accomplished in one task. Take a new broom and tie on the following: basil (cleansing), lavender (happiness), nutmeg (good luck), gardenia (peace), cedar (cleansing), lemon slices (cleansing). Tell the broom that its function is to clean away all residue of the past year and to instill peace, happiness, and good luck for the current year. Sweep the entire house, ending at the back door. Sweep all of the old energy out. Close the door firmly and seal it with a kiss.

Unworthy(poem)
I look up at the sky and wonder why I am here and not in heaven. Why am I here breathing air and taking up space. Where I feel I don’t belong and out of place. What good am I? Being broken inside with no heart or soul, ruining friends and family life’s with my existence. How life would be so much better without me here. Everyone would be happier without my existence, taking up space another worthier person should have. I don’t believe I’m worthy of this ruined life. This life that was torn apart, smashed into a million pieces then slowly glued back together. Having missing pieces, not feeling complete has made me feel as though I’m not worthy of any thing in life. Not worthy of the happiness I see that my friends have. Not worthy of the love that I so long to have within my heart. Not worthy of being myself, the person I know that I am deep inside. Not worthy of any thing that life surrounds us with. Unworthy is how I feel deep inside of me.

I Feel This Deserves A Little More Attention Then Just Some Bulletins
> Some of you might know that I am in the middle of trying to win a tort claim I have filed against the state of Indiana for wrongful termination. > > I need to keep this story in the news and fresh in people's minds as the Attorney General's office is in the middle of their decision to settle this without having to go to court. > > If you could just click the link below, read the story if you'd like, but the click alone will hopefully help me to stay in the news. I would appreciate it very much. > > Here's the link: > > http://www.wishtv.com/Global/story.asp?S=5589004&nav=menu35_1 > > If you could please repost, that would be great. A click from all of you could help to start my year off right. It could really make a difference. > > Thanks! > > Karen (Leogal) >

Update And Venting
Depression is stepping again so it seems.So much turmoil and strife in the last 2 1/2 months.Sooo many things have changed and not many for the better.I'm not sure exactly where this path is taking me but.. I still follow it with a ton of faith and a little hope. Not being able to work or shoot or anything like that has really taken a severe toll on my life and my attitude.Everything seems to be falling apart.Altho I do have some great things lined up for this month...(which secretly I am hoping will help me feel myself again) I often seem to be unable to find myself again. I'm back to not knowing for sure who I can actually count on and rely on when it really matters.One person has stayed by my side through out this entire ordeal and I owe them alot including appologies.I'm not the kind of person who does very well when I have to break down and ask or get help.The last few months have been more than difficult on me to say the least and the very few who know me extrem

Continuing Education
Rebecca stood before her Creative Writing students, ignoring their sullen stares. The period had been scheduled to end nearly fifteen minutes ago, and the class had hoped that since this was the final session they would be dismissed early. But Rebecca had remained true to form. She had held them late every week thus far, and tonight was no exception. Rebecca had not softened her tongue during this final lecture. She browbeat the students, haranguing them for their lack of talent and their inability to absorb her instructions. She reminded them, for what seemed to be the millionth time, that they would never be writers. She seemed to take a perverse glee in informing them that they would never be published in any format more demanding than a church bulletin or newsletter. Finally, Rebecca sighed heavily. “Well, since you’ve proven to me that you didn’t listen to anything I’ve had to say prior to tonight, I can’t very well expect you’ll pay attention now. You are dismisse

Salutes
i don't understand why we have to have these damn salutes i have posted about 3 of them and they all have been rejected now i know a few people on here that have their saluted accepted and don't have their home page on the damn thing my pics are clear and they have my cherry tap user number on it but still they get rejected i think this site is going to hell and i;m thinking about leaving its getting to be way to much pretty soon every one is going to have pay just to be a member on here

Feelings(poem)
There are times where my soul is confused. At times my soul feels as though it is dark as night, where I feel powerful as though nothing can hurt me, but there are other times where my soul feels bright as sun shine, where I am weak and powerless against my enemies. But it is the darkness that I long for. It begs me to release it from its cage. It calls to me, to allow the darkness to wrap its darken arms around me, but I feel if I do, I may hurt those around me. For it has already began to seep through the cracks of the cage, slowly taking control of my body. It will not be long before my soul is darken, releasing my true self, the one I long to be. But when the darkness does wrap its arms around me, I will accept it as my fate.

Unlawful Entry
Unlawful Entry Ch. 1 by redhotandready © "God Damn it" Sara yelled as she kicked the flat tire of her car. She didn't know who she was most angry at, the car for having a flat tire, or herself for leaving the spare at home so she could fit all the camping gear in the trunk. "Yes Sara" she said to herself "If there was an awards ceremony for idiots of the year, they would be swinging by with a limo to pick you up as their special guest" she said to herself as she sunk down to the ground and sat there leaning against the car to have a smoke and to think about what her next move was going to be. She didn't remember seeing any cars in the last hour so there wasn't to much hope someone would happen by, besides it was getting close to evening and no one traveled this road at night. "I am so well fucked" she moaned. Sara had been on her way to meet some friends at an old campground they met at yearly. She had told them not to expect her until tomorrow night, but she got out early from

This Is The Year
This is the year of forgiveness. And the primary person you are to forgive is yourself. This is the year of celebrating small victories. Every little thing that you achieve, every step you take in the right direction is to be celebrated and respected. This is the year of little steps that add up to a giant leap. This is the year of little victories that add up to a magnificent battle won. This is the year of little achievements that add up to a lifting yourself up an entire level. This is the year that you save small amounts slowly and steadily, rather than wasting your money on someone's get-rich-quick scheme. This is the year that you put yourself on a good solid exercise and eating plan, rather than wasting your energy and money on someone's program for quick weight loss. This is the year that you look at your little habits and ways of being and restructure your life from that level first, knowing that when you change your thinking patterns at this level, so tha

Average Guy
This is for the average guy . . . cause sometimes you suck. And I don't mean suck like gay guys cause the gays ones suck in a good way, and probably alot better than I do. Anyway, I am talking about the other men, in particular, well, I wont name names, but, my ex ole' man. Okay guys, here's the thing, starting to seductively nibble on a woman's cleavage, only to suddenly blow a huge raspberry on it then fart while laughing hysterically is not my idea of foreplay, and I may be being generalizing, but I suspect most women would agree. Now, I know to men, there are a few basic things that can be considered absolutly fantastic. Farts, boobs, V8's (the engine, not the salty carrot juice) horrendous smells, beer, and sports. I understand that if a man can get a blow job from a nameless faceless pair of triple D's while playing football on his gameboy in the back of a stock car then cum, drink a beer then giggle at the three tone stinker he lets off . . . the car can crash and this ma

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

Challenge
Ok here is the challenge and I will match anyone with 1 thank you a week.My mother in law was kind enough to give me this link I challenge you to show our soliders, Marines, Navy guys and everyone in armed force a thank you. They donot choose where they go they donot ask why they just do and many times die. They have a thankless job which is highly critised at this time but they do it so we can be free. Go to this link and leave a message see how that really make you feel about who you are then repost this message and lets carry it on until they are all home. http://www.letssaythanks.com/AllDesigns.html Now the challenge is in your hands are you going to be ungrateful for their sacrifice or are you going to be the one who makes one of these soldiers day? Now I am not saying i always agree with what wars our soldiers are being sent to fight in or where they are being sent to but I do believe if their is anyone out their who deserves respect for what they do it is them.

The Last Square
Alright, this is for those of us who have ever forgotten to go potty at the office then had to drive home at Mach 10 after squirming in your seat through 1.5 hours in rush hour (rush my ass) traffic. You know the scenario, you pull up to your house, fumble with your bag/briefcase, jump out of the car. You realize you forget to lock it so you turn around, lock the damn thing, and do the pee-pee dance up the walk/stairs/whatever. You reach the front door only to realize you have tossed your keys into the black-hole otherwise known as your purse and naturally they have migrated past 2 years of neglected receipts, coins, gum wrappers, and 500 pens that have dried up. The keys keep slipping out of your fingers like mercury while you stand there with your legs crossed together so tightly that if you stuck a lump of coal between your thighs it would turn into a diamond. Finally you grab them and unlock the door. You toss everything on the floor and run (well, you do the knee-knocking-waddle)

How Open Minded?
You Are 80% Open Minded You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself. How Open Minded Are You?

Since When ????
...By the way, since when did being a Pimp become cool ??? A man who lets his woman, or any woman for that matter, sleep with just any old dirtbag, and makes money from it, because she thinks he loves her, or beats her ass, is a f**king low life scumbag, no matter how you slice it!

Does Anyone Care Anymore?
Lt/Gen John Peter Flynn passed away on March 6, 1997 at the Army Retirement Center in San Antonio, Texas. Known as "Sky" while a POW in North Vietnam, he was the Senior Ranking Officer of all the POWs. He cared about his country, his men and his honor. General Flynn believed that American POWs were left behind after cessation of hostilities in Vietnam and he based that belief on information he learned as a member of the Tighe Commission. A man of honor and of great personal courage, he held his beliefs to the end and never faltered in his resolve to obtain a full and accurate accounting. He will be missed, but the fight must go on to get the answers from the governments of the US, Vietnam, Kampuchea (Cambodia), Laos, China, Cuba and the former Soviet Union. WE CAN GET THE ANSWERS IF WE ASK THE RIGHT QUESTIONS! Every day, the president, vice-president, senators, congressional representatives and a variety of appointed government officials are asked to respond

~~ Sexy Couple On Ct Contest ~~ Starts 1/3 Thur 1/10
~~ So far for Sexy Couple On CT Contest ~~ Still early you can still enter contest starts 1/3 thur 1/10 ending at 5 p.m. I got these couples..... So if you want to enter send the pic link to my inbox and i will add you.... thanks ~ Maria ~

~~ Baby Contest On Ct ~~
~~ Okay since my man's contest is not going to happen i want to do " The Most Cutiest Baby On CT". So to everyone that has a Baby pic to enter just send the link to my inbox and i'll put the baby in the contest. Contest starts on 1/3 thur 1/10 at 12 p.m. noon Good Luck to all! ~ Maria ~

Questions
. How old will you be in five years? 26, 27 after the 29th 2. do you think you will be married by then? Yes 3. How tall are you? 5'7 4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? My birthday on the 29th and seeing some friends 5. What's the last movie you saw? Eragon 6. Who was the last person you called? Shaun 7. Who was the last person to call you? Scott 8. What was the last text message you received? It has been awhile 9. Do you prefer to call or text? Depends on what I want to say and who I am talking to 10. Do you have any pets? Yes, dogs, and a few men 11. What were you doing at 12am last night? watching TV 12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? married 13. When is the last time you saw your mom? Sunday 14. What color are your eyes? Brown/Hazel, depends on my mood they change color 15. What do you like about winter?The starting over, rebirth 16. What do you like about the summer? I can ride motorcycle, go skinny d

Power Of A Man
A man has the power to love a woman in a way that she has never been loved, and yet hurt her with the same intensity. A man has the power to treat a woman like a queen then turn around and make her wish she was never born A man has the power to make a woman cry with happiness and joy, then turn around and make her cry with hurt and anger. A man has the power to let a woman feel free and wanted, but also feel disgusted and unworthy. A man has the power to look a woman in her face and tell her he loves her, but turn around and sleep with her best friend. A man has the power to make you fall in love with him within days, and hate him within minutes. During sex a man has the power to make a woman feel like she's in heaven, and afterwards makes her feel like a whore. A man has the power to change a woman from having goals, To living out his goals instead of her own. Why is it that men have such power? They have so much power, because we give it to them.

As You Slide Down The Banister Of Life, Remember.........
As You Slide Down The Banister Of Life, Remember......... 1. Jim Baker and Jimmy Swaggert have written an impressive new book. It's called "Ministers Do More Than Lay People." 2. Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink and be Mary. 3. The difference between the Pope and your boss...the Pope only expects you to kiss his ring. 4. My mind works like lightning. One brilliant flash and it is gone. 5. The only time the world beats a path to your door is if you're in the bathroom. 6. I hate sex in the movies. Tried it once. The seat folded up, the drink spilled and that ice, well, it really chilled the mood. 7. It used to be only death and taxes were inevitable. Now, of course, there's shipping and handling, too. 8. A husband is someone who, after taking the trash out, gives the impression that he just cleaned the whole house. 9. My next house will have no kitchen - just vending machines and a large trash can. 10. A blonde said, "I was worried that my mecha

Poem
I'm cold today,down inside. My heart looks for a place to hide. Alone and scared it looks so small,cowering there against the wall. Once again it tryed to trust and once again it turned to dust. Stupid heart will never learn. It takes so little to make it burn. Its open and warm and will take you in, only to be trashed again. So i'm cold today, down inside, because i think my heart has died........

Astrology, Numerology
LOOKING FORWARD by tony mims Dec. 27, 2006 tm@listenandbeheard.net Thursday January 18, 2007 7-9pm Tony Mims will explore the metaphysical arts including, astrology and numerology. A personal reading is included with admission price. $10 advance reservations, $15 at the door. Limited seating. Make your reservations early. Listen & Be Heard Poetry Café Phone :707-554-4540 818 Marin Street, Downtown Vallejo CA, USA 94590 tm@listenandbeheard.net Welcome to the year 2007. Most people at this time of the year are looking to make a fresh start. I imagine this is the main motive of the "The New Year Resolution." Someone told me years ago that preparation is everything. If you had a road map of the journey you are about to embark on, you could chart the best direction to take to reach your destination. We all have an idea of where we want to go, but few really know how to chart the distance and find the best direction to get there. Sometimes what you personally want t

The Teamsters Union ( Visit: Teamster.org )
About the Teamsters The Teamsters Union is one of America’s largest and most diverse unions. Founded in 1903, the Teamsters Union represents 1.4 million members in virtually every occupation imaginable, both professional and non-professional, private sector and public sector, from airline pilots to zookeepers. Teamsters stand ready to organize workers who want to bargain collectively. We stand for strong contracts that guarantee decent wages, fair promotion, health insurance, job security, paid time-off and retirement income. Wages and benefits under Teamster contracts are markedly better than those of non-union employees in similar jobs. We stand together. In our communities and in the halls of government, Teamsters work tirelessly for social justice - from living wages and universal health care to fair trade agreements that protect American jobs and civil rights.

"circles, Why Use Them?"
"Circles, Why Use Them?" (A discourse on the psychology of magick circles by Mel White) They say that the longest journey begins with a single step. So, too, the exploration of Magickal studies begins with a single step. Though the first step in a physical journey is often self-evident, the First Step on a Magickal journey is often not quite so clear. While formally organized groups often have a path of lessons to instruct newcomers, the solitary or isolated student is often left standing in perplexity on this broad plain of knowledge, wondering just where in the heck to begin. And wondering, too, if it's "okay" to start just anywhere. While it's true that studies can begin in a direction that attracts you, the necessary first step must be learning to make psychic shields. There are "Things of the Dark" out there. There are any number of explanations for what these things might be-- ghosts, demons, or simply uncontrolled urges of the subconscious mind. In truth, it doesn't

Our Current Song List
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Why Is It?
Why is it men can't be happy with what they have? Now isn't that just like a man? Ya'll want everything your way.. No bitching,no nagging,no crying (by the way why can't men stand having a woman cry? Sometimes its a matter of life and death for a woman to cry,its the only thing saving the mans life!) Oh keep the house clean,have dinner cooked and be ready for sex.. And then if the woman wins the argument well we have to put up with the pouting.. You know I think women should really be paid more than men because we have to put up with more.. LMAO I just love to give men hell sometimes..It gets a rise out of them!!

