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Words Of Wisdom
when a man reaches for the stars and get as far as the moon and finds there is nothing for him on the moon still has a blanket of stars to land on in the end my thoughts: when i wrote this i was only 16 years old i wanted to do so much in my life. people. if you reach hard you will take your dreams by storm. the only problem is your will power. even i have that problem. when i first went into the military i was told i wasn't going to make it. which brings me to my next qoute   people who tell you "you won't make it" , "you won't ever amount to nothing" , or "you can't do that and you'll never be able to" those select few should be the feul of your fire.   now when people told me that i wasn't going to make it in the military i was upset yet i did not let that extinguish my eternal flame i told my self that i was going to add them as fuel to my fire.   for my friends: my friends don't let other people influence you negativily. and if your worried what people think or feel abo
Critter Corner
Fury can't be done unless I type it out myself.....which of course I refuse to do because it is will just have to look up the lyrics yourself It's ok for a man to be angry It's ok for a man to be rude It's not ok for a woman to be angry It's not ok for a woman to be rude That paradox lives with me still In my female body, While I am a hunter myself And even threatens the most ridiculous thing on the planet My ability to access Fubar Where I have friends that are beyond that garbage Because I made sure of that
All My Love - Alphafighter28
Unconditional Love   I dont know when it Happened Or how is got it's start but my heart fell inlove with you from the very Beginning.   I smile when I think of you My heart skips a beat when i speak to you, My love for you grows with each passing day not a moment in time could pass me by.   Before you came along, my heart was broken, never thought i would meet someone that could make it whole, then i met you!!!   I love you baby and always will no one in this world can ever change how i feel about you!!! You are my world my everything
A Little About Me
Well, I have learned a lot since joining fubar. One there are some very nice people on here,theres great lounges and a great family atmosphere.I was gonna let one bad apple ruin the fubar experience for me but its best to ignore that person and have fun on here.....SO LETS GET THE FUCKING PARTY STARTED!!!!!!! I AM HERE FOR FRIENDS AND FRIENDS ONLY!!! THAT IS WHILE I"M HERE,I WILL BE DELETING FUBAR SOON ALONG WITH YAHOO AND ANY OTHER WAY OF GETTING MY HEART BROKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I THINK THIS DAMN COMPUTER IS THE WORSE THING I EVER BOUGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Blog
So you want to know how I got that name!!?? ok here is the story I was living in a house with an ex bf and 4 other guys, my friend Liz stayed there from time to time, she needed to take a shower and there was no lock on the bathroom door, we didnt trust the guys to not open the door while either one of us showered so when she took a shower I sat in the bathroom against the door so that the guys couldn't come in, and I was yelling YES YES YES MMMMMM , joking around and my friend said "you put it in the wrong hole!!" She has always call me Kooter so after this had happened she said Kooter, you are such a dirty little bath mistress!! Hence where I got my nickname and it has stuck ever since. Kooter The Dirty Little Bath Mistress!!! I don't have a credit card otherwise I would buy these things myself: They aren't in order I just want them Happy Hour Boomerang Auto 11 Cherry Bomb FuPony

I go to a site called the live police complaint or police Kamau runs the web site as i mentioned Kamau is a qualified both federal and state court when it comes to police misconduct. Kamau has alot of intresting videos on his web site keep up the good works Kamau thankyou. kamau runs the site at the police and the live police complaint are the web sites kamau has alot of intresting real cases and videos he runs on the two sites, its really intresting.
im fallen down has far as you will let me fall.. when ya gonna catch me if you catch me at all.. the years are flyin by so fast.. i can barely catch my breath.. you said are love was true.. but then you brought me down with you.. in this quicksand called life i am sinking fast getting pulled in.. but you never gave me a second glance.. then i knew it was the end.. we all make mistakes and we cant change what we do.. just wish that i wasnt a mistake done by you.. im fallen down as far as you will let me fall when you gona catch me if you catch me at all.. 15 years old and not a dime to her name.. she was rough around the edges to hide her pain.. with no money in her picket she didnt know what to do.. so she stood on the corner to try to pay her dues.. sad n cold n all alone.. she had nobody no love no home..5 days later she was gone nobody noticed not even her mom.. she left this world with a different kinda blue.. no love that she had no love was true.. down by the bridge they found a
Family Add
This is how to get in my family:   25 credit bling pack gets you in for one month   65 credit bling pack gets you in for 4 months   135 credit bling pack gets you in from now on & my yahoo id   350 credit bling pack gets all above plus a few phone calls from me & a private nsfw pic     1000 credit bling pack gets you everything above plus cam shows, as many private pics as you want & more for a limited time only I am offering something special! if you get me a 1000 credit bling pack I will do all the things listed bellow!   1. add you to family from now on 2. make you some private pics just for you 3. add you to yim 4. give you my cell number for text & phone calls 5. have phone sex with you if you want 6. naughty cam shows (as many as you want)
ok so ive been on fu for a couple of days,and i have to admit that i have been having fun. In fact I find myself coming here quite a bit. So a big high five to fubar for being a one of a kind place,and i hope i have as much fun a year from now as i am right now Skeptical? Yes i am,and why shouldn't I be I've been to a few sites. Not enough to be a so called expert but enough to form an opinion on them. And so far I am of the opinion that i am not impressed with them.Between the bots and kids and idiots I had all but given up hope that anything else existed so my bud tells me about fubar. He told me i wont be disappointed,will I? Who knows, but ill give it a shot. So far it seems like a cool site, but so did so many others. i really hope i'm not disappointed this time. "prayin" like hell this doesn't suck lol
When U Think Life Sucks
have u even been like me getting sick n tired of ppls bullshit and throw your hands up in the air and say fuck it people amuse me they really do they act so fuckin stupid some times its laughable do they do that shit on purpose or do they even know they r doing it idk could b both they act like idoits or have a moron attack type of ppl who should wear a helmet 24-7 ppl think that their lives suck some ppl have an easy life i know from personal record how hard life can b ive never had a normal child hood was a punching bag for 13 yrs ive been made fun of picked on cause i look diffrernt talk different wasnt born with a silver spoon in my mouth never had things handin to me i worked for every thing i have ppl judge way too quick bout a person get to know b4 u judge
Muslim Belief
Drinking with a  TEXAS  girl...   A Mexican, an Arab, and a Texas girl are in the same bar. When the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the air, pulls out his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, 'In Mexico, our  glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the same one twice.' The  Arab, obviously impressed by this, drinks non-alcohol beer (cuz he's a Muslim!), throws it into the air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, 'In the Arab World, we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink with the same one twice either.' The Texas girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it in one gulp, throws the glass into the air, whips out her 45, and shoots the Mexican and the Arab. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, and  calling for a refill, she says, 'In Texas, we have so many illegal aliens that we don't have to drink with the  same ones twice.' God Bless  TEXAS !!! Muslim Belief This is a true story an
Fubar Rocks...Watch this page for Krazy Kewl pics and Interviews filmed live at various public and social events..Coming Soon!!!! If crying was a doorway and my tears opened the way, I'd step right into heaven and bring you back again. No farewell words were spoken no time to say goodbye, you were gone before I knew it the question is only why? My heart still aches in sadness my secret tears still flow, what it meant to lose you no one will ever know. I will always be confused no matter how happy I may seem, but I'm grateful for last night when you approached me in my dreams. For now I know you want me to mourn for you no more, to remember all the happy times, and know life has more in store. Since you'll NEVER be forgotten I pledge to you this day, A hallowed place inside my heart is where you'll always stay! Estrella de la Manana! para la muher mas Bonita de MUNDO!
Will you let me touch you, will you let me hold you?Will you let me guide you to a world so pure and true?I could be your angel, your brilliant shining light.I could be the one to warm you, when it’s cold at night.I could help you when you struggle or when you won’t survive.I could bring you upwards when your in a downward dive.I could show your true love, a world where you are free.I want to be your angel if you could only see...Will you let me help you so you never feel alone?Will you let me hold you and make you feel at home?I could be your angel and hold your hand through lifeI could be your angel and take away your strifeI could help you fight it so you won’t feel the hurtI could be your fighter so you don’t taste the dirtI could be your angel and light your soul on fireI want to be our angel, my only true desireWill you let me teach you to be your honest best?Will you let me inspire you to go beyond the rest?I could be your angel, only happiness I would br
Friends And Family???
I know its been said before, but I don't think it gets said enough.....  I am so sick and tired of all the High Level people in here always whining and begging for rates and attention!  Don't you bitches ever think about anyone else but yourselves?  How about going back and giving some rates to all the lower level people that helped to put your funky asses where you are?  Or do you only rate the ones that Bling the fuck outta you?  And don't tell me that just cuz you have 14,000 friends, that you don't have the time to try.   You could all stand to take some lessons from MissBehayvn.  All I am to her is a friend.  I don't send her bling or abilities, but I do rate her page, and leave occasional comments.  And in return, she always rates back and always leaves a comment.  She is a level 45, and has over 18,000 friends, and yet she still takes the time to rate a friend back. I am not so naive to think that those of you with thousands of friends can always go back and rate everyone, bu
Betty didn't ask to be born, she was just a victim of the greedy whims of a puppy mill, shipped with her littermates to a pet store.  Shoved in a cage, underfed, not loved, just wanting to be taken care of.  As with many puppies in this situation, she got sick. First a cold, then pneumonia.  She came to the hospital, was cared for, given food when she was able to eat, lots of love and attention, but her poor lungs were scarred for good, she was declared "unfit for purchase"   The pet store then "adopted" her out for a “small” fee to a loving couple who took her and another puppy "Teddy", who was also “unfit for purchase”.  Their new owners came to the hospital as soon as they realized their 2 new babies needed help.  Both stayed in the hospital, with bad coughs.  Teddy got better every day, but poor Betty's lungs were too scarred.  I would take Betty out of her cage, and bring her to see Teddy, saying…”look Betty your brother wants to say hello&rdqu
Speakin Of Hot....
ok so why, when i'm at a stop light, do ALL other drivers think they the ONLY ones at the intersection too?? i mean they REALLY think they by themselves!!! do you have any idea how many people i catch diggin in their nose, like, not just a little 'ooh, scratch a little itch'; no, i'm talkin DIGGIN for PLATINUM!! only thing they missin is a damn mining pick!! LMMFAO swear!!! they got they fingers all spread, u know the face u make when u pickin boogers??? they makin the same face!!! OMG people save the snot hunt for when u actually are by yourself!!! This has been a Public Service Announcement by xXDatOneMomentXx FuOwned by Luscious so one hell hot day a group of friends and relatives and i decided we should go to the pool and splash around, cool off and have a good time.  im so excited, im changin clothes, puttin my trunks on, slip my cell phone in the pocket (!!) and hop in the ride and take off. We get there and Im so mesmerized by the blue of the water , thats all i can see (LOL
I Am This Woman
Would you take me as i am,with my issues and flaws. Pull me to your chest,without hesitation or a pause. Slide your hungry tounge between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my hips. Wrap in your passion,exposing your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine,every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across our cheeks,confessing your every desire. Moan my name,call me yours and set my soul on fire. Needing me more with every breath that slips into your chest. Please me nightly miss me daily,never comparing me to the rest. Grip my wrist,look into my eyes and say the words i long to hear. Kiss me roughly and weep my name forever holding me. WOULD YOU ? I'm the Woman who will put my head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you. I'm the Woman who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the Woman who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it
Just Me
It sometimes amazes me how looks seem to matter to so many people. What does that really say about a person ? What do looks say about anybody ? Perhaps you have good genetics, or know how to make the most of what you have seems like in this world Beauty will get you further. I love to watch the girl that is pencil thin that says omg I'm so fat. Whats that say about people of normal size ? Or the person that constantly says oh Im so ugly I sometimes want to say Yes you are! I mean when do we look past beauty at someone's accomplishments? Understandably people are attracted to beauty or good looking people. I have met many a man who were so handsome but seemed so ugly to me. Their attitude their "cockiness"  was a complete turn off to me.  Maybe its all some people have ... How sad to skip over an intelligent person who is charming, funny and witty for someone who is just beautiful. Over time as the beauty fades and the attraction dims what are you left with?  I am proudest of my accomp
the world is wide and wonderful wherever we my roam, but our thoughts always return to precious things like friends and home and  LOVE ever dance with the devil in the pale moonlight
my love  i will love you till the sun burns out hold you till a new one comes i love you as fish love the ocean only breaching for air you are my world i will love you till the end of this one past the edge of the next what is time? a way of tracking of knowing just how long i will love you time is past, present and forver my love for you is timeless without end this is how long i will love you this is what i have learned the hard way. maybe it can help someone not to make the same dreadful mistakes. a while ago i lost someone extreamly dear to my heart, do due no one but myself. and she left. it wasnt just my love that i scared away, she was my best friend. i was egotistical, stubborn, i had to be right all the damn time, i couldnt sdmit that i was wrong, and this led to arguments. like an addmission of guilt was a sign of weekness or something, its not, its a sign of maturity. and i wasnt right all the time, not even half the time. it was " i am man hear me roar", and
The mystery of love I sit a wonder how it is possible I always thought Life was so complicated Things always changed nothing stayed the same I understood the people grow and move away However, the pain that brewed after was not tolerable I locked my feelings inside and wanted to throw away the key You came into my life and turned everything around You made it sound so easy You took that pain and turned it to love You pushed me to be the best I can You changed my soul from worst to best They say there are angels, I never believed Today I believe you are my angel You never let me cry a single tear You chased away all my fears You have given me life again You made it magical You made me believe again
I have no idea what Im do i put on a background and music? can anyone help me out? thanks AS I said in my last blog im new to this if you feel like chatting or anything.just hit me up.
About Me
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49 {---Basics---} Name: Andy Nickname(s): -- Age: 21 Birthday: Jan. 01, 1989 Birthplace: Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania Current Location: Southfield, Michigan Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: brown Height: 5'6" Weight: Lefty or Righty: Right Zodiac Sign: Capricorn What Do You Drive: A Car Screenname: Ask for It {---Favorites---} Color: Red, Black, green, Number: Band: what ever sounds good at the time I'm listening to it Music Genre: All TV Show: Family Guy, The Simpsons, TNA, UFC, WWE Movie: Action, and comdie Actor: Actress: Kind of Movie:
Went to my first AA meeting on Monday. Preparing to go to my second in a few mins. I HATE these people. A bunch of weak willed, trading one crutch for another, pansy fucks. They are completly dependant. They trade the bar scene and drinking for meetings. Granted a healthier habit, but still a habit none the less. When I decide to not drink, I don't drink. I don't need sob stories, or hugs, or a book, or god, to keep me from drinking. Alcohol is NOT a physical adiction. It's mental. I have a stong enough mental capacity, to not get adicted to stupidity. I admit my adictions freely. Caffine, nicotine, actual physical addictions. Things that can adict your body. I hate this. Well I just finished my second meeting. My opinion has NOT changed. A bunch of weak willed, crutch searchin, self destuctive fucks. These are not my kind of people. This is a place where I do not belong. How can any government institotion force people to go to these fuck off meetings? What happened to separation of ch
I'm a killerCold and wrathfulSilent sleeperI've been inside your bedroomI've murdered half the townLeft you love notes on their headstonesI'll fill the graveyardsUntil I have youMoonlight walkingI smell your softnessCarnivorous and lustingTo track you down among the pinesI want you stuffed into my mouthHold you down and tear you openLive inside youOh, love I'd never hurt youBut I'll grind against your bonesUntil our marrows mixI will eat you slowlyOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much blood pulled through my veinsOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much bloodI wake in terrorBlackbirds screamingDark cathedrals spillingMidnight on their altersI'm your servant My immortalPale and perfect Such unholy heavingThe statues close their eyesThe room is changingBreak my skinAnd drain meAncient languageSpeak through fingersThe awful edgesWhere you end and I beginInside your mouthI cannot seeThere's catastrophe In everything I'm touchingAs I sweat and crush youAnd I hold your beating chambersU
Rcac Tv!
I would like to invite you to visit RCAC Studios at 137 Locust St., at Park Marina Dr., in the hopes that you may be interested in interning or working with our public access television stations.Please give us a call at: 530-241-7222 or you may call me directly at: 530-917-1037 (to 11pm).Hope you are doing well and hope to talk to you soon.Grant GarrisonRead more: Interested in making television? Interns and volunteers needed @ RCAC TV !!  call 530-241-7222 or 530-917-1037 (my cel)
  "You can often change your circumstances by changing your attitude" — Eleanor Roosevelt   "Do one thing everyday that scares you." — Eleanor Roosevelt   You can conquer almost any fear if you will only make up your mind to do so. For remember, fear doesn’t exist anywhere except in the mind.  Dale Carnegie   Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.  Dr. Seuss quote   Be not afraid of life. Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create the fact. ~ William James You can't live your life for other people. You've got
This blog is just gonna be loaded with different lyrics that I feel has meaning to myself or just things that make me think.All I ever wanted wasI don't wanna lieAll I ever wanted wasA shot that I never gotAll I ever neededNo one ever caredAll I ever wanted wasSomeone take me outta here        (Twiztid "All I ever wanted")I'm differentI'm not like youI'm differentI like fuckin' with voodooI'm differentI come from the darksideI'm differentI've seen the dead come alive   (Twiztid "Different")No mommy, don't do it againDon't do it againI'll be a good boyI'll be a good boy, I promiseNo mommy don't hit meWhy did you have to hit me like that, mommy?Don't do it, you're hurting meWhy did you have to be such a bitchWhy don't you,Why don't you just fuck off and dieWhy can't you just fuck off and dieWhy can't you just leave here and dieNever stick your hand in my face again bitchFUCK YOUI don't need this shitYou stupid sadistic abusive fucking whoreHow would you like to see how it feels mommyHere
  Dear Lord   Thank you for the love you've placed in my life through the friends you've given me.  They bring me warmth when the days are cold, music when I'm overwwhelmed by silence, joy when sadness dawns above and below me.  May I be a loving friend to each one of them as well.  Fill me anew with your love that I may pass it along. Amen. ScorpionRuling Planet: Mars/PlutoRuling House: Eighth HouseElement: WaterQuality: FixedBody Parts: sex organsKeyword: SEXDate with destiny: Cancer, PiscesRun for the hills: Leo, AquariusWhere you glow: investigatingWhat makes you tick: chessFitness forecast: sexPlay date: chatting on the InternetPerfect jobs: private investigator, surgeonBest accessory: magnifying glassA sure thing: magnetismDestination: The NetherlandsPleasure: mystery, calling the shots, passionPain: exposure, simplicity, interruptionKindness: Your idealism and passionate belief in transformation and rebirth inspires others to want to work toward these goals as intensel
Total Randomness
For anyone who ever complains of how nasty their roommates are. Shut the hell up. I PROMISE you that I have you beat. Hands down. They are a married couple. Big hearts and they have done a lot for me and my daughter but they are the absolute foulest, nastiest people I have EVER lived with. The husband and I kid you not, has only showered TWICE in the year I have lived here! Now mind you, the rest of the house doesn't look like this because I make damn sure it doesn't. This is how they LIVE in their bedroom!! **WARNING** You WILL need a puke bag!! Shhhh! He's sleeeeepin :O
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Just Me!
I found out that my ex husband put up some pretty raunchy pics of me - without permission, of course, and he had also told me these pics had been destroyed (LIAR!).  So I was wondering if anyone would be interested in seeing the pics I have of him and his - and his equipment, such as it is.  Not to be mean, but I'm pretty sure he might not be too happy if I were to play the same stupid game he's playing. But yeah - I have pics!  Wanna see?  Just let me know. It's always so quiet on Sunday afternoons around my house.  My boys are off at their dad's and I have nothing to do until 5 p.m.  Gives me too much time to think.  I went out last night by myself.  It's the first time I've been out in quite a while, but I had a wonderful time.  Met a gentleman looking for a bass player and he was even kind enough to buy me a couple of shots, too.  Ok, yeah, I know - he wasn't just interested in my playing ability!  And that was actually kind of nice - to have a little attention from a guy.  In re
Taking readers through the haunting Holocaust from 1939 - 1942, ‘Shoah’, sets in motion the tormenting love story between a German and Jew. Through the societal angst, Leon and Abigail struggle to find a way to love each other in secret only to be torn apart. Join them as they embark on a legendary love story to be with each other. "The small, the helpless, the innocent: these were the victims of Adolph Hitler's Holocaust.- The Holocaust Chronicle*Currently finished with book, but on hold due to editing issues. No release date yet...stay tuned.I'll be posting chapter snippets here from time to time-enjoy! Prologue  October 1939    The air was eerily cold, freezing my veins and icing my heart,  as I huddled closer to my parents and brother. My mood matching the arctic chill in the air as I peered anxiously out the basement window watching the sky fill with smoke as fire raged in the streets close by. It was oddly quiet, a contrast to the  massacre happening outside. My f
Sweetheart Ladies
just wanna tell all u ladies of fubar you all are so very attractive n beautifull sexy and gorgous i rate all of you a 11 high 5 sexy precious ladies love you all very much n care alot for yall hehe xoxo hugs kisses n lots of love n tlc wink wink hey my ladies friends n lovers lol come talk to me dont be strangers n all u ladies that wanna jump on the band waggon go rite ahead ur all welcome sweeties hehe
Homegrown Kush
A Thief In The Night She came into his bed room,Walking softly, without sound.She watched him lying on his bed,As she took a look around.She didn’t know his name yet,But she knew what she must do.She came to steal away his heart,Make his fantasy come true.She quickly tied him to the bed,His hands and feet secured.As he awoke, heart beating fast,Her features were obscured.The room was filled with darkness,No light to show her face.As she moved along beside him,His heart began to race.She gently cut away his clothes,And threw them to the floor.Her hands softly touching skin,Oh how he longed for more.He asked her why she did this,And why she tied him down.But she just smiled, and kissed his lips,And then felt her way around.Her lips kissed places only known,By those he knew before.But this new angel had a way,To open heaven’s door.Her tongue explored and tantalized,She teased, and played around.And as she moved up from his feet,His heart began to pound. She found what she wa
Main Man Man Man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
see i once seen this beautiful lil ladie that i feel hard for and  i still think she deserve better ' lil miss jen ' you got a tick you aint gonna be able to get rid of  hehehehehehe but i love you girl ey alll my peolpe talk to me but how you set up your page for this fubar shit idamn this aint like myspace
Just tell me why I have to fight and die Is it just another lie Is this my last good-bye? How dare they call me free Claim it’s for liberty It’s just another killing spree In the name of my Country Our Government lied My brothers died To many mothers cried In the name of false pride Take a look at life now Sit back and wonder how How are my brothers dead Who’s next to have their blood shed The seas are turning red This shit’s fuckin with my head They give me this gun I’m not the right one I’m still too young I just wanna run Run to the hills Live life for the thrills I’m not the type that kills Don’t waste my time Time’s a priceless thing What’s the next moment gonna bring Is it life or death Have I taken my last breath Should I want the answer Will it kill me like cancer Is it time to meet my maker Be slapped in a box by an undertaker Death comes to all But who makes that call Who’s n
Random Thoughts From A Psycho's Head.
"What do i do now that you're gone? No back up plan No second chance and no one else to blame All i can hear in the silence that remains... Are the words i couldn't say." ~Rascal Flatts Today, all i can think about is the fact that you're gone. I'm so angry for what you did, but i miss my husband like no other. But you sir, you are not my husband. ~You are not the man who was at my wedding. ~you are not the man who sings a lullaby withme to our son every night. ~You are not the man who makes dinner special even if it's mac n cheese. ~you are not the man who used to kiss me passionately with meaning. ~You are not the man who put his arm around my waist as he turned out the lights for the night. ~You are not the man i love. You are the opposite of the person i married. You have taken him away from me and i'm angry with you. I don't even think you know who you are anymore. Where is my soulmate? Where did the fun times go? Why can't we just smile anymore? Why can't we just lau
Seamus' Latest Fan!
Im never around I got no time I feel a little guilty I dont talk to you So Im cleaning out my list Not to say i dont like you I just got no time I cant even take a poo   Thats my shitty poem to tell you that if your off my list its not cause i dont like you. Its just because I honestly dont have time and we havent talked in more then a month. So I figuire i can still talk when i see you but this way i wont feel obligied. Dont feel bad im just a bish. Wicked   PS you probably feel the same way just arent hormonally challenged like me. if your really offended by it call me.. Dear Idiot, I never get involved in peoples fights even if they are my closests friends, but when you bring your fight or slam my best reinds to my face then I will make you look like an idiot which you are. I have changed your name because i dont add fuel to the fire. But if you had any balls you would go directly to my best friend and tell him exactly how you feel.. So for now i will just tell you I
My Soapbox
Just read a blog that sums up this subject pretty well. If you haven't already heard I've started a new Tumblr blog (, with all sorts of images, links, etc., most of it NSFW. So if you bored or horny or whatever, stop by and take a look and let me know what you think. :)
YOU ASKED ME You asked me if I loved youcame yes was my replybut with my tender heart I worryabout the tears in your eyesYou asked me if I still wanted youstill desired your loving touchmy reply was yes dearyou'll never know how muchYou asked me if I missed youwhen you're not at homeand without hesitation I repliedmy loneliness won't leave me aloneYou asked me if I could go onif we should ever partmy reply was to youit would surely break my heartYou asked me what I would doif my love you betrayedI told you in a whisperI'd just turn and walk awayYou asked me if I would believeif other's told me liesI told you I'd find the truthhiding in your eyesYou asked me if I'd tell youthat I'd fallen out of lovewith you with a nervous smile I repliedthat's something I'd never do. I LONG FOR THE DAY TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH EVERY DAY I MISS YOU VERY MUCH YOU ARE HERE IN MY HEART AND IN MY SOUL MY HEART FROM THE VERY START YOU STOLE
Say What You Need To Say
I don't often blog, but I came across some information sent to me by my school (University of Phoenix), and those of you also attending this institution should have also received it.   Our government wants to limit financial aid and offer it almost solely to those who attend traditional classrooms/colleges.  Our president has openly admitted that high education is on of the greatest economic crises we face today.  So how would limiting financial aid even further help this crisis? UoP alone has helped countless individuals attain their higher education goals.  While some simply don't WANT to use the tradition colleges, some of us just can't because we have jobs and/or children that demand our physical presence.  There are numerous other on-line colleges already instituted and no doubt more will come. If someone asks you to sign a petition opposing the government's newest bad idea, please please please do so.  Everyone has the right to further their education in whatever ways they ca
Nothin But The Truth! I had to link it for reasons!! The truth is ALWAYS good.  Keep it real people!!!
Just Some Thoughts...
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”   To be able to breathe out ones unhappiness to breathe out deeply so that
Things You Should Know.
What is the Illuminati?What is Zon?   The Illuminati has its origins in the biblical Abraham who smashed the idols four millennia ago in establishing the existence of only one reality. Ever hear of the Illuminati? For the past two centuries, they have been condemned by nationalistic governments and mystical religions. How about the Bilderbergers, the Club of Rome, the Council on Foreign Relations, the Trilateral Commission? They are semi-secret organizations that for the past several decades have been linked to one-world conspiracy theories. Consider the controlling influences behind those worldwide organizations -- businessmen, such as today's quiet businessman David Rockefeller. He, for example, is seldom seen or mentioned in the mainstream media. But, he is hysterically attacked as the epitome of evil by the ultra- conservative media, the nationalistic-populist media, and the religious-right media. Yet, David Rockefeller is among the world's most moral, clear-thinking, respo
How Too's
This is how to make it so that you can log in using the fubar homepage instead of facebook.   Step 1: Go to My then Settings. Step 2: Click the privacy and sharing tab then click remove next to facebook link. Step 3: Click the Logout button in fubar. Step 4: On the Fubar login page click forgot password since because you signed up through facebook you didnt have a password to login with. Step 5: Enter your email address that is tied into facebook when you created your fubar account with the facebook link and enter the bouncer code. Step 6: Go to your email and click the link to reset your password. Step 7: Enter your new password and click submit.
Emo Dude
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Why Is It?
It's almost that time... the time I came home from a place I never want to be again.   Came home to my now ex to whom I was once engaged.   I was willing to give her my life.  I gave her my first born and on the day of 1 December of last year she stole my baby from me and broke my heart.  No... shattered it.  I never lied to her.  I never treated her badly.  I walked two hours in cold rain just to buy something that the store down the street didn't have in stock.  And she paid me back by running away with my unborn first child and put him up for adoption in another state without identifying me as the father.   Now... 20 days from the one year mark of the day she left me, I'm in emotional agony all over again.  I hurt worse now I think than I did when I realized she wasn't coming back.  And it's not because I lost her.  I'm better off without someone like her.  But it marks a year of knowing that someone else is raising my son, the one thing that brought me joy just to think about d
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My Work Of Bordem
Do you know any Wiccans? If so do you know anything about their religion? Do you already have preconceived ideas on them? This may help clear some things up on them. Wicca is not evil and you may be surprised at what you discover here. Wicca is a Neopagan religion and is now the form of modern witchcraft. Often referred to as "witchcraft" or "the craft" by followers, who are known as "wiccans" or "witches". The origins of Wicca is disputed in England in the early 20th century. How ever it was first popularized in the 1950s by Gerald Gardner. At the time is was called "witch cult" and "witchcraft", the followers then were called "the wica". In the 1960s the religious name was normalized to Wicca. This religion is typically a duotheistic religion, meaning at least two gods. Wiccan's worship a Goddess and a God, viewed traditionally as the "Triple Goddess" and "Horned God". The worship of the "Triple Goddess" in the Wiccan belief is a practice that dates back to the mid-twe
Thoughts, Ideas, Opinions (i,e, Reading Material)
I found this in on the world wide web. It's not the actual dark side astrology but it made me giggle and go hell yea at the same time. Thought I would share. Enjoy. Aries:Unless you are a masochist, never get tangled up with the sadistic Arian. They love to humiliate you, control you and inflict pain on you. They are the megalomaniacs of the zodiac and have an ego the size of the Empire State Building. Don’t cross them or you’ll find just how short a fuse they have – yes, they’re a notoriously bad-tempered lot. They have a propensity to invade Poland.Famous Arians: Adolf Hitler, Hugh Hefner, Alan Sugar, Celine Dion, Piers MorganTaurus:Taureans are completely materialistic. They know the cost of everything and the value of nothing. They are totally obsessed by wealth and fame and may end up as a stalker. Despite being so starstruck, they are jealous and resentful of anyone who has made it. They are stupid, dishonest and overbearing. If you suspect a Ta
My Poetry
as i sit hereand try to dry the tearsi am once again remindedof all the little fearsi feel my strength fadeinga little more each daypraying for the peaceto find me some wayi close my eyesbut no dreams to seenothing but darknessis in front of meyou ask how i ami will tell you just finebecause this pain i carrywill last beyond timei will wear a smilefor all to seewishing just onewould really look at memy soul is dyinggrows colder every dayGod please help memake the hurt go awayi drop to my kneesand surrender it alli will walk in the shadowsi will let this angel fall.........                         lostprincezz as you walk into the roomyou see the water running redthis feeling of emptinessfilling you with dreadyou wonder what has happenedto have her lying therebut you will find no answerswithin her empty stareher blood flows within the wateryou can hear it hit the groundyou wonder when she cried her tearswas there anyone aroundsomeone must have known herof the hurt she carried deepbut no
"daddy It Hurts"!
