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This Is Me
Well here I am, on yet another site to post my rants and raves. If anyone is my myspace friend then be my friend here. If you've never seen my myspace profile check it out and then hit me up here. The link to myspace is http://myspace.com/icemantrucker hope to here from anybody who might read my rants

I Am Dead
I am dead to this world and to everyone in it......i feel as though that i can't live in it anymore....feeling pain and hurt is not what i want.....what i want is to feel loved not to feel like a fool.......and not trust anyone that i have known for long..... I am dead.......cuz i have slit once more of myself not for the pain but to know if it is real.....if my life is real....to know that i can chose if i want to have death take me or if he will refuse my again.......for he has already refused me more then once.......and the fact that i have seen him more then once in my life....... I am dead knowing that i am a sad and lonely person once again.....i believe this how i am meant to be alone in this cold world.....full of light yet i am stuck here in the darkness....... i thought love was with me but it was all a lie i can't shake this feeling that.....I am dead.... Too see death standing before you......wouldn't that mean that you are dead.....and that you are on a journey to

Headaches & Migraines
Headaches come in many forms - from the sudden axe-like attack to the slow and seemingly endless, throbbing kind; the groggy fuzzy kind to a searing full on Migraine, with flashing lights and nausea. They also have a variety of causes - stress, nervous tension, digestive upsets, sinus or catarrh infection, food additives, alcohol... and so the list goes on. Headaches which are centered behind the eyes can suggest a digestive disturbance, whilst those which start at the back of the neck and creep forward and generally tension related. Pain or sensitivity around the eyes or nose can be a sinus problem. When it comes to treating a headache, finding the root of the problem is going to be the most valuable piece of research you can do. Then you can go about curing the problem most effectively. My first choice for treating a headache does tend to be Lavender oil massaged into the temples - or even better, Lavender and Peppermint oil in ice cold water in which a cloth has been soaked, wru

Rude Fucker's
First of i like this place dont get me wrong. Ppl come here 2 make friends...cool. But my problem is (guys especially) wanna get pissy bout scores and comments ppl give 2 their wives or girlfriends (ive left tons). If shes that good looking and all these ppl r sayin nice things that arent vulgur or disrespectful 2 you (like some mine has gotten) BE PROUD. I am i LOVE the fact guys and girls find her attractive. Have a lil security in who and what you are 2 that person,no 1 600 miles away is gonna change that. Relax,have fun,enjoy the views (girls and guys) and dont let others admiration of "what belongs to you" make you look like a bigger jerk. My apologies to my friends and fans on here,i made it short 2 get it off my chest (im sure another rant will come) good bye 4 now all you BEAUTIFUL ppl> And you Jerks can FUCK OFF.

Poisonous Plants
Poisonous Plants: Common Indoor/Outdoor Plants that Most People Don't Know are Poisonous by http://www.sixwise.com/ Some of the most poisonous substances are those that are literally right under our noses -- plants in our homes and gardens. Most at risk are children -- who will taste plant leaves, berries and flowers out of curiosity -- and pets. Nearly 7 percent of poisonings in children under 6 are caused by poisonous plants, according to the National Capitol Poison Center, but adults, too, may unintentionally ingest a toxic plant. Below is a list of some of the most common plants you may find in your home (though the list is NOT comprehensive) or yard. If you identify a poison plant in your home, keep it safely out of reach of children and pets. In your yard, always be sure children and pets are supervised. And, always teach young children that they should never taste any plant, including berries and mushrooms, that they find. 1. Daffodil (Narcissus) Daffodils con

My Work
LIKE A CANDLE WITH A FLAME THAT NEVER DIES,THROUGH GOOD AND BAD I'LL BE BY YOUR SIDE. WHENEVER YOU FALL I'LL BE THERE TO BRIGHTEN YOUR DAYS,NO MATTER WHAT I'LL TAKE YOUR PAIN AWAY. FORGET WHAT PEOPLE SAY AND WHO CARES WHAT THEY THINK BECAUSE YOU ARE A PRECIOUS JEWEL IN YOUR OWN WAY. I'LL BE THE SHADOW THAT ALWAYS FOLLOWS YOU,BE LIKE AN ANGEL BY YOUR SIDE HELP YOU THROUGH YOUR TOUGHEST TIMES. EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE FELT GRIEVE AND SO HAVE I DON'T EVER GIVE UP NEVER STOP TRYING, JUST KEEP YOUR FAITH AND PRAY HARD AND DEEP,BECAUSE GOD IS GOOD AND IF YOU ASK YOU WILL SEE. KEEP YOUR FAITH- TAMMY- NEVER GIVE UP EVER. MUCH LOVE..... PAPI

I'm This Guy
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WON'T pressure you to do things you DON'T want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because I'm looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't li

Playa Or Not Playa
OK BLOG TIME THIS IS MY CONFESSIONS SO CALL ME USHER NOT. It apears to me that people think of me as a PLAYA well let see if I cant either prove I am or prove im not.I have friends most of them are female although i have slept with a few of them i have not slept with all of the female population or all of my female friends either. Confession #1. Have i ever cammed a person yes i have . Confession #2. Have i ever cammed more the one person at a time yes i have in a truth or dare room in yahoo chat years ago. Confession #3. Have i ever cheated on someone that i have been in an exclusive relationship not just an open or friends with benifits? No i have not cause i have had it done to me more then once and i dont like being hurt so i will not cheat. Cofession #4. Have i dated more then one girl at a time with out the other knowing? Yes however neither one of them and i were in a serious relationship together and we were both with the understanding that we could see other p

Wounds Heal ... Scars Are Character Making
The value is such as it is seen Nothing known when one is green For only the pain can let us know The cost of love that to show A heart that breaks for lack there of Missing the gift from heaven above For nothing does part but love lost The loss is such beyond all cost Only the soul that aches so true Can appreciate a love found new One who knows it may pass away Will cherish the gift each and every day A fragile thing love will always be Something beyond all who can see Dreams may come true not once but twice A miracle when the heart turns to ice Cold and unforgiving what hate did destroy Lost in the pains forgotten all joy What may revive a heart turned to stone When love has fled and left one alone Only another that sparks forth the fire And is held with true deepest desire Longed for and cared for as no other before With love that lost and was no more The value is known through broken heart For only such love is never to part By R. Thomas Dinsmore

So Say Ye Witch
For Witches This Be Law Where Ye Enter In From There Withdraw And Ye Will Secure The Spell Cast Some Silver In The Well Enhance Thy Trance With Drug And Dance Vervain And Dill Lend Aid To Will Trefoil, Vervain * St.-John's-Wort * Dill Hinder Witches Of Their Will Upon The Clock Dependeth Not Success Pursueth The Persistent Guilt Flees When None Pursueth Power Shared Is Power Lost Seek Thine Enemy In Secret Thoughts Are Things As A Man Thinkest So He Is No One Person Can Accomplish All Danger Is Never Overcome Without Danger The Past Is Fixed Yet The Future May Be Bent Where Communication Fails Confusion Follows Some Things Cannot Be Understood By Mortal Man Many Such Must Simply Be Accepted Rush In Where Angels Fear To Tread The Gods Are With You As A Man Thinketh So Is He If You Think Small You Become Small Remember The Passwords Perfect Love And Perfect Trust So Trust The Universe And Be At Home Ever

You Are My Tragedy (poetry)
YOU ARE MY TRAGEDY November 14, 2006 The darkness engulfs the weeping midnight beauty Velvet black roses and an endless bloodlust The immortals eternity long imprisoning duty Dread and despair, the dark torment isn't just A sinister game, a secret infiltration Lust summons gloomy graves, the sweetest pain To dance forever in the nights desolation Would dry the black tears, falling like rain Beloved heart of darkness lurking with evil desire Ravishing mortals with a passion burning like fire The mortals who hate are merely fools Who wallow in anguish and crimson red pools This creature knows nothing of the light All are living and breathing their endless fear Padded cells, the protection to make it through the night The moon howls in lonely despair This is a tragedy, This becomes a nightmare This desire, this fetish, the want, I'm needy The shadows, the breeze, my cloak the nigh

Mes Yeux
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Mysterious75%Eyes full of Pain75%Passion67%Diamond Eyes25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

We May Never Have All The Answers
Sometimes we go through things in life that we may not understand, or know why we have to go through them, But there are reasons for everything that happens in life. weather we will ever know why we have to go through them or not. The important thing is to live life to it's fullest and enjoy life while we can. Life is easy and fun sometimes and other times we need a friend to lean on cuz it is difficult and hard. But we can make it by keeping our heads held high and a smile on our face. And if we just look up and praise God for all the things that are good in our life and ask him to help and guide us and lead us the way he will show us the way we just have to believe in him and let him do his work in our life. He is the greatest friend we have and he will always be there for us when we need a friend in the middle of the night to call on. Our friends are sometimes the most important people in our lives and they are the ones that can influence us and change us. I am glad to know

Classic Remix
Really enjoyed this piece of music that Vanessa Mae plays. Ive played the original classical version of The Prelude. I have to say that i have Bach is really hard to play, but when accomlished, his music is wonderful to play and hear. In this case I love the way Vanessa has modernised it with the street instrument accompliment. Check it out.

Hey Whats Up All
I am dating again first time in 2 years just havent dated was wating to finalize my divorce.but its done yay any way whats important is that i am free, if there are any takers hit me back my ex was my first date, first wife, first in bed, and that is still true, but I am looking to find some one that is willing to date a guy with a beautiful daughter, and who is content with his life, I want to find some one who will love me for me just hit me back if you like what you see.

For Flame Walker ... My Wall Poems
Walls Protected behind walls I build years of pain my trust is killed By those I've trusted with my life stabbed in the heart with a rusty knife Betrayed by the ones who's love I desired pain leaving me cold, alone and so tired Of being open with any I know too well walls of safety to be free from the hell I can not tear them down for knowing the threat is real and the signs are showing All the reasons they are still there and still valid though I'm unaware As to why I would still want these walls none can know without taking the falls That I have been though with issues of trust my unwanted pain has turned love to dust Blowing away in the gentle breeze Cooled down till the point of freeze When nothing of what was can remain the lesson is learned through walls of pain By R. Thomas Dinsmore MODERN RAPUNZEL A modern Rapunzel is who you are Watching the princes from a far Safe in your tower beyond their reach Making sure non

Pics
in the intrest of saving space on my friends list am am going to delete any one who does not have a pic posted. you don't even have to have a real pic of you just something beside that stupid and annoying stick head thing

Soapbox Time
i think this is just absolutely out of control i have followed the rules here more than most i have just recently been told a pic of mine is and i quote: it's not what's showing..it's the fact that it's sexually suggestive so this leaves anything up to interpretation to anyone that just doesn't like me to get rid of all my pics and now it seems the shoe can not be put on the other foot....they can flag me but i can not flag any pics of thiers that i feel are much worse than anything i would ever consider putting online this is in my opinion BIG BROTHER HIPOCRACY and now my account is blocked from being able to flag ....what a load of crap this really is BIG BROTHER

Part Ii Of The Jamaica Days
continuation... the next day, i woke up by the phone ringing and mom on the other end telling me to get to breakfast whenever (since we had to walk to the restaurant like less than 100 ft from our part of the hotel). i didnt wake maria but since mom woke me up, my chances of sleeping again were very slim. on the way to the restaurant, i was wondering if i'd ever see my cuban boys again and as i walked to the restaurant, i realized i was. andy was the first one i saw and we hugged and he kissed my cheek and we small talked for a minute. the next one was dicksan and we did the same one, then luis carlos (by that time i was in the restaurant, within view of my mom who saw luis carlos hug, and kiss my cheek). "hi" i said as i walked up to the table. "i think he has a thing for you" mom said. "he kissed you and you should just be careful maria...i mean ace" "mom! he's the youngest of them! he's 22! plus, i saw all three of them and it was the same thing; i got kisses on

Tears Unselfish...
Man Oh Man, I have got to stop watchin so much CNN before bed !!! Try to understand that withought a copy of Funk & Wagnalls propped up in yer lap (LOL) Now, if you'll excuse me I have an understandable poetic headache !!! IMspidey/M.M.

Sexual Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

New Goodies From Diabolic Curves~i'm A Sticker!!
Hey guys, you've sooooooo got to check out Diabolic Curves website. I'm a sticker!! How fucking cool is that?! You know you've made it when your face is on a sticker!! If I ever go t-shirt I think I'll pass out!

The Forgotten Language Of Flowers
In the early 18th century the Turkish "Secret Language of Flowers" was introduced to Europe by Lady Mary Wortley Montague, wife of the British ambassador to Constantinople. Flowers had long been a sign of romance but now lovers were able to send secret messages to each other by means of sending a posy of flowers. Each flower had a specific meaning and the order of arrangement had much to do with the intended "message". The French seem to have taken this idea to heart. In 1819 a French woman writing under the pen name of Madame Charlotte de la Tour (Louise Cortambert), wrote and published "Le Language des Fleurs" which offered seasonal floral and anecdotal advice to those wishing to send "secret" messages to each other. The following list of flowers comes mainly from that original book but has been augmented to include some common flowers of today as some of those from yesteryear are unknown. Enjoy this glimpse into the past and keep this in mind the next time you send or receive flo

Smart Ass Contest
Ok I'm in the Biggest Smart Ass on CT contest and I'd love for everyone to come by and rate me and comment bomb me. (Just make sure that you're a level 3 and up or points will get deducted from my score). here's the link ~~~FIEND GRRL~~~~ PLEASE SHOW SUM LUV!!!

Searching For Harry
Searching by Melissa Susan Hensley When I look into your eyes I try my best to see If I'm everything you dream of, If this love is meant to be. I look deeper, finding questions, And a past of loneliness, But I also see a light, Trying to fiil your emptiness. You want me to understand That you're afraid to fall again. Your heart can't take more pain And I don't know how it's been. But let me tell you something, I've had my share of pain, Yet, through it all I've learned That there are rainbows after rain. Let me be the answer To the confusion of your soul. I'll be the hand that guides you. I'll make your spirit whole. Looking into your eyes I see you need to find A love to mend your broken heart, So, let me give you mine.

Aqueesies
AQUARIUS/PISCES "AQUEESIES--the squeegee: In the ozone, pure and simple. Not of the earth. Don't even try to figure them out. Terminally spaced out. This sign rules lost mail, the government bureaucracy, selfless individualism and decentralized fish." Fixed Air & Mutable Water this is perhaps the strangest combination. Both of these signs are unconventional as far as society is concerned. They seem to know things other people don't know. Aquarius desire to know with Pisces intuition could be very helpful. However, they aren't on the same wave length. It takes some objective observation to make this unusual combination fit. Society is no help when it comes to putting it together. Pisces belongs to the mystics while Aquarius belongs to the scientist. Of course, no one fits this pattern exactly. Both must find a part of society in which they feel most comfortable. Those dealing with this cusp of qualities in one chart must find a unique way to blend these two abilities on their own.

Another One.
One that I always listen to when im working. Awesome. Ive always wanted to peform...and i do with my violin from time to time. One of my dream goals in life that i have achieved in life so far. Vanessa Mae has always been one of my Idols in performance. I hope that one day i will be as good as her.

Children Are The Future
Weather we realize it or not our children learn from watching us. Everything that we do they see everything we say they hear. Even when they act like they are not listening they hear us. That is the funny thing about kids we never know what they are actually hearing until it is to late sometimes, and then we wonder why they are growing up so fast. We as parents know are kids more than anyone else and they need to know that we are there for them no matter what and that they can come and talk to us know matter what. We need to be there for our children and love and nurture them and we need to be there best friends. We need to let the children of the world know that they can come to use no matter what there problem is. Even if we do not like what they are going to say we need to stay calm and talk to them. Do we really need to yell at our kids all the time every time they do something that we do not approve of? What are we teaching our children if we yell at them all the time?

The New Year's Resolution?
Well, it's that time of the year again and once more one of the most popular resolution is to give up smoking. Now this is something I managed about 8 or 9 years ago and happened to find quite easy. There was someone else who found it pretty easy too, Allen Carr used to have a 100 a day habit and once he'd decided he was going to quit, he did. He then went on to make rather a lot of money writing books and running seminars about how to give up. Allen Carr died in 2006, of cancer, whether directly or indirectly due to that 100 a day habit or just that he was susceptible to the disease doesn't really matter. His way of quitting cigarettes is pretty much how I managed and how a lot of others can do the same, not using Nicotine Replacement Therepy (a waste of money) but by actually wanting to give up and then doing so, destroying any remaining tobacco and then sticking to your principles. My rant though is over this NRT, now how can anyone stop smoking when the health service t

I Feared
I feared being alone... until I learned to like myself. I feared failure... until I realized that I only fail when I don't try. I feared success... until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself. I feared peoples opinions... until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway. I feared rejection... until I learned to have faith in myself. I feared pain... until I learned that it's necessary for growth. I feared the truth... until I saw the ugliness in lies. I feared life... until I experienced its beauty. I feared death... until I realized that it's not an end but a beginning. I feared my destiny... until I realized that I had the power to change my life. I feared hate... until I realized it was nothing more than ignorance. I feared love... until it touched my heart making the darkness fade into endless sunny days. I feared ridicule... until I learned to laugh at myself. I feared growing old.

Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Go Caltech!!!!
I just want to give a Kudos to Caltech. The Caltech Beavers finally ended an 11 year losing streak in NCAA basketball, a 207 game losing streak! Apparently, Bard College in New York is just what the doctor ordered to cure those losing ways, they went down 81-52, of which, not one of those basketball players for Bard had a chance with the cheerleaders.

President Bush Signs Craig’s Veterans Bill Into Law
PRESIDENT BUSH SIGNS CRAIG’S VETERANS BILL INTO LAW $3.2 billion measure will improve health delivery, overturns historic ban on attorneys, and expands benefits December 24, 2006 Media contact: Jeff Schrade (202)224-9126 (Washington, DC) On Friday President George Bush signed into law a $3.2 billion comprehensive benefits and health care bill for veterans sponsored by U.S. Senator Larry Craig, the outgoing chairman of the U.S. Senate Committee on Veterans’ Affairs. "I hope veterans will rest a little easier this Christmas knowing that Congress did its job. We passed legislation that will enable this country to move forward with major construction projects for veterans and also will make some significant changes that will benefit veterans and their loved ones for generations to come," said Sen. Craig from his home near Boise, Idaho. The bill the President signed is S. 3421, the Veterans Benefits, Healthcare, and Information Technology Act of 2006. Among its many

Me.
Its not often that I record myself playing. I do a lot of rectials, but only with Violin, not on the piano. However this was done at my friends house... one of my friend kindly posted this for me back a while ago...so I thought that i would post it on here as well. Its a song that ive always sang to, listened to, played, improvised etc... Its a song which has a lot of meaning to it for me in life. One that always touches my heart from the day i found the song. Legend. I just thought it would be nice that i shared it with all of you. I hope you enjoy it. The song is called Over the Rainbow. Let me know what you think of it. Thanks.

Vivki
Vicki A child gave me a rose one-day as I passed her on the street. Though her hair was dirty and no shoes were on her feet. I gave this child a dollar and turned to catch the bus. And as I took my seat I smiled and waved as we drove off in the dust. Each day I came to wait for her, This dirty little child. With her dirty head of hair, unbrushed unkempt, and wild. One morning I bought a pair of shoes and I shod those little feet. And she looked to me like an angel, with her smile so small and sweet. Each day I bought her roses and gave them each away. But continued buying her roses each and every single day. I found her name was Vicki and we began to talk. In the evenings we would spend some time in leisurely little walks. Then one day I fell too ill called off and went to bed. Keeping little Vicki, her smile within my feverish head. The next day I waited all alone, but Vicky never came. And then some lady told to me of an accident that happ

To Burn For You
To Burn For You.... I have been immortal, longer than can say, Hiding in the shadows, burnt by light of day... I am the bite upon thy neck, thy feedings blood loves hand...I am no mortal and hardly even man.... But in your arms redemption, seems to burn inside, and with tears of ice as you brush my face, I do not wish to hide.... Give me back to the sun, take away the pain, let me walk with you in arm, playing in the rain... Why after your sweet kiss, did the hunger cease to be, only ever to return once more, when you are away from me? Don't you see a monster, don't you wish to run. Banish me back to hell, have my creation seen undone? Don't you see me howling? As in loving arms we find, my bite piercingly deeply, making love within our minds... So much deeper inside you, than you could wish to be. Finding in you warm embraces comfort, a longing to only known to me... Now I sit and wait. Soon the sun shall rise. And burning beauties literal breath shall

What The Hell!!!????
Ok...I've been cruising the "new members" and in the last 30 minutes I have found at least 3 underage kids here. What the hell CT? I'm sure monitoring this kind of thing can't be easy, but I mean...I found this one profile where the girl had her age posted as 16 and her pic barely looks that old! Honestly...there should be a "report this user" link so that they can be evaluated faster. Kids, get the hell off of here, what are you thinking? Go play on myspace if you want to social network.