Things Stressed Women Say At Work...
Things Stressed Women Say At Work... 1. Okay! Okay! I take it back. Unf_ _k you. 2. You say I'm a bitch like it's a bad thing. 3. Well this day was a total waste of makeup. 4. Well, aren't we a damn ray of sunshine? 5. Don't bother me, I'm living happily ever after. 6. Do I look like a people person? 7. This isn't an office. It's hell with fluorescent lighting. 8. I started out with nothing and I still have most of it left. 9. Therapy is expensive. Popping bubble wrap is cheap. You choose. 10. Why don't you try practicing random acts of intelligence and senseless acts of self-control? 11. I'm not crazy. I've been in a very bad mood for 30 years. 12. Sarcasm is just one more service I offer. 13. Do they ever shut up on your planet? 14. I'm not your type. I'm not inflatable. 15. Stress is what you have when you wake up screaming and you realize you haven't gone to sleep yet. 16. Back off! You're standin

The Banister Of Life......
As You Slide Down The Banister Of Life, Remember......... 1. Jim Baker and Jimmy Swaggert have written an impressive new book. It's called "Ministers Do More Than Lay People." 2. Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink and be Mary. 3. The difference between the Pope and your boss...the Pope only expects you to kiss his ring. 4. My mind works like lightning. One brilliant flash and it is gone. 5. The only time the world beats a path to your door is if you're in the bathroom. 6. I hate sex in the movies. Tried it once. The seat folded up, the drink spilled and that ice, well, it really chilled the mood. 7. It used to be only death and taxes were inevitable. Now, of course, there's shipping and handling, too. 8. A husband is someone who, after taking the trash out, gives the impression that he just cleaned the whole house. 9. My next house will have no kitchen - just vending machines and a large trash can. 10. A blonde said, "I was wor

Treasonous Teasing
Getting a fistful of a precariously placed wound Squeezing out the boon, licking at what leaks out between my fingers Letting go, and caressing my lips Smearing, tasting, teasing myself Grip opposing sides of that precariously placed wound Making a feast out of you, filling up on scarlet bloom Petting at whatever else is in reach I decree your fluids to come out to me It’s gonna get messy, I like of the look of the mess It’s sexy Drench me, quench me, saturate me Splash in the safety, of your red camouflage You make me tall Call my name as I pull you out in more ways then two Subdued by the drug of swallowing you I may have spread the crimson into more places then a few How do I look, mouth covered in your spillings Lips quivering from the rush Take a good look at you, and reach a higher level of lust Pull you on top of me, bleed on me while we fuck Tuck your fingers in my ribs, arch my back off the sheets As I reach a thumb to push at your leak And trade the tas

Celtic Dragons And Serpents: Symbols Of Earth Energies
Celtic Dragons and Serpents: Symbols of Earth Energies Dragons and serpents of Celtic Religion symbolized Earth energies, potent forces of the land, which polarized into Positive and Negative roles. The mythical beast usually is represented as a huge,winged, fire-breathing reptile. For centuries the dragon has been prominent in the folklore of many peoples; thus, tis physical characteristics vary greatly and include combinations of numerous animals. The dragon has often been associated with evil. In many legends a dragon had the ablilty to wreak havoc upon the land and therefore had to be either placated with a human sacrifice, or killed; it was also often the guardian of a treasure or a maiden. The highest achievement of a hero in medieval legend was the slaying of the dragon, as in the story of St. George. King Arthur, son of Uther Pendragon (dragon's head), also killed a dragon. The giant red dragon of the Apocalypse (rev.12) gave rise to the use of the beast as smybolic of

Contest
Can you believe it i am in another contest. Believe it or not i was asked to join the contest, that has only happened one other time. the contest i am in is called "sexiest guy with long hair contest". Just thought you all should know. Because starting friday ,i believe, i will be pimping myself out for the contest. So i figured i would get the word out now and warn you all. The contest is a comment bombing contest, again i believe.

Are You One Of The Cry Babies?
Great article. Author unknown: Lets Start off this New Year with the right attitude......... A Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I starting thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to the Atlantic Ocean without having to present identification papers as we move through each state? Or possibly

Selective Salutes
I guess most folks would consider this a stupid rant and perhaps I might too if it had not happened to me. Someone mentioned that we had to submit a salute to get past level 10, and I said noo way, it doesn't say that anywhere.. well guess what they were right.. I am at level 11 totals yet my indicator says cherry level 10...why because I don't have a salute, even funnier, I signed up to become a paying member, which means I have to put my personal information out there to pay for this account. I have enough pictures that identify who I am. It's obvious that the salutes aren't approved by the guidelines, it says Either 1. A frank picture of yourself with a sign of your name in front of your homepage, or with a site T-Shirt one. Well let me tell you I have seen many salutes that don't adhere to either requirement yet because its a pretty smile or some cleavage it has been approved, and btw good for you folks that got it approved. We simple folk are having the pleasure of gettin

Friends
I WOULD LILE TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE WHO HELPED OUT MY GIRL ALLY IN THE HOTTEST GIRL ON CHERRY TAP. SHE CAME IN SECOND PLACE IN THE CONTEST. THIS WAS HER FIRST CONTEST ON THIS SITE. THANK YOU FOR SHOWING HER ALL YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT.

A Bit Of New Year Cheer
Seems that the the work laptop is the target for the corporate hacker these days. Yes you may wpa2 set up but is the security on the laptop as good as what the business uses, i doubt it. I was reading an article on this and it stated this very fact that hackers can carry out their attacks by hijacking corporate laptops due to this very fact. Nothing stops them placing a trojan that hasn't been detected yet, and then when you connect to the proper network, the trojan transfers itself and launches its payload. 2 options were given in the article, one that companies stop handing out laptops and everyone has to use desktops at work from now on, or that workers will buy their own and carry on as usual. Guess which one i see happening.

Darkness
"I sit here and wonder,why does life have to be so dark?I wonder if i will ever see the light again?People are so crule and mean,and dont care about others feeling,but yet we are supposed to sit back and pretend that we have no pain inside.How much can a person take inside,bottle it up before it explodes into some chaotic mess?The things that life has brought me has not be easy,I still sit here and wonder why Does God bring Darkness onto the good people and Light upon the bad?Is it some kind of lesson to be learned?Or is it something more?It's funny how a person like myself is a stay at home mother taking care of 4 children,cooks,cleans,and is just here for 4 innocent children everyday,and the man that i love the most in the world sits and reflects off of my pain.I never knew how much love hurts till i met this person.I wonder if the pain if from fighting so hard to be a good mother and a good provider etc or If it is the pain of the stresse that are being brought into my life,or maybe

Did U Know?
Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them? Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you, sorry, and Help me. Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves? Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty? Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding? Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two-fold? Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face? Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted? Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, li

Sex How It Should Be(little Xxx Rated)
we start off slow and we go faster every time will I come, maybe she screams my name I scream, give it to me baby she’s so beautiful she smells so nice before I come she already came twice she yells to God a couple of times she knows how to please a man it’s like she’s a porn star and I’m her biggest fan we can make love rough and wild or we can do it slow we can do it once or three times in a row I love her, really love her and not only in bed but she turns me on this sugar and I make her wet while we do it we’re loud we scream and we roar after the sex we feel happy and calm absolutely no worries anymore when you both enjoyed it you know you did it right that’s how sex should be making you both satisfied

Single....
Once again.... I'm single... The fucker cheated on me.... I hate being single with a passion..... I've been single for bout a week.... Why cant I find a respectfull,nice guy, that nows how to treat me??? Guess I never will..... It will always just be a dream.....

10 Reasons To Have Lotsa Sex....
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ==================================================================================================2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ==================================================================================================3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ==================================================================================================4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! =========================================================================================

The Cheerleader
Max was just finishing up his work in the science lab when he thought he heard an odd noise outside the window. He turned off the burner, closed his notebook and picked up his books. He walked to the window and noticed Wendy Meyers, head varsity cheerleader, sitting alone outside on the bleachers. She appeared to be crying. He left the science lab and walked down the hallway to the back hallway exit and pushed open the door. He walked over to Wendy and saw that she was crying. Her elbows were on her knees and her face was in her hands, and she shook all over from crying. "Wendy?" Max said quietly. She stopped crying abruptly, wiped her nose on her jacket sleeve and looked up at him. "Yes?" "I'm sorry, you probably don't know me, but..." Max began. "Sure, I know you. You're Max Sheffield. You helped me with my algebra last year," she said, sniffling. "Oh, um, ahem, yes," Max stammered, blushing nervously. "Well... I was... I was wondering if you were okay." "Oh, yeah... well

Having A Contest
NEED CONTESTANTS FOR THE SEXIEST MANS "V" ON CHERRY TAP I NEED SOME MEN TO PARTICIPATE AND TO TELL THEIR VOTERS TO VOTE ALL MY OTHER PICS WHEN VOTE THAT WAY CAN GET THE MONEY UP FOR A GREAT PRIZE. PLEASE NO NUDITY BELOW WAIST...SO MAKE SURE THERE IS SOME UNDERWEAR ON THANKS ALRIGHT I NEED ANOTHER ONE OR TWO MORE MEN AND WE WILL GET THIS STARTED TOMORROW AND STILL LAST UNTILL THE 21ST SO COME ON PEOPLE BARE IT

New Here On Cherrytap!
Hello! I'm new here on Cherrytap. I am also on myspace. But my husband said I should try this since there's no kids on here. So here's some of my first mindless ramblings for the year 2007!.... Ahhhhhh....2006 is finally over and gone. It was an alright year. Good things happened, bad things happened. Life happened. Now I wonder what kind of life is going to happen in 2007. I didn't make any resolutions though. I stopped doing that a long time ago. New Years Day and making resolutions to me is like the first day of the school year and the hopes of getting good grades. Every year I'd tell myself, "I'm gonna be on the honor roll!" "I'm gonna learn to speak Spanish fluently!" And then by the second semester, I'd say, "Fuck it! I'm takin' a nap." Which I had no way of preventing anyway. Because through out my high school life, I could never stay awake when the 4th period bell rang. I have no recollection of what happened during and 4th period classes. As soon as that bell rang, my he

Lost Happyness
Raindrops glittering on flowers Stars all over the sky A hand softly on my shoulder A wake-up kiss You next to me Knowing you're mine My heart goes wild when I think of you I'm totally shaking inside Everytime you talk to me Why can't you see What you're doing to me Why can't you see How happy I would be

Platinum Cherry
Is it just me, or does a platinum cherry worry me? Would that chip your teeth??? Plus you would think that would stop all the juice from flowing… I just do not see the desire.. I want a plain cherry with NOTHING on it!!! … the Cat

Men Are Like.... (sorry Boys, I Couldnt Resist!!)
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ... Laxatives ... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like ... Bananas ... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ... Weather ... Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ... Blenders .... You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ... Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like . Commercials .... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like . Department Stores ... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ... Government Bonds ... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ... Mascara ... They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10

Ufo Are Very Real!
1/2/2007 - Newsletter sample - sign up its Free http://www.drturi.com/news/ Hello Readers; It amazes me how presumptuous and ignorant both the FAA and a bunch of (educated mental snobs) really are. FAA blames UFO report on weird weather: CHICAGO, Illinois (AP) -- -- Federal officials say it was probably just some weird weather phenomenon, but a group of United Airlines employees swear they saw a mysterious, saucer-shaped craft hovering over O'Hare Airport in November. http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/01/02/ufo.sighting.ap/index.html But what the FAA is really saying to you is this; "we are sorry for all the people who thought seeing that UFO, all of you (without exception) were victimized by an overactive imagination or hypnotic illusion or may be, you had too much drink or smoke too much pot on this November day". Remember I am direct honest and I always had a problem with stupidity. This is total SHAME for the FAA and denunciate a deep incrusted fear of the ridic

Dark Poetry
Deception Feeling like a actor In a play not yet written, Like my whole depends on lies unforgiven. Yet I've wandered down a road a lot less traveled, I still ended up with a life that is now unraveled. You came out of nowhere and struck me with love, an angel of mercy sent to me from somewhere up above. Ghastly vision of delight she cast from her eyes, A seductress of love, she left me dazed and hypnotized. I reach out to touch her, but as I did she disappears, This silhouette of beauty playing upon all my fears. A ghostly Image of temptation, a delusion of my mind, Where did she go to, why did she leave me left behind. She said that she loved me, that her love would never falter, This Immortal Goddess left my broken heart, standing at her alter. I tried to regroup, and act like my soul wasn't tainted blue, The more I began to realize that this story is all true. She came to me at night, clouding all of my life long dreams, I started hearing the song of

Warning Labels
Due to increasing products liability litigation, American liquor manufacturers have accepted the FDA's suggestion that the following warning labels be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ------------------------------------------------- WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. ------------------------------------------------- WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a retard. ------------------------------------------------- WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them. ------------------------------------------------- WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing. ----------------

Howdy
Hey ya'll. Glad I could make it here! I'm looking forward to chatting with everyone and having a good time! I hope you like the pics. I do have my own web site, http://www.freakmommas2.com/celeste I have a lot of fun there, entertaing all my members! I do cam shows and private shows for my "Special Members"!! A little bit about myself. I am married and Bi-Sexual. I do have a live-in Girlfriend and I do play with other women. On my web site, I do take request's and I do answer all my email personally!! I will be doing private videos soon, so don't be shy. Let me know what you want to see! Hope to hear from all of you soon. Licks and Slurps, Celeste

Something I Can Read Later And Laugh To...i Always Do..lol
. How old will you be in five years? 26 2. do you think you will be married by then? well, damn you just jump the guns dont you? no, i honestly dont think i will be 3. How tall are you? 5'6 4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? my birthday! 5. What's the last movie you saw? i was really fucked up this weekend... 6. Who was the last person you called? my friend ___ shit i dont give names mo fo...why do you wanna know? 7. Who was the last person to call you? my sister 8. What was the last text message you received? we ballin! thanks mel that damn song will be in my head all day 9. Do you prefer to call or text? doesnt really matter ... 10. Do you have any pets? well, its hard to convince most grow men into getting into a cage.. i tried the whole bacon thing, it wasnt working 11. What were you doing at 12am last night? passed the fuck out 12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? both fucking suck. dont care 13. When is th

If You Have Boys....
If you have little boys you find out interesting things, like: 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20 x 20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late.

National Day Of Mourning?
National Day of Mourning? What are we mourning, maybe we should take the time to mourn our fallen soldiers. May even the ones who will lose their lives today. Those in the military that have off today shouldn't. There is a man very close to me who is in Iraq right now and he definetly doesn't have today off, why should anyone else. I think our soldiers abroad should get a day off they deserve it more than we do. Yeah I am working today too.