    My Poem     By me         My heart bleeds out ink, Which my hand smears onto paper. Drip by drip comes Word by word. Every poem is trying to heal the wound That makes my heart bleed. My tears form as words. These dry cheeks Still haven’t felt that salty tear drop And still I can feel that tear build up behind my eyes. So my hand works extra hard To try and cover this page, With words I turn into poems. My Blood and Tears Are words and Sentences Which I give out to all to share And to feel that little bit less alone In this world. My heart bleeds out ink………..     Mrrcp2007     DADDY it HURTS !!   My name is Christopher ,I am three,My eyes are swollen..I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad,What else could have made,My daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy,Would still want to hug me.I can't do a wrong,I can't speak at all,Or else I'm locked up,All day long.When I'm a
Poem 1
"Fire and Brimstone"The darkness that fills my life has over took my soul.The feeling of hate has given me no where to go.I strive to be someone worthy of love and trust.But in my endless travels I have found only lust.I fight for the feeling of honesty and control.But what I feel inside seems to never be told.My life has went to hell and will be hard to return.I claw my way up the brimstone only to fall and burn.As my flesh melts from my body and falls to the ground.I climb once again never giving in to the sound.I hear them say I am unworthy and weak.But I fight to say I am strong and find what I seek.The love of another will be my goal till the end.Until that day in this fire I will stay pending. "What Will It Take"I have lost friends I have lost loversWhat will it take to never hurt anotherMy life has become numbMy Life has become dimWhat will it take to never hurt againThe times have became hardThe times have become ferceWhat will it take to stop these tearsI have hurt my
Random Thoughts
I don't know but i think fubar should make an app for the android market. would be a lot better for some people that cant get on all the time and if they have a smart phone and have an app it would be worth the while to have it but that just me saying Just want to get somethings out in the open.  Yes i know that I bitch and complain. I can't help it. just want to everyone know that. I think that we all do it some point in time. I don't care if you read this or not, comment it or not. Its all up to you. But how about some of you be in my place be Gone for 11 months. I know for my friends that are in the Military it is hard. But for the people that ain't.  Love me or hate me. can't do them both. I'm doing all what I can do to get things done.  So that I can come Back home, and be able to travel back and forth with out having any problems. I am a son of two nations. If y'all don't like that, it ain't my fault.  So if you don't like it I'm sorry
My Thoughts
Why do the majority of women have to act like horses asses?...i left a Status & this GIRL come up on me hating on me lol. I know most men are ass kissers & take girls side even when the female is PROVEN wrong. heres what some stupid fucking cunt sucking bitch posted in my shout.   6:04pmreplyMiLiTaRy B...: ewwwwwwww well you wont get far in here being an ass lol6:05pmreplyMiLiTaRy B...: nice stats downrater lol6:05pmreplyMiLiTaRy B...: and your 1 n now blocked Don't worry, i blocked her sorry ass back lol   It pretty fucked up how this site will not allow you to use the numbers 1 through 8 on people but will allow you to use 9, 10 & 11. how fucking stupid is this?...VERY FUCKING STUPID!!!...why not just erase 1 through 8 & have visible clicks of 9 through 11. why is rating someone low considered down rating?...I rate 9s some to. I never rate 10's because no one on this site is perfect. so from now on i win NOT! rate at all. i refuse to let this site control my rates.
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Ramlings Of Boredom
      She sat there, perched up on that worn out bar stool, her beer making a ring shaped pool on the tired wood of the bar top.  Black lined eyes searching for the bartender to bring her another pint of that delicious golden brew.  "Rock Goddess" he had called her.  She laughed at the nickname everytime she heard it.       Rock Goddes... if that were true, shouldn't she be with a "Rockstar" at this bar?  If that were true, shouldn't she be smiling and laughing with her friends at this bar?  If that were true, shouldn't she feel something other than pure disappointment at this bar?       She laughed to herself again before the bartender saw that her pint was dry.  He brought anothr at her signal, which usually just consised of a two finger salute, but tonight she merely bowed her head, and he knew.  Bartenders... Mind readers with a license to drown it away with spirits and brew.  Amazing.       Black tipped nails traced the lip of the pint glass before bringing that sweet nectar to
The Time
Wannawin 10 million fubucks   get me up to 200 LIKES...OR BETTER AND THE ONE THAT DOES GET'S IT....what a interesting contest      Finding the time to be ones self is hard enough as it is. But finding the time to explain ones self to another is a bit easier. The only thing that makes things of this nature harder is the own personal walls that somene  builds up around them  to protect themselves in fear that everyone is exactly the same as the previous. Knowing a person is a good way to find yourself and the real challenge of many thing...but not knowing who you are is the worst part of it all...Why not trying to let the one you are with help you discover that with you ....but  that all depends on who you are with i suppose..... Whatever the path you decide is the path that can make or break a relationship or friendship...all depends on the person that it is being said to...Well folks sorry about wasting your time with my thoughts  but thank you for reading if you did  and have a good
Just needed to say hi and I feel so welcome here to fubar and Thanks to all. dirtyd069@ fubar
I'm cocky yet shy yet confindent the best guy in a sense Was in a car acident at 6, and been on fire evry since ask why i b so hot...few mins you'll think da same few days jus for you lames and it varies wit all you dames a lova neva a fighter, but fight for those who's light dividin all da fake from real wit jus my mind i'm devine in all i do keep God above it all seeded up wit 2 kids whom i love and would kill all....for five, six again da best at dis shit analyzin everything and everyone trust i kno wat is and wat isn't All those whom i weary because i kno your intentions your methods and devious - ness.. only go how far i allow them to go so watch ya self thinkin Tee is so oblivious jus cuz i try to think dis life is precious dat God has givin us I'm livin jus for da city, committee, the whole world in fact i hate dis individualness we all should move in packs but dats jus my opinion i dont expect you to agree But thats why your not and im hot infinity degrees Lets g
Douche Bag Of The Day
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Random Thoughs And Ramblings
Sometimes you just have to realize...That no matter how much you love someone, they are never going to love you back.That when the writing is on the wall that is the truth, no matter what someone says.That if someone doesn't give you their are not on their mind.That if a person doesn't make an are not worth their time.That actions speak louder than words.That if someone can't make up their mind to be with you, they aren't worth your time.That sometimes love is like a mirror and it is better to leave the pieces broken on the floor than to continue to hurt yourself trying to clean it up.That change happens when the PAIN of holding on becomes greater than the FEAR of letting go.   Something older I saw or wrote, I can't remember but I still like it. Do you ever feel like you have no idea what to do with you life?  I just turned 37 and I have no idea.  I am in a relationship that probably will not end in a happily ever after.  Not probably, I know it won’
Why The Hell
Did you all here about the BS law this POS president passed? if you work more than 32 hrs a week you have to buy insurance! WTF? so its a catch 22 if you work more than 32 hours you have to pay like $100 a month in insurance or if you decide to just work 31 hrs you get shit pay!!!!! know what i say we fucked up by putting this POS in office Guys let me ask, why can't women just be honest? why do they have to say ya i care for you or i love you, then you find out it's all BS. When guys tell women how we feel or what we really want they say we're insenative or creeps or whatever. HONESTY women you should learn it, it would make the world a better place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Poetry And Thoughts
    First Off Lets Get This Part Out Of The Way!!!!!! Yes I do flirt with some of you and compliment alot of you, This Is Fubar Thats What You Do & What Almost All Of Us Are Here For!!! Now, That being said let me get down to why I'm writing this. There's a woman here name Leanne but, most of you know her as Hope Diamond. As you can see from the pic above she's the most beautiful woman to have ever graced the planet. I personally think God's gonna be pissed as hell when he realizes one of His angel's is missing. Leanne is a "VERY" special woman and I don't just say this because of her looks and "OMG" well EVERYTHING, in my eyes she's walking perfection. Unlike alot of you that are constantly begging for bling or whatever she doesn't do this. Thats not what she's about. She's not a fu-whore or a whore in general. I met her under very different circumstances. I was on my laptop in the hospital recuperating from a stress induced heart attack back in Sept. She had no idea this had
Ok, so I just made my own online business, it's basically picture cookies. They are cookies you order from me but you can put your own picture on them, and or text. Say if your daughter was having a baby, you could put a picture of a teddy bear on the cookie and write its a girl or its a boy on it, they are 100% edible, beautiful designs, some are already on the site that you can choose from, and they are very yummy. reasonable prices as well. I'm not tryin to break anybody. I'm tryin to get my business up and running, so if you or someone you know is interested, please feel free to hand out this link   thanks!
Funny Gifs
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Back Home
Want to make a girl feel like shit?  All the guys I know have figured out how to do it, all they do is insist on telling me how hot my best friend is and how they would like to get w/ her.  Hi remember me I'm the fat ugly friend apparently.  talk about a good way to ruin a girls ego.  I mean come on is it really necessary for everyone to tell me how hot she is and i'm not?  Why do i want to know that everyone is attracted to her and not me Guess i'm just feelin sorry for myself cause yeah it gets really really old.   A month or more ago I recieved a call that my quiet town had a hostage situation.  Well it turned out it wasn't, but that a close friend of my brothers and my best friends older brother was in a stand off with police after shooting his wife and the man he caught her sleeping with.  Not a smart move when you know your husband is bipolar and you've convinced him to stop taking his medication.  Everyone survived but the blow to the town was devastating.  This sleepy little to
Dirty Office Visit
I walk into your office... and look around to see if anyone is close by... I walk around your desk and stand behind you and lean over and put my hands on the back of your chair and let my fingers touch you on either side just under your arms... touching the edges of your bra. I lean closer and put my lips close to your right ear and you can feel the heat from my breath against your neck and I whisper into your ear... "I want to taste your pussy right now, make it nice and wet for me" and you let out a deep sigh."show it to me" I whisper in your ear as I watch your right hand move from your desk to your right knee. Sliding up your leg, you slowly lift your skirt as you look around to see if anyone is watching you and there is nobody around. You lean back slightly in your chair and begin to spread your legs as your hand gently raises your skirt up your thighs so I begin to see your pretty white lace panties. "mmmmm thats nice.... now rub it...I want to see those pretty pussy lips" I whis
A Real Man
A Real ManA real man is a woman's best friend. He willnever stand her up and never let her down.He will reassure her when she feels insecureand comfort her after a bad day.He will inspire her to do things she neverthought she could do; to live without fearand forget regret. He will enable her toexpress her deepest emotions and give in toher most intimate desires. He will make sureshe always feels as though she's the mostbeautiful woman in the room and will enableher to be the most confident, sexy,seductive, and invincible.No wait... sorry... I'm thinking of wine.SHIT! The Awakening(Author Unknown) A time comes in your life when you finally get...when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somwhere the voice inside your head cries out....ENOUGH. Wnough fighting and crying and blaming and struggling to hold on. then, like a child quieting down after a tantrum, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. Th
Dreaming Again
WHEN I SEE YOU!!!! THE WAY I WILL LOVE YOU…   The moment I see your eyes and my lips touch yours, I know that the waiting has been worth it.  As my tongue parts your lips and I taste your tongue for the first time my cock is busting to get out of my jeans and pressed hard against you.  I find a free space on a wall and move you to it and press you hard against it.    I start stroking my fingers through your hair and grab it pull it with enough force so you tilt your head back so I can start to lick and suck your amazing neck.   My left hand already caressing your sweet breasts and my tongue is making its way down to meet my hand.  I lick and kiss all the skin I can get to and decide that your shirt and bra are in my way.  As I remove them I kiss and lick your shoulders down your arms and all skin that you offer me and I now love the taste of you, the smell of you and want so much more.   As my mouth covers your breast and my tongue makes your nipples scream for more my o
Short Stories
SOMETHING IS COMING……     In all of my years I don’t remember a time when I was ever scared. I was always a bold child even against those much bigger than me. Why would I not be?  I knew I would be King some day.     But today as I stand at the top of my castle I am feeling fear for the first time.  No, not some silly, unfounded fear. But a fear that chills me to my very marrow.  A fear which ties my insides in knots and raises the hair on the back of my neck.  I had never expected to ever feel this way.  I thought as I grew, that even in death…I would face it like a man.     For the last 6 months, I have been hearing the screams.  Screams of my subjects dying and screams of the beast that is killing them.  Such horrific screams of pain and agony.  Screams so terrible they freeze the blood in my veins…I have sent my best solders to investigate and every time, no matter how hard they search, they find nothing.     I have my men on patrol 24 hours a
No Sleep
So I just realized I have feelings.  I'm not sure how to feel about this since I don't like feelings.  So many people have too many feelings and I am not a people.  I kind of like being the insensitive one that isn't afraid to speak the truths they see everyday.  Anyway my face leaked and that pissed me off more which made my face leak more.  This having feelings shit sucks.  I don't know what to do about it.  I want to scream.  this blows.                 END RANT           I can't sleep and I have writers block. :( So I'm going to ramble about the things that are bothering me and maybe that will lift the block I hope.  My dad is sick. Like dying sick most who read this didn't know that.  I don't talk about it because no one wants to hear me cry like a bitch all the time.  I hate that he's sick.  I hate that I had to move here to help my mom with him.  I hate that by being here it reminds me that I'm not like the rest of my family.  I hate watching my dad come home from d
We women are born detectives. In our eyes, all men are suspect and their adventures will end up being discovered – it's just a matter of time. Even if we are not in love with you, hearing "I love you” is a balm to our souls. And if you don't say it, we will notice and become sad. The same thing happens with "you are beautiful”. It takes less than two seconds to say these three magical words, which can change our nightmares into real fairy tales. If we ask what clothes we should wear, don't be annoyed if we put on exactly the opposite of what you chose – that's part of our nature. At a party we are capable of scanning the whole room in less than a minute to find out what interests us. Just watch. We think of sex with the same compulsion as men - or maybe even more so. The only difference is that we don't show it. If we don't accept immediately an invitation to dinner or a first date, don't worry – we just need a few days to lose the extra kil
September 11, 2001
Steven not a day goes by that I don't think of you & even shed a tear.  I love you so much & thank you for making my cousin happy the short time you were married.  It's just not fair that it was such a short time.  This is always such a difficult time for Charlotte.  Auntie & uncle are taking her on a cruise with Scott to get her mind off things.  This is the first time I won't be with her on the anniversary.  It's been a tough 9 years so they are trying something different hoping that they can create nice memories of a happy time on this day.  I know your in a much better place & we will see you again in time.  Until then we miss you everyday!  We are taking care of your sweet Charlotte.  *************************************************************** I was just played by by aunt!!  WELL PLAYED!!  I see you haven't missed a step since leaving Boston a long, long, long time ago!  (not 2 make you feel old!) lol  Great job!  I'm sure this will do the trick!  It's been a long time & 
My Writings
Bombardment "The world is inhabited by Man. Other races, monsters and such are mythology and legend. Your characters have been drawn together by a common attribute - the ability to see what others cannot. In your early teens, you could see things that others could not - things from legend and myth. These things have caused great embarrassment for your parents, and the local populace has labeled you all as crazy, some even calling you possessed. Your ability to control your sight has slowly grown. Now that you have reached maturity, your ability can be turned on/off at will. However, it is not always effective. You are hoping that with time and practice that you'll be able to make it a little more reliable. One thing that you can see 100% of the time is your true self and those of your friends. Some of you have even realized, through your recent enlightenment, the power to use magic. The town had always thought the group was strange, but the turning point was when you began to appe
S/m What Does It Mean
i have noticed that a lot of people are into bdsm but some are done in different ways wether it is a smack on the ass or a pull of the hair there are many forms to bdsm i am wondering how many people exactly  think s/m means sexual magic Break Mewriten by lilpixieblue   I want you to break me. No….put the flogger down, and the shackles. Wipe the devious look off your face. I can`t be broken that way. I need you to make me vulnerable. Make me feel as unsure and nervous as a virgin. Make me quiver and look to you for direction. Kiss me. Not our usual peck on the lips. Really kiss me. Use your tongue to part my lips and explore me. Don’t take a stitch of clothing off me, not yet. Slip your hands under my clothes and memorize my body with them while you taste me. Pull me on your lap, or lay me down, and kiss me until I am whimpering and quivering in need, then kiss me some more. When you are done with that, pull my hair and kiss me deeper until you know my lips will
Original Works (c) Me
(An original, unedited short story)The serpent, being of guile and unassuming, slide through the reeds toward the knoll where a girl sat starring out over the lake."Nice day for a stroll." spoke the serpent flatlyThe girl, cautious of the serpent, said nothing and continued to look over the water as the breeze tickled her face."My name is Asmoday, "stated the small wyrm. "What is yours?""Gwen," was all she replied, but felt strangely familiar with this serpent.The snake coiled up a few feet away and they both looked out over the water. "Who is out there?" asked Asmoday."My lover.""I dont see any boats.""He drowned.""A shame to leave such a sweet child like you behind. How long ago?" "Three days past, but I feel no sorrow.""Why is that? He was your lover""He was just a lover, nothing more, but I feel it only respectful to mourn over him because nobody else has."They both sat in silence. Both scanning over the water watching the waves, feeling the breeze, hearing the reeds rustling
In Case You Were Wondering...
Other WorldThey are so rare. So strange. We know so little about them. The faces, the faces. They have a dangerous quality, as if attached to a pagan soul, a sprite who can talk to trees, and the trees talk back. The redhead's skin is beyond milky pale. It is so translucent you can often see blue veins. Freckles are a constant, from a smattering across a pert nose to a full-body speckle made up of reds and brown. Comforting mothers call them "angel kisses." Even with high-SPF sunblock, tanning is an issue. The eyes are often a smoky brown. Or the color of the ocean, from slate to marble, depending on the light and mood. The blue-eyed white-skinned redheads are like walking flags. The green-eyed redheads shake you to your soul; you are helpless in their grip. No wonder they have so often been seen as gods or demons. Or aliens, mutants, wizards or threats. Redheads are definitely genetic outliers. Less than 1 percent of the human race may be redheads -- at most, 2. Between 2 and 6 p
A True Friend
For those's who have been keeping up with my Status the last few months or on Facebookk or talking to me.. I went back to the Dr. today. I like the news he had given me today. My right shoulder is doing alot better now. He says it will be at least 2 months before i can do some things with that shoulder. I can live that. The other thing is I am done with PT for good. They just need to give me a excrise program to do at home. I know my daughter Terri will be cheering me on and helping me with the excireses that I need to do. Terri is 14 years old and has been my greastest support of getting through all of this and besides from friends who has been there too. I still have some pain here and there I can live with that, I like this pain compare to the pain i had before the surgery. I will be watching what i do with that shoulder as long as I dont hurt it again. I dont want to go through that again. Thanks to the great friends who have been there for me. I couldnt had done this with out you.
Business Would Like You To Accept That And Act Like Good Little Consumers
Iraq is a victory but a Pyrrhic one; a few more victories like this, and America will be defeated. Though Obama has done a good a job as fortune and the times have allowed him to do, this is isn't Obama's victory. Iraq certainly is not Bush's victory either.If Iraq is anyone's victory, it's the victory of experienced, competent, non-ideological military and civilian leadership over arrogant, theoretical, ideological, brute-force and massive ignorance political leadership. Our military and civilian agencies of government snatched victory from the mouth of defeat in a war that the politicians started and nearly lost. It's Petraeus' victory, it's Gates' victory, it's the soldiers' victory; Iraq is the victory of the reality-based community over the faith-based community.And if anyone was defeated in America, it was the neocons, who discovered that reality is not constructed from one's dreams or theories; rather, reality is reality; reality exists whether one likes it or not; and ignoring
Meet Me
"Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love."No matter how ugly you think you are, that special someone that loves you believes you are the most beautiful and irresistable thing on earth and nothing can ever change that."To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this." We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives."
as a mother I teach my children... You NEVER will ever truly know someone. With each day that passes time changes... With each daily influence people change... With every daily experience characters change... So trust in only ONE wordly being... that being  yourself...  People of this world take for granted Ones Word Ones Sincerity, swaying themselves to the flow of the river, the river that dominates today... Honesty is word, that today, can only be found printed on a page in a dictionary... Character a trait, that today, is oh so influenced but anothers opinion... and Frienship  that most seem to take advantage of... To my children... stand true to    your word, shine through your character, and never be mislead that being ones friend has the price tag of adopting ones views, that true friendship ... those with character those who stand by their word those who will expect nothing more from  you than you being you...they are a true with this said... I wish you well, those
Need Advice For Wife's Gift!
I would like to surprise my wife with a gift just because. Any suggestions? Flowers are the obvious choice, but they seem so unoriginal. Any thoughts on gifts that impressed you would be greatly appreciated. She deserves something special for putting up with me for many years. :-) Thanks for your help and I'll let you know which idea I choose and how it turns out! Have a good one! Thanks Fubar friends and family for giving me a place to go to unwind from the stresses of life! Have a great night!
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There's uh.. strange {*voices*}There's there's many many voices in my head many different voicesSome are like this {*repeat 7X*}I hear voices one voice in particularComes into my mind perpendicular rectangular it's a strangularHe's like some kind of mental fucking mangular I don't knowHe tells me to punch Esham and Shaggz so I punch em I even call Twiztid fagsThey get mad slap me and smear my make-upI've named this evil voice named him JacobJacob tells me "Climb the ladder and jump off head firston the street don't worry it's soft"So I jump thump I'm on a gurneyJacob laughs at me "Your so fucking nerdy"Fuck him I hate him I hate him I can't escape himI finally get alone he calls me on a telephone {*phone rings*}"Violent J there?" Here"Hey this is Jacob I want you to piss in your underwear ok bud?" SureI'm pissin now it fuckin ticklesJacob's dissin again I hear his gigglesAfter I cut all my fingers off for that motherfucker I finally had enoughGo see a doctorDoc, hello"Hi have a seat le
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Funny Repost
A guy who purchased his wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this.    Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....??    "WAY TOO COOL!” Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home.   "I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs.   "AWESOME!!!   Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave.   Okay,
Tx49er, I Don't Know
Finally, it's here. What do I speak of? Football! Watched the first game lastnight and the Saints won, thank God. They beat the Vikings and stupidass Farve. I hate that guy. Geez I hope this is his last year, finally. Guess we'll all see, right? Go 49ers! Hey people, I'm very new to this blogging stuff so if I somehow manage to screw it up- forgive me. Any who, I will try to keep everything and everyone up todate on this but if I don't update,or answer people back in a timely manner it is because I am out on the road. I drive trucks for a living and as such, I don't have a lot of freetime. However, I find myself liking Fubar very much so I think I'll try to update and be online as much as possible. I have already met one REALLY cool person on here- YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, YOU CUTIE. I hope to meet more cool people here and I will do my best to be here as much as I can. Later.
Thanks For Being U
My hunted dreams come for me every night , they hold nothing but pain and hurt..... As much as i try they dont go away when i get up in the morning .... Things of the pasted hunt me as if my live was just one bad dream ,,, were to go from here i dont know ???   As i lie my head down i know my hunted dreams are coming for me..... There was a time when my dreams were full of hope but that was so long a go, just like a good night sleep ..... I did sleep good once and my hunted dreams would stay away ,,, but thats gone now !!!!!!!   Thanks for being, you, Thanks for giving me the joys and smiles from day one, Thanks for helping me enjoy the atmosphere here. Thanks for correcting me when I was wrong, Thanks for helping me follow the guidelines to survive, Thanks for helping me try and cope with people around, Thanks for giving me the courage to stand up on my own. Thanks for all the advices, Thanks for lending me your ears when I was upset, Thanks for teaching me ways to
Life & Times Of Me
I had a crappy week, it was my Son's b-day on the 2, and of course my ex made him unavailible to me, and on top of that, she gave me the wrong address to send his gift. So, after all day of not being able to reach him, I decided to get smashed........and I did but with consequences. I have epilepsy, and the next day I had a seziure that banged me up but good.........and then as if by magic, my ex's phone was back opn and the world seemed to be right again. This week outta prove to be interesting. I have so much to do around the house, but, I don't feel like doing any of it. I got into a fight with a freind of mine and I feel bad about it because I yelled at him and in hindsight I don't think he deserved it, so, I told him I was sorry and things are all good again...... I feel asthough I need a vacation from my life as I know it. I want to be somewhere else, do something I haven't done in a long time or do something I have never done....I am not sure where my life is heading, and I
Things I Have The Dumb Over!
Ok, downloaded two CSS editors (thank you Reeka). First one is Simple CSS, the second JustStyle CSS ... anyone used either???   Does anybody use this???   I need to upload it.
Everybody Struggles
Everybody strugglesevery good relationshiphas its down fallsif there were no mistakesthere would be no happinessthe one that really lovesyou will be with you till the endthrough all the pain and sorrowthe one that hates youwill always hate youthere is no way to changewhat will happen or is going to happenyou might be able to changeyour looks, personality, and friendsbut in the end it want matterwhat you did or didnt doall that will really matter is all the love and carethat you gave to each and every personyou knewits not who you where its who you areits what you have done and will do I loved her more than any other friendI promised i'd love her till the endBut as i thought her life was overIt showed me life wasn't for everI waited for her to txt me that dayWaited for her to say i'm okayBut that txt never cameMy heart was filled with pitty and shameI felt i was the one to blameI should've been with herThen there wouldn't be this pictureShe is laying on the side of the roadSo inecen
What Is Irony?
Since this is a prescriptivists view, there will be very strict rules for recognizing irony. It is all actually very simple, however; and to save you from having to read a definition over and over again to comprehend the meaning of irony, we will be basing this tutorial on examples of irony, to help ingrain the patterns of recognition in your mind. Do not be discouraged if you have already availed yourself of a lexicon to learn the definition of some of the words in this tutorial. It is only by exercising your flaccid mind that you will be able to grasp the subtle intricacies of irony. Before we move on to the first example, it behooves me to quote Henry Watson Fowler, when he said that "the surface meaning [of irony] and the underlying meaning of what is said are not the same." Though going about learning what a word means is not usually best facilitated by learning its antonyms, it is still a useful exercise to detail what irony is not, by examples. What Irony Is Not: - An escalato
Dark Lotus
This is the Lotus The Underground Where all darkness meets For the judgement of their afterlife Six petals, One pod And an Army full of Juggalos Emerging from the center of the earth Willing and able to take control Of all unfinished situations By leading the outcasted souls To the power of Shangri-La   Venomous snakes magically charmed All of disappear with the wave of a wand Pharaohs eternally rest in they tomb Hachets unleashed allow doom to consume Nomads wander were do they go? Scholars go insane at the minds of Juggalos Sand grains burn when the sun beats down Skin rots more as the earth spins around   I got a handfull of dust From the leaf of the Lotus Hold it in the sky Blow it in the air to get my focus Cut off my fingertip I wanna see the blood drip Onto the tail of a possum Close my eyes make a wish On my knees praying to my Ali Baba! Can you hear me every time I scream an Holla! I'm just a killer with problems I want a fucking release Withou
What To Do
to 'How Sexy Is Your Name' Shannon Dear Shannon: The first letter of your name is (S). It means that: You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don`t fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. how do you know when your life is going into a downward spiral or when it maybe going in the right direction? do you hold on to a hope? do you hold on to a feeling? do you just give up because your unsure? you would think after a lifetime of endless romances and hopes and dreams that were crushed that you would be able to know what to do..... but alas im still as lost as i was at 15 years old..... i want the dream, the fantasy, that som
ONE GOOD FRIENDYOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A GOOD FRIEND,BUT YOU CAN HAVE ONLY ONE REAL GOOD FRIEND.THIS FRIEND MAYBE YOUR BROTHER,SISTER,OR SOMEONE YOU JUST MET 3 WEEKS AGO.I THOUGHT I HAD A REALLY GOOD FRIEND,TILL ONE DAY.THIS FRIEND TOLD ME LOTS,SHOWED ME LOTS,AND CARED FOR ME.OR AT LEAST I THOUGHT.BUT NO MATTER WHATHAPPENS BETWEEN ME AND THEM,I WILL ALWAYSREMBER WHAT I HAD LEARNED FROM THAT ONE PERSON,NERVER PUT YOUR SELF DOWN.AND DONT NEVER EVER SHOW YOUR TRUE FEELINGS TO SOMEONE THAT YOU JUST MET,LIKE THAT YOU REALLY CARE HOW THEY FEEL. I miss the way you touched me.I miss the way you used to hold me.I miss the time we shared,but why do I have to miss you so much.The way you cared.The times you just talked to melike I was yours.But why do I have to miss it all.If I dont miss what do Ihave to look forward toseeing or doing again.So why do I miss you all the time.I miss your smell.I miss your voice.I wish i did nothave to miss you so much.So why do I have to miss.
About Me
  I'm not sure if I should even be writing about this, but I just feel like I have to tell someone.  It all started with an excited call from my friend Tyler at about 10 pm last Thursday, August the 19th. My phone is vibrating in my pocket as I talk to a lovely woman, just inches away in the crowded bar.  Not wanting to be rude, I ignore the phone as I continue explaining the values of rare alpine plants, and how interesting Trinity county can be when you really get out and see it.  I try not to babble on too much, as this is one of my favorite subject to talk about.  She may really be interested, or she may just be an incredibly good actor, it's still early to tell, although, she has not made any attempt to leave our conversation yet. "Native plants are one of my hobbies."  she explains as I study her shoulder length auburn hair as it hangs just below her ears in an early 20's style that has made it's way into the new millennium.  She is rather slender but also has a slightly athle
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End Times
Search the Scriptures Daily to make sure even what these guys say is true I kinda eyes kinda rolled on the animal/Radio/lightning/lightbulb one but that I think was Nastrodamouses, so doesnt matter I put Part 1 last cause it started out slow the 1st two minutes but here it is Interesting to see these things pan out
Never Forget!