I Was Born On The Aquarius/pisces Cusp
The Cusp of Aquarius - Pisces February 19 - Aquarius/Pisces - February 23 Aquarius is the 11th sign of the Zodiac. Aquarians are humanitarians and philanthropists, the visionaries of the zodiac. Aquarians value friendship and often have many acquaintances in addition to their close friends. Pisces is the 12th and final sign of the Zodiac. All that is learned by the first 11 signs comes together to help Pisces reach the pinnacle of their potential. Aquarius/Pisces are selfless and spiritual, often strongly intuitive and receptive to the collective unconscious. The astrological symbol of Aquarius is the Water Bearer. The astrological symbol of Pisces is the Pair of Fish. Those born on the Aquarius/Pisces cusp reflect the dual nature of life, reality and nonreality, consciousness and the unconscious. They represent consciousness through the flowing of ideas. They work hard to bring their ideas to fruition, stubbornly refusing to give up their causes. In this way, the Fixed Quali

Please Pray For Rober Sims,united States Army...going On A Mission Tomarrow In Iraq.
This is not a Joke contest or anything of the sort. Those of you that know me better than most know I have a Brother over in Iraq. He's my half brother but still has the same blood as me. Tomorrow he is slated to go on a mission. so I'm not asking I'm BEGGING any and all of you that are willing to throw a prayer,blessing or anything of the sort to PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE Say one for him. His name Is Robert Sims he is in the United States Army. If you would say one for him and his Unit (b co 1-37 armored) I will forever be in your debt. Thank You and God Bless you and your families (repost of original by 'Pandemonium~Club Illusia' on '2007-01-07 10:00:29')

Ben Dover And Gh0st Ct Wife Contest Rules
Okay We are going to keep it simple: 1. Comment bombing is allowed. 2. Please play fair. we want everyone to have fun with this. 3. Points will be awarded for comments then rate. Then if need be we will have a 2nd round if there is a tie. 4. U must have fun.. ;) Pls no fighting name calling or anything we just want to have fun. If not then we will close the contest down. 5. Submit any pix you want to. 6. contest will start Wed 12 @ noon EST. ;) 7. the contest will last 3 weeks so everyone can vote aas much as they want. ;) Remember no pressure because we luv u all ;oD We may adjust the rules as we go so pls keep an eye on these rule for changes.

Promise
Some people say that when you make a promise it is meant to be broken, I use to be one of these people that thought that. But I have learned different. If you open up the Bible and read it you will see that God made a lot of promises and he has not till this day broken a one of them that he made. He promises to take care of his children and he does and always will. He promised Noah that he would never flood the earth again and he hasn't. And he promises to come back for his children and he will one of these days. And if you look in the dictionary and look the meaning up you will find that promise means "A declaration assuring that one will or will not do something. Indication of future excellence or success. To pledge assurance. To afford a basis for expecting." So the next time someone tells you that they promise something ask them if they really mean it and are they going to keep it. Because those are the promises worth looking forward too. And the next time you make

Untitled~one Of My Favorite Songs
I open my eyes I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light I can’t remember how I can’t remember why I’m lying here tonight And I can’t stand the pain And I can’t make it go away No I can’t stand the pain How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody’s screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I’m slipping off the edge I’m hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can’t explain what happened And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done No I can’t How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this li

Men
Why cant a man love a woman for who she is? Why cant a woman love a man for he is? It really makes me wonder how can anyone really fall in love? Men and Women are soo picky its unreal. yes Im a big gurl and I love it. I however dont judge someone solely on their looks. To me that is being selfish and stupid. Why do men say they love big women but yet have all these lil hoes on their pages that show all their shit to everyone?? I mean come on now. dont even play that wit me. Im not stupid And women why do you always go for men that look good but dont want to treat u right? I mean ARe that damn stupid for real. Does it really matter. I mean I believe in if you have an attraction to someone then there should be no problem. But I guess no one has a heart anymore really..Cant I just find at least ONE man that will like me for me.if not then please dont even bother to write me ok

Global Warming
I for one welcome Global Warming. My house outside of Detroit will look great with palm trees lining the drive way. I miss the snow maybe one day out of the year other than that I love the warm weather. Heck, neighbor was out with his lawnmower 3 weeks ago mowing the lawn when normally at this time we are shoveling snow. Blame it on anything you want, the fact of the matter is we will never give up our gas burning cars in our lifetime so why let it bother me. I pray for the people that it will affect.

Oh Well......
Life is funnii, hell ppl r funnii when u think about it....u kno i have realized time on this earth is too short ppl diein and shyt.....one thing dat alwayz comes to my mind is never hold any grudges alwayz make da best of da worse, alwayz keep a smile on ur face even when things go wrong cuz lord knoz if u let it stress u ur gunna die fast! Im thankful god blessed mii wif my 2 boyz, they have done so much for mii in life, they taught mii dat love is real and shouldnt be spent on ppl who really dnt care bout u or wha ur dreams r. My kids r my everything and there isnt anyone or anything in my life dat could change dat. Yea they make mii mad but datz wha kids do LoL lord knoz ive made my ma pretty pissed off in da past....but hey we r all human and make mistakes right? I came to terms dat my real happiness is wif my kids, I mean god has greater things for mii but hes not revealin them to mii right now cuz he knoz its not da right time....so i sit and wait LoL...i use to be da impatient

My Idol.
This is a person who i really look up to. Love what she does and her music, inspired me a lot to keep going on playing the violin. Just happen to come across one of my favourite songs and videos she did. Check it out and let me know what you think.

Resolutions
Parents' Resolutions for the New Year No matter what's happened in the past, you can raise happy, confident, and responsible kids starting right now By Chick Moorman and Thomas Haller In 2007, I resolve not to teach my children to have a happy, productive life, but rather to help them choose a happy, productive day. I resolve to help my children appreciate that there is no such thing as failure, only temporary results that they can use as feedback to determine their next step. I resolve to fix problems rather than fix blame by maintaining a solution-seeking mindset and teaching my children a problem-solving process. I resolve to aid my children in their struggle with autonomy by creating a balance of power through a shared control style of parenting. I resolve to remember that I want children to behave in ways that reflect what THEY find unacceptable, not in ways that I, the parent, find unacceptable. I resolve to welcome interpersonal skill errors as learning exp

Kitchen Blessing For The Full Moon
The luminous round moon in all its fullness inspires lovers and poets, and, some say, the wild and crazy. For us following the path of the goddess, however, it is a sacred time, full of energy and magic, worship and celebration. Foods at this phase of the Goddess in her Mother aspect - weighty, and at her full potential - should be rich, abundant, and celebratory. This is the perfect time for culinary alchemy, as magical energies are intoxicating and expansive. Gather herbs from your garden in the early light of dawn, and visualize your dream, knowing it will be. Trust in the Mother to honor your desires. Kitchen Blessing for the Full Moon Goddess, Mother, the end and the beginning The dusk and the dawn, I celebrate you! Bless me tonight as I stand here in love watch over me with compassion and fill me with your grace Accept my thankgiving as I left up my heart in joy, Blessed Be! During the full moon, celebrate! A roasted turkey, baked salmon, egg dishes, and bow

Transfer From My Old Blog
**Saturday 19th August 2006 Well, it lasted a whole five days... The peace in Lebanon has been shattered with an attack by Israeli special forces aimed at what was claimed to be a 'weapons transfer' between Syria, Iran and Hezbollah fighters. Now before people start attacking my stance as being 'Anti-Semetic' and other such nonsense I DO NOT condone the terrorist rocket attacks on Israeli towns. In the same breath though, I can not condone the Israeli use of excessive force against Lebanese civilian infrastructure either. I have seen many people try to explain on TV the whys and wherefores of such force. Trying to compare the rocket attacks with London and the V2 raids during WWII and the responses with Allied bombing in Germany. Which to me just emphasises the abject mentality of the Israeli officials hiding behind explanations that have the water carrying abilities of a colander. The definition of a 'cease fire' is "A temporary cessation of fighting by mutual consent; a

A Laugh
A guy walks into a Glasgow library and says to the prim librarian, "Excuse me Miss, day ye harv eni books on suicide?" To which she stops doing her tasks, looks at him over the top of her glasses, and says, "Fook off, ye'll no bring it back!" ************ ********* **** This is the story of Cinderella and her Sugly Isters Cinders and her Sugly Isters lived in a Marge Lansion. Cinders worked very hard. Frubbing Scloors, Weaning Clindows, Emptying Poss Pits and Shiveeling Shut! By the end of the day she was Nuckin' Fackered. Her Sugly Isters were fight Cucking Runts ! They did no Wucking Ferk, and had no Wucking Furries. They were right Bugly Astards. One was called Mary Hinge and the other was called Betty Swollocks. They were always Pucking Fissed. The two Sugly Isters had tickets to go to the Ball. Cinderella was Ducking Fisgusted when the Cotton Runts would not let her go. Buttons worked with Cinders. He was gifted with Nuge Hackers and a Shairy Hithole.

Love Romance
CHANGES Day in and day out people change. You start out one day just as you are then you feel the need to change something is missing or someone has felt you have changed . Then the real change begins.For instance lets take me and i will refer to you back and forth through this whole thing . I know I'm not perfect and I have changed more then once perhaps its adaption. I start out like Don Jaun Casanova and turn out to be Billy Bob Thorton. I feel im romantic and I do try very hard to be, cooking for someone,going places with them,spending time with them watching them sleep in your arms feeling their heat beat next to yours in one long song,rides or walks at sunset or on beaches ,Shopping yes thats right Im a guy that likes to shop so deal with it. But then I start to feel comfortable i guess you could call it. I kiss , and cuddle too much and I brgin to want more and more to the point i somther and suck the life out the peoples love for me. They get scared and start to feel preasur

A Walk In The Park
WALKING THROUGH THE PARK ON A WARM PEACEFUL DAY. NO ONE AROUND AT THIS TIME EXCEPT ME. JUST A LITTLE WAYS DOWN FROM AROUND THE TREE I SEE BEAUTY THAT SEEMS TO BE A PART OF THE SCENERY. OUR MEETS AS ONE DOES TO THE MORNING LIGHT. WE WALK TOWARDS EACH OTHER......... YOUR HANDS INSTANTLY GRAB THE BACK OF MY NECK AND PULL ME TOWARDS YOU. YOUR LIPS UPON MINE SO DEVINE. UNBELIEVABLE THE SOLITUDE WE HAVE IN A PLACE WHERE THERE IS USUALLY MANY EYES! I TAKE MY SHIRT OFF, LEAVING IT TO CARRY WITH THE WIND. YOUR HAIR FLOWS UNTIL AGAINST A TREE WE REST. SLOWLY I UNDRESS YOU STOPPING AT THE PEEKING OF YOUR BREAST. SO SUTTLE, SO SOFT, AND NIPPLE SO HARD. YOU KISS ALL OVER ME. OH MY GOD! ROLLING BACK AND FORTH IN THE GRASS LIKE CHILDREN AT PLAY. ADRENALINE SO HIGH THE WORLD SEEMED TO FADE AWAY. EMPTINESS SURROUNDING US, AS WE ARE EACH OTHER'S FOCUS IN EVERYWAY. MY HANDS IN YOUR HAIR AND YOUR NAILS IN MY BACK. MOANS FROM THE BOTH OF US AS JUICES SECREET WITHIN OUR LAPS. " WHERE DID OUR CLOTHES GO?"

Quitting Smoking
I finally realized that I need to quit smoking if I am going to watch my kids graduate, get married and have children. So 5 days ago I quit. It's the hardest thing I have ever done. Actually went thru some withdraws I believe, shakes, sweat and etc. The urge to smoke is relentless but each passing day it gets easier to deal with. How many of you smoker's wake up to a cigarette before you do anything else. Look at your nightstand bet there is an ashtray, box of death, radio and whatever else. Not to mention the 10.00/day I was paying to support my habit. SO with your support and prayers, I hope to rid myself of this affliction and start to improve my quality of life and get a chance to watch my kids grow up...

Update On My T-shirt Contest
T-SHIRT CONTEST UPDATE!!! AFTER A FULL DAY OF VOTING Mikey IS IN THE LEAD I WANNA BE YOUR SUPERMAN LOVER IS FOLLOWING NOT TOO FAR BEHIND IN SECOND. !!Blood of a Slave~Heart of a King!!! IS RUNNING IN THIRD. BUT THERE IS STILL PLENTY OF TIME TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE, ANYONE CAN WIN!!! I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL THE PARTICIPATION SO FAR. LET'S KEEP THEM RATES AND COMMENTS COMING! CONTESTANTS PLEASE PROMOTE PROMOTE PROMOTE! AND FOR ALL OF MY FRIENDS PLEASE CHECK IT OUT TOO, THERE ARE SOME REALLY COOL T-SHIRTS. YOU GUYS CAN VOTE TOO :) THERE'S EVEN ONE GIRL IN A T-SHIRT! ANYWAYS I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE!! KISSES!

Natural Remedies
Quick list for now - more to come..... Pam cooking spray dries nail polish Mayonnaise kills lice Elmer’s Glue is a great face peel Put sugar on a burnt tongue Use unflavored jello for stinky feet Peanut butter removes scratches from CD’s wipe it off with coffee filters For a fungus on toenails and fingernails use Vick’s vapor rub

A Witch Jar For Protection
Witch jars are quick, fun, and typically created with supplies found around the home. For this Witch jar, incorporating items that come from the house is a great way to link the protective magick for your home back into the spell. Look around and see what you can find to personalize this spell. Work this spell on the night of the full moon. For this protective spell you'll need an old glass jar, like an old pickle jar or jelly jar. Wash the jar and lid out thoroughly and allow them to dry. Take a permanent black marker and draw a pentagram on top of the lid. Add to the jar several of the following items: * A clove of garlic * A few stray pet hairs (to add protection for your pets) * A cobweb from your walls * A few leaves from one of the trees in your yard * Old nails * Straight pins * Small bits of broken glass or a few colored marbles * A small pebble or rock from the yard * A straw from your household broom * Sea salt or table salt * The stub or drippings from an old pr

Obpinions + Assumptions.
I touch on this my last Blog.I miss my last Ex in more than one way.For allowing my Assumptions,as thoughts sometimes.Where I am now not allowed to Assume.My Oppinions had more,Merit between,Kate her Sister,Children etc.We used to have awesome Debates an Auguements. So I write mmy thoughts on accassion as my Senile Mind awakens from years of Alcohol Bliss.I'm a constant Brain fart,Can't remember shit syndrom.Off to the Market for Sunday Dinner,my Treat my Cooking. Peace to all that read my Blogs.Back from the store + baked again.Sidekick 69's wife is cooking.Which is a relief an I get to injoy my Buzz. Unfortunately I missed the rest of the Patriots - Jets playoff game.But today I have been useing my Oppinions,an, his wife is a bit indifferent with me.Her being a Virgo is the problem,Tuarus bad as well.Full moon this week had me all Pissy,crabby,snappy etc.Lost an aqauintence at myspace.Over the same topic I lost one here as well..Till the next Senceless Blog.

Contest
I have been is a few contest. It is a great why to get your name out there. But here is my thing I am all ways seeing ones for women. So a fiend and I got to ather and are puting one on for men. What thay will win is a spot on my loung for everyone to see and look at. We love men and like to look at them so here is your last chance to enter. If you or you man thing thay have what it takes to be the eye candy in my long just let me or frost know thanks M&M Frost My Cupcakes@ CherryTAP M&M@ CherryTAP

The Herbal Kitchen
Below are a list of herbs commonly found in most homes, and their magickal uses. (Resources: Gerina Dunwich and Scott Cunningham's books.) African Violet-Used as a protection amulet and to promote spirituality in the home. It is burned as a traditional herbal incense of the Spring Equinox Sabbat. Allspice-Burned as an incense to attract money or luck. It is also used to promote healing. Aloe-A popular houseplant. Used for protection against evil influences and prevents household accidents. Angelica-One of the traditional ritual herbs of the Candlemas and Beltane Sabbats. Angelica is both a culinary and medicinal herb. Sprinkle around the house to ward off evil. Added to the bath, it removes curses or spells that may have been cast against you. Anise-The leaves are used for protection. The seeds are burned as a meditation incense. Filling a small pillowcase with anise seeds and sleeping on it will ensure that you have no nightmares. Basil-Brings wealth to those who car

Snow Angels
Snow Angel An 80-below wind-chill factor was not enough to deter my son's guardian angel. By Joan Wester Anderson Reprinted with permission from "Where Angels Walk," published by Ballantine Books. It was just past midnight on December 24, 1983. The Midwest was shivering through a record-breaking cold spell, complete with gale-force winds and frozen water pipes. And although our suburban Chicago household was filled with the snug sounds of a family at rest, I couldn't be a part of them, not until our 21-old son pulled into the driveway. At the moment, Tim and his two roommates were driving home for Christmas, their first trip back since they had moved East last May. "Don't worry, Mom," Tim had reassured me over the phone last night. "We're going to leave before dawn tomorrow and drive straight through. We'll be fine!" Kids. They do insane things. Under normal circumstances, I figured, a Connecticut-to-Illinois trek ought to take about eighteen hours. But the weather

Natural Cleansers
Safe Alternatives to Commercial Cleaning Products Baking soda uses:freshens, cleans and deodorizes.Good scouring powder.Softens water in creasing the cleaning power of soap.Do not use on aluminum - it will turn black. Polishing paste for tarnished silverware, bathtubs, stainless steel sinks, toilets, etc., mix equal parts baking soda and warm water. Cover when not in use. Liquid cleaner mix 2 tablespoons baking soda with 1 pint warm water in a spray bottle. Use for mopping vinyl floors, cleaning compact disks or washing windows. Sponging - sprinkle baking soda onto a damp sponge and wipe scuffs, stains or crayon marks from painted walls, laminated counter tops, tile surfaces, and appliances like the microwave, stove top and fridge.Dry with a clean cloth. Borax (sodium borate):Cleans, freshens, deodorizes and disinfects. Softens water, prevents soap film.(when sprinkling powder, you may want to wear a painter's mask as this can, in some, irritate the lungs.) Soap:Biode

Sexual I.q.
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Please Watch Out!!!
Please be on the watch for this guy. I accepted a friend request from him many months ago. I have had to since block him because of rude and suggestive comments he has made to me. Even though he is blocked he has visited my page just about every night or early morning. I have contacted a bouncer and there is nothing more I can do. Since you are on my friends list I want to make you he does not become a problem for you as well. XO Amity yanks4ever@ CherryTAP

New Years Is Just A Number
Why do people make such a big deal out of new years? It's just a different number every year, nothing more. People think "Oh this year is gonna be greater than the last" And maybe it is for some people... "SOME" But other ppl its shittier. To me, it all feels the same. No year feels better or worse than the last. All I need in my new year to survive is my friends, family and laughter. I just don't get it sometimes.

Do's And Don't's Of Ct
1) always remember this is the internet 2) Be careful who you give your heart to 3) Many here are players,with many accounts 4) Never trust anyone , who says trust me. 5) If you give your heart , be prepared for the consequences. 6) Even if they sound sincere, they may not be Do not feel bad if this has happened to you. It has happened to the best of us. Some come off, so charming and lovable , only to find later, they are married or playing many at the same time.. This is a nightclub, nothing more, nothing less. Just have fun and move on with your life.. Bright Blessings to all

I'm July, What Are You?
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... JANUARY=PIMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave andfearless. Always making friends. Easily hurtbut recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Doesnot care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE. FEBRUARY=SMARTS Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely

Scribbles
Scribbles Rain is what she gives me, as with her sad goodbyes, wrought and held quite clear to see, could she see my eyes. In night turned cold with parting and missing in that night her gentle touch that wouldst take me away. Swimmingly, forgottenly. Long past hope of light. With quiet she hushes, she sooth mine soul ,and with a touch brings me veritably to mine knees afore her. Not in humble supplication but as her lover. Held tight in cold hand, let none take from me mine dreaming submissive. Treasured and gifted in her offerings to hunger born of her sweet temptations. Wondering, perplexing ambitions, in the sampling of her ambrosias dripping wells. Drank deep and heavily, naught that I had the strength to cease, but only enough in her embrace to surrender that which is myself and give over the animal she coaxes to the surface. Muscles tight and dancing with one another, writing like wettened serpents. Her gasps like angel breath brushed oer my neck. Brought light to my lips a

Good Thinking!!!!!!!
Click here to display images in this message or edit your settings for all messages. External Images and objects in this message have been blocked. What's this? Your words, your dreams, and your thoughts have power to create conditions in your life. What you speak about, you can bring about. If you keep saying you can't stand your job, you might lose your job. If you keep saying you can't stand your body, your body can become sick. If you keep saying you can't stand your car, your car could be stolen or just stop operating. If you keep saying you're broke, guess what? You'll always be broke. If you keep saying you can't trust a man or trust a woman, you will always find someone in your life to hurt and betray you. If you keep saying you can't find a job, you will remain unemployed. If you keep saying you can't find someone to love you or believe in you, your very thought will attract more experiences to confir

Thinking
Once upon the shadow of the foreskin of life, deep within the garden in the womb of wisdom, there stands a young man, confused..poking..licking and smelling....searching for suitable soil for the sowing of his seeds. What life is such when love be so elusive? Confusion. Check! Not mate. Hi there--want a taste? Just let it melt on your toungue...dont spit it out! Dont spit! For it's all you get. Now..off you go with love's sweets lingering still on the edge of your tongue. I told you not to eat from the tree. I love, ...oh yes, more than I could have imagined. So beautiful. So frightening. I love still I love

She's Such A Tease
I hate her. I haven't met her and I already hate her. My mom told me she was a whore and dad wants to go out with her!!! WTF!?!?!!?!? My dad and "the thing" have planned like 3-5 dates and she never shows up. Today she was suppose to come over for the WHOLE day and my dad came home alone. I didn't ask cuz i knew. She had worked her magic once again. No one treats my dad like that!!! He doesn't deserve it... No one does... No wait, shes the one who deserves ditching. Errr, I can't believe her... She has the nerve to do shit like that and my dad still likes her... Fuck it, just fuck it!