New Job
Yay, I got the job, I start on the 8th, so sadly I wont be online as much, but I will have money , so I guess things even out. The Holidays have been crazy, I will be glad when they are over, plan to go party and maybe drink on New Years, before I have to start working. Good thing tho, I work monday thru Fri, off on weekends, 2nd shift, not so bad and the money will be really good! I did have to buy some jeans and bras tho, really needed them, now I can actully get what I need, lol. luv and huggs -Strawberri

Never Thought It Would Happen.....
But I am now ENGAGED!!!!!!! The love of my life got down on one knee in front of a dancefloor/bar full of people on NYE and proposed!!! It was the most romantic thing I could think of and I love him to death!! Just wanted to share the happy news with everyone! The lucky guy is ScionTim on here.

Quote Of The Year 2006
Chris Rock's "Quote of the Year" "You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named Bush, Dick, and Colon. Need I say more?"

Popping Off At The Jaw
Death touch, husking rotten lust Blue flesh fuck, cold tongues Severed in two, oozing green goo Stroked by the maggots crawling through Putrid Fingernails get caught, fall off Flaking fingertips maul with fright Might Skin hangs lose In some places, pulled tight This was why I got up out of my grave Howl at the moon and perpetuate A zombiotic gene strain Diseased stain Bony fingers twitch, a hip bone cracks The fuck becomes a fist, as organs detach In the open mouthed kiss the worms are passed The taste in the air is dead wrath Earth cracks, wide open Coagulated ejaculation Pre-festered rejuvenation Flowing through embalming fluids

*yawns*
...shouldn't it be illegal or something to make someone com into work before noon after being off for over a week! I am soooooo dragging my ass today...up way too late and in at work way toooo early....god and goddess help me......

It Appears I Have A Hater!
I NEVER wanted to defame my baby blog with this sort of shit but its DIRECTLY related to this blog so I guess its where it belongs. First off I want to thank her for sending any traffic this way that she has because it has only helped to get my story seen by people that might need it or maybe helped them to see that I AM NOT a liar. I dont see where any of my entries make no sense but PLEASE anyone feel free to point them out so I can explain what I meant or what happened. ANYONE that knows what losing a baby feels like KNOWS that what I have written is TOO specific and ALSO ANYONE that would FAKE something like this is a sick, twisted fuck! I would NEVER wish this on anyone(even on my hater). You all might want to know a little about our bitchy, neighborhood hater. She is BEST friends with Miss Sherrie...the one that my blog beat out in top blogs. AND I am friends with her ex bf that cant STAND her and her games. These are her reasons for attacking me so before you BELIEVE any

The Game Of 40 Questions:
THE GAME OF 40 QUESTIONS: 1. DOES ANYONE KNOW YOUR PASSWORD TO YOUR MYSPACE: NOPE 2. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ORDERED AT MCDONALDS:DOUBLE QUARTER LB W/ CHEESE ITS BEEN AWHILE BUTT IM SURE CHICKEN NUGGETS 3. ARE YOU AN EMOTIONAL PERSON? YES 4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR NAME: YEAH OF COURSE 5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: YES 6. EVER FELT JEALOUS OF YOUR FRIEND: SURE 7. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DID: YELLED AT THE T.V.. IT WAS A GOOD PLAY. 8. WHO IS RIGHT NEXT TO YOU: SIMONNE 9. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU ATE DINNER WITH IN A RESTURANT: SIMONNE 10. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: SCARS BY PAPA ROACH 11. HOW'S THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW: I DUNNO. COLD AS FUCK! 13. LAST LIE YOU TOLD: NOT SURE BUT IT WAS A WHITE LIE 4 SHOW 14. LAST SONG YOU SANG: BROKEN BY SEETHER 15. DO YOU LIKE ANYONE? HMM. KINDA 16. LOST A FRIENDSHIP OVER SOMETHING STUPID: YEPPP 17. LAST THING YOU DRANK: PEPSI 18. LAST THING YOU ATE: PIZZ

Ok It Is Time
Ok so one night my friend and I where in my long talking. And the contest came up. We said it is about time someone had one for men. We where tired of seeing them for women. Frost came up with eye candy for my loung we would like to look at some well we talk. So if you or your girl frind think your the best eye cand please send your pics of you being the best eye candy you can be. you will be posted in my long for the week or until we get tired of looking at you.. Kisses M&M and Frost Frost My Cupcakes@ CherryTAP http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=303

In Memory Of Someone Close To My Family
I am doing this to let everyone know and about someone that was special and close to my family. He was a caring, sweet, crazy, energetic, fun, lovable, and protective. When you seen him he would instantly come to you and be happy that you showed him attention. He rarely got mad at you or anyone unless you messed with his family. He was gentle with the kids and loved to play with his family all the time. TO him I say thank you for being apart of our family. To God I say take care of him and treat him good, because he is spacial in our heart. His name is Duke and he is everything I have said here and more. And now that he is in a better place I hope he is happy and running wild. People may think they know evverything about stuff but I will tell you this and that is that we all loved him and it is hard to let him go but he is in our hearts and always will be. We love you Duke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Adriana Lima Gallery - Hot.
http://onelasage.com/gallery/thumbnails.php?album=30 That is the link to it. It's my personal gallery with over 900 pictures of her, all hand selected and edited by me. If you are a fan of her, like I am, then go and check it out. If you need some initiative and don't know who she is - Go and check it out - or if you want to see some of my favorite images of her, just check out my stash. Feel free to share with your friends, though and check her out!

Yes Or No Game
YES or NO game... 1.You can only say Yes or No! 2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! Have you ever... Danced in front of your mirror naked? yes Ever told a lie? yes Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes Kissed someone of the same sex? yes Kissed a picture? yes Slept in until 5 PM? yes Had sex at work? yes Fallen asleep at work/school? Yes Held a snake? yes Ran a red light? yes Been suspended from school? no Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? yes Been fired from a job? yes Sang karaoke? yes Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes Kissed in the rain? yes Sang in the shower? Yes Gave your private parts a nickname? yes Sat on a roof top? yes Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes Broken a bone?

True Or False
TRUE OR FALSE: I am shorter than 5'4": FALSE (WHEN I REMEMBER TO STAND UP STRAIGHT) I have many scars: TRUE I tan easily: FALSE Burn easily: TRUE I wish my hair was a different color: FALSE I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color: TRUE I've had/have braces: FALSE I wear glasses or contacts: TRUE I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger: TRUE I have more than 5 piercings: FALSE I have/had piercings in places besides my ears: TRUE I have freckles: TRUE Some Disney movies make me cry: TRUE I've laughed so hard I've cried: TRUE I've glued my hand to something: TRUE I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose: TRUE I've had my pants rip/drop in public: TRUE I was born with a disease/impairment: TRUE I've sat in a doctors office with a friend: TRUE I've had my wisdom teeth removed: BOTH I've had surgery: TRUE I've had chicken pox: TRUE

Can Anyone Help Me???
Hey everyone!!! Whatz up? Nothing much here sick of life. It seems like i cant do anything right anymore. The guy I truly love just left me cause he found out i have a new BF. But what was i suppse to do when he tells me i can date anyone i want. IF you think you can help me out please give me a shout.

Bat - Rebirth
BAT - Rebirth Steeped in the mystery of Mesoamerican tribal ritual is the legend of Bat. Akin to the ancient Buddhist belief in reincarnation, in Central America, Bat is the symbol of rebirth. The Bat has for centuries been a treasured medicine of the Aztec, Toltec, Tolucan, and Mayan peoples. Bat embraces the idea of shamanistic death. The ritual death of the healer is steeped in secrets and highly involved initiation rites. Shaman death is the symbolic death of the initiate to the old ways of life and personal identity. The initiation that brings the right to heal and to be called shaman is necessarily preceded by ritual death. Most of these rituals are brutally hard. The basic idea of ancient initiations was to break down all the former notions of "self" that were held by the shaman-to-be. This could entail brutal tests of physical strength and psychic ability, and having every emotional "button" pushed hard. Taunting and spitting on the initiate was common, and taught

Poem
When I look back upon my life, no matter when or where, at every age and step and stage, She made me feel so safe,so loved,her kindness meant so much, I still can hear her words of cheer and feel her gentle touch... When I'd set out to bring about some special dream or pain, her pride in me was plain to see- she was my biggest fan...If I had news to celebrate or hopes that had been shattered, she always knew just what to do to show my feelings mattered... She'd hang in there to help me bear the stresses and stings and always know when to let go so I could try my wings... And still today I'm glad to say I feel her loving care in the deepest part of my grateful heart.

New Deal
Well, this is a whole new thing for me... i have friends on this cherry tap thing, so i thought i would give it a shot... I am so used to myspace, this place is different. But seems cool~ I can at least upload pics of my boobs though!!! I am so proud of the new rings, if u can't tell!!! *lol* well, thats my thought for now

The Lady Of The Lake
The Lady of the Lake (Nimue, Vivien, Vivienne, Niniane) The Lady of the Lake was known by many names. She was most often Nimue (pronounced Nim-oo-ay). Nimue was often confused and misrepresented in Arthurian Legend as an enchantress wanting nothing more than to steal Merlin's magick. This is considered by most, a literary fabrication created by the misogynist, religious state of that time. Literarily, Nimue was the daughter of Diones and the lover of both Pelles and Merlin. In reference to Nimue as the Lady of the Lake, it was she who gave the sword Excalibur to Arthur and regained it when he died. She also accompanied three additional faerie queens to Avalon with the body of the slain king. It is also said that she stole the child Lancelot and cured his madness. This was done so Lancelot could become guard to Nimue's weak son Mabuz who was tormented by Iweret. Alfred, Lord Tennyson paints one of the lovliest literary pictures of the Lady of the Lake in his great work, Id

High School Sweethearts
Isn't it amazing that occationally we run into someone we have loved in the past. Then once we look into their eyes even though 6 years have passed the love we once knew is reborn. My heart skips a beat everytime your near though you swear you heard it stop twice as you laid your head on my chest. I love you just as I once did and always will.

My Son Knows Talent!
Ok so I was sick for new years eve this year and sat watching TV with my son.. So we're on the Dick Clark special and I've got to tell you never has it been so evident that my son is going to be just like his Dad. (Remember, he's only 8yo). They have one of those Hoochie Ho's on stage in a little shorty skirt, dancing with her back up ho's.. My kid looks at me and says, "Dad, it's sure lucky that girl is pretty." I look at him and ask, "What? Why is that buddy?" He looks me right in the eye, cold stone serious and says, "Because she sure can't sing." I'm glad that my son isn't blinded by the amazing amount of bull shit in the world..

Pt 3 Of My Mind
It is getting dark nice and late. Too tired from standing there all day the highs and lows of my feelings. Somehow I didn't realize the candles were lit. You walk over to me and slowly unchain my hands from the cross then my ankles. I fall to my knees and you guide me using a handful of my hair to the restroom telling me to use it if I need to and to wash my hands. Yes sir is all I can speak. You step away from the room and when I am done I wait for you to lead me where you want me. You come grab up some more of my hair and lead my body to the kitchen where you have a plate of food waiting on the floor beside your chair. You sit and guide me to my plate and tell me without using your hands eat your food. Yes sir, I am trying to please you ahhh so much do I want you to be pleased with me. I eat all of my food not too slow but not too fast letting you know that I have enjoyed it. You raise my head back and push your cup up to my lips watching me drink. A small bit of juice is dripping do

Which Season Are You ?
?? Which Season Are You ?? You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...You're warm, and the most approachable. You have that gentle prescence about you. People can relate to you, and find you easy company. However it's likely you've been hurt in the past and it has left you scarred so things can become rather chilly with you at times. Being the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy and loyal to your friends but prone to depression and negative thinking. Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

New Years Resolutions
1. to treat my body with respect and love. 2. to embrace the spiritual in me. 3. to believe in myself and demand respect. 4. to live with integrity so that I earn that respect. I resolve to do these things and to stand up for what I believe in and to surround myself with like-minded people...loving, trustworthy, loyal friends who will join me in my revolution to change our chaotic world into a place of hope, health and happiness...one thought at a time.

You Can Vote Once A Day In Th Econtest
ok..so its time to go and vote for your girl in the Cryptic tv horror hottie contest again...hope everyone brought in th eNew year on a positive note...I know I did! LOL Vote Monique Dupree

Vote For My Pic!
Ok cherries! Please follow the link and comment bomb my pic in this contest, its the first time I've ever entered one and I think I need all the help I can get!! Remember, its comments, not point! :D http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=252908&albumid=167947&i=2736843310&sfgdata=4

A Moment For "reflection"
Just a bit from TOOLs "Reflection". __________________________________________ So crucify the ego, before it's far too late And leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical And you will come to find that we are all one mind Capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable So let the light touch you and let the words spill through Just let them pass right through bringing out our hope and reason Before we pine away. __________________________________________

The New Year Brings.....
The new year brings me losing weight. I won't call it a resolution cause I despise those darn things, but I started this new diet on Friday before the new year and well it is now Tuesday and after 4 days, 15 pounds are already gone. Now most people know that when you lose weight, the first week is mostly water loss, which is fine by me, a loss is a loss....I will keep my progress posted. It is my goal to be DA BOMB by June....wish me luck!

If The World Were A Village Of 100 People
If the World Were a Village of 100 People If we could reduce the world’s population to a village of precisely 100 people, with all existing human ratios remaining the same, the demographics would look something like this: The village would have 60 Asians, 14 Africans, 12 Europeans, 8 Latin Americans, 5 from the USA and Canada, and 1 from the South Pacific 51 would be male, 49 would be female 82 would be non-white; 18 white 67 would be non-Christian; 33 would be Christian 80 would live in substandard housing 67 would be unable to read 50 would be malnourished and 1 dying of starvation 33 would be without access to a safe water supply 39 would lack access to improved sanitation 24 would not have any electricity (And of the 76 that do have electricity, most would only use it for light at night.) 7 people would have access to the Internet 1 would have a college education 1 would have HIV 2 would be near birth; 1 near death 5 would contro

Lost In Your Kiss
Lost in your Kiss Your warm soft lips gently cascade over my face I feel the warmth of your hands as you trace I feel lost in your kiss a warmth spreads through me I never dreamed it could be like this... I long to tell you all that I want all that I desire As your eyes, your hands, your lips spread my lustful fire Your sweet warm breath I feel against my skin as I move my head back and draw you further in Like a sponge.. my body absorbs you every pore every part of me feels the sensation ripple through When our lips part I whisper in your ear "This is what I wished for... to feel your body near"

My Vampire
My Vampire I dream of man in black He stands above me and I am the snack His eyes look through me and he sees my soul He reaches for my hand and we take the stroll Into the dark where he now resides Into the shadows where he hides And now he’s bringing me- What will he do? Hopefully what I want him to His skin like porcelain, smooth and cold And I desire to be in his hold He makes love to me with only his stare And my brain knows that I must beware My body however needs him deep Only one of his kind could creep Into a person this way I’m not just lust, I am prey With his eyes locked on mine, he embraces my fruit His cold fingers slide in me, and his mouth in pursuit Of the pulsing flows of life in me He needs to drink, and I will agree His hands quickly moving inside He tastes me now and I enjoy the ride I feel the pain and it’s more than good I want him so much more than I should Giving of me means marking my death Losing my sun, and losing my breath H

Needs Fulfilled
Needs Fulfilled Nibble, nibble On my Ear Closer, closer Come over here. Softly, softly Touch me now Tease me, tease me I'll show you how. Slip your hand Between my thighs Listen to My gentle sighs. Bite me, bite me Oh, right there . . . Now lick me, lick me If you dare. Pinch me, pinch me White hot delight Stroke me, stroke me My sex takes flight. Now come inside Push harder still My slick wet heat Yours to fill. I want you now I'll need you then To take me to The top again.