Every generation has its defining moments. A moment in time that everyone within that generation will remember for the rest of their lives. Many people can tell you where they were for these defining moments of their generation. The exact thing they were doing when news came down to them of the events unfolding. For my generation, it is, without a doubt, that disastrous day on September 11th 2001. The entire Nation stopped and watched the events unfolding. The only movement was that of the first responders to the once noble and proud Twin Towers, the vast and once seemingly secure Pentagon, and to that field in Pennsylvania. The Nation held their breath waiting for confirmation, answers, reassurance. Many people across the nation were frantically trying to call friends, family, and loved ones who were flying on that once normal Tuesday morning as well as those who were working in the targeted areas.    Police, EMT, and Firefighters were called from near and far to assist in recovery
Point Whores & Beggars
I don't hand out fucking bling or bling paks to anyone that asks. I am sick and tired of being hit up for it and then berated because I buy it for myself and not you. So, here is my answer to those of you that think I'm just an evil and selfish person...GO FUCK YOURSELF! I think you should earn it and I hold contests or raffles to share in my wealth of bling at times, but don't come on my page or in my SB asking for it just cuz you want it. I say, EARN IT! Don't be a lazy fuck and expect everything handed to you cuz I'm not your momma and it won't happen. I am on a limited income as it is and I know most of you are too with today's economy, but I don't beg for shit nor do I come on your pages or in your SBs and make a stink about it. I will say that I do try to return favors that have been bestowed upon me from some of the more nicer FUs that I have met on here but I will not just hand out shit cuz you just HAVE to have it! I have removed some people from my friends list because I f
The Writer In Me
TAKEN BY ME My profile says that I'm in a relationship, but it's one of singularity, yes I am in a relationship, but I am taken by me. I may be in a single state, but with myself, I constantly relate, forever growing, taking on experiences a new, ever learning and changing, becoming better through and through. Sometimes people don't take the time to know themselves and end up in a constant search for something never really knowing what it is that they're looking for, exactly what it is that will fill that need, trying to grow something wonderful without laying the proper seed, then facing the frustration of failure that started on un-fertile ground, a recipe for doomed destiny. I guess most of us can say; "been there, done that." As some juncture in our life, making our way trying to deal with another without dealing within,but the ironic thing is that some dealing with others has helped me grow within myself, and it's that inner growth that shines out for all to see.Relationships
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Idk Anymore
We used to lie awake at night;and talk till early light,and I would hear you call my name.I saw the world through lover's eyes,and didn't stop to realize;that you would never love me again.But to you, it was only a game. I search to find reality,and though you're just a memory;In dreams I see you here by my side.It seems like only yesterday;we played the games that lover's play,I thought we had no secrets to hide.And we laughed, and we loved and we cried. I gave you my heart; I gave you my soul.I gave you my love and you took it all.You were my life; you were my world.I gave you my heart but you took it all. Yes you took it all. I figured i owe all my friends this. So here it goes. I am here to make friends and thats it. I don't want to hear your lies about falling for me or that you want to see me naked! I could care less about seeing your weiner nor do i have to show you any of my body parts. I'm not embarrassed by my body but respect myself more than to exploit myself just to
27 Words
© Nubia Valle I'll be there,When you feel lonely and frightenedWhen you need help with somethingWhen you feel hopelessI'll be there,When you feel betrayed by someone you trustedWhen you feel broken heartedWhen you are in difficult timesI'll be there,When you fallWhen you need a hugWhen you need some loveI'll be there,No matter what happensI'll be there. Just 27 Words. God our Father, walk through my house and take away all my worries and illnesses and please watch over and heal my family in Jesus name, Amen. This prayer is so powerful. Pass this to 12 people including me. A blessing is coming to you in form of a new job, a house, marriage or financially. Do not break or ask questions. This is a test. Does God come first in your life?
Fun Stuff
THIS WAS LONG BUT FREAKING FUNNY...ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THISJust try reading this without laughing till you cry!!!Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased hislovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparkedmyinterest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for alittle something extra for my wife, Julie. What I came across was a100,000-volt, pocket/purse- sized tazer. The effects of the tazer weresupposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on yourassailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home.I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button.Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed thebutton and pressed it against a metal surface at the same time, I'd get theblue arc of electricity darting back and forth between
Random Shit
  Name:Location:Birthday: Measurements:Do you work/go to school?:What kind of car do you drive?:What do you want to be when you grow up?:Are you cute?:Would you laugh at my dumb jokes when no one does?:Are you close w/your family?:Would you ever wear my clothes?:How many people have you had sex with?:Would you take me home if I was too drunk to drive?:Are you overly serious or are you able to be goofy at times?:Would you bring me food from my favorite place just because?:Are you religious?:Do you think i'm sexy?:Will you call me in the middle of the night just to say 'hi'?:Do you like to cuddle?:What kind of beer/alcohol do you drink? (if applicable):What is your biggest flaw?:Are you a jealous person?:What are your hobbies?:Could we go for a midnight picnic on a clear, starry night?:Would you ever put cute little notes all over my car?:Favorite bands?:Do you have ANY musical talent?:When was your last relationship & why did it end?:3 months from now am i going to find out you're a t
This is to someone u know who u are.....     You tell me you love me but do you really????How ca u love someone if you dont want to be with them?????How can u sit there and say everything will work out but deep inside you know it wont...why does this always happen to me..always getttin hurt by people that i really truely love and care about.I think for being 22 ive grown up alot and im really ready to settle down with one perosn and start my family.Unlike some need to grow up and realize what they have and that soemone really does love them.I guess they will juss kno how good it realy was once i go on my way and do me.and then im really not around no more.mayeb i need to stop bein suck a clingy person and let someone find me.who knows maybe im just not right for anyone in this world???? i dont kno im just so confused and just ready to blow the fuck up and say fuck it all...i cant help the way i feel.i try so hard to make someone happy and be there but i get pushed away.....i dont kn
Adams Blog
Okay, I'm not entirely sure what it means to be 'Fu-owned'. I could look it up or find a member of Fubar staff to ask, but it's just too much effort - as much as i'd love to know what it involves, I'm not quite interested enough to do cutting edge research into 'Fu-ownership' ...   So, could someone please explain to me a few things... 1. What happens to you on here when you're Fu-owned? 2. What does the owner get out of owning you? 3. Can you actually refuse to be owned, if you really wanted to.     - and that's all, I'd love some answers as I'm kinda puzzled...   thanksandbye :) I seem to have wound a few people up on here. I don't know how this has happened because lets be honest, I'm lovely! But as it has happened, people seem to constantly give the same lame remarks and/or carry out the same lame actions...   So, hopefully, with this blog entry, people will get a better understanding of their mistakes and hopefully, see the error of their ways! Here goes...   1. Yes,
A Year Without Rain
Its not how fast, Its not how far, Its not a cheers, Its who you are, Its like night, You make da sun, Choose your race, When you run, Its never the glory, Its never the store, Its not about seeing whos less and, Whos more, kuz when u find out how fast and how far, Then you kno its not about, how muh u have, its who you are, Dieing to live, Living to try, Feet on da ground, Dreams in da sky, Its never how muh you have its who u are.!   Can you feel me When i think about you with every breath i take Every Minute Don't matter what i do My world is an empty place Like ive been wonderin the dessert, for a thousand days Don't know if its a mirage, but i always see your face, Baby.. I'm missing you so much Help rush me outa it now A day without you is like a year without rain. I need you by my side, Don't know how else to find But a day without you is like a year without rain The stars are burning, I hear your voice in my mind Can't you hear me calling. My Heart is yearning, Lik
Just A Thought...
This whole San Bruno gas explosion brought something to my attention. Nearly all our infrastructure was installed by our Baby Boomer generation. Which if you watch enough news these are the people crying about getting older, and really are the reason for our Social Security problem. Well if their getting older wouldn't that mean that pretty much every highway and pipeline system is also. When Pres. Obama started the reinvestment act, thats what it means, to reinvest. The stimulus packages are being stolen by those who oppose them aka Republicans or (Baby Boomers who don't know how to sit their asses down and retire.) Our Country is falling apart at the seams. There are jobs out there that can be created if the people who say they are all about America would just actually be for America. Instead they(Republicans) would tell You that the current administration is spending too much money and making Big Government. When it was the Republicans that created Bills like the patriot act which a
Love Encouters Sadly Misguided
Hi my name is shelly and I am using this arena just cos i need to clear my head and get input from anyone else. NoI absolutely don't need a man but I choose one for company. I have been with dayfreindly guy here on fu for about a year and half. I have always easily gone outta my to treat him good cos the mother of his children yes they under same roof. She treats him like dirt, always passed out drunk and doesn't contribute to even regular household things including caring for her 2 small children. My boyfriend did and still does all that. I understand he has no money cos i don't either but we always found a way to be together and yummy yes even in his garage as he works in one, on the cars and in mice mechanical places very fun, and always at my house. you can check this man out at dayfriendlyguy here on fu should you like. I always ever wanted someone to take me out and accept me for me take me the way i am and he loves the way i or...or herhe did anywas.. just horrible sad is all...
I just wanted to say that I have the most amazing friends here.   I was gone forever, and decided to come back.  I was re-welcomed with open arms.   It feels good to be remembered.   Granted, I kept up with many via FB, but not all.   I just wanted to share my warm fuzzies. So, yesterday, Crazy Lips proposed an experiment. Be her for 24 hours. I uploaded some of her pics, put mine in a private folder (except for the salutes, of course), ripped her custom skin and changed my name. Well, I didn't get the VIP and bling that I wanted, but I did get a ton of friend requests, dudes in my SB asking for their e-kok to be stroked, and I had to turn off the secret admirer notifications because they got so annoying. It may have been more effective if I'd been more responsive to guys wanting to get in my pants.  Not that Crazy Lips is, but not knowing me from her, it may have gotten me further.  I just couldn't do it.  The annoyance factor set in much too soon to keep anything like th
"bob" Nuff Said
  "Bye Bob, my friend, you haven't left me yet - but you will. Too soon you'll be going on the final journey without me. I know the tears are for me because I will niss you so much.   No more night time cuddles, no more pats on the arm to encourage more stroking of your head and back. No more watching your funny attempts to catch imaginary creatures only you could see. No more so many things.   Though we never spoke the same language we understood each other. Amazing really. You made friends with the neighbours. You were (are) such a character. You are the best.   So 'bye Bob,
When my mind goes blank, my eyez go blank, my thought's go black, and for once im free. Free to be me, without judgements without hate or love. without thought of loss and pain. or happiness and smiles, without anything at all. For once Im free without anything hold me down or lifting me up, I float in bliss. But im only free in my mind. You Scored as Whips Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough. Whips   100% Blind Folds
Old Things Are More Beautiful...
"Tis strange, that though a candle,     And oh, so small it be; The flickering flame it gives,     In darkness, helps to see... Its light dispels the darkness;     The frightening shadows flee; And all the fewars of midnight,     Are gone, when one can see... The shadows crowd around one,     And thunder roars above; The fearful soul is drowning:     He cannot see God's love... My friend, you are a candle,     And in God's plan, the light That shines to those around you,     To give the blind soul sight... 'Tis nice to be a lighthouse,     To guide the ships at night,
when I read back over this (read original blog entry below) I am struck by how my notions of desire and exceitment have altered.  Society tells us what is right and wrong and we continue to let them dominate us.  Why? Each person should seek out their own definition of such and embrace it. It was 7 PM on a late summer night.  She drove to Siesta Key to a small bar and restaurant called the Daiquiri Deck as she had an arrangement to meet Steve for dinner.  She had never met Steve in person so she was a little apprehensive about meeting him.  But then she had her protector in her purse which was a nickel plated colt 45 with hollow point slugs….just in case.   She recalled his instructions of what she was to wear for dinner which was some high heels and a very short skirt and here she was sitting in a very short skirt …angry at herself for agreeing to follow his request but satisfied since she did not wear the heels as he had requested.  Then she sat back and smelled the sal
My Writing
Hands trembling,Knees are so week.Eyes unfocused, only seeing one object.The razor.So shiny,So sharp.Ready to inflict pain,Starving for skin to tear.My flesh fights conviction,Straining to block out what my Savior has to say."No, don’t. I’m here. No need to feel pain."Voice cracking,Tears choking me.I can taste the salty gems that flow freely.My heart pounds like a bass,My lungs struggle to breathe.My stomach flips,Sweat pours down.And I can’t help but imagine the blood,Formed in a straight line,Dripping inch by inch down my arm.And I feel I’ll be free.But the beating of my heart gets faster,Harder.And I fall to the floor,Still holding onto what destroys me most.I scream,"No, it makes me stronger!"But I know who is truly stronger than the pain.I feel myself wanting to giving up,As I gasp from cries of anguish.But I let Him hold me as I drop the razor.I put my cheek against the cold floor,And let my tears form a puddle beside me.I pull up my sleeve and whisper,"I
Random Acts Of Writting
The night sky was moonless shrouding the city in a cloak of darkness, she stood silent and still unnoticed unseen, this was a regular place she visited frequently, she stood down an alley in the cover of dark leaning her back up against a brick wall the ally was thick with the stench of rotten food and stale alcohol to one side was a restaurant across the way a pub above the foul stench of the ally there was the familiar smell of ash, fresh beer, and burning tobacco. What little light shone down her eyes would capture it and glimmer ever so softly. Suddenly the door of pub flung open and it looked almost as though a cloud of smoke emerged the loud chatter and music spill out onto the street, stumbling out of the cloud was a drunk man his hand out stretched touching the cold brick wall as he walked as though he had no control of his legs he managed to find his way half way down the ally his fingertips brushing along the rough brick work guiding him, the drunken lout takes a few side way
I woke at 2 am brushing the sleep from my eyes my feet hit the floor as I pulsed and took a deep sigh…. my heart revisited the rawest it has been in years, yet my brain was at its sharpest, and my eyes seemed a little clearer as I continued to rise. A thought came to mind: If you asked me yesterday, if I was bitter, I would have told you yes and felt guilty from having that feeling. Now however, I woke to a face that held a childhood I tried to ever so forget and push from my path. Yet, I couldn’t because that face held the beginning of 2 very important decisions that started the very existence of who I am today. So, I welcome this face and release the bitterness that comes from the greeting. For I am at another cross road in my life and realize bitterness will only weigh me down and is not who I am. I forgive you, but even more so, I forgive myself! Better yet, I will thank you from the bottom of my heart…Thank you. It took me years to understand who I am and even
The Tapestry Of Odette
She wasn't sure of the exact moment that she slipped into slumber, but suddenly she found herself standing before a wall of tumbling colour. Reds, metallic hues, deep purples, soft greys, all rushing together in a cacophonous waterfall of brilliance. She stood entranced, just staring at it, as every shade known to man and bees rushed before her eyes, constantly changing and shifting. It put any rainbow she had seen to shame. Nothing was faded here, it was all bold and brilliant, dripping from the canvas of the gods before her enchanted eyes. It all mixed and swirled together, churning and pounding like the rapids of a river. Orange, forest green, bright pink, dun, differing shades of black, colours she couldn't even imagine, all tumbling together. It was awhile before she even noticed the ground beneath her feet, which was some sort of soft sucking mud. The two walls that angled away from the colour wall were both pitch black, made of shiny obsidian. They met together somewhere in the
So, I "ran" for the fourth time tonight.   It's not really a run, but a slow "shuffle/jog" kind of thing.   The thing is, I did it. :P   I'm not gonna lie, it sucks, and feels oh so good when it's time to stop.   It's almost like holding in a pee to the point when it's painful, just to experience the euphoria when you finally get to go. So I started the Couch to 5K today.   I'm not a runner.  Never have been.  My boobs have always interfered.  (Laziness too.)   I finally said screw it.  I'm getting older and my body's feeling it.  I figured I'd better do something before I couldn't anymore.   It actually felt good.  I didn't run very fast, or very far, but I completed the program for today.  That's a lot for me.   I need some motivation though, so you fu-fucks need to make sure I get off my ass and do stuff, OK?
i created a fictionthat thought me a realityabout a life that used for being emptyand now that sorry is the worst thing to say,I'm going to utter prayers all the way may all your hurting nowbe converted to blessingssorrows and downfallsmake you a better beingmy presence may be a curse for your sighti still hope that tomorrows for u will be alright this may caused you the darkest of midnightmay you find the treasures of wickedness insideand all your griefs be a halo of gracemultitude of wordsI'll offer for your praise... neglect not those strifesshadows you caused other's lifefor fate has its waysshe has ways...rejoice not while others weephappiness you thought they wont seekfor fate makes its wayfate make its handed its powerthat be used against youso watch out for your futureand yesterday too..for the lies you tell...for the secrets you keep...and for the scars so will all come backunexpectedlyfor fate has its wayfate has its way....
Bad Parenting Is Shitty!!!
Adrienne, what's up! We all miss you. I kinda choked up at your funeral and didn't get to say what I wanted to say. So this one is for you A.       First off let me say, we had some goooooood times. All the way back to the trailer park boo. Remember when we used to throw parties and and I would always snap on a mother fucker if they disrespected your place or you? Will always feel that way home girl.    When I went to prison we lost contact for a long time but my love for you would not let me let our relationship go. When I came back to Bradenton I had no car and found you after lots of searching! I road that damn bike all the way out to your mothers place from by Harley Middle School!    Again our friendship was reunited and we still had each others back. No one could ever disrespect us in front of each other with out feeling the our words! They knew than words were backed up too so they didn't have anything to say!    I hang out with mick and every now and than. He
I am so tired of your so called "friends" blocking you for no reason, If you dont want to talk anymore at least grow a pair and say so.... Im just tired of putting everything I have into something and then someone just throwing it all away like it was nothing... Is it me or is the world becoming more and more hopeless? I mean You have selfish people who care only about getting ahead an could care less about who they step on... then you have jerks who just want self satisfation, they couldnt care more about the hearts they break and the lives they wreck.I am so tired of being lied to and hurt by people who pretend they care so from now on im gonna be just a little bit selfish and look out for just me!Sorry just a rant, needed to get it off my chest
seriously if ur gonna whine bout what i rate u then just go away. if its a real pic ill rate 10 (11 if i can). if its any other kinda pic ill rate what i think of it. if its lame it wont score high! geeze this just a social network site no need to have ur panties bunched up over what ppl rate u. get over it and move on. opinions r like assholes, everyones got em so if u dont wanna b rated on a social site then get off it!   ADD ME PLEASE
Piss On Colbert
Recently we all heard Mr. Preident state that we are paying no more taxes then before he became President. Okay, I know that I must be a racist if I question anything this President says or does. So, I will lay it out as he put it, not me. #1 Tabacco tax. Is this or is it not more tax than we were paying before he took office? Yes, so he lied. #2. Tanning bed tax. I know that this is suppose to be a tax on White women only, however I do go to a tanning bed on occassion. So, this is another tax that he has implimented. Lie again. I am just tires of hearing I did not raisae your taxes 1 cetn, that is a lie. Not mis speaking. Speaking of Lies. Guantanamo will be closed within 1 year of him being elected. Guess what? It is not closed. Lie again. Do you remember this President saying during his campaign, the health care debate will be held on C-SPAN so the American people can see it all on the t.v. Well, It was done behind closed doors with nothing but poloitical bribery. Another Lie.
My Time On Fubar
running out of things to do here,and dont know which one to chat with. So far I met alot a friendly ppl here. too bad i'm limited to some features I can use like sending messages and giving gifts if I have enough fubucks. Anyway if anyone like to chat I on some day and maybe some nights. Might make a crush on someone...hehe
Thanx to everyone took part in my social experiment. 100% of you awnsered an incomplete question and 99% of you assumed I was talking about the mans pole. It's funny how quick peoples minds work.        If I told you I love you,       would it make you happy?       If I told you I hate you,       would it make you mad,       If I told you nothing,       would it make you curious?               PENNI
I Love you This Much.  .  .  .  .  . Enough to do anything for you ~ give my life, my love, my heart, and my soul to you and for you. Enough to give all my time, efforts, thoughts, talents, trusts, and prayers willingly to you .   .   . I love you enough to want to protect you, care for you, guide you, hold you, comfort you, listen to you, and cry to you and with you. Enough to be completely comfortable with you, act silly around you, never have to hide anything from you, and be myself with you. Enough to share all my sentiments, dreams, goals, fears, hopes, and worries ~ my entire life with you. Enough to want the best for you. to wish for your success, and to hope for the fulfillment of all your endeavors. Enough to keep my promises to you and pledge my loyalty and faithfulness to you. Enough to cherish your friendship, adore your personality, respect your values, and see you for who you are. I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you, and sacrifice myself fo
Rain Drops
well i have 40 some pics of me & will be adding more  over time but if you think im doing a salute ur crazy i dont think i need to hold a little paper up to make friends & ya dont like me cus of that then ur lame im here to have fun  & become best friends & more  if it happens  to turn intoo more great I feel the rain falling on my skin, cool drops falling and running down my body...They become your hands as they begin to slowly run down my face and neck, making visions dance wildly in my mind... Onto now my aroused awaiting breasts they travel, running down to the tips of my nipples and dripping off onto the ground below... The crease between my breasts has now become a valley in which they run down to my stomache touching so softly and gently... father down they move caressing me touching my inner thighs causing their own twisted delight, they are teasing me... Moving down my legs calves and ankles and off the tips of my toes I notice they have made a picture below, a puddle of water
First Day
200. My name is: Nadia Marie 199. I was born on: October 2, 1986198. I am a: Female197. My hair color is: Dark/light brown, sometimes with highlights... 196. My eye color is: Light brown, but change colors to, hazel, yellow, green, violet, dark brown, violen brown...195. My shoe size is: 7.5194. My ring size is: 6 193. My pant size is: 9192. My height is: 5' 6"191. I am allergic to: everything...pennicillin, amoxicillin, everything that  a person can possibly be allergic to in nature, bees, bug bites, and avocados *which i still eat*190. I live in: Highland, with my mom. 189. The last book I read: Let Me In by John Ajvide Lindqvist188. My bed is: comfty and right behind me187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex: is that they can be just as difficult and touchy as girls 186. I am glad I'm my sex because: I can get things for free, and change the mood of the opposite sex just by smilin at them. 185. My favorite color is: blue, black, red, and pink184. My Best frien
Cam Girls Suck Ass Lol
Ok this is a little chat i had with a known CAM girl on here. I hope you find it as entertaining as I did making it LMAO! They are such dumb asses! And let it be known, NO SHE WAS NOT HAKED. LMAO I cant and wouldnt do that....... but what she doesnt know wont hurt her now will it LOL! Enjoy!   nucking_futz33: ok turn that cam on like you promised'Joana Jones: ok babe but i have a lil favor nucking_futz33: LMAO, I knew itJoana Jones: wat do you mean?nucking_futz33: spill itnucking_futz33: where do you want me to vote for you?Joana Jones: on my linknucking_futz33: uh hunucking_futz33: turn the cam on firstYou have accepted the invitation to start photo sharing.Joana Jones: i have but in the private site Joana Jones: just click this ****Deleted HTML for privacy reasons****nucking_futz33: ahhhhhhh but didnt you just say that you would turn it on here? Why do we have photo sharing up? Do you plan on showing me something?Joana Jones: babe do that linkJoana Jones: okJoana Jone
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So, many of you know my life has been total utter crap the last few months. Those of you who don't know, don't worry bout it, but trust me. It was. Now in this pile o crap my life has been, there have been a few shinning not crap items. One has been a dear friend of mine lettin me live in her empty condo, and lettin me use her interwebs mahines. Now, I must move from her soon to be occupied by her again condo. In her proccess of re-occupying her condo, she is shutting off her cable. That includes the interwebs. So, while I am moving into a new apt, and will get my own interwebs there, sometime soon, my curent interwebs will be goin away. This will not be a typical fu-sabbaticle for me. I will miss this place from day 1, and will be back as soon as my new home interwebs start interwebbing. I move on the 9th, so it'll be after then sometime. I know not when.   and in addition, many of you can text me, but some of you can't. If you do NOT know my number, and would like to, ask for it. T
Were New Hey All
they there all were new to this crazy place. send us a msg if have crazy and fun place to be. take care all see around my bf went too club upper level and  had cap lock on hes new the whole computer thing. they gave him warnings but by i got the computer to help take off the cab lock off. they had kick up out and will told that was new they got rude..   so just keep that in mind if you are new and go into CLUB UPPER LEVEL Jenna and Steven    
My Music
If anyone likes guitar music, please check out my music and videos.   Okay so here are my music videos here on fubar:   Also here is my music on myspace, all original songs:   And YouTube as well: Hope you enjoy it   thanks for reading   Matt Any ladies like to see my assets, please have a look in my pics and prepare yourself, lol   :o)  
Economics 101
Here 10 things to do after you have lost your job. As important as family support is to your life, you have a lot to sort through and may want to seek advice from independent professionals. 1. Contact a career coach. Have you met with one? Most will give you the first meeting at no cost or obligation and you can brainstorm. Even this one meeting might give you some great ideas. Before you sign on with one, make sure you have shopped around to find one you like. 2. Network in unlikely places. Examine who you know, and who knows the most people. Tell them your story and see what comes back to you. For me, it was always my hairdresser. Seriously. He or she knew so many people. Second to this is your financial planner. Seriously II. As a financial planner I am incredibly connected to generations of clients and their families with all sorts of skill levels. As a self employed person for almost 20 years, I can also give you insight into this life style. 3.Evaluate your financial planne
Songs Written By Mois
The snow falls ever so softly On your face So innocent, so sweet The time that we spent together long ago I remember like it was yesterday When we used to go and sit by the swings And when the music was on how we used to sing Where’d you go? I dunno All I know is I have missed you The way you laugh and snort Ok you didn’t snort But I’ve missed you Even though you left and disappeared I have held on to everything even the fear That you ain’t never coming back When you left I lost track of time Lost track of myself   Since you’ve been gone Not once did you tell me what I did wrong So I decided to write this song   Things will never be the same again Sometimes I try to count to 10 And hope it will all be over soon That you will come back to me I scream 1 to 3 As I close my eyes and clinch my fists Everything around me starts to twist Outside all the trees Fall right back down from where they grew On the same place where you mad
Robert Thomas Marketing
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No Big Secret
to the hydaway family. i know your out there and i allready bumped into a few of them. hopefully we can bs. like old times. even though i am not a member or even what i onces was, but i still haungeout in the old hydaway lounge keeping up with old times.  its no big secret that i used to have a profile here. hell you might allready know me. "~`Slo Mo~` The Love Moogle~` ~~love jessa~`" but its been a while sinces i was back. so i decided to start a new one. i think i will be more private than normal. but either way i haven't forgotton  about, my freinds. family. fans lovers and haters. lol. so i decided to come back for a while. and yes i do work at a adult Prision currectional i admit its something i wanted to be. but it has its excitment and benifits.  so hopefully get to see the old freinds, and of course make a few here and there.
i am alone fire truck to the rescue   remeber 9.11    
HE IS ALWAYS IN MY MIND, WONDERING WHAT HE IS DOING, WONDERING IS HE OK, HE IS ALWAYS IN MY HEART, THERE HELPING IT BEAT A LITTLE FASTER, DOES HE THINK OF ME, AM I ALWAYS IN HIS MIND, AM I IN HIS HEART, THERE HELPING IT BEAT A LITTLE FASTER, WILL I MEET HIM ONEDAY, SEE HIS BEAUTIFUL FAE UP CLOSE, WILL I HOLD HIM ONEDAY, WILL HE TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK, WILL WE LAUGH AND PLAY TOGETHER, NEVER WANTING IT TO END, HOLDING HANDS IN THE PARK, LOOKING INTO EACH OTHERS EYES, EYES MEETING AS IF IN A DREAM, DOES HE THINK OF ME, AM I IN HIS MIND ALWAYS. Feeling as though I have no where to go, Falling deeper into that lost world of nothingness, Feeling my way around as if I am blind, Not knowing which way to go or what to do, Wondering in the darkness, Feeling useless and unworthy of anything.   Hurting inside, twisted and torn, lonely and scared, Lost in time unable to find my way back, What road should I take,
Inquiring Minds & Enquiring Minds Wanna Know...
