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Please Read And Help If You Can!!!
Please read and help if you can Ok people!!! I need some help. It is that time again; my girls are getting ready to do the Fashion Show for American Girl, to benefit the Aubrey Rose Foundation. I have never asked for help like this in the past, it just came to me that the girls may be able to raise more money if I try to advertise more for them. There are many ways for people to help. If you can help in any way, please let me know. The money goes to a good cause, and it is a tax deduction for you if you choose to do so. You may check out everything on the web site www.aubreyrose.org. Ok the ways to help my girls out. 1. Donate money. I prefer checks; they are easier to keep together. You can do cash, MO, checks, or credit cards. 2. You may send an item for a silent auction. The item must be valued at $100 or more. This can be a gift certificate or a craft item. 3. Buy an ad in the program. These ads are going to be viewed by at least 2000 people in one weekend. If you ca

Menage A'moi, Terms For Female Masturbation:
Yet another ripped out of my mail Man, I'm a lazy SOB But I still think it's funny 5 Digit Disco Buzzing the honey hole Backslappin' Betty Bailing out the Gravy Boat Beaver bashin' Bouncing the bearded clam Buffing the box Buffing the jewel Buttering up the whisker biscuit Clam twiddlin' jamboree Critter crammin' Damming the beaver Dialing "O" on the little pink telephone Diddling miss daisy Diggin' for clams Digitis Erectus Fingering the fountain Flicking the minnow Friday night lip service Frosting the muffin of love Giving yourself the finger Going for the gooey duct Impeaching Bush Juicing the clam Let your fingers do the walking Lip smacking Petting the kitty Piddly Diddler Playing the squeezebox Pokin' the pie Polishing the little pink pearl Pumping the kooter Punchin' the chipmunk Reading in Braille Riding the clitorisauras Romancing th

The Fields Of Looming Regrets
Raping Harvest of the early mourn. Slashing down the youthful grain. As they all fall. Slowly into dirt. Watching the rippling skys above. Dreams of heresy. My eyes are open and my heart closed tight. Letting nothing but the miasmic fog to seep in. Death on the winds. God, she is hungry, starving under your influince. A withering mess of our former selves. Like a beating in the moonless night. Shadows of our devils. Shoving us all throught the crushing gears. Pulverised and comprimised, like woodchips in the morgue. This is the year end celebration, death on the doorstep waiting for the chime. And as the day light breaks the pain becomes more indearing. Like a blanket of tears washing through. Thin and sour. Torn asunder. Sow as u reap and rape as u witness. Salvation in the cloud of churning dirt. Nonsence. Another memorie which we never experince. Dreams infiltrating reality. Spys to our own court. Help us tend to the field of graves. I.R.M. 09/01/07

A New Chapter...
With my hormones finally dropping to a 1...the signal of the end of my miscarriage was finally at hand. I really wanted to wait for the ever elusive zero but I was told a 1 is about the same. So the chapter of my life begins post miscarriage #2. I am at a really odd place now. My body is back to normal for the most part though there is lingering pelvic pain from time to time but I think the mental scars are going to take the longest to heal. I worry about the pelvic pain but realize that most likely it is to be expected going through the miscarriage as long as I did. I am terrified that something is wrong with me and that we will never be able to get pregnant again. Mike keeps telling me we will but that it will take time. I also think that there is a part of me that is afraid of sex because sex makes babies and babies can be lost. I am SOOO afraid of making that venture again though the pain in my stomach has not helped matters much. I am thinking about making a dr appt soon

Weird Dreams
I have been having some weird dreams lately. I wonder what they mean. Theres this one where Im in like a boot camp and I have to run a race to get home. When I finally win it I go to my mothers house, I keep texting matt but he won't answer me. We are not together anymore but I want him back. I seem to wake up before I get back together with him. What could this mean? Every dream that I have had, ends up like that. Me not with Matt... What do you guys think?

Poem
Sitting in a corner, Darkness covers the walls. In desolation, the screams well up inside. In the wake of her existance she loses perspective on things. The shadows in the real world haunt her in her dreams. Tortured soul and angered life. she watches the blood flow from her arms. Long shirts and avoidance fill her daily routine. Ignorance is always bliss. Abuse and drugs, thats what people say happened to her life. Her parents hate her, and the world is out to get her. The help she wants, she cant get. The thing she wants, no-one will give. She wants to be held. to be told that she matters to someone. She just wants people to prove that they arent all the same.

Trojan
TROJAN CONDOM COMPANY, INC. 6969 SLIPPERY ROOT DRIVE DROP TROUSER, NC 21692 May,07,2005 Dear Mr. TomTom We regret to inform you that we have rejected your applications to model and represent our product, Trojan Condoms. Although your general physical appearance is not displeasing, our Board of Directors feel that your wearing our product in advertisements does not portray a positive, romantic image for our product. A loose, baggy, and wrinkled condom is not considered romantic. We did admire your efforts to try and keep it on by using Poly-Grip, but even then it slipped off before we could get the photographs taken. We would like to note, however, that your's is the first we have seen that looked like a bicycle grip. We appreciate your interest, and would like to thank you for your time. We will retain your application for possible future consideration. If by chance we decide there is a market for mini-condoms, we will contact you. We se

45 Of The Most Random Things You Probably Never Needed To Know About Someone
45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someonewhats your name spelt backwards?:nitsuD What did you do last night?:Played Legend of Zelda until my eyes bled The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?:music Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?:YES! not for ages though Last time you swam in a pool?:last summer What are you wearing?:forest camo shirt and black shorts How many cars have you owned?:none Type of music you dislike most?:hardcore screaming bullshit that you can't understand what's being said Are you registered to vote?:I think I am, but if I am, i've lost my card Do you have cable?:YES What kind of computer do you use?:HP Pavilion vx74 Ever made a prank phone call?:yes! You like anyone right now?:Yes Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?:NO Furthest place you ever traveled?:Oregon What's your favorite comic strip?:Garfield! Do u know all the words to the national anthem?:Yes Shower, morning or night?:Whenever I get up.. USUALLY mornin

Just A Heads Up
I am still alive, waiting on some high speed internet, so that is why I am not on here much. It just takes way to damn long to navigate this page with dial-up. Hope all of my friends are well and that you all had a great holidays. If anyone would like to get in touch with me you can email me at stuepdassol@aol.com or contact me on myspace, I check it a lot more regularly. my myspace: http://www.myspace.com/Stue_pidassol hope to hear from you soon.

Me
All about yourself...the survey. All about yourself... First name?:: julie Middle name?:: not tellin Like your name?:: no but ill live Named after anyone?:: dont know Any nicknames?:: princess, jo jo jewelz Age?:: 19 Birthdate?:: 31 july 87 Birthplace?:: missouri...cow town Time you were born?:: 6:08 pm Current location?:: kc mo Height?:: 5'4 Like your height?:: im fuckin short.... Eye color?:: brown Contacts/glasses?:: glasses i hate contacts... Hair color?:: depends on the week Natural hair color?:: blonde Dye your hair often?:: all the time Righty or lefty?:: lefty Your favorite... Type of music?:: country Band or singer?:: ummm kenny chesney TV show?:: NSCI, CSI, CSI MIAMI SPONGEBOB Movie?:: right now...snakes on a plane TV channel?:: depends on what channel spongebob or csi comes on Radio station?:: dont have one Place to be?:: in someone elses arms being loved Thing to do?:: right now sleep.... Food?:: i love alo

10 Good Things About Being A Guy.
1. You don't have to curl up to a hairy ass every night. 2. Same work - more pay. 3. You don't care if nobody notices your new haircut. 4. Foreplay is optional. 5. Nobody wonders if you swallow. 6. Your orgasms are real. 7. Porn movies are designed for you. 8. Your ass is never a factor in a job interview. 9. Car mechanics always tell you the truth. 10. You can be a genius - when you're plugged into your wife. HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD LAUGH!

Basic Skills
Shutdown Definition Shutdown means stopping all psychic activity, totally but temporarily. Closing all psychic perceptions lets you stop to understand what you have experienced. It helps you recover from emotional surprise or shock and return to reality. When psychic experiences frighten you, take a step back and relax. Breathe. Consider whether you really need to shut down, or whether you’d do better to think things over. Shutting down means you will have to completely stop thinking about what happened. Sometimes this may not be helpful. If thinking about the experience bothers you too much, or makes your energy feel bad, go ahead and shut down for a while. If, instead, you can stop using the ability for a few minutes, sit back, and think, do that instead. Shutting down all abilities is an extreme step. It can always be reversed, but it will take some effort to open again. The section on personal changes discusses frightening experiences in detail. Shutting Down Shutdown h

Acid Bath/god Machine
The God machine is hungry For individualism and ripe brains The skull farmers do their rain dance And pray the machine falls to sleep She holds me close And whispers wet "there are cannibals among us." Mad in love with dry dead boys In the backs of Abandoned cars Smoking the bones of children Plotting the murder of love Strapped into the chair The needle now descends As they lick their cracking lips Their twitching never ends Blood beneath their finger nails, Swallow all my pain Dirty needles break the skin Suck hard as I drain Drain me Drain me Sunken eyes, a twisted spine A whiter shade of pale Rockabilly man come to pound the coffin nails Inject my stomach full of Cockroach eggs Their machine is coming carried on a million legs Waking in the sleep of reason Winter is the forever season Lick thy mother's bleeding lips From this glass of hate we sip Fuck the glass we pump the keg Kill conception at the egg Her chin is wet with someone's hate Love,

A Collection Of Jokes To Offend Everyone
A Collection of Jokes to Offend Everyone What's the best form of birth control after 50? Nudity What's the difference between a girlfriend and a wife? 45 lbs. What's the difference between a boyfriend and a husband? 45 minutes. Why is it so hard to find men who are caring, kind, and good looking? Because those men already have boyfriends. What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog? After a year, the dog is still excited to see you. What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intention of driving. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What has a whole bunch of little balls and screws old ladies? Bingo machine. What's the difference between a porcupine and a BMW? A porcupine has the pricks on the outside. Why did God create alcohol? So ugly people could have sex, too. What did the blonde

Therapy Day...
Yucky, I hate therapy day...The drained feeling, the tiredness in my eyes...what a crap way to feel when it is such a beautiful day outside. Oh well...I start to settle into the post therapy blah, no use in fighting this battle I alway lose... but wait in the kitchen what is that sound... OMG, the girls have found a giant sheet of giant bubble wrap-after streching it out on the kitchen tile they are now bouncing on it giggling wildly at the noise they are creating! Even little kassandera has joined the game! and POOF my therapy day blues are shed and I cant help but to smile... Thank you girls, you have reminded me once again of where to find joy...in the little things, in the things that touch my heart... Thank you my sweet angels. (which reminds me Darlin Anjel [Amber] left today so I am now on my own with the three girls...I am thanking them now, but I bet in a day or two I'm grumpin about them...lol..they are toddlers after all!)

News Headlines That Make You Wonder
Crack Found on Governor's Daughter Imagine that! Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says No, really? Police Begin Campaign to Run Down Jaywalkers Now that's taking things a bit far! Is There a Ring of Debris Around Uranus? Whaaat?? Panda Mating Fails; Veterinarian Takes Over What a guy! Miners Refuse to Work After Death No-good-for-nothing' lazy so-and-sos! Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant See if that works any better than a fair trial! War Dims Hope for Peace I can see where it might have that effect! If Strike Isn't Settled Quickly, It May Last Awhile You think?! Cold Wave Linked to Temperatures Who would have thought! ? Enfield (London) Couple Slain; Police Suspect Homicide They may be on to something! Red Tape Holds Up New Bridges You mean there's something stronger than duct tape?! Man Struck By Lightning: Faces Battery Charge He probably IS the battery charge New Study of Obesity Loo

Gray Skies
CLOUDS OF GRAY ROLLED IN THAT DAY COVERING OUR CLEAR BLUE SKY, AND I BEGAN TO WONDER...WHY?? THEN CAME THE RAIN THAT CAUSED OUR HEARTS SO MUCH PAIN MAKING ME FEEL THERE WAS NOTHING LEFT TO GAIN. I TOLD MYSELF...SOMEDAY THE SKY WOULD CLEAR AND TAKE AWAY ALL THE TEARS. MY FRIENDS ALL SAID I LOVED YOU IN VAIN....TO FACE THE STORM WITH ALL IT'S RAIN...AND ALL IT'S PAIN.'THINGS HAVE TO GET WORSE BEFORE THEY CAN GET BETTER' THEY SAY, 'LOOK AT ALL YOU HAVE' THEY SAY, SOMEDAY YOU WILL SEE THROUGH THE RAIN AND BEGIN A NEW DAY. BUT THE RAIN KEPT COMMING BRINGING MORE PAIN. EACH DAY THAT HAD PASSED I HOPED FOR THERE TO BE A BREAK....TO SEE THE SILVER LINING...TO SHOW THIS WAS NOT OUR FATE..BUT THE SUN IT NEVER CAME. JUST AS I FELT I COULD NO LONGER STAND ALL THIS PAIN I REALIZED I WAS THE ONE CAUSING ALL THE RAIN (AND THE PAIN).. SO I CLOSE MY EYES AND SEE YOU, WITH YOUR EYES OF THE BRIGHTEST BLUE, THAT MAKE ME SEE ALL THAT WAS TRUE...I STOPPED THE RAIN BUT , NOT THE PAIN..AND AGAIN I BEGAN TO W

Alyssa Lies -- Stop Child Abuse
=== 'RockStar Firemans Wifey..RIDER' spewed forth the following at '2007-01-09 10:48:20'.. > > REPOST TO STOP CHILD ABUSE..... > > > > >VERY SAD BUT TRUE SONG.LETS STOP THIS FROM HAPPENING TO ONE OF OURS

What You Don't Know
The more I look around here the more I think people have forgotten the important stuff. How many of you know anything about your friends? Or have even sent a message asking? Perhaps we all are not just another pretty face. Behind every person here there is a life, a story and I am sure and interesting one. I don't open up to people. I try not to get close to people. Anyhow I thought I would tell whoever cares to read this blog a little about my family. I have 4 Children. Identical Twin Girls--Taylor and Tatiana they are 8 years old. Then I have my son Trevor who is 7. Finally I have a 3year old name Torie or as she likes to be called "George" (Long story ---think bugs bunny and the abomnibale snow man) Every one of my kids has some sort of delay or disability. Taylor is OCD(obsessive compulsive) she suffers from anxiety as well and is on meds to help with it. Tatiana has Mild Cerebral Palsy and some learning problems. She walks but her muscles are very weak and she tires easily. W

This Is So True
I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home. You get kicked out when you're too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work. You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You do drugs, alcohol, you party, you get ready for high school. You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating in a sea of relaxation.and you finish off as an orgasm. Now that's life!

It's Official!
Thanks so much to my new cherry loving friends. I have officially become a cherry! It doesn't take long to get a particular status as long as you socialize and that's what I've been doing. It has been a fun ride and I plan to continue dutifully! Hope to see you all around really soon. Remember; cherries are not only a good food source but also some of the greatest people you'll ever eat, I mean meat! Smile!

Blowjob Etiquette
Blowjob Etiquette for Men! 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from

Be My Valentine?
This is the "Valentine Application" Everyone knows there's at least one person on cherry tap that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.

Angel Is Back
yes im back but not full force... still not feel 100% yet but im gettign there.. hope u guys havent missed me to much.might not be here as much as before but i am i will be back full force as soon as i am 100%.. miss u all!

D In Hospital
Hey everyone. My name is Jessica – I am Derik’s roommate. I have some sad news. Derik was hit by a car last Sunday night around 6:00. He was getting some food and accidentally walked in front of a car. He suffered a concussion but is doing OK but he wanted me to send this out to everyone! Have a good day!

Beer Vs Pussy...
A beer is always wet. A pussy needs encouragement. Advantage: Beer. Having an ice cold beer makes you satisfied. Having an ice cold pussy makes you Hillary Clinton. Advantage: Beer. 24 beers come in a box. A pussy is a box you can come in. Advantage: Pussy If you come home smelling like beer, your wife may get mad. If you come home smelling like pussy, she will definitely get mad. Advantage: Beer. Buy too much beer and you will get fat. Buy too much pussy and you will get poor. Advantage: Tie It is socially acceptable to have a beer in the stands at a football game. You are a legend if you have a pussy in the stands at a football game. Advantage: Pussy If a cop smells beer on your breath, you are going to get a breathalyzer. If a cop smells pussy on your breath, you are going to get a high five. Advantage: Pussy Wearing a condom does not make a beer any less enjoyable. Advantage: beer. Pussy can make you see God. Beer can make you see the porce

Friendship Requests
Ok, obviously nothing I say means anything. I just accepted a bunch of friendship requests (most of which people obviously never read my blast or profile). I guess we'll see what kind of friend you are going to be now and how many will be deleted in a couple of weeks when you can't come and talk to me. I doubt that you bother to read this. Remember, you made the offer for the friendship so you are now on trial. If you fail to show the qualities of a friendship (i.e. chat with me, rate photos, check out blasts, etc....), you will cease being on my friends list.

Bitches
SO LET ME JUST VENT ABOUT THIS PATHETIC ASS CUNT MY BEST FRIEND DATES!! SHE'S A WHORE THAT SLEPT WITH GOD KNOWS HOW MANY DUDES SHE SAYS SHE STOP COUNTING AFTER 46 AND THE BITCH HAS BEEN MARRIED ONCE AND DIVORCED ALREADY ... DID I MENTION SHE IS ONLY 22? OK BACK TO THE WHORE .. SHE THINKS SHE IS THE GREATIST THING THAT HIT THIS EARTH BUT ILL BE HONEST THE BITCH IS UGLY AS FUCK! SHE HAS ANICE SET OF TITS AND THATS IT, HER FACE IS BOOTY, HAIR DRIED OUT AND NAPPY, SKIN SO WHITE YOU CAN SEE THROUGH, FAKE AS FUCK!!!!!, NO ASS AND HAS A LITTLE CHUB TO BOOT! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM SHE DONT WANT HIM TO HANG OUT WITH ANY..LET ME REPEAT..ANY .. FRIENDS! HE THINKS HE IS FALLING FOR HER BUT THEN HE SAYS HE FUCKING CAN'T STAND HER...R U KIDDING ME? WHAT TYPE OF SHIT IS THIS? THEN THE BITCH HAS THE NERVE TO TRY AND START SOME SHIT WITH ME AND NOW I FEEL IT IS MY RESPONSIBILITY TO SAVE MY BEST FRIEND AND BEAT THE LIVING FUCK OUT OF THIS GIRL. SHE REMINDS ME OF A CRACKED OUT VERSION OF ANNA N

Oh My God I Am So Sick Of It!!!!!!!!!!
Well things living in hell are getting no better here at all.Today I woke up and had a little note left for me that said"Betty, can you please do some cleaning around here, you two use things and areas around here too- I'm tired of doing everything or making the kids AND NO MORE SMOKING IN THE HOUSE IT STINKS BATHROOM-top to bottom Trash-kitchen, bathroom Kitchen-counters and stove dishes, Ice trays, sink and sweep floor Well let me explain something I clean up after me and adam we cook our own food and when I am done before I even sit down to eat I clean up my mess and I always clean the bathroom after we are done bathing. So this really pisses me off I dont dirty the dishes or anything else. I know Tab the bitch was behind this yet again she is starting shit. I dont know what the hell we are gonna do but I know tonight shit is gonna hit the fan when we have the the meeting tonight. I will write what happens later

Brian's Story~~a Man's Perspective
My ex g/f and I lost twins. She miscarried. To us that was still our children. She was not far into the pregnancy but they had souls. We still honor the day of the miscarriage and although we are not together , we are best of friends and consider each other to be the parent of our children. Written and permission granted by: Brian (user #505724) Brian`* Read my blogs to know me*'~ gollumsdesire on yahoo~@ CherryTAP

Genetically Modified Food
Genetically modified food has it been in your body? If you have ever bought those vine ripened tomatoes that look super red and pretty in those fancy plastic containers you have eaten gm food. Those tomatoes originate from flavr savr the first FDA approved gm food. The Flavr Savr tomato ripens on the vine – resulting in fuller flavor. It is modified so that it remains firm after harvesting. A modification of this gm food is still in the market. You think it ends in tomatoes? Most soybeans, cotton, corn and canola in the US are GM in one way or another. Unlike organic, and treated foods gm food DO NOT need labels. The soybean has been gm with DNA from leeches to give it the chewier consistency. That is why those veggie burgers all those health nuts like have the consistency of meat. GM Disaster... The tryptophan disaster in the end of the 1980-ies and beginning of 1990-ies killed 37 and permanently disabled 1.500 people in the US in a very painful disease called eosonop

Naughty Poll
table border="0" cellspacing="3" cellpadding="3" width="375" style="font-size: 10px; font-family: verdana,arial,sans; color: 000000; background: FFFFFF; border: 2px solid 3F0844;"> NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?More than 15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Regular Panties 8. Have you ever had anal sex?No, not for me 9. What is your favorite position?Girl on top, I like to be in control 10. How often do you masturbate?Maybe once a month 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, just as a gag 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?No, I'm straight as can be 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had mult

My Sorrows
My scars are herre, for all to see. The inside scars are easier to hide. The outside scars cannot be hidden. Those that know me will see them easier. I am always in the dark, it's where I love to be. I cry to myself, so that noone knows.