How To Write A College Paper
1. Sit in a straight, comfortable chair in a well-lighted place with plenty of freshly sharpened pencils. 2. Check your email. 3. Read over the assignment carefully, to make certain you understand it. 4. Walk down to the vending machines and buy some coffee to help you concentrate. 5. Check your email. 6. Stop off at another floor, on the way back and visit with your friend from class. If your friend hasn't started the paper yet either, you can both walk to McDonald's and buy a hamburger to help you concentrate. If your friend shows you her paper, typed, double-spaced and bound in one of those irritating see-thru plastic folders, drop her. 7. When you get back to your room, sit in a straight, comfortable chair in a clean, well-lighted place with plenty of freshly sharpened pencils. 8. Read over the assignment again to make absolutely certain you understand it. 9. Check your email. 10. You know, you haven't written to that kid you met at camp since fourth grad

Old Herb Names - New Updates
Tongue of Dog? Blood of Goose? Do you really think witches cut of tongues off dogs? Or take blood from geese? Ummm...NO! They were just pseudonym names for the herbs to keep them secret. Here are some old time names for herbs: A A Bone of an Ibis: Buckthorn Adder's Tongue: Dogstooth Violet; Plantain A Titan's Blood: Wild Lettuce A Lion's Hairs: Tongue of a Turnip [i.e., the leaves of the taproot] A Man's Bile: Turnip Sap A Pig's Tail: Leopard's Bane A Hawk's Heart: Heart of Wormwood An Eagle: Wild Garlic Ass's Foot or Bull's Foot: Coltsfoot B Bat's Wing: Holly Leaf Bat's Wool: Moss Bear's Foot: Lady's Mantle Bird's Eye: Germander Speedwell Blood: Elder sap or another tree sap Blood from a Head: Lupine Blood from a Shoulder: Bear's Breeches Blood of Ares: Purslane Blood of a Goose: Mulberry tree's sap Blood of a Hamadryas Baboon: Blood of a spotted gecko Blood of Hephaistos: Wormwood Blood of Hestia: Chamomile Blood of a Snake: Hematite Bl

Fight With Me....
CHECK THESE ASTOUNDING STATISTICS. PLEASE HELP ME WITH THIS CAUSE: Fight The Sexual Exploitation of Children. *1 in 4 girls and 1 in 6 boys is sexually abused before the age of 18. (DOJ report, 2001) *Nearly 70% of all reported sexual assaults occur to children under the age of 17. (DOJ report, 2001) *1 in 5 children are solicited sexually while on the Internet. (NCMEC) *89% of youth in Internet chat rooms have received some form of sexual solicitation. (Pew Study reported in JAMA, 2001) *It is estimated that 200,000 to 300,000 children are at-risk of sexual exploitation. (DOJ & USH&HS reports) *Law enforcement officials estimate that as many as 50,000 sexual predators are online at any given moment. (Dateline 2006) *There are approximately 1,000 websites offering illegal child pornography. (toptenreviews.com) *There are over 550,000 registered sex offenders in the US. *There are over 100,000

Creative Contest
Lets see how creative we can be......I will put up a blog as well but heres the objective......I want to see the HOTTEST banner for Pervy Pub....there will be 3 places .......10,000cb gift for 1st place 5,000cb gift for 2nd place and 2,000cb gift for 3rd....entry deadline is TUESDAY JAN,9TH AT 12:OO CST.Drop me a note if you intend to participate by that time,entrys must be recieved Friday the 12th. Voting begins Saturday at 8am cst and run until Sunday at 8pm cst.....comment bombing is allowed and you are allowed to bomb your own..Have fun!!!!

Dreams Of Darkness
Dreams of Darkness I see demonic shadows, floating in the darkness, waiting me to fall a sleep, searching a moment of my weakness... Shadows of death, inside my head, this outstanding pain, in my brain... Flames of hellfire, in my eyes, smell of death, in my nose... Molten seas of hell, this demonic smell, someone is casting a dark spell, holding me in the hell...

10th Annual Wacky Warning Label Contest
A warning label on a washing machine at a laundromat that warns, “Do not put any person in this washer” has been chosen as the nation’s wackiest warning label in M-LAW’s annual Wacky Warning Label Contest. The contest, now in it’s tenth year, is conducted by Michigan Lawsuit Abuse Watch, M-LAW, to reveal how lawsuits, and concern about lawsuits, have created a need for common sense warnings on products. Grand prize winner receives $500 and a copy of new book based on the popular contest Bob Wilkinson of Northville, Michigan won the $500 grand prize and a copy of the new book, “Remove Child Before Folding, The 101 Stupidest, Silliest and Wackiest Warning Labels Ever,” by M-LAW president Bob Dorigo Jones. The washing machine warning and other winning labels were selected from a list of finalists by listeners of the Dick Purtan show on Detroit radio station, WOMC-FM. Bob Wilkinson of Northville, Michigan, holds the $500 grand prize check he won for sending M-LAW a warning label on

Morning Evening Afternoon Every Ones Needs To Laugh
NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN DAMNITOL Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. EMPTYNESTROGEN Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out. ST. MOMMA'S WORT Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. PEPTOBIMBO Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. DUMBEROL When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. FLIPITOR Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. MENICILLIN Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, "You make me want to be a better person. " BUYAGRA Injectib

Not My Key.
The universe shakes with the laughter of ignorant humanity the floors echo with their sentiment. They're the meat filled middle of every Armani suit. They're in every SUV. They're in every Mc Donald's. They're in every facet of the mechanism that is television. They own multi million dollar corporations. They own the smallest shacks in the woods. You tell yourself they won't live long enough to breed... at least, you pray they dont. You pray they wont make it. You seal that prayer with blood everyday. You seal it by burning to live, by waking up and breathing everyday so maybe they might not have a future... like you might not. Or like they have sealed yours already. Oh, these new Yuppies with thoes small jokes, that winded laughter hah. Just laugh with them. Pretend like you're harmless. Keep them at ease. You know the sayings... thoes old proverbs. All you can say (under your breath) is: Have a nice death. ...

To All Teh Freinds I Have Met
I HAVE MET ALOT OF COOL PPL HERE AND SOME HAVE BECOME GREAT FREINDS AND I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU BEING THERE FOR ME AND I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU AND I HAVE MET AN ASSHOLE BUT ALL THE FREINDS I HAVE MET MAKE UP FOR THAT THERE A A FEW FREINDS THAT ARE VERY SPECIAL TO ME BUT I AM SENDING OUT HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL OF YOU AND THE ONE THAT IS VERY SPECIAL TO ME THIS IS MORE THAN FREINDLY KISS AND HUG YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE WELL EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT 2207 AND PLEASE ALL OF YOU KEEP IN TOUCH

Valentines Day App
subject: This is the " Valentine Application." post date: 2007-01-07 10:27:17 views: 3 comments: 0 ratings: 0 This is the " Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on cherry tap that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Are

Valatines Day App
subject: This is the " Valentine Application." post date: 2007-01-07 10:27:17 views: 3 comments: 0 ratings: 0 This is the " Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on cherry tap that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out?

My Dedication
As a former member of this great Nations military forces. Having served three years in the Army and, three years in the Navy Reserve. Also being the Grandson of a most wonderful man that served this nation in WWII, and having a son that served in the Army , who was fortunate enough to come back from Baghdad alive and in one piece, have a few feelings I would like to convey. Unlike my Grandfather and son I did not have to enter a field of conflict, but that didn’t exclude me from danger and possible death or dismemberment. The life of any uniformed individual is far from being an easy one. The dangers of their every day existence far exceed the dangers in a civilians every day life. You live every second of your life in the reality and fear, that at any moment you could be called on to put your life on the line to protect the weak, to save the unfortunate, to right an injustice or to help emancipate the oppressed. Many of us live in a comfort zone. Not being put in a situation where a

~~ Best Tattoo On Ct Contest ~~
~~ Okay tattoo contest to open on 1/11 thur 1/18~~ got a tattoo pic to enter send to my inbox and i'll enter it. Now since Baby J lifted the spam thing the contest can go back to normal. thanks ~ maria ~

Sorrows Underneath
I think of all my problems, I think of all my pain. I think of all my sorrows, Until I go insane. I think of all the smailes I've worn, Which hide sorrows underneath. No one seems to notice, That I go through so much grief. My tears seem to keep flowing, Inside my tired eyes. Each time I want to tell you, My words come out as lies. These days I'm feeling distant, Far away and weak. My sadness pulls me further, From the happiness I seek. I've just begun to realize, That my hopes and dreams are gone, I'm walking down a dead-end road, Humming a tuneless song. I'm standing on a rooftop, Althought I'm scared of heights, I'm watching the cars beneath me move, And somehow this doesn't feel right. Now I think of what I'm doing, I know I should find a way, To beat through my depression, Will I beable to someday? Someone might be there, To help me make it through, Maybe they will listen, And tell me what to do. I'm seeing through the dark

Classic Comedy
Who's on first? Abbott & Costello Abbott: Well Costello, I'm going to New York with you. The Yankee's manager gave me a job as coach for as long as your on the team. Costello: Look Abbott, if your the coach, you must know all the players. Abbott: I certainly do. Costello: Well you know I've net the guys. So you'll have to tell me their names, and then I'll know who's playing on the team. Abbott: Oh, I'll tell you their names, but you know it seems to me they give these ball players now-a-days very peculiar names. Costello: You mean funny names? Abbott: Strange names, pet names...like Dizzy Dean... Costello: His brother Daffy Abbott: Daffy Dean... Costello: And their French cousin. Abbott: French? Costello: Goofe' Abbott: Goofe' Dean. Well, let's see, we have on the bags, Who's on first, What's on second, I Don't Know is on third... Costello: That's what I want to find out. Abbott: I say Who's on first, What's on secon

Make Good Financial Decisions In 07
You hear a lot about 0% balance transfer arbitrage plays (where you get a 0% balance transfer for X months and put it in a high yield savings accounts like Emigrant Direct) but you usually don’t see many people recommending you use the 0% balance transfer to pay off anything except other credit cards. Money is money and you can pay off anything with the money from the transfer because you can have them send you a check. So why not use it to pay off things like mortgages or car loans? I started thinking about this because LAMoneyGuy has an outstanding car loan and a fat ING bank balance and only recently decided to do anything about it. He’s going to get a balance transfer, pay off the loan, and then pay off the balance transfer when it comes due. His situation has no risk because he already has the money in his account. When the transfer reverts back to the 23094820934% it usually is, he can pay it off with the funds that already sit in his account. While it superficially appears th

A Young Boy
A young boy had just gotten his driver's permit and inquired of his father, an evangelist, if they could discuss his use of the car. His father took him into his study and said to the boy, "I'll make a deal with you, son. You bring your grades up from a C to a B, study your Bible a little, get your hair cut, then we'll talk about the car." Well, the boy thought about that for a moment, and decided that he'd settle for the offer, and they agreed on it. After about six weeks, the boy came back and again asked his father about using the car. Again, they went to the study, where his father said, "Son , I've been real proud of you. You've brought your grades up, and I've observed that you have been studying your Bible, and participating a lot more in the Bible study class on Sunday morning. But, I'm real disappointed, since you haven't gotten your hair cut." The young man paused a moment, and then said, "You know, Dad, I've been thinking about that, and I've noticed in my studie

Daddy's Day
Her hair up in a pony tail, Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why, the kids might not understand If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates, on this Daddy's Day. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees, A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, A student from the class To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of them were searching For a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at?" She heard a boy call out.

This Is The " Valentine Application."
This is the " Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on cherry tap that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever...

Dreams ,,, Some Of These Are Repost
Dreams Sweet seduction in her smile Lost in the rapture of her style Eyes that call in strong desire Looks that set my soul on fire Wanting, needing, starving for touch Confused as to why I want so much Things in life beyond my reach Learning lessons none can teach Fantasies that run through the mind Satisfaction never to be my find Yet as a moth drawn to a flame The wild heart is hers to tame Submission of the burning soul Giving in and filling the hole Never has one fit desires image so well Envy makes another’s life a living hell Knowing the one that they care for Is drawn to gaze upon another for ever more By R. Thomas Dinsmore Imagine peace , Imagine no war Imagine love like none before The world needs dreamers It offsets the schemers Those who usurp all that is free Would do away with the likes of me For I dream one day the world will know That love is the way and let it show One day we will stand hand in hand And being one proclai

Medical Test
Medical Test STARE INTO THE CAT'S EYES FOR 10 SECONDS.....then scroll down..... now stare at the labradors... NOW SCROLL DOWN THANK YOU..... YOUR CAT SCAN and Lab Tests are now COMPLETE Sorry, couldn't resist...we all need a good laugh sometimes!

This Was Sent 2 Me So I Am Re Posting It
date: No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

How Sexual Are You?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky100%A Sicko80%Average60%A WUSS !!30%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

50 Mistakes Women Make Concerning Sex
50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex. 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A litt

Surprised Me !
You scored as A Sicko. You are a SICK FUCK!! You would do almost anything to get off. You know how to be wild, try new stuff and let loose and be crazy. You are at the top of the Horny/Sexual ladder, a very coveted paosition by many. People call you Sick, but those are the ones that think it but don't have the balls to do it. You will be an exploding sex partner, if they can handle it.... Rock On.A Sicko90%Very Kinky90%Average50%A WUSS !!0%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Puppy Update...
man what a weekend...so many ups and downs! At this moment it is one of those down moments. The runt puppy died in my hand this morning while I was waiting on Amber to bring its bottle. I knew this was probably coming but it still sucks... the remaining five are all active, healthy and LOUD when they are ready to eat again. LOL, and cute too...

Im May..what Are You?
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... JANUARY=PIMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave andfearless. Always making friends. Easily hurtbut recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Doesnot care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE. FEBRUARY=SMARTS Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely

Ask Me Out
repost) date: 2007-01-07 07:08:42 Ask ME OUt post this saying "Ask Me Out" Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if your taken. (repost of original by 'Demented_Angel' on '2007-01-06 23:48:46') (repost of original by 'Brittiny' on '2007-01-07 00:56:57') (repost of original by 'COUGARMOON OF THE CHEROKEE TRIBE AND HUSBAND OF TORI I LOVE YOU BABY' on '2007-01-07 01:06:15') Reply To Poster | Repost Bulletin! Leave a comment on this bulletin!

Lesson For The Damned
Fear forever cause its never You will die when you view that black cape approach For your first shall become last and walls drenched in blood fill your thought Going insane is the only way to deny it But, avoidance is weak like the newborn ready for the sacrifice Flys lay maggots on a decapitated head deep in the wood of sorrow Mysterious figures dance in the shadow while your eye catches a momentary glimpse of reality Your feeble mind cant comprehend Purple veins bulge in your cranium when your date is passed Finaly you sucumb in a shotgunblast KLINZ 3/25/98

Update On Sickness
OK FOLKS I AM DOING 100% BETTER NOW, BUT MY 11 MONTH OLD TWINS, SANDEN AND KERIA, ARE NOW IN THE HOSPITAL WITH RSV. THEY HAVE BEEN THERE SINCE FRIDAY AFTERNOON, WE ARE HOPING THAT THEY WILL BE COMING HOME IN THE NEXT DAY OR 2. I AM HOME AT THIS MOMENT JUST TO DO A LOAD OF LAUNDRY FOR THE WIFE AND I, WE HAVE BOTH BEEN AT THE HOSPITAL WITH THEM SINCE FRIDAY. WE ARE BOTH VERY TIRED, WITH LITTLE SLEEP. ALL OF YOUR PRAYERS WOULD BE WELCOMED. PLEASE KEEP US ALL IN YOUR THOUGHTS. GOD BLESS. JASON.

My Spirit
My Spirit Body: I am the one who stands by your side, I am the one who hears your cry. My spirit will always be there, Because I am the one who cares. You call my name and I will answer your call, My spirit will come alive and help you stand tall. Never fear for love I have for thee, Call upon me and my spirit in the clouds I will be. For I am one of you long past and gone, I hear your cries of help in your chants and songs. For you I shall never part my spirit, It is a part of you, Deeply inbreeded into all your hearts, of what you are and do. So my friends live and walk in peace and love each day, Love your fellow man and mother earth, my spirit will always say. You have never been left alone, I will always answer your call, I'm here for you and my spirit is strong, Remember wisdom and faith will always conquer all

Hurricanes
Not bad advice, To: ex-Floridians, present Floridians, and future Floridians or those who Know a Floridian. We're about to enter the peak of the hurricane season. Any day now, you're Going to turn on the TV and see a weather person pointing to some radar blob Out in the Gulf of Mexico and making two basic meteorological points: (1) There is no need to panic. (2) We could all be killed. Yes, hurricane season is an exciting time to be in Florida If you're new To the area, you're probably wondering what you need to do to prepare for The possibility that we'll get hit by "the big one.'' Based on our experiences, we recommend that you follow this simple Three-step hurricane preparedness plan: STEP 1. Buy enough food and bottled water to last your family for at Least three days. STEP 2. Put these supplies in to you r car. STEP 3. Drive to Nebraska and remain there until Thanksgiving. Unfortunately, statistics show that most people will not follo

Warrior Of The Wind
Body: Across the sky as the night winds blow I hear your voice, great Warrior of long ago Oh, Mighty Warrior, my brother of the wind who stood proud with spirit unwilling to bend Who rode painted ponies over prairies and hills while I must ride gas-guzzling automobiles You rode the plains to galloping hoof beats while I'm confined to over crowded city streets Yet we are the same you and I... Our love of Mother Earth and Father sky From the time of our Mother's birth Indians have been keepers of the earth Our Sacred ground now covered in parking lots and our images used for team sport mascots... Great Warrior, your voice ever calls to me Giving my spirit strength and dignity... Oh Great Warrior who rides the wind how wonderful it must have been to have seen the splendor of your time You, whose warrior spirit touches mine One day I too will ride the wind Where the spirit has no end...

To Put It Simply, I Want You-to My Loverman
To Put It Simply, I Want You by Iloveit I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want yo

Chocolate Is Better Than Sex (20 Reasons) Lol This Is Funny
1) You can GET chocolate. 2) "If you love me you'll swallow that" has real meaning with chocolate. 3) Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft. 4) You can safely have chocolate while you are driving. 5) You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to. 6) You can have chocolate even in front of your mother. 7) If you bite the nuts too hard the chocolate won't mind. 8) Two people of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names. 9) The word "commitment" doesn't scare off chocolate. 10) You can have chocolate on top of your workbench/desk during working hours without upsetting your co-workers. 11) You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped. 12) You don't get hairs in your mouth with chocolate. 13) With chocolate there's no need to fake it. 14) Chocolate doesn't make you pregnant. 15) You can have chocolate at any time of the month. 16) Good chocolate is easy to find.

Little Wolves Wish
Body: Four wolf pups lay by their Mother's side filling their Father's heart with pride There was one girl and three males who protected their little sister without fail Wolf pups love to run and play for that is little wolves' way ... but their Father they must obey they must heed what he has to say From the day they were born their Father had warned ... Stay away from man's farms for he means wolf harm That creature, the two legged one carries a stick called a gun he kills for sport and fun, if you see him, you must run! Then came the fateful day ... the four little wolves were at play with their friends, the cub bears Suddenly gun shots filled the air Little wolf quickly looked around his sister's small body was lying on the ground only her soft fur moved as a lone wind blew In his heart and by instinct he knew ... He watched as she drew her last breath her heart bravely embracing death ... Little wolf's yelps pierced the sky why did his only

Ready For Love (to Harry)
Ready For Love by Ruth Kephart Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Help!!!!!!!!!!!
how would you feel if your life came crashing down all at once. To realize you aren't worth anything and that love is never going to be an option for you? If you know then welcome to my world. I'm only 18 and life has shown me what a cruel bitch it is and it hurts me to know that this is what I looked forward too since I was born. I've tried living in other places, I've tried dating, hell I was almost married in December. But life just gives people like me shit. Nothing to look forward too or anything, can I just end it or must I be like everyother tormented soul in the world wandering around helplessly without knowing what to do?

Jammin'
Just sitting here jammin' to Eric Clampton and getting ready for NFL Football. My thoughts are on the USA. We do live in the best Country on the face of this good old earth. We have more freedoms, wealth, prosperity, opportunity et al than anywhere else. Any of use can achieve goals only imagined elsewhere. We are only held back by our own self doubt and fear. Just counting the hairs around my navel.........