Angel Poem
Here lays my heart All broken and torn There are no feelings left in it For me to mourn Here lays my mind Which has repressed All the memories we have shared That have left me a mess Here lays my soul Which you took away Along with my faith and trust in you That you broke in a day Here lays my body All mangled and left to die I hope that I can get through this And find another guy. Eyes of brown not blue or green The brightness eyes I’ve ever seen A smile that shows from ear to ear Never hinting pain or fear
Random Postings
Ok, here I am again, on my fifth day off from work and still up early in the morning. What is wrong with this shit. Oh well, allows me to get on the comp and play. Trying to decide how to waste my time today again, although I am sure I am going to get started on another paper in psyche. Ever feel like one things consumes you all the time? will be glad when I am done with this school thing, but that isnt goin to be for probably another three years. At least I like my classes, just not the time lost.   Ok, so here I go again, waging the war against trojan viruses. I win yet again today. sick litle bastards, getting annoyed. Lately I am getting hijackers... been a while since I have had those. This one was annoying as it hijacked my .exe programs and displayed a fake anti-virus detection warning. Anyone wondering it was the Windows Security Alert fake trojan.... Not nasty as unable to remove, but highly annoying as it was preventing me from doign school work (it hijacked my Word program
Some Of My Writing
Keep On Trucking It was late, it was cold, and Tommy was behind schedule as he came down I-69 into Flint with his load of car parts. The only thing on his mind was unloading, dinner, shower and a bed. He didn’t even want a woman in it, that’s how beat he was tonight.  Ahead and on the side of the road he spotted a Chevy Suburban obviously disabled with its radiator overheating and steam pouring into the frigid air. He slowed down as a protective measure in case he needed to take any kind of action. Motorist could be dumb when it came to large fast moving trucks. He wasn’t about to stop until he saw the woman bent over the engine as he slowly went by. He pulled over.  Damn his mother for raising him a gentleman anyway. He pulled himself out of the cab and sauntered back. "You can’t fix that tonight ma’am. Can I give you a lift up the road to the nearest station?"  She looked up and he was hooked. She had huge grey blue eyes that you dove into and wanted
My Writings
When one is said to love,Do they truely know the meaning of the word?Or are they simply claiming it?Some know love, pure and happy, sweet and divine.I know this word they call love.For it burns in my heart, it cultivates in my every action.I yearn for love's touch, I crave love's attentionMy love is my own, now and forevermore.Days pass, weeks pass, yet still I press on,I press on towards the happiness that I know in my heartIs right in front of me, closer day by dayIt is this light, this happiness, that keeps me upright,That keeps me strong, strong for my love, for all eternity.I will not let go, I will not falter, I will not fail.This my vow, this is my promise, and on my life, I will not fail.         As the sun made its way down over the horizon, he gazed out upon the landscape, the countryside was breath-taking in all of its humble grace. He ran his hands through his dark brown hair, pondering what this night would bring him, his mind and heart straying to thoughts of the woman he
Hey Hey
I joined AVON not too long ago. This is my site and you can shop at my online store. You can have everything shipped to you! I've been going to church lately and I really love this church. I look forward to going and my children like being able to play with other children. I have removed some people out my life, I guess is the best way to say it. I only did this after I was not able to get intouch with them for quite some time. Things are def. changing and I hope it just gets better. I do have alot of anger built up inside of me at certain people and I'm hoping that in time that will go away. I know if they were meant to be in life for a long time then they would've kept in touch with me. I give so much and get so little back. I know in time I want someone to enter my life and my children's life. I know I want that person to be a man, a real man. I want roses, notes, kisses, cuddles, hugs, him to get along great with my sons, help, honesty, laughte
I feel like writing but I'm not sure what to say. I feel like rambling on about mindless bullshit but not in fear that no one will read. I feel like standing on top of the highest mountain to see what I've been missing and if I jumped, who would miss me. I feel like screaming Fuck You All but who would hear me, my voice would go horse because there's a long list of people who need my wrath. I feel like running for my life but not for a good cause, only to get away, far away from it all. I feel like shutting up now because this sounds like a pitiful cry but its not, its the truth, the freak that lives inside. I feel like ending it all but who would stop me, why would you want to if you knew my history. We all cant be perfect but some of us damn sure try. I cant be your mother figure, that job is already set aside. Aside for the 2 people in the world that are the ONLY reason why I haven't end this all. The only people I can truly call my own. The only people who look like me, the only pe
Eyescream@ fubar Friends are like honey and sweet like luv, but the best of all is to luv GOD
Well, to look or to see. This is the  struggle. As an artist I am obligated to see not just look. To truly make art we must understand what it is that we are trying to recreate. Like I said before not any fruit, that fruit. We must hone in and caress that fruit with our eyes in its entirety. Its gradations its shape its quirkiness its simplicity of essence its complexities . In a manner of speaking we must own the object what erver it may be.   To me art is a great way for me to escape. Anything goes in my world. If I want the light on the left or right. If one object wants to float while all the others can't; that's my prerogative. If I want water to be pink it is. If the clouds want to be green that's no problem. You get the point. I wield the world were as reality wields me. I love to work on anything from life to imagination. Being that my traditional training gave me a solid background in drawing what I see not, what I think I see. It is my belief that this has helped me to unlock
I just don't get people at times! I mean when you are out in public and someone approaches you and tries to get to know you and when they find out that your gay they act all weird and creepy all of a sudden! Its like they think you got germs or something and like stay away from me. I just dont get why people act that way around gay people. I just wish everyone would treat everyone the same. Is that asking too much? And I wonder how many of them have gay friends and don't even know that there friend is gay! Posted Tuesday, October 05, 2010 11:44:59 PM by Dan J Kroll The Young and the Restless' Thom Bierdz is just one of the celebrities lending his support to gay teens that might be facing bullying. The out actor filmed a video and is offering teens the chance to express their feelings through artwork. With a series of high-profile suicides by gay teens making national news, The Young and the Restless' Thom Bierdz (Phillip Chancellor III) is lending his support to let gay teens know that
My computer is dead. I can come on here with my cell but it is a pain,can't respond to people etc grrr .so know that I haven't been ignoring anyone. Not sure when we will replace my computer,but I do know I appreciate my friends here. Huge hugs! Three things about me that you might not know.   1.People with crusty feet gross me out,but blood and guts don't phase me. 2.I hate to see anyone I care about in pain or upset.It truly breaks my heart. 3.I am really meaner than some of you think :)   You can share 3 things if you like.Just a silly game.   hugs! (h)
Good Vs Bad Girl
I've heard some doosies in my life...lines men tell...Like Girl I'd drink your bath water (EWW!!!) or You must be from heaven cause i think i'm looking at an angel (ugh) but after posting a line Creole1985 said to me I started getting IM's with "Lines" So Guys Post Your Best Lines...ladies post the best line you ever heard or the worst :)   Why is it that the "Good" girl the one with alot to offer doing her own thing, but makes sure to make time for her man, treats him with respect, loves him but gives him that room cause she needs it herself, doing her, but she doesn't get the man she wants but the "bad" girl the one who treats the man like ish, doesn't care what he thinks or feels, doesn't do for him, etc get him....and mind you the man is a real Man...alot to offer....intelligent, funny, God Fearing, Handsome, Knows the Meaning of WORK etc etc.  Just Curious...Thoughts?
OK Ladies if you where giving the chance to sleep with any female singers (past or present) Who would you choose? Right now my list would be: Christina Aguilera, P!nk, The dark hair sister from Heart (when she was younger) cant think of her name. Stevie Nicks (also when younger) Pat Benatar. Lady Ga Ga, Debbie Harry (Blondie) (also when younger). Thats all I can think of for now If I get enough names Ill try and post a top 10. Me: Hi Friend: Hey whats up? Me: not much just waiting for so-n-so to come over Friend: What you two going to do Me: Just relax at the pool Friend: Lucky you; I am going to a funeral oops I mean wedding shortly Friend: ok reason why I called and I am currious along with a few of your other friends Me: Ok what is on your mind? Friend: Why wont you date any of us? Friend: You know we all have crushes on you and we don't hide the fact we think your hot. Me: yea I know but I just  don't like to cross that best friend line Me: Trust me I thought about it
A man and his wife were working in their garden one day when the man looked over at his wife and said, “Your butt’s getting huge. I bet it’s bigger than the barbecue.”With that, he proceeded to get a measuring tape and measured the grill. Then he went over to where his wife was working and measured her butt.“I was right, your butt is two inches wider than the barbecue!”The woman chose to ignore her husband. Later that night in bed, the husband felt a little frisky. He made some advances toward her, but she completely brushed him off.“What’s wrong?” he asked.She replied, “Do you really think I’m going to fire up this big-ass grill for one little weenie?” A boy is at school and he hears the older kids talking about pussy, and their bitch. The boy confused by this goes to his mother. “Mom”, the boy asks, “What’s a pussy?â
Fubar Stuff
I just don't get why people block people who don't have a salute. I mean your on a "social network site" to "meet" people! I mean I hate it when I see someone saying they check me out or likes me and then for me to go see there profile to check them out to come accros that it say's they have it block to people without a salute. Some of us have lives and just dont have time to post a saltue or wont be on here as much as some of you anymore. Being I know I am not going to be on much no more and find it pointless to post a salute. I mean seriously if your here to meet people you should leave your profile open for everyone to see and leave comments. And for the ones you dont want to talk to there is an ignore feature you just click on that button and poof they are gone. I mean you could be missing out on someone that does not have a salute that you say you like but you wont let them view your profile because they dont have a salute. I just think its plain stupid in my opinion.  They way I
My Miracles
                                                                                       I still remember the day you both were born                                   I kissed your soft faces and held you                                             gently in my arms                                  As a tear of happiness ran down my face                                  I knew that there was nowhere I wanted                                          to be, than with u in any place      &nb
Company Of Artists
So the saying goes Money is the Root of all Evil. If you believe this to be true then give me your money. Same concept the Church uses to take from you but not I. I work hard for my money and though this is a fact. Money can not bring a person happiness no. Happiness comes from the money earned, you see if I go out and work an average job and look at all the millions of people doing the same what is the secret to these million dollar men. Simple productivity and honest integrated thinking as well as selfishness. Yes selfishness because in reality a selfless person will take what they can from another it is impossible to be both selfless and honest. A selfish honest person does not take from other producer's they teach and protect values through their success. If I discovered the next big step in humanities essence of life would I be happy that I am rich or would I be happy of my accomplishments? The money is just an extra added bonus. Money is the root of your success
Just A Thought
FIVE RULES ON FITTING IN AMONG THE HUMANS. Close your eyes and imagine a world filled with so many contradictions that it's damn near impossible to tell left from right, up from down and right from wrong. Picture a culture at war with itself, where the best of what it has to offer struggles to see the light of day, where style almost always trumps substance, where people seek out an existence based on their ability to blend in with an insanity that has come to represent the status quo.   Okay, Now imagine a voice in the midst of that wilderness, in tune yet different from everything that surrounds it. Barely indentifiable over the monsterous hum of the daily grind, the  voice is a constant that grows louder by the minute. What began as a soft whisper, innocent and only flirting with your audible consciouness, has grown into a definite roar, distinct, and undeniable in it's existince.
This Is My Blog
im single once again lol why cant i just find a good girl? am i doing something wrong or do girls just like to hurt me? haha oh well. its their loss not mine. so anyway if your single and looking for a good man hit me up IF YOUR A JUGGALO PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS TO YOUR PAGE! THE WHOLE WORLD OF JUGGALOS NEEDS TO SEE THIS MESSAGE FROM VIOLENT JAY. "this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We
Or should I say.  Anyone want to help with my addiction?  lol I love women!  Is that a crime?  I love looking at them, touching them and of course tasting them!!! yum!  Anyway I am totally addicted and still want to have fun.  Hence my status  "casual is always good"  Does anybody agree?
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Song Of Souls...written By Blaze Barrett
of this world there's a woman...this certain lady carries the candle and key to the darkness in my lonely heart that been locked up....of this woman, to be bring me light, must first travel the night within my soul...  and heart...for me to be open, I must first melt to the candle knock the rust off the lock.. its a task I so tried for so long....but finally I gave it thought...I can hear the lady on the other side...calling my name in the dark, jiggling with the lock... playing with the candle to light up this rusty padlock on my soul.....I banged at the door to cheer her on...but it came through as a whisper.... a whisper she heard clearly for it said...please me with this door...I want you so ever badly... when you heard those words through my lips...through sat down and cried...cried and let the tears each tear...captures the candle each sparkled into  the night...each cry make me quiver at the sight....
Military Lifestyle
The Silent Ranks I wear no uniforms, no blues or greens.But, I am in the military, in the ranks rarely seen.I have no rank upon my shoulders. Salutes I do not give.But in the military world is where I live and am rarely seen.I am not in the chain of command, orders I do not give or get.But my husband is the one who does, this I can not forget.I am not the one who fires a weapon, Who puts his life on the line.But my job is just as tough, I'm the one who is always left behind.My husband is a patriot, a brave and pride filled man.And the call to serve his country not all can understand.Behind the lines, I see things needed to keep this country free.My husband makes the sacrifice, but so do my kids and me.I love the man I married. The military is his life. So I pledge to support my hero and stand among the silent ranks known as
Kinky Family
Moonlite Nights
a very old man saw with his young son a pellet of VIAGRA (the blue pill) he said to him :hey this pill shown on T V so please give it to me i need it . the son say no it coast me 50 $ dad says ok I give u 50 but after i try it ok . son said ok . and gave him the pill. at morning the son found 75$ and a golden ring under his pillow .he came to dad and said ; oh dad i found this . dad say its ok son ;50 from me25 from your momand the ring from the maid THE MOONLITE NIGHTS AS I WALK THROU THE NIGHT LOOKING FOR YOU I THINK OF WHAT MIGHT BE WHAT MIGHT HAVE COME WHAT MIGHT STILL TO COME I AM THINKING I NEED TO FIND YOU I AM THINKING WE COULD MAKE SWEET LOVE BY THE MOONLITE NIGHTS STARING IN TO EACH OTHERS EYES SEEING HOW MUCH WE HAVE LOVED ONE ANOTHER FROM AFAR WONDERING IF WE COULD STILL LOVE ONE ANOTHER AS WE GROW OLDR WITH ONE ANOTHER GROWING OLD BY THE MOONLITE NIGHTS WITH THE ONES WE LOVE IS BETTER THEN DIEING ALONE                        SINCERLY SASSY-K A.K.A KIMMY
If Your In Jax Fl.
Potter's House Christian School and Global Impacrt Wrestling  Proudy Prsent :Christmas Classic GIW'S 1st annual Toys and Food Drive  Sat. Dec. 11th, 2010                          @The Potter's Huse Christian School Gymnasium 1150 Lane Ave S.  Jacksonville Florida 32210 Doors open 6 pm Beltime 7:15 pm           Advance Tickets $10.00 , Day of the Show $5.00 and a new toy  or                                             $5.00 and four food items    GIW will be hosting a one night turny to crown the very first  GIW  Champion               Feturing PHCS'Sown Coach Patterson - vs - The Millon Dollar Player                                  W/ special guest ref. Christian  Genesis     Plius other matches, come outand suportyour local indy wrestling scene                                       and we will see you at the matches !!!!!! Potters House Christian School Academy & Global Impact Wrestling Proudly PresentsChristmas Classic - GIW'S 1ST Annual Toy & Food Drive on Saturda
Maybe It's Just Me
I wonder if people read my blogs?? Anyway, so being on here had made me realize that there really are some guys that have all the luck in life. The good looking types that turn out to be d-bags and the the guys that just have women fawn over them. Not really trying to have an emo moment, but it's one of those WHAT THA FUCK!!  moments in life that people never figure out. There is more I cold say about it, but meh I figure it'll be something for another blog. I don't know why, but sometimes i just get that feeling that I make people a wee bit uncomfy. need it be in real life or on fubar...on scratch that especially on fubar. Now for that peeps that know me it's ok, but sometimes it's that they're holding a cross to me hoping I'll run away and leave them be. Craziness.
Sqyrel's Randomness... Js
User: Hello :D. Cleverbot: How are you? User: I'm good and you? Cleverbot: I'm alright. User: Did you sleep well? Cleverbot: I don't sleep. Do you?User: I wish. Sleeps sounds fun.Cleverbot: V for Vendetta.User: I like that movie.Cleverbot: Which movie?User: V for Vendetta.Cleverbot: I missed it.User: Well then why did you bring it up?Cleverbot: You brought it up.User: No you did.Cleverbot: I did not.User: I said I wish I could sleep. It sounds fun. And you replied 'V for Vendeta.'.Cleverbot: That was a different user that said they were 18.User: So you are not one?Cleverbot: No. Tell me a story.User: What kind of story?Cleverbot: A horror story please.
This And That
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!   How the hell are ya, my friends?  It amazes me how this site has so many people who kiss one another's asses.  People talk shit about someone, yet they are "friends" on here.  WHY?  If you truly don't like someone, why in the hell would you add them?  Popularity?  To be nosy?  Most of my "friends" here I have never talked to.  Until recently I had a small handful of "friends" on here and I liked each and every one of them.  That pretty much goes for my family only now.  There are a few e-popular people on this site whom I have no use for.  They are not on my list.  I don't speak poorly about them to others, I just choose not to interact with them.  *shrugs* I'm out of here for awhile.  I'm going to concentrate on people in my offline life.  I'm going to have Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Year's Eve.  Then I'm going to get my ass hitched on New Year's Day and live happily ever after. If anyone truly wants to find me, I am sure it won't be that difficult. 
cold as winter strong as stone, she faced the darkness all alone, a silver goddess a reflection a mirage a recollection, no return no turning back the past is gone the future black, serpents gather in there nest as she stands above the rest, shadows hunt she hunts the shadows, as she looks down upon a shattered youth a shattered mirror shows a shattered truth. i knew that you is what i needed in that tripp black miniskirt, hot topic shoppin with your girls a lil fuckin flirt, surprised by the fact you was into all kinds of dirt, surprise in your eyes when i made ur fuckin pussy squirt, grab you by ur dreadlocks  put u in a head lock,  choke you till ur twitchin baby  just dont make the bed rock.  now you know what i got for that little hotbox  take it to the limit now you all about the BOONDOX!!
Things I Love!
Was i ever your sister, Was i ever your friend?? Or was i a mere enemy to the very bitter end? As your sister i always toke your side, as my sister you always left me behind.... As your sister i would have always toke your hand, picked you up with all the strength i had... But as my sister your anger was always toward me, hating and scolding for everything... You cried and I cried to, feeling the pain you had with in... But when i cried you pointed and laughed forcing me to just bottle it in... As my sister you led me to distress, wishing to end it, to just seek rest... But as my sister you thought i was dumb, treated me different taking my best... All i wanted as your sister was someone to trust.... Instead as my sister you gave me someone to hate... I always wanted to love and respect you, always wanting what we all should have... But I now know as these twisted days pass that all you want is for my death... Well I am already dead inside holding this burden of feeling des
What We Have Been Taught...
The world, it broke my heart today When I saw the things that people do and heard the things they say All of the people who are living on the streets The babies found in garbage cans, wrapped up in bloody sheets How could we let our world end up this way? And I know tomorrow isn't bringing a better day Our government is so corrupt, we need to take a stand They keep raising taxes in hopes they will possess our land So many men and women have died for our country So we could have equal rights, so that we could live free So many people have come here hoping to find a better living But discrimination and poverty is all that America was giving They came here dreaming of beautiful cities and open meadows But they were put to harsh labor and made to live in filthy ghettos And this was so long ago; things have only deteriorated Society has only gotten worse. Life is so complicated Gangs are constantly at war with each other Taking more loved ones from their families and their
Vallis Castor Producer Glenn Beaver
          COME CHECK HIM OUT GANG! VALLIS CASTOR ....AWESOME ENTERTAINER AND PRODUCER....AWESOME MAN! YOU'LL LOVE HIM! HE NEEDS FANS AND SUPPORTERS!!!    I ENCOURAGE  YOU TO COME JOIN! GO HAVE A BLAST WITH VALLIS CASTOR!  HE'S ONE OF A KIND! Come Check Out My Brother Vallis Castor! You'll have a blast! You won't regret having fun! I encourage you to Come Join .....When is It? Saturday October 23rd Doors Open at 12:00 PM Where is It? ..."local soul" festival Address: 408 Ellis Dairy Rd griffin, GA 30224 Please Come and Join...He needs fans, Supporters....He is Awesome! He's a great Entertainer...One of a Kind! Love ya Gang!
About Me...
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I:1, I committed suicide…2, I said I liked you…3, I kissed you…4, I lived next door to you…5, I started smoking…6, I stole something…7, I was hospitalized…8, I ran away from home…9, I got into a fight and you weren't there…10, I passed away… WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:11, Personality…12, Eyes…13, Hair…14, Family…WOULD YOU:15, Be my friend?16, Keep a secret if I told you one?17, Hold my hand?18, Take a bullet for me?19, Keep in touch?20, Try and solve my problems?21, Love me?22, Date me? 23, Hate me? 24, Kill me?HAVE YOU EVER:25, Lied to make me feel better?26, Wanted to kiss me?27, Wanted to kill me?28, Broke my heart?29, Kept something important from me?30, Thought I was unbearably annoying?AND MORE...A. Who are you?B. Are we friends?C. When and how did we meet?D. Describe me in one word.E. What was your first impression?F. Do you still think that way about me now?
Many Loves
The Darkness
I am the darkness that fills your fears.The darkness that embraces you as your eyes fill with tears.I haunt the shadows stalking my prey never seen never heard.I am the thing that goes bump in the nightI hide in your mind bringing your darkest fears to lightI am the darkness that engulfs you at lifes final certainty.I am the demon that tortures your souls for all eternity.I am the uneasy feeling in a dark alley.I twist your dreams and desires to my own demented desires.I dance in the shadows cast from hells own fires.I lead the army of demons come to feast upon your rotting flesh.I am the darkness that haunts your past.If you see my form your life wont last. He had spent the last few hundred years wandering the earth.Always moving from one place to the next cause people would always come upmissing or dead after he would move there. He never called one place home. Yethe had always dreamed of settling in one place and calling it home. The yearwas 1702 he had moved to a small town way bac
New Kid On Seen Da Swagg Is Mean
one day i will have lived my dream i will neva give i am a man a soldier on i mission neva will i forget where i come from i will contine to remain humble u dig livin and learnin as i go on i am not perfect i nor will i strive to be u see im already perfect i was created by god nothin will stop me i a man on a mission   COME SHOW ME SOME LOVE IM NEW ON HERE SWOOZIE ODALAY SMOOV was good moe city shit here u dig SHOW ME LOVE AND I WILL RETURN IT I NEED HELP TO SO SHOW ME THE ROPES
Love My Babys
Read more:   Lyndsey Fiddler, 26, was high on drugs when she put her newborn daughter, Maggie May Trammel, in the washing machine along with the dirty laundry and started a washing cycle, NewsOn6 reports. An Oklahoma woman has been charged with felony child neglect after her 10-day-old baby was killed in a washing machine.  Lyndsey Fiddler, 26, was high on drugs when she put her newborn daughter, Maggie May Trammel, in the washing machine along with the dirty laundry and started a washing cycle, local station NewsOn6 reported. The baby’s great aunt, Rhonda Coshatt, was also in the house at the time and realized something was wrong when she saw Fiddler passed out and unresponsive on a chair with the child nowhere to be found. After hearing a clunking noise coming from the washer, she opened the lid and found t
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Help Me
Need members 4 my mafia,help would you please join my mafia thanx olejon .john olson on facebk
Penny For Your Thoughts
Ok, so this is my first blog ever, and I have absolutely nothing to talk about. HAHA - thats funny! Well, atleast its created. I can think about shit later. My daughter is 5 years old. My baby's momma's ex-husband's name is on my daughters birth certificate. Yesterday I decided to go visit the court houses, and see what I could do to get this taken care of. After about 2 hours of walking around downtown FlIint, and dealing with idiots, the only thing I accomplished was getting a parking ticket. After telling the baby's momma all this. She asks me if there is anything she can do to help. Here is the way I see it... being her mother, she has all the power to do everything about this. So anything she can do would be fucking helpful. Right? 5 years and she hasn't lifted a fucking finger to help me get my name on my daughter's birth certificate. Why would a woman be like that?
Bling This Beast
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[Sally's letter to Gillian] Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing... I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen. I don't know. Maybe I had my happiness. I don't want to believe it but, there is no man, Gilly. Only that moon. Sally Owens: What would you do, Gilly? Gillian Owens: What wouldn't I do... for the right guy?
Love Me
A love like ours   Oh my love can you feel that gentle spring rain and how it beads down our necked flesh. As you pull me to you I feel our temperatures rise and how wonderful your lips feel pressed against mine. I feel your hands roaming radically over my body so afraid you might leave a place untouched. I feel your lips slowly move to my neck these soft sweet kisses causes a sweet wetness between my legs. Your lips slowly move down my body I see you look up to gaze into my eyes. To my surprise you gently grab my ankle to place it on your shoulder. Now I am placed snuggly between you and a tree. I feel your tongue at my wonderful sweet spot gently but radically I feel your tongue move about my clit I moan with sheer delight unable to stop my body from quivering how my body aches in a pleasurable way. The next thing I know you are placing my clit into your mouth sucking and gently nibbling it in such a way unable to hold back I squirt deep into your mouth and to my surprise you suck
Why Women Cry
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?"  "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand, " he said.  His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?" "All woman cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he called upon God. He asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly. I gave her strength to car
Wwe Appreciation Day
Hardy News: Breaking News - Jeff Hardy to plead guilty to drug charges, according to AP report Dec 27, 2010 - 10:20:43 AM   By James Caldwell, Torch assistant editor The Associated Press reports that TNA World Hvt. champion Jeff Hardy plans to plead guilty to drug charges at his next court hearing on January 20, 2011. The AP report, which was picked up by the Charlotte Observer newspaper, says the Moore county district attorney is making the claim that Hardy will plead guilty. The report does not indicate what the punishment will be for a guilty plea. The report notes Hardy is the current World champion for "Total Nonstop Action Wrestling on the Spike TV cable channel." On January 4, 2010, Hardy was indicted on three separate felony and misdemeanor drug charges related to a raid on his house on September 11, 2009. An additional drug charge was tacked on when Hardy was indicted. Hardy's court case was sent to Superior Court in Moore County, N.C., whe
This And That
Hello fu-lings! I havent been on fubar since the summer of '09. I hope the past year has been a good one for everybody!     You may not know about NC's Outer Banks region, but it can be a wild and dangerous place, even though it's one of the most beautiful places on Earth.It's so beautiful that a couple of yankees came down in 1903 and took a little plane ride up the banks a bit at Kitty Hawk. (Kill Devil Hills)The most wonderful part of the Outer Banks is that it will never be Myrtle Beach. The ocean's cleansing action will take care of that. A real treasure.  I wish they would leave these creatures alone as the top of the food chain in the ocean, unless the killer whale takes this honor lol. It is suspected she followed a weak El Nino current into local waters in search of food.  Although mid 60 degree water is considered ideal for these sharks, the larger ones can tolerate water in the low 50s.The Shark took off towing the 42 foot fishing boat back
Hey guys!! It's that spooky time of year again! I'm not a huge fan of anything scary...well unless I have a cute boy by my side to keep me safe! I went out a couple nights ago with a group of girl friends. I thought we were going to hang out and have a couple drinks, but somehow we end up going haunted house hopping. I dunno how it is where you are, but here It's so popular. Tons of haunted houses and corn mazes. I know that I was being a big baby, but I honestly get so scared!!!! I survived one house! I kept screaming and screaming and screaming some more. Of course the guys in the haunted house took advantage of the dark. I kept feeling hands all over my boobs and my ass. I kept saying Melissa is that you touching me! Everyone was laughing at me. So..this is my way of having a fun Halloween. I'm all dressed up and playing naughty on my web-cam!! I will be changing costumes tonight and tomorrow. I might not scare you, but I promise you a sexy boob bouncing good time!! Don't forget I
Fumafia's Version Of Psalm 23
I Said Bye!!! Did I F Up?
I am having major sugery on the 24th or the 31st. All my doctors are talking w/each other before the surgery. Its brain surgery. I have a tumor that keeps growing and causing me horrendous headaches. I already had problems w/having headaches but these headaches are killer!!!! Make me wish i was dead when they hit they are just simply that bad. They dont know if its a cancerous tumor or not, but i guess i'll find out soon after surgery. Doc says i will be in ICU for 4-5 days and 4 more days on a regular floor. They dont want me to only rely on IV pain meds. But oral as well, cuz i wont have IVs when i go to the phsycial rehab i have to go to afterwards to recover. They feel i will have some problems speaking and walking so off i go again to a phsycial rehab. again!! I am scared that i might die during surgery. Or that i'll have irreversable brain damage. these are all possiblities. the surgeon is the best in Indiana, im told by other patients who he operated on. But w/having MSW already
Hcg Diet Is Truly A Miracle!
I did this diet.  I have done other diets such as Weight Watchers.  I starved myself on Weight Watchers just to lose 10lbs in 6 months.  This diet truly works.  You will lose 1-2lbs a day.  I lost 21lbs in 3 weeks and have kept the weight off.  If you are over weight or have those stubborn 10lbs that you just cannot owe it to yourself to look into this diet.   Copy & paste this url into your browser: or just click on the picture below... If you want a beach body like truly can be yours. hCG 1234>  
That Metal Show(phil Anselmo)pantera
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When Girls Talk
That they never say "Prison" in a television show? They always say "Jail". Im not talking about reality shows obviously. But this is something that annoys me. You will here... "Youre going to spend the rest of your life in jail!". Ummmm, that would be prison you stupid writers. There must be a reason behind this. I just dont get it. And I bring it up to Ryot and Val all the time.   Also - ever notice that most actors are left handed? Just watch when they have to write something in a movie TV show.     OK, thats it for now. :) This blog will be about some stuff that my girls and I talk about..... Pretty Simple.   I will post stuff as we come up with it - so no schedule to how often things are updated here. But Im sure some of it will shock you - most will probably make you laugh... And it will definitely give you an insight into our warped world...     In some cases, names will be changed to protect the innocent or insecure.    
Just Because
I think there should be a station that plays no Love songs what so ever.  I know it sounds stupid. Or maybe I should go to a hypnotist and they should make me forget totally about all the pain I am going through right now. Is that possible? Just wondering. Maybe a labotomy!  That should do the trick. Yeah its another one of those days. I would like a guy to prove to me that they are all not the same.  Im not gonna hold my breath though. I don't know why i'm writing this honestly because you will never read it.  I see you everytime I close my eyes, hear your voice when everything is silent, and I just want to scream and cry your name everytime I open my mouth. I can still feel your arms around me. You hurt me so bad AGAIN that I had no choice but to walk away.  I'm sorry I just disappeared but if I saw you I knew I would have forgotten about my heart you ripped out yet again. I can't put myself through it anymore.  I know you were told I was back with him.  THat was a lie, that was the
my heart my heart is broken and its all because of you my heart cant be put back together with some gluemy heart is full of pain and u dont even care my heart really needs you but your not even theremy heart now as an empty spacemy heart needs u to fill that placemy heart feels the friendship will never be replacedmy heart wants you to still keep me safemy heart knew this friendship would grow into something moremy heart knew you were going to shut that doormy heart told me to let you know how i really feelmy heart told me if he lets go then its not actually realmy heart never told me if i told you i would loose a friendmy heart never told me my world would come to an endmy heart thought you wouldn, t walk out for goodmy heart thought u would of understoodmy heart now misses all fun we have had togethermy heart now wishes we should of stayed friends forevermy heart just had to give in and put up with the fact that you are gonemy heart has let you win and made me realise that i was wron
Thats.... all I have to say... Yes yes, that's right, I said more oops :P
R.i.p. Mom
     R.I.P   MOM 1932 2004  I LOVE AND MISS YOU MOM!! MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY !!!                                 Don't Cry For Me When I'm gone; don't cry for me...I am not dead; I'm in sweet eternityI'll live forever; I'll wait for all of youWhen it’s your time; it’s what God would have us do.He called my name; He said come homeI did not die; please do not cry; I will no more roamI'll be by our Savior forever; soon, you tooWe’ll walk in the light; praising God in all that we do.Do not mourn for me; I have sweet victoryI'll walk in Gods’ garden; and glories seeI am not dead; He set me free; an Angel called to meIts beautiful here; Heavens’ full of cheer; you'll see.I did not die my love; I only went aheadI knew you’d understand; though I know this, you'll dreadThat will pass too; do all God would have you doMaybe up there God will let me have; a glimpse of you.I did not die, so do not cry; I'll meet you here one dayJesus will send an Angel to
Love is what I seebut he dont see meNow that we are apart I love no one elseIt doesnt failI sit here and thinkhe told me nothing deepI wish he could see the love i feel for himHe cant seeWhen he said he loved me he didnt mean it I see love in my eyes I see love in the skysI see love nothing morebut im still here than beforeYou still dont love meI see love I see nothing before than I saw beforeI see love it doesnt matter as it seemsI see love in my dreamsI didnt see love in your eyes when we said our goodbyesI see love no more..... heart wrenching sobs  hurtful sighs  wanting you between my thighs regretful thoughts  your warmth i sought wanting more than just a game hurting me its your shame leaving me alone to dwell  why did i ever let you in my shell showing my tears my worst fears what more can my heart take take the pain away for you put it there it seems its not my heart you want to share thanks for letting me know you care!   marilyn bird 
What Is Love?
