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The Fussy Lonely Aries 1-2-07
Once upon a Time,I was on these Socializeing sites to meet a new soulmate.An if I wasn't so damn perticular,I would have.Actually I did,but I wasn't ready yet.I wasn't ready to let go of the past.As my ex couldn't find anybody,who new what he was doing.After 5 months of being kicked to the curb,she re-enterd my Life as my Lover only.An it was damn good.But now close to 7 months of Abstinence,I feel I am ready.But unfortunately I'm still Fussy.An all past relationships were based on great sex.As I've Matured these last 7 months,sex is nolonger that important,as it once was.I still preffer petite an thin,for mind boggling orgasmic delight.But I will settle for other than I preffer.For great Sexual Compatability,u should be a Sagittarius,Aquarius,Gemini or another Aries.For companionship maybe the same.
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The Past Few Months
First of Sept.06.Labor Day weekend.Went Camping with my extended familly that I reside with.I invited a friend of mine + his Fishing Boat.Trailer right on the water.Figured a boat would make the fishing an camping better.My friend also brought a case of Coors + smoke+ firewood.My friends that I live with had told me I couldn't live here any more if I continued my drinking ways.So acourse there was disagreements,Auguements,Fights.I got wicked drunk + xanax'd out.Ended up leaveing the camp ground my friend an I, 6 am.So they gave me to the rest of the month to Shape up or Ship out.so on friday sept.15,06 I bought a cheap 6 pack of Bush.Drank 5 of them an got sick as a dog.I was hanging all that weekend.On the 18 th I did a Break Job,to help this Single Mom out.Drank 2 carona's while doing her brakes.A miracle happen'd that night.She brought me to an NA meeting.Then I ended up doing 90 meeting NA + AA combined in 60 days.I went on early commitments ,I spoke to other Addicts an alcoholic's at Treatment Facility's.Over the Christmas Eve + Day I helped with a 48 hr.Narcothon.Food an Meetings.Been feeling sick past week or so.Still Sober thou.