Spirit Whispers
Body: I am the beauty in all you see but at times burdened in misery I am the joy and sadness in your heart... the pride and courage that sets you apart With words often felt but left unsaid I am the silent tears you shed I am the echoes in your memory golden treasures held close to me... I am joy, laughter and smiles with the bright energy of a child I am in your every thought and bear scars from battles fought I guide you with strength and care I am the given love you share I am reflections of what is your best I am the peace that brings you rest I am the strength and dignity you hold I am the reflection of your soul Invisible like vapors of air... Yet I am always there Our destinies are locked together I will be with you forever You will always feel me near as a soft whisper, I am here... I am all you think, feel and see I am what you make me to be I guide you in all that you do I am the spirit within you You are ever near it Do not fear

Very Interesting
Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this. Very interesting, read until the end... It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap." Here are some men and women who mocked God: JOHN LENNON - >Some years before, during his interview with an American magazine, he said: >"Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple. Today we are more famous than Him." (1966). Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. TANCREDO NEVES (President of Brazil ) - >During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency. Sure he got the votes, but he got sick a day before being made President, then he died. CAZUZA (Bi-sexual B

The Calling
The fire is dancing tonight and the winds are talking Dancers from past lives enter the circle Leading me back and forth through the history of myself The mind searches as the spirit dances The drums...dancing to the heartbeat Memories of long ago insights to the future I hear the winds whispering my sweat lodge dreams I see Sungmanitu tanka (the wolf) my guide He shows me the ancestors, not mine They are not Lakota, or Tsalagi, or Iroquois But they are all Nations, one Nation Speaking with wisdom to share with each other Yesterdays create todays and promises of tomorrow The lies will die with the smoke And the whispers of the winds are clear and loud And we shall all see the return of the buffalo AHO

My Cheokee
Upon the winds the Ancients whisper A troubled restless sighing From the north, south, east and west Times of discontent and askance why... Has mankind forsaken Mother Earth to die Those that could save her will not and continue to lie Where shall you plant your feet... oh mighty man? When there is no blade of grass or land No tree to shelter you from the blistering heat As silent lays her heart beat Her tears have dried in the river bed While you pillaged and forgot the words that were said Will you look for the stars on a blanket of black velvet Only to find a gaping hole of emptiness The gold dust in your pocket will blow away on a hot dry day As you'll be left searching for something to spend So the Ancients whisper ...upon the wings of the wind Because mankind refused to care, to love, to blend Walk with her , not on her.

Erotic Thoughts-marked---
I HAD MET HIM ONLINE...HE WAS WHAT DREAMS WERE MADE OF.A BEAUTY OF A MAN THAT SHARED MY TASTE FOR BLOOD.....WE WENT TO THE MOTEL,TALKED AWHILE, HE KISSED ME...I NEVER WANTED HIM TO STOP!,...THEN HE TOOK OUT A KNIFE,MY NIPPLES HARDENED AT THE SIGHT!,...RUN IT ROUND MY NECK,THEN SLICED HIS FINGER TO BLEED.,PUT IT TO MY LIPS,YEZ HE TASTED GOOD!,...THEN HE KISSES ME AGAIN AND SAYS NOW YOU POISON!,..SO I DID..I SLICED MY FINGER AND RAN IT OVER HIS SEXY ASS LIPS,AND HE LUVED IT!!!HE WAS MINE AND I WANTED TO BRAND HIM NOW!!URE OF MY BLOOD AND I YOURZ I SHALL MARK U!!I TAKE MY NAILS RUNNING THEM DEEP INSIDE HIS BEAUTIFUL FLESH,...NOW ME MY BEAUTY,NOW ME!!,.......

New Contest Plz.
Please vote I'll win Plantium Cherry or what ever i pick 10s comments more comments until i get the comments i need to what i want come on this ones be great. Please help me if u love me and know me plz. thanks all love rain.

Firearms Refresher Course
Firearms Refresher Course 1. An armed person is a citizen. An unarmed person is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Glock: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. Free men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10.. The United States Constitution (c 1791. All Rights reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case they ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies: rust and liberals. 15. Know guns, know peace and safety. No guns, no peace nor safety. 16. You don't sho

Living Will
Living Will - (a very different version than the ones that I am accustomed to reading. Given events of late I figured I'd better get one of these completed and thought you might want to as well!) I, ________________________, being of sound mind and body, do not wish to be kept alive indefinitely by artificial means. Under no circumstances should my fate be put in the hands of pinhead politicians who couldn't pass ninth-grade biology if their lives depended on it or lawyers/doctors interested in simply running up the bills. If a reasonable amount of time passes and I fail to ask for at least one of the following: ____ Rum and Coke, ____ Margarita, ____ Riesling wine, ____ Heineken beer, ____ A computer to check on my Email, ____ Steak, ____ Lobster or Crab, ____ The Remote Control, ____ Bowl of Ice Cream, ____ Stock Market report, ____ Popcorn, ____ Chocolate, or ____ Sex, it should be presumed that I won't ever get better. When such a determination

New Drugs... These Are Great!!!!!!
NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN D A M N I T O L Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. ST. M O M M A'S W O R T Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. E M P T Y N E S T R O G E N Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out. P E P T O B I M B O Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. D U M B E R O L When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. F L I P I T O R Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. M E N I C I L L I N Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, "You ma

Colts: 23 Kansas City: 8
By BARRY WILNER, AP Football Writer January 6, 2007 INDIANAPOLIS (AP) -- Peyton Manning knows all about falling apart in the playoffs. Though he struggled early Saturday, the Indianapolis Colts' stunningly stingy defense came to the rescue. Manning and the Colts beat the inept Kansas City Chiefs 23-8 Saturday, and while the star quarterback's numbers were good -- 30-of-38 for 268 yards -- his performance was mediocre. At least it was for the most prolific passer of his generation. He threw three interceptions, didn't complete a deep pass and, ultimately, was bailed out by his defense. "You have to keep playing," said Manning, who improved to 4-6 in the playoffs. "Every time you drop back to throw, your goal is to possess the ball on the next play. Three times, I was very poor on that. As soon as it gets you second-guessing, as soon as it gets you gun-shy, that's when you have problems." The beleaguered Indianapolis defense was so good -- or perhaps more accurately, Kansas

Erotic Thoughts-
HE WAS TALL,DARK IZE AND SEXY AS HELL...THE WAY HE SAID HE WANTED ME MADE ME DESIRE TO HAVE HIM...SO I DID IT ONE NIGHT.....I SLIPPED ON A LEATHER CORSET,NET STOCKINGS,AND VERY HIGH HEELS......I WENT OVER TO HIS APT WHERE HE WAS WAITING AND I DID AS I HAD DREAMED...I NEVER EVEN KNOCKED,..I WALKED IN,OVER TO THE BED WHERE HE WAS SITTING AND CUFFED HIM TO THE BED!,...I LOOKED AT HIM ,SMILED AND SAID URE MINE!,...RUNNING MY NAILS OVER HIM HE WAS GETTING SO TURNED ON.SO I PICKED UP MY KNIFE.HIS SKIN BROWN,I SCRAPPED IT ALONG,WATCHING HIM SQUIRM MADE ME WANT HIM MORE U SEE...I HAD 2 TASTE HIM,...SO I PUT MY MOUTH TO HIS NECK AND LICKED HIS TASTE,,,MMMMM' SO GOOD.....HIS HAIRLINE SO SEXY I FOLLOWED IT DOWNWARD.,.BITING N LICKING,..ALL HE COULD DO WAS SQUIRM...HE WAS MINE...I WANTED 2 SWALLOW HIM,..HES BIG AND I LUV IT!,...SUCKING HIM HE WOULDNT MOVE..THEN ALL AT ONCE I FELT HIM BEGIN 2 SHAKE....HE WAS WARM SHOOTING CUM 2 HIT THE BACK OF THROAT!,..O BABY YEZ'.......I UNCUFFED HIM AND HE FLIPP

Valentine Application
This is the " Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on cherry tap that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever...

A Disgusting Lil Joke!
A guy is in a bar with a bunch of his friends. After a while of shooting pool and drinking, he whispers something to his friends. A few minutes later he walks over to the bartender and asks for a shot of tequila. After he takes the shot he says to the bartender,'' I'd like to make a bet with you.'' The bartender replies, ''Sure I'm in a betting mood.'' So the man bets the bartender $1,000 that he can piss in the shot glass placed all the way across the room and fill it up and not spill a drop. The bartender says, ''I'll take that bet.'' So the man walks to the other side of the room and places the shot glass down. He goes back to the bartender and starts pissing. He doesn't even get a drop in. He pisses all over the place. In the bartender's face, all over the barstools and everything. After he was done pissing, the bartender laughed and said, ''You owe me $1,000.'' The man paid the money with a big smile on his face. The bartender asked, ''How come you're so happy?'' The man

First Kiss
First Kiss by Gibs You leaned over and you kissed me I felt my knees go weak You leaned over and you kissed me I couldn't even speak You leaned over and you kissed me With a passion flowing free You leaned over and you kissed me Sparks flew that we could see You leaned over and you kissed me A touch so soft and tender You leaned over and you kissed me A kiss I would remember You leaned over and you kissed me I'm sure I kissed you back You leaned over and you kissed me With the fire no kiss should lack You leaned over and you kissed me You left me wanting more You leaned over and you kissed me My soul you did explore You leaned over and you kissed me My heart no longer full of pain You leaned over and you kissed me Darling, kiss me once again

This Kiss
This Kiss by Martini we stood in the doorway his hands on my waist the clock tickling loudly almost in haste he moved in closer his eyes locked in mine I long for his kiss For just a moment in time his lips meet mine and I feel the sensation no longer must I wait to give into the sweet temptation my knees go weak my palms become sweaty I go back to that place I have been so many times already the world disappears all that's left is him and I and as we pull away I feel as though I could fly

Foreword
"Something More" is the title of this story, which revolves around a young man going down a dangerous path. But when his past catches up with him in a way he thought impossible, he finds himself caught in the midst of supernatural intrigue and terror, and must face the choice of doing the right thing, and doing what he's always done. Expect periodic updates as more of the story gets written, and if it all disappears at once, don't be surprised. ;) Peace.

Awesome Poem.....(not One Of Mine.)
Of loving beauty you float with grace If only you could hide your face Kind, intelligent, loving, hot I just described what you are not ! I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off your face I love your smile, face and eyes Damn, I'm good at telling lies ! I see your face when i am dreaming Thats why i always wake up screaming ! My love, you take my breath away What did you step in to smell that way ? My feelings for you have no words to tell Except for maybe ''GO TO HELL!!!'' What inspired this amorous rhyme ? Two parts vodka, one part lime !

Adult Puns...
ADULT PUNS... Why is a joke like pussy? Neither is any good if you don't get it. **************************************************** What do you say to a virgin when she sneezes? Goes-in-tight! **************************************************** There's no business like show business, but there's no job like a blowjob. **************************************************** What do a dildo and soy beans have in common? They are both used as substitutes for meat. **************************************************** Why do women prefer old gynecologists? They have shaky hands! **************************************************** What do you call kinky sex with chocolate? S&M&M. **************************************************** A woman was determined to get her newly retired husband some attractive leisure clothes. She went into a men's clothing store and told the salesgirl, "I'm looking for something youthful, something wild in a men's pair of slacks.

Dj Malin - January 7th - 9:30pm - 1am Est
I'd intended to help my audience bring in the new year last week with a special show but thanks to the lovely bug which has been going about for the last few weeks I was out of commission... so join me tonight if you will for another episode... and aanother segment of Tie Me Up (my play on words for playing a series of music who are linked in some way, shape or form) Contact me while on air on these messaging services: YAHOO IM: DJMalinborn MSN MSG: Malin@Dream-Designs.net AIM MSG: DJMalinborn Sunday January 7th 9:30pm - 1:00am EST Only on Phantom Voice Radio!

Adult What, Whys, And How
1. WHAT DO YOU SAY TO A VIRGIN WHEN SHE SNEEZES? GOES-IN-TIGHT. 2. WHAT DOES A 72-YEAR-OLD SNATCH TASTE LIKE? DEPENDS .. 3. WHAT'S "68"? YOU DO ME AND I OWE YOU ONE. 4. WHAT DID CINDERELLA DO WHEN SHE GOT TO THE BALL? GAGGED! 5. WHAT DO YOU CALL A MAN WHO CRIES WHILE HE MASTURBATES? A TEARJERKER 6. WHY DO THEY SAY THAT EATING YOGURT AND OYSTERS WILL IMPROVE YOUR SEX LIFE? BECAUSE IF YOU'LL EAT THAT STUFF, YOU'LL EAT ANYTHING. 7. HOW MANY PERVERTS DOES IT TAKE TO PUT IN A LIGHT BULB? JUST ONE, BUT IT TAKES THE ENTIRE EMERGENCY ROOM TO GET IT OUT! 8. WHAT'S THE DEFINITION OF A VAGINA? THE BOX A PENIS COMES IN. 9. WHAT TWO WORDS WILL CLEAR OUT A MEN'S RESTROOM? "NICE DICK!" 10. WHAT DO YOU CALL A TRUCKLOAD OF VIBRATORS? TOYS FOR TWATS. 11. WHY DO WE HAVE ORGASMS? HOW ELSE WOULD WE KNOW WHEN TO STOP 12. WHAT'S THE DEFINITION OF INDEFINITELY? WHEN YOUR BALLS ARE SLAPPING AGAINST HER ASS, YOU'RE IN DEFINITELY 13. DEFIN

First Trip
I am home packing right now. I get to go on my first work trip tommorw. I have gone on overnights before but this is going to be three days long and I have to fly. i will be training during the day but cant wait to be on my own at night. It was ment to get me out of the cold for a few days but its been so nice here that is no big deal. so west palm beach here I come fun fun fun.

Havin A Bad Day
woke up feeling empty ,and alone ,and probally pissed off the one,that drives me,sometimes i do the wrong thing,sometimes i do all the wrong things,but i dont hide my heart,my true feelings,sometimes passion hurts,when it burns so hot it consumes your heartbut im used to love and pain being the same, was just hoping ,i found the one to change this.

Rateing Images,pic's Etc.
My Rateing system.99.9 % of the time if your a friend,Fan or Familly member u get a 10.Most of the Time I will write stuff in the comment Box.Other Times I'm Speechless,+ nothing good comes to mind.I'm not aloud to Assume or have an Oppinion at Home.So sometimes I Assume + Oppinionate here.Sometimes I'm Cynical with my Rateings.I guess those mostly happen around Full Moons.Sometimes I hurt feelings,I'm extremely Sorry I have hurt a few feelings.Shy brought me here from NF + I brought another to my friends from NF.Shy's constant Bothering of me to Vote atleast 50 x's on her various contests,makes me think of the Presidential elections in Florida,involveing our Horses Ass.An Nosterfurusexy women, my friend Angela from NF as well.Post some of the worst stuff I've ever seen.Honestly I can't rate hardly any of her Lame ass images or Pictures truthfully.Truthfully I got kinda Spoiled rateing the Naughty's of some.I don't visit any porn sites at all on the web.All supposeally naughty's come f

~~ Come On Everyone Let's Vote On These Babies ~~
~~ Baby Contest Comments Totals ~~ 1st Place is...... with 911 comments 2nd Place is...... with 74 comments 3rd Place is...... with 40 comments 4th Place is....... with 32 comments 5th Place is...... with 6 comments 6th Place is...... with 5 comments 7th Place is...... with 3 comments 8th Place is...... with 3 comments 9th Place is...... with 2 comment

Come Help Jessie
WE HAVE ONE LAST DAY WERE HOPING THE 350 +FRIEND WE HAVE AT LEAST A 3RD HELP OUT SO COME ON WASTE 5 MIN AND COME VOTE AND COMMIT THANK U XOXOXO http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144345&albumid=165532&i=4213268064

~ Sexy Lady Score Update....~
~~ Sexy Lady On CT Update For Scores ~~ 1st place in comments is...... With 1261 comments 2nd place is...... With 281 comments 3rd place is...... with 236 comments 4th place is...... with 151 comments 5th place is ...... with 91 comments 6th place is...... with 27 comments 7th place is...... with 25 comments 8th place is...... with 5 comments 9th place is...... with 2 comments 10th place is...... with 1 comment 11th place is ...... with 1 comment ~Come on ladys u could do so much better~ Get friends to help comment bomb u comment bomb yourself..... ~ Maria ~

Exotic Lover I Am....
The Exotic Lover45% partner focus, 47% aggressiveness, 65% adventurousness Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Exotic Lover. The Exotic Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and conjures images of the exotic, romantic hero out of a romance novel, or perhaps a slightly dangerous and deadly sexy femme fatale from a noir mystery. The Exotic Lover loves pleasure and is a treasure to date, though it can be difficult to do so because they sometimes tend to be mysterious and reluctant to commit. In terms of physical love, the Exotic Lover can be quite surprising, as they are often more exciting and adventurous than predicted. Given a little freedom, and the right lover

~~ Sexy Couple Update ~~
~~ Sexy Couple On CT Score Update ~~ 1st place is...... with 600 comments 2nd place is...... with 9 comments 3rd place is...... with 3 comments 4th place is...... with 3 comments 5th place is...... with 2 comments 6th place is...... with 1 comments 7th Place is...... with 1 comment ~~ Come on couples u can do much better ~~ Comment bomb yourself if u can't find anyone to help you out. ~ Maria ~

Naughty Application
naughty application Body: 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will u have sex with a stranger for me?(with pics) 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? See who will fill this out and resend it....I will

Quiz 4
Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot [ ]Kiss me.. [ ]Hug me.. [ ]Date me.. [ ]grab my ass.. [ ]Kill me.. [ ]fuck me ... [ ]Love me.. [ ]Ha

So You All Know
I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KOW WHY I HAVENT BEEN ONLINE THE LAST FEW DAYS. MY MOTHER HAS PASSED AWAY ON THURSDAY AND I HAVENT BEEN ON I WILL BE BACK ON LINE SOMETIME NEXT WEEK POSSIBLY TUESDAY SOMETIME. I MISS YOU ALL AND SEE YOU ALL SOON.........................Jim

Deep Passionate Love
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I love you because I love you... and because I love you, I hate you! and from hating you, I love you more than my own life I love you because I love you, and because I love you, I hate you.! I hate you when you are morning sadness but I love you when you are night happiness I love you because I love you, and because I love you, I hate you! I hate you when you want to be what you are not in the cold dawns, but I love you like you are in the hot nights of the cheerful summer. I love you because I love you, and because I hate you, I love you.! ! I love you because you have the mischievous boy's infinite happiness lost in the rain of the afternoon, but I hate you when the gloom floods you. I hate you because I love you, and because I love you, I hate you ! I love you because you have the sensibility and the fondness contained in a loving tear, but I hate you when you are a lot of hidden memories

Rare
THE RARE WOMAN I know there are plenty of good woman out there. But not too many have those Rare characteristics. This is jus a SMALL list of those that I am referring to that make her: The Rare Woman : ...that will tell u to put your wallet away cuz she got this one. ...that dont mind goin dutch. ...that will drive her car sometimes so u can save gas too. ...that will admit she be just as horny as you. ...that dont mind that u really aint got it right now. ...that will be open minded about why u didnt call her the day after. ...that will admit that your ex WAS cute. ...that will not expect for u to pay for everything. ...that will admit that she goes down. ...that dont mind that u dont have a car right now. ...that will admit she masturbates. ...that dont mind that u left in the middle of tha night. ...that know you aint goin nowhere and dont mind that u look at other woman. ...that will make the first move. ...that admits that she looks at other guy

Real Love
Love is often in the air True love is in the heart Love always comes together True love never falls apart Love ignores all the lies True love know the truth Love is the reason True love is the proof Love keeps you warm at night True love keeps you awake Love is real what you see True love is never ever fake Love was a child, so meek and so mild Love was a child who smiled. Love was a child who played with a toy train Love was a child who jumped in puddles in the rain. Love was a child who laughed and played. Love was a child God lovingly made. Love is a child that God now holds Love is a child who will never grow old. Love is a child we sorely miss Love is a child who Angels now kiss. Love is a child.