You Want To Get With This?
She walks into the bar, like one hip at a time. She looks at me on stage, and stares the whole night. The gig was playin' hot, the music had it all. She trys to catch my eyes, by showing me she's tall. Her top came off back stage, she looked me in the eyes. She said "you wanna touch?", said "no" to her suprise. Dropped her skirt on the floor, turned around and showed it off. I had left the room, and hoped I pissed her off. She followed me outside, where it was getting cold. I lost her in the night, came back and closed the door. Groupies are funny chics, that want you in every way. They try to show it off, in hopes that they can stay. A hug is all you get, One smile and be on your way. You wanna get with this, but I don't wanna play.

To All Who Read This
What would you do if you could alter reality? I have a long list of things i would do but i am curious what you would do. I will make a list in my next blog of the things i would do if i could alter reality but first i would like some input on the things you (the reader) would do.

How To Get A Salute Verified
Ok I get asked all the time so here we go: Take a saluet pic as according to the guidelines: Salute Guidelines 1. Go to the top left hand of your screen.Click the photos button. 2.Then click the album where ur salute is. 3.Right under the album title is a button" tag a photo in this folder as a salute" click it the screen will refresh. 4.Now scroll down to ur salute and you will see a red "salute" button click it and ur done :) Note: it can take an hour or so to get verified :) Vlad

Funny Thoughts Part 5
I have always been kind of afraid of clowns.............well I guess that probably would have to do with the fact that when i was 7 a clown killed my father at the circus. ALSO I'm like anyone else on this planet -- I'm very moved by world hunger. I see the same commercials, with those little kids, starving, and very depressed. I watch those kids and I go, 'Fuck, I know the FILM crew could give this kid a sandwich!' There's a director five feet away going, 'DON'T FEED HIM YET! GET THAT SANDWICH OUTTA HERE! IT DOESN'T WORK UNLESS HE LOOKS HUNGRY!!!' But I'm not trying to make fun of world hunger. Matter of fact, I think I have the answer. You want to stop world hunger? Stop sending these people food. Don't send these people another bite, folks. You want to send them something, you want to help? Send them U-Hauls. Send them U-Hauls, some luggage, send them a guy out there who says, 'Hey, we been driving out here every day with your food, for, like, the last thirty or forty years, and w

Funny Thoughts Part 4 (the Abstinence Pledge)
Abstinence pledges make you horny. In a setback for the morals/values crowd, a new eight-year study just released reveals that American teenagers who take virginity pledges wind up with just as many STD's as the other kids. But that's not all. "Taking the pledge" also makes a teenage girl six times more likely to perform oral sex, and four times more likely to allow anal. Which leads me to an important question: where were these pledges when I was in high school? So, seriously, when I was a teenager, the only kids having anal intercourse, were the ones who missed. My idea of lubrication was oiling my bike chain. If I had known I could have been getting porn-star sex the same year I took Algebra 2 - simply by joining up with the Christian right - I'd have been so down with Jesus, they would have had to pry me out of the pew. And, let me tell you, there is a lot worse things than teenagers having sex. Namely, teenagers not having sex. Here is something you'll never hear: "That su

There Are No Words
There are no words , to express what i feel for you . There are no songs , as beautifull as the music that fills my soul when i hear your voice . There are no roses , as lovely as your smile . there are no days , brighter than the days i wanne spend with you . nothing moves me , like you do . you are my light in the darkness and there could never be words strong enough to express my love for you .

Funny Thoughts Part 3 (i Am Really Not Like This)
Ok I have stated before these of what I put down are for fun and humor, it in no way is what I truly believe or feel. Ok I have stated before these of what I put down are for fun and humor, it in no way is what I truly believe or feel. I was thinking the other day, I don't like the name the special olympics for the ( I am not politcally correct either) retarded people. I am happy they have these events they can take place in as an achievment for themselves. But see where my problem comes in with the name is, you have these athletes who practice and train to be the best they can be, they work hard (take The protien shake if you don't understand that, watch 50 1st dates you will) to be able to represent their country in events that only take place once every four years, but some retard running in a straight line holding a ball is special. I used to gamble a lot, and I can't tell you how many times I have lost on these kids, I mean I thought I had a winner, nope they end up frea

Funny Thoughts Part 2 (this Is Long But Funny)
The other day on my way to Orlando, my buddy Clay and I stopped off at Haines City aka Clermont aka Baseball Stadium City (these fuckers just need to choose a name already, I am just going to call it the road off of I4, cause really that is all it is a road that is no longer then a 1/2 mile long and they give it a name as if it were a fucking town {people who have made the commute from the Tampa area to the Orlando area kno what I am talking agout}). So we stop off at the Mcdonald's there, right away know what I want to eat, so I ordered my food and paid the girl, as I am waiting for my food Clay comes out of the bathroom, the lady says "Hello, what would you like to order", so (Clay if you are reading this much love) so Clay replies "Give me a second I am looking at the menu." Now see this is the kinda bullshit that gets me started (my temper can flair like a pack of hemroids sometimes, I have to mix Alka-Seltzer, My-Lanta, Pepto Bismol, Tums, Jack Daniels, and put them all in a b

Funny Thoughts Part 1
Ok so this is a short blog compared to the others that are about to be posted, but my funny thought was, image what a Chinese or Japanese person would sound like if they had a stutter, that would be the most confusing but funny shit ever.

Stop Taggin My Pics!
Sorry to everyone that enjoys my pics but since there is someone that feels they must tag my pics as NSFW when they arent all my pics are in folders for family memebers only you can still see my salutes and my ripped pics..... but thats it! So yall can think whoever it was that decided to flag all my pics..... and the funny thing is if i had been about 5'5 120 pounds with these pics they wouldnt have been flagged.... i've seen alot more showin on this site and they aren't NSFW.... o well! Problem solved no one can see my pics now!

No More
Its time I am tired of sadness! Why do we waste our lives away with sadness and regret? Well hell with that no more feelin lonely or sad and no more regrets so its time to say "to hell with love "( until I find the right one anyway lol) Im ready to come out of this dark hole ive been livin in!! LETS PARTY PEOPLE!!

Blah
im writing this cuz im soooooooooooooooooooo freakin bored its insane lol im waitin for time to go to preschool w/ kira yippie hangin out w/ a bunch of lil kids and the cleanin up after em all. not my idea of a blast. dont get me wrong i love my lil girl but kids ask stupid questions and im not quick enough to have a witty retort for them to change the subject lol kids are great in small doses and small numbers lol i guess im a bit overwhelmed to say the least.and to top it off all i wana do is take a nap lol im so gona b draggin ass 2day. hopefully things go smoothly and my daughter doesnt get rebelious w/ me being there. i guess ill have to WAIT and see lol blah blah blah blah blah

Through Waiting
I can't be the one to show you the way all the time I'm left all alone to wander this place I'm asking why I'm falling back to you After all that we've been through I can't let go I'm falling back to you After all that we've been through I can't let go I'm through letting you Walk over me, all the time I've heard it before You can't keep this up So make up your mind I'm falling back to you After all that we've been through I can't let go I'm falling back to you After all that we've been through I can't let go I'll wait, I'll wait, I'll wait for you Tonight is the last night I'll wait for you (I'll wait, I'll wait) I'll wait for you (I'll wait for you) Tonight is the last night I'll wait for you (I'll wait, I'll wait) I'll wait for you (I'll wait for you) I'm falling back to you After all that we've been... been through! I'm falling back to you After all that we've been through I can't let go I'm falling back to you After all that we've be

Surgery And Hubbys
I have been in pain for over a year now with my overies.I had every test done possible to find out why and and everything medically possible done.Nothing has helped.My doctors told me today I will be having a hysterectomy done on the 24th of this month.I am not scarred and look forward to not being in pain anymore.Now my hubby this is what bothers me about him.He found out and instead of coming to me to talk with me about it he went on his ct account and did a blog a mum and everything.This hurt my feelings alot because it makes me feel like if he has something bothering him he cant talk to me.

So Happy
I have just recived the best gift any friend has ever given me in my life. Erica thank you so much babes Love you lots, I am so glad I have you as a friend and when I come and see you I am going to make you smile ;) xxxxxx

Wow Bush Is On A Roll
RE: Bush would be granted the money and more power to "Surge" ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Anti-NWODate: Jan 9 2007 9:07 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ThirdEyeWideDate: Jan 9 2007 7:47 AMThink about this...If another "terrorist attack" were to happen, Bush would be granted the money and more power to "Surge" into Iraq with an additional 20,000 troups. Could it be possible that these seemingly innocent "smells" that have yet to be explained nor have we found the source to are in fact "tests" to determine the affected area of a biological attack? [MSNBC] Mayor: Gas smell across NYC not dangerous[MSNBC] New York's mystery odor harks to earlier smell[CNN] Mystery smell settles over Manhattan[MSNBC] Gas smell hospitalizes 7 in New Jersey ======================================================= RE: The missing photograph they don't want you to see.... ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Presi

Add Our Player To Your Page
Hey gang! Now you can feature our music on your page. Show a little love and share us with the world! Just visit this link and paste the bands myspace URL (http://myspace.com/smalltownsleeper) into the little URL box on the page. Do the usual copy and paste and...THERE YOU HAVE IT. What better way to support your favorite band! CLICK HERE TO PUT OUR MUSIC PLAYER ON YOUR PAGE!Add a myspace jukebox to your profile. enter this URL- http://myspace.com/smalltownsleeper

First Of Many
For my MBA program I have to discuss a current ethical issue each week for class. Some of the things we've discussed are pretty interesting and I'm going to blog them here for discussion, comments and reactions. This will be a weekly project.

Finding The Right Words.....
Ok this one is to those of you who HAVENT suffered this loss but know someone or are close to someone that has. I know that being in that position can be tough because what do you say to them when they experience their loss? Its a difficult subject to approach and be tactful, supportive and not stick your foot in your mouth without realizing. Please know ONE THING....DO NOT make light of the situaton. I hear from so many survivors of this loss that either A) family and friends avoided them for lack of what to say or do or B) they made light of it all saying "well it was for the best" or " at least your baby is in a better place now" OR "it wasnt meant to be". NOW...while those things are all true....they are THE LAST thing a grieving parent wants to hear when THEY...dont feel it was for the best....feel the best place for their baby is in their arms and feel it was meant to be and it was stolen from them. Please also try to remember that grief goes through stages and each stage m

My Flag I Serve It With Honour
The Union Jack The Union Flag - commonly known as "The Union Jack" The Union Flag is so called because it embodies the emblems of the three countries united under one Sovereign - the kingdoms of England and Wales, of Scotland and of Ireland. The term "Union Jack" is probably of naval origin, and may stem from a royal proclamation by Charles II that the Union Flag should be flown only on ships of the Royal Navy as a jack - a small flag at the bowsprit. The cross of St George, the patron Saint of England, was the national flag of England until James I succeeded to the throne in 1603. In 1606 it was combined with the cross of St. Andrew, the patron Saint of Scotland, to create the first Union Flag. In the wake of the union several designs were drawn up but James I decided on a simple merging of the two emblems. Six Alternative Designs Click to Enlarge On 1st January 1801, following the Act of Union of Ireland with England (and Wales) and Scotland, the fl

What Would U Do With Me?
You scored as Kiss me. you would kiss me .. yum ;)Kiss me100%Hug Me 75%Kill me63%Mosh with me63%Hurt me50%Love me38%Sleep with me25%Ignite me25%Laugh at me0%what would you do with me?created with QuizFarm.com

Insanity
Twenty Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put your trash can on your desk and label it, "In." 5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for three weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 6. In the memo field of all your checks write, "For Smuggling Diamonds". 7. Finish all your sentences with, "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10. Order a diet water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify that your drive-through order is, "To Go." 12. Sing along at the opera. 13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme. 14. Put

I Am The Flag Of The United States Of America
I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up ... and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, my head is a little higher, my colors a little bit truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshiped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected -- and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy, Guam. Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam know me, I was there. I led my troops, I was d

~~ New Contest " Sexy Swimsuit " Contest ~
~~ Okay I'm looking for 10 women with swimsuits.~ Could be a 1 piece or 2 piece swimsuit. On this one I will count the rates and comments both. comments + rates = Total for contest. I'll open it on 1/12 thur 1/19 Send me the link to the pic in my inbox and i'll add you on! thanks ~ Maria ~

First Time
Ok, This is a little confussing for me to do. I went into create a blog and it ask me for the name of the blog and then it post it without a spece to put the blog. Now I get to this screen and start typing. I guess I will figure it out huh. LOL

New To Cherry Tap
Ok so i am new to this place and already seem t have a substantial amount of friends on here which is cool and all but i have no clue as to what i am doing. Funny to say is that I work in the software industry and on computers all day but cant figure out a simple website. Ugh So if anyone would like to lend a hand in anyway and show me how to use things like the lounge or simple changing the background and colors of the page, that would be nice.

My Friends Are A Godsend!
I just wanted to say that I have some of THE MOST amazing friends a girl could ask for and their support is tremendous. If you would like to know what it is they are supporting...please stop by my page and you will see.

Koko!
Hi Everyone, I just wanted to show some love and tell everyone Thank's for being so genuine on Cherrytap! Feel free to add me on myspace http://www.myspace.com/xokokoxo I have alot of more pictures on there. Thank's for all the comments and love. Muah! XO K.

Anticipation
The time has come. I have watched you for longer than you know. I know your route, your habits. Tonight, I will make you mine. How I long to feel you struggle in my arms. I relish the feel of my hand pressed firmly against your lips, sealing in your cries for help. I can picture your flesh as the ropes encircle your limbs and render you helpless. I've planned it all out. Your home will be easy to break into. I'll enter your room, silent as the night, and you will be unaware of my presence until it is too late. I'll press your face into the bed, muffling your screams, and pin your body with my weight as I bind you tightly. Your elbows will be cinched tight, your legs bent back and bound so you remain accessible. Once secured, I'll turn you over. You'll try to scream, but your panties will be ripped from your body and stuffed into your mouth. I won't stop there. I like my victims well-gagged, and the panties will be joined by a large sponge ball. Your mouth is cra

Human Behavior
A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, "Excuse me, where are we?" "This is Heaven, sir," the man answered. "Wow! Would you happen to have some water?" the man asked. "Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up.." The man gest

Word
hey all!! wassup? im just chilling at my momma's house. B & i just got back from our interview for an apartment caretaker job. we would have a 500 rent credit towards a huge ass 2 bedroom apartment... it looked really nice..so both of us are really hoping we get it... hm......i wanna level up soon but it will probably take a few days....help me out pleases oh yea i am still working on rating all 1400+ people on my friends list a 10 on their profile so contact me if u wanna be sure i rated u!!

Do They Get It From Their Mama, Take Vitamins, Or Workout?
I just wanna know where do alot of the girls get their booties from? I mean I take a look at em these days and I'm like "Damn, the things I'd do to that". I mean before, I use to just see black girls wit ghetto booties, now it's like I'm seein' every race wit a ghetto booty. I'm not sayin' that's a bad thing, but I just gotta know if they get it from their mama, take vitamins, or if they workout. A nigga like me just wanna grab a booty these days, just to get a sample and a feel of it. I knew somethin had to be up wit that Ms. New Booty video, next time I'll grab on a booty and be like "Excuse Me Miss". lol

My Box In A Box
My Box in a Box- Spoof of 'Dick in a Box' | Send To Friends | Flash Cartoons at JibJab I HOPE YOU ALL GET A LAUGH OUT OF THIS TO!!!!!!!!!! COME BY AND CHECK OUT MY STASH IN MY VIDEOS TO IF YOU WOULD YOU WILL LIKE THEM TO!!!!MAUHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!PEACE !!!!!!!!

Tristen
This past September I decided to try to put Tristen into a preschool to get thim ready for school in September. I am a stay at home mom and enjoy spending lots of time with my kids but Tristen is having a bit of a speech problem. So I was told the best thing for him is to be in a preschool. So after trying to call preschools to get him on a waiting list I finally got pissed off and went right the my local YMCA to put him on the preschool waiting list. To find out that he can start right away. I am on ontario works so I also have to apply for subsidy to help pay for preschool costs. So I called subsidy yesterday to make an appointment for Monday the 15th at 2:30pm I am preapproved. I called the preschool back to let them know I have appointment and get a list of the things Tristen will need. They tell me indoor shoes, backpack, swim shorts, towel, change of clothes and water wings. They got swimming Tuesdays at the YMCA pool. With my luck I have a hard time trying to find a place with w

Morbidly Obtuse
I adore the people who never make mistakes. They are the best ever. Just ask them, and they will tell you how wonderful they are. Unless you press them on any kind of issue. Then fear and self loathing with a scoop of ego mixes in, their thought pattern is no longer clear, and they start exposing their weaknesses. Their mind. That is when these self appointed superior beings become my favorite video game. I pull the strings and watch the puppets dance. I still have to listen to them though, because there is a really good chance that just because they act like idiots, they may still have some knowledge that I can learn from. Very rarely do you meet someone with no discernable value, but they do exist. Some folks just have ugly or empty souls inside them, and you can really only get from them what you think you hope you see. We all make mistakes. Be it dropping your toothbrush on the floor, or forgetting your keys inside before you lock the door, maybe not seeing the cop before you ran t

Square Testicles
An elderly woman walked into the Bank of Canada one morning with a purse full of money. She wanted to open a savings account and insisted on talking to the president of the Bank because, she said, she had a lot of money. After many lengthy discussions (after all, the client is always right) an employee took the elderly woman to the president's office. The president of the Bank asked her how much she wanted to deposit. She placed her purse on his desk and replied, "$165,000". The president was curious and asked her how she had been able to save so much money. The elderly woman replied that she made bets. The president was surprised and asked, "What kind of bets?" The elderly woman replied, "Well, I bet you $25,000 that your testicles are square." The president started to laugh and told the woman that it was impossible to win a bet like that. The woman never batted an eye. She just looked at the president and said, "Would you like to take my bet?" "Certainly", repli

Dictionary For Women's Personal Ads
DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS 40-ish- 49 Aventurous- Slept with everyone Athletic- No tits Average looking- Ugly Beautiful- Pathological liar Contagious Smile- Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure- On medication Feminist- Fat Free spirit- Junkie Friendship first- Former very *friendly* person Fun- Annoying New Age- Body hair in the wrong places Open-minded- Desperate Outgoing- Loud and Embarrassing Passionate- Sloppy drunk Professional- Bitch Voluptuous- Very Fat Large frame- Hugely Fat Wants Soul mate- Stalker WOMEN'S ENGLISH: 1. Yes= No 2. No= Yes 3. Maybe= No 4. We need= I want 5. I am sorry= you'll be sorry 6. We need to talk= you're in trouble 7. Sure, go ahead= you better not 8. Do what you want= you will pay for this later 9. I am not upset= Of course I am upset, you moron! 10. You're very attentive tonight= is sex all you ever think about?

Nicoderm Patch
My Mom sent this to me in an email....guess where I'm going because I laughed.....ROFLMAO Two priests are in a Vatican bathroom using the urinals. One of them looks at the other one's penis and notices there's a Nicoderm patch on it. He looks at the other priest and says, "I believe you're supposed to put that patch on your arm or shoulder, not your penis." The other one replies, "It's working just fine. I'm down to two butts a day." ...IF YOU LAUGH....YOU'LL GO STRAIGHT TO HELL!!!! *

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Random Facts!
i stole this from tiffanys myspace! but its cool! so read! lol In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb". ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. --------------------------------------

50 Lessons To Ponder
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. (One written by a christian, of course) 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. (Another Christian one) 16. Life is too short

No Help
In a world I live in the only help ig et is from the friends i meet on the intrenet and my two best friends that I can't see that much. I wonder why my life gets so shity that I need help. I don't care what happens most the time but then something that brings me over the edge happens...and most the time theres no one there that came physically help me *sighs*

Famous People
So... I work across the street from the Lake County Courthouse in Waukegan, IL. And I don't know how many of you (that aren't from around here) have heard about what is going on with the Bear's defenisve tackle Tank Johnson, but I guess he had a court date today for weapons charges. Well, my boss goes across the street every day to get a cup of soup and talk about security... there was at least 5 times the amout of security by the door than usual. I couldn't believe it. AND... all the news trucks outside... not like I have never seen anything like it before, just had never been inside the courthouse when something BIG was going on... I was asked by a news person what I did at the courthouse and if I had any info... sorry, I don't work there... wow... talk about crazy!

Just Funny!!!!!
This was written by a black guy in Texas and is so funny. What a great sense of humor and creativity!!! When I born, I black, when I grow up, I black, when I go in sun, I black, when I cold, I black, when I scared, I black, when I sick, I black, and when I die, I still black. You white folks... When you born, you pink, when you grow up, you white, when you go in sun, you red, when you cold, you blue, when you scared, you yellow, when you sick, you green, when you bruised, you purple, and when you die, you gray. So who you callin' colored folks???

