ok... this is crazieness.. we spent like 6+ hours camming and talking today.. and i loved every second of it!!!.. somehow it seemed like mere minutes rather than hours!! I have never in my whole life felt like this before... sure i have had crushes,, but this is more. I connect with yuo on such a different level... I could be content just watching you go about your daily routine all day long. I have never fell this hard soo quik ever! I've never felt like this before period. You make me feel like there is a purpose for this whole rat race i am running..like there is finally a light at the end of my tunnel..and its you. This is all so new to me.. i am always so used to walling up inside myself.. but everthing just spills out when i think look or talk to you. I find my self thinking..am i in love?..is that was this is..and it terrifies me!!! Suddenly things make sense and are all askew all at once.. my head is spinning..my stomache is churning..but i like it ;p !! You got me thinking crazy thoughts.... but i'm not complaining.... i am in a mental fog..and i love it... i want this more than i have ever wanted anything before.. wow..umm ok..iam blushin now..thank god you dont read these.. anyway.. i am rambling now..giggles.. goodnight my love..goodnight