Sexy Cherry Round 2 Starts Tonite 6 Pm - Male & Female - $25.00 To Winner Last Few Hours To Enter!
Sexy Cherry Contest - Winner Gets $25.00 - Round 2 Starting Sunday Night @ 6 PM EST 1-1-2007 I will be sponsoring and holding a sexy cherry contest. This contest is open to all members of Cherry Tap and is free to enter. This contest is all about SEXY. This one is for Female and Males. The contest will end on 1-14-2007 @ 6 PM EST and the winner will be mailed $25.00 The 1st Place winner will win based on over all ratings (How Many Times You were rated.) and not comments. Thsi will put a stop to downraters. So even if they rate your pic a 1 you still get a rate towards winning. We will also give a 2nd place prize to whoever gets the most comments. 2nd place prize to be announced You cannot win both!!! Prizes will be mailed on next business day to the winners. To submit a picture you can PM me with a link to the pic you want to use and I will rip it for the contest Feel free to message me with any questions. Each week I will hold a different Cash Contest! Your

Want To Make Another Vote Count?
Hey Everyone, I forgot to mention that the contest I'm in, you can vote once a day....that is if you have time or even want to. I'm in second place. I've been entering these contests on freakdaddys for years now and have never been this high up! I'm so excited! All thanks to you! Here's the pic that we entered and here is the link to vote http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl It's me and Brianna Ray. Thanks so much for your votes! XOXO, Aimeelynn

House Rules Change Clears Way For Tax Increases
After spending an entire year on the campaign trail claiming she will not raise taxes, the first vote Nancy Pelosi brings to the floor for a vote as speaker will open the door to billions and billions of tax increases over the next two years. Looks like the same old double speak from the Dammitcrats... copy and paste the url below in your browser to read the entire story in the Washington Times online. http://www.washingtontimes.com/national/20070106-115506-5182r.htm

Healing
The time will come when, with elation you will greet yourself arriving at your own door, in your own mirror and each will smile at the other's welcome, and say, sit here. Eat. You will love again the stranger who was your self. Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart to itself, to the stranger who has loved you all your life, whom you ignored for another, who knows you by heart. Take down the love letters from the bookshelf, the photographs, the desperate notes, peel your own image from the mirror. Sit. Feast on your life. after one suffers a broken heart one needs to heal one self so they may move on and love them self once more

My Love For My Kids
every once in a while life throws many things that we cannot see in our paths. We may struggle with the obstacles, but those obstacles are so worth climbing over or conquering. My children, are my life, they mean everything to me, they give me joy when life seems so dark and you think there is no light shinning to show you your way. I am not sure why people use kids as a tool in their lives to hurt either their partners, or other family members. I am so fortunate that my children understand that no matter what life throws at us, we will always have each other, even if it is miles apart. They are my best friends as well as my children. Soon very soon, we will all be as one again. I miss them with my soul. I cry rivers of tears with the agony of not being able to hold them, to watch them laugh or come to me and say mum i busted myself again and I am bleeding. To be able to put a band aid on it and kiss the boo boo better, to say hey your tough its just a scratch, to hear t

Big Brother Is Dangerous!
Body: Call your Representives TODAY and TELL THEM YOU OPPOSE HR 1528. They are trying to give Mandatory Minimums for NOT BEING A SNITCH. May 17, 2005 Senior Republican Proposes "Draft" for the War on Drugs New Bill Would Require All Americans to Spy on Their Neighbors - Including Going Undercover and Wearing a Wire - or Face Jail Time Instead of Dismantling Draconian, Unpopular Mandatory Minimum Sentences, Legislation Would Also Establish "Mandatory Minimums" for Every Federal Crime. The legislation would require all Americans who witness or learn about certain drug offenses to report them to the police within 24 hours and go undercover and wear a wire to catch the offenders if ordered to do so - even if the offender is their son or daughter. Introduced by Congressman James Sensenbrenner (R-WI),(BILL-H.R. 1528), would overturn a recent U.S. Supreme Court decision by making all federal sentencing guidelines mandatory and enacting new penalties for a variety of non-violen

Boston
In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun... Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed, This world you must've crossed... you said... You don't know me, you don't even care, She said You don't know me, you don't wear my chains... Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across An open field, When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry When they see you You said... You don't know me, you don't even care, She said You don't know me, you don't wear my chains... She said I think I'll go to Boston... I think I'll start a new life, I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name, I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather, I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain... I think I'll go to Boston, I think that I'm just tired I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind... I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset, I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice..

Family Time
Last nite was Family fun night for Me an my crew So we went to see one of Oklahoma's local wrestling orgs AACW my kids an niece had a blast they have some great young talent an some legends that pop in from time to time I got some pics some came came out great others are kinda blurry cause of movement but the pics are in the wrestling folder, My family had a blast an thats what counts quality family time.

Mi Mancherai
Mi Mancherai (with Joshua Bell) Mi mancherai se te ne vai Mi mancherà la tua serenità Le tue parole come canzoni al vento E l'amore che ora porti via Mi mancherai se te ne vai Ora per sempre non so come vivere E l'allegria, amica mia, va via con te Mi mancherai, mi mancherai, perchè vai via Perchè l'amore in te si è spento Perchè, perchè... Non cambierà niente lo so E dentro sento te Mi mancherai, mi mancherai, perchè vai via Perchè l'amore in te si è spento Perchè, perchè... Non cambierà niente lo so E dentro sento te Mi mancherà l'immensità Dei nostri giorni e notti insieme noi I tuoi sorrisi quando si fa buio La tua ingenuità da bambina, tu... Mi mancherai amore mio Mi guardo e trovo un vuoto dentro me E l'allegria, amica mia, va via con te Translation thanks to Chiara I'll Miss You (Mi Mancherai) I’ll miss you, if you go away I’ll miss your serenity Your words like songs in the wind And Love, that you take away. I’ll miss you, if

My Question
I THOUGHT THE LOVE WE HAD WAS GOING TO BE FOREVER BUT AS THE DAYS WENT BY, I SAW IT WAS NEVER GOING TO GET BETTER AS I SAT BACK AND WATCHED YOUR PAIN GROW I KNEW THERE WOULD BE A DAY THAT YOU WOULD GO NOW I AM ALL ALONE BROKEN AND BLUE WHY DID YOU HAVE TO HURT ME? WHERE DID I GO WRONG, WHAT WAS I TO DO? WAS YOUR LOVE FOR ME NOT TRUE? THESE QUESTIONS COME NOT FROM MY MOUTH IT IS SOMETHING I CARRY FROM WITHIN THE LOVE I HAD FOR YOU I GUESS YOU NEVER KNEW I TRIED SO HARD TO MAKE YOU BETTER WHY DID YOU NOT CARE ENOUGH TO MAKE IT LAST FOREVER?

My Friends
date: No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

Trying To Level Up.
Well, this is kind of humorous in a way. My first blog entry is merely an attempt to raise cherry points so that I can reach level 10. Currently I need only 5 more levels but the points I've gained thus far built up very slowly. 1 point per comment, pfft. I've added everyone in Rockford and surrounding towns to my friend list. I figure I'd eventually make a Rockford chat room of sorts for area people to chat amongst themselves. Who knows, maybe me and or my wife will make a couple new friends in the area. Well, maybe I'll write more later. -J

In My Humble Opinion!
In My Humble Opinion.. I do not know why or how people end up in this situation but they do. They get complacent and then they wonder what happened to the person they are dating or are engaged to or, yes even sometimes married to. It’s funny how some people in the road to making and establishing a relationship make a wrong turn when they really think they are doing the right thing. These are the people that have the best of intentions, and wish to show the best that they can of themselves to their significant other. Problem is, things become common place and accepted as the norm and then they are taken for granted. Example.... I have a friend, everyday her significant other is in the shower, she warms a towel in the dryer for him so it’s hot when he gets out.. Nice great wonderful, shows you, she cares about him. End result, he now has a mom in his mind instead of a woman, and she has 2 kids in the house instead of one child. No dude wants to bang his mom, but they lo

If Everyone Cared
If Everybody Cared By Nickelback From underneath the trees, we watch the sky Confusing stars for satellites I never dreamed that you'd be mine But here we are, we're here tonight Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive [Chorus:] If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride Then we'd see the day when nobody died And I'm singing Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive And in the air the fireflies Our only light in paradise We'll show the world they were wrong And teach them all to sing along Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive (I'm alive) [Chorus x2] And as we lie beneath the stars We realize how small we are If they could love like you and me Imagine what the world could be If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride Then we'd see the day when nobody

Realitionships
hey there everyone, its been a while since i have posted anything, and for that iam sry. as i have hadmany trying times goign on here, but anyways the subject of our post is realitionshps. ok this is only me speak ing gals,and is my opion only. let me say that i would love a realitionship with a respectful yet mysterous woman. alot of guys out there i have found and have been told are shallow, and don't really understand what a woman wants. well glas do u find your selfs alone alot? does your man forget birthdays, aniversies, stuff like that? i been down that road. i treat a woman with the respect she deserves, gals you want to know what makes me tick? honesty, im loving, caring, and iexpect the same out of my partner, i will walk through fire for that specail lady. her wish is my comand. and perhaps i may be lucky enough to find her some day.yes ladies im availble

Nifong
When is that bastard gonna stop his crap...and when is the media gonna start plastering the so called victims face all over tv the way they did these three innocent guys!!! http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16497900/site/newsweek

My Life
I have always wanted to be a "housewife", not a teacher, not a lawyer, not a doctor, just a housewife. I loved the 1950's lifestyle where the woman stayed home and the husband left for work each morning and came home to his wife and kids and dinner on the table. As a child that is the life I dreamed of. Maybe that is because my life was so vastly different then that. *(More about my early life can be found in my blog as I have been asked to repost my early years.)* As I started dating, I quickly learned the power a woman could hold over a man. I enjoyed playing my games and making those poor boys jump through hoops to please me. But after a little while I lost interest in the games. Then 11 years ago I met the man I would come to marry. He was different. He did not fall for my games. Pouting lips and puppy eyes did nothing to him (except make him laugh which was not what I was going for). I realized he was different. This wasn't some boy, this was a man…a real man that knew

Before You Go
*Before you go* Before you walk out the door... Look at me and the tears that you will see.. The love that will always be... Cause no one can ever replace The love that you have shown me... You gave me strength to carry on... Knowing that you'll always be apart of me... KD

Something Stupid
Questions on the Universe and the Meaning of Life... Do pediatricians play miniature golf on Wednesdays? Before they invented drawing boards, what did they go back to? Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery? If all the world is a stage, where is the audience sitting? If one synchronized swimmer drowns, do the rest have to drown too? If the #2 pencil is the most popular, why is it still #2? If work is so terrific, how come they have to pay you to do it? If you're born again, do you have two bellybuttons? If you ate pasta and antipasta, would you still be hungry? If you try to fail, and succeed, which have you done? Why is it called tourist season if we can't shoot at them?

Hit Man
Hit Man Two old friends were just about to tee off at the first hole of their local golf course when a guy carrying a golf bag called out to them, "Do you mind if I join you? My partner didn't turn up." "Sure," they said, "You're welcome." So they started playing, enjoyed the game and the company of the newcomer. Part way around the course, one of the friends asked the newcomer, "What do you do for a living?" "I'm a hit man," was the reply. "You're joking!" was the response. "No, I'm not," he said, reaching into his golf bag, and pulling out a beautiful Martini sniper's rifle with a large telescopic sight. "Here are my tools." "That's a beautiful telescopic sight," said the other friend, "Can I take a look? I think I might be able to see my house from here." So he picked up the rifle and looked through the sight in the direction of his house. "Yeah, I can see my house all right. This sight is fantastic. I can see right in the window. Wow, I can s

Oblivious Oblivion
Can you remember That time we cried? If you do, then you Can tell me how I died. Dead once I was born But when were together I feel so alive When I breathe your breath Mixed with mine I inhale every breath you Give me... I can see it Projecting from your eyes This Passion we share This Love divine Oblivious oblivion Oblivious oblivion Oblivious oblivion Stay with me watching the sunrise

To Be A Creature Of The Night
To Be A Creature Of The Night The moon rises full in the darkness of the summer sky, I stretch My black wings and ready Myself to fly, Leaving My physical form behind for it is not needed, Traveling the Spiritual world, My progress unimpeded, No matter the shield that may try to block My way, Shadow Lord, Fallen Angel, Vampyr, and Shaman, not Fae, My powers follow no rules, for they are not Mine alone, Each comes with a price, some darkness for which to atone, A Wolf of the shadows, a race that has mastered the in between, Slipping in and out of planes at will, sight unseen, Cast out from His pack for His only true desire, Loving a rival, her love quenched the burning fire, My Ancestral calling, the Shaman, Master of Nature’s magic, That part alone, the only one with a story not tragic, Guided by five totems and blessed by His kin, Through faith and conviction learning balance again, The Fallen Angel, cast down by consciences accord, Tired of the war between the Shi

Carpe Diem, Carpe Noctum
You have such a Lovely face Your feeling rearanges my insides Like the board game Operation If we were in the sky We'd be the perfect Constelation Lighting me along my way This journey before me Today I hope you wont take offense to this But May I kiss your lips? Something about you Don't know what it is, But its kind of like that Feeling when you say you wanna have kids Your eyes give me a Sense of being, but Your smile gives me A sense of meaning I hear your heartbeats You help me pump mine Giving me purpose

Far Away
Nickelback Far Away Lyrics This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'd never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore ----------------------------- On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of Hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything,but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreamin you'll be with me and you'd never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore --------------------------------- So far away So far away far away for far too long So far away So far away far aw

Rain
Rain On a sunless day, the sky covered completely by dark clouds, In a darkened room, cool, where silence totally shrouds, Two people lay naked, silent, patiently waiting, Their lust building with each moment of anticipating, On the tin roof the first drops of rain fall noisily, The man and woman begin to caress each other so gently, Rain falling on the tin roof, its tempo setting the pace, Tenderly, Lovingly, man and woman become one face to face, Falling a little faster now, building to crescendo, Man and woman unleash their passion matching the tempo, The image become clear as lightening slices through the sky, World shaking as thunder rolls loudly like an angry dragon’s cry, The rain falling in sheets, making it impossible to see, They move at an animalistic pace, grasping each other desperately, The storm reaches it’s climax, rain and thunder crashing, the world spasms, Crying out over the storms moaning, they shudder with simultaneous orgasms, As the rain tape

A Ticket From The Lottery
Hi People, December 31st 2006, the day they announced the winning numbers. I actually had thrown away my ticket already but I discovered I won a price after all. Not sure what to do with this amazing amount of money. Maybe some one can help me spend it? If you (Dutch citizens en speakers excluded) can discover the amount won with this ticket and let me know I will spend some on you!!! Comment the amount and currency here. Maybe you'll be a winner too if you are the first one...

A Texas Air Traffic Control Conversation:
A TEXAS AIR TRAFFIC CONTROL CONVERSATION: Dallas ATC: "Tower to Saudi Air 911--You are cleared to land eastbound on runway 9R." Saudi Air: "Thank you Dallas ATC. Acknowledge cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R --Allah be Praised!!" Dallas ATC: "Tower to Iran Air 711--You are cleared to land westbound on runway 9R." Iran Air: "Thank you Dallas ATC. We are cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R.- -Allah is Great!!" Pause: Static............. Saudi Air: " DALLAS ATC ! DALLAS ATC ! Dallas ATC: "Go ahead Saudi Air 911?" Saudi Air: "YOU HAVE CLEARED BOTH OUR AIRCRAFT FOR THE SAME RUNWAY GOING IN OPPOSITE DIRECTIONS !!! WE ARE ON A COLLISION COURSE !!! INSTRUCTIONS PLEASE!!! Dallas ATC: "Well bless your hearts. Y'all be careful now and tell Allah 'hey' for us -- ya hear?

Loves Pain
Love’s Pain Never thought I would face a day without you, The agony of life since I blocked my soul is true, Pain washes over me every day in waves, Empty silence like the wind blowing over graves, Each day I try to understand the reasons why, Finding no comfort that you are happy with another guy, Through the years past knowing we would be together, All gone now like the passing of violent weather, All the anger I held for your lack of faith in me, Knowing I loved you so much I was too blind to see, That I was just a game to you, a moments distraction, You taking pleasure in the lies that brought you satisfaction, To think I thought you ever loved me, the fool I am, The truth comes slamming into me like a battering ram, For all the promises that I was all you would want and need, With another man at all times you were always indeed, Now you live with him, all your troubles gone away, I have ripped my soul in half to leave you, and here I stay, One time you said “f

Harmony:karma:ying-yang
Harmony is ying-yang.. Harmony is when a fat woman walks down the street side-by-side a skinny woman the fat woman accepts that she is fat and is perfectly comfortable walking side by side with a skinny woman... And thats whats cool about the whole thing Its harmony, its balance and this is a spiritual understanding Are you in harmony with yourself, or do you have a problem??? Karma is when you throw your cigarette on the ground,, then you have to go to work @ 3 and your boss tells you to go outside and pick up cigarette butts... That really happened to me, back when I was making sushi So I stopped throwing my butts on the ground, Sometimes I'll spend the whole day building up karma points... understand it could take anywhere from a day, to a week, to ten years to get good karma in return I bought four packs of cigs from Conoco and when I got home I was missing a pack... which sucks.. So, a week goes by, I'm walking, and I find my pack of smokes in mint condition

??got Blood??
Blood is in all living all seeing all knowing A woman bleeds every month untill she runs out A man bleeds unexpectedly Life is what is transmitted through intercourse Some however choose/chose to send life to exit 666 What was that number Didnt it start with 555 Fuck it Never had time for #'s anyway Blood is the content of the cup of hate Blood is whats used to stain the bed after you got married But not anymore The Zig-Zag man rolled up marriage & Smoked it Written by me James V.... Copy written ,, so dont even try it

For The Ladies
Let the smoke feel the air, can you feel my burning eyes Can you feel my touch below Transmit to me A new wave of energy Adifferent kind of melody Sing to me Ramobuxiously While I make love to your soul Different from before Different everytime This energy I feel for you is getting out of line Looking at you slowly waste away I must follow behind For it is Love that binds me to you Make a change of scene Lets make a dream come true Me, and you

U.a. Advice
Do you need some advice on passing UA's? Listen up: Alot of people I know have been asking for advice on how to pass there UA's, so I'm going to give you people out there some free legal advice. 1. Abstain-Which means don't do any drugs period!, but no one wants to incorporate that option 2.Wizenator- Go to your local head shop, or order it from High Times It's a fake male genitilia that will piss 2 clean UA's for you, but it comes at a price 3. Detoxifiers- You can purchase pre-cleanse pills that will begin the cleansing process,(cost is roughly 3.00), then purchase the MEGA clean Detoxifier beverage, which can run from 40.00- to-60.00) depending on your cleansing needs, and your body weight. Dont drink it 2 weeks before a scheduled UA, You drink it 2 hours prior to when you want to be cleansed, during that 2 hour time frame you want to urinate 2-3 times, then after that 2 hour window is over , you will be cleansed for 5-6 hours. (these products can be purchased at you

Friendship And Jealousy
"Even if you did fuck every Tom Dick and Harry, I'd still love ya. =) Like I said, I don't care what you do with your life. As long as you are living it happily. It's really none of my business. I am not the kind of person who judges people like that. Now if we hung out all the time and you were involvong me in some shit, that's a different story. I don't keep people in my life who want to screw it up, ya know? But I know you wouldn't do that. But don't worry, you aren't gonna lose me. And if I ever heard anything about you I would go to you first before I played high school games and started ignoring you and posting things in a blog" Words that comforted me and made me feel more worthwhile. Those words came from my bestfriend of 17 years and that's what I call a TRUE FRIEND. That other one is just a dumbass that needs to grow up and get a fucking life. I came to realize a few things about the other girl last night before Adam and I went to sleep. I think it is a jealously thi

Rain
Looking out my window, watching rain rain to me, means many things hard rain is alot of commotion furious wind, blowing the ocean water raging in the streets kind of makes me feel weak water going everywhere I can't help but stop and stare I'm wondering if all is in their place I'm hoping everyone is safe liter rain is more polite like two love birds in flight two birds flying off together trying to make their lives better these birds, two white doves the only true symbol of love so the next time you see it rain set free from all your pains let your mind be set at ease and write down things that you see

Remembering
As I lie here remembering the times together the love we shared do you remember? the nights together holding on tight the loved we shared thats no longer there do you remember? as I cry remembering the hurt the pain we had together do you remember? how do I tell you that my love is still here my heart longs for you your embrace your laughter I remmeber

Missing You
As I sit here I think of you The times we had together The love we shared My heart aches Every secound your away Wondering what will become of this Will we make it Or is it another love gone wrong If I could do it again I'd never leave I'd fine a way to make you happy I love you

Fear And Pain
I love you Yet I cannot tell I need you Yet I am afaid The pain Is unbearable Yet you are here And I cannot tell For the fear Of rejection and pain For the unknowing That kills within How do I tell The secret that I hold within For the fear Controls my heart The pain Once again wins

Me
DO YOU EVER WONDER WHAT GOES THRU MY MIND, IMPULSES OF THOUGHTS RUNNING THRU ITS TWISTS AND BINDS, ARE THEY GOOD OR BAD, WHAT ABOUT THE DREAMS I'VE HAD... STEP INSIDE MY TEMPLE OF FEELINGS, EXPLORE ITS HIDDEN MEANINGS, THERE YOU'LL FIND A SEA OF EMOTIONS, TOSSING AND TURNING, WAVES...ALWAYS IN MOTION... THERE'S MORE TO ME THAN WHAT IS SEEN... THERE'S MORE TO YOU I WANT TO SEE... I LOVE YOU BABY I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY IF THERE WERE ANY WAY THAT I COULD SHOW YOU THAT JUST SAY AND I WOULD DO IT TODAY ANY THING THAT YOU ASK FOR I WOULD LAY IT DOWN BEFORE YOU JUST SAY IT WOULD BE YOURS TODAY YOUR WISH IS MY COMMAND ON MY PROMISES I STAND JUST SAY... ANY THING THAT YOU DESIRE ANY THING TO FEED YOUR FIRE ANY THING THAT YOU NEED I AM HERE TO PLEASE JUST SAY AND IT WOULD BE DONE TODAY... MY MIND, BODY, HEART, AND SOUL THEY ARE YOURS TO FOREVER HOLD FRIENDSHIP, LOVE, AND LOYALTY ALL OF THIS IS IN ME NEVER TO FADE AWAY I AM ALL YOURS TO

Food Chain Evolution
On Dawns Hiway Dead animals lay scattered On black tar A family of Nomads Feed on the leftovers While the Medicine Man Urinates in a circle Murmuring bits and pieces Of his favorite seance He daydreams Of buffalo skeletons Having a threesome In the fields of Mushrooms&Sage While the Raven Plucks his eyes out At the Gathering Of Nomads He tells of his vision To his people They deem his tale Unedible Nomads turned Cannibals From hunger Circle him with Flesh desires and Eat him alive. (!!Hey , this is copyrighted by me you Gypsy freaks!!) James

Just Wanted To Share A Poem With Everyone
DO YOU EVER WONDER WHAT GOES THRU MY MIND, IMPULSES OF THOUGHTS RUNNING THRU ITS TWISTS AND BINDS, ARE THEY GOOD OR BAD, WHAT ABOUT THE DREAMS I'VE HAD... STEP INSIDE MY TEMPLE OF FEELINGS, EXPLORE ITS HIDDEN MEANINGS, THERE YOU'LL FIND A SEA OF EMOTIONS, TOSSING AND TURNING, WAVES...ALWAYS IN MOTION... THERE'S MORE TO ME THAN WHAT IS SEEN... THERE'S MORE TO YOU I WANT TO SEE... I LOVE YOU BABY I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY IF THERE WERE ANY WAY THAT I COULD SHOW YOU THAT JUST SAY AND I WOULD DO IT TODAY ANY THING THAT YOU ASK FOR I WOULD LAY IT DOWN BEFORE YOU JUST SAY IT WOULD BE YOURS TODAY YOUR WISH IS MY COMMAND ON MY PROMISES I STAND JUST SAY... ANY THING THAT YOU DESIRE ANY THING TO FEED YOUR FIRE ANY THING THAT YOU NEED I AM HERE TO PLEASE JUST SAY AND IT WOULD BE DONE TODAY... MY MIND, BODY, HEART, AND SOUL THEY ARE YOURS TO FOREVER HOLD FRIENDSHIP, LOVE, AND LOYALTY ALL OF THIS IS IN ME NEVER TO FADE AWAY I AM ALL YOURS TO

To All My Friends !
HELLO AND GOOD MORNING TO ALL ! I WANT TO THANK MY REAL FREINDS WHO HAVE HELPED OUT MY WIFE KALISTA IN HER CONTEST , IF YOU WANT TO RATE AND COMMENT HER OR BOMB HER PIC THAT WOULD BE AWESOME , HERE IS A LINK JUST PUSH THIS PICTURE IT WILL TAKE YOU THERE , AND THANKS AGAIN TO ALL WHO DO , FROM YOUR FRIEND CHICKLETS ( TIM ) .