Idiots Of 2006
Number One Idiot of 2006 I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter into the emergency room right away. Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Number Two Idiot of 2006 Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river, they noticed

Cutie Game
Body: This is called the "CUTIE GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... it's fun! [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Handsome [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] No, I dont like you like that [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] ________________________ I look like.. [] A player [] On

To Anyone That Knows What Its Like To Live "free"
First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING !!! We would leave home in the

The Drug Problem In America
The Drug Problem in America I guess I had a drug problem, too! When I was young, I was the drugee and later I was the druger! The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county. He asked me a rhetorical question, ''Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?'' I replied, I did have a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials, no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out w

Roflmao.......hahahahaha
A young boy of four was going into hospital to ha have his tonsils removed. He told his playmate I'll be gone for awhile I have to have surgery. On the day he was admitted his mother asked Dr. could you please circumcise him while he is asleep. The Dr. agreed. The boy woke up and was very sore down there for several days. After about a week he got to see his playmate again. The playmate informed him that he was also going to have to have his tonsils out soon. He asked him to tell him about the surgery. The little boy replied 'all I can tell you is your tonsils ain't where you think they are!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Which Wwe Diva Am I?
You scored as Torrie. You got Torrie. You look great in almost everything! You just can't keep yourself away from animals. Torrie100%Melina100%Candice100%Victoria67%Maria67%MICKIE JAMES67%Michelle 67%Ashley58%Kristal50%Sharmell33%Layla33%Trinity

Game Warden.....
A old redneck was stopped by a game warden with two ice chests full of live fish in water, leaving a lake well known for its fishing. The game warden asked the man, "Do you have a license to catch those fish?" "Naw, my friend, I ain't got no license. These here are my pet fish." "Pet fish?" "Yep. Every night I take these fish down to the lake and let 'em swim' round for a while. Then I whistle and they jump right back into this ice chest and I take 'em home." "That's a bunch of BS! Fish can't do that!" The old redneck looked at the game warden for a moment and then said, "It's the truth. I'll show you. It really works." "Okay, I've GOT to see this!" The old redneck poured the fish into t he lake and stood and waited. After several minutes, the game warden turned to him and said, "Well?" "Well, what?" said the redneck. "When are you going to call them back?" "Call who back?" "The FISH!" "What fish?"

"attractive Test"
Attractive Test Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea. [] Yes. [] No. [] Maybe. Would you sleep with me? [] In An Instant! [] Yes. [] No. [] Maybe. Am I attractive? [] Heck No. [] Hot As Hell. [] Fine. [] Cute. [] Okay. [] Ugly. Name one thing you would like to do to me. [] I look like.. [] A Player. [] One Time Thing. [] Next bf/gf. [] A Friend. [] A friend With Benefits. [] A Possibility If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes. [] No. [] maybe. Would you rather.. [] Hook Up With Me. [] Cuddle With Me. [] Date Me. [] Friends. [] Friends With Benefits. On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 01. [] 02. [] 03. [] 04. [] 05. [] 06. [] 07. [] 08. [] 09. [] 10. What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend. [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend. [] Friend With Benefits. [] Husband/Wife. Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yeah. [] Yes. [] No. [] Maybe. Let me give you a lapdance? [] Hell Yeah. [] Yes. [] No.

What Wwe Superstar Am I?
You scored as JEFF HARDY. YOU GOT JEFF HARDY! YOU ARE XTREMEJEFF HARDY67%SHAWN MICHAELS67%JOHN CENA67%TRDTYDRGH67%RANDY ORTON67%YIGHKYLOH50%TRIPLE H50%HGJTF50%KANE50%UNDERTAKER50%BOBBY LASHLEY42%BATISTA

Vaseline
A man doing market research for the Vaseline Company knocked at the door and was greeted by a young woman with three small children running around at her feet. "I'm doing some research for Vaseline. Have you ever used the product? " She said, "Yes. My husband and I use it all the time." "If you don't mind my asking," he said, "what do you use it for? "We use it for sex," she said. The researcher was a little taken aback. "Usually people lie to me and say they use it on a child's bicycle chain or to help with a gate hinge. But, in fact, I know that most people do use it for sex. I admire you for your honesty. Since you've been so frank so far, can you tell me exactly HOW you use it for sex?" The woman said, "I don't mind telling you at all. ( Another Great One)......LMAO My husband and I put it on the doorknob and it keeps the kids out."

Shawna
Get Your Sexy Name You Are Sunrise You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary. You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.What Time Of Day Are You?

Passions
WHAT IN LIFE REALLY MAKES YOU HUNGRY? WHAT THING IS IT YOU WANT AS BAD AS THE AIR YOU BREATHE? TWO VERY POWERFUL QUESTIONS. WHAT IS MORE POWERFUL IS THE ANSWERS.LET PASSION TAKE YOU EVERYWHERE YOU WANT TO GO IN LIFE, AND DAMN ENJOY EVERY STEP OF THE JOURNEY!

How Kinky Do U Think I Am?
You scored as Whips. Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough.Whips67%Chains/Handcuffs67%Bondage67%Biting58%Blind Folds17%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

This Is Just Funny.....
A little girl asked her Mom, "Mom, may I take the dog for a walk around the block? Mom replies, "No, because she is in heat." "What's that mean?" asked the child. "Go ask your father. I think he's in the garage." The little girl goes to the garage and says, "Dad, may I take Belle for a walk around the block? I asked Mom, but she said Belle was in heat, and to come to you." Dad said, "Bring Belle over here." He took a rag, soaked it with gasoline, and scrubbed the dog's backside with it and said, "Okay, you can go now, but keep Belle on the leash and only go one time around the block." The little girl left, and returned a few minutes later with no dog on the leash. Surprised, Dad asked, "Where's Belle?" ( YOUR GONNA LOVE THIS!!!!!!!!! ) The little girl said, "She ran out of gas about halfway down the block, so another dog is pushing her home."

Music.
I was wondering, What is it about music that moves us? That changes our moods? Have you ever just drove around in your car with the radio going and your favorite song or one you haven't heard in such a long time comes on, and next thing you know, youre driving faster? and with out a damn care in the world. I guess music does have some power over us. It's something to fucking ponder, people!

Did Ya Vote For Me Again ;0)
Hey everyone! I want to think you so much for your votes! I'm in 2nd place still! WHOOHOO! I'm so excited, never been this high in any of Cyrix's contests in the 3 years I've been participating. If you get bored today would you mind stopping and voting for me again? Thanks so much! Remember you can vote once a day! http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl XOXO, Aimeelynn

Spread The Stupidity
Only in America .....do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America .....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America .....do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America .....do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America .....do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America ......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America .....do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER ... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth close

U Larn Something New Everyday!!!
The Lesons I've Learned Current mood: bitchy When you are starting to stress over the little things, like the asshole that does 30 mph in a 55, or fighting with someone over a simple disagreemnet, try to remember the things that do matter. When you argue with your boyfriend about something dumb, try to remember your first kiss, and then try to remember the last time you kissed him. Then think of it like this, what if that was the last time that you two ever kissed. If you two broke up over some little disagreement, would that be your last kiss? Try to think of when you first met, try to keep that feeling. If you are single like I am...enjoy it! Being sinle is a good thing. Don't stress that you are alone. Alone is all you. You can come and go as you please, you can take trips to meet new people, and live the way you want. If you have kids, as I do, enjoy your time with them. What if it were the last day you saw them. People tend to take others for granted. What if your parents w

Friendship
I know what you are thinking Dont need a word, I just can see I feel the way you do Even if you are not with me I see when you are in love with just one look in your eyes I know when you are angry Then that look dies I can know that all in just a second But I always have to feel one thing Only its not just that simple It is isnt a thing like a ring They always say nothing lasts forever But I hope that we do I always need your friendship So can be there for you So I hope it lasts forever Then its forever me and you

I Should Have Been Santa Claus
You scored as Santa Claus. Santa Claus is a sweet, jolly man that we all love. (Well, most of us.) He brings us gifts and who doesn't love gifts? You must have a lot of friends, because you could easily have been born as Santa Claus!Santa Claus80%A Man75%Some sort of cat.65%Paris Hilton25%Alien.25%A Woman20%You should have been born as... (a man, a woman, or something else entirely...)?created with QuizFarm.com

Untitled Feelings
I lie on my bed Where my head finally comes to rest It is finally quiet in my head Sound and movement around me are dead An unbearable hunger makes my stomach ache My throat is sore from an incredible thirst Several lonesome fears make my heart break Tears are slowly drying, but it is only a matter of time Before the tears again burst Misery is like an old friend that stops by from time to time Moments of happiness in my life are precious and rare Sometimes I feel like my life is not even worth a dime As it seems it gets harder and harder for me to actually care Mostly hope and dreams are all I got Desperate for love, susceptible for illusions Makes it hard to distinguish between what is real and what is not I am living a life inbetween loneliness and confusion I wander through my mind Memories of the past make a smile on my face Now I seem so immune, so blind Living this life seems like a worthless chase

If Your Heart Is Taken
If your heart is taken, everything feels good, When you see her your lips starts to shake, You can only look up and smile, Smile, all the time. Smile when she talks, smile when she walks, smile when she eats or drinks, you'll might even smile when you do another stupid thing. Yeah that's right.. Love makes you do stupid things

Fresh...
Dolemite (Parts 1 & 2) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dolemite (Parts 1 & 2) Featured on: Eat Out More Often Some folks say that Willie Greene, Was the baddest muthafucka the world has ever seen. But I want ya to light you up a joint and take a real good shit and screw your wig on tight And let me tell ya about the little baaaaaad muthafucka called Dolemite. Now Dolemite was from San Anton' A ramblin, scamblin, gamblin little young muthafucka from the day he was born. Why the day he was dropped from his Mammy's ass, He slapped his Pappy's face And said, "From now on, cocksucka, I'm running this place." At the age of one he was drinkin whiskey and gin. At the age of two he was eating the bottles it came in. Now Dolemite had an Uncle called "Sudden Death". Killed a dozen bad men from the smell of his breath. When his Unc' heard how Dolemite was treatin his own Maw and Paw, He said, "Let me go check t

My Opinion On So Called Best Friends!!!1
Best Friends Current mood: depressed Wanna hear a joke? Here it is...best friends. Yeah that's the joke, and the punch line. Yeah, the person that you share everything with...even your underwear. Til' one thing goes wrong, either she tries to sleep with the guy you are totally in love with, or maybe even a money matter comes into play. Then it's down hill from there. They screw you....hard. If you told any secrets that you don't want anyone to know but yourself and her, you might as well kiss that secret goodbye. Post it in the local paper, because they will use it against you. And forget getting any money that the person owes you. Once the friendship has ended, all ties are severed. Then that awkward moment when you bump into that person. Being that it was your best friend, those feelings of 'I miss her" come up, but you won't show those feelings, it's more like..."I don't know you". So why have a best friend? Don't. If you need to tell secrets, write 'em in a journal and hid

Woman And Man Poem
FEMALE POEM I want a man who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen all day long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I want him to be gainfully employed, And when I spend his cash, not be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! For a man who makes love to my mind, And knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I want this man to love me to no end, And forever be my very best friend. MALE POEM I want a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a fishing boat. I know this doesn't rhyme and I don't give a damn!

Am I Hot?
You scored as U'RE SO TOTALLY HOT!!. Oh man R U totally hot or what! Whew! But anyway, don't get geeked, cus u're not hotter den me! Oh, and forget this whole thing and u're like under 17 swallowin niggas dicks. Yo ass is too damn young for that shit, and it aint hot to be poppin it for dudes at that age. Trust me, sex can wait. Everybody else grown, stay sexy (and sweet).U'RE SO TOTALLY HOT!!100%U AWIGHT, but not Totally50%U R SO NOT TOTALLY HOT!0%R U TOTALLY HOT?created with QuizFarm.com

Tell Me
1. Whats your Name? 2. What do you think of me? 3.would u fuck me? 4. Would u kiss me? 5. would u go with me? 6. Describe me in 3 words? 7. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do? 8. What was ur first impression of me? 9. Do u still think the same? 10.. What reminds u of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. What do u like best about me? 13. Could you ever love me? 14. Give me a nickname and explain why? 15.R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u? 16.Anything 2 say b4 u go?

Struck By Wimpiness
One summer evening durning a violent thunderstorm, a mother was tucking her small boy into bed. She was about to turn off the light when he asked with a tremor in his voice, "Mommy, will you sleep with me tonight?" The mother smiled and gave him a reassuring hug. "I can't, dear," she said. "I have to sleep in Daddy's room." A long silence was broken at last by his shaky, little voice: "The big sissy."

We All Fail To Realize Some Things
My heart fails to understand how much pain a man can cause, how many children are left in the dark and how much agony a war can cause. My heart fails to understand why we're still sitting watching the news, throwing away our food not caring about the ones we should. Slightly dead inside, Slightly caring, but not too much, Slightly feeling bad, but not enough. My heart fails to understand how much love is in the air, but no one cares to catch it. My heart fails to understand why we're still doing nothing for our only home, but we still complain everyday. My heart fails to understand... understand why my heart is failing, why we are so un-loving in such a "caring" world.

What My Eyes Reveal About Me
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion67%Eyes full of Pain50%Diamond Eyes42%Mysterious33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Terror
when i finally went to sleep last night it was awful at first it was nice day and i were living in this cabin house witha deck all around the house we had a bunch of people over but we were trapped inside and someone was outside and had stuff inn the house rigged to hurt us it was like a horror film a couple of our friends died it was dark and i could see someone out the window a little so i ran to every window trying to figure out who it was but they were to quick

Grr
i'm craving the days where we'd awaken to fallen leaves exposing our secrets to one another, with no worry about the shame or guilt felt because you had always said i could share anything with you, the way we could relate, a bond we had made, i felt so safe you were never one to judge, but was this only a dream? the season has changed, my body is smothered by misshaped snowflakes our mouths are kept shut, we lock away three words you're finding it challenging to make a simple call and you can't even be here to lift me up, help me stand when it's such a struggle for me to even get out of bed brain races, constant lapses, blank map, lost and off trail my only single concrete thought is of you you keep me sane for a little while a sweet voice has buried itself inside my head only to be interferred by those white pills, the one's kept away in a tiny gift box, they mute your lies because lately it's my only solution, the only way to make this pain dissolve dis

Survey Says!
A 200 Qs of Youfirst name:Joy nickname:Tana month you were born:September weight:None of your business height:5'3" zodiac sign:Libra chinese sign:Hare shoe size:9 pants size:Small hair color:Dark Auburn is it dyed:Yes eye color:Hazel glasses, contacts, or none:Both but not tinted contacts piercings:Yes how many and where:Right now, ears; getting nose, tongue, labret, and navel tattoos:Yes how many and where:1; getting tons more if so, what are they of:Pentacle bracelet siblings:Yes how many:2 sisters, Nora and Kate parents still together:They were until my dad died bed time:Whenever the hell I feel like it been out of the country:Yes if so, which country(s):Germany, Canada, Nova Scotia, France, Holland, Denmark do you have a bf/gf:Yes if so, name:Patrick what do you think about sex before marriage:Yes, please are you a virgin:Hardly do you smoke:Yes do you drink:Sometimes do y

Mixed Emotions
I just found out that one of my closest friends is engaged! I am so excited for her, really. She and her fiance have been dating for 4 years now and this engagement makes a whole lotta sense. As happy as I am, there is a part of me that is a little sad. When my huband and I got engaged he didnt "pop" the question in some romantic way. It was just kind of agreed apon that we were gonna get married. ( I was expecting him to ask me one christmas abbout 5 years ago, but it didnt happen and boy was I bummed ) We didnt have a wedding really. We got married at the courthouse with me 8 months pregnant looking like a giant pink marshmallow peep. The marriage lasted 3 years so we didnt have a real marriage either. 3 years of stress and arguig and babies and well... you know. What if, for once, I want the fairy tale? I want to fall in love, get the surprise engagement, the big beautiful wedding and the marriage to go along with it. Does one failed Marriage make me doomed for the rest of my life?

Life
So yesterday was all crappy videos, and filling out paper work, today at 3 I actually going in to start my training. Wish me luck! Oh and I've had an ideal about the next baby I have if its a boy(no not pregnant, considering trying soon), Instead of giving it Allens last name like we did with Sirenity, I wanna give him my last name, and I have some reasons. My father only had 2 girls, and he adopted my step brothers, and they took my dads last name, but the name is not actully going with the bloodline. So I want their to be a boy with the blood and name. If that makes sense. I dont kno, leave some of your thoughts about it>

Lost
i wish i could disapear, unzip my skin and leave it here. things that i once thought was real all seem to be a figment of my imagination... i guess i am noone again ... this time im not letting ne one in, ive lost alot of friends on this journey not sure if its a good thing ... But in life you sink or swim ... my shoes are seeming to fit any more and once again i am a book that can not be read thank you to all the people in my life for putting up with me, to all the jaded and the fake, im not perfect just like you... for all the times i forgot to say i know i ment something at some time to you ... thank you for being you ...

Wohoo!!! I Love This!!!
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God80%A Romantic65%A Slave To BDSM48%Virgin23%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

On My Mind
I'm laying in my bed, smoking an sigarette. My head is almost empty, only you are in my head. But still i'm alone here in this room, and that makes me verry sad. I'm staring at the sealing, with you on my mind. I wanna go to you leaving this room behind. I don't now why, i love you so much. But i just don't wanna lose you so please .... keep in touch.

Salut Cendre Du Pauvre!!
Having almost had one of my accounts (not here) hacked a couple'times, I do support the salute policy, but I can't hear the word salute right now without thinking of a piece of music by that title by Charles-Valentin Alkan, a very weird 19th-century composer-pianist. (I haven't heard it yet, I think... I'll check; if it's at our local library I probably have, once..., though I've heard much else by him.) Descriptions of the piece suggest that if anything else it's one of his -less-... normal ones. :) So I hope to hear it sometime. (Though one googled article is dismissive: "We pass over Op. 41, a group of three fantasies, as offering nothing new, as well as Op. 45, the Salut, cendre du pauvre-a paraphrase. " (This is a reprint of a 1924 article by H. H. Bellamann for the Musical Quarterly, accessible in full- online I mean- to people like me with university IDs but not to the general public. But yes, the google search did turn up that excerpt.) Off to have my tea and rest; I k

Poem
The pain Is So Strong The pain is so strong within my body I can feel my heart to slowly dieing The tears of pain striming down my face Nobody to turn to Nobody there to hold Gasping for breath The heart is slowlying dieing You feel the life being taken away from you Your love for another person just being sucked from your lifeless body Your crys for help no responce Its starting to get darker and colder All you wanted was love in return You take 1 last breath and close your eyes As the blood slowly Exscapes from your body Turning pale and the heart findly stops

Laus Deo
One detail that is not mentioned, in DC, is that there can never be a building of greater height than the Washington Monument. With all the uproar about removing the ten commandments, etc... This is worth a moment or two of your time. I was not aware of this historical imformation. On the aluminum cap, atop the Washington Monument in Washington, DC, are displayed two words: Laus Deo. No one can see these words. In fact, most visitors to the monument are totally unaware they are even there and for that matter, probably couldn't care less. Once you know Laus Deo's history, you will want to share this with everyone you know. But these words have been there for many years; they are 555feet, 5.125 inches high, perched on top of the monument, facing skyward to the Father of our nation, overlooking the 69 square miles which comprise the District of Columbia, capital of the United States of America. Laus Deo! Two seemingly insignificant, un-noticed words. Out of sight

Start Now
Don't wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful.

Rangel's Ugly Agenda
President Bush made clear just what's at stake if the donkeys retook the House and Rangel comes to chair that critical panel. "A vote to send a Democrat to Congress is a vote to make the chairman of the Ways and Means Committee a man who has suggested cutting off funds for our troops on the battlefield," Bush said. The prez was referring to Rangel's threat to de-fund the Iraq war. Long a foe of the Iraq campaign, Rangel has said, mischievously: "You've got to be able to pay for the war, don't you?" His meaning couldn't be clearer: With Rangel as the House's budget-legislation gatekeeper, Iraq funds could suddenly dry up, forcing Bush to run a cash-strapped war. And leaving the troops hanging. Maybe the Dems hate the president, the veep and the troops . . . Meanwhile, Rangel's record suggests that Cheney and Bush are also right as rain in predicting that he'll raise taxes if the Dems take the House and he becomes chairman. That suggestion was what made the congressman

It Is Just Me
Hi all this is my first blog on cherry tap and well it is cool as hell....you know i have learned alot in the past couple of weeks through my very beautiful girl and she knows who she is about life in general....and especially trust and how to trust again when the trust has been ripped apart by things that i did....you know it takes alot to trust someone and for someone to trust you completely but i can honestly say that i trust her completely with everything that she does and i think that she is beginning to trust me the same way or at least i hope she is anyway...lol...i have learned that you have to have trust in all that you do especially when it comes to a relationship and in every aspect of that relationship...well cant think of anymore right now but well i will soon...

My Recovery
Please, keep an open mind! Don't judge my past, as I won't judge yours (should I learn about it). I'll just come out with it. At my 3rd job, Godfather's Pizza, I met a co-worker who (both on and off the clock) dealt marijuana. Knowing nothing about it, he "taught" me about it, then gave/sold me some to try out, hoping I'd become a "customer" (which I did). Since then I was hooked, spending half the money I acquired weekly on pot. I say WAS because my current "unemployedness" is really starting to grate on me. As of January 5th, 2007, I have 9 months clean. I've joined a Narcotics Anonymous group that I attend twice a week (sometimes more). I won't lie and say kickin' pot and stayin' off it was/is easy, but neither is it impossible. I'm glad my addiction didn't last long enough that I got a pot leaf tattooed on my body, 'cause then I'd be forced to spend a grand (or more) to remove it. I'm not posting this blog to brag, I'm just kinda proud of myself, AND I believe I shouldn't keep

Ultra Sound Results!
Well, I just got a call from my doc, and yes the results are in, tomorrow I am going to have surgery to remove the three swollen lymph nodes, today I go in and have another CT done to see if there are more that need removing! I am scared to death now, why must they tell ya bad news over the phone! Please everyone keep me in your prayers! Hugs and kisses! Jill Oh and I will keep you all updated as to what they find when I feel up to it! Thanks in advance! I love you my pals!