Losing Control
Losing Control Fuck me hard. Fuck me now. Fill me up. Holy Cow. You make me sweat. You make me scream. Are you real? Or just a dream? If just a dream, Then let me sleep. Cause loving you, Is much too sweet. My body trembles. My body aches. Your hands on me, Is all it takes. I feel the peak, It's just ahead. A golden rush, My soul is fed. Now lay with me, You've touched my soul. I let you in, And lost control.

A Man And His Penis
A man went to his doctor and asked him how to prolong the lovemaking experience. The doctor told him that masturbating before sex often helped men last longer, extending the pleasure for them and their partner. The man decided, "What the hell, I'll try it." He spent the rest of the day thinking about where to do it. He couldn't do it in his office. He thought about the restroom, but that was too open. He considered an alley, but figured that was too unsafe. Finally, he came up with a plan. On his way home, he pulled his truck over on the side of the highway. He got out and crawled underneath as if he was examining the truck. Satisfied with the privacy, he undid his pants and started to masturbate. He closed his eyes and thought of his lover. As he grew closer to orgasm, he felt a quick tug at the bottom of his pants. Not wanting to lose his mental fantasy or the orgasm, he kept his eyes shut and replied, "What?" He heard, "This is the police. What's going on down the

Happy New Year Juicy!
Hey kids, juicy back again. just wanna update you all on my life. Xmas was great. my son got the most amazing presents. im so happy he has so many people in his life that love him so much. he's so smart and funny and talented. I didnt get many presents, but thats not what christmas is about. Between saturday and monday night we went to 7 houses. WE visited family, friends, loved ones and so on. Those are the greatest gifts of all. i dont get to see alot of people untill the holidays come around so it was awesome. new years weekend started off interesting. we were up at our usual spot (jeremy and i) on friday and the owner (a very close friend) asked me to work the bar saturday night. i figured no big deal cus i've been a bartender before. so i said yes. I ended up leaving the bar saturday night with 200+ in tips. boy was i happy! it was a GREAT night. I did so well actually that the owner wants me to cover friday nights now. He said i brought in the most money out of all his b

Killer
now this isn't fair, at the end of the test it gave me 4 tie breaker questions, and i seriously had a hard time deciding between them, it should have just made me every killer heheheheheheh BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA You scored as Buffalo Bill. You are Buffalo Bill, from Silence of the Lambs. You arent happy with yourself, and have a desire to change. You are deeply disturbed, and really should wear clothes while you dance. Then again, you arent someone most people would want to argue with. Or they may end up rubbing the lotion on its skin so it doesnt get the hose again. Pinhead100%Leatherface100%Hannibal Lecter100%Buffalo Bill100%Jigsaw90%Freddy Krueger80%Jason Voorhees80%Michael Myers80%Captain Spaulding60%Candyman

So Depressed
i went to LA to see this girl i like and she ended up totally hating me. she said i wasnt talking enough and making the most of the time we had together. and i got hurt and went and got drunk even though i promised her i wouldnt. and now she doesnt ever want to talk to me again. i dont know what im goin to do now my life just keeps getting worse each day :( i dont think i can handle anymore of this crap. what am i supposed to do, why does all this keep happening when im already down.

~~changes~~~
Well its a new year now.. time for change Im just fed up with the way my life is going right now, im going to be making some major changes over the next few months .... 2006 was just a bad year all together, I have learned not to trust anyone,, even if u think they are ur best friend in the world... most guys are after one thing girls and thats sex so dont give it up ... which i always new that.. Im going to start beauty school here soon Im going to also start college, and try to get a degree in business... im going to move out of my parents house Im going to start saving money to move out of somerset as well... may take me awhile but im going to do it... as for my dating life.. i pretty much dont have one rright now... and im not worred about it it seems like everytime i find someone im interested in they screw me over so im just going to let that part of my life come to me... if i find mr. right i do if not then im cool cause im not lookin for mr. right now...

Non Cherry Lovin's
Some of you might know that I am in the middle of trying to win a tort claim I have filed against the state of Indiana for wrongful termination. See my previous blogs in this section for more information. I need to keep this story in the news and fresh in people's minds as the Attorney General's office is in the middle of their decision to settle this without having to go to court. If you could just click the link below, read the story if you'd like, but the click alone will hopefully help me to stay in the news. I would appreciate it very much. Here's the link: http://www.wishtv.com/Global/story.asp?S=5589004&nav=menu35_1 If you could please repost the bulletin I have going around about this, that would be great. A click from all of you could help to start my year off right. It could really make a difference. Thanks! Karen (Leogal)

Are You Gh0stwraith's Friend Or Am I Points To You..
How many ppl on here get the feeling that ppl want to use you only to get points? How many fake accounts do we see running around, no one behind the pix. There are more fake ppl on here then there are real ppl at times. I currently have 329 Friends on my list and I would guess over a weeks time I talk to about 75-100 at the most. Most of them I don’t see and prolly never will. I will post this in my blog and in my bulletins because I will be thining ppl out. I don’t need that many ppl, I would rather have 50 ppl that I can count on then 1000 ppl I never talk to. I would like to say to those that I receive comments from once a week I understand and thank you for that. For those that I haven’t received anything from in weeks then I h8 to say it but Good bye. Thank you my friends. Gh0st

Blog #1 + 2 ,from Another Site
Home | Blogs The Fussy Lonely Aries 1-2-07 Once upon a Time,I was on these Socializeing sites to meet a new soulmate.An if I wasn't so damn perticular,I would have.Actually I did,but I wasn't ready yet.I wasn't ready to let go of the past.As my ex couldn't find anybody,who new what he was doing.After 5 months of being kicked to the curb,she re-enterd my Life as my Lover only.An it was damn good.But now close to 7 months of Abstinence,I feel I am ready.But unfortunately I'm still Fussy.An all past relationships were based on great sex.As I've Matured these last 7 months,sex is nolonger that important,as it once was.I still preffer petite an thin,for mind boggling orgasmic delight.But I will settle for other than I preffer.For great Sexual Compatability,u should be a Sagittarius,Aquarius,Gemini or another Aries.For companionship maybe the same. _________________________________________________ The Past Few Months First of Sept.06.Labor Day weekend.Went Camping with my e

She Bop...lyrics
She Bop Lyrics by Cindy Lauper [ Download Free Lyrics Software featuring Cindy Lauper ] [ Send to a friend ] We-hell-I see them every night in tight blue jeans-- In the pages of a blue boy magazine Hey I've been thinking of a new sensation I'm picking up--good vibration-- Oop--she bop-- Do I wanna go out with a lion's roar Huh, yea, I wanna go south n get me some more Hey, they say that a stitch in time saves nine They say I better stop--or I'll go blind Oop--she bop--she bop She bop--he bop--a--we bop I bop--you bop--a--they bop Be bop--be bop--a--lu--she bop, I hope He will understand She bop--he bop--a--we bop I bop--you bop--a--they bop Be bop--be bop--a--lu--she bop, Oo--oo--she--do--she bop--she bop (whistle along here)... Hey, hey--they say I better get a chaperone Because I can't stop messin' with the danger zone No, I won't worry, and I won't fret-- Ain't no law against it yet-- Oop--she bop--she bop-- She bop--he bop--we bop...

As You Can See, The Changes Are Being Made
Hey Family, Friends and Fans... As you can see, we have made quite a few changes to our page. Before I came, I guess you could say Chris's page was a "bachelor's" page (same way with his house LOL) but now it is totally different. I think combining our pages was a good idea. Certainly easier to keep track of. I so hope to find the rest of the friends I had on my page and add them here too. Am working on it. Anyway, hope you all had a great Holiday Season. Many blessings for the New Year. Drop by from time to time as we are adding things on a weekly basis basically, rather it be a blog post, comments, music or pics etc. That'ss what I need, am looking for the song, "The Gift"... if anyone has it so I can add it to the tracks here, please let me know. Have a wonderful day everyone and an awesome week. Love, Trudy P.S. You can always tell which post is from me and which post is from Chris. Mine will be in yellow, his will be in white! :-)

Is This Your True Love? Aquarius
Is This Your True Love? Check out your astrological sign's compatibility with another sign. by Dr. Turi M.D.S.U. Important note: This basic comparison chart is generated for the masses only. A Full Comparison chart involves a tremendous work and will help you to understand your business/emotional partner to great extend. Thus if you experience stress in your relationship a 90 MN taped Comparison chart between you and your lover or marriage partner is a must as to comprehend your celestial differences. This awareness will bring a huge difference in handling and understanding your partner and avoid heartaches. IMPORTANT note: the location of your Dragon's Head and tail by birth is extraordinary important and CAN NOT be addressed in these files. There is more power in your Dragon Head and Tail alone than the entire complexity of an astrological chart. Thus a soft Cancer or Pisces who inherited a self centered aggressive Tail of the Dragon in Aries or Leo will be far mo

Wtf Is Wrong With Guys?
What the fuck is wrong with guys on here? Like not to sound stuck up or anything but why do u continue to come on to my stuff and rate me like 7s and 3s and 1s lol just to ruin my 10s?and 11s! I dont mind if your a guy n u rate me but fuck atleast give me a 10 then (Im not attracted to guys ether but you also dont see me goin into guys pics! and rating them shit! So fuckin please stop god! Its so annoying i probably get 4 everyday! Last one was ghost rider the dudes probably still in my profile! LOL seeya n peace to all (girls can rate me w/e they want i dont care but guys have no business really Peace to all!

Are You Normal?
***You Are 55% Normal*** While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself How Normal Are You? http://www.blogthings.com/hownormalareyouquiz/

Drag
Drag Specialties and Parts Unlimited are a distributor for motorcycle parts and a few other things. Most of all though they are a thorn in my side. In order to have a dealer's license with them you have to sell a certain amount of their product which isn't hard for the large businesses. But for those of us in the small business catagory it isn't that easy. Especially when they keep increasing their prices and the amount of money we have to spend with them. Which is nuts because there are other distributors that are much better to work with but there are a few parts that we can't get from anyone else, yet.

What Clebs I Look Like
well, i was going to post my pic and pics of what celebs I look like, but I screwed up and lost it, looks like I will have to do it all over again. Oh well. crap happens. i am wondering how the hell I look like donald rumsfeld and a couple female celebs. See ya soon.

Happy New Year!!!
HI EVERYONE IM SOOOOOOOOOO SORRY THT I HVENT BEEN ON AND HAVE NOT LEFT ANY COMMENTS HAD FAMILY EMERGENCYS OVER THE HOLIDYS TO EVERYONE IN MY FRIENDS LIST AND FAMILY ECT.... I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE GREAT HOLIDAYS AND I WISH EVERYONE A GREAT YEAR TO COME PLZ DONT FORGET ME I LOVE YOU ALL AND HOPE TO CHAT SOON BEST WISHES FOR 2007 Free Myspace Graphics

I Wait
I wait for you, anxious to see your face. I stand and watch, looking for the first sign of your arrival. I finally see you, I take a second look to make sure you're really there. My pulse races and I crack a smile, this is what I've been waiting for. You begin to approach, you say, "Sorry, I'm late." I say, "No problem." But I think to myself, 'I'd have waited forever.' - Jordan Jones -

I Know That I Have Found Her When..
To proclaim that I love her Is so easy to say And for that, I will tell her In my own special way Through meaningful words And the warmth of my touch Through these nights of romance She deserves o' so much She's trapped in my heart She's always on my mind She gives me her love Our hearts intertwine For the woman I love I have searched my whole life But I know that I have found her Because I made her my wife - Jeff Kovich -

Friendship Is Like...
Friendship is like the breeze, You can't hold it, Smell it, Taste it, Or know when it's coming, But you can always feel it, And you'll always know it's there, It may come and then go, But you can know it'll always be back. - Terri Fanning -

A Friend Is...
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place. - Jean Kyler McManus -

The Platinum Cherry
This rare gift can ONLY be purchased by VIC accounts. I have made a folder labeled "Platinum Cherry" If you are intersted in recieving a "Platinum Cherry" pick out one of your own pics to submit to me to be BOMBED with comments by anyone even yourself. There is NO TIME LIMIT. When your pic reaches 3,000 comments...and 100 ratings...I will give you a "Platium Cherry" which is worth 10k (Please make sure the pic is Safe For Work) Here is what it looks like: ps> sorry but this contest, I will not be providing a free gift just for entering as I do with all my others.

Glad I'm Home!!!! :-)
Just let you all know that I am happy to be home safe and sound which I had a blast on New Year's Party at my friend's house which we didnt go out to watch the fireworks cuz it's raining on that night so we decide to stay at home and watch it on tv and damn it was fun to have a friend around you to have a good time which means it's always safer to stay home and not to worry about driving while you drinkin and it is good idea. So, I wanted to thanks to all those ppl in CherryTap who came home safe and sound which is good as I care about you all and keep a good friend by you all the time and knowin you're safe and sound which is good as I see all CherryTap's ladies on my list is all safe and sound :-) Be good and stay safe my ladies of CherryTap ;-)

Help Me Out Please You Won't Regret It!! I Promise
Sexy Moma click on the pic to vote for me!! LAST I CHECKED YA'LL I WAS RUNNING IN 4TH PLACE THANKS TO ALL THAT VOTE FOR ME. IF WIN I WILL UPLOAD A PIC FOR YALL TO SEE THAT EVERYONE WANTS TO SEE!!! NOW LETS VOTE AND VOTE MORE THEN ONCE I HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO TO WIN SO WE WILL SEE.. WILL UPLOAD THAT PIC TODAY BUT WILL NOT OPEN UNTIL ALL VOTES ARE IN LOVE YA'LL AND IT WILL ONLY BE OPEN FOR A LIMITED TIME..SO PLEASE ALL VOTE AND VOTE SOON CONTEST IS OVER ON THE 4TH!!OH YEA AND PLEASE VOTE MORE THEN ONCE THE MOST COMMENTS WIN SO LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Little Humor To Start The New Year Off
A hip young man goes out and buys the best car available: a brand new Ferrari GTO. It is also the most expensive car in the world, and it costs him $500,000. He takes it out for a spin and stops for a red light. An old man on a moped (looking about 75 years old) pulls up next to him. The old man looks over at the sleek, shiny car and asks, "What kind of car ya' got there, sonny?" The young man replies, "A Ferrari GTO. It cost half a million dollars!" "That's a lot of money, "says the old man. "Why does it cost so much?" "Because this car can do up to 320 miles an hour!" states the young dude proudly. The moped driver asks, "Mind if I take a look inside?" "No problem," replies the owner. So the old man pokes his head in the window and looks around. Then sitting back on his moped, the old man says, "That's a pretty nice car, all right ... but I'll stick with my moped!" Just then the light changes so the guy decides to show the old man just what his car ca

Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer. She's Such A Bitch......