Love isn't an earned thingyet only the ones worthy enough to you are loved by you. Love isn't because of the way he/she looks, talks, actsbut is because of how they make you feel. Love begets no fear, no jealousy, no haste;it is good and timeless. Love shouldn't be taken for grantedbut given freely regardless of age,gender, religion, or ethnicity. Love is neither a noun,verb, or descriptive in any way; it just is. Without it,there is no beginning yet with it,there is no end. Love is just something we have, we do, we are... Love is trust;unequivicable trust. Trust in that you can be you and they can be themselves and there is no judgement or fear of being wrong. Love is free but comes at a price of committment, patience, acceptance, and trust. Lose any of thatand you lose the one thingthat took so long to culminate. Love is the most beautiful thing ever to be created; to include life itself. It is borne from a mothers womb, a father's first vision of his child, someon
For All My Fans Bwahaha
Here's your new sign below: Capricorn: Jan. 20-Feb. 16 Aquarius: Feb. 16-March 11 Pisces: March 11-April 18 ......Aries: April 18-May 13 Taurus: May 13-June 21 Gemini: June 21-July 20 Cancer: July 20-Aug. 10 Leo: Aug. 10-Sept. 16
Forever Is not something promised Is not something given Forever just is Our souls intertwined through space and time Forever is not this life Forever is through all eternity   Maybe I didn't tell you because it's really not your businessMaybe I didn't tell him because I didn't want him to worryMaybe I didn't tell them because I don't want them to cryMaybe I didn't tell because I don't know yet myselfMaybe eventually the silence alone will tell
Great Woman!!!!
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My Travels
Hello everyone, I figured I would send in a little update. I am going to be heading to New Orleans on March 15th to stay the night with my husband... Then it is Texas... I will be buying collectable shot glasses and a few other things as well why I am there. I also plan on having one hell of a night of beautiful memories... I will be taking lots of pictures and posting them so everyone can see. I know this is short and sweet and will be updated more once the day gets here. Talk soon hugs and loves Rie  Good Morning,   I am now sitting at the Ft. Lauderdale airport on Skype with my husband and I have him in my ear. I am drinking my coffee and writing my blog all the while waiting for my flight to leave. I will be in Denver waiting to fly to Aspen my final destination. I am missing everyone and wondering what you all are doing! I will be doing a lot of things over the holidays including having a huge Thanksgiving dinner with my family. I will be with my husband as of December 4th and
Just Stuff
Last night my sister and I were sitting in the den and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle to keep me alive. That would be no quality of life at all, If that ever happens, just pull the plug." So she got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine. Excerpts from a Dog's Diary: 6:00 am - At last! I go pee! My favorite thing! 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 6:00 pm - They're home! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! Excerpts from a Cat's Diary: Day 9
Press Release For My Albums By John Christopher
If you are promoting a website business opportunity, keep an open mind and listen to what  I'm telling you. I too worked this marketing technique and found a lot of frustration in getting traffic and results from my promotion. To say the least it has cost me time, money and grief. If you are getting results, then congratulations. But if you want to get even more of a return on your invested time and money then I believe you will love what I found with Symbiads. Symbiads not only lets me promote my website but they also produce an income to me to keep or use to enhance my business. Instead of paying for advertising, I am actually getting money back. Symbiads shares their advertising revenue with their members. By becoming a member you actually get a Symbiads website to promote in addition to your website. Symbiads gives an affiliate bonus, an incentive bonus, and a revenue sharing pool. All you have to do is spend 5-10 minutes a day viewing other members websites. Its incredible and it
The Reason
Midnight Bugs taste Best Saddlebags can never hold everything you want, but they CAN hold everything you need. NEVER argue with a woman holding a torque wrench Never try to race an old Geezer, he may have one more gear than you. Home is where your Harley sits still long enough to leave a few drops of oil on the ground. You'll get farther down the road if you learn to use more than two fingers on the front brake. Routine maintenance should never be neglected It takes more love to share the saddle than it does to share the bed. The only good view of a thunderstorm is in your rearview mirror. Never be afraid to slow down. Only Bikers understand why dogs love to stick their heads out car windows. Harley's don't leak oil; they mark their territory. Never ask a biker for directions if you're in a hurry to get there. Don't ride so late into the night that you sleep through the sunrise. Pie and Coffee are as important as gasoline. Sometimes it takes a whole tankful of gas before you can think
Too Funny
I've been on Fu for ....oh, I don't know...5 or 6 months now (Technically, I was actually here, last year). I have made some very wonderful and loving friends. Also I have made some enemies. I can count them on My thumb, forefinger and middle finger. I know who you are and this blog is aimed directly at you. The reason.....simple. Those that truly know Me, know I am friggin' busy as hell. You three (well two of you, the third one knows but forgot, I guess), this blog is to show you the irony of "disliking" Me. When I am on Fu..I am usually busy rating pictures, polishing bling, leaving comments or just in general not focused on My "Live Feed". Basically, I hope that clicking My "Dislike" helps you get through your day. If you really want to show Me you "Dislike" Me, get in My SB, tell Me how you really feel, I'm a grown-up. I can take it and maybe you'll find out you don't really think I'm an asshat. Maybe you will, but who gives a fuck. ;) If I don't break down My "Live Feed" (whi
Things That Don't Fit In My Status Box...
Fact:  I'm a hateful bitch. I'm not denying this. I hate females... I hate everything about catty ass females who try to start shit by doing this "He said, She said" Bullshit.  Fact: When you run and tell someone something on Fubar, that you THINK you know, Make sure it doesnt get back to that person you're talking shit about... There are 5,739,310 fubar members. 75% of them are fake bots. 25% of them, mind their own god damned business. & The other 10% are gonna hear something from someone you told, and they're gonna know someone that that person has on their "top" and their gonna run and tell THAT person. & Then it's gonna get back to the person you we talking shit about. It's a small world after all. Now whether or not you want this person to find out, is on you. BUT make sure you're not acting all "buddy/buddy" with that person, because you're gonna look like a FUCKING RETARDED ASS BITCH. Fact: I don't play into this game. I know who you are, I know what you said. Am I gonna say
And to the brink i will rise. Was broken. -rearranged. Under pressure, good times followed by hard times. Good times will visit me once again. When that time comes, I'll pray and let it stay. This will pass and the world is moving.   Everything will be okay.   But something erodes in my mind after I typed that. like a rock plummeted at the bottom of my brain:   I'll never be okay.. Im an average man, sometimes i wish i could be more than that; to exceed excellence. as days seem to go on endlessly, i await the "someday" ive always been promised. Days when things are supposed to be perfect.   When i find my place in this unforgiving world.
Addicting Song
This Day Is My Last This life is crap I think i'll snap I work long and hard There goes the gong And the day is done My friend with no life Came at me with a knife The others are fucked They just plain sucked Now i'm forced to run My one i'm looking for Must want something more I have trouble finding her But when i do i'll be sure This life is no fun I want my own house But i'm scared like a mouse My fears i'll overcome Grow up and not be dumb I'll have my own nest. College dreams I persue Hopes alight, reborn anew My intellegence raised My oppertunities faised I'll do my best My hopes and dreams found I've got some stable ground Looking foward to this My prolonged bliss Then i can rest. Dead By April Losing You What I have in me in the mind is you I would die if we were through What I'm feeling now What I´m having you do I am lost in pain without you So cold. So alone All I have is you it is all that I`m waiting for All I need is you Now I can make it through All the nights
You caught my eye You stole my heart I overlooked your flaws For as you were was what I liked You changed and I loved you still.   You were all the man I could ever want All the man I would ever need You were you and now you're not Just a shadow of a human Fake and drama king   There was a time Your head held High You were a man of integrity then life happened you lost your way   One day you can be a man of truth again, but you have to want to be the man you can be potientially You just have to want to change. Looking at you, my heart on my sleve, My heart pounds with need To feel your touch, to see your smile. Inside, I slowly die.   You have others on your mind. They are what you crave. It is written on your face. No matter what, your eyes don't lie.   I try to capture your attention, Yet again, you pull away, Pushing me further As you settle deeper within. Caught in a world all your own,
F1 2010 Set Ups (playstation 3)
i,ll be posting my career set ups for every track wet and dry soonish ..time trial and career set ups are diffrent due to there being no tyre wear or fuel useage in time trial but in the meantime if ur sick using the quick set ups u,ll find some good set ups at this link most of these are for tt so adjust ur wing settings and camber for career modes ..i,ll post my set ups when i get round to saving them and putting them into text documents//   psn- stonerrab_420 xbl- silentmessiah Aerodynamics Front Wing Angle: 5 Rear Wing Angle: 4 Braking Balance: F 47% - R 53% Pressure: high Brake Size: standard Balance Ballast Distribution: F 60% - R 40% Front Anti-roll Bar: 7 Rear Anti-roll Bar: 11 Suspension Front Ride Height: 1 Rear Ride Height: 2 Front Spring Stiffness: 8 Rear Spring Stiffness: 9 Gearbox Gear 1:  87 mph Gear 2:  107 mph Gear 3:  126 mph Gear 4:  146 mph Gear 5:  167 mph Gear 6:  189 mph Gear 7:  210 mph Engine Thro
In search for the angel that holds the key to my heart and finding her has been hard.After 22 years I am in searchof her again.Friends are very important to me and caring and sharing with them is how I like to get down.Looking for an honest guy with an honest opinion,I am the one.Talk to me and be my friend.WILL YA? Hello ladies and friends this is all new to me.Hope to meet many friends and give even more smiles and laughs.Send me messages and talk with me that is something i really enjoy.Once you get to know me you will be glad that you met me.I am not like most men.
I View On How Woman Should Be Treated..
To be honest , Saturday was okay...But Sunday , wow, not too good.... Why can't people (someone in particular)just be happy and stop sweating the small things... Pick and choose your battles in life and you will be a happy (too be sure) better person period.... I hate to say, but some people are  not happy un-less they're miserable... Sad but true...I can't be around negative people for long.. When you try to help and they won't help themselves , what can you do... Sorry ...I live is too precious and sweet to be negative and unhappy.. no matter what , you are in total control of yourself and what you want to make of your life......Once you stop blaming everything around you for your problems and short comings , your can take responsibility and your life will turn around... You are where you are because you choose what you wanted... Nobody has a gun to your head and made your life miserable, you choose what you want in life and if you truly what to be happy then change your life..Do wha
Poetry In The Wind
Into Your EyesEvening's hush touches my earsWhispering softly in twilight tones,Tugging insistently at my sensesPenetrating down to my bones.Of day's ending it slowly speaksAnd tells of the darkness drawn nigh,Cloaking the sadness and painful despair,Concealing the tear that rolls from my eye.The blackness, it creeps ever nearerStretching out its smothering hand,Stealing away the light that once wasRemoving all trace from the land.Pulled down to the depthsI gasp and struggle in vain,Searching frantically for any reliefFrom the turmoil wracking my brain.Sinking, I hold my breath, and waitFor the rescue that never arrived.My dreams, my hopes, my visionSeem now to have all been contrived.Unable to see, the lights now have goneI hang my head and start to weep.At last I give in to the nightAnd close my weary eyes in sleep. In dreamless slumber I lay aloneCold, numbing ache lies deep within.Time passes in slow agonizing ticksAs though time's hands are reluctant to spin.And yet in the blackne
To Be Or Not To Be!!! Is Tha Question
Please give me your input on a spiratual view, please bont be corny!!! DOES IT MATTER TO BE OR NOT? just to be average or above? and if so should it cost real money to buy your friends and family, or base it off personality, and loyalty to them?
YA its a sad story I have said it so many times but it still hurts. I got online I fell in love and I got dumped. To most she probably wasnt the most beautiful woman but to me she looked like an angel even though I never got to see her in person. I tryed twice spent alot of money on planes and hotels but still never even caught a glimpse of her. I want to just drown my sorrows in as much p**sy as i can get but I know that isnt gonna work either. I am stuck loving a woman how cant or wont love me back. I joined this because she is on FB and MS and I just dont want to be reminded of her. This site doesnt seem to be working out either cause I still have yet to talk to anyone on here. I have a few friends but I think they are just collectors anyway padding their numbers. Oh well fuck it all. Well this site looks like a bust too. No connections. Everyone just seems to want to pad their friend count or reach the next level. No big deal just have to find another outlet I guess. Eveybody have
Jediwills Rants And Posts
Little Boy   A long long time ago or so the story goes, Lived a little boy who loved to dig for boogers in his nose. His mother called him gross But he thought it grand To probe and prod in his nose with fingers on his hand.   Neighbors thought him impolite, Others would point and stare, But with his little fingers occupied  The boy just did not care.    Older boys would run away, Girls just cried and retched, The little boy oblivious, His nostrils widely stretched.   So give heed and hear the tale, This proverb true and old, You may have fun but wont have friends, If you dig for gold. Standing in chest deep water, freezing rain falling and stinging as it hits theexposed parts of my body. Holding her head above water to keep her from drowning until rescue can get here to cut her free---BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVERComforting an 89 year old woman who just watch me and my partner cover the face of her husband of 64 years as he lays dead on their bathroom floor--BU
My Castle
WE ALL HAVE BEEN HURT BEFORE..... MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE WITH A SMILE....FORGET ABOUT IT........YOU CAN ALWAYS BUILD ANOTHER CASTLE  AND  START  A NEW  KINGDOM STAND  UP  STRONG  AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS.  JUST REMEMBER THE KNOWLEDGEAND WHAT YOU LEARNED FROM IT.  LIFE WILL ONLY GET BETTER.....!!! CHEERS...!!!        DRINKS  ARE ON ME,  JUST ASK ME FOR  ONE....!!!  The12 days of FB...... 12 blank screens .....11 locked up links ....10 games not working.......9 days of screaming ....8 posts not posting....7 emails complaining ...6 cigs a smoking ...5 salty tears ......4 thousand gone... 3 broken mice...  2 therapists ....and .........a...programmer......hanging from a treeeeee !!!!!
Song Of A Lonely Poet
Dedicated to my naughty goddess Miss innocent CTP   I feel your breath blow against my neck  and I go dumb. Then you whisper into my hear all the things I wanna hear and I start to cumb. You're so fuckin good at being so fuckin bad. You are a woman I never had. I feel your breast rub against my chest and I go numb. Then I feel your nips go between my lips and I start to cumb. When you touch me I get weak at the knees. No one does that to me. So please never wake me from this fantasy. You're so fucking good at being so fucking bad. You are a woman I never had. I would've kept my vows. Stayed through the rough. Would've been faithful. I guess that wasn't enough. You broke your promise without even thinking. You even moved on without even blinking. After all the damage and all the pains, my broken heart is all that remains. Now that I had time to think I,too, am to blame. It just wasn't you or the dying of the flame. I could've tried harder. I co
Funny Jokes
Thanksgiving Furgathon On The Glow Radio
"THE FURGATHON" LIVE FROM CHICAGO is still going strong Live Now!!! The Reverend DJ Furg & His Church Of Rock is spinning music,taking phone calls Live on The Air for Twenty Seven Hours non-stop; stocked up with Monster Energy Drinks, Turkey, his Bible & Music   next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm Pacific/7pm Mountain/8pm Central/9pm Eastern next is Tony the Misfit with his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm Pacific/10pm Mountain/11pm Central/Midnight Eastern   Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory or you can go to our website at: ___________________ Tune in and enjoy the best tus anyhere on the Web.  The music community for the coolest cats in town!   
The Feed.
      When will women stop trying to be controlling? I just recently got with a woman who took oxys and percs. I did everything possible to make her happy but when she was on her meds she changed. Then didn't remember what i did for her. She would give me hell for it. I couldn't take it any more so I had to le her go. Sometimes the best thing to do is let go. She tried to Alpha Male my life instead of sharing it she wanted to control it. Maybe one day she'll remember how nice I was to her. By then I think it will be too late.        So now my next chapter of my life begins. Who will be in my life next remains to be seen. Till then I'm just taking some me time. Catching up on my school work and life in general. Every now and then one needs to regroup collect your thoughts and keep moving forward. So to all who have a similar problem just hang in there life does get better.      When life throws you lemons make Vodka (wink, wink)..............                     ThanksGiving is the
My Budz Band-brokencyde
I Am Putting their Song On Top Today....But if You have Never Heard of BrokeNcyde then You May be Living a Boring Life hahaah...jk..But Yes I have Been Friends witht them past 2 years,and Believe it or Not Most of their Fame has Came from Youtube...And they have a New Cd Out....But its Gonna be a Style You Love or Totally Hate But anyways Song On My Player called 40 oz...And Also Look them Up on Youtube Video 40 oz and You will Catch First Hand How Whack they Are...But anyways I Truly Cant Wait til I Put My Songs On here...And I Can then Share them With You...Is Blessed and I Have My Own Syle as Well You def will be able to tell I Like all Styles...Thanks for Stopping By Erbody have a Great Weekend Yo!!!!!!!! And Remember That Dayum Bobby lmao This is so not Funny-So right Off dont even Laugh.......                              But here I Am Playing Pool at My House and I had Just bought a New thing of Pools Chaulk,And My Budz and I had been Playing and Drinking a Few,and P
Another Mistake...
I've heard it said that the road to hell is paved with good intentions. For me that's proving true. No matter how good my intentions had been they've brought me nothing but grief and heart ache. They've lead me to my very own personal hell on earth with no end in sight.     I have nothing and no one. I'm completely alone trapped in this prison forged by my own hand..                                                           I was stupid to ever think that I could find someone who would love me for me. Someone that would always be there for me no matter what. I was stupid to believe that even a mistake like me had a chance to be happy. Why do so many say they love someone when they don't really know what it means to truly love? Why do they lead them on after they no longer want to be with them? Why still say they love them if it's no longer true? Is it really nesesary to be so cruel? Why try to crush them before you leave? Isn't the act of ripping out their heart when you break it off
I Fucking Hate...
Yes, a lot of things look distorted from an aireal view, but that doesn't mean you should take pictures that way to hide yourself (the WHOLE yourself) from the damn camera.  If you're worried about people being judgemental or harsh criticism about some of the features you're NOT so happy about, then dont join up on a damn public profiling site, or perhaps just set your profile to private/friends only and then remove all the friends that prove they're not interested in "all" of you.  Why is it you women think it's okay to pick up the camera and point right down the center of your chesticles to hide the fact that you have a little more loving to give than that godamn skinny ass victoria secret model?  who CARES what others think about you?  If you're not going to take a picture to show the world who and what you really are then whats the point of lying to others to make friends?? who are you hurting?  You're just going to cry and eat more fucking icecream and cookies (best combo since s
Not What You Think
I wish that you could hold me in your arms under a starry night sky, keeping me close to your heart as you keep me warm from the cool air. I wish that as we sit under that starry night sky, while in your arms, that you pull me in close just to whisper into my ear "Sweet heart, you my sunlight, everyday I am blessed to have you in my life, and i just wanted to let you know that at this very moment i love you with all my heart..." Thinking of how much I wanted to be with you forever, but when I opened my eyes and you were gone, I never really realized how much it hurt that you never cared, that you used me to get closer to someone else... How stupid was I to actually care for you, how I stayed up every night thinking you truly loved, how i imagined that when you asked to marry me you really ment it, then just stand by as you stomp upon my heart... but I guess in the end with all that we had been through and all that shared it was not at all what i had truly thought....
Stuff Im Trying To Remember....
evidently clusters doesnt work any more first:sudo apt-get install gparted ntfs-config ntfsdoc partimage-doc partitionmanager mountmanagerthen gyachi:sudo add-apt-repository ppa:adilson/experimental; sudo apt-get update; sudo apt-get install gyachi
What Is On My Mind
Growing up   I think this one is cute and worth sharing Growing up.. your bestfriend becomes your worst enemy. lollipops turn into cigarettes. the inncocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Undies turn into g-strings. kisses turn into sex. remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? when protection meant wearing a helmet? when the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? your worst enemies were your siblings. race issues were about who ran fastest. war was only a card game. the only drug you knew was cough medicine. wearing a skirt didnt make you a slut. the only things that hurt were skinned knees. and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? ...and to think we all couldnt wait to grow up. THE BOY FRIEND GUIDE:    1) She walks away from you mad *follow her*  2)she stares at ur lips *kiss her*  3)when she pushes you or hits you *grab here and dont let go*  4)when she brushes ur hand *grab hers* 
This ain't a test, fuck the restTime to set the record straightTalk your shit behind my backLet's hear you say it to my faceI've heard the words roll out your lipsYou little tricky fucking bitchThe time has come to get you some'Cause I just do not give a shitDo you take me for a fool?How's it feel to be a tool?See to me you're just a cancerMotherfucker, war is the answerAs of now the end beginsI want to laugh but there's no jokeTo eat with the beasts and run with the wolvesOn the ashes you must chokeI know it's got to chap your ass to thinkI just won't go awayAffects me not, I'm writing you offI got nothing more to sayDo you take me for a fool?How's it feel to be a tool?To me you're just a cancerMotherfucker, war is the answer, the answerYou wanna disrespect me you little fucking punkEverything I've done to be who I amAs far as I've fucking comeI'll slap you so fucking hard it'll feel like you've kissed a freight trainFuck youDo you take me for a fool?How's it feel to be a tool?Talk yo
well a new year begans,i know its going to be a good one because i kicked it off with good frinds and lots of blessings,in spite of breaking my arm ice  "LOVING MY LIFE" a href="" target=_blank>Manntoes FuEngaged to Heavenly@ fubar
This Game Is Going Too Far
Time for me to speak and stop being so silent all the time. I've seen enough now everywhere i look people are asking for credits, bling, ratings, comments it's starting to get me annoyed i understand this is a game. it's a game that has gone way too far with some people. when i was introduced over to this site i was told it was a fun site to meet new people, not what i'm seeing now this is beyond a joke if you want to blow all your money be my guest but don't get me involved with it i am not spending a thing on this site and if that means not leveling after a certain level so be it.   CERTAIN WOMEN WHO KNOW WHO THEY ARE i'm getting annoyed of talking to beautiful women and when we get on yahoo it all changes they try to get me to sign up to a certain cam site saying "you can see me" i'm not fucking interested leave me alone. i don't have a credit card nor do i want one i ain't putting details up on line no chance in hell so stop trying and wasting my time just leave me the fuck alon
Blogs I Typed But Didnt Want To Post, And Posted Anyway
      life is too short to keep making excuses My status, this morning: and the drive to 45 plunders on.   There is a special place in my heart and in my mind for each and every one of you*   This site reeks of dissatisfaction. People not leveling fast enough. The bonus multiplier isn't high enough. This bling doesn't last long enough. My blue-shaded name isn't light enough. I'm sure you understand and know where I'm coming from, and could add many things to that list. There are things even in our own lives we all wish were better, but points somehow seem more manageable, and it's easier to channel frustration here. I'm not writing this for anyone in particular. I'm writing it for me. Hell, this blog itself is about my dissatisfaction with the world in general, and how it all funnels down into this microcosm we call Twitter Fubar. Frustration and dissatisfaction drive us to do or seek better for ourselves and/or loved ones. For our friends, and friends we haven't even made ye
Come Unto Me:   Why doest thou show to me a guiless spirit? Why doest thou portray to me a betrothed mind? In what region of the perplexed are you lounging? What is the vortex of implosion that you have crossed? Lo thou art deep in contemplation. I see that thou art troubled with despair. Iniquity lingers on your heart. Bestow unto me the secrets of your knowledge. Bestow unto me the knowledge of your desire. What for are you actually coveting after? For verily, to let go of burdens is to be set free from bondage. The bondage that thou keepest, restraineth thou from a pure heart. Set free your troubled soul, but do not let loose the irrational. Come unto me, and share with me your heavy-laden. Only the sharing of the truth will conquer the heaviness of heart. Be thou not afraid for the loss of ones self. Be thou reminded that I stand forever betrothed to you.   Written by Jody Michael Patterson                                                                         
What MY Birth Month Says About ME:  * Fun to be with * Secretive * Difficult to fathom and to be understood * Quiet unless excited or tensed * Takes pride in oneself * Has reputation * Easily consoled * Honest * Concern about people´s feelings * Tactful  * Friendly * Approachable * Very emotional * Tempra...mental and unpredictable * Moody and easily hurt * Witty and sarky * Sentimental * Not revengeful * Forgiving but never forgets * Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things * Guides others physically and mentally * Sensitive and forms impressions carefully * Caring and loving * Treats others equally * Strong sense of sympathy * Wary and sharp * Judge people through observations * Hardworking * No difficulties in studying * Loves to be alone * Always broods about the past and the old friends * Likes to be quiet * Homely person * Waits for friends * Never looks for friends * Not aggressive unless provoked * Pron
Scream And Don't You Worry
It's December!!! My 2nd most favorite month. Haha! (November is my very most favorite in case you're wondering... its my birth month) I'm really excited this weekend coz I get to go shopping with my mom. It's something I havent done in like a year since I moved to a new house. Coz it's like 2 hours away from my parents house. I can't wait to shop for gifts for my friends, family, especially their kids! Haha! And speaking of gifts, we're having an exchange gift at work. I have to come up with a cartoon character alias by Monday. I'm thinking of going for Hello Kitty but it's gonna be too obvious since everybody knows how much I love the color pink. So I dunno, maybe I'm gonna be Patrick Star or Squidward Tentacles. Haha! What do u think? I also wanna give out books this Christmas to encourage everybody to read more. Since I work in the IT industry, everybody's just relying on the internet for their information and entertainment. Nothing beats reading a good book on a cold weather sipp
Just Stuff
[] I use to like you.[] I like you now :*[] I'd date you. (;[] I've dated you already.[] Your attractive.[] Your beautiful.[] Your gorgeous.[] Your a close friend.[] Can I get your number ?[] We need to chill ![] We need to talk more.[] I really don't know you.[] Hit me up.[] Let's try again ?[] I miss you.
Girls I woukd like to sell myself to the highest bidder. I am honerable , strong and a passionate lover. I come mostly (party trained) I am fun to dance with and I look good on your arm. You my pet me at will or use me for a foot stool. Orgasm doner exper Help,  I'm in need of some help. I have been livening at Sam Jones homeless shelter. I have  4 weeks until I get the four pins out of my foot then I'll work on Phy's  therapy. I need help to pay my phone bill with Metro and a storage bill (now has a late charge). Can anyone please help me to pay them? I will either in time repay you on your terms with money, my time or service to you. At this point I would be happy with cigarette money. It is very challenging to stay sober and looking for help. But the good news is that I will not need the second surgery on my foot. That is a relief for me. I do not want to detox from Morphine again. So please help by calling 707-843-2260 or you can mail me at PO Box 5543 santa rosa ca 95402      N
Original Lyrics
my lady gotta be thick in the thighs/cute in the eyes/  lady in the street but she a freak in dusguise/think you can ride...come take a try/ but if you cant abide/you gonna have to slide/ i need a chick that can hold the four -five/ when things get wild/ unload the clip...reup and spit back another five/can enjoy lobster,steak and wine/ but dont mind bar-b-que/and if a bitch lose her mind/ she quick to help her get a clue/  she keep her man the cleanest/her attitude the meanest/ and we wont even go into what she wil do to protect the you might have won the battle but you havent won the war/they trying to show me the exit but cant get me thru the door/you fuckers dont listen and i hate being ignored/ so we gonna change positions and im a let let you see the ceiling while you rest your on the floor/interesting perspective but on i have never seen/ my whole persona is grimey thats why they telling me to come clean/ and frequent the places most are scare to go /ssome thin
Happy Hollidays
Do you like online games?? Well come to the gamers lounge and hang out. Talk about games share game information. come on in hang out
Surgery For Hiatal Hernia 12/26/2010
A hiatal hernia occurs when part of your stomach pushes upward through your diaphragm. Your diaphragm normally has a small opening (hiatus) that allows your food tube (esophagus) to pass through on its way to connect to your stomach. The stomach can push up through this opening and cause a hiatal hernia. In most cases, a small hiatal hernia doesn't cause problems, and you may never know you have a hiatal hernia unless your doctor discovers it when checking for another condition. But a large hiatal hernia can allow food and acid to back up into your esophagus, leading to heartburn and chest pain. Self-care measures or medications can usually relieve these symptoms, although a very large hiatal hernia sometimes requires surgery. PRIVACY NOTICE: Warning - any person and/or institution and/or Agent and/or Agency of any governmental structure including but not limited to the United States Federal Government also using or monitoring/using this website or any of its associated webs
What It Is.