Cartoonist Who Created Scooby-doo Dies
Cartoonist who created Scooby-Doo dies By DAISY NGUYEN, Associated Press WriterTue Jan 9, 6:36 AM ET In a career that spanned more than six decades, Iwao Takamoto assisted in the designs of some of the biggest animated features and television shows, including "Cinderella," "Peter Pan," "Lady and the Tramp" and "The Flintstones." But it was Takamoto's creation of Scooby-Doo, the cowardly dog with an adventurous heart, that captivated audiences and endured for generations. Takamoto died Monday of heart failure at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center, Warner Bros. spokesman Gary Miereanu said. He was 81. Born in Los Angeles to parents who had emigrated from Japan, Takamoto graduated high school when World War II began. He and his family were sent to the Manzanar internment camp in the California desert, where he learned the art of illustration from fellow internees. Despite a lack of formal training, he landed an interview with Walt Disney Studios when he returned to Los Angeles

Bafta Nominees For Rising Star
The Times January 09, 2007 Actress survives 007 curse to join ranks of the chosen few Dalya Alberge, Arts Correspondent Eva Green could win a Bafta after appearing in Casino Royal (Paul Rogers/The Times) Being cast as a Bond Girl has sometimes been dismissed as the kiss of death for an acting career, but the latest incumbent has proved that there is life after 007’s final embrace. Eva Green, the little-known 26-year-old actress who is wowing audiences as the femme fatale in Casino Royale, was chosen yesterday by the British Academy of Film and Television Arts (Bafta) as one of five rising stars of cinema. Among former stars of Bond films, Shirley Eaton is generally remembered for nothing more glittering than having been painted gold in Goldfinger, and Barbara Bach and Britt Ekland failed to lure the casting directors after their appearances in The Spy Who Loved Me and The Man with the Golden Gun respectively. In contrast, Ms Green is

Freak Test
I SCORED A 113. HOW FREAKY ARE YOU???? Do not be alarmed if you find out that you are a freak!!!! Have You Ever: 1. Had sex? (5pts.) 2. Oral sex? (5 pts.) 3. Swallowed cum? (5pts.) 4. Practice bondage, or Sadomasochistic behavior? (5pts.) 5. Had anal sex? (5pts.) To orgasm? (5pts.) 6. Had sex with someone of the same sex? (10pts.) 7. Had sex with more than one person at a time? (10pts.) 8. Had sex with more than one person in a week? (7pts.) 9. Used sex toys? (7pts.) 10. Bought a dirty magazine? (3pts.) 11. Watched a porno? (3pts.) 12. Been in a 69 position? (3pts.) 13. Had phone sex? (5pts.) 14. Masturbated? (5pts.) In a public place? (5pts.) 15. Had sex in a public place? (5pts.) Park? (1pt.) Subway?(3pts.) Alleyway? (2pts.) Train or bus station? (3pts.) 16. Gotten carpet burns? (3pts.) 17. Participated in an orgy? (10pts.) 18. Watched someone having sex? (7pts.) 19. Had sex with others watching you? (7pts.) 20. Sucked or licked your own

~~ Best Tattoo On Ct Contest Now Open~~
~~ Okay tattoo contest to open on 1/9 thur 1/16~~ Come and enter. So far I have these tattoos..... got a tattoo pic to enter send to my inbox and i'll enter it. Now since Baby J lifted the spam thing the contest can go back to normal. thanks ~ maria ~

The Other
A Man runs into an old Friend who had somehow never been able to make it in life " Should Give him some money" He thinks. But instead his old friend has grown rich and is actually seeking him out to repay the debts he had run up over the years. They Goto a bar the used to frequent together, and the friends buys drinks for everyone there. When They ask him how he became so succesful, he answers that until a few days ago, he had been living the role of the "Other" "what is the Other?" they ask. "The other is the one who tought me what I should be like, but not what I am. The Other belives that it is our abligationto spend our entire life thinking on how to get our hands in as much money as possible so that we will not die of hunger when we're old. So we think so much about money and out plans for aquireing it that we discover we are alive only when our days on earth are practically done. And then it's too late" "And You? Who are You?" "I'm just like

Overreaching Already
Congressional Democrats, newly installed as the majority on Capitol Hill, yesterday wasted no time in letting President Bush know that they consider themselves his equal regarding the formulation of military policy. House Speaker Nancy Pelosi and Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid sent Bush a letter demanding that he reject any plans for a troop surge in Iraq, insisting there is nothing more to be gained there militarily. "There is only a political solution," the two Democratic leaders declared. "Adding more combat troops will only endanger more Americans." We're not surprised that Pelosi and Reid feel the need to publicly flex their new political clout - especially on one of the core issues behind their party's victory last November. But they'd do well to remember that the nation has only one commander-in-chief - especially in time of war.

Pondering
I been thinking about my life for the several years. I thought I was getting into a good relationship, but I guess I am not sure. My first marriage was really bad...I thought I was in love and life was grand. Until after getting married & pregnant, life got fuzzy. He was controlling, always treated me like dirt, beat me if I did not have dinner ready when he walked into the door, beat me if the house was not clean to his standards. When our son was 2 we went camping with his family, biggest mistake I ever made. Someone said something, he snapped and pulled my hair and drug me threw the camp. I thought we were going to die, kept said if ranger come after , I will drive off the cliff.I was scared to death. After 2 years went by, he calmed down and I felt I could live again. Then we started to plan on having another child. Then it started all over again. Yelling, beating....One day he just really did the unforgettable, He tried putting my face in hot grease, that was the last time he w

Blessed Are The Cracked;for It Is They Who Let In The Light
Subject: BLESSED ARE THE CRACKED BLESSED ARE THE CRACKED;FOR IT IS THEY WHO LET IN THE LIGHT Let's see if I understand how the world works lately... If a man cuts his finger off, while slicing salami at work, he blames the restaurant. If you smoke three packs a day for 40 years and die of lung cancer, your family blames the tobacco company. If your neighbor crashes into a tree while driving home drunk, he blames the bartender. If your grandchildren are brats without manners, you blame television. If your friend is shot by a deranged madman, you blame the gun manufacturer. And if a crazed person breaks into the cockpit and tries to kill the pilot at 35,000 feet, and the passengers kill him instead, the mother of the crazed deceased blames the airline. I must have lived too long to understand the world as it is anymore. So, if I die while my old, wrinkled ass is parked in front of this computer, I want all of you to blame Bill Gates ...

I Realise I Don't Actually
update about my life and it's goings on but that because livejournal is the place to be. 45 Random Questions 1. Who sits in front of you in math class? The last time I was told I had to do maths I skipped the whole year. So no one 2. What color is your razor/shaver? Pink 3. What state are you in? None I live in the UK County however that would be Staffordshire 4. Can you count backwards from 74? Yes I can 5. Where were you Tuesday night? Watching the last CSI Miami of the season! 6. Brown or white eggs? I don’t like eggs too much now a days 7. Like rap music? I have nothing against it 8. Ever taken a train? Plenty of times 9. Experienced the twin towers falling in New York? I was in English didn’t know what had happened until I popped into my Aunts house Where's 10?? With your mum but surely this is number 10. 11. What day of the week is it? Tuesday 12. What was your Lunch? I haven’t eaten yet. 13. What is your best friend doing

The Pelosi Peril
House Speaker Nancy Pelosi, who seems to be calling the Democratic policy shots on Iraq, is threatening to abort President Bush's new plan for Iraq - to be announced tomorrow night - by cutting congressional funding. Bush reportedly plans to announce the dispatch of 20,000 added troops to Iraq, and to ask Congress for $100 billion in supplementary spending. But Pelosi says her party is unlikely to fund a new infusion of soldiers: "The burden is on the president to justify any additional resources for a mission." True enough. But how open is Pelosi's mind? Is history to repeat on the Democrats' watch? And how typical of the party to threaten to cut the legs out from under the U.S. military effort. It's what it did in Vietnam more than 30 years ago: * First, the Democratic-controlled Congress voted to end all U.S. military activities there by a set deadline. * Then it cut off all military funding to South Vietnam. Emboldened by these moves, North Vietnam invaded t

Hip-hop Album Review 3 North Meets South
Nas- Hip-hop is dead is a great album another Nas classic with intellectual thought provoking songs and a mix of hood and social issues involved this album has what it takes to put NY rap back on top. Nas shines throughout the whole album but there are a few tracks where is just over the top and crazy with the flow he keeps his listners wanting more and more. Tracks he shines on the most are "you can't kill me", "black republican" ft Jay-z, "blunt ashes", and "hustlers" ft The Game and Marsha Ambrosius. Overall I give this album 4 1/2 mics out of 5. Young Jeezy- The Inspiration Jeezy picks up where he left off with thug inspiration 101. Jeezy is back with dope laced lines, more trapping, more hood shit than ever. Jeezy might not be considered a lyrical rapper but he should be. Lyrically with every song on this album Jeezy grows pound for pound Jeezy is one of the best in the south. He shines on songs like "i luv it", "the realest", "bury me a g" and "mr. 17.5". Overall I give this

Letter To The Editor That Didn't Make The Print
Newspapers simply won’t publish letters to the editor which they either deem politically incorrect (read below) or which don’t agree with the philosophy they’re “pushing” on the public. This woman wrote a great letter to the editor that should have been published – but with your help it will get “published” via cyberspace! New Immigrants From: "David LaBonte" My wife, Rosemary, wrote a wonderful letter to the editor of the OC Register which, of course, was not printed. So, I decided to "print" it myself by sending it out on the Internet. Pass it along if you feel so inclined. Dave LaBonte (signed) Written in response to a series of letters to the editor in theOrange County Register: Dear Editor: So many letter writers have based their arguments on how this land is made u p of immigrants. Ernie Lujan for one, suggests we should tear down the Statue of Liberty because the people now in question aren't being treated the same as those who passed through Ellis

My Crazy Life
I work for a computer company. the stories i here. So a couple years ago we are sitting in the office about 5:30 making a little irish coffee. we just closed, no big deal right. well some goof forgot to turn off the phone system. It rings and this guy named jason hits the speaker button. Hello ______ Computing. Can i help you? This old lady comes on and says (this is no joke) "Yes, My foot pedal won't work." This chick was actually trying to step on her mouse. So as you can see I deal with substandard intellect on an average day. I guess this is why I doubt the human race. So I used to be into the club scene until I got married then I kinda settled down. So anyway know my wife is wanting to try clubbing so I guess I'm going to go a couple times this year. I kinda miss it. I like a good stiff drink but I live in a dry county. For those of you above tha mason dixon line who ain't never heard of a dry county. That is where you can't sell alcohol in an entire county. S

Imperial John Conyers
Rep. John Conyers (D-Mich.) has been licking his chops at the thought of the mischief he can undertake as chairman of the House Judiciary Committee - starting today, when his party assumes control of Congress. Indeed, he once was speaking openly of an impeachment drive against President Bush - until incoming Speaker Nancy Pelosi put the kibosh on it. But Conyers' credibility as the Democrats' moral watchdog was shredded by the dubious deal he just struck with the House Ethics Committee - which was made public late last Friday in a holiday-weekend bid to avoid publicity. After a probe lasting more than three years, the committee declared that Conyers has "accepted responsibility" for a series of House rules violations involving the use - and abuse - of his staffers. According to published reports, Conyers used several staffers as his personal servants - requiring them to babysit and tutor his children, chauffeur him to personal events, help his wife with her law-school class

Scooby-do Creator Dies
(Well this is sad news) ----------- Iwao Takamoto, the animator who designed the cartoon canine Scooby-Doo as well as characters on such shows as The Flintstones and The Jetsons, died Jan. 8 after suffering a massive coronary, a spokesman told the Reuters news service. He was 81. Takamoto died at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center in Los Angeles, where he was being treated for respiratory problems, said Gary Miereanu, a spokesman for Warner Brothers Animation. Takamoto designed Scooby-Doo, his equally famished and cowardly master Shaggy, and their pals Velma, Daphne and Fred in the late 1960s while working at the Hanna-Barbera animation studio. The Great Dane's name was inspired by an improvised line at the end of Frank Sinatra's "Strangers in the Night." He also designed the snickering dog Muttley, who was featured in a number of productions, and Astro, the family dog on The Jetsons. For The Flintstones, he created the Great Gazoo, a green alien. Takamoto's death comes

Been Missing You All My Friends
hey ya'll sorry i have not been on much i been trying to fight this flu i have it's a tough battle but i'm not giving in ha ha i will beat it sooner or later i miss talking to you all verry much i wish you the best sending all of you my friends some loving and hugs tina

Selling
So Hank and I are trying to sell the house. Today I'm hoping the realitor comes in to take pictures. I'm only waiting til 1300 and then I'm going to bed. We are hoping it goes well and sells fast. Wish us luck. Love Stace

Quiz 5
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you wisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 18 Would u be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

The Statue
What is it? See below the photo.... This statue currently stands outside the Iraqi palace, now home to the 4th Infantry division. It will eventually be shipped home and put in the memorial museum in Fort Hood , TX. The statue was created by an Iraqi artist named Kalat, who for years was forced by Saddam Hussein to make the many hundreds of bronze busts of Saddam that dotted Baghdad. Kalat was so grateful for the Americans liberation of his country; he melted 3 of the heads of the fallen Saddam and made the statue as a memorial to the American soldiers and their fallen warriors Kalat worked on this memorial night and day for several months. To the left of the kneeling soldier is a small Iraqi girl giving the soldier comfort as he mourns the loss of his comrade in arms. Do you know why we don't hear about this in the news? Because it is heart warming and praise worthy. The media avoids it because it does not have the shock effect. But we can do something about

My Gothic Heart
To all who have decided to bless me with their prescence as of now. There is a site that i am part of, an Active Member. This site is home to Goths/Emos/Punks of all types. It has helped me out alot and i Have many friends that i am down with. This site is called www.mygothicheart.com It is the best site of all( besides this one). so give it a try.

Deftones-change In The House Of Flies
I watched you change Into a fly, I looked away, You were on fire. I watched a change, In you, It's like you never, Had wings, Now you feel so alive, I've watched you change. I took you home, Set you on the glass, I pulled off your wings, Then I laughed. I watched a change, In you, It's like you never, Had wings, Now you feel so alive, I've watched you change. It's like you never, Had wings. Aaaahhh-ah-aaaahhh (x6) I look at the cross, Then I look away, Give you the gun, Blow me away. I watched a change in you, It's like you never had wings, Now you feel so alive, I've watched you change. Now you feel alive, You feel alive, You feel alive, I've watched you change. It's like you never, Had wings. Aaaahhh-ah-aaaahhh (x6) You've changed, You've changed, You've changed, Into a fly.

I'm Back.
To my fan's, friend's, & family...I MISSED U ALL. it's good to be back & gettn' so many messages! i hav my new comp & will be moving up to NC soon, i can't wait! see u all around! xoxox, mikey PS. FLORIDA GATORS, 2006 NATION CHAMPS! SUK ON THAT OHIO STATE!! LMAO!

Best Calorie Burners I Have Ever Seen...gotta Read
BEST CALORIE BURNERS I EVER SEEN! GOTTA READ IT...... Body: Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holdi

Now I Can Breathe
So, everything is ok now. My daughter is ok. She has a bad bruise, but is back to her normal cute self. Jason is fine too. Long story and I am a little irked at him right now so we wont get into legistics. Everyone is ok and I can finally breathe. I am exhausted. I woke up every 20 minutes or so last night after falling asleep at 2am. *yawn* I need more coffee. Thanks for the love guys. *smooches*

Drifting
Drifting by Kit McCallum I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fad

Stingcakes...they're Comin' To Getcha
pancakes...some people find them to be elegant, delightful, fluffy pieces of morning gourmet pleasantness....when they think of pancakes, they think of warm, lovely goodness covered in tasty maple syrup....when i think of pancakes, however, all i see is death.you see, friends, pancakes are a deceptive group of creatures. their fluffiness makes them seem harmless...but they're very deadly...very, very deadly. i've seen one snap an old woman's neck before...no lie. anyway, it's not hard to see how deadly pancakes are when you notice that they very much resemble these creatures... that's right....pancakes and stingrays are one and the same. need proof? the proof is right here... that's right....stingrays float around in the watery wilderness with butter and maple syrup on their backs. that's photographic proof right there....not photoshopped, not touched up...nothing. stingrays equal pancakes...plain and simple. stingrays, of course, are like the grim reapers of the animal kingdom...abo

Star Trek Fans
Star Trek XI Info: Supplied By Paramount The early days of James T. Kirk and Mr. Spock, their first meeting at Starfleet Academy and first outer space mission. Genres: Action/Adventure and Science Fiction/Fantasy Release Date: Summer, 2008 (wide) Distributors: Paramount Pictures

Gemini Twin
It sounds to me Like you must have met The other guy In my head The one Who is not really there He is charming And compelling But still is just a myth Everyone seems To love him I would love To meet him myself But he only shows up When I am not around Or I am being Somebody else

Sick Of This
I will delete my modeling pics of people don't stop asking to "see more of me" I DO NOT DO NUDES GOD DAMN IT, STIOP ASKING!!THIS IS STARTING TO REALLY PISS ME OFF IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT A PINUP MODEL IS LOOK IT UP!! I HAVE A MAN< SO DON"T OFFER TO DATE ME I DON'T HAVE CYPER SEX IF THIS DOESN'T STOP I WILL NOT ONLY DELETE MY PICS, BUT WILL ALSO LEAVE CHERRY TAP ONE MORE THING, I AM A ARTIST, NOT A SLUT

Tuesday It Is!!
Hope everyone is having a good day, or, at least, beginning a good day! Another long and busy day for me! My patient load is increasing, for which I am truly full of gratitude. Was going to do a separate blog on this, but decided I wasn't going to have enough time for that! Energyworkers of whatever variety: please remember to be aware of your shielding! I had an odd experience yesterday, of someone attempting to draw my energy in a very heavy-handed manner. I was already energeticly connected to someone else and this individual/group of individuals came in under my radar, so to speak. My companion defended me until I came to my senses, lol. Everyone, please be more careful than I was! There are strange things happening all over the place! Much love and hugs for everyone! Blessings all around! Take care, please.

Thanks
For all the get well wishes. I keep getting dizzy and no idea why. The whole left side of my body is sore and my hip hurts. I am thinking maybe i missed a tick bite. Top it off with 2 sick kids and its been hell here. Love you all xoxoox

Well Sh*t
Yeah so I was looking through the pictures in the contest I'm in ((best self taken pic)) and I'm about to drop out of it... Why? I guess i just hate losing... Then again it could be the fact that it's supposed to be a contest for the BEST SELF TAKEN PIC, and there's pics in there that I know for a fact are NOT self taken. I'm a damned PHOTOGRAPHER for cryin out loud. And you're trying to tell me that the pseudo-playboy pic you're trying to sell is self taken? Sorry, but I've gotta raise the BULLSHIT flag on that one.