Going To Take Down The Trio Pages For Now
for bandwidth reasons. When the bandwidth 'draw' on my account is 2 megs in 7 days as against 5 megs for the whole month of December, I worry; there's a penalty for too large a use at that site. I will move them to another site I know (not the thrice-accursed Photobucket) soon. Will keep the first of them up for awhile longer. Edit: I looked at my site's rules. Finally found them, which took something. Rates change when total bandwidth for my whole account exceeds a gigabyte (for that month. - 2007-01-14).

Why Dont Ppl Tlk
hey i was wonderin why ppl wont tlk 2 me granted like 12 ppl out of all of my friends tlk 2 me but its pointless 2 add somebody and not tlk 2 them hell friends is friends there aint no sense in ignoring ppl and being a stuck up asshole or bitch lol am i right yall who agrees with me?

Do You Dream?
in the land between sleep and awake we all have thoughts of hidden desires.most are affraid to act on what we feel and pass it off as a radom thought.but in our subconcious are the things we desire the most.it could be freaky sex with your bestfriends wife or taking that vacation you've always wanted to that place no one talks about.have faith in yourself and take a chance and live your life to the limit..have no regrets and be happy..be yourself...not what others want you to be.

Real Love
As you stumble through the morning dew... wondering which way to go... you stumble across a hurdle in the road... what do you do ...when you find a temptation? Do you go for the excitement of the something new... Hoping that the one that you really love never finds out.. As you reach for the new passion, the lust...the 5 minutes of passion is gone...you stopped it... Why because the thoughts of the one person that really loves you kept coming into your mind... The one person that is out looking for you in the morning dew... making sure that your ok... The hurdles will always be there and the desires of other will always try to play a part... Yet the mind,heart and soul...will always be safe with the one that you love... and that will always love you... KD

I Chose Vanilla With Chocolate Icing
No cheating. Pick your favorite dessert from the list below, then look >to see what psychiatrists think about you! After taking this dessert >personality test, send this e-mail onto others, but when you do, be sure to >put your choice of dessert in the subject box above and resend it to the >person who sent this to you. > >If you were making a dessert and you had your choice of those below or >(some great bakery was baking the dessert of your choice), which would you >choose? > >Angel food >Brownies >Lemon Meringue >Vanilla with Chocolate Icing >Strawberry Short Cake >Chocolate on Chocolate >Ice Cream >Carrot Cake >Cherry Pie > >NO ... You can't change! your mind once you scroll down! So think >carefully, what your choice will be! OK - Now that you've made your choice, >this is what research says about you! > >? >? >? >? >? >? > >Angel Food... Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A >little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice c

Big Girlz
BIG GIRLZ (REMIX) lyrics You are viewing lyrics of BIG GIRLZ (REMIX) by JADOX from the album UNKNOWN at LyricsAndSongs.COM The BIGGER the BERRY, the SWEETER the JUICE Not mad if you're carryin' EXTRA in the caboose Or on any other part of your FINE FRAME--No mind games I wouldn't MIND if you were MY Dame No shame, and this is on the REAL: I'd rather have a PLUS-SIZED woman gimme somethin I can feel Than an icky, sickly stick-lookin' Whitney Calista Ally McBeal just doesn't fit me Simply put--you don't have to have a little foot This ain't the Land Before Time, but the hook Aptly portrays the message I'm conveying If you got a full-figure, DOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOU'RE WEIGHIN' I'm sayin': I'm looking at the inner person And your Superior Exterior--your version Of body form just accentuates you proper All that really means is that you have MORE TO OFFER Chorus (2x): You look so good to me From the inside out, Babe No matter what t

Read And Repost In Your Blogs And Bulletins Please This Has To Be Stopped Now!!!!!
Against it. If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if cherryTAP could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible.

What Goes Around
What Goes Around - Justin Timberlake Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man You know I gave you the world You had me in the palm of your hand So why your love went away I just can't seem to understand Thought it was me and you babe Me and you until the end But I guess I was wrong Don't want to think about it Don't want to talk about it I'm just so sick about it Can't believe it's ending this way Just so confused about it Feeling the blues about it I just can't do without ya Tell me is this fair? Is this the way it's really going down? Is this how we say goodbye? Should've known better when you came around That you were gonna make me cry It's breaking my heart to watch you run around 'Cause I know that you're living a lie That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find... What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back aroun

Blood And Oil: How The West Will Profit From Iraq's Most Precious Commodity --the 'ios' Today Reveals A Draft For A New Law That Would Give Western Oi
Blood and oil: How the West will profit from Iraq's most precious commodity --The 'IoS' today reveals a draft for a new law that would give Western oil companies a massive share in the third largest reserves in the world. To the victors, the oil? That is how some experts view this unprecedented arrangement with a major Middle East oil producer that guarantees investors huge profits for the next 30 years. 07 Jan 2007 So was this what the Iraq war was fought for, after all? As the number of US soldiers killed since the invasion rises past the 3,000 mark, and President [sic] George Bush gambles on sending in up to 30,000 more troops, The Independent on Sunday has learnt that the Iraqi government is about to push through a law giving Western oil companies the right to exploit the country's massive oil reserves. http://news.independent.co.uk/world/middle_east/article2132574.ece

How To Save A Life
How To Save A Life - Fray Step one you say we need to talk.... He walks you say sit down it's just a talk... He smiles politely back at you... You stare politely right on through.. Some sort of window to your right.. As he goes left and you stay right... Between the lines of fear and blame... And you begin to wonder why you came... Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend... Somewhere along in the bitterness... And I would have stayed up with you all night.... Had I known how to save a life.. Let him know that you know best... Cause after all you do know best.. Try to slip past his defense.. Without granting innocence.. Lay down a list of what is wrong.. The things you've told him all along... And pray to God he hears you... And pray to God he hears you and... Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend.. Somewhere along in the bitterness.... And I would have stayed up with you all night... Had I known how to save a life... As he b

I'm Not Missing You
I'm Not Missing You - Stacie Orrico Oh, Oh I’m not missing you Been through just about everything that I could go through When it comes to relationships Don’t know what I was missing or why I ain’t listen When I told myself that was it Now here I go, hurt again Cause of my curiousity Now that it’s over What else could it be, decasitiy. I made a promise never to settle Why didn’t I keep it? Cause I hated the heartbreak Crying and cheating, the fooling around CHORUS (But) I’m not missing you I’m not going through the motions Waiting and hoping you call me I’m not missing you You might have had me open But I must be going because I got life to do I know I’m usually hanging on I used to hate to see you go But this time it’s different I don’t even feel the distance I’m not missing I’m not missing you It’s a shame in a way cause I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me Did I leave him, is he right in front

Here Is A Poll I Would Love To See...
How many people on Cherry Tap still are virgins? That poll should take about 33 seconds... :) You wanna smile -- tell your friends to come and check out El Gotto!! ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE HOT BABES AND LIVE IN MICHIGAN... Like Heather... (checking to see if she is really my fan...) :)

Incoming Judiciary Chairman Leahy Targets Corruption In First Bills Of 110th Congress
U.S. SENATOR PATRICK LEAHY CONTACT: Office of Senator Leahy, 202-224-4242 VERMONT -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Incoming Judiciary Chairman Leahy Targets Corruption In First Bills Of 110th Congress Leahy Introduces Bills To Combat War Profiteering, Public Corruption WASHINGTON (Thursday, January 4) – Signaling a renewed emphasis on combating corruption at home and abroad, incoming Senate Judiciary Committee Chairman Patrick Leahy (D-Vt.), introduced a package of bills Thursday targeting corrupt officials and private companies seeking to defraud American taxpayers and troops. “Americans want the culture of corruption to end. From war profiteers and corrupt officials in Iraq, to convicted Administration officials, to influence-peddling lobbyists and, regrettably, even members of Congress, too many supposed public servants have been serving their own interests, rather than the public interest,” said Leahy. Ma

Call Me When You're Sober
Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescence Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved

I've Got A Life
I've Got a Life - Eurythmics I've got a life though it refuses to shine I've got a life it ain't over I've got a way it's the only thing that's mine all I'm asking for is tenderness a little tenderness ooo it's a cruel place you never asked to be here nobody cares and no one's gonna help you now it's dog eat dog the human race the only thing they'll do is hate you such a crime to be unkind turn your cheek pretend you're blind I've got a life though it refuses to shine I've got a life it ain't over it ain't over I've got a way it's the only thing that's mine all i'm asking for is tenderness tenderness I've got a life though it refuses to shine I've got a life it ain't over it ain't over I've got a way it's the only thing that's mine all i'm asking for is tenderness be strong now baby gotta be strong now baby gotta be strong!

Walking On Broken Glass
ANNIE LENNOX "Walking On Broken Glass" You were the sweetest thing that I ever knew But I don't care for sugar honey if I can't have you Since you've abandoned me My whole life has crashed Won't you pick the pieces up 'cause it feels just like I'm walking on broken glass Walking on walking on broken glass The sun's still shining in the big blue sky But it don't mean nothing to me Oh let the rain come down Let the wind blow through me I'm living in an empty room With all the windows smashed And I've got so little left to lose That it feels just like I'm walking on broken glass Walking on walking on broken glass And if you're trying to cut me down You know that I might bleed Cause if you're trying to cut me down I know that you'll succeed And if you want to hurt me There's nothing left to fear Cause if you want to hurt me You're doing really well my dear Now everyone of us was made to suffer Everyone of us was made to weep But we've been hurting o

Why
ANNIE LENNOX "Why" How many times do I have to try to tell you That I'm sorry for the things I've done But when I start to try to tell you That's when you have to tell me Hey... this kind of trouble's only just begun I tell myself too many times Why don't you ever learn to keep your big mouth shut That's why it hurts so bad to hear the words That keep on falling from your mouth Falling from your mouth Falling from your mouth Tell me... Why Why I may be mad I may be blind I may be viciously unkind But I can still read what you're thinking And I've heard is said too many times That you'd be better off Besides... Why can't you see this boat is sinking (this boat is sinking this boat is sinking) Let's go down to the water's edge And we can cast away those doubts Some things are better left unsaid But they still turn me inside out Turning inside out turning inside out Tell me... Why Tell me... Why This is the book I never read These are the words I

New Year
with a new year comes a new ring on this stump we call life. So yeah i just sorta lost a friend before the new year, which things didnt happen the way they did and if i could go back i would change things so it never happened but im not a time machine and im not lucky enough to have a CLICK remote so i guess i got to move on and just let things slide for a bit. I know me and her will be friends again before long, im an addictive person and once ive touched someones life they dont seem to like it when im not around doin what i do best, makin them smile when they need to the most so with this new year comes new wishes, new dreams and a new chance...lets all make the most of it

Urban Word Of The Day
Enterdrainment Any passive form of entertainment that is so incredibly mind numbing that it sucks the intelligence from the listener or viewer; ultimately over time reducing (or limiting) them to a simplistic proto-human mental state, incapable of cognition or rational thought. Sports, Celebrity gossip, Country music, Talk radio, Call-in shows, Soap operas and Reality TV are considered by many to be enterdrainment. can you think of any more things that this would apply to?

Still Acclimating Here.
Basically this is my way of saying I'm still kinda new here,so I dinna know all the factions/rivalries,taboo subjects yet.So,please bear with me,and be patient with me.For my part,I promise to be respectful,kind,polite,and to dispense wisdom and/or belly laughs whenever possible.That,and musical knowledge,lol.

It's Going On The Second Day.
As I sit here in my room, I am thinking of all the awesome memories I have of my uncle. Knowing full well he will be in Gods hands now and no more pain and suffering. The hardest thing for me to do is go into the I.C.U. and see him hooked up to all these machines that etheir helps him breath, suck blood out of his lungs, basically wires hanging here and there. The doctors that he has name Dr. Mariani is a bitch. Who is she to say if we want him to countinue to life support? It was a family decision to do it and it seemed like she didn't respect that. The tone and facial expressions when she said "SO YOU WANT TO PULL THE PLUG? YOU WANT HIM DIE?" Luckily the nurse said "Don't listen to her and just do what you feel he would want you folks to do.". To me, that was more comforting to hear then what the doctor Mariani said to us in the room. I understand that sometimes if a person has a chance to survive then the person has all the support. Even in these situations, we have to learn to let

A Poem For The One I Love
I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FIND SOMEONE LIKE YOU A HEART THAT'S PURE AND TRUE A HEART THAT CARES AND LOVES TO SHARE A BEAUTIFUL SMILE THAT BRIGHTENS THE DAY IN THE NICEST OF WAYS YOU HAVE A DESIRE THAT I ADMIRE A FLAME THAT NO ONE CAN CONTAIN MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE FOR I HAVE FOUND THE ONE WHOSE HEART IS TRUE IF YOUR EVER IN DOUBT JUST REACH OUT AND TAKE MY HAND FOR I WILL BE THERE FOR I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR MAN.

A Childs Death
Sometimes this job really sucks. Last night I witnessed something for the first time in my short career that I never want to see again. Not long after I got to the hospital for my shift (I am on call this weekend)I was called to the ER, when I got there, the ER doc told me we had an admission and also a pediatric code in progress. I went to the room with the pediatric code. The other ER doc and the pediatrician among many other people were already in there working on the child, so I stayed out of the way and watched. It was a 4 month old baby boy. He had already been intubated and they were doing chest compressions and other PALS procedures. Looking at his color I already knew things were not gonna turn out like we all wanted them to. Preliminary diagnosis is SIDS, Sudden Infant Death Syndrome, that has no good reasoning and happens more than any are really aware of in everyday life. When the ER doc looked up and shook his head to the others and they all stopped, my heart lurch

Honesty Versus Outright Bluntness
I figure I should start by saying that delivery is the key to getting your message across. That being said, some honest people really suck as human beings. We all have at least one friend who loves to be known for being brutally honest. This person touts him- or herself as the person to go to when you want an honest opinion, and for that reason, this person is the best friend you'll ever have. Well... I don't know. "You're a stuck-up bitch" and "I don't think we have the same interests" convey similar messages. However, ladies, which would you rather hear from someone who is trying to explain why he's not into you? Thhere is a difference between a potentially helpful-sounding comment ("Scott, I think you need to use scented soap when you shower") and an outright mean one ("You're standing in a cloud of B.O. I suggest you take several showers"). The difference here is delivery. It's not easy to have to be the bearer of bad news, nor is it desirable to be the recipient. H

Funny Joke For Adults Only
Little Red Riding Hood was on her way to see her grandmother in the forest. Her mother warned her "Don't walk through the forest, take the path, or else the Big Bad Wolf will catch you and suck your tits dry!" Little Red started towards her grandmother's house but decided to take the shortcut through the forest anyway. The turtle stopped Little Red and warned her "Turn back and use the path, because if the Big Bad Wolf finds you, he'll suck your tits dry!" Little Red was almost there, so she kept going through the forest. Sure enough, the Big Bad Wolf jumps out of nowhere and tells her "Take off your shirt Little Red Riding Hood - I'm gonna suck your tits dry!!". "Oh no you don't", yells Little Red, as she pulls up her skirt, "You're gonna eat me just like the story says!"

Girlfriend Of The Devil
I take him by the hand, I'm turned from weak to evil, I'm now living with him in hell, i am the girlfriend of the devil, Red and black that's our colors, i can make anyone do a wrong, and when i do, it turns him on, my eyes turn red when I'm mad, hair wavy and an on fire, my title is, a liar, making anyone fall in my love strap, Turning them all into bad guys, I'm so tough, without dropping a tear i say my goodbyes, i kill and get power, i hold on the devil tight, and he holds on to me with all of his might, when i cry, my tears are blood, and my hair turns black, and i put on my hood, evil slaves, on my side, come on my slaves, let's ride, all the souls, in my ring, I'm the girlfriends devil, and I'm not afraid of anything..........

Devils Slave
She is nothing but a slave, a slave of the devil, but she is so nice , not evil, she was forced to be a slave, whip lashes on her body, popping pills, trying to overcome the agony, eyes red raw, and swollen, and her poor heart, a million times broken, the rope tied around her wrists, cutting in her skin, bones showing, because she is so thin, forced to be hurt, force to cry, and telling lies, when people ask why, Screaming for away out, one whose soul is sold, whose body is trembling, and body bruised and cold, she wants to be loved, she wants to be free, but the devil, won't leave her be.................

Lady With A Wicked Tongue
Erotic was she, To bring men to beg and plead. Lady with the wicked tongue, Demons bore the words she sung. Wrapped in that scarlet dress, Her exquisite breasts open to caress. And voluptuous lips stained with sins glowing red, on her devilish grins. They came to her, Captured by, the gentle purr. With that cat like hex, Leaving rivers of blood on necks. She, with whitened fangs upon her grin, Crimson now dripping down her chin; Drying men of their marrow, So deadly, like of a poison tipped arrow. At time of shadows, she preys, Charming them with that Medusa gaze, Foolish men, old and young, That lady with, the wicked tongue.

Disturbing Control
As the blood drips down her skinny legs She curls up and starves away Disturbing images race through her mind As she lays awake absorbed in thoughts She cuts away her memories The blood streams from sullen eyes down her cheeks As she uncurls her skin and bones She feels the marks of jagged cuts How long will this torture last? Blood has consumed her thoughts Starving has taken over her life The painful memories are just too great She found some ways to escape

You Have...
You have her heart Be gentle with it It's more gentle than most And needs to be treated with care You have her trust Becareful not to lose it It's almost impossible to regain And very hard to get You have her mind Day and night You're the one she thinks of And always will You have her Dont hurt her Or you will have many problems And will be hated by many

Bloody Valentine
Pounding heart thumping head just got drunk now he's dead red stained knife gaping neck i feel bad he could not be kapt spilling guts bathing face would hate for his to go to waste i hated his face he trusted mine and thats the end of my valentine

When You're Gone
I feel alone every now and then Even with you home Because our schedules clash Yet I know I will hear from you At the days end But soon you will be gone Away from the phone Away from the computer It's going to be hard We are both going to be lost But I know this much I'll be alone The entire time your gone Til the day you come home And I can wrap my arms around you again Nobody else will take your place No matter how long I have to wait

To My New Friend
Hi, Thanks for wanting to become my friend and get to know me better. I don’t know what to say but getting about 300 friends in a day took me off guard and well I have hard time writing all of you and doing other things around the house and such. I do hope that until I get to know you that you can accept this letter and share it with the others seeing that I am just over whelmed at the amount of request that has taken placed and I don’t have it in me to be rude to such generosity. Also, you do not have to be Barbie or Ken, just please be yourself with me that’s, all I ask is for you to be yourself it’s the only way you can let someone know you and for you to know them. If you wouldn’t mind try emailing me a letter and I’ll try my best to write back but if I get a ton I am going to have to take a break; I find it very pleasing to receive a letter but I do like the post as well. If for some reason I don’t respond or send you a letter or comments please understand and I d

Uncle
Our family hates me They all still like him Think I should still be with him But then there's you The one who seen it all Went through everything And totally support my decision You think I did the right thing No one else can see Just what an ass he can be You've always been the one behind me Or as I once said The only one that loves me.... To me you are the only one That is truely Part of my family The only one This is really My uncle

To Much To Ask
Thougth he was the one Had his baby Was engaged to him But then he left Came back totally different Treated us both like we didn't matter All I want is a man Someone who knows how to treat me And will love my baby Be the Daddy she deserves Yet know when to say no to her Is it too much to ask To find a man One who will take us both in Don't want him to support me Just to love me And show her what a Daddy really is I don't want her to be like me Don't want her to miss it all To think she isnt good enough For a man to love her as his own Is it too much to ask???

