First I want to say thank you to everyone who has been helping me on my mission to gather enough fubux for that all elusive spotlight!!! Yet it seems the closer I get,.. the more costly it becomes :(
Secondly, to the 325+ persons who have sent me addy's. I have taken on a new personal policy to fan & rate every person whom I add from now on, I also have been leaving them a personal comment at the same time. I used to just hit accept all to my friend requests... but then I felt bad that I wasn't returning the love that has been so kindly bestowed upon me.
I have been dreadfully tired and sick, and have had horrible marital problems going on since 2 days before Christmas.D.J. & I split, then got back together,.. and are right back to being miserable and fighting daily.. oh well.. I gave it the good ole Navy try! The medical stuff has been going on since October of last year. And for those of you who don't know.... I have multiple enlarged lymph nodes in my neck (tumors) and blood tests that have come back indicating that I have hodgkins lymphoma or possibly leukemia. We don't know for sure till we biopsy, but they have been putting that on hold because of the risks involved with the surgery to do so. So instead I have undergone massive rounds of steroids and antibiotics, as well as a little chemo and radiation to see if and how they respond.
Nothing has really happened on the good side, I instead have gained 3-5 more tumors/nodes. I have just gotten a new specialist and he did a special CT scan, and today 5/27 I am going in for a full physical /workup & history. And on Thursday 5/29. I will be going in to have 2 or more tumors/nodes removed completely to biopsy. This is a good thing,.. but there is a real risk of paralysis of the tongue face or vocal chords.But Doc says this will be a 100% way to figure out if it is the before mentioned ailments, or if it is a secondary cancer (which means the real cancer is SOMEWHERE else in my body and the cells from that cancer have traveled & "metastasized" in the nodes) Sarcoidosis or whatever the frick this shit is!!! LOL Thank god I will at the very least have some sort of answer! So wish me the best.
I am telling you all this now because i want to apologize for neglecting all my dear friends, and my new one/soon to be new ones... and fear more neglect will be soon to follow. But I will be back to annoy you all A.S.A.P.!!!
Till Then,....
All my love and respect
Redneck
P.S. There is a chance this will be an extended hospital stay. So If I am not on here by lets say Saturday 5/31, I will have my sister blog updates on her page here. If you don't already have her on your list.... here is the link to her profile http://www.myspace.com/style420 Her name is Missy if you aren't already acquainted and I will let her know some of my friends may be contacting her to "check up on me" via myspace. So feel free to message her as well if you want more info than what gets posted, I just got off the phone with her and told her she may be getting "Myspace accosted" by a few strange people.. but not to worry.. none of you bite.. and for those of you who do.. you've had your rabies & distemper shots!! ROTFLMAO .. seriously.. I love YOU ALL!