Shiver
Shiver Lyrics Maroon 5 You build me up You knock me down Provoke a smile And make me frown You are the queen of run around You know it's true You chew me up And spit me out Enjoy the taste I leave in your mouth You look at me I look at you Neither of us know what to do There may not Be another way to your heart So I guess I'd better find a new way in I shiver when I hear your name I think about you but it's not the same I won't be satisfied til I'm under your skin Immobilized by the thought of you Paralyzed by the sight of you Hypnotized by the words you say Not true but I believe 'em anyway So come to bed It's getting late There's no more time for us to waste Remember how my body tastes You feel your heart begin to race There may not Be another way to your heart So I guess I'd better find a new way in I shiver when I hear your name I think about you but it's not the same I won't be satisfied til I'm under your skin You feel your heart

Not Around So Much Anymore, Busy Busy Busy...
Seems I'm not around here to much anymore. Things are just so hectic around home right now. The movers will be here this Monday to pack up the house and take our things away to Fort Jackson. In some ways I'm looking forward to the move, it will get me within 6 hours of family and friends. However in other ways I'm scared to death, I HATE driving long distances... AHHHH but 'tis the gypsy lifestyle, some of you know exactly how that goes... At least I don't have to pack everything up myself, I should be thankful for that... Other than getting ready to move not to much else is goin' on around here... Christmas was good as was New Years. I did spend the majority of New Years day in the ER with my daughter though... While at the babysitters on New Years Eve she fractured her ankle, UGH!! Poor kid needs body armor, this is her 4th broken bone and she's only 10 (2 in her right foot, 2 in her right ankle and her pinky)... Guess that's about it for now, I have to get back to th

Leo & Kapprcorn
Leo & Capricorn When Leo and Capricorn join together in a love match, they form a mutually supportive union. Capricorn is more conservative, hard working and traditional in outlook. Leo is a firm believer in hard work, but tends to get things done through their charm and social skills. However, both are extremely devoted, especially to teach other. Although they may seem to be an unlikely couple on the surface, their love will grow as they discover similarities. Both partners enjoy comfort and pampering and love working toward their goals. Leo and Capricorn both relish the spotlight and material possessions. Leo can be outrageous, while Capricorn is more classical, of a more simple nature. Because both Signs are so determined, with a bit of careful attention they will sympathize with one another. Both partners will soon realize that they have much to learn from one another; Leo can show Capricorn a good time and Capricorn can prove to Leo the value of hard work and traditional

Texas History Quiz
1. What is the Texas motto? State Sovereignty, National Union Die with your boots on Remember the Alamo Friendship 2. What is the Texas flower? Indian paintbrush yellow rose bluebonnet sunflower 3. What is the Texas tree? mesquite live oak cypress pecan 4. What is the Texas bird? eagle mockingbird grackle purple martin 5. What is the Texas song? The Yellow Rose of Texas Deep in the Heart of Texas Texas, Our Texas San Antonio Rose 6. What is the state fruit of Texas? Pecos cantaloupe orange red grapefruit peach 7. How many counties are in Texas? 302 254 151 98 8. Which of the following was NOT one of the six flags over Texas? Germany Mexico France Spain 9. What is the largest river between the Red River and the Rio Grande? Rio Frio Brazos River Guadalupe River Mississippi River 10. About how long did it take the Texans to defeat the Mexican forces at San Jacinto on April 21, 1836? four days 18 minutes

Last Night........
Ok so I get a call from my teacher yesterday that class was canceled due to her not feeling well, but I decided to go home early anyway, and just hang out and watch movies in bed. Low and behold I get a text message from one of my ex's and he wants me to come over and hang out with him and watch movies. I went over there and low and behold the movie he has in is Blood Rayne (vampire movie). Of course, this is an immediate turn on for me. So I am laying there on the floor trying to be totally cool about it and watch the movie without letting him know that I am totally turned on by watching the movie while he is sitting up on the couch. Next thing I know I hear him moving around and feel him come lay down behind me on the floor. Again, trying to be totally cool, I didn't say anything to him just kept watching the movie. I felt him reach over and move my hair away from my neck and again I am just trying to relax and not pay any attention to what is going on because after all it i

Real Friends
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with his or her foot!) > >>> > >>>A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. > >>> > >>>A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. > >>> > >>>A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. > >>> > >>>A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. > >>> > >>>A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. > >>> > >>>A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. > >>> > >>>A simple friend thinks the friendshi

I Remember
I Remember Lyrics Kenny Chesney I'm sittin here alone Thoughts of you run wild I'm longin for your touch Haunted by your smile No use in tryin to erase No one could ever take your place Chorus: Well I remember how it use to feel back when our love was strong and real And I remember tears in your eyes And I looked at you and said goodbye All I want right now is to forget Every single thing that I regret And drown out these embers..but I remember It's yesterday again Here inside my mind And I can't find a way to leave your love behind I wanna wake up to the day Your memory won't stand in my way Chorus: Well I remember how it use to feel back when our love was strong and real And I remember tears in your eyes As I looked at you and said goodbye All I want right now is to forget Every single thing that I regret And drown out these embers..but I remember Well I wanna wake up to the day Your memory wont stand in my way Well I rememb

Pay It Forward - Calling All Angels!!
If you haven't see the movie, be sure to watch it soon. This clip is the best one I have seen done on the movie, but to understand wholly the concept, watch the movie itself. Enjoy... BTW, does anyone know who is singing that song???? Have you paid it forward to someone today????

One Step Up
One Step Up Lyrics Kenny Chesney Woke up this mornin' the house was cold Checked the furnace she wasn't burnin' Went out and hopped in my old Ford Hit the engine but she ain't turnin' * Given each other some hard lessons lately But we ain't learnin' * We're the same sad story that's a fact * One step up and two steps back Bird on a wire outside my motel room but he ain't singin'* Girl in white outside a church in June but the churchbells they ain't ringin' Sittin' here in this bar tonight And all I'm thinkin' is I'm the same old story same old act * One step up and two steps back It's the same thing night all night Who's wrong and baby who's right Another fight and I slam the door on Another battle in our dirty little war * When I look at myself I don't see the man I wanted to be Somewhere along the line I slipped off track I'm caught movin' one step up and two steps back * There's a girl across the bar I get the message she's sendin' Mmm she ain't lo

I Want To Know Where You All Went????
O.K. I WANT TO KNOW WHERE ALL MY PALS HAVE GONE??? I AM NOT GETTING ANY LOVE HERE PEOPLE...COME ON FOR GODS SAKE......SHOE MW SOME LOVE WILL YA THIS IS FOR ALL OF YOU ON MY LIST WHO DO NOT SPEAK TO ME AT ALL NOT EVEN A WHISPER...I MEAN HELL I ADDED YOU TOOK TIME TO WRITE A LITTLE NOTE...LEAST YOU CAN DO IS RETURN A COMMENT OR SOMETHING...I MEAN IF YOU GONNA HAVE ME AS A FRIEND ARENT YOU SPOSED TO KEEP IN TOUCH....IF NOT TAKE ME OFF YOUR LIST AND I'LL DO THE SAME...I AM NOT HERE TO SEE HOW MANY FRIENDS I CAN GET....IM HERE FOR REAL FRIENDS....NOT ONES WHO JUST WANT TO BE NUMBER 1 BECAUSE THEY HAVE MORE ON THEIR FRIENDS LIST...I HOPE YOU ALL UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM SAYING...ANYYYYYYHOWWWW LET ME KNOW WHATS UP...MUCH CHERRY LOVE....Tammy

Close Friends???
We have been close Only to get closer As each day passes Been through everything Thick and thin Together as friends Never speaking a word Hiding our feelings Afraid of what it could do If the other knew Now its out And we both know Yet feel the same Knowing it may never change That friends may be all Just really close And have feelings That others won't know We will always watch out for the other Making sure they are okay Helping them when we can We've come this far Knowing what we know And are still close Only as friends So I have to wonder Are we supposed to be more Or are we meant to be Just close friends????

Saying Another Goodbye
I RECIEVED A MESSAGE THIS MORNING THAT ANOTHER GOOD FRIEND OF MINE HAS PASSED AWAY. HE WAS A MAN THAT SEARCHED MOST OF HIS LIFE FOR THAT ONE PERSON THAT WOULD COMPLETE HIM. I DONT KNOW IF HE FOUND HER OR NOT BEFORE HE DIED. HE DISAPPEARED A FEW MONTHS AGO AND NOW I KNOW WHY. HIS SISTER WAS KIND ENOUGH TO GET ON HERE AND LET ME KNOW THAT HE DIED 5 MONTHS AGO. I WILL MISS TALKING TO HIM. I GAVE HIM THE NICK NAME MANNLY HE WAS MY CONFIDAUNT MY FRIEND. I WILL MISS HIM DEARLY. I WAS SO WORRIED ABOUT HIM I HADNT HEARD FROM HIM AND NO WORD BACK WHEN I LEFT MESSAGES. NOW IT IS ALL CLEAR HE WAS ILL AND DIDNT MAKE IT. I WAS AND AM BLESSED TO OF HAD HIS FRIENDSHIP. IF THERE ONLY MORE MEN OUT THERE LIKE HIM THE WORLD WOULD BE A BETTER PLACE.

Danny's Boy!
Many of you have heard me speak about my friend Danny...and I have posted a few things from him on the stashes of this site. Today, though.... I received an email this morning...I have to share it with you..... Click here about Danny's Boy's Goal to Raise Money! Here is what his son had to say in his email forwarded to me by Danny regarding the link above.... "Once again I have the honor of being team Captain for "Danny's Angels" for the 4th Annual Stride & Ride to help "Jerry's Kids®" and my dad is Jerry's biggest kid! I hope you can find it in your heart to help me reach my goal. I'd like to include you or your company on my list of supporters who are willing to help me. Your donation would help MDA continue the important fight against over 43 neuromuscular disorders including Lou Gehrig's disease which my dad battles everyday. By checking out my web page at the link in the very beginning of this e-mail you'll find all kinds of information about MDA, and be a

Daily Smile
Dennis Rodman finds a bottle on the beach & picks it up. Suddenly, a female genie appears from the bottle. "Master, may I grant you one wish?" says the genie with a smile. "Hey Bitch...don' t you know who I am? I don't need no woman givin' me nuttin!" barks Rodman. The genie pleads, "But, Master, I must grant you a wish or I will be returned to this bottle forever." Dennis thinks a moment...then grumbling about the inconvenience of it all he says, "Ok, ok...I wanna wake up with three women in my bed in the morning, so just do it!" Giving the genie an evil glare, he screams, "Now leave me alone!" So the annoyed genie says, "So be it!", and disappears back into the bottle. The next morning, he wakes up with Lorena Bobbitt, Tonya Harding, & Hillary Clinton in bed with him. His penis is gone, his leg is broken, and he has no health insurance. ************ ********* ********* ********* ********* * One day at the veterinarian' s office where I take my dog, a man and the receptioni

Chicken Breasts On Rice
INGREDIENTS: * 4 boneless chicken breast halves, skin removed * 1 can (10 1/2 ounces) cream of mushroom soup * 1 soup can half-and-half or milk * 1 can (4 ounces) mushroom pieces, with liquid * 3/4 cup uncooked long-grain white rice * 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder * 1 envelope dry onion soup mix, divided * 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme * 2 tablespoons grated Parmesan cheese PREPARATION: Wash chicken breasts and pat dry; set aside. Combine soup with half and half. Reserve 1/2 cup of mixture for later. Mix remaining soup mixture with rice, garlic powder and half of the dry onion soup mix (about 1/4 cup).Mix well and pour into a baking dish. Place chicken breasts on rice mixture. Combine reserved soup mixture with undrained mushrooms. Pour over chicken breasts. Sprinkle with remaining dry onion soup mix, thyme, and Parmesan cheese. Cover tightly with foil and bake in a 350° oven for 1 hour. Remove foil and continue baking for 15 to 20 minutes lon

Spicy Chicken And Shrimp Recipe
Note: You can easily omit the shrimp from this recipe. Just increase the amount of chicken to one pound for a full recipe. INGREDIENTS: * 1 cup uncooked rice * 1/2 pound boneless, skinless chicken breast halves, cut into 3/4-inch pieces * 2 medium frsh jalapeno chile peppers, seeded and minced * 1 medium yellow bell pepper chopped (1 cup) * 1 Tablespoon olive or vegetable oil * 1/2 tetaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon pepper * 1/4 teaspoon crushed red pepper * 1/2 pound uncooked medium shrimp, peeled and cleaned * 2 large tomatoes, chopped (2 cups) PREPARATION: Cook rice as directed on package, keep warm. 3. Combine chicken, peppers, olive oil, salt, pepper, and crushed red pwpper in 12-inch skillet over medium-high; heat 4 to 5 minutes, stirring frequently, until chicken is no longer pink in center. Stir in shrimp. Cook 2 to 3 minutes, stirring frequently., until shrimp are pink and firm. Do not overcook. Stir in tomatoes. Cook abo

Heart Of Cali A Paradise For Animals?
CALI, Colombia - Through the bars of his cage, an African lion named Jupiter stretches his giant paws around the neck of Ana Julia Torres and plants a kiss on her puckered lips. It could be a kiss of gratitude: Since Jupiter was rescued six years ago from a life of abuse and malnutrition in a traveling circus, Torres has fed and nursed him back to health at her Villa Lorena shelter for injured and mistreated animals. "Here we have animals that are lame, missing limbs, blind, cross-eyed, disabled," said Torres, 47, who relies on donations and her own modest teacher's salary to run the shelter in a poor neighborhood in the southern city of Cali. "They come to us malnourished, wounded, burned, stabbed, with gunshots." Torres said her work rehabilitating animals began more than a decade ago when a friend gave her an owl that had been kept as a pet. Later, when she asked her students to bring their pets to school, she realized many families illegally kept wild fauna from Colo

Chicken And Rice With Curry Powder
This rice and chicken bake is packed with flavor, and it's easy to prepare. Use convenient cooked chicken cubes for an even easier meal. INGREDIENTS: * 1 cup long-grain rice * 4 boneless chicken breast halves, without skin * 4 tablespoons butter * 1/4 cup chopped red or green bell pepper, or combination green and red * 1 clove garlic, minced * 1 cup chopped onion * 1/2 cup chopped sliced celery * 1 can (14.5 ounces) tomatoes * 1/4 cup raisins * 3 tablespoons blanched sliced or slivered almonds * 1/2 to 3/4 teaspoon curry powder * 1/2 teaspoon dried leaf thyme, crumbled * salt and pepper * sliced or slivered almonds for garnish PREPARATION: Heat oven to 375°. Cook rice with water as package directs, just until tender. Wash chicken and pat dry. Heat the butter in a large skillet; brown chicken on both sides; remove to a 2-quart casserole. Pour off excess butter and add the bell pepper, garlic, onions, celery,

The Women And Myself.
It was but lately said to Me that some, elsewhere, have commented on the fact that I know so many women. Well: First and foremost, I've been polite to the women. Secondly, I've treated them with both dignity and decency. Thirdly, I've been consistant, and patient. Fourthly, I've been honest with them. In short, I've gone and put in the effort required in each relationship. That's why the relationships continue to exist, and why they will do so. Blessed Be, ^Uyraell^.

~~ These People Need Some Help ~~
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Chicken Paprika
A chicken recipe simmered with paprika and sour cream. INGREDIENTS: * 1/4 cup butter * 2 tablespoons vegetable oil * 5 to 6 pounds chicken parts (about 2 broiler-fryers, cut up) * 1 medium onion, sliced * 1/2 cup sliced carrot * 1/2 cup sliced celery * 2 tablespoons paprika * 3 tablespoons flour * 1 tablespoon ketchup * 1 1/2 teaspoons salt * 1/4 teaspoon pepper * 1 can chicken broth, about 1 3/4 cup, undiluted * 1/2 cup sour cream PREPARATION: In a Dutch oven or large, heavy skillet, heat 2 tablespoons of butter and 1 tablespoon vegetable over medium heat. Brown chicken, a few pieces at a time, until golden on all sides. Add more butter and oil as needed. Chicken Enchiladas RecipeFree enchilada recipes from the chefs of Chefs.com.www.chefs.com Remove chicken pieces as they brown; set aside. To the same Dutch oven, add onion, carrot, and celery; sauté for about 5 minutes. Stir in paprika; cook 1 minute. Re

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Gee Its So Quiet ,,
date: 2007-01-09 05:10:27 will some one at least rate me or just open myy profile its so boringgg just reading profiles sending messahes that nooooooo PNE even replied to me and rating photos that its just like ahyeah its only him type thing ,,,,,bloody hell i like to chat as well all ya !!! ,,,,,,,, now i got that off my shoulders LOl hi ya all hope your weather is Ok when the sun comes up in about 6 hours ,goingto me 100 here then ,,,,, 39 C to us !!!,,,,so some one message me that reads this please so i know typing this wasnt a waist of time and effort !!! passed to me asa comment so best way to save it is this way Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who your family is or

~~ Best Tattoo On Ct Contest ~~
~~ Okay tattoo contest to open on 1/10 thur 1/18~~ Come and enter. So far I have these tattoos..... got a tattoo pic to enter send to my inbox and i'll enter it. Now since Baby J lifted the spam thing the contest can go back to normal. thanks ~ maria ~

In My Second Week
well, it's tuesday of my second week of work. i have one complaint. Intern "M" we'll call him. it's like he looks down his FUCKING nose at me and i find that irritating. he's an INTERN for heaven and hell's sakes! i also don't like some of his ideas about relationships, but that's another issue. i hate being called a "broad" or being told "smooth move exlax" by him when i make a mistake. i'm a woman not a broad and i'm human and therefore prone to making mistakes of one sort or another at one time or another in my life. gotta get through this to the next weekend. or untill chuckles isn't at the office any more.

Of Modern Trends.
OK, so those who know Me well know full well I loathe feminism and political correctness, seeing in those two social crimes the roots of much that plagues society currently. Yet I also have to say, some Males have added to the Burdens of Decent Men, and done so with what amounts to deliberate malfaiscance. Men: don't ever blindly take your wives/partners for Granted: Let them know You Love them and Care for them. And women: know that He does Love you and Care for you, even if there's times when He forgets to say so, when in fact He should. Won't say more, but what I've written here is because of things I found Self learning in My own Life. Seeing the writing of another Man made Me think, and produced this little homily. Blessed Be, A/all, ^Uyraell^.

My Lost.....of The Ones I Loved......
to my grandmother.........i never thanked you for all that you have done for me......you are my angel from up above..... that comes down when i really need you.....you showed me love and respect......you supported me when noone else did.....i remember the stories that you told me...even though i didn't really understand you but my heart did......you made me realize that life is worth living for......that someday i will find love......to find a man that will love me for me.....and you have showed me where to find him...i want to thank you for him.....you told me that is ok to be with him.....because you know he needs me......you knew that he won't hurt me...you knew he will love me for me.....and that you saw that he needed love.....so you lead me to him.....you knew that i could show him unconditional love.....but i miss u soo much.....that i have tried to take my own life to be with you...to be there by your side.......but you have told me that i can't come with you that i will be wit

If I Owe You A Morph..
I am sorry that I have not completed all the request for the morphs I have a lot to do. And My computer that has the software on it seems to be having some Issues. I believe I will that the computer problems resolved today. Pls give me time and I will get them done.. Again, I am sorry for the delay and hope to be back on track very very soon. Gh0st

Tired...
Ok...I know im a newbie to cherry tap and all....but I came here to have fun, a hell of a lot more fun than on My Space...but I really haven't been shown much love, I have rated picutres of my friends, rate their profiles....I even repost their bulletins. There are only a few people out of all my friends that have checked out my picutres, rated them and rated my profile. I've even talked to one of them outside of cherry tap, and this person is pretty cool to talk too. Im just tired of showing love to others pages and profiles and getting none in return. If you really want to be my friend then start showing me some love....I do return the love. Hell half the time I show you love before I even askto add you as a frind... I'm going to start cleaning out my friends list if no love comes....so please, if you want me to stay as your friend or fan....help me out here and show some love.

You Might Be A Red.....
You Might be a Red-Neck if you…A line Jim Foxworthy has made famous. Is so true in this last installment of pictures I received thanks to Karie. Karie those pictures are awesome. I often wonder how many are truly real and how many are made up for net views. Somewhat like the TV show that I think is still surfacing called America’s Funniest Videos. AFV for short. I think it may have been called worlds funniest videos just the same because there are shots from all over at times. Mandy when the music from that show would come on she could be upstairs and doing something and hear that and come flying down the stairs to watch it. By far Amanda’s favorite show as a kid. Good Morning…almost forgot to wish you that before I caverned off in another direction. But, realistically how many think that like 50% of those videos were made up to win the money. I mean people have done more for less. Think about it, there is that one award that goes around every year I can’t think of what it is called be

Morning Tues!!
HEY EVERYONE.. BEEN SO BUSY HERE.. HAD ALL 3 KIDS ON MONDAY SO NOT MUCH TIME ON HERE.. MADE SOME GINGER BREAD HOUSES WITH THEM.. AND WASHED MY CAR.. STILL HAVE A LITTLE COLD BUT NOT TOO BAD.. WONT BE ON TOMORROW GOT TO BE AT DAUGHTERS AT 5:30 AM TO TAKE HER TO HOSPTIAL.. SHE HAS SOME CYSTS THAT NEED A SCOPE TO SEE IF THEY NEED TO BE REMOVED OR NOT SO WILL BE THERE ALL DAY..AND NOT SURE IF REEST OF WEEK WILL BE BALE TO BE ON.. SORRY HAVENT HAD TIME TO DO MESSAGES.. JUST NOT ENOUGH TIME IN THE DAY.. HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING GOOD.. SO LOVE ALL THE COMENTS ON MY PAGE.. ;) HAVE A GOOD ONE HUGSS AND LOVE..GERI.. The Best Comments @ COMMENTRELOAD.com

Dreading Tomorrow
I am so dreading tomorrow/today my time Wednesday 1/10/07 or 1/10/07 ahhhhhhhh it's not going to be a easy day for me to deal with because on this date in 2006 i had a friendship with my best friend Geoff end forever after being friends with him for 16-17 years and the date i put up in this bulletin was the date of the mediation and that's when the friendship ended and i went to the movies and saw Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire and i held back my tears in the Cinema because i was ready to cry during the movie because i lost my best friend for good and he looked up to me as a brother he never had and it was all because of a jealous and way overprotective mother who had tried to end the friendship between me and him for years and so on the this date will be 1 year without any contact with him and if i try to contact him i could end up in jail for good so ordered the court system i twas either no further contact with him for good or back to court so i chose no further contact with

Longing To Be Loved (poem)
Tonight she sleeps all alone And dreams of a love unknown The kind that lasts a lifetime Where there are roses and wine And other romantic sights At dinners by candlelight Visions of a caring man One who will hold her hand The kind who will always care A gentle soul who'll be there When she needs to feel she's loved Or just to give her a hug But alone she wakes from sleep So sad her broken heart weeps Holds her pillow, sheds a tear And longs for one to hold dear She prays she'll find love today And always that love will stay

Plz Read
Love Is Not Jealous - How many of yall can say you have never wished to have sumtin some1 else has , be able to feel what some1 else feels.... Love Is Not Vain - How many of yall can say u've never become obsessed wit ur own feelings..that uve never wrapped urself in a bubble where only u matters...cared so much for urself that others become to not matter one bit? Love Does Not Leave You Standin Out In The Rain - How many of yall can say u've never hung anybody out to dry for ur own personal gain....that u've never turned ur back on a person Love Is To Kno Wit Each New Day U Are Embraced - How many of yall wake each new day and look forward to what it brings....and how many of yall see each new day as an opportunity to make others lifes miserable becuz urs are too...to inflict a posionous spin on it...or to try and make every1 else as negative as u r? The Difference Between A Friend N A Judas ...a friend will be happy if your happy.. ...a judas will hope ur ha

Lets See How Today Goes
Well I'm headed for work on Tuesday, my LOONNGGG day Gonna be an important one also, as major decisions are coming fast. I figure by tonight when I update, it's either gonna be a little positive or REALLY bad.