By A Dammed Soul!!!!
I am in pain! Yet I feel nothing! Why is that? I wish I knew!! But it is as if I am destined to live this life with the pains of my past still fresh and my body has compensated by taking away all of my pain! This is a good thing I know…yet I cannot help but think of the things I am missing! Do not cry for me though I am already gone….. I do not know when I get to feel… or when I get to come back from the hell I am in! I love my friends yet not even there friendship is enough to kill the pain I know is inside of me! No…..that is not right….. Friendship is the only lifeline I have left! If it was not for them I wouldn’t be here! It is because of my friends that I am not forever in this darkness!!!! I say thank you all the time!!!! I just wish there was a way for me to show just how much there friendship really means to me! But I am yet to find a way….. I say those three words to much! “I love you” no one hears it when I say it…. I show my love but they just see the sad depre

Friendship 2
Life is full of trials and shit But don’t you ever stop and quit Its when times are bad our friends are there They aren't just here to stand and stare The weights you feel are pulling you down Are shared by us all to relieve your frown Just lift your chin and think a while And the clouds will clear to reveal a smile That smile will build up day by day To one the resembles a summers day Both warm and bright with that tingle inside That says my happiness I cannot hide So don’t let these dips that appear in your life Get you down and cause you strife Cos with your friends you’ll soon be where You were before as they really do care Written by me for all of you... Keep smiling :-) Daz

Friendship
Life is a one way path You can’t go backwards When you meet a true friend You hold onto them If you become lost on the way They will guide you If you need a shoulder They are there for you If you hurt inside They make it better If you fall they will lift you When your heart aches Their hugs relieve the pain When you cry They dry your tears And when all seems lost They will guide you back home You are my true friends All these things I give to you As we journey through life’s trials together

And You Think I Have Issues?
This is from an actual news story. So shut up about my problems already. I'm relatively harmless. "Dotson was arrested Oct. 9 after police say he smashed a window at a cleaning-supply company to get at a female mannequin dressed in a black and white French maid's uniform. He had been out of prison for less than a week."

Hand In Hand
Hand In Hand Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night. Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly, I feel your warm gentle touch, You help me feel protected Under the sweet night sky rush. My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be, Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me. Just when everything is perfect, And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me As I'm swept beneath my feet. Nothing could be more right, There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk my only love, Hand in hand, you and me.

What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel100%Mermaid92%Faerie75%WereWolf50%Demon25%Dragon17%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Fantasy
Fantasy All my life I had built up a fantasy of the perfect man. Countless romance stories and fables helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind. Searching for that fantasy lead to many disappointments. Reality made it clear that there was no such man. And as the years went by, the fantasy started to fade away - until I met you. I had almost given up on the fantasy until my fantasy became reality, that reality became you.

Dream Of Me
Dream Of Me "Dream of me", she said as she hung up the phone "Dream only of me my love, and me alone" And later that night, when his body hit the bed, Visions of her beauty danced through his head His first dream of her was in Paris, along the Champs Elyesses Dancing with the night, playing hide-and-seek with the day The beauty of her face reflected in his eyes Never before had he felt so happy, never before had he felt so alive His next dream of her was paradise, it looked like Belize There they drank Pina Coladas and lived a life of ease The beauty of her body reflected in the sun It was then that he knew in his heart that she was the only one His last dream of her was the best of the three It was a vision of the one thing that he hoped someday would be The warmth of her body next to him, reflected in candlelight He longed for it to be like this, each and every night He rose from his dream in the middle of the night Stretching out his arms and rubbing the

Petals Of A White Rose
Petals Of The White Rose Dreaming by the morning moon protected in a tight cocoon so pale in the gloom Petals of the white rose Stretching at the sun light smiles reflecting on its dew drop tiles a glow that's seen for miles The waking of the white rose Delicate as the summer breeze pearly white of royal genes a queen within the garden green the blooming of the white rose Soft as love you give it when hearts should touch a frail friend before the gift of life might end The message of the white rose As we cry these tender woes and say goodbye to them we know they'll fly wherever spirits go On petals of a soft white rose

Page Jumpers
Bitch bitch bitch.... Yep, Butt I aint the only one who bitches about this... I see this lots now at people’s pages when you go to them… Stuff like… DON’T POST YOUR MUSIC CRAP IN MY COMMENTS And stuff like that… It is at the point that I hate going to friend’s pages to even post a comment… Do you realize with all your graphics and sound and video clips it is like playing an arcade game to post a comment because the page jumps all over the place?? Go try to post a comment on your own page and share the frustration we do… Now if you are one of my normal friends and you do not do these crappy things – sorry to bother ya…. Love, The Cat… ( please!! ) :)

Sex Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Morning Of The 4th Day
This morning is the beginning of the 4th day without smoking a cigarette. I haven't really had to fight the cravings much at all. Being sick really makes me not want to smoke! Today is the first day back in our usual routine. Kids to school, me to work. Smoking was part of that routine. I always smoked right before getting into the car and going to work. I smoked in the car on the way to work when the kids were not with me. I got in the car this morning, and yes the thought of a cigarette did cross my mind. I have saved almost $20 so far. To me, that's the best part! I guess we will have to wait and see what happends when I am feeling better.I know the day will come when I will have to fight a craving. For now, I relish in the fact that I am a non smoker!!

Ok I Get It Now........................
ive realized that I am seeing way to much into this "situation" and perahps that is whut is causing the problems or misunderstnadings. you've been clear from the beggining and i thought i understood that. but mayb b/c im new to this type of "situation" i read EVERYTHING wrong. or i just wasnt clear on how things workd. but i understand now, i swear, and im gona do my best to not let myslef get caught up in things. i remember tellin u in the beginging that i couldnt b with someone without there being feelings, without getting close to them, but mayb either u dont care and are just goin after whut U want or u dont remember, either way............. but whut u dont understand is with all the attention u give me i cant help but get my hopes up. im sry but thats just how fuckd up i am. i would have thought u would have realized that by now.

Thought For The Day..
The Daffodil Principle Several times my daughter had telephoned to say, "Mother, you must come to see the daffodils before they are over." I wanted to go, but it was a two-hour drive from Laguna to Lake Arrowhead "I will come next Tuesday", I promised a little reluctantly on her third call. Next Tuesday dawned cold and rainy. Still, I had promised, and reluctantly I drove there. When I finally walked into Carolyn's house I was welcomed by the joyful sounds of happy children. I delightedly hugged and greeted my grandchildren. "Forget the daffodils, Carolyn! The road is invisible in these clouds and fog, and there is nothing in the world except you and these children that I want to see badly enough to drive another inch!" My daughter smiled calmly and said, "We drive in this all the time, Mother." "Well, you won't get me back! on the road until it clears, and then I'm heading for home!" I assured her. "But first we're going to see the daffodils. It's

Pieces
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

In Memory Of A Little Guy
Thanks for the prayers Our Little Braylon fought a good fight but he is now in Heaven in Gods arms As I sit here tears slowing running down my cheeks I wonder why did this little guy suffer for the last 11 months... Then I think he didnt suffer as much as we have ...He has two wonderful parents and A world of friends They turned off his life support after the Doctors said he had suffered from a massive brain hemorage confirmed by CAT Scan Its might seem horrible to post this .. Its my tribute to a wee baby who needs to be remembered for his strength and his smile and joy he has brought thank you all for a brief moment your prayers were heard ..The final out come was the best one him finally resting and in no more pain God Be With You All Of Your Days Aunt Linda

Myspace Crap
Body: Please repost this message to everyone you know on MySpace... If you consider MySpace an important part of your Internet routine... this information is critical for you and for all your friends... This message has been reposted from another one of my Friends here on MySpace and sent out to all of mine... Repost instructions at the end of this message. Please include those instructions when you repost it to help your friends: This message is a repost: Here are some of the reasons your friends are disappearing from your pages. MySpace trackers - Against MySpace policy and MySpace is deleting accounts that have them. This includes ANY and ALL types of trackers. You people that are advertising free trackers need to stop that. Maybe you don't care about yourself but if a friend of yours signs up for one and has their account deleted who are they going to blame? NEVER give your password to ANYONE for ANY reason. MySpace Trains and Auto Friend Adders. They are all aga

Platinum Cherry Bombing Needed
Can I get some help here......Please.....I have never won anything....I dont ask very much...(ok enough of pity begging, pitiful ain't it....hehe) Click on the link and bomb away. Thanks Hugs M'Lady Tina

Pt 2 Of My Mind
Chained to the cross in your livingroom... You do love to tease me. I have already been put into submission and now you are driving me absolutely crazy. The look you give to me, you make my mind race wandering what you have in store for my body and my mind. You taunght me. You told me to not look at you and yet I catch myself seeing glimpses of your silhouette. You tell me to hold my head down and yet I catch myself moving and fighting trying to not fall in total submission. You ignore me for sometime. Then you have company show up at the door and you invite them in to view your new toy. I am horrified. You see the look in my face. You know what you are doing and you I can tell are in love with the idea of putting me into humiliation. You walk over and tell me to lift my head straight up and hold my mouth open then you squirt water down my throat giving me a taste. You reach your hand around my neck and place your mouth close to my ear... whispering, "good lil girl, since you did exact

I Been Too This Cemetry
Ok here's a cemetry that gave me nightmares the first night. I dreamt I was back in the cemetry and these kids was hanging and next thing I knew they started chanting your next, your next I woke up screaming anyway here you go http://www.forgottenoh.com/Counties/Coshocton/coshocton.html

More Sex Quizzes......... ( I Think Im Addicted)
How Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 100% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com Congratulations, according to our experts, you are : 22% PureTake the Purity Test at NaughtyQ.com Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isThe DeerThe lady, eager for love, goes on all fours, humping her back like a doe, and he enjoys her from behind, rutting as though they'd lost all human nature

Very Sexy Is This Ct
I am a member of CT since just a week, but i love it... It is very hot to see the pictures of the other members. Everyone does it on their own way and it is very cute to see al these somtimes very sexy pictures... Love you all !!! xxx Anton

Doctor Or Meat Inspector
Are you a doctor or a meat inspector? I guess one could say that I'm easily amused by the stupid things in life. That's why every time I go into Macy's, or any other fancy department store, I have to laugh (out loud) when I pass the makeup counter. Too many times I held back the laughter so I didn't offend the women in their white surgical coats. Then I determined a few years ago that the women needed to hear me laugh so maybe they would think to themselves "Hey! Is that guy laughing at me or my surgical coat?" Why is it necessary for these women to sell and/or apply makeup looking like a doctor or a meat inspector for the USDA? Do they really have any special training or are they just put there randomly by the store manager? "Here. Put this white coat on and go sell some makeup and perfume today." To be quite honest, I rarely ever see them applying makeup to customers. Usually they're slapping the makeup on one another and saying stuff like "Oh! You look good with the C

Freinds Or Not ...??
this is to everyone on here im getin tierd of ppl adding me just to get there cherry points up ...thats kinda sad so if u are thinking of asking me to add u as a friend il only do that if u really intend to chat with me .. and if it ends up that we only talk 2 or 3 times il be removing u from my friends list ... ooo and by the way all he guys that look and rate my pics ... thats nice but just to let u know im not gay so would u pls stop with the comments about how i look thank u . and in a few days i will be taking off ppl that i havent talked to in a while and the way i see it they just added me to get there cherry points up ... kinda sad really who knows !!

Masters Of War
Come you masters of war You that build all the guns You that build the death planes You that build the big bombs You that hide behind walls You that hide behind desks I just want you to know I can see through your masks You that never done nothin' But build to destroy You play with my world Like it's your little toy You put a gun in my hand And you hide from my eyes And you turn and run farther When the fast bullets fly Like Judas of old You lie and deceive A world war can be won You want me to believe But I see through your eyes And I see through your brain Like I see through the water That runs down my drain You fasten the triggers For the others to fire Then you set back and watch When the death count gets higher You hide in your mansion As young people's blood Flows out of their bodies And is buried in the mud You've thrown the worst fear That can ever be hurled Fear to bring children Into the world For threatening my baby Unborn and unn

Early Morning Thoughts.
I haven't been to bed yet, this has been a pattern over the last week. Not being able to fall asleep until 8 or 10 in the morning. I started chatting with a ex-boyfriend on aim, because like me he is a night owl and constantly is up into the early mornings. We chatted about him coming to visit. After he signed off to try and go sleep, it all a sudden hit me, wow its 2007, if he and I lasted we would have been married this year. It was in our orginal plans to marry May of 07'. We broke up about 4 years ago. It is so weird how much life has changed since being a 18 year old, that didn't know much about relationships. He was my first serious boyfriend. I dated others before him, but he was the first one that I thought that I really "loved" and I am using love loosly here, because looking back, I realize I didn't know much about love then. I am not to sure if I even do now. heh maybe you never really do know about love. You just go with the feeling at the time. If it feels right, then j

Tuesday Thoughts...
"When a person can no longer laugh at himself, it is time for others to laugh at him." - Thomas Szasz "I like to believe that people in the long run are going to do more to promote peace than our governments. Indeed, I think that people want peace so much that one of these days governments had better get out of the way and let them have it." - Dwight D. Eisenhower "Yesterday I was a dog. Today I'm a dog. Tomorrow I'll probably still be a dog. Sigh! There's so little hope for advancement." - Charles M. Schulz

Nymph's Afair
“I love you darling!” Those words always haunt me! Why u may ask? Well let me tell you! It all started well a long time ago….. The years have swept past me so fast that I have forgotten to count them! Hehe! Well then I was a young man then! 23 I believe! I fell in love with an angel…or so I thought! She was everything I could want and more! She knew things I could never know. Yet she was always saying “wow I never knew that my love!” The years went by and one day I asked for her hand! She was happy! Saying “oh my love yes yes! I will give you my hand!” we where wed soon after! Everything was going good until one day I hear her come home…… she comes into the study and walks over to me, leans down and we kiss…. “I love you darling!” she says. At this point I didn’t know anything was wrong! If I had simply looked I would have seen the sigh’s! It wasn’t until almost a year had past that she became more and more reckless with her meeting’s! then I started to notice…. So

First Blog
Well readers this is my first, and probably last (?), blog. I have looked around CherryTap and am trying to understand what it's all about. Seems to me like it's a popularity contest of sorts....person with the most ammount of friends wins. Still don't see why obtaining points is important and to be totaly honest I don't really care. All I hope to get from this site is a few decent people to have an occasional chat with....and due to the fact that I type with two fingers it's probably best I keep my contacts to a minimum anyway. There are SO many people with photos out there ! Totaly amazing. I can't see why some profiles have opted to have 1001 pics up. I myself will keep them to a minimum. I have been contacted by a few random people (mainly girls who wear little) asking me to rate them and add them to my list of friends...but honestly they don't give a hoot about me so why should I return the favour? I am sure there are some absolute gems out there waiting to be discovered..s

