"Even if you did fuck every Tom Dick and Harry, I'd still love ya. =) Like I said, I don't care what you do with your life. As long as you are living it happily. It's really none of my business. I am not the kind of person who judges people like that. Now if we hung out all the time and you were involvong me in some shit, that's a different story. I don't keep people in my life who want to screw it up, ya know? But I know you wouldn't do that. But don't worry, you aren't gonna lose me. And if I ever heard anything about you I would go to you first before I played high school games and started ignoring you and posting things in a blog"
Words that comforted me and made me feel more worthwhile.
Those words came from my bestfriend of 17 years and that's what I call a TRUE FRIEND. That other one is just a dumbass that needs to grow up and get a fucking life. I came to realize a few things about the other girl last night before Adam and I went to sleep. I think it is a jealously thing because Adam and I are more happy and get along so well rather than fight and call each other names and get my daughter involved. Adam is helping me get my ass into school and would rather me do what ever makes me happy (if it's staying at home or getting a job before I start school in May), so he's helping me get applications, and I'm turning them in, and last but not least..............To the people who assume Adam is Trinity's father, he's not, he's the male figure in her life that takes care of her and spends time with her and all that that a father should do. So with that last part, Adam spends time not just with my daughter playing cars, throwing her up in the air and catching her, making odd ball noises at each other and just being all out goofy, Adam spends time with me too, and we enjoy what time we have as what it looks like a "family". So because that other girl isn't getting any of what I just said from her husband, she's taking her anger out on me, and saying more shit to me just to make herself feel better, just because she's unhappy. Like I said, she needs to grow up and get a fucking life and now a reality check, because there WILL NOT BE anymore chances for her to be my friend again. She thrwe 18 years down the drain just because she's retarded and selfish. And the funny thing is, she claims to be a woman of God, and wants to raise her child to be a Christian, but she hold grudges, judges people, and slanders people as well. I don't want her kind around me or my loved ones. Their way of thinking and treating people is contegious and I can't have that around me and everyone around me that loves, cares, and respects me for who I am and all my past faults and mistakes. I also have a few other friends that are like the one that made those statements above, and I treasure them and love them as well, as they do for me. People can be so cruel and so disgusting, and it makes me wonder, where have all the good hearted people gone?