Do You Believe In Angels?
Angels are beautful like the morning bluming of a bright red rose with dripping dew soaking up its petals... Angels are sweeter than the honey that a bumblebee has just made fresh and it makes your mouth tingle every time you have a taste... Angels are like the sunset seen from atop Everest- its the most stunning thing you'll ever see but it only comes once in a life time on a rare occasion.. These are the types of things you have to grasp on to and hold forever... So wat is an angel??? Maybe you..........

Confused Of London
Ok. The first of a no doubt long and tedious serial of my lack of understanding of american culture, language etc etc. #1 School system. Can someone explain to me the US system, ages, schools etc cos I don't know my sophomore from my junior high. In the uk it (used) to go something like this: under 5s - nursery/ playgroup/ playschool 5 to 7 - infants (or 5 to 11 primary) 7 to 11 - juniors (or 9 to 13 prep school/ middle school) 11 to 15 - seniors / high school 16 to 18 - 6th form / college 18 to 21 - university undergrad then postgrad etc Or something approaching that. Which as you can see may confuse someone who sees people arrive at high school in cars! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!

Quotes
No one is responsible for your happiness, sadness, or success. No one but you. Yes You! The day you take complete responsibility for yourself and your choice is the day you start a journey toward grand personal fulfillment. You're the only one that lives your life. Believe it is or not, you do have the power to succeed at anything you choose. The strength to fulfill your dreams is within you , at this very ,moment. Accepting responsibility without excuses, frees your power to achieve. Whenever you worry about something you give it life, energy and influence over your world. The more you worry about what you do not want, the more likely and possible you make it. Imagine what would happen, though, if every thought of worry were replaced with a positive, creative thought or action. Instead of giving power to your worst fears, you could be giving life to your best possibilities. Certainly there are plenty of things about which you can be justifiably worried. Y

Pay It Forward Movie Time @ Devine Tx Rose's
Today's Venue - "Pay It Forward" Starring Kevin Spacey, Helen Hunt, and Haley Joel Osment (from the 6th Sense movie) Basic Synopsis - Imagine doing a favor that helps another stranger, who asks for nothing in return but to pay it forward. Do you? What would you do? This movie is based on that concept. Starting Time - 0:0:30 (better hurry) Snacks - It is time for breakfast now. I am having some fruit with cottage cheese. How about you?? Activities - Continuing reorganization of my desk. If you are you coming over, you better hurry!!!

Tuesday Thoughts
"First you're an unknown, then you write one book and you move up to obscurity." - Martin Myers "By all means marry; if you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher." - Socrates "I can think of nothing less pleasurable than a life devoted to pleasure." - John D. Rockefeller

Thoughts For Everyday
Ways of Life 1. If you want your dreams to come true, don't oversleep. 2. The smallest good deed is better than the grandest intention. 3. Of all the things you wear, your expression is the most important. 4. The best vitamin for making friends is B1. 5. The 10 Commandments are not multiple choices. 6. The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts. 7. Minds are like parachutes - they only function when OPEN. 8. Ideas won't work unless YOU do. 9. One thing you can't recycle is wasted time. 10. One who lacks the courage to start has already finished. 11. The heaviest thing to carry is a grudge. 12. Don't learn safety rules by accident. 13. We lie the loudest when we lie to ourselves. 14. Jumping to conclusions can be bad exercise. 15. A turtle makes progress when it sticks its head out. 16. One thing you can give and still keep is your word. 17. A friend walks in when everyone else walks out. 18. The pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime!

Why?
A child of five years. So innocent. Smiling wide. Big bright eyes. Why? You look up to me. I see so much happiness through you. One day I woke up and someone told me that your step-father beat you with a 2x4 Why? What did a five year old do? You woke your mommy up, you and your brother. Little did your little mind know that a big bad man that you call daddy was going to hurt you. That big bad man taking his frustrations out on you! mental anguish what is wrong with you taking your head trips out on a baby like that?? I am sorry my dear that I could not protect you from that fear and that pain. Now you will be feeling that the rest of your life. Why does this happen to child, why must someone try to show their strength on the weak. WHY?

Reflection Or Rejection
Romans 4:5 However, to the man who does not work but trusts God who justifies the wicked, his faith is credited as righteousness. Justification is God’s act whereby He declares those who have trusted in Christ to be as righteous as His Son is righteous. Salvation is not based on our works. Do you know what God sees when He looks at me today? He sees Jesus Christ. Perry that’s arrogant. No, it’s not. It’s the Bible. I am in Christ and therefore God doesn't look at my sins. Friends, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before him. It is because of him that you are in Chr

My Tanning Experiance
Well i finally did it! Yes i went to a tanning place. some of my friends told me to go,because i am allergic to my belt buckle and it gives me a rash type deal.They said it should out my spot on my stomache.Well it did and i got some great color.but i also got a little burned! check this out if u dare " target="_self">" target="_self">

Shadows
An unnoticed identity clouded, restless beneath your feet sorrow life years buried in dirt billions of cares unforgiven. Scar a lifeline on granite stone living wasted nothings These unspoken distant calls repel, dying seeds of hateful notes Use nitrous pins to expose this evil flesh inside revealing impure fragile wings that can't ever be hidden Yourself seen towards judgement flow an ocean of tears seeping downwards to Hell.

You'll Alway's Have My Support
"MY GIFT MY SON" Dear Stephen, Let me try to describe the gift that you have given to me, Although, I believe that will be a major undertaking. Since it is quite difficult to describe in ordinary language. Your arrival 22 years ago was unmistakably Marked with anxious trepidation. The journey you undertook Was not of a scheduled nature, But more of a conscious decision. By far, the finest creative gift was you. For when you emerged into my world, I became reborn With my heart so willing to share its wealth. There you were, a small wonder; a tiny reflection Of combined traits which would ultimately be recreated Into the distinctive person you have become. I never realized that my heart Was so willing to share so much love With a stranger so small and needy. You didn't arrive with instructions It was strictly learn as you go. I remember the first time you crawled Army style on your belly for the longest time. You walked with support for tho

Friendship
Having friends is one the best things that a person do.Did you ever think,that you mite be friends with a person that was with your mate before you were(aka)their ex.or did you ever think that the person you want to marry,would fuck it up and end up being bestfriends with them after the hell was over!What about the person your seeing right now, yeah the one you spend all your time with.What if it doesnt work they still can be an awesome friend. What I'm trying to say is that every one you meet just mite end up being a great friend no matter how you met them. You could have the most awesome friends and you mite never meet in person.IT mite be a person you tried to date but your different lives couldn't match up very well.shit there are so many different possibilitys. Just keep and open mind on the next person that talks to you. you never know what you mite get!!!!

Diamond Bombers Are Needed....
Devine TxRose in competition for a diamond ring! from ELI@ CherryTAP Please, oh, please!!!! Help me to get that diamond ring. I need 5,000 comments to get one. How many comments will you do to help me get that diamond ring????? I am behind because of some technical difficulties... :( Look forward to seeing you there. Thanks, in advance!! UPDATE: Eli has said that I can vote for myself with some comments, but I am not very comfortable with doing that, although I have placed a few on there to help jump start it. Please feel free to help me get that diamond ring with as many comments as you care to leave!!! Thanks!! :D

Weird? Normal? Wtf?
On many occasions I have been accused of being “weird”. I also have been accused of being “normal”. My questions to you are, what is weird really, and what is normal really? Those that know me, know I normally dress in sleeveless shirts, old comfortable jeans or shorts, and usually old comfortable tennis shoes with no socks. To see me in a suit and tie would be weird. Those that wear suits and ties every day would consider me normal. But to them to see me dressed normal would be weird. Take that person that wears suits and ties and dress them like me would be weird to them, but normal to me. Some people think strapping yourself into a virtually hallow aluminum tube with jet engines and zipping through the sky at 600 miles per hour, 45,000 feet above the ground is weird. To others this is normal. To stand out in a torrential storm and admire the beauty would be considered strange to most people, but, normal to some of us. Weird and normal are strictly matters of opinion. Since t

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Fuck Or Pass Game!
FUCK OR PASS GAME! Body: ~ Body: ~FUCK or PASS~ There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

No...this Is Not About Anyone...it Is Just Something I Wrote....
What if I said you were the one? Lifted up my big brown eyes, my gazed fixated on you. What if I said I wanted forever? Could you handle the pressure? My fingers intertwining around yours. I never knew somebody could make my heart pound so fast. My mind race… What if I never wanted to let go? Would you break my heart like the others? My gaze breaks, as I lower my head in blush. What if I said I love you? Would you turn and run?

True Crime Movie Time @ Devine Txrose's
Today's Venue - "True Crime" Starring Clint Eastwood and Isaiah Washington Basic Synopsis - An man scheduled to die at midnight in prison is discovered to be innocent by a careless father and reporter. Time is of the essence - even to the point of a quick visit to the zoo with his daughter. Starting Time - 0:0:30 (better hurry) Snacks - Looking around. Maybe some fruit??? Activities - Continuing reorganization of my desk. If you are you coming over, you better hurry!!!

Fill This Thingy Out! :p
Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I wanted to have sex with you: I touched your ass: I was hospitalized:

Conscientious Rejector?
Conscientious Rejector? *** Shoot this SOB *** First Lieutenant Ehren Watada still refuses Iraq deployment orders, calling the war illegal. A six-year prison term could result. Preliminary hearings are set for Thursday. By the Hot Zone Team, Tue Jan 2, 6:38 PM ET Email Story IM Story First Lt. Ehren Watada, a 28-year-old Hawaii native, is the first commissioned officer in the U.S. to publicly refuse deployment to Iraq. He announced last June his decision not to deploy on the grounds the war is illegal. Lt. Watada was based at Fort Lewis, Washington, with the Army's 3rd (Stryker) Brigade, 2nd Infantry Division. He has remained on base, thus avoiding charges of desertion. He does, however, face one count of "missing troop movement" and four counts of "conduct unbecoming an officer and a gentleman." If convicted, he faces up to six years in prison. First Lt. Ehren Watada Photo courtesy: Jeff Paterson/thankyoult.org Watada's court martial is on February 5. A pre-

Truth Or Dare....
Truth or Dare.... and be honest. I Dare You to Fill this out and send it to my INBOX!! I dare you... to tell me the truth.. Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. One word that describes me 1. One question for me 1. one thing you would love to do if we were alone 1. I dare you to repost this see how many people respond in a message truth or Dare.... and be honest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This Is Me Coz It Just Feels Rite
i have been through everything in my life pain hurt misery i been through it all but now that i am a woman and i am facing more than just love i am much happier i am iam much better i am happy and i have people who love me for me not because i am different but because i am a real preson with feelings and a fucking heart i been alone all my life and now i know that i am no longer alone and i know that my girlfriend loves me a whole lot and my boyfriend my god he is wonderful to me he makes me laugh he makes me feel alive and like a preson and i love both so much and i never thought at 20 years old that i will be this dam happy and i am happy about being bisexual because now i am free to love who ever i want i don't have to be with somebody just because my mom wants me to or coz my family likes him i am my self and i am happy with my life and with who i am am proud to be 100% Bisexual and i love it and i am finally happy in my life and i can finllay smile and love again it feels fucking

Surveys
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: ROUGHDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: BOTHHow often do you like to have sex?: ALL THE TIMEIs sex a top priority for you?: IT CAN BEDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: SUM TIMES,BUT LIKE IT FROM BEHINDHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: NOT ENOUGHHow do you feel about one night stands?: IT'S FINE IF U R SINGLEHow many one night stands have you had?: 4What's your favorite position?: ALL POSITIONS U CAN THINK OFWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: ANY WHEREDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: BOTH , DEPENDS ON THE MOODHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: WELL YAHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: DEPENDS ON THE MOODDo you get off first or do they?: I DODo you like kissing during sex?: YESDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: YA IF IT FEELS GOODDo you prefer your partner to

I Got An Ucler, I Bottle Up Too Much Shit, So Heres Another Random Rant.
I downloaded a 2gig sampler of music known as "music to make you dance" with groups like "Too legit for the pit", "12 gauge valentine", "undrying", "devil wears prada" and other bullshit names. My two cents... You fucking emo fucks need to stop being such pussies and cut deeper, and stop tainting the world with your filth, you're a disease, you will be stomped out. Last night i watched this segment on TV about how this girl couldn't stop cutting her self, her cloths and bed covered in blood. i felt no pity or sadness for her, whilst sobbing about how she's got a problem and can't stop. You're an idiot. You know you have no fucking problem accept you're an over dramatic attention whore. Dr. Phil, you're the stupidiest cuntslop of them all. I wish you'd start cutting yourself, I pray for the day I can meet you. I'll be all fake to you offstage about how I have what the fuck ever issues, and before we go on TV I'll eat a bottle of viagra, knock your faggy ass out and rape you in

One More Saint
The phrase, "Oh, I didn't go anywhere. I just wasn't answering the phone." Comes to mind. One might reasonably assume that my prolonged absence had something to do with the holidays or perhaps a vacation. This isn't exactly the case. First of all the old man was on vacation. This is never good for me. When he isn't working, he and the the crazy lady (aka my mother) push back their bedtime to almost two in the morning. This pretty much eliminates my private time. I cannot write with them awake and about as they both have that god awful habit of walking in and reading the computer screen over your shoulder to see what you are doing. Then there is the Christmas thing. I don't really hate it. I just get really aggravated with all the petty things leading up to the date. The crazy lady goes extra nuts what with the need to prepare the house for the holiday. (Decorations. cleaning. Putting things away that we are going to need the day after, but should be out of sight for the Holiday

First Day Of Retirement
Well, today was the first day of my retirement, overall it went pretty well. Of course what do you do with a workaholic that's used to working 12-14 hours a day who is told to stop working all of a sudden like. I did sleep alot today. I didn't get up til about 5:30pm(of course I didn't go to bed til around 7am). I got up, made coffee, discovered that there's not a whole lot on tv at 5:30pm, then re-organized my entire kitchen, cleaned everything-walls, floors, etc. and cooked dinner. After dinner, watched csi on spiketv and rolled about 5 packs of cigarettes. Then I typed up a grocery list check sheet and worked out a new budget on the computer-now that our family income just got cut in half. Checked email-then gave up (i have about 200 emails). If you can't tell, it's only the first day and I'm already bored out of my freakin' mind!! Anyone that has any suggestions to help me combat boredom for a total type-A personality, give me a shout.

"i Cried..."
When you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by yelling at her and telling her its the wrong kind. When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice. When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back. When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row. When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house. When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste. When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by not writing a single letter. When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her b

Contests
so far.. theres a best morphing,sexy eyes,best abs,best cute face,sexiest cherry on lc,best dressed ,best formal wear and a few others should there be a best pantie underwear head too? lol something diffrent yay? I say yeah

2 Hot N Sexxxy N Sweet Guyz ..help!!
HEY EVERYONE !!! I GOT 2 HOT N SEXXXY GUYS WHO NEED COMMENT BOMBED LIKE CRAZY. ONE OF THEM IS A FIRST TIMER..OK PERVS I MEAN IN THE CONTEST POOL LMAO . THEY ARE KICK ASS CHERRIES AND WILL RETURN THE LUV..TRUST ME !!! PLEASE HELP OUT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN,IT'S APPRECIATED BY THEM AND MYSELF. XOXO I*D*G*A*F*.. MR. NEW HAMPSHIRE.. SAGE..MOST POPULAR CHERRY(MALE SIDE).. 1ST CONTEST HE EVER BEEN IN.

Good And Bad
Profile junkies I hate them...I try and show all my friends love some how...weather it be in a shout, a raiting, or a comment...sometimes i don't get a chance to cause I also have 2 babies and a hubby that get attention 2...but I hate when people add just to get there points... why not make a couple friends...leave a hi something

To My Ex-boyfriend
Doesn't really sound right calling you that but that is what you wanted and I'm trying very hard to respect that. Yes, this is hard, not only for you but for me and the kids as well. I'm trying to figure out what I should be doing, what I need to be doing. You have the advantage over me. You have the job, you have the babysitter (me), you don't have to worry about that, but I do. All I really wanted was a chance to be prepared. So that THIS FEELING OF HOPELESSNESS WOULDN'T HAPPEN. But don't think that I don't understand what you have been trying tell me. But all I can hope for that what your telling me is finally the truth. I'm not placing the blame as one might think, I know I had my hand in this too. And some days are better than others. Today isn't one of them though. With the storm coming in I'm scared shitless because if the power goes out I don't have heat for the kids. If it snows, I can't go anywhere because I don't know how to drive in the snow. I feel isolated out h

Sex, Sex, And Sex!!!!
On a mid afternoon she walked into a place of the unknown, did she know where she was going, she didnt know, but she was there and so was he, it had been so long since she had seen someone of his grace and handsomeness, that she was shocked and udderly confused when he walked past her and he touched the small of her open back like it was nothing. When she sees him she knows she wants him with every grace and sexual desire that is in here torn and woven body, a woman that has had such hardships and pleasures in her life as she and she feels that no man like him will ever want her, But he does she just doesnt know it. He walks over to her, he places his hand on her face like it was something they have done time and time again and he knows that she knows that she wants it just as badly as him, he takes her by the hand and walks her down the beach as he says nothing and neither does she because she knows just as well as him that there is nothing that needs to be said just something that

A Decent Conversation With An Unlikely Source
Tom and Ja...: God i love your mumm, get all those assholes! ->Tom and Ja...: you mistake me as friend. my silence doesnt make me such. and perhaps you should reread this mumm as i am definitely not your fan! Tom and Ja...: i don't want you to be my fan i am just loving your mumm Tom and Ja...: nor do i want your friendship Tom and Ja...: i simply paid you a compliment and wtf is your prob with me ->Tom and Ja...: i have none just think you misinterpretted my mumm Tom and Ja...: no i read it carefully and i agree with what you are saying and someone needs to say it, you are right and you made a valid point ->Tom and Ja...: well then thank you. I avoid anything drama based. its not worth my energy ->Tom and Ja...: you have quite the fan base and in my opinion for whatever your reasons an abundance of drama Tom and Ja...: soldiers sweetheart came to my page after i apologized and rated all my pics ones Tom and Ja...: anyway i took it personally and i s

God This Is Fucking Annoying!!!!
Here's something else that annoys the shit out of me: Has anyone else seen these: the girls with the profiles where in their screenname they have the words "Girls only: no guys. i already have a man". am i the only one who gets extremely pissed off at these? As if they are in some way better that men, that they are too good to even have a male friend. If you wanna fuck people, leave that shit on MyAdultSpace, or whatever the fuck it's called. It's women like this with "girls only" in their profiles that make me wanna intentionally start shit with them. I'll admit i've done that with at least 12 profiles like that, and it's tiring as hell. Those girls aren't ever that pretty anyway. they're basically saying to the world "yeah, im such a sexual deviant, that my single partner alone is not enough for me". That's just plain sad. And girls, yes you may think you get me back by cussing me out, calling me a midget, whatever the fuck you say, but listen to this clearly: I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHA

3:30 Am Ramblings 1.09.06
Directions don't touch it burns don't love you'll leave don't worry i'll live don't look i'll hide don't say it you lie don't try i won't believe don't fake just be and if you can't do real just leave broken enough already don't try to fix i'm fine just sit with me and enjoy the moment that's all i really want

They Call Me Morbid
They Call Me Morbid They Say I Need Help While I Say What they say The Walls : The walls are killing me Closing In While I Suffocate In A Corner Crying For Help or A Halo Let Love Go Let it all pass by like that car What?Why? The Only Answer Is That I'll Die In what You say I'll die inside your dreams you'll find out I only died not in your dreams but here now

Sensual Fantasy
A new day a new year, and the wonder of what may come ... still held by the fantasy of a new years eve and the desires that remain..... A name and a number of a mystery that sent out the old and rung in the new as no other could..... A phone call away and a mysterious stranger would be within reach…. I wonder should I think about her ? Should this rent space in my head ? Why am I so dawn to her ? Her eyes hold me still …. That smile that knows my lusting heart and feed the desire that grows …. She was only a one shot deal … only a passing thing and yet she had touched a part of me that was dead and gone … she had breathed life into it and now it raged to have more… Now with a card in hand I knew I would have to call … to hear that voice that was still ringing in my head … I pulled out my cell and dialed the number … I expected a answering machine … instead I heard the same voice that would not leave me be.. “Hello” , came the sultry voice that dripped sensual in my ear.. “ Hi I do

Body, Soul, & Spirit
Some random thoughts on body, soul, and spirit. I was listening to someone teach and realized they were using soul and spirit interchangeably, which can lead to all sorts of biblical confusion. After the world got trashed in Genesis 1:1, God sets about redoing things. Early on, he creates soul-life for moving breathing creatures, and divides it into the different types. Later, soul-life is equated to breathing, and in another place we're told it's in the blood, which gives meaning to the injunction not to drink blood. Again in study, we find that soul-life is transmitted through the seed of the man, which is what makes the first biblical prophecy of the christ so remarkable, because it sets the seed of the woman against the serpent. Animals have body and soul - they're living breathing creatures. So do human beings. Consistently, souls can be used to count the living, and it is gone when one breathes one's last. I find it interesting to note that Jesus was "flesh and blood", b

Thought Of The Day Things To Take Seriuos
Today was good day. I was doing my job. Yet people kept saying in different conversations. " taking things to serious" Even said it myself today. I was saying, I know that even if a person is telling you you are beautiful, you still have to believe it yourself. I have gotting where i don't take it to seriuos. My friends said" really, then why is your new phone bill $289.00 , stop that damn texting." i just laughted. Then one of my tenant's came in. He was really mad at his Wife. " he told me- weel her mom's here and we can not stand eachother. I asked why? he said she takes what i did on my wedding day to seriuos. I asked what. He said, because he got drunk and was slapping her ass and saying he would do her, is nothing serious. I said maybe she takes that seriuos , because maybe if you are drunk again, you might fallow throught with it and cheat on your wife. Mothers always worry about there kids. He said, now that is serious. Then later, I get into big arguement, with my Mother, s

Guys..gotta Love Them...
you might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice. From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence

Im Loosing Weight
Yay for me. I lost 5 pounds so far. im excited. Wanna loose like 30 more, to get to the weight I was before I had my daughter. Go me. I weighed myself again today and still at the same 135 woo hoo cuz i ate like a pig last night. I went to the Dr and turns out Ive lost 7pounds. woo hoo go me

Baby Scare
My wife and I had real scare yesterday sent into labor at 34wks and the doctors did everything they could stop it, since the babies lungs aren't fully developed yet. And thanks to them they got everything to stop for now at least.