It Has Been A Crazy Year
It was been one crazy year for me.I broke up with my best friend(he was getting to clingy for me).Devolped a new crush,got my babies a good christmas,has fun,been on the pow-wow trail.Went to court,made new friends,buried old friends,worked and discovered that I have new fetishes. People come n go from your life,yes you'll miss them,but you'll always remember a smile or maybe even the smell of clothes or something like it.As for the new crush or crushes,those also come n go.People are human and its fun explore them as time allows.It is also ok to have more then one crush,for you too are human. The pow-wow trail was a blast and I had a good time,meet people and got to see old friends,also placed at several of them. The best thing I think I did this year was join cherrytap and met some great people that I am looking forward to getting to know better. Other then that nothing is new for me.I spent New Years Eve at home and liked it.Discovering cyber sex and having a good time. I prett

[`‘‚‘°•.•°‘‚‘´] Update...[`‘‚‘°•.•°‘‚‘´]
‹.·´¯`·.·´`·.‹.·´¯`·.·´`·.Hi friends and family ..Sorry that I havent been on here in such along time..Just got bored with things for awhile.. So how was everyone's Xmas and New Years..?? Mine was AWESOME.. Things r moving along again ..My kids are doin great..We are startin out the New Year with a BANG..We have someone in our lives ..He is a carin , loving man ,honest,good sense of humor ..And he makes us all Happy .. His name is James..When I met James I wasnt sure if I wanted a relationship ..Bc of what the last guy did to me..Dont think that I have my guard up..Bc it will always be up after what the last guy did to me ..Lied about who he really was ..Yah how low is that..Dated a man for three months and then turn around and find out his name isnt the real , that it is something else..That hit a really bad nerve..and put a LOT of doubts in me.. But James has changed all that ..Ya u might find this funny ..But I wanted ID ..I dont trust anyone anymore..U can NEVER be sure about n

Before I Go Off To Toil
On my profile on a wrestling forum that I'm proud to be a member of--Divas-Heaven.com--I have a little part in my sig that lists dislikes. One of my dislikes is "hippies". I want to clarify what I mean by this. When I say I don't like hippies, I don't mean the granola-munching, tree-hugging, pot-smoking hippies. I like granolas, I've been known to hug trees myself (If it's good enough for Shel Silverstein, it's good enough for me), and I don't think smoking pot is all that bad. I think more people should take an interest in saving nature and loving animals. What I mean by "hippie" is the flag-burning, attack-everyone-for-calling-women-chicks-or-what-have-you, whine -about-how-war-is-bad, it-takes-a-village-to-raise-my-child hippie. You want to burn our flag, be my guest. Unfortunately, because of you whiny little babies, you have that right. I think you're an idiot if you do it but you fought the law and apparently, the law did not win here. Stay the hell away from my fla

Been A Wild Ride
Well I had to work on Christmas (got off the boat a day after)Just to give you a hint of what I do I'm a towboat pilot.Home 3 week & off 3 weeks been doing that for 23 years.Well New years was a hell of a party for me slowed down but not stopped yet!Not married so I can go & come as I please.It's sad it's 06:30 am & still running sideways (lol)I'm usually on my space scott3392 same as here but you guys seem to be a hell of allot cooler fill free to holler scott3392@ CherryTAPScott

Salute Photo
OK, I know I told some people that I never do one, but I did it. I submitted a picture to be considered as a Salute. Evidently Mike and the gang are trying to weed out the "fakes" or just trying to make more money off the site. I wouldn't be surprised if the next rule is you have to be a VIC to advance beyond some level. It was a pain in the ass to take that picture. At first, I tried writing out all the info they wanted, but the light reflected off the paper so badly, it washed it all out. I'm not even sure the picture will be approved because the user# and such is kind of blurred. Oh well, my friends know that this is me and that's what really matters. On another note. Sorry I haven't been around much this past weekend. I was working 12 hours shifts. I was only coming online to check emails and messages. I hope everyone had a safe and happy New Year.

When I Wake Up.
When I wake up in the morning. I think to myself. The day is what you make of it. When I talk to you. I think the day has turn for the better. When I see you. I know the day has Become greater! I think of the smile of yours. I think how lovely and pretty you look to me. That look has a glow. The glow that lights my day. Making my day a perfect day. When I see you and talk to you. The day I can't live without to see and talk to you. Is every day.

Sweet
Am I the only dude that notices every chick with "SWEET" in thier handle looks like a working girl?? :) I know if you are a friend of mine and reading this, it is not the case for you... All my friends are angels.... Have an awesome day - say it out loud.. I AM GOING TO HAVE AN AWESOME DAY!! Hope to see ya online or better yet -- in person!! Peace... the tomcat...

A Special World For You And Me.
A special world for you and me. A world we both share. The world is what we make of it. The world can be are little piece of Heaven. I know if are world is a piece of Heaven. I'd want to share our Heaven, every day to one another. With each other. I truly would give anything for you....... To make your dreams come true. If I could, I know I would if I surely could. To know that your Heaven is your happiness. Where all your dreams may come true. Time after time, may your little piece of happiness grow. Grow to a point where happiness is all we could know and see of one another's love. Love is something I hope we both hold dear. Because love's the only house big enough to hold all that we wish and hope for. From that shooting star, to that lovely night sky. Your breathtaking in my eyes. To me you are the world your perfect. Your wonderful to me. My eyes and heart ♥ know of one thing. Your happiness means the world to me. You mean the world to me and

Honey Glow
Honey Glow My heart opens wide to let you inside there you will abide forever and always together we share love’s tether weathering all the whethers of life and death my desire’s last breath to have you beneath you are far above and beyond any love we fit like gloves I’ll love you fast hard, deep, and vast and make it last kissing soft and slow caressing your honey glow letting love forever flow oh, I need you my heart bleeds you my loins feed you come, my fiery desire as flames grow higher our love won’t expire. - Tim L. Taylor - July 1, 2006

Need To Be Free
Need To Be Free What am I doing here? Where am I going? Why do I always care what others think or say? I need to be free. Why did I go off to college? Why did I get married? Why did I choose to live here? I need to be free. Why am I always smiling when inside I’m torn apart? Why do I always feel unhappy? Why do I always feel alone? I need to be free. The pressure of being accepted. The pressure of being what everyone else thinks I should be. The pressure of taking care of everyone else’s needs instead of my own. I need to be free. I feel trapped. I feel cornered. I feel as if there’s no way out. I need to be free. I need to do the things that I enjoy. I need to take care of me. I need to do what I feel is right. I need to be free to be me. Brenda Williams November 18, 2003 1:32 AM

Tijuana 1-1-07
So wow, Tijuana was fucking crazy on New Years eve. Tina and I left Ridgecrest at about 5:30pm and made it to gay Aaron's apartment at about 9:30pm and then we all got ready and stuff and headed out the door to walk to the trolley at about 10:30pm and got on the trolley by 11pm and then we got to sit and wait for the damn thing to take us all the way to the border which took forever. We made it to the border at about 11:45pm which gave us 15 minutes to run all the way up the winding stairs, all the way across the bridge and down the winding thing and make it through both sets of gates, hail a cab and get to the club before midnight. We got in the fucking door at 12:02am I was pissed! So we got into the club and started the night off with white russians, then blue hawians and then mai tais and by that point all 3 of us were beyond drunk. Some how Aaron talked us into a 3 way kiss out on the balcony which we have pictures of by the way lol Then we made it to the bar again and the bartend

New Year's Resolutions
I guess it's that time of year for personal reflection and to find ways to be a better person. The pace of life is so hectic and unplanned sometimes I'm reluctant to devise a long list of things to accomplish for 2007, so I'll keep it simple: 1. Be a better husband (I forget to take the trash out--I wish that's the worst I've done :-( ) 2. Be a better dad (I'm tired when I get home from work, but I need to do more) 3. Be a better Airman (show my people I care about them personally and professionally) 4. Be a better citizen (be more patient, forgiving, and volunteer) 5. Meet more CT friends! If I can do these five things, 2007 will be a better year. Sean

Righteousness In Him
Isaiah 1:18 “Come now, and let us reason together, saith the LORD: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool.” Every rebel has a reason for his or her actions. You’ve probably heard a young person say, “Well, my dad drinks, so I smoke pot.” Do you know what kind of reasoning that is? Brute beast reasoning, like Peter mentions in 2 Peter 2:12. This young person doesn’t think he has to obey his father. And he further reasons, “Well, he’s not worthy of my obedience.” Do you know the only people who can demand perfect parents? Perfect children. The only person who can demand a perfect pastor is a perfect church member. The only person who can demand a perfect politician is a perfect citizen! There is never a license for rebellion. There are ways to reason together in a church, home, and government. A spirit of rebellion will bring a nation to its knees. Jesus gave His life for

Working On Two New Pieces Of Artwork!!!
WELL, THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG, DIDNT REALLY KNOW WHAT TO PUT HERE EXCEPT TO TELL YOU I'VE BEEN PRETTY BUSY WORKING ON SOMETHING FOR MY DAD AND SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE IN FLORIDA THAT E-MAILED ME FROM MYSPACE AND TOLD ME HE WAS INTERESTED IN MY ART AND WANTED ME TO GO CRAZY ON SOMETHING HE CAN LOOK AT ON LSD... LMAOOOO SO I'M GOING TO WORK ON IT, IT SHOULDEN'T BE LONG TILL I HAVE THAT DONE AND THEN OFF TO PAINT SOMETHING FOR MY DAD. MY RECENT PAINTING WAS DONE FOR MY SISTER FOR CHRISTMAS I HAVE YET TO PUT THAT ON HERE, BUT I WILL SOMETIME SOON... ITS ALL ABOUT PENGUINS BECAUSE SHE LOVES THEM ALOT... SO IF YOU DO TO, I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT, ANYWHO... I'MMA GET TO ALL THIS WHILE I SIT ON HERE!!! LOVE YA ALL!!! STAY UP!!! C51 AKA JOANNA

Fakes
Although I am a new memeber to Cherry Tap, I have noticed a lot of people complaining about Fakes and Imitators. I can tell you right now, I am not a fake nor an imitator, I don't have a salute up yet, but I am working on it. The cam I have is a piece of crap...doesn't even fit my face with a piece of paper in it.... Any way, fakes and imitations are going to happen...this is the internet after all. People have access to all sorts of pictures and what not. The only reason someone would want to fake or imitate you is because they are just jealous or envious of you, nothing more... Well...thats it for me. leave your comments or whatever, lates! P.S. I am in no way supporting fakes or imitations, just stating a fact.

Just A Lil About Me
Just thought I would post a Blog and let you all know that I am new to this so plz be patient with me, I am slowly learning. I am NOT single at the present time and date...I am a very outgoing, outspoken, independent individual...My Motto is simply this...Like it or Leave it, It don't matter to me...Shit Happens and then you Step in it...Be Nice and I will Be Nice in Return...I could go on, but this is going to be boring enough for you all..anyways, if you are interested in chatting plz feel free to drop me a line or two....

Part Sixteen
Nerves.....a walking, throbbing bundle of nerves. Nothing seemed to look right as she tried on every dress in her closet. They were all too something.......too long, too short, too plaid......(god when did she buy a plaid dress and why). She only had a short time before she had to leave. It had taken her two hours to do her hair and make- up, she had 10 minutes to find a dress and leave. Yesterday was the first time she had heard from him in two months. To be sure she had been busy pushing the limits of her new found freedom in that time, but she had begun to feel the void he left. Humiliating James had its rewards but she felt the old familiar need to be put in her place by Sir's firm hand. When his letter arrived (by Currier no less) in a black envelope with a dark red S on the front, she felt giddy. It was the only way to describe it. Her heart pounded as she tore open the envelope and thought of all the things it might hold in store. She wasn't disappointed. The instru

The Dark Ages Revisited
These are dark times all around the world. With the onslaught of many in the name of freedom and the deaths of all who oppose it, the Birth place of Adam under fire and the poles north and south denigrating. We have come on the darkest of times. A cowboy hanging of once a world leader and a probable ally to to quest to conquer Saudi Arabia's oil reserve. In order to sell the head ache we have come to know as democracy. The Leaders here would agree that a dictatorship is what the Gods of heaven offer, yet for most it is just a struggle on Earth to live through some of the most barbaric treatments ever invented in humanity. With all the Pandora's secrets coming out at once and for all, I take a little bit of sponge each day in my lungs name Spireava, and another drug to provide my intestinal fortitude by taking up steam doses of my own feces. The belief that all will be right in Gods world is hardest to accept with Satan running his course eliminating any obstacles for debate a

Copied From Myspace...lol
so...i havent' been able to post videos for a couple three days now..and that sucks..cause i have like twenty plus ones to post...i just can't...and what makes it worse..i have gotten a couple messages from people that are actually shitty i didn't post a song for them....one called me an asshole for not doing it...and mind you..they email me at like 10pm on new years eve and wanted it done bofore 4pm on new years day....like i don't have anything better to do... and another person kept calling me and i couldnt' here them cause i was at a party..and they left me a shitty message....sorry..i was at a party..... my new years eve was great....i went to josie and jeff's house i got there about 6pm...and didn't leave till about 4am....and there was mostly some goofing off, i got to meet josie's mom and stepdad..they are super cool people.....i swear i feel like these people are my family sometimes...i really like them....i love my family..but they are just cool people....i mean i look

Blah (the Garbage In My Mind Right Now)
I close my eyes and All I fuckin see is lies! People dieing,suffering The air becoming shit and nothing but pure control! I fear being alone but I'll never be with any.... one person again! I wonder what kinda world were in but then I relize quickly that the problem is the inhabitants.Not the planet itself! People lie,People use,There out for themselves n nobody else! If only we could have an equal standing! Honesty could go so far but I dont see any! People act like they want a relationship n they use u (It's not hard to say baby I just wanna fuck u)Put my dick in your mouth! But u dont u date and fuck good people over! Sad situation spreadin fake! Making alot of mistakes is ok but not if your with people for many years and its over in 2 seconds! What if u never even speak again? If 2 people love each other it should never be bad terms! But when its only one in love..then the other person is selfish! Accusin people of fuckin then gettin em charged for bullshit n doing it

Why I Hate Snow And Other Insane Ramblings
The Diary of a mad snowman: There are good reasons for hating snow! Im not a bad person I don’t think ? I just happen to find those little white flakes of death abhorrent. Albino brain chiggers as I often describe them. Im NOT crazy !! Im no Oliver Stone, I know that snow is trying to kill me! It has hunted me like a hungry wolf all my life. I can remember as a young boy stepping on a real-estate sign hidden by snow,the horror is still with me today!! I can still see my feet in the air where my head is supposed to be and then the horrible thud as my watch capped noggin hit ice covered cement. I remember foolishly trusting snow and learning to ski wrapping myself around a tree like some macabre tinsel. I remember walking along with my brother and suddenly being airborne landing on my head in a parking lot my legs landing somewhere behind my head I remember the sound of my brothers unnerved chuckle as he inquired as to my condition. He was afraid and