FUCK NO!!! Seriously, It breaks my heart when people speak phrases like, "All the music these days sounds the same." Your parents said it and you hated it. Their parents said it. My friends are starting to say it. So much of the music that came out when I was a teenager is timeless. You can still be inspired. The world can still be huge. Music can still be good. You probably won't find it on the radio but you might. There are musicians born every day. They have vision. A guitar feels good in their hands, or the rhythm drives them to drum. Maybe industrial or tribal or digitallly enhanced sounds drive them to create. Open your heart. Your old favorite musicians still put out great shit. Find out what they are doing these days. Who are they working with? What are the musicians that you love listening to? EXPLORE!!! Art never stops happening. I love all of the music I used to love. I still listen to it. When I find a new band that blows me away or a new song that just leaves me swelled up
When A Woman Calls The Kettle Black
In this world today are kids are getting less discipline and the morals and ethics of this country or rapidly fading.  We as parents need to step up and take are country back and raise are children can respect life and enjoy it without all the violence that they show as they are on school, in the neighbor hoods, in the home, any where and every where they are.  We as parents should have the right to bust butt and not have to worry about social service coming and taking us to jail.  You wander why they have police walking hall ways of so many school, is because they are not even allowed to discipline children.  When a kid gets into trouble they are immediately taken before the Juvenile in so many cases instead of being discipline having that tail swatted a couple of times.  The government was established by the people for the people not the other way around.  The government wants to control are lives.  Make us live on a budget, but they can not even budget their own expenses.  They want
Writtings & Ramblings
Mothers have been given a gift of love sent from up above, To have & to hold the story begins to unfold, This love is strong a child can do no wrong, In the eyes of a mother there is only beauty she sees, As night falls so does she to her knees, As the morning sun comes in the window, She is by her childs side her face is a glow, Mother & child hip to hip, As she presses a sweet kiss to their lip, The child begins to wiggle & let out a giggle, This love is ever long & true, She gazes upon the beauty in her view, The words she speaks reaches high peaks, Her encouraging words they long to hear, The lessons  learned are very dear.                                           By:Leah I sit upon a bed of pillows, underneath the weeping willows, I stare into the starlit sky, Where clouds cascade the moon up high, I think of things that matter most to me, As the lids upon my eyes begin to grow heavy, I close my eyes and slowly drift to sleep, As I lay in my somber slumber I beg
Random Poetry, Some Mine Some Others. Enjoy
open The Night is young& full of restI can't describethe way she's dress'dShe'll pander to some strangerequestsAnything that you suggestAnything to please her guest What are you doing here?What do you want?Is it music?We can play music.But you want more.You want something & someone new.Am I right?Of course I am.You want ecstasyDesire & dreams.Things not exactly what they seem.I lead you this way, he pulls that way.I'm not singing to an imaginary girl.I'm talking to you, my self.Let's recreate the world.The palace of conception is burning.Look. See it burn.Bask in the warm hot coals.You're too young to be oldYou don't need to be toldYou want to see things as they are.You know exactly what I doEverything
Every 15 MinutesThe sound of the heart monitor steadily beeping,A teen laying in a room barely alive,Families in shambles praying to God,A school laying in wait wondering why.One dead three hanging on,Every 15 minutes somebody dies, Drinking and driving could have killed them all.A little sister clueless,Not understanding why she cant see her brother.A late call in the middle of the night, Made to and unexpecting parent,The Grim Reaper has claimed another life.Two dead, two hanging on.The cuffs being put on one.Every 15 minutes a family loses a member.Every 15 minutes a school loses a student.Every 15 minutes a someone loses a friend.Every 15 minutes…. -Cassie Hart "UNITED" The beat of my heart flows along with the music, the music of the horses breathing, the horses pounding hoof beats, and the horses' heart beat as we as one united being gallop across the open land. I hear the gushing of the rivers and waterfalls; I hear the whispering of the trees deep in the forest, I hear
Mix Sets Made By Me
As things progress i have Moved all my H.D.R/URBAN/HOUS Mix sets for download to one spot   Enjoy! Well most of you know me as a supportative person usually when it comes to dj's mixxing and what not on fu. well i tell you now imma lil pissed. where the fuck do you come up with calling yourself a REAL dj because you own a controller. djing is more than using a mixxer and hitting the sync button. its a craft that is learned from actuslly really using your fucking ears and not your eye. learning how to incorporate 2 songs using a fuckin pitch control and not a sync button. I have been doing this since 1986 i can use records. cds. mp3's ..videos or what the fuck ever and blend em with my eyes shut. I have played clubs from 5000 people travelled and toured canada. use 4 seperate tt's or cdjs and keep a dance floor rockin. there is more to djing then just slapping 2 tracks together and sayin look i can mix....give me a fuckin break. jus
Possessed By Him
her eyes quietly opened as she slowly adjusted her skirt and blouse... sitting herself upright, she brushed her fingers lightly through her hair... then smiled up at him as he came around to open her door... extending his hand to her... taking both their bags from the trunk of the car in one hand... his other arm around her waist... he guided her inside the hotel... he didn't stop at the desk but headed straight for the elevators... he pressed the button for the 7th floor and whispered to her... "i was here earlier to set everything up for your stay..." he pulled her close to him, kissing her hard as the elevator slowly ascended to their floor... then led her to the door where he pressed his lips close to caress softly against her cheek... whispering against her ear... "i left you something to slip into, in the bathroom... you have everything you need to freshen up a bit... don't take too long though... i'm not a patient man..." she slipped quietly into the bathr
Dj Iroc!
I don't ask much of my slave, but what I do ask is for him to follow my 3 simple rules!  Rules are as follows 1. I'm always right 2. What I say goes and 3. If in doubt refer back to rules 1 and 2.  Doesn't seem hard to do.  But for my lovely slave it is very difficult for him to grasp this concept!   I have promised that if he follows these rules that he will have everything his little heart desires.  He will be able to become the woman that he wants to be.  Yes, you all for those that don't know it our little IROC is wanting a sex change into a woman.  I'm more than happy to give that to him!  I will give him all cock he wants to fuck and suck.  Yep, that is what I have promised him!  I've also promised to love him cherish him and accept him for all his little flaws.   While I'm a loving Mistress. I do have a wrath like no other. I am not called a Bitch for nothing! I give out harsh punishments and one of the punishments I told him would be that I would come to ya'll and ask for you
Dark's Diary
So for the past five years I've been having these sudden black-outs. They've been getting more and more frequent, and have lasted longer each time they occur.   On several occasions they've actually put my life at risk. Take three months ago. I was riding my awesome chopper-like bicycle down Victoria Hill (it's this REALLY steep hill in the town I live in). I got about halfway down, was flying along really enjoying myself when I felt it. That sudden, odd floaty feeling I get that signals an impending black-out. I didn't have time to apply the brakes, or even leap off the bike. When I woke up several minutes later I found myself in the middle of the road, vehicles stopped all around me and people gathered in a circle pointing at me and whispering. After I finally woke up enough to make sense of it all, I noticed my bike had landed right in front of a double-decker bus that had been coming up the hill. Lucky me that the bus stopped before crushing my pride and joy. And even more luck
Enjoy The Dream
Come inside my love and join meI'm your worst nightmareThrill my cool flesh with kissesOoh just right there!I can feel your heart a-thumpingYour blood, your soul, my body pumpingCome and taste the bitter fruitI will drain you of your juiceLet the straining serpent loosePut your head into my nooseCome and kneel, boy, before meKiss my sacred altarCome to me like a ramTo the slaughterFeel my poisoned stingTonight I'll spread my wingsCome and taste the bitter fruitI will drain you of your juiceLet the straining serpent loosePut your head into my nooseI've been left in misery but then how can I refuse What have i got to lose?Take my blood,take my juice!Come and taste the bitter fruitI will drain you of your juiceLet the straining serpent loosePut your head into my noose From...Intercourse with a Vampyre by Inkubus Sukubus make love to mequick and slowsoft and roughso drunk that I can't control myselfso sober that I can't ever get enoughkill my inhibitionsand show me what it m
A Look Inside At What's Under That Big Red S On My Chest
Dear Son,     How are you?  I hope you are doing well and are happy.  I am ok.I am still here at Frank's and just trying, day by day.  I am still waitingto start work at OnStar.     Along with this note are the things I want to give you for Christmas this year.     I recently went through all my things and I saw the black Superman you alwayswanted.  I told you that when you were old enough, you could have it.      There is also a Superman movie that I am not sure if you have or not.  My Daddy got it for me for Christmas 12 years ago but didn't get a chance to give it to me.  This year, I want to give it to you.     When I saw the Superman and Batman it made me remember me and you.  We would sit on the porch and play.  You were always Batman and YOU let ME be SUPERMAN FOR YOU.  Right now, I can't be there to be Superman for you, but now you have Batman and Superman and hopefully some day, when you play with those toys, I can be Superman again to you.     I also put in a book for you abo
Where has my love gone?Has she forgotten my heart?Does she feel my hungerReaching out for her?My lustful appetite begging,Yearning, slavering over thoughtsOf her embrace enveloping me?Her gaze burning a hole through meAnd piercing my very soulSetting me ablaze.She is too much to bear and yetNever enough to satisfy me.Only time will tellIf she feels the same. A single smile,A simple kiss,Can lead you on to love's true bliss.A single lieUpon your pateIs all it takes to make one hate.Promise meYou are mine aloneAnd I will place you on my heart's throne.But lie to me...Prove me a fool...Then I shall be anger's tool.
Heart,soul,and Every Hole
Dear Xoxo, I know roses are red, violets are blue, and skies and oceans are bluerBut when I think of those flowers they die, those violets turn a darker shade, and those skies and oceans are deep and their depth alone shows how much I have to cover to find and love you in so many ways.Dear Xoxo, The skies are no limit, the oceans are no deeper, and the space between us is astronomical yetWhen the skies create clouds of our love, it shows no limitations only unspoken thoughts of you. When the oceans are filled with the pearls of your qualities and individualities it is incomparable.When the space that is astronomical and is vast just but a number I see you because you know that the speed of light and sound is nowhere near the amount of times I love you.Dear Xoxo, When I know that our time and lives are short and there are no perfections just imperfections. I see…I see time spent as a measure of how much we had grown together, I see that our lives haven't achieved its momentum but w
Jason Cant Be Ur Superman My Real Life Husband
Patience, However, makes us wise. Patience stands in the doorway where anger is clawing to burst in, but waits to see the whole picture before passing judgment or reacting. "He who is slow to anger has great understanding, but he who is qu...ick-tempered exalts folly" (Proverbs 14:29) Patience understands that everyone fails. When a mistake is made it chooses to give more time than you deserve to correct it. It gives you the ability to hold on during the tough times rather then bailing out under the pressure. "Everyone must be quick to hear, slow to speak and slow to anger" (James 1:19) If patience becomes your priority number one, it will allow you the time Jason, to find peace with yourself. It will allow you to be at peace with others. Most importantly, it will allow you to Love rather than anger or be restless and afford you with the time to gather your thoughts, get focus, dominate the motivation you need to achieve everything you set out to accomplish! Patience is learned, for ev
If You Like It Do It Again....
I have started on my search and going by my own philosiphy I have expanded my search perameters! I now am looking for a couple so everyone gets just what they want! I nice pretty fuck for me and hopefully a hung hottie for him.. My new (enough) favorite word orgy! By the way I blame all of this on my strict chrisian upbringing and my desperate need of love and approval... LOL I just want to be used and used in turn, Is that so much to ask? Like yesterday the ardest parts are the screening and the waiting! Today it will be more waiting. Couples are harder to cum by then singles! Especially for what we have in mind. I am happy to have found my lovey with his want to explore the world of sexual encounters with me! I finally have someone who is more turned on by my need of sexual conquest then put off! Now to fuck my way across the world... One dirty little fuck at a time Ive been up for two hours and already Ive been well fucked and had my little asshole stretched around loveys cock. H
Living In L.a.
My band 'The Constant' out of Los Angeles, California has done a remake of Emerson, Lake & Palmers 'I Believe in Father Christmas'. I've put the video in my stash. Please play it and pass it on to your friends.   Peace, Dave Sad But True
Why Oh Why?
You are my true love and happiness Only you can fill my emptiness Under no circumstances that our relationship will fail And we will succeed this time am sure we will Nothing can break us not even this distance no more Don't be weak though and be astray anymore I love you with all my heart and won't give up on you either For your unconditional love I want to be your wife in the future Only death can separate us but I hope it won't be no time soon Really I wanted to spend the rest of my living life with you so soon Everlasting love is what I really pray for Very much ready to be your partner is what I’m longing for Everyday i thought of what you have told be once Reassuring me that “ONE DAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER, HAND AND HAND TOGETHER AS ONE.”™     How come when it comes to love, it seems like the HEART has a brain of its own. You cant teach your own HEART nor dictate it. The HEART knows what the HEART wants.  Sad to say, when you are hurting or hav
I'm Back
OK so New Years is almost here and I don't have a date, anyone wanna go out with me?? Sorry for being away for so long but now I'm back and I looked at all my old pics and thought what the hell. I was fat and goofy looking, now I'm hot and curvy with big boobs (no really, see for yourself). So how has my fubar family been?
Please Help!!!
Reno police find girls that 18-year-old Californian allegedly brought her  Reno police found the 12- and 13-year-old girls at the Kietzke Lane Walmart at around midnight on Tuesday. "They called us because they were cold and hungry," Reno Police Department Sgt. Chris Lang said.  The girls are being held at the Jan Evans Juvenile Detention Center as runaways and to check on their welfare, police said. Meanwhile, Reno police arrested Blake Holmes, 18, of Ridgecrest, Calif., on four counts of sexual assault on a minor younger than 14 three counts of lewdness with a minor. His bail was set at $110,000. Police said he formed a relationship with the girls over the Internet and then brought them to the Reno area in a stolen vehicle.  NEWS REPORT FROM THE DAILY INDEPENDENT, RIDGECREST, CA. LOCAL NEWSPAPER: Ridgecrest, Calif. — A Reno television story, which the embed video code can be found below, suggest two Ridgecrest teens may be in Reno after leaving town early Monday with an
States I Visited
visited 14 states (28%)Create your own visited map of The United States Cowboy/Biker The Slow, Fast lane By Russell (Thor) Wade   Was posed a real question Not too long ago, Was I Cowboy or a Biker At the time I didn’t know A leather vest, a cowboy hat Poised up on my bod, Long hair and cowboy boots Wow, go figure that Does he ride a horse or bike? Was the question on that day? I tell you that’s what I like Much to their dismay. Not much of a horseman ‘On a steel steed I ride Is there a difference Both have a six shooter by their side. The legend of a biker And cowboys are all the same Riding the open spaces Is the name of their game. @
New Member
Hi i am a new member to fubar and i am looking to meet new people to be friends or fan or just to talk ok have a good Holiday hi i am looking for a good lounge to meet people could help me out thank you .
Hey guys, just wanting to make sure you all rate me. I am trying to level up and need all your help to do so.   this is to all my friends. I just wanna wish you all a happy holiday and hope everything is well with all your family and friends.  
The Blog Of Layla :)
Heyy lovers :) In honor of xmas im giving away my VERY naughty pic set for FREE! How do u get it? Go here ..... mygirlfundDOTcom/vicious_vixen .. Send me a message saying "merry christmas" and i will send it to your private inbox on there! Its FREE to make a page there! This offer is ONLY good for tonight & tomorrow after that your out of luck so get it while it hot! xoxo Appearance 1. Hair: brown with purple hi lights 2. Eyes: Hazel 3. Height: 5'4 4. Style: i dunno im just me i dont think i really have a "style" 5. Body Type: Slim but curvy :) 6. Bra Size: 34 d 7. Piercings: Ears..lip..nipples.. belly.. and hood 8. Tats: i have 10 and counting 9. Best Feature: eyes 10. Worst Feature: feet ( IHATE FEET EW) Likes/Dislikes 1.Favorite Color[s]: Purple 2. Worst Color[s]: orange 3.Favorite Number: 13 4.Favorite Animal: Dogs & Hedgehogs 5. Least Favorite Animal: bugs of any kind 6. Favorite Food: Italian 7. Least Favorite Food: Seafood 8. Favorite Band/Artist: Social D & Rise Against
Things Never To Be Spoken
Hi, My name is Chris, you know the broke newbie to internet marketing, I bet you have a huge downline don't you? Do you think they trust you enough to go into a huge team like atmosphere of an opportunity with you if you asked them to? Than you would have great potential in building your own zero out of pocket cost wealth. I am sure you could use the excellent downline you have with the company you are marketing to make a major risidual income. So what are you waiting for? It's free, all you have to do is work on it 30 minutes a day, thats seven steps 30 minutes a day! and represent the opportunity to your downline, and Bam! You are on your way to building wealth for free! So here is all you need to remember is Remember wealth with no cost to you Sincerely, Chris FerbertWealth Creations Network Qualified Affiliate5 Star Rated by The Chamber of Commerce Network "The Death Sentence" Expression is obsolete Coldness in his body I stand at his feet Chills runn
Fucation Time
It is time to regroup.  I will be gone anywhere from 1-2 weeks.  I will miss my family and friends very much. This doesn't mean I don't need your lovin' anymore....I can use it more now than ever and I will return the love.  Happy New Year to each and every one of you. I want to thank each and every one of you have been my friend over the years. I will not be on much anymore. I was diagnosed last week with bone cancer and there is no cure. Right now I am living from day to day and making the most of it. Live your lives to the fullest.  
A promise is aLiethat you wish wasThe TruthNever is a promisedIllusionForever is a promisethat takes far too longto EndureLove is a promise deliveredalreadybrokenWe are defined byHowwe lovenot WhoorWhy? this speaks to my soul its beatiful baby Please to meet you, I've come to realize that my moment with you keeps running outand every time I think of you I begin to think of the stupidity I dealt, the amount of emotions flowing and the amount of rage I keepby the end of the night, I have realized that I want to say you have pushed so many buttons in my system that even my so-called back up doesn't even make come close at allthey broke! they broke! they fuckin broke! that by the time I've come to say those three words they end up just throwing in my mouthso i'm sorry if my mouth is just pure shit but every time I think I've come to realize that you and I have been nothing but just not even one but TWO different ideasand even big bangs or a the big contraction you and I cannot eve
Sooo ~ it's been a year ~ I've found someone ~ who makes me sooo happy!  and the one who made me so crazy?  No worries peeps ~ he found someone too ~ "" trailor trash barbie as I like to refer to her ~ come to your own conclusions on why I call her that..cause it's not just her " rode hard and put away wet " look... He's tried being nice and telling me he'll never be over me *pfft* whatever ~ I was his true love ~ bla bla ~ find the man of your dreams *like I have* and kick all others to the curb   MUAH people! So as of today ~ he seems to have it all under control ~ I thought this trip home was fantastic..that is until I found the thumb drive ..complete with at least 100 pictures of wonder he spends so much time watching that stupid show ~ she's blonde, six foot five inches tall, boob job, blue eyes and stick you can see I am none of those things ~ along with her pictures..were tons of pictures of n
Top 2010 Top 50 Rock Countdown
THE 2010 TOP 50  ROCK COUNTDOWN Tonight I will be presenting Top 50 Rock Music Countdown on The Freak Show. I will not be taking any requests tonight because the show will take approx. 3 hours & 40 mins. starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt     Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & on Microsoft's Media Player's Internet Radio Classic Rock Section or you can go to our website at: ___________________ Tune in and enjoy the best tus anyhere on the Web.  The music community for the coolest cats in town!    p FREE Music/LIVE DJs: Pick Your Player!  B  Click here
Sacking Up
Its not that difficult of a moment, and one over looked at every thought, but it stands out when I think of us. Its not the sex, its not the release, or the lust, its your eyes looking at me. On your back, hands clinching mine over your head. I look down mouth open breathing heavy, as passionate as the moment is, it slows. Your head shakes side to side, in some manor of ecstasy, as your eyes,,, those amazing, wide eyes slowly close and open, and its that moment where your iris locks in on mine. In soft light, in random speed, I see every color piercing me. In every closing of intensity, they still remain seen just behind my eyelid. Every blink I fight to see yours again. Every glimpse of them closing empowers me to open them, with every part of my body. Push in and they open, kiss your lips and they close, the actions of your eyes dance for me, as you see the same in mine. my love, when we grow old ill miss seeing the lines form on that perfect face. Ill miss the moments when hair gr
Is it so wrong to want to know u come first and that you matter? Is it so wrong to want to be told that you are beautiful?  Is it wrong to want that which you give to that special someone in return? To know that you mean as much to them as they do to you? So Confused anymore not sure who or what to believe. Someone once told me to follow my heart and my gut I have done this and gotten hurt some may times I can't do it anymore. I am so tired of being the one in pain I just wana close myself off from everyone. People who said they were my friends and said they were here for me no matter what have left, I am so tired of fake people and fake friends, or people who tell u they care about you when they really don't. I have one true friend that has been there for me threw everything and if it wasn't for him I probably would have quit fubar already, I am hoping that there are more people out there like him I just don't know who to trust anymore. I have recently met a few other cool peopl
Random Thoughts And Feelngs
I. Marriage is no real excuse for not loving. II. He who is not jealous cannot love. III. No one can be bound by a double love. IV. It is well known that love is always increasing or decreasing. V. That which a lover takes against the will of his beloved has no relish. VI. Boys do not love until they arrive at the age of maturity. VII. When one lover dies, a widowhood of two years is required of the survivor. VIII. No one should be deprived of love without the very best of reasons. IX. No one can love unless he is impelled by the persuasion of love. X. Love is always a stranger in the home of avarice. XI. It is not proper to love any woman whom one would be ashamed to seek to marry. XII. A true lover does not desire to embrace in love anyone except his beloved. XIII. When made public love rarely endures. XIV. The easy attainment of love makes it of little value; difficulty of attainment makes it prized. XV. Every lover regularly turns pale in the presence of his beloved.
Saturday Night Freak Show
THE 2010 TOP 50  ROCK COUNTDOWN Tonight I will be counting down the Top 50 Rock Music of 2010 on The Freak Show. I will not be taking any requests during this part of the show After I will be doing my regular mix of Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt     Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & on Microsoft's Media Player's Internet Radio Classic Rock Section or you can go to our website at: ___________________ Tune in and enjoy the best tus anyhere on the Web.  The music community for the coolest cats in town!    p FREE Music/LIVE DJs: Pick Your Player!
Me And My Mistress
me : Hi baby i love you and wanted to let you know   me : i cant wait to see you face to face you make me feel like no other   Mistress : and i love you with a heart that had stopped beating a heart broken and destroyed with out you nothing exists. nothing in tis huge wourld can take the place of your kiss   me : kissing you  would be the joy of my life   Mistress : you have token a breath from a heart that could not beat.. when the sky seen in to your soul it knew this must be so love has been found and pulled to rescue  my air .. you are the light that brightins my path and with out you there would be noting had and kissing you would give me life when befor my life hade begun to fade Mistress : wow what have you done to me   me : you have awaken a man that hade nothing   Mistress : and the woman i have become has waited under storm clouds for a man that awaken everything that others had destroyed and given it life again   me : life with out you now would not be  i woul
Prayer For Someone From The Military
We are asking everyone to say a prayer for "Darkhorse" 3rd Battalion 5th Marines and their families. They are fighting it out in Afghanistan & they have lost 9 marines in 4 days. IT WOULD BE NICE TO SEE the message spread if more could pass it on This article was submitted to a 1999 Louisville Sentinel contest to find out who had the wildest Christmas dinners.  It won first prize.   As a joke, my brother used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings were overflowed, his poor pantyhose hung sadly empty.   One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those things at Walmart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown.   If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuse
Application for Permission to Me APPLICATION FOR PERMISSION TO DATE ME   NOTE: This application will be incomplete and rejected unless accompanied by a complete financial statement, job history, lineage, and current medical report from your doctor.   NAME_____________________________________  DATE OF BIRTH_____________   HEIGHT___________  WEIGHT____________  IQ__________  GPA_____________   SOCIAL SECURITY #_________________  DRIVERS LICENSE #________________   BOY SCOUT RANK AND BADGES____________________________________________   HOME ADDRESS_______________________  CITY/STATE___________  ZIP______   Do you have parents?               ___Yes  ___No If No, explain:        ______________________________________________________________   Number of years they have been married ______________________________   If less than your age, explain        ______________________________________________________________          ______________________________________
Scribbles...from Inside My All...
Aug 18, 2009 8:17 AM                                                 He that could let go.... He that could let go....of any part of themselves that is so very vital to his survival.....his salvation...his mission of eternal righting...of wrongs to humanity....regardless of the injustice and hypocrisy...might as well reach deep down out their own still beating...empty...bloodied heart...and offer it up to the" Machine"...on bended knees...and with it their soul will follow...                       As sheep...will always...blindly follow..."the herd"..."They" will an existence of nothing more than a pitiful waste of flesh...bone...blood...& untapped courage... Belle~HellzBelle "The only "things"....that one cannot any other...are one's heart and one's soul...nor can they be taken from one...listen to your heart is a constant reminder...even if it were to be cut out from is still is of no wort
truth and control ok alrighty the truth...hum this is a subject most will not want to read for the truth is based on fact fact of life. there not fiction or a fairy tale. so here goes my version of the truth where do i start hum from the begining no thats to far back.. hell iam 47 so if i start there u be asleep before i reach my teens. well that might be a good place to start seam tenns read blogs and for real the truth i already see is most people wont read this. but here goes in my teens i thought i was a typical teenager loved three things thats what my parnets told me first was girls...well that was true there love them and want to have them all iused to wish i was the playboy king himself and the fact of the matter isi wasnt bad looking back then so i uselly got my way.well i hear the old story back then this is the way it was when i grew up well here my version. yes i walkedto school everyday or rode my bike and when old enought i rode a motorcycle to school and yes at th
Backdoor Romeo-t-ride 1991
This One is Deep-It actually is Brilliant Writing   Knock at the backdoorClick at the glassGirl inside has got a little surpriseShe gonna get his assAll over town, he's been leaving the girls undoneTelling them all that they're the only oneShe said Bang! Bang! if I catch youWith another womanCome on, Come on don't you buffalo meRomeo came knocking at the doorShe said: "I catch you sucking someone else's dirty lips you're dead for sure"I'll knock at your backdoor most every nightBut you ain't my only stopLong as we keep it out of sightToo bad if I get caughtIt's a better game if you play the sucker rightSo let me spell it outSo you can keep the rules tightI'm just a Romeo knockin' at the backdoorIn the middle of the nightSo, give it to meGive it to 'em, babeBang! Bang! if I ever touch another womanCome on, come on don't you buffalo meRomeo came knocking at the doorShe said: "I catch you sucking someone else's dirty lips
Cutest Dead Girl
Tonight as I lay my head down I am filled with mixed emotions. I first off want to let my Uncle Micky know I will be thinking about him and praying that he will find peace tonight.♥ Just know we love you! Also everything went great today and the doc is sure he got it all. Way To Go♥ I then remember that tomorrow is my god baby's first birthday. :) Man, how times have changed. I love you Nate, you will always be my turkey bum. ♥ Also thank you God for everything and everyone in my life. I am truly blessed. ♥ Love you family ♥ I also was in an apartment that the person above them was a crack shack and he was a singel dad doing what he could.. and struggling with his own demans mad me really open my eyes and be thankfull for what i have got..    reply jd2002: i'll grab the back of your hair as i'm fucking you from behind  11:03am more To jd2002: tasteful 11:03am reply jd2002: u like?  11:04am more To jd200
Biting My Tounge
so you would think after someone beats your daughter for years that a mother would tell that useless fucking piece of shit that they wish he was going instead of the guy thats taking care of the loosers kids. Oh and heres the kicker we got the 50 yr old faggit from the air force mother fucking geriatric fucking duche bag that openly threatens me in front of the entire family over dinner after a funeral service. so hmmm.   so heres the delima okay i bite my tounge over dinner then find out that the mother in law thinks the worthless father should be with her daughter. Then when I even show a bit of being upset and vent i get treated like the bad guy. so ive instituted new rules next threating word out the ld mans mouth hes going to need dentures and the useless bitch is going to get told the fuck off.   I bust my ass to help with anything and everything, take care f the kids I concider my own and still get treated like an outsider. The only saving grace thank god is the sister Crys
My Sister
It has been a year now since you passed away and it feels like it was just yesterday that I last talked to you.  It is your birthday and I cant help but sit here and think about how much I miss you.  We were the closest any brother and sister could ever be and before you passed away we were the last of the kids in our family.  Now it is only me left and I feel so lost without you.  I miss being able to call and talk to you when I'm feeling down and out.  I know the pain of losing a loved one never fully goes away and right now it feels like it will never let up.  I wish you were here right now cuz i could really use your help sis.  You were my best friend for 29 years.  In my eyes you will always be my best friend and advisor sis cuz i know that you are with mom and the rest of the family watching over me and trying to take care of me.  I just wish that I could see you again and hug you one more time but I know that will only make me want more of the same.  I love you Diane. Please giv
New Age Toy Intensifies Orgasms!
THE HOTTEST NEW TOY: Nexus Istim Electro Stimulation Unit     Nexus Istim Electro Stimulation Unit The next generation of pleasure is here, taking the shape of the iStim system by Nexus. Electro stimulation is a way to get direct stimulation right where you want it by exciting nerve ending in the skin using gentle electrical impulses. Erogenous zones on both men and women have more nerve endings than other parts of the body, so when they are stimulated, sensation is heightened, which can lead to the most intense, explosive orgasms you've ever experienced. The kit contains firstly, the iStim unit itself. Powered by a 9V battery and an 8 bit micro computer, this high tech little device allows you complete control over the intensity and frequency of the impulses. You can set it manually, or try out the 7 pre-programmed patterns, all made easy on a large LED display screen. 2 output channels can be separately controlled, and allow you up to 4 dif
Just Me
Okay. So I have come to the conclusion that the Internet has created a world of dumb people. WhO In ThErE RiGhT mInD hAs ThE pAtIeNcE oR tImE tO tYpE lIkE tHis? It takes ten times as long to sit there and type like that. And what is the point? So you can look like a 15 year old uneducated slob? Another thing that has been bothering me lately. Do men really only care about seeing tits on cam? Seriously, the amount of males that show up in my SB wanting to "cam" is disgusting me. Half of you are prolly married, and the other half of you are probably pathetic slobs that don't have real pictures of yourself up because you are too ashamed to show yourself. Here's a hint to those that are fake: Take down the fake pictures, and get a life. Real women have respect for themselves, and won't show their tits to you on cam. There is a fine line between when that is acceptable and when it isn't. Some strange guy on the internet? Unacceptable. It's degrading to think that you can't at the very least
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Erotica I've Written
I brush my hands over my plaid skirt.. as I walk up and knock on the door.. As I look down to my little ankle socks and tennis shoes.. I hear.. him answer.. Yes? I don't answer.. i just look up again.. and run my fingers thru my hair.. I did it this time.. I knew I was in for it... and suddenly the door opens... Come in he says.. I've been waiting for you... I walk in.. I can feel his cold gaze on my back as I sit in one of the chairs in front of his desk.. I watch as he walks around his desk into his large overstuffed leather chair..  He doesn't say a word.. just thumbs thru the file on his desk.. I figure I have to say something... plead my case... please Sir... I can explain... it didn't happen like you heard it.. They ganged up on me... I was just trying to defend myself... All of the other girls don't like me much here... he just held up his hand.. signaling for me to be quiet.. I stopped talking.. feeling the tears start in my eyes... he looks up at me.. and pushes the tissue bo
Friends just wanna put it out there.... im famping for 7days with HH... i will be taking a good long look at my family this week...   im going for 5billion points achievement..i have given soo many away id like to keep some for myself. anyone that can help with rates and polishes and pimps and point boosts you rock..   the rest,...well u probly wont be family anymore... on a side short 1 bomb and 5 RS for 2 more achievements... IF you can help me helps u too   THANK YOU for reading this.