The Gift In The Sunset
One last collaboration....a vignette, from both perspectives...... The Sunset.....a gift from Jim You look cold there on the beach in your t-shirt with your towel wrapped around you. The sun is setting, and the clouds over the sea reflect the red onto it catching the million sparkles and turning them amber. Your eyes catch the reflection, and I find myself staring. I clear my throat and sit on a rock nearby, and you smile, but otherwise don't acknowledge me, and we both watch as the ocean deepens in color and the sky grows dark. We talk of the weather, and the time of year, of kids and the smell of the air over the ocean. It's near supper, and I ask if you'v eaten. You realize you're hungry, but you really don't know me. So I introduce myself, and you do likewise. I point out there's a little store down the beach if you'd just like seafood, and for some reason this strikes your mood, and we walk down the beach. You've got your arms crossed, and I'm s

Ti Amo
Another collaboration....his voice is first this time..... Ti Amo's is one of those little Italian restaurants here in town that has those crisp white table cloths with the glowing candles in the middles. The waiters and waitresses are all very well dressed young people, all trying to look so professional and serious with their towels hung over their arm. You know just how much I love it here. It has become our special place, and they know us here. They have our table waiting, though it wouldn't really matter to us as long as we're here together. The world for us is a very small place with just the two of us tonight. You look gorgeous. It's all I can do not to stare. And the problem is, you like it when I know you're gorgeous, so aside from you blushing periodically, you don't mind that I'm staring. Every once in a while you lean over and say, "honey, you need to close your mouth" and I snap it shut. I've never felt this beautiful before. You do this to me, and I don't th

Nsfw...and What That Means For All The Dumb Asses On This Site
Just another observation from the Mage... When an album (not the default) is Marked NSFW ..(18 and older only) NSFW!!!! For most sane people with an IQ above 4 what would that mean? Hmmm...Not safe for work (18 and older only) Not Safe for work!!!...that would be my guess. Im not a man of great faith in my fellow human beings as most of the time Im correct in my lack of faith...but would it help to hand hold the dumb azz, pozers that flag my photo's NSFW in an already clearly NSFW folder for the Darwin award nominations as some of clearly the least brightest crayons in thier box? Would it be wrong to send them back to thier village having obviously just received a call their "idiot is missing"? What would be the fate of one who apparently struggles to breath and think at the same time? Natural selection....the weak die and the strong survive? Or a pure beratement of the kind of azz clowns that apparently struggled with "see spot run" .... so for anyone who is unclear...NSFW means

My Life ..my Love !!!
THIS IS FOR YOU KAT I WAS ALONE IN A WORD DEVOID OF LIFE I LIVED WITH MY THOUGHT AND MY PAIN YES I HAD LOVE AND LOST,AND KNEW THE COST WAS SURE IT COULD NEVER EVER HAPPEN AGAIN SO I SAT ON THE COMPUTER TO CUT THROUGH MY GLOOM TO BRIGHTEN THE PLACE THAT HAD BECOME MY TOMB I WATCH THE PLAYER,THE LIERS,THE HURTERS THE THEVES,SAW PEOPLE DISTROYED BY THEIR NEED SO LONELYNESS AND DOUBT REMOVE ALL SELL ESTEEM AND DEEDS TO TERRABLE YOU WANTED TO SCREAM. I TOLD MYSELF I WON'T FALL FOR THE GAME BUT THE STALKERS STILL TRIED NO MATTER WHAT THE NAME IT WAS ALL STILL PAINFUL AND LAME. THEN ONE NIGHT AT MY LOWEST DECLINE SOMETHING GOT MY ATTENTION AND TUGGED AT THIS DEAD HEART OF MINE,IT GAVE A LEAP AND MY EYE OPENNED WIDE FOR THERE IN THE HUMAN WASTE AN ANGEL APPEARED..NOT QUIET WHAT YOU'D EXPECT IN A PLACE LIKE THAT BUT GOD SENDS THEM TO US IN PLACES LIKE THAT,WE BEGAIN TO TALK YOU MADE MY HAR

Girlfriend Application
1. Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Fave Movie: 5. Fave Song: 6. Fave Band: 7. Most Embarrassing Moment: 8. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...With tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 8. Would you hold me if I was crying? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. If I gave you my phone number, would you call me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you talk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you? 16. Would you take me to a romantic walk on the beach and let me lay with you? 17. Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19. Will you post this

Our Present State, What We Gave Up.
In 1755 (Pennsylvania Assembly: Reply to the Governor, Tue, Nov 11, 1755), Franklin wrote: "Those who would give up essential Liberty, to purchase a little temporary Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety."

What Disney Character?
You scored as Donald Duck. Your alter ego is Donald Duck! Try as you might, you have a nasty temper that is hard to control. But you try hard to please, and you arn't one to go down without a fight. Donald Duck100%Goofy69%The Beast69%Pinocchio69%Peter Pan63%Sleeping Beauty56%Ariel38%Cinderella31%Snow White13%Cruella De Ville6%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Let By Your Votes
this lucious beauty is sending some very expencive gifts for cowboy wille 26 john and ever time we check out the compation hes their and then he gets a new gift from her a rolax i dont mind losing . but i like to lose far not some one buying some commits just to win but that cool what ever she can win but now it was bought but that my opinion

Diabolos
Looks like this band(the name of this blog entry)is a Thrash/Black/Death outfit from SoCal : L.A., formed in 2005. First and only EP they've released is called "The Three Mothers". Current line-up, as copied and pasted from Metal-Archives.com: Undead Torment - Vocals, Guitars (Necrophagia, ex-Draconis, ex-Nokturne) N. Eibon Fiend - Bass (Demonia, ex-The Revenants) Murder Machine - Drums Their "Katchem and Killem" is a hellish trainwreck of a song(In a good way!)the Horror lyrics a yummy touch. It's got good pacing and kept me wanting more...kind of. Check it out on their myspace page, Metalminds....or not, whatever.

Stoned Ramble
so tonight is the night my first blog oh yea i am going to put my life on paper so i am working today and this guy walks in and says Can i have a pizza i say well we dont have pizza but we have a dam good sandwich he says oh well i have a craving for pizza i say i dont give a fuck what you have a craving for he got mad and left i am EReezy you may not know me but i will be infecting the CT wire for the next little while i am one board puppy i am stuck mabey on stupid. So wouldnt be cool. Well to most this makes no sence but to a avid fluffinator you know exataly what i am saying i think i will go ask complete strangers to be my friends then go be a fan i need some fans be my fan i am fanles i am ereezy BE E SEE E

Life???
Has anyone here ever been shot at? Anyone here ever been in a near-fatal car crash? anyone here nearly drown? nearly get electrocouted, stabbed, burned, poisoned, cruched, trampled, or had any other dear-death experiences? we've all heard the phrase "Wow, my life just flashed before my eyes!" it's sad, because it's so very true. it's also sad, because that's usually what it takes. a very real brush with death to remind us of everything we live for. Please, for your own sakes, try to remember every little detail you can of your life, because you will draw happiness from it. or at least strength. the strength to carry on. "You can't take back that one mistake that still lives on after life it takes, in that one day that changed our lives, the bitter memories are left behind." (lyrical quote from The Offspring - Americana - The End of the Line)

1.09.07
Hopeless took it almost all the way and took it far too hard too fast to believe fall easy in your mistake hero of an again broken heart lost in your troubles and addicted to anger chasing an impossible answer i'll be here just waiting without hope just a fool too late to untouch

The Wolf's Future????
Wolves are wild animals, meant to live out their lives in freedom. When human beings interfere in the lives of wild animals, it becomes their responsibility to provide what the animals cannot provide for themselves - a healthy environment in which to live. We must also reach a balance with those who want to see the wolf controlled, their concerns must not be dismissed, they must become part of the conservation debate. For some wolves live in the imagination as shadows of evil, fueled by fallacy and fiction. Will they forever remain a thing of darkness or will the wolf emerge in the light of understanding? Is the cry of the wolf a mournful farewell or does it announce his return? Will we grant him a place to live? and in turn give ourselves something more valuable? We all must work together to ensure that the songs of the wolves will always be heard in all the wild places of our earth. The wolf has been part of the natural balance for thousands of years, in l

Marine Hymn
From the Halls of Montezuma To the Shores of Tripoli; We fight our country's battles In the air, on land and sea; First to fight for right and freedom And to keep our honor clean; We are proud to claim the title of United States Marine. Our flag's unfurled to every breeze From dawn to setting sun; We have fought in ev'ry clime and place Where we could take a gun; In the snow of far-off Northern lands And in sunny tropic scenes; You will find us always on the job-- The United States Marines. Here's health to you and to our Corps Which we are proud to serve In many a strife we've fought for life And never lost our nerve; If the Army and the Navy Ever look on Heaven's scenes; They will find the streets are guarded By United States Marines.

Conflicts & Compromises (on The Wolf Issue)..
With the growing human population the wolf is coming into conflict with people in areas where they have not been seen before. Wolves need lots of land, away from humans, to live and raise their families. As our population has grown, the amount of wilderness where wolves can live has gotten smaller. The wolf has been exterminated in most of Europe in the past four centuries. Pockets of wolves survive in mountainous Spain, France, Italy, and forested Finland. The wolf population of Asia has been equally decimated, although substantial numbers remain in remote corners of the Middle East and on the Russian and Mongolian steppes. A wolf is neither good nor evil, it seems Myth still out lives the it, but now many understand their nature. And now many Ranchers and others are now seeing through a real understanding of the wolf and through some preventive measures on their part (Checking herd regularly, removing carrion, having guard dogs, etc.), Both the wolf and man can live together.

Even My Dreams Hurt
so many things go on throughout the day at night when i close my eyes they dont go away crying and screaming as i dream they see my tears and hear my cries but noone will shake me from my terrors running fast and moving slow with noone to help me and no place to go

Have You Ever Been
Have you ever just been so pissed off for no apparent reason that you feel like you could just rip someones head clean off. Where you feel like everytime you make a decision its the wrong one. For some reason and i cant figure out why but i have been just totally spaztic as of late. Not sleeping well not eating well angry at the moments notice. Just all fucked up and not real sure why. Been having these weird ass dreams/nitemares too. It starts out that im helping some people out with building some kind of building. But i keep getting the feeling im being watched. Every once in a while i catch novement out of the corner of my eye but when i look its gone. Then i guess its a couple of days later we find a dead body up the road and then just weird shit starts to happen. At the end im being chased down by someone and everytime i stop to fight them off its me im looking at. I dont know maybe im just nuts lol.

Digital Camera ....help?
Im looking to buy a Good, not cheap nor super expensive Digital Camera.. anybody have knowledge to help me pick one out and start taking more pics.. i know everyone loves more pictures. and i want to give lots

Holidays
I hope that eveyone had a great time over the holidays. I had a blast while it lasted. I went to Cherokee Casino with my family and friends. I got to go to a private party at the casino because my grandmother is a 7 star player plus I got to go to the regular party that they throwed for everyone in the casino. It was great. Of couse, all great things much come to an end at one point in time. Its back to work now time to get serious on paying my bills and getting my new year started and trying to make this year better than last year. Well hope that everyone had a blast ttyl :)

Forever
I've been on a major fucking The Crow trip lately. The Crow has always been one of my all time favorite graphic novels and the movie is great too, everynow and then I revisit it and re-read the book and watch the film. Well now it's the time and I've been on a kick lately all though that may seem weird since Christmas time was just over, but what the hell. Anyways I do like to creatively write sometimes and I was inspired to write this short "lost scene" so to speak that could be inserted intot he Crow book so to speak. And it's by no means to step on James O'Barr's great work at all. It's more of a tribute than anything else to The Crow. Normally I don't like to get sappy or poetic in my blogs I joke around on them more than anything and say the stupidest shit I can think of but anyways I'm serious for once today. -------------------------------------------------- Forever: Inspired by The Crow Shelly asked me a question once. "Eric?" she asked. "Do you think it would be

*we Are The Champs*
*ITS GREAT TO BE A FLORIDA GATOR*IF YOUR NOT A GATOR YOUR GATOR BAIT*Just Ask The BuckEyes Roflmao.41-14 That Was Not An Ass Beatin That Was The GATORS WALKIN A MUD HOLE N WALKING IT DRY!!!Never Mess With The Gators:D

A Long One
This blog is going to be quite lengthy, so if you don't read it, you are forgiven in advance :) Tonight was the slowest night we have had at work in a long time. I got my paycheck the other day and it really sucked because they took $52 out for the occupation tax plus all the other usual taxes, so my paycheck sucked. And then today I only got $27 fucking dollars this past week in tips. I made $62 a few weeks ago and of course it has been decreasing since the holiday, but $27?! That is the lowest I have seen in a long time. So work took forever cause we did almost nothing all night, but whatever, I needed a relaxing night after all the craziness of the holidays. Tomorrow is going to kind of suck because I have to clean for an hour before I get on the floor to make drinks and what not. And what is really weird is that I am closing with the manager AND the assistant manager, wtf? Who else would that happen to? LoL. It's cool though cause I've worked with both of them many times, it'

A Question To My Lady Friends Only!!
Any of my lady friends that have daughters that started their female cycle before the age of 11 please give me any advice you have on how to deal with this!!!!! My youngest daughter turned 9 last October and tonight I believe she has started the big "P". She pretty much knows what it is because of me of course but has not yet had the movie and whatnot at school like most of us women did when we were kids because she is only in the 3rd grade. I think it is more me freaking out than she is lol because she is my BABY and I wasn't expecting this for at least another year or so as most of the women in my family started around 10-12. Has any of you experienced this???????

Ooook
So whats up with the pictures thing now? I was trying to rate pictures, and the next/previous pictures weren't there...Whats up with that????Oh well. I found this site...Thought it was interesting...Posting results here. http://www.myheritage.com

Proper Pipe Etiquette
Dammit, I'm not used to using pieces!! Before I met Viking I only smoked blunts and joints(cellulose, yay). I am only recently learning that when smoking out with a pipe, you're supposed to "leave some greens", meaning you only smoke half the bowl and leave the other half green...so this always slips my mind and I must look like a jerk. Well, I AM a jerk. Lame.

T-shirt Contest Day 3
HEY EVERYBODY, JUST WANTED TO GIVE AN UPDATE ON MY T-SHIRT CONTEST!!! AFTER 3 FULL DAYS OF VOTING Mikey IS STILL IN THE LEAD. CAN HE HOLD ON TO HIS #1 SPOT AND TAKE HOME THE GOLD? (OK ITS NOT GOLD ITS A 3-DAY CHERRY BLAST!LOL!) I WANNA BE YOUR SUPERMAN LOVER IS STILL HOLDING STRONG IN SECOND PLACE, BUT DOES HE HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO OVERTAKE FIRST? BUT!!Blood of a Slave~Heart of a King!!!, mobetta, baltimorevibe, AND dre ARE NOT TOO FAR BEHIND, ANY ONE OF THEM CAN STILL COME FROM BEHIND AND BLOW THEM ALL AWAY! I HAVE DECIDED TO GIVE A 1-DAY CHERRY BLAST TO THE SECOND PLACE WINNER SO KEEP THE RATES AND COMMENTS COMING!! THERE IS STILL PLENTY OF TIME TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE, ANYONE CAN WIN!!! I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL THE PARTICIPATION SO FAR. CONTESTANTS PLEASE PROMOTE PROMOTE PROMOTE! AND FOR ALL OF MY FRIENDS PLEASE CHECK IT OUT TOO, THERE ARE SOME REALLY COOL T-SHIRTS. YOU GUYS CAN VOTE TOO :) THERE'S EVEN ONE GIRL IN A T-SHIRT! ANYWAYS I REALL

Happiness Part 2
2morow i am going foor a job interview and i am parying for a good interview my buddy bobbie works at the place and is going to put in a good word for me and if it goes good i will start on wensday or thursday this week wish me luck on this 2 thanks all

Warm
I’m all warm and smiling now, Forgot what it was like for a while. For a bit I was getting kinda cold But now that ice is breaking with a smile. I’ve been laughing out loud, Not holding anything back I remember what it’s like to feel good now Now it’s sadness I lack. The words that you say to me, I can trust they are real I know it’s not been long, But I also know how I feel. I’m so much stronger now And I hope you can see your part Because you’ve helped me re-find me And I thank you from my heart. A Desa Original

Chain Of Love { Kalvin Jones}
I had a chain around my heart I had it pulled so tight if anyone ever tried to enter I would put up a fight I had a lock around my love I threw away the key How could I love another soul when I didn't even love me? The chain now lays on the ground For my heart you found the key you taught me to myself be true to love me for me I see the world more clearly now I have love now in my soul I found a spot for you to fill you made my life be whole When I look into his eyes, it seems all the problems in the world go away and I'm floating in mid-air.In my thoughts of you there is an underlying love that is present in every word, every glimpse I hope you feel it as I do, for it is what I am and ever I will be.Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you.It's not just a physical attraction, I love him for every single thing he is. Every word he says, ever

Happy
this is my first happy blog to night at 4 a.m. i am going to be d.j.ing in Dave's Hideaway lounge i am a bit nervous i hope i can do good job tonight wish me luck if you want to stop by go ahead and tell me how i am doing thanks to my friends and family (sorry i did not do good a connection problem i had 2 hand it off to angie)

Jan. 9th In His Honor
Where do I start? I get home from work and notice Mom has all the dry ingredients to make a choclate cake out. I go to get ice and notice she has bought chicken breasts and drumsticks. Her mixing bowls are out. She told me she loved me more than usual today. I look aroud in my room and notice that I have only one picture of him in my room. Funny, witty, charming and a hard worker. Jan 9th would have been his 70th birthday. Who was this man I called Pop? He was a great mechanic. You could drive up in the driveway and he would tell you instantly by listening to your motor what was wrong with your it. Maybe an oil change, brakes, new belts. He had the biggest heart for his grandchildren. He loved children to make them laugh and see them smile. I never forget the little ones who tugged at my skirt to ask me about my Dad at his funeral. They had tons of questions for me. Who will tell me funny stories about you, lulu?, etc. I will never forget the last conversation I had with h

This Life
different than i was yesterday who am i today? who will i become tommorrow some don't feel other grieve in their sorrow. who am i? who are you? this is not a world where dreams come true a world full of lies and hate absolutely of lies and hate .absolutely no one came relate scared of life ,oh what asacrifice we must pay to live in this hateful world day after day . this is truely how the world is today but hey hate is good .

I'm Going To Be A Grandma !
wow found out i'm going to be a grandma. My daughter is having a baby only at 17 1/2 but what can one do! So let's see how this comes out so if u don't see me much on here it's cause i'll be helping her out showing her the ropes as u can call it...lol Maria

Thor's Blot
Well seems theres at least three dietys that can lay claim to this Thor ,King Thorri of Iceland and Thorra a winter goddess! Now days many honor Thor on this day but alot about Thorri sounds way to much like the God Thor!Heres some infor from another site I found. If satr ar groups have one thing in common it is the idea that with the Troth what is important is not what one believes, nor which organisations one is a member of, but what one says and does. Working Tru and living Tru are of utmost importance for without Tru actions and Tru relations to the world any professions of faith are empty and carry no weight. Yet not every satr ar will want to take up the task of offering Blt to the Gods or leading community ritual observances and so there must be other ways of manifesting Troth through action. Most important in this regard is that each individual makes some effort to make the ways of the Folk a reality in their lives and in the world more generally - this includes work on the

And I Cry Out
I dont know how it feels so alone scared unforgiven And i Cry out Inside i feel such pain sadness, etched on my face tears dried and stained I saw myself in the mirror and i didnt recognize who i was I am nothing, left to fear Silence like chains And your words left me Beaten, Dead

My Heart On A Tarnished Platter
I can always find another you You think you are irreplaceable But you're just like the others A waste of my time. Out of all my wants and all the needs I just wish I didn't want to need you. Because the hardest part about walking away From your warm comfort Is knowing that you won’t chase after me You won't chase a moment That you once told me Made you a better woman For all of the hours in my day I would spend 25 of them Beside you But you don't want that Now I'm here wondering Wishing for just one more sunrise But my world is dark And my days are dreary That is my soul without u "I'll be back in two weeks" And if that were true Then why have I waited So long without you For the first time in my life, I am starting to believe That I’m meant to die alone... Alone with my thoughts The shadows of what once was How I wish you were here To show you the meaning of myself How with one kiss You’ve made me the man That was once but a glimmer Bu

The Game.
Well I was hoping the Buckeyes would win against Florida but we didnt :( got to say, that Florida played a good game but Ohiostate didnt... I dont know if they all partied last night and had hangovers today or what! but I am still proud of them they played good all season...