K.o.t (kids Off Tap)
THIS IS A GREAT IDEA TO HELP KEEP UNDERAGE CHILDREN SAFE AND OFF OF CHERRYTAP. CHECK OUT THIS MUMM AND CONTACT THE USER FOR MORE INFORMATION ABOUT GETTING INVOLVED IN THIS WORTHWHILE CAUSE. ALOT OF YOU HAVE CHILDREN, AND WISH TO KEEP THEM SAFE DURING THESE STRANGE INTERNET TIMES. CHECK IT OUT AND JOIN K.O.T AND KEEP KIDS OFF TAP!! http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=16649#

Shes Back
skank ass cunt, thanks to G for that hardcore gangsta name, looked at my profile last night. why the fuck are you able to block someone but they can still look at yer shit and show up as looked at yer shit. maybe something happened last night that made her look at mine, wonder if he talks in his sleep? i so cant help it if shes a jealous twat, but she really really needs to stay off my page. i havent been on hers in forever, not since the 'thing' happened. im not going to go to hers, cuz honestly i just dont care about her enough to make the effort of clicking her name. not even gonna reply to her about staying the hell away from me.....well my page anyway. i think people like her like attention and im just not going to give her any. she will take whatever i say and add shit to it and tell the 'someone' that i was mean to her. and called her a bitch or something. like i would only call her a bitch, right. she clearly doesnt know me at all. but whatever, coffee is kicking in

A Letter To Myspace
Hey, how do have a policy against violence and stuff, and "Offensive" stuff but have have movie advertisements with blood and stuff on the banner? and some wierd guy with rings around his neck? Seems kinda violent to me, not even mentioning the actuall website. And the whole offensive thing seems silly with all the gross game things. Shave my nose hairs, armpits, and all the other gross shit? And usually if the ads aren't gross, they are violent with people getting smacked, or blown up, or otherwise killed. And there's a report button under all the pictures.... What the fuck is wrong with you people? How do you report those ads as being offensive? How can you have your policies the way you do and have all this other stuff on your website? How do you fucking sleep at night? The pile of money you get from these people makes a really soft pillow I guess..... How much do I have to pay to get to be able to put up gross, violent, or otherwise offensive stuff on my page without getting

Admission Of Being Fake. Check These Users And Referral Paths
SUPPOSEDLY THIS USER ADMITTED TO HAVING AT LEAST TEN DIFFERENT ACCOUNTS HERE ON CHERRYTAP. WITH EACH ONE A DIFFERENT PERSON. THEY ADMITTED IT IN A MUMM WHICH WAS DELETED. BUT THEY USED THEIR OWN REFERRAL PATH. DUMB FAKES! WE CAN CALL THESE USERS BUSTED. THEY HAVE BEEN INACTIVE FOR QUITE SOME TIME. ALSO, THIS REFERRAL PATH OF THIS PERSON IS AN AVID MYSPACER. JUDGE FOR YOURSELF. ALWAYS CHECK FOR SALUTES!http://www.cherrytap.com/user/434474 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/461951 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/463688

Full Moon Names For 2007
***Taken from Yahoo News :) Just thought it'd be interesting to share*** Jan. 3, 8:57 a.m. EST - The Full Wolf Moon. Amid the zero cold and deep snows of midwinter, the wolf packs howled hungrily outside Indian villages. It was also known as the Old Moon or the "Moon After Yule." In some tribes this was the Full Snow Moon; most applied that name to the next Moon. Feb. 2, 12:45 a.m. EST - The Full Snow Moon. Usually the heaviest snows fall in this month. Hunting becomes very difficult, and hence to some tribes this was the Full Hunger Moon. March 3, 6:17 p.m. EST - The Full Worm Moon. In this month the ground softens and the earthworm casts reappear, inviting the return of the robins. The more northern tribes knew this as the Full Crow Moon, when the cawing of crows signals the end of winter, or the Full Crust Moon because the snow cover becomes crusted from thawing by day and freezing at night. The Full Sap Moon, marking the time of tapping maple trees, is another

I Though Phone Companies Were In The Business Of Communication...
Hi everyone, I've missed you so much. Thank you everyone who sent me messages, I've finally got around to approving them! You see it all happened on a dark evening 2 weeks ago. I came home to find a very irate James and a dead phone line. No phone, no internet, no Sky Interactive. We are not amused. I have come to the conclusion recently that British Telecom, although they have lovely speaking voices, are a bunch of fuck-wits. Apologies to anyone reading this who is, is related to or knows a BT employee, but all they have done is deny responsibility, threaten to charge astronimical fees, miss appointments, fail to turn up, fail to fix the problem (on 3 occasions), fail to turn up some more and fail to communicate on various occasions. We are fuming. We have a 2-foot-square hole outside our house, the barriers around which mean we cannot use our own drive and make getting into the car park difficult for everyone on the street. They promised the problem would be fixed a week ago and

This Is For My Woman My Life!!!
***** THE GARDEN ***** LIFE IS GARDEN WITH MANY PLOTS SOME OF THEM WELL PLANTED AND GREEN OTHERS ARE BROWN,DEAD AND DIEING,SAD MY LIFE,MY GARDEN HAS LONG BEEN DEVOID OF LIFE OR LIGHT,BARREN AND DEAD NO WARMTH,NO SUN,NO BEAUTY THEN YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE SENT BY GOD,BRINGING MY GARDEN TO LIFE WITH THE WARMTH OF YOUR HEART A SEED WAS PLANTED WITH TENDER CARE THAT SEED TOOK ROOT AND WITH THE SHEER WILL OF YOUR SPIRIT GROWTH BEGAN,A BLOSSUM APPEARED,LIFE SPRANG FORTH,YOUR SMILE SUSTAINED THAT LIFE THROUGH THE BEAUTY OF YOUR EYES THE GARDEN EXPLODED INTO BLOOM,BREATHTAKING WITH COLOR,LIFE AND BEAUTY,A ONCE BARREN AND COLD PLACE IS NOW FULL OF LIFE,HOPE AND PEACE MY GARDEN HAS BEEN BLESSED BY AN ANGEL A WOMAN,YOU,NOW WE CAN WALK THROUGHT THE GARDEN YOUR LOVE CREATED AND ENJOY IT AS ONE FOR IT TOOK A WOMAN,AN ANGEL TO GIVE LIFE TO MY SAD,DEAD GARDEN,THAT WOMAN IS YOU KATHLEEN MY KAT,MY LOVE TH

Warning...adult Content..a *breath
Penis breath, a lover's dread Is what you get when you give head Unpleasant as it tends to be Be grateful that he doesn't pee It's times like this, you wonder why you bothered reaching for his fly But it's too late, can't be a tease Accept the facts, get on your knees You know you've got a job to do So open wide and shove it through Lick the tip then take it all Don't drag your teeth or he might bawl Slide up and down, use your tongue And feel the precum start to run So when the fuck's he gonna cum Just, when you can't take anymore You hear your lover's mighty roar And when he hits that real high note You feel it oozing down your throat Salty, fishy, sticky, yuck!y stuff Okay, already that's enough Let's switch you say, before you gag And what's your revenge, your on the rag.

Tech - Support
This ought to make you feel better about your computer skills! If you skip any, you have to read the last one! Unbelievable, but supposedly all true!!!! ================================= Tech support: What kind of computer do you have? Female customer: A white one... =============== Customer: Hi, this is Celine. I can't get my diskette out. Tech support: Have you tried pushing the Button? Customer: Yes, sure, it's really stuck. Tech support: That doesn't sound good; I'll make a note. Customer: No, wait a minute... I hadn't inserted it yet... it's still on my desk... sorry.... =============== Tech support: Click on the 'my computer' icon on to the left of the screen. Customer: Your left or my left? =============== Tech support: Good day. How may I help you? Male customer: Hello... I can't print. Tech support: Would you click on "start" for me and... Customer: Listen pal; don't start getting technical on me! I 'm not Bill Gates.

Books Titles
America's Longest River By: Misses Hippy Artificial Clothing By: Polly Ester Breaking the Law By: Kermit A. Krime Broken Beds By: Squeak E. Springs The Color of Eggs By: Summer Brown Danger! By: Luke Out Don't Hurt Me! By: I. Bruce Easley Downpour! By: Wayne Dwops Errors and Accidents By: Miss Takes and Miss Haps The Fall of a Watermelon By: S. Platt Falling Trees By: Tim Burr French Overpopulation By: Francis Crowded History of Texas By: Al E. Moe Hours in the Bathroom By: R. U. Dunnyett House Construction By: Bill Jerome Holme How to Be Organized By: Miss Place How to Groom Your Yard By: Ray Cleaves I Didn't Do It! By: Ivan Alibi I Don't Get It By: Anita Clew I Love Crowds By: Morris Merrier I Need Insurance By: Justin Case I'll Do It Soon By: Will B. Dunn The Lion Attacked By: Claudia Armoff Mineralogy for Giants By: Chris Tall No Appreciation For Art

Art
A couple attending an art exhibition at the National Gallery was staring at a portrait that had them completely confused. The painting depicted three very black and totally naked men sitting on a park bench. Two of the figures had black weenies, but the one in the middle had a pink weenie. The curator of the gallery realized that they were having trouble interpreting the painting and offered his assessment. He went on for nearly half an hour explaining how it depicted the sexual emasculation of African-Americans in a predominately white, patriarchal society. "In fact," he pointed out, "some serious critics believe that the pink weenie also reflects the cultural and sociological oppression experienced by gay men in contemporary society." After the curator left, a young man in a Kentucky T-shirt approached the couple and said, "Would you like to know what the painting is really about?" "Now why would you claim to be more of an expert than the curator of the gallery?" asked t

Ted Nugent On Deer Hunting
Rock star Ted Nugent was being interviewed by a French journalist. The journalist asked, "What do you think the last thought is in the head of a deer before you shoot it? Is it, `Are you my friend?' or is it `Are you the one who killed my brother?'" Nugent replied, "They aren't capable of that kind of thinking. All they care about is, 'What am I going to eat next, who am I going to screw next, and can I run fast enough to get away. They are very much like the French."

For All You Comment Bombers... A Contest Just For You!!!
I have decided to do a contest JUST FOR YOU!! What I am going to do is set an album just for my family that will be for the comment bombers, They let me know they would like to be in the contest. They will have 3hrs to put the most comments on the pic of their choice. Whoever has the most comments at the end of those 3hrs will be the winner. Only 1 person is allowed to comment on the pic. If anyone else posts a comment that Bomber will be disqualified. The prizes will be award from the CherryTap gifts and they will be of the winners choice. Same with 2nd and 3rd they just wont be as elaborate as the winner. If you are interested PLS email me. Also PLS repost this bulletin so all the BOMBERS out there get a chance to see it. I will try to pick a time for it to begin that will accomadate all those that want to participate. For those that would like to join again email me!! Perdy Little Tease.@ CherryTAP

Cake Or........
A Husband Is Home Watching A Football Game When His Wife Interrupts, "honey, Could You Fix The Light In The Hallway? It's Been Flickering For Weeks Now. " He Looks At Her And Says Angrily, "fix The Lights Now? Does It Look Like I Have G.e. Written On My Forehead? I Don't Think So." "o.k., Fine, Then, Could You Fix The Fridge Door? It Won't Close Right." To Which The Husband Replies, "fix The Fridge Door? Does It Look Like I Have Westinghouse Written On My Forehead? I Don't Think So " "fine," She Says, "then Could You At Least Fix The Steps To The Front Door? They Are About To Break." "i'm Not A Carpenter And I Don't Want To Fix Steps," He Says. "does It Look Like I Have Ace Hardware Written On My Forehead? I Don't Think So." "you Know, I've Had Enough Of You. I'm Going To The Bar To Finish Watching The Game." So He Goes To The Bar, Watches His Gave And Drinks For A Couple Of Hours......................... But, He Starts To Feel Guilty About How He Treated H

Sunday School
Nine-year-old Joey, was asked by his mother what he Had learned in Sunday school. "Well, Mom, our teacher told us how God sent Moses Behind enemy lines on a rescue mission to lead the Israelites out of Egypt. When he got to the Red Sea, He had his army build a pontoon bridge and all the People walked across safely. Then, he radioed headquarters for reinforcements. They sent bombers to blow up the bridge and all the Israelites were saved." "Now, Joey, is that really what your teacher taught You?" his mother asked. "Well, no, Mom. But, if I told it the way the teacher Did, you'd never believe it!"

Yay Free Stuff!
"Free" is one of my favorite words! It's even better when it's followed by "software"! I came across this set of sites recently which give away both an application and a game each day. Just make sure to use the activation before the giveaway day is over or it won't be usable. Jim found that out the hard way.

Another Day In My Life
hmmmm How should I really start this.... Yes I am married, but not buried. As my Grandfather always said, "The Day I quit looking is the day I either die or turn Gay." Well I'm not Dead and I'm not Gay so I am still looking. I am 38 and re-entered the Army after being out for 12 yrs. Why you may ask...1)to provide for my family. 2)to travel. 3)to provide medical benefits for my family 4)hey medical for me, I'm not getting any younger. Children:4 Oh yes 4, the oldest, my son joined the Airforce this year (Got married..This could make me a grandfather.) Why I am on CherryTap? To see if I still got what it takes to turn heads. SO far , so good. Thanks for all the love. Also always eager to make new friends. Ok enough about me!!!

Bad Bad Day
Let me just say from the beginning, that if the rest of 2007 is going to continue the way it has traveled today, then I will go down and check into a special room, put on my special white coat with the shiny buckles, and save my loved ones the hassle of doing it themselves. First I start out doing a good deed. I went to help a friend who got a flat tire. On the way home, my mom calls and askes me to go with her and my nephews to get their hair cut. I tell her to give me 45mins. She works overnights, has had no sleep, is watching 18month and 3 yr old boys, who wont take a nap, and she is stressed out. Then tells me that I help everyone else, but not her. Which in the past two weeks I have given her a ride to work twice due to blizzards, and dug her car out twice so that she could get around town. Second, my landlord deceids to yell at his nephew, out in front of my house, threatening him with a shovel, with the neighbors a half a block away yelling at him to shut the hell

Here I Am
So here I am drudging along another late night fueled by generic soda and boredom. God the boredom. If I had a pet monkey I'd love to have a poo flinging contest at a ceiling fan right about now. So my friend has an acount here at CherryTap. She told me about it so I decided to blow a few minutes on it. First thing I did was check out her profile. I see she has about 4 pictures and each has a truckload of comments. CherryTap has a fair share of old perverted men from what I can tell. I looked at the owner-dudes profile too to see what I might be able to get by with. Seems there's a big NSFW attitude regarding offensive material. Without my trademarked offensive material I struggle. How does one go about becoming an attention whore online without ofensive material. We shall see mwuhahaha. Ahem, anyway. Apparently it's a mixed competition of looks (I'm screwed) and some form of online personality reminiscent of a radio jockey. At least that's what I can tell from the "famous" peo

Finally Heard From Son
My youngest son who had just turned 18 on Dec.8th left home to met up w/a girl he met on MySpace on Dec 14th w/just the clothes on his back and not a dime to his name hitchiking. He did stay in touch w/me for awhile but after finding out this gal wasn't all she was cracked up to me he called and said he was coming home and would call when he had reached 81S. I didn't hear from him except from his friend here for 2 wks. This girl had his MySpace acount passwords and messed w/his page plus put pics on it no Mom would want to see. He had hooked up w/some other young ppl in a town not too far away from this other girl and I got the number from his friend who got it from his caller ID box. I was able to at least find out if he was ok and had to take a stranger's word. I was told he would't call me cause he didn't want a lecture, or to hear me cry. People believe me I have been at my wits end. Not sleeping forcing myself to eat almost completely shut down. Finally tonight I got a message o

For Muh Son
MY SON IS IN A CONTEST"CUTEST KID" PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SUM LUV. COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED(HINT HINT) LOL.. WE APPRECIATE IT !! AND THANK YOU IN ADVANCE.JUST CLICK ON HIS PIC. CONTEST STARTED JAN.1,2007 AND WILL RUN UNTIL JANUARY 8,2007 @ MIDNIGHT. XOXOOXOXOXOXO Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com

Tds New Year
So trying even harder then ever we at TDS are getting ready to release our own brand of clothing! Also new books, pins, steins and even wall posters! At the same time books two and three are just finishing editing process so keep you eyes peeled for those as well. Store Front: http://cafepress.com/thedarkseedsaga Sign Up For Newsletter: http://myspace.com/thedarkseedsaga (Look for the little sign up box with an entry field!)