Think About It
We judge others Before we get to know them Make fun of people When they aren't around Gossip when it could hurt another Without a care in the world But as soon as it happens to us We get all sorts of mad Do we really have that right? Think about it We dream of the perfect life That has no problems And everything is easy Nothing goes wrong Everyone loves us We have the perfect spouse Perfectly behaved kids What would we do then? Think about it We get jealous Over our spouse flirting Yet we do it too Probably more then they do Get mad when they ignore us When they dont give us Their undivided attention But don't ask why Or what we could have done So they aren't Think about it Everyone is different We all do things our own way Have our own beliefs And our own dreams So what right do we have To be the way we are When someone Or something new Is intoduced What fun would it be If everything and everyone was the same Think about it

Stranger
Walking down the street You pass him everyday Don't know who he is Never even think of him Then one day You see him differently Like he's something special As if its for the first time He's still a stranger You're afraid to talk to him But something tells you You have no choice Suddenly that stranger Becomes your best friend The one you depend on When life has you down Then he turns into your lover And makes you happy In every way possible When walking down the street Do you ever wonder If a stranger may be The one who will be perfect Or if someone you know Is really a stranger Because you dont know The side of them you should What is a stranger?

Letter Of Silence
In the garden of diamond roses and emerald leaves Where the silence is shattered by the murmuring trees, Where the porcelain moon shines bright on the twilight sky A lonesome girl holds a crumpled letter of goodbye… A scarlet ribbon is folded around her ebony hair A spider drowning within her sour tears of despair Her weary eyes fixed on the glass reflection of the lake Her peach mouth frozen – to kisses never again to partake… But as her mind has stranded from truth too far away For the words written in that letter were never read that day And she was never to know that it ended with “I love you” Instead of a wretched “Farwell” as she assumed it would do… In the garden of diamond roses and emerald leaves Where the silence is shattered by the murmuring trees, Where the porcelain moon shines bright on the twilight sky A lonesome girl holds a crumpled letter of goodbye…

So Little Time
We have been together For a couple months And now you're about to leave In just a few days It seems like tomorrow But I know its not Theres so much I want to do So much I want to tell you And show you But I just dont have the time left To make you see Just how much you mean to me

How
How can you love one person so much Only to have them hate you How can you treat one person so good Only to be walked on How can you give so much Only to recieve nothing How can one have a baby Only not to love them How can one claim to be a father Only to never be there How can God let this happen Only to certain people How can so many things seem right Only to turn out so wrong

When Imagination Lingered
A glass window, with the world inside All we have to do is pull our eyes toward it Step forward And shatter the glass with the palms of our hands Step onto the ground, with our hearts beating Deeply, loudly, in our aching chests Silver ribbons fly throughout the air A shining glimmer as everyone stares This world of silence, frozen rivers See-through twilight, and unicorns As if from some grown up child's fantasy After the splash of white-out People of porcelain walk through ivory gates The stars twinkling, shining like cut diamonds Clasping their hands together Exchanging letters Though the night is cold, they do not shiver In this world beyond the window This world, where some child's imagination and thoughts Froze and blended with the white out This grown-up child Playing with their emerald trinket... Leaving their memories back in the window's pale grass Ran away... in fear that they'd never come back Shimmering, behind the glass mirror Lies the

Have You Ever...
Have you ever Just wanted to be loved To find that one Who will make it all right And make all your fears disappear Havve you ever Watched a movie And wanted that kind of love That which never ends And never goes wrong Have you ever Dreamed of a life That seems totally out of reach Only to find it right in front of you Waiting for you to live it Have you ever Thought you'd never be happy That nobody could ever love you And then learn the true meaning Of unconditional love Have you ever Dreamed of someone out of your reach The one that made your heart skip a beat Only to learn they dream the same And want to be yours Have you ever Thought you had nothing Wanted so much more Hated life Then found your happieness in a stranger

Father
He is her father But not her daddy Barely paying anything To help take care of her Yet thinks he should have her All the time He is her father But takes her to unsafe places Where there is acholoh And abuse Yet wonders why I don't let him have her He is her father But doesn't know her cries Never pays attention To learn what she wants Then gets mad when she doesnt stop crying He is her father Not her daddy Anyone can be a father Sadly he is one There's nothing I can do now But he will never be her daddy Always just her father

Hunny Im Your Vampire
Ghost? Hunny, I'm your vampire, With sweet surrender and biting kiss, Ghost? Hunny, I'm your vampire. Look into my eyes, an endless abyss, A fire thriving in thine eyes? With a sweet surrender and biting kiss. Hunny, do you see me, I'm your lie, I have so many lies I have to tell A fire thriving in thine eyes? Smile broadly and you'll do well, In these dusty halls of Hell, I have so many lies I have to tell. Seduce you with my dark beauty to sell, Ghost? Hunny, I'm your vampire, In these dusty halls of Hell. Heat; full of a one time desire, Ghost? Hunny, I'm your vampire, What you lack, is what I desire.

Parents
How do you see parents Do you think they should be perfect Or know everything Anyone can be a parent Young or old Stupid or smart Big or little Pretty or ugly It doesnt matter But what really makes a parent perfect The way they are with the kids How much they love them What they do for them The way they want the best for them They don't have to do everything right Should a parent know everything Or is it okay for them to learn Along with their babies And share the experiences Making them have more meaning Anyone can be a parent Anyone can make a perfect parent But they have to want to be a good parent And if they want a title More meaningful than Mother or Father They have to be that someone special Just because you have a baby Doesnt mean you're a good parent Or a mommy or daddy That just means your a mother or father You have to earn anything else Do you want to be a good parent

Evilangel
I'm not as good as i look trust me Ive had some deep pain and misery deep inside I'm the sweetest thing that is alive i would open my wings and give you my life rest your head and fall asleep i will protect you if anything creeps i have an evil side to I'm not the angel that you see i do drugs to get away from anything life throws at me i hate myself and wish i was dead i cut myself so deep that it takes forever to mend but i hide my feelings so no one can see that I'm going through so much misery

Every Day, Every Night
Every day I wake up and ask myself if I can really do this again, if I can really handle knowing my baby is around so many other gals for so long when we can't be together. Every night I go to sleep telling myself I can. Some how throughout each day I once again convince myself that I can do this. It's going to be hard and I know I'm going to want to hide until you come back some days but in the end I also know that there's nothing our love can't get through. You being gone is just a small obstacle that has been thrown our way to see just how strong we are as a couple. I hope I am right and that we can make it through all of the things that are put in front of us. My heart is going to be with you no matter what baby and you know that if you ever need anything I will do everything I can do to make sure you get it. All it took was one night of being with you and I realized that its you who I want to be with even though things will get really hard especially if you end up being dep

Dream Stalker
I see you in my nightmares, In my dream you are so real. I see your eyes glowing red, I'm numb, please get out of my head. I feel the chill of your touch, In my dream that seems so real. I see your wicked smile, My heart grows cold like steel. I feel the pain you carry, In my dream it feels so real. Leave your pain with me, Let me have that worry. I see you in my nightmares, In my dream you are so real. Step from the dark and take my hand, Embrace my light, my love, my flame.

Dreams
So many people Dream about things They can never have Things out of their reach Is it possible To dream of something you already have Without knowing you have it Can you dream Of a life you see But dont think you have Until you look at it as an outsider We all have dreams Some try to reach them Others dont want the hurt The disappointment of failing But does anyone Really understand why its a dream Know why they dream about it Already have what they are dreaming about Yet dont know it????

I Just Came Back From A War
First thing I did when that plane finally landed was kiss the ground; The next thing I did was to go find my friends down at the old hang-out. We drank some beer and talked a lot about old times But when the booze finally hit Billy Joe Grimes He said, "I don't know what it is but you seem different to me." I said, "I just came back from a place where they hated me and everything I stand for; A land where our brothers are dying for others who don't even care any more. If I'm not exactly the same good old boy that you ran around with before, I just came back from a war. The very next morning I took a walk through the neighboorhood. I thought it's been so long since Ive been in a place where everything is good; People laughin' and children were playing, And as I watched them I found myself praying, "Lord, keep them safe here at home in the land of the free" 'Cause I just came back from a place where they hated me and everything I stand for; A land whe

Don't Give Up
You thought you had what you wanted Then one day you realized Maybe people were right So many told you to think it through Now you are confused Because there are two Instead of the one that you feel it should be You know you have to decide Which you want But either way you are going to hurt one No idea what you should do One knows about the other One is totally clueless You're afraid the clueless one will catch on And things will get ugly Don't want to hurt either But don't really want both One has your vows The other has your heart You just want to give up So you don't have to hurt either But in the end that wont help at all Instead it will make things worse Search your heart and soul For what you really want That is what you must go after But the last thing you can do is give up

To My Amazing Friend Dominic...army Black Wolf
You came into my life one day unexpectly. We began to talk and found that we felt comfortable talking to each other. Slowly we opened up more and more until it seemed as if we had known each other forever. You helped me through so much and made me see that I was strong enough to keep pushing forward. You had enough confidence in me to keep pushing me on through everything, not letting me give up. When things got really hard you were there to help me not think I was the one who messed up. Even after he was gone you were still around. Encouraging me to move forward but to be catious at the same time. Then one day your world fell apart as mine had just a few months before. I tried to help but there wasn't really much I could do but be there for you when you needed someone to talk to. Seeing you so hurt bothered me because you deserve so much better. Finally things are slowly working themselves out for the both of us I think. You more then me maybe but thats okay. You have bee

Confused
We try so hard To spend time together And show the other how much we care But sometimes I go back To before you When things were harder And I was alone You promise me things are going to be different That you are going to be the same Yet part of me is still scared Everyone says I'm crazy Knowing you are leaving And still being with you Especially after what I just went through But I want to make it work this time So I don't have to wonder Just what I am doing wrong You say you don't want to go But now you have no choice When I ask what you want You say you don't know I guess thats expectable But I just wish you did At least enough to tell me That you want me to be waiting When you come home I know what to expect But my mind is still going in many directions Confusing my heart All I know now Is that unless you say different I'm going to be here Waiting for the day you come home

Close At Heart
It doesn't matter where you are Or what you're doing As long as I'm on your mind At least once a day I will be happy Because even if we are miles apart We will always be close at heart It doesn't matter who you're with Or why you're with them As long as something reminds you of me Somewhere along the way You may be there I may be here But we will still be close at heart It doesn't matter how long you're gone Or when you're coming home As long as you let me know You're safe and doing well Because one day we'll be together But until then... We will just have to be close at heart

To My Baby Boi
One day there you were...in front of me just waiting to see what I would do. Was I going to give you my number or was I just going to be a friend who only wanted to hang out once in a while? You weren't really sure because at the time I was technically still with him even though we didn't act it and I didn't want to be. I gave you my number and then we talked for a lil bit. You began to hang around more. Spending more time with me, coming up with different excuses to come over to my house. Then we went out with the baby and had a fun time. After a few days of us just hanging out not really knowing what to expect or what we wanted, we decided it was time to give "us" a chance. Everyone in your family was cool with it, everyone but my uncle in my family hated it. Well they still do but who cares. You have been there for me through the hard parts and I know you are still going to be around when things get harder. When we first got together you asked me if I thought I could hand

Break Down
It's so hard Not to give up And said forget it Nobody seems to understand How hard things get But there you are Going through it too Neither of us know How to deal with this Or how to break the news Sooner or later One of us will have to Break down and tell him He deserves to know the truth And you deserve the freedom Somehow, someway One of us Has to break down

Beneth The Surface
Streaming hair so soft and blonde, Is too complete for a respond. Jaws are dropped with a gaze, From her eyes all ablazed. Wings that are so cotton white, Make perfect seem so perfectly right. Too pure for us to simply hold, Like shiny, flawless, heavy gold. Gliding stride so full and long, Such like a gracious love song. Lyrics you may simply see, May not be understood fully. Underneath those ice blue eyes, She has herself completely disguised. Far from perfect is she yet, As she creates her dark silhouette.

Essence Of Mystery
She's the essence of mystery, She holds the potion to set you free... A fiery soul touched by death's toll, Her secret of many never told... She'll be your dreams if only you'd sleep, by night enchanting the unchained melody... her song of passion; alluring Siren it seems, brought on by fate, how could it be too late? allow her to unchain your destiny, she sings to set your soul free... she's the spring rain drowning all the pain softly you embrace, releasing yesterdays... her touch as morning dew, she washes away the old, bringing on anew... she's the spark that flame's your desire mesmerized; she dances within the fire... she's the light shining bright, no need to fight it... she's the essence of mystery, she holds the potion to set you free... within one's heart hides the key, ~ unchain me ~

And Then We Kiss
Floating Green eyes, Glowing through the night, This creature has beauty, Just set out of present sight. This beauty creeps, From deep inside her, Shown through her words, Innocent Whispered voices; Please Sir. She will manipulate, Confuse your lonely soul, Make your mind tremble, And make her-self feel whole. Take from you, All of what she needs, Listens to you scream, As she begins to feed. You calm as she softens, That bite once so hard. Excepting those green eyes, Knocks down your guard. Wired to the bed, You are still in human form, As the moon sits high, Your flesh sits, Ripped and torn. You starting to transform, As the sun begins to rise, Your dying begins to show, In those cerulean eyes. Your veins run dry, And your bones turn to dust, Your heart begins to pound, You are striving for a bloody lust. It is your turn to feed, Upon your master, Whose blood will make you strong, C mon boy, drink faster. The sun begins to rise,

Misunderstood
Tied to the bed, screaming for someone, there is a guy in the room, he says calmly don't worry this will be fun, he touches your skin, and you began to cry, you stop screaming, and ask him why, he tells you he loves you, and the he is your master, he says you are beautiful, like a flower, he sits on your stomach, not with all his weight, he tells you hush and stop crying, and he will bring you food on a plate, you can't stop crying , so he strokes your cheek, his nice soft motion, turns you so weak, He wipes away your tears, and tell you don't be afraid, he isn't going to rape you, he just wants you as a maid, you scream never, so he leaves for a moment, he brings back tape and a knife, he says fine your my torment patient, he gives you time to change your mind, but your to scared you can't speak, he puts the tape across your mouth, and with the knife strokes your cheek, you start to cry again, and your body shakes, and inside, your bo

Feed Upon Me
Watching you from the corner, You lay soundly sleeping, In your warm comfy bed, Through the dark, I start creeping. I stand above you, Slide my hand under your head, You awaken and watch me, Whisper[[Yes I am one of the undead]] I brush my teeth, Upon that warm pulsing ear, I am not here to kill you, Do not worry my dear. Can you make room? For me to lay, I have been waiting for you, In the corner all day. Finally I have you, Right here next to me, I am not gunna let you go, Not even if you plead. Just do not fight, I will not bite hard, It will be over soon, As long as you let me start. I lean in close, Breath upon your neck, I feel your body quiver, You are a nervous wreck. You dont quite trust me, To feed upon you, So you are feeding first, C mon I am letting you. Its easy just bite here, Right on that vein, The blood will be warm, Dont worry I dont feel pain. Your eyes watch me, As your jaw begins to tighten, You

Kids Today Have It Made...
When I was a kid I would have to hunt all over the place in my house and friends houses to find out where they hid the Playboy's... With the internet and Cherry Tap stuff 100x better is at your finger tips... ( Man I wish that were REALLY true...) For the blondes that was a play on the words "finger tips".... (waves) Come on over babes!!! ... the Cat

Im Almost Lost
Well my freakin ex came up to me today saying she wanted to try and get back together, but i have been hangin out with a friend of my coworkers wife, (she hooked us up), and im really starting to care for her, i just wanna see what people think, im really leaning for my new friend, because i know how my ex is and she said she has changed, but i doubt it. Anywhosys, thanks ya'll

Birminghan International Comics Show
This is for those of you who don't know what a Pro ComicBook Artist does when he isn't chained to a drawing board :) We get invited to events like The Birmingham International Comics Show, where basically we get to show off. The show was the latest addition to the UK's comic convention calender. It took place in an arts center within a converted commercial building in the heart (ok, maybe the spleen) of Birmingham's (UK) city center . The venue was strikingly different to most convention locations which on the whole seem to resemble little more than cattlesheds, & was one of the reasons that the whole event seemed to garner universal praise as being a resounding success. Onhand in addition to a sizable roster of special guests (both UK based & from overseas) were a mass of small-press & self publishers, who's work ran the gammut of styles & genres. But the one thing they all had in common was an enthusiasm for the art of telling stories in comic form. I think it was the presen

How Vampyric Are You?
You scored as very vampyric. awesome you are a big vampire! if i were you i would find a vampire gathering soon so you don't go too crazyvery vampyric67%almost there but not quite33%how vampyric r u?created with QuizFarm.com

What Kind Of Flirt Are You?
You Are a Coy Flirt You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing. You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing. Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal. A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession. What Kind of Flirt Are You?

How Is Your Inner Child?
Your Inner Child Is Sad You're a very sensitive soul. You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have. Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone. You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time. How Is Your Inner Child?

How Good Of A Kisser Are You?
You scored as You are like the best kisser ever. You are the best kisser alive!You are like the best kisser ever92%So-so42%Worst kisser ever!0%How GOOD of a kisser are you??created with QuizFarm.com

Civil War: War Crimes(marvel Comics)
My most recently published work (released December 21 '06 this is a one shot which ties in with Marvel Comics big muti-part multi-title crossover Civil War. It focuses on the Marvel Universe' top organised crime boss, & I find myself re-united with the writer Frank Tieri & inker extrordinair Tom Palmer, both of whom I worked with on the mini-series Underworld earlier this year, & are stella guys of the first order. For obvious reasons I don't want to give too much away (you might not go out & buy it if you know how it ends),so check it out to see how even when he is locked up in jail, The Kingpin (Wilson Fisk to his friends..although he doesn't have too many of those) can control the lives of not only his fellow prisoners but the forces of the government (including S.H.I.E.L.D.) on the outside. Here's an interview I did with the BBC to promote the release, plus some artwork to whet your appetite...

How I Will Die Quiz
You scored as Poison. Your death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it. Several important people in history share your fate.Poison87%Disappear80%Natural Causes67%Bomb60%Suicide60%Gunshot60%Disease53%Eaten47%Suffocated47%Stabbed27%Accident27%Cut Thr

I Want This In A Man...;)
Message: 1-touch their waist 2-talk to them 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss them slowly on there cheak Are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends Keep reading..... 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly on her cheak 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! Number 20 u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on her cheak so she wont think that u want any thing and she can trust u 22-When she asks what you want TELL HER! 23-

Lyrics Of No One There By Sentenced
The axe, the bottle, and the rope The feeling there really is no more hope The thought of the great unknown And facing it alone The dark, the silent, and the cold The feeling I have come to the end of my road Yes these are the things I spend my remaining moments with And the wind blows through my heart Shivers me one last time As I now reach out in the dark No one there Why did it have to be so hard For us to live our lives Again I reach out in the dark in despair The desperation and the snow The feeling of finally coming back home The melancholy and the hole in the soil so hard and cold And the wind blows through my heart Shivers me one last time As I now reach out in the dark No one there Your love for me, my love for you Things we somehow managed to lose Now there's only the ruthless wind To blow right through It freezes my heart, my desperate heart To think we both will die alone And the wind blows through my heart

What Signs Are Like In Bed
AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control himself for as long as

Love
TRUE LOVE IS THAT ONE THING THAT EVERYONE WISHES FOR BUT RARLEY FIND.SOME PEOPLE FIND IT AND MISTREAT IT OR ABUSE IT.THERE SHOULD BE NOTHING MORE IN THE WORLD THAT ANYONE SHOULD WANT OTHER THAN TRUE LOVE,LIKE THE TRUE LOVE YOU GET FROM YOUR FAMILY AND REAL FRIENDS,NOW THATS TRUE LOVE,SO WHEN YOU HAPPEN TO FIND THAT ONE TRUE LOVE THAT YOUR MOTHER TOLD YOU ABOUT HOLD ON TO IT FOR DEAR LIFE.AND LET THAT PERSON KNOW JUST HOW MUCH YOU REALLY LOVE THEM,AND NEVER,NEVER LET THEM GO FOREVER AND ALWAYS.