My Thoughts
Ok so i dont do alot of blogs but noticed a few things and feel like saying somthing.I recently returned to fubar a little over a month ago i had been moving and taking care of some real life things and didnt have time or net to be on.One of the things i have noticed is how alot of my so called friends i guess cut me loose so to speak.I got to noticing that alot of people who had me in there families were running godmodes and famplifiers and i wasnt in there families anymore.Now before you think im saying somthing about points im not.What im talking about is the friendship that i thought was there and it turns out that its not.What really got me the most is a few of these people have dialed my phone number late at night and talked to me when they were having problems and crying there eyes out and i was always there for them.I have made friends with people on here from all over the world.My fu wife is from israel and is a totally amazing person and friend.I have 2 friends from californi
I Want Your Opinion
so i just watched a news clip about the burger joint called "the heart attack grill" where there slogan is "a taste worth dying for" and where anyone over 350lbs eats free, and they have burgers named after various bypass surgeries and their spokesman died at the age of 29 standing at 6'8 and weighing 578 lbs...I just wanted to share this with you and im also curious to know your thoughts on this.  Here's the link to the news clip if you wanna review it for yourself. OK SO I READ RECENTLY THAT APPLE INC. IS WORKING A DEAL WITH VERIZON, WHO IS THE LEADING CELL PHONE CARRIER, TO SELL THE IPHONE AFTER AT&T HAS BEEN THE MAIN CARRIER FOR THE IPHONE FOR SOMETIME NOW. WHICH IF THE DEAL IS MADE IT MIGHT ONLY WORK ON THE OLD 3G NETWORK OF VERIZON FOR THE IPHONE AND THEY WOULD HAVE TO WAIT A YEAR TO UPGRADE IT TO THE 4G... BUT A RECENT STUDY ALSO ESTABLISHED THAT AT&T IS DEAD LAST ON CUSTOMER SERVICE AND LIMITED DISTRIBUTIO
Do you feel different from everyone else around you? Like, sometimes you don't fit in. I feel like I think differently than everyone around me. I am a 41 year old with two children and an Irish husband. I live in Canada on a country road with no one around me. I have a website that sells adult novelties. You can buy anything on my website. The other thing that keeps me busy is my jumping castle business in the summer. I have been home for so long that it is getting just a little boring. If I could go back I would of become a mechanic, because my vehicles break down and it costs a fortune to get them fixed. Keep things interesting people, we all need a little fun once in a while. Thought of writing a book. Maybe, who knows.
Who I Am
Pray If You Want To
Florida Court Sets Atheist Holy Day! Gotta love this Judge! You must read this....a proper decision by the courts...for a change. FLORIDA COURT SETS ATHEIST HOLY DAY In Florida , an atheist created a case against the upcoming Easter and Passover Holy days. He hired an attorney to bring a discrimination case against Christians and Jews and observances of their holy days. The argument was that it was unfair that atheists had no such recognized days. The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the passionate presentation by the lawyer, the judge banged his gavel declaring, "Case dismissed!" The lawyer immediately stood objecting to the ruling saying, "Your honor, How can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and others. The Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah, yet my client and all other atheists have no such holidays.." The judge leaned forward in his chair saying, "But you do. Your client, counsel, is woefully ignorant." The lawyer sai
Thursday On The Glow Radio
Thursday on The Glow Radio:  The Reverend DJ Furg & his Church of Rock starting at 3pm Pacific/5pm Central/9pm Eastern next up is "Thee Witch" The Mistress of Goth, Hard Rock, & Metal Music starting at 6pm Pacific/8pm Central/9pm Eastern closing tonight will be the Bossman James Bound and tonight he will be spinning Classic Rock Music starting at 9pm Pacific/11pm Central/Midnight Eastern   Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory or you can go to our website at: ___________________ Tune in and enjoy the best tus anyhere on the Web.  The music community for the coolest cats in town!    p FREE Music/LIVE DJs: Pick Your Player!
lies hurt and take away alot from you when you put your trust in someone just to have your heart broken you ask yourself is it really even worth the time to ask why? i met someone on here he knew i lost my husband just eleven months ago its the closet ive got to i opened up my heart just to add more pain i thought about leaving this site after his promises to always be there for me ..but i have many true friends on here i cant leave because one person played with my feelings and hurt me.. my real friends love to you all and god bless you.... why does life have to be so unfair? I ask myself this time and time again everytime you find happiness it just seems to drift away, How are we supose to hold up if life keeps letting us down? married to someone for thirty years and in three months its all taken away  ,now how do i live ? life seems so unfair im lonely and scared and need some friends most people say get over it but i cant its really hard ,so when i think of life i wonder will i eve
Pockets' Ponders
I was trying to go to sleep. As is a common happening for me, I found myself mad at the things I see no good sense in. I had to get up and do something about it and this is the first place I came to. When we see a person we evaluate any number of things about them in a fraction of a second. We are social animals by nature and depend on each other so it is important that we get in touch with someone before we even speak. We read their facial expression, their body language and their overall frame of mind the best that we can. As a young child I remember being confused and hurt when I realized that a great number of people see skin color before they even see a person's face or body language. I had never assumed that made any difference as I had much more important things to worry about, I suppose. I thought to myself, "How do people drop judgement on me for, not only something that I can't help, but something about myself that has nothing to do with how I feel or who I am, the spirit in
Just A Few Things Fubar Should Update
Seems to me that if you were going to institute a "Like" button, and have it inside of a members' tooltip, that it would make more sense to have it located in the tooltip no matter where you access it from. Currently it is only accessible from the Active member Scroll bar, the online member window, and on the main screen of the "new" homepage style... It makes it difficult to return a like to a member when they cant be found in those special spots. How about writing in the code for it to be in all tooltips and/or on the member profile page. Personally I think that if you rate someone that has a boomy running, that the rate bate you get from them should count towards your daily rate totals... I can understand not having a famp count because it isnt really your rate, you just get the points for it. I say that if the rate counts enough that the person cant come to your page and rate you that it should be counted towards your daily totals... imo
What Will Matter
I love you as you are, as you seek to find your own special way to relate to the world. I honour your choices to learn in the way you feel is right for you. I know it is important that you are the person you want to be and not someone that I or others think you "should" be. I realise that I cannot know what is best for you, although perhaps sometimes I think I do. I have not been where you have been, viewing life from the angle you have. I do not know what you have chosen to learn, how you have chosen to learn it, with whom or in what time period. I have not walked life looking through your eyes, so how can I know what you need. I allow you to be in the world without a thought or word of judgement from me about the deeds you undertake. I see no error in the things you say and do. In this place where I am, I see that there are many ways to perceive and experience the different facets of our world. I allow without reservation the choices you make in each moment. I make no judgement of th
The Way I Feel
Since no one reads my about me, I thought maybe you would read this instead.....I DON'T DO FUCKING LOUNGES..STOP WITH THE FUCKING LINKS IN MY SB..DAMN!!!!! As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you The best way to mend a broken heart is time and girlfriends Cry as I may these tears won't wash you away Listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us Tears are words the heart can't express The hardest to do is waking up without you. He taught me how to love, but not how to stop Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream True love is when you shed a tear and still want him The times we were happy together are worth the times I cry alone Real loss only occurs when you lose something you love more than yourself It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces.Wherever you are, you'll always be in my heart I ha
My Poetry
Fake Ass Friends
wow, its funny sometimes how you watch people on here, and the things they will do sometimes to get you to rate them.some people beg, some people even go as far as paying you just to rate them. hey i wont lie ive begged a few times in in my time being on fubar, and i have only once offered to pay for some one to rate me.and i even offered a fair price shit who could beat 1 mil to level some one lol....of course it didnt get much effect cause evidently no one was interested in makeing an easy mil. but any way ive come to the rare conclusion, that if you dont post NUDE PICKS  being of the MALE and or FEMALE gender, u aint getting no rates, or if u aint willing to be some ones little  CAM WHORE u aint getting no rates or if u aint a vip or litterally kissing some ones ass, now im not saying everyone on fubar is like this buttttt most are. you still have your good peeps out there some where. but it just sickens me how, i can sit and rate profile after profile and yet no one ever comes back
Boomy Contest
  BOOMY Contest Will run for 2 weeks... Most rates and comments to win!!!! Rates on pic=5 pts Comments on pic=10 pts FROM CONTESTANTS TO ME Tickers=20 pts Bling=5pts per credit Blasts to me=50pts New friends sent to me= 20pts Send me your pic you want to use for the contest, if you have any questions send me a message!!! CLICK ON ANY BOOMY TO JOIN IN     Bling Contest contest opens when i have 10 enteries (send me a SFW pic of you to use) there is an entry fee of 5 million fubux (contest is for seriouse players only) Prize is a BOOMY how do you win? Have The Most Points When Contest Closes Rates = 10 points comments =5 point NEW rate/fan/add = 15 points (with ur name on it) *Bonus points
Irish Ramblings
  When I mention the word marriage, what is the first word that comes to your mind? Could it be love? Companionship? Fidelity? All of these virtues are ones that any man and woman who decides to embark on the sacred bond of marriage should embrace. Oh I almost forgot honesty lads and lasses. How silly of me. You can't bake a fucked up cake, without all the necessary ingredients now can you? Maybe that's why my wedding cake tasted more like lies and deceit. With just the right amount of bullshit. Mmm Mmm good. Want a piece? I hope this entry makes your fucking toes curl when someone utters the word marriage. I hope it makes you shit and piss yourselves so bad, that you run like hell for that safe little place that we all have come to love. The happy little place called single life.   I guess I was under the dillusion that marriage was this beautiful place. White picket fences and birds chirping. Breakfast in bed naked and all the splendors that come with that. It is nothing more than a
::my Writings::
You've been gone for so long yet there's still a hole in my heart from the moment you walked away and tore it all apart It's been a month since you left and I still want to eat the bullet you took my mind and psyche and damaged what was left of it I've now lost whatever sanity I had left from all that you've done now I look everyone in the face and I never see any traits of trust I wake up everyday, walking around with a storm cloud around my headI go to bed by myself every night, close my eyes and wished I was dead You've been gone for so long yet there's still a hole in my heart from the moment you walked away and tore it all apart It's a springtime night and it's been six months since you left I'm wide awake, wondering, as he's lying next to me in bed I look at him, I can't get any closer because I just see your face I grab my coat and then I leave hoping I don't give him any pain I can't look him in the eye I wish there was a way I can stop it because he tells me I'm so beautiful b
The Iron Man Armory
Every Feb 14th Men get the chance to display their Love & affection for the Woman in their life but secretly guys feel left out theres no special Holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life now there is. Feb 15th is now officially Steak, Blowjob & "Shut The Fuck Up" day its a simple effective & self explanatory Holiday, No Cards, No Flowers, No Special Nights on the Town just a Steak, Blowjob & a day where women "Shut The Fuck Up." The word is already spreadin' but like any new idea it needs a little push to get the ball rolling so spread the word!! If you love someone let them know.  If you do not then let them go. If your love is real then let it show.  But if it is not don't pretend. Melt yourself away like snow  and let the game end.   Tell him or her what they mean to you tell yeah or nay that your love is  true even though is it not easy to do it is better hurt than being untrue   if for them you care not man up and tell them so inste
Jj's Mind
I know a site that's so neat It's so fine, it can't be beat It's got everything that I desire Fubar sets my mind on fire I'm on fubar I'm on fubar I'm on fubar I'm on fubar Go to fubar when the sun goes down Ain't no finer site around It's my site, just what I Ordered So fun, it makes my mouth water I'm on fubar I'm on fubar I'm on fubar I'm on fubar Drinks on Fubar, there's nothing better If your drunk it doesnt matter
On the news this morning, there was talk about raising the age of retirement to 67. Frankly, I'm getting tired of watching my Social Security being cut away a piece at a time.  The elderly of today have it better than any group of seniors before them.   It's about time for this generation of elderly to start feeling it too because I really don't want to have to work until the day that I drop over dead.   Every time I come to check out the mumms I am amazed to see yet another complaint about comment approval.Many of these complaints are made by mummers who are notorious jerks and go out of their way to disrupt mumms and sling fu-crap. I think it's funny how they make folks want to approve comments, then complain when they do just that.  
Love 2 All My Fubar Friends
1. Pain from the Tooth Itself A. Mild Pain A mild pain is often described as a small twinge of pain, or a sudden sensitivity to heat or cold that the patient had not previously suffered from.  These mild irritants can be caused by a small cavity, an old leaking filling, or exposure of the root to oral cavity fluids due to recession of the gum that surrounds and protects the tooth [8]. Additionally, clenching or grinding of the teeth can lead to mild pain and sensitivity in the teeth [9]. If touching the tooth in the area of recession with a fingernail or a metal utensil causes pain, the first step is to switch to a desensitizing mouthwash or toothpaste.  These can be found in any local drug store.  If the sensitivity is uncomfortable, use an over-the-counter pain medicine, as directed. i thought i had you gone for good...but you found a loop hole in my life to haunt me as long as you want....why dont u just crawl back into that loop hole you found and go straight to he
Tuesday On The Glow Radio
Tuesday on The Glow Radio: The Reverend DJ Furg & his "Church Of Rock" he will be spinning a mix of Punk Grunge,Rock & Metal starting at 3pm Pacific/4pm Mountain/5pm Central/6pm Eastern Next up is DJ Siren & her "Sins Of Rock" Show spinning her mix of 80's & 90's,Rock & Metal starting at 6pm Pacific/7pm Mountain/8pm Central/9pm Eastern Closing the night will be the Bossman James Bound spinning his Smooth Grooves and Romance Music starting at 10pm Pacific/11pm Mountain/12am Central/1am Eastern   Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory or you can go to our website at: ___________________  
Stupid Poem Crap. Nothing Fun To Read...
Its a cloudy dayThe rain is softly fallingThe plants around meCovered in rain dropsI reach out my handTo touch a raindropIt rolls off the leafFalling into the palm of my handAs i stared at itIt reminded me of how...I held a tear of yoursIn my hand...I started to thinkOf the things I said and doneThe hurt I caused you...I felt a painDeep in my soul, mind, and heartMy body started to feel weakI truly didn't mean to causeYou painTo make you cryTo lose love  in me...As I'm walking down this streetAlone, cold, sad, and afaridI feel a chill in the airI looked up to the skyThe clouds were darkLike the pain in my heartThe once softly falling rainTurned into pouring rainI prayed to God for forgivenessFor the pain I caused yuI prayed that you  in me againI closed my eyes and...Then i saw your faceThe tears that you were cryingI saw the pain in your eyesThe sorrow in your heartI opened my eyes...I couldn't tell if i was cryingThe rain was covering my faceOut of all the raindropsOn my
All You Need To Know About Men
[Chorus][Will. I. Am]It's funny how a man only thinks about the... [BEEP!]You got a real big heart, but I'm lookin' at ya... [BEEP!]You got a real big brains, but I'm lookin' at ya... [BEEP!]Girl it ain't no pain in me lookin' at ya... [BEEP!][Pussycat Dolls]I don't give a... [BEEP!]Keep lookin' at my... [BEEP!]'Cos it don't mean a thing if you lookin' at my... [BEEP!]Hah, I'ma do my thing, while you playin' with ya... [BEEP!]HahahahahahaEvery boy's the same, since up in the seventh gradeThey've been tryin' to get with me, tryin' to (hahaha hahaha)They always got a plan, to be my one and only manWanna hold me with their hands, wanna (hahaha hahaha)I keep turnin' them down, but they always come aroundAskin' me to go around, that's not the way it's goin' down'Cos they only want, only want my (hahaha hahaha)Only want what they want, but (nahaha nahaha)[Chorus]Do you know that "no" don't mean "yes", means "no"?So just hold up, wait a minute, let me put my two cents in, and one!Just be pati
Dick Champ.
Complains against men...                       1. YOU DONT GET LAID BY BEGGING FOR IT                       2. NO I DONT WANNA SEE YOUR PENIS ON CAM...oh its so big, are you happy now?(oh and stop video chatting me)                       3. at least friggin attempt a converstation before you ask me how big my boobs are                       4. stop fuckin trying to add me to your collection of females...i want a guy who is all about me                       5. i dont share...ever...(i.e. no threesomes)                       6. im a jealous person...(meaning i dont like it when my guy flirts with other girls internet or not)                       7. call me when you say you are...if you cant do something so small how are you gonna do anything else? be   dependable                       8. just because im with you/interested in you...doesnt mean you have dont get too cocky                       9. dont wreck a sweet cuddle moment by trying to have sex with me...if i want
Movie Reviews
When I saw the first 3 installments, they began to get old, however I did watch the rest.  But for a very different reason than whether they were any good or not...  In a tongue-in-cheek kind of way, the biggest reason was to see what kind of new ways they would come up with to mutilate people - i.e. challenge the special FX department to see how good they could pull it off on film...  in some scenes, they did fair, and most it was just all about blood spatter, spray, etc...  eh...  not really scary, wouldn't even call it gore...  just plain morbid...  Morbid should be left to the guys like Rob Zombie...  but anyway...   Saw: The Final Chapter was a bit better than 4, 5, and 6 both in entertainment value, and storyline...  the SFX weren't much to write home about...  the opening scene was rather well played out and a bit shocking, more than scary...  (if you haven't seen the movie, I won't give it away...).  In typical Saw fashion, the movie transgresses to the main characters and th
Chaotical K
First of all I'm trying to get into college. For either game design, singing, or acting.I'm trying to get into a band as a vocalist. Kinda trying to teach myself screamo. But it's really hard. I'm trying to get a guitar and learn that too.I have a cheapy game maker that I'm making a hentai dating game on. I'm teaching myself so it's been interesting.I draw. Anime. Horribly. But I do.I write. Stories, songs, and poems. Stories are always unfinished ideas. Like right now I have a choose your own adventure story idea going. I hope to push myself to finish this one as long as people play. My songs and poems don't rhyme unless they have to or I think of something clever. My songs are usually "emo woe is me" lyrics about my exes and life in general. I love watching movies and reading. Fantasies, romance, comedies, high school stories. I'm what some people call Pansexual. Pansexual is when you like both male and female equally and have no preference. Whereas Bisexuals would rather be with o
Cowboys Buck Better
I just want you to know that I would climb any mountain, sail across a stormy sea, if that's what it takes me baby, to show how much you mean to me. Hi, It's me that guy you saw in the cowboy hat. Someone once asked me if I was as tough as a cowboy. Now, I wasn't really sure how to answer that. When I was a younger man, I did all the things that real cowboys did. I rode,roped,branded,drank and had a few fights and yes even ate a few to many beans. LOL Even rode a few bulls in my lifetime. Would I do it now I don't think so. Had my heart broke more than a few times. Fell in love more than most men. Kissed my fair share of ladies. But now I am looking for my last rodeo. This buckaroo is looking to catch that one special Lady. The one that is ready to ride off into the sunset.Now you can probably guess what type of music I like. (RAP LOL) I heard that they once took Country music. Mixed it with Rap and they called it crap. (Not into Rap) Country is my favorite I also like o
Random Drivel
Huge hugs and stuffs!   Tomorrow is a long doctor day pffft! Also my kitty Sugar loses his balls and Cory's cat Monkey gets her vagina mulitlated..pray they have a safe kitty surgery day!   I want to apologize for involving my friends in drama. I do not do that and hate being involved in it myself. Most of it was for shits and giggles and I refuse to let trash get attention from me any longer. She is using  friends of mine and myself, to get attention she can't get on her own..   Thank you for helping me being a point whore too!     not any longer ~huge hugs~ Excited about tomorrow! My baby sister and I are going to shop together..I really hate shopping,but love her. Poor thing has to have  some bone removed from her elbow soon,so she deserves some time with her wacky big sister ;)   Every friday should be bone your spouse day! ....js Cory is losing weight and getting super hot rawrrrrrrrrrrr I am getting more and more nervous about Feb 8th,but ready for it to be here!
My Locations
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Was it real......   Hey there, my name is Amy and I am a freshman at a major university in Durham NC. I am 5'5” 112 lbs. 34c-26-33 and a fiery redhead. I am shy at first but when I get to know you, you better watch out because my bite can be ferocious.   Anyway, I had my first sexual encounter when I was 12, with a neighbor boy that was 16. He told me that having sex was awesome, I found it to be boring as hell. I didn't do it again until I was 16 and this time it was better but still I knew it had to be better than what I was getting. I had my share of boyfriends and we had sex but nothing that blew my mind. I've read about how woman would have orgasms and I wanted to have one! I did play once with my female cousin, she is much older than me and it was fun and she did give me my one and only orgasm, from a partner that is. She showed me how to please myself and I have since then, many times.   I was to share a dorm room with another girl but at the last minute she
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Awaiting punishment in this isolated life i set offended and amused i am not ignorant of all social graces yet mistakenly more knowledgeable than people like to believe no longer young and beautiful they expect a more happy a more pleasant me as if my expressions are to always be happy yet i see the annoyance on the faces of not strangers but the ones i call my friends happy you say ha ha ha hows that for happy...dont know what more to give,or if if have anything left in me.give me life or give me pain just give me myself again The only unbearable thing is that nothing is unbearsble any more,I drank from this life and was poisoned by the night, so i will weep for you at the break of dawn. Crazy is a judgement a criticism made in a world of others the word cant hurt me now for i am in a world of my own!
So since my uncle Mike's murder last week I have been through some emotional turmoil, which I thank those who have been there for me dearly. Today I had to call airlines, which was so hard to do when asking them the details about "sending a body" to a different state. I feel anger, and hate...And the question "why" keeps going through my thoughts. Seeing the troubled images in detail of that the Detectives told us makes it almost vivid in my mind. Why didnt Bryan le just die? Another part of me makes me question my own behavior. Helping a person out and them to turn around and do somthing so cruel to someone so innocent is beside me.. Between planning a funeral, contacting everyone my uncle knew, speaking to family and the arguments they have started on where they want to bury my uncle, i am about to explode. Tomorrow is another day.. I decided to go to work and see if I can get through it emotionally. I hope I can. Say a prayer for the fam
There is alot more to life than just having sex. It about spending ur time with ur love one and making each other happy for the rest of ur life. This society has gone way over its heads and the people dont care about nothing anymore but themselves. Its about helping one another, getting them out of the down fall and giving them a hand when they are in need. I know one thing i cant trust people now these day and the one i do trust are my true friends and we stick up for each other through thick and through thin. Why do we judge other people. If u stop and read the bible it says thou shall not judge. the more u judge other people. the more God is going to judge u. im not being mean. i am just stating the fact. what about people doing drugs. do they think it makes them feel good, i guess. Well ur wrong it makes them lazy paridnoid and everything else. For all u people out there that does drugs u need to get a better life and stick with it. Dont ruin ur life over drugs. What about the econ
Fabar Stuff
Okiedokie, since the actual emote didnt work on the paste job in the last job.. here is the link..   btw this blog is intended for my own personal easy access to the list. since my boolmarks are full of shit i use for everything else... This blog is to help you rip, and activate a skin. since I have had to instruct people on how to do this for their first time, I will explain step by step how to rip a skin...   FIRST, be sure you have skins enabled in settings, by accessing edit profile. if you never see any cool backgrounds on profiles, you dont have them active...   1. to find a skin, use the search feature for skins here or if you like a skin on a users profile: scroll to the bottom of the page and look for "Browse members skins" on the bottom the link. you will see the list of skins, "preview skin" and "rip skin".   2. Next i recommend previewing the skin, to make sure it is in fact the sk
Apology Lesson
When faith showers you with a great hope share it with everyone you loveFor it was more than just a shower, it was a way of saying that “No, don’t disbelieve know that when you need the tears to make it through you can always count on it as insurance.”When trust showers you in a form of friends look for that small umbrella of escapeFor when it pours at its hardest even the biggest umbrellas aren’t there to shake the plethora of droplets that come down so instead of using that umbrella as a cover use it as a way of amusement because when it stops pouring you are left with that person you were running with and they were there to stick up for you.When reminiscence showers you in a form of nostalgia break free of that hearth in your heartFor a picture is more than a thousand words, that memory inside of you was more than just a figment of imagination and that moment of your past was more than a mistake and a step…because the picture reminded you no matter whe
Planet Janet
I know, no real surprise but interesting photo here!
True Love
                                              For My Baby      Every night I fall asleep to thoughts of you and every morning I wake up looking for you.When I am down I all I do is close my eyes. Because your always with me.When I am hurt it's thoughts of you that make me forget about everything. When I am filled with worries it is you that calms me down. Your my first and last thoughts at the begin and end of my day. Your my one and only person I dream about and do anything for.I hope to make you feel like you never have felt before. Thank you for coming into my life. I love you baby                                                True Love   True love is a sacred flame that burns eternally. And no one can dim it's special glow or changes it's destiny. True love speaks in tender tyone and hears with gental ears. To give love with open hearts and true love conquers fear. True love makes no harsh demands. It neither rules nor binds and true love holds with gentle hands with the
E-Cig....Day 7 A few low level instability episodes, but no bodies to dispose of.  My propensity for bubble-popping candor has been somewhat elevated, and it drifts between impishly teetering the ever plentiful self-made glass pedestals you encounter in this place, to right out leg-erasing machete realism, the latter of which I simply make myself scarce and immerse into chores or alt activities. My apologies in retro and advance for that. The product itself seems to do what it says. Its an effective mindtrick, the highlight of which I think is it gives you the satisfaction of breathing out something that actually resembles and tastes like smoke, but in fact is not. Plus it pacifies the hand fixation also. I thought the true test of its effectiveness would be after a meal,  or a vigorous fap, but actually its managed to do the trick, all except for when you put it beside a robust cup of morning coffee. Thats when I hear the little engine room inside this thing going to all battelsta
Tales Of A Smoker..
Day 2 Cigarettes today: 4 Urge to kill Scale (1-10): 10  - Talk to me and I will kill you..   Another shit day.. Every question that is asked of me is now the stupidest fucking question I have ever heard. I see other smokers and want to punch them.. I think Jen is avoiding me.. (I can't blame her).. I bought some weed from my Uncle to help me chill the fuck out.. God bless him, He gave me the greatest deal ever on a quarter ounce.. I'm expecting tomorrow to be more of the suck.. I can't wait.. /wrists..  Day 1 Cigarettes today: 5 Urge to kill Scale (1-10): 10  - Talk to me and I will kill you..   I started quitting smoking today. I method I am using is the nicotine patch. I smoked on average of 1 &1/2 to 2 packs a day. The largest patch they have is = to 1 pack a day. I already cutting my smoking in half and my body is not happy about it.    Todays Mishaps: I was doing just fine until around 3pm today. A customer had a rush job and wanted me to work overtime, This never happ
Blah Blah Blah.
So yesterday I had a doctors appointment.  Who cares it's been going on for awhile.  I was just going to find out about my bone scan for my neck.  Well it turns out that something abnormal is showing up in every picture that was taken.     I have a tumor on my brain behind my eyes.  I get really bad migraines ect.  Now I have to have an MRI of my brain to see how bad this problem is.  I decided that if it's bad then that's how it's going to stay.  I don't want any operations on my brain and I don't want to be sick from chemo.  Everyone dies sooner or later.  Nothing lasts forever.     I have had a handful of people get pretty upset over it.  It's stupid.  Like seriously I'm still me, and I'm still going to have fun, be a bitch, be a friend and everything else.  Nothing changed so get a grip ffs.     LOL. So what do you do when you adore someone?  Shit get's weird... you know they like you and you like them! This has been established between you and him both...   Me being cautiou
The Devil
The Devil Knows My Name… He Knows All My Weaknesses… He Loves Them One And All… He Wraps His Me Around His Finger Once Again And I Can’t Think Of A Place I Would Rather Be. In His Arms Again…         Feeling Whole Again. The Devil Knows My Desires… He Knows The Darkness In Me… He Made A Home In My Heart… I Can’t think Of A Place I’d Rather Him Be. The Devil Knows My Name… He Knows All My Weaknesses… He Loves Them One And All… He Wraps His Me Around His Finger Once Again And I Can’t Think Of A Place I Would Rather Be. In His Arms Again… Feeling Whole Again. The Devil Knows My Desires… He Knows The Darkness In Me… He Made A Home In My Heart… I Can’t think Of A Place I’d Rather Him Be.
soo bored dont know what to do somebody help me lol i miss being loved 
Ok. So I have recently discovered the blogs. I must say, I'm a fan! I'm still new to all of this so please bear with me. Hopefully they will get better as I go along.    I have noticed that so many people like to use the "L" word on here a lot! That's right, i'm talking about L - O -V -E Who "loves" me enough to buy me a VIP? Who "loves" me enough to buy me the (insert random bling name here) bling? Who "loves" me enough to spend the next 2 hours rating all of my pics? Who "loves" me enough to gimme, gimme, gimme AAHHAAHAHAHAHA!!!!    Come on people! If we have to use an "L" word, let's use the right on.                         Who LUSTS me enough to spend their hard earned money on me?!?!?!?!?! I'm not at all saying that it isn't possible to form long lasting, genuine relationships on here. I can guarantee that all 6,786 of your "friends" DO NOT love you. If you have given or received things on here it is for a few reasons. 45% of the time it's because they want to see
 I am a beatin, broken man. I lost due to Telling the truth, wearing my heart on my sleeve and wanting to communicate with a person who is  perfect for me, cuz she is me just smarter and much prettier. Only I woulda givin me a chance after everthing i wrote and said Wonder how and why sending flowers , gifts , trying to communicate to get closure of any kind gets me charged ? Then this person sends ex wife personal e-mails between us from 3 months previos she musta saved em and e-mailing everyday there is miles of words. The sad thing is all these e-mails basically tells all about my life good and bad I bared my soul some things said were only known by me I trusted was honest and now i'm in the fire. This lady also saw fit to send gifts i had given her to my Ex wife, phoning her @ home to  villanize me. I honestly can say I fell in Love With this garibaldi highlands women and it seems i still love her and don't understand, how i can love a person so soon. But when ya know ya know. LOve
Capricorns ~ The Best In Bed!