This Is Me
Im that guy you see in the science fiction section of the bookstore Im that guy whos hardcore, lookin at those around thinkin such a bore My pants maybe at the waistside but i don't get look down upon A dark song, a happy song, whatever the song its better then degradin today sociality My blackness is question on a daily bases by other black faces sometimes white faces But i laugh and smile and be on my way leavin them with notin to say I will always have a fist in the air for Black Power but without black unity there will be no black power As i look as the wall for an half an hour, i realized that i am just a unique black man that stands out for the world to see but hey This is me

Don't Be Afraid
don't be afraid don't be scared to show your a true christian don't think that no one needs to know believe me that is how i was afraid of what my friends would think of me but now i realized i realizethat they don't carw they still love me. so don't lie when someone asks if you a christian beproud to be a christian be proud to be a son or a daughter of god anwer yes yes , i am and just keep on believing

Fook Mi In The Ace.
observe: a guy i "e-dated" [whom i met on myspace] was in such films, as "Bring It On" , "Ten Things I Hate About You", and various other teen garbage movies. After watching this video on my homie 'compton ass matt's'profile, i spotted Ashley Barrett, also known as Ashley Howard to his Hollywood folk. i came to the realization that i sucked a gay cock. *hoping it went gay after the fact* spy: he is the strawberry blonde with the fuaxhawk wearing nothing but his gay ass panties. [on the floor, groping two semi-naked men.]

Haka
check out this video clip. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PZCky1H_fiU It is the NZ National Rugby team, The All Blacks, with the debut of their new haka from a year or so back. I would put the clip here but don't know how. I did ask in the cherry support lounge but the answer I got was a waste of time and no help whatsoever. So if anybody has even bothered to read this and knows how to do it please message me.

Just Thinking
So, I was just thinking... Today I was admiring the building I work in. It's an 8 story building, with a fire escape off the 2nd floor. As I admired this fine structure, I'm thinking "that fire escape is made of wood." And then it dawned on me... isn't that almost pointless? One would think that it would be more dangerous on the fire escape during a fire than actually inside the building. Anyways, what do I know. I was just thinking.

Like A Fat Kid With Cake
Your words fill me up, Like a fat kid with cake. Days without you, Make my heart ache. What is it we have, What is this I feel? I know you are far, But I know this is real. I know you make me sing, And warm me to the bone. I can feel your arms around me, Even when I’m alone. Whatever this is we have, Whatever it is you’ve done. I thank the powers that be, For sending me this one. You’re sweet and funny, You’re kind and smart. You’ve reached right in, and warmed my cold heart. A Desa Original

Only Illusion
its a shame you gave it all for such a little back and forth each night stuck in the middle I feel the loss pain and confusion fall down and pray beg for retribution broken pieces of the mirror drawing lines theyre getting clearer live each day an institution find a way only illusion never need a reason to cry kiss the hand of death a memory dies

All I Cant Say
All I Can't Say There's so much I can't say, When I look into your eyes. I'm worried you'll reject me, And hurt my foolish pride. Each day this love grows stronger, But I could never let you know. There's so much behind my smile, That I could never show. I'd hold you for a lifetime, If you would let me in. Every time I see you holding onto her, The pain is like a knife cutting deep into my soul. So I'll dream of us together, Of just how it could be, And all that you are, will remain A silent part of me.

Dont
Don't Please don't sell me false dreams, And leave me hanging onto empty hopes. Don't hold my hand unless you mean it, Don't hold my heart unless you intend to leave it unscathed. Don't tell me all the things I long to hear, If you're just going to take them away. Don't care about me if you can't handle the burden, Because I can take care of myself just fine. Don't shower me with affection, If it was just a momentary lapse of judgment. Don't promise me happiness, That you cannot deliver. Don't tell me I'm beautiful, Beauty can fade.

Vie For Answers
Vie for answers As your eyes look into mine I can't look away, for I am drawn to your beauty. Your deep grey eyes leave me speechless. As you enter the room, the beauty of your presence enraptures my soul...Why do I feel this way? My heart refuses to answer. Tender smile, soft eyes, perfect face. Our eyes meet as I am fighting for answers, fighting for acceptance in my heart. Yet, all I can feel are sensations that the heart can't hide. As your eyes look into mine I can't look away, for I am drawn to your beauty. Suddenly I catch a glimpse into your heart-- Does your heart refuse to answer you too

Bad Dream
Bad dream Sitting in this room with you, Seeing that smile Knowing that I cannot have you... A torturing thing... To see you with others, As if I am all but gone from your mind... As if we never happened As if I never mattered to you... Stuck back into a world That confuses me beyond confusion I hate it here, Wanting to escape from this bad dream... I wake up, But it is all true You are gone from my life... But you are still sitting in that same spot With that same smile on your face And I still know that I cannot have you

5 Questions That Women Ask Their Mates
5 frequently asked questions women ask guys The questions are: 1. What are you thinking about? 2. Do you love me? 3. Do I look fat? 4. Do you think she is prettier than me? 5. What would you do if I died? What makes these questions so difficult is that every one is guaranteed to explode into a major argument if the man answers incorrectly (i.e., tells the truth). Therefore, as a public service, each question is analyzed below, along with possible responses. Question # 1: What are you thinking about? The proper answer to this, of course, is: "I'm sorry if I've been pensive, dear. I was just reflecting on what a warm, wonderful, thoughtful, caring, intelligent woman you are, and how lucky I am to have met you." This response obviously bears no resemblance to the true answer, which most likely is one of the following: A. Football. B. Golf. C. How fat you are. D. How much prettier she is than you. E. How I would spend the insurance money if you died.

Who Was Your First
Q: Kissed someone on your top 8? A: yes Q: Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? A: yes Q: Been arrested? A: no, close Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? A: no Q: Slept in until 5 PM? A: yeah Q: Held a snake? A: yeah Q: Been suspended from school? A: no Q: Been fired from a job? A: no Q: Sang karaoke? A: yeah, i suck Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? A: yes Q: Laughed until you started crying? A: yes Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? A: no Q: Kissed in the rain? A: in a car Q: Sang in the shower? A: yeah Q: Sat on a roof top? A: yeah Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? A: yeah Q: Broken a bone? A: toes and fingers Q: Shaved your head? A: yep Q: Blacked out from drugs? A: nope Q: Played a prank on someone? A: yeah Q: Had a gym membership? A: no Q: Felt like killing someone? A:yes Q: Cried over someone you loved? A: yeah Q: Shot a BBgun? A: yeah

For Someone Special
poem for someone special. I'm trying to be the friend you want But it hurts me inside When I look into your eyes Because what I want Is something more You told me once If I needed anything Let you know...... But what I wanted You can not give me Because your heart Belongs to someone else So I sit and think And think some more But what do I do With my heart that always breaks So I sit and wait Thinking of my fate Hoping to find love I want someone to hold me Threw those long and stormy nights To hold me, when I'm scared Someone to pick me up When the world brings me down So when will my heart stop breaking

Of Inspiration
Without Without inspiration there is no fire Without that there is no burning desire Without that which taps the soul Without the drive no work is whole Without a muse there is nothing new Without the feeling there emptiness too Without one who sparks the minds eye Without that one these work fall and die Without someone who that gentle nudge Without that one all things are a drudge Without the fire the spark and flame Without poetry the poet and the name By R. Thomas Dinsmore

A New Year And A New Life Begins
well today my dear fellow cherries i begin a new walk. i start a my new job tonite. graveyard, but what the hell. and an apt to my self. it's been years but how sweet it is. this is going to be a good year. i can feel it. life can begin again. no matter how old you are.

Broken Hearted
What do I Do with a broken heart... I couldnt stop falling, because I didnt mean to start... THe further I keep going... the more I see the end... I want to just tell you... but what message will it send? Will you answer me, and catch me when i fall, or will you walk away... like you didnt get it at all? You may not believe it... but I know it's true, Love can just keep going... thats what I have for you. I can't just make it stop now, I can't make it not real, It's stuck inside my heart somehow, It's everything I feel. You think you knew who I loved, You never knew that you thought wrong... I hope that you understand me now, before all of that love is gone. That love has survived so much, a broken mess now that you talk to... But an open heart I now have, Is an open heart I meant for you.

Forever In My Heart
Forever In My Heart Forever in my heart, your smile stays with me. Forever in my heart, the tears begin to release. Forever in my heart, I trapped the smell of your lust. I feel my soul slowly crush. Forever in my heart, my lips still yearn. Forever in my heart, still afraid of getting hurt. Forever in my heart, You don't need me to stay. Forever in my heart, I will learn to walk away. Forever in my heart, My love will remain true. Forever in my heart, I will always love you.

I Want To Feel Love
I want to feel love I want to feel love, feel you, feel free, I want to love you and you to love me. I want to dance with the wolves in the rain, I want to feel the light of the moon release all pain. I want to show you what love is and how it can be, I want to walk hand in hand... give me the key. I want to dance with you in the light of the moon, I want to hold you close but not too soon. I want you to know me and feel my heart, I want you to understand me and know your part. I want you to open up and let me in, I want to feel you- trust me, my friend. I'm the one who's faithful, someone who's true, I'm the one, baby, who will love you for you. It's me, I'm the one, so here I am, Come and get me, baby, take my hand. Pull me close, love me, hold me tight, Don't let go, this is the night. The night of the very beginning of you and me, The first night of forever together we will be. Hand in hand, just you and I, Let this be forev

I Think Of You
WHEN I OPEN MY EYES EVERYMORNING I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO WAKE UP EVERY MORNING WITH YOU. WHEN I GO IN TO TAKE A SHOWER I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO WASH YOUR BACK FOR YOU. WHEN I GET DRESSED TO START THE DAY I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO HAVE MY CLOTHES TAKEN BACK OFF BY YOU. WHEN I DRIVE DOWN THE STREET IN MY CAR I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO GET A CALL SAYING TO MEET YOU. WHEN I SIT LISTENING TO MUSIC I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO BE IN YOUR ARMS... DANCING WITH YOU. WHEN I FIX SUPPER I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO BE MAKING IT FOR YOU. WHEN I TAKE MY NIGHTLY SHOWER I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL COMING IN THE BEDROOM READY FOR YOU. WHEN I LAY DOWN EACH NIGHT TO SLEEP I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL HAVING THE WARMTH AND COMFOR

Lori's Story
My story starts in 1991 when I was 19 years old. I met a wonderful man named Gary and finally in 1993 we decided to start a family. I got pregnant and 7 weeks later had a miscarriage. It was tough, but I thought, "Okay, this is just something that happens." The first miscarriage was such a scare that we waited another 3 years before trying again. Again, after 7 weeks, another miscarriage. The doctors said it's just something that happens. After my 5th loss, we decided it was time to see a specialist. I've had every test imaginable and everything came back good. So is this just something that happens? We continued trying all the way up to 2005. That is when I suffered my 8th and last miscarriage. I think that was the worst one. At my age then (33), I knew that there was probably no hope left. We decided for my well-being to stop trying. God has kept me sane and I don't blame anyone, I just can't understand why. I do believe that time helps heal wounds, and mine are gradually healing d

Sex Survey
THE ULTIMATE SEX SURVEY This is the ultimate sex survey. The trick is to repost this and see if someone gives u their answers. Name: Dana Age: 21 Current Location: Oklahoma Eye/Hair Color: Blue/Blond Height: 5'4" Ethnicity: White and Indian(though u cant tell it lol) Sexual Orientation: Bi Size of penis/breast: large breasts lol WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?: Age: close to mine Eye/Hair: about any Height: taller than me Ethnicity: same as me i suppose Body Type: muscular Whats your favorite part of a guys/gals body?: guys- chest, girls- chest EASY QUESTIONS: What kind of underwear R U Wearing? pink lace thong Have you ever given/received a lap dance? yes given and received Ever watch a porno? yes Ever made someone think you were gonna have sex but didnt? yes Are you into ass smacking? sometimes Are you a Virgin? not even close When did you lose it? when i was 15 How was your first time? pretty much sucked If you had a choice would y

The Social Card Game
THE SOCIAL CARD GAME The gaming tables in Reno are a social gathering place where people gamble as they converse with each other and the dealers. This atmosphere was not to my liking. I think I much prefer fast action and an impersonal approach to placing a wager. I ate dinner at the Nugget Casino then wandered over to the blackjack tables – five-dollar minimum and a five hundred dollar max per bet. Sunday evening and most of the crowd had gone home. The dealers were all seasoned veterans. Not one of them had less than eleven years experience in the job. They were quick and managed to keep a running line of patter going with the players without missing a beat. I wasn’t actually counting cards. Casinos don’t like card counters. Let’s just say that I was keeping track of the cards as they came out of the deck. Well, maybe I was doing a little counting. Tens through aces count as a minus one and deuces through sixes count as a plus one. The player has an advantag

I'm Back
Well, we managed to get moved. Left TONS of things in St. Louis but things we can live without. That landlord is probably flipping out! LOL We still had a 26' U-Haul crammed full of stuff! Anyway, we made it to SW Mo. and have a place to live but have been told by one of the other tenants of this landlord that he is a slumlord. Yippeee. I guess he will be finding out what rights disabled people have and fast! lol I'm so glad we found something quickly. My daughter and I spent 5 days with my mom and OMG, we would have killed each other if it had lasted longer. Don't get me wrong, I love my mom, she has been a HUGE help to me and she now knows how bad my health truly is. But the woman and I clash so bad at times, it is awful. Anyway, I am back. Exhausted, but back! lol I hope everyone's New Year is going well! Pamela

Results From My Sons Contest
THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH TO THOSE THAT VOTED FOR HIM ! HE PLACED 2ND IN CONTEST. IF I DIDN'T GET YOUR PAGE YET PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND I'M SORRY IN ADVANCE !! AND TO THOSE THAT DIDN'T VOTE IT'S OK JUST DON'T ASK ME TO HELP YOU IN YOUR NEXT CONTEST !! THANKS AGAIN TO ALL THAT HELPED !! XOXOXOXOX

Forever I'll Wait
Forever I'll Wait I sometimes feel my heart will burst from wanting you so much I can't explain in words of how I long to feel your touch There is no way I can convey this emptiness inside That seems to tear my soul to shreds as time goes swiftly by If I could merely hold you near for just a little while If I could simply talk with you or only see you smile To have you look into my eyes and wait to hear you say Something that would help me to take this pain away If I have to wait forever I guess that's what I'll do For me, it will be worth it to finally be with you

Aubrey Rose
AUBREY ROSE HOLLENKAMP'S STORY --> --> Aubrey Rose Hollenkamp was born in Cincinnati on November 12, 1997, six weeks premature. When she was born, the obstetrician said that she has an angel watching out for her because her placenta was tearing away and seconds later, she could have bled to death. This is how Aubrey came into the world! It was a fight right from the start! It was soon discovered that she had two holes in her heart. Surgery repaired this at 10 weeks of age. At 6 months she got a clean bill of health, but at 9 months, Aubrey was diagnosed with a condition called "Scimitar Syndrome". This is an extremely rare situation where two of her pulmonary veins traveled to her liver instead of to her lungs. We went to the Cleveland Clinic for this repair, which included two more open-heart surgeries, a tricuspid valve replacement and a permanent pacemaker. Aubrey was in the hospital over Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Years of 1998. We came home the middle of January, 199

Help!!!!
I need anybody and everybody who can to come vote, I am currently in 1st but about to be knocked out of my position! We have come a long ways today to risk loosing now!!! Comment bombers needed! Thanx to anybody willing to vote, click pic below.

How Much Have You Changed In 10 Years?
10 years ago 1.) How old were you? 16 2.) Where did you go to school? M********* High 3.) Where did you work? I didn't, but I was very active in the Drama program... too bad it didn't pay. 4.) Where did you live? M*********, before my area changed to H***** ****** ****. 5.) Where did you hang out? The stage/drama room. Under the tree with the D&D boys. 6.) Did you wear glasses? Nope. 7.) Who were your best friends? Rachael, Kaci, Danyelle, Mekaela, Norah... tight group except when Ollie caused that big ruckus. 8.) How many tattoos did you have? 0 9.) How many piercings did you have?: 6, three in each ear. 10.) What car did you drive?: Haha, funny. An invisible one. 11.) Had you been to a real party yet? No, but I was close. 12.) Had your heart broken? Not yet... give me one more year. 13.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter: I believe we are right about when Sean was going to break up with me. It was one of those two-week long things. FIVE YEARS AGO:

I Wonder If He Knows That He Hurts Me With His Words
i wonder if he even knows how much he hurts just by the way he talks to me. me and my husband had a fight i guess you could say and it was really the words that he used but it was how he said it. sometimes i wonder if he does it on purpose or if it's accidental. but what ever it is, it hurts and sometimes i just feel like crying all night. i'm not looking for sympathy but for words of wisdom from people on how to handle this. i know he is a good guy but it seems to happen alot lately and i just want some advice on how to talk to him and what to say. so if you guys could just let me know i would appreciate it. huggs to all

When A Boy Loves A Gurl
a boy liked a girl but wanted to make her jealous.Then one day things went terribly wrong.The next few weeks were like a very sad song.He made her jealous on purpose he tried.When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"on purpose he lied.He played with jealousy like it was a game.Little did he know Things would never be the same.His plan was working but he had no clue.How wrong things would go,the damage he would do.One night she broke down,feeling very alone.Just her and the blade,no one else home.She dialed his number,he answered, "Hello"She told him she loved him and hung up the phone.He raced to her house just a minute too late.Found her lying in blood,her heart had no rate.Beside her was a note,in it her confession.Her love for this boy,her only obsession.As he read the note,he knelt down and cried.Grabbed her knife,that night they both died.She was found in his arms,both of them dead.Under he rnote his handwriting said:"I loved her so, she never knew.All this time I loved her too."

The Cave
The Cave "Are you SURE that you aren't claustrophic?" I ask you, as we get out of my Explorer. You chuckle softly, grinning and shaking your head. "No, I'm not claustrophic." The chill in the air is momentary, and we know it will be a warm day soon. Tendrils of fog play in the trees as I lead you to where the path starts. Sweet williams are already blooming here, and everything is starting to get that delicate green of spring. "Am I really going to need this jacket?" you ask me. "It's already pretty warm." "Well, yeah, you really should wear it, hon. It stays the same temp in the back all year long." We are close enough now that I can hear the stream trickling musically below us in the ravine. The trees are just green enough to hide it, but I can now smell it, too, sweet and unique. I turn to see if you smell it too, and I see that you do, your head turning toward the ravine as you sniff. "Is that.....?" You stop mid-sentence when you see me looking at you

Those Damn Cowboys
Ok - I need to vent. What the F--- was going on in the last 5 minutes of the game saturday night. 1. - Terry Glenn fumbles the ball into a safety 2. - The defense breaks and alloes a TD 3. - Tony Romo muffs a snap and punt hold. Then he can not run 1/2 yard for a touchdown. 4. - On the last play of the game the Cowboys had a reciever just standing there that could of drove for the ball. I am sure I was not the only one that was screaming at the TV when the game was over. The cowboys did not look like they were playing with any type of emotion, other than Austin during his return for a Touchdown. Toby

Went To The Doc Today......
well i went today over my headaches that ihave been haveing for months.i thought i could live with them till last week. I had one so bad that I knew i was going to die.I went blind.I was so scared that i would die and Dylan would be here alone till Dave got home. dave found me in bed crying from the pain.Dave is the cool one,he nevers worries thats my job but that night he was scared.My doc gave me some meds to try and so far there makeing me very ill. SO mext Monday ih ave a full round of MRIs and CT Scans.She sai it could be something like a pinch nerve or a tumor.I dont like the word TUMOR.no one does.You know tho im hopeing something does show up cuz atleast then i would know wahts wrong and then we could do something aboutit.

Lil Info About Me
Name:Mike Age:21 Current Location:Front Royal, Va Eye/Hair Color:Brown yees/dirty blonde hair Height:6' Ethnicity: white Sexual Orientation:Straight Size of penis/breast: 6.5'' WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX? Age:18-35 Eye/Hair:Dark hair or blonde and green or blue eyes Height: 5'1''-6' Ethnicity:white Body Type:athletic or nice and thick;) What's your favorite part of a guys/gals body? chest, ass, eyes, smile EASY QUESTIONS: What kind of underwear are you wearing? boxer briefs Have you ever given/received a lap dance? yup Ever watch a porno? yep Ever made someone think you were gonna have sex but didn't? yeah Are you into ass smacking? at times Are you a Virgin?nope When did you lose it? 17 How was your first time? it was alright If you had a choice would you have stayed a virgin longer? nah Are you an easy O or hard O? hard Ever meet someone off the Internet for sex? no How many dates does it take to get into your pants?depens on how we c

Unsure Of Direction
Unsure of direction and what to do A feeling of life changes long over due Change is sure for it always the same Life is adventure and can't be tame for as new comes in the old goes out and all that is certain is lingering doubt how can I know that I take the right path worry about the coming of others wrath for not living as other see to be fit my path is my own so to the world deal with it as I can not make other bend to my will other can't rule my desires and kill that free spirit that live inside of me for I know in life what will be , will be By R. Thomas Dinsmore