The Path
"I’m lost!" azure said with a small hint of fear in her voice. "no where not I know this place!" replied Jamie, only just hiding the fact that he was completely lost. they had been on a simple nature walk when they stopped to have a rest....by the time they realized all the others had gone it was too late.... "there’s only one path here they couldn’t be that far" muttered Jamie. being in his 5th year hiking class he did know allot of these road's but this one was new. there teacher had stumbled across it a year ago and was taking them on a mapping walk to see why it had not been mapped before. azure didn’t want to be here she hated the outdoors no computer no phone...it was hell!! but she met Jamie here a week ago and they have been close ever since! he was nice and sweet, laughed at all her strange joke's and even stuck-up for her when the other guy's hassled her for dressing like a Goth girl... secretly that was why he had fallen for her. he liked that she didn’t ca

Do The Math.....
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you

94% Perfect
Your Life is 94% Perfect You truly have the perfect life. And you probably feel like the luckiest person in the world. You have a great career, family, and personal life. You have it going on! How Perfect is Your Life?

Pisces~blue Eyes
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and eye color VIRGO: Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight wit u babe. Everything u ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. SCORPIO: Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever.... Romantic. Caring. LIBRA: Very pretty or handsome. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Great salespersons...can talk their way into or out of anything and sell you anything. Smoothe talkers. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Can be amaz

Have A Little Faith In Me
Have A Little Faith In Me Lyrics When the road gets dark And you can no longer see Let my love throw a spark And have a little faith in me When the tears you cry Are all you can believe Just give these loving arms a try, baby And have a little faith, faith in me CHORUS: Have a little faith in me Have a little faith in me Have a little faith in me Have a little faith, faith in me And when your secret heart Cannot speak so easily Come here baby From a whisper start To have a little faith in me And when your back's against the wall Just turn around and you will see i will catch your, i will catch your fall Just have a little faith, have faith in me Have a little faith in me Have a little faith in me Have a little faith in me Have a little faith, faith in me Well, I've been loving you for such a long long time Expecting nothing in return Just for you to have a little faith in me You see time, time is our friend 'Cause for us there is no e

Crossdressers With Samurai Swords
MMmmkay, just when I thought I'd seen it all, my friend Tracy links me to a profile of a dude who likes to dress like a chick and carry a samurai sword. Whatever happened to the good old days?

Betrayed By Lust...
Megadeth - Trust Lost in a dream Nothing is what it seems. Searching my head For the words that you said. Tears filled my eyes As we said our last goodbyes. This sad scene replays Of you walking away. My body aches from mistakes Betrayed by lust, We lied to each other so much, That in nothing we trust. Time and again, She repeats let's be friends. I smile and say yes Another truth bends, I must confess... I try to let go, but I know We'll never end 'til we're dust. We lied to each other again But I wish I could trust... My body aches from mistakes Betrayed by lust. We lied to each other so much, That in nothing we trust. How could this be happening to me... I'm lying when I say "Trust me"... I can't believe this is true... Trust hurts... Trust equal suffering... My body aches from mistakes Betrayed by lust. We lied to each other so much, That in nothing we trust. God help me please, on my knees Betrayed by lust. We lied to each oth

Extra On Me
I really love to see a good band! I love supporting fellow artist!. I love to write, dance, make-out, drink coffee, cook, work out (when im in the mood..), eat good food, travel, go shopping, dress up, be in love, get massages, and pamper myself. My all time favorite is a good kiss! I am thee best kisser..! without a doubt.. Im impatient, always late and never answer my phone..(sorry.. bad traits) I am extremely complex, and very creative!! kinda un-realistic- dreamer, and sometimes kinda drab.I read people.. I am blunt, straight forward, I do and say what I feel.. and alot of times are pre-judged as a bitch...however when people actually get to see some of the things we so luckily get to read prior here.. they are amazed at how wrong there judgement was.. Most people that have really gotten to know me all say the same thing! "I have never met anyone like you..you are different than anyone I have ever known" and I take that into high status of compliments! I am that girl that sticks ou

Fixed The Leveling Up Bug..
i caused a bug last night which kept some people from leveling up when they should have. i've fixed it, and your level will move the next time you get points (if appropriate)-- wuwu! -mike

Only Time Will Tell
Only Time Will Tell Our faith so deep, and love so strong I wonder where it all went wrong For we had all the answers then Not sure why, they came and went The times spent together all these years Separated from you , I never feared That I would someday be sitting here Wondering why I shed these tears We failed at this so miserably Please God, take me from this misery Good times and bad, we didn't succeed To stay together, forever it seems Love was in the air back then Our relationship we cannot mend We grew apart as time passed on Not quite sure though, what went wrong You went your way, I went mine All things considered, that was fine I don't know exactly when it happened But we were unhappy and now its ended As time does pass within my life I will remember us as man & wife The pain will ease for me someday Right now it hurts for me to say My love, so true, to someone else The feelings I carry are so intense True love is waiting, no more so

About Drumming
drumming and drums are my life i have been playing drums for 5 years and i am actually pretty good i play a variety of metal rock and other things but no country for me but my drum set is really big i have 8 cymbals , 5 toms, 2 snares a main snare and an effects snare , a double bass pedal, a cow-bell and a tambourine and thats about it for my drum set for now --shaun

No More Tears
The light in the window is a crack in the sky A stairway to darkness in the blink of an eye A levee of tears to learn she'll never be coming back The man in the dark will bring another attack Your momma told you that you're not supposed to talk to strangers Look in the mirror tell me do you think your life's in danger here ya No more tears Another day passes as the night closes in The red light goes on to say it's time to begin I see the man around the corner waiting does to see me ? I close my eyes and wait to hear the sound of someone screaming here No more tears So now that it's over can't we just say good-bye? I'd like to move an and make the most of the night Maybe a kiss before I leave you this way Your lips are so cold Idon't know what else to say I never wanted it to end this way my love my darling Believe me when I say to you in love I think I'm falling here No more tears

What Can 500 Comments Get You? Only 7 Spots Left
A pair of diamond earrings to keep or have me give to someone special if you are one of the first 10 people to come ask about it. Please stop by with questions and move quick...only 500 comments is a STEAL!

This Sucks
was alone on christmas, another friend died in Iraq, and yet another relative died, to many deaths for one year for me to take, I am going insane in my own quiet little hell, I am finaly free of the women who has made my life hell for the last to years while she was out with her boyfriends I was single simply because the paper work was not done yet, I can say that is a highlight that I am still doing ok, she even had me served on the day I found out my brother was dieing, then she had me served again the day I went down to go get him, she pushed me for weeks after that once I was back to sign the papers, but I held out, and for the right to see my daughter it is going to cost me alot I dont even care to put the figures up but its not cheep, this state sucks, any other state would have me pay like 200 a mo. but here its over 400 and o its just frustrating, but any way my mom is always busy now since my brother died, my daughter is almost never in my life, but not by choice and I spend e

E-mail
Hey, to my true friends on here. If you want to keep in contact with me more often, here are my e-mail addresses. I plan to be on e-mail a lot more than here. Much love to you all! TasteofHeaven_1@hotmail.com TasteofHeaven_1@yahoo.com Hugs, Rayne

Cruel World
well it sure is a cruel world we're livin in people. when u can have suttin that is so good and piss it away u know u've fucked up royally. i'll never forgive myself. i've given up my soulmate because i was stupid enough to believe dumb bitches. chris chris when are u gunna fuckin learn kid. damn. i will never forgive myself

Thanks Caustic Truths Magazine!!!!!!!!!
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A Marine Goes To College
A Marine was attending a college course between missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. The professor, an avowed atheist, shocked the class one day when he walked in, looked toward the ceiling, and said loudly, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent and the professor began his lecture. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God still waiting." It got down to the last minute when the Marine stood up, walked toward the professor and threw his best punch knocking him off the platform and out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat down. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor came to, noticeab ly shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What is the matter with you? Why did you do that?" The Marine calmly replied, "God is busy today protecting America's soldiers who are protecting your right to behave like

The Answers
THE ANSWERS WE HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR: Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for suck here. Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a french kiss, but only "down under." Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But then they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch .

Love Sux
i have the most perfect guy for me and he doesnt see me... i mean physically, but also its like he doesnt see how much i really care.... wat i would do for him, and how much shit i have gone through to be with him for the past FOUR years..... how can u go away from some one that u say u truly love.. i still cant see. its been three months, but i still cant see...he is losing me... slowly he is losing me... he will never find another girl like me, why cant he see?? god i dnt even kno wat else to say... execpt goodbye my love.... goodbye..

How To Make A Woman Happy
Oldie but a goodie and so TRUE How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. not look at other girls AND AT

The Wager
Two Muslim families emigrated from Saudi Arabia to America. When they arrived, the two fathers made a friendly wager. In a year's time, whichever family had become more Americanized, would win. One year later they met again. The first man said, "My son plays baseball, I had McDonalds for breakfast and I'm on my way to pick up a case of Bud; how about you?" The second man replied, "Fuck you towelhead."

Hot Linking, Ask First
There was a story on Digg that concerned hot linking and what the person done to stop people on myspace using his bandwith and image. Now usually its polite to ask if its ok to hot link to someones image or anything else they have online, because they may be paying for thier own hosting and once the traffic goes up, then they get charged. Well this happened to him, at first it was small and didn't dent the bandwith he was paying for, so he let it go. But then the hits jumped and he was starting to look at a big bill for the bandwith used. So he changed the image that everyone was hot linking to, and waited to see what happened. Lets just say it was a very nasty pic LOL. Now would i have done the same thing when a simple block line would have stopped them? Yes because its so funny to see what people would say when they realise that the image has changed. Yes its nasty to do, but it teaches people a lesson that its polite to ask first.

Mick Jagger Sang A Song Called
Well, that's exactly what I am. Just a disposable friend that can be cast aside the moment someone better comes along. I'm not special enough she said about me. I know. I've always known. Therefore, I walk alone.

The Deer Hunter
FOR THE WIVES OF DEER HUNTER A man and his friend were enjoying Deer Hunting Season in rural Arkansas near a blacktop highway. A huge buck walked by and the hunter carefully drew his bow and took aim, before he could release his arrow, his friend pointed at a funeral procession passing on the road below their deer stand. The hunter slowly let off the pressure on his bow, took off his hat, bowed his head and closed his eyes in prayer. His friend was amazed. "Wow, that is the most thoughtful and touching thing I have ever seen.You are the kindest man I have ever known." The hunter shrugged. "Yeah, well, we were married for 35 years."

Welcom
There are thing out there that seem boring. Now I can be a boring guy but I look for excitment were ever I can find it. Now I seem to find sex my form of excitement now I admit (thing that how you spell that) that I'm a sex addicted. I have studied the Kamma Sutria and read countless books. I have an exwife and a girlfriend but I feel disconnected. I do care for my girlfriend it not like I don't care and I don't care. What the fuck is wrong with me?

Left Out Again...
It's NFL playoff time, and once again, I'm left out. I'm one of those poor bastards that's stuck rooting for the Cardinals because I was born here and I'm loyal to my home state. Not all is lost if they hire a decent coach though. Denny Green had to go. This was the most talented team I've seen since they got here and he took them to 5-11?! I personally wish they'd throw a ton of money at Pete Carrol, I don't have a lot of confidence in the current coaching pool. Oh well, at least I have my Suns baby! After the Super Bowl, they're the only thing going on until next September besides baseball and fishing between spring and fall. (The D-Backs will suck again this year) Let's see if Nash can make it 3 mvps in a row and bring us a freakin title here.

The Mother-in-law
A man, his wife, and his mother-in-law went on vacation to the Holy Land. While they were there, the mother-in-law passed away. The undertaker told them, "You can have her shipped home for $5,000, or you can bury her here in the Holy Land for $150.00. "The man thought about it and told him he would just have her shipped home. The undertaker asked, "Why would you spend $5,000 to ship your mother-in-law home, when it would be wonderful to have her buried here and spend only $150.00?" The man replied, "A man died here 2,000 years ago, was buried here, and three days later he rose from the dead. I just can't take that chance."

Section Leader
Well, as many of you know band has started again (hurrayyy) ne way. it already has been a very difficult year, and its only the beginning. it started with me not getting something that a really truly wanted, Section Leader. The reason I wanted to be section leader was so I could help people in becoming not only a better musician, but a better person as zach and carrie have done for me. I know that being section leader would be very difficult, but its worse not being it, for me. After not getting section leader, I was able to get past it by thinking that i still would be able to help others. I was looking forward to it. But I soon realized that without the title comes NOO respect. Trying to get someone to listen to me in band is like trying to move a brick wall. I get the same response everytime I try and help "I dont have to listen to you, your not section leader". Nothing drives me more insane because it is kinda true. I mean i do have some sort of power being upper classmen

Football Game
A guy took his blonde girlfriend to her first football game. They had great seats right behind their team's bench. After the game, he asked her how she liked the experience. "Oh, I really liked it," she replied, "especially the tight pants and all the big muscles, but I just couldn't understand why they were killing each other over 25 cents." Dumbfounded, her date asked, "What do you mean?" "Well, they flipped a coin, one team got it and then for the rest of the game, all they kept screaming was: 'Get the quarter back! Get the quarter back!' I'm like... Hellooooo? It's only 25 cents!

Please Hope This Soldier Is Found Alieve
I don't know him well but my mom's bf who is on myspace.com got told by a woman that her son who is a soldier in Irag is MIA (Missing in Action) in Irag, she had received a call to inform her of that a couple days ago and lets give her family hope that her son will be found safe and alive which is very unlikely but hope that the season of miracles will find her son well and in good health even though it is very unlikey, but hope I will be wrong, but for the past couple of years this war has gotten very bad, and many men and women, and soldiers had been found dead or severely wounded, in my mind I give great respect for the women and men serving in Irag, and feel what they are doing is protecting us, but in my personal opinion I believe this war is a no win situation, and I give no respect what bush thinks is right cause this war is not worth losing the men and women we deeply care and give respect to and believe it is time for our men and women to come home and for this country to repa

Worlds Shortest Fairy Tale
Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl "Will you marry me?" The girl said, "NO!" And the guy lived happily ever after and went fishing, hunting and played golf a lot and drank beer and farted whenever he wanted. THE END

Can't Let Go.
Hah, it'll all end someday like it or not. Anger never wins. I took a wrong turn, but I'll simply fade away, burn out, turn to dust. I'll go quietly into the night like a pussy. But I promise to annoy the fuck out of you ...forever.

Devotions
December 26 - Daily Feast Early winter mornings have a special quality, a clarity where long thin shadows and ice crystals in emerald and topaz lie on the grasses. With the exception of a chortling blue jay there is little noise - as though everything bedded down last night and it reluctant to come out. A red tail hawk in search of breakfast rides the air currents far overhead where it can spot anything moving. It is strange that nature pays so little attention to what we think is beautiful in their domain - but it is equally strange that we are so oblivious to the supernatural that waits on us to recognize it. ~ The Great Spirit is our fathers, but the earth is our mother. She nourishes us, and what we put into the ground, she returns to us. ~ BEDAGI - WABANKI, 1900 'A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II' by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - December 26 "The way of knowledge is like our old way of hunting. You begin with a mere trai

How Can I Explain
How can I explain... how things are. How I wish they would be better how it might always be the same. How can I expect... more than what is. you to understand. How do I express... the hurt that I feel the thoughtlessness that I experience the way life REALLY IS. I can't MAKE YOU... see things as they are. Understand how I feel. Think more of US instead of just YOU. Sometimes I feel... So alone. So hurt. So powerless. I try to... put myself in your shoes. think of how I can make things better. not to be such a bitch. But HOW do I explain???? I can do only so much. I have feelings too. What you don't do DOES hurt. That being together should not mean always feeling alone....

Ughhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
WELL LAST NIGHT MY SISTER WRECKED MY OTHERS SISTERS CAR......WE ALL HAVE INSURANCE SO ITS NOT A BAD THING ......THE BAD THING IS SHE WAS FUCKING DRUNK ,FUKED UP HER FACE AND THE WHOLE TIME THE ONLY THING SHE WORRIED ABOUT IS IF HER BOYFRIEND IS PISSED AT HER AND I GOT SO MAD I WANTED TO JUST KICK HER IN THE ASS BUT INSTEAD I CAME HOME TOOK CARE OF HER CALLED THE COPS IN THE MORNING PLUS MY SISTER WHOS CAR SHE WRECKED AND ITS ALL HANDLED BUT THE THING THATS PISSED ME OFF IS SHE DOESNT SEEM TO GET IT U CANT DRINK AND DRIVE AND FUK SOMEONES CAR UP THEN EXPECT EVERYONE ELSE TO TAKE CARE OF IT....BUT SHE IS MY SISTER SO UGHHHHH......JUST VENTING....

I Think I Am Going To Delete My Account!
ok! as of lately, i have been having some problems ! nothing on here, just some personal problems. and i am just tired of all the drama. so, it is with heavy heart that i tell you that effective 1/10/2007, i will be deleteing this account! if you want to stay in touch with me, hit me up on yahoo or myspace. jaxxx469 for yahoo messenger, or, http://www.myspace.com/jaxxx1974. it was not you guys, you were great . but, unfortunately, it is time to move on. i will miss you guys and once everything gets straightened out , i might pop back on here again!so, leave me some comments and let me knowwhat you think? if i get enough , i might just stay! but, time will only tell. love all of you guys! later p.s.,if you want me to stay , leave me a message or a comment telling me that you want mw to stay! i might change my mind. it is nice to see if there is people out there who care. !

Control The Beast.
Too innocent and therefore too naive. I let them steal my shovels. I wasn't a fighter, but that doesn't mean I wasn't angry. We all get angry. I feel very capable of murder, but sometimes, restriction is necessary. I wanted to kill him ruthlessly. Control yourself.

Friendship...
There is nothing... that can ever be compared or treasured to a friendship that is great and can never be measured. Meaning for friend... One who cares and will stick with you always... through good or bad, through sunshine or even on rainy days. A true friend will... smile and laugh with you during times you're glad... and is right there to console and embrace you when you're sad. Great friends are those... who can always trust one another... and will treat you as if you were their sister or brother. A funny thing... some friends are willing to even share things with other friends before they would with their parents or siblings! Friends will always... Respect one another and encourage, Give inspiration to help the other to improve with courage. Remember this... A TRUE friend will always do right by you. They would never intentionally harm or deceive you. My final word... there is nothing in life like a true friend. If true from the heart,

Men And Women
Difference between Men and Women 1. A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he wants. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want. 2. A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. 3. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. 4. To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot & love him a little. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot & not try to understand her at all. 5. Married men live longer than single men - but married men are a lot more willing to die. 6. Any married man should forget his mistakes - there's no use in two people remembering the same thing. 7. Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed. Women somehow deteriorate during the night. 8. A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change & she does. 9. A

More Devotion
Cherokee Feast of Day by Joyce Sequichie Hifler Country sounds abound on a cold winter evening. A cow bawls, dogs bark, voices carry across the frozen land. Evening brings the comforting thought of home. Wood for the fire, soup for supper, a cat stretching on the window sill and waiting to be fed. And winter sunsets are the essence of all that is beautiful. The last few minutes before the sun goes down, it fires the horizon with live embers, hazes the hills with blue, and then turns deep purple, red, and gold - gilding the treetops and reflecting in window panes. If there are a few gray hours in winter, far more are filled with thoughts of home, sharing, and time to enjoy it. ~ I beseech you.... by everything you hold sacred and dear.... arise to the dignity and grandeur of your honored position as the father of your gallant little band, shake off the fetters of the Bad Spirit.... ~ KEOKUK 1832 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Alright, My Playoff Pics
I'm a little late on this, doing it tonight, but I'll be honest, I was predicting a Chiefs victory over the Colts, which as you might know, didn't happen. I was right about Seattle beating Dallas, except I didn't expect the game to be that close, and Dallas should've won if it wasn't for that bobbled snap. If my Cardinals can't be in the playoffs, then I'll cheer for anyone playing the Cowboys. Here's the rest of my playoff pics. New England 31-N.Y Jets 21. Philidelphia 27-N.Y. Giants 10. 2nd round. Baltimore 27-Colts 21 New England 21-San Diego 17 (upset pic) Chicago 34-Seattle 21 Philidelphia 31-New Orleans 27 (kind of an upset pic) Conference Championship New England 24-Baltimore 17 Chicago 27-Philidelphia 21 Super Bowl Chicago 31-New England 24 Okay, I did the points more for fun, who knows how that will work. Obviously any of these could go any way, but there's my NFL postseason prediction, I like the Bears to win it all, and New Engl

I Talked To Her
the chick that took it all away and stole what was mine. it seems shes been fucked the same way that i have and now she wants a shoulder to cry on but im not gonna let her be all alone like i was ive been there and it sucks to be kicked to the side and pregnant and royaly fucked with out a place to go.so now she knows what itried to tell her ..what people triedd to tell me ..but nw she understands ..im sorry

October, And It Suits Me! :) Lol
pick your birthday month and read it, then post in comments whatever you are and if it fits... JANUARY=PIMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE. FEBRUARY=SMARTS Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making f

I Hate This "life" Thing....
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