Ok so when you join fu-bar your profile is automatically defaulted to hide "not safe for work" content (or NSFW)   If you can not see NSFW folders (they are red compared to the "normal" picture folders & have a (NSFW) after the album name - in my case mine says "Me -(NSFW) for my pictures...)   What you will need to do is go to your homepage & click "Edit Profile"   When that page opens your now in the "Account" page...   Scroll down & look on the right side this is what you will see...   Settings: Profile Type:New and CleanDusty and Old Email Alerts:Daily DigestImmediatelyOff Email Newsletter:OnOff Email Reminders:OnOff Chat Sounds:OnOff Ignore Skins: [?]:OnOff Filter Embedded Content [?]:Profile
Fumafia Expierence
(this blog is under construction) Below is a description of FuMafia Mission Rewards for the completion of the five stages.   Bronze Stages yield skill points Silver Stages yield cash dividends Gold Stages yield greater skill points. Platinum Stages Rewards Listed Below. 1. Break Into A HouseCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $800,000 cash.2. ShopliftCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $1,000,000 cash.* 5 Pipe Bombs.3. Mug SomebodyCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $1,300,000 cash.* 10 Pipe Bombs.4. Steal A CarCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* 5 Military Jeeps.* 5 Abandoned Storefront.* 20 Pipe Bombs.5. Break Into A BusinessCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery
A Lil Bit Of Sumthin
HELLO ALL U FULANDERS.. For  those of  you  who personally know me this may seem all things you already know.. But for tose of you who are  HATERZ  of me and like to critizize people WAKE  UP this is what you so rightfully wanted..   I am a  29 year old female .. I  have alot of  personal real life issues that i  try not to bring to fubar  but it happens at times..I  am  a REAL person with  REAL  feeling just like all of you.. I came to fubar over a year ago on a old acct  that  was closed up I came here  to socialize with  new people and  REAL  people and to play  on fubar as most of you do with lounges and the games and things of that sort.. NOT  bcause i want  your man in r/l or fu life .. I am  real life married some of you know who that is if not then look a little bit you will find him.. I have a heart of gold  I would give the shirt off my back if i could  to help anyone even my enemies.. I'm no super model  I  dont have NSFW's nor will I .. I am a REAL  person just here to h
every time i wake up i deal with life is a challenge a on going quest  ending when you are old and wise. Also comes with love sex lust passion and even happyniess but there is even drama emotional pain hate anger sin.   To me i believe there is salvation there is truth benife lies there is peace and not chaos. I been around for a while to know most guys and girls are just jerks. i tollerate bs and drama but dont really care idk if they are tellin the truth
Amge; Haunted Orb Robert Plant
  Mar 2, 2011 AlZBuzzBlooze says Mystery place and Artist ,Name the place and artists:?)
My Business
well its that that time again where the season changes and the good holidays come into play. if you have someone in mind you want to get something special and one of a kind or just want to have something different to accessorize to your seasonal outfit then come check out Lion's Pride Jewelry and come share the uniqueness with all your friends and family. For all of you may know i have my own business making and selling handmade jewelry well i finally have a facebook business page for my business i am asking all who have a facebook page to come check out my biz and like it and help spread the word of it it would be greatly appreciated from the bottom of my heart the link is again it would be greatly appreciated  ty all who have come checked this out and is willing to help show support
Topography By Sharon Olds
I can be myself when I am with you. Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us. Because you make me feel like, like, like I have never felt before. I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame out of love alive  You and me together, we can make magic. We're a perfect match. Thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling. Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead. You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going. You are simply irresistible I love you because you bring the best out of me. Your terrific sense of humor Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat You're the one who holds the key to my heart You always say what I need to hear (You are perfect). You have taught me the true meaning of love. Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything. You are my theme for a dream. I have had the time of my life a
The Valentines's Day 3-some On The Glow Radio
The Valentine's Day Threesome 75 HOURS with The Reverend DJ Furg The Valentines Day Threesome will be the Longest Marathon Broadcast for Reverend DJ Furg. His third marathon to date. The Final Goal is to set a NEW Guinness World Record for the longest marathon broadcast by a single DJ. The Current record is approximately 186 hours.      Reverend DJ Furg intends to follow the Guinness Rules during the upcoming marathon to the letter. A five minute break is accumulated for every hour on the air. Breaks can be used for power naps and restroom breaks. Meals, exercise, cigarette breaks and tooth brushing, will ALL Be done ON THE AIR (During the songs of course).     Rev Furg will verbally address the listening audience frequently to assure that the is still awake and the marathon is continuous. During the show Reverend DJ Furg will play Music and take Phone Calls from Listeners.  Call Furg @ 1-843-874-3874     The Valentine's Day Threesome starts on Fri
My Wonderfully Insane World
[Chorus - Skylar Grey] I'm about to lose my mind You've been gone for so long I'm running out of time I need a doctor Call me a doctor I need a doctor, doctor To bring me back to life [Eminem] I told the World one day I would pay it back Say it on tape, and lay it, record it So that one day I could play it back But I don't even know if I believe it when I'm saying that Doubt's starting to creep in, everyday its just so grey and black Hope, I just need a ray of that Cause no one see's my vision when I play it for 'em They just say its whack They don't know what dope is And I don't know if I was awake or asleep When I wrote this, All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest You picked me up, breathed new life in me I owe my life to you Before the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do But it just dawned on me you lost a son, Demons fightin' you, it's dark. Let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you I don't think you realize what you mean to me Not th
Random Stuff From Me, Aw
GTFO out of my sb unless I invite you into it.   I don't respond to random people, especially not men. So yeah, kindly do one.   kthanksbye. I've had to make a new account because I messed my bartab settings up on the old one, and all i ever got told was about people's auto 11's ...   so yeah, this is the reason. Bye :|
Politics Politics Politics
  People around the world have been smoking marijuana for thousands of years while also using the hemp plant for everything from fabric and rope to ethanol fuel. Unfortunately, somewhere along the way, a man with a bit of power and enough determination decided pot was wicked, evil and narcotic. He moved mountains to make it illegal worldwide. In the U.S., the struggle continues to this day to overcome the lies and misconceptions about marijuana that the government spent billions to spread.   Between 1937 and 1947, the government spent $220 million on the war against drugs. Between 1948 and 1963, the cost of this "war" on marijuana alone escalated to $1.5 billion. From 1964 to 1969 the government spent $9 billion on the war against marijuana, a price tag that continues to rise.         First Fabric Known to Man   The hemp plant, also called cannabis or marijuana, has been used around the world for thousands of years. Sometime around 7000 - 8000 BCE, the first fabric is belie
The Unknown God..
"Cattle die and Kinsmen die, thyself I eke soon wilt die; but fair fame will fade never, I ween, for him who wins it. "Havamal 76 As An Asatruar we must... do our utmost to propagate the Northern Faith, Asatru, far and wide.To raise the awareness of our gods and our faith, particularly among our kinsfolk, those of Northern European blood, and also in society at large.To create, and work with others to create, powerful institutions that will achieve these ends.To work to strengthen ourselves mentally, physically, spiritually and financially, as individuals and as a folk, by applying the wisdom of our gods and our ancestors. In particular we pledge to live as set forth in the Havamal...the sayings of Har (Odin) , and to follow the Nine Noble Virtues of the ancestors.To honor the gods, the ancestors, and ourselves by maintaining a standard of correct and honorable behavior. I shall and will know thee, Unknown One. Who searchest out the depths of my soul, And blowest through my life
Something I Wrote A While Back
Blade cuts watch the blood drip down Down in depression wearing this frown Frown on the inside but outside a smile Smile while I walk this lonely mile Mile I walk carrying this pack of stone Stone I carry by myself and all alone Alone while in the crowded place Place of despar without a face Walking down the darkend streets Shadows following at my feet Threatening with thier awkward stance I see themloom and reach with every glance Stalking me down they feed my fear Ready to strike they hiss a devilish sneer.
I'm a Fubar whore See my nasty little snatch Bling pack gets you in Wanna see my tits?You have to buy me FuBlingFu whores are not cheap
Hi, Not Really New
Does everyone truly  rise to their level of incompetence? Is stupid forever?
From Within
We got Bandit as soon as he was old enough to leave his mother...that was May of 1999.  He's traveled more miles than most people will ever dream of.  From Biloxi, MS to Florida...Florida up the east coast, and then to Chicago, Denver, Salt Lake City, onward to Anchorage, Alaska.  Then the ferry ride from Alaska to Washington, across the US, and back down to Florida.  This was all in just over 10 years.  The last trip he made was from Florida to where I sit typing this, Indiana.     He's been quite a healthy cat, despite the fact that his owner had never had a pet before, and did an awful job of keeping up with the important parts of owning a pet.  That's what truly is amazing....almost 12 years, and almost never was ill.  Until about 2 weeks ago.  As most fo you read last week, he wasn't eating and barely drinking.  So I took him to the vet, nothing really jumped out, but a bit of an infection, so the vet gave me some meds to give to him.  In this past week, he still hardly ate, and
Kitchen Bi_ch
Well I’ve pretty much moved in with my boyfriend and am going to spend the summer looking for work now that school is out.  I still have a few things left to bring, some furniture and other stuff, but I’ve spent the week here playing house and enjoying having someone to share a bed with.  Our cats have finally figured out a routine and seem to be tolerating each other and I’ve set up a little work station in our home office using the fainting couch and litter cabinet. A really nice thing though living here is that I’m living with a guy who isn’t afraid to get dirty and take things apart to fix them.  Take the other night for instance, the dryer we bought for only $75 went out and stopped heating.  So while I am hanging up the wet things in the bathroom to dry he took the thing apart. I tried not to hover and help when I could but once the drum was out and I saw this it was very hard to bite my lip and not panic.  But I did soon become amazed
Life As A Dentist
2-18-11   There is 2 types of insurances, PPO and HMO.    With PPO, Preferred Provider Organization, the provider (dentist) can be either in network or out of network.  What this means is if the provider is out of network, you can see any provider you want.  It is the patient’s responsibility to pay for the difference of the treatment.  For example, if a crown cost $1,000 and the insurance pays $700, the patient is responsible for the other $300.  Now, if the provider is in network, then the insurance will dictate the cost of the treatment.  This means that if the crown is $1,000 and the insurance says that their price is $900, the provider can NOT collect the $100 difference.  The provider has to write off the $100.  Collection of this difference is considered as fraud.   With HMO, Health Maintenance Organization, you can only see that particular provider.  Personally, I think HMOs in dentistry are a fraud. With this type of plan, the patient’s cleanings and xrays ar
Biggest Shopping Center Online,
Hi I've been working on that project for 2 months to build the BIGGEST SHOPPING CENTER ONLINE, There is Over 1000 different stores where you can find anything you want, like Grocery, Medecine, Cigarettes, Wine, Flowers,Clothings,Tickets,Party Supplies,Trip,Hotel,Jewelry and More So if you want to shop at anytime you want go shop here and don't forget to bookmark the page so you can return anytime you want Hope you enjoy and have a nice day There is Over 1000 different stores where you can find anything you want, like Grocery, Medecine, Cigarettes, Wine, FreeDating,Flowers,Clothings,Tickets,Party Supplies,Trip,Hotel,Jewelry and More
You Don't Know
You don't know what you've got till you really loose it. You don't know how bad your going to feel when that special someone leaves or isn't around until they are really gone.  You don't know how it feels to be lonely until you sleep by yourself for the first time in years. You really don't know what true love is until it gets ripped right out of your hands.  You don't know how to tell your two year old where her father is until she comes up to you and asks. You don't know what the words i love you means until the love of you life tells you it on the day of your wedding.  You don't know what its like to stay up late with your daughter because she wants her daddy until that night you are up all night because she is screaming for her daddy. You don't know how mad your daughter is until she goes off on you and tells you how much she hates for taking her father from her. So hold on to what you have because you never know when it's going to be ripped right out of your hands.
Womens/mens Opinions Welcome...
Todd Neva, 40, of Racine, was diagnosed with ALS in June. As the disease progresses, he will become paralyzed, unable to voluntarily move his muscles. His family needs to sell their West Racine home. They then plan to build a handicap-accessible house near his wife's family in Michigan’s Upper Peninsula. The family has entered the Dockers Wear the Pants challenge on Facebook, trying to win $100,000 to help them build their new house. here is the link in my hometowns paper...... Your votes and Your voice would be great. Thanks,Angie So there was a Survey taken with 2400 women asking....would you rather be skinny but sexless for a yr or overweight and orgasmic with your guy for a year?? They ALL said they'd rather be skinny and sexless.... Do Men REALLY care what we women look like naked?? Is it more of a heeeey ur naked and with me... I Like it!!!!!  kinda thing? All opinions wel
So here goes ya'll thot id just fill sum peeps in on my fu tendancies...number one I do like to get on fu sumtimes and strictly return love...not always in the mood to chat. Ive found that when i turn off my sb then everyone sends me pms saying "i tried sbing u and its turned off." Well put two and two together I TURNED IT OFF bcus i dont wanna chat... I am infamous for updating my status and then leaving for awhile..yes i know i know strange bcus when u do that people see ur on and trying talking with u. but the fact of the matter is  i do more the fu all day and sumtimes i update and leave then i come home to people thinking im avoiding them that is not the case by any means..if im ignoring u i will block u. Now one of my BIGGEST PET PEEVES is when im going about my business likeing peeps rating and leaving status messages and all of a sudden i see that one person has blown up my shout box going from... hey how are u...hi...u there...hello...fine i guess ur ignoring me bitch all with
This Beautiful Death
the walls surround me as i fall on my way to hell my addictions overwhelm my senses as i scream in pain am i insane or my thoughts are tamed with sanityjust let me be i want to die in vain but u never left..not yet my only fear is u leaving me alone in my own hell my personal cellfor ever i will dwell  nothing will ever be the same all i got is my insanity so just let me be my own personal hell ..and me the demons annoy me hit me beat me and scratch me they consume me control me HOLD ME!! reject me  disrepect me ..just kill me !!!im locked up in my hell my personal cell and i will never tell will i die or try to survive is this a lie in my mind is the key to my insanity will you help me or just let me be  the thought of killing myself are so violent noose hanging from my neck  as i jump off in silence the gun pointed to my dome as i blast it off..pure violence im alone in this world as i truly was no one understands my pain only insane  my own personal hell in this cell that i dw
Reasons Why Iam Down Some Of The Times
some  people wonder why most the time i am sad....its because i go throught life with strifes and pains and troubles and stres that builds up and i want to just give up and that no one has to worry about me, life kicks me in the BALLZ and laughs at me for no reason whatsoever and walks away with me layin there on the cold ground. What the fuck did i do deserve it? why is it hard to get by when the government ND STATE TURN AGAINST YA AND TAKE AWAY THING YOU NEED....Reasons arent sound enough for me its my turn to deliver the pain, but what can i do? iam just aguy..who is down on his luck, livin by the  skin of his teeth....trying to live as long as i can with out killin myself or just naturally going lol......iam so fucking tired of the BS i have to go thru to live, this is MY life and ican live the way i not a nuber....Iam ahuman being,a citizen of the USA and State of Washington, City of  God Damn Tacoma.....thats who I am! i just cant stay happy ll the time, due t
fuSkins Services F.A.Q One stop place to find answers to your questions about my fuSkins   Q. Do you Create skins for just anyone? A. Yes, I will create a skin for anyone on fubar so long as you meet the requirements   Q.How much do you charge for a fuSkin? A. Well, each skin cost 4million fubucks Q. How do we do payment? A. I require 50% upfront payment (2million fuBucks) before starting your fuSkin   Q. What if I decide to cancel my skin order? A. I'm sorry to see you cancel your order however I would retain the starting fee (2Million fuBucks) for time spent creating the skin (even if you cancel it). Q. How long will it take for my skin to be complted? A. Depending on the style of skin you are wanting skins can be completed with a 24hr turn around but please allow between 48hrs and 72hrs for completion of your order. Q. Do you provide Previews of my skin? A. I belive that if the customer is not satisfied then I'm not so durning the process of creating your skin you w
The Truth..can U Handle It?
Sarcasm: Just Choose A Side.
Someone sent me this website link a few days ago.    Its rather groovy. A few months ago I decided to turn over a new leaf, but I didn't really do anything other than what I was doing before.  There were no new roads to travel in the virtual world, and all things I saw were variations of the same nonetin garbage that has been flowing out of the foetid sewer of the collective consciousness since the dark ages.  Only one thing stood out in my conception, the word "Free", and how believing in the idea of freedom was more like captivity than some forms of actual imprisonment.  We're all told from childhood that we have "roles" and "expectations" that we must fulfill in order to become "productive".  Whatever that means these days.  We kill the Earth to save it, we are actual parasites feeding on this planet, and what humanity needs to do is engineer a real plan to fly into space, and teraform a celestial body, such as the moon.   We could start by teraforming the
My Nsfw Pix
if you really really want in my nsfw folder, it will cost you a 135 credit bling pack. you get to see more of my body. yes im naked in a few pic but im covering myself with my hands. so if you still want in there, semd me a message ok so ive put a few nude pix in the folder. they are of me pulling down my panties lol
Surveys - Cause Im Bored & Dont Have A Life
1. Name?  Jaelynn   2. Gender?    last time i checked i was still female   3. Sexuality?     straight   4. favorite color ? black   5. Height?     5ft 1/2in   6. Weight?     lets just say im bbw. :D   40. PINK TEAM OR BLUE TEAM?     pink !  
My Game Collection List
1. Grand Theft Auto III 2. Grand Theft Auto: Vice city 3. Grand Theft auto: San Andreas 4. Twisted Metal: Black 5. Manhunt 6. God of War 7. Resident Evil Code: Veronica 8. Resident Evil 4 9. Final Fantasy X 10. Final Fantasy X-2 11. Reel Fishing III 12. Rocky 13. Devil May Cry 14. Spider-Man 15. Hitman 2 16. Evil Dead: A fistful of boomstick 17. Celebrity Death Match 18. True Crime: Streets of LA 19. The Terminator: Dawn of fate 20. Dino Stalker 21. Transformers 22. Wreckless: The Yakuza Missions 23. Giants Citizen Kabuto 24. Eighteen Wheeler ***American Pro Trucker*** 25. Destruction Derby Arenas 26. Spyro: Enter the Dragon 27. Need For Speed 2 undeground 28. Def Jam Vendetta 29. Mister Mosq
Pain In Sorrow
iam lost in a world filled with nothing but darkness as i try to gasp the bit of hope i have left i find my self struggling to hold on but as i slip and fall endlessly into nothing more then a deep forgotten void i try and get my self up but i find my self chain up with my demons laughing at me telling me they will never let me go my mind is always racing but it is also my worst foe it always seem to toss me things that i would rather forget the more times i try and fake how i truely feel just to please other people the more i seem to get lost even more how do i over come it how do i conquer it is it so easy to slip into total darkness will i ever find my peace my light forever into darkness i was born in the cold dark world as every seem to not always see things as they really are the world is black and white for that is what i see there is no middle ground who can save me who will be my light to blank out the darkness in witch i feel my ex just show up with her new bf hinding behind
Okay, I'd like to keep this brief. Like movies? I certainly do! I used to write reviews for them all the time but that sort of fizzled out. I'd like to try to get back into it though...with your help! Suggest some movies for me to watch and I'll try to get to them asap and review them. Could be anything. Want me to watch a terrible movie then tear it apart? Fine! Maybe it's just me, but when a damn good song comes on I can't help but feel the energy flow through my body. The guitar kicks in heavy and powerful and sure, when I'm by myself I think, I want to do that. Do I have enough musical talent to play the majority of songs I listen to (Or any of them for that matter?), hell no! With my beautiful clear air guitar (see what I did there? ;) Clever!) I can play anything. I'm not missing a single note... This is where Air Guitar Nation comes into play. Everyone know's about air guitar, but how big and serious can it get when you're playing an imaginary insturment? Pretty serious. The fi
Just Stuff
I have used fu blog area to post my poems for years. I wanted people to be able to read them and comment. Well recently. I had posted a poem i wrote. An ex friend copyed and pasted the poem in her blog. Now she is claiming that someone different wrote the poem. Its my work. So sadly i won't be writing any more poems to be posted here. I am sorry to those that enjoyed reading my poems. But that mad me vey mad. So i have removed all my poems from here. Thank you to those that read them.  fun ways to use duct tape  . Keep people quiet during a bank robbery   Cover your exposed butt crack Buy your sweetie a dozen duct tape roses that won’t die  Make a homemade band-aid . Make a strapless bra to hold your girls in place  Instant babysitter for your little one Lint brush yourself Secure the luggage… err… the cardboard boxes on top of your car Catch bugs  Create a homemade mailbox Make a temporary hem Wrap up your iPhone  Create the perfect girdle Keep you f
A Joke
A Chinese guy calls in to work "Me no work, me sick",,his boss tells him "when I'm sick I fuck my wife,,try that.",,,a couple hours later the Chinese guy calls his boss again,,"me feel better, you got nice house." A Penis, A Cucumber, and A Pickle where all sitting around talking about how thier lives suck. The Cucumber says "Ya'll think you have it rough, every time I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and put me in a salad.",,,The Pickle says "you think you have it rough, every time I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in a jar and pour spices and vinegar on me.",,,The Penis says "ya'll think you have it bad, every time I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a platic bag over my head, stick me in a dark room and bang my head against the wall til I throw up on myself and pass out!"
My Thoughts
A man walks into a bar and immediately realizes its a gay bar. He thinks to himself I'm not gay but I really want to drink so he walks up to the bar. The bartender asks " what's the name of ur penis?" The man says "man get out of my face, I'm not like that, just give me a beer." The bartender replies "I'm sorry sir but I can't serve you until u tell me the name of your penis." The man says "okay what's the name of your penis?" The bartender realizes ' mine is named nike, you know Just do it." The man thought for a moment then replied " mine is named secret." The bartender replied "Secret?" The man explained you know, "strong enough for a man, made for a woman." Its funny how you always see guys looking for the perfect girl,one that doesnt bitch at you,doesnt cause you stress, but yet there is no definition of a perfect girl.Every Girl is different in her own way,nobody is perfect,just bc she bitches at you,pushes your buttons,or makes you mad doesnt mean shes not perfect,or not rig
 1.  We got off the Titanic first. 2. We can  scare male bosses with mysterious  gynecological  disorder excuses. 3. Taxis  stop for us. 4. We don 't look like a frog in  a blender when dancing. 5. No fashion faux  pas we make could ever rival the Speedo. 6.  We don 't have to pass gas to amuse ourselves.  7. If we forget to shave, no one has to  know. 8. We can congratulate our teammate  without ever touching her  rear end. 9. We  never have to reach down every so often to make  sure  our privates are still there. 10. We  have the ability to dress ourselves. 11.   We can talk to the opposite sex without  having to picture  them naked. 12.  If  we marry someone 20 years younger, we are aware  that  we will look like an idiot. 13. We will  never regret piercing our ears. 14. There  are times when chocolate really can solve all  your  problems.15.. We can make comments  about how silly men are in their  presence  because they aren't listening anyway.   The little boy comes down to brea
Life is a funny thing don't ya think.when your young you wanna grow up. and when your grown up you wanna be young.but the great thing about growing up is you can see how you evolved as a person.Hello everyone whom is reading this and if your not ow well its my blog and for me to come here and vent right?right now i'm just chilling at my house enjoying time with the hubby . so if you want to friend me then send an invite and if i don't accept your not the person i really wanna talk to . i am blunt  , and i am more of a fact type of person. i try to never make assumptions until i have the facts to back them up.Me im really laid back currently work at a fast food joint. but working towards college this fall for pharmacy tec.Right now on the side i made chainmail necklaces and such eventually moving onto clothing but not just yet.I love nature and camping .but Ohio weather is some what unpredictable at times.I am 21 and a Scorpio. i am happily married to Jason .we have been together almost
So today was a really good day. Met a really cool guy and had a lot of fun with him...without falling into bed with him. Something very new for me. I really didnt want to leave when it was time to go and so we're suppose to get together again tomorrow only I'm thinking he doesnt really want too. I feel like I could just be a new toy and honestly I'm to a point in my life Im done being the toy and really honestly ready to settle down and find someone that I can devote my life too. Even if we never marry just to have that person by my side day and night. Im done being alone. Not saying I wanna move in with this guy or have him promise me things neither one of are even remotely ready for but I most definately want to see where this could go and really give it a shot. I guess I'm just beyond terrified to be hurt again and thus starting to protect myself because I had just a great time and truly got to be me with someone. Something I havent been able to do in a long time. What to do?! UGH!!
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Behind Blue Eyes
I took a step today... and it got me thinking... and I may just be on to something... I may be on the path to finding myself again...   Today I signed up for a dance class. It was a class I have been thinking about taking for the last 2 or 3 years. I'm not sure why I never signed up for it. I think it was anxiety and fear... the very things that have been holding me back from doing anything that I enjoy the last few years. As I was thinking about this class, feeling the excitement looking forward to it... I started to think about how much I loved to dance when I was younger. I always wanted to be a dancer. I took a couple of dance classes when my father could afford it. But I'm not sure at what point I gave up on it. (I did try out for dance team in high school, however I was cut in the last round because the routine I choreographed was considered "too sexy." lol) Then that led me to think about the fact that I had other loves when I was younger that got lost along the way. I loved
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I STEPPED OUT ON YOU AFRAID OF GETTING TO CLOSE TO YOU ... AND NOW I WANT TO STEP BACK IN . YOU JUST HAVE THAT SOMETHING ABOUT YOU I CANT STEP AWAY FROM .. FEELING MAY CHANGE OVER TIME BUT WE BOTH KNOW THAT THERE IS STILL SOMETHING THERE . EVEN IF WE BOTH TRY AND HOLD BACK WE CANT HOLD BACK OUR FEELINGS .. YOU KNOW THAT YOU STILL WANT ME . AND I STILL WANT YOU .... SO  EITHER YOU TAKE THE FIRST STEP OR I WILL .... IM NOT GIVING UP THAT EASY ANYMORE !!!! Never thought a day in my life that i would be a widow at the age of 34 years old ..i lost my 38 yr old  husband  of 16 yrs to a massive stroke on june 11 2011 . it took us all by surprize but from this tragic lost i have leraned that you dont take things for granite  and you charish every momment like there your last . I sit back and  think what if ...... what if  we would have done this  or done this  but  know we'll never get that chance im still trying to get threw a day with out crying my eyes out bcuz im still waiting for him to c
The original purpose of the legal wig was said to provide a form of anonymity and safety. Hong Kong barristers and judges continue to wear wigs as part of court dress as an influence from their former jurisdiction of the Commonwealth of Nations. In July 2007, judges in New South Wales, Australia voted to discontinue to wearing of wigs in the NSW Court of Appeal. New Zealand lawyers and judges have ceased to wear wigs except for special ceremonial occasions such as openings of Parliament or the calling of newly qualified barristers to the bar. A number of celebrities, including Dolly Parton and Raquel Welch have popularized wigs. Cher has worn all kinds of wigs in the last 40 years- from blonde to black, and curly to straight. They may also be worn for fun as part of fancy dress, when they can be of outlandish colour or made from tinsel. They are quite common at Halloween, when “rubber wigs”, are sold at some stores. Orthodox Jewish religious law requires married women to
My Fubar Filmbay Blog Ok
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A Musing Nsfw
Could you imagine, a man or a woman the first thing they say to the opposite sex or the same for that matter, on the first meeting; "Wanna fuck?'  Not only rude, but very slangy! Has 69 become 96 because of inflation?
Always, I'll love you I'll always be right here Forever, I will cherish you For eternity I will hold you near Loving you is an easy pleasure Time with you a priceless treasure   WHOA! Hold up! This is gettin kinda sappy You sure you love that guy? Does he really make you happy? He comes and he goes He does what he wants Doesn't care about You and this he flaunts Girl, what are you doin? Have you lost your mind? Let the fool go now Leave his ass behind                    -Jennifer G. 11/15/10   You think you know but no
Real Mobs And Mobsters
        Modern History:   [From "Organized Crime: 25 Years After Valachi," Hearings Before the Permanent Subcommittee on Investigations of the Committee on Governmental Affairs, United States Senate, 100th Congress, Second Session, US Government Printing Office, Washington: 1988] 539 CHRONOLOGY OF VIOLENCE: CLEVELAND ORGANIZED CRIME 1968 5/21/68            PATRICK CATALANO         reported missing - body never found. 6/21/68            PETE DI GRAVIO                  murdered 1971 10/31/71          ARTHUR SNEPERGER          killed by bomb 11/26/71          MICHAEL FRATO                 shot and killed 1972 1/1/72              POST AND PADDOCK RESTAURANT      Autos of SANDY DUBLO, PHIL BONADONNA and JOSEPH BRANCATO damaged by bomb 1973 10/6/73            SALVATORE CARCIONE    shot and wounded 10/6/73            ROBERT BOGGESS              shot and killed 10/6/73            WILLIAM WHITCOMB        shot and killed 540
Rants And Raves By Me !
Hello ! i am very glad to hear from you but i need to get this off of my chest right from the beginning just because this is has been and always be the way i am ! i speak my mind ,i show my emotions and i do not beat around the bush i am a very blunt person and if i want to know something i"m not afraid to ask ! if i have concerns about something im not afraid to communicate with the person about how i feel and would like to hear how u feel about the issue to ! so here we go ! I have been getting a lot of messages from ladies from out of my state in the past few weeks and almost every last one of them didn't have a picture on their profile ! almost all of them don't seam to be able to speak English very well either ! and almost every last one of them want to meet me on yahoo ? and last but not least ! when i try to talk to them. They all sound like they are reading from a script and not really listening to what i'm saying ! now this is how i am ! i'm not judge mental.  it is not my job
Fascination By Jesse Mathe
I watch my thoughts spin out of here Caught up in distortioned drowsing fear Waking to drug my mind away Sulfur my brain to ashed decay I'm always drowned in the unclear   Barbiturate my long lost years Set to take my breath away Longing to wake another day Sedate my time far and near As comatose as you are here   Just as the pendulum swings both ways Time will speed up and delay My eyes seem so far away from here   Curtained decisions insincere Keeping me from staying here I live to pasify my needs just as the garden grows it's weeds I'm only here for you to endure   Barbiturate my long lost years Set to take my breath away Longing to wake another day Sedate my time far and near As comatose as you are here   I watch my thoughts spin out of here Caught up in distortioned drowsing fear Waking to drug my mind away Sulfur my brain to ashed decay I'm always drowned in the unclear   Just as the pendulum swings both ways Time will speed up and delay My eye

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