Everyone Is Thinking It
Okay I dont know why anyone is on this half assed site, it really sucks ass lol well that might be because i am tired or it just does. aww leave me as many comments as you want about my horrible blog. Cherry Tap is lame.

Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sex Lotion, And Other Stuff..
stowaways, and stuff Newyears, and taking people home, and " intimate massage oil " ( sex lotion? ) â€” Monday, January 01, 2007 I don't ever claim to be respectfull.... lol- the things left unsaid. Lastnight was newyears eve. ( For all you who didn't realize that. ) I spent basicly all day playing final fight streetwise. It is an awesome game. It has blood, and violence and language, and a little gore and stuff. And some " adult " situations. Way fun stuff. Then 8 or nine or something came around and my brother called me asking me what I was doing. He was having a party people were expecting me to be at. I was busy trying to kill a drugged out mutant sort of person. I was going to go over there after I killed him. It took me about an hr to do it. I died several times. I killed it, then went to do my hair and stuff, and my mom called to see how many mutants I had left to kill. Then I left, and on my way there, my mom called me agian to see where I was. When I was a

My Life.
I'm a typical male. All that matters to me is love, friendship and trust. I'm looking to live a dream. A dream of a lovely lil home with a loving wife nd two kids and a few animals. i want to have that forever caring relationship with a woman who feels the same about me as i do her. i'm not a greedy man i am just asking for a simple life of love and hapiness with a family of my own. i'm not getting any younger and i'm a lil tired of time passing me by. am i being selfish for wanting hapiness and a family. am i asking for too much. i'm not to sure anymore but i hope i will soon find my roots and stat a new legacy of humble children who grow up helping people doing good. thats all i can hope for. thank you for reading my babbling. Frank.

I Miss You, G
Since you've gone away, I lost my best friend. Now it feels as though, The world's come to an end. It could all go away, I wouldn't even care. Life's just not the same Since you aren't here. We didn't say goodbye, That's what really hurts, Everyday without you, The pain feels so much worse. It's been a little bit, But I still can't believe you're gone, Feels like it's been forever, Though it's not been all that long. I know that in Heaven, Your face again I will see. But, for now, just know I really miss you, G.

Hospital
i just got home from the hospital..i was there for 12 hours..i was havin bad pains in my tummy and back so they wanted to do some tests...i guess something is wrong with my intestines :(...SO they gave me meds and sent me home...hopefully the pain stops in the next few days...blahh :(

Mmmmmm
my heart my body my soul you had to be so cold you broke me now my mind somewhere i have no clue you were mine but now you are gone im always the fuck up you dont even care you are my better half but now you will never come home my mind thinking my heart breaking wanting waiting for you always

Just Joined
HELLO, MY NAME IS VICKI I AM FROM EKRON KY I LIVE HERE WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND HIS SON, I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ABOUT 4 MONTHS I LOVE TO WATCH FOOTBALL LISTEN TO MUSIC IF ITS 'DISTURBED' THEY ARE REALLY GOOD I LOVE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE AND I LOVE TO SPEND TIME WITH MY BOO HE IS MY WORLD SO I WOULD LOVE TO HERE FROM ANYBODY I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE MORE FRIENDS TO TALK TO.......

More Tears..but Of A Different Kind....
ok... this is crazieness.. we spent like 6+ hours camming and talking today.. and i loved every second of it!!!.. somehow it seemed like mere minutes rather than hours!! I have never in my whole life felt like this before... sure i have had crushes,, but this is more. I connect with yuo on such a different level... I could be content just watching you go about your daily routine all day long. I have never fell this hard soo quik ever! I've never felt like this before period. You make me feel like there is a purpose for this whole rat race i am running..like there is finally a light at the end of my tunnel..and its you. This is all so new to me.. i am always so used to walling up inside myself.. but everthing just spills out when i think look or talk to you. I find my self thinking..am i in love?..is that was this is..and it terrifies me!!! Suddenly things make sense and are all askew all at once.. my head is spinning..my stomache is churning..but i like it ;p !! You got me thinking cra

Aaaawwwwwwwwwwww Sshit Soonmnn
i am wasted and i thought this was hilarious, in down periscope theres a part where theere lijke "get grams squellin for the feeling, squeicking for a freakinf and oinking for the boinking it was the fucnnietst shit i ever heard

Ok Guys... I Want To Know...
can you really respect someone who puts out on the first date? why is it so hard to find a guy that will stick around... than want sex? and why are the good ones always so untouchable? not fair. but honestly... i want to know...

Chapter Iii
Dream Away... Dream Away... To jump, or a leap of faith, the BIG question in life! Death is a forewarner of future events. But I am uncertain! I keep having the same dream: A wedding, mine in fact, accompanied by my past. Death and the after life as my groomsmen. The most wonderful part of the dream was the Bride! My love, my life, my world. The isle covered with black rose pedals. This is no wedding, this is a funeral of a dream. Why do I feel as if I don't belong in this world, this time, this place? Anger fills the garden, Burning it to the ground like a wild fire in a dry forest. Ashes fall to the ground around me, blanketing the sky, in a thick gray mess of thoughts. Awakening again into this world of hell that holds me here. Shackled to this demise that I have created. What does hold me here? I know my love, my life, my sweetheart, she keeps me here. I still feel as if I'm not supposed to be here in this... place! I've come to learn that death is a world

Im Gone
YEAH IM TIRED OF ALL THE DRAMA AND BULLSHIT.....EVERYONE FEELS A CERTAIN WAY BUT NEVER SAYS IT.....WEN I FEEL A CERTAIN WAY I SAY IT AND I STICK BY MY MUTHA FUCKIN GUNS.....IM TIRED OF THE BULLSHIT.....I STATE MY FEELINGS IN A VERY MATURE AND DIRECT MANNER AND I CATCH SHIT.....YE KNO HALF THE PROBLEM WITH THIS SITE IS THAT PEOPLE LIVE OFFA DRAMA.....ITS LIKE I ALREADY SAID.....WEN YE GOT A PROBLEM GO TO THE PERSON YE GOT A PROBLEM WITH.....LIKE THE FUCKIN ADULT YE CLAIM TO BE.....AND PEOPLE WEN SOMEONE COMES TO YE WITH A PROBLEM.....ACT LIKE A MATURE ADULT TOO AND RECIEVE THEM WITH EYES UNCLOUDED AND WITHOUT YER PRECONCEPTIONS.....AND FER GOD SAKES GROW SOME BALLS AND WEN UVE FUCKED UP.....OWN UP.....DES IM SORRY YE TOOK ME JOKIN SO PERSONALLY AND IF I OFFENDED YE THEN I APOLOGIZE GREATLY.....SAL.....MY BRO.....IM SORRY I COULDNT LIVE UP TO WAT YE EXPECTED FROM ME.....I WISH YE AND YER FAMILY ALL THE BEST AND IF I COULD SWAP PLACES WITH YE.....YE KNO I WOULD DO IT IN A HEARTBEAT BRO...

Another Controversial Post . . .
This is going to be a multi-part post, concerning several thoughts; some connected, some not. I'm not going to put it under an LJ cut, because I actually want people to see it. And chances are, this is another one of those posts that will cost me friends. Christmas and the Holidays: I'm so tired of how commercialized Christmas has become. (Never mind all the OTHER 'holidays' businesses use as an excuse to have some sort of stupid sale or another.) I mean, yes, granted, stores are going to market Christmas because of how many customers the approaching holiday brings in. That is completely understandable. People are going to want to buy gifts for other people; again, this is understandable. What isn't understandable is the one-upping people and businesses seem to want to get into. I have watched, sadly enough, people knocking each other down, getting into violent fist fights, TRAMPLING upon other people . . . just because THEIR kid wanted that toy FIRST and no one else should

My Heart.
I sit here everynight. Looking at my computer and watching movies where the ones in love with the unreachable end with getting together. I am a lil disturbed with this for the fact is i'm a hopeless romantic who's going no where fast. all i do is use my computer, work and sleep. I fell in love with a girl who lives far away. i wish she ws here with me all the time. i wait for her to get on the computer, just to talk with her. I put a lot of thought in the christmas gifts i bought and set to her. all the money in the world couldn't show her what she means to me. Even with the love i have for her i am still living with an empty soul. when i talk to her i feel like there is nothing else in the world but her. I have only known her for a short time, but she means the world to me. I know this is pathetic but its how i feel like every day. if only she could be here for me to show her just how much i care for her. she'd probably kill me if she found out how much it cost me to send her the gift

When You Love Someone
When you love someone - youll do anything Youll do all the crazy things that you cant explain Youll shoot the moon - put out the sun When you love someone Youll deny the truth - believe a lie Therell be times that youll believe you can really fly But your lonely nights - have just begun When you love someone When you love someone - youll feel it deep inside And nothin else can ever change your mind When you want someone - when you need someone When you love someone... When you love someone - youll sacrifice Youd give it everything you got and you wont think twice Youd risk it all - no matter what may come When you love someone Youll shoot the moon - put out the sun When you love someone

Chapter Ii
Dream away... Dream away... I've slumped into the darkness again, I wish someone would turn on the damn lights. Ah that's better a new look into what my mind has perceived as the true world that I live in. I wish, no!, I really wish that I could figure out why I keep coming here to think, of all places! I picked a black, then a red rose. Sniffing each one and wondering where she is. Oh yeah that's right, you don't know her. My mind-scape twists and forgets minor details like that date I had last night. Revelations!! Have you ever missed someone so much that you wish for just one minute that they would show up and be there with you? I think of her eyes and there they are staring right back at me, but... no can't be! This must be a dream, because I don't remember inviting her into my rose garden. She picked a black rose and sniffed it. I know she said something profound about this garden of black and red roses but yet nothing came out of her mouth. The tiki torches are

Well.
Well. Andrew and I got into a huge ass fight. He is mad not only because I have a boyfriend, but also because how old her is. And it's not a big deal to me. I don't effing get it. He is being an ass. One that I won't talk to right now. HAhahaha. Had a good new years

Chapter I
Dream away... Dream away... As I fall into this world, only seen by my minds eye. Everything becomes quiet, the darkness, like a blanket, falls over me. Eyes likes stars sparkle in the head of the woman I love. Along side this woman of pure beauty, sits a black rose, full of mystery and dark as the night sky. As mysterious as they are, I can't help but to love them. But all good things come to an end. And as the water begins to rise, and fade things out. It's been a while since I've felt anything. A reoccurring nightmare... Awakening in a cold sweat, back in this hell again. Living through a day of nothing. I've fallen back into what I was. Torn in two by love for one and wanting of another. I really need to decide before I hurt someone, or myself. If you truly love someone, you should be able to let them go when the time comes. And to start anew, so strange, so New. Things will be different this time around, I can feel it, but then again that could be just gas (*th

Wasted Time
There is always something between us, And now thats over cause I cant take the stress. You used to say you really cared for me, But now you're on strick three. You let our moment pass, Now this time was the last. No more excuses, Im not into a guy that plays girl and uses. Now you've said all you've come to say, Time to move on to another day. Copyright ©2007 Jennifer

Fake Friends
I HATE FAKE PEOPLE I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake on here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake ass Friends".

Fake Ass Fuckers...
I HATE FAKE PEOPLE I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake on here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake ass Friends".

I'm New On The Tap!
That's right! I just joined up tonight! Thanks,Lady Mydnyte! I think i've found a home away from home here! I look forward to meeting more of you good tappers soon! I'm still feeling my way around the site but I think i'm gonna like it here! Please feel free to add me/fan me/chat me up!

Something From My Head
FAMILIAR FRIEND It hits so hard. Why can't she see it coming? The rememberence of rejection from one so dear. What pulsating strength she had left now fades with the consuming nothingness. Why does the cold comfort? Like the sliding touch she once felt. The gaze, once so warm, now glides over with peaceful disdain. As it reaches for its victim, the once hated shadows become the grudging hiding place for the slowly burgeoning madness. Will they see? Will they see that the world around is breaking? What once was whole grieves with no visible signs of trauma. Are they blind enough? So that it may consume her. As she lets it sink in, it feels familiar. Like an old friend. The insanity strikes fear, yet continues to draw her in deeper into its ever winding labyrinth. No fighting, no struggle on her part. In fact she greets it with a smile. Its viscid halls cocoon the knowledge of lost innocence. Walking slowly to the door, she beckons her savior inside. No one will

Hard Ass Riddle
i walkon 4 legs in the morning. 2 legs int the afternoon. and 3 legs in the evening. What Am I? 2 all my firends have fun with this one shoutbox me if you think you got it i will hit you back and tell you if you are right

Pan-galactic Gargle Blaster
Pan-Galactic Gargle Blaster Pan-Galactic Gargle Blaster Pan-Galactic Gargle Blaster Pan-Galactic Gargle Blaster Pan-Galactic Gargle Blaster and finally the answer u seek is 42 ohh yeah one more thing so long and thanks for all the fish...dont forget ur towel

Leave It
Lonely time can heal a broken heart, Although not taking you back would have helped from the start. I was falling for you, And I thought you felt the same too. I guess all you are is a heartbreaker, And I was your sucker. I would have never broken your heart, But you tore mine apart. How much time do you have to waste, You just like the chase. You underestimate the condtion of my heart, You thought that i'd fall apart. I dont care what I have to do, But im going to be done with you. You not good for me, So you need to let me be. Copyright ©2007 Jennifer

Space-dye Vest
Falling throu pages of Martens on Angels Feeling my heart pull west I saw the future dressed as a stranger Love in a space-dye vest Love is an act of blood and I'm bleeding a pool in the shape of a heart Beauty projection in the reflection Always the worst way to start Now that you're gone I'm trying to take it Learning to swallow the rage Found a new girl I think we can make it as long as she stays on the page This is not how I want it to end And I'll never be open again There's no one to take my blame If they wanted to Nothing to keep me sane And it's all the same to you There's nowhere to set my aim So I'm everywhere Never come near me again Do you really think I need you And I'll smile and I'll learn to pretend And I'll never be open again And I'll have no more dreams